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Place To Party On Fubar
Get on over here and listen to great music. You name it we play it. http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=51165 I heard that there is gonna be a surprise at 6 P.M. CST. I have no idea what it could be but trust me, I will be there to find out what it is gonna be.

Chu Chu Train
A few days after Christmas, a mother was working in the kitchen listening to her young son playing with his new electric train in the living room. She heard the train stop and her son said, "All of you sons of bitches who want off, get the hell off now, cause this is the last stop! And all of you sons of bitches who are getting on, get your asses in the train, cause we're going down the tracks." The mother went nuts and told her son, "We don't use that kind of language in this house. Now I want you to go to your room and you are to stay there for TWO HOURS. When you come out, you may play with your train, but I want you to use nice language." Two hours later, the son comes out of the bedroom and resumes playing with his train. Soon the train stopped and the mother heard her son say, "All passengers who are disembarking from the train, please remember to take all of your belongingswith you. We thank you for riding with us today and hope your trip was a pleasant one. We hope yo

Satire Of Satin
Sweet addiction is the answer to ask questions forgotten lies twisted backwardSdrawkcab bask golden rays 1000 watts of what electricity? passion? homosexuality? A lesbian lover hides under the cover society declines her I hugged her He hides in humor laughing away troubles society accepted him I hugged him Wrapped in satin crushed in velvet copper dead upon a Martin inspiration alive play away play away play away

Bye Bye Little Julian
To a little guy who has a big place in my heart, will miss ya but you will always be there! Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free; I'm following the path God laid for me. I took His hand when I heard Him call; I turned my back and left it all. I could not stay another day, To laugh, to love, to work or play. Tasks left undone must stay that way; I found that place at the close of day. If my parting has left a void, Then fill it with remembered joy. A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss; Ah yes, these things, I too, will miss. Be not burdened with times of sorrow; I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow. My life's been full, I savored much; Good friends, good times, a loved one's touch. Perhaps my time seemed all too brief; Don't lengthen it now with undue grief. Lift up your heart and share with me; God wanted me now, He set me free.

Entry 3
When she walks away from you mad [ Follow her ] When she stares at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hit's you [ Grab her and don't let go ] When she starts cursing at you [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignore's you [ Give her your attention ] When she pull's away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared [ Protect her ] When she lay's her head on your shoulder [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ] When she steal's your favorite hat [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night] When she tease's you [ Tease her back and make her laugh ] When she doesnt answer for a long time [ reassure her tha

Find Out
You have a Seductive Bedroom Personality! You are all about the classic seductive style. You can get almost anyone to hop into bed with you based on your charm alone. You are incredible at reading people and know just how to give everyone you sleep with a unique experience. 'What's your Bedroom Personality?' at QuizUniverse.com

A Friend
My friend Ramo a good one and cute he's shy and sweet. He's in the army and is so glad to be getting out soon he's already talking about what he want's to do once he's out i wish i had a pic of him to show to cute maybe i should start writing storied on here nah not my goal maybe someday but not yet.

Poem 1
THE ESCAPE OF THE PAIN OF LIFE Don't fear me he said for I am what u wanted. I am death(the reaper)hear to end your pain. She will fade and you will die. I say let me die and let this pain. As the flame of my life fade she does to. And the pain of her is replaced by the pain of hell. The flames consume me. But i do not care the pain of her is gone and for this i thank god. But does he liston i let the flames consume me and i faded forever.

Contest Reminder
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The Law Is The Law
321.1 THE LAW IS THE LAW! I really love this one I hope this makes its way around the USA several times over!!!!! So Be It! THE LAW IS THE LAW So if the US government determines that it is against the law for the words "under God" to be on our money, then, so be it. And if that same government decides that the "Ten Commandments" are not to be used in or on a government installation, then, so be it. I say, " so be it," because I would like to be a law abiding US citizen. I say, "so be it," because I would like to think that smarter people than I are in positions to make good decisions. I would like to think that those people have the American public's best interests at heart. BUT, YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE I'D LIKE? Since we can't pray to God, can't Trust in God and cannot post His Commandments in Government buildings , I don't believe the Government and its employees should participate in the Easter and Christmas celebrations w

Let It Go For 2008.
This is beautiful. Read it to the end...the message is awesome!!! Let it go for 2008. By T. D. Jakes There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continue

Christmas
well it is almost here. is everyone ready for chistmas. man i can tell you right now im not ready for it this year i could have gone with out it but it is here and so i can enjoy it for my daughter. well just was wondering how many was ready for it is all.

Ever Notice How All Of Women's Problems Start With Men ?
seen this & had to share: MEN tal illness MEN strual cramps MEN tal breakdown MEN opause GUY necologist AND… When we have REAL trouble, it's a HIS terectomy.

Are You In Love
Are you in love? According to our experts, you are : Totally In Love You are totally, madly and deeply in love. You have found your life partner so hang on and never let go. Are you in love? Find out at Quizopolis.com

Friends
I recieved this in an email from a friend. I get these all the time they can be really cool and make you think. FAKE FRIENDS/REAL FRIENDS FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food. REAL FRIENDS: is the reason you have no food. FAKE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr / Mrs REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM FAKE FRIENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong REAL FRIENDS: Would sit next to you saying 'Dawg ... we screwed up... but that was fun!' FAKE FRIENDS: never seen you cry REAL FRIENDS: cry with you FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back REAL FRIENDS: keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours FAKE FRIENDS: know a few things about you REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you FAKE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds butt that left you FAKE FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in a

A Discovery
A new beginning. A new me. Looking deep inside. Seeing the real me. My emotions, my personality, my love, my lust. Working to improve what I like about me and to change what I don't. You are there too. A new dream and wonderful fantasy. Longing to tell you how you make me feel. Wanting you to feel the same. Loving the mystery. Hating the anticipation. For now I wait patiently, in silence for you. Enjoying our time together. Soon you will know, you will see that from here on out you will now and forever be apart of the new me. The real me.

Desires Of The Heart
What do you want? Really truly deeply what do you desire? If you examine this question i guarantee you will surprise yourself. i'm not referring to the simple little things that would be nice for the moment. Like threesomes, there are some things that you experience and the desire is gone. You simply want to experience the moment, not retain it as a lifestyle change. These are not deep seated desires, they are just flippant thoughts of grandure. i have recently been confronted with the decision of what i want. This has led to some deep thinking and consideration because of my princess nature and slave nature. They conflict in many ways and therefore, i thought I had to choose which i desire i wanted more. Yes there are some desires that will conflict with each other. They are constant needs of change in our lives. Like a switch. While they desire to be dominated, they also desire to be dominating. It is not a fleeting wish; it is a constant change that occurs in their lives. S

Lessons Learned Part 1
i have been given an opportunity and hopefully made the best of it. i knew that there was a lot to learn to stop this princess from becoming stuckup spoiled and downright rude. i didn’t realize how hard it would be to avoid such things. i had already headed down the path to seeing the fruition of these labors and it wasn’t pretty. Yes as most of my friends will attest to, i can be quite selfcentered, egotistical, and pious. i am rarely wrong and if i am i will be the first to admit it. There is a lot of pride in that statement. In all honesty, if i was any kind of friend at all i wouldn’t use that statement. Why does this little girl have such a hard time showing her appreciation of her friends? They bend over backwards for me when i need them the most. They put up with all my bitchiness and shit and love me still. i want to grow to be a better person than who i am now. To sum it up, i’d like to learn the self control and discipline it takes to be a person who can change her corn

Not All Heroes Are People...
James Crane worked on the 101st floor of Tower 1 of the World Trade Center. He is blind so he has a golden retriever named Daisy. After the plane hit 20 stories below, James knew that he was doomed, so he let Daisy go, out of an act of love. She darted away into the darkened hallway. Choking on the fumes of the jet fuel and the smoke James was just waiting to die. About 30 minutes later, Daisy comes back along with James' boss, who Daisy just happened to pick up on floor 112. On her first run of the building, she leads James, James' boss, and about 300 more people out of the doomed building. But she wasn't through yet, she knew there were others who were trapped. So, highly against James' wishes she ran back in the building. On her second run, she saved 392 lives. Again she went back in. During this run, the building collapsed. James hears about this and falls on his knees into tears. Against all known odds, Daisy makes it out alive, but this time she is carried by a firefigh

New School Prayer
NEW School Prayer : Now I sit me down in school Where praying is against the rule For this great nation under God Finds mention of Him very odd. If Scripture now the class recites, It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow Becomes a Federal matter now. Our hair can be purple, orange or green, That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. For praying in a public hall Might offend someone with no faith at all. In silence alone we must meditate, God's name is prohibited by the state. We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks, And pierce our noses, tongues and cheeks.. They've outlawed guns, but FIRST the Bible. To quote the Good Book makes me liable. We can elect a pregnant Senior Queen, And the 'unwed daddy,' our Senior King. It's 'inappropriate' to teach right from wrong, We're taught that such 'judgments' do not belong. We can ge

Life Ain't Nothin' But Shit On A Stick!!!
people are such full of shit. you bend over backwards to help some one out just to have it come back and bite you in the ass. people are so wrapped up in their own egos anymore that we shit all over people all the time, and not even given a second thought. i'm personally tired of being one of those people that give and give and get shit in return. i'm too fucking nice for my own good and pay for it on a daily basis. i'd give someone my last dollar if i had it and they needed it,, even though i might need it more myself. then when i do get sick of it and not take the shit no more, then i'm a bitch. just because i quit kissing their fuckin asses i'm a bitch now. some people make me sick to my fucking stomach,,, greedy bastards!!!!!! life truely is shit on a stick!!!!

Reflecting On Christmas Past!
My Active Duty Christmas Locations 1971 – Basic Training – Lackland AFB, TX 1972 – 379th Avionics Maintenance Squadron – Wurtsmith AFB, MI 1973 432nd Avionics Maintenance Squadron – Udorn RTAFB, Thailand 1974 – 1981 4th Avionics Maintenance Squadron – Seymour Johnson AFB, NC 1982 – 1984 50th Component Repair Squadron – Hahn AB, W. Germany 1985-1987 5th Avionics Maintenance Squadron – Minot AFB, ND 1988-1991 7th Avionics Maintenance Squadron – Carswell AFB, TX The Seymour Johnson AFB assignment did allow me to visit my parents during most of the holidays I was stationed there. All the rest were spend at my assigned duty station. I was fortunate to never see combat duty in my 20 years with the Air Force. However, given the chance in today’s world, I’d do it all over again. God bless all U.S. Military personnel, past, present and future! Alan R. Thomas TSgt., USAF, Retired

Contest Winners!!
I would like to thank all of contestants who joined the contest and all that helped to make it a success! The Winners are.... 1st Place 600,000 Fubucks: Why Be Normal 20,380 Comments 2nd Place 150,000 Fubucks: Sexyyania69 18,752 Comments 3rd Place 50,000 Fubucks: eLLee 5,678 Comments Most Picture Rates 10,000 Fubucks: Sexyyania69 with 69 Pic Rates Congratulations to all the Winners! Thanks again everyone and have a great New Years!

A**hole # 2
Another way my brain is broken..... AKA "assholeness". I will look threw your profiles all your pics and pretty much never leave a commment. I will fan you and friend you and never send a message. The reason i don't? I think of things to say and expect you to read my mind story of my life .... any way trying to improve. Or maybe you should......... What am i thinking?

Drama Here At Work
So, here we are getting warned about this strange old homeless guy who was trying to get into our secure office. Next thing I know, I'm out smoking and there are 3 police cars in the tunnel. He was getting arrested and resisting. We stayed until it was all done and the cars pulled away. The old man stuck his tongue out at us all and laughed.

Night Creatures
Night Creatures These creatures of the night Walk the path of unrest under the cover Of the full moon and bring with them The haunting stench of the death which Rises with the cold chill of the rising fog Which the darkness of the land Walking with the creature of the night. These creatures of the night Start to gather and so they wreak havoc on A small Saxon village which is rich In living, breathing flesh to feast upon Which these creatures of the which then Start to advance their attack upon the sleeping Saxon village which in the state of the confusion The startled villagers are fleeing from their Homes into the surrounding darkness of the forest Where they meet their brutal deaths of the most Bloody demise of savage razor toothed, Razor clawed creatures of the night. These creatures of the night Which wreaked their brutal carnage Of a bloody nature by the cover Of the full moon, soon Start to scatter like the plague before The break of the twilight

Are You Ready?
Well Heroes looks like were gonna make it another year. With the Elections coming we all better be asking ourselves "Are You Ready?" There's still plenty of time for the current sitting morons to mess alot of shit up. And there's no telling what the next crew will do. So you better cinch up your jocks and bra straps cause things are gonna get rough. And in the Spirit of preparing for the upcoming battles I got a song for you. Lyrics included. Ready or Not by Manbreak Do you wanna get out? Do you wanna give in? Do you wanna be contained? Do you wanna be restrained? Do you wanna be enforced by the laws that are made? Do you wanna be deprived? Do you wanna be advised? Do you wanna be controlled, wanna be patrolled? Do you wanna be designed to accept all the time? Do you wanna be bored? Or do you wanna be broke? Do you wanna be conned? Do you wanna be robbed? Do you wanna have to beg for the price of a smoke? Chorus: Do you wanna go round and around, An

When You Thought I Wasnt Looking
When You Thought I Wasn't Looking When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you hang my first painting on the refrigerator, and I wanted to paint another one. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you feed a stray cat, and I thought it was good to be kind to animals. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you make my favorite cake for me, and I knew that little things are special things. When you thought I wasn't looking, I heard you say a prayer, and I believed there is a God I could always talk to. When you thought I wasn't looking, I felt you kiss me goodnight, and I felt loved. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw tears come from your eyes, and I learned that sometimes things hurt, but it's all right to cry. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw that you cared and I wanted to be everything that I could be. When you thought I wasn't looking, I looked... and wanted to say thanks for all the things I saw when you thought I wasn't looking.

Life's Greatest Secret
Life's Greatest Secret I don't know anyone who doesn't want a life filled with love. In order for this to happen, the effort must start within us. Rather than waiting for the other people to provide the love we desire, we must be a vision and the source of love. We must tap into our own loving-kindness in order to set an example for others to follow suit. It has been said that "the shortest distance between two points is an intention". This is certinaly true with regard to a life filled with love. The starting point or foundation of a life filled with love is the desire and commitment to be a source of love. Our attitude, choices, acts of kindness, and willingness to be the first to reach out will take us toward this goal. The next time you find yourself frustrated at the lack of love in the world, try an experiment. Forget about the world and other people for a few minutes, instead, look into your own heart. Can you become a source of greater love? Can you think loving thoughts o

Gone
I am leavin the KOW and Spirit Warrior Levelers. I do appologize for any inconvience this poses on anyone and do appreciate the help I have been given by everyone there. A lot of people are leavin due to drama and stuff bein said about them and I will not be dragged into it. This is the reason I am leavin. My name has been changed and my morph has been deleted from my pics. Thank you all for your support in levelin me up and everything you have given to me and done for me. I wish the best for those that have stayed. Good luck in levelin and in all you do! Blessed Be!

Thoughts....
Sometimes,i wonder what is to keep a good friendship going.But turns out I guess that somethings are better left alone,and tucked away from a world of prying eyes.There is always something that happens or some how or another gets fucked from hell and back.But,there are somethings that can't be taken back.Things get said,and maybe a feeling gets hurt.But,to truely know how one feels,some may never want to know.Sometimes its for the best that people keep their thoughts and feelings to themselves.Or how they really feel about something or the person saying it.or the person listening on the other end of a conversation.To keep out thoughts hidden from the cruel world,and our minds closed tight.Maybe the best thing for ourselves.

Taking A Break...
TO ALL MY FU FRIENDS... AS OF 4AM EST ON JANUARY 2, 2008, I AM TAKING A MUCH NEEDED BREAK FROM FUBAR AS WELL AS THE ENTIRE INTERNET FOR A WHILE.. I'VE HAD A TREMENDOUS AMOUNT OF CHANGES HAPPENING IM MY REAL LIFE OVER THE LAST FEW MONTHS AND I NEED TO DEAL WITH THEM AND SORT EVERYTHING OUT.. AT THIS PRECISE MOMENT, I HAVE NO IDEA WHEN I WILL RETURN.. I'M SORRY TO ANYONE WHO HAD UPCOMING FU-WEDDINGS SCHEDULED WITH ME AS I WILL BE UNABLE TO PERFORM THE CEREMONIES FOR YOU.. I NEED TO TAKE THIS TIME AWAY TO BE ABLE TO GIVE MY FULL ATTENTION TO THIS.. HAVE FUN ON THE FU.. ♥LICKETY

Fake Friends Vs. Real Friends
FAKE FRiENDS: Never ask for food. REAl FRiENDS: are the reason you have no food. FAKE FRiENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs REAl FRiENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM FAKE FRiENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. REAl FRiENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn ... we fucked up... but that shit was fun" FAKE FRiENDS: never seen you cry. REAl FRiENDS: cry with you FAKE FRiENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. REAl FRiENDS: keep your shit so long they forget its yours. FAKE FRiENDS: know a few things about you. REAl FRiENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you. FAKE FRiENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing. REAl FRiENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. FAKE FRiENDS: Would knock on your front door. REAl FRiENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!" FAKE FRiENDS: Are for awhile. REAl FRiENDS: Are for life. FAKE FRiENDS: Will take your drink away when they think you'v

Guy
Bremmer, Guy Thomas PV2 Ypsilanti, MI Age 23, passed away Sunday, December 23, 2007 due to an automobile accident. He was born October 1, 1984 in Ypsilanti, the son of Hank Bremmer and Joyce (Andenoro) Cisco. Guy served in the MI Army National Guard. Survivors include- one daughter, Ashley; his mother, Joyce Cisco of Ypsilanti; four brothers, Brian, Shawn, Abraham and Travis; and maternal grandmother, Estella Andenoro. The funeral service will be 11-00 am Saturday, December 29, 2007 at Stark Funeral Service Moore Memorial Chapel with Pastor Gordon Moore officiating. Cremation will follow. The family will receive friends at the funeral home 3-9 pm Friday. Please sign his guest book at www.starkfuneral.com. Stark Funeral Home Obituaries This is very painful. I knew his mother when she was pregnant. I saw him for the first time within a few days of his mother bringing him home from the hospital. I helped his brother babysit him and his brother Travis on more than one occasion. Its

Best Friend Here No More
who wouldve thought we would have to be apart, that one of us chose to make a new start. One alone now to cry on your shoulder no more, No time to laugh, till we just cant laugh anymore. Torn apart by adulthood and stability, forever broken and torn heart..... ill miss you..... ill miss you..... you were the one there through all the shit, the pain, the good time and bad.. i dont know what i am going to do with out you. so so long my love my one and only true friend i hope that you find happiness and joy in all that you do.

Tasty Grammy Gravy
My grandfather knew how to live and ignore all those who thought to give his labor and sweat and blood and tears was what it meant to live in our.. ages. Can we now still live like that man was a forgotten entinty of the past that was most righteous... Picking a banjo with whiskey in hand did he not truly understand what was meant for him to be? No toilet that flushed no food nor water that ran can even you compare to this man who was? Our patri... our manly soul. Our glue that held our family so bold into oness.. You think that man who kicked your ass when he was drunk from ten glasses of whiskey was not manly. Yet you know as you lie with two feet in the grave that nothing will ever renew all that was from that good man. We all knew that house We all were afraid Yet nothing could ever persuade us from that good man. And now it's gone that house we adored... No barrels of rain to bathe in anymore.. and maybe h

Come And Get Me Ladies
I am up for bid in an action. To any of my friends interested in bidding on me check out my bulletins. If I'm not completely to your liking there are lots of my friends to pick from. So if you want a HOTT boy or girl to be all yours come on down and put in a bid.

Livin In Cleveland
If your Dairy Queen is closed from September through May, you live in Cleveland If someone in a Home Depot store offers you assistance and they don't work there, you live in Cleveland If you've worn shorts and a parka at the same time, you live in Cleveland If you've had a lengthy telephone conversation with someone who dialed a wrong number, you live in Cleveland If "Vacation" means going anywhere south of I-80 for the weekend, you live in Cleveland If you measure distance in hours, you live in Cleveland If you have switched from "heat" to "A/C" in the same day and back again, you live in Cleveland If you can drive 75 mph through 2 feet of snow during a raging blizzard without flinching, you live in Cleveland If you carry jumpers in your car and your wife knows how to use them, you live in Cleveland If you design your kid's Halloween costume to fit over a snowsuit, you live in Cleveland If the speed limit on the highway is 55 mph -- you're going 80 and

Hard To Deal
its so hard to deal with the loss of my son, you can believe in heaven, god, better things and none of it takes away the hole in your heart. i smoke my brains out to numb the pain, i want to hold him again, see him again. will i ever feel that kind of love again??? does he know i miss him sooo??? if u have ever lost a child please tell me how u deal, please tell me!! this place is such a good outlet, its a start, its all i can do right now, one minute at a time.

Midnight Hauntings
you haunt me made manifest in my dreams twisted sheets and damp skin silent testimony to your nocturnal dominance my dreams a guilty submission of self to the desire you instill within me in my dreams i can not deny you my body offered up as my sacrifice to your cold cruelty waking i reclaim my heart but while asleep and vulnerable daylight's forbidden desire rules in my dreams i worship at your form my hands caress your skin in silent worship my lips taste of you like prayer while asleep my lust for you is a ruling deity and i eagerly worship with soft crys racing breath and sleep smothered moans

Please Help Me :)
We all have been affected by cancer in some way. Either you know someone who has it, has had it, or has had it and sadly lost their battle. Our community relay for life is May 2-3, 2008. My personal fundraising goal is $500. I ask you kindly if you would like to donate. Together, we can find a cure for cancer. (Last year, I had someone email me and actually got mad. However. Look, if you want to spend 100 for a happy hour, Go ahead.. If you want to spend 20 dollars for a VIP, Go ahead, but all I am asking for is $10. And to know that that 10 dollars may and will help save a life, now to me, that in it's self is priceless.) To go to my personal ACS donation page, please go to this link.. http://main.acsevents.org/goto/aprilt Thanks, April

Poem
Rain As the Rain Begins to Fall it make beautiful sounds against the Window pane. Cutting off the Silence of the Night by scaring off the creatures of flight. From the outside world looking in it's hard to tell that there is lots of sin when all you can tell is that there is necked skin. white on white all through the night till the shimmers of the morning light. Oh how the hours have passed us by while the O's have just multiplied. Was it love or was it lust this answer should just be left alone and thought of as two lovers spending time at home.

Conspiracy !?!
We have all heard the rumors that Kurt/Nirvana wrote all or most of the songs on the Hole album Live Through This, maybe even more. You be the judge. Polly and Dumb by Nirvana are the same song with different lyrics. Old Age was released by Hole as Beautiful Son back in 1993 with a slight musical twist and differnt lyrics. Now for example, if you listen closely, Malibu by Hole released on the album Celebrity Skin, sounds alot like Pennyroyal Tea by Nirvana. Imagine that. Listen close enough and every song on Live Through This matches a Nirvana song, bits and pieces, if not entire songs. Just a thought. Not saying I'm right. But if you bury a song beneath enough guitar effects and overdubs, the same song could sound completely different. Just seems to be strange. What a shame that the album wasn't released until after Cobain's death.

My Mask
I hide behind a mask You can't see my face Looking at first glance I'm in a happy place The truth is, that's a lie But you can't really tell that in the back of my mind I think the world should rot in hell What's the point of living If we are all going to die What's the point of being happy If in the end we're going to cry But this is something no one sees This is something no one knows And yet deep inside of me This feeling of hatred grows So even though this mask reveals a happy side of me, I use the mask as a shield to look at what others can never see.

New Drugs For Women
NEW DRUGS FOR WOMEN DAMNITOL Take 2 and the rest of t he world can go to hell for up to 8 full hours! EMPTYNESTROGEN Suppository that eliminates melancholy and loneliness by reminding you of how awful they were as teenagers and how you couldn't wait till they moved out.< /SPAN> ST. MOMMA'S WORT Plant extract that treats mom's depression by rendering preschoolers unconscious for up to two days. PEPTOBIMBO Liquid silicone drink for single women. Two full cups swallowed before an evening out increases breast size, decreases intelligence, and prevents conception. DUMBEROL When taken with Peptobimbo, can cause dangerously low IQ, resulting in enjoyment of country music and pickup trucks. FLIPITOR Increases life expectancy of commuters by controlling road rage and the urge to flip off other drivers. MENICILLIN Potent anti-boy-otic for older women. Increases resistance to such lethal lines as, 'You make me want to be a better person.' BUYAGRA Injectable sti

The Pain
So many women and men are in so much pain love friendship life all combine to make the heart hard and sad. On the rare occasion that you find love and happiness time stress the pains of the world around you suffocate and drive your heart deeper inside of you, taking it away from the tenderness that you may have felt. When the time comes for the heart to feel and love its blocked by all the pain surrounding our lives. Fear of not being worthy of the love fear of not being able to love back equally fear of hurting or being hurt. We run from what may be what could be what might be and we shell ourselves and our heart. The world goes on around us the flowers blooom wars are fought and no longer it seems so we allow ourselves to love anything other then the children we bear, even then do we love them as much as we should or do we distance ourselves from them preparing them for the near future of thier hearts empty pain. We are surrouded by hollywood versions of love cloudign our images of w

Everything
EVERYTHING IN LIFE CHANGES YOU IN SOME WAY EVEN THE SMALLEST THINGS. IF YOU DON'T ACCEPT THESE CHANGES YOU DO NOT ACCEPT YOURSELF FOR THROUGH THESE CHANGES BRINGS NEW GREATER THINGS TO YOU MAKING YOU WISE AS TIME PROGRESSES. TO AVOID CHANGES IS A LOSS YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE DO NOT WASTE A MINUTE OF IT AVOIDING THINGS. LET THEM COME TO YOU AND LEARN FROM THEM THERE IS ALWAYS TOMORROW

Egypt’s Moonlight
Egypt’s Moonlight A bright moon shines over Egypt tonight. Tents pitched by an oasis of forbidden sin. Tonight my sweet bewitching lover will drink my sinful desire. Fire that warms the night from the chilly breeze flowing across the desert sea. My beloved sits… Too eat and drink of wine. I appear dressed as a slave girl to offer a bewitching dance of temptation for my master. Under Egypt’s moon my hands sway like waves upon a darken sea of forbidden love. My sinful body rolls like a deadly snake seeking a safe shelter from the chilly breeze. I watch as he goes to lick his luscious lips of wine that beckons me to taste them. I slowly move closer like a well trained assassin. My beloved moans as I suck upon his juicy fingers that are covered with the juices of the fruit he was just eating. My beloved body awakens to the desert passion that no longer will be denied. But…. Wicked as I am. I warned him with sweet tosses of my hair about his

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What do "spay" and "neuter" really mean? Female children are spayed by removing their reproductive organs, and male children are neutered by removing their testicles. In both cases the operation is performed while the child is under anesthesia. Depending on your child's age, size, and health, he or she will stay at your doctor's office for a few hours or a few days. Depending upon the procedure, your child may need stitches removed after a few days. Your doctor can fully explain spay and neuter procedures to you and discuss with you the best age at which to sterilize your child. Spaying or Neutering Is Good for Your Child * Spaying and neutering helps people live longer, healthier lives. * Spaying and neutering can eliminate or reduce the incidence of a number of health problems that can be very difficult or expensive to treat. * Spaying eliminates the possibility of uterine or ovarian cancer and greatly reduces the incidence of breast cancer, particularly when y

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A child was born one day.....the labor seemed to take days on days for the child to come out but when he was finally ready nobody ever imagined the child would be born the way he was. As the doctor pulled him from his mother he gasped seeing the child and mumbled "he has sharp teeth....claws.....and oh my god wings!" the childs father went to see what the doctor was talking about then he saw the little winged child and almost fainted, the child started to scream and ear piercing pitch that seemed unnatural, the doctor was scared as hell but quickly cleaned the baby up as fast as he could with the claws swinging about and the wings fluttering. After the baby was done getting clean it still didnt stop screaming so the doctor quickly placed him in his mothers arms and he slowly stopped and became to almost "koo" as he looked up to his mother, his big red eyes filled with tears and the mother ran a finger down his cheek lookingat him but talking to the father "He's handsome isn't he?" it

People And Fu Drama
recently somone I knew contacted one opf my new frineds and if your reading this let me know I lost alot of information and if i didnt contact you i appologize. but if someone has something to say say it to me not somone else. and i do have a bad memory short term but verey friendsly cause everyone needs a friend cassy

About A Biker
IF YOU KNOW A " BIKER" PLEASE REPOST!! I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But you didn't see me driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn 't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But you didn't see me and my brothers don

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Every time I see your face I see the pain in your eyes Somehow it just pulls me right in I feel you in me I wanna be a part of you The question is just how do I begin? Seems we're so misguided conflicted, undecided I know these days seem black, but I can't do all the work for you Just hold your head up high and be a man I'm not turning back, but I'm not giving up on you I'll wait for you till you come take my hand I wanna take all your tears and cry them for you to maybe see you smile once again Fill me with your fears Replace this emptiness inside and let me be the one that you call 'friend' Don't wanna give up tryin' You broke it, are you buyin'? Maybe if I feel your pain for you I can just deny my own Is that what you want me to do? Am I not allowed to heal? To express just what I feel? Or do I have to be just like you? I know something's hurting you But I am not deserting you I know these days seem black, but I can't do all the work f

Read It And React
The Pentagon officially reported 72,043 battlefield casualties from Iraq and Afghanistan through Jan. 5, 2008. In addition, VA hospitals and clinics have treated 263,909 unplanned patients from the Iraq and Afghanistan wars.

Life's A Mess
OK as some of you know we lost our house thanks to my husbands recent jobs. Its on the market and been spending a lot of time on house and djing as we've lost a lot of djs :(. If I haven't been showing y'all the love u deserve I apologize. Just doesn't seem to be enough time during the day and I can only stay awake so long. Trying to keep up with comments and friend requests is about all I'm managing. Some days I'm lucky and can actually post comments b4 I receive them this week will be spending a lot of time sorting through not only the stuff for moving sale but getting stuff onto ebay in the hopes of making some real money, in the hopes of doing some work on the house and maybe upping the price on the house or enough to JUST get it sold. My brain can only handle so much and I guess at the moment its on overload. So IF I ignore you or don't show the love I know you deserve please forgive me

Chaos Of The Heart
I'm dating a girl I met at work. We've been going out since dec. 6, 07. Everything was perfect until she went to jail on Friday. It's the worst feeling I've ever had and back in 04 I spent 35dys in jail myself but this feels different, it feels like I'm being pulled apart. I won't know what is going on til the 13th of Feb. If you have any idea what Im going through let me know or if you have chaos of the heart tel me

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Someone
Someone will always be prettier. Someone will always be smarter. Some of their houses will be bigger. Some will drive a better car. Their children will do better in school. And their husband will fix more things around the house. So let it go, and love you and your circumstances. Think about it! The prettiest woman in the world can have hell in her heart. And the most highly favored woman on your job may be unable to have children. And the richest woman you know, she's got the car, the house, the clothes~~~~ might be lonely. And the word says, 'If I have not Love, I am nothing.' So, again, love you. Love who you are. Look in the mirror in the morning and smile and say, 'I am too Blessed to be Stressed and too Anointed, to be Disappointed!' 'Winners make things happen~~ Losers let things happen.' Be 'Blessed' Ladies~~~~~ and pass this on to encourage another woman. 'To the world you might be one person, but to the one person, you might be the world.'

A Very Special Thank You!!!! From My Heart To Yours ( Special Thanks To Neabear For This )
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Please Help This Lady
I do not want condolences about this situation, I am posting this bulletin with a link that includes pictures of the man who murdered my 3 month old son in hopes that maybe someone has seen him somewhere....anywhere....please take the time to go to the link and watch the news video which includes a description of the car he was driving and his picture...If anyone knows anything at all, please dont contact me...call 409-771-7488 please repost the hell out of this so as many people as possible can see this. thank you everyone this includes the news report video http://www.khou.com/topstories/stories/khou080130_jj_policeinfoonbabyfounddead.7265da15.html this includes a picture of the man who murdered my baby http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,326785,00.html

Woudn't U Hate To Lose Your Sight Cuz U Can't Afford Eyewear???
SEE….BITCH!!THAT OPTOMITRISTS ARE OBSCENE…FOR CHARGING SO MUCH FOR EYEWEAR, ESP. CONTACT LENSES!! WHEN THEY TELL YOU HOW DANGEROUS IT IS TO OVERWEAR THEM!!!!AND HOW BADLY IT CAN DAMAGE YOUR EYES!!!!!!!!IF YOU AGREE, RE~POST THIS TO AS MANY PEOPLE YOU CAN, INCLUDING YOUR PERSONAL HANDY DANDY OPTOMETRISTS’ OFFICES!!!!!!!YESSSSSSSSS!!!! LOWER EYEWEAR PRICES!!!!!!!! NOW!NOW!NOW!NOW!NOW!NOW!NOW!NOW!NOW!

When The Hours Seem Long...
When the hours seem long and the world seems wrong, when your spirits are low and theres no inter glow, may the thoughts in here bring you laugher and cheer enlighten your days and em brighten your ways, dark shadows fall into the lives of us all but through it all we learn to grow and stand tall, the more we endure with the patience and grace, the stronger we will grow and more we can face, there is always two sides the good and the bad, the sad and the glad.. If we can but keep on believing what we know in our heart is true..The darkness will fade with the morning and this will pass on to you.. god never sends the give of winter, with out the joy of spring..Today my heart will cry for tomorrow my heart will sing... Keep Smilin... Holley Bess

Commenting Help Needed
PLEASE HELP THIS FU OUT. HIS COMMENT PARTY ENDS TOMORROW, THE 3rd! EVERYONE START YOUR PARTY COMMENT ENGINES!! HELP THIS WONDERFUL FU WITH COMMENTS AND RATES. TYVM IN ADVANCE FROM SASSY LAURIE! COME ON AND SHAKE YOUR MONEY MAKING COMMENT-BOOTY WITH US! THIS PIMPTASTIC BLOG HAS BEEN BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE INFAMOUS ~/~ Sassy Laurie PLEASE SHOW ME LOVE~/~

Pre-booty Call Agreement
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Cold
Untitled Cold and dreary, the rain continues, Similar to life which repeats itself in continuing cycles, Times past, hearts broken, souls ripped to shreds, Yet we keep moving, The souls ripped, the hearts broken and time passed, all have something, In which not many of us realize, The Soul heals not worse for wear but wiser, The heart broken in time, is put back together, and after all The time they both become more beautiful, Don't abandon hope that there is hope, Written By: AL Copyright: 1.23.2007

The Meaning Of My Name
What Elise Means You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almo

And So
It's kind of strange how things turn out some times. Life. You know what I mean. You never can figure it out. Try as you might, plan, set goals, or not. Think if you can of every concievable, probably possibility or outcome and it never fails something will happen that you never thought of, did not prepare for. Gods cruel joke? Fate's Sick Trick? Interesting isn't it. Things that seem like major crisis today fade into memory and forgotten with the next catastrophe. And SO, life goes on. The waves roll in. The sun rises again. The moon continues through it's phases. And the birds continue to sing. Regardless of how happy or sad you may be, go to a park somewhere and the birds will be singing to one another. In our developing and supposedly more sophisticated society with ever increasing technological capabilities we separate ourselves more and more and hide behind the walls and doors of our homes. Safe. Secure. We socialize safely through the wires of the intern

Show Me Some Love!!!
COME HELP ME WITH MY NEXT VIP! I am in a giveaway for my next V.I.P. I need 15,000 comments/rates. So if you aren't a bomber, please just drop by and leave a rate. It all helps! Even leaving ten to twenty comments is AWESOME! Anybody that bombs and spends extra time will be made a personal salute. Please & thank you! >

What Is This All About?
I don't know if I give off bad impressions or not, but I'm beginning to notice a pattern here! It seems that I think people are gonna be in my life for a long time, I meet these people, we have fun, and then they don't talk to me anymore. And the sad part is NONE of them tell me what it is all about! What am I, cursed or something? I bring this up because in an entry I did over the weekend ("Going Above And Beyond The Call Of Friendship"), I talked about someone whom I was at the time calling a new best friend. Now she seems to have just become another statistic in that regard with me...not something I wanted or am happy with. In the past several months, I have met a number of people from this site, we'd hang out, have fun (or so I am led to believe)...nuff said! Now the majority of people that I have met, people who said they would NEVER want to lose my friendship, don't seem to wanna talk to me anymore, not even here, and for the life of me, I don't understand it! Why? W

Concrete Angel ... Plz Repost The Bulletin Link Inside
Ok So I Got Some News Tonight I Thought I Would Share And Maybe Get Some Prayers For Her!!! Fubar's Own LadyMoose Had Heart Surgery This Week And Just Lost Her Grandaughter LiL Angel Paige A LiL Over A Month Ago In Result Of Child Abuse(((SBS))) Laura Is Now In A Heart Specialty Hospital In Flordia On Life Support Tonight!!! Can I Plz Get Some Prayers For Her She Has Been Putting Off Her Own Health To Take Care Of Her Ill Grandaughter And There Giving Her a 50/50 Chance Of Living... Her Heart Was Just Too Weak The Doc Said!! So Plz Pray For Her She Really Has Had This Last Year Rough Losing Her Grandaughter!!! Thanx In Advance... Plz Repost So Everyone Can Pray For Her!!! Ladymoose760~Founder of The Misfit~Angels Leveling Crew@ fubar Thanx For Ur Prayers!!!Lindsay ..¢â:Lindsay:¢â..@ fubar She Would Have Wanted This Added For Paige And All Other Children Out There!! (repost of original by '

I Don't Care If You Believe In God Or Not You Have To Read This It's Too Funny Not To..lmao
A child was told to write a book report on the entire Bible. This is what he wrote. In the beginning, which occurred near the start, there was nothing but God, darkness, and some gas. The Bible says, 'The Lord thy God is one, but I think He must be a lot older than that. Anyway, God said, 'Give me a light!' and someone did. Then God made the world. He split the Adam and made Eve. Adam and Eve were naked, but they weren't embarrassed because mirrors hadn't been invented yet. Adam and Eve disobeyed God by eating one bad apple, so they were driven from the Garden of Eden. Not sure what they were driven in though, because they didn't have cars. Adam and Eve had a son, Cain, who hated his brother as long as he was Abel. Pretty soon all of the early people died off, except for Methuselah, who lived to be like a million or something. One of the next important people was Noah, who was a good guy, but one of his kids was k

To Mya's Daddy...
JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW THAT YOU'RE ALREADY A GREAT DADDY=] AN AMAZING BOYFRIEND A VERY MUCH NEEDED ADDITION TO MY FAMILY THE MOST LOVING AND CARING MAN IVE EVER KNOWN THE PERFECT BABYDADDY♥ && I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BOY

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I SIT HERE IN AWW OF SOME OF THE FEMALES ON HERE. THEY ARE EVER SO BEAUTIFUL. I QUESTION MYSELF A LOT IN THIS AREA. I FIND MYSELF WISHING TO ONLY LOOK HALF AS GOOD AS THEY DO. DON'T GET ME WRONG I HAVE A GREAT PERSONALITY.....LOVE IT WHEN I AM TOLD THAT..... BUT TO KNOW I LOOK GOOD. TO FEAL I LOOK GOOD. THAT WOULD EFFIN ROCK

Will Be Gone For A Few Days
I found out this mornin that my husbands grandma passed away and they are gonna have the funeral Thursday so were gonna go up there wed. So im gonna be gone wed till sometime this weekend. If anyones wonderin the contest will still start at the same time on monday even if im not around yet ill have a friend get on and open it for u guys. Abby thanks for listenin to me cry like a lil baby I ♥ ya. Ummm ok my mind is just a lil blank and not sure what else to say to ill be back when i can and ill prob be in and outta here all day today and tomorrow so if i dont answer any shouts back plz dont take it the wrong way just might not be in the mood to talk. xo

Highlights From Marijuana Myths
Marijuana Myths and Facts Highlights from Marijuana Myths, Marijuana Facts*. MYTH: MARIJUANA'S HARMS HAVE BEEN PROVED SCIENTIFICALLY. In the 1960s and 1970s, many people believed that marijuana was harmless. Today we know that marijuana is much more dangerous than previously believed. FACT: In 1972, after reviewing the scientific evidence, the National Commission on Marihuana and Drug Abuse concluded that while marijuana was not entirely safe, its dangers had been grossly overstated. Since then, researchers have conducted thousands of studies of humans, animals, and cell cultures. None reveal any findings dramatically different from those described by the National Commission in 1972. In 1995, based on thirty years of scientific research editors of the British medical journal Lancet concluded that "the smoking of cannabis, even long term, is not harmful to health." MYTH: MARIJUANA HAS NO MEDICINAL VALUE. Safer, more effective drugs are available. They include a syntheti

What Do You Do???
So you meet a guy/girl and in the begining are happy and fine. You fall deeply in love with them and then to the next stage and get married. The marriage seems wonderful, at first, and you have no second thoughts about it. Then you one day realize maybe you were not ready for it and take a look back on all the steps before the actual marriage. You start to realize it was more of the other persons idea then yours and you just got caught up in the excitement. The excitement of being with someone you love for the rest of your life, excitement of spending days with that person because you really do love them, or so you think. One day you are sitting there and having second thoughts. You no longer know if you love this person or if you don't. Other things begin to factor in. You don't talk as often and when you do it is short or very few words. They insist they could not live without you and you tell them the same but deep down you have this feeling that things are not the same. Tha

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Why is it that some people crave drama. If there is no drama going on in their life right at any given moment, then they have to create some no matter who it may hurt. These are the people who can't live if there is no drama in their life and they are not happy unless there is some kind of drama. They involve people who are suppose to be their family and friends. They act like they have no life unless there is something negative going on in their lives. These kind of people don't care about anyone but their selves. Screw other peoples feelings, just create drama no matter what the cost and they are the happies people on earth, but let the drama end and they are the saddest people in the end. I AM SO TIRED OF BEING DRUG INTO THE MIDDLE OF PEOPLE'S DRAMA. I just want them to leave me out of it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Drama is for people who have nothing better to do, so if all you want is drama, then just leave me the HELL OUT OF IT. Until next time, Very

Yep
Little Cricket I found this little bug perched on my sleeve And, try as I may, I could not get it to leave. So I shook and I shook with all my might, but the silly little bug held on ever so tight. For a better look, I brought it up close to my eye. “Ah, yes, it is rather cute,” I decided with a sigh. From that moment on, we were such a pair. As long as we were together, we hadn't a care. Summer after summer, together we played. Promise after promise together we made. How I loved gazing upon her sweet little face and she loved resting safely on me in this place. She would sing so sweetly to me every night; I, in return, would hold her until morning’s light. Strangely, though, as the years went by, the sight of her made me want to cry. Her chirping now made my ears want to bleed and my warnings she just would never heed. Many times I shook her off and tried to run away but then I'd look down and on my sleeve she'd lay. So, finally, while she slept, I gently

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Guitar Hero For A Day
As a musician, I have looked up to other guitarists who have influenced me through the years. They range from different genres that span through the decades from Les Paul, Chet Atkins, Dave Navarro, Dave Mustaine, Zakk Wylde, Randy Roads, and most of all Slash. Growing up I was, and still am in aw of these guitarists. Now, anyone that knows me, or has seen me play guitar, knows that I become very shy or timid when complimented on my playing. I am honored that people do compliment me, but I just don't ever want to come off arrogant or anything. I know, weird. On the other hand, I am also the one that, well, is the loose cannon that is off the wall. LOL So, that is a little background information for this next part.:-) This past Saturday my friend Greg and I decided to go to the music store to just hang out and look at guitars and amps. While there we played through a few guitars and a couple of amps.As I was looking at the next guitar to jam on I stopped at this Les Paul Specia

10 Comments From Every Reader Plz
If each of my friends that reads this would come leave ten comments that would be a big help. More of course is even better! I am in there myself so we can chat it up and make it count! xoxo PebblesinAZ

Test Results Are In
I sitll maybe MIA from time to time. My daughters tests all came back fine but the baby is on the small side. The doctor has put her on bed rest she is still having issues keeping food down. We will be watching her and keeping meals on the healthier of healthy sides in hopes we can get the baby to gain 1 pound by her next visit. We were told however to go and pre register her at the hospital tomorrow.

Can You Lend A Hand Please
With your help I can do it! I'm more than half way there on my giveaway can you please come lend me a hand. Click on the links below. thanks for your help. All help will be returned in your contests/giveaways. Silverpixi

Proud To Be An American
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I Am Always Considered A Stripper By Appearance Rather Than Who I Really Am.
I posted a mumm, regarding a higher job position in a law firm in Vegas and almost everyone that commented the mumm thought I was a stripper...because I didnt mentioned the type of job position. I didnt mentioned the job position just too see how shallow-minded some people are when they go by first appearances...and just because I look the way I look everyone thinks I must strip for a living like I never went to college or have a real profession...and I see it being done to so many women which is sad cause women are stereo-typed too much and that really sucks. I never worked in a strip club and never will. I worked at Hooters when I went to college...to help pay my tuition for college...but now I work as a paralegal and even now I get mistaken for a stripper or worse a porn star...at first I took it as a compliment cause it show that I had the looks and body for it but now it's gotten way out of hand...and no one seems to have any respect...and treat me like a Im not a woman but a s

Everyone Needs A Sexy Soldier In Thier Life :d
I just won the greatest guy in an auction!!!! He's currently in Iraq and could use all the luv he can get!!! So stop by and leave some of yours!!! FU, owned by the fallen one@ fubar imikimi - Customize Your World Brought to you by ~*~The Fallen One~*~Neon X-treem security~*~Mistress to Cola and Daddy Lo~*~Member of Az's Angel@ fubar

Mrs. Right Vs. Mrs. Right Now
Why are us as men so stupid when we're younger?Is it lack of experience? Is it lack of Intelligence? Is it lack of Maturity? Personally I think it is all of the above. Most of us go through life one woman at a time finding little parts or little pieces of something we think we want. Whether it be the perfect body, the perfect mind, the perfect commitment, even the perfect SEX. This is the Mrs. Right Now. She is the one that you know is going to break your heart but you give it to her anyways. She is the one your mother hates and your dad shakes his head at. The one who takes a family reunion and makes sure she's the center of attention with a big emotional moment or something that embarrasses the hell out of you. She's the one who let's you know that you could never do better than her and that you would be miserable without them. Whereas after 2 weeks after breaking up, you're just fine and looking again. The Mrs. Right on the othe hand is someone that you search for you entire life

My Confession
Why am I so lonely, when I'm surrounded by my Friends? They love me, and they would die for me. They are with me to the End. They are the there for all the good times, and embrace me in the bad. They are as close to me as family, and for their kinship I am glad. The cold that's buried inside of me, is hidden very deep. They have hardly ever seen it, but if they do, they start to weep. They say that I'm a great person, and say that I should wait, But damnet I'm so lonely, I can't keep going at this rate. See, once I gave my heart away, and I've fought to get it back. My soul was torn, my mind was swept, my life was thrown off track. My friends were there to pick me up and put me on my feet, But there was something missing, my life was incomplete. She's out there somewhere waiting, but I'm to blind to see, The One that got put on this earth to set my s

Wow....playing With Swat, Fire And Pd W00t! Men Everywhere :p
That was so much fun! I am beat though. I was the monitor and lead, to get them through the center, and finding the hostages, the wounded, and the bombs. Being the Senior Officer and Sergeant there, I had to guide swat through the center, taking them thru corridors and back passages. Watching them crawling around on the ground. Full gear lol OMG that was so much fun! If any of you ever get the chance to go to a swat team training manuever, you really should! And then, how much better does it get? 2 Counties of Swat, 4 PD depts, and 2 Sheriff Depts, 2 Fire Rescue depts..OMG, MEN EVERYWHERE!!!!! Yayyyyyy ME! **giggles** We played from 9pm till 3am and yes, by 6am I was up and getting ready for work..OK, nap time soon,,lol I got lotsa pics, but can only post the blurriest ones. They dont want their faces clearly shown. Sorry, but thats the best I can do. They are in an album and loaded now. You can watch the video here: http://www.channel10.com/news/local/article.aspx?storyid=75

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WHY GOD MADE MOMS Answers given by 2nd grade school children to the following questions: Why did God make mothers? 1. She's the only one who knows where the scotch tape is. 2. Mostly to clean the house. 3. To help us out of there when we were getting born. How did God make mothers? 1. He used dirt, just like for the rest of us. 2. Magic plus super powers and a lot of stirring. 3. God made my Mom just the same like he made me. He just used bigger parts. What ingredients are mothers made of ? 1. God makes mothers out of clouds and angel hair and everything nice in the world and one dab of mean. 2. They had to get their start from men's bones. Then they mostly use string, I think. Why did God give you your mother and not some other mom? 1. We're related. 2. God knew she likes me a lot more than other people's moms like me. What kind of little girl was your mom? 1. My Mom has always been my mom and none of that other stuff. 2. I don't know because I wasn't

Just Stop - Disturbed
Just stop enough of the limitless critical comments on my life Just drop the judgment and all of your pseudo-involvement in my life Step back a moment, and look at the miracle starting in our life Don't stop the moment, and let the incredible happen knowing that All that you want is to criticize Something for nothing And all that I want is forgiveness one more time To be the best in the world Just stop with all of your little deliberate problems with my life Enough of all the crippling, terrible pain we feel inside Step back a moment, remember how the miracle started in our life Take back the torment; I won't be enjoying this moment knowing that All that you want is to criticize Something for nothing And all that I want is forgiveness one more time I know that All that we want is to feel inside Some kind of comfort And all that we've done We can hide We'll be the best in the world All I ever wanted was to be a real source of compassion From the moment that

Men And Women!!!
1. A man will pay double for a item he needs. A woman will pay half as much for a item that she doedn't want. 2. A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband. A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife. 3. A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend. A successful woman is one who can find such a man. 4. To be happy with a woman you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all. 5. Married men live longer than single men - but married men are a lot more willing to die. 6. Any married man should forget his mistakes - there's no use in two people remembering the same thing. 7. Men wake up as good-looking as they went to bed. Women somehow deteriorate during the night. 8. A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't. A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change and she does. 9. A woman has the last word in any argument. Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new

In Mourning, Another Major Life Transition..
I would've thought that I'd be ready for this, but of course,I am not. Gary Lundy, the father of my children, who I left in November 1999, passed away on February 27, 2008 at @ 4:45 p.m. He was in the 4th stage of lung and esophageal cancer and had been through extensive chemotherapy since last February. The cancer had started to leave the lung and attached itself as a tumor on his esophagus and they could not operate to remove it because of it's location near the heart and on major arteries. My son had been living with him since 2004 because he and his dad got along better than he and I did, essentially, he blamed me for the break up of our family. My son decided to stay with him after Gary's family, determining that he should be near his mother who would be responsible for his care, moved him to New Mexico because his father begged him to be with him until he either passed away or got better. I could not deny my son this important, bonding, loving experience with his father so I

Leaving Fubar For Awhile
I am leaving Fubar for awhile, There is way to much going on with my parents. I need to put on my focus on them and less everywhere else.I can do more then two things at once, It's just they are very important and need me. Sorry for any inconvence this my cause some of you. I will be back when I don't know. Maybe when things get better or when I feel I can deal with what's going on. It's a shock to hear things like I was told. So thanks and I will miss you all Hugs Lynn aka ~MC is My Angel~

A Moment Of Clearity
So there I was, sitting on the top of a hill that over looks 2200 acres of rolling farmland cascading graciously for as far as the eye can see. I'm sitting in a rocking chair on the porch of an old but gorgeous log cabin, circa 1840. The sun is floating downward as if on a slow moving chariot drawn by horses of nobiliy and I'm listening to a full band play to an audience of 5. There are deer off in the distance grazing in the twilight and further down the mile long driveway I can make out an eagle perched on the top of a well-kept rustic barn cuddling an overfilled pond. There is an apropos breeze teasing the leaves of near by cedars and when the band finishes each song, the silence screams. The scene becomes a water color painting as my eyes fill with grateful tears. The band begins to play an original called, "Thank you song", with an opening line of "I thank you for the things you do and all you give to me." I am unable to move my glass of wine to my lips due to my ethereal stat

Why? Why! Why?
Why, Why, Why Do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting dead? Why do banks charge a fee on 'insufficient funds' when they know there is not enough money? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an 'S' in the word 'Lisp'? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why do people keep running over a string a do

Day Late Dollar Short
i hate 2 admit, but i hate shit i can't control. nothing like the weather or people. most time i am satisified with the weather and fuck some people cuz they r what they are. but 4 myself i hate havin 2 answer 2 krama, whether good or bad, it always seem 2 catch up 2 me at the most worst moment. most people i explain it 2 won't catch on cuz it is not happenin 2 them and if it did, they understand and pass that. i haven't did either yet and haven't even begin 2 deal with scerenity. i am just recognizin the lost of days and the money that follow. i can't blame no one most times, but obstacles (people) mostly i won't blame, cuz something deep down tells me, u picked them! but what about the people who u don't know and pose more then a threat and show it? what do u do about them, i don't know, but u betta not complain 2 anyone, who can't tell reality from friction. cuz in their mind sight, u must c what they c, not what u been lookin at. all i am sayin is, everyone's life, no matter how mu

Were You Real???
Can you sing for me one last time? With lexis that will forever be etched in my mind? Remind me that I was wrong. Tell me that you evoked me. Whisper to me your qualms. Bawl your feelings out and aid me into thinking it was all a vast blunder. Hold my hand like you're not secluded. Touch me like you've never touched me before. Smile to me like it's your first time. Cry to me like you heed for me. Please, make me believe that you were real. That you were there... authentic and existent. That I was once entirely happy. Please, see me like you still love me

Chicken Long Rice
8 ounces sai fun noodles (cellophane noodles made of mung bean flour, aka bean thread noodles) 2 tablespoons grapeseed oil 2 large carrots, peeled and cut into thin julienne strips 2 celery stalks, well-scrubbed and diced small 2 small zucchini, peeled and cut into thin julienne strips 2 cups (about 3 ounces) shiitake mushrooms, brushed cleaned, trimmed, and sliced 4 boneless chicken thighs (about 1 pound), sliced julienne Salt and freshly ground black pepper 1 (1-ounce) piece peeled fresh ginger root (1 to 1 1/2-inch piece), sliced thin on a mandoline and cut julienne 2 cups low-sodium chicken stock Soak noodles for about 30 minutes in warm water to rehydrate. Heat grapeseed oil over medium-high heat in a wok and add carrots, celery, and zucchini and stir-fry until they begin to soften, about 5 minutes. Add the shiitake mushrooms and cook until they begin to give up their juices. Season the chicken with salt and pepper, to taste. Then, add ginger root and chicken to pan

I Am Up For Auctions
"OWN YOUR VERY OWN LEPRECHAUN" St Patrick's day auction will start Today March 12th at 10:00 am pst and will end on March 16th at 10:00pm pst minimum bid will start at 200k MINIMUM BIDS START AT 200,000 FU-BUCKS. IT RUNS FROM WEDNESDAY MARCH 12TH @ 10:00AM PST TILL SUNDAY MARCH 16TH @ 10:00PM PST, AND THE BIDS WILL CLOSE AT 5 PM FUBAR TIME LET THE GAMES BEGIN! CASH VALUE ON FUBUCKS: STICKY BULLETIN = 250,000 1 TICKER = 250,000 1 DAY BLAST = 375,000 3 DAY BLAST = 600,000 7 DAY BLAST = 1,000,000 30 DAY BLAST = 2,500,000 HAPPY HOUR = 5,000,000 THIS IS BASED ON FUBAR'S SET VALUE OF TICKER PRICES, WHICH IS 250,000 FOR 1, OR $20 FOR 4. IT BREAKS DOWN. Hello Luv's I am up for auction anyone wishing to own me please click on the link and place a bid.. NO bids of VIP PLZ. Link to Auction

Just Because
LOL Im just ranting because I can. I'm not serious about most of the stuff I say when I rant. I'm usually either really annoyed, or really tired...or both. So what am I going to rant about today? Nothing. I'm just writing because I can. Life is great today. Catch me tonight when I'm suffering another round of insomnia though. I'm sure I can complain about how much insomnia sucks. lol

~true Friendship....not For Sissys~
~~~True Friendship- None of that Sissy Crap~~~ Are you tired of those sissy 'friendship' poems that always sound good, But never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card- Just the stone cold truth of our great friendship. 1. When you are sad -- I will jump on the person who made you sad like a spider monkey jacked up on mountain dew. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you are plotting something that I must be involved in. 4. When you are scared -- I

Final Hours Of Bidding On Me & My Last Auction I Added To The Deal Check It Out
glitter-graphics.com HERE IS YET ANOTHER CHANCE TO OWN ME! ENDS MONDAY MARCH 17th Noon EASTERN TIME!! SO SIMPLY CLICK THE LINK... PLACE YOUR BID... AND LET THE GAMES BEGIN! GOOD LUCK TO ALL THAT BID! AND KEEP WATCH AS I MAY ADD MORE!

The Female Form
"I felt that so many artists treated the female form badly, like it was an object that was tied up with their own sexual desires. I wanted to show the female form as filled with grace. I think I was influenced by my father in this. He was a man whose frustration with women is reflected in his paintings. I find them offensive." -Ruth Bernhard

If You Really Want To Know Me Then.....
If you really want to know me then you must understand the things that come alone with me . First there's a word that you must look up and study.That word is "ostomy"you will need to look in the medical dictionary for this. May find it others but to get the full meaning yep medical. Let me give the information for some of you anyways... it is An operation to create an opening from an area inside the body to the outside.The surgical construction of an artificial anus between the colon and the surface of the abdomen. There procedure is indicated as part of the treatment of some cases of diverticulitis, Crohn's disease, ulcerative colitis, colon cancer and intestinal obstruction. Ok out the list of reasons mine is colon cancer. I have dealt with this for almost 4 years. There's nothing they can do for the cancer but keep me happy and try to be pain free. Sometimes that works and sometimes it doesn't. Though out the last 4 years I have found some great friends with my family to help

Deep Thought Vs. Shallow Minds
"You cannot have a proud and chivalrous spirit if your conduct is mean and paltry; for whatever a man's actions are, such must be his spirit." -- Demosthenes (384 BC - 322 BC), Third Olynthiac "Of the delights of this world, man cares most for sexual intercourse. He will go to any length for it-risk fortune, character, reputation, life itself." -- Mark Twain "There is nothing more frightful than ignorance in action." -- Johann von Goethe "I will permit no man to narrow and degrade my soul by making me hate him." -- Booker T. Washington (1856 - 1915) "Great minds discuss ideas; Average minds discuss events; Small minds discuss people." -- Eleanor Roosevelt (1884 - 1962) "Integrity without knowledge is weak and useless, and knowledge without integrity is dangerous and dreadful." -- Samuel Johnson (1709 - 1784) "A positive attitude may not solve all your problems, but it will annoy enough people to make it worth the effort." -- Herm Albright (1876

My Little Heart
We went to our second apointment, and they found the heartbeat. YAY! Good things, good times. We both have a really good feeling about this one. It's right where it should be, and making me sick as hell! A small price to pay for such a wonderful gift. Both Daddy and I are very excited and can't wait! We have two ultrasound pictures of him/her already and are getting a third on the 15th. Cheers and hope you all are in good spirits as well. -Kendra P.s I uploaded one of the two ultrasound pics in the "Baby" Album. Second will follow in a few days.

My Visit To The Local Staples Store
Well I like anyone else has need from time to time to visit one of these office supply stores be it for a comfy computer chair or be it to take advantage of their great sale of the moment. Well, on this day it was to buy a certain software and grab a few odds n ends you always find you needed after getting there. On this day my real life slave of the time donna and I were having a pretty good day up to this point and had a light attitude overall. So beautiful in her leather collar and her adorable anklet that had these tiny tiny charms that had a sweet "shing shing" sound when she stepped. I so love the sound they made and it was part of her normal attire from the day she received it. It had already been a few months and she and I were very attached to the sound and was nice as it was not harsh at all but rather smooth and soothing. We proceed to enter the Staples and as always she knew what to look for and off like a good girl she went while I did "recon" looking for those things w

Surgery Day
Hello Friends, Fans, and Family.. I might not be on as much for a few days or not at all. I'm having surgery on Wednesday, March 26, to have my gallbladder removed (it's full of rocks)lol. and a umbilical hernia repair. Yeah, lucky me, I get a couple weeks off work. I would have rather had a nice tropical vacation with one of the hot fu's of my choice but you know how it is, we don't always get what we want. I'm going to be fine, I'll miss chatting with my friends though. Don't let the place fall apart while I'm napping, I know how fast things change if anything good happens while I'm sleeping don't forget to message me about it and don't forget to keep me up on all the good stuff that is going on in fuland. Take care and behave yourselves. Don't anyone get deleted for being bad. No flashing, streaking, NSFW'ing in improper places! (unless I get a copy). Love you all... Amy

Pics
Is it me or are people trying so hard to make their photo look so cool by making it move an shit until it becomes the most annoying fucking thing on this site to date.I mean sometimes I'll be checkin this hot girl out ,etc and her profile pic is tryin to grab me strangle me tryin to jump out of the fucking computer till I cannot rate anymore lol stop this still picture movement its killin your photo........Jason

It's All Over
Hello Everyone: Well, I had my surgery and everything went well. I did have to stay overnight though. But that was ok by me the bed was very comfortable. Ya know one of those with air ride lol. Thank you for all the well wishes. God Bless you all.. Amy

All The Beautiful Peeps...
i have mad sexy friends up here in the fubar. i'd love to know a little about all of you so dont be a stranger stop on by and show me some love let me know a thing or two about your beautiful faces O_- cant wait to hear from you!! MUAH*

Yuck
Ok so something is wrong in my world lately!!!!!!! I just have no clue what is going on my mood is funky and I'm just not my normal happy self. It really does suck. It just feels like I'm a door mat and I have the word SUCKER tattoed accross my forehead which I know I have both those words there somewhere. I know I'm not pretty or cute or anything like that but why can't I find someone who wants me for me. Doesn't hit on me we meet then want my friends!!!!!!! OK like I said I'm not pretty or anything like that but it hurts it kills actually. I already have self esteem issues and I already know no one wants me for me because when I let ppl see the real me the me inside the one no one really sees cause it would scare them then i get hurt all over again cause I'm not 90pds and Im not tall and I have had a beautiful child who i love and care about and he is the most important thing in my world and at present time the only man in my life he is the only one who loves me!!! and he only

A Ranting~
life has moved forward and yet i am standing still.. i am at a point where nothing seems right... i am in love with more then one and someones heart will break.... including part of mine... i never asked to feel this way.... it was there and snuck up and slapped my face... i lay awake at night and cry... i sit up during the day and more of the same .. i hate my heart and wish sometimes i could fade away... slip away in the night... go and find me.... someone i lost a long time ago... i know this is no poem... has no rhyme or reason... just the ranting of a very sad heart~ for my friends i thank you and love you~

Untitled
You were my light You were my happiness You were the sun in my day You were my love You were my heart You were my soul You were everything to me I never wanted that to change. Now you’re my darkness Now you’re my sadness Now you’re my grey skies Now I question my love Now you’re loosing my heart Now you’re loosing my soul Now you’re loosing everything I gave you. How did we let this happen.

Elo From Over Seas..
Well it's like something in the morning here right now.. I think its like 3 or 4 I'm 2 lazy to actually look to be honest.. But it's amazing here.. CHAOS but amazing.. & of course smart me I left my camera @ home.. sorry Mos :(:(:(:(:( .. *but that's what I get when I rush out of the house for the airport* Well I'm off to sleep cuz tomorrow I have time to do some sight seeing.. Miss My Home already.. Ciaoz.. *from Europe :)*

I Am For Auction,bid For Me And Own Me..(finished)tyvm.
☀AUCTION☀ ☀BID FOR ME☀ I am for auction, please bid for me. MY OFFERS: ~☀~☀~☀~ 1.Rate all pictures 2.Rate a maximum of 500 Stash a Thumbs Up 3.1-2 SFW Salute Pics 4.TOP 1-5 in my Family and Friends list 5.Make a Bulletin & Blog about owning me 6.1-gift/drink a day or 7 in a week 7.1-Profile comment a day or 7 a week OFFERS ARE FOR A MONTH DURING HAPPY HOUR -------------------------- Just Click My Pic Below: ~☀HAPPY BIDDING☀~ AND ☆~THANK YOU~☆ Muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs! ★.SAY.★@ fubar

So I'm Finally Free
It took me long enough but I finally rid myself of the asshole David...it takes everything that I have to tell him to go away....but I do it every time. I didn't need that cheating sack of shit.

I Can't Wait!!!!!
I found out I AM PREGNANT!!!! I hope it's another girl but I kind of want a little boy too... I don't even know... I am so lost... For those of you that don't know, my divorce was final 2 months ago... Apparently, that was just enough time to get pregnant.... I am so excited..... I am 3 months along and I hope this one goes just as great as the last prenancy... I just want my baby to be healthy and happy in my home.... XOXOX

Made Top Promoter
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No 7
Heres to you, and everyone I knew. Follow the flow, follow the pigs back home, to where I met you. Cheap shots and beers too. This call to arms is untrue,paths crossed of the question, where you learn your lessons. Time is more then an essence, eyes & 70s spirits, shadows. Bits, pieces & blisters on the outside, its a bit of a trip, so enjoy the ride.

Check Out My Wonderful Fu-owner
I am proud to say that for one month, I am Fu-owned by the ever so sexy.... 'Wildly Purrrfect ~WildCat~'. She is a super sweetheart and a great friend to have. If you don't have her as a friend yet, please go by and show her some love and tell her that I sent you. And if you have already had the pleasure of becoming friends with Ms. Wildcat, stop by her page and drop her a comment and again, tell her I sent you. Wildly Purrrfect ~WildCat~@ fubar

Police And Families
Ok here goes just a pretty long rant. I state this as a third party observer and just someone who is just generally pissed off about things that are going on between the public and the police in the state I live. I am by no means a saint in any sense of the word. First off let's just start with the NYPD and the bull shit they are dealing with. Not long ago a number of officers fired 50 rounds and killed a man and injured two others. They state that they thought someone in the party had a gun. Another officer also heard that one of the men in the group was going to get a gun from his car. Long story short, Police identified themselves and the group tried to take off in the car. What this group did not realize is that the officers were on a stakeout of the club they were at. They tried to flee, hit one officer and then hit the van the backup squad was in. Then proceeded to backup and try and hit the officer again. Once the officer was hit the police opened fire. Now where the

From Doubt To Faith The Light Shall Always Excel
Here I stand in the mist of another long night. And what seems just isn't so. And what is, seems so far away. Trapped in the slince of this night, with the warped darkness slowly swirly its way around, trying to wrap me tightly within. Tho I shall never concede to the darkness. I am a child of the light. Whose weakness is being susceptible unto the darkness. The darkness always tries to offer a sense of comfort, promising to cover up all that shames me, all the wrongs within. Just shadow them out. But can one really trust what the darkness has to offer? The light promises to take away all that shames me, and all that is wrong within. But want my life in the end. But really what good does my life do me in the end? If i'm dead and gone does it matter where it goes? I work so hard to shove doubt aside and yet, here I go again. Doubt is the opposite of faith. I want faith, I want to believe in all that is good. I want peace deep within. But here is this word SEEMS again. pounding

What Is A Friend?
What is a friend, i sit here and ponder Is it someone who says they are, or makes you wonder Someone who is there day or night Listening to problems. giving advice Is a friend sometimes hard to find, lost in the masses Hidden among two faced backstabbers in rose colored glasses Ask yourself, what is more important to me Painted pretty pictures, or brutal honesty Traits like that are hard to find ill admit But life is much better with friends like that in it

Whats Up
how come people got there pictures up, if you cant comment on them. If your there friend then you should be able to comment on them i just dont understand what this site is comming to now a days if i see ppl on here and they give complements and are nice people.. why would you down rate their physical appearnce if they have a killer personality then they should get a 10 or 11 no matter what their physical appearnce is just sayin if you cant say nothin nice then dont say nuttin at all to all you haters go f*** yourself

Relaxing
RELAXINGI have traveled down many many roads in my life...And I have made many many mistakes along my path of much strife,Heartaches and misfortunes have played a huge part of who I have become to be...For I have learned through living, to not have regrets, to only learn from my experiences you see,Cause I have examined this world and realize that its the bad that makes the good, good, with out it, life would never change..There are many days emotions take over and I am a different person through each one I feel,Never keeping secrets though and in life I have always stayed Real!!Sometimes you may find me wide open laughing beyond ones measure of blissAnd at others you may find me crying out to others to understand me and the things I miss..For It's not the simple or materialistic things that my soul so desires...It's the inner beauty of creation, the sparkel in ones eyes,the thirsting down inside me that while living it inspires,Chirping birds songs that brighten up my day...even while

25 Proverbs To Ponder
Some men go through a forest and see no firewood. A fool may ask more questions in an hour than a wise man can answer in seven years. It is better to begin in the evening than not at all. You never miss a slice from a cut loaf. When a proud man hears another praised, he feels himself injured. A proverb is the child of experience. All temptations are found in either hope or fear. A good beginning makes a good ending. A hero is a man who is afraid to run away. A puff of wind and popular praise weigh the same. Everyone must row with the oars he has. An idle brain is the devil's workshop. Character is easier kept than recovered. He who has learned how to steal, must learn how to hang. A fool is like the big drum that beats fast but does not realize its hollowness. The turtle lays thousands of eggs without anyone knowing, but when the hen lays an egg, the whole country is informed.

My Fellings For You
This feeling I have I could never describe, You are the light that shines in my eyes. When I look at you I can't help but smile, With you I could run that extra mile. Talking with you makes me go insaine, It could help me recover from any type of pain. You are Younger than me that I know too, But I can't go a day without thinking about you. And I know for sure this all is true, Because I'm simply falling in love with you.

Can We Say Stalk Much
I woke up this morning and deleted 24 photo comments that all said I love you...or something to that effect from this guy sexyboy...I went out for a few hours this afternoon and i came home to 20 NEW comments from the same guy...can we say WOW stalker much :s Lots of fun LOL Many Smiles April ♥

Update On Last Blog (part 2 Of ? )
Well the baby is doing well, the cocaine is out of his little system, he is expected to be fine. I had to take my 3 year old granddaughter to the ER Sunday night for a CPS ordered drug test, because I let them know that she was exposed to the same conditions that her baby brother was. THANK GOD ABOVE THAT SHE WAS NEGATIVE FOR ALL DRUGS!!!! But thats not say that it hadn't already gotten out of her system...but no proof either way. So now we are awaiting word from the so-called CPS to get together with the judge to determine custody of these children...what judge in their right mind would give these kids back to their mother, who exposed them to this shit?? But that is an option, they like to see mothers with their children...what kinda mother lets her babies get exposed to coke n other drugs??? She may actually lie her way outta this shit and get her kids back today...WTFFFFF??? If that doesn't happen, then my step-daughters mother and I will share custody of the children most

Page Five
I'm being such a lazy bastard...it's been like forever between pages here, so let's catch up. I now talk rather normally and eat somewhat regularly again. There are a few complications...my chin is still numb...but it's getting better and I'm adjusting. I have lost close to 20 pounds since my surgery and that's a good thing, of course. These days, I am rather disturbed about my emotional state. So many things are happening to me at once and I think I'm dealing with it all to a degree, but I've been picking up some worries about my own mental state. I apparently suffer from depression, or so I've been told. Im taking Cymbalta for it and I don't notice much difference, but it does seem I tend to get blue when I don't take the stuff for a couple of days. One thing that bugs me is that I...the one person who never took anything seriously...am taking things way too seriously these days. Little things that I'd never even give a second thought to before just puts me in a raging f

Your Mother Is Always With You.
Your Mother is always with you. She's the whisper of the leaves as you walk down the street, she's the smell of certain foods you remember, flowers you pick and perfume that she wore, she's the cool hand on your brow when you're not feeling well, she's your breath in the air on a cold winter's day. She is the sound of the rain that lulls you to sleep, the colors of a rainbow, she is Christmas morning. Your Mother lives inside your laughter. And she's crystallized in every tear drop. A mother shows every emotion........... happiness, sadness, fear, jealousy, love, hate, anger, helplessness, excitement, joy, sorrow.....and all the while, hoping and praying you will only know the good feelings in life. She's the place you came from, your first home, and she's the map you follow with every step you take. She's your first love, your first friend, even your first enemy, but nothing on earth can separate you. Not time, not space....... not even death! PASS THIS ON TO ALL THE MOTHERS AN

My Heart
My heart is on fire for it feels everything My heart is on fire because its full of pain and sorrow My heart is on fire because it wants to cry My heart is on fire for it wants to fight My heart is on fire and there is no way out My heart is on fire for it wants to run My heart is on fire, My heart is on fire and I want the fire out

Do You Know This Guy?
I think I've spoken to him often. Mujibar was trying to get a job in India. The Personnel Manager said, "Mujibar, you have passed all the tests, except one. Unless you pass it you cannot qualify for this job." Mujibar said, "I am ready" The manager said, "Make a sentence using the words Yellow, Pink and Green." Mujibar thought for a few minutes and said, "Mister manager, I am ready" The manager said, "Go ahead." Mujibar said, "The telephone goes green, green, and I pink it up, and say, 'Yellow, this is Mujibar .'" Mujibar now works as a technician at a call center for computer problems. No doubt you have spoken to him. I have!

A Wonderfull Story
A woman came out of her house and saw 3 old men with long white beards sitting in her front yard. She did not recognize them. She said "I don't think I know you, but you must be hungry. Please come in and have something to eat." "Is the man of the house home?", they asked. "No", she replied. "He's out." "Then we cannot come in", they replied. In the evening when her husband came home, she told him what had happened. "Go tell them I am home and invite them in!" The woman went out and invited the men in" " We do not go into a House together," they replied. "Why is that?" she asked. One of the old men explained: "His name is Wealth," he said pointing to one of his friends, and said pointing to another one, "He is Success, and I am Love." Then he added, "Now go in and discuss with your husband which one of us you want in your home." The woman went in and told her husband what was said. Her husband was overjoyed. "How n ice!!", he said. "Since that is the case

Shroom Trip
As I wandered so far down the trail, deeper and deeper into the woods, the moonlight that earlier so brilliantly illuminated my path was now almost completely blocked out by the monstrous trees which surround me. They seem to pulsate in the night, giving off this strange vibrating sensation. In a sudden flash, a pale-green, what appeared to be a boulder, came crashing through the trees, thrashing them aside like duckpins on a professional bowlers best shot. It all happened so fast that, at what seemed to be(and in my opinion should have been) the dreaded moment of impact, the ground felt as if it gave way and I was being pulled through this gelatinous based substance. When it finally stopped pulling me in I was surrounded by this immensly beautiful, as far as the eye could see, illuminated lime-green gelatin. I was drowning... ... and for a split second, a second which seemed to last a lifetime, I didnt care. I didnt care. Not because I wanted to die, no, but because I felt unexplain

Moving My Humm Type Of Day
Changing my here and now in this mist of the mess I know is the key to positive evolution. Tomorrow is to late and not a given but, today, this very second, the breath I'm taking now is where I start. This is my world - I only get one shot at it. I realize living by other peoples rules will kill you! Literally... bad days are a state of mind. We allow theives to steal our joy and peace of mind. Whether good, bad, right or wrong- how I see myself is all that matters. The laughter I give off and the pain I dish out is my burden to bear. It's my responsibilty to govern my life with love, understanding, peace, truth and upfrontness! There is no one to blame when the clouds release the rain... the rain is the test of your understandings and just cause you fall does not mean you fail! Looking in the mirror straight into my eyes with no hestation and a feeling of oneness is my goal. Everything else will... if I let it - work its self out!

Staff
The Forbidden INC. Family.... Below is the list of all staff. Please make sure that you gave them on your list. If you dont have their yahoo's...Plz make sure and get those also. If I forgot someone, please let me know... OWNERS: Tre: Ellie: General Manager: ash: Management: Freekshow: Josh: Smokey: Splify:

Just Me
How I Feel Today Today is the day I call it threw. Today may be the last they see of me and you for I am so blue. I never knew today would be so gray. I wondered why I feel I live in a cave. The skies may be bright but for me they feel like night. There is no light I have to see for he took it away from me. I wonder if he even relies the pain I never share. I say since he can't see them he really don't care. We vowed to love one another some time ago; does he remember the vows we shared. How can I just walk away? For I loved him in every way. I never seen another the way I seen him in my eyes. I never let another convince me there was better and that love wasn't just a game. I loved him faithfully as he loves me falsely. I looked deep with in my soul to find myself and believe it was going to work its' self out. As of today I feel it will never change. He goes his way I go mine no communication no hellos or goodbyes, there is no I love you to say for neither of us feel that way. We

Just Got Home
Hey everyone! We just got home last nite it was a pretty nice trip! My daughter is doin a lil better shes not runnin a fever anymore but still has this nasty ass cough! The kids were so excited to see grandma and grandpa! As soon as we got there they took off and we didnt see much of them. My mother-n-law kept the kids every nite and we hung out with my brother-n-law and some friends and family. We got to go fishin the weather wasnt too bad. It rained every day but not the whole day. The sun would come out and it would get nice but still kinda muddy and crap. It was nice gettin to see everyone again! Thank you all so much for the luv while I was gone! Im the worlds slowest at catchin up as most of ya know. I just suck at it sorry! :P Hope everyone had a great weekend and hope yall have a great week! Ill be slowly comein to stalk everyones page! xoxo -cotton

Bullies
they beat and cheat they make u cry wish u could die take away ur only pride make u wanna jus run and hid you hope they won't notice you then they strike again u don't know wat to do don't know who to talk to u just wish they'd jus leave but as time goes by and as u dry ur eyes and wait for the fight you pray to god this is ur last day to survive. by kayla soucy

Shhhhh!!!!!
Some friends of mine have started a website. Feel free to check it out. It's all about just being silly and having fun...anonymously! NO MENTION of it on my page tho...as my hubby doesn't know about it and I'd like to keep it that way! It's still under construction, but you can see how it's going so far! And keep coming back to see what new pics are posted!!!! Here's the link http://scott.geekpowered.net/jugs/jugs.htm Tell everyone you know to visit!! Ladies...if you want to join in on the fun...just send a pic and an e-mail to the link on there!

Update
WELL FIRST TIME IN AWHILE SINCE I ACTUALLY TOOK THE TIME TO BLOG ANYTHING... JUST WANTED TO VENT FOR A CHANGE OTHER THEN SITTING HERE DOING NOTHING. THIS PAST 5 MONTHS HAVE BEEN CHAOS FOR ME,TO BEING DIAGNOSED DIABETIC TO MY SON HAVING ISSUES WITH LISTENING TO ME, TO MY SISTERS OLDEST DAUGHTER BEING PREGNANT AT THE AGE OF 15 AND ANOTHER NIECE PREGNANT BUT ATLEAST SHES 18. SO BEEN TRYIN TO GET EVERYTHING SITUATED. GOOD THING IS MY HEALTH IS GOING GOOD. MY DIABETIS IS UNDER CONTROL AND FROM THE DIET IM ON IM DROPPING MUCH NEEDED WEIGHT. HEY IM A BIGGG GIRL AND I KNOW THAT BUT SOME STILL FIND ME SEXY AND ATTRACTIVE ( IF ONLY I CAN CONVINCE MYSELF OF THAT) MY SELF ESTEEM DID GO UP ALIL BUT NOT ENOUGH FROM WHAT IM BEING TOLD FROM MY FRIENDS BUT THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO SAY THAT TO MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER. MY KIDS ARE OUT OF SCHOOL IN 5 DAYS OMG WHAT AM I GONNA DO THEY ARE GONNA DRIVE ME NUTS. CANT WAIT TIL NEXT YEAR ALL 3 OF MY KIDS WILL BE IN SCHOOL AND I CAN FINALLY HAVE TIME TO MYSEL

Alice In Chains Unplugged - Frogs
what does friend mean to you? a word so wrongfully abused are you like me, confused all included but you alone... the sounds of silence often soothe shapes and colors shift with mood pupils widen and change their hue rapid brown avoid clear blue whys it have to be this way be this way flowers watched through wide brown eyes a child sings an unclaimed tune innocence spins cold cocoon grow to see the pain too soon

This Is All I Got To Say About Allergies...
As of Monday, I will NEVER EVER struggle with Allergies again. I am going to the allergy specialist and get the 60 shots in the back test to find out what i am allergic too (which i hope it's not partying), and then they will start giving me shots every week to prevent allergy attacks. I'M SO SICK OF THIS ALLERGY BULLSHIT!!!!!!!

Yes Forrest Life Is Like A Box Of Chocolates
Yes Forrest Life is Like a Box of Chocolates Forrest Gump's mother was right when she said life is like a box of chocolates – you never know what you will get…… When I have a box of chocolates I do not immediately tear open the box. I will set it down and I will look at the box every time I walk past it. I will pick up the box and read every word printed on the box. I want some indication of what is inside the box. Finally, I will open the box and look at each piece of candy….sort of analyze each individual piece. Then I will put the lid back on the box and think about it some more. Next time I will look over the candy and pick one I think might be interesting. I take the tip of my finger and press on the top of the candy to see if I can tell anything about the selection. If it looks okay then I will take just a small bite of the candy. If I don't like what I find I will spit out the little morsel and throw away the offending piece. If I find a piece of candy that I do

...he Lost His New Grandson...please Leave Encouragement...
This Loving and Adoring Grandfather... Texas Camaro Nut ©@ fubar ...lost his Brand New Baby Grandson last night! Baby Trace passed through the gates of Heaven while sleeping last night. Trace was born April 7, 2008. He had a beautiful Momma and an Amazing Granddaddy! Please send your love and support to Dave...Texas Camaro Nut...during this time of sorrow. This bulletin brought to you with Love and Respect from Sin: ^sin^@ fubar and Created with Love and Respect by PebblesinAZ: PebblesinAZ@ fubar

Insight
I know just how you feel, the pain and emptiness is related to all aspects of your life. Having your heart broke assures us that we did indeed love. Trying to put things back together is very difficult it’s like putting together a puzzle with out having all of the pieces. The ones missing are the hardest to define, was it yourself, your missing or the combination of the two of you. Is it that the soul is bruised or just died a little more this time? While feeling that you may never recover or you don’t want to because you don’t want to loose what little of them you have left. I was scared of the emptiness and thought I would be alone if I did this, but it only made room for me to love me again. Only when you find yourself and love yourself can you begin to truly love others in your life with the passion you may only remember. Surround yourself with friends and family that will let you be your natural self and let you heal in your own time. I as always will be here for you as a fri

Out Of Town
well the company i work for is sending us out of town agian.. my bosses son has a laptop that i can keep in touch with on here. but this sucks. third time in 2 months they have done this to our rig. we have to stay for 12 days then come home for 4. anybody gonna miss me ?

Moms Friends
My mom suffered a mild heart attack yesterday and they released her this afternoon ( To soon in my eyes). After seeing her shoutbox, I figured I would write this for her. No matter what position she is in right now, it's making her literally sick. She isn't keeping anything down as of yet. But still trying to eat crackers and drink fluids. After seeing her shoutbox from someone asking why she is ignoring this person, I felt this was in need to be written. She isn't ignoring anyone, infact trying her hardest to return the love and just can't. Hopefully tomorrow she will feel more up to this. She is to stay in bed over the next few days (Best reason to play on here lol). Will then return all your emails, comments, etc.... I did try and get her caught up today and maxed her stash out as she asked, (boring in my eyes) lmao. But anything to keep her happy and calm. Thanks all for understanding, Her daughter

Thank You All Sooooo Much
Okay, soo...I wanted to say thank you for makin this birthday extra special. I can't even begin to name everyone who was here on my page today helpin me level up. It was completely overwhelming! Thank you thank you thank you to EVERYONE who helped me level up! BrattyBytch {Shadow Leveler}@ fubar

Please Read !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~ATTENTION~ It has come to my attention that a friend of mine that held a giveaway has reneged on some of the people that were in it after they had fulfilled the agreement. I asked one of the contestants to enter the contest so the hostess would have the amount of entries she wanted to start the giveaway. The contestant finished the giveaway getting 10,000 comments as promised on May 4th , 2008. That is when the hostess moved the contestant’s picture to an album with the rest of the contestants that had finished. I was in the same giveaway & received my VIP. After the contestant finished she waited for her VIP. The host even moved her pic to the finished folder And asked if she could wait two weeks for her prize but still has yet to hand over the prize. I am not naming names, YET. However, I think that this problem should be taken care of. I spoke with the host about the “mix-up” three weeks after the finish & she guaranteed me & the contestant t

Top 20 Friends Auction.... Taking Bids,,, Who Wants To Own Me?
A Friend asked me to be in an auction so being the person that I am i said sure, why not I'll give it a try. If you would like to own me for a month let the bidding begin

Is Your Name Being Written Down For One?~bratt~ Is Handing Out A Bling To Her Friends!!!!!
THATS WHAT FRIENDS ARE FOR - Various Artists A friend is in a contest for a 30 day blast 1st place or vip 2nd place. It's his first contest he needs 40000 !!! Lets show him some fubar luv plz. 1 bling for all that help constantly till the end and a 2 credit blingy for all that help till the end if we win. I WILL BLING MY FRIENDS WHEN WE ARE DONE.Thnx you all !!! PLEASE SHOW THE HOST SOME LOVE AND ADD HER THANKS ♥ßllondie♥IßïC♥DSC♥§outhernBadAzzCrew@ fubar

I Want You To Drop A Bomb On Me
I am in a giveaway. I need comments PLEASE. No limit on how many, I don't care if it is two or two hundred. I appreciate them all. So do me a favor and click this pic and drop a bomb on me. MUAH Luv and Stuff, Sexci ♥

Everything Starts In The Sandbox!
Hey Guys! Just a quick stop in to let you know about a new band that I'm helping to promote: SANDBOX Some of you will dig their stuff, while for others it may not be your thing. Please take a moment and check them out either way. You can visit them at: www.sandbox1.com or you can add them on MySpace at: www.myspace.com/sandbox2008 I generally manage their myspace profile so you'll see me on there every week or so updating it. I hope you're all well! Have a great week! Melanie

Where Is Margaritaville?
Where is Margaritaville? It's in the tropics somewhere between the Port of Indecision and Southwest of Disorder, but no parallels of latitude or longitude mark the spot exactly. You don't have to be a navigator to get there. Palm trees provide the camouflage. Ocean breezes bring the seaplanes and sailboats, tourists and travelers. Passports are not required. Where is Margaritaville? It's in your mind.

A Few New Photos Up..
I placed a few new photos up. I do not think they were put up here before. First time experience those new photos were.. I am having more photos taken tonight and was wondering if there were any special requests?? You can let the special requests here or you can email me the special requests and depending on what they are i can possibly do them... Hugs and Kisses Kelly

Moving On
Time will only tell what will happen..and finally it is time 2 move on..Move on 2 better things in life..Move on 2 better success in life...Move on in life without drama..Move on with a full commitment to the one I love the most!! Yesterday was a real eye wakening for me while I was in church!! Sum people take others for granted and its really messed...But all i can say is that God is the answer 2 everything!!

I'm New!!
Hey darlins!! I want to thank Y'all for the VERY warm welcome to Fubar. I'm confused, LOL. Hopefully, I'll catch on. Any tips or pointers would be GREATLY appreciated. I'm a 33 year old mom of 3 and happily married. I'm looking for friends. Can't have too many of those right? THANK YOU AGAIN!! XOXO Mona

It's Good To Be Last In Line!
A bus carrying only ugly people crashes into an oncoming truck, and everyone inside dies. As they stand at the Pearly Gates waiting to enter Paradise and meet their maker, God decides to grant each person one wish because of the grief they have experienced. They're all lined up, and God asks the first one what the wish is. 'I want to be gorgeous,' and so God snaps His fingers, and it is done. The second one in line hears this and says 'I want to be gorgeous too' Another snap of His fingers and the wish is granted. This goes on for a while with each one asking to be gorgeous, but when God is halfway down the line, the last guy in the line starts laughing. When there are only ten people left, this guy is rolling on the floor, laughing his head off. Finally, God reaches this last guy and asks him what his wish will be. The guy eventually calms down and says: 'Make 'em all ugly again.' NEXT TIME YOU'RE LAST IN LINE, BE HAPPY.

R & R Much Needed!!
I am so tired! Looking Forward to getting My Seabee home, spending time with all of the kids, settling back into life, then planning a trip (alone time) to the Mountains of TN. Gonna rent a Cabin for several days and Relax with My Man, and a bottle of Jack in the Hot Tub!! Cant wait.................... Much needed time off after being apart for the last 10 months! Get reacquainted and back into reality!! This has been a nightmare for me... God Bless Our Troops! and their families and loved ones for what they go thru trying to keep it all together here at home while worrying about them so far away!! TTUL Southern Bitch!!

New Angry Poem By Yours Truly
Woe to my heart, for my dreams that have fallen apart. Dreams of love and family die away, and everything seems impossible with everyday. I try and try to get out of this rut, but it always seems something always knocks me back down on my butt! Some are chosen for the easy life, It seems I was chosen for a world of strife. Was it something I have done wrong, that Karma keeps me singing this sad song? What penance must I perform, to calm this tragic storm? Someday, somehow, something has got to give, because damn it I want my turn in life to live!!!

Survey From Jamie
1 Who was your FIRST prom date? I believe that was Jeff Hemming. Wow that was forever ago. It was at my rival high school too. 2 Do you still talk to your FIRST love? Tying to think of the last time we talked. Guess that would be a no. 3 What was your FIRST alcoholic drink? Nope, haven’t had a first yet. 4 What was your FIRST job? Working a night sift at a financial office and teaching piano (both started about the same time.) 5 What was your FIRST car? lol oh it was a gem for sure. A dodge aries. “Map light, standard!” Guess you had to be there. 6 Who was the FIRST person to text you today? Shawna 7 Who is the FIRST person you thought of this morning? Xavier. 8 Who was your FIRST grade teacher? Mrs. J. I guess at that age Jacobson was to hard to say. 9 Where did you go on your FIRST ride on an airplane? I forget if New York or Utah was first. But it was one of those, oh wait no it was New York. Actually we flew into NJ. 10 Who was your FIRS

Happy Birthday Feral
It's Feral's Birthday!! Go show him lots of love!! Feral Art Tell him Silentlizard sent ya over with lots of birthday wishes!! You can find him in Dirty Deeds Radio to wish him a Happy Birthday as well!!

Thursday All Request & Weird News
PEOPLE, tuning in is easy! There are many ways and they are all listed here. Just click HERE and your music player will open or a WINDOW WILL POP UP ASKING YOU WHAT PROGRAM YOU WANT TO USE. CHOOSE WHATEVER IS LISTED THERE, such as Winamp, Windows Media Player, iTunes, RealPlayer, Nero, or whatever other player you use for music files.Click above for the Darkside Radio homepage.Once on that page, TO TUNE IN SCROLL DOWN AND CLICK THE SKELETONS. 7.24.08Be Sure To Tune In !!!Rock out with Lord Genocyde:7:00 p.m. Central TimeClick above to DOWNLOAD THE DARKSIDE RADIO TOOLBAR which will make it EVEN EASIER to access the Darkside Radio stream.Brought to you also by:The Lady Misty Genocyde. Welcome to the softer side of insanity...This show is ALL REQUEST Night and celebrates our inherent right to goof off! Lord Genocyde will regale you with weirder than weird news from Reuters' Oddly Enough as well as other strange and bizarre stories, facts, and footnotes as researched by Lady Genocyde! So

Nite Of Mayhem(an Insane Nite)
starting friday nite the 25th at 8pm, and continuing through the weekend, will be the most insane party! you dont wanna miss out! theres music, people, food, games, and plenty of alcohol! if you're interested in attending, hit me up for more specifics, and directions. if you have any questions feel free to leave a comment or message me, or hit me up at 9123226879.

I Swear The Cable Company Is Run By The Ferengi Allance.
The first rule of acquisition states: "Once you have their money, you never give it back." Last night I lost my Internet and phone because the cable wires outside my house needed to be replaced. So today I had to wait around for a few hours so that a tech could come by and fix it. But before all this, I was without the Internet and phone for over twelve hours. If I didn't have a cell phone I would be screwed. All I get is an apology for my inconvenience. This is not the first incident I have had with the cable company for the pass month or so, so I am not a happy customer. It's too bad Verizon doesn't do that great a job in my area, because I would drop these guys in a minute if I could.

Fantasy Flight (updated 7/26/08)
Join the ** Fantasy Flight ** New Friends! Quick and easy points! Level up! It's easy to join, very simple rules. 1. You must fan, rate, and add all the flyers on the list. Include "I'm a Fantasy flyer" in your request so you are sure to be added. If you are already friends with that person, leave that comment on their profile page. (If a flyer has made their profile private, just send them a message that you are a new flyer and want to f/r/a them) 2. Send me a private message telling me that you have f/r/a everyone so I can add you to the list. 3. You must fan and rate all new flyers when you accept their request. 4. This one is very important! NO DRAMA! Adding Fantasy Flyer to your name is optional. The Crew The Pilot In my dreams...or yours? ~*~ Shadow Leveler ~*~@ fubar The Co-Pilot CinDragon~FounderClubMystic~IBIC~fuOwner of 1969,MissCrys,LisaMarie&many others!@ fubar The Flyers EmilyIMAX ☆ THE IMAX EXPERI

Do Soul Mates Exist? Key # 3
Key #3) Mutual Respect. Soul mates NEVER put one another down, but ALWAYS lift each other up. Neither partner is "the boss", though either can voluntarily accede to the other in areas where the other is more knowledgeable or more comfortable in making a decision or in taking an action.

My Drinking Party
I am having a drinking party in August and need to decide what kinda drinks to get....fun fun! We are definitely getting beer, but then i want a liquor to help liven people up a bit...lol! Well if anyone has any suggestions let me know! Thanks

Seldom Silent... Never Heard
Seldom Silent... Never Heard I'm an open book For u to read the pages Better too understand me Yet u ignore my every word.. I'm good at speaking But have no listener.. By: Joëy Ðëmon 138

Just Thoughts
1YOU CAN HAVE IT ALL.....JUST NOT ALL AT ONCE. 2.RISK EVERYTHING OR GAIN NOTHING...... 3. NOT ALL WHO WANDER IS LOST......4. WHO YOU ARE IS ABOUT WHERE YOU'VE COME FROM AND WHERE YOU'RE GOING.......5.LIFE IS SOMETIMES KIND ENOUGH TO GIVE YOU A SECOND CHANCE.......6. A TRUE FRIEND WONT LET A FRIEND BE SELF-DESTRUCTIVE....7.NEVER AQUIRE A LIFESTYLE YOU'RE WILLING TO SELL YOUR SOUL FOR...8 DONT BE DECEIVED BY FIRST IMPRESSIONS.....9. JUST LIKE THERE ARE OPTICAL ILLUSIONS THERE ARE NASAL ILLUSIONS...THATS WHY CHEAP WOMEN WEAR EXPENSIVE PERFUME....10. FOR EVERY HERO IN THIS WORLD THERE'S AT LEAST ONE SHERO....11. LET YOUR PERFORMANCE DO THE TALKING......12. ITS ALWAYS TOO SOON TO QUIT

Modern Relationships
I think its sad that for the most part great relationships have became a thing of the past.I mean shure you see the occasional couple that lasts a really long time but for the most part it has became a short term thing.I gues its because people no longer wanna work things out sometimes.They just dump the person there with and get somebody new.I have seen people that change who they are dateing like they change there clothes. I guess theres allot of things to blame for how things are now.My theory it has something to do with what I call the vicious cycle most times.Its where either a guy or girl burns the person they are with.That person being hurt treats the next they date in the same manner they was treated burning them.Makeing them pay for something they never did in the first place.The whole burn them before they can me thought pattern. The thought crossed my mind about the value people put on others.Looking at them for the wrong qualities and not the right ones.Then late

Announcing Texas Music Mania Dj Staff & Sponsors
THE HOTTEST NEW LOUNGE AROUND!!!! IS HERE...IS HERE...IS HERE... Our SEXY owner....... Very OPEN Head Dj..... And our Dj staff!!!!!... Asst. Head Dj- Dj BudlightAsst. Head- Dj Kitty KittyDj Night LifeDj Mr.Fabulous Dj YummyDj EchoDj TexonwheelsDj SpicyDJ GhostDJ T-Bone We would be nothing without you guys! So back to the main point...click the entrance button and bring you butts in here and come in and join us!!! We cant wait to see you there and see if you have it in ya to join our sexy staff!!!

Hmm ..
How Far Does This Tunnel Go? How Far Does That River Actually Flow? Does It All Truly End? Does Life Go On After Death? Does Love Come With Diamonds? When You Crumple Up The Paper, Is The Image or Words Ruined? Will You Dance To The Beat That Is'nt There? Will You Take The Pill That'll Wake You Up? Will You .. Be .. You? How Long Will You Be? Not You, But Just Be .. Is'nt That You, Are You By Just Being? Hmmm .. Who Knows The Mad Man Rants Once More, But .. You Know What .. It's Not A Question Of Who's Listening Or If You Will .. It's All A Matter Of How You're Taking It In .. Yeah, I See You There, Listening .. But Are You Hearing Me? Are You Feeling Me? No, You're Not. You're Just There, And That's All You Can Do, Right? And That's Being. You're Just Being. And That's What Life's All About? Right? Then Why Listen To Any One? .. Wait, Then You Would'nt Be .. Would You? Or The Fact That You're Reading T

Woke Up This Morning
Last night I fell asleep on the couch in my living room and apparently left the TV on while I slept and this morning I was awoken by the sound of a bleating of a cow as if it was shot in the face and was waiting to die.. But as I opened my eyes I found out that it was just Rosie O'Donnell and her cackling hen posse known as the women of The View. We all know that Rosie has been in the news lately about a bunch of different things, from her feud with the Donald, to her fight with depression. This morning she had the nerve to say stuff about how prisoners at Guantanamo Bay are being tortured to give confessions and how it "hurts their civil liberties." I was so pissed off about this that I actually decided to write a letter to ABC (the company that produces the view and airs it) and to Rosie herself. Before I get to send it off I thought I'd let you read it on here. Dear Rosie, I'm writing this to tell you how much I hate your guts. Now I personally don't know you and I doubt that yo

What A Day, What A Week...show Your Support
It has been tremendously busy last week, and this week is definitely more so. I have been doing more real time sessions and phone/cam sessions than usual lately. Now, this week it has gone from that to lots more on My plate. More than anything, it seems the additions to the week's schedule all seem to be something to do with performing of one kind or other. Thursday I will be taping My television show that I co-host in Long Beach, Signal Hill and Van Nuys. It is called "Johnny Gunn's R.A.T.v.", and it airs on public access channels 69 and 96, Tuesdays at 3:30pm. Friday, I am doing the first of My interviews for a documentary on Showtime. Then, Sunday, I will be performing burlesque along side Madame Sunset and her Hollywood Kittens at Bordello Bar. The venue is located in Downtown L.A. at 901 East 1st Street. Doors open at 8p.m., and the cover is $10 to get in. If you can't find the opportunity to serve in-person or on phone/cam I do hope you get to enjoy at least one of t

My T&l Family Rocks!!
My T&L family is so awesome I love them all, this proves how wonderful they are and how special they will always be to me and I thank you all from the bottom of my heart for being so kind to me.This bulletin was posted this morning after I found out that my Papa at 90 years old has died. ... Some times real life creeps in to affect us all. Some times good sometimes not so good. One of our members Dawnie lost her Papa this morning. My deepest sympathies and well wishes go out to her and her Family during this sad time. Please visit Dawnie's page and show a little Family love & support as she deal's with this loss! ¢¾Dawnie¢¾Proud Member of Thunder & Lightning Levelers¢¾@ fubar Thanks All!! Chuck Tracy Cin

Looking For Live In Slave
Master William I will have my mobile BDSM studio and rigging equipment on hand as well as my camera gear. Drop a line if my services are requested. I’m looking to exercise my creative side by way of photography, digital art, and graphics. I have some work posted online and also showcase other talented individuals that I’ve had the pleasure of working with at one time or another. I like making power moves and currently targeting the model industrie as my next casuality. I enjoy what I do, and take pride in my work. I'm very passionate about my biz, so if you are not focused, don't look this way. I'm privlidged to share my work with this community and get some constructive feedback in the process. And finally, Time is a valuable commodity. If you don't like your's, Don't waste mine I must Say Escorts are always welcome as long as they are under the Models Control and stay quite. I am a Photographer with alot of props and workable studio space and good eye for

Featured Ddr Member: Jit73
Every week I will choose a person from my Dirty Deeds Radio leveling blogs and feature them to help them level! This week's featured DDR member is our very own: 'jit73 Enforcer @ DDR DIRTY DEEDS RADIO' He is always hanging around, helping you out when you need it, or just there to cheer you up :) He only needs 165,590 points to Henchman!! Rate Him! Fan Him! Bling Him! If he levels before I announce next weeks Featured DDR member then you win a 1 day blast from me!! Want to be the next Dirty Deeds member featured? It's easy! First: Become a member at Dirty Deeds Radio Second:Fumail me to be added to my leveling blogs!

Behind The Smiles
the staples in my eyes the nails in my wings keep me from flying too high im choking on my words pathetic imitations surrounding you and i take my mask and disguise i wont try to hide behind all the smiles my plate is full of knives biting on the the blades and choking on the lies my wings are made of wax if the sunburns them away will i fall out of the sky? ©

Arrhythmogenic Right Ventricular Dysplasia
s a genetic disease. The right ventricle, which pumps blood to the lungs, loses muscle tissue, which is then replaced by fat tissue. This type of cardiomyopathy, though very rare, is one of the leading causes of sudden death in athletes. Usually, an affected person is asymptomatic until he or she presents with heart failure. Medications and pacemaker implantation may be used together to reduce heart failure. Risk of passing ARVD onto children is high, approximately 50%. It is advisable if one has a parent with ARVD to see a cardiologist to evaluate whether this condition is present in oneself. Early diagnosis can help slow the disease, and also be important when considering having one’s own children. Either parent can pass the disease to a child, and pregnancy may be complicated if one has ARVD. this isnt the type i was looking for, it was just on tv, certain heart tissues of a 1 year old twin girl were dialated, which restricted blood flow and caused the heart to begin pum

Fetish Vocab1
Acrotomophilia The person is sexually aroused by the sight of an amputation usually of a whole arm or leg. Adolescentilism The person is aroused by impersonating both the dress and behavior of an adolescent. Andromimetophilia A woman who is sexually aroused by impersonating a man. They purposefully look like and act like a man. Apotemnophilia This person is sexually aroused by having a part of their body amputated either by themselves or someone else. The memory of the amputation can serve to arouse them for years. It is the act of having an extremity amputated that is arousing; thus, they have to be awake during the process. Asphyxiophilia This is sexual arousal caused by loss of control over your ability to breathe. Self strangulation or allowing another person to asphyxiate you. Autagonistophilia Unlike exhibitionism where the person intentionally exposes their genitals to an unsuspecting stranger, in this paraphilia the person creates situations in which other people co

Interesting Iraq Facts
VERY INTERESTING- 1. The Garden of Eden was in Iraq. 2. Mesopotamia, which is now Iraq, was the cradle of civilization! 3. Noah built the ark in Iraq. 4. The Tower of Babel was in Iraq. 5. Abraham was from Ur, which is in Southern Iraq! 6. Isaac's wife Rebekah, is from Nahor, which is in Iraq! 7. Jacob met Rachel in Iraq. 8. Jonah preached in Nineveh - which is in Iraq. 9. Assyria, which is in Iraq, conquered the ten tribes of Israel. 10. Amos cried out in Iraq! 11. Babylon, which is in Iraq, destroyed Jerusalem. 12. Daniel was in the lion's den in Iraq! 13. Belshazzar, the King of Babylon saw the "writing on the wall" in Iraq. 14. Nebuchadnezzar, King of Babylon, carried the Jews captive into Iraq. 15. Ezekiel preached in Iraq. 16. The wise men were from Iraq. 17. Peter preached in Iraq. 18. The "Empire of Man" described in Revelation is called Babylon, which was a city in Iraq!

Application
"!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!! Your Name: Age: Location: 1.Favorite position: 2.Do you think I'm cute?. 3.Would you have sex with me? 4.lights on or off? 5.Would you have to be drunk? 6. Would you take a shower with me? 7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 8.Would you leave after or stay the night? 9.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 10.Condom or skin? 11.Have sex on the first date? 12.Would you kiss me during sex 13.Do you think I would be good in bed /? 14.Would you use me as a booty call? 15.Can I use you as a booty call? 16.Can we take pictures of the act? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?" Also < IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET

Hello
I would like to say i love this fubar the more im on it the more i get to know more things about it. Im a redneck so its all a little wierd to see this type of stuff on here. I like to hang out and get to know most of you and chat with you more often, do anyone do that on here or just look at the pics? I need to get more rating points anyone want to help with that????

Yummie Like Candii!
♡¥.U.M.z™♡ is in a Auction and need your bids! So go bid on this lilttle Sweet Heart!! She is one Great Friend and I want to share her with all of you!!! Click the picture below and place your bids now!!!

Lies
So love really is blind,Im seeing it from the out side is love blind or are people just to busy to look at the whole story.......Not sure but I do know one thing love is awesome but with lies involved its just that a lie I don't know where i'm going with this but just wanted to vent I guess.

5 Girls & 5 Guys
Is it hard to pick just 5 from each category? YEPPERS Are you afraid some friends will feel left out if not in your survey? UMMMM ID FEEL THAT WAY LOL Do you think anyone you pick will re-post this survey? YEAH Pick 5 Girls: 1. TAMI 2. JANELLE 3. DEB 4. KRISTA 5. ELEXIS Pick 5 Guys: 6. MICHAEL 7. LANNY 8. DAVE 9. DUSTIN 10. TERRY How did you meet each person? 1. I met Tami (sis) like 14 years ago, day I moved to Oregon, and weve been best friends and sis' since 2. Janelle, was my nieghbor in West Linn, like 7 years ago, my other best friend 3. Deb, is like my mom, I met her when i was 15 and dating Michael lol(her son) 4. Krista I met 3 years ago (about) My x & i were at Cams (her now hubby) party I introduced them 5. elexis was my roomie 5 years ago, & we are still close (closer even) buds 6. Michael (asshole lol) was my best friend, who i told go to hell last month, he asked me to marry him 7. lanny

Ken's A Grandpa
It's A Boy!!!! Blake Christian was born today weighing 7Lbs. 1 Oz. & 20.5 Inches long. Go show the very proud an first time GRANDPA some love and welcome him into the world Fu Style. Made With LOVE By: *~Kick A$$ Bi@tch~*/~♥ ~ Fu Wife & R/L G/F 2 Ronaldanthony74 ~♥~@ fubar

Re: Malkin Stooge Caught On Tape Attempting To Frame Alex Jones
RE: Malkin Stooge Caught On Tape Attempting To Frame Alex Jones ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 27 Aug 2008, 19:25 Malkin Stooge Caught On Tape Attempting To Frame Alex Jones One of Michelle Malkin's stooges is caught on tape lying to police in an attempt to frame Alex Jones, claiming that Alex punched her bodyguard and shouted death threats, when in reality Malkin's bodyguard assaulted Alex and his crew, and the death threats were made by provocateurs completely unaffiliated with Alex Jones.http://www. prisonplanet. com/malkin-stooge-caught-on-tape-attempting-to-frame-alex-jones. html

Pay Very Close Attention...
Cuz I'm not saying this again. I'll just start deleting people... I'm sick of this shit. If you can't read my profile, I don't need you on my friends list... because if you can't take the 5 min it would take to read it, you're obviously not a friend anyway. I always do my best to be the best friend I can to everyone. Now obviously, I can't keep up with 3,000 people everyday. So, if I don't leave you comments and I don't talk to you all the time...forgive me. Also, if you add me as a friend just so you can see my pics and in hopes of seeing my private pics... don't waste your time. I'll take every fucking pic I have of me off this site if I have to. If you just want to see tits and ass, go buy a fucking magazine and get the hell off my page. Now if you're actually my friend and someone who gives a damn about me (most likely the 5 or 6 people who actually bother to read this) I have no problem with it. But if you send me a friend request and then immediately after I add you, send me

Just A Poem
time all around me moving so fast when the time i'm seeing moving so slow not having you beside me leaving me to be washed up in this darkness of this wicked place you not being the one i can run to for comfort or in a need of help forgetting what its like being in your arms or seeing your deep blu eyes look upon me not understanding why you left me you not understandin how much i need you not being able to live without you kills the time i have the tears i cry to hope that will bring you back soon to be no more kills me inside like the time killing me outside upon me

Done Not Done
It seems I’m still not done. What I thought would take a year, took a week. What I thought would take a week took a month and what I thought would take a month has taken well over. This process is a process. I’m not fond of processes. I’m fond of finality, finish, complete, destination and done. I never enjoyed the journey and as a result, I’ve enjoyed very little. Little in life is finality. Most in life is change. In fact, the only constant, other than God, that I’m aware of, is a change. Bah! Miserable. Misery, a not new and most unwelcome friend. He visits often. More often than I’d like and much more often than I care to admit. Tenacious bugger. He’s not done either. Talk to me in ten minutes and I’ll speak of hope and optimism and growth and other nonsense. Talk to me now and I’ll tell you of pain. Enduring, everlasting pain. The pain that always was and the pain that always will be. My kind of pain. The kind of pain that my head advertises as etern

My Sexual Iq
You have a Sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

As Tara's World Turns
Hey all you sexy people. How is life? College is good. Here well I decide to give up drinks, drugs, and sex. YEAH RIGHT FUCK THAT SHIT. My little pussy was meant to be fucked hard, fucked rough, fucked violently, and FUCKED OFTEN. My really stalker definitely believes in that. Stalker......do you call them a stalker after they own you. MMMM lets see, he tracks ever move i make with a gps bracelet locked to my ankle and another on hidden somewhere in my jeep. He's hacked my cell and tracks all my calls. He even has a program on my computer where he knows every thing i type. MMMMMM I think that is stalking, and its FUCKING HOT AS HELL. Add to the fact that he loves spiking my drinks with drugs that make me easier to control and make sex like burning in hell hot. Top that off with the fact that his core belief is "TARA LOOKS BEST CRYING, CHAINED, AND HURTING, WHILE ALL HOLES ARE FORCED FILLED." He loves stun gunning my clit and nipples. He is the only pe

What About Me?!?!?!?
It's not easy being me.. I know everyone feels this way and I'm not alone, but it's NOT easy being me! It's hard for me because I'm constantly told I'm the greatest Mom, funniest person, the best friend, so dependable and someone that will take care of everyone! I'm EXPECTED to be everything to everyone but no one understands how hard that truly is!!! To be always be THAT one person everyone counts on. I'm not.. a rock, superwoman, super-Mom or super-nurse- I am just a woman! I know people love me but it's because how I take care of them. Will anyone ever love me for me and not the nurse, funny person or being just Mom? I'm so busy taking care of everyone else and everything else no one knows or has time to know how I feel. Yes I cry alone at times. I'm the most popular person in every room yet at times the loneliest one too. Maybe because everyone knows and expects what I will do for them! BUT will anyone just care about me for me?! exerpt & thx to MW I concur.

A Letter To God
Dear God, is heaven afar or is it near? My heart says it your voice it cannot hear. Its dark and cold, Lost and hard as stone. Am I not wrong, Why is your answer takes so long? Your touch, I cannot feel, In which my spirit helplessly cannot heal. Each tear that falls on my face, Is longing for your glorious grace. I cry and I pray, That you would hear what I have to say. I confess to all that I have done, No good deed has become (of me). I hope when I am done here, That you take me in your arms of love…. And help me find a better life Than the road I have treaded for so many years. As my time here is finally done, I know what my new life has just begun! Amen.

Re: Royal Mail Honors Eugenicist & Nazi Sympathizer
RE: Royal Mail Honors Eugenicist & Nazi Sympathizer ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 12 Sep 2008, 12:58 Royal Mail Honors Eugenicist & Nazi Sympathizer Royal Mail is set to honor Marie Stopes, a feminist who opened the first birth control clinic in Britain in 1921 as well as being Nazi sympathizer and a eugenicist who advocated that non-whites and the poor be sterilized, by adopting her image for a new set of stamps. http://www. prisonplanet. com/royal-mail-honors-eugenicist-nazi-sympathizer. html

Just One Rate Thats All
Please spare one rate only on my picture below and i will give you 5k, please comment my bulletin to advise me u have done this :) Thank you :) It's my first auction. If you win you'd be in for a treat. If you can't make a bid, could you please click the link and rate it? The person with the most rates at the end of the auction will win a prize from the person holding it. So please..go ! :P thank you

Redneck Home Security
Redneck Home Security 1. Go to a second-hand store and buy a pair of men's used size 14-16 work boots. 2. Place them on your front porch, along with several empty beer cans, a copy of Guns & Ammo magazine and several NRA magazines. 3. Put a few giant dog dishes next to the boots and magazines. 4. Leave a note on your door that reads: 'Hey Bubba, Duke & Slim, I went to the gun shop for more ammunition. Back in an hour. Don't mess with the pit bulls they attacked the mailman this morning and messed him up real bad. I don't think Killer took part in it, but it was hard to tell from all the blood. P. S. I locked all four of 'em in the house. Better wait outside. 'INSTALLATION COMPLETE!!!!

Its A "fly By" For Tappanit With Much Luv!
Comin' right at ya! To ask ya to show a most excellant Fu some Luv!! Tappanit is a wonderful person with a crazy sense of humor. He deserves much Luv! Fly on by and check him out! Plenty on his page to see and rate! He is such a good friend, you owe it to yourself, to make him one of yours! Made with much mad Luv by: ♕ LuAngel ♕ @ fubar Music provided by Blue Cat Radio

Texas People In General
I've lived in Texas since October of 2006. When I first moved down here from New York, I lived in Plano for six months. I now live in Allen, and I have realized that things are the same: people are not friendly. In the bar I go to, I'm getting recommendations from people to start going to Starbucks. I realize I don't get along with people down here. Maybe the issue is that my mindset is still the "Yankee" one... so when I don't get to talk to anyone nearby, that's probably it. I've never been able to adapt to the Southern way of life, so as time goes by, I realize I don't belong here. Tonight, some silly bitch chick from Euless gave me the whole "Yankee" talk, telling me that I "whine and cry" about not getting conversation down here. Well, maybe that's the case, but I'm sure that blowing me off and generally treating me like garbage isn't the solution. So, after all that was said and done, I wound up placing her on ignore on Yahoo (just as well), and now I'm right back where

Come And Get It!
Fairly simple. Want 1,000 fucks? You can get them one of 2 ways. 1.) Fan me. 2.) And if you are already a fan-make me a salute. 3.) If you do both, you will get 2,000 fubucks! See how easy that is?

Update
Less pain if i dont overdo it, still splinted likely to mid-October, cant type much (single finger style) - so online convos etc are pretty much out 4 a while,,, PT starts 9/25 & continues 4 at least 4 weeks.

Take Endless Auction !!enter Now !!
TIME FOR AUCTION FUBAR LAND!!!!! Pop, Lock & Drop It - Huey FRIDAY 3RD WILL START A NEW ENDLESS AUCTION !! IM LOOKIN FOR 8 TO 10 PPL TO COME ENTER THIS GREAT AUCTION !! I WILL LET ALL OF U KNOW 1 HOUR BEFORE THE AUCTION IS OPEN AND IT ENDS WHENEVER U R HAPPY WITH THE BID !!! IF U WANNA ENTER JUST SEND ME THE LINK TO THE PIC AND UR OFFERS IN A PRIVATE MSG AND I MAKE SURE TO GET U POSTED !!! PLEASE MAKE IT A NONE ANNIMATED PIC !!! OTHER THEN THAT HOPE YA HAVE FUN MUCH LUV !!! FRIST TIME HOSTIN AN AUCTION N BROUGHT TO U BY ♥~**1-800-U-WISH**♥♥~Pu$$ycat Playmate **~♥NIGHTHAWKS FAM♥~~**@ fubar MADE BY $Dj' BABY BOY${D.S.C}Pimp of the Pu$$cat Playmates Owned by ~ CynzDreams ~@ fubar

Bad Week
So, this week has got to have been one of the most messed up weeks EVER. My ONLY high light was going and hanging out at some friends house on Friday. Heres the lo lo... Monday night I find out that my sons uncle is in on life support, in a coma, after being jumped from behind by some friggin coward. The family finally made the decision NOT to take him off of life support because he is now showing some signs (opening his eyes to stimulation) Then I run into my sons father whom I have not laid eyes on in 3 years. (for very good reasons) Then tonight, not only do I see him again at his sisters house, while we were there my nephews Pitbull flipped out, and bit my son. He has one slightly deep puncture wound, but other than that he was VERY lucky. I snatched that damn dog by his halter and controled him. My sons dad, who has been absent for 3 years, snatches this dog, takes him into the alley, and from what i was told, the dog never returned home. We believe he killed this dog. (see wh

Just Venting
i'm in theis weird mood. have been lately. i don't what it could be. perhaps the fact that my life is motnotanous. i don't think i spelled that right. anyways. i wake up go to school, to go work, and on mon and weds go to pool. any other day during the week i'm just hanging out somewhere. nothing exciting. i rarely go to concerts or local shows cuz i get disappointed easily. and dating is so f-ed up now-a-days that even that seems like an interview or too free. i want someone who wants me but does want to be up my butt or so distant that i can't even call them to see if they want to go do something. i want a life with my special person. and i want it know. even tho i'm not going to get it for another 5 yrs. i just don't feel like waiting

Trick Or Treat Date ?
Thanks To Vamp Morticia For This Idea..For Those That Were Around For Valentine's Day.. You Will Remember This.. Let's Find A Date For Halloween..The Way This Will Work Will Be ..You Send Me A Pic ( Would Prefer A Costume Pic If You Can..Costume Not Needed Though)& Then Guys Will Come Give Their Best Pick Up Line/ Idea For A Date For Halloween.. Anything That Happens On That "Date" Is Up To Those Involved (Giving Of Salutes/Rates Or Anything Else You Want To Do) Also No Sarge's Bad Girl Can Try To Get Win A Date With Another.. To Be Fair Comment Here If You Would Like To Be In This One Last Thing..Yes I Will Be In It Also..No Sarge's Bad Girl Allowed To Try Getting The Date With Me

I've Been Hit
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? BED 2. Your significant other? NOBODY 3. Your hair? BLONDE 4. Your mother? NEEDY 5. Your father? PRICK 6. Your favorite thing? RUM 7. Your dream last night? NONE 8. Your favorite drink? DEW 9. Your dream/goal? HAPPINESS 10. The room you're in? MINE 11. Music? COUNTRY 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years?HAPPY 14. Where were you last night? CLASS 15. What you're not? HAPPY 16. Muffins? NO 17. One of your wish list items? HOME 18. Where you grew up? WESTON 19. The last thing you did? CALL 20. What are you wearing? ROBE 21. TV? NONE 22. Your pets? NONE 23. Your computer? ACER 24. Your life? UNFULFILLED 25. Your mood? TIRED 26. Missing someone? Y

Thoughts
you wonder just what goes through ones mind when one contemplates ending their life, i know that with my own experience it was that i was with someone that belittled and emotionally and mentally abused me, for so many years that you belive what they say is true and deep inside you know that it is not true. but when one is depressed and the friends you think you have the support group that you think you have are not really there what do you do do you contemplate it again do you try it again or do you just go on, is there anyone out there that has been through this that can offer some suggestions emotions are a messed up thing when they are dangerous to ones thoughts.someone tells you that they love you and loved you for you then they turn around and say that they did not realize that they fell in love with a week souled week minded soul and then they realize hey i can use this to really break down the person, and continue to do abuse them and the person tells them to go screw off but i

Please Could You Check In :)
I have just built a Free house lounge please could i ask you to join id be very grateful. the lounge is for anyone and for anything, its for people to make new friends, rates, fans, people who are feeling down and wants cheering up, for people who wants to talk about anything to share there thoughts. im also looking for some staff to help me with this new lounge so if anyone is interested please let me know

Child Abusers......
OK all, here goes. In my OPPINION, I think people that are child abusers SHOULD be JAILED !!! Reason being, my youngest was recently a victom. It happened on a regular visit to her dads, (you know, the biweeklys). He was to bring her to me and then it happened. I got a call from her stepmom, and had to go get her. When I got there her dad was standing by the cop car, and I didn't see my daughter. I was told she was in the building getting her pants changed. I was talking to the cop, he asked me if I knew there was a bruse on her lower back (left side, on the top of her pants), and did I put it there? "I said NO, she had left my house on Friday with her dad and stepmom only withthe same ones she'd had from playing and that was it! I didn't do anything to her." He then said, I believe you, and wrote on his pad that her dad MUST HAVE DONE THAT TOO !!! He then informed me of why I had to come to get her. It wasn't for that bruse they documented. It was because her dad PUNCHED her in

People Ask..."what Is Wicca"..
Wicca Primer History: Wicca is a religious tradition based on the ancient religions of the prehistoric Europe, specifically Western Europe and Great Britain. The faith is an amalgamation of folklore, archaeological evidence, and translated works from the period. It is not, in most cases, a religion passed unbroken from prehistory. Although many pagan and witchcraft traditions can be traced back to pre-historic times, the religion known as Wicca began in the UK in the 1950's from the teachings of Gerald Gardner. This earliest form of Wicca, known as Gardnerian Wicca, is a system based on individual groups, known as covens, all of which can trace their lineages back to Gardner. Other forms of traditional Wicca that have evolved from the Gardnerian tradition include Alexandrian and Seax traditions. In the 1970's a new form of Wicca began to evolve that is looser in structure and practice. These forms are not initatory, and often involve a blend of traditional Wicca with o

Taxes
Just some facts about business and taxes... Business do not pay taxes they only collect them from the consumer. Tax increases on business do three things, they feed inflation, reduce the workforce and fund additional pork-barrel spending. When a certain candidate for president state that if you make less than 250,000 dollars per year you will not have your taxes increased it is a lie due to omition and he is counting on your economic ignorance to win. If he wins all of us will lose, just like we did during the Carter and Nixon adminstrations. Sure it looks like we'll get some tax relief for an Obama adminstration, the reality is we won't because the offset in higher prices will cause us all to have less money PERIOD!!!!!! Obama's solution is the typical of that of most Democrat. That solution is to make the little foot the bill by raising taxes so they have more money to waste.... Think about this before you make your mark....

Frustrations Of A Parent
The upbringing of children is the main responsibility of the parent. But the rest of the world does have a large influence on them and it changes at the different ages of the child. The biggest problem is that the parent is trying to wean their child and the world is trying to absorb them. So if the foundation isn't strong and the child isn't strong, the world can erase much of the child's proper upbringing. Sadly, due to a child's own personal makeup, they have their own destiny programmed into them and sometimes proper parenting and good worldly lessons still aren't enough and the child goes bad. Sadly, due to a child's own personal makeup, they have their own destiny programmed into them and sometimes proper parenting and good worldly lessons still aren't enough and the child goes bad. (I think that is when the devil has somehow worked on and taken control of that child) So, when it comes to schooling, thats just another wing of training up a child. All children are different,

For First Lady
Love of My Life 10-7-08 Is this a dream Or is it for real I’ve never felt the way My First Lady makes me feel I wanna wrap my arms Around you I wanna hold you So close I’ll never, ever regret Who I chose You are the love of my life And I am your man You know that I’ll treat ya The very best that I can You’re the love of my life You’re my First Lady My Canadian love goddess Soon to be my fu-wife You’re so beautiful – you’re the hottest Well, I am yours and you are mine we are each other’s eternal valentine I found you in a lounge On fubar I never thought we’d Come this far You are the love of my life And I am your man You know that I’ll treat ya The very best that I can You’re the love of my life My First Lady of the Joker’s Lair Say…don’t we make a great pair You’re sitting on the resolute desk While I sit in the executive chair You are the love of my life And I am your man You know that

Father And Daughter Both Cope With Breast Cancer
For Walter Crate, this is an especially happy Father's Day: Not only is he free of his breast cancer -- yes, that's right, breast cancer -- his adult daughter recently recovered from breast cancer surgery herself. "I was blessed, I really was," he said. While male breast cancer is uncommon, accounting for less than 1 percent of all breast cancers, it is a disease men need to know is possible and is often linked to one's genes, as was the case with Crate and his daughter. The problem, said Dr. Marisa Weiss, a radiation oncologist in Philadelphia and founder of BreastCancer.org, is men think of breast cancer as a female disease, and as a result, they don't go to their doctors when they have a problem. "Male breast cancer is not routinely screened for," said Dr. Judy Boughey, a surgeon at the Mayo Clinic in Rochester, Minn. "This means men usually have a more advanced stage of breast cancer than women at the time of diagnosis. ... Their overall prognosis tends to be poorer tha

Naked Man On The Mountain
I just met a guy at the carnival tonight who came up to me and told me that he loves my blogs. It made me feel all warm and gooshy inside so I have decided to start writing them again. I have a lot of fun stories. Guys if you read these and like them leave me a comment so I know I am not talking to myself. Anyway as it is July and this story takes place on the 4th of July 1997 (I think) I will relate it to you. I have a friend named James. One day James took me up the mountain to go to this party on the forth of July. He was a little concerned about me because I had just went through a really bad break up so he thought a party with a live band was just what I needed. To make me forget about all of my troubles! I do not remember the name of the band, but they played 70's music and often played with Pagan Rage. So there I was tipsy. Ok ..ok I was drunk, listening to a band, in the middle of the woods, sitting on a log, staring into a campfire and feeling sorry for myself due to the br

Auto 11's On From Noon Oct 22 - Noon Oct23
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Another Troop Dedication.
Memories They come to me when their less needed, These memories haunt me. Memories of friends, Family and others. They fought a bloody battle, I guess it was time for them to go. Chorus: How can memories be so real, maybe I'm lost in time. All I see is the image of carnage. I tell you, I don't want this anymore. All my friends are gone so I'm here alone, But the memories haunt me. Always Haunting. Everyday I try, but it never helps The memories keep coming, I feel so lost. I know my time here is short. Its been seventy years since the start. Memories haunt me and I do all I can to not let it show. But sometimes I lash out, trying to strike the memories down, but I only end up hurting and alone. Copyright 2002

Friend And Family Member, Ironica Is Having Emergency Surgery!!!!
We have a family member and dear friend that is having emergency surgery! I'm asking for everyone to plz go show her some love and give her your best wishes. She deserves our support and love. She will be returning sometime next week and I would love for her to sign on and see how badly she was missed and just how much everyone cares for her! ¢¾(Bi)Ironica¢¾/Fu-Wifey Of Metal Baby & Dark Prince /Fu-owned by Metal Baby, &Sweet One@ fubar

Relationship Mumbo Jumbo.
Often, when I rant, it's inspired by a conversation that I've had with someone...and this rant is no different. I'm certain that the people involved will know who they are...and some other people will probably figure it out, but that doesn't mean that I want to see some sort of drama emerge from this post. On the contrary, I'm simply trying to put into words something that I hope will be of help to someone. I have this friend. No, really. He's really my friend. He is the sweetest, kindest, most giving person I know...but that doesn't seem to help him in the whole "romance" department. He doesn't seem to understand why it never works out for him. He's been told that he's TOO sweet, kind, and giving...and that, to get chicks, he should be an asshole. I don't think that's true. I mean, why would any woman actually WANT an asshole? Here's my theory. He tries to hard. He's looking for someone to be with and, to that end, he'll pretty much literally go to the end of the earth to find t

My Poems
Just Remember When it all goes crazy and the thrill is gone, The days get rainy and the nights get long, When you get the feeling you were born to lose, Staring at your ceiling thing of your blues, When there's so much trouble you want to cry; The world has crumbled and you don't know why, When your hopes are fading and can't be found, Dreams have left you waiting, Friends have let you down. Just rember I Love You; More than words can say. Maybe then your blues will fade, When you need a lover and you're down so low, You start to wonder but you never know why, When it feels lik sorrow is your only friend, Knowing that tomorrow you'll feel this way again, When the blues come calling at the break of dawn, Rain keeps falling but the rainbows gone, When you feel like crying but the tears won't come, When your dreas are dying and your down and out, Just Remember I Love You Cassie Felton Copyright ©2008 Cassie Felton

Our Tax System Explained: Bar Stool Economics
Our Tax System Explained: Bar Stool Economics Suppose that every day, ten men go out for beer and the bill for all ten comes to $100. If they paid their bill the way we pay our taxes, it would go something like this: The first four men (the poorest) would pay nothing. The fifth would pay $1. The sixth would pay $3. The seventh would pay $7. The eighth would pay $12. The ninth would pay $18. The tenth man (the richest) would pay $59. So, that's what they decided to do. The ten men drank in the bar every day and seemed quite happy with the arrangement, until one day, the owner threw them a curve. 'Since you are all such good customers,' he said, 'I'm going to reduce the cost of your daily beer by $20.' Drinks for the ten now cost just $80. The group still wanted to pay their bill the way we pay our taxes so the first four men were unaffected. They would still drink for free. But what about the other six men - the paying customers? How c

A Night In Her Satin
A night in her satin my fingers tickled her ivory keys she calmed me with her herbal teas I sang while she gazed at the moon not noticing I sang quite out of tune gazing at the stars in the moonlight sky we watched Orion wave as he flew by Her satin sheets felt smooth on my skin as she said here please slide right in not wishing to let the magic end a poem is how I chose to begin I'll feed you ideas to fill your mind then tenderly help you relax and unwind I'll paint you a picture with words galore and by morning you'll be lusting for more I'll tell you how beautiful and lovely you are and how I can feel you in my heart from afar I'll pleasure you from your head to your feet and all the nice in-between places so sweet I'll give you my body if my flesh doesn't fail or stimulate your mind with a lusty tale she touched me with her hair at first then with her fingers, I nearly burst as she gently massaged my knotted spine we giggled over a bottle of her fav

Facts
Love gives you nothing Hate gives you strength Pain teaches the lesson Bloodshed confirm the truth in the teachings Friends fail you always in the end Women always lie to your face but never behind your back The Business end of an M16-A2 does the talking in negotiating These are facts there is no gray area here This is just how it is I still have learned nothing about this world, this place Not a damn thing Tell me something new Kurt, Give me the strength from being loved Sara Do some emotionless killing Robbie SHOW ME HOW TO LIVE MY LIFE ASHLEY Teach me the Bible Dad Tell me I am worthless John Teach me how to hate Effectivley Better yet teach me how to be Effective Kurt show me the spoils of your life Sara show me the strength of your love Robbie show me the emotionlessness of your ways Mom bury me someplace nice I don't wanna live for them I don't wanna teach them Jessica open your eyes Sara open your eyes Robbie open your eyes Kurt my dearest friend

Sack Lunches
got this in an email and thought i would share it Sack Lunches I put my carry-on in the luggage compartment and sat down in my assigned seat. It was going to be a long flight. 'I'm glad I have a good book to read. Perhaps I will get a short nap,' I thought.Just before take-off, a line of soldiers came down the aisle and filled all the vacant seats, totally surrounding me. I decided to start a conversation. 'Where are you headed?' I asked the soldier seated nearest to me. ' Chicago - to Great Lakes Base We'll be there for two weeks for special training, and then we're being deployed to Iraq ' After flying for about an hour, an announcement was made that sack lunches were available for five dollars. It would be several hours before we reached Chicago , and I quickly decided a lunch would help pass the time. As I reached for my wallet, I overheard soldier ask his buddy if he planned to buy lunch. 'No, that seems like a lot of money for ju

Come Place Ur Bid To Own Me For A Month
AUCTION GIFTS ONLY Ponyboy is a great friend and sweet person to know. You won't regret bidding on this wonderful man. He's honest and true to his word, ~so hard to find these days. imikimi - Customize Your World This is a NO fubuck Auction. Real $$$ bids only (Bling Packs, Blasts, VIPs, Tickers, HHs) Only leave a comment if you are making a bid. Auction ends Nov 15th at Noon Futime PONYBOY0827 ~owned by carolvision63 and Mia - The Inked Slut~@ fubar

Suicide
My heart has stopped from my blood on the floor the knife cuts so deep i feel no more The pain subsides as the last breathe leaves I sit and think about how much i hate myself Life never seemed so simple and yet so easy to take Fuck life, I am done Im doing living it Life is over for me so kiss me goodbye but please dont pretend to fucking cry

1965 - 2004 8 Nov. Vietnam To Iraq
I am sharing with you another historical Marine Corps Moment that began today. Reputedly noted as "The most fierce urban fighting for United States Marines since the Battle of Hue City in Vietnam in 1968." Now you will see a little clearer into my mind, why when I was asked, without a second thought- volunteered to participate in helping Camp TQ and the Marines deployed there. with Operaton Wow Factor http://www.newszapforums.com/forum60/64014.html Semper Fidelis - Semper Fortis - De Opresso Liber US Navy Marine Corps And United States Army Special Forces One Team One Fight Battle of Fallujah 8 November to 20 November 2004 1. Background and Mission. The Battle of Fallujah was conducted from 8 to 20 November 2004. the last fire mission was conducted 17 November. 2004 The battle had been fought by Army, Marine and Iraqi forces with approximately 15,000 under the I Marine Expeditionary Force (IMEF), The pattern of attack was to sweep from north to south

i Host My 1st Auction...wanna Be In?
I would like to start it november 23 - 30 or once I get a handful of guys and girls to join. 25K entry fee to join the auction. If you'd like to auction "yourself" up for bids, just leave me a private message with a link to your photo you want used and what your offering and I'll get you added. I want zero drama in this auction!!!!!!!!!!!!! You may also refuse any bid just comment on your pic and private message me what bid you refused.. If you're not sure how this works... All you do is come up with whatever you'd like to put up for the bidding. A list of ideas are listed below. Then, you and I invite people to check out what you have to offer and they bid using fubucks. People can also bid money gifts such as blasts, VIPs and HHs if they REALLY want what you have!! Real money bids trump all Fu$ bids. *List of Ideas* Rate all pics Rate all stash A personal salute pic to winning bidder A NSFW salute pic to winning bidder Access to private folders

Some Art
I've been working very hard on my art work lately. If you want to look at some of it, go to timlasure.deviantart.com. Here's a couple of my recent photos. Fallen Friend by ~TimLaSure on deviantART Confluence by ~TimLaSure on deviantART

Every 25th New Member Get Fu-blinged
Come Join Us In Club Mixture If You Are Not A Member, Click The Following Pic To Join The Lounge! Meet The Coolest People On Fubar! Every 25th New Member Gets Fu-Blinged! So Stop On In And Join The Party That Never Ends! CLUB MIXTURE Club Mixture Lounge Is In Full Effect! Where The Drinks The Flow & The Beat Are Never Ending! So What Are You Waiting For??? Come Join Us Now & Be A Part Of The Party! For More Info. Contact Me By Clicking The Following Pic! ♣ DjJOHN© OWNER OF CLUB MIXTURE ♣ FOUNDER OF THE UNITED BOMBING AND LEVELING CREW ♣

Drum Beats
DRUM BEATS Awake! Hear the beat of native drums Hear them match the beat of your heart Feel them catch you by the throat, pulling Pulling ‘til you give in and lose yourself To the Dreams of Dionysus Listen! Hear the waning beat of your heart Hear it match the beat of a funeral dirge Feel the constricting in your throat, tighter Tighter ‘til you give in and lose yourself To the sweet sleep of Death Cry out! Hear the impassioned beat of your heart Hear it’s song swell with the strains of a thousand strings Feel your soul sing endless songs, crying Crying ‘til you give in and lose yourself To the fool’s game of Love Actung! Hear the martial beat of the war drums Hear your heart march with the cadence of their beat Feel your blood rage with the passion of war fury, boiling Boiling ‘til you give in and lose yourself To the blood lust of Ares

Will You Give This To My Dad?
Subject: Will you give this to my dad? > > I thought you might like to read this. It's a tear > jerker > > Will you give this to my Daddy? > > > As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support > 'Red Fridays.' > > Last week I was in Atlanta, Georgia attending a conference. > While I was > in the airport, returning home, I heard several people > behind me > beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around > and witnessed > One of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. > > Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their > camos. As they > began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost > everyone) was > abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and > cheering. > > When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being > applauded and > Cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the > only red-blooded > American who still loves this country and supports our > troops and their > families. > > Of course I imme

Hands
A basketball in my hands is worth about $19. A basketball in Michael Jordan's hands is worth about $33 million. It depends whose hands it's in. A baseball in my hands is worth about $6. A baseball in Roger Clemens' hands is worth $475 million. It depends on whose hands it's in. A tennis racket is useless in my hands. A tennis racket in Andre Agassi's hands is worth millions. It depends whose hands it's in. A rod in my hands will keep away an angry dog. A rod in Moses' hands will part the mighty sea. It depends whose hands it's in. A slingshot in my hands is a kid's toy. A slingshot in David's hand is a mighty weapon. It depends whose hands it's in. Two fish and 5 loaves of bread in my hands is a couple of fish sandwiches. Two fish and 5 loaves of bread in Jesus' hands will feed thousands. It depends whose hands it's in. Nails in my hands might produce a birdhouse. Nails in Jesus Christ's hands will produce salvation for the entire world. It depends

U.s Service Men And Women
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perhaps a

The Amish Elevator
An Amish boy and his father were in a mall. They were amazed by almost everything they saw, but especially by two shiny, silver walls that could move apart and then slide back together again. The boy asked, "What is this Father?” The father (never having seen an elevator) responded, "Son, I have never seen anything like this in my life, I don't know what it is." While the boy and his father were watching with amazement, a fat, old lady in a wheel chair moved up to the moving walls and pressed a button. The walls opened and the lady rolled between them into a small room. The walls closed and the boy and his father watched the small circular numbers above the walls light up sequentially. They continued to watch until it reached the last number and then the numbers began to light in the reverse order. Finally the walls opened up again and a gorgeous 24-year-old blonde stepped out. The father said quietly to his son.....” Go get your mother."

Just A Little About Me...
Hello everyone =) My name is Sasha, i'm 19, and i'm from Mechanicsburg, PA. I currently live w/ one of my older brothers, and my mother. Plus our 4 cats (oldest to youngest) Mitzi, Mimi, Punky, and the newest of the bunch, my little kitten Smokers. I love to have a good time indoors and out. I love sports (football, hockey, baseball, rugby, anything that is a "contact" sport) I've been playing MGSA softball for 14years now as a 3rd base-girl. I love animals (especially the Wolf) and I enjoy every minute i have with my pets (or "family" as i call them) I am currently working towards becoming a carpenter (or if someone wants to hire me as their secretary that works as well!) I have 5 tattoos (left thigh, back, wrists and chest), and nine piercings (ears, eyebrow, tongue, nips) If you have any questions, feel free to ask!

The Awakening
I feel like I’ve slept through most of my life flowing through the years some happiness some strife No real dreams or desires no real goals to achieve no real purpose to life to make me believe Then one day came a lady she’s such a surprise the woman inside her has awoken my eyes She’s stirred things inside me I didn’t know lived All these words and these poems and this passion to give I’m filled with the desire to make her feel good to make her heart smile just like it should I’m filled with the need to make her face glow to make her feel wanted deep in her soul She’s awoken this man and ignited a fire he now has a dream it’s to feel what’s inside her

When I First Laided Eyes On Her
Hey Fu Land, Hey How You doing lately??? Well I am doing So Much Better. I have alot of peronsal issuse going on in my life and I finally haven't been so stressed lately and I am starting to do better for my self in my life. The Biggest Thing That has happend to me recently is I have Met the Most Amazing Woman in the World. I Met Her Back In Novemeber and Her and I have been talking for a few weekds now. When I first ever laided eyes on her, on fubar. Yes Fubar, But Hey who gives a shit right? As long as you guys are happy and Love eachother for who they truely are That's all it should matter Right? Well Anyways back to what I was saying, I Met her on Fubar, We exchange yim names an ect ya know lmao. But She Is very very beauitful an Her personality is 100% Just Like Me To a T. She Has The Most Beauitful Smile. She's The Most Caring Person I have Met, She Totally understands Me and Doesn't ever Judge Me for who I am. She Very Charming, wonderful, IN EVERY WAY POSSIABLE.

Just In Time Before Christmas Win A Auto-11! Read This Blog!
A "Soulfull" Christmas " WHY NOT WIN YOU A AUTO-11 FOR YOUR CHRISTMAS PRESENT! ENTER IN THIS CONTEST WILL GO FOR 3 DAYS ONLY! THIS WILL BE FOR THE MOST RATES AND COMMENTS IN THREE DAYS! NO CHEATING WILL BE ALLOWED OR YOU WILL BE EJECTED! WIN A AUTO-11 TREAT WILL BE ON ALL DAY CHRISTMAS DAY! RULES: 1. PLACE A AUTO-11 2. PLACE A THREE DAY BLAST 3. PLACE A GIFT OF MY CHOICE IN TIME FOR CHRISTMAS! RULES: 1. MUST BE ON MY FRIENDS LIST BEFORE THE CONTEST BEGIN. 2. NO CHEATING OR COMPLAINING IN SHOUT BOX, IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM COME TO ME IN E-MAIL ONLY! 3. MUST ACT LIKE ADULTS AND NO NAME CALLING OR BOTHERING OTHER BOMBERS WILL BE TOLERATED OR YOU WILL BE REMOVE. 4. MUST BE AT LEAST A LEVEL 5 OR HIGHER TO BOMB 5.ALL PRIZES WILL BE GIVEN ON CHRISTMAS DAY! 6.CONTEST WI

Im Up For Auction Again!!!
Thats Right!! Im up for auction again!!! Plenty To Offer!!! So please come bid on me!! Be the first to blast/happy hour me!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D Pls repost!!! Thanks!! Don't forget to love up the host!!! Twaune Thå £ast Ðon ™ * §näke Ëyeš ®ädïð Promoter *@ fubar

Things To Think About
We all are on fubar for various reasons. . kinda got a laugh today. Some guy came to my page and done nothing..so I shouted at him asking if i was ugly. He said..ok, i will bite..why you ask. I said well u didn't even give me one rate. I was kinda in a goof off mood of mine today. Anyways.. he said sorry and came to my page and rated. I told him I was just giving him a hard time. Anyways, he shouted saying.. I don't usually rate married woamen. I said why not..its not like your proposing to me. Well then I mentioned..seriously..look at 1/2 of fubar. Most of the women and some men..are gorgeous/model like. You can not tell me that they are all single..and if they are..they got boyfriends/girlfriends. He said I did have a point. I am just so tired of hearing married people being bad mouthed on here. We have a right to be on the net just as much as others. We just don't lie about our status. Just because we are married..doesn't always mean its the best of marriage either. So,, t

Only The Next Stage Of Fubar!!
Fubar has been known for many things especially with music requesting songs the whole nine even now to the point of buying rounds for everyone.VIP everything but ive decided we need a new craze or a new stage to fubar i thought how could i do it then i thought Music n Videos and along with it Radio staion and games all in a search of everyone who comes in. talk to people and listen to musicor radio, no one typing play a game watch a video of anytype just by searching and i thought how would i get everything all in one with somthing to do with Fubars greatest invention yet The Online Pub so i did it i found a machine like Limewire that allows each individual person in the loounge to search for Music,Videos,radio,games (the player itself is a drunk vs sober game) of what ever that individual person wants with out playing somthing someone else might not like hearing for they wont Test it out JesterTheGreat Inc saying Try It before u Denie it. ://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid

Was Tagged Now You Are Too
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? charger 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? medium 4. Your mother? sleeping 5. Your father? died 6. Your favorite thing? kids 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? coke 9. Your dream/goal? security 10. The room you're in? living 11. Music? oldies 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? alive 14. Where were you last night? fubar 15. What you're not? fake 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? happiness 18. Where you grew up? la 19. The last thing you did? this 20. What are you wearing? nothing 21. TV? off 22. Your pets? dog 23. Your computer? hp 24. Your life? here 25. Your mood? lonely 26. Miss

Tag Your It !
Tagged By Grlskikass2 You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? here 2. Your significant other? david 3. Your hair? long 4. Your mother? great 5. Your father? deceased 6. Your favorite thing? computer 7. Your dream last night? crush 8. Your favorite drink? coffee 9. Your dream/goal? Peace 10. The room you're in? parlor 11. Music? country 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Florida 14. Where were you last night? Home 15. What you're not? Sane 16. Muffins? none 17. One of your wish list items? sex 18. Where you grew up? Mass 19. The last thing you did? Typed 20. What are you wearing? robe 21. TV? never 22. Your pets? Dog 23. Your computer? Laptop 24. Your life? Chaotic

The Muffled Screams Of An Innocent Child
this is about every little soul in the world who have to suffer the beatings of their parents. why do we not accept but close our eyes on child abuse, it's a treterous thing that can happen to a child. they are all innocent and fragile they are the best of things that can happen to you why send a fist in their lovely angel faces and give them a black eye and hide those wonderful hazel brown eyes stained blue with tears? who in their right mind would do that? well i know i wouldn't!! and god be there when i catch a grown person take out their feelings on a child's body because i'm not sure i would leave him or her be because do they leave their child be...NO!!!! so why should we? open your eyes to what happens to those wonderful gifts god gave us, you probably don't see it but maybe the little girl or little boy that lives on top of you or across the street is getting a beating that might have him or her left for dead when their parent is done with them. don't let this slip by b

Diurnal Once More...
I've always been a morning person. Rising at dawn, to peace, quiet, calm, clarity, to a day still full of promise. The first and best cup of coffee, black and bitter and strong, more ritual than craving. The sun, still low, still soft. Sit and think time. Love it. Always have. For a while, though, mornings lost their charm. Days became harder to leap into, to take head on, and my bed far too warm and inviting and comforting to leave. I became more of a night owl, staying up all hours, either dicking around online or enjoying the mystery that is late night tv on basic cable, sleeping later and later. I met the days when they were already well underway. Dawn was something I'd see from the backside, through eyes tired and red. But I've decided to take my mornings back. I miss them. Want them. Long for them like I haven't for some time. Recently unfettered, unbound (not referring to the *good* kind of bondage), freed from the private shackles (again, not the good kind)

Short Lived Life
as of 12/02/08 i lost my baby sister,she never complained about being ill, and the way she was you never knew she was ill, and quess what the dr's said she never knew, she pasted because of a artirial stroke (a vein busted in her brain)what i'm tring to say is pay more attention to your family and friends, cause they may be here today and gone tommrow,please stop by and say goodbye to shaggy46072, i love you sis, miss you

A Poem I Wrote For My First Born..now I Am Blessed With Lexi And The Message Remains The Same
MY LOVE 4 YOU ...To my first child ....The love of my life Thursday, March 13, 2003 I finally understand the meaning of unconditional love A feeling from deep within of pride that wonderous joy of knowing your mine. I can only tell you with words how i feel inside..but can show you my love with arms open wide 2 hug you and kiss you and teach you to strive..you are what keeps my spirit alive. Your my angel, My miracle, My sweet innocent child. Now..I do not have, alot of money ..or fancy material things.. All I can give you ..are riches that only a mothers love brings... I can teach you to listen when the world around you sings.. Walk with you hand N hand.. through a garden in spring.. and teach appreciation for all the beautiful things... I wish I could change many things I have done... "Personal Regrets".. I have more than just one... You have so much to learn and so little time.. I can see in your eyes that your strong youll do fine.. But the earth spins f

Before You
BEFORE YOU Thinking back to better days When the sun still showed its rays Before my heart knew angry pain Before the rain, before the rain Before the SCREAMS, before the tears In better years I had no fears Before the hate, before the lies Before despise and angry eyes Before the heartaches of tomorrow Before my soul was filled with sorrow Before my heart grew black and cold When it was gold, before the mold Thinking back to better days Before we went our separate ways Before the shadows turned me blue When you knew me, and I knew you Poem by Tammy C.

I Got Yelled At For A Mum Im Sorry
so i posted a mum to everyone bc everyone reads them and i got it deleted bc i told them i had auto 11's on all i was doing was trying to help. i feel bad dont wanna loose my account.

Friends???
friends? what is a friend? is it someone that is there for you? is it someone that will pick you up when you fall down? is it someone that is there no matter? is it someone that cares for you no mater what you are going through? -- yes it is... but it don't always work like that friends use friends hurt and friends in general just don't always care

Kiss Of Time
The Kiss Of Time We all spend time one way or another, but we never spend time with one another. he said to her in a quite voice she said back,you made that choice. he thinks to himself what have i done, he knows there's only one way to have her heart won. and thats to give her time and make it count, for now and forever without a doubt. he says he wants her to be mine, so he gives her the kiss of time. David Alan Lee

An Apology
It is so easy to get wrapped up in our own little world and our hurt that we actually fail to see the pains and hurt of another, the struggle they are going through in trying to heal their own pain and hurt so they can move on beyond their hurt and find the peace and happiness they richly deserve. Yes I am very guilty of doing such and was being something that was not in me and that is being selfish instead of being as I am selfless and would like to take this chance to say to that person, I very much regret my actions, which were inexcusable and very selfish indeed. Please do not think wrong of me, I am truly sorry that I did not respect your wishes or feelings when I should.

This Is Me You're Talking To
This Is Me You're Talking To by Trisha Yearwood This was bound to happen It was just a matter of time This town is just too small for Us to really say goodbye You're smiling that smile that You get when you're nervous Like you don't quite know what to do But this is me you're talking to This is me you're talking to I've heard you met somebody It didn't take you very long And I'll admit it isn't easy Knowing you've moved on But I can see how you could make any woman Fall deep in love with you This is me you're talking to Me, the one who really knows you Me, the one whose heart you've broken Me, the one who was still hopin' You might be missing me We don't have to do this We don't have to act like friends As much as I would love to I really just don't think I can You don't have to tell me that you really love me After all we have been through 'Cause this is me you're talking to Me, the one who really knows you Me, the one whose heart you've broken

I Am Being Slandered By Fire Chief The From 2nd Alarm Hotties Cause He Feels Threatened By Me
Ok Ladies, I have talked to EACH of you personally and most of you on a daily basis. Up until recently I was seeing someone as you ALL know and I made it known I was taken. WELL, that being said the So-Called Fire Chief is spreading around rumors that I am a Sexual Deviant and Pervert (Which May Be True) but, HAVE I EVER BEEN ANYTHING BUT RESPECTFUL TO YOU LADIES??? I compliment you but, I keep it respectful and honest. I don't lie to you or tell you bull. If I say I'm gonna do something I do it. It may take me a few days but I get it done as fast as I can. So PLEASE comment here on how I have treated and talked to you. I feel we have a GREAT family starting here and I DO NOT want lies messing that up. So please EVERYONE comment About what you think of me as a person, even if its BAD I will NOT delete it. Thanks Ladies for being apart of ALL This I Appreciate You All "Colonel"

I Miss You
As alot of you know who have been at my myspace page, my father passed away this past Tuesday, December 30th. I cant express to you the emptiness that I feel. Not only because my father has passed but also because now I have no parents left. My mother passed away on May 16, 1983 at the very young age of 59. I was only 22 and that was very hard on me because my mother and I were just becoming close and developing a special bond. My father was born on September 3, 1920 in a small town in Pennsylvania. He quit school in the 8th grade as most children did at that time to be able to work and help out at home. In July of 1942 he was drafted into the Army and sent off to war. He recieved an honorable discharge on September 11, 1945. My mother and father were married on September 21, 1946 and had three children. Jo Ellen, George and myself. My father loved to hunt and fish and when i was very young he would take me on long walks to pick berries for my mom or acorns for the sq

Love, Depression.
I feel empty inside. There's nothing, no light. Just a cold breeze in a vacant hotel room, this is my heart. looks like you checked out. I sit on the edge of the bed and stare into the mirror. You'll come back just like you always do. Why does everything feel temporary when it could be forever. Forever alone.How far past gone am I? Will anything ever change? probably not in my life time. I am growing old with out you and it pains my heart. Why is every song sung about you, every thing i see reminds me of you. Maybe a caged bird knows this feeling. I've covered the physical scars. I know this feeling and I know it far too well. It hurts the same each time. Pain like this does not get any better or worse. I bandage my wounds the best I can. I tell my self its "okay". I make excuses for the reasons why its "okay". I don't feel "okay" ♥ Cover the windows, close your eyes. Turn the T.V. on.... Drown out the cries. Wipe your tears and say your goodbyes. ♥ This is what

Sigh
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Dear to My Heart A friend is dear to your heart, and will never part. A friend always stays, and never delays. A friend won't capitalize on weakness and will celebrate your uniqueness. A friend will share the glory and tell you a story. A friend will remember your secrets, and never leak them out. A friend will triumph in time of need and will be there with lightning speed. A friend doesn't like to fight and doesn't always have to be right. A friend will be your inspiration and join you in celebrations. A friend won't envy you any achievements and will always leave imprints on your heart. A friend will communicate with your soul, and help you meet your goals. A friend won't ever let you down or turn your smile into a frown. A friend is richer than gold, and a work of art to behold. Be careful and don't let your friends Go Pass this on to the friends you love Even me if i count Love ya a bunch Thank you for being a friend

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“Marketh these words”, said the scribes of the elder, “for they herald the reign of chaos, and the ending of the brethren!” Source The Book of Dragor Fear is aflame across the continent of Bothrinda, none who live here can resist the edge of panic which besets the coming of darkness. Each night more are taken from their homes, silently, like the darkness itself is somehow conspiring against the good and honest people of the land Bandits roam freely almost seeming to thrive upon the peoples fear, feasting upon it like a roasting carcass of rotting meat. Their king is enslaved by an impenetrable barrier and all his knights and many of the heroes of their now scattered armies have been lost seeking entrance to the once glorious castle of Miltrams lineage. Once arable land has become barren leaving those who once called themselves farmers to sit and watch while their sons are taken into the army of Dragors service and their daughters become the whores that line the streets or

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Crazy in love in love with you I am in an unbelievable dream but this dream is true You're my queen and my heart shall you hold your fingers are like magic everything you touch turns gold your that "it" that completes my life i know that i love you I don't have to think twice your presence brings me joy that my spirit can't overcome attached to you forever like seed inside a plum you're the cure to a broken and damaged heart all of these talents yet unique and smart my love for you is loose and it's floatin high above you make me feel so good thats y i am crazy in love....

Another Good One...
Winds race to heal an aching wound...as perfect fingers trace... The sun fades behind an ancient mountain...some how creating the perfect place... Heaven...in your eyes...gazing deeply upon me... Many miles are cast between us...yet I am able to see... Your beauty...like no one will ever adore... The waves bellow a mesmerizing tune...crashing upon an Island shore... The scent of your love...permeating...awakening me lost soul... Lighting...intimidated by your alluring smile...its laughter depicts a thunder's roll... The earth begins to tremble...the sky turns a vicious gray... Speechless the universe must remain...for the dawning of this perfect day... Just one hint of your sweet breath...stirs me deep inside... All that once was considered forbidden...I can no longer hide... Hold the midnight's foolish dream...prepare for this mighty Eruption... Stand in awe...so shall the god's....for a volcano's Beautiful Seduction...

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Its bad when you wake up and are put on the spot of demands. Its bad when you are told threw someone that you are going to have to work more hours. Without your boss calling you. Its bad when you son would rather live in a wreck of a bedroom than clean it. Just for once.. I'd love to wake up to silence, and no phone no mom no nothing but my thoughts and not the ones folks has been putting in my head. I'd love to go for a walk and know its because I want too, and not what others expect of me. Just once I want to live my life for me. So much stress so many pressures. One day I wont answer the phone One day I wont take no one home. One day when all is calm and I'm back to normal I'm going to stand and shout to the world I"m free to be me. One day

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I stand in a room still and staggid quiet,calm. My thoughts race with fear,hate and sadness. A dark heart hurting inside wanting to bleed all over brought by the stabbing pains of the ugly death of swirling downward spiral of the outside world. Family and friends stand by in there little groups laughing and crying, secluded from the rest, snubbed and vanished I stand in a long coat cold hearted as I think of a bullet to ease the pain and suffering I incur. A nice handful of pills and beer with my name being pumped out of a withering old body, stressed and dead to the world, heartless with no feelings, unable to cry a tear, being pulled into the pits of hell to stand strong, superhuman in nature. When alone screams and cries for loved ones. The need to drive into a pole, distroying the human figure I appear, cleaning up the mess of life I am and pain I have caused so many in my venture through a shithole called earth, finally bringing bright happiness and sunlight to th

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Those who know me, know me well. You know I am all for helping people. Anywho... I went into the Fu Help Lounge. One Bouncer was having connection trouble. No her fault. Anither went out for a smoke. As a smoker, can't blame them either. BUT........ I am a helpful person. I Love to help people when I can. So me being well... ME, I tried to help those in the lounge...... Next thing I know. My messages are deleted. Why? Here's why.... In order....... Hmmm.... I didn't know there was a law about who can can an cannot help. I didn't know I had to have an ORANGE name to give help to others..... Fuckers....

Tag...
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Been Tagged... 10 Facts About Me
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I had pet frogs, turtles and dogs as a kid 2. I ride motorcycles and fly aircraft 3. I have no problem catching snakes but freak out with spiders. 4. I love everything to do with water and the beach. 5. I love to go fishing. 6. I want to go skydiving next trip to Las Vegas. 7. I moved out at 16 and supported myself since then. 8. I am rather hyper and very inquisitive. 9. I am a Sharp Shooter with the M16. lmao 10.I am writing a cookbook in between real estate projects. okies you peeps get to do this to 1. SoldierMedic 2. Rocket1 3. DJ Diesel 4. Tom 5. Gent-L-Man

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Rip Stevie
No more pain stevie Now you can rest Just know that all your Family and friends did their best Now you can sleep for ever No more pain and agony not never For in the end all will be clear Sleep peacefully for ever and you will never hav to fear For now your tourchered soul is free No one else can hurt you because now they have to let you be !! RIP STEVIE

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Crazy Dave tried to pay me not to share this...but I stood firm Doug didn't try pay me off the silly man just trusted my word ... so angelic!! Baby Satan's weekend job Spike Coon ... who knew???

Thoughts On Life
It takes only one drink to get me drunk. The trouble is, I can't remember if it's the thirteenth or the fourteenth." "Happiness? A good cigar, a good meal, a good cigar and a good woman - or a bad woman; it depends on how much happiness you can handle." "Relationships are all about honesty. If you can fake that, you've got it made." "Whiskey is by far the most popular of all remedies that won't cure a cold." "Ninety percent I'll spend on good times, women and Irish Whiskey. The other ten percent I'll probably waste." If you think you know the secret of life stop and ask your bartender how many drinks you have had before you share it. Why is it the more people drink the smarter they think they are? boozes are like women get a little and you want more get a lot you get a head ache.