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Night Of Silent Contemplation
The pills and razor blade rest at my side This is not the end but the beginning I have had my low points I have taken a few pills in the past Only to obliterate the world from my mind A few moments of peace Before everything comes crashing down Disjointed memories of an ambulance and a hospital Drifting in and out of consciousness How in God’s name has it come to this? I reached out to so many souls But they were too busy living their own lives Moments of enlightenment followed by days of depression But that was the past Today is the dawning of a new reality I have taken all that this world can throw at me The pills and razor blade still rest at my side But they are not going to see any action tonight It is a night of silent contemplation I put everything back in their proper place This world can be a better place I will fight on a little longer The pills and razor blade will always be there My silent friends who lead

Be Silent
Be Silent!!! Be silent! Be silent and listen Listen to the Mother Listen as she tells you of her love, As she tells you of her pain Listen as she tells you of her struggle. The struggle to give you what you think you need. Be silent! Be silent and watch Watch the Mother Watch as parts of her die As she takes back some of what is Hers Watch as She struggles to keep the balance The balance between life and death Be silent! Be silent and feel Feel the Mother Feel the Mother as she gives you life. As you take Her life away Feel her pain as She struggles Struggles to keep up with the human race. Be silent! Be silent and listen Listen to the Mother Listen as she tells you of her love, As she tells you of her pain Listen as she tells you of her struggle. The struggle to give you that, which you think you need.

I'm sorry That I'm not enough of a slut to sleep with you on a first date I'm sorry That my ass isn't big enough to "satisfy" your needs I'm sorry that I'm not anorexic and skinny enough for you to see my ribs I'm sorry That I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl" I'm sorry That I'm not a Playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you I'm sorry I don't have a dream body that turns you on But most of all I'm sorry That you can't accept me for who I am

To That Special Girl
I loved you with all my heart... But things just didn’t work out... I guess It wasn’t really meant to be.... I’m glad it happened cuz I knew it would happen eventually... I know we need to move on... And find that special one... That makes you happy... And one day have a family... I wish you the best through out your life... And hope everything turns out rite... Even though it didn’t work out... I hope you know deep down inside your heart... That when you need that special friend... I’m by your side till the end... And Even though our friendship is not so good Things will flow the way they should... Feeling like if there is something missing in my life... And I wonder why things aren’t rite. Well, I hope we stay as friends... And have a friendship that would extend... For years to come...

They Call Me A Bad Mother....not Me!!
I am writing today about my son and all other children. How special they are. Also how they can change your life in a big way. When I got pregnant with my son I was with a man whom I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with. But things didn't turn out that way. After trying for 3 years to get me pregnant, when he finds out that I am he left. After my son was born he wanted me to give him to my mom and dad, and leave with him. NOT GONNA HAPPEN!!!! Well that didn't happen. I am not sure what happened but as soon as I felt my son move inside me something about me changed. When my son was born, I was a mother. He was my life. Something hit me at that moment and I stopped all my old ways. I knew I had to be his mommy no matter what the Devil brought our way. I prayed everyday that God keep my son and I safe and for him never to be taken from me. So many things came our way that sometimes I felt like giving up. Like he would be better off with someone else. Bu

How Do You Communicate?
You Communicate With Your Body This isn't as bad as it sounds, it just means that you're a "touchy-feely" person. You need a lot of affection in your life. And for you, this means both giving and receiving little touches. Warm hearted, you bond with people easily. In fact, you often feel a little sad when you're not in the company of others. A little moody, you tend to be controlled by your emotions. But a bit hug always comforts you! How Do You Communicate?

A Kiss
soft to the touch a feather a rose the feel of silk just barly wet the caress of the hair the touch to the back of the neck the other hand gentally touching the ear better sensations the look into the eyes they slowley close the touch of the breathe it is quite simply sorry its more complex however it is only only one word can describe it... a kiss.

I Think Sometimes
I think sometimes you just gotta play to her heart I think sometimes you just gotta play to her soul I think sometimes you just gotta play your part I think sometimes you just gotta be whole Even though you might only feel like half And feel a deep emptiness inside All you can do is laugh And let your lips spread wide I think sometimes you just gotta smile I think sometimes you just gotta be glad Even when your life is on every trial For she might just be deeply sad Dont fall into the drudge Of dragging feet through sludge I think sometimes you just gotta be there I think sometimes she needs you I think sometimes she expects you to see her tear I think sometimes you must stick by her side like glue

Not Seen Calum An Tribal 4 1 Week X X
It gets harder as the days go on, its about a week since i had my boy in my arm an gave my partner a hug. An dont know how long it will be till i can see them x x I get to see them both on web cam but its not the same x x Love them both so much and missing them so much x x

My Poem
Heavenly Father full of grace, Bless my boyfriends sexy face Bless his hair that sometimes curls Keep him safe from other girls Bless his hands that are so strong Make him keep them where they belong. Blesss his chest I love to clench, Bless his tongue I love to french, Bless my neck where he left his mark, Bless the room that was so dark, Blessed my breast he has sucked, Bless the bed where we have fucked Bless his dick that is so firm Bless the thickness of his sperm, Bless his child I hope to carry, Bless this one I hope to marry, If he shall read this prayer of mine, I really hope it blows his mind, But if my mom and dad should walk in Forgive me lord for I have sinned. Love, your only faithful child M'Lord

Hi
i need some cherry pointz ,i hope a lot of people look at my profile and blog I HATE BROOKE MCMILLION SHES A FATASS WHORE BACKSTABBER. i could go on and on about her but then ild get more pissed off. please leave comments!!!!!!!!!!

A Profound Profile
This is from a profile I was directed to today. It pretty much summarizes and compliments my views on life (exept for the female references). I found it to be pretty profound for one so young. I hope you enjoy it as much as I did: "A modest woman may be once Violated, but her virtue is greatly strengthened as a result" -Voltaire 'candide' I've been through more shit then most of you will go through your whole life. Im quite Thankful for the good and bad things that have been thrown my way..Its made me who i am, its made me strong, its made wanna live my life to the fullest fogetting the Big things and loving the little things. Most people have no idea how great they have it till they loose it. Life isnt suppose to easy sometimes you have to keep reminding yourself that, a little suffering never hurt anyone. In the End you'll survive with scars, or a story to tell. what im telling you is ..be happy with every moment you have to breath,appreciate your friends, your parents, a

This Is A Blog I Think
yeah i have no ideah how to do this or what to say in this thing. so yeah i am boored and everyone else is doing it so it must be the cool thing to do. so yeah my truck is down for good but i dont really care because i am going to be handing the keys to it over to our replacements verry soon so that we can come home. i cant whait for that day its going to be greght. i am going to get so drunk the first night backand i dont kare because i havent had anny alchoholl for a long time and alli can think about is beer pussy and my car.well i think ive written enought. mabie il write more in the next blog.

Laughter
A nurse was on duty in the Emergency Room, when a young woman with purple hair styled into a punk rocker Mohawk, sporting a variety of tattoos, and wearing strange clothing, entered. It was quickly determined that the patient had acute appendicitis, so she was scheduled for immediate surgery Â When she was completely disrobed on the operating table, the staff noticed that her pubic hair had been dyed green, and above it there was a tattoo that read, "Keep off the grass." Once the surgery was completed, the surgeon wrote a short note on the patient's dressing, which said, "Sorry, had to mow the lawn."

How Rude
iVE HAD SOME ONE COME ON HERE THIS MORNING IN MY SHOUT BOX , AND BE EVER SO RUDE ... HE DOES'NT EVEN KNOW ME FROM ADAM , SO HOW DARE HE ... HE WAS INSULTING TOWARDS MY PHOTOS , AND MY SELF , SO BE WARNED EVERYONE ... THERE ARE SOME EVIL PEEPS OY THERE .. DONT TRUST EVERYONE WHO STARTS OF NICE .... :( IT WAS QUITE UPSETTING

Wa He Thinks!
He thinks he got me hot n on lock, playn me wit his dirty cock, Nah boy it aint real, cuz my punany knows the deal. Holla n hussle, the game he plays, dolla fo dolla thats what I say. Juices be flown, day by day, fu*k this shit and go get laid. The punany is feeln excited I may say. The treasures its findn along the way. Don't get it twisted cuz the punany stays tight, it don't go for everythang in sight. My punany aint fo no one else, my sh*t is gonna sit upon that shelf, like a princess waitn fo wealth, Ima take care of myself. The punany is golden, a treasure among many, some grown men cry to get plenty. So take whatcha know and use it wisely, If you get that good punany don't do it lightly. Hold on tight, don't eva let go, or some otha man gonna take it an flow.

Deadbeats
I've watched a lot of Maury shows where fathers refused to claim their kids because they don't want to take care of their responsiblities.I can't understand why they want to do that because children are a gift from God & they should not be mistreated.I would be glad to be a father to any of those kids because I've went through a tragic situation 15 years ago where my ex-girlfriend lied to me about the baby saying that it was mine & it wasn't.It happens in situations like that because she feels that the nice guy is a good catch while the jerk wont do anything for her.We need to stop playing around & be serious around our kids because they need love & attention.

Sex!!!
one thing i hate is when my friend talk about sex when i have had sex in awhile...and even wrost is when my is making out and doing stuff with her bf while i near....it wouldnt be as bad if been getting some but yeah havent got any lately lol and it driving me crazy!!! lol sorry i just need to let this out

Lost Opportunities
My dad died March of 2005. Lately i've been thinkin about all the things I'm missing out on! Like sittin down and having a drink with the old man.. which I had only done a few times since I turned 21. He brought me out to my first legal drink at a bar on my birthday. IT was really cool.. the bar was empty except for the Barkeep so it was just me and him and some drinks.. it was really cool just having that time with him.. He was really my best friend and I didn't realize it until he was gone and I FUcking hate myself for it! Another thing.. sharing tastes in music.. HE LOVED the classics.. ya know like Led Zeppelin, Jefferson Airplane, The Doors, etc.. and I did too but only recently I've come to find that the classics are mostly my favorites.. and that's usually what I listen to these days and I wish he was here to enjoy and talk about them with me! I'd love to be able to just sit there and talk to him about the Doors they recently become my 3rd fav band! And to be able to sit

Yage!!!!!!!!!
yes, YAGE. Yet Another Grand Exit. I see these daily here on the LC. No one decides to leave quietly, its always "I'm going 'cause no one reposts my bulletins!" "I'm leaving forever.......theres too much drama!!" For all of those leaving for "drama" Your Grand Exit is just that. If you're going, then GO. Tell the two or three people on here that you talk to, and delete your profile. Period. Most of Grand Exits are merely point ploys. "OH NO! (insert name here) is leaving!! Lets go flood their page and hope they decide to stay!!" Really people.......this is a cyber community. How many of the people on your friends list do you talk to? And how many would give a shit if you didn't come back? Go through your friends list and see how many empty pictures there are...people who LEFT WITHOUT A GRAND EXIT AND YOU DIDN"T NOTICE!! So yes......I say YAGE!!!! Because today I must have seen nine bulletins about "someone" leaving for one reason or another. I don't open them.

What Piercing Are You?
You scored as Labret Piercing. You probably intimidate a whole lot of people without really meaning too. If people could just get past the many tattoos, piercings, and sideburns I'm sure they'd love you. Or still be scared, who knows.Labret Piercing100%Earlobe Piercing90%Nipples80%Cartilage Piercing70%Tongue Piercing70%Belly Button Piercing70%Nose Piercing60%Dirty Piercings60%Lip Piercing50%What Piercing Are You?created with QuizFarm.com

Friend's
First i would like to thank my friend's that i have met on Lost Cherry you have made me feel so welcome all the kind word's and the sweet comment's!! I came to lost cherry to chill out after my 9-5 job and to meet true people and i have to say i have met some true folk's. It's hard to get to my friend's page's i do truly try but i will tell you to be HONEST i go to the one's that come to mine i'm sorry that is how i feel and they are the one's that are REAL to me and they know who they are. So i want to thank you again and i'm here so pls say hi and if i dont respond in a timley manner i will when i get on. (Carla)

Zydeco And Scurvy
I feel light, like wonder bread. Humor is my choice elixir. Can somebody explain to me the idiocy of television commercials that claim to have a better picture by displaying it in a commercial? This just doesn't make any sense to me. I guess the marketing team is just expecting us to trust them, because the picture they are claiming to be superior to the one on my television screen is being broadcast on MY TELEVISION SCREEN! If I am watching the commercial on a 1970 brown box with the static competing for incompetence with dials that are falling off, how am I supposed to see the crystal clear picture of a plasma television? Don't mock my intelligence television commercial! Shame on you! Let me tell you why it's better to be a teacher than a pirate. Pirates get scurvy; Teachers get migraines. Pirates have to fend off sharks and other pirates; Teachers have to fend off students and administrators. Pirates might lose an eye or a leg; Teachers lose the will to live. Pirates have to clean

The Scottish Enlightenment
A while back I tried to organise a conference and as I am English and live in Scotland I had no idea of how Scottish history changed things, anyway i found it interesting. The Scottish Enlightenment Scotland's connection to England began officially in 1603, when King James VI of Scotland inherited the English crown and became also King James I of England. The kingdoms were still theoretically distinct, both crowns just happened to sit on the same head. This remained the case until the 1707 Act of Union, which united the kingdoms of England and Scotland forever. Before 1707, there had been surprisingly little contact or even less good feeling between the two nations. All Scotsmen were either Presbyterians or Jacobites, and that alone was enough to alienate them from four-fifths of the English population. Few Scotsmen traveled south and even fewer Englishmen traveled north. Scotland's traditional ally, France, was England's traditional enemy. Scottish scholars and clergymen

Tag You're It
~*~Tag ~*~ Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1)I'm a perfectionist. If it is not perfect then I try till I get right. (helps in the bedroom ladies ) 2)I cook, clean, wash dishes and do the laundry, for a guy to do this would be weard to the ladies. 3)I sleep with 4 pillows, 2 under my head, 1 between my legs and 1 to hug. 4)I'm a packrat 5)I collect dragons 6)I'm shy these are my weard things about me. the 6 friends I'm sending this to. 1)feeling strangly fine 2)christy 3)bablgirl 4)fastforward 5)happy1anne 6)sweetheart

My Mother's Insanity....part Deux
YAY! Got another box sent to me by my mother. I have since learned to open these with great caution and brace myself because well......see post about my mothers insanity, it explains it. This time in the box was once again a combination of items ranging from useful to WTF????? Contents this time.......... A book to job hunting (uhhhhh not looking for a job! ) One do it yourself gingerbread house kit( what am I martha fuckin stewart?) One pound of jamacian coffee ( thats cool!) One tshirt that is scary beyond all reason ( blue and white stripe with BIG ASS nautical like symbol on it. no I do NOT belong to a yacht club!) Strange stuffed animal ( for the kid I guess) One butt ugly precious moments like picture frame with a meanful like saying framed in it (ew ew ew ew *shudder* ew ew ew ) And the the piece de resistance................ MY 4TH PLACE MATH FAIR RIBBON I WON IN 1980( with a small stuffed penguin tied to it) once again.............

Earthquake Details Magnitude 6.3 (strong) # Date-time Sunday, October 15, 2006
Here's the info on it folks, so YES the earthquake is real and CONFIRMED by the United States Geological Survey or USGS. Information as follows: Magnitude 6.3 - ISLAND OF HAWAII, HAWAII 2006 October 15 17:07:49 UTC Versíon en Español * Details * Summary * Maps * Scientific & Technical Where can I find...? Earthquake Details Magnitude 6.3 (Strong) # Date-Time Sunday, October 15, 2006 at 17:07:49 (UTC) = Coordinated Universal Time # Sunday, October 15, 2006 at 7:07:49 AM = local time at epicenter Time of Earthquake in other Time Zones Location 19.878°N, 155.935°W Depth 38.9 km (24.2 miles) set by location program Region ISLAND OF HAWAII, HAWAII # Distances 10 km (6 miles) SW (231°) from Puako, HI # 16 km (10 miles) WSW (245°) from Waikoloa Village, HI # 19 km (12 miles) NNE (23°) from Kalaoa, HI # 91 km (56 miles) WNW (282°) from Hilo, HI # 253 km (157 miles) SE (129°) from Honolulu, HI Location Uncertainty Error estimate not available Parameters Nst=271, Nph=271, Dmin=23.3 km, Rmss=0 se

Monday Is Waaay To Close..
Well its almost Monday. Work starts again. I am soo not lookin forward to that. See my job deserves its own reality show. I am a manager of a "low-income" apartment complex. We have a variety of people. They range from families just trying to make it by, to people I would really not like to live around. The people you know what they do, but there really isnt a whole lot you can do about it. Not unless you actually see whats going on, or they are stupid enough to get busted. Its really a shame. I personaly am a woman, just trying to get by with her family. You want to know the most depressing part? I work 45 hrs a week, and I only make a quarter more than minimum wage. How effin sick is that?

The Smartest Egyptian Ever...
Which Egyptian God or Goddess do you represent? (Pictures!) Thoth, God of Wisdom and LearningThoth was said to be self-created, along with his wife Ma'at. He was said to be represented by a baboon, these grave facial features displaying extreme thoughtfulness. He supposedly carried a pen and scrolls with him, with which he records all things. You are a very intelligent individual. You know what is important in life, and that you have to be smart to live in this world. Perhaps you get a bit too caught up in books, to the point where you are oblivious to other things, but for the most part, you are wise and thoughtful. People can depend on you for advice and you can always give those crucial words of wisdom when they are most needed.

Hinder "get Stoned"
Just hear me out If it's not perfect I'll perfect it till my heart explodes I highly doubt I can make it through another of your episodes Lashing out One of the petty moves you pull before you lose control You wear me out But it's all right now Lets go home and get stoned We could end up makin love instead of misery Go home and get stoned Cause the sex is so much better when you're mad at me You wear me out (We could end up making love instead of misery) But it's all right now Without a doubt The break up is worth the make up sex you're givin me Lets hash it out Cause your bitchin and your yellin don't mean anything Don't count me out I can handle all the baggage that you're carrying You wear me out But it's all right now Let's go home and get stoned We could end up makin love instead of misery Go home and get stoned Cause the sex is so much better when you're mad at me You wear me out (We could end up makin love instead of misery) But it's alright now Lets

Do You Qualify
You ask, do I qualify? Can I fulfill your needs and become the man you need me to be? Mamita, have you prepared for what you've asked for? Can you handle the responsibility? Can you accept that, by GOD, I am the chosen one, the authority, the comforter, and the head? Will you submit and willingly follow my path? Or will you fight with me instead? If I am your King, will you treat me as such? Will I get the best of your beauty and poise? Or will I be subjected, to an appearance neglected, and checked with some serious noise? When I talk, will you listen? I mean whole heartedly and feel me? Or will you rush me just to make your point too? Can I be the man at all times? Even when it hurts? Or is it just when it's convenient for you? Can you love me for me, and not who you wish I could be? Will you see the strong Latino Man within? Or will you always remind me of the all the past relationships behind me and make me pay for their sins? If I don't send you flowers the

Why?
Why? A single word. How can a single word Reflect so much anguish? Why did you do this to us? How could you desert us? Why? What did we do? Why won't you come back? Why? Why? ANSWER ME! But you won't, I know you won't. You left us. All I ask is why? Why?

Lonely
I am so lonely. I wish you were here. But you don't know me. And I dont know you. Or if we do know each other, We dont know we are meant to be together I long to feel your arms around me. I wish I knew you were there for me. I wish you would always be there whenever I needed you. Be there for me throughjoy and sorrow. I am so lonely. Will you come fill the void in my heart? I need you to make me whole. Without you I am a shell I am so lonely.

All Kinds Of Bullshit
ok, so i have a friend by the name of kyle who is a total pric. he owes me money and isn't talking to me. I have been friends with him since I was like 14 and the money isn't a problem. I don't care if he never pays me back. I hate to admit it, but I have had a thing for him for years. And something actually happened between us over a year ago. We had sex behind my husbands back. Now think what you will. I don't care for opinions, but ever since then the feelings have increased and grown. I am still with my husband and nothing else ever came of it, and yes, my husband knows about it. I had to admit it to him. ok. so lost here. Kyle isn't speaking to me and I really miss him. This totally blows. But I also wonder if it isn't best this way. If the temptation isn't around then I won't be making this mistake again right. well, thats it. for now neway. oh, yea, kyle happens to also be my husbands best friend. i know, that makes me evil.

This Is Bullshit......
I posted a bulletin about this, but most dont pay attention to the damn things, so posting it here too: Up till now i have been pretty quiet here with all the shit that is going on, but now i need to bitch cuz i'm pissed right now, i try to repost all the "important" bulletins and when i'm gone all day at work and come back to over 100 bulletins to go through i can't fucking repost all of them, although i try but do miss some, i got shit and told i would be taken off their friends list if i didn't repost the bulletin....god damn i'm trying my best here and if someone takes me off their friends list cuz i don't repost all of them then do it !!! i am here to meet some cool people and have met some really awesome people but there are some here who expect way to much, so if there's a bulletin i missed by accident and u want me to repost it, just ask and i will, but don't fucking threaten me I try to stay out of all this drama but hell its getting really bad So damn just ask me and of

Time
well its funny...all my life time was never an issue time was just...well time...but now im in a life where there is so little of it and so much to do...yet at the same time....time stops me from having the perfect life...who knew 4 words could be so big knowing that waiting and wondering lasts for so long... so much to do so little time...yet one thing to want and too much time to wait...its trippy to have so little time but so much of it...i hate it the thoughts the wonders...i wish i could speed things up or slow them down but i cant and it hurts knowing yes i have to wait but i dont want it to go so fast...so what to do when this happens i dont know...just sit back i guess but who am i if i do that to someone ...yet who am i to rush someone....whether i wait or push i will see and i hope in the end i dont do the wrong thing and say there aint enough time...or there is too much...cause in the end i want the outcome my way and my way only...anyone who says i wont ever have the perfe

10 Uses Of The Word Blog
i'm just blogging to say that i'm not a blogger. my life is too dull to have much to say, so what would i blog about? anyway, don't expect much of me in the way of a blog, because blogging is something i just don't do. but all you other bloggers, go right on blogging. i'll read them all day, i just don't have anything to blog about myself. blog blog away!!!

Some Funny Chuck Norris Facts
when chuck norris is asked the time he says "2 secconds tuill" the you ask two secconds tuill what" then he replyes with a roundhouse kick to the face. chuck norris tears cure cancer. to bad he never cryes EVER. chuck norris doesent teabag, he sand bags chuck norirs lost his verginity before his father did chuck norris has counted to infinity. twice. if you can see chuck norris, he can see you. if you cant see chuck norris, you may be secconds away from death. chuck norris is not hung like a horse, horses are hung like chuck norris. if chuck norris is running late, then time had better slow the fuck down. chuck norris once atended a frat party and proceded to roundhouse kick every poped collor in sight. he then drank 3 kegs and shit on thier floor. just because he's chuck norris rather than being birthed like a normal child, chuck norris decided instead to punch his way out of his mothers womb. shortly thereafter, he griew a beard. chuck norris doesnt re

I Am Hanible Lecter
You scored as Hannibal Lecter. You are Hannibal Lecter. You dont need to eat human flesh to live, but do so because it just taste good. You are very intelligent, and enjoy using it to your advantage to keep people guessing. You arent a killing machine, but when you do decide to let loose, watch out! Dinner is served, with some fava beans, and a nice chianti!Hannibal Lecter95%Leatherface85%Freddy Krueger80%Captain Spaulding80%Michael Myers70%Jigsaw70%Candyman60%Jason Voorhees60%Pinhead45%Buffalo Bill40%Wh

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You scored as Jigsaw. You are Jigsaw. You dont enjoy killing people at all. You instead love to see how far people will go to live. However if it ends in a bloody death, you still sleep with a smile on your face. You are intelligent, and know how to outwit just about anyone. And that spells bad news for anyone who falls into your games of death and torture.Freddy Krueger70%Jigsaw70%Michael Myers60%Candyman60%Hannibal Lecter55%Jason Voorhees40%Pinhead40%Leatherface40%Buffalo Bill15%Captain Spaulding5%Which

Jason Paul Fox
Isolation Thirst Alone in the far corner of a world of dreams I listen to the plaintive whisper of sweet memories with wings clipped with time fluttering a sedate, soothing rythm through this cool flesh sliding so namelessly familiar over this landscape of loose translation. She kisses me, slowly forces herself through me; my trembling assembles a tacit myth: this is of significance. We move in lasting time, resisting a sense of desperate secrecy. Then, somewhere far below us, the strangers, the rest of them, begin to stir. I need not ask she stay until I forget. And we are laughing-- the day has come too soon And we are sobbing. This is a stranger's clutch; so little time to learn so much-- as if no other night could bring such a futile, fleeting touch. And because she sighs, and because she sings as she becomes my pain-- I must steal the night again.

Wicca Is
Wicca is a deep appreciation and awe in watching the sunrise or sunset,the forest in the light of glowing moon,a meadow enchanted by the light of day. It is the morning dew on the petals of a beautifil flower, the gental caress of a warm summer breeze upon your skin, or the warmth of the summer sun on your face. Wicca is the fall of colorful autumn leaves, and the softness of winter snow. It is light, and shadow and all that lies in between. It is the song of the birds and other creatures of the wild. It is being in the presence of Mother Earths nature and being humbled in reverence. When we are in the temple of the Lord and Lady, we are not prone to the arrogance of human technology as they touch our souls. TO be a Witch is to be a healer, a teacher, a seeker, a giver, and a protector of all things. blessed be, ~~~Anon~~~

What Up Ppl?
It's sunday i have nothing to do at all just sitting here on my couch in my room thinking of playing xbox cause u can only masturbate so much lol but anyway ppl come by sometime and show me some love cause i need it and i'm tired of just masturbating i want to talk dirty or cyber with someone so hit me up and lets cyber or talk

Poetry
All I Want You entered my life by surprise You gave my heart such a rise Afraid to let you in for fear of hurt I have been mistreated, a lot like dirt I have tried to love before They took my heart and watched as it tore My love is not a toy to be played Those that disrespected it payed I can love with a love beyond most can see If you take care not to hurt me I can give you the world in just a kiss I promise my love will never be missed To wrap you in my arms every night To hear I love you and try not to fight Gentle caressing as you sleep In my heart a love that runs deep I will be there to wipe your tears Standing beside you through out the years I will be your strength when you are weak I will be your tongue when you can not speak I vow to love you all your life I want to be a lover, I want to be a wife For me to do all that you see I need to know I am your one and only to be I don't want to be in pain I want to be happy and dance in the rain So ple

Learn To Give Space
YOU KNOW SOMETIMES YOU GET CAUGHT UP IN YOUR OWN PROBLEMS YOU FORGET THERE IS SOMEONE YOU LOVE VERY MUCH YOUR NEGLECTING OR FORGET TO TELL THEM GOOD JOB THEY HAVE THERE OWN PROBLEMS AND YOU DONT NOTICE THEY NEED HELP WITH EVERYDAY THINGS THAT YOU TAKE FOR GRANTED ITS TIME TO GET OUR SHIT TOGETHER AND HELP OUR WIVES!!!AND LET THEM HAVE A LITTLE QUALITY TIME FOR THERE SELF LET THEM HAVE A LITTLE SPACE THEY DISRVE A LITTLE PAMPERING THEM SELVES SO GUYS GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER FOR THEM.

Please Excuse My Leave Of Absense
As some of you know, I've gone and stayed with my mom. I moved out here because she's dying. Cancer. No one in my family knows. Growing up, I didn't really know her. She left me and my dad, got into drugs, walked the streets. They never divorced, my dad loved her dearly. But a few years ago he couldn't take not knowing where she was and split. I havn't seen him since. Phone calls sometimes, letters thats it. I went and lived with my cousin because it was a stable environment. Got into modeling for her, but realized models are ugly people, they are cold and heartless. So wrapped up in looking good. Makeup can make anyone look pretty, look at my pictures. I don't dress like that all the time. I'm just a regular girl. I'm just saying this because, well, if I'm not around that much, now you know.

Erase
Scratch out my eyes, 'Til I see no more. Cover my ears, 'Til I hear no more. Stitch up my mouth, So I speak no more. Break my heart, 'Til I feel no more. Take it all away. This lie I've been living. Throw it all away. Is it easy as that? Just let it go. Must let it go. Erase it all. Erase me. ++++++++++++++++++++++++++ This is an old poem I wrote when I was going through some horrible things in life.

Hey Fuck You I've Hit The Big Time... I Got A Hater Ha Ha Ha "1" Point Pansies..
Yes folks i have made it to the fucking big time allright i've got a hater, pathitic thing it is, but is all mine... mine... mine... mine... mine... mine... mine... mine... mine... mine... mine... mine... mine... mine... mine... mine... go get your own.... lol Yes they gave both my black & whites a "1" so brave is my pathitic thing it, but very forgetful foregot to leave a comment..... lol so i can not thank them for my promotion.... i'm sad it was such a gift... ralflmao yeh i'm a hero.... lol i got a hater... lol... noel

My Work Bio
I’m Brianna and I am one hot fucking pussy! I get told that all the time. That no matter what I do, or try they always leave me weak in the knees!I have found I love to role play and will play almost anything. My favorite role is ‘Teacher’s Pet’. The lessons I have learned from my hot fucking teacher’s! So cum teach me!I love to be spoiled, and I take good care of those who take care of me!Nasty Past TimesNite FlirtsPhone EncountersClick on the picture above to view my listings!

Domestic Violence Toward Women: Recognize The Patterns And Seek Help
Domestic abuse can happen to anyone, regardless of age, economic status, race and educational background. Find out how to recognize an abusive relationship and what resources are available to help. He says he's sorry and that it won't happen again. But you fear it will. Angry outbursts, hurtful words, sometimes a slap or a punch. You may start to doubt your own judgment, or wonder whether you're going crazy. Maybe you think you've imagined the whole thing. But you haven't. Domestic violence can and does happen to people of all ages, races, and socioeconomic and educational backgrounds. Domestic violence happens to men and to same-sex partners, but most often domestic violence involves men abusing their female partners. In fact, the Department of Health and Human Services estimates that as many as 4 million women suffer abuse from their husbands, ex-husbands, boyfriends or intimate partners in the United States each year. Domestic violence — also called domestic abuse, intimate

Another Day More Bullshit
Well today was ok. Grandpa was just as delerious at always, lots of accidents today, and he is just so weak. That makes it all a little harder because he can't hold himself up when I am changing him and such. But the topper on the whole cake is that i stay with him all week everyday night and day. so tonight i went to the store with my best friend and when i got home no one would talk to me and when Dana finally did talk to me he made comments about how i dont do anything and that i am on the computer all the time, at least WHEN IM HOME like i go ANYWHERE last night i was gone for like an hour planning a big event and i have told him that this week was gonna be a little crazy because i am planning something and it will take away from here but it is one week. i do this all year what is his problem. all i want is a little time to myself and that is way to much to ask. not to mention that when i got home he is half drunk and then he passed out on the damn couch. what the fuck

Stupid Is As Stupid Does
Why are we; as a nation, letting our idiot leader (Bush) blow $2-$8 BILLION on a barrier to keep Mexican/Hispanics out? The majority of Hispanics I've come in contact with are here to work and make a better life...hmmm, isn't that the original American Dream? God forbid they come here and take jobs that natural born citizens won't work! Just more proof that Bush is a complete moron! (Just my opinion)

What Color Falls From Your Eyes?
You scored as sadess. tears of sadness fall from your eyes as they do mine. no matter what happens.. it will blow oever and you'll be fine...trust me.. even though someone hurt you, and you cant forget. you will. time is the healer of all.sadess70%anger60%confusion40%faker30%what colour tears fall from your eyes?created with QuizFarm.com

Woohoo Happy Halloween!!
i wont be on tonight as i almost always do! i'm going to a costums party tonight with a friend :D yay! hopefully i'll get new pics of it, so i can share them with you all :P this year i'll change, i wont be witch, i'll be a doctor like my sister lol sooooo.... again for the cuties ones that stopped by to say have a nice weekend, for the ones that said thanks, hello, and please, for all those that really considere me a FRIEND, i'll send a big big big hug and lots of kisses! (yes, i'm still waiting for few that still didn't say thanks, and that pisses me off in someway, you get worried and care for them and they ignore you... they know who they are!) anyways, have a great friday night :P with lots of love! Maria

What The Bleep Do They Known
What The Bleep Do They Known PRAGUE, Czech Republic (AP) -- Leading astronomers declared Thursday that Pluto is no longer a planet under historic new guidelines that downsize the solar system from nine planets to eight. http://articles.news.aol.com/news/_a/astronomers-give-pluto-the-boot-as/20060824050509990019?ncid=NWS00010000000001 Hello readers; I am not surprised of the outcome knowing that in 2,500 astronomers from 75 nations attended the conference only about 300 showed up to vote. This mean, 2200 others people did not vote and that is a significant number that could easily have turned the balance around. It's really a shame that they still proceed with the vote knowing that 2200 other person were missing and that is an injustice in itself. Since when numbers don't mean anything to science when science is all about numbers? Right from there common sense dictates the vote is NOT effective. Imagine if any politician running for office found out that 2200 votes we

Odd Ramblings
There is so much romance to life... it is everywhere. We spend so much time trying to bend life to our will, to control and change and modify, that we often forget sometimes its enough to just enjoy. There is magic all around us... I've forgotten that, and bought into the other con. My two favorite subjects are math and science. To me I see the intracacies of life in these fields.... so many layers. There is a magic to mathematics, a music in the numbers, a symphony in the equations. Its more than merely counting, the language is so expressive and so unmistakable. When you get good at it, the numbers will dance before you, speaking their own tale.... In chemistry there is the same symphony of magic. So many nuances, so much elegance. Not the formulas, or the problems, but the underlying concepts. There is a magic to chemistry, how it functions, the precision. Change one particle, smaller than we can comprehend, and you change a deadly poison to the aroma of a flower.

A New Plan
You gotta love Robin Williams...... Even if he's nuts! Leave it to Robin Williams to come up with the perfect plan. What we need now is for our UN Ambassador to stand up and repeat this message. Robin Williams' plan... (Hard to argue with this logic!) "I see a lot of people yelling for peace but I have not heard of a plan for Peace. So, here's one plan." 1) "The US will apologize to the world for our "interference" in their affairs, past & present. You know, Hitler, Mussolini, Stalin, Tojo, Noriega, Milosevic, Hussein, and the rest of those "good ole boys", we will never "interfere" again. 2) We will withdraw our troops from all over the world, starting with Germany, South Korea, the Middle East, and the Philippines. They don't want us there. We would station troops at our borders. No one allowed sneaking through holes in the fence. 3) All illegal aliens have 90 days to get their affairs together and leave we'll give them a free trip home. After 90 days the rema

Silent Words.
these words...simplistic and drenched with truth they're sitting between my lips seeking for the right moment...waiting in fear my heart is screaming for them to escape my head is holding them capture I'd give anything to whisper them to you softly for you to know...and realize all that I hold inside

Poem Me And A Friend Wrote Together
never know what might happen. I can't be sure about anything. wondering and believing is all I can do just saying its going to happen can't be 100% true but believing its true will bring some truth to your existence.... that why only thing I fear from death is going to early with out accomplishing what I need to on the plain where I go after that is not my decision... With that fear makes me feel stronger knowing that I am protecting something giving reason to live I believe what I am doing is right although seeing it from every point of view seems wrong and that I can be hurt, does not blind me from the fact that I must move on and only step back to fix mistakes that threat my goals Life suck but, don’t wish for breath ,because it will come and when it does you'll wish for life and happiness. but its to late because you already welcomed it. But in the end one thing is certain it will win so fight all you wish but sooner or later death will win.

Toltec Teachings
Good morning, So I'm doing my MySpace jogging around, and stumbled upon something called Toltec teachings, and I'm interested in finding out more. Does anyone here know anything of it? Do you practice it? I really like this thought: "You can choose to follow your heart always." - Don Miguel Ruiz Would love to hear some thoughts on this - I'll post more as I learn more. :) Cheers, Bam

Msi Quizzes
Which Mindless Self Indulgence member are you? You're Little Jimmy Urine! Be afraid...Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code Which spiffy cool Mindless Self Indulgence song are you?

He He He
well im trying this blog thing out.... I dunno how its gonna work out but on mysoace my blog is used for my poems.... my friends on there comment on them alot.... i dunno about you all and if you will comment on mine here ... but they are my real true friends from way back in the day...lol.... so lets see if i cant get this up and going

The 6 Kinds Of Sex....
Kinds of Sex Research shows that there are 7 kinds of sex: The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you". The 5th kind of sex is called: Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife any more. She takes you to court and screws you in front of everyone. The 6th kind is called Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nu

My Yummy Pics Take Duex
Okay I guess the first BLOG entry didn't make sense to you all. This is a little more clarification on my "private pictures" The one under YUMMY that all of you are trying so hard to look at. Just because you ask to be my "friend" and I accept you as my "friend", does *NOT* mean you have access to my "private" pictures. Just because you rated ONE of my pictures a 10 and didn't even comment on it does not mean I am automatically going to give you access to my private pictures. You actually thought I was going to?! Just because you talked to me for ONE day, and then never talk to me again YEP! you got it no access either! You are not just going to get access because you ask for it. Talk to me for a little bit...I will ask YOU if you want to see them!!! Okay, a little bit more, you should have MORE than ONE picture of you up! You should have NO ripped pictures of ANY female up (unless it is your GIRLFRIEND), yes I will ask the girl it is ripped up if she IS y

Foreigner Concert!!!!
Going to the foreigner comcert tonight with my ex! its going to kick ass! for all of you who know who they are, i am sooooooo fucking excited!We didnt get that good of seats i dont think but its still going to kick ass, cause.. well ITS FOREIGNER!

A Moment I Want To Do To Someone Online I Don't Know One Day.. Haha
Wellhung: Hello, Sweetheart. What do you look like? Sweetheart: I am wearing a red silk blouse and a miniskirt and high heels. My measurements are 36-24-36. I work out every day. I'm toned and perfect. What do you look like? Wellhung: I'm 6'3" and about 250 pounds. I wear glasses and I have on a pair of blue sweatpants I just bought at Walmart. I am also wearing a T-shirt with a few spots of barbecue sauce on it from dinner - it smells a little funny. Sweetheart: I want you. Would you like to make love to me? Wellhung: OK. Sweetheart: We're in my bedroom. There's soft music playing on the stereo and candles on my dresser and night table. I'm looking up into your eyes, smiling. My hand works its way down your groin and begins to fondle your huge, swelling bulge. Wellhung: I'm gulping. I'm beginning to sweat. Sweetheart: I'm pulling up your shirt and kissing your chest. Wellhung: Now I'm unbuttoning your blouse. My hands are trembling. Sweetheart: I'm moaning s

Me,my,and I.....
sitting here all alone...being sad wishing he would come back home....knowing he loves me but cant...y that is what i ask my self....y dont he just say the hell with it all....y cant we just go back to being us again...but knowing deep down inside that it will never be the same...i wish i could just go back a year....and not try the drug that fuck us up...and not be with that man that never cared in the first place....knowing all he cared about ws trying to get me hooked on that drug and wanted to use me for anything he could...y was i so dumb....i didnt i see it.....but maybe oneday i will be happy again...maybe not with him but with a man that will love me for and not what i can give him...i love him....and he knows it...but he just cant turn his back on that bitch and baby he is going to have....y was i so dumb....y couldnt i give the drug up?....y...that is what i ask myself everyday....y.... sel -n- ndl 4ever i will love him until i die...and i hope he will do the sam

Attempt #2
Ok ... well I was in the middle of writing something that was going to be as pointless as this and my computer screwed up again. Not that that should come as any surprise, the thing is from 1999. Anyways, I was about to ramble about how I hate my job, then I realized that I don't. Thing is, there is no supervision, and it is physical labor so it is getting me in shape (time for another hole in the belt). My 2 main problems with the job are that I have to be in a building for the number of hours that the bosses require of me, and it is REALLY boring. It does give me a lot of time to think, though ... and that is not necessarily a good thing either. My (now ex-)girlfriend just moved back to Rhode Island and so I was left with a 3 br appartment and just me living here. My friend Dave (yeah, there are too many of us) moved in 'cause he was living in a trailor with almost no insulation and that is really bad for Maine winters -- I figured I would give him a warm place to stay befor

Telemarketer Repellant
If they say they're John Doe from XYZ Company, ask them to spell their name. Then ask them to spell the company name. Then ask them where it is located, how long it has been in business, how many people work there, how they got into this line of work, if they are married, how many kids they have, etc. Continue asking them personal questions or questions about their company for as long as necessary. Say "no" over and over. Be sure to vary the sound of each one, and keep a rhythmic tempo, even as they are trying to speak. This is most fun if you can do it until they hang up. If MCI calls trying to get you to sign up for the Family and Friends Plan, reply, in as sinister a voice as you can, "I don't have any friends, would you be my friend?" If they start out with, "How are you today?" say, "I'm so glad you asked, because no one these days seems to care, and I have all these problems. My arthritis is acting up, my eyelashes are sore, my dog has the gout..." If the company

Today
As I sit and type, I just wonder if what I'm doing is right. I'm trying to write short stories, but I feel as if I'm going to be spinning my wheels. I never took a creative writing class, not in high school, not in college. Most of what I did take in college were computer classes. Yes, I was a geek! I can create programs in several computer languages - Pascal, FORTRAN IV, FORTRAN 77, and several BASIC sublanguages. I love to read, love to write, but I don't think what I am writing is good enough. Just my thoughts.....

Free Software
I have been building PCs for about 3 years now. I know of alot of free software here are some links http://www.mozilla.com/en-US/firefox/ its a cool web browser. or check this site out http://www.majorgeeks.com/ you can find everything tons of useful PC tools and utilitys here. http://www.ysflight.com

The 12th ~ Contest!
I am going to host a contest. It will start as soon as I have 15 contestants for it. So, here's the rules: 1. Send a picture of yourself to me by private message. I will rip your pic into the contest folder and give you the link. The contest is for the most UNIQUE picture, so be creative. 2. The winner will be determined by the MOST ratings, not the highest rating. If there are two with the same ammount of ratings, the person with the most comments will win. 3. The winner will recieve a very special prize, but everyone will recieve a prize at the end. 4. This contest is open to EVERYONE, guys and girls. SO SEND'EM IN!

And Not Get Slapped
And not get slapped 01. Talk about a huge breast! 02. Tying the legs together keeps the inside moist. 03. It's Cool Whip time! 04. If I don't undo my pants, I'll burst! 05. That's one terrific spread! 06. I'm in the mood for a little dark meat. 07. Are you ready for seconds yet? 08. Its a little dry, do you still want to eat it? 09. Just wait your turn, you'll get some! 10. Don't play with your meat. 11. Just spread the legs open and stuff it in. 12. Do you think you'll be able to handle all these people at once? 13. I didn't expect everyone to come at once! 14. You still have a little bit on your chin. 15. How long will it take after you stick it in? 16. You'll know it's ready when it pops up. 17. Wow, I didn't think I could handle all of that! 18. That's the biggest one I've ever seen!

Crystals & The Planets
Crystals & the Planets Sun Fertility, Growth Healing, High Magick, Illumination, Increase, Legal Matters, Magickal Energy, Masculine Energy, Money, Physical Energy, Potency, Prosperity, Protection, Success, and Vitality. Amber, Carnelian, Diamond, Orange Calcite, Quartz Crystal, Sunstone, Tiger's-eye, Topaz and Zircon. Moon Compassion, Dreams, Dream Magick, Family, Feminine Energy, Fertility, Gardening, Healing, High Magick, Home, Love, Peace, sleep, Spirituality. Aquamarine, Moonstone, Mother-of-Pearl, Pearl, Quartz Crystal, Sapphire, Selenite. Mercury Communication, Divination, Eloquence, Mental Magick, Studying, Travel and Wisdom. Agate, Aventurine, Mottled Jasper and Pumice. Venus Beauty, Children, Compassion, Family, Feminine Energy, Fidelity, Friendship, Happiness, Joy, Love, Luck, Meditation, Pleasure, Reconciliation and Women. Azurite, Blue, Green, Pink Calcite, Cat's-eye, Chrysocolla, Coral, Emerald, Jade, Green Jasper, Lapis Lazuli, Malachite, O

So I'm A Lesbian Girl?
What's wrong with protecting yourself from pregnancy and STD's? I protected myself the only way I knew how- abstinence. Does this make me a lesbian? I heard the rumor that I was a lesbian when I was in jr high school. I didn't dispute it, if someone asked me I'd tell them I'm straight but I didn't care about any reputation. Actually, I was relieved. I thought guys didn't like me because they thought I was ugly, but they just thought I was gay. I heard the same rumor about myself in high school. Again, I didn't care I just laughed when my friend told me. I told her they thought they same thing when in was in jr high, but it's not true. How could I not care? How could I let them think I'm gay? Well, I didn't tell them I was gay, they came up with that idea on their own and not only did I not feel like proving myself to anyone, but I thought that rumor was keeping me out of trouble. If people didn't think I was gay I might have had a boyfriend and boyfriends think they're supposed t

All About Me
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Kim Birthday: 12/8/79 Birthplace: Fridley, MN Current Location: Circle Pines, MN Eye Color: Hazel Hair Color: Black Height: 5' 4" Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Your Heritage: German/*Irish The Shoes You Wore Today: Tennis Your Weakness: ... A certain someone Your Fears: Spiders and snakes Your Perfect Pizza: Pepperoni Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Get through everything. Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol Thoughts First Waking Up: Not again Your Best Physical Feature: Eyes Your Bedtime: Depends on what i'm doin Your Most Missed Memory: Being happy all the time Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi MacDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds Single or Group Dates: Single Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton Ice Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino Do you Smoke: as much as possible Do you Swear: Yes Do you Sing: I try Do you Shower Daily: Yes Have you Been in Love: Yes

Pantene Hair Donation Kit
This is a very good charity, so please donate if you can, or know someone who can. http://freebienetwork.6.forumer.com/viewtopic.php?t=572 P.S, While you're at the site I linked you to, you could take a gander around. =D

Are There Any Good Guys Left??
Well everyone I've got a bit of a problem.Seems like every guy I meet doesn't want a lasting relationship all they want is sex.I'm tired of guys thinking because I've got 2 kids I'm an easy lay.I love my kids,and guys need 2 understand that if u want me my kids r part of the package,so the question is r there any good guys left who want a serious and longterm relationship?

Fuckin Slayer............
So Slayer and Unearth are starting a tour together in smaller venues. They will bring the brutal music right up to your face in these places. Me and Metal Mark are getting tickets for Orlando's House of Blues on Feb.23rd. This is a friday and it will be a long, yet awesome road trip. well not that long. ive made the trip before and its 8 hours from ATL and about 4.5 hours from Statesboro. Tickets are $35. We are looking for two more people or so. If you want to see Slayer,and who doesnt, let me know asap!!! This concert will kick your ass! also we will get a hotel for friday AND saturday night. we will leave ATL on thursday afternoon, crash in the 'boro for the night and head to Orlando friday morning. we will be ariving back in ATL on sunday night. Orlando is a cool place to chill and hit the bars on saturday night. I have always had a good time when ive been down there. IF YOU PLAN TO GO, TIX GO ON SALE SATURDAY MORNING AT 10 A.M. DO NOT WAIT TO GET YOUR TICKET BECAUS

Sexy Ezra's Latest Picture Preview
Sexy Ezra's Latest Picture Preview The following is a preview for: !!!CUMMING VERY SOON!!! This is my girlfriend, the very sexy and enchanting: Ezra Valentine. We just took new photos and naughty videos of her masterbating for our upcumming website hazelandezra.com. You can see a short preview of her latest pictures by clicking the photo link below. *spanks and kisses* Hazel All of our photos found within our preveiws are copywrite 2006 candlelitmedia.com. This preview has been brought to you by candlelitmedia.com.

Forever
FOREVER She walked into the room and he sensed her...He new the moment she did. She greeted all who were there with a quick smile yet ,kept a eye on him ...The business at hand was to meet and greet and she did so reluctantly... More and more of the time was flying by and still she was so distant from him , but she knew , he knew she was watching him, He felt her , knew she wanted him...And that wicked grin showed threw Night was filled with voices of a million , but all she could hear was one , one voice out of many He Is a complex man, but she loves a challenge so she smiles and bids her time soon she will have him and then all will be right with in her world. Midnight and all are on there way to other places other things to do..She bids them all farewell and slides the doors to the hall closed and dims the light candles glow in the scones on the wall...She walks to the Terrence doors and steeps outside to smell the gardens full in bloom the Rose they are her favorites..

I'm Better Off With Out Him.
Man i don't know why i always let this stuff happen to me. I'm finally getting my life under control and i just go and screw everything up. I need to just calm down and let things fall into place instead of trying to force a square into a circle. Ok so i recently ended a four year relationship and that was bad enough. now it's only been like 5 weeks since we ended it and i'm already having feelings for someone else. (that makes me feel horrible in it's self.) and he's at a stage in his life where he doesn't want to become attached to any one becuase he's got a LOT of shit going on right now. i'm trying to be understanding and be there for him as a friend cause we've known each other for years now but it's so hard to do that when i have feelings of more then just friendship towards him. He is completely aware of my feelings for him. and he knows i would do anything for him and i feel like he's taking advatage of that. but i'm too afraid to say anything to him cause i don't want to

I Have Butterflies In My Belly!!
Wow Im getting so excited now I feel like running around like a lil kid screaming. You never know what it is like when someone is gone and they finally come back to you and you feel like its your crush or something. Last time he was deployed like this I don't know it was so much different but he has been gone now for a year and last time I got to see him a couple times througout the year. My daughter right now doesn't seem to really understand it all that her daddy is coming home but I think once she can see him she will be thrilled as much as I am. All I know is its the greatest feeling in the world to have him finally come home to me after all this time. Wow I just needed to get all of that out of me!!

Pain Redefined
Failing, falling, lost in forever Will I find a way to keep it together? Am I strong enough to last through the weather in the hurricane of my life? Can it be a conscious decision? Are the rightful ways to alter my vision? Am I speeding towards another collision in the early breeze of my life? Memories don't lie You're no better than Memories don't lie You're no better than Memories don't lie You're no better than Those who have fallen And memories don't lie You're no better than Memories don't lie You're no better than Memories don't lie You're no better than Those who have fallen And please believe me That my eyes deceive me Don't stand me up Just leave me I have fallen again This is the end Pain redefined Shaking, burning up with the fever In the realm of pain, I am the deceiver I will lie to myself, so I can believe her As she dissembles my life I cannot dispel the illusion All my hopes and dreams are drowned by confusion Can I find a way to m

Poetry
I got a Broken heart, my emotions have been trampled; There's a hole in my soul; yes my pain is ample I'm damaged, I'm damaged, my heart is on recall; My feelings are truly bruised from the impact of love's fall. And not just one fall, it's been over & over again; I'd surely be going to hell, if romantic stupidity was a sin. I had one man that used me, I had one that abused me; I had one that only called when he wanted to screw me. I had one that stole, and one that wanted my best friend; I had one that tried to make me think it was my fault, when he fucked his baby mama again. Then there was the one, that kept comparing me to his ex-chick; I finally had to tell him, save that ex shit for the next chick. Let's not forget the one who, always put me in some compromising position; like the time he tried to get me, to suck his boys dick in the kitchen. So this wall around my heart, you have to understand why it's there; the pain is overwhelming, and no mo

Wtf --- Why The Heck Would You Want Someone Else's Private Tag In Your Gallery???
Hey my friends: MZ. PONYGIRLSUE here. Just wanted to give you all a heads up that this guy likes to rip other's personal pics & tags. He stole my main profile tag and I do not think that is very cool. I asked him to delete it but he ignored my request---also not cool. Go and bombard his page and the page of the pic he stole with comments telling him that this is not acceptable. We all have to have some respect for other's private tags & pics. This particular pic has my Cherry Handle on it and is clearly marked PLZ. DO NOT RIP but he has ignored this and stolen something personal to me. I know some of you might say, "Then why did I post this pic"? I did not think that anybody would want a pic with my name on it, but I guess I was mistaken. Plz. let this big jerk know that we do not do this to one another here. This is really bad cherry etiquette: stealing someone's tags. So plz. go & let him know this. Thanks so much. Here is the culprit: hogman@ CherryTAP Here is the link t

Plz. Pray For My Niece, Madison Lynn
PLEASE PRAY FOR MY UNBORN NIECE, MADISON LYNN The reason why I am writing this today is to ask for your help in praying for the life, health & welfare of my unborn niece, Madison Lynn. Her mother, my sis-in-law Sue, is having severe difficulties with this her first and what looks like will be her only pregnancy and all of us in my family are very worried about the future. We hope to welcome little Madison Lynn into this world sometime in late March but she might not hold out until then. Last week, Sue's uterine membrane began to tear so she was hospitalized and given an emergency surgical procedure where they sewed the opening to her uterus shut in order to keep the baby in. She now must be on 24-hour bed rest for the remainder of the pregnancy or else risk losing the child. So now she is resting comfortably at home with my younger brother attentively attending to her needs but we remain anxious over her condition. So please, my friends, join with me in lifting up my lit

I Need A Dumb Idea
When I say dumb idea, I mean a dumb idea that makes a million dollars. I think most of the ideas that have made the most money came from morons with a keen flash one night about how to make their own life just a little more convenient. They ended up influencing the world. I got this epiphany while drinking from a 2-quart bottle of V8. I'll get to that. On the weekends, I find myself drinking early, sleeping early, waking up early. I'm up at 3 a.m. and looking at these commercials that go on for an hour. Some guy invented some rotisserie cooker that also gets the mail. A box the size of a loaf of a bread that files your nails, does your taxes, dances to James Brown, and predicts the expiration date of milk. Sometimes it's just a pan that can also be a pot. Yeah it's cool, but no one gives a crap. They already have a pan, and they already have a pot. There's no need to spend 120 dollars on something that can be both when they spent 20 bucks to already have both and can us

Memory Lane
Close your eyes... And go back... ....Before the Internet or PC or the MAC...... ....Before semi-automatics and crack.... ....Before Playstation, SEGA, Super Nintendo, even before Atari... ....Before cell phones, CD's, DVD's, voicemail and e-mail.... ....way back.... ....way.....way.....way back..... I'm talkin' bout hide and seek at dusk Red light , Green light Red Rover....Red Rover..... Playing kickball & dodgeball until the first...no...second...no...third Streetlight came on Ring around the Rosie London Bridge Hot potato Hop Scotch Jump rope Duck....duck....GOOSE!!! YOU'RE IT!! Parents stood on the front porch and yelled (or whistled) for you to come home - no pagers or cell phones! Mother May I? Hula Hoops Seeing shapes in the clouds Endless summer days and hot summer nights (no A/C) with the windows open The sound of crickets Running through the sprinkler Happy Meals Cereal boxes

The Contest Is Back Up And Going!!!!!!!!!!!!
THE MORPH CONTEST IS BACK UP AND RUNNIN, PLEASE COME BY AND COMMENT THE HELL OUT OF MY MORPH. IM IN SEOCND PLACE. THANK YOU ALL, RATE AND COMMNET AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE, YOU ALL ROCK http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=248163&albumid=124160&i=2228768564 PAT

The Lepracaun Or Fairy Shoemaker
Little Cowboy, what have you heard, Up on the lonely rath's green mound? Only the plaintive yellow bird Sighing in sultry fields around, Chary, chary, chary, chee-ee! - Only the grasshopper and the bee? - "Tip-tap, rip-rap, Tick-a-tack-too! Scarlet leather, sewn together, This will make a shoe. Left, right, pull it tight; Summer days are warm; Underground in winter, Laughing at the storm!" Lay your ear close to the hill. Do you not catch th etiny clamour, Busy click of an elfin hammer. Voice of the Lepracaun singing shrill As he merrily plies his trade? He's a span And a quarter in height, Get him in sight, hold him tight, And you're a made Man! You watch your cattle the summerday, Sup on potatoes, sleep in the hay; how would you like to roll in your carriage, Look for a duchess's daughter in marriage? Seize the shoemaker - then you may! "Big boots a -hunting, Sandals in the hall, White for a wedding feast, Pink for a ba

Word Games
It's just an excuse beyond the words that have become your "I don't knows" and "I'd wish you sees". Foward, freefall into a liar's pool of wet dreams flled with exhaultation. Masterful artist, when the pen runs out of ink a pin-prick for the real creative juice to stain the pages. It's harnessing the energy of inegmatic facination about the simplest of life's lessons. I wrote without you today, in my heart, the vile emptiness blossoms lyrical musings. And if you care to inspire a word or two, I can hand you the knife that bleeds creation. If it's passion you crave let me show you how my body grinds against powerful rhythms and rhymes. Don't interpret what you choose to see as artistic expression when mounds of fanciers exclaim praise. Just understand, that in name alone you hold the title of revolution and a birthright of literal geinious.

Let's Fuck Harder Right Now
This is a fun way to find out when your friend's birthdays are... :) Choose your birth month and day to get the subject of your bulletin post! JAN. - make love to me FEB. - call me a slut MAR. - spank my ass APR. - suck my dick MAY- shut up and kiss me JUN.- I'm a sex freak JUL.- I'm a freak AUG.- I wanna fuck SEPT.- Im so fucking horny OCT.-Cuddle with me NOV.- I want to make out DEC.-Let's fuck harder pick your day of birth -- 1-on the couch 2-in the kitchen 3-in the car 4-in your parents bed 5-in the morning 6-at the movies 7-because i love you and always will. 8-when you're horny 9-in my bed 10-at skool 11-right now 12-because i am am drag queen 13-under the stars 14-at a wild party 15- after I brush my teeth 16- on the washing machine 17-on the teachers desk 18- in the shower 19-when im sweaty 20-everyday!!! 21-right here, right now 22-on the kitchen table 23-on the couch 24-while watching porn 25-all night 26-at the library 27-whil

Lady Friends
Hey pretty lady >THIS IS A TOAST.... 2 US... > >FOR THE MEN WHO HAVE US,(AND TO THE ONES WHO NEVER WILL) > >THE LOSERS WHO HAD US, > >AND THE LUCKY PEOPLE WHO WILL MEET US!! > >SEND THIS ONLY TO PRETTY LADIES , INCLUDING THE ONE WHO SENT IT TO > YOU!!! > > >You have been hit. You have been considered One of the 10 pretties ladies on my friends list. > >Once you have been hit, you have to hit 10 pretty ladies. If you get hit > again you know you're really pretty. If you break the chain you'll have > ugliness for 10 years. So hit 10 pretty ladies on your friends list and > let them know they are pretty ..= "Be very careful if you make a woman cry, because God counts her tears. The woman came out of a man's rib. Not from his feet to be walked on. Not from his head to be superior, but from the side to be equal. Under the arm to be protected, and next to the heart to be loved."

Nov 29th
well i had wrestling lastnight was matched up against scotty putty a slap to the face courtesy of putty got things underway, an just about to get the upper hand later in when of course i fuckin get jumped by derryck crosse match was thrown out an for my efforts a spit in the face an a crossfire courtesy of the newly dawned vanity inc.

Infamous Scientists Reunion Show, Club Hasienda 1983-09-25
http://www.the-tiki-hut.com/reynolds/Download.htm A couple examples of the way the scene in Victoria, BC Canada used to be, however it was. You've got Infamous Scientists (early NoMeansNo) Reunion gig at Club Hasienda (now non-existant) for 1983-09-25 and also RaNDom Thought Volume 1 (which has a few NoMeansNo and Infamous Scientists tracks on it). Your's for the taking, so enjoy them. I'm hoping to add a bunch of music to this website/page, so here goes *crossing fingers*.

Just Because
The Attractive Test Take It Now!!! Lol Body: Body: This is the "attractive" test. Reply to the person that post this with your answers. Re-Post this blank and see who will fill this out for you. You may be surprised to see some of the answers. BE HONEST!!! Do i look like a good kisser? [] yes [] no Would you kiss me? [] yes [] no Am I? [] beautiful! [] sexy azz hell [] fine [] pretty [] cute [] iight [] ugly! I look like.. [] a player [] slut [] whore [] hubby/wifey type [] one time thing [] next bf/gf If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No Would you rather.. [] hook up with me [] cuddle with me [] have sex with me [] date me On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 Are you going to repost this so i can answer for YOU? [] yes [] no what would you want me to be to you? [] friend [] fuck buddy [] girl friend/boy fri

Be Honest
How far would you go? Put "yes" "maybe" or "no" Kiss me : Hug me: Date me: Get tipsy with me: Kill me: Love me: Hate me: Hold me: Lie to me: Hurt me: Sing with me: Dance with me: Grind with me: Cuddle with me: Let me make a move on you: Make a move on me: Watch a movie with me: Get me a B-day gift: Caress me: Tickle me: Let me tickle you: Let me borrow your car: Be there for me: Buy me a drink: Bring me around your friends: Give me a massage: Take me to the club: Go to sleep with me: Do me: Drink kool-aid with me: Take advantage of me: Let me take advantage of u: Hangout with me: Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good: Do something incredibly sweet for me: Give me a lap dance: Tell me you love me: Let me call you: If so whats your number: What would you do if you woke up next to me:

Fairy Tails
there is a couple who are 65 yrs young and go out to dinner for thier 30th wedding anniversary while they are at thier table a little fairy pops in and says to congrat you to on all your yrs togther thru the good times and the bad times i am going to give you both one wish . The wife is so happy she says a want a romantic cruise around the world . So the fairy wavws her magic waund and puff two tickets for a romantic cruise around the world pop into the womans hand . Now the fairy tells the man it is his turn , the man thinks and turns to his wife and say sorry honey but this is a once in a life time oppertunity and wishes for a woman who is 20 yrs younger than he is ........the wife bows her head and starts to cry the fairy says ok i promised you your wish so the fairy waves her waund and poff the man was 85 yrs old.........

Austin Marine Laid To Rest - Corporal Michael Craig Ledsome
Austin's KVUE television posted an excellent story about him on the website called, Austin Marine Laid to Rest. With more than 400 mourners in attendance, including Chuck Murphy, one of the many Patriot Guard Riders in attendance, who stated that: "For us, it's not about the politics; it's... this Marine to protect our Constitution. Our Constitution allows us to have the life that we enjoy in this country that's enough reason for us to be here. He died for all of us." Isn't that just a great quote???

Giggle
Why Men Like Head!The Daily Telegraph recently conducted a poll of malereaders to see what exactly each enjoyed from ablowjob.Seven per cent said they most enjoyed the sensations.Five per cent confessed their chief enjoyment camefrom the sense of domination.Eighty eight per cent said they really enjoyed the peace and quiet.*giggle* That's kinda funny!! All My Pics

Hope
I don't usually write in these things, but being it's almost Christmas, I decided to start out with my hopes for the ending of this year and next. My hopes are to find a sweet, romantic man who likes to spend time with the one he's with, wants and listens to what she has to say, and the things she wants to do. I hope to keep that man throughout the years and to cherish him daily and him to me. I also hope to have the perfect job and to make the money I need for the things I need and want. I also hope to get remarried to this wonderful man that I find. Anyway, this is my hopes and to all who read this, you can never give up hope just because you haven't had your hopes come true.

Study: Fellatio May Significantly Decrease The Risk Of Breast Cancer In Women
Study: Fellatio may significantly decrease the risk of breast cancer in women Thursday, October 2, 2003 Posted: 9:19 AM EDT (1319 GMT) (AP) -- Women who perform the act of fellatio and swallow semen on a regular basis, one to two times a week, may reduce their risk of breast cancer by up to 40 percent, a North Carolina State University study found. Doctors had never suspected a link between the act of fellatio and breast cancer, but new research being performed at North Carolina State University is starting to suggest that there could be an important link between the two. In a study of over 15,000 women suspected of having performed regular fellatio and swallowed the ejaculatory fluid, over the past ten years, the researchers found that those actually having performed the act regularly, one to two times a week, had a lower occurance of breast cancer than those who had not. There was no increased risk, however, for those who did not regularly perform. "I think it rem

Homework, Finals, And Going To The Bar
ok. so my board meeting went well i guess. ugh. fun huh? still would have rather got to SLEEP. this is the week before finals you know that time of year when teachers say "oh shit" and suddenly remember all those things they were going to teach you so they go into hyperdrive the last few day? Yea that is where I am now. My birthday is a week from tomororw. Dec 13th. I have finals on my birthday now how bad does that suck? But it is my last day of school for the semester... woo hoo. So def want to go out and have a great time!! Now to just find someone to do that with. Love my bf to death- but he doenst drink or go out to bars... so going to try to get Misty to go with me. Or all you guys can just come =) Well hope you guys are having a great week... sorry i am not on much- there is just so much to do... like have two test friday and three monday. wtf. lol. see told you they are in hyper drive. cant wait til i just have to work six days a week over xmas break- sad that will

Debbies Dark Fantasy Pt. 5
Todd knew their lives had just changed forever! Their marriage redefined! Debby, his petit blonde wife, had just received the fucking of her life from Julius, the 6'3" 220 pound, black, x-marine drill sergeant, now light house caretaker. Todd continued watching the closed bathroom door. He felt that pang again. What was that? jealousy, fear, insecurity? 'Come on, Todd!' he told himself, 'it's not like there would be room for three in the shower. And this IS for her!' Still he couldn't help but wonder what he was missing. Todd listened by the door wondering which one of them had closed it. Would it have mattered? Yes. He decided it was probably Julius; he WAS the last one through the door. It just made sense. He could hear the shower running. He put his hand on the knob wondering if it was locked. He hesitated; did he really want to know that. If it was locked it would make the wait even more excruciating. He decided another daiquiri was a better idea. With daiquiri in hand Tod

What Kinda Fairy Are U
You scored as sad fairy. im sorry for whatever has happened to make u sad. i feel the same way that you do! we will hopefully make it...if we even want to that issad fairy75%naughty or regretful fairy65%innocent, good fairy40%what kind of fairy are you(great pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Uh Huh!!!
so next friday i'm going to see Ten the Pearl Jam tribute band. which is gonna be pretty cool, i hope. I got some exciting news yesterday but i'm not going to tell you what it is. I'm excited though. Well that's all that goes on in my exciting life. ROCK ON BITCHES!!! JAX

In Case Anyone Was Wondering...
I've been around very little the last couple of days. Thinking about going to college but I know that the GI Bill won't kick in til I've been going for a couple of months. I have to find some way to pay for some of it other than out of pocket. So I have been writing essays for scholarships. I have been looking at some of these scholarships for several months and some of them are due at the end of this month. I can be a procrastinator!! A couple of them are only for $500 but there is one for $5,000 that I am really hoping to get!! And here is some advanced warning: I'm going to visit my mother and daughter. I'm leaving in a couple of days and won't be back for a couple of weeks. Chances are there won't be a computer in sight. So Merry Christmas and I will be back before the New Year!!! xoxo

Surghey Says! Ala Lindy.
1. What is in the back seat of your car right now? Let's see...it's messier than usual. Umbrella, a baseball jersey, CDs, roll of paper towels, raw almonds, flip flops...that may be it. 2. What was the last thing you threw up? Thanksgiving dinner. 3. What's your favorite curse word? Fucktard. 3. Menthol or regular cigarettes? Regular. 4. What is your favorite episode of Friends? The one where Monica & Tom Selleck break up. Stupid bitch. No one puts Magnum in a corner! 5. Does anyone have any blackmail on you? Probably. There goes my bid for the senate. 6. If you could marry any celebrity today who would it be? Bono, every time. 7. Have you been to a strip club? Club, no. But I've seen the Chippendales. 8. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? No. 9. Are you wearing socks right now? Yes. 10. What was the last thing you had to drink? Diet Orange Soda. Nectar of the gods. 11. What are you wearing right now?

Hidden Rage
Hidden Rage A self-inflicted wound… Both mental, physical, & emotional. Maybe I’m looking for attention, But who isn’t?! We all feel depressingly lonely at times, Some more often than others. Death is just another way out… But it’s not an option for me. I wanna be loved, But not too much. It’s just too scary… As everything is, was, & forever will be. I fear, yet I do not, And I’m Just Too Tired… Rhiannon 9/8/99

Given To Her After One Year
100 reasons I love you! In no particluar order. It would be much to hard to choose! So intellegent, caring Andrew Beautiful, independent Emma Sweet full of life Sare Beautiful sparkling soft brown eyes Buying broken furniture with you Breaking the furniture Your illuminating smile Watching children run around dress as bees and princess An illuminating smile The way your nose scrounges The way your hips sway hypotically Your goals The way time flies when we're together Looking out the gym's window and seeing you there Dressing as a sumo wrestler Making a fool of myself Matress made of poplar Your values Your sense of humor The way you make me feel important to you Your ambitions You make me want to be a better person Perfect breast The pet names you have for me The best cook even rivaling my grandmother's The way you flirt You notice the way I laugh Curves to die for The way you look at everything Your cute chin The way you dance A back I could rub et

Better Info, Help This Lady Out.
IF YOU CAN HELP, AND HAVE TROUBLE WITH THE E-MAIL LINK, HERE IS THE POINT OF CONTACT PERSON. REMEMBER THIS IS NOT A SCAM. THIS IS JUST A LADY THAT NEEDS A LITTLE HELP UNTIL SHE CAN GET BACK ON HER FEET AND FEND FOR HERSELF AGAI. LETS KEEP HER OFF THE STREETS AND KEEP HER FROM BEING ANOTHER NUMBER. MetaliZatioN@ CherryTAP I AM ALSO A FRIEND OF CHRISSY. I HAVE HELPED ALL I CAN. I KNOW PERSONALLY SHE IS A LADY WITH A LOT OF PRIDE. IT TOOK A LOT FOR HER TO ACCEPT MY HELP. SHE DOESN'T NEED A HANDOUT, SHE NEEDS A HAND UP. UNTIL SHE CAN GET BACK ON HER FEET AGAIN. ANYTHING YOU CAN DO TO HELP WOULD BE GREAT. CONTACT THE ORGINATOR OF THIS MESSAGE TO HELP HER OUT. THANK YOU VERY MUCH. AND PLEASE REPOST THIS IF YOU CAN. REMEBER IT IS CHRISTMAS TIME. PLEASE NOTE THE E-MAIL ADDRESS TO USE TO GIVE ANY HELP YOU CAN. THANK YOU. My friend Chrissy needs help, she is a member of CherryTap you know her as ctexastornado. Chrissy is a proud woman who although is on the verge of losing her apa

A Him
As the path she was taken become to dark to see She reached for her light to see where she should be. As the rain starts to fall and then starts to pour She reached for her umbrella, not wet anymore. As the rapids go wild and her boat floats down river, she reached for the oars that he did give her. As she climed up the mountain her legs bacome numb, She reached for a branch she claimed had a thumb. As the stranger came closer she dialed on her phone, She reached for some comfort when she felt so alone. As the sun turned hotter and burned to the skin, Was that which she reached for, not a thing but a him. He lead the way to help on her the right path, he was the umnbrella and the rain could not last. He was the oars that stayed through the rough, and he held out his hand and thought it was enough He was the comfort that she held up to her ear not one doubt in her mind, that she new he was there JW

Dreamed Of All The Different Ways I Had To Make Her Glow
These sweet berries these sweet berries tantalize the senses delicate scent vibrant colors tastes of sinful delight let them touch your lips so close yet unnatainable filled by its aroma i work to tease you inducing a frenzy til i give in let you taste of the fruit gently upon your tongue allow me to linger here fingers tracing your lips these sweet berries filling my hands embraceing them tight i coax them to bleed for me juice flows through my fingers rivers of sweet juices passionatly i navigate your curves following the streams covering you tasting every drop of sweetness these sweet berries one waiting here for you resting upon my lips come to me and take yours bearing these fruits for you find me with motives of lust lips lock in the exchange divine ambrosia bestowed upon us keep this euphoric moment never to fade away remembering past the breaking dawn the tastes of sinful delight .....these sweet berries. by john m

Walk Away
How can you say you love me, but yet lie to me? How can you say you would never leave me, but yet cheat on me? How can you look into my eyes and tell me I’m the only one? How can you lay in my bed, but dream of someone else? How can you share your dreams of the future with me if I’m not in it? How can you say you need me if you have someone else? How can you judge others who cheat, when you do it yourself? How can you say you care about me, when that night you could careless? If I got hurt? Do you know the pain I feel inside my soul? Do you hear my heart screaming for help from all this hurt? Do you know that I feel as if someone is ripping my life apart, like a million knifes are being driven into my heart? I feel like someone is taking everything from me and no matter what I say or do I can’t seem to win. Do you know that I feel empty, as if I have nothing? Do you know that I pretend to be okay, but inside I’m dying? You think it’s all an act of mine but it’s not. I hur

Sexy Test
This is the SEXY test. Post this and see who will fill this out. You may be surprised to see some of the answers. Mark the answer with an "X" who sent this to you? How old do I look? [ ] 11 [ ] 12 [ ] 13 [ ] 14 [ ] 15 [ ] 16 [ ] 17 [ ] 18 [ ] 19 [ ] 20 [ ] 21 How good do i look from 1-10 (1-ugly / 10-HoTT) [ ] 1 [ ] 2 [ ] 3 [ ] 4 [ ] 5 [ ] 6 [ ] 7 [ ] 8 [ ] 9 [ ] 10 Would you rather.. [ ] fuck me Or [ } Date me Would you rather be on top or bottom? [ ] Top [ ] Bottom Do I have pretty eyes? [ ] Yes [ ] No Do you like my body? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you be sad if I moved? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you come visit me? [ ] Yes [ ] No Am I.. [ ] Hott [ ] Beautiful [ ] Sexy [ ] Cute [ ] beastly mongrel Would you rather.. [ ] Makeout [ ] Cuddle [ ] Fuck [ ] Go out Do you want to go out with me? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you give me your number? [ ] Yes ()

All I Do
All I do is get hurt... I need directions on how to bring happiness back into my life. I SWEAR! Some day... i'll be someone's everything... some day I'll wake up without tears... some day... I'll KNOW i'm the most important person in someones' world. Just NOT today... So for now... let the tears flow...

From The Shadows 1
And when the curtain lifts and the lights go up on this glorious world that we have shaped humanity will stand in awe at it's own stupidity. Those that knew this day would come will not celebrate either because their cries in the night were silenced by leaders of man and now these people will burn in the fire made by the ignorant. Those of us without the invite to the wonderful world of fashion, faith, parties, and funfairs will slink back into the shadows and breath deep the toxic air granted by industry. It is we who howl at the moon and eclipse the sun, we are the armies of legion; it is us, the forgotten masses, that can never forget. Don't be sad for us, we have had fun in the shadows, we have found the pleasures of flesh and fear. We have tasted our own blood and truly know ourselves. We want to help you too, we want to turn your parties into revelations and you funfairs into temples of night. We can show you that pleasure and pain are a true blessing because they are both

Change Is Needed
change is neccisary to get from where we are to where we want to be,because where we are is a direct reflection of who we are,and only by changing who we are can change where we are and move on to a better happier and more profitable life.

Masterbate
MASTURBATE. To manipulate the genitals for sexual gratification. MANIPULATE.To work or handle skillfully,to manage artfully, to alter for ones own purpose. SEXUAL. Involving sex or the sexual organs(Dick & Pussy) GRATIFICATION. Pleasing,satisfying,to indulge. Now that we have the definition of what the words mean: lets get DEEP. Masterbation is a wonderful thing. I masterbate 2-4 times a day. That is manditory. Something I enjoy and look forward to doing every day. Maybe, IF you are lucky I may give YOU, yes you , the opportunity to visualize the sweet nectur drip from my pussy. I love the way my pussy feels. The way it smells,The way it gets so fucken wet. Sensual, erotic, and freaky. Would you like to take an adventure with me? Look at me, touch me, kiss me,lick me, taste me, phuck me...............that will be a intoxicating sexual moment you will never forget. This baby, I can make happen. With out you EVER physically touching me. C'mon lets ride. IF you d

Why
Why in life there is so much uncertainty and individuals can not make up there mind so there clear to see.. Every answer is a question and every question has no answer.. Is this the way to walk through life with doubts and what ifs.. What the hell is this?? Relationships is a game of give and take.. But in order to establish a relationship you need friendships and trust.. Do you have more then one friend? of course.. But to what extent?? When do you draw the line of who is just a friend or an option for something so much more.. How many times do you allow opportunities walk out the door?? This is my dilemma that I portray.. Why does life have to be this way?? Any answers??

Really!
So far I must admit that my eyes are popping out of socket, lol,but I have met some really cool people so far. There are some really sweet people/women here too. Seems there are many from every facet of life,and culture, and I have enjoyed some outright cool conversations! Even though its still a Virtual meat market "LOL" it has been fun so far. Unlike Myspace, lmao. Look forward to getting as many as I can. Neva you are too cool,and sorry we have not been able to talk to far. "You Wish" you are just too damn adorable!

Tears Burn My Face
Jelly is sick and there is nothing I can do about it. Please pray for her to get better, cause I just can't handel not being able to do anything. I feel so alone and so sad right now... Damn baby please be okay Music Video:LANDING IN LONDON (ALL I THINK ABOUT IS YOU) (by 3 Doors Down)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone

Scientific Personality Test
My score on The LONG Scientific Personality Test: ENFP - The Champion(You scored 90% I to E, 26% N to S, 14% F to T, and 89% J to P!)Your type is known as the Champion type, which is part of the larger group called idealists. Nothing occurs that does not have some deep and ethical significance in your eyes. You see life as an exciting drama. You are very charismatic, yet tend to be too harsh on yourself for not being as genuine as you think you should be. 3% of the population shares your type. As a romantic partner, you need to talk about what is going on in your life. You are a strong supporter for your partner's efforts to grow and change and be happy. You need to feel that same support from your partner. Expressive, optimistic, and curious, you are eager to enjoy new experiences with your partner, whom you wish to be your confidant and soul mate, as well as play mate. You are uncomfortable sharing negative emotion, though, and tend to withdraw from confrontation and proces

So Called Friends
Well today my day started off on a bad note I get up to fine a rude e-mail from some guy on CT. Dont people on here know how to read. In my about me it says that I am her only for friends. Also as I go though my friends list I dont hear from half of yous. The only person that I can truly say that keeps up with blog, photos and bulletins is my mom year of the dragon. Why have 100+ friends but only talk to 10? Whats the point. I guess people just want the cherry points. I know that I do fall behind in photos, blog and bulletins but for crying out loud I am human. Some of your claim to be a good friend but in my books you just want the points. Why should I spend hours a day trying to rate all pic and comment them to and yous cant evern return the favor. This morning I sent a message to my mom telling her that I was going to delete my account. Why bother being on her if I cant even met people that are looking for friends and not the points. So this is kinda my test to see how many of my so

With A Little Help From A Stranger
With a Little Help from a Stranger By Beadrin Youngdahl I met a friend of a friend when they included me in their lunch plans. My friend is a rare enough bird so I could have anticipated that her friends would rise, exponentially, on the scale of non-traditional species. No surprise, then, when I was led into a home eclectically decorated with exotic remnants of extraordinary places. Not a spoon collection or snow globe in this riverfront bungalow. How about a coconut shell, carved into a totem likeness of my hostess; "a gift from the shaman," she explained casually. Over lunch I had to pretend perfect calm as I noted not one but four wasps buzzing at the overhead plant in her kitchen. "Oh, those are rescued. I had to save their hive and they live in here and on the patio. They won't hurt you." And they didn't. She supported herself as a freelance art photographer. Her work was tastefully exhibited in discreet clusters. Her name was some

The Miracle Of Friendship
There's a miracle called Friendship That dewells with the heart. And you don't know how it happens, Or how it gets its start . . . But the happiness it brings you Always gives a special lift. And you realize that friendship, Is God's most precious gift.

Recipe For A Happy New Year!
Take twelve whole months, Clean them thoroughly of all bitterness, hate, and jealousy, Make them just as fresh and clean as possible. Now cut each month into twenty-eight, thirty, or thirty-one different parts, but don't make up the whole batch at once. Prepare it one day at a time out of these ingredients. Mix well into each day one part of faith, one part of patience, one part of courage, and one part of work. Add to each day one part of hope, faithfulness, generosity, and kindness. Blend with one part prayer, one part meditation, and one good deed. Season the whole with a dash of good spirits, a sprinkle of fun, a pinch of play, and a cupful of good humor. Pour all of this into a vessel of love. Cook thoroughly over radiant joy, garnish with a smile, and serve with quietness, unselfishness, and cheerfulness You're bound to have a happy new year. --- Author Unknown ---

Hurt
I hurt to ease the pain to feel the pain to see the pain I hurt inside and out my heart aches for those who don't love for those who can't love for those that don't show it... My heart bleeds for love, aches for love needs for love... I yearn to feel the pain to ease the pain to see the pain I need it I want it I desire it.... J.

Alil Yall Dont Know About Me
Hey, alot of the blogs i've wrote were in anger, Not this one, i'm goin to tell you all more about me, As many of yall know, i'm a 21 year old female that dont know what she wants out of life yet, i'm wondering around this world in a daze, I fell in love with someone whom i thought would love me for me, alot of u all know that story, i've hurt alot of ppl, and if any of u read this i'm very sorry, but as of now, life has a way of showing u what needs to be done, what needs changed, and what need to stay the same, alot of people think i'm on this website to get back at someone, which is soo not true, i'm on here to kick back and have fun, when i came to the site, i had no fucking clue on how to work it, i found a lounge with the most awsome people in it n i was hooked, i'm sorry i'm not purfect, we all make mistakes, some bigger than others, some not. i'm tryin the best way i know how, I've been fucked over by alot of people in the last almost year. if u guys cant take me for who i am

Air Force- Thank You
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Please Help Save Long Island Sound
This is for everyone who lives near Long Island Sound (or anyone that cares about it). Please help save Long Island Sound by helping to stop the building of an enormous and dangerous liquid energy plant in the middle of it. Please go to the website below to find out how you can help.... http://savethesound.org/

An Outlook On 2007.
Alright so its once again time for a new year. And as we all know we have hopes to the future and plans to set it right. I am going to outline some of the things that I am looking forward to and I hope to accomplish this year. What I'm looking forward to: A) Trip to Nashville, TN. Me and Ed last year planned on going to see our beloved Blue Jackets play the Nashville Predators. So, we got the plan in motion and were trying to finalize the logistics. When lo and behold, Ed's mom got us plane tickets and hotel as a Christmas present. So, now we can save our money for some primo seats, booze, and some shopping. Reasons why I'm looking forward to it: 1) I get to fly in a plane. Its been a long time. Last time I flew in a plane was my trip to Congressional Student Leadership Conference in Washington, D.C. in 2002. 2) Never been to Nashville. Looks like a nice and clean city. 3) I get to see Genesco Headquarters. It is the parent company of the company I work for. Plus, th

My Heart Is Yours Harry
My Heart Is Yours by MaTtY ViLlA LoBoS ~ My Heart Is Yours, My Sweet Lover ~ To Love And To Keep, ~ With You Always Through The Day ~ And In Dreams, As You Sleep. ~ So Treat It Gently, With All Your Love ~ And Never Let It Go, ~ It's Yours Forever, And Thereafter ~ Just To Let You Know. ~ It's Full Of Love For You ~ And Never Will It End, ~ My Heart Is Yours, So Be Assured ~ On This You Can Depend. Dedicated To The Man Who Stole My Heart: Harry

Ahh Well Isn't The Year Peachy?
Well not even a week has gone by and the year is already on a downward spiral.. It started off with me not doing anything for new years.. What's there to do? Hang out and drink? A, I don't drink and B, none of my so called friends called me back.. Next up is work.. Since work is always so much fun, I'll keep it short.. A co-worker/ supposed friend calls me up new years day and says hey happy new years.. ( nothing wrong there.. YeT!) he then was like say where is the football game at ( people from work always have a new years day game) I tell'm and then ask... so what'd you do last night? he then went on and told me about his wonderful time with a bunch of his and his wife’s friends, that they had over. . So like WTF? I'm not a friend? Not even to have asked? It's not like we haven’t hung out before.. Next goes for today.. My wonderful day at work.. I show up and people start questioning me.. Everything ok? Did the clock round you? Did someone call you earlier? then finally a supervi

Thanks Caustic Truths Magazine!!!!!!!!!
January 6, 2007 Press ReleaseThanks To Caustic Truths Magazine for recognizing our popular Snakes On A Plane Clothing Line.Caustic Truths is a 14 year old nationally distributed magazine which covers Music, Movies, Lifestyle, Games and so much more. We are proud to be associated with this rockin magazine.You can find our link among the weblinks beneath the feature article about the movie Snakes On A Plane and its recent DVD release. We hope you enjoy this movie inspired gift line as much as we enjoyed designing them. And Caustic Truths...Keep It Heavy!Movie & TV Inspired Pop Culture Section T-shirts, Sweatshirts, Coffee Mugs, Posters, Coasters & much more. Bestselling Unique Gifts for every occasion from Christmas to Birthday to Anniversary gifts. Our shop contains one of a kind designs by us. Take a minute to visit our Special Interests Section and check out the Custom gift section where we will create a design that's personalized just for you or that special someone. Graduation Gif

Ready For Love (to Harry)
Ready For Love by Ruth Kephart Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin.

Update On Sickness
OK FOLKS I AM DOING 100% BETTER NOW, BUT MY 11 MONTH OLD TWINS, SANDEN AND KERIA, ARE NOW IN THE HOSPITAL WITH RSV. THEY HAVE BEEN THERE SINCE FRIDAY AFTERNOON, WE ARE HOPING THAT THEY WILL BE COMING HOME IN THE NEXT DAY OR 2. I AM HOME AT THIS MOMENT JUST TO DO A LOAD OF LAUNDRY FOR THE WIFE AND I, WE HAVE BOTH BEEN AT THE HOSPITAL WITH THEM SINCE FRIDAY. WE ARE BOTH VERY TIRED, WITH LITTLE SLEEP. ALL OF YOUR PRAYERS WOULD BE WELCOMED. PLEASE KEEP US ALL IN YOUR THOUGHTS. GOD BLESS. JASON.

See Thru You, I Can.
Just like Yoda say to everyone near him, Fear is a pathway to the dark side. But we all need a little fear in our lifes. without it, how can we live? Fear leads to anger... and anger leads to hate.. then hate leads to suffering. But in life, why do people fear what we don't understand. I tell you why... because we don't understand ourself. I am always trying to know about people... in my kind of way, but it is mines and no one elses. People have things that said "No Fear", that is wrong..... everyone has something to fear. If they don't... then they have no life. My fear is to be alone. Most peoples fears are they may get something from someone else and then they had to carry it for the rest of there lifes or some fear there is no one that would love that person. Well, I had said my thoughts, now it is your turn.

Firearms Refresher Course
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Warm
I’m all warm and smiling now, Forgot what it was like for a while. For a bit I was getting kinda cold But now that ice is breaking with a smile. I’ve been laughing out loud, Not holding anything back I remember what it’s like to feel good now Now it’s sadness I lack. The words that you say to me, I can trust they are real I know it’s not been long, But I also know how I feel. I’m so much stronger now And I hope you can see your part Because you’ve helped me re-find me And I thank you from my heart. A Desa Original

[adult Swim], How Could You.
I sign in to watch the swimfix(adultswim.com) for the first time on my iMac. Here's what the 'Swim folks served me: "Whoa, whoa there buddy. Where do you think you're going? Not with that Mac you're not. The Fix, she don't like Macs. But we're sweet talking her. Wining and dining her. Sending appropriately casual yet suggestive IM's. Things will change. Until then, here's a weekly mini-Fix. Those chumps with PCs have to sift through all the other crap to find this gem."(hahahahahahahaa, all of their error messages > cherrytap error messages, realtalk.) +Damn, DAMN. Oh well, they have a nice little fix for the Mac people, but still...on the PC I had..there were so many shows to choose from...>>sniff

The Aesir
The Aesir are the great gods who live in Asgard. The Aesir correspond to the functions of magic, law, and war. And they are Balder, Fjorgyn, Forseti, Frigga, Hermod, Hod, Loki, Magni, Meili, Mudi, Nanna, Odin, Sif, Sigyn, Thor, Thrudh, Tyr, Vidar and Voli

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Well I just took the ASVAB yesterday morning and my recruiter said my score is what they call alpha so aparently I can have the job I want. I want to be an mp so i'm excited! Most of my friends are pissed that I'm going into the military but I just wish they would support me 110%. I'd be behind anyone of you guys no matter what you wanted to do. I'm signing on Tuesday so I'm not changing my mind at all!

A Martial Art For Peace
A Martial Art For Peace Mark Binder's HomeAikido - History and Future Published in Aikido Journal, Summer 1997 by Mark Binder "A martial art for peace..." That is how Aikido has been described. When you tell this to someone accustomed to the films of Bruce Lee or Jackie Chan, they nod their heads and smile, humoring you. Practicing for war while professing peace? That just doesn't seem possible. Spectators watching Aikido exhibitions are frequently struck by the graceful flowing movements, and the seemingly effortless way that nage throws uke across the room. Sometimes it looks as though the attackers simply fall down in advance of the throw, and they feel as if someone is cheating. Perhaps, they wonder, there is too much cooperation going on here. Aikido, they conclude, looks really cool, but would be ultimately impractical "on the street." When Morihei Ueshiba, Aikido's founder, was alive, no one questioned the art. Ueshiba was a trained swordsman, a practitioner of Aik

I Need Some Love ;{
Thanks to my friends and fans who have voted for me. I need lots of comments on my pic in the funniest pic contest. Comment Bomb me and I'll return the favour. here's the link to get to the pic thanks http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=396690&albumid=180425&i=3877499900

Yippee!!!!
4hrs (11pm) till the EB at the mall near my house opens up for the midnight release of World of Warcraft: The Burning Crusade! and even tho the roads are rediculously icy... it's only a 5 min drive so i'm going anyways! wish me luck! and you better believe there will be a lot more pics up after tonight

Sex Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

I Am Thinking Of Holding My First Contest --- Wanna Join?
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Preschhol
So yesterday was a busy busy day for me lots of appointment trying to get everything set up for Tristen to start preschool. Will at 2:30pm I had my sudsidy appointment and everything went great. Tristen was approved for 5 days Monday to Friday 8:30-12pm. They wanted me to start him today but I still have a few things that I need to get him so I asked for him to start monday. I also had my YMCA appointment to get him set up for preschool and sign all the paper work looks like he gets to swim twice a week. Its kinda weird knowing that I am only going to have two kids in the mornings. Going to be kinda nice. So starting Monday I have to get up at 7am so I can get Tristen ready and get on the bus at 8:15am. I have to take him to preschool myself and pick him up so its not to bad. So I cant wait to see how Monday goes. I know 100% that I will end up crying its going to be hard to leave him there but its something that I have to do. I hope his speech will improve. Also we had his last word p

Please Help Me Keep Her Here At Ct
my wife wrote this and i no i am not high on alot of you all list but if you are one of my true friends. and my real friends know who you are and i luv ya all.please help me keep her here. all my friends thanks a lot for all your suport kindness her on c.t . nikki05 on ct some of ya know her all ready. I am thinking of getting out of CT. I can't handle all the crap that goes on in here. I came here to meet people and maybe make friends in the process but sadly noone is really interested on being friends. The men are out to see how many women will fall for their stupid lines and the women are out to be manipulated by the men. Sadly I don't fall into that category which is why I don't think I fit well here. To all of you who do care about me you know where to find me.

Are You Addicted To The Internet?
You Are 34% Addicted to the Internet Internet? Please. You're definitely not geeky enough to be that addicted. You have a full life off your computer - and the internet is just a small pastime. Are You Addicted to the Internet?

Birth Stone
Your Birth Month is January You are a natural leader who is able to stand up when no one else can. Strong and powerful, you tend to overshadow those around you. Your soul reflects: deep love, fascination with life, and a distinctive persona Your gemstone: Garnet Your flower: Snowdrop Your colors: Black, dark red, and dark blueWhat Does Your Birth Month Mean?

Video Game Challange (part 2)
Alright everyone, here i am once again after the long, hard and tough day on the challange. I was excitied today coz yesterday i beat enough challanges to make my base rock solid once again. Today the challange continued once again, after giving un-believeable impression yesterday i was confident to score more. By the time passing on and on the challanges was getting tougher and tougher. But it wasn't that hard 4 me to beat them up. In the end there was only 1 guy left with whom i have to compete, i saw its game on the day 1 and he was like toughtest player i ever seen. Some of like my match. So, i have to put my 8 loosing on halt at anycost coz the way i saw his game he supposed to beat the hell out of me in the game and send me back home. Before he came to challange with me i was 8-50. So, the last encounter of the day begun. I find him pretty hard and indeed a good challanger for me. That's what i always want to face someone near of my match. and it was the nearly a shockin thing th

Wat Would U Do?
If you woke up one mornin and saw me in your bed wat would u do? 1) go back to sleep 2) slap me 3) cuss me out 4) jus tell me to leave 5) climb on top of me and cuddle 6) f@#k me .... details please! 7) give me head 8) make me breakfast 9) ask me my name (lol) 10) call the cops

The Mouse Trap
A mouse looked through the crack in the wall to see the farmer and his wife open a package. What food might this contain?" The mouse wondered - he was devastated to discover it was a mousetrap. Retreating to the farmyard, the mouse proclaimed the warning: There is a mousetrap in the house! There is a mousetrap in the house!" The chicken clucked and scratched, raised her head and said, "Mr. Mouse, I can tell this is a grave concern to you, but it is of no consequence to me. I cannot be bothered by it." The mouse turned to the pig and told him, "There is a mousetrap in the house! There is a mousetrap in the house!" The pig sympathized, but said, I am so very sorry, Mr. Mouse, but there is nothing I can do about it but pray. Be assured you are in my prayers." The mouse turned to the cow and said "There is a mousetrap in the house! There is a mousetrap in the house!" The cow said, "Wow, Mr. Mouse. I'm sorry for you, but it's no skin off my nose." So, the mouse

Rugburns
from our first encounter, when i stumbled off the chair trying not to let you know that i was lost in the haze around you on the ride to the hospital i thought, gettin casts on both arms isn't how i pictured our first date. you read my thoughts and laughed i was gonna thrill you but instead i took the fall. i shocked you with my randomness, i believed, so a better suiter is what i tried to concieve i thought you wanted inscents to enhance the romantic mood when all you wanted was me, some beer and the tube. i feel as if i know from the things that i conjure up on my own, i think they are your thoughts your thoughts to roam so i will do you the favor and let me down softly for you. no matter how much you resist i will end this for you because i figure that your heart will insist while you lips will resist I'll be the one that will ruin our love then curse the heavens for taking away my true love i will call you tomorrow and totolly deny today and ask you to come over and if you might wa

Just To Say Thanks
Just want to thank everyone for the welcomes and the sweet comments that were left for me.Everyone seems to be cool and like to party!!!I am new to this site and just learning how to work this site and find the messages.I love to drink some and dance alot.lol I am like to 420.I enjoy meeting new people and having a good time.I also enjoy cooking out and entertaining friend. :-) Thanks everyone hope to chat with old friends and new one.

These Are Ma Confessions!!!!
HEY TODAY IS MA BIRTHDAY!!! IM 18 YEARS OLD WHICH MEANS YESTERDAY I WAS 17, MOST OF YOU KNEW THAT AND SOME OF YOU DIDNT BUT IF YOU WOULD HAVE ASKED I WOULD HAVE TOLD YOU, SO YEAH THAT'S MA CONFESSION!!!

Help, Il Beg If I Have To
hi everyone, as im sure some of you already know, i entered a competition to win prize ( a motorbike to be exact) and i really need your help. the more comments i have on my pic the better the chance of me winning the prize is, and i really really wanna win. so if you could do me a huge favour and leave a comment on my pic, or several hundred if you like!!! id really appreciate. the lk to my pic on the relevant profile page is below - happy commenting everyone - i love you all xxx

Blood And Chocolate Trailer
For those of you who can't see the trailer on MTV, this is the Blood and Chocolate movie trailer. As a side note for those of you who are wondering, the song in the background is NOT by Evanescence, it is by Within Temptation, called 'Stand My Ground.'

Ashes To Ashes
ASHES 2 ASHES, DUST 2 DUST, IN CRIP WE TRUST, IN SLO6KZ WE BUST, IF YOU KILL A SLO6K, YOU WIN A PRIZE, IF YOU KILL A CRIP, YOUR WHOLE FAMILY DIES!! AND REMEMBER RED RATS CANT RUN IN DA BRIGHT BLUE SKY. 6 6OPPIN' 5 DROPPIN 6 FLYIN' 5 DYIN' 6PIMPIN' 5 LIMPIN' 6 6UCCIN' 5 DUCCIN' 6' COMIN' 5 RUNNIN' 6 RIPPIN' 5 DRIPPIN' LET IT RAIN, LET IT DRIP 6UST A SLO6K IN DA LIP LET EM' FALL, IN DA MUD FLIP DA CLIP AND KILL DAT 6LOOD SLO6KZ ARE RED CRIPS ARE BLUE DISRESPECT MY SET AND WE COMIN FOR YOU. CCCCCCCCLLLLLAAAAATTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SEND THIS TO ALL THE SLOBK HATERS IF YOU GOT THERE 6ACK! IF YOU GET THIS 6ACK YOU GOT RESPECT

When Your Loved Ones Lie To You
Yes I got dumped Tuesday night and Im venting...no she didnt lie tuesday night but did in the past and I forgave her with little work on her part...yet for the last few days she has told me she loved me ETC, and even did so just two hours before slamming me back to reality and breaking my heart by dumping me on my ass....saying shes been trying to figure out a way for days to do it...then why lead me on lying to me making me think everything is ok and that you love me? PLEASE I NEED A COUNSELOR so with the above being said..... WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOUR LOVED ONES LIE TO YOU? WHAT DO YOU DO? When somoeone who looks at you in your eyes and says they love you lies to you what do you do, do you just forgive and move on in hopes that it never hpapens again??? or Does trust once given freely have to be earned back? Well for me if I SAY I LOVE YOU to anyone that automatically means NO LIES! For some people they lie so much that they do not see the forest for the trees a

I Love You/or Not
I love you or not I love you when your asleep I love when your not looking I love you when your gone I love you when your home I love you all day long Ill love your in bed Ill love you when your dead So do i love you or not?? Brandy i love you just the way you are.,.,.,.,. By Twistedshadow

Faded
Fading as the days go by, Things have changed, no reasons why. All the hurt and all the pain, Tears rush out like pouring rain. Need to stop and gain control, For I should be the only one to hold my soul. My heart is no longer for you to take, These choices are mine alone to make. Now it will be only me, To find a way to become free. So in time I can only pray, That eventually I will find my way. Hey everyone.....wasn't sure what to put up here so i thought up a poem. Sorry if it sucks...lol

110 Year Old Iron Bed
Okay I have been asked what was wrong with me today...let me just tell you what is going on..... First of all I woke up because I had fallen out of my 110 year old iron bed...on the wrong side now mind you..(seriously i think the 5 year old kicked me out on purpose)..then i haul my sore butt up out off the floor...started walking out of the room and tripped over the cord to the fan...(did i mention i was on the wrong side of the bed....i would not have tripped if it was on the side it was supposed to be on!!) Well if that is not funny enough...i go to bathroom looking through hazey sleepy eyes...and sit down without looking...now you would think with an 8 year old and 5 year old boy in the house i would know better...but nnnooooo....not me....so yes you guessed it I FELL IN!! damn those kids....I think i heard them laughing to....ooooo when i catch them....i know they do it on purpose...sigh...well then i call somebody I wanted to talk to and as soon as I hung up i realized I ha

Dreams
the image is getting clearer... the face of innocence and purity... ur beauty shining through the darkest of dreams, the dreams of relentless torment and agonizing pain, ur face washes down the horrors to prevail serenity, u radiate with an inner peace i hunger for, each and every breath u take is echoed through my soul, the warmth of ur flesh taking over my senses, out of my depth i long to hold u close and feel ur passion.

The One For Me!
YOU SAY YOU WANT ME BADLY AND LONG FOR MY TOUCH FEELING THE WARMTH AND PASSION FROM MY KISSES AND SUCH. OUR BODIES CLOSE TOGETHER THE EMOTIONS SO INTENSE TREMBLING AND OUT OF CONTROL HOW CAN IT ALL MAKE SENSE IT FEELS LIKE A MILLION YEARS SINCE YOU BODY TOUCHED MINE THE MOST INCREDIBLE LOVE A FEELING NO ONE CAN DEFINE A BLESSING AND A CURSE MY BEST FRIEND AND MY LOVER TIRED OF ALL THE LIES ALWAYS TOGETHER UNDERCOVER FALLING ASLEEP EACH NIGHT WITH YOU ALWAYS ON MY MIND LOOKING FOR A REASON ONE I JUST CANNOT SEEM TO FIND I WISH I COULD REGRET IT EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE DONE I SIMPLY CANNOT DO SO BECAUSE BABY YOU ARE THE ONE

Smiles
Lust Lust is what I speak tonight, Lust is what I see tonight, Lust is what I feel tonight, And I Lust You. Show me your Body inside out… no clothes on, no holds barred… bit by bit, part by part, give me your smells, and your sweat… give me what all you have every naked bit of yours, I want to see All of yours. feel my hands feel my legs feel my torso my body begs… Come on me and make me wet juices flowing… feel the heat… together, we’ll make ‘us’ meet. If Lust be sin, So be it… For I am a Woman, And you a Man. How can I love you and not lust you? For Me, Love and Lust, go hand in hand… for I am a Woman and you are my Man. Aparna Chatterjee

Bringing On The Heartache ~ Mariah Carey
Gypsy, sittin' lookin' pretty A broken rose and laughin' eyes You're a mystery Always runnin' wild Like a child without a home You're always searchin' Searchin' for a feelin' But it's easy come and easy go Oh.... I'm sorry but it's true You're bringin' on the heartache Takin' all the best of me Oh can't you see You got the best of me Whoah can't you see You're bringin' on the heartbreak Bringin' on the heartache You're bringin' on the heartbreak Bringin' on the heartache Can't you see Oh You're such a secret Misty eyed and shady Baby, how you hold the key Oh, you're like a candle Your flame slowly fadin' Burnin' out and burnin' me Can't you see Just tryin' to say to you You're bringin' on the heartache Takin' all the best of me Oh can't you see You got the best of me Oh can't you see You're bringin' on the heartbreak Bringin' on the heartache (bringin' on the heartache) You're bringin' on the heartbreak (yeah.... yeah yeah yeah) Brin

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The Hormone Hostage knows that there are days in the month when all a man has to do is open his mouth and he takes his life in his own hands! This is a handy guide that should be as common as a driver's license in the wallet of every husband, boyfriend, co-worker or significant other! DANGEROUS: SAFER: SAFEST: ULTRA SAFE: What's for dinner? Can I help you with dinner? Where would you like to go for dinner? Here, have some wine. Are you wearing that? Wow, you sure look good in brown! WOW! Look at you! Here, have some wine What are you so worked up about? Could we be overreacting? Here's my paycheck. Here, have some wine. Should you be eating that? You know, there are a lot of apples left. Can I get you a piece of chocolate with that? Here, have some wine. What did you DO all day? I hope you didn't over-do it today. I've always loved you in that robe! Here, have some more wine. 13 Things PMS Stands For: 1 Pass My Shotgun 2 Psychotic Mood S

January 13th-19th
Martin Luther King Day was on the 15th. He was such a great speaker. He could really get people inspired. Now today we have George Bush and Arnold Schwarzenegger. They make you reach for the dictionary. Connecticut Senator Christopher Dodd is running for president. He says that he was been having conversations with the mirror over running. The bad news is today the mirror said that it favors Barack Obama. President Bush says that his new plan will ensure that every Iraqi gets a piece of the oil business. Unlike here where the oil business gets a piece of every American. International soccer star David Beckham has signed a $250 million deal to play here in L.A. He’s very popular. People say he could make a huge impact on the way Americans ignore soccer. To give you an idea of how popular he is today an L.A. jury awarded him a not guilty sentence for any future murders. A lot of British people are upset over Beckham’s move. They don’t think it’s right for a Brit to come to Amer

How To Install A Home Security System
1. Go to a second-hand store and buy a pair of men's used size 14-16 work boots. 2. Place them on your front porch, along with several empty beer cans, a copy of Guns & Ammo magazine and several NRA magazines. 3. Put a few giant dog dishes next to the boots and magazine. 4. Leave a note on your door that reads: Hey Bubba, Big Jim, Duke and Slim, I went to the gun shop for more ammunition. Back in an hour. Don't mess with the pit bulls -- they attacked the mailman this morning and messed him up real bad. I don't think Killer took part in it but it was hard to tell from all the blood. PS - I locked all four of 'em in the house. Better wait outside.

I'm Hurt
Mystress R...: Look girl, I know that you have feelings You've stated that, but you need to back off.. This is not going to help build any kind of relationship with me! Please stop bugging my myspace and CT friends, okay??? AND NO MORE COMMENTS

Thinking Of The Past!
When i look at you, all the I can see, are the decisions i had made quite suddenly, When I look at you, All that I know, Is the boy i grew up with the boy i used to know, Sometimes I wish things had stayed the same, so that the dream i once had would not have gone away, Sometimes I think that if I had not called, you would still be my fairytale and best friend overall, If only I had known how my life would change I would go back to that day when I gave it all away.

Love!!!
When I dream.... Never have I awaited sleep so longingly. so fiercely, I yearn for my dreams; those states of unconsciousness that fulfill and provide angels their wings. My eyes roll and twitch to corners, searching for light in a cave. Beams that surround your image, influencing the way I behave. In dreams many things occur. Unexplainable fantasies are born. The meek can walk on water while other aspirations are torn. When my subconscious rules only one thing is absolute: When dreams are my only tools you conquer my destitution. The mind gives no direction just follows the path that pleases. Every time that choice is made Yours is the road it chooses. Our reality is not often clear for life masks what is real; Through slumber ...I can pull you near. Through dreams ...your embrace is what I feel.

When All Is Not Right
I don't know how you do it, when everything's not right. You....Just being there, makes all things clear and bright. When all is falling down and everythings gone to hell. All you have to do, is look at me and cast your spell. The Gleam in your eye. The touch of your caress. The sight of your smile. Drains all the daily stress. I don't know how you do it, but you surely know the way. And I thank the day I met you, Each....and Every.....Day! James L. Gardner 02-02-07

Unsupportive Parents And Out Of State College
arrg! I am so mad at my parents i just wanna rip my hair out. I got my Housing and Residence application in the mail today from Western Kentucky University and when i went up to them and told them that i needed $150 dollars before march 31st . Mom went off saying " and are you gonna get this back if you don't go to college? i don't see how you're gonna come up with the money by september. They aint gonna let you in if you cant pay for it!" And then her and daddy went on how I should stay in Arkansas and how this school or that school was really good. They went off asking about how Jason is gonna take care of me cause they cant. Has it ever occured to them that maybe i can take care of myself? Do they think I havent thought out the cost? I've already planned it out. I can't believe they would act so negative about it. Im the first to go to college in our family. I've work hard to get my GPA up above a 3.0, Im taking the ACT 2 more times to get that score up from a 22. Would they rather

Once Again
WELL I GUESS THIS IS AS GOOD A PLACE AS ANY TO TRY TO FIGURE OUT WHY MY INSTINCTS THAT ARE THEIR TO PROTECT ME JUST SEEM TO GET ME HURT--EVEN THOUGH THEY ARE RIGHT EVERY TIME? I DONT THINK I CAN MEND MY BROKEN HEART THIS TIME--OR MY TRUST IN PEOPLE--ITS JUST ONE TOO MANY TIMES NOW. AND THE THING THAT SUCKS IS HE GAVE UP ON ME WAY TO EASY--BLAMED IT ON ALL KINDS OF THINGS--BUT IN THE END I JUST DONT THINK HE LOVED ME. IT WAS TOO EASY FOR HIM TO LEAVE--TO BELEIVE I WOULD DO SOMETHING UNDERHANDED LIKE SET A TRAP FOR HIM--AND THEN HE FELL HEAD LONG INTO THE TRAP THE OTHER ONE ACTUALLY SET. AND I CAME OUT THE LOOSER--OF COURSE HER GIG WAS UP--HE BUSTED HER ON IT--BUT THE DOUBTS WERE THERE AND NOW HE IS GONE--AND HE WENT WAY TOO EASY--SO HOW DO I MEND IT THIS TIME--MY HEART MY TRUST--MY SOUL--ITS ALL GONE NOW AND SO IS HE--OFF TO GREENER PASTURES I GUESS--AND IM LEFT ALONE AND HURTING AND DEVEASTATED--WILL I EVER COME BACK FROM THIS--NO DONT THINK SO--BUT I HAD TO DO SOMETHING TO EASE THE HU

You Should Know By Now
9 lasts: Last dollar spent: My jeans yesterday Last cigarette: Never Last beverage: Tea Last movie: I'm not sure Last phone call: Nat Last song played: I'm like a lawyer with the way I'm always trying to get you off (me + you) - Fall out boy Last bubble bath: I don't do baths Last time you cried: A few weeks ago Last thing you ate: Golden Nuggets 8 have you evers. Have you ever dated a best friend: No Have you ever skinny dipped: No Have you ever kissed somebody and regretted it: No Have you ever lost someone you loved: Yup Have you ever been dumped: No Have you ever been drunk and threw up: Nope Have you ever ran away: No Have you ever wanted someone u thought u couldnt have then found out they liked you: Yes 7 states you've been to. I've only ever been to Florida 6 things you've done today: (in no particular order...) Got up, Ate, Got Dressed, Played on my DS, Watched Tv, Let the chimney sweep in, 5 of your favorite things in no order. Fri

Tattoo
hey everyone! i have a friend who is in a tattoo contest! help him win please and vote for him! =) he will greatly appreciate it *kisses* http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=562135&albumid=214210&i=2613907865 'Raskalking13~SHow him some Love!~ 1st one to 2500 comments wins!'

Terry Fox
took this from a site In the fall of 1979, 21-year-old Terry Fox began his quest to run across Canada. He had lost most of his right leg to cancer two years before. Fox sent letters to various companies soliciting their sponsorship. The final sentence of his letter was: "…I'm not saying that this will initiate any kind of definitive answer or cure to cancer, but I believe in miracles. I have to." With that dogged spirit, Fox would begin his dream --- one that would take him half way across Canada and touch hundreds of thousands of lives at home and abroad. Terrance Stanley Fox was born July 28, 1958 in Winnipeg, Manitoba to Rolly and Betty Fox. He already had an older brother, Fred. Another brother, Darrell, would be born four years later and sister Judith in 1964. In 1966, the family moved to Surrey, B.C. and then to their last destination, Port Coquitlam, two years later. Fox's parents remember him as a determined little boy who never liked to miss a day of school. Fox bl

Cherokee Wisdom
Cherokee Wisdom An old Cherokee was teaching his grandson about life. "A fight is going On inside each one of us," he said to the boy. "It is a fight to the Death, and it is Between two wolves. "One is darkness -- he is anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, Arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false Pride, superiority, and ego. "The other is enlightened -- he is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, Humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion, And faith. The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his Grandfather, "Which wolf will win?" The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed." What is a Warrior? Copyright ©2007 Running Wolf

Oh Love Take Me There!
Oh Love Take Me There! Come take me there Where wildflowers wrap my hair And wrap your arms around me Lift my body up with yours to share Carry me to where the water falls Where we may hear The Earth Spirits call And Oh what pleasures Of falling rain Into the rays of the Sun To bring our rainbow again Kiss my lips And lay me softly on the wet stones Gently I hold your hips Bringing them down to my own And as silk slippery soft our skin Takes you down and deep within And we shall hear the angels song And melt our voices to belong With Earth our Mother Water our Blood We share our breath Of Raven and Dove Oh what love as lovers Be Among the fire hot lava flowing free Bring me down and deep in me Hold me close Let us fly to the sky And lift our wings To reach up high Kiss these mountains Ride the path Feel our passion build Come enter a quaking wrath Eye of Horus Through valleys and the fields Breath me in a magick concealed Wr

So Yeah!!
about 2 days ago i was talking to this gorgeous girl, ( i don't name names ), and i found out that she liked me, i was completely shocked because she knew i liked her and yeah i am gonna move up there to her she is so fine!!!!! i give her a 10, a fucking 10!!!

Broken Heart
Well it that time of year again, that I dread. I have almost the same feeling about valentine's day as I did last year. It was a mascare, that's what it represents. Last year, made it worse. My Dad passed and that was the day he was buried. Its like a bloody reminder now. Not only that I'm alone, but someone I deeply loved is gone, along with some other friends I deeply miss. I'm trying not to be saddened but its twice as bad when your alone. and the loneliness gets to you, eats you alive. Somedays, I wish I was buried in a grave, under a cold slab. Seems like every holiday or season its always the same, no matter the changes I make in my life. History just repeating itself. Sorry to bore whoever reads this, but its the truth. If there is anyone out there for me please send them in my direction soon. thanks for listening.

Plz. Vote 4 Me In The Sexiest Woman's Ass In Jeans Contest --- Part Ii ---yes It Is Time To Vote Again.
- Get Your Own PLEASE GO VOTE OK FOLKS, TIME TO GO VOTE AGAIN BUT THIS TIME IT IS FOR ME ~MZ. PONYGIRLSUE~ IN THE SEXIEST WOMEN'S ASS IN JEANS CONTEST PART TWO. I APPRECIATE THE CONTINUED LOVE & SUPPORT OF MY FRIENDS HERE. COMMENT AS MANY TIMES AS YOU LIKE BUT PLZ. DON'T FORGET TO RATE THE PIC AS WELL. THANKS SO MUCH. HERE IS MY CONTEST ENTRY LINK: LOVE YA ALL

My Valentines Day
¢¾MY VALENTINES DAY¢¾ Current mood: determined OK here we go.......When Eric first got here he told me to go to another room so he could set his shit up! So, naturally I did! =) So I was talkin to my mom and we were both wondering what he was up too, took him like 20 mins. So then he comes to the room and knocks on the door.....Says come on baby let me lead you to ur suprise! So as I hit the kitchen I noticed something shiney on the floor RIGHT? well needless to say it was hershey kisses in a path to my kitchen table.....so he asked me as I go to please pick up the kisses so i do!! I get to the table and he has made me a ♥ made out of hersheys kisses with a dozen roses, hearts shaped suckers and a teddy bear with a card RIGHT? well he said NO STOP! read the card out and remember I put alot of thought into this so I said OK and went on with reading the card (which said) I thought U would ENJOY something WILD, CRAZY, and FUN for valentines day but.... Then I opened it (lo

Why ?
Isn't Valentine's Day suppose to be the day that someone you care about, someone that you spend time with, someone that means a little something to you, not just someone you love.... I mean yesterday was the day that I truly knew in my heart that he'd come by and spend some time with me. Like he has in the past.... Not a gift, not a bouguet of flowers, not even a one.. Hey would you believe not even a call.. Wow and to think, I thought I meant something to him.... Was it me? Wasn't I nice with him... Didnt I give him attention... Wasn't I a good friend.. You see this would have been my 1st Valentine's Day in 6 years...So I wont lie to you.. I cried, yes I cried like baby..... Can anyone plz tell me WHY ! ! !

The Results Are In ..
Well the Results from the recent MUM seems to tell me that more ppl like Silk over lace against their naked bodies.. I think I have to agree.. there is nothing better then just rubbing lightly over skin something soft and silky.. So it would make sense that most nighties are always made of silk .. but why is it then when you got to an adult store they sell things made of all lace.. like someone said it is rough on the skin .. Does it mean that it looks better but is a pain in the ass to wear? Are looks more importnat the the actually feeling of it on the skin? hmmmm I dont know .. but maybe that will be in my next mum .. guess we will have to wait and see! Hugs and smoochies bratty

After That Night
After that night You should have left it at that Not drag me along Just for your fun Putting me through this Over completly nothing. I knew it was less then anything But I still went along Trying to believe in you Trying to believe in something Grasping for hope For anything more But I just dropped down into reality The truth taking a hold of me Like realization of death Knowing it is there Not wanting to see.

German Casualities In Afghanistan
314 11/14/05 Franz, Armin Lieutenant Colonel 44 German Army Not reported yet Hostile - hostile fire - suicide bomber Kabul Bad Rodach Germany 323 08/07/05 NAME NOT KNOWN German Army Non-hostile - vehicle accident Kabul (southeast) Germany 322 06/26/05 Schlotterhose, Christian Master Sergeant 26 German Army PRT-Team Kunduz Non-Hostile - Ordnance explosion Takhar Province (Rustak) Bad Oeynhausen Germany 321 06/26/05 Heine, Andreas Main Sergeant 37 German Army PRT-Team Kunduz Non-Hostile - Ordnance explosion Takhar Province (Rustak) Bad Oeynhausen Germany 111 06/07/03 Kuehlmorgen, Carsten Master Sergeant 32 German Army NA Hostile - hostile fire - suicide car bomb Afghan National Army training facility in Kabul Chemnitz 110 06/07/03 Beljo, Andreas Chief Warrant Officer German Army German Army, International Security Assistance Force Hostile - hostile fire - suicide car bomb Kabul Eldorf 109 06/07/03 Jimenez-Paradis, Helmi Sergeant German Army German Army, Inter

The Anthem Of A Princess
i am lyrically inclined to right shit that will blow our mine put you frame out of proportion extortion, mental pictures i try to speak my feeling and emotions i penetrate the minds of my readers feeders of my new age poetry im a poetic renegade startling, sparkling light inthe minds of all kinds you gave me a chance not knowing the good you would find so sit back, relax and let me rewind see im the princess, truely one of a kind youcan wine and dine me but that dosnet mean your gonna grind me see im like a precious jewel to be loved, treasured and respected to take advantage of my prize you would have to be a fool my patience is of great size but baby boi i have no time for your lies

What Do Your Bathroom Habits Say About You?
What Your Bathroom Habits Say About You You are a giving soul. Way too giving in fact. You often get stuck doing the dirty work that no one else will do. You spend a lot on clothes, and you tend to be a very dresser. However, it's hard for you to throw away trendy clothes when they go out of style. You are a little shy and easily embarrassed. You often wonder if you are normal. In relationships, you are practical and realistic. You have a romantic side, but you only let it out when it's appropriate. What Do Your Bathroom Habits Say About You?

Stupid Cousin
She means well but sometimes i just dont know. her car broke down we are stuck in this little town in god knows where. no one no's how to fix the car and people wont be here for a week. we are staying in this cheap ass motel that i swear is infested with aids. after the car gets fixed we are just going back home.

Can We Not Be Friends?
JUST BECAUSE WE NO LONGER SAY I LOVE YOU, CAN WE NOT BE FRIENDS? JUST BECAUSE WE ARE NO LONGER THE CENTER OF EACH OTHER'S UNIVERSE, CAN WE NOT BE FRIENDS? JUST BECAUSE YOU SAY I HURT YOU AND I SAY YOU HURT ME, CAN WE NOT BE FRIENDS? JUST BECAUSE WE ARE NO LONGER A COUPLE, CAN WE NOT BE FRIENDS? JUST BECAUSE THE WORLD IS FULL OF UNHAPPY NO LONGER IN LOVE PEOPLE, MUST WE TOO BE UNHAPPY, CAN WE NOT BE FRIENDS? WHY MUST WE PLAY THE YOU BLOCK ME I BLOCK YOU GAME, CAN WE NOT BE FRIENDS? ALL I WANT TO KNOW IS CAN WE NOT BE FRIENDS?

Steve The Movie Official Soundtrack
IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE? So, here's how it works: 1. Open your library (Amarok, iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc) 2. Put it on shuffle 3. Press play 4. For every question, type the song that's playing 5. When you go to a new question, press the next button 6. Don't lie and try to pretend your cool...just type it in man! Opening Credits: Colors - Ice-T Waking Up: Drown - Limp Bizkit First Day at School: I Loved You - Will Smith Falling In Love: Body Movin- Beastie Boys First Kiss: Gabrielle - Cradle of Filth Fight Song: I Want To Break Free - Queen Breaking Up: Charlie - Red Hot Chili Peppers Prom: Closure - Chevelle Life: My Love - Wings Mental Breakdown: Wased Rock Ranger - Great White Driving: One Night Stand - Daniel Powter Flashback: Piano Sonata In C - Beethovin Getting Back Together: Electioneering - Radiohead Wedding: Hope Fails - Return of The King Birth of Child: Miss Murd

No One Knows
Pain Running through my heart like a blade Tearing me up inside But no one, not even me Can see it Blood Running down my arms Leaving puddles on the floor But no one, not even family Understands why Fear How do you show it? What can you say? No one knows because You can’t express it Love What is love? Is love sex? Is love abuse? No one, not even you Knows what it is Feelings Put all together Tearing you apart But no one knows, No one cares Until you use a blade

Rolex
i need 25,000 comments on this pic fast, i know the new errors suck and shit, but once i hit 25,000 comments i will get free vic, and right now the finances dont allow me to do it, and yes i will still give out a rolex to the first 2 people to dropp 500 comments on this picture id really apreciate the help guys

Meant....(poem)
We're meant to be, that's transparent to me. You're even enabled to uncover my soft side. I care, don't you see? At you, starin' for weeks. If it were up to me, we'd be hugged up at all times. Within your smile I've hidden my trials. (& tribulations) About you, words don't define. Our souls been twined. Only I've witnessed the sparklin' force your heart gives off. Able to tell you anything, forever you dwell in memory. Whatever circumstances, count on me to see you through. Feeling pain? Then I'm there to ease and treat the bruise. "Keep it true" goes without saying for us. Sculpted from the same mold, no one came close--It's amazing sorta. Head to toe and inside out, truly a unique, grand piece. Your presence more priceless than giving someone clean antiques. Connected via telepathic link, I fell in past the brink. Love you? Answer for that is automatic, never have to think. -- Snipe and the woman I wrote it for, I'm no longer with...go figure... not her fault

Attention Lilly
TELL UR SO CALLED BOYFRIEND. TO PLEASE STOP CALLING ME. I TOLD HIM NOT TO CALL ME AND SO FAR HE HAS CALLED ME 8 TIMES IN A ROW. IM NOT ANSWERING THE PHONE JUST LETTING IT RING DONT U THINK HE SHOULD BE CALLING U INSTEAD HMMMMMMM MAKE THAT ABOUT 15 TO 2O TIMES.I PICKED THE PHONE THE LAST TIME AND TOLD HIM I WAS TURING OFF THE RINGER AND HUNG UP ON HIM.I AM SURE HE IS FUMING. BUT I GOT THE LAST WORD IN. TOLD HIM ONCE I WAS THROUGH WITH HIM AND THEN TOLD HIM TO STOP CALLING ME WHICH DIDNT WORK. SO TELL HIM TO LEAVE ME ALONE AND GO AWAY DAMN HOW FUNNY. HE HAS ALREADY CALLED ME ABOUT15 TIMES THIS MORNING. THE FIRST ONE AROUND 7:30 A.M AND I AM GETTING ALOT OF BLOCKED CALLS. WELL TALENTED TONGUE.I AM NOT GOING TO CALL OR LEAVE U AN OFFLINE MESSAGE.. I AM CALLING THE POLICE FOR TELEPHONE HARRASSMENT LAST NIGHT AND THIS MORNING.....WHAT PART OF IM THROUGH WITH U AND QUIT CALLING ME DONT U UNDERSTAND

20 Ways To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity
1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries With that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks. Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso. 6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write "For Smuggling Diamonds" 7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Don't use any punctuation 9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat with a serious face. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go." 12. Sing Along At The Opera 13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme 14. Put Mosquito Netting Around Your Work Area And Play tropical

21 Things I Want In A Lover
I've been reading all these bulletins about "I WANT THIS GUY/GIRL" lately. Well, I've been with that girl and i've had that guy. Obviously it didn't work. That being the case, I've decided to post what I want. Flowers aren't in my top 10. :) Anyone who I end up with should: 1. Understand that I have kids. That means you will NEVER come first. Can't handle 2nd place? Leave. 2. Be HONEST..with me and yourself. 3. Be FAITHFUL. 4. Be drug/disease/mental illness free. These ARE deal breakers. 5. Have a sense of humor. 6. Know how to do laundry. 7. Be able to find joy in the world around them. 8. Have a job (i'm not supporting your ass and i don't want u to support me.) 9. Understand that i'm not your ex or your mother. I don't care if i have something in common with them. I'm NOT them and that should be enough. 10. Know when to be serious and when to be silly. 11. Leave me alone when i'm pissed. 12. Know that if i was pissed @ u, i'd tell you. 13.

Im Sorry To Those Of You Who Feel
im stuck up, im me im a little shy, i usually wait for people to come to me because that way i know they want to actually talk, if i get a shout or a comment or an im or anything (excluding the ones saying nice tits and allong those lines) i answer. im not gonna preted to be mary sunshine im Beth and im not changing for anyone

~ More Healing Thoughts ~
There are only two mistakes one can make along the road to truth: 1.) not going all the way; and 2.) not starting. Three things cannot be long hidden: the sun, the moon, and the truth. Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment. There is nothing more dreadful than the habit of doubt. Doubt separates people. It is a poison that disintegrates friendships and breaks up pleasant relations. It is a thorn that irritates and hurts; it is a sword that kills. An insincere and evil friend is more to be feared than a wild beast; a wild beast may wound your body, but an evil friend will wound your mind.

We Are Marshall {part 2}
'It's Always With You' For almost 30 years, the loss of 75 people in a plane crash has loomed over this West Virginia town like a mountain. But slowly, Huntington is finding its way into the sun. This article appeared in the Chicago Tribune magazine section on Sept. 5, 1999. By JULIA KELLER I was born with the sound of a railroad whistle in my ears, the mountains at my back and the river at my feet. Everyone in Huntington, W. Va., was born that way because the city was captive to those elements. The coal was spooned out of the West Virginia mountains, heaped into railroad cars, then loaded onto barges and pushed down the Ohio River. Huntington, named for railroad magnate Collis P. Huntington, was the spot where the railroad met the river. If you lived along the Ohio River, as I did, you could stand on the bank and marvel at the great, flat coal barges sliding past like dirty black wafers. At night, their searchlights would sweep the riverbank on each side; there was som

10 Commandments For Newbies
10 COMMANDMENTS FOR NEWBIES Written by LadyMary03: I. THOU SHALT BE RELENTLESS IN YOUR SEARCH OF KNOWLEDGE ...for there are many who are willing and eager to guide and assist you in your search II. THOU SHALT NOT BE HAUGHTY OF MIND ...for we all are still learning and growing. There is no shame in not knowing a right word or how to do something. Always keep an open and humble mind when it comes to learning. III. THOU SHALT BE STEADFAST AND BOLD OF HEART ...for there are those who will try to humiliate you and belittle you for their egos sake. (example: "for a newbie-you sure have opinions" "newbies should be seen and not heard" "this isn't a beginners forum") IV. THOU SHALT BE RESPECTFUL OF OTHERS ...for we should all respect each other as humans and as part of the same community. Even if opinions clash it is possible to disagree without being disagreeable keeping a sense of respect for one another. V. THOU SHALT SEEK OUT THOSE OF LIKE KIND ...for

Explcatio Des Relatios Per Meam Esposae.
Be under no illusions : it is never an easy thing to think or feel in multiple. That I do so I count a Gift, One for which I Thank the Goddess Daily. Through Her Wisdom, Care and Guidance I've been Gifted with the Love I have and share, from those near, Held, Dear and closely Treasured. Though I have mentioned some of the women I Hold in these pages, All are deeply Loved, and treasured: each has without fail added immensely to the wisdom and understanding I've acquired through Loving them and being Loved by them. I did not plan any of the Relationships I'm now so thoroughly enjoying : they evolved because I was as alluded-to elsewhere in these blogs, consistant and open. That's why there are so many women close to Me even beyond the Relationships I'm in. I feel Honoured to know each woman, and count her friend or dearer, and am glad they in turn Care for Me. Nor yet should it be felt by the reader that I'm anything but humble about the way things have evolved. Truly, I Am humble.

True Friendship!!!!
WHAT IS A TRUE FRIEND YOU ASK,,, A TRUE FRIEND IS SOMEONE WHO IS THERE FOR YOU,SOMEONE WHO IS REALLY TRUE BLUE. A TRUE FRIEND IS SOMEONE WHO WILL CALL YOU OUT WHEN YOUR WRONG AND HAVE YOU SINGING A WHOLE NEW SONG. A TRUE FRIEND WILL BE THERE REGUARDLESS OF HOW MANY FIGHT YOU HAVE AND STANDS STRONG BEHIND YOU LIKE MOSES STAFF. A FRIEND WILL STAY WITH YOU UNTIL YOU SEE, JUST HOW STRONG A PERSON YOU CAN BE,THEY WILL CRY WITH YOU, MAYBE EVEN FIGHT WITH YOU,BUT JUST REMEMBER THEY ONLY WANT WHAT BEST FOR YOU, THIS IS FOR MY FRIEND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!! MUCH LUV SPECIAL!

Hello
Well here we go my birthday is just right around the conner and i can tell in geting older but thats a part of life. I just have to what and see how many off my friends call me or text me when they day comes around. Thanks evry one that has stoped bye me page and checked me out u all are great.

Lies By Amy Lee
Bound at every limb by my shackles of fear Sealed with lies through so many tears Lost from within, pursuing the end I fight for the chance to be lied to again You will never be strong enough You will never be good enough You were never conceived in love You will not rise above They'll never see I'll never be I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger Burning deep inside of me But through my tears breaks a blinding light Birthing a dawn to this endless night Arms outstretched, awaiting me An open embrace upon a bleeding tree Rest in me and I'll comfort you I have lived and I died for you Abide in me and I vow to you I will never forsake you They'll never see I'll never be I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger Burning deep inside of me They'll never see I'll never be I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger Burning deep inside of me Rest in me and I'll comfort you I have lived and I died for

To My Friends
i am way over my limit for pics....so sorry to all that look forward to that morning pic....gotta delete some to add....so check out what i have if you haven't already....will try and add another tomorrow....xoxo...thanks for all the love you show me!!

Its Called "emulation"
Its called EMULATION.. iTS RUNNING an older console or pc on a newer pc.. I doubt vista will let me enjoy my emulators. dang it.. anywho.. MAME. Is the emulator of emulators. The reason I upgrade my pc is to see if that new ps2 emu.. will actually work! lmao And.. To play mrs pacman on my ws monitor.. hahaha I don't know where donkey kong is.. but i'd play it to death if I had it. hahahhaha gonna nap more on it later

I Believe.....
I BELIEVE I believe- That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe- That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and, you must forgive them for that. I believe- That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe- That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe- That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe- That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them I believe- That you can keep going long after you can't. I believe- That we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I believe- That either you control your attitude or it controls you. I believe- That regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better b

Never Rush Love
never rush inlove for it never runs out let love be the one to knock on your door So by the time you staet to fall you will know thast your feelings is for sure love has its ups and downs its twists and turns, love leaves you in painn teaches you until you r is over and even if it takes so long its always going to find you no matter where you are it also takes you were you belong

Butthole Stickers.
a poem by cake: balls in your ham wallet shuckin' clams to pay the bills. crumbs in your ass pocket pickle juices gives you chills. nerds. nards. ballick tards. oreo cookies make fat fuckin'lards. gristle pickers. butthole stickers. chewy knickers in a bunch. asshole fuckers. cumstain chuggers. have a taint for fuckin' lunch.

Cancer
I have a brother that has 3 brain tumors and we just found the third 2 weeks before christmas. Please pray for him as we are dealing with this new tumor. we have another mri coming up on the 23rd of march and it will show how the tumor is progressing and then decde what to do from there. I will keep up with any new developments here.

Grrrrrrrrr
Ok this really sucks. Here it is 3:05 in the morning and I really should be in bed but I'm not. Why you ask, because my back is killing me. It hurts all the way from my lower back to my shoulders and I can't get it to stop. I have taken everything I can think of to help that won't knock me on my ass. I have to be at work at 8 am. I tried to go to bed but couldn't get comfortable. I really hate this. Luckily we have what is called "slow time" at work. So if we aren't getting alot of calls and they can afford to send people home I will be on that damn list so I can come home and go to bed.

The Cure
When feelings are strong and magic appears; It isn't so strange that there may be fears, For life is an ebb and love is a flow. The Yin and the Yang - - It comes and it goes. And yet there is an elilxir with the strongest of cures With love on it's label, it always endures. Like the light of the Sun and that of the Moon, Beyond time and space, it heals all wounds..

The Special Friend
YOU KEEP TELLING ME I DON'T UNDERSTAND BUT I STILL WANT TO GET TO KNOW THIS MAN... THAT SEEMS TO HAVE HAD A HARD LIFE BEEN PUT THROUGH MANY TRIALS AND STRIFE MAYBE SOMEDAY I CAN HELP YOU TO BELIEVE AGAIN. YOU TOLD ME I NEED SOMEONE NEW BUT SWEETHEART I'VE BEEN WITH A FEW... NONE OF WHO CARED FOR ME NONE OF WHO KNEW HOW TO TREAT A LADY THE WAY I HAVE FELT WHEN I AM WITH YOU. TO PUT THIS TO AN END FIND YOURSELF A SPECIAL FRIEND... SOMEONE WHO CARES FOR YOU SOMEONE WHO WILL SHARE WITH YOU IN LIFE AS IT BEGINS AGAIN. I AM THAT FRIEND... WRITTEN BY MICHELLE

Random Musings
So, here I sit, on another one of my rediculous breaks. I just bought "The Hardcore Diaries" By: Mick Foley, and on that, I'll just say I'm not disappointed. Sometimes, you look forward to things so much that they wind up being a let down; not in Foleys case. As always, he provides an amazing piece of writing. So, thank you Mick. Also: Isn't it wonderful when you have someone that can brighten your day just by hearing their voice? When you know a person well enough to see exactly how their face is while they're talking to you on the phone? I'm real glad that I'm marrying this girl. She's all manner of fantastic.

News On The Baby's Progress
Ok, everyone. Elizabeth had her first round of chemotherapy treatments yesterday. She gets two to three treatments a day and will everyday for the next 8 months. It seems that it is helping her so far. She is eating more, playing now, and talking more. Please continue saying prayers for her. Also if you want to, please donate a lil of your blood to a blood bank in her name (Elizabeth Dugar). She is having to get blood transfusions to get her platelettes up. Baby Elizabeth, her parents, her sisters, friends and I will greatly appreciate it. This is her second chance at life. Right now she is still fighting for her life. It's not going to hurt anyone to pray for her and to donate blood in her name to a blood bank. Thank you so very much. Below is her picture again.

Lollipop, Lyrics By Mika
Lyrics to Mika Lollipop Hey, what's the big idea? Yo Mika. I said, sucking too hard on your lollipop, or love's gonna get you down, I said, sucking too hard on your lollipop, or love's gonna get you down. Sucking too hard on your lollipop, or love's gonna get you down, sucking too hard on your lollipop, or love's gonna get you down. Say love, say love, or love's gonna get you down. say love, say love, or love's gonna get you down. I went walking in with my mama one day, when she warn me what people say, live your life until love is found, 'cause love's gonna get you down. Take a look at the girl next door, she's a player and a down right whore, Jesus slows up, she wants more, oh bad girls get you down. Singing, Sucking too hard on your lollipop, or love's gonna get you down, sucking too hard on your lollipop, or love's gonna get you down. Say love, say love, or love's gonna get you down. say love, say love, or

When God Created Police Officers
When the Lord was creating Police Officers, he was into his sixth day of overtime when an angel appeared and said, "You're doing a lot of fiddling around on this one." And the Lord said, "Have you read the spec on this order? A Police Officer has to be able to run five miles through alleys in the dark, scale walls, enter homes the health inspector wouldn't touch, and not wrinkle his uniform. "He has to be able to sit in an undercover car all day on a stakeout, cover a homicide scene that night, canvass the neighborhood for witnesses, and testifies in court the next day.He has to be in top physical condition at all times, running on black coffee and half-eaten meals. And he has to have six pairs of hands." The angel shook her head slowly and said, "Six pairs of hands... no way." "It's not the hands that are causing me problems, "said the Lord, "it's the three pairs of eyes an Officer has to have." "That's on the standard model?" asked the angel. The Lord nodded. One pair that se

How To Be Real Erson At Cherrytap?
I am not stealing from anyone jus put and add it so sometimes people asked me how or dont know how to get salute pics? So i have to explian to them again and again so i took from post so I likes to take that explain very high clearly!!!!! What is a CherryTAP Salute and how do I make one? A salute is a candid photo of yourself proving to the world that you're the real person behind your CherryTAP profile. Your face should be clearly visible, along with a clear HAND WRITTEN note with the following three things: 1. Your SCREEN NAME, 2, Your Member ID number , (which is located in the end of your URL address; www.cherrytap.com/user/22) 3. AND, the words: CherryTap.com or LostCherry.com. *Photoshopped or any ¡°type¡± print set will NOT be accepted. *Grainy and barely legible salutes will NOT be accepted. *Salutes placed in a PRIVATE album will NOT be accepted. If you would like, the following items will be accepted as a complimentary add on to your Salute: Yo

Something To Ponder
When I was young and Iaid in bed at night alone listening to parents fight. I didnt realize at the time how easy it is to live with someone and love them but still be totall strangers. I felt completely alone because I was. Somedays my heart would ache so bad, I didnt realize how self destructive I would become. How untrusting, how secluded I would let my heart become. I never knew how happy my happy times were. Never thought I would be stuck, caught between my own sadness and the only two people I love enough to not give up on.Those people who are strangers to me. I never that who I am would wind up being this fucked up. I never thought I would have to live this long or love as much as I did. I never thought that the bottle that I poured myself into as a punk kid would end up being broken over my head. Never thought that I would love my freinds enough to push them away before I collaspe.I never knew how happy it would make me to see them maintain and become the men they are. I tried t

God's Love Letter
Deuteronomy 8:1-3 Be careful to follow every command I am giving you TODAY, (listen) so that you may live and INCREASE (mature in me) and may enter and possess the land (follow my plan for your life) that the LORD promised on oath to your forefathers. (Trust Me) Remember how the LORD your God led you all the way in the desert these forty years, (not to hurt you, but to help you) to HUMBLE you and to TEST you (To make you better) in order to know what was in your heart, whether or not you would keep his commands.(make you believe, according to His plan) He humbled you, causing you to hunger and then feeding you with manna, (tested you) which neither you nor your fathers had known, (between you and God) to teach you that man does not live on bread alone (Read His Word) but on every word that comes from the mouth of the LORD. (Learn God's thoughts). Listen, mature in Me, follow My plan for your life, trust me. I won't hurt you, I am her to help you, I want to mak

Kaneva
hi there everyone.how would you like to join a place where you can meet people and hang out with them in a 3d world.you can make ur own person the way you want,buy a apartment,go clubing,make your on club,buy all kinds of stuff.then go to kaneva.com and sign up.its a very kool place to hang out and talk to people.

Too Funny....sorry Men
1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they won't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DO WE KNOW THAT MAN WAS MADE BEFORE WOMAN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know.....it never happened) ( C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And the personal favorite: 8.Why do men even exist? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and laughter in your heart...Then you are just an old sour

My Bar Tab Is 510
This is fun to do. Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. Title your bulletin "My Bar Tab is$........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $40 Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know --$10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work-- $15 Ever drive drunk -- $20 Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50 Used toys while having sex -- $30

Me To A T
You scored as The Rowan. In Celtic astrology, you're a Rowan tree. The animal symbol that accompanies this tree is the dragon. The ancient Druids say Rowan people have powerful imaginations and are idealistic, progressive, humanitarian, spiritual and good with change. However, Rowans may be prone to restlessness, quarreling, impatience or aloofness.The Rowan75%The Willow70%The Elder70%The Holly65%The Birch65%The Alder60%The Hawthorn60%The Oak60%The Reed60%The Ivy60%The Vine

Untitled
Look @ your reflection, what do you want to be? What do you want to see? Lookin through the cracks, what can you see? Inside your head,your thoughts and creations ain't always your own, fears of the unknown. All that surrounds you, doesn't feel like it seems, the world you knew is just like an illusion, or a scheme. What're you afraid of, what do you want to see? You look when your eyes are closed, you see a reflection in the glass, everything below. Everyone around you, could be fake like a dream, the world could be fake like a dream. I hate my reflection, I don't like all I see. I try to look through myself, I'm afraid of me. What if the fallen, are nightmares of your own? To the world I remain unknown, I live in this bubble of who I am, what I believe and all I've seen. Nothings what it seems, all I've known, all I know could be so fake to me.

Frustrated
Have you EVER had a boss you just want to slap the fuck out of? I do and she's getting on every nerve I have and since she's been there, I've been stressed out, physically ill and I have a chronic digestive condition and it causes me to use the restroom more than most and this woman practically said I couldn't use the restroom while on company time. I am about ready to slap this woman, until she came along, everything was peachy and now they smell like skunks. lol What would you do? I am going to look for other work but in the meantime, I can't afford to quit but if she doesn't back off, something's going to happen. Grrr.

Epitaph
The wall on which the prophets wrote Is cracking at the seams. Upon the instruments of death The sunlight brightly gleams. When every man is torn apart With nightmares and with dreams, Will no one lay the laurel wreath As silence drowns the screams. Between the iron gates of fate, The seeds of time were sown, And watered by the deeds of those Who know and who are known; Knowledge is a deadly friend When no one sets the rules. The fate of all mankind I see Is in the hands of fools. Confusion will be my epitaph. As I crawl a cracked and broken path If we make it we can all sit back and laugh. But I fear tomorrow I'll be crying, Yes I fear tomorrow I'll be crying.

I Saw You
I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But, you didn't see me, and my brothers donate our old coats an

Another Fallen Angel!
I once had friend/brother; Christian! Truly he was one of a kind! I learned a lot about myself and life through him. I was also accepted into his family by himself, his mom and two sisters. Christian was killed in a car wreck about a year and a half ago. I cried so much, for he was truly an angel and a Godsend. To this day, I miss him and his family is still a part of mine. I learned earlier this afternoon that his older sister, Kirsten, had committed suicide either late last night or early this morning. I have not stopped crying since I got the news. It makes me wish that sometimes I didn't have a heart or just not one my size, because my heart right now is not only broken and aches so much, it's bleeding. To anyone reading this, please keep the McKenna family in your prayers! I would most appreciate it!

Sad Poem!
I went to a party, And remembered what you said. You told me not to drink, Mom, so I had a sprite instead. I felt proud of myself, The way you said I would, that I didn't drink and drive, though some friends said I should. I made a healthy choice, And your advice to me was right. The party finally ended, and the kids drove out of sight. I got into my car, Sure to get home in one piece. I never knew what was coming, Mom, something I expected least. Now I'm lying on the pavement, And I hear the policeman say, the kid that caused this wreck was drunk, Mom, hi! s voice seems far away. My own blood's all around me, As I try hard not to cry. I can hear the paramedic say, this girl is going to die. I'm sure the guy had no idea, While he was flying high. Because he chose to drink and drive, now I would have to die. So why do people do it, Mom Knowing that it ruins lives? And now the pain is cutting me, like a hundred stabbing knives. Tell sister

A Must Read Info Lol
Water or Wine It has been scientifically proven that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli (E. coli) bacteria found in feces. Body waste. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop. However, we do not run that risk when drinking wine (or rum, whiskey, beer or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a purification process of boiling or filtering and/or fermenting. WATER = POOP WINE = HEALTH Ergo: It's better to drink wine and talk stupid than to drink water and be full of shit. There is no need to thank me for this valuable information. I am doing this as a public service.

Salute Contest (1st Entry In)
The first entry is in already! Anyone on my friend or family lists can enter. All you have to do is make me a salute. The contest will start next Sunday (April 8th) so you must enter by then, so I must recieve your entry by the end of Saturday (the 7th).

One Wish
Have you ever felt away with me Just once that's all I need Entwined in finding you one day Ever felt away without me My love, it lies so deep Ever dream of me Would you do it with me Heal the scars and change the stars Would you do it for me Turn loose the heaven within I'd take you away Castaway on a lonely day Bosom for a teary cheek My words long to borrow your grace Come out, come out wherever you are So lost in your sea Give in, give in to my touch For my taste, for my lust Your beauty cascadeds on me In this white night fantasy "All I ever craved were the two dreams I shared with you. One I now have, will the other one ever be, the dream that remains. For yours I truly wish to be."

Burgers :)
You know, when people say nothing is free, they are WRONG! I used to think like that too until I received my FREE Gucci Bag yesterday (thank you UPS guy!) Remember that site I showed you guys a few weeks ago where you take a 30 second survey and enter your email address and they'd send you a FREE Gucci Bag just for participating ... and you guys laughed at me saying they would never send it? Whos laughing now huh? =P Okay, I'll admit I didn't think I would get it either, but I figured what do I have to lose ... 27 seconds of my time? Big deal. Guess it was worth it afterall! Anyways, I just checked and the offer is still up, so if you guys want to get one, just click HERE. You can keep it, sell it, give it away as a gift etc etc. Who cares!!! It's worth over $1,000. 0 Gucci baby! 1 Hit me up if you want to see mine =)

Love
Love... what is it? I was told recently that it's just a word. That made me think a little because in all reality, that was true. But it got me wondering what kind of word it was. What part of speech, specifically. Is it a noun? No, it's not an object, person, or a place you can go. It's not an adjective describing much other than a persons vulnerability... I think it's a verb. Love is something you DO... it must be acted out.

Age Is Just A Number ...
How old were you when you first.... 1. Fell in love - Real love 18 2. Lost someone close to you - 4 3. Got drunk - 15 4. Smoked weed - Never. 5. Got kissed - 17 6. Went to the hospital for surgery - Had a C-section at 22, but not scheduled ... 7. Got your heart broken badly - 18 8. Lost a pet - 2 9. Got arrested - Never. 10. Smoked a Cigarette - 13 11. Broken a bone - Never 12. Went to a concert - 18 13. Had 1st boy/girl friend - 17 15. Got a cherryTAP account - 24 16. Sneaked out of the house - Never. 17. Pierced other than your ears - No piercing here, allergic to everything... but I love me my ink. 18. Sneaked someone in your house - Never. 19. How old are you now? 24 20. Learned to drive - 15 21. Totaled a car - I totalled my boyfriends car at 20. 22. Went to a nightclub or bar - 20

U Dont Care
I sit here seething Hurting next to u wishing.Bleeding U dont care My heart breaks aches,as u sit there next to me laughing U dont care I feel death nye begins my ache to cry My heart bleeds U dont care If i tryed to say I want u to stay to make the day great U dont care So i will sit and die each time inside as i have to see u loveing u hating u U dont care i wish i could stop My heart Breathing Loving But even if i die bleeding Broken to pieces U dont care Another Shitty werk from a heartbroken f00l

Untitled Poem 2
Live every moment of life to the fullest each day Given that we're on borrowed itme, and not meant to stay Life is a source of experience to be lived to, not survived Experiencing all the ordinary moments that constantly arrive "Someday" and "One day" should be carefully thought Don't you think every event should be experienced and sought? Putting things off for another time are left up to chance Relax ans cherish everything around you - live it all, and not at a glance All things are worth the time - seeing, listening and doing it today Because tomorrow simply seems to be uncertain, it's so far away Don't say "One of these days" and leave it for another time Believing everything in life will constantly be fine Tell your family how much they are treasured and the love you feel Open your heart, laugh at a joke and always keep it real Remember not to leave for tomorrow all you meant to do Make everyday special, any and everythni

Dare You To Fill This Out!
If you feel like filling this one out, send it to me in a PM, or copy and paste it for someone you want to get to know! Got it From Jackie, AWESOME woman! Check her out: http://www.cherrytap.com/images.php?u=540448 Do you dare fill it in? It is so direct, Im sure many of you think I would love to fill it out but then think to your selves...my god it hits every personal thought about the person I would send it to.... For those it offends.....toss it For those who are fearless....fill it out For those who are shy....give it a try Gettin to Know You... Body: y = Yes n = No m=Maybe Would you? Will you? [_] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _ [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] watch a porn movie with me? [_] take me out to dinner? [_] let me drive you somewhere? [_] take a shower with me? [_] buy me a drink? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me t

Would You .....
If I was in a contest.... would you help me out... If I needed help leveling... would you help me out... If I needed help of any kind... would you write a bulletin for me asking all your friends to help me... I have decided that ... no you wouldnt.... who am I talking about???? no one really... was just in my head so I thought I would ask... thanks for your time...

Got This From My Sis Boo Wahooooooo Girls Read It Lmao Or Sing It Haha
Will Survive... SING IT GIRLS!!! At first I was afraid, I was petrified. When you said you had 10 inches, Lord I almost died! But I'd spent so many years just waiting for a man that long, That I grew strong, And I knew that I could take you on... But there you are, another lie, I was ready for a Big Mac and All you've brought was a French Fry! I should have known it Was bullshit, just your sad pathetic dream Should have known there was no Anaconda lurking deep within those jeans! Go on no w - go, ! Walk out the door, Don't you promise me 10 inches, then turn up with only 4! Weren't you a prick to think I wouldn't find out for myself!? Don't You know we're only joking when we say size don't count??!! [Chorus] I will survive! I will survive! Cuz as long as I have batteries, My sex life's gonna thrive! With a handful of latex and my friend with multi-speeds! I will survive! I will survive! Hey! Hey! It t

Come See
Come over and see what I see. Don’t hold me here don’t hold me down let me free before I die. I still love you I just need time. Can I breathe will you let me. How long will you wait will you ever really see me. What holds you is fear, I will not leave you. I just won’t to fly free, I will return to you. Give me my wings show me you understand what I have become. You have nothing to fear I have changes but yet I am still the same everything you love is still here. The passion the wild in me every time you look in my eyes I know you see it don’t fear it, it will bring us freedom. Will I breath today, will my heart survive the night. Will you set me free to fly?

Google Phone Book It Works So
Google has implemented a new feature which enables you to type a telephone number into the search bar and hit enter and you will be given the person's name and address. If you then hit MapQuest, you will get a map to the person's house. Everyone should be aware of this! It's a nationwide reverse telephone book. If a child gives out his/her phone number, someone can now look it up to find out where he/she lives. The safety issues are obvious, and alarming. Note that you can have your phone number removed or blocked. I tried my number and it came up along with the mapquest and directions straight to our house. I did fill out the removal form for myself, and encourage all of you to do the same. Quite scary. Please look up your own number. In order to test whether your phone number is mapped, go to: google (http://www.google.com/) Type your phone number in the search bar (i.e. 555-555-1212) and hit enter. If you want to B L O C K Google from divulging

True Love
True love is a sacred flame That burns eternally, And none can dim its special glow Or change its destiny. True love speaks in tender tones And hears with gentle ear, True love gives with open heart And true love conquers fear. True love makes no harsh demands It neither rules nor binds, And true love holds with gentle hands The hearts that it entwines. ~ Anonymous

New Job
Well this is it; today i start the new job. It's been so long since ive been like this, nervous and unsure of myself. It feels like the first day of school as a kid; and not in a good way! I don't know anybody, will I make friends? Do you think they dress like they did at my old school? Will the work be harder than my old school? Will they think I'm dumb? Ahh to be young again; i wouldnt go back to that time if i could! It took all my control not to drive down to see Alli this weekend, she's got a lot happening this week and i was tempted to sneak down and spend a couple of hours cheering her up. She was busy most of the weekend tho, and since i'll be seeing her Thurs and Fri, i figured i could wait. Kicking myself for that decision now, i miss her; thank you verizon for free weekends on the phone! I've got to head out in a few, think anyone will sit at my table during lunch break? Fuck, i don't wanna go....

Been A Little While
How is everyone doing? I hope this finds everyone safe and horny as hell;). I have felt like there's been much to say lately, just racking up the CT friends (god I am such a geek at times. If you are one of the over 500 people whom Ive add since I've been on here and haven't even said hi to, I'm sorry and I'll start trying to be more talkative. Same old things have been going on in my life. I still don't have a new webcam or even a digital camera for that matter :( . As soon as I get one, what type of pics should i take? clean ones or NSFW ones? I'll put it to a vote. If any one is interested in seeing my NSFW pix, just let me know in a message and I'll add you to my family list. Well good bye for now, not sure when my perverted little mind will have something I feel is interesting to blog about again.

Wtf?
ok i have seriously no idea wat day it is... i know its 420, but i duno wat day it is! wat the fuck.. i got a 'happy thursday' tag in my comments, but i honestly thought it was tuesday, but the smoking ban comes in on the 30th and thats a monday, so it cant be thursday! IM SO CONFUUUSSSSSSSSSSEEEEEDDDDDD!!! *mental note - stop staying up until 5am with no caffiene!* ~Kronik Kitten~

Ripped From Georgiagrrly, Thanks Gurl!
OTHER FRIENDS: Never ask for food MILITARY FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food. OTHER FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. MILITARY FRIENDS: Call your parents mom and dad. OTHER FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. MILITARY FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you saying, Damn...we fucked up...but that shit was fun!" OTHER FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry. MILITARY FRIENDS: Cry with you. OTHER FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. MILITARY FRIENDS: Keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours. OTHER FRIENDS: know a few things about you. MILITARY FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you. OTHER FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing. MILITARY FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. OTHER FRIENDS: Would knock on your door. MILITARY FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "I'm home!" OTHER FRIENDS: Are for a while. MILITARY FRIENDS: Are for life. O

Hello This Is Why They Call It A Contest...comment Bombers Away!!!!!!!! And Needed
Does anyone know the what the word contest means? Comment Bombers welcome and needed!!! Post, repost...your link so people can bomb you....

Okay, So I'm Outta That Contest...
Okay so I think that I'm out of the hottest milf contest... with only 2 days to go and down by 1700... I'm going to focus on my new contest... So anyone who wants to help out!!! I appreciate everything everyone has done... You have been amazing! Well if you want to help me with this new contest I'd appreciate it. It doesn't really have a theme, but it seems to be everyones favorite pic in this one...

Help Me Guys!
I am building a sports funny website, as you know. That being said, I want to put out there a little contest of sorts for the name of the site. I would appreciate any input you might have. My idea was www.bestdamnsportsblogperiod.com but that may cause an issue, as you know. Thanks guys!

Part 1
If you do not see me....then who does? If you are the one that I turn to in the night and even you cannot feel my pain...then who does? If I care, love and need, and you cannot see it... then who does? If I am the one lost and you will not find me...then who does? Part 1 of the road to my name: alone weak hurt wrong unworthy despair deslote storm dying helpless fearfull quiet saddness rage pain lost drakness............ fearless painless strength faith calm powerful quiet peaceful found alone.... as always...alone.

Public Severe Weather Outlook Moderate Risk For Today(tuesday)
ZCZC SPCPWOSPC ALL WOUS40 KWNS 240935 ARZ000-KSZ000-MOZ000-OKZ000-TXZ000-241730- PUBLIC SEVERE WEATHER OUTLOOK NWS STORM PREDICTION CENTER NORMAN OK 0435 AM CDT TUE APR 24 2007 ...AN OUTBREAK OF SEVERE THUNDERSTORMS IS EXPECTED OVER PARTS OF THE CENTRAL AND SOUTHERN PLAINS LATER TODAY AND TONIGHT... THE NWS STORM PREDICTION CENTER IN NORMAN OK IS FORECASTING THE DEVELOPMENT OF A FEW STRONG TORNADOES AND DESTRUCTIVE HAIL OVER PARTS OF THE CENTRAL AND SOUTHERN PLAINS LATER TODAY AND TONIGHT. THE AREAS MOST LIKELY TO EXPERIENCE THIS ACTIVITY INCLUDE FAR WESTERN ARKANSAS CENTRAL AND EASTERN KANSAS FAR WESTERN MISSOURI CENTRAL AND EASTERN OKLAHOMA PARTS OF CENTRAL AND EASTERN TEXAS SURROUNDING THE MODERATE RISK AREA...THERE IS A SLIGHT RISK OF SEVERE THUNDERSTORMS FROM THE CENTRAL PLAINS INTO LOWER OHIO VALLEY AND SOUTHWARD INTO SOUTHERN TEXAS.

If There Was No More Tomorrows, ...
One day a woman's husband died, and on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of their bedroom, the wife was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't anymore. No more hugs, no more special moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most gets all used up and goes away, never to return before we can say good-bye, or say "I love you." So while we have it, it's best we love it, care for it, fix it when it's broken and heal it when it's sick. This is true for marriage ... and old cars .. and children with bad report cards, and dogs with bad hips, and aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, because we are worth it. Some things we keep -- like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, no matter what. Life is important, like people we know who are special. And so, we keep them c

Life,philosophy
i'm sitting and thinking of how i want to be, i think of how tired i am of my family and my life. i think of how i can be better and better for people around me that actually care, that actually are open to a true life ,one without the pursuit of drugs and sex... i want to be around people who enjoy life and the blessings it offers, not keeping themselves chained and miserable. i am miserable. i want a life. i want to be responsible , i want to work and to stay sober. i'm doing better and i know everything happens for a reason and this too shall pass. were it not for melanie getting me enrolled in my class i do not think i would have ever seen through my pursuit of staying brain clouded. i no longer desire to be so. i want to be aware and i have come thru bad times and now know how to simply be patient and ride it out. i have GOD ,and i have friends that for whatever reason help me to believe in myself and my worth. i do have something to offer

Does Anyone Believe In Star Signs? I'm An Aquarian. I Saw This Online!
Aquarius My favorite sluts are Aquarius. Why? Because if you don’t expect anything in return, you won’t be disappointed. Sounds easy, huh? They will get under your skin though, so beware. It’s easy to be hurt by an Aquarius because they don’t want you to know what they are thinking. If they are silent, but you are in the room with them, chances are they are in heavy thought. But don’t worry, chances are they are thinking about you and fifteen other things. Water bearers look at sex like it is a form of recess. They can turn you on by simply walking in the room. They are the Rain Man of the Zodiac. They give too much of themselves to others that don’t give a shit, then get shy to those that care about them.Go figure. They like kinky. They are easy going. To them, it’s a learning experience. Male Aquarians like to tease and live life in a fantasy world.Female Aquarians can’t masturbate enough. Males never get the chance to masturbate because everybody wants a piece o

Website Entry
http://cherrytapssexiest.tripod.com/ That is a website im working on dedicated to the sexiest ladies of Cherrytap. What i want to do is have to send the sexiest pic you have to me, I will put you on the site, so that more people can check you out, they will be able to click on your pic and it will send them directly to your Cherry tap page. I think this will be fun so email me with the pic you want to use and i will put you on.

San Jose California
We are leaving this afternoon for San Jose, CA. This weekend is my youngest son's 12th birthday and my oldest son's wedding anniversary. Saturday night we are all going to the San Jose Sabre Cat's Arena Football League game against Utah. This is our first time seeing a live AFL game so it will be really exciting. Perhaps some pics will be uploaded into the profile when I return on Monday... you never know. On Sunday we will visit with our oldest son at Travis AFB to help celebrate his 7th wedding anniversary.... we get to see our 3 grandchildren. We have not been into California to see any of our family since October. We are very much looking forward to seeing them all down there. Have a great weekend everyone!!!

I'm Tired, Written By A Man, Serving The Usa Even Tho He's Almost 60
I'm Tired Two weeks ago, as I was starting my sixth month of duty in Iraq, I was forced to return to the USA for surgery for an injury I sustained prior to my deployment. With luck, I'll return to Iraq to finish my tour. I left Baghdad and a war that has every indication that we are winning, to return to a demoralized country much like the one I returned to in 1971 after my tour in Vietnam. Maybe it's because I'll turn 60 years old in just four months, but I'm tired: I'm tired of spineless politicians, both Democrat and Republican who lack the courage, fortitude, and character to see these difficult tasks through. I'm tired of the hypocrisy of politicians who want to rewrite history when the going gets tough. I'm tired of the disingenuous clamor from those that claim they 'Support the Troops' by wanting them to 'Cut and Run' before victory is achieved. I'm tired of a mainstream media that can only focus on car bombs and casualty reports because they are too afra

America On The Wrong Track
Lets hope this full Bush now let all the great,brave american,allied soldiers serving in Iraq return home before more of them will die there in vain This war was bassed on lies..no weapons of mass distruction..war against terrorism? Everyday the number of poor idiots who are willing to die and kill innocents is growing because of this war..America thanks to their president is loosing more and more respect and goodwill in the whole world and that's a big shame I think america is a great country and we in europe,the whole world owes a lot to America..(The 2 world wars)..but nobody wants,deserves a 3th one Nothing has improved for the people in Iraq or in the rest of the world since the beginning of this war,enough innocent and brave people allready died Everyday now more people are dieying everywhere in this world then ever before because of fanatic tislamic terrorists..that's what has been acieved since starting the war in iraq:-(( Time to stop this shit !!!

Gothic Rose
Gothic Rose Dark angel hair ebon black and skin translucent white walking down the corrider of the damned in the stille of the night. Searching for a reason to live She has all her life done nothing but give. Searching for answers to the timeless question, "what defines true love?' Cross the field of broken glass, love tha has been destroyed. Through a darkened door, into the abyss, the black void. Dark angel, perhaps the the last gothic rose. She is the star here in her private theater of the damned. She is the mistress, her lackeys to command. She can be cruel and kind at the same time. There is no reason, no cohearant rhyme. With her famous harlequin smile She seduces them with a dance, some deceit but no guile. They cry softly "Will you shadowdance with me?' there are many promising things on bended knee. She ignores them all and continues to dance. She does cavort and of course dance. Long ago the Dragon seduced he

Prison / Freedom
On July 29, 2005 I was released from prison six months early for good behavior onto parole/probation. I was released to a half-way home. I had myself enrolled in college already before being released. I was taking computer animation. I got a job on work-study as a student aide in the school library. All was going well, but one day I reported to my parole officer for a scheduled appointment. I went through the metal detector and all, picked up my personal items while chatting w the guard, and seen my PO. It went good, then when I came out to leave everyone was being searched. When I got searched they found money on me that I did not have when I arrived. Apparently, when I picked up my property after passing through the metal detector, I picked up someone else’s money too. I didn’t do it knowingly because my mind was preoccupied talking w the guard. It was and accident. Anyway, I was thrown in jail regardless for a week. When I got out and reinstated on parole/probation, I was behi

Testament Viii * Comments Rate Plz*
"It was said the comet always prescedes them by inspired light blessing never fails" To believe in somethin that proven fact must always be seen but to already know opinon is no need to believe becuase its already forseen and understand. Wat is the line between faith and fact when we want to accept outcome?..natural gift assume the position of of talent not knowledge. we begin to understand that knowledge is a small piece of material so fragile to talent it becomes center piece politic for power. why do we insist that knowledge hold the key to perfection if talent is the one door that take risk for mistakes. knowledge can be erasable and tolerent talent is energy preserve so the lesson posesses that strength should be summon carefully. to cheat optimisic is one weakness that can be achieve but if both work together can discover the secret of the answers without questions. we can not abbreviate love becuase of its meanings but if U is a constant and I is a vowel then we can e

Poetry
"His Darkness" When does hope of hap cheer my hapless chance? What tears may countervail my cares? But still the Death of thou does bewail me, Is that the solace of my life and soul? I want the life of thou's death to be no more Through the desires of my psychotic brain My lord My love My life My liking gone To whom I gave the first fruits of my love To the comfort of only his sight All sorrows thou did remove from thee Father now my joys forepast to tell But do thou revive the horrors I saw in hell? As thou seems in the darkness behold The pleasures of the darkness in the night

Do You Know Them? Have You Seen Them?
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Quitting
Yeah.. I'm pretty sure I'm gonna quit this site and possibly myspace. I have no need of these sites anymore. I may just keep it up and every once in a while see if any friends have written, but I don't think I'll be out searching for new friends or competing in contests.. it'll be purely to stay in touch with friends. I won't be uploading any new photos (unless the fancy strikes me..) So, I hope you all are doing well.. and I'll talk to you in the future..

Drug Alert - Protect Our Children
Everyone of us have children in our lives, even if they are the children of our neighbors, the children in our churches, schools, community centers. Be sure to read this snopes file to the end. It is frightening but it is also something we all need to know. Drug Alert - Protect Our Children Then join my column readers for laughs at real life singles. Cra-Z D8s (click here for more)

My Son
My Son enlisted in the Army on Febuary 20th 2007. He is 26 years old and very well knew what he wanted. He is doing an 18 week bootcamp to be a Cavalry Scout @Ft. Knox In Kentucky, & graduates June 21st. He gets a break tomorrow until Sun so were headed out to go visit him early in the morning (5/4/07) Cavalry Scouts are the ones that go in ahead of their troops & scout out the area and make sure its safe for the rest of the troups to join them. Then He plans on continue his training to become Special Forces Im not a happy camper about his job choice but I love him and will stand behind his decsions.. I am also really excited to go see him :)) He has lived in Georgia for the past 6 years and I havent seen him, so u know im excited.. AND Proud :)) Fortunaty, he is only about 2 1/2 hours away from me now :)) When he finishes @ Ft Knox, hes headed to Ft. Hood, Tx for desert trainning Then off to iraq. Now I join the

Have I Missed Anything??
I have pretty much been MIA over the last week. Someone was kind enough to give me one hell of a cold (during final exam week at that). I am slowly starting to feel a little bit better, but not much. Has anyone been up to anything exciting? I aced my statistics and economics class and next week I move on to global marketing and some bullshit class I have to take called "The adult learner", WTF is that? I heard it is pretty easy, that is why I elected to take it over the summer. That's all for now, have a great evening!

Sadness :(
Ok so yea, I just moved to good old Waterville Maine. And I left everyone that I ever loved back home. And to be truthfully honest with all of you...Im terribly homesick. To all my friends back home that have CT I miss you guys, and Ill probably see you all tomorrow, but the truth of the matter is, I still have to come back here and until I get a car, I cant come down as much as I want too. Sooooo I was thinking, you guys should come up here. Anyways, my head really hurts, (YES I have been DRINKING...BEER) so I think Im going to go to bed. I love and Miss you all! And I cant wait until tomorrow! Until next time bloggers, Island Princess is out.

Witches Brew
Mystic,Magic Memories Make Horn of toad,Tail of snake Crossing fingers,Foot of hare Casting spells without a care Spell or potion,Friend or Foe Eye of Newt and Pigeon toe Watch the cauldron churn and bubble Need it quick on the double Leg of Spider,Wing of Bat A pinch of this a dash of that Stir it twice and then its done Witches brew anyone?

A Flood Of Emotions
My love for you is so strong, even though u did me wrong my love for you still remains. Its been so long since i got a hug from you, but now you see i have proved i will go through anything for you. Even better is going through everything with you. I still cant tell you how much love I have for you and all of it is true and unconditional. I dont knw what happenedto the glue that held us so close together, but the sad thing is ull probably never have someone love you as true as I do. My love for you is everylasting. Not a ? of how long my love will last, but a ? of how you can be so willing to give that up. Because sweetheart ill never give my love up for you. I will love you till the day that I die cause isnt that what a husband is supposed to do. Im not gonna wait forever for you my love is to precious. I will g on and i will survive u and i both know this. But we are married isnt that supposed to be sacred, it is to me i dont know what your problem is. I love you and you know

God
I don't know about anyone else But I believe in god and i get offensive if anyone uses his name in vain.I am also offensive cause they took him out of schools and the courts and other places Im sure of.whose decision was this anyway and how can we put him back.? I think who ever did this is a hypocrite. I mean come on and think about it. they don't want anything to do with him but they sure can spend that money,and im sure everyone knows what it says on the money. In God we trust. what are they gonna do next. take that off? better not give them any ideas. I wrote the president about this but didn't get any response.I thought North america was god's country or is it. anyway i appreciate it if someone can help me with this. tell me what we can do together to put god back in his place if not at least he will always be in our hearts and i know they can't take him out there!

Don't Pump Gas On May 15th
NO GAS...On May 15th 2007 > >> Don't pump gas on MAY 15th > > >> >> In April 1997, there was a "gas out" > conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. > Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. > > > >> > On May 15th 2007, all internet users are > to not go to a gas station in protest of high gas > prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most > places. > > > > > There are 73,000,000+ American members > currently on the internet network, and the average > car takes about 30 to 50 dollars to fill up. > > > >> > If all users did not go to the pump on > the 15th, it would take $2,292,000,000.00 (that's > almost 3 BILLION) out of the oil companies pockets > for just one day, so please do not go to the gas > station on May 15th and lets try to put a dent in > the Middle Eastern oil industry for at least one > day. > > > >> If you agree (which I cant see why you > wouldn't) resend this to all your contact list. With > it saying, ''Don't

Life Today.
In today's world people makes friendships and breaks the chain of what friedships really mean. Looking back at the times that I was young and in high school, I cherished my friends and thought of most of them as sisters and brothers.. others were close but there was a few that was just a little different. With children of my own now, I have found myself going to bats for both of my children and sometimes thier friends as well. Running to defend my daughter was the most of it at high school the 4 years that she was there , my son on the other hand , it was running to school to make sure they were teaching him at least life skills. My daughter is a very bright and 'could have' life at door step every step of the way if she'd ony open her eyes. She has made alot of choice's in life that I do not go alone with but at the same I will stand up when I feel she's in the right . Dealing with your children friends , can be a touchy place in life but after all if you don't stand up for them i

Let Rid The Bus Home
some people like to rid the bus home some walk i know the bus will get me there faster but i will walk home. That how love need to be don't go fast at it go easy way and solw at it and u will see what much more u get out of it. i know some people just can't live in the slow lane they like fast lane will i go to fast u get heart in the end u go slow u just mitenot get heart at all r just a little bite but u can walk home and think on ur way there what kind of life u had and how u like to make it to see 120years old one day will if i do live to see 120years old i be a happy man and i know how i love will love me toin the end.

May 8th
Hi everyone. Its a beautiful sunny morning here in columbus and I have a full week ahead. Thank God! I have been in front of a computer for two days straight, continuing my information overload with all things web-related! I've been editing a v-blog together. This is my 1st one so we'll see how it goes. If everyone likes it I'll keep doing it. With any luck it will be up by the end of the week. Again I said with any luck. Finally, it seems that the I-Tunes single, BDM, is a worldwide release. So its good to see you all downloading it. I think it came out sounding great, and I'm really proud that we finally got a track released! Now all we have to do is finish the album and get that out!! Thanks to everyone for all the love and support - I love being a part of this whole extended web community. Thats it from me - I'll post again soon, but for now, I want to wish all of you a great weekend. Have fun, try and be nice to someone you don't know (try it, it works) and see you all next

Being Emo Is Teh Niftiness.
Sometimes I feel like a background image in a faded photograph from some forgotten past As if I were looking over someones shoulder in a field of dead daisys and nobody smiles because they never smiled for pictures back then as if they knew some truth about capturing lies cause smiles are like butterflys when they are captured they die. This static is surrounding and over played reruns of the same old shit over and over as if played enough times it might be real Like I might actually feel. Like.. Like... You let me drownd. Maybe what I am is an image of the dead and your love almost made me real. I need to turn away from the flash if I can just get away I can live.

Move Along
Move Along "When all hope is gone, Move along move along just to keep it strong. When the world all around is wrong, move along move along just to keep it strong" This line from a popular song is the perfect summary of me right now. See, I have always had a very strong work ethic and early on I figured out that keeping myself busy is the perfect way to fight through the pain of current bad situations. I am not someone that sits around and whines and complains about my life. I just try to keep my nose to the grindstone and push past the injustices done to me by continuing to do the things that matter to me. More and more it appears that I am in the minority, but I am someone who beleives that hard work and dedication will get you ahead in life rather than lieing, gossiping, cheating, and kissing ass. When you have a higher standard for work and work ethic it truly does hurt more when you see people lacking any sort of work ethic getting ahead in life. Each time

Whuts Goin On.......
on april 27 i moved to bad axe. three days b4 that me and mom snuck out on will. she said she was done with him. later that nite i saw shawn and he hit me up for 5$ (he owes me like 30) and he started tellin me, hit me up so we can hang b4 u leave. he kept coming up with excuses. day i was to leave, he tells me "call ill b up" he wasnt even home. i was hurt, all i was to him was $$ and a gurl to use. but as the miles between us grew i cared less and less. but i did still care. when i got here, i wrote him. its been almost two weeks and nothing. FUCK HIM!!! as ive said b4 i will NEVER regret him, but now i must move on. i then found out that 2 days after i left, mom went back to will. at first i didnt get it and thought "i cant worry about htat nemore its killing me". but then i realized that she did exactly whut she said she wanted to do, get me away. in the past, to scare my mom will told her that if she left he would come after me. and when i recently askd her y she stayed she said s

Dreaming Of This...
Alas Freedom of my Dreams Last night I had a dream, something I hadn't done in so long. I missed my sub-conscious it has been good to me. Freedom to think and feel what I long to get out. I walked into my past for a few minutes. I remember what I saw; I anticipated this for so long, it gave me closure. Last night my past was my future and my future was my past. Something I have thought about for so long. I wish life were predictable. You know like those books you used to read in grade school where you could choose the ending you wanted, I would read through each one until I was happiest with the outcome! This was my dream. A book of question I was taken back to a time when it was madness. I remember those people, I remember those promises, and must of all I remember the bliss of living each day without a care. It was the best time of my life, some will disagree. It was a time when I was living like a so-called rock star. You may laugh, but those nights of not kn

Paradise Is At The Feet Of Mothers
A man once consulted the Prophet Muhammad about taking part in a military campaign. The Prophet asked the man if his mother was still living. When told that she was alive, the Prophet said: "(Then) stay with her, for Paradise is at her feet. On another occasion, the Prophet said: "God has forbidden for you to be undutiful to your mothers. One of the things I have always appreciated about my adopted faith is not only its emphasis on maintaining the bonds of kinship, but also the high regard in which women, particularly mothers, are held. The Quran, Islam's revealed text, states: "And revere the wombs that bore you, for God is ever watchful over you." (Quran) It should be obvious that our parents deserve our utmost respect and devotion - second only to God. Speaking in the Quran, God ays: "Show gratitude to Me and to thy parents; to Me is thy final Goal." (Quran) The fact that God has mentioned parents in the same verse as Himself shows the extent to which we should strive in

Mother Is Only Half A Word
Today is mother's day and all over, people are taking their moms out for a lunch to say, "hey, thanks for having sex with some guy and not being smart enough to take the pill or use a condom". You see, mother's day is yet just another holiday invented by retailers to part dumb people from their money. And what is their biggest tool, other than the millions of sheep that follow any holiday put on a calendar? Easy, they use the power of guilt. Religions have known this special power for eons, but now retailers have finally learned they too can profit from people feeling guilty. Buy your mom some flowers.....if you love her. Take your mom to dinner....if you love her. If you were a good son or daughter, you would think of her on this day - her special day. And best of all, when some dumbshit asks if you called your mom on mother's day and you say, "no", the retailers have so brainwashed them that they give you a ration of crap to guilt you into doing something for your mom. And what says,

My "vacation"
=D Tomorrow, I'm headed out to Seattle to catch my plane to Bham! yay! FINALLY! I cant believe it. Ima be back in Bama for about 7 weeks, so I may be MIA..but ya'll know where I am! I'm sure I'll be able to get on from time to time but not as long as I normally have been. Like I told Di, I gotta go do some southern things... maybe I can feel whole again(lol!) But pUhLeAsE feel free to love my page while I'm gone...(pleaseeeeeeee *bats eyelashes*) Hopefully I can find the camera today that way I can take some pics of home to show off. I'm off to get my boy up and get him ready to go see the doctor. *hugs and kisses to all* *-LaLa-*

My Love
Well on the bright side of things rachael has been the greatest persone to me and I love her so much I can't even begin how to describe it. We've been together for just over a month and no matter how many times she say I love you to me I still get this big goofy ass grin on my face. I find myself wanting to be with her more and more every day, I eagerly wait for her phone calls and am sad that I have to sleep alone cuse I would much rather be with her holding her in my arms. So yeah I think that's all I have right now.

The Stranger
The stranger stood across the room. His stare, like ice, penetrating my gloom. I didn't want company. Not that night I didn't find him a welcoming sight. And yet here He stood. In my space His intentions clear, upon his face. He turned to me, with murderous glare And I, in turn, returned his stare. He looked me up. He looked me down. His forehead creasing beneath his frown. But I would not be intimidated, His prescence here, had me frustrated. Who was he, to invade my haunt. This man standing here, this figure so guant. His fingers clenched, his blade he raised. So that was his plan. I wasn't fazed. He screamed, his rage, a battle cry. But I just smiled and passed him by. He stopped. He froze, then turned around. Unsure whether to run or stay his ground. He looked at his weapon, feeling unsure. Was he the hunter or I the lure? I looked in his eyes and saw the evil there. There was none in this world for whom he'd care. This man was rotten, to the core I was fil

The Wisdom Of Larry The Cable Guy .. . .
1. A day without sunshine is like night. 2. On the other hand, you have different fingers. 3. 42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot. 4. 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name. 5. Remember, half the people you know are below average. 6. He who laughs last thinks slowest. 7. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. 8. The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese in the trap. 9. Support bacteria. They're the only culture some people have. 10. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory. 11. Change is inevitable, except from vending machines. 12. If you think nobody cares, try missing a couple of payments.

To Gracie With Love
From the day you were born I knew my love could not be any stronger. You brought me to life as I gave you life to live. I could never be upset with you As you look at me with your blue eyes. My heart melts like butter on a hot plate. As you smile at me I feel my heart lighten. You are my life and my blood Everything I do is for you. And Always remember Gracie, That I will always love you and you will always have my heart!

Think You Can
If you think you are beaten,you are. If you think you dare not, you don't. If you like to win, but think you can't It is almost certain you won't... If you think you;ll lose,you're lost. For out in the world we find Success begins with our will It's all in the state of mind. If you think you are outclassed,you are You've got to think high to rise. You've got to be sure of yourself before You can ever win a prize. Life's battles don't always go To the stronger or faster man.But sooner or later the man who wins Is the man WHO THINKS HE CAN!!!!!!

Gazing Into A River....
There is a time where I wish I could escape and take the time to gaze into a river. A chance for me to have a moment of peace and look into what is to be and what is not to be. Gazing into that river means looking at every part of my life, the good and the ugly. Bad? Bad is nothing compare to the ugly stains in my life. Yes, I have survive some dark days but alot of times I wonder why I survive one ugly stain compared to others. Strange huh? Yet, I know why I survive and I am thankful for that gift. I wouldn't be who I am today, a spirit searching for her place in the world. Yes, I have helped many but at a cost. This river shows so many things that I wonder my sanity in this world that has completly lost it. Sometimes when a memory shows up, there are days I wish I could put my finger into it to distort it, hoping it could erase the pain. It doesn't though, for I can't erase any of it. None. I am at a point where I am retreating away to maybe gain some insight on where my spirit

Loving Cup
Search as long and hard as a man may, Pictures and words can not tell what love can say. Looking to the sky a man can send words up, But its all excting when he drinks from the loving cup. It springs feelings to life he hasnt felt before, All he can do is think of how he can get more. Even when he is feeling like he's in a slump, Its the love of a woman that get him over the hump. So when you think of giving up, Remember it could be your turn to drink from this loving cup.