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Downrater - Again
This guy rated my main pic a 5 because he dont like flowers, how freakin dumb and retarded ->Forsaken: thanks for making my mother's day so much better ->Forsaken: kk well take care and next time bit of advise, just pass it, don't rate it Forsaken: nothing personal about you Forsaken: it was rated a five because I hate flowers. ->Forsaken: i'm not on here to make enemies, i'm on here to make friends and get to know people, i'm just that type of person ->Forsaken: i know you have the right to rate at whatever you want but i think its rude; i'd rather not receive a rating at all ->Forsaken: well i just dont like rating people below a 10 and i wasn't going to do what you did and keep it at a 5 ->Forsaken: what the 5? Forsaken: the rerating surprised me. ->Forsaken: yeah why? Forsaken: are you feeling ok? ->Forsaken: just returning the favor Forsaken: thanx

Sunday May 13th '07
Maybe southern women are rubbing off on me or its just a slow sports day.. but I'm watching NASCAR on my porch. They are in Darlington which is called the black widow lady.. why that is I don't know. Aren't all tracks black? lol maybe Daytona is purple and i just didn't see it. I don't know what im going to do this summer. Instead of my friends changing every year they seem to be changing every month. It gets harder and harder to keep women talking to me. I guess I won't be moving out here any time soon. My job is starting to get to me. I don't really need a vacation i don't think. I just want something that isn't so repetitious. I'm hoping for the best of course. I am going to go the store to get something for dinner tonight. Its hard to eat when you are feeling down. The weather is absolutely beautiful. I just wish i had somewhere to go today. Nobody seems to be talking to me much. So i guess i'll just get dressed and go out about town. My dad is in a weird mo

This Weekend
Hi all, Just thought I would write more from last nights blog. This weekend has been very frustrating, and long. Darryl and I tried to get some of the work done on the car and his truck. Andrew had a slight temp yesterday, and today he had one that is 102 degrees!!! So he isn't feeling too well, and then Kyle has a stomach ache, with diarrhea.Poor thing doesn't feel well either! Darryl was supposed to leave around 9 am and didn't end up leaving til almost 1pm, so I am hoping that Mid-Con doesn't get mad at him for picking up the load late, but had two sick kids, so not much he could do to change that, they will just have to understand! I just can't believe that the kids only have another 2 weeks and they are out for summer break! Andrew has to do a science project for his class, he has decided to do it on the Titanic. We went to the book store and found an awesome book that is a pop up and has all kinds of information on the Titanic! We have to write out a report stating what took pla

3rd Place....1100 Comments Behind
PLEASE HELP ME IN MY CONTEST.. i know winning isn't everything... i practically forfitted my last contest to help a friend...this is my second try at winning and i really want it. all i'm asking is to go by and leave a few comments here and there...i need all the help i can get...even if i get into second place i'll be happy. please leave a lil love! thanks! ~wendy~ click this pic!

Trix Is For Kids
Class is dismissed. Run back home to play with the others. The streets are empty on the way home. You never turn to look down the dark alleys. You were told to never look. Because that's where we delve. Because that's how we lure you in. Maybe just one glance wouldn't hurt. But that's all it takes. You belong to us now. Join us.

A Fast But Enjoyable Weekend
Good Morning. I trust your weekend was a good one, hopefully anyways. Back to work Monday, yuck…The weekend started out like a frenzy for me with Mandy’s Softball team arriving for dinner at 5:45-6:00 and at 5:15 I figured I would start the grill and get the hamburgers ¾ of the way done incase there were cheese burger lovers in the group. Well, 5:15 came along and Bonnie asked whether or not I picked up any NON-meat items to cook? “I said ah..no..! was I supposed to?” Apparently one child on the team is a vegetarian and does not eat meat. I guess that is the definition of an vegetarian, but anyway so I mentioned to her that someone needs to get the burgers on and WATCH them…so they don’t burn…oh you know where this story is going. I leave and rush up to what is called Vitale’s Market a great place for sub sandwiches but again Melissa the one who does not eat meat would not do a sub although I guess I could have gotten her a meatless sub or vege-sub…anyway Pasta Salad and Potato salad w

Gump, You Are A Genius
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

About Your Mother
Your Mother is always with you. She's the whisper of the leaves as you walk down the street, she's the smell of certain foods you remember, flowers you pick and perfume that she wore, she's the cool hand on your brow when you're not feeling well, she's your breath in the air on a cold winter's day. She is the sound of the rain that lulls you to sleep, the colors of a rainbow, she is Christmas morning. Your Mother lives inside your laughter. And she's crystallized in every tear drop. A mother shows every emotion, happiness, sadness, fear, jealousy, love, hate, anger, helplessness, excitement, joy, sorrow.....and all the while, hoping and praying you will only know the good feelings in life. She's the place you came from, your first home, and she's the map you follow with every step you take. She's your first love, your first friend, even your first enemy, but nothing on earth can separate you. Not time, not space.......not even death! "The best and most beautiful things cannot be

Naughty.
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" ** you will get a reply!!** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

As Some Of You Are Aware...
A group of friends and I are considering living a polyamorous (3+ member marriage) lifestyle. Since we all have problems with people at home right now, I won't mention names yet.Anyway, this will be the blog that contains the information of us travelling along the path to our happiness...

Guilt
Ok, I have known for a very long time that I need to quit smoking. I have tried just about everything under the sun. I have tried cold turkey (which ended up giving me anxiety) to nicorette gum (which tastes absolutely horrid). I have even tried just regular gum, mints, etc. I was given pills but that didn't help either. I remember asking my mom to quit when I was in the 5th grade. She flat out told me no. But to hear my own son tell me that he wants me to stop smoking b/c I will die and he will be alone is making me feel so guilty that I do smoke. I have like no willpower. So, what do I do? Do I try magic? Do I leave it in Gods hands? Do I try cold turkey again? Something has to give. I want to see him have children of his own.

They Walk Among Us
I walked into a Blimbie's with a buy-one-get-one-free coupon for a sandwich. I handed it to the girl and she looked over at a little chalkboard that said "buy one get one free." "They're already buy one get one free," she said, "so I guess they're both free." She handed me my free sandwiches and I walked out the door. They walk among us... and many work retail. A friend of mine bought a new fridge for his house. To get rid of his old fridge, he put it in his front yard and hung a sign on it saying: "Free to good home." For three days the fridge sat there without even one person looking twice at it. My friend decided that people were too untrusting of this deal. It looked too good to be true, so he changed the sign to read: "Fridge for sale $50." The next day someone stole it. They walk among us. One day I was walking down the beach with some friends when one of Them shouted, "Look at that dead bird!" Someone looked up at the sky and said, "Where?" They walk among

What Kind Of Lover Are You?
What kind of lover are you? When you've finished, use the answer key to find your love destiny. 1. You're in the Millbrook Garage elevator with the secret crush of your dreams. Suddenly, the elevator gets stuck in between floors and WUPD has its hands full mopping up another sewage leak in Wohl. Left to your own devices, you... A. Make sure your chastity belt is strapped on tight. B. Pull out the emergency picnic basket you have in cases just like these-fully loaded with candles and sensual oils. Spread out the goodies you've packed, and set the scene with a little Kenny G. C. Get it on. Get it on, again. Compare notes. D. Chain your crush to the side handle and brandish your whip from your patent leather undies. Don't forget the mask! 2. What are the contents of your bedside drawer? A. A stun gun to fight off potential hooligans. B. A secret shrine to the guy/girl you've never talked to in Chem Lab but plan to any day now. C. A vibrator/lubricant for when your

Blog Comments
Check this out...we fellow cherrytappers post blogs for you to read...the writers....well I cannot speak for anyone but myself, but I like to hear what your thinking about what I write..if you like it say so, if you don't say so, let me know if there is something I can do to improve...I love your opinions good or bad...so let a girl know ;)

Balloons
Against these turbid turquoise skies The light and luminous balloons Dip and drift like satin moons, Drift like silken butterflies; Reel with every windy gust, Rise and reel like dancing girls, Float like strange transparent pearls, Fall and float like silver dust. Now to the low leaves they cling, Each with coy fantastic pose, Each petal of rose. Straining at a gossamer string. The to the tall trees they climb, Like thin globes of amethyst, Wandering opals keeping tryst, With the rubies of the lime.

Midsummer Rain
The rain came pouring suddenly last night Before the drooping land was quite aware. I felt the quickening of the earth’s delight; I heard excited whispering on the air As withered blade and listless flower and tree Reached forth to drink its fill of ecstasy. I rose today to greet the usual dawn And found the scene transformed before my Eyes For though the wild, impulsive rain had gone, It left the lingering thrill of surprise. The earth lay quivering in a rosy light, Remembering the kisses it had last night.

Mystical Man
Mystical, whimsical figure Filtered formed, vague words To never describe this, Unformed vision. Just the occasional watching Of lucid brown eyes. Until, in our passion, My passion, her passion- Our making of intendancy, My lovemaking, her lovemaking Our lovemaking- You never would have, Stood before me- If never she whispered, Your name.

5-16-2007
So what does it take to get a great guy? A guy that can spend time with a girl just doing anything and he is o.k. with that? A guy that can slow dance and make you feel like your the only girl in his life just by the look in his eyes? Damn....I hate feeling this way!! Why can't I just be emotionless!!

How Women "test" Your Inner Wussy
How Women "Test" Your Inner Wussy >NOTE: If you'd like to see a complete list of my programs - all designed to help you attract and meet women - just follow this link: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/?cid=ZZVHZZ&lid=1&ll=1 Have you ever called a woman on the phone to set up a date and she says: "Friday night? Sure. Call me on Friday and we can talk about it..."? Or, have you ever had a woman ask you if you're "a player"? Or, have you ever had a woman challenge you about something ridiculous? Or, have you ever had a woman call you five minutes before a date and cancel? Or, have you ever had a woman pout and get upset because she didn't get her way? Or, have you ever asked a woman for her number and she says, "Why don't you give me your number and I'll call YOU"? Well guess what... you were being TESTED. All of these are examples of common things women do to "test" men. On some level, the woman

Ok...the Reason Why I Hate The Uk (sorry If This Pisses Any Of You Off)
I Was told I was developing a strong hatred of the UK and of Brits in general when I got involved with Lisa. She was railroaded into a marriage, and then pretty much conned on how much he really makes and can afford to send to help her and the kids by him using the conversion rates to his advantage. I know the only real reason he is with her is because taxes are cheaper over in the US than in the UK. But it is his arrogance and general disopsition that irratates me. Do I hate all Brits? Nope. Do I want to see all of the UK destroyed? Nope...Just the part his bloated ass is in. Thank you.

Common Decency
Common Decency Once again I got to see first hand just a few minutes ago how RUDE and UNCARING some people acts.I ran into a local supermarket picked up by few things and lined up,in front of me was a lady who looked to be in her eighties.After the cashier took her money and the bagboy finished bagging her order,,,HE WALKED AWAY.I looked up watched that little old lady trying her best to move the cart as the cashier collected my money I grabbed my bag walked up to that lady and offered her a help hand.As we were walking to her car she placed her hand on the side of the cart to assist her in walking.As I placed the last bag in her back seat and as I walking away she said Thank you & GOD BLESS YOU HONEY..knowing I took a few minute outta my day to help someone in need put a smile on my face..PEOPLE PLEASE RESPECT OUR ELDERLY

"how Could?
How Could The One I Gave My Heart To, Break My Heart So Bad? How Could The One Who Made Me Happy, Make Me Feel So Sad? Wont Somebody Tell Me? So I Can Understand. If You Love Me, How Could You Hurt Me Like That? How Could The One I Gave My World To, Throw My World Away? How Could The One Who Said I Love You, Say The Things You Say? How Could The One I Was So True Too, Just Tell Me Lies? How Could The One I Gave My Heart To, Break This Heart Of Mine? Tell Me........ How Could You Be So Cold To Me? When I Gave You Everything. All My Love, All I Had Inside. How Could you Just Walk Out The Door? How Could You Not Love Me Anymore? I Thought We Had Forever. I Cant Understand. How Could The One I Shared My Dreams With, Take My Dreams From me? How Could The Love That Brought Such Pleasure, Bring Such Misery? Wont Somebody Tell Me? Somebody Tell Me Please. If You Love Me, How Could You Do That To Me? Tell Me........ How Could you Just Walk Out The Door? How Could You Not Lo

No Title, Just Words..
I have found the one I need. In my heart love planted its seed. With each day it grows ever stronger. I'll love you forever. No, make that even longer. To be in love with you is ever so sweet. When we're apart I feel incomplete. Your touch sends sparks through my veins. Your love showers me like springtime rains. I can't get enough of your love and affection. Thank you for taking my hand and leading me in the right direction. You saved me from myself and my despair. I trust in you because you are always there. There to pick up the pieces whenever they fall. Life is about battles and together we can will them all.

Invasion
A great Crimson light erupts north of the great silver falls the grandeur of light befalls the eve over Paradise.. Explosion vast- growing fireball, fires indigenous of Hell unleashed scorch the land, singe the flowers in the grass Slightly darkened is the sky over Paradise Falling pieces of silver falling scorched bits of gold wind runner blazing fast and heated over Paradise Fleeing Angels of light betray the command of Michael too fearful to fight- Wings burnt by the great fireball over Paradise Land breaking apart, red spew migrating to the surface All good Souls screaming in terror And the Absence of God over Paradise Fallen Angels in vast battalions Descend from the smoky skies Vast Armies of Darkness Over Paradise Descending Terror Prince of Horror Reigning of Truth in absolute Bringer of War over Paradise Well over a Million Arch Angels of Fire Demons of Dark Legions of Ancient Millennium Spearheading Victory over the false of light All goo

Gm
good morning my awsome friends,i want to thank you all for being so kind for the comments and the rates on my pictures,i hope you all have a good day and rember i love you alland to keep a smile on them cute litte faces lol

Life May Have Been Beautiful
With you life may have been beautiful... The touch of your lips, your soft smooth skin feels so warm but we are surrounded by a shroud of cold. The cold of hate, the cold of oblivion envelopes us, caressing me Gently guiding me away from your arms. With you life may have been beautiful... this secret love we shared with vanity slowly consuming us, draining away your beauty robbing me of my innocence. I hate this admiration I have for you. These indescribable feelings slowly killing me inside Wishing I could wash away my memories of you... Like love letters scribbled in the sand during high tide. But no, its just not possible to wash away the way I feel... if only life was that easy. With you life may have been beautiful all of my dreams may have come true. But you're so blinded by yourself which leaves you so unwilling to see life through anyone else's eyes. With you life may have been beautiful but sometimes beauty is just a farce.

Live Beer.com Podcast Interview
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That Is So Sad
STOP ANIMAL TESTING!!! .. REPOST THIS. Living creatures are suffering for your comfort. If You pass on any chain mail, I hope you pass on this one. No one cares about your middle name, or what you did in 2006 or stupid stories that involve killers in the night. THEY ARENT REAL. GET OVER IT. THIS IS. This is wrong to the highest level. Please help spread awareness of the animals that go through testing. It is not right and should be stopped. The following images are of animals that have been used for consumer product testing. They are graphic.

So Far
Arena (known to self and others) caring, loving Blind Spot (known only to others) accepting, bold, calm, cheerful, confident, friendly, helpful, intelligent, patient, silly Façade (known only to self) brave, extroverted, independent, proud Unknown (known to nobody) able, adaptable, clever, complex, dependable, dignified, energetic, giving, happy, idealistic, ingenious, introverted, kind, knowledgeable, logical, mature, modest, nervous, observant, organised, powerful, quiet, reflective, relaxed, religious, responsive, searching, self-assertive, self-conscious, sensible, sentimental, shy, spontaneous, sympathetic, tense, trustworthy, warm, wise, witty All Percentagesable (0%) accepting (50%) adaptable (0%) bold (50%) brave (0%) calm (50%) caring (50%) cheerful (50%) clever (0%) complex (0%) confident (50%) dependable (0%) dignified (0%) energetic (0%) extroverted (0%) friendly (50%) giving (0%) happy (0%) helpful (50%) idealistic (0%) independent (0%) ingenious (0%) intelligent (50%) int

The End Of Poetry
He said orange is his favorite color. The music was light and classical. Human life was commonly understood as a nusance, an enemy of the planet nobily taken away with willing consent. And soon it didn't matter. It was easy to decide. We were all ONE; And to go or to come didn't matter. There was no need to reflect, or to involve ones self with constant entertainment and education. (Water drains from an aquarium.) We gave up humanity for the path of least resistance, a path of calculated opposites, lesser evils, and the guarantee of safety - predictability - It was the end of poetry, and the end of opposition. Armageddon came as no one expected it, a gradual extinction of human spirit - ultimate death - and a collective transition into nature artificially "perfected."

Heaven Sent?
I see him now, my heaven sent angel; He came to me in my younger years; Meant to protect me; Yet he brought me the most painful tears. We met each other and gave one to the other. Oh God, how much we loved one another. Until I thought I might be a mother. Then he left me for another lover. He came back to me, After I told him I'd lost his child. Sweet Jesus, I had learned so much When he threw me out for the wild. Now I have no part of him. Just an empty womb; The love I thought would last forever; Lies dead somewhere in a cold tomb. All I have is his body; We have no more love to give. It's all gone; Lost on a child we thought might live. Now we just stay together; Living a lie. Not caring anymore; Waiting for the day we can say goodbye. Then that fateful day came; Crashing all my hopes. You left me. Kept me dangling with imaginary ropes. Yet as I sit here today; Writing about you. Remembering the great times we had; I'm hoping and praying

What Do U Think
Girls i need some advice what would u do if ur bf just wants to hang out with you and the bring u everywhere with his friends and never wants to hang out with you and ur friends.....and im moving soon....and im not really sure what to think or do.....and we have been together for 7 months and some of my friends say that he would be treating me like shit...because we went out with one of my freinds and didnt stay very long cuz he wasnt feeling good...then we went to go see his friends and stayed out till 1am.....guys feel free to say something too anything will help at this point

Feather In Ur Headdress? Good Laugh!
HOW MANY FEATHERS IN YOUR HEADDRESS? You may have seen this one before, still good for a chuckle. A female reporter, interviewing an American Indian chief, asked the significance of the varied number of feathers in Indian headdresses. "Feathers show number of sexual partners," the chief replied. Indicating a nearby young brave, he continued, "Him? One woman, one feather. Him?" Pointing to a second, older man, "Three women, three feathers." The reporter looked at the Chief's headdress. "But you have so many feathers!" The Chief proudly slapped his chest. "Me Chief. Sleep with all women. Big, small, fat, tall." Horrified, the female reporter said, "You ought to be hung!" The Chief said, "Damn right. Me hung big like buffalo, long like snake." The offended reporter said, "You don't have to be so hostile!" The Chief replied, "Hoss-style, dog-style, wolf-style, any style!" The reporter cried, "Oh, dear!" "No deer", said the Chief. "Ass too hig

My Senses
I can't believe, The way you make me feel. The things you do, That stir a fire in me. You don't even have to move, For my desire to rise. But when you do, The things you do. My mood brightens, And my senses go crazy. I love the way, You run your hands, Over my body. I love the way, Your breath, Feels on my skin. I love the way, You smell, When we're in the height of our passion. I love the way, Your kisses taste, On my lips. I love hearing, Your moans and sighs, When I drive you crazy. I love tasting, Your skin, Tim and time again. I love the way, You stir a passion in me, That will never fade. I love, Your gentle caresses, When you're calm. And I love, Your passion filled ones, When you're crazy with desire. My desire for you will never fade, But even longer, My love will stay, Because I love you more, Than you will ever understand.

Thoughts About The Wind And Where It Blows
You call me and my soul does hear With words your soul draws me near And holds me yours for all time To be yours alone the dream sublime Kept by you love and passions deep My devotions the harvest you alone reap My desires to tease your sweet flesh My fires burn and needs refresh nothing can quench This undying flame My spirit only your sweet love can tame Is this desire lust ? Have I sinned Your soul calls, mine answers in the wind By R. Thomas Dinsmore

#38 M&m's Car Driver David Gilliland
DRIVER, M&M’S® #38 FORD FUSION Birth date: April 1, 1976 ¨ Hometown: Riverside, CA Spouse: Michelle ♦ Children: Todd, Taylor Sunny, southern California, known for its beautiful beaches and big movie stars, is a long way from the southern shorts tracks where NASCAR is king. But over the past decade a steady stream of hopeful drivers have traveled from the Golden State to chase their dreams of becoming a stock car driver in NASCAR’s top series. The latest name on the list is that of Riverside native David Gilliland, driver for M&M’S® Chocolate Candies, who after a quiet West Coast career made a big entrance into the world of NASCAR. Following in the footsteps of a racing family, Gilliland spent the majority of his youth working on the race cars driven by his father Butch. Working his way through the ranks on his father’s team, Gilliland moved from mechanic to crew chief on the #38 NASCAR Winston West team at the young age of 19. Just a year later, he was awarded the Cha

Agreement.
Booty Call Application Name_____________ Age____ Sex___ Phone_________________ School____________________________________ Occupation________________________________ Height_____ Weight______ Waist_______ Breast/Penis size____ Phat ass(Y/N)__ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)__ Other_________ Do u like to be Fucked(Y/N)__ How often (check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible__ How long can u last (check appropriate answer) 1min __ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ All nite__ Do u like giving oral sex(Y/N)__ Do u like receiving oral sex(Y/N)__ If I cum in ur mouth (check appropriate answer) Spit__ Swallow__ Depends__ Which do u prefer (check appropriate box) One on one__ Doubles__ Group__ While having sex, what do u do (check all appropriate answers) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat__ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Scratch__ Just lie there__ Go to sleep__ Watch tv__ Read__ Think of some

Yeah...
WELL TODAY I WAS SUPPOSED TO GO OUT OF TOWN FOR THE NIGHT.. BUT THAT FELL THROUGH... WHICH I WILL ADMIT I WAS PRETTY CHOKED ABOUT. BUT I WASN'T GOING TO SIT AROUND POUTING ABOUT IT. I WENT FOR DINNER WITH ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS. WHICH I WILL ADD...MMMMMMMM CALAMARI!!!!!!! THEN... HAHAHA WHEN WE GOT IT, WE REALIZED WE COULD HAVE SHARED ONE OF THOSE... LMAO! LESSON LEARNED.. I HAD A SHRIMP COMBO, WHICH WASN'T TOO BAD... THERE WAS WAY TOO MUCH FOR JUST ME THOUGH! AND YES...ANOTHER LESSON LEARNED... LOL! AFTER WE LEFT THE RESTAURANT, WE WENT TO A BAR AND HAD A FEW DRINKS...A COUPLE OF ROWDIES (TO BE EXPECTED) ANYWAYS, HAD FUN THERE AND WENT AND GRABBED SOME MORE DRINKS CAME TO MY PLACE AND HUNG OUT FOR A BIT.... AS OF RIGHT NOW... GONNA GO PLAY SOME CARDS. I HAD TO SHARE MY NIGHT WITH EVERYONE. HOPEFULLY EVERYONE'S WAS EQUALLY ENJOYABLE. SINCERELY, ~BETTER THEN IT SEEMS~

#4
"Antichrist Superstar" you built me up with your wishing hell I didn't have to sell you you threw your money in the pissing well you do just what they tell you REPENT, that's what I'm talking about i shed the skin to feed the fake REPENT, that's what I'm talking about whose mistake am i anyway? Cut the head off Grows back hard I am the hydra now you'll see your star prick your finger it is done the moon has now eclipsed the sun the angel has spread its wings the time has come for bitter things [chorus] the time has come it is quite clear our antichrist is almost here... it is done

The Ultimate Naughty Quiz!
The ULTIMATE NAUGHTY QUIZ! Fill it out and send it to me in a message, and repost to see what people put for you!1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Dick/Boob Size:4. Favorite position (s) ?5. Do you think i'm hot?6. Would you have sex with me?7. lights on or off?8. Would you have to be drunk?9. Would you take a shower with me?10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?11. Would you leave after or stay the night?12. Do you like cuddling afterwards?13. Condom or skin?14. Do you give Oral pleasures?15. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures?16. Have sex on the first date?17. Would you kiss me during sex?18. Do you think I would be good in bed?19. Would u have a 3-some with me?20. How many times would you like to cum?21. Would you use me as a booty call?22. Do you like fore play?23. What is fore play to you?24. Can we take pictures of the act?25. Would you send me nude pics if I gave you my email?26. Who would be in control?27. Would you pull my hair?28. Would you let me pull yours?29. Would yo

What Is Your Inner Color
You scored as Yellow. You are bright YELLOW one of the warm colors. You are always smiling and making peoples days better... like your color you respect the golden rule...respect and always care for peopleYellow100%Purple90%Blue90%White85%Orange70%Black70%Green70%Red40%whats your inner color?-picscreated with QuizFarm.com

Hey Thanks!
"You'll wake up wrapped in winter if you sleep through summer." "Hey, thanks for the tip, but i doubt that you've got it covered." We'll use spring and fall as buffers while our skin gets tougher. And you? You can cling like clichés to one another. We're taught to take precautions. We take more than our share. The cautious steps we're taking can't take us anywhere. We sprang forward and fell back, and we heard our clocks ask: "Hey, you! If time's a constant, why am i constantly under attack?" So, we held its hands to help it, but our hearts were selfish. Sometimes the best intentions end up intense without means to quell it. So, we poisoned our blood streams and we blackened our lungs. We've enabled the edifice that it's how we belong. We may suffer together, but we all die alone.

Fear And Ignorance In Action
Hard To Handle had this quote on her blast. I noticed it popped up right after I wrote the blog about Punky's Blast quote. LOL I collect quote that I love and I love philosophy, so I commented on hers too. Hard 2 Handle@ CherryTAP Noticed your Blast quote: "There is nothing more frightful than ignorance in action." -- Johann von Goethe Actually, it is fear in action that is the most frightening. All human emotions and actions derive from love or fear. When you come from love you can never be wrong, aruged with or proven wrong. you create wonderful things from love. When you choose to live in fear, you create horrible things and fear will come back to haunt you. Ignorance means "to have a lack of knowledge or information." Everyone is ignorant to something. We are ALL born completely ignorant and no one knows everything and no one ever will. There is knowledge of things that we will NEVER come to know about the universe, physics, and what lies outside the finite view o

Theme Song
As per suggestion of one of my best friends, I will now blast White Snake- Here I Go Again before heading out to school. I don't know where I'm going But I sure know where I've been Hanging on the promises and songs of yesterday And I've made up my mind I ain't wasting no more time Though I keep searching for an answer I never seem to find what I'm looking for Oh Lord I pray you give me strength to carry on 'Cause I know what it means To walk along the lonely street of dreams And here I go again on my own Going down the only road I've ever known Like a drifter I was born to walk alone But I've made up my mind I ain't wastin' no more time I'm just another heart in need of rescue Waiting on love's sweet charity And I'm gonna hold on for the rest of my days 'Cause I know what it means To walk along the lonely street of dreams And here I go again on my own Going down the only road I've ever known Like a drifter I was born to walk al

Monday
Hey all, Well today is usually my relax day to sit and finish up badges on pogo or just hang out, but nope we got paid today! Normally i would be all excited, but no the stupid bank didn't post anything until Thursday, and when i called to see how much we had on Wed. it said $589 but then when i called thursday we were $200 overdrawn! I was like what i know what came out and how much yet we were overdrawn. So we had to end up taking a loan out on Friday just to make it to today. So went and got paychecks and there was a bonus on it for fuel/log bonus! WOO HOO that is the 1st time he has ever got a bonus! It was $108.09 but hey any amount helps! Went to Homeland and got groceries, went to Cashland to pay just the interest on the loan, and then to Walmart to get the rest of the stuff we needed, and of course they are out of my Mountain Dew that is on sale, but they have it in the back, and also forgot black bags, will go and get those tomorrow. Tomorrow I have to drop by and pay the

Still Read Horrorscopes!
This is mine today! "You're motivated and inspired right now. Most importantly, you're filled with a serene and startling clarity. This sense of purpose guides you to the right people who are willing and eager to help you with your plans." Firstly it been one of those days! I am about motivated and inspired as a flat tyre in a thunderstorm! About as serene and full of clarity as Los Angeles Fog.. The only think i am guiding myself towards is sleep!!!! If anyone has a plan though, get intouch!! Be fun!

Marines
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Celeste-A Devil Dogs Mom(R-TX) Date: May 21, 2007 6:02 PM From: Support him, he is fighting for your freedom! Date: May 21, 2007 2:25 PM My Friend was a US Marine, he drove a big 7 ton truck, when he'd go to work each night, he'd say, "sweetie wish me luck". Then he would not come home again, 'til sometime the next day, But the thing that bothered me most, was the things some folks would say. A Marine's life is easy, he eats and sleeps and plays, And sometimes he won't fight a war for days and days and days. When I first heard these comments, I was too dumb to understand Cause I knew, when people had trouble he was there to lend a hand. Then my Marine went to work one day and kissed me good-bye, But little did I realize, that night, I would cry. My Marine gave his life that night, when the bomb hit from below, And I wondered why he'd risk his life, for someone he didn't know. But now I realize, the gr

Re: Best Thing I've Read In A Long Time!
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: AMERICAS MILITARY, POLICE & FIREFIGHTERS Date: May 21, 2007 2:02 PM Rules for Civilians ~ Thxs Susan Body: Rules for Civilians Body: "Dear Civilians, "We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation have many civilians up in arms and excited to join the military. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas where we would like your assistance: (1) The next time you see an adult talking (or wearing a hat) during the playing of the National Anthem---kick their ###. (2) When you witness, firsthand, someone burning the American Flag in protest---kick their ###. (3) Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second. Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these vete

Irritating Idiots.
If there is one thing that bothers me its people who having recieved a very small amount of information on any given subject begin to pass themselves off as experts on that subject. Usually rehashing exactly what they read and adding in any details that sound reasonable but that they are in fact making up. Really all I'm saying his I really cannot stand people who do that. . .Fucking ignorant people. Yes this is in reference to a particular person who happens to be irritating me right now. He's an ignorant fuck with a racist little loser pal and I'm grouchy cause I was napping and his loud idiocy woke me up. . .FUCK HIM

Makes You Go Hmmmm
1. Only in America......can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. 2. Only in America......are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink. 3. Only in America......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. 4. Only in America......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. 5. Only in America......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. 6. Only in America......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. 7. Only in America......do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place. 8. Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. 9. Only in America......do we use the

Float With Time
I wish to say thank you, For being here for me. Not all of you hear from me all the time. It does not mean you are less important, Or less appreciated, It only means I have spread myself too thin. Friendship is unusual to me at times. When I feel lonely, I'm tempted to feel I am without hope, But, I see God in you, In your word, quick messages, a photo, A quick comment to boost a vanity that has no need. To you my friends, I give thanks, Wish well and desire all good things. You deserve all that love gives til you cry joyous tears because you cannot take anything more. In small ways you can stay with me, In some ways, I may lose you along my journey, But, my heart has you and it shall not let you go. Duane aka Duke copyright 2007

Do Your Math!
To My Dear Wife: You will surely understand that I have certain needs that you, being 54 years old, can no longer satisfy. I am very happy with you and I value you as a good wife. Therefore, after reading this letter, I hope that you will not wrongly interpret the fact that I will be spending the evening with my 18 year-old secretary at the Comfort Inn Hotel.Please don't be upset - I shall be home before midnight. When the man came home late that night, he found the following letter on the dining room table: My Dear Husband, I received your letter and thank you for your honesty about me being 54 Years old. I would like to take this opportunity to remind you that you are also 54 years old. As you know, I am a math teacher at our local college. I would like to inform you that while you read this, I will be at the Hotel Fiesta with Michael, one of my students, who is also the assistant tennis coach. He is young, virile, and like your secretary, 18 years old. As a successf

Cherry Tappers Who Low Rate
I am sure a thousand people complain about this all the time, but it is such a joke when people rate you 1's and 2's! I mean COME ON! You know that is so rude... yet you do it anyway. I KNOW damn well I might be a 6-10, but I surely am not a fucking 1 or 2! If you stop by someone page and do not like what you see or read, then just leave or rate them a 10, just to be polite... BUT don't leave someone a terrible rating... it makes you look stupid as fuck! There!! I vented!! LOL

Cards Sent To Me :)
Despite It All by Kristi Despite the place, That I'm now in, This corner of my life, That tells where I've been... Despite the set backs, That I face, Or of the tears, That leave a trace... Despite the time, That distance brings, Or life's little quirks, And all other things... Despite that fact, That I still live, Memories of a past, I can't forgive... Despite the rains, That flood the trail, Despite life's winds, A force of gale... Despite the moon, Laying hidden behind, The tracks I time, Within my mind... Despite harsh words, Whispered aloud, Or of the sun, Behind the clouds... Despite the way, Life comes about, My love for you, There is no doubt...

My Ecstasy
I stare at you from afar Look- no touch is my rule My body stays put but my mind, oh yes my mind runs wild I can't help it these thought that i think Pictures of our bodies entwined in pure bliss I want you to explore my body and touch my soul Every inch, every curve with utter attention I want you to show me things Open my eyes to the wildest dreams I want you to take me to a place called Pleasure I want you to walk hand in hand, side by side with me to the land of Ecstasy Your lips, oh your luscious lips I love the way they kiss The way the heat from your mouth can warm my iciest fears I want you to kiss me from head to toe as i close my eyes and let my hands roam " I love you baby, I am never gonna let you go " And with the whisper of your words I feel as if I melt I can't hold back, i can't help, no I just can't help myself I hit the heights of delight as I feel your body heat, as I feel it grace mine I let my guard down and enjoy the taste of heaven

Illusive Ecstasy
Bodies entwine in a lovers embrace Smoldering eyes caressing my face Passionate kisses trail soft skin Waves of desire crashing within A hunger for intimacy beyond surreal Raw animal urges of lust they fulfill Moving in sync in their lovers dance On to a mutual release they advance Ecstatic moans of pleasure perfectly in tune A release so explosive as to shame the moon Collapsing together now satisfied and spent Forbidden dark desires of the flesh content Jolted from blissful sleep breathless and hot Hoping you're beside me, knowing you're not I know in my heart you will be here someday A love meant to be will always find the way

American Idol
I love them both...and frankly would like to see them both win...but i have been backing blake since day one... so yes poeple i am begging...PLEASE DIAL THIS MUNBER FOR ME!! 1 866 436 5701 1 866 436 5703 1 866 436 5705 He needs our help...and he is so totally unique HELP HIM OUT!!!!!!!!!!

Having A Great Time
Happy Wednesday to all my blog readers and friends. I am enjoying myself here in the San Francisco Bay area. My Brother in Law is a truck driver and I spent two days riding along. I passed up the ride along today because he will be hauling from the same site as yesterday. Today I am taking some time to clean the bike up. I need to get all the cross country dirt and bugs off. Time to post a few more pics.

Child Abuse Poem
No Kid Should Go Through This So sad, but so completely happens... My name is Tabby I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Chariles bar. I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work. He slaps and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And run to the door Hes already locked it And i start to bawl, He takes me and throws

The Extreme Importance Of A Very Best Friend
The Extreme Importance Of A Very Best Friend: by Jayzee The title of a very best friend is given to precious few, the ones who give love and support in all that they say and do. The ones you call to dry your eyes and build your confidence up, or even to just chat for a bit, if only to say "What's up?" The extreme importance of a very best friend can't be measured in any way, except in the actions you show to them and in every word that you say. That is how I know my friend, from all that you've done and do, that the title of my very best friend, is deserving only of you.

Friendship Is...
Friendship . . . . . . is you. . . . is love. . . . is shared. . . . is forgiving. . . . is understanding. . . . is shared secrets. . . . heals many hurts. . . . is not judgmental. . . . is shared laughter. . . . is slow and steady. . . . can be angry at times. . . . is dependable and true. . . . is more precious than silver or gold. . . . is meant to be savored like fine wine. . . . is not perfect, much like we are not perfect. . . . does not hold grudges or demand perfection. . . . makes all the wrong things in life, right somehow. . . . is meant to be gulped like lemonade on a hot summer day. . . . is always there, through times of trial, happy times and hard times. . . . just happens, but once discovered, needs to be tended like a beautiful garden. . . . is a road to be traveled slowly, remembering the sights and sounds. . . . is strength when you are too weak to notice its there. . . . is a cherished moment of mutual understanding. . . . reaches into your

Have You Ever Wondered...
what people really think about you. Mainly your closest friends. You think they think the world of you, but then you go to turn a corner in the hall, and hear them talking. You hear things you wish you knew before, like what they really think. How they lie to make you feel better, and just to find out you have no true friends.

Please Have A Listen
i am in a singing contest online i have 2 songs in 2 contests the may idol and the oyaka both can be found at www.myidolworld.com , under the name chrissylou75 , in the may contest i sing get here and in the oyaka contest i sing because of you , i would be sooo grateful if you would sign up for free and vote for me i appreciate all your support , hugs and love from me xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Lusty Monster
Monstrous beast that dwells within Gaining control and reeking of sin Seeking to force lust into the heart Growing more powerful right from the start Feeding on thoughts of sweet lusty wench Thirst for your juices flowing never to quench It needs your moans of passion and lusty sighs It feeds on your fire and soon does give rise To the copulation of woman and beast Taste of your love is the favored feast Burn fire burn and give forth the release For only in you will my beast find it’s peace Beast imprisoned within this man and fed on your fire You’re the woman of this mans deepest lusty desire By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Four Cats
Four men were bragging about how smart their cats were. The first man was an Engineer, the second man was an Accountant, the third man was a Chemist,,,,,,and The fourth man was a Government Employee. To show off, the Engineer called his cat, "T-square, do your stuff." T-square pranced over to the desk, took out some paper and pen and promptly drew a circle, a square, and a triangle. Everyone agreed that was pretty smart. But the Accountant said his cat could do better. He called his cat and said, "Spreadsheet, do your stuff." Spreadsheet went out to the kitchen and returned with a dozen cookies. He divided them into 4 equal piles of 3 cookies............. Everyone agreed that was good. But the Chemist said his cat could do better. He called his cat and said,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, "Measure, do your stuff." Measure got up, walked to the fridge, took out a quart of milk, got a 10 ounce glass from the cupboard and

Could Be Coincidence...
Could be coincidence... but then again... Many will recall that on July 8, 1947, witnesses claimed that an unidentified object with five aliens aboard crashed onto a sheep and cattle ranch just outside Roswell, New Mexico. This is a well-known incident that many say has long been covered up by the U.S. Air Force and the US government. However, what you may NOT know that in the month of March 1948, exactly nine months after that historic day, George W. Bush, Dick Cheney, Donald Rumsfield, Bill O'Reilly, Rush Limbaugh, Condolezza Rice, and Dan Quale were all born. See what happens when aliens breed with sheep. This piece of information may clear up a lot of things.

~justified~
I have a lot of anger... I feel it's justified. I wont take retaliation, I just want it rectified. You promised you'd be here for me. But then you turned your back. Was it just your other easy way out? Or was it backbone that you lacked. You made promise to another... On his grave. You said you'd watch over me. But in the end you sidestepped them away, To satify the powers that be. I hope you never need me. For I'll be here to the end. But remember when I turn my back... And you thought you had a friend.

A Lil Love Letter To Those Who Suck
For those who like to play mind games. Those who like to manipulate. Those who like to pick up the strings tied to our heads and shoulders and use us as everyday puppets. Fuck you all. Burn in no other place than Hell. Hope the best for you all, only for the best to be taken away at your highest happiest moment. And youre left with nothing. Nothing at all. So that you are left alone and you wither away and collapse like a building during an earthquake. You all will reap what you sow. Whats done is done, and you WILL hear from your maker when the time comes for you to be judged. Payback is one sweet sweet motherfucker. Tis all.

Moving
To my friends I'm not going to be on ct for a few days.....I'm moving hope to be back on in a few days!!!!!!! I got this Sexy Comment from CommentsDump.com! I got this Sexy Comment from CommentsDump.com! SEE YA SOON !!!!!!

Whole Again
Sheer desperation moves her to speak knowing her words will just bring defeat High emotions emerge from their burial place and draw on the tears streaming down her face If only for a moment her heart gets some relief and she's finally able to acknowledge her belief She will once again become a woman in whole instead of shattered peices, scattered on the floor.

Love
Love starts out as an instant attraction. A small inking of knowing that person before. Love is the merging of bodies and hearts and souls. When you feel that inexplicable desire. To touch his face to caress her shoulder. To give life where there was none before. Love is unexplainable and unshakable. To ask a person to stop loving is like asking them to stop breathing in order to live or to stop shivering when they are cold. Love cannot be planned. Love can not be set up. Love is not always desirable. And it often hits us like a tornado. It whips and screeches and smacks us upside our heads and our hearts. Love is perfect and beautiful and you should be able to surround yourself with it at all times. You should be able to cover yourself in it. Fall asleep next to it and feel it's warmth upon your very cheek. If you try to sever that love. I have found, it stretches and stretches and never breaks. It becomes stubborn and more tormentative the further away you pu

Desire Just Intensifies Want.-secret Desires
just to be close to you. to feel your saliva already on my face. i think, no i know i could be your pills. swallow me down i do dissolve. i have dissolved so many times in your eyes. remedy the hurt with a muscle contraction. i can see through you and its a beautifully pained sculpture of life. you will never know how much i needed you, never know how much i thought about you. never how much i dreamt of us being together.....forever. you will never know because i kept it deep inside just how much you really affected me. i still think of you now, every now and then. you still have a place in my heart that you touched one that you will never know about, that places makes me comfortable. i could be everything to you but in the end i ended up being nothing. but nothing is still something right?

Breathe
Air flows in and exhales out, simple does it seem but my breathe has been taken away from me From the moment I saw you and my heart did beat from the moment I held you, still so bitterweet To breathe is an instinct, yet I find it hard to do my legs begin to fail and my eyes start to blurr I know I have to tell myself I will breathe again the moment, the instant, that love begins again.

Bondage Couple Lose Key
Berlin - A German couple had to call out the fire brigade after tying each other up in chains - and then losing the key to the padlock. Jochen Ranstett, 56 and his wife Maria, from the town of Weiden, dressed up in leathers and chained each other to their beds, but lost the key during the romp. After hours of trying to free themselves they finally gave up and called for help on Jochen's mobile phone. He said: "It was so embarrassing. We just wanted to try something a bit different and we ended up with this. "I even had to be taken to hospital because my wrists had swollen so much from trying to get out of the handcuffs." - ananova.com

Wizard's First Rules
1.Believe:if you true believe that something is,It is. 2.If you truely believe something isn't it isn't. 3.True magic is in the eye of the beholder. 4.True magic is neither black or white. 5.True magic should never be used to hurt other people. 6.True magic should never mess with free will. 7.True magic should never go against the morals of another. 8.True magic should never be relied on to take care of everything so all will go your way. 9.True magic comes from the heart. 10.True magic if used properly should never scare you. 11.True magic is okay as long as you know the code of 3times3. 12.True magic is not to doubt your abilities. 13.True magic is never selfish to only benefit yourself and not at the expense of others. 14.True magic is loving. 15.True magic does not hold grudges against another. 16.True magic does not exsist of only one deity. 17.True magic even understands the homeless man/woman. 18.True magic does not let love blind him. 19.True magic does not di

Here We Go Again
i love these things lol first off, yes i have a cam, i did not take my pics with my mind i dont have yahoo i dont cam very often and only with close friends my boobs are 38F i have low tolerance for stupid questions im the moron here on a lighter note, i had my first ct proposal lol it was very sweet big hugs and kisses for my friends

Idle Chatter From The Voices In My Head
...before our way ward children ~ before the political wars ~ after sounds of bop & jazz ~ when new generations where born ~ a man with many names and faces ~ romed to all those Far off places ~ and spun the tales that began the search for our selves ~ drifting and trying in vail ~ to grab hold of the meaning of life ~ and all of it's dreaming...

Pet Peeves
I was talking the other night with someone I love to distraction, and the subject of pet peeves came up. He has a couple, one of which will be listed here, and I have discovered a few of my own recently that make me crazy (or crazier). The first one is this: my town no longer has a Burger King, and I saw on tv that they have Spiderman toys and I was damn determined to score one or two, and since I had to be in another town for a doctor's appointment yesterday, I kept my eye out for a Burger King, and found one! Imagine my delight! However, as I sat in the car waiting for my prize, I happened to see a sign on the door of this establishment that irritated me to death and triggerd a pet peeve attack. I have a niece who is a very successful ad executive in Dallas, and I know she went to college for years to become what she is. Apparently, the ad people who Burger King employs never went to school at all, because the sign looked like this: On the top was the Burger King logo, an

Fav Alycat!!!
Im pretty sure most of u knoe this gorgeous lady who's alway willing to lend a helping hand to anyone who needs it and is always there for her frens!!! She's been a bit down SO...... its time to give back to this beautiful soul and show her some luving!!! RATE HER! FAN HER! ADD HER! COMMENT THE HECK OUT OF HER PICS! U WONT BE DISAPPOINTED!!! AlyCat**Bella's Love Slave**SAW Crew**Owner of WPR**Demon House Rebel**@ CherryTAP

I Remember
I Remember Woke up alone in the dark, emptiness fills my heart. That familiar feeling of fear has taken me hostage again. Why am I scared? I can’t remember. The fear has washed over me, ceased me in its grip. I stare at the empty room through half-open eyes, A tear runs down my cheek; I cry! I cry because now I remember why. I remember why I am alone in the dark, I remember why I’m scared, I remember why I cry. I cry because you are gone! You are gone because I pushed you away! All I wanted was to love you, but you can’t take the love I have to give. I remember why I’m scared. I’m scared because I wonder what you are doing, out in the dark. I wonder if you’re ever coming back, back to melt away the fear And accept the love I have to give?

I Am Cherokee ~marge Tindal~ ©1999
The blood that courses through my veins Runs true to the Cherokee. I am the blood of my people. I am Cherokee. The trail that my forefathers walked, Saturated in their tears, The trail has become my trial I listen with their ears. I heard the wailing of the Cherokee Proud of the salty tears, I cry the tears of the Cherokee Even after all these years. I walk the trail that they cried, I hear their voices frail, I bear the blood of the Cherokee. Damn this worthless trail. 'Trail Of Tears' of the Cherokee, Long remembered in shame. I cry out for the Cherokee. I wear the Cherokee name. Hear me loud and hear me clear, No head hung in sorrow... For I am the proud Cherokee Waiting for tomorrow. I will regain what my forefathers lost. I will stand and show my pride. And all the spirits of the lost Cherokee Will be standing at my side. I am the proud Cherokee. You'd do well to remember my name. In the name of all Cherokee

Things Are So Confusing
wow so right now things are really confusing my life is very chill but i miss home an needed to clear my head so i took off letting my head tell me where to go instead of my heart an descided to deal with things my way i sat out back an pondered the questions in my life idk why but ive been depressed as hell for some reason

Letting Go!
There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, You can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person, it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to know when it's over. Stop begging people to stay. Let them go!! If you are holding on to something that doesn't belong to you and was never intended for your life, then yo

My Smile
My Smile... I cant seem to find my smile, Ive looked all over. I went to the park, where I thought I saw it last. But all I saw there were memories and good times gone past. Then I went to the beach, where we walked in the sand But all I saw there were images of us hand in hand. I went down by the lake, where we once used to sit, Where you told me you loved me, I was sure that was it. But my smile wasnt there, it wasnt to be found. I tried so hard to remember the last time I saw it around. Then I remembered. I remembered the last time I smiled so true, The last time I smiled, I smiled with you. anonymous

Changing Skins
i have a skin i riped that i really like it called black goth metal it's in my skins i want to add this picture titled "dragon control" (in my dragon colection) as the background but i cant figure out how can some one help please

' Patience "
The impatient are always in a hurry. They are trapped in the future attached to fear and time. The impatient follow self-made goals that go nowhere. The patient are never in a hurry. They are totally in the present, bathed in timeless loving. The patient have no need for goals. except to be Home in the Heart of God. The patient are patient because they know they are already there.

Stuff
So from what I'm reading, they talk about it as people with high selfestem who's self-esteme is easily threatened. Then they act out at those who theaten it. It takes a lot to threaten my self esteme, I think. So I don't think I am much danger of it. Although, I think ai am somewhat of a dissorder hypocondriac. Maybe it's that I have such a grandiose self image, and dillusions of self importance, and such, that I think if someone is writing, they are probably writing about me. LOL. I haven't had muh time to do much, but study and read and stuff.The sad thing is, it was probably all a waste of time. I did really bad oon my test today. I spent most of the week studying for it. It's somewhat depressing. The studying probably didn't do much because my mind was preocupied by other events. So the test just brought the shitty week to a close. The good thing is, I feel that it is over for now. The shittyness has basicly ended with the week. And now I'm on the upsswing of things. ( And

Do U Believe Me???
True affection will overlook many mistakes, love will not discern them. Let a young woman accept as a life companion only one who possess pure, manly traits of character. One who is diligent, aspiring, and honest, one who loves and fears God. Shun those who are irreverent. Shun one who is a lover of idleness; shun the one who is a scoffer of hallowed things. Avoid the society of one who uses profane language, or is addicted to the use of even one glass of liquor. Listen not to the proposal of a man who has no realization of his responsibility to God.

My Horoscope Says I Have Vision
...So here's my Horoscope not only for today, but for the rest of my life. "Why not add 'visionary' to your list of accomplishments? When you let yourself dream big, you can come up with concepts that are so far out they're in. Shifting gears to get into this mode takes practice, so get started."

Feeling Better
after a week of fightin cold it seems 2 b breaking ...... was a warm sunny day so i got out of the confined house and walked down to the store ...... enjoyed da fresh air and layed down a bit afterwards 2 rest my sore leg ...... loved layin in my bed when my kitty cuddles up next 2 me ....... glad 2 maybe b rid of this maybe tommorrow b4 i move next week ....... thanks 4 all the cards, kind words & prayersLOVE CHUCK

Class Ring
CLOSE TO THE DOOR WAY HE PASSED TO STAND AS HE TOOK THE CLASSRING FROM HER HAND ALL WHO WERE WATCHING DID NOT SPEAK AS A SILENT TEAR... ...RAN DOWN HIS CHEEK AND THROUGH HIS MIND THE MEMORIES RAN OVER THE MOMENTS THEY SHARED IN THE SUN AND SAND BUT NOW HE SAW HER EYES WERE COLD HE WOULD NEVER AGAIN HAVE HER HAND TO HOLD THEY WATCHED IN AWE AS HE BENT NEAR & WHISPERED I LOVE YOU" IN HER EAR WITH THE RING ON HIS FINGER HE KISSED HER GOOD-BYE REMEMBERING SHE'D WORN IT HE BEGAN TO CRY THEN THE DOOR SHUT AND THE WIND BEGAN TO BLOW AS THEY LOWERED HER CASkIT ... INTO THE SNOW

"fallen Not Forgotten"
Thunder rumbles through the air Not caused by God but by man Plumes of smoke billowing Sounds of screams in the distance This is war. I count them one by one Each soldier lying as though in peace Army, Air Force, Navy, Marines It makes no difference This is war. Taps echoes in the wind The Colors draped over each coffin Twenty-one gun salute Each one lowered into the ground This was war. I will not forget The promise they made To defend, protect, and serve Giving so freely of themselves This was war. Now I can watch My slumbering children Looks of peace on their faces Knowing not the perils Of those at war. Thank you soldiers For your sacrifice That allows my children to sleep Keeping us all free And safe from war.

An Uncomfortable Survey
How many girlfriends or boyfriends have told you they love you?: Have you ever thought that you were going to marry a person?: Are you crushin' on anybody?: Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt?: Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?: Are you happier single or in a relationship?: Have you ever been cheated on?: What is your favorite thing(s) about the opposite sex?: Have you ever had your heart broken?: Have you ever broken someones heart?: Talk to any of your ex's?: If you could go back in time and change things with your ex's, would you?: Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?: Have you been in an abusive relationship?: Have you dated someone older than you?: Younger?: Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?: Believe in love at first sight?: Ever been given an engagement ring?: Do you want to get married?: Do you have something to

Memorial Day
I'm proud to be in the United States of America. I'm proud to be part of those stand up and serve their country. It doesn't matter if they serve because of college money, bonuses, a job, or patriotism; at least they serve. I don't mind that the holiday devoted to those who have given the ultimate sacrifice for their country has been relegated to the realm of 'sales' and 'BBQ's'. I'm actually pretty cool with that. Servicmembers have given their lives so the people of this country can be free to celebrate holidays the way they want. It's a disservice to soil their memories with false remembrances or forced memorials. I would hope that as the citizens of this country enjoy this day, they stop for a minute or two and give thanks for those that are willing to sacrifice for their right to enjoy life. Nothing much...just enough to remind themselves that what we have here in the USA is special...that it's important enough to fight for...and that it's important enough to spread aroun

I Loved You
I loved you Yet I dont see you I needed you Yet I couldnt hold you I called for you Yet I couldnt hear you I cry for you Yet you're not there to wipe my tears away What should I do? Yet you couldnt tell me Should I hold on? Yet you're slipping through my fingers Should I wait for you? Yet you're already gone Can we be closer? Yet you're so far away Am I gonna have a life with you? Yet Im living the life alone Am I gonna to lay with you? Yet Im laying with my pillows Am I gonna look for you? Yet you're not there for me to find Are you meant to be mine? Yet you may be meant to be someone else's Are you thinking of me? Yet my ears hasn't ring to let me know Are you In love with me? Yet there's nothing there to know Are we 1? Yet we are 2 Are we meant to be together? Yet we are drifting apart I hate you Yet I couldnt I dont need you Yet I long for you I dont want you here Yet I look back for you Let go of me Yet just hold me close Im gonna find ano

Little More About Me :)
Outside of being a Promoter for some of the greatest independent country/southern rock etc artist, I am a Published Author, Poetess, songwriter! You can buy my book at Publish America search under my name or the title, we can work out something , i be more then happy to sign it :) You can also hear the songs I wrote on my soundclick, www.soundclick.com/jodydickey pure country !! Click on banner below 4 my book and my soundclick banner below 4 direct links

Horoscope: Pisces
Challenges on the home front only make you more resourceful. Can you parlay those skills into the workplace? If you do, you'll see the payoffs in an expanded skill set or in recognition from some powerful boss types..... can someone plz tell me wat tha fuck this means

Sadness
Sadness A half-peeled apple Not a metaphor Not a poem Merely there Yesterday’s evening paper Merely there Merely there A warm breast Merely there Nightfall Sadness Apart from words Apart from the heart Merely here The things of today.

Dream A Little Dream...
I've always had a dream that differed from everything I've done in my life...I've wanted to sing in a band since I could remember. I have no problems being on stage or singing, I've been doing that since I was little. I don't have the confidence enough to do it, I think...my whole life has a certain structure, it's exactly as I want it to be, sort of...sans the fact that I'm not doing what I wanted to do with my life when I was young. My mom always wanted me to finish college, get a good job, be stable...like all parents want for their kids. And I think that took on the forefront of anything I've done...doing everything for my mom, she sacrificed so much for me, it's the only way I can think to pay her back for all that...but what I wanted most of all, was to live a life that I could love myself for. I wanted to live my life as a starving artist of sorts, to explore the meaning of my existence and what I was put here for. That just doesn't put food on the table or a roof over

The Hardest Thing To Do Is To Say Good Bye For A Little While..
I have to say it was difficult as hell when my fiance looked at me with his eyes full of unshed tears, begging me not to cry when he got his packs together for heading back to Iraq. Right now, I am just pouring tears, unable to let go of the pain of being separated from him again, after the three years we have been engaged. This will be the fourth time I have said good bye to him, not knowing if he will return in one peice, or even sane enough to recognize me. I am scared, hurting, and alone again, even though I know if he does come back from overseas, we will marry, but living out here alone is frightening enough for me. I just wish the goverment will stop sucking every single last penny that the lower class in this country has, into the black hole of "The war on terror" And realise that not everyone believes that load of shit. We all know its over the fucking oil, their false hoods only make it look even worse.

Quote For May 29
Ethics, too, are nothing but reverence for life. This is what gives me the fundamental principle of morality, namely, that good consists in maintaining, promoting, and enhancing life, and that destroying, injuring, and limiting life are evil. -- Albert Schweitzer Bonus Quote: Yes, a Jedi's strength flows from the Force. But beware of the dark side. Anger, fear, aggression; the dark side of the Force are they. Easily they flow, quick to join you in a fight. If once you start down the dark path, forever will it dominate your destiny, consume you it will, as it did Obi-Wan's apprentice. -- Yoda The Empire Strikes Back This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

Apologies For Not Returning Comments...
Since I was at the pool the past three days for Memorial Day here, I got SWAMPED by comments, and normally we try to return all comments, but there were well over 500 comments! Which rocks, but is a little time consuming to do on the first day back from a Holiday weekend! I hope you can all forgive me! muahz Tiffany and the Texas Flames http://www.texascarbq.com

Chapter -2
Chapter 2 (More Stirrings in the Night) (if you didn't read the Prologue and chapter 1, you'll be lost.) Arriving home for you, is about as exciting as running into an ex, you don't want to be there but there are things you need to do here. Freeing yourself of all clothing you begin making your dinner. A few lucid sexual thoughts invade your mind making you wet and the occasional fondling of your creamable hole adds to the growing tension and need for release but you promise yourself 'later', when you have more time to be totally attentive to those thoughts. You sit at the table, looking out the window and across at the park, a view that extends over treetops into the vastness of the woods. Your eye catches a small clearing, a space devoid of trees and wonder why you hadn't noticed it before. You finish eating trying to erase the thought but somehow you feel lured to this spot, like a moth to flame, erotic and sensual feelings drown your emotional responses. Thats it! You have to g

Above
This mystical you knows my every thought This slender silver thread that connects me to you These feelings read These feelings caught This mystical you What you do......... to my soul Opening up the power like a budding flower Instinctively knowing The mystical you, keeps it all flowing, in to my deepest place, unlocking the heart case, filling it too Slender silver thread winds its way through, the mystical you, from heart to head Flowing too What you do, petals unfold, colours they hold This mystical you These thoughts foretold My deepest place, my opened heart case Delicate silver thread My thoughts read, by mystical you

Nba Playoffs, If You Fuckin Care
Consider this a brief public service if you have stopped watching the NBA playoffs (not that David Stern remotely cares): 1.The Spurs are still freakishly good (and now just about have their bags packed for the Finals). By the way Manu, when your flopping is so extensive that even the hometown San Antonio newspaper leads with it, perhaps the time has come to back off it a bit. Just sayin'. 2. I had the good fortune of stumbling across Game 3 of the Eastern Conference Finals a few days back as the fourth period was getting underway, which was swell because it was just in time to see LeBron James play transcendant basketball. The array of plays he unleashed (step back threes, Magic-esque assists, and an all-time balls to the wall drive the basket with a finishing dunk over a stunned Rasheed) were jaw-dropping. Good enough, in fact, to perhaps compel me to maybe find Game 4 of that series a little earlier than the fourth period tonite. James' progression since turning pro out of hig

Shiver
For just a moment….. A shiver ripples up my spine, From your smooth fingertip. A short deep mone escapes me, But you just smile. Your hands explore me, And your eyes burn sweetly With desire for me only. For just a moment I am not me. I am you, we are us. My legs tingle lightly As you brush past me. You can hear my heart pounding, My soul sings like a choir of angels. I have a taste of heaven. My jaw tenses tightly, My lips crave yours for just One second-one touch. My eyes are filled with hunger, As I look at you-my sweet. And for just a moment, I hear you, though no words are spoken.

To All My Friends
to all my family friends an fan i just want you to know this today if i donyt always get the chance to do so love all Kirk FranklinLean On Me - Featuring Mary J. Blige, Bono, R. Kelly, Crystal Lewis & The FamilyMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Jesus..
My mom was diagnosed as pre-diabetic. Of course her coverage doesn't insure ANYTHING until she's actually diabetic. Now is that a crock of shit or what? "You could have a massive heart attack. You can't get a dietitian though. Coverage won't help you." Canada, anyone? That hospital isn't very helpful. I can't put the blame on them, it's the stupid insurance policy of her work. Fuckers. I'm so stressed! Courtesy of SparkleTags.com

This Is So True!
Daily Horoscope: Leo For May 29,2007 Frankly, there's no fathoming this person's reasons for acting the way he did. It's definitely not the way you would have done things, but what can you do? Live and let live. You'll save yourself a lot of time and worry.

Egyptian History Part Two~ House Of Ra` And Seti
The house of Ra was a vey complex one there was times of great peace and war between members for the house of Ra` would be like a unverlist church you had many of the egyptian followers meeting in one place. Yes many of the gods and goddesses shadowed eachother in purpos yet it cuased disagreements to wich god or goddess was the best for that field. Then came the ordainment of the title of Pharoh (The dietie's speaker and voice) He would be the peace keeper of all sects of egyptian faith. Many of Pharoh was proclaimed to be decendent of ether Ra` amun or Seti for Ra`amun he was and is the great sun god and high god over all gods and goddesses, yet he was also the taker of life as he saw fit. The god Seti was the god of destruction and the punisher of the wrong ordered by the goddess Ma`at (the keeper of justice and light) His function was to inspire justified action and make people know if they did wrong they would rue the day they acted in means of wrong. Many of warrior or keeper of

May 30th...horoscope
A new situation in your workplace means that you'll have more flexibility and freedom, but a few old structures might have to be torn down first. Knowing that you'll come out on top eases the transition.

Dead Inside
dead inside You Just Don't Know... How Hard For Me To Forget This.. Everytime I Saw Your Face My Heart Bleed Inside Why Am I Not The Lucky One Why Life So Unfair To Me.. I Saw You The First Time I Wanted To Know You SO Much Before I Even Begin My Journey (Blink)It Took It From Me Am I Really Dead Inside Am I Really Dead That No One Really Know That Im Actually Exist Am I ...Am I...DEAD??!!

My Best Friend
My Best Friend When I first looked into your eyes, the look that I'll never forget... That silly grin you had on your face...that told me you were glad to be there... After time has past and even after all the disagreements... Walking away and trying not to look back... for some reason you were always there... you listened when I wanted to shout, you calmed me when I didn't know which way to turn... you laughed at me when I had a blond day... You held me when I needed a hug... you knew when I needed you... Because you are my very best friend... and that will always be... Love ya...

• Lessons For Life: A Must Read •
• lessons for life: a must read • I received these in an email today, and it really helped me put a lot of things in perspective... hopefully they will provide as much light for you as they did for me.... 1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady. During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions until I read the last one: "What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?" Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade. "Absolutely," said the professor. "In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant. They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say "hello."

Be Careful
*BEWARE OF PAPER IN THE BACK WINDOW ** ** OF YOUR > VEHICLE * > * * > * ** ** NEW WAY TO DO CAR JACKINGS** > > ** (NOT A JOKE) ** > > ** Heads up everyone! Please, keep this > circulating... ** > **You walk across the parking lot, unlock your car > and get inside.** > ** You start the engine and shift into Reverse. > * *** * > *When you look into the rearview mirror to back out > of your parking space, > you notice a piece of paper stuck to the middle of > the rear window. So, you > shift into Park, unlock your doors, and jump out of > your car to remove that > paper (or whatever it is) that is obstructing your > view. ** > **When you reach the back of your car, that is when > the car jackers appear > out of nowhere, jump into your car and take off.** > **They practically mow you down as they speed off in > your car. * *And guess what, ladies? I bet your purse is > still in the car. ** > **So now the carjacker has your car, your home > address, your money,

Me And Potato Salad Dont Get Along
1 THING I LOVE IS MY MOMS POTATO SALAD BUT FOR SOME REASON ME THE POTATO SALAD DONTGET ALONG GOOD CAUSE AFTER I GET DONE EATING IT NEXT THINK YOU KNOW IM RIPPING SOME ALL OVER THE HOUSE ITS LIKE WOW BURNT POTATO SALAD AND ROTTEN COOKIES OR EGGS, THE ODOR JUSTS HANGS AROUND ALL DAY IM LIKE WOW IM A STINKER,THEN AT NITE TRYING TO SLEEP I LEAVE THE FAN ON IT WAKES ME UP I GUESS WHAT HAPPENS IS MY GAS COMES UP THROUGH THE SHEETS AND HITS ME IN THE FACE SO HERE I AM AWAKE AT 3 AM CAUSE OF BAD GASS FROM POTATO SALAD,GOOD THING I DIDNT HAVE A DATE OR SOMETHING THAT DAY CAUSE WOW I WAS RIPPING ALL DAY ALONG,JUST FIGURE I SHARE WITH YOU ALL ABOUT POTATO SALAD AND BAD GASS,HAVE A NICE DAY

My First Hit
The first time I smoked pot I didn't get high. I got my first job when I was 14 years old at McDonalds for $4.25 an hour. I got the job because I used to spend hours waiting there for my friend Katie to get off work so we could hang out at her apartment across the street by the park. She had made friends with some of the cooks and ran across a few under a ramada while walking through the park after work one day to get to her place. They were rolling up a joint and asked us if we wanted to smoke it with them. I had read Go Ask Alice in 7th grade and had been curious to do drugs, especially since a lot of my girlfriends had dropped acid shortly after reading the book. I said okay. I took a few hits and left because I didn't want to feel high around strangers, not knowing what it would do to me. I ended up not feeling any different than before. A few months later, after school had restarted and I was 15, I started hanging out at the local Coffee Plantation after school. There was a group

To My Baby
every rose has its own way about it. but when it is mixed in with a field of flowers it hard to pick it out. but u baby are like the one special rose that stands out in my world. in ur own special way. love u forever

A Tear For A Fellow Battle Buddy
Today i seen something that brought tears to my eyes and a overwhelming joy to my heart. Today they laid to rest a soldier near were i'm working. And as we (the soldiers) seen all the people come out to say a last goodbye i felt really honored to be a soldier. Makes me feel good that we are so thought of and respected. Really made me stop and think. There was a long line of bikers and the herse and cars. Really made me stop and think about what i'm doing and how proud i really am!!

Some People Are Asses!?!?!
I have posted my first mumm. And as I expected I got ripped by several people. I have seen that these same people have posted non-sense, sex based mumms. I wonder why it is that someone with morals and convictions who is not here for a f*ck buddy, gets ripped on for real issues. Granted it was a bit inmature, but I was curious as to the like mindedness of the tappers. You know we preach tolerance, but why is it that these equal rightists are so biggoted and intolerate of any veiw that does not agree with theirs? And here's the moral of the story, People who live in glass houses, shouldn't throw stones. It would do us all good to remember that opinions are like ass holes. Everyone has one, and everyone thinks everyone else's stinks. This is just another rant from my boredom psychosis!!!

Wont Be On For A While
so im movign again my roomates doing some heavy shit so im getting a storage unit and putting all my shit in it and then well who knows where life may take me maybe to some far away land or maybe ill be stuck here forever. i dont know ...but i do hope that i will do somthing great with my life if not great at least something good... anyways if you need to get ahold of me youll find a way ...either that or its really is our time to part -goodbye

Yep Im Blonde But Not This Bad !!! Lol
1. She spent 20 minutes looking at the orange juice box because it said "concentrate". 2. She put lipstick on her forehead because she wanted to make up her mind. 3. She got stabbed in a shoot-out. 4. She told me to meet her at the corner of "WALK" and "DON'T WALK". 5. She thought TuPac Shakur was a Jewish holiday. 6. She tried to put M&M's in alphabetical order. 7. She sent me a fax with a stamp on it. 8. She tried to drown a fish. 9. She thought a quarterback was a refund. 10. She got locked in a grocery store and starved to death. 11. If you gave her a penny for intelligence, you'd get change back. 12. They had to burn the school down to get her out of third grade. 13. Under "education" on her job application, she put "Hooked On Phonics." 14. She tripped over a cordless phone. 15. She took a ruler to bed to see how long she slept. 16. At the bottom of the application where it says "sign here".. she put "Sagittarius." 17.

Which Disney Guy Would Be Right For You?¢¾
¢¾Which Disney Guy Would Be Right For You?¢¾ ¢¾The Hunchback of Notre Dame¢¾You are a very kind person who wants a man who is just as kind to keep you company. You don't care one little bit about looks - you just love kind, caring, considerate men who can treat you right.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

What Your Hands Say About You
What Do Your Hands Say About You? What Your Hands Say About YouYou are artistic, intuitive, and inspired. You have good people skills.Bold and daring, you're not afraid to change your life if you think it needs an overhaul.Practical and down to earth, you're a doer not a dreamer. You rather get something done than think about it all day.Your emotions tend to be nervous and potent. Your energy - both positive and negative - deeply impacts your life.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

10 Things If A Man Woke Up With A Vagina And A Woman A Penis
Things a Man Would Do if He Woke up with a Vagina 10. Immediately go shopping for a vibrator 9. Squat over a hand-held mirror for an hour and a half 8. See if he could finally do a split 7. See if it‘S truly possible to launch a ping-pong ball 20 feet 6. Cross his legs without rearranging his crotch 5. Get picked up in a bar in less than 20 minutes 4. Have consecutive multiple orgasms and still be ready for more without sleeping first 3. Go to the gynecologist for a pelvic exam and ask to have it recorded on video 2. Sit on the edge of the bed and pray for breasts too 1. Finally find that damn G-Spot Things a Woman Would Do if She Woke up with a Penis 10. Get ahead faster in the corporate world 9. Get a blowjob 8. Find out what is so fascinating about "beating the meat" 7. Pee standing up 6. Determine WHY you can‘t hit the bowl consistently 5. Find out what it is like to be on the other end of a surging orgasm 4. Touch/shift herself in public witho

Awakening
There was a warm; gentle breeze blowing as she stared at the waves crashing on the shore. The horizon had blended into the sea as the Sun had already set; leaving a faint lavender haze that was quickly merging into the dark blackness of the ocean. Her thoughts were elsewhere as the stars slowly blinked into existence before her eyes. She was thinking how cold and disinterested Victor was as he broke the news to her, “ It’s not your fault, I’ve just changed, people change you know. I feel shackled and emaciated by our arrangement, I’m sorry but I need out!” She knew what he meant, he had grown tired of her, after 6 years of loving and caring, of giving of herself completely, he had just thrown her away. The pain was something that she knew she had to stop, and after six months of trying to forget, of changing her routine and habits she had come up with the only solution she could think of. That was what had brought her to this beach on this warm dark ni

Forever Died
The first time someone told me they wanted forever it last almost 15 yrs. before she went after her next forever. The second time it was 3yrs. before I was trading for a guy who made more money and didn't travel for work. After three years of being alone I finally (with a nudge from a mutual friend) decided to try again and this time told her up front that I wasn't interested in any less than forever, she said that's what she wanted to. GUESS WHAT forever ended after one weekend. So given the rate of decline, I'm pretty sure that at this point Forever is completely gone and Ture Love is only a fairy tale. I have my kids and friends and I think I need to just be happy with that. Love is a wonderful feeling until it isn't there anymore and this replaced by heartache and that's the a feeling I can do without.

Pain
Pain Bleeding heart Empty body Without life Without hope. Trying to heal Trying to feel Hoping for something Hoping for anything. Lost is my mind Lost is my soul Reaching for you Holding on to nothing. Pain is all I feel Pain is all I have And all that I know Is that I'll never heal. Balance in life There isn't such a thing Balance in death Is all that I need. Written by Mara Drotar I wrote this poem on december 18th of 2005

The Most Beautiful Rainbow
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

Kids Write About The Sea (in Case Anyone Out There Is Considering Having Any More Kids )
1.This is a picture of an octopus. It has eight testicles. (Kelly, age 6) 2. Oysters' balls are called pearls. (James, age 6) 3. If you are surrounded by sea, you are an Island. If you don't have sea all round you, you are incontinent. ( Wayne, age 7) 4. Sharks are ugly and mean, and have big teeth, just like Emily Richardson. She's not my friend no more. (Kylie, age 6) 5. A dolphin breaths through an asshole on the top of its head. (Billy, age 8) 6.My uncle goes out in his boat with pots, and comes back with crabs. (Millie, age 6) 7. When ships had sails, they used to use the trade winds to cross the ocean. Sometimes, when the wind didn't blow, the sailors would whistle to make the wind come. My brother said they would have been better off eating beans. (William, age 7) 8. I like mermaids. They are beautiful, and I like their shiny tails. And how on earth do mermaids get pregnant? Like, really? (Helen, age 6) 9. I'm not going to write about the

God?
> A United States Marine was attending some college > courses between assignments. He had completed > missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of the courses > had a professor who was a vowed atheist and a member > of the ACLU. > > One day the professor shocked the class when he came > in. He looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, "God, > if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this > platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes." > > The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin > drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor > proclaimed, "Here I am God. I'm still waiting." It > got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine > got out of his chair, went up to the professor, and > cold-cocked him; knocking him off the > platform. The professor was out cold. The Marine > went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The > other students were shocked and stunned and sat there > looking on in silence. > > The professor eventually came to, noticeabl

My Very 1st Writing! Life N Love!
Everyone says live life like the lord would want u 2. Alife without love is a life without a soul. I gave you my heart and soul. when u left u took both with u. Now I sit here without my heart and soul. On the inside i cry and beat myself up. On the outside i seem happy and like the world is my play ground. I feel so lonly without u. I jst wanna go and hide to cry , OD, and cut myself. The moment u take a blade to cut ur self. All what u felt before u cut goes away. The pain takes its place but not for long then all of the lonelyness and sad nees and hates comesback then u go take alot of pill to make urself pass out but u endup ODing you think to urself ("no one help me jst let me die") but then u wake up and ur laying there in a bed with all this stuff hooked up to u . U jst lay there looking at ppl and still thinking why? why? why? why did u help me? why couldnt they jst let me die? they say they love u but u know soon they will hate u. It starts all over again. Life and Love. My Li

10 Words You Simply Must Know
British novelist Evelyn Waugh once said, "One forgets words as one forgets names. One's vocabulary needs constant fertilization or it will die." Encarta editors picked some of their favorite words to nourish your vocabulary. Some of them you may even use. 1. Defenestrate: "throw somebody or something out of window: to throw something or somebody out of a window (formal or humorous)" It is quite entertaining to defenestrate paper airplanes. 2. Garbology: "study of waste materials: the study of a cultural group by an examination of what it discards" Garbology might be a good career choice for dumpster divers. Recycling may make the job of future garbologists extremely difficult--they'll have less to study. 3. Digerati: "computer experts: people who have or claim to have a sophisticated expertise in the area of computers, the Internet, and the World Wide Web" Not too long ago, computer expertise was considered nerdy. These days, many people strive to be among the digerat

Need To Just Chill
So over the 10 days leading into Memorial Weekend was awesome, always a great time on the beach. Now, back to work and I am all screwed up. Down the beach was getting up early and going to bed late and all this past week I have been about falling asleep. Today is sit on my ass and be lazy day! The first weekend there was a car cruise. every classic to new car was there and all you could smell was racing fuel everywhere. Saturday I hung out on the beach with my friend Allie and Amy and even got in the ocean that was fucking cold. So cold that I looked in my boardshorts and turned into a woman briefly. Saturday night my parents and I went to dinner and had seafood. Sunday was pretty much the same thing, but I went a got my tongue re-pierced, thank you Allie and Amy!!! Durning the week I just relaxed on the beach and hung out on the boardwalk. Tuesday night my buddy Ed got in and then the rest starting getting there between Wed and Friday morning. Did the whole pimp thi

Went Out Last Night...
Was the first time in a while I'd gone out. Since about the 3rd week of April, in fact. So I headed out to Gameworks in Newport, Kentucky (which is a combination of bar/grill/arcade). I got there about 8:45 or so and the place is already packed. That's not unusual on Friday nights. So I'm in there, playing games. There's a couple games in particular where you win tickets by playing them, and sometimes can win BIG. Well I was playing one called the "Big Win Super Spin". LO AND BEHOLD - you're looking at one of the latest big jackpot winners at that game - because on the third or 4th spin (I cannot remember which now for the life of me, I was sky high on one liter of Dew at that point), I hit the thousand. Jackpot baby! The buzzer went off and it came over the loudspeaker that there was a winner. The Gameworks staff came, got my card from me to put the thousand tickets on it, and then just as I'm about to turn around, another employee whom I've been talking to off and on since Janua

Poem
The Red Rose This red rose is my heart The pedals of blood fall for this hole in my heart grows greatly day by day Times I talk to her, the hole is closed Days I can hold her, pedals grow back Dreams of her make it stronger The rose grows bigger and brighter The larger it becomes the easier to harm to break will only lead to distaster But she protects me for me For she is my heart and I am hers

Don't Tell Me You Understand
What if you saw my arm one day And all those bloody trails? Will you be able to understand why I cut when all else fails? Would you tell me to stop the cutting Because what I do is wrong? Will you try to convince me again That I'm really very strong? Will you tell me otherwise When I say "you won't understand"? Answer me this question Have you sat with a knife in your hand? Have you even contemplated Or thought about suicide? Do you have any f u c k ed up emotions That you always try to hide? Have you ever lost best friends Because of the blade of a f u c k ing knife? Are you stuck in deep depression Always trying to end your life? Do you have the scars I have That decorate your wrist? And if you try to smile Do you smile with a twist? How about all that precious blood That's keeping you alive? Do you shed it every night Making it difficult to survive? Have you ever stayed up late While endless tears you cried? Have you felt that horrible fee

Inside A Depressive's Head
It feels like I'm falling it's hard to hold on, Would anyone notice if I was gone. All alone with no one there All I want is someone to care. Life's a struggle from day to day, Ive had enough, I just wanna walk away, But you cant walk away it finds you, It knows what to do and how to get to you. Never free yet not far from misery. One day your on a high The next you don't care if you live or die. It's the name of the game, The pain is free then you got the misery. It ruins lives without a thought to spare, It ruined mine, I didn't care, I just wished I wasn't there. There are a lucky few who knew what to do, Got help and got through, I'm not that lucky, That'd be a treat, I embrace my death because that I'm ready to meet. Not everyone's life can be so sweet. It makes you cry you want to die, It tests your limits and pushes you to the edge, Now ask yourself, Don't you wish you was dead. If it would ease the strain and stop the pain I

Rose Ceremony
Rose Ceremony In the Rose Ceremony, the Bride and Groom give each other a Rose. Two roses are all that is necessary. The Rose Ceremony is placed at the end of the ceremony just before or after being pronounced husband and wife... Officiant (or other designated speaker): The rose is a symbol of love and a single rose always meant only one thing - it meant the words "I love you." So it is appropriate that for your first gift - as husband and wife - that gift would be a single rose. Please exchange your first gift as husband and wife. In some ways it seems like you have not done anything at all. Just a moment ago you were holding one small rose - and now you are holding one small rose. In some ways, a marriage ceremony is like this. In some ways, tomorrow is going to seem no different than yesterday. But in fact today, just now, you both have given and received one of the most valuable and precious gifts of life - one I hope you always remember - the gift of true and abiding lov

Survey
[b][i]The Ultimate SEX Survey[/i][/b] by [url=http://www.pimp-my-profile.com/users/game_gurl69/]game_gurl69[/url] [i]Do you like it rough or sensual?:[/i] sensual [i]Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?:[/i] opposite [i]How often do you like to have sex?:[/i] depends on who I am with [i]Is sex a top priority for you?:[/i] no [i]Do you have sex face to face with your partner?:[/i] yea [i]How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?:[/i] haven't in a very long time!! [i]How do you feel about one night stands?:[/i] don't care for them [i]How many one night stands have you had?:[/i] just a few [i]What's your favorite position?:[/i] any [i]Where's your favorite place to have sex?:[/i] almost anywhere [i]Do you prefer to make love or f*uck?:[/i] make love [i]Have you ever watched porn while having sex?:[/i] yes [i]How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?:[/i] not very long [i]Do you ge

Women Are Evil By Nature?
A sexy woman went up to the bar in a quiet rural pub. She > gestured alluringly to the bartender who approached her immediately. > She seductively signaled that he should bring his face closer to >hers. > > As he did, she gently caressed his full beard. > > "Are you the manager?" she asked, softly stroking his face with both >hands. > < I> > "Actually, no," he replied. > > "Can you get him for me? I need to speak to him," she said, > running her hands beyond his beard and into his hair. > > "I'm afraid I can't," breathed the bartender. "Is there anything I >can do?" > > "Yes. I need for you to give him a message," she continued, running >her forefinger across the bartender's lips and slyly popping a couple of >her fingers into his mouth and allowing him to suck them gently. > > "What should I tell him?" the bartender managed to say. > > "Tell him," she whispered

Update On Me...
Ya know I just realized that I never updated after my procedure. I had a few ask how I was doing but never took the time to post a public update... So here goes..LOL The procedure went well, I was awake (thought they would knock me out or something LOL) But overall it didn't take too long, less pain, cramping and bleeding then expected, and I was back to work within a few days. In an unrelated matter, that following weekend I passed a freaking kidney stone! 5 days out from the procedure and I started having lower abdominal pain that kind of wrapped around from my back and only on the right side. The family and I thought either an infection from the procedure or appendicitis. After a few hours of progressively worsening pain, I decided to go in.. Doc's thought possibly the same thing as we did... Took blood, gave IV fluids and meds for the nausea, then when I went to give a urine sample, I passed it.. OUCH! is all I can say, but not as OUCH as doing it back when I was pregnant a

Cheaters
Psycho Beeyatches!!! Current mood: naughty Category: Blogging So last night I am home on the couch watching tv minding my own business. Something I rarely do on a Sunday Night or any night these days. I hear my phone ring that I have a voice message from a blocked number. So, I listen to it and some psycho beeyatch says to me "hey lori you fucking whore, why don't you stay away from other peoples men and find your own...agree" Now this psycho beeyatch was obviously being sneaky cause she took her man's phone and got my number, she was also being sneaky cause she was almost whispering. Obviously she does not know me very well, she may know of me but I can't imagine who the fuck she is. I am not going to disclose my business on here because it is my business. But I am of the opinion that if "your man" has my number and you are jealous enough to call me and threaten me obviously your man has cheated on you before and you may want to rethink the kind of person you have chosen

Every Girl's Dream!
Every girl's dream.... 1. Getting kissed in the pouring rain 2. Have that one hott kiss where you're pressed against the wall 3. Have a guy that thinks you're the world 4. Have a guy that holds on as long as possible when giving hugs 5. Have that moment where you just gaze into each other's eyes 6. When you're not with your guy he's all that you can think about 7. When you cry, he kisses your tears away. 8. A guy that will play her favorite song outside her window 9. A guy who tells you that your smile makes everything better 10. A guy who tells you that you make his day better, just for being you 11. A guy who squeezes your hand 12. A guy that says he loves you and means it 13. A guy who would love you forever no matter the circumstance 14. A guy who is loyal 15. A guy that will sing to you no matter how bad he is at it. 16. A guy that will kiss you on the forehead. 17. A guy who stands up for you no matter who he is against 18. A

Friend Request Denied!
Ok here's the deal...i'm here to have fun and have really great friends...don't go comign along asking to request me as your friend just so I can be another number or better yet...my favorite one was this guy...loftbill or soemthign like that friend requests me just so i can see pics of his penis...dude! I knwo what a penis looks like i DON'T need to see your for fucksakes...so anyways that's my rant...so please don't request me if i'm just gonna just look at you penis..i have one to look at in real life TYVFM! The rant Krissy~

Wounds Of Love Can Only Be Healed By The One That Made Them
€ Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go. ~Author Unknown € Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together. ~Author Unknown € Maybe part of loving is learning to let go. ~From the television show The Wonder Years € I prithee send me back my heart, Since I cannot have thine; For if from yours you will not part, Why, then, shouldst thou have mine? ~John Suckling € As soon as forever is through, I'll be over you. ~Toto € Let your tears come. Let them water your soul. ~Eileen Mayhew € It's so curious: one can resist tears and 'behave' very well in the hardest hours of grief. But then someone makes you a friendly sign behind a window, or one notices that a flower that was in bud only yesterday has suddenly blossomed, or a letter slips from a drawer... and everything collapses. ~Colette € The heart is the only broken instrument that wo

If I Could Just Tell Her.....
If i could only tell her how i feel about her. Maybe it would make things right. But would it hurt things even worse than they are. If i could tell her i see her pretty face each and every minute of everyday would that help? If i told her i can still feel her close to me and feeling the love that is supposed to be would that help things? If i told her i can still hear her voice. A voice of an angel speaking over the phone. Would that help? If i told her that i can hear her beautiful laugh would that make things right? If i told her i love her because she is my everything would that help? If i told her i may not be able to give u everything but i can give u my heart would that help? If i told her that i'm not a perfect man but i try will that help? If i told her i stay awake at nights crying for her would that help? What would help us get thru this?? Or am i just being a fool for trying to get us back together? If this ain't love then i guess i haven't experianced it yet. Wha

For Becky
Reflections in my mind of all the thing in my life remembering each magical moment Like the day I became a wife The day I heard those precious words congratulations you have a son Not just once, but twice I've been blessed with the sweet little boys they've become I feel free like an eagle soaring above the sky free to laugh, free to love sitting on a rainbow up high These memories I hold so deep in my soul fulfill my every need and never will I be alone.

Getting Stronger
Getting stronger ~Tony Martinez Man my angel Things are heating up Feels good don't it You've always had that spark in your eyes But I have worked and turned that spark into a roaring fire Don't get me wrong I know we still have a long and hard road ahead of us You still fear and worry about waking the Darkness Trust me my angel I wont let that happen It feels good to grow stronger with you It feels good to grow closer to you It feels good to reconnect like we used to Even if only for a moment Each day I smile Each day I grow stronger Each day the passion grows Each day the determination grows I love you My angel

Hmmm
A distinguished young woman on a flight from Switzerland asked the Priest beside her, "Father, may I ask a favor?" "Of course. What may I do for you?" "Well, I bought an expensive woman's electronic hair dryer for my mother's birthday. The dryer is unopened and well over the Customs limits and I'm afraid they'll confiscate it. Is there any way you could carry it through Customs for me? Under your robes perhaps?" "I would love to help you, dear, but I must warn you: I will not lie." "With your honest face, Father, no one will question you." When they reached the Customs area, she let the priest go ahead of her. The official asked: "Father, do you have anything to declare?" "From the top of my head down to my waist, I have nothing to declare." The official thought this answer strange, so asked, "And what do you have to declare from your waist to the floor?" "I have a marvelous instrument designed to be used on a woman, but which is, to date, un

Today We Say Goodbye
Today We say goodbye to : Charley "Chuck" Wayne Boatright Sr., 42 Charley Wayne Boatright Jr., 16 may God tuck them safe within his arms.May God give the family strength.and bless all who weep,the tears of goodbye.we Shall miss you forever and forever in a day

Frontside Backside, Etc
Standard frontside ride Paddle hard and lean forward as the wave reaches you. When you feel your momentum start to accelerate as the board catches the wave, stand up and lean into the wave's shoulder slightly. This action will began your initial turn. If the turn is executed too soon, this wave will be missed completely. Practice will help you determine the correct moment to initially stand and turn. After standing and your initial turn, try to keep low on the wave's shoulder at first. Turn back (cutback) by leaning on your rear foot and turning the board slightly towards the breaking wave or aim towards shore if the wave breaks or is so slow that you keep outrunning it. Don't try any major moves or try to catch a larger wave until you can make a few turns without falling off on smaller waves. Standard cutback Surfing on larger waves follows basically the same procedure when dropping in, except that hollowness and size will determine how soon to turn. More speed is gain

Speak Like The Scots!
*ARSE BANDIT - To be Gay *BALTIC - Really cold *YA BASS - bastard *BARRY WHITE - Shite *BAWBAG - Ballbag *BEELIN' - In a huff *BELTER - Amazing *CLATTY - Dirty *COONCIL JOOS - Water *EEJIT - Daft person *GINGER - Juice *MAD WI IT - Drunk/Intoxicated *NUMPTY - Idiot *ER EH POLIS - There's the police *PURE PISH - Not very good *NO GOT A SCOOBY - Not got a clue *AYE AMUR - Yes i am *GEEZ A BREK - Give me a break *AWAY N BILE YER HEED - don't talk rubbish *SINGLE FISH - Away for a pish (pee) *YA DANCER - Brilliant *DOBBER - Idiot/penis *GONNAE NO DAE THAT - Don't do that

To John…who Was My Inspiration.
And as the world drifts off to sleep In the quiet and the wonder I sit outside and watch the moon As it lights the midnight sky I think about the person you are And what it’s like to be Wrapped up in your arms asleep As the stars caress the night So last night as I went to sleep Your name played on my mind Wishing I was there with you Under the desert sky Perhaps one day we can share these things The Beauty and the wonder The little things to see The memories to make To walk along the beach Or make love among the rain To watch the moon kiss the sea As the tide beats on the shore To walk among the ruins Of a castle dark and bare To sit among the thistle In the early morning light Watching as the world awakes And the quiet starts to fade And as the sun kisses the mountains My heart will kiss your soul.

Bad Poetry2
You are my everything, strung together like pop corn and tinsel. "There's no way that I miss her," I tell my friends all the time. But there you are on my mind, like everything forever and nowhere all together. My friends know I'm lying. Loki Listens - REAL BLOG

Nursing Jokes
Do you know the difference between a nurse and a nun? The nun only has to serve one god. ********************************************* Did you hear about the nurse who died and went straight to hell? It took her two weeks to realize that she wasn't at work anymore! ********************************************* A nurse caring for a man from Kentucky asked, "So how's your breakfast this morning?" "It's very good, except for the Kentucky Jelly. I can't seem to get used to the taste," the patient replied. The nurse asked to see the jelly and the man produced a foil packet labeled "KY Jelly."

Just Thinking
I was just here for friends... and all I get is attitude when I don’t do the internet sex thing and don’t send nasty pix. Now I am getting bad mouthed by 3 different people for things I did not even do. This is not why I am here. I am thinking about just closing my account. If my REAL friends want to keep in touch, hit me up and I'll give you my yahoo. Just thinking out loud. Keep them smiles on all.

Kisses From Above
The lightning rolls across the sky The rain begins to fall I feel his hand take hold of mine And into the field we stroll The stars are gone The moon so dim As I look into his eyes The thunder starts to crash His hands gently touch my cheek As his lips brush over mine I place my hand upon his heart To feel it beating With my own Gentle as the rain itself He takes me in his arms Making love under the sky That kisses from above

Woot Woot Another Horoscope
Polish up that resume. Even if you're not ready to make a move yet, it's always a good idea to review your accomplishments. You'll be amazed at how much you've done -- and you'll be ready for the next big opportunity.

Honey Lemon Sugar Scrub
Honey Lemon Sugar Scrub Homemade scrub recipe for a honey and lemon sugar scrub that gently exfoliates your skin. Ingredients 2 1/2 cups sugar 1/2 cup sweet almond oil 4 teaspoons lemon juice 4 tablespoons honey 4 drops lemon essential oil Directions To make the sugar scrub, combine the sugar and sweet almond oil in a large bowl and stir well to combine. Add the lemon juice and stir again. Finally, add the honey and lemon essential oil and stir again to mix.

Some Fucktards Never Learn Do They?
This is what was said to me in SB after i confronted a rude ass and told him he needed to get some fuckin manners about him and this is what dip shit had to say remember you have to read from the bottom to the top he even claimed he was a big bad fucking programmar i bet this mother fucker dont even know wtf you use to program with or what Netstat is or what it can be used for or what a port is or better yet what the fuckin initials IP stand for rofl so i just thought that i might take a minute to make this retard look like a dumbass :)BROUGHT TO YOU BY DJ ADEMA OWNING FUCKING STUPID ASS HACKER WANNA BE FUCKTARDS LIKE THIS ONE FUCKTARD AT A TIME :) ->Neon: oh and btw while your at it you better find a way to get ahold of my IP address to if you plan on doing anything lmfao cause without that your fucked...you dont know me and lets just say you dont wanna get to know me you little wanna be hacker script kiddie bitch boy ->Neon: oh yeah god damn im so scared except programming is fo

Woman Arrested For Making Faces At Dog
Trial in taunting of police dog canceled 8 minutes ago A prosecutor dropped charges against a woman who was arrested for staring at and making faces at a police dog. After all, the prosecutor reasoned, the four-legged witness can't testify. Jayna Hutchinson was about to go on trial this week on charges of cruelty to a police animal and resisting arrest, but the case was dropped Tuesday. "I think it was going to be difficult to prove her conduct changed the dog's behavior," Orange County State's Attorney Will Porter said. "Most of the time (in harassment cases) people would come tell the court what it felt like. Dogs can't do that." Hutchinson, 33, of Lebanon, N.H., was charged in July when police were called to a market to investigate a report of a brawl. They were approached by Hutchinson, who said she had been assaulted the day before by one of the men involved and wanted to make a statement. Vermont State Police Sgt. Todd Protzman told her she seemed drunk and he

An Irish Study Get To The Point
Several years ago, Great Britain funded a study to determine why the head on a mans' penis is larger than the shaft. The study took two years and cost over €1.2 million. The study concluded that the reason the head of a man's penis is larger than the shaft was to provide the man with more pleasure during sex. After the results were published, France decided to conduct their own study on the same subject. They were convinced that the results of the British study was incorrect. After three years of research at a cost of in excess of €2 million, the French researchers concluded that the head of a man's penis is larger than the shaft to provide the woman with more pleasure during sex. When the results of the French study were released, Ireland decided to conduct their own study. The Irish didn't really trust British or French studies. So, after nearly three hours of intensive research and a cost of right around €75.00 ( 3 bottles of whiskey), the Irish study was complete. They conclu

Update On Ray
He went back to the doctors today and they made a big deal of him coming in today. He has a nurse that comes out twice a week now and when she reported back to his doctor he was concerned. He made a mistake on his IV meds, he was supposed to be doing one of them every 24 hours and he was doing it the way they were in the hospital every 12hours, and they say that he is depressed. So now he has to report to his doctors every day. He is still having a hard time breathing and he continuously has to turn his oxygen up more and more. In my heart I believe that they let him out of the hospital too soon, but of course he says no. He just dont want to be away from home more than he has to be. But if he dont get any better they are gonna wind up putting him back in. They seem to think that maybe one of his oral antibiotics is clashing with his morhine and ativan so they stopped it and now have him on 2 water pills so hopefully that willhelp him get all that icky mucus up and out of his lungs. I

For Those I Emailed The Wrong Link To My Contest...
I missed a letter in the link address to my contest. Here's the new link. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=610822&albumid=372284&i=151774446 Sorry about the mixup. I probably cost myself a ton of voted for this fuckup!

Scattered
I sit in my chair looking at this screen..., wondering...., pondering my next move. Confusion rips thu my mind scattering every glimps of what was the becoming of a good thought, My thoughts cry out for help but are silenced by words, Shattered are the dreams of a million voices that can not be seen or heard, they lie and wait their turn, I can not help them as they torture my very being, louder, louder they get with every waking moment, yet I can not hide, following my every move like a shadow on a sunny day. The voices, they are me.

Is This What You've Been Asking For?
It's been recently brought to my attention, a little detail about my recent blogs. Somebody was kinda sorta complaining about how the majority of them have been lyrics to songs, and not thoughts from ME. Well, I read over all the lyrics before posting them, and they do reflect a lot of what's inside of me right now. It's been said that I "live vicariously though the music of others". I suppose that's true. Being that my few attempts many years back at songwriting rather sucked, well... It's almost surprising to find out how many friends who've read through those lyrics are just checking out the titles, rating, maybe commenting, and getting points racked up. That's cool enough. But each one was posted for a reason. All you need are the eyes to see. But anyway, since I've been asked to just ramble on, here goes.... I'm hungry. Aint really got anything to eat, so oh well... I havent really written all that much of my own, because there's not really that much going on t

Riding To Iraq In The Eye Of A Gigantic Robotic T-rex Blowing Cocaine Out Its Mouth.
Today Was An Amazing Day, It Was BEAUTIFUL!! I Didn't Get To Get As Much Sun As I Wanted. But There Is A Nice Week Coming Up, And I'll Be Able To Get Lots Of Sun. Hopefully I Wont Get Too Much... Don't Wanna Look Like A Lobster. Leaving Tomorrow Evening For Ashtabula... Its Going To Be A Lot Of Fun. Get To See Some Of My Cousins, And Everyone Else Up There. Theres Gonna Be This Band Thing, Man, Will There Be A Ton Of Peeps. Only Bad Thing Will Be Lack Of Sleep, Only Running On A Few Hours. Tons Of Smoke In The Air, Like Floating In A Cloud Of Music Dust. There Is Something Tomorrow, That I Feel Terrible About. Not Seeing Him Graduate... I Was There For High School, But I Wont For College. I Wanna Be There, I Know I Can't Though.. It Would Probably Be Bad Cause Lots Of Problems. But Atleast I Get To See Him, Even If It Is Next Week. For All My Wonderful CherryTappers, Much Love To You All!! Keep Up The Rates & Comments... I Love The Attention!! -

For My Sexy Torturer
The sweetness of life Expressed in many ways As the passion of love Always with you stays The closeness of your heart As I feel your body near The sincerity of your smile Every time you appear The gentleness of your kisses As they are laced across my lips The taste of your love As my heart slowly sips Each and every moment Is an endless paradise Like drifting into a dream You are the dream that fills my eyes

It's After 5 And Still Up
Hi all, well here it is after 5 am and I am still up! For whatever reason this week I haven't slept good. I am tired and I go to bed pretty early, but then after a few hours of sleep, if for any reason I wake up, I am UP the rest of the night. I have cut out naps during the day to help me get my sleep schedule back on track, so not sure what is wrong. I do now that we need a new bed ASAP! It is totally not comfortable, and I wake up with a backache in the morning, so not sure if that is the problem or what?!?! I have been doing ok this week, been busy taking Andrew to his bible study, which he enjoys, tried to get Kyle in but they were full, and I had to pre-register him, which I didn't know about. Darryl has had a hard week, the company is really pushing him this week, and some of it he can't do a thing about, because it is THEIR NEGLECT not his!!! For instance he has had a broken windshield for over a month now, and have they fixed it yet??? NO they haven't yet his truck is at the ya

If Your An American!
Here's one woman who is telling it like it is...in her opinion! Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one pissed off lady. "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September11, 2001 ? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start caring about the

Some Magick Spells
A NOTE ABOUT SPELLS: If you are here looking for spells to affect the will of other people, i.e., make someone love you, harm someone, attain personal gain at the cost of others, etc... you are in the wrong place. Spells, simply put, are a way of directing energy to bring about change in YOUR life, not someone else's. Change can happen in many ways and that may or may not be in the way that you expect. Wiccans never perform spells or rituals to harm or affect the will of others, only to affect their own lives in positive ways by drawing upon their own energies. Please do not contact us asking for spells to control the will of others; we cannot and will not help you. There is no "hocus-pocus" here, it takes many years of practice and attuning to channel your inner energies and it is not to be taken lightly. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Purification Ritual for New Magical Tools by Jame Kambos Whenever you buy a new tool for magical workings it is important th

Blah Pyo?
this made me laugh my ass off this morning. too bad the day didn't stay on such a funny note. lately I have been called moody. today sissy rescued me from my madness and we went out and about. only issue was we has to drag along all the kiddies with us, so by the end of the afternoon, I was worse off than when I started I think. so now I am frazzled and frustrated. put up a few new pics today, check them out if you like. I know I seem to put a lot up lately, but I guess I am just trying to leave some proof for myself that I was here in life or something...lol *********** wow, someone showed up at the door, and I took a "small break" from typing this, it has been 2 hours, lol. ...and I have had 5 beers since then.. so I will just leave this at where it is I guess

D/s Activities Part Three
43 __1__ Indoor Setting 111 __1__ French Maid 44 __1__ Public Setting 112 __6__ Child/Baby Roles 45 __1__ Semi-Public Setting 113 __1__ Slave 46 __1__ Private Setting 114 __1__ Macho 47 __1__ 1 to 3 Hour

Life's Treasures
The good things in your life are infinitely more enjoyable when you avoid becoming dependent on them. If you see yourself as desperately needing something, the fear of losing it prevents you from getting full benefit from it. Many of life's frustrations come from being unable to fully enjoy the good things that are already right in front of you. The desire to hold on tightly to the things you have can make those things virtually worthless. Security is not attained by hiding away from life. The most enduring form of security is found in knowing that you can deal successfully and positively with whatever may happen. Life's treasures become useless when they remain locked inside a vault of your own making. What good is it to have anything of value if you must live in fear of losing it? Instead, take the treasure that is your life out into the world and enjoy it. Focus on the possibilities and not on the fears. The more you think you need, the more those needs will hold you ba

Disapear
I hide from the light with the dark I hide from the dark with the light But what hides me from myself is me And what hides me from the earth is only myself So when I disapear will nobody look for me. DONE BY WHITE QUEEN

25 Live Tour
I have just got home from seeing George Michael live on stage at Wembley stadium. Considering the guy has been in the business 25 years, he was absolutely brilliant. Did 3 hours on stage with only one short break singing all the old songs. For anyone who likes him you should check this tour out. He only had one comment for the media reference all the lies that had been printed about him trying to sell their publications. " KISS MY HAIRY GREEK ASS " Great lol take care all my friends and fans Love to you all Alan xxxx New pics coming soon of Portugal my recent holiday and concert

Fuck You Kyra Sedgwick
BEFORE YOU READ THESE..JUST NOTE THAT MOST OF THESE ARE BULLSHIT AND HE IS IGNORANT AND COMPLAINY AND FUCKING OPINIONATED BOOO TO YOU KYRA..SUCK ME! 1. Before you accuse a woman of being bitchy, walk a mile in her shoes. Her pointy-toed, high-heeled, impossibly uncomfortable shoes. 2. One more thing about the shoes: Most of them hurt too much to wear for too long. So, yes, we really do need that many pairs. (And, accordingly, you need us to have them.) 3. Sometimes we love you way more than we love ourselves. 4. The smell of sweat is sexy within reason. Nuzzling your neck when you come home from the gym: sexy. Getting trapped in your armpit after you've played eighteen holes in 90 degree heat: not sexy. 5. Intimacy is the greatest foreplay. It's the 24-hour game. 6. You can never give us too many sincere compliments. To be honest, you can never give too many exaggerated ones, either. 7. Our friends are not your enemies, and our enemies better not b

Bikini Voting Under Way And Southern Hotties Crew
Okay...first: The voting for our first photo contest is under way and June's Bikini Contest is rolling! If you want to drop in and vote, here's the link! http://cherrytap.com/images.php?u=305222&albumid=383364 Plus, I've opened a new lounge called Southern Hotties Crew which is at: http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=8012 Please drop in and become a member, and we're looking for DJ's, Hostesses and Promoters, as well as just fun people to hang out in the lounge! Come see us! Muahz Tiff and The Texas Flames

You Asked Me Why You??
Well I have given that alot of thought. Now that Im being ostracized by my friends I've had alot of time to think about it. And what I've come up with is really simple. I came to this on my own terms, you know, I didn't just heed what I was taught. I wasn't with you because of what family, society, LIFE.... tried to enistill in me from day one. The way the world is, how seldom it is that you meet that one person who just gets you. Its so rare. My parents didn't have it. There were no examples set for me in the world of relationships. And to cut oneself off from finding that person, that just seems stupid to me. So I didn't. But then you came along, YOU THE ONE LEAST LIKELY. And while I was falling for youI put a ceiling on that. Untill I remembered why I opened that door in the first place. To not limit the likelihood of finding that one person who'd compliment me so completely. So here we are. I was thorough when I looked for you. And I felt justified in lying in your arms.Cause I got

Regina Skeeters
About Regina Skeeters With her soaring voice, boundless energy, and unmovable faith, South Carolina native Regina Renee Skeeters is one of the most innovative risk-taking artists today. Reginas life has been dedicated to the anointed delivery of gospel music since childhood. She was born and raised in Conway, SC, by her mother, Mrs. Jean Blain Skeeters and her father, the late Eugene Skeeters. She began to develop her gift of song at an early age while singing at Bethlehem Baptist Church and with various groups well into her high school years. Upon entering college, Regina continued to blossom and blaze new trails with her golden voice and undeniable writing ability. During her tenure and Benedict College, Regina served as a very instrumental member of the Benedict College Concert Choir and Benedict College Gospel Choir. Regina was voted top alto vocalist at the National Collegiate Gospel Competition, where the gospel choir was number one for three consecutive years. The well-renowned

Sts-117 Atlantis Flight Day 3 Recap.
STS-117 Atlantis Flight Day 3 6.10.07 8:15 p.m. The STS-117 crew entered the International Space Station for the first time after the hatches between the station and Space Shuttle Atlantis opened at 5:20 p.m. EDT today. Space Shuttle Atlantis and the STS-117 crew arrived at the International Space Station at 3:36 p.m., delivering a new truss segment and crew member to the orbital outpost. One of the first major tasks is the station crew rotation. STS-117 Mission Specialist Clayton Anderson will switch places with Expedition 15 Flight Engineer Suni Williams, who will be wrapping up a six-month tour of duty on the station. Anderson is scheduled to stay on the station until he returns to Earth with STS-120 later this year. Anderson will officially become a member of Expedition 15 when his custom-made seat liner is swapped out with Williams’ in the Soyuz spacecraft docked to the station. The crews will prepare for Monday’s installation of the Sta

Grilled Chicken Skewers With Mango And Pineapple
Grilled Chicken Skewers With Mango and Pineapple Ingredients 3/4 cup Hidden Valley Organic Ranch dressing 1 canned chipotle chile in adobo sauce, seeded and finely chopped* 2 teaspoons adobo sauce (from can above) 1 tablespoon honey 1 tablespoon fresh lime juice 1/2 teaspoon salt 1 pound chicken tenders, each cut into 3 equal pieces 1/2 pineapple, rind and core removed, cut into 1-inch chunks 1 large mango, peeled, cut into 1-inch chunks 1 small red onion, quartered and separated into layers Oil for grilling (about 2 tablespoons) 1/4 cup roughly chopped cilantro 1 lime, quartered Preparation In medium bowl, combine dressing, chipotle chile, adobo sauce, honey, lime juice and salt for marinade. Stir well. Assemble 4 skewers from ingredients in following order: onion, chicken, mango, chicken, pineapple, chicken, onion. Repeat twice more to complete skewer. Lay skewers in shallow pan. Pour 1/4 cup marinade into small dish; set aside. Brush remaining marinade

Why ??
Why do I always hurt ? My heart aches, my eyes are swollen .. My feelings slammed against a wall without warning ?? My tears just fall when ever I think of you and your sweet words to me ...now all empty !! My silly heart beleived in you I asked for the truth and recieved a blank hole !! I think of you and what might have been or could be ?? I sit here alone locked away from the world outside for fear of being broken again !! I know I should move on with what ever I can find in me, but somehow I cannot do it !! I have lost the person I once was and I don't know how to find her no more !! She's deep inside waiting to see if she is safe to come out of the dark place she has hidden herself ? The sorrow, the aching will not stop the pounding and pounding just keeps hurting and hurting ...... A Broken heart & Soul forever Broken forever sealed Away.

June 11,2007
Trying to get someone else to take your side is annoying. Frankly, the effort just saps your energy, so why do you keep on trying? Ah, that stubborn streak -- when it emerges, it really asserts its presence!

What A Monday
Hi all, how are you all doing on this monday?? I am doing pretty well despite not getting to sleep til after 5 am. Kyle woke up at about 2 or so and was up til after 5 am, so kinda tired today, but still seemed to get most of my kitchen cleaned up and the den straightened. Still have some laundry to wash, got some to fold as well. I am fixing to head to Homeland and get the few things that we need, it was so hot today!!! Darryl called to let me know that he won't get unloaded/reloaded until 9 pm cst, so not sure when I am gonna talk to him, prolly after he gets loaded. I hope anyways. He sounded tired when I was on the phone with him. I wrote a blog on here about a friend of mine, and she has yet to answer it. So I am going to let it go for now, and see what happens. Obviously she has other things going on and hasn't had time to answer. If she never does that is cool too, just want to be told upfront, and honestly instead of through actions, and all. So am hoping that she will answ

The Soundtrack Of My Life
1.) Put your music player on shuffle 2.) Press forward for each question. 3.) Use the song title as the answer to the question. 4.) You have to be supah' hardcore. 1.) How am I feeling today? Cloud Nine - Evanescence 2.) How will I feel getting married? Twenty Years and Two Husbands Ago - LeAnne Womack 3.) What is my best friend's theme song? Baby Am I Doing Too Much - Paula DeAnada 4.) Highschool is/was? A Place in the Sun - Tim McGra 5.) I am... Rockstar - Nickleback 6.) How is today? I Dont Want to See the Light - Sara Evans 7.) What is in store for this week? Amarillo Sky - Jason Aldean 8.) What song best describes my parents? Open Season on My Heart - Tim McGraw 9.) How is my life going? Loretta Lynn's Lincoln - Josh Turner 10.) What song will they play at my funeral? No One to Share the Blame - Josh Gracin 11.) How does the world see me? What if She's an Angel - Joe Nichols 12.) My friends think... Way Back Home - The Wreckers

Hubby Application
SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND- REPOST THIS! GIRLS TITLE IT "HUBBY APPLICATION" BOYS TITLE IT "WIFEY APPLiCATION" 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fav Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5. Are we friends? 6. Do you have a crush on me? 7. Would you kiss me?...with tongue? 8. How freaky will you get ? 9. Would you enjoy it? 10. Would you ever ask me out? 11. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 12. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 13. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 14.Would you walk on the beach with me? 15. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 16. Do you/have you talk shit about me? 17. Do you think I'm a good person? 18. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 19. Do you think I'm hot? 20. If you could change anything about me? 21.would you marry me? 22.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?

No Name Yet(mine)
He crept through with a fierce heat. His flavor was exotic and as erotic as he. We danced the dance a time or two, we touched and teased as lovers do. His name I can't recall as it wasn't important then, but the memory of this forbidden man who once laid in my bed. His body that of David, sculpted oh so fine, his thoughts as of Socrates this man did blow my mind. He could make me quiver without using his hand, and make me convulse when asking can I cum in. The impression he left I cant forget, to many have tried to replace him, but none have concured yet.

A Beautiful Goodbye
My last moments with Cyndi. As we pulled in the drive the time had come, come to say goodbye. We held each other for one last time, held on to each other forgeting about time. you kissed my lips and held me tight, I wish I could have held on to you like that all night. You said those words, the ones I never wanted to hear, but, eventually they came and all I felt was fear. One last hug and one last kiss, one last moment of total and completes bliss. I walked to the door and stood there alone, only to find you almost gone, and as I watched you walk away oh how much I wish you could have stayed. One last look and one last wave, you got in your car and drove away. Now here I am alone in the night fighting the fight and wanting it right. You and me forever again, you and me forever till the end. You opened my eyes and showed me true love, and for that I will love you no matter what. We said good-bye and we'll never forget and with my memories of you I have n

Please Do Me A Favor?
If you're sitting there looking around Cherry Tap with nothing much to do, I'd appreciate your help with comment bombing my picture for this contest I'm trying to win. My main competition has a couple of bomber families helping her and she keeps leaving me in her dust! So if you could help me out, I'll always return the favor any time you need it. Thanks. Tammy Just folhttp://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=610822&albumid=372284&i=3046198611#low the link!

Good Apples
Message: >Women are like apples on a trees. The best ones are at the top of the >tree. Most men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are >afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they sometimes take the >apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy. The apples at >the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're >amazing. They just have to wait for the right man to come along, the >one who is brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree. > >Share this with women who are good apples, even those who have already >been picked! > >Now Men.... Men are like a fine wine. They begin as grapes, and it's >up to women to stomp the shit out of them until they turn into something >acceptable to have dinner with

*pouts*
Well..my cellphone is no more. It fell through the stairs into my brothers fishtank underneath. Sucks majorly..all of my numbers are gone. *sigh* Now begins the work of trying to find a new cheap phone..

Poem By William Faulkner.
If there be grief, then let it be but rain, And this but silver grief for grieving's sake, If these green woods be dreaming here to wake Within my heart, if I should rouse again. But I shall sleep, for where is any death While in these blue hills slumbrous overhead I'm rooted like a tree? Though I be dead, This earth that holds me fast will find me breath. William Faulkner

I'm Glad I'm A Man
I'm glad I'm a man, you better believe. I don't live off of yogurt, diet coke, or cottage cheese I don't bitch to my girlfriends about the size of my breasts I can get where I want to - north, south, east or west I don't get wasted after only 2 beers and when I do drink I don't end up in tears. I won't spend hours deciding what to wear, I spend 5 minutes max fixing my hair and I don't go around checking my reflection in everything shiny from every direction. I don't whine in public and make us leave early and when you ask why get all bitter and surly. I'm glad I'm a man, I'm so glad I could sing I don't have to sit around waiting for that ring. I don't gossip about friends or stab them in the back I don't carry our differences into the sack. I'll never go psycho and threaten to kill you or think every guy out there's trying to steal you. I'm rational, reasonable, and logical too I know what the time is and I know what to do. And I honestly think its a pri

Not Me Personaly So Ont Get Any Ideas..
I'm Glad I'm A Woman I'm glad I'm a woman, yes I am, yes I am I don't live off of Budweiser, beer nuts and Spam I don't brag to my buddies about my erections I won't drive to Hell before I ask for directions I don't get wasted at parties and act like a clown and I know how to put the damned toilet seat down! I won't grab your hooters, I won't pinch your butt my belt buckle's not hidden beneath my beer gut and I don't go around "readjusting" my crotch or yell like Tarzan when my head-board gets a notch I don't belch in public, I don't scratch my behind I'm a woman you see -- I'm just not that kind! I'm glad I'm a woman, I'm so glad I could sing I don't have body hair like shag carpeting It doesn't grow from my ears or cover my back When I lean over you can't see 3 inches of crack And what's on my head doesn't leave with my comb I'll never buy a toupee to cover my dome Or have a few hairs pulled from over the side I'm a woman, you know -- I've got far t

What The Hell Is This..
I will have to say it amazes me that just because you are spoken for that it seems all the ones that you thought were your friends were not.What happened to those so-called people that called me your friend.I thought Cherry Tap was all about meeting new people,making new friends as well as keeping old friends.I guess I was wrong !!!! I wished I could be proven wrong..but who knows maybe I will maybe I will not..

Let's See Those Pearly Whites!!
Hey everyone! I am going to attempt to do my first contest. Its going to be on the BEST SMILE. The winner will get $35,000 in gifts! I want at least 10 contestants men and women before I start. if I get 10 of each, I will have two contests, Men's and Women's. It will run for 10 days. Self bombing is fine. Self promote is fine. Email me and let me know what picture you want to use so I can rip it. Thank you Carrie

Two Drunks
Two notorious drunks are sitting at the bar. One is crying. The other asks what's wrong. "I've puked all over myself again and my wife is gonna kill me." The other drunk says "do what I dompal. Explain to your wife that some other drunk puked on you. Put a ten spot in your shirt pocket and tell her that the drunk was sorry and gave you ten dollars to have your clothes cleaned." "Sounds like a great idea" says drunk number 1. When he gets home, sure enough his wife is fuming and begins yelling at him about his clothes and how disgusting he is. The drunk starts spinning the lie and says "Look for yourself, there's ten bucks in my shirt pocket." His wife looks in the pocket and finds a twenty dollar bill. "Wait a minute, I thought you said the guy only gave you ten bucks for puking on you?" "He did," says the drunk. "But he shit in my pants too."

To Not Forget
I started off with the idea for today's blog entry courtesy of Fairy Dragon Keeper, one of my Yahoo! 360 Friends. In her blast yesterday, she encouraged her readers to not forget the best magic dragon of all: Puff. Originally the title character of a 1963 Peter, Paul, and Mary song (that is, it was recorded in 1963 but sung live two years before and originally derived from a 1959 poem), many of us may remember Puff when he made the leap to cartoons and we got a physical appearance for him. Pale green but not scaly, wearing a vest and having blue eyebrows and hair as well as voiced by Burgess Meredith, he was the main character of the occasional TV special -- no Saturday morning stuff -- on CBS in the late seventies where, as an imaginary character within the context of the show, he would help a child overcome the fears all children and then disappear back into "the autumn mists of a land called Honalei" (I looked up the spelling). For today's kids, picture a low-energy Foster's Hom

The Picture Has Been Found
I am happy to say that the picture that was deleted from the other site was returned to me, from someone who had a copy of it, I now have even more respect for her knowing just how very much that Picture meant to me, thank you Lisa...I thought that I would never get a chance to see that picture again it means the world to me as it is all I have left of him and who he was, that and wonderful thoughts. I welcome you all to take a look see, please I ask you if you don't like it don't rate it at all you know how I feel no need to go into that..peace to you all. peace.

One Thing
Restless tonight Cause I wasted the light Between both these times I drew a really thin line It’s nothing I planned And not that I can But you should be mine Across that line If I traded it all If I gave it all away for one thing Just for one thing If I sorted it out If I knew all about this one thing Wouldn’t that be something I promise I might Not walk on by Maybe next time But not this time Even though I know I don’t want to know Yeah I guess I know I just hate how it sounds Even though I know I don’t want to know Yeah I guess I know I just hate how it sounds Even though I know I don’t want to know Yeah I guess I know I just hate how it sounds

Circle Of Friends
WHEN TIMES ARE REALLY GOOD THEY ARE REALLY GOOD, WHEN TIMES ARE KIND OF GOOD WE ARE NOT ALONE, WHEN YOU DON'T KKNOW WHAT TO DO OR WHERE TO RUN, THERE ARE ALWAYS YOUR FRIENDS, THANK GOD,FOR MY CIRCLE OF FRIENDS,...

The Things You Taught Me I Will Always Know
The things you taught me I will always know. How could I not? The roots have sunk so deep: All lessons of the heart that I will keep No matter who I am or where I go. Kids learn from what their parents are, and so You are my book of life, the thoughts I reap; Only in your arms I quiet sleep; Under my words your voice sings soft and slow. From you I learned the rules of right and wrong Against which I at times had to rebel, Though with regret I carry with me still. How lucky I am to have been loved so well, Even as I pushed against your will, Relying on a father fair and strong. done by christine

What Is Evil?
Over the last few months I have thought long and hard about the whole idea of Good & Evil, Right and Wrong. Is there such a thing as pure evil or is it all, as I like to say 'Evil by circumstance'. More on that later when my mind is clear. J.P.

Sorry
To all my friends and family I want to appologize for not rating your stash or photos as you have uploaded them. I'm not doing this on purpose my bar tab doesnt let me know when anyone uploads anything. I go to see all and I get to see only the last person to upload something and thats it. Pics in MY default of my new bar tab if ya havent seen em already. Support has been notified.. cache cleaned.. no go still for me. So please forgive me for not rating your uploads. Im not being a rude bitch! Send me a shout or cmail if ya got some new stuff for me to rate! lotsa love xoxo

P.s.
I know that after reading my first blog, some of you may judge me and criticize me for my lifestyle choice, but I'm a normal guy when you boil right down to it. So before you leave me any cruel messages, ask yourself: Are you really, honestly, better than me or anyone else? If you say yes to that then you should leave this page right now and I hope that the people you come in contact with can stand you... I'm not saying this to be spiteful, it just saddens me that people can be so cruel to each other without any consideration of one another, and they can do it at the drop of a hat. So, I spoke my peace about this. From now on, I will be writing my blogs the way I want to and not apologize to anyone for being who I am. Tomorrow, I'll be making a short erotic story and will make it rateable. I look forward to seeing what some of you more open minded people have to say about it =o)

All My Other Sites
OK, I thought I'd blog a list of all my profile sites. Partly in case you want to find me anywhere else, mostly because I'm having trouble keeping up. Hard work being Nikki's cyberstalker.Netlog (formerly facebox)MySpaceLive SpacesCherryTapBeBoHi5WAYNSure I've missed some, will add then if I remember them :)

Sweet Talker
YOU ARE NOT JUST A SWEET TALKER MY DEAR,BUT ALSO A SWEET DOER,SOFT,SMOOTH,SUAVE,YOU DON'T HAVE TO LOVE ME,BUT YOU DO,LOOK INTO MY EYES,BRUSH MY CHEEK,KISS ME SOFTLY,LEND OUT YOUR HEART,...MAKE OTHERS SMILE,AND PEOPLE SEE YOU,AND THEY KNOW YOU ARE NEEDED AND LOVED,...AND THEY WANT TO BE YOU,EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS LIKE SOMETIMES YOU DO NOT HAVE ALOT TO GIVE,JUST HAVING YOU AROUND MY FRIEND,IS LIKE HAVING A WARM MOMENT SHARED FROM A HALLMARK CARD, BECAUSE YOU ARE ALWAYS THERE.

Guess What I Did
i cut my hair off!!!!!!!!!!! well about 7 inches anways.....it is just waaaaaay too hot here in nor*cal.. i was shopping and i felt like i was going to die! so i drove over to the nearest salon and chop chop chop! sigh..........i miss it but DAMNIT its hot as hell...ill post some pics when its not so hot my makeup melts off! hehehe xoxoxo ttyl

More Black Bike Week Nice Ones Sexy Ones
I RIPPED THESE PHOTOS OFF OF VARIOUS SITES. I DO NOT CLAIM THESE PHOTOS TO BE MINE OK. SO DON;T GET MAD WITH ME IF U SEE YOURSELF ON HERE OR YOUR PICS U TOOK OK. I LIKED THEM & I POSTED THEM ENOUGH SAID ENJOY!!!

Might Meant To Be
There I was on my hands and knees, Praying for God to send me someone That would understand the soul inside of me. I opened my eyes, and there you stood, an angel from above. God sent you to show me that you are The one that I’m supposed to love. You brought the real me out. Before I met you, I was a scared little girl inside. Now, I am a very strong and independent man. I am full of love, and I want to share all the love that’s inside of me with you and only you. You and I might be meant to be. Can’t you see that god brought you to me?

Know That There's Value And Channelling It
Anything that annoys you gives you the opportunity to build patience. Anything that interrupts or delays your plans gives you the opportunity to strengthen your level of acceptance. Challenges provide you with the chance to learn new skills. Disappointments can help you open yourself to new, more valuable options. Many of life's best treasures do not seem to be treasures at all when they first arrive. They gain their value as you accept them and find ways to make positive use of them. Do you ever feel yourself getting annoyed or frustrated? Remember that there's an opportunity in there somewhere. Do things sometimes not work out as planned? The more quickly you accept what has happened, the more real and positive value you'll gain from the experience. Whatever may come your way, it is an opportunity to live more fully. Know that there's value in every twist and turn, and you'll surely tap into that value. -- Ralph Marston

Stop Nsfw'n Me
Look its fuckin like this. I put 2 tags in my default album, and one of you assholes--that are my friends yet again, have tagged me NSFW- Soooooooooooooooooo I am moving all album's to family. You will be added one at a time, and then after veiwing them, you will be removed. I Hope you enjoyed yourself---because now i am FUCKING pissed off---you want to be the "Judge" go the fuck to a christian sight, and KISS MY FUCKING ass, cause i am done!

Kisses In The Rain
kisses in the rain sweet togetherness the world just seems to stop kisses in the rain its not the kiss that get me and im not turn on by the rain its just knowing im with you kisses in the rain eyes closed tight hands held in a loose grip yet that soft lean to meet means so much kisses in the rain sweet and simple romantic at the least but yet something so simple means so much and reminds me of you

~a Big Hug & Thank You For Allthe Birthday Wishes~
A big hug to all my awesome sweet friends who wished me a great birthday. I had a good one. What would I do without all my sexy/sweet friends, you guys and gals are awesome. Luv you all! Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m

What It Is Will Be.
Wisdom never kicks at the iron walls it can't bring down. --Olive Schreiner God grant us the serenity to accept the things we cannot change. Many times - yesterday, last week, today, and even tomorrow - we'll come face-to-face with a seemingly intolerable situation. The compulsion to change the situation, to demand that another person change the situation, is great. What a hard lesson it is, to learn we can change only ourselves! The hidden gift in this lesson is that as our activities change, often the intolerable situations do, too. Acceptance, after a time, smoothes all the ripples that discourage us. And it softens us. It nurtures wisdom. It attracts joy and love from others. Ironically, we often try to force changes that we think will "loosen" love and lessen struggle. Acceptance can do what our willpower could never accomplish. My lessons are not easy. But they will ease my way. Better days begin, today.

Who Isnt
All those people who thinks the world is crazy and wrong what is it you think you know? Share it with the rest of us, cause we are all out here in htis crazy world just trying to get by maybe we all have to be a little crazy to make it today but i say isnt it more fun being jsut a little crazy? It makes the world wonder what is up.

Mistress In The Dark
Mistress in the Dark I can't make out the details of her face, when she leaves she won't leave a trace. Her visits are becoming rarer and fewer, I'd give anything to see her. She walks in without a sound, everything she does is unbound. I can't remember the last time she came, things can't just stay the same. I look into the night for her gentle figure, hoping this time she'll pull the trigger. I love the mistress of the dark, just as natural as the sky loves the skylark. She has my heart and soul, when will she show? I guess its time for me to leave, only my love have i reaved.

She Needs Our Prayers & Help!!
Dear CherryTap Friends, My Mom, Cherie (screen name WitchsBrew), was recently involved in an accident in which a drunk driver hit her head on while she was driving to work. She is now in the hospital and on a ventilator with multiple fractures and a serious concussion. This drunk driver has had 3 prior convictions of DUI and this attack on my Mom is the 4th. I am asking for your help in making sure this man does not commit this senseless attack on anyone else. Please take the time to sign the following petition so I have ammunition to take to the lawmakers and capital of Tennesse where this took place. Remember, this could have happened to your Mom, Dad, brother, sister, aunt, uncle, child, or best friend. It could have happened to YOU. Thank you, Kurt (screen name Oak) WitchsBrew's son Please post a comment to sign the petition

Sentiments
Just a sentimental fool Looking in the mirror Seeing another girl Crying her tears She wipes her blood shot eyes Red-rimmed and angry She's fed up with his lies She feels so cold, so empty She cried today An endless well of tears She is hurt, confused, and angry She's full of fear She thought he loved her She thought he really cared While all the while His hatred reared She was a sentimental fool See those scars on her heart? That's where her love Ripped it apart She wipes her face And bends to take a sip of water When she reappears in the mirror So does the face of their daughter She thought he loved her She thought he really cared While all the while, His Hatred reared She's a sentimental child See those tears in her eyes? Those appeared The day he made her mother cry. He's a sentimental fool Looking in the rearview mrear viewWatching the dust settle As he dries his tears He wipes his bloodshot eyes, Red-rimmed and angry Fed up

Ocean's 13
Ocean's 13 It can be great fun when, on Saturday afternoon, you can live your life vicariously through a handful of rascals on the movie screen; and that’s just what I did last Saturday. Danny, (George Clooney), Rusty, (Brad Pitt), and the boys come together one more time to pull off the most bizarre stunt yet, in Ocean’s 13; and it wasn’t for the money. So, why you ask did they do it? Friendship. Without giving too much away I’ll try to explain it. A heartless casino mogul, Willy Banks, (an excellent performance by Al Pacino), double-crosses Rueben Tishkoff, (Elliott Gould), in a casino partnership and Rueben has a heat attack and is left in a near catatonic state. Well, that’s all it takes to pull the lads back together with the intent on “breaking the Bank”. Although, the nice guy he is, Danny did start out by asking Willy Bank to be nice and reinstate Rueben, to which Bank said, politely, up yours. For, about, the first 15 minutes I was totally confused on what th

Gramma's Birth Control Pills
Subject: Grandma"s Birth Control Pills[LK] Grandma's Birth Control Pills: This doctor had been seeing an 80 year old woman for most of her >life. He finally retired. At her next checkup, the new doctor told her to bring a list of all her medications that had been prescribed for her. As the young doctor was >looking through these, his eyes grew wide as he realized she had a prescription for birth control pills. 'Mrs. Smith, do you realize these are birth control pills?' 'Yes, they help me sleep at night.' 'Mrs. Smith, I assure you there is absolutely nothing in these that could possible help you sleep.' She reached out and patted the young doctor's knee. 'Yes, dear, I know that. But every morning, I grind one up and mix it in the glass of orange juice that my 16 year old granddaughter drinks... and believe me, it helps me sleep at night.'

Howdy
So I have been sitting here thinkin today, and I was trying to figure out what it is I am doing wrong in all my relationships. See I have been cheated on by about 90% of the women I have dated. I dont think I am to bad looking, I am respectful, I do the right things and say the right things. So why is it that I constantly get hurt and treated like crap? I know all the ladies who actually read this will say something like, oh its was them not you, but that cant be true since I am the common factor in all of these scenarios. So I ask all of my friends, why do you think someone would cheat on me? Yes I want honest opinions, because without honesty how I am supposed to make any new relationship work?

Then We Have All The People On Ct Needing Help In There Lounges
I need help to but most of the ones u hirer are low life scum of ct they want the title and till u that morning they be there at nite then not show up for a week at a time.It's hard screening the real people and the wannabe's

My Wonderful Soom To Be Wife By Jared Warnick
My Wonderful soon To Be wife She is everything i always wanted in my life she is funny easy going and very playful. She nevers judges me on anything i use to do or am doing now witch is great. she knows everything about from past to presant and she still loves me for who i am, she doesn't see the monster in me she sees the cute cuddly bear of my personility. Granted i am not wrap tight or having mental problems and its a secret between us she is not afraid being around me and thats always puts a smile on my face. I love it how she gets me calm when i am mad and i love it how she can bring the comedy person out of me. she luaghs at my jokes and share the grief with me and my sarrow. I love it how she always planning our future and how it's going to work , i love it how she always has a wonderfu; smile on her face when she gets on cam for me. She always in a happy mood around me and thats how i want to treat my baby and i always feel great when she is happy, luaghing playing around wi

Alone
Alone I’m hiding in my room Crying tears do break The falling sun is gone My happiness it takes When will this life be over Am I better off being gone To let my guilt all fall out While my memories carry on

My New Favorite.........
Thing to do when I'm driving is blast my loud ass rock music with the windows down. Why you ask? Well because I work on the east side and it's ghetto as hell. So whenever I go by with say for instance Every Time I Die blaring everything stops and people turn to see what the hell is going on. Call it payback for making me listen their crap.

11 Mexicans Came Out Of My Attic
I had this dream the other night...I was getting dressed in my closet when the attic opened and three mexicans came out of my attic ready for work. I screamed and ran to tell my husband and called the cops. When the cops came they found that 11 mexicans had been living in my attic since 1999. There were women, children and men. What does this mean? Oh...and I have NOT read the diaries of Anne Frank in almost 20 years so there is no connection to why I dreamt this....

If A Genie Popped Out Of That Lamp???
I was thinking last night at work what would really make me happy. I was letting my mind wander so I wounldn't be thinking how much I REALLY HATE MY JOB. I definately need to get out of that place A.S.A.P. I have put in application upon application and still having found anything promising. The last interview I had I screwed that up cause I answered a question that conflicted with my app. The interviewer asked if I had ever been fired and I said yes. But I didn't put anything on my app. Well on the app it asked for a 10yr work history and the job I was fired from was about 14yrs ago. It doesn't seem like much but to a interviewer it is. They look for any little thing to get rid of you. Anyway...if I was to happen upon a magic lamp and a genie popped out and was going to give me 3 wishes My first wish would be to have a better job with great benefits and a bitchin 401k. I had a decent 401k started but I had to withdrawl it to live on. I don't know exactly what or where this job

How To "practice" Approaching Women
How To "Practice" Approaching Women >NOTE: If you'd like to become a master of approaching women in every possible situation, then go check THIS out... and make sure you watch the free video clips: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/ApproachingWomen/?cid=ZVHEZZ&lid=1&ll=1 ***SUCCESS STORY*** You have changed my life forever, after watching the first 2 DVD's of your advanced set 3-4 times each my entire, ENTIRE perspective on women has changed. I'm looking back on the past and SEEing where I've FAILED horribly and more importantly, WHY!! AND I see why others succeed where I've failed. Since I've long given up on religion your DVD set has become my new bible for life/women. I've met three beautiful women this week SIMPLY by be confident, indifferent, and teasing. People I would have NEVER thought I would EVER even have a chance with now look like opportunities to me. Everything you say makes GOOD sense to me and I m really starting to GET IT af

5 Reasons Why Men Cheat
Let’s begin with, the reason behind the cheating first. We could go on and debate on the answer to this question for hours but it may be best put this simply— because they can. This may sound pretty dismal, but listen out ladies, if you do not keep a good eye on your husbands they may wander astray. Of course, having faith in your husband’s faithfulness may be one of your main wedding vows but checking on him from time to time wouldn’t hurt. In fact, many men say that they feel cared for and great concern when their wives actually make it a point to check up on them. This doesn’t mean that you have to be a hawk on your husband 24/7, but of course you can send him a message when he’s running late or misses a lunch with you. If they lack attention from you, they will miss it and this may lead to them seeking the attention elsewhere (which is of course not what we want). By checking up on your husband you are not only showing him that you care but you are also taking extra special care of

Rimming
Analingus, Rimming, Tossing A Salad, Talking to President Bush... The act has many names but it comes down to stimulating the anus with the tongue. For a variety of obvious reasons not every person engages or even wishes to. Even for the more intrepid and courageous sextronaut it may take a bit of convincing before you "dive" in. 1. Clean up Cleanliness is even more of a issue with analingus than with traditional most any other form of sex play. Taking a sexy bath or shower together is a relaxing form of foreplay and will allow you and your partner to get squeaky clean. You or your partner should soap their butt and asshole, inserting a finger into the rectum, and rinse thoroughly with warm water. An enema usually isn't necessary if you wash well. 2. Ease in Let you partner relax and get comfortable with you exploring their posterior before you bury your tongue in their ass. Massage their back and buttocks, kiss and caress their thighs and ass cheeks. Spread their cheeks

Horny Angle Hates American Soldiers
Look at these hatefull shouts cause i put a 9 for the reble flag. How can people say they love America but hate Americans. ¢¾Ho...: I DONT CARE I WILL BLOG AND REPORT YOU NOW AND EVERYONE WILL COME AFTER YOU IF YOU CANT BE NICE GET THE FUCK OFF MY PAGE ¢¾Ho...: WELL TAKE YOUR ASS BACK TO MEXICO THEN

Children
People of America: Please help me My name is “concerned”. You pass me on the street, I see you, but do you see me? I have to wonder why you allow me to live like this, I don’t understand poverty, but I live it everyday, I don’t understand prejudice, but I have a grudge against you. I am not garbage, I am strong, but I am afraid, I see my future and it is grim, you brought me into this world and I have to wonder why. My love for you is unconditional, but if you loved me you’d take care of me and be happy just to have me. You are leaving me behind in a city that has given up and 10 years from now, I will still be here struggling to survive, living with dreams I will never fulfill, while you move on with your life. It’s a hard reality to face, but there nonetheless, only you can save me. What do I do? I am but a child, why won’t you help me, instead you stare at me as if I were some materialistic item you can discard at your convenience. This is my reality, I am one of many,

Dreams And Wishes
MAY HE BRING LOVE JOY TRUTH AND HAPPINESS, MAY YOU BRING ME THE MAN OF MY DREAMS, THE LOVE OF MY LIFE, WHO WILL RESPECT ME TRUST ME FOREVER AND ALWAYS TILL THE DAY HE DIES. BRING ME WARMTH SERENITY AND COMPLETE BLISS AND COMFORT IN HIS ARMS, MAY HE CARRY ME WITH THEM AND NEVER LET ME FALL TOO FAR, MAY HE LOVE ME ALWAYS AND TRUE WITH NO LIES, MAKE NO PROMISES HE HAS NO PLANS ON KEEPING, AND TRY HIS BEST TO KEEP ALL THOSE HE MAKES, BRING ME MY TRUE THE PERFECT ONE FOR ME THE LOVE OF MY LIFE THE LIGHT OF MY EYES BUTTERFLIES AND SKIPPED HEART BEATS MAY HE BE!!

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If I Could....
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Heres To You
Here I am agian feeling utterly confused... I'm left with this feeling and I dont know what to do... I wish you could just be man enough to talk to me... Instead of getting what you want then letting me be... I havent heard from you in more than a while... I would give anything just to see your smile... We have never been like this, to where it might be the end... We've always just had the arrangement where we always end up as friends... But more was up for grabs this time around... And when things got to grown up for you, your the one who backed down... But I dont think its me that's got you so afriad... This whole situation is based on the games that you played... I hate the fact that I'm writing this about you... Almost like I will excuse everything that you do... But I'm not sitting around waiting on you... I've come to terms that you and I are threw... And I'll spell it out if you cant get the clue... Heres a big fuck you!

Thinking All Day
Did someone tell you the truth but YOU thought it was a lie? (did I say that correctly?) You kn ow that your corrrct and you know it's a lie no matter how you look at it! So when will you that your correct or if your wrong? P.S. This has nothing to do with know one on CT

Helpful Advice From Martha Stewart & Maxine...gotta Love Maxine Lol
MS - Stuff a miniature marshmallow in the bottom of a sugar cone to prevent ice cream drips. M - Just suck the ice cream out of the bottom of the cone, for Pete's sake! You are probably lying on the couch with your feet up eating it, anyway! MS - To keep potatoes from budding, place an apple in the bag with the potatoes. M - Buy Hungry Jack mashed potato mix , keep it in the pantry for up to a year. MS - When a cake recipe calls for flouring the baking pan, use a bit of the dry cake mix instead and there won't be any white mess on the outside of the cake. M - Go to the bakery! They'll even decorate it for you. MS - If you accidentally oversalt a dish while it's still cooking, drop in a peeled potato and it will absorb the excess salt for an instant "fix-me-up." M - If you oversalt a dish while you are cooking, that's too bad. Please recite with me the real woman's motto: "I made it and you will eat it and I don't care how bad it tastes!" MS - Wrap celery

New Tunes
well i just added my project playlist ,, let me know if you like what i have ,, or if you can think of anything that might pop in your head that you would want to hear,,,,, or heres one whats the first song that pops in your head when you think of my name or view my profile,,,lol let me know this should be fun !!!!!!!

Just So Youll Know-
Free Comments Codes & Layouts I aint hardly on here that much anymore so if i do come on its to say hi and comment a few times and then back offline again. me and my kids are getting to go away for a lil while and its gonna be fun for us all. we need this time away from here and thanks to a good friend in arizona we finally got it. no i aint going to az. but i am going to ga where i was raised and will be showing the kids the house i grew up in, and want to go home to some day. it was so peaceful there and i know they will like it. so after the 24th you wont see me that much at all. and if you do- your lucky. my account wont be deleted unless scrapper does it while im gone. so i will check in. yall have a good one. this isnt to get you to rate or what ever- its just to let my real friedns know- i wont be back for a while. when i sign off on the 23rd- thats it for a while. i will miss my true friends and real ones too- but hey- you know me-- i will be here in august or septem

I'm Sorry!
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up, and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your n

Beef Steak And Kidney Pie
1 lb. beef or veal kidney 1 lb. bottom or top round beef 1/4 c. flour 2 tbsp. fat 1/3 c. finely chopped onion Salt and pepper 1 tsp. dry mustard Biscuit recipe or use Bisquick - 2 c. Wash kidney and remove outer membrane and fatty tissue, halve and remove white tubes, cut in 1 inch pieces, cover with salted water and let stand 1 hour. Drain and cover with cold water and bring to boiling point and drain. Have beef cut 1 inch thick. Pound flour into beef with mallet - then cut into 1 inch cubes. Brown beef and kidney in fat and add onions before meat is full cooked. Add water to cover and simmer 1 1/2 hours (or longer if necessary) or until tender. Thicken broth and cover with drop biscuits and bake 20 minutes at 425 degrees. Mushrooms may be added, sauteed slightly. Delicious!

Diary Of A Stalker..........
Below is a list of people I am "Stalking". I will visiting their profiles each and everyday and leaving comments/rates, whatever I can. These people have given time and emotional support to me in one way or another. I will be adding more people, just wanted to get started on this post, so if you dont see yur name right away, trust me you will. These names are in no particular order, just grabbing them as I see them. Thanks to all of you. goose1060@ CherryTAP Goose 1060 cameronthecrow@ CherryTAP cameronthecrow Floetic@ CherryTAP Floetic ~*Blair*~@ CherryTAP Blair DoubleNaughtSpy@ CherryTAP DoubleNaughtSpy The Chief@ CherryTAP The Chief longnslow@ CherryTAP longnslow Yellow Rose~Wife of Furey@ CherryTAP Yellow Rose-Wife of Furey furey@ CherryTAP Furey BooBoo.......

Leaving For My Trip Today Wont Be Back Until The 22nd (read For Details)
OK EVERYONE IM LEAVING FOR MY TRIP TODAY I WONT BE BACK UNTIL THE 22ND OF JULY I LOVE ALL THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE STOOD BY ME EXSPECIALLY HUNTRESS YOU'VE BEEN THE BEST TO ME SUGAR I LOVE YA SO MUCH FOR IT HOPE TO SEE EVERYONE SOON *KISSES* LEAVE LOVE WHILE IM GONE LATERS

Sometimes A Song Says It Better
Rain King by Counting Crows When I think of heaven Deliver me in a black-winged bird I think of flying down into a sea of pens and feathers And all other instruments of faith and sex and God In the belly of a black-winged bird. Don't try to feed me I've been here before And I deserve a little more I belong in the service of the Queen I belong anywhere but in between She's been crying and I've been thinking And I am the Rain King And I said mama, mama, mama, why am I so alone I can't go outside I'm scared I might not make it home I'm alive, I'm alive But I'm sinking in If there's anyone at home at your place, darling Why don't you invite me in? Don't try to bleed me I've been there before And I deserve a little more I belong in the service of the Queen I belong anywhere but in between She's been lying and I've been sinking And I am the Rain King Hey, I only want the same as anyone Henderson is waiting for the sun Oh, it seems night endlessly begin

The Lesser Banishing Ritual Of The Mother In Law
The Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Mother-In-Law In the double current of Maat/Horus, the disbanding of Nirvana and the age of the new Goddess, Alanis Morrissett, do I type these words, 'tis true, without a word of lie, 'tis very true. That which is on the z-list is online, and that which is online, is on the z-list, to work boredom from. And just as all things have been, and are come from, Shub internet, so are all e-mails born of this one thing. And so it goes..... As I lay in my chamber, exausted from another day, my Ladywife and child beside me, I did hear a stirring coming from yonder. "Hark!", I said, I usually don't say "Hark," but it makes for a better story, "Hark!", I said, "What is that noise from kitchen yonder?" I crawled from the safety of my warm nest and reached for my weapon. I spoke the secret words as taught to me by my mentor, Mr. Rogers. "Oh mighty Mjollnir, basher of burglars, at any other time thy name be golfclub, defend me now in your grandest "

If Ya Think Ya Know Us Aussies Give This A Go!!!!!!!!!!!!
IF YA THINK YA KNOW US AUSSIES GIVE THIS A GO!!!!!!!!!!!! HOW WELL DO YOU SPEAK AUSTRALIAN????? JUST CLICK THE LINK BELOW TO FIND OUT CLICK HERE FOR THE AUSSIE TEST!!!!!!!!

Sale
Hey ya'll. as most of you know, I'm moving from texas. I'm still tryin' to sell my stuff and I figured I'd give ya'll a shot at my stuff as well. If you wanna know what I have, send me a private message. I'm basically selling furniture, a mustang, a motor and transmission and some other stuff. Hope ya'll are having a good weekend. Redneck

Asian Marinated Mushrooms
1 lb small mushrooms 2 tablespoons soy sauce 3 tablespoons rice wine (or white) vinegar 1 tablespoon sugar 1/2 cup dry sherry 2 tablespoons onions, minced 2 cloves fresh garlic, minced 1 scant tablespoon salt 1/2 teaspoon fresh ginger, finely minced Remove stems from mushrooms. Combine soy sauce, wine, sugar, sherry, onion, garlic, salt and ginger in a saucepan. Bring to a boil and remove from heat. Pour over mushrooms in a heatproof glass or stainless steel bowl, or in a canning jar. Refrigerate for two days, turning mushrooms to coat with the marinade twice daily. Can be kept in refrigerator up to one week before serving.

My Thank You To Everyone
I'm greatful for all the love that each and everyone has given to me. You all have went above and beyond what I ever even dreamed of. I hope to be able to return all the love in the near future to you. Thank you to all my new friends for Fanning, Adding, and rating me. I'm returning the love as quickly as I can. To my Family and Friends thank you for continuing to always show love.You all are awesome!!!! Thank you to everyone for reposting bulletins to help me. I love Cherry Tap and there are a lot of wonderful people on here. Have a great weekend..Much Love and Respect to all...BooBoo:) Special Thanks to I Love Sporks for my pimpout. Please stop by and show her some love. href="http://cherrytap.com/user.php?u=158234&friend=158234" target=_blank>I Love Sporks -add me as a fan before you add me as a friend- @ CherryTAP

Princess Diana 10 Years Later And We Never Forgot You R I P
Princess Diana - Candle in the WindUploaded by Anneliese Candle In The Wind 1997 Music by Elton John Lyrics by Bernie Taupin Goodbye England's rose May you ever grow in our hearts You were the grace that placed itself Where lives were torn apart You called out to our country And you whispered to those in pain Now you belong to heaven And the stars spell out your name And it seems to me you lived your life Like a candle in the wind Never fading with the sunset When the rain set in And your footsteps will always fall here Along England's greenest hills Your candle's burned out long before Your legend ever will Loveliness we've lost These empty days without your smile This torch we'll always carry For our nation's golden child And even though we try The truth brings us to tears All our words cannot express The joy you brought us through the years And it seems to me you lived your life Like a candle in the wind Never fading with the sunset When the

I Must Be Emo...
Dear Diary, Mood: Apathetic My life is spiraling downward. I couldn't get enough money to go to the Blood Red Romance and Suffocate Me Dry Concert. It sucks cause they play some of my favorite songs like 'Stab My Heart Because I Love You,' and 'Rip Apart My Soul,' and of course, 'Stabby Rip Stab Stab." and it doesn't help that I couldn't get my hair to do that flippy thing either, like that guy from that band could do, some days you know. . . I'm an emo kid, non-conforming as can be You'd be non-conforming to if u look just like me I have paint on my nails and make-up on my face I'm almost emo enough to start shaving my legs 'Cause I feel real deep when I'm dressing in drag I call it freedom of expression most just call me a fag 'Cause their dudes look like chicks, their chicks look like dykes 'Cause emo is one step below transvestite Stop my breathing and slit my throat I must be emo I don't jump around when I go to shows I must be emo I'm dark

For Those Who Think Im A Joke
I HAVE BEEN ON CT FOR SOME TIME AND I HAVE MEET SOME REALLY NICE PEOPLE. I HAVE BEEN GONE FOR SOME TIME BUT NOW I AM BACK AND NONE OF MY OLD FRIENDS WANNA CHAT SO HEAR IS THE DEAL AND U KNOW WHO U ARE IF U WANT OFF MY LIST SAY SO VIA MESSAGE BOX SO IF U WANT TO COMMENT AND UR ON MY LIST FEEL FREE BUT IF UR NEW ON MY LIST THIS DOES NOT APPLY TO U

Right Here Waiting....
Oceans apart day after day And I slowly go insane I hear your voice on the line But it doesn\'t stop the pain if I see you next to never How can we say forever Wherever you go Whatever you do I will be right here waiting for you Whatever it takes Or how my heart breaks I will be right here waiting for you I took for granted,all the times That I though would last somehow I hear the laughter, I taste the tears But I can\'t get near you now Oh, can\'t you see it baby You\'ve got me goin\' crazy Wherever you go Whatever you do I will be right here waiting for you Whatever it takes Or how my heart breaks I will be right here waiting for you I wonder how we can survive This romance But in the end if I\'m with you I\'ll take the chance Oh, can\'t you see it baby You\'ve got me goin\' crazy Wherever you go Whatever you do I will be right here waiting for you Whatever it takes Or how my heart breaks will be right here waiting for you

I Am Giving Her My Blast She Deserves It . So Please Help Out
this is mysticaldreams i am in this 30 day blast giveaway i need 50,000 comments to get it . but i am not keeping the blast i am giving it to tranquailangel. so please help and get it to 50,000 Click on the pic above to help out and lets get this for her she has done so much for everyone and she deserves it.

Pic's Needed
To all my Family, Friends and Fans: As many of you may or may not know my wife is holding a pic at work contest . I will help any and all of my friends that participate in this contest for my wife. PLease contact me for details or go to her page and submit your photo. Please come and support and help my wife with her first contest ever. thanks Kewlrunning!!1

Extra Special Cat Bath Day Quotes From Bleeding Chance
Never try to out-stubborn a cat. -- Lazarus Long, Anybody who doesn't know what soap tastes like never washed a cat. -- Franklin P. Jones There is no snooze button on a cat who wants breakfast. -- Anonymous Thousands of years ago, cats were worshipped as gods. Cats have never forgotten this. -- Anonymous Cats are smarter than dogs. You can't get eight cats to pull a sled through snow. -- Jeff Valdez Dogs come when they're called; cats take a message and get back to you later. -- Mary Bly Some people say that cats are sneaky, evil, and cruel. True, and they have many other fine qualities as well. -- Missy Dizick

Sexual Obiturary
What is your Sexual Obituary? With glory in the doggie style position, BONNIE died while in the sack with their lover, George Clooney.BONNIE will be terribly missed by The men's olympic team. 'What is your Sexual Obituary?' at QuizUniverse.com

Dear Sir....
Shown below , is an actual letter that was sent to a bank by an 86 year old woman. The bank manager thought it amusing enough to have it published in the New York Times. Dear Sir: I am writing to thank you for bouncing my check with which I endeavored to pay my plumber last month. By my calculations, three nanoseconds must have elapsed between his presenting the check and the arrival in my account of the funds needed to honor it. I refer, of course, to the automatic monthly deposit of my entire pension, an arrangement which, I admit, has been in place for only eight years. You are to be commended for seizing that brief window of opportunity,and also for debiting my account $30 by way of penalty for the inconvenience caused to your bank. My thankfulness springs from the manner in which this incident has caused me to rethink my errant financial ways. I noticed that whereas I personally answer your telephone calls and letters, ---

Cleavage(definitely Not An Original Name)contest
http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=909921&albumid=404912&i=3694598331 THIS ENDS AT 6 EST today please help her and place rate the pic too thanks this contest is OVER

Summer Lime Chicken Breast Stir-fry Broccoli
Ingredients for the lime chicken breast: 4 boneless and skinless chicken breasts - each 1/2 pound 1/3 c olive oil Juice of three limes 4 cloves of garlic, peeled and minced 3 tsp fresh cilantro, chopped 1/2 tsp each of salt and freshly ground black pepper 6 yellow peppers 6 red peppers 6 orange peppers Ingredients for the stir-fry: 4 c fresh broccoli 1/4 c chopped walnuts 1 1/2 tsp sesame oil 1/2 tsp chili oil 1 tsp sodium soy sauce Garlic powder Mix all ingredients for the lime marinade together in a medium bowl. Add 1/3 cup olive oil, the juice of three limes, garlic, fresh cilantro, and salt and pepper. Lay boneless chicken breasts between 2 sheet wax paper. Using a wooden mallet, pound each chicken breast gently to tenderize meat. Place chicken breasts in lime marinade for a minimum of two hours - keep covered and chilled. (If you need to prepare dish in advance, you can marinate breasts overnight.) Cook chicken breast on grill pan, or in broiler for a

What Kind Of Bikini Are You?
You Are a Classic Bikini! You are the type of gal who looks good in almost any bikini. Going for the understated look, you don't need a flashy bikini to turn heads. What Kind of Bikini Are You?

Firehouse Prayer
Just maybe, this will be the year we fly no flags half-mast. No shrouded badges, funeral prayers, memorial flowers or streaming tears; Just maybe once, since long before we ever started counting, no firefighter would have to die, no gift of gallant sacrifice, no empty boots, no empty chair - Just maybe, this will be the year when all our family makes it home, no casket draped, no bagpipe drone; Just maybe once, we'll honor those we've lost in years gone by, but add no more names to the wall, for none have had to die. So as we face another year, Lord hear us in our fervent prayer - protect us safely through the fire, and maybe, this will be the year.

Kaleb, Abortion, And The Tragedy
Just did some reading and research about a baby named Kaleb. What a tragedy. I guess after becoming a father I'm more sensitive to things like this. Friend of mine from Piqua is expecting her baby in 7 weeks. She posted a bulletin concerning abortion. If anyone hasn't checked it out they should. It contains some graphic pics and anyone who doesn't realize that it's a living innocent human being doesn't deserve to exist. Kinda made a hypocrite out of me, because I don't believe in the death penalty, but what choice did that baby have? Democrats like to rant that women have a right to choose. I agree. They do. They have the right to choose, bitch legs open or bitch legs shut. It's that simple. I believe anyone who has an abortion or performs an abortion or even assists in an abortion should be systematically destroyed. It's horrible. If a baby can be born 5 months premature and still survive to be a healthy baby then what right does anyone have to end that baby's life? T

Ruh Roh
I have come to the conclusion that I am becoming an official point whore here on CT. I don't think my addiction has gotten all THAT terrible just yet, since so far all I'm doing is mainly using the I'm bored feature to boost my points. Although if anyone has any great, get points fast ideas, you can let me know. LOL ~Hugs~

Redneck Quickies
Question: What do you call the sight of a plumber under the sink with his pants creeping down, exposing his crack? Answer: Redneck Cleavage. Submitted by Jim Howell. Question: How long does it takes a redneck to eat road kill? Answer: It depends on how heavy the traffic is. Submitted by Roller2664. Question: What are the last words of a redneck? Answer: "Hey y'all check this out!" Submitted by Rob Klotz. You know you're staying in a redneck motel, when you call up the front desk to say you gotta leak in the sink, and the guy says, "Go ahead." Submitted by MojoDncr. Hope my family members don't get insulted, but I do have a dead uncle that has a tombstone carved out like an 18 wheeler semi-truck. His wife was driving with him, and she's not dead yet, but the enscryption says, "One fine team". Sorry Aunt Annamae! Submitted by LbkMystery. Question: How do you recognize an Aussie Redneck? Answer: You look up his family tree and m

Quizzes I Took
What are you the Guardian of? (Girls only) (Anime PICS) Guardian of Anger.You always act on your first impulse and don't care what others think. You get depressed often, and always put yourself down. Power: control the weatherHome:Storm CloudFav. Color: BlackName: RoxanneWhat else you rule: spite, jealousy, , demons, war, vengeance, weapons, weather, and disasterTake this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

At Your Service ( Very Nsfw)
Grab me Throw me down Take command It’s what I crave It’s what I need To give in to your demands Be rough Be cruel I want you to take charge I want to feel All you can give Show me who you are Fuck my body Fuck me hard Push me too the edge I’ll moan for you I’ll beg for you And that’s just the start Pull me to you Force me to my knees Take me by my hair My mouth is yours I need your cock Use me how you please With just one touch You set my body on fire I’ll do what you want How you want it Although I may not show Compliance or desire We both know The unspoken truth Your every whim I’ll gladly serve

Chicken With Poblano Cream Sauce And Herb Rice
Ingredients: 2 cups uncooked, long-grain white rice 1 lb. fresh poblano chiles, stemmed, seeded and quartered 1-1 1/2 lb. boneless, skinless chicken breast cutlets Kosher salt Freshly ground black pepper 1 tbsp. olive oil 1 medium onion, halved and thinly sliced 1 cup Mexican crema 1/4 cup chopped fresh cilantro 1/4 cup chopped fresh flat-leaf parsley Preparation: Begin cooking long-grain white rice according to package directions. Preheat broiler. Broil chiles, skin side up, until skin blisters and begins to blacken, about 5 minutes. Remove from broiler and place in sealable plastic bag; close bag and let stand 10 minutes. Remove and discard skin from chiles, then cut them into thin strips. Season both sides of chicken cutlets with salt and black pepper, to taste. In large, nonstick skillet over medium heat, heat olive oil. Lightly brown chicken on both sides, about 2 to 3 minutes per side. Don't overcook. To check doneness, make sure juices run clear when chicken is pier

The Rides :)
That sticky sweet smell of the state fair--a strange combination of corn-dogs and cotton candy--filled the air as we walked through the gates. In a lame attempt to keep cool, i had chosen to wear my red tank top and a pair of black shorts, my sandles were the type that strapped on--so i would not loose them--and all the possessions i needed were in the button pocket of the semi tight shorts. the sun was high that day, beating down on my exposed skin. I smiled wickedly at my friends, we were here to play. normally the shows, livestock, and performances interested me, but not today. today our eyes were only for the many rides the park offered. The first ride that was set up by the gate was the "Music box* it was a circular ride that went up and down over fake hills to the sounds of 80's music, then slowed down and went backwards. The ride held two people per car, and with twenty cars, we knew we would get on the ride next. I was curious as to how many times it went arou

Lately
Lately I've been thinking a lot about a lot of things. One thing that's been getting to me is that a lot of my friends have kids. Granted I'm almost 26 and I still have some time, but I've been so down lately about it. I mean I love hearing stories of what their kids do or have done. I love hearing funny and cute stories. But it just sux that I don't have any stories to offer. Lately, I've noticed that there is something wrong with me. I mean I'll be watching either one of my tv series or a movie. And if something tragic happens and someone gets tears in their eyes, I seem to get tears in my eyes.

Will You
See you sittin' next to the window in the bedroom She brakes down - brakes down Crying over something and starin' into nothin' Afraid now - hate now Wanting, needing, haunting, it's killing me Faking what has happened to live the life like that man I'll brake down - It's fake now Will you, Will you love me tomorrow? So Will You, Will you stay with me today? Fade in and out of reason to fight the way she's feelin' She brakes down - brakes down Going through the motions and holding onto hopes and her dreams now - somehow Shaken, mistaken, forsaken, it's killing me. Wishing you could change, but he's always been this way If you leave now - I'll drown Will you, Will you love me tomorrow? So Will You, Will you stay with me today? Will you, Will you be here tomorrow? So Will You, you remember yesterday? Yesterday! Yesterday! Yesterday! Yesterday! This time, I'm sorry This time, I'm sorry This time, this time, I'm sorry for this time

Deleting My Friends List
Only because I don't know or don't remember most of the people on it. If you want to stay on my list, just leave a comment on this blog. No hard feelings to anyone. I Like every one, but jeez, I have like 300 hundred people I don't know on my list....kind of daunting.

Do You Really Want To Pay Full Price?
I am surprised that no one wants to save 30% on their lingerie, leather, dresses, stockings and Pantyhose or TOYS.... Guess everyone likes paying full price :) www.bwylde.com

"who Does It First?" - A Friendly Contest
Hi everybody - it's a friendly contest :) Nothing official, just fun. We have approximately the same amount of Cherry points to reach another level and decided to set up a contest in between us, named "WHO DOES IT FIRST?" We invite you - everybody and everyone - to place a few 10s, comments (anything nice) on ONE of our profiles and so help ONE of us up. Ok, if you can't decide, you can also help both of us :P Just in case you do something about it - THANKS. SHE: from Lithuania, 29 years old : Girlish-K HE: from France, 42 years old : Nonocomment (please repost, so the contest really works) and Good luck, sweet K

Sex
A whisper, a sigh A wink and a glance The glimpse of a thigh The thought of romance. She moves in a bit closer And dances just right He longs to hold her Long into the night. Heart beat quickens Eyes shine with lust His muscle thickens Anticipating a thrust. Heartbeats are frantic As clothes start to fall Each touch is electric They both shed it all. So naked she kneels His dick in her mouth A gasp when she feels His lips moving south Licking and sucking And moving together Grinding and moaning Their mutual pleasure She begs him to enter And give her his meat Quickly he helps her They regain their feet Swiftly he bends her Down over the bed Legs spread further He thrusts in his head He pushes in harder She squeezes it tight The moan of pleasure The sounds of delight The rhythm of loving The feel of the flesh Indescribable feeling As two bodies mesh Cum rips from his balls As he shoots his load. Her insides expand as She feels him explode.

I Swear Some People.
I am so sick of people talking about what they know nothing about. They make up stuff and talk their shit but still with no reason. Do they just lack and ability to be sane? I am left to think that because it is the only logical reason I can come to. Now if any of you are wondering why my profile has changed so much it is because I am sick of all the wack jobs on the internet. I don't know but it seems I attract them like flies. So these fuckers can keep up making lies and fabricating stories but they can do it elsewhere because I do not have time for all the kiddie like drama. Ya that is about all I had to say. Just had to get it off my chest. >.<

Lets Play A Game Called: Tampons
Lets Play A Game Called: TAMPONS Body: okay...this is called the tampon game.. this is how you play...think of a title of a movie...only change 1 word to tampon...ONLY ONE REPOST! Cam: vanilla tampon Sophs: Big Fat Greek Tampon! Hank: How to eat fried tampons Dalton:The Texas Tampon Massacre!!! Carrie:Dude wheres my Tampon?! Amanda: Stomp The Tampon. Jen: nite of the living tampons Rachel:8 legged Tampons! Cody: Finding Tampons Casie:When a Tampon Calls TiANNA:the hills have tampons LaTasia: love in Tampons brittany- black tampon Cayce¢¾--Raising Tampons. [[HOLLY]]--Lord of the TAMPONS {kristal}- " I Know What You Did Last Tampon Jake- Snakes On A Tampon Travis-Big fat Tampon Megan-Fried Green Tampons Amie- Little Miss Tampon CHANCEY-DIRTY TAMPON Brooke- Because i said tampon Morgan- A Tampon To Remember Tori-Save The Last Tampon Hayley-Silent Tampons ASHTIN-Tampon Where Are You. dani=fame-The Green Tampon Gabe-Monty Python and the Holy Tampon Lindsay-Ame

Shakin Babies
I have an account on myspace to and Ive been following a story about a baby that was shakin by his daycare provider and hes still in the hospital with all kinds of problems and the evil witch that did this is walking around free and clear on 5,000.00 bond. What the hell is with people. What could that baby have done to deserve this,NOTHING!! I think this woman that did this needs to pay dearly for this. And then today another story was posted about a little 2 month old girl that her Dad hurt her like this, this world is full of sick people, to hurt a helpless baby like that is just so sick. We need to stop this and make these people pay the ultimate price for doing this horrible thing to these babies.I cant even begin to imagine what the hell is wrong with these people can you????

Sick Of This...
I have been nailed again by the morality nazis. Yet another pic got hit as NSFW...I think it might be time to leave this site since we have children who think they have the right to judge me. If you don't like my shit or you are overly snesitive...GET THE FUCK OFF MY PAGE...at least talk to me first before being a little priss and nailing my pics...if this continues I will be gone and so will others...

If It Looks Like Rain Then It Most Likely Is
One love, one glance, if everyone could just get that second chance. Divine, so fine, your lips upon mine Slowly determining, what my heart is burning for. These words, you will see, will mean everything . I hate with my heart, and i love with my hands but once id like, to stop and take a stand So hard i feel, when my mind is on you. So blind, i cant see, anything anymore. You know, i cant, stop what im doing, And i care, so much, when i stare back into your eyes Even if i cant tell you how i feel I can make you feel things thats not even real. These choices ive made, reflect on my tommorow and i dont want you to give me any sorrow. I want just for once, to let go of my thoughts so many years i have fought, and i have fought.....and yet im still fighting Tell me what i need, and i will do what i can No promises would i ever make, but no promise is never withheld. I cant give you me, i can give you whats left If you dont want wha

Whoo Hoo!!
http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20070627/people_nm/sales_dc Bon Jovi scores first No. 1 album since 1988 By Katie Hasty Wed Jun 27, 3:22 PM ET NEW YORK (Billboard) - Bon Jovi topped the U.S. album charts for the first time since 1988 on Wednesday, while rock duo the White Stripes scored a personal best with a No. 2 debut for their latest release. Bon Jovi's "Lost Highway" sold 292,000 copies in the week ended June 24, the rock troupe's biggest one-week sum since Nielsen SoundScan began tracking sales data in 1991. The Island/Mercury Nashville set is Bon Jovi's third No. 1 album, joining 1988's "New Jersey" and 1987's "Slippery When Wet." Sales were fueled in part by the group's new country fanbase, wrangled in with the Grammy-winning 2006 hit "Who Says You Can't Go Home" featuring Sugarland's Jennifer Nettles. The White Stripes' "Icky Thump" sold 223,000 copies. Jack and Meg White have enjoyed increasing success with each new album: 2005's "Get Behind Me Satan,"

Well
i want to welcome my new friends and i hope you all have alot of patience with me it will take me awhile to get to your profiles to rate them still working on the othere you all are awsome and thanks for rateing me huggs and kisses to you all love susan

Prayers Needed
The last few days has been pretty rough. First it was my Mom, she was put in the hospital. I went up to see her and she told me there was some bad news... I have a 9 year old cousin they had found him unresponsive. They flew him to another hospital. Right now he has 3 different infections, in a coma, and having seizures. You can't even touch his bed without him having a seizure. Yesterday he had a seizure that lasted an hour long. One side of his brain is abnormal. They are suppose to be doing test on him today, they have to unplug the life support to do those test. All I ask is to keep him in your prayers. It just breaks my heart, he is only 9 years old. I just hope that he makes it through this...

.random.moments.
two year olds dancing in your lap during a moment of rest are highly amusing. finding an entire kitchen cabinet filled with shit ya already thought ya packed? not so amusing. running low on boxes n having bags n bags of trash? well...that at least screams 'accomplishment' having intense body pain while moving book boxes into a more feasible area? sucketh. being told by a non significant other person that you should stay celibate? well thats just an eyebrow raiser prolly best left alone...or Drea-tised. im going to sit here for a few moments. drink some water. have a smoke. listen to some tunes. cuz...i can. so fuck you :D

Lyrics That Touched Me...
In der Palaestra As through the pipes the waters fell down to the bottom of the well, in listless apathy I gazed at the cold waters, as he bathed. I have beheld that scenery and it's most sensual masculinity. Yet, disappointment, oh, can't you see, is still the cause and the cardinal symptom of my sick, sad reality. Silver equals chill, but that suits me just fine. I'm shyly sipping water, while he drinks whole jugs of wine. He likes all kinds of women, and I, I only hate men. He marvels at all things new to him, and I only wait for all things in this sick world to end. The water pouring down his spine, caressed his strong physique, oh, so well-defined, calm like a rock he stands, oh, behold his beautiful body and soul. A friendly God must have built this man to an all well-balanced whole. What sad bewilderment this brought, physical clearness, alas, still so much abhorred. An ancient ghost awoke and fiercely arose in me, it was that old

Faster Than Myspace...ct Has Sucked Me In!
That's all I really wanted to say for now. Really, I've only been on here 3 days (I'm still cursing you for this btw Dave), and already I check CT first over myspace. :) It was time for a change anyway...my goal is to see how many myspacers I can get to make the switch too! xoxo

Broken Mower
The Broken Mower When our lawn mower broke and wouldn't run, my wife kept hinting to me that I should get it fixed. But, somehow I always had something else to take care of first, the truck, the car, playing golf - always something more important to me. Finally she thought of a clever way to make her point. When I arrived home one day, I found her seated in the tall grass, busily snipping away with a tiny pair of sewing scissors. I watched silently for a short time and then went into the house. I was gone only a minute, and when I came out again I handed her a toothbrush I said, "When you finish cutting the grass, you might as well sweep the driveway." The doctors say I will walk again, but I will always have a limp. Moral to this story : Marriage is a relationship in which one person is always right, and the other is the husband.

More About Me
Ok here goes well I am a mother of two wonderful but sometimes aggrevating children whom I love with all my heart. I have been married to the same wonderful man for 9 yrs come this december whom is also the father of our wonderful children. Yes Happily Married though we do have our problems but it wouldn't be marriage otherwise. I am 5'7 165 lbs brown eyes brown hair big ghetto booty and big tits thanks to hubby lol i swear he's miracle grow for them. At the moment we live in North Carolina ( me and the kids that is) and he is in Georgia. I am a very outgoing person tries to make friends with everybody but don't take my friendliness as a welcome mat do me wrong and there will be hell to pay trust me. The saying goes I don't get mad I get even well I get both because I am a vidictive bitch and trust me i mean that in all of its essence I am a bitch. Well thats bout it other than I love to sing play pool and go swimming oh and I dable in poetry and writing erotic stories.