Fubar Blog Posts 3

Sweaters And Old Ladies
Well, winter is practically here. Im busting out the warm sweaters, and the long sleeved shirts. Being sure to lotion up, so I dont shrivel up, and have every layer of skin peel away. Ive been so cold lately, not having someone warm and comforting to hold on to, this time of year, can be a very bad thing for a lady. I feel like an old lady, with the layers of clothes that ive been wearing. My skin has been screaming and itching to get out of these clothes, but its just to damn cold. I cant wait for the summer, when I can wear the shorts and the tanktops again. Its starting to snow around here, and thats always very depressing. I guess my blog does not have a point to it, but do any blogs really mean anything to anyone, except for the few exceptions that I have read, Aristotle, you are one of them, Layman, you are another. Anyways, bear with me here, im almost done babbling. Well, thanks for reading, not much of a point to this, other than to waste your time, and piss you off I guess. T

Orange Mustard Glazed Chicken
1/4 cup orange marmalade 1/4 cup orange juice 1/4 cup country-style Dijon mustard 2 tablespoons light brown sugar, packed to measure 1 tablespoon Gravy Master 1 chicken (2 1/2 to 3 pounds) quartered or 4 chicken breasts In a small bowl, combine marmalade, orange juice, mustard, sugar and Gravy Master. Grill chicken pieces 4 to 6 inches from hot glowing coals for 15 minutes, turning frequently. Brush with orange-mustard glaze and continue grilling for 15 minutes longer, brushing frequently with glaze. Remove from grill and serve immediately. Serve remaining sauce separately. Makes 4 servings.

Baja Shrimp Salad
Prep: 15 min, plus chilling time. * 1 lb. cooked shrimp, thawed and drained * 1 cucumber, peeled, seeded and thinly sliced * 12 radishes, thinly sliced * 4 scallions, sliced * 1/2 cup white wine vinegar * 1 Tbs. sugar Combine all ingredients in a bowl and toss well. Chill. Per serving: calories 181, fat 2.6g, 13% calories from fat, cholesterol 196mg, protein 27.7g, carbohydrates 11.4g, fiber 2.1g, sugar 8.0g, sodium 200mg, diet points 3.9. Dietary Exchanges: Milk: 0.0, Vegetable: 1.1, Fruit: 0.0, Bread: 0.0, Lean meat: 0.0, Fat: 0.1, Sugar: 0.2, Very lean meat protein: 3.4

Mexican Party Dip Appetizer
Prep: 10 min, plus chilling time. * 5 ounces soft cream cheese * 1/4 packet taco seasoning mix * 2 tsp. milk * 1 tsp. salsa * 3/4 tsp. chili powder * 5 ounces canned refried beans * 1/3 cup shredded lettuce * 2 Tbs. plus 2 tsp. shredded cheddar cheese, or Monterey Jack cheese * 1 Tbs. plus 1 tsp. green onions, chopped * 3/4 tomato, finely chopped * 3 ounces corn or tortilla chips Combine the first 5 ingredients. Spread mixture on a serving tray. Layer the next 5 ingredients. Chill for 1-2 hours. Serve with corn or tortilla chips. Per serving: calories 291, fat 20.1g, 61% calories from fat, cholesterol 48mg, protein 7.9g, carbohydrates 21.5g, fiber 3.5g, sugar 2.8g, sodium 410mg, diet points 7.3. Dietary Exchanges: Milk: 0.0, Vegetable: 0.3, Fruit: 0.0, Bread: 0.5, Lean meat: 0.6, Fat: 3.5, Sugar: 0.8, Very lean meat protein: 0.0

Shrimp Cream Cheese Appetizers
Prep: 10 min. * 1/4 lb. whipped cream cheese * 1 ounce cooked salad shrimp * 1 Tbs. onions, finely chopped * 1 Tbs. Worcestershire sauce * 1/2 tsp. lemon or lime juice * 1/2 tsp. seafood cocktail sauce * 1/2 red bell pepper, finely chopped * 12 crackers Combine first 7 ingredients and use as topping for crackers. Per serving: calories 147, fat 11.3g, 65% calories from fat, cholesterol 44mg, protein 4.4g, carbohydrates 9.3g, fiber 0.6g, sugar 1.6g, sodium 266mg, diet points 4.3. Dietary Exchanges: Milk: 0.0, Vegetable: 0.2, Fruit: 0.0, Bread: 0.4, Lean meat: 0.2, Fat: 1.8, Sugar: 0.1, Very lean meat protein: 0.2

Tangy Cheese And Chicken Appetizers
Prep: 10 min. * 3/4 cup chopped cooked chicken breast, or other chicken meat * 2 Tbs. plus 2 tsp. blue cheese, crumbled * 2 Tbs. green onions, chopped * 2 ounces cream cheese * 1/4 lemon, juiced and peel grated Thoroughly mix all ingredients in a bowl. Serve with crackers, tortilla chips, raw cut vegetables, etc. Per serving: calories 118, fat 7.8g, 60% calories from fat, cholesterol 42mg, protein 10.5g, carbohydrates 1.4g, fiber 0.3g, sugar 0.8g, sodium 141mg, diet points 3.4. Dietary Exchanges: Milk: 0.0, Vegetable: 0.0, Fruit: 0.0, Bread: 0.0, Lean meat: 0.3, Fat: 1.0, Sugar: 0.0, Very lean meat protein: 1.1

Naughty Survey
1.Your Full Name: Paula 2. Age: 42 3. Single or Taken: depends who you ask 4. Favorite Movie: Dirty Dancing 5. Favorite Song: Born to Run..Bruce Springsteen 6. Favorite Band/Rapper/Artist: dont really have one 7. Dirty or Clean: dirty thoughts ..clean clothes 8. Tattoos and/or Piercings: 2 tattos, only ears pierced A long sex survey for those that are bored!!! Do you like it rough or sensual? sensual then rough Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both? Opposite How often do you like to have sex? as often as i can get it Is sex a top priority for you? Its important but not really a top priority Do you have sex face to face with your partner? Yes How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger? Almost Never How do you feel about one night stands? Never say never How many one night stands have you had? a few What's your favorite position? legs in the air Where's your favorite plac

Salisbury Steak With Mushroom Gravy
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 30 min Makes: 6 servings 2 cups STOVE TOP Homestyle Herb Stuffing Mix in the Canister 1-1/2 lb. ground beef 1 medium onion, finely chopped 1 egg, lightly beaten 1 Tbsp. oil 1 jar (12 oz.) mushroom gravy MIX stuffing mix, meat, onion, egg and 1 cup water. Shape into 6 patties. HEAT oil in large skillet on medium-high heat. Add patties; cook 5 minutes on each side or until heated through and golden brown on both sides. Drain. MIX gravy with 1/2 cup water; pour over patties. Bring to boil. Reduce heat to low; cover and cook an additional 5 minutes. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Round Out The Meal Serve with a tossed salad and your favorite KRAFT Dressing. NUTRITION INFORMATION Nutrition (per serving) Calories 330 Total fat 18g Saturated fat 6g Cholesterol 100mg Sodium 680mg Carbohydrate 17g Dietary fiber 0g Sugars 3g Protein 24g Vitamin A 0%DV Vitamin C

Tv
TV isn't bad Current mood: blah The real problem with television is that it doesn't suck. I mean, sure, 95% of it does, but there are plenty of programs which are creative, interesting, funny, dramatic, moving, etc. If there's nothing on, there are countless movies you can rent and watch. The problem is that television gives you the illusion of connection to other people and to the world. No matter how empty and pathetic your own life might be, you can turn on the television and let the stories and emotions wash over you. Movies and tv programs let you get to know their characters in intimate detail, you seem to share the most important experiences of their lives, as they fall in love, fight wars, cure diseases, defeat alien invaders, and so on. But of course, it's a false intimacy. You don't know these people, the characters and events you're vicariously experiencing probably never existed, and even if they did they're still not part of your life and never will b

What Drug Is Your Personality ?
Your Personality Is Like Ecstasy You're usually feeling the love for the world around you - you want to hug everyone. And while you're usually content to sit back and view the world with wonder... Sometimes you're world becomes very overwhelming and a little scary. What Drug Is Your Personality Like?

Where Is The Love?-black Eyed Peas
Where Is The Love? by Black Eyed Peas Album :Elephunk (2003) [What's wrong with the world, mama People livin' like they ain't got no mamas I think the whole world addicted to the drama Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma Overseas, yeah, we try to stop terrorism But we still got terrorists here livin' In the USA, the big CIA The Bloods and The Crips and the KKK But if you only have love for your own race Then you only leave space to discriminate And to discriminate only generates hate And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, yeah Madness is what you demonstrate And that's exactly how anger works and operates Man, you gotta have love just to set it straight Take control of your mind and meditate Let your soul gravitate to the love, y'all, y'all People killin', people dyin' Children hurt and you hear them cryin' Can you practice what you preach And would you turn the other cheek Father, Father, Father help us Send some guidance fro

Sweetest Embrace
Sweetest Embrace by Daniel James Helms She brings out the best in me, and the worst. She?ll leave me in a desert, and then quench my thirst. We can walk through a field of sunflowers and lace. We can stand toe to toe and she?ll spit in my face. We read like a soap opera from day to day. She can take me into her arms, then leave me for stray. But, through it all, our souls are entangled. Our hearts unite, and then become mangled. We always come back to the sweetest embrace, And see the rush of emotions in each others? face. But this time is tough for the script reads so poor. No matter the climax, it?s her I adore. She?ll never realize the true passion of my touch, Because she won?t allow herself... to love me that much.

Lastest Obsession
The Red Hot Chili Peppers guitarist John Frusciante ......as you know I just got to see RHCP in concert and I've always appreciated John's style but, OMG! seeing him live is even more awesome! I especially love his solo projects...you can tell his been inspired by alot of great artists...and hes a fan of KISS so, that even bumps him up in the hotness points....

German Chocolate Cake
* 2 1/4 cups all-purpose flour * 1 1/2 cups granulated sugar * 1 1/2 teaspoons baking soda * 1/4 teaspoon salt * 1 cup butter, softened * 1 cup sour cream * 4 large eggs * 4 ounces sweet baking chocolate, melted * 1/2 cup milk * 3/4 teaspoon vanilla extract Topping * 3/4 cup evaporated milk * 1/2 cup light brown sugar, firmly packed * 1/2 cup butter * 1 can (3 1/2 ounces) flaked coconut, or about 1 1/3 cups * 1 cup chopped pecans Grease and flour two 8-inch square baking pans. In a large bowl, combine flour, sugar, baking soda, salt, butter, sour cream, eggs, chocolate, milk, and vanilla. Beat with mixer at low speed until blended. Increase mixer to high and beat 2 minutes longer. Spoon batter into prepared pans. Bake in a preheated 350° oven for about 35 minutes, or until a wooden pick or cake tester inserted in center comes out clean. Remove to racks to cool completely. Make topping. In

Ironic
Fire investigators on Maui have determined the cause of a blaze that destroyed a $127,000 home last month - a short in the homeowner's newly installed fire prevention alarm system. "This is even worse than last year, " said the distraught homeowner, "when someone broke in and stole my new security system..."

Random Slogan Generator!
A few random (and somewhat silly) slogans from http://www.thesurrealist.co.uk/slogan.cgi Terran Nytefyer Saves Your Soul. Step Into The Terran Nytefyer. (THIS one is just BAD!) . . . The Cream of Terran Nytefyer. And some Movie Quotes from the same place . . . Mrs. Robinson, you're trying to seduce Terran Nytefyer. Aren't you? I'm going to make him a Terran Nytefyer he can't refuse. My mama always said life was like a box of Terran Nytefyer.

Breathing Is Sooo Hard
My life is such a mess right now that I don't know up from down or right from left. I have been running around trying to get thing done before I move to TX in 17 -18 days. Life really SUCKS right now. I am so unhappy and don't like the things that are going on with me right now. When I wake up each morning the only reason I get out of bed is to take care of my babies. My world is becoming so dark around me and I just want to sink in and let go. I constantly search for reasons not to but the bad is just getting bigger and bigger. There just becomes a point in time where it all out weighs the good, and then it seems that nothing matters anymore. You know each day I am selling little parts of my life (my stuff) But it just doesn't matter anymore. Everyday I wake up and want to be someone else! I know that everyone says that the grass is always greener on the other side but I feel like I have only been lower than this one other time in my life and that almost killed me! I just

Do U Like My Smile?
IF SO, THEN VOTE FOR ME FOR BEST MALE SMILE. BE SURE TO RATE ME AND MAKE SURE U LEAVE COMMENTS, THE COMMENTS COUNT AS THE VOTES AND U CAN LEAVE MORE THAN ONE. THANK U VERY MUCH I APPRECIATE IT. JUST CLICK HERE

The Ups Man
It was Richard the UPS man's last day on the job after delivering packages for 35 yrs. in the same neighborhood. When he arrived at his first house, he was greeted by the whole family and given a gift envelope. At the second house they gave him a box of fine cigars. The third house handed him a selection of the finest fishing lures. At the fourth house he was met by a beautiful blonde in a revealing negligee. She took him by the hand and led him upstairs where she blew his mind with the most passionate sex he had ever experienced. When he'd had enough, she fixed him a huge breakfast: Eggs, potatoes, ham, blueberry waffles and orange juice. As she was pouring him some coffee he noticed a dollar bill sticking out from under the coffee cup. "All of this is just too wonderful for words," he said. "But what's the dollar for?" "Well," she said, "Last night I told my hubby that today was your last day and that we should do something special for you. I asked him what

Better Health Plan..
Better health plan There once was an old lady walking down a hospital hall with her doctor. She looked into the first door on the left as they passed it and saw something odd. The man in the room was beating off and she asked her doctor "Whats happening in here." the Doctor replied "He has a disease where if he doesn't constantly beat off, His balls will blow up." she understood and they kept walking. She looked into the next room again and saw a nurse sucking the patients dick. She asked "whats happening in here." the doctor replied, "same disease as the last man, but a better health plan."

Finish The Sentence
1. I've come to realize that my last ex... 2. I am listening to... 3. I talk... 4. I love... 5. My best friend(s).... 6. My first real kiss.... 7. I lost my virginity... 8. I hate it when people.... 9. Love is... 10. Marriage is.... 11. Somewhere, someone is... 12. I'll always... 13. I have a secret crush on.. 14. The last time I cried was because… 15. My cell phone.... 16. When I wake up in the morning... 17. Before I go to sleep at night..... 18. Right now I am thinking about... 19. Babies are... 20. I get on myspace.... 21. Today I.. 22. Tonight I will.... 23. Tomorrow I will.... 24. I really want... 25. The person who most likely to repost this?

Robots Are My Thing.
I bought some new robot flats that are amazing. So I have an obcession with robots. :* I bought stearing wheel and a mirror cover for my soon to be car. It is calling my name. I'm going to give a sexy name. I just don't know what it is yet. any ideas? ps. its a male car. haha. thats what I ride.

How Bad R U Wanted
Nov 1, 2006 3:05 PM Subject HOW BAD R U WANTED Body: Post this and see how many messages u get....do it!! (1) just friends (2) gorgeous (3) cute as hell (4) hot as fuck (5) fine as fuck (6) sexy (7) amazingly sexy (8) we can be friends with benefits (9) i would fuck you if you let me (10) i want 2 make u my gf/bf (11) i love u baby repost HOW BAD R U WANTED

This Place
Never have I felt this.. this place You send me.. its a place inside.. yet far from the reach of others.. I never knew of this place before.. and wonder why in my travels, I have never come upon it... its such a lovely place.. so peaceful, serene.. the sounds I hear.. are silent sounds of music.. not music of mechanical instruments.. music of her soul... a soft, delicate and soothing sound... to get to this place so far away, I cannot get there alone.. the entrance to this place sealed, protected with a great power... only Your words, Your commands can take me there.. I wonder why it is, I cannot command myself through the entrance.. I cannot command myself back out once there... it is such a lovely place.. a place where I am so free... sometimes, I feel too free there... sometimes, I feel that perhaps it is too faraway.. perhaps this is why I cannot enter on my own.. perhaps, this place, so far away, yet so near... does not belong to me... perhaps, I would be trespa

~oblivion~
The fog rolls in, the night is mute. Creatures go still, and people disappear Without a word, Though their footsteps can still be heard, And the city falls under its spell. Warm and inviting, the lovers respond To the haunting song they know so well And begin their eternal dance, While the fog hides everything, The sins of the night, Turning all color to gray Yet vibrant in its way. It takes the faintest of light, And defies the origins of those sins. He clouds a girl's mind The way fog can wrap around one's senses. She knows How it goes, that he feels the same When she coos and caresses, so tender. The fog insinuates, like pale fingers As it stealth fully creeps Upon the couple while they sleep, Naked and unaware as they lie there. It covers all with its giant pall Of oblivion that transcends them From the world they pretend in, A world foreign to the reality That is theirs alone, and together They are as one forever. Whatever happens in the fo

Quiz 5
yes, here we go again...same as before, you may need to highlight to see the text... You scored as Butt. You are attracted to: the ass! your an ass man/woman.Butt67%Boobs67%Face58%Abs/Stomach50%Penis0%What Body Part Are You Attracted To?(pics)created with QuizFarm.com

The Begin Of An Ass
BEFORE I BECAME AN ASS AND BECAME DIABLO NEGRO I USED TO BE THIS GUY: I'm sorry That I was raised with respect; not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not Hott enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not a Jack A. I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I am the shoulder for you to cry on when he breaks your heart, but you never let me in to help mend it. I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather hold you then just bang you like some random guy. IM SORRY THAT I AM ALWAYS THE ONE U NEED TO TALK TO, BUT NEVER GOOD ENOUGH TO DATE I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, bu

My Stuff All But A Bag Of Mold
Well I did the right thing, I returned all stephens things, if your clueless its because hes my x and I made sure all of his stuff was safe and without damage. My biff is that I got all my things back and they were put in a plastic bag and they smell badly of mold. Thats not even the half of it. My familys pictures and my mother and fathers wedding album wet. not to mention that all the clothes that was in the bag with it wet. Im just glad to see that I was the grown up in this and made sure his things werent damaged. I hope that if anyone of you ever has a brake up that your x wont damage any of your familys pics that are not replaceable. Sorry im rameling im just really upset, all that i own distroyed. I hate him, I really wish that I broke his things now, but then again God wouldnt have been happy with that, im so pist still i cant even see strait.grrrrrrrrrrrr there i feel a tad bit better

Get 2 Know My Feelings
RED-ANGER 1. Are you currently mad at someone? Yes 2. Which of your family members has the worst temper? Probably me or Meradie 3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone? Hell Yes 4. Does your face turn red when you're angry? Yes 5. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell. I yell ORANGE - EXCITEMENT 1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise party for you? no 2. Are you easily excited? lol yes 3. What event is coming up that you're most excited about? Heaths coming down in a couple of weeks :) Yay 4. If you won a million dollars, what would be your first thought? Get the fuck away from here 5. If you could have anything right now what would it be? A way to get the hell outta here YELLOW - SELF DISCOVERY 1. Name: Lacey Jaye 2. When were you born: August 21st 3. What's your main goal in life?: Have a good family life for my kiddos 4. Do you want to have children? I have 3 I want a couple more whether they be mine or

Mother Of Ice - Excerpt From "in Other Words"
Mother of Ice Mother where are you going? I'm too young to know. Just standing there and crying, As you leave us in the snow. Mother what did I do? I'm not yet even two. Was it something I can change? I wish that I really knew. Mother who is that man, I saw you with last night. Did he do something to daddy? Is that why you two fight. Mother its thanksgiving, Don’t you want to stay? I promise I’ll be quiet, every time I play. Mother look at me now, I’m trying hard to be so nice. But mother never listened, her heart had turned to ice. D. Cohenour

Tapping On Your Shoulder - Excerpt From "in Other Words"
Tapping On Your Shoulder You want someone to listen. You want someone to care. I'm tapping on your shoulder, I am always there. You don't want to be alone. You want to find a friend. I'm tapping on your shoulder, our friendship never to end. You feel like you’re alone today. No one to take your hand. I'm tapping on your shoulder, I’ll walk you through this land. You say you need someone to be there. Feeling isolated and cold. I am tapping on your shoulder, will you let me hold? You feel your losing everything. On the edge about to fall. I'm tapping on your shoulder, don't you hear me call? You feel your heart is breaking. A million pieces on the ground. I'm tapping on your shoulder, telling you you’re found. The moon no longer shined for you. Walking alone and in the dark. I'm tapping on your shoulder, I will guard your heart. You say that nothing changes. You feel it all will end. I tap you on the shoulder, wont you let me in? D. Cohen

And Yet I Dream
im brought back to those unforgettable dreams those dreams that comes once a month when i think about you comming home again and reuniting with me and the kids but whose to blame you played your game good had me believing in every word you spoke every love note you wrote and still i dream you was back home with me i pray for your warmth wrapped around my heart and soul i pray for you to say you love me once more and yet i dream for you once more

Searching
walking my path on my journey seeking my treasure searching for a small pleasure walking along singing a song keeping tune with myself listening to voices from where i do not know leading me on to my goal searching you out finding you near my love complete my dear

Healing With Hands
Reiki Energy Healing Though life can be complicated, healing your mind and body should be a simple process. Many of today's methods of healing are unpleasant and expensive. Reiki is a natural hands-on healing art that can be easily learned and performed on yourself or a recipient. It is uncomplicated but very powerful because it rids your body of toxic energies and creates balance in the mind, body and spirit. The Japanese word Reiki refers to universal life force, or Chi, energy that exists within all things. In its simplest form, it involves one person placing his or her hands on another to become an open channel for Reiki energy to flow through. The energy is drawn into the recipient, where it strengthens the life force and gives the body the energy it needs to heal itself. Channeling the life force energy can leave you with feelings of peace, relaxation and security while it treats your or a recipient's mind and spirit. You can perform Reiki on pets, your home and even

Healing Hand Gestures
The Primordial Practice of Mudra Mudras (Sanskrit for "seal" or "symbol") are small-scale yoga movements, systematic hand gestures involving only the arms and hands. In his book Mudra, Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche defines the mudra as, "a symbol expressed with the hands to state for oneself and others the quality of different moments of meditation, such as touching the earth with the right hand as a witness to Buddha's freedom from emotional and mental frivolousness." There are hundreds of mudra-gestures formed by the ancient yogis and sages, used in a number of traditions as a method of expression, meditation or evocation of energies in the body. Each culture seems to have developed it's own mudra language but all are based on four basic hand positions: the open palm, the hollowed palm, the closed fist, and the hand with fingertips together. Similarities between the traditions - Hindu, Tantric, Egyptian, Polynesian - are manifold. For example, the mudra of Anjali, palms presse

Hey
sorry everyone i dont get to get online much anymore but ive not forgotten amyone of u. things have just been crazy but its all good or at least it will be. but i mainly just wanted the ones who check my page whats going on. and say hello

Taurus Naughty Horoscope!!
Taurus (April 20 - May 20) --Don't tease them. It will only piss them off. Taureans are realists. If you say that you are horny: Prepare to be fucked. Taureans are heavy indulgers, though. All forms of indulgence: Sex-drugs-wine-food...whatever their vice may be: they simply cannot get enough. They do not believe in moderation. They will fuck until they are sore. Taurus likes to have sex just for the sake of having sex. What they lack in originality, they make up for in stamina and endurance. Okay...so they may not be into bondage, okay? But they WILL lick you until you have at least three orgasms or until you pass out...whichever comes first. Taurus uses their tongue for EVERYthing...and I mean that. They love to lick people in whipped cream, alcohol, chocolate, flesh and candy???Bring it on! Caution: They are looking for a relationship so be kind to them. They also have a BIG wet thing for scent. Sometimes they don't want a lover to bathe before sex. Or you may find them shaggin

What Women Would Do If They Had A Penis For A Day
i totally had to steal this! it was just too damn funny! 10. Get ahead faster in corporate America. 9. Get a blow job. 8. Find out what is so fascinating about beating the meat. 7. Pee standing up while talking to other men at a urinal. 6. Determine WHY you can't hit the bowl consistently. 5. Find out what it's like to be on the other end of a surging orgasm. 4. Touch yourself in public without thought as to how improper it may seem. 3. Jump up and down naked with an erection to see if it feels as funny as it looks. 2. Understand the scientific reason for the light refraction which occurs between a man's eyes and the ruler situated next to his member which causes two inches to be added to the final measurement. 1. Repeat number 9......

Pray I Don't Get Fired.
So yeah, I'm really sick. Like, well, I'm not gonna say much but I am gagging uncontrollably if I open my mouth, so yeah, really sick. However, this is my 4th time calling in sick to Target this month. Yeah, bad shit. I'm probably gonna get fired. Please pray that I don't because I don't deserve to get fired over this.

Living Potential
Sharing Your Gift With Others The gifts we are born with and those that we work to develop throughout our lives vary in form and function. Some we find use for every day while others are only useful in specific circumstances. Yet many times we overlook opportunities to share our unique gifts with others. It may be fear of criticism that holds us back or the paralyzing weight of uncertainty. Ultimately, we doubt that our innate talents and practiced skills can truly add value to others' lives. But it is the world as a whole that benefits when we willingly share our gifts. Whether you have been blessed with the ability to awaken beautiful emotions in others through art or industry, or your aptitudes transmit more practical advantages, your gifts are a part of who you are. As you make use of those gifts as best you can, be assured that your contribution to worldly well-being will not be overlooked. Your personal power is defined in part by your gifts. To use your talents is to dem

I'm Here!!
i arrived in virginia last night and it already feels like home.i'll start unpacking today, YAY... so if you're in the newport news/ norfolk virginia area feel free to drop me a line i'm always in need of new friends... of all kinds.

Sexual
Glistening bodies entwined in an ageless erotic dance, seeking pleasures from each other, seeking wonder and romance. She touches his face with tenderness. He draws her body near. Aching, needing hunger will make their destiny clear. Their lips meet in soft kisses, their tongues begin passion’s war.

Military Addresses
well i have had a few responces on my last blog so i guess what im asking for here is the address of soldiers that arent home and would like to participate in the whole pen pal idea. if you just wanna leave them here i will do my best to keep everyone informed how many i have and keep letters going out.

Redefined
I need you, tonight as always, I never knew who you were, but I can see there is something inside you. A passion I need to learn. I am too safe, with all my rules and regulations. Too many things I cannot do. I am bold and wild to some, but when it counts I am Kitten, I want to be a panther, purring at your feet, not given yarn and milkfed. I want to be sleek with your admoration, not just soft and fluffy. Push my limits expose me, You are beautifully comfortable in your skin, I want to see that, I want to be that Teach me, guild me, wrap your hands around my wrist, PIN me down till I cannot run away, then whisper in my ears, that magic you weave. I am yours. Desire, and flaws I bare my soul before you, all in words. Linger over my scars, relish in my perfections, Pull my head back and open my eyes. For before the moment of clarity. I was blind. The world is not the same, and all I knew all I felt and though, through you is redefined.

Grounded
I lain to waist, lost inside my own alter ego, folded in the mazes of my own mind. Sensual depervation, a song in Italian repeated. Opera, the sounds of my fall. wrapped around the cold, that lingers in silent tears Salt, blood, pain. I betray myself, over and over. Two worlds two me's each seperate and unequal. They meet face to face. Each an army, each a man, each a goddess. ready to claim the right to the body and soul and a pair of still innocent eyes watch. I am my own submission. Other think they mastered me. But I was chained long before they met me.

Goonies!!!!
Which Goonie r u? MouthYou are Mouth, you are adorable, But very mischievious. You're cool, and full of charm, everyone loves you except those who know you, and even then, you get some lovin'Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Penis
One day when the teacher walked to the black board, she noticed someone handwritten the word 'penis' in tiny small letters. She turned around, scanned the class looking for the guilty face. Finding none, she quickly erased it, and began her class. The next day she went into the room, and she saw, in larger letters, the word 'penis' again on the black board. Again, she looked around in vain for the culprit, but found none, so she proceeded with the day's lesson. Every morning, for about a week, she went into the classroom and found the same word written on the board, each day's word, larger than the previous day's word. Finally, one day, she walked in, expecting to be greeted by the same word on the board, but instead, found the words, 'The more you rub it, the bigger it gets!'

Halloween With The Boss
Halloween with the Boss by Aries77 © Halloween was fast approaching. Bryan had told the staff that they could wear costumes and Jodi couldn't wait. She had a special one picked out to wear. She knew the other people at work might talk, but she didn't care. All she wanted to do was get Bryan's attention and maybe torture him a little. The day to dress up was actually a week before Halloween because there was a special event happening at the store. Jodi got up extra early to make sure she looked just right. She parted her hair in the middle and put it in pigtails. She then put on her favorite thong and a strapless push-up bra. Finally she pulled on the skirt and buttoned up the skirt she had chosen. She checked herself in the mirror. Something was missing. She looked down and saw her stockings still laying on the bed. She quickly pulled them on, white thigh-highs, and found her shoes. One last look in the mirror and she was done. Perfect. "Bryan will go crazy watching me all

Castrated
"Doc," says Steve, "I want to be castrated." "What on earth for?" asks the doctor in amazement. "It's something I've been thinking about for a long time and I want to have it done" replies Steve. "But have you thought it through properly?" asks the doctor, "It's a very serious operation and once it's done, there's no going back. It will change your life forever!" "I'm aware of that and you're not going to change my mind -- either you book me in to be castrated or I'll simply go to another doctor." "Well, OK.", says the doctor, "But it's against my better judgment!" So Steve has his operation, and the next day he is up and walking very slowly, legs apart, down the hospital corridor with his drip stand. Heading towards him is another patient, who is walking exactly the same way. "Hi there," says Steve, "It looks as if you've just had the same operation as me." "Well," said the patient, "I finally decided after 37 years of life that I would like to be circumcised."

Party!!!!!!!!!!!
Yay!!! The party is TONIGHT!!! Im sooooo excited!! I already gave Chris his b-day present last nite... I bought him 2 SEXY girl posters and a black light! ANYWAYS!!! Its lookin like the party is gunna be BIGGG :) I have lots of girlieezzz comin and then my boyfriends friends AND my roomates friends! :) 2morrow there WILL BE PARTY PICTURESS :) Soooo keep a look out!!! Cuz ya never know whats gunna HAPPEN :) hehehe Lots of love everyone!!!! MySpace Comments Graphics 69th Angel xo

Wake Up
Hello African-America: An email was sent to me a couple of days ago. It told the story of Bill Cosby when he addressed an Operation Push Meeting sponsered by the Rev. Jesse Jackson. In this meeting, something happened that wasn't expected. Words were spoken by Mr. Cosby regarding the plight of African-American youth. In his speech, Cosby cited the dangers of Hip-hop music and it's effects on youth of the African-American community. I was stunned. I was taken aback by the simple fact that what Mr. Cosby said was true. The images given off by Hip-hop have settled into those impressible young minds and polluted them with the notion that all men are pimps, and all women are hoes. Cosby believed that the struggle for equal rights in our country has brought us to the point in which we can hold our heads up high. He reminded those attending that meeting that African-America has achieved success in both Business and Politics. I agree as I look at the examples around me. Opr

Bad Ass Rock Legend
You scored as Ozzy Osbourne!. You are OZZY OSBOURNE! Your the 'Prince of fuckin Darkness' man...You and 3 friends created this tiny thing called HEAVY METAL...you are realy funny but produce realy fuckin ugly kids!Ozzy Osbourne!70%James Hetfield60%Jimi Hendrix55%Tommy Lee45%Billie Joe Armstrong40%Slash20%Kurt Cobain5%What Bad Ass Rock Legend Are you? *with pictures*created with QuizFarm.com

Final Fantasy 7 (yes I'm A Nerd!) Character
You scored as Vincent Valentine. My Art Site, visit if you have timeVincent Valentine75%Tifa Lockheart75%Sephiroth67%Barret Wallace67%Cloud Strife50%Aeris Gainsborough50%Which Final Fantasy 7 Character Are You?created with QuizFarm.com

The Perfect Disguise
Billie was out with a plan this morning. Her stride had purpose to it as she marched down the high street past all the shops and stores she passed every other day. Yet this morning they all seemed new and mysterious as though one of them might hold the elusive answer to her quest. Her gaze even lingered slightly longer on the windows of the brightly coloured trendy places where all the cool kids shopped. But she soon moved on again. The answer definitely wasn't in there. She wasn't quite sure what made her turn down the little alley. Maybe it was the way the sun passed straight over it, leaving it dark and mysterious. Maybe it was the old fashioned phone-box sitting at the corner. Or maybe it was they way her eyes were drawn to the broken cobbles lining the ground. The alley looked like it belonged in the Victorian times. It was bleak and primitive and yet somehow comforting to her. But whatever it was that lured into the damp-smelling street, it was forgotten as Billie wandered fu

Halloween Moon - Part 2
We quickly downed our milk and walked out the backdoor toward Tonya's lovely garden. Reggie's arm was tight around my waist. Funny, I had lived down the road from Tonya for several years and had never realized she had such a beautiful piece of property behind her house. All I had ever noticed was the high privacy fence around her back yard. # "I'll bet it's really pretty out here in the summertime when everything's in bloom," I said, walking with our arms around each other's waist. Reggie is three inches shorter than I am, making her the prefect height to rest her head against my shoulder as we strolled along. "Yeah, it is. But Tonya really enjoys her garden and keeps something going out here just about all year round. It's always lovely and the place has such a comforting effect to it. I spend quite a bit of time out here myself," she explained, pointing out several beautiful plants arranged around the Wicca altar we stood before. "I wouldn't mind spending some time out here

My Power Color
Your Power Color Is Teal At Your Highest: You feel accomplished and optimistic about the future. At Your Lowest: You feel in a slump and lack creativity. In Love: You tend to be many people's ideal partner. How You're Attractive: You make people feel confident and accepted. Your Eternal Question: "What Impression Am I Giving?" What's Your Power Color?

More Shit
Judge Me Who the fuck are you to try and judge me You ain't been where I've been,seen what I've seen You ain't done what I've done, lost what I lost You don't know shit about the lines I've crossed What about the pain, the fear, the tears I've cried The blood, the hate, that lives inside A heart of stone with a gaping hole The fire of my life has turned cold Alone I find comfort, safety,and hope I won't let you in to tighten the rope around my neck till i can't breathe your face brings back those memories of why I live in solitude And why I'll never be like you It's me, just me, thats all I need your nothing but another reason to bleed I'm trapped in my private hell I don't mind it suits me well I'm staying here don't wait for me Bymyself for eternity I've opened up my soul for all to see But now it reads no vacancy So just turn around and walk away This is who I am and how I'll stay

A Gift From Heaven
I was blessed by God when he sent an angel down from Heaven you came and there you were found with your beauty so divine and your soul so sweet it can make a grown man cry and bring the strong to their knees. You are a gift from Heaven with a golden bow with love that stays strong through sleet and snow. With you I am whole, and I think it's meant to be, I cannot thank God enough for this miracle He's given to me.

Women And Their Damn Toilet Seats!
Women and Their DAMN Toilet Seats! Ok, so you want to complain when we don’t put the toilet seat down after we using the bathroom. And being house-broken by women, and obliging by nature we (men) go out of our way to put the toilet seat down when we finish. NO MORE, at least not until you women starting sharing the toilet responsibilities. You ask what the HELL is he talking about? I am talking about sharing the TOILET WOMAN. For now on, we want you to put the toilet seat up. Meaning, when we use the toilet and put the toilet seat down for you, we want you to lift the toilet seat up when you finish. WHAT! Yes, put the damn thing up after you use it, it’s only fair. We close, you open. If not I will post another bulletin on toilet etiquette and the presence of man. So lift every toilet and sing. Yes, I have nothing better to do today.

My Symbol 2
What's your symbol? Reversed PentagramAntichrist much? You are the Reversed Pentagram. You should get it tattoed between your shoulder blades like Matt Zane.....(go to google images and type in Matt Zane, the first picture shows it well.)Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Letters
>> >>>TO MY DEAR WIFE: >> >>>During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 >>times. >> >>>I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every >>ten >> >>>days. >> >>>The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: >> >>>54 times the sheets were clean >> >>>17 times it was too late >> >>>49 times you were too tired >> >>>20 times it was too hot >> >>>15 times you pretended to be sleep >> >>>22 times you had a headache >> >>>17 times y ou were afraid of waking the baby >> >>>16 times you said you were too sore >> >>>12 times it was the wrong time of the month >> >>>19 times you had to get up early >> >>>9 times you said weren't in the >>mood >> >>>7 times you were sunburned >> >>>6 times you we! re watching the late show >> >>>5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo >> >>>3 times you said the neighbors would hear us >> >>>9 times you said your mother would hear u >> >>>Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activi

Lost & Found
12-6-05 Lost & Found By: Travis Smith Feeling lonely Feeling scared Looking for you But you're not there Sitting up, looking around Staring at the TV Felling a little down Pulls out a Coke but doesn't leave a smile Telephone rings, I pick up Wished it was you yet it was a prank Played by my mind while time goes by I realized I loved you Day one, day two, doesn't matter For I forever love you Feeling this pain, feeling my joy Look at me and smile.. Oh my.. No longer lonely No longer scared Found you here I am complete

Timid
standing there as the wind flows past me shaking with fear standing alone gasping for air to terrified to scream holding out my hand nothing is there holding out for love none cares how can i go on how can i stand this frighten beyond belief no one is here

Halloween Masque - Part 2
Halloween Masque by kinpatsu © "I certainly intend to," was all I could say. Thankfully she dropped down onto my chest so that I could feel her heavenly breasts press naked against my flesh and wiggled sexily on top of me until she got the head of my prick lodged properly. Here, however, she didn't press her advantage. "Tell me you want it," she said while pulling back a touch and spreading the head of my prick with her excess personal lubricant. I was a complete slave to her passions. At that moment I could do nothing but what she asked. "I want it more than my life. I want inside you." She wiggled more furiously, but still didn't let me in. "Tell me there's no pussy like mine." I decided to lay it on heavy. "Your pussy is one if the finest of instruments of any kind in the world. Rich men would render themselves paupers for just one motion of bliss within you." I was laying it on so thick it sounded ridiculous. "The talent between your legs is only rivaled by your inc

Halloween Hooking
Halloween Hooking by dr. Jocelyn © Dear Jocelyn, It was just supposed to be a unique costume. That is what we intended when we came up with the idea. First, I should give you some background. My name is Tasha and I live in Detroit. I'm a junior in college and I also work on weekends at the local mall. My friend Paula and I hand plans to attend the Halloween festivities that would take place in the city on Saturday night. It was Friday night when we decided that we had better come up with a costume for the next night. We actually were under the false impression that we could rent something the day before the biggest party of the year. After the third costume shop the frustration really set in. Paula and I aren't exactly what you'd call skinny. We are tall in stature, but I think it would be accurate to call us "pleasingly plump" On top of that, we are both quite large in the breast and butt department. I for one, have always had difficult finding clothes that fill well, esp

Levels Of Energy And Existence
It is one of your tasks in this lifetime to utilize this time here to lift the frequency of the energy here from that of fear to that of love. This is an awesome task and well worth doing. It involves millions of people and is most critical. Begin, of course, with yourself, meditating and lifting yourself out of the vibrations of darkness and fear and shining out with love and light. Remember that you are a light, and that light always drives away darkness. Light does not wage war to conquer darkness. Light shines and darkness has no choice but to retreat. And there is another level of energy which is above this and vibrates at a higher level, and at this level thought turns to manifested reality. At this level, rather than even focusing on the darkness and on the fear, you are within the grace of love completely and your thoughts change the reality which is around you. At this level, you begin to blur the line between what is perceived as reality and what is perceived as th

Rest In Peace Common Sense...
Mr. Sense had been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such value lessons as knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm and that life isn't always fair. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable Parenting strategies (adults, not kids, are in charge). His health began to rapidly deteriorate when well intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a six-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Mr. Sense declined even further when schools were required to get parental consent to administer aspirin to a student; but, could not inform the parents when a stude

Rant!
I Am SOO Pissed Off!!..I Just Wrote A LONG ASS Blog..And Then my page screwed up before i could send it..WHAT A MOFO!!...So im just gunna do it in point form. -Im soo Tired -Im not doing anymore contests for a long time. -Ive been a vegetarian for like 2 weeks now and i love it..everyone thinks its only a faze. -My Sisters friend has been missing since Nov 3rd..They found one of his shoes in a ditch and his hand prints in the mud..I hope he comes home safely but i have a sick feeling he wont. -I think im finally getting over being sick. -I am way to obsessed with this site. -I think my lip ring is almost healed..It dont hurt anymore. -I broke my computer chair trying to push my boyfriend off it. -Thats All.

All I Need Is Some Dro And It'll Feel Like Christmas!
Dre (Em) Yeah (Definately, definately, definately, definately definately K-mart) Yeah, yeah Eminem (Dr. Dre): You find me offensive? I find you offensive For finding me offensive Hence if I should draw a line on any fences If so to what extense if Any, should I go? 'Cause it's getting expensive Being on the other side of the courtroom on the defensive They say that I cause extensive Pshycological nerve damage to the brain when I go to lenghts this, Far at other people's expenses I say your all just too god damn sensitive It's censorship And it's down right blasphomous Listen to shit now cause I won't stand for this And Chirs-stiff-pher Reeves won't sit for this neither And let's clear this up too I ain't got no beef with him either He used to be like a hero to me I even believe I, had one of those 25 cent stickers on my re--fridgerator Right next to Darth Vader And Darth must have put a hex on him for later I feel like it's my fault cause of the way that I

Chaos
There are angry words like 2 x 4 boards that strike emotional cords and silence the hoards Dark angry eyes of the boar only said indoors kept me bound to the floors and tested all I could endure made growing up insecure and the reality so much more A living nightmare I bore and then buried to my core my heart a pussing sore love and happiness became lore and my eye I tore because I could not secure the hopes of peace anymore then what was I here for? If I could not insure to carry the family weight I bore?

Talk To Me.
Hey guys just wanted to take a min to say, that you guys can come and talk to me. I have over 100 "friends" but I hardly know most of you. I do try to show love and comments on profiles and pics and stuff but I do try to keep things tasteful. I'm not here to get my rocks off. If I haven't gotten to you yet give me time I promise I will get to all of you. I do really want to get to know people here on CT. I am a flirt but I can have a good serious conversation. I love to talk and listen to people. So don't be a stranger. I am a writter, and I write alot of poetry. I have a website that I post all of my poetry on and I keep a blog there as well. My site recently got hacked and the hacker wiped out my blog and poetry. I have most of the poetry back up. I have over 150 poems right now a little over 100 have be restored. But I didn't have a backup of the blog so I'll have to start from fresh with it. I'm always online and here at CT so send me a shout or a message or feel free to add me to

Omg Im A Bitch!
its ok tho! I embrace it...Love me or Hate me!! They call me a Bitch . . . When I stand up for myself Or support my own convictions. When I defend someone else Or express my own opinions. When I stand up for those I love . . . And for those, I hate. When I speak my own mind & such Or try to do things my own way. When I work hard for whatever I wanted Instead of having it handed to me. When I am strong willed & determined To succeed in a man's world. . .yet keep my dignity! They call me a Bitch . . . Because . . . I teach my kids "the old fashioned way" In order for them to be more responsible. Because . . . I raise my kids the hard way To be confident & stronger people. Because . . . I teach my kids NOT to be rude, but very polite And why they shouldn't break laws or cardinal sins. Because . . . I direct my kids NOT to be afraid to fight And to stand up tall for what they believe in. Because . . . I tell them to love themselves & ALL humans To respect themse

She's Beautiful
I thought I would try to write a poem, but words are not flowing. So I have decided to write my thoughts on her beauty. This is the beauty of anyone who loves a woman. If you can not look her in the eye and from your heart tell her she is beautiful, you are not good enough for her. If you can not speak to her honestly and tell her daily you love her and she is beautiful, I question is there love? The one I love is beautiful regardless of what anyone else believes or sees, she is most beautiful to me. I love to look at her as she sleeps. She looks so peaceful, kind, gentle and almost childlike,but most of all she is so beautiful. I can not resist I have to lean over and give her a kiss and tell she is so pretty my beautiful love. I hear all the time when I tell her she is fine, beautiful, pretty and other words of endearment as she answers oh yeah sure! The excuses she gives like look at me tired, feeling icky, I am sweaty, and on and on. However, I see her with my hea

A Fucked-up Time!
Ok, peeps, I'm officially out of jail, after spending about 6 months over a bunch of B.S. ranging from Drinkin' in Public to Assaulting an Officer (amongst a couple other things they let me out w/ 1 yr. probation, but its all good! It feels so fuckin' good to be outta that hell hole, it fucking sux, but neways, hows every1 on C.T. doing, better than me I hope, gotta go, maybe we can catch-up on old shit another time, peace!

I Want You
I want you to hold me On those long cold nights I want you to lie with me When I'm all alone I want you to need me Like the air you need to live I want you to see me For who I really am I want you to be mine Forever and always I want you to care for me As a mother would for her babe I want you to think about me When you're down I want you to see me in your dreams As you sleep so sweetly I want you to call me yours When we walk down the street I want you to love me Like I love you I want you to want me

Updates Yay!! Hooray For Animals
SO as you can tell, I updated with more pics...I have several more of me, but instead I chose this oppurtunity to share a littl more or my personal life...which is much revolved around my animals. So there is a new pic of me up, but there are several more mf my absolutely adorable sweethearts. The black German Shepard is Juno, shes my baby, she is currently 12, not doing so hot lately, but I love her all the same. And we still spoil her rotten, as all dogs should be! The red Bull Mastiff is Nikki (short for Nicolette) and she is a doll, perhaps one of the sweetest animals in the world. She is constantly hyper and always always looking for love, even though she gets excessive amounts of it. lol The black and white cat is Bandicoot...my baby, you can read how I came across him on my profile page, but I love him Not pictured are my Fish...Cori, who is psycho, Tyra, my tortoise shell siamese, who is a royal bitch but loves attention, so she enjoys the spoiling even if sh

Sunday Night Football
27-3 BABY YEA!!!! FOR ALL THOSE EAGLES HATERS AND SKINS FANS JUST WANTED TO SAY: AAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA AAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA AAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA AAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA YALL GOT LUCKY LAST WEEK AGAINST THE COWBOYS...NOT US HONEY!!! I KNEW WE WOULDN'T LET YALL BEAT US!!!! YEA!!!

The Halloween That Changed My Life
The Halloween That Changed My Life by itisme © My Master had told me that this Halloween would be very special for both of us, and I knew enough to take him at his word. I had always thought of myself as a normal straight guy – but after a party my wife and I had attended about two years ago, he took me aside to "correct' my manners, but that is a totally different story. In short for the last two years I have been serving him two to four times a month. My wife doesn't seem to care about sex that often so she never suspects that I have been masturbating for a man, catching my cum and then licking it clean and if she had any idea that I could give better head than she ever gave me, it would freak her out I am sure. My Master had told me to take the afternoon of October 31st off as well as the next day. I was told to be at his house at 3:30 pm to prepare for the evening. I tried to imagine what he would have me do – maybe a vampire scene? I had no idea what to expect. At 3:30 p

Take The Quiz.. It Cool
The Favorites, Have-You-Evers.. and Last Times! Oh, the variety!What is your favorite..gum:bubbleyum restaurant:taco bell drink:pepsi season:summer type of weather:hot emotion:happy thing to do on a half day:have sex late-night activity:play on computer sport:football city:houstin store:walmart When was the last time you..cried:yesteday played a sport:aaa i dunno laughed:today hugged someone:today kissed someone:today felt depressed:today felt elated:yesterday felt overworked:today faked sick:couple months ago lied:i dunno What was the last..word you said:i dunno thing you ate:cereal song you listened to:cradle of fifth song thing you drank:code red place you went to:bathroom movie you saw:slither movie you rented:slither concert you attended:saliva

The Five Variable Love Test
Your Five Variable Love Profile Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is medium. In general, you prefer to have only one love interest. But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long! There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering. Experience Level: Your experience level is medium. You probably have had a couple significant loves. And you may have even had your heart broken. But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people. Dominance: Your dominance is low. This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced. You know a relationship is not about getting your way. And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom. Cynicism: Your cynicism is medium. You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love... But you've definitely been burned enough to know better. You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist. Independence: Your independence is medium. In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time." You us

Run Away
nothing seems to go the way planned when you think its great something goes wrong you dont want to hear it but everyone says "i told you so" you cant get away here all you wanna do is be alone you think of running away but what good would that do you know you cant run from your problems and that the depression will follow so you act fine hiding the truth from those that really love you thinking in time it will just disappear but in the end all your doing is making it worse and you dont even see it you need to get it out but running away isnt' the answer all that will do is bury things farther til one day you cant take it any more and snap come to me in your time of need but please dont run away

Behind Every Soldier..
Behind Every Soldier.. There is a girl. She is always with him in heart & soul. She goes through everything that he goes through. She feels his pain... his sorrow... his joy... his longing... and his devotion. For every minute they are apart, her heart aches... But she smiles. She is a model to other girls.. They watch her and wonder.. How does she do it? She is the picture of everlasting love & fidelity to her soldier... his cause... and their country. She is his rock... his support... his best friend... and his lover. Her job is the most hard & painful thing she knows. It is also by far the most rewarding. Their relationship will weather storms... cross miles... and reach indecribable heights. Not because of who they are... But because of the love that they share. A love that is patient... honest... true... and kind. A love that transcends the distance. A love that is deeper than any ocean. A love that is more abundant than all the stars in the sky. A love that is

I Thought I'd Died
The shadows crept around me, As the lights were growing dim. The door creaked ever so slowly. Suddenly, this air seemed so thin. Then tenderly, mist rolled over night As the black had, over day. This world, so fresh and in my hand, As though in a dream, I say; "I see the clouds above my fore, I see the daylight kiss the brow, I feel all sense of being leave, As if all the past were living now." Another finger touched my soul, The owner's heart lay beating there. The one, whom I had never known Had reached me, for to take a share. In that short moment I'd discovered A truthfulness to all mankind, For once I'd known that 'something else', For those few moments I'd died.

Cat And Dog.
You Are: 50% Dog, 50% Cat You are a nice blend of cat and dog. You're playful but not too needy. And you're friendly but careful. And while you have your moody moments, you're too happy to stay upset for long. Are You More Cat or Dog?

This Is Me
WHO I AM I AM A WOMAN WHO MAKES MISTAKES A PERSON THAT LOVES AND MAYBE LOVES TO DEEPLY AT TIMES I AM A WOMAN THAT HAS FEELINGS I AM A PERSON THAT GETS THOSE FEELINGS HURT EASILY I AM A WOMAN THAT TRIES TO MAKE EVERYONE HAPPY AND A PERSON THAT KNOWS THAT SHE CANT MAKE EVERYONE HAPPY I AM A WOMAN THAT WANTS GREAT THINGS IN LIFE BUT A PERSON WHO KNOWS THAT ORDINARY THINGS ARE MY ONLY OPTION I AM A WOMAN THAT TREASURES FAMILY BUT A PERSON WHO'S FAMILY HARDLY KNOWS SHE EXISTS' I AM A WOMAN THAT CRAVES APPROVAL AND A PERSON THAT KNOWS IT DOESNT MATTER I AM A WOMAN THAT LIVES HER LIFE ACCORDING TO HOW OTHERS PERCEIVE IT SHOULD BE BUT A PERSON THAT KNOWS SHE CAN ONLY LIVE IT FOR HERSELF I AM A WOMAN THAT WANTS TO BE ABLE TO EXPRESS HERSELF BUT A PERSON WHO DOESNT KNOW QUITE HOW TO DO IT I AM A WOMAN THAT SHOULD BELIEVE SHE IS A GOOD PERSON SADLY I AM A PERSON WHO DOES NOT I AM AFTER ALL ONLY ME!

More Info About Me Then Ya Need To Know
1. Full Name: Tony Grazevich 2. Your nick name: Tony, TB, Teddy Bear, the Tuna, LD, Lonely_disciple, DR_LD, Angeldevoid, Angel devo2 3. Birthday: August 10th, 1982 4. Place of Birth: Newton, NJ 5. Zodiac Sign: Leo 6. Male or Female: Male 7. Grade: Done with school 8. School: CCM 9. Occupation: Programmer of web pages at CSC 10. Residence: Sussex 11. Screen Name: Reofanwag __Your Appearence___ 12. Hair Color: Short Brown 13. Hair Lengnth: Short 16. Height: 6'2 17. Braces?: Never 18. Glasses?: never 19. Piercings: Not Yet 20. Tattoos: Soon 21. Righty or Lefty: Righty ___Your 'Firsts'___ 22. First best friend: Jason 23. First Award: Honor roll? 24. First Sport You Joined: Soccer for like 2 days then baseball for 8 years 25. first pet: Bear the

A Knock On The Door
A knock on the door, a muffled knock, uncertain and feminine. I look up from my dormitory desk and see you standing in the open doorway, My jaw drops and when I see your hair. "What happened" my eyes widen at the sight of your bobbed hair, softly caressing the sides your warm looking cheeks. "I had it all cut of.,’ you smile, "May I come in." "Sure," I smile. And you kick off the door stop and close the door behind you. As I glance at my work a second, I hear the click of the door lock. You walk over to where I am sitting on my chair. You sit on your legs and place you head on my knee. I now recognized how strained that smile was, as you begin to sob on me. I reach over and turn off the bright desk light and gently touch my hand to your newly cut hair. "It is over, now. It finished this morning," you cry. I run my hand up and down your upper back and pet your soft hair again. "Shhh," I whisper. "I’m here. I’ll not let our friendship go away." Suddenly, you ri

The Necklace
The necklace The cheerful little girl with bouncy golden curls was almost five. Waiting with her mother at the checkout stand, she saw them, a circle of glistening white pearls in a pink foil box. "Oh mommy please, Mommy. Can I have them? Please, Mommy, please?" Quickly the mother checked the back of the little foil box and then looked back into the pleading blue eyes of her little girl's upturned face. "A dollar ninety-five. That's almost $2.00. If you really want them, I'll think of some extra chores for you and in no time you can save enough money to buy them for yourself. Your birthday's only a week away and you might get another crisp dollar bill from Grandma." As soon as Jenny got home, she emptied her penny bank and counted out 17 pennies. After dinner, she did more than her share of chores and she went to the neighbor and asked Mrs.. McJames if she could pick dandelions for ten cents. On her birthday, Grandma did give her anot

Think About It......
You get up and hit you're snooze button again for 5 more minutes of sleep. We've already been up for 5 hours risking our lives for you. ``````````````````````````````````````````` You make yourself some coffee and make yourself some breakfest. Our breakfest was powdered eggs and our coffee is a week old. ``````````````````````````````````````````````` You bitch about traffic and how it takes you an extra 15 minutes to get to work, Yet we go out and get shot at, So many go out to never come back. ```````````````````````````````````````````````` We lay here , we fight and die for you're right to drive down that street. We fight day and night, so you might get that sound sleep. You make you're horrible comments, you take the freedom we give and then question on how we give it. Just Remember these words American girls and American guys we'll always stand up and salute we'll always recognize when we see old glory flying, There is a lot of men dead so you c

Manifesto
Hackers Manifesto by The Mentor The Conscience of a Hacker by The Mentor Written on January 8, 1986 =-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-= Another one got caught today, it's all over the papers. "Teenager Arrested in Computer Crime Scandal", "Hacker Arrested after Bank Tampering"... Damn kids. They're all alike. But did you, in your three-piece psychology and 1950's technobrain, ever take a look behind the eyes of the hacker? Did you ever wonder what made him tick, what forces shaped him, what may have molded him? I am a hacker, enter my world... Mine is a world that begins with school... I'm smarter than most of the other kids, this crap they teach us bores me... Damn underachiever. They're all alike. I'm in junior high or high school. I've listened to teachers explain for the fifteenth time how to reduce a fraction. I understand it. "No, Ms. Smith, I didn't show my work. I did it in my head..." Damn kid. Probably copie

I Need Your Help
Okay all my friends...As you know I have been entered into a contest called Prince Charming. You guys have been great so far with the votes and comments. Last night I took a big hit and am now losing by a large margin. I really need you guys help. Please stop by and vote and comment if you can. You can comment as many times as you like. I will rate everyones pic and profiles that vote 4 me....I love you all and thanks.

Vibrator Shopping 101
Vibrator Shopping 101 Buying the things that go buzz in the night Want to take your love life from zero to sexy? Then let's talk toys! I'll explain why a sex shop is an even better place to splurge than your most-loved shoe store. Plus, I've compiled a list of woman-friendly favorite products you'll love. Shopping for sex toys is one of the few areas of sexual experimentation where women are far more adventurous than men. Yes, it's shopping (which explains a lot), and you're suckers for anything shiny, pink and playful, which many sex toys are. But most importantly, for a number of us, the humble vibrator is also our most reliable means of orgasm. Men, on the other hand, are slightly more apprehensive: They tend to see vibrators as "replacements," rather than supplements, to a sex life. It's true that our buzz buddies do occasionally help us achieve orgasms more efficiently than our partner. However, there are still good reasons why he should be smiling supportively when yo

Collide By Howie Day
The dawn is breaking... A light shining through... You're barely waking... And I'm tangled up in you. (yeah) I'm open, you're closed. Where I'll follow you'll go. I worry I won't see your face Light up again. Even the best fall down sometimes. Even the wrong words seem to rhyme. Out of the doubt that fills my mind, I somehow found you and I collide. I'm quiet, you know, You make a first impression. I've found I'm scared to know, I'm always on your mind. Even the best fall down sometimes. Even the stars refuse to shine. Out of the back you fall in time Somehow find you and I collide... Don't stop here... I lost my place... I'm close behind... Even the best fall down sometimes. Even the wrong words seem to rhyme. Out of the doubt that fills your mind You finally find, you and I collide. You finally find, you and I collide. You finally find, you and I collide.

More Naked People...i'm So Lucky! :)
Double dose of Figure Drawing this week...I'm going to Lee's section she teaches tonight, to make up my missed class w/ Deb. So let's see people...three hours of my regular Figure class, three hours of the figure in Painting, and three hours tonight of more Figure Drawing class. Yay 9 hours this week of naked people! You know y'all are jealous. Edit: Negative on the naked people tonight :*( I thought Lee's class was three hours earlier than it is...BUT Nick's going to have naked people for his drawing class Wednesday morning after break, I get naked people at 8 in the morning! Yay!

Next Group
Once in the car Precious decides it’s her turn to say something. “Damion, I knew that you loved me and I know we have talked about marriage many times but this is still all a huge surprise to me. You will never know how happy you have made me. I can’t wait to see what the rest of the night will bring!” Knowing she was speaking the truth and that she didn’t expect him to do so much for her made Damion feel good inside because he was accomplishing his goal, making it a night she would never forget. After about fifteen minutes of driving, Damion pulls into the movie theaters parking lot. “I know you always love watching a good movie so the next part of tonight is exactly that. I got tickets to see ‘Save the Last Dance’, last week so I knew we would have them.” Damion told her as they got out of the car and began walking toward the entrance. They went in and got some popcorn before going and sitting down. Damion let Precious decide where to sit because he knew it didn’t matter

Very Nice
You Are a Mermaid You are a total daydreamer, and people tend to think you're flakier than you actually are. While your head is often in the clouds, you'll always come back to earth to help someone in need. Beyond being a caring person, you are also very intelligent and rational. You understand the connections of the universe better than almost anyone else. What Mythological Creature Are You?

Scorpio
Scorpio You are very dominant in bed, and you like to control your relationship in general. You are so intense in the sack that none of your partners will ever forget you. You are an amazing lover, because you like to have an equal amount of give and take. Sex matches: Cancer, Capricorn, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

I Believe.....ty Sims
I believe - . . . that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I believe - . . . that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe - . . . that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe - . . . that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true Love. I believe - . . . that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe - . . . that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe - . . . that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe - . . . that you can keep going long after you think you can't. I believe - . . . That we are re

Let's Play The Responses Game
OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORK I WILL TEL YOU TEN THING'S ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT LOL (copied from poetic :)) 1 my name is Martin,i am 5 foot 9 inches tall,i weigh 193 pounds,have brown hair an hazel-green eyes 2 i am a very friendly person,once a friend always a friend,also i am protective of my friends you hurt them you'll have to deal with me 3 i am a romantic at heart,i love long walks together,walks on the beach,cuddling watching a movie 4 i have 5 kids,Martin jr,Corey (from my first wife),Jake,Stephen and Stephanie (twins) from g/f 5 love to work with my hands 6 sort of a jock/geek lol 7 loves to write 8 big on hugging an kissing 9 sort of old fashioned to a degree 10 a true southern gentleman angel eyes

Shadow Art
soft whie moon light pouring in the window shadows across the wall of me an you kissing so deep holding so tight you an i in a struggle for the night's delight tormenting each other's soul for pleasure an pain holding you close shadows drop from the wall clouds cover the moon as we snuggle under the covers

Sink Into Me
Sink into me. Sink deeper my love. Make me yours tonight. Make me into an immortal. Fly me away into the past. Cover me with your darkness. Reach into me and steal away my soul. Keep me in the night. Hold me in your unknown world. Lock me into your glistening eyes. Suck away my blood. Take away my beloved breath. Pull back my hair and take away my life. Sink into me. Sink deeper my love. I am truly yours tonight. You have finally made me immortal.

Down
Down. Falling. Spinning. Twirling. Down the deep murky void I fall. Up through the darkness, Please hear my call. Falling. Faster. Turning. Flipping. The light begins to fade, Coming closer to the bottom., Feeling the heat from the hell I have made. Dropping. Flying. Declining. Sinking. At the bottom of the darkest hole, Clawing at the walls, It’s not by body that fell, just my soul.

Scar
I have a scar that never properly healed. It was never stitched in even rows, as it should have. It was left to close on its own. The scar always hurt every time I heard your name. The scar always caused me pain at beautiful sunsets or sights of the ocean. Memories of you and me made tiny droplets of blood leak from the wound. Now the scar has ripped back open and it hurts like hell. It is bleeding, I am crying, It hurts so bad I think I’m dying. Every ounce of me is pouring back out, Once again sharing parts of my life with you. My heart is breaking remembering all we went through. I opened the scar with hopes that this time it will be fixed. Can I finally heal the pain, can the wound be stitched. Can I finally get closure to this deep and painful wound? Can we finally seal it up for good? Will I ever stop loving you? No, I don’t think I could.

Remote Chance To Catch A Thief
Thu Nov 16, 9:52 AM ET What's a television without its remote control? Not much, decided a thief in southwestern France who returned to the home from which he had just stolen a TV to pick up the remote control -- and was arrested. The man robbed a retiree's house in the village of Mussidan, taking the TV set and some hunting rifles, police said. While the owner was reporting the theft at the local police station, the thief returned. Alert neighbors tipped off the police and they caught the man red-handed. "He came back to take the remote control," a local police spokesman said. "I guess there's daring and there's stupid."

Listen Up!
Look folks, I hate that i have to say stuff like this. But if you have a jealous or easily offended signifigant other, please do not add me. I am not here to piss anyone off, break up relationships, or cause trouble. I am here to have fun and meet new people. I am really sorry if i have made anyone mad or if i have caused any problems with anyone. If you feel that anything i say or do can cause a problem then don't add me or remove me from your friends list. Otherwise let's party. Later

Kiss!!!!!! ;o)
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Reflections Of A Beautiful Morning
The sun rises above the hillcrest, As does the joy of my heart; Rays of warmth and love, From her I will never depart. Fresh dew upon the grass, Young birds chirp in their nests; I watch her gently sleep, My love to her I silently profess. I enjoy the stillness and calm, Watching as she smiles and dreams; She brings me to stillness and peace, Like that of a slow flowing stream. My heart and soul flow with love, And I smile as I quietly reflect; I’ve been handed a sweet princess, A sweet princess to love and to protect. A vow to myself I make, As she quietly sleeps away; To love and always cherish her, Until my last breath... until my last day.

What Is Love
what is love? you spend your whole life looking for it. you think you find it again and again. people tell you they love you and then they rip your heart out and stomp on it and spit on it and tear it to pieces. afterwards, you are a shell. you cry, you bawl your eyes out. your eyes burn from so much crying. then you spend many lonely nights depressed and confused while your heart heals. but it is never the same. each time this happens, it grows back more callused and harder than before. then you find someone and you put it all out there again and you go through the same process again. heart ripping, crying out for anyone to hold you even though the one you want to hold you isnt there anymore. once again, your heart repairs itself and you go on. your heart is harder and more callused. what is love? i dont know anymore. but i think it is when you are lucky enough to find the one person that wont rip your heart out, stomp on it, etc....and you are able to find this pers

Thanksgiving
THANKSGIVING IS A DAY TO BE THANKFUL FOR EVERYTHING THAT WE HAVE AND TO BE THANKFUL FOR EVERYONE THAT IS IN OUR LIVES. I AM SO THANKFUL OF MY 3 CHILDREN THEY ARE MY LIFE WOULDNT KNOW ANYTHING ELSE IF THEY WERENT HERE. I AM ALSO THANKFUL FOR THE FRIENDS THAT I HAVE SOME OF THEM HAVE BEEN THERE THRU SOME ROUGH TIMES THIS YR ESPECIALLY IN THE PAST 5 MONTHS. WITH MY GETTING SICK AND THE LOSS OF A GOOD MAN. I AM GLAD THEY WERE THERE TO HELP AND TO LEAN ON. THERE ARE ALOT OF PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD WHO HAVE NO ONE OR NOTHING. WE SHOULD THINK OF THEM ON THAT DAY AS WELL. IT IS SAD TO KNOW THERE ARE CHILDREN OUT THERE THAT HAVE NOTHING AND SOME SIT AROUND AND COMPLAIN THAT THEY DONT HAVE THIS AND THAT WHEN THEY HAVE PLENTY OF MATERIAL THINGS. MY CHILDREN DO THAT AT TIMES AND I TELL THEM U SHOULD BE THANKFUL FOR WHAT U DO HAVE LOOK AT THOSE CHILDREN WHO ARE LESS FORTUNATE THAN U TO HAVE FOOD CLOTHES TOYS A ROOF OVER THEIR HEADS. EVEN IF U DONT HAVE MUCH AT LEAST U HAVE A SHELTER CLOTHES FO

Gratitude And Thankfulness
Was doing some reflection and thinking about how as a society we do not appreciate what we have or what we have been given in our lives. In this week of Thanksgiving and being thankful it's time to really think about everything we do have. You can be thankful for something as simple as having a roof over your head, a car you can drive you places or the fact that you have somewhere to lay your head at night. I know I'm not perfect and there will be times that I forget about those things and people that I'm blessed with in my life but I think it's important that we should be aware this week what we are thankful for. Please think about what you are thankful for this week and either say it to yourself or thank someone else that is in your life.

What Do Your Eyes Say About Your Personality
You scored as Diamonds. You are full of confidence, just don't let it go to your head. Its great to know your worth it! Isn't it:D Just remember those of us down here. You are probably quite popular. Diamonds83%Passion and envy75%Mystery58%Pain50%What do your eyes say about your personality(pics)created with QuizFarm.com

My Beloved Is Mine And I Am Her
Even like two little bank dividing brooks, That wash the pebbles with their wanton stream, And having ranged and searched a thousand nook Meet both at length in silver breasted Thames Where in a greater current they conjoin So I my Best Beloved's am, so she is mine Even so we met; and after long pursuit Even so we joined; we both became entire No need for either to renew a suit, For I was flax and she was flames of fire Our firm united souls did more than So I my Best Beloved's am, so she is mine. If all those glittering monarchs that command The servile quarters of this earthly ball Should tender in exchange their shares of land, I would not change my fortunes for them all: Their wealth is but a counter to my coin; The world's but theirs, but my Beloved's mine. Nay, more: if the fair Thespian ladies all Should heap together their diviner treasure, That treasure should be deemed a price too small To buy a minute's lease of half my pleasure.

Today I Smiled
Today I smiled, and all at once things didn't look so bad. Today I shared with someone else, a bit of hope I had. Today I sang a little song, and felt my heart grow light, And walked a happy little mile, with not a cloud in sight. Today I worked with what I had and longed for nothing more, And what had seemed like only weeds, were flowers at my door. Today I loved a little more and complained a little less, And in the giving of myself, I forgot my weariness.

Broiling Steaks In An Electric Oven
Ok... Times may vary. I stole this one from Alton Brown (Good Eats on The Food Network). The times here will take a good "thick cut" steak (I try to go for Ribeyes) to about medium rare, and the thicker pre-done packaged bacon-wrapped chuck fillets to rare deliciousness. Turn the broiler on its highest setting and make a snake out of foil to keep the door of the oven open (very important to keep the heating element on the whole time. While it is heating up, season one side of the steak 1/2 of what you would put on it, flip it and season the other side totally. When the oven is hot, put the steaks in the MIDDLE rack with the fully seasoned side up. Let this cook for about 2.5 minutes, flip it, add the rest of the seasoning and cook for another 2.5 minutes. When that is done, flip the steaks and pull them out and put them on the top rack and cook them for 1.5 minutes or so per side to "grill" them up without overcooking them. They come out awesome (not quite a real grill, but as da

Which Flower Are You?
Which Flower are You? You are a Lily:You are graceful, gentle, calm, and pure and perhaps a little shy (though your shyness is part of your charm). You are a very honorable person who always wants to do the right thing. Your calm attitude has a soothing effect on others.Symbolism: The lily has long been used as a symbol of majesty, honor, chastity, and purity of heart.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Beginning Today. . .(from Ctexastornado)
Beginning today. . . I will no longer worry about yesterday. It is in the past and the past will never change. Only I can change by choosing to do so. Beginning today. . . I will no longer worry about tomorrow. Tomorrow will always be there, waiting for me to make the most of it. But I cannot make the most of tomorrow without first making the most of today. Beginning today. . . I will look in the mirror and I will see a person worthy of my respect and admiration. This capable woman looking back at me is someone I enjoy spending time with and someone I would like to get to know better. Beginning today. . . I will cherish each moment of my life. I value this gift bestowed upon me in this world and I will unselfishly share this gift and I will use this gift to enhance the lives of others. Beginning today. . . I will take a moment to step off the beaten path and to revel in the mysteries I encounter. I will face challenges placed before me with courage a

Questions...
WHY IS SHE SO INTRIGUING? WHY DOES SHE SPARK ME SO? WHAT MAKES ME WANT TO HOLD HER AND NEVER LET HER GO? WHY DOES MY HEART JUMP WHEN SHE NEAR AND SINK WHEN SHE IS GONE? HOW COULD THIS THING WE HAVE EVER BE DEEMED WRONG? WHY IS IT I CAN'T SHAKE HER OR LOOSE HER FROM MY THOUGHTS? WHY DO THEY SAY LOVE IS BETTER GIVEN OVER SOUGHT? I'D LOVE HER UNTIL THE END OF TIME OF THIS SHE SHOULD BE SURE. TO HER, LOVE IS A SICKNESS THEN I SHANT WANT BE CURED. I WISH FOR THE CHANCE TO LOVE HER MY WHOLE LIFE THROUGH. BECAUSE WITHOUT HER IN MY LIFE, I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'D DO. AT TIMES, I'LL ADMIT, SHE DOES GET ON MY NERVES. BUT THE FACT IS RIGHT AS RAIN, SHE'S MORE THAN I DESERVE. I ASKED HER ONCE, TWICE, TWENTY TIMES WHAT I CAN DO TO MAKE HER SEE, JUST HOW BEAUTIFUL SHE IS, THAT SHE MEANS THE WORLD TO ME.

My Family, Friends And Fans
Merry meet and Hello to all of you. We are leaving on our adventure tomorrow morning. First to MN the TX. I am so grateful for you all! Thanks for the caring support that you all have showed to me. I don't quite know when I will be setting my computer up again but I will hop on the one ot the Library til I figure it out it shouldn't take too long. You are all in my thoughts and I hope that you all have a happy thaksgiving! Dying inside :P

Selfishly Hated, No Wonder You're Jaded
Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. Should I let you fall? Lose it all? So maybe you can remember yourself. Can't keep believing, We're only deceiving ourselves . And I'm sick of the lie, And you're too late. Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. Couldn't take the blame. Sick with shame. Must be exhausting to lose your own game. Selfishly hated, No wonder you're jaded. You can't play the victim this time, And you're too late. Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. You never call me when you're sober. You only want it cause it's over, It's over. How could I have burned paradise? How could I - you were never mine. So don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. Don't lie to me, Just get your things. I've made up

Tarot
You are The Hierophant Divine Wisdom. Manifestation. Explanation. Teaching. All things relating to education, patience, help from superiors.The Hierophant is often considered to be a Guardian Angel. The Hierophant's purpose is to bring the spiritual down to Earth. Where the High Priestess between her two pillars deals with realms beyond this Earth, the Hierophant (or High Priest) deals with worldly problems. He is well suited to do this because he strives to create harmony and peace in the midst of a crisis. The Hierophant's only problem is that he can be stubborn and hidebound. At his best, he is wise and soothing, at his worst, he is an unbending traditionalist. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Hey Everyone.
Comment me. Comment my pics. Rate me. Rate my pics. Leave me messages, send me friend requests! Become my fan? Or just talk to me. Shouts? I'm bored & completely interested in meeting new people. --Nicole

...abd The Winner Is...........
ME for knowing all you guys! (soppy) or YOU for knowing me (egotistical) anyway I am off to watch my beloved, (no I am not married to a pornstar) LFC v PSV if that makes any sense to anyone. I'll leave you with something cool / kewl depending on your age (if you dont think cool is cool then you are too cool) Show me some luv and I'll luv you tomorrow

My Day....
work sucked....it was slow as hell. I talked to a good freind for a while..he helped me see that something wasn't right so I talked to somoneelse too...I got hit by a car in the courthouse parking lot....yeah so as I said...my day sucked

Song Of The Goddess
Song of the Goddess -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I am the Great Mother, worshipped by all creation and existent prior to their consciousness. I am the primal female force, boundless and eternal. I am the chaste Goddess of the Moon, the Lady of all magic. The winds and moving leaves sing my name. I wear the crescent Moon upon my brow and my feet rest among the starry heavens. I am mysteries yet unsolved, a path newly set upon. I am a field untouched by the plow. Rejoice in me and know the fullness of youth. I am the blessed Mother, the gracious Lady of the harvest. I am clothed in the deep, cool wonder of the Earth and the gold of the fields heavy with grain. By me the tides of the Earth are ruled; all things come to fruition according to my season. I am refuge and healing. I am the life giving Mother, wondrously fertile. I am the Crone, tender of the unbroken cycle of death and rebirth. I am the wheel,

Happy Thanksgiving
Thanks to MSNBC for giving us an entirely new take on a great family holiday. Just a brief portion of an artice written by Brian Alexander. And on his farm he had a sheep... In practice, though, even the Pilgrims did not typically enforce death for sex. In fact, only one person was put to death for a sex crime in the colony, poor Thomas Graunger, a teenage farm boy who, perhaps flush with the surge of hormones, turned to those he knew best. His story could make you look at the Thanksgiving turkey in a whole new way. Governor William Bradford recounted the tale: “He was this year detected of buggery, and indicted for the same, with a mare, a cow, two goats, five sheep, two calves and a turkey … He was first discovered by one that accidentally saw his lewd practice towards the mare. (I forbear particulars.) Being upon it examined and committed, in the end he not only confessed the fact with that beast at that time, but sundry times before and at several times with all the re

Gotta Do It
Thanksgiving Song By: Adam Sandler Love to eat turkey Love to eat tur-r-rkeyyyy Love to eat turkey cuz its good I love to eat turkey like a good boy should cuz its turkey to eat so good Turkey for me turkey for u lets eat the turkey in a big brown shoe love to eat the turkey at the table i once saw a movie with Betty Grable Eat the turkey all night long 50 million Elvis fans cant be wrong Turkey-lurkey doo turkey lurkey dat i eat that turkey then i take a nap Thanksgiving..is a special night Jimmy Walker used to say DYNOMITE THATS RIGHT Tukey with gravy and the cranberries cant believe the Mets traded Darrel Strawberry Turkey for u and turkey for me cant believe Tyson gave that girl VD OOOOO white meat and dark meat u just cant lose i fell off my Moped and i got a bruise Turkey in the oven and the buns in the toaster i'll neva take down my Sherrel Tiggs poster Wrap the turkey up in aluminum foil my brother likes to maste

Later On In Life
Later on in life I'll get married Walk side by side through my life with one man Later on in life Later on in life I'll have babies Leave someting of me behind Something right and undamaged Later on in life Later on in life I want to do the things i was too afraid to do Because i didn't know where to start Later on in life Now it's Later on in life As i lay here with bedsores Reminding me of the things i wanted to do Later on in life Day after day i watch the young visit with the old Their trophies, their legacies Later on in life As i walked this road of life i found that i was alone no one to help me up when i fall no one to grow old with Later on in life As i lay here with bedsores Alone, damaged, and ignorant. I get my first visitor...death and i realize Later on in life passed me by. * the inspiration for this came when i overhe

Today
THERES NO DOUGHT I WONT GET AROUND TO EVERYONE TODAY. SO I WANT TO TAKE THIS OPPERTUNITY TO WISH EVERYONE A HAPPY THANKSGIVING.........ENJOY THE DAY WITH FAMILY AND FRIENDS.............AND B THANKFUL FOR WHAT U HAVE, CAUSE THERE ARE ALOT OF OUR BOYS AND GIRLS THAT WONT B ABLE TO ENJOY THERE FAMILIES. REMEMBER ALL OF THEM....

37 Days....
37 days till the holiday shopping season is over... 37 days till we the busyness will STOP kicking our ASSES at work!!!! 37 days till Christmas..... 37 days of hell left!! 37 days, most of which I will not MAKE it onto CT to make my rounds..... 37 days to make some phenomenal money! 37 days left to kick everyone else at works ass and win a HUGE tv and lots of other great prizes for awesome sales!!! 37 days left....good or bad?

Missinig Solider
MISSING SOLDIER FROM FORT CAMPBELL!!! PLEASE READ!! Most of you on my friends list I speak to quite frequently and some of you are very dear friends of mine. Now I am banking on that friendship as I am in need. My friend Jessiah has gone missing, it has been 5 days now and there is no sign of him anywhere. He has recently come home from Iraq, and we fear he may be suffering some post-traumatic stress syndrome or something. He has a wife, who is the sweetest girl you will ever meet, and a young son, who are both in Washinton right now and pretty much powerless to do anything down here. He has not used his cell phone or credit cards, his car is parked in the same spot it has been in......we are in fear of his life. He was last seen leaving Kickers, which is in a pretty bad area of town and right by the river. He has been listed on the National Missing Persons Database and yesterday his case was assigned to a detective. PLEASE HELP US! Go take a look at his profile, his URL is http://www

15 Ways
15 Mistakes women make when having sex: (according to men)* 1. *BEING PASSIVE -* Don't let him undress you and himself. Just help him a little bit: like making the first step. Just because we are men it doesn't mean that we must do all the job. 2. *WEARING JEANS OR TIGHT PANTS -* It takes time to take off these kind of clothes. Every second counts. Remember one thing:the more time yougot, the more rounds you got, and the more rounds you got the more satisfied you get. 3. *GOING DOWN HALFWAY* - Once you start going down, don't stop at the belly button, keep going or just don't go past the neck at all. 4. *CHOCKING HIS CHICKEN* - Men feel pain, we are not as tough as you think. No man has a leather dick. You got to be smooth with the dick. Pulling it too hard doesn't make us feelhorny, it hurts even though we don't tell you. 5. *LICKING HIS EAR TOO MUCH* - It's just the same as a dog licking a bitches ass. 6. *MOANING LIKE A RUNNER THAT NEEDS

What Type Of Makeup Are You?
What type of Make-Up are you? Maybelline"Maybe She's Born with it - Maybe its Maybelline" You like looking natural and expressing your inner beauty. Why not? It's you! You want people to remember you for the whole you, not just your eyes, or your lips, or even your high cheek bones, you want people to remember you for that warm glow that resonates in the room after you talk and smile. Keep it up! People love you! Take this test

:) My Friends
HELLO CHERRY TAPS HOW R ALL OF U TODAY I STOPPED AGAIN TO SEND ALL OF MY LOVE TO ALL OF YOU MY FRIENDS I THINK WE HAVE BEEN FRIENDS VERY A VERY LONG TIME IAM SO HAPPY FOR THAT AND I WANT TO THANKS ALL OF YOU ABOUT THE LOVE INSIDE EVERY ONE I KNOW HIM FOR NOW ALL OF YOU MY FRIENDS HAVE VERY GREAT DAY AND I LOVE ALL OF U AGAIN TRIBLE_XXX

And The Nominees Are...
As promised, I posted some of the creepy nightmare pictures of Jason...only 6 out of 43, but they're the best...ones that could be pieces themselves, not just reference pics... http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43670671/ http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43670791/ http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43670863/ http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43670929/ http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43670979/ http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43671024/ Enjoy kids!

Gospel Of The Witches Chapt. 15
Laverna The following very curious tale, with the incantation, was not in the text of the Vangelo, but it very evidently belongs to the cycle or series of legends connected with it. Diana is declared to be the protectress of all outcasts, those to whom the night is their day, consequently of thieves; and Laverna, as we may learn from Horace (Epistles, 16, 1) and Plautus, was preeminently the patroness of pilfering and all rascality. In this story she also appears as a witch and humourist. It was given to me as a tradition of Virgil, who often appears as one familiar with the marvellous and hidden lore of the olden time. It happened on a time that Virgil, who knew all things hidden or magical, he who was a magician and poet, having heard a speech (or oration) by a famous talker who had not much in him, was asked what he thought of it? And he replied:- "It seems to me to be impossible to tell whether it was all introduction or all conclusion; certainly there was no body in

What Kind Of Smart Are You?
Socially Smart As a socially smart person, you are best with others in real-life situations. This type of intelligence is closely linked to being 'street smart.' Theories and such are not much concern: the things that matter tend to be those which you can see, feel, touch - what you can really experience. This knowledge comes to you both out of a natural knowledge, as well as learning from the situations you find yourself in. 80% applied intelligence10% learned intelligence Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Wow, Manda's Prone To Depression? Nahhhh...
I dunno if I can do this anymore. I mean...I don't know. I barely have enough money for food, let alone art supplies. I know it'll be easier in a month or so, but seriously. What kind of Christmas can I really give Dylan? I don't even know if I'll be able to afford the babysitter this week. Dad half-cleaned the craft room yesterday. He moved shit out and made enough space for me to draw and paint down there. I think that was his kinda apology. But still. I don't know. I hate it when I get to the point that I'm crying constantly for no reason I can discern besides the fact that I wish I were dead. God. I sound like a fucking emo kid. Someone shoot me, please.

Seduction
Thousands of miles apart but that dont keep them from talking...one little box full of wires sendin all her love to him over the internet tryin to get his attention just to see if he even realizes she is alive...She gets up goes to the bed lays back and closes her eyes..She sees him, she feels him but knows she will never have him. As she looks into his eyes of seduction she slowly walks over to him and whispers in his ear...Its my turn...as she sits him down on the bed she slowly unzips his tight jeans..she pulls them off and throws them to the corner...she slowly runs her hands arcoss his chest as she pushes him back on the bed..she kisses him ever so deeply and passionatly and runs her hand down to his hard cock...she slowly starts to drift her way down his chest kissin him softly as she makes her way down between his legs..she slowly runs the tip of her tounge across the end of his hard cock. She hears his moans and knows he wants more..she slowly wraps her lips around him and inse

A Contest Entry
Ya I entered a contest. I thought it was fitting that a guy named Void should enter a "Best Name" contest :) If ya wanna vote for me, here's what you need: Go to the blog entry: contest starting today...here are the rules and the names!!!! and read the rules, then vote for me by sending a message to: Galens girl and my lusty love thoughts(best name contest starting today) @ CherryTAP So there ya go... knock yerselves out. :) If I win it would just boggle the mind. *grin* Thanks! - Void

Rules To Follow Life By =) *for Those Of You Who Are Feeling Down*
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. You just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

The Perfect Husband
THE PERFECT HUSBAND There are several men sitting around in the locker room of a private club after exercising. Suddenly a cell phone on one of the benches rings. One of the men picks it up, and the following conversation ensues: "Hello?" "Honey, it's me. Are you at the club?" "Yes." "Great! I am at the mall two blocks from where you are. I just saw a beautiful mink coat. It's absolutely gorgeous!! Can I buy it?" "What's the price?" "Only $1,500.00." "Well, OK, go ahead and get it, if you like it that much ... " "Ahhh, and I also stopped by the Mercedes dealership and saw the 2001 models. I saw one I really liked. I spoke with the salesman, and he gave me a really good price ... and since we need to exchange the BMW that we bought last year ... " "What price did he quote you?" "Only $60,000 ... " "OK, but for that price I want it with all the options." "Great! But before we hang up, something else ... " "What?" "It might look like a lot, but I was reconciling your

Unwanted Messages
I HAVE RECEIVED AN UNWANTED MESSAGE TODAY. I WAS WONDERING WHEN I WOULD GET IT AND I DID. ONE THING I DONT KNOW HOW THIS PERSON GOT MY 360 ADDY DIDNT EVEN KNOW I HAD ONE UNLESS ANOTHER LET THIS PERSON ON THEIR YAHOO? I HOPE ITS NOT THE LATTER I TRUST THE ONE WITH THE YAHOO AND I WOULDN'T WANT TO START DISTRUSTING HIM. I DIDNT RESPOND BACK NON OF HER BUSINESS OF WHY. IF I WANTED HER TO KNOW I WOULD HAVE TOLD HER BUT NONE OF HER BUSINESS. I WENT TO HER 360 AND HIT THE IGNORE BUTTON BUT I HAVE A FEELING THAT SHE WILL FIND ANOTHER WAY TO MESSAGE ME. I WILL JUST KEEP IGNORING HER. I AM NOT THE TYPE OF PERSON TO GET INTO CONFRONTATIONS WITH OTHERS IT IS NOT NEEDED. THIS SEEMS TO BE A TRIANGLE OF SOME SORT AND HOPEFULLY IT WILL GET WORKED OUT IN THE END. AND HOPEFULLY FOR THE BEST AND NOT THE WORSE. UNLESS U HAVE AN ACCUSATION TO MAKE THEN WHY CONTACT SOMEONE WHEN U DONT KNOW ALL OF THE DETAILS.

Hey
I just wanted to say Thank u so much to everyone who comments me. They all make me smile and feel really good. 95% of the time I am on here, I am at work and cannot comment back. So I am so sorry. I enjoy each and everyone of u. =) U make my work day so much better. You all rock!!! Also, when I write stories in my blog, they are NOT real nor are they my personal experiences and or fantasy's. I like to write. One day I'd like to write a book. Problem is, I don't have the patience for it. So this is sort of a begining for me. Please leave constructive critisim on them. Don't be mean, just a little help goes a long way. So that's it. Have a wonderful day! I am not for sure if I can post sexy comments any longer on the profiles, so here ya go. =)

Dating Women
WHITE WOMEN First date: You get to kiss her goodnight. Second date: You get to grope all over and make out. Third date: You get to have sex but only in the missionary position. IRISH WOMEN First Date: You both get blind drunk and have sex. Second Date: You both get blind drunk and have sex. 20th Anniversary: You both get blind drunk and have sex. ITALIAN WOMEN First Date: You take her to a play and an expensive restaurant. Second Date: You meet her parents and her Mom makes spaghetti & meatballs. Third Date: You have sex, she wants to marry you & insists on a 3-carat ring. 5th Anniversary: You already have 5 kids together & hate the thought of having sex. 6th Anniversary: You find yourself a girlfriend. JEWISH WOMEN First Date: You get dynamite head. Second Date: You get more great head. Third Date: You tell her you'll marry her and never get head again. CHINESE WOMEN First date: You get to buy her an expensive dinner but nothing happe

Incredibly Sexy!
Guys (and gals) you have got to check out my incredibly sexy friend here on C.T. This girl is at once both the coolest and hottest thing on this site!!! :D Make her your friend too: http://cherrytap.com/wildfirelove

Breakfast At Mcdonald's
Awesome story from my friend Melissa. . I am a mother of three (ages 14, 12, 3) and have recently completed my college degree. The last class I had to take was Sociology. The teacher was absolutely inspiring with the qualities that I wish every human being had been graced with. Her last project of the term was called, "Smile." The class was asked to go out and smile at three people and document their reactions. I am a very friendly person and always smile at everyone and say hello anyway, so, I thought this would be a piece of cake, literally. Soon after we were assigned the project, my husband, youngest son, and I went out to McDonald's one crisp March morning. It was just our way of sharing special playtime with our son. We were standing in line, waiting to be served, when all of a sudden everyone around us began to back away, and then even my husband did. I did not move an inch... an overwhelming feeling of panic welled up inside of me as I turned to s

No Title
We have been givin tha job of gettin 2 know ourselves & dealin wit our own craziness. We arent so good at it that we have spare time & energy left 2 make judgments about those around us. We are tempted 2 becum absorbed n their behavior & from anxieties about ourselves. S o we must learn 2 detach from tha family members & friends that we r tempted 2 fix, or monitor, or judge. Although we r very close, we r on separate paths n life. We were not born 2gether, & we will not die 2gether. We will make our family or our friendships & tha world a little bit better by stayin centered on our own sanity.

Thanksgiving At Grandmaws
Little Logan and his family were having Thanksgiving dinner at his grandmother's house. Everyone was seated round the table as the food was being served. When little Logan received his plate, he started eating right away. " Logan , wait until we say our prayer," his mother reminded him. "I don't need to," the little boy replied. "Of course you do!" his mother insisted, "We say a prayer before eating at our house." "That's at our house," Logan explained, "but this is Grandma's house, and she knows how to cook!"

Much More Effort Than I First Considered...
It has been a while since I have written... The reason behind it is I haven't been doing so well. This journey has been more than I could have anticipated. This has been draining Physically, Mentally and emotionally. I have had my highs with this; like back in June. I have had lows as I had in September. Through all of this, I have continued to work hard at my physio appointments. It was at home that lacked effort. I was scared: fearing both getting out of my wheelchair and staying in it. I know that sounds strange, but its true.... My fear of getting out of the chair... is ending up back in it... and not getting out is just having my dreams crushed... The trouble is I have to let go of the control. I can control what I do to get better, but the trouble with having a disease like Arthritis, it can take over at any time... I realize this now. I have been dealing with this mental struggle. No I see, as long as I do my part in this fight that is all I can do. So, now I am

Thursday Thoughts
The only way to make a man trustworthy is to trust him. - Henry StimsonThe average person thinks he isn't. - Father Larry LorenzoniLife... is like a grapefruit. It's orange and squishy, and has a few pips in it, and some folks have half a one for breakfast.- Douglas Adams

Haters Get A Hobby...a Life...a Dude But Get Off Junestdah
yep...thats right...this situations definetly needs to be addressed cuz some ol GILMORE AZZ girl cant read. Im not a blog writer...but this shyt gotta stop!! Okay people...please lend me ur ear & ur time... Now in life we all learn that if u dont like sumthin u leave that shyt alone. If someone spits on you...u aint gon stand there & let em spit on u...either u gon move or knock they damn teeth out right??? I shouldnt even have to address this shyt....cuz its all ova our pages!!!! If u stumbles on our shyt & dont like what we have to say...or what we got displayed...hit the back button on ur page...there' no need to comment or start some "SAVED BY THE BELL DRAMA"...jus exit stage right. I dont know ol girls name...nor do i wanna...next thang ya know...she'll have babyjesus tryin to kick us off...but to whom im speakin she already know she violated...u dont like what ya seein...then u can KICK ROCKS....get a hobby or better yet go hate on someone else's page....this aint no pe

Totems
Totems are a difficult concept to explain, but you need an understanding of what a totem is before you can understand what it means to follow Raven. A totem is a spiritual creature, but it is not a god. You do not worship a totem, you follow it. A totem embodies a certain way of life - a representation of a set of ideals. The ideals are usually personified in the form of an animal, but can also be as abstract as the chinook wind, or grandfather thunder. "You do not choose your totem. Your totem chooses you" That is one of the most common phrases I've heard or read about totems. It reflects one of the basic principles of totems - You don't control them, and you can't explain them... but something deep inside you responds to the totem's call. When you follow the way of a totem, it just "feels right". That isn't to say a totem's way is that of least resistance. Following a totem often puts certain demands or restrictions on you, and it isn't always easy. The Way of a to

Well, I Meant To Schedule Portfolio Reviews Today...
Called SU, the chick is in a meeting and might not get to call me back before lunch. I think I'm going to call back around 3 if I don't hear from them. Called Oswego, they're not even THERE today...So I left a message for the chick to call me. I'll call back at 11 on Monday if they don't call me sooner because they're only there from like, 9:45 to 12:15 on Mondays. So yeah. I dunno. Everything's still fucked up...Money issues are getting better though. Atleast that damn credit card thing is paid off. Now I just need to find a way to deal with bipolar parents and find time to finish all my assignments.

My Boyfriend
i miss my bf like crazy he is soo sweet and kind to me on the 7th of december is our 8th months since we been going out. December 25th is out very first christmas together he has a big suprise for me and i cant wait to see what it is. I have asked him how much he loves me he said more than all the love in the world it was soooo breathe taking when he said that i miss my baby soo much

Definition Of A Hacker
Hacker From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia A hacker is someone who creates and modifies computer software and computer hardware, including computer programming, administration, and security-related items. The term usually bears strong connotations, but may be either favorable or denigrating depending on cultural context (see the Hacker definition controversy). Common definitions include: * In computer programming, a hacker is a software designer and programmer who builds elegant, beautiful programs and systems. A hacker can also be a programmer who hacks or reaches a goal by employing a series of modifications to exploit or extend existing code or resources. For some, "hacker" has a negative connotation and refers to a person who "hacks" or uses kludges to accomplish programming tasks that are ugly, inelegant, and inefficient. This negative form of the noun "hack" is even used among users of the positive sense of "hacker". * In computer security, a hacker is a

Hacker Media Personalities
Hacker media personalities Listed below are individuals who, while fitting in one or more of the above categories, are currently more widely famous (especially among the general public) for their media presence than their technical accomplishments. * Loyd Blankenship (also known as The Mentor) — Former LOD member. Author of The Conscience of a Hacker (Hacker's Manifesto). * Eric Corley (also known as Emmanuel Goldstein) — Long standing publisher of 2600: The Hacker Quarterly and founder of the H.O.P.E. conferences. He has been part of the hacker community since the late '70s. * William Henry Gates III (Bill Gates) — is the co-founder and chairman of Microsoft Corporation. Although he personally demonstrated considerable personal coding skill early in his company's history, he is most widely recognizable today as the world's richest individual. Formerly CEO, in June 2006 he also stepped down as chief software architect, with the intention of stepping down as chai

Love.......what Is Love?
Is it solely and morally wanting to be with someone or is it wanting to make every last breath in someone's arms just to feel there heart beat wildly when you're around. No. Love is a feeling not an action! Love is when you see your true love for the first time and you get butterflies all around, when at the end of the night when your night together and all you can think about is just that one person. No matter what the circumstances are or who's around or what you are doing when that one person comes to mind and all else falls away except that one person the one you truly know in your mind, heart, body, and soul when all your being and your existence in this world relies on that one person to be around then you know you have truly found love. Kody Allen Starks Copyright ©2006 Kody Allen Starks

New Contest
I am starting a new contest called SEXIEST SOUTHERN GURL. You must be from the SOUTH to enter. First round will be on votes only..the second round will consist of the top 5 and will be for rates and comments. If you are from the South and want to show your Southern pride, please send me the link to your pic to be added. NO Nudes please..I want everyone to be able to vote. So let's get it started. Contest will start on Mon. 12-4-06. Rond 1 till 12-12-8 and round 2 from 12-8 through 12-13...Good luck

Daddy
Daddy You the one who gave me life,you whose hand thrust the kinife.Cant you see that with every fatal sip the tie that binds us slips.Perhaps the devestation hasn't sunk in,because still you continue to come home drunken.Daddy you don't seem to care.Deep down a secret pain i bare.But Daddy you don't see it's much to late you've failed to stop it before it sealed your fate. Written by Tonya Trosclair!

Children
"Childrenn of the Universe" Just something to share lol Children of the Universe Just something to share. lol In the 1970's I founded "Children of the Universe" a place for guiding children on their path. My house was like grand central station but has many memories of people of all ages finding their place on their path or just sharing with one another. Learning, growing, healing and learning to be who they want to be. I have found that no matter what age we are....in our minds we are still "Children", learning, growing, giving, but most of all sharing our path with those we come in contact with. I learned through the many people that I'd come into contact with that we may age in body, but in mind....we are still Children....and that is something we all need to learn and accept. The mind grows in different ways, but sometimes or I should say, many times....are still searching for that special something. I still have some and always will have special memories of the man

I Still Got It..even At 40 Yrs Old ..please Vote For Me.
HEY FRIENDS, FANS AND FAMILY I JUST FOUND OUT THAT LEAVING A COMMENT HELPS WITH THE VOTING AND VOT AS MANY TIMES AS U WANT. AND ALSO SPAMMMMMMMMMMM AWAY WITH TE COMMENTS..TY MWANSSSSS HERE IS THE LINK AGAIN http://www.cherrytap.com/bulletins.php?b=3850497396

~~my First Blog....~~
~~Just a quick note about me~~ I am new to cherryTAP, I have only been here for a few days now….But I absolutely LUV IT!!!! I have other sites (some of you may know me from them) and up until NOW, MySpace had been my favorite. I was not giving my other sites the attention they deserved~~…. MySpace, I hate to tell you, but I am getting ADDICTED TO THE “TAP”, I have over 1,200 friends on MySpace that I really don’t wanna leave “hanging”, I’m gonna try my BEST to get them on the TAP, Once you TAP, YOU NEVER GO BACK….hehe I just want to tell my new friends here~~ THANX, I HAVE HAD NOTHING BUT POSITIVE ENERGY FLOWING THROUGH MY PAGE~~ PEACE OUT && KEEP ON TAPPING~~ for personal information about Me, just ask~~ ~~To Sum “ME“ up…. I Was At a Party and SomeOne Said To Me “YOU ARE THE LIFE OF THE PARTY” and added to that someone else stated “EVERY PARTY” but the quote I liked the best came outta nowhere “SHE’S NOT THE LIFE OF THE PARTY, SHE IS THE PARTY”…. ~~~WAHOOO~~~ ~~I must confess, I

Wow
Well I took the LSAT and can we say hard...I unfortunately I don't get the results for atleast 3 weeks but I am very confident that I did well... On another note I got some interesting news today from my friend Lisa and well all in due time but I will leave it that I like to give a big congrats to Lisa and Bobby for taking their relationship to the next level. You both deserve all the best and I am so proud to be apart of it.. Lata Playas

Hard To Believe
Its hard to believe that my baby girl is turning 2 years old on December 22nd. I am still currently looking for a job. I am staying busy as of now being a mom and a mom taxi for my oldest daughter. Happy Holidays to everyone.

Going Back Home For 5 Days...holla
This Goes Out To You... Good evening, Y'all... DEC 26,27,28,29,30 I will be making my way back East to DA BRICKS (that's NEWARK NEW JERSEY, for those who didn't know). I'll only be home for a week or so, but I'll be busy as all get out. In between taking care of business, I'll be checking for a few people... mainly the people who have been checking for me, especially when I was (and still am) going thru the hell I call "my life" and the world was kicking my ass like I owed it money. To all those folks and the rest of you who had a good word for me or some guidance and advice: THANK YOU. Thank you for listening to me bitch, moan and complain, without telling me to shut the hell up. I needed that so much. I don't need to name names; you know who you are and I'm grateful. If you're in NJ (or will be there soon), I'll see you soon. Thanks for checking for me. ~1

Children And Angels
I have often felt that children are far closer to the angels than we adults are. They seem far more ready to share joy freely and to give love unconditionally to others. They seem to easily know how to celebrate life, laugh, smile, and embrace delight just as God meant for all of us to do. Nothing brought this point home to my heart more clearly than a story a friend of mine recently shared with me about her daughter. Her daughter while mentally handicapped has a soul that shines brighter than a thousand suns. She loves everyone and is never afraid to express her affection to others. Once when she was at Church with her Mom it came time to give others the sign of peace. Now most people do this with a handshake or a gentle touch. This little Angel Child , however, wasn't one to hold back on her love. She turned around and gave a sweet, elderly lady next to her a huge hug full of both energy and love. Later after Church that same lady with tears in her eyes approached the girl

"jump The Fuck Up"...live...corey Taylor (slipknot/stone Sour) Sing With Max Cavalera (soulfly)
Get this video and more at MySpace.comJumpdafuckup! Muthafucka u don't understand All my hate! Muthafucka u don't understand All my rage! Muthafucka u don't understand All my pain! Muthafucka u don't understand... You seem to sever all my frequencies I'm tethered to your energies And everything turns inside out I can't be killed but I'm not too proud Maybe you would like to peek through the curtain At the same mistake you know you always make But...all I really want to know is Are you gonna lay the fuck back down Or jump da fuck up? Walking in da streets and looking at all this shit I'm full of hate, don't fuck with me Walking in da streets and looking at all this shit Open up your eyes and fucking see We got the tribe against society We got to fight the real enemy Get da fuck up, stand da fuck up Back da fuck up All this is making things a bit insane And I don't care who stares or stays The only thing that matters is Wi

Christmas Quotations
CHRISTMAS QUOTATIONS An assortment of more than 50 Christmas quotes to put you in a holiday state of mind, listed alphabetically by author. Christmas quotes Christmas Eve was a night of song that wrapped itself about you like a shawl. But it warmed more than your body. It warmed your heart...filled it, too, with melody that would last forever." ~ Bess Streeter Aldrich (1881-1954), American author, 'Song of Years'. Christmas quotesChristmas gift suggestions: To your enemy, forgiveness. To an opponent, tolerance. To a friend, your heart. To a customer, service. To all, charity. To every child, a good example. To yourself, respect." ~ Oren Arnold Christmas quotesI sometimes think we expect too much of Christmas Day. We try to crowd into it the long arrears of kindliness and humanity of the whole year. As for me, I like to take my Christmas a little at a time, all through the year. And thus I drift along into the holidays--let them overtake me unexpectedly--waking up some f

Once (poetry, Please Read)
A big love once was leaping bounds across an ever restless bed now dry as the Arizona desert. Potential grew like weeds inside a Chateau garden in England now dead and crisp as if a hard freeze rested there eternally. Silence sits upon us as if no words have ever parted from our lips at all. And I've almost forgotten how to fall into your arms. The cupboards of lust bare as a pauper on the streets of old-time London alleyways. And as I tiptoe around, I remember once there was the sound of the laughter that touched the hearts of everyone here. Simple scenes in red and green Like the memories of Christmas' past. Now inside these cold gray walls, as silent as a mouse, I find only a stranger in this house. ©Astra Allen

Today's Promise From The Bible
Today's Promise from the Bible Deuteronomy 4:31 (For the LORD thy God [is] a merciful God;) he will not forsake thee, neither destroy thee, nor forget the covenant of thy fathers which he sware unto them. Reflection God in His mercy has promised that He will always be with His children of faith. He remembers His promises and will never break them! What an awesome God we serve!

Another Good Joke
lmao gotta love kids. > >Why parents drink... Too good NOT to pass on! > > > >A boss wondered why one of his most valued employees had > >not phoned in sick one day. Having an urgent problem with one of the main > >computers, he dialed the employee's home phone number and was greeted > >with a child's whisper. > >"Hello." > >"Is your daddy home?" he asked. > >"Yes," whispered the small voice. > >May I talk with him?" >> > > >The child whispered, "No." > >Surprised and wanting to talk with an adult, the boss asked, "Is your > >Mommy there?" > >"Yes." > >"May I talk with her?" > >Again the small voice whispered, "No." > >Hoping there was somebody with whom he could leave a message, > >the boss asked, "Is anybody else there?" > >"Yes," whispered the child, "a policeman" > >Wondering what a cop would be doing at his employee's > >home, the boss asked, "May I speak with the policeman?" > >"No, he's busy", whispered the child. > >"Busy doing what?" > >"Talking to D

Feeling For You
Smiling at me, Your lips form words, But are they the truth? So many times you’ve made promises, And so many times I’ve been disappointed, It’s so hard to comprehend what you mean to me, You say you love me and yet I can’t reply, Honestly I don’t understand what I’m feeling, You take a step closer, Involuntarily I step away, You look at me, hurt flickering in your eyes, I glance away, Hating the power you still have over me. I wonder if I’ll always feel this way. Soon your gone and it’s like, You weren’t ever there, I gaze out the window, As I remember, Everything you meant to me. Sighing I turn away, My heart burdened with sorrow, These are just some of the feeling I have for U. By:Vixen

Thoughts Of Mine ..
They say the shadows are cold and dark ( I welcome it with open arms)..The religions of the world call it the realm of demons and demi-gods ( I welcome them as friends and family)...this is what a shadow walker is.. they live in the comfort of the shadow..they can not live in the light for they are persacuted and judged by those who do not understand there very being. we are hated for what we are..We don't follow treands or the latest things...It makes us sick to see how everyone needs to be the same to fit in.. The shadows except who we are and doesn't ask for you to be beautful and vein..It's a place of equals..some people would say I'm crazy for talking about this..They hate the truth..aspecialy if they can't see it..

.....
as i sit here looking out the window... i think to my self... what did i ever do to the world that they hate me so much???... i walk out the door and animals attach me... i walk in a store and people shun me... they dont want to see my ugly face... they dont want anything to do with me... im a lost cause... in an even bigger lost cause... i have no where to go... no one to love me... so... i just stay inside... i stay away from all of the shame and shunning... its not worth it... i can be just as happy inside by myself... no animals no people... no nothing... just me and my computer... the gateway to a new life... im sure that that life wont be found but i guess its worth a try... but the day will come that i will shun them... they will see that im no that bad of a person... i have values... im fun... outgoin... just... oh hell who am i kidding... ill never be accepted in this enviroment... like i said.... ............ Im a Lost Cause

Hmmmmm?.. Lc Not Ct
This site gets boring now... hmmm.. I miss the old lostcherry.. when it was LOSTCHERRY! grr.. it frustrates me.. first off.. my first account got deleted after i was almost lvl 13... and i had a lot of friends and i guess you could say i was kinda popular and liked on here.. so there was that.. and then i made another account and then everything went all dumb.. the way you have to go about pictures.. stashes, banks, contests.. damn i miss the old days.. the original shit.. GRR idk.. just feel like mummbaling nonsense of my mind.. Love ya'll Stay my ghetto neighbor

Naughty Or Nice
You Were Nice This Year! You're an uber-perfect person who is on the top of Santa's list. You probably didn't even *think* any naughty thoughts this year. Unless you're a Mormon, you've probably been a little too good. Is that extra candy cane worth being a sweetheart for 365 days straight? Were You Naughty or Nice This Year?

Type Of People I Attract
What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract Yuppies! You attract the very well-dressed, job oriented type of people. They usually have their finances together, are 'middle of the road' on most topics, generally happy with the 'main-stream' of things. If it is stability you are after, these are good people to attract, if you seek adventure, it may be time for an overhaul.You attract geeks! You attract models! You attract artsy people! You attract unstable people! You attract rednecks! What type of person do you attract?Quizzes for MySpace

Bye Everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!
DONT KNOW WHEN I WILL B BACK MY PUTER IS A PIECE O SHIT LAPTOP THAT WONT STAY CHARGED AND IM LOSIN POWER QUICK SO IF U DONT HEAR FROM ME THATS WUT HAPPENED!!! IVE TRIED TO FIX BUT IT AINT WORKIN SO IF U WANT TO GIVE ME ONE LOL! OTHER THAN THAT HERE IS MY EMAIL juggaletteap@yahoo.com MMFWCL ABKS LETTE

Thursday Thoughts
The price one pays for pursuing any profession or calling is an intimate knowledge of its ugly side. - James Baldwin I told my psychiatrist that everyone hates me. He said I was being ridiculous - everyone hasn't met me yet. - Rodney Dangerfield No degree of dullness can safeguard a work against the determination of critics to find it fascinating. - Harold Rosenberg

Thoughts On Government Corruption.
OK, so I seem to do a lot of my real thinking late at night or early in the morning. It probably has something to do with the quiet, the lack of activity and stimulation. My phone's not ringing, my rommate's asleep. Hell, even my cat is curled up, unconcious on the couch. So typically, what I do at this time of night is replay the previous days events and conversations in my mind. One particular conversation seems to stand out from yesterday. I can't remember what sparked the conversation, or even who, specifically, I was talking to, but I was discussing the united states government as it is today. I also read a blog posted by a friend here on CT that touched on the topic of our leadership. (You can read it here at: http://cherrytap.com/blog/29521/120347) What I've come to realise in the last few months is just how broken the system really is. Now, I used to be one of those flag-waving patriotic god-bless-america-she-can-do-no-wrong types. More so after the events of 9/11. But, as

I Love Christmas!
I remember my first Christmas adventure with Grandma. I was just a kid. I remember tearing across town on my bike to visit her on the day my big sister dropped the bomb: "There is no Santa Claus," she jeered. "Even dummies know that!" My Grandma was not the gushy kind, never had been. I fled to her that day because I knew she would be straight with me. I knew Grandma always told the truth, and I knew that the truth always went down a whole lot easier when swallowed with one of her "world-famous" cinnamon buns. I knew they were world-famous, because Grandma said so. It had to be true. Grandma was home, and the buns were still warm. Between bites, I told her everything. She was ready for me. "No Santa Claus?" She snorted...."Ridiculous! Don't believe it. That rumor has been going around for years, and it makes me mad, plain mad!! Now, put on your coat, and let's go." "Go? Go where, Grandma?" I asked. I hadn't even finished my second world-famous cinnamon bun. "Where" turne

What Would Life Be
What would life be with out friends like thee I'll tell you, like no longer being free. Imagine what life would be so sad and blue To go through life without that special you. And I know we live so far away Through the internet we are like castaways Never get to touch or hug you for this I only pray For some day I hope we can meet To hug and laugh and dance to the beat I know this would be a treat For now this is all I see Is my good friend here with me Just think what life would be Without friends like thee

Please Cum Vote For Me In The Sexiest M.u.l.f Contest
COME VOTE FOR THIS MOM OF 3 TEENS IN THE SEXIEST M.I.L.F. CONTESTOFTER BEING A MOM FOR 19 YEARS I HOPE IS STILL HAVE IT!! PLEASE GO RATE, AND COMMENT ON HER PICTURE AND PLEASE VOTE AS MANY TIME AS U CAN ADN PASS THE LINK TO YOUR FRIENDS THANKS AND MWASHHHHHHHHHH http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=93659&i=1412800960http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=93659&i=1412800960

Having To Find All The Programs I Lost
Well.. Another case of Dipshititis !!!! .. I lost all my programs friends have sent me .. If Any of you still have them and are still willing to share . please do .. Theres Lots'a hugs n Smooches in it for ya ;)

To All Those That Were Born At Least 30 Years Ago
TO ALL THE KIDS WHO WERE BORN IN THE 1930's 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's !! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they carried us. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for Diabetes. Then after that trauma, our baby cribs were covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As children, we would ride in cars with no seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank soda pop wi

Brokeness Is A Tool In The Hand Of God
It is painful, but God supports and provides the strength you need to keep going. The amount of pain you experience in times of brokenness depends on what is being broken (jealousy, pride, greed, lustful thoughts and actions, etc.) and how long it has been a part of your life. God has given you His promises concerning brokenness. Brokenness is a sign of His love and activity in your life. He breaks your self-reliance because He loves you. He knows if you are left on your own, you would yield to pride and selfish feelings. Any discipline you experience in times of brokenness is God's way of changing and preparing you for future service. The consequences of sin may seem heavy at times, but God uses each one to sweep away the dross and bring glory to His name. (2 Corinthians 4:16-18) God always sets limitations on times of brokenness. It may seem as though the brokenness will continue forever, but it won't. Brokenness stops at the point where your spirit yi

Why Bother?
Holy shit man!! Everytime I make my own bulletin no one seems to read it...just pisses me off!! I read everyone elses and I repost just like I am asked to do and when it comes to me no one bothers!! I made a nice one to wish everyone a nice Christmas with a pic of my tree and I get nothing!! I am not sorry for ranting either...I help people out all the time when I have the time and what do I get?? I still have the Christmas Spirit even if some ppl on my list are being Grinches!! LOL!!

I Am Here For You
When it rains all day When you’re feeling blue When the sky turns grey I am here for you When you start to cry no one seems to be true Remember my love ain’t a lie I am here for you When you’re feeling so lonely A feeling you never knew Take a minute to think of me Cause, I am here for you When this planet feels like hell You truly don’t know what to do darling listen to my words I am always here for you…

Top 10 Reasons To Have Sex
WHO WANT'S TO HEAR GOOD, LOGICAL REASONS TO HAVE SEX?!!! 1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones. Thes

My Baby
I am soo excited!!! For those of you who havent seen yet, I am getting a puppy. She is out of state soo...I am having her shipped into WI. She will be in my possession by the end of December. I am sooo excited. I have been excited since I saw the pics from the first day she was born. I wish I would have saved those. She's my baby...My chloe. Let me know what you think!

No Clue
Oh Dad! What I wouldn't give to have one more hug, to be told that everything will be ok, to hear you tell me once more, "I love you muchly". I knew life was going to be more difficult for me once you left us. I had no clue how difficult. I truly wish you could have taken me with you. You know the reasons for that, too! I Love You Muchly, I'm so thankful for the years that God gave you to me and I can't wait to see you again. Pamela

Wow Im Stupid
You know I do the stupidest things when I'm drunk.. i have a myspace profile also.. and i was getting some comments from a guy friend (Matt) that really sorta upset me and they were really sweet actually.. i was flattered he cared so much but there was so much that it was a lil over welming.. Well a friend of mine (Jaymes) that i knew for years posted a comment saying how much they missed me and they loved me right.. (only cause we hadnt seen each others in years) well anyhow Matt seen it and got really upset.. and asked me what the fuck was going on with this jaymes guy.. what got me.. was that matt was asking if i was cheating on him.. and wow.. I went off on him and it wasnt nice at all.. i couldnt understand why matt would think that we were together nor ask me wtf was going on with Jaymes... well i said some pretty roiten thigs to Matt when i went off on him.. i mean matt was like a really good friend to me.. Well I finally figured it out.. matt showed me something.. I was rea

The End Of Pain
Why do I feel this way that I feel? Everyday is a struggle and that shits for real. The cold steel from a blade is my only release. A fountain of blood will bring me my peace. Life is pain, so pain is my life. Ironic how I escape pain with the slice of a knife. You cant understand, no way you can feel, The plight of my life, and the ways that I deal. The blade is sharp, but this pain cuts much deeper. "God send me an angel, I swear to YOU that I'll keep her." No answer, just silence. It fills up the room. So I sit and ponder what will read on my tomb. "Here lies Jason, He wished for his death- And when the time came- He just smiled and left"

Probation
OK SOME OF YOU THINK THAT PROBATION IS BAD WELL IT IS BUT THAT DOESNT MEAN THAT THE PERSON ON IT IS A BAD PERSON IM ON PROBATION CAUSE I GOT INTO A FIGHT TWICE WITH MY EXBOYFRIEND CAUSE HE SAID THAT HE WAS GOIN TO HURT MY KIDS AND SO THEY PUT ME ON PROBATION FOR IT CAUSE THEY SAID I HAD AN ANGER ISSUE SO YES I HAVE MAD MISTAKES AND EVERYONE HAS IN THERE LIVES BUT I AM NOT A BAD PERSON BUT IF YOU GUYS DONT SEE ME AROUND ITS CAUSE SOME PEOPLE WERE RUDE AND SAID ALOT OF HATRID THINGS TO ME ABOUT ME BEING ON PROBATION SO IM SORRY TO ALL OF YOU THAT WERE FRIENDS WITH ME AND NOW DONT WANT TO CAUSE YOU THINK THAT I AM BAD...................

Help Out A Friend
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Linkin Park-crawling
Crawling in my skin These wounds they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface Consuming/confusing This lack of self-control I fear is never ending Controlling/I can't seem To find myself again My walls are closing in (without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take) I've felt this way before So insecure Crawling in my skin These wounds they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real Discomfort,endlessly has pulled itself upon me Distracting/reacting Against my will I stand beside my own reflection It's haunting how I can't seem... To find myself again My walls are closing in (without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take) I've felt this way before So insecure Crawling in my skin These wounds they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing w

Makes Me Think Of Someone
Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and the ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals; and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and

Comment Bomb Me
yes i entered a Come Hither Look contest. i kept hearing this from this pic so i said what the hell. if you agree vote for me, if not don't. i honestly don't think i will win b/c i'm way to far back. hopefully i at least come in third this time. please comment bomb it. see if i can reach 2nd. this is the last day also click here to vote for me

Italian Boy's Confession
An old classic. . "Bless me Father, for I have sinned. I have been with a loose girl". The priest asks, "Is that you, little Johnny Parisi?" "Yes, Father, it is." "And who was the girl you were with?" "I can't tell you, Father, I don't want to ruin her reputation." "Well, Johnny, I'm sure to find out her name sooner or later, so you may as well tell me now. Was it Tina Minetti?" "I cannot say." "Was it Teresa Volpe?" "I'll never tell." "Was it Nina Capelli?" "I'm sorry, but I cannot name her." "Was it Cathy Piriano?" "My lips are sealed." "Was it Rosa Di Angelo, then?" "Please, Father, I cannot tell you." The priest sighs in frustration. "You're very tight lipped, Johnny Parisi, and I admire that. But you've sinned and have to atone. You cannot be an altar boy now for 4 months. Now you go and behave yourself." Johnny walks back to his pew, and his friend Nino slides over and whispers, "What'd you get?" "4 months vacation and five good leads."

Hello
Hello everyone! My name is Ann, and I'm in Milwaukee, WI. I'm new to Cherry and am looking forward to making new friends here and getting to know people. So far, it's a lot of fun. I've already made some new friends and I think that's awesome! If you want to get to know me, read the profile. If there's anything I left out that you want to know, send me a message. Well,just wanted to post my first blog here. Cheers!

Newfie Fingers
> > Newfie fingers > > > _____ > > > > > > Johnny was working at the fish plant in Carbonear when he >accidentally > > > cut off all ten of his fingers. > > > > > > He went to the emergency room in St. John's and when he got there >the > > > doctor looked at Johnny and said "Let's have da fingers and I'll see > > > what I can do." > > > > > > Johnny said, "I haven't got da fingers." > > > > > > "What do you mean, you haven't got da fingers? > > > Lord t'undrin Jesus it's 2004! We's got microsurgery and all kinds >of > > > incredible techniques. I could have put dem back on and made you >like > > > new! Why didn't you bring da fingers?" > > > > > > Johnny says ... (Are you ready for this?????) > > > > > > > > > Remember this is a Newfie. > > > > > > > > > > "How da fock was I suppose to pick dem up?? > > >

Hello!
My Name is Alyssa and I'm from Mountain Home,Arkansas I'm 25 years old.I'm new to Cherry Tap and I am looking forward to making some new friends.I was told about this site from some people and thought I'd see what it's about...Hollar at me sometime..

Tomorrow...mwahahahahahaha
Hello CHERRIES::D:D:D:D:D!!!!!!!! Tomorrow is the best day ever!A)my boss is leaving b)her bestfriend cant get away with anythin now MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.......hes goin to meet the Boondock Saint:Dandif he does anythin wrong......"For if you do one ay u will see we three and on that day you will reap it"......so ya......howr yas?IM AWSOME:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:DWell im gonna go so ill talk to u all l8er:D Keep on rockin in the free world!..........OH!....i need 16,000CB cause im gettin some1 a ring......i mean river......ring river:Dthats it!:D Boondock Saint

Update For 12/13/06
Alright ya'll now is the time! *shrugs*alright, so it sounded cool, fucking sue me. Anyway suppose a short update is in order... Got a new hot water heater finally, having hot water again is orgasmic and now I find myself appreciating the opportunity to wash the dishes. Ang and I have finally made our peace and put everything behind us which is great. Ummm...disowned my mother. Complicated reasons so dont try to talk me out of it. Didnt disown my siblings, dont think I'd have the heart if I wanted to. Havent heard from my father in a long while but he cant be blamed, he works ALOT not to mention now he has a woman in his life so yeah, I figure he's simply busy alot. One room mate is moving which is a good thing, I wouldn't wish it upon my enemies to stay in this hell hole where time passes for everyone but you. At the same time gaining one unfortunately. A girl from jersey for whom I have very little tolerance. It always seems that no matter where I live we take in drifters but when

Random Questions And Answers
80 Questions I Guarantee You've Never Answered Do you watch the Gilmore Girls? NO Have you ever enjoyed listening to Jack Johnson? Yeah I like his music. Do you have one or more Britney Spears C.D.s? Just my daughter, but supposedly my theme sone is Oops I Did It Again. Are you a Lost fanatic? Love the show [[Be honest]] Still have pictures of your Ex? Yes on the computer but still lives under my roof Do you have a song by Ozzy Osbourne in your library? No Queen? Yes Alannis Morsette? Yes Do you watch Family Guy regularly? NO King of the Hill? NO Do you read trashy romance novels often? No Do you really work out every day? Not every day, twice a week. Have you ever eaten an entire pint of ice cream by yourself? Over the course of a couple days Have you ever forgotten to give a present? Yes Do you sing obnoxiously in the car? LOL daughter says I have one of those American Idol reject voices Do you sing obnoxiously in th

Shoot To Kill...
Most people would say that the most important thing about having a gun for self-defense is just that: Having a gun. I beg to differ. The first thing about having a gun for self-defense is being ready to use it in that role. I truly wonder how many people have a gun for home/self defense, but have never asked themselves if they could use it to take someone's life if they had to. Yes, I said "take someone's life." I do not believe in firing a "warning shot" or "shooting to wound." If my verbal commands, and/or the sound of me racking a shell into my 12 gauge are not enough to convince someone to stop or leave... then they deserve the buckshot headed their way. Now don't go calling me a "psycho who wants to kill people" quite the opposite. But if the situation has gotten to the point where it is me (or my family) or them... I'm going to do my best to make it them. So really, before you go get a gun for self-defense, make sure you are ready to use it. Then become proficient w

Papa Roach-take Me
Take me and let me in Don't break me and shut me out Chorus: So take me and let me in Don't break me and shut me out I lit my pain on fire and I watched it all burn down and now I'm dancing in the ashes and there's no one else around Because I wanna be a part of something This is just a story of a broken soul Hook: As days go by, my heart grows cold I can't seem to let this all pass me by So take me and let me in Don't break me and shut me out I'm burning in the heavens and I'm drowning in the hell My soul is in a coma and none of my friends can tell That I'm reaching out and getting nothing This is just a story of a broken soul As days go by, my heart grows cold I can't seem to let this all pass me by So take me and let me in Don't break me and shut me out So take me and let me in Don't break me and shut me out Don't shut me out Does anyone around me feel the same Just put your fist up and vent your pain Does anyone around me feel the sam

'tis The Season... For What?
WTF is with the holidays? This is supposed to be a great time of year, right? Why is it, then, that everyone at stores bitch and complain about not having the cheapest stuff in stock, push/pull/hurt/kill each other for the newest, bestest toy, etc.? Why is there 'holiday depression'? I found out my godmother's husband killed himself. I don't know more details, but it's probably due to the holidays; they were doing well otherwise (financially, socially, etc.). I don't know him that well, so it's not a huge loss for me... but it makes you think. Aren't these supposed to be happy times? Why doesn't anyone act like it?

Movies
Hi all ok I'm a big American Pie movie freak i got the 4 but now the 5th one is the naked mile still nothing to do with the others band camp kinda did but the only one from the others in this one is Eugene Levey as jims dad should be the American Baby or Reunion and hve them all in it it suckes ok so let me know wht u all think. rain.

"busy"
I have come to hate the word "busy." One of my friends who I have talked to and known for three years (online, we did kind of run into each other a few times when we were living in Hawaii)... has been busy CONSTANTLY since I went to visit him in Eastern Washington two months ago. He hasn't called once since I drove 600 miles round trip to see him. When I did go to see him, I had planned on staying for two nights in a hotel and well he called me the 2nd morning from his school and said he would be busy with college and classes until 8 pm. OK. WHAT the fuck... I drove across the entire state and yes, I know that college is very important but he had told me before I came out that he had the day off. So now that he met me, suddenly he can't hang out? It made me feel very, very bad inside. I ended up leaving Spokane at around 3 or 4 pm. Anyway to make a long story short, he said he felt bad cuz he was sooo "busy." I think it was just the fact that he met me, and that I'm n

Looking For Someone To Take Trip With
hey,looking for a gal or a real man to go to southern mo with me.i got something ive gotr to try and get but could use help from the right gal or comfort from a real man.im going in january.im taking my 4x so dont worry about any bike.

Night Before Christmas
'Twas the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks. I have a good mind to scrap the whole works! I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of "Thanks Santa"--what do I hear? The old lady bitches cause I work late at night.The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things would get better Those assholes from IRS sent me a letter, They say I owe taxes--if that ain't damn funny Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus money? And the kids these days--they all are the pits They want the impossible--Those mean little shits. I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds Assembling dolls... Their arms, legs and heads, I made a ton of yo yo's--No request for them, They want computers and Robots...they think - I'm IBM! . Flying through the air

Lying Down Tall Grabbing Stone
Use me, abuse me, leave tool marks on my brain Use hot button euphemisms that make me think you’re talking to me I want to be the thing that turns you on And shuts you down to the world around I want to be the face That makes you claw at yourself beneath sheets I want my words to be the ones That make you grope at yourself for release I want my attempts to tease you Be the reason you attempt to quench heat I don’t know if you’re aware But you’ve accomplished a difficult feat You’ve won the adoration, of a pompous and fickle beast There are words that are pushed at me That honestly makes me sick The same words that I can’t wait for you to push at me Because they’ve honestly made me stiff So in the shower, or when you lay your head Steal pets and strokes for me Because as I lay back and close my eyes It’s you who’s stroking me

Want To Show Me Your Pussy On Cam
WANT TO SHOW ME YOUR PUSSY ON WEBCAM GIRLS ADD ME AT rick_willis2001@yahoo.com GIRLS OR AT knightrider_777_77@hotmail.com IN MSN GIRLS THEM ARE MY MESSENGER IDS GIRLS I AM NO NUT JUST A SINGLE MAN SEEKING A GIRL FOR LOVE SEX AND MARRIGE

New Job
So I have spent the last 8 months or so trying to finally get myself moving forward with my life. I mean really forward, you know, REAL job, contributing something REAL to society and all that jazz. The focus of these efforts has been on law enforcement positions, and I finally got it nailed down. I recently started working for the Caddo Parish Sheriff's Dept. in Shreveport, LA. So on this day I simply say, here's to getting on with life already.

Reign
Do you believe in the frog? that one could unlock its beauty? i dont. Disreguard parenthetic tales. Parenthesis are option in a world of lie. do not read optional lie. Only actual factual truths. Only what Brother says is true. (Listen: there was an argument. a terrible feud a beautiful boy, and a darling. destined for both ends of the earth. Days on they both tore and ripped at the seams never meaning sorrow or pain, like elastic they bounced back and forth to each arms lonely each more fantastic than another. Once, there were, candles 17. On a cake. The future broke wide glaring at the sunset! Once, the elastic snapped. The frog became cold wet zits one more time. and every waxed night, on this side of the world, in the pondly mire, it looks up at the bottom of the moon and smiles at her reflection.) like i said ignore the parenthesis. Brother will soothe and mend watching all the while your eye twitches and programming resets. Memor

Little Christmas Poem...not For Little Eyes...well It Can Be...lol
CHRISTMAS GREETINGS >>>> > >> >>>> > >> He laid her on the table, >>>> > >> So white clean and bare, >>>> > >> His forehead wet with beads of sweat, >>>> > >> He rubbed her here and there. >>>> > >> He touched her >>>>neck, >>>> > >> Then felt her breast, >>>> > >> Then drooling, felt her thigh. >>>> > >> The slit was wet and all was set, >>>> > >> He gave a joyous cry, >>>> > >> The hole was wide........ >>>> > >> He looked inside, >>>> > >> All was dark and murky, >>>> > >> He rubbed his hands, >>>> > >> And stretched his arms......... >>>> > >> And then he stuffed the turkey. >>>> > >> >>>> > >> May I be the first to wish your dirty little mind a merry >>>>Christmas.

A Peom
The Lone Fir Tree Trapped in a Globe Of swirling Sadness And unfathomable Madness A fir tree Against the odds Crying icicle tears alone Shaking to its bone This small green Unoticeable, overlooked Never chosen, alwayz frozen Ice cracks, frost creeps As the tree looks In the distance, a girl Running running away From her world The tree stands The girl sees Smiling she says "What a quaint thing!" Snow flakes fall As the tree cries Tears of Joy And by and by The girl sits "Don't cry" She stands and hugs The lonely branches Of the small fir tree written by my very talented niece and I have to brag and share with everyone

At Least He Has The Young Wife!
An 80-year-old man went to his doctor for his quarterly check-up. The doctor asked him how he was feeling and the 80-year-old said "Things are great and I've never felt better. I now have a 20 year-old bride who is pregnant with my child. So what do you think about that?" The doctor considered his question for a minute and then began. "I have an older friend, much like you, who is an avid hunter and never misses a season. One day when he was setting off hunting, he was in a bit of a hurry and accidentally picked up his walking cane instead of his gun. As he neared a lake he came across a very large male beaver sitting at the water's edge. He realised he'd left his gun at home and so couldn't shoot the magnificent creature but out of habit he raised his cane, aimed it at the animal as if it were his favourite hunting rifle and went 'bang, bang'. Miraculously, two shots rang out and the beaver fell over dead. Now, what do you think of that?" asked the doctor. The 80-year-old said,

Tired Of This Sh*t
im sorry but what is the point to all those people that use to talk to me i still get on here like i use to and tho i dont send coments like i use to cause i got tired of sendin them out and not gettin any back so what is the piont so if u cared to read this feel free to reply if not oh well it will just be like any other time that no one seems to fucken care about me

Pure Nsfw
The sexual nature of this may be too much for conservative minds to handle !!! We meet at the door. I kiss you and you are sweet. the gentle softness of your skin is so enticing. I hold you in our heated embrace. My heart races at the thoughts of those things I want to do to you. I am carried away on thoughts of your naked body next to mine. Of fondling your breast and sucking the nipple. Of using my tongue in circles around the nipples. Of nibbling your ears and neck. Of slow kisses that lead me on down. Of the pleasure I will feel as I circle you pussy with my firm tongue.. As I flick it hard against your clit... as I feel your g spot with my finger. Working slowly at first and then faster as I see you respond.. How I love the look of ecstasy as it comes of your face... I lick harder and faster to bring you there... I know your getting there because you begin to grind into my face... I love it yes baby use me... you push my face into it harder and I am thrilled with knowing yo

Which Vampire From The Vampire Chronicles By Anne Rice Are You?
Which vampire from the Vampire Chronicles By Anne Rice are you? MariusYou are Marius. Marius is a Child of the Millennia, or one of the few vampires who make it through more than a thousand years, and actually, Marius is over 2500 years old, having seen centuries of war, religion, plague, and disaster, and is somewhat disillusioned by it. He claims to have no religion, and was once a grand painter in Venice, before his happiness was destroyed by a Satanist Roman coven. Marius' sorrows are many, but he tries to find peace in a chaotic modern world. He is essentially the govenor of Those Who Must Be Kept until they are both eventually destroyed. Mon Amour, Marius, such pain!Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Santa Clause Is Dutch...
Santa Claus is a variation of a Dutch folk tale based on the historical figure Saint Nicholas, a bishop from Myra in Asia Minor (the greater part of modern-day Turkey), who used his whole inheritance to assist the needy, the sick, and the suffering. His charity became legend when a man lost his fortune and found himself incapable of supporting his three daughters, who would not be able to find husbands as they lacked dowries. This man was going to give them over to a life of prostitution; however, St Nicholas provided them with gold, enabling them to retain their virginal virtues and marry. This inspired the mythical figure of Sinterklaas, the subject of a major celebration in the Netherlands and Belgium, Germany (where his alleged date of death, December 6, is celebrated the evening before on December 5), which in turn inspired both the myth and the name of Santa Claus. "Santa Claus" is actually a mispronunciation of the Dutch word "Sinterklaas" by the English settlers of New Amsterd

So Sad
boy- hey, hun girl- hey boy- i missed u at school 2day, y weren't u there? girl- yeah, i had to go to the doctor. boy- oh rele? y? girl- oh nothin, annual shots, thats all. boy- oh girl- so wht did we do in math 2day? boy- u didnt miss ne thing that great.......just lots of notes girl- ok good boy- yeah girl- hey i have a question...... boy- ok, ask away girl-........how much do u love me? boy- u kno i love u more than anything girl- yeah..... boy- y did u ask? girl-................>silencesounding worried< is there something wrong?? girl- no, everythings fine...... boy- are u sure? girl- yeah. boy- ok.......i hope so. girl- ..............would u die for me? boy- i would take a bullet for u anyday, hun girl- rele? boy- anyday. now seriously, is there something wrong??? girl- no im fine, ur fine, we're fine, everyones fine. boy- ............ok girl-......................well i have to go ill c u 2morrow at school. boy- alright, bye. I LOVE YOU. girl- yeah,

Not Quite Here Anymore..
As anyone who knows/cares/noticed I've not exactly been online much recently. I've had a few things happen which, well, basically boil down to shit, meet fan. Thanks to a certain person in my life, I've ended up re-developing a stutter I thought I'd managed to keep under control and hidden. Until I was pushed to the edge of reasonable thought. Also, allow me to go on the record as saying Fuck You Christmas! I've grown to HATE this time of year, thanks to the way things have been for me. The rest of you, by all means, enjoy this shit. Hell, at least your going to be able to spend it with someone. Now, I need to get a lot of my head back together, as being pushed to the point of stuttering and fragile mind kind of means you don't end up caring too much about things you know you should, which is one of the reasons I've stayed offline. So I don't accidently say the wrong thing to the wrong person, and really hurt them. I'm still visiting this place randomly to check messages and shit

Bad Santa
'Twas the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks. I have a good mind to scrap the whole works! I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of "Thanks Santa"--what do I hear? The old lady bitches cause I work late at night. The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things would get better Those assholes from the IRS sent me a letter, They say I owe taxes--if that ain't damn funny Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money? Flying through the air...dodging the trees Falling down chimneys and skinning my knees I'm quitting this job there's just no enjoyment I'll sit on my fat ass and draw unemployment. There's no Christmas this year now you know the reason, I found me a blonde. I'm going SOUTH for the season

Bear
My dog had a litter of puppies april 22 and out of 5 only the oldest lived.I named him Bear.Yeasterday my brother brought home this puppy that was 4 weeks old.I told him to take it back to the mom because it wasnt ready to be sepperated yet.He said it was because it was eating food and almost poody trained.Well last night he found the puppy dead and said that my son had broke its neck.I said that it died from being away from its mom to soon.My dad and brother decided as punishment for my son that today I either had to take Bear to the animal shelter or they where going to kill him.This morning I took my precious Bear to the animal shelter.My Bear is gone.

Talking To You.
Talking to you means so much to me you'll never know you'll never see. Just to hear you puts a smile on my face like you have made my day. I'm glad to have known a friend like you you are so caring and so true you always find time for me whatever, however it may be. When i found out that you danced i was over the moon. It made me want to learn it so soon for you to hold me and to dance the night away. So much pleasure talking to you down the other end such a lovely South African accent. So pleasent to hear If only i was nearer... (C) Copyright. Angel

Hope.
Hope is something you would wish. Hope is something you can try. Hope is something that can come true. A hope is sometjing that will never end. Hope is something that will make a person think. Hope is something you would imagine. Hope is like a game, a challenge, a competitor against you. A Hope is something that will never end. (C) Copyright. Angel

The Day I Fell In Love With You...
Lonely nights passed me by... and i thought i never had anything... but u came my way... and u gave me everything... time has passed us by... but we didn't realize anything... we talked all night... and that night we found everything... we saw something in each other... that would last a lifetime... and that night that we talked... i wanted to make u mine... there was something about u... so i just followed my heart... so i told u and u told me... and now nothing can tear us apart... u fell in love wit me... and i was there to catch u... all the promises and things i said... will forever be true... my heart tells me that u are the one... i want u to love me the way i love u... no one else comes close to u... no one makes me feel the way u do... everytime i hear your voice... my heart starts to beat fast... u mean everything to me... and i know this love will last... that night, that moment... it was special to the both of us... without each o

~~ Contest Update ~~
~~ Sexy Man Of CherryTap ~~ Contest Opens 12/21 thur 12/27 at 12pm noon! Man with the most comments wins! Rates will be used for tie breakers. Comment bombing allowed You can comment on your own pic. Still got openings if you want to join and win big prizes. And here they are....... Good Luck Guys!

Read Me!!!
What are the 3 letters that can change a girl to a woman ?? Who thinks Da Bears are going to the SUper Bowl ?? What does the other half of an apple look like ? Why is Paris Hilton famous again ??? Why was Fat Joe such a dick head on that episode of Wildin Out ? When was the last time you ate some Animal Crackers ? Who checks there myspace account first thing in the morning before brushing their teeth ? Who is the Father of Anna Nicole Smith's baby ? With all the makeup Christina Aguilera has been wearing lately, doesn't she look like she could be the third member of the Insane Clown Possee Why is Lloyd Banks so smooth ? Isn't Being Bobby Brown the worst thing Bobby could have ever done to Whitney Houston's career? Why are most top models...so damn ugly ? Is it just me or could Venus & Serena Williams sometimes pass for drag queens? Why is Nick Cannon a star ? What is it that every Celebrity has to have a reality show ? Where did Sean Paul g

My Tara
You are the essence of comfort and acceptance Forever encouraging and loving me For who I am and who I wish to be Radiating your love like the warmth of a favorite blanket I am wrapped within your heart. You are like the ocean's tide Constant and beautiful, yet forever changing I watch in wonder at your many hues Like that of a glorious sunset The colors of you are infinite. You are the one I need to seek When I experience a newness in life I want to share it with you and only you Like a sturdy oak I lean on your strength When I feel like a Weeping Willow. You are eternal You are woven into my soul forever Etched into my life. You are My Love

"untitled"
"Untitled" Her lies of smiles and blankets on tears Every emotion she shaddows to hides Covering her sadness and all her fears No one knows the torture she feels inside Shes losing all hope on the life she knew A life full of happiness and laughter Forgetting after all shes been through Not wanting to see what will come after She hides herself behind a fake smile Slowly shes fading away in her mind And no one noticed after a while Looking for hope she wants so much to find Her lies of smiles and blankets on tears Covering her sadness and all her fears By: Helena

My Christmas List
My Christmas List Scotty's Christmas List 1 pack of adhesive hooks a salt shaker ear muffs 1 can of spray starch a turtleneck sweater bottle of elmer's glue (don't get me the cheap stuff) bottle opener a bouncy ball a slinky 800 thread count sheets for my sleeping bag plastic vampire teeth (They freak the people out at the dentist office.) an atlas (Just the page that has New Jersey on it.) a bottle of shower gel (It makes me smell real good like.) CD (Milli Vanilli's Greatest Hits) Money (Lots of it in small bills.) If you all could help me out with these items, I'd greatly appreciate it. Just don't ask any questions.... Peace out and slap your neighbor on the butt and call he/she "Judy"...

Ahhh, Exactly One Week Of Break...
Fall semester's finally over as of yesterday. Winter session doesn't begin until the 28th. Then I have about another week till Spring semester. A in Advanced Drawing and Painting, A- in Figure Drawing (I told her not to give me an A because I didn't do my homework). I'll get back to you on Painting and French. Also, Deb took three of my pieces to shoot for the school lit. magazine that comes out in the Spring semester and is also sending one of them off to Albany to be in the SUNY show. :) I think my project for break is going to be a piece based on the song "Ventura Highway" by America. Jason wants to do a piece too, to have a healthy competition. Anyone else wanna join? We can have a massive online 4-week competition, lol.

Without You
Without You When i look into your eyes All i see are you hundreds of lies You've made me cry And feel like i wanted to die Without you I don't know what I'm going to do I'll go on and live my life Instead of going for that sharp bladed knife Eventually you'll be forgotten For making me feel so rotten I hate you for what you've done This relationship should have never begun I hope your happy now I bet this is a slap in your face, POW! I know what i'm going to do Without you Let you go cry Because this is how i say good-bye

Yayayayya
Yay it's FRIDAY I get to wear blue jeans to work yippee!!! It's not often I get excited by such little things trust me but today it does!! lmao Oops and I am late yet once again Have a great day peeps!

I'm Having A Contest!
ok its official, i'm havin my very first contest so listen up! who has the best t-shirt? if you think your t-shirt deserves recognition please let me know and i will add you to my contest. as soon as i have enough contestants i will go over the rules and regulations and of course the prizes! so if you have a pic of you in a great t-shirt please let me know!

Society Of Throw Away Kids
A Society of Throw Away Kids? WARNING:THIS SECTION CONTAINS STRONG OPINONS ON SOCIETY! If that will bother you, scroll down and exit now. If not, please continue reading. I read an editorial recently that really said something that I believe is becoming true. The writer was commenting on the recent trials of the young adults who threw their newborn child in the trash. The comment was that with the advent of late term abortions, that some women feel that if it is ok to have a partial birth abortion, then why not just wait until the child is born, then throw it away? Save money and time! This is not about abortion, for that will be another page. This is about the general concept of throwing away children. It seems like you can't pick up a paper these days without reading another headline about a child that was beaten to death, or drowned in a toilet, or thrown in the trash. And it seems to be reaching epidemic proportions. What may you ask am I babbling about? Let me explain a little o

Relationship Survey
OK you opened now you have to do it !!! 1) Single, Taken, or Crushin? *single 2) Are you happy with where you are? *yes 3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast? yes 4) Have you ever had your heart broken? *yes 5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is acceptable? *no 6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you? *nope 7) Have you talked about marriage with another person? *YES 8) Do you want children? * yep 9) How many? *SO FAR JUST 1 10) Would you consider adoption? *did 11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think a cool way for them to say it is? *just come out and say it 12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get? nope 13) Be honest, do you play the "game" when you are dating? *NO 14) Do you believe love at first sight exists? *yes 15) Are you romantic? *YES 16) Do you believe that you can change someone? *NO 17) If you could get married anywhere, money

To All Who Need Proof !
AURORA | Aeliyah French's uncle, Mike French, said a person couldn't help but like the young, lovable charm of Aeliyah. "She had a beautiful soul. And it's just a shame that she didn't even live to see her fifth Christmas. This is one of the saddest days of my life. It doesn't make sense to me," said Mike French. Aeliyah French, 4, was killed when the Ford Explorer she was riding in veered off Tower Road and hit a parked truck trailer on Dec. 15. The Explorer slammed underneath the trailer, slicing the Explorer's roof open. French's two younger siblings were also injured in the crash. Sierra, 3, and Joseph, 2, were treated at Children's Hospital and released. The man who was driving them is said to be a family friend who watches over the kids. He was transported to Medical Center of Aurora South. He has several broken bones, but is also recovering. He told police he experienced chest pain and then tried to pull-over. That's the last thing he said he remembers before the

Reflections
He that can't endure the bad will not live to see the good. ~Yiddish Proverb My father said there are two kinds of people in the world: givers and takers. The takers may eat better, but the givers sleep better

Reflections
You may be whatever you resolve to be. Determine to be something in the world, and you will be something. "I cannot," never accomplished anything; "I will try," has wrought wonders. -J. Hawes There is no impossibility to him who stands prepared to conquer every hazard. The fearful are the failing. -Sarah J. Hale Either I will find a way, or I will make one. -Sir P. Sidney

Reflections
When people say: she's got everything, I've only one answer: I haven't had tommorrow. ~Elizabeth Taylor Keep in mind that the true measure of an individual is how he treats a person who can do him no good.~Ann Landers

Three For Poets
kindred soul I held your beauty within my arms one brief moment I beheld your charms Two souls touched as none ever had all that is life, the good and the bad Was ours in a timeless space that we share your open heart showing things beyond compare A kindred soul on this sweet journey of life someone who knows that loneliness cuts like a knife leaving us breathless with anticipation that a reprieve in soon to be our emancipation Freedom from emptiness at the end we fulfill a gratuitous sensation of an infinite unending thrill To know something we share in our space two souls that feel and express in this place that only exist in the written word yet is far more touching than which is heard because it comes from the desire of the soul to find our missing half and become whole the sent of a match may stir the senses but these written words build fences that hold in the feelings that only we know there is nothing more beautiful t

Angel No More
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com When I was just eighteen, you seemed larger than life. A hero come from wars afar, a Soldier 'thought was strong. You taught me that my tears, were nothing but a waste; they angered you, and so you see, I stopped them in a haste. I want to be like you, I said; so brave, so very strong. At times you led, at times I ran, others I burst in song! You said I was an innocent, and Angel in disquise. I scoffed, I laughed, I knew it all; how young and how unwise. I did not know the scars you bore, however large or small, would test my strenght and test my love, oh Troop I gave my all. Today I wonder if I had, would I have loved you still... if I knew how you would grow would I have had a chill. You promised me the sun and moon, to love and care for me; yet it is I who's ended up, with broken wings marooned. From the anger and deception... of that love no recollection. An angel wanting solitude, an angel wi

Sorry
As i take this knife maybe my mind will go into space i just want to get out of this place i take the words that i want to say but cant the words that in my heart the words that r killin me onthe inside so i take the knife i carve in the words that hurt me finally im feelin them on the outside i now fell relieve like i talk and said a thousand words

Uploaded Some More Photos
I just got done uploading some photos of our little vacation, during the July 4th weekend 2006, to Centralia, PA. Here's a little info you should read on Centralia before you look at the photo's. The ruins of Centralia Pennsylvania no longer exists on some maps. The story began sometime in 1962 along the outskirts of town when trash was burned in the pit of an abandoned strip mine, which connected to a coal vein running near the surface. The burning trash caught the exposed vein of coal on fire. The fire was thought to be extinguished but it apparently wasn't when it erupted in the pit a few days later. Again the fire was doused with water for hours and thought to be out. But it wasn't. The coal then began to burn underground. That was in 1962. For the next two decades, workers battled the fire, flushing the mines with water and fly ash, excavated the burning material and dug trenches, backfilled, drilling again and again in an attempt to find the boundaries of the fire an

Spineshank-new Disease
Now I can take this every thing I know Realize that I'm nothing I wanted to be I can never change anything I've done Because its the only thing I have left Blame myself again for what I didn't do Never really knew it was coming from me It changed the way I felt the worst is YET to come Because I have gone too far now Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody Change my mind And it leads me to a new disease Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody Let it die But it still becomes a new disease Is this all worth what this has done to me Watered down my senses and turned them on me Fuck morality and every thing I know If I didn't hate this then I couldn't go Impersonate myself for what I used to be Denial is all that's left now Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody Change my mind And it leads me to a new disease Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody Let it die But it still becomes a new disease Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody Change my mind And it leads me to a new disea

Try
I may not be able to give you the sun, But I can sure try, anyway. I may not be able to give you the moon, But I can sure try, anyway. I may not be able to give you the stars that shine so brightly overhead, But I can sure try, anyway. I may not be able to be perfect, But I can sure try, anyway. I may not be what you want me to be, But I can sure try, anyway. We may not be able to get along, But I can sure try, anyway. I may not be able to do a lot of things, But I can sure try, anyway.

Coal Chamber-tyler's Song
Go son. If you get up but they slap you around. Then just remember that i will always be there. When I say to you daddy loves you understand. I'm out in the real world again I'm trying. Raise your guard again. They dont't give a damn. Don't compormise your ideals for anyone else. Respect your mom and always think of her first. When I say to you daddy loves you understand. I'm out in the real world again I'm trying. Raise your guard again. They dont't give a damn. Son, if the son don't shine. I'll try like hell to make light from the dark. Son if the sun don't shine. I'll try like hell to make light from the dark for you. Raise your guard again. They don't give a damn. Go son. -------------------- Coal Chamber - Tyler's SongMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Good Luck!! (funny)
When Astronaut Neil Armstrong first walked on the moon, he not only gave his famous one small step for man, one giant leap for mankind statement but followed it by several remarks, usual between him, the other astronauts and Mission Control. Just before he re-entered the lander, however, he made the enigmatic remark, "Good luck Mr. Gorsky". Many people at NASA thought it was a casual remark concerning some rival Soviet Cosmonaut. However, upon checking, there was no Gorsky in either the Russian or American space programs. Over the years many people questioned Armstrong as to what the Good luck Mr. Gorsky statement meant, but Armstrong always just smiled. Four years ago, while answering questions following a speech, a reporter brought up the 26 year old question to Armstrong. This time he finally responded. Mr. Gorsky had finally died and so Neil Armstrong felt he could answer the question. When he was a kid, he was playing baseball with a friend in the backyard. His friend

A 3 Fer ! Lol
Letting go of a tortured past and all the hurt Moving on leaving behind things and dirt Material things that I thought defined All that spoke of who I am refined The person that every one did see These things were not the real me Holding on for far too long pain grew And tainted all we ever knew Till nothing remained of feelings dear No desire to draw past love near No passion, no hatred, no trust All passed away and turned to dust Blowing away in the summer Breese Some how it set my mind at ease Free to move on and begin anew Now free to bid all that was adduce To see that a future can be so bright To know in myself I feel so right Knowing that gods will is for us to be free That have only this moment and let it be All that we could ever find the joy within Let’s not waste the now, time to begin By R. Thomas Dinsmore the process Life is the process we all are in Hard is the road to side step sin To know what is right and follow the heart For a

Evolution 1
ORIGINALLY POSTED: February 22, 2006 And I Looked, and Behold a Pale Horse: And His Name That Sat On Him Was Death, And Hell Followed With Him~ Revalations 6:8 Through my eyes... The eyes of the DeadMan is a portal... A portal into my life and the things that I live through... While reading my words... Understand... I care not for your pity... Grief... or Insults... You want to disagree to anything I have to say... Fine... but remember... If you wanna express your opinions... Expect mine in return... If you want to express your encouragements and understandings... They will be greeted with remarks of appreciation... I have but few people I care to please and that I truly care what they have to say... Those people either have my blood in their veins... Or are bound to me by another thats shares my blood... My Top 8 List does not mean I answer to them... But they are people that if they gave advice... I would listen more than others... I am a soldier... So I serve my country.

Evolution 4
Originally Posted July 25th, 2006 the following is a blog I was told I needed to read... Monday, July 24, 2006 Fill really pissed off tonight. Current mood: bitchy Category: Life yo lucky in love I know your little game how could you be so low you are kennies little spy you know what you and kenny and michelle and every one else need to grow up and stop playing games you rote me a message and was hateful you have alot of nerve you know what read the real story toots. you will never know what it was like married to kenny I wasn't perfect and neither was he I had stated alittle about my life whoop die doo. It's better then putting you have alot of nerve. for your information alex and meranda will always have a place in my heart and you are a bit,,,, you know the rest how dare you come on myspace and read my blogs for spying on me from kenny or whatever you were doing get over yourself i've been over kenny for a long time but I won't let any one let me make my sel

I Went To The Dermotologist Today.
ok so i got up this morning at like 9am, i had to go to the dermatologist.I have been having dry skin issues.Finally after a new doctor and my 3rd apt..i figured out what was wrong with my skin.Basically i have bad allergies.I then took my prescriptions to the rite aid waited a hour and half...then after they called my name i only got one prescription.I hate waiting that long and they can't tell you that they dont have the medicine.I had my dad take me..so he had to wait that long.So now I no whats wrong with my skin ..yeah.

Not That People Give A Shit
Not that people give a shit. But I was in Georgia, and while being raised there I utterly destroyed myself and people around me. SO then I ran to Vegas under the guise that I was trying to find myself. After Vegas was a bust I then moved to Rhode Island. Rhode Island is now a bust and thats where I realized that I am not trying to find myself...but instead trying to run away from the things that I have destroyed. I wan to rebuild and start my life over. But in order to do that I need to first apologize to Morbid (if ya read this girly) because I know on many levels I did take advantage of you. I will be heading back to Georgia on Jan. 2 and there I will be going back to school, and working on myself and helping my family. SOOO thanks for reading..and hope whoever is reading this has a ncie life ! ash.

What Will Your Soul Mate Be Like?
provider. you like that they provide the security and luxury while all you have to do is enjoy it. because spoiling you is what make them happy. they love to show you off and to make you happy. they work hard play hard and fall in love hard. they would walk to the end of the earth for you. tresure this love! Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

Red Cowgirl Boots
(THIS STORY USED TO BE ON MY PROFILE PAGE BUT I PUT SOMETHING ELSE ON THERE~ SO I REALLY LIKE THIS STORY SO I MOVED IT HERE) Christy peered into her closet trying to decide on which outfit to wear for her usual Saturday night outing. Being from Ft. Worth, Texas, her destination was sure to be one of the many cowboy bars that dotted the Metroplex landscape. She finally decided on a long countrystyle dress that was low cut on top, yet loose enough to allow her freedom of movement on the dance floor. She lay the garment on her bed and sat down in front of her vanity mirror to brush her long blonde hair. There was no mistaking it, Christy had a stunning body! Long slim legs, flat tummy, a full yet tight ass, large red nippled breasts, and a pretty if not beautiful face. As the brush pulled through her tresses, her boobs jiggled back and forth, causing her nipples to become erect. Christy had to admit she was a male magnet of the nth degree!!! Her pussy was already damp, and ha

Sexxy Webcam
wassup ladies wanna view my cam,just ask ill let u view it but u have to have yahoo messenger cuz i dont do msn sorry.id prefer girls who also have a cam cuz i think its more fun when the other person also has a cam.so if ur interested,please LET ME KNOW ASAP.

Pretty
Serrated, filleted, splayed, enraged Stir up the pulp and take shape Sin engulfed in skin Ash washing the wind Seeing through the binge Gorge on floating pilgrims Peasants bred dead Looking at what was said Seeing not the mistakes of the dead Lying down on a lie of a bed The sheets have lied The mattress pays the price The headboard rolls the dice And we all just fucking die Bang my head against some high end white kitchen tiles It takes a while before they shatter But when they do the combination of broken porcelain and blood splatter is Well quite pretty really

Mind On Overload
ok so today blowed but then tonight my mind starts going on overload on two things.perticularly i wouldnt write blogs on one of these but since thinking to myself without writting it doesnt make it stop perhaps writting it will. so here's the thing: i was watching this porn i downloaded (yeah i know bad girl..ok get over it) and it was a bdsm orgy kinda sences like of this girl who was wanting a job so her agent told her to apply for this director guy who ends up putting her in this red bustie and lets her get off one watching others but then rewards her by partisipating latter under her much idoled mistress. anyways i dont perticularly like such kinda porn but the whole aspect of watching to the point of boiling over and then letting go just kinda put me over the top and im like wow. i mean im not a watcher or anything for god sakes bc id rather be right there in the middle of things. but i think it was the whole aspect of being help back to the point of bust that got me. anyways so i

Deployment Anniversary
One year ago today it was a Sunday. I was being taken to the airport by my loving wife of 7 years. She would drop me off at the gate and I would leave without a hug or a kiss. Later on she told me that she felt bad for not doing that, but she was just in shock and did not know what to do. It was as if the moment was surreal to her. To me it was just another job. Another mobilization. Guam: 4 months. Bosnia and Serbia: 9 months. Another phone call, another mission. This time it was to be the Middle East: 18 months. My loving wife has since become my unloving ex-wife. One year of military living has taught me many things that no one teaches you in the civilian world. I think these are a few of the best things you can learn and experience in the armed forces: 1. You can trust officers 100%. 2. Everyone is your friend. And if they too wear a uniform, they are your brother or sister and will do anything for you, as you will for them. 3. Messing up on the job can get yo

The Unseen Battle
Two forces at war for ages Mankind a pawn in their constant struggles And angel and a devil on your shoulder Each trying to influence your actions How many wars fought because of hate and greed? How many lives could have been spared if only for forgiveness? History repeating itself over and over Those of us in the modern times with hindsight 20/20 Each new day brings a new battle to the war People have been predicting the end of the war for centuries But the end is still not in sight If you are a believer then good must win in the end Faith that our older brother will right the wrongs of the past And carry the victory on that glorious day when the serpent will be cast away.

Can You Remember?
WHEN i RUN AWAY FROM YOU - FOLLOW ME WHEN i POUT MY LiPS - KiSS ME WHEN i KiCK - HUG ME TiGHT WHEN i CALL YOU CRAZY - iM CRAZY ABOUT YOU WHEN i AM SiLENT - iM THiNKiNG OF HOW TO SAY i LOVE YOU WHEN i iGNORE YOU - i WANT ALL YOUR ATTENTiON WHEN i PULL AWAY - GRAB ME BY THE WAiST & TELL ME YOU`LL NEVER LET ME GO WHEN YOU SEE ME AT MY WORST - TELL ME iM BEAUTiFUL WHEN i SCREAM AT YOU - TELL ME YOU LOVE ME WHEN YOU SEE ME WALKiNG - SNEAK UP BEHiND ME, AND KISS ME iF i DON`T CALL YOU - iM WAiTiNG BY THE PHONE FOR YOUR CALL WHEN iM SCARED - HOLD ME BY THE WAiST WHEN i LOOK LiKE SOMETHiNG`S THE MATTER - KiSS ME & TELL ME EVERYTHiNG WiLL BE ALRiGHT just remember this stuff for me plez

Awful Breakfast
Awful Breakfast One morning in a posh hotel breakfast room, a guest called over the head waiter. "Good morning, sir! I'd like to order two boiled eggs, one of them so undercooked that it's runny, and the other so overcooked that it's tough. "I also want some rubbery bacon, burnt toast, and butter that's so cold it's impossible to spread. "Finally, I'll have a pot of extra-weak coffee, served at room temperature." The bewildered waiter almost stuttered. "Sir! We cannot serve such an awful breakfast to you here!" "Why not?" the guest replied. "That's what I got here yesterday

Great News!!!!
My hubby and I got our own place!!!! Soooo, if anyone's wanting to drop by, maybe chill with whatever you might bring or ask us to get, LET ME KNOW!! Lol. Seriously, though, peoples, let me know, cause I ain't havin people randomly pop up at my house...

Evenin Yall
Okay I am back up an running however I have had a very shitty day so word to the wise watch what you say to me tonight I am liable to bite your head off an jump in your shit (LOL) I am however in the process of doing updates and downloading my yahoo as for the group changes I am going to hold off on those tonight as I was in a car wreck today now before you go freakin out Im alright just pulled some muscles in my neck yes I had all 3 kids with me bad thing is I wasnt even moving when the dumb bitch hit my car in the ass end lol she was chatting on her little cell phone an when i walked back to her car she was still chatting until I asked her what the hell was she doing but dont freak Im okay an so are the kids Im just moving a bit slower and trying to get shit downloaded on this new pc but feel free to those of you who have me on yahoo message me on msn at k_stotler@hotmail.com as that is the only messenger I have atm and am using so as soon as I got yahoo back Ill give yall a hollar.

Happy New Year
Another fresh New Year is here Another year, my life to live, To banish worry, doubt, and fear, To love and laugh and give. This bright new year is given me, To live each day with zest. To daily grow and try to be My highest and my best. I have the opportunity Once more to right some wrongs. To pray for peace, to plant a tree, To sing more joyful songs. Another year to laugh and love, To try again; a brand new start. Another chance to do things right To share the love within my heart. Now that the Holidays are through, Did you do what you wanted to do? Were you with family? Were you with friends? Did it seem that the Holidays would never end? Remember this - let it live in your heart... The New Year is just beginning to start. Keep Family and Friends in your thoughts every day And the spirit of the New Year will not go away.

Hot Dayummmmmm
WE WILL RETURN THE LUV !!!! COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED ! CLICK ON PICTURES BELOW AND GET YOUR COMMENT ON :) THANK YOU SO MUCH IT'S APPRECIATED HOTTEST CHERRY 2006..ENDS JAN.2 THE SEXY JUGGALO THRILL HAMMER ..BEST MORPH..ENDS JANUARY 3,2007 BEN DOVER..SEXIEST MALE ON CT..ENDS DECEMBER 31,2006

Need Suggestions On My Website.
I am looking for new photoshoot ideas and video idea to use in the members area of my site. Check out the photo's that i have on there and then let me know what you think. I could really use the input on this. Hope to see all of you in the members area at least once. Then we could also have some fun on the webcams. Heres the link. http://www.freakmommas3.com/ciara/main.htm Licks and Slurps Ciara Rose

Police
A Friend of mine has told me that the police are starting to view people on cherrytap...and if you are posting certain things..they..may stop by and try to talk to you...so be careful who you talk to anymore...they are around. just letting all my friends and fam know that... So if you get any odd emails...or something be careful Please repost for all your friends

2007
hello all of u chrries it is the new year i hope all the luck for all of u my friends my familly my fans i send all the love for all of u i love all u very much and merry christmas again with my best wishes mohmaed trible_xxx

Hiding Inside
I'm hiding so much inside Its starting to take its toll More and more Everyday My Emotions Are getting harder to control I hide back the tears Just so no one will know The real me deep down That I'm so scared to show And in the end Few will understand This pain in my mind My reason for dieing My feelings all fucked Keeping me behind I wish I had a shoulder to cry upon Someone who slightly knows So in this cruel world I no longer felt alone © Sorrow Dec. 31st 2006

Corvette...i Love This One, Thanks Army Cowboy :)
Brand new Corvette A senior citizen in Florida bought a brand new Corvette convertible. He took off down the road, flooring it to 80 mph and enjoying the wind blowing through what little hair he had left on his head. "This is great," he thought as he roared up I-75. He pushed the pedal to the metal even more. Then he looked in his rear view mirror and saw a highway patrol trooper behind him, blue lights flashing and siren blaring. "I can get away from him with no problem" thought the man and he tromped it some more and flew down the road at over 100 mph. Then 110, 120 mph. Then he thought, "What am I doing? I'm too old for this kind of thing." He pulled over to the side of the road and waited for the trooper to catch up with him. The trooper pulled in behind the Corvette and walked up to the man. "Sir," he said, looking at his watch. "My shift ends in 10 minutes and today is Friday. If you can give me a reason why you were speeding that I've never heard before, I'll let you go."

Sometimes ~ Britney Spears
You tell me you're in love with me Like you can't take your pretty eyes away from me It's not that I don't want to stay But every time you come too close I move away I wanna believe in everything that you say 'Cause it sounds so good But if you really want me, move slow There's things about me you just have to know Sometimes I run Sometimes I hide Sometimes I'm scared of you But all I really want is to hold you tight Treat you right Be with you day and night Baby all I need is time I don't wanna be so shy Every time that I'm alone I wonder why Hope that you will wait for me You'll see that you're the only one for me I wanna believe in everything that you say 'Cause it sounds so good But if you really want me, move slow There's things about me you just have to know Sometimes I run Sometimes I hide Sometimes I'm scared of you But all I really want is to hold you tight Treat you righ Be with you day and night Ba

Unpretty ~ Tlc
T-Boz: I wish I could tie you up in my shoes Make you feel unpretty too I was told I was beautiful But what does that mean to you Look into the mirror who's inside there The one with the long hair Same old me again today (yeah) Chilli: My outsides look cool My insides are blue Everytime I think I'm through It's because of you I've tried different ways But it's all the same At the end of the day I have myself to blame I'm just trippin' Chorus: T-Boz & Chilli: You can buy your hair if it won't grow You can fix your nose if he says so You can buy all the make-up that Mac can make But if you can't look inside you Find out who am I to Be in the position to make me feel so damn unpretty T-Boz & Chilli: Never insecure until I met you Now I'm in stupid I used to be so cute to me Just a little bit skinny Why do I look to all these things To keep you happy Maybe get rid of you And then I'll get back to me (hey) Chilli: My outsides look cool My insi

Just Another Day In My Life
Woke up one day and decided I could not stand the pain anymore and went to see if I had severe PMS or worse. Doc was nice and said it was not bad and he would make me feel much better after a small surgery called laperscopy. Well yes sir he was right! Until I saw a tv talk show with a well known actress talking about what I had, only now I learned there was no past tense, I would never be rid of it. No it doesn't kill you, just makes you wish it would. I did come to terms with it quickly when i put it into perspective as to how my life was going. If I had made different choices about a mistake I made I might have never had a family at all. Now I know it was not a mistake, it was meant to be, no matter how crazy and messed up it seemed to get I knew it was the right path that I had chosen. It wasn't the path I wanted, but someone did in order for things to fall into place the way they did. You know what, life still has been as crazy for 30 yrs. I am now disabled with Fibromyalgia, an

What Movie Romance Are You...
You scored as The Count of Monte Cristo. "God is everywhere, even in a kiss"The Count of Monte Cristo100%Unfaithful92%The Breakup58%The Notebook58%Mr and Mrs Smith58%Tristan and Isolde58%Gone with the Wind50%Star Wars: Anakin and Padme50%Casablanca33%The Graduate17%Lord of the Rings8%

Build A Strong Relationship
You ever notice that a lot of mistakes in life come from assuming things that aren't really true? Well, I think that's just as true in relationships as anything else. And if you're interested in a few good pointers I have some ideas that may help you learn how to build a strong relationship with your partner. Over the years it's easy to get comfortable with one another and before you know it, if you're not careful, you're assuming a lot of things that lead to a stale relationship. So I've come up with five tips that I think may help you combat relationship stagnation so that you can start romancing one another again. Based on certain thoughts, I'll point out why I think it's best to ask and not assume, because you may have discovered a lot about each other, but there's no reason you can't continue to rediscover one another as time goes on and fall in love with one another all over again as you continue on in your relationship. So, let's begin, shall we? "What's On Your Mi

[ For Bad Naughty Boys Only ]getting Her In The Mood !
Many of you should find this article helpful, especially if your sex life has recently dropped off a bit from where it used to be. It always happens. Hot steamy sex three times a day during the honeymoon phase eventually drops down to maybe a couple times per week. The reason is simple. During the honeymoon phase, women are always in the mood. Nothing about you is routine, nothing about you is boring, and all they want to do is be with you. They are ALWAYS in the mood. Once the honeymoon phase starts to end and real life comes into the picture, you will start to get boring to them. Even sex will start to get boring, and she won’t always be in the mood like she was in the honeymoon phase. This means you will need to get her in the mood. I will tell you the basic makeup of a woman, some effective ways to get them in the mood, as well as some of the differences between women and men. This will help you understand a little better why she is how she is and why you are how you ar

What Body Part Are You Attracted Most To?
You scored as Boobs. You are attracted to: boobs. You're a boob guy/gurl!Boobs67%Face58%Penis50%Butt50%Abs/Stomach42%What Body Part Are You Attracted To?(pics) ver. 2.0created with QuizFarm.com

Facts You Must Know About
Sex in a boat = Oargasms Sex with a nerd = Dorkgasms Sex at the entrance to your house = Doorgasms Sex on the carpet or linoleum = Floorgasms Sex at the supermarket = Storegasms Sex with wild pigs = Boargasms Sex at a Stephen King movie = Horrorgasms Sex with a prostitue = Whoregasms Sex with a storyteller = Loregasms Sex with an accountant = Boregasms Sex while sleeping = Snoregasms Sex with Arthur = Dudley Mooregasms Sex with cartoon donkeys = Eeyoregasms Sex while broke = Poorgasms Sex with a lion = Roargasms Sex for hours and hours on end = Soregasms Sex on a golf course = Foregasms Sex with a nymphomaniac = Ready for Moregasms Sex in a gold mine = Oregasms Sex with a dermatologist = Poregasms Sex with the vice president = Al Goregasms Sex with chocolate marshmallows = S'moregasms Sex with a bullfighter = Toreadorgasms Sex with a masked man carrying a sword = Zorogasms Sex on the beach = Shoregasms Sex when you get an award = Honoga

What Kind Of Angel Are You
You scored as You are an Angel of Pain. You are the Angel of Sadness. You have been hurt many times in your lifetime, if you could call it that. You are in an almost constant state of depression because of the hurt. You fell in love and they were either taken from you or chose another instead!You are an Angel of Pain100%Angel of Light81%You are half Fallen/ half Light Angel!75%You are an Angel of Beauty56%You are an innocent Angel38%What kind of Angel are you??(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com

Coming Home
For those of you that are in Milwaukee, WI, you know that i am coming home as of January 10th or 11th. I will be expecting a party from all my peeps, so if you want to come just let me know. And I'll let you know what the deal is. Aiight all Im out. Don't forget to stop by and rate my pictures and give me all those juicy comments that you all want to give this big sexy fucker..... Aiight all, later... Gym

We Can Help You Quit Your Nasty Bush Addiction ......
We Can Help You Quit Your Nasty Bush Addiction ...... TWITS for BUSH - Check Out This New Group Are you one of those poor souls who still supports Bush ? Well, boy do we have a group for you ! We Can Help You Quit Your Bush Addiction. CLICK HERE To Check Out " TWITS for BUSH " http://groups.yahoo.com/group/TwitsForBush/

Exhausted
Just sucks having to fucking get up at 5 am to go to work on new years....its been like 7 years since i last did anything ever on new years eve. I barely even have time to think for myself anymore just annoying. I work 50 hours a week in 4 days and i just need a break.

Part 20
He rocks back a little than thrust forward slowly. I feel tip of his head flush against her garden. She grasps my arm with one hand as the fantasy of being fucked by Jared is at hand. The gates start to separate as his head start its journey. Her hand tightens. Both of their eyes widen as his shaft jaunts through her path. He pushes all the way up in her. Their body shares the same space. I pull my hand out and tell them to stop where they're at. Lisa comes over and asks Jared, "Does it feel good?" Shannon looks up for the answer, "nice and warm." Lisa looks down at Shannon, "How does it feel?" "Hard and good." "No, being fucked in front of everyone. Everyone watched on the monitor as your pussy flinched. Everyone was right here." She reached down where my hand once was. Lisa looks at Jared, "you like that?" He nodes. "Pull out," he does. "Thomas brings the micro camera over." Lisa takes the little flexible camera and puts right to Shannon's lips. "Loo

Tears
I hold back the tears as u say friends and tell my self its just another heart brake its juss another guy hes not worth it and you'll be okay in time.Then I slowly feel the cold tear drops roll down my face and tell myself your okay hes not worth the pain.But as hard as I try not to think about it it seems like its all I think about and cry and say was it me what did I do...As I lay down all I can picture is your face and your voice in my mind and cry some more...and think why does a heart brake have to hurt so bad. Shattered aka Fallen Angel

Single....
Once again.... I'm single... The fucker cheated on me.... I hate being single with a passion..... I've been single for bout a week.... Why cant I find a respectfull,nice guy, that nows how to treat me??? Guess I never will..... It will always just be a dream.....

Contest
Can you believe it i am in another contest. Believe it or not i was asked to join the contest, that has only happened one other time. the contest i am in is called "sexiest guy with long hair contest". Just thought you all should know. Because starting friday ,i believe, i will be pimping myself out for the contest. So i figured i would get the word out now and warn you all. The contest is a comment bombing contest, again i believe.

As You Slide Down The Banister Of Life, Remember.........
As You Slide Down The Banister Of Life, Remember......... 1. Jim Baker and Jimmy Swaggert have written an impressive new book. It's called "Ministers Do More Than Lay People." 2. Transvestite: A guy who likes to eat, drink and be Mary. 3. The difference between the Pope and your boss...the Pope only expects you to kiss his ring. 4. My mind works like lightning. One brilliant flash and it is gone. 5. The only time the world beats a path to your door is if you're in the bathroom. 6. I hate sex in the movies. Tried it once. The seat folded up, the drink spilled and that ice, well, it really chilled the mood. 7. It used to be only death and taxes were inevitable. Now, of course, there's shipping and handling, too. 8. A husband is someone who, after taking the trash out, gives the impression that he just cleaned the whole house. 9. My next house will have no kitchen - just vending machines and a large trash can. 10. A blonde said, "I was worried that my mecha

To Much Rain!
It's been raining since 2AM and hasn't stopped and the wind don't help it any. My yards flooded oh great its like you can go water sking in my front yard LOL its big enough I mean I like the rain but damn needs to lighten up a lil!

When We Were All Kids
Sports towns holding funerals instead of celebrating their sports teams and having heated converstions on how to improve for next year. Americans basically killing fellow Americans, wow how quickly we've all forgotten 9-11 or so it seems. I remember as a kid the biggest deal was who got the swing first at recess, who I could trade something from my tray with at lunch. Worrying about a book report that had to be 2 pages long. Wondering if the girl in algebra class that sat next to me knew that I existed. Simpler times, I really miss them. Now it's all about corporate conspiracy to prop up share values (thank you Enron, Martha Stewart and Delphia), or getting ahead in the rat race (thank you Donald Trump and your Appprentice series). Looking at society now I really wonder if any of us remember 9-11 and how deep to the core it struck. Here we are 5 years removed from it and were all back to business as usual, screwing each other over and killing each other over "stuff".

Life Aint Always Beautiful
i just love that song so much... i lssten to it all the time... just makes me think... *Life aint always beautiful Sometimes it's just plain hard Life can knock you down, it can break your heart Life aint always beautiful You think you're on your way And it's just a dead end road at the end of the day But the struggles make you stronger And the changes make you wise And happiness has its own way of takin it's sweet time CHORUS No, life aint always beautiful Tears will fall sometimes Life aint always beautiful But it's a beautiful ride Life aint always beautiful Some days I miss your smile I get tired of walkin all these lonely miles And I wish for just one minute I could see your pretty face Guess I can dream, but life don’t work that way But the struggles make me stronger And the changes make me wise And happiness has its own way of takin it's sweet time No, life aint always beautiful But i know i'll be fine Hey, life aint always beautiful

I Got Good News
Well today I made a phone call back east and talked to the ATL of my company back there and was asking him about transfering back home with a possition in one of the store close to where I use to live. Well he told me he was not needing anyone at the moment but that there were going to b 3 more stores opening up this year and one is real close to where I use to live. So we talked for a while and either when one of his stores open up for a teck possition with Verizon Wireless he is going to give me a call. Or when the store opens up in Wheeling West Virginia he said he would let m know and I could open that store. I am really looking forward to this cause I miss being back home with all my family and my freinds. I can't wait and wish he would call me back and say he does of a possition open and ask how long it would take me to move out there. Heck I would start packing and leave right away/ Course this time I will take my time driving out there and sleep a little. Last tiem I drove it i

What Is Your Stoner Nick Name
Whats Your Stoner Nickname? (PICS) Mother EarthYou are very in touch with nature and your elements. You enjoy smoking because its natural and helps you understand more about life and why we live. You probley dont shower much and have dreds. Over all you are a pretty chill person to smoke with.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

My Photo Galleries
Most of you who bother to visit my photo galleries know that I post a lot of my guitar pick photos. Guitar picks is a hobby of mine and I have quite a few (as those who bother to look can see). I have over 7500 guitar picks in my collection from more bands / artists than most of you have ever heard of. I am always willing to post whatever someone wants to see as far as my collection goes. So, if there is a favorite band of yours that you wish to see their guitar picks, just let me know and I'll be more than happy to post them for you. I'll even include credits to you for requesting them.

How Old We're You The First Time You...
1. Fell in love - 2. Lost someone close to you - 3. got drunk - 4. smoked weed - 5. Got kissed - 6. Went to the hospital for surgery - 7. Got your heart broken - 8. Lost a pet - 9. Got arrested - 10. Smoked a Cigarette - 11. Broken a bone- 12. Got a job - 13. Got cheated on - 15. Went to a concert - 16. Got your own cell phone - 17. Had 1st boy/girl friend - 18. Got a myspace account - 19. Snuck out of the house - 20. Pierced other than your ears - 21. Had sex - 22. Got in a fight - 23. Snuck someone in your house - Okay now repost this with the title : "how old were u when u first?"

.:¢¾ 17 Signs You Love Someone¢¾:.
.:¢¾ 17 Signs You Love Someone¢¾:. SEVENTEEN: You look at their profile/picture constantly. SIXTEEN: When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago. FIFTEEN: You read their texts or IMs over and over again. FOURTEEN: You walk really slow when you're with them. THIRTEEN: You feel shy whenever you're/they're around. ELEVEN: When you think about them, your heart beats fast and slower at the same time. TEN: You smile when you hear their voice or hear about them. NINE: When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, all you see is him/her. EIGHT: You start listening to slow songs, while thinking of them. SEVEN: They're all you think about. SIX: You love their hugs more than anything. FIVE: You realize that you're always smiling to yourself when you think about him/her. FOUR: You would do anything for them, or anything to see them. THREE: Whi

Medical Distinction
We've all heard about guys having guts or balls. But do you really know the difference between them? In an effort to keep you informed, the definition for each is listed below... GUTS - Is arriving home late after a night out with the guys, being met by your wife with a broom, and having the guts to ask: "Are you still cleaning, or are you flying somewhere?" BALLS - Is coming home late after a night out with the guys, smelling of perfume and beer, lipstick on your collar, slapping your wife on the butt and having the balls to say: "You're next." I hope this clears up any confusion on the definitions. Medically speaking, there is no difference in the outcome, since both ultimately result in death.

And Here We Are The Cowgirls & Cowboys Of Cherry Tap (i Love My Gang)
THE COWGIRL IN PINK~HEAD OF THE COWGIRLS &COWBOYS OF CT@ CherryTAP Shattered Spirit - Second in charge of the Cowgirls and Cowboys of CT@ CherryTAP Redneck Rin ~Secretary for the Cowgirls and Cowboys of CT~and ~Member of K.O.T~@ CherryTAP BIGCHESTY~Bouncer for Cowgirls and Cowboys of CT~and~Member of K.O.T~@ CherryTAP onecrazymomma ~HeadBouncer~ SavageHeart~ Cowgirls/Cowboys~ OldtimersSociety~ ProudMember@ CherryTAP Cowboy~Bouncer of the cowgirls and cowboys of CT~@ CherryTAP l/h country boy (member O.T.S. AND C. AND C. OF CT)@ CherryTAP FeederRat( COWGIRLS&COWBOYS )@ CherryTAP The Jersey Cowboy - Bouncer Of The Cowgirls And Cowboys Of CT@ CherryTAP Bocephus~Cowgirls and Cowboys of CT ~ Husband of Southern Sweetness CT@ CherryTAP

Think
Think about them one at a time BEFORE going on to the next one... IT DOES MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD, especially the thought at the end. 1. Falling in love. 2. Laughing so hard your face hurts. 3. A hot shower. 4. No lines at the supermarket 5. A special glance. 6. Getting mail 7. Taking a drive on a pretty road. 8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. 9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. 10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer. 11. Chocolate milkshake. (or vanilla or strawberry!) 12. A bubble bath. 13. Giggling. 14. A good conversation. 15. The beach 16. Finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat from last winter. 17. Laughing at yourself. 19. Midnight phone calls that last for hours. 20. Running through sprinklers. 21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. 22. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful. 23. Laughing at an inside joke. 24. Friends. 25. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you. 26. Waking up