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David
David His flamboyant ways that echo of something more Than Just love waiting for you. His fire blazing ways that make you melt like ice with just one single glance from him. Dashing eyes that welcome home each time your look Into His sea grass eyes that Stirs A raging fire within your heart and soul Like No other can. A name of which was bless upon him Is sweeter Than Wine Where our lips of desire Have long thirst for. David…. A name echoes like angels calling out to you too come into his arms of Forever Love. His aroma is one that you will never forget. Like a champion, He comes dashing into you life, But Forever staying as long as you need him near you. David, Oh how sweet thy name is to say upon my lips. David… How can someone ever not falling in love with you. With eyes that see forever. A heart that is deep and true. His soul Only holds honor and truth For all those he embraces with his heart and soul. David… You are the dark angel of

Chaotic Misery
Awaiting to hear your voice, I sit in the darkness of the world Hoping for your return. I live in the moments that we shared, But the world is dying around me. I can only hear the terror the overwhelms With absolute darkness and silence. Soul tearing and heartbreaking in the midst of what was complete happiness. It would have been blissful ignorance, As I miss you more for having gotten but a moment of your life. I damn the day that my heart called to you And I seen that smile. Now, in this moment, without you, I see only the darkness of this world-- The world without you in it. Painful yearning to hold you, And the ruthless nagging knowledge That I may never have that chance. Sea flavored tears rushing endlessly, As I wait day after day. Deep, hollowing heartbeats, as I try to see past this chaos, And it was my own damned heart that created it. If for only a moment, I had listened with the knowledge of man Who has reached my age through the trials, Instead, no,

Why ??? Mom
A daughter ask her mom after her dads cremation (Why!!!!) The mom turned to the daughter poured her husband's ashes in her hand. Look at her daughter saying "That way I can give him that blow job he always wanted." Then blew his ashes away.

Forever
In the brightest hour of my darkest day I realized what is wrong with me. Can't get over you, can't get through to you. It's been a helter skelter romance from the start. Take these memories that are haunting me. He'll never forgive me, never forgive me. Days come and days go but my feelings for you are forever. Sitting by a fire, hung over from another lonely night. I'm never forgiven...this broken heart of mine. One last kiss before I go, dry your tears because I should let you go.

Help The Kids Please
YOU CAN HELP KIDS HAVE A BETTER CHRISTMAS, PLEASE TAKE A FEW SECS A DAY TILL OVER AND JUST COPY AND PASE THIS LINK TO BROWSER BAR THE CLICK ON VOTE IF YOU CAN DROP IN THERE AND VOTE EVERTDAY TILL OVER LETS GIVE SOME SPECIAL KIDS A GREAT CHRISTMAS THANK YOU SWEET~THING (PATTY) http://fubar.com/bartender/100 COME ON LETS DO THIS :) JUST CLICK ON VOTE FOR PETE ON TOP RIGHT SIDE OF PIC

Fears
I don’t know where to start to describe the incredible thing that has happened to me. Those of you who have dealt with extreme trauma may understand. As they can share, unfortunately, it is indescribably to those who have not experience it firsthand. Of course indescribable means that I will use every word in my vocabulary to express this to you knowing that I will not succeed. It is the point of psychotic break when all your defenses fall. Your every secret fear is laid bear for all to see and do with as they please. You have no protection whasoever. Everything and anything acan and will hurt and scare you. You want to be alone because for anyone to see you in such a state would hurt you although not intentionally. No this doesn’t sound good at all. You’re right. Living in this state I would imagine causes multiple suicides. At the same time, I have been through this and survived. It is that survival that is so incredible. I went through an experience where I felt just as I’v

This Is Admitted Downrater .. He Said It His Profile:
http://fubar.com/user/1374267 Mike 'country1982' B this is admitted downrater .. he said it his profile: PS: if you can'y handle flat out honesty on picture rate then don't get on there I am 100% honest in how i feel about a pic. not everyone is a ten...... he is too ugly to be honest .. cant be that here and keep friends .. at present he has rating of 7.92 (12) i am returning the favor of the rating of one, mind you "1" honest he rated my pic 1. is that honest ?? who deserves that kind of honesty.. following that with a block.. All family member please click on the following: Blocking Mike 'country1982' B or cut and paste the following: http://www.fubar.com/blockuser.php?block_id=1374267

About To Be Snowed In!!
thats right...expecting 10-14 inches here starting at any minute..here is the second to last chapter in my poetic fairytale....you may have to wait a few days until i can make it back here for the final chapter!! Stay warm!! Its all about perception For The King of Deception What she doesn't know won't hurt her It won't hurt him either for that matter She speaks so fondly of this "knight" But this is my land and he won't dare put up a fight Even if he does I will dispose of him in short order And erase him from her world forever And not a soul will be around to give a confession I proudly wear the crown of The King of Deception

The Thought Of You
just the thought of you gives me the power to get up every single mourning the thought of you keeps me going every single day the thought of you makes me want to go to sleep just to wake up and see tomorrow the thought of you gets me to pour my soul unto a piece of paper the thought of you keeps my life going just thinking about you is what i love to do

Spider Rock/navahjo
Spider Rock stands with awesome dignity and beauty over 800 feet high in Arizona's colorful Canyon de Chelly National Park (pronounced da Shay). Geologists of the National Park Service say that "the formation began 230 million years ago. Windblown sand swirled and compressed with time created the spectacular red sandstone monolith. Long ago, the Dine (Navajo) Indian tribe named it Spider Rock. Stratified, multicolored cliff walls surround the canyon. For many, many centuries the Dine (Navajo) built caves and lived in these cliffs. Most of the caves were located high above the canyon floor, protecting them from enemies and flash floods. Spider Woman possessed supernatural power at the time of creation, when Dine (Navajo) emerged from the third world into this fourth world. At that time, monsters roamed the land and killed many people. Since Spider Woman loved the people, she gave power for Monster- Slayer and Child- Born-of-Water to search for the Sun-God who was their fathe

Don't Let Him Leave! Please?
Buffnut is an awesome man thinking about leaving Fubar for good. He has deleted all but his salute pics but is contemplating staying but not sure. Come on guys and gals, don't let this guy leave! He was used and abused and has zeroed out his fubucks in a scam of sorts! If he's not already your friend, go make him your friend! If you have a few fubucks to share, in the spirit of giving, gift him some. He's not trying to win the Spotlight or anything but has been taken advantage of and thinking about leaving. GO SHOW BUFFNUT SOME AWESOME FUBAR LOVE!!! 444759@ fubar Thanks! Tulsa's Angel ¢¾ Tulsa's Angel ¢¾ Member of Club F.A.R., The Sisterhood, and Fu Bombers@ fubar

My Heart
I have been seeing this guy for a little over a month now and we've been having alot of fun. We went out, we stayed in, he even got along great with Nicole(which is a must). But as things progressed, I became a little bit uncomfortable with the rate at which the relationship was going. Ok so no biggie. This guy and i talked, and agreed that it was going a little fast for both of our liking; that he was starting to like me a bit more than I liked him. His emotions were just going a little faster than mine, which is quite different for me. We decided to back off from each other a bit and just continue being friends. Although he says he's ok with it, I know he's a little hurt to know that I did not have the same amount of feeling for him as he did me. I feel like he feels led on. And now as I think about all of this more and more, I think maybe I'm scared. Scared of what?? I dont know. I know that the last guy who i honestly and truely loved did not really know me and accept me,

Burning Desire
Beating hearts race, Undulating in Rhythmic unison; Needing to impart the Inescapable embrace. Nearer and nearer; Grasping in Darkened silence. Each gentle touch Seems dearer and dearer; In love, so tenderly, Repeating Eternally.

Calories Burned During Sex!
CALORIES BURNED DURING SEX! REMOVING HER CLOTHES: With her consent 12 Calories Without her consent 2,187 Calories OPENING HER BRA: With both hands 8 Calories With one hand 12 Calories With your teeth 485 Calories PUTTING ON A CONDOM: With an erection 6 Calories Without an erection 3,315 Calories POSITIONS: Missionary 12 Calories 69 lying down 78 Calories 69 standing up 812 Calories Wheelbarrow 216 Calories Doggy Style 326 Calories Italian chandelier 2,912 Calorie

Written For Irish "curiousity
Well my friend you made me smile and you made me laugh, how can I thank you. There's is no words that will say how i feel, or how much I am glad that we are friends. You always took the time to say hello, give me a hug to let me know that things will be ok, and that you cared. My friend what do i say, but thank you. I know that we will probably never meet, but to let you know I will never be that far away. i will walk beside you always, and in my heart i will keep you close. There wont be a day that doesnt go by that i wont think about you my friend, or wish that i was there to hang out and do the things that friends do. I wish i were there to give you a hug and say thank you my friend. I never thought that I could have as good as friends as I have now. I never thought that i would ever have friends that really cared, but i know now that i do have friends that really care, and i am thankful everyday that you are my friend, and as the days go by I hope that

#1 County Wrestling Tournament
My son won first place in the 165 weight class for the Santa Clara County wide wrestling tournament. In his first match he pinned the other boy in 22 seconds, which is a county record. In the second match me pinned to other boy in less than a minute. I am so proud of my boy. He is such a badass!! We are going to do something special for him!! It is such a pleasure to see him succeed. I am a lucky father!!! href="http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=44190&i=689399983" target=_blank>

My Stupider Ex!!!!!!!!! {{loser}}
~¢¾Amy¢¾~@ fubar It was my ex-GF!! She is cheated and lied to me!!! I have few of friends told or show me that her email!!!!! Here Her Sent E-Mail: 1st: I don't kno who u r and don't really care..all i kno is ur dating a man who has done sumthin soooo unspeakable to me that there are no words to describe how in human he is...U don't kno me from adam....so there for...u have no rights comin to my page and rating me at ALL!!! I did not bother u or him i blocked ur asses cuz i knew this shit would happen....I'm not stupid so therefore......LEAVE THE DRAMA for sumone else! 2nd : WHATEVER u don't kno me either and this isn't the first time she has been to my page with her other profiles so u can keep the drama amd juss leave me the fuck alone {{See That!!! O'Well She is big LOSER!!!}}

Me
well i hang with my friends, i drink to get drunk or just to drink. i dont know many people or have many friends i dont get along with many grils y cause they r ho's the ones i do get along with i wouldnt trade 4 the world..i keep my friends colse cause u never no what might happen..well i love all my friends they know who they r...love ya u know how i am lets get drunk and see what happens..

Brooklyn Girl
Brooklyn Girl parody of Punk Rock Girl by Dead Milkmen (for violets) One Saturday night I logged in to lounge {CC} I saw a hot chick there And damn near wet my pants Brooklyn girl please look at me Brooklyn girl I sure like what I see I'd travel just to see You're sexy ass hell Brooklyn girl I jumped right on her page And told her she should know I think you're hot as hell You really rock my world Brooklyn girl won't you add me please Brooklyn girl I want you on your knees We'll play all night Just you and me Brooklyn Girl We talked in the lounge for just a little while I hit her shoutbox And said I like your smile She seemed all shy And man it really drove me wild We hung in the lounge again The guys she drove em wild I cussed a bit It seemed to make her smile I rated all her pics She sure did give me wood I was gone a week I still whacked to her She was there when I got back I put her on my lap Brooklyn girl you drive me wild Brooklyn girl

Written For Muffbuff38
I said prayer for you today in hopes that you will find love and happiness. I said a prayer for you today in hopes that everything will work out for you. I didnt pray for you silver and gold, because silver and gold cant buy you love and happiness. I didnt pray for you a mansion on the hill because that doesnt always bring happiness. I prayed for you a light to guide you to help see you through. A hand to wipe away the tears, a hug to help you through the day and to let you know that i will always be here for you. said a prayer for you today for love and happiness cause i know that is what you need the most. I prayed that our friendship would never die only grow stronger. I prayed that someday we would cross eachother's path. I prayed that love would find it's way to you. I prayed that life would get better for you, I cant promise you anything, but i can promise you my friendship forever. In my heart you will always be. I love you my friend my special frien

1 Is 1, 2 Is 2, Love Is Love
1 is 1, 2 is 2, love is love, and these two do There was a couple making out behind a tree after school. they were supposed to be heading home. it started to rain. they didn't care and kept on kissing lightning started to strike, and they could both hear thunder water was dropping down on them but they didn't care they started kissing more and more it was getting hot between them the boy pushed the girl onto the tree and put his arms around her. as soon as his lips touched her lips again, lightning struck the tree and they both fell unconsious. the janitor found them behind the tree they were transfered to a hospital nearby the boy woke up, but the girl was still unconsious the boy was very guilty the girls kidney started to fail because of the lightning volt the doctors tried everything to save her. the boy decided to donate his kidney the blood matched his parents said not to, because he would die but the

~ Soldier Returning From Iraq Surprises Son ~!
I love these videos of returning Men & Women and their kids :) Soldier Returning From Iraq Surprises Son. A father returns from military duty in Iraq for the holidays and surpises his son at school.

New Bf
i have this bad feeling my new bf really doesnt want to be with me but is only with me bc he has no other place to live right now. im scared that when he does get a job he will leave me and that will be all. I dumped my ex bf to be with him bc i felt a connection and felt it was right but now im having doubts that he even cares about me in that way. What should i do? Should i be worried or just let it go?

100 Completely Useless Facts About Me:
1. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed? closed? 2. Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel? yeah. 4. Have you ever stolen a street sign before? No, but I've taken traffic cones home. 5. Do you like to use post-it notes? only to piss people off :D 6. Do you cut out coupons but then never use them? no. 7. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees? big ass bear 9. Do you always smile for pictures? sure 10. What is your biggest pet peeve? people who flip over no reason. 11. Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out? out 12. Do you ever count your steps when you walk? been known to 13.Have you ever peed in the woods? O.o shhh you werent supposed to tell 14. Do you ever dance even if there's no music playing? oh yeah 15. Do you chew your pens and pencils? all the damn time 16. How many people have you slept with this week? none 19. Is it okay for guys to wear pink? NO ABSOFU

??????
Why is it that women seem to chase and woo after men that treat them badly? Atleast that seems to be what I am seeing over and over. Women say they want a man that is caring, devoted, loving, that treats them with respect, like a lady should be treated, yet when given the option to have one, they choose the one that doesn't. It really makes no sense to me. I guess that old saying holds true, even through to today. Bad boys get the women, nice guys get to be alone. or to modernize the frase a little. Assholes rule, Gentleman fall.

Going Dancing Tonight....
Paul and I will be at Angels & Wings in Corbin tonight about 8 pm...If anyone wishes to stop by and have a drink with us, we would love to have you, err, I mean your company, lol.... Stop in and say hello and have a few drinks & dances, its karaoake night but theres some good singers around this area, Patrol off my list here is excellant, if she's there tonight, we will be cheering her on... Oh and Merry Christmas to all of you!! Have a safe but fun filled weekend!

Why Do I Still Love You?
Why do I love you? Is it the things you do Or the things we've been through? When we were one, I tried many things for you. I made sure I gave you pleasure But you never gave me the same measure. Why do you constantly abuse me? Why do you continually misuse me? When we would fight, Day after day Night after night I would cry Asking God why I forgave you But still I ask Why do I still love you? After all the shit you put me through....

Fakes
Why are there so many people on fubar, that are using fake pictures? Are they so embarrassed by their own looks, that they have to use other people's pictures! Especially when they use pictures that look like models, or are models. That or is it guys pretending to be women? If you are using other people's pictures, you are pretty much a loser!

For Those Who Care To Read...
It's come to the point with all that is going on in my life, I have seen either people have pushed me away or I have pushed them! Fact of the matter is I am upset, but I have no right to make it about you! To many of you, because of the pain and depression I have slipped into, I have messed up my friendships with you. For that, I am wholeheartedly sorry, and I understand if our friendship, much like my heart, is dead! Thus, I am also gonna go into exile! I think some soul searching is in order, and this being once known as an angel needs to find himself once again! I know I am not the same as I was nor will I ever be, but there's gotta be something better than what I am now! So to those I hurt, I am sorry! I wish I can go back and undo any damage, and if you don't want to work on repairing in the future, there's nothing I can do to change your mind...I will just wish you all the best!

Happiness
The doors of opportunity won't open unless you push on it. The hardest part of any success occurring in someone's life is taking that first step. The only one you can hold responsible for your position in life is yourself. Whether it is in a relationship or business. No one forced you there. We all have free will. The worse thing I hear so much from people is my relationship failed because THEY did this to me. My business failed because THIS person did this to me. Sometimes this can be true but people this is called life. Every day we encounter obstacles in our path. No exceptions. In business, at home, or in a relationship. It's all about how we deal with these obstacles. You're not alone. My God, if I even tried to count the times I was knocked down in my life through a bad relationship or a difficult obstacle to overcome in my career I could go on for years writing. But this I can guarantee. Every time I got knocked down I got right back up and was stronger than before. Every

Guarding The Gates
Her heart is something he wanted, And in a moment of passion, It was his- He knows that it has been broken, And put together too many times, So he who loves her, has become The guardian of her heart. A trophy isn't what he wants, And the only desire he has is for her, And until he inhales his last breath, He shall stand guard over her, And he shall protect this once fallen angel. Once a soldier, always a soldier, And he defends the good from the evil, And this world has shown her too much evils. He towers above her, And she looks up to him, And she is his only weakness. He couldn't imagine what he thought He has experienced before in his life, But he knows he has not truly lived Until he met her. She has opened the gate to Heaven, With her love and her presence, And now, he stands here, Guarding the gates to Heaven. Robert J Nye (2008)

You
without you the world is dark and bleak without you i am pathetic and weak without you the world is frightening You are my strength, my thunder and lightning without you the world is an empty shell without out you I would be in hell You are my beacon, my shining light you are my everything, my reason to fight you are my courage to do what is true and right you are my moon, my sun my starlit sky you are my love, my angel, my key to heaven you are my honor, my magic my reason for livin I know you you are scared, I really am too place your love and trust in me so we can do what we need to take my hand heart to heart together we will make a new start together in love we will make our stand always and forever hand in hand.

Men
Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know.....it never happened) ( C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And the personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and laughter in your heart...Then you are

Passionate Kisses
You walk into our room already lit with candles, satin sheets outline my voluptuous body, ready for you to take in your arms...you hear me moaning already and anxious to know why, You get closer and as you see my nipples aching for your lips, you stand there staring at me...my body in rhythmn with the background music...you lean over and kiss me, you take me in your arms and you let me know how much you wanted this day to come....as I whisper your name in your ear, you can't help it any longer so you reach down and feel my warmth, my delicate sweet pussy already in heat, fire coming out of it, waiting to erupt with pleasure with you inside of me... We kiss with intense passion, our bodies shaking and our hearts beating rapidly....I get on top of you, oh yes I want to suck on your throbbing cock but I can't take it anymore, I want to feel you, I've waited for so long, I get on top of you and I see your reactions....To see your face in pleasure is a big turn on to me, as you see

Big Thanks To Everyone!!!
I would like to thank all my friends, fan and family for making this birthday the best, I didnt realize that I had that many friends that cared if I turned another year older, I want to say thanks for the new adds, fans the blasts that a few of you got me and one ticker as well. Hugs Love you guys, and a special shout out to nite for going to bingo with me tonight. We didnt win but we had fun trying

Might Be Gone For A Few Days
having some trouble over on my end of things folks. most of you probably don't know i had a blood clot a few years ago and it almost killed me. well, my leg is hurting really bad and has been for a few weeks now so i figure i should probably go get it checked. so just wanted to let everyone know if i'm not around for a few days that's the reason why. hope to see you all when i get back

Disembodied Voices
In the valley where technology thrives People are dying Like a decaying corpses Rotting Stench so rancid It curls the nose Disembodied voices scream To be heard Who will hear them? What became of community? What became of friendship? What became of intimacy? What became of marriage? What became of relationships? What became of our voice? What became of our choice? Our choice, your choice, Everyone’s choice? Do those relationships exist today? Did they ever really exist? Are they relics of the past?

Update On The Soul Train................ Now Has 42 New Passengers And Still Taking Tickets For The S O U L Train Ride!
The Sound Of Philadelphia (Soul Train)Uploaded by eXsistenZ1968 href="http://s8.photobucket.com/albums/a10/simply2special/back%20grounds/?action=view¤t=4b29.jpg" target="_blank"> CHOO CHOO THE NEWEST TRAIN AROUND! COME AND JOIN THE S O U L TRAIN OF NOTHING BUT THE BEST PASSENGERS AND MUSIC IN TOWN!...............................! RULES: 1. PLEASE RATE/ FAN AND ADD THE HOST AS YOUR FRIEND. 2. MUST RATE AND ADD ALL PASSENGERS OF THIS TRAIN 3. MUST HAVE A SALUTE 4. IF YOU ALREADY FRIENDS OF A PASSENGER THEN JUST LEAVE A PROFILE COMMENT WITH THE SOUL TRAIN NAME TO INFORM ME THAT, YOU HAVE BEEN THERE. 5. WHEN TASK IS COMPLETED THEN E-MAIL, ME AND I WILL ADD YOU TO THE S O U L TRAIN..................! AKAMRS. T~LIL PLEASURE~LIL BUSINESS~DYLON'S DIVA~@ fubar CONTEST ON THE 30 TH SEXIEST QUEEN ON FUBAR@ fubar NYCE-N-SLOW@ fubar

Guns
What Handgun Fits You Best?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Glock 19Glock 19. This handgun can fire 10-15 9mm rounds. It is a compact and very reliable weapon. It has been called the "9x19 Workhorse" because of it's durability and accuracy. This is the preferred pistol of NYPDâ€™s 40,000 officers, and the standard weapon of United Nations Security personnel. Used by Executive Protection professionals worldwide, comparable in size and weight to the small .38 revolvers it has replaced, the 9x19 GLOCK 19 is significantly more powerful with greater firepower, and is much easier to shoot fast and true. 1911 67%Glock 19 67%Beretta 92FS 50%Desert Eagle 17%Glock 20 0%

Till The End
I wrote this for a very good friend of mine..... just recently.... I just want to tell everyone how greatful I am to have such great friends around me. And I am so thankful each day for their friendship. I love you guys.. and once again thank you for always being there for me, expecially at this moment. Thank you.... Till the End You are such an amazing friend And I know you will have my back till the end. In moment like this, my life full of tears But you're always there to say that you still care. With your words so comforting that everything comes out of your mouth is so touching. I don't know how you can do it. I guess you've been a good friend to all since you were a kid. But I am glad to have you as a friend once again a friend I can count on till the end.

Hand In Hand
Laying underneath the stars, On a warm silent night, Your arms are wrapped around me, And everything feels right. You kiss me sweet and softly, I feel your warm gentle touch, You help me feel protected, Under the sweet, night-sky rush My world before me is perfect. There's nowhere else I want to be, Except laying underneath the stars Hand in hand, you and me. Just when everything is perfect, And you seem so delicately sweet, A rush of wind comes past me, As I'm swept beneath my feet Nothing could be more right, There's nowhere else I want to be. Let's take a walk, my only love, Hand in hand, you and me

Im Not Going To Help Bomb Others
why dont any one wanna to rate and comment on my pics or my stash? Well let tell you something right now.... starting as of 12/12/07 i will no longer help other people to bomb cause i'm tired of asking other people to rate and comment on my pics and stash. if you want me to help you bomb then it going to cost you some Fu-Bucks for me to even help you... i say if you want me to help you bomb you in a contest..it will cost you 5,000 fubucks for an hour of bombing and for two hours it will be 10,000 Fu-bucks. so for this but im tired of be shit on and not rateing and comments on my pics and stash. it not very hard to go and rate and make comment on them. so this takes affective today 12/12/07 SORRY FOR IF THIS HAS ANY PROBLEMS ON YOU ON THIS ReNeGaDe

Art Is A Beautiful Lie That Makes Us Question The Truth.
Rhythmic colors flow on to my plain white existence. My small white square of the world to tell them what my whole life is about. the cold concrete walls and floors of the bear room seems an ironic place to complete this. The brush is part of me, as if attached to my hand, the colors are peices of my soul. So many memories drowned away in colors and symphony. Mozart soothes me as his beautiful music flows around me. He inspires me, I begin. Dipping the brush into my blood and making my pain known, spreading my tears across this cold white surface expressing my sorrow. No skin because you all look right through me, hair like fire that rages across my face. Love that burns deep within me that is long past. The colors seem to come off and dance to the exquisite melodies that fill this cold and darkened room. It almost chills my soul to think that so much can not be understood from my work. All these people see are lines upon my canvas hanging in a gallery because it is considered

Fbi And Civil Rights
history paper over FBI and civil rights "When the Trailways bus arrived at its terminal in Birmingham an hour later on May 14, 1961 the Freedom Riders were greeted by about forty Klansmen and members of the far-right National States Rights party. Most were carrying baseball bats or chains. A few had lead pipes. Although the Federal Bureau of Investigation had alerted the Birmingham Police Department beforehand, not a single law enforcement officer was on hand. Before the unfortunate Peck, one of the Freedom Riders, was knocked out he stated,. "Before you get my brothers, you will have to kill me." In Montgomery, Alabama, John F. Kennedy's personal representative on the scene, John Seigenthaler was pulled from a rented car, dragged, and beaten after he tried to help two white Freedom riders. Seigenthaler lay on the sidewalk for twenty-five minutes before an ambulance arrived. While the ambulance drivers were boycotting and the Freedom Riders were being attacked, the Federal Bureau

I Lost A Bet Grrrrrrrrr
Hi guys. Peeksta here... I am in a contest. Yes I lost a bet and was dared to do it. and I am a sucker for bets/dares and it seems the norm on here with people doing bets. So I took it and of course lost. So here is the deal Click the rules below and check it out. Part of the bet ( that i lost) was I would make a a bulletin and a blog so hence this.. Go head and laugh I know silly of me but what is online.. just a bunch of silliness. Right? Huggz to all and Thanks Peeksta

Fabio
Fabio His eyes are bewitching of love foretold only in a romance novel. His long flowing hair like spun silk sets your heart ablazing. A body built like a forbidden God daring you to belong forever to him. Your heart desire becomes his with each heartbeat. A king of alluring temptation to a passion never felt before, until now. Lips that bind you to a lost dream of capturing his heart forever yours. A passion to inspire our hearts to burn with desire to be loved by him… Just once I dare one forbidden kiss from him. His charm that acquires us to surrender our will over to him, but yet he offers nothing in return. A willing heart beats only for him. Lost dreams seem to become real within his arms of emptied promises. Longing for his heart true desire, he passes what he refuses to believe was mean to be. His heart desire… Just fades away into the mist of his false reality of love among those, who can not fulfill his heart true desire. Yet his heart

Why
“Have you ever been in love? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one person, no different from any other person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats at you and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.” Good Night World tomorrow will be a new day...

Parents...wake The Fuck Up!!
16YR OLD STABS TEACHER MULTIPLE TIMES DURING SCHOOL HOURS... MY SON GOES TO SCHOOL HERE...THIS IS SOME SCARRY SHIT!! WHERE THE FUCK ARE THE PARENTS??? HOW DOES THIS CHILD HAVE ACCESS TO WEAPONS AND HIS PARENTS HAVE NO IDEA??? SERIOUSLY, LET'S STOP BLAMING THE SCHOOLS AND THE TEACHERS FOR THESE KIDS. WHEN THE HELL DO WE START LOOKING AT THE PARENTS ?? AT WHAT POINT DOES A PARENT NOT KNOW WHEN HIS/HER CHILD IS NOT ONLY SO VIOLENT THAT HE HAS BECOME A DANGER TO SOCIETY...BUT, THAT HE/SHE HAS WEAPON(S) IN OR AROUND THERE POSSESION?!?!?! AND PLEASE DON'T GIVE ME THAT BULLSHIT YOU CAN'T WATCH THERE EVERY MOVE LINE..OR THE WELL I WORK SO MANY HOURS IT'S HARD TO KEEP UP WITH THEM...OR WAIT MAYBE THE..WELL YOU KNOW TEENAGERS THESE DAYS ....OR IS IT THE...WELL I HAVE TO WORK 16 JOBS TO MAKE ENDS MEET SO I JUST DON'T HAVE THE TIME I WOULD LIKE TO BE AS GOOD OF A PARENT AS I SHOULD BE... OKAY..THE WAY I WAS RAISED..YOU KNOW EVERY DAMN MOVE YOUR CHILD MAKES...ESPECIALLY AS A TEENAGER...I

Holy Shit
So lately i've been really stressed . To the point where i just feel like breaking down ...I have so many things i've been worring about lately that it sucks the wang...but on a better note....Next friday Feb 1st is my bday i jus hope i can have some fun and be able to relax..well l8er felicia

Meditation.
As I step to my workbench, putting my dydidium shades on my face, my thoughts dissipate from the day’s or week’s experiences and feelings. Everything, every thought, exits the “building” of my brain as the process begins. I organize my tools, for accessibility, I lay out glass rods and color stretchers with no anticipation of any specific desired goals-only to have everything in comfortable range. I pull a pack of cigarettes and lighter out of my pocket, savoring the last nic fix prior to my day’s meditation. Then as the last drags cease to calm my nerves, I turn the dial to release the propane. That smell… the smell of suffocation, and fuel, explosiveness and creation. I love that smell. It signals the entrance into my meditation. My lighter strikes at the head of the torch, and with a whoosh-a soft bushy orange flame appears in front of me. Adjusting the dials, tweaking the oxygen and the propane just right, until the whistle of a perfect flame begins to emerge. The ambient

Hold You In My Arms - Ray Lamontagne
When you came to me with your bad dreams and your fears It was easy to see you'd been crying Seems like everywhere you turn catastrophe it reigns But who really profits from the dying I could hold you in my arms I could hold you forever I could hold you in my arms I could hold you forever When you kissed my lips with my mouth so full of questions My worried mind that you quiet Place your hands on my face Close my eyes and say That love is a poor man's food Don't prophesize I could hold you in my arms I could hold you forever And I could hold you in my arms I could hold you forever So now we see how it is This fist begets the spear Weapons of war Symptoms of madness Don't let your eyes refuse to see Don't let your ears refuse to hear Or you ain't never going to shake this sense of sadness I could hold you in my arms I could hold on forever And I could hold you in my arms I could hold on forever

My Fuowna
..This Is My Bish She is my OWNA.. Go Rate Fan Add And Crush Her Show Her Lots Of Love What Are You Waiting On Fly By Her Page And Love Her Up My Owna ..:Lindsay:..@ fubar This Bish Brought To Ya By ..¢¾Shell¢¾..FuOwned..By..:Lindsay:..@ fubar

Dialing Orderly...or Not ( Lmao )
Well I was trying to call my (soon to be ) ex husband the other day,just to talk about a few things to settle , nothing in particular and I happened to dial 47 instead of 74. The rest of the whole number was correct but that didn't really matter in the end , now did it? On top of the whole problem, the guy who answered my phone, happened to sound a looootttt like my (soon to be) ex brother in law. So you can only imagine the mess that happened there!!!!!!!!!!!!! We began going back and forth,and the dialog went pretty much like this:" Can I please talk to J and by the way, how come you have his phone?" and he'd say things like :" there's no j here and by the way what is your name?" . It's funny I can laugh about it right now, but back then I was pretty peeved about it because I figured things were going waayyyy off limits so I just snapped:" look, I know we're splitting, I know we're not on the best of grounds but do you REALLY think this behavior is acceptable???????" .When he

Sunday Dinner For Italians
Sunday Dinner for Italians Italians have a $40,000 kitchen, but use the $259 stove from Sears in the basement to cook. There is some sort of religious statue in the hallway, living room, bedroom, front porch and backyard. The living room is filled with old wedding favors with poofy net bows and stale almonds (they are too pretty to open). A portrait of the Pope and Frank Sinatra hang in the dining room. God forbid if anyone EVER attempted to eat Chef Boy-are-dee, Franco American, Ragu, Prego or anything else in a jar or can (tomato paste is the exception). Meatballs are made with Pork, Veal and Beef. We are Italians ; we don't care about cholesterol. Turkey is served on Thanksgiving, AFTER the manicotti, gnocchi, lasagna and soup. If anyone EVER says ES-CAROLE, slap 'em in the face -- it's SHCAROLE. If they ever say ITALIAN WEDDING SOUP, let the idiot know that there is no wedding, nor is there an Italian in the soup. Also, the tiny meatballs must be made by hand. No

Searching
Searching I open my mouth I try to form words But they do not come out How can I say I love you When I am not sure that I even Love me for who and what I am I seek answers only to find Non upon your face Do you truly love me With all of my faults I scream in my head to know Yet I am stuck wondering If all I wanted is a lie A blind truth to reality That I try so desperately to hide behind I want you to know who I am Will you be scared to find out Or will you hold me close Whisper in my ear that you love me For the rest of eternity Copyright ©2008

Big Suprise For The Family
Tsisquo'ga ¢¾Native American Queen¢¾ ~ Club F.A.R. ~@ fubar Chief of Native American Pride@ fubar I WOULD LIKE TO TAKE THIS TIME TO LET THE FAMILY KNOW CHIEF AND I HAVE DECIDED TO MAKE 1 PERSON EACH MONTH OUR N.A.P. MEMBER OF THE MONTH WITH THIS IT WILL INCLUDE THE FOLLOWING 1 ) YOU WILL HAVE N.A.P. MEMBER OF THE MONTH IN YOUR NAME FOR THE MONTH YOU ARE PICKED . 2 ) YOU WILL HAVE A SPECIAL ID . 3 ) WE WILL MAKE YOU A WEEKS OF N.A.P. TAGS JUST FOR YOU . 4 )YOU WILL GET A BIG PIMPING GIFT FROM THE CHIEF AND I AND IF THE OTHER MEMBERS WANT FROM THEM AS WELL. 5 ) WE WILL SHOWER YOU WITH MORE LOVE THEN YOU CAN HANDLE . 6 ) LAST BUT NOT LEAST A MORPH MADE BY ME OF WHAT EVER YOU WANT. WE ARE SO EXCITED THIS FRIDAY FEB.1ST WILL BE OUR FIRST POST SO BE READY AND KEEP AN EYE OUT YOU JUST MAY BE OUR NEW N.A.P. MEMBER OF THE MONTH.

A Safe City - By C51
I once lived in a city. It was a strong, safe city. It had high walls around it built in earlier times to fend off frequent attackers. The walls were strong ones and I maintained them in order to keep myself safe from hurtful things. I can't say I felt safe in my strong city but it was as close as I could get. But I was alone in my city. My city had become a prison for me. The same walls which I had built to keep out pain had also kept out good things. The things that make life worth living. While I was relatively safe in my city, I was besieged in a prison of my own making. Yet I continued maintenance on my walls. I chose the safety of a prison rather than face the dangers that lay on the outside. Even after there were no more attacks, no more attackers, I kept up my city's walls. Then one day I heard of another city. A traveler from another city had gained my trust and I gave her admittance to my city. It was the first real company I had had in a very long time. Time after time

Pee Test
I am a member of the United States Military, I have a job. I work, they pay me. I pay my taxes and the government distributes my taxes as they see fit. In order to get that paycheck. I am required to pass a random urine test, which I have no problem with. What I do have a problem with is the distribution of my taxes to people who don't have to pass a urine test. Shouldn't one have to pass a urine test to get a welfare check, because I have to pass one to earn it for them? Please understand, I have no problem with helping people get back on their feet. I do, on the other hand, have a problem with helping someone sit on their ass. Could you imagine how much money the U.S.A. would save if people had to pass a urine test to get a public assistance check.

Upsetting
Its kind of upsetting to me that a number of people that i used to talk to on a regular basis on fubar dont really say much to me anymore. Maybe a "Hi" and "Bye" occasionally... but this is from talking for hours every day. I just dont understand. I see them online all the time... so what gives? Ugh :(

A New Idea...
In this blog series im going to highlight one woman each post. The criteria is as follows 1.) We have to communicate on some level. I mean if I'm ganna feature you I need something more than "she's hot." 2.) Ladies will be picked at random. Don't get pissy if you dont get featured. You may get your shot in the future. Now for my first selection. MAFIA PRINCESS~ *HAPPILY TAKEN*~NOSAINT'S STALKEE~REFORMED SHAMELESS FLIRT~,* This sexy lady is as pretty on the inside as she is on the out side. And her NSFW's are smokin!! Dedicated mother, and genuinely a sweet woman. Definately worth being one of Gimpy's Girls!! Go show her some love and tell her I sent ya!! ~ SWEET-MAFIA PRINCESS~ *HAPPILY TAKEN*~NOSAINT'S STALKEE~REFORMED SHAMELESS FLIRT~,*DSC*@ fubar

Tagged Your It
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.I have always helped people even if they could have and didn't help me,something that bothers me sometimes. 2.I like to sing to myself and get weird looks..lol 3.I hate it when someone from my past remembers my name and I have no idea what theirs is. 4.I like to look at guys butts 5.I hate being lied too like eveyone but really hate it when I can't call them on it. 6.I don't like to be use or use anyone. 7.I love it when I get a hello from my friends 8.I love eating Italian pasta dishes. 9.I love to be kisses and given lots of hugs. 10.And most of all i would love to make love to the one I love only!! I am going to tag Keith Dueces

Valentine Application
This is the " Valentine Application." Everyone knows there's at least one person that wants to be your Valentine. Heres the application for that special someone. Let's see who replys back with the following filled out. Have Fun. Area 1: Please provide positive answers. Name: Age: Phone: Height: Do you Drive: State You Live In: May I Call You: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Will You Send This Back To Me?: Area 2: What would you do if I... I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I started smoking: I asked you on a date: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got into a fight and you weren't there? I asked u to be mine? I asked u out? Area 3: What do you think about my... Personality: Eyes: Hair: Area 4: Have you ever.... Lied to make me feel better? Wanted to kiss me? Wanted to kill me? Broke my heart? Kept something important from me? Area 5: Would you.... "X" marks the spot [ ]Kiss me.. [ ]Hug

Cheap Tomatoes
CHEAP TOMATOES? "As you listen to the news about the student protests over illegal immigration, there are some things that you should be aware of: I am in charge of the English-as-a-second-language department at a large southern California high school which is designated a Title 1 school, meaning that its students average lower socioeconomic and income levels. Most of the schools you are hearing about, South Gate High, Bell Gardens , Huntington Park , etc., where these students are protesting, are also Title 1 schools. Title 1 schools are on the free breakfast and free lunch program. When I say free breakfast, I'm not talking a glass of milk and roll -- but a full breakfast and cereal bar with fruits and juices that would make a Marriott proud. The waste of this food is monumental, with trays and trays of it being dumped in the trash uneaten. (OUR TAX DOLLARS AT WORK) I estimate that well over 50% of these students are obese or at least moderately overweight. About 75% or

What I Did For My Labor Day Weekend 2007
Okay not to be a Debbie Downer... but I just spent the most of my entire labor day weekend doing some research. (You know it is amazing what you can get from the freedom to rights act). I played puzzle maker all weekend and it all started with typing 9-11 coverup under my google video search. The very first video that comes up...I dare any of you... watch it.... than do some research of your own. I cannot fathom in my most wildest imagination... wait... this is the US government as a matter of fact YES I can imagine! If it all comes out (which I'm sure that it will not...hell they have not even declassified JFK's files yet...and Oliver Stone already did a movie on THAT) and it IS what I drew my conclusions from all I can say is....Hey, I didn't vote for him or his wacky band of cabinet members. You know the sad part about all this is? When I was watching this video it seemed to perfect to be a real... you know it was like reading a Tom Clancy novel. But it was real and al

I'll Be Alright Without You
Your burning gaze, Sent chills up my spine For a love that's true, I believed all your lines Fed me your deception My heart's torn in two I can't reach anymore, When all I do is lose You ignited a fire, Passion running deep Move in and out of my life, Our vows no longer to keep Your games of love and lies, No longer taking the blame It's time to stand on my own, It's time to end this game I'm ready to leave, Another door's been closed I'm ready to live, I can stand tall on my own Moving on is hard, I'm used to being two But I can handle this pain, I'll be alright without you

Not Here Looking For Lies
dont come onto me, wanting to have sex with me. dont feed me with lines of how sexy I am, hot, pretty orr what ever. There is something here beyond the eyes, mouth and body. I love sex, every part of it, I havent been able to find a man to keep up with me. But that is no mean an invintation to try. I have a someone im interisted in, hopefully he can keep up. So if you want to get to know me, start off by knowing the inside of my mind, then maybe you can see the outer me. I want you to stimulate my mind, not my clit

*the New And Improved Ultimate About Me*
*The New and Improved Ultimate About Me* Basics: Name: Jennfier Date of Birth: 02/04/1980 Birthplace: Mesa, AZ Current Location: Mesa, AZ Eye Color: Green Hair Color: Strawberry Blonde Height: 5'6.5 Heritage: Irish, German, maybe French or Russian Piercings: 26, Ears, Tongue, Labret, Nipples Tattoos: 8, ankle, foot, back, arms and boobie Favourite: Band/Singer: Flogging Molly Song: The Way of The Fist, Five Finger Death Punch Movie: Empire of the Sun Disney Movie: I hate Disney TV show: ATHF Color: Gun metal Grey, flat black, Green, Brown Food: Meat Pizza topping: Ham Ice-Cream Flavor: Vanilla Drink (alcoholic): Rum Soda: Coke Store: Grocery : ) Clothing Brand: Levi's Shoe Brand: Adio Season: Summer Month: October Holiday/Festival: Halloween Flower: Orchid maybe... Make-Up Item: ??? Board game: Don't know. This or That Sunny or rainy: Rainy Chocolat

Friends
I hope this brings you joy and cheers,to think we have been best friends for almost years.I'm very sad you're far away,because I want to see you everyday.Just think of the good times in the past,because our memories will always last.If this poem makes you sad,just think back to all the fun times we had.It's not fair they took you away,because I miss you each and every day.

This Describes Every Guy Out There
These NIGGAS out here got one thing on their mind, trynna get IN like Verizon, but don't wanna sign a contract. Now they mad cuz females raisin the bar like Cingular and not givin a CHIRP CHIRP bout these lame @$$ excuses. Please don't be alarmed when they don't give you anytime like TMobile, busy signals left and right, and more disconnects than Metro Pcs. Just in case you were wondering, this aint no pay as you go...if you're lookin for a roll over plan, Sprint to the next hoe, cause as we classy females will ALLTEL you, u messin with my daytime minutes! (Can you hear me now? GOOD!

The Fear Of Fear
Fear is not what I am afraid of. True, it is a frightful thing to fear; But the fear of fearing fear is overwhelming Especially when its form becomes sheer Fear is like losing a tree of shade on a bristling day Or losing your breath when you fall below the sea; I fear this fear of fearing these fears And it is this fear that is part and parcel of me. Fear is like loving without being loved back, Fear is like leaving without being left; And the fear of loving and leaving and being loved and being left Is opposed by the fear of not fearing anything And being an empty vase, noisy and bereft I fear not death nor do I fear life, But I fear the fear of both as my peers; If I could release one fear from my fears It would be the fear of fearing these fears.

Happy Hour Sun 2/24 9am Fu Time!
MY SECOND HAPPY HOUR! Sunday, February 23 @ 9 am Fu Time! Rate 99 pics for $10,000 Fubucks! Be sure to private message me when you are done so I can send your Fubucks to ya. The Rate-a-Thon folder is available to friends only so be sure to Fan, Rate and Add my profile then you can access the folder and make some bucks. Every 10th person that messages when done rating the folder will receive an additional $5000 Fubucks! ~PebblesinAZ~OwN3d by EMANON~Rate, FAN, then ADD! XOXO@ fubar Thanks Bunches to My New Owner ~EMANON~ for the Happy Hour! XOXO Emanon~~Forever Fake~~Father of The Fallen Ones@ fubar Go Rate him to Thank him for ME! XOXO

My Point Of View
-I don't care if you talk to other guys. -I don't care if you're friends with other guys. -But when you're sitting next to me, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses me off. -It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that I'm still there. -I don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning I do get a little concerned. -Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait Till the morning. -Also, when I tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/stunning, I fuckin mean it. -Don't tell me I'm wrong. I'll stop trying to convince you. -The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. -Don't be mad when I hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood I'm in. -If you dont have any cash, let me pay! Don't "feel bad" I enjoy doing it. Smile and Say "thank you." -Kiss me wh

Just Venting...no Need For Anyone To Read
well where should i start? i have issues that im trying to deal with at this momment. im unsure on how i should handle this. im very unhappy and VERY depressed at this time. me and my fiance are having bad problems at this time, im unsure if i should tell him to leave and maybe try starting over, or should i just say leave and never come back, only talk to each other so he can keepin touch with our children, who are 2 and 4. im so confused. i have no friends like talking, i can count on 1 hand how many friends i have. i have trust issues, so its hard for to trust females more than males. sopmetimes i feel as though no one cares if i live or die. i often think the people in my life would be better off if i wasnt around. im scared that if i go talk to a professional person that they will lock me up in the looney bin, and take my kids away. im trying my hardest to deal with things on my own. guess ill have to figure it out on my own...not that anyone ever listens to whati have to say...so

Understanding...
i really dont understand it. Why is it, that when you have nothing left to hold on to. The whole world turns their back against you. I moved to Florida with the intentions of my life becoming something much greater than it was. And since i've been here. The world has smacked me in the face. And turned their back. My only true friend here is my mother and my boss. They are the only ones i can truly talk to. All my "friends" from high school, they dont even care if i still exsist. I tried to keep in touch, but obviously i wasnt important enough to them to call me back or come by and see me. I just hate it. The one person that was always there for me is my only TRUE best friend and she lives 2,000 miles away from me now. I really dont know how to handle all of this anymore....

Loneliness Is A Killer.......
Loneliness is a killer that tears you up inside It eats away your heart and that slowly decreases in size It makes you feel like you are worthless and like you are not as great as you think It makes you go from feeling strong right down to feeling extremely weak Loneliness is like a single petal on a flower where you are left all alone It leaves you feeling like you are prone Prone to being left in pain and living a life in vain and not knowing what to do Living life on the edge and every guy you meet you think "could this be you?" It makes you feel like you are in desperation where just about anything will suit your needs It makes you do anything it takes Even if it is more than a simple deed Loneliness is a killer It makes the happiest moments seem dull It also makes the bright side of life go right down the hole Loneliness may be a simple word but the feeling is so complex Being left all alone is a miserable feeling that no one will ever forget Because i

A Frienship Ball
The Friendship Ball A ball is a circle, no beginning no end. It keeps us together, our circle of friends. But the treasure inside for you to see is the treasure of friendship you have granted to me. Today I pass the friendship ball to you. Wont you roll it around to someone new?

Daniel Powter- Bad Day
I cant believe I haven't posted this one in here yet. Holy Shit- this is my sanity song. You have no idea. Maybe I should just post my whole current ipod playlist.. that would take forever , anyway . Thank god Ipods don't skip. I love my ipod.. anyway, Next! Where is the moment we needed the most You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost They tell me your blue skies fade to gray They tell me your passion's gone away And I don't need no carryin' on You stand in the line just to hit a new low You're faking a smile with the coffee you go You tell me your life's been way off line You're falling to pieces every time And I don't need no carryin' on Because you had a bad day You're taking one down You sing a sad song just to turn it around You say you don't know You tell me don't lie You work at a smile and you go for a ride You had a bad day The camera don't lie You're coming back down and you really don't mind You had a bad day You had a bad day Will you

Help This Sexy Chick Out!
Hey my fubar family,friends and fans.. I am in a Lingerie Contest and I need your help!!!! I need your help with comment bombing and rates!!!! click the picture below and it will take you right to my picture and bomb away!! Thank you all for your help and support during this contest!!

Updated Fu-luv Bomb Squad Members
FEEL THE LOVE AND JOIN FU LUV BOMB SQUAD! WE WANT YOU!!! TO JOIN US PLEASE SEND A MESSAGE TO THE OWNER, THEN YOU HAVE TO FAN, RATE AND ADD ALL CURRENT MEMBERS!!! YOU WILL BE ADDED ONCE THIS IS CONFIRMED. KISSES TO ALL AND LETS HAVE SOME FUN!!! RULES ARE BASIC AND WILL BE ADJUSTED AS NEEDED. 1. No Drama Allowed! 2. All must fan, rate and add ALL members. **New Prospects send a note when u add stating Fu Luv Bomb Squad.. 3. Must add owner to family 4. Officers will decide on who to bomb. 5. Any member not actively involved in helping others will be removed from team and will receive no help in any contest or giveaway. 6. Blog will be updated as new members join. Please Check on Owners page daily and repost the new blog onto your profile. 7. A blog will be updated daily , with the member that is currently in a contest. Members MUST read to keep updated. 8. All rules are subject to change as we grow. the limit on the amount of contests you can enter

Come Own Me In The Auction.....
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Life Happens
Eh yeah. The college that I attend had blocked myspace and it sucks since I can't so much go on myspace or unless if it was at a public library or at some other person's home. But whatever and I smell bubble gum. Fruit flavored or rather something pretty sweet. I'm bloody ass bored. But whatever. I'll be out for now. Peace and love, Jennifer

Seasons Of Change
When what you want and think is right.goes all wrong.and you close the door to your heart again,to leave it in darkness.you wonder if its closed to stay?. then one day you hear a laugh threw the crack,an feel the warmth of a smile.you thnk its an illusion.it surely can't be real?but then you hear it again.you want to run and kick that door wide open again.but last time you ran out into a cold and bitter place. some say they are happy alone,i am not,im just not afrad of it.but ill crack the door.and see if the spring comes to let the flowers grow. and see if the summertime rolls.

War
hey paper its me again seems like ur my only freind i wish i can talk to her tell her how i feel to show this time is for real no games no time to play she asked when it was comin heres that day that i stand up and say no more to the ragin war that lives inside of me its a war against misery theres nothing that can stop me now i havent taken my final bow this is fight to regain my life for my kids and my future wife i no its been a rough road Im prince that once was a toad

Moral Of The Story
I was happy. My girlfriend and I had been dating for over a year, and so we decided to get married. My parents helped us in every way, my friends encouraged me. And my girlfriend, well she was a dream! There was only one thing bothering me, very much indeed. That one thing was her younger sister. My prospective sister-in-law was twenty-two years of age, wore very tight mini skirts + very low cut blouses. She would regularly bend down when near me and I got many a pleasant view of her underwear. It had to be deliberate. She never did it when she was near anyone else. One day "little" sister called and asked me to come over to check the wedding invitations. She was alone when I arrived. She whispered to me that soon I was to be married, and she had feelings and desires for me that she couldn't overcome and didn't really want to. She told me that she wanted to make love to me just once before I got married and committed my life to her sister. I was in total shock and couldn’t

Just A Thought
As I look at my reflection looking back at me. I know I am exactly who I am suppose to be. Even though I have made some mistake, I can’t spend my days being mad at me. Although I am not always at my best, I know I am the best I can be. Although most people lets devastation frustrate them, I thank god for the hard knots he sent me. Through them I have learned and grown: with out them I couldn’t be exactly who I am supposed to be.

Still Hurting
It hurts to think you love her more. We went through a lot together but I guess that doesnt matter. Now youre back with her and gave her child your last name, even though its not yours. I cant help but wonder why you are doing the things you are. I mean if she makes you happy then fine, but you still keep coming back to me. That tells me you arent truely happy with her so you want both of us. But no longer can I be a part of all that. You broke my heart when you went back to her but i forgave you. Then youbroke it even more wehn you got engaged to her, but I did put that in the back of my mind not letting it affect us. But now there no forgiving, no over looking! You have claimed her daughter as if she wasyour own. Bringing your relationshipiwth her to an even higher level. By giving that little girl your last name you have tied yourself to herno matter what. You have hurt me beyod repair this time. And as much as I hate the thought I believe our friendship may even be ove

We Never Met
I don't think we should talk anymore I'm falling way too fast My heart is oh so fragile As delicate as glass We need to face the fact We're never going to meet This "cyber love" is perfect But my heart's left in defeat We're seperated by miles And the oceans are too wide But I can't pretend I don't care My heart I cannot hide That's why I think we should stop Before this goes too far Because the last thing I need Is another break in my heart Don't take this the wrong way You did nothing wrong But I can't wait forever Because forever's too long And if you're reading this I hope you understand We can never be together Because I can't hold your hand Falling for you I don't regret It's just the fact We never met...

Language Of Love
There is a special language That we all can understand There is no need to speak it Or to sign it with your hand Everyone upon this earth And regardless of their race Will recognise each letter And so put them in their place This language, it can speak a truth That is far beyond compare With no lies or double meaning Or any innuendos there It teaches us the ways of life From he cradle to the grave And gives us strength to face up to Lifes biggest tidal wave This language reaches deep inside Our heart and spirit too It gives a reason to believe For me, as well as you Come joyous times, with happy days Or when life, it hurts us so This language, it will see us through More than you will ever know You can speak it from within your heart So everyone can hear The message will be understood From far away and near You can hear it on the gentle breeze As it blows from high above A universal language Its the language of true love

Application For Employment
Application For Employment Prospective employees shall be afforded equal opportunity. However making a slight donation of $50.00 to the receptionist will improve the chances of your completed application making it to the H.R. Dept. All information that you release in this application will probably be viewed by the receptionist, her boyfriend, the cleaning lady, our telephone repairman, the pizza delivery boy, and potentially anyone who walks by the desk your application is laying on. 1. Position Applied For: ___ Eye Candy ___ Tattletale ___ Sucker ___ Head Cheese 2. Are you a Brown-Noser? ___ Yes ___ No 3. Can you pass a lie detector test? ___Yes ___ No ( If you answered 2 out of 3 questions with a yes please proceed to fill out the rest of the application. If you answered no to any of the above questions we are sorry to inform you that the position has already been filled. Please toss thi

Banana Daiquiri 2
Ingredients Amount Ingredient Preparation 1 each banana cut up 1 1/2 ounces light rum 1 1/2 ounces liqueur banana flavor 1 tablespoon lemon juice 2 teaspoons sugar superfine 6 each ice cubes 2 slices banana Directions Place banana, rum, banana liqueur, lemon juice, sugar and ice cubes in food processor or blender. Process until ice is crushed and banana is smooth. Pour into 2 stemmed glasses. Garnish each with banana slice.

My Love
As you breathe softly from this chilly waft As you lie calmly in my arms tonight, I wonder if tomorrow will be The same as this wondrous sight Then you wake up from your dreamy state Caressed me with love by those tender eyes Bathed me with warmth by those tender smiling lips That left me breathless, feeling so nice As you held my face to meet your gaze You asked me how much I love you I faltered, hesitated, and did not know what to say And it gave those eyes a hurt teary hue But this may I tell you, “I am scared that words will fall short So I would rather let you feel,that i will be yours~forever,for real."

March 24, 2008
0k here we g0.. I've g0t al0t 0n my mind lately. Well I just m0ved int0 my 0wn place and thinking w00h00 this is g0ing t0 be exciting. 0mg the first week was heaven I g0t t0 run ar0und naked and just enj0y it.. Then reality hit 0mg c0uld this be anym0re b0ring?? I am a c0untry girl and m0ved fr0m the city back to the g00d 0l c0untry and I l0ve it here but my s0 called friends never c0me and visit me. (That sucks huh).. So n0w that am here by myself I spent al0t 0f time on the interent and man are there s0me weirdos on here.. Ive came acr0ss al0t of g00d sites, Fubar to name 0ne, but I need m0re. So d0es any0ne have any ideas? D0es any0ne 0n here ever have like get t0gethers 0r meet & greets 0r s0mething? Well if y0u have any advice or c0mments by all means please resp0nd.. Thankd f0r taking time t0 reading my vent sessi0n.. Mander

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yeah.. there isnt a single goddamn guy on here who wants to talk and isnt either after cybersex bullshit, or just someone to complain to about how shitty their lives are, or just to dump their days crap from work or whatever onto. I dont give a shit how many of you start ranting at me for this or like "thats not true bitch!" yeah? fucking prove it before you even THINK of having a go. Id do the usual pasting exactly what pissed me off, but the guy that finally set off the rant was probably one of the last people i'd expect it from, so i'm not going to use his username, or copy what he said to me, because up until now, i thought he was really cool n stuff. Turns out he's like every fucker else. So far, the only men on here yet to conform to this are Jay,Gaz, Jim, Steve,Will and a few (by a few im talking 4, tops.) I just figured you guys needed a mention, seeing as you're probably the only ones going to bother reading this anyhoo. So, that immense number of you thi

Every Minute
Death comes upon us all sometimes we know when othertimes it is but a suprise in the night. know that in my life i have found you and every minute i can spend by your side is a minute of my life that will be more precious then any other. There is nothing in this world more important or desired by me then loving you every minute of the day from far away, or close by i want no more then to share every minute we can with one another. Through the good times we can make memories that last eternally Through the bad times we can grow closer as one. For standing by someone in their time of need is the visual desire of love from one to another and being with them in happiness is the purest love shown to all. copyright 2, april 2008 j.stacy (uglypoet)

We Miss U
on april 7th 2008 Christopher allen Hayes was killed by a drunk driver. At this time that guy is out of jail and had enough nerves to show up at the funeral. I am afraid to say it but I cant forgive him for it. His family have forgave him and he is paying for all the funeral procedures but that just aint enough. He was gonna be a dad in a few months and this guy just dont care it seems. I feel like the lord took my best friend from me and I think they both need to pay.

I Am Up For Auction!!!!
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Rights
The big news around here lately is a teacher who has been forced to remove his bible from his desk. He has had it there for years..but all of a sudden its a crime. He also had the 10 commandments hanging in his room. I can understand them asking him to remove that..but I feel its his right to have a bible on his desk. If hes not thumping it..and its not bothering anyone. Anyways.. I started thinking on this subject since I read a little about it two days in a row on the front page. Theres kids supporting him and all here. I kinda understand his side of it..but then got to wondering..why does he really need it on his desk? Why can't he just put it in his desk..if he knows it bothers people? Then he will have it there for himself..but not in plain sight. Is he really that much of a believer? Although then I am thinking.. does God really want us to hide our faith? Either way.. it is something to ponder!

Whats With This Place?
It seems like I cannot make anyone happy here. I know ur not suppose to let things get to u, its just the internet blah blah, but fuck man, everyday It seems I got somone pissed at me or others giving me the cold shoulder. While still others are not commenting me like they normally would because they dont want to be visited by profile stalkers. WTF is that. Not sure why. I do not expreience this in the real world. But this place....fuckNa. I have alot of fun bullshitting around and all that..cause for me thats all this place is for. But now its becoming this thing where I gotta watch what I say or comment or post or else someone will get pissed. I feel like I am walking on eggshells. Bash me Ignore me Fuck it Fuck off Fuck whatever

Do You Want In?
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Upon A Butterfly
As I came upon a butterfly yesterday I was sure when she saw me, she would fly away She was the most beautiful thing I ever saw Yet as I was staring at her in complete awe She instead did something that really surprised me She just stared at me back and did not try to flee Why would anything that is so full of such beauty Ever be interested in simple old me This is what the butterfly told me in reply As she flapped her wings to take her into the sky It is far more important what we have inside And not the colors we may show on the outside Then with a butterfly kiss placed upon my lips Away from my view did my butterfly eclipse Leaving me to hope that soon one bright sunny day She will again be flying back upon my way

The Black Veil (a Voluntary Code Of Ethics For Vampiric Groups And Individuals)
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Angels Above
This is hard for me to write. Ok here it goes.... Last year on March 17-2007 My daughter and two of her friends died in a traggic trailer fire. All though they are no longer here with us in person they are in heaven watching over us. They have become beautiful angels that look after all of us. Though we miss them very much they are always with us in spirit. One day we will all be together again but for now R.I.P

Finally Some Answers........
Well, after much debate and plenty of Dr. visits, we think we have finally found the source of my little mans' illness. Let's just say that he'll be having surgery on May 30th. He's not happy about this, but understands that it has to be done. He's very scared about it and I'm trying to do what I can to lessen his anxiety. I wish that the Dr. had listened to me a few weeks ago when I suggested what I thought the problem was and they just dismissed me. But I don't think that in the long run it would've mattered. I'm not the one with the medical degree though, am I? We will be going in soon here for his pre-surgery physical. That should be a breeze. Little does he know though that he has to have blood drawn for a High resolution Chromosome test. I haven't told him that yet and I don't think I will til we actually get there. No sense making him more upset til I actually have to. Just wanted to give you guys an update, and for a couple of you, you know exactly what the surgery is for. I j

Ok I Must Be The Crazy One Here
Hello again folks, yeahhhhhhhhh i'm back at it again who woulda known right?? i mean ME? lil ole me back at it bein opinionated? never !!! anyway go get a load of this , and this is not the first times its happend and it sure wont be the last. i'm on this website right, and for all practical purposes we're gonna leave it nameless. so i'm on this website and its geared towards a dating site or a site to have sex right.......geared towards ADULTS.......so of course you put your profile pic up and yes you're going to have some women showing the worlds their "world" and you're going to have men doing the same thing..................and then there is ALWAYS a few simple people that dont have it all upstairs that have a picture of their "KID" up there. now i'm sure you are very proud of your kid and you luv them very much..yadda yadda yadda.......but personally i could give two shyts less about seeing a picture of your kid up in ya profile, and listen folks i'm not talking about one of th

It Was Very Cool,lol
WOW has this Auction been a huge turn out .. 50 entries... over 7.5 Mill in fubucks bid and over $2,000 in cash bids ..so you can see what a great turn out this has been and it's only been 6 days days..TODAY is the LAST day that I will be accepting entries. So if you want in you better hurr

Aphrodite
Aphrodite is her Greek name; Venus is how the Roman's knew her. She is the daughter of Uranus and the Ocean Foam is her mother. She is also known as "foam born" and "she who rises from the waves". When she shakes the seawater from her hair, the drops turn to pearls at her feet. Lovely, indeed is Aphrodite, great goddess of love and lust. She married the crippled smithy Hephaestus, but found him boring and entertained many lovers, with whom she had many children. The Romans considered her the goddess of charm and beauty and believed that a large stone resting near a tall tree was a place wherein she could be called for help in affairs of the heart. They offered her wild strawberries, herbs, pine cones, and cypress branches. She is also thought to be a descendant of a prehistoric water bird goddess, and a goddess of spiritual as well as passionate love. The white dove symbolizes platonic love and the honeysuckle vines are symbolic of happy marriages.

Buddha Mind
Bankei - Buddha Mind When we look back on this life, we see that when people are born, no one has thoughts of joy, sadness, hatred, or bitterness. Are we not in the state of the buddha mind bequeathed by our parents? It is after birth that intelligence develops, and people learn bad habits from others in the course of seeing and hearing them. As they grow up, their personal mental habits emerge, and they turn the buddha mind into a monster because of biased self-importance. People are born with nothing but the unconceived buddha mind, but because of self-importance they want to get their own way, arguing and losing their temper yet claiming it is the stubbornness of others that makes them mad. Getting fixated on what others say, they turn the all-important unique buddha mind into a monster, mulling over useless things, repeating the same thoughts over and over again. They are so foolish they will not give up on things even if getting their own way would in any case prove to be fu

Amnesia
Ohhhhh. Yeahhhh Yeah. Really wish i could. If only someone could unbreak my heart Come relieve my pain Somehow I could wish upon a star and make all of the memories go away, but my mind just keeps on going back and I can't help but think about that guy that's gon make me miss out on you And I can't help but remember about that sad day in September The day he took my heart with him when he left. Ohhhhh. See eventually I will get through this, but right now it seems my heart's in the way. I apologize of the way that I treat you but I gotta leave you, unless I come across a case of amnesia, amnesia, amnesia. (to forget, to forget, to forget the heartache) Amnesia, amnesia, amnesia. (to forget, to forget, to forget the pain) Amnesia, amnesia, amnesia. (and i think, and i think it'll make things better) I gotta leave ya I gotta leave you. I tryed to leave the past behind me but it just hurts so bad. Ohhh. and i tell myself please don't cry, let it g

Update...fu-bombers Please Read!!!
Hey I just wanted to give an update as to whats going on. The hole in my belly is ow infected due to the negligence of the surgeon...ONCE AGAIN. I had emergency surgery on my belly on the 16th, the doctor removed the stitches only a week ond a half after the surgery because he was going on vacation and wanted to get it done so he could go, so he called me into the office early. He removed the stitches without checking the wound which is now (4 inches across and 3 inches DEEP) by the time I made it home I was wide open and had to go back to the ER. since I have cancer and much more, I am very prone to infection and they couldnt close the hole due to the fact that air had already hit it for at least three hrs so I had to be packed full of gauze, and have a nurse here everyday to change it, well I am now infected and have to go back into the hospital today, I need prayers, Im in allot of pain and can't do my chemo because of whats going on. Please bear with me and pray for me...I am prayi

Ppp Pimpout
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And The Beat Goes On!!!!!!!
Ok Guys...what can I say.....yet again went to court this morning to continue where we left off...only for her side to submit a whole new statement of which I had no idea about and boy is she going real dirty.......anyway....I had no counsil and coupled with with her side not having all the proper paperwork in yada yada yada......it got put back once again...so here we are, back to square one but this time I get a lawyer.....which I have 2 weeks to get all the final papers from her lawyers then another 2 weeks to get my side of it tied up and then she has to re-apply for a hearing, which I am assured will not take place now earlier than July and could even be as far away as October......which, with what happened today should make it a very interesting ride indeed BUT..right now I do still have one ace up my sleeve........sory can't say as you just do not know who gets to see this as she did break in to my account here last year and copied some of my messages!!!!!!.... So...upshot

Voted Best Joke In Ireland 2007
John O'Reilly hoisted his beer and said' Here's to spending the rest of me life between the legs of me wife!' That won him the top prize at the pub for the best toast of the in night! He went home and told his wife Mary' I won the prize for the Best toast of the night.' She said' Aye did ye now. And what was your toast?' John said' Here's to spending the rest of me life sitting in church beside me wife.' 'Oh that is very nice indeed John!' Mary said. The next day Mary ran into one of John's drinking buddies on the street corner. The man chuckled leeringly and said' John won the prize the other night at the pub with a toast about you Mary.' She said' Aye he told me and I was a bit surprised myself. You know he's only been there twice in the last four years. Once he fell a sleep and the other time I had to pull him by the ears to make him come.'

Read This
A must read poem. He wouldnt even salute our flag. Not good OBAMA There once was a man named Obama His life began with drama An African Muslim father An Atheist white mama Obama’s white grandparents They gave him a charmed life Raised on the beaches of Hawaii Far from ghetto strife He went to private schools Fourteen thousand dollars a year Working-class white folks They were nowhere near He attended Columbia Then Harvard Law A very soft and liberal upbringing Something Americans eventually saw He then went to Chicago Nation of Islam, Farrakhan, Black Panthers and Jackson The only friends he made All from the extreme left-wing faction He joined a radical church His Pastor downright insane Blacks and whites, he said Think with different parts of their brain His church praised a man named Cone With hateful opinions he was filled He said white people were “the devil” And Gods who love whites must be killed Obama first ran for State Sen

A Thought
They say the truth can hurt, and yes it can, but I rather have a truth hurt me for a moment than have a lie destroy me for a lifetime, because a lie last can last forever and along with lies pain is to surly follow, so I say give me the truth no matter how painful it may be,because with that pain comes time to heal, but with a lie that keeps going there is no time to heal.

Some Crazy Shit
A woman at the nightclub Crobar on Saturday night was taken by 5 men, who according to hospital and police reports, gang raped her before dumping her. Unable to remember the events of the evening, tests later confirmed the repeat rapes along with traces of Rohypnol in her blood, with Progesterex, which is essentially a small sterilization pill. The drug is now being used by rapists at parties to rape and sterilize their victims. Progesterex is available to vets to sterilize large animals. Rumor has it that Progesterex is being used together with Rohypnol, the date rape drug. As with Rohypnol, all they have to do is drop it into the girls drink. The girl can't remember a thing the next morning, of all that had taken place the night before. Progesterex, which dissolves in drinks just as easily, is such that the victim doesn't conceive from the rape and the rapist needn't worry about having a paternity test identifying him months later. The drugs effects are not temporary- They are perman

Pregnancy, Estrogen And Women Lol Funny
Pregnancy, Estrogen and Women Pregnancy Q & A & more! Q: Should I have a baby after 35? A: No, 35 children is enough. Q: I'm two months pregnant now. When will my baby move? A: With any luck, right after he finishes college. Q: What is the most reliable method to determine a baby's sex? A: Childbirth. Q: My wife is five months pregnant and so moody that sometimes she's borderline irrational. A: So what's your question? Q: My childbirth instructor says it's not pain I'll feel during labor, but pressure. Is she right? A: Yes, in the same way that a tornado might be called an air current. Q: When is the best time to get an epidural? A: Right after you find out you're pregnant. Q: Is there any reason I have to be in the delivery room while my wife is in labor? A: Not unless the word 'alimony' means anything to you. Q: Is there anything I should avoid while recovering from childbirth? A: Yes, pregnancy. Q: Do I have to have a ba

Why Do Girls
why do girls flant there bodies, y do they care so much, why do they try so hard to be sexy... when all it takes is your heart. Why do girls like to lie, start gossip and run and hide, y do they start rumours that are not true, why do they make you feel so horrible inside. all in all why do girls try to be everything that there not, what they don't know is that ther worthless pieces of crap. i don't mean all of you, but you know who you are, don't take affence to this, i jus want to know.. peace

Please Send This To Your Congressman And/or Senator
Please Send This to your Congressman or Senator Re: FDA Fastâ€“track Approval of Promising Treatments for HCV and Other Liver Diseases As my representative, you ought to know liver disease is one of the major killers in America today. Hepatitis C alone has been called a "silent epidemic" by former surgeon general Everett Koop, MD. It is estimated that as many as 4 million Americans are infected. The death rate due to complications from this disease is expected to quadruple in the next 10 years. It is the number one cause for liver transplants and those numbers are rising exponentially. There is no known cure and current treatment has an inadequate success rate (while often causing debilitating side effects). The FDA needs to fast-track treatment development for this deadly disease. A study presented at the American Association for the Study of Liver Diseases meeting on Tuesday November 9, 1999 concluded that long-term damage from hepatitis C infections ma

All I Need - Matchbox Twenty
Everywhere someones getting over Everybody cries And sometimes you can still lose even if you really try Talking about the dream Like the dream is over Talk like that Wont get you nowhere Everybodys trusting in the heart Like the heart don't lie [chorus] And that's all that I need, yeah Someone else to cling to, yeah Someone I can lean on Until I don't need to Just stay all through the night In the morning let me down Cause that's all that I need right now Everywhere someones getting over Everybodys life is someone People still use other people with a crooked smile And all around the world there's a sinking feeling Out there right now someones feeling Down on themselves and don't know why Every night [chorus] And that's all that I need, yeah Someone else to cling to, yeah Someone I can lean on Until I don't need to Just stay all through the night, yeah In the morning let me down Cause that's all that I need right now And life aint no beauty s

June Giveaway Bulletin- Final/monday
JUDIE JUDIE OK its time to get this GIVEAWAY started! If you didn't get a chance to join then you don't know what you are missing out on! All of the entries are in so come by and drop a few comments or rates if you have the time. I am sure ALL would be appreciated by the participants! Prizes are... First to 25K comments gets choice of 1 month blast or 3 month VIP First to 15K comments gets choice of 1 week blast, 1 month VIP or Ticker Package First 3 to reach 5K comments gets choice of 3 day blast of bling pack Most rates gets 50K fubucks in addition to prize (if won) All particaipants to reach at least 2500 comments gets 15K fubucks (one time payout) in addition to their prizes (if won) Just a few reminders.... Contest will start TODAY at 7 a.m. FU-TIME (10 a.m. EST) and will end when number of comments for prize level is reached for a winner (not to exceed 30 days)...Bling pack part of giveaway will end when 3 winners with 5000 comments each is reached. Self bombing is encouraged

Naughty Or Nice?? You Decide :d
Anyone Want To Own Me??? Click Picture Below To Bid! Owned by you in my name for a month Add to top friends for a month Add to family for a month Pimp out in blog/bulletin/mumm Make crush for a month Gifts weekly SFW Salute Link to your profile on my page for a month Rate 200 pictures 10/11 during Happy Hour(depends if I have a VIP) Rate 200 stash thumbs up during Happy Hour Photo effects/graphics Profile comments Daily Pimp your friends (choose 10 friends for a pimp out bulletin) Mentioned in ANY BLAST, TICKER OR HAPPY HOUR I may get *If there is something else you want just contact me we can talk about it :) (*IF Bid is High enough will add the BELOW*) Photos for your eyes only Add to messenger Phone call(s)

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Last Surgery
Well i officially had my last surgery on my leg this past Wed. and so far so good. They took about four inches of bone from my left hip and placed it on my tibia and also they placed a new plate down the length of my shin. Hopefully this will be the last one. To be honest i am sick and tired of surgeries and pain medications. At least when i take them i can't feel anything. The hip is the worst of the pain. Can't sleep well because i can only lay on my back. Even laying on my right side hurts all to hell. But i am still alive so i have to be happy for that much at least. Its been a while since i have been on here and i am so glad to be back. Missed chatting to all of you. Hope that everything has been well with you my friends and i look forward to hearing your comments and such soon. Blessed Be, athena

Where Did My Sanity Go...
I've been angry lately... not at anyone in particular... myself mostly. Darryl is at work... I'm just waiting to go visit him... I was cleaning the apartment... getting my art stuff cleaned up... and I came across my Voodoo Doll... ... Oh little Voodoo Doll... with your pins and anger... you have done everything I have asked of you and more. He broke my heart... and I told him... he knew... You hurt me, I hurt you. It's funny to see how everything fell apart. He could blame it on other factors... but everything I wished came came true. And upon you forever, this curse shall follow. The wicked who would do me harm, May he take the throat disease, Spirally, virally, circularly, Fluxy, phlegmy, swollen and grim. Be it harder than stone, Be it blacker than coal, Be it swifter than a bird, Be it heavier than lead. Be it fiercer, sharper, harsher, Than the hard, thorn biting holly. Be it sourer than the lemon and The bitter salt. A dysentery of blood

On Camera Talent Needed.
Thanks for viewing this blog. I own a video production company as you can tell from my profile and am looking to hire actors and actress for some on camera work .. Yes the work is of an adult nature, so if your put off by adult themes please do not message or apply. My company does a lot of main stream work commercials and such, but have been wanting to branch out and try some new things.. so if your interested, like the subject matter or think your sexy and want to find out more please, send me a private message. We will be casting and interviewing soon .. and yes the work is paid. So only serious inquiries please. Location may not be a big issue so even if your not within close proximity, travel time may be compensated. More details, as well as interviews and script info after I receive your message. Thanks so much for taking the time to read this hope to hear from you soon . Kevin Producer

150 Days
In 150 days I will be your sidekick,you lover,your partner..I will set beside you on the sofa,Hug you,hold you,and kiss those lips.I will,touch you,hold your hand.I will laugh with you,cry with you.I will wake up to you,and go to sleep with you.No more will I be without you.When I have a dream,I will be able to tell you about it,and when a nightmare awakes us,we can hold the other.Soon,I will set across form you,while having breakfast,that I have cook.And smile because you are the best part of my life.Soon,I will be able to take walks with you.Set out on the deck with you,and talk of the morrows.I will be able,to rub your tired,shoulders,and carrass your weary soul.Soon,I will be with you,and you with me.In 150 days,wow I will become your wife,for real,but whos counting.

Miracle Cream
So even though a lot of people canceled last minute on Jen, I still had a ball at her "toy" party. I learned how to ball fruit for the event. I was as always crazy over sexual AJ. Perhaps Jen's mother may run the next time she sees me, but that is a price I am willing to pay to make myself laugh and others uncomfortable. Something amazing happened at the party. I realized my nipples are not dead after all. That all it took to bring them to life was some nipple balm and they will bring me tremendous amounts of pleasure. It was as though dr. Frankenstien attached the car jumpers to my nipples and lightning struck the roof. All of a sudden my nipples came to life and gave me pleasure, the seat belt being against them made them feel good. Let me just say the next time someone is playing with my nipples and this balm is involved I will not be thinking about what I need to do tomorrow I will be thinking about please dear god don't let it stop. I hope it does not give

Ac/dc-big Balls
Well I'm upper upper class high society God's gift to ballroom notoriety And I always fill my ballroom The event is never small The social pages say I've got The biggest balls of all I've got big balls I've got big balls They're such big balls And they're dirty big balls And he's got big balls And she's got big balls (But we've got the biggest balls of them all) And my balls are always bouncing My ballroom always full And everybody cums and cums again If your name is on the guest list No one can take you higher Everybody says I've got Great balls of fire I've got big balls Oh I've got big balls And they're such big balls Dirty big balls And he's got big balls And she's got big balls (But we've got the biggest balls of them all) Some balls are held for charity And some for fancy dress But when they're held for pleasure They're the balls that I like best My balls are always bouncing To the left and to the right It's my belief that my big balls Sh

Top 10 Things Not To Say To A Chronically Ill Person
Top 10 things NOT to say to a chronically ill person See the Rest Ministries/HopeKeepers T-shirt with this saying on the back! 10. You can't be in that much pain 9. Stop being lazy and get a job 8. You just want attention 7. Your illness is caused by stress 6. No pain. . . no gain! 5. It's all in your head 4. If you just got out of the house... 3. You're so lucky to get to stay in bed all day. 2. Just pray harder 1. But you look so good! Copyright, Lisa Copen, Reprint permission granted if the following is included: Reprinted with permission of Lisa Copen, Copyright 2007, National Invisible Chronic Illness Awareness Week, http://www.invisibleillness.com

Memories Of Good And Bad
I remember being just a lil boy playing wit toys, i remember waking up in da morning eating cereal and watching cartoons, i remember ignoring my mother until she shut up, i remember being the only child, i remember the first time i got to ride a bike even though it didnt turn out right, i remember when lincoln park was full of crips, i remeber my family get togethers always ended wit bloods versus crips , i remember being on da block on late nites wit all my homies and cuzzin, i remember when we almost took this niggas life, i remeber driving down the block and a mexican was following me, i remember fighting mexicans in front of my moms house in da middle of the nite, i remember the police chased me down the alley for a crime i didnt do, i remember chasin a nigga down the freeway cuz he thought he would hit my cuzzin wit a bat and get away, i remember my uncle telling me if i kept fucking up he'll request to get me a cell next to his, i remember making out wit my cuzzin girl, i rememb

Fight(same Guy, Same Belts?)
Mr.DontDoIt aka... (READ MUMM/WATCH STASH/my next fight:jul 19) June 18, 2008 @ 2:10 pm #3 of 3 I am nervous. I am going to talk to Floyd Sawyer, fight promoter and father of Brad Sawyer[7-2-1am, 13th in the world...] Not only am I going to ask for a rematch, but I'm going to ask for a lot of money to fight his son... our first fight was pretty durn good. It was definitely the fight of the night at the event, but I've not seen too many locals fights that could top it. Calen Stidham(Joplin, MO) v Jerry Quintanilla(OK City, OK) @ Joplin's Memorial Hall in '08 was awesome. That may be the best local fight I have ever seen. Sooooo ya, I gots nerves... but I know what kind of fighter I am, and I know I wil put on a good show no matter who my opponent is. I know I will never give up and if I am not victorious, they will carry me out on my shield. I am an old school traditional martial artist. This means I am bound by the code of the samurai, bound by honor...

Going To Hell In A Handbag
Was watching the news. What I heard really pissed me off. Thing is we have no one to blame but the voters that put them into office for voting for them without checking thier voting record. Now the democrats blame President Bush and his oil company buddies for the high cost of gas. Well think about it people. Yes the oil companies are getting rich, that is what business do, they aren't a charity. but think about it. Where do they get thier oil? They get it from overseas, and those other countries control the price of oil. So how do we fix that? Well get get the oil from the United States. Then if gas is high priced then we blame the oil companies. Now Bush wanted to open the off shore oil drilling to American companies. Forgein countries like China are allowed to drill off our shores, but American companies can't. So we are paying overseas prices for American oil. Why, because the democrats in congress, voted down the bill that Bush put up to allow the American companie

Drifting....non Bdsm
Summer is here now, the heat practically unescapeable; might as well enjoy it. How lucky am I to spend an evening drifting lazily down the river with you in a cozy rubber raft? We're practically alone out here, save for a few ducks and geese that honk our way as we pass. But it's not the wildlife that catches my eye; I can't stop looking at you, and the hunger that seems to accompany any thoughts of you grows and grows with you right there in front of me. Any man would be drooling at the vision in front of me, and I'm no different. A tiny little bikini that barely covers your smooth skin teases me. I can tell you've been in the sun a bit before this, hints of pale flesh that are in stark contrast to your tan keep peeking out at me as you move about the raft. Oh how I long to feel that flesh next to mine. We start out on our journey with you sitting right in front of me, your warm body pressed against my chest, and my arms and legs around you. I always feel so strong and powerful

Life In General
my life in general, what a mess! it seems like every time i get some control of my life it goes all haywire yet again. it has been like this for a year and it never seems to stay on a good path. as hard as i try it seesms like something is always going weird. like now for instance, i have tried to be a good friend to a lot of ppl only to sometimes get my feelings hurt or i end up hurting someone unintentionally. i am afraid of being hurt that is why so few ppl actually get so close to me other than as a friend. i love to meet new ppl but if they are in relationships, i will walk away if my friendship causes anyone trouble that i am friends with, i know that is strange but it is how i am... life goes on and until i get mine into a pattern i can handle, it will stay the mess it is now...

Excited To Be Moving Soon
So I'm gonna be moving soon & i'm really excited. I went to look at the house on Friday. It is a really nice house and is Only 10 years old. It sits on almost 3 acres of land. Quiet rural setting. Offers 3 bedrooms & 2 bathrooms. the master bedroom has double doors, large bath with garden tub with walk-in shower & walk-in closet. Features a super large kitchen with extra cabinets and large island. Also has a family room with fireplace. I cant wait!

Tagged Again... For The Gazillionth Time
I've been tagged 9 times in the past three days, I think. lol Some said 15 facts, some said 10.... I'll go the 15, I guess. Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you 1. I dared someone to shave my head when my oldest child was born and told him he didn't have the balls to do it. Over two and a half feet of curly little spirals were flying in the wind. Although, I had a few choice words to say about it, I truly loved it... the wind tingled my head. :) I kept it that way for three or four years until someone asked me how long I'd had cancer. Then, I let it start growing back. I've been thinking of shaving it again, but I know I won't. lol 2. The first time I ever truly cut my hair was in t

Bad Luck Where In World Is My Any Gl
Yesturday my tire comptly flat and my spear was down too. just right now seem everything can go worng has. then thought friend ceard but she did't. now am getting ban by friends i have not done anything to, does anyone care abiyt me and to be friends

Ummmm...."beat On The Brat"???...;)...;0...;)
Last night or I should say early this morning @ bout 2:30 AM I got a call... from The Police...telling me...the Police..."are at your front door"..(?)(is it me?)...no matter...;)... I answered the door wrapped in a damn blanket cuz they scared the shit outta me on the phone saying that my son was "wanted"...my 17 yr old son...(no angel...hey...but whose is?)...yeah ...6 squad cars...12 cops all with maglights blinding me in my damn blanket!!!...looking for one 17 yr kid??? This is what happened in short: My kid and his friends went to pick up a friend from a party...waited in the car for the kid to come out but instead...2 kids came to the car...one with a BB-gun and a crowbar the other with a baseball bat. A-hole #1 shot them(my son & 1 friend) 4 times with a bb gun, spit in my son's gf's face and called her a f'n whore... but that...was after he hit her in her 16 yr old shin...with a crowbar. A-hole #1 is a 20 yr old guy. Another A-hole who is 19 yrs old had a baseball

Free $20 Gift Certificate For Lotions, Lingerie, Adult Toys
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Ear Hair
My neighbor found out her dog could hardly hear so she took it to the veterinarian. He found that the problem was hair in its ears. He cleaned both ears and the dog could hear fine. The vet then proceeded to tell the lady that if she wanted to keep this from reoccurring she should go to the store and get some 'Nair' hair remover and rub it in the dog's ears once a month. The lady goes to the drug store and gets some 'Nair' hair remover. At the register the druggist tells her, 'If you're going to use this under your arms don't use deodorant for a few days.' The lady says: 'I'm not using it under my arms.' The druggist says: 'If you're using it on your legs don't shave for a couple of days.' The lady says: 'I'm not using it on my legs either; if you must know, I'm using it on my schnauzer.' The druggist says: 'Stay off your bicycle for a week.'

Awesome Movie Ever...
so gotta check this movie out.. great movie..awesome music..ya'll may know most of them.. but there from the beatles.. beeges come out on it.. aerosmith..earth wind and fire..and a lot more ppl. my whole fam loves this movie..and we passed it on to our kids...well my neices and nephews..don't have kids.but i will some day and i'll do the same:) here are a few clips..enjoy.

Ripping Up The Ketubah
I know that's blasphemous at best and sacriligeous at worst...I was married for a year, now we are getting divorced, because of a situation his family created. Today I went on his myspace page and he had already listed himself as divorced (we don't even have a separation agreement!), changed all his photos with me, and removed me as a friend. Two can play at that so I did the same. But that wasn't satisfying enough. Since we got married under a Jewish ketubah, and it's now broken, I think I'm going to rip it to shreds. There will be no Jewish home here, nor any religion for that matter. Now I'm off to do the shredding...

Because Of You
Because of you my world is now whole, Because of you love lives in my soul. Because of you I have laughter in my eyes, Because of you I am no longer afraid of good-byes. You are my pillar my stone of strength, With me through all seasons and great times of length. My love for you is pure boundless through space and time, it grows stronger everyday with the knowledge that you'll always be mine. At the altar I will joyously say 'I do', for I have it all now and it's all because of you. Thanks for loving me as i am.

The Rain Of Darkness
The rain of darkness falls, Ever pounding, ever resounding. Sheltering me from the day, and filtering it's rays. Keeping me from harm, Finding a place of warm. Knowing it will find me soon, Not wanting to feel the heat of noon. A love, warn, exhausted times, Hearing the wind in the chimes. Looking up to a weathertorn sky, Asking is the eve of night to be thine? Sharing a kiss, love to be made, In a special forsaken place. Knowing it will be forever, in darkness and never be replaced. To call for you, to reach out is without a doubt, The rain of darkness speaks out.

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Deleting My Account
for those of you that want to sincerely stay in touch with me, send me a message and let me know. the real people send me a message and ill give you my personal email and contact info. sorry just so sick of all the ake ass people on this site that im gonna delete my account. this shits to much like a cult for my taste. ill keep this shit open for a while just so all my real friends can stay in touch. to those who only befriended me to look cool on this site ......eat a bowl of dicks you poser ass bitches

The Protector Of My Heart Of Stone
This is for all u single guys on Fubar to read b4 u even think of playin with Draga's fire!!!! Draga, my dragon, protects my heart of stone. and gives me strength that I have never known. To all suitors who think my heart shall be tamed, Beware of the firey dragon that I have named. It is to her you must prove your worthiness, You can not do it with promises of tenderness, Actions speak louder than words you silly man, Try to get past him, If you think you can. Draga's eyes can see right through, Into the very deep heart of you. She can see right through your lies, You shall feel her rath, if it is you she despise. Oh believe me her fire is real, She will breath hot death and her flames you shall feel! If you can prove that you truly care, she will let you through and your life she will spare. If she lets you through, please be wise, That I am a woman and not your prize. Draga, my protector, will always be there to keep you at bay. I shall always need her an

I Envoke Thee, Draga
I envoke thee, Draga Protect my heart of stone. Protect the child Melly, For she can not fight the tears alone. Darkness calls once more and again she cries in vein. Within her heart, the only world she has known, is a world of pain. But you and I, Draga, can bring her to the light and show her how to make things right. The past will always haunt her heart. The wounds are deep and many a time she will weep but you are there always. Come forth, my Dragon, and remind her of better days.

Down But Not Out
U CAN'T KEEP, A GOOD MAN LIKE ME DOWN. THA KIND THAT SPORTZ A CROWN. THA KIND THAT'Z HEAVEN BOUND. THA 1 THAT'Z NEVER ON THA PROWL, FAITHFULL WHEN HE'Z OUTTA TOWN. FAITHFULL WHEN HE'Z IN TOWN. HARDLY EVER'Z WEAR A FROWN. PICK U UP , WHEN UR DOWN AND OUT. WOULD NEVER LET U DROWN. THA KIND THAT KEEPZ HIZ EYEZ ON THA PRIZE. AND NEVER WALKZ WITH HIZ HEAD DOWN. I DON'T THINK YOU REALIZE. THAT IMA BLESSIN IN DESQUIZE. SWEEP U OFF YO FEET. CAUSE UR THA APPLE OF MY EYEZ. I FEEL LIKE I WON THA LOTTERY BABY. AND YOUR MY PRIZE. UR WORTH EVERY DIME. AND YO LOVE CAN'T BE DENIDE. SEE BABY IM DOWN 2 RIDE. NO MATTER IF IT'Z DAY OR NITE. SEE OTHER BUSTERZ RUN AND HIDE. ACTIN ALL SCARY INSIDE. SO, JUS GIVE ME A CHANCE. IM TRIN 2 BE YO MAN. I WANT YOU 2 UNDERSTAND. THAT IMA, 1 WOMAN MAN. I AINT GOT TIME 4 SILLY GAMEZ. CAUSE LIFE IZ GROWIN 2 FAST. IM SICK OF STEPPIN IN TRAPZ. TRIN 2 BRIDGE GAPZ. DONE MET SUM WIMON THAT'Z PIMPIN. TRIN 2 GET THA CA$H. WELL HERE'S A NEWZ

Lone Wolf
I am a lone wolf, gone astray form the pack Lost in a circle and don’t know my way back A print on the path that washed away Left me lost yet another day Through the darkness of night under the moonlit sky Waves the branch of a weeping willow with a silent cry The breeze is mild , so I am aware Of the night dangers that are out there With all fours I lay down on the ground Listening to the whispers all around Soon the skies will lighten into another day And I will again be on my way Eyes intense and very wide Looking forward, back and to the side My journey is long and sometimes I am weary Yet , I must keep awake and be leary Of the evils around me that wait to attack To shoot me in the shoulder, in the head or in the back Then silently I creep into the night once again Searching the narrow path to the very end I am a lone wolf, gone astray from the pack Lost in a circle , but want to find my way back

The Night Wolf
As i hear the night wolf's cry, I sit here, and i wonder why. Why is he crying on this dark night, Is he wounded from his previous fight. It wont matter soon as he runs from the light, As he does at the end of another dark night. If he's not fast enough he will surely die, As i hear once again the night wolf's cry. For you see, the wolf and i are one, One for the night as the day is gone. He is the one who stole my life, With one bite that felt like a knife. On one dark and gloomy night. we once had a valiant fight. It was then that i felt the night wolf's bite, I fell down until running from the light. This is the story of the night wolf's cry, And i tell thee of what happened to I. From one good day to hells dark night, Which was turned with just one bite.

Happy Birthday Schoolgirl!
It's Schoolgirl's Birthday!! Go show her lots of love!! SCHOOLGIRL ~ OWNED BY GOTHIC SOLDIER~GREETER ~@DIRTY DEEDS RADIO Shower this lovely woman with lots of birthday surprises!! You can find her in Dirty Deeds Radio to wish her a Happy Birthday as well!!

Motorcycles.....
If you ride a motorcycle please drive carefully especially around turns in the road take those slowly. Also for people who are around motorcycles (street) please be aware of them. I just lost a cousin yesterday he was riding his motorcycle (street) and lost control of his bike on a turn in the road and died instantly and now I will never see him again So please be careful around bike if you drive a car and be careful on bikes if you ride one. Sorry had to post this because I feel that you all should be careful especially now with the gas prices... And please drive the speed limit or at least 5 over if you do ride motorbikes..... Much love

Love's Crossroad
A few hours away from becoming a year older and I've had to look an emotion in the eye that I have been at odds with for the last couple of years. I know it's a lame ass way to put it but it's the only way I can really think of it. I've hashed over this over and over and I'm still no closer to anything that could make sense of this. This thing called...l*** or whatever the hell it's supposed to be...I just don't fucking get it anymore. I refuse to say the word because it just makes me absolutely sick. I can see clear as day that it exists for just about everyone else around me. When it comes to me however it's either one messed up joke I don't get or it's done with me completely. The last time I even tried to open myself up, to be that "naked", I simply wasn't good enough and I lost her to someone else...again. For the first time however I wasn't sad, just angry, heartbroken and, for the first time, completely disillusioned. I just looked at myself and asked what is this really wort

How Does One Deal?
My uncle passed away over the weekend. He'd been fighting with Leukemia for some time and had just had a bone marrow transplant. He seemed to be winning. His counts were going up. He was eating more and had more energy. His wounds were healing. His hair was growing back. Then...overnight he was just...gone. This is first time I've lost someone close in the family. I can't go to the funeral because it will be out of state and I won't get paid if I miss work. I feel miserable that I can't go.

I Stand Alone
I stand alone on this path to no where Looking every which way for help People see me for something i,m not When I ask them for directions They don't understand So they turn their backs and walk away I try to fallow them but can't catch up So I then give up And all hope is lost I sit empty minded for as long as I can And soon I can't take it anymore I feel as though I don't belong And I constantly think about if dying would be best But..... In that very same moment I change my mind The figure came up and held out it's hand Telling me it cares and that i'm not alone I stand up strongly and give it a nod It simply nods back And together We walk away side by side Watching eachothers backs Through the long path in nowhere Until together We reach Somewhere... By Harrison Tobin

About Me
Well my name is Elizabeth Edes i live in tacoma,washington.I was born at tacoma general.I have lived in washington all my life.My dad was never really in my life but thats okay i got great friends and family..Um i have lived a very hard life but that can only make you a stronger person and i think i have became that strong person lol.I have 2 half siblings 1 sister named Jamie and 1 brother named micheal my sister lives in arkansas with her husband and my nephew carter.My brother lives in florida with his dad and michaels gurlfriend.Then i have 1 stepsister name jessica and she is due to have her son in september,Then i got a sister thats not really related but i guess you could call her a family friend cause my mom babysat her daughter leigha so i just started callin her my sister and my niece since i have known them for like 3 years now...um i am 5'5 have brown hair brown eyes i have my nose,tongue,lip,ears,nipples pierced and 1 tattoo.i grew up in a abusive family and a acholic fami

I Am Curious To Know Your Thoughts....
Ok here is the deal... I have been living in Southern California pretty much my whole life... and to be quite honest... I am pretty fed up with the place. Don't get me wrong... the weather is great among other things here... but quite frankly... I am over it... Way to many people here... cost of living sucks and some of the attitudes of people are pretty much sucky too! I am single and don't have anything or anyone holding me here.... So here is my question to you... if you had the choice... where would you move to and why? also... if you love where you live... tell me about it... and why you would want to stay there... whether it be in the US or outside... I am looking for a new stomping ground.. the only place that really kinda interests me is the Fort Collins area of Colorado... Looking for your input... Thanks!!! :)

You
your words are like knives, they cut so deep. people say i dont open up, but, this is why, to myself i keep. i have no time for the shit you say. i dont need to hear it everyday. why can't i just find someone that will just be honest. to me, to themselves, dont make false promises. you go in and out like im not supposed to care. i have never done it to you, its not fair. i have feelings, and whether you want to hear them or not, this is me, i am real, this is all i've got. i hate feeling like this, it is crazy to think that i should. i meant truly, who would? you were all that i ever wanted, and that was not a secret. but now i wish i kept it to myself, cause now it is all a regret. everything you told me, the time we spent together, to you, i was just another whatever. i didnt know what i was doing was pushing us apart. you never said anything, now i am left here in the dark. i cant eat, i cant sleep, or even breathe at night, i lay here by myself, i am losing this fight.

Give Up
My life's crumbling around my feet Like climbing a mountain too steep Ever struggling to reach the top When will this battle stop? One thing after another Beginning to look like clutter Pieces scattered all around Everything finally coming unwound I've tried to pick them up nicely Put them back precisely To regain the life I once had To try to stop feeling so sad I'm trying not to give up I'm not having so much luck My future looks dimmer everyday I try to change it in any way I don't want to hate anymore I don't want to pay anymore I want it to go away I don't want to go another day I can't go another night I have lost all will to fight

Thoughts And Such
My father, I, and my father's cousin (my 2nd cousin and also one of my favorite people to ask advice)Cal. We had ventured to Millerpark this evening. New pitcher who just rocks, and let me just say this, my father has helped me to develope a taste for baseball. I had never been to the park myself although I had been to old county stadium plenty. I feel I might have ruined it alittle for my Dad however cause I was more into just being with him and cal then actually being at the park which I was thrilled to be at. It is beautiful. The game was great. Our new pitcher is brutal. The park is very very cool. But what was the most cool is being in the company of true men and being accepted as a equal. A little insight about me and my family coming up here, Cal used to take me to church when i was young, when the most important thing to me was when I wanted to be a choir boy. I am luthern so skip all the going through a priest, I am directly in contact with GoD is the best way I could describe

Or At Least The Villians Do!! Bwhahaha
SO yeah as alot of you can see I have changed my name., along with a couple of my friend. Harley Quinn = me Bane = Bane The Joker = Ravenwraith Scare Crow = Wicked Intentions The Riddler - Nexidemous I still have a few others open, two face,(must be bi-polar to get) that one.. the rest follows as.. (copy n paste this link so you can choose your character) http://en.dcdatabaseproject.com/Category:Batman_villains Remember only villans So dont stray from that page.. if you click the name you want a pic and some info comes up about them.. have fun and LETS THE VILLAINS RULE FUBAR! '☠ †V€ÑØM.. is Vêñømøû§

I Was Assautled Today And Need You Help
As some of you know, I like to go to the lake sometimes and watch the water. It helps me think and put things into perspective. Today was one such day. I was sitting there about 45 minutes and there were plenty of people around. When people started leaving and it was down to just two of us, I started gathering up my stuff to leave The next thing I know, the man had wrapped his arm around me and was spraying mace into my eyes. He then wrestled me to the ground. I, luckily, was able to fight him off. But when he finally realized I would not be his victim and was preparing to leave, he saw me on my cell calling the police. He then tackled me again and threw my cell phone into the lake. He then climbed onto his motorcycle and left I was very lucky. I walked away with abrasions, bruises, a black eye, burned red eyes from the spray, and assorted sore muscles. He, however, rode away with my teeth marks in both arms and I'm sure some bruises of his own from me fighting him So the

Another Go Team Angi Moment
Apparently I'm a "mean bitch". That is what one of my co-workers told me a fellow co-worker said last night at work. Well damn! I'm sorry I expect people to do the job they get paid to do! Why anyone should be allowed to sit around and collect pay when the other people are doing HER work. Well guess what you stupid bitches?!?!?! I GET TO RE-TRAIN YOU ALL!!! HAHAHAHA, YOU THOUGHT I WAS A MEAN BITCH THEN??? Get ready to sweat...

My Friend Jarrod
My friend Jarrod died last night in jail. They don't know how yet. Or haven't told anyone. They said he went to sleep last night and didn't wake up this morning. How sad that I am not going to see my friend again and how sad that I won't be able to get a return letter from him. I feel for his family and loved ones. He was a good fiend and a wonderful person. Noone is perfect and he knew he wasn't. He also knew that noone else was either. He was so hard on himself and always wondered why things had to be so hard. Now that he is gone I wonder why a guy like that had to live a hard life and why the path he chose had to be the wrong one. I want all my friends to stay close to me and keep me close. I don't want to lose anymore.

Pittsburgh Steelers Bus
PITTSBURGH STEELERS BUS Support the Steelers? wanna ride the bus? send TotallyHugeObsessedMariahCareyFanatic4Life a PM now and let's get this bus on the road don't forget your towel, your terrible towel that is Driver: ~TotallyHugeObsessedMariahCareyFanatic4Life~@ fubar Passengers: VolfiremaninPa L.U.V. Club Co-Founder, Honorable Society of Wolves Family Member@ fubar ~TexasAngel~Rating Revolution Crew Member~@ fubar *`MZ.LIZ`* FU BOMBER Team Leader for Hot Lil Naughty Mama 636, FU-STREAKER,@ fubar ~Natural_Witch~ *Owned by LarryB*Co-Owner of Club United*Steelers Mafia* No Fan No Add*@ fubar ~?~SweetAngel~?~{Dirty South Crew}~*~Club FAR Greatness TEAM CPT.~*~Sarge's Bad Gi

Have You Ever?
have you ever felt like you were trapped in a box and there was nothing to do you had no where to call your own you didnt even have your own space cause you felt like you werent allowed to have it??? have you ever understood what it was like when you stared into the glass where you used to trap bugs to watch them... i dont mean like understood the bugs but what the bugs must have felt like being watched and never allowed the privilege of being let free that one last time to breathe the air that gave them life??? have you ever felt like you were wearing clothes that were way too tight and you couldnt breathe right all you felt like you were doing was breathing in but not able to breathe out... just the realize what you were wearing wasnt even tight to begin with??? have you ever understood the meaning of life one day and then hit your head and forget it all over again??? have you ever seen something very simple be so beautiful just to turn around to see it destroyed in front

Octopus Gift Guide
PSA from Hugh for all those who face the difficult task of getting a gift for an Octopus. From Reuters BERLIN - Octopuses' eight tentacles divide up into six "arms" and two "legs," a study published by a chain of commercial aquariums said on Thursday. So go ahead and get them one pair of shoes and three pairs of gloves.

"singing The Lonely Blues Of Faded Memories"
"Singing The Lonely Blues Of Faded Memories" ~~~~~ Fading memories of lonesome blues over coming me, Standing here looking down this road of my yesterdays, Wondering why I can't remember what you once looked like. ~~~~~ Well tonight I will be lonely too here in the garden of faded memories, Knowing I'm so lost here in my song of being blue being sung, In sweet harmony of a lost love I can't seem to recall anymore. ~~~~~ So lonely and blue beneath a lover's golden moon in forgotten memories, Always knowing one day this would come and I would wake to loneliness, As all my tomorrows have become all my yesterdays in faded memories. ~~~~~ Faded memories of a love I can't recall but knowing I once loved you, Even if I can't remember what you look like or even recall your name, So tonight I will be here in these memories of being alone without you. ~~~~~ I think once upon a time we were so happy and our love was so true, But tonight as I sit here singing the blues of being

ĐÀ LẠt, MỘt ChÚt ...nhỚ
1. Đà Lạt…ngày xưa hình như không có công viên!. VớI đặc điểm cao nguyên, đồI, núi, diện tích thông thoáng, Đà Lạt nhà vớI kiểu dáng Biệt thự. MỗI biệt thự mỗI ngọn đồi. Dân cư Nhà +vườn+ hoa. Rừng Thông trong phố. Nhưng Đà Lạt có công viên lớn nhất, đẹp nhất dù không có hoa nhưng lạI là tâm hồn, trái tim, là hoa, nắng, gió, yêu thương…của ngườI Đà Lạt. Những khi sương sớm, những buổI chiều tà; những tà áo dài tung tăng, thấp thóang trên đồi. Những sinh hoạt, nghỉ ngơi của nhân dân Đà Lạt-trẻ em, nguờI lớn; các trò chơi thả diều, máy bay điều khiển vô t

Update 08.20.08
this was printed in the paper about the fire and the management of it... I'm sorry but it sounded like BLAA blaa and BLAA to me. what the hell do i know except that i woke up this morning went to my car and found it to be littered with ash. every evening you can smell the smoke and see the clouds of it.. Right now NO ONE better bitch to me about my smoking!!! The Shoshone Forest is poised to implement a new firefighting philosophy that says there's more than one way to manage a single blaze. And one of the ways, the argument goes, is to do nothing but monitor a forest fire as it burns through timber that has lived too long and now serves merely as an attractive nuisance, drawing beetles and diseases, but no longer sustaining animals or serving as a viable timber base. Naturally, that cannot occur near threatened homes or businesses, or in areas where the lives of the public or firefighters could be endangered. During a meeting with the public last week, Gunbarrel F

"broken" By Seether
Reminds me of someone, but they don't feel the same way........ I wanted you to know That I love the way you laugh I wanna hold you high and steal your pain â€¦away I keep your photograph And I know it serves me well I wanna hold you high and steal your pain cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away You've gone away You don't feel me here....anymore The worst is over now And we can breathe again I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away There's so much left to learn And no one left to fight I wanna hold you high and steal your pain cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enough cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enough cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone ...away

Auction Starts 8/24
Up for auction...Carolvision63 Come and place your bids. ♥ Rates count so please click the pic and rate it too! ♥ Hi! I'm up for auction. Wanna own me? Love to have you bid on me. Open bidding... fubucks, bling packs, blasts, etc... Fubuck to $$ conversion is posted in the auction. Click on the pic below and start the bidding / rating! Remember To Check Out Everyone Else While Your There! Check out the host - a/r/f - him while your there! Thank you Twaune! Please repost for me... Keep my bully going! ♥ Thank you very much ~ huggzzzz ~ xoxoxo ♥ Come Place Your Bids!!!!!!

Wana Win The Whole Farm Of Blings?
hey hey, wana chance to win blings? i have a folder marked "rate elmo 4 blings...see blog" with 150 pics in it, rate 50 pics for a single entry rate the whole folder for 3 entrys, want a even better chance to win my blings?? ill even take 50 comments on any pic in marked folder as a entry, this will last till the last day in september so u have a chance to re-rate and get more chances to win, pvt msg me wit ur totals when ur done, any questions contact me....good luck ape, turkey, kitten, dog and both penguins blings make the farm set prize

Love
Love is a funny thing. it does all kinds of things to you.. it makes you feel like your floating and like nothing in the world can destroy you.. You start wondering to yourself where this person you love so much as been all your life.. and why they have waited so long to see you face to face... When your a little child you put different things together that describes the perfect person for you and you grow up thru life wondering when youll see that person you have wished for... then comes that day when you finally meet.... ur heart pounds a single sweet tear falls from your face... ur happy know that you have found the person you have wanted in all ur life....

Our Mistr3ss Is Going On Vacation!!
IS GOING ON VACATION FROM 9/3 TO 9/17....SO JOIN US AT: FOR AN AWESOME GOING ON VACATION PARTY!! SO FAMILY & FRIENDS LET'S SHOW THIS AWESOME GIRL A GREAT NIGHT BEFORE SHE LEAVES..THERE WILL BE DRINKS AND SHIRTS FLYING...SO COME ON JOIN THE PARTY!!!

Decisions... How Will You Make Them
"Life is a risk." -- Diane von Fürstenberg At different points of our life, we often find ourselves at a stage where we have to take very important decisions, decisions that could and almost always affect the rest of our lives, and maybe even the lives of those depending on us; to add to the stress of that, every decision comes with its own set of risks, and possibilities of things going right or wrong. All that makes these stages and the decisions we have to take even harder for us. A lot of people decide to play it safe, and take a zero-risk approach, sometimes even by not doing anything at all, letting life take the decisions for them and steer their fate. The problem is that by not taking risks or by not doing anything, you might not lose anything, but there's no way you're going to win anything either, which is an even bigger risk in itself. "If you don't risk anything you risk even more." -- Erica Jong "The policy of being too cautious is the greatest risk

Story Of Love
She kept her feeling hidden Out of everyone’s sight A mask to hide it all Until she went to bed at night Her diary knew everything His looks, his eyes, his smile In her heart she knew she loved him Though her head was in denial How could he not notice it As she said it loud and clear He never told her how he truly felt He just ran in fear Although she had a boyfriend She really loved him too She didn't want to hurt either one So she didn't know what to do Her feelings were so deep At least she knew they were true She wanted to scream it loud And say that I love you He felt the same about her But kept it all bottled up inside He said he wanted to be *just friends* Although he knew he lied They loved each other so much Though neither of them knew He always said I love you But she didn't know it was true One day he was through with it Tired of always crying He called her up and told her That he was through with lying He said *I have loved yo

Secret Garden...
Hunter & Morgana Jim & Angel Jerry Maguire Secret Garden Lyrics Artist(Band):Bruce Springsteen She'll let you in her house If you come knockin' late at night She'll let you in her mouth If the words you say are right If you pay the price She'll let you deep inside But there's a secret garden she hides She'll let you in her car To go drivin' round She'll let you into the parts of herself That'll bring you down She'll let you in her heart If you got a hammer and a vise But into her secret garden, don't think twice You've gone a million miles How far'd you get To that place where you can't remember And you can't forget She'll lead you down a path There'll be tenderness in the air She'll let you come just far enough So you know she's really there She'll look at you and smile And her eyes will say She's got a secret garden Where everything you want Where everything you need Will always stay A million miles away

You Know Your From Pittsburgh When
♥"Hey Yuz Guyz" is your traditional greeting. ♥You know the time and location of every Wing Night in a 10 mile radius. ♥You know the location of the following towns, know someone from them and have spent time there: Monongahela, Altoona, Bethlehem, ♥Ligonier, Harmony, and Wilmerding. ♥You've memorized lines from the movie "Flashdance". ♥If you're a guy, your biggest fear is seeing your best friend drive into the "fruit loop". ♥You're second biggest fear is seeing him drive out with Kordel Stewart. ♥If you're a girl, you're biggest fear is getting hit on by a hairy-chested man, heavily weighted in gold chains, who refers to his friends as "junior" at Chauncey's. ♥Your latest cultural experience: On your way to partying at Slippery Rock University, having to stop your car to let the Amish buggy cross the street. ♥As your out-of-town friends brag about their latest trips to Europe, you think to yourself,

Live, Laugh, And Love
LETS LIVE , LAUGH, N LOVE LETS LIVE EACH DAY AS IF IT WAS OUR LAST LETS LAUGH SO HARD WE NEVER NOTICE THE TIME PAST LETS LOVE LIKE WE NEVER LOVED BEFORE SO THAT SO CALLED LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT WAS ACCOMPLISHED WHEN THEY WALKED THRU THE DOOR LETS LIVE AS IF WE WERE THE ONLY ONES LEFT ON THIS EARTH LETS LAUGH SO HARD THAT OUR STOMACHS HURT LETS LOVE SO HARD THAT EVERY TIME YOU SEE THEM YOU SMILE AND YOU ALWAYS WANNA BE WITH THEM JUST A LITTLE WHILE LETS LIVE, LAUGH, AND LOVE DONT WAIT TILL YOUR FRIENDS START YOU HAVE TO START NOW THIS WORLD IS FALLING APART BECAUSE PEOPLE DON'T KNOW WHEN TO FOLLOW THEIR HEART IF YOU WERE BORN A LEADER YOULL KNOW WHEN ITS YOUR TIME TO SHINE BUT WHY NOT START EARLY BY STANDING OUT LIKE ME BECAUSE I LIVE, LAUGH, AND LOVE ALL THE TIME.

Pagan Nun
I have been contemplating the idea of becoming a pagan nun. To many this seems like a very foreign and scary concept. The misconceptions placed on this role by the catholic church are not what I am referring to when broaching the idea. Whatever limitations anyone decides to put on themselves in regards to the title are choices of their own. To abstain from others and sexual contact is not part of claiming the title. Now those are choices one might make. Wikipedia defines a “Nun” as: “A Nun is a woman who has taken special vows committing her to a religious life.[1] She may be an ascetic who voluntarily chooses to leave mainstream society and live her life in prayer and contemplation in a monastery or convent. The term "nun" is applicable to Roman Catholics, Eastern Christians, Anglicans, Lutherans, Jains, Buddhists, and Taoists, for example. While in common usage the terms nun and sister are often used interchangeably, properly speaking a nun is a female religious who lives a

Ike Come Ith
Hello, It's 6:43am here in Houston, Texas, September 13, 2008, and Hurricane Ike is ramming Downtown Houston. My rent thought I went to Dallas with my friends. Instead I met up with my stalker. I'm chained naked to some pipes in an abandoned warehouse near downtown. My feet are spread chained to 2 different set of pipelines. My hands are cuffed together so I can type, and a chain connects them the a huge pipe He left me my computer and cell card, but took my He left all the lights on, and a trail of esctasy to a pile of other drugs. I've taken all the e that i can reach. Power went out about 2 hours ago. I won't be on long right now my battery is at 73%. I'm waiting for the e to kick in. luv u Tara

I Love You Emma ... God Wanted You Home!
I had to have my sweet Emma put to sleep the day after my 33rd Birthday ... July 1st 2008 It was the sadest birthday I have ever had. She was the most loving and smartest little black lab I have ever known. I love her and think of her every single day...I will miss her forever!! MY little LADY!! She will always be missed and loved and could never be replaced!! I LOVE YOU EMMA!! MOMMIE MISSES YOU BABE GIRL!! XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX'S & OOOOOOOOOOOOO'S FROM YOUR LOVING MOTHER AND FRIEND!!

The Rating Guidelines I'd Like To Have
... but don't, of course, because it's not worth offending people. I'd really rather not rate photographs of people sticking their tongues out, smoking cigarettes, or flipping the bird. I'll do it, if that's all that's available, but I'd rather not. I'll always rate salutes. And I'll always rate back. I rate profiles when there's something original in the About Me. When I rate, as a matter of convention, I'll rate a 10. I've come to understand that it's not really about evaluation, it's just a "hi". Now that I've been assured that points are all the same whether I get a 2 or a 10, too, I've let go of my being offended when I receive a low rating. *shrug* Everyone KNOWS that we have different styles and tastes and if it's that important to someone to have his or her say, well, nbd. Btw, I'm a point ho. I just want the points so I can level-up. My only goal at fubar is to get enough points so I can legitimately help people in support. With one STUNNING exception, I've found the s

Philemon....owner!!!
MY AWESOME NEW OWNER!!!!!!! I would like to introduce Ya'll this guy is absolutly amazing!! He will defently win your heart When your down Hiz random gifts Are bound to put a smile on YOUR face Just look at that face You know you want to know him Wanna see the REAL him Just click his link Its all right there Philemon - owned by [[Per]]@ fubar This bull

A Tale Of Two Titties
Just to make it more efficient, I'm posting my updates here. The operation went well, I've been sleeping off and on most of the day. It's uncomfortable but I was expecting excruciating pain so nothing I can't handle, yet. A couple of my friends, who had only the augmentation surgery were surprised at how well I'm doing so that's comforting. Though I was given morphine and anesthesia during the operation and it wears off gradually over the first 24 hours, so I'm staying on top of the vicodin just in case. I'm trying not to do too much, shifting on the couch hurt like hell, which is why I decided to sit at the computer for a little while. My follow up appt. is tomorrow afternoon so I'll post an update then. Hope everyone is having a great week! *MUAH* Oh, this is me last night.

Dj Sexy Up For Sale In A Gift Only Auction
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Ite Time To Move
Hey everyone I havent benn on here a lot sorry , keep stoping by leaving message i will still check them as i go . Well i should say we will be Moving and my internet will be shut down in next few weeks. Thanks everyone Hugs the one and only Bouy

Why You Treat Me The Way You Do
I sit here wondering why you treat me the way you do when all i have done is try to help you out even though I know i shouldnt but i do it anyways cuz i dont like to see people hurting when all you do is treat me bad even though i help you out wondering why you treat me so bad and take everything out on me even when its not my fault but i get the blame for everything and all you can do is yell at me even when things arent my fault but i suck it up and i take the blame for everything but i sit here hurting and wondering why you treat me the way you do even when I try to help you out with everything I still get treated like crap and i wonder why cuz when you love someone like you say you do then you dont treat them like crap and take everything out on them but i sit here wondering why

First Love, True Love And You
FIRST LOVE, TRUE LOVE AND YOU FIRST LOVE That day we first meet, Try hard as I could I couldn’t forget. Didn’t mean to have it go this far, Now my heart carries a battle scar. For I have lost the battle and war. The first love in someone’s life, The memories are good and full of strife. Because, try as one may they never truly get over their first love….. TRUE LOVE When one’s love is true, There’s nothing that they couldn’t or wouldn’t do. My heart and love belongs to only one, The feelings that I feel the spell could never be undone. To actually tell this special someone about the way that I feel I was scared and didn’t dare, Or was it that I didn’t know how she will react maybe she didn’t care. I was wrong and know that she did and felt the same about me. Once again True Love can never die…… YOU Panda, now you know just what you really mean to me, It’s been 9 long years I couldn’t just let my love for you free. To have you is to know you, To hold y

Master's Bag Of Tricks..............
She was in the shower, going through her ritual bathing preparation, when I began my own preparations in the bedroom. I pulled down the bags and opened them up one by one, laying them side by side. I had cleared off a table and covered it with a white towel, then covered that with white paper towels for the perfect (and reminiscent of a gyn office) prep table. I reached into the bag and selected 4 dong/dildos of different sizes and textures, 2 vibrating bullets, a vibrating butt plug, a rubber flogger, and a set of restraints to tie to the legs of the bed. I went to the sink and sprayed each of the dildos, bullets, and plug with toy cleaner and rinsed each in hot water, wrapping each in a clean paper towel and placing them neatly in order by size on my special table. I went over to the cabinet and selected 3 lubes from my collection, one flavored, one thin and super slick, and one thick and gooey. I checked the bottles on each to make sure they were compatible with the latex jelly

Fuluv Salutes!!
ATTENTION ALL OFFICERS,MEMBERS, AND SISTER LOUNGE OWNERS OF THE FU-LUV BOMB SQUAD! OUR HOME PAGE HAS BEEN REDONE! SO PLEASE TAKE A MOMENT TO GO AND RE RATE IT AND SHOW SOME LOVE TO THE FAMILY'S HOME PAGE!ALSO CT GIRL AND I ARE ASKING FOR ALL OF YOU TO MAKE A SALUTE FOR OUR HOME PAGE TO SHOW NEW COMERS THAT WE ARE ALL PROUD TO BE MEMBERS OF THE HOTTEST FAMILY ON THE FU. WE HAVE ALSO UPDATED THE PIMPOUT ON THAT PAGE AND IT WILL BE UPDATED EVERY WEEK. SO PLEASE GO AND SHOW LOVE AND PLEASE MAKE SALUTES AS SOON AS POSSIBLE AND WHEN YOU GET IT DONE PLEASE SEND IT TO ME AT: dirrtygirl209@fubar.comTHANK YOU ALL AGAIN FOR BEING PART OF THIS FAMILY. YOU ARE ALL LOVED AND LIZ AND I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE ALL OF YOUR AWESOME SALUTES!!!Ctgirl™ OWNER OF FU-LUV BOMB SQUAD-OWNED BY Just a Guy in Jersey and Marine Co-Owner Playground@ fubar&DiRRty ԍirL®™ **ChIeF oF gRaPhIcS 4 Fu-LuV BoMb SqUaD**@ fubarFu-Luv Bomb Squad@ fubar

Me - Online
I was approached by a good friend, who passed on some info. to me about someone messaging her, saying that I dumped her or something like that! I was chatting with someone named baby345a, no big deal right? Well as I have made it as clear as I possibly could, I have my son over whenever I am not working and this weirdo got at me on my yahoo messenger saying I am ignoring her and that I can have a fun old time with my #1 and those in my tops for that matter, but anyhow I told her to that I am spending time with my son and that I would get back at her later but that wasn't good enough for her, so she began carrying on and I had to eventually block her! My son comes first above anything! He comes before my job and the things I love to do, he is my lil man and no one is going to mess with the time we have with one another! I work over 12 hours a day which totals over 60 hours a week, so I cherish every moment I can with my son! I may appear online and may be signed on my yahoo account or h

Definition Of Love???
Hours spent in it Yet still no understanding of it A lifetime spent in search of it Yet no recognition shown when found Nights spent in dream of it Yet grasp escapes in the waking hours Vowing to hold it tight when found Yet allowing it to blow away with the wind Chasing it relentlessly Yet turning away before the race is won Professing to understand it Yet unable to explain it Swearing your done with it Yet jumping back into it Being so afraid of it Yet unable to live without it All this is the truth and the definition of LOVE Or maybe it's not what do I know??

My Crazy Mind
It days like these where i really think If I will ever be able to stay happy. I know i am still young and have a full life ahead of me and all but really.. whats so wrong with trying to be happy now? I guess for some people it comes easier then others. All the time I have went and tried to find a girl for me it always ends up the same with me and unhappy. This time i was not looking but this one come with its own new problems and I really don't know what i should do. I have not felt this happy in years but still at the same time I am not sure if i should go with it or be scared. I am really falling for this girl( not more of love but Liking her a lot) When I have spent time with her i cant see anything wrong with her. Yeah she might smoke but for once it does not bother me, does not turn me off or anything.. its like I don't even notice it when i ma around her. I have a smile glued ear to ear the whole time. When I first kissed her nothing else mattered at that point. everything aroun

Help One Of My Good Friends! Plz!
So one of my best fu-friends is in her first ever contest, and she needs your help! Please stop by and comment this pic a few times if you could! We can use all the help we can get!! http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1753264&albumid=1241199&i=1848465395 You have to add the host as a friend, if he's not already your friend, to get to it. PLEASE HELP US WIN THIS FOR HER!! Thank you so much in advance!!! http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1753264&albumid=1241199&i=1848465395

Disciple Me?
Here's the deal... I only have 1.3 million to go to Disciple! If anyone could please give me an Auto 11's Bling I will return the luv by rating ALL your pics during HH's only! (I can't return the bling becuz I don't have enough left.) HELP ME DISCIPLE TODAY?? ♪♫♥♥Teresa♥♥♫♪Proudly Owned by Dr@gonMaster©@ fubar

~ Guardian Angels ~
You never know when your guardian angel will be there for you so I have to try... I am sending this to you to see how many actually read their it. Your response will be interesting.. Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here goes: People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a Godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they

I Googled Myself Today...
As I was sitting here, sick with bronchitis, I got to thinking. How many times have I googled somebody else's name? Yeah, so it's usually famous people or bands, but I guess I've just never thought to type my own name into that little google box on my browser.... So, I did... What I found was a somewhat famous musician on the easy listening circuit, a con artist, a surgeon, and a homeowner (evidently a fire started on his property and spread to surrounding areas, but they found it wasn't his fault). Anyway, the two that stuck out the most to me were, of course, the musician and the con artist. Talk about your extremes right? I never had the desire to type my name in that box before, and I suppose that's where I should have left it, hehehe. Ever googled YOUR name?

Ok Here It Is
Part 1 In just one year. Remember the election in 2006? Thought you might like to read the following: A little over one year ago: 1) Consumer confidence stood at a 2 1/2 year high; 2) Regular gasoline sold for $2.19 a gallon; 3) The unemployment rate was 4.5%. Since voting in a Democratic Congress in 2006 we have seen: 1) Consumer confidence plummet; 2) The cost of regular gasoline soar to over $4..10 a gallon; 3) Unemployment is up to 5% (a 10% increase); 4) American households have seen $2.3 trillion in equity value evaporate (stock and mutual fund losses); 5) Americans have seen their home equity drop by $1.2 trillion dollars; 6) 1% of American homes are in foreclosure. 7) Food prices skyrocketing over 30% in 1 year. America voted for change in 2006, and we got it! Remember it's Congress that makes law - not the President. He has to work with what's handed to him.

Muslim Fiction Puts Obama In No-win Fight
Muslim fiction puts Obama in no-win fight Protesting this lie too much could make him look like bigot October 14, 2008 BY MARY MITCHELL Sun-Times Columnist They say a lie can't live forever. What they don't say is how much damage a lie can do before it is put to rest. With respect to the lie that Barack Obama is a Muslim, the damage has been immeasurable for the Muslim community. Sun-Times columnist Mary Mitchell "The Muslim community across America has long been saying that the Bush government has made the war on terror a war against Islam and Muslim," said Aminah McCloud, professor of Islamic Studies in the Department of Religious Studies at DePaul University and director of the Islamic World Studies program. "Though denying that, they have supported the rhetoric that makes being Muslim the worst thing one can be," she said. "Because the country has made a 15th century old religion and civilization taboo, Barack Obama supporters can't even come to

Mercury Direct
The biggest Mercury retrograde for 2008 is finally over on October 15! And with the financial markets around the world in turmoil, what a time it's been. Mention of Mercury retrograde even entered the financial commentary on CNBC! http://www.cnbc.com/id/15840232?video=875316256 Mercury turned retrograde in Libra on September 24. Venus is the ruling planet for Libra and governs our attitudes towards finances and material possessions, and Libra rules over the Seventh House -- the House of Partnerships. Partnerships take many forms and include contracts, legalities, negotiations and agreements. This retrograde period touched upon and influenced all of the above. Snafus. Screw ups. Miscommunications. They've all been part and parcel of the month of September, and by now, most of us know what's to blame: Mercury Retrograde! The planet of communication (which rules just about everything in terms of our day-to-day traversing of this planet) has been appearing to rotate backward in th

Chained Romance.
Hello, First time here. I just want to say Hello to all who happen to stop by, view this. The name is Gerard West. Bassist and Back up Vocals of Chained Romance. We kicked into gear last night, working on a few songs for our album "The Cold War". Things went good for the most, but recently the lead singer was involved in an altercation which led to the police getting involved. But he was let off the hook. He is a smooth talker. All goes well and end well I suppose. But I will be posting in my blog daily if I can. If not, expect one soon.

Wildhorse On 10/20th
Time To RideTime to gain the PointsWild Horse is at it one more timeWild Horse ~Fubar's 20th Oracle~~Hotties Token Male Officer (I supply the hose)~~Lounge Expert~WHEN:Monday, October 201:00 pm fu-Time2:00 pm Mountain3:00 pm Central4:00 pm EasternHAPPY HOURAuto 11's will be ActiveYou will be able to earn over 178,000 points/fubuxby rating pictures on Wild Horse's profileNot just during Happy Hourbut all day, 24 hours of Auto 11'sWild Horse is now an OracleLoaned all his fubux outhelping other get the spotlightHe is trying to earn the fubuxfor his Oracle GiftRather than begging for donationsThis is being sponsored byDove Goddess¢¾Wild Horse's R/L Luv & FuLuv Slave ¢¾Dep Chief 2nd Alarm HottiesAlso byAnna~Shadow leveler~And finally byHome of the 2nd Alarm Hotties (repost of original by 'Wild Horse ~Fubar's 20th Oracle~~Hotties Token Male Officer (I supply the hose)~~Lounge Expert~' on '2008-10-19 13:18:24') (repost of original by 'DJ~FIREHAWK..@INDIAN OUTLAW SALOON' on '2008-10-19

The Basics
The Basics Pirate lingo is rich and complicated, sort of like a good stew. If you want a quick, linguistic fix, a surface gloss, a "pirate patina," if you will, here are the five basic words that you cannot live without. Master them, and you will be talking like a pirate with a smile on your face and a parrot on your shoulder, if that's your thing. Ahoy! - "Hello!" Avast! - Stop and give attention. It can be used in a sense of surprise, "Whoa! Get a load of that!" which today makes it more of a "Check it out" or "No way!" or "Get off!" Aye! - "Why yes, I agree most heartily with everything you just said or did." Aye aye! - "I'll get right on that sir, as soon as my break is over." Arrr! - This one is often confused with arrrgh, which is of course the sound you make when someone pulls the football away as you are about to kick it from a running start. "Arrr!" can mean, variously, "yes," "I agree," "I'm happy," "I'm enjoying this beer," "My team is going to win it all,"

Swing Club Adventure Soon
We have visited 2 strip clubs now and we were just discussing last night how we will visit one more strip club in January in Portland area and then we are going to switch gears just a little and go visit a swingers club in the Portland area after that. So ... I will be buying a new sexy top for our next visit for the strip club and will probably wear it to our first visit to a swingers club too. We have already discussed our limitations for the swingers club and we agreed that we will just be voyeurs our first few visits and see what happens from there. Just testing the waters slowly ... we are having too much fun going slow and being a happily married couple for the past 24 years than jump right in and possibly botch things up immediately. And we are having fun along the way too.

Satin Sheets
I'M HOME FROM WORK AT THE DOOR I LERK STARING AT WHAT SEEMS TO BE MY HUSBAND WITH DARK HAIRED COMPANY AS I LOOK AROUND THE ROOM I BEGIN TO FEEL SO USED I LOOK BACK TO THE BED WHERE I USE TO LAY MY HEAD HE HASN'T SEEN ME YET FOR THIS I BET HE WILL REGRET I LOOK AROUND THE HOUSE AND TRY NOT TO THINK OUT LOUD BACK AT THE BEDROOM DOOR BACK TO EVEN THE SCORE TO THE BEDSIDE NOT TRYING TO HIDE MY WHITE SATIN SHEETS WILL LOOK GOOD IN RED I THINK I PULL THE TRIGGER MY SOUL IS BITTER HE HAS NO WHORE NO LOVE, NO MORE BEFORE HE HAD A CHANCE TO THINK I MADE THE METALLIC CLINK NOW I SLEEP WELL WITH MY RED SATIN SHEETS IN HELL

Sometimes
Sometimes Sometimes I wonder why I'm in this world Sometimes I wonder if I was gone would anyone care Sometimes I say to myself I'm here for a reason But sometimes I think to myself What is that reason for Sometimes it's hard for me to live my life Sometimes I just break down and cry Sometimes I think why this had to happen to me Out of all the people in this world It had to be me Sometimes I imagine how my life would be If I was just normal But that's hard to imagine Because it's never going to happen Sometimes I ask God Why is my life so hard to live But sometimes I know he's looking down at me Saying you were met to be like this Sometimes people say my life ain't that hard to live Sometimes I want those people to be in my shoes To see how my life actually is Sometimes my life could be easy Sometimes my life could be hard Sometimes I don't even care about my life Sometimes I just wish I would die Sometimes I don't have anyone to go to Because som

The Raw Shark Texts
So in this book this guy wakes up with no memory and that, and gradually discovers that he's being pursued by a conceptual shark that wants to eat his personality. There's a girl in it, and a mad boffin, a guy who's 600 guys, and a cat called Ian. And the whole thing climaxes with a brilliant use of a classic movie on an imaginary boat. It's quite probably one of the maddest books I've ever read, and a stunning debut from Hull-based author Stephen Hall. If I were you, I'd go get a copy now. But I'm not, I'm me, and I've already read it.

Idea Strike
So... yeah. Normally it's insomnia that keeps me awake at three in the morning, but this time 'round, it's a shot of inspiration. Had a major writing drought this summer, but I broke that spell by having written about 2600 words already. Huzzah for the inspiration Samhain brings.

Will This Affect You?
For those among you who have more money than you will ever need, save your time and don't read this. For the rest of us who are still working with mortgages, children and grandchildren or retired living on a pension and or Social Security perhaps you will take a couple of minutes to read the proposed changes in the American tax system. Sharing this with others can make a difference on November 4, 2008; for our citizens and our country. INTERESTING DATA JUST RECEIVED ON TAXES This is something you should be aware of so you don't get blind-sided. This is really going to catch a lot of families off guard. It should make you worry. Proposed changes in taxes after 2008 General election: CAPITAL GAINS TAX MCCAIN 0% on home sales up to $500,000 per home (couples) McCain does not propose any change in existing home sales income tax. OBAMA 28% on profit from ALL home sales How does this affect you? If you sell your home and make a profit, you will pay 28% of yo

Life
DEAR GOD . TAKE MY HANDS AND DO YOU WORK . IF YOU WISH ME TO TAKE A LIFE THEN I WILL DO SO. I PRAY THAT YOU SAVE THAT SOUL THAT I TAKE . I PRAY YOU SAVE MY SOUL . I PRAY FOR MY BROTHERS THAT FIGHT NEXT TO ME . I HOPE YOU KEEP THEM SAFE IN THIS DARK PLACE. GOD KEEP YOUR HAND ON THE ONES THAT HAVE THE WORST PART OF WAR . THE ONES THAT LOVE SOLDIERS ,LET THEM HAVE THE FAITH THAT WE WILL RETURN HOME SAFE. LAST I PRAY FOR THE SOLDIERS THAT HAVE LOST THERE LIVES FOR YOU AND THIS COUNTRY. TO MOST IT IS A SAD THING TO LOSE A SOLDIER BUT TO US THERE IS NO GREATER HONOR THEN TO DIE FOR OUR COUNTRY! IN YOUR NAME AMEN

The Rape Of The Lock
Part 1 WHAT dire Offence from am'rous Causes springs, What mighty Contests rise from trivial Things, I sing -- This Verse to C---, Muse! is due; This, ev'n Belinda may vouchfafe to view: Slight is the Subject, but not so the Praise, If She inspire, and He approve my Lays. Say what strange Motive, Goddess! cou'd compel A well-bred Lord t'assault a gentle Belle? Oh say what stranger Cause, yet unexplor'd, Cou'd make a gentle Belle reject a Lord? And dwells such Rage in softest Bosoms then? And lodge such daring Souls in Little Men? Sol thro' white Curtains shot a tim'rous Ray, And op'd those Eyes that must eclipse the Day; Now Lapdogs give themselves the rowzing Shake, And sleepless Lovers, just at Twelve, awake: Thrice rung the Bell, the Slipper knock'd the Ground, And the press'd Watch return'd a silver Sound. Belinda still her downy Pillow prest, Her Guardian Sylph prolong'd the balmy Rest. 'Twas he had summon'd to her silent Bed The Morning-Dream that hov

Get To Know Your Ghosts - Demonic Haunt
Demons are one of the known inhuman entities out there. Fortunately, they are a rare occurrence. They are usually very easy to identify as long as they are not hiding. When it is a demonic haunting you typically notice a revolting stench similar to rotted flesh or sulfuric acid. They often let loose a growl that sounds like it is coming from everywhere at once. They like to make contact by pushing, shoving, hitting, and even scratching. The whole air in the affected area will feel thick like fog and the temperature will drastically change, typically becoming warmer. These creatures are very strong, unlike human spirits, and they don't mind showing it. There have been cases where people have been thrown through the air and even attacked. Apparently, their main goal is to break down a person's free will in order to make way for possession. This can take days, months or years, but time is of no concern to them. They have a hatred for mankind that dates back to the days of God and Lucif

The Things They Dont Tell You About Divorce.
I always thought divorce, though heart crushing was a fairly striaght forward thing. It turns out I was wrong. What they never tell you is how you find a way to live your life everyday without someone you swore to spend it with. It's losing your best friend in the world, then trying to cope when your world falls down around you. Divorce it self can be about many things, or few. I suppose it just depends on what sets you off. One person, or both find that they can no longer love the one they are with, or maybe just not enough to make forever a reality. What ever the case maybe I would like to think there is a point where the anger and the bitterness just fades away. It did for me. All that is left now is a feeling of loss, and sarrow. I lost the one person in the world who understood me better then anyone. Understood me enough to become my wife, and to be the one woman in the world I trusted the way I did. Now that I dont have that friend to talk to you about anything, the o

I Give Up! I Want A New House!
This is the third time now I will have to replace the drywall in the corner if not the ceiling and insulation to be sure there is no mold growing. Just a couple years back I had the roof over my son's bedroom replaced and they even flashed in the problem zone where the ice would dam up. Nothing until now, I'm guessing the leaves have filled up in the rain gutter. So once again my house will be turned upside down for awhile. My son's Dresser in the kitchen, living room and any where else I can find room. This sucks as his room is also toy infested! Well at least it will get a good cleaning but none the less it's a pain in the A**! I've even noticed a little stream of water comming down and ruining the border. I painted the last few times but this time I think someone else will have to. Which of course is going to be another pain because I'm sure they won't paint to my liking. But hey I still have my 102 inch whip from when I ran a CB radio in my car (a few cars back). L

Flee This Pain
I wish I could flee this pain. With my eyes all I see is a world of pain and sorrow. How can people laugh and smile when there is sorrow around them. My heart breaks everyday to see such pain going on around me. How can one hurt someone in ways that you can not heal. The worst thing to see is someone’s soul broken. The pain of that I wish not for anyone to bare

Living In 2008
YOU KNOW YOU ARE LIVING IN 2008 when... 1. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave. 2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years. 3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of 3. 4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you. 5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that they don't have e-mail addresses. 6. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries. 7. Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the screen. 8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn't have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it. 10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your coffee. 11. You start tilting your head sideways to smile. : ) 12. You're reading this and nodding and la

The Union Of Dj Counterfiet And Tonie
WE ARE PLEASED TO ANNOUNCE THE JOINING OF TWO VERY SPECIAL PEOPLE..... TONIE GREETER AT THE REAL RED DRAGON & DJ COUNTERFEIT..... THEY WILL BE ENTERING INTO FU MATRIMONY TODAY AT 5PM EST... THE SERVICE WILL BE HELD IN THE REAL RED DRAGON LOUNGE SO PLEASE CLICK THE LINK BELOW AND JOIN US THERE!!!!! CLICK THE PICTURE BELOW TO JOIN US IN THE REAL RED DRAGON FOR THIS JOYOUS OCCASION!!!

Is Owl The New 'gilligan?' (or, Will Work For Food)
"No phone, no lights, no motorcar, not a single luxury..." So, earlier this week, my landline phone joined my cell phone in the lovely state of disconnected-ness. Aside from internet access, I am now completely shut off from the outside world (unless I actually go outside). My electric bill is next up, and the only reason my lights are not off is that I was promised by Direct Energy that a supervisor would call me regarding not being contacted before when I was having trouble paying this bill before. However, without a phone, someone over there is liable to say "He's being a smartass" and shut me off anyway. I'm still one payment away from owning my car outright, but with my Debt-to-Income ratio being what it is, I'm on that treadmill that makes it impossible for me to even have $200 available to pay the damn thing off. So... Anyone in the North Dallas area have any gigs they need done during the day? I'm willing to travel as far out as a 20-mile radius from Allen, Texa

God ~ Country ~ Honor
I just wanted to get the day over with and go down to Smokey's for a few cold ones. Sneaking a look at my watch, I saw the time, 16:55. Five minutes to go before the cemetery gates are closed for the day. Full dress was hot in the August sun. Oklahoma summertime was as bad as ever -- the heat and humidity at the same level -- both too high. I saw the car pull into the drive, '69 or '70 model Cadillac Deville, looked factory-new. It pulled into the parking lot at a snail's pace .. An old woman got out so slow I thought she was paralyzed. She had a cane and a sheaf of flowers, about four or five bunches as best I could tell. I couldn't help myself. The thought came unwanted, and left a slightly bitter taste: 'She's going to spend an hour, and for this old soldier... my hip hurts like hell and I'm ready to get out of here right now!' But for this day my duty was to assist anyone coming in. Kevin would lock the 'In' gate and if.... I could just hurry the old biddy along, we

Expired Contest--i'm A Sap, Ty For The Blessings Means Alot To Me
THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO PARTICIPATED !!! HERE ARE THE RESULTS and WINNERS of Over 6.5 MILLION FUBUX!!! RACE, RACE, RACE! CHECKERED FLAG BLING Winners are… . cantsleepclownswilleatme Sexi Sandi Berry, Berry Quite Contrary The Grand Prize for Over 5 Mil Fubux was a smashing success. And the Winners are ….. 3 million fubux Lovvrr 1.5 mil Fubux ChelleBelle 750k Fubux Jeffrey The BlingBux Folder was again another great success. With over 50 Entries, I decided to increase the number of winners from 6 to 10. The 10 Winners of 150k Bux Random Drawing are:

Auto 11's 11/21 Am Update
Hey everyone. I am going to attempt to do another Auto 11's bully. I will update it twice a day. I do not know when the auto 11's expire, so if you run into one that has expired, let me know and I will remove it on the next update. I will do a morning and an evening update. If you or know of anyone that have Auto 11's let me know via Private message and I will add to the next update. Please repost frequently and I will pay 25k fubucks for a sticky of this bully only (for now). Here are your Auto 11's....hit them up hard. :) Wild Horse ~Fubar's 20th Oracle~~The Pegasus Project~~Lounge Expert~@ fubar §1lkéÑélÐêr™...Øwned by Hard 2 Handle leave a voice comment pleaseeeeee@ fubar Auto 11s On.. ΤhΣ ßîg ΜîκΣ ™...Fu Owned By >^,,^< Pet & ~Ðü§† M€ Þîñk@ fubar ~Cherrybomb™ ~Founder of CIA~Club FAR/Team Love~The Pegasus Project~S.B.G~@ fubar ÐJ ßÖÚñÇÈ ÖWñÈR Ö£ †Lß² & MGR @ †MR £Ú/HÚßß¥ †Ö †RÄÇ¥ {§håÐðw Lêvêlêr} ÖWñÈÐ ß¥ ÐJ♪LÚÐÄ-KRÌ§§¥@ fubar

Christmas
WITH CHRISTMAS FAST APPROACHING AND JUST AROUND THE CORNER I AM WORRIED! NOT FOR ME FOR MY DRAGON WILL SEE THAT OUR CHILDRENS NEEDS ARE MET. BUT FOR MY PRECIOUS SISTER APRIL. SHE GETS SO EMOTIONAL THIS TIME OF THE YEAR AND I THIK IT IS BECASUE SHE MISSES MOMMY SO VERRY MUCH AS THIS WAS MOMS FAVORITE HOLLIDAY AND APRIL IS OUR WORRIER SHE HAS THE WEIGHT OF THE WORLD ON HER TINY LITTLE SHOULDERS. DID I MENTION THAT SHE IS THE PROUD MOTHER OF 6 WITH DAD IN THE HOSPITAL AND HALF OF HER SIBBLINGS SICK AND WITH MAJOR HEALTH PROBLEMS SHE IS ALLWAYS TRYING TO HELP WHERE SHE CAN AND I AM SCARED THAT ONE DAY HE TINY FRAME WILL BEND AND BREAK UNDER SUCH A LOAD AND YES I AM THE MOST GUILTY OF CALLING ON HER FOR HELP. I TRY AND DO WHAT I CAN TO EASE HER LOAD BUT SHE IS A PROUD STUBBORN WOMAN THOUGH SHE IS THE BABY OUT OF 20 KIDS . I SIT SOME TIMES AND THNK ....OH SIS...PLEASE SLOW DOWN I WORRY SO BADLY FOR YOU....GOD I LOVE THIS PRECIOUS SISTER THAT GOD HAS BLESSED ME WITH AND IF SOMTHING SHOULD HAP

Not A....
Ok...I think some people take this site wayyy too seriously. I'm not knocking what other people do in their own lives. To each their own. Whatever makes you happy then by all means do it. But don't assume that you know me cuz I'm on this site. I'm not into that whole master/submissive thing. The whole fu-owned thing is for fun. Just entertainment. FUBAR/REALITY....KNOW WHERE TO DRAW THE LINE.

More Of The Pod Shed Story And Boy Is It A Pig's Ear Trying To Get It Together.
It had become gloomy as the day had worn on and at that moment enlightening gale dived and darted with moonlike illuminations paving his way through the dense vegetation narrowly missing the dangling vine which had decided that as every other shrub in the jungle was dropping bits all over him, he would sag down and take a rest from his uncomfortable twisted position. The enlightening gale came upon Henrietta and was suitably pleased because he loved teasing Henrietta after her usual day of pod watching and news *, Henrietta was over focussed due to the recent *pod cast incident* with the bean pod and she almost jumped out of her now smooth and supple hide when he darted around her with his beaming light. The deviation and dazzling was enough to make her tread right into that which Denis had not cleared away during his dung pushing sessions. Consequently Henrietta was none too amused and decided that she would go for a dip in the Satin Swamp. With much indignation, Henrietta

Saying Thankyou...is It That Hard?
Ok this is just a rant.....is it so hard for someone to say thankyou on here....LeT me explain.. I love to bling people and actually I do it randomly sometimes like when I see someone close to levelling Ill bling...( rating is not my thing)..and most send me a msg saying ty thats all I would expect.. I do not bling to get something in return just a ty, so why is it that a few on my friends list cant be polite....I was brought up with manners I guess I cant say the same for others..anyway thats my rant....have a great day...

Fall Grades For 2008-09
COURSE ID COURSE TITLE CR HRS GRADE GRADE POINTS BMT 110 H01 INTRO TO MANAGEMENT 4.00 C 8.00 MATH 102 H03 ELEMENTARY ALGEBRA 4.00 C 8.00 OTEC 230 H01 BUSINESS COMM II 4.00 WP 0.00 PED 182 I01 KARATE I 1.00 CR 0.00 SPAN 111 H01 ELEMENTARY SPANISH 4.00 C- 6.68 HOURS ATTEMPTED HOURS EARNED GRADE POINTS GPA TERM UNDERGRADUATE 12.00 13.00 22.6800 1.8900 ACCUMULATIVE UNDERGRADUATE 81.00 78.00 180.7200 2.2311

Add + Ult:)
1) Would you get mad if someone caught you masturbating and posted it on youtube? LoL..Probably! 2) Have you ever watched shit porn, even if it was by accident? Um..NEVERRRRRRR.. 3) Have you ever wiped your ass after taking a shit and looked at the toilet paper? lmao..Oh Dude. 4) If your grandma gave you a kiss and slipped her tongue in your mouth, what would you do? BITCH SLAP THT HOE! 5) Have you ever fantasied about doing an animal? If so, which animal ? i fuck llamasa all the time..dontcha know!? 6) Have you ever been on meat spin? If so did you get horny? okae..what now? 7) Have you ever thrown your underwear at the wall and did it stick to it ? oh fuck man.. never..shoot me please if tht happens! 8) Have you ever bought new underwear and found out later that they had a brown spot in the back? oh never.. but tht would be pretti messed up!..lmaolmao.. 9) Have you ever taken a shit in school? never.. mi bathroom ONLYYYYYYYYY 10) If yo

I'm Leaving This Place
Fubar was fun like a year ago, but nobody even talks to me at all on here anymore, and seems like all the kind things people told me, and all the special friends I thought I had......well......just forgot I was even alive. This site was fun at first, but now its got so much "trophy" crap its become the most superficial bullshit site ever. I mean just look at what you all put as our status: "Crush me! Fan me! Buy me a blast! Own me! Give me Love! Auto 11's! Help me level up! Make me a VIP!" Its all gimmy gimmy gimmy......it didn't always used to be this way. I used to think a few people really cared about me on here....but now I log on and all it is is silence. So what's the point of even having an account on here if nobody even wants to talk to me? Oh sure.....one of you might say hi....have a quick 5 min convo and then i wont hear from you again for months. Sooooo.....since im not worth more then a sentence or two a month from no more then a very tiny amount of

Club Mystic Member List
UPDATED POINTS @ 8:24pm on 12/5/08 CONGRATS TO FAITH, EOTWP, AND CLUB MYSTIC HOME PAGE ON LEVELING!! WOOHOOO, WE RAWK!!! PLEASE RATE EAGLE AND MERLYN! THESE TWO SHOULD LEVEL QUICKLY, THEN WE WILL MOVE TO SOME OF THE HIGHER LEVELS THAT NEED LOTS OF HELP! THANKS! MERLYN@ fubar Fubarlord -----> Henchman 173,600 Points to go! (+14,663) ~EAGLE~@ fubar Insider -----> Fu-King 223,832 Points to go! (+36,124) AS USUAL, ANY BEEFS, GRIPES, QUESTIONS, OR SUGGESTIONS SHOULD BE DIRECTED TO ME IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE! THANKS! Home Page Club Mystic!@ fubar Fu-King -----> Godfather 2,991,731 Points to go! (+99,426) THANKS TO ALL FOR HELPING TO LEVEL THE HOMEPAGE! WOOT! WILL PROBABLY ACTIVATE THE AUTO-11 IN ABOUT A WEEK TO GET US TO GODFATHER! WOOHOOO!!! Founder ♦CinDragon♦@ fubar Disciple -----> Prophet 7,841,816 Points to go! (+105,867) Team Captains ~SouthernBaby~@ fubar Disciple -----> Prophet! 11,256,948 Points to go! (+322,527) GUNNY IS TAKIN

Believe
Believe in your heart that something wonderful is about to happen. Love your life. Believe in your own powers, and your own potential, and in your own innate goodness. Wake every morning with the awe of just being alive. Discover each day the magnificent, awesome beauty in the world. Explore and embrace life in yourself and in everyone you see each day. Reach within to find your own specialness. Amaze yourself and rouse those around you to the potential of each new day. Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect; this is the essence of your humanity. Let those who love you help you. Trust enough to be able to take. Look with hope to the horizon of today, for today is all we truly have. Live this day well. Let a little sun out as well as in. Create your own rainbows. Be open to all your possibilities; all possibilities and Miracles. Always believe in Miracles.

I Don't Usually Do This Crap.
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Couch 2. Your significant other? Hell 3. Your hair? Blonde 4. Your mother? Demented 5. Your father? Tight 6. Your favorite thing? Fluffy 7. Your dream last night? Blank 8. Your favorite drink? Tequila 9. Your dream/goal? Content 10. The room you're in? Huge 11. Music? Electic 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Earth 14. Where were you last night? Work 15. What you're not? Sane 16. Muffins? Shaved 17. One of your wish list items? Rufus 18. Where you grew up? Newcastle 19. The last thing you did? Typed 20. What are you wearing? Dressing gown 21. TV? Rarely 22. Your pets? Fluffy 23. Your computer? Toshiba 24. Your life? Busy 25. Your

What To Drink
To my friends who enjoy a glass of wine . . . And those who don't. As Ben Franklin said: In wine there is wisdom, in beer there is freedom, in Water there is bacteria. In a number of carefully controlled trials, Scientists have demonstrated that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at The end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia Coli, (E. Coli) - bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop. (that's over 2 pounds). However, we do NOT run that risk when drinking wine &beer (or tequila, rum, Whiskey or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a purification Process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting. Remember: Water = Poop, Wine = Health Therefore, it's better to drink wine and talk stupid, than to drink water And be full of shit . There is no need to thank me for this valuable information: I'm doing it as A public service .

Sheila, Emanon, Mow (mistress Of Wolves)
Animal you feel represents you or feel connected to? cats...I like them, they like me. They just know what they are and all their limitations What weather do you feel you are? cold...it agrees with me Choose one living & one deceased person you would like to spend 24 hours with, can be anyone. living...right now, Amy. gone....hitler If you could go anywhere in the world expenses a non issue where would you go? (choose more than one if you like) All state tour of the USA Who do you admire most? no one in particular What is something(s) that bring you peace? reading, listening to music Favorite tree & or flower? Dandelion What is a gift you have always remembered getting that meant a great deal? (doesn't matter how long ago) nothing comes to mind A song lyric that holds meaning to you or song? (more than one is fine) "My heart is yours, I sacrifice for you" Share a 'guilty' pleasure. genesis, lmao Name something you like about yourself. (saying no

Tagged 12/2008
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? desk 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? blondish 4. Your mother? home 5. Your father? home 6. Your favorite thing? sunset 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? vodka 9. Your dream/goal? happiness 10. The room you're in? den 11. Music? variety 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? anywhere 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? cheater 16. Muffins? banana 17. One of your wish list items? happiness 18. Where you grew up? house 19. The last thing you did? cry 20. What are you wearing? robe 21. TV? sony 22. Your pets? none 23. Your computer? HP 24. Your life? confusion 25. Your mood? depressed 26.

Club Mystic Member List
CONGRATS TO ANGELGURL ON REACHING GODMOTHER!!! WHY CAN'T WE LEVEL MERLYN? PLEASE RATE HIS PICS AGAIN, THANKS! MERLYN@ fubar Fubarlord -----> Henchman 95,084 Points to go! (+19,817) AFTER MERLYN HAS LEVELED, I WANT EVERYONE TO CONTINUE TO SHOW LOVE TO DANGER, SHE NEEDS TO FEEL THE LOVE RIGHT NOW!!! EVERYONE IS REACHING HIGHER LEVELS, SO SPEND A BIT OF TIME RATING A FRIEND WHO HAS AUTO-11'S ACTIVE, DURING A HH FOR MAX POINTS! AS USUAL, ANY BEEFS, GRIPES, QUESTIONS, OR SUGGESTIONS SHOULD BE DIRECTED TO ME IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE! THANKS! Home Page Club Mystic!@ fubar Fu-King -----> Godfather 2,834,331 Points to go! (+47,312) Founder LIKE MY HOLIDAY DEFAULT? LMAOOO!! GETTING LOTS OF RATES! ♦CinDragon♦@ fubar Disciple -----> Prophet 7,564,197 Points to go! (+111,170) Team Captains ~SouthernBaby~@ fubar Disciple -----> Prophet! 10,629,801 Points to go! (+357,464) GUNNY IS TAKING SOME TIME OFF! NOT LEAVING US THOUGH, PLZ CONTINUE TO SHOW

The Official "reasons Why You Should Date Me!
10 reasons why you should date me: 1. You’ll never have to worry about driving illegally in the carpool lane again 2. When you're around me I've got the sex drive of a 16 year old boy 3. You love my dorkiness 4. I won’t swear around your family 5. I’ll grant you three wishes 6. I've never been in one of Tommy Lee's movies 7. I like porn 8. I take a shower every day 9. I'll let you beat me at pool (LET you cause if I try, you're going down) 10. I've never cried over spilt milk 11. You’re safe with me 12. I'll lick the envelope for you 13. I'll carve your initials in a tree 14. I've never read Playboy for the articles 15. My heart will jump every time you walk through the door 17. I’m a good listener. 18. I seldom pick a fight with inanimate objects. 19. As of yet, I have never overlooked the importance of regular, continuous breathing. 20. I can have it my way at Burger King. 21. I will administer chocolate whenever you feel the need. 22. Halloween is the only

$11,000 Bill
So my college sent me a bill for $11,000, which I find highly amusing because it's not like I have $11,000 to give them. So tonight I've been applying for all sorts of student loans to pay for it. I'll have to do this for the next 2-3 years on top of the other student loans I have out so that's fun. I'm not going to stress too much about it though. As long as I have a good enough job to live comfortably and pay the minimum on my loans each month I don't care if I ever pay them off because once I'm dead that's the end of it and it really doesn't matter lol. But hopefully I'll end up being filthy rich and can easily pay them off :D

Monday Opie And Anthony Links: Download The Opie And Anthony Show, Patrice Oneal In-studio, Penthouse Pet Of The Year Taya Parker, New Official O&a Pe
Listen to Today's WORST-OF OPIE & ANTHONY Show on AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST). Woo Monday. Oh...boy. Monday...makes...us...so...happy. Get on your laughing hats, kiddies! The Opie and Anthony Honky-Tonk Association is ready to roll, and as you all know...or SHOULD know by now, you can download the latest Opie and Anthony Shows from AUDIBLE or iTunes! Download the Opie and Anthony Show for Friday, 12/12/08 (Bob Kelly, Jeff Ross, DL Hughley) Download the Opie and Anthony Show for Thursday, 12/11/08 (Rob Bartlett Returns) Download the Opie and Anthony Show for Wednesday, 12/10/08 (Whip 'em Out Wednesday, Dana White from the UFC) Download the Opie and Anthony Show for Tuesday, 12/09/08 (William Shatner In Studio) Download the Opie and Anthony Show for Monday, 12/08/08 Today on the POgram, we're welcoming back our larger-than-life pal Patrice Oneal, and we'll be filling him in on all of the horrible things we've been doing. We'll also be drooling over PENTHOU

Merry Christmas
MERRY CHRISTMAS This is an article submitted to a 1999 Louisville Sentinel contest to find out who had the wildest Christmas dinners. It won first prize. As a joke, my brother Jay used to hang a pair of panty hose over his fireplace before Christmas. He said all he wanted was for Santa to fill them. What they say about Santa checking the list twice must be true because every Christmas morning, although Jay's kids' stockings overflowed, his poor pantyhose hung sadly empty. One year I decided to make his dream come true. I put on sunglasses and went in search of an inflatable love doll. They don't sell those things at Wal-Mart. I had to go to an adult bookstore downtown. If you've never been in an X-rated store, don't go. you'll only confuse yourself. I was there an hour saying things like, 'What does this do?' 'You're kidding me!' 'Who would buy that?' Finally, I made it to the inflatable doll section. I wan

Homeward Bound
well........me and joe are no more....he decided last night that i wasnt good enough for him...oh well, there will be someone else to catch me (if i want him to) that doesnt think that, in my eyes he isnt good enough for me, especially since he cant get it up for a pretty girl like me....lol so i am going back to north carolina...and while i will miss being in texas, i will be surrounded by friends and fam...and that is what i need right now cassie

A Poem I Wrote While Going Through My Own Personal Hell..on The Bright Side There Was No Where To Go But Up!!
**** I NEED TO SLEEP **** Will this world ever let me shine.. Shall I ever break these ties that bind.. Star light eyes remain blind.. Silenced like an abused child.. One look slits my tounge.. leaves me with words never to be spoken.. One more cold good bye..deep sigh..on each breath I'm choking.. I sleep no more..head lain to rest.. on a pillow of thorns.. Every time I close my eyes to sleep..Flood gates open.. old wounds cut deep.. I pray to god screaming inside..Please jesus replace self hate with pride.. Show me the sun ..walk hand in hand.. Show me real life..with no inhibition..and..nothing to hide.. Open my heart to love full force..Open my faith to embrace yours.. Allow My inner child peace..Allow my children the chance to succeed.... Let them feel proud when told.. your just like mommy.. Let them see what lives inside my heart..Show my daughters what STRONG SMART women can be.. when raised with love ..spirits shall fly ..set free.. Allow those girls to s

So Hard. Written Dec 20th 08
It is so hard... to find an honest heart. To find someone so true, someone to be faithful to you. To have unending love, someone to hold on and never give up. Someone to be there in the end, to be your best friend. As I lay me down to sleep. I pray the Lord my soul to keep. That I shall not die, without having true love in my life. I have searched high and low- I search wherever I go. Love only lets me down... Love never comes around. I make myself think that I will be alright, even though there aren't two arms holding me tonight. I have wished upon so many falling stars, but none came true for my heart. Is there something wrong with me? I find it hard to believe. That there can't possibly be, someone out there who can love me. Love I have in my dreams, but dreams don't mean anything, to my lonely, empty heart. Where do I start? Where do I turn? What lesson to learn? Where do I find that one love? Blessed by the man up above. So, I start the day

Welcome
Welcome The welcome mat Tattooed upon My back Bids you to Wipe your crap Upon my flesh And trounce My heart With hap-hazard abandon As you rummage Through my soul Pillage my hidden treasures Rape my self-esteem Burn my integrity But at least You wiped your feet Before you entered And didn’t leave Me with more crap Than I already had.

Katia & Jenn's Pre-christmas Bash
Katia & Jenn’s Pre-Chrismas Bash When: Tuesday Dec 23, 2008 at 8:00 PM Where: The Foreclosure Mansion 13 W. Mt. Vernon Place Baltimore, MD 21201 United States Come and join Katia & Jenn at The Foreclosure Mansion in Mt. Vernon for the Pre-Christmas Party!!! We will have local DJ's, Open Tables and 4 floors of amazing abandon building fun like you have never seen before!!! Bring friends, family, people off the street, anyone you can grab to dance the night away!! All are welcome. BYOB Feel free to contact us with questions, suggestions, requests, DJ's and anything else you might need. See You There!!!!

Merry Christmas Too All...
Click to Get Code!Get More Comments Here Christmas is more than just presents and good food, its a time to reminisce about what this day meant as a child. Some have lost the spirit of Christmas and even sadder some may never have had it and its to those i say smile because one day you will realize its been inside you all along. Take the good things and the good thoughts this holiday brings and hold it within your hearts all year through. Most of all remember its not the joy others bring to you but the joy that you bring to others that leaves your hearts open to smiles. Merry Christmas and a Happy New year to each and every one of you. ♥ Psyche

My Love
My Love I wake up this morning with a renewed sense of life as today is our anniversary I roll out of bed and go to the kitchen to pack us a picnic lunch I grab a bottle of wine and make some sandwiches and cheeses and fruits and put them into the basket as I pack the car for the long trip to the place when had our first picnic together I make some breakfast and eat then take a shower and hit the road it takes about two hours to get to the spot I walk with a skip in my step as I lay the blanket down there is a bright sunshine flowing from the sky as I take a sandwich out and hand it to you as I take a bite out of my sandwich I open the wine and pour two glasses as I sit and chat with you about everything and anything as the time flies by the sun starts to set I realize our time is up as I put the wine in the basket and the blanket in the car I come back to say goodbye to you for another year as I look down at your headstone I kiss my hand and touch your name as I will go back to my l

Caught Up In The Rapture Of You...
A chance encounter A friendship forged A longing established To feel your skin Pressed firmly against mine To feel your body So closely to mine Overwhelmed by euphoria Engorged by ecstacy Longingly lingering Wanting to be in no other place And finding myself Lost And not wishing to be found Until I'm caught up With you again

Best And Worst Of 2008
This is my subjective list of Best/Worst of 2008. I dunno if it's going to be an annual thing or what. But for all it's wonderful flaws and fuck ups, here it is: The best Christmas present I received this year was from my friend in Pennsylvania. She had gave me a zombie plush toy that you can rip off the arms, legs, head, and brains. She even helped me name him: Leroy The Homosexual Zombie. And in her package, I got a spork AND cookies! AWESOME! Worst Christmas present: not spending it with someone (family doesn't count). The best album of the year is Tiltwheel's Hair Brained Scheme Adicts. An oldie - no doubt; but nice raw pop-punk sounds that reinforces in my mind why I love this sub-genre of punk. Catchy hooks, emotion-filled lyrics, fast drumming, not the best guitar work, and most importantly sounds great LOUD! But my best purchases: Off With Their Heads "From The Bottom" and Terror's "The Damned, The Shamed". Worst purchase: Dillinger Four's "Civil War." Their musi

I Pray
You know with each day that passes by, I pray to god I'll never forget who you are. You mean everything to me. I love you Ooooh Ooooh Ooh I pray You were in my dream Before I even knew that there was a you and me, Now I can't wait to see your smile, When I wake up each day, It makes it worth while With the kinda love you plant inside, Specially with a heart so empty as mine. All your soft tenderness is the one thing that I don't wanna miss. [Chorus:] I pray, When it's time for me to say goodbye I'll never forget looking in your eyes, I pray, That I feel your touch And that God doesn't forget our love, I pray, When I close my eyes, I can still see visions of you on my mind. I pray, That I see you in another life, I pray that you still by my side. Oh I pray. Everything that you give to me, Only comes in a fantasy, It seems like life goes by so fast, But in this time I wanna make it last. (I pray) I hate that we live to die, But only God knows wh

One Sheep, Two Sheep
Here's a little randomness. Like a good number of people, I'm sure, I have trouble 'switching off' at night. (Insert Lunesta commercial here). When I lay down, I automatically start going over the stuff that happened that day, what it means for what has to be done tomorrow, things like that. I've tried several things, a drink before bed helps, I'm just lazy sometimes and don't feel like making one. I did the sheep counting thing and it gave me a headache, it's a lot of work to visualize sheep, oddly enough. For a while I did multiplication tables (they put me to sleep in school) but as I got more sleepy I'd forget where I was and wake myself up so I could finish them. Damn my perfectionist streak. I've settled on just counting. Sheep make it too complicated. I normally get to about six hundred as far as I can recall, though sometimes I start over for some unknown reason. If my mind is really racing I'll just do 1-10 over and over again very very fast. The funny part about it is s

I'll Be There!
When no one is there for you and you think no one cares. When the whole world walks out on you, and you think your alone. I'll be there When the one you care about the most, could care less about you. When the one you gave your heart to, throws it in your face. I'll be there When the person you trusted betrays your trust. When the person you share all your memories with, can't even remember your birthday. I'll be there When all you need is a friend, to listen to your thoughts. When all you need is someone to catch your tears. I'll be there When your heart hurts so bad you can't even breathe. When you just want to curl up and die I'll be there When you start to cry, after hearing that sad song. When the tears just won't stop falling from your eyes. I'll be there So you see, I'll be there until the end. This is a promise I can make. If you ever need me, just pick up the phone and I'll be there!!!

Are You An Auto 11 Virgin??
Yup, I'm doing it again!! I'm giving away an Auto 11 Bling to someone who has NEVER had one!! So, if you are an Auto 11 virgin, or you know one, send me a private message, NO SHOUTS, with your name. If you are nominating a virgin, then PLEASE send me their profile link! I will include a message letting that person know who wanted them to have the bling. You don't have to rate or comment ANYTHING! Just send me your name! I will respond to your message to let you know you are entered. PLEASE no need to respond back! All names will go into a hat and 1 lucky name will be drawn. Only 1 entry per person but you may nominate more than 1 person. (do you know more than 1 virgin? lol) It may take me a little time to respond back as I have done this before and was flooded with entries. Please be patient! I will award the winning Bling at 9pm tomorrow night, 1/6/09. That is 9pm, pacific standard time. (west coast for those geologically challenged!) Remember, this is for Auto 1

This Is How It Works!
HOW TO TREAT A WOMAN: Wine her. Dine her. Call her. Hold her. Surprise her. Compliment her. Smile at her. Listen to her. Laugh with her. Cry with her. Romance her. Encourage her. Believe in her. Pray with her. Pray for her. Cuddle with her. Shop with her. Give her jewelry. Buy her flowers. Hold her hand. Write love letters to her. Go to the ends of the earth and back again for her. HOW TO TREAT A MAN: Show up naked. Bring chicken wings. Don't block the TV. LoL So True!!

Bid For Me In My Auction
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Just A Song I Can't Get Out Of My Head
Take Away My Pain by Dream Theater I was sitting on the edge of his bed Staring at the headlines on the paper He said, "Look at poor Gene Kelly I guess he won't be singing in the rain." You can take away my heroes Can you take away my pain Take away my pain Leave the cold outside Please don't let it rain Don't stumble on my pride Take away my pain I'm not frightened anymore Just stay with me tonight I'm tired of this fight Soon I'll be knocking at you're door She was standing by the edge of his bed Satring at the message on their faces He said, " What else can you do babe? I guess I won't be coming home again." They just took away all my promises Make them take away my pain Take away my pain Leave the cold outside Please don't let it rain Don't stumble on my pride Take away my pain I'm not frightened anymore Just stay with me tonight I'm tired of this fight Soon I'll be knocking at you're door His final scene The actor bows And all those y

Another Project
I am just writing to get out the fustrations, so take nothing serious. With Valentines Day around the corner I came up with a genius idea to have a Valetines Day event at the lounge. Not sure what type of event though. I'd like to have something for couples but I dont wanna leave out the single ppl either. so what does one do now??? A Singles Mixer! or For Couples Only! Maybe a bit of both. lets see what the bosses say. Okay enough bitching already! Get to work.

Here I Go Again On My Own
Single again Been here done this My last relationship wasn't a bad one. We just didn't see eye to eye on some stuff. Personality clash. But that's okay. Live and learn as they say. My life is in a different place since I was single the last time. I suppose that's a good thing. I'm not sure where I'm going or what I'm doing But I'm here pluggin along. Maybe I'll just slip into the background for awhile. Just observe. Then come out when it starts to get dark. I'm not really bothered by the alone time. It's all good for now. I have Charlie. :)

What Ride Are You
You Are a Haunted House You are a deeply complicated and sometimes deeply disturbed person. You can't help but be attracted to the dark side of life - even when it's pretty gruesome. In relationships, you are honest and real. So real that it's definitely a little scary. You don't fake it or play along just to get along. And people either respect this... or deeply resent it Your life is thoughtful, deep, and even philosophical at times. You see the world as it is. You don't sugar coat anything. Facing and fighting your fears is important to you. You believe that too much of life is whitewashed. You're not too morbid... you just believe that you can't enjoy life without exorcising a few demons first! At your best, you are brave, intense, and fearless. Not only do you face the abyss head on - you challenge your friends to do the same. At your worst, you are depressed and morose. If you're not careful, your thoughts take over your mind... and they aren't pretty!

I Hung On Hope That You Werent The Same As Other's.
I knew better. But wanted to trust you & give you the benefit of the doubt. Thought that maybe you were one that was different, one that stood out? Stupid me. Sorry my bad. I gave the benefit of the doubt to the wrong cad. I only write due to the thought of whom you are, & your mind? Why on earth would you had wasted so much time? Im sure there are a million bitches here online. That would of loved to had gotten you off, in the way you like. For now that puzzles me, Makes me think your sick. That you would go so far, just to play with your dick. You really had me going, made me nearly think "oh shit is this it? I loved that feeling the giddy girl you brought out in me. I should of known better then to be so easy. Next I will learn if anything at all of you. Is your really married & this is the only release there is for you. Or some wacked Jerry Springer shit! You simply made it clear,... You just didn't respect me. I knew that was the risk I was taking. You helped me

A Firefighters Glove
A Firefighter's Gloves hold many things, From elderly arms to a kids broken swing, From the hands they shake and the backs they pat, To the tiny claw marks of another treed cat. At 2 am they are filled with the chrome, From the DWI who was on her way home. And the equipment they use to roll back the dash, From a family of 6 she involved in the crash. The brush rakes in Spring wear the palms out, When the wind does a "90" to fill them with doubt. The thumb of the glove wipes the sweat from the brow, Of the face of a firefighter who mutters "What now"! They hold inch and three quarters flowing one seventy five, So the ones going in, come back out alive. When the regulator goes; then there isn't too much, But the bypass valve they eagerly clutch. The rescue equipment, the ropes, the C-collars; The lives that they save never measured in dollars, Are the obvious things firefighters gloves hold, Or, so that is what I've been always told. But there are other things Firefighter's Gloves touch,

Its Lung Cancer
So many people before me have heard these words about a family member or maybe themselves. Grandma is 74, has had emphysema for a year, been on oxygen during activity and living somewhat good quality of life. Grandma & Mom called us all to the hospital room for a meeting to tell us of the diagnosis today and her decision to NOT do chemo. She is going to "give it to God". She has lived her life and a good one and she is going to leave this world with dignity. I support her decision and her reasons. But some family members dont and one is so mad at her and everyone who supports her she caused a horrible outburst today. One can only hope she is doing what she feels is best for her. But even though I support her my heart still hurts that within a few months or so an important part of my life will be gone. I want to go back 10 years and try again to make more good memories so that she will have more to live for I suppose. But I can't so I will have to just... "Giv

Sbgs ~ Your Cure To The Monday Blues! Jan. 19th Edition
Do You Have Monday Blues? Are your wondering what to do on a Monday? Do you want to rate but don't want to go through the BORED board? Are you tired of only rating only ezrate pics? Well, here is something different, fun, and exciting! SARGE'S BAD GIRLS The BEST bad girls you will ever meet! A listing at your fingertips of beautiful women with great pics. And of course the man that made it all possible. (He has folders of some of our best pics!) Give these bad girls a good old fashioned fu-spanking and don't forget to thank the man that made it all possible. Fan - Rate - Friend - Bling - Comment! You won't regret it! Sarge's Bad Girls Tulsa's Angel RaidersBabe ¢¾ Brown Eyed Girl ¢¾

Trivia #1- Ep 80
Ok, if you did not make the show on saturday for the new Hellcast Trivia, this is how is will work out. Through private donations made to the show, at the end of 2009, the leader in total points shall be awarded a cash prize of at least $100. The way it will go: 10 questions, with varying degrees of difficulty, will be awarded points according to that level of difficulty: 1pt for easy questions, 3pts for Average , 7pts for difficult and 10pts for tough or impossible. Your FIRST guess will be the only answer accepted. So, your leader at the end of the first week is: JPletch- 26 StacyDawn- 22 Sheena- 22 Sunnastein- 19 Mchgn- 18 Forgetful61- 16 MammaHelle- 12 Redlar- 12 OP_Free76- 9 AngelaBower- 3 Strega- 1 This will be a running total to finish on the December 19th show of 2009. Becuz we will take the last saturday of the year to just relax and prep for another huge show to start 2010.

Copyrighted Material Do Not Copy!!!!
BECAUSE I'M EVIL 4/24/08 SOMETIMES I FEEL BLIND LIKE A MASK IS COVERING MY MIND SOMETHINGS THAT ARE MEANT TO BE ARE STARING RIGHT AT ME WHAT YOU WILL AND ONCE YOU HAVE IT LIFE CAN BE SUCH A HABIT IF YOU THINK ABOUT WHAT I REALIZE TRY AND UNDERSTAND BY NOT USING EYES SOMETIMES ITS HARD TO KEEP FEELINGS AT BAY I FEEL LIKE I JUST NEED TO WALK AWAY THE PEOPLE I LOVE ARE THE PEOPLE I HURT I SHOULD BE BURIED SIX FEET UNDER DIRT NO, I WILL NOT KILL MYSELF TODAY BUT I WILL DIE A LITTLE BIT MORE EACH DAY NO ONE DESERVES MY TORTURE AND TORMENT WHENCE I CAME SHALL BE RETURNED, HELL SENT

Sweet~n~sexxay Auction Is Open!
Sweet~N~Sexxay Spotlight Auction Auction is open for bids. If you still like to enter the auction or auction off a salute please let me or Sweet~N~Sexxay know. You can use any pic you like as long its not animation, all tags will be made by me and the entry fee is 50,000 fubucks and all starting bids will start out with 100,000 fubucks. There will be no end date for the auction it will end when you are happy with the bid that is offer. Salute Auction Ends 1/31 @ 8pm Fu-Time! There going fast we have 3 sexy fus that is owned and they great offers so come on by and get you a sexy fu to spoil you with some fu-lovin. Click the pic below to get the salute auction entrys :P. Lets see them bidsand help our friend Sweet~N~Sexxay get spotlight! Here are the fus that are auction off a salute!

Pissing Contest
THERE COMES A TIME IN ONES LIFE WHEN YA GOT TO SAY " WHAT THE FUCK" OK IS THIS REALLY A SICK JOKE OR IS THIS REALLY MY LIFE. RIGHT NOW I HAVE TO SIT BACK, EVALUATE THE SITUATION AT HAND AND FOCUS ON WHAT IT IS THAT I'M DOING NEXT. AS OF THIS VERY MOMENT I KNOW THE DAY WILL COME, THAT I KNOW I WILL HAVE TO MAKE THE MOVE, AND I WILL, BUT ALL IN DUE TIME. AS I KNOW GOOD THINGS COME TO THOSE WHO WAIT. I KNOW THAT IN THAT STATEMENT I WAS PLAYIN ROUND ROBIN BUT IN THE END ALL WILL WORK OUT AS IT SHOULD. I HAVE TOLD PEOPLE IN MY LIFE, NOT TO PUSH MY BUTTONS TO FAR, THE ONLY GOOD IT WILL DO IS GET YOU BIT. I THINK SOME LIKE TO PUSH INTENTIONALLY, BUT IF YOU PLAY WITH FIRE LONG ENOUGH YOU WILL GET BURNED, SO GO AHEAD KEEP PUSHING. I HAVE TO ASK THIS QUESTION-- ARE PEOPLE REALLY AS STUPID AS I THINK THEY ARE CUZ SOME, ALL THEY HAVE TO DO IS OPEN THEIR MOUTHS AND THEIR VERBAL ASSAULT TELLS THE WHOLE STORY, AND EVEN SOMETIMES WHEN CAUGHT OFF GAURD YOU MAY GET TWISTED UP IN THE TOUNGE

Frustrated
So I am trying to change my cartilage piercing and it's not workin so well. xD I don't want to fully take out the original ring cuz I am afraid I wont find the hole and have to get it re-pierced. xD /retarded. Anywho; thanks for participating in my rant. Please proceed towards the Exit door and leave all valuables in the bin. :D

Friends
Today's Message of the Day is: Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably, And never regret anything that made you smile. Send to all the people you love and don't want to lose in 2009, even me. If you get 3 back, you are a great friend. Life may not be the party we hoped for, but while we're here we should dance.

Crazy
so i have been in a year relationship with someone great... but i am now 15 wks pregnant. i am due in july. july 22. so i am now a mom to be with a husband to be. crazy never thought that at 22 i would be having a child with the love of my life who actually has been great to me... we had our ups and downs but got through it all... i am hoping for a boy... i find out in 3 wks what i am having...

New To The Site
Hi everybody, just new to the site and hope to share with all of you what I am doing for living !! traveling the world using kiteboarding and meeting people from everywhere is what I like to do. Then I share all of this with my photos and videos : so have a look at it and enjoy the pictures and stuff I will be posting here !!

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Sdmf...
SDMF you dont just put that by your tag on fubar or anyother site, its not a fucking fad..I no longer will have that on my tag because I know what I am.. I dont have to put it there..There are some people on here that are not true family members so watch for them..There are allot of fakes and sdmf means nothing to them but just to try to fit in someplace..If you are true sdmf you follow the bylaws..Its all about respect, love, family and not just music..Some people just put that on there tag to fuck others over or try to scam them.. I found that out first hand on fubar this is why I will no longer trust just your tag that says SDMF..Fubar is just to past the time for me mostly I have met allot of really good people on here..I know whos true and whos not..

Please Read Family + Comment
To those of you that care?.I must take a leave of abcense from the Family.My Judgement is Flawed.My Bashing of others is so unlike me.With Silverado's Stepping down as a Co.With Shayla's resignation.With Susan's various Health concerns.With TLC's Worries of her son's brain condition.of the Kingdom of Rogue's.John (bigbugger) will be returning to work soon.So that Dominee is gone.Plus he has Stepped Down as well.TLC is Operations Manager of The Kingdom of Rogue's.Please Obey her well.Ty Since I purchased Buttrflymom a VIP without consulting my co's or lack of co's I should say.Trouble has been Brewing in the Kingdom.First as my Valentine,then as my Fu Wife.Much Trouble with the Heading I gave her,Mrs.Lord Wolf.Which she nolonger wears. An When I'm inform'd that I should not go to Play Darts at friends house during Wolf Family Rate Days.What this Depicts is I'm not Allowed to have real Life Friends,That Fubar is supposed to be #1.Fubar has been #1 with me a few times,But since they

Suffocate
Now even though I try to play it off. I'm thinking bout you all day long and I can't wait for shorty to come through From your lips and back up to your eyes My hands on your hips when we grind im fantazing Bout what im gon do to you. You got me fiending for her love (can't lie) Man you should see how she got me Spending all this time with her (with her) And I couldn't leave her if I wanted to her love has turn men into fools Tell me what a man is to do. [Chorus x2] Cause I can't breathe when you talk to me Can't breathe when your touchin' me Suffocate when your away from me So much love you take from me I'm going out of my mind [Verse 2] Whenever we up in this bed and my fingers all in your hair, I Wonder if you feel me watching you Cause I can't go a night without your lovin' Got me lookin' at this phone Everytime it rings I hope its you (girl) Got me bracin' through ur love (and I) Ive fallen for u I (can't lie) I just wanna be with u And yes she got m

Can't Let You Slide...
Graceless lady you know who I am You know I can't let you slide through my hands I watched you suffer a dull aching pain Now you decided to show me the same No sweeping exits or offstage lines Could make me feel bitter or treat you unkind I know I dreamed you a sin and a lie Faith has been broken, tears must be cried Let's do some living after we die

Love And Relationships
Over the years, I've become pretty good at introspection, honestly examining myself and critiquing my actions and my life. Lately I've been thinking a lot about my relationships and love. What I've found isn't very nice or encouraging. Looking back over the years what I've discovered is that I have the ability to evoke many good emotions from the women in my life, friendship, pleasure, desire, lust. But the one emotion I don't bring out is love. Oh sure, I've been told "I love you" but what I've discovered is that with one notable exception, I'm in their lives for other reasons. I fill some need in their lives other than love, a shoulder to cry on, a sympathetic ear, some one to vent to, an escape, whatever. I know this sounds like so much self pity, but really, it's not. I just have to view my relationships in a different context. I have stop expecting love and just accept things as they are, to fill my life with friends and expect nothing more.

Boring Day At Work This Is What I Do With My Time
Roses are red Violets are blue When I am in bed I rub one off thinking of you I think about your cock And your clean shaven balls And how you make my bed rock Until the echo of your name reaches my halls I think of your dick It makes me so wet I want you to lick I want you to pet I want it so fast I want you to pound But you want to make it last Until I'm so weak, I can't make a sound.

Safely Home
"I am home in heaven, dear ones; Oh, so happy and so bright! There is perfect joy and beauty in this everlasting light. All the pain and grief are over, every restless tossing passed. I am now at peace forever. I am safely home at last."

Eighteen Questions For Love
Is love ever wrong Can love make mistakes A love so long it cannot be wrong A love so rite it has to be fate Is love ever certain Of those whom it chooses Or can it be a curtain Over the eyes of whom it chooses Who may answer these questions Can you deliver a clue Or maybe suggestions All I ask are a few Why do we fall in love Why can't love fall to us How do we know when we've found love How can we learn to trust When is the rite time to give away your heart What if your not sure Do our hearts have destinies that our minds cannot fathum Does the love that blinds us Blind our minds as well Clouding our judgement and confusing us If so how can we tell To love is as to live An adventure and a blessing Responsibility and a privilige Exciting and testing Sorrow and carnage Upsetting and dreadful Bonding and beautiful How do I know this... Good question

Episode 313
What gives these days with relationships? I have been so overly terrified of even trying anymore I don't know if I am capable. Dating world is one filled with more mysteries and rules than anyone can use or follow. I think I am really going to start my book on dating post divorce from a humor view point. Everything that I have experienced in the last few years has definitly sparked some humor - possilby even stand up worthy!! First attempt with blogging, I shall see if it is anything worth continuing.

The Darkness
As the sun sets, The Darkness arises. Embracing me within his dark fold. Giving me a warmth within the cold of the night. Life begins anew once more for me. Darkness is where I want to be. Where I wish to be. My Darkness is new life. The Darkness See the rising moon shining brightly in the dark sky. The Silhouette of shadows forming in the night. Of Lovers, Of Creatures of The Night. The Darkness Arisen from the Leviathan Awaken from his slumber To rule the night as night should be ruled. The Darkness Come Embrace it. The Darkness Come Welcome it. The Darkness...

Mass Control Monthly
Mass Control MonthlyMass Control Has Sold Out. But the good news is Frank Kern is opening the doors again today for 10 minutes. So if you missed out yesterday now is your chance to grab a spot.Frank Kern is the mastermind behind some of the biggest launches in Internet History, for those of you who have not heard of Frank Kern keep reading..."Check This Out" this is no joke, Frank Kern's Mass Control System has brought in 958,000 per hour on some of his campaigns.Anyway… Here’s my thoughts on Frank Kern and his new marketing system…First of all Im not gonna go on about how Mass Control is going to make you a ton of money. I dont know you or your circumstances…. but what I can say is ive been marketing online for nearly 5 years and Frank Kern is one of the very few marketers who I truly respect. When I heard the rumors about this system 6-7 months ago I was pretty excited to see what exactly it what.The reason is this surfer guy has achieved it all when it comes to marketing online and

Tag Im It
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am 47 years old 2. Divorced with no kids just a dog 3. Worked in Law Enforcement for 15 years 4. Received the Medal of Valor last Nov. 5. I love movies and am a total junkie 6. Never was one to tell so much about myself 7. Love being in Indiana 8. Love my peace and quiet when I get it 9. Keep my friend list short with good people 10. Wants to find the one person that makes my life complete If you have read this then you should do your own blog with 10 facts or weird things about yourself and tag 10 friends including me

Here Without You
A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face A thousand lights had made me colder and I don’t think I can look at this the same But all the miles had separate They disappeared now when I’m dreaming of your face I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams And tonight it’s only you and me The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams And tonight girl it’s only you and me Everything I know, and anywhere I go it gets hard but it won’t take away my love And when the last one falls, when it’s all said and done it get hard b

Funky Town!
Let’s go to Funkytown! Dusty is having an all 80’s Auto 11’s weekend! She is trying to get closer to Prophet. Rate some pics, listen to some “blasts from the past”, and then private message her for a custom tag (if you’d like one). (No SB's please)

You Know What I Hate??
I hate when I have a question, go in the support lounge, and get totally ignored. Yep. It's happened more than once and when they FINALLY see me, they ask me what my question was. I just tell them I've already asked and most of the time, they tell me to ask again. WTF? I have never asked my question when they were being flooded. But they never see me. Another thing, why is it there can be bouncers in there but they don't ever answer your question? I've always been answered by VIPs. I thought the support lounge was a place to get answers from bouncers. I mean if they are in there, shouldn't they be the one to answer? Maybe they should do their jobs, cause I know half the time when I send a bouncer a shout about something...they never answer. And yes, I make sure they are online and I even ask more than one..none of them answer. Most of the time I just have to figure it out myself or I just never find out. ::::end of rant

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Letting Go
Today I did probably the hardest thing I've ever had to do in my life, and anybody that knows me, knows I don't cry in front of people, and I spent most of the morning crying in front of anybody that saw me. I don't feel like going into major details, but I just want to apologize now to anybody that might think I'm being iffy, blah, or shitty or whatever when I talk to them. I'm not mad at anybody. I'm just not the girl that can hide her own emotions and feelings to worry about everyone else anymore. She's starting to come first. And I dont apologize for that.... It's just time to let go of some things, and realize it shouldnt be that hard when there's nothing there you're honestly holding onto....

Update: Spectrum9
Spectrum9 Debut CD is coming ...Sign the mailing list at www.spectrum9.net so you'll know when it is done. If you want to download midnight jams and other music contortions I make that never make it to a song, I post them free on my website spectrum9.net They're always cool.

Hide Away
I hide away from sorrow Hide away from pain. Hide away from loving you Incase it comes again I hide away from friendship Lying to myself Like how I feel isn’t real A projection of some else I hide away from my demons The ones that are inside And in the dark of night they come to life And kill me from within

Flower Is Loose
Someone answer me this. Why on earth do house cats when they are let outside go straight for the sand or dirt and in this case it is more like a muddy concoction of each and roll in it? Almost like they want to get the smell of the house off their back and then sit there with this satisfied look contentment as if they had been waiting to get dirty for ions? Well it is like 57 outside and Flower had been cooped up in the house all winter. A long winter to be exact. So Bonnie and I decide to let her terrorize the neighborhood more so Roxanne the Garage cat from hell that just does not know when to die…not to make this story about Roxanne over flower but how in the heck does Roxanne dodge the jaws of the Riverside Coyotes day in and day out? That is a question for Bill Nye the Science guy if I ever seen one! So I let Flower outside and she beelines right for the entrance of the garage and starts flipping over side to side like she is coating her back with dirt and mud and sand and crap…lo