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18 And Life - Skid Row
Ricky was a young boy, He had a heart of stone. Lived 9 to 5 and worked his fingers to the bone. Just barely got out of school, came from the edge of town. Fought like a switchblade so no one could take him down. He had no money, oooh no good at home. He walked the streets a soldier and he fought the world alone And now it's 18 and life You got it 18 and life you know Your crime is time and it's 18 and life to go Tequila in his heartbeat, His veins burned gasoline. It kept his motor running but it never kept him clean. They say he loved adventure, "Ricky's the wild one." He married trouble and had a courtship with a gun. Bang Bang Shoot 'em up, The party never ends. You can't think of dying when the bottle's your best friend And now it's [chorus] "Accidents will happen" they all heard Ricky say He fired his six-shot to the wind - that child blew a child away. [chorus]

Betrayed
betrayed i have been betrayed by soooo many friends that i dont think i know how to be a friend to any one i dont know how to love anymore idk how to be a good friend without fearing i will be betrayed i dont want isolate myself again i dont want to be left in the dark i just want to chance to learn what a true a friend is like

Tomb Of The Unknowns
On Jeopardy one night, the final question was How many steps does the guard take during his walk across the tomb of the Unknowns ---- All three missed it --- This is really an awesome sight to watch if you've never had the chance Very fascinating. Tomb of the Unknown Soldier 1 How many steps does the guard take during his walk across the tomb of the Unknowns and why? 21 steps. It alludes to the twenty-one gun salute, which is the highest honor given any military or foreign dignitary. 2. How long does he hesitate after his about face to begin his return walk and why? 21 seconds for the same reason as answer number 1 3. Why are his gloves wet? His gloves are moistened to prevent his losing his grip on the rifle. 4. Does he carry his rifle on the same shoulder all the time and if not, why not? He carries the rifle on the shoulder away from the tomb. After his march across the path, he executes an about face and moves th

Useless Info You Didn't Want To Know
I have been getting a great deal of stupidity on here lately from people who just show up out of nowhere and expect me to be something that I am not and chances are will never be. So, here I go once again I will try to give you all a glimpse into who I am and what I am really like, trust me those who actually know me well can attest to the fact that this is who I really am all the time I do not put on some show online for people. So, here are some more useless facts about me, please try to follow along and not ask these things anymore. ~ My name is Jessica, people call me Jessie and Jess for the most part but honestly I don’t care one way or another what you call me ~ I am almost 30 years old, August 17th I will be 30 though I feel about 75 on most days ~ I really am a nice person in general it just takes some effort to get to know me well enough to find that part of me ~ When I get angry I get very angry and at times violent though I try to keep that at a minimum now-a-d

The Truth About Me!
The truth about me is simple. I am lonely and am scared to be alone. I am pushy sometimes. I am an asshole alot of the times when i don't get my way! I fall in love too easy (read above for the reason) I make fun of and pick on people I care for! -------------------------------------------------- Now if that didn't scare you away then heres more. -------------------------------------------------- I love with all my heart. I hold little back when it comes to my feelings. If i tell you something then take it for what it is and nothing more because thats exactly what I meant to say. I know I want to move faster then most people can handle, but I guess I push when i don't feel back what i send out. I am very caring and treat my friends ( there are only a few ) just like family. That means if you fuck with my family then you fuck with me. I don't get truly MAD very often at all, I do get upset but it passes real easy. -------------------------------------------------- I do no

Understand
I want you here To hold me close Chase away my fears If you knew I loved you If only you knew You might understand What I feel But you don’t know And I am scared to say the truth Because I know you don’t feel The same about me.

The Germs...live At The Whiskey
I'm guessing of all the people who read my blogs regularly, if 4 people know who the Germs are, I'll be amazed. The Germs were Darby Crash/Bobby Pynz, Pat Smear, Lorna Doom, and various others thru their two years. They were one of the first punk bands on the West Coast scene, forging the sound. Live at the Whiskey musically wise is not a good cd. In fact, musically...its bad. but the live energy that was caught, the imagery that you get...t me makes it great. Ther Germs played The Whiskey once. Introduced by Belinda Carlisle, of the Go Go fame, and once a drummer from them, it turns chaotic soon after. The first thing you hear is someone yelling for Pat Smear to put on underwear, because the back of his pants are ripped out. After that, musical mayhem. The sound is great for back then. Pat Smear later went on to play for Nirvana, Foo Fighters, and Courtney Love. You can tell hes early into his guitar playing. Darby Crash, who in two years would be dead from

Frolicking About
Last night started out bad because I heard some news from casual conversation, when I should have heard it directly. It really upset and hurt me. I got over it for the most part but it does not change that I'm still fucked. Maybe I can find one of my own in a really cheap place. Who knows but I guess whats done is done and I still have a friendship.

Spelling Isnt As Important As I Thought Lol
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A Note To Downraters
Most of us online are very secure with who we are. We lead a balance life for the most part. there are those of you who are either afraid, mean, or just so insecure with your selves you have to downrate others. You never know what is on the mind of the person on the other end of that rate, or humiliating comment. I find that most people feel the need to downrate to compensate for soemthing they are lacking. It gives them a sense of power or control. Well I hope you realize that soemtimes that power or control that you are seeking have devastating affects on some people. I know of 3 cases of suicide where the words typed, spoken, sent be email or the rating issued has pushed a person(s) over the edge. To some the internet is all they have. So the next time before you type those humiliating words, click the low rating number think about this can I handle being the one who played the final role is the suicide of another? I have a friend I met here on the net that will be buried next w

Bluebird Happiness
Bluebird, bluebird, I hear your song way up on top of the hill. Why did you fly in such a haste away from my windowsill? "I flew ahead of the storm," he said with a peck and a hop and a trill. "But the storm didn't come, you silly bird, and I'll wager it never will." "But the sky was black," came his muffled chirp, "And the sun didn't show his face and I couldn't sing without HIS smile so I flew to another place." "Bluebird, bluebird, you baffle me. You're not living up to your form. Happiness comes wherever you are, IF YOU'RE NOT AFRAID OF THE STORM." 'WORDS OF WISDOM'

What Is Hump Day?
What Is Hump Day? 1. hump day The middle of a work week (Wednesday); used in the context of climbing a proverbial hill to get through a tough week. After hump day, the weekend gets closer. 2. hump day Wednesday, the middle of the week, implying that you have to get "over the hump" before you can anticipate the weekend. The term was not originally intended to carry a second, more risqué meaning. Damn, I wish every day could be hump day! 3. hump day Wednesday cause it's downhill after Wednesday; it's the hump you have to get over. 4. hump day The middle of the work week, Wednesday, or the beginning of the weekend, depending on your level of addiction to alcohol. The day of the almighty hump day soiree Man, Delta Chi had a kick ass hump day soiree last week! 5. hump day Wednesday, or the hump of the week The absolute BEST day of the week, the day of maximum hope that maybe, you might make it out of this week alive. A particularly good hump day

Friendships!!
Hot Myspace Comments Freindship, I will give thee I need to show Just a little space Thats in my heart For a special friendship I always have a space there For a friend to rent For the length they choose To keep in their thoughts To listen to them Keep them warm, dear, and near Once, they decide to keep us It'll be there home forever Never moved from there space May not keep in touch But, when I look into my heart I see there space,I see there face I remember the happiness That special friend gave me This special friend will be home soon. Bratty

Silly Answers
1. Where do u live? the stl 2.Whats your Fav color? flouressant clear .Whats your Fav Food? pu$$y 4.Whats your Fav Movie? batman(all of them) 5.What do u do for a living? take silly surveys 6.What are you wearing? nuttin 7.Who is the last person that called you? 7of12 9.Do u like to swim? its ok 10.Pepsi or Coke? FAGO 11.Do u have a g/f or b/f ? no 12.Ever been arrested? no connent 13.What are you listening to right ? icp the wraith 14.Do you like animals? yes 15.What kinda car do u drive? dodge stratus 16.When is the last time you got drunk? cant remember 17.When is the last time u where pissed off and why? last night,money 18. Do u pick ur nose? yes,doesn't everyone? 19.what color are ur eyes? hazel 20. Are u going to repost this so i can reply? yes reply if you want Now respond to this and repost it!!! Lets see what we really know about each other?!!!!!!

Alright. . .
Normally I don't do this shit. . . but it seems simple. I'm in a VIC give away, and I need 15,000 comments to get a VIC for a month. Will you please please PLEASE help me?!?!? There's no time limit!! (PS: If you help me, I will reward you!! The one that helps the most gets something special from me!!!!) I WILL BE WATCHING!

The Most Imprtant Title
I thought about this for a long time, I don't really care if I am called a wife again or if I am called a college graduate. I have the most important title that I will ever be called MOM. Of all the things I have done wrong in my life, this is the one thing that I have done right. He is the first person I see in the morning and the last person I see before I go to bed. He is my life.

I Never Knew This
Sent to me by a friend... One detail that is never mentioned is that in D.C. there can never be a building of greater height than the Washington Monument With all the uproar about removing the ten commandments, etc, this is worth a moment or two of your time. I was not aware of this amazing historical information. On the aluminum cap, atop the Washington Monument in Washington , D.C. , are displayed two words: Laus Deo. No one can see these words. In fact, most visitors to the monument are totally unaware they are even there and for that matter, probably couldn't care less. Once you know Laus Deo's history, you will want to share this with everyone you know. These words have been there for many years; they are 555 feet, 5.125 inches high, perched atop the monument, facing skyward to the Father of our nation, overlooking the 69 square miles which comprise the District of Columbia , capital of the United States of America Laus Deo! Two seemingly insig

Fathers Day
Just wanted to take a minute to show appreciation to ALL fathers. Ny dad is no longer with me and I miss him dearly. Fathers do not get much credit thoes days so here is to you guys, you are special. Much Love. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m

Christinaology
MOUTHOLOGY Q. What is your salad dressing of choice? A. ranch Q. What is your favorite fast food restaurant? A. Burger King (love those cheesy tots..lol) Q. What is your favorite sit-down restaurant? A. Olive Garden Q. On average, what size tip do you leave at a restaurant? A. depends on the service Q. What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick off of? A. See answer number 2 Q. What are your pizza toppings of choice? A.bacon Q. What do you like to put on your toast? A. Peanut butter Q. What is your favorite type of gum? A. Orbit TECHNOLOGY Q. Number of contacts in your cell phone? A. 55 Q. Number of contacts in your email address book? A. 75 Q. What is your wallpaper on your computer? A. Quincy Park at sunset Q. How many televisions are in your house? A. 3 BIOLOGY Q. Are you right-handed or left-handed? A. left Q. What’s your best feature? A. my smile Q. Have you ever had anything removed from your b

Lesson Learned
So...A lot of others know when they are getting there vic heh? I'd like to know who that is..please leave a comment on this blog LoL! _____________________________________________________ Subject: I thought you were going... On 6/18/2007, holliehottie@cherrytap.com wrote: to make good on those vics? No one has received one yet. Or were u just hoping this would all blow over & ppl would forget about them? Ya know, ppl would've understood if you had written us & told us you were having personal issues. It was the way you went about it that made a lot of ppl upset. I honestly could care less but I trusted you at your word. I admit that was my mistake. Won't happen again. If you got in over your head that's fine. You could've paid them out once a week until u got them done. I've spoken to them all & they would've all been fine with that. I don't know very many single mothers that could afford to send out 50 vics. I think you just got in over you head & created this drama to ge

Car Frustrations!
Hi all I hope your week has been a good one. Mine hasn't been that great, this past weekend the only really reliable car broke down, so hubby fixed it and started it up after charging the battery, went to start it yesterday and it was DEAD again!!!!! GRRRRRRR I was sooooo frustrated and mad I just couldn't believe that it died. So we are gonna have to get a battery for it. I am trying to get some blogs approved so that I can write more blogs. Right now we need all the extra money we can get. I just hope that things will get a little better with the car situation. Darryl was just as mad as I was yesterday! He is coming home tonight, don't know what time or anything but at some point he will be home, then he will get paychecks tomorrow morning. I hope they are good ones! In July my older sister is having a ceremony~ She is going to be an ordained minister or something along those lines, so we are going to try and drive up there. We don't have a car that will make it there, but my sister

Why ??
Why does so many peoples are posting music players as comments ??... I usualy browse 3 to 4 pages at the same time... Have you ever listen to 3-4 songs at the same time ?? That's great (sarcasm here) what do you think ??

A Promise From My Father
As i walk along this narrow path I see troubles surrounding me. I look into the heavens and cry out to the lord, "Help me father for I am weak," My sinful nature is at constant battle with me seeking to devour and destroy my soul," As I close my eyes I hhear a voice, "fear not my son for I am with thee, but I have made for you a help mate, The one whom I have choosen before the beggining of time to share your heart, your soul, and your life." The time is near, and two wsouls will met to become one. two hearts beating in perfect unison two minds working together to find the true meaning of love." You road will be hard but you will find solice in the arms of your soul mate." As i hear these words my heart begins to feel heavy and a single tear runs down my cheek for though I have not yet known you, my heart aches to be with you, my arms become lonely at the memory of a touch which has not yet been, my soul yerns to be complete. I close my eyes and imagine your face, your smile, you

Rest In Peace
I am setting and thinking, Is the past 2 weeks really real? It still feels like a bad dream. Life is moving forward but With out my brother and nephew. I keep waiting for my brother to call me like he usualy does or my nephew to call. It feels like they are just at work. My brother was always gone out of town to work and would take his son with him. My brother survived working in the oil fields of Kuwait and Saudi while wars raged on just a few mile away. Just to come home and lose his and his sons lives to a Drunk Driver. I keep looking to the door thinking they will walk in. They never will again. I know it will take a very long time to get over the loss of my 2 heros but it is just so hard. Life will never be the same for me and my family. God bless them. They are with my mom now. All 3 of them were named Charley (Charlie) My Brother and his son were both born on January 1st Shared the same name and died on the same day June 3, 2007. Rest In Peace all of my Charleys(Charlie

Daddy' S Falling Angel
Pull these scars off my eyes Lost from the world A child searching for her dad You left me there alone With him to rape my world And I lived through the years a girl Pleading why In my dreams last night I saw your face You held me and washed away my tears Then i woke to realize you're gone I'm drowning in solitude again I thank god for my mother's love Through years of broken innocence She carried me through the light When you realize that fate is gone Just look at me and say goodbye So tell me how you feel So tell me how As these years and time go racing by I'm drowning in solitude again No this won't kill me

What They Say About Jolene......wow
** All About Me** Jolene can be a bit of a mystery -- a delightful, unsolvable riddle that never fails to keep us guessing. Those born like her enjoy a magical ability to fit into any situation easily, to mix and mingle with all kinds of people and then retreat to the sidelines whenever they feel the urge. In fact, those who spend much time with her might wonder if Jolene is actually capable of shape-shifting and mind reading. Jolene also possess uncanny intuition -- which is no surprise, with Neptune, the mistress of altered states, as their planetary ruler. Neptune's specialty is dissolving boundaries, and she's shared that gift with the a vast of crowds. She can get lost in a movie, a magical moment or a fantasy, leaving the harshness of reality behind whenever the need arises. As all you out there can attest, Jolene is also the most emotional of the signs. Since there are no boundaries between you and the world around you, you often feel everything -- absolutely everything.

Hey Everyone, Wanna Help
i entered a contest for cat vs. dog that ends monday, i havent been able to comment bomb it myself of ask anyone for help cause a storm we had a few night ago knocked out my cable and internet until today, if u wanna help me out on it the pic link is below, i really appreciate it

What The Hell
Where to begin? I have no idea; I have been in such a bad mood lately and felt so horrible that I have been more of a complete bitch than usual. I would apologize to people except that the ones that I care about know how I am and will forgive me without the damn apology. You would think though that since I have been sick that there wouldn’t have been too much going on in my life, but oh no as with any soap opera my life never stops not even for illness. What piece of drama do I begin with? Alright let’s start with the illness since so many of you ask about that anyway. I appreciate you all wishing me well and telling me that I will feel better soon but the fact if folks that no I will not feel better. This is a viral infection of the blood stream that I have and it will never go away, it will get better in the fact that the drugs will suppress the pain and symptoms but it will never go away. I’m learning to live with it; I know it is never going away. I know that I will be o

Listen 2 Me Live Tonight On Www.bbwradio.com!!
Come check me and my best friend "Thick" on the TNT Show tonight! The show is 8-11pm est. The topics r 10 things that ruin your sex life and safer sex practices. Join us in the video chat and express yourself. We r gonna have a ball! U KNOW u r gonna be online so u might as well be with us. :0) We will play some hot music and act a fool I promise u that. come check us out at www.bbwradio.com! D'

Thanks
i gave you my heart and told you to keep it but you handing it back and now its in pieces what will i do to mend it again i swore i was never gonna let this happen again what am i really supposed to do now maybe this super glue will hold it for now i think you forgot to give me back a piece or two this feeling inside god i hate this feeling inside how could you let this happen Fuck how could I let this happen i feel like such a fool all i wanted was to give you the world i wanted to make you smile i wanted you to find that place you could call home well, i guess now you have it i hope it makes you smile i hope that everyday when you wake up you give thanks for your life and it is truly what you want i just wish i had a chance fuck i never had a chance in the world i see that now why did you make me love you why did you ever say those words you fucking said them first god i wish i could hate you but i can't i still fucking love you fuck it my

Star Chart
Name: Melissa Anderson February 24 1979 9:21 PM Time Zone is PST Bremerton, WA Rising Sign is in 16 Degrees Libra Very attractive and popular, your charm helps you to get your own way and prevents others from getting angry with you. "Peace and harmony at all costs" is your battle cry. You always try to ameliorate or to cosmetically hide any physical ugliness or any angry feelings between people. Flashy, but not gaudy, you prefer to dress elegantly. You generally have good taste in music, art and literature. Beware of the tendency to compromise yourself in your attempt to be agreeable at all times. A bit of a social butterfly, at times you can be vain and lazy. For the most part, however, you are gracious and affectionate, and your refined and aristocratic demeanor serves as a role model to others. Sun is in 06 Degrees Pisces. Extremely sensitive and emotional, you absorb the emotions of others (whether positive or negative) like a sponge. Emotionally vulnerable, you are easi

Red Fridays
As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support "Red Fridays." Last week I was in Atlanta, Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As they began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home without fear or reprisal. Just when I though

My One Last Cry
My One Last Cry Dedicated to my friends who stuck by me in my darkest hour Precious moments in Life's care Pass with the blink of an eye Hate, hope, love, dispare All diminish with one last cry Night stalks like a panther Hunting down her prey Consuming like a cancer No more to see the day An open wound to never heal No more pain to ever feel Nothing's left for them to steal No time to eat their one last meal An innocence forever lost the price we pay an injust cost As ships at sea we have been tossed Breathing in the poisoned exhaust So on this day I make my adieu And blow you a kiss good-bye If tears are really the song of the blue Then I sing my one last cry

The Benefits Of Gettin' Older..!!!!!!
1. Kidnappers are not very interested in you. 2. In a hostage situation you are likely to be released first. 3. No one expects you to run into a burning building. 4. People call at 9 p.m. and ask, "Did I wake you?" 5. People no longer view you as a hypochondriac. 6. There's nothing left to learn the hard way. 7. Things you buy now won't wear out. 8. You can eat dinner at 4 p.m. 9. You can live without sex (but not without glasses). 10. You enjoy hearing about other people's operations. 11. You get into a heated argument about pension plans. 12. You have a party and the neighbours don't even realize it. 13. You no longer think of speed limits as a challenge. 14. You quit trying to hold your stomach in, no matter who walks into the room. 15. You sing along with the elevator music. 16. Your eyes won't get much worse. 17. Your investment in health insurance is finally beginning to pay off. 18. Your joints are more accurate

Adult Jokes
MORE ADULT JOKES How do you know when a blond is having a bad day? Her tampon is behind her ear, and she can't find her pencil. ******************************************************************* Two gays got into a heated argument, with one of them saying, "Well, you can kiss my ass!" The other one blurted out, "This is no time to talk about romance, Bitch!" ************************************************************** When I worked for the laundry, I would go daily to the convent to ask the sisters if they had any dirty habits. ************************************************************ How can a girl tell when her date suffers from premature ejaculation? When he comes walking in the door. ************************************************************ This guy got a job playing the piano in a whorehouse. But he had to quit after the first week. He couldn't stand the fucking overhead. *********************************************************** What did the

Former Wwe Star To Direct Xxx
WELL EVERYONE I HAVE A BIG ANNOUNCEMENT COMMING ON JULY 28TH THAT SHOULD ROCK THE WHOLE WRESTLING AND PORN WORLD.....A FORMER WWE SUPERSTAR WILL BE MAKING "HIS" DIRECTORIAL DEBUT WITH MYSELF AS THE CO-DIRECTOR IN DOING A NEW ADULT DVD STARRING MYSELF AND RON JEREMY AS WELL AS SOME OTHER BIG NAME STARS.....WE WILL BE APPEARING AT "THE PARK" BAR LOUNGE AT THE HARDROCK CASINO ON JULY 28TH WITH A BIG RELEASE PARTY AND THE NEWS OF THE UNVIELING OF WHOM THIS IS...BELEIVE ME YOU WILL BE VERY SHOCKED AND SURPRISED TO SAY THE LEAST....WE ARE HOPING THAT VINCE MAY CATCH WIND OF THIS ONE.........LOL SO IF YOU CAN MAKE IT YOU WILL HAVE ALOT OF FUN AS THERE WILL BE MANY FREE GIFTS GIVEN AWAY AND SOME SURPRISES TOO THAST NIGHT ......WE HAVE A FEW CONTESTS BEING DONE THAT NIGHT AS WELL WITH CASH PRIZES TOTALING OVER 10,000 DOLLARS!!!! SO PLEASE COME OUT AND SHOW YOUR SUPPORT TO SUMMER AND HER GANG AND SEE THE NEW DEBUT OF HER SIDE BY SIDE DIRECTOR.....WHO CAN IT BE? IF YOU CAN NAME THE FORM

I Need Page Rate And Fans!
I need Fans And Page Rate! People that fan and Rate my page will get a gift from me! Thanks Maria Click on pic to Fan me! ~*~AnGeLHeArT~*~~*~ ILLINOIS GOD MOTHER~*~ Founder Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD~ * ~@ CherryTAP

Just Somthing Foe You To Read
I look at you today smiel with you tommow and love you yester day I tell you i hate you yet do not know how to love I bring you close to me and always push you away Im sorry for all these things and the way they make you fill tonight ill stay with you then tommow ill go away sinserly Blue

Hello All My Tap Friends
Sorry I have been away for a while. Im in nursing school and it takes most of my time. I have gotten the best grades in my class. It will be over in a few weeks/ So I will pop in and out when I can. I promise to catch up on my rating you guys real soon. Hugggggggs

Beach Party.
So.. Cj(Britt's man) and his band all had their first ever concert.. and guess what.. they kicked ass! All of us partied our asses off at the beach and got wasted;; I just got home now and it's 5 am.. my mom knows i was drinking and doesn't care!! Sweet.. right? I got hit on by 4 guys! And, I had a fucking blast! I hung out with way too many people to count or remember their names.. and it was all good- now it's time to recover and go to bed. I was wasted all ready on the 4th so happy fuckin independace day! PEACE LOVE AND GRASS!

Come One Come All
hey everybody just got a lounge set up everybody is welcome to come hang out meet some new people and just listen to some tunes and have a good time http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=8701" go to the link above and joins the party lol

Dashed Hopes
Just when you think things are going up hill, the train your riding on derails, and all the hopes and dreams you had placed on that train, are destroyed in the carnage. It seems that relationships are quite a bit similar to derailed trains, and just when you think you're on the fast track, along comes something that puts a stop to it. *sigh* Why can't I just have a relationship that doesn't have any potential train derailments? Sad and Lonely in Arizona....

Thinking Of You
I cried a few tears for you today, because you went away. I watched you walk in the door, just before my tears began to pour. Thought about your smile, and how you was with me for awhile. Loved when you touched my hair, what I felt was too much to bare. Your on my mind all day long, I hear you in every song. Wanting to hear your voice, loving you was all my choice. Just before bed I will pray, that you will be with me one day.

The War
"Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? We're people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start caring about the Holy Bible, the mere possession of which is a crime in Saudi Arabia . I'll care when these thugs tell the world they are sorry for hacking off Nick Berg's he

Trauma (for All Types Of Incidents)
Physiological: -Systolic BP less then 90 -Respiratory Distress--Rate < 10 or > 29 -Altered mental status, or Glasgow score 20 minutes using heavy tools -Death of any occupant in the patient's vehicle -Ejection of patient from an enclosed vehicle -Falls greater then 15 feet Comorbid Factors: (Any combination of high-energy transfer in comorbid factor should increase the index of suspicion for severe trauma injury.) -AGE 60 -Pregnancy -Significant preexisting medical problems -Extremes of HOT and COLD -Presence of intoxicants Index of Suspicion: -You may enter any patient into the Trauma System suspected of having experienced trauma regardless of physical findings. The reasons for system entry must be documented completely. Rapid Trauma Priority, Color, Condition, Notes: 1 Red Immediate Life Threatening 2 Yellow Urgent Can Delay up to 1 hour 3 Green Delayed Up to 3 Hours 4 Black Deceased No Care Needed Priorty one: Unconscious, disoriented, very confuse

Just For Fun
Whats your sex style?Erotic Sex StyleKissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

If You Get Bored
If you get bored and want to help a friend out, I am in yet another contest I probably won't win. Here is the picture link. Click on the picture... I was actually helping bomb a picture in the same contest. I saw a friend post a bulletin asking for help and I just went and helped, only to later realize OH MY this is the same contest I am in. LOL. Figures. Any help would be appreciated.

It Is So Hott Here!
I cannot believe the temperature that we have this year in the valleys of Oregon. My husband is very lucky for he has been on the coast of Oregon with his business for the past few weeks where it is much cooler than here. He will be coming home on Tuesday and take me with him on his ventures along the coast for several days. That should be fun and so nice to get out of the heat for some time. Next month we plan to drive down to the Bay Area and visit with his family and my brother in San Francisco too. A Giants game sounds like it may be possible while there and then we need to hurry back so my son can register for football at his school. I can't believe that summer is flying by so fast. 36d hugs, Ms. Cleavage

Victim Part 1
Alone in the darkness, I await your arrival. The need growing inside me making my body tingle. Finally you enter. I can’t see you, but I feel your presence. You ask if my restraints are too tight as you pull them even tighter. The gag in my mouth muffling any response I might make. I feel cold metal caressing my flesh, sliding from my ankle to my throat. “Don’t make a sound” you whisper in my ear. I feel the blade slowly draw its trail down my chest, feel the warm spread of blood trickling down. Your tongue darts out to capture all you can. Your tongue continues to follow the blade as it seeks out all of the warmth inside me, cooling it instantly. Your tongue finds my need, the warmth inside. You decide to explore this even further, bringing me to the climax you will never allow me to achieve. You pull away from my. My hips try to seek you out, but the restraints allow me no movement. “Please” I try to beg but it just comes out as a moan.

I Really Need To Know
I really need to know why people have to act the way they do, you think you have a friend and they come back to bite you right in the ass. I won't name any names and you do know who you are. I am not sorry about the way I feel and I won't be sorry. This is my meaning of friendship: My friends mean the world to me, and they are all very special. I would never do any of them any harm. I would listen to them when they have problems. I would never hurt them , I would stand by them for any descision they would ever make in their life even if I do not agree. I will catch them if the fall. I would never , ever put them down in anyway, shape or form. I would boost them up and hold them on a pedestal and tell them they are worth something to me. All "My Friends" I treasure and love very much, I would do nothing to intentionally hurt them or make them worry. I am not saying my friends should not worry about me, I am saying I would not intentionally make them worry! I always worry

Acting Your Skin Color
For those of you who don't know me, and don't find it obvious, I don't really have these views about women, men, white people, and minoraties. The question at the end, is supposed to indicate that. It's asking if I really understand how society is, or how it thinks. In english we were talking about race, and stuff having to do with it. It's a class full of all white people. Last week it was about gender roles. So, there's these people who think you need to act according to a specific set of rules, depending on how you were born. If you are a woman, you best act like one. Like, uh get in the kitchen and make me a pie bitch. If you are man, act like a man. That means be aggressive, insensitive, no crying, go kill something eat some red meat, and take a shot of moonshine without chaser nor flinching. It gets more interesting. If you are white, act like it. Don't listen to rap music, don't talk in Eubonics, don't listen to Mexican music, don't talk in Spanish or use any un-white slan

Ahh.. So Yeah. :( Sad Ramblings
I don't know who to talk to or rather who'll listen. So I suppose I shall blog about the things that've been going on. Well in recent times things haven't been all that wonderful. March was my 25th birthday.. Great right?!?? um nope not so much.. a few days afterwards my sisters fiancé passed away in a car accident. So in dealing with that over the last several months, other things have been going on. Such as having several of my friends move away, get married and or both. So along with that I have felt a loss in another way. Then to make matters worse, my job leaves me unsatisfied. I come home and feel that my day was a waste. I work the late shift and there for have shifted my sleeping schedule accordingly. I sleep until noon, get ready for work, get off work at 10 and re do my day all over again. That’s neither here nor there.. I only have one friend left to hang out with in town. And well he’s dying. He has Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome http://www.ehlers-danlos.org/index.htm ) and is a ma

Some People Are Idiots
why is it that i put up a folder that says priceless warning some are NSWF and then some idiot looks in a folder that says NSWF then tags the picks in a folder that says NSWF as NSWF i swear there are true morons in this world!!!!! if this offends you then good cuz i AM TALKING TO YOU MORON!!!!!!!!!!!!! if this doesnt offend you then ya all good have a wonderful nite

Bell's Palsy Faq
WHAT IS BELL'S PALSY? Bells palsy is a condition that causes the facial muscles to weaken or become paralyzed. It's caused by trauma to the 7th cranial nerve, and is not permanent. WHY IS IT CALLED BELL'S PALSY? The condition is named for Sir Charles Bell, a Scottish surgeon who studied the nerve and its innervation of the facial muscles 200 years ago. HOW COMMON IS BELL'S PALSY? Bells palsy is not as uncommon as is generally believed. Worldwide statistics set the frequency at approximately .02% of the population (with geographical variations). In human terms this is 1 of every 5000 people, and 40,000 Americans every year. IS BELL'S PALSY ALWAYS ON THE SAME SIDE? The percentage of left or right side cases is approximately equal, and remains equal for recurrences. IS THERE ANY DIFFERENCE BECAUSE OF GENDER OR RACE? The incidence of Bells palsy in males and females, as well as in the various races is also approximately equal. The chances of the condition being mild or sev

Faith In Me
I have failed at many things..... but i keep trying.... tomorrow is another day to atleast try, I will not give up.... EVER! ! ! I know there is a better place than this, My Faith holds me true, Even if only I believe.

Jerks Who Don't Get Their Own Way
When I first got on here, this was an awesome site. 99.9% of the people were wonderful to talk to and chat with... but there is always that .1% that has to just ruin it for the rest of the people. Why does there always have to be one person in the crowd that has to be a jerk, just because they don't get their own way? I am on here and try to be nice and pleasant to everyone... but then I get treated like crap. I tried to be a friend to a certain person on here, and they know who they are, but they just couldn't relax and be patient with me. They had to push me until I pushed back and they didn't like it. So, now they are choosing to be a real jerk about everything. Again... why does there always have to be one in the group who has to be an ass? Let me know what you think people....

Big Pimpin Gift Giveaway!!!
I'm just bored and decided whoever makes me smile the most today or sends something that just leaves me smiling all day will receive a big pimping gift from me... i haven't decided what it will be yet but it won't be cheap. I've also not decided if I'm only giving away one gift or more so you all can help me decide.

Cuz Im A Pimp
hey i need yall to comment on my pics... the brown one and the one in black in white... i have entered myself in a few contests and i need as many comments as i can get... thanks... xoxo... muah!!!! always.... ME...

Not Feeling Well
Well i have the worse headache in eyes, i cant see right so i'm off to lay down, or something i cant stand the pain anymore i will be back tomorrow. I was going to call a friend back but i will call you tomorrow hun!! LAter be good all !!

Shadow
good morni family i hpoe every one is doin well today. last nite i recived a text from shadow , to tell us that she had reached illinois last nite safe heres her jnke79@yahoo.com if you have drop her sum love to let her know shell be missed have a great day family rubia

Night Of Tattoo
You've made all of the arrangements. Everything is set in place for the events that are to follow. The tattoo artist is flying in to meet us. You've got the hotel room all ready to go per his instructions as to what he would need.. all the way to the place for me to lay while he extends the tattoo on my back. You've taken great care to insure my comfort thru the process knowing this is going to take several hours. There is music on hand, you know what I like to listen to Alpha and you have made sure it's all there. The room is large, lots of light coming in thru the windows, it's rather soothing. The windows cover almost the whole wall, facing out over the entire Vegas valley. It's a beautiful site, I just stand in awe even though I have seen this site many times, never fails to amaze me how beautiful it is here. You've already had our items placed into the room, before we even made it that far. No detail has been missed, music, drinks, company... everything is there. You ca

Husband And Wife Store
A store that sells new husbands has just opened in New York City, where a woman may go to choose a husband. Among the instructions at the entrance is a description of how the store operates: 1. You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! 2. There are six floors and the value of the products increase as the shopper ascends. 3. The shopper may choose any item from a particular floor, or may choose to go up to the next floor, but cannot go back down except to exit the building! A woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the first floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men have jobs. The second floor sign reads: Floor 2 - These men have jobs and loves kids. The third floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men have jobs, love kids, and are extremely good looking. "Wow," she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going. She goes to the fourth floor and sign reads: Floor 4 - These men have jobs, love kids, are drop-dead good looking and help with housework. "

Pain
Demons trapped in my heart Pain funning through my veins Dark clouds blanket my soul Lonely inside no one here Muist fight my own private battle Must win the war Won't be happy till all my fears are gone Children playing running through the grassLaughter is heard I have temporary relief Is it ove for now maybe But not Forever!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Awaiting Ducklings....
Impatience is driving me crazy! My duck started laying these eggs on June 11 and we are now waiting for the hatching. Momma duckie has been on the roost since Saturday almost non stop so anyday now....

Joshua T. Hermann
JOSH T. HERMANN Current mood: depressed Category: numb Life HIGH SCHOOL STUDENT KILLED IN I-70 HIT-AND-RUN SMITHTON, Pa. -- State police in Westmoreland County said an 18-year-old man was fatally struck by a car while walking on Interstate 70 early Sunday morning. Joshua Hermann, a Yough Senior High School student from Lowber, was struck and killed near the Smithton exit, police said. The car that struck Hermann did not stop, police said. Police said Hermann may have been hit anytime between 3 a.m. and 6:30 a.m. His body was discovered by the driver of another car at about 6:50 a.m., police said. A witness led investigators to a vehicle that is being examined, and two people are being questioned, police said. Relatives said Hermann's car broke down on Dutch Hollow Road, and he walked up to the interstate. "I don't understand how you could leave somebody for three hours not knowing if they're alive or passed away," said Hermann's father, Paul. "How can you do that?" The

Bush Poisoned 1 Million Veterans With Radioactive Waste
Bush Poisoned 1 Million Veterans With Radioactive Waste Over 3640 Dead American Veterans in Iraq Because Bush Lied Over $450 Billion Dollars has been thrown down the toilet in Bush's Iraq Fiasco Mothers don't let your children join the Army, because George Bush has dumped 4.5 Billion grams of Radioactive waste all over Iraq. Yes, American weapons are tipped with Uranium a deadly radioactive poisonous material in defiance of the Geneva Convention. The usage of poisoned bullets and bombs is a direct violation of the Geneva Convention and is a WAR CRIME. 350,000 or almost 3 out of every 5 soldiers that served in the first Bush Iraq War is now out on DISABILITY because of Gulf War syndrome. During that First Gulf War Only one tenth of the poisonous and deadly radioactive Uranium was spread in Iraq as in the Current Bush Iraq War. This Time a Bush has spread 10 times as much destruction. Thanks to George W Bush If you serve in Iraq you will breathe, eat, drink and absorb thru you

Pimp My
Pimp My Tank! Here’s one to read over a morning cup of Joe… When you absolutely, positively must crash that party you weren’t invited to, here’s your ride. It’s sophisticated, yet rugged. The white color scheme and United Nations logo stenciled on the side says “I’m willing to be reasonable about this. Someone must have forgotten to put me on the guest list.” But the smooth-bore 120 jutting from the turret says: “Though, if you’re not going to let me in, we’re gonna have a problem.” Comfortable Corinthian leather bench seats that can accommodate all your scantily-clad groupies - and thick glass portals to keep the paparazzi at bay. Oh, and did we forget the beverage cooler and milspec champagne bottle rack? So when the pansies in Hollywood try to block your entrance to their post-production party in the Hills with their girlie-man Prius hybrids, just put this chick magnet in gear and drive right the hell over them.

The Hour Of The Beast
The Hour Of The Beast my blood boils in my veins waiting to be released. like a rabid wolf, my patience is wearing. its almost the hour of the beast. i turn to many methods to relieve pain and anguish, but yet have found one that doesn't involve cutting flesh. Yet i feel it rising up in me, pushing, and tampering with my mentality. its almost the hour of the beast. like a volcanic eruption, it will not cease. my last inch of energy is being used to barricade the uprising. the last hour is upon me and i yet have found a way to suppress this feeling. its almost the hour of the beast. i see the beast in the distance calling for its throne. the howl of this beast is a shrill, my hearing ability is being over-thrown. my body is aching from fear of being consumed by my own tomb. its almost the hour of the beast. i feel the beast breathing on my neck, its as if he has moved all around me now. his breath smells of corpses and stagnated blood, such a smell is ever so fowl. i

Book Report
Book Report One student turned in the following book report, with the proposition that they were nearly identical stories! His cool professor gave him an A+ for this report. Titanic:.... cost - $29.99 Clinton:..... cost - $29.99 Titanic:..... Over 3 hours to read Clinton:..... Over 3 hours to read Titanic:.... The story of Jack and Rose, their forbidden love, and subsequent catastrophe. Clinton:..... The story of Bill and Monica, their forbidden love, and subsequent catastrophe. Titanic:..... Jack is a starving artist. Clinton:..... Bill is a bullshit artist. Titanic:.... In one scene, Jack enjoys a good cigar. Clinton:..... Ditto for Bill. Titanic:..... During the ordeal, Rose's dress gets ruined. Clinton:..... Ditto for Monica. Titanic:..... Jack teaches Rose to spit. Clinton:..... Let's not go there. Titanic:..... Rose gets to keep her jewelry Clinton:.... Monica's forced to return her gifts. Titanic:..... Rose remembers Ja

Question?
Are any of you that are members as of today currently in a contest? If you are please email me here with the contest link, you can get that by going to the contest pic, clicking on the link under the picture that says LINK TO THIS PHOTO, it will give you an html text box, cut and copy that into a message and let me know the details of the contest. When did it start, when does it end, what are the rules that you know of, what are the prizes, what place are you in, etc....so I can organize some family bombings for us to do next week. If not....you can start reading your bulletins, it does help to go to your settings and turn your bulletins on, thats whre most ppl post when they are having a contest....make sure you let me know before you enter so that we keep TWO members from joining the same contest...no need to compete against each other, we cannot be effective that way....so let me know.

Cowboy Way!!!
COWBOY WAY!!! Category: Writing and Poetry COWBOY WAY!!! He wakes up before the sun rises, Just like he's always done, And he makes himself some coffee, Before the morning sun. He watches out the window, Waiting for the morning light, Looking over the pastures, Making sure everything looks alright. He's got a lot to do, Just like every other day, He's got to water his animals, And than go and feed some hay. So he goes and starts his tractor, Giving it time to warm up, As he runs inside the house, to refill his coffee cup. He packs himself a lunch, Because he doesn't get a break, A lunch that consist of a pop, and some left over steak. Than he's off to do his duty, taking care of this place, doing the kind of work, that could never be replaced. He enjoys what he does, Because he knows what life's about, And it's the ranchers way of life, That has never givin him doubt. Now the sun's going down, And it's starting to get dark, As for tomo

Please Pray
Please pray for my uncles grand child. He is in a childrens hospital on life support. His step mother beat him severly and he is bruised from head to toe and his brain is swelling and bleeding. The dr's don't know if he will live. Please keep him in your prayers. The little fellow needs them.

Bridge Collapse
As everyone knows by now a major interstate bridge 35W, that crosses the Missisippy collapsed yesterday evening. A friend of mine was on the bridge. He is injured but will be safe. I'm just asking for prayers for the lives already lost, the injured and those that they haven't found yet. They believe there are over 20 people injured. At the time the bridge was under construction and there were 20 workers who rode the bridge down who were not in vehicles. All but 1 have been recovered. I know some people aren't gonna give a shit about this but it really hit home for me. Thanks in advance for your prayers.

Why Did You Get A Tattoo
How old are you? 29 Male or female? male Where are you from? Virginia Why did you get a tattoo? For me. Because I love tattos Does it symbolise anything? yes If so, what? Every thing that I need to be a good at my job, father, and husband Did you know about the diseases you can catch when you got a tat, like hep yes Does a tattoo make you feel stronger? no More attractive? no More intelligent? no Who or what influenced you to get a tattoo? My wife she know I have wonted it for seven years. Are you the oldest child in the family? If not, then which one? No, I‘m the youngest What are the positive things of getting a tattoo? It shows your statements to your life to people. And the negative? Not to me What group of people do you usually associate tattooing with? eg rock stars. Any one could have one.

Peace In Mind
Peace In Mind… To which i dub thee....we find inside, our greatest harmony. And yet, there seems a glitch, some darkend evil called my bitch.. No woman but, just as strong, it kills me while i sind my song.. Drunken state, i mumble on....but check your sources...am i wrong????? Dizzy D

My Future Wife
Traces of Lace- A new love comes calling@ fubar She has been my dearest online friend since I joined this site. She is the lace to my leather. Our love has grown consistently and this morning she accepted my proposal on the phone. The best is yet to come.

What Is Love....
What Is Love? Love is a slow kiss goodnight It is anticipation. Love is an imperfection in yourself Not bothering you. It is acceptance. Love is passing up an opportunity Because the time is not right yet. It is patience. Love is a back massage that starts Above the hairline and ends Around the innersoles. It is exploration. Love is not having to say, "Let us make love", because you know What the other person wants. It is understanding. Love is being given an honest chance to say no When you thought you were committed. It is consideration. Love is saying the perfect phrase To make a solemn embrace dissolve into giggles. It is humor. Love is being told, "Stop and I will kill you". It is desire. Love is reviewing the damage to your living room And realizing personal effects are strewn In a clockwise pattern from the front door To the bedroom. It is abandonment. Love is seeing what your lover really looks Like for the first time. It is

Potato And Green Bean Salad
Have not tried this myself, just putting some recipes I have saved on the old puter and thought I’d share here too J Potato and Green Bean Salad 1 bag(1½ lb.) Refrigerated, ready-to-cook Golden potatoes 1 pound green beans, trimmed & cut into 1 inch pieces salt 2 tablespoons olive oil 2 tablespoon red wine vinegar 1 teaspoon minced garlic 1/8 teaspoon freshly ground pepper 2 tablespoons finle chopped kalamata olives 2 tablespoons thinly sliced, packed fresh basil leaves 1. Cook potatoes according to package directions. 2. Drain in colander under cool running water, 30 seconds. Set aside 3. Bring large saucepan 2/3 full of water to a boil. 4. Add beans, 1½ teaspoons salt. 5. Cook 5-6 minutes,until tender. 6. Drain in colander under cool running water, 30 seconds. Set aside 7. Whisk oil, vinegar, garlic, ½ teaspoon salt and pepper in large bowl. 8. Add warm, drained potatoes, green beans, olives and basil. 9. Toss gently with rubber spatula to combine. Makes

Giving Up
Is it wrong for me to want to give up on everyting. Not to live life to the fullest when i feel its slipping from my hands inchs and heartbeats at a time. Love isnt caring for another,sharin and every lil cherrished memery or time spent with someone love is a crime. Only cuz after one decides to move on your heart enes up ripped up and your dignity. What you thought was everything that is great and that nohing could go wrong that is unity. But unity is nothing compare to what you go through when its gone leaving you with nothing left to say. wanting to give all your cherrised memeriesto the devil just to drink your existing lifeand you dying soul away. never looking up for anything good that passes under your nose thats when you know that lif is not worth living. nothing can ever help any more onece a heart warming person all cold hearted beats from a frozen iced heart with antartic water blood is all the heart is giving. after the death of that person feeli

Does It Hurt When Daddy Loves You
Does it hurt when Daddy loves you I know you wouldn't lie Does it tickle when he hits you Are you happy when you cry Makeup hides the bruises Tissues dry the tears Pills help the smile stay But nothing hides the fear We go to church on Sunday But you stay home with him Why do you hide your happiness From the house of holy men You tell me that he loves you He only does when he's high When I call for help to save you You tell me not to lie It hurts when Daddy loves you You're too blind too see While you're hiding in the shadows Daddy's loving me

Woohoo
My youngest son who is only 8 and just starting to play football is now 2-0. We only have 6 more games till superbowl games. Let's hope his team keeps rocking like they have been for the past 2 weeks. It is so cute to see him running on the field with this big helmet on and see little legs. I am such a proud mommy!

She Holds The Key
i wish to be the air you breathe love that floods your every cell revitalising you, cheering you up every second of your life i love like the rush of a storm, listen, listen to this lovelorn heart, holding on, letting go, holding on with such tenacity to the hope of every lovelorn night an eclipse helps distill my love for you, seals your charms, allure from the craving prying eyes of world, precipitates that momentuous silhouette, escapade for me and you sun and moon, yin and yang to be totally absorbed in bliss, in each other love, love, love if only i could be the only star to win your fancy for that sparkling while heaven the world would become Tim McGrawI Need YouMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com you captured my heart i gave you the key you are my sunshine you are the air i breath you are my fisrt tought when i awake you are the last one as i fall asleep you are my world my univers my everything i am the luckyest man to

Princess
Silk is the smoothness of your hair. Starwberries is the taste of your lips. Pure bliss is what you give me, when we are together. Cloudy skies is what I have when we are apart. You give me full health when I am near you. I am dead when I am away from your beautiful body and personality. I have the world when I hug you. I have nothing when I can't hold you in my arm's. Thomas Richard Dillbeck

Link To Night Light News, I Hope, Lol!
Night Light News is where I get alot of my weekly info on what's up amongst the planets and stars, lol! I've been wanting to provide the link and I hope this works. Not sure if it will, lol, but at least I've tried!! http://web.nightlightnews.com/OverviewfortheMonth/WeeklyHoroscopes/index.html Not exactly a link, but it works, lol!

People Demanding Too Much All At Once...
Since this is at least the 4th time today alone that people were rude about this then I just gotta speak up for once. Usually I just take it and just deal instead of get upset but for once I'm speaking up since I am just fed up for once.I'm usually extremly patient with people but it has happened way too much recently. Anyways it's become pretty typical for people to be rude about how I have to do every little thing just so they will add me. Do people really think I owe anyone anything? If they ad me then they do and if not fine but for messages to be sent and my shoutbox to get messages as well about how I need to kiss up or be denied is ridiculous. Of course I am not saying word for word... some flat out went off on me. Anyways I'm just sick of it happening so much lately. I lost count how many times this week it has happened. to have to rate 300+ pics in one album or you treat me like that is ridiculous. Hit the road then. Its not my job to level you up and be treated like dirt i

I Fall
I Fall For You a sleight of hand with fingers full of grace work the magic that you do disappear without a single trace and once again I fall for you I fall for you and when I do I can't seem to pick myself up off the ground I think I've come to the conclusion that it's all a bunch of bull love is an optical illusion and once again I've played the fool I fall for you... last night I had a dream I was your assistant it seems I was dressed in ostrich feathers you did that trick where you sawed me in half and then you laughed and then you left without putting me back together

Are You On Line
ARE YOU ON LINE by GAGOO When sand and ocean lean to kiss, it's in the memories I would wish, to see the light which splits the night, and have her kisses wet delights, But na do feelings kept inside, allow the soul to loose it's pride, to say I love on screen and tube, what love is this, the feeling's moot, No skin to touch no hands to hold, the warmth of screen all lie's be told, the hopes of what and what can't be, for lie's will never set me free, The lines are open to the word, but is it love or just a bird, to fly away and then to see, that you and I were not to be, Why does the screen turn blue at night, with red's of summer, hopes delight, and in the hour's spent on line, to never know this heart of mine, The words of dreams are written down, to cast them to a screen's playground, and never to touch of the face, which in my heart will not erase, A million choices to be made, but never to the real are played, for out in screen land are t

Just A Random Blog
its funny how someone can be totally butt crazy in love with you one day and the next day have no feelings what so ever left for you. its funny how a website can change you into the person that you said you'd never become. How the things that never mattered are now the only things you care about. How you can hate someone with even more passion that you had when you were in love with them.... totally random...dont know why i blogged this, just felt like it i guess *shrug* :)

Damnit Guys!
Alright, this is getting out of control here. I'm ready to delet my profile because of men acting like jerks, perverts and putting things on my profile that is just not acceptible!!!!! For the record, I"M GETTING MARRIED IN A LITTLE MORE THAN 2 MONTHS. No, I'm not willing to change my mind to try something new before I say I do. I'm very fucking happy so butt outtttttttttt! Stop sending me dirty pictures, asking to see dirty pictures or asking if I wanna see your dick. No, no and no!!!!!!! I'm gonna start flaming every moron who sends me messages. If you wanna argue, lets. I like to make you out to be a idiot, it's fun for me! First flamer : ->mikko: No, learn some respect for women. mikko: i wanna see your tits GROW UP!

Tonight!!
woohoo I get to go to a bachlorette party tonight! oh yeah we get to have sum drinks and have an awesum time i cant wait two hours left! but to all my chattin buddies u know im a point whore and ill be back b4 long lol

New Plan
Ok..family of bombers rocks...and I want to thank everyone that helped me..I hvae to admit defeat and help the one I want to win though..so...for old times sake...comment the pic below...for principal..and the good of someones heart as opposed to meaness..:) click the pic and comment

I'm Bored Too Too But...
Am I the only one that thinks its so insincere that people sit there ahd hit the "I'M BORED" Button and rate your photo without every looking at who they are rating? I look at profiles, either through looking at the scrolling list at the top, or through the friends and comments of those I talk to on here. I cannot even comprhend rating a photo without looking at the profile first? Maybe I am just not normal. This site is after, about self promotion. For most, its all about the points and the ranks and all that other fun stuff that sucks the life out of what makes these kind of sites fun. Maybe I am just not into Attention Whores that are only interested in seeing how many people they can get to rate/comment/add them? I know when I look at a profile, I take the time to rate it at least, check out the pic they are using for the default pic and rate that, and then fan them if I feel like it. Hell.. I will even add them as friends.. which I guess puts me into the somewhat insinc

What Would You Do?
feel this out and leave on the comment or send to me in a message.........curious to see 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet? 20. Would you mind if i liked you? 21. Do you like me? 22. Would you call me the next day? 23. Would you scratch me?

December Birth Means......
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

The Start Date/time
The contest will start tomorrow evening at 7pm central time/8 Eastern/5 Pacific time.8/29/07 There was only one contestant I was unable to contact to notify him of the start time due to the fact his pic I ripped was originally ripped from the guy who made the morph for him. If you know him or are friends with him, have him email me, his screen name is big G. Otherwise, all others who entered can access your contest pictures at 7pm tomorrow evening. Good Luck. I will still take contest entries/contestants through tomorrow if you want to enter, email me the link to the pic you want to enter. It is a comment bombing contest. See previous blog for full details.

Frustration
FRUSTRATION One of the worst emotions You feel helpless Frustrated URGH!!! Too hard to just let it go TRUST I trust too easily Bites me in the ass everytime SILENCE Silence is the most frustrating Silence is part of waiting No matter how much noise on the outside Inside my thoughts it's the silence in the pause between Now & Later WAITING Waiting for someone or something So that later can finally be This anticipation to be fulfilled This limbo to be put to an end MY LIFE IS IN LIMBO

Welcome To Intoxication!!!
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Growing Up
I'm just wondering why everyone around me is in such a hurry to grow up?!! What the F is sooo great about being grown up?! I swear i get told at least once a day that I need to grow up. I like living life the way that I do. I dont feel a need to try and live like a "grown up". I like going out every chance I get, buying things spur of the moment (even if I cant afford it). It's only money, it's not like you can take it w/ you! So why not enjoy it while I can?! Sorry, just needed to vent a lil. I feel better now.

Getting Better
Well, in an effort to cheer me up, one of my friends from college gave me his Ozzfest tickets for last night. I asked around to see if anyone else wanted to go, but the only person who who said yes was a female friend of mine from school. She is very beautiful, but just so everyone knows, WE ARE JUST FRIENDS. It is WAY to early after my wife leaving me(in case you haven't read, she just left me last Friday) for me to be trying to go out with anyone. Anyway, this friend and I went to Ozzfest last night and I had a blast. It was just what I needed to take my mind off of things. It's just really good to know that my friends are there for me now when I need them the most.

Google Earth Goodness
Back in the day, computer programs (like Excel '97) would have what were called "easter eggs": random little stuff hidden within the app, put there by bored and mischievous programmers. As it turns out, there's one of those clever individuals at Google. In the latest version of Google Earth, if you press Ctrl+Alt+A a simple flight simulator comes up! Once you use it once, it's available in the toolbar, also. I normally don't care one way or another about flight sims, but seeing the Cascades in the distance as I looked down upon the -real- Seattle felt different from the approximations in games like MS Flight Simulator. I can't wait to get to my force-feedback joystick (with my stuff in storage on Oahu), since joysticks are supported. There are two planes to choose from, and if the feature becomes popular, hopefully more will be added. When Google can survive (via advertisers) and offer fun & useful stuff like this for free, it makes me wonder if other companies will follow this

What Is Being Passed Around Myspace, By Kids
'NO SCHOOL SEPTEMBER 11" EVERYBODY, STAY HOME FROM SCHOOL ON SEPTEMBER 11TH... NO MATTER WHAT SCHOOL YOU GO TO, WHAT STATE YOU LIVE IN, THINK ABOUT IT... TEACHERS SHOW UP AND NOBODY IS IN CLASS... THEN THEY'LL LEAVE... TELL A LOT OF PEOPLE AND LETS SEE IF WE CAN MAKE IT ON NEWS... WHY SEPTEMBER 11TH? CAUSE ITS A DAY WE SHOULD NOT BE IN SCHOOL BECAUSE OF WHAT HAPPENED.. WE GET SCHOOL OFF FOR A BUNCH OF DEAD PRESIDENTS BUT WE DON'T GET SCHOOL OFF FOR A MASS MURDER OF PEOPLE WE PROBABLY KNEW? AND ALL THE AMAZING FIRE FIGHTERS THAT DIED FOR THIS COUNTRY!! ... JUST KEEP REPOSTING AND TELL EVERYONE YOU KNOW...NO SCHOOL SEPT. 11TH.... My response back to my son and daughter.... Those ppl that died gave the ultimate sacrafice, so that you could go to school, live in a safe country and have the freedom to be educated. To use the fact that they died as a public forum to get out of school for a day is sad. How many of you kids even think or reflect on what happened that day now that

**on Paper** (kjd)
"Cherish your youth", I once heard somone say. Now, i look in the mirror, & see my face deteriorating. I see age in my eyes It seems like years since i saw myself & now I'm on paper, & theres nothing you can do about that. For each one of your greying hairs, Theres a line of pain etched in my face... Another tear in my soul and no voucher mends that agony. You are my SadNess-You are Tourment You are My Evil, and i am SICK to think of you with love! I am up to my soul in sickness, Drowning... in your abscence, Which is what you want. You have, again, infected me... hoping i will fall. My youth is retarted, And holed up somwhere.... I dont even know. You speak... and then tell me your kidding, You hurt...And then laugh You SCREAM... and are silent. You Are confustion-You are a lie...

To Tip, Or Not To Tip
Ok, folks. I stayed quiet about this for so long. Now, I just wanna scream. The girl who is busting her arse trying to keep the coffee going and the damned cinnamon buns fresh, so you have something to muck before you leave the motel to go to your "big" meeting, needs the same kind of lovin' as the housekeeper who is cleaning up after you and your everlovin' brood. The gal who covered my breakfast shift for me, yesterday, never did that before, and all she got was "there's no coffee", "are there any cinnamon rolls left?", "you're out of this....", and the list goes on. We had a full house, and everyone wanted to come down at the same time, to eat. She just met the challenge head-on, with a smile on her face. When I did get to work, everything looked fabulous! She did an awesome job. My whole point in all this is, you tip your waitress/waiters, so why not tip the girl who is dishing up the breakfast? Yeah, it is buffet-style, and yeah, it is in the lobby of a motel.

Happily Married With Children.
Just wanted to say to those out there that think that love is something that doesn't really exsist or that it is a wasted emotion, there really is someone out there for you. I have been through hell and back and when I finally got my divorce from Satan a few years back, the last thing on earth I was searching for was a man! After all the lies and cheating ( I was introduced to his girlfriend as "ummmm, who the fuck are you again? Oh yeah, my old ball and chain.) I never thought about getting into another relationship. I had gone through 12 years of the worst hell I ever thought imaginable. At first I stayed because of my insecurities, thinking that he had to be the one and no one else could love me (as I was told on a daily basis). Then I stayed for the kids (they make a great pawn for a desperate man to use when you have had enough of their BS). Then FINALLY the light bulb went off and out the door I went. When I wasn't looking for love and when I just knew with all of me that love w

Looking Back / Realize Fight The First Time Against You
allways i was there ready to get used like warez in the store marked as "here iam - get me use me" for whatever iam needed for sure - at least in every sexual issues ~ i wanted to be there for you i thought u need me cause iam not the worst to express you not the worst in fact u didnt need me u didnt used me this pleasure i missed useless iam for you u brought me back to the store ~ money back garanteed ~ here iam ~ like a ware again ~ and this time i have to take care everyone has to take care what are u searching - what you get i will bring me to live next time if u try to get me again i wont act like a ware without the will ~ i will never lay my life back in ur hands ~ useless iam for you that it for sure and no promise and no words will never ever make it go away ~

"viva The Gangsta Rabbi"-perpetual Toxins Magazine--5/2006
By Tiffany Razzano Steve Lieberman is a true rocker through and through - and one of the last to have been recorded at the now defunct Downtown in Farmingdale. This live disc was recorded when he opened for the Viva La Bam show. Lieberman is all over the place, borrowing a bit from experimental rockers Frank Zappa and Captain Beefheart, British punk rock, such as the Sex Pistols and even '80s hair metal, creating his own unique sound. While the recording isn't the best, his vocals are muffled much of the time, his musical prowess, his searing and playful guitar styling, shines through. He kicked off the night with Garbage Man before launching into Punkifier with its crunchy guitar, simple melody and incredibly raw, in-your-face, rock vocals. He paid homage to the Ramones, playing a medley of Gimme Gimme Shock Treatment and Blitzkrieg Bop. However, he gave the tunes more of a British punk feel. He opened up the tune Bonkey on the Donkey playing the flute, giving the song

No One
I just want you close Where you can stay forever You can be sure That it will only get better You and me together Through the days and nights I don't worry 'cuz Everything's going to be alright People keep talking they can say what they like But all i know is everything's going to be alright No one, no one, no one Can get in the way of what I'm feeling No one, no one, no one Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you Can get in the way of what I feel for you When the rain is pouring down And my heart is hurting You will always be around This I know for certain You and me together Through the days and nights I don't worry 'cuz Everything's going to be alright People keep talking they can say what they like But all i know is everything's going to be alright No one, no one, no one Can get in the way of what I'm feeling No one, no one, no one Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you Can get in the way of what I feel I know some

Contests
Hello everyone! I have to leave for Cleveland very early tomorrow morning...the trip was planned last year. Unfortunately, the hotel I am staying in does not have internet capabilities...how about that for "bush league". The trip, coupled with all the love many of is have been showing for Mary (Dreamcather), has left me sort of in the lurch. If any of you can help, I would really appreciate it...20,000 comments needed for a one month VIP. The link is below and I thank you in advance for your consideration...even if you can't help! manly!!!!

The Passed Few Days
have been so amazing with him. what a great guy. hes so artistic and smart, oh yea, and VERY talented. i cant wiat till he comes back and he can see what i can do too. hmm that can be interpreted in a naughty way lol but thats not what i mean. ok im drunk bye

Truth Or Dare
Fill this out and send it to my INBOX!! (copy & paste) and be honest! I dare you... to tell me the truth.. Four things you wonder about me 1. 2. 3. 4. Five things you like about me 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. Two things you don't like about me 1. 2. My best feature 1. Two things you want to know about me 1. 2. One word that describe me 1. One question for me 1.

9/9/07 Astrology And Update On Me
Astrology:: It's a good time for you to think about the most important people in your life - and maybe to rearrange some priorities so that they get as much of you as they deserve. It shouldn't take a major overhaul. Wow its been a crazy couple of weeks for me, I got moved out of my place and got all my stuff packed up. I've been to court twice and still have a little more paper work i have to finish but the judge did give me full custody of my daughter WOOO HOOOO!!! In the meantime i came back to montana to spend the weekend with my daughter... well i'm glad i came home because my daughter had a massive seizure and we spent 4 days at the hospital with her, yes she is okay now but we found out she has epilepsy. Sucks because now she has to be on medication to help control the seizures and we dont even know if she will have more. So currently i'm in montana on family medical leave til i can get moved up here permanetly which means i gotta get the rest of the court stuff done.

She Cries
She sits and stares ahead of her, trying not to think of the words being said to her. The voice continues to break into her dreams, pushing deeper and deeper until she can no longer hide, Why her? What could she have done to deserve this? She gives and gives, always checking, always planning, why does it continue? She belives it can change, things must get better. She thinks back and remembers at time when everything was new and the words caused no pain. The touch was light and gentle the kisses sweet and plenty, when did it change? She dreams of being better, making him happy, doing all she can to please him. A door closing brings her back to now, her heart races, her face flushes, not for reasons of passion, but of fear. As the sounds of steps move toward her, she begins to cry, knowing the pain is but steps away. She feels a hand touch her, she flinch's away. Her mind screaming please no more. She opens her eyes to him, dark streaks forming on white cheeks, he reaches for her again,

*gypsyrose* Hasn't Forgotten
Darryl Worley - Have You Forgotten Alan Jackson - Where Were You 9/11 Tribute 9/11 - Enya Tribute Video (Memorial) - Fallen Embers WTC Memorial Enya 9/11 Hero, 9/11 Tribute Lee Greenwood - God Bless the USA - 9-11 I Miss You Daddy - 9-11

Journal Entry From July 23rd
From July 23rd 2007 I gotta share some of this craziness with you guys...... Ill preface it all by saying Ive been CRANKIN on studio work the past couple weeks. I have to say im probably more focused in the past 4 weeks on music than anything ever in my life. Just completely hardcore endulged in it.. it all goes back to the GOETHE saying i have hung up on my walls in my house... about how when you are 100% commited to something, ONLY THEN will you get the full benefits from what you are focused on. He says when you are 100%, things happen that wouldnt of otherwise happened. Well, its happening. Seriously unbeleiveable results so far with drums, guitar and bass tracks. All drum tracks are done, about 70% of guitars and almost half of the bass tracks. But check this out.... it dont come without some serious shit... So Ray, the KAZY guitarist tracking on most of this record came in from Detroit (313 wut up Em) and spent 5 days here to track.... so here is life.... were

Trying Again
Well when I asked before Dragoncon if anyone thought i'd look good as a blonde I got one response "Thankyou Micki". Now that you can see me as a blonde what do you all think? Should I stick with one blonde character or push it for 2. Please someone anyone, input would be nice.

For Sale!!!
I am selling a Jet Ski with duel Trailer for 975.00 $$ And a Submersible pump with motor and control box for 500.00 $$ and I also have a single wide mobile home with two bed two bath and a front porch for 15,000.00 $$ Let me know if you are interested please serious comments only...

Loving Vegas
I am sitting here wondering if I should "pop" the question to my current girlfriend. We have been together for sometime now and we are pretty serious... I even moved from Chicago to here for her. I can't help to admit that living in "sin city" can cause me to even wonder with my eyes.. But- I'm a male.. I don't even think about cheating or anything like that- I just wonder if she is the "ONE".. How does one know that???

Fallen Star
They could never understand what u set out 2 do instead they chose 2 ridicule u when u got weak they loved the sight of your dimming and flickering starlight How could they understand what was so intricate 2 be loved by so many, so intimate they wanted 2 c your lifeless corpse this way u could not alter the course of ignorance that they have set 2 make my people forget what they have done for much 2 long 2 just forget and carry on I had loved u forever because of who u r and now I mourn our fallen star

30 Mistakes Women Make During Sex With Men!!
30 Mistakes WOMEN Make During Sex WTH MEN! 1) Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2) Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partner's mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3) Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4) Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5). Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomfortable after awhile. A li

Tragedy (1999)
Introduction: funeral Music (spoken to rhythmn) Tragedy is the loss the loss of the nothing when you have all the loss of all when you have nothing We are the loss of the future and they are the loss of the past together we are the Tragedy of the present Chorus Tragedy we are your children Tragedy we are your faith teach us to live in our lies teach us to lie in your faith Verse 1 We have chosen to caress our fear we are taught to believe chase the tears away and bear the life we lead as children we are taught that no baby shall cry and we are punished for the errors that can not be denied Chorus Tragedy we are your children Tragedy we are your faith teach us to live in our lies teach us to lie in your faith Verse 2 We are here errors here no one said it has changed focus on the reality that is created for you and me we have no options here the decision has been made it's all in

29 Lines To Make You Smile
TWENTY NINE LINES TO MAKE YOU SMILE 1.. My husband and I divorced over religious differences. He thought he was God and I didn't. 2.. I don't suffer from insanity; I enjoy every minute of it. 3.. Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them. 4.. I used to have a handle on life, but it broke. 5.. Don't take life too seriously; No one gets out alive. 6.. You're just jealous because the voices only talk to me. 7.. Beauty is in the eye of the beer holder. 8.. Earth is the insane asylum for the universe. 9.. I'm not a complete idiot -- Some parts are just missing. 10.. Out of my mind. Back in five minutes. 11.. NyQuil, the stuffy, sneezy, why-the-heck-is-the-room-spinning medicine. 12.. God must love stupid people; He made so many. 13.. The gene pool could use a little chlorine. 14.. Consciousness: That annoying time between naps. 15.. Ever stop to think, and forget to start again? 16.. Being "over the hill" is much better th

Nz Allblacks
All Blacks resist 'white-line fever' Captain's performance: Jerry Collins was man of the matchLYON, 15 September - New Zealand scored more than 100 points against Portugal but the match was far less of a one-way affair than some predicted. The Lobos scored a try, conversion, drop goal and penalty in the 108-13 defeat and at times controlled possession for long periods. However, New Zealand used the match as an opportunity to give many second-tier players a run-out, some out of position, and to focus on skills rather than scores. To arms Some of the more erratic All Blacks alterations included centre Isaia Toeava playing wing while Keven Mealamu, normally a hooker, substituted for flanker Jerry Collins in the second half. Portugal walked on to the pitch with linked arms before lustily singing their national anthem, the chorus of which is "as armas" (to arms). From the kick off a combination of the vocal Portuguese supporters and a diminished All Black side bo

Spiderman Halloween Costume
Spiderman Halloween Costume Shop for super hero costumes by clicking here - fulfill all your costume and party decoration needs! If you want to be Spiderman this Halloween then read up on how to make your own Spiderman Halloween Costume! It won't be easy finding the perfect tights to fit you, but once you do you'll be so happy that you'll be climbing the walls! I suggest you get yourself multiple pairs of nylons or stockings and then dye each one a different color depending on how you plan to use them. For instance, you can use one of the pairs as the upper body: so dye the middle part red. Once it has been dyed red you can paint some of the spider webs onto the chest area. This can easily be done using fabric paints. Use blue dye on the stockings you will wear on your legs. For the spidey boots, get an old pair of shoes and spray paint them red. For your masque, you can also use a small piece of red-dyed nylon and make some holes for the eyes. Remember that nylon st

Life Throws Stones
as if cant cant get any worse than it was yesterday. this morning i reived a call at 6:30 yes 4 hours after i went to sleep. my Father in law passed away. he went to rest in his sleep. prob the easiest way for someone to go. times are hard right now. they still havent determined the cause of death...im sure it will be announced with in the next few days. R.I.P Dennis Britton.

Missing You
1,000 words couldn't bring you back, I know because I tried, niether could 1,000 tears, I know because I cried, You left behind a broken heart and happy memories, but I never wanted memories, I only wanted you.

Sooner Than I Thought...
I'm BAAAAAAAAACK. I don't usually do this...say things like this about other people...even those who have wronged me...but the injustice here is way too much to just let go without saying SOMETHING. And I just want to say that if you see Jewbear around the site you can let her know what a conniving, lying, deceitful, backstabbing, attempting-to-steal-my-man cuntball she is. I mean, really. Nyssa was my real life friend. I invited her to this site, bought her a blast, gave her a bunch of stuff for herself and her four kids, and treated her like gold. I was warned not to trust her...but I didn't heed the warning. I totally should have. I won't go into detail about the havoc she's wreaked on my life this past week...the horrid things she did to me and to someone I care a lot for...but I will say this... BEWARE. She will lie to you. She will manipulate you. She lives with and sleeps with one man while stringing along several others at the same time...and she tried

Get Your Groove On With The Best Of The Best!
Get your groove on with the best of the the best! These people have been loyal since day one. Sassy Laurie is the best friend anyone could have and she is my Club F.A.R. bud, too. ~/~ Sassy Laurie~/~ Bartender Fusion Club F.A.R. Founder TGB D&DC@ fubar Fly by Night is sooo fly. He's coolest guy in town, and a really great person to know here. FlyByNight@ fubar Sweet C

Asperger's Syndrome Part 3
Working with an Individual with Asperger Syndrome Children with Asperger's Disorder may present a challenge for educators. While they appear capable and are good with memorization and factual information, they may be weak in comprehension and cognitively inflexible. Educators need to capitalize on their abilities, discovering their strengths and interests in order to develop their talents. People with Asperger's Disorder particularly need assistance in developing their social and communication skills. Children and young adults who received social and communications skills training are better able to express themselves, understand language and become more skillful at communicating with others, increasing their likelihood of successful social interactions. Early intervention means a better chance for independent living and further education. While few programs are designed specifically to address Asperger's Disorder, some of the treatment approaches used for people with "high fu

Matter Of Photos...
So I've calmed down. Lifesez is cool. And tells me that people are douche's all the time on here about that stuff. In the end, my friends are still missing out on a few pictures...that I moved to family only, which I really really really would like to share with everyone. Please don't ask for me to add you to the family folder. If I dig you enough, and think you're a cool cat, you'll get added eventually. It sucks, but this is the way we have to do it because people...are dumb. Goodnite all. Sorry for my irate post earlier requesting you all to write essays like some professor ;) The Friends Only folder is back! xo

Am I Getting Old?
So over the weekend I went with 15 other people for a crazy weekend up north. We stayed in a cabin on a lake and had over $1000 of alcohol. The first night staying up till the early morning hours drinking like old times playing drinking games and skinny dipping in the lake. Then I get old! Even though I went to bed so late (and was drunk) I was up early enough to go fishing and sit in a boat for 7 hours. Only caught a small perch to add to the misery. I come in, grab a beer and fall asleep on the couch watching the baseball game. I’m out of hours! When I awake I go down to the lake and jump in with the rest of them and drink several more beers. Water is 80 and perfect just to float in. After dinner and couple more beers I decide to head out and fish till dark while others sat and got piss drunk again. When I return I grabbed a beer and a bottle of water to sit by the fire and relax. Above me they play cups and are getting crazy. I retire to bed early only having a couple drinks of my

Home Split
Sad love songs at night, Avoidance to block out the fights, Screams to release anger, Tears created by pain. Words that were spoken, Feelings that were hurt, Happiness and fun no longer lingered, Love at its worst. Late at night your all alone, You now living in a quiet home, Things you'll never forget, A happy home that has split.

My Contest Has Started
HEY YOU GUYS I REALLY DO NEED YOUR HELP ON THIS. IVE POSTED BULLETINS TO THE CONTEST IM IN AND I NEED ALL THE COMMENTS I CAN GET. PLZ HELP. IF U DO HELP HIT MY SHOUT BOX AND I WILL RATE ALL UR PICS

Behind The Mask
i wish you could see inside my soul what lies within and makes me whole i wish you could visit any one of my dreams the ones that makes passions and not the screams i wish you could hold me long enough to tell how my life without you has been awkward as hell i wish for one moment in time you could stare straight into my eyes and see where lost love has left me empty and afraid i wish you would take time to remember what i brought to your table that made you laugh smile cry pout or just want me i wish you could see what i see in you and know that your not "just a man" as you say but your a man that is strong enough that you demand respect loving enough that women flock to you caring enough that people desire your freindship talented enough that people are amazed by your creativity my hopes for you are that one day you see yourself as i do i hope that you draw strength from me as i do you i hope you find the love for someone as i have found in you i hope you ne

And You Think Your Stupid
If you ever feel a little bit stupid, just dig this up and read it again; you'll begin to think you're a genius. ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, (On September 17, 1994, Alabama's Heather Whitestone was selected as Miss America 1995.) Question: If you could live forever, would you and why? Answer: "I would not live forever, because we should not live forever, because if we were supposed to live forever, then we would live forever, but we cannot live forever, which is why I would not live forever," --Miss Alabama in the 1994 Miss USA contest. ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, "Whenever I watch TV and see those poor starving kids all over the world, I can't help but cry. I mean I'd love to be skinny like that, but not with all those flies and death and stuff." --Mariah Carey ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, "Smoking kills. If you're killed, you've lost a very important part of your life," -- Brooke Shi

Life
Well as we all have been told in life is not a bowl full of Cherry's. Well that sure is the truth. I have never in my life had so much shit go wrong than I am going through now. So to all that read this I could use all the prayer's I can get to help my family get back together as a family again. Thanks Take care of you A heart broken Wolf

Gee, A Smart Blond Joke For A Change! (remember, I Didn't Write These:p!!!)
I pulled into the crowded parking lot at the Super Wal-Mart shopping Center and rolled down the car windows to make sure that my Labrador Retriever pup had fresh air. The pup was stretched full-out on the back seat of the car, and I wanted to impress upon her that she must remain there. I walked to the curb backward, pointing my finger at the car and saying emphatically, "Now you stay. Do you hear me?" "Stay! Stay!" The driver of a nearby car, a pretty blond young lady, gave me a strange look and said, "Why don't you just put it in park?"

Contest Results.
Based on the results of my mumm that I posted yesterday afternoon I have decided to do a contest for the sexiest couple/threesome. MY rules for this contest. 1: No F--- pics. That's not sexy, just perverted. 2: I would prefer SFW photos. be creative. I might accept a NSFW photo if i deem it to not be showing too much. 3: the comments winner will be the one with the most comprehensible comments. 4: you may bomb the photos with comments but keep them readable or understandable. more than 5 unreadable comments on a photo and I will cut the number of comments on a photo in HALF! more than ten... well I'll be sending a note to both the person who sent the pic in and the mad poster. 5: use screen names for both partners if possible. I will use the screen names as personal comments so i know who to give the gifts to. 6: I adore creativity. humor me. 7: I will run the contest for at LEAST two weeks. 8: Prizes will be given to the top couples who get the most rates, and

The Best Weekend Ever!
So on Friday my friends & mother staged an intervention for me... it was definately different! I'm off that yay for good again (we hope) and I just had the best weekend ever! After the intervention thingy we all went to dinner; then I went to my friend Ben's for a while then & out with my girls Allie & Holly to get more beer - where we met some people at the gas station. We then met more people on the way to the apartment's pool and we all ended up going to this guy's house for a party. It was super fun! Saturday I worked for a few hours and then went shopping. That night I went to Howl-o-Scream with Linda and Ashly and we had a blast! I < 3 those mini bottles of vodka & alabama slammers; so convenient and portable. :-D Sunday I relaxed for a bit and then Linda & I got some wine and got drunk in the movie theatre while watching the new Resident Evil movie (which was the best of the 3, might I add). I cleaned my baby's house last night (we actually got to sleep in the b

Do You Call My Name
Ra Lyrics "Do You Call My Name" Some people seem to think they always know what's best for you Their little minds try to create a world to keep you still The bolt is thrown, the cage is locked You saw this, don't you lie At first you cry and then you hate those people stole your will... Do as you are told and maybe then we'll let you out You might be dead and cold, you might be full of doubt Don't try to escape cuz you don't have nowhere to go If nothing is your fate... there's no scenario No nothing Do you call my name Do you stain my brain My eyes are blurry and I can't see you anymore Do you call my name Do you breed my pain My heart is bloody and I can't take it anymore So you just sit there, stuck, afraid to risk reality Afraid to cause yourself more pain, to face insanity But nothing ventured, nothing gained You see... your fear's your cage You beg for help but you're alone, stuck in a helpless rage Do as you are told and maybe then we'll let yo

My Job
i love my job at the pillow factory in lebanon pa here its a great place to work the poeple are nice and everything....... the ladys i work with in returnes they are nice and funny and there kool..... so ya..... i love my job

Official Drug Test
Official Drug Test 1997 Honorable Mention Confirmed True by Darwin (1997, Canada) A woman in Canada called the police with a complaint that she had been burnt in a drug deal. She claimed that a man had sold her a rock of crack cocaine, but when she brought it home, it "looked like baking powder." The police dispatched a narcotics agent to her house, who tested the rock and verified that, despite its appearance, it was indeed cocaine. The woman was promptly arrested for drug possession. The RCMP (Royal Canadian Mounted Police) are encouraging anyone who thinks they may have been fooled into buying fake drugs to come forward

Reacurring
I have been having this dream of a dear friend. Mostly the dream is telling me that he wants me, he is marriade and so am i. I am confused about this dream because i normally don't dream in this fashion. Lately the dream is getting stronger.I haven't seen my friend in a while and i am wondering if this dream just symbolizing me just missing him or is it that i really want him.any ideas....thanks kitty

Leaving Town
WANTED ALL TO KNOW TRAVELING OUT ONCE AGAIN... LEAVING TOWN AFTER WORK TUESDAY... AND HEADING TO GATLINBURG TENN.... GOING TO GOD'S COUNTRY.... WILL GET BACK WITH ALL OF YOU ON MONDAY.... HAVE A GREAT WEEK AND BE SAFE... T

Top 10 Lovers
The 10th Place Goes To The 9th Place Goes To The 8th Place Goes To The 7th Place Goes To The 6th Place Goes To The 5th Place Goes To The 4th Place Goes To The 1st Runnerup Is Shared By Two The 2nd Runnerup Is Shared By Two The Lover of The Lovers The 1st Place Is For Congrats To All Of YOU

Thanks
I want to say thanks to all those people who sent me gift's today. And showed me love. Thanks for all the birthday wishes and the votes on my mum. I also greatly appreciate all of those people who so desperately tired to make me feel better. And you know who you are. But some thing's are just meant to happen. Thanks again for all the love.

My Heart Is But Complete
Moonlight splashes through my open window, the glow drenching me. I am caught up, and exposed. My thoughts go back, many moons before, when alone I would sit in darkness, waiting for my time to come. Reflections dance across her face, as she stands in the light of its glow. Her beauty pleases me, entices me, I find myself in a trance. In this fixated moment, what was once lost to me, has been found. I tremble, excited, pleased with the gift shown unto me. My heart flutters, I feel faint, never knowing I'd find such happiness. I wish to speak, but fear of loosing the scene keeps my words at bay. The sounds of the sonata, as I show love in my expression of music, enriches and enhances the room. My love, my sweet sweet love, eyes closed, basking in this moment of self ecstasy. She turns and smiles. My heart but Stops! As if time itself stands still. I loose myself, yet so easily maintain in my play. I no not hurry myself, yet the desire is so strong. With sheer force, I contin

Ignorance
Well.. so much for online romancing...ppffttt.. never again...Just when you thought it could be for real...all the hours spent chatting, camming etc for what.. Ignorance, arrogance.. all the while your probably getting laughed at, beleiving what comes out of ones mouth is sincere.. bahahaha.. hope you can live with yourself which shouldnt be too hard.. your good at it..thanks for nothing..xx

Just So U Know.
JUST BECAUSE U LIVE IN THE SAME TOWN DOES THAT GIVE U THE RIGHT TO WANT TO MEET A MARRIED MAN AND DO WHATEVER U CAN THINK OF WITH HIM? AND U KNOW WHO U ARE OUT THERE FROM THE SAME TOWN MY HUSBAND AND I ARE FROM BUT NEWS FLASH HE IS MINE STAY THE HELL AWAY!

Tell Someone You Love Them Before It's Too Late
I Love You Brittney loved basketball Friends and parties too And when it came to painting That's all she wanted to do She painted everything she saw Birds, flowers, the sky Some days she sat at her window And painted everything that passed her by But lately she'd been feeling woozy Her muscles ached a lot And her parents got kind of worried So they took her to the doc The doctor took a couple of tests To see if everything was okay Then the nurse came out with a look of sadness And this is what she had to say; "I'm sorry but you've got leukemia," "You've got about 3 months more." Then Brittney got up and ran out of the room And slammed the office door She ran down the street screaming And cried her eyes out dry And stayed up all night Wondering what it's like to die Her parents held her tightly And said, "We love you," "We'll make your last few months the greatest," "We'll do anything for you." So Brittney and her parents moved to Florida To live by

To Do List Or Should Do List?!?!?!
Too many people put off something that brings them joy just because they haven't thought about it, don't have it on their schedule, didn't know it was coming or are too rigid to depart from their routine. I got to thinking one day about all those people on the Titanic who passed up dessert at dinner that fateful night in an effort to cut back. From then on, I've tried to be a little more flexible. How many women out there will eat at home because their husband didn't suggest going out to dinner until after something had been thawed? Does the word "refrigeration" mean nothing to you? How often have your kids dropped in to talk and sat in silence while you watched 'Je! opardy' on television? I cannot count the times I called my sister and said, "How about going to lunch in a half hour?" She would gas up and stammer, "I can' t. I have clothes on the line. My hair is dirty. I wish I had known yesterday, I had a late breakfast, It looks like rain." And my personal favorite: "It'

Need A Morph?
I now have a morphing program, so if ya need a morph just ask.. I would be happy to try and make ya one. I am new to the whole morphing thing, but I would be more than willing to make one if ya dont care if it is exactly perfect. Just pick out the two pics and email them to me here on fubar, please dont ask me to pick whatever for you, I don't have time to look at things and pick one for you. Once I receive the pics, I will let ya know if I think they will work out ok and I will get to work. Again, I am not a morph expert or king by any means! I AM A NOVICE morpher but I really enjoy doing it and would be happy to make ya something. I have found out that it helps a ton if the pics are similar in size and position to make the morph look the best. When I finish with them I put them in my morphs I made folder for you to rate, comment, and rip. So just Shoutbox me if ya see me online and want one! lol....

From The Mind Of A Genius
A word to the wise is infuriating. Hunter S. Thompson America... just a nation of two hundred million used car salesmen with all the money we need to buy guns and no qualms about killing anybody else in the world who tries to make us uncomfortable. Hunter S. Thompson Buy the ticket, take the ride. Hunter S. Thompson Call on God, but row away from the rocks. Hunter S. Thompson For every moment of triumph, for every instance of beauty, many souls must be trampled. Hunter S. Thompson Going to trial with a lawyer who considers your whole life-style a Crime in Progress is not a happy prospect. Hunter S. Thompson I feel the same way about disco as I do about herpes. Hunter S. Thompson I hate to advocate drugs, alcohol, violence, or insanity to anyone, but they've always worked for me. Hunter S. Thompson I have a theory that the truth is never told during the nine-to-five hours. Hunter S. Thompson I wouldn't recommend sex, drugs or insanit

Story Done Jamie
Jamie... I finished your story and attached it to an email right back to your email address. I hope you like it. It was very long!!!!!! Wow... you left me breathless and nearly unconscious in this story... you are an animal. I loved writing it. I look forward to hearing back from you and tell me what you think of it.

Through The Darkness....
In life, most of us want things to go to the places we have envisioned ourselves going. We have plans and visions, some of them divinely inspired, that we want to see through to completion. We want to be happy, successful, and healthy, all of which are perfectly natural and perfectly human. So when life takes us to places we didn't consciously want to go, we often feel as if something has gone wrong, or we must have made a mistake somewhere along the line, or any number of other disheartening possibilities. This is just life's way of taking us to a place we need to go for reasons that go deeper than our own ability to reason. These hard knocks and trials are designed to shed light on our unconscious workings and deepen our experience of reality. Often it takes something major to wake us up, to shake us loose from our ego's grip as it struggles to maintain an illusion of control. It is loss of control more than anything else that humbles us and enables us to see the big picture. It

Sad News
Sad news... Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The gravesite was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions. Doughboy is survived by his wi

When Love Finds You Lyrics
Love sure is something no one can explain It can bring you such joy, it can bring you pain And with every emotion, love puts us through There's nothing you can say, when love finds you Love is the power that makes your heart beat It can make you move mountains, make you drop to your knees When it finally hits you, you won't know what to do There's nothin' you can say, when love finds you Chorus: Give it all you can give it, when your love comes around If you put your heart in it, then it won't let you down You'll find out it's true, baby, someday when love finds you And when you least expect it, it will finally come true There's nothing you can say when love finds you Repeat Chorus You'll find out it's true, baby, someday when love finds you

Satisfying Relationship
Please help me to understand. Why it is that I can never find a woman that can satisfy me? I mean sure I can always find women that satisfy part of me, and I have to find other people to satisfy the parts of me that a women can't. I can find women that satisfy me in bed, and I can find women that satisfy me mentally, But I can never seem to find a female that can satisfy me all the way. I always feel like I'm cutting part of myself off to be with someone. I have to keep part of myself hidden, because the person I am with can't or won't accept everything their is to me. I mean I know I am a very strong minded, passionate, intellectual, open minded person. And I also know what I want and who I am. So why can't I find a satisfying relationship?

Dj Nihlist Aka Mike
Ok for those who knew I was talking to this guy well I had a really rude awakening the other day when I found out he was seeing someone else and lying to me. The wonderful girl he was seeing has become a very good friend and he since has blocked us both from his page. So here is the story because to all my female friends this guy is slick and he's a player so please don't fall for his tricks. I am friends with at least someone in so many families here online and I have never disrespected them so I hope DSC doesn't hate me for this. DJ Nihlist aka Mike and I started talking here on fubar the beginning of this month and well he and I hit it off almost immediately. He started this love and babe talk which I don't take seriously but then he started begging me to move to Georgia and be with him. After almost a month of planning and talking on yahoo I was ready to go see him; when I saw a message on his page from a beautiful lady named Angie that stated "I love you and I love it when

Scars
My eyes are sore I can cry no more My tears are stone But then again Now so am I You've taken my heart Pulled it out Grasped it with your hand Squeezed it tight Drained it of all it's blood You Made me believe I'm wanted You Made me believe I'm cared for You made me Believe I was safe I can't belive I believed you When you were the one that has left these scars Scars on my heart Scars on my soul Scars on my trust Scars on my Belief Scars on my life I hope you get what you deserve You lying Cowardly Bastard

Bored
I was sitting here for god knows how long clicking links on here and for some reason being bored. I had created a account at squidoo so i thought i'd go on there and write alittle. Thought what the heck, i should write alittle on what fubar is and throw my referal link in there. Here's my lense if anyone wants to check it out. If you're bored, create your own :-). Add as many pages as you wish to it. Thought i'd share it with everyone who loves writing. Well...back to more, cya all around. Cheers

Hackers
Another one got caught today, it's all over the papers. "Teenager Arrested in Computer Crime Scandal", "Hacker Arrested after Bank Tampering"... Damn kids. They're all alike. But did you, in your three-piece psychology and 1950's technobrain, ever take a look behind the eyes of the hacker? Did you ever wonder what made him tick, what forces shaped him, what may have molded him? I am a hacker, enter my world... Mine is a world that begins with school... I'm smarter than most of the other kids, this crap they teach us bores me... Damn underachiever. They're all alike. I'm in junior high or high school. I've listened to teachers explain for the fifteenth time how to reduce a fraction. I understand it. "No, Ms. Smith, I didn't show my work. I did it in my head..." Damn kid. Probably copied it. They're all alike. I made a discovery today. I found a computer. Wait a second, this is cool. It does what I want it to. If it makes a mistake, it's because I screwed it up. Not because it do

Another Writing Of Mine
why is it always the one thing we want the most we can never have just the way you want it why is it that no matter how many mountains we climb we always find yourself in the deepest ditch why is it that no matter how much your heart tells you it's hurting you ignore it and let it get crushed again why is it that no matter how many tears you cry youd rather have an ocean instead of a river why is it that no matter how many times you tell yourself you'll be strong you still end up being the weakest player on the team why is it that no matter what your love never dies because something in you tells you your love is right why is life so difficult why

Do You Have The Balls?
1. How many people have you had sex with in 2007?? 3 2. Weed, coke, speed, crack, heroin, oxy, acid, x, k, peyote, mushrooms, of these, how many have you done? 3 3. Ever been cheated on? Yes 4. Ever paid for sex? No 5. Ever been married? No 6. Ever been divorced? No 7. If you had to pick one whats your fave sexual position? Doggy (ok I'm a dirty girl) 8. Do you own any guns? No 9. Ever done more than 30 days in jail? No 10. Ever been in rehab? No 11. Have you ever had any sexual experiences with the same sex? Yes 12. Ever have sex with anyone that you met on Fubar? Yes 13. Last time you masterbated? Saturday 14. Do you think Arnold could beat up Chuck Norris? No 15. What celebrity would you want to have sex with if you had the chance? Vin Diesel and I don't care if you think he's gay 16. Ever been unemployed for over a year since becoming an adult? No 17. How many states have you lived in? 4 18. How many countries have

11th Hour Of The 11th Day Of Th 11th Month
At the 11th hour on the 11th day of the 11th month of 1918, the Great War ends. Germany, bereft of manpower, supplies, and food, signs an armistice agreement with the Allies. The war left 9 million soldiers dead and 21 million wounded, with Germany, Russia, Austria-Hungary, France, and Great Britain each losing nearly a million or more lives. In addition, some 6 million civilians died from disease, starvation, or exposure. Today it is a solomn day, a day where we remember soldiers from around the world, who have given their lives in various conflicts around the world. The poppy symbolizes peace and rememberance, as it freely grew in the terrible fields of flanders, as remember by one of the greatest ever war poems In Flanders Fields By: Lieutenant Colonel John McCrae, MD (1872-1918) Canadian Army IN FLANDERS FIELDS the poppies blow Between the crosses row on row, That mark our place; and in the sky The larks, still bravely singing, fly Scarce heard amid the

Immigration Laws
A friend posted this as a bulletin, and I reposted it. But I wanted to add it to this blog topic. Very appropiate I think. 1. If you migrate to this country, you must speak the native language 2. You have to be a professional or an investor. No unskilled workers allowed. 3. There will be no special bilingual programs in the schools, no special ballots for elections, all government business will be conducted in our language. 4. Foreigners will NOT have the right to vote no matter how long they are here. 5 Foreigners will NEVER be able to hold political office. 6. Foreigners will not be a burden to the taxpayers. No welfare, no food stamps, no health care, or other government assistance programs. 7. Foreigners can invest in this country, but it must be an amount equal to 40,000 times the daily minimum wage. 8. If foreigners do come and want to buy land that will be okay, BUT options will be restricted. You are not allowed waterfront property. That is reserved for

I Wish I Could
i wish i could go back in time... when boys didnt matter.. when a dollar was the best thing in the world... and candy was always wanted instead of dinner your only fear was the dark the monster under your bed or your closet when things were easier before you knew heartbreak before you knew love outside your mom and dad i dont care the it is better to have loved and lost shit... is only said by those who have... i know this you cant have good without bad happiness without tears and everything happens for a reason so some people are meant to suffer and be all alone to show those with that they actually have it made

Sex Stories, Are They Good?
These are stories that I wrote to my BF while he's out at sea. Give me your honest input on whether or not the vision aspect was solid enough for you to actually picture in your mind what I am saying and doing. THANK YOU! I wish you could lay here on my bed. Proped up on pillows with your legs slightly spread...looking at me standing at the foot of my bed just staring at you. Wearing one of your shirts and some booty shorts. You start to tease me by looking at me, licking your lips, and barely touching yourself. Everytime you do that I just look back at you and everytime you lick your lips it makes me want to touch myself and when I touch myself I can't help but let out little moans. I can see that my moans turn you on as you begin to touch yourself more and you begin to stiffen. The sight of this just turns me on so much I can't help it anymore...so I bend down and put my hands on the bed. Slowly I start crawling towards you and the closer I get the harder you grab yourself and

Stupid People
people who choose the urinal trough to vomit in instead of the toilet 2 feet away.......really?.......wow.......really?, ebonics, that stupid flippy haircut the boys get these days that make em constantly flip their hair out of their eyes, guys in white belts and girl pants.......guess thats emo huh?.............um........really?....being bloated, anything where you add mayonaise and call a "salad", not having the balls to say how you feel, people who use drunkeness as an excuse......for anything, beggars, coffee flavored anything that isnt coffee, when you look at someones picture and they look hot but when you look at the rest you realize theyre fat, cheetos, dogs in sweaters, more to come

Seahawks Schedule For The Rest Of The Year.
49ers Game 9 24-0 (W) 49ers at Seahawks Monday, November 12 5:30PM • ESPN Seahawks Bears Game 10 Bears at Seahawks Sunday, November 18 1:15PM* • FOX BUY TICKETS Seahawks Seahawks Game 11 Seahawks at Rams Sunday, November 25 10:00AM* • FOX TICKET INFORMATION Rams Seahawks Game 12 Seahawks at Eagles Sunday, December 2 10:00AM* • FOX TICKET INFORMATION Eagles Cardinals Game 13 Cardinals at Seahawks Sunday, December 9 1:00PM* • FOX BUY TICKETS Seahawks Seahawks Game 14 Seahawks at Panthers Sunday, December 16 10:00AM* • FOX TICKET INFORMATION Panthers Ravens Game 15 Ravens at Seahawks Sunday, December 23 1:00PM • CBS BUY TICKETS Seahawks Seahawks Game 16 Seahawks at Falcons Sunday, December 30 10:00AM* • FOX TICKET INFORMATION Falcons *Flex Scheduling begins, time is subject to change Download Schedule to Outlook

Even In Death...
Gus was an awesome example to everyone who's life he ever touched. He was an excellent and loyal friend, afraid of nothing and would drop everything in a heart beat to help out his friends when they needed him. He never complained, even when he was dying. He always had a smile and a hug for me, he never put me down, or called me names or raised his voice to me. Even 21 months after dying in my arms he inspires me every day by his example. Gus loved me everyday like it was his last day, He was my Best Friend, my Hero and my Soul Mate.

Updates
well guys it has been a week now and i have been having contractions. they are stopping them due to the fact they found a infection. yea for me. they are telling me that when the infection is gone they will not stop the contractions. i am 1ctr diolated and 50% effaced. She will be at least 4 weeks eairly. but i can deal with that. jake only has 4 weeks as of tuesday. 30 days he is so excited and can not wait to come home. we all miss him.

Emily Elizabeth Kidd
Yes,I know I'm showing way too much pride in such a simple thing as a new grandchild...so sue me..... I am just a wee bit upset about the change of the middle name as we know her cancer definitely makes this her last,but oh,well,really unimportant in the long run...... 8 pounds 10.5 ounces 20 1/2 inches long WELCOME TO THE WORLD MISS EMILY!!!!!!!!

A Memoory
Once again I'm brought back to this place Tears come to my eyes Memories fill my mind The thoughts of the once was They pour over me Until nothing else survives A touch floods my sences Stronger than it ever was before The sensation is embracable Makes my body quake My knees buckle The thought The Visual The effect of something that used to be real I want it to be real again The power of the emotion A glace A stare makes you melt Flow into the memory of what once was It's gone once more I want it to be real again... Lord knows that long term relationships have heart aches... *sigh*

Defining A Women Not A Picture
i have only been on fu for a short time so forgive my ignorance. when you women put a pic up i dont care nsfw or not. what is it you are looking to get in a response because to me here lately people that try to compliment an nsfw pic are all perves and pricks or is just me. you have pictures but you get mad when someone asks what family means they get this bug all u want is a pic so all im asking in this blog is how you seperate someone asking for a pic and someone simply telling a women shes sexy. the female body is a beautiful thing that comes in all shapes and sizes that deserves respect and i for one want to say thanks even for those i seem to have upset for your pics and i hope they continue. coorman1978

Tuesday November 20, 2007
NEWSFLASH has decides to pack everything up into the back of a bright red VW microbus with shovels and rakes and other impliments of destruction and roam. We're going on a road trip, a journey to far away places in order to bring YOU , the faithful viewer, news from all over the entire FUBAR-verse. So be on the look out for NEWSFLASH in a lounge near you! NEWSFLASH 12:56 AM: We began our trip in BLOOD BATH where local scientists have found a species of man eating plant. We would have photos... but mike, the camera man, was eaten. NEWSFLASH 1:06 AM: our journy then took us to SNAKE EYES RADIO ... there was talk of assgoblins, butt nachos, evil monkeys, and refried beans. We kept driving and tried not to make eye contact for fear of being eaten.

*gobble Gobble*
So. This is my first Thanksgiving EVER. I say this, because all my previous ones have been when I was locked up and we either didn't celebrate or had fake turkey, fake potatoes, fake everything. Bad stuff has also happened on This day. 3 years ago my mother killed herself on Thanksgiving. I cried last night, so hopefully today is fine. Funny thing is I hated her when she was alive. I feel so guilty though, as she wanted me to come see her the week before and I basically said Hell No. We had had a fight the previous year. A rather huge one. I was caring for my nephew, and she was going to stick him out the window in the middle of winter, in the dark, with only a diaper on. When I confronted her, she started screaming for help. I told her I couldn't handle her games anymore, and that I had tried everything in my power to have a relationship with her, but it just wasn't going to work. My mom got sick. Really sick. Apparently she wasn't going to make it to the next X-mas. So she killed

Never Give Up
NEVER GIVE UP IF YOU REALLY LIKE SOMEONE NEVER GIVE UP ON THEM CAUSE YOU MIGHT JUST LOSE THEM FOREVER AND NEVER GET THEM BACK IN YOU LIFE...IF YOU HAVE STRONG FEELING FOR THEM TELL THEM YOU NEVER KNOW THEY MIGHT HAVE THE SAME FEELING FOR YOU.....IF YOU REALLY GOT FEELING FOR THEM BE THERE FOR THEM WHEN THEY ARE DOWN AND HOLD THEM. AND TELL THEM EVERY DAY AND EVERY HOUR HOW MUCH YOU LOVE THEM AND WANT TO BE WITH THEM..IF THEY ARE A WAY FROM YOU TELL HOW MUCH YOU MISS THEM AND WANT TO BE WITH THEM....LOVE THEM TO THE END OF TIME

This Is The Way I Am
if you want to know what kind of guy i am this is me To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state line) to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that loves it when she talks in "that voice". To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes. To every guy that would

The Straight Edge Ethic
The Straight Edge EthicWhat is Straight Edge? Straight Edge is what people who choose not to consume alcohol, use tobacco, or any drugs call themselves. A non-promiscuous sex life is also favoured by most Straight Edge followers. Straight Edge ethics are a choice made on a personal level, for instance, some people choose a vegan lifestyle in addition to their Straight Edge commitment. Some choose not to ingest caffeine and some even go as far as to abstain from as many legal prescription medications as possible. Another choice many Straight Edge people opt for is that of environmental awareness, which, in effect, could be involving oneself in recycling, awareness of power usage, involvement in environmental organizations like Green Peace, and primarily any kind of environmental aid. Straight Edge is, in effect, a non-violent movement, usually built on self-preservation or self-abstinence. It is a discipline, but for others it is a simple choice with no interest from the products in que

Just Like A Woman
Just Like a Woman By:Salty Dog Show a night's affection baby. Make it simple with your innocents' and shys'. Though I knew a few women. They had no mercy and I, know I can't live my life through someone else's eyes Ain't that just like a woman. Baby Baby Ain't that just like you. Take a walk on the line. Ticking like a time bomb. Make me feel the hours, long to pass me by. I thought I knew where I was searching. It all looks the same when you stare at the sky. Ain't that just like a woman. Baby Baby Ain't that just like you. Ain't that just like a woman. Just like a woman. So amazed by the things she can do. Just like a woman. She hurts like a woman, and that's just like you. Just like you babe. Now I know a few more women with a little mercy and I, ain't gonna waste my time waste my time, waste my time with you woman. Ain't that just like a woman Baby Baby Ain't that just like you. Ain't that just like a woman Just like a woman So am

My Stepson
Well at 8:30 this morning I got a call from my husband saying that the school called and told him that his oldest son Kevin Jr. (who is 11) had an accident. He was riding his bike to school, when he hit a rock on the ground and ran face first into a chain link fence. So I told him to go pick up Jr. and bring him to the house. Me being a paramedic-in-training, I checked him out and he was fine. He will be staying home today. His injuries icluded some scrapes on his face by his eye and lip, as well as a possible black eye. Right now he is resting on the couch watching cartoons. I found this very funny actually because Kevin Sr. (my man) had a similar accident a few months ago where he flew off his bike and landed face first into a guard rail...which landed him in the hospital. The first thing I told Jr. when I saw his face was "Boy you are just as clumsy as your father!" Lmao. What a day....and it's only 11:26am!

Pics
ok I'm really sick of guys telling me to go check out their NSFW pics. When I say no its no. quit fucking asking me the same damn question over and over. Pisses me off. I will not rate or comment your naked pics, not gonna sit there and look at some guys pics claiming how big his dick is when its so fricken tiny you cant even see it. So quit being losers and whoring yourself out to people. If people wanted to rate your lame ass pictures then they will... Ugh ok... I'm done now. :-D have a great day!

Bamf
BAMF v1 Well I hear you been talkin Shit You really shoud Quit you little Bitch-Whore Cause you really dont want me To kick your fuckin ass Ill mow you like a peice of grass Cause you just A BITCH ASS MUTHA FUCKA! V2. Now just keep to yourself and quit using my name You been doin this shit too long Now you need to be gone befrore I come see you and your ass is though cause your A Bitch Ass Mutha Fucka chours You need to run and hide cuase i am comming for your ass Make you go down on your knees and beg for mercy your just a scared little whore get the fuck out of my door you BITCH ASS MUTHA FUCKA V3 You keep playing this game Its getting old and lame Soon I am gonna end this one way or another cause I will beat your ass Like noother cause your just a scared Bitch Ass Mutha fucka chours

Cute_o-meter
CUTE-O-METER Post this and watch the answers you get sent back to you in your messages!!! If you don't repost your a scaredy-cat and you will have relationship problems for 5 years. So post it now. -2= Nasty -1= Ugly 0= Not Ugly 1= Almost Okay 2= Okay 3= Average 4= Cute 5= Really Cute 6= Beautiful/Handsome 7= Gorgeous 8= Sexy 9= Incredibly Sexy 10= Breath Taking 11= Me you bed noww 12= Come Fuck the shit out of me ...Which one do you think I am? Tell me in a message. Then, repost this as: "Cute-O-Meter

Check The Article About Me Out
first let me say I love www.AINEWS.com , Steve Nelson is a cool cat and his website deserves major kudos, I just got the pleasure of meeting a new writer (Rebecca Anderson)at that wonderful site and she was kind enough to write a story about me. Now I don't usually use real names but she signs it that way on her article so I guess this should be fine. Below is her page and a link to the article, so add her and read away http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=54865021 article http://www.ainews.com/story/12596/ please check it out and the rest of the site, below is Steve's myspace page for adding as well http://www.myspace.com/readainews now for the long version of story, in question answer format, I ramble quite a bit hence why it was condensed but here it goes, oh and I think I typo'd quite abit so extra praise to Freaky Tiki (Rebecca) for making me look better WHAT EXACTLY DO YOU DO FOR THOSE IN THE ENTERTAINMENT COMMUNITY? ARE

Normal?
What do people mean when they say normal? Is it the stereotyped American dream? White picket fence, two cars in garages Married, kids, friendly neighbors I've never seen that in my lifetime So why do we call it normal? And what about dating? Why do we feel the need to have Someone to screw to make ourselves fit in? Why can't we just be alone and happy? Does a man need to be rich to make himself a name? Does your identity require a six figure income? Does our identity require having someone in bed with us at night? For me, being normal is a dream in itself Getting by on one job, a wife to cook and clean Well-behaved kids who do their chores and eat right Whatever. From what I've seen, "Normal" is a disorder caused by Conforming to impossible standards Marriage doesn't last, friends move on Money stays in the hands of idiots with dumb ideas And in the end, I just don't care about being normal

I Know The Way
i know the way to nirvana, i follow my black cat, merlin who trails torpid fire-flies dancing dreamily through ethers some call reality. panther-topaz eyes pierce the veils, revealing celestial messengers sliding down crystal moonbeams, slowly spreading their satin wings over landscapes of longing. they pour out starlight from crystal vials whose sweet fragrance is a benediction mingling with woodland mists, wafting through lattice-gauze of storied tiers and lofty sentinels. whirlpools of dreams fade away into nothingness. fitful slumbers spasm into a single pulse of remembering, lifting hearts high upon its crest. dawn's genesis thaws the night, expectation quivers the atmosphere, a pastel chorus touches the horizon, a star is born, washing the sky, a world awakens. solar lions leap down into earth roaring their joy, shaking hilltops and valleys, fluttering eye-lids and hearts, a sleeper awakens. oh rampant emissaries of the light! seize my s

Joke
A tall woman met a midget at a party. The midget was barely three feet tall but they were attracted to each other. After a few drinks they went back to the tall woman's apartment. "I can't imagine what it will be like making love to a midget," said the woman, "especially with the size difference and all." "Just take off your cloths, lie back on the bed, spread your legs apart and close your eyes," said the midget. The woman did as she was told and soon she felt the biggest thing she'd ever experienced inside her. Within a few minutes the woman had climaxed eight times. "If you think that was good," said the midget with a smirk, "Just wait till I get BOTH legs in there!"

No Aisle
okay my pretty night wedding at the place where my sweetie and i meet has become a VERY cheap ordeal. no, it's not a JP ordeal, but at the moment it might as well be. there'll be no dancing, no really big celebration . . .no pretty dress. . .no being the day's shinning star. i will be just another person, someone who will go basically unnoticed on what SHOULD be my big day. My SISTER will be prettier and better dressed ON MY WEDDING DAY than I will be. because we are SOOO BROKE and the economy sucks so we're having toubles getting new jobs. it feels like i'll be forgotten on my own wedding day because i'll not be special enough or pretty enough. no special dress for me . . .no aisle for me to walk down towards to my love. i know i sound like a drama queen, but it's like getting my dreams flushed down the toilet and fate laughing at me for wanting ONE SINGLE day to be special. hell my future step daughter will look prettier than me thanks to the capabilities of her grandmother.

My Admission
< the love of my life celeste died march 17th 2007 at the age of 34. i did all i could do for her the 5 years she was in my life i took the best care of her that i knew how it might not have always been the right thing but i did what she asked me to do and for some of those requests she made of me is why she is gone now i am sorry to her daughter leah and to her mother linda i love you both more then you will ever know.the only thing that makes it not so bad is i did all i could for her and now she needs no more and thats all i ever wanted for her so thats kind of where im at right now trying to deal with my loss and moving on with my life.i love to make people happy so i like people who also like to make me happy in return i am always myself and people will either love it or hate it and im fine with that. im not as angry as i used to be and celeste taught me how to feel and that its ok to cry.she made me a better human being and man hopefully i dont revert back to what i was i dont th

Sweet Tortilla Snowflakes
Whatever the holiday weather where you live, you can set your kids to snowflake snipping and make our one-of-a-kind wintry snacks. They're almost too pretty to eat -- but too delicious not to! RECIPE INGREDIENTS: 10 flour tortillas (fajita size) 1 teaspoon vegetable oil 1 cup chocolate chips l/2 cup confectioners' sugar 1. Heat the oven to 350°. 2. Fold each tortilla into quarters and then snip out shapes with clean scissors as if to make a paper snowflake; add a few decorative cuts but maintain some structural integrity (if your tortillas are stiff, soften them in the oven for a minute). 3. A few at a time, place the snowflakes on a lightly greased baking sheet and bake 5 to 7 minutes or until the edges are lightly browned. 4. Remove the snowflakes from the oven, immediately dot each one with about a dozen evenly spaced chocolate chips, then return the flakes to the oven briefly to melt the chips. 5. Once the chips begin to melt, transfer the snowflakes to a cool

Up To It?
YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE? So, here's how it works: 1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc) 2. Put it on shuffle 3. Press play 4. For every question, type the song that's playing 5. When you go to a new question, press the next button 6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool... Opening Credits: closing time, semi sonic Waking Up: man in the box, alice in chains First Day At School: animals, nickel back Falling In Love: hero of the day, metallica Fight Song: by the way, red hot cheli peppers Breaking Up: smash, the offspring Prom: congradulations, blue october Life: figured you out, nickel back Mental Breakdown: lose it, emenim Driving: freshman, the virve pipe Flashback: one, metallica Getting back together: hey God, bon jovi Wedding: bang blame, rem Birth of Child: sound of silence simon and garfukel Final Battle: save me, shine down Death Scene: lie to me, bo

I Am A Warrior
✠ I shall not allow this to be just another day. As I am fighting my way through life. My currant mind state is not one of comfort. I am fighting the beast, resisting the attempt to be devoured by the many undesirable happenings, all recent in this existence I call my life. ✠ I saw myself beginning to crumble this last night. The effects of these tragedies had begun to extirpate my strength of being. Consuming all that is me. Asphyxiation,, bound with ropes of my own senses; Touch-razor sharp jagged and unbound. Smell-sour, lingering. Taste-a bitter harshness. Sight-stained with tears, uncontrollably running down flushed skin, leaving trails of pain comparable to third degree burns, memories and fears. Sound-indistinct whistling and hums rapidly growing louder and undeniably deafening. Emotions ravaging me, the attempt to devitalize all that is within me. ✠

A Woman's Decision..
lights go out on a rainy night, the wind storms open the windows and rushes inside, her silky dark hair flows freely and wildly, her blue eyes shine like glass even in the dark, she is deliciously scared at the fear that binds her, she paces slowly and timidly towards her chambers where she knows it awaits her, she pauses momentarily in front of her door, reaching out with her hand to turn the knob, her heart begins to pulse, her hands begin to tremble, she's afraid, the pleasure that awaits her behind that door terrifies her, she retrieves and walks away from the door, she paces back and forth in front of that door, she wants to enter, she fears it but simultaneously desires it, she stops in front of the door and leans her forehead against it, tears flow down her skin, such desire tortures her so deep, she feels passionately weak as the sweetness of her juice begins to flow, she's fighting the temptation to caress herself, which only arouses her even more, she turns her back against t

Twas The Month Before Christmas
TWAS THE MONTH BEFORE CHRISTMAS God Bless Our Christmas and it's meaning 'Twas the month before Christmas when all through our land, Not a Christian was praying nor taking a stand. Why the PC Police had taken away, The reason for Christmas - no one could say. The children were told by their schools not to sing, About Shepherds and Wise Men and Angel s and things. It might hurt people's feelings, the teachers would say December 25th is just a " Holiday ". Yet the shoppers were ready with cash, checks and credit Pushing folks down to the floor just to get it! CDs from Madonna, an X BOX, an I-pod Something was changing, something quite odd! Retailers promoted Ramadan and Kwanzaa In hopes to sell books by Franken & Fonda. As Targets are hanging their trees upside down At Lowe's the word Christmas - was no where to be found. At K-Mart and Staples and Penney's and Sears You won't hear the word Christmas; it

Footprints (thanks Geno)
LOVE starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORT. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS. Friends are FOREVER. Good friends are like STARS You don't always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You never kn

Sugar Coated Pecans
Sugar Coated Pecans Yields: 12 servings "These slow-roasted whole pecans coated in an egg white and sugar glaze spiced with cinnamon make a wonderful snack for any occasion." INGREDIENTS: 1 egg white 1 tablespoon water 1 pound pecan halves 1 cup white sugar 3/4 teaspoon salt 1/2 teaspoon ground cinnamon DIRECTIONS: 1. Preheat oven to 250 degrees F (120 degrees C). Grease one baking sheet. 2. In a mixing bowl, whip together the egg white and water until frothy. In a separate bowl, mix together sugar, salt, and cinnamon. 3. Add pecans to egg whites, stir to coat the nuts evenly. Remove the nuts, and toss them in the sugar mixture until coated. Spread the nuts out on the prepared baking sheet. 4. Bake at 250 degrees F (120 degrees C) for 1 hour. Stir every 15 minutes.

Takecareyachild!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i was raised by my grandparents, single mother couldnt hold the weight, my daddy thought he was whodini, did a magic trick(laugh), made that great escape, my fate without a father didnt change, just was harder, i'm a blackman in a whitemans world, that wasnt any girl it was corey's daughter, i'll go from infinity 2 beyond for any child thats my bond, they need love, but take care of ya own blood to the damn scrubs, real thugs plug their own 1st, even in the midst of conflict, seeds indeed grow into trees, products of the parents, wasnt no need 2 leave, i grieve every time i look in the eyes of a child that looks like their daddy but he's gone past november, it saddens me, but his lil girl is now happy, with the substitution but it can get confusing, he steady mobbin making moves and coming up with excuses, its useless, lets use this as a battleground, i neva told him not 2 come around but since he wont that i'll say it NOW.............

Learning The Lesson
Memories calling to us, like echoes down the hallways, traipsing through the rough-hewn corridors of shallow minds. Tainted now forever more, by the sting of betrayal. Bitter sweet the taste, of the joy and sorrow shared. Now that the time has come to put away the toys of the past, we cling desperately to, what’s no longer within our grasp.

A Gift To A Wounded Soldier
This may be one of the nicest gifts our wounded soldiers will receive. A Great Idea!!! When you are making out your Christmas card list this year, please include a card to the following: A Recovering American Soldier c/o Walter Reed Army Medical Center 6900 Georgia Avenue,NW Washington, D.C. 20307-5001

Zodiac
Pisces You have an awesome imagination, and often put it to use for sexual purposes. You are very romantic and don’t hook-up with random people very often.Because sex to you is about showing your love, you are incredibly romantic in bed, and very giving. You tend be in a serious relationship more often then not.Sex matches: Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio 'What is your Sexual Zodiac?' at QuizUniverse.com

My New Man..men..yeah
I've come to realize that the only man I've been with since my last boyfriend.. Was made of gingerbread.... And what's worse is that he's starting to look pretty sexy.. Yikes! Haha. I baked a tin for my friends..but I'm eating one Shhh!

...oddly The Sweetest Thing Anyone Ever Said To Me
"Goodbye Scarecrow" I was watching a show and it brought me to uncontrolable tears. She was dieing of cancer and decided to kill herself. The man she was seeing (who was in a relationship) was there so she did not die alone. She took the pills and looked to him and said, "Goodbye, Scarecrow". When I was in my teens my boyfriend of many years went by the name of Scarecrow. Who knows, if he had not eventually lost it we'd still be together this day. I think of him often. The first guy I ever really loved. We were both rather disturbed individuals... We were both rather dark. It was this darkness that brought us together, it was that darkness that eventually tore us apart... Hell I was his 'mistress' for perhaps two years... I wouldn't let that get in the way. We swore through life and death we'd be there for each other. One day 'Scarecrow' and I were laying in bed. The room was dark and small, the bed a cheap twin. We layed there naked for hours our bodies entertwi

Realizing Some Things
I dont know if people realize how good they have it till they actually understand what could happen to them.. This is kind of scary to me and I did not realize this that much... " "Apple" shape. People whose weight is concentrated around their stomachs may be at greater risk of developing heart disease, diabetes or cancer than people of the same weight who are "pear-shaped" (they carry their weight in their hips and buttocks)." I know I have not been classified with any disease but I am at a higher risk for these things. It makes me open my eyes alot more Taking a much better action and sticking with it.

Acquisition Of The Mind
Twisted faded memories of a forgotten past Gnawing on my heart Screaming in my soul Shredded love of my existence As Blood drips from my eyes A swords fiery edge Piercing throughout my being Cutting through the membranes of my affections As I call out Oh Lady of my birth Creator of my soul Reveal to me my misplaced thoughts of relics past June 8th 2003 All of my poems are copyrighted under Vivvy Butterfly/Jazzmyn Aires/R.A.B

Bored Beyond Belief
I had knee surgery the day before thanksgiving and will be off work until no earlier than the first week of January. Sitting in this house, raining outside, bored out of my mind. So, I thought to myself, why not write a boring blog for people to read or ignore. And here it is. However, I really have been able to keep up with old episodes of ER. Which it turns out, has become one of the things I really look forward to. From 10am to noon, that is what I do. Anyhow, I hope everyone has a great holiday and remember me, sitting here bored, day after day. I will write more soon, count on it. Boring or not.

Mrs Santa Claus
'Twas, the night before Christmas and all thru the house Not a creature was stirring, except for my mouse. No kids lived with me, so I thought I would chatter There'd be no dang reindeer, and no stupid clatter. There'd be no fat elf, coming through my chimmney I'll be alone, my computer and me. I won't race to the window, to see him arrive I'll just sit right here... with windows ninety-five. There's no one I know, as I'm surfing around None of my regular buddies are to be found. I went in some chat rooms, but quickly got out Age, Sex, Location is all that's about. As, I was about to go check out the net. I got an message, which I didn't expect. A lady told me, she had read my profile And ask, If I would like to chat for a while. She said, if I didn't, then she would just leave But, she was so lonely, on this Christmas Eve. She said, it's the first time, she'd ever been on But, she heard computers could be so much fun. She said the computer was usually locked up tig

Too Nosey!
I've been on here a little while now and I have found there are some very nosey people on here, they will say they are your friends and want whats best for you but then they turn right around and stab you in the back. One of my friends on here has fell in love and the person that they are involved with has a few ex's I guess you can call them that and now they want to start all kinds of trouble and not leave them alone, I mean I got on this site for adult friendships not childish bullshit but this is getting ridiculous, why can't people just move on I mean if they are not bothering you then why put so much energy into trying to hurt them cause really all they are doing is sitting back and laughing at you behind your back. If you are so happy in your own life then why bother being so into theirs and just walk away and leave them be. I am honestly tired of the drama that goes on this site and I can't see how people lay their heads down at night and sleep knowing they are hell bent on hur

New Album Please Read!!!!!!!!!
Ok ladies i have a new folder i just started for the beautiful ladies of fubar and more so please i would be honered if u would send me a pic of u either regular or nsfw no matter, ur choice! Or send me mail telling me i can rip it from ur page! I got one already and i will add all that apply its also a good way to send my friends and others to ur page! Thanx to all that send me a pic!

Failure To Meet Contract Obligations
To: S. Claus From: Me Sir, It is quite apparent that you give no credence to the behavior of an individual. In point of fact, I have come to the conclusion that you are nothing more than a half-assed incompetent idiot. Since you could not even follow through on a few simple requests, I have decided that by Christmas Eve of next year to find some way to take control of the world air defense grid so that as soon as you are picked up on radar, I will have the capability to fry you and your reindeer. Once shot down, I will then make every effort to see you are prosecuted to the fullest extent of the law under the Homeland Security Regulations, and under the more recent terrorist law. Considering how vague the law is, it should be no problem to get a conviction and a sentence of life in prison plus one day. Considering that clearly you are an immortal, that will be a long time. How much trouble would it have been to deliver the machine tools necessary to build and mainta

Friendship
Hi and very blessed weekend to each and everyone ? i Here i go again wondering what would happenif a sertne young lady choice to be more then friends i wonder if i can hadle it ? But anyway i was thinking maybe someone day someone will want to date me and be more then just friends and we can devolp a relatesonship on trust and honesty oh and respect and love oh well maybe someday

Lost Soul
Looking in the mirror, At this invisible face, This soul has vanished, Without a trace, Only the memories, When left behind, And still I morn, For a love I cant find, A soul that was happy, Now lives in strife, Walking in the shadows, Of my empty life, Should I end it all, Or try to be strong? Its doesn't matter, You wouldn't notice if I was gone, Was my heart fooled? By you deceiving lies, Come back to me, Wipe these tears from my eyes, Bleeding for the truth, Struggling to find your heart, But you don't feel the way I do, And its riping my apart, But until my soul is found, I will never let you know, You,ll have my heart forever, But I have to let you go.

Rounders
Hello all or the one person who clicked on this, This is an entry I will call my favorite movies. This weeks movie is Rounders. Rounders came out in 1998 and took in a modest amount of money at the box office. The movie stars the always solid Matt Damon and Edward Norton as collage law student and low rent criminal respectively. These characters are connected by a childhood where the Ed Norton character ("Worm") takes the fall for his friend at a prep school that neither of their parents can afford. The movie revolves around the ever popular card game No Limit Texas Hold 'em. Before this movie came out I never heard of the game but now it's everywhere including ESPN. The movie pulls you into this little known world right from the beginning when Matt Damon grabs his stash from every possible hiding place in his apartment. He is going to make a "Run" at it. He loses and loses big. When worm comes out Damon is back in the game and he has a natural gift to Worm's cheating way

A Little Love Goes A Looong Way
Hey friends.... Can you PLEASE go visit my Fu~Godmother Sassie Laurie and show her how awesome she is! She is trying to improve her stats! RATE~FAN~ADD~CRUSH HER......She has lots of AWESOME pictures and stash for you to check out! SHOW HER THE LOVE PEOPLE!! ~♥~THANK YOU ALL~♥~ ~/~ Sassy Laurie~/~Club F.A.R.~The Sisterhood~D&DC~Ind. Fam.~Co-Mng. Fu-Sistas~Fu-Ownded By Squirt@ fubar

Husband Material???
Reliable? What Sign Should You Date?EarthYou should date a Taurus, Virgo, or Capricorn. If youâ��re looking for a hard-working, dependable, and loyal lover, then look no further than an Earth sign! Donâ��t mistake this introvert as someone who isnâ��t social because they have quite the charm. Just keep in mind that even though they can be a bit materialistic and limited in their outlook, this sign will make you the focus of their attention!Love-Friendship Quizzes

That Sucks
Well the browns won. A 10-6 record is a lot better than last year 4-12,(but still no playoffs) WTF damn titans and sorgi. oh well as long as we sign Lewis 4 another year and get anderson a Hell of a raise and do a couple of tweaks 12-4 next year and 2 of those wins will be agaisnt the steelers.....

One More Day!
Dear Daddy, I can't believe that it's been a whole year since you were taken from us so suddenly. I think of you everyday and wish that I could spend just 'One More Day' with you. To be able to hear your kind and gentle voice, giving me word of advice and 'Pearls of Wisdom'. To listen to your silly jokes, that only YOU! could tell. To be able to sit with you at your Piano, listening to you play all those Old Love Songs that you played so well. How I wish I could do those things just once more. You always had a smile on your face and a "HELLO" for everyone you met. You never said an unkind word about anyone. You respected everyone you met, no matter who they were. How I wish there were more people in this world like you! If, there were, then this world would be a much better place! Even on the cloudiest of days, the Sun always Shone when you were around, because of your sweet smile and gentle nature. I could not have asked for a more loving and kind Father and I

A New Year,new Outlook
So its a new year,hope everyones is going okay so far!! i thought it'd be kind of neat to ask.. what is one thing you wanna change or do different this year? ill fill my blank in after ive had time to sort it all out.. lol

Starting The Alabama Gang On Here!
Lets all see how many people we can get to join from our state. I'm from Alabama so thats the state I'm gonna try and get add the most!!! if your up for it post back here, and lets get this party started! Ben "O"

What Is Hemodialysis?
I thought I would write this blog in order for my friends to really understand what I am going thru and what happens to a person that has to be on Hemodialysis in order to stay alive until the transplant if that is what route they want to travel. So thank you for taking the time to read this and have a good one, feel free to share this with your friends here, because so many do not understand how or why one has to live on the dialyzer. Hemodialysis uses a machine to clean your blood. The dialysis machine has a filter on it called a hemodialyzer or dialyzer. The dialyzer works like an artificial kidney and removes the waste and the extra fluid that builds up when your kidneys are no longer working. In my case, I was born with Polycistic Kidney Disease and was only born with one, which was small. Hemodialysis ca

Not My Poem But I Like It
Feelings for you by Amanda Jackson I wish you knew Or had a clue About how I feel about you I just have so many feelings That I’m tired of dealing with I wish I had the guts to tell you What would you do? Would things be different? I’ve already been through this before And I had my heart tore I don’t think I can go through that anymore Look I like you more than I should If only I could tell you my feelings Everything would be good

5-abortion_notpreachingjustfoundtouching!!!
I support your right to chose (even though me personally dont agree with abortion) but i do feel this is true and should at least be read and considered first sorry to offend anyone Month One: Mommy I am only 8 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. Every time I hear it I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can

Buffalo Bills 2007
Well, as the playoffs start for the teams that made it. Its time to do a little review of my team and where they go from here.. The season started knowing it was a very difficult schedule. My pre-season projection was 6-10 or 7-9 and the team ended up right about there. There were some good things given that the team set a league record for players on IR prior to week 10. The season actually ended up being predictable. They beat the teams that should have beaten (like the Dolphins and Jets twice) and lost to teams they should have lost to (Like New England). About the only upset was the Redskins, who were coming off the loss of their Safety. And now its the offseason, the GM and Offensive Coordinator have left already. So their will definitely be some management changes. Just as this year with JP Losman, next year we go in with a QB with less than a year of starting experience in Trent Edwards. He will need a big offseason to move this team forward. And questions on his arm stre

Meanings
-Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Ear; You're my everything. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you. ____________ ____________________ _______ _____ ____ ____ What the gesture means... -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looki ng into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________ ____________________ _______ _____ ____ ____ -----Advice; Don't ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.

Help Me Level For My 1 Year Anniversary!!!
Hey everyone!! My 1 year anniversary on Fubar is coming up on the 29th of January!! I would really like to be my next level by then. Help me get to Rockstar by Jan 29th please!! I will return the love!! And don't forget to go check out my sweety and help him level a little bit Please Repost!!!

Requirements For Joining The Family
Family rules for joining the spirit levelers! >Don't join this family because you are in a contest >You cannot enter any contest for 30 day's after joining because of previous scheduled events. > You can't belong to any other bombing family can not be disrespectful to any family member ,treat them as you would want to be treated > You "MUST" have a salute and be a level 5 or higher,Be respectful to all other members,help all members when they are in contest or give aways,when you reach about 20.000 we will put you in a leveling pimp out so that everyone will come and blow your page up and level you fast!We are a "DRAMA FREE" family anyone found causing Drama will be removed at once "NO QUESTIONS ASKED" we will not put up with it!We ask that you repost our bulletins and check the home page daily for new blog postings,we are a bombing family as well so when asked to help out with some comments in a contest or give away please do so!So if you would like to join go to Spirit Levele

Indradragon
OK.. I have this friend who is the most awesome person in the world. Jason aka Indradragon. He is currently in Iraq and I appreciate him and every other military personel who has the courage to do that, to keep the U.S. safe from terrorists. So, show this man some love, add him, rate him and fan him. Him along with every other military person is why our country is safe right now and why we have the freedoms we do.. here is his link.. Indradragon - In Iraq.....please send love.@ fubar

Check Out Our Myspace
midwest melodic metal ADVOCATE from decatur (shit hole) IL the page isn't much to see but thats not the point we want you to listen http://www.myspace.com/advocateillinois if your on myspace add us we love to hear feedback (all music was recorded and produced by advocate)

La Times Questions Ashcrofts Concepts Of Freedom!!!
Los Angeles Times Wednesday, 14 August, 2002 Atty. Gen. John Ashcroft's announced desire for camps for U.S. citizens he deems to be "enemy combatants" has moved him from merely being a political embarrassment to being a constitutional menace. Ashcroft's plan, disclosed last week but little publicized, would allow him to order the indefinite incarceration of U.S. citizens and summarily strip them of their constitutional rights and access to the courts by declaring them enemy combatants. The proposed camp plan should trigger immediate congressional hearings and reconsideration of Ashcroft's fitness for this important office. Whereas Al Qaeda is a threat to the lives of our citizens, Ashcroft has become clear and present threat to our liberties. The camp plan was forged at an optimistic time for Ashcroft's small inner circle, which has been carefully watching two test cases to see whether this vision could become a reality. The cases of Jose Padilla and Yaser Esa

Where Is My Spot?
Inquiring minds would like to know, Well I'll tell you, its way down below, Somewhere between a rock and hard place Life's proven difficult with the color of this face We lived well under the poverty line But never to bed hungry, God kept us in mind Living with a saint, a drug addict, and alcoholic This house is where Reality TV could have started To get to my spot blinders must be removed Judgments left at the door also among the rules I invite you to come if you've never known strife You will leave with pain that will haunt you for life.

Spin Again
what to say... This man is so special... He makes me feel right on the inside, which is something that hasn't happened in a long long time... Like since I was 17... It's awesome, it's scarey and it's everything in between... I'm putting this in here because he is so special and I'd like to make sure people know what he truely means to me ... SpinAgain*@ fubar He's a really great person and has a awesome sense of humor and well I can't list em all.... glitter-graphics.com

No Fucking Fu Drama Allowed
This goes out too all my FUBARIANS out there friends and soon too be friends.Please do not shout out too me about your man problems or anything else IF you're just looking for drama between me and another FUBAR member.If I have posted this blog in error I apologize but but I have worked too damn hard too get the real life friends I can actually see and have a drink with come Friday night too fuck it up over some fucked up drama on here.Once again if I have posted this blog in error I apologize ..... (YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE) SINCERLY SMOKEDOG 777

Fish Oil...
It is supposed to be oh so good for you right??? Driving home today, a GNC bottle fell into the foothold area of the front seat area. Catching it in the nick of time before it got away, I looked at the labeling really quickly thinking it was an old Melantonin bottle (that I am currently using for spare change) and thinking maybe I should stop at the GNC store today to pick up some more. When I looked at the bottle, it said FISH OIL. Oh nooooo, I thought. I remember. I had been taking fish oil with each meal for about 3-4 months in a row. Suddenly I began to see my cats take a special interest in licking my skin with their sandpaper tongues. When I realized what the potential cause was, I quit taking the fish oil for fear of my cats begin to be carnivorous and the fish oil was merely like spreading butter on bread -- adding a bit of tasty to the product. LOL.... I put my coin filled fish oil cannister back into the middle hump of the car where it should be kept. I

Auction Rules And Guidelines
Hello everyone, I have decided to host my first auction. This auction will run from today, January 21st starting at 10 P.M. Eastern till Thursday, January 31st at 10 P.M. The rules are simple..You may bid anything you like, Fubux, Blasts, Ticker Messages, VIP's, Happy Hours, Fubar T-Shirts..etc. Actual money items overshadow Fubucks. What the winner gets.... 1.) The person you win will put Owned by "Your name here" next to theirs in their profile name for an entire month. 2.) Atleast 1 daily comment 3.) All pics and stash rated during Happy Hour 4.) A daily gift of their choosing. 5.) A personal salute photo to you (What kind is up to the person who is won) 6.) Anything after that is up to the person who is owned. Please keep in mind this is for fun ONLY! Please, no rude comments! If you would like to be in the auction simply send me a message and let me know which pic you would like to enter. Anyone may join up until the Sunday the 27th of January at mid

Sometime After Midnight
application/x-abiword AbiWord Twilight Rising a novel by Richard Clark George Outline I. Morning World 1. Prelude 2. Parade 3. Amos Blackwood 4. Zero Dude 5. A Very Bad Night 6. Institutionalization 7. Release 8. Long Road Home 9. Deepsail 10. Family Reunion 11. Sound Advice 12. Storm Warning II. The Gathering 1. Exodus

Written A While Ago..
Ok, so before Tyler and i got back together i wrote this. and i was going through my laptop cleaning out old files and found it. Just thought i would post it for the hell of it. I think its cute, even made some tears fall as i was reading it over. You may think its cheesy, but oh well... The things i love and miss about you: When you would give me your coat so i wouldnt get cold, even if you would. When i would wake up with out you next to me and have sweet lil text messages from you. When you would hug me, for no reason at all How you would do anything, just to make me smile. :)and how you would ALWAYS make me laugh. When you would compliment me and call me beautiful and gorgeous. When i didnt feel like you were ashamed that i was yours. You told everyone i was your girlfriend, and were proud that i was. When i wasnt always the first one to say i love you. And you would say it just because. and i didnt feel like you felt obligated to say it. When i was sa

In Search Of The Gentle Man, Soldier Of Words, Guardian Of Women? Search No Further!
I'm James McFiery, for the past few years I have lead a tough, struggle for it all life. I had lost my way, though in time I have recovered myself and regained a familiar face in the mirror once more. That face is a strong willed, warm hearted individual whom seeks to help others. I have risked life and time for others, and I finally am stepping out of the shadows to help once again. I am friendly, funny, and I love to listen, just as much as I love to be there for others. I am not one who is afraid to voice my opinion or my emotions. I am a survivalist by lifestyle, and Guardian or Protector if you will of women of any shape, religion or race. I am not racist, nor do I discriminate. If I feel I can help in any way I will. I hold a passion of words, and a rage for the predators of this world. It sickens me to read and hear of innocent, young and unsuspecting women and children who are obducted and murdered. I am reaching out to any who need a hand, shoulder, or ear. This is no joke, no

The Broken Heart....
my heart and soul lonly once more...my wing are clipped and are sore.....i lay here dying slowly im sure...as my heart is ripped and scured....i hate this feeling so kill me now...im an emo...i let you down...i cant take this pain any longer...thrust the knife in and hold it stronger...the more you push the quicker i can fade...you made me happy and made my day...you ended my life and i thank you for that thanks for taking this up to bat...im sorry that i caused so much greef but in this poem you can see..im worthless and lonly an emo so true...but remeber i was once like you...my heart was broken and soul bent .....but now its over and i can repent...repent huh...what a word....this wolds so cold and ubsord...im sorry i left this way...but now you see the hell we pay....take these words to your heart and you will see we only play a small part. I hate what im cauing you now im sorry for the words that came out...please forgive as you remove the knife...now i am sceduled to tak

Whats The Point
If I die today what would the people who knew me remember me for? For the whore everyone treats me like or just a good fuck. Who would care if i die today or found out i was dying? No I'm not going to kill myself if that what you thinking while reading this. I look at these people in my life and how they treat me as if i was nothing. A piece of ass yet they dont even try and impress me at all. Its like they can see right through me knowing all i want is to have someone who cares yet they know my past or i slept with them before. so they know i wont just give that up for fear if i dont have the meaningless relationship with them i will have nothing at all. I want so much to be able to look into someone else and see something real and yet I must be blind or the world is really just that fuck up. Everyone tells me that you get what you deserve but i understand or remember being this hard on others so i question am i really alive or just a living dead girl.

Scary Days!!
Well It's only been 4 days since the last entry and everything has changed in that time. In Mobile we finally had the singers and the one male dancer join us. One male from the old cast is going to stay as well. At this point we are only missing one female dancer. DAY 1: The first day of the cruise was normal. Boat drill, entertainment meeting. OH they did spring a rehearsal on the old cast and we are required to watch every show and tech run that they do. DAY 2: Today we were at sea and we had a very short rehearsal and then got ready to watch the shows. The shows were amazing tonight and so were the beverages in between. DAY 3: Today was the start of a very scary time onboard. The first sign of a norovirus outbreak happened today. The paranoia and obsessions with extreme cleanliness were just starting. People washing their hands every 20 seconds, not wanting to touch anybody, or eat the ships food. DAY 4: As more people came down with the virus the paranoia an

For All Animal Lovers
Hi, all you animal lovers. This is pretty simple. The Animal Rescue Site is having trouble getting enough people to click on it daily to meet their quota of getting free food donated every day to abused and neglected animals. It takes less than a minute to go to their site and click on the purple box "fund food for animals" for free. This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate food to abandoned/neglected animals in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know. www.theanimalrescuesite.com http://www.theanimalrescuesite.com Save it in your favorites and click it once a day.

Hhmmmm
Today was to dang long... And now I got some one following me around on Fubar.. what is up with that? I have been reading Mumms this evening. And there was one that really ticked me off. Not the Mumm it self, but a comment a guy made. It was a soldier asking for help. And this dumbass was just bashin the guy about being a soldier. I guess I need to add some info. I come from a military family, most of my friends are military family or ex military, so you know soldiers mean a lot to me. And to have this guy bashing them just really set me off on his ass. Dude had never been in the military and obviously knew nothing about the military. The whole time I am thinking about my friends that are over there and then ones that are going to be deployed through out the year, and what they do for this country. The one that sticks out the most is one of my best friends. He is like a brother to me, he has been there once already, almost blown up on his bday. I got the great pleasure

Thetruth
If we only knew the truth about it Maybe we could work our way around it Then maybe we could ignore that the shore Used to be the edge Explore more Than our block or the next City over With nothing on our shoulders But the clothes on our backs And you leave us hear with nothing Expecting no attack With soilders on the way If we only knew the truth about what really goes on Maybe all the things i do would make sense just for once Maybe we could work our way around it If we only knew the truth about it You think its crazy to think theres Nothing to hide Whenever theres a proposition For me to decide on Theres a million suggestions With a million intentions With the people getting richer Off the people getting poorer Its due for being over Theres justice on the way If we only knew the truth about what really goes on Maybe all the things i do would make sense just for once Maybe we could work our way around it If we only knew the truth about it If we

User Names
Everytime I see some cracked out username I have to laugh. How can I possibly take anyone serious who's name is something like "HornyGuy69" or "BigTitBartender". Seriously people, you need to really think about this. For the most part you are interacting with strangers. If you find someone you want to friend, do you really want them sending a reply or adding a friend who has described genitalia in their username??

To Know And To Love
to view my pictures is to know the me the world sees to share my passion is to love what I do to like my hobby is to share in a common interest to love my loves is to be my family to read and understand my blogs is to see into a part of my heart and soul. to love me is see past these and see the part of who I am that cannot be seen by the eyes but must be seen by the heart

Phase 2
I felt the love inside my heart, I saw the future the joy I sought.... I felt the love I thought would last, Yet another chapter in my pass..... I played my part and o so well, Like victoria secret, I was under a love spell... I fanticized so vivaciously, My heart would beat harmoniously..... How Could This Be? It'll never appeal...I'm falling in love & I know That it's real... "I have to hide, Keep it bottled inside,Is there something really there? Does he even care? Is it just lust? Do I have his trust?" I want you to feel me inside & out, Get deep in my mind...know what i'm truly about.... Learn all of my secrets and my deepest fears, learn about my childhood and what i've experienced these years.... My fear of loving cause my family never gave me that, my many motivation and the reasons why I slack..... The things that make me laugh, and why i'm happy all time... Why I learned to hustle, turn a nickle to a dime.... The PAIN is not the stuggle, it's

Special Thanks
SPECIAL THANKS TO THE DEMON CREW FAMILY (THE BEST FAMILY ON FU) WHO GENEROUSLY DONATED FUBUX IN ORDER TO HELP ME WIN YESTERDAY'S SPOTLIGHT! LOVE YOU GUYS! YOU ALL ROCK!!!!! HERE’S A PIMP OUT TO THE DEMON CREW FAMILY MEMBERS WHO HELPED ME OBTAIN YESTERDAY‘S SPOTLIGHT: MASTER Cain ~Demon Crew Co-Founder-Master to Blood Vixen~SkOoTeRz GoThIc GoDeSs@ fubar ~ £ÎßÊ®Tÿ~* §í¢k & TWî$t€Ð's R/£ G/F & FÛ FîÂñÇê' † Demon Crew Recruiter۞Dylons Diva@ fubar $ç()øTéR™--(Hubby of Brunette Babe)-{PM shift leader of Demon Crew}@ fubar Lori-Brunette Babe (Wife of - ScOoTeR) ~Demon Crew~@ fubar

I Need A Lover!!
As you all may or may not know, I am Stangman's fu-slut. I do whatever he says, whenever he says, and now he is sayin that I need to find myself a fu-lover, preferably female to serve me and him. Anyone who is interested should let me know ASAP, since I am on a deadline, but im not allowed to tell what the deadline is, or what the perks will be for the best candidate!!

Thanks Jason! Grrrrr........
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 10 Weird Facts HUh..... Thanks Jason....Great here we go.... 1. My food cannot touch... Never.. not even a little bit or I wont eat it. 2. I bleach the counters in my kitchen as least twice a week. 3. I have never met anyone that can out drink me. (my brother is excluded! lol lol) 4.I am the Queen of Crap TV... If it is on TV and It's crap.... I'm Watching it! 5. I have seen every ( and Yes I mean EVERY) Episode Of Law and Order CI and SVU. 6.I have never been to a concert.... 7. I have way more guy friends then chick friends but I love my chick friends the most. 8. I am very irritable.... for

Tag
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I enjoy a good flogging 2) I can bend my fingers 180 degrees backwards 3) I am eternally in search of the perfect coconut 4) I have 9 years of higher education and 3 degrees 5) I am a scientist 6) I have carried a canoe on my back for over 40 miles 7) I once played AAA baseball for the Pittsburgh Pirates (1 season) 8) I once drove from NY to ID for a potato 9) I have had 10 dogs in my lifetime 10) I played in a band to audiences of over 10,000 people 11) I picked my name

Start'n A Fam
The Smiths were unable to conceive children and decided to use a surrogate father to start their family. On the day the proxy father was to arrive, Mr. Smith kissed his wife goodbye and said, "Well, I'm off now. The man should be here soon." Half an hour later, just by chance, a door-to-door baby photographer happened to ring the doorbell, hoping to make a sale. "Good morning, Ma'am", he said, "I've come to..." "Oh, no need to explain," Mrs. Smith cut in, embarrassed, "I've been expecting you." "Have you really?" said the photographer. "Well, that's good. Did you know babies are my specialty?" "Well that's what my husband and I had hoped. Please come in and have a seat". After a moment she asked, blushing, "Well, where do we start?" "Leave everything to me. I usually try two in the bathtub, one on the couch, and perhaps a couple on the bed. And sometimes the living room floor is fun. You can really spread out there." "Bathtub, living room floor? No wonder it

The New Era
In a time when political figures are becoming more ambiguous, and the country falls deeper into the hole on a endless war, all that is really left to look forward to at the end of the work day is a cold beer and the sports highlights. With recession on the top of everyones list and the drawbacks of the working mans days in automated america, a depression nears and we will feel it. My grandparents told me stories about the depression in the 20's and the effects it had on the economical balance and what a mans worth was in those days. I feel that as americans we can relate to the past follies that have shaped our country and what we are doing with corporate backing is wrong. In the olden days of our great country a mans worth was his weight in a hard days labour output in a mill, field, manufacturing plant, so on, it was work that defined the end of the depression and the will power for people to continue on what they lost and build it back from the ground up. since the 20's we have bee

Shamrock N' Roll Show 2008- Get Your Tickets Today!
Shamrock N' Roll Show Saturday, March 15th Doors at 7:30 PM Show time: 8:00PM till 1PM Presale tickets: $7.00 Door: $10.00 ALL AGES!!! Place: Romers Entertainment Center Address: 118 E. Main St Greenville, OH 45331 MAP IT- http://www.romerscatering.com/images/greenvillemap.jpg Appearing; Goodnight LA- http://www.myspace.com/goodnightla July For Kings- http://www.myspace.com/julyforkings Small Town Sleeper- http://www.myspace.com/smalltownsleeper Suikoden- http://www.myspace.com/suikodenrocks Teays Vein- http://www.myspace.com/teaysvein Party people looking for THE EVENT for St Pattys day 2008! BROUGHT TO YOU BY Darke Wave Tattoo www.darkewavetattoo.com/center> 114 N. Broadway Greenville, Ohio (937) 548-1203 Dunlap Limousine Serving the Greater Dayton Area www.myspace.com/dunlaplimo Full Armor Clothing www.faclothing.com Whiteline Design www.whitelinedesign.com 6923 Hollansburg-Sampson Rd.

Heres How I Feel Right Now
OK FRIENDS IM SORRY BUT I CANT KEEP GOING THRU THIS IF YOU HAVE A ISSUE WITH ME BEING HEAVY AND THINGS THEN IM SORRY I AM ME AND I AM REAL I HAVE A CURSE ON ME AND IM FEELING REALLY DOWN I FEEL LIKE IM NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR ANYONE IM NOTHING BUT A LOSER AND THIS IS HOW IM FEELING I WISH LIFE WOULD JUST GIVE ME A BREAK

Beer 4 Geeks
DOS Beer: Requires you to use your own can opener, and requires you to read the directions carefully before opening the can. Originally only came in an 8-oz can, but now comes in a 16-oz can. However, the can is divided into 8 compartments of 2-oz each, which have to be accessed separately. Soon to be discontinued, although a lot of people are going to keep drinking it after it's no longer available. MAC Beer: At first, came only in a 16-oz can, but now comes in a 32-oz can. Considered by many to be a "light" beer. All the cans look identical. When you take one from the fridge, it opens itself. The ingredients list is not on the can. If you call to ask about the ingredients, you are told that "you don't need to know." A notice on the side reminds you to drag your empties to the waste bin. Windows 95 Beer: The world's most popular beer. Comes in a 16-oz can that looks a lot like Mac Beer's. Requires that you already own a DOS Beer. Claims that it allows you to drink several DOS

Best Friend Show Love!
Hi friends! I finally got my best friend to join Fubar but she is intimidated with all the stuff to do! So all I ask friends & fans is that you stop by her page and show her some love! Show her that Fubar is fun and friendly! She may take a few gettin back to all of you but bear with her, she is just learning this site! You remember how confusing it was to you once upon a time.. lol Thanks all! Here she is... Spank that page! Not much to do since she hasn't figured out uploading more pics yet.. lol (Sorry Billie had to pick on ya) lol billie jo@ fubar

Everyone This Dude Is A Pervert He Is A Pedafile
those of you with young bros and sisters, sons and daughters, neaces and nephews, and friends pedalfiles are very dangerous and its hard to get rid of them but this is a warning to let all of you know i had youngsters come up to me about this dude so here goes he is stocking a 12- and 14 year old the 14 year old move far because of him he was phone harassing a 16 year old dating pre teens and young teens this dude is 21 years old and thats sick he is racist he called a black person a nigger and porch monkey which means the same thing here he is

A Poem For The One I Loved
I wrote this poem the first night my boyfriend was in the hospital and i couldn't sleep it has been published thought I might share with yall. Sometimes life can be so unfair. But I remember the time we shared like the time you were on your bike looking at me making me feel beautiful and free. I remember the time we first kissed. My knees got weak my heart soared through the air, and I knew that there was definitaly something there. I've never felt this way before you gave me a reason to open the door. Break down the wall I've built around by heart to make me realize I don't want us to part. But then I got that call that said that our time together maybe short lived. But the power of love is strong enough to pull us through. I need you so you must come to. I remember the night we first made love. Your soft and sensual touch. Made me tremble and I knew it was more than just lust. I look forward to the time we will spend together. The lord works in mysterious ways. And th

I Lit A Candle For You
I lit a candle for you today, in hopes that you might see it. I lit a candle for you today, in hopes that you know how much you mean to me. I lit a candle to show my love, in hopes that you would see. I lit a candle for you today to let you know that you are my hero. I lit a candle today in hopes that it would light your way. I lit a candle today, for the promise that i made to you. The time is coming that you will be taken away to another place in time, a place where love can always be found, a place where tears will no longer fall. When the angels call, to take you from us, i want you to know that no matter where you are i will never forget. I lit a candle for you today in hopes that you would see it. I lit the candle for you, because no matter how hard life was you never stopped loving me. I lit a candle for you today in hopes that it would shine down on you. I lit a candle for you.

Such A Wonderful Week...
...Not! Well this is was happened. Earlier this week, I was copying an edited version of Halo 2 over to my modded Xbox (which I had called Xbox Red). I leave for a moment to go to the bathroom while it was copying the files over to the hard drive on my Xbox Red. Suddenly after finishing my business, I hear a loud *POP* and I said to myself "what the fuck was that?" and then rushed into my room to find my Xbox Red with smoke coming out from it. I unplugged the power cord from it without even having to think and I took it to the kitchen and took the cover off to find even more smoke. I found out what happened after the smoke cleared. A compasitor popped and the "blood" from it burnt the motherboard and melted some wires. I was annoyed by that. Luckly I have more than one Xbox. I still had my other Xbox (which I call Blue) and decided to mod it again since I use my Xbox 360 for getting on Xbox Live. Now tonight, the power supply of my computer fried and now I am minus a worki

Leving Fubar
Well folks IM probably gonna be leaving fubar within the next 48 hours. If ya wana keep in touch Send me a PM and ill forward my Yahoo and or MSN sns so we can keep in contact, im fed up with the smart mouthed cowards who hide behind monitors talking shit. I know its only the internet But some of the shit they say about The trooops pisses me off so bad i litterally want to kill these folks. it isnt worth my aggrivation

Sci Fi Channel To Air Sarah Jane On April 11th And Doctor Who Season 4 On April 18th
From This Week in Doctor Who: Lee Whiteside at www.sftv.org has found NBCUni's tentative schedule information for SciFi Channel in April. 7PM EDT all 4 Fridays - Chuck 10PM EDT all 4 Fridays - Battlestar Galactica Season 4 (new) On April 4 2 more hours of Battlestar Galactica air (8 and 9PM), probably the season 3 finale. 8PM April 11 - the US premiere of Sarah Jane Adventures. 60 minute episode, probably Invasion Of The Bane, shortened from 61 minutes to 44 minutes to fit the timeslot. 9PM April 11 - Battlestar Galactica (probably repeat of Season 4 premiere) 8PM EDT April 18 - 30 minute episode of Sarah Jane Adventures. The regular episodes are 30 minutes in length, so this could be episode 1 of Revenge Of The Slitheen, the first regular episode. 8:30PM EDT April 18 - 90 minute broadcast of Doctor Who - Voyage Of The Damned. This year the Doctor Who Christmas episode was 71 minutes long, so expect SciFi to cut out 5 minutes to bring it to 66 minutes with 24 min

Darkest Day
DEEP DOWN OR FAR BACK IN THE SOUTH FROM A MANS HEART HE SHALL SPEAK WITH HIS MOUTH. NEVER THE LESS HE MAY TEST THE BEST. WITHOUT A MESS HE CAREFULLY BEGANS TO TURN WEST. THE MOUTH AND EYES CAN BE THE MOST DANGEROUS THING! LIKE LOVE AND HONESTY A KIND GIVES TO HIS QUEEN. AN ILLUSION STARTS FROM THE TENDEREST PART OF THE MIND, AS GODS LOVE IS THE GREATEST OF ALL TIME. JUST IMAGINE IF OUR EMOTIONS WAS LIKE A KEY THAT TURNED TO OPEN A DOOR! AND AS YOU ENTERED THERE LIES YOUR WHOLE WORLD BROKEN ON THE FLOOR. CONFUSED AND DAZED NOT KNOW REALLY WHAT TO SAY, BUT ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT THE SUN WILL ALWAYS SHINE ON YOUR DARKEST DAY.

Missing My Light In The Dark.
Above the mountain The mountain An eagle Is flying High above the mountain An eagle calling down To the soldier who faulters The soldier on the ground By the mountain I feel nothing For in my own heart Every tree is broken The first tree will not blossom The second will not grow The third is almost fallen Since you betrayed me so Since you

Writing
Another Lost Soul My mind is a scary place One of a completely different taste Most of its use has gone to waste And disappeared without a trace I am a man of unknown fortune Who lives my life by the turn of the sun I guess I will always be the one Lost in life and known by none. My heart is one of purity I wear it on my sleeve for all to see It branches out just like a tree This will be the downfall of me I am a man of unknown fortune Who lives my life by the turn of the sun I guess I will always be the one Lost in life and known by none. My soul is lost as I like to say In a new place each and every day I couldn't say where it is today I wish it would choose someplace to stay I am a man of unknown fortune Who lives my life by the turn of the sun I guess I will always be the one Lost in life and known by none.

Poem
i was found in ditch, in some foriegn land. no one knew who i was or where i belonged. they could not tell my family what had become of me. they did not know my friends. when my body was taken to the mourge no one came to claim me. because no one knew i was there. i did my job. i did as i was told. i was told that freedom depended on what i did. i was told that i would save lives. i was told many things. most of which where lies. lies told to get me to do my part. lies told by a government that does not care. when it comes down to it i did these things because i thought it was right. i did them for my family and friends. i did them because i thought it would make us free. i paid this price for freedom that is what i belive. so when you hear people knock me and put me down. remember in the end i died because i thought it would keep us free. i am just a soldier and there are millions more just like me.

A Misunderstood Pervert
What can I say, I love the female anatomy. Whether you’re thin, or voluptuous, there is always something that can be said about a woman and her physique. Now without getting into my own past and people I have been with, I will say that I have no problem telling a woman what I think about her body and what attracts me to it. It’s not meant out of disrespect, but out of rejoice and celebration… Kind of corny, I know. But in all honesty, there are so many characteristics and variations about the female anatomy that appeal to most men that it’s hard to decide and settle for just one. I know what I’m about to say may not go well with some of the women reading this, but there are actually chemicals in both human males and females that are determining factors in our behaviors – so you can take it or leave it. With men, there are a number of stimulating chemicals that are released into a man’s blood stream when he ejaculates that prohibit him from attaching himself to that one person. Whil

Who Do We Hide Sometimes?
After having conversations with a few people, I got to thinking about the fact that people don't tell others how they truly feel or think about other people and why they choose to keep quiet. To open one self up is not the easiest thing in the world to do! I should know! Because of what I have been through in the past and the feelings of betrayal, being deceived, manipulated, cheated, hurt (especially in the dealings with my family, so-called "friends", classmates and even "professionals")...I choose not to say much. Not to say I keep 100% quiet, because I do tell people how I feel, but it is very hard to just completely open up one's self like that and just let go. For a long time, I wondered why or what I could do to improve that, but even moreso, why couldn't someone set the example and show me how...make it easier. I have heard many times upon being here people saying to me things they were afraid to say to me, or just say to others in general. They, like myself, were

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Education
Kwajalein schools are highly academic, with strong emphasis on basic skills at the secondary school. School is in session for 180 days a year from mid-August to early June. George Seitz Elementary School serves children from kindergarten through the sixth grade. Kwajalein Junior/Senior High School serves students from Grades 7 through 12. Both schools are fully accredited by the North Central Association of Colleges and Schools. Photo of ClassroomTextbooks and most instructional supplies are furnished by the schools. Foreign language instruction and algebra begin in the seventh grade. Counseling service is available at both schools. Students have the opportunity to become involved in a comprehensive community athletic program, as well as a school intramural program. A full program of music instruction, both choral and instrumental, is also offered. Students generally furnish their own musical instruments, although some are available through the schools. Private music l

Want To Own Me? It's Worth It!
BID HERE BID HERE BID HERE BID HERE That's right! Your favorite lesbian is finally in an aucion! Now you can own your very own Easy To Use Disposable Applicator! (Thats where EZ2FU came from.) The bidding starts March 4 and ends March 11. So come bid on me HERE! You know you wanna own this! This is what I'm offering: ♥ Add/fan/rate during HH ♥ 500 11s during HH every week for a month ♥ If owner has more than 500 pics, I'll rate the rest 10s during HH every week for a month. ♥ 1 profile comment during HH every day for a month ♥ Rate entire stash during HH ♥ Rate all blogs during HH ♥ 1 SFW salute of my choosing ♥ 1 SFW salute of owner's choosing ♥ #1 spot in friends for 1 month ♥ spot in family for 1 month ♥ Crush for 1 month ♥ 1 big

Abunza Money Making Secrets
The secret to earning a substantial income with Abunza requires 3 things: 1. Consistent Marketing Strategy for Abunza 2. Powerful Website that Captures Leads and Converts Sales 3. Follow-up with your Abunza Leads that did not Convert A consistent marketing strategy is the backbone of your Abunza income. Not only does this include advertising, but it also includes branding and creating the Law of Attraction. Without the right sponsor, this is tough to accomplish if you don't have any marketing experience. Training and one-on-one support from your sponsor will help you implement your marketing plan. For best results, your marketing plan should consist traditional and web 2.0 marketing. Then, there are paid advertising sources that will yield BIG results. The second component to your success is something very few sponsors can help you with. This is deploying a powerful website for Abunza that converts, but also brands YOU. A site no one or at least very few people are

Email Which U Have Prolly Seen Already
Let's see if you send it back. We all know or knew someone like this!! One day, when I was a freshman in high school, I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school. His name was Kyle. It looked like he was carrying all of his books. I thought to myself, "Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday? He must really be a nerd." I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on. As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him. They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt. His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him. He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him as he crawled around looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye. As I handed him his glasses, I said, "Those guys a

Dragon Queen
Oh, Dragon Queen - Hear my call, Come carry me away from all, The Famine, Pestilence, Death, and War. Take me Majesty to your home, I'll clean your hovel, clean your tomes, To Serve you mistress is all I crave. Humbled servant, willing slave. Teach me epic dragon lore, Mystical spells, maybe more. Protect you then with life and limb, Dragon mistress, teacher, Friend.

Hugs Gone Wrong (rough Sex)
HUGS GONE WRONG (ROUGH SEX) DON'T READ THIS IF YOU'RE OFFENDED BY A HUMAN : but it's funny! A hug leads to a kiss...a kiss leads 2 a finger...a finger leads to a a hand...a hand leads to a lick...a lick leads to a suck...a suck leads 2 a fuck. So tell me how many people are you gonna hug after you heard this cuz sex is like math...u add the bed...subtract the clothes...divide the legs...leave your solution...and pray you dont multiply! Send this right after u read it, something good will happen at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock in your life!! Whoever breaks this chain will be cursed w/ relationship problems 4-10 years. If you send this in 15 mins. your safe. Something good will happen tonight at 11:11pm. This is not a joke...someone will either call you or will talk to you online. Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth Having

Current Events Group On Icq
There is a Current Events board at ICQ. It is for people that want to freely express themselves about things happening in the world today and in the past. Anyone is welcome to join. No one will be denied. Just join the board, you don't have to post anything if you don't want to. http://www.icq.com/groups/index.php?act=show_group&group_id=553

I Was Bored And Started Writting
Tattered Soul 1.my heart is endless unable to truly feel hate for any living being even for those who have wronged me, broken me, stabbed me, beaten me, and betrayed me and yet they do these things to me they do these things to my loved ones and yet still nothing not even anger truly only sadden and dishearten and yet those feelings don't last for more then a moment in time is it that I am simply content with the way things are or is it that i just dont care about anything any more or maybe I've just found a state of serenity for which drowns out all the anger,sorrow,pain,and doubt if this is the case then when did i gain this state when did i come to this path how did i gain this state of calm as everyone around me is smashed down to there very foundations while i come back down from my off of my high foundations and break them down so i can give them something stronger to build with again my heart is endless giving everything it has till there is nothing left and yet still finds m

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Finnegan The Squirrel
This was sent to me in an Email and I thought I should share it.. Debby Cantlon, who plans to release Finnegan, the young squirrel, back into the wild, bottle-fed the infant squirrel after it was brought to her house. When Cantlon took in the tiny creature and began caring for him, she found herself with an unlikely nurse's aide: her pregnant Papillion, Mademoiselle Giselle. Finnegan was resting in a nest in a cage just days before Giselle was due to deliver her puppies. Cantlon and her husband watched as the dog dragged the squirrel's cage twice to her own bedside before she gave birth. Cantlon was concerned, yet ultimately decided to allow the squirrel out and the inter-species bonding began. Finnegan rides a puppy mosh pit of sorts, burrowing in for warmth after feeding, eventually working his way beneath his new litter mates. Two days after giving birth, mama dog Giselle allowed Finnegan to nurse; family photos and a videotape show her encouraging

Inner Defiance
INNER DEFIANCE These mental games you like to play will be your downfall your heart is sealed with a sheet of ice one day you'll awaken to find self hate for all the things you've initiated your world will crumble and so will you all your lies and empty promises will be all you have to hold to I wash my hands clean of you I wash you away I hope what you had stays tattooed in your heart forever and I hope you never forget forever will you lose this game you play

Relationships
Life is meant to be lived one day at a time. Lately I have been trying to be more, live faster, love harder than I should be. I have taken for granted my own heart and soul for the sake of love or what I think love is supposed to be. I have met some wonderful people in the time i have been back in town and i have felt like I have scared just as many away at the same time. Something I have just recently realized thru my own stubborn loneliness is that I have been wanting to make others happy even at the cost of my own. But the truth be told and I have enlightened bt some very wonderful and caring people is that I have to make myself happy first then I can make someone else happy. it will take time and patience, which by the way I have a hard time with, I will be happy and eventually make that special someone happy! More to come...

Maybe I’m The One....maybe I’m The One...who Is ... A Schizophrenic...phyco..yea!...lol.
twisted thoughts,bittersweet dreems, life is nothing as it seems tides turn on, wicked calm, places, people with no face’s hard to see, but easy to spot, fakeness has no place I ignore all the foolish bore, I want the same in my core life’s what you make, with a little fate, and a touch of destiny thrust yourself, guided hand in desicion land this is life, if you wish, some people have to be misse think not sad, for in your choice’s guilded hand, much excitment, love, and life can be had. take a trip in my soul.. from witch, my eyes can see, hurt and grow cold feel all the joy, wonder, and beauty in me, for everyone to see life will balance, some how, some way, usually from a decision made so choose carefully, as you may see, the KARMA your paid,maybe paid by me. live by the truth, your guilding light, every day, or the middle of the night for IT will allways be there, without or without the fear, in the middle of the night rather be hated for whom I choose to be...then l

Looking For Contestants For Mother And Daughter Or Son/ Father Photo,s ! Need At Least 10 To Start! Read My Blog!
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

Poem
The hatred I feel lurks deep inside. It manifests in away I never felt. I hate the feeling of love. I hate everything about myself. Torture is my love. Although I wish I had a tourniquet. Something to cut off the feeling of my life and to torture someone else. Manifestations I can not explain. hatred is why I live. Nothing I do can ever satisfy me. The pain that lies deep within. The pain that only one can have. But never knows how to. Hatred is all I feel. Written by.. Megz

Seriously???
To tell ya the truth, I don't take fubar all that seriously. It's, by design, ment to create petty drama and the illusion you are somthing more than just a pretty face. Now there are alot of 'social sites' like fubar. Fubar though mmmm it's not really BAD or WRONG...well I guess it's all in good fun huh? I really don't take the site seriously... I'm sure there are those that do take it seriously...I wouldnt know WHO but I guess there are a few. I mean I don't really care all that much on who posted a comment on someone else's page or who voted on what 'mumm' or how many gifts someone has.... I guess the peeps who made this site up are making bucks...maybe that's all it is...a way for a handful of peeps to make a few bucks of all of us sad lonely people who come on every night Damn...sure wish I had thought of it :P HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

When U Look Me In The Eyes-jonas Brothers
"When You Look Me In The Eyes" If the heart is always searching, Can you ever find a home? I've been looking for that someone, I'll never make it on my own Dreams can't take the place of loving you, There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true. When you look me in the eyes, And tell me that you love me. Everything's alright, When you're right here by my side. When you look me in the eyes, I catch a glimpse of heaven. I find my paradise, When you look me in the eyes. How long will I be waiting, To be with you again Gonna tell you that I love you, In the best way that I can. I can't take a day without you here, You're the light that makes my darkness disappear. When you look me in the eyes, And tell me that you love me. Everything's alright, When you're right here by my side. When you look me in the eyes, I catch a glimpse of heaven. I find my paradise, When you look me in the eyes. More and more, I start to realize, I can reach my tomorrow, I

Dogs
A little girl asked her Mom, 'Mom, may I take the dog for a walk around the block?' Mom replies, 'No, because she is in heat.' 'What's that mean?' asked the child. 'Go ask your father. I think he's in the garage.' The little girl goes to the garage and says, 'Dad, may I take Belle for a walk around the block? I asked Mom, but she said the dog was in heat, and to come to you.' Dad said, 'Bring Belle over here.' He took a rag, soaked it with gasoline, and scrubbed the dog's backside with it to disguise the scent, and said 'OK, you can go now, but keep Belle on the leash and only go one time round the block.' The little girl left and returned a few minutes later with no dog on the leash. Surprised, Dad asked, 'Where's Belle?' ( YOU'RE GONNA LOVE THIS !!!!!!!!! ) The little girl said, 'She ran out of gas about halfway down the block, so another dog is pushing her home.'

Mummers World
its quite amazing..how different crowds act on here. I have read 2 mumms regarding cheating. The one , got alot of negative remarks..about how she should keep her nose out of it. The second one I read.. had alot of positive remarks. I just do not get it. http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=363071 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=363147 the 2 mumms.

What The Fuck?
ok whoever the hell went through and flagged 16 things from my stash please let me know! do you really want me off this site that fucking bad? let me know - i can and will delete my account here if thats what you fucking want.

A Trip To Regenerate!!
Friday, March 22nd, 2008 C.E., I am taking a trip to Pine Ridge, S.D., to be with my Adopted Lakota family for a week. I will be returning then, but will not be able to respond to any internet messages during that time and anyone desiring communication with me during this period will find it incumbent upon them to utilize the telephone services, including text, to interact with me. The cell # is still 612*964*8944

I Just Dont Get It....
Lately alot of women on here have been telling me im Sexy and im super duper cute......seriously i dont see what it is their seeing....i honestly dont see myself as being cute or anything....I kinda see myself as being ugly(due to a lack of self esteem). I really wish i could see what these women are seeing in me cuz it eludes me.....damn...... (rate and comment)

63 Annoying Questions
63 Annoying Questions1. Song that always makes you sad?: "If You're Reading This" By Tim McGraw2. Last thing you bought?: New pair of underwear3. Last person you argued with?: Tabby4. Do you put Butter before putting the jelly on?: Ummm?5. One of your stuffed animals: Amy. She was the first stuffed animal I ever had...I still have her too!6. Did you ever own at one time a Nysnc Cd?: Sadly, Yes7. Favorite day of the week?: Saturday, although I love all days.8. Favorite Sundae topping?: Hot fudge...OOOH and Gummie Bears!9. Did you take Piano lessons?: Yes but quit cuz I was tired of getting yelled at for playing by ear instead of reading the notes!10. Most frequent song played?: Misery Business by Paramore11. T.V. show you secretly enjoy?: Golden Gilrls hee hee12. Would you rather play basketball or hockey?: Hockey13. Date someone older or younger?: Wouldn't matter if I was single, BUT I'M NOT! Lol14. One place you could travel right now?: England or Canada15. Do you use umbrellas?: When

Lone Star Biker Rally - Oct. 30 - Nov.2, 2008
THE 2007 LONE STAR RALLY WAS A HUGE SUCCESS!!! 486,000 attended as per TX.D.O.T. figures Dates for the 2008 Lone Star Rally are Oct. 30 - Nov. 2 Here are just a few of the many things we are working on for 2008 * Pirate and Halloween Theme * Ride in the World’s Largest Halloween Costume Biker Parade on Friday night to win $1,000! * Attend the World’s largest Leather and Lace Ball on Friday night at the Convention Center. * Tour our Ghost Ship “The Elissa!” at Pier 21! * Three stages with over 60 live concerts! * Lone Star Lady Riders Conference * Ms. Lone Star Rally Pageant and Fashion Show- * Lone Star RV show returns to the floor of the Convention Center * Leather and Lace Ball plus Costume Contest- Featuring Vince Vance and the Valiants Costume Contest winner gets $500! * Demo fleets- Factories return with great free rides on all of their new machines! * Dolphin Tour (formerly the champagne cruise)

Bomb Me... Help Help
need help..... bomb the shit outta me http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1640394&albumid=932227&i=89039817&idx=3 and while you are there show my gurl skittles some love http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1640394&albumid=932227&i=2326740883&idx=1

Tired Of Users N Mean Ppl
QUESTION: HOW MUCH WORK DOES IT REALLY TAKE TO BE AJERK?THE QUESTION KEEPS POPPING UP IN MY MIND.... I AM NOT IN FUBAR TO COLLECT JERKS THAT DONT KNOW HOW TO TREAT ME RIGHT ,, I AM NOT IN FUBAR TO BE TREATED LIKE APIECE OF MEAT OR TO BE THREATENED BY MEAN PPL OR TO BE THREATENED THEYW ANNA TIE ME UP N GAG ME IN THE CLOSET THATS KINDA SICK I THINK .... THIS EPRSON KEEPS CHANGING HIS NAME AND MAKING THREATS TO ME AND I THINK HE NEEDS TO BE STOPPED HIS RECENT NAME IS SEX_ADDICT... HES ATOTAL MENTAL CASE THAT LIKES TO PUT FEAR IN WOMAN... AND AS LONG HE ISNT ELAVING ME ALONE I WILL CONTINUE TO MAKE THIS KNOWN EACH AND EVERY TIME TILL HE STOPS/...

About Candid Snap Shots
Hi my name is Danica, owner of Candid Snap Shots. When you use my services you'll get pictures with true smiles and lot's of personality, unlike boring studio photos. After your first session you'll recieve a Candid Snap Shots punch card. This punch card is good for 1 free hour after you've refered 5 people that have kept thier appointment. Call (586)932-7617 and book your 2008 date before the last day of April and recieve 10% off.

Blood Lust (vampirism Graphic)
Crouching atop of a three story building, she surveys the people walking below on this chilled night. Spotting a young man walking alone, she stands up. Her knee-length black trench coat billows in the wind and reveals beneath it a thin white tank-top, a short black mini-skirt and thigh-high black leather stiletto boots. She walks to the edge of the building and walks off into thin air. Gravity grabs her and pulls her to the alley-way below where she lands gracefully. Peeking around the corner, she spots the one she wants walking towards her. Once he's close enough, she steps out and stops him. "Hey there sweetie. I'm feeling a little lonely tonight. Wanna have some fun?" She speaks seductively as she pulls back the front of her coat and shows him her silky white thigh. Not knowing why, he's immediately drawn to her and takes her hand as she leads him down the dark alley. She takes him through a large iron door and into a large room lit with hundreds of candles surrounding a l

Busy
Sorry I haven't been around much lately. I know at times it says I am here..but I am not. Been busy with work lately. Girl quit up there so picking up some extra hours. Monday is the beginning of baseball season. I will be busy at nights.. going to practices..and later games. Ughh..got to hate baseball at times. It is still cold here. Got 3 months of running..every night. My 2 are on different teams..so practice every night. Anyways.. wishing you all a great weekend.! I have decided to stay due to some very good friends. Just not gonna be here all the time.. so if you do see me lit up.. you can drop a line..but do not get upset if I don't respond right away. Not always here.

Viagra
A woman asks her husband, 'Would you like some bacon and eggs? A slice of toast?....or maybe some grapefruit and coffee?' He declines 'Thanks for asking, but I'm not hungry right now. It's this Viagra,' he says. 'It's really taken the edge off my appetite.' At lunchtime she asked him if he would like something.'A bowl of soup, homemade muffins, or a cheese sandwich?' He declines 'The Viagra,' he says, 'really trashes my desire for food.' Come dinnertime, she asks if he wants anything to eat. 'Would you like a juicy rib eye steak and scrumptious apple pie? Or maybe a rotisserie chicken or tasty stir fry?' He declines again. 'No,' he says, 'it's got to be the Viagra . . . I'm stillnot hungry.' Well,' she says, 'Would you mind letting me up? I'm starving.'

Lesbian 4 Sale!
I'm up for auction again! I'm offering lotsa good stuff and I'm hoping for some really great bids this time! I love my friends and I always follow through with my offers! Click me to bid on me! And be sure to read auction rules. This is what I'm offering: ♥ Add/fan/rate during HH ♥ 400 11s during HH every week for a month (or as long as VIP lasts, 10s otherwise. ♥ If owner has more than 500 pics, I'll rate the rest 10s during HH 1 time. ♥ 1 profile comment during HH every day for a month ♥ Rate entire stash during HH ♥ Rate all blogs during HH ♥ 1 SFW salute of my choosing ♥ 1 SFW salute of owner's choosing ♥ #1 spot in friends for 1 month ♥ spot in family for 1 month (includes access to NSFW) ♥ 1 big pimpin gift ♥ 1 bling gift ♥ daily gifts from Fubar ♥ "Owned by (owner's name)" in my name for 1 month ♥ 1 pimpout bulletin per week for a

Homepage Out Of Comments
The homepage is out of comments so now I really need all family members to go comment BABYFREAK in the contest so please if you are online or when you come online go leave a bunch of comments!!

Kidney Walk
CLICK THE PICTURE It is that time of year again, time for the Boston Kidney Walk. My mother had a kidney transplant coming up on 7 years ago in October 2001. My uncle (her baby brother) was the donor for my mother. Eleven years ago my father was on dialysis before he passed away in 1997. If you could donate to help other patients who are suffering with chronic kidney disease. If you are interested in walking the Kidney Walk, let me know and we can all walk together. It is a fun event with free admission to the Franklin Park Zoo in Boston, MA. The date is May 18 rain or shine. Thank you, Emily

Get Outta Fu-jail
Ok there going to be a new get out of fu-jail auction ,starting soon so if ya interested in it guys click yoyo's pic let her know what you are offering to get out and ladies click on aussie's and do the same we like to start auction by 15th it will run 1 week and there a $10,000fubuck entry proudly bought to you by YOYO AUSSIE (repost of original by '!!!_-AUSSIE-_!!!' on '2008-04-03 13:05:13') (repost of original by '!!!!ҰØҰØ¡¡¡¡ ØwnЄĐ ßŷ ßiG Kŕi§' on '2008-04-03 13:13:12')

Vip Contest Last 1 Week
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Look What Alice And Freak Did
Laser My Words TO ALL THOSE THAT HELPED ME LEVEL TO FUBERLORD. OK LOOK WHAT ALICE AND FREAK DID TO ME........... ....... THEY GAVE ME THAT FINAL PUSH OVE THE EDGE LOL. I WILL SOON BE RETURNING ALL THE LOVE I RECEIVED YOU GUYS ARE GREAT AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. I CAN ALSO GET BACK TO MY CRAZY SHOPS........... BROUGHT TO YOU BY: ~GABE~@ fubar

Open Mindedness
i'm trying to understand when people say they are open minded. almost everyone i've met that has admitted to being open minded has had more traits of being judgemental. i consider openmindedness ( if that's even a word ) allowing something to have a better chance, allowing yourself to see something more for what it is instead of what it should be. reading it between the lines, more than surface value.

I Need Ya'lls Help To Get To Vip
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Taking 'my 'dog Away Today:-(((
Officially he isn't my dog but i saw him the first time on Jan 8 walking in the centre of our village on the middle of the road.It was snowing and freezing cold Day later i saw him again not far from there,was obvious he was looking for his owner.I tried to get close to him but he stayed on a distance.Threw a piece of bread towards him that he picked up quickly and ran away with it.Saw him a few times more till on jan 19 i saw him not far from the house,only letting my dogs getting close to him.I started to put water and food and made him a place to sleep.Daily he came eating and sleeping there,took me 2 weeks before i could get close enough to touch him to make a long story short he finally came inside and since then he's been eating and sleeping here every day I wanted to keep the dog but didn't manage to keep him here all the time.Every eve after dinner and morning after breakfast he went away.somethimes for hours or the whole day/nightHeard he walked always to the place i saw h