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Life
You go through life, Wondering what your future will be like. Who knows, What will come and go. Sometimes you wonder, What you want from life. Then there are other times, That you know. But like they say, You don't always get what you want. Although it's hard, You must go on. You don't always know what's best, But there's someone who does. Just hang in there, We all know life's tough. In the long run though, You get what you want. What you want just changes, To what you didn't need. It'll all work out, You just have to be strong and believe. -Crissy- April 98"

The Samurai Creed
I have no parents; I make the Heavens and the Earth my parents. I have no home; I make the Tan T'ien my home. I have no divine power; I make honesty my Divine Power. I have no means; I make Docility my means. I have no magic power; I make personality my Magic Power. I have neither life nor death; I make A Um my Life and Death. I have no body; I make Stoicism my Body. I have no eyes; I make The Flash of Lightning my eyes. I have no ears; I make Sensibility my Ears. I have no limbs; I make Promptitude my Limbs. I have no laws; I make Self-Protection my Laws. I have no strategy; I make the Right to Kill and the Right to Restore Life my Strategy. I have no designs; I make Seizing the Opportunity by the Forelock my Designs. I have no miracles; I make Righteous Laws my Miracle. I have no principles; I make Adaptability to all circumstances my Principle. I have no tactics; I make Emptiness and Fullness my Tactics. I have no talent; I make Ready Wit my Talent. I have no

This Knight
I am the omega and the alpha I am a knight of coded old. I am the last of this house line,and I will break the chains that are. I have seen how the up line have treated their women. I have vowed to bo break that chain. I a women who you are with should be treated with the respect that is,she chose you. She is the queen of your world and should be treat as such. She chose you above all. Your heart is hers. I am a knight true. I am what I am,can't change the viewa I have,for my father showed me the way NOT to be. I am my name,knew it from a long time ago. it is hard to live up to it. I search for love true. I am a simple man, who's heart is searching. I am what I am. A simple knight searching for his lady. A women should be treated like a queen, she is the one who loves you,she chose you. This knight is ever searching,still knows that muist be the chosen. This knight is in such pain. For my heart hurts and waits to be the one. Are your dreams as mine,can you be.

Rough On Emotion
The last few months have been really rough on me. I hate where I live, and the Person that I'm living with, & really not by choice, but for the simple fact I have no where else to go. I do everything around here that I would rather be doing the person that I'm actually In Love with. You would figure that the longer that I'm away from My Love the less I would Love him, but that's not the case. If anything I Love him even more. I miss the Touch of his hand on my skin, the feel of his Lips on mine, I miss looking into his Eyes & getting lost for hours. I miss being able to breath. What gets me the most is my 3 year old son. He misses his Daddy so much. Everyday when he has one of his play phone he talks to him all day. Every night when he goes to bed he swispers in my ear I Love Daddy. Now tell me that's not Heartbreaking. How do you tell a 3 year that he can't have the Daddy that he wants, because the Father that he has wants to be totally selfish, & only think about his Happiness??

Ever Have One Of Those Days?
The day starts off good and ends up kind of bad. That's what happened today. The day was going good with the exception of feeling rushed--I don't know why because I had the day off from work. I got some stuff done around here and when it was time, went and picked my sweetie up at work. I was tired -- I'd been up since 3, and I knew he was tired too because he'd been up just as long the only difference was that he worked hard today. I knew this was going to be a tough day to get through after his long weekend. I had expected him to be grouchy, which he wasn't or if he was he hid it well. We had a very nice dinner, and a decent evening until I snapped at him over something so blessed stupid that it is still bothering me. I of course apologized for snapping. I always feel bad when I snap at him , which I don't do often. He said it was ok, and not to worry about it, but he also knows that it is going to bother me. I've got the best man in the world and I snapped at him for

**san Bernadino Show Update**
The public onsale date for the San Bernardino show on July 28 has been moved to June 16. LP Underground members, the new LPU presale date for this event will be announced soon, so be sure to check back for more information.

I Still Have This Account?
Wow, I forgot I still have this account! I get spaced out sometimes. Kind of like when I go to the grocery and pick out something I would really like and forget I have it until it goes bad and I have to throw it out! I'll try to log in more.

Maybe...
Maybe... God wanted us to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Maybe... when the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, oftentimes, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us. Maybe... it is true that we don't know what we have got until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. Maybe... the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. Maybe... the brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures and heartaches. Maybe... you should dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do

My Mum Is A Survivor
My Mum is a Survivor This poem was lovingly lifted from The Compassionate Friends American website in memory of Matthew Thomas Page. My Mum is a survivor, or so I've heard it said. But I hear her crying at night when all others are in bed I watch her lay awake at night and go to hold her hand. She doesn't know I'm with her to help her understand. But like the sands on the beach that never wash away. I watch over my surviving Mum, who thinks of me each day. She wears a smile for others...a smile of disguise. But through Heaven's door I see tears flowing from her eyes. My Mum tries to cope with death to keep my memory alive. But anyone who knows her know it's her way to survive. As I watch over my surviving Mum...through Heaven's open door. I try to tell her that angels protect me forever more. But I know that doesn't help her or ease the burden she bears. So if you get the chance, go visit her. ..and show her that you care. For no matter what she says. ..no matte

Shhhhh.
My head hurts. And it's all Johnny Depp's fault. You see, if he weren't so lovely to look at, my friend Lex wouldn't have asked me to see Pirates of the Caribbean 3 with her. And if the movie weren't so fucking terrible, I wouldn't have had to drink so much. If you chop up Excedrin pills and snort the powder, does it work better?

Great Novel---
"Charge it to the Game"Michele Fletcher's got what you want and what everybody needs. Gone are the days of standing on the street corner selling drugs, welcome to the new hustle..good credit. If the cover and title don't grab your attention, then the contents of this novel surely will. Newcomer, Michele Fletcher does and outstanding job of bringing the new jack hustle to your hood. She came strong and hard with this in your face urban tale about love, betrayal, friendship and hustling from a females' point of view. Taking the game to the next level in more ways than one, Fletcher gives hustling a new meaning as she switches the players and the product. A talented writer, Fletcher is definitely one to watch!$16.95 plus $3.00 shipping/handling Send check/money order to Axis One Communications, PO Box 1975, Stephenville, TX 76401

Moving
Ok, that's it, tonight is the last fucking time someone is gonna piss me off in Texas. And my solution is moving. As soon as I get my shit sold, I'm gone. So for those of you here in Texas, I'm sorry. I can't take it no more. Those of you in Florida, I'm on my way, just give me time. (BTW, just to let ya'll know, I got ran off the road in Mineral Wells, TX, I'm still not very happy about that)

Heart Torn Between Happy And Sad
well we found out that my daughter miscarried her baby.it was gonna be my first grandbaby ...i have the ultrasound of it in a frame .my heart goes out to everyone women and couple that has ever had a miscarriage......i dont kno what its like but i do kno i care bout that baby as if it was already here.it was the worst feelin i ever felt.and in way i guess i should be happy too cause my s on and his wife is gonna have a baby so im told.but its just isnt in me to be happy cause i kno i wont get to see this baby.my son lefted his wife and lives with his dad where the fool of a dad is pushin him to be with his g/f daughter! i want to make it clear i do not uphold for my son i think its the lowest thing he ever done .his wife does not deserve to be treated way my son doin her.i was told by my daughter law that she wasnt gonna be round me cause her parents wont let her.its sad cause i done nothin but uphold for my daughetr law ...and didnt turn my back on her when her own parents did when sh

Need More Help In The Father's Day Contest..... Please Repost For Lev....bombers Needed
A big THANKS for those who've dropped in and done some comment bombing on my contest picture for the Father's day contest. Hope you'll drop back by and help out somemore. For all the friends that haven't been in yet...please come by and leave all the comments you can on Lee's picture. I'd sure appreciate it... You could all throw in a few reposts here and there also....that would be a BIG help in getting the word around! Pllllllllease stop by and help out, all you can! THANKS, THANKS, THANKS

Www.hookahradio.com
Ok yall be sure to check out www.hookahradio.com its the best station on the net.And on Sataurday 30th of june 2007 its back yes hookah radios free-4-all for those of you who dont know what this is i will explain....the free-4-all is 4 hours of unplanned mayhem live on the air this time round its DJ Voice and his team Vs DJ Rain and her team. Each team consists of 4 different DJs each having a 30 minute time slot on air but best of all no one will know which DJ is on air untill they are. Hope to see yall there thats Sataurday 30th of june 8 till 12 (gmt) and 2 till 6pm (cst)peace...........

Hail Merry
Mauberly and I were out this afternoon to enjoy the lovely hot weather--she was lounging in the shade under the steps, I was rotating around the yard, trying to soak up as much sun as possible. Suddenly, though, she flipped out. She hissed, then wouldn't let me touch her. I thought: "Odd." I mean, she's a bitch, but that was unusual. I shooed her inside, muttered, "Ugh. Women" and went back to lounging. Less than five minutes later, chunks of ice started falling from the sky. I scrambled to move my plants to safety, then quickly realized that there was an important choice to be made: Which is more important? Pretty flowers or an intact skull? Opting for the latter, I sat inside, helpless, watching the glacier in the sky break apart and pummel my yard. I stared up--what did my grass do to deserve this kind of abuse? The frozen tennis balls were drawn like flag-magnets to my car--they crashed onto it, I cringed. But not as much as when they hit my plants. My poo

Everybodys Bin Looking
Dear associate, We recently received credible intelligence that there have been seven terrorists working in our office. Six of the seven have been apprehended. Bin Sleepin, Bin Loafin, Bin Goofin, Bin Lunchin, Bin Drinkin and Bin Butt-Kissin have all been taken into custody. At this time, no one fitting the description of the seventh cell member, Bin Workin, has been found. We are confident that anyone who looks like he's Bin Workin will be very easy to spot. You are obviously not a suspect at this time. So keep on doing what you Bin Doin! Thanks, Bin Administrating sorry im a blog addict now lol

Don't Say You Love.....
Don't say you love if you really don't.... Don't say you love if your going to take it back... just keep your head down and walk away... Don't tell me you love me,if they are just empty words that spew from your mouth.... Don't tell me you love, if it's not with in your heart... Do us both a favor and just walk away..... So you told me you loved me.yet i am alone So you told me you loved me..and here i sit at home.... this is the hardest part ...is knowing your still in my herat So you told me you loved me.....and we never talk. So you told me you loved me.....and you just want to be friends... the sad thing is you have no clue how to start.... So even though you told me you loved me...i know deep down you Don't.....Because if you loved me,,,like you said you did, you would of kept me at least close to your heart.....

What Kinda Tree Are You?
You Are A Poplar Tree People tend to look up to you, and it's a bit lonely at the top. Inside, you are not always self confident, but you show great courage. Mature and organized, you are reliable in any situation. You tend to have an artistic or philosophical outlook on life. You are very choosy in love and take partnership seriously.What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Poppin' My Cherry...
Ok, so this is my first blog entry here on the tap. I first want to assure all of my adoring fans and fans-to-be that I have more pics on the way! I don't have much of anything exciting to say, but I needed to get the ball rolling. This space will soon be filled with lots of juicy and exciting things, so just bear with me. This enrty was really just a show of good faithmore than anything...proof that I will show up here from time to time. Well kiddies... Tune in next week...same Bat time, same Bat channel!

Me
Hello to all that are there.... This is my first blog...and it is just a little about me...i spent 10 years in the army,been to war twice and now i am a father of two wonderful little boys,i am married to the greatest lady in the world.

Poem 1
i glance about with wondering eyes saddened and shaken i raise my gaze up to the skies seeking beyond the clouds what lies i ponder my worth to nobody there from the moment of birth did anyone really care my gaze drifts to the sand the cold sea nipping my feet the shifting of the land the depth there to greet was this the way it was meant to be lonely and alone in the sunset welcoming the coldness of the sea as it rises to envelope me i think of the silent masses that never gave a second thought i watch as the time passes my last breath in my throat was caught eyes closing to the darkness below the wetness of the sea rising for it is my time to go with no one realizing myself i grant one last look and then the waves cover the sand below shook and finally, it was over

Jr At Hendrick Motorsports
say it aint so! I guess Dale Jr will be making an announcement at 11am today as to where he will be racing in 08. I so wanted to see Jr go to Joe Gibbs racing. Jr and Smoke are friends- they work well together on the track and they would be omg unbelievable together as a team. Does anyone really think that Gordon will allow any of his limelight to shine on Dale Jr? Thats just not gonna happen. I am not a fan of Gordon I never have been never will be. Sorry to any of his fans but hey we all know you feel the same way about JR. I've been a NASCAR fan for a LONG long time. I still catch myself calling it Winston cup as Nextel just don't feel right...still. I can understand why Jr didn't want to go to RCR. Thats where his daddy made it all happen, and well Jr is his own man and has already made a name for himself, so it to me would still put him in his fathers shadow at RCR and well lets face it Dale cast a huge shadow. He was the Man! I hope that if Jr does end up going to Hendrick he

Pin Your Wings
Hey Renee, Where'd you find these crazy boys this time They say you're pretty but you don't think they're right. Hey Renee, While you're staring at your telephone tonight Did you feel like turning it off, turning off all of the lights? Pin your wings down If it's all over now Pin your wings down Just take a chance somehow Hey Renee, Who just stole your heart away this time And when you're crying on your bed does he help keep you alive? Pin your wings down If it's all over now Pin your wings down Just take a chance somehow I'll take the blame, if you take me home now Cause there's no place left for trust with all this pain And you know, when it rains in this town, I get washed away Without a sound So pin my wings down

Why I Have Been Away And Not Talking To Anyone
Hey hey everyone well to tell everyone i have been real busy. I just started a new job and have been working all week.. tring to learn this new job so i have been on the computer at work all week so by the time i get home i don;t feel like being on the computer... soon as a git into this job and off the training computer i will be back...

Miss You In A Heartbeat
I believe, that theres something deep inside That shouldnt be from time to time. I sure found out, for love was such a crime. The more you care, the more you fall. No need to worry, no need to turn away cause it dont matter, anyway, baby Oooh, I miss you in a heartbeat. Oooh, I miss you right away. Oooh, I miss you in a heartbeat. It aint love, if it dont feel that way. Oh, no. When we touch, I just lose my self control, A sad sensation I cant hide. To love is easy, it aint easy to walk away. I keep the faith and theres a reason why. Yeah. Now, I aint big on promises, Ill be true to you. Ill do bout anything, yeah, For some one like, baby for you. (oooh) I miss you in a heartbeat. (oooh) Yeah, Id miss you right away. (oooh) Oh, miss you in a heartbeat. (I miss you in a heartbeat.) cause it aint love if it dont feel that way.

I Want To Start A Collection
I was thinking, since I love bad jokes so much. I want Everyone to read this to leave their best worst joke. It can be from 'wow is that a joke?' to 'oh my god that is vile' kind of joke. Since I'm starting this I'm just gonna drop anouther version of the aristocrats

"knowing Jesus"
The Lord is my light as bright as the sunshine without His light my days would be so dark, as the darkness of the night. I ask Him daily to guide my life & give me the strength needed to fight Satan's attacks that feel like I'm being stabbed with a knife. I thank Him each day for the love He has given me, as the days go bye. Jesus has helped me release the pain within my heart & set it free. My friend, Jesus has put me through many tests & trials but it's only to make me stronger & at the end, Jesus receives from me many smiles. For those who don't know Jesus, you're missing out on so much. Believe me, if you would just let Him in your heart, you would feel the love of His touch & never again from Him be apart. Written By, Lisa/Prtyeyes 8-23-04

It's Obvious, Age Doesn't Change Things... It's The Person Themselves...
In my whole 28 yrs, as far back as I can remember. Most women are just way too shallow than they should be. I know there has to be some attraction, but does that mean, just cause someone isn't a Brad Pitt or George Clooney, they are not good enough to talk to? That's what truly upsets me. I've seen it happen to me sometimes and my friends and those who I care about. I have a feeling that's probably how it is with personal ads and crap. A guy might be on there and maybe he's just looking for friends and someone to talk to. A good percentage of women overlook him just cause he's not cute. Just cause he may not be attractive to you, doesn't mean he's not fun to talk to and a blast to hang out with. Too judgemental or too shallow, not quite sure which it is. Perhaps it's alittle of both, or even ALOT of both. Then this brings me to my next part. For those women out there that are like this, they get into a relationship with a hunky Brad Pitt wannabe or something, and they take advantage of

Mystery Solved
Mystery Solved...How does the small arrow in the screen of the computer work when we move the mouse? Haven't you ever wondered how it works? Now, through the miracle of the high technology, we can see how it is done. With the aid of a screen magnifying lens the mechanism becomes apparent. Simply move the mouse arrow over and around the center magnified area to see what is really happening beneath the surface. Go to: http://www.1-click.jp/ (Will take a few moments to load) And make sure your speakers are on.

Difficult Subject...
This is in reference to questions and comments I have encountered... It also keeps me from feeling repetitious... Any person who chooses to move or visit a land with a different tongue, I also believe should learn the language. (Especially if you plan to work, raise a family and gain citizenship) I agree that heritage, spirituality, etc should not be forced upon anyone. Land of the free, home of the brave... it's astonishing how many come to the US wanting our freedoms only to warp our own words against us in an effort to change that which they came for. Humans, we are our own worst enemies...

Story I Wrote
You’re lying on the bed naked as I enter the room; I have a bowl of strawberries in one hand and a can of whipped cream in the other. You look at me with a wicked grin and I tell you that we are going to play “ How many strawberries does it take.” You lay back spreading your legs slightly and then closing them, teasing me with a quick look at your pussy. I put the can of whipped cream down and the bowl of strawberries along side of it. Reaching into the bowl I take one of the strawberries and place it halfway into my mouth. Moving down to your sweet lips I brush the end of the strawberry against your lips. You lick your lips and open your mouth, feeling my right hand gently caressing down your body. I press my lips to yours and let the strawberry enter your mouth. You bite into the strawberry the sweet juices exploding into your mouth, your teeth open and you feel my tongue enter your mouth. I gently flick the end of my tongue to yours tasting the strawberry. We roll over so you are on

Im Just Typing To Make The Pain Go Away
what is it that is causing me to feel this way.. it just hit me out of no where, BAM!!! a feeling i would compare to, well maybe something similar to getting hit by a 16 wheeler. not that i ever have, but thats the first thing that comes to mind in trying to compare. i'm probably gonna ramble on some, don't really expect you to read this,, if you make it all the way through,,thanks.. GGRRRRRR.. this is just so freaking annoying, i am usually so happy and content with all that happens in my life, and it's not even like anything has happened to bring about this completely overwhelming feeling in which i am fighting. struggling not to let myself drown in my own misery.... fuck it,,, i can't let this win,,i can't be beat down by my own mind!! i am strong,, i am willing i am thankful, i am blessed, i am loved, i am appreciated, i am enthusiastic, i am able, i am ok writing helps,,,just getting out whatever may come, no second thought about it, no proof reading, just

If U Wanna Help Feel Free
i entered a new contest. cat vs. dog if u wanna help me out the pic link is below u know the routine rate and comment bomb the hell out of it i appreciate it alot, its not for a vic or a blast, its for some big pimpin gifts, but if u have some spare time just drop by and drop a few comments, id appreciate it, im like 300 behind right now thanx to all

Wow Tomorrow !!!!!
WOW Very Excite and Nervous To Meeting Amy!! It is tomorrow! I just starting moving bags and dvds in my truck..... I just fill up my truck to full-tank and getting ready to leaving at 9:00am at EST times! I just feeling little bit weird that 1 person really wants me! I never seen any lady who not wants to meeting to me? I did asking and asking but most of ladies kept saying oh wait and wait!!! I just give up and hopeful we will work out! I stop by Sears.... I just look at nice ring for promise loves! I will thinking about it wait see what's next? If she is truly loving me lot! I will order it for her re-size ring and till she will coming over our place to meeting my parents! Maybe we will meeting her again on July 20th at Buffalo NY for my cousin's wedding! She say I wants to go with you! I will show them that is my good girlfriend!! SoooN I will getting upload my pics and you will see those of us in pics! WE ARE NOT FAKER OR PLAYER!! We will show or prove to Y'all!! Thanks!!!

Nothing Like Not Thinking Ahead!!!!
All of these are legitimate companies that didn't spend quite enough time considering how their online names might appear ... and be misread. These are not made up. Click on them....Check them out yourself! Read the web-sites names closely! 1. "Who Represents" is where you can find the name of the agent that represents any celebrity. Their Web site is www.whorepresents.com 2 . Experts Exchange is a knowledge base where programmers can exchange advice and views at www.expertsexchange.com 3. Looking for a pen? Look no further than Pen Island at www.penisland.net 4. Need a therapist? Try Therapist Finder at www.therapistfinder.com 5. There's the Italian Power Generator company, www.powergenitalia.com 6. And don't forget the Mole Station Native Nursery in New South Wales www.molestationnursery.com 7. If you're looking for IP computer software, there's always www.ipanywhere.com 8. And the designers at Speed of Art await you at their wacky Web site www

Summer Suds
If you have been to a foam party with Shady Bastards then you know that it's going to be the party of the year. If you haven't, then you don't want to miss out. This will be THE party of the year! The Shady KreweWiLD 98.7 Morning Freak Show's PacoYour favorite DJ and oursPA$$ THA MIC

Disco Biscuits
I wrote a song for my band the other day, im in a progressive house band and pretty much everything we write is in 4/4 beat but i wrote a song in 12/8 which is more like a zz top kind of rhythm or something more like the blues than dance music. Anyway, the guys in my band were just totally amazed and blown away that it was actually possible to write a dance track that wasnt in the standard 4/4 rhythm, they treated me like i had just invented the wheel or something. Other than that there isnt much happening these days, i work way too much and usually just spend my free time asleep.

Bus Trial
well the bus driver that hurt all the kids on the bus is going to trial in grant county .i am no one to jugde how ever i sure will she should lose her eye sight like the two boys who were hurt the worst. they will never be the same cant walk see do anything they used to do. she should have back pain the rest of her life like my daughter and other kids. some kids can never get on the bus again some have pins and bars holding thier bodies together . some just ant the same as they were before the wreck. and now i got called to jury duty wow lucky me boy do i ever get to speak my mind.well just my thoughts today and may all the kids of the wreck be happy and live a long life.

Bullshit Nights
Why is it that men have so much trouble with the female gender? It's bullshit really..., I mean what the fuck is a man supposed to do to impress a woman when he can't even get a woman to give him the time of day? Really, what's the point of going out and trying to meet women when they have preconceived perceptions of me or any other guy for that matter before we even open our mouthes. I usually don't even get a fighting chance before they turn their backs on me and I am left feeling like shit and the entire night ends up to be hopeless. I am so sick and tired of finishing last in the race called sociality and the meet n greet. Why can't women embrace what I have to offer rather than sum me up incorrectly in 2 seconds and leave me stranded with dissatisfaction. And no to mention the damage and aggression on my ego? Is it time to accept my lonliness or is it possible for me to find someone who will give me a chamce to prove myself before I am shot down for being myself? I don't w

Official Fallouts Blue Team A New Contest To Slam
The contest we have been workin on is over now and we have another contest to start on. He is behind in comments at the moment so lets go get him caught up and winning. "Heart of Fire" Representing Club F.A.R.!!!!~~ Official Fallout's~~!!!

Good Bad Ugly: Vol. 1
Good : Your wife is pregnant. Bad : It's triplets. Ugly : You had a vasectomy five years ago. Good : Your wife's not talking to you Bad : She wants a divorce. Ugly : She's a lawyer. Good : Your son is finally maturing. Bad : He's involved with the women next door. Ugly : So are you. Good : Your son studies a lot in his room. Bad : You find several porn movies hidden there. Ugly : You're in them. Good : Your hubby and you agree, no more kids. Bad : You can't find your birth control pills. Ugly : Your daughter borrowed them. Good : Your husband understands fashion. Bad : He's a cross-dresser. Ugly : He looks better than you. Good : You just gave "the birds and the bees" talk to your daughter. Bad : She keeps interrupting. Ugly : With corrections Good : Your son is dating someone new. Bad : It's another man. Ugly : He's your best friend. Good : Your daughter got a new job. Bad : As a hooker. Ugly : Your co-workers are her best clie

Band Of Brothers
THE FOUNDERS Achilles & The General ♂МдяQ v.2.0 (Please note if you are not on this list your NOT in BAND of BROTHERS) Add and/or Fan all other Members in the group! This is NOT a Bomb squad or Fan me bullshit... This is group of people to inform & protect each other from Down raters, Stalkers & Drama Queens/Kings. What we do, is after someone in our group was been down rated we go & up rate to fix the photo's that have been down rated. We also block the user that did it ...then post their link to inform the other members. We need VIC members to drop 11's on the Photos. All the people who join will be added to Achilles album (Band Of Brothers Members) from there you can see the other members & click the name to go to their profile. Please **Note** we will not accept cherries on the TOP 50 because most only would join for rates, nor Drama Queens/Kings You must have a Salute to join B of B! We will not UpRate Nsfw photo's! Also please no

Broken Heart
here i sit all alone in my room staring at the wall"s full of sadness an gloom you left me hear all a lone in tears see all my regrets an my fears we never stop paying for the same mistakes i should my heart still aches everyime i look into your eyes full of wonderan surprise why did i fall in lovewith you when i knew you dident care about the love i had to share my love for you grew the trouble is you never knew i tell my self to stop pretending becouse your heart has yet to start mending my darling i hope you find someone who cares for you as much as i do maybe you will maybe you wont my love is one of a kind do me a faver kepp this in mind i still love you but you"ll never see just how much you mean to me forgive me pleas forgive me my love i cant help it if it"s you i love forever you"ll be the light that shines in side of me

This Moment
As i lie in this moment Frozen since that day I've been drowning in questions Over and over again Your legacy lives on And you are by our side Right here with me The time has come for you to fly Now that you're free You will always live near me I know you saw their faces And how they lined up for you We know that you were looking down on us As the sky filled with reds What I would give just to be with you This world feels cold and grey since you went away I see your smiles and love in your sisters eyes One day we will be one, when we reunite I know your're by my side Right here here with me Here by my side I'll see you again my friend You will be, always by our side Can we run away tonight And hide from tomorrow The glass is cracking tonight Shattering our fears away The silence in here fades And it's only your eyes that I see We die in this moment And i dont want to wake from this I can hardly breathe Suffocating on what you gave me Take me, pull me a

Wow, Ct Is Really Addictive
Only been here a few days, made hundreds of friends, fans. And gotten almost 35,000 cherry points, about to become Friend of CherryTAP. I never imagined that this place would be so addictive, but it is... What will tomorrow bring? Hmmmmm....

Everyone Is Going Away...
I dont know how much more death I can take this year!!!!!!!!!!!! i just found out a former highschool friend of mine was killed last night in a car crash... I saw her at about 6pm too last night, yeah she was at the bar across the street from where I work... but still OMG My brother's gf's ex boyfriend and his gf were killed earlier this year in a car accident... A kid from shinglehouse I knew way back when was killed in a car accident last week... My person my cousin knew and I had met once or twice was killed in a car accident, but one of her kids made it out alive... I mean they are all going away... and all but one was alcohol or drug related... I just dont know how much more I can handle before I blow up!!!

Fresh! Cut! Fresh! Fit! New Me! A Dot Cizzile Feat. Dreadhead!
Yea it's tha new me. Fresh cut! Fresh fit! Pockets filled wit tha money I maid dis week. Had to seek my choice in life I was gonna keep. Now dayz I never blink twice, but always ready to make a rite choice in life.So my nickels! Please stop trin to speak and hate on me like surprise. If not ur gonna see more knockouts more uppercuts fuckin wit me. Yea it's tha new me. Fresh cut! Fresh fit! Pockets filled wit tha money I maid dis week. Had to seek my choice in life I was gonna keep. Now dayz I never blink twice, but always ready to make a rite choice in life. So my nickels! Please stop trin to speak and hate on me like surprise. If not ur gonna see more knockouts more uppercuts fuckin wit me. Yall best belive dat A Dot Cizzile tha fuckin truth so fuck wit me and u'll see how Cizzile squash beef in dem streets wit my fuckin team ridin in tha beam..but my teeth don't gleam. dey just pretty and clean. and i share my money and food wit my family,soulja, and tha team. Bizzile and Gee

Stranger And Friends
iTS AMAZING WHEN STRANGERS BECOME FRiENdS, BUT ITS SAD WHEN FRiENdS BECOME STRANGERS... I NEVER WANT TO LOSE U AS A buDDY..A H0mEY...A FRiENd... SEND THIS TO ALL Y0 fRIEndS...InCLUdING ME(IF U DONT WANT TO l0SE ME!)~ ____???_____???_____ __?_____?_?_____?___ __?______?______?___ ___?___________?____ _____?_______?______ _______?___?________ _________?__________ _______?___?________ _____?_______?____ ___?___________?____ __?______?______?___ __?_____?_?_____?___ ____???_____???_____ ~I MET U AS A STRANGA. I TOOK U AS A FRiENd. I HOPE WE MEET IN HEAVEN WHERE FRiENdSHiP NEVER ENdZ!!.

Complaining
I'm just gonna sit here and complain and throw myself a pity party, so it's probably best to not even bother reading this. I've only been doing it for 4 weeks, but I am so sick and tired of working 65+ hours a week. I don't have an actual real day off to myself until the 4th of July, and my last real day off was a week and a half ago. I work from 8 am to 10 pm somedays. I don't get enough sleep, I don't eat right, I'm always tired, I don't get very much free time, and now I am sick! I don't have TIME to be sick. I feel like I wasting my youth away working all the time, especially because if I only have to work one job for the day, all I wanna do is sleep the rest of it rather than go out. That's not good. I'm not depressed or anything, but I'm not happy either. I'm somewhere in the middle. The only thing that makes me feel good is the amount of money I will be making. Much more than I have ever seen before. They say money can't buy happiness, I guess I'll really get to find out if t

So Here It Is.
Maybe everyone is right. Maybe there is too much drama here. I think I'll just delete myself quietly. Anyone who wants to talk to me after this is gone. Leave a comment on here and I'll shoutbox you my yahoo and MSN addies.

Ratings...does It Make Us Who We Really Are?
"WELL YOU DOWN RATE ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS TIFFY" I made the mistake of downrating someone I, till this day, am no longer a fan of, even if this person blocked me. puter problems was the culprit and now im blocked, plus her friend found out and im a huge fan of hers, and she blocked me, all because or a "down rating" I realized this a long ass time ago, as far back as high school. popularity was the case, everyone wanted it, everyone strived for it, everyone wanted to be popular in iether thier own group, or in high school altogether. I tried to like them all and do what they did, be as popular as they were, and i know im stealing this from the army, but it applies so much more..."be all i could be"..but it didnt matter..you iether had to be better or else your just a pesky follower...it was the attention...i got fed up with it..i hung around the "not so popular" ppl and i learned soo much more, had soo much more fun and memories... what im trying to get at..is that when it come

Unanswered Questions And Feelings..
Why do RELATIONSHIPS and LOVE SUCK???? Why are they so hard and complicated?? And so damn confusing??? Why can't we ever figure them out??? Why do we even need and want them in our lives???? Why are there so many lies about them(that have people thinking they are soooo wonderful)??? If they're so wonderful, then why do they just fade away, and end(sometimes with no warnings)???? Why does it HURT so damn bad???? How can they have so much power over us??? Why do we do, say and make decisions about things that we normally wouldn't, and say its because of LOVE??? Is LOVE really the reason?? Or just an excuse that we use??? If so, why do we use it??? Is it just to make us feel better??? Does it really help us feel better about it???? Or is it just our own self-pitty???? Why is it so easy to LOVE, But so hard to be LOVED????? Why do we LOVE??? What does it really mean to LOVE someone??? How is this 4 letter word so powerful and mean so much???? How is

Pick Up Lines
How drunk would a person have to be for these to work? The WRONG Pick Up Lines 1) Did you fart, cause you blew me away. 2) Are your parents retarded, 'cause you sure are special. 3) My Love for you is like diarrhea ... I can't hold it in. 4) Do you have a library card, 'cause I'd like to sign you out. 5) Is there a mirror in your pants? Because I can see myself in them. 6) If you and I were Squirrels, I'd store my nuts in your hole. 7) You might not be the best looking girl here, but beauty is only a light switch away. 8) Man - Fat Penguin ! Woman - WHAT? Man - I just wanted to say something that would break the ice. 9) I may not be Fred Flintstone, but I bet I can make your bed-rock. 10) I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? I think he went into this cheap motel room. 11) Your eyes are as blue as window cleaner. 12) If you're going to regret this in the morning, we can sleep until the afternoon. a

I'm Calling On A Prayer Circle
Yesterday morning mama D ( FTW Lost Goth ) and I Tanya ( Mystic ) where heading into town taking FTW Goth shopping when we where broadsided by two boy's who thought it was cool to steal a car and run a red light,mama D stuck her arm out to protect me and my baby ( I'm almost 8 months pregger's and we where struck on the passenger side where she was sitting.I have a broken arm and Deanna was out cold she also has a broken arm as well.She finally came to this morning but has a concussion and had lost her baby.I'm asking everyone to pass this along to let her friends know Deanna is awake but still not doing very good and to ask everyone to pay for Goth cause her mind and spirit is in really bad shap with the loss of her 8th child. We are also calling all the children ( we are all now teen's ) to come help cheer her up. But please pray that Goth heals in mind body and spirit right now she has pretty much given up. Thank You

I Love You...!!!!
I love you!The famous three words we never hear enough of in our life. Throughout our life span we keep looking, waiting and hoping for something to take us, or lead us, to our true love. Have you ever wondered where we can find love? What really is this word “Love” that we keep repeating to that someone special in our lives? How many times do you tell your partner “I love you”? Do you really mean it, or do you just like to hear yourself speak? Or, is it just being said because it is part of the vocabulary that your partner likes to hear, or that helps make them feel secure about themselves. So what’s love in the first place? What does love mean to you? Where can we find it?Before looking for answers, we need to establish things ourselves and understand the meaning of the word “LOVE”.Love, in my point of view, is a flow of energy between two people that can bring awareness of their existence on this plane together, and this helps their relationship, and the harmony between them, to gro

Help Wanted
Help Wanted… I can’t control myself anymore I’m falling deep into the abyss And all the time I’m crying Help me… please I’m spinning out of control I’m twirling around in myself I can’t stop… please help I’m so lost within I can’t find a way out I’m stuck…please help I’m falling further behind I can’t catch up I’m losing…please help Help Wanted… I can’t control myself anymore I’m falling deep into the abyss And all the time I’m crying Help me… please I’m trapped in a dark place I can’t see anyone I’m alone…please help I’m beating at my own skin I’m tearing the flesh I’m angry…please help I don’t know what I can do I can’t find the answer I’m clueless…please help Help Wanted… I can’t control myself anymore I’m falling deep into the abyss And all the time I’m crying Help me…please I’m tired of it all Always spinning, falling, losing Constantly trying, beating, crying I can’t take anymore…please help

What A F'd Up Day..
I know there was well wishes that today might get better, but it only got worse. I won't go in detail here, but just know that I feel insulted, hurt, and stomped on. Apparently, the best thing for me to do is walk away. It has been nothing but negativity since I woke up. I just can't deal with it anymore. I am tired, frustrated, irritated. I have had it!!!! Sorry if anyone gets upset, just can't deal with it anymore!!!! Enough is Enough!!!!!!

Creative My Ass!!!
CANT FIX WHAT AINT BROKE.....JUST IMPROVE! Have you taken the time to show that your love is blind? If so or if not you should still read this rhyme!! If you've gone as far as to forgive each lie...... Made it a point to forget when your other makes you cry...... Put up with the worst and been treated like shit, cause being wrong and found out they refuse to admit..... Gone as far as to take them blame on yourself, and you do it to show that their love is your wealth..... Did you never pass judgement? Did you belive in fate? Did you forget your past, to live in a moment thats great? Did you feel in your heart more than you could ever explain? Did you hide all your troubles so they'd not see of feel your pain? Were you proud at the fact that they always made you smile.... Not the fake ones but the real ones you could see without denial. Were you suprised one day to relize and honestly see..... You put them before you and it made you happy.. Have you ever explai

Day 1
i have decided to bide my time and make certan sacrifices in order to save money for something that i really want. i have 17 dollars and a jar full of change i might spend the change on a necklace but i have religious reasons for that. object controll spening save money to obtain my object of desire. oh yes, i am up tp something and it is bigger than a car, lets get the totals 50 in the bank minus 30 for checks and eposit tickets leaving about 20 in the bank. i smoke and have enough ciggies till next pay day, enough gas in the car for two weeks. i have enough food and all that. every thing in steps and step one controll my money, right now i am not very good at it cause i have not been accountable for a long time. maybe by me dooing this i am makeing my self accontable to you, or is it me since i am writing this diary

What Ive Learned
In my life I have fucked up many things just like the song its been awhile "its been awhile since i gone and fucked up just like i always do its been awhile but all that shit seems to disappear when im with you". Anyways ive learned no matter how hard you try or all the good u do u do one thing wrong and its over just like the old saying a 1000 attas boys are wiped out by one aw shit Ive learned that no matter what you do its never enough people always want more. Ive learned you can never please your mother, girlfriend or wife.( common thread here they are all women). Ive learned no matter what you do people will always remember the 1st impression of you or the last thing you did that was bad. Ive learned no matter how long you stay good one thing can trip you up and you are right back where you started. Ive also learned (no matter what people think ) there are no such thing as a true friend.( because there is always a condition to their friendshi

You Are Gonna Regret Reading This
Ok, so....This being my first CT blog means that you guys are going to see a VERY long blog about how bad my life is. If you don't care about me at all don't read this. If you want to truly know how deep my sadness goes read away. Ok where to start? I had a girlfriend/fiance for about 5 years until may this year. We have a daughter and you can see her in my pics. I have removed my ex from every prifile I have on every site because of recent events. But I will go back to the first inkling that we should not be together. About 2 1/2 or 3 years ago she and I were having problems keeping work. We were living in a little town here in maine and I was laid off from my job at a tannery. She hadn't had a job for more than a couple weeks since we moved there. After getting laid off I lived on unemplyment for a while and it was nice being able to live and still spend alot of time with her and her family who lived up the road. Shortly after that I got a job at a drumstick factory. I had t

The Joys Of Nature
Chipmunks Three guys were out in the woods bear hunting. One of the guys says "I am going to sit by this tree". Knowing the first guy was new to hunting, the other two guys say to him, "Whatever happens, don't say a single word". So the man sitting by the tree agrees with the other two so they start walking somewhere else to sit. Then just as they were about to sit down, they here the other guy scream. They run back to the man that they left behind. When they get there the man is still sitting by the tree. Confused, the two men said, "Why did you scream? We told you not to say anything no matter what happened." The guy looks the other two right in the eyes and says, "When that snake crawled over my legs, I didn't scream. When that bear growled right in my face, I didn't scream. But I could hold it no longer when them two chipmunks crawled up my pantlegs and said to each other, "Do we eat here or take them to go?" The Sick Skunk A

Some Facts
TRUST is a very important factor for all relationships. When trust is broken, it is the end of the relationship. Lack of trust leads to suspicion, suspicion generates anger, anger causes enmity and enmity may result in separation. A telephone operator told me that one day she received a phone call. She answered, "Public Utilities Board." There was silence. She repeated, "PUB." There was still no answer. When she was going to cut off the line, she Heard a lady's voice, "Oh, so this is PUB. Sorry, I got the number from my Husband's pocket but I do not know whose number it is." Without mutual trust, just imagine what will happen to the couple if the telephone operator answered with just "hello" instead of "PUB". ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- NO POINTING FINGERS A man asked his father-in-law, "Many people praised you for a successful marriage. Could you please share with me yo

If It Wasn't For The Innocents
"If it wasn't for the innocents" Sitting here in fear that the darkness is to powerful, how much longer can it be held at bay. It’s so close to taking over. The battle is exhausting. How much more do I have left to give.... The battle must rage on, there are innocents that must be forever protected. So now I must battle I must fight even though Im completely exhausted. Can’t even pick up My arms anymore but I must move forward. The darkness that is knockin at the door is threatening to break thru, oh god give the strength to keep it all away, and to protect those who don’t deserve it. Oh God give me the strength....... If it wasn’t for the innocents would it be worth the fight would it be worth the stress, worth the grey hairs, the pain? If it wasn’t for the innocents would I have givin up a long time ago? Oh God give me the strength…….

Promotion
SO... I WAS PROMISED THIS PROMOTION ABOUT 4 MONTHS AGO WHEN A CERTAIN OFFICE POSITION OPENED UP. I WAS, UNFORTUNATELY, PASSED UP FOR THIS POSITION WHEN IT WAS FILLED JUST A MONTH AGO. MY BOSS' BOSS PULLED HER WEIGHT AROUND (AND BELIEVE ME, SHE'S GOT A LOT TO PULL!) AND BROUGHT IN SOMEONE WHO'D BE HER BITCH. SO, JUST TODAY I WAS OFFERED ANOTHER TYPE OF PROMOTION. IT'S NOT THE OFFICE JOB I WANTED, BUT IT IS A STEP IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION. I AM GOING TO BE CARRYING OUR COMPANY PAGER TWICE A MONTH, EVERY OTHER WEEK. I WILL BE ON CALL 24/7- WHICH TO MY COMPANY IS ONLY WORTH $100 A WEEK ON TOP OF OUR NORMAL PAY. GEE... IF THAT'S ALL MY FREE TIME IS WORTH, NO WONDER I CAN'T AFFORD ANYONE TO CLEAN MY HOUSE! I AM CELEBRATING NOW THOUGH... HERE GOES 1/2 A BOTTLE OF SOME NICE WHITE ZIN...LOL TONIGHT, I AM STAYING THE NIGHT AT MY SISTER'S HOUSE AND KITTY SITTING HER 5 WEEK OLD KITTEN. THIS THING HAS A FUCKIN SET OF LUNGS! I DON'T REMEMBER MY KITTIES BEING THIS LOUD AND OBNOXIOUS.

When I Say I'm A Christian
ONe of my all time favorite poems... it's perfect..~BJ Christians - By Maya Angelou When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not shouting "I'm clean livin'." I'm whispering "I was lost, Now I'm found and forgiven." When I say... "I am a Christian" I don't speak of this with pride. I'm confessing that I stumble and need Christ to be my guide. When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not trying to be strong. I'm professing that I'm weak And need His strength to carry on. When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not bragging of success. I'm admitting I have failed And need God to clean my mess. When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not claiming to be perfect, My flaws are far too visible But, God believes I am worth it. When I say... "I am a Christian" I still feel the sting of pain. I have my share of heartaches So I call upon His name. When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not holier than thou, I'm just a simple sinner Who received God's good grace, some

The Hardest Part
The Hardest Part I love you for who you are. I hate you for what you have done. I love you for loving me. I hate you for loving me too. The hardest part of loving you is hating you too. I love the way you look at me. I hate the way you see me. I love it when you say nice things. I hate it when the things you say make me cry. The hardest part of loving you is hating you too. I love it when you hold me in your arms. I hate it when those arms turn violent. I love it when you make me feel safe. I hate it when you make me scared. The hardest part of loving you is hating you too. My heart aches. It is confused. Why do you do the things you do? One minute we are doing good. The next I am hiding from you. The hardest part of loving you is hating you too. Copyright ©2007 Charlotte L. Atwell

I Want This Guy! Where Is He?
I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on, wearing sweats, and a big t-shirt. I'm the guy who won't pressure you to do things you don't want to. I'm the guy who will show up at your house with soup and a movie when you aren't feeling well. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead. I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the guy who actually listens to you when you talk. I'm the guy who's excited all day because I'm looking forward to our date that night. I'm the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more. I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room. I'm the guy who's perfectly content with staying in, watching movies, and cuddling. I'm the guy who won't lie to you about whe

Cleaning Up My Cherry Tap
IM CLEANING OUT MY CHERRY LIST JUST TO LET YOU KNOW SO ITS NOT A SURPRISE TO ANY ONE I HAVE TRIED TALKING TO MOST ON MY LIST MAYBE NOT EVERY DAY AND I DONT HAVE MANY ON MY LIST BUT IF YOU WANNA STILLL REMAIN ON MY LIST LET ME KNOW IF I DONT HEAR ANYTHING WELL THEN OH WELL

Welfare Recipient Lmao
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> A guy walks into the local welfare office, marches straight up to the counter and says, "Hi ... you know, I just hate drawing welfare. I'd really rather have a job." The social worker behind the counter says, "your timing is just excellent. We just got a job opening from a very wealthy old man who wants a chauffeur and bodyguard for his beautiful nymphomaniac daughter. You'll have to drive around in his Mercedes, but he'll supply all of your clothes. Because of the long hours, meals will be provided. You'll be expected to escort her on her overseas holiday trips. You will have to satisfy her sexual urges. You'll be provided a two bedroom apartment above the garage. The starting salary will be $300,000. per year." The guy, wide eyed, says, "You're bullshitting me!" The social worker says, "Yeah, well ... you started it."

Tennessee Ten Commandments
Some people in Tennessee have trouble with all those "shalls" and "shall nots" in the Ten commandments. Folks just aren't used to talking in those terms. So, some folks in middle Tennessee got together and translated the "King James" into "Jackson County" language.... no joke, read on... The Hillbilly's Ten Commandments (posted on the wall at Cross Trails Church in Gainesboro, TN.) (1) Just one God (2) Honor yer Ma & Pa (3) No tellin' tales or gossipin' (4) Git yourself to Sunday meetin' (5) Put nothin' before God (6) No foolin' around with another fellow's gal (7) No killin' (8) Watch yer mouth (9) Don't take what ain't yers (10) Don't be hankerin' for yer buddy's stuff Now that's kinda plain an' simple, don't ya think? Y'all have a nice day.

The Cost Of A Soldier
The Cost of a Soldier ..> ..> A True Soldier is tough indeed standing tall and strong when there is a need A Soldier also feels sadness, pain, and sorrow Sometimes not looking forward to the trials of tomorrow When a Soldier is wounded in battle the nerves of his buddies it does rattle When news reaches friends and family at home how their worries and minds begin to roam A wounded Soldier feels inadequate at best stopping him from much needed healing rest A wounded Soldiers wonders will he ever be alright, trusting in God that he'll make it through the night. When a Soldier is wounded far beyond repair the loss and pain felt can not compare The Cost of a Soldier is set so very high they assure our freedom will always apply To stand beside a Soldier and walk through his pain will humble a civilian, no longer to complain Love, patience, trust and hope is what a Soldier needs to get them through some very treacherous deeds Dear Lord please watch over ou

Priceless
This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it everyday. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So...........If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, including the one that sent it to you. If you get it back, then they really do

The 86 Rules Of Boozing
1. If you owe someone money, always pay them back in a bar. Preferably during happy hour. 2. Always toast before doing a shot. 3. Whoever buys the shot gets the first chance to offer a toast. 4. Change your toast at least once a month. 5. Buying someone a drink is five times better than a handshake. 6. Buying a strange woman a drink is still cool. Buying all her drinks is dumb. 7. Never borrow more than one cigarette from the same person in one night. 8. When the bartender is slammed, resist the powerful urge to order a slightly-dirty, very-dry, in-and-out, super-chilled half-and-half martini with a lemon twist. Limit orders to beer, straight shots and two-part cocktails. 9. Get the bartender's attention with eye contact and a smile. 10. Do not make eye contact with the bartender if you do not want a drink. 11. Unacceptable things to say after doing a shot: Great, now I’m going to get drunk. I hate shots. It’s coming back up. 12. Never, ever tell a bart

Woohoo!!!! We Did It..thank You
www.hostdrjack.com Wow we did it..Thank you to everyone that helped me get the 18,000 comments for my 30 day blast. Im greatful to each of you for helping me.If i can help you just let me know. There are so many to thank and wont even begin to mention names..I love my Family, Friends,and my bombing family. Thanks for sticking with me until the very end. Thanks for all the bulletins, reposts and comments not one went by unnoticed:) Much Love...

Jason Didnt Like My Last Blog On Him...
Well I got a call from Jason today, he was asking for a phone number from one of his friends that was in my phone.. I let it go to voice mail because i dont want to talk to him. AS soon as I got the message, I Yimed him the number.. then he signed off right after, and called me again.. saying "Hey Ann, I really need you to uh, look up to see if you have on your phone Rickies number from Rack Daddys. If you dont, let me know that you dont have it, thats all Im asking for. If you want to get back the money I owe youm, you might want to let me know yes your no." So I try to reach him on his Myspace.. email him saying I let him know on YIM, but he signed off, and there is no need for threats, we can be civil about this. This is his response and our emails to eachother after that.. ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: Beyond The Grave Date: Jul 16, 2007 8:07 PM civil went out the damn dorr a wehile back . Second i wasnt threating you but what ever . Oh y

The Incarcerated Moth
I witnessed a moth attempting escape from my cell overnight. I wanted to help the moth out, but the slim window was one solid slate of tempered glass; designed to never open, nor break. I could not take the creature outside the building; For I too, was locked within the very same cell. The only outlet for it, that I could reveal, was a half-inch gape under the locked steel door to the dark chamber beyond. From there what would he do? Nothing more to guide him and no light to appeal. There were still 3 more doors of this obstruction type before reaching the air of natures freedom. Even to be finally free… Would the light he desired “burn” or lure one as victim of prey to the predators of the world? Instead, it died trying through the shortest distance “seen”; Giving up life for not knowing better. Now, the moral of this (reflecting in my opinion) comes as follows: How have I found MYSELF behind so many obstacles? Am I seeking my goals in a false hope? Am I being guided by and to and

Daughtry Tour Updates- O.c. Fair
Hey gang! We just pulled back into home base in good Ol' Urbana, Oh for a quick layover on our tour w/ Daughtry. We played the O.C. Fair in sunny California Wednesday night. Flew in, played a show, hung out, flew back home for a few days rest before we head back to the Cali. next week to pick up the rest of the tour. The trip was great and we had a blast not only with the new friends and fans we made, but also with our new friends in the Daughtry crew. I'm posting a video with some footage of the show. Sneak a peak at our new tune called "candy". It will be on our forthcoming album 'Conversations'. Here's the clip: See ya in a town near you soon! Troy

Omg! Angry Parents Unite!
OMG! This mumm just completely flips my lid! This lady needs her kid taken away!!! *************************************** ~~§@§§Y@§§Y~~ (User name)http://fubar.com/user/1005523 Mumm: http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=120487 He could have been killed! created @ 2007-07-22 15:14:10 -- expires in: 23 hr My 5 yr old son who plays outside all the time was told to stay in the yard while I clean my dining room and my hubby was at the fire dept yet again.... took off on his bike. I get a phone call saying "your son is riding down the main highway on the yellow line" Scared the shit out of me. I got him home and spanked him and told him how bad that scared me and what could have happened to him and that he was never to do that again. I had my nephew put his bikes up in the shed for me. What I need some advice on is how long to take it away from him. I know its gonna be a while. *************************************** SOME of the comments to her: 2007-07-22 1

Welcome All New Members
Just wanna take this time to welcome all of our new members. If you check my blogs daily, you will find a blog that shows all the members of the stash club. This is where you can access their pages from. When someone needs help leveling, let me or Carla know so we can post a blog or you can post a blog yourself if you like (although this will require you to have all the members on your friends list so they get the blog also).Remember, this club is to have fun with, so go do your thang!!!!! Enjoy! Tracy ~~C&T Stash Club~~

Last Time I Explain Me
To Those Who Read This And Know, There are many of you who know me and know what type of person I am, then there are a few of you who don't. Those people generally have some preconcieved notions of me and what I must be like for one reason or another. I used to it honestly, I get judged for what those around me do, what my family does or have done in the past, or even who my family is. People judge me unknowingly and then turn on me when I try to correct them, well no more. I am done defending myself and my actions or at times lack of actions. I am who I am and let me tell you I am just as human as you are only I knwo how to deal with things in life better than some and still not as good as others. I'm just sick of it, how many times do I have to explain who I am to people? Ok, this is it last time period. I am due to turn 30 years old n a few weeks and no I am not thrilled about it but I am not heart broken either. I weigh more than I should but am not uncomfortbale with

Choosing A Wife
Choosing A Wife A man wanted to get married. He was having trouble choosing among three likely candidates. He gives each woman a present of $5,000 and watches to see what they do with the money. The first does a total make over. She goes to a fancy beauty salon gets her hair done, new make up and buys several new outfits and dresses up very nicely for the man. She tells him that she has done this to be more a attractive for him because she loves him so much. The man was impressed. The second goes shopping to buy the man gifts. She gets him a new set of golf clubs, some new gizmos for his computer, and some expensive clothes. As she presents these gifts, she tells him that she has spent all the money on him because she loves him so much. Again, the man is impressed. The third invests the money in the stock market. She earns several times the $5,000. She gives him back his $5,000 and reinvests the remainder in a joint account. She tells him that she

Funny Songs An Rhyms
Masturbation Song You don't need to use a condom You don't need a dental dam You don't need to say "I Love You" or "Here's Fifty Dollars, Ma'am." Don't need to spring for dinner, Or wear all that sexy stuff All you need's a set of fingers and a wanker or a muff 'Cause everybody's doin' it, all across the land Masturbators Of America, Give Yourselves A Hand! It's natural, and organic It's easy and it's fun If you don't know how to do it ask your parents how it's done You don't need a special license You don't need a special skill Just unzip and slip your grip between your hips and get a thrill 'Cause everybody's doin' it, and boy does it feel grand, Masturbators of America, Give Yourselves a Hand! (Musical bridge, with lots of suggestive dance moves on the ROCKER'S part. For instance, he does that one bit where you jump backwards on one leg while playing air guitar, except that instead of playing air guitar he's stroking air wanker.)

My Best Friend Of 30+ Yrs...
My best friend of 30+ yrs. needs some help. All you have to do (for me) is visit his website...simple right? it's : f/r/e/e/w/e/b/s/./c/o/m/(slash)/r/o/b/s/u/n/i/v/e/r/s/e/1/(slash)/i/nd/e/x/./h/t/m just delete the slashes... and add them where needed. and visit his youtube channel.... robsuniverse2day thank you so much!

Rhino Records' Heavy Metal Box ........ {want To Buy Me A Xmas Gift???? Hehehehe}
Rhinos's Heavy Metal Box is due out on October 2nd. The four-disc set is arranged chronologically from 1968 to 1991 - the compilation also boasts hits from bands like Deep Purple, Metallica, Black Sabbath, Iron Butterfly, Pantera, Alice Cooper, Venom, Testament, Rush and Megadeth. The project will be packaged in a metal box resembling a Marshall guitar amp. The liner notes will include extensive photos, track commentary, interviews with Ronnie James Dio and Lita Ford and an essay by Metallica's Lars Ulrich. The tracklist is as follows: Disc 1: * 'In-A-Gadda-Da-Vida'' - IRON BUTTERFLY * Summertime Blues' - BLUE CHEER * 'Easy Livin'' - URIAH HEEP * 'Highway Star' - DEP PURPLE * 'Billion Dollar Babies' - ALICE COOPER * 'Lost Johnny' - HAWKWIND * 'Bad Motor Scooter' - MONTROSE * 'Working Man' - RUSH * 'Man on the Silver Mountain- RITCHIE BLACKMORE'S RAINBOW * 'Detroit Rock City - KISS * 'The Ripper - JUDAS PRIEST * 'Cat

Stuck On Level 17!!!!!! : (
COULD ANYONE PLEEEEEEEEEEEASE HELP ME GET OFF THIS STUPID LEVEL 17 ALREADY............LOL.... I BEEN STUCK ON THIS LEVEL FOR AGES ALREADY... LOL.. :( :p HELP A ROTTING DEAD STINK ZOMBIE GIRL OUT... LMAO!!!! THANKIES..... :) IF I COULD AFFORD A 3 DAY OR 7 DAY BLAST I WOULD GET ONE.. BUT I DONT OWN ANY CREDIT CARDS EITHER... LOL.... YEAH IMMA GIRL GO FIGURE RIGHT... NEVER HAVE HAD ANY CREDIT CARDS.... DAD TAUGHT ME WELL.. LOL.. :) ..... AND THE CONTEST I WAS IN I WAS IN 3RD PLACE AND PROBABLY WOULD HAVE WON THE 3 DAY BLAST.. BUT AS YOU KNOW.. WHAT HAPPEND TO THAT NOW.... :(

Day In The Life Of A Soldier.
It was just another day in the morning of a soldier's life. We were up and doing by 05:30 and showered and shaved and in line at the mess hall. Then it was time to start another day here in the desert. Far from home in the land of Iraq. By 08:00 we were in formation and ready to move out. Everyone had a combat load and we were all in full gear. Can't be to carful out here. It is just another long day here and the weather is already hot. The gate opens, and it is time to move out. We will be glad if this is just another long hot walk in the sun. As we head out the gate, a chill runs threw me. But we are solider's we have a job to do. We chant our slogan's and unit cree as we pass the gate. Gary Owen would be our's if we were part of the 7th Cav. Our unit has it's own motto, but that is just to keep our spirits up. And the morning passes. Around noon, we are about to call a hault and eat some MRE's. ( You know Meals Refused by Eathopian's. ) Ju

And Like A Smack Of Spite They Threw Me Down The Stairs
I'm tired. I'm tired of people telling me to let things go. I'm tired of people telling me that to err is human. I'm tired of people telling me that sometimes we are poor judges of character. I'm tired of people telling me that sometimes the people we think we know really are strangers. I'm tired of people telling me I need to chill out. I'm tired of people telling me to just walk away from it. I'm tired of people telling me that it's going to be ok. I'm tired of people telling me that it's no big deal. I'm tired of people telling me I'll get over it. I'm tired of people telling me I'm the better person. I'm tired of people telling me the other person is losing out. I'm tired of people telling me all the things they're telling me. Therefore... I'm telling people telling me these things "Thank you...now piss off."

My Many Phobias (kinda)
Ok, so these are the many things I dislike, and/or are scared of. Most of them I do not have actual and total "phobias" of, it shall give you an idea. I got this from a long list of phobias... Some probably aren't even real, who knows... Aeroacrophobia- Fear of open high places. Agliophobia- Fear of pain. Agyrophobia- Fear of streets or crossing the street. Aichmophobia- Fear of needles or pointed objects. Allodoxaphobia- Fear of opinions. Ankylophobia- Fear of immobility of a joint. Anuptaphobia- Fear of staying single. Apiphobia- Fear of bees. Athazagoraphobia- Fear of being forgotton or ignored or forgetting. Aviatophobia- Fear of flying. Bacteriophobia- Fear of bacteria. Belonephobia- Fear of pins and needles. (Aichmophobia) Cnidophobia- Fear of stings. Decidophobia- Fear of making decisions. Dystychiphobia- Fear of accidents. Ecclesiophobia- Fear of church. Emetophobia- Fear of vomiting. Gerascophobia- Fear of growing o

I'm Sooo Sad : (
Hey Everyone.. I bought a sticky yesterday and had over 300 viewers to it for a contest I'm in.. but only a small handful decided to actually take a second for me and vote.. i don't need comments, just 1 rate from everyone. I'm doing unbearable in this contest.. Well I hope you decide to help me out. here is the link Well Hope everyone is having a great week.. *Kisses* ~Pole Princess~ P.S If i win I will be posting Full nudes for everyone to see!!

Rules For Safe Cybersex
Safe Cyber Sex: Before becoming involved in any kind of cybersex please make sure your spouse, boyfriend, kids, etc., are out of the room at the time (preferably out of the house, and not during a major holiday when your in-laws are also present, or at a time when all your relatives are in attendance). It really gets difficult explaining what you are doing undressing in front of the computer, drooling out of one corner of your mouth, moaning and groaning while the buzz of various "toys" can heard. For men, before you begin, please check that your modem protector is on, along with the splash guard for your keyboard. It will stop the future embarrassment of telling the computer technician that your keys are "stuck" and you have no idea why. For women, no matter what you are truly wearing, such as, sweat pants, sweat shirt, torn bathrobe, slippers, t-shirt with stains on the front, bloomer underwear that could cover a car or be used for a parachute, always tell your p

Here We Go...
A;right so I'm a horrible Myspacer.. i go through phases where i'll check it daily and then I won't check it for a month... That might just happen here too! Anyways I'm here.. added some pics, this is my blog.. I'm getting there!!!

Still Need Your Prayers
Update on my uncle's grandson. He is still in really bad condition. The doctors have had to go in and put a bullet in his head. This is done to release pressure off the brain due to swelling. The baby is still not breathing on his own. He is alive from life support. He still has brain activity so he is not clinicaly dead as of yet. Please keep this little man in your prayers he really needs them. I know he has angels watching over him. The state has took over the case and are trying the parents for attempted murder. Also they told us that if the child passes then they will charge them with murder also. Our state does not have a death penalty, but I wish it did. I wish both of them could feel the pain and torture that the child has endured. Once again please keep him in your prayers. And I will thank you in advance for doing so. Much love to my friends, Sandy

I Fucked Up My Arm!!!!!!!!
Shit my arm is hurting really bad right now. I accidently hit my arm on the corner of my dresser really hard when trying to shut off my alarm clock and now i think i did something because it feels like a bone is poking through the skin or something and hurts alot. Even though i can still move it, it still feels like somthing is sticking out so Tomorrow im going to the Hospital to have it looked at. Even though i really hate Hosipitals, i wanna get this fixed because im not walking around if i cracked a bone or something. Fuck this hurts,

Prayers Needed.. Please
My little cousin who I spoke about in my last blog.. She went back up to the hospital yesterday morning, around 4am, the doctors never checked her, wouldn't even hook her up to the monitors.. She has been in A LOT of pain.. Indescribable, and the doctor said it was all in her head.. Well she got a very nice nurse at the hospital, and she checked her at 11am, and she was dilated at 4cm.. So her nurse immediately hooked her up to the monitors.. I arrived at the hospital at 11:45 and she was already at almost 8cm.. She delivered her baby at 12:51pm.. She had a baby girl.. Sadly to say, she didn't make it.. We aren't exactly sure what happened, because she did have a heart beat, while she was still inside.. Something happened during delivery.. Either she suffocated or she had a heart attack.. We wont know for sure what causes her death until we get the autopsy results back.. My little cousin was transfered to the ICU floor, where she has been listed in Critical Condition.. she is on a brea

Faster-than-light Take: The Bourne Ultimatum: Even Amnesiacs Get Theirs
The Bourne Ultimatum is, well, what you'd expect. Total awesome yet intelligent kick-assness. This MAY be the end to the Robert Ludlum Bourne trilogy, and what a potential finale it is! It sort of picks up from The Bourne Supremacy as Jason Bourne/David Webb (really can't imagine Matt Damon not playing the role at this point) trying to find his way back stateside from Europe. Of course, he gets sidetrack. Several times. Badly. And even when Bourne - desperate to discover his true identity and who is responsible for him becoming a human lethal weapon - returns to the states, he gets sidetracked. Again. Many times. Badly. Damn those pesky operatives and local police. Doug Liman, the director of The Bourne Identity, showed a penchant for thrilling action without getting gory or exagerrating. When director Sam Greengrass took over for part 2, he racheted up the tension to a new level and artform. Some people may not like his herky-jerky, seemingly endless fast motion camera work, whi

The_some1special_shop!!!
Welcome Everyone! To The_Some1special_Shop online store!I am still stocking the shelves so I hope you will return often and be sure to tell your friends :-) take a look in The_Some1special_Shop folder in my photos. How to place an Order: To place your order just send an email to The_Some1special_Shop@verizon.net Include the item # (located under each image) How many you want? The name and complete address where you want the items sent. After receiving the order it will processed and shipping calculated. you will receive a bill invoice via paypal for your review. Once the payment is made via paypal the order will be shipped within 72hrs and a confirmation email will be sent with the tracking number. There are over a thousand items so if you don’t see anything you like keep checking back. I am still adding items daily. DISCLAIMER Shipping Restrictions As with anything there are always kinks in the road, since this is the internet some items may not be

Choice
Daily Power Word: Choice Choice: Today's word reminds us that our free will is what gives us power. Every day we are presented with numerous choices, each one affects us and those around us. The wise recognize the immense responsibility involved in decision making and choose carefully. They weigh the outcome of their decisions based on how it affects everyone ultimately. Use your immense personal power to make the best choices. At any given moment one wise decision might bless many others. Recognize that choice also brings about challenge as well. When we make decisions to act in haste without careful consideration, or when we choose not to act at all and be passive, or when we knowingly make choices that are harmful to ourselves or others our personal power is made destructive, by our own hands. Choices are what determine whether our personal power is used for growth or for destruction. Choose wisely; take note of the effect of your decisions. Your

A True Friend
AS I SAY GOODBYE TO YOU MY FRIEND THERE IS SOMETHING YOU SHOULD ALWAYS KNOW IF EVER YOU'RE FEELING LONELY IF EVER YOU'RE FEELING LOW JUST THINK OF A SPECIAL PLACE SOMEWHERE YOU ALWAYS WANTED TO GO IF EVER YOU'RE FEELING IN NEED MAYBE JUST A HUG,OR CHAT,OR EVEN A CRY I WILL BE RIGHT HERE FOR YOU YOUR TEARS MY FRIEND I WILL ALWAYS DRY IF EVER LIFE FEELS LIKE IT'S JUST TO MUCH MAYBE YOU JUST NEED A HELPING HAND ALWAYS THINK OF ME IN YOUR MIND THEN LOOK BESIDE YOU, IT'S THERE I WILL STAND CAUSE A FRIEND WILL WALK BESIDE YOU HAND IN HAND

Need Alot Of Love Plssssss
Hi all..here is links to the contests I am in..Pls rate and bomb if you can..I would appreciate it and will return the favor.. Hugs, Mechelle Thanks in adavance You can click on the pics below and just type whatever on the comments...Im new to this but thank you.

To Every Guy
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait"To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town(or across the state) to see her.To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick.To every guy who has given her flowers just because.To every guy that said he would die for her.To every guy that really would.To every guy that did what she wanted to do.To every guy that cried in front of her.To every guy that she cried in front of.To every guy that holds hands with her.To every guy that kisses her with meaning.To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hoursjust to see her for ten minutesTo every guy that would give his seat up.To every guy that just wants to cuddle.To every guy that reassured her that she was beautifulno matter what.To

Family Togetherness.
So, yesterday,my parents and I went to see Colleens family,and we all get along really good! The only person that doesn't fit in is Bret's gf,''Colleens brother'',cause shes a control freak and is snooty.But we don't need her,lol! Amber,their sister,and her husband Ron,have the cutest baby too.So give my brother John and Colleen the best of luck! later.

Did You Know ???
If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it.) If you farted consistently for 6 years and months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (Now that's more like it!) The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. (O.M.G.!) Apig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (In my next life, I want to be a pig.) A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy.) (I'm still not over the pig.) Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories an hour. (Don't try this at home, maybe at work) The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off. (Honey, I'm home. What the...?!) The flea can jump 350 time

Downrater
OMG U DOWNRATED ME A FUKN 2 now i think i will go kill myself not!! lmfao like i care i still get points woot woot childish fuckers why get a new drone account grow some balls and show ur face or even better GET A LIFE :D

If There Isn't A God
If there isn't God, then I am a fool Because every day I thank Him for you Every moment we share, every word we exchange Gives me a reason to thank Him again From the moment we met, to the here and now Gives me a reason to make this vow God if You'll keep her in my life to stay I will have one sure reason to kneel down and pray And if there isn't a God, that's quite alright As long as you're there by my side

A Very Old Man Lay Dying In His Bed
A very old man lay dying in his bed. While in death's doorway, he suddenly smelled the aroma of his favorite chocolate chip cookies wafting up the stairs. He gathered his remaining strength and lifted himself from the bed. Leaning against the wall, he slowly made his way out of the bedroom, and with even greater effort forced himself down the stairs, gripping the railing with both hands. With labored breath, he leaned against the door frame, gazing into the kitchen. Were it not for death's agony, he would have thought himself already in heaven. There spread out on the newspapers on the kitchen table were literally hundreds of his favorite chocolate chip cookies. Devoted wife, seeing to it that he left this world a happy man? Mustering one great final effort, he threw himself toward the table. The aged and withered hand, shaking, made its way to a cookie at the edge of the table, when it was suddenly smacked with a spatula by his wife. "Stay out of those" she said, "they're for

7th Night
I got two hours of sleep today, finally, after another sleepless night last night. I'm tired now, so I hope tonight will be the night I break the streak. The bad thing is, my sleep this afternoon was nothing but nightmares. It's pretty much the same nightmares that I have had on and off for 14 years now. It's important here to know that the divorce laws in WV are archaic and biased. They were developed to protect barefoot housewives from abusive men. When I got divorced, my ex-wife's friends, family, even her mother - everyone went to court on my part and told the truth - that she did nothing but sleep, go to work, have affairs, and spent her waking hours screaming at the rest of us, and that I had cared for my daughters exclusively since their birth. Still, in WV, unless the mom is a drug addict AND in prison, she gets the kids and therefore almost everything else. The injustice of it all has tore at me for years now, and because she can afford good lawyers she has been able to ma

How Safe Do You Feel
150 years ago, President Lincoln found it necessary to hire a private investigator - Alan Pinkerton for protection. That was the beginning of the Secret Service. Since that time, the federal government has produced a large number of multi-letter agencies such as: FBI, CIA, INS, IRS, DEA, BATF, etc., etc. Now we have the "Federal Air Transportation Airport Security Service ". Can't you see them now, these 'highly trained' men and women in their black outfits with jackets saying across their backs: F. A. T. A. S. S. The FATASS's are of course supervised by a special section of the Home Land Security Section known as: Airport Security Service Home Office Logistics Enhancement Section or the A.S.S.H.O.L.E.S. I feel safer already

Please Help Me I Will Return The Favor
I really need your help. I have been stuck at this level 22 for over 5 months. I have helped many of you with either contest, giveways or leveling so can you please stop by and return the love. I have a big stashes and lots of pics to rate. Let me know you have been there so I can come by and return the love and I am giving out gifts as well. Thank you all very much in advance for your help with this Scotty D Click the pic to link to my site Scotty D Member of the O.C.L@ fubar Please Repost this for me when you read it!

Why?
I know that everyone says that things happen for a reason but I still dont understand why an infant must die....In this day and age with all the doctors and lifesaving gadgets they have why did she have to die..........For 4 months she faught like a good soldier and then finally gave up. She would have had the best that life had to offer at her feet......Loving parents and wonderful uncles and aunts and a loving twin sister too.. But now the twin sister must go on by herself........I know it is a unanswerable question but I just had to ask............at least she is up in heaven in her grandma's arms now...........

Random Questions Your Friends Need To Know
**IMPORTANT QUESTIONS**1. Do you have any pets?Yes2. Do you believe in karma?oh Yes3. Any tattoos are piercing?Yes4. Who do you know tells the best jokes?Dane Cook,yes I know him5. Have you ever given money to a bum?Yes6. In your opinion, what has been the best invention?Tivo7. What is the dumbest invention?Chia pets8. Is your room messy?a little9. What is the worst injury you ever had?Multiple injuries-car wreck10. What movie do you know all the lines to?The Rock11. What is the last movie you saw?Transformers12. How many times a month do you go to the movies?a couple usually13. What is your favorite animal?cheetah14. What color are your bed sheets?white silk15. Is your hair naturally straight or curly?pretty straight16. What is the video game that you kick ass at?I love pinball actually17. If you could punch one person who would it be?Mmmmm can't say here18. Do you watch cartoons?no19. Do you like Starbucks—or do you think it's just overpriced?I love it20. What is your favorite smell?

I Miss You Already!!!!
I know I should of this and that while I was in VA but at least I got to kiss you. I miss you a lot and as these feelings grow stronger I yearn for you're touch again. I start to feel bad about not approaching you. ANd now I am here wishing you were here with me. All I have is you're picture... I try not cry when I hear certain songs that make me think of you. I love you and I wish I was there. Shit I am crying as I write this...

Brew Is Very Pissed Off
ISN'T IT CALLED "RESPECT " TO ASK TO CHANGE SOMETHING , NOT TO GO AND DO IT WITHOUT 1 ASKING FIRST 2 SO THEY ARE NOT F'IN SURPRISED 3 IM SO VERY PISSED THAT THE BACKGROUND IN MY LOUNGE BEST BE THE F'IN BACK THEIR. THE BACKGROUND HAS A SPECIAL REASON FOR BEING THERE .AND GIVEN TO ME BY WHOM I TREASURE WITH MY HEART . SORRY WON'T EVEN CUT IT.

A Poem For All The Women Out There
A POEM ABOUT OUR GIRLFRIENDS Someone will always be prettier. Some will always be smarter. Some of their houses will be bigger. Some will drive a better car. Their children will do better in school. And their husband will fix more things around the house. So let it go, and love you and your circumstances. Think about it! The prettiest woman in the world can have hell in her heart. And the most highly favored woman on your job may be unable to have children. And the richest woman you know, she's got the car, the house, the clothes~~~~ might be lonely. And the word says, "If I have not Love, I am nothing." So, again, love you. Love who you are. Look in the mirror in the morning and smile and say, "I am too blessed to be stressed and too anointed to be disappointed!" "Winners make things happen~~ Losers let things happen." Be "blessed" ladies~~~~~ and pass this on to encourage another woman. "To the world you might be one person, but to the one person you just se

Congratulations! Tsirhg {bullshit Scam Email}
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Missing You
My heart aches within from missing you, My lips long for the feel of kissing you, Right now all I need is to gently touch your skin, To look into your eyes and see deep within, Just one warm embrace, Just to look upon your face, Just one little touch, From the one I love so much, If I could gaze upon your smile, For just a little while, To know that you miss me too, As I'm thinking of you, To hear the sound of you breathe, Knowing you'll never leave, To see you walk up to me, Then embrace you tenderly, To just be with the one who's sent my heart reeling, And brought about this downpour of emotion and feeling, I sit here alone in my office tonight, And pray that somehow this all turns out right, I've never been one to do more taking than giving, I'm not well off but I work hard for a living, I've told you many thoughts that weren't borrowed or bought, And in lifetime, who would have thought, That I have found someone who was just meant for me, I can't explain th

Despair
Huddled within the darkness of the shadows, her mind raced with the traumatic events that led to her demise. The stains of her tears had long since faded, as the length of her hair concealed the shame she felt course through her very soul. Concealed from the eyes of those she claims to be in judgment of her. Eyes that others claim are never there.

Stressfull
All of you out there that think that your job is hard and stressfull try mine for one weekend and you will be glad that you have something different.... I am the manager of all females that dance/strip at a local club here in Ashtabula.... yeah it sounds easy... make schedules hire fire make rules or just listen to them bitch and complain about the stupidest things on this earth ..... and then you got your special ones who like to make up stories so they can go home early... like i have a headache maybe i should get a catscan and see whats really wrong with me..... HA .....the only thing thats really wrong is your RA MEEEEE DIAL.... DID YA GET THAT... sorry people i know its my first day on here but i just needed to rant real quick and get it off my chest...

Rules
ok if i do this which i told her i would there r a few rules like always.... i will copy paiste them duh u will see them here lol...well most cuz we know there r no cheaters amongst my friends right lol....i have no clue to add her pic on here but heres here rules annd link.... thanks all... and its for 10 days 67,000 comments is the min.yes alot huh guess i will be a copy paistin mother ummm ok but u getr wat i mean...dont hurt to try...grrrrr thanks again me..... Tongue...... ooh p.s its for a happy hr.... http://www.fubar.com/user/825510 RULES!!!!! You and anyone that will be helping you in the contest must rate me, fan me and be on my friends list to enter or comment in this contest. I will be checking everyone and the folder will be set for friends only to comment so anyone that you want to help you comment bomb you need to let them know they must rate, fan and add me to do this. Ple

Okay...
So as a lot of you know I've lost a lot of weight from gastric bypass. I had a 14 month check up yesterday and they took a new picture and copied it side by side to my before surgery pic. I'm officially down 125 lbs and have lost something like 54 inches everywhere. Well, today I brought my new picture to work to show some friends. Everyone is amazed of course because none of the people here saw me when I was 365 lbs. Well this volunteer that works in the lobby here(I work at a hospital) made a comment to another co-worker that I was pretty but if I lost another 50I'd be beautiful. I know he didn't exactly mean it to be rude but I have a hard time taking it any other way. He didn't think I could hear him but for some reason everything ressonates(sp?) into my little office. Any tips on how I should approach the situation? Should I just let it go? Or should I tell the the conversation they had wasn't appropriate? Maybe even tell the supervisor?

Lmao
Some point whore came to my page yesterday day and did the typical "I rated and fanned you, now please do the same!" Well I didn't. So she took the time and effort to come back to my page and give me a 1. Talk about pathetic!

Story Time Rated "r"
She stands softly on the bare stone floor, silks caressing her skin from shoulders to just below her buttocks. A cool breeze moves through the room but that is not what causes her to shiver slightly. She scans the room slowly, raising her head. She sees the tools of her Masters' trade lying about, the whip, the crop, soft ropes and leather. The harsh looking wooden walls and the various restraints thereon catching her eyes and holding them for a second. Though the room is cool, she feels warmth run through her body, and comfort in all that she sees. An entrance is made in the room through a door behind her. A slight shudder runs over her though she tries to remain calm. The flush forming slowly over her exposed cleavage betraying her feelings. Heavy boot steps behind her sound throughout the room, her breathing picks up feeling His presence near her. Her eyes down cast before Him, she hears Him come before her, standi ng not an arm length away. In her lowered gaze she catches the

All I Want Is Everything...
I don't know how to leave you And I don't know how to stay I got things that I must tell you That I don't know how to say The man behind these empty words Is crying out in shame Holding on to this sinking ship Where nothing else remains All I want is everything, am I asking too much? All I want is everything, like the feel of your touch But all I have are yesterdays, tomorrow never comes It's hard to hold your head up When you're kneeling down to pray And talkin' don't come easy now When the words get in the way And if you could see what's going on Behind these private eyes The truth would look so easy now But I'm running out of lies All I want is everything, am I asking too much? All I want is everything, like the feel of your touch But all I have are yesterdays, tomorrow never comes You think the shadow of doubt is hanging over my head It's just an angel whose wings hide the sun And it's myself I betray, I cannot wish this awa

Blayze Tonight
Come join us tonight at Coach's East, formerly Brewsters. For Map to club, visit www.blayze.biz on our Shows page. WEDNESDAY, AUGUST 22 COACH'S EAST 6750 Eastgate Blvd. Lebanon, TN (615)443-9994 7pm-10pm Club website: WWW.COACHSEASTGATEGRILLE.COM MORE INFO: No Cover, Full Bar, Great Food, Pool Tables, Bike Parking, OUTDOOR SHOW, Bike Night

Damn Im Stuck On You
I think i found true love. shes the only one to make smile, shes always there there when im feelin down. since there first time we talked shes been on my mind and it hurts every nite for me to say goodbye. seein her face keeps me sane a day without her could cause some horrible thangs. all i need is her smile to get me by cuz shes all i think about from time to time.

Fistful Of Porn
WARNING: Explicit content. If fist-fucking offends your delicate sensibilities, please click the back arrow and return to your vanilla porn-surfing. I was reading Savage Love the other day, and I came across a reference to gay fisting porn, a comment that the woman who wrote in with a question hadn't seen a lot of it. I asked myself, "Have I ever seen any gay fisting porn?!" I hadn't. I'd seen lots of hetero porn, some lesbian porn, and a bit of gay fucking porn, but never fisting. I'm not the connoisseur of porn I once was. Well, that's an exaggeration; at best, I was a dabbler in porn. A couple that lived next door gave me some of their unwanted porn when they moved to LA. And upon learning that I liked porn, my ex-husband bought several DVDs for our mutual enjoyment. However, I quickly tired of DVD porn. Fake breasts and even-faker facial expressions turned me off. As did watching it with my ex-husband. I digress. The Savage reference piqued my interest, and I

Airplane
My flight was being served by an obviously gay flight attendant, who seemed to put everyone in a good mood as he served us food and drinks. As the plane prepared to descend, he came swishing down the aisle and told us that "Captain Marvey has asked me to announce that he'll be landing the big scary plane shortly, so lovely people, if you could just put your trays up,that would be super." On his trip back up the aisle, he noticed this well-dressed Arabic looking woman hadn't moved a muscle. "Perhaps you didn't hear me over those big brute engines but I asked you to raise your trazy-poo, so the main man can pitty-pat us on the ground." She calmly turned her head and said, "In my country, I am called a Princess and I take orders from no one." To which (I swear) the flight attendant replied, without missing a beat, "Well, sweet-cheeks, In my country I'm called a Queen, so I outrank you... "Tray-up, Bitch."

Love Sux!!
why should i deal with this pain in my heart when it could all just go and fall apart why help others if i cant help myself why love you when you dont love me the same way why show my love that i got for you when you dont see it why deal with this pain in my heart why deal with this pain thats called love why deal with this pain thatS called pain why cant i just walk outside in the rain and let go of this pain you know why cause im just insain im just crazy im stupid you cant let go of pain cause pain will return back to you twice as hard and make you feel like 5hit even more but who cares bout how i feel cause this 5hit just aint real so why deal with this 5hit called pain and hear that word that i always get hurt with "love"

If Was Not Such A High Profile Celebrity This Situation Would Be Sweeped Under The Rug Like The Rest Of Animal Fighting Cases
its others they catch out here all the time in the state i live in doing it.its a big money market ,a big gambling table some get caught with traing equipment,dead dogs on their property etc.they get a little news exposure,then the next you here about it they recieve probation.then there back out here doing it again,and some get caught again and goes throught the same process.but i guess they are not mike vick.do the same to all if you gonna do it to one.

Getting Heard On Radio!
Getting Heard: How today’s musicians can break through the radio play barrier. Approximately 14,000 radio stations are licensed in the USA, but only four companies control the majority of the Top 40 market. Big media also owns and controls major concert venues, so if you don’t get played on the radio, you may not have a career in the music business. Talent and a little bit of luck have always been essential to stardom in the music business, and that fact has not changed with the evolution of mass media. But without strategic alliances, resourceful partnerships, and sophisticated high-tech marketing campaigns to enhance their chances of connecting with a wider audience, the unsigned artists of today will likely languish in obscurity, regardless of how much talent they may demonstrate. As veteran entertainment industry executive Jerome Peterson explains, “Today’s music market is saturated with musicians hoping to become the next big thing. And many artists fall by the wayside

Divine Press Release
Turmoil rocked Heaven this morning as allegations arose that God had had an affair with a former worshipper. The scandal was begun when a 21year old woman, known only as Mary, claimed that she had given birth to God's "only son" last week in a barn in the hamlet of Bethlehem. Sources close to Mary claim that she "had loved God for a long time", that she was constantly talking about her relationship with God, and that she was "thrilled to have had his child." In a press conference this morning, God issued a vehement denial, saying that "No sexual relationship existed", and that "the facts of this story will come out in time, verily". Independent counsel Kenneth Beelzebub immediately filed a brief with the Justice department to expand his investigation to cover questions of whether any commandments may have been broken, and whether God had illegally funneled laundered money to his illegitimate child through three foreign operatives know only as the "Wise Men". Beelzebub has issued

What Really Upsets Me On This Site.....
What really upsets me on this site is that I feel its ok to have an oppinion...if you dont think I am a ten...fine... but to just be a hater and give like a 1 or a three.... Thats just mean. My rate here couldn't consern me in the least, because its not what man... or woman, thinks of me but what type of a value God has on me. It just upsets me that people are just so full of hate... or maybe its jealousy? that they have to give such low rates. Comments would be appreciated here. God Bless Ya for reading it so far. (((( BIG HUGS ))))) Victoria

Lost Cherry Cocktail
Lost Cherry 1 oz cherry vodka 1/2 oz white creme de cacao 1/4 oz white creme de menthe 1 oz filtered orange juice 1 oz double cream Shake and strain into a cocktail glass. Garnish with a cherry and a slice of orange, and serve.

Footsteps Of Honor...!!!
Footsteps of Honor Current mood: optimistic Category: Writing and Poetry Hope you like it..;) I hear the songs of the Whispering Wind. I feel their chants brushing against my cheek. I taste their rhythm in the words I speak in song, And take in its lessons to balance in flow, leaving my foot steps behind in harmony. I hear the dance of the rain making its way, dancing on the roof tops of our Mother Earth. I feel her gift of cleansing, and feel my spirit growing. My spirit soars with life flowing through in veins. leaving my foot steps behind in Honor. And if I should happen to fall behind, I will take all my reminders in hand, and place them in heart. I would plant another seed of growth, and take in all that needs to be. Leaving my foot steps behind with self respect. Knowing that I am always two steps ahead.

So Tired
God saw you getting tired, When a cure was not to be, So He closed his arms around you, And whispered " Come To Me ". Your golden heart stopped beating, Your gentle hands at rest, God broke our hearts to prove to us, He only takes the best. So keep your arms around her Lord And give her special care, Make up for all she suffered, That seemed to us unfair, So many times we need her So many times we cried, If love could have saved her She never would have died

Ty Aimee For The Reality
Seeing death as the end of life is like seeing the horizon as the end of the ocean. Death is simply a shedding of the physical body like the butterfly shedding it's cocoon It is a transition to a higher state of consciousness where you continue to perceive to understand to laugh and to be able to grow. Words of Wisdom....... As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. I like to be just me.

I'm Moving Outta Indy =(
Hey everyone, I just wanted to let everyone know that tonight is my last night in indy ... *sob* I'm gonna miss everybody. I'm not going to be online very often cause well I don't have it hooked up at the other place yet. we're moving out in the boondocks, so I dunno what kinda connection they have out there, i doubt i get it if it's dial up... fuck that... lol but anyways... write to me.... i will check my email all the time when i'm at class and what not.... i love you guys.... xoxoxoxoxoxo.....****LuBBnZ****....

New Contest !!!!
Starting today I am now accepting applications for the FIRST official contest sponsored by the Darkside Guys and Dollies. This contest will be fun, it will be to see who holds the title of Mr and Miss Darkside, there will be a new winner every month. So we will begin for October. Get your entries in now, your sexiest SFW pics you can send me and once I have 8 entries for both men and women we will open the voting. This will be a rates and comments contest. The one with the most at the end will be decreed Mr and Miss Darkside. So come on, enter.!!! send your entries to darksideguysanddollies@gmail.com This is the new email for the whole Family. Thanks, you can reach any of us this way.

Friend's Without Face's
We sit and we type, And we stare at our screens; We all have to wonder What this possibly means. With our mouse we roam, Through the rooms in a maze; Looking for something or someone, As we sit in a daze. We chat with each other; We type all our woes; Small groups we do form, And gang up on our foes. We wait for somebody To type out our name; We want recognition, But it is always the same. We give kisses and hugs, And sometimes flirt; In PMs (IMs) we chat deeply, And reveal why we hurt. We do form friendships - Yet why, we don't know; But some of these friendships Will flourish and grow. Why is it on screen, We can be so bold? Telling our secrets That have never been told. Why is it we share The thoughts in our mind With those we can't see, As though we were blind? The answer is simple; It's as clear as a bell. We all have our problems And need someone to tell. We can't tell real people, But tell someone we must; So we turn to the compute

Saturday Night
Saturday Night I have to work at Sharky's, If your out and about come see me. Bubba Whoop ass Wilson will be there with the lovely Tiffany... I will be working the beer cart so it will be an easy night for me... YEA

Health Update
Went to the dr. and I am clear to go back to work on Monday!!!!I've healed up very well but still no heavy lifting for another 2 weeks but I can handle that. I'm just glad to be going bsck to work. Thanks to all of you who have been here to talk to me while I was off. I really appreciate your friendship! LUV & HUGZ

Aerosmith-don't Want To Miss A Thing
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing, Watch you smile while you are sleeping, While you are far away and dreaming, I could spend my life in this sweet surrender, I could stay lost in this moment forever, Where a moment spent with you is a moment I treasure, (Chorus) I don't want to close my eyes, I don't want to fall asleep, Cause I miss you baby, And I don't want to miss a thing, Cause even when I dream of you, the sweetest dream will never do, I still miss you baby and I don't want to miss a thing Lying close to you feeling your heart beating, And I wondering what you are dreaming, Wondering if it's me you are seeing, Then I kiss your eyes and thank god we're together, I just want to stay with you in this moment forever and forever forever (Chorus) And I don't want to miss one smile, I don't want to miss one kiss, I just want to be with you right here with you, Just like this, I just want to hold you close, I feel your heart so close to mine And

Everytime We Touch
Everytime We Touch I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me. I still feel your touch in my dreams. Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why. Without you it's hard to survive. Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling. And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly. Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last. Need you by my side. Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static. And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky. Can't you hear my heart beat so. I can't let you go. Want you in my life. Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky. They wipe away tears that I cry. The good and the bad times, we've been through them all. You make me rise when I fall. Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling. And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly. Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last. Need you by my side. Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static. And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky. Can't you hear my heart

Definition Of The Body
These days I wonder if you still see me if I have slipped into the background in this age of barcodes and two second definitions I wonder if you really see me the defiance and mischief flickering in my eyes ‘I really see you’ etched in the wrinkles of eyelids upper lip crowned with lover and lower lip holds fighter loud is etched into my tongue If you could still see me tucked behind the acres of billboards and cellophane blocked by twelve step improvements and two for one smiles you would see heaven and hell tattooed on shoulders joining hands at middle of my back where my desire lingers fear lines my spine with perseverance at my waist If you could really see me behind the pyrotechnics and flashy stunts hidden by the layers of reality shows and shallow ideals you would see the image of my heart upon chest cracked, splintered with “I remember” in middle memories trailing along my stomach meeting at the shadow of lust at my hip If you could s

Sorry !!!!!
just wanted to say that im back after my broken wrist episode,so im sorry that i couldnt rate or comment or anything...im gonna try and catch up over the next few days....please dont think im ignoring you,i just couldnt do much :(

Shit!!!......lmao
Just for Shits an Giggles(lol)...im bored..here goes Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language. Consider: You can get shit-faced, Be shit-out-of-luck, Or have shit for brains. With a little effort, you can get your shit together, find a place for your shit, or be asked to shit or get off the pot. You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit, and tell others to eat shit. Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference between shit and shineola. There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits. There is bull shit, horse shit, and chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle. You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit. Some days are colder than shit, some days are hotter than shit, and some days are just plain shitty. Some music sounds like

Why Are You Judging Me????
Why do you judge me when I do not judge you? I don't judge people and would expect the same from others. It is only fair is it not? When you judge a person you are offering yourself to be judge right back. Which will lead right back up to the stupidity of some people. I am not judgmental on people and would like it very much if you did not judge me. My actions and choices are mine to make, not yours!!!! My decisions are also mine to make not yours!!!!

Haha Kentucky Is The Best
Somebody from California apparently wrote the top part, but somebody from Louisiana came back and put them on their asses. Then the Kentuckian came along and ripped both Cali and Louisiana apart! GO KENTUCKY!!! IN CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" -Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like -Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal -We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. -I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! -All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and thats how it is - I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn a

Gasoline
I can barely remember my great uncle Herb. Like so many other loved ones who have passed, I regret not saying the right things to him. I guess if I could go back in time I would like to say to him, "What the f%&k made you think you could light a match to see down in your gas tank anyway?"

Last Weekend
I awoke 4 am Sunday morning to the sound of my roommate banging on my wall. My neighbors apartment was on fire. Within a few minutes mine was burning as well. See my photo album titled "fire water burn" for more images.

Dang Rough Night Lol
Jezz Been a long night .. My dad and my nephew fighting , he busted his car windows out and shit .. Damn crazy ass kid !!! What ya do about that ? there is a thing called respect ! the boi needs to learn it .. Live by it swear by it .. Goodness .. damn i need another beer LOL Gina

Thursday Links: Live In Philadelphia Day 1, Turn On Your Paltalk, Crying Britney Guy, Traveling Virus In Camden This Weekend, Car Crash Comedy Tomorow
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) After a short trip down the ol' NJ Turnpike, the Opie and Anthony Show is live in Philadelphia, the city of Brotherthy Love, at WYSP studios for a day of hilarity. We're going to be talking to Chris Crocker, the young man behind the crying Britney videos, who swears that they're the genuine article and that he's not acting, so you won't want to miss that, right? Right? We'll have a live audience today in the O&A Cafe at WYSP, and like last time, you never know what's going to happen, so Turn on Your Paltalk and go to the 'Opie and Anthony LIVE' room to see all of the unscripted breakfast eating, nose-picking, and potential boob-flashing LIVE as it happens. Then, say hello to the lovely Ladies of Paltalk, who at any given moment are sleeping naked, showering, getting dressed, or having sex on Webcam. Next week, they'll be competing for the title of Miss Paltalk We'll be broadcasting LIVE at the TLA (4th and Sou

Maggots Growing On Mans Head
It's the stuff nightmares and horror movies are made of. A holidaymaker got a nasty shock when he learned that the strange bleeding bumps on his head were not bites or shingles, but live maggots. Aaron Dallas, from Colorado, looked for medical help when the unusual lumps appeared on his scalp after a holiday to Belize during the summer. One doctor thought they might have been caused by a gnat bite. Another believed his problem was shingles. But then the bumps took on a life of their own and began to move. A doctor discovered five bot fly larvae living inside Aaron Dallas's head, near the top of his skull. This was a few weeks after a mosquito had apparently placed them there. "I'd put my hand back there and feel them moving. I thought it was blood coursing through my head. I could hear them. I actually thought I was going crazy," said Dallas, of Carbondale. Bot flies rely on mosquitoes, stable flies, and other insects to carry their eggs to a host - and in this cas

"top" Photos
Tiny, little rant here this morning guys. Prolly has to do with the fact that I have no cigarettes. Anyway, do any of y'all ever go to the "Top Photos"? I have tried to go a few times and I have noticed 2 things. 1. The "top" photos never change. It is always the same people and my visits here have been spread out over months. And 2. It is ALL pictures of chicks with their titties out doing a salute. You would figure with all the morphs and photoshop masterpieces on this site at least *1* would make it into the first 14 FUCKING PAGES of "top" photos. But you would be sadly mistaken, because they are all chicks dressed sluttily (if at all) holding up a satute. And what REALLY cheeses me off is if I were to submit half of those photos as a regular picture it would get flagged as NSFW AND THESE ARE FUCKING SALUTES!!!!!!!!!! So in closing, Baby Jesus, please try to find a better way of doing top photos, be it in catagories like the stash or whatever. And two, for all the females who hav

Todays The Day
Ok everyone today is the last day of my contest. Now I know most of u have stopped by and shown me sum luv and I appreciate it but why not stop by again every comment counts at this point!!! Im ask please everyone take at least 10 hopefully more and bombs away!! Thanks for ur support!! Jess Just click the pic and it will take u right there thanks a bunch!

"why Aren't Children Sacred"
What on Planet Earth is Wrong with People~TEXAS NEWS! Body: CORSICANA, Texas -- Navarro County authorities said a 6-year-old girl found hanged in her family's garage had been sexually assaulted before she died. What is it going to take? This could not of been the first time abuse had happened to this child~ Its time to STOP THE ABUSE NOW~ THIS CHILD IS NO LONGER ALIVE~ DIAL 911 UNTIL SOMEONE LISTENS, CALL THE NEWS PAPER REPORTERS, CALL YOUR LOCAL STATE ATTORNEY, MAKE SOMEONE LISTEN IF YOU HAVE REASON OR KNOW OF A CHILD THATS IN DANGER OR ANY SORT~MAKE A DIFF TODAY IN A CHILDS LIFE! Perhaps if we all upped out intincts by several %, we could stop this!!!

Harry Potter Halloween Costume
Shop for Harry Potter costumes - fulfill all your costume and party decoration needs! "If you would rather be a young Harry Potter this Halloween then here are the materials you will need: one large brown or blue cape, a long piece of wood to make a wand, some face make up to design your lightning bolt and some glasses. For the cape you can either use a robe or just buy a large piece of blue or brown material and fasten it around your shoulders. You should be able to find some inexpensive glasses at the dollar store, just make sure they are large frames and fit you comfortably. Next, get some simple face painting materials and draw a nice lightning bolt on your forehead. If you have long enough hair, frizz them up a little to make it look as though you've just fought against You Know Who and are just escaping! For your wand, you can use any small enough branch that you find on the ground, just decorate it as you see fit using feathers or other materials you have o

Lost Ones
In the past few months i have lost a few family mebers due to cancer the yungest was my NIECE AMANDA past away at the age of 19 3 months ago had a long battle fighting cancer it started at the age of 13 years old she fought it hard and kept in heart to help others fight cancer by selling sandels ribbins and many more as the years wen by she attended school in boston and made many friends met her first love wich he stood by her side till the end. Her wishes before she past away is for all to help on donating to cancer and to all smile she has opened her self to god and his home her pain has healed she will not suffer anymore she will be allwys loved and be missed she is a angel AMANDA I DO LOVE YOU I MISS YOU SO MUCH........ So people is it ok to still hold on to her in my thoughs please feel free to share your thoughts

Wtf?
dude...what the fuck is the deal with all the fucking ID checks or "you are rating too fast" leave me the fuck alone...i am real...i am not spam...i want to express how i feel about fotos and gain points so i can participate more on this site. gimma a fucking break people jesus christ...i am sick of all the bouncing

Update On Gift Of Life Needed! More Information!
I want to thank all who have offered a kidney to my son..I have tryed to get all information out to all that ask but is very hard to keep up so if I missed you I am sorry...I am posting the information to the transplant unit here so please if you wish to donate use it as I need to be with my son...They will be better at answering all questions you may have as this is a first time for me also. Never dreamed when I had my children something may go wrong but it did and now all I can do is try my best to find my son a kidney...My son seen his doctor today and she is having him admitted back to the hospital tomorrow and then transfered to UCSF..Am not sure and wont know until tomorrow but I was told she is thinking about going ahead and having the doctors to start dialisis...He needs to have it started 1 month pryer to transplant...God bless all of youi that have tryed and to all of you that will find it in your heart to try and give my son the gift of life... Please if you are a possibl

Slippin
you see to live is to suffer to survive, well that's to find meaning in the suffering chorus ay yo i'm slippin, fallin cant get up ay yo i'm slippin, fallin cant get up ay yo i'm slippin, fallin i gots ta get up get me back on my feet so i can tear shit up ay yo i'm slippin, fallin cant get up ay yo i'm slippin, fallin cant get up ay yo i'm slippin, fallin i gots ta get up get me back on my feet so i can tear shit up I been through mad different phases like Masons to find my way & now I know that happy days are not far away If I'm strong enough I'll live long enough to see my kids doing something more constructive with they time than bids I know because I been there now I'm in there sit back & look at what it took for me to get there First came the *ooooh* the drama with my mama she got on some fly shit *What* til I split and said that I'ma be that seed that doesn't need much to succeed strapped with mad greed and a heart that doesn't bleed I'm ready for the

I Want
i wanna give myself completely to someone. But i believe the man i want doesnt exist. He would have to be dominant, but patient. Aggressive, but not pushy. Be passionate, but not pervy. He would have to be charming, seductive and have no problems making me feel beautiful, wanted, and special. I wanna be submissive, but not quite into hardcore bdsm. maybe someday

Darwin Awards 2007
Yes, it's that magical time of the year again when the Darwin Awards are bestowed, honoring the least evolved among us. Here then, are the glorious winners. Darwin Award Winners: 1. When his 38-caliber revolver failed to fire at his intended victim during a hold-up in Long Beach, California, would-be robber James Elliot did something that can only inspire wonder. He peered down the barrel and tried the trigger again. This time it worked. . . . And now, the honorable mentions: 2. The chef at a hotel in Switzerland lost a finger in a meat-cutting machine and, after a little hopping around, submitted a claim to his insurance company. The company expecting negligence sent out one of its men to have a look for himself. He tried the machine and lost a finger. The chef's claim was approved. 3. A man who shoveled snow for an hour to clear a space for his car during a blizzard in Chicago returned with his vehicle to find a woman had taken the space. Understandably, he shot her

I Want To Move
I want to buy a house sooooooooo bad!! I have been looking at houses in the town where I grew up. I love it there. Plus my dad still lives there, my mothers parents live there and my fathers parents are very close. Family is extremely important to me. So this town would be perfect. But now I'm kind of thinking I want to move out of state. And more than likely I'll have to if I want to go to vet school in Colorado or Texas. I have also been thinking about Montana and Wyoming. I have some friends there and its absolutely beautiful. But then there are other things that hold me back. I'm not sure what to do right now. I have 6 months to figure it out!!!

New Orleans Here We Come...
Heading to New Orleans Monday afternoon... going down to Bourbon Street to party!!! and then heading over to see my team play "New Orleans Saints" They have started off not so good, but hopefully it will turn around Monday night... be looking for me on the ESPN camera, going to try and get on tv.. We are staying the night, so wont be coming to the bar until Wednesday... so have a great week end to all my friends... and I will be back soon... T-Out

So Weird
I started this lil blog to just post lyrics to a song that i connect witha nd heard again tonight....It is by Megadeth for those that don't recognize it. Then I just decided to start writing a lil something at the end and what came out was soo odd. Not sure where it came from. Don't remember where I was I realized life was a game The more seriously I took things The harder the rules became I had no idea what it'd cost My life passed before my eyes I found out how little I accomplished All my plans denied So as you read this know my friends I'd love to stay with you all please smile when you think of me My body's gone that's all A tout le monde (To everybody) A tout mes amis (To all my friends) Je vous aime (I love you) Je dois partir (I must leave) These are the last words I'll ever speak And they'll set me free If my heart was still alive I know it would surely break And my memories left with you There's nothing more to say Moving on is a simple t

Grotesque
What I am is an emotionally mangled, mentally damaged POS who's life would be worth more if he simply could function on a level with other human beings. I wish that I could be normal. Not Cyrano or Quasimodo. A regular person, with regular thoughts, logical feelings and healthy coping mechanisms. Fat fucking chance of that happening.

What Brought You...
what brought you to Fubar/cherrytap in the first place?? such as similar site link, friend from real life, online friend, comment site link?? personally i was dragged here from a bdsm site by my friend casey... he was like "go here" and i did... lol ... i'm glad i did though, i have a shitload of fun meeting everyone here and talking to you all ... and of course taking pics lol :p i know i get pissed off at the site at times, we all do, but we're all still here so that's my other question... why are you STILL here? lol me... i'm here cause i'm a showoff :p lol i like having somewhere where everyone can see my pics lol ;) your turn :p love ya, Sin

Single Moms
I wanna give a huge thumbs up to all the single moms out there...i just recently became a single mother and let me tell you, times get tough and sometimes you feel like everything is closing in around you and you just want to run but don't know where to run. it's in times like these that i reflect on my life and all the situations that has taken place to bring me to where i am now...i never ever thought i'd be a single mother but hey SHIT HAPPENS...and you keep on going. i give all the praise and glory to my Lord for keeping me strong because with out Him, i could never make it. i'd probably lose my mind. it is through Him that i can live every day...conquer each trial and over come. i thank You God!

No Way....just Not Right
Sometimes we come in contact with people that touch our life more then anyone will ever know including the person themself. Tonight a friend too many of us is wanting too leave Fubar.If you know Rj and have paid attention you just know that he makes us all laugh and just likes too have fun with his friends.Due too some drama of others he is deleting his account.Please if you know Rjeezy go show him some love and just let him know that he has so many friends that dont want him to go and will be missing him truely if he goes. 696526@ fubar

Alien Fur
Alien Fur by FurLove © Watch out for those beams of light. You might like it. If you don't like fur, run like mad. * While I was driving to an event one night about a year ago I was abducted. A bright light engulfed my car as I was driving down this dark back country road and the engine quit. I stepped out of the car to check it out and just like in the movies I was drawn up in a beam of light into a spacecraft. Everything else was totally different from the movies and TV stories from that moment on. At that time I was one of a very few abducted under these circumstances as these Aliens had only recently discovered our Planet. I am no sooner in the space craft than my clothes are removed by invisible hands. I am then pulled onto a broad, thickly cushioned fur covered platform on my back and restrained by wide and soft fur straps around my ankles, upper thighs, chest, shoulders and wrists. The fur straps around my thighs sandwich my cock and scrotum and are rubbing against

Softball
As we have done for about the last 4 years, several volunteers showed up at the Royals annual associate picnic to participate in playing softball on the actual playing field of Kauffman Stadium, home of the Major League baseball team Kansas City Royals.... I had three hits out of three at bats: a triple, double and a single....those hits make me 8 for 10 in the last 3 years that I've participated.... This time, one of my teammates saw my play out there and was giving me special attention every day after those games....one day, he greeted me by saying,"wassup big playmaker." lol nobody has ever called me that before....I told him that I was wondering if he was treating me the way he was because he liked what he saw me do in softball....he just giggled....I gained a new buddy just by having fun and playing the game of softball that day....and softball is like heaven on earth for me....

Goin Back...way Back...
I was Born In the 80's but this basicly was my youth..lol...actualy this is almost me now.. TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's !! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this.

Ignorant Ppl.
WHY do some guys think that all women want nasty/explicit comment and/or talk? WHY do some guys think that it is perfectly acceptable to behave in this way without knowing whether it is welcome or not? WHY do some guys think that just because some women like it, that all do? FYI... THERE IS ABSOLUTELY NOTHING ABOUT OR ON MY PROFILE/PICS THAT EVEN REMOTELY SUGGESTS THAT I'M INTERESTED IN THAT.......... IF YA DON'T LIKE IT....... POOF AND BE GONE!

Rid Myself Of Me
Rid Myself of Me Breezing across my deserted mind The memories of the past Conjure the images of my life Happy times that turn to gray Filling these ghostly visions with The dark things I have done Never forgiving myself Past wrongs as if they Were here by my side Laughing in my ears Swirling echos in my head Telling me that I am Not worth the bright Sunlight shinning on my face Screaming that I do not Deserve the happiness I seek Bowing my head I conform To their yells of hatred Knowing all the time it is My mind that is Pushing me down The dark path I walk alone Fooling myself into Believing I could be happy Knowing now I cannot Find true contentment Until I can rid myself of me

Did You See It???
I won a one-day blast and I kept looking for it and I never saw it. Did anyone see it? And if you did, was it the day there was not rating on pics? I'd like to know it at least ran - if you saw the blast, will you please let me know? I really appreciate it. :-) Thank you! Donna

For One Of Our Godfathers!
OK boys and girls...I've officially been given the green light for this. Fat Sonny has finally caved in and said "MAKE ME A GODFATHER" which means now more than ever we have to hit his page, rate and comment the crap out of EVERYTHING, buy gifts...whatever it takes to get his happy ass the points to knock it down. He has 2,465,037 Points to go and from what I've seen on here this could take as little as 24hrs or as long as a week. Lets get this done ASAP!!! You won't see him online but rest assured all of the love will be returned in one form or another. ~FAT SONNY~@ fubar (repost of original by '~shady326~ *GOONIES SHORT BUS DRIVER AND BUS STOP LOUNGE SECURITY*' on '2007-10-04 06:17:00') (repost of original by '★☆★ƒreedom ίsnt ƒree★☆★**No Salute=No Add**' on '2007-10-04 07:00:46') (repost of original by '~shady326~ *GOONIES SHORT BUS DRIVER AND BUS STOP LOUNGE SECURITY*' on '2007-10-06 13:04:54') (repost of original by '

Happy B -day Angie Babe
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGIE BABE, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU. AND MANY MORE.... *~¢¾ANGIE BABE¢â¢¾~*CO-FOUNDER OF GODFATHER FAMILY*~@ fubar GO BUY HER SOME BIRTHDAY DRINKS!! GO SHOW HER SOME BIRTHDAY LOVE!! FAN/RATE AND ADD HER!!

Rulesz
Guys' Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down. Finally, the guys' side of the story. (I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear "the rules" from the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. Please note... these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men ARE NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work ! the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving

Just Wondering..........if We Had Sex
Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet? 20. Would you mind if i liked you? 21. Do you like me? 22. Would you call me the next day? 23. Would you scratch m

For All The New Members Of My Friends List
This is for all the members of the friends list who have not seen this story yet... there are others in my blog area too. This is a favorite story on eroticstories.com and on literotica.com of mine. This will be the last of the stories posted for today for the new members of my friends list. I hope you have enjoyed the stories. 36d hugs, ms. cleavage ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ First Class by Ms. Cleavage Copyright 2007 I have just taken my assigned right aisle seat in first class and opened the latest issue of “Newsweek” and begun to read a story about Terrorism in Iraq and suddenly - you walk through the entrance to the seating section of the Boeing 747. There is a certain air about you as you enter; every male in the front passenger area is staring at you. You seize the moment and demand the attention, perhaps not intentionally, but your presence shows how secure you are with your personal image and your sexuality. You are wearing a white

Retirement Sucks
Well after thinkin about it for a while, I have finally decided to "come out of retirement" so to speak. I haven't lifted weights in close to 3 years now. I think it's time I went back at it for as long as my back can stand it. When I quit I was benchpressing 430 lbs. I was also incline & decline benching over 300 lbs. I'm gonna try my best to get back to where I was and then some. This is gonna sound really weird to some of you that read this but, I actually MISS getting in my friend's gym & working my a** off on Mon and then by Wed not hardly being able to move because I am so sore. When I quit lifting I told myself I would NEVER miss that feeling but I do. I can remember wanting to lift so bad that Will & I would go out to that old tin shed in the middle of winter with it 30 degrees or colder outside & NO HEATER. We could stay in there for hours and hours because we loved workingout. It didn't matter to us how hot or cold it was.

Limited Time Online
Hello everyone! I know that it is about time I started my blog here....however it's not good news. Between my daytime job with the Air Force, volunteer firefighting and going to school to be an EMT-B, my online and free time is short. I will jump on from time to time, but not for very long. I am on yahoo as curja_43 if you want to msg me. Take care and hope to hear from you all soon!

Last Resort...taking Applications..urgent!!!!!
I am taking applications for a nursing position that is available. All the information that I am offering you is that you will be a nurse to Pye and myself. Now you have to leave comments telling what your qualifications are. You are not allowed to ask any questions. Seems that she and I are falling apart at our crooked seems and this is the best idea I could come up with. So come on.....tell me your qualifications.

Sugar Sucks
I was at work before 8 today. I left work after 8 today. I drank a protein shake for breakfast. I crunched on cereal without milk for dinner. A co-worker said to me, "Check it out! I'm wearing my super-high-heels today." *twists leg to show off shoe* "What's the occasion?" "I'm wearing my super-long-pants today." What has become of me?

Goodbye To The Kingdom
I have found that I cannot remain a part of a kingdom where a person cannot be true to themselves...I will allow no one to tell me how I may think,feel,or speak in a place where truth is the opinion of one person with absolute rule...I am sorry for any inconvenience this may cause,but doubt that any will truly miss me...I will be deleting any who are from the kingdom and on my friends list unless you specify otherwise...I will allow 3 days for any who want to remain my friend to let me know....thanks for the memories.

The Game
The Game is on!!! And you're IT! Describe ME in one word.... just one single word. Send it to me and to me only. Then send this message to all your friends and see how many strange & interesting things they say about you. This is really fun. Here's how to Play: 1. Hit the reply key and send me my one word. 2. Then return to this message, and forward it to your friends (including me) and see what people say about you when limited to one word!!! The Game is On!!!!!

Just A Taste Of Incompleteness!
The sun bows to night In the end, it begins I hang up my halo As this pen spills out sins I give and you take Don't waste time saying please This playground's all mine I brought the world to his knees My mind bleeding red As I curse this infection Wildly, so blindly Screw this lack of direction Make your mark with your actions Or complain to someone dumb No time for hypocrisy Waste your words! Bite your tongue! No rest for the weary Even as the dust settles down Fallen from glory Just a mute making sound These lips hide the truth A poisoning mark Time tampers with Fate This edge isn't sharp So I replace this old halo And deprive what is needed Destiny's a bitch Mission completed

Anyone Else That I May Of Forgot Lmao
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This Song Hits A Vein...
Holding On I thought the future held a perfect place for us That together we would learn to be the best that we could be In my naivety I ran I fell and lost my way Somehow I always end up falling over me And one day I woke to find The future had no place for me I was unwanted in a world that with my hands I helped build Where once was honesty and pride I now stand broken and alone Just a shadow of what I was meant to be They say that "Time will heal" "The truth shall set us free" Well that depends on what it is that you choose to believe In this prison made of lies We see what it is we want to see And find comfort in this broken hall of dreams Does anybody feel the way I do? Is there anybody out there? Are you hearing me? I believe in you Will you believe in me? Or am I alone in this hall of dreams? I believe in you You believe in me But I have no trust in anything Somehow I'm always always falling over me Somehow I'm always I'm al

In Tha Booth! It Ain't No Secert!
yea its ur boy son all up in tha booth stompin haters to tha ground come try and seek me i can be found in tha parish or tha joe so pussy ass bustas u ain't raw and i can't trust ya livin life to tha fullest got my dawgs on my shouldars its like everytime i spit i get colder and colder so i know u better hold up walkin up on me i will merk u knock ur ass down to tha motherfuckin shitter u see i don't care no more life after katrina got my head rite,but have other people head's fucked up and i be like damn i can't believe dis lettin a hurricane take ur mind away damn dawg i thought u was stronger den dat well i guess it is what it is so better believe dis ima live my life wit happy memories,cause dats all we got at tha end ya digs?

Here I Am Again
Okay, here i am again. i know it's been a long while since i last updated. since then Mike and I have gotten things sort of settled with mummy about the wedding. . .though more drama will happen before we're done. i lost my job, now I've got to find another and it can't happen too soon. we honestly need the money for bills and groceries. wish i could get paid enough for luxuries afterwards like savings and Christmas gifts and books to read . . . I'm out of new stories to read which bothers me. it's frustrating and disheartening to say the least and i don't like it. i feel incredibly stupid and useless right now. like i defiantly can't get anything right no matter how hard i try. try is not success and success is never guaranteed. especially for me. more later when I'm not so depressed.

I'm Sure Pink Floyd Has A Title For This......
I haven’t written a lot of anything lately. I need to return many emails, I haven’t been blogging and the few e-mails I have sent it seems that cyberspace has eaten and are lost in the void. So if I haven’t written to you lately I will, If I’ve sent you something and you didn’t get it I’m sorry, If you have been wondering about what is going on in my life and why I haven’t been around that is my fault and my choice. I’m not trying to avoid anyone or anything for that matter. I have been searching and trying to make sense of so many things in my life and juggling a lot of chaos. No I don’t think my life is so bad most of the time. There are things I wish I could change, things I wish were different, things I wish I knew the answer too and some things I’m just trying to come to terms with and except them for what they are in the world. I’m just trying to find my place in the universe. Perhaps that is a pretty tall order. Trying to find yourself in something so

Tool-bottom
My compassion is broken now. My will is eroded, and my desire stolen and it makes me feel ugly. I'm on my knees and burning. My piss and moans are the fuel that set my head on fire. So smell my soul burning. I'm broken, looking up to see the enemy. I have swallowed the poison you feed me... but I survive on it, and it leaves me guilt fed, hatred fed, weakness fed.. and I feel ugly, and dead inside. Shit adds up at the bottom. You've left me no choice but to go inside and rebuild what's broken. Too much, too far, too late to lie down now. I must arm myself to fight you by making weapons out of my imperfections. It's all I have left. There's no other choice. I'm shameless, nameless, nothing, and no one now. But my soul must be iron for my fear is naked. I'm naked and fearless. But I'm dead inside. You see.. shit adds up, now I'm dead inside. Hatred, weakness, and guilt keep me alive at the bottom.

What I Would Give
What would I give your hand to clasp, Your tiny face to see, To hear you tiny giggle, to see your smiling face As the days that used to be. But some sweet day we'll meet again, Beyond the toil and strife, and clasp each other's hand once more In Heaven, that happy place

Iraq And Afghanistan Veterans Of America
Together, we're building a movement for Iraq and Afghanistan veterans, and our voices are being heard. Yesterday, after months of mounting pressure from concerned citizens like you, the President finally addressed the issue of our broken veterans care system. The President stood with former Senator Bob Dole and former Secretary of Health and Human Services Donna Shalala in the Rose Garden and said, "Our system for managing this care has fallen behind. It's an outdated system that needs to be changed." The President's remarks illustrate the incredible progress we've made. President Bush announced a plan to streamline veterans care and fix the problems that allowed so many wounded warriors to fall through the cracks. But our fight is not over. The next few weeks will be critical as the White House reveals the details of its plan, and presents its suggestions for turning it into law. Watch the video of the President's comments, and read the New York Times article, featuring IAVA

Leaving Again
Its almost midnight. I have to leave in a couple of hours to return to West Virginia. I am leaving behind my husband, my son, & my cat. I am doing this for the greater good. I must find suitable housing, work, school, daycare, etc. I am feeling guilty about leaving my husband to handle so much of the work, but I am confident he can handle it. He has the support of friends and the Military will handle most of the move. I will miss them more than anything but will see them in less than a month. I just needed to vent a little.

Journal Stuff
October 8, 2007 I promise not to hurt you. I may not have the best past, but I want to change. And I will. I'll do all I can to make you happy. I want to give you all you want and need. I'll be there for you anytime you need me. I can be your ideal woman. I just ask that you be there for me, and that you don't hurt me. Someday I may give you my heart, please don't break it. I think I've fallen for you. You make me so unbelievably happy, it's surreal. Do you feel the same way? My guard is still up, help me bring it down. Tell me honestly that it's ok to open up and just be myself. Let me know you are with me for me and not some other reason. but if you are, or things change, just be honest. I don't ask for much, only basic things. I've never really been a faithful girlfriend to anybody, but I want to change that, starting with you. I'll love you the best I know how, and try to show you a great relationship to the best of my ability. I want to be that girl that th

Existence Or Faith
Why do certain things happen in your life? Is it because of our existence and what we choose or is it because of faith and a higher power? We exist in a world where we are challenged everyday to do what is right. What is right and who said that it's right? What is wrong and who died and made them the HIGH being? To challenge anything one must know what is right and what is wrong. Just the same is, what is good and what is evil? To co exist is to live together on this planet we call earth. Now that we have that cleared up let's begin. We exist in a complex world that requires decision making all the time. Those same decisions we make determine many outcomes in life. The question would be do the outcomes come from us and the decisions we make or faith and the decisions we don't make. Sitting here at your computer you notice you got there because you can move your body. Was it your existance that got you on fubar or faith so that we would meet. Some would say faith that you have f

Sexiest Cowgirl Contest Information
The sexiest cowgirl contest has been postponed for one week... I will start Saturday October 27, 2007 at 3PM(EST) and end Sunday, November 4th at 9PM(EST). Sorry for the postponing... but it can't be advoided... but on a good note the prizes for the winners have changed... 1st Place: 7 day Blast 2nd place: 3 day Blast 3rd place: Ticker Prizes will be rewarded Monday, November 5th. So far we have 15 hot contestants... but I think we still need more... So I will be looking for more contestants. Superman

Halloween -trick And Treat(poem)
Happy Halloween my friends ,I hope your day is filled with those things that go bump in the night. Don’t feel fright hunt for the sweets all threw out the night. Let the gools and goblins make friends and release the darkness we all hold in. Trick and treat on that frightful street. And when the midnight falls eat the sweets. Don’t forget to brush your teeth. When the moon is full and glowing , snuggle down under the covers and let the monsters have a party under your bed while you rest your head. Rest your soul for sure, because in hours November the 1st will appear and it will be the Day of the Dead. Love, and especially DARKNESS and Passion this Halloween. Love DarkPassion

What Keep Me A Live
i wake up every day asking myself is this the day I'm going to die. then i look down on my left arm and see two name tattoo on my arm . my babies they are the reason I'm still alive and they are the reason i keep pushing on in life. i know I'm poor but money can't buy love. it spend time with them and holding them in my arms but now i can't see them or hold them but still going on with my life. just thinking about them make me happy.. i love them and miss them.. i do anything to see them again to hold them spend time with them. i cry when i hear they voice they are my angels

I Am Sick Still
I have been going to U of M hospital for 2 years now trying to figure out female pains, no on e can figure out whats wrong...... This sucks, I am very tired of always hurting with no answers as to why..... I dont mean to whine if anyone reads this, jus needed to get it off my chest......

I Went To Visit A Couple The Other Night And
I was to dominate them------I was dominatreux to them. I got to tell them what to tell them what to do to each other. Basically, I was training the wife on domination; so i didn't get pleasured at all during the session. I had to wait till I got home and pull some toys out. I pulled out my silver metal vibrator and dildo and played with them for four times---which was good I was satisfied six times--three times with each of them. Then I pulled out a chopping knife and i stuck it gently in my puss and began going in and out i cut my self a little but it wasn't anything major---the best fun is that i have this little taser like small item that sends out a little line across of light electricity---i used that on my tit when i was cumming with the knife was in me--it was so painful but so good at the same time. I was hurt but i had a good night playing with myself. I'm glad I only watched when I was dominating because I got to have a very fun night with some toys afterwards. Do

What Sin Do You Commit The Most?
What SIN Do You Commit Most?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as LustHow sexy...Your sin is LUST! Everyone around you thinks your some kinda slut/manwhore. Your mind maybe attracted to things not fit for virgin ears. Though sometimes you just cant help it, it happens to rear its head every now and then, and some people are attracted to that of the same sin. Then again....maybe you just want to have some fun with someone you...well...just dont know! Lust 70%Pride 60%Gluttony 30%Anger 10%Envy 10%Greed 10%Sloth 0%

Studio Plans A New Approach For Spider-man 4
http://SeXiVixxEN.flixster.com Sam Raimi, director of the first three Spider-Man films, has revealed that behind-the-scenes meetings about the next movie in the blockbuster comic-based series are going on right now. Raimi, while talking to members of the press about his newly produced vampire horror flick 30 Days of Night, says that fans can expect a fresh take on Spidey in the next film. Raimi, who may or may not direct Spider-Man 4 (he is not yet under contract), says he isn't aware of any plans for a total franchise reboot, but that Sony Pictures has been meeting with different writers "to try and bring a fresh new story and approach" to the series. "I've been in meetings with Avi Arad and Laura Ziskin, our producers, and [studio boss] Amy Pascal," Raimi reveals. "Different writers have been coming in and spinning different tales of where Spider-Man could go from here." With a new approach to the Web-slinger being mulled, would Raimi still consider directing? "I

Bbw Cutie Seeks Real Man
Hi! I'm a voluptuous, intelligent, attractive black woman who is looking for a great guy between ages 35 and 50 for friendship/companionship. Dating interracially has never been an issue for me: I tend to be most attracted to White or Hispanic guys. I like a strong man--mind, body, spirit--with a sensitive side. Looking for a partner in crime to help me blow off steam because I work too hard! I am college educated, witty, cute, playful, passionate, extremely open-minded, kind-hearted, mysterious, some say exotic, and have a great smile. NOT looking for a quick hook up but to get together for fun grown-up activities in this crazy college town. Have (clean) pics to share. I'm stable, single, childless, homeowner, professional female. Have many interests including: enjoy movies, music, dining out/in, road trips, cultural activities, TV, intense conversation, hanging out with someone who has interesting things to teach me as well as being willing to learn something new. I am easily amu

Bbw Dominant
This is most recent...9/07. BBW Dominant seeks willing Boy Toy to use - Do as I instruct and you will experience pleasures untold. Not into traditional bondage, pain, SM or domme attire--it goes much deeper than that. I will control your actions, manage your pleasure for my own whims and desires. You have not experienced anyone like me before. This is about getting into your mind and helping you to find what pleases me which will be what pleases you beyond what you can imagine. This is about sexual abandon, sensual surrender, total release. You must be very-openminded, humble and absolutely ready to relinquish control. I will let you get off ONLY when i want you to. You MUST find a voluptuous, full-bodied woman attractive or don't even waste my time. I am extremely sensual, patient, intelligent but will not suffer fools. Inexperience is fine, immaturity is NOT. I am Black. My preference is that you be White and between the ages of 25 and 4O. This is not a joke or a commercia

Contest And Leveling
To All Lounge Members: If you have entered a contest please email our staff here with a link and info about the contest.. We will then put out a bulletin with the information to all staff and members for help. If you need help leveling with in 10,000 points please let us know we will be more then happy to come and help you out.. Thank you ~~~ Management

Make Yourself More Desirable
"Make Yourself More Desirable" This is a simple and easy Love Spell that takes no time at all. You do not need a lot of ingredients and they will not be hard to hunt down. This spell will make you much more desirable to the opposite sex and is sure to raise your confidence. Materials: 1 pink candle 1 bottle of 100% Virgin Olive oil Something to light the candle Process: Take the candle and place it on a table or your altar. Now take the olive oil and rub on to the candle starting in the middle and going up, then starting in the middle going down. While purifying the candle with the oil, you want to recharge the candle with love and desire, so visualize love and channel all your emotion into the candle. After the oil is finished, take a knife and carve what it is you want into the candle. Example: I Wish For "John/Jane Doe" to love me After finished writing in the candle, simply light it and concentrate on love and throw as much emotion (love) into the flame of the c

To All The Blazing Bomberz
Ok I did comment bomb on some contest, I will have to rate tomorrow and comment bomb more.. I am going to be on a different time I got on late, I will be posting news for my groups it won't take me that long to post news for my groups and I have to go through a shit load of emails ok.. so I will be in here about ten or so or not I will be in here about the same time ok.. I hope you all have a really good night and I hope you all have a really good day ok.. Love Ya Alisha Aka Virgo24

A Newborn's Talk With God (thanks Charolette)
A Newborn's Talk with God (Thanks Charolette) Body: A baby asked God, "They tell me you are sending me to earth tomorrow, but how am I going to live there being so small and helpless?" God said, "Your angel will be waiting for you and will take care of you." The child further inquired, "But tell me, here in heaven I don't have to do anything but sing and smile to be happy." God said,"Your angel will sing for you and will also smile for you. And you will feel your angel's love and be very happy." Again the child asked, "And how am I going to be able to understand when people talk to me if I don't know the language?" God said, "Your angel will tell you the most beautiful and sweet words you will ever hear, and with much patience and care, your angel will teach you how to speak." "And what am I going to do when I want to talk to you?" God said, "Your angel will place your hands together and will teach you how to pray." "Who will protect me?" God said, "Your a

I Wonder.....
Does he love me or is he playing me for the fool? Is she the one that he really wants? Or is he playing her too? I can't help but think about what got me here. I wonder silently if that image will ever become clear? He thinks I'm bitter but, that's not what it is. My heart and soul are full of resentment from the things that he did. My love will never fade and our lives will always be one. And yet I ask myself am I his one true love?

Do You Have What It Takes????
They thought they had what it takes,They thought they could be King Of The Hill,They were wrong,In a World where lounges pop up everyday Only One Stands Above the rest CLUB FANTASIA Club Fantasia Is Hiring Dj's! Do you have What it takes??? If You Think you Have what it takes click a link and contact one of us...we are Interested in knowing what you got to Offer DJ FLawLess ^Owner of Club Fantasia^ -Fubar's Hottest DJ- *Kerry's baby* Too RaW@ fubar Kerry*Owner of Club Fantasia* Flaws Baby*Too Raw *@ fubar DJ Lollipop Brandy *Manager at Fantasia*Hubby to PAPA@ fubar

Broken Heart
A BROKEN HEART is when you actually refuse to get out of bed in the morning because you are afraid of the reality that awaits you. A BROKEN HEART is when you think about the individual that broke your heart constantly. You reminisce the "Good Times" almost as if the "Bad Times" never existed. A BROKEN HEART is when you are crying yourself to sleep every night & yet crying more & more each morning. A BROKEN HEART is the unforgettable smell of his shirt that sits in that empty box; stowed away. A BROKEN HEART is the cold shattering feeling you receive when you hear the syllables of his name. A BROKEN HEART is glancing at the pictures of the two of you, & then quickly turning your attention to something else to avoid your tears. A BROKEN HEART is re-reading his ancient letters & putting away the jewelry that he once bought for you. A BROKEN HEART is secretly wanting to run back to him & secretly wanting to just be loved by him again. A BROKEN HEART is asking desperately for just o

60 Things Most Girls Don't Know (edited By Me)
This is one of the most ridiculous postings I've ever seen. You can't blanket statement and expect it to be true for everyone... I'm going to go through this one by one and point out all the statements that can't be applied to all guys... just so you don't get confused most of the original list doesn't apply to me. >60 Things Most Girls Don't Know >Body: 60 Things Most Girls Don't Know >[a guy wrote this]? Supposedly a guy wrote this... he must of been the dumbest guy I've ever heard of. >[?]Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them! (oh yeah..you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than 5 guys..you're a HOE) Why does everyone assume all guys have sex with sluts? I mean... I for one have never and will never do that. It's dissgusting if you ask me. >[?]"Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone. Bullshit, just because I ask a question doesn't mean I'd stammer... for all you k

Truth And Honesty
How can you not see that the things you do can break someone's heart. You say things you don't mean and make them think you're one person when you're really not. How can you play with someone's emotions like a toy? Have you ever hurt that way? Would you want someone to do that to you, or worse your little girl? When you say you love somone you should mean it from deep within not just say it because it sounds good. To say those words and make the promises that come with being in a relationship should not come easily. Have you ever cried for someone you loved? Did you like how it felt? Does that aching burning feeling eat at you in everyway? How would you feel if someone intentionally tried to hurt you? Maybe they have, but don't take it out on the people who do love and care for you. That my dear will only come back to haunt you again. If you truly love someone you should stop giving yourself to others. How would you feel inside to see the one you love with all your heart giving themsel

Do You Know?
Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin? Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed? Why don't you ever see the headline "Psychic Wins Lottery"? Why is it that doctors call what they do "practice"? Why is it that to stop Windows 98, you have to click on the "Start" button? Why is lemon juice made with artificial flavor, and dishwashing liquid made with real lemons? Why is the man who invests all your money called a broker? Why is the time of day with the slowest traffic called rush hour? Why isn't there mouse-flavored cat food? Why didn't Noah swat those two mosquitoes? When dog food is new and improved tasting, who tests it? You know that indestructible black box that is used on airplanes? Why don't they make the whole plane out of that stuff? Why don't sheep shrink when it rains? If con is the opposite of pro, is Congress the opposite of progress? (What a silly question!) If flying is so safe, why do they call the

The 4 Boyfriends
This story has a misleading title but it is truly inspirational The 4 boyfriends This is an eye opener. Guys, the message remains the same, just substitute female gender for male gender. This is truly something to think about. Once upon a time there was this girl who had four boyfriends. She loved the 4th boyfriend the most and adorned him with rich robes and treated him to the finest of delicacies. She gave him nothing but the best. She also loved the 3rd boyfriend very much and was always showing him off to neighboring kingdoms. However, she feared that one day he would leave her for another. She also loved her 2nd boyfriend. He was her confidant and was always kind, considerate and patient with her. Whenever this girl faced a problem, she could confide in him, and he would help her get through the difficult times. The girls 1st boyfriend was a very loyal partner and had made great contributions in maintaining her wealth and kingdom. Howe

New Frelling News!!!!!
Hey all wolfie here! Lol i know this is different its an actual blog! Well i have some news and well this is a short one co sim doing like 50 things at once here! Lmfao!!!...... well i just preposed to my girlfriend suzan and as i knew she would she said yes! So now i am engaged to my princess! ^_^ WOO HOO!!!!! Lol..... im excited as you all can guess! Lol thats one of the reasons i have not been around that much! Othere is that i have been out of it! My mind is just not in the net lmfao!!!!....... any way thats all i wanted to say! Lmao! So you all have a good day/night! And i’ll lick and hug you all later! ^_^ talk soon! WolfiePuP

What Kind Of Dog Are You?
Hope you enjoy it.... Try it and see what kind dog you are! http://www.dogshowusa.com/games/profiler/whatbreedru.shtml p.s. I'm a Golden Retriever. lol p.s.s. This blog was not meant for certain kitty lovers. :P lol xo

First Date
This was on the Tonight show, I hope you're sitting down when you read this. We have all had bad dates but this takes the cake. Jay Leno went into the audience to find the most embarrassing first date that a woman ever had. The winner described her worst first date experience. There was absolutely no question as to why her tale took the prize! She said it was midwinter...Snowing and quite cold...and the guy had taken her skiing in the mountains outside Salt Lake City , Utah . It was a day trip (no overnight). They we re strangers, after all, and truly had never met before. The outing was fun but relatively uneventful until they were headed home Late that afternoon they were driving back down the mountain when she gradually began to ! realize that she should not have had that extra latte. They were about an hour away from anywhere with a rest room and in the middle of nowhere! Her companion suggested she try to hold it, which she did for a while. Unfortunately, because of t

Engulfed In Pain
how long have i been standing here and yet you have still failed to see me. why is it that the moon shows light, yet only dark has engulfed my surroundings. can there be but a light of hope and happiness that seeks to shine out of me. perhaps a light shining for you to follow. i never shall ask for help from you unless its to help me love you. i shall never ask you to cry for me unless it is to stay. nor will i bleed for you unless to give you life. have mercy on the blind way to a womans heart, for its a long road. i know that you look down upon me as if nothing but a regret, so walk over me if that you will. i know you will and also this is can see too, i still stand. to watch not only you walk away but knowing you will turn around. that is when i will smile and disappear for all the life you know.

No One
Whatever i do no one cares, Whatever i say still no one cares. I feel like a ragdoll underneath the bed. Gathering dust Still no one cares. I speak out, no one cares, I give my opinion, still no one cares. I feel like a ragdoll sitting in the corner. No one notices, No one cares. I came across a friend, it was dawn. I felt like a person, there was sunrise. Someone noticed me, Someone cares. But after time, i realised... Whatever i do, no one really cares, Whatever i say still really no one cares. I feel like a ragdoll once again. No one notices, Still no one cares. But this time, im not underneath the bed gathering dust, Nor sitting in the corner anymore. But battered and torn to pieces, Left lying on the floor. Yet still, no one ever cares. (c) Angel Written on 11th November 2006

Shaykee's Screen Shots
Ok, for those of you who don't know, I just got back from a long weekend with my monkeys, Banana Rama in KC. The following statements were all made by monkeys, and not one of them were meant in the sexual way they sound. Don't point that at me, it might go off! Ever see a mussel farm? Every day in the mirror baby *flexing* If mine were any shorter I couldn't get it around my head. Our turn to get the whip in the morning. I don't have anything hard. Can I plead the 5th on that? No, but you can drink the 5th to it. Well if it was up my @** I'd know where it was. The virgin saves the day. You dirty dog! You better quit calling me that, you have to sleep with me tonight. Poker in the front, Poker in the rear. You gotta stick the tail between the bags. It always gets stuck on the bottom. To all you virgins our there......Thanks for nothing! I don't have anything to offer to drink *hiccup* ...but I can attest to how good it was.

You Know You Wanna!!!!!
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To The Man I Love
Reasons Why Our love is the long lasting kind; We’ve been together quite awhile. I love you for so many things, Your voice, your touch, your kiss, your smile. You accept me as I am; I can relax and just be me. Even when my quirks come out, You think they’re cute; you let me be. With you, there’s nothing to resist; You’re irresistible to me. I’m drawn to you in total trust; I give myself to you willingly. Your sweet devotion never fails; You view me with a patient heart. You love me, dear, no matter what. You’ve been that way right from the start. Those are just a few reasons why I’ll always love you like I do. We’ll have a lifetime full of love, And it will happen because of you

Many-pedes
In general, I like bugs. I think insects are under-appreciated creatures. Bees, when they do their little sex-dance on the flowers, ensure that we will have plentiful fruits and veggies. Then the bees buzz off and make honey. They even have a matriarch. What bright, industrious little creatures! I don't even mind sharing my living space with a few insects. If I find a spider in my apartment, I move it to a plant, explain to it that it should stay on the plant, eat any fellow critters that come its way. And, in general, the spiders obey. They make webby little homes, catch the occasional fruit fly or mosquito, and we live in peace together. In general, if I find other insects is my home, I scoop them up on a piece of paper, open a window, and let them find a different home. But I've realized that there are a few exceptions to my kindness-to-bugs philosophy. Sugar ants, despite sharing half my name, are quite unwelcome in my home. After walking into my kitche

I'm Back!
hey everyone I know its been a while, but I'm back. I've been MIA for quite a while, just beeb working a lot and taking care of my mom whom was diagnosed with breast cancer about 4 months back and has underwent the radation and chemo therapy. its been very hard on me and that family, as well as my mom but we are running strong with her with the fight and she's doing outstanding. I love her to death and she came first. But other than that I am finally able to come back on here and hang out with you guys. so shoot me some love back, I'd love to hear from you guys!

Chugga Toot-toot, Tuesday
Happy Tuesday Blog Readers! Another train going down the tracks ... another derailment ... I had a computer melt down early in the AM So forgive the late departure =/ I originally was going to make one last night, send it ... Then get some sleep & make it a: And do TWO trains (8 ppl. featured) But with said melt down ... *nods slow* ... its was derailed Just some background on my train passengers: '-talldirtyblonde' Is a fellow Ohio folk and just as sweet as can be, you'll find some awesome fantasy pics in her albums! Speaking of fantasies (lol) '*~La*La~*' Another Midwestern chica, One of my "legendary" friends (I believe #4 on fubar legends) But she's as down to earth as they get. ~Jo~® I just recently met via the resident comment whore "cubby" and I come to *heart* her as one of the good ones! Speaking of good ones & fantasties... (wow, it IS a pretty train today isnt it?) 'Redhotlustlife' I've had her on my list f

What I Know About Love
What I know about love. Nothing. I know nothing at all about love. There. Done. Ok, ok. Wait. That's not entirely correct. I know about loving my family. I know about loving a cold soda on a ridiculously hot weekend afternoon. I know about loving the way a woman's skirt rides up, exposing that happy trail I'm so incredibly fond of, when she's feeding the ducks at the local park. I know all about these kinds of love. I just don't know a damned thing at all about the 'big one'. I had it once I think, many years ago. She fucked it up in just a blink. Big love. That notorious love between man and woman. That great love of the ages! That love long immortalized on stage and screen! Framed and oil painted by the masters! The sole reason that Hallmark continues to exist! Yep, I don't know shit about the big one. Why? I Don't know. I ask myself that all the time. I've met some truly amazing women. Women that any man would trip all over his self to cherish and adore, yet

As A Survey Shows Men Frequently Lie About Themselves, We Offer Women An Insider's Guide To The Mysterious Workings Of The Male Mind.
As a survey shows men frequently lie about themselves, we offer women an insider's guide to the mysterious workings of the male mind. I'm a man and I'm a liar. A pretty good one, actually. All those tells and tics you're supposed to have when you let fly a porkie? I don't get them. Which helps when I'm trying to pick up women, because I can say pretty much anything and sound like I mean it. That's not to say I go into every encounter with some elaborate fake backstory. I've never pretended I'm a millionaire, or told fibs about some sad background to find sympathy with a similarly-afflicted girl. I have, however, pretended I was an Oscar-nominated screenwriter, told someone I was manager of the Arctic Monkeys and, for one bizarre evening, been an Australian adventurer. And I'm not alone. Most men are compulsive liars if you believe the results of a new survey by Virgin, which found that one in ten British blokes between 18 and 40 added five thousand imaginary pounds to

For My Online Family !!
THERE ARE SOME OF YOU HERE THAT I KNOW BETTER THAN OTHERS, AND HAVE CLOSER REALTIONSHIPS WITH YOU. WELL FIRST LET ME SAY THAT I WILL BE STAYING HERE IN ONTARIO WITH MY CHILDREN, SO TO THE FRIENDS THAT KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT. AS I SAT LOGGED IN TODAY ON MY LAPTOP, AS I WAITED FOR HOW THE OUTCOME WAS GOING TO BE I REMBERED ALL OF YOU THAT PRAYED, OPENED YOUR DOORS TO US. FROM THE BOTTOM OF OUR HEARTS, WE CANNOT THANK YOU ENOUGH FOR THE LOVE YOU HAVE GIVEN US. I LOVE MY ONLINE FRIENDS THEY ARE AWESOME :) (((((HUGS))))) WHITE DOVE

Funny
A farmer is sitting in the neighborhood bar getting stewed. A man comes in and asks the farmer, "Hey, why are you sitting here on this beautiful day getting drunk?" Farmer: "Some things you just can't explain." Man: "So what happened that is so horrible?" Farmer: "Well if you must know, today I was sitting by my cow milking her. Just as I go the bucket about full, she took her left leg and kicked it over." Man: "That's not so bad, what's the big deal?" Farmer: "Some things you just can't explain." Man: "So then what happened?" Farmer: "I took her left leg and tied it to the post on the left with some rope. Then I sat down and continued to milk her. Just as I got the bucket about full she took her right leg and kicked it over. Man: "Again? So, what did you do then?" Farmer: "I took her right leg and tied it to the post on the right." Man: "And then what?" Farmer: "I sat back down and continued to milk her, and just as I got the bucket just about full, the stupid cow knocks ov

State Of Mind
It's all a state of mind. Well if you didn't know, thats what StatMnd stands for. But at that time it took on a whole new meaning. Black, white, chinese etc. Being black or white or any race is a state of mind. If you stand back and look at you're surroundings you'll see what I mean. You have white people acting "black" and you have black people acting "white". It's really interesting if you look at it from the outside in. We as people have infiltrated and come accustom to each of other's state of mind so well, that people can't label a person by color any more. How a person acts isn't just color alone, again it's their state of mind. I had this epiphany one day while playing a video game, the likliness of all places. The character, who was white said, "I'm tired of people poppin caps in the hood, man" and the black character said, " No matter how hard you try you'll never be black." then a third character said, "Black is a state of mind.". All sort of things went through my he

Missy Lost Her Level 20 Vip A Ccount Give Her Some Love
This Is Missy's Link For A Vip Giveaway She Recently Lost A Level 20 Vip Account And Is Starting Over Go Show Her Pic Some Love And Leave Her Some Comments For Her Giveaway.. All The Help Is Greatly Apprecitated! :D (repost of original

My Work Pic
So many of you have told me that you thought I would look sexy in my white nurses uniform. I have repeatedly said that nurses do not wear white dress uniforms any more... they were eliminated as the uniform for nursing. I just uploaded a pic a little while ago that my husband took earlier today when he came to visit. As you can see, I wear scrubs just like they do on TV. Not very sexy I know... it is just a uniform. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=156363&i=148408245 What do you think?

Lyrics To My Fav Song By Motley Crue
Artist: Motley Crue Album: Girls, Girls, Girls Title: You're All I Need The blade of my knife Faced away from your heart Those last few nights It turned and sliced you apart This love that I tell Now feels lonely as hell From this padded prison cell So many times I said You'd only be mine I gave my blood and my tears And loved you cyanide When you took my lips I took your breath Sometimes love's better off dead You're all I need, make you only mine I love you so I set you free I had to take your life You're all I need, you're all I need And I loved you but you didn't love me Laid out cold Now we're both alone But killing you helped me keep you home I guess it was bad Cause love can be sad But we finally make the news Tied up smiling I thought you were happy Never opened your eyes I thought you were napping I got so much to learn About love in this world But we finally made the news You're all I need, make you only mine I loved

Summary Of My Last Year On The Computer!!!
I NOW HAVE TO: Scrub the top of every can I open. I no longer have any savings because I gave it to a sick girl (Penny Brown) who is about to die in the hospital for the 1,387,258th time. I no longer have any money at all, but that will change once I receive the $15,000 that Bill Gates/Microsoft and AOL are sending me for participating in their special e-mail program. I no longer worry about my soul because I have 363,214 angels looking out for me, and St. Theresa's novena has granted my every wish. I no longer eat KFC because their chickens are actually horrible mutant freaks with no eyes or feathers. I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a water buffalo on a hot day. I have learned that my prayers only get answered if I forward an email to seven of my friends and make a wish within five minutes. I no longer drink Coca Cola because it can remove toilet stains. I no longer can buy gasoline without taking someone along to watch the

I Broke My Power Cord
Ok everyone....I dont know if this is believable or not but if there was a way to break your power cord without touching it, well i did it, and i and dont have a replacement...The laptop fell off the bed onto the floor and right on the tip of the power cord and broke the solder(sp) well now i cant charge my laptop...I went to my moms house and charged it for a little bit but it wont last long...i got online long enough to check everything and thats it...so needless to say that i wont be on much for the next couple of days cause i have to get a new power cord....but i will say hello to everyone i can when i get on....For those of you that know how to get a hold of me...you are welcome to call me...Hope to talk to everyone soon....Love for all my family and friends...

Realizing Love
I take a deep breath, say four words and let my true tears fall, when you answer me maybe this wont work at all, friends we can still remain, but since then no longer have i heard you speak my name, felt your hand touch my palm, heard your thoughts, your deepest secrets that you hide, I close my eyes as a tear rolls down my cheek, and I imagine the words you speak, the words you say, the games you played, the options I've tried, to attempt to keep our friendship alive, as I've failed in all of the above, I admit by chance maybe i just fell in love, my heartbrakes and it aches, I've never felt so depressed, and yet all the time I wish for only the best, I wish for love, I wish for everything to go my way, I wish that all this hurt and all this pain would all just fade away, I feel alone, So unloved, And yet i wonder is this how its meant to be? I wish i meant to you what you so fondly mean to me, I close my eyes as a tear rolls down my cheek, And i imagine the

No Quarter
Lock all the doors, kill the lights. No one's coming home tonight. The sun beats down and don't you know? All our lives are growing cold, oh... They bring news that must get through. To build a dream for me and you, oh. Locked in a place where no one goes. They ask no quarter They have no quarter. Lock the door, kill the light No one's coming home tonight It's getting colder [7x] Locked in a place where no one goes. Lock the door, kill the light No one's coming home tonight They bring news that must get through. Dying peace in me and you Locked in a place where no one goes. We have no quarter We have no quarter We ask no quarter

Series Of My Own Part 1
ok so i decided to open up a bit and put myself out there ... damn this is scary. *takes a deep breath* but here are a couple poems i wrote looooooong time ago. enjoy? Ami Ami sat waiting. Waiting for someone to care. Someone who would never come, and who would never care. She spent all of her time just waiting. Never understanding why. Just waiting

Veteran's Day
Some may have already read this but is always worth repeating even though it's about Christmas the time is always appropriate... Best Wishes for My Fellow Vets!!!! This carries a copy right but as long as you include the credit at the end, please do pass it on... T'was the night before Christmas, he lived all alone, In a one bedroom house made of plaster and stone. I came down the chimney with presents to give to see in this dwelling, who really did live. As I looked all about, strange sights I did see, no tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No stockings were hung, just boots filled with sand, the wall had pictures, of strange far off lands. Shelves stuffed with medals, awards of all kinds, when a sobering thought, smashed into my mind. This house was distinct, unlike any I'd seen. This house was the home, of a U.S. Marine. The stories I read, now I had to see more, so I walked through the hall, then pushed open the door. Silently sleeping, he l

Flight Roster (dj Schedule)
All times are eastern times Monday throu Friday 3am to 6am tonya/sass 6am to 9am tonya 9am to noon bee noon to 3pm open 3pm to 6pm lolita 6pm to 9pm sass 9pm to midnight mjr. foxy midnight to 3am adm.surpreme or cdr. heretic goddes saturday & sunday 2am to 6am cdr. heretic goddes 6am to 10am open 10am to noon open noon to 4pm lolita 4pm to 6pm kit kat 6pm to 8pm jester 8pm to 10pm adm. surpreme

"what Had Happened Was..."
The following are actual statements found on insurance forms where car drivers attempted to summarize the details of an accident in the fewest words: Coming home I drove into the wrong house and collided with a tree I don't have. The other car collided with mine without giving warning of its intentions. I thought my windows were down but I found out it was up when I put my head through it. I collided with a stationary truck coming the other way. A truck backed through my windshield into my wife's face. A pedestrian hit me and went under my car. The guy was all over the road. I had to swerve a number of times before I hit him. I pulled away from the side of the road, glanced at my mother-in-law and headed over the embankment. In my attempt to kill a fly, I drove into a telephone pole. I had been shopping for plants all day and was on my way home. As I reached an intersection, a hedge sprange up, obscuring my vision and I did not see the other car. I had

Randomness
Hmmm.... random cool quotes for you fine people out there.... Enjoy! Before you kill somebody, make absolutely sure he isn't well connected. - Kurt Vonnegut, "Slaughterhouse Five" Frisbeetarianism is the philosophy that when you die, your soul goes up on a roof and gets stuck. - George Carlin Maybe this world is another planet's Hell. - Aldous Huxley Capital punishment turns the state into a murderer. But imprisonment turns the state into a gay dungeon-master. - Emo Philips The planet is fine, the people are fucked. - George Carlin Let's Ban Humans. They All Suck Anyway. - Unknown A cop stopped me for speeding. He said, "Why were you going so fast?" I said, "See this thing my foot is on? It's called an accelerator. When you push down on it, it sends more gas to the engine. The whole car just takes right off. And see this thing? This steers it." - Stephen Wright Paranoids are people too; they have their own problems. It's easy to critize, but if everybody h

Alien Life Can Survive Trip To Earth
We could have alien origins, say scientists who sent fossilized microscopic life-forms into space and back inside an artificial meteorite. The researchers attached the baseball-size rock to the outside of the European Space Agency's Foton M3 spacecraft to test whether biological material could survive the round-trip journey. Sculpted from stone from the Orkney Islands in northern Scotland, the rock contained fossilized microbes and the molecular signatures of microbes. The unmanned spacecraft was launched by rocket from Kazakhstan's Baikonur Cosmodrome carrying 43 experiments. The craft landed in Kazakhstan on September 26 after orbiting the planet for 12 days. "In the bit of rock we got back, some biological compounds have survived," said project leader John Parnell from the University of Aberdeen in Scotland. Preliminary findings suggest that it's possible simple organisms could arrive via meteorites, he said. The research also suggests that living microbes would likely have survi

Cheap Car
Ok this kinda for anybody from N.C., my son is looking for a cheap car that is in good shape, and doesn't have alot to pay for it. He's in college and needs a means of transportation to and from. He is a good kid who was awarded a Scholarship to college in the 7th grade. So if anybody knows where to find a good car around $500.oo it would really be appreciated.

Bon Jovi Tour Dates (2)
Montreal, Quebec - Bell Centre - 11/15/07 Set List INTRO LOST HIGHWAY BAD NAME RAISE YOUR HANDS RUNAWAY RADIO SAVED MY LIFE SUMMERTIME WHOLE LOT OF LEAVIN' BORN TO BE MY BABY STORY OF MY LIFE WE GOT IT GOIN' ON IT'S MY LIFE BAD MEDICINE W/ SHOUT THESE DAYS - RICHIE VOX (YOU WANT TO) MAKE A MEMORY I'LL BE THERE FOR YOU BED OF ROSES LAY YOUR HANDS ON ME HAVE A NICE DAY FAITH WHO SAYS YOU CAN'T GO HOME PRAYER ENCORE: HALLELUJAH WANTED I LOVE THIS TOWN TREAT HER RIGHT BON JOVI LOST HIGHWAY WOLD TOUR 2008 BON JOVI LOST HIGHWAY WORLD TOUR 2008 ..> Sat, Nov 17, 2007 7:30 PM Scotiabank Place Kanata - Canada Bon Jovi w/ Hedley SOLD OUT Mon, Nov 19, 2007 7:30 PM John Labatt Centre London - Canada Bon Jovi w/ Hedley SOLD OUT Thu, Dec 6, 2007 7:30 PM Air Canada Centre Toronto - Canada Bon Jovi w/ Hedley SOLD OUT Fri, Dec 7, 2007 7:00 PM Air Canada Centre Toronto - Canada Bon Jovi w/ Hedley SOLD OUT Sun, Dec 9, 2007 7:00 PM

How Many Women With Menopause Does It Take To Change A Light Bulb?
Q: How many women with MENOPAUSE does it take to change a light bulb? Woman's Answer: One! ONLY ONE!!!! And do you know WHY? Because no one else in this house knows HOW to change a light bulb! They don't even know that the bulb is BURNED OUT!! They would sit in the dark for THREE DAYS before they figured it out. And, once they figured it out, they wouldn't be able to find the dumb light bulbs despite the fact that they've been in the SAME CABINET for the past 17 YEARS! But if they did, by some miracle of God, actually find them, 2 DAYS LATER, the chair they dragged to stand on to change the STUPID light bulb would STILL BE IN THE SAME SPOT!!!!! AND UNDERNEATH IT WOULD BE THE WRAPPER THE STINKIN' LIGHT BULBS CAME IN!!! BECAUSE NO ONE EVER PICKS UP OR CARRIES OUT THE GARBAGE!!!! IT'S A WONDER WE HAVEN'T ALL SUFFOCATED FROM THE PILES OF GARBAGE THAT ARE A FOOT DEEP THROUGHOUT THE ENTIRE HOUSE!! IT WOULD TAKE AN ARMY TO CLEAN THIS PLACE! AND DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON WHO CHANG

From Tick To Tock
This is actually one of my favorite pieces, I wrote it late into my Junior Year. It may be morbid but I love it. tick tock watch the clock eyes wont open don't look so shocked the clock stops the pendulum falls glass shatters babies cry dreams die and darkness kills the light hush now settle my dear quiet now as the needle works stitch stitch through the lips, then the eyelids strain in vain against the chains cry tears of blood scream muffled shrieks sob and weep until the filth feel the dirt and smell the earth feel the softness that lies beneath beg and gravel but no more mercy dwindling space darker still gasp for breath in your lungs only filth calm now no more protest weak and silent slip into sleep's deepest hush now settle my dear feel the knife the edge cuts deep scream and screech another slash bawl, weep squeal, squeak flowing tears pleading gasps sharp point pressed to tender flesh starts to spin burrow deep trickle

I Hate You
I hate the way you make me feel, I'll never be good enough for you and it tears me apart Use me up till you feel better then toss me aside, what are friends for right It makes me cry when I think bout it, could never say what I want to cause it wouldn't make a difference So I sit and stay quiet watch you go about your business, only the people you feel closest to can hurt you like this I hate the way you make me feel, cause as hard as I try I can't hate you at all

Story Behind The Killa Pussy Name
My friend gave me the name Killa Pussy awhile ago. She says that foreplay now requires heart paddles and epi shots in my life. All of this is simply because my ex had a heart attack while we were having sex....he did live through it. Then I broke both of my vibes. Hey what can I say?

Nathan's Return Home!!
Ok.. My high school sweetheart, who I am still friends with, found this video on YOUTUBE about his brother's homecoming from Afganistan. We don't know who it was that posted it... but it's awesome! I just had to share it with everyone... this is the site I would love to see for all of our Soldiers... to come home safely!

Circumstance
My heart is breaking in two Not only because of you Circumstances and the laws of nature never seem to coincide they crash they collide they fight and torment I miss what we could have had and I miss even more what we did have I want so much yet so little From life Not you I just want you to be a part of it I want to be a part of it untrap me lead me to freedom show me there is still light at the end of this dark and dreary world I am in Do I ask to much? If I do please let me know so I may see An original work by Tess AKA: TygerLily © Copyright 2005

Jackies Poem For Me
This is from my girlfriend Jackie who is my oldest and dearest internet friend and whom I miss so much. I love you Jackie and always will TY for being apart of my life as long as you have I was truly blessed! xoxoxo Love Tese Theresa's Heart copyright 2005 Jackie McCormick Like a song she came into my life Friendship offered freely Young, talented, beautiful She shared with me so much We shared some of our lives Many things in common We have both known great joy Known great pain Theresa's heart is special It has been touched by angels Sent by God Purity, loyalty, respect Like a whisper she told me so much With words spoken and unspoken Feelings shared Love abounding Theresa's heart so loving So in need of understanding I feel her pain, her need For calm and inner peace God be with you my friend For you have brought me yourself I embrace you with Loving hugs and blessings of friendships

Blacksmith
It's weird, for years, like 9 years, I've wanted to be a computer programmer, I've wanted to make video games. A couple of nights ago I made a comment on how "being a blacksmith is the most 'metal' career there is", you know, as a pun. Now all of a sudden all I can think about is being a blacksmith... I'm not sure what to do, I have untill spring to decide what I want to do, but I just don't know if its a foolish dream or not... I was told I could make approximatly $2000-$4000 just for shoeing a horse, and thats only like $100 dollars worth of metal. It'd be a lot of work but... thats a lot of money. Plus, how badass would it be to be able to make yourself a full suit of armor and a greatsword, AND due to your job be able to weild them like its nothing? At the same time though, I have so manye ideas for video games... and I know I could make tons of money doing that if I make a major title... And I'd know I'd make a quality game that I'd be proud to play... Also bein

Terminally Ill
T he gift of life is never more or less. E ither days or years are merely moments. R everence remains the source of bliss. M ore memories do not increase remembrance. I f death must early come, then let it be N or more nor less than if it had come late: A part of a much larger mystery, L eaving wind and wisdom in its wake. L onging is the music of our sphere, Y earning for a time past time and space I n which all that we love is ever here, L ove everlasting, which is now our grace, L iving with us more than we can bear.

11/21/07
"Shopping is dangerous for you right now. It won't cause any physical harm, but you are seriously at risk of buyer's regret. Have a sensible friend or coworker tag along to keep you grounded." Are you kidding?? Shopping is my favorite sport. :-( Sad.

New Addiction
When I close my eyes I see his face and it comforts me. I can still hear his heart pounding in my head and it soothes my soul. His warm embrace fills me with a sense of safety that I fail to find anywhere else. Gazing into his eyes I'm transfixed; I can't seem to get away, I'm lost. Lost but not trying to find a way back; I'm enjoying it too much. Only when I look into his eyes that time seems to stop. When I close my eyes I can still see him smiling at me for no reason. I feel my face redden and start to burn. Blushing, I lower my head to hide it only to have him lift my chin and smile warmly at me. Pulling me close he holds me. Dying to kiss him, I force myself to wait, not wanting to seem too desperate, even though the suspense is killing me inside. Finally he gives in and kisses me; setting my soul soaring high as an eagle. Breatheless he leaves me as he gently pulls away. I'm left standing there transfixed in his gaze, trying to recapture my breath as I'm held captive; I'm complet

I Am
I am the man who gets the nod at the door. The one the bouncers are told about. The one who gets in. I am the one who doesn't carry an ID because I don't need it. The one whom everyone greets, the one that everyone likes. I am the one the guys wish to be, the one the girls wish to do. I am the one who inspires jealousy, the guy who gets the wink from the woman that every man wants. I am “that guy” that everyone mentions, I am whispered about in dark corners and drunken parties. I am Legend. I am a wanderer, a rogue, a transient. I live out of hotels, sleep in my office, my car, friends’ houses. I am never in the same place 2 nights in a row. I have tried to settle down, to be consistent, to have a place of my own…it does not work. I am homeless. I am the nicest man you will ever meet, the loyalist of friends. I care deeply, love passionately. I am a passionate man, and if you can bring it to the surface, I will be the best lover you ever have. I am delusional I am skilled

Special Friends!!!
Everyone of us at some point meet a special person who fills our lives and shows us much concern As your friend and as your guiding star they support you and in life make you go far Their love always sparkles in our lonely life and they are with us sharing all our strife You smile knowing this person is there and for us this person truly and dearly cares They hold us close and wipe away our tears to our every need and wants they hear When we are down they are the first to know they will do anything to make our face glow They will open our eyes to many new things and within our soul they will make joy ring They are special and dear to your heart and from you they will never part Of all the things that God seems to send I'm thankful most for him making you my friend

Cat Lovers
Miacis, the primitive ancestor of cats, was a small, tree-living creature of the late Eocene period, some 45 to 50 million years ago. oenician cargo ships are thought to have brought the first domesticated cats to Europe in about 900 BC. The first true cats came into existence about 12 million years ago and were the Proailurus. The ancient Egyptians were the first to tame the cat (in about 3000 BC), and used them to control pests. Statues of cats were placed outside the house to protect the inhabitants and to ward off evil spirits. This showed scientists that the cat had become an integral part of the ancient Egyptian family life. Also, in ancient Egypt, Cats were not only protected by almost every occupant of Egypt, but also by the law. So extreme infact was the devoutness of the Egyptian culture to the cat, that if a human killed a feline, either intentionally or unintentionally, that human was sentenced to death. Laws were set that also forbid the exportation of cats, though more

Poetry
**********************************************Here are some poems of mine,copywritten by me.I hope someone out there enjoys them.;-)************************************************ ~The Poison Berry~ The tempting flower takes her No matter how hard she tries For it is stronger than her, From time to time She drinks the poison berry As I watch her spirit die... ************************************************* ~Apology~ She forever loved him in a time long ago She embraced his soul like no other A love so rare He kept her heart in his hand When noone was watching he crushed it with his fingers Just to watch it bleed He tried piecing it back together But panicked as her blood swam away He found all the pieces,so he thought it was ok But yet her sould cried out From so far away The pain was so deep How could he hurt her so All the love they shared Suddenly slipped away He told her he was sorry As her broken heart slowly healed She was to

Xmas Wish List
Christmas wish list All you have to do is post this and let people check off what they would want to do to you. No pressure people. No judgement. [ ]Hug [ ]Kiss on cheek [ ]Kiss on lips [ ]Hold hands [ ]Cuddle [ ]Sit on your lap [ ]Sit on my lap [ ]Go on a date with you [ ]Just be friends [ ]Be more than friends [ ]Love me [ ]Like me [ ]Kiss under the Mistletoe [ ]Get to know me more [ ]be with me [ ]just hangout with me [ ]Hold me [ ]Love me for ever till the day you die [ ]Hurt me [ ]Call me [ ]Be there for me [ ]Makeout Repost this as "Christmas list' Check the one and message me

Utterly Alone
Utterly Alone I fell my heart begin to break I nolonger want these fellings Sorrow madness deppression they enter my heart Utterly Alone that is what I am Utterly Alone From Now utill for ever This darkness enters me Closeing me untill the end of my life I will close my heart forever Darkness enters me Destorying everything I turn and walk way Never to fell again Uttlery Alone I want this all to end My sorrow as taken over My life when will it end maybe then I will know true happness Nothingness enters me controling everything slowly I die inside Inside I cry Utterly Alone Utterly Alone I wish I could die maybe then this emptyness will leave me Death to my Heart Its has caused me too much pain now Sorrow enters me killing everything Now I will walk away Into the darkness Uttlery Alone Come Unto Me!!!!!!!Brand Frekin New song Time Time

Pray For Baby Allyssa Update Nov 28th 1:30pm Est
Update as of Nov 28th 1:30pm EST. Today is a good day. She is looking good, moving well, and sleeping alot. Today is her resting day tomarrow starts the second set of surgery. Her vitals are strong and lungs are not any worse. Thanks you again for all the support. Click here to go to the Local TV News Artical HEAVENLY FATHER I CALL ON YOU RIGHT NOW IN A SPECIAL WAY. IT IS THROUGH YOUR POWER THAT ALLYSSA WAS CREATED. EVERY BREATH SHE TAKES, EVERY MORNING SHE WAKES , AND EVERY MOMENT OF EVERY HOUR, IS UNDER YOUR POWER.FATHER,I ASK YOU NOW TO TOUCH ALLYSSA WITH THAT SAME POWER. FOR IF YOU CREATED HER FROM NOTHING YOU CAN CERTAINLY RECREATE HER. FILL AYLLSSA WITH THE HEALING POWER OF YOUR SPIRIT. CAST OUT ANYTHING THAT SHOULD NOT BE IN HER, MEND WHAT IS BROKEN: ROOT OUT ANY UNPRODUCTIVE CELLS, OPEN ANY BLOCK ARTERIES OR VEINS AND REBUILD ANY DAMAGED AREA,OR TISSUES, REMOVE ALL INFLAMMATION AND CLEANSE ANY INFECTION. LET THE WARMTH OF YOUR HEALING LOVE PASS THROUGH ALLYSSA BO

I've Been Kissed!!
I have officially been KISSED!!! Thanks!! 660726 - Angl - 1775 A secret admirer has sent you a bough of mistletoe, which enters you in a contest to determine the most kissable male and female on Fubar.For more information, please see my blog. http://www.fubar.com/blog/147861 This user has kissed you 250 times. 660726 - Angl - 1525 A secret admirer has sent you a bough of mistletoe, which enters you in a contest to determine the most kissable male and female on Fubar.For more information, please see my blog. http://www.fubar.com/blog/147861 This user has kissed you 1500 times! 660726 - Angl - 25 You've been given a bough of mistletoe, which enters you in a contest to determine the most kissable male and female on Fubar.For more information, please see my blog. http://www.fubar.com/blog/147861 This user has kissed you 25 times.

Vision Of Life
we all have a vision of the way we think life is or we want it to be the question is what is the truth the answers are all about what is is that you want but the problem is do you really know because most dont. You make your life not someone else so stop complaining and do it

A Christmas Poem
A Christmas Poem 'Twas the night before Christmas, and God it was neat The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat The doors were all bolted, and the phone off the hook It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. Momma in her teddy, and I in the nude. Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube When out on the lawn there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner and poor momma went dry. Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangy reindeer. With a fat little driver, half out of his sled, A sock in his ear, and a bra on his head. Sure as I'm speaking, he was as high as a kite. And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Whoa Shithead, whoa Asshole, whoa Stupid, whoa Putz, Either slow down this rig or I

Murphey's Laws Of Combat
Murphy's Laws of Combat Recommended by: Jim Cook Recoiless rifles...aren't. Suppressive fire.....won't. Friendly fire.....isn't. Automatic weapons....aren't. Incoming fire has right-of-way. If the enemy is in range, so are you. When in doubt, empty the magazine. A sucking chest wound is nature's way of telling you it's time to slow down. Never draw fire, it irritates everyone around you. Anything you do can get you shot...including doing nothing. Make it tough enough for the enemy to get in and you won't be able to get out. Never share a foxhole with anyone braver than yourself. Professionals are predictable, amateurs are dangerous. The easy way is always mined. Try to look unimportant, they may be low on ammo. No battle plan ever survives contact with the enemy. If you're short of everything but the enemy, you're in a combat zone. If your attack is going really well, it's an ambush. No combat-r

I've Made A Decision!
WHEN I POST A PICTURE, I SEE WHO RUNS OVER TO IT. THERE ARE 20 PEOPLE AND 9 RATES. THANK YOU. SO BECAUSE OF THIS, (I feel like your taking advantage of me) I AM MAKEING MY PICS FOR FAMILY ONLY. I AM NOT SORRY. YOU ALL SHOULD HAVE BEEN A BETTER FRIEND

Jolly Jelly Thumbprints
Everybody can put their "mark" on these cookies. RECIPE INGREDIENTS: 1 cup (2 sticks) unsalted butter, softened 1/2 cup firmly packed brown sugar 1 large egg 1 teaspoon vanilla extract 3 cups all-purpose flour 1/2 teaspoon salt Granulated sugar for rolling the cookies in About 1/2 cup jelly or preserves 1. In a large bowl, using a wooden spoon, cream the butter and brown sugar together until smooth. Stir in the egg and vanilla extract until combined. 2. Gradually stir in the flour and salt. Cover the dough and refrigerate it for at least 1 to 2 hours or until the dough is firm enough to roll into balls. 3. Heat the oven to 350. Form scant tablespoonfuls of the dough into 1-inch balls. Roll the balls in a bowl of granulated sugar. Place the balls on an ungreased baking sheet, leaving 2 inches between them. 4. Using your thumb, your knuckle, or the end of a wooden spoon, press an indentation into the center of each cookie. If the cookie cracks, just press the c

Here We Go
THESE ARE IN ORDER OF PRIORITY, CONTESTS THEN GIVE AWAYS. MAKE SURE YOU RATE THEM ALL. PLEASE KEEP INTOUCH WITH MIZZ SHADY OR MS. RETTA IF YOU NEED TO BE ADDED. MIZZ SHADY NEEDS 10,000 FOR A VIP AND A TOTAL OF 50,000 FOR A HAPPY HOUR. MUAH, WE ALL LOVE MZ. SHADY BOTH OF THESE NEED 25,000 EACH. SIMPLE! AND BECAUSE I LOVE MY FRIENDS STOP BY AND SHOW THESE SOME LOVIN', OH HELL YEAH...IT'S HELLCAT....LOVE ON HER. ****THIS WILL BE POSTED OVER AND OVER AGAIN. PLEASE REPOST EVERYTIME YOU READ IT.****

Chemistry
How do you really know when there is "Chemistry" between you and another person? How do you know if it is really chemistry or if it is something else, such as wanting something you can't have, simply physical attraction, or just being lonely? What does "Chemistry" actually mean? Is it how well, your personalities interact, or is it how a person makes you feel when you are around them, or maybe there is something deeper, more spiritual? Well, I believe that "Chemistry" is actually a combination of all of those things and more. "Chemistry" to me signifies the interweaving of different aspects of feelings, both physical and spiritual/emotional of two individuals. Dictionary.com defines "Chemistry" in the following manner: 1. the science that deals with the composition and properties of substances and various elementary forms of matter. Compare element (def. 2). 2. chemical properties, reactions, phenomena, etc.: the chemistry of carbon. 3. the interaction of one per

Cherokee Marriages, Courtships And Such
Members of the same clan were considered to be near relatives who were not allowed to intermarry. In ancient times, Cherokees seldom married a second time, since the only second marriages considered honorable were those involving a brother's widow who needed a man to provide for her. There were several ways of making proposals and consummating marriages. In one way, when a young man wanted to marry a young woman, he spoke with this parents and her parents, and sometimes with a brother from each of the participating clans, whose consent was essential. When all parties agreed, a time was set for the married, and the priest who would officiate was notified. Early in the morning on the marriage day, the priest obtained two roots of a certain kind and laid them a small distance apart on the palm of his hand. Then, with his face turned toward the east, he prayed, asking whether the bride and groom were meant for one another and whether they would live long and happily together. If the an

Shiny Objects.
There has and always will be in each and every human the need for bigger, better shinier objects. From the simplest things such as new shoes to more complex desires such as partners, cars, houses, and entertainment. Where do we draw the line to contentment? What exactly is it that drives us to the need to possess the newest, coolest, shiniest object we can find? Perhaps the answer lies in the question itself, as any intelligent person would plainly see by the question alone how frivolous a task this is. We seek that which others or ourselves would find to be something more special than the next person has. It's not so much a matter of possession at all so much as having possession of something bigger, better, stronger, faster and shinier to place ourselves up 1 step higher than the next person. To most people a newer car would surely be the way to go and of course you'll see quite a few new shiny cars on the roads driven by total idiots who god only knows managed to get a drivers

Without You
I am thinking about you Even in my dreams you are there in my soul it won't let you out of my mind There is nothing that is going to stop it until i am with you feeling your touch feeling your kisses Wanting to feel your warm breath touching my skin as you hold me as night There will be nothing in my life worth fighting for until I am with you You are the sun in my hair the wind in my face the air that i breath You are the one that means everything ot me and my life won't be complete until i am with Holding you close to me feeling the love that both of us so much need from eachother Wakin up next to you and having you smile at me as you kiss me that sweet morning kiss There is only one thing that i want one thing i need that is to be with you

Do You Want Someone For President Who Want Vote 4 English 2 B Our Main Language?
"All that is necessary for the triumph of evil is for good men to do nothing!" Edmund Burke 33 Senators Voted Against English as America's Official Language June 6, 2007 On Wed, 6 June 2007,Colonel Harry Riley USA ret. wrote: "Senators, your vote against an amendment to the Immigration Bill 1348, to make English America's official language is astounding. On D-Day no less when we honor those tha t sacrificed in order to secure the bedrock character and principles of America. I can only surmise your vote reflects a loyalty to illegal aliens." "I don't much care where you come from, what your religion is, whether you're black, white or some other color, male or female, democrat, republican or independent, but I do care when you're a United States Senator, representing citizens of America and vote against English as the official language of the United States" "Your vote ref lects betrayal, political surrender, violates your pledge of allegiance, dishonors historical

Urine Test
URINE TEST............ Like a lot of folks in this state, I have a job. I work, they pay me. I pay my taxes and the government distributes my taxes as it sees fit. In order to get that paycheck, I am required to pass a random urine test with which I have no problem. What I do have a problem with is the distribution of my taxes to people who don't have to pass a urine test. Shouldn't one have to pass a urine test to get a welfare check because I have to pass one to earn it for them?? Please understand, I have no problem with helping people get back on their feet. I do on the other hand have a problem with helping someone sitting on their ass, doing drugs, while I work... Can you imagine how much money the state would save if people had to pass a urine test to get a public assistance check ????? Pass this along if you agree or simply delete if you don't. Hope you all will pass it along, though.... something has to change in this country and soon!

You Know What Grinds My Gears?
Texas, I know you, BELIEVE your the biggest, even clame to be the biggest... but you lost, get over it, REALLY..... ALASKA WON. Alaska is 1,477,268 sq miles, and Texas is like 680,438,000 sqmiles, Ummm yeah Alaskas bigger... by about DOUBLE Thats not all i have on Texas either. Toehead Creek is another one, and lets not forget Git-r-Dun! And who's job is it to "mess with Texas?" The "Don't mess with Texas" campane has been over since the 80's. It's almost the state motto, except it's not easy enough for all the natives. The Texas state motto is one word, "friendship". What kind of flippin' motto is that? I'll tell ya, one that any illiterate r-tard with a first grade education can remember. My opinion is that we should brak the state down into three pieces, West Louisiana, Old New Mexico, and "sorry we killed all those people, here you go Mexico have you land back". Well just call it Mexico. If this offends you.... Well, then you must be from Texas. Please don't start a Hatf

Someone Call The Whaaaambulance, Please
Read from the bottom up.. Im proud my first blocking.. and it was very short and I didnt even have to stalk anyone.. Fake much? http://fubar.com/user/767639 ->Da White S...: AHAHA awww Butthurt?? Da White S...: oh well, you're fuckin loss cunt ->Da White S...: You only have one picture. I dont give out my screen name without salutes sry. Da White S...: to chat with u on there.... ->Da White S...: Why Hun? Da White S...: ???? Da White S...: do u have yahoo or msn messenger?

Pimpin Profiles
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Think You Can Handle Me??
Who Wants To Fu Own Me All you have to do is follow the link bellow. Everything I am offering the winning bidder is also listed bellow. So please stop by and show me some love by placing your bid. And who knows if you win i may throw in a few extras.

Dj Juggalo J & Pimpin Gm
Name: Juggalo J aka Raider69 D.O.B: 11/10/1973 Location: Cali! Marital Status: Married to Cupy Sorry Ladies Favourite Color: Blue Silver and Black Favourite Food: SUbs! Hobbies: Music, Gas Powered R/C Racing, Sports (KINGS and RAIDERS), Karaoke, Pimpin Radio, Computers, Cooking, Camping, Boating... Favourite Movie: Tombstone, Anything 80's, HORROR Movies... Favourite music: Anything that sounds good!!! Dj Style: I mix all genres of music and Juggalo Hours of course!! Best Feature: My eyes, and Ummmm, no keep it clean...LOL Anything else: KEEP JUGGALIN!!!!!! Check me out @ http://fubar.com/user/888447

Back In Hizzy
The house finally past inspection on the heating and air...it only took 4 times to get it right. I think that it's mad shell on there part.so now we are about a month behind so no moving in for x-mas. The contractors talking about maybe the end of next month.

Broken
The morning sun doesn't shine like it used to. It's gone from my desolate sky hidden deep within stale clouds and frozen memories that are constantly bleeding from my now frigid heart. Who am I, but a broken soul wading through recycled tears always towards a dark and ragged shoreline covered with the shattered hopes and shredded dreams that I discarded so long ago. I am lost a remnant of something left abandoned thrown away and forgotten marooned on the deserted island of my own unwanted love. I am cold alone beneath a dark and distorted sky collapsed within my own naked sobs with salty icicles cascading down my face only to drip and land into charred piles of burning ash. I am broken… …so broken.

Attention All House Heads
Come party with us (KC, STEVEO & KG) Every Sunday Nite Ladies Night no cover Free buffet 5 PM til 2 AM @ Golden Girls Lounge 87th and Loomis on Chicago's South Side. Drink specials til 10 PM. $5 Martini's $5 Patron shots Hourly shot giveaways. Free shots given away for 1 hour Don't know the exact hour, so come early Old School House music Disco and Underground played all night long with DJ Shaun (that's me) and DJ Mookey Mook. December 23, come join us for our Christmas Party

The Night Before X-mas
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WIL

Thanks!
I am new to all this so I just wanted to make sure I say thanks and acknowledge everyone!! Since I am still taking baby steps around the bar!! You all have made me feel real welcome and I just wanted to say thank you!!! All my best....... Christa

Gonna Be Sum Changes
THERES GONNA BE SUM CHANGES ON "MY FUBAR" IM GOING TO BE DELETEIN A LOT OF PEOPLE WHO ARE JUST TAKEIN UP SPACE ON MY LIST...... THERE WILL BE PEOPLE IN MY FAMILY LIST WHO WILL BE KNOCKED DOWN TO JUST BEIN A TOP FRIEND.... MY FAMILY LIST WILL ONLY HAVE MY PEEPS IN IT WHO SHOW ME LOVE PEOPLE WHO RATE ME SAY HELLO EVERYONCE IN A WHILE.....THERE ARE SO MANY PEEPS ON MY LIST ITS GETTIN TO BUSY WHERE I CANT SEE MY NEW FRIENDS OR EVEN SEE WHO NEEDS HELP...SO THATS HOW ITS GONNA BE IF U DONT LIKE IT OH WELL DELETE YASELF.... MUCH LOVE MUAAAH! DREAMS

Bound For A New Adventure
I believe I am no longer destined to be in this world. I cant deal with all the crap anymore. I have been here before but this time there is no one here to stop me. I am bound for a new adventure. The Ultimate adventure. I was in pain in this world, but where I am going I will no longer be in pain. Everyone wil be better off without me around causing pain and trouble. To all of my friends, I cherished your friendship more than any of you will ever know. If I made your lives hell at one point or another I am sorry. To my family, I am sorry but you knew this was coming. To my husband, I love you more than life itself which is why i have decided to embark on this journey. I can no longer watch myself hurt you anymore. I realize that my death will hurt you, but grief soon fades. Do not mourn for me. Just remember who I was before all the medications and mental illness. I was happy once and will be again. To my children, I loved you with all my heart and soul. I am not taking my life becau

List Of Contestants
I will start this contest today Wednesday December 12th at 6 pm central time . It will end on December 22 at 6 pm . Here is a list of each contestant . Click on their photos when the contest starts to vote for them. Good luck to everyone .

Chocolate Bunnys Train Updated...
This is my first Train!!! All you have to do is Fan, Rate and Add The Rules Are Simple. You must add fan,rate and add the host..... 1 Must fan, rate and add all riders... 2 Send me a private message telling me you are finished adding everyone and then I Will Add You 3 When Adding Others on my Train pls put Chocolate Bunnys Train Or You Will NOT BE ADDED!!! 4 Level 1 must have a Picture fudgesicle33@ fubar ReallyThick@ fubar *Sweetlips*L.U.V.CLUB .*DEMON CREW FAMILY*LOW RIDERS LOUNGE GREETER*THE SISTERHOOD*@ fubar ¤£a$T ? oƒ Å ? D¥in ßR??d¤ ÅKÅ~ §€XÏ £i£ ß*TÇh ~IBN ~@ fubar EmilyIMAX™ "THE IMAX EXPERIENCE~see more, hear more, feel more"@ fubar ~JoAnna~*Happy Holidays~~Leave my presents under my tree* thanks!@ fubar girlnextdoor***married to Sandro*** still totally lost and insane@ fubar Þøóµ ßêå® Greeter of Bi chics house of pain

Let Me Love You
I want to love you like you've never been loved before. It's not just physically, but such a mental love that you can feel deeply Let me caress your mind with my heart let me kiss your soul so very softly let me stroke your heart so tenderly as a mother's gentle kiss of her new born baby for the very first time It has to be mental, before it's ever physical let me slowly make sweet love to your mind let me love you.........

Maybe Someday I Will Understand
Why friends have to back stab you and tell you lies. Why ex boyfriends tell you one thing and someone else another. Well im done makin friends and im doin with stupid fuckin liers, drama, and back stabin friends. To the one that back stab me tonight can kiss my ass. I mean it dont ever talk to me again ever. Dont ever call me again. I mean it. You think im playin try me ass hole. Im done. What you said to me and what you said to your girlfriend is enough lies for me to hear for a year so yeah no more friendship. I know i said i forgive and forget well i gave you your chance and you lost it and im done and another thing if i was so ugly the WHY DID YOU WANT TO MARRY ME???? Stupid...sorry im done

Attitude, After All, Is Everything
READ THIS. LET IT REALLY SINK IN. THEN CHOOSE. John is the kind of guy you love to hate. He is always in a good mood and always has something positive to say. When someone would ask him how he was doing, he would reply, "If I were any better, I would be twins!" He was a natural motivator. If an employee was having a bad day, John was there telling the employee how to look on the positive side of the situation. Seeing this style really made me curious, so one day I went up and asked him, "I don't get it!" You can't be a positive person all of the time. How do you do it?" He replied, "Each morning I wake up and say to myself, you have two choices today. You can choose to be in a good mood or you can choose to be in a bad mood. I choose to be in a good mood." Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be a victim or I can choose to learn from it. I choose to learn from it. Every time someone comes to me complaining, I can choose to accept their

Read On Bumper Stickers
Politicians and diapers should both be changed regularly and for the same reason. Kids in the front seat cause accidents, accidents in the back seat cause kids. Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them Learn from your parent's mistakes - use birth control It's God's job to forgive Bin Laden... It's our job to arrange the meeting -USMC Everyone is entitled to be stupid, but you are abusing the privelege U.S. MARINE CORPS.--Everything destroyed in 30 min. or the next one's free! If pro is the opposite of con, is progress the opposite of Congress? Never Underestimate The Power Of Stupid People In Large Groups If you miss your ex, reload and try again! I have nothing against god, it's his followers that I can't stand I have nothing against god, it's his followers that I can't stand eeght yers ago I coun't evn speel grauduat now i is wun I hate to think after millions of years of evolution you're the end product. It's time to pul

Days Of My Life
taken in by a spell taken into hell at the sound of a bell feeling lost and alone feeling down as if you were to drown feeling down as if you were no more than a clown feeling down hated and discrimadated falling into a hole of sorrow without a soul to borrow lost far south from heaven

Thank You
This goes out to all those brave soldiers that gave the ultimate sacrafice and those who are still there in the fields of battle. This goes out to you all that have served thier call of duty. God bless you all and have a Merry Christmas and Happy New Year. Hope to see you all home soon and safe.