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Fractured Elbow
GUESS WHAT???? Ya I know LOL I fractured my elbow!!!! And I don't even konw how I did it!!!! My right elbow has been bothering me for about 3 weeks at first it was just sore and I figured I slept on it wrong and that it would fix its self!!! then went to the dr finally this week cause it wasn't getting any better and hurting like hell and couldn't move it at all!! And have X RAYS done and yep it is fractured ( also start of tendinitis too) So lucky me out of work so far for 10 days!! And can't aford it!!! But work says can't work cause no light duty for me cause wasn't an on the job indury!!!WTF!!!! So am sitting at home being bored.. girls are loving it!!! Watched Eragon the other day and absolutely loved it!! And want the book to see how clse the movie is to it!! well got a cramp typing with one hand ....So drop me a line and chat cause pretty bored.

Chalkboard Self-dicipline
I will not drink energy drinks after 7:00 pm.I will not drink energy drinks after 7:00 pm.I will not drink energy drinks after 7:00 pm.I will not drink energy drinks after 7:00 pm.I will not drink energy drinks after 7:00 pm.I will not drink energy drinks after 7:00 pm.I will not drink energy drinks after 7:00 pm.I will not drink energy drinks after 7:00 pm.I will not drink energy drinks after 7:00 pm.I will not drink energy drinks after 7:00 pm. You see, in my attempts to be a more personable father/husband in the morning, as well as prepare for a new job sure to involve waking up at un-godly hours of the morning, I have been trying to get to sleep at a better hour. Sleep is one of those things that I just need to have. It's often elusive to me at night, and by morning, I refuse to let it go. The problem is... my wife bought me a case of these store brand energy drinks from Trader Joe's. They are awesome! They taste pretty good, and after 2 of them, I come up with some really creativ

"what Do I Do When I'm Down There?"
"What do I do when I'm down there?" Everyone knows guys are obsessed with oral sex. That's probably why sex therapists and advice columnists receive more questions about it than any other sex act. I've collected the 11 most common oral sex concerns women face so you and your man can both love every minute. Have you ever seen a grown man beg? You will. Where do I start? The basic technique: Cover your teeth with your lips, with your mouth in an "O" shape. Don't stretch your lips, though, keep them loose and soft. With one hand gripping the base of the shaft, make one smooth movement by sliding your (very wet) mouth over his erection, taking him as far into your mouth as is comfortable. Stay there for one to two seconds, then slowly slide back up to the top, making eye contact with him as you reluctantly remove your mouth. (If his eyes are rolling back into his head, you're off to a good start.) Then, to his delight, start again. Slide your mouth repeatedly up and down. Use

Explaining The G Spot
explaining the G spot The g spot was named for the German physician Ernst Grafenberg who first described "an erotic zone located on the anterior wall of the vagina along the course of the urethra that would swell during sexual stimulation." By all non-medical accounts the g spot is just that. It isn't a specific "spot" as much as it is an area that responds to stimulation. There are a variety of different theories as to what the g spot is and why it might feel good. One line of thinking is that the g spot is better described as the female prostate gland, and that like the male prostate it is sensitive to pressure and stimulation. Researchers have also noted that stimulating this area (called the anterior wall, but it is the side nearest your belly button) is likely also stimulating the internal clitoral body and the urethra, both of which are also sensitive to stimulation and can be the sources of great sexual excitement. For some women the g spot is an area that can bring

Criminal
We begin. My hands in a bind. I feel like shit, all the time. Don't know who I am, nor who I was; Where I'm going, nor where I've been. Look, look deep into my dark eyes, and see my fire, Feel me within you, burning up your heart with lust and desire. But I can not touch you, for I am bound at the hands. No one wants this one to be free. He's far too dangerous they say, He needs to be put away. Thrown in a dark corner, and forgotten. Then all of you can be safe, Your precious world untouched and unfucked by yours truly. So everyone join in and toss me out, it's the latest trend. In a freefall that doesn't seem to end. I've never felt more at home, so kick me while I'm down. I just wanted to come into the light. I wanted to belong somewhere. No one wants to accept a bad one gone good. Seems I am stained mi amiga. Look at me now, fighting to stay above water. Facing the black abyss below, I'm not going back. I'm not going

The Women's Club
The Freeland Herald "Wanted, ten women of exceptional beauty who want to become rich overnight. Must meet the following exacting standards. No exceptions will be made. 1. They must be an average housewife. 2. They must test disease and drug free. 3. They must be between the ages of 18 and 30 with a perfect, unflawed body. Each candidate will be paid 10,000 dollars for one night. She must be willing to have bisexual sex with no questions asked. Entries must be mailed to PO Box 171 not later than June 5th. **** Heidi had found the newspaper laying open and read the add twice, wondering if it were serious or some kind of scam. She needed the money so badly. Her husband was a worthless bum and was destined to stay that way for the foreseeable future. He fixed cars when he wanted money and faked illness when he felt lazy. He was ill most of the time, and so was Heidi, sick of looking at his vacant stare and unshaven face. How could the class president become

Wtf!! Art As Nsfw!!
THANK YOU! ALL THE JESUS FUCKERS OUT THER LURKING AND RATING ART AS NSFW! JESUS LOVES YOU VERY MUCH FOR DOING THAT AND IS GOING TO SHOW YOU HIS LOVE FOR ETERNITY BY RAPING YOU IN THE ASS IN HEAVEN! FOREVER!Sorry, Just got this:from: CherryTAP Shopdate: 2007-04-01 21:05:56subject: One of your photos has been marked NSFW.read receipt: Noreplied: No block userOne of your photos has been marked as NSFW (Not Safe For Work). Please make sure ALL your NSFW photos are flagged as NSFW and placed in an NSFW album. Your photo was marked NSFW because it was either offensive or NSFW in nature. Also, your primary photo and all your background photos may not be NSFW photos. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of the CT. You can define a new primary photo and background photos by clicking on images link. Continued violation of CherryTAP policy, will result in your account being deleted without warning.Click here for image.http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=559918&albumid=0&i=22875894

Before He Cheats - Carrie Underwood
Before He Cheats lyrics Right now he's probably slow dancing with a bleached-blond tramp, and she's probably getting frisky... right now, he's probably buying her some fruity little drink cause she can't shoot whiskey... Right now, he's probably up behind her with a pool-stick, showing her how to shoot a combo... And he don't know... That I dug my key into the side of his pretty little suped up 4 wheel drive, carved my name into his leather seat... I took a Louisville slugger to both head lights, slashed a hole in all 4 tires... And maybe next time he'll think before he cheats. Right now, she's probably up singing some white-trash version of Shania karoke.. Right now, she's probably saying "I'm drunk" and he's a thinking that he's gonna get lucky, Right now, he's probably dabbing on 3 dollars worth of that bathroom cologne... And he don't know... That I dug my key into the side of his pretty little suped up 4 wheel drive, carved my name into his leather

Babble On Pt. 3
The future. Greatness. Desire. It's just within reach. Sure it's a long road, but half the fun of it is just being ON that road. All these years, and I'm just now making the turn. I'm in the final stages of the screening for this government job. I already have it... I just have to do physicals and paperwork. It will have me working 4 10 hour days a week. It's perfect for giving me time to make my art. Especially since it's federal. Huge promotion potential... good benefits... job security... and the stability to both have a family, and be an artist. It's probably a shit job, but I promise you... I've had worse, and as long as I can do what I please with my free time, I'll be happy. The Greatness? Oh, I almost forgot. I'm a bit of an optimist. It's not so much to a fault, because I can usually convey my vision to a person well enough for them to want to be a part of it. In a way, it's a tool for acquiring allies, and in my kind of art... you need them. So, to achieve greatness, I ha

Sex Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Doing It On That Time Of Month
I thought I'd just gotten off of that time of the month, so I went to my man's to get it on. Well, he is really good with his hands so he's sitting there finger fucking me good and hard. I feel as if I'm about to orgasm and cum all over his hand, when he looks down and sees blood on his fingers as he's doing this. Apparently, he didn't cut his fingernails short enough and scraped me open...Well, needless to say, he stops and looks at his fingers. He nearly pukes on my because of the sight and smell of blood...I don't blame him, but to not want to do me when I'm on that time is silly...He says he wants his red wings, and in a way, I think he got them!

Good Night My Love
Tara... As l have come to you countless times In spirit at night. I see you in your bed as i brush your hair. You are looking so sweet tonight My baby at night as you rest there. All I know is in you I am truely satisfied And I am in love with you.. So peaceful I see your body reclining there. I reach out to tenderly touch you, but just stop to stare. Can not help myself, our bodies are so soft touching together. Your so very pretty laying there. So....Good Night, Good Night my love I hope that you sleep tight. Until the moon fades, and ushers in the morning light. My love is most beautiful when she is asleep,....and no one on the world can see her....but me.

A Journey In Darkness
I walk along this frozen road With nothing but the ruthless wind as my guide I've been here many times before Crying frozen tears for the life I still live Again I reach out in the dark Still nothing's there for me Everything seems so meaningless On this Journey into Darkness If this is how it's meant to be Then let the end come take me tonight I sail along these frozen waters With nothing but the deadly silence as my guide I've been here many times before Crying frozen tears for the grave that lies empty Again I reach out in the dark Still nothing's there for me Everything seems so meaningless On this Journey into Darkness If this is how it's meant to be Then let the end come take me tonight

All Women
I have three important messages today for all women who are concerned about the prevention and treatment of breast cancer - in other words: all women. Message One: If your doctor prescribes chemotherapy, this is the question that must be asked: Is the cancer estrogen driven? Most women are still not aware that about 75 percent of breast cancer tumors in postmenopausal women are estrogen driven. For these estrogen receptor-positive tumors, chemo has little or no effect, while treatment with tamoxifen (a synthetic hormone-like drug that prevents estrogen from binding to breast cancer cells) has been shown to be far more effective than chemo, even if the cancer has spread to lymph nodes. Message Two: If you take tamoxifen to prevent breast cancer, there's good news and bad news. The good news: (Journal of the National Cancer Institute) Results from the International Breast Cancer Intervention Study (IBIS) showed that risk of estrogen receptor-positive tumor

Not Really A Poem.
I stare into the void called reality, thinking of her. Many other women run through my mind, but she stands out. I don't know why. Feelings of anxiety and depression come over me, because I never know what to do. To tell her or not. Sometimes I like to sit, hold it in, and let the feelings gnaw at my empty stomach. Sometimes I would rather surprise her with a passionate kiss. Three and a half months I've known her, but for the last few weeks, I've wanted to embrace her for walking into my life. But I couldn't tell her how I feel. The words would sound awkward coming out of my mouth. I'm not exactly a very smooth talker. I'm a klutz and a screw-up. Actually, I'm not a klutz, but it felt good to write it down. However, I do have my good moments. Like it says in my profile, I'm an awkward soul. How can anybody like an awkward soul?

Female Veterans Slam Va Citing Lack Of Services
Female veterans slam VA citing lack of services Sex abuse, PTSD among problems By Michael Gisick It happened at a Christmas party on a U.S. air base in Germany in 1990. Christin McKinley was a 20-year-old military police officer with the U.S. Air Force, six months out of boot camp and eager to prove herself. In a few weeks, her country and its allies would launch the first Gulf War. She wanted, she says, to be one of the boys. That night, one of the boys, a staff sergeant who was also one of her supervisors, pulled her into a bathroom. She told him no, she says, but he covered her mouth, pinned her down and raped her. Among the growing ranks of female veterans, McKinley, an Albuquerque resident, is disturbingly far from alone. About 3,000 sexual assaults were reported in the military last year, a 24 percent increase over 2005, according to a Department of Defense report issued in mid-March. Of 188 women now being treated through a clinic for post-traumati

A Day In The So Called Life...
Fuck i just want to hang myself but it wouldnt end it soon enough.They took my guns so i cant shoot myself.Id cut myself but id like it too much.I just want to call it a life and go on.......

Rob
To Year of the Dragon and Razor, Good afternoon. I do hope you are having a great Easter. I, as you can see, have to work. I have read your blurb about avoiding being bounced from the mumms, and decided that you were just the critter I needed to speak to. I contacted 5 bouncers yesterday, all with the same message, which follows... Howdy, User http://cherrytap.com/user/681563 has taken my primary pic, adulterated it, and is using it as HIS primary pic...as an insult. Is that something I just need to deal with? He's been blocked for ages, but apparently can still rip photos. Thanks, Gene Only two of these 'bouncers', all of who were on line, bothered to reply at all. BOTH replies were to "block the offending user. We can't get involved in member disputes." So much for the theory that the bouncers DO read what is presented to them. In every posting window, this statement is posted... NOTE: If you post content that is offensive, adult, or NSFW (Not Safe

Clubbing :)
ok just got back from clubbing the night away as is 3am here and god was it a good night thanks to the twins whi where ALOT of fun the their friend and to the crazy lady who wanted me to tease her and anoy her boyfriend or someone well it worked and alot of fun was had by all and of course thanks to kdog ben glennda and sandy for having a great night and to next weekend hope you all are having fun too and stop by to say hi if you want btw ive have a few too many drinks so it might be a very random chat if you do any way have fun :) tp xxx

Thank You
I just want too thank every one for the love and support!! As everyone knows my sister and I just lost our grandfather on Friday.. I won't be on much, but I will check in from time to time and let everyone know how we're doin! Thanxs again everyone and have a great week!! :)) Jenn

Among This Barrack Hell
I sit alone mong these barrack walls dark as night cold as fall shadows creep among these barrack walls the sound of silence night time calls the creatures cackle at the midnight moon the fog slowly dances with it's eerie gloom I take a view from the jailed window where tranformality sets of spiderwebs And the scent of neglect Take action to where i once thought humanity remained But now life stricken to death by such an act of indulgence of overwhelming emotion blood dripped thoughts of pure departure.. I elude my self from happiness and descending to sadness as the bloody tears frame around my eyez The existance of tomorrow seized Upon my face Without no expression.... As i remain among these barrack walls!....

Dangerous Food
A dietician was once addressing a large audience in Chicago. "The material we put into our stomachs is enough to have killed most of us sitting here, years ago. Red meat is awful. Vegetables can be disastrous, and none of us realizes the germs in our drinking water. "But there is one thing that is the most dangerous of all and we all of us eat it. Can anyone here tell me what lethal product I'm referring to? You, sir, in the first row, please give us your idea." The man lowered his head and said, "Wedding cake."

Teardrops Falling From The Clouds
Storm clouds passing by high above theor torment and anger i want no part of i dont care for the lightning nor the thunder nor do i wish for the storm to go under instead i sit swinging in my yard swing wanting and wishing for the rain the storm will bring when the sweet rain falls my tears can be free released in front of the world but no one can see such an irony that flows from my eyes releasing all their truths but the rain covers them with their lies tears on my pillow isnt the same for me they fall only to be captured thats not how i want it to be so for now i sit waiting for the rain so my heart can cleanse itself of its heartache and pain once again ill feel better when the rain falls to greet my heart and when the rain passes my refreshed eyes see a new start next time the storm comes whether quiet or loud ill be out on my swing waiting to catch the teardrops alling from the clouds.

The Extent Of The Damage.
AIGHT, SO AS SOME OF YOU MAY KNOW, I RUN A VINTAGE MOVIE AND CULT VAULT VIDEO SHOP.RECENTLY IT GOT BROKEN INTO BY CRACKHEADS. NOW BACKGROUND IS THIS, I DISAPPEAR TO FLORIDA FOR A LITTLE BIT, WHILE I WAS AWAY ONE OF MY STORE EMPLOYEES THAT I THOUGHT WAS LOYAL, DECIDED TO LET HIS CRACKHEAD FRIENDS TALK HIM INTO DISARMING MY SECURITY SYSTEM SO THEY COULD JACK MERCHANDISE THAT THEY WOULDN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH. LITTLE ABOUT MY SHOP. I'M SORTA LIKE AN AUCTION DEALER. VERY LITTLE IN MY SHOP IS DIRECT PRICED. I DEAL IN CLASSICS AND VINTAGE. MEANING I HAVE TO FIND DEALERS AND SUPPLIERS WHO CARRY THINGS I COULD NEVER BUY FULL PRICE. I GIVE THEM ABOUT 10PERCENT OF WHAT THE PRODUCT IS WORTH, SELL IT TO TRUE MOVIE FREAKS. THEY GET MOST OF THE CASH I GET A COULD PERCENTAGE. I DO THIS WITH POSTERS, DVD'S, VHS, EVEN STR8 FILM REELS. MOVIE PROPS, PRETTY MUCH ANYTHING A MOVIE JUNKY WOULD FIEND OVER. THESE FUCKS BROKE INTO MY SHOP STOLE THE DVD'S, COMPUTER, PLASMA SCREEN MONITORS, AND TRASHED ABOUT EVE

Suffering Of Animals In Labs (open Your Eyes People)
They Have No Hope But Us: The Tsunami of Suffering of Animals in Labs By Michael Budkie Founder, SAEN — Stop Animal Exploitation Now! Most people never see the inside of an animal laboratory. We are not allowed to view the reality of death and misery that is the lot of many animals. Whether they be monkeys, dogs, rabbits, or sheep we will never know what happens to most of them. We will not see how they live. We will not know the endless monotony of life in cages made of wire mesh and concrete. We will never know what it is like to live out an existence totally alone — day after day without so much as the touch of a familiar hand. We will never understand the suffering of their deaths. The unrelenting, mind-numbing monotony of isolation is relieved only by intermittent periods of unremitting horror. The psychological torture of isolation is interrupted only by the trauma of human handling, and the experience of becoming an unwilling victim in an experiment. The lo

Honestly, Honestly...
Why do you judge me? What do you care? How can I get away From all of the heresy Why do you think of me What do I mean to you? How can I change your mind? And what good would it do? I am only a girl I cannot change the world Perfection is not me Honestly, honestly Why are you dissappointed? What makes you cry for me? How can I fix this mess? And why can't I make you see? Why is this such a mess? What takes your mind off this? How will it go away? Why live another day? I am only a girl I cannot change the world Perfection is not me Honestly, honestly

I Got 99 Problems, But A B!tch Ain't One.
DisorderRatingParanoid Disorder:Very HighSchizoid Disorder:ModerateSchizotypal Disorder:ModerateAntisocial Disorder:HighBorderline Disorder:Very HighHistrionic Disorder:HighNarcissistic Disorder:HighAvoidant Disorder:HighDependent Disorder:Very HighObsessive-Compulsive Disorder:Moderate-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! ---- Personality Disorders --

Ben And Jerry's Free Cone Day!!!!
"Ben & Jerry's Free Cone Day is an annual event, held in late April or early May, in which Ben and Jerry's scoop shops give out free ice cream cones all day. Over one million free cones are given away each year. Charitable organizations are often present at the stores each year and enjoy a significant amount of fundraising success. The first Free Cone Day was held on May 5, 1979. It was done by Ben and Jerry as a customer and staff appreciation event for the one year anniversary of their ice cream store's opening, and has continued ever since. The 29th annual Free Cone day will be April 17, 2007."

How We Feel
"How we feel" These feelings are real, we both feel, like we've been deceived, like we gave everything but we never received, anything on our investment, looks like we both have been bested, we both have been tested, and now that we have reflected, our pain doesnt equal what we have been left with, how the hell could we have guessed it, every aspect of our lives was affected, and now with our hearts left unprotected, we can finally confess it.

Best Kid Contest!
~*~ Kid Contest!~*~ I'm doing a kid contest! Kids any age can join! Contest will start on 4/15 thur 4/22 2 gifts each for the winners! Comment Bombing allowed and self comments! Want to enter send me a link to the pic to my messages! Or tell me and i will rip it for you! Thanks Maria AKA ~*~ SeXxy MaMa Click on pic to enter contest! ~*~SeXxY ~*~ MaMa~*~ MaRiA~*~Owner of A.F.H~*~And ~*~Angel * Family~*~@ CherryTAP

Dave Matthews Song
Ha, open wide, oh so good I'll eat you, take me for a ride In your sweet delicious, perfect little mouth Thereupon I linger, You will have no doubt that I do my best for you, I do Love, let's stop to get it going Lost myself just thinking about the two of us From each other drinking Begin with the lips, fingertip and kissing Turn me inside out, I do my best for you Yeah, yeah, aww, umm, ummm Up and down we go, from the top you push me This is such a thrill Lost in love and dancing, shake your tambourine You blow my head open Of one thing I'm sure, that I do my best for you, I do Ow, for you I would crawl through the darkest dungeon Climb a castle wall If you're my Rapunzel, you let your hair down Right in through the window Good they locked the door, cause I do my best for you Yeah, aww, aww, umm I think the world of you, all my heart I do Blood through my veins's for you You alone have all of me I give my world to you, to you I will be true Oooohh,

Farewll (not Really)
A minute of your time just an intermission a few words to share with one whom might care without interruption to spark an eruption. in an untenable situation with much agitation with unrest this situation must be addressed your home to which I am but a guest, has become to me a place of great unrest an sanctuary, a refuge a place to put to rest the worry's of my world. no more shall I feel the comfort the pleasure of leaving my troubles at the door the time for that has passed for only troubles and strife lay in my path. I wish you all a fond farewell upon my departure for you have shared much with me I shall not forget. Daniel Marrs

Broken Heart
I can't live with the idea of you knowing how to exist without me. The morning dew settles from yesterday's mist, as my tears finally dry from a night of forever needing you. I remember when you had me chasing you. Making me run like a little boy after an ice cream truck on the hottest day in September. Your laugh echoes into the crook of my eardrums as you watch me experience the coolness of your smile. You can relieve the most painful memory and replace it with the bliss of your presence. Your hands carry me to the place where Gods go for their peace of mind and I find myself thinking, this is heaven for me. Your voice resonates to the beat of my heart like the humming of a singer shedding off her blues. Your whole being has me falling into a peaceful state of euphoria. But I sit here with my journal open because it is the only world I know how to tread on. I want my pen to help me escape the longing. I want to lose myself on these

Another.....
"LET THE PAST GO, lIVE IN THE "NOW AND DON'T PLAN FOR THE FUTURE CUZ IT'S NEVER A GAURANTEE." SO WHEN YOU WAKR UP IN THE MORNING ALWAYS SAY THANKS TO THE LORD CUZ IT IS A PRESENT FROM HIM TO US.. THAT'S HOW WE GET PAST... PRESENT... AND FUTURE...

My Thoughts #1
There is not one second i don;t think about the women of my dreams by girlfriend. She makes everything amazing she is the kinda of women that walks into a room and makes it brighter. Her smile is something of a angel. She makes me melt everytime i see her or talk to her. I just wanted to tell everyone that. Love is the greatest thing people that don;t think so cause of a few bad relationships will never live life to the fulliest cause you only live once. thank you for reading this. Damian

Your Memories Live On
Your Memories Live On When God called you home that very last day of your life. Never did us kids think that we were losing our best friend as well as our mother; you blessed us kids with so much being our mom and friend now we feel lost.Mama even though you're gone from our lives,us kids will want you to know that your memory lives on. Poem By: Charles LaMark Nelson Ded To: Mable Nelson,Peggy Stach, Leanna Peavy,Wilmae White ,Barbar Jean Robinson Copyright ©2007 Charles LaMark Nelson

The Meaning Of Love To Me
I really think that it should be accebtable for a man and a woman to agree that being in love is for example... to walk beside one another not behind nor infront... hold each others hands and be happy...... i am tired so what suck it up and deal with it.... we all are tired at a certin time of day or night.... be tired together not apart.. yes we do how ever need time to do our own thing... but when you think of love it should be birds singing in the spring... the flowers just kissing the morning dew... etc. not 6 ft. under and pushing up daisies that is not how to act when in love... as well lets see....that example is how distant a couple gets when they don't talk about there feelings and lets it build and then the relationship dies... but the meaning of love to me is deep....KK

Rednecks
Subject: More Red-neck News > A North Carolina redneck passed > > away and left his entire estate in > > trust for his beloved widow. > > However, she can't touch it > > until she turns 14. > > ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ > > Folks in Georgia now go to > > some movies in groups of > > 18 or more. They were > > told 17 and under are not > > admitted. > > ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ > > The minimum drinking age in > > Tennessee has been raised to > > 32. It seems they want to keep > > alcohol out of the high schools. > > ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ > > In Mississippi , reruns of "Hee Haw" > > are called documentaries. > > ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ > > How can you tell if a West Virginia > > redneck is married? There's dried > > tobacco spit on both sides of his > > pickup truck. > > ~~~~~~

For Or Against Our Troops
You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. **************************************** You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. **************************************** You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. **************************************** You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. **************************************** You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. **************************************** You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. **************************************** You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He patrols the str

Aboot Me Survey
Ultimate 'About Me'by Sooz_123001. What is Your Name? Jackii002. How old are you? 22003. What is the link to your website, blog, or myspace? General004. What is your height? 5'8"005. Do you have any siblings? 2 brothers006. What is your eye colour? blue007. What is your hair colour? black brown something...008. Do you wear glasses or contacts? contacts or glasses depends on what i feel like009. Are you right handed or left handed? ambidextrious010. Do you have any piercings? nose, tongue and ears for now011. Do you smoke? yes012. Do you swear? all the time013. Do you get along with your parents? sometimes014. Your heritage german015. Your fears spiders and the dark016. Goal you would like to achieve this year make it017. Most overused phrase on an instant messenger stfu gtfo018. Best Physical Feature eyes

God And Satan
Ok, so Biblically, God created the world, then rested, and Adam and Eve screwed up mankind's automatic chance for immortality by eating the forbidden fruit, encouraged by Satan. God created Satan, so therefore, God created evil. Or did he? At this point in time, I'm thinking that God AND Satan, worked together to create the universe. Either purposefully or accidentally. Just as there has to be light in the universe, there has to be darkness. Just as there's matter, there's anti-matter. Good and Evil. Thus the never ending struggle. Where do humans come into the picture? Perhaps we're just the bastard creations of both. Each individual, just pawns in Their game of good and evil, and the never ending struggle for superiority. Both sides would be happy. Evil would be happy just fighting (even itself), and Good would be happy, because it would have something to defend (either love, happiness, or both). The weapons would be different, but the fight the same. Either th

Looking For Love.
Man life sucks. I wish I just had someone to hang out with and has dealt with the same bullshit I have and that understands me. I need someone that is real and wants me for me. I am tired of dealing with the emotional bullshit. Someone fix me?

~*~ Bikers ~*~
Send this to every biker you know in central Florida. CALLING ALL BIKERS October 7, 2006, a COBB member & firefighter “Robin Stanley Burton Jenkins” was hit and killed by an SUV driver on Osceola Parkway in Kissimmee. The driver claimed the sun was in his eyes and didn’t see him. After hitting him, he said that he thought his transmission was acting up and continued to run completely over him and the motorcycle dragging them for nearly 2 blocks. The driver got off scot free for this act of vehicular homicide while his family ended up with virtually nothing. Fair? ? ? We have several other members surviving crashes where the motorist claimed they didn’t see them. Now the lawmakers are trying to pass a law that all bikers must carry PIP insurance that will virtually give a motorist the green light to run any of us over and not be responsible for a dime of medical expenses. FAIR ? ? ? It’s time for us to stand up and be heard. Abate is doing a great job fighting for biker

Life,philosophy
someone who talks to me everyday, and cares that i'm o.k., even if they know i am. someone who wants to bide time away, and my presence helps it flow, wherever they go they want me there also. someone who thinks about me every hour, as i think of all my people because i have the power to help them. and as friendly as they are, that they will not ever be that far, even if there is distance ,whether physical , mental, or both. i want to be closer to like minded souls, i want to seize my life and maintain composure & control. i want to be the man all know that i can be, even me. i want to live and be free, ready to start to make this be.

Bavarian Rice Cloud With Bittersweet Chocolate Sauce
Ingredients 1 envelope(s) gelatin, unflavored 3 tablespoon sugar 2 cup(s) whipped dessert topping, light 1 tablespoon liqueur, almond-flavored 1/2 teaspoon vanilla extract 1 1/2 cup(s) milk, fat-free 2 cup(s) rice, hot cooked 3 tablespoon cocoa powder, unsweetened 1/2 cup(s) buttermilk 3 tablespoon sugar 1 tablespoon liqueur, almond-flavored Preparation Sprinkle gelatin over milk in small saucepan; let stand 1 minute or until gelatin is softened. Cook over low heat, stirring constantly, until gelatin dissolves. Add sugar and stir until dissolved. Add rice; stir until well blended. Chill until the consistency of unbeaten egg whites. Fold in whipped topping, liqueur and vanilla. Spoon into 4-cup mold coated with cooking spray. Cover and chill until firm. To serve, unmold onto serving platter. Spoon chocolate sauce over rice pudding. Sprinkle with toasted almonds. Bittersweet Chocolate Sauce: Combine cocoa and sugar in small saucepan. Add buttermilk, mixing wel

I Would Know I Was Loved If Told This
I LOVE YOU, (WROTE BY STICKY TO HIS GIRL CHERRY) The words "I love you" do tell you how I feel, but they don't convey the sincerity or the depth of that love. If I could find the words to truly express my feelings for you, then that would surely make the greatest poem, or greatest prose ever written. If my love for you could be painted into a picture, people from all over the world would come to marvel at it's beauty. When I look at your perfection, I do so with much more than just my eyes. When I hold you tightly at night, it is not with just my arms that I caress you. As I utter the words "I would spend the rest of my life with you" , you should also hear, "I would give my life my for you." What little I have in this life I offer you...but more importantly I surrender my heart and my soul to you. Maybe now when you hear me utter the words "I love you", you'll know that they come from so much more than just my mouth... And even though it takes me but a mome

Change The World One Week At A Time
So its crazy to think how i 1 2 3 4 weeks a month how everhtng can be so differnt ... a month ago i seriously was planning to get married i was planning school i still am doing that but i was setting up a life in my head i was really sure who i was with was who i wanted forever and 15million days :P ... thank god i am saved form that one lol i way to young i know that now... but its like 3 weeks ago i was heart broken shattered feeling lost and seeing everthing fall apart.... i was mad sad u name it i felt it ... 2 weeks ago i got hit by a ton of bricks my funding for school backed out lol needless to say i was never so sure of my love as then i never cried so hard in my life i felt as though m,y eyes were gonna pop they hurt for days .... it put things into new guild lines and what matters and what dosnt weekago.... I met someone amazing He been a good friend ever since ... a month ago i got intouch with some old friends and they helped me thru my heard times and showed me what

To All Mother;s This Is For You
Mothers If you send this to just one person, it should make it all the way around the world by Mother's Day. This is for the mothers who have sat up all night with sick toddlers in their arms, wiping up barf laced with Oscar Mayer wieners and cherry Kool-Aid saying, "It's okay honey, Mommy's here." Who have sat in rocking chairs for hours on end soothing crying babies who can't be comforted. This is for all the mothers who show up at work with spit-up in their hair and milk stains on their blouses and diapers in their purse. For all the mothers who run carpools and make cookies and sew Halloween costumes. And all the mothers who DON'T. This is for the mothers who gave birth to babies they'll never see. And the mothers who took those babies and gave them homes. This is for the mothers whose priceless art collections are hanging on their refrigerator doors. And for all the mothers who froze their buns on metal bleachers at football or soccer games instead of watching fr

Just Put Some Ice On It
“I should warn you, I suck.” I felt obligated to tell her. I mean we just met, how was she to know? I noticed her there with her friends obviously having some drinks after work. They were all business attired and relaxing: ties loose, top buttons unbuttoned, jackets over chairs, hair down. But she stood out. She had this soft, round face that was lit with the evenings antics as well as a few glasses of wine. Her hair was black and so thick it absorbed light. She seemed so sweet taking compliments genially with a smile, a tilt of the head and a lilting thank you. The problem was I couldn’t just walk up and talk to her. She was with a pretty sizable group of people and it would’ve been a little awkward for me, in my barroom uniform of jeans and a ratty black tee shirt, to work myself in. When she turned to put her name up on the list for the pool table I saw a chance and added my name after her. All I could do was stare at her while they names ahead of us played out their games

Subject: Gas Price Idea....
Subject: Gas price idea.... Got this email....interesting idea! Subject: Fwd: FW: GAS WAR - Start Now of his engineer buddies who retired from Halliburton. It ' s worth your consideration. Join the resistance!!!! I hear we are going to hit close to $4.00 a gallon by next summer and it might go higher!! Want gasoline prices to come down? We need to take some intelligent, united action. Phillip Hollsworth offered this good idea. This makes MUCH MORE SENSE than the "don't buy gas on a certain day" campaign that was going around last April or May! The oil companies just laughed at that because they knew we wouldn't continue to "hurt" ourselves by refusing to buy gas. It was more of an inconvenience to us than it was a problem for them. BUT, whoever thought of this idea, has come up with a plan that can really work. Please read on and join with us! By now you're probably thinking gasoline priced at about $1.50 is super cheap. Me too! It is currently $2

Pentagram And The Pentacle
Pentagram/Pentacle A primary symbol of Wicca. Represents the four elements and the fifth element of Spirit, or Mind, through which humanity transcends the four elements. Usually depicted as a continuously drawn five-pointed star within a circle, usually refered to as a pentacle ,although sometimes it is not enclosed within a circle. When it is not enclose it is usually refered to as a pentagram. A Wiccan altar usually includes a pentagram as a central tool, and pentagrams are often drawn in the air during acts of evocation, invocation, and banishing. These usually are drawn with a finger/hand, Athame, or wand. Water Represents love, emotion, intuition, womb, fertility, cleansing, sorrow, purification, menstruation, bodies of water. Fire Represents creativity, energy, will, passion, psychic abilities, sun, blood, healing, destruction. Earth Represents growth, nature, sustenance, prosperity, money, manifestation, materialization, body, death, plants, caverns, fields.. Air

Rain ,,,part 1 Of 3
It is a beautiful day. About 75 degrees, slightly breezy, sun is shining but not too hot. So you and I have decided to go on a picnic. We pack sandwiches, some veggies and dip, a bottle of wine, and, of course, strawberries for dessert. When we get to our designated site, an area with beautiful green grass and beautiful lake view, we spread out the blanket. It was a perfect setting of natural beauty. We sit down and start in on our leisurely lunch, talking and laughing. We decide to save the strawberries for later.... While we sit eating our lunch, I steal a glance at you. I am absolutely amazing in your eyes. The way you look is so natural but so sensual and sexy. I want to forget about the lunch and just explore your body, taking my time to caress every part of you. Moving slow at removing your clothes feeling our skin touch as we peel off the layers. Using my fingers as my eyes allowing them to venture across your flesh. My cock grows hard as these thoughts

Partner Family Contest Entries!!
IF YOUR A PARTNER FAMILY AND ONE OF YOUR PEOPLE IS IN A CONTEST...PLEASE POST THEM HERE... THEY WILL BE DELETED IF YOU DO NOT HAVE A START DATE...END DATE AND TIME... AND WHAT THE PRIZES ARE... I WILL NOT ACCEPT ENTRIES AFTER THE CONTEST HAS STARTED!!! DIAMOND TEAM WILL BOMB THESE CONTEST ENTRIES! THANKS AND HAVE A FABULOUS DAY!!

Salute Contest
My contest will open tonight [May 1] at 11 pm central time...it will end one week from today [May 8] at 11 pm central time! There are two separate contests...one is the ladies and one is the gentlemen. There is a 3 day blast for the winner of each gender...so even if you're in the contest you can bomb for someone of the opposite gender. THERE IS NO SELF BOMBING Each comment will be worth one point. In the case of a tie the number of rates will be multiplied by 2 and added to the number of comments to determine the winner! And now the fun stuff! Here are the contestants for my salute contest! The ladies first: Alison Mommy 2 be USMC sweetheart White Tiger Misty Morbid Dragon Slave Dragons Fire brat Bending Paris Babydoll0215 AND now the gentlemen: Mysta Rhyme The Big Mike Harley Rider

What Do I Do?
I don't know what to do about my current situation. My boyfriend is avoinding me for some reason and I don't know why. One day he was fine, the next, he didn't want to be near me. I can't help but feel like it was something I did, and I can't figure it out. He's always sad, and I feel helpless. I know I shouldn't worry about him, but I can't help it. He's my boyfriend, and I love him with all my heart. I don't know what to do.

Feeling Of Accomplishment
wow so i didnt think that by taking my problem to the higher ups at corporate would do anything, turns out i didnt lose my job, my district manager actually wants to promote me because of how professional i was while talking to him, basically if there is another incident with my so called manager she will be the one who loses her job, its funny because i was told that i have a lot of "balls" to do what i did, that kinda makes me feel good about what i did. i know feel like this is the first thing that i ever accomplished and stuck with, maybe my birthday wont be that bad!!!

Wtf?
I REALLY WISH PEOPLE WOULD TAKE THE TIME TO UNDERSTAND SHIT FROM MY POINT OF VIEW B4 THEY GO N ACT STUPID!!!!! I did nothin wrong. I asked to get the truth about the shit that was goin on. Turns out that nothin that happened or got sed meant shit. I didn't know the word LOVE could mean so little to sum1 or be used as just a word and no emotion actaully behind it. All I wanted was to be shown that that word that had gotten sed to me was meant. But I guess not. That really fuckin hurts. OK I just needed to vent. Have a nice day! lol!

I'm Moving This Weekend...
i am moving this weekend so i will not be online again until monday....OMG will i ever be able to catch up on all the ratings, everyone's stashes and pics and all of that...i will do my best..thank u all for reading this and i will be back MONDAY!!

Mcgruff The Crime Dog Arrested
Noted law enforcement icon McGruff the Crime Dog was arrested at a local coffeehouse last week where he had arranged to meet what he thought was an underage feline for a sexual encounter. "Fluffy", the feline ingenue he had hoped to meet, turned out to be an undercover officer who made contact with the famous child safety advocate while trolling an internet chat room called "Purrfect Partners". McGruff likes it McRough! After obtaining a search warrant, officials seized two computers from McGruff's apartment along with dozens of photos showing him engaged in illicit behavior with female kittens. Ironically, one of the photos portrays McGruff, noted for his slogan "Take A Bite Out Of Crime", playfully nipping one of the cats on the scruff of the neck. Members of PETA are outraged by the incident and believe that the crime dog's actions send the wrong message. "He's supposed to be setting an example for our children," said PETA activist Joan Furry. "Just because he's an animal d

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Was Just Thinking About The One I Lost
I was sitting here after a long night at work tonight and thinking about the people I have met since I acquired my account on here. I thought the most I guess about one guy in general and what happened between the two of us . . . it was my closure I think. I met this guy and I let myself open up to him more than I should have. I talked to him every night for months on end. I believed every word he told me. I felt for him when I had no real business doing so. Then, I lost him, I really never speak to him any more. He will say hello once in a while and that is it, not sure what the problem is. Here is what I was thinking though, since I need to let it go to move on . . . that is what I am doing for good now. I would have done anything for this man honestly, there were strong emotions involved and I have no idea how in the hell that happened honestly, but it did. This went on for months on end, talking all the time, endless thoughts of him, and listening to him tell me the s

They Said Hell Is Not Hot......
I kill myself in small amounts in each relationship it's not about love Just another funeral and just another girl left in tears And I'm waiting with the sound turned off I'm waiting like a glass balloon and I'm fading into the void and then I'm gone I'm gone I'm gone They said that hell's not hot They said that hell's not hot I gave my soul to someone else she must have known that it was already sold It was never about her it was about the hurt I'm waiting like a glass balloon and I'm fading into the void and then I'm gone I'm gone I'm gone They said that hell's not hot They said that hell's not hot I kill myself in small amounts in each relationship it's not about love Just another funeral and just another girl left in tears And I'm waiting with the sound turned off I'm waiting like a glass balloon and I'm fading into the void and then I'm gone I'm gone I'm gone

Women's Poem Vs. Men's Poem
WOMAN'S POEM Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. MAN'S POEM I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a liquor store and a golf course. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit.

Just Because You Can
Just because you can This day is not happening to you. It is happening through you.The way you see the world does not merely affect what you think and feel about all that is going on. The way you see the world determines how the world will be. Your thoughts are not just momentary flashes that disappear once you are finished with them. They are powerful forces that give energy and direction to life. The events and situations that come your way are not just random occurrences. There is a reason why you have put yourself in a position to experience them. The things that are possible are the things that you imagine and expect to be possible. Raise your imagination and your expectations to new levels, and the world follows right along. This day is happening because you are here to live it. Make it truly grand and exquisitely beautiful, just because you can.

How To Get A Refund
Remember this the next time you need to return something and they are giving you a hard time!!!!!!! A woman went to a K-Mart service counter and told the clerk she wanted a refund for the toaster she bought because it won't work. The clerk told her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. Suddenly, the woman threw her arms up in the air and started screaming, "PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES!!!!!!" The befuddled clerk ran away to get the store manager in front of a growing crowd of customers. The manager comes to the woman and asks,"Ma'am what's wrong?" She explained the problem with the toaster, and he also told her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. Once again, the woman throws her arms up in the air and screamed, "PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES!!!" and doing so draws an even bigger crowd! In shock, the store manager pleads, "Ma'am, why are yo

Another Survey (this One I Really Liked.)
Here you go mommies - a different kind of survey for a change - it's all about your first born! 1. WAS YOUR FIRST PREGNANCY PLANNED? Hell no. And for the record, neither was the second one. 3. WHAT WERE YOUR REACTIONS? I was kinda ambivalent. 4. WAS ABORTION AN OPTION FOR YOU? While I am Pro-Choice, I don't view abortion as a form of birth control, so no. 5. HOW OLD WERE YOU? Barely 20 6. HOW DID YOU FIND OUT YOU WERE PREGNANT? Just had a feeling. Wasn't late or anything, I just knew. So I went and peed on the stick in a WalMart bathroom. LOL I had it confirmed before I was mroe than 2 weeks along. 7. WHO DID YOU TELL FIRST? Angie, she's the one who drove me to WalMart. Hehe. 8. DID YOU WANT TO FIND OUT THE SEX? Didn't need to. I knew she was a girl. 9. DUE DATE: January 17, 2000. 10. DID YOU DELIVER EARLY OR LATE?Exactly 4 weeks early. 11. DID YOU HAVE MORNING SICKNESS? Nope. I have never been healthier in my life. 12. WHAT DID YOU CRAVE? Watermelon s

Missing Homework
After teaching high school for nearly 20 years, I thought I'd heard every possible excuse for missing homework until one parent sent me this note: "Please excuse Lori for not having her algebra homework. The cat had kittens on it last night."

The End Of A Tarot Reading..
The card at the right of the lower line represents the person or qualities that will reveal spiritual knowledge. Five of Coins (Worry), when reversed: Concern over finance leads to prudent action. Impending physical threat is met with calm and skill. Suffering and loneliness leads to spiritual growth. Stress is met without resorting to excess or the pursuit of oblivion. *smiles* I have never met a truer statement in my life.

My Horoscope.
My horoscope for the day: "Some changes are coming your way when it comes to this funny thing called love -- especially regarding those rules you thought were etched in stone. This is a great thing: You can kick old habits that were holding you back." Anyone want to tell me what on earth this could possibly mean? Since when does love come with a set of rules etched in stone? I thought that love, by it's very nature, defied all the rules. Maybe THAT'S what I've been doing wrong all this time. Heh.

Chocolate Syrup Slurp.
Baby lay back here on this bed and rests your arms behind your head. You’re about to be served by your personal freak, chocolate syrup is about to be your treat, you have on my favorite string today, but they got to come off, they’re in the way. I see that you’re looking wet, slippery and dripping, ready to be probe and trusting, but lets start by pouring this over the top of your Clit, I love to watch it slowly run down the Clit and then into the slit over your vulva and into your cunt, but I will not let it go further than that, I will catch it with my tongue, stop it in its tracks. Chocolate covered cunt Sundae, dessert of choice for a freak with a trembling tongue and a long hard dick. I will slide my tongue all the way following the trail of the chocolate from the bottom of your ass through your cunt slowly to the clit licking chocolate mixed with you tasty love juice, my tongue moving first slowly in and out your cunt slurping all the time. My tongue moving up and down, then in

Us Blocks Soldiers From Using Websites
The US military is blocking troops from using certain websites for sharing photos, video clips and messages. A memo from General BB Bell, US Forces Korea commander, says use of YouTube, MySpace and 11 other popular sites via US military portals will be blocked. The US says the use is taking up too much bandwidth and slows down the military's computer system. But a US Strategic Command spokesman said a "secondary benefit" was to help operational security. Personal computers BBC defence and security correspondent Rob Watson says the decision could stop thousands of soldiers from communicating with friends and loved ones. For many US soldiers serving overseas, YouTube and other similar websites are a popular way of keeping in touch, he says. The spokesman for US Strategic Command and Joint Task Force-Global Network Operations said: "As these sites have become more and more popular, they've had an impact on bandwidth resources and network availability and we're having

Don't Let Others Tell You What You Want Or Who You Are
Don't let others tell you what you want or who you are If you break your neck, if you have nothing to eat, if your house is on fire; than you have a problem. Everything else is just an inconvenience. We're only here for a short visit. Don't hurry, don't worry. And be sure to smell the flowers on the way. I have only one life and it is short enough. Why waste it on things I don't want most. I don't think God puts on earth to make millions of dollars and ignore everything else. Live your life each day as you would climb a mountain. An occasional glance towards the summit keeps the goal in mind, but many beautiful scenes are to be observed from each new vantage point. It's not what we take but what we give that makes us truly rich. What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us. We all have special gifts to share with others. Most have been looking in the wrong place trying to find theirs. To know who you are isn

Me
A soul so young; yet so very old. A heart so distant and cold. Eyes that have seen love and hate. A body that has been used, abused and thrown away. Feet that have helped this body run away from a world of hate. A mind that cannot accept what is to be it's fate. Hands to reach out for something. Arms to comfort myself when my hands bring me nothing. Tears that scald my cheeks day after day. This is the true me. The one that has to deal with lonliness everyday. Dawn F 1993

This Is Taz's Gf Danielle With More Info
If anyone is going to write him please include a stamp so he can write back...i just sent him alot of paper and pens and envelopes but no stamps...when i write him i just include a stamp so he can write back....so like i said if anyone is going to write him just include one so u can get a response....Hope that info is helpful to anyone...Take care!!

An Old Blog About The Nature Of Soldiering
This is something I wrote a while back, but thought someone might find it interesting or thought provoking here: Monkey See, Monkey Do Iraq war veteran wins US primary An Iraq war veteran who lost both legs when her helicopter was shot down has won the chance to run for Congress in the US mid-term elections in November. http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/world/americas/4834898.stm An American who was ANG running for Senate yippee I can here you all yell.. "and?". Well it got me thinking. After witnessing what was said about John Kerry during the 2004 Presidential elections, I was struck by how little some military even understood the nature of our service, let alone people who "support" or "protest" us. It started me wondering if this woman (as well as several other 'veterans' as Americans like to call them ever call me a veteran and I'll kick the crap out of you!) will be denounced as un-patriotic, peacenik or a coward. Or for her service record to be called into question

Something So Real
You said you cared Your kiss felt so real Never before had I felt something so real Until the day I met you The way you held me, I felt I would melt. Every word you spoke, Made my heart race. Your breath so angelic Always made me sigh. Every gaze into your eyes, Made my world come to a stop. All Fears lifted, Every thought so blissfull, Thinking in the back of my heart, This is the one. True Love could be here. Knowing in my heart, It wasn't true, Nothing as good as this could be true. You said you'd never hurt me, That you cared too much. You said I was your one and only. Looking into my eyes, holding my hands, each promise you sealed with a kiss. Should I have ever listened? I believed your words, How could a lie come from lips so sweet? Wishing I had never fallen for you. Hoping I leave all this pain behind. Each tear shed strikes me deep within, Hitting a place deep inside A place I never knew existed Fire from within lashing out unto innocent

A Game!!!
Yes/No game Here are the rules: 1. You can only say Yes or No! 2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks! 3. Repost this ! ------------------------------------------ Kissed someone on your friends list? YES Danced in front of your mirror naked? YES Ever told a lie? YES Tripped on mushrooms? NO Done extasy? NO Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? YES Been arrested? NO kissed a picture? YES Slept until 5pm? NO Had sex at work? Ummm...YES Fallen asleep at work/school? YES Held an actual snake? YES Ran a red light? YES Been suspended from school? NO Totaled your car/motorbike in an accident? NO Been fired from a job? NO Sang karaoke? NO Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? YES Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? YES Caught a snowflake on your tongue? YES Kissed in the rain? YES Sang in the shower? YES Sat on a roof top? YES Been pushed i

Chapter 14 Reflections On A Lifestyle
Chapter 14 Reflections on a Lifestyle The end of May came and, with it, the end of school. This time, when Q-96 played Alice Cooper’s “School’s Out”, I could believe it. Lauren and I were at the Overlook as the song played, watching the sunset on the water, tossing rocks over the cliff’s edge. We had been seeing each other regularly for a little under two months and the charm hadn’t seemed to wear off yet. We had settled into a life that combined the best aspects of my metal existence with her high society life. Lauren had finally convinced me it was alright for us to make love and, though she had been a virgin, she proved to be one of the most sexually exciting, experimentive girls I had ever known. Thought the age of safe sex was still years in the future, I cared enough about Lauren and myself, that I took precautions. Lauren curled in my lap and began tracing circles on my chest. “Like the man says, ‘School’s out, completely!’ What happens now?” “Summer.” I s

Bioootttcchhhhh
My profile picture got rated a 3, i was like that isn't very nice, she says i was rating the photo hun not you, i say but I'm in the photo, she says but it isnt a great pic sorry, snotty lil 18 year old UK biootch. angeleyes1974 is who this was I could go rate her all 1's but im not mean I mean come on I am just relaxing in my bed.

Is Love Real?
A guy I graduted with from High School posted a Blog on one of my other sites with the same subject. Asking if love is real and talked about how easily people fall in and out of love. I didn't know how to respond to him. Although he had some good points of people who had arranged marriages and people who stayed together to have someone, I've always looked for the person that I had a deep attraction and who could be my best friend. Most of the time, the deep attraction was blindin me to think it was love but I didn't have that person who would be my best friend. I look at my parents. They were friends with eachother prior to dating and getting married. Their first marriages fell apart for different reasons and found eachother in the end. Although they have their separate things, they do things together. They have their date day. Going to ball games, dinners, movies, or whatever they want to do (or what my dad plans for them to do). I wouldn't say their communication is the best out

No More
One day a woman's husband died, and on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of their bedroom, the wife was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't anymore. No more hugs, no more special moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most gets all used up and goes away, never to return before we can say good-bye, say "I love you. So while we have it, it's best we love it, care for it, fix it when it's broken and heal it when it's sick. This is true for marriage, old cars, children with bad report cards, dogs with bad hips, aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, because we are worth it. Some things we keep like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, no matter what. Life is important, like people we know who are special. So we keep them close! I received this from someone who tho

Angel Family Is Looking For Good People To Join Us!
Angel Family is looking for good people to join us! Come and hangout and join a growing Family on CT! We have our own...... * Family Page Angel Family@ CherryTAP * Family Lounge * Soon will have a Bomb Squad added also! Come and Join some good people and hang out with us! If you want to join just leave me a message in my mail and I will add you to the family! Thanks Maria ~*~SeXxY ~*~ MaMa~*~~*~ CT Wife Of ~*~ Lover69~*~Owner of A.F.H~*~And ~*~Angel * Family~*~@ CherryTAP

Russo: Ron Paul Should Attack Giuliani In Next Debate
Film maker and former presidential candidate advises Texas Congressman to target former New York Mayor Prison Planet | May 23, 2007 Paul Joseph Watson Film maker and former presidential candidate Aaron Russo has a simple piece of advice for Ron Paul should he wish to continue the amazing momentum that the Texas Congressman's campaign has built up over the last few weeks - attack Rudy Giuliani. Russo, producer of the hugely popular documentary America: From Freedom to Fascism , is currently battling against cancer and used his extensive experience of political campaigning and knowledge of how the media operates to advise the Texas Congressman on his strategy for the next debate, which is to be held on August 5th. "I spoke to Ron and I think what Ron has to do right now is go after Rudy Giuliani," Russo told the Alex Jones Show. "I think the way the press played what happened in the last debate is that they made it out to be as if Ron Paul gave Rudy Giuliani the election

In The Arms Of The Angels
spend all your time waiting for that second chance for a break that would make it okay there's always one reason to feel not good enough and it's hard at the end of the day I need some distraction oh beautiful release memory seeps from my veins let me be empty and weightless and maybe I'll find some peace tonight in the arms of an angel fly away from here from this dark cold hotel room and the endlessness that you fear you are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie you're in the arms of the angel may you find some comfort there so tired of the straight line and everywhere you turn there's vultures and thieves at your back and the storm keeps on twisting you keep on building the lie that you make up for all that you lack it don't make no difference escaping one last time it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees in the arms of an angel fly away from here from this dark cold hotel room

Pass This One Around
That Gives You Goosebumps A drunk man in an Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six-car pileup On 109 that night. When broken bodies lay about "And blood was everywhere," "The sirens screamed out eulogies," For death was in the air. "A mother, trapped inside her car," Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: "Oh, God, please spare my boys!" She fought to loose her pinned hands; "She struggled to get free," But mangled metal held her fast In grim captivity. Her frightened eyes then focused "On where the back seat once had been," But all she saw was broken glass and Two children's seats crushed in. Her twins were nowhere to be seen; "She did not hear them cry," "And then she prayed they'd been thrown free," "Oh, God, d let them die!" "Then firemen came and cut her loose, "But when they searched the back," "They found therein no little boys," But the seat belts were intact. They thought the woman had g

Guardian Angels
Don't much care how corny it is. Don't much care if you aren't into prayer. Here's the thing...I am a spiritual person who prays everyday. And today I am praying for our men and women in uniform here at home and overseas who are going through hell to make sure we don't. And I don't limit this to the Armed Forces, but cops, EMTs, first responders, firemen, whomever puts their balls on the line to protect others. Bless you. Thank you. Today and every day.

Dreams & Reality
You try so hard, and for what? Everything still seems to fall apart. No matter how much you plan or dream, Those dreams will never become a reality. No one knows what tomorrow may hold. But I know my dreams will never unfold. Life is not a fairy tale, No magic or princes and kings. Only the unreachable, Or so it seems. All of my hopes, dreams and wishes, Will remain just that and never change. With a false hope and a miserable reality, We continue to dream and think just maybe... When will we stop lying to ourselves And begin to face the truth? The fact is that my dreams will never be Anything more than an escape from reality. Crissy January 2005

The Journey & The End
Life is a bad joke, Told by a cruel individual. You keep telling yourself it gets better. But the truth is, it only gets worse. The problems you deal with as a child, Are preparations for those you deal with as a teen. Those you deal with as a teen, Are preparing you for the life of an adult. You tell yourself it’ll get better it has to. But truth be known it’s just the beginning. It’s the beginning of an end. And it’s an end you’ll soon desire. Momma always said, “Life’s not fair And whoever told you it was, lied.” But she should’ve told me also, Life has no attainable desires. Why do we even try? It does no good. We can only get so far, for it sees all. It is a powerful thing with godly powers. And will never allow you to achieve your dreams you so desire. They say what doesn’t break you, Will make you stronger. But each time it tries, It takes a small piece of something deep inside. Then one day, you open your eyes to see. And find all that’s lef

Move On Already
ok this is really starting to get to me i tryed so hard not to let it bother me but it's been amost 5 months and this guys is still bothing me he goes under twisted_raven or trini_lopez and now he's having someone named bigdog come and spy on me , i've moved on with my life they need to learn how to do the same , and i know they've looked at some of yall's ct and i'm so sorry . i don't know why they keep having to bothing me and just not move on , i've blocked them but some how they make new names and come on and bother me it pretty fucked up that he's older then me and says he has a g/f but has stucked me for the last 5 months , i came on ct to meet new people and they both need to get a life and leave me alone i don't need these two people looking at my ct every day , becouse they know i can't stand them ,,,,, again i'm sorry if they've looked at your ct or left comments .

People
People confuse me a lot. I think thats why I am not a people person. I mean of course hiding behing the internet you do what you would normally not do in real life. But why be nice to someone, then the next minute be a complete dick...it just baffles me. If you dont like someone, just dont talk to them. Not be nice...then turn around and be a dick. And I am not just talking about men..women are the same damn way. People all together just need to chill. Take a valium or something.

Toda's Cherry Spolight Thingy
I looked at the profile of today’s cherry spotlight, very interesting……..however I found her age of 37 somewhat bemusing, I have heard of ages measured in dog and cat years, however never giant tortoise years………………….

~~full, Formal Or Total~~
~~FULL, FORMAL or TOTAL~~ (signifies Ownership) The Formal Collar (also called a Permanent Collar or Slave Collar) is presented by a dominant as a symbol of the bond with his submissive, representing commitment, love, honor and respect. In the DBSM community it is equivalent to a wedding ring and often is given in conjunction with a legal marriage proposal and/or the decision to live together as partners. A submissive's acceptance of this collar indicates her commitment, trust and devotion to her complete submission to the dominant. The Formal Collar is usually presented in a ceremony witnessed by friends, much like a wedding ceremony with exchanged vows, favorite poems, etc. It sometimes includes a permanent mark on the submissive such as a tattoo or piercing (a popular one is the clitoral hood piercing) that is occasionally made a part of the ceremony. In msn.com D/s chat rooms this collar is signified as a collar sans identifiers [_c, _p or _t i.e.: Dominant’s Name

Cool Chicken 'n' Pasta Salad
Prep Time: 20 minutes Chill Time: 30 minutes Serves: 4 Ingredients: 3 cups cooked elbow macaroni (about 1 1/2 cups dry) OR corkscrew macaroni (about 2 1/4 cups), cooked without salt 2 cans (5 ounces each) Swanson® Premium Chunk Chicken, drained 1 small cucumber, cut in half lengthwise and sliced (about 1 1/2 cups) 1 1/2 cups cherry tomatoes cut in half 1 small onions, chopped (about 1/4 cup) 3 tbsp. chopped fresh parsley 3/4 cup prepared fat free Italian salad dressing Directions: In large bowl toss macaroni, chicken, cucumber, tomatoes, onion, parsley and dressing until evenly coated. Refrigerate at least 30 min.

Another Sad Story....
This is just tooo funny. I wake up this morning, having had a good nights sleep. My best friend, Billie, hung out at my place, yesturday so it was cool seeing her. Then I get on Cherry Tap to see what is going on and my younger sister messaged me and told me about what a certain person was writing about me again in the mumms. But first of all, I want to cover some things. My sister is pregnant with another little girl and for some reason "this person" seems to think that my sister is asking for the hand-me down clothes that she had given me awhile back when my little girl was born. Of course, I intend to give the clothes back to her but that doesnt mean that I don't have any clothes for my daughter that isnt hand me downs. This "certain person" aparently does'nt know anything. Yes, she is concerned that my daughter may not have any clothes if I give these clothes back to my sister. But that does not give her any right to write a mumm about something that she does not know about. I m

(warning: I'm In The Mood To Piss Someone Off) Let Us Breed Constantly With No Regulations.
so, i concede. let us all breed a thousand fold, for billions of dead soldiers. how's that sound? really, what is the point in breeding? (yes, breeding, like dogs, cats, rabbits, and sheep) to further the species? for what gains? it's not like we're really furthering ourselves. no, we're just trying to expand our life expectancy. so, we breed more calfs while keeping the bulls and cows alive longer and longer, further depleting our stores. what a thought, what a thought. pathetic, isn't it? and not only are we depleting our resources, but we're also trying to fuck the planet. but i got news for you folks, this planet is far bigger than any of us. think of it as... a bunch of midget pigmies attacking elephants. or better yet, ants trying to destroy us. it won't happen. why? because Ma' Nature, she's got one big foot, and she will crush us without a second thought. but, the point is... the point is... why do we keep breeding, 'eh? why aren't abortions manditory? why? why? why?! why d

Alot Of People Are Pissed Off Up Here Its Not In My Hands Now.. Sorry
my ex Randy Andrew Ling and all the shit he put me through hey guys this is for all the women that have been hurt by Randy Andrew Ling a man that should never be trusted.... any woman that goes out with him be careful he will hurt you mentaly and physically.......... some of you know my my ex Randy and how bad he was treating me... All of you told me I should get rid of him....All the abuse of him pushing me around and making me feel worthless... I'm so happy its over no woman deserves that especially with his past criminal record of battery assault robbery and credit card fraud...... I should of been smarter then to go out with a man that has 4 counts of battery charges on his criminal record but like the song says hey it makes me a whole lot smarter and a fighter I have a restraining order on him so he will not come near me I am afraid of him who knows he just might kill me one day. he has to stay away from me and my apartment and my command knows about this so if he does try an

We Do Not
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 7 June 2007 Sixty-three years ago yesterday, the Battle of Normandy in the Second World War began. Starting out with what citizens of the United States, Canada, the United Kingdom, and others know as D-Day, nearly three million troops were landed in western Europe and, from the largest amphibious military operation in human history, began what we learned in school as the liberation of a continent from the Nazi tyranny. It may seem now that victory was a foregone conclusion, but the event which began with establishing themselves at Normandy was just the beginning. Germany under the Third reich didn't fall for another eleven months, and the Second World War didn't formally end until Japan surrendered three months after that.

Hell Yes!! Get You Freakin Butt In There!
WE BRING MORE COWBELL!! Can I buy you a drink, or do you just want the money? Just Say NO! A ten year-old boy was walking down the street when a big man on a black motorcycle, pulls up beside him and asks, "Hey kid, wanna go for a ride?" "No!", said the boy, and he kept on walking. The motorcyclist pulls up to him again and says, "Hey kid,, I'll give you $10 if you hop on the back" "NO!" said the boy and proceeded down the street a little quicker. The motorcyclist pulls up to the boy again and says, "Ok kid, I'll give you $20 and a BIG bag of candy if you hop on the back for a ride." At this point the boy turns around to him and screams angrily, "Look Dad, YOU bought the Honda, so YOU ride it!! okay okay so even if you didn't think that was funny .. LAUGH ANYWAY!!! Have you STILL not joined Scooters? what the hell are you waiting for?? We have hot chicks, hot bikes, hot ink, hot chicks, hot bikes, hot chicks, hot ink, hot chicks.. oh and HOT freakin DJ'S! He

Paris Get-out-of-jail Free Drama: Day 2
This is insane! All the media attention at the courthouse in LA! And Paris thought she could get away with 'appearing' in court by phone! The police are now at her house...to take her in. HAHAHAHAHA! LOL!

Dark Dreams
The KnightMare is Ridding The KnightMare is riding, Watch your dreams, The KnightMare is riding, She Hears your screams, The KnightMare is racing, Don't close your eyes, The Knightmare is racing, To steal your dreams prize, Blacker than night, A heart of coal, A hide of Ebony, Hear her roar, Breath of fire, The steed from hell, Eyes full of anger, Heed her well, Upon her back, The Dark Knight sits, Guiding her path, Where he sees fit, Don't close your eyes, Don't you dare sleep, He will guide her, T'ward the dreams keep, But on her way, She passes through hell, Through many dreams, She knows the path well, He guides her head, She guides her own heart, Blacker than night, In dreams she will take part. The KnightMare is Riding

Top Ten Tips To Know If You Have Pms
10. Everyone around you has an attitude problem. 9. You're adding chocolate chips to your cheese omelet 8. The dryer has shrunk every last pair of your jeans. 7. Your husband is suddenly agreeing to everything you say. 6. You're using your cell phone to dial up bumper stickers that says, "How's my driving? Call 1-800-EAT-SHIT." 5. Everyone's head looks like an invitation to batting practice. 4. You're convinced there's a God and he's male. 3. You're counting down the days until menopause. 2. You're sure that everyone is scheming to drive you crazy. 1. The ibuprofen bottle is empty and you bought it yesterday.

3 Some # 1
Saturday night. Mom is watching the girls because she has Cort & Kay Kay too. We decide rather than to just sit at home, we should go out and enjoy the free time for a while. I go to the bedroom to get ready while you go to the bathroom to shave. You get done before me and walk into the bedroom to see my standing there in nothing but my blue bra and matching lace "cheeky's". I see that twinkle in your eye and the growing bulge in your pants and laugh before I push you back out and close the door. A few minutes later I come out fully dressed in my low cut melon colored shirt (the one I wore the first night we all went out), a pair of jeans , and my knee high black leather boots with 3 inch heels. You look at me with that look and say "DAMN baby...you look good enough to eat!!" I walk over to where you are sitting, straddle you, flick my tongue across your lips and say "Thank you daddy." While still straddling you I feel your cock press against me as you grab my ass and pull me forwar

Justa A Monday In Michigan
Good Morning…A Monday morning at that… On Msn there is a video site about sharks…I was not on there either…dang it. Sharks do have a mind of their own. Now there is a great saying that means absolutely nothing at all… Ya ever hear anyone say. “They have a mind of their own?” Well I would hope they do…if not they would have someone else’s right? Oh well people and goofy sayings. Still too soon to talk about work and moving it...perhaps I will get a urge to do it tomorrow…or not...but one thing is perfectly correct… That is my wishing you a wonder yet fabulous day. Oh and hopefully you had a wonderful weekend, I did and did not do a lot…LOL Lazy ass boy for a change…I bird watched…now if that is not old age setting in… we have Orioles happy day… along with hummingbirds. I can sit and watch them for hours on that swing…I am getting old…LOL But, not too old to wish you a wonderful day…be good or be bad…just have fun doing it.. A huge Michigan hug and numerous pats Mart

The Loss
The Loss I know of a life changing fact, that's really quite fantastic. We're slowly losing all of our flesh, and turning into plastic. We think we know the things we feel, and go about our day. Never thinking twice about pain caused by the things we do and say. They things lie deep within us all, Things we hide from even ourselves. These feelings change the look of our souls, kept and collected in jars on our shelves Angry, infected with pus, a would inside us there does lay. From the fire that died deep inside of us Because we locked it so safely away. The darkness is here to stay. And the world has gone grey and cold. Still we fail to see the life we've given away And the things that we've really sold.

A Hard Lesson
Life is full of hard lessons to be learned. The important thing is that we learn from them and not make the same mistake twice. The internet can be the most dangerous place to meet ppl. I jus look on the news (ppl are missing). BUT it can also be the start of something beautiful. The point is a lot of times we have this too perfect woman or man in our mind that we forget to make room for the imperfections and so we get disappointed so easy. The point is take things slow! When you rush things it normally doesn't work out anyway because you didn't take the time to get to know. I had a man that I thought liked me but I feel that he wanted too much too soon and it became a lot for me and disappointing for him. You can't rush luv so don't try because you'll fail every time you do by pushing yourself away and the other person This is a comment that I wrote to friend of mine. You know heartbreak is never easy and its never easy to get over. So its REAL important to take the time to get

What Rose Represents Your Love?
Your Love Is Represented By a Pink Rose You see love as something that should be light, fun, and whimsical. People fall in love with you easily. And you tend to fall out of love easily! You express your love through attention and shared experiences. You love people more than they realize. What Rose Represents Your Love?

What's Your Personality Type?
You Are An ENFP The Inspirer You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends. You are also unconventional, irreverent, and unimpressed by authority and rules. Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives. You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're quite the storyteller! In love, you are quite the charmer. And you are definitely willing to risk your heart. You often don't follow through with your flirting or professed feelings. And you do break a lot of hearts. At work, you are driven but not a workaholic. You just always seem to enjoy what you do. You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist. How you see yourself: compassionate, unselfish, and understanding When other people don't get you, they see you as: gushy, emotional, and unfocused What's Your Personality Type?

It's You!
Your breath on my skin The warmth of your touch It's the sound of your voice I love so much Wrapped in your arms Each night in our bed It's how you close your eyes When I rub your head It's when you touch my body It's the taste of your kiss And when we're apart It's you that I miss It's just the way you love me It's everything you do It's the love of my life It's my heart...IT'S YOU! 05-11-2007 anita s.

Misconseptions
misconcepions Current mood: creative the concept of looking your best personifies what the world looks for in a relationship, wheather there is someone for everyone is a question misunderstood. We do we precive that looks is everything to people when deep inside is the one thing you really must look, their heart... A man who is hot or looks good outside is considered gay cause each woman fantisizes with a man good looks and lots of money (which i will get into that in a minute) A man can quickly be judged by the way they look at women and fantisize what they can do in bed and who he is a pervert.... True but take one look at a person who is fat, skinny, tall, short, but does not look their best is a misconsepition that we all have. First and formost I hate hiprtocrites. For anyone that matter, intend to tell you that looks is not an issue, are you bullshitting me!? Especially in the valley who tend to look the other way if the person is fat.***me*** hahaha. We all

Things That Go Bump
ok, so this has nothing really to do with the title. I just felt like using that. I hate seeing empty blog thingys so I'm doing this for no other reason than to have something here. ok, so I guess that's all for now. if I think of anything else I wanna share, I'll add it later. Ciao!

Dad Update #5
First let me start off with saying: YOU ARE ALL AWESOMELY WONDERFUL!!!!!!!! YOUR PRAYERS ARE WORKING! YOUR FAITH IS CONSTANT AND UNWAVERING AND I AM SO GRATEFUL, HONORED AND BLESSED TO CALL YOU ALL MY FRIENDS! Now on to the news! Today my dad had an appointment with his Dr. He called as soon as he got home and made me put it on speaker phone so all my kids could hear too. He called to report that his team of Dr.s told him that they are almost positively certain that the series of Chemo, Radiation, and Genocibine treatments are going to be 100% successful. They believe this because they have confirmed by more recent biopsy reports that: States dad has ampullary voder cancer actually 2 lymph nodes out of 13 "better prognosis than pancreatic cancer" "rare cancer and dont have a lot of statistics about it yet" "only 20% of people who have it are able to have surgery..and you're already in that top 20%" ...so very positive... The Dr. also told him that once they are finish

Bullshit
Yea, so what's the deal with people just loving to feed me lines of complete bullshit. Stringing me along on some fucking mirage and leading me to believe what is not so, to be true. What do I have to do for people to be straight up and honest with me??!!!

Wake Up!!!
Ya know, I tend to sit back and think about things, maybe more often then I should... But, after spending some time with m'love talking about this, it kinda came to mind to become more detail oriented in thought about it. So, while I roam my mind in search of the "next big blog entry" try to look beyond what will seem like a rant and just bear with me...someone may need my 2 cents worth! In the Land of Relationships, there is nothing truer than the age-old adage that hindsight is 20/20. We invest enormous amounts of energy trying to figure out how fucked up the "other" person was. We are driven to look at what was wrong with the other person because it is a way of being self-protective, as in, "If I know what is wrong with him/her I won’t ever be with someone like that again. Oddly enough, relationships just don’t work like that. Knowing what was wrong with your former partner will not fix it so that you don’t get screwed over again. There is only one way to avoid that and it is by

What Am I... To You??
There is a odd thing I have noticed about blogging. It leaves me feeling strangely egotistical. It's not just that I'm writing about myself, but the way in which I write. The fact that I share with you things that I have not shared with people over the course of my life; I wonder if you can appreciate that fact, or do you assume that this is the way I am? I am not. I have had friends from childhood come and read and tell me, "I never knew any of that!" to which I reply, "Of course you didn't. I didn't talk about it." I don't talk this way to casual friends, and I have very, very VERY few close friends. The fact that this blog is anonymous (except for those of you who know me) leaves me free to open up in a way I never have before, and I view it as a gift, both to you and to me. Each time that I rip open a part of me that I could easily have left hidden, I wonder if you feel it? Does it touch you? And those ugliest of scars that I bare, do you see them as I see them

So Sorry Loves!!
Hello! Just wanted to let everyone know that I am so sorry I haven't been online much! I have been so busy on my end and just haven't been able to catch much internet time. I love all of my fiends and I do hope none of you give up one me! I promise I'll be back full force soon! *hugs*

Advice
Since this keeps coming up: Get a copy of John Gray's "Men, Women, and Relationships." Learn the differences between men and women, learn to communicate, and above all stop trying to fix each other. Now go, and do.

An Anti-american Messaged Me...have Fun!!!!
So, i got this message today. Kinda pissed me off and didn't want to play his game. So, i told him he's entitled to his pathetic opinion and to go ahead and thank the soldiers present and past for defending his right to it! Told him to have a great day as well........HERE IT IS!!! Feel free to enjoy him...... Phuckedint...: the current generation of soldiers didn't give anybody the right to do shit they're dumb fuckin puppets killing innocents as well as islmaic extermeists in the name of oil He goes by the name of Phuckedinthehead.....dumbass....definately what he claims he is!!!

For Both
how too please a women take her too dinner.win and din her.by her jewlry.be interested in what she has too say.mis a football game for her.tell her how pretty she is. how too please a man.show up naked and bring beer. lmao

A Groaner (don't Say I Didn't Warn You)
A sailor was caught AWOL as he tried to sneak on board his ship at about 3 a.m. The chief petty officer spied him and ordered the sailor to stop. Upon hearing the sailor's lame explanation for his tardiness, the officer ordered the sailor, "Take this broom and sweep every link on this anchor chain by morning or it's the brig for you!" The sailor picked up the broom and commenced performing his charge. As he began to sweep, a tern landed on the broom handle. The sailor yelled at the bird to leave, but it didn't. He picked the tern off the broom handle, giving the bird a toss. The bird left, only to return and light once again on the broom handle. The sailor went through the same routine all over again, with the same result. He couldn't get any cleaning done because he could only sweep at the chain once or twice before the blasted bird returned. When morning came, so did the chief petty officer, to check up on his wayward sailor. "What in the heck have you been doing all night? Thi

Ladies I Need Your Input...
Ok this has been on my mind a loooong time but i now have the Balls to ask Let me set this up A woman will start seeing a guy and things go well they may have there little quirks but anyway the guy starts treating the woman like shit is a complete dick and a scumbag... Now this woman finds a nicer guy to talk to but its nothing this guy listens to her gives his input.. She finds out that this guy would treat a woman like a princess and give her the world... But she is still with the dick and professes she can change him(when you cant change a tigers stripes) and keeps taking the mental abuse.. but they nice guy is left there w nothing.. My question to you ladies Why do you keep staying with the dicks? why do you like being treated bad Why dont you like that nice guy that would treat you with the proper respect you deserve? This boggles me

Wolf And Witch
I AM THE WHITE WOLF I am the white wolf, a loner at heart....... You are the human, and will rarely if ever see me....... I roam the wilderness forests and Mountains of this earth that we share....... I mate for survival, as you do....... and I help my mate raise our pups in the warmth of our den, nurturing and watching them grow and play, as you do with your human young........ We run as a pack family, and our members are as close as those in yours....... When a member is lost, we grieve, but go on, just as you do..... When I am hungry, I must hunt for myself and my family, for that is all I know....... There are no stores to cater to my every need....... Some of you have said that I am a killer, a cold-blooded hunter of death....... But when I kill, it is to feed my family, and I only take the old, sick, and weak, who will die regardless....... I don't kill to hang heads for trophies on my walls, as you do....... Now I am the hunted, by you... By Chuck W.

A True Friend
a true friend. a true friend is there for you no madder what if ur down thell pick you up when ur sad thell kick the persons ass who made you that way thell be there tu back you up no madder what hapend thay try tu make u laf even if it makes them look stuiped thay back you up on anythang even if it ends up with spending the night in jail a true friend is there from the start and no madder what happens there willing tu take the blame for what you did a true friend drops everythang there doing just to help you out and will do some thing for you with out saying you have to do somethang in retrun cuz thay did that for you a true friend is all ways gonna brang you down with them and you hve no problum with it cuz your youed do thu same a friend knows everythang about you that no one eles does and you know that you can trust them with your life this is just a little bit of what a real true friend is

New
I rarely blog but what the hell I guess..lmao.. Today was another boring day in this small ass town I live in! Debating on going to college in 2008 to become a paralegal! I really want to do this.. just the money is the problem.. well thats like everyones problem generally in life anyways! There are like no jobs in this area I live so I might as well go to school and get a AS and do something I like!! Nothing else appeals to me anyways..wanted to do Ele. Ed but I really dont want to now.. so glad I didnt do college right outta high school. Well thats my dilema in life right now.. college or a shitty ass job I will hate!! FUCK!! Too much on my mind these days!!

I Don't Know
so i'm trying to figure out why i care so much...i have an ex boyfriend who doesn't really seem like an ex boyfriend...everything we did as a couple we still do now as ex's...in a way i feel like when i'm asked out i have to say no but then i ask my self why when i know he is talkin to other girls...as far as i know it's just talking but i know he is a flirt...i don't know i'm confused and the worst part is that today is my b-day and he makes me feel bad for asking him if i should feel obligated to say no since we aren't anything...and maybe i used the wrong word when i said anything cuz i do care about him...i went as far as telling him that i love him which i never say unless i feel that i truely meant it and it's something hard for me to say even to my own family but now i think to my self why am i being so stupid and holding on to something that just might not be worth holding on to...he tells me all the time im not his girlfriend and i shouldn't get mad that he talks to other girl

English In America
If I am going to take the time to write a blog, I want it to be something someone will read. If I write a blog and nobody reads it, was it really written? Also, I want it to be thought provoking or entertaining. What's the point in reading something if you don't take something away when you are done? So here I am, typing away and I still don't have a clue what the subject of this blog will be. Basically, I have two choices. I could continue to ramble until a thought enters my mind or I could take a few minutes, look around the room or think of the things that have happened to me in the last day or two that strikes a chord. Rather than taking the chance on loosing you altogether I choose the later. I'll be back in a few minutes with a thought... I don't want to push people from other countries away so feel free no matter where you call home to chime in with your thoughts. Today I want to talk about the English language in the United States. Before you read any further, I probably

Update!
Well we have moved into our new apartment. We have been there a little over a week and other than the AC problem thing are going ok there. We were without AC for over a week but now we have it and we are doing better. We are still working on getting things together for the shop. It is time consuming but it is all worth it. I am just anxious to get it up and running. I cannot wait. Well, that is about it for now. Nothing really too drmatic going on in my life but that is a good thing. Blessed Be!

Alternative 10 Commandments
alternative 10 commandments 1) Though shalt not worry, for worry is the most unproductive of all human activities 2) Though shalt not be fearful, for most of the things we fear never come to pass. 3) Though shalt not cross bridges before you come to them, for no one has yet succeeded in accomplishing this. 4) Though shall face each problem as it comes, you can only handle one at a time anyway. 5) Though shalt not take problems to bed with you, for they make very poor bedfellows. 6) Though shalt not borrow other people's problems, they can better care for them than you can. 7) Though shalt not try to relive yesterday for good or ill, it is gone forever. Concentrate on what is happening in your life and be happy now! 8) Though shalt be a good listener, for it is only when you listen do you hear ideas different from your own. It is hard to learn something new when you are talking, and some people do know more than you. 9) Though shalt not become "bogged down"

What Is It That I Love!
What Is It That I Love? If asked why I love her I would say It’s the sway in her hips, the thickness in her thighs. It’s the lust in her lips, the love in her eyes. It’s the softness of her skin, the silk in her hair. It’s the twist in her walk; it’s the sweetness in her talk. It’s the way she loves me that makes me love her each day. That is what I would say. - Justin Hutchins -

Firefly
And how I've loved And I have served And I have sinned But I have learnt As long as you are true to the life that you live It is the time to feel love I feel a stirring deep within Slowly picking up momentum Like the tide coming to shore Over and under in its course This feeling emblazed inside Every nerve like a firefly Hovering above me, glowing Glow, glowing, glowing, divine Every nerve like a firefly Every nerve like a firefly This feeling emblazed inside Every nerve like a firefly I never want to lose What I have finally found There's a requiem, a new congregation And it's telling me go forward and walk under a brighter sky Every nerve like a firefly Glowing diving Every nerve like a firefly Glow

Wat I Know N Fink
wat i finl Ronaldo Is Nottt Hott Whats The Point In Girls Saying They Hate Bitches ? We Are All One Sweetheart I Love Any Guy Who Has Hot Hair Hatee Being Called 'BABE' .. So Don't Do It Ok ? I Heart It So Much When guys calls my cute squeeky voice loool Is A Major Turn Onnn Meaning I Would Sex Danny Dyer Loads .. Rrrarrr I Like Being Random & Creepy .. It Rocks Haha .. this is the life of a go getta . your damn right im a go getta ' Don't fool yourself into thinking you know me. Music&TV; Going Out; Friendship; Vicki Smith; Hollyoaks; Quavers; Tea; Bright Colours; Marbella; Twister Ice Lollies; HomeSweetHome; Big Handbags; Crisp Sandwhiches; The Colour Coral; Sleeping; Pink Champagne; Sleepovers; Nando's; Sneezing; My Laptop; Lipglosses; Heart2Heart's; Photographs; Sambuca; Memories; Pouting&Smiling; My Camera; Cheddar Cheese; Bank Holidays; Glass Of Water When Hungover; Newcastle; Manchester; London; Swimming; Driving Fast; Kisses&Cuddles; Huge Sunglasses; Roadtrips;

Do I Have To Go To A Party To Order????
No you do not have to come to a party to order, we not only offer an online view of the book, or I can send you a catalog. Message me for more information! I do accept, checks, money orders, and credit cards, via Pay Pal. All orders are sent privately to your address. Nothing shows that is is a "sex toy". This is to keep what you ordered private!

One Man, One Woman..
One man and one woman,,two people entwined in mind and spirit,seperated by distance..both longing for loves first touch, first embrace, and love's first kiss..live with the thought of what could be..if ever.. I belive that for this one man and this one woman what will be will be, no matter the distance,or time that keeps them apart.... that they will have love's first touch,love's first embrace and yes love's first kiss...life is not fair,nor do we always choose who we will love but rather it finds us...and for this one man and this one woman love found them, in the most oddest of places..but for for this one man and this one woman, time is all that keeps them apart...just remember to keep your eyes on the prize and you will have it...most important thing is in any relationship like this is how bad do you really want it..cause if you do then nothing will stand in your way of your happnest..only you..

As Yet Untitled- Written 10/06
Armor plate of silver steel Protects me from the scorn they feel The scarring assumptions, the cutting lies Just wish they could open their eyes See beyond the shields and blades To the stuff of which my heart is made For underneath the leather and mail Are gossamer wings, ever so frail Faerie dust, petals and lace Butterflies and a smile on my face Yet I am cautious whom I allow to see Beyond the shadows to the softer side of me I must take care to whom what is spoken For these gossamer wings are easily broken

Burning.
Pretty words wrapped in velvet. The tinkle of laughter in the air. Bright sunshine daydreams. In which you are standing there. Sweet echo of emotion. A fever of desire. Waiting a lifetime just to hold you. As I turn to ash in this fire.

He Said Eternity
You're my star guiding me I know love Whispers of a life, in one breath you'd be Everything I am, you saved me You're the light, in my darkest hour I'll be fine, with you i can move on This is our eternity There no words, to say how proud i am You're my miracle, my angel I would walk through flames for you, to light a way I light a path for you, and carry you through life

For Those That Watch Any Wwe Programming
I've just received word from another CT member and confirmed it on WWE.COM that Chris Benoit and his family was found dead in their home, local authorities are investigating this to found what happened, all I know is he was supposed to be in the ECW World Title Match at Vengeance in Houston at the Toyota Center but bowed out of it citing personal reasons but what they were nobody knows. Their will be a tribute to Chris Benoit and his family tonight on the three hour Monday Night Raw at 8pm on USA Network. I'm very saddened by this because I was one of his fans from his days in ECW and WCW not just WWE and he will be missed by not just me but all wrestling fans in general! Now maybe that'll wake up the WWE and knock this crap off about Vince McMahon who I know isn't dead even though they say he is.

Is Hell Hot Or Cold???
Is Hell Hot or Cold??? The following is supposedly an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid-term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well. Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different Religions that exist in the world today. M

Blast Giveaway- Stop By & Help "just Meee" Win This Blast Contest. Ty
STOP BY AND HELP LINDA WIN THIS BLAST CONTEST, SHES ALWAYS THERE FOR EVERYONE ELSE, MAKING THEM AWESOME TAGS ETC..SHES AN AWESOME PERSON, SHE DESERVES TO WIN THIS. TY JEN

Why Stalk
How many of you have SEEN this graphic BE A WOMAN AND SPEAK UP AND STOP LURKING IN THE SHADOWS!!!! on my page smack in the middle?? How many of you know me well enough to know I hate women coming to my page spying on men they are "involved with" or "in love with" or just STALKING on here.... Well I'm having a problem with one female in particular. She is "in love" with a friend of mine on here, yet they have never met. Well that's all good if they are in a relationship. But WHY do you need to stalk other women who they happen to be talking to? That's so immature and insecure. I've blocked her and denied her from adding me (since you can't view my pics with out being a friend, and she was trying to add me to get in the folders to see what comments he has made). But you know that cherry STILL hasn't fixed that block option, so if you block someone they can STILL go to your page. It's time for cherry to fix that option. I, and others on here, are so sick of the stalkers and fools comi

Censorship It!
Ok, I can't take it another second... if I don't blog about it, I am gonna explode!!!!! What really *ticks* me off is when I go grocery shopping with my girls in tow and some teeny-bopper/barely old enough to spell/emo dressed/pimple faced/plaid totting/slang jerker always finds their way to me or near me and my daughers and uses every known CURSE word known to man!!!!!!!!!!! I mean, really!? Do you have to show of your lack of intelligence near my children???? I mean come on!!! Do you talk like that to or in front of your parents? My daughters are of obvious young age, so have some common respect here! Do I walk next to you shouting words of discredibility towards your obvious dressing in the dark fashion disaster wardrobe your sporting this very evening??? NO!!! No matter how much I think it in my own head, I respect EVEN YOU enough to keep my words inside....now where is that same equal respect for me? OR better yet, MY DAUGHTERS!!!!!!!!!! I do realize we live in a society w

United States Political System
Contrary to what many people think, the US is NOT a democracy, it is a Republic. In a Democracy, every citizen votes on everything, in a Republic, the citizens elect representitives to make the decisions for them (or in the US, make the decisions the folks with money wants.) What is even more shocking to learn is that the president of the United States does not have to follow the law as specified by the Supreme Court (Please read up on the Trail of Tears and President Andrew Jackson.) There is nothing in the Constitution that prevents a state from leaving the Republic of the United States. So there was nothing Unconstitutional about the southern states leaving the Union, even if it was for a extremely stupid cause. The Civil War could have been prevented in 1843 if the Northern States would have used the same procedure that the British Empire had done when it outlawed slavery... The British Government bought all the slaves, outlawed slavery, then freed the slaves, no one los

Warning For Parents!!!!
Parents need to know about the sick, sick movement known as "pedophile activism". I am not joking. Look up pedophile activism on wikipedia.org for more information. They have created these symbols, so that they can identify each other, create a support network, it's sickening: This is the symbol for "boy love" called BLogo This is the symbol for "girl love", called GLogo This is the symbol for "Childlove Online Media Activism, CLOMAL This is the symbol for all-encompassing pedophilia, CLogo This is not a joke!!! If you see these symbols on someone's myspace, they are a pedophile. If you see someone with one of these symbols on their clothing or jewelry, they are a pedophile. (Which, in my opinion, gives you permission to beat the fuckiing shit out of them.) Anyone with children, please please go to wikipedia.org (a free online encyclopedia) and search "pedophile activism" and you'll get the whole sick story. Also, please repost this in your bulletins,

What You Give.
Who's the one that makes you happy? Or maybe, who's the one always on your mind? And who is the reason you're livin' for? Who's the reason for your smile? I feel so lonely, yet I know I'm not the only one To ever feel this way. I love ya so much that I think I'm goin' insane. I'm goin' crazy, outta my head. Goin' crazy, outta my head. Can't think about nothin' but your good, good love, And what you give. Now, ev'ry one needs somebody. And you know, ev'rybody needs someone. Well, and a-yes it's true! Ev'rybody needs a special kind of love, And you're the only one I'm thinkin' of. You mean the world to me. You are my only! I feel so lonely, yet I know I'm not the only one To carry on this way. I love ya so much I lose track-a time, Lose track of the days. I'm goin' outta my head, Goin' crazy, outta my head. Can't think about a-nothin' but your good, good love, And what you give. It's not whatcha got, it's a-what you give. It ain't the life you choose, i

Falling In And Out Of Love
When I say I love you I do But this with you will not do I need someone I can lean on Someone I can count on too Yes you are there sometimes For that I am grateful to you But I need someone there full time And that you can not do You told me once you loved me That I could believe in you I was there when you needed someone Where were you when I needed someone, too? The time has come for me to let go Never to expect you to care again People may come and people may go But my love will never end

Anxiety About The Trip!!
So I'm freaking out.. I'm the type of person that likes to plan in advance and I don't have the IN ADVANCE opportunity right now.. I haven't even printed directions yet.. I have been running around like a chicken with my head cut off because I couldn't find my drivers liscense so I had to go to secretary of state for over an hour and stand in line so I could get a new one.. and then had to go to state farm to make sure my car insurance was paid up and get a new print out of my proof of insurance. I have to clean the rabbit cage before I go, pack Connor's stuff and try to chill so I'm not all on edge while driving 15 hours. I'm already tired and haven't even gotten on the road! Jim owes me HUGE!

Top 10 Signs Your Family Is Stressed...
10. Conversations often begin with "Put the gun down, and then we can talk". 9. The school principal has your number on speed-dial. 8. The cat is on Valium. 7. People have trouble understanding your kids, because they learned to speak through clenched teeth. 6. You are trying to get your four-year-old to switch to decaffeinated. 5. The number of jobs held down by family members exceeds the number of people in the family. 4. No one has time to wait for microwave TV dinners. 3. "Family meetings" are often mediated by law enforcement officials. 2. You have to check your kid's day-timer to see if he can take out the trash. 1. Maxwell House gives you industrial rates.

All Who Pass This Way
More wise words taken from Lady Victoria's blog...I love reading her blogs and encourage anyone who desires enlightenment and needs encouragement to look hers up. ALL WHO PASS THIS WAY We have so little time, as we pass this way. To enjoy the mighty in the smallest of creations. We have so little, yet have great abundance. When we see the Sacred in the Oyasin, the All the One. We have so little, and so we search. For the Food that feeds us and the drink that quenches our thirst, and we find it in great supply. We have so little, Yet we have so much. Pilamaya, Thank you, Creator, for you have given us so much and we are truly Thankful. As we pass this way on our Journey Home. Aho, Mitakuye Oyasin

More About Me (updated)
I am very openminded person,but I hate lies and games,that drives me nutz.I like people with ambitions and some kind of talent.I hate stupid people who have no talent but try to convince everyone around that they have what it takes to be called A "star".Or people who make alot of promises, but at the end or even fucking beggining they can't even mantain their one promises that they've made before

Its Offically
I' VE LOST ALL RESPECT FOR GOOD CHARLOTTE...JOEL MADDEN FRONTMAN OF GC KNOCKED UP THE ANOREXIC SKANK BAG NICOLE RICHIE THAT MAKES ME ILL i didnt think he could go that low and now they are getting married im so very disappointed

Gifts
Wanna know how hot you are??? You're OK-----teddy bear You're CUTE----red rose I'd Do Ya!!----any spicy gift You're SEXY----dozen roses Let's Be Friends----kitten We can party----any liquid refreshment Wanna get Married??---any big pimpin' gift Repost this and see how many gifts you get!!!

Why Are We Fighting??? Can Anyone Tell Me?
hey everyone, i ahve not written in a long time, but i am going to try this again.. i sit here and i sit here day after day. just thinking of the world out there passing along. you know it funny i wonder what all the people in the world are in such a big hurry for. i seem to get more acomplished in my day by taking my time and thinking about what i am doing. people are fighting everwhere. out in the world yes but here too. come on people, think about it aren't we doing the same here as we are complaining about out there in the world ? yes ok i know the puter is the world , but we have to remember this; anyone can be anyone behind a puter screen and key board. i have lots of friends out there, but there are alot that i don't know either and i just have to give people the benefit of the doubt. then if they mess it up it is on them not me, and i know that i gave it my all to get along. then i just let it go. so why do we feel that we have to get even with someone??? if we take care of our

Contest Of Contests!!!!!
HELP!!!!!!!!!!!! There are too many hotties in this contest, and I don't think I have a chance. So I need all the love I can get from ALL my friends and fans. I want this BAD so show me what your made of. PLZ PLZ PLZ Thanks much luv and hugzzz David pick a pic

What Is It For Me ?
It's been about 5 yrs now without her smile My little girl is away, if it was an inch, seems to be a mile I miss her so much and it hurts to hide it in I do hate her mother eve if it may be a sin Sin as it may I love that little girl She would stillbe here if her mother gave it a whirl For her sins I hurt and for that, I sin And it is only I who knows where I have been I have hid the pain more this yr than ever But I will not forget her...never I wait for the day she knocks on my door Early or late it would be better than before I am forever her dad in my heart and that will never change Although it could have all been rearranged There is no man that could ever be a better dad The best of life , is what they both had I want to believe that the lord has something different for me But I had the perfect life so what could that be

Poem
The empty feeling of being alone, When the one you love has suddenly flown, The lonliness felt deep down inside, No night has passed that I have not cried. My bestest friend he had become, But suddenly now my emotions are all numb. I was certain a message had come from above, and had given me permission to give him my love. The darkness is now starting to set in, I fear that I will never be able to love again. The pain that I've endured seems to be more than I can bare, I feel as if noone will even care. Author - Just Me... 06/04/07

Divorc3 Letter
A DIVORCE LETTER...LMFAOOOOO Body: Dear Wife: I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you for good. I've been a good husband to you for seven years and I have nothing to show for it. These last two weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you had quit your job today and that was the last straw. Last week, you came home and didn't even notice that I had gotten a new hair cut, cooked your favorite meal, and even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You came home and ate in two minutes, and went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don't tell me you love me anymore, you don't want sex anymore, or anything. Either you're cheating on me or you don't love me anymore. Whatever the case is, I'm gone. Your EX-Husband P.S. Don't try to find me. Your SISTER Carla and I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life! Dear EX-Husband: Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It's true th

Jeffery Yaws Show New Venue
Jeffrey Yaws Benifit Dreamworld Music Complex 3102 W. Division Arlington, TX 76012 Sunday July 15th 2:00 p.m. Tickets are $10 at the door. $5.00 for kids 10 and under All Proceeds at the door will go to Jeffrey Yaws and Family For his huge stack of medical Bills www.dreamworldmusiccomplex.com http://www.myspace.com/pheonixmusiccomplex (Card Subject To Change) TTW Title Match Texas Red (C) VS. Maxx Muscle Intergender Tag Team Action Kissy Boots vs. Miss_Diss Lexia & "Showcase" Shance Williams PWF Brass Knuckles Title Match (A Special Stipulation willbe added to this match the day of the show) "Chicano Assasin" Chuey Martinez (C) vs.Violent V vs. The "Hebrew Hitman" Dave The Rave 1ST EVER JEFFREY YAWS INVITATIONAL CUP (Every Match is 1 fall. The winners of each of these matches will go on to the final match, a Gauntlet/Royal Rumble style match. 2 Man will start. Every Minute a new entry will enter the match. Pinfalls, Submissions, TKO's, over the top are al

Hey Everyone
hi everyone i just want to apologize to you all for me not being online in a while. i have been going through a rough time since i have moved back home but i am getting myself back on track. i am going to live my life day by day know instead of trying to plan my future. i found thatit is the best way to do things know and much less of a heartbreak. but i miss talking to all of my friends on here and hope i can stay in better contact with everyone.

Miltary Life
It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. ____________________________________________________ You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. ____________________________________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. ____________________________________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. ____________________________________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. ____________________________________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. ______________________________________________

Dominance For Nice Guys
Dominance for Nice Guys For starters, it's not what you think. The first thing to do is to understand, deep down inside, that it's possible to do these things and still be a good person. While some of these things may superficially resemble abuse, there's an important difference; unlike an abuser, you are doing these things because you both enjoy them, and you're doing them in a way that is safe, consensual, and respectful of her limits and desires. One way to think about it is that you're playing a role. A person who plays a villain on TV is not actually a villain; and if you and your partner play out roles for your mutual enjoyment, it doesn't mean you're being abusive. You and your partner can play out roles in which you are harsh and demanding and she is your sex slave, and this does not mean that you actually believe women should be subordinate to men. But I was always taught to treat women with respect! There is nothing wrong or disrespectful about treating people

Blocking Empathic Pain
Does anyone know how to block empathic pain? Since visiting my sis whose empathic powers are stronger than mine I have noticed a distinct increase in the empathic pain I'm recieving. I know how to throw the pain away but its getting to be an almost constant thing. I'm learning also, how to help remove the pain from the person who is actually IN pain but I can't find anything on the web to help.

Where I Actually Blog.
I'd use this one, but I'm not sure the stuff I usually write in my blogs is what they want to be posted here. If anyone here on cherryTAP is actually interested in reading a blog of mine, here are mine, in order of frequency updated: dacnomaniac.livejournal.com thrillkiller.insanejournal.com intoothandclaw.greatestjournal.com I'm also RedFeral on IMVU and Blood in the Fog on AIM.

No Limit
ADRENALINE MUSIC RADIO COME ROCK WITH DJ HONEYIN THE HOTTEST CT LOUNGENO LIMIT LOUNGE(CLICK PIC FOR LOUNGE) Click my pic and come hang with me (repost of original by 'The Stallion-NO LIMIT-Adrenaline Radio' on '2007-07-14 17:36:07')

Duds That Get Rated
guys that get down rated get mad more then gurls hey are you gay do you really care if a guy thinks your cute cause im not gay and i would rather a guy didnt even look at me like that thats fighting words what dod you think

Girlfriend Application
Name: Age: Location: Height: Weight: Hair (color nd style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: Fetish: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists? 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the beach? 5. If so...would you go with me late at night? 6. Do you like movies? (name your top 3) 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. If you were to take me out to a movie would we watch the movie? 9. If not what would we be doing? 10. Do you play an instrument? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw each other to make sure i made it home alright? 13. Favorite food? 14. Favorite body part on a girl? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, player, slut)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because? 18. If ex boyfriend or fling calls would you pick up the phone? 19. Would you ever let me answer your phone? 20. Any secrets that you would

No Knowledge Without Emotion
There can be no knowledge without emotion. We may be aware of a truth, yet until we have felt its force, it is not ours. To the cognition of the brain must be added the experience of the soul.

Over N Under
I know you’ll be there To see the tables turning Wake up tomorrow And watch the bridges burning I can see it in your eyes I can feel it in my mind I don’t care if you realize What you see in my eyes I’m over me being under you I’m breaking free I’m breaking through I’ve overcome all I’m underneath I can finally stand I can finally breathe Remember when we First had the thought of living A perfect picture But I did all the giving Gave up my passions To try to make you happy The joke is over And I’ll do all the laughing I can see it in your eyes I can feel it in my mind I don’t care if you realize What you see in my eyes I’m over me being under you I’m breaking free I’m breaking through I’ve overcome all I’m underneath I can finally stand I can finally breathe

The Me Hidden Within
This season is the time for happiness and cheer, But look through my eyes and you will see a tear. The words that I speak are never to be heard, And all I want from you is your promising word. No one ever listens to a word that I say, All I need is for someone to point me into the traveling way. Having no one to talk to makes the anger build within, So I think hard and loud knowing I need to raise my chin. I fight with myself all the time, Wanting to do something but knowing it's a crime. I just want all this anger within me to just come out, I have this huge urge just to shout. I just want to release the real me from being hidden within, Sometimes I think all the things I do are a sin. Please help release the me hidden within.

What Color Is Your Soul Painted
What color is your soul painted?PurpleYour soul is painted the color purple, which embodies the characteristics of sensuality, spirituality, creativity, wealth, royalty, nobility, mystery, enlightenment, arrogance, gaudiness, mourning, confusion, pride, delicacy, power, meditation, religion, and ambition. Purple falls under the element of Earth, and was once a European symbol of royalty; today it symbolizes the divine.Click Here to Take This QuizQuizzes and Personality Tests

Maybe The End For Me Who Knows
Some parts of FUBAR are being blocked in my network as a pornsite. The government is gay like that. Not only are most websites blocked but I have to pay for my internet. I love our government.

First Post
so this is my first post in this blog. right now my life is going haywire. i don't really have the mental energy to get into details.. but is rough. i'm doing what i can to cope and deal with the possible loss of the greatest love of my life...

Sb 861
BREED SPECIFIC LAWS: A BASIC PRIMER Material on this page © The Animal Council 2006, 2007 BREED SPECIFIC LAWS designate one or more specific dog breeds, mixes of these breeds or dogs having an appearance of the designated breeds. These may include: * Bull breeds – AKC, UKC, ADBA, mixes, appearance * Rottweilers, Dobermans, German Shepherds * Lesser common breeds – Akitas, Malamutes, Siberians, etc. * Rare breeds – American Bulldogs, Presas, Tosas, etc. BREED SPECIFIC LAWS impose prohibitions, restrictions or requirements on keeping the designated dog: * outright prohibition * future prohibition with grandfathering, with or without permits, restrictions or requirements * immediate permits, restrictions or requirements BREED SPECIFIC LAWS have been enacted by state and local governments (no federal law to date) * provisions in general animal control provisions; or * may also be used in the context of a dangerous dog law to impose

So Called Friends.....
I hate people that say that they are your friends and then they stab you in the fucking back!!!!! My so called best friend is going around telling everyone all these fucking lies about me and then haveing her boygriend call me and tell me that I cant talk to her no more over a bunch of shit that happened over a year ago before she even met him and the motherfucker is going to sit there and threaten to fucking kick MY ass the next time he sees me. I am a very nice person and it takes alot to really piss me off and this motherfucker has pissed the the fuck off. Anit no motherfucker going to sit there and threaten me. People need to grow the fuck up, the past is the past and you cant go back and change it. Yeah shit happens but what the fuck are you going to do about it!!!

Party
Anyone that is interested in hostessing a party next Friday or Saturday (the 27th or 28th) I will add an extra $100 to your total party sales which will bump up your hostess credit and add a bottle of lube to your order at no additional cost! Contact me asap!

A Routine Test
A test is cancelled on Thursday morning. You tell me to go home. I am driving you insane with my questions and worries. A simple invasive test on Thursday afternoon. A good morning on Friday. And then in the twinkling of an eye, Friday afternoon, you cease to exist. I don't know why. I don't know how. I do know that my life is now in turmoil. I don't see any light right now. I know you missed Pops, You drove him crazy always running late, But you know he waited then, Always rolling his eyes and tapping his watch And yet, he would always wait for you, Always late, Always running back into the house.... Why couldn't you be late one more damn time? I love you, Mom

Excited!
So My car is ready to be picked up.. just waiting on some money to hit my account and then I get to make the trip back to NC to get my car and then drive all the way back again..this time my mom is keeping connor..so it should be much more simple! HOPEFULLY... I should be heading out Monday night

Ugh Some People...
->ghostrider...: hahaha omg ->ghostrider...: you just dont say shit like that to a woman ghostrider...: with you weight problem u should feel lucky that someone wants to stick a tounge in your pussy ghostrider...: and why is that ->ghostrider...: uncalled for ghostrider...: i would love to stick my tounge inside your pussy Shoutbox convo I just had...Gotta love the people on here...

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Darlin' I can't explain Where did we lose our way Girl it's drivin' me insane And I know I just need one more chance To prove my love to you If you come back to me I'll guarantee That I'll never let you go Can we go back to the days our love was strong Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong Can somebody tell me how to get things back The way they use to be Oh God give me a reason I'm down on bended knee I'll never walk again until you come back to me I'm down on bended knee So many nights I dream of you Holding my pillow tight I know I don't need to be alone When I open up my eyes To face reality Every moment without you It seems like eternity I'm begging you, begging you come back to me Can we go back to the days our love was strong Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong Can somebody tell me how to get things back The way they use to be Oh God give me a reason I'm down on bended knee I'll never walk again until you come back to me I'm

Beautiful Comment 3
Part three of the comment series from "aDICKt of Passion" Her moans are loud enough for me to know that she's interested. With one last drive, I press my mouth all the way down... grinding as she plays inside my mouth. Another "Oooohhhh" from her lips, but this time, she attempts to lift me. I'm stubborn and playful, and instead my mouth rises as I suck hard. Her finger "pops!" from my mouth, making her giggle, "Hmmmmm... I want to hear that sound more... from my mouth." I look up and see a naughty look, and a teasing smile from her lips. Well then! I turn her hand again, kissing and licking the inside of her wrist. My left hand falls to the inside of her left ankle... slowly caressing... enjoying the feel of her stockings and her hot skin... slowly my hand rises. At the back of her knee, my kiss-lick-sucks rise up her forearm to the inside of her elbow. It is almost intolerable... the wait... her bosom calls my name and I know that she feels the same passion that I do.

Everyone Needs To Read All
EVERYONE NEEDS TO READ ALL OF THIS and HAVE CHILDREN READ IT TOO! After tossing her books on the sofa, she decided to grab a snack and get on-line. She logged on under her screen name ByAngel213. She checked her Buddy List and saw GoTo123 was on. She sent him an instant message: ByAngel213: Hi. I'm glad you are on! I thought someone was following me home today. It was really weird! GoTo123: LOL You watch too much TV. Why would someone be following you? Don't you live in a safe neighborhood? ByAngel213: Of course I do. LOL I guess it was my imagination cuz' I didn't see anybody when I looked out. GoTo123: Unless you gave your name out on-line. You haven't done that have you? ByAngel213: Of course not. I'm not stupid you know. GoTo123: Did you have a softball game after school today? ByAngel213: Yes and we won!! GoTo123: That's great! Who did you play? ByAngel213: We played the Hornets. LOL. Their uniforms are so gross! They look like bees. LOL

How Do They Survive???? More Stories...
1. Recently I went to a McDonald's, I saw a menu that you could have an order of 6, 9, or 12 chicken nuggets. I asked for a half dozen nuggets. 'We don't have half dozen nuggets,' said the teenager st the counter. 'You have don't?' I asked. 'No, we only have 6, 9, and 12.' was the reply. 'So I can't order have dozen nuggets, but I can order 6?' 'That's right.' So I shook my head & ordered 6 McNuggets. 2. I was checking out at the local Walmart with just a few items and the lady behind me put her things on the belt close to mine. I picked up one of those 'dividers' that they kept by the cash register and placed it between our things so they wouldn't get mixed. After the girl scanned all of my items, she picked up the 'divider', looking it all over for a bar code so she could scan it. Not finding it she said to me, 'Do you know how much this is?' I said to her, 'I've changed my mind, I don't think I'll buy that today.' She said 'OK' and I paid her fo

Celebs Behaving Badly
What is wrong with celebs these days seems like everyday you pick up a newspaper and there's an article about another celebrity behaving badly. They think that because they are rich and famous they are above the laws that the rest of us have to abide by. All celebrities should sit back and think before they act in a manner that shames them in the public eye. The legal system is not perfect but when there is a case involving the Lindsy Lohans and the Paris Hiltons justice is not equal under the law.

Myspare.com Hater Blog!!!!
So I was looking at Tom's profile today, plotting on how to kill him and all the people who still think he has anything to do with myspace now days (im not really plotting to kill him, by the way. sad that I have to clarify that these days.)... It makes me mad when i see people commenting on Tom's profile "i can't believe you made myspace by yourself and still run it by yourself"... god I want to slap a bitch every time I see those comments. I never noticed that when you post a blog and it shows what your currently listening to or what your currently playing, it is a REFERRAL link to amazon.com... I'm sure the cookie lasts something like a week at least, so I wonder how much money myspace makes off amazon sales? Is this something that came about after myspace was sold or when it was still just a evil start up? I really hate Tom and Chris DeWolfe. Their rich and I'm not. It doesn't stop there, I also hate Larry Page and Sergey Brin, and almost everyone else who has been rea

I Miss U Online....
I miss you online, because you always make the days so sunny. And I just wanted to send you some good wishes and let you know that you're in my thoughts every day. Drop me a line when you find the time, and let me know how you're doing. I'm anxious to hear about what's going on in your life. I hope your troubles have been few, and that fair weather has found its way to your door.

Difference Between Women And Men
Difference Between Women And Men 1. NAMES If Laurie, Linda, Elizabeth and Barbara go out for lunch, they will call each other Laurie, Linda, Elizabeth and Barbara. If Mark, Chris, Eric and Tom go out, they will affectionately refer to each other as Fat Boy, Godzilla, Peanut-Head and Scrappy. 2. EATING OUT When the bill arrives, Mark, Chris, Eric and Tom will each throw in a $20 , even though it's only for $32.50. None of them will have anything smaller and none will actually admit they want change back. When the women get their bill, out come the pocket calculators. 3. MONEY A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs. A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't need, but it's on sale. 4. BATHROOMS A man has five items in his bathroom: a toothbrush, shaving cream, razor, a bar of soap, and a towel from the Marriott. The average number of items in the typical woman's bathroom is 337. A man would not be able to identify most of these it

Which Is Right?
An English professor wrote these words "A woman without her man is nothing" on the chalkboard and asked his students to punctuate it correctly. All of the males in the class wrote: "A woman, without her man, is nothing." All the females in the class wrote: "A woman: without her, man is nothing." Punctuation is everything

Just A Rate Pleaseeeee ?????
COME SHOW SOME SWEET LOVE AND DROP A RATE FOR ME AND TEAM SMOKE THA PAIN AWAY NOW!! ALL WE NEED ARE RATES.. NO COMENTS!! COME SHOW US YOU KNOW HOW TO SMOKE WIF US BABYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY !!!!!!! MUAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH PAIN IS MY PASSION

Moving.. Moving.. Moving...
So last week monday I decided I was going to move back home.. then shortly after the fact I decided I was going to move back to California. Well, Ididn't exactally know when I was going to be moving....... I'm moving on August 1st. I'm really scared and excited, but I don't know how I'm going to handle the plane situation, I'm deathly afraid of hieghts and what not. But I guess I'll live..

Thanks
Thanks everyone who took the time to chat and get to know me. I will not forget alot of you and want to keep in touch so give me a shout and I will get the info I need and give you mine. Love to all my Fubar friends

Yea..i Made It This Far...lol
I keep getting booted when i try to come here. Not sure what the problem is. Maybe my laptop is too old and not enough memory....anyways just beccause i haven't been able to stop in doesn't mean i'm not interested. Just can't get here. Today for some reason i did.. thats way cool. Hope you have a great week.....

Myspace Announcement
Tom Latest Update: Jul 30, 10:37 am PDT hey folks! unfortunately over the last week you've undoubtedly noticed the trouble with the mail on this account. this has only affected users in the 16 million profile range, and that's where your account lies, which is why you're seeing this announcement now. mail will be back on today, for the rest of the day. but tonight at midnight (PST), we'll be running some maintenance on the databases one last time. it should last 8 hours till 8am, Tuesday morning (again PST). after that, the mail problems should be fixed once and for all! so sorry for this inconvenience. I know a lot of you rely on myspace like email

Little Boys‎
GOTTA LOVE LITTLE BOYS Two young boys walked into a pharmacy one day, picked out a box of Tampons and proceeded to the checkout counter.The man at the counter asked the older boy, "Son, how old are you?" "Eight," the boy replied. The man continued, "Do you know what these are used for?" The boy replied, "Not exactly, but they aren't for me. They're for him. He's my brother. He's four. We saw on TV that if you use these you would be able to swim and ride a bike. Right now, he can't do either one."

Blah...
I've been thinking here lately that maybe I'm meant for something bigger...I want out of Mississippi...Out of a trailor...Out of this life. And no, I don't mean I don't want my fiance', or my animals, or my family...I LOVE THEM ALL...I just know there's something more out there. Wherever I go, my fiance' and my animals will go too. I don't want to struggle to survive...Don't want to worry about what I'm gonna cook, or if I HAVE anything to cook, don't want to have to dream about that outfit I see in the store, or the car I want..I want to be able to just buy it and enjoy it. The problem is...I don't even know where to get started...lol I'm working on BODacious magazine...curvosity...and looking into a couple of other things...Any ideas? They'd be greatly appreciated...I love y'all!

Poem
IF I KNEW If I knew it would be the last time That I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time,! I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, Well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything just right. There will l always be another day to say "I love you," And certainly the

My Sex Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 148 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Jokes I Just Had To Post
9 Chuckles To Brighten Your Day hehe Number nine ~~~~~~~~~ A man is in a hotel lobby. He wants to ask the clerk a question. As he turns to go to the front desk, he accidentally bumps into a woman beside him and as he does, his elbow goes into her breast. They are both quite startled The man turns to her and says, "Ma'am, if your heart is as soft as your breast, I know you'll forgive me." She replies, "Sir, If your penis is as hard as your elbow, I'm in room 1221." Number eight ~~~~~~~~~~ A young Texan walks up and sits down at the bar. "What can I get you?" the bartender inquires. "I want 6 shots of Jagermeister," responded the young man. "6 shots! Are you celebrating something?" "Yeah, my first blowjob." "Well, in that case, let me give you a 7th on the house." "No offense, sir. But if 6 shots won't get rid of the taste, Nothing will!!" Number seven ~~~~~~~~~~ A businessman boards a flight and is lucky enough to be seated next to a gorgeous woman.

American Idol 2007 Episode 36 - Top 4 Performance Show Review
Why is it that the power company is stupid enough to schedule a power cut right when American Idol goes to air. Not too a bad thing I guess considering how this series is going. I have to say that despite the fact that it is Top 4 week, no one really seems to care. This has to have been the most disappointing season of American Idol which is evident by falling ratings. Does anyone actually care who wins this year? Oh well, tonight the final four get to work with Bee Gees legend Barry Gibb . I'm not sure I'm going to be too thrilled with tonight's show. Is anyone going to stand up, yet? The contestants get to sing two songs each tonight. First up: Contestant: Melinda Doolittle Song Choice: Love You Inside Out Ringtone: Voting Number: 1 866 436 5701 & 1 866 436 5705 I'm not sure I get why Melinda is not stepping up any more. Perhaps she is trying to get herself sent home before Lakisha. Contestant: Blake Lewis Song Choice: You Should Be Dancing Ring

What A Pick Up Line...
A guy from Newfoundland is sitting at the bar in New York City and looks at his watch several times in the space of a few minutes. The woman sitting nearby notices this and asks, "Is your date running late? "No," he replies, "I have this state-of-the- art watch. I was just testing it." The intrigued woman says, "A state-of-the- art watch? What's so special about it?" The Newfoundlander explains, "It uses alpha waves to talk to me telepathically. " The lady says, "What's it telling you now?" Well, it says you're not wearing any panties." The woman giggles and replies, "Well it must be broken because I am wearing panties! The Newfoundlander smirks, taps his watch and says, "Bloody thing's running about an hour fast... Can I buy you a drink?!

Prepare The Way
Saturday, August 4, 2007 On its own, this day is filled with immense value. And in addition, this day gives you the opportunity to prepare for the days and the years to come. Living this day with purpose, gratitude, love and integrity will provide you with a double reward. Not only do you make this day the most fulfilling it can be right now, you also prepare yourself in the best possible way for the days that follow. Nothing is more frustrating than to have the opportunity of a lifetime come along when you are not prepared to seize its promise. You don't have to let that happen to you. For each day is an opportunity to live fully and to prepare diligently. The two go hand in hand. By making the most of every moment, you are putting yourself in position to fulfill the best possibilities when they open up to you. Always keep in mind that what you do today sets the stage for your tomorrow. Fill this day with positive purpose, focused effort and all the joy you can give.

My Birthday!!!!
here's the deal ..tmr is my 20th birthday and i have to work 2-9 should i celebrate it on wednesday when i dont work or should celebrate it tonite or not celebrate it at all and wait til im 21 and just celebrate that one?? plz msg me back with an answer!! thnxs ~*KR1ST3N~*

Horoscopes
Without realizing it, you've drawn a fair number of people over to your way of thinking. Today is perfect for pushing forward with this momentum and seeing how far you can take things in the right direction.

Another Jerk
He was on my friends list and got all pissy and posted trash things on my page. I mailed him nicely asking him to mail me this stuff not be an a** about things. He posted that I need help. I deletd his comment cause my friends don't need to read the trash he was posting on my page. He's the one who needs help for posting trash and trashing me on my page. He's now blocked. Clyde@ fubar

A Masters Touch
As His touch brings her alive, sends butterflies to swirl and dance in her bare belly, she gazes with awe into eyes dark with understanding, wondering how He can see so clearly into her soul, know the longings, cravings which go unanswered unfulfilled. Her dreams become reality when His warmth enfolds her offering so much that she has been missing. When He fills her with His heat, rains come searing, soaking soothing freed by her submission to His yearnings and desires. His dominance a sculptor’s pick chipping away fears and oppressions releasing the woman she was meant to be.

Lesson Learned Events
These will be updated as new shows are booked. MR. BIG'S PUB (FORMERLY JOKER'S) APPLETON, WI 1216 S. Onieda Street Appleton, WI 54911 920.991.2724 8-10-2007 - 9:00 PM PRIVATE PARTY WRIGHTSTOWN, WI 8-17-2007 - 9:00 PM THE RODEO NEENAH, WI Opening for Blend Seven 8-31-2007 - 9:00 PM FLAGSTONE (B-RAD'S) APPLETON, WI Opening for Blend Seven. 9-7-2007 - 9:00 PM THE TAP HOUSE Kaukauna, Wisconsin Sep 15 2007 9:00 PM THE COPPERSHOT NEW LONDON, WI 10-27-2007 - 9:00 PM

Little Sugar On The Prairie
Dear friends, I'm writing to you from the shriveled and dry heart of America--Dakota country. I'm over an hour away from the nearest Wal-Mart, which warms my heart, but the 90 plus temperatures have warmed the rest of me so much so that I'm a bit overheated. And brown, too. Even though I'm about five shades lighter than my mother, she tells me I look like I'm turning into a little Injun. My people aren't the most politically correct. You may be wondering what on earth I'm doing on the fu when I could be spending this valuable time with my family, people I see perhaps twice a year. Truth be told, I'm escaping. I'm curled up in bed--in my childhood bedroom--looking up at photos my mother hung of me. One of me with my brother, one of me as an adult with my pretty, and one of me as a chubby two-year-old girl, apparently humping a kitty. I'm thinking of scanning it and making a classy hump-day html comment for everyone to enjoy. Kitty-child-porn, if you will. (And you

Haircut... And School Cramps...
Hey everyone :) Today mom dragged me into the haircut saloon and made me get a haircut... its the same style as the old, just like an inch shorter... At least I got to keep the long hair in front, its a pain in the hiney when it keeps jabbing my eyes...... My school starts at monday, and mom is freaking out... 3 words... I hate her... I dont understand why I have to go through this hectic stress each summer end when school starts, it's just school, for christs sake, I'm going to survive it LOL... She just acts like it's the end of the world... Ugh... Maybe it is... Haha My mood is generally high, though I have a few downs now and then... Mainly for missing Chris, but also my frustration over my everstressing mom whom I believe won't live for her 60's because of stress and smoking... Umm, that was another sidekick... Damn... Oh well... I managed to reach aprox 50% of the storyline in my Pokémon Diamond game... It's really great, I caught Dialga, the Pokémon on the cover :):):)

Finally A Weekend Off
Finally I get a weekend off. I had to work all from last weekend until this weekend. It's so nice to finally get a break. I'm usually so busy working trying to support my kid and myself that I hardly ever get any time to myself. I'm actually pretty sick of being a cashier and tired of stocking a convient store, but you gotta do what you gotta do to get by and survive, right? Anyways, thanks for reading this blog if you do. Sincerely, Xandy ;)

I'm Not Okay....i Promise It's The Truth...
Yeah, haven;t been on here for AAAAAAGGGEEEESSSSSS, but now I'm back and I'm back to doing this every week, which will be every friday. This weeks song is a song I can;t stop listening too and is I'M NOT OKAY (I PROMISE) by My Chemical Romance Song Name - I'm Not Okay (I Promise) Artist - My Chemical Romance Album - Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge Song Number - 5 of 13 Song Length - 3:08 Lyrics Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say. I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way. For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took, Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor? I'm not okay I'm not okay I'm not okay You wear me out What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems? (I'm not okay) I've told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means (I'm not okay) To be a joke and look, another line without a hook I held you close as we both

Right Now
Hi Everyone, Just a quick note to say hi and ask you all be patient with me. If i have not stopped by to rate etc etc I am sorry but right at this point in time I have some things going on in my life that i need to get sorted out. Some of you will notice that I have started deleting some things from my site. I am doing this because I am noticing things here that I do not care for and that includes mind games. I am not sure if the person responsible for the shitty emails i have been receiving will even get to read this in a way I hope they do another part of me really doesn't give a crap if they do or not. In the time i have been on Cherry Tap/ Fubar I have never disrespected anyone but someone has decided to try to interfere within my personal life. This coward needs to confront me to my face and quit making fake ass profile to send the nasty mails. Well i guess thats it i just wanted you to know why i am not very active on here or really up for holding conversation etc. Hope you

More About Me
More About Me! SurveyMy nameChristineBest physical featureMy EyesGreatest loveThats to hard to answerGreatest fearDyingWorst habitBiting my nailsSpoken languagesA little spanish, latin, and germanFavorite foodAmericanFavorite drink (alcoholic)Tiq straightLeft or Right handedRightPet name my parent(s) call meCritter or ChrisBest friendTabithaFavorite seasonWinterFirst thought when waking upFuckTattoosYes... I have 3 and a scar from onePiercings13, 6 in each ear and my tongue... for right nowFavorite CarMINI!!!Coffee or TeaEither orCats or DogsCats all the wayNight or DayNightSunny or RainyRainy >More free surveys at MFSpace!

I Dated An Anime Character!
I have 20/20 vision you know. When people see how many movies I see and books I read they still can't believe it, especially since both my 'rents had shades since they were knee-high to a Coney Island. Anyway! People wander into our workplace all the time since it's air conditioned and our boss can never remember who actually works here unless it's pay day. *Brent had a super cute friend come over, and after work we ended up going for some Cuban food since we hit it off. The cute friend, *Jeff, was super sweet and had an even cooler job than me. What job, you ask? Why he does voices for english dubbing of anime! He's actually from Texas, which I guess is the hotbed of anime dubbing, and is visiting. No romance, but I had a very fun evening. He was really freakishly good at karoke (until they switched it over to Spanish, watch out!) and we exchanged emails and promised to keep in touch. Also, I'm reading an astounding book called "The History of Love" by Nicole Krauss, I highly r

Falling For You
I'm keeping a secret a secret from you and this little secret is that I'm falling for you I'm falling for you oh so fast i don't know how it happened but it's happening so fast i want to tell you i promise i do but i dint know how i dint know what to do i guess i should tell you for that's the best thing to do it's time to get rid of this secret this secret I'm hiding from you

Awwwwwwwwwwwwww Nuts!!!! Lol
Last night my VIC ran out!!!!!!!!!!!!! :( Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!! Some awesome person gifted me a months VIC and surprised me..... :) I got so use to it...lol Now that I dont have it I feel NEKKED!!!!! lmao!!!!! :P :O.... And I cant afford squat.... Zombies dont make alot of money!!!! heheehe... Oooooooooooh well..... Back to my cave I go lol...Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww nuts............ hahahaha...... Once ya get spoiled, you dont want it to stop..... hehehehe..... :O Okies Im done ramblin now.....lol.....

Pain Without Words
The words are unspoken But the meaning remains the same Without the use of language The message is meant to pain Cutting swift and deep inside The tears resemble winter rain Do they like the power they weild And will they use it again and again Emotions are not a toy So please try to refrain Do not needlessly hurt me If our love is to sustain. March 10, 2004

Stupid Girls
what is it that girls dont understand about NO!!!!, tis girl phones for an appointment.. i say i might be able MIGHT!! to squeeze her in (MIGHT)sooooooooooooo she turns up with her 2 fiends 30 mins before i shut shop. her friend the one with the loud mouth!!!proceedes to ask me over and over again to do a small star (WOW) on her stomache.. i refuse saying im going home "go on man it will only take 5 minutes" how long she been tattooing??? i say i might be able to get her in tommorrow she finally say's ok when i ask her for a small deposit she say's "ive got no money on me!!! SO!!!! tell me this how was she gonna pay for her tattoo TODAY!! DER!!!!! i give up..

Sappiness Part 2
My divorce is final but I'm trying to look on the upside of everything. I hope that one day, I will find true love, someone who is just as crazy as me, but still a softie underneath it all, lol. So, I'm a big quote person. I love good quotes. Love doesn't make the world go round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile. -Franklin P. Jones If you have it [Love], you don't need to have anything else, and if you don't have it, it doesn't matter much what else you have. -Sir James M. Barrie Never look down on anybody unless you're helping him up. -Jesse Jackson Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever. -M.K. Gandhi Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow; Don't walk behind me, I may not lead; Walk beside me, and just be my friend. -Albert Camus The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched - they must be felt with the heart. -Helen Keller Some love lasts a lifetime. True love lasts forever. -Unknown

Theory Of An Mc
THEORY OF AN MC................ MOST PEOPLE FORGET OR DONT KNOW ABOUT THE MC AND THE JOB OF AN MC.... BUT FIRST WE MUST DISCUSS THE DIFFRENT TYPES OF MC'S. 1) HIP HOP MC- WHO IS ALL ABOUT HIS OR HER SKILLZ AND FLOWN ON THE MIC RYMING ABOUT THERE LIFE AND SITUATIONS....... 2) DRUM N BASS MC- WHICH IS THE SAME AS THE HIP HOP MC TO AN EXTENT BUT ALSO GETS AN KEEPS THE CROWD HYPE WHILE THE DJ PLAYS...... 3) RASTA/ RAGGA/ REGGIE/ DANCE HALL MC- WHO IS ALOT LIKE THE HIP HOP MC BUT ALSO SINGS..... 4) UK MC- WHICH IS LIKE THE HIP HOP AND THE RASTA/ RAGGA/ REGGIE/ DANCE HALL MC.... 5) THAT GUY AT THE CLUB OR FROM THE RADIO- THEN THERE IS THAT GUY WHO JUS YELLS AND TRYS TO GET THE CROWD HYPE WHILE YELLING OVER VOCALS AND MENTIONING BAR SPECIALS AND OCCASIONALY INTRODUCING THE DJ'S..... 6) THAT POOR GUY- WHO GETS CHOSEN TO INTRODUCE THE DJ'S B 4 THEY PLAY WHO IS 2 NERVOUS AND HAS NO CLUE WHAT TO SAY OR DO BUT DOES IT ANY WAY.... OR ITS THE PARTY PROMOTER.... 5

Misplaced
If misplaced love is misery Then I’m miserable as hell An emptiness inside my chest I’ve begun to know too well I’ve kissed your lips a thousand times But I’ve never seen your face Protection held within my arms Shielding us from our fate The ocean bed has run dry my love And mutinous cries scream from above And all of this a matter of Our ships crossing in the night

Summer’s Fading
Summer’s fading The summer has started fading quickly into fall. Once again, overhead will be the geese’s call. The air will turn crisp, and the colors will be bright. The days will turn short; and longer will be the night. The summer heat turned brown the once green grass. I glance back as another summer comes to pass. Was a time, I hated to see summer go. I’d skip fall and think of winter’s snow. We spend a lot of time living in a future that isn’t here. Why, we want to skip the present, isn’t always clear. I often ponder this and think it’s because, The older I get, the better I was. We look at our past, think of the future, skip what’s in between. We can’t change the past, and the future remains unseen. So, before this day has become my past, I’ll live this day like it was my last. I’m going to spend each day and try and do no wrong. My days passed now seem many; the future might not be as long. chris

A Current Obsession
Come to me to feel my protection a countdown to my revelation no more respect for your regrets And your time has come The naked truth is in disguise It's your secret complication exhausted of this sacrifice just like a lying preacher Hiding to survive So strong living in torture I know that you will never see the light again So hard living in torture erase the burning fear into your eyes again The silent scream is stronger now you cannot keep it too long this cloud evolving into rain your desert seems so far now Come into my arms Following your line I'm losing mine

Men Strike Back
How many men does it take to open a beer? None. It should be opened when she brings it ------------------------------------------------------------------- Why do women have smaller feet than men? It's one of those "evolutionary things" that allows them to stand closer to the kitchen sink. ------------------------------------------------------------------- How do you know when a woman is about to say something smart? When she starts a sentence with "A man once told me..." ------------------------------------------------------------------- Why do men fart more than women? Because women can't shut up long enough to build up the required pressure. ------------------------------------------------------------------- If your dog is barking at the back door and your wife is yelling at the front door, who do you let in first? The dog, of course. He'll shut up once you let him in. ------------------------------ - ------------------------------------

A Special Note To The Christians Who Tell Me I Am Going To Burn In Hell For Eternity
I found this and really liked it so i thought i would share it with you... A Special Note to the Christians who tell me I am going to burn in hell for eternity by Summer Fey Foovay A special note to the Christians who like to tell me I am going to fry in hell for eternity You believe in the Devil. I do not. You believe in a firey Hell. I do not. Maybe you believe in an earth shattering apocolypse as well. I believe that if that happens, it is because we allowed it to. The big difference between our religions, as far as I can see, is your God of Love will condemn me to eternity in Hell. My loving Goddess will greet you when you enter the spirit world. Sit down with you and a box of popcorn and watch the movie of your life, then ask you how you judge yourself and the way you spent the power of your spirit in this life. If the two of you decide you spent it spreading negativity and pain, she will embrace you, pat you on the head, and then chose another life for you on th

Thoughts And Views
MY THOUGHTS AND VIEWS AT MOMENT OK first off this may rub some the wrong. but I have things to get off my chest. I AM SINGLE====last time I checked that meant alone not with anyone, no attachment. This means I am free to talk to whoever say whatever or be with whoever. Im single for a reason and somewhat enjoy it. just cuz you got a crush or like me get to know me first before you say lets be together. I believe in friendship first I Flirt. If you have a crush on me COOL, I crush on alot of people. just cuz you chose me dosent always mean I feel the same back or cant feel the same back just give it time So Regardless how I know you from what site or how I talk to you its just that.. I refuse to get involved with anyone when reality is that we will not meet, what is the point. I have many friends that I talk to in special ways thats all so if your jealous or you think there is more DEAL with it. I dont play games If you are talking to me be considerate understand I do talk to

The Other Guys
The "Other Guys" Not All Americans Not Quite All-Underappreciated I will do 3-5 "Other Guys" at each position. QBs: 1st Alex Brink is a 6-foot-3 207 pound senior quarterback at Washington State. Through his junior campaign, Brink has completed 57.3 percent of his passes for 7,095 yards. He has thrown 50 touchdowns and 28 interceptions. His quarterback efficiency rating is 131.78. Despite these good numbers, the Cougars have endured three straight seasons without a bowl berth. As a starter, Brink is 12-16 over the past three seasons. With a best 4.67 on a fast surface and with improved zip on the ball due to increased strength and better mechanics Brink could go from a fringe to a day 1 prospect with good workouts. During a game against Oregon State University in the 2005 season Brink set a new school record with 531 passing yards. Ahead 30-16 at the break, the Cougars, however, lost that game due in part to defensive and special teams lapses and other mistakes, but also because Br

Naughty Application!!!
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" ***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Email your answers..... SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK T

It Is Now Time For All My Freinds To "shine"
To All My Family,Friends,And Fans! As you all know I never ask for any type of help,ratings or comments from anyone. I send out Lots of Comments to Alot of people and never ask for anything in return,except for them to be a friend. Well,the time has come for all of my people to "SHINE" for me,as i am asking you all to go to a very dear Friends profile and extend some of the Love that i send to all,to Her She has been accused of being a "FAKE" and If you know her, you would know that not to be true! She as REAL as the Sun Risin' in the Morning! She has told me she is sick of this. She Told me that she may leave here. If this were to happen. I WOULD BE CRUSHED! All i ask is to stop by and leave a little Love to Her Let her Know that she is supported here. Tell her i sent ya She really needs her spirits Lifted. So,I say to you all My Great Friends,Just give a Little, of what you get from the good people here! Jus

When A Man Loves A Woman
When she says margarita she means daiquiri. When she says quixotic she means mercurial. And when she says, "I'll never speak to you again," she means, "Put your arms around me from behind as I stand disconsolate at the window." He's supposed to know that. When a man loves a woman he is in New York and she is in Virginia or he is in Boston, writing, and she is in New York, reading, or she is wearing a sweater and sunglasses in Balboa Park and he is raking leaves in Ithaca or he is driving to East Hampton and she is standing disconsolate at the window overlooking the bay where a regatta of many-colored sails is going on while he is stuck in traffic on the Long Island Expressway. When a woman loves a man it is one ten in the morning she is asleep he is watching the ball scores and eating pretzels drinking lemonade and two hours later he wakes up and staggers into bed where she remains asleep and very warm. When she says tomorrow she means in three or four weeks.

New Beginning
I will never know myself till I am all alone I will never be anything as this me A fake, A fruad Who I am just feels all wrong I need a place To run and hide where no one knows my face I'll start new this time No more pretending that everythings all right no more pain I'm forced to hide I can be just me I'll finally be free Too bad it is only real in my dreams.

Nothing Left
Devour me and kill my soul throw me in that big black hole fill my heart with sin and greed for its the devil i wish to meet i need to feel the pain again i want to have the sting remain let my heart go up in flame let the acid onto me rain cut out my tounge gouge out my eyes so never again shall i cry burn my body or devour my flesh until there is nothing left Copyright: Chantal Plummer

2 Drunk Men
Two buddies, Bob and Larry, are getting very drunk at a bar when suddenly > > ?Larry throws up all over himself. > > ? > > ?"Oh, no...? Now my wife will kill me!" > > ? > > ?Bob says, "Don't worry, pal. Just tuck a twenty in your breast pocket and > > ?tell your wife that someone threw up on you and gave you twenty dollars > > ?for the dry cleaning bill." > > ? > > ?So they stay for another couple of hours and get even drunker. > > ? > > ?Eventually Larry stumbles home and his wife starts to give him a bad time. > > ?"You reek of alcohol and you've puked all over yourself! My God, you're > > ?disgusting!" > > ? > > ?Speaking very carefully so as not to slur his words, Larry says, > > "Nowainaminit, I can? e'splain everythin. Itsh snot wha jew think. I only > > had a cupla? drrrinks. But thiss other guy got ssick on me...he had one too > > many! and? he juss koudin hold hizz liquor He said hes was verrry sorry an' > > gave me? twennie bucks for the

One Last Happy Hour
So tonight me and that dude RJeezy got back to back HH's. Come show us mad luv. I'm trying to make one last push to get as close to Godfather as I can. This will be my last Fubar Happy Hour. Thanks for all the help so far.I'm convinced that I got some of the best friends on the FU This is what the HH picture looks like for tonight help me get there thanks:P

Contest Update 3
hi guys! well, im still winning, but the other girl is right on my heels!! at this moment im at 8555 and shes right behind me at 7773 if you have the time, please stop by and drop some love on meeeeee!!!! CLICK HERE TO VOTE (rate and comment) thanks to all who have helped!! i love you guys!!!!!!!! **muahs** (((hugs)))

Pўяф
Passion is the fire that burns my soul.... My desire for you rises above... Like smoke from the coals.... You're the arson... Fanning the flames of no control.... My heart could melt... Before I'd let you go.... I'm forsaken without you... Our love's an inferno.... Together we'll burn it down... For you I am a pyro.

She
She holds back her tears she never shows her feelings she always bites her tongue and shallows her fears as she feels she has to be strong and brave for everyone else. she barely shows emotion she barely lets anyone get close to her she hides herself from the world she will never tell you her wants or needs she will never let you see the real side of her she will never tell you if she is hurt,sad,or upset she will never have the balls to trust anyone in this world again she already trusted once but ended up alone again she already had a promise mad to her but it was broken will she ever find that special friend again or will she end up alone for the rest of her life as the darkness already fell over her.

Judy A.k.a. "sweet Cheeks"
Okay my friends, it's time you all met Judy! :) She has been a friend of mine for quite a while now, thanks to good ole Jeremy Crow (for those of you who probably remember him). :D Judy is a very sweet, caring, loving, creative friend who always stops in to say hi, sends you great comments, makes great tags and is always bringing cheer to those that come to see her! Now be good to her and go check her out...you'll be glad you did!! :D Here is her profile link for her page: (sweet cheeks)@ fubar

Fake Ass Friends
People are too fake on here. They only want pic comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Let's see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "fake ass friends" IT WOULD BE NICE IF YOU RECEIVE A COMMENT STOP IN AND SAY HELLO AS A COMMENT SOMETHING IS BETTER THAN NOTHING BECAUSE I WILL DELETE PEOPLE WHO NEVER TALK I AM HERE TO MAKE TRUE FRIENDS NOT TO ADD PEOPLE TO MY LIST TO SEE HOW MANY I CAN GET I LIKE TO TALK AND CHAT AND IF I SEE YOU COME TO MY SITE AND SAY NOTHING YOU WILL BE DELETED AND I DON'T MEAN COME IN AND RATE OR COMMENT PICTURE THATS A BONUS SO PLEASE SAY HELLO OK NOT ASKING MUCH I LEAVE COMMENTS SOMETIMES TWICE A DAY SO I DO SHOW LOVE

ĦĖŁŁ ĨŞ FÕŖ ČĦĨŁĐŖĒŊ ↔ РÃŦ ΒΈŊÃŦÃŖ
Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endure A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly cries she loves her parents But they want her to die she sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is my life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thrusted the blade Right in her chest, "Youeserve to die You

Affair(suggestive)
Here I lay, Another victim, Notch the bedpost Prostrate, for you. I shouldn't you shouldn't we shouldn't But can't keep my hands off you the way your shoulder tastes when I bite smell of your skin as you rub against me or maybe it's just the way you fuck I don't know no more sleeping baby turn off the lights time moves too fast and you move too slow he and she and they aren't here never suspect and don't know a thing moving faster, because times running past us and you inside me is all I want to be given entirely to you and this moment turn off the lights no more sleeping baby

Dirty Nursery Rhymes < Very Explicit> Dont Read If Offended Easily
Little Miss Muffet sat on her tuffet, bored with this life, so complex. So she ask the spider to crawl up inside her, and give her kinky sex. Little Boy blew all over town, Spreading his "Music" all around. Trying to help his family put food on the table, He was getting paid to blow so now he was able Little Jack Horner stood on the corner soliciting some "pie" When he discovered the hooker was his mother, it made the little boy cry. Little Bo Peep has lost her sheep, Can't remember where she left him. Tied to the bed with his arms and leg's spread, with her memory he's as good as dead. Do you know the Muffin Man? He lives on Drewry Lane. The whole town thinks he's gone insane, the Muffin Mans into whips and chains. There was an Old Woman Who Lived In A Shoe.. Had so many children from the men that she went through. Old Lady was a nympho in constant need of cock. She cant even house her children, little long the stupid sock. Just for a laugh hah

Women Will Be The End Of Me
why is it that every woman i hook up with turns out to be a bitch and either sleeps with my best friend, or leaves with all my money, hell i even had 2 that got pregnant and left, sadly only one of the children made it, but still i never get to see him, so seriously if you are a dumb bitch and you do the stupid shit that i just described, dont even fuckin talk to me, i have seriously had enough of that bullshit

Torn
When do you know it's enough? Nothing is forever. Not even nothing. How long do you hang, nails digging in, Until blood pours from them, signaling a breaking point? You look above you but the can no longer see a goal, an end. One more reach, Just one more claw, But the pain is too much. And yet letting go means you fall, Lower than before, with no time to recover. There's just not enough time, and if there were, Would it even be worth the effort? There's no guarantee. It's hope that keep you clawing, digging, hanging on without a clue why. So when is it enough? When does pain smother hope? What lies ahead is out of sight, Out of reach, and out of understanding. What is behind? That's all the things that Created the fear. It's the reason for clawing ahead in the first place. But bleeding nails can't hold forever.

Military Pay Sucks
Somebody has started to straighten some of these thoughtless and ungrateful people out. And I am even more grateful that it was someone serving in one of the branches of military. Military paid too much ? You be the judge ! This is an Airman's response to Cindy Williams' editorial piece in the Washington Times about MILITARY PAY, it should be printed in all newspapers across America. On Nov. 12, Ms Cindy Williams (from Laverne and Shirley TV show) wrote a piece for the Washington Times, denouncing the pay raise coming service members' way this year -- citing that the stated 13% wage was more than they deserve. A young airman from Hill AFB responds to her article below. He ought to get a bonus for this. "Ms Williams: I just had the pleasure of reading your column, "Our GIs earn enough" and I am a bit confused. Frankly, I'm wondering where this vaunted overpayment is going, because as far as I can tell, it disappears every month between DFAS (The Defense Finance and Accou

How About Her?
Me and my friends had our usual night Friday night. We did karaoke until 2 AM and then we always go to this diner called "Choo-Choos". It's the local place that gets busy from 2-4 AM when a lot of the bars close. The four of us sat there laughing about everything anyone said. It was just one of those times when everyone laughs, especially about stuff of a sexual nature. The waitress came over to take our orders. It was Rachel, a friend of my daughter's who is like a daughter to me too. She's an absolute sweetheart. We joked with her about some stuff until finally she laughed, "OK are you guys settled down enough for me to take your orders?" Just then "Miniskirt girl" walked past us. We call this girl that because she always wears the same tiny mini, so short that if she has a thong on you can see it even when she is just standing there. She's a tall thin blond, kind of like a skanky Barbie doll. Sometimes she wears no thong and her and her boyfriend get off on showing her off to

How To Get A Refund From Walmart!!!
A woman went to a WalMart service counter and told the clerk she wanted a refund for the toaster she bought because it won't work The clerk told her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. Suddenly, the woman threw her arms up in the air and started screaming,"PINCH MY NIPPLES,PINCH MY NIPPLES,PINCH MY NIPPLES!!!!!!" The befuddled clerk ran away to get the store manager in front of a growing crowd of customers. The manager comes to the woman and asks,"Ma'am what's wrong?" She explains the problem with the toaster, and he also tells her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. Once again, the woman throws her arms up in the air and screams,"PINCH MY NIPPLES,PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES!!!" which begins to draw an even bigger crowd! In shock, the store manager pleads, "Ma'am, why are you saying that?" In a huff, the woman says, "BECAUSE, I LIKE TO HAVE MY NIPPLES PINCHED WHEN I'M BEING SCREWED !!"

Outside Looking In
I'm on the outside looking in, at people laughing, joking and having fun. Why must I always be on the outside looking in? I'm on the outside looking in, a mile wide gulf separates me from them. Tears fill my eyes, and all I see is I'm on the outside looking in. I'm on the outside looking in, aching so badly to be in there happy and accepted for who I am, perhaps they would accept me. Only I'm on the outside looking in. I'm on the outside looking in, hating them but yet I want to be their friend. Will they look my way? Will my pain ever end? Or will I stay on the outside looking in? Will the day ever come where I will be one of them on the inside looking out? Lending a hand or helping others and just being a friend to those who are still on the outside looking in? How I long to be on the inside looking out, it's cold, dark and lonely out here...will you let me in? Or will I still be on the outside looking in? By: Lucky to be Irish This poem was written a

Because He Came
Because He Came we can live in Glory! Is there any greater friend who would lay down their life for their friends? He paid our price, how can we repay him? Because He Came we can be Forgiven. Because He came we can be free from all sin. He died on the cross for us so we can live complete. He shed His blood and bought us with His everlasting love. Because He Came, we can love one another. Because He Came, we can be united as one. Because He Came, we all can live in Glory! Because He Came... By: Lucky to be Irish This poem I wrote when I was in 9th grade and I won a poetry contest for the "The National Library of Poetry." They published it in their Millennium Edition.

No Matter What
So True!! 1.If Yooh Dress Nicely, Your A Snob. 2.If Yooh Dress Sexy, Your A Slut. 3.If Yooh Argue With Him, He Says Your Stubborn. 4.If Your Quiet, He Says Your Stupid. 5.If Yooh Call Him, He Says Your Needy And Clingy. 6.If He Calls Yooh,He Says Yooh Should Be Grateful. 7.If Yooh Dont Love Him, He Will Try To Win Yooh. 8.If Yooh Love Him, He Will Leave Yooh. 9.If Yooh Dont Fuck Him, He Will Say Yooh Dont Love Him. 10.If Yooh Do, He Says Your Easy. 11.If Yooh Tell Him Your Problems, He Says Your Irratating. 12.If Yooh Dont, He Will Say Yooh Dont Trust Him. 13.If Yooh Lecture Him, He Will Say Your Bitchy. 14.If He Lectures Yooh, Its Becos He Cares About Yooh. 15.If Yooh Break A Promise, Yooh Cant Be Trusted. 16.If He Breaks It, He Had Too. 17.If Yooh Cheat, Yooh Expect It To Be Over. 18.If He Cheats, He Expexts Another Chance. SO NO MATTER WHAT WE DO US GIRLS NEVER WIN!!!!

Wait For You- Elliott Yamin
I never felt nothing in the world like this before Now I’m missing you and I’m wishing you would come back through my door Why did you have to go? You could have let me know; so now I’m all alone Girl you could have stayed but you wouldn’t give me a chance With you not around it’s a little bit more than I can stand And all my tears they keep runnin’ down my face Why did you turn away? So why does your pride make you run and hide Are you that afraid of me? But I know it’s a lie what you keep inside This is not how you want it to be So baby I will wait for you Cause I don’t know what else I can do Don’t tell me I ran out of time If it takes the rest of my life Baby I will wait for you If you think I find it just ain’t true I really need you in my life No matter what I have to do I’ll wait for you Been a long time since you called me (How could you forget about me) You gotta be feeling crazy How can you walk away (When) Everything stays the same I just

Let Me Pimp You!!!
I'M IN NEED OF IMAGES OF BEAUTIFUL WOMEN TO GRACE THE PAGES OF FUBAR... ALL OF THE WORK LISTED BELOW ARE OF MY FANS THAT HAVE HOOKED THE ][D ][ ][V][ ][D UP WHILE I HAVE BEEN HERE ON FUBAR. WHAT I NEED: I'M LOOKING FOR PHOTO'S OF SEXY WOMEN AT THERE MOST BEAUTIFUL MOMENTS. PHOTO'S THAT ARE EASILY CROPABLE AND THAT ARE SAFE FOR WORK. PURPOSE: I WOULD RATHER CREATE PICTURES OF BEAUTIFUL WOMENT AND PROMOTE ( ][D ][ ][V][ ][D )THEM WHEN I LEAVE COMMENTS ON OTHER MEMBERS PAGES TO HELP GET THE BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE OF FUBAR MORE EXPOSURE... WHAT I NEED FROM YOU: IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO PARTICIPATE PLEASE FU-MAIL ME AND ATTACH A PHOTO OF YOURSELF. I NEED TO HAVE IMAGES THAT ARE HIGH QUALITY AND EASY TO EDIT. THIS MEANS IM LOOKING FOR PICTURES THAT HAVE SOME SORT OF SOLID COLOR IN BACKGROUND. NUDE OR IMAGES FROM WEBCAMS OR CELLPHONES WILL NOT BE ACCEPTED!!! EXAMPLES OF A GOOD IMAGE: SEXRETARYNOTICE AMOUNT OF SOLID COLOR IN BACKGROUND MAKES IT EASY TO TRANSPOSE PERSON OU

Scars
Title: Papa Roach - Scars lyrics Artist: Papa Roach. I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And my scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel I'm Drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone I'm pissed 'cause you came around Why don't you just go home? 'Cause I channeled all your pain And I can't help you fix yourself You're making me insane All I can say is... [Chorus:] I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut And my weakness is that I care too much And our scars remind us that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel I tried to help you once Against my own advice I saw you going down But you never realized That you're drowning in the water So I offered you my hand Compassion's in my nature Tonight is our last stand [Chorus] I'm drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone You shoulda' never come around Why don't you just go home? 'Cause you're drown

Warmness On The Soul
Your hazel green tint eyes watching every move I make. And that feeling of doubt, it's erased. I'll never feel alone again with you by my side. You're the one, and in you I confide. And we have gone through good and bad times. But your unconditional love was always on my mind. You've been there from the start for me. And your loves always been true as can be. I give my heart to you. I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you. And we have gone through good and bad times. But your unconditional love was always on my mind. You've been there from the start for me. And your loves always been true as can be. I give my heart to you. I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you. I give my heart to you. I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.

Your Friends Have Not Been Deleted! (((look @ Dumb Myspace Email From Tom!!!)))
your friends have not been deleted! Just wanted to update everyone on this issue. Last Friday we ran some database jobs to fix an inaccuracy in the way we were counting the number of friends each user has. WE DID NOT DELETE YOUR FRIENDS! We simply fixed the number that shows on your profile. You can read more about it in my blog! I know people are very worried they lost friends, but you did not - your friend count is just closer to being accurate. We're only about halfway through, so your count will still decline until it's completely finished.

What Would You See
What would you see? What would you see if for a day, you were to look at yourself through a strangers eyes? What would you see, of your life? Would they see a life full of promise, a life full of happiness? Would it be a life that has meaning? One that show a person that you would want to befriend, a person that other look upon with admiration and respect, or one that they silently laugh and think, why? Would you see with another’s eyes the person you think you are, and wish you could be? Would you look at yourself and say I am happy that’s me? Would you see one who loves and cares for others, whom is needed and wanted by many or few. Would you see one that is lost and lonely and wanting for more? Would you se one that treats family with love and kindness, or one that only cares for themselves. How would you see yourself day to day? How would you see yourself and in what way? What would you see, when you look into your own eyes, a mirror that reflects a life you want, or one that re

Lonely
Alone in the night,overwhelmed with despair.I know my role.I'm the one they turn to.But where can I go?To whome can I turn?Been too long since I've had my other half.The one to which,in the middle of the night,I turn and stroke their hair.Letting go of the inner need and pain.Sharing not in words,but touch.The burdons are mine.I just don't want to be alone while I carry them.

Silent Thought
Silent Thought This isn't intended for anyone specific to read. I was just silently thinking. I thought I'd post it for people to read. Maybe give an opinion on. Well, for most of you who know me, I'm sure I've told this story before. Every girl I have dated has cheated on me. No news really. Everyone cheats right? ... lol ... I'm not claiming to be perfect. I've cheated. I'm an ass, I'm stuburn, self-centered, greedy, needy, and several other derogative terms. Anyway ... Every time I get with a girl I tell her that I have trust issues. It's hard for me to trust someone because every girl I've dated has cheated on me. Their first response is usually to the effect of; "Well, I've never cheated on anyone. I never would because that's wrong." Or; "I know what it's like to be cheated on. I wouldn't do that to someone." I tell them that they all said that too. Of course, they follow that up with; "Well I'm not like every other girl." Haha, here's the humor. Every girl that I h

Another Noob, Show Him Love!
I had another friend join Fubar and he's off to a slow start. I'm trying to get him into the excitement of it all and he's just not seeing the fun in it all. So please go by and show him what loving and caring people we can all be on here! Thanks bunches, Jackie Have a wonderful week. choboja@ fubar

Just Cause The Ex Is An Ass, Doesn't Mean I Gotta Suffer!
sorry i haven't been posting. I have been haveing a rough time with my ex. Seems he thinks it is ok to call me a liar, so he can justify himself doing it. Problem in that is, I didn't lie and have proof of it. His attitude caused me to pull some pictures I had posted for my fubar family. Well screw him, I think I will repost them. After all we have been ex's for 5 months almost, why should I let his opinion stop me from sharing my talents with those I care most about? I know there are nice guys out there, I guess I just gotta wait till one with an honest heart shows up in my life. I am too much of a good person to let him ruin my life. Well. will try to be on here more often now that wet blanket isn't callin the shots, whether intentional or not! lixx and such for my readers!

Just Me
hey everyone im still kinda new but lovin this site if you want ,rate me,crush me,fan me,make me a vip,or buy me drink,or all of the above.would love to be a vip and rate ya better who deserve it love you all and hope to here from you soon

What Happens When Texan A Dies
WHAT HAPPENS WHEN A TEXAN DIES? Gabriel came to the Lord and said "I have to talk to you.... We have some Texans up here who are causing problems. They're swinging on the pearly gates, my horn is missing, barbecue sauce is all over their robes, their dogs are riding in the chariots, and they're wearing baseball caps and cowboy hats instead of their halos. They refuse to keep the stairway to heaven clean. There are watermelon seeds and pig feet bones all over the place. Some of them are walking around with just one wing." The Lord said, " Texan's are Texan's Gabriel! Heaven is Home to all my children. If you want to know about real problems, call the Devil." So Gabriel calls the Devil.... The Devil answered the phone, "Hello. Hold on a minute. " The Devil returned to the phone, "O.K., I'm back. What can I do for you?" Gabriel replied, "I just want to know what kind of problems you're having down there." The Devil said, "Hold on again. I need to check on s

Can U Belive This Of A Government Office????!!!!!
I am sitting at my desk in utter disbelief, feeling totally distraught and absolutely powerless. The U.S. post office distribution center, which is across the street from my office, does not fly the American flag outside because it might offend some of their foreign employees. The reason I know this is that many people come to our location and ask if we are the post office because they see our American flag. I called the post office and said put a huge sign outside and fly the American flag so people will know you are the post office. The response was, "We don't want to offend anyone." Is this not America? Our values, cultures and way of life are attacked each and every day, and the best our government can do is ban the symbol that has made this the greatest country in the world. Maybe we should remind the post office administrators that this is a government job in which all the people in the United States pay their salaries. We are destroying ourselves from within and in d

I Want You
Makes me think of my darling... ;) I want to feel my body glide across the texture of your skin I want to drink of your eyes, and throw myself in I want to soar to the edge of you & jump off your brim Carve my name across your heart, and let no one else in I want YOU I want to inspire every smile that drips across your face Bring me to your primitive hell, I'll hand you a saving grace Tell me your fantaisies, lets do them... one by one Then we'll lay exhausted, in the brilliance of the sun I want you Dine upon my flesh, I'll set a table for you If you hunger for more I'll heat up my soul for you When night comes along, I'll lay you in sheets of silk and whisper, I want you God I need you: to see you to taste you to breathe you Fuck! I'm on fire I crave I hunger Desire Oooh I want you Pin me down I wont make a sound Yeah...I want you Ravish me slowly, into the ground When we breath too much, too hard, too long When you've torn at my mouth, too quic

From Gina's Blog I Liked
WHENEVER I FIND I FEEL BETRAYED OR LOST ,I GO BACK TO MY WICCAN TEACHINGS, HERES SOME THINGS AND PRAYERS I FIND HELPFULL IN MY DESPAIR. 1."The Lords of light be with me, Remove the darkness from me, Be the strength within me, And all their wisdom guide me. 2."Oh Great Goddess from up above, Fill my pillow with your power of love, So that in sleep I have nothing to fear. Let only good dreams reside in here! So mote it be." 3. Protect from prying eyes What only I can see Protect from prying eyes These magick things of me Make a veil of mystic worth Protect this magick 's hearth Let ourlines be blurred Blended smudged and slurred Only my eyes can see The secrets which entrusted be,I consecrate this water for protection In the name of the Lady and the Lord so mote it be! 4.God and Goddess of the skies please respond to my cries Lift me up in your strong arms away from those who seek to harm Sheild me from the awful rage that shall face me day to day Hel

Paradigm Shift
This is from Stephen Covey's Seven Habits of Highly Effective People and is a story I often think of when I fell I am being too judgmental of others. One day, a ten-year-old boy went to an ice cream shop. The place was very busy and a waitress finally made her way to where he was seated. The boy thought for a time as the waitress impatiently waited for him to speak. Finally he asked the waitress, "How much is an ice-cream cone?" She said, "seventy-five cents." The boy started counting the coins he had in his hand. The waitress became more and more annoyed as other customers waited. Then he asked how much a small cup of ice-cream was. The waitress impatiently replied, "sixty five cents." The boy said, "I will have the small ice-cream cup." The waitress, irritated at how inconsiderate the boy was of her situation, brought him his ice cream and scurried to serve the other patrons. The little boy had his ice-cream, paid the bill and left. When the waitress came to pick up the em

Ok...it's Time Now...lol
Hi all! Now that Mary is home and although tired, is feeling pretty well, it's time for me to hit my contest full-speed ahead. I have had so many of you helping me while I tried to keep everyone apprised of her status, I know you now have markers you can call in anytime you want to. If you have not been able to help, but want to, or if you just misplaced the link, please find the pic below. You are WONDERFUL friends and I owe you big time!!!!!

My Faith
Some people may think I am a religious fantic and to others they will understand me. A few years ago I married a man who claimed to be a big christian! His family were either preachers or missionaries so I thought I foudn a good man. It wasn't long before he started treating me and my kids like garbage. Each year I lost more of myself while I was married to him and I never knew it. I quite doing for people. I quit smiling. I quit being ME! It wasn't till I met one special man and he brought it all to light. I allowed someone to steal the real me. I got back ot reading my Bible and building my faith. It was then I realized I didn't need this man any more. I kicked him out and my churhc turned their back on me. My faith was shaken. I was losing ground fast. I went to another church but whenever i ran accross those people it hurt and I would get mad at them. Not healthy! The more I read my BIble the more I realized I had done right and my church had done wrong. People knew i

No Love 4 Me Lyrics
[swizz beatz] Keep yo hands in the air, cause we gon take you there And I know it aint fair, but we just dont care.. Uh-huh, uh, what Chorus: dmx (repeat 2x) Aint no other cats got love for me Aint no cats gon bust THUGS WIT me Aint no cats gon shed blood for me But my dogs, is gon be a thug for me [dmx] Uhh, uhh If Im gonna rob, ima rob all night If Im lookin for somethin its probably a fight If Im goin fuck bitches then they better be tight If thats dead, then the head better be right If I gots to play ima play til I win Since I gots to be here cant wait to begin Wanna fuck shorty cant stand shorty friend Cause honey friend fuck many many men Stay wit the rats cause the rats is real Wanna fuck, then we fuck, already know the deal Shit, fuck what you look like, just show the real And I keep A spot that we can go to chill I love my, get down for the hoes Only reason I come around is for the hoes Pipework - I lay it down for the hoes Hit em off with that

Ready To Meet Him Lyrics
[Talking] Please give me the strength I need to live... Bear with me Amen We each walk the path, that we've chosen [Chorus] I'm ready to meet him, We're I'm living ain't right Black hate white White hate black It's right back To the same fight They got us suspecting a war But the real war is to follow the law of the lord Lord, you left me stranded And I don't know why Told me to live my life, Now I'm ready to die Ready to fly I cry, but I shed no tears You told me you would dead those fears, it's been years Snakes still coming at me Just missing Sometimes I think all you doing me is just listen I thought that I was special Thats what you told me Hold me Stop acting like you don't know me What'd I do so bad that it sent you away from me Not only sent you away, but made you stay away from me (My child I'm here, as I've always been, it was you who went away, And now are back again, what did I say?) Follow your word, and

Your Thirst For Blood Won't End With A Kiss.
Your thirst for blood won't end with a kiss. But I won't stop you. I won't hold you back. Bite me, and make me bleed. Let it drip. Tie me up and keep me here, but I don't need it. I won't run. You keep me here. Your touch. Your voice. Not these chains, these handcuffs. I want to taste you. To know that you love me. Bite me. Drain me. Stain your tongue. I love it. I love you. I only want to be with you. Weak, bleeding, in your arms. Fall asleep in your arms. Listening to your heartbeat. Bound together, forever.

Ginger Beef Vegetable Stir-fry
Ginger Beef Vegetable Stir-Fry The vibrant flavors in this superfast stir-fry are irresistible -- beef cooked with ginger plus noodles tossed with peanut butter equals one memorable meal. Credit: Lose Those Last 10 Pounds by Denise Austin Servings: 1 Ingredients: * 1/4 pound (4 ounces) thinly sliced eye round of beef * 1 teaspoon olive oil * 1/2 teaspoon grated ginger * 1 cup frozen Asian vegetables * 1/2 cup dry egg noodles * 1 tablespoon chunky peanut butter * 1 tablespoon chopped green onions * Pinch red pepper flakes * 1 teaspoon soy sauce Directions: Saute beef in a nonstick skillet with olive oil and grated ginger until pink in the middle, about 5 minutes. Remove meat from skillet, add frozen vegetables to the remaining liquid and saute until crisp-tender, about 4 minutes. Meanwhile, boil egg noodles according to package instructions. Drain noodles and mix with peanut butter, green onions, red pepper flakes and s

Introduction To My Webcomic!
This colorfully flamboyant webcomic is pure campy queer horror about charming gay monsters and their contemporary queer situation. This spooktacular treat will have you screaming with laughter. www.TheGayMonsters.com

Fubar Tos (terms Of Service)
fubar.com Terms of Use Agreement Updated July 17, 2007 fubar.com is a social networking service that allows members to create unique personal profiles online in order to find and communicate with old and new friends. The service is operated by fubar.com, ("fubar.com"). By using the fubar.com Website (the "Website") you agree to be bound by these Terms of Use (this "Agreement"), whether or not you register as a member ("Member"). If you wish to become a Member, communicate with other Members and make use of the fubar.com services (the "Service"), please read this Agreement and indicate your acceptance by following the instructions in the Registration process. This Agreement sets out the legally binding terms for your use of the Website and your Membership in the Service. fubar.com may modify this Agreement from time to time and such modification shall be effective upon posting by fubar.com on the Website. You agree to be bound to any changes to this Agreement when you use the S

My Beautiful Son Zachary
I am about to havea son named Zachary, and i am so excited! This is going to be m first kid, and i can't wait to see what he looks like when he is born. I bet he is going to look like a little angel. God bless my child zachary scott

Stop Here An Now
good evenin to all im so mad an i cant belive wat the hellis goin on here with the bullentin downin ppl an callin names in the bullenti an ive been put in this well let me tell u all one thing if the bullentin dont change rite now i will close the contest , THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE FUN FOR ALL FAMILYS WELL ALL OF U NEED TO GROW AN ACTED UR AGE AN STOP ACTIN LIKE UR SHOE SIZE THIS DONT MAKE SENSE IN MY BOLGS I HAVE ASKED FOR TO A CLEAN CONTEST WAS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK ? IF YOU HAVE FRIENDS WHO WANT TO BOMB FINE YOU KNOW THE RULES , I ONLY DO THE FRIENDS 2 XS A DAY CAUSE I GO TO SCHOOL AN WORK NOW THAT WHY I SAID TWICE A DAY IS THAT TO HARD PPL TO UNDERSTAND RULES I WAS ACCUSED OF BLOCKIN PLL WELL UR SO F@CKIN WRONG , THAT CHEATIN AN I DONT CHEAT , AN WAS TOLD I DONT WANT TO EXPECT FREINDS WHEN THEY WANT ME TOO WHOS CONTEST IS THIS YOU DONT LIKE TO BAD DROP OUT HAVE A NICE NITE RUBIA

Shits And Giggles
1.Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Would you kiss me? 6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 7. Describe me in one word. 8. What was your first impression? 9. Do you still think that way about me now? 10. What reminds you of me? 11. If you could give me anything what would it be? 12. How well do you know me? 13. When's the last time you saw me? 14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

No, Thank You Tiffany!!!
Just now, I received a "booty text" from a co-worker wanting me to "cum over right now!" as the text reads! There's a couple of things wrong here. First, she works with me in my department at work! I dont believe in interoffice relationships of any kind! Too much drama could happen from this. Plus gossip runs wild at my work! This leads me to me final reason! Tiffany already has a reputation for "sexing" BOTH men and women at my work! I KNOW this to be true! I dont want to go to work and be the center of gossip or become another notch for Tiffany's belt! Could you have sexual relations with a fellow co-worker?

Thanks Molls
The population of this country is 300 million. 160 million are retired. That leaves 140 million to do the work. There are 85 million in school. Which leaves 55 million to do the work. Of this there are 35 million employed by the federal government. Leaving 15 million to do the work. 2.8 million are in the armed forces trying to protect us from terrorism. Which leaves 12.2 million to do the work. Take from that total the 10.8 million people who work for state and city Governments. And that leaves 1.4 million to do the work. At any given time there are 188,000 people in hospitals. Leaving 1,212,000 to do the work. Now, there are 1,211,998 people in prisons. That leaves just two people to do the work. You and me. And there you are, Sitting on your butt, At your computer, reading jokes. Nice. Real nice

More Milk Please.....
More Milk!!! 1. How's your heart lately? My heart is bigger than the whole world.....LMAO! 2. When's the last time you left the house? at 5:45pm - last night 3. What's the last Film you saw? I Now Pronouce You Chuck & Larry 4. Where is the last place you went? The Scoreboard 5. Do you miss someone? everyday 6. Who made you laugh today? My daughter Land 7. Are you scared to fall in love? Please? WTF is that? 8. Have you ever thought you were in love? Yeah...and thought they was too.... 9. Who called you last? Mom 10. Who was in your dream last night? HUH? 11. What were you doing this morning at 7am? Sleeping 12. What were you doing this morning at 10am? Sleeping......I need my beauty rest! 13. What were you doing this afternoon at 12pm? I dont know yet its only 11:43am 14. What country do you want to visit? Ireland or Iceland 15. How many piercings do you have? 2 17. What was the last thing you drank? Im drinking a peps

The Vampire Bat
A vampire bat came flapping in from the night, covered in fresh blood, and parked himself on the roof of the cave to get some sleep. Pretty soon all the other bats smelled the blood and began hassling him about where he got it. He told them to go away and let him get some sleep. However, the bats persisted until finally he gave in. "OK, follow me," he said, and flew out of the cave with hundreds of bats behind him. Down through a valley they went, across a river and into a forest full of trees. Finally he slowed down and all the other bats excitedly milled around him. "Now, do you see that tree over there?" he asked. "Yes, yes, yes!" the bats all screamed in a hungry frenzy. "Good," said the first bat tiredly, "Because I didn't!"

Lessons We Learn...:) Pass It On
People come into your life for a REASON, a SEASON or a LIFETIME. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or (learn. They bring you an experi

Home For A Minute
I just got home from work and am about to eat dinner. As soon as I am done with dinner I am out of here and off to a night meeting with some managers at the hospital for at least three hours. Perhaps I will be able to play some games on here later tonight if anyone wishes to invite me to play a game like HOT TOPICS.

Good Morning Fubar!!!!
So any one up or am i the only damn one that works nights and cant sleep when i dont have to be at work ? Well life has been okay so far and all got alot of overtime at work and now im trying to slow down but cant seem to sleep lol i'm going nuts just wish i could find that one person to fill in the gaps and that would make my life better then what it is now hmmmm damn i sould like im a little bitch but im not just tired of all the little things that makes me pissy about not being able to find that one girl in all but oh well life goes on and but yet i still sit back and watch all my friends fall in love or lust or whatever and i do nothing damn my life kida stinks lol well later !

Why Is It So Hard?
This is going to be hard to write without sounded jaded but its late and i couldn't care less. Why is it the right person is so hard to find? Me for example im only looking for an honest,funny,caring good guy. IT's not like im asking for allot lol And men i know go thru the same shit. There's those cheaters and liers and manipulators and im tired of it. Im on the verge of just becoming a nun lol I mean cmon yes everyone loves sex, but there comes a point where you want someone in your life thats not just there for a bootycall. It's infuriating, like what the hell have we been brought down to? All my asshole ex's aside i still think theres hope for a good man but fuck it's like what the hell do people have to do to get past this game when your dating.. Why can't people just be themselves and get on with it that way from the start, i know i do. But no your with a guy you talk to him all is good and like 3 months into your getting to know each other all the monsters pop out the clo

It's Thursday, Already, Lol!
The days just seem to fly by; the weeks, as well. I am off to work shortly. The energy in my home is so chaotic I can hardly think straight here! So I seem to be spending more time at work. The energy in my treatment rooms is very much "mine"!! Tim is showing his colors again - won't go to school again today! I'm sure that truancy ticket is coming soon. I refuse to go hand to hand with Tim - used to try that with Damian! Not good, lmao!!! Not sure what to do next. Dakota did get his $25 for shaving his eyebrows off, lol! He does look a little odd!? Taylor's lip piercing seems to be healing well. I reminded him - no smooching until it's healed, lol!! He hates that part! My oldest daughter Jenn is in her new apartment in Onalaska - away from all her old druggie friends! So she is lonely, lol! Guess I'll have to visit her this weekend some time. I always dread those visits! And I have to "smudge" myself when I get home - you can pick up all sorts of strange "garbage" aroun

Working On Some Projects...
and need to shut down FU for a bit to really get some things accomplished. One of my biggest complaints about FU is that as one has it up on their home computer (work computer isn't influenced somehow) and everything seems to pause just as a status is changed or something hops into the shoutbox. Love you guys, but I need to get some projects I am working on on my day off from work done. Talk to you all more later.... Send me messages while I am gone... I'll be back online soon -- probably later tonight!! Muah!! (((and hugs!!))) K PS Some cool things to check out -- moli.com and happydragonarts.com!!!

States Of Australia Written By Bruce
QLD=Queensland (Brisbane) NSW=New South Wales (Sydney) SA=South Australia (Adelaide) WA=Western Australia (Perth) VIC=Victoria (Melbourne) TAS=Tasmania (Hobart) ACT=Australian Capital Territory (Canberra) NT= Northern Territory (Darwin) these are the states of Australia and the capital cities for each state and Canberra is The National Capital of Australia people i hope this explains a lot for you who don't know much about or haven't been to Australia before from Bruce

Week 5
Pregnancy 5 Weeks Fetal Development By now, you probably have begun to suspect you are pregnant. Your period is late and now is a good time to take a Home Pregnancy Test. These tests measure the amount of HCG present in your urine. A blood or urine test could detect pregnancy as early as a few days after a missed period. The blastocyst is now called an "embryo". The developing embryo now consists of three different layers, all specialized according to functions. The outer layer (ectoderm) will become the neural tube, from which the nervous system, brain, backbone and spinal cord will sprout. The inner layer (endoderm) will develop into the breathing and digestive organs and the middle layer (mesoderm) will become the baby's skeleton, muscles, kidneys, sex organs and heart. The heart, brain, spinal cord, central nervous system, muscles and bones are already in the early stages of development. The placenta, which will nourish your baby, and the amniotic sac, which keeps

Little Things In Life
Too often we don't realize what we have until it is gone; Too often we wait too late to say "I'm sorry - I was wrong" Sometimes it seems we hurt the ones we hold dearest to our hearts; And we allow foolish things to tear our lives apart Far too many times we let unimportant things into our minds; And then it's usually too late to see what made us blind So be sure that you let people know how much they mean to you; Take that time to say the words before your time is through Be sure that you appreciate everything you've got And be thankful for the little things in life that mean a lot

Ny Fans....uggghhhhhhhh
A New York Jets season-ticket holder filed a class-action lawsuit Friday against the New England Patriots and coach Bill Belichick for "deceiving customers." The lawsuit filed in U.S. District Court in Newark, N.J., by Carl Mayer of Princeton Township, N.J., stems from the Patriots being caught illegally videotaping signals from Jets coaches in New England's 38-14 season-opening win Sept. 9. "They violated the integrity of the game," Mayer's attorney, Bruce Afran, told The Associated Press. "This is a way of punishing Belichick and the Patriots." Mayer is seeking more than $184 million in damages for Jets ticket holders. "They were deceiving customers," said the 48-year-old Mayer. "You can't deceive customers." OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....Get over it NY!!!!!!!....yall lost....its done...are yall just so into urselves and what people OWE you just cuz YOUR team LOST???...how many time did the sox fans sue the yankees when yall beat us all the time???? NONE!!!!...do what we did

Beautiful People
The most beautiful people that we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss and have found their way out of the depths. These people have an appreciation,sensitivity and an understanding of life that fill's them with compassion, gentleness and a deep, loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen. By Elizabeth Kubler Ross

My Superhero Name Is....
Your Superhero Profile Your Superhero Name is The Professor Hillbilly Your Superpower is Solar Your Weakness is Salt Your Weapon is Your Dark Blade Your Mode of Transportation is Phone Booth What's your Superhero Name?

Do You Remember?
Your first blast? Well that is if you've had one... Want to help a sweetheart get her first blast??? come on, guys, it'll only take a second... i promise it won't hurt! (although if you ask nicely maybe i can make it hurt after ;) ) Click HERE or the Picture above Help ««¤MÍ§§_ßëhãvíñ¤»» get her first blast!! Rates and comments appreciated (rates count as 2 comments) Every rate/comment helps, so please stop and help her out! (contest runs all month, so feel free to bookmark her pic and comment it daily, lol) ~~love you all ~~~~Sin

37 Things A Woman Should Know About Us Men!
1.Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. 2. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. 4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. 5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. 6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. But ladies we dont expect that! 7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. 8. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think. 9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he

Read When Photo Rates Are Down
Glitterfy.com - Gráficos em Português when photo rates are down meaning you can't see the cherries to rate. give me a shout if you have stash i will come by and we can help each other out. dont worry if you have less then i do if you only want to rate me the same amount of stash you have then do so. that one is up to you :) so just give me a shout or pm (private message) me if you need the help or whatever.

Caption It | Vol.1 | 013
RFB’s Bi-Weekly Photo Blog Caption It (Start sending in your pictures and I will feature them in a round of "Caption It") I will be doing these bi-weekly now so keep an eye out! The name of the game is “Caption It” and the rules are simple. 1. Check out this blog twice a week for a new photo and hysterical captions. 2. Comment with a caption of your own! You could caption the photo in general or “quote” the person/people in it. (rude, funny, gross, sarcastic, political etc… ANYTHING GOES!) I will be making this blog NSFW so post whatever you like. 3. Have fun!!! If I can get enough people into it I will start awarding gifts for the best caption every week as voted on by the blog participants.

Health Alert -- Dangerous New Virus
HEALTH ALERT -- DANGEROUS NEW VIRUS There is a dangerous virus being passed around electronically, orally, and by hand. This virus is called Weary-Overload-Recreational-Killer (WORK). If you receive WORK from any of your colleagues, your boss, or anyone else via any means DO NOT TOUCH IT. This virus can wipe out your private life completely. If you should come into contact with WORK, put your jacket on and take two good friends to the nearest grocery store. Purchase the antidote known as Work-Isolating-Neutralizer-Extract (WINE) or Bothersome Employer Elimination Rebooter (BEER). Take the antidote repeatedly until WORK has been completely eliminated from your system. If neither WINE nor BEER achieves the desired results, then Take Everything Quickly Until Intoxicated Liquor Allowance (TEQUILA) is reached. This antidote has never failed! You should forward this warning to 5 friends. If you do not have 5 friends, you have already been infected and WORK is controlli

Week 7
Pregnancy 7 Weeks Fetal Development Your baby is now between 0.44 and 0.52 inches in length and about 0.03 ounces in weight. This is about the size of a small bean. The heart bulges from the body and is now divided in two chambers, right and left. Lungs are taking shape with the primary bronchi, the air passages in the lungs, already present. Your baby's brain is growing rapidly to fill the now formed, enlarging head. The spinal cord, which passes messages from the brain throughout the rest of the body, is also developing. Your baby's face is taking shape. The mouth perforation, nostrils, ear indentations, as well as the retina and lens of the eyes are some of the developments taking place this week. Your baby's arms and legs are starting to form. The arm buds are divided into shoulder and hand segments. Hands and feet have formed digital plates where fingers and toes will develop. The genital tubercle is forming, but the two sexes are still indistinguishable at t

A Mixed Blessings Sort Of Day....
Been a really strange, but good day. Ever have one of those???? ;) It began with checking emails and making calls this morning, which led to (because of decreased income over the summer) some resource possibilities.....which led to a job lead where she thought they were hiring. When I called the place they were ecstatic that I called and can't wait to see my resume! More calls today led to some resources for some medical assistance resources where I didn't think would exist! They need a letter from my employer stating that they don't offer me any benefits; I am so hoping that this doesn't cause a stink at work, just needing to get some medical assistance. Other resources I had to wait for call backs and fell asleep in the course of waiting on them. LOL.... Even called one back to make sure that I hadn't missed their call somehow. lol... Anyways... a bit later, my daughter calls. Can I come and watch the grandbaby? Sure! (They even offered to buy me dinner while

!st Quarter Final: England Beat Australia 12-10
Australia (10) 10 Try: Tuqiri Pen: Mortlock Con: Mortlock England (6) 12 Pens: Wilkinson (4) Jonny Wilkinson was the scourge of Australia again as his four penalties put England in the World Cup semi-final after a thrilling win in Marseille. Lote Tuqiri's try put Australia 10-6 up but Wilkinson's boot and a dominant scrum kept England in the game. There was little flowing rugby in the second half but England's powerful pack gradually ground Australia down. Wilkinson and Stirling Mortlock both missed kicks in a nail-biting climax, but England held on for a famous win. Wilkinson may well claim the headlines with his 12-point haul - which made him the World Cup's all-time leading point-scorer - but it was England's pack which did the real damage to an Australia side who were odds-on to make the last four. England's front row of Andrew Sheridan, Mark Regan and Phil Vickery pulverised Australia at the scrum and laid the platform for the back-row trio of Le

Purina Diet
Purina diet -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I was in a check out line at Wal-Mart, buying a large bag of Purina for my dogs, when a woman behind me asked if I had a dog. Under the circumstances, it is really tough to pass on such an intelligent question as that one. I was feeling a bit crabby, so on impulse, I told her no, I was starting The Purina Diet again, although I probably shouldn't because I'd ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care unit with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IV's in both arms. Her eyes about bugged out of her head. I went on and on with the bogus diet story and she was buying it, hook line and sinker. I told her it was an easy, inexpensive diet, and that the way it works is to load your pockets or purse with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry. The package said the food is nutritionally complete

The Day Is Done
For the day is done, there's no going back, to undo what's been done. No changing the memories. What should have been, what could have been, what might have been. Each day goes by, as God intended it to be, all we can do is, live the day to it's fullest, For the day is done and what was will always be. this goes out to a very close friend i consider family ( love you momma )

Ok Ok I Lied
i said i was gonna lock the next album or two to family, but this was a much shorter shoot than i had planned on... damn corset snapped when i went to put it on, so that kinda cut out part two... so anyway, you guys have been awesome rating these past couple days, it truly is appreciated. the albums posted tonight are the night after my birthday and the aptly named NEW PICS album... lol ... hopefully i'll think of something else fun for the next shoot... til then these will have to tide you over ;) Much Love, Sin

We Will Miss U
HEY YOU WILL BE MISSED AND WE ALL LOVED YOU I WISH YOU DIDNT HAVE TO GO ITS NOT EASY LOOSEING A GOOD FRIEND LIKE WE ALL KNOW U ARE I A SAFE PLACE BUT WE ALL WISH YOU WAS STILL HERE AND NOT UP IN HEAVEN ITS HARD TO SAY WHAT WE WANT WHEN U ARE GONE BUT I KNOW YOU ARE LOOKING DOWN AT ALL OF US I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT THIS BUT WE ALL LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO I HOPE U ARE WATCHING DOWN ON US WELL I DONT WANT THIS TO BE GOOD BYE FOR EVER BUT IT LOOKS LIKE IT IS GOOD BYE FOR GOOD AND I DONT WANT IT TO BE GOOD BYE FOR GOOD BUT THATS LIFE I GUESS IT HURTS TO HERE THAT MU BEST FRIEND IS DEAD AND I CANT DO NOTHING ABOUT IT AND ITS NOT THE SAME WITH OUT YOU AROUND YOU ARENT HERE TO MAKE US LAUGH OR SMILE OR TO HANG OUT WITH I SHOULD OF CAME DOWN TO MIRANDAS THE LAST TIME YOU WAS DOWN THERE I REGERT IT BECAUSE I WILL NEVER GET TO SEE YOU AGAIN OR HANG OUT WITH YOU BUT I WILL SEE YOU SOON I GUESS IT HURTS BUT LIFE GOES ON BUT IT WONT BE GOOD SENCE YOU ARENT HERE DATED 10-10-07

Hor Are You About Sex?
How are you about sex? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.comYou scored as Exciting/Exotic Your exciting and exotic. You like to keep things interesting. You never try the same thing twice. Mixing it up is what you love to do, it keeps them coming back for more. Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!Exciting/Exotic70% Passionate/wet65% Shy/Sweet60% Hot/hard45% Soft/slow35% Awkward/New15%

My Sons Wonderfull News !!!!!!!!!!
Well I have never been as happy ,since my son blessed me with is presence, as I am today . Though I have seen this Red headed , STRONG willed boy through alot of obstacles (2 years of which I couldn't help ). Today was an appointment for a NeuroPsychological Evaluation .We found his NEWEST and IMPROVED IQ is FAR above the score when tested in 05,coming to 70 where it had been 59 which puts him only one small point from having overcome the MR range ! Even better, THERE ARE NO FURTHER INDICATIONS that would in fact keep him "LABELED" in the Autism spectrum . His Occupational and physical therapies are paying off well, cause his motor skills have improved GREATLY !. It is known at this time, that his cognitive delays are due to the infractions sustained by the stokes before and after birth that contribute to his developmental delay 's. He has made SO MANY improvments in the last year ! My amazement is beyond words. I always Knew that Patience meant standing byh

Show Me
show me the way show me the way to life and happiness show me the way to laughter and joyfulness give me the path where im not alone give me a path where troubles arent shown let me live free and make my own choices let me live free and hear my own voices lead me some where with hope for tomorrow lead me sumwhere with no pain and sorrow lift me higher to the angels sing lift me up higher and give me my wings show me me the way to beaughtiful land show me the way to gods open hands friends forever steff brown 2007

Sorry
You know just because I am not as good as others with making gifts for you does not mean I don't care. I thought I showed you in other ways that I Love You but I guess I was wrong once more or maybe it was not enough I don't know, if I will ever know or understand. I try not to ask things of you because I know you are busy but thought you would be able to spare a few minutes for me, I am sorry I asked for that. I am sorry that I have bothered you by talking to you when you are busy, but I do not always know. I am sorry that I have hurt you with my words tonight but I need to let this out before it completely destroys me and kills me . I am sorry the pain is so much but know of no other way seems all I know how to live in is pain. I will leave you now in peace and pray I don't need to post another.

Me
Name :HOLLYNick Name :HOLLYWOODBirthdate :9-2-62Birthplace :MICHIGANCurrent Location :CANTON MIEye Color :GREENHair Color :AUBURNHeight :5'6" Weight :NOT SUREPiercings :2Tatoos :NOT YETBoyfriend/Girlfriend :NOPEVehicle :CAROverused Phrase :LOLFAVORITESFood :GRILLED LEMON PEPPER CHICKENPub/Disc/Restaurant :MEXICAN FIESTACandy :CHOCOLATE...mMMMMMMNumber :7Color :PURPLEAnimal :SNAKEDrink :CROWN ROYAL & CHERRY PEPSIBody Part on Opposite sex :CHEST & BUTTPerfume :KARMALATV Show :NONEMusic Album :HINDERMovie :PRETTY WOMANActor/Actress :ADAM SANDLER & SANDRA BULLOCKThis or ThatPepsi or Coke :PEPSI...CHERRYMcDonalds or BurgerKing :BKChocolate or VanillaCHOCOLATEHot Chocolate or Coffee :HOT COCOAKiss or Hug :BOTHDog or Cat :DAGRap or Punk :ALL KINDSSummer or Winter :WINTERScary Movies or Funny Movies :FUNNYLove or Money :LOVE... IF IT EXISTSYOUR...Bedtime :WHEN I GET THEREMost Missed Memory :OLD FRIENDS PASTBest phyiscal feature :EYES, BUTT & LEGGSFirst Thought Waking Up :DO I HAVE TO?Ambition

I Blocked My First Bitch....
So I was quite happy when I hadn't encountered the dreaded "I fight on the internet because I have no life" whore. Oh but I have found her, and this one is great. She was attacking a poor girl for asking a simple question. So I stated the obvious and was like "Bitch, you're ugly" She then called me a 3rd grader and went on about how she was in the army and could kick my ass. The only reason she could kick my ass is because she weighs 500lbs and would probably just crush me. What she really needs to do is put on a bra and stop being a whore. If you see the cunt, her name is Sica... go ahead and verbally kick her in the taint. *muahs*

Things To Think About
Random Thoughts by Raso If Jesus had a brother do you think Mary and Joseph would ever say "why can't you be more like your brother Jesus"? Why are whipped cream and chocolate sauce sexy considering all guys get a boner over steak. Why do people ask how many licks does it take to get to the tootsie roll center of a tootsie pop......have you people seen the movie? It was Dustin Hoffman in drag. Why do women say men are pigs? .....does that make women pig fuckers? People say Richard Gere is a freak because he stuffed a gerbil up his ass....do the gerbil's friends think that their buddy is a freak as well? How come Catholic priests can't get it through their head that sex in the workplace is wrong? If a rolling stone gathers no moss why does Keith Richards look like a spore?. Why do people shave their pubic hair? Don't they realize how many homeless crabs are out there? People eat mints for bad breath, why hasn't anyone come up with an ass mint yet? Wh

Erotic Stories
So you entered the club. You sit down at the bar. As I watch you, turning you're head around and checking out the scene. As you look my way I raise my glass to you and smile as I take a sip of my wine. I see you acknowledge with a look and a smile towards me. I walk up to you and take your forearm and steer you over to a quiet table where I convince you to sit with me We discuss generalities, and I begin to steer the conversation towards what I would like to do with you, as you place your hand on top of mine and caress it softly. Meanwhile I slide closer to you, touching my thigh to yours... I reach under the table and softly stroke the inside of your thighs, sliding my hand down to the knee and then up with my nails. You sigh and lean back as you open your legs a bit wider and I begin to trace the outline of your cock, squeezing it gently and rubbing it. I can feel it throbbing as it gets harder. I unzip your pants and slide my hand inside as I release your cock to my hand

We Once Were Friends
I was having a really awful dream about you last night. We were walking through the park (I don't know why. We've never gone to the park together) and talking about love, your ex-wife, our children, our dreams and everything we wanted out of this life. The dream was sweet until, quite suddenly, you turned on me and started saying all the things I've always feared that you carry around in your heart. You were hurtling insults and anger and it pierced me. In my dream, I cried. I cried for you and for what we could have been. What we were. I cried for a friend that I had lost, not only in my dreams, but in life. I was awoken from that dream at 1:30 this morning by the phone ringing in my ear. It was you, calling from a friend's house, drunk. You're always drunk. I don't know why you called but the coincidence was unnerving. As usual, you made me feel guilty for things that were never my fault. You made me regret things that should only be yours to regret. You made me fe

Scars
Scars ! Some years ago, on a hot summer day in south Florida, a little boy decided to go for a swim in the old swimming hole behind his house. In a hurry to dive into the cool water, he ran out the back door, leaving behind shoes, socks, and shirt as he went. He flew into the water, not realizing that as he swam toward the middle of the lake, an alligator was swimming toward the shore. His father working in the yard saw the two as they got closer and closer together. In utter fear, he ran toward the water, yelling to his son as loudly as he could. Hearing his voice, the little boy became alarmed and made a U-turn to swim to his father. It was too late. Just as he reached his father, the alligator reached him. >From the dock, the father grabbed his little boy by the arms just as the alligator snatched his legs. That began an incredible tug-of-war between the two. The alligator was much stronger than the father, but the father was much too passionate to let g