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Hahha Don't Eat Chicken Sandwiches
Don't eat chicken sandwiches, no matter what..... A little boy and a little girl attended the same school and became friends. Every day they would sit together to eat their lunch. They discovered that they both brought chicken sandwiches every day! This went on all through the fourth and fifth grades, until one day he noticed that her sandwich wasn't a chicken sandwich. He said, "Hey, how come you're not eating chicken, don't you like it anymore?" She said "I love it but I have to stop eating it." [] "Why?" he asked. She pointed to her lap and said "Cause I'm starting to grow little feathers down there!" "Let me see" he said. "Okay" and she pulled up her skirt. He looked and said, "That's right. You are! Better not eat any more chicken." He kept eating his chicken sandwiches until one day he brought peanut butter. He said to the little girl, "I have to stop eating chicken sandwiches, I'm starting to get feathers down there too!" She asked if

Bayou Chicken Pasta
This is a tasty main dish served in the bayou country of South Louisiana. Add a tossed salad and French bread, and you have a hearty meal. INGREDIENTS * 1 cup chopped onion * 1 cup chopped celery * 1/2 cup each chopped green and yellow pepper * 3 tablespoons olive oil * 1 pound boneless skinless chicken breasts, cubed * 2 teaspoons garlic powder * 1 jar (16 ounces) salsa * 1 tablespoon cornstarch * 1 tablespoon water * 1 tablespoon dried parsley flakes * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1/4 teaspoon hot pepper sauce * Hot cooked pasta SERVINGS 4 CATEGORY Main Dish METHOD Other stovetop PREP 20 min. TOTAL 20 min. DIRECTIONS In a large saucepan over medium-high heat, saute onion, celery and pepper in oil for 3-4 minutes or until crisp-tender. Add chicken and garlic powder; cook for 4-5 minutes or until chicken juices run clear. Stir in salsa. Combine cornstarch and water; stir into the chicken mixture. Bring

Spanking
My Master Ordered me to have my husband spank me and when he was done with that I was to suck my husbands cock. It took all I had because I really diidn't want to do either, but I did as I was ordered. I had my husband sit at the edge of the bed i unzipped his pants and pulled out his cock and began working my tongue down the shaft. As I got to the bottom I started sucking very gently working my way back up to the top to the head teasing it once I got there. Then I started working it harder and faster until he came all over my neck.

Love Iz A Crazy Emotion!
LOVE CAN MAKE U DO SUM CRAZY SHIT, IT CAN MAKE U PUT ALL YR TRUST & FAITH N A PERSON, IT CAN MAKE U NOT C WHT IZ RIGHT N FRONT OF YR FACE, OR DENEY WHT IZ REAL CUZ U DONT WANT TA BELEIVE IT.iT JUST TURNZ A MAN OR A WOMAN INTO SUMTHIN THAT THEY R NOT OR MAYBE SUMTHIN THATS N THEM THAT THEY WOULD NEVER SHOW 2 OTHER PPL EXCEPT THA 1 THEY THINK THEY LOVE, ALOT OF TIMEZ LOVE IZ 1 SIDED...& I COULD GO ON & ON BUT WE ALL KNOW THA 1 FACT THAT LOVE CUMZ FEW & FARE SO WHEN U FIND IT & U KNOW U HAVE FOUND IT DONT LET GO, HOLD ON 2 IT & MAKE IT WORK CUZ ONCE U GET PAST ALL THA BULL...IT REALLY IZ A BEAUTIFUL THING...SO I'VE HEARD LOL!!

Arm Wrestling Anyone?
Good Morning…with roaring bands of thunder overlapping my every move this morning I am glad to be inside. I do not recall a band of storms so hell bent on drenching southwestern Michigan in recent years or for sometime to be exact. Hell Bent…must mean meaner then a junk yard dog on habaneras. Well I see for once it is not America with egg on their faces…however we surely try daily to make the news of the shameless and recluse. I see where TOKYO JAPAN now has the right to claim those rights. The Story comes from the front page of MSN today TOKYO- Lose a game of chess to a computer, and you could bruise your ego. Lose an arm-wrestling match to a Japanese arcade machine, and you could break your arm. Distributor Atlus Co. said Tuesday it will remove all 150 "Arm Spirit" arm wrestling machines from Japanese arcades after three players broke their arms grappling with the machine's mechanized appendage. "The machine isn't that strong, much less so than a muscular man. Even women should be a

Cleaning Up Friends List
This evening, I will be going through my friends list and cleaning house. Soooo, if you want to continue to stay on my friends list - I need to hear from you...either comment here or send me sum luuuuuuv! Otherwise, unless your profile name contains "HTA" - or unless I speak to you on a regular basis - yo azz is hiss (as in HISTORY - YA LIKE DAT ONE, don'tcha DADDY? lol)

The Perfect Mate
The idea of a perfect mate is a fairy tale told to us by family members and loved ones thru out our lives. The truth is everyone is so individual whether by upbringing or opinion that I don't believe that there could be a perfect person for each of us. We've all heard- the right one will come along. The reality is perfect would be boring. We need someone imperfect because we are all imperfect. Our differences make up who we are. I find that this ideal tends to be the hardest to dispell. Would you really want someone who fits to a tee? Would you really want someone who never has a conflict with you? How would you continue to grow as a person? I don't know about you after a good arguement, the sex feels all the better. Fighting can bring an appriciation of differences. The perfect man, in my mind would be a bore........not perfect at all.

1966
In 1966 (the year you were born) Lyndon B. Johnson is president of the US As part of nationwide protest against the Vietnam War, demonstrations are staged all over the US In Miranda vs. Arizona, the Supreme Court rules that criminal suspects must be apprised of their rights before interrogation US planes begin bombing of the Hanoi area of North Vietnam Controversial American comedian Lenny Bruce is found dead of a drug overdose in his home John Lennon says, "We are more popular than Jesus" sparking controversy in the US The first black Senator is elected to the United States Senate Cindy Crawford, Janet Jackson, Halle Berry, Adam Sandler, and Kiefer Sutherland are born Baltimore Orioles win the World Series Green Bay Packers win the NFL championship Montreal Canadiens win the Stanley Cup The Good, the Bad and the Ugly is the top grossing film Valley of the Dolls by Jacqueline Susann is published Pet Sounds by The Beach Boys and Sounds of

Legs Are A Girls Best Friend.....but Even Best Friends Must Part
Man goes into a cocktail lounge and approaches Maxine sitting by herself : Man: "May I buy you a cocktail?" Maxine: "No thank you, alcohol is bad for my legs." Man: "Sorry to hear that. Do they swell?" Maxine: "No, they spread ."

Wanna Buy Some Pokemon Cards...
I'm selling a bunch of Pokemon cards. Why? Because my kids sneaked them into my shopping cart while at the grocery store and I ended up buying them because I didn't notice they were there until we got home. How could I have possibly not noticed they were in my cart, you ask? Let me explain. You haven’t lived until you’ve gone grocery shopping with six kids in tow. I would rather swim, covered in bait, through the English Channel, be a contestant on Fear Factor when they’re having pig brains for lunch, or do fourth grade math than to take my six kids to the grocery store. Because I absolutely detest grocery shopping, I tend to put it off as long as possible. There comes a time, however, when you’re peering into your fridge and thinking, ‘Hmmm, what can I make with ketchup, Italian dressing, and half an onion,’ that you decide you cannot avoid going to the grocery store any longer. Before beginning this most treacherous mission, I gather all the kids together and give them “The Lect

It's The Little Things
18 August It's the Little Things It's all the little things that make me love you, All those things that we never mentioned, The times when it's you who breaks through, And shows me who is my best friend. It's those little things that make me love you, Inconsequential stuff that goes on day to day, Just normal stuff that anyone would do, But it's how you do it in your own little way. I love you for all the little things, Mentioned before - but not enough, We are seeing what life will bring, And at the end we will stand tough. I love you for those things so little, That I am sure they were forgotten, Even when we're stuck in the middle, With both of us feeling pretty rotten. It's all of the little things that make me love you, Thinking of all the ways I want to say, How it is that I came to love you, All together in just about every way. It's all of the little things for why I love you, For the hurts that you help to mend, For the times that you ar

Parmesan Baked Fish
INGREDIENTS: * 1/4 cup milk * 2 teaspoons salt * 2 pounds thawed fresh or frozen fish fillets * 1/2 cup fine dry bread crumbs * 1/2 teaspoon paprika * 1/4 cup grated Parmesan cheese * melted butter PREPARATION: Preheat oven to 375°. Grease a 11 1/2 x 7 1/2 x 2-inch baking dish. Blend together the milk and salt in a shallow bowl. Combine bread crumbs, paprika, and Parmesan cheese in another bowl. Dip fish fillets into milk mixture then into crumb mixture. Arrange in the prepared baking dish. Drizzle melted butter over fillets. Bake for 25 to 30 minutes, depending on thickness of fillets. Fish should flake easily with a fork when done. Baked fish recipe serves 6.

A Cute Poem For A Cute Girl
You changed my world with a blink of an eye That is something that I can not deny You put my soul from worst to best That is why I treasure you my dearest You just don't know what you have done for me You even pushed me to the best that I can be You really are an angel sent from above To take care of me and shower with love When I'm with you I will not cry even a single a tear And your touch have chased away all of my fear You have given me a life that I could live worthwhile It is even better everytime you smile It so magical those things you've made To bring back my faith that almost fade Now my life is a dream come true It all began when I was loved by you Now I have found what I am looking for It's you and your love and nothing more Co'z you have given me this feeling of contentment In my life something I've never felt I wish I could talk 'til the end of day But now I'm running out of things to say So I'll end by the line you al

Seriously If You Got A Cell Phone Need To Read
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The Reason Why!
I thank God everyday. For bringing you into my life. Teaching me that there's more to me. Than I have ever known. That there are others out there. Who are just like me. For the blessing he has given me. Not once but twice now! I finally understand why. We were brought together. To change each other's worlds. Making me unafraid. I'm now ready for whatever is to come! I Luv you with all my heart my friend!

The Owl Is Open U Like Gurls We Got Them Here!
Click on the one Photos and the Owl will fly u over to the Owl n' Thistle, check us out.. Cheers. The Owl N’ Thistle Lounge want’s you! Help wanted all shifts and all staff needed Bartenders,Enforcers,Greeters Just click the banners and enter and contact Durango Kid (repost of original by 'SLADE*Sexyytina's b/f*Owner*The Scooter Bar/T.S.L/Coyote Ugly Bar/ Manager for Excalibur Radio' on '2007-06-06 00:52:07')

10 Things I Hate Abt You
I hate the way you talk to me and the way you cut your hair I hate the way you drive my car I hate the way you stare I hate your big combat boots and the way you read my mind I hate you so much it makes me sick it even makes me rhyme I hate the way you're always right I hate the way you lie I hate it when you make me laugh and even more when you make me cry I hate it when you're not around and the fact that you didn't call but mostly I hate it that I don't hate you not even close, not a little bit, not even at all.

Found A House
The hubby and I went house looking yesterday. We found a few places that we are really interested in. The one that sticks out in my mind the most though is a small farm that's close to my kids school. There's 59 acres, a barn, a shop, and a 2 bedroom 1 bath house, which we would obviously have to build on to. They want 259,000 for it. This is the first time we've ever actually been able to buy a house so I was kind of wondering what you guys think of the price??? Land around here is selling for between 5000 to 10,000 an acre. We feel it's a really good deal. We just don't want to get in over our heads. The land would pay for itself because we can buy livestock and make money from it. (Sorry but you city folk probably wouldn't understand any of this :P) Just let me know what ya think.

You're The Man Now Dog
What is YTMND? YTMND is a site created for the purpose of furthering the creativity of its users. It stems from an idea that, using sound, and image, and some text, the users can convey a point, funny, political, or otherwise, to the general media.

The King
Well this one was interesting... Not only did he try to cyber, he tried to justify his stupidity and insult my intellect in the process. During this IM he tried initiating a voice conference three times... he's not good at getting a hint. mike: hey Jessi: hey mike: whats going on Jessi: nothing much, what's going on with you? mike: nothing just woke up and im kinda horny lol Jessi: that happens mike west: r u horny mike west: lol You missed a call from mike. Jessi: don't you people ever read profiles? mike: no what does it say? Jessi: not to bother messaging me regarding sex mike: what u mean Jessi: I mean that if I'm horny I go get laid, not cyber You missed a call from mike. mike: what if u cant get laid in the morning lol Jessi: I can and even if I couldn't I don't need an audience to get off mike: well im not saying lets have cyber sex mike: but we can talk about sex You missed a call from mike. Jessi: that's the same th

Sex
Have you ever noticed that sex is a very contraversal topic when it comes to things that either are or are not appropriate!!!! It pisses me off when people who aren't mature enough to handle the topic start the conversation!!!! I mean come on!!! Only those who are uneducated about sex in-general are the ones who are repulsed or un-nerved about the unconventional things that some or a good percent of the people like. For example: a man and a woman meet fall in love and have sex. Then if the women will allow it they will expariment to keep there sex life from becoming the same old boring routine!!! it perfectly natural that a women would want to try something differant then the man will, and each idea will do nothing but repulse the other until they hear something differant from another person that will make them intreaged..... Then, and only then will they try it. It is things like this that scare most people. When you give in to the one thing that you trully want and you find that

Confusion
Yesterday, I was asked by a very good-looking young man to chat. Started out very innocent then turned on a dime. Instead of my usual, politely opting out of that type of conversaion, I joined in. Halfway through I was feeling......dirty, alone, scared disappointed in myself. Why...Why did I do this? My marriage sucks, I am not the girl I was in high school. The cheerleader who dated the star football player, the girl on the homecoming court, the one who never had to worry about a date to the prom but I am not an ugly duckling that feels they have to do anything to please. I once thought I was a strong woman with a purpose in life, to always make others feel happy. I am a good person, but yesterday I was a down right dirty person. OMG, what have I done. I know many of you out there are thinking, its not like you commited murder or anything but for me to bring myself to a level like that is like injuring my soul to the core. I have never felt so dirty in my life. Never again, w

You Don't Deserve My Tears
I found this poem online and I liked it, so I'm sharing it with you. Love Poem You don't deserve my tears © By Jeri-Lynn Foreman For five months I have waited And held all my tears But last night I let them flow I never again wanted to cry for you Because of what you did You don't deserve my tears Because of what you did I Gave up I find no hope in humanity Because of what you did I see no love in a heart I look for the corruption Because of what you did I no longer care I try not to feel I try not to cry You don't deserve my tears Because of what you did I lost the only thing that made me happy You were what got me through each day But because of what you did I don't know what to do All that is left is tears Tears that have been waiting to fall Waiting for me to break Waiting for me to admit That I miss your love But you don't deserve me Because of what you did I am now lost Alone without you or anybody else You don't deserve my tears

Mike Vick
He got what he had coming to him! He's going to jail and become someones bitch. He better start practing his d**k sucking. He should have his chicken mcnuggets fed to a pitbull for what he did. They want to band that breed? They should band the f**king idiots who do those things. I wouldn't trade my dogs or my cats for the company of any human, at least with them I know where I stand. Because of "HUMANS" like him I no longer watch sports at all.

Assholes
I totally lost it today...we are talking total mental breakdown....some people that I have known for many years have been steadely getting more and more controlling over each and every aspect of my life. I lost my parents at a young age and about 6 years ago I met these ppl that desided to adopt me so to speak. Five years a go we had a HUGE falling out and I chose to cut the ties, well about 4 months ago they came back into my life and were really showing an interest in my children and me. About a month ago the female in the mix started getting VERY controlling, she had my kids calling her Grandma and this was ok as my children suffer a lack of grandparents. I have 7 year old twin girls and Linda (said female) desided to take ONE of them to church ( they are catholic) and not the other twin telling her that she was not serious about God! I was raised in a southern baptist church and have serious doubts and problems with the catholic religion to start with however this is what Sierra wa

Stuffed Bell Peppers American Style
1 lb. lean ground beef 1 medium sweet onion 2 1/2 cups cooked Jasmine white rice 2 medium/large green bell peppers 2 15 oz. cans tomato sauce 8 heaping tablespoons honey Prepare Jasmine white rice, fluff, cover and set aside. Dice sweet onion, add to large non-stick saute/frying pan with lean ground beef. Sauté beef and onion until beef is browned. Drain fat, add 2 1/2 cups of Jasmine white rice to browned beef and diced sweet onion; mix. Cut green bell peppers in half, remove caps and seeds; rinse. Pour 1 15 oz. can of tomato sauce into measuring cup and add 4 heaping tablespoons of honey and blend. Pour tomato sauce mixture over beef and rice; mix. Add second 15 oz. can of tomato sauce to measuring cup and add 4 heaping tablespoons honey; blend. Add beef and rice mixture to green bell pepper halves. Arrange in glass casserole dish. Pour tomato sauce mixture over and around stuffed bell peppers. Bake at 350°F for 1 hour. Serve with a crisp cool salad. Serv

Magic Of Living
Saturday, August 25, 2007 Magic of living This moment is pure magic. Though it may seem completely ordinary and without distinction, this moment is surely a miracle. For in this moment, every possibility exists. Right now, in this very moment, you can act to make a difference in your own life, and you can truly change the world. Though you see no mystical vapors and hear no mysterious voices, this moment is as intensely magical as they come. For the real magic of living is not in strange, unexplained visions, but in the beautiful essence of your being. You are here and you are now. You can think and feel, you can love and understand, you can experience and you can do. What could possibly be more magical than that? In this ordinary, everyday moment the profound and exquisite magic of living is yours. Choose wisely from the vast array of possibilities that have opened up to you in this moment. And live the magic that is here right now. -- Ralph Marston

Our Season Quest
We started our quest this week to hold onto our number ranking in the country. Yes our college team from our very small school in the mountains of NC is the number one ranked cycling team in the country in Div I. This week we started racing with a day of racing in Asheville and Charlotte. This weekend we are in Atlanta training for Track Nationals in three weeks in San Diego. It looks like this year we should be able to attain a top three finish.(we were fourth last year) Then six weeks later we host the College Mountain Bike National Championships. Looking to improve on out third place finish from last year. Then just six weeks after that we head to Kansas to defend our National title at Cyclo Cross Nationals. So if you happen to see the Lees-McRae College trailer or just a LMC rider in your area, give them a thumbs up and a cheer!

Severely Injured Marine Needs Ur Prayers (repost)
Severely Injured Marine Needs Ur PrayersJeremiah Here is the story that I had just finished writing when you & I started talking last night. Mary Hello EveryoneThis week, I want to do something that we've never done before. Today I received a message from our group member Barbara, or some know her as her MySpace profile name of, Sought Out 7. In her message, she shared with me that her son Jeremiah had been injured again in Iraq. Jeremiah was our honored Marine of the week, back in July of this year and in this story, it shared how he had been injured in Iraq prior, in July 2005. I added a message to the bottom of that story from back in July of this year, to bring it to the top of our message board, so it can be easily found again. 'A price for freedom'Back in 2006, Jeremiah said five of the original 13 in his squad were either killed or wounded so severely that they had to be sent back to the states. "I just want people to know there is a price for freedom. If they take freedom fo

The Love Of My Life
I love you Robert so much. I cant stop thinking of you. And when you hold me close i get shivers all over my body. I just melt in your arms. When i am with you it seems like nothing else matters. You make all my problems just disappear when we are together. The kisses you give me are so gentle on my lips and when you hold my hand , your hand is so warm inside mine. I just want you to know how much you mean to me and how much I LOVE You and always will.

Grilled Quesadillas
Serving: 4 Prep Time: 5 minutes Cook Time: 5 minutes Total Time: 10 minutes INGREDIENTS: 4 (10-inch) flour tortillas 8 ounces shredded Monterey Jack or cheddar cheese (about 2 cups) Freshly ground pepper DIRECTIONS: 1. Prepare a charcoal fire or preheat a gas grill for direct grilling over medium heat. 2. Lay the tortillas on a flat work surface. Sprinkle half of each tortilla with 1/2 cup cheese and some pepper. You can add other fillings if you like; divide them among the tortillas, distributing the ingredients evenly over the cheese. Fold the empty half of the tortilla over the filled portion. 3. The tortillas are not sealed, so you need to be careful when you transfer them to the grill--use a wide burger flipper to do so. Grill for about 5 minutes total, turning over once (carefully) halfway through the cooking time. 4. Cut each quesadilla into 4 wedges. Serve as is, or topped with salsa, guacomole, or black bean dip. Bells and Whistles Customize your quesadillas

Have I Ever
Have I Ever Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. and so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the fi rst time I heard the sound of your voice, thousands of miles away, I sat up all night, turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining it

I Cried, I Wept
I cried, I wept more than I needed to I cried, I wept with every thought of you I cried, I wept I bled inside I cried, I wept needing you like sand needs the tide I cried, I wept I felt like i did somthing horrid I cried, I wept it was all because of what you did I cried, I wept no more shall I...

My Conception Of Love.....
My Conception of Love: You were supposed to be my first love Ironically, you turned out to be my first heart ache You were supposed to be my first conception of love Through you I was supposed to learn what a real man was all about How they were supposed to treat me...make me feel... Sadly, you failed to teach me that lesson and I developed my own conception of love Not the fairy tale love you see on TV But that painful love that reflects a lack of love and appreciation for oneself That painful love that blinds your vision and allows one to stay when they should really go That needy love That love that yearns for acceptance This was my conception of love He didn't wanna love me so I searched for one that would and even though I've already got a daddy I was looking for a daddy in a man that was supposed to be my mate The one that complemented me not controlled me The one who should have loved me despite my faults All I found was pain My concept

Aww Shucks
lol i saw ashly tonight she gave me a kick ass present for my bday hahah a betty page cigg case hahah. shes goign to see her husband next weekend he gets time off for labor day.im glad you get to see him and i cant wait to meet him juggies hahah we talked about the shit the doc said i may have and we joked about everything it was kool oh and lance i hope you enjoy the position of the day book with all my sketches in it

Zin57
This particular chat inspired me to set up a new email address for morons. I am just curious to see whether or not they add it and/or respond. Enjoy. Zin57: kisses Devils Daughter: good morning Zin57: are u married? Devils Daughter: why? looking to marry me? Devils Daughter: No response? Does this mean the marriage is off? Zin57: you are so gorgeous, i like u Devils Daughter: Well thank you. Zin57: tell me who get you and putthe collar on u 1st time Devils Daughter: I'm sorry, can you rephrase that so I can understand it. Zin57: who did u get slave, and who mange to put the collar on u 4 the 1st time Devils Daughter: Thanks for clarifying that… Did you notice the spikes on the collar? Zin57: yess... Devils Daughter: Did you also notice there is no D-ring on the collar? Zin57: though all collars are the same...llol Devils Daughter: No, they aren't. And obviously the collar I have isn't meant for a leash. Zin57: what is ur yahoo? Devils

Help Needed
Hey there help a friend out...Click the link, sign up and veryify your email. then send me a message telling the the user name you used, and you will get a good gift from me. http://www.fallensword.com/?ref=138952

Women Get Yours
I HAVE TO SAY THAT BEING A WOMAN AT THE AGE OF 32, I KINDA HAVE SOME EXPERIANCE WITH THE *BEEN THERE,DONE THAT*.I CANT BELIEVE OVER THE COURSE OF MY LIFE WHAT I'VE SEEN THE MALE SPECIES TREAT WOMEN.I MEAN WTF!!THE CHEATING,THE LYING,ABUSE,AND ANYTHING ELSE MEN WANNA THROW AT US.DO THEY UNDERSTAND WHAT WE R WORTH? THEY GOD DAMN COME FROM A WOMAN..THERE MAMAS R WOMEN,*DO THEY TREAT THEM LIKE THAT?* ALL WE WANT IS TO BE TREATED WITH RESPECT AND SHOWED THE LOVE WE ONCE GAVE TO THEM FROM THE START.HERES WHAT IM SAYING LADIES DONT EVER SETTLE FOR LESS,SET UR STANDARDS HIGH AND REMEMBER WHAT A WOMANS WORTH.DEMAND TO BE TREATED LIKE THE QUEEN U R. LOVE YOURSELF AND BE POSITIVE ENOUGH TO NEVER LET ANYONE BRING U DOWN.WOMAN R BEAUTIFUL,NO MATTER WHAT SIZE OR RACE.WHEN WE R TRUE TO OURSELVES WE R TRUE TO OTHERS...SO I SAY WOMEN GET URS,AND DEMAND UR MAN TO TREAT U RIGHT..CAUSE IN THE END A HAPPY WOMAN, MAKES ONE HAPPY MAN.

Three Days Grace - Never Too Late
This world will never be What I expected And if I don't belong Who would have guessed it I will not leave alone Everything that I own To make you feel like it's not too late It's never too late Even if I say It'll be alright Still I hear you say You want to end your life Now and again we try To just stay alive Maybe we'll turn it all around 'Cause it's not too late It's never too late No one will ever see This side reflected And if there's something wrong Who would have guessed it And I have left alone Everything that I own To make you feel like It's not too late It's never too late Even if I say It'll be alright Still I hear you say You want to end your life Now and again we try To just stay alive Maybe we'll turn it all around 'Cause it's not too late It's never too late The world we knew Won't come back The time we've lost Can't get back The life we had Won't be ours again This world will never be What I expected And if I don't be

America's Son
Our Son the Soldier How great a man he must be To be joined in the fight to set another part of the world free Our Son the Soldier So very proud of you we are To all of us who love you, you will always be our shining star Our Son the Soldier So far from home and in a foreign place Just close your eyes to see a familiar smiling face Our Son the Soldier So very far away We will all be waiting with open arms on your coming home day MY GOD MOM WROTE THIS ABOUT ME....

Catch Me As A Fall.
I feel like im going to fall. I feel like my heart is going to stop. For all this pain to finly end. I just want someone to catch me. Someone to help me. I am sick of doing this on my own. I just want a little help. Someone to love me for once. Someone to be there when I need them. I am so sick of being alone. I am about ready to just end it all.

For My Fav Girl Cherries!
Ladies, you're damn right You can't read a man's mind We're living in two tribes And heading for war nobody's perfect We all gotta work it cuz fellas we're worth it So don't break the law Your calls late, big mistake You gotta hang about the limo for as long as I take Next time, read my mind And I'll be good to you We're gift-wrapped kitty cats, We only turn into tigers when we gotta fight back Let's go, Eskimo Out into the blue... Come take my hand, understand that you can, You're my man & I need you tonight Come make my dreams Honey, hard as it seems Loving me is as easy as pie I'm just a Love Machine Feeding my fantasy Give me a kiss or three & I'm fine I need a squeeze a day 'Stead of this negligee What will the neighbors say this time I've been going crazy while you sleep Searching for a language that the 2 of us can speak So, whistle through your story make it real & I'll breath underwater cos I like the way it feels Your calls late, big

.fumage.
so instead of silently fuming... i decided to be pro-active... and really state exactly what i thought... and felt...and observed... it didnt go over so well. cuz now theres that whole arguing thing. cuz of course im always wrong. and im always the one that has to... come up with the solutions... to make everything better... with zero input.. uhm. eat me. you think of something fucker. dun put all the blame on me dun put all the decisions on me. maybe... when you have to live with the ramifications... maybe... when you have to see the ramifications and things are just empty words spouted to make yourself feel better... you'll understand the brunt of it. you'll understand exactly where im coming from. tho honestly... it'll be a cold day in hell before i see that day come... and i dun even believe in hell. i'd bang my head into a wall... but i believe Monkey has done that plenty enough for both of us today. maybe tomorrow can be my day. *throw

My World
My hands are trembling with fear I'm so petrified of tomorrow And what it might bring For nothing is what it is anymore And I am not who I am. My eyes are red and raw from crying I just feel so exhausted and miserable Like I have nothing left to offer And I know nobody could understand that So I don't say a word. My head is throbbing, I can't think straight There are ghosts haunting me Screaming horrible things While laughing and pointing And they won't leave me alone. My heart feels empty I don't belong anywhere I don't enjoy anything anymore There's nothing to look forward to There's no hope. My world has fallen apart It collapsed at my feet There's nothing left So It's time to leave, get out of here And end it all right now.

Just For The Record
I DID NOT JOIN FUBAR TO BE HARRASSED DAILY BY DIRTY OLD MEN THAT WANT ME TO WATCH THEM MASTURBATE! LISTEN GUYS IF YOUR THAT HARD UP GO TO A DAMN PORN SITE, OR GO ASK SOMEONE ELSE. NO MEANS NO. I DONT WANT TO SCREW YOU, I DONT WANT TO WATCH YOUR WRINKLED OLD PENIS ON A WEB CAM! GET A LIFE, OR GO FIND SOME HOOKER ON THE STREET, AT LEAST SHE'LL MAKE SOME MONEY OFF YOUR DIRTY OLD ASS!!! THANKS! *Amy*

Jagged Little Pill
Dancing under the strobe lights I’m having so much fun I wish they would have told me That it’d only just begun What started as a girl’s night out Had ended in disaster Soon they’ll find my lifeless body Underneath some fallen plaster In the middle of this dance floor At an out-of-control rave A few guys approached us With eyes showing a crave With the guys we took a walk We didn’t go very far We just walked around the block And into their shiny black car One guy took out a small box It contained small white pills

I Wait
As i sit and wait every night to have you come back to me. As i wait i think of all the time we have spent together the laugh the crys the most inner thoughts we shared. I cant help but to think whats my life would be like without you in my life and i hope i never find out cause i dont think i could bare that. I know you have things in your life thats you need to do. So ill just wait for you to come back to me. Untill then i want your to know you in my thoughts and you stole my heart. I owe a lot to you.You showed me things that i thought i never could see or feel in my life . You show me that i can love and it wont hurt. You show me that i can share my most inner thoughts and not worry about them being use againest me . You make me feel secure And you showed me that my heart can love again. You've been there when i needed you the most and you open your heart to me and show me that i can be loved. For that I thank you for showing me that and more .

Corn Chowder
Prep & Cooking Time: 30 min. Yield: 2 servings Serving Size: 6.000 ounces 1/2 cup whole milk 1 tsp white pepper dash ground sage 1 cup canned cream style corn 1/4 cup diced onions 1/2 cup water 1 tsp white, all-purpose flour Directions: 1. In a medium saucepan, slowly heat milk, mixed with water, onions and spices. Stir for 5 minutes, paying close attention that it does not burn 2. Increase heat to medium-high, add creamed corn and stir frequently for 10-15 minutes 3. Slowly add flour to thicken soup. Use more or less flour depending on preferred consistency Nutrition Facts Per 6.000 ounces Total Calories: 197 Carbohydrates: 35.86 g Total Fat: 4.68 g Protein: 7.14 g Sat Fat: 2.42 g Fiber: 2.69 g Cholesterol: 12 mg Sodium: 421 mg Diabetic exchange: Starch: 1.750 Vegetable: 0.350 Milk: 0.250

Aggrevated...........
Why do ppl have to act so stupid? They say they care about you but yet there actions show the real things and feelings. they say one thing to your face and then turn around and do something else. They try to tell you who you can talk to and dictate who you can give your phone number out to. I mean come on we are all adults here. Why would anyone care. Some ppl just need to grow up.

August 29, 2007
Have you been having a hard time getting your point across to someone close? Now is a great time to take a giant step back and review the situation. You'll see a new way to communicate that could be more effective.

Nsfw - Highly Suggestive
Let ya peek into the Kitty Brain… A girl could take a pic, standing in church and holding a candle and too me… HIGHLY SUGGESTIVE!! I know she is praying to God that she can be with me for a night of passionate sex!!!! Thus ALL pics should be marked NSFW because I know all the babes in my World Wide Harem are thinking “dirty thoughts” of Daddy Cat…

My Fu-hubby Needs Some Luv!
I'd buy him a VIP however my man in real life won't even allow me to get one.... A (VERY VERY) good friend had bought it but anyways who's willin ta show my baby from here some VIP love??? Buy him one.....PLEASE! http://fubar.com/user/795141# An I will love you forever...

Irony
On my worst fucking day ever,during the darkest of times, here I sit in a daze,a stupor,fucking DEVASTATED,when I'm here as low as I've possibly ever sunk since I can possibly remember....it appears on this day of ALL fucking days,THIS DAY...TODAY irony chooses to rear it's fucking head to show me even that irony is not without a sense of fucking humor. Here is my fucking horoscope and much like life right now...IT FUCKING BLOWS!!! READ IT!!! Have you been having a hard time getting your point across to someone close? Now is a great time to take a giant step back and review the situation. You'll see a new way to communicate that could be more effective. And don't anyone ask me why does my day sucks,what does the horoscope or my blog mean,what happened,I'm sorry,Awwww or ANYTHING!!! NOTHING!!!! I DON'T WANT TO HEAR IT!!! JUST.....LEAVE ME ALONE!! There's only one person on this ENTIRE planet that I feel like talking to right now,only ONE person in this universe that can mak

Real Quotes
"Kenny, your problem has always been that you only love negative attention" ~ Dad "what?.....oh nevermind, I just translated that from Kennish to English.." ~ Leah "Kenny: I hear you are breaking things. Doesn't matter why. Stop. What about a job? We are both concerned about that." ~ Dad "Stop being so cynical you goddamned new yorker." ~ Chani "You are such an asshole, Ken. I've missed you" ~ Matt W. "How come you're the only one in years to act this way? Everyone else is cool but you. Yes, out of thousands, only you, Ken. You do not know the real meaning of science, manners, or life." ~ Steve

I Love This Lmao
(Name), I don’t want you to think that I am writing to ask you to reconsider and come back to me. Nor that I ever wished it would happen some day. Because of the way you did things, you would never deserve my trust again. This letter has just one purpose: to ask you to examine your conscience carefully and assess if the way you behaved is really worthy of someone who calls himself a man of truth. In my view, true men do not act as childish and with such hypocrisy as you did, and would not throw away all this time (as you’ve called it so many times) of love. Tell me something: were the things you said to me and all the affection you devoted me nothing but lies? Or are you so childish to the point of not knowing what you really want? Listen, time is passing by and you are not a kid anymore… be careful, you hear? People like you don’t usually manage it, they usually end up alone and miserable, be sure of that. I think that you should show a little respect for others, especially thos

Thoughts For Life
A good message. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 glasses of wine... A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else He asked once more if the jar was full. The students resp

Measuring Ahead
Just got back from the doc., I'm measuring 42 cm when I should be 35 cm. The doctor I saw this time said that after I have the ultrasound they will prob. talk to me about having a csection b/c he may be too big to push out. I think this is just bs! I will try my hardest to have him with no drugs and without getting cut up! We go tomo. around 1 to have an ultrasound done.

They Are Ex's For A Reason.
Let's see if you can get through it If not, you're too scared about your past.. 1. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? Yes!! 2. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you told "i love you'? A few, and I meant it.... 3. Have you ever thought that you were going to marry a person? Funny because i was actually against marriage growing up because they all end in divorce. Go Figure! 4. Are you crushing on someone? Umm YES! LOL 5. Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt? yes. 6. Have you ever made a ex-boyfriend or ex-girlfriend mad? yes 7. Are you happier single or in a relationship? Id rather NOT be alone.. But wouldn't want to be in a bad relationship either 8. Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it? NO! 9.have you had your heart torn? Shattered yes! 10. Have you ever broken someone's heart? Its possible! 11. Think any of your ex's feel the same? I dunno? 12. Do you believe that you are a good b

How Fast Was Ron??
Ron was in trouble. He forgot his wedding anniversary. His wife was really angry. She told him,"Tomorrow morning, I expect to find a gift in the driveway that goes from 0 to 200 in less than 6 seconds ... and it BETTER BE THERE OR ELSE." The next morning, Ron got up early and left for work. When his wife woke up, she looked out the window and, sure enough, there was a gift-wrapped box in the middle of the driveway. Confused, she put on her robe and ran out to the driveway and brought the box back in the house. She opened it and found a brand new bathroom scale. Ron has been missing since Friday. Please pray for him.

At The Gym (lesbian)
She has my mind occupied all the time. At least she's not at the gym. Here I can workout with out thinking of her, I hope. When she opened the door the morning light fell across her caramel colored shoulders dancing over her taunt breasts. The satin pink bra with black lace complemented her feminine form making me very excited that I left the gym early to be with her. My eyes scanned her small waist down to the matching pink satin and black lace boy shorts she wore exaggerating her muscular thighs. "Come in she said", with a devilish grin. As she turned and walked, I realized that she was wearing the pink pearls I gave her for graduation, they fell on her neck causing a rush of heat to run under my shirt. I love her neck it's so delicate and smooth its long sleek silhouette drives me to ecstasy. As we walked up the long stairs to her bedroom, my stomach started to knot. I was not nervous but eager to touch her, hold her and show her how I much I desire her. I

Taste Of Blood
I watch you as you carelessly walk, through the thickened foggy night, my eyes are gleaming, full of hate, a violent lust that seethes within. I follow you with quickened feet, a shadow in the still born night, a thirst for blood, your delicate flesh, reddened wine i wish to spill. Shadows creep, your skin is bare, prickling with impending fear, you hear my steps, i smell your fear, you never should have left tonight. I feel the demons inside me creep, in my sheath my knife i seek, images of your blood-stained body, images of the fear you feel. I watch you move, your body swaying, eyes a nervous darting wreck, you feel my presence surrounding you, you wish your house was seconds away. I quicken my pace, i'm closer now, sadistically grinning, seconds from striking. In my head i see myself, your body in my arms. Wire around your frail, white neck, tighter as you nearly faint. Your on the ground, your throat i slit, then i stop and watch yo

Chick-pea Salad
Prep & Cooking Time: 20 minutes Yield: 4 servings Serving Size: 4.000 ounces 1/4 cup Italian dressing 1 cup raw celery, diced 10 looseleaf lettuce leaves, shredded 1 medium, raw onion, sliced into rings 7-8 sweet pickles, cut into small pieces 1 large raw sweet yellow pepper, sliced into rings 1 cup canned chickpeas or garbanzo beans Directions: In a large bowl, mix the following ingredients: yellow pepper, onion, celery, pickles and sweet peas. Add lettuce, then dressing, toss until all lettuce leaves are covered with dressing Nutrition Facts Per 4.000 ounces Total Calories: 205 Carbohydrates: 38.32 g Total Fat: 5.19 g Protein: 4.48 g Sat Fat: 0.80 g Fiber: 4.80 g Cholesterol: 0 mg Sodium: 925 mg Diabetic exchange: Starch: 0.500 Meat: 0.800 Fat: 1.500 Vegetable: 1.500

Steak And Potatoes Five Ingredient Meal
The trick to this meal is the highly seasoned asparagus plays off the simple, succulent steak and earthy, fluffy potatoes with melted cheese. If you can't find tapenade in your grocery, you can make your own. INGREDIENTS: * 4 russet potatoes * 1-1/2 lb. boneless sirloin steak * 1/2 tsp. salt * 1/8 tsp. pepper * 1-1/2 lbs. asparagus * 1/2 cup tapenade * 1/4 cup feta cheese or chevre (goat cheese) PREPARATION: Prick potatoes several times with fork. Microwave potatoes on high power until tender, about 16 minutes, or bake them at 400 degrees until tender, 50-60 minutes. Place steak on broiler rack and season with half of the salt and pepper. Broil 4" from heat for 5 minutes. Turn over and broil 5-6 minutes longer until of desired doneness (these times are for medium doneness). Remove steak from oven, cover with foil, and let rest. Place asparagus on same broiler rack (you don't have to clean it), and broil asparagus for 3 minutes. Add potato

Sweet Dream
It feels as if she is alive for the first time--that her soul is free--she is standing by a small pool of water--the moon is full as it shines down upon her--the water is glistening as the moonlight hits it--the night is hot and humid--she looks around at her surroundings--not sure how she happened upon this place--on the right and the left the pool is surrounded by ancient trees--there is a waterfall flowing down over the side of the mountain that stands in front of her--she is drawn closer to the water--the sound of the water splashing over the rocks is exciting--she stands before the edge of the water--slowly unbutttons her dress and lets it fall to the ground--the air is warm and moist on her skin--she looks at her body--the way the moonlight plays upon every curve--every cervice--her breasts feel fuller--softer--the slight breeze teases her nipples and they harden as if they had been teased by the hands of her lover--she moves into the water in a quick quiet dive--barely disturbin

New Club On Fubar
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Notice Of Absence.
effincreep aka Shalana will not be here through the days of September 1st through 9th because she will be getting sex and lots of it, but leave comments and send beer anyways. I know. I know everyone is going to miss me so. But too bad you'll just have to wait until my glorious return. See you on the burnt side of the toast. I hate you all! -Shalana

August 31, 2007
There's no need to cancel that big date or appointment just because a mini-crisis erupts -- a quick rescheduling will do just fine. There shouldn't be any hard feelings over this, so don't fret for a moment

Become The Powerful Change The World Needs
Become the powerful change the world needs I have come to realize we cannot change a person's mind or educate them; this they must do themselves. Through a long study of the concepts of empowerment and transformation, I have concluded that INTENTION is paramount. Intention is the foundation of ALL inner and outer institutions of man. It is the basis of legal and judicial systems, all human contracts, and rests at the root of all innovation and progress. Your intentions define YOU. People are more than just response to stimuli, for they have the power to make decisions that reject the superficial 'rewards' of yielding to positive consequences. Many people have sacrificed themselves to fates that clearly were not congruent with self-interest by possessing intentions greater than the self. Thusly, deterministic or divine, intention is the seed-germ of all change, and can defy all environments. According to many theologians, the judgment of “the intentions of our hearts” by God upon

A Quickie!
Well, so much for being able to spend the after noon with you guys a bit. Long enough to read a cmail, check out a bulletin, and before long I'm going to have to leave and go pick up Lee from work. That's a long story. part of that long story is why I didn't get here sooner, since I got caught doing other things, instead of coming home and packing. But, that is a story for when I get back home Monday evening. So, as soon as I get Lee, we'll come back here, load the car, and be on the road for Indy. It is a long drive, but the more it is driven, becomes more and more familiar, so we never really feel like we're in a strange place. We have our favorite stops along the way...depending on what you want, from just coffee, to desert, to breakfast! lol So, they come pretty routine to us, and most often, our trip is based around those certain areas, as when or when not to stop. It will be very late by the time we get to Indy. At least 3am, and probably closer to 4. Then we always

Fire
FIRE Fire is the Element of change, will and passion. In a sense it contains within it all forms of magick, sinse magick is a process of change. Fire magick can be frightening. The results manifest quickly and spectacularly. It is not an Element for the faint-hearted. However, it is most primal and for this reason is much used. This is the realm of sexuality and passion. It is not only the "Sacred Fire" of sex, it is also the spark of divinity which shines within us and in all living things. It is at once the most physical and spiritual of the Elements. Its magickal rituals usually involve energy, authority, sex, healing, destruction (of negative habits, disease), purification, evolution, and so on. A ritual of Fire usually involves the fuming, burning or smouldering of an image, herb, or other flammable object, or the use of candles or small blazes. Its magick is usually practiced near the hearth, or beside fires lit in wilderness clearings, or beside the flame of a

To Clarify The Last Blog...
Just to make my last post a little more clear (at least as far as where I'm coming from in writing it), I've decided to post the preface to my novel. It's little more than a chain of events that sets up the actual story, but will give a better idea of what I was thinking about. The basic chain of events was originally written in 1995, with the events of the first Gulf War in my recent memory, and has been slightly modified when I wrote it again in 2007, with an updated knowledge of current events - oddly enough, it wasn't that dissimilar from what I had originally written. The only real new parts in the history are the 9/11 attacks and the name of President Bush. -------------------------------- A sufficiently developed technology is indistinguishable from magic. Preface September 11, 2001: Terrorists attack the World Trade Center in New York City and the Pentagon in Washington, DC. The World Trade Center buildings fall and the Pentagon suffers major damage. The U

Celtic Warriors
Celtic Warriors: The warriors were not a social class of people. All the ancient Celtic people were warriors if they needed to be. Although most women stayed home, looking after the crops and the children, when their men went off to war, women could choose to train and fight as warriors if they wished. There were warrior schools. A couple of those schools were run by women. But they were the exceptions. Most of the warriors were well trained men. You might hear tales of warriors running naked into battle with only a shield and a sword for protection. There was one tribe that painted their body blue and ran naked into battle. But most warriors wore some protection. The nobles wore chain mail, and carried a shield and a sword. Peasant's shields might be made of wood instead of iron, but they were covered in leather. Their weapons were made of iron, thus the term Iron Age. Celtic warriors used many tricks to scare their opponents. The Celts were naturally tall, with blonde or red

The Soundtrack Of My Life
So I forgot to turn my alarm clock off last night.......and saturday morning of a holidy weekend I'm up! The song that woke me up though is a favourite of mine...and in the back of my mind I thought this would be part of the soundtrack of my life and giggled.... The movie begins with a girl sleeping peacefully, looking so comfy when the alarm blares out and the girl is jolted awake by the blasting tune from her radio.....sounds like the beginning of any cheesy 80's movie. Well at least I know that the soundtrack is good.................what lies ahead for me on this holiday weekend........let's hear some scenarios.....I will keep you posted!

Late Night Shopping - A True Confession
Late Night Shopping - A True Confession Wendy took full advantage of the supermarket boy's package. I'd been using the same supermarket for months, always shopping at night when it was quiet. Grocery shopping was a chore, but a big compensation was the fit young men hired to help shoppers pack their groceries and carry them o their cars. Students mostly, making a bit of money on the side. One in particular had taken a fancy to me - a tall, really built guy, with a cheeky smile and a twinkle in his eye. One night I had an extra heavy shop. I’d just split up with my boyfriend, and I was comfort buying. Wine, chocolate, cakes…All substitutes for sex. My special bag boy was on duty, and the way he looked at me told me he’d sussed out my frustration…and was happy to help me with more than just my shopping. As we approached my car, I couldn’t really see his big sexy body very well in the darkness, but I was aware of him, and my own body was responding to his presence. When the

Spiced Pork Chops With Peaches
INGREDIENTS: * 4 1-inch thick pork chops * 1 envelope onion soup mix * 1 can (16 ounces) sliced peaches, drained, reserve syrup * 2/3 cup water * 2 tablespoons lemon juice * 1/2 teaspoon ground ginger * 1/4 teaspoon ground cinnamon PREPARATION: In a large skillet, brown chops on both sides; drain off excess fat. In a small bowl, combine soup mix, peach syrup, water, lemon juice, ginger and cinnamon; pour over chops in skillet. Cover and simmer for 40 minutes.Arrange peach slices over chops; cover and simmer an additional 5 minutes. Serve with rice and a tossed salad or green vegetable. Serves 4.

The Wiccan Rede
The Wiccan Rede (Full Version) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Bide within the Law you must, in perfect Love and perfect Trust. Live you must and let to live, fairly take and fairly give. For tread the Circle thrice about to keep unwelcome spirits out. To bind the spell well every time, let the spell be said in rhyme. Light of eye and soft of touch, speak you little, listen much. Honor the Old Ones in deed and name, let love and light be our guides again. Deosil go by the waxing moon, chanting out the joyful tune. Widdershins go when the moon doth wane, and the werewolf howls by the dread wolfsbane. When the Lady's moon is new, kiss the hand to Her times two. When the moon rides at Her peak then your heart's desire seek. Heed the North winds mighty gale, lock the door and trim the sail. When the Wind blows from the East, expect the new and set the feast. When the wind comes from the South, love wil

Colors And Gems
COLORS by Lady Bridget, © 1997 Now, we will add the vibrations of colors to the days of the week. Colors ..> ..> Color Day Vibrations White Monday purity, truth, spirituality, prayer, all purpose. (white contains all colors, so can substitute for any other color if needed) Red Tuesday strength, health, vigor, enthusiasm, passion, love, life, protection Blue Thursday tranquility, peace, calm, health, psychic ability Green Friday finance, luck, fertility, money, work, health, creativity, beauty Gold/Yellow Sunday attraction, charm, confidence, success, speaking, (can be used on Wednesday for study & communication),mental energy, intellectual, use for a "thank you", and for "passing over" Brown Saturday long-term work, stability, control, thrift, determination, endurance, E.S.P., concentration Pink any day honor, true love, morality, psychic healing, forgiveness of self or another, healing guilt, grace (graceful), friendship, good to use for "thank you" candle color Bl

Lughnassadh
July 31st Lughnasadh / Lammas Lughnasadh means the funeral games of Lugh (pronounced Loo). Lammas Introduction Copyright Lady Bridget 1997 Lammas, Lughnasadh, the First Harvest, all are names by which the Major Sabbat which occurs in August is known. Astrologically, this Sabbat is when the Sun is 15 ° Leo, and is a major Sabbat because it is at the peak of the season and the highest point of energy. If you check your astrological calendars or ephermeris, this energy now peaks around August 4th, though the traditional date for celebrating Lammas is August 1st. This is the time of the Sacrificial King, whose self sacrifice allows the people who worship him to survive through the winter. We say that his blood is poured out upon the fields so that the corn and grain harvest will thrive. His Spirit enters into the corn and the grain, and is then known as John Barleycorn. As the God dies with the harvesting of the grain, so also is he resurrected in the new sprouts. So therefore

Thank God
Ok...not really good at this blog thing, but I thought I would share a little of my life. I just got done cooking an amazing meal, which most of my ingredients was purchased from the farmers market " a place where local farmers can sell there goods every Saturday" which has been my favorite meal, which I do every year when this time comes, thank god for being a son of a chef! Boo A ka Sha!

The Doctor And The Speculum
My sister "Goddess" (aka Lo) is probably the funniest, sweetest, most soulful and tolerant person that I know. She stopped apologizing for me and started laughing at me long ago. We have been very, very sick this last week and mine has almost run its course. Hers....not so much. She is still very sick. So she finally called Urgent care and got an appointment for 10:15 pm. We arrived at the doctors office at 9:54, signed in, was called into room #4 by the doctors shy Philipina assistant and his assistant said "He is with another patient. He will be just a few minutes late". We looked at each other and just shrugged with a "Thats cool" expression. I get a little ansy in doctors offices. I just don't like 'em. So we sat there with our face masks on (the cough that we have is sooooo vicious, it actually makes you piss yourself)and we wait. I start poking around in the drawers and my sister just watches me...with a cocked eyebrow and then says "Sister....whatcha doin?" and I replied

Laugh For September 2
Attention Bridge Buyers The most respected name in bridge sale is about to present an offer that no self respecting bridge collector can ignore. The Bradley Bridge Exchange is proud to introduce the Commemorative Bridge Series. Even if you have never collected bridges before this unique investment opportunity should interest you. The Bradley Bridge Exchange has been selling quality collectable bridges for fifty years. Now through this once in a lifetime Internet offer, you can purchase famous bridges. Think about it, everyone needs bridges: to go to work, walk across, jump from, get mugged under and to throw rocks from. Not all bridges go up in value, the Bradley Bridge Exchange guarantees that your own personalized bridge will retain its minimum value for at least one full year. The famous Golden Gate Bridge was originally offered through The Bradley Bridge Exchange for a mere 35 dollars. In the 57 times it has since been re-sold, its value has increased to an astoundin

What Ancient Breed Are You?
You scored as Elf, You are an elf. very calm yet energetic. You enjoy the finer things in life. You hate to be alone and preffer a small crowd of your closer friends. The ideal girl. Sometimes you can be very, very shy. Open up, life is to be lived, not wasted.Elf83% Goddess75% Sorceress58% Drow50% Wolf50% Zombie50% Dragon42% Vampyre42% Shadow Spirit33% Faerie25% What ancient breed are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Love Hurts
You told me that you loved me why did you leave me to cry in the cold you swore this time was different why does that line seem so old You told me I was the only one who could make you feel that way you told me that you cared about me so why didnt you stay All the nights you laid with me alone in the dark in my bed now I finally realize you were just messing with my head Love is such a powerful word a word people often misuse something they take for granted something they beat and abuse My wounds run deep inside me there's blood all over the place I think I’ve really lost it this time Im ashamed to show my face

Grilled Chicken With Linguine And Cajun Cream Sauce
Grilled chicken with a delicious Cajun cream sauce, linguine, and fresh chopped green onions and tomatoes. Use an indoor or outdoor grill, broiler pan, or a stovetop grill pan to cook the chicken in this recipe. INGREDIENTS: * 4 boneless chicken breast halves, without skin * blackened seasoning mixture or Cajun seasoning * . * Sauce * 2 cups heavy whipping cream * 1 tablespoon flour * 1 tablespoon butter * 1 1/2 to 2 teaspoons Cajun seasoning (Emeril's Louisiana Spice, Chachere's, etc.) * several drops of Frank's Red Hot Sauce or Tabasco, more or less, to taste * dash freshly ground black pepper * 1/2 teaspoon Worcestershire sauce * salt, to taste * . * 1 large tomato, seeded, diced * 4 green onions, thinly sliced * . * 16 ounces linguine PREPARATION: Trim chicken, wash, and flatten slightly to make uniform in thickness. Sprinkle all over with a blackened seasoning mixture or Cajun seasoning. He

To My Sexy Boyfriend That I Love So Much
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

Come On People
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New Kid
So here I am...looking around at all the new faces that inhabit this playground. Yup...I see the "cliques" all seperated into the traditonal groups...there's the "in" crowd...and oh yes...the smoke hole always has its regulars...the jocks, the preps...the nerds and the geeks...funny thing is...Im an enigma...able to fit in where ever I desire...IF I desire...so now the games begin...Let's just see if this playground is the one that can maintain my interest...Come out, Come out...wherever you are!!!

Confused
My knees starts to shake, when you're in sight. My mind is filled with wounder, my heart with fright. When will this feeling stop? when did it start? How can I listen to my mind, without breaking my heat? I'm so confused what should I do? I can't think of anything except you. Should I ignore you, or just give it time? I can't think straight, my heart controls my mind.

Beautiful, Beautiful You
You are so beautiful, Like a flower in the sun. And you are yet blossoming, Before the day is done. Your lips are so perfect, Like the ones I would like to kiss. And if you give me the chance, It's the one I wouldn't miss. Your hair is that of sunshine, On a warm summer day. And yet I find you perfect, In every little way.

You Travel. People You Know Travel. Why Give That Business Away?
Everyone loves to travel and everyone loves to save money! How much money can YOU make if your friends and family book travel on Expedia, Orbitz or some other site? NAUGHTA! NOTHING! ZERO! ZILCH! ZIP! BUT WITH US... You have the ability to earn income every time someone books travel on your site. Simply refer everyone you know to your travel booking website and earn commissions on each of those sales. The concept is simple. You save them money by giving them the lowest travel rates possible and you earn the commission. After all how do you think those other travel sites make money? They earn it on commission. NOW THE COMMISSION GETS PAID TO YOU! YOU get a FIRST CLASS seat in one of the fastest growing, uniquely situated business opportunities of this millennia and can get on board with your very own ONLINE WORLDWIDE TRAVEL AGENCY with ABSOLUTELY NO RISK TO YOU. We are taking the industry by STORM. PLUS YOU'LL GAIN INDUSTRY PERKS AS A REFERRING TRAVEL AGENT Wh

Self Pleasuring
We human beings are able to make love more frequently and more sensuously than perhaps any other animal. Yet we are often disappointed after lovemaking. Why? Because most of us are like owners of a precious Stradivarius violin that we have never learned to play. Jolan Chang "The Tao of the Loving Couple" A dozen good reasons to self-pleasure: 1. Self-pleasuring is the single most important thing you can do to become a truly great lover 2. Self-pleasuring makes you feel sexy 3. Self-pleasuring puts you in touch with your body 4. Self-pleasuring strengthens and increases the flexibility of your love muscle 5. Self-pleasuring teaches you how to have orgasms - easily and quickly 6. Self-pleasuring puts you in control of your own pleasure 7. Self-pleasuring leads to self-confidence in all areas of life 8. Self-pleasuring is the key to overcoming sexual guilt and self-repression 9. Self-pleasuring promotes good health, well-being and energy 10. Self-pleasuring reduces stress

Cleansing The Body Of Negative Energies
Cleansing the Body of Negative Energies From: White Raven You will need the following: 1 White Candle 1 Black Candle 1 Green Candle The White candle is for Positive Energy. The Black Candle is for Negative Energy. The Green Candle is for Healing. Clear your mind and Light the White Candle and say the following: Mother Earth, Fire, Wind, Water and Spirit; I ask thee to Cleanse my body of all negative energies. Light the Black Candle and repeat the same words as before. Then after that Light the Green Candle and say the following: Mother Earth, Fire, Wind, Water and Spirit; I ask the to Free and heal my body from all negative forces. Blessed be!! You must do this in a quiet room somewhere that you will not be disturbed. After doing this sit back, keep your mind clear and relax for 15 minutes. Afterwards you will feel fresh and renewed. I recommend doing this once a week. You will feel a lot better and you body will be healthier.

This Is My Curse
i see the pain through their eyes so much so little time i want to take so much away as ive always done certain are too far gone but within you i know i feel something different i feel a heart beating waiting healing....i want to help i can feel it i know what others that cant be help feel like an you dont feel that way oh how i wish i could take it all without you knowing how id slip through ur barriers take all that negativity and make it my own... an suffer with my inner demons on my own ive done so for far too long whats a little more pain right? im still living im still breathing stalking the ground creeping towards what i want i'll take it without asking i'll take what i want from you an if you hate me for doing so i dont care...this is my purpose this is what i do you know that all to well... the pain you feel brings tears to my eyes even now as i write thinking of you hopeless you said was this task ive given myself idiotic maybe pointless heh maybe your right but im stubbor

Herb Baked Pork Chops With Rice
Scroll down to see more pork chop recipes. INGREDIENTS: * 4 thick center cut pork chops * ground marjoram * dried leaf thyme * salt and pepper, to taste * 1/2 cup uncooked rice * 1 (10.5 ounces) can condensed beef broth, undiluted * 1/2 bell pepper, sliced * 1/2 tomato, sliced * 1/2 medium onion, sliced PREPARATION: Sprinkle pork chops with marjoram, thyme, and salt and pepper to taste. Place rice in a large casserole dish. Top with pork chops and cover with the beef broth. Layer vegetables over pork and cover with lid or foil. Bake at 350° for 1 hour. Serves 4.

Yeah Its A Rant
Ok so I get to the library earlier today and see that the computer's are taken. Which the only weird thing is that oh yeah its 10:FUCKING02 only 2 minutes after the goddamn library is open. And who should happen to fucking be sitting in front of most of the computers? That's right the same cockchuggers WHO CAN'T FUCKING DRIVE. So Elder Douchebag and his colostomy loving crew are all scattered around computers. But they fucktards that they are aren't even using the fucking internet computer for the fuckign internet, they're all in fucking Microsoft word or some bullshit. So I have to wait a bit for an open computer. No big deal I can handle that. But then I sit down and immediately get this fucking looked filled with condescention from this, can't drink caffeinne,smoke tobacco, or watch TV for 2 fucking years dickweed. Like just cause I'm in my Rodman Jersey and a pair of shorts make me less of someone next to him in his fucking suit and nametag that proclaims him as one of the

Another One :)
Followed my dreams, lead by my heart. Knew it was love, right from the start. Fast spoke words , captureing my attention! Warm hands , embraceing my heart. Yet here i sit broken hearted. With your fingerprint forever etched on my heart! 6-28-07 D.D.

Just Me......being Me:)
Starting Time: 8:22p.m. Shoe size: 8 Height: 5' 7" What are u wearing? jean capris and a pink top Favorite number? 3 Favorite drink: Diet Coke Favorite Month: March Favorite food: Cajun ***********Have You Ever***************** Broken a bone: yes my ring finger.....fighting with my brother!! Been in a police car: nope Been on a boat: Yes Swam in the ocean: Yes Fallen asleep in school: Who hasnt lol! Cried when someone died: Yes Saved emails? Yes Been cheated on: Yesss ***********What is-**************** Whats right beside you? my fax machine What is the last thing you ate? a juicy orange --------------------------Ever Had- ------------------------------- Chicken pox: Yes. Sore throat: Yes. Stitches: Yes Broken nose: No -------------------Do You------------------------------------ Like Picnics? Yesss romantic ones are the best! Like school? yes it was fun! ------------------------Questions-----------

Cajun Chicken Pasta
INGREDIENTS: * 3/4 pound rotini, cooked according to pkg * 2 tablespoons butter * 2 skinless boneless chicken breast halves, sliced 1/2" thick * 3 cloves garlic, minced * 1 bunch green onion, chopped * 2 tablespoons Cajun seasoning, or to taste * 1 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper * 1 teaspoon ground red pepper (cayenne) * 8 ounces heavy cream * 1 green bell pepper, julienned * 1 red bell pepper, julienned * 8 ounces fresh mushrooms, quartered * 1/2 cup parmesan cheese, grated PREPARATION: Cook rotini (or similar pasta) according to package directions. Drain; set aside. Melt butter in a large skillet over medium heat. Add chicken; cook, stirring frequently, until browned, about 6 to 8 minutes.Add garlic, onions, Cajun or Creole seasoning and ground black and red peppers. Add bell peppers and mushrooms; stir to combine. Cover and cook for 5 minutes. Uncover; stir in cream and let simmer another 2 minutes. Stir in

Moving On
Moving on through the bad times, I cant look back there is a new door that has opened i must move on. I cant live in the past but i can not change what has happened. I can make tomorrow better. I can look in the mirror and i know i did my best. i did my best to always be there to wipe away the tears and lend a helping hand. God only knows the pain that i endured through the years. I have cried many tears, but enjoyed many happy times with you my friend i can now move forward. I love you my friend thank you for caring. Moving on

Heart Shaped Glasses...
Okay...I was thinking....yes, again. People get so worked up about finding their soul mate or that "one" etc. Well, once some of these people find this "one" they become raging jealous and slightly obsessive, and when they suffocate the shit out of their "one" because they were trying to force it they are left in pieces. Silly isn't it? I mean think about it.... If you are meant for this person, if you meet on every beautiful...stunning...and poetic level of being "in love" then you will not ever need to worry about them seeking out someone other than you because you will KNOW without a shadow of any doubt hovering over the two of you that you want nothing more than to be a complete and perfect "whole". Yes, this does in fact mean that most of you will never find this because you are too busy worried about who is looking at who. Seriously, be realistic people are going to admire things in other people, and you should allow each other that freedom. As long as you are both doing the a

Losing
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Jokes 4 Da Sell Fons & Sumythang 2 Think About
Money is short. . . Times are hard. . . I just texted you your fuckn Christmas Card. Keep it goin! . . . ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Dis x-mas I'mma put a mistletoe in my back pocket so all my hatas can KISS my ASS. ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Wat do u tell da Trix Rabbit wen he turns gay...SILLY FAGGOT DICKS R 4 CHICKS! ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Girl/guy Facts
GIRL FACTS;; When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile _________________________________________________ When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand _________________________________________________ When she wants a hug she will just stand there _________________________________________________ When you break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later _________________________________________________ When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind _________________________________________________ When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply _________________________________________________ When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around _________________________________________________ When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, s

Hung Like A Horse
There was a chicken and a horse playing together on a farm one day. The horse fell into a mud pit and yelled to the chicken to run to the house and get the farmer. The chicken ran to the house and the farmer was nowhere to be found. So, it got into the farmer's BMW and pulled the horse out with it. The next day the chicken and the horse were playing on the farm again. This time the chicken fell into the mud pit and yelled to the horse to get help. So, the horse stood over the mud pit and told the chicken to grab on to his penis and he'd pull him out. The chicken grabbed on and, indeed, the horse pulled him out. The moral of the story: If you're hung like a horse, you don't need a BMW to pick up chicks

No One Does It Like You.
You really need to take care of yourself because you won't be good for anyone else unless you take care of yourself. -- Harry Bartholomew Do we merely assume we are taking good care of ourselves? It's perhaps a good idea to list all the ways we think this is true. Do we get enough exercise? What is enough, anyway? Are we eating the right foods and enough of them? How about rest? Do we take naps when needed, as well as get a good night's sleep? What about laughter? Some would say there's no better elixir than a good laugh. Of course, we have to be willing to laugh at ourselves, on occasion, to make the most of it. Taking good care of ourselves is much more in our control than we might have imagined. While it's true that some of us need a devoted caregiver because of our infirmities, we are able to laugh at will and to eat what's good for us. We are also very much in control of how we feel about the circumstances of our lives. Whether we think we have it good or bad has a great de

Attitude
"the longer I live the more I realize the impact of attitudeon life. Attitude is more important than circumstances, success or failure, money,education,prestige,or power. It can make or breaka business, a church or a home. The remarkable thing about attitude is that we choose everyday what attitude wi will assume. we cannot control what other people will think or say or do. what we can do is play the one string we are given and that is our attitude, so it i with you, we are in charge or our attitude

Acquiescent Lambs
I know many people are pissed off, and want things changed. However they fear the almighty moderators, and their infinite power of "deletion". I've seen many people upset, but say they don't want to say anything because they don't want to lose their profile. You can backup everything you have, and have a new profile up and running in 5 minutes, where is the problem? Do points really mean that much to you that you will degrade yourself and stifle your creativity in the fear of loss? You have become sheep, being led by the bark of the dogs of your Master, against your will moving toward his vision. Understand this: silence is acceptance. Always and forever, if you say nothing, you will get nothing. Stand up, speak your mind. Is that not why you have a page, to put forth your viewpoints and let the online community see who you are, to learn what you believe in? Why hide your angst? Why be fearful? In the end, it doesn't matter what they do, they cannot hurt you physically or fiscally. How

My Sexya'll Zodiac
Libra You are so popular, you have your choice of hotties. You can easily charm anyone of your choosing, and you often come home with someone you picked up at the bar. Despite your forward and extraverted nature, you are usually submissive in bed. You like your partner to take the lead and show you all of their little secrets. Sex matches: Gemini, Sagittarius, Aquarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Ditto
For My Ditto by BlueWolf © I always thought there'd be tomorrow To catch up on lost time I always thought there'd be tomorrow To tell you I'm so glad you're mine Then out of the blue it just happened And I never thought it would Tomorrow never happened And you were gone for good So much I wanted to tell you I just never got the chance So many words left unspoken Things didn't workout the way I planned I wonder if you were happy Did I give you all you want I would have treated you better If I'd known that you'd be gone I loved you oh so much Did you know it all along Or did you feel neglected Did you feel you don't belong I want to say I love you Although now it's too late I'd give anything to have you back But we just can't change fate I regret all our time apart And all the love I never showed Things would have been so different If I had only known..................

Sweet And Sour Meatballs
Meatballs made with lean ground beef, pineapple, and water chestnuts for a little crunch. Scroll down to see more meatball recipes. INGREDIENTS: * 1 1/2 pounds ground chuck * 3 to 4 tablespoons chopped water chestnuts * 3/4 cup quick oatmeal * 1/2 teaspoon garlic powder * 1/2 teaspoon onion powder * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1 egg, beaten * 1/2 cup milk * 1/2 teaspoon soy sauce * . * Sauce: * 1 cup brown sugar * 1/2 cup beef bouillon * 1/2 cup vinegar * 2 tablespoons cornstarch * 2 teaspoons soy sauce * 1 can (8 ounces) pineapple tidbits, drained * 1/2 cup chopped green pepper PREPARATION: Combine meatball ingredients; shape into 1-inch balls and brown on all sides in oil. Drain and set aside. Begin sauce: Combine sugar, beef bouillon, vinegar, cornstarch, and 2 teaspoons soy sauce in a large deep skillet or Dutch oven; bring to a boilBoil sauce mixture until thickened; stir in pineapple, green p

Wanted To Be Your Friend
I never wanted any more then to be your friend. never wanted it to turn out this way and now i am saying goodbye. I never wanted to break your heart, or cause you such pain, but only wanted to take the pain away. never wanted to say goodbye I breaks my heart to know that i couldnt change your mind, before you told me goodbye. To find out later it was just one big game to you. Our friendship really to you didnt mean a thing to you. So i sit here with tears running down my face because i wanted to be your friend. And in return you broke my heart. I keep you close in my heart because i really wnated to be your friend. I prayed that it would last forever but in my heart i know now it was never meant to be. The talks we had did they ever mean a thing? I wanted to be your friend To find out that you werent who you said you were breaks my heart. But i know i did my best to make you smile, to make you laugh even if it was just for a little while. I say goodbye w

2 B;azing Bomberz & My Friendz
im sick and have been for a few weeks now,i have a cold or sumthing i am sorry 4 not commenting n rating lately..i will get to doing it when i feel a lil better..hope none ya all are mad or anyhting cuz i havent done anything...and also for all da peepz who wished me a happy bday i really appreciate it, with my grandma mary and my dad and grandpa glenn gone it made me sad but all my fiendz and my bf david made me feel better..thiz wuz the 1st birthday without them & on top of all that, my baby niece angel ann turned a year old on my bday and me n mom n my bro never got to meet her cuz she wuz takin away from my sister katrina, well she iz pregnant again due in october but if the babyz lungz r mature on when they do the amneo thingy on sept 14th they will do a c section and baby brianna/breanna will be born so can ya all keep katrina and the baby n ur thoughtz and prayerz and hope her lungz r mature enuff to be born & that she will be ok ? and i seriously hope the family service letz

How Much I Care..
Baby you know how much I care... When you're here.. now and there... I want to always see you.. feel you.. near...Me.. loving you..kissing you..and share... My heart.. my soul.. without you.. no air... There is to breath..to keep me alive.. not fair... If I ever loose you..how could my heart bear... The pain.. the loneliness.. how dare... Could I ever live without your smile..how rare... I could find someone..to my soul..as a pair... You're on my mind.. second.. minute.. hour.. day.. month and year... Any time you think of me.. you give life... Without you.. mi vida.. cut with a knife... And maybe one day.. we perhaps join together.. forever.. and ever.. with happiness and no tear... done by christine

Love Storms
When it storms im always scared but when I have sone one beside me I dont seem to care the winds are roaring and the earth is shaking but I know the storm will soon pass and so will the time and I wont even notice when I have the one I love beside me, because love cant shake and love can roar only behind closes doors .... done by christine

Take Some Time...enjoy The Beauty!
I have just been REALLY saddened at the passing of Luciano Pavarotti. Maybe a little hard for some to understand, who "normally" don't listen to opera. I "normally", don't listen to opera either, but there are a few, that have seemed to really touch me...Pavarotti, probably the most. For someone who music touches, like it does me, it is hard to think that such a amazing talent, is gone from the world. Someone that seemed to touch everyone, regardless of musical preference. Pavarotti was one of them. Some of you have already been in to view my newest Pavarotti stashes...along with others that were previously there. And like me, when you rate stashes, you tend to zooooooooom right through them, quite often not really stopping to enjoy. Sure...I want your thumbs up...but I mostly want them, because I enjoy knowing that some have taken the time to actually listen, and the thumbs up or comment, is something you know has touched someone else, as it has you. Finding these videos th

He Always Had Time To Share
Have you ever been fortunate enough to know greatness when you are in its presence? Has an individual ever touched your very soul,being, or existance? I mean really touched you in a way that you never forget a thing that they said, a smile that they had, or the personality traits that made them utterly great. It is as if you can hear them whispering in your ear even though you know they are not here physically. You can smell them like the smell rain leaves after a storm or like the flowers you grow in your garden. You can almost reach out and hold thier hand one more time and tell them that you love them they are so close to you. I am talking about one particular person who left such an imprint on my life and changed me forever. He wanted everyone to call him Bigun,except me he wanted me to call him Stacy and I still call him by his name to this day. Stacy and I were childhood sweethearts, we did almost everything together. Our favorite thing to do was to sit and listen

Ub40-red Red Wine
Red, red wine Go to my head Make me forget that I Still need her so Red, red wine It`s up to you All I can do, I`ve done But mem`ries won`t go No, mem`ries won`t go I`d have sworn That with time Thoughts of her Would leave my head I was wrong And I find Just one thing makes me forget Red, red wine Stay close to me Don`t let me be alone It`s tearin` apart My blue, blue heart Toasting Red red wine you make me feel so fine You keep me rocking all of the time Red red wine you make me feel so grand I feel a million dollars when your just in my hand Red red wine you make me feel so sad Any time I see you go it makes me feel bad Red red wine you make me feel so fine Monkey pack him rizla pon the sweet dep line Red red wine you give me whole heap of zing Whole heap of zing mek me do me own thing Redred wine you really know how fi love Your kind of loving like a blessing from above Red red wine I love you right from the start Right from t

Poems On How I Feel
So you're standing on a ledge It looks like you might fall. So far down Or maybe you were thinking about jumping. Now you could have it all If you learned a little patience. For though I cannot fly I'm not content to crawl. So give me a little credit, Have in me a little faith. I want to be with you forever If tomorrow's not too late. But it's always too late when you've got nothing So you say. But you should never let the sun set on tomorrow Before the sun rises today. If I am, Another waste of everything you dreamed of I will let you down. If I am, Only here to watch you as you suffer I will let you down. So you're walking on the edge And you wait your turn to fall. But you're so far gone That you don't see The hands upheld to catch you. And you could find the fault In the heart that you've been handed, For though you cannot fly You're not content to crawl. So you're standing on a ledge It looks like you might fall. If I am, Another was

Love Story
I love someone, It's so true, Is it the same for you? I think of him all day long, Even though I know it's wrong, For he is with another, How jealus I am of that other, She's my best friend, and I don't want our friendship to end I don't want it to end over a boy, Even though she can annoy, I try to think he's not worth it, but if I can't have him I'll have a fit, Sometimes I want to cry, Cause he can tell a good lie, Making me want to blush and die, But he can also lift me off my feet, Just to knock me down with a simple sound, A sound of a word, Such a heartbreaking word, Yes, Yes I wil date you, Yes I will love you, Yes I will be yours, But at the same time it's a no, No he won't date me, no he won't love me, No he won't be mine, But the worst part is he has said those yes words to me, but they have never be. One's trust is developed, throughout time. When trust i smisplaced or lost your whole life shatters. You create a barrier, for your upcoming

Wanting Someone You Can't Have
Wanting Someone You Can't Have ------------------------------- i watch her with amazment as she closes her eyesand slowly bites her bottom lip, there was a part of me that just could not believe this shit brought out of this daze by the pain of her nails diggin into my back and the pleasure of her hips tightening their grip,this wasn't some kinky game, no time for chains and whips what starts with a kiss, ends with a gasp,we not in a rush so lets ease up on the gas in this moment i am her king and she is my queen, forever rockin' the thorne 'till the next morn cheerish this moment that i do with pride,it will last forever a memory that will never subcide all this without a word, but with our eyes we both confine, our lips crash together ever so soft and gently,ever so sweet and divine, and i feel so cold now, a chill runs down my spine begin to think and worry, do i deserve a beauty such as this, but the thought was eased when she calms me with just another kiss that like a

I Saw This....
..when I was visiting my mother's grave after her funeral this week. It was written on a memorial plaque and I read it and it made me feel better. 'Life is eternal and love is immortal and death is only a horizon and a horizon is nothing save the limit of our sight' just thought I'd share that with whoever reads this.

2 Choices
Alright, I'm not actively seeking romance, however should it find me I've two choices... Older man who loves me but who has money and his kids are grown and moved away and doesn't want anymore? Or Wonderful man who loves me and has to work for everything he's got but may want another kid in the future? Why are these my choices? Let's see here... For years every guy I've ever gone out with save one has leaned on my for support, emotionally and physically so in a strange way I feel it's my turn to be taken care of. Then there is the fact that I can't have children and don't want to disappoint a man who does want one. So those are my options. Opinions welcome... Yes I sound a bit shallow but at 34 I have to look out for me.

My Cousin Was Killed In Baghdad
If you read my blog or bulletin you will know the details. A friend sent this to me and I found it very fitting. Rest in peace Ryan. Come you masters of war You that build all the guns You that build the death planes You that build the big bombs You that hide behind walls You that hide behind desks I just want you to know I can see through your masks You that never done nothin' But build to destroy You play with my world Like it's your little toy You put a gun in my hand And you hide from my eyes And you turn and run farther When the fast bullets fly Like Judas of old You lie and deceive A world war can be won You want me to believe But I see through your eyes And I see through your brain Like I see through the water That runs down my drain You fasten the triggers For the others to fire Then you set back and watch When the death count gets higher You hide in your mansion As young people's blood Flows out of their bodies And is buried in the mud

Sorry You Cant Board Because Your Belly Is Showing
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070908/ap_on_fe_st/odd_skirt_squabble Airline tells woman her outfit won't fly Fri Sep 7, 10:35 PM ET A 23-year-old woman who boarded a Southwest Airlines plane in a short skirt for a flight to Arizona says she was led off the plane for wearing an outfit that was considered too skimpy. Kyla Ebbert said a Southwest employee asked her to leave her seat while the plane was preparing to leave San Diego's Lindbergh Field on July 3. Ebbert, a student who was headed to Tucson for a doctor's appointment, said Friday on NBC's "Today" show that the employee told her she would have to catch a later flight. "You're dressed inappropriately. This is a family airline. You're too provocative to fly on this plane," she quoted the employee as saying. "I said, 'What part is it? The shirt? The skirt? Which part?' And he said the whole thing." Ebbert was eventually allowed back on the plane after offering to adjust her sweater but said she was humiliat

Sunshine Within
Sunshine Within by BlueWolf © The rain came through it wasn't good I searched for comfort as best I could I looked for sunshine though it wasn't here so I tilted my head to stop my tear The pain I have I try to hide though all I need I have inside The memories of old are in my heart and I hold them dear since we're apart they come to me now and again so I'll always have sunshine within...............

Being Maniac
My soul is tired and torn My eyes are swollen and damp I can’t take no more of this But I can’t escape its wraith I’m swallowed by the night I’m deterred by the day I can’t find any comfort But it wouldn’t help anyways My heart is mashed and blended My lungs are clamped and cracked I can’t even think or breathe Without it riding my back Feeling so small in a crowded mass Masquerading with an invisible mask I can’t find peace or tranquility So I cry in complete misery Won’t anyone save me from this sadness Because I can’t live with all this madness The feeling of never having full control Is like drowning in a bottomless hole

The Catholic Church Is Behind The Nwo
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: juan Date: 10 Sep 2007, 07:19 ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: AnaConda420Date: Sep 10, 2007 7:06 AM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Mercury LobarDate: Sep 10, 2007 1:54 AMThe Mother Church Behind the New World Order..Thanks..From: D. HOOKER FOR RON PAUL 08Date: Sep 9, 2007 2:14 PMThanks Pan ManThe Smoking GunJerryIconoclasm (Shepherd Of The Lions)DarbyThe Smoking GunThe Jesuit Oath (excerpt)"I furthermore promise and declare that I will, when opportunity present, make and wage relentless war, secretly or openly, against all heretics, Protestants and Liberals, as I am directed to do, to extirpate and extermi

So Called Friends
well ,, since ive started coming to fubar* formerly known as cherrytap ive made some good friends ,, but i guess i made them at the risk of meeting some people that i didnt need to . I went outta my way to post comments and rate and add ,, and spent hours talking to certain people only to get shit on in the end ,, so i think its time for people to make choices ,, if i dont hear from enuff people to make it worth my while staying ,, ima be deleting my fubar acct . i came here to meet friends ,, i didnt come to deal with people not trusting me ,,, or listening to someone else without checking in with me about what i supposedly said ,, ,, its called respect people . IF U DONT WANNA TALK TO ME ,, THEN GROW UP AND ADMIT IT ,, IGGY SOMEONE JUST MAKES U ARROGANT AND IMMATURE. so with that being said if u still wanna talk and be cool then lets ,, if not speak the fuck up and be an adult ,, ive played games for too long with too many people and it ends today ,, so anyone thats WANTS to still b

11th Hour
The hour of reckoning draws near Judgment day is here and gone Sweetly she draws me into her arms A liquid embrace to chase the day way. Sedate Numb Deaf and Dumb Stumbling into solitude. A clouded judgment day is fueled. Take me under your black wings Mark my words and remember me. So sweetly she shucks away at my time So sweetly she draws me nigh Closer and closer towards never ending sleep Spin the bottle Kiss only the bottle. The dark mistress of many, beholden to none Slips a ring of needles around your arm in an engagement Eternal engagement Never consummated. Take me under your black wings Mark my words and remember me. Destroyer of senses. So take as needed for the pain Another gray morning dawns across an ashen sky. My sweet demoness beckons me Ever again and again and again and again. The dark mistress of many, beholden to none My sweet demoness beckons me Ever again and again and again and again and again. Take me under your black wings. Jacked u

Why Women Are Crabby
We started to "bud" in our blouses at 9 or 10 years old only to find that anything that came in contact with those tender, blooming buds hurt so bad it brought us to tears. So came the ridiculously uncomfortable training bra contraption that the boys in school would snap until we had calluses on our backs. Next, we get our periods in our early to mid-teens (or sooner). Along with those budding boobs, we bloated, we cramped, we got the hormone crankies, had to wear little mattresses between our legs or insert tubular, packed cotton rods in places we didn't even know we had. Our next little rite of passage (premarital or not) was having sex for the first time which was about as much fun as having a ramrod push your uterus through your nostrils (IF he did it right and didn't end up with his little cart before his horse), leaving us to wonder what all the fuss was about. Then it' was off to Motherhood where we learned to live on dry crackers and water for a few mont

I Am Just Thinking
This is what I would look down and see if she was licking the cheeto crumbs off my dick and getting ready to wash it down with some ranch dressing. I could be wrong, but thats pretty rare. I know some people have missed these so I have decided to do a few. Isn't she a cutie? I could look down at her all night long and eat Cheetos!!!

Pissy!
SexyBeyotc...: it ain't my fault ur ugly bitch, u just can't handle true! ok first off im not ugly......and im not a 1......that account is a fake im sure of it!!!! and if it isnt hes a piss poor homosexual BECAUSE most of the men that i know wouldnt publicly display that bullshit on there page gay is not wrong its a lifestyle that one chooses so you shouldnt make a mokery out of it!!! your a UGLY ASSHOLE!!!!

In Memory Of.. A Moment Of Silence....
As we all know 9-11-07 marks the 6th yr Anniversary of the darkest day in our Nation's History. As we continue to live our lives we must take a moment and remember those lives that were changed forever, the families that received that dreadful phone call, or that unwelcome knock on their door with news of grief and sorrow. Remember the men and woman that gave their very lives so that another may live, and remember our troops that are still not home because they are still fighting for that little thing we call Freedom & Honor. Remember those that fought in this God forsaken war, and were blessed to return home to loved ones, but most of all remember those that fought and sacrificed so much, including their very lives. So take a moment, give a smile to a stranger, hold the door open for another person, say a kind word, be courteous & respectful to one another. But above all say "Thank You" to the Police Officer that passes you in a store, to the Firefighter for just doing what he does

Inspired By Jamie
Some crave it Some love it Some hate it Some need it Others abuse it Others use it Others are obsessive to a point Some aren't It's a word that can mean so much It's a word that can mean so little It's a word some don't understand It's a word that some simply dismiss ...Love... It's just a four letter word But some people fear it so much It's nothing to be scared of But others aren't sure It's simply ...Love...

I Could Make Yet Another Memorial
just as every one else seems to be doing. Instead, I'll close my eyes, and remember what I was doing on that day....I'll look at my family, and be thankful for each breath my children take, I'll look at my husband, in his DCU's and be thankful that I have a man who truly values our freedom, and will do everything in his power to fight and protect it. I will send up a prayer for the families that lost someone that day, and I will send up another for the families that have lost their soldiers since that day. And another to keep my Husband and every man and woman who wears the Flag on their arm safe. And one final prayer tonight, that such a tragedy should never again befall any country. Because a terrorist attack is an attack of cowardice, and nothing hurts more than being struck low by someone too fearful to stand proud. We will prevail, it is the way of Freedom. And it's nice to know...that they know, we're out to kick ass.

Bloomberg Tries To Move The City Beyond 9/11 Grief
September 11, 2007 Bloomberg Tries to Move the City Beyond 9/11 Grief By DIANE CARDWELL The planning in New York City for today’s commemoration of the 2001 terror attack had become a seemingly familiar standoff. On one side was a vocal core of victims’ relatives threatening to hold their own event because the ceremony would, for the first time, take place not at ground zero but across the street, at Zuccotti Park. On the other, Mayor Michael R. Bloomberg, accused by the relatives of insensitivity, was holding firm that it was unsafe to allow mourners at what was now an active construction site. The mayor and the families agreed to a compromise: the ceremony would be held at the park but relatives would still be allowed to descend to the pit where their loved ones perished. When he took over as mayor in 2002, Mr. Bloomberg threw himself into fixing the many pressing problems wrought by the terror attack: shoring up the security of a city suddenly at the center of a bull’s-e

For You
"Owner Of A Lonely Heart" Move yourself, you always lived your life Never thinking of the future Prove yourself, you are the move you make Take a chance, win or loser See yourself, you are the steps you take You and you - and that's the only way Shake - shake yourself, you're every move you make So the story goes Owner of a lonely heart Owner of a lonely heart much better than a Owner of a broken heart Owner of a lonely heart Say - you don't want to chance it You've been hurt so before Watch it now The eagle in the sky How he dancin' one and only You - lose yourself No not for pity's sake There's no real reason to be lonely Be yourself Give your free will a chance You've got to want to succeed Owner of a lonely heart Owner of a lonely heart (Much better than a) Owner of a broken heart Owner of a lonely heart Owner of a lonely heart After my own indecision they confused me so My love said never question your will at all In the end you've got to

Im Still Not Able To Be Here
AS SOON AS I CAN WHEN I COME BACK, I WILL GIVE OUT THE BLASTS THAT ARE OWED TO THOSE THAT WERE IN THE CONTESTS AND RECONNECT WITH ALL MY FRIENDS.. AS OF YESTERDAY I HAD TO PAWN MY COMPUTER TO HELP KEEP OUR LIGHTS TURNED ON..... MUCH LOVE TO ALL DONNA

For My Best Friend..................
I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU AND WILL MISS YOU WHEN YOU MOVE TO FLORIDA. I KNOW THIS IS SOMETHING YOU HAVE TO DO, AND I AM GLAD YOU DECIDED THIS ON YOUR OWN. WHEN I FIRST MET YOU, YOU WERE NOT EVEN SURE IF YOU WOULD EVER MEET THE RIGHT MAN. THEN, RICHARD CAME ALONG AND ALL OF THAT CHANGED. WE HAVE BOTH BEEN THROUGH MANY HARDSHIPS SINCE WE'VE KNOWN EACH OTHER, BUT WE'VE ALWAYS MANAGED TO STICK BY EACH OTHER'S SIDES THROUGH IT ALL. I HELPED YOU WHEN YOU WERE AT YOUR LOWEST AND YOU'VE DONE THE SAME WITH ME...I TRULY LOVE YOU FOR THAT AND YOU'VE BEEN A GODSEND TO ME, RAE...........YOU WILL DEEPLY BE MISSED, BUT THIS IS NOT GOODBYE......THIS IS "DAMMIT, I CAN'T GET A PLANE TICKET YET, BUT I WILL"............YOU WILL ALWAYS REMAIN IN MY HEART AND WE WILL NEVER LOSE TOUCH. RICHARD IS A WONDERFUL MAN AND HE WILL BE THE BEST THING THAT HAS EVER HAPPENED TO YOU, SINCE ME. :P BUT IF THINGS SHOULD NOT WORK OUT, YOU CAN ALWAYS COME HOME.............REMEMBER THAT OK? NOW BEFORE I STA

Is This Love?
What, exactly, Is love? How can you tell, For sure, When you're in love? Is it the pounding of your heart When you see them? Is it the butterflies Flitting around inside you When you look into their eyes? Is those times When you lie awake in bed at night Unable to think of anything But them? Is it the sheer joy That you feel When they wind their arms 'round you? The fireworks behind your eye lids When they kiss you? Is it the sound of their voice As they tell you "I love you"? What, exactly, Is love? And how can you tell, For sure, When you're in love? I can't say anything else than Your heart will tell you. You'll know it's right Because when you're in love, Your joy is as great As the night sky, Clear and strewn with stars.

Looking Out Into The Night Sky
Looking out into the night sky remembering the pain of that day 6 years ago. looking out into the night sky remembering the heros that lost there lives that day 6 years ago. We will never forget. Looking out into the night sky remembering the loved ones left behind. Looking back into that night sky 6 years ago today the silence in the sky the smoke that filled the sky. A very sad day for us all. looking out into the night sky remembering the tears that fell that day 6 years ago and the ones that still fall today. A child's tears will tell it all. Always wondering where mommy is why didnt daddy come. Looking into the night sky 6 years ago today the pain is still strong. Haunting us from the terror that struck our nation 6 years ago today. Looking back i remember do you. Let's not forget the fallen heros who lost there lives that day 6 years ago. Looking out into the night sky lets take a moment of silence let's not ever forget that day sept.11 2001. Loo

Why?
fuck this planet,fuck you all, When does this bullshit end?Our lives go round in circles and we don't know who we are.why do we love, or hate or live ?Why do we die?Do we choose when we die,or is it just our bodies following the patterns of eternity?Do we have past lives or do we live and relive the same life over and over?Do we only get one life?Pain is the only thing that seems tangible right now,andI don't want to cut,I stopped a long time ago. I don't know what to choose part of me wants to keep going and see where life takes me and part of me wants to cash the chips in and just lose it,I may go back to my self-destruction but then again I could exert self-control.I just want to feel whole again,I'm only half a person,half a soul.I have nothing,I had everything,and I lost him and I hope he comes back,I feel lost even though I know I can go on.I still would like to be the one by his side.In the end I want to be the one he coes home to. Raksha Soulraven ©2007

Orange Baked Chicken With Rice
Flavorful chicken with rice, orange peel and juice, and ginger. INGREDIENTS: * 1 can cream of mushroom soup, undiluted * 1 cup chicken broth * 1 cup instant rice * 1/4 teaspoon salt, or to taste * 2 tablespoons butter or margarine * 2 whole frying chickens * 2 tablespoons grated orange rind * 1/4 cup orange juice * 1/2 cup light corn syrup * 1/4 teaspoon ginger * salt, to taste PREPARATION: Combine mushroom soup, broth, rice, salt and butter or margarine in a saucepan; cover and cook according to rice directions. Fill cavities of halved fryers with rice mixture; place fryers, breast side up, in an 8 x 11-inch.Place remaining rice mixture around the chicken. Bake at 375° for 1 hour and 30 minutes, or until chicken is cooked. Combine orange peel, juice, corn syrup, ginger and salt; brush on chicken. Cook for an additional 15 minutes. Baked chicken recipe serves 6 to 8.

Dead On Fortune Cookie
I got a little bit of Chinese for lunch and my fortune cookie said "Adversity is the test for strong men". Tell me that isn't dead on for me. I'm not able to do the things I do because of physical gifts, its the indomitable will that my parents installed in me since birth.

Great Sex Survey
GREAT SEX SURVEY Name: Jess Age: 28 Current Location: Lasalle, IL Eye/Hair Color: brown Height: 5'5" Ethnicity: white Sexual Orientation: bi Size of penis/breast: they are fucking huge WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?: Age: between 25 and 35 Eye/Hair:doesnt matter Ethnicity: not too picky Body Type: don't care Whats your favorite part of a guy’s/gal’s body?: eyes EASY QUESTIONS: What kind of underwear R U Wearing? boy shorts Have you ever given/received a lap dance? yes Ever watch a porno? who hasnt? Ever made someone think you were gonna have sex but didn’t? yes Are you into ass smacking?yes but not to hard Are you a Virgin?: NO When did you lose it? 17 How was your first time? it was in the football stadium, what do you think If you had a choice would you have stayed a virgin longer? no Are you an easy “O” or hard “O”? depends Ever meet someone off the internet for sex? no How many dates does it take to get into your pants? a few Do you l

9/11
Everyone knows what tomorrow is.. It's been 6 years since the September 11th attack that brought America to its knees. Although It shook Our Nation, It can never be broken. We stand united & firmly on our beliefs! Here it is 6 years later and we have still refused to give up on the mission to protect our country from terror! I still to this day keep all the families in my thoughts and prayers. Some of you may protest the war and thats fine, You have that right, but millions of soldiers risk there lifes daily to protect your butt so you can protest at his brothers funeral. Really stop to think, Someone you dont know from adam shows up and one of your loved ones funerals prostesting the cause for which they died. you'd not approve right? so why is it that none of these protesters see that the military is a family, they are all brothers and sisters they band together to fight so you dont have to. show some respect! Many of you dont like the president, thats also fine, another one of your

Hart Ack
waht do u do when u have not much to fight for and u see your self being a loser u have a huge hart with a huge hole in it and every time u find love it gets riped out all over agen do u try to pick up and move on even thow every thing in u tell u to fight or just give up all together is it wrong of some one to fight for some one they love even thow her hart belong to another

If There Were No
love, who would you be able to turn to? If there were no hate, the world would be a boring place. If there were no sorrow, then obviously love never existed. All these things are an addition to what we really need, But if there were no you, I don't think there would be me. done by christine .

And Dont Lie!!...lol
This is fun to do. Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. When you are done, send it back to the person that sent it to you and your other friends. Title your email "My fine is $........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40 Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know -- $0.10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $15 Ever drive drunk -- $20 Ever g

I Am Going To Be In A Contest
I am going to be in a contest and i am looking for help this is my first contest the contest is supposed to be at 10est on this Sunday your help would be appreciated.....i will post another blog when i get the link thanks

Games
Do anybody know why so many people are playin so many GAMES on this FUBAR. I got on so I could catch up with old friends & maybe meet new ones. But this SHIT is crazy, I'm a GAMER. I play PS3 & XBOX, THATs IT! Some people on here are stright trippin, on some other shit. I'm a laid back guy, who likes to go out every now & then & have a drink. All this other shit is CRAZY. I don't no whats worst, Yahoo 360 or Myspace. Now I got on here & WOW just WOW. Maybe some of these people need to STEP AWAY FROM THE COMPUTER! NO drama & GAMES HERE! DAMN, can we just grow up & stop wit the GAMES....... (send me comments or replys)

Open Apology
Hey folks, I know I haven't been as responsive as I normally would be or, in fact, should be and for that I apologize. My schedule at work has been turned inside out and I'm dealing with some changes there that have me jumping thru some flaming hoops for the next couple of weeks. Be patient with me, and I'll get back to all of you just as soon as I can. Thanks :D

Stuff
Today is one of those days where I'm not sure if I should cry or laugh. First off, I've lost 10 pounds which is great cause next summer I'll be wearing a bikini at 35 and lookin' HOT! lol Then there is my friend who has a best friend who hates me so now my friend isn't speaking to me which is a bunch of drama that needs to stop NOW!!!!! I could not meditate to save my life but I was able to do rewrites on the book I've been writing for years. Maybe I couldn't meditate was because I was being pushed to write. My fears of 9/11 were not fears of that at all, it was an inner fear of something I knew was happening and didn't want to admit too... I've known for a while a friend was moving out of state but I hoped like hell he wouldn't. His moving leaves me left to mourn a mutual friends death alone on each anniversary of his death... I found out today he's leaving for Florida the first week in October. I'm it, I'm the last of us to stay here... I wont lie, I'm going to feel

How Funny Is Life Sometimes?
Isn't it funny how life throws you curveballs? FOr example have you ever known someone exsisted but just thought *yeah no we wont like eachother* and avoided them? I did that for the better part of 3 years eventhough said person is a friend of several of my family members. Then something utterly stupid and quite frankly childish kinda threw us together recently. I almost want to kick myself for being bullheaded for so long. She is really not so bad (yeah i just cant give a straight compliment sorry lol)and actually interesting to converse with. You know who you are and damned if you didnt get me to blog something other than jokes grrr!LOL anyways so ,other things in life... lets see. I'm currently planning a hawaiian birthday party for my youngest child. She will be 9 but for some reason am finding it difficult to find hawaiian desserts (other than smoothies & pineapple upside down cake) to add to the party. Anyone know any??? Things at home are status quo for those of you who k

Revelations
its odd what triggers thoughts. time events or just a random memory. i just had one of those triggers. I know now why i have such an issue with pleasing myself. my self esteem issue. I cant pleasure myself because I am the only one who will. Backwards yes but my thoughts not yours. I never had any one in school. no friends certinly no boyfriends. all i had was my creepy troll uncle who liked to dittle my sisters and i. oh and the extra added bonus of taking pictures of us while it happened so im sure some where there are some great kiddy porn out there with us in it. we had to touch ourselves for him. and touch him. that was our only experience with that. and because of it, one of my sisters and i suffered with terrible self image and im sure the 3rd sister isnt much better. the reason why i havent been sleepin lately is just this, i had repressed it. this is my issue with not being shown love and affection. because if i cant pick who showes me love he will. or did rat

My Merlin Is Back!
He's back and I'm happy but I still hate speeders who race down little side streets...use the fucking highway...morons... ************** The idiot twit from downstairs seems to think that my missing cat was run over "a while ago". He's only been missing for 4 days now, and I hope like hell she's not right. But if she is I'm going to start pitching fucking bricks trough the windows of *any* speeding drivers on this tiny one way side street. I hate idiots who can't control their cars. Its not like its hard to avoid a cat, I've done it tons of times.

Feds Step Up Actions In Brown Case
Feds Feds Step Up Actions In Brown Case Supporters arrested, irresponsible advice leads to escalation Steve Watson Infowars.net Thursday, Sept 13, 2007 Authorities identified Danny Riley during his activities at the recent 9/11 truth events in New York and reportedly waited until he had left the main groups of protesters before following him and arresting him. http://www.infowars .net/articles/ september2007/ 130907Browns. htm Step Up Actions In Brown Case

Anniversary
versaryRick was in trouble. He forgot his wedding anniversary and his wife was really angry. She told him tomorrow morning, I expect to find a gift in the driveway that goes from 0 to 200 in less than 6 seconds AND IT BETTER BE THERE!!" The next morning Rick got up early and left for work. When his wife woke up she looked out the window and sure enough there was a box gift-wrapped in the middle of the driveway... Confused, the wife put on her robe and ran out to the driveway, and brought the box back in the house. She opened it and found a brand new bathroom scale. Rick has been missing since Friday. Please pray for him.

Love Be...........
Love be forgotten; But love is my strength. Love be mistaken; But love is my length. Love be a heartache; My soul makes me weak. Love is a temple at which I feel meek. Love be so awkward; But love is my shield. Love be my outlook; But time is concealed. Love be my fortress; But love is my soul. Love, make me love you. For love.....Love is Bold.

Nasty C$#@ In Rankin County
Naw,this ain't safe for work but I will tell ya this.If i see this girl,my lovely white Monte Carlo SS IS fully insured and I WILL back it up in her mac truck ass if I get one more phone call from a stranger,after she's posted my home phone on a NASTY website.Everybody knows me and my car and they know I would never mess with anybody's life UNLESS they pushed me into it.Well,the cunt has pushed and the law has himhawed,MY TURN! I'll get my satisfaction and folks standing in line to get me outta jail.It would be worth it to see the look on her face when she realizes,if that's possible in that 2nd grade head of hers,that you don't push ME!YOU DON"T DEFAME ME AND YOU CERTAINLY DO NOT,MESS WITH MY FAMILY>I can and will help her lose hers.She's a rotten mother anyway!She's too stupid to see she has what lots of other want and can't have .ungrateful HO!U KNOW WHO U B! You know where I work-come get some if U think you can.

11 For 12
i will say already that i don't care about my typos or grammer. i'm just that tired and sore now. no that isn't betting odds. it's the starting call for carnies it means show up at 11 so we can open at 12. i remember how i hated working the carny today. just think of it this way. i'm a way underpaid babysitter for teens, can you do that for $250 a week. wish it were at least per kid lol. i hope now that you know that carnies don't get paid much that you would treat them just a bit better. at least the non-teaker ones lol. they have me on a baby ride this time, or that's what i call it. would you believe on this so called baby ride i was still able to take a wrist band off a kid. for those that don't know, the wrist bands are so kids can ride on any amount of rides with only paying one price, way cheaper in the long run. just to make myself clear so you don't call me a meanie for breaking little kids hearts and all that crap. i took the wrist band from a teen. yea a damn teen tha

Swearing In The Office
Dear Employees It has been brought to management's attention that some individuals throughout the company have been using foul language during the course of normal conversation with their colleagues. Due to complaints received from some employees, who may be easily offended, this type of language will no longer be tolerated. We do, however, realise the critical importance of being able to accurately express your feelings when communicating with colleagues. Therefore, a list of New and Innovative "TRY SAYING" phrases have been provided so that proper exchange of ideas and information can continue in an effective manner. 1. Try Saying: I think you could do with more training Instead Of: You don't have a f***ing clue, do you? 2. Try Saying: She's an aggressive go-getter. Instead Of: She's a f***ing power-crazy b*tch 3. Try Saying: Perhaps I can work late Instead Of: And when the f*** do you expect me to do this? 4. Try Saying: I'm certain that isn't feasibl

G'morning.
How is everyone this fine morning? I personally can't stop sneezing, but that's how I am in the morning, so as you can probably imagine drinking my coffee right now is turning into an Olympic event. hahahaha! How are you guys? :D

Journey
This cold and lonely road I know I must walk it alone There's not another soul in sight I wish I had wings so I could just take flight Peer over the trees and past the trail Reach the sun and let my heart set sail. {By Italian Diamond} 9-14-07 This picture sparked in my mind the poem you just read.

Sexstory: A Story In Collaboration & In Progress
Monday morning and I'm walking down the hall toward my office. I'm an accountant at a local medical center and it's usually quite busy on Mondays, as it is most days. The weird thing is that as I pass by several open office doors, almost every woman looks up at me, smiles, and says, "Good morning, Anthony!" This may not sound odd to most of you, but trust me, it is! Many of the women I work with are drop dead gorgeous and never seemed to notice I existed before today. One of the reasons I enjoy my job at the hospital so much is that ninety percent of the people I worked with were female. In fact, I'm surprised many of them even knew my first name! It’s usually “Hey, how’re you doing?” when the women see me which you can read as “You’re really not important enough to remember your name”. So, you see, I'm thoroughly confused at all this attention as I make my way toward my office. It's not that I'm devastatingly ugly or anything, don't get me wrong. I'm in no way disgusting, but

Solar System
Solar System Sun diameter: 1 392 700 km temperature at the center: 15 000 000 ° Celsius temperature at surface: 5800 ° Celsius time for one rotation: at the equator about 25 days proper motion: with about 20 km/sec. in direction to constellation Herkules -------------------------------------------------- Mercury diameter: 4840 km distance of orbit from Sun (average): 57 900 000 km time for one turn around the Sun: 88 days time for one rotation: 59 days surface temperature: -200 to +350 ° Celsius -------------------------------------------------- Venus diameter: 12 200 km distance of orbit from Sun (average): 108 000 000 km time for one turn around the Sun: 225 days time for one rotation: 243 days surface temperature: about 460 ° Celsius ------------------------------------------------- Earth diameter: 12 757 km distance of orbit from Sun (average):

Eternal Love
Show me how it feels to be loved A feeling so deep that every thing's above Sing to me your angelic sweet melody And take away the breath that I do not need Look into my eyes, Deep down to my soul Then bite my neck so I'll never grow old Dance through the sky all through the night Hiding in darkness, way out of sight Fly back to the tower and to the seventh floor No one knows what's hiding behind the door Run for the cave when the moon starts to fall And again wait for the dark to conquer it all Rising again when the sun finally sinks We realize now why our love is so deep Giving the meaning to "The Living Dead" We walk among you as you rest your head Quenching our thirst we blood as we need Living forever as our souls bleed

Rolemodel
Everyday is the same To hate this person she loves to blaime Never will she bother to admit it But the hate turns to fame For she cannot live her life without For she wants to be just like Her rolemodel is the one she tortures To want, to need that life Though sorry to say She shall never succeed For this model of hers has her own And she does not But in her mind her life is a beautiful fantasy And to no extent continues her lies Wanting and needing her model She will never be able to have her So now she must terrorize those around her one and true 'tis a true shame...........

Im So Sick Of Fakers & Liars
WHY THE HELL do people have to be fake on here.....is ur life that fkn boring?...are u that fkn sick in the head.... #1. You ppl with fake pics claiming you are them...get a MF life #2. DRAMA KINGS AND QUEENS who make shit up about their lives to seem more interesting or to get sympathy...give me a gaoddamned break....DIE! #3. This is the worst type of loser...the ones who come up with tragedies and these demented fux go as far as to use murders, accidents, and deaths....ARGGHHHHHHHH

Screaming Lullabies
I turn the radio up to drown out the noise, Because I can't hear the quiet. Cannot hear the trees chattering sweet secrets in the wind, The symphony of crickets playing softly, The gentle caress of nature's tender song, Over the cries of the siren. So I turn my radio up. Sing to me, sing me a lullaby. Whisper lies in my ear, Wrap me up in an electric blanket, And sing me to sleep. Sing loud, sing long. Sing to keep out the thunder. Sing for the unspoken voices. For when the melodies stop, The world shrieks again. I turn my radio up to drown out the noise, Because I hear nothing. Cannot hear the thoughts inside my head. The voice of you calling to me, The sound of my own voice screaming, screeching to be heard Above the ringing in my ears. So I turn my radio up. Sing to me, sing me a lullaby. Whisper lies into my ear. Wrap me up in an electric blanket, And sing me to sleep. Sing loud, sing long. Sing to keep out the thunder. Sing for the unspoken voi

Music Lovers Stop Here!
Okay, maybe everyone has always known about this site, but I tend to be a slow learner. I LOVE this site to listen to when I'm online, it doesn't matter wHAT I'm in the mood for I can find it here! http://bluebeat.com/ Just give it a try! Moon

The Best Advice I Can Ever Give To Any Guy!!! Read And Learn Fellas
IF YOU'RE A GUY READ THIS NOW!!! it'll save you (I promise) I had this page up before and received a lot of messages from guys who wanted me to put it back up and re post the link again, so here it is again guys, by popular demand! I love you guys (I know it's like a book, but I try to write content with value, because I know what it's like to read boring and useless information) hope this helps you. So here's some free advice for you guys who want to know the TRUTH about getting a girl's attention on myspace, dating sites, the real world, where ever. (I want you to know that in this section I talk about what I've observed about guys on myspace and in real life, and I want to apologize beforehand if any of it seems rude at all "it's not meant to be" I know that these examples don't pertain to all guys I'm just generalizing, so don't take offense) I've noticed that about 98% of the guys out there are either too nice, too arrogant, too complimentive, too perverted, too insecure, or

Baked Mini Meat Loaves
This is a great meal to serve for your whole family. Let your kids eat their own personal mini meat loaf. Ingredients 3/4 lb. ground beef or 1/4 lb. lean ground pork 1/2 lb. lean ground beef 3/4 C. uncooked oatmeal 1/4 onion, grated 1/4 tsp. salt 1/8 tsp. pepper Directions Mix all ingredients together. Form into 4 loaves about 2 inches high. Place in large ungreased baking pan. Bake at 375 degrees until brown and cooked through, about 25 to 30 minutes. Pour fat from pan before serving. Makes 4 servings.

Bacon Ranch Pasta Salad
Ingredients 2 C. uncooked shell pasta 4-5 peeled baby carrots or 1 large regular carrot, shredded 1 C. frozen peas, thawed 3/4 C. mayonnaise, more if desired but NOT miracle whip 1 1 oz. packet Hidden Valley Ranch dressing mix or 1/2 of a .4 oz. package of the buttermilk version 1/4 C. bacon bits (I use Hormel REAL bacon bits or pieces) 1/2 tsp. onion powder Directions In large bowl, mix mayo, dressing mix, bacon bits, shredded carrots and onion powder. Chill this mixture while you continue making the rest of the salad. Cook pasta al dente, drain and cool. Fold in pasta carefully. Gently fold in peas last. Chill for several hours and serve chilled or at room temperature. Refresh salad if needed with a tiny bit of mayo, but it usually doesn't need it. Garnish top with more bacon bits pieces. You can never have too much bacon.

What's My Name Lyrics
This is the fuckin shit I be talkin about Half rappin' ass mothafuckers You think it's a game? You think it's a fuckin GAME? Come on, uh, uh, uh Come on, uh, uh… What'cha really want What'cha really want, what D-M-X, uh, uh… Come on, Ryde or die Ay yo, ay yo, ay yo What's my name? DMX and I be the best You see the rest they lookin like they need a rest One more time, I'mma spit at you some shit That's gon get at you be fuckin with your mind, stop talkin shit Cuz you out there runnin' your mouth And really don't know who you fuckin with Here we go again How many times do I have to tell you rap niggas? I have no friends you still actin up Runnin around here like some brand new pussy that's about to get fucked The game don't stop, I'm still gettin down for whatever Whenever that's why my shit is hot, can't keep it real Now, some of us do but most of us don't that's just how a nigga feel I shed blood, for my people that'll keep you lookin see-t

September 17, 2007
You can tell that you need to exert a bit more influence over the current situation at home or at work, or things might progress beyond your ability to cope effectively. You've got definite ideas about how to proceed.

Random Thought
I hate my ex.. Iwanna movbe to Hell, Michigan and be mayor. Just so next time he tells me to go to hell for *GASP!* making him follow court orders I can say "GO? Ive been there done that & run it now bitch" bwahah! Ok no really my thought for the day is me + 3 cups of cappuchino= comic relief for all Whee! I'm a bit hyper.. hit me up if you wanna chat I will be her epretty mcuh all day MWAH!

Ending Starvation Diets
recently as I was at the Y to teach a healthy living class, one of the new attendees got my attention. I teach balanced nutrition, exercise, meditation/yoga and spirituality weekly. The people I usually work with in this class have some health issues usually associated with injuries that prevent regular exercise activity or people whose eating and activity are out of balance. Today though, I had a frantic woman asking so many questions that it triggered my counselling reflex and I asked her to meet with myself and the female trainer. Now, here was a woman in tears, sobbing uncontrolably, waving sheets of paper around and explaining she had to lose ten more pounds today or her boyfriend was going to dump her. As she calmed down, she explained her boyfriend only dated people who had 5% or less body fat and he had given her two weeks to get to that point. and she was about to fail him. I don't know about you, but I really get ticked about that. First of all, we explained to her that

If You Remember Your Heart
hard times fall before us,sometimes like a mountain we must climb,and at times it seems so hard,...but when we are on top again we remember how we got there once again,If you remember your heart and who is there and don't forget,even if your heart is to remember that one specail friend and that keeps you smiling,...you have the strength to keep going,that is what it is to remember your heart.

Who's Your Daddy?
The following are all replies that Dallas TX women have written on Child Support Agency forms in the section for listing "father's details" ... or putting it another way ... "Who's yor Daddy?". These are genuine excerpts from the forms. (Number 11 takes 1st prize! #3 is runner up and number 5 gives new meaning to people from Virginia.) 1. Regarding the identity of the father of my twins, child A was fathered by Jim Munson. I am unsure as to the identity of the father of child B, but I believe that he was conceived on the same night. 2. I am unsure, as to the identity of the father of my child as I was being sick out of a window when taken unexpectedly from behind. I can provide you with a list of names of men that I think were at the party if this helps. 3. I do not know the name of the father of my little girl. She was conceived at a party at 3600 Grand Avenue where I had unprotected sex with a man I met that night. I do remember t

Watch Mel Gibson, Michael Douglas, Renee
Watch Mel Gibson, Michael Douglas, Renee Zellweger, Kevin Spacey, Winona Ryder, Ed Norton, Whoopi Goldberg, Ming Na, Benicio Del Toro and Kathy Bates state their Declaration of Independence. Watch the video their homepage at: HYPERLINK "http://www.VoteRonPaul.com" http://www.VoteRonPaul.com In Liberty, -VoteRonPaul.com Restore The Republic, 4 E. Ogden Ave #125, Westmont, Illinois 60559

Re: Please Add My Friend Warren Cuccurullo (he Was Hacked!)
RE: Please add my friend Warren Cuccurullo (he was hacked!) ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Dr. Dot Date: 17 Sep 2007, 19:12 http://www.myspace.com/warrencuccurullo Click ^Warren's whole account was deleted by a hacker because he clicked on a group invite called "Help the 911 victims" or something similar..Anyways, Warren ROCKS and I would be grateful if you added him.xps. Going under the knife (tonsils!) in 8 hours, so cross fingers. If I die, please attend my Rock and Roll karaoke style funeral. ( See Ginger Snaps & Fet for details.). Well, you never know!:) OJ Simpson ^ "Opps I did it again"

My Friends
well first blog on fub . . woot! i was just thinking about life and events as of late and wanted to kinda give a shoutout to someone. my friend jen! shes is a lot of my pics with me cause she is pretty much my sister. we dont do much without the other one there. she is pretty much my other half. she has helped me with soooo much in the past year that im not sure i would be here physically and mentally without her. she is what a true friend really is and i dont think i thank her enough so jen, here's a blog to you sweetie!

University Of Florida Student Tasered At Kerry Forum
http://youtube.com/watch?v=6bVa6jn4rpE Please call to express your concerns about this horrific incident: University of Florida Police Department: (352) 329-1111 University of Florida main switchboard: (352) 392-3261 University of Florida Police Department's Dispatch Center: (352) 392-1111 available 24-hours daily. Forward this to everyone you know. Restore The Republic, 4 E. Ogden Ave #125, Westmont, Illinois 60559 The video link below will disgust you. A student asks questions then is dragged away and tasered. This is the end of our great republic unless we take a stand and do something about it. After watching the video call the university and demand the firing of the officers who acted brutally to crush the passion and voice of this student. Copy and paste this link below: http://youtube.com/watch?v=iqAVvlyVbag Even though you mayor may not agree with the student's question he should not have been treated in such a way. Pl

Facebook Message
I received this message on my facebook account from a guy that I do not know. He puts me down thru the whole thing and what I can't understand is the purpose of the message. Further more what are they teaching kids in school these days? And where are the manners that this guys parents should have taught him? I am sure he will respond to my reply, I am going to have so much fun with guy, he is going to be spitting teeth before I am done with him....hehe Here is the message he sent: Billy Bob 6:31pm September 17th Report Message JESUS AGE CHRIST YOU ARE A WHOOOOOOOOOLE LOT OF WOMAN I MEAN HOLY FUCK, DON'T TELL ME YOU ARE SITTING IN A CHAIR BECAUSE IF YOU ARE THAT IS TOUGH MOTHER FUCKING CHAIR HOLY FUCKING GOD YOU ARE ONE FAT MOTHER FUCKING OVEREATING NOT KNOWING HOW TO PUT THE FORK DOWN MOTHER FUCKER, NOW GO BREAST FEED A COW THEN EAT IT RAW YOU FAT FUCK And this is my reply: You took the time to look at my profile and this is the best that you can come up with? Come on

I Miss You
I miss you my son, but know this was for the best. I will always love you and I will always care. No matter where life will lead you know that i did my best for you. I raised you the best i knew how, maybe i tried to hard so you wouldn't make the same mistakes i made, maybe i didnt try hard enough. I miss you and i will always be there for you. Although i may never see you again my son my love will never change. The memories will be treasured forever. Although i can not hold you like i use to i will hug you in my dreams. I love you my son and I miss you so much it breaks my heart that i cant be there. In my heart you will always be. I miss you my son.

Lust
Lust (Unknown) Lust is what I speak tonight, Lust is what I see tonight, Lust is what I feel tonight, And I Lust You. Show me your Body inside out… no clothes on, no holds barred… bit by bit, part by part, give me your smells, and your sweat… give me what all you have every naked bit of yours, I want to see All of yours. feel my hands feel my legs feel my torso my body begs… Come in me and make me wet juices flowing… feel the heat… together, we’ll make ‘us’ meet. If Lust be sin, So be it… For I am a Woman, And you a Man. How can I love you and not lust you? For Me, Love and Lust, go hand in hand… for I am a Woman and you are a Man.

Victoria's Secret
A Visit to Victoria's Secret by Charles Chaim Wax I made a left and pulled into a large New Jersey Mall parking lot my sister and Nancy hopped out racing into Victoria’s Secret store packed I noticed a small carpeted section motioned to my sister sat down watching women examine racks and racks of skimpy panties, silk slips, push-up bras et cetera, et cetera also four Transvestites well, we all want happiness I said to myself no harm in a few accouterments to help in such a valiant effort. Suddenly my sister appeared holding a white silk bra connected with several strips of more white silk to a pair of white silk panties. Nancy’s husband fooled around here today to lure him back gave my sister ideas, fears her dear husband Howard might do the same so in this place to make sure he stayed home. “Very provocative, ” I declared. “Howard just loved Ellen Barkin wearing this in The Big Easy.” “He loves you only lusts after h

11 Year Old Tasered Twice At School(video)
11 YEAR OLD TASERED TWICE AT SCHOOL(video) Body: *REPOST THIS BULLETIN*(to repost hit reply then copy and paste) ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Third Estate, Second Estate. No, United...States Date: Sep 17, 2007 9:00 PM Wait one freaking minute. Tasers can kill people with heart conditions......and you are telling me POLICE CAN'T HANDLE A SIXTH GRADER?????????????? ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Jerry Date: Sep 17, 2007 11:50 PM

Indian Fry Bread
This is a fantastic and very simple way of making Indian bread. Ingredients 2 qt. peanut oil 3 C. flour (all-purpose) sifted 1 Tbs. baking powder 1 C. warm water Directions Combine flour, baking powder in large mixing bowl, add warm water in small amounts and knead dough until soft but not sticky. (Sometimes more flour or water will be needed). Cover bowl and let stand for about 15 minutes. Pull of large egg-sized balls of dough and roll out into rounds about 1/4 inch thick. Punch hole in center of each round, piercing several times with fork to allow dough to puff. In heavy skillet fry rounds in peanut oil until bubbles appear on dough. Turn over and fry on the other side until golden brown. Top with your favorite toppings. Serving Size 8

Spaghetti And Meatballs
Ingredients For the meatballs: 1 1/2 C. (375 ml) soft bread cubes from sliced white bread (about 2 to 3 slices, including crusts) 1 egg 1/3 C. (80 ml) milk 1 lb. (450 g) ground beef or beef and pork mixture 1/2 C. (125 ml) freshly grated Parmesan cheese, plus additional for garnish 2-4 cloves garlic, finely chopped 1/4 C. (60 ml) finely chopped parsley Salt and freshly ground pepper to taste For the sauce: 3 Tbs. (45 ml) olive oil 1 medium onion, finely chopped 2-4 cloves garlic, finely chopped 1/2 tsp. (2 ml) dried oregano 1/4 tsp. (1 ml) red pepper flakes, or to taste 4 15-oz (420 g) cans Italian plum tomatoes with their liquid 2 Tbs. (30 ml) tomato paste 2 Tbs. (30 ml) chopped fresh basil or parsley 1 tsp (5 ml) red wine vinegar Salt and freshly ground pepper to taste 1 lb. (450 g) spaghetti or other thin noodle, cooked according to the package directions Directions Combine the bread, egg, and milk in a mixing bowl, stirring to combine, and let rest fo

Ummm... What?!
Hillary Clinton has a NEW plan for providing health insurance and it's got a twist. Following on the heels of her original plan for socialized medicine that bombed heavily when Bill Clinton was is office is this stinker which will end up with the same result. "This is not government-run," the party's front-runner said of her plan to extend coverage to an estimated 47 million Americans who now go without. "I know my Republican opponents will try to equate health care for all Americans with government-run health care," Clinton said. "Don't let them fool us again. This is not government-run." The New York senator said her plan would require every American to purchase insurance, either through their jobs or through a program modeled on Medicare or the federal employee health plan. Businesses would be required to offer insurance or contribute to a pool that would expand coverage. Individuals and small businesses would be offered tax credits to make insurance more affordable. Note t

Wednesday2
If I could fall to my knees and dig the dirt with my fingers and nails bleeding to find answers I would, but there isn't any answers in the dirt or in the sky, no one to answer. Except maybe me, why, why did I care, why let myself be lead into such a need? Anyone who remembers loneliness and hopelessness knows what I'm typing about through my tears. Why am I not good enough?

Audrey's Revenge
Audrey's Revenge by Buckfuzby © Shelia could feel the climax building up inside her body and despite the fight to stop it, she knew that it was impossible. Sure enough after just a few minutes more it hit her and like the previous three left her shattered. She screamed out loud, not that anyone could hear the screams, the gag and tape stopped all sound. How had she got into this position? Her day had started as normal when after having a shower, she had slipped into a lacy pair of panties and t shirt. She was going to see her boy friend. Shelia knew just how to dress for him, after all he told her just what to wear and the effort she put into this was well worth it because her sex life had taken off in a big way. She had been made love to in public places. Something a few weeks before would have appalled her. Now the very thought thrilled her. Several of the clothes she was told to wear was also a reflection of how her life was going. One day she was taken into a major city w

Racing To The Green
Ok everyone here we go...this great man has helped a many people out and is a very good bomber as well as a very loyal friend so how about showing him some love and stop by his contest and help him out with rates and comments...he is always willing to help the next person out...who knows the next one could be you...click on his link below......................................... this brought to u by the one and only......... HOTSTUD262006 founder and Recruiter of The Godfather Family.(Real husband to Angel1111)@ fubar (repost of original by 'HOTSTUD262006 founder and Recruiter of The Godfather Family.(Real husband to Angel1111)' on '2007-09-19 16:14:27')

Muah
True love is a scared flame that burns eternally, and none can dim it's special glow,or change it's destiny. True love speaks in tender tones and hears with gentle ears. True love gives with an open heart and true love conquers fears. True loves makes no harsh demands, it neither rules nor binds, and true love holds with gentle hands, the heart that it entwines.

My List
Of songs that bring back fun...yet creepy memories: "Smack That" by Akon ft. Eminem....I have good reasons "I Wanna Fuck you" By Akon.. same as Smack That. It makes me remember my friend Lisa, her and me driving around in her Eclipse and dancing with the songs blasting. "Neden Game" by ICP...reminds me of Shortee and me just walking around and singing this...though we're girls "My World" by SR-71...remind me of my ex-boyfriend Steven...and it fits him well. I remember playing the song and singing it around him but he never realized who I was meaning. "Pour Some Sugar on Me" by Def Leppard..its kinda obvious with this one "Here Comes the Boom" by Nelly...I just have to say I heard it first on the way back to a friend's place (hi Mike) and now its on my MP3 player to remind me of that night "Boogie Woogie Wu" by ICP...also reminds me of me and Shortee but at 16 and at work. Our boss liked hearing us sing and we got customers that way (I worked at Famous Wok in the mall

Belonging
Belonging by DireLilith © She was wearing a black blouse and a long loose black skirt made of wrinkled cotton as she came off the plane. He was there to greet her, and immediately held her close in his arms. His voice was almost plaintive against her ear as he hugged her. "I love you..." he sighed. She sighed contentedly in return, closing her eyes and letting herself be lost in the moment of their first face-to-face meeting. Then, he whispered to her again. "Are you wearing panties?" "No," she said softly, smiling and blushing. He slowly pulled away from her, then dropped kisses all over her face. Finally, his lips met hers and the moment became electric, all time standing still as they kissed, deeply, intimately. She came to know his tongue, and he shared with her the exploration of her mouth. Then he looked at her, into her blue eyes. He took her smaller hand in his and began to lead her away. They stopped at the luggage pickup, and she pointed to her

Addiction.....
It is I that knows..... I have been through what most only thought to have existed in dreams..... I have felt the mind-numbing prick of a morphine needle pushing it's way through my every layer of skin, ultimately reaching that which flows through my veins, creating a feeling that massages every muscle into ultimate relaxation..... I have swallowed all those little things that just might show you exactly how deep the rabbit hole goes or you may just wake up the following morning believing that previous feelings may have been due to nothing more than dreams.... Frequently places a few drops of liquid or particles of paper underneath my tongue allowing me to reach into a world where you can see what was never there before, touch that which used to be unreachable, hear all the things that never get said, feel exactly what it is that has been in you all along but never understood before that exact moment...... I've inhaled the cloud which exercises a calm over my body and opens

A Poem I Wrote A Few Months Ago
MY MASTER(JULY24/07) i feel the locks click i hear the lock tick i dont panic because i feel the satin over my eyes every touch is a new surprise each lick brings a louder sigh then i feel your teeth sink in and i let out a cry i feel your smile on my skin as you laugh and say"wait until i really begin" another lick and nibble sends shivers threw my body as the thoughts in my head become more naughty you can pull my hair i promis i wont scare oh master my master i beg you to go faster i beg for your touch i plead for your rush i want to moan and scream for you i wish to make all your dreams come true take me im yours body,mind,heart and soul i know together we make a whole.

Hi, My Name's Mister Bear
Hi, I'm Mister Bear and welcome to the Bear Files. These will be updated with my exploits in my mistresses house. I will try to upload pictures of these exploits into my photo albums, so please check both if you see a new post! My best friends are Cuddles, Icy Bear and Mister Penguin... so from time to time, they may show up here also! Mister Bear

Nevada's Grace
In this perfection I lament her beauty Her voice a sour note in this bitter serenade In this perfection I lament her beauty Her voice a sour note in this bitter serenade And all these words I could have would have should have said Ring out like gunshots across long lost days If that wasn't love then what the fuck was I thinking? I would bear my soul just to bask in your grace And your beauty, your strength inspires all of my days I would carry any load just to bear your cross for a day In this perfection I lament her beauty Her voice a sour note in this bitter serenade In this perfection I lament her beauty Her voice a sour note in this bitter serenade Your love fills me up when the blood in my body's drained And your strength is my backbone when I feel every bone break I'm built for pain I swore to let no one in and there you where a vision a beauty It takes my breath away you took my breath away And it takes my breath away how you took my Breath away

Quick Chinese Pepper Steak
Incredibly easy and tasty - perfect for when you're in a hurry. Ingredients 1 lb. 1/2-inch thick round steak 2 Tbs. vegetable oil 1 medium onion, sliced 1 medium green bell pepper, sliced 1 envelope au jus gravy mix 3/4 C. water 4 Tbs. soy sauce 3 C. cooked rice Directions Cut the meat in half lengthwise with a sharp knife (meat will slice better if slightly frozen), then crosswise into thin slices. Sauté the meat, onions and pepper in hot oil in a skillet until the meat is brown. Stir in the remaining ingredients, except the rice. Cook for five minutes, stirring constantly. Serve over rice.

The Song My Heart Sings
Alone and afraid I had all but lost faith in myself. Tortured by immeasurable pain and sadness, I sought sanctuary within the stony walls of my heart. In my solitude, I convinced myself I was content. But then you reached out to me and... With strong hands, you show me a sweet tenderness. With a strong mind, you have guided me to a familiar song That I had turned away from...the song my heart sings. With a look, you tempt my soul And with a touch, you soothe my spirit. With a brush of skin, I am filled with a passion That now burns where before there was only emptiness. In your eyes, I feel accepted and desired. In your touch, I feel warm and secure. In your kiss, I feel alive. For these gifts you have given me, And for these treasures you have uncovered, I offer you not only my friendship and loyalty, But also the very essence of who I am. done by christine

The Rythem Of A Meaningful Heart...
The rythem of a meaningful heart, Is not thump, thump, thump, boop, But it is love and care and respect, It is nurishment and determination. The rythem of a meaningful heart, Does not flow to a certain beat, It flows to the beat of questions, It flows to the beat of answers. The rythem of a meaningful heart, Will not betray and destroy, But will incourage and direct, It will follow and lead at the same time. The rythem of a meaningful heart, cannot harm you or anyone you love, It will love you and anyone you love, It will also try to always stay your friend. Forever. done by christine .

Biting
Biting by apieceofwork © ____ PART ONE ____ He came over so I could make him dinner. I sat him down in front of the TV so he could watch some wrestling while I wrestled with the making a meal from scratch. Finally the potatoes were on the boil, and I had time to give him some attention. I made him scoot forward on the couch so I could get behind him enough to rub his shoulders. For maybe ten minutes I worked on his shoulders and back. He carries a lot of stress. I got bored with that, and moved to stand in front of him. I worked the front of his shoulders, and stroked his silky long hair. Then I sat next to him to massage his arms and hands. He works on the computer all the time so his forearms and hands are always tense. I started to touch his face and decided to kiss him. After a few slow, soft kisses, it turned passionate. Heavy kisses, lots of tongue and deep breathing... making out is awesome. I put my hand on his leg and slid it up to his package. As I suspected,

If Kisses Were Water
If kisses were water, I will give u a sea. If hugs were leaves, I will give u a tree. If LIFE was a planet, I will give u a galaxy, if friendship is life I will give u mine. "worlds best friends week" send this to all ur good friends. Even me, if i am not one of them.

There Is A Time To Make Love And There Is A Time To Fuck!
There is a time to make love and there is a time to fuck! Guess what time it is? We have made love many times this weekend. Explored each others bodies, satisfied our passions thirst. I have one more thing in mind, with the little time we have left to spend. Prepare yourself my love, I’m going to fuck you hard until we burst! *Smiles* You will not be squirming away from me this time. Pining you down fingering you deep until you swell. Go ahead love hit me, scratch at me and bite! I’m fingering your pretty pussy, and I’m doing so until it melts! Damn your hard to hold down. My arm across your belly, steadily fingering you deep. The passion so hard for you to take, your whole body twisting around. Ah there is the gasp I’ve longed to hear, your orgasm has peaked. Mm I’m going to fuck you now lover. Climbing over you, spreading your shaking legs up open wide. Looking you in the eyes, tossing aside the covers. Kissing you hard, Sliding it inside. Tight and sensi

Stay By Sugarland
I been sittin' here staring at the clock on the wall and I been layin here praying praying she won't call it's just another call from home and you'll get it and be gone and I'll be crying and I'll be beggin you baby beg you not to leave but I'll be left here waiting with my heart on my sleeve oh for the next time we'll be here seems like a million years and I think I'm dying what do I have to do to make you see she can't love you like me why dont you stay I'm down on my knees I'm so tired of being lonely don't I give you what you need when she calls you will go there is one thing you should know we dont have to live this way baby why dont you stay you keep telling me baby there will come a time when you will leave her arms and forever be in mine but I don't think that's the truth and I don't like being used and I'm tired of waiting it's too much pain to have to bare to love a man you have to share why dont you stay I'm down on my knees I

Rate My Nsfw Album (women Only)
I really wish that someone would rate and comment on the NSFW album, I worked really hard on those pics and I really like to know what women think. After all I have seen some of you naked and it's time to repay the favor, unless you think I'm so ugly you can't imagine seeing me naked without puking. I mean, I'm not that bad. So please rate and comment that album. It's accessible again to friends.

Bearwitch~(bear) Needs Help.....
Yet another great friend of mine is in another contest. She is wanting some help. She also is always willing to help. I would appreciate you guys go and rate her pic and leave a few comments for her. Just click on her pick down here to go straight to her contest. Thanks guys and I love you all so much:D Have a great weekend.

Hahahhahahahahhahha
HEY Hide header Date: Fri, 21 Sep 2007 10:13:54 -0700 From: Size: 1 KB To: diocane@fubar.com Reply-To: -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- IF YOU HAVEINT GOT GOOD COMENT KEEP OUT MY MUMMS

Fall (poem)
.....and ...my fall again...... The sky so immense above me Leaves falling softly from the trees... ..........so free so beautiful Sidewalks with no one walking on them As the wind cools the city as I watch the sunset no more hanging out at the beach ...or walking hand in hand around the hood With you I knew who I was......was I?

Massage
Sensual Massage “Jayden, your 4:00 is here,” came the voice of the receptionist. “Thanks Liz. Please tell him that I will be up there in a few moments.” Jayden relaxed back into her office chair. This was her 8th massage of the day - thankfully her last - and she was more tired than usual. It had been 4 years since she got her license and not once had she ever been this tired. She thought back to her class training and to what her teacher had said about relaxing and releasing before massages. It’s essential to always remember to leave whatever you are feeling at the door when you go to give a massage. Otherwise you will transfer what you are feeling to your client. This could result terribly depending on what you are feeling. Jayden took a few deep breaths; trying to calm herself and release the tension between her shoulders. She couldn’t figure out what it was that was bothering her today. She wasn’t dating anyone, so it couldn’t be relationship problems. Everything was f

Mental People
I came to realize a lot of people of the female sex are mental. And super doper judgmental. I did not say all..so do not be an ass wipe and report this like my mumm cause I am stating my opinion. And it is just the internet who cares what I say none of you know me anyways. Some women are similiar to a pack fo wolves fighting over a carcass to consume. It gets old having people look at me and label me or judge me. That is a bit childish. If ya get to know me I could be a really loyal and amazing friend. Kills me how people will look at me and claim I am "goth" or whatever they want to label me as. They also get protective if you are friends with someone they like. That is annoying. Once people start doing that shit I just ignore them and not really their friends anymore. Life is too short to infer with mental patients. It just kills me how you can be friends with someone and once you figure out their motives for being your friend you just want to knock their fucking teeth out, all becau

Locked Door
god what a feeling trembling as you look me in the eye 'lock the door' it's a command god please i want this so badly touch me, more oh god please i'm going crazy insanity making me delirious feeling your tongue, oh yes your hot tongue ignoring my thoughts pressing closer, harder, no more words now but i feel you pulling, you wanting hesitant but direct please i want this i need this waiting has never paid off so damn well oh god!

Wasted Moments
one tear, streaming down my face, warm these wasted moments that seen to cause me harm missing the sweetness in your eyes the tenderness of your touch the warmth of your arms Slow down, I'm wanting too much a friendship that turns to love Hearts growing old together the partnership of a dove Our love lifting us higher one tear, streaming down my face, warm wasted moments when ur not here

Sex Or Net
The Internet has become so ingrained in our lives that a full fifth of Americans admit to having less sex so they can spend more time online. Those 20 percent happen to be the most extreme cases, but have we become a nation of connectivity addicts? A survey conducted by advertising agency JWT aimed to find out exactly how reliant Americans are on their Internet connections and mobile phones. The study found that we cannot pull ourselves away from the safety of a broadband connection for too long. Some highlights include: 15 percent of Americans say they can survive just a day or less without the Internet. 21 percent say they last a "couple of days" until digital starvation. 19 percent go a "few" days without it. One fifth say they can stay offline for a whole week -- the same number who are willing to give up sex for MySpace and blogs. According to Ann Mack, Director of Trend Spotting (her title, not ours) at JWT, Americans feel anxious and disconnected when away fro

Official Porn Names Again
Oh She's Eleven Oklahomo! One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Breast One Spewed Over The Cuckoo's Nest Picnic At Hanging Cock Piledriving Miss Daisy Pimped By An Angel Playmate Of The Apes Pocahotass Poke-'em All: The Movie Politically Erect Poltergash Porn On The Fourth Of July Pornochio Pornstar Academy Position Impossible Price Is Right – No, it doesn’t star Bob Barker! Pulp Friction Pump Friction Pumping Irene Queer & Present Danger Raiders Of The Lost Arse Rambone Rambutt Rear & Pleasant Danger Rebel Without A Condom Regarding Hiney Reservoir Bitches Riding Miss Daisy Romancing The Bone Romeo In Juliet Rosemary's Booby Saturday Night Beaver Saving Ryan's Privates Schindler's Lust School Of Hard Cocks Screw The Right Thing Scrotal Recall Sgt. Pecker's Lonely Hearts Club Gangbang Servicing Sara Sex Toy Story Sex Trek: Penetrations Sex With The City Shake My Spear, I'm In Love Shavers Of The Lost Ass Shaving Ryan's Privates Sheepless In

Sea Of Emotion
Hoping for the Best... Hoping for the best and trying to prepare for the worst is becoming harder to accomplish each and every time the hand clicks into another second of what lies before me. Seeing the past without even looking back has begun to haunt my every moment; which makes it really hard for me to see anything approaching my path. My ignorance is to blame, I know, however my efforts to turn the table on myself have reached a very near end. Letting this slip now will certainly allow a much longer slide in the direction I've been avoiding than I ever would have experienced in the first place. Turmoil fills my heart from all around me; but I don't care to find out how much I can take along with my own. Surely, the turmoil I sink everyday isn't overflowing my every whim to find shore soon! Treading this blood has become very tiresome...so much that I feel I should maybe let myself drown in the sea I created. It seems the only way I'll ever cease to make it deeper. Shallo

My Soul Mate
We met but once as though by chance, we didn't date, or did we dance. We looked into each other's eyes without deception or disguise. A silent message passed between your hungry heart was plainly seen. You saw desire I could not hide, you looked at me and saw inside. How could a glance have said so much, and cause a chill without a touch? What was that chemistry that night, that promised what we felt was right? What satisfaction we'd have missed, If we had not reached out and kissed. I do not know if it was you, or was it I who said, "Let's do." But on that night our souls were bare as surely as our bodies there. Our bodies moved in harmony, I couldn't tell the you from me. And locked in passion as we were, my sense of time began to blur. I must have known you from before, how else could you have reached my core? In life perhaps before this one what had we shared? What had we done? With what I felt, emotions vast, I must have lo

You And I
You and I have separate hearts But they beat to the same drum If I ever have a problem You knows exactly where I'm coming from Have you ever wondered why your heart beats? I sometimes wonder about mine But I know the real answer And I can't get him off my mind You see our hearts beat to the same drum Because there synchronized Like two watches that tell the same time There identical in both eyes If you struggles, I struggle But together we make it through Because together were indestructible Like a nail or a screw You can hit us, bash us And pound us into a wall But when you pull us out We'll still be standing tall Because we're two hearts, one heart beat This way we're twice as strong And with a love as strong as ours What could possibly go wrong?

Best Friends
At first I was alone with nothing to do and no one to talk to. I spent most of my day in my room staring off to the beautiful blue moon. One night I heard a wolf howl. I looked around to see if I could find out where it had come from. With no luck, I turned my attention back to the moon. I did not hear the howl again for the next couple of days. But then one night as I started to doze off to sleep, I heard it again. It was a lot louder this time. It was very eerie but something told me that I needed to follow the sound to find directions for my happiness. So I got up and slipped on my robe and slippers and headed outside. I had been walking in the direction of the sound for what seemed like hours, when I came upon a lake. I was becoming overwhelmed with drowsiness and I thought that this would be a good place to lay down and take a nap before continuing on. The next thing that I knew, it was morning. I sat up and rubbed my eyes and looked up into the awesome wonder of the sky above. Wh

September 23, 2007
Today is perfect for implementing small changes in your daily routine at work or at home. Don't rock the boat too much, but try not to get complacent, either. Adapt and find a good balance between old and new.

Wow!!! The Best Video Ever! Power To The People!-repost
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Nurse Tracy And The Old Man
An old man, Mr. Wallace, was living the last of his life in a Nursing home. One day he appeared to be very sad and depressed. Nurse Tracy asked if there was anything wrong. "Yes, Nurse Tracy," said Mr. Wallace, "My private part died today, and I am very sad." Knowing her patients were forgetful and sometimes a little crazy, she replied, "Oh, I'm so sorry, Mr. Wallace, please accept my condolences." The following day, Mr. Wallace was walking down the hall with his private part hanging out his pajamas, when he met Nurse Tracy. "Mr. Wallace," she said, "You shouldn't be walking down the hall like that. Please put your private part back inside your pajamas." "But, Nurse Tracy," replied Mr. Wallace, "I told you yesterday that my private part died." "Yes, you did tell me that, but why is it hanging out of your pajamas?" "Well, he replied, "Today's the viewing."

Five Kinds Of Martyrs
The Prophet (blessings and peace be upon him) said, “The martyrs are of five kinds: one who dies of plague; one who dies of disease of his belly; the drowned, one who dies under the debris, and one who dies while fighting in the way of Allah.” Riyad us Saliheen, Chapter 11 Book of Jihad Narrator Hazrat Abu Huraira (r.a.)

That's My Girl!
So yesterday Luvy went to the park with some of her school friends to go skateboarding. Anywho when she gets home she told me after that they played volleyball which bored them so they decided to go play tackle football with some older kids. Apparently... she scored 6 touchdowns, tackled 7 boys and a 16 year old boy. Made me proud! :D

One It's Upto You
One song can spark a moment, One flower can wake the dream. One tree can start a forest, One bird can herald spring. One smile begins a friendship, One handclasp lifts a soul. One star can guide a ship at sea, One word can frame the goal. One vote can change a nation, One sunbeam lights a room. One candle wipes out darkness, One laugh will conquer gloom. One step must start each journey, One word must start each prayer. One hope will raise our spirits, One touch can show you care. One voice can speak with wisdom, One life can make the difference, You see, its up to you!

Orecchiette With Pork In Cream Sauce
serves 4 1 pound pork tenderloin, thinly sliced 4 tbsp olive oil 8 ounces button mushrooms, sliced 7/8 cup red wine sauce 1 tbsp lemon juice Pinch of saffron 3 cups dried orecchiette 4 tbsp heavy cream 12 quail eggs Pound the slices of pork until wafer thin, then cut into strips. Heat the olive oil in a skillet and stir fry the pork for 5 minutes, then stir fry the mushrooms for a further 2 minutes. Pour in the red wine sauce, then simmer for 20 minutes. Meanwhile, bring a large saucepan of lightly salted water to a boil. Add the lemon juice, saffron, and orecchiette and cook for 12 minutes, until tender but still firm to the bite. Drain the pasta and keep warm. Stir the cream into the pan with the pork and heat gently for 3 minutes. Boil the quail eggs for 3 minutes, cool them in cold water and remove the shells. Transfer the pasta to a warm serving plate. top with the pork and sauce, garnish with the eggs. Serve immediately.

I Am Slowly Breaking(sept 24/2007)
I close my eyes and the world's still spinning faster and faster i'm never wining can't I just go back to the begining? I feel it now my blood is thining. my breath is fast my body shakeing how much more of this will I be takeing? my stomach is hard and tied up in knots someone please stop these thoughts. I sit like your puppet waiting for you to pull my strings I act like your dog waiting for a command please wont some one help me give me a hand i'm back in this muddy hole woundering if I will ever be whole i'm letting you take over have i sold my soul? I try to break free yet I let you get to me I appoligise when I have done nothing wrong all I wish is to get along. the tears sting my eyes no one pays attention to my cries every word I hear nothing but lies get it over with and say your goodbyes.

In The End I Am Me
in the end I am me Do not judge me on how I look. There is more to me then you will ever know. Do not hate me for the life I was given. As I do not hate you for yours. Do not condemm me for exsisting beneath the moon light. In it there is a beauty that very few can see. I love, I hate, and I dream just like you. I've known both hapiness and sorrow. I have witnessed the miracle of life. I watched in silence as someone I loved died. Helpless to do anything about it. So do not treat me like I'm not human. For I am more human then you will ever realize. I am not evil, and I am not good. To put it simply I am just me, it's all I can be. Stop trying to change me, it does you no good. No matter what you do, when I die I will still be me. Copyright ©2007 Christine L. Youlls

Im Out
well fubar has finally broke me. i cant take it anymore. so i am going to delete this page. just wanted to drop everyone a quick note and let you all know. most of the people that will read this alredy have my yahoo address. but for those of you that are interested its twizted_metal13@yahoo.com. my messenger screenname is twizted_metal13. feel free to hit me up on there. i just need to get away from this site.

Last One Tonight...
Enjoy ;) 10 Minutes Away Today I finally got the message that I had been waiting for for a very long time. We had been planning this rendezvous for years and it was finally going to happen. "Meet me in the parking lot at 3 and don't be late," was what the email said. The encounter would take place in two days. I was given specific instructions to wear nylons with garters and high heels. Since it had been a long time since I had even gone on a date, none of these things were in my wardrobe, so I had to do some shopping. I went to the store and tried on some sexy, lacy, black lingerie and in the mirror looking back at me was a stranger. "What am I doing?" I thought. I felt uncomfortable and scared, but decided that I was going to have the time of my life and talked myself into it. My fantasy partner and I had been friends for almost 30 years and had begun to exchange very sexy, detailed emails of our fantasies. We wrote to each other often and suddenly, these emails turned int

The Sugar Cube/hot Pink Site
Finally its that time! The new site has been launched and The Sugar Cube is up and running! www.hotpink-productions.com I hope you all enjoy of course you feedback (Good or Bad) is appreciated Thanks, Sugar

You Make Me Believe You Love Me That I Am Learning To Love You...
You are the one who just said that it's only fubar and will not take things seriously...when I am new here I posted a mumm and I told you that I'm just making fun out of it so that I will know who are the people that have sense or not...you told me so many things that you made me believe about your love and all but now it's all fake...and because of your figure of speech that sometimes annoys me because you can't understand it in simple terms...I still don't judge you for that because I am learning to love you in spite of our indifferences...even if I am mean, and yes I am at times but I am observing you, threatening me or saying things that hurts my ego still I understand because I know It was my action then why you have uttered those words on me, but your love is not true as what you said it is...loving unconditionally has no “IF's”, no “BUT's”, no “THREATS”, no “using other persons name”, no “because you did that I’ll do it also”…, its simply love without expecting something in retu

Stairing Out Into The Night Sky
Stairing out into the night sky, i see your face in every star. I see you standing beside me with every step i take. With every tear drop from my eyes i see your hand reaching out to wipe them away. I feel your arms around me giving me a hug when i just dont want to go on. I feel you picking me up everytime i stumble. Thank you my friend Stairing out into the night sky i see you smiling down at me. even though you are not here my friend. I have built my memories through pictures i have seen and the talks that we have had. I will treasure them forever. Stairing out into the night sky i close my eye, and the rain starts to fall, along with my tears. You have always been there for me, and i wish i could be there with you. Stairing out into the night sky i see your face in every star, i make a wish that someday we will cross eachother's path. Stairing out into the night sky i ask myself are you looking to my friend, can see me looking down at you. Stairing o

New Company Policy
Company Policies Dress Code: You are advised to come to work dressed according to your salary. (1) If we see you wearing Prada shoes and carrying a Gucci bag, we will assume you are doing well financially and therefore do not need a raise. (2) If you dress poorly, you need to learn to manage your money better, so that you may buy nicer clothes, and therefore you do not need a raise. (3) If you dress just right, you are right where you need to be and therefore you do not need a raise. Sick Days: We will no longer accept a doctor's statement as proof of sickness. If you are able to go to the doctor, you are able to come to work. Personal Days: Each employee will receive 104 personal days a year; they are called Saturdays and Sundays. Bereavement Leave: This is no excuse for missing work. There is nothing you can do for dead friends, relatives or co-workers. Every effort should be made to have non-employees at

You Know You're Italian Because:
E y e - T a l i a n (pronounced IT - talian) Why do Italians hate Jehovah's Witnesses? Because Italians hate all witnesses. Do you know why most men from Italy are named Tony? On the boat over to America they put a sticker on them that said TO NY. You know you're Italian when . . . . You can bench press 325 pounds, shave twice a day and still cry when your mother yells at you. You carry your lunch in a produce bag because you can't fit two cappicola sandwiches, 4 oranges, 2 bananas and pizzelles into a regular lunch bag. Your mechanic, plumber, electrician, accountant, travel agent and lawyer are all your cousins. You have at least 5 cousins living in the same town or on the same block. All five of those cousins are named after your grandfather or grandmother. You are on a first name basis with at least 8 banquet hall owners. You only get one good shave from a disposable razor. If someone in your family grows beyond 5' 9", it is presumed his Mother had an affai

Hold On Loosely
You see it all around you Good lovin' gone bad And usually it's too late when you, realize what you had And my mind goes back to a girl I left some years ago, Who told me, Just Hold On Loosely, but don't let go If you cling to tightly, you're gonna lose control Your baby needs someone to believe in And a whole lot of space to breathe in It's so damn easy, when your feelings are such To overprotect her, to love her too much And my mind goes back to a girl I left some years ago Who told me, Just Hold On Loosely, but don't let go If you cling too tight babe, you're gonna loose control Your baby needs someone to believe in And a whole lot of space to breathe in Don't let her slip away Sentimental fool Don't let your heart get in her way yeah, yeah, yeah, You see it all around you Good lovin' gone bad And usually it's too late when you, realize what you had And my mind goes back to a girl I left some years ago, Who told me, Just Hold On Loosely, but don't

Wow Old Stuff...lol
ok so I was told about this web site that has almost every show you can think of along with videos cartoons and movies...anyway yeah I found old school stuff that I totally loved when I was little...ha ha ha been bringing back some memories and yeah caught up on some BIg Love from HBO...I know there are some of you that know about this site...but I didnt and for those that didnt...go check it out! http://tv-links.co.uk/listings/1

Awoken In The Night
Awoken in the Night by FuckMeEyes© Tears streamed down her cheek as his breath burned her skin. The sensation of being penetrated scared her and for some reason she could no longer find the words in her head to tell him to stop, much less attempt to speak them through his hand. His rhythm quickened and with each of her cries she found herself moaning deeply inside. Her hips began to buck against his as she continued to strike at him. His thrust only seemed to be urged on ever the more furiously as she fought with him. His lips seared her skin and his teeth sank into her shoulders. Soon she felt his hand slip off of her mouth and grab a hold of her breast, harshly squeezing it. She let a moan slip from her lips in between her sobbing cries almost silent in the background of his huffing. He whispered into her ear as he stabbed her more violently, "You like it don't you, you fucking whore? You've been aching for this fucking cock and as much as you hate me, you can't tell

I'm Hanging On By A Thread......
Laughing through the distance; Pushing through this crowd. Running from my sense of being, every thing's just too loud. I'm humming along with this melody, that's playing in my head - Softly whispering to myself inside; I'm hanging on by a thread. My tolerance is being tested - How much farther is the edge? How much further till my legs walk to the end of this old ledge? & I'm in the midst of understanding, I want so badly to know... Why do I only hear these lonely whispers everywhere I seem to go? I'm a broken child with no innocence - Another teen without a place, Just another statistic on the board - Someone else with a lost face. & My strength is diminshing; My mind is beginning to lose it's grip - As once again, those old, rehearsed whispers slip past my dry, pale lips.

*sigh*
Things have been going good... which means I'm waiting for the shoe to drop. Waiting for the next bad thing to happen. Isn't it sad that I look at life this way? I mean, I'm not even 25 and I'm already jaded by life. The last 2 years have been the hardest of my life. There are days when I don't even know what to do... I get out of bed and look around and don't know what I should be doing or how I should be handling things. hell... half the time I don't know how I even get out of bed. My life doesn't suck. Don't get me wrong. Things are coming together finally. And, my kids... they are awesome. They keep me laughing and on my toes. I just stare at them and can't help but smile. Tyler is the most loving kid I've ever met. And, Hailee... well she's a pistol.. She always has to put her opinion in... hmmmm wonder where she gets that from? She's always on the go... curious about every little thing. i'm working again. So, I'm starting to feel better.... exhausted but better.

World Affairs
[I am sick to death of the corporate media's attempts to demonize Ahmadinejab. I realize that Iran is not perfect ...apparently gay people are persecuted there (to what extent seems debatable). But I have been noticing for at least ten months the campaign to make Americans fear and hate this man. It started out in small increments and now it's bourgeoned into a crusade. Unfortunately many Americans are responding as trained. The lies persist about how he said 'Israel will be wiped off the map' - even though everyone should know better by now. That is not what he said; it was a mistranslation. He also did not "deny the Holocaust" which is the other false charge made routinely against him. In fact he referred to the Holocaust as a 'great crime'. His point was that the Palestinians should not be made to pay for it. Anyway, it's quite late and I just wanted to share this article from Salon.com, from yesterday. There are a couple of points made in it which I would dispute but

What Are The Odds? Just Numbers!!!
The only time probability matters is when you have no influence or control over the situation, such as in the random roll of dice or the spin of a roulette wheel. For everything else, it's not the odds that make the real difference; it's what you actually do. What are the odds of succeeding in a particular profession given your background? What are the odds contracting a particular disease? Actually, for things like these the odds are really meaningless. Any specific outcome depends on your individual situation and on what you choose to do about it. Those who make the commitment to succeed, and do whatever is necessary, will reach success regardless of what the odds might say. Those who depend solely on the odds to keep them in good health, and don't do anything about it themselves, will not have very good health. Instead of pursuing things that will merely improve your chances of success, go directly toward the success itself. Keep in mind that the specific results you get a

Long Island Driving Rules
For those of you who are planning on visiting Long Island, here are a few driving rules we all abide by. For those of you from Long Island, it's a time to reflect on how well our driving skills really are. .... LONG ISLAND DRIVING RULES .... 1) Turn signals will give away your next move. A real Long Island driver never uses them. Use of them in Massapequa may be illegal. 2) Under no circumstances should you leave a safe distance between you and the car in front of you, or the space will be filled in by somebody else putting you in an even more dangerous situation. 3) Crossing two or more lanes in a single lane-change is considered "going with the flow." 4) The faster you drive through a red light, the smaller the chance you have of getting hit. 5) Never get in the way of an older car that needs extensive bodywork. 6) Braking is to be done as hard and late as possible to ensure that your ABS kicks in, giving a

~broken~
i bleed for you my arms long to hold you my heart aches for you i cry for you im so sad & alone & depressed i lie awake wondering what i did wrong i cant stop thinking about you im so hurt my heart shattered in a million pieces i been smacked in the face & punched in the stomach i feel like im slowly dying inside i cant sleep or eat i can barely breathe as tears roll down my face when will this pain ever go away? i am broken forever

Help Me
Out of my 500+ friends on here...is there anyone out there in fuworld that would like to buy me a VIP??? I want one to try out and then if I like it, I will more than likely buy my own...so who is the one person that likes me enough to buy me one?

[nvic] Moldy Flumist Holds Up Final Fda Approval
[NVIC] Moldy FluMist Holds Up Final FDA Approval ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: nierika Date: 26 Sep 2007, 21:41 [NVIC] Moldy FluMist Holds Up Final FDA ApprovalSeptember 26, 2007National Vaccine Information CenterA young boy on the beach was throwing the washed-up starfish back into the ocean. A stranger passing by told him not to bother, because it would not make any difference, there were thousands of beaches and millions of starfish, and it would not be possible to save all of them. The boy reached down, picked up a starfish, threw it back into the ocean and said, smiling softly, " I made a difference for that one!"NVIC E-newsMoldy FluMist Holds Up Final FDA Approvalby Barbara Loe FisherUntil June 2003, when the FDA approved the first live virus flu vaccine, FluMist, the only flu vaccine that was used in the US was the killed or inactivated flu vaccine injected into the arm. FluMist manufactured by MedImmune was the first vaccine designed

Longing
You move rhythmically Slowly from side to side A writhing snake of eroticism Our eyes meet, my heart leaps As you ask me a question I answer quickly, my mouth dry Eager to see your nod of approval you take out my cock and pleasure, me with your lips and mouth, You leave me longing for more Already I tremble Anticipating our next meeting Burning with need for you Already I have learned so much from you Take me, teach me

You Use To Love Me . By Angeleyes
Once you said you loved me you said there wasn't a doubt in your mind now that its over you seem to hide those feelings you once felt inside i could of known what was going through your head when you were telling me all those things you once said you could of at least erased a tear from my eye But no you carried on and turned your back yeah ! you really thought i was going to beg for you to stay but no i just left it that way.Now that i see you i wish you would feel the pain when we once said our goodbyes i cried and cried both day and night .I woke up the next morning thinking i wasn't going to make it through but i proved to you that i was going to make it without you!

Untitled For The Moment
I sit back Wondering why Just sitting alone...thinking As my life goes by. People so cruel The world so cold Living in depression Wanting someone to hold. If only people could see me See all the way through But hardly anybody takes the time Only a few. People are quick to judge They don't look deep But I'm happy with what I have So that's what I'll keep. I'd rather wait For a decent man To look deep insdie me Since nobody else can. Living in pain Living in shame Having a rep because of family Everyone knowing my name. Depression sucks But it's hard to wear s mile Instead of accepting life It's easier to live in denial. I can't cry I can't hurt I've built walls around my heart To block the dirt. To cry Is to be weak To survive... Strength is what I seek. Look into my eyes Tell me what you see You'll see pain and sorrow No little girl inside of me. I had to grow up fast No time for fun Staying in trouble But not the only one.

Series 1, Buffalo
If you talk to the animals they will talk with you and you will know each other. If you do not talk to them you will not know them, and what you do not know you will fear. What one fears one destroys. Chief Dan George The Buffalo (ya'-n'-s-si' or yansi) The buffalo or bison is considered by many tribes to be a symbol of adundance for it was the meat of the buffalo that fed the people, the hides that provided clothing and shelter, the bones and sinew provided tools of survival. In the Legend of the Sacred Pipe, the White Buffalo Calf Woman gave the Sacred Pipe to the Sioux as a caretaker for the Red Nation. This pipe held the power of the Great Spirit. She brought the people a message of peace and said that they would have good hunting and turn into a great nation. The appearance of a white buffalo is a sign that prayers have been heard, and signals a time of abundance plenty. "Buffalo Medicine" means to bring a special honor, or appreci

News On Glo
Ok she went to the doctor and the mass turned out to be a cyst on her right overy.It has busted and they have given her some pain meds and meds to keep her from getting sick.What they are going to do from there we dont know yet but will keep you posted.

Why Are You In Here
for a few days now... she comes into my dreams always asking for help. always within the end of them and throughout the middle. i always see her and she comes to me. asking me for help.... why me.... why me?

Confused As Always
so I'm totally confused by the male population lately. Part or me wants to trust someone and part of me is screaming not to! Its strange to let everything go and just trust someone. I'm not good at it and when things scream in my head that its all game its hard to trust. I donno. I just know that I'm totally and completely confused. Like I go days without talking to someone and then we spend an entire night talking nonstop for 6-8 hrs..then i dont hear from them again... I'm totally confused about this whole situation. Its hard to figure out whats going on. I'm trying to be trusting, but how can I not have doubts? I'm just confused and now this blog is just as confusing..lol Who knows. I know I shouldnt care and that things just will either take course or they wont... I just have absolutely no desire to get hurt again... UUGGGGHHHHH too confused! Did I say that enough?

This What I Deal With Everyday In My Life
Adult Growth Hormone Deficiency - General Information Adults Need Growth Hormone Too! Until recently, few people realized how important growth hormone was to an adult body. However, recent medical advancements have shown exactly how the adult relies on growth hormone. However, Adult Growth Hormone Deficiency is not a usual condition. Therefore, if you are searching for information which is outside of the usual realm of medical use for this hormone, we strongly suggest that you research all of the information on Adult Growth Hormone use and consult your physician. Most everyone understands that children need growth hormone to grow taller. Most also know that growth hormone is available for children as a medication and is necessary therapy for children who are deficient in this hormone, to achieve their inherited potential height. What has been discovered recently is that adults also need growth hormone for a number of very important reasons. The problems associated with growt

Redneck Survey
1. Have you ever gone mudding? OF COURSE! 2. Have you ever lived on a dirt or gravel road? YEP 3. Ever been swimming in a lake or river? YEP 4. Ever been to a bonfire party? OH YEAH!!! 5. Have you ever driven a tractor? driven one and also ridden on one 6. Have you ever been on a horse? YEP 7. Chevy or Ford or Dodge? Ford 8. Kissed someone in a pick up? YEP 9. What's your favorite country song? Ticks..... lol 10. Ever done 90 miles per hour down a dirt road? NOPE 11. Worked or Lived on a farm? YEP 12. Been to a rodeo? YEP 13. Do you own cowboy boots? YEP....several pair 14. Do you have a cowboy hat? YEP.... pink one 15. Have you ever said Git-R-Done? just making fun of larry the cable guy 16. Country skylines or a city skyline? COUNTRY 17.Do you think tractors are sexy? NOPE 18. Ever rode a 4-wheeler? OF COURSE 19. Are you from the country? YEP 20. If so, are you proud of it? YEP 21. Gone hunting? YEP...

Another Day
So Megan has come over 3 of 3 days probably not coming today oh well we all need time apart. But it's weird. Like I enjoy being with her, we are just as damaged as each other. I feel good with her. Hell I smile when I'm with her (not the fake smile either). I think I might lllllllllllll this woman. Now for the bad part... I can't tell her this till the end of October. Reason: I don't want to be the reason she stays here after her graduation while I finish the following year. Yea she has PA school and what not. But still she has always been one to give for guys. She needs to fucking do something for herself. Yes I do care about her. I do want to be with her. But she needs to take care of her own... blah this nice guy thing sucks more dick then a man in the castro district.

Friends
Sometimes we forget, or don't bother to tell our friends how much they mean to us. We just assume that tommorrow when we wake up they will still be there. I know I have friends that are no longer around that I wish I had told them how much I cared and what they meant to me. So, I just wanted to tell my friends, you mean the world to me.

1000 Attempt Citizen's Arrest On Bush
1000 Attempt Citizen's Arrest On Bush ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Mary Date: 28 Sep 2007, 10:05 ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: I Am Like You Too [Gravel '08]Date: Sep 28, 2007 10:03 AMFrom: Liebchen Hates 800 FEMA Concentration Camps.Date: Sep 28, 2007 10:47 AM1,000 Attempt Citize Arrest Of Bush----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Truth NetworkSDate: Sep 28, 2007 3:39 AM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: The voice of OneDate: Sep 28, 2007 7:12 AM1,000 Attempt Citizen's Arrest Of BushAs George Bush made his appearance and speech today at the United Nations in NYC, 1,000 people issued a citizen's arrest warrant against him for war crimes and crimes against humanity. The day began with twelve separate feeder marches converging from across the city, consisting of perhaps several hundred protesters. The people carried 20 large coffins with them and marched from all five borou

The Affair
A married man was having an affair with his secretary. One day they went to her place and made love all afternoon. Exhausted, they fell asleep and woke up at 8 PM. The man hurriedly dressed and told his lover to take his shoes outside and rub them in the grass and dirt. He put on his shoes and drove home. 'Where have you been?' his wife demanded. 'I can't lie to you,' he replied, 'I'm having an affair with my secretary. We had sex all afternoon.' She looked down at his shoes and said:'You lying bastard! You've been playing golf!'

My Memories
Eyes open Body shaking My worst fear is waking They are coming back They won't leave me alone All I want to do is go home But they won't leave They keep me awake I wish that these Memories were fake Doubled over in agony I wish it would stop After all the battles I have fought I am all alone My family has past Now my soul is fading fast Hands are cold Tears are streaming Voices are screaming The light is closer I can see it Don't know how it became lit People are around me I am unaware Right now, I really don't care You are crying I cannot hear you My mind is about to go through I am shaking more Breathing is gone Now you think life is wrong You cannot change it This is fate It cannot wait We have Memories Don't forget them Bring them when you come to me in heaven.... Let me hope that my voice doesn't haunt you at night.... Nor my image during the day.... Nor my being for the rest of your life....

Outcast
Outcast Why should I try not to cry people say. I should go away if I could I would fly way like the outcast I am. They cast me away cause I cry should I die why try. So they can cry they wont cry. They casted my away outcast. I am let all outcasts come together we will cast them away. Billy Gene Ryan Copyright ©2007 Billy Gene Ryan

Help Hellcat Level 137, 068 To Fu-king
Please stop by and show her some love, shes always there helping others, lets make her Fu-King by the end of today, thanks so much, Much love xoxoxox Jen HELLCAT O'NINE TALES@ fubar This pimpout brought to you by.... ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~Fu Wife 2 "MikeyX24kt" ~*DSC*~@ fubar

Lost, Abandoned, Forgotten And Forsaken
Lost, Abandoned, Forgotten and Forsaken Wandering lost thru the fog of my life, I wonder if it is all worth it or if I should just surround to what fate has decreed. Is all love just an illusion or is it something only for those who are pure of heart and soul. Either way then I am damned twice over for I am not pure of anything and I cant tell illusion from reality any more. All has become a waking nightmare. Once I thought I could not live without you then I found that there was life after you. Once I found that life was possible you step back in for only moment and every thing goes straight back into hell. Your presence broke all my convictions of accepting fate and walking away. You have broken something inside of me and I do not think it can be fixed not sure if I want it fixed anymore maybe just maybe I am better off broken and not being able to care and feel for another person. Doubts have become my second nature, trust has become an allusive thing, my heart lives in perpetual

The Fun Of Getting Old.
I came to the realization today that I'm no longer able to bounce back from getting bucked off horseback. That just busted my youthful feeling bubble. Wouldn't have been so bad, but he had the thoughtfulness to graze my back twice with his hooves, while I was under his belly. Yes, when I got up I was rather pissed to the gills. So much so that I didn't feel any pain. It's been 3hrs since it happened and the pain is starting to set in for the night. I don't think I was hurt bad, but mostly it was my pride. Now to wait for all the pretty bruises to pop out and shine for all to see. Next time I'm feeling like a teenager, I'm gonna get in my car and just cruise up to town with my music up loud. Hopefully that will help me remember not to get pitched off the back of a horse again.

If U Found Me In Ur Bed
If you woke up one morning & saw me in your bed wat would you do? 1) Go Back To Sleep 2) Slap Me 3) Cuss Me Out 4) Tell Me To Leave 5) Climb On Top Of Me & Cuddle 6) Have Sex With Me (Details please ; ] ) 7) Make Me Breakfast 8) Ask My Name 9) Call The Cops 10) Kiss Me Repost with the title ''IF I WAS IN YOUR BED!'' an see how many people want you in their bed.

It's The Soldier. . .
It is the soldier, not the reporter, who has given us the freedom of the press. It is the soldier, not the poet, who has given us the freedom of speech. It is the soldier, not the campus organizer, who gives us the freedom to demonstrate. It is the soldier who salutes the flag, who serves beneath the flag, and whose coffin is draped by the flag, who allows the protester to burn the flag." - Father Dennis Edward O'Brien, USMC

Living With Smeagol
->Psychowolf...: if smeagol puts on a cowboy hats and sings you country music, will you gives him the precious? ->Psychowolf...: Smeagol does not like dogs asses, only Hobbitses...are you a hobbitses? ->Psychowolf...: Cold be heart and hand and bone. Cold be travelers far from home livinghapp...: GO SUCK YOUR DOGS ASS ->Psychowolf...: So bright... so beautiful... our precious. livinghapp...: OK STICK YOUR MOUTH ON MY 357 OH YEAH ->Psychowolf...: I WILL SUCKS it from you!....SMEAGOL will have the precious! ->Psychowolf...: He wants the precious. Always he is looking for it. And the precious is wanting to go back to him... But we mustn't let him have it . livinghapp...: HERE SUCK ON MY 357 ->Psychowolf...: We're not *in* decent places...is the deals accepted? livinghapp...: YOU'RE WEIRD ->Psychowolf...: It's the only way. Go in, or go back. ->Psychowolf...: Smeagol will gives the master head, if he gives him the precious livinghapp...: WHAT??? ->P

Boy Toy For A Night
Boy Toy for a Night by Dream Seeker © This story is a fictional story and is for fantasy purposes only. The author does not condone the acts of rape or forced sex. Sex between strangers without the use of condoms in today's day and age is a potential life threatening decision. Please do not read this story if you do not like stories containing those elements. For those readers who like to fantasize without worrying about the risks of reality, please enjoy. * The night began like most Friday nights with my friends and I going out for some beers and looking to pick up some girls. My friends Pete and Mike came with me to the local hot spot in town. Pete and I attend the same small town college together and share an off campus apartment. Mike is a local guy that we both became friendly with several months ago. The three of us usually do pretty well in getting girls' attention and sometimes getting some action. Pete is a twenty-year old sophomore and is about 6'1" and is a pre

Captured By Two Masters
Captured by Two Masters by MNPlayFul© *Sigh* Sometimes memories can take you back to a happier time in life. Unfortunately, this is not one of those flashbacks. --- Everything in life had been going so well. My fiancé and I were eight months into planning our wedding and the most recent fitting for my dress confirmed I had lost three inches off my waistline. At 22 years old, 5 foot 7 inches and 120 lean pounds, I felt great leaving the tailor's shop after my final late evening fitting. My whole world changed as I reached to unlock my car door. "Place your keys on the roof of the car, bitch, or I slit your throat from ear to ear," said a deep masked voice from behind me as I felt the cold, rugged blade dig into my neck just under the left side of my jaw. Unsure of what to do, I paused with my keys still in hand. Looking back now, that was the wrong thing to do because the next thing I knew I was slammed up against my car and bleeding from the neck where my captor ch

Discrediting The '9/11 Truth Movement'
DISCREDITING THE '9/11 TRUTH MOVEMENT' ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Pamela's Protest Date: 29 Sep 2007, 22:48 DISCREDITING THE '9/11 TRUTH MOVEMENT'----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: HarryDate: Sep 29, 2007 10:43 PMDISCREDITING THE '9/11 TRUTH MOVEMENT'(Ben Heine © Cartoons)http://desertpeace.blogspot.comDespite their efforts to discredit the truth, one day it will come out... below is a report of the attempts by the 'anti truth movement' to hide the facts...The Goals: Discredit, Divide and ConquerBy Erlenda, editor of Peace by TruthWhat all other front-line reporters of the 9/11 Truth movement, like Kurt Nimmo, Michael Rivero, Justin Raimondo, Alex Jones and so many more have experienced, has finally happened to Christopher Bollyn as well: being stabbed in the back by a couple of guys who had pretended to be allies, by agents Smith and Hufschmid.The people who are so prominent in the 9/11 truth-movement, who Smith and

September 30, 2007
You're thinking things through with a little more care today, but make sure you're not just procrastinating! You've got to deal with some issues before they grow out of control and turn into real problems.

Casino Setup Ch. 06 A
Casino Setup Ch. 06 by mcfbridge © Connie drove over to Emily's house. She wanted to slap Emily, but she couldn't reach her and drive. Finally, when they reached Emily's house, Connie stopped the car and reached over and slapped the still sobbing Emily across the cheek. Emily stopped sobbing and glared at Connie. "Oh knock it off, " growled Connie. "You didn't seem to have a problem when it was my boobs that were flying around. In fact, let me think, oh yes it was you who was hitting them. It's not much fun when it's your tits, is it?" At that point Emily just lost it, "I'M A GENERAL'S WIFE, DAMNIT. THIS IS NOT SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN TO ME!!!" Connie couldn't believe it, "Well it did baby, and unless we figure out how to come up with $1500 each, worse things will happen next week. So stop feeling sorry for yourself and try to think. I'm going home and take a long hot bath. I'll call you tomorrow. We've got one week to come up with something, so for God's sake pull yourself

Casino Setup Ch. 10 B
Casino Setup Ch. 10 by mcfbridge © Janice was starting to wonder when things would get interesting again, when she saw some guy pick up the paddle. He took a step back, lined up his swing, and whacked that big ass. Emily's scream filled the room. She knew what had happened. After last week she recognized the sting of that paddle. Then the paddle connected again. Janice almost fell over laughing. Emily's feet were moving like she was running, but of course she wasn't going anywhere. After a moment, the paddle landed again. Emily tried desparately to move, but her ass was trapped. She begged Janice for help. "For God's sake someone's got a paddle out there!! Please make him stop!!" Janice told her the guy was done. Emily relaxed until Janice told her that the guy had just quit because someone else wanted a turn. Emily started to yell at Janice, when the paddle hit again. After that Emily just screamed every time it hit. Four guys took turns paddling her butt. It was just so much

Casino Plot Ch. 4 B
Casino Plot Ch. 4 by mcfbridge © "GOD, YOU QUIVERING PIECE OF SHIT!! SHUT UP!!! YOU'VE GOT 10 FUCKING MINUTES LEFT TO CALL, BEFORE WE ALL END UP IN PRISON!! So you make that call right now, or I am personally coming over there and KICK YOUR ASS!! IS THAT CLEAR, COLONEL?!!" Sadly, Lee Kwan told her general it was clear. Ruth hung up, and as soon she was off, Lee made the call she had to make to the casino. "Mr. Vineti, this is Colonel Kwan, sir." "Colonel, nice to hear from you. Since you're late, I'm assuming you have my money." "No sir, I d-d-don't. I just c-c-couldn't make the call. I'M SORRY, SIR!!" "That's hardly an excuse, Colonel. I should just end this nonsense with you, but I'm feeling generous. Do you think you can say exactly what you're supposed to, Colonel, if I give you one last chance?" "I-I-I'll try sir.. I mean YES SIR! and THANK YOU SIR!" "Well then, let's here it woman, NOW!" "Uh.. Yes sir. Sir, since we don't have the money sir, I will com

Kinesic Paper On False Confessions
In a few instances, false confessions could prove dire. They deprive innocent people freedom; as well as, they make a mockery of the legal system from the police on up to the judges and lawyers. As Leo, R. (2003) states, “It is impossible to estimate how many people give false confessions.” Hansen, M. (1999) argues that roughly 14% to 25% of confessions are false. Kassin (2003) states, paraphrased, “73% of defendants give a false confession.” Leo, R. is more reliable since we don’t have the sources required to full know how many people with in the prison system are there only by a statement that they had given during an interrogation was false. Now; Cassell (1999) makes a unique claim, “There are not as many false confessions as the media makes out to be.” My one problem with this statement is that, yes, it might not be as common, but still is our legal system not meant to protect those that are innocent? Therefore, one innocent person due to a false confession is still in the wrong. T

Persist
A friend sent this to me and I had to share it this. It home so much. Dreams don't always come true And that I have to accept But you were so much better than the rest, You always cared and always loved. You were always there when push came to shove. I wanted so badly to have you near But its someone else who you hold dear. Persist you once told me Cause your dreams might come true. But when you gave me this advice Did you know that my dream was you . Sometimes I think you did But then I'm not so sure. It doesn't really matter anyway Cause your advice I chose to ignore. How could I persist once I knew the truth. I couldn't even pretend to not know Cause you had given me proof. I dealt with it the best I could And tried to hide my feelings from you. But deep down inside of me I am sure that you still knew. So I just sit and wait And check the mail each day I hope that your home real soon Cause I'm lonely with you away.

Kindness
Have you experienced lately how offering a little kindness can refresh your very soul? All around you are opportunities to do just that. Kindness is its own reason. Kindness is its own reward. Are you weary from all the anxiety, frustration, worry, anger and confusion that seem to continually build up within your life? A little kindness can quickly help to melt all that away. You can tell people all day long that you really care, and many will still not believe you. Yet give some genuine kindness on a regular basis and you won't have to tell them anything; they'll know. Are you strong enough and confident enough to give of yourself out of pure kindness? Just do it, and you'll discover that you are indeed. There can never be too much kindness in the world. Create some more today, and find real joy in its warm glow.

Doing Some Research On Dna Mapping
Well I was researching the genetic code for another paper I get to write and I found something interesting. Majority of male killers, abusers, rapists, the horrific crimes, they have an extra Y, so their 26th chromosome is XYY instead of XY. Same with males that have moobs but aren't fat. A lot of them have an extra X chromosome which means their 26th is XXY. So does that mean if we take a genetic profile at the time of birth we could prevent some crimes? (yes it's mumm form, I'm out of mumms.) This research is because I'm writing a paper on what is located in each chromosome, and have learned some very interesting facts.

Originally Posted On Myspace
sunday night What's there to write about? Not much really, so you have probably just wasted your time reading this. lol So, I got this tracker thing. It says there's some guy that visited 6 times today. Probably more by now.. I guess I'm glad I'm so interesting? Hey, buddy, what's up? I should write some crazy stuff just to see what kind of reaction it might bring about. Maybe I'll do that after more time goes by and people forget about this blog. I'm so evil sometimes, that's atleast the way my mind works. Lifes busy, I get overwhelmed. I should be working on school stuff. I went out to eat with my family and a friend yesterday. That was cool. Yesterday was interesting I guess. It gives a variety to life. Sometimes there seems to be a weird line between careing, too caring, and obsessive. It's understandable how people can be obsessive sometimes. I do my best not to be. I have other things I need to do anyway, so I don't really have the time or the energy to be that w

Stash Update !!
Happy Monday!! I hope you had a great weekend. I have added some jokes to my stash to give your week an amusing start !! Please stop by and show some love. Enjoy!! And thanks and (((hugs))) as always. Love Lin xx

Add My New Name Plz
add my new accnt http://www.fubar.com/davidzgurl im not gonna use thiz one anymore...so all my friendz & fanz and family on here plz rate/fan & add my new one ill do the same to you, also rate my pix only 50 right now lolz... im also wondering if anyone my peepz could help me and my mom and brother out with a VIP my momz link iz http://www.fubar.com/harmlesslinda my brotherz iz http://www.fubar.com/guardianangelchris like i said help me out plz i need to level up bigtime only on level 2 right now lmao

Getting Even
I found an old straggly cat at our door. She was a sorry sight. Starving, dirty, smelled terrible, skinny and hair all matted down. I felt sorry for her, put her in a carrier and took her to the vet. I didn't know what to call her, so we named her "Pussycat." The vet decided to keep her for a day or so. He said he would let us know when we could come and get her. My husband (the complainer) said, "OK, but don't forget to wash her, she stinks." He reminded the vet that it was his WIFE (me) that wanted the dirty cat, not him. My husband and my Vet don't see eye to eye. The vet calls my husband 'El-Cheap-O', and my husband calls the vet 'El-Charge-O'. They love to hate each other and constantly 'snipe' at one another, with my husband getting in the last word on this particular occasion. The next day my husband had an appointment with his doctor, who is located in the same building, next door to the vet. The MD's waiting room and office was full of people waiting to see the doctor.

Courage
Courage is not only gifted to the few brave ones, It is something that lies within you, Where you can draw upon its strength and power, In times of crisis, fears and decisions. Courage is not something mysterious or unattainable, It is something that you can exercise in your daily life choices, You can let it bring to you untraveled paths, And make you more conscious and aware of your life. Courage does not have to roar to be heard, It does not mean being totally fearless and being invincible, It could mean taking actions, taking risks, taking a stand, Standing up for yourself, standing by your choices, And sticking to your dreams when others jeered. Courage could be the will to live in spite of the struggles, In spite of your fears and phobias, in spite of what others said, In spite of criticisms and disapproval, in spite of mistakes and failures, In spite of everything that stands between you and your dreams. Courage could mean trying over and over again whe