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Everyday Is A Holiday.... In Some Way
Have you ever heard "Everyday ought to be Christmas?? With all the seasons greetings and smilimg faces knowing the joy that will be spread soon enough. Everday ought to be like that handled with care and kindness.... just like today. It ought to be everyday you say thank you to your mother for being there. If you have a mom still you can treat her the bestest. Unless of course she didn't beat you or leave you starving or out on the streets to be taken advantage of. Very often, or all to often people look past that fact that may be true. Not awesomely sure why exactly. From when you were a single cell organism your mom as taken care of you. Frightening it may be but true. Everyday should be Father's day. Everyday we should celebrate our independence. Everyday should be Easter. By no means should we age a year everyday but celebrating life is possible. I just want everyone to be happy and kinda realise that your happiness will make me happy. When I see you smile, I feel better. Thanks

Grasp.
I heard a story onceabout a man that took children in the night.Did he eat them?Murder them?Whip them to drive the great engines of Hell?I always imagined him pulling a bloated cart down twilight streetswobbley wheelshusky hollow breaths of the agelessWere the bodies in the cart?Was anyone brave enough to look?... or were they in some phantom hole where his heart should be?The old folk say you can see him on a pale nightskulking in the edge of what you thought you saw.Flitting and darting between your paranoia, insisting on his breach into reality.He is that foul breath in a still room.That cold brush against your neck.He is under every crackcrevice and dark hiding spot you were too afraid to check before bed.How do you even get that job? Shuffling silently down cold nightreaching through windowsdigging through bedsand into still cribsWrapping boney, dry fingers around plump, wriggling legsplacing a stiff hush over tiny lipsWhat depraved nightmare birthed such a hollow, faceless butche

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Still Here
Yes, I'm still here and yes, my foot still hurts. Still no swelling. I think I have figured it out..... I walk on my heel and lift myself out a chair or off the couch on my heel. Never put pressure on the heel or I am in of world of pain. But other than that I am A-OK. I'm still asking that no one make me concentrate. I took some pain releiving meds and they are not helping yet. I'm gonna try to make it until I can get into the emergency room. This is just another wall that I will get through. No worries.... If you try, everything can go alright. Even when you might start second guessing. Just stop yourself and know that everthing will be alright. There are those people that hurt others when something isn't going right and that is just not cool. Its stupid!! How does that fix the problem? It doesn't. No how, no way!! So just step back and come to the realization that everything happens for a reason and everything will be alright.

How The World Is Now
You know, a long time ago the world based their lives on a few things such as honestly, love, faith and respect. But over time those qualities in which people used to have slowly diminished. Now it's all about how deep your wallet is, how big your dick is or how nice your car is. 90% of the people alive in the world that are under 40 have lost sight of what really matters and have become more focused on material things. Now here is what gets me most of the time, i can't count the number of times i have seen a woman bitch about not having a "good man" and most of the time it's their own fault that they can't find one. From dressing like some gal who works the corner or going after men that look like "badasses" which i can promise 90% of the time their nothing more then worthless jackasses. Yet the good fellas like me and several others get overlooked when we stand by their side no matter what. In a way, we're foolish for standing by them but our hearts are to pure to over look some

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Recent polls have indicated Romney trails the Democratic president by more than 30 percentage points among Hispanics. Republican officials have acknowledged he needs to significantly michael kors bags increase his support among this growing ethnic population to win the presidency in the Nov. 6 election. When Obama was elected in 2008, about two-thirds of Hispanics backed him over Republican michael kors shoes John McCain.Polls have indicated that many Hispanic voters have been alienated by strict immigration laws passed by Republican-led state legislatures.Republicans in Congress have also opposed the DREAM Act, which would michael kors bags create a path to U.S. citizenship for immigrants who were brought to the United States illegally as children. To deal with illegal immigration, Romney has said he favors a "self-deportation" policy, discount michael kors meaning that illegal immigrants restricted from working in the United States would leave the country because of their inability t

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Was I Wrong?
So, today I was at the grocery store. I went to one of those self check-out lines to pay for my stuff. Well, when I got there, the lady on the self check-out next to me had her basket sitting on the part where the plastic bags are. This part of the counter has a sensor in it that can tell when you put the item in your bag after you scan it. Well when I hit the start button on my machine, it wouldn't let me scan my food because it sensed her basket there. I asked the lady, "Pardon me ma'am, may I move this onto your counter please?" Her first reply, "Why? It's closer to me than it is to you.". I replied politely, "Because these systems have sensors in them and it won't let me scan my groceries because it is sitting there.". She retaliates with, "Get the fuck over it.". WRONG thing to say to me. So I said, "Ma'am, you got 2 fucking seconds to move your fat ass one step, grab your basket and move your shit off my machine!". She replied with, "Or what the fuck are you going to do about it?

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Sophie was in the living room, lying on a couch in front of the television. She had a pierced navel with a cheap jewel in it. Miranda smelled cigarette smoke. Ned said, "Now, Sophie, Miranda's going to help you get ready, okay, poppet?" There was a pleading note in his voice that made Miranda wince. monster headphone "I'm watching a film," Sophie said sulkily. cheap beats by dre Miranda knew that Sophie would respond to firmness, not supplication. She picked up the remote control and turned the television off. "Show me your bedroom, please, Sophie," she said briskly. Sophie looked rebellious. monster beats "Hurry up, we're short of time." Sophie stood up reluctantly and walked slowly from the room. Miranda followed her upstairs to a messy bedroom decorated with posters of boys with peculiar haircuts and ludicrously baggy jeans. dre beats sale "We'll be at Steepfall for five days, so you need ten pairs of knickers, for a start." "I haven't got ten."

Life
I believe that the sun shines,after the rain, I believe if you dont get hurt,you,ll never gain I believe in not doing things the easy way, I believe that being selfish doesnt pay. I believe in a secound chance,I believe in a life long romance, I believe there is life after death,and standing up to a life of mess, I believe in love at first site,I believe that rerevenge is not right.I believe that first impressions last, and there is nothing better than a good laugh, I believe that dreams do come true, I believe theres destiny for me and for you, I something good comes from something bad, I believe everyone has one true love, I believe something good comes to those who wait, I believe love never arrives to late, I believe that for tears of happiness, there are tears of sad I believe everyone has a guardian angel, and the good you do will be rewarded well,I believe sometimes there is no ezplanation,I believe money cant buy people affection, I believe a new day arrives with every dawn, I

For Daniel
So fast the years went by from you being a baby to a man. I ache for u 24 hrs a day and no one understands why I dont talk about u. The only way I can put it is if I let it out, I feel like Im letting go. I can not let u go. You may not physically be here any longer but u are in my heart and as long as there is a breath of air left in me u will always be with me. There were so many things about you that other people just coudnt see. Not to many people understood u but there was your brother and me. I miss ur smile and the sparkle of ur eyes and the sound of your laugh and the smart things u would say. I miss how u would protect me in ways u thought i didnt know. I miss your voice and how u had that special way of telling me u loved me when there was something u wanted. I miss ur backward neck hugs. I wish u could see the mircle u made and how she looks like u. goodnight my son and while u are there in heaven, please tell my dad I love and miss him too.

What Is Happiness
happiness is blisshappiness, is when you get a new puppyhappiness, is when you get marriedhappiness, is when you go on you first datehappiness, is making your own decisionshappiness, is graduatinghappiness, is getting you first jobhappiness, is falling in lovehappinessis being proud of who you arehappiness is blisshappiness, is glowinghappiness, is funhappiness, is an amazing feelinghappiness, is when you smile all dayhappiness, is giving someone a hug just because you canhappiness, is that light in your eyeshappiness, is what makes the world go aroundhappiness, is bliss

Life Changes So They Say
i guess my deck was ruined coming out the box lol i guess i should be happy with it no matter the way the cards are shuffled it all remainsd the same the same cards fall in the same spot and the hearts are missing from it the deck is frayed from the shuffling :( i need to just forget theres a heart set........

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Failure Of Cybersecurity Bill In Senate Paves Way For Obama Executive Order
Kurt Nimmo Infowars.com November 15, 2012Now that Senate Republicans have killed Obama’s cybersecurity legislation, there is a good chance the president will sign an unconstitutional executive order implementing provisions of the failed legislation.Photo: Blaise Alleyne.“Cybersecurity is dead for this Congress,” said Senate Majority Leader Harry Reid following the move.Republicans blocked the legislation in August and again on Wednesday, saying it would lead to further business regulation. The final vote was 51-47, short of the 60 votes required under Senate rules to bring the bill up for passage.Sens. Joe Lieberman, I-Conn., and Susan Collins, R-Maine, introduced the legislation in February. The bill proposed “voluntary” cybersecurity standards set by the Department of Homeland Security for companies that operate infrastructure considered vital to U.S. national security. It also set standards for companies and the government to share information on cyb

Media Panic To Control Exposure Of Agenda 21 Takeover
Aaron DykesInfowars.comNovember 16, 2012Opponents of Agenda 21′s local implementation in the United States have begun mounting a notable resistance. At state capitals and city councils, activists are showing up to educate and lobby their elected representatives about the implications of this United Nations’ plan for sovereignty, property rights and the future development of the country. It has become such a widespread phenomenon that media outlets everywhere are spinning into damage control in effort to ridicule the anti-Agenda 21 movement, hoping that it will go away before the general population understands the issue. But their efforts are fruitless. Coverage across the country begrudgingly notes that groups are opposing local “sustainability” initiatives and fighting back against plans to concentrate growth intodense urban centers under emerging “mega-regions.” Now, a case in Georgia has triggered an all-out media frenzy, after a local group co

Hoildays ....have Some Sex .
Holiday.... walking alone this day but I like this way no fighting just me setting here doing my thing yes it be nice to be with family here this and that... but you have to dress up show face act nice and deep in side you want to be in your p.Js.. and hang out do the T.v. thing black and white and smoke a joint and play with the kids.. eat the dinner take a nap.. and eat again. I'm I right lol.. so hang out with the family all day think of me when I'm at home you'll have a big smile on your face trust me I'll think of you a Have good Holiday my dear fubar f... love you all.... so kick some ass have some sex.. bY cHristine drink be safe

Wished For Thanks Giving.
Today as we gather with our families remember those who make this world and our communities a safer place, that we may all enjoy these Holidays worry free. Whether at a far outpost in Afghanistan, stateside on post, a firehouse or in a patrol car someone is sacrificing this day with their family to stand watch....Thank You..Please remember to be safe..

Streaky Driver With A Famous Last Name Into A Real Championship
INDIANAPOLIS -- Jimmie Johnson won his fourth Brickyard 400 and solidified his status as a title favourite in NASCAR. Ramon Foster Jersey . Impressive? You bet. Surprising? Not really. But how about this: Dale Earnhardt Jr. left the Indianapolis Motor Speedway with the Sprint Cup Series points lead. Earnhardt finished fourth on Sunday, his best career finish at a track where he often struggles. Earnhardt took a 14-point lead over previous points leader Matt Kenseth, who got caught in a crash. It was another sign of Earnhardts new consistency, the kind of development that could turn the streaky driver with a famous last name into a real championship contender. "That is symbolic of how well weve done," Earnhardt said. "Im proud of that. I have felt that way about our position in points all season long. We need to win more races. If we want to win the championship, we have to. I imagine we can win a couple races in Chase. I dont know if finishing fourth or fifth is going to do

Rimando Is Expected Back Saturday Against Seattle
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Of The Year. "my Confidence
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Sacramento Airport Does About Face On Kicking Out Tsa
Intense lobbying from pro TSA unions influences board Steve WatsonInfowars.comJan 9, 2013 After pledging to evict the TSA last Summer, Sacramento International Airport has done a strange 180 turn around, announcing that it will stick with using the federal agency for security at the airport. Last July, the airport was set to become the third largest in the country to ditch the TSA and hire private security, after Congress passed legislation earlier in the year, opening the door for the widely loathed federal agency to be marginalized from aviation security altogether. Officials at the airport announced that they would drop the TSA and replace all security screeners with private contractors, following approval to opt out of the TSA program from the federal government. At the time Airport Director Hardy Acree told reporters that he believed private screeners would do a better job than federal employees. “I think there is going to be a higher level of customer service”

My Thoughts Written
Moderation is the mantra of a man that wants to live forever. Sometimes to do it right you have to go hard..If you don't go hard you will reach a point where you look back on your life with regret! Life is a big whore so fuck it. Don't be its friend, don't think its fair, don't believe in the fairytales the movies tell you. Life is harsh, cruel, and unfair. All we have is the will to strive and move forward, adversity is around every corner. In a world ruled by greed and envy all we can do is push. pretending everything will be ok is shit. Only you can change your life,we are sheep living in a world run by a few men who have their hands in all the cookie jars. All you can do is take care of you and yours. Life is a whore. Don't try to change her, don't try to save her. Fuck it. enjoy the little things, time passes so fast before you know it is all over. There is no room for mistakes or regrets so make every move count. stay true never change and listen to Judas Priest mor

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Sometimes.....
Sometimes... Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there,to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson,or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be possibly your roommate, neighbor, professor, long lost friend, lover, or even a complete stranger), but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way.And sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothl

Life In Those Shoes
People always say and tell others what to do. Yet no way do they ever choose to listen. How many times my mother told me well son dont do that did i not listen. Well i dont think i can count that hi . I know that if every generation is to learn from the last. Probly is not going to be very many generations to come. Someday this evalution will stop and man will just learn to be happy with what they have. I dont think that i am anything special just a man that has seen all the bad in life and still tried to make it through each day for my children. Hell this here is probly the only real true thing ive ever posted anywhere so. w ith that in mind i only try to give some of me to whoever reading this. LOVE EVERYTHING ITS HARD IN THIS WORLD BUT TRY.NO MATTER HOW GOOD OR BAD THE HUMAN RACE IS WE AS INDIVIDUALS NEED TO TEACH LOVE BEFORE IT IS FORGOTTEN LOVE YOUR FELLOW BROTHER N SISTERS GOOD OR BAD AS IF U WERE IN THIER SHOES ONCE YOU WILL SEE HOW MUCH LOVE HAS BEEN FORGOTTEN

Cia Nominee Had Detailed Knowledge Of “enhanced Interrogation Techniques”
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Open Mic Night
I’ve been told (more times than not) that I am one funny motherfucker. For the past 4 week’s now I’ve been writing up some shit for a comedy bit. Now, I have a very dry, crass, offensive sense of humor. I get a lot of inspiration from guys like Kinison ,Carlon, Louis CK, Murphy, and The Dice Man, guy’s like that. Now If I go to an open mic night. My biggest fear is either I’m gonna bomb, or there will be a mob of a bunch of pissed off motherfucker’s. I can find humor in anything. That’s just me. Life, the stupid thing’s people do, and my imagination are the thing’s I feed off of. There’s this place in Appleton WI that has a comedy club. Not sure yet if I have the ball’s to go through with it. I think I’ll keep writing, and refining my bit, cuz this shit has got to be on point. I was gonna put up some shit on you tube, but if it turns out that my bit is good I don’t want someone stealing my shit. I&rs

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Where There Is Joy There Has Been Great Sorrow
Where theres is joy there there has been great sorrow Only out of the ashes , rises tomorrow Tomorrow we fight for a better day .. Tomorrow we must hope Tomorrow we must stand hand in hand Together all over the land Encourage each other , hold our heads high For without hope for tomorrow Would there be a reason to live ? Would there be a reason to fight ? A reason a love ? only a reason to die .. Without hope all is dark All seems dead .. Like a bullet straight to ones head ... Even through my greatest of sorrow i've fought to have some hope , Some light at the end of the tunnel so i could i cope .. Some relief , from lifes cruel pain .. My Joy has grown so deep from all the sorrow i fought to keep .. My hope has grown so strong .. from all the good souls around me i keep We encourage each other along the way .. with all the good things we say ..

Eine Zahlung In Nys Passend Schlug Eine Ausnahme So Ihre Waffe Erweiterung Fast Sicher Mit Einer Unbewussten Totschlag Glauben Verbinden.
Eine Zahlung in nys passend schlug eine Ausnahme so Ihre Waffe Erweiterung fast sicher mit einer unbewussten Totschlag Glauben verbinden. es war eigentlich durch ein Gericht verurteilen Riverside County n 'Detektiv der automatischen Totschlag mit den schnappen Schüsse Gesundheitsfragen des Fahrers eines bestimmten Fahrzeugs eingeleitet. Er schon einkaufen, um die tatsächliche voyager aufhalten, in deren Schüler, jpkc.hust.edu.cn/Mulberry-Alexa-Bags.asp die sich in der Wirbelsäule, wurde angewiesen Stationen des Gerichts gemacht,die logo-Enthusiasten sind in Spanien (das ist in der Regel mit Ausnahme eines maker, dass ich fast den Spezifikationen nach diesem Aufenthalt zu gehen). als ich Ihre Straßen mit der Stadt, die Hauptstadt Spaniens, aber Valencia beteiligt zu unterstützen, ich lese nur scheinbar Wildleder Handtaschen. ziemlich vertrackt, Und ein defieicency von flashiness bedeutet haben mich zu Fuß in der Nähe verstörend einige Frauen zu Website-Designer ihrer Träger zu suchen.Kh

Static Storms Version Of Call Me Maybe
In the closet is where I dwell,Being gay, Is a living hell, I thought they couldnt tell,I push all woman outta my way, I'd trade my soul for a wish,but Im a ginger, And I suck at this, I wanna kick apexs ass, For nailing my sis,But my hormones made me like takin it from the back, my jokes are far from golden, Orange hair, my skin is glowin'Date night, Semper Fi isnt showing, After we jacked off on webcam and he called me baby! Hey,, I just met you, but I am horny, but heres my ass cheeks,So spread em baby! Its hard to realize, Were both men, So we cant make babies, But we can scrub each others bodies So we dont get scabies! Hey,, I just met you, but I am horny, but heres my ass cheeks,So spread em baby! All these other boys,Try to chase me,I only wanna give you a hummer, ,If you let me baby! I take my time polishing balls, I make sure the next day you will call, if you leave me i got nothing at all,I'll have to sit on my computer all day, I sit in sorrow and squeel, wonderi

Phone Tracker, Garantire La Sicurezza In Modo Intelligente
Phone Tracker è un po 'come una ben organizzata rete di sicurezza per smartphone e riesce a fornire un po' di più di quanto possa sembrare prima. Anche se il nome suggerisce che questa applicazione è puramente di tracking per tenere traccia della posizione del telefono Android è un sacco di altre caratteristiche molto utili che vengono con esso. Mette detective privato per seguire intuitivamente telefono posizione GPS e ha il potenziale per tenere d'occhio i propri figli controllando il telefono e dati SMS, storia di Internet, oltre a dare il telefono e rubrica. -android 4.2 Phone-Tracker è un scurity comoda applicazione appositamente progettata per essere visibile su smartphone con sistema operativo Android. E 'un modo semplice per tenere traccia della posizione GPS del percorso recentemente approvato che può essere preso, mappe, la sicurezza per voi e per i vostri cari per garantire la loro sicurezza, così come rubrica, contatti e-mail. Individuare qualsiasi cellulare abilitato GPS

Don't Toss It Upscale It! *cd And Cereal Box Frame And Wall File Idea!!! Ages 10-103 :) *adult Supervision Is Recommended*
Follow the link to my step by step "how to blog" WITH pictures!! http://www.artfire.com/ext/shop/blog_post/greeningdrivecreations/12791/don_t_toss_it_upscale_it__cd_and_cereal_box_frame_and_wall_file_idea__ages_10-103___adult_supervision_is_recommended_

L'embauche D'un Téléphone Android Application Development Company Professionnel
Android est une plate-forme mobile open source pour développer des applications utilisant android on peut faire une très simples et avancées des applications mobiles et de rendre la vie de ceux qui l'utilisent intéressant. Applications Android sont faciles à installer et à de nombreux développeurs Android compétents et dévoués sont disponibles à des prix très raisonnables ces jours-ci.Développement d'applications mobiles a été très appréciée et largement acquis et en raison de l'impact de la technologie de pointe et des services de qualité. Ces fournisseurs de services sont des experts professionnels formés pour fournir des services dans la plus rentable immédiatement des solutions optimisées de temps et une meilleure approche bien planifiée. Recrutez Android Developer société professionnelle afin de permettre à toutes les fonctionnalités offertes par la Société de développement Source Android et accro?tre l'utilité des smartphones pour régler le co?t pour le budget de la poche.-androi

This Woman Beside Me
This woman beside me! A beautiful morning, I awaken beside you Still sleeping this woman who lifts up my being Surrounded by thoughts, of love just for two My soul touches heaven each time I am seeing, This woman who lies sleeping. My soul she is keeping Her soft voice and her smile makes each day anew Together a while and I must confess To be her partner, to be best friends too A wonderful feeling, that heaven has blessed, A smile from an angel, soft touch I am feeling She is waking this moment my heart skips beating She smiles and whispers I have the same feelings.

Use Packers And Movers To Simplify Moving Process
Naturally, residence shifting is a grueling task to do in life. But there is no any option when it becomes necessary to relocate from one place to another either for better social surrounding or better living or better education of children or job transfer. In fact, no person likes the process of house shifting because it involves lots of difficulties, uninteresting tasks and annoying challenges. It is enough difficult and complicated to make any person extremely tired and stressful. So; what we can to simplify the difficult and tricky process of household moving. Let me clear something. You can make your move easy and simple using services of skilled packers and movers. There are numerous professional movers and packers in India that are providing services for residence shifting, commercial going, business relocation, corporate relocation, domestic moving, international relocation and car transportation. Almost all good firms offer a variety of services in order to simplify the proce

Shifting From One Area To A Different Place – Relocation
Relocating from one spot to another regarding work, studies or other reasons has become extremely common now-a-days. But problems associated with the entire moving operation are not easy and simple. They may make you exceedingly tired and worried as you will have to do several monotonous and complicated tasks. But by planning your move systematically with a perfect moving agency you can win the challenge. A reliable shifting firm can make your shift quick and simple as you wish. There are lots of specialized moving companies or packers and movers in various cities and towns of India which are involved in presenting packing and moving solutions for all sorts of relocation circumstances. If you make your move with a suitable mover of your city then your items will be packed efficiently and routed to your new desired destination door step timely without damages of your things in transition. So; it is better that you must make your shift with a proper moving agency of your city. But make

The Celebrities Are Prosperous
Amount of products outline a woman's perception of trend above her components..We will see that this season's bags designed not just colorful, and "LV" or "LOUIS VUITTON PARIS" the lyrics of the classic Monogram style and decoration painting interesting cartoon within the bag, fashion and fantastic.Wipe your bag accompanied by a soft cloth rather than hard brush without dramas and detergents..Usually, the celebrities are prosperous, and they are deeply active in the expensive products, and Louis Vuitton stands out as the leading part among such brands, so they probably choose this brand Louis Vuitton Outlet in their life, and of course, we usually see many celebrities carry the this brand bags to the newspapers and magazines, whenever they are ahead of the camera. Sellers use internet websites when promoting the trucks that they have available. numerous furthermore ante up considerably couple submitted their merchandise. The bundles you happen to be able to find directly on web site

The Mark Of The Beast
Guess What’s Hidden in the Immigration Bill? A National Biometric Database for Citizens Michael KriegerLiberty BlitzkriegMay 12, 2013 Oh just another eight hundred page “bipartisan” bill that nobody will read, mainstream media will refuse to cover, and that will merely further destroy any remnants of freedom left in these United States. Never forget the George Carlin quote on bipartisanship: “Bipartisan usually means that a larger-than-usual deception is being carried out.” From Wired: The immigration reform measur

Gangland Violence
Washington Post Blames Gangland Shooting on Second Amendment Gun control advocates hijack incident in America’s crime capital to demonize law-abiding gun owners Paul Joseph WatsonInfowars.comMay 13, 2013 Despite the fact that the FBI described the shooting at a New Orleans Mother’s Day parade as “a flare-up of street violence” and not a targeted attack, the Washington Post cited the incident as another reason to push through draconian gun control measures. 19 people were injured yesterday as the parade passed through the 7th Ward neighborhood near the French Quarter in New Orleans. Suspects were witnessed running from the scene after they fired the shots but no one has been apprehended. In addition to the

Fundamentos De 3 Teléfonos Móviles
3 teléfonos móviles o teléfonos móviles 3G también se identifican generalmente asthird generación de teléfonos móviles. Dichas condiciones especifican un estándar reconocido en relación con las telecomunicaciones. Para cumplir con estos requisitos de un teléfono 3G normales específicos para poseer el uso sincronizado de adición communicationin verbal a los datos solutions.They tiene que tener, además, las tasas de datos máximas de 200kbits / s. Comunicados publicados recientemente sugieren three.5G y 3.75G, además, da acceso a la web mundial amplia banda ancha móvil a los teléfonos inteligentes y ordenadores portátiles ordenadores. La primera red comercial 3G en los Estados Unidos era de Monet Red móvil. Terminó siendo finalmente cerró andsubsequently Verizon Wireless terminó convirtiéndose en el operador de la red 3G posterior lanzamiento de sus servicios en octubre de 2003. AT & T Mobility es todavía una red 3G más legítimo. Japón y Corea del Sur se convirtieron en países theearlies

Stronger Then Ever
Hey mami you know that I like it when you call me papi But it seems like that you be creeping That you've been seeing another chico And baby you know that he can't go down like me And you know the nigga can't freak like me So mami tell me one little thing How deep is your love for me How deep is your love for me Tell me what it's gonna be Now do you see your self f*ckin With a nigga like me Only Lord knows what your friends won't know or see How deep is your love for me Tell me what it's gonna be Now do you see your self f*ckin With a nigga like me Only Lord knows what your friends won't know or see Will I keep you mami Puerto Rican I see the way you wiggle it The way you move your body He can't make it get wetter than me But I bet he keep telling you he better than me Ooh...you know that he can't go down like me And you know he ain't no freak like me So baby tell me one little thing How deep is you love for me

What's Important...
Normally I am a goofy person that loves to entertain other people….I love making people laugh and I love to make them smile. I believe we worry too much about bills, about work, about life in general. We flat out sweat the small stuff way too much and disregard what our main focus should really be on. What should our main focus be? Keep reading… While, I am still and always will be that goofy person, today is a day I take a little more seriously. You see, 18 years ago today, I experienced a loss in my life that shook my world forever. My good friend Becky was driving her car for the first time to school. An event that should be a happy experience in any 16 year olds life. Only, on May 15, 1995, the unexpected happened…her car was involved in a tragic accident that took her and her best friend’s life. Becky and Trisha were both 16 years old. Becky’s birthday was just 2 days away. It took me a while to figure out how to deal with wha

Birthday Blues
I`ve never used blog before but i just wanted to get it all off my chest. This will be a short read so I won`t take up much of your time for those who read this. I was dumped by someone on Fubar this morning, and today just happens to be my birthday. Whether he knew this or not it doesn`t matter, whats done is done. It really hurts, all my life I`ve been sweet talked then thrown away like a useless ragdoll. My emotions have been tugged by string and I`ve been played with like a puppet for the puppet masters amuzement. I`m tired of being used and lied to, I rather be dead than to continue on like this. I can`t even enjoy my birthday day now, my family and friends have worked so hard for weeks to put my birthday plans into play. I hate for all their hard work to go to waste and I`m doing all that i can to pretend to be happy but I always end up breaking down and having to leave to cry amd calm down. Even before then they all knew I was depressed and wants to know whats wrong. God I

"you"
Forward: This story is mainly fictional, but yes, there was a muse to the story. From the begining to the "****" (stars) is complete truth and who I am. Ok, on with the story! ~ There are times in your life when you start to reflect on your past, trying to pin point when things actually changed and you were sent down a certain path that you find yourself on. I have found Myself doing this very thing as of late. And yes, I have accomplished My pin pointing. It’s not a secret that I am a Dom, and for those who have earned the privilege, I am Master. I am not a Dom because I am controlling. I am a Dom because people have chosen to allow Me to control them. They have allowed Me to be their Dominate, their Sir, their Master and their Owner. Some people say they could never do this, and I completely understand. It takes a very strong person to be able to give up this type of control, to have that amount of trust in one person and to know that in that person’s possession, th

Til The End
Today was the day we separated ways My dreams are nightmares With no escape I look to my father and ask why He says son tomorrow is a new day and that is why I sit alone My soulmate was the one She is now alone She looks to her father and asks why He says my daughter tomorrow is a new day and that is why We are both periled with pain I feel as if my life had no gain She was the one I had dreamed of She was the one I knew my ending would come I find that this lonesomeness brings me no closure When you love a soulmate It is forever A tear falls from my eye I bow my head and pray but dont know why Will she find her way to me again Will she know my love was true and it was just about to begin I love her more than I love myself What is with this emptiness I will travel far and wide The woman who caught me was my life I will continue til my days end I will always remember the one who I loved til the end

Signs Of Inner Peace
~~~~~~~THE SYMPTOMS OF INNER PEACE~~~~~~~~ * A tendency to act or think spontaneously, rather then based on fears and bad past experiences. * An unmistakeable ability to enjoy each moment. *a loss of intrest in judgeing other people *A loss of intrest in interpting other's action's *A loss of the ability , to worry *frequent, overwhelming, episiodes of apprecation. * content feeling's of connection with other's and nature. *frequent attacks of smiling. *an increasing tendency to just let things happen ...no worries. *An increase susceptibility to love, and to love freely recieve the love extended as well as extende love freely....

Then Losin My Daughter
t now christmas time boy the months have passed it seemed like it took forever jus to try to start a new year we struggled wit the pain and with all the tears not knowin what was gona happen that was gona bring more tears the day was xmas eve and the call was fast as light the baby is not breathing i struggled wit all my might i dipped in jus a minute to rush to my baby girl not knowin what had happened not knowin what was goin on the ride was long and painful the wait i dreaded more feeling alone and cold i know that she was gone watchin the doctors in the hallway me hitting the cold floor my body couldnt handle it it couldnt take much more my little tiny angel my only pride and joy why did u do this why did u let her go i knew that she was gone but my mind couldnt deal walkin into the room the sheet over her head i scream and i flip my baby aint dead i cant handle this my heart is totally gone sittin there in that room felt like forever holdin h

Step Into The Fantasy...
Well now.. here I can show a littl more now... Yes, I warn you now, it is adult content- soft core for the most part. Much of it will be sections of my novel I had to cut in order for it to keep it's young adult rating. So pull up a chair and hope you're ready. A fantasy realm of magic and sex awaits you here... Next post will have all the warnings and such needed for these stories lol Have to make sure you know what you are headed for when you begin to read lol

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.

Lost Love
dreaming of what could have been wishing with all my heart that you will remember how it felt to be with me but I know no matter how much I beg...cry...wish for you to come back to me it will never happen I guess our love was never meant to be just something the heart wanted but was impossible so I am entitled to one last good-bye a gentle kiss upon your cheek and a quick whisper of the word good-bye I leave you to your bidding and my heart to yearning

Pink Bundle Of Skin - Fienderella Poems
Pink Bundle of Skin The new pink bundle of skin has arrived It's journey to this world, it has just survived. I look and I wonder at what will it become? A school teacher, a criminal or just a plain 'Mum'? To think that this little bundle of flesh is so small Will once be quite big, grown up and very tall. She's got his nose and she's got her eye's I'm sure she'll be stunning, (that's no surprise). But what is her future in this world of ours, When countries are warring for more super-powers When those that are poor are still in much need When climates are changing and the genetic seed To think she's inherited this planet of ours Now deprived of many species of animals and flowers What will become of this new pink bundle of joy? Probably won't change the world, except by having a boy! What shame it is that we teach our kids young That we should abuse our habitat and help it, none. To waste what we have is because we can't understand That once it is gone th

Letter To Tide
I am writing to say what an excellent product you have! I've used it all of my married life, as my Mom always told me it was the best. Now that I am in my fifties I find it even better! In fact, about a month ago, I spilled some red wine on my new white blouse. My inconsiderate and uncaring husband started to belittle me about how clumsy I was, and generally started becoming a pain in the neck. One thing led to another and somehow I ended up with his blood on my new white blouse! I grabbed my bottle of Tide with bleach alternative, and to my surprise and satisfaction, all of the stains came out! In fact, the stains came out so well the detectives who came by yesterday told me that the DNA tests on my blouse were negative and then my attorney called and said that I was no longer considered a suspect in the disappearance of my husband. What a relief! Going through menopause is bad enough without being a murder suspect! I thank you, once again, for having a great product. Well, g

This Is To Everyone
Hello out there! This is my first time being on here! I am trying to make ne friends around the world and even all kinds of wrestlers and all kinds of singers and i am on here to make new friends! I love animals alot i love cats and dogs! So this is my first time being on this site!

Jack The Rippers Horriable Poem....
Got into From Hell last night with Jack the Ripper cases, and it was very disturbing, so i'm researching a few things on the net about him, i heard he was never caught and just suddendly died after his deathly dead was done. The Poem Eight little whores, with no hope of heaven, Gladstone may save one, then there'll be seven. Seven little whores beggin for a shilling, One stays in Henage Court, then there's a killing. Six little whores, glad to be alive, One sidles up to Jack, then there are five. Four and whore rhyme aright, So do three and me, I'll set the town alight Ere there are two. Two little whores, shivering with fright, Seek a cosy doorway in the middle of the night. Jack's knife flashes, then there's but one, And the last one's the ripest for Jack's idea of fun. The Letters of Jack the Ripper: I guess he tried to get caught though by the police in the 1800's in london, but none really never found him or came close so here are some letters I found were a

Hers...
you stand before the mirror. As your towel slips from your waist and falls to the floor, you admire your nakedness. you touch your chest, wincing slightly as your fingers pass over the lovely bruises that remind you of our recent passion. The marks are slightly fading now, and you grow hard as you recall how they were placed there. "I am Hers," you blush silently. "Hers" echoes in your head: "Hers," as you slither sensuously to Me across the floor; "Hers," as you kneel proudly at My feet; "Hers," as you present yourself to Me; "Hers," secure in the knowledge of how deeply I cherish you; "Hers," as you bare your soul to Me; "Hers," as you allow Me to stretch your limits and bring you to new heights of ecstasy and depths of trust; "Hers," as you feel the security and utter freedom of your surrender; "Hers," as you strive to please Me. "Mine," you hear Me whisper as you succeed.

Pick-up Lines ( The Worse Of The Worse)
The word of the day is "legs." Let's go back to my place and spread the word. That outfit would look great in a crumpled heap on my bedroom floor tomorrow morning. I want to melt in your mouth, not in your hand. I like every bone in your body especially mine. How about you sit on my lap and we'll see what pops up? Will you be my love buffet so I can lay you out on a table and take anything I want? Why don't you sit on my face and let me eat my way to your heart? Baby I'm like milk, I'll do your body good. Is that a mirror in your pants because I can see myself in them. Hey baby lets play army I'll lay down you can blow me up. If your left is thanksgiving and your right leg is Christmas can I visit you in-between the holidays If I told you that you had a nice body, would you hold it against me? You're like a Pringles. Once I pop you, I can't stop you! I want to kiss you passionately on the lips, and then move up to your belly-button. Is it hot i

How Sexual Are You
You scored as A Sicko. You are a SICK FUCK!! You would do almost anything to get off. You know how to be wild, try new stuff and let loose and be crazy. You are at the top of the Horny/Sexual ladder, a very coveted paosition by many. People call you Sick, but those are the ones that think it but don't have the balls to do it. You will be an exploding sex partner, if they can handle it.... Rock On.A Sicko80%Very Kinky60%Average60%A WUSS !!50%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

Jack Jokes
A teacher asks her class, "If there are 5 birds sitting on a fence and you shoot one of them, how many will be left?" She calls on little Jack. He replies, "None, they will all fly away with the first gunshot." The teacher replies, "The correct answer is 4, but I like your thinking." Then little Jack says, "I have a question for YOU. There are 3 women sitting on a bench having ice cream: One is delicately licking the sides of the triple scoop of ice cream. The second is gobbling down the top and sucking the cone. The third is biting off the top of the ice cream. Which one is married?" The teacher, blushing a great deal, replied, "Well, I suppose the one that's gobbled down the top and sucked the cone." To which Little Jack replied, "The correct answer is 'the one with the wedding ring on," but I like your thinking." LITTLE Jack ON MATH (Part 2) Little Jack returns from school and says he got an F in arithmetic. "Why?" as

This Is Mee
You Are A Poplar Tree People tend to look up to you, and it's a bit lonely at the top. Inside, you are not always self confident, but you show great courage. Mature and organized, you are reliable in any situation. You tend to have an artistic or philosophical outlook on life. You are very choosy in love and take partnership seriously. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Breath Of Fresh Air
she was a breath of fresh air a warm summers breeze on a lazy day a fire fly in the evening she was as beautiful as a poem that touches deep into your soul a picture of grace a poise But now the air is stale and dry it freezez the soul and kills all that a dreamer had hoped for a dreamer who loves her still

Learning Not To Feel
starts with joy then turns dark let them in then they leave their mark why try so hard to let them in when you know what happens in the end a time bomb of emotional fury makes any man start to worry the whys and hows and what's goin ons you've never felt more like a pawn but i do got some comfort i got some gyn im learning to not feel all over again it will leave me callaused it will make me hard but in the end it will all begin again

Chapter 4- New York City
" I got my first real 6 string..over at the five and dime! played it till my fingers bled..it was the summer of 69!" The sound got louder and louder as her voice echoed through the valley.. " oh baby Bryan..sing it to me.." she squealed and wrinkled her nose..a faint glow had risen in her skin..she knew she couldn't stay in the sun for long due to certain bionical parts she had gotten long ago..but the thought was nice and the sun felt great..brown eyes opened and looked around as she sat up.. " damnit!" she cursed as she slid off of the car and pulled her overlay back onto her arms.." come here to get away and relax and its to freggin quiet!" she sighed and tossed her sunglasses back into her shirt pocket and she opened the car door..a blast of cold air hit her in the face and she chuckled.. " go figure..I say i'm tired and you give me the cold shoulder.." laughing she slid inside the car and started the engine.. she looked around and raised a brow.." where the hell am I?" th

Hey Sexy Peoples
Hey everyone i am entered in 3 contests please go vote for me if you think I am the best here are the links! thanks all hugs kisses and licks Chelle [ LostCherry.com photo: 1424486618 ] [ LostCherry.com photo: 361249689 ] [ LostCherry.com photo: 266216450 ]

What Is A Juggalo? (my Opinion)
What iz a juggalo?...plain and simple...BEING YOURSELF and not caring what others think of u.......if u have shoes that have no sole on tha bottom say fuck it.. atlest i got some fuckin shoes! lol cuz there is always sum1 out there that needs jus as much help as u...but being a juggalo is a MINDFRAME it's not pickin up a Jokerz card and saying " oh well i know all tha songs on this album and tha names of all tha jokerz cards so i must b a juggalo!" it's not like that...not saying ninjaz cant find their way like that....but it takes a while to find out urself and how u feel about urself...i mean hell im not completely dirt poor and im not a richy bitch either yet i have tha heart of a juggalo down and out...thas me period point blank if u have to have tha label on it ya know? most ninjaz will know if ur true in ur heart...u wont EVEN have to prove it cuz they will know jus by being around u....so all u new ninjaz comin through...b real dont front and im sure u'll get that beautiful love

Things I've Learned.... Mark I
you learn things in iraq. some surprise you, some don't. here's some of mine: -when someone blows up a dam, there's a water shortage. this effects everyone. -you can buy anything with american money. and it doesn't matter how much you use. hand a kid a dollar and ask for grapes. you won't be hungry for grapes. -the locals believe clothing their children is optional. which is understandable. the kids don't seem to mind and hey, full body tan. -you tend to take things for granted. like toilets. at least my portajon is close to my room. -mortars can land anywhere. due to man made launchers and the law of gravity. -direct gunfire isn't as scary as one would think. turns out bad guys see very poorly in the dark, and usually don't aim anyway. -the need to run is over rated. honestly. i'm fat on the inside. -they say the army is more efficient that private contractors. i say we're just cheaper to pay. -pre-mob training is useless. even if the instructors know what t

Let The Past Go
How can I see past what I've done and make it right with friends and family. It's hard when they won't let you forget your mistakes or live it down, so how do you forget, you don't all you can do is hope and pray I can make it. Thank all who has helped me with all of my troubles...

I Hate Moving
Well, moving is a bitch! LOL Especially moving from a 3 bedroom house to a 1 bedroom apartment...that's where it comes in handy to have parents with a HUGE basement that live close by...ha! I'm just glad that after this weekend it will be done! Now, I have to just get my apartment in order and I'll be all set. Easier said than done! :) I'm liking it so far, though so that is good. My cats are even adjusting fairly well...but I'll be glad to have all the boxes out b/c they think its new shit for them to explore...grrr! :) Anyway, hope everyone is having a good night!!!

What Kind Of Person Are You?
You scored as Outgoing. You outgoing and you have a very friendly personality.Outgoing88%Fun88%Nice88%Immature25%Dramatic13%Shy6%mean0%what kind of person are you? (shy,outgoing,fun,mean,immature,dramatic or nice?)created with QuizFarm.com

Connected Isolation
Connected Isolation - with the information age in full swing the internet has thrown people from all walks of life and persuasions together, but the downside of this is that people are becoming more isolated. After joining and taking part in many communities it has left me somewhat dismayed at the shenanigans that go on. Yes its great for opening up the world but it also opens up the feelings of isolation of being too far away and just how lonely you have become to be depending on virtual communities and because we spend much time her we dont go for the face to face because of the distance. anyway would like to know what you think

A Letter To The One Who Broke The Doll
To the one I thaught was real, Everything you ever told me was untrue. Every lie you told I baught, every story you told, I listened, ever time you cried, I cried with you. Your life is not your own, but the one you wish it will be, you yourself even believe the lies you say. You claim to have never loved befor, you claimed to have never lived befor, you claimed I was your world, your heart, your soul. This was the biggest of all your untruths. You cannot love, you never could, you must first find who you are yourself befor you can claim another into your heart. You have used all your lines befor, this I know. All those things you say you never said nor felt, I know you have befor. You think I am nothing more then a silly little girl believing everything you say. Yes I did... I wanted to give you the benifit, I wanted it to be true, I wanted to believe in you as no one else has. I wanted to love you, I wanted to give myself to you. I believed you could show me the way to the

Firs Day On Lostcherry.com
Well today is my first Day on LostCherry.Com and everyone has been so nice to me so far. I'll try to keep updated!!! I hope everything always goes as smoothly as it as today!!! Well gotta go to bed. I gotta work in the morning!!

Kiss The Abyss
Kiss the Abyss Soul flight in the heat of the night, heart of darkness to keep out the light Wild fire burning out of control in the deep, damp, dark of you soul Desire a burning fire you set me free Love it’s the frenzy of love you got a hold on me ecstasy Kiss the abyss, embrace the bliss, and now I find You’re the only one who satisfies both my body and my mind Ride your lovin where wild currents flow, sudden ceremonies, seizures of the soul Consume me, consume me whole Walk with me darlin thru the dark of the night You take my hand everythings all right Ride the pale pony, deep dark heat of the moon, Bring your love, make it bloom Primal urge inside of you, the way it is when love comes true Crackling fire animal desire, this dance that we two do Jack Shields

Hot Ass Song That I Like To Shake My Ass To
London Bridge song: When I come to the club, step aside. Part the seas, don’t be havin' me in the line. V.I.P., ‘cause you know I gotta shine. I’m Fergie Ferg, and me love you long time All my girls get down on the floor, Back to back, drop it down real low. I’m such a lady, but I’m dancing like a ho, ‘Cause you know I don’t give a fuck, so here we go! How come everytime you come around, My London, London bridge, wanna go down like, London, London, London, wanna go down like, London, London, London, we goin’ down like… How come everytime you come around, My London, London bridge, wanna go down like, London, London, London, wanna go down like, London, London, London, we goin’ down like… Bridge Now As The drinks start pouring, And my speech start slurring, Everybody start looking real good. Grey goose got your girl feeling loose. Now I’m wishin’ that I didn’t wear these shoes. (I hate heels) It’s like everytime I get up on the dew, Paparazzi put my business in the news.And I’m lik

Day 1 Of Training Was A Blast!!!
Sorry I didn’t blog about Sunday yesterday, but with the problems on LC I was having major issues just trying to log in. Sunday was a good day. We went sight seeing around Toyota City again, did some more shopping, ate more food, and hung out with Goto. He will be going back to the US tomorrow, so we just took it easy. Our crash course in “Japanese Survival Training” (as Goto puts it) has officially ended. Although we speak very little Japanese (about three phrases … LOL), we can now get around by bus, train, and subway, shop, and get food in restaurants. We also have figured out how to say “Another Round” in the bar (

Fellings From The Heart Part 001
For when my love is coming true my heart breaks down on my life For knowing that she is my love. I just can’t take it when she says no to me and my soul just tares me apart my world an d I just what to tell her how much I love her so.

First Blog Here
there are a lot of things I could say but I am going to speak from my heart, the shhot in Amish country makes me wonder what is going wrong with the people in this world nobody know what compelled this man to kill innocent children , children who were sheltered form the world outside , what would casue a normal person to harm any child for that matter ? we have murders rapists and other low lifes that could be killed and no one would miss them except the people that love them, maybe just maybe there is a bit of good in these people , but a child is a protected species and should be allowed to live no matter what , maybe in time I'll lighten up but for today these are my thoughts

Lifes Lessons
All of the faults of our mind our temporary, not permanent and so our suffering is also temporary.It is our compassion that helps us to perfect our wisdom and our power.The transformed mind is ultimate healing. To find happiness and avoid suffering we should learn about those factors that bring happiness so we can practice them, and those factors that bring about suffering, so we can avoid them. Do not engage in any harmful actions; perform only those that are good subdue your own mind-this is the teachings of the Buddha. qoutes from diff. buddhas

Dedicated To Crazedvamp(part2)
The UnLoved returns to his Catacomb with Vamp still asleep in his arms. The Catacomb entrance was stunningly decorated by century’s old stone arches soaring high into the air. They were swallowed by the darkness as they entered. He carries the precious beauty into his chambers, And lays her lovely body on a bed of red velvet and satin linen. He sits beside the sleeping dark angel, awaiting the wakening of his Vampire Queen.

Almond Brittle
This candy has been very popular for a long time, but this recipe is an Italian version using toasted almonds instead of the usual peanuts. 4 Cups Sliced Almonds, Toasted 3 Cups Granulated Sugar 1/4 Cup Water Use a teflon coated baking pan, or prepare a baking sheet by lightly spraying with oil sprayIn a heavy saucepan, combine the sugar and water and cook over medium high heat until the sugar has melted. Continue to cook until the mixture turns golden brown, about 15 to 20 minutes. Remove from the heat, and fold in the almonds immediately. Pour out onto the baking sheet, spreading to an even thickness. Cool completely, then break into pieces. Store in an airtight container.

Some Facts An Info For The Ones That Dont Know An Wanna Lol
CANADA LOCATION -Canada is on the continent of North America. -The country stretches from the Atlantic Ocean to the Pacific Ocean. -The Arctic Ocean is north and the United States is south. -Canada is north of the 49th parallel of latitude. -The 49th parallel was chosen as a border from the Great Lakes to the west coast. FACTS -second-largest country in the world (Russian Federation is the largest) -ten provinces and three territories (capital cities are in brackets). Alberta (Edmonton), British Columbia (Victoria), Manitoba (Winnipeg), New Brunswick (Fredericton), Newfoundland and Labrador(St. John's), Northwest Territories (Yellowknife), Nova Scotia (Halifax), Nunavut (Iqaluit), Ontario (Toronto), Prince Edward Island (Charlottetown), Quebec (Quebec City), Saskatchewan (Regina), Yukon Territory (Whitehorse) -population over 32 million (2005) -capital city of Canada - Ottawa (Ontario) -leader of Canada - Prime Minister Stephen Harper -Governor General of Canad

Control (part 1)
She sat there with her legs crossed. She always been weary of meeting strangers off the internet, but something about him seemed so safe and secure. He had a way to make her trust him, and she thought it was finally time they met. They had been talking on the internet and the phone for over two years. The two had shared an intimate connection that neither of them knew was possible from just talking on the phone. She sat there with her muscular legs crossed. She pulled and tugged at her skirt and kept pulling it down, she was afraid that someone would be able to see up her skirt. She was weary of wearing skirts to begin with because she didn't like her legs, they were short and muscular and pretty overwhelming at first site. She spent a lot of time walking, so her legs were built up. It is not like she was a small girl to begin with, but she wasn't huge either. She was well built, even more well built since she started school. She had lost a good bit of her gut that she had in high

Love And Friednship.....a Must Read
I DIDNT WRITE THIS BUT I LIKE IT...... LOVE starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORT. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS. Friends are FOREVER. Good friends are like STARS You don't always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You never know who is falling i

I'm So Druyink
My unc thought it would be cool to call me and give me shit because my other uncle had been so good to me thta i got a poem pubished dicated in his name. Well the othet got pised and now I feel bad. Bug oh weel because the other supports my ideas, the one i dedicated it too. I miss the other but he's never here.

Mine . . . & . . . Yours!
Mine . . . & . . . Yours! My Fingers - - Your Ears Your Eyes - - My Tears My Lips - - Your Chest Your Tongue - - My Breast Your Mind - - My Soul My Grip - - Your Hold Your Hands - - My Thighs My Whispers - - Your Sighs My Touch - - Your Embrace My Legs - - Your Waist My Breath - - Your Inhale Your Name - - I Exhale

Spiral Dynamics By Beck And Cowan
I read this book a couple of years ago and met Don Beck at one of the conferences and also got a chance to talk to Chris Cowan online but they fell out and both went separate ways anyway here is more about Spiral Dynamics called the Colours of Thinking Dr. Clare W. Graves's Emergent, Cyclical Levels of Existence Theory Applied: COLORS of Thinking in Spiral Dynamics® The Spiral Dynamics model is derived from the original thinking of Dr. Clare W. Graves. Here is a brief introduction to the Gravesian point of view as it has evolved thus far: Human nature emerges along a developmental path from one equilibrium state to the next. These can be viewed as stages wherein each layer adds new elements to all that came before; in turn, each stands in preparation for a next phase which may or may not come. Every "level of human existence" offers a particular viewing point for the real world as defined by its unique set of perceptual filters. These diverse reality views lead to very

Nashieboo's Questions
. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be?: the lottery saying congrats you won a hundred million dollars! 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?: if I parked close, if I am out in the north 40 then no 3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener?: talk talk talk talk especially when I am drunk...I get VERY friendly! 4. Do you take compliments well?: yeah but they kinda embarrass me I never know how to respond 5. Are you an active person?: actively resting

A Valentine Poem...
There is a question that you asked me one day but I couldn't quite find the words to say The reasons that I love you are hard to describe But I've been thinking and I'm really gonna try The thoughts are rushing through my head like a river trying to explain them only makes me quiver You doubt me sometimes, but I always come through That...Is one thing I love about you.. A smile comes to my face whenever I hear your voice There's something you do to me, it's not my choice You sit and talk with me about this and that On top of me is usually where you'll take a nap I know it hurts but if it has to end I know you and me will always still be friends You give me something to look forward to everyday Anticipation kills me till I've seen your face So many things I love about you I couldn't say them all but I'll keep on thinking and then I'll give you a call So remember that I love you in too many ways and please have a very special Valentine's day...

Let Me Lie To Myself
I don't lie to others But let me lie to myself I don't feel anything for you I never did I didn't feel anything when you put your arms around me I didn't feel anything when you kissed me I didn't feel anything when you looked me in the eyes... I didn't feel anything... I never said what I thought I never told you how great you are How lucky anyone would be to be with you... I didn't tell you that you were perfect I know it's too hard So we're running away... I'm trying to help you find happiness Soon as you do that I can to go away... I knew in my heart my mother was right anyways... It's okay I'll be fine I'm always fine.. So smile, Chin up... Remember that you're worth it to someone You'll always be worth it... So for now, let me lie to myself Let me think you're a dream everything that happend was in side my head I know I'll be here In the far streach of my brain Waiting... I know I want you I'll be here if you want me But let me just Lie to myself un

Will You?
Will you listen to me as the rain beats down? Will you smile at me as the the sun hits the ground? Will you laugh at my jokes whatever they may be? Will you remember my love for eternity? Will you build me up as my world falls apart? Will you understand these words came from the bottom of my heart? Will you kiss me tenderly each and every day? Will you tell me you love me, never with dismay? Will you save me from evil, protect me from pain? Will you show me happiness, and ill do the same? Will you promise me that you will never let me go? Will you show me a place we can always call home? Will you stand by my grave when I am gone? Will you lay down red roses, with a sweat peaceful song? Will you have me in your heart and keep my love true and... Will you please remember that I will always love you?

Waterfalls
Walking through the forest we come to a small opening in to our right. You tell me to close my eyes and take my hand. I can hear water running and smell the wonderful clean scents of the forest and water mixing together. We come to a stop and you whisper into my ear to open my eyes. I am almost overcome by the beauty. There infront of me was a beautiful waterfall falling gracefully into the lagoon beneath it. You take my hand and guide me to the edge of the water. Realizing I have nothing for the occasion you start to pull my shirt over my head. I blush but then I finish taking the rest of my clothes off as you follow suit. You gentely grab my hand and we head to the water together. You get into the water first and sweetly hold your hand out for mine. I step in along with you and we mold together as we are looking for warmth upon entering the beautiful lagoon. Feeling the spray from the falls mist caressing my nude body. We stand there just kissing for awhile. Then you hold me

Try This!!
>This is funny - type out the sentence you end up with in the subject >line and >forward it to your friends. > > > Pick the month you were born: > > > > January--I kicked > > February--I loved > > March--I smoked > > April--I skated with > > May--I choked on > > June--I murdered > > July--I did the Macarena with > > August--I had lunch with > > September--I danced with > > October--I sang to > > November--I yelled at > > December--I ran over > > > > Pick the day (number) you were born on: > > > > 1-------a birdbath > > 2-------a monster > > 3-------a phone > > 4-------a fork > > 5-------a Mexican > > 6-------a gangster > > 7-------my cell phone > > 8-------my dog > > 9-------my best friends' boyfriend > > 10-------my neighbor > > 11---

Ad Lovers Hahaha
Mrs. Smith has three daughters who are all getting married within the same month. She tells each one of her daughters to write back about their married life. To avoid possible embarrassment to their new husbands by openly discussing their love lives, the mother and daughters agree to using newspaper advertisements as a "code" to let the mother know how their love lives are going. The first one gets married and the second day a telegram arrives with a single message, simply: "MAXWELL COFFEE HOUSE". Mrs. Smith gets the newspaper and checks the Maxwell Coffee House advertisement, and it says: "Satisfaction to the last drop..." So, Mrs. Smith is happy. Then the second daughter gets married. After a week, there is a postcard that reads: "ROTHMAN'S MATTRESSES". So, Mrs. Smith looks at the Rothman's Mattresses ad, and it says: "FULL SIZE, KING SIZE" And Mrs. Smith is happy. Then it is the third one's wedding. Mrs. Smith is anxious because two weeks have passed and still no mes

Memorys Clawing At My Heart And Mind!
You really do know how to strut that stuff (strut that stuff) You really do know how to act tough (act tough) Your body's just like a centerfold A fantasy (a fantasy), anyone would want to hold Chorus: Stop using sex as a weapon Stop using sex as a weapon You know you're already my obsession Stop (stop) using sex as a weapon Love is more than a one way reflection Stop (stop) using sex as a weapon With looks that kill and a mind that's twisted (twisted) I don't know why I can't resist it (resist it) I tell myself look the other way (other way) When you want me to (when you want me to) I, I always stay Chorus You play with desire like it was a toy (toy) How much affection can you destroy? You wrap my heart around your little finger Sex, sex, sex, sex, sex, sex, sex as a weapon Stop using sex as a weapon Stop using sex Chorus Stop using sex as a weapon Stop using sex as a weapon Stop using sex Stop using sex as a weapon Stop using sex (stop

Where Have All The Flowers Gone?
This song by Pete Seegers came out in the 60s its still appropriate for today Where have all the flowers gone? Long time passing Where have all the flowers gone? Long time ago Where have all the flowers gone? Girls have picked them every one When will they ever learn? When will they ever learn? Where have all the young girls gone? Long time passing Where have all the young girls gone? Long time ago Where have all the young girls gone? Taken husbands every one When will they ever learn? When will they ever learn? Where have all the young men gone? Long time passing Where have all the young men gone? Long time ago Where have all the young men gone? Gone for soldiers every one When will they ever learn? When will they ever learn? Where have all the soldiers gone? Long time passing Where have all the soldiers gone? Long time ago Where have all the soldiers gone? Gone to graveyards every one When will they ever learn? When will they ever learn? Whe

I Love Him So Much
i love him so much all i want is to hold him, feel him close to me... but he doesnt love me anymore so i get to sit here alone, upset, and kinda cold....how could he lose his love?? or did he...he tells me its not my fault..that its just him..that hes unstable ...i cant help but feel that he has lost all love for me but my friend says he tells her that he still cares about me...i wish he would talk to me...i know he has already told me why he feels the need to be alone i just need consolation and for some reasaon i want it to be from him...i feel like my whole world is crashing down... and despite the fact that he is the one who hurt me i still want him to be the one to make me feel better as well...he is the only person who can...i cant do it alone and no matter how hard my friends try they wont be able to heal me either ...i just need him that is all...thats my love ...my life... my heart and soul belong to this man and i wont let him throw them back at me...he may not want them anym

Would You Be In My Heart?
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most; saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart... but if you don't, you might break theirs. Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own.... when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to. Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled because we are too afraid to care too much... for fear that the other person does not care as much, or at all. Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell

New Name
I just found out that I have a vampire name. 3 different web sites have all given me similar names. Some of you may not believe in that stuff, I myself am skeptical. But I like anything mythical, mysterious...and it wierd that 3 different places come up with similar names. Well here it is.... Angelique VigÃ©e-Lebrun Known in some parts of the world as: Leto of Wallachia The Great Archives Record: Died and rose again in the name of eternal love. This could be a random thing, who knows. But its cool to learn!

Hola!
Hi there, I am new to this by the way of invite from someone I met on myspace, he pulled me here from the dark side, lol! I am 43, have two kids, 22 n 12, I am a full time college student, studying International Relations. I would like to teach or help children in SE Asia someday, (my dream)! Or just simply stay here for the same reasons. I have lived on the shores of Lake Michigan all of my life, and love the beach! I am a Buzzen chatter and my nic is the same, I chat in Peers 40's, and I would love to see you there! I garden, love NFL Football, Hockey, (we have a team in my town), oh and the Lions suck! lol! Leave me messages or mail me at jupiters90210@msn.com, take care n have a gr8 day! Zildjian

Lc Drama And Stress....
Over the past few weeks, I have been training to get my CDL A so I can start driving and making some serious money. So I haven't been on here much to keep in touch with a lot of you. But I got my CDL and I'll be on the road soon, making that money. But I get back on here, and I've seen a few people have deleted their profiles, and few others that are deleting their profiles in the coming days. Now I know that drama over the internet is just a given when it comes to sites like this, but this is getting ridiculous. I would hate to see anybody leave because of someone else on here. But we're grown folk, so whatever you do is up to you. I just hope that not too many of the people on here take the LC more serious than life itself. You're not gonna please everybody. You're not gonna get everybody's support. And you're not gonna be attractive to everybody on here. But there are a good number of great people on here, and that alone should keep you here and keep you having a great time.

To Slingbob777!
This is to my Lo, and he's a real Lo fo sho, if he needs any help he's just gotta let me know. I'll be there till the end, his ass i will defend, and no this aint pretend. Homies are for life! They know what to do to help get thing right, and they wont stop without a fight! Go spread the love SlingBOB! you know how to do, and show all these mother fuckers what you've been through! With your homies and your crew! Represent the wicked klowns, aint not time to mess around, make them people smile instead of frown! To you! Homies for life! Jugga lugga love! Comment, and spread the jugga lugga love!

A Post For Aloverssunset
You think you're pretty clever, eh? I'll fix you. :P And you other smartypants types, no giving away the answer utill 'Aloverssunset' posts ... I mean it. Grr. Here's the puzzle: You are lost in a labyrinth. You finally come to what you know to be the exit: two doors, one of which opens to eternal freedom - the other, to instant death. Each of the doors is guarded by a robot. One always lies, and one always tells the truth. Both the doors and the robots look exactly alike. Of course, you have no idea which robot guards which door, or which of the doors or robots are which either. Thankfully, you can avoid taking a 50/50 gamble on the doors by asking one robot a single question. What is the question?

You Know It's Time To Turn Your Computer Off When...
A friend calls and says, "How are you? Your phones have been busy for a year!" You forgot how to work the TV remote control. You see something funny and scream, "LOL, LOL." You meet the mailman at the curb and swear he said YOU'VE GOT MAIL. You sign off and your screen says you were on for 3 days and 45 minutes. You fall asleep, but instead of dreams you get IMs. You buy a laptop and a cell phone so you can have AOL in your car. Tech support calls YOU for help. You beg your friends to get an account so you can "hang out." You get a second phone line just to call out for pizza. You purchase a vanity car license plate with your screen name on it. You say "he he he he" or "heh heh heh" instead of laughing. You say "SCROLL UP" when someone asks what it was you said. You sneak away to your computer when everyone goes to sleep. You talk on the phone with the same person you are sending an instant message to. You look at an annoying

What Girlfriend Are You
You scored as Lynn. Woohu! Youre a Lynn! Youre a sex-lovin type of gal, but remember actions come with consequences and life is not one big party. Sometimes you have to own up to your actions and take responsibilty to become a better person.Joan88%Lynn88%Mya75%Toni63%Which girlfriend are you?(from the hit tv show girlfriends)created with QuizFarm.com

Anidian Prayer This How Is Fell In My Hata
O,Great Spirit, whos voice I hear in the winds and whose breth gives liffe to all the world, her me!I am small and weak. I need your strenght and wisdom. Let me walk in beauty< and make my eyes ever behold the red and purple sunset. Make my hands respect the things you have made and my ears sharp to hear your voice. Make me wise so that i may undertand the things you have tought my people. Let me learn the lessons you have hidden in every leaf and rock. I seek strength, not to be greater than my brother, but to fight my greatest enemy-myself. Make me always ready to come to you with clean hands and straight eyes. So when life fades,as the fading sunset, my spirit,may come to you without shame.

Addiction: A Drum And Bass In Jsection
Pure Fitlh Promotions Saturday, November 4, 2006 - 9:00pm to 2:00am Abnormalvision - [Dark Drum & Bass] (Pure Filth / Future Pressure Recordings) (UK) DJ Fever - [1 hr LIquid set / 1 hr 93-96 Jungle Anthems Set] (Bassjunkees.com) (CA) DJ A3 - [Dancefloor Drum & Bass] (Prolifik Crew / Double Decker) (CA) DJ Mathmatech - [Hard Dance Drum & Bass] (Zodiac Records) (CA) MC Japphy (Prolifik Crew) (CA) MC Caspa (De’Ranged / Proper Sounds) (CA) Mikado, The, 117 St. Paul St. St. Catharines, Ontario, Canada No Cover

Hidden Sin
A hidden sin Deep within A knowing glance The touch of hands A subtle touch Can mean so much The softest kiss Moments of bliss Bodies entwine Yours and mine Internal desires Taking us higher No one can know No one is told Of the hidden sin Deep within

To All The Internet Psycho Freaks I've Ran Away From Before... Lol
See my friend John and I were talking about internet freaks who send random msgs online here in LC... Here's the yahoo transcript of a made up one from our conversation...(ITS PRETTY CLOSE TO THE REAL DEAL BUT THIS ONE'S FUNNIER..LMFAO) ENJOY.... dat727boyakaclown: Heloo Georgeous, dat727boyakaclown: My name is John Howe, from US dat727boyakaclown: When I joined trhis site I was searching for you dat727boyakaclown: my dream soul dat727boyakaclown: the creator of my very existence dat727boyakaclown: the first time I seen you dat727boyakaclown: I knew what I felt was no lie dat727boyakaclown: A woman as beautiful as you deserves a wealthy white man! dat727boyakaclown: which isn't me dat727boyakaclown: if you like fat guys with no moeny dat727boyakaclown: then I'm the one dat727boyakaclown: thank you for your time dat727boyakaclown: feel free to freely contact me dat727boyakaclown: at dat727boyakaclown: www.Imapsychointernetstalkerfreak.com CHA-CHING!

We're Home!!
Yeah, we are home. Still very cautious about letting Dylan walk without holding my hand, because of the depth perception problems as well as peripheral vision, but that should inprove slowly but surely. I'll be in touch with everyone in the next day or two. There are LOT of thank you's that I owe to alot of people. This will be my last "Dylan" update, unless heaven forbid, something goes terribly wrong. He's pretty much confined to the house for the next week or so, which means so am I. He's got stacks of movies to watch & tons of "get well food" == junk food so I should be able to chat & catch up with everyone.

U Gonna Fail???
Exercise of the brain is as important as exercise of the muscles. As we >>> grow older, it's important to keep mentally alert. If you don't use it, >>> you lose it! Below is a very private way to gauge your loss or non-loss >>> of intelligence. >>> Take the test presented here to determine if you're losing it or not. >>> The spaces below are so you don't see the answers until you've made your >>> answer. >>> >>> >>> OK, relax, clear your mind and begin. >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> 1. What do you put in a toaster? >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> Answer: "bread." If you said "toast," give up now and do something else. >>> Try not to hurt yourself. If you said, bread, go to Question 2. >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> 2. Say "silk" five times. Now spell "silk." What do cows drink? >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> Answer: Cows drink water. If you said "milk," don't >

Blood Lust
In the dark caverns of my mind I am in retreat. Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide, the screams of the tortured haunt me till the end of time. Is anyone here? Does anyone care? I am utterly alone in my hell fighting with feelings of abandonment, and remorse for my actions. If I had only known that I would regret every minute I would have turned the other way. The look in his eyes as the night engulfed his thoughts. The look of reverence deep in his soul as a vision of death stood before him, darkness slithering around his essence. Blood curdling shrieks of pain as he gives in to the inevitable. A sight burned into my psyche. Have I lost my mind? Have I gone insane? Terror enters my every waking moment recalling that fateful night when evil reigned supreme. When death roamed on open foot. When I took a life, the living essence of a human being. Disconnected from reality, and far from the laws of humanity I stepped into the role of a God. A God I am not, yet I halted life in

Not A Poem Of Mine Just A Song I Like Alot
nsync :gone not a big fan of them but i really like this song GONE By: *NSync Submitted By: ImJoezzloislane@aol.com, Gapstreetgirl123@aol.com, bettyboopx0x0@aol.com, MeL8575@hotmail.com From: http://www.nsyncstudio.com Last Corrected by: mixiemix@hotmail.com There's a thousand words that I could say To make you come home Oh, seems so long ago you walked away Left me alone I remember what you said to me You were acting so strange and maybe I was too blind to see That you needed a change Was it something I said To make you turn away? To make you walk out and leave me cold If I could just find a way To make it so that you were right here But right now.. I've been sitting here Can't get you off my mind I've tried my best to be a man and be strong I've drove myself insane Wishing I could touch your face But the truth remains.. You're gone.. You're gone.. Baby you're gone Girl you're gone, baby girl, you're gone.. You're gone.. You're... I don't

About Who Iam
You can easliy get the wrong impression about me at first,but I tend to grow on you,I'm pararoid jealous,tempermental and every once and a while I can get really intence about the things I LOVE! Im finally able to love someone again after 5 years of us being friends,we have finally told eachother how we feel about eachother and we have decided to have a future together...I have waited so long to be happy again and Bryan makes me very happy.Im happy to have him in my life.

A Blast From My Past
ok this a old poem I wrote in college about my first love Well after not seeing him for 19 yrs we were reunited for a short period and again I fell for him. As my readers know he was and always be my first love. well anyway we had assignment of writing a poem about love this was it I wrote it in 5minutes and flowed so nicely. I read it in class and of the twenty students in my class The women gave me a standing ovation and the teacher gave me a A and that was not surprising because i was published already in the college paper and was considered a gifted writer this and a essay will alway's be by my account one my best work. this man was my muse. so here it goes: HEARTBREAK: This game we play has given me worry I turn around and your in a hurry Love me love me not What do we got frustration, humiliation You torment my mind You don't give me time We start and stop all the same Someone needs to be tamed Please baby,please stop I did not trust yo

It's About Me
You know, this site completely and totally kicks ass! But what's the coolest is how many amazing people are floating around on this thing, and the responses I've gotten. Whoah. Some of the pictures? Yeah. Definately hot. Keep them coming! THANKS for the notes, responses, and comments. Hope everyone has a GREAT amazing awesome weekend, and if anyone ever gets bored, hit me up on yahoo/aol IM or MSN, and I'm always up for a good chat. peace. danny

I Don't Think So!
She left him on the sofa when the phone rang, and was back in a few seconds. "Who was it?" he asked. "My husband," she replied. "I better get going," he said. "Where was he?" "Relax. He's downtown playing poker with you."

Just Something I Just Made Up....
as we sit there looking up at the stars and we start to hold hands, there's three words i want to say to you. but as i look over at you i'm so mesmerized by your beauty, i find myself lost for words. you notice me stearing at you with a blank look on my face and you tell me you love me.....the only thing i could say back is....i would tell you that i never thought i could ever love anyone as much as i love you, but my love for you runs deeper than that, i don't think theres anything i could say to explain how i feal about you.

Family?
OK, so I finally got enough friends on this place that I decided to start a family. Don't ask me why. I'm sure the criteria is different for everyone; mine was pretty simple, I put those folks into the family list with whom I've had more than just passing clicks with. People I interact with most every day or so. I'm sort of a geek when it comes to organization (although, if you were to see the condition of my room, you might dispute that). I'm sure it's a perfectly human thing to do to sort people out in one way or another. Now, I don't want folks thinking I like some people better than others. That's not true, I like just about everyone I meet on whatever level or other. If you aren't family at this juncture, you might be at another. And, let's face it, this is just LC. There's no contractual agreements with anyone here. At least, none that I've signed. ;)

Marines Vs Air Force
A Marine gets out of the Corps after Nam and lives his life like the American dream. When the War on Iraq comes around 40 plus years later, he goes down to the local recruiting station, and tells the recruiter, "I want in, I wanna fight." But the recruiter says, "Sorry man, you're too old." "Fine," the guy says. "I'll go to the Pentagon. I have a friend there. He'll let me in!" So he goes to the Pentagon and tells his friend, "I want in, I wanna fight." But his friend says, "Sorry Buddy, you're too old." "Fine," the guy says. "I'll buy a boat and row to Iraq!" So he goes out and buys himself a rowboat and starts rowing to Iraq, chanting "Semper Fi, Do or Die, OO-Rah, OO-Rah!" over and over again. St. Peter sees all this and goes to God and says, "Lord, what do I do to stop this clown?" God tells St. Peter, "Why don't you take his brain? It's the root of all thought." So St. Peter takes the guy's brain. It doesn't faze him. "Semper Fi, Do or Die, OO-Rah, OO-Rah!" St. Peter t

My Story
Hi I am Kayla every young boys dream.My Daughter refuses to bring any of her guy friends home from college for fear I may come out in a real slutty outfit and tease them. Then I would whisper in their ear and and invite them and their hard cock back over for a late night snack...*WINK* So if you think you can handle this Hott MILF give me a call...

Respond With Ur Answers And I'll Do The Same!
1.Your Full Name: 2. Age: 3. Single or Taken: 4. Favorite Movie: 5. Favorite Song: 6. Favorite Band/Artist: 7. Dirty or Clean: 8. Tattoos and/or Piercings: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Do we know each other outside of LC? 2. Whats your philosophy on life? 3. Would you have my back in a fight? 4. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest? 5. What is your favorite memory of us? 6. Would you give me a kidney? 7. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you: 8. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 9. Can we get together and make a cake? 10. Have you heard any rumors of me lately? 11. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me? 12. Do you think I'm a good person? 13. Would you drive across country with me? 14. Do you think I'm attractive? 15. If you could change anything about me, would you? 16. What do you wear to sleep? 17. Would you come over for no reason

Our Friendship
May our friendship last forever; May I sail upon your sea. May we go through life together; May there always be a "we." May I be your endless sky; May you breathe my gentle air. May you never wonder why Each time you look for me, I'm there. May we be for each a smile Like the warm, life-giving sun; Yet when we're in pain awhile, May our suffering be one. May we share our special days, The happiness of one for two; And if we must go separate ways, Let my love remain with you

Sorry Everyone About Today Computer Fried On Me
hey everybody sorry about today i hope none of yall are mad at me but instead missed me cause earlier today my mother board fried on me so got a new one and evan updated everything so now im running on windows xp i got wireless connection and a bunch of other stuff so about 350 $ worth of stuff so im glad to be back up and running after being gone all day so i hope to chat with all my peeps soon well cya yall later and much love to all of you on my freinds list

The Spoons
A holy man was having a conversation with the Lord one day and said, "Lord, I would like to know what Heaven and Hell are like. "The Lord led the holy man to two doors. He opened one of the doors and the holy man looked in. In the middle of the room was a large round table. In the middle of the table was a large pot of stew which smelled delicious and made the holy man's mouth water. The people sitting around the table were thin and sickly. They appeared to be famished. They were holding spoons with very long handles that were strapped to their arms and each found it possible to reach into the pot of stew and take a spoonful, but because the handle was longer than their arms, they could not get the spoons back into their mouths. The holy man shuddered at the sight of their misery and suffering. The Lord said, "You have seen Hell." They went to the next room and opened the door. It was exactly the same as the first one. There was the large round table with the large pot of

Big Mud Puddles And Sunny Yellow Dandelions!
"Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take-but by the moments that take our breath away." When I look at a patch of dandelions, I see a bunch of weeds that are going to take over my yard. My kids see flowers for mom and blowing white fluff you can wish on. When I look at an old drunk and he smiles at me, I see a smelly, dirty person who probably wants money and I look away. My kids see someone smiling at them and they smile back. When I hear music I love, I know I can't carry a tune and don't have much rhythm so I sit self-consciously and listen. My kids feel the beat and move to it. They sing out the words. If they don't know them, they make up their own. When I feel wind on my face, I brace myself against it. I feel it messing up my hair and pulling me back when I walk. My kids close their eyes, spread their arms and fly with it, until they fall to the ground laughing. When I pray, I say thee and thou and grant me this, give me that. My kids say, "Hi God! T

Thanks To All My Friends N Family
thanks to all of my friends and family who have stood by me in the last few days...i will be back online annoying ya'll as usual as my grandson is with good health.lol.... thank you all for your prayers and lit candles and support Much Luv for showing your kindness and friendship

Murphy's Other Laws
1. Light travels faster than sound. This is why some people appear bright until you hear them speak. 2. A fine is a tax for doing wrong. A tax is a fine for doing well. 3. He who laughs last, thinks slowest. 4. A day without sunshine is like, well, night. 5. Change is inevitable, except from a vending machine. 6. Those who live by the sword get shot by those who don't. 7. Nothing is foolproof to a sufficiently talented fool. 8. The 50-50-90 rule: Anytime you have a 50-50 chance of getting something right, there's a 90% probability you'll get it wrong. 9. It is said that if you line up all the cars in the world end-to-end, someone would be stupid enough to try to pass them. 10. If the shoe fits, get another one just like it. 11. The things that come to those that wait may be the things left by those who got there first. 12. Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. Teach a man to fish and he will sit in a boat all day drinking beer. 13. F

Dalusional
people are dalusional by nature we see what we wish was there, we decode the world to fit our dalusion, becuz of there dalusion people may become paranoyed, smitten and some even think them selves loved, or even in love. its all a fine line in the heuman mind, in the end when a dalusion is relized and comes crashing down there is nothing, emptyness. and u see ur self for the fool every one elts sees u for. so now i sit hear alon, as i relize my dalusion,teirs streaking down my faces....... as the voice in my head softly whisper "fool"

Please Make A Donation If You Can...
my friend art had a great idea for how i can get some of the money for my gastric bypass surgery. i have to come up with roughly $500-$800 dollars for my surgery in the next few weeks and art thought to come up with a club where people could donate $1 towards it. i'd really, really appreciate any and all help that anyone could/would offer. and thanks in advance!!!click the link below to go to my paypal account if you'd like to help me out. anything will help at this point, trust me!!!https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webscr?cmd=_xclick&business=artistmonday%40hotmail%2ecom&item_name=The%20Dollar%20Club&no_shipping=1&cn=words%20of%20encouragement%2e%2e%2e&tax=0¤cy_code=USD&lc=US&bn=PP%2dDonationsBF&charset=UTF%2d8

They Give Us A Bad Name :-(
I'VE BEEN IN MANY RELATIONSHIPS WHERE I WAS SO GOOD TO WOMEN ALL THE TIME & I WAS MISTREATED BY THEM TERRIBLY & THE REASON WHY I FOUND OUT IS THAT IN THEIR PAST RELATIONSHIPS,THEY WERE MISTREATED BY THEIR BOYFRIENDS THAT THEY USED TO GO WITH,SO THEY DECIEDED TO TAKE IT OUT ON THE NICE GUYS WHO DI NONE OF THESE THINGS TO THEM.WHAT IM SAYING IS THAT THE BADGUYS OUT THERE IS MAKING IT BAD FOR THE GOOD MEN OUT THERE THAT'S TRYING TO DO THE RIGHT THING.I SAY THIS SITUATION IS VICE-VERSA BECAUSE BAD WOMEN ARE MAKING IT BAD FOR THE GOOD WOMEN ALSO BECAUSE I'VE RAN INTO SOME OF THEM IN THE PAST & LET'S BE AWARE ON WHO WE MEET UP WITH ONE DAY BECAUSE THE GRASS IS NOT ALWAYS GREENER ON THE OTHER SIDE.

Shots, Shots, And More Shots
Seems like that is the story of my life. I had my first radio frequency shot last week and the dr. said it would get worse before it gets better and it kicked my ass yesterday and today. I have to go back next week and get a shot on the left side..... then I get to go through this hell all over again.... once the shots work, they will take the pain away for 6 months... then I have to get the shot in my lower back twice a year from now on..... ugggggg......

Mislaid In My Heart.
There’s gore upon the walls, but an echo in the halls. And I wonder why… I used to believe, there was something deep inside… I used to be…so full of life But these veins are withered and dead A tortured soul with heavy eyelids I hear organs playing a solemn tome For the departed…leaving home. . I can’t find my friends… Where’s my family? Surely I though they’d be here today Certainly I thought they’d have something to say Emptiness… . What is this existence? But a labyrinth of abandonment. . I could’ve filled this heart with the tears I’ve withheld From years of abuse Like the razors obtuse, or the homemade noose To this day…I dwell at the gallows. . I will not be remembered in stone Nor will I be thought of in tome My legacy of suffrage…(though in poem) - will not be enough And I will be loved by no one. . Only by the emptiness of my heart And this darkness…I have made my home. By: Jay Bird

Just An Update
Just letting everyone know i'm still alive and kicking....and screaming at times lmfao! Hope all are doing well...been very busy got alot of things going on and quite possibly might be moving by the end of the year and if that happens i'll prolly be without internet for a couple weeks but i know you guys won't miss me much haha Had a pretty shitty birthday...won't really go into details but lets just say my family and friends all forgot...only ones who seemed to remember were my friends online...go figure lol Don't really have much to say other then a great big huge THANK YOU to lisaann my 2nd mommy for making a blast for me for my birthday....even tho it got posted to late it's the thought that counts!!!! LOVE YOU! Take care all xoxoxox Sue

Singing In The Rain!
oh yes oh yes it's raining!!! finally the cold came down here again it started to rain at 4:30am in Buenos Aires, to save all our lifes from hot and humidity lol i have to go to a meeting now again lol, i'll be back soon and give you all my love again soon!!!! :-* mwahz Maria

You Learn Something New Everyday
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage67%Biting50%Blood42%Blind Folds42%Whips25%Chains/Handcuffs25%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

My Love
Entry for October 29, 2006/ MY LOVE I just want eveyone to know how my soulmate makes me feel.I didn't know the right words to use so I found a poem that says it all. A Love As This by Wendy McKnightTo love with the spirit, To love with the soul, A love as this, The ultimate goal. To love with the heart, To love with the mind, A love as this, The purest kind. To love each other, To love completely, a love as this, Giveth so freely. To love in life, To love in death, A love as this, With all our breath. That's truely how I feel. With all my love ~{Kem}~g

Background Out
Hi iwas wonderin if anyone had a code for the background that took out the color in the back ground..i have gotten a few from others and none seem to work.. i know how to do it as wel but nothing seems to work..or is there a sight i can go to to get another...ok thanks alot...

Freedom Of Speech?!?!?!
What ever happened to freedom of speech ? A friend was banned from posting comments and uploading pictures today. why? Because he was trying to make light of our new name here at "CherryTap". Now I've seen all of his work..And I don't see anything wrong with them...THEY ARE CARTOONS for god sakes. You have women on here posting nudies in bulletins... And posting cartoon pics of adult situations A guy does it..and gets comment banned..Where is the logic? I'll probably get banned as well for standing up for him, but this is A) AN ADULT SITE, u must be 18 years of age or older correct? Makes it adult. B)America, Canada, Whatever, We all have the right to our freedom of speech, take that away and what do we have left? Nothing. From WIKIPEDIA: Freedom of speech is the concept of being able to speak freely without censorship. The right to freedom of speech is guaranteed under international law through numerous human rights instruments, notably under Article 19

To All Soldiers..plzzz Repost
Having a love one in the service has been both difficult and rewarding. This is for all who have fought the fight, and who stand up for all. Although I am not an American, I am in there for you in spirit and in hope and prayers. My prayers to all in the Service. May God Bless you all and bring you home safely to the ones who love you and miss you. Please Repost and let your fellow Servicemen and Servicewoman know you support them and let them know your prayers are with and for them. God Bless you all.... Love Jackie Dedication to our soldiers.Add to My Profile | More Videos

Help My Votes
ok my fellow friends here is another blog for your help!! go to my profile and click on my family and click on "I call them how I see them" and in his pic albums he has a sexy but classy contest....please cast a vote for me!! While youare on his page please show some cherry love and give him some ratings so he can level up!! thanks for all the love and support

Easy Stuff
1. Take into account that great love and great achievements involve great risk. 2. When you lose, dont lose the lesson. 3. Follow the three Rs: a)Respect for self, b)Respect for others c)Responsibility for all your actions. 4. Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck. 5. Learn the rules so you know how to break them properly. 6. Dont let a little dispute injure a great relationship. 7. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it. 8. Spend some time alone every day. 9. Open your arms to change, but dont let go of your values. 10. Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer. 11. Live a good, honorable life. Then when you get older and think back, youll be able to enjoy it a second time. 12. A loving atmosphere in your home is the foundation for your life. 13. In disagreements with loved ones, deal only with the current situation. D

Blame
Just because you've been wronged is no reason to do the wrong thing. In fact it is all the more reason to do the right thing. Just because there's someone to blame for your troubles does not mean that you can end your troubles by hurting that other person. No matter who is to blame for your problems, you are responsible for them. Revenge may be entirely justified, but it will rarely solve the problem. Just as time does not proceed backwards, you cannot right a wrong by committing another wrong. Though punishment is often an appropriate and positive step, it cannot undo what has already been done. The energy you put into blaming others for your problems takes away from the energy you have available to effectively address those problems. Don't let the desire to assign blame detract you from making things right. You cannot move backwards, so put your energy into moving forward.

Lolz I Saw That Coming
You scored as Michael Myers. You are Michael Myers. You are quiet, and have serious family issues. You wont rest until you kill your entire family, and everyone who gets in your way. You dont really care what you kill with, but you prefer a nice butcher knife from the kitchen. There is no hope for you. There is nothing living behind your eyes but evil. Michael Myers80%Hannibal Lecter35%Jason Voorhees20%Captain Spaulding20%Leatherface20%Freddy Krueger20%Jigsaw15%Candyman15%Buffalo Bill0%Pinhead0%Which Horror

Cyber Me!
Tell me of passions & your fantasies Give into pure lust it's just you here with me We can make our own way our own secret place. Where reality pauses and dreams state a case It's desire with pure pleasure until we both just explode Stopping only to start in a new episode. I bet when the real world hears our moans of delight It will have them wondering of who's wrong and right. It Seems never enough Leaves u longin for more But you just wouldn't know Uness you've cybered before

Crushed
my soul has been buried alive crushed by the pressure of everyday life love was never there no one ever cared no foundation of life to be built on just emptiness i never had anything never a love nothing but these drugs n guns money never bought me anything except these bullets so i could contemplate death reminesce on my last breath because in death at least things are peaceful your soul is at rest no more torture no more burdens of life so should i sign this note on suicide or should i live and just ride to another day

Poem I Made Mwhaha
take my hand and you will see the happiest girl that could be ill take your hand and i will see the happiest man that could be tell me, what do you see when you look at me do you see heaven do i set you free i see everything in your eyes your spirit your soul so tell me now tell me true am i yours forever through i open my eyes and i can see that your the right person thats for me its not perfect

Title Competition...help Needed!
Good morning Lords and Ladies... Not sure if anyone will have any ideas on this, but myself and the collective are currently embroiled in a power struggle. Of sorts. We have decided to hold a 5 year competition, the winner of which will be the person who, at the end of the 5 years, has the most titles before and / or after their names. The only stipulation is that the title itself cannot cost more than £10. In the event of a tie, whoever paid the least will be crowned 'Lord of all things'. There may even be a book in it, or a movie. No idea who I would get to play me, unless they can genetically splice Bruce Campbell and Bill Bailey. We shall see. Does anyone have any ideas where I could go about achieving some more titles? I've already managed to become a Reverend (not of a church, strictly speaking, so I'm not gonna be trying to convert anyone...fear ye not) whilst a little under the influence (no seriously, I can marry people now...and if they are drunk, I can even marry them to

Is It Really Me??
I gaze at my past, it's like a movie screen my feelings torn right at the seams The person in my memories can surely not be me The girl inside, who I used to be is buried deep inside of me I keep her hidden, never to be seen because I HATE who I was I regret that I only have one life maybe I could do it right If I fall asleep one night and start all over again. I look in the mirror and all I see is the little girl who stands before me But the little girl cries out. wanting to be a part of me. I have left that one I hated. but she lives, as I have stated. Deep inside, never to come out. now I rarely hear her shout. As I try to remember my youth I can't believe it's all the truth. The person that I see the one I used to be Can surely not be me.

Strive
STRIVE Pray for the day when all men are equal, Stay for the time when love has a sequel. Strive for the dawn of a more gracious world, Thrive in the knowledge of true joy unfurled. Stand for the things that you know to be right, Understand hardships of souls without sight. Give to the people who have less than you, Live to give credit where credit is due. Endure rocky friendships; forgive and forget, Ensure that the needs of the nation are met. Hope for the time that leaves nothing to mourn, Cope with the trials of change as they're born. Fight for the wounded in body and heart, Unite the cultures long since torn apart. Speak for the people who haven't a voice, Seek for the option to be given a choice. Exist for the chance to right wrongs old and new, Resist any force that defies what you do. -Anastasia Cassidy

Sexuality, Satan, The Con Of Man...
Alright, confused by the title? Good, that means ya had to look to see what is present to explain that strangeness. Don't worry, all in time, all in time. Part of the blog tonight, questions...not any need to knows but seeing as how men misunderstand women and visa versa, I'm gonna take some time to ask in this medium, reply to this, it's easy ;-). One of my big questions, how often do women actually say what they mean, seriously. Aside from the stereotypically wrong assumption of some guys that No means Yes, how often is one thing said when another is truth. Does size truly matter? Do woman really want a nice guy? Is shyness cute, or is it a turnoff? (Yeah...I've heard both, lol). You may be wondering at this point why this topic, aside from general blogness topic "stuff", or even if you weren't, you are now, lol. The net made me do it. Chat rooms are a mirror of real life personalities, only in too many cases 10 times more vulgar, crude, forward, dark, evil in some cases.

A Penguin In Arizona
A penguin is driving through Arizona (as they do) on a hot summer's day when he notices his oil light is on. He gets out of the car and, sure enough, it's leaking oil all over the road. The penguin drives around the corner to a service station and asks the mechanic to take a look at it. The mechanic says he has a few others to look at first but if he comes back in an hour he can tell the penguin what is wrong with his car. The penguin agrees and goes for a walk. He finds an ice cream shop and thinks a big bowl of vanilla ice cream will really hit the spot since he's a penguin and it's Arizona in the summer, after all. He sits down at the counter and starts in on his ice cream. Of course he has no hands so it is rather messy. By the time he is done he has ice cream all over his flippers and his mouth-a total mess. He walks back to the service station and says to the mechanic, "Did you find out what is wrong with my car?" The mechanic replies, "It looks like you've blown a

Suddenly I Don't Feel Sorry For You
i saw some people drag racing last night... a few of them almost rolled their cars... it was lame. a pathetic attempt at males trying to look macho... let me inform you.. it doesn't work so knock it the fuck off. a few signals later we passed a few cars that had crashed. I guess one of them was driving on the wrong side of the road and the other crashed into a pole. bunch of morons.

Breaking News:
Breaking News: George Bush has hijacked the United States and is aiming it at the rest of the world. So far he has caused Afghanistan and Iraq to burn. He is pointing himself towards Iran and North Korea next. On September 11, 2001, al-Qaeda killed 2,973 people As of November 5, 2006 George Bush and his regime have killed 2823 US Troops as confirmed by the DoD the number of Afghan and Iraqis killed is many many times this number When are we going to stand up and say no more deaths for money? Not just money in oil, the big pie comes with rebuilding. Haliburton, and it's subsidiaries have already made billions, and there is more to come. What if we went into Iran, or North Korea, what kind of rebuilding money will come from the South as we instill George Bush's version of Democracy on the world. We need change people. Send a message. Vote on 11/7. Don't think that the world will change without you. YOU can change the WORLD.

Totally Worthless Knowledge
Totally worthless knowledge ...LMAO If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it.) If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (Now that's more like it!) The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. (O.M.G.!) A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (In my next life, I want to be a pig.) A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy.) Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories a hour (Don't try this at home,maybe at work) The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off. ("Honey, I'm home. What the....?!") The flea can jump 350 times its body length. It's like a human jumping the length of a football

Black Eyes For Entertainment
I must say, people these days they really enjoy entertaining their guests...even if it involves hurting another human being. It doesn't matter if you did something or not, they make things up or just bring things up from years ago...yes I must say I am a victim of having a black eye...my friend had a party and decided to do all of these things..entertain, bring things up from the past, and make things up...Well I must say I am proud to be a source of entertainment when I didn't try to fight back :)

What The Fizzuck
ok this is not a odd blog but has anyone noticed that there are mothers (M.I.L.Fs so to speak)out there that have thier sexy pics mixed in with pictures of thier kids i mean thats a little wrong right ? i mean they give you the option to create other folders for this purpose why dont people use it ??

"i'm So Tired"...so Tired...ozzy
"Hey im feelin tired, my time is gone today, you flirt with suicide, sometimes thats ok"...Falling Away From Me...Korn I have no idea what to do....I'm truely sick of it all...my sense of responsibility once kept me going, but right now I don't care either...live or die...sink or swim...I get no help, simple requests are ignored, like the crazy guy that stands on the corner telling everyone the end is near...my heart is heavy, and my muscles hurt...is it age? your as young as you feel, and right now I fell like I'm 80...although nearing 40, and don't give me that crap that 40 is the new 30, I still look 30, which with 30 being the new 20...AARRRGGHHH TO MANY NUMBERS!!!...where was I, oh yeah...MY LIFE IS SUCKING!!!and no one near me seems to care, some of my CT friends whisper words of encouragement...THNX TO ALL!!...but the ones that could really make a difference seem to wrapped up, and the fake crap has to end, maybe I'm cynical, years ago I was told I was to young to be cynical, I

Contest Stuff
ok, about a week or so ago i entered my first contest here.... since i dont think too highly of my looks i entered a contest where looks doesnt matter... although it appeared that nearly nakid women being in the pic mattered.... needless to say i didnt win.... maybe its because i didnt have a nearly naked person in my picture or i dont have enough friends, leverage to win around here.... so i think if i enter any more contests it will have to be things like pets & children..... those are the only contests i can think of where clothing not optional... ok, enough of my rant for now....

Our Friendship Will Last Forever
May our friendship last forever; May I sail upon your sea. May we go through life together; May there always be a "we." May I be your endless sky; May you breathe my gentle air. May you never wonder why Each time you look for me, I'm there. May we be for each a smile Like the warm, life-giving sun; Yet when we're in pain awhile, May our suffering be one. May we share our special days, The happiness of one for two; And if we must go separate ways, Let my love remain with you

What Is A Billion???
What is a billion??? The next time you hear a politician use the word "billion" in a casual manner, think about whether you want the politicians" spending your tax money. A billion is a difficult number to comprehend, but one advertising agency did a good job of putting that figure into some perspective in one of its releases. a. A billion seconds ago it was 1959. b. A billion minutes ago Jesus was alive. c. A billion hours ago our ancestors were living in the Stone Age. d. A billion days ago no-one walked on the earth on two bare feet. e. A billion dollars ago was only 8 hours and 20 minutes, at the rate our government is spending it. The following is too true to be very funny Tax his land, Tax his wage, Tax his bed in which he lays. Tax his tractor, Tax his mule, Teach him taxes is the rule. Tax his cow, Tax his goat, Tax his pants, Tax his coat. Tax his ties, Tax his shirts, Tax his work, Tax his dirt. Tax his tobacco, Tax his d

The Dog (justice)
I have been watching the dog for the last twenty or more minutes and ALL he has been doing is licking the floor, or licking himself, i think he is missing a few brain cells or is really confused, what floor/pillow/bed/balls could possibly taste that good, he just started licking himself again here we go, and it is not a quiet lick at all.

Found It Somewhere!!
Forget his name Forget his face Forget his kiss His warm embrace Forget the love that you once knew Remember he has someone new Forget him when they play your song Remeber when you cried all night long Forget how close you once were Remember he has chosen her Forget how you memorized his walk Forget the way he used to talk Forget the things he use to say Remeber he has gone away Forget his laugh forget his grin Forget the dimples on his chin Forget the way he held you tight Remember he's with her tonight Forget the time that went to fast Forget the love that moved, its pasted Forget he said he'd leave you never Remember he's gone forever!!

Ode To Bramble.......
This is for my furry baby He stares Head on one side Eyes wide I concentrate Nothing Intense are his eyes I can't read him What is he saying? Imploring He moves closer Still nothing I will wait Soon it will become clear Soon........ (c) Rain 2006

Moving.... Again
I swear I've moved more than anyone in the world that isn't in the military. We're moving to a 2 bedroom apartment across the hall (I thought it wasn't bigger, but it turns out it's a 2-bedroom... finally some privacy!) Monday. There's a chance I might not be online for a while because the landlord is taking his sweet time getting the cable cut off from the people who used to live there. I swear if I don't have my internet, I'm gonna go crazy. (plus I'll fail my online classes) For the record, I did call Thursday nite. (which was when I found out when we were moving) Gee, nice to know of the move three days before it happens. Anyway, if you can prolly tell, I'm all fucked up about it. I'll live though.

So Its My Birthday Today
and how about i got NOOOOOOOOO cherry love on my birthday. no messages, no gifts, *sigh* nothing. thats ok tho... i manage to keep a real life too and im about to go get FUUUUUUCKED up. no rest for the wicked!!!!!! hahahahahahahhahahaha HOLLA

My Lovely Lady Lumps
Ok, i know we are all sick of contests!! But ppl keep putting me in them so i am here again asking you to vote!! Its the best CT chest contest you can click here: http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=48886&albumid=107496&i=3321088085 Thanks again for rocking my contest world!!

Crave Magazine Issue Release Party!
Hey SEXXY friends!!Last Thursday was Crave Magazine's Issue Release Party held at the Bliss Lounge!! There were a lot of people there when I arrived!! The party was in full swing! I ran into Robin, editor of Crave , and she was busy shaking hands with everyone!! SUCH the hostess!! I made my way upstairs and found Noah, art director of Crave! He was having a GREAT time! I tried to get him to dance on the pole, but he was too chicken!!The first band up was Quandry, who I just did a Rock Report on when they played Rock n Roll Pizza!! They were awesome then and they were equally awesome this night!Thank you Quandry!! You guys Rocked!!The next band up was Atypical Theme. I really liked this band! Hard driving metal and awesome vocals!! I even got some kick ass pics for a change! lol

Breaking News: Terror Alert In Pittsburgh!
BREAKING NEWS: TERROR ALERT IN PITTSBURGH! PITTSBURGH, PA- PITTSBURGH STEELERS FOOTBALL PRACTICE WAS DELAYED NEARLY 2 HOURS THIS MORNING AFTER A PLAYER REPORTED FINDING AN UNKNOWN WHITE POWDERY SUBSTANCE ON THE PRACTICE FIELD. HEAD COACH BILL COWHER IMMEDIATLEY SUSPENDED PRACTICE AND CALLED THE POLICE AND FEDERAL INVESTIGATORS. AFTER A COMPLETE ANALYSIS, FBI FORENSIC EXPERTS DETERMINED THAT THE WHITE SUBSTANCE UNKNOWN TO PLAYERS WAS THE "GOAL LINE". PRACTICE RESUMED AFTER SPECIAL AGENTS DECIDED THE TEAM WAS UNLIKELY TO ENCOUNTER THE SUBSTANCE AGAIN THIS SEASON. Let's Go RAVENS! LET'S GO

My First Blog
Sunday for the most part are lazy days.. I wish I had a couple sundays in a row.. I work one full time job and 2 odd jobs all week long.. and Sunday is football day and my home team Cleveland Browns are having a pretty good year.. Kids are outside playing and I'm enjoying updating my new site... I think I'm going to enjoy Cherrytaps.. Sweetshorty

Im So Fkn Wired ......
IM ABOUT TO EXPLODE ! IM SO FULL OF ENERGY , AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHY ! I GOT A HEAD COLD AND CANT BREATH TO GOOD . BUT IM READY TO RUN THE TRACK A FEW TIMES ! VERY ODD NITE ! IM DOING THREE THNGS AT ONCE AND IT AINT HELPN MUCH .

More To Ponder On
Why isn't phonetic spelled the way it sounds? Why are there interstate highways in Hawaii? Why are there flotation devices under plane seats instead of parachutes? Why are cigarettes sold in gas stations when smoking is prohibited there? Why do fat chance and slim chance mean the same thing? If you can't drink and drive, why do you need a driver's license to buy liquor, and why do bars have parking lots? Do you need a silencer if you are going to shoot a mime? Have you ever imagined a world with no hypothetical situations? How does the guy who drives the snowplow get to work in the mornings? If 7-11 is open 24 hours a day, 365 days a year, why are there locks on the doors? If a cow laughed real hard, would milk come out her nose? If nothing ever sticks to Teflon, how do they make Teflon stick to the pan? If you tied buttered toast to the back of a cat and dropped it from a height, what would happen? If you're in a vehicle going the speed of light,

Pics From Work.
we were waiting to see if the tree was gonna catch or not. but i think its is a cool pic! this is me an one of the guys on the crew! man it was hot standing there lol Hot!! view of the moon first thing in the morning before leaving for work!

You All Know I Luv Ya So I Saw This And Wanted To Share!
This is so true..... As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin. ~anonymous~

Daily Spiritual
DAILY SPIRITUAL JOKE Spiritual Jokes A Sunday school class was studying the Ten Commandments. They were ready to discuss the last one. The teacher asked if anyone could tell her what it was. Susie raised her hand, stood tall and quoted, "Thou shalt not take the covers off thy neighbor's wife." DAILY SHORT SPIRITUAL STORY The Rose John Blanchard stood up from the bench, straightened his Army uniform, and studied the crowd of people making their way through Grand Central Station. He looked for the girl whose heart he knew, but whose face he didn't, the girl with the rose. His interest in her had begun thirteen months before in a Florida library. Taking a book off the shelf he found himself intrigued, not with the words of the book, but with the notes penciled in the margin. The soft handwriting reflected a thoughtful soul and insightful mind. In the front of the book, he discovered the previous owner's name, Miss Hollis Maynell. With time and effort

Wtf? Fake Friends Suck!!!!
Ok i need to blow off some damn steam, so don't read it unless you mind hearing someone vent: FUCK FAKE FRIENDS!!!! Ever notice that if you know people in real life and introduce them to someone that the begin to forget you exist. you might get an occasional "Hi" if you pop in a chat room thier in. If you want to talk to them, you have to find them.... WELL FUCK THAT!!!! If a person is really a friend, they will try to find out how your doing. If a person is really a friend, they try to at least act like they care. Well fuck Ffake friends!!! I don't fuckin need them and thier bullshit "I care." Fucking actions speak a lot louder than words. Yes, as a nice guy, I tend to brush t off, but not anymore. maybe it took the strees of the shit I'm dealing with right now to finally make me put my foot down, but I am glad I did. If you know me in the real world, you will know I am a kind-hearted person. You will know I used to be the biggest asshole too. Starting today, I w

Original Poem By Dawna Marie Wright
CRACKER JACKS You say your cracker jacks Never held a prize at the bottom And when you wished upon a star The wish didn't get you that far But cracker jacks could never hold The prize you were looking for And the biggest star could never send The wish you really wanted then You must have been looking In the wrong place You must have been wishing But belief was what had been missing Now you have recieved you prize And been given your wish So your life and heart can mend Because it is different now....you've got a friend. Dawna Marie Wright Copyright ©2006 Dawna Marie Wright --------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Go See What This Fucktard Is Sayin About Me....
In his 'about me' and he posted a special blog just for me.....He is the ex of the girl Ive been seein. He hangs out at my page day and night and is seriously derranged!...Show him how you feel!bRaIn*DeAd*FuCk@ CherryTAP

The Perfect Turkey Recipe
The perfect recipt for people, like me, who are just not sure how to tell when the Thanksgiving turkey is thoroughly cooked, but not dried out. Give this a try. 12-16 lb. turkey 1 cup melted butter 1 cup stuffing (Pepperidge Farm is good.) 1 cup uncooked popcorn (ORVILLE REDENBACHERS LOW FAT) Salt/pepper to taste Preheat oven to 350 degrees. Brush turkey well with melted butter, salt, and pepper. Fill cavity with stuffing and popcorn. Place in baking pan with the neck end toward the back of the oven. Listen for the popping sounds. When the turkey's ass blows the oven door open and the turkey flies across the room, it is done.

Redneck Bugle Classified Ads:
FREE: Yorkshire Terrier. 8 years old. Hateful little dog bites. FREE PUPPIES: 1/2 Cocker Spaniel, 1/2 neighbor's sneaky dog. FREE PUPPIES: Part German Shepard, part stupid dog. GERMAN SHEPHERD 85 lbs. Male. Neutered. Speaks German. Free to good home. FOUND: Dirty white dog. Looks like a rat. Real dirty. Been outside awhile. Better be a reward. SNOW BLOWER for sale. Only used on snowy days. LIVESTOCK FOR SALE: Cows and calves, never bred. Also one gay bull for sale. FOR SALE: Nordic Track $300. Like new, hardly used, call Chubby. PRODUCE FOR SALE: Georgia peaches. Great taste! California grown. 89 cents/lb. FOR SALE: Nice parachute. Excellent condition. Never opened. Used only once. Joining nudist colony! Must sell Maytag washer and dryer. $300. OPEN HOUSE: Body Shapers Toning Salon this Saturday from 9 a.m. to 5 p.m. Tryout our new equipment and look over our personal exercise plans! Free coffee and donuts. FOR SALE: One man/six woman

My Intentions Vs. Your Intentions
I didn't ask for this I didn't see it coming Why put me in this place Why bring me high Why make me happy Why whisper sweetly in my ear Why give me dreams Just to take them all away What were your intentions Because all of mine have always been so damn, too damn, Pure And maybe its so hard for me to Fathom Your Friendly ways, were wars of enemies on my country of Soul Yes I took down my Walls You would have climbed them anyways Purposes to burn Purposely to scortch My nature I refuse to be Hardened by what I thought would be my Completeness I will NOT change I wont hold up my Swords of Words and Strike you down My Intentions will Always be Pure © 2006 Amanda Knapp (All rights reserved) Sunday, January 29, 2006, 11:38:24 AM

Maybe
>>> >>MAYBE... >>> >> >>> >>Maybe God wanted us to meet the wrong people before meeting >>>the right >>> >>one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will >>>know how >>> >>to be grateful for that gift. >>> >> >>> >>Maybe...when the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, >>>often >>> >>times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even >>>see the >>> >>new one which has been opened for us. >>> >> >>> >>Maybe...it is true that we don't know what we have got until we >>>lose >>> >>it, but it is also true that we >>>don't know what we have been missing >>> >>until it arrives. >>> >> >>> >> >>> >>Maybe...the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best >>>of >>> >>everything; they just make the most of everything that comes >>>along >>> >>their way. >>> >> >>> >>Maybe...the brightest future will always be based on a >>>forgotten past; >>> >>after all, you can't go on successfully in life

10 Things About You
OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORK I WILL TELL YOU TEN THING'S ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT LOL 1) I'm 5'10 2)I play lots of video games 3)I eat pasta, seafood, steak, and etc... 4)i have one brother and two sisters 5)i like to go hang out at the mall 6)my favorite superhero is Superman 7)even though i'm almost 20 i still watch cartoons 8)i watch anime cartoons like DBZ Naruto etc.. 9)I'm the youngest in the Family 10)i first words were "more money"

Blah!
Morning ♥ Blah i havent been to sleep yet. Once again i couldnt sleep spent to much time seeing my insides in the bathroom, yeah i know TMI ♥ Sorry haha. Anyway i got work in an hour. Im gonna be one miserable little bitch let me tell you. I fell bad for my supervisor, shes already annoyed with my moodiness. She can bite me, cause i do HER job anyway. Shes suppose to be the one taking care if the patients, my jobs is actually just to check them in. But whatever stupid people always think its other peoples responsibilty to take care of their work mhmm. ♥ So im in severe pain. And yes im still sick. Horribley, but i cant take anymore time off from work. Reguardless. I took a week off for my mom. I need the money i have to pay next semesters tuition. Help my mom out with a lot of shit. And i just gave my brother 6000 dollars to NOT go to jail. So yeah ive gotta work alot right now. Ugh. Whatever. Kailey didnt sleep last night so shes awake and laying on the c

Poem
Such a solemn stare with words unspoken Lonesome eyes, hearts still broken Looking away, thoughts of madness Staring blankly, feelings of sadness Hair rolls down across the face Blocking her view, empty space She cries secretly, you never see her tears Nor one heart broken word will you ever hear She lies face down on her bed So many thoughts racing through her head Holding her pillow, squeezing it tight Face flooded with tears all through the night Her hairs a mess, she gets up pacing Letting go deep sighs, her minds still racing Yet she’s always smiling, gleam in her eyes Holding all her feelings, saving all her sighs You hear her quiet laugh, you see her big smile And yet behind closed doors, she’s pulling her hair all the while Her emotions locked in a box, and she only has the key She waits until late at night to unlock it and cry herself to sleep Wakes up, make-ups smeared Yet she’s already smiling, her eyes already cleared Why does she do this each and ever

Bubba Had Shingles :-d
Bubba had shingles :-D Those of us who spend much time in a doctor's office should appreciate this! Doesn't it seem that more and more that physicians are running their practices like an assembly line? Here's what happened to Bubba: Bubba walked into a doctor's office and the receptionist asked him what he had. Bubba said, Shingles. So she wrote down his name, address, medical insurance number and told him to have a seat. Fifteen minutes later a nurse's aide came out and asked Bubba what he had. Bubba said, Shingles. So she wrote down his height, weight, a complete medical history and told Bubba to wait in the examining room. A half hour later a nurse came in and asked Bubba what he had. Bubba said, Shingles. So the nurse gave Bubba a blood test, a blood pressure test, an electrocardiogram, and told Bubba to take off all his clothes and wait for the doctor. An hour later the doctor came in and asked Bubba what he had. Bubba said, shingles. The doctor asked, Where?

I Know I Need A Photo
Hello to all who happen across here. I don't have much to say at the moment, and I'm in a hurry to be somewhere in less than an hour. But I hope to make lots of friends here, there seem to be lots of nice and interesting people here. Photo will be posted soon. OK?

Long Awaited Dream
When the stars started to fall all that i could see was you standing there right in front of me the glistening of the lights the look in your eyes your gorgeous flowing hair and the eclipse of light i will never forget the feelings that twindled in my heart as i stood there hoping that we would never part now looking back in time i see it was just a dream a perfect little ray of hope for me to hold onto in reality -Heather Hart (11-21-06)

Not Something I Like To Do
Well the time has come i will be removing everyone from my friends and family list by Sunday anyone that would like to become my friend just hit the friend button a couple people have already re hit friend button and for this i am greatful trying to find the people that are real friends and not just a name and a screen Thanks Dave

Do Not Quit
When things go wrong as they sometimes will, When the road you're trudging seems all uphill, When the funds are low, & the debts are high, And you want to smile, but have to sigh, When care is pressing you down a bit- Rest if you must, but don't you quit. Success is failure turned inside out, The silver tint of the clouds of doubt, And you never can tell how close you are, It may be near when it seems afar. So, stick to the fight when you're hardest hit- It's when things go wrong that you mustn't quit.

Lets End This Now! We Are Adults Let Act Like It Starting Now!
come on!! we all know this is a free site and were allowed to be here by the good graces of its owner. if you do not like him or his rules then do not use his board! . if this is like a internett neigberhood. then lets act like good neibers we do not want to see are neigbers with there dicks and tits hanging out in front of there front door.. so save your racey photos for inside your gallery . if you want to share them cool!! but give us the chance to chose and not have it throw at us!!. we can have a fun and adult site here. if we act like adults!! all this crap going around is helping no one. end it now!!! we have no say in this !! let the owner of this site alone !! give him the respect he deserves he gave us a wonderfull place to be us. lets not ruin it with are egos. thank you all for leting me put my two cents in. bless be to all my cherry friends and friends to be.

Time 2 (scorn Again 2 Of 3)
This poem is not about the same woman. Let me say that from the start. This one is about another woman I met, and I think a lot of you an relate to this peice. Hope you enjoy the 2nd installment. Time II (Scorn Again) I can close my eyes and envision you Not the real you A surreal you But unlike you Your memory is forever unchanged the same as it was before Something that I can count on To show up when the rains come For our hearts are two worlds apart Like the Barren Straights You as one content Me as the other And your man as the ocean And for this our souls are separated By time My mind fantasizes about one day When our worlds are no longer worlds away And the ocean no more The space between us Thus hand and hand Woman to man And a future unknown But I have grown To face what is And what is not Just a faded dream So it seems this is the way It was meant to be A life and a space left empty But a friendship born Time has made me scorned again

Sorry Pretty Kitties
ha shellis in hiding sorry for your luck its kinda sad truthfully i take over in a date and shes a whore amusing isnt it sadly they dont know about me dont get me wrong shelli doesnt give a damn but you know these damn images keep getting into her head and even i cant get them out..... sadly is pissing me off i want who ever else is in my head to get the fuck out hmm oh yeah abi can stay i like abi he he that one date didnt go so well i left the guy crying amusing really but i dont give a fuck if im fucked up shelli thought it was funny to Jess

On The Whole Celibacy Subject...(part 2)
Maybe I should have taken that left turn at Albuquerque... June 5th, 2006 You can take the sun from the sky: Make the rain fall down eternal. You can take the color from the world, but don't take away you. You can steal the stars from the heavens: Tear the belt from Orion. You can rip the heart from my chest, but it will still beat for you. You can pull down the moon from it's perch above us all: Crush the petals of every bloom. I will still need you. It's funny how a single emotion can cause you to feel in so many different ways. How one day it can make you feel lost and alone, and the next, you feel safe and warm. One moment, you're optimistic and eager, and the next, you're hiding from shadows. One second, it seems to be giving you the power to fly...and the next it sends you hurtling toward the earth. But then again, when you think about it, there is only one human emotion that can cause these manic mood swings. LOVE. Now, I've mused on this touchy sub

Can You Program Yourself To Meet Women?
Can You Program Yourself To Meet Women? >If you'd like to see all of the different programs I've created to help you learn how to attract, approach, meet, and date women... and you'd like to watch video clips of each of them... then go check this out: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/ In this newsletter we're going to deal with possibly the BIGGEST problem guys run into with women. I'd like to talk a bit about how we program ourselves and become programmed when it comes to dealing with women... as well as how to overcome the negative programming that we often don't even recognize within ourselves. Let me ask you a few questions. Take a moment to think about the answers... maybe even write them down. 1) When it comes to women, do you have an overall "positive" outlook towards your success? Do you believe that there is "abundance" when it comes to women, and that you can go out at any time and get a date if you want to? W

Bullets.
put a gun to my head. feed me bullets for breakfast. it will be the sweetest meal. that i have ever tasted. no regrets. no worries. it's hard to know someone cares. when no one speaks. when you are alone. how can you know someone. unless you are always with them? doesn't make sense. put a gun to my head. feed me bullets for lunch. tell the other kids. this is one thing i wont share. i have shared everything else. but this one thing is for me. this is something they. can not take away from me. this is not like everything else. put a gun to my head. feed me bullets for dinner. tell my family to say grace. i will be not be down for dinner. too many times. i have let them down. but this time. i will not be down for dinner. put a gun to my head. feed me bullets for dessert. it is the sweetest thing. that has ever touched these lips. you were the second thing. but not by far. so will you please. tell them to stop walking on me. even after they feed

New Favorite Song...
"I Feel Home" By OAR (Of A Revolution) There are few things pure in this world anymore, and home is one of the few. We'd have a drink outside, maybe run and hide if we saw a couple men in blue. To me it's so damn easy to see that true people are the people at home. Well, I've been away but now I'm back today, and there aint a place I'd rather go. I feel home, when I see the faces that remember my own. I feel home, when I'm chillin outside with the people I know. I feel home, and that's just what I feel. Home to me is reality, and all I need is something real. Feelin alright, headin out tonight, maybe out to a dark driveway. I say now some feel bored, and some are lookin for more. Well, we all just decide to stay. We got nothin to do, and I look at you I see something that I know and love. and with the crack of a smile we all stay a while we know from home there aint nothing above. Well in the end we can all call a friend well that's something I know as

You Can Achieve Anything You Imagine
YOU CAN ACHIEVE ANYTHING YOU IMAGINE Picture yourself in your mind's eye as having already achieved your goal. See yourself doing the things you'll be doing when you've reached your destination. Your imagination is your mental workshop where all your plans are fashioned. Visualize your goals and you'll get your subconscious to work toward making your mental pictures come true. Olympic medalists use the art of mental rehearsal or visualization. They mentally run through important events before they happen. Decide what you want out of your life. Sense it before you have it. See it, feel it, taste it, smell it and imagine the emotions associated with the attainment of your goal. Pre-live it in your mind before you have it. Your vision will become a powerful driving force in your life. See the things you want as already yours, and one day, they will be yours. THE DAILY GURU

Would U Do This For Me..
*GIVE HER ONE OF YOUR T-SHIRTS TO SLEEP IN. *LEAVE HER CUTE TEXT MESSAGES. *KISS HER IN FR0NT 0F Y0UR FRIENDS. *TELL HER SHE L00KS BEAUTIFUL. *L00K HER IN THE EYE WHEN Y0U TALK T0 HER. *LET HER MESS WITH Y0UR HAIR. *MESS WITH HER HAIR. *JUST WALK AR0UND WITH HER. *INCLUDE HER IN ALL THINGS Y0U D0. *F0RGIVE HER F0R HER MISTAKES. *L00K AT HER LIKES SHE'S THE 0NLY GIRL Y0U SEE. ****TICKLE HER EVEN WHEN SHE SAYS ST0P. *H0LD HER HAND EVEN WHEN Y0U ARE AROUND Y0UR FRIENDS. *WHEN SHE STARTS SWEARING AT Y0U TELL HER Y0U L0VE HER. ***LET HER FALL ASLEEP IN Y0UR ARMS. *GET HER MAD, THEN KISS HER. *TEASE HER & LET HER TEASE Y0U BACK. STAY UP WITH HER ALL NIGHT WHEN SHES SICK. WATCH HER FAV0RITE M0VIE WITH HER *KISS HER F0REHEAD. GIVE HER THE W0RLD. WRITE HER LETTERS. LET HER WEAR Y0UR CL0THES. WHEN SHES SAD, HANG 0UT WITH HER. *LET HER KN0W SHE'S IMP0RTANT. *LET HER TAKE ALL THE PH0T0S 0F Y0U SHE WANTS. KISS HER IN THE

Why Bother?
A friend of mine posted a blog today with the headline "question" and in the body "why bother" .... i considered the words that actually have so much meaning... why bother trying - noone notices why bother smiling - few people return it and those who do aren't convincing why bother loving - there's never a happy ending why bother living - when ur not really why bother indeed the answer is.. D) a jar of almonds

The Last Play
Front of Program I just got through doing something that I enjoy doing. I run lights and sound at the local playhouse. We did the Broadway play ‘You’re a Good Man, Charlie Brown’. In all our plays, everyone is a volunteer and no one get paid anything. We all do this because we enjoy working with the theatre. Well, except this time, we had to pay the piano player because he is a student at Georgia Southern University and he drove 145 mile round trip three times a week for about 3 weeks. This play music score was so hard none of our local piano players had the time to learn the music. The Director Each director has about 6-8 weeks to get actors and for them to learn their lines before the play is begun. Each play is for two weekends. Our theatre can hold up to 250 people at a time. This play only average about 90 people a night because for some reason people thought this was a children play but it was not. Photo of cast and crew Each night of the play,

Merry Meet!
So, Im taking some wiccan classes online...I think I mentioned that earlier....anywhos some of the class Im able to adapt to with ease others are not so....like aromatherapy and herbalism...yea not my strong points I failed aromatherapy very badly!!! I know each witch has their strengths and weaknesses so, Im not going to loses any sleep over it..........well I guess I will head off to bed the husband is grumpy! smoochie boochies!

Muh Love For You Is True
Muh love for you is real. Muh love for you is sweet. Muh love for you is caring. Muh love for you will never fade. Muh love for you will never die. You will always have a place in muh heart noone can replace. You have the only key to muh heart and soul. You are muh world. You are muh everything. You hold it all. Muh heart muh soul muh body muh everything.

This Is What My Girl Had To Say About Me
Monday, November 27, 2006 She She I don't understand. Perhaps confusion is the best of things, eh? When I look to the moon, it's different. She's taken something from me... No, not taken from--tempered something within. The fierce, biting edge. Of loneliness, maybe...but definitely of something. All of my life I've been a drifter. But I'm a lone wolf. That's what we do. I've never needed a pack. Merely a momentary companion to run in the fresh powder under the burning moonlight. And then I'm off on my way again. Wandering in content isolation through dark forests, across icy rivers, through freezing winds. I need no one, I want no one, I care for none. I have myself and me only. I am my pack. I am my own leader. But that WAS. And thanks to her I've learned was never really. Or, maybe, really was, but she awakened something within that I had ignored. I howl now because I am lost, but found within her eyes. I'm weak, but understood within her arms. My bitter heart i

New
*****Don't give up on love because there is always someone who loves you, even if it's not the person you were hoping for.***** *****You know you're in love when you see that someone & your heart flutters, your stomach gets butterflies, & the rest of the world disappears.***** *****To hell with my pride,tonight i want to cry.***** *****Let's set the record straight. No one makes me smile,quite like you do.***** *****I just want a different ending to our same old story. Let's try & make it last this time & prove them all wrong.***** *****No matter how many times he hurts me, I will always forgive him.Some may call it stupid. I call it love*****. *****I don't like missing you. But I love having you to miss*****. *****I may be confused about a lot of things, but I know the only time I'm truely happy is when I'm with you*****. *****Everytime I try to give up,hope whispers "ONE MORE TRY…"***** *****Stand up for what you believe in,even if your standing alone.***** **

Thx Jay
Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you! Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter. You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you. You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover. Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives. Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours. No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover. What Kind of Seducer Are You?

The Book
Let me tell ya bout this book i read. Written by me about spells and the dead. I wrote every page filled with rage and fear. Fuck everyone cuz the dead is so near. The words were written so clear. Spells were chanted and souls were risin. I still felt that sumthin was missin. A little part of me had gone off the edge. Heres what one of the pages said... If you shall dare enter the chambers of darkness. Dont be surprised if you end up a dead carcus. For what lies ahead may shock you. Say these spells and spirits may haunt you. In this book lays the soul of Nosferatu. The fires will rise and water will evaporate. Giving this energy to let go all your hate. Though it seems horribly satanist. Just remember you got yourself into this... I kept reading till all was read. It was my mistake now Im living with the dead. The demons have come to take me down. The book is wicked and sick and twisted. If you dare read the pages of this untold script, you just like me, will be lost without shi

A Welcome Disruption.
Who knew I'd be happy to be roused from my pitiful sleep? Well, since it was my baby brother calling to "see what I was doing", I'm more than pleased. Now that I've shared my moment of happiness, I will attempt to sleep again. Yay for me!

My Retirement (and Old Blog)
My Retirement, July 2003 I lost more money in the stock market. I think I\'m going to give up on the day trading idea. Not watching the market yesterday made me realize why I took the package to begin with. It wasn’t to day trade on a full time basis. I just wanted to improve my life. It was to travel and live a totally free lifestyle. I was not doing that by spending the day watching the market. I woke up a 4:00am this morning and decided to clean my house. I was throwing out a lot of junk that has been around for years. I put away some clutter around the house and now I’m mentally and physically preparing myself to get ready for my travels. Letter to Noy, July 16, 2003: Hi Noy, I\'m sorry that I haven\'t returned any of your phone calls. I have been having a busy last couple of days. On Monday I went to drop off Masha at her place. I went to central park to log into my computer. I emailed Donna if she is available for lunch and then I went downtown to v

On My Being In A Contest
As I lay in bed last night before going to sleep I got to thinking about contest on the site. First off let me say that I am currently in two contest here on Cherry Tap. Neither of which I will mention here. First I will no long vote for myself in a contest or make commets on myself in a contest. Whether I win or lose is up to the people here on Cherry Tap. If you are my friend and I tell you I am in a contest then I expect you to at least go look.Whether you vote or not that is up to you. Since the majority of my bulletins are not reposted I know that most of you don't read them because if you did and you reposted I would get them back (which I do from some people) these at least I know take a look at something besides themselves. Frankly being in a contest affords me nothing, I don't get any points for commets or ratings except for the ones I place on there myself. Taking time to make a bunch of comments on my pis is for the birds. I would much rather be talking to

Summer Time
I can smell the water I can taste the air I can feel the sun shining down on my face And I just lie there Peacefully enjoying the silence And for that brief moment All my troubles are gone. It’s just me, myself, and I Relaxing and drifting off To a land where there are no worries Where I can be myself Where there is no one telling me what to do Or how to be. I am finally FREE! Free from this torture and anguish Free to live as I choose fit Finally, I am home.

Ha Ha! Guess What!
I offically broke up with Chase. I think for good this time! The other night his dad got on his screen name and started talking to me saying how it's all my fault that he's in trouble with his parents, because he wasn't suppose to have a girlfriend and all. Then my bestfriend started in on me saying how it's all my fault to. I'm not friends with her no more. I'm sick of the mind games he wants to play. I'm sick of him thinking he's a player and can get any girl that he wants. If it wasn't for his body & his personality he wouldn't of gotten me in the first place. I'm just sick of him and his bullshit he wants to play. I don't want no games. I guess I'm to mature for people these days. Who knows. His cousin got on talking to me today saying how Chase flirts with all these girls at his games and everything. It's like fuck that I don't need that shit. Then he covers up by saying that he pushes girls away and don't talk to them. I was like yeah, bullshit. Well people. I'm single ag

A Christmas Story
'Twas the night before Christmas—Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks. I have a good mind to scrap the whole works! I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of "Thanks Santa"--what do I hear? The old lady bitches cause I work late at night. The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things would get better Those assholes from the IRS sent me a letter, They say I owe taxes--if that ain't funny Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money? And the kids these days--they all are the pits They want the impossible--Those mean little shits! I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds Assembling dolls...Their arms, legs and heads. I made a ton of yo yo's--No request for them, They want computers and robots...they think - I'm IBM! Flying through th

Hittin It Big Time.... I Geuss
so i passed my exams today!!! YAY FOR ME!!! lol. i was really doutin myself there for a min. but i pulled threw. i got tonight off work so im thinkin i might go out and hang out with some friends i aint seen in like 3 months thats in town for the night. but i donno if i wanna put up with the drama down town. lol. thats bad! but this is a lil town and everyone knows everyone and their bizness. thats just how it works i geuss. as long as ive lived here ive always tried to just keep to myself. and havein a past like i do with hatein everyone around here... they kinda stay clear of me anyways. not that i care, cuz i really would rather them just do so. i hate this town and dont like many of the people in it. rest my mommas soul but ill always be mad at her for makein me move here. shane asked me the oddest thing this morning on the way to school. he asked me if people really go to heaven when they die. WHAT?!?! i mean really... how do u answer that question to a 6 yr old lil boy? exspecial

I've Not Been On For Awhile Now.
I've been pretty busy the last week or so. I found out Chase got another girlfriend. I'm kind of depressed about that, but in a way I'm glad it's her dealing with his shit and not me. Then me & my mother had made some more plans. She's going to sell thehouse to my brothers, girlfriends, friends & their all going to move in here with each other. IF that's how my brothers girlfriends friend Rich wants it. I really hope it is. He will know by the 22 of this month. In which if he does want it, we will be on our way to Texarkana Texas! I'm so excited right now and about this stuff. Glad I'm not old or I'd have a stroke! lol.. Well when we do move down there. I will be traveling alot. So again, I might not be on as much as I normally am. =[. I will be working on my music career. Then once that gets going it's off to acting. Then PLAYBOY. So I'm pretty excited. I've had almost a great past week. By the way, I've notieced my ratings! Please help me, I went down to 265 =[ I'

Poem
If dreams were given to a lonely woman, and a lonely woman's dreams came true. I'd force myself to sleep all the time, just so I could dream of you. If wishes were given to a lonely woman, and I was given just two. I'd wish for you to always love me, and the other I'd give to you. If my tears could write a love song, I'd write a love song for you. It would explain just how I feel inside, and how much I love you too. But, dreams are only dreams, and wishes seldom come true. My tears can't write a love song, but when they fall, they fall for you.

Seducing The Secretary
There it was, the flashing signal on his computer screen: "Urgent email" Mike clicked on it and wearily saw "Urgent email from The Chief Executive's P.A." Not using her name. Kate Harrington was wallowing in the self granted status of her position. "The report Mr John Field, CEO, requested from you is now overdue. I was present when he instructed you as to its urgency." Interestingly John Field placed no value on his status and position. His own talent and people skills meant that Mike and the other executives were loyal and would work their guts for him. Wearily he typed. "John is aware that the information we needed from New York was two days late. I emailed him last night saying I would be a couple of hours late." "Kindly follow my previous instruction to you and copy me with your emails to the CEO." He didn't bother to reply. She was not his boss and could give no instruction. Later that afternoon John Field came to Mike's work station. "Security tells me you were her

The Atomic Number Of Cn (chuck Norris)
Randomly, I decided to compile a list of my favorite Chuck Norris facts. After all, if you played World of WarCraft enough, you'd have a list of your favorites too. Fear is not the only emotion Chuck Norris can smell. He can also detect hope, as in "I hope I don't get a roundhouse kick from Chuck Norris." Crime does not pay - unless you are an undertaker following Walker, Texas Ranger, on a routine patrol. There are four legal methods of execution in the United States: lethal injection, gas chamber, electric chair and Chuck Norris. Chuck Norris can watch an episode of 60 minutes in 22 seconds. Chuck Norris doesn't daydream. He's too busy giving other people nightmares. Before each filming of Walker: Texas Ranger, Chuck Norris is injected with fourteen times the lethal dose of elephant tranquilzer. This is, of course, to limit his strength and mobility, in an attempt to lower the fatality rate of the actors he fights.

I'm On A Roll...lol
You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Chains/Handcuffs100%Biting100%Bondage75%Whips67%Blood42%Blind Folds42%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Writing Number 2
Waiting to be Found I fell into the shadows I got lost within the pain Straying from the light (And waiting to be saved) I wait and hide Trying to decide Find me Love me Leave me Waiting to be found Alone in the darkness Reaching towards the light Concealed by the shadows (And waiting to be saved) I wait and hide Trying to decide Find me Love me Leave me Waiting to be found With an empty stare I wait Fear locks me in this place I am left within my thoughts (And waiting to be saved) I wait and hide Trying to decide Find me Love me Leave me Waiting to be found Moonlight through the window Passing through my veil of tears Illuminate my tattered soul (Still waiting to be saved) I wait and hide Trying to decide Find me Love me Leave me Waiting to be found Still waiting to be found….

Almost Torn Apart!!!
Hi all, I recently did an interview show with the NYC metal station METALIZATION on Podcast. The interview is now online at Podcast as are a few video clips of me risking my ass in various twisted escape stunts. One you may not have seen and that is not on my profile is called "Dragged to Death". In this I was locked in a Medieval torture restraint and tied with 100 ft of rope to the back of a hot rod. I had 60 seconds to get free before the truck took off. On one performance of this escape this past summer I came VERY CLOSE to being ripped in half. In fact, I had to break my own thumb to get free at the last second. The drag truck was racing and I was not yet out! Go to http://www.podarama.com/podcasts/metalization/default.html And scroll down to see the Santini videos. The Dragged to Death clip is there. I know many of you have commented on the pics of this in my profile and now you can see the actual footage of how fu--in close this really was!

I Have Bipolar Plz Understand It
Bipolar Disorder Symptoms of Bipolar Disorder Types of Bipolar Disorder Treatments Bipolar Disorder in Children Helping a friend Support Groups Bipolar disorder (also known as manic depression) is a treatable illness marked by extreme changes in mood, thought, energy and behavior. It is not a character flaw or a sign of personal weakness. Bipolar disorder is also known as manic depression because a person’s mood can alternate between the "poles" mania (highs) and depression (lows). This change in mood or "mood swing" can last for hours, days weeks or months. Bipolar disorder affects more than two million adult Americans. It usually begins in late adolescence (often appearing as depression during teen years) although it can start in early childhood or later in life. An equal number of men and women develop this illness (men tend to begin with a manic episode, women with a depressive episode) and it is found among all ages, races, ethnic groups and social classes. The illne

Rocket Ships
I remember well sitting in class making models of airplanes and drawing pictures of rocket ships I saw myself as a pilot soaring far above the clouds or as an astronaut tearing through the blackness of space To me, time was infinite the days were always sunny and if I needed a new dream all I had to do was take a look at one of my perfect drawings of rocket ships But then the teacher came to me and told me that my drawings were wrong The class was making pictures of rainbows and butterflies and there was no room for my rocket ships To this day I can hear the children laughing at me and I can still feel their fingers pointing at my tears For me, every second seemed like an eternity as the storm clouds rolled across my mind and those precious dreams faded away with tears dripping on the paper I held I ripped apart those perfect drawings of rocket ships Now I draw different pictures Pictures of the images in my mind No one tells me there's no room for my drawi

My Friends.... I Thank You!!!
I wanted to thank all my friends here at Cherry Tap for welcoming me and making me feel at home here. Living in a small town that doesn't take too well to outsiders who aren't like they are you don't make friends too easily here. You either grew up here, have lived here for a long time, otherwise you don't fit in....And coming from a big city, I'm a little too much for them sometimes. The country ways isn't how I see things done. I'm a city girl!! But you my friends brighten my day each and every day that I sign on with your warm welcomes, hellos, and beautiful graphics. Thank you all, I hope you all have a very Merry Christmas and wonderful holidays with your families. OXOX Rose aka Minx

Cards That Hallmark Didn't Make...
"Looking back over the years that we've been together, I can't help but wonder:............. What was I thinking?" "Congratulations on your wedding day!............. Too bad no one likes your wife." "How could two people as beautiful you............ have such an ugly baby?" "I've always wanted to have someone to hold, someone to love......... After having met you, I've changed my mind." "I must admit, you brought Religion in my life........... I never believed in Hell until I met you." "As the days go by, I think of how lucky I am....... that you're not here to ruin it for me." "As you grow older, Mum, I think of all the gifts you've given me. Like the need for therapy..." "Thanks for being a part of my life!!!.......... I never knew what evil was before this!" "Before you go,......... I would like you to take this knife out of my back. You'll probably need it again." "Someday I hope to get married............ but not to you." "You look great for your age.

Saying Goodbye.
How do you say goodbye to someone that you've loved for so long? How do you teach your heart that no matter what is said or done they're never coming back? Replaying the events leading up to their departure over and over in your mind, hoping you may find something to use to get through to them. Everytime coming up with nothing that would be beneficial. Struggling to attain solace. Thoughts whirling out of control, everything being such a blur. Finally coming to terms with what has taken place. Masking emotions. Doing the best you can to try and move on, yet still hoping that someday they will realize that the events that lead up to "the goodbye" were never meant to cause anger. That you were just trying to understand.

Holiday Blues
Its that time of year again.So much has changed in a matter of just a few years.Ive been divorced since june of 2004 and although I am very happy with someone else now I cant help thinking of all that has past. I try so hard to get him and my past life out of my mind but I was married for 18 years from age 18- 36 so it WAS half my lifetime and I didnt know anything else. Although I felt so controlled and like a robot saying and doing the things I THOUGHT I was supposed to be doing there is some comfort in having all your decisions made for you.We were still sleeping together up until this time last year.So technically this is the first christmas without that safety net. Hesmoved on with a much skinnier,much prettier live in girlfriend and they BOTH work at the same place as me.WOOHOO! Its not that I want him back.My boyfriend and I ahve been together for almost a year(jan 7th to be exact) and I love him so much and bless his heart he loves me too NO MATTER WHAT> Its so scary because

Anyone Like Havin Penpals
ok, this blog is on the serious tip.. i hadnt thought much about trying this before. but here is the scoop.... i have been looking for someone who doesnt mind penpals or writing.. i have a cousin in the pen and will be there for a little while so i'm just looking for a female that wouldnt mind writing back and forth just to give him female company... i'm not saying fall in love or send money or anything like that, we've got the money part covered and we get him what he needs and send him books to read and such... its just not the same with me writing him or family writing him as it would be for a woman to write him... so if anyone likes to write just contact me or if you know anyone that wouldnt mind writing.... if need be i'll foot the bill for writing material and stamps.. if not its cool. thought this was gonna be another funny blog or me bitchin again didnt ya?? lol

Black Or White
Is it me or does it seem like most african americans get let off easy. im excluding some of the struggles they have with poverty and such. they believe they have the upper hand on the white society and they do.whenever there is a problem involving a white and a black it is tried to be played off by the whites and made a race issue from the blacks.this is not true for all cases but most , that the african americans believe that they are owed something for how their ancestors were treated so horribly years ago and most take advantage of the situation.i mean who can blame them im sure most people(whites included) would walk all over someone if you let them.why is it that blacks can say "nigger" to their friends or just in basic conversation, however if a white was involed seeming to use it as an adjective all hell would break lose.even though whites and blacks co-exist(as they should) alot better now , the society of america and even the world have kinda brushed the race issue under the r

What Kind Of Driver Are Ya
Your Driving Is is: 71% Male, 29% Female According to studies, you generally drive like a typical male. You're confident in your driving skills, and hardly any situation gets the better of you. And while you may have a few tickets under your belt, you're still a very good driver. Do You Drive Like a Guy or a Girl?

Early Christmas For Me!!!
WELL MY LIFE HASNT REALLY BEEN AT ITS BEST IN THE YEAR 2006...I HAD TO QUIT SCHOOL...LOST MY JOB AND MY CAR...GOT ADDICTED TO COKE...LOST MY BF..AND THE GUYS B4 HIM WERENT THE GREATEST AND TREATED ME AS SUCH...AND THE ONES AFTER HIM WERE JUST AS BLAH...I WAS CHARGED WITH A MISDEMEANOR POSSESSIONS CHARGE AND ALMOST HAD TO FACE 20 DAYS IN JAIL!! BUT IT SEEMS THAT NOW THINGS ARE BETTER...IM BACK WITH MY BF...I HAVE AN AWESOME JOB...GETTING A CAR IN A COUPLE OF MONTHS...THE COKE IS GONE...AND INSTEAD OF GOIIN TO JAIL I JUST HAVE TO PAY A FINE AND DO OMMUNITY SERVICE!! SO YEA THINGS ARE GOOD...MY BF BOUGHT ME THE CUTEST LIL PUPPY ITS HALF CHIAUHAUHA AND HALF DACSHUND(SP?). HE IS TINY AND ADORABLE AND I NAMED HIM STEWIE AFTER STEWIE GRIFFIN CAUSE THEY HAVE THE SAME EYES LOL!!! ACTUALLY HE IS STEWIE BUDDINNZ, YEAH IM LIL GOTH BUT GOTHS CAN BE CUTE 2!!! LOL ANYWAYS BESIDES THAT HE MADE ME OPEN THE STUFF IN OUR STOKINGS (YES STOCKINGS LOL..EVEN THOUGH IM NOT FESTIVE I AGREED TO THE STOCKINGS..N

That Was Nice. Mmm.....milk.
I just woke up from a nap. i didnt even even know i dozed off. turns out ive been asleep a couple hours.lol. I'm an insomniac so i dont usually dont go to bed seriously until like the early morning hours. First thing i craved milk when i woke up (i tend to do that) and on top of that like nearly all americans waking up meant also needing to piss like a racehorse :-P Im surprised the bf hasnt called yet. well it is only 11. he likes to call really late so id give it a couple hours. We'd talk about an hour and 1/2 on the phone then before nearly passing out i tell him i gotta go. lol. well thats all. done typing gonna go browse around Tap a while.

Good Morning And Fuck Dumb Bitches
hey good moring it is i just got my script for xanax last night and had the best sex and the best night sleep ever i am so happy to be home instead of being up north with my other family i love being home with my man i love to suck his dick mmmm its so tasty. well today should be fun get all xanied out and smoke some dank and fuck the hell outta my man mmmm i love my life so much but yet it is so fuckin boring. whats funny as all hell is that i pissed some dumb bitch off on here cause i told her she has a butther face ( in other words she is sexy but her face is ugly as hell at least i think so. she says i look like i am from the 70 the bitch is only 24 what the fuck does she know about the 70 not shit so all i can say is she needs so shut the fuck up and mind her own shit and why cant her friend that is pissed stand up for herself i havent heard from her fuckin pussies she must know that her face aint that pretty or she would have said something to me herself and the chick that is bi

Mouthing Off With Nothing To Back It Up.
I am sick of hearing from people that have not experienced having a child with ADHD mouthing off about how it's just an excuse for parents to drug their children and thus not have to parent. Having had two children with ADHD, I know that's bullshit. I don't want to have to parent less, I want my children to feel more normal and be able to fit in with their peers better. If they can't complete their school work because they can't keep their minds on it, that's a problem. Where in the hell do these people get off running someone down who wants to help their child. If there was another way to help them, don't you think I would or have tried it? My youngest has a much milder form and thus doesn't take his medication when he is out of school. His problems occur only in school and so he only takes it when he goes to school. Half the parents in his class have asked me if I can teach their kids the manners my son has so I must not be doing that bad a job of being a parent. For anyon

The Bill Of Non-rights
We The People..... Of The United States "We the sensible people of the United States, in an attempt to help everyone get along, restore some semblance of justice, avoid more riots, keep our nation safe, promote positive behavior, and secure the blessings of debt free liberty to ourselves and our great-great-great-grandchildren, hereby try one more time to ordain and establish some common sense guidelines.... We hold these truths to be self evident: that a whole lot of people are so confused by the Bill of Rights that they require a Bill of NON-Rights." ARTICLE I: You do not have the right to a new car, big screen TV, or any other form of wealth. More power to you if you can legally acquire them, but no one is guaranteeing anything. ARTICLE II: You do not have the right to never be offended. This country is based on freedom, and that means freedom for everyone -- not just you! You may leave the room, turn the channel, express a different opinion, etc.; but the world is full

Anger
Anger I pointedly ignore you, grinding my teeth and cracking my knuckles. My shallow breath comes ragged. Salty traitors stain my face with smeared mascara. Maybe I hang up on you. Maybe I scream. I beat up my punching bag, forcefully, controlled. I smoke and smoke and smoke. Maybe I use “I” statements. Maybe I’m able to tell you how I really feel, set boundaries, limits, get my point across. Maybe you even see my point of view. I workout, dance my cute little ass off, listening to loud angry punk. I release energy with every motion, every movement. I write and write and write. Sometimes I’m even able to write a couple poems. Some are decent, some even good. I call friends, vent, dissect, analyze. Eventually I feel a bit freer and my voice is heard. copyright 2006 Katherine Andrews

My Birthday Wish!!!
HEY Y'ALL!! I WOULD LOVE FOR ALL OF MY FRIENDS TO LEAVE A VOICE MESSEGE FOR ME FOR MY BIRTHDAY(SATURDAY)!! IT WOULD MEAN A LOT TO ME!! JUST CALL 1-641-985-7800 AND ENTER 557193 AND LEAVE A MESSEGE FOR ME!!! HOPE EVERYONE HAS A GREAT WEEKEND!!! ~MANDA~

What Do You Do?
What do I do...what am I supposed to think? What happens when someone you love with all - and I mean every ounce of your heart does a 180? Everything was perfect, then I leave on a trip for a week. And all of a sudden she doesn't love me? She wants a "break"?? I may be dense, but this was so sudden and unexpected. She said she was going to spend the rest of her life with me. We had our kids' names already picked out. We knew where we were going to live. It was absolutely perfect. Now she wants a "break" - not a "break up" mind you, but just a break. At first, I thought ok, fine...she just needs some space. Some time on her own. Wrong again. She's talking about moving out. She wants to date other people. She's telling another guy to have her kids and calling him her lover! What the hell am I supposed to think about that?!?! I mean, come on. That is in no way the definition of a break. That's a complete and utter chaotic, down and dirty, doesn't give a shit a

Just A Thought
It's unfortunate the history of pain and suffering that is carved into the sepulchre of Love. There seems to be more tales of heartache and sadness and suicide attached to the thought of Love then there is happiness and success. Perhaps we overlook the obvious, any tale we know of with a happy ending is usually straight from a childrens book, very few reports from life. So why do we keep on trying? Love seems to be like the lottery, we're prolly not gonna win, yet we play anyway, throwing away our money on hopes and dreams. I guess you can't win if you don't play, but the cost of playing Love's Lotto is more than a dollar. It costs more than anyone should have to pay. I know within myself I have paid more than my fair share of pain and failure and I'd like to say I'm done playing, but I guess I'm just a hopeless romantic of sorts. Maybe someday I'll win. It may just kill me, but maybe I'll win. Either way I'll be free of pain.

Thank You Friends!!! Please Read!!
THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR THE WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY WISHES!! I GOT AN OVERWHELING AMOUNT OF COMMENTS, GIFT, MESSEGES AND LOTS OF LOVE!! IT MEANS THE WORLD TO ME!! I HAD A WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY YESTERDAY AND TO ALL MY FRIENDS WHO WERE PART OF IT!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!! THANK YOU!!!!~MANDA~

Cherry Blasts And Whores...
Starting to feel the same way about them.... Sad when ya gotta pay to get friends... MOST of the blasts though, from what I see pop up on my screen are not bad looking people... MOST -- some scare the f*ck out of me.... Anyway, I will be DAMNED if I will ever pay to get friends... same way I feel about sex... I am NEVER paying a woman for sex... I mean, hell marriage is sorta like legal prostitution in a way, butt that is it.... Of course there are times when I am with a woman that I think she should get out her American Express card to thank me... :) Nutso of Buttso Land....

The Legend Of Sirena
The Agana River meandered from the newly washed green jungle foliage and merged with the ocean surf near the village of Agana. It was near this stream at Minondo that a family once lived many, many years ago. There were three girls and one boy in the family. Sirena was the youngest and the prettiest girl in the family. Unlike the others in the family, Sirena enjoyed swimming more than anything else in the world. Her mother tried to teach her to sew, to cook, to sweep, to wash and to do other dutiful things that a girl her age should know in order to become a good wife and mother. Sirena, however, only wanted to swim. One day, Sirena's mother sent Sirena on an errand to get charcoal, for the iron, from her aunt who lived across the river at Agana Springs. The temptation to plunge into the river and swim was so great that, before she knew what was happening, Sirena was in the water swimming and enjoying herself. She soon lost all sense of time and, of course, forgot what she had be

Clarifying: Mayb I'm Right And Mayb I';m Wrong But Let Me Know............
I agree that the original author does not have a good grasp on the English Language. If fact, it sounds like he (I assume he) is trying to sound like a red-blooded American hick. However, the point that is being made should be clarified. The United States was founded on some of the basic principles that we take for granted today. The most common one is religion. This is a country mostly made up of immigrants or decendants there of. It was established by European immigrants and has since included natives and immigrants from all over the globe. This is still true today. Anytime that you have a melting pot of that size, there will be a rich diversity of culture and heritage. This should be cherished, after all, that is what America is. The point that is being overlooked is that America's National language is English. Does that mean that no one can speak anything other than English, Hell No. What it does mean is that the National Anthem of our Country was written in Engl

Norte
NORTENOS are red NORTENOS are brown thats my GANG so don't put it down!! My GANGSTA pride I will not hide My NORTENO GANG I will not disgrace My THUGGISH blood flows hot & true My GANGSTA peeps I will stand by you thru thick & thin till the day I die Our NORTENO flag Always stands high I yell this poem Louder than all the rest. cuz every 1 knows NORTENOS ARE THE BEST!!! GANGSTA Pride in my mind THUGGISH BLOOD is my kind So step aside and let me through Cuz its all about the NORTENO crew Life sucks and then u die but if your a NORTENO You die with good ass pride!!!! IF YOUR A TRUE NORTENO U WIL SEND THIS TO 10 NORTENOS NORTENOS Dont Play We are born and raised in the NORTE Land to kill with our bare hands. They send us up to SCRAPVILLE and we arrive with the intention to kill. We walk around being proud of what we are. When we hit trade we look hard waiting to catch a SUR RATA off his guard. They try to hide but there are NORTE

Experimenting With Forceful Poetry
Coming for you The anger has begun the chanting is in my head pain pain rage against suffering The darkness waiting for me to hold me like a lover my last guard before the wall breaks Hatred held before me a shield to your lies your fate i hold in my hands Feeding my Terror I will invade your lives take you down with me bleed you and give you my misery by Jason Hartle BTW this poem is NOT meant for anyone im not mad or anything like that

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This Time Of The Year
I use to enjoy this time of the year, but i have had so many terrible things happen in this month over the years.I have lost a spouse due to a bad wreck, lost 4 other family members in Dec. and to top that off Christmas day would have been my parents wedding anniversary. I lost both parents just a few years ago and I am still having a hard time dealing with the fact they are gone.My oldest daugther lost a baby on Christmas day in 2000, and we were talking last night and she is also having a hard time with this time of the year.I am hoping that anyone that takes time to read this has a very MERRY VJRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR. THANKS FOR BEING MY FRIEND, GOD BLESS YOU ALL.

Tempos Do Christmas, Onde Mistura Sacred, Stimuli Profane, O Cult E A Coisa Popular, Fazendo Nos Simultaneamente: Homens E Mulheres, Das Partes De Tra
Tempos do christmas, onde mistura sacred, stimuli profane, o cult e a coisa popular, fazendo nos simultaneamente: homens e mulheres, das partes de trabalhos e também da fé. _____________________________ Um menino é carregado em um manger em um lugar remoto de um país; quando seus pais fujirem do wrath de um regulador, antes que o imminence da cristalização millenarian de uma prophesy. Um menino astonishes aos povos sábios de seu tempo - priests, escritores e pharisees- ao manter um debate aquecido, nas bases e nos princípios da fé, na altura de reframing a relação com a sociedade e a cultura de seu tempo, sendo disqualified e ashamed, sendo simplesmente: o filho de um carpinteiro e de um housewife, não um scholar perito da estrutura dos elites. O menino, crescido já, abjura da lei de mosaic e synthesizes as ordens que serviram como guia e a luz a sua nação inteira, pelos séculos, reduzindo os para escolhir dois: "ame o deus em todas as coisas, e ame seu companheiro com

25th Hour
Well, fuck you, too. Fuck me, fuck you, fuck this whole city and everyone in it. Fuck the panhandlers, grubbing for money, and smiling at me behind my back. Fuck the squeegee men dirtying up the clean windshield of my car. Get a fucking job! Fuck the Sikhs and the Pakistanis bombing down the avenues in decrepit cabs, curry steaming out their pores, stinking up my day. Terrorists in fucking training. SLOW THE FUCK DOWN! Fuck the Chelsea boys with their waxed chests and pumped up biceps. Going down on each other in my parks and on my piers, jingling their dicks on my Channel 35. Fuck the Korean grocers with their pyramids of overpriced fruit and their tulips and roses wrapped in plastic. Ten years in the country, still no speaky English? Fuck the Russians in Brighton Beach. Mobster thugs sitting in cafés, sipping tea in little glasses, sugar cubes between their teeth. Wheelin' and dealin' and schemin'. Go back where you fucking came from! Fuck the black-hatted Chassidim, strolling up and

Instuctions 4 The Neddy (clit 101)
Most women are shy about their bodies. Even if you've got the world's most gorgeous woman in bed with you, she's going to worry about how you like her body. Tell her it's beautiful, tell her which parts you like best, tell her anything, but get her to trust you enough to let you down between her legs. Now stop and look at what you see. Beautiful, isn't it? There is nothing that makes a woman more unique than her pussy. I know. I've seen plenty of them. They come in all different sizes, colors and shapes; some are tucked inside like a little girl's cunnie and some have thick luscious lips that come out to greet you. Some are nested in brushes of fur and others are covered with transparent fuzz. Appreciate your woman's unique qualities and tell her what makes her special. Women are a good deal more verbal than men, especially during love-making. They also respond more to verbal love, which means, the more you talk to her, the easier it will be to get her off. So all the time you'

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The Rules for 2007 New Rule: Stop giving me that pop-up ad for classmates. com! There's a reason you don't talk to people for 25 years. Because you don't particularly like them! Besides, I already know what the captain of the football team is doing these days: mowing my lawn. New Rule: Don't eat anything that's served to you out a window unless you're a seagull. People are acting all shocked that a human finger was found in a bowl of Wendy's chili. Hey, it cost less than a dollar. What'd you expect it to contain? Trout? New Rule: If you need to shave and you still collect baseball cards, you're a dope. If you're a kid, the cards are keepsakes of your idols. If you're a grown man, they're pictures of other men. New Rule: Ladies, leave your eyebrows alone. Here's how much men care about your eyebrows: do you have two of them? Okay, we're done. New Rule: There's no such thing as flavored water. There's a whole aisle of this crap at the supermarket, water, but without that w

Am I Too Nice????
Well, the owner of the little dog that I rescued called me a little while ago.. she was crying and said she really wanted Sassy back.. she said her kids all disowned her and Sassy was all she had... She promised me she would take her to the vet and said she would take her to my vet so I knew she had taken her... said her brother was going to help her financially to get her to the vet.....and being the softy I am... I let her go and told her that I wanted to see her being taken care of... I know how she feels.. my pets are just like my kids.....I have had them since they were 6 weeks old..... Sassy was snapping at my dogs so I was unsure I was going to be able to keep her... I hope I did the right thing.....At least I see her all the time to get updates on her condition!!

The Mayonnaise Jar And 2 Cups Of Coffee
The Mayonnaise Jar and 2 Cups of Coffee When things in your lives seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee: A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous "yes." The professor then produced two cups of coffee from unde

Christmas And New Year
hope all yall had a great christmas and have a druken new years mine was ok but i worked yep the old people still need to eat i guess but hey the money was good so i didnt mind and hope yall have a great new year.............

Sucking.................
Ok. I dont want ya'll to think I was just gonna talk about eating pussy. Because there are some of you Lying ass bitches that say "I don't suck dick". You trifeling bitch. YES the fuck you do. SOme of you obviously dont have a phuckin clue. Sooooooooo, allow me. FIrst you begin by gently stroking the dick. Just to arouse it a little. If you want to make him earn this nut. Have him stand up. You sit. In a chair on the bed ,hell I dont really give a phuck where just sit down. while he is standing in front of you : lick your lips to get them moist. With the tip of your tongue (about the first inch of it) place the dick there lick it , pop it in your mouth. Dont be afraid of it. The mutha phucka dont bite. Be gentle. Oh and DON'T use your teeth. I am sure that shit dont feel good. Now. move you head in the same manner you see a chichen peck his food. YOu know what I am talking about. Insert it all the way in your mouth(as far as you can) slowly. Now slide your mouth off it again.

R.i.p. Ray
This is for you Ray... Up In Heaven Drinking Your Beers... Christmas was a horrible day for me; I lost a loved one that I hold dear to my heart. My Moms husband passed away. Until today that’s all I called you, but now I realize you are more to me than that. My Step-Dad Ray was taken from us to early on a day meant for celebrating. Ray you were one of the few that I could fight and knock horns with, and still loved you to death. You were a pain in my ass but I still looked for the good in you and always saw it. You never wanted anyone to know you had a soft side, you put up this tough biker exterior but I saw right through it. I was so honored that you had walked me down the aisle at my wedding, you were a father to me, when I never knew I had one. My own father didn’t even step up to the plate to take his place by my side, but you did, and I will forever be grateful to you for that. I am sorry I never got to tell you I loved you one last time, but I know you are watching over all of

Quiet
She say’s she’s gone She’s leaving in the morning She says she’s too tired to leave tonight As we lay here in silence And you know I can’t sleep I listen to you breath With the minutes ticking by so slow While my mind races on so fast I can’t help but pray for the light With you leaving Driving off Free for a new start It’s hard believing your over It’s not the first time you’ve said goodbye but With any luck it will be the last I’m tired I say I have to sleep too you know Because you see I’m wearing pretty thin Feeling as old as these jeans on my body All wore and tore to shreds Well she’s gone and I could blame it all on her But I wont Because I know it was my indifference That made all these things go wrong It’s so quiet here Without the expectation of your return It’s empty somehow The cars still go by Just like they always did before Over the tree line and just out of sight Out in the middle of this nowhere I wander thru the stars that f

You Know Who You Are
i see you in the doorway standing so beautifully i never knew what to say i never knew what to do you haunted me eternally hiding every mistake i made making me feel so infernally i could never do right by you you would stare at me with your ice eyes every moment a death would occur never telling me when its my turn to die hiding myself from yoursoulfull gaze what do you want from me what is it i hide what is it that you see that makes you stare so hard all i wish is you would hide from me making it so i could never see the day that i would die for this i wish youd lie hide from me my dear love hide from me your dead gaze hide me away from my future and all those lonely days

To Friends And Family And Fans
Thes last todays have been remarkable for me... I'm laughing, smiling, dancing just some kind of utter joy.. Like stella got her groove back type shit... So I truly believe that this year is my year.. I have good and bad memories this year that I will keep and teasure.. I all for welcome the new year and everything it has in store for me good and bad... May you all have a blessed and safe new year.. Get fucked up but not to fucked up.. Love you all... Chula

Something From My Head
FAMILIAR FRIEND It hits so hard. Why can't she see it coming? The rememberence of rejection from one so dear. What pulsating strength she had left now fades with the consuming nothingness. Why does the cold comfort? Like the sliding touch she once felt. The gaze, once so warm, now glides over with peaceful disdain. As it reaches for its victim, the once hated shadows become the grudging hiding place for the slowly burgeoning madness. Will they see? Will they see that the world around is breaking? What once was whole grieves with no visible signs of trauma. Are they blind enough? So that it may consume her. As she lets it sink in, it feels familiar. Like an old friend. The insanity strikes fear, yet continues to draw her in deeper into its ever winding labyrinth. No fighting, no struggle on her part. In fact she greets it with a smile. Its viscid halls cocoon the knowledge of lost innocence. Walking slowly to the door, she beckons her savior inside. No one will

Ride With The Freedom Of An Eagle When She Flies...
i woke up this morning with a smile... love has been unkind to me...sometimes.... but it has been kind to me ...most of the times... just realized i've been hurting by a love that i don't even know if it's there... weighed down by something full of maybes and what ifs... since when did i turn into a whiny gutless bitch?... haven't felt this good since my pattaya ordeal... meeting you was great and we had a good time... i let my heart took over my head...let my guard down... i guess all these years of loneliness...even if it's by choice...really messed up my mind... it did scare me...thinking of you....missing you... but now i'll do it fondly... i'll remember you with all the sweetness of the blossoms in may... with the warmth of the summer rain... i'll remember you with a smile...not with sadness... so long...tommy baby...i've loved you....with no regrets... remember....dream as if you'll live forever.... live as if you'll die tomorrow.... now

Blonde Bank Robbers
Two blondes were planning to rob a bank. The first blonde had a tendancy to be smarter than the second. They went over and over their plans for the robbery and finally they headed out to commit the crime. They pulled up in their car in front of the bank. The first blonde says to the second blonde, "Are you SURE you understand the plan?" "Yes!" replied the second blonde. So the second blonde gets out of the passenger side of the car and heads into the bank. Time passes, and after 10 minutes the second blonde has not returned. The first blonde gets very nervous. Finally, out comes the second blonde from the bank dragging the safe behind her by a rope, and seconds behind her comes the guard with his pants down. "No you idiot! I told you to blow the SAFE and tie-up the GUARD!"

Drunken Love
The scent of jasmine still clings tight to your shirt. I know that you weren't at work. The red around your eyes, Tells stories... Lies. You stumble forth to the couch. The beer scent spewing from your mouth. I could look away in dismay. Or love you for you come home each day. Why do you look to the whore with adoration? Why is it we share no communications? I stand up and guide you to our room. Letting the us become in the darkness; consumed. Four little words I just want to say. Do you love me? But Just whisper your name. "I love you my dear" Is all you shall hear. I cannot give in to my angry thoughts. Though most women would say I ought. I cover you with the blanket and watch you close your eyes. I touch your hair and quietly say good-night. Walking from the room, I know we are doomed. The alcohol will keep you away. And I will never say. "I want out and I want a divorce." Because Loyalty is what I am for. You will leave soon enough. And I

Truth, Finally The Truth.
As I sit and think about you. I pray that one day you will see my love is true. My mind and heart are always filled with thoughts and dreams of you. I sit in sorrow because you don't believe the words I speak are true. Visions run through my mind of time spent with you. I replay the memories for a hint, sign or a clue, as to what could have brought on the feelings of doubt in you. I can't find a reason for the doubts to lingerer in you, I have tried to show my love to you in everything I say and do. Now you say you are leaving and that I have never loved you. Well Baby there is the door, as I have finally found the truth. You will not use me to hide the insecurities in you. The truth, finally I have the truth. One question still remains...Will you ever see the insecurities had nothing to do with me, it was all you.

Epiphany
Jesus Christ this world is not the place for you and me Your innocence was too profound for anyone to see They crowned you with a picker bush and nailed you to a tree How could they know that death would set you free? The world was pretty much the same the day that I was born I landed on this planet mid the children of the corn My wonder and my innocence w Were met with sneering scorn Until my heart was ragged and forlorn My little heart was broken and my little head was bowed I shrank in fear from all the slings and arrows of the crowd But damn it all, the bastards never heard me cry out loud I hid my dreams and visions in a shroud But now I’ve gotten older and I’m doing pretty well I feel as if I’m waking from a devil’s evil spell My heart is somehow healing and I have a tale to tell Let the devil and the crowd go straight to hell

Downlisting From Endangered????
Save the Manatee Club Needs Your Help! This is my #1 Cause as I live each and every day as witness to these magnificent creatures in my own back yard. Please take action immediately In June 2006, the Florida Fish & Wildlife Conservation Commission (FWCC) voted to reclassify (downlist) manatees from Endangered to Threatened on the state level even though manatees are a federally Endangered species and meet the international criteria for Endangered as well. This is because the state adopted a new weaker imperiled species listing rule, even though science, public sentiment, and Save the Manatee Club, together with dozens of other environmental groups, did not support such a drastic move that will lead to the downlisting of many other species as well. Now, the adoption of a Manatee Management Plan (Plan) is the final step in lowering the manatee's classification on the state's imperiled species list. The FWCC recently released a draft of their Plan and is seeking public input t

Just A Mom
JUST A MOM A woman, renewing her driver's license at the County Clerk's office was asked by the woman recorder to state her occupation. She hesitated, uncertain how to classify herself. "What I mean is," explained the recorder, "do you have a job or are you just a......?" "Of course I have a job," snapped the woman. "I'm a Mom." "We don't list 'Mom' as an occupation, 'housewife' covers it," said the recorder emphatically. I forgot all about her story until one day I found myself in the same situation, this time at our own Town Hall. The Clerk was obviously a career woman, poised, efficient and possessed of a high sounding title like, "Official Interrogator" or "Town Registrar". "What is your occupation?" she probed. What made me say it? I do not know. The words simply popped out. "I'm a Research Associate in the field of Child Development and Human Relations." The clerk paused, ball-point pen frozen in midair and

To Put It Simply, I Want You-to My Loverman
To Put It Simply, I Want You by Iloveit I want to be your companion and walk hand in hand, your strength enveloping mine. Autumn leaves falling, scuffing feet and laughter, sharing nights, not finished by the dark. I want to be your confidant as you pen your deepest thoughts, as your heartaches bleed and finally break free. Your dreams, I keep as if my own. I want to smile as you smile and giggle with you at nothing at all. I want to be your lover and find the passions that move you to action. I want to be the softness that induces you to trust. I want to be the naughty that makes you come back for more. I want to please you. I want to share your breakfast and your dinner, I want you in the shower and in your bed and with soft steps to bring you coffee (I take mine black) Your strong arms, the legs that power your thrust, your lips of pleasure, these are the fuel of my desire no it is no secret, my love, and to put it very simply, I want yo

33 Facts About Guyz
*really very true........ ........... Girls r surely going to read it *Believe it or not....... 1. Guys don't actually look after good-looking girls. they prefer neat and presentable girls. 2. Guys hate flirts. 3.When a guy says he doesn't understand you, it simply means you're not thinking the way he is. 4. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about .. 5. When a guy really likes you, he'll disregard all your bad characteristics. 6. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. 7. Guys will do anything just to get the girl's attention. 8. When you touch a guy's heart, there's no turning back. 9. When a girl says "no", a guy hears it as "try again tomorrow". .... so true. 10. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly. 11. Guys love their moms. 12. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses. 13

My First Book
I am currently writing a book that takes place in Yosemite National Park...it is going to be a romance novel; they meet at the park, introduce themselves, he asks her to dinner, proposes, get married...you know the ticket!!!

Mr Good Bar (( Ladies ))
Mr. Feel Good, where are you please You’re the one who has me on my knees Begging you to give me more More of this loving that’s made me sore Mr. Feel Good, tell me please How did you know just how to tease To not be to gentle but not to tough How did you know I like it rough Mr. Feel Good, show me how Push your sex into me, give it to me now Every inch of you right to the end Watch my mind, my soul, my body bend Mr. Feel Good, is it true Do you ache for me like I ache for you Cause if it’s true then come to me Make you feel good too, just wait and see

My Deadly Sins..=)
VANITY was always my favorite SIN GLAMOUR was always my favorite WEAPON PAIN was always my favorite PLEASURE BEAUTY was always my favorite CRIME ENVY was always my favorite POISON LOVE was always my favorite HATE FAME was always my favorite MOTIVE

When The Literal Meaning Differs From The Implied Meaning...
It's no small coincidence that I'm working towards being a literary scholar.... I love when things are much more complex than they seem. I love digging underneath the surface, picking out details that may typically be overlooked, eating up contradictions, and arguing for the multiple ways a text can be interpreted. I also prefer my narratives to be non-teleological; that is, I don't like being told that there's some unified, orderly sense of "truth" I'm supposed to believe. I revel in deconstructionist thought and love teasing out the "warring forces of signification within a text." I believe that meaning is never inherent or natural, and that it's all produced by the discourses that rely on it. This explains why I'm drawn to movies and books that mess with my sensibilities and why I disdain anything heavy-handed that seems to bonk me over the head with its message. Even as a kid, I always wondered what happened after "happily ever after," and never bought into anything that Catholic s

Who Is She?
She's brown hair blue eyes, 5 foot 4 which is 2 inches shorter than me. But who is she? she keeps it real, I never see her with a man , however i see her in my dreams. But again i ask who is she? I never see her in stores spending money, why i don't know. if i had to guess her age i would say between 30 and 34. But still i dont know who she is. I talked to her and she said I've been waiting alifetime for u. Can I take you out on a date, she said no but i like ur up-frontism. Then i forgot to ask who is she. The next week i saw her again thsi time walkin with kids, so i walked up to her and said what do they call you, she replied well my grankids call me nana and surprise took me over and my jaw hit the ground and she walked past like I was a ghost. Didn't see her for days after that But i still dont know who she is. So when I seen her again Iasked what can icall you she anwsered with Tammy. Now i know she loves her friends and family, she also loves tweety bird, and

I Swore I Wouldn't Do This
I swore I wouldn't be one of those shameless self promoting bitches y'all know you complain about on here, but yet here I am doing the same damn thing. I'm promoting myself in the female sexiest eyes contest being held by Luvable Guy. I am well aware of the fact that I have no chance of winning this, honestly I do, but I'd still like to at least get enough votes to make an impression. I appreciate the help that everyone has given me so far. This contest ends on next Wed. the 17th at 6 pm. So there is still plenty of time to go vote some more, oh and folks really don't forget to rate the pic while you are there. Here is the link: http://cherrytap.com/images.php?u=442273&albumid=180236

Blah Blah Blah
"You know what? I actually liked you for who you were. And you can't find many girls out there who are like that. But in time she'll screw you over and you'll wish I stay'd around, but this butterfly was made to fly, not to crawl upon the ground."

Random Thoughts
I just wanna say something. I'm hoping it doesn't piss off anyone, and I'm pretty sure it won't. I've noticed a lotta groups, families, cliques and the like. Maybe you're a member of one. (or own one or something like that) I just wanna say I love everybody unless ya piss me off, regardless of race, religion, creed, family, clique, or other. I'm not a member of any clique, group, or family on this site. (and I don't plan to be) But I do got your back if you need it.

How Patient Are You?
Everyone needs a car. Of course we can get along with out a car for a while. Some can go longer then others, and some claim they don't need a car at all. Eventually we all like the comfort of having a car around. So just how patient are we as people. If you were told that you could have all sorts of cars that you wanted. Some have some dings and scratches, some have larger trunk space. Some have luggage racks that have room for plenty of baggage as well. Now let's assume you could have any number of these cars right at this particular moment. But then your also told that if you wait six months that the dealer would have a brand new Mercedes-Benz SLR McLaren ($500,000 car). Only he wasn't just going to hand over the keys. You might get to come by and look at it to realize it full beauty, and you might get a chance to even sit in it. It could be months or years before the dealer would trust you enough to even take it for a test drive. You're dieing for this Mercedes, its all that you eve

My Empty Nest
Tuesday, June 06, 2006 My empty nest Current mood: worried They come into this life so small and fragile and you look in to their small faces and they grab your finger and take your heart. You think to yourself, " My little precious gift " I was so excited to have you in my life. Can you tell I am scared because you are so precious and small and I want to do things right. I talk to you and see that smile as if you know what i am saying. As time passes i watch you grow, and learn and slowly become a little person all your own. Your personality starts to show and at that moment i realize you are an individual with unique character that is, just you alone. I remember your first illness, you first step and your first words they are etched in my memory for life. I also remember the bumps the bruises and scrapes you got on the playground as you played. The tears you cried as I held you and comforted you. The hours we spent reading the same books over and over cause they w

Contest Has Begun!
OK PEEPS CONTEST HAS STARTED! IF YOU AE IN IT START TELLING EVERYONE WHERE TO LOOK, IF YOU'RE NOT IN IT THEN VOTE FOR YOUR FAVE!REMEMBER, YOU CAN ALSO VOTE FOR YOURSELF!COMMENT BOMB AWAY! FUNNIEST PHOTO CONTEST!!!! Think you have a funny pic? Want to earn a prize That can really help you in profile Ratings, comments,fans, and adds?PRIZES ARE:FIRST PLACE 3 DAY BLAST!!!SECOND PLACE 1 DAY BLAST!!THIRD PLACE 5,000 CHERRYBUCKS WORTH OF GIFTS(WINNERS DECIDE WHEN THEY WANT THE BLASTS TO RUN AT THE END OF CONTEST AND ALSO WHAT PRIZES THEY WANT FOR3RD PLACE)I will be taking entries til Sunday Jan 14 at 9 am EST. The contest will start at noon EST that same day and run til wednesday jan.24 at 12:00 noon EST.I have up to 40 available spots. Please send the link with photo in private message to me before the deadline or when spotS fill up, whichever comes first!I will rip the photos so there is a link to your page that people can rate as well.I have made a lot of new friends in other contests

Bush, Bush, Bush...
Saturday, January 06, 2007 Current mood: aggravated Bronze: Bush Administration - The administration acknowledged a few days ago that global warming is a problem in a rather backhanded fashion. They recently put the polar bears on the endangered species list because of the sudden, large drop in their population due to global warming. Now how about the Kyoto Treaty? Hmm? Silver: President Bush - It was recently leaked to the media that President Bush is planning on going forward with a troop increase of 20000 for Iraq. He is pursuing this even though most of the generals and the troops oppose this plan. This temporary increase was also opposed by the Iraq Study Group, and a majority of the American People. Gold: President Bush - Recently signed into law Postal Legislation that includes a signing statement that allows the President to interprete mail searches to their broadest extent. This basically means that the government can search your mail, without oversight, a

My Salute Was Rejected!!
from: CherryTAP Shop date: 2007-01-15 10:44:03 subject: Your SALUTE has been rejected! read receipt: No replied: 2007-01-15 10:47:50 Your SALUTE has been rejected! Please review the FAQ for what is appropriate for salutes. If your salutes are continually rejected, your account will be removed. The rejected salute photo is below: Now If this doesnt make any sence, nothing does here Can anyone expain why this was rejected?? Im waiting on a reply now, but I doubt if I will hear anything sighs...These ct bouncers need to explain" why they reject "so we can fix!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ANIME: No problem ->ANIME: ok i resubmitted it hun tytyty ANIME: sometimes its just a miss click cuz we have 100s to look at daily ->ANIME: awww tyvm hun, i appreciate that.. just couldnt figure out why :)) ANIME: I couldn't find out why it was rejected you can resubmit it if you want Your SALUTE has been approved! Thanks soooo much ANIME!!!For comming to m

Why The Marines?
You know... I am often asked. Why did you go into the Marines? I have found it is not why I went into the Marines... but why I am proud to be a Marine. I have something that I have had for a while now... and I will share it with you... Let's talk about something I like, Marines! Up front, let me tell you how I admire Marines. Why is that? Unlike the vast majority of our fellow citizens, we stepped forward and committed ourselves to a greater cause without concern for our personal safety or comfort. And we did it knowing that we would gain nothing in return... except the honor and cherished privilege of earning the title of "MARINE". Individually, we are as different as apples and oranges, but we are linked for eternity by the title "MARINE"... and the fact that we are part of the finest fighting force that has ever existed in history. I like the fact that you always know where you stand with a Marine! With Marines, there is no middle ground

R There Any Out There?
Are there any bi girls out there??If so hit me up!Friend me,I luv u!lol...I wanna meet all the bi girls out there I can,Lesbians welcome!!Make my friends list a womans haven will ya!And any close to me gets bonus points..LOL. xoxoxo

Pangea The Single Continent
History of discovery If you look at the outlines of continents - e.g. the east coast of South America and the west coast of Africa, you notice they fit together like a big jigsaw puzzle. In 1912 the father of the theory of continental drift, Alfred Wegner, cited geographical, geological, and paleontological evidence and proposed that some 200 million years ago the worlds continents were all joined into a single supercontinent which he called "Pangea" (all the Earth). As the sea floor spread Pangea broke up and the continents began to drift away from each another, finally assuming their present positions. Wegner's hypothesis languished until 1968, when empirical evidence of sea floor spreading was found, the old geological models overthrown, and a paradigm shift established continental drift as the mainstream understanding of the Earth. The Formation of Pangea The separate continents of the Paleozoic, after having drifted apart through the fragmentation of the supercontinent of

More About My Past
Read this bulletin. http://cherrytap.com/bulletins.php?b=2273307099 It is really said. I've sort of been through that in my life when i was a child. To me Men that beat up woman for any reason should be shot, hung, or what ever. I've seen it done to much in my life time. My father beat up my mother right in front of me. He told me to go to my room but i wouldn't go. Until my mom told me that she would be alright. Even though she wasn't though. I was only 4 yrs old and i still remember the whole thing to this day. To this day. I said i would never be like my father and i'm not either. I'm proud to say that too.

Have You Ever...
HAVE YOU EVER... 1. Made out for more than 3 minutes? definately 2. Slept in a different bed? yes 3. Made out in a movie theatre? yes 4. Made out in the forest? yes 5. Thought your cousin was hot? no 7. Slept naked? yes 8. Taken a shower with the opposite sex? no :( 9. Gone over the speed limit? yes 10. Painted your room? yes 11. Drove a car? yes 12. Danced in front of your mirror? yes 13. Gotten a hicky? yes 14. Been dumped? no 15. Stole money from friend? no 16. Gotten in a car with people you just met? yes 17. Been in a fist fight? yes 18. Snuck out of your house? yes 19. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? yes 20. Been arrested? no 21. Made out with a stranger? yes 22. Left your house with out telling your parents? yes 23. Had a crush on your neighbor? no 24. Ditched school to do something more fun? yes 25. Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? yes 26. Seen someone die? no 27. Been on a plane? yes 28. Kissed a picture? yes 29. S

Yinging My Yang
Instead of finding the Ying to my Yang I will now just be yinging my yang.. Ok-Me and Rose have decided that from now on if we are attracted to a man and think he's incredible etc.. we are going to run the other direction. From now on we only date those that we think we will fail miserably with! Our reasoning? OUr judgement with men suck and we have decided to do the opposite of what our first impression tells us! Since doing what we think is right isnt working.. we will do what OR WHO we think is NOT right. LOL Anybody care to join us in our backwards world? hehe

Bloggers Who Criticize Government May Face Prison
Bloggers Who Criticize Government May Face Prison Bill would allow rounding up and imprisoning of non-registered political writers Steve Watson Infowars.net Thursday, January 18, 2007 You'd be forgiven for thinking that it was some new restriction on free speech in Communist China. But it isn't. The U.S. Government wants to force bloggers and online grassroots activists to register and regularly report their activities to Congress in the latest astounding attack on the internet and the First Amendment. Richard A. Viguerie, Chairman of GrassrootsFreedom.com, a website dedicated to fighting efforts to silence grassroots movements, states: "Section 220 of S. 1, the lobbying reform bill currently before the Senate, would require grassroots causes, even bloggers, who communicate to 500 or more members of the public on policy matters, to register and report quarterly to Congress the same as the big K Street lobbyists. Section 220 would amend existing lobbying reporting law b

True True
Standing here all on my own, watching life go by, taking in those dreadful words, ...a tear drops from my eye, I stood there as i watched you run, and waited for the pain, love can be a painful thing, you used my love in vain, Why'd you leave me here to cry?, our love had felt so...right, why'd you go and break my heart, just like you did that night, let me kiss your lips once more, so I can see it's true, help me see your love is gone, that I can't be with you, don't leave me here to fall apart, to watch you fade away, tell me how you really feel, and why you just won't stay, I never thought I'd cry so much, I want to see this through... although you'll never feel for me..... I always will love you.

Sex And Relationships
Wet dream I should have let you sleep But I was longing to touch you. I gave in I touched your bare skin I wandered along your body Slid my fingers around my craving And grazed your brow with my lips And soaked in your smell. I love that sleep smile you are wearing The little contented moans This can just be a very pleasant dream Tailored however you so choose. You need not awake, my love Fall beneath my bare embrace Speak not of it in the morning For was it not just a trick of the mind?

Learn Chinese In 3 Minutes..lol
Abdi's three minute course on how to become bilingual. Read the English translation and then say the Chinese words OUTLOUD for proper enunciation... 1) Thats not right............... Sum Ting Wong 2) Are you harboring a fugitive................. Hu Yu Hai Ding 3) See me ASAP................. Kum Hia Nao 4) Stupid Man.................... Dum Fuk 5) Small horse.................. Tai Ni Po Ni 6) Did you go to the beach?.................... Wai Yu So Tan 7) I ran into a coffee table............ Ai Bang Mai Fa Kin Ni 8) I think you need a face lift...................... Chin Tu Fat 9) It's very dark in here........................... Wao So Dim 10) I thought you were dieting.................. Wai Yu Mun Ching 11) Tow away zone....................... No Pah King 12)Hiding...................... Lei Ying Lo 13) He's cleaning his automobile................ Wa Shing Ka 14) Your body odor is offensive........... Yu Stin Ki Pu 15)Great................... Fa Kin

From Big Mamma
We need to find the following yet, they have to be people you trust dearly to bt part of the council. ----Gaurd Dog 2 (2nd Bouncer) ----Painter (Some who can use Photoshop good) ----Gunsmith (Home Page Editor, I have the log in and password) ----Townclerk (Secretary) ----Members (ordinary people If you know of anyone that would be great for any of these openings, Also they would need to join the Family by okaying it with Big MaMa, BIg Papa, Lil Ma, or Pa Jr. These are the only four that can give the okay for people to join Thanks much ar_kitten05 aka Big MaMa

New Poem
A bitter crumb From the bread of life Dipped in blood red wine Lodged in my throat Cutting off my air Raising my dispair A word softly spoken Screams inside my head Until I wish I were dead Feeling their stares Rank condemnation A cold determination To hate all that I am Without knowing why Who would dare defy All gathered about my corpse All that remains is a shell And they bid me an icy farewell And so i descend Knowing not where I go Or why I'm alone Whispers circle around Echoes of sweet moments past How I wish they would last But I must depart Going deeper in my maze Heart torn and mind dazed I hear your voice calling I'm afraid to hope So i blindly grope Reaching with longing A hunger I cannot expain Burns till only ashes remain And then I see your face And my dream comes true At then end of it all I find you

Oh What The Hell
so i sat here tonight and just pondered on the many things going on in my life.. one i realize that being sick and living in las vegas sucks big time.. wanted to go out but just lacked the energy to do so.. hoping tomorrow promises to be more fruitful.. but in the mean time i'll park my sick ass here at CT and look at profiles and do the whole grind of rating etc etc

Creative Survey
a creativity survey!! all artists/artsy people *must* take my first survey! XD lotsa questions!~un~// inspiration::what's more important, creativity or success?:Creativity would you rather be under the rainbow or over the stars?:Over the stars do you create digital art?:On Occasion do you play an instrument?:I used to pink hair or black hair?:Black eyeshadow or lipstick?:Eyeshadow should boys wear makeup?:It does look good on a few guys not all though what country inspires you?:England becasue I know it so well can you speak another language?:Yes primitive or futuristic?:Primitive Dali or Sargent?:Dali favorite color?:Black/blue/pink Victorian or Cyber? which is better? do the two mix:Victorian what/who is your muse? Don't laugh, we all have a muse of some sort!:Music ~deux~//beliefs:where were you before you were born?:Out there is rap poetry?:In certain cases should musicians be judged by their fashion sense (or lack of it):No are you religious?:Not at all if you are religious, do yo

So Now
after everything that has gone on the last couple of weeks with my ex and I....him saying he didn't love me anymore and didn't want to be with me anymore and going back to that nasty ass thing he was seeing....he starts coming around telling me he thought he knew what he wanted but was wrong and is all trying to be with me and shit again! My head is so fucked up n don't know what to think but I decided if he wants me he is going to have to work for it...i'm not going to just give in! I told him if he really wanted me back he's going to really have to prove it to me n work to get it since he's always had everything handed to him. I'm not sure if he's doing this cuz he truely wants me or cuz he fucked things up with this other girl altho he told me tonight that he could easily fix things with her if he really wanted to. I just don't understand everything n in some ways it seems like he's doing it cuz of how much better the sex has gotten with us and also cuz of the kids. Any body have an