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My So Called Life, So Far
Well it's about damn time, I'M A WORKING GIRL NOW! I finally found a freakin job, not my cup-o-tea, but it's a hell of a lot easier to find a job with a job than no job. so Ill stick with it till then.. OH and IM GOING TO CANCUN! WOOT! I just booked my trip and everything.. Im staying my ass on the BEACH the whole fucking time and drinking the UNLIMITED Margaritas! Im so excited! unfortunatley Jimmie isnt able to be my wedding date as we wanted, his check are still being screwed with. but oh well, no I have a passport and ill be able to go anywhere for longer. I've never been out of the country, and NO i dont count growing up in HAWAI'I as being out of the country.. ITS A FRIGGEN STATE DAMNIT! okay so no I'm at Ericas house, Miss Morbid in my family, and drinking cause its FRIDAY. I cant drink too much because I have a bachelorette party to go to tomorrow. just thought I would catch all of you up for those who take their time to read up on me, and I LOVE YOU FOR IT! THANKS!

5 Seconds Is All It Takes.
Just a rate of 10 or 11 and if you haven't fanned bbG yet do it! and leave her some love... let me know you did it and I will give you an 11 in return. and if you are bored. I need to level up. All I really ask is for the rate when you click the pic though ;) Thank you

Thank You Everyone! :-)
I want to thank everyone for the birthday wishes, emails and comments! I've been in Chicago celebrating, so I haven't had a chance to respond. In fact, I think I've missed several comments and I have 678 emails to go through! lol If I missed yours, I'm really really sorry, I hope you'll forgive me for not getting back to you yet. I'm working today and my car's in the shop so I probably won't be on much until later this week. Thank you again for everything! And the last I heard about Mary, she was moving her eyes more and groaning which they took as a struggle to wake up -- good news. I'll let you know more when I hear. Have a wonderful day everyone! Love you all! Donna

Another Year For The Families
Well today makes another year gone by without the satisfaction of finding the man who was and is responsible for killing our Americans and taking our planes to do the job. My heart goes out to the families and especially so for the children that are growning up without their mom's, their dad's, their grandfathers or brothers and sisters. Who does this guy think he is to send his crowdly people over to our country to do his duty work because of his gutless, crowdly manhood. We need to stop, Americans need to stop worrying, especially The White House, stop this worrying about crap that happens years ago or worrying if they are stepping on someone toes. I agree with alot of people that what happen in the 1900's with slavery was wrong but hell, that over and done with. I don't owe no one a damn thing. What my anciestors did before I was born, hey, that's their problem not mind. If its important to you I"ll be more than happy to show you where they are buried and let you dig them up and as

Simple & Powerful
Simple & Powerful This is true...makes you think A mother asked President ... "Why did my son have to die in Iraq?" A mother asked President ... "Why did my son have to die in Saudi Arabia?" A mother asked President ... "Why did my son have to die in Kuwait?" Another mother asked President ... "Why did my son have to die in Vietnam?" Another mother asked President ... "Why did my son have to die in Korea?" Another mother asked President ... "Why did my son have to die on Iwo Jima?" Another mother asked President ... "Why did my son have to die on a battlefield on a field in France?" Yet another mother asked President ... "Why did my son have to die at Gettysburg?" And yet another mother asked President ... "Why did my son have to die on a frozen field near Valley Forge?" Then long, long ago, a mother asked... "Heavenly Father ... why did my Son have to die on a cross outside of Jerusalem ?" The answer is the same ... "So that others ma

Downrater Who Is Proud Of It????
I am also one to inform newbies when they downrate folks by sending them a message: "Be careful about downrating pics. Community members don't like that. It is a general accepted practice that you either vote a 10 or 11 -- or not at all. Some members will quickly slam you hard if they think that you are purposefully working against the accepted practices of the community. Just a bit of heads up for you; many members will slam you first and not think that it is just because you are new and you didn't know better. Hope you have a good time on FU and enjoy meeting folks. Generally, it is not a good practice to get started on the wrong footing though." Generally speaking the response has been favorable and they apologize, but this one is particularly proud of downrating...... punkett15@ fubar: i dont give a ten to people who dont deserve it i dont care what people here do What!! I give the downrater to you to do as you wish.... PS... I am not sure even if this perso

Strange Laws Around The World
The Strangest Laws in the World The law is an ass – No matter what you want to do there will have been a time and place when it was legal and another time and place where it was illegal. The following are some of the strangest laws that have existed. Be careful some are still in force. Scotland It is illegal to be possession of a cow while under the influence of drink. If someone comes to your house and asks to use of your commode, you must let them enter. England It is an offence to impersonate a Chelsea Pensioner. A Member of Parliament must not enter the House of Commons wearing a full suit of armour. Committing suicide is classified as a capital crime – punishable by death. Sticking a postage stamp, bearing the Queens portrait, upside down on an envelope is an act of treason. In Chester you are allowed to shoot a Welsh person with a bow and arrow provided it is done inside the city walls and after midnight.

Off & On Today
Well will be off and on today. My little girl has been sick. She was running a temp this morning and still is. I took her to the doctors today and she has tonsilitis and the begining of bronchitis. She is on anti-botics. Which is good I guess. But I will be off and on. Hope everyone has a good weekend!

Drunkinphilly
Yo what up all my fubar friends....Im in philly right now....everytime im here i wanna blog....I love it here...Im here with my sister my brother and my sisters husband....so fuckin kewl....Im really drunk maybe thats why im writing this, so if there are slepping mistakes i dont give a flying fuck...anywho....who lives in philly....anyone....just wanted to bullshit i guess....im here drinkin vodka,,,,my sister is gettin fucked in her room and my brother is in the other room learning his chinese....sooo smart i love the guy...Umm yeh i spelled alot of shit wrong...but why should i go back and correct it...fuck it....i love all of you guys on here...and gals....good times...get at me then...kisses oh yeh im horny asd hell

I Got A New Ride!!!
Well, many of you may have read my mumm and voted, which I thank you, so you know that I was in need of a new vehicle. Well, I did it. I went to the place where I work and I got the Durango. Now, the only thing we have to decide is what to name it. It is tradition for me that what ever vehicle I get, I have to name it. My frist car was called silver streaker. The second and a red and white 1985 Dodge Ram 50 Special nick named to names. One was "The Candy Cane" and the other was "The Shaggy Wagon" It wasn't that becuase of the sex I had in the back ot it....I had none. But because it had shag carpet in the bed of the truck for camping reasons. The next car I got was a 97 mazda protege that was maroon and we called it "Trouble". Then was the solid black saturn I called "Black Beauty". Now it takes me to the present. I still have my old truck, I call her Bertha. Yes, she is big, and old, that is the only reason. No, I got the shiny new sivler durango and thinking of a name.

Sept 21st Bombing Update
CarieJo This Ends Sept 24th 9 pm This is a WSC Member Please Show Love & Rate and Bomb Her Contest. These Contest are People who are NOT in our crew and IS OPTIONAL. You can show WSC Support if you want or have time.It is NOT required.If you choose to you may find this a good place to recruit new members. Runs For 7 Days - Best Smile As Far As I know there is no ending date she just needs 15,000 comments Needs 25,000 End Date Unknown

Pictures ...
I really dont know how to do this but here we go anyhow....Well saturday i was on line looking at some profiles and making comments to pictures..Now the comments i make are not rude.And if this person took it wrong Im sorry for that..I made a comment about a picture that of a lady and appearently her husband not knowing she was married took it wrong...He shouted at me about the comment i had made and in return I apolized to him..Im know im not the only guy on fubar that maked comments about her. If she is married why is she putting pictures on here that may be NSFW ....Or maybe i should just keep my mouth shut for now on Im know ive made comments to alot of woman on here and this the first ive had any problems with this..........Thankyou for your time

Rules
any one can rate the photos in the contest folder on my page no down rating at all the contest opes at midnight 9/19 and the one who comes in first gets the vip second gets the blast and third gets a big pimping gift i will be watching so lets play fair the fist one who doesnt play fair is gone no joking so tell all ur friends and lets play

I Have No Clue
ok, i am feeling it pretty hard this week b/c i got flu-like symptoms on top of woman issues on top of the fact I HAVE TO BE AT WORK cuz i cannot afford to be off or go to a Dr. So if i don't rate or respond to mails or MUMMs right away, please understand. later folks.

Why Cant Ppl Be Real On Fubar
I have been on fubar since it was known as lostcherry and have seen it change alot through its name changes. lostcherry,cherrytap,and now fubar. some of the changes are for the better but it has also become more point driven and a place where ppl will try and buy their way to godfather or godmother. ppl are becoming more and more fake on here. i have made alot of friends on here that i think alot of.but have also found that some of the ppl i thought were friends are not who they appear to be and some of those ppl have caused me more pain than this site is worth.I have come to a hard reality in my life that it may be time to leave fubar. there are a handful of ppl on my family list that i will truly miss that are like real family to me but i have hundreds of friends on my list that never talk to me unless they want me to rate somehing and that bothers me because i asked to be there friend with the intension of talking to them but if you shout and they ignore you it feels like they added

Fairground Attraction
A woodland walk past a fairground leads to a trailer trash experience I had to get the last report finished before I left the office; my boss had specifically asked for it by the end of Friday. I took the last page from the photocopier and placed it all neatly into the folder and then raced out of the office to catch the bus. My car was stuck in the garage and my partner was away on business, so I was forced to contend with public transport. Just as I arrived at the bus station the H10 was pulling away. "Hey, that's my bus. STOP!" The bus carried on and drove off down the road. I browsed the timetable but the next bus wasn't coming along for an hour. I decided to walk. The offices I worked in were situated in a large shopping complex just on the outskirts of town. There was a big park surrounding us and a woodland path that I could walk down which would take me all the way home. It was still light and I guessed I could probably get home before it was dark. I had walked this pa

Unlocked
The albums that were previously unlocked have all been opened again. if you ask to see the others, you will be blocked. there should be more than enough there for you to get your rocks off, do NOT bug me for more. the ones still locked are family only for a reason, some different reasons, whatever the reason, it's my decision so again, don't ask. take care and enjoy Sin oh and PLEASE for gods sake rate the SFW's... if you don't, i'll start locking shit again.

Rainbows
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

Whos The Lame Ass?
Amanda_Hug_and_Kiss: please dont send me mass messages its really annoyin adam: hold on! ill delete ur lame ass in a minute! everybody else thinks its funny! adam: Why is it that doctors call what they do "practice"? Why is lemon juice made with artificial flavor, and dishwashing liquid made with real lemons? Why is the man who invests all your money called a broker? Why is the time of day with the slowest traffic called rush hour? Why isn't there mouse-flavored cat food? When dog food is new and improved tasting, who tests it? Why didn't Noah swat those two mosquitoes? Why do they sterilize the needle for lethal injections? You know that indestructible black box that is used on airplanes? Why don't they make the whole plane out of that stuff?? Why don't sheep shrink when it rains? Why are they called apartments when they are all stuck together? Amanda_Hug_and_Kiss: dude it makes my comp lag adam: aaqight i found it! im

Please Kill Me....
my job has this nasty tendancy of getting in the way of my personal life. For the past couple months I have been working roughly 50-60 hours per week, depending on the week. Needless to say this is putting a cramp on what I do in my free time. I have no life :( but on the up side I am more then glad to see the pay check.

Pucker Up And Kiss My..............sexiest Lips On Fubar Contest......plz Repost
SEXIEST LIPS OF FUBAR CONTEST *~*~*♥*~*~**~*~*♥*~*~**~*~*♥*~*~*♥ ♥*~*~*CONTEST FOR SEXIEST LIPS*~*~*♥ ~~STARTS TONIGHT AT 12PM EST~~ *~*GIRLS AND GUYS*~* SEPT.~23RD~12PM EST-SEPT.~3OTH~12PM EST *~*~*~*~*R A T E S O N L Y*~*~*~*~* ♥*~*~*DO YOU HAVE SEXY LIPS*~*~*♥ STOP BY AND CHECK OUT THE SEXY LIPS OF FUBAR *~*~*♥*~*~**~*~*♥*~*~**~*~*♥*~*~* ~~PRIZES ARE AS FOLLOWS~~ (Y)1ST PLACE~~7 DAY BLAST (Y)2ND PLACE~~3 DAY BLAST (Y)3RD PLACE~~1 DAY BLAST *~*~*♥*~*~**~*~*♥*~*~**~*~*♥*~*~* PLZ CHECK OUT J.C. AND THE CONTEST CLICK BELOW AND SHOW HER MAD LUV!HER BDAY IS SEPT.3OTH!:P SO FAN.RATE & ADD HER IF YOU WILL(D) *~*~*♥*~*~**~*~*♥*~*~**~*~*♥*~*~* .JC..DLS Promoter and DJ LADY LUMPS *~*~*♥*~*~**~*~*♥*~*~**~*~*♥*~*~* *~*REMEMBER TO VOTE ON THE SEXIEST LIPS*~* *~*~*~*~*M U A H H H H!*~*~*~*~* ******PUCKER UP****** ~~RATES ONLY~~ *~*~*b

Found You
I LOVE THIS POEM.... Found You Somehow in this great big world I found my way to you My friend across the computer lines my heart, my soul, that's who. You try to make me smile with the mail you send my way. You never fail to drop a line each and every day. Whenever I have hurried home with something, I must share, I find it just so comforting that you are always there. Encouragement you give me and a friendship that is true. I'm glad my soul while reaching out found someone like you...

Seven Of Your Photos Has Been Marked Nsfw.
Seven of your photos has been marked NSFW. date: 2007-09-23 14:44:08 One of your photos has been marked NSFW. Hide header Date: Sun, 23 Sep 2007 12:16:33 -0700 (PDT) From: Size: 1 KB To: mtbikers72@fubar.com Reply-To: -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- One of your photos has been marked as NSFW (Not Safe For Work). Please make sure ALL your NSFW photos are flagged as NSFW and placed in an NSFW album. Your photo was marked NSFW because it was either offensive or NSFW in nature. Also, your primary photo and all your background photos may not be NSFW photos. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of the CT. You can define a new primary photo and background photos by clicking on images link. Continued violation of 'fubar' policy, will result in your account being deleted without warning. Click here for reported image. If do that again!! I gonna putting whole all of my pics going to in fa

Lightning In The Skys
September 25, 2007 @ 9:00pm CST I am an avid weather freak, tonight I witnessed a bizarre lightning storm over northern Denton County (Texas). Clear dark sky, and numerous lightning flares. I have never seen lightning in clear skies, it was absolutely beautiful, crisp white, clear lightning against a deep dark blue backdrop, spreckled with gleaming greenish/blue stars. It was fantastic, however I wish I had a high speed camera..

Rip Beautiful Lady!
I know she was not "human",but you ask almost any military person on fubar and they will know who Gidget is.She is Jersey Brat's beautiful dog...and she brought smiles to so many of us.It was not uncommon to see her commenting on pet contest or sending a patriotic picture of herself to Our Soldiers. My dog Payback had such a crush on her that he would run into the living room at the mention of her name so he could look on the screen.He would lick and lick and lick until I clicked onto another picture and then he would stop.He would ONLY do this on Gidget's picture...no other dog,animal or human. So,I had the idea of a Cherry Tap wedding for the two...and Jersey thought it would be great!It would be something fun for us to do on here to lift moral.We set a date for February 14,2007.I saved and saved and saved and was able to get her a ring. Well,then my life got kind of turned upside down and we didn't get to do as planned.We didn't get to do an official wedding on here for our

Best Update Ever
steve is awake and off the ventilator.... he's doing real good and admits to his mistakes. he begged me not to leave him and even asked me to marry him which i did not respond. i wanna see if he remembers tomorrow. lol thanks to everybody who has been there with their support and prayers....

Oj Haha
One day in the future, OJ Simpson has a heart-attack and dies. He immediately goes to hell, where the devil is waiting for him. "I don't know what to do here," says the devil. "You are on my list, but I have no room for you. You definitely have to stay here, so I'll tell you what I'm going to do. I've got a couple of folks here who weren't quite as bad as you. I'll let one of them go, but you have to take their place. I'll even let YOU decide who leaves." OJ thought that sounded pretty good, so the devil opened the door to the first room. In it was Ted Kennedy and a large pool of water. Ted kept diving in, and surfacing, empty handed. Over, and over, and over he dove in and surfaced with nothing. Such was his fate in hell. "No," OJ said. "I don't thin k so. I'm not a good swimmer, and I don't think I could do that all day long." The devil led him to the door of the next room. In it was Al Gore with a sledgehammer and

Why?
Why do i waist my time? Is it really a waist of time if i don't see it that way? People keep telling me i'm waisting my time, but i see it as i am trying to put in time. Sure nothing really comes from it, but that could be my fault. Maybe i am not trying hard enough, maybe... Maybe i'm not good enough, my friends keep telling me i am waisting my time. There are other women i am friends with, and one of them really likes me a lot but i don't see her as anything more than just a friend. I feel like if i was to just say fuck it and try and go with a women that i really don't want to be with that would be a waist of my time. I'm not just looking for some one to fuck. I could find some drunk chick in a bar for that, then wake up the next day and not remember her name and would still think about the other. Maybe i am... Something good has got to happen to me

What A Woman Wants And Needs
Sex: Making love is a wonderful feeling. To explore the body of your woman, caressing and kissing her every curve and crease, hearing her every noise and feeling each beat of her heart is unforgetable. There are times where hard core sex is nessecarry also to releas sexual tension. laughter: I feel it is important to laugh, laughing breakes bounderies. Opens up doors to happiness. When a woman laughs I think she will feel more comfortable. Laughing also relives stress. security: Trust and comunication is a big part to feel secure. A woman needs to know she can trust and be trusted. Comunicating back and forth secures the relationship and the trust in the relationship. Listening: This is a need. Women speak for a reason "To be heard" so focus on a woman when she speaks is important. Agknoledge she is heard and understood. Body language speaks also, so paying attention is key. Listening in every way possible lets you know more about the specia

Unbridled Passion
As My Blood Pounds through my Body Desire Courses through My Veins Endowing an Endless Stream of Passion Corrupting My Very Soul…. Your Caress Fuels My Desire Finding Heaven in the Softest Touch You Guide My Senses… Blinding Me…Binding Me... Your Touch Feeds My Soul I Can Not Live without You Empty is My Heart Without You Beside me Entangled in Embrace Our Bodies Thrashing for More Melting Us Into One… Consuming All Doubt As Our Lips Fuse Our Souls The World Disappears… Faster and Faster My Heart Explodes Sending Fire Within Every Touch Slowly We Embrace Life Savoring the Unbridled Passion Reaching For The Moon And Finding Heaven…

Loss Of A Sweet Friend.
I just found out today that one of my really good friends from Elementary school passed away this past Saturday. when I say from elementary school I mean we have known each other since 1st grade. We have known each other for 23 years. To lose someone like that. She was in a coma from a car wreck and she left behind husband and children. So I won't be online for a couple of days. Love ya'll Gwen

My Final Wall
My walls are crashing down around me..... but one stands strong....oh so strong and kind. I hold on tight...stand firm making no movment with each blow. nobody even knows somethings wrong.... Time will tell me how things work out..... I want it to just stop...end this pain that I feel....forget about the worry in my heart....cease the pounding in my brain But time will just keep on ticking....so I will hold on to my final wall...

I Entered A Karaoke Contest...come Vote For Me If U Can
The contest ends on MOnday, October 1st, 2007 "JUST BECAUSE SHE LIVES THERE " Vote for me on Bix.com! "PLEASE " Vote for me on Bix.com! " YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW WHO I AM " Vote for me on Bix.com! I realize some of you don't like country music, but hey .. I do... so yeah LOL And here are a few other entries I made to the contest ( rock and pop styles ) " LEVON " Vote for me on Bix.com! " ANGELS WOULD FALL " Vote for me on Bix.com! " BETTE DAVIS EYES " Vote for me on Bix.com! " AT THIS MOMENT "

Alfredo Crumbed Chicken
This chicken recipe has a wonderfully rich flavor. The mozzarella cheese tastes amazing combined with the chicken and the tomato sauce. Serving: 6 Prep Time: 45 minutes Cook Time: 25 minutes Total Time: 70 minutes INGREDIENTS: 6 Chicken breasts 2 egg wash 1 Cup Italian Bread Crumbs olive oil vegetable spray 6 slices ozzarella cheese large can mushrooms, drained jar Five Brothers Alfredo sauce 1/2 cup white wine garlic powder, to taste parsley DIRECTIONS: 1. Dip chicken breast in egg wash and then in Italian bread crumbs coating completely. Lightly brown on both sides in olive oil over med high heat. Remove from skillet and place in a 9 x 13 inch baking dish that has been coated with vegetable spray. 2. Top each breast with a slice of mozzarella cheese, you can use shredded, and a large can of mushrooms which has been drained. 3. To a jar of Five Brothers Alfredo sauce, add 1/2 cup white wine and a teaspoon or less of garlic powder to taste and some parsley

Update To My Life
Okay today October 1,2007 is just a quick update... Chris and I are still together trying to work things out but we are no longer engaged. Our kids are doing great Jacob started Kindergarten and the girls are starting to crawl Allison is pulling herself up and doing well...Alana has 2 teeth and is just now starting to get onto her knees. Hope all is well with everyone else! HUGS!

When You're Drunk
THINGS THAT ARE DIFFICULT TO SAY WHEN DRUNK: 1. Innovative 2. Preliminary 3. Proliferation 4. Cinnamon THINGS THAT ARE VERY DIFFICULT TO SAY WHEN DRUNK: 1. Specificity 2. Anti-constitutionalistically 3. Passive-aggressive disorder 4. Transubstantiate THINGS THAT ARE DOWNRIGHT IMPOSSIBLE TO SAY WHEN DRUNK: 1. Thanks, but I don't want to have sex. 2. Nope, no more booze for me! 3. Sorry, but you're not really my type. 4. Taco Bell? No thanks, I'm not hungry. 5. Good evening, officer. Isn't it lovely out tonight? 6. Oh, I couldn't! No one wants to hear me sing karaoke. 7. I'm not interested in fighting you. 8. Thank you, but I won't make any attempt to dance, I have no coordination. I'd hate to look like a fool! &n bsp;9. Where is the nearest bathroom? I refuse to pee in this parking lot or on the side of the road. 10. I must be going home now, as I have to work in the morning.

Echo Need Us
Ok guys Echo Angel put out a request for help!!!! She's only a 1000 ahead of the other peep & they r closin fast!!!!!!! Any Spankers that can plz help Echo out as much as u can!!!!!!!! Spank Bomb Spank Bomb!! :P:P:P:P THANK YA MUCHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! REPOST PLZZZZZ

Bad Night
It sucks when you have your day planned out and then it gets blown up by a busted up couch. Ya see it's like this; my brothers were visiting so I was making dinner or whatever. Havent gotten any in a few days so I went with the porn. Was gonna get in a quick jerk when I'd sat down on the couch and there's the fuckin spring poking through like a stalker. Needless to say next time Kendall is here there's going to be hell to pay. Peace

Dessert©
Garlic, Basil, Oregano, Summer Savory, Marjoram, Crushed Red Pepper, Parsley, Rosemary, and Thyme. No it's not a Simon and Garfunkle song. Well it is, but not this time. I love cooking, REAL cooking. Doing everything from scratch, nothing from a jar or can. Italian or Cajun cooking are a couple of my passions. So a dinner date where I get to do the cooking and we get to do the eating, and we're each others dessert....mouth watering. Getting back from the market, I got myself in gear. A lot to do with very little time to get it done. Cooking Italian is simple but oh so time consuming, the way I cook anyhow. Starting with cold pressed extra virgin Olive oil, meaning fresh from the tree to the olive press. It has the best flavor. Placing all the spices into my food processor then placing them into the pan before adding just a touch of the oil over a low heat. Doing this brings the full flavors alive. Awaking their hidden secrets, bringing them together in a symphony of flavor. S

My Mom Still Sick
Hello all. My mom is still in the hosplital. We thought she would be released today and back to the nursing facilty. However that is not the case. Her MRI of her brain came back and she has restricted air way in her vascular veins in her brain. This is what is causing the memory lose. Sorry if i spell things wrong. She also has Demenisa on top of the Bit polar and Parkins Deasease. We will not know more until they run more test on Monday.She might be looking at surgery to correct but at this time we are not for sure. This is just an Update on her. My sister is still sick with her Kidney stones and if it shifts much more she might have to go out of state to have a surgery to get them out. I just ask fgor all my friends to have my family in your thoughts and prayers. I sont know what i would do wwithout u all. I hope u enjoy ur sunday.... thats all for now. luvs to u all! ~SULTRY~

Come Join Dj Vinyl*dark Pleasures Radio*
Come join in to some hot topics and cool music!!! dont worry,,, we wont ban you for anything haha Click on the link and ENJOY!!! http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=50721 !!!!!YOU WONT REGRET IT!!!!!

Doctor Appointment Update
I went to the doctor today for my follow up after the hospital visit last night. The doctor still isn't calling it a miscarriage, but isn't ruling it out either. They saw something on the sonogram, but aren't sure what it was. They said it's too early to tell just yet. They said that it could turn into a miscarriage, but I could also carry to term. It's possible that there's something wrong with the baby or it's possible that the baby isn't in my uterus. I go tomorrow to get more blood work done at the hospital and hopefully we'll know more either tuesday or wednesday. Then after that I wait until the 23rd and then I'll go back to the doctor for another follow up and should know more then. The doctor said he should be able to see something on the sonogram by then. Until then I still have to take it easy.

Men Are Pigs
So I keep getting alot of pig headed men straight up asking and begging to see my private folder.... well, I snapped and typed this letter back to a guy....he is no longer on my friends list, and I thought the letter I typed him should be made into a blog. How nice. ----------------------------------- Its very hard to make me mad...I don't give losers on the internet that much credit. Its not my fault half the population on this site doesn't know to read, or even use the whole left side of their brain. What pigs need to realize is, this may be an adult site, but that doesn't mean every woman on here is going to whore themselves out to strangers. Some chicks actually have brains...and things to do in life that are productive.... Now why on earth would I show you my private folder, when I don't even know you, and you have made no attempt what-so-ever to get to know me? Do you think because I'm young...I'm desperate for attention, and stupid? LOL I don't think so.... ---

My Voice Will At Last Be Heard
I am now, for the first time, fulfilling a life-long dream. I am now a featured writer for an online magazine called American Gothique [americangothique.com]. Oh, yes, my stories will still thrive, but the chance to flex my journalistic muscle was just too good to pass up! Am I getting paid? No. Am I having the time of my life? YES!!!! I encourage ALL to check out American Gothique as it is a first-rate site not only in the case of the graphic content, but the literary content as well [speaking of other pieces other than my own, of course]. My thanks goes out to Logan Guinn, the site's administrator and creator for choosing me for this project. You know, you can have all the belief in yourself, but until someone else believes in you, your dreams are but stardust in the night sky. Thanks for believing....

Still Hurt
U TOLD ME SO MANY TIMES IT WASN'T OKAY TO CRY SO MUCH SO THAT I WANTED TO DIE U TREAT ME MEAN U TREAT ME CRUEL WHY IS ALL I ASK OF U THERE IS NOTHING LEFT INSIDE CUZ U KNOW MY SOUL HAS DIED YOU PUT ME DOWN HOPING I'LL STAY ALL I WANT TO DO IS RUN AWAY THESE TEARS I SHED ARE REAL SO WHY CAN'T YOU JUST LET ME DEAL I DIDN'T MEAN TO CRY BUT ALL I WANNA DO IS DIE THIS IS HOW YOU MAKE ME FEEL MY HEART BROKEN SPIRIT GONE LOOK AT THE DAMAGE U HAVE DONE U TELL PEOPLE I MAKE U PROUD BUT REALLY U ARE IN THE CLOUDS U SCARRED ME FOR LIFE KNOWING SOMEDAY I WOULD BE SOMEONES WIFE BUT YOU DON'T CARE WHY WOULD YOU DARE YOU KEEP HURTING ME NOT HEARING MY PLEA I CRIED TEARS FOR THE FIST TIME CUZ YOU ARE ON MY MIND WISH I COULD SAY I LOVE YOU WISH I COULD FORGIVE YOU DAMMIT MOM I JUST WISH YOU CARED ENUFF TO HEAR ME I WANT TO END IT WITH YOU AND SAY I LOVE YOU BUT I JUST CAN'T I'M SORRY FOR EVERYTHING IT'S OK CUZ IT'S ALL ON ME I SHO

Drink You Away...
I’ll drink you away All those things you had to say I’ll drink it away These tears that wanna say Hello, my friend hello Where ever did you go Straight tequila is my rain On that plane that crashed in Spain I’ll wash you right out of my hair Just like that girl did with her Revlon flair I think I’ll drink you away Along with this pain That’s stabbing in my heart Isn’t this how that Loneliness starts I think I’ll just drink you away And all those jackass things you say Like that splendid old movie With that Sandler guy cutey The one that’s so dumb you have to laugh And forget you were mad every time that he trips over his own two feet with no plot, or maybe like you… he just forgot it. Today I did the Monster Mash After you drunkenly crashed I started drinking about then Now its long after ten And only that God guy Knows why I tend to rhyme more When I drunkenly cry I’ll drink you away All those things you had to say I’ll drink

Full "i Am Legend" Trailer
http://SeXiVixxEN.flixster.com While everyone else is still waiting for the new "I Am Legend" trailer, we already got our hands on it. Unlike the teaser, which stops right before Will Smith finds out that he is not alone, this new trailer actually shows what he sees and what he plans to do about it. "I Am Legend" follows Robert Neville (Smith), the last human being on earth. A mysterious plague has transformed all humans into an army of vampires and Neville spends each day preparing for the battles he must wage at night in order to survive. Directed by Francis Lawrence (Constantine), the film hits theaters on December 14th. TRAILER LINK: http://www.worstpreviews.com/trailer.php?id=568&item=1

Love
LOVE *Should be done during Waxing or Full Moon The Hyacinth Spell Purpose: to retrieve a loved one or gain the affections of a new love interest. I get so many questions regarding this one so please read the following carefully: we should never try to force another to love us or to return to us as that would be a violation of their free will and a karmic no-no. If someone truly desires to be with us, however, but some minor obstacles hinder them from accomplishing said then this spell might help. It utilizes a combination of your own magickal energy in conjunction with the energy of a living organism (a plant) to heighten the potency. The precise purpose of this type of spell is to enhance the receptivity of your love interest to your feelings, desires and goals and to help them overcome minor obstacles - not to make someone love you or come back to you. Theoretically, this spell may be performed with any type of bulb from a tulip to an onion, although I have found that

R U That Sad?
Some people are so sad they can't be alone with themselves. I don't get it! Do you dislike yourself so much that you can't be happy with u? I'm serious. I know people that honestly can't be alone for more then a few hours....if they had to be completely alone....no phone calls, no visits, NOTHING for a whole weekend...they would DIE! WHY????? If you can't be happy with you then what makes u think other people can be happy around you. If you have a constant need to have other to make you happy you drain them and they will feel drained when around you. We all have a life force....a aura and though you may not understand why u feel a certain way when your around certain people there IS a reason! You may want to pay attention to this feeling! Those that make you feel good and full of energy can be good for you and those that make you feel weak and tired....BAD! I have a friend who sucks energy from those around her....I have to be very careful when she is near. She makes me very wea

Nsfw Marked Pics
I am a little irritated. This pic got rated NSFW last night while I was asleep. Do you see anything NSFW about it? I see constantly on people's profiles; comments that are far more innapropriate. Actual clips of sex, etc. However a pic of a cartoonish girl not showing anything innapropriate is flagged. The profile comments are seen much easier than a pic in my photos section. Funny thing is that I have seen several of the cartoonish pics that were marked NSFW in my pics on people's pages as comments. It is really irritating.

Mine Memories
I've sat down and tried to write All the thought and memories that come to me at night I know the thoughts are mine to forever keep But the years and the memories slowly creep Mountains of emotions; to climb so jagged and steep Emotions are the footholds of everyday Life Some are dull and unfeeling But others are vivid and sharp like a knife I hold many memories still mine to keep Tears from the faces I'd gaze I'd pretended to care so For really the thoughts and emotions Was lost in some silly commotion Were the words used to hurt merely in jest? Or poor judgement and bad taste Mine thoughts Clouded from visions from the past Smiles from the feelings of love I'd thought would last Like the wind would appear and disappear just as fast All is left is Thoughts and Memories! Thoughts of fear Memories of tears Michael Northcutt 30 Apr 05

This Is A Moto That We Go By And Work And I Wanted To Share It With U
A hundred years from now it will not matter what my bank account was, The sort of house I lived in, Or the kind of car I drove...But the world may be differnt because I was important in the life of another. We go by this at muh job. I work for mentally challanged people and let me tell you this is so very true when you work with them. Even though they have set backs in their lives. Not for one second do they want you to sit there and feel sorry for them or feel bad. Because they wouldnt take it back for anything. The fact that they have all these challanges that they have faced and whats yet to come they still stop to smile and make sure that you smile too. I just wanted to share this with all of you.

Health Care
Subject: Food for Thought I saw on the news up here in Canada where Hillary Clinton introduced her new health care plan. Something similar to what we have in Canada. I also heard that Michael Moore was raving abo ut the health care up here in Canada in his latest movie. As your friend and someone who lives with the Canada health care plan I thought I would give you some facts about this great medical plan that we have in Canada. First of all: 1) The health care plan in Canada is not free. We pay a premium every month of $96. for my wife and I to be covered. Sounds great eh. What they don't tell you is how much we pay in taxes to keep the health care system afloat. I am personally in the 55% tax bracket. Yes 55% of my earnings go to taxes. A large portion of that and I am not sure of the exact amount goes directly to health care our #1 expense. 2) I would not classify what we have as health care plan, it is more like a health diagnosis system. You can get

The Sad Thief
A selection of papers to rummage through has one sitting on the floor for hours. That bookmark says what may be true but was there a reason in doing so? What had been done, what had been said to make you feel you needed to write that? Were you weak before and found someone strong to pick you up and use as your personal cure? For self-doubt and insecurity.. What can the true reason be? Perfection does not meet with such a hurtful end and knowing this is true one must confess that they are not at all perfect nor will ever be. True happiness cannot be bought nor stolen from one who doesn't want it taken. Rest assured the day will come That a welcome victim wants to lose the the selfish part that is hidden away. Until that day the thief can dream of that thing he couldn't take. Smile over a heavy heart and wash your face clean of the pain that shows so clear.

Religion At It's Finest...
So tomorrow is Halloween and my son's daycare isn't allowing the children to dress up. When I ask them why they tell me because of religion. RELIGION? WTF? This really get's my panties in a fucking bunch! So just because some people say that it's against their religion or what not to not celebrate Halloween the rest of us have to be put out because of it. Ya know what... FUCK YOU! If you don't like it then don't celebrate it! We're not making you. But NO... You have to piss and moan and make the people that do celebrate it change their ways because of all this PC bullshit! I could probably rant about this for days and days because it's a never ending fucking cycle, but I think I'll just leave it at that. Have a great day!

Poem:::alone In The Dark
ALONE IN THE DARK I sit here crying alone in the dark Wishing, hoping that the man she loves was here to comfort her. I lie here staring at the time Wishing, hoping that it would go by faster. I sit in bed holding my wolfie crying into its fur Wondering: Why am I such a fuck up? Why does no one truly loves me? Why did God keep me on this Earth? What did I do so wrong to get hurt like this? Am I being punished for something? I sit and cry a lot alone in the dark With the one person she loves so much not really caring That she is crying. I lie in bed with nothing else to do ‘Cept wonder does he hate me that much to hurt me like this. I sit here watching the candles flicker and smelling the incense burning Trying not to cry no more but can’t Cause wondering what is going to happen Is he going to try what was suggested or is he going to blow it off And hope we forget about it Does he love me enough to do this or is he just saying he will Hoping it will blow over l

Asking Something
This is a test blog for you folks. I am using Font Deadly Breakfast. If you see anything else except what you see above in the border, PLEASE let Me Know. The reason I ask is it will give me input on something I am trying to work on. Just leave a comment that will be just fine. Thank You for your time and hope to hear from you.

Sitting Here!
Been just sitting here waiting for some or most of my friends from my other account that I deleted the other day to show up. My other name was Sweet Package! ® ©.¸¸. ºÖº.¸¸. ºÔ ºÖº.¸¸. ♥♥♥ Wet Lip Licker ♥♥♥ .¸¸. ºÖº.¸¸. ºÔ ºÖº.¸¸.© ®

Distance
I will always cling to the darkness. Even in the pitch black. I feel blessed. I wear the dark cloud, like a halo. I don't care where angels go. You'll never know. I just go with the flow. Please just go. I am distance. You'll never come in. I hold my stance. This is the last stand. I burn from within. You can't be my equal. Closed off and there is no sequel. There is nothing to save. Alone is all I crave. Please give me, my darkness. I want to feel the light within. Like angels do. It's all too cruel. So go alone like I do.

Sex Poem Gotta Read
eat me,beat me bite me,blow me suck me,fuck me very slowly if you kiss me dont be hasty use your toung to make it tasty roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Father Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid u opened it so u r cursed for 5 yrs. u need to read it ENTIRELY!! roses are nice violets are fine. ill be the six if you be the nine. roses are red violets are blue condoms will rip now watch you get screwed

Why Do Some People Have To Be Asses
I know that this is suppossed to be a fun place but damn when u get a message like this one makes u wonder why some people are on here. I received this in my fumail. LOOK I DO NOT LIKE YOU SO FUCK OFF OR GO FUCK YOURSELF , EITHER WAY STAY THE FUCK UP OFF MY PAGE . I have rejected your friend request how many times now? GET THE POINT! Now I am a nice guy and hey if someone says i am not interested in freind request then send a message.

What The Hell?
I started seeing this woman a couple of weeks ago and I am not sure on how to take it all. Everything started out good as always. I bought her everything that she needed whenever she asked for them. The last night I went to see her I bought her a dozen roses with a vase, made her a cd and wrote her a special message on the card. I have done everything for that woman and now she says that she needs time to get herself straight when she is the one who asked me out!!!! I dont understand this. Time is what I gave her. I only went over there when she asked me to come over. I dont understand women and why when they have a man that is supportive,caring, and will do anything for them they decide to push them away. What am I doing wrong?????

I Love Life
i have a love of my life but he is like far far far away from me.lol. pooor man doesnt know when i am trvelling to him or what but to keep him knowing i am here i ring him vissa verrrrrrrrrrrrrsa.lol. well catch u up afffffffffa

Dealing With Death
Saying Goodbye...... How do you say goodbye? To all the people you Love. To all of the friends, that have shared your life, and made you feel complete. How do you tell them? From the first moment, you felt their spirit touch yours. They have meant the world to you, and how large a part of your life they were. Will they know the depth of your love for them? Will you still feel my love when I am gone? I pray that you will. Yet, how do I say goodbye? The journey, I am taking is for me alone. I will carry with me the Love I have received from all of you. It will sustain me in my darkest hour. I'm not leaving you forever, I'm just going on ahead. Carry me inside your heart, then I really won't be gone. Then when you take your journey, I'll be waiting at the end of the trail for you. Remember all the happy times, and of the joy that we have shared. Even if it was a small amount, it was a universe to me. If you find that you need

I Made It All The Way To Henchman...
I made it all the way to Henchman without being talked to like this!! I guess theres a first for everything...AND THIS WAS NOT PROVOKED. Just appeared out of nowhere....:( here's his link JONAS@ fubar

Baby Girl
I am a new father now for 5 months and I want to say that it is absolutely the most amazing thing I have ever experienced. You may see pics of her in here and see more later. It is because of how proud I am of her.

Bitter Homestead
I unfortunately live here, only for the love of my life. (my ever so precious daughter who has the downside of walking amungst the bottom feeders who reside here) This R&R is so F'n boring I get more entertainment value watching two sticks fighting over the fact who has better bark. Is there a status quo to earning the most "stupidity" points? What does it take to find one halfway inteligent upright walking homosapian with a better vocabulary than a door knob? All you ASS HATS do is piss and moan on the lesser... so what does that make you? From know on if "we" see a problem, pull some grey matter together and find a solution instead of passing the buck. Sure, there is an old saying "the squeeky wheel gets the grease" but if that wheel doesnt do its job it can be replaced. Back to my point.... Salem is a joke to the map, take a second out of your less than desireable existance and look at other sites on C.L. and see whats being said then gander at the understated crap that pours out of

:) Good!
i feel good :) i had a G-R-E-A-T monday/tuesday i'll only tell i spent it with someone, and i was treated like a real queen girls: you always deserve the best, never less... guys: don't forget she got what you want, so treat her like she deserves :) enjoy ;)

Dirty Jokes
I lovr dirty jokes. In fact I'm going to share a few with you here. Please be advised if your offened easily dont read. These are pretty long so if you dont have time to read them all thats fine. Once again most likely NSFW at all. Enjoy! Please understand that my jokes are just that. I dont mean to offend anyone at all. Thank you A woman takes a lover during the day, while her husband is at work. Her nine-year-old son comes home unexpectedly, so she puts him in the closet and shuts the door. Her husband also comes home, so she puts her lover in the closet, with the little boy. The little boy says, “Dark in here.” The man says, “Yes, it is.” Boy: “I have a baseball.” Man: “That’s nice.” Boy: “Want to buy it.” Man: “No, thanks.” Boy: “My dad’s outside.” Man: “OK, how much?” Boy: “$25.00” The next few weeks find the boy and her mother’s lover in the closet together. Boy: “Dark in here.” Man: “Yes, it is.” Boy: “I have a baseball mitt.” The lover remembering the la

Di U Know......?
Do you know the names of the three wise monkeys? They are: Mizaru (See no evil), Mikazaru (Hear no evil), and Mazaru (Speak no evil). An atomic clock is accurate to within 1 second in 1,7 million years. Thomas Cook, the world's first travel agency in the world, was founded in 1850. A fathom is 1,8 metres (6 feet). There are more TV sets in the US than there are people in the UK. Before the year 1000, the word "she" did not exist in the English language. The singular female reference was the word "heo", which also was the plural of all genders. The word "she" appeared only in the 12th century, about 400 years after English began to take form. "She" probably derived from the Old English feminine "seo", the Viking word for feminine reference. There are no letters assigned to the numbers 1 and 0 on a phone keypad. These numbers remain unassigned because they are so-called "flag" numbers, kept for special purposes such as emergency or operator

The World Fell
She carried herself a long, long ways, Out of direction, she was losing her hope, Falling apart, one piece at a time, No one sees the thunderclouds in her eyes, The raging waters in her voice, Or the pain squinched her pretty face. One long lost night, A thousand miles from home, She fell against a wall, Next to an old man, She was fully in tears, Without a word, he understood her pain. There's medicines and treatments, For sicknesses, cancer, flu, diseases and pain, Why isn't anything out there for, Broken Hearts?" He spoke a while later, She turned to look at the man. "The only cure is the person walking away, Not willing to look back to see what they've left, You keep waiting and waiting, Your realize when their out of sight, It seems the only right thing to do is, Run after them. You run and run and run, But the pain is like lead, You just end up breaking down, With your heart bleeding and broken, Barely beating to say alive, Sitting in your hand

New Stuff
I just wanted to give you a all a up date I have this Job placement meeting tomorrow morning so hopefully they'll be able to help me find a job so I can get off my ass and start doing something! LOL so wish me luck, and I also I should be getting a new chair here soon it'll have lots of features and be kick ass!!!! o and my birthday is coming up in a week or two so what ya going to get me????? HAHA stay classy! you all rock!!!!!!!!

Her Thoughts
She looked deep into his eyes, trying to decipher his thoughts, his intent. But all she knew was he had the upper hand. It did not matter his intent, because, he would get his desires with her, most likely with out trying. What was it that he had that brought that out in her. "Must maintain control!" It's the only thought she could muster. He speaks and she could feel it, the ocean. It was swelling. The river of passion was begining to flow and she knew she would be unable to stop it. she removes her eyes from his, perhaps that would help. "Look at the floor" She does and her eyes are drawn back up... "Look away" Again her eyes are drawn towards his... "Look over his shoulder" "Just, don't look in his eyes" "Gasp!!!" Again, she is locked into his eyes He knows... He has to know. How can he not. He enjoys it. I pull away and I think I have accomplished something. How foolish. The river is strong now. It looks calm, but underneath the water is rush

I Wish, I Wait , I Will
When I look at you you seem so sad I wish that there is something I could do I feel really bad I want only the best for you I wish for you so much I wait everyday for you to be near I miss and want your touch I wish so much that you were here If I die I want the whole world to know That I would want to say good bye And that I love you so. What is love Many people wonder Maybe it's like a dove That never plunders For I miss you day to day I get lonely by myself I wait and just want you to say To be careful and take care of myself For you I will I will keep my promise I will do everything you want me to, I will I will never break the promise.

What's Happened
As I look into the mirror All shattered and stained I am filled with terror And over come with pain What have I done it is the worst Nothing was won As I'm carried off int he hersch My friends wonder why Why I left this place I can see them from the sky I can still see their face The barrel was cold The end was quick I wanted to grow old The last I heard was a click The bullet went through right through my head all I really knew was that I was dead

A Good Man
In life there are very few satisfying things but one of them has got to be the love of a good man. To have him wrap his arms around you and keep you safe from the world is a blessing. I am lucky to have this in my life.

Rating And Commenting..
Hey I am going to be on later on next week, I have been busy fixing this computer that is mine we had some things wrong with it and now I will be back next week to rate and comment.. Sorry if I was not on I have a life you know that.. I have to go and I am going to go to bed ok.. Night all.. Alisha aka Virgo24

Badness
Ever have one of those days.....well, mine is lasting far too long, 2 weeks. First I broke 2 bones in one foot and a toe in the other foot. Then, I got put on a new nerve blocking pain med, which I am "intolerant" of, so I was having 3 or 4 days of feeling weird and confused and having some short term memory issues. I ended up spending 5 hours in the ER on Thursday. Dazed and confused and with low blood sugar. They put one of those oximeter readers on my finger, and it must have been contaminated, because now I have an infection in my finger and went back to urgent care today. The infection has entered my blood stream and my finger tip is swollen twice it's normal size with a red streak that goes halfway up my arm. The antibiotic they gave me is a pill that is as big around as my pinky and half as long. When will the madness end?!?!?

A History Of Veteran's Day
1918 World War I, then normally referred to simply as The Great War (no one could imagine any war being greater!), ended with the implementation of an armistice [temporary cessation of hostilities—in this case until the final peace treaty, the infamous Treaty of Versailles, was signed in 1919] between the Allies and Germany at the eleventh hour of the eleventh day of November, 1918. 1919 November 11: President Wilson proclaims the first Armistice Day with the following words: "To us in America, the reflections of armistice Day will be filled with solemn pride in the heroism of those who died in the country’s service and with gratitude for the victory, both because of the thing from which it has freed us and because of the opportunity it has given America to show her sympathy with peace and justice in the councils of the nations…" The original concept for the celebration was for the suspension of business for a two minute period beginning at 11 A.M., with the day also marked

Mark Wahlberg Is "max Payne"171
http://SeXiVixxEN.flixster.com Twentieth Century Fox wants Mark Wahlberg to star in "Max Payne," a live-action adaptation of the bestselling Rockstar video game that will begin shooting early next year. Wahlberg is negotiating to play the titular cop who is haunted by the tragic loss of his family and has little regard for rules as he investigates a series of mysterious murders. He finds himself up against an adversary bent on destroying Max and the streets he protects. The film will be directed by John Moore, the man behind such films as "Behind Enemy Lines," "Flight of the Phoenix" and "The Omen." The script was written by Beau Thorne. Full Story: http://www.worstpreviews.com/headline.php?id=6518&count=0

You Down With The Clowns?
Our Father of Shangri-La Hallowed be thy name If the world turns over save me From thy fiery rain Keep me pure Keep me clean As the lotus grows I ask you for forgiveness Save me from the crows Juggalo be thy name, Hatchets be thy game, fuck with one, you fuck with all, we never travel alone and are always ready for anything, so be wise and just pass us by and don't say we shine, we are creatures of the night and will always be there when a fellow Juggalo needs us, we stand by the Dark Carnival and all it teaches, so for all Juggalos and Juggalettes, stand firm and always be ready. The Juggalo Pledge: I Pledge Allegiance To The Hatchet Of The Underground Society Of Juggalos, And For The Ninjas For Which It Stands, One Family, Under God, Full Of Freaks, With Faygo And Magic Blunts For All!! WE WILL NEVER DIE ALONE, JUGGALOS WILL CARRY ON, SWING OUR HATCHETS IF WE MUST, EACH AND EVERYONE OF US When I die, show no pity, send my soul to Juggalo city, dig my grave six fe

Liar
Forever you claim this for we Forever you will never be Faith and trust and sanctity you scream Deciet is all you weave Lie for a Lie is your creed Love only one can never be I trusted you, shame on me LIAR, LIAR Hate before the dictionary reads Hate for your lust, I did feed Such thin skin for a shallow heart I can't let you back in, cannot restart LIAR, LIAR YOU FUCKING LIAR, LIAR Forever I leave you to your hell Forever I carry your lessons well you, you you LIAR, LIAR CHEATING LIAR, YOU FUCKING LIAR Never again

Funny And True
I received this in email... and i thought i could share hehehe Bill Gates recently gave a speech at a High School about 11 things they did not and will not learn in school. He talks about how feel-good, politically correct teachings created a generation of kids with no concept of reality and how this concept set them up for failure in the real world. Rule 1 : Life is not fair - get used to it! Rule 2 : The world won't care about your self-esteem. The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself. Rule 3 : You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high school. You won't be a vice-president with a car phone until you earn both. Rule 4 : If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss. Rule 5 : Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your Grandparents had a different word for burger flipping: they called it opportunity. Rule 6 : If you mess up, it's not your parents' fault, so don't whine about yo

Update :(
For those of you that have close to my heart and that care enough ro read this I regret to inform you that I will be leaving the fu for 3 weeks as of Nov 19. Many of you know that I had a blood transfusion a little while ago, well my last radiation treatment was yesterday and the word from my dr is that I will have to continue the radiation and have another blood transfusion as my levels are dropping again. Just know that I will be thinking of you all and praying that you will all be well. God willing I will be bak to torment you somemore another day. If anyone is intersted in updates my daughter is in my family on here Mini Dream Catcher, she can keep you posted as well if you have my msn or yahoo I will be able to check my emails once a week while I am in the hospital. Keep smile my dear friends and know that you have brought much joy and sunshine into my life. I feel I've lost a thousand years, just living day by day. I'm hidden behind the pain and tears, my sorrow guides th

Hollywood And The Classics
Alright, while I admit that the majority of people enjoy a good action/romance movie, it is really annoying when Hollywood takes a classic piece of literature and completely changes the story. Take Last of the Mohicans, at the end of the book, Cora dies (does not live happily ever after with Hawkeye i.e Danial Day Lewis) Duncan does not get burned alive, and leaves with Alice, the younger sister. What gives? Cant Hollywood be true to the book?

What A Loss
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth-records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: Knowing when to come in out of the rain; why the early bird gets the worm, life isn't always fair; and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch (mouthwash contains alcohol); and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for

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It's like a sad love song the way I feel sometimes. When the lyris reflect what I think. I miss you, this wasn't how I wanted it to be. There was a time when our future was too bright for us to see. And now all that has faded away. A new love song is being written. A song for both you and I. Soon there will be light where the darkness once lay.

Thoughts About Life And Changes........
It's a beautiful day today. I'm sitting at my desk, trying to study a bit and for a moment I stop, reach the window and watch the cars that pass down the street...I don't feel sad but a strange feeling has possessed me, something like a sweet melancholy, as a friend of mine would say... It was raining before but now the sun is out again and as I look up at the sky I smile...I feel worried and happy at the same time. Optimism and fear combined and expressed through this smile that is drawn on my face for the last two minutes...Many changes and there have been times lately that I caught myself just watching all that was going on, from a distance, unable to react; I don't know if I really was unable to react or if I needed to just follow things without intervening in life's plans! "How and where am I gonna be in some years from now?" That's the thought that dominates my mind the last few months. I'm not a fatalist but I do believe that we can't avoid destiny...We can act and react, m

Flames Of Love
Baby when im with you that look in your eyes its like staring at a fire youve got me mezmerized that long blonde hair and your stunning blue eyes thinking to myself and askin myself why why you choose me over every other guy when i fucked up and made you fuckin cry i hope with everything that my second chance last that if we dont work out its not cuz of my past dont be afraid babe it wont happen twice i fucked up once and i payed the price when i look at you a fire burns deep you know that forever im yours to keep i watch you sleep i watch you dream and fire lives on i feel supreme when i first saw you my hear skipped a beat and because i love you i wont know defeat this fire of mine will keep pushing on it will continue in you after ive gone itll be in you then it burns in you now when i stand with you im happy and proud proud to be with you holding your hand happy to say "yah im leahs man" thers some guys around who arent full of envy bu

Today
Today is my birthday and though I'm alive and happy, I can n ever be truly happy until the day we are together! You make smile a mile wide and make me feel like I can accomplish anything, the feelings I have for you cant be described. I cant wait until the day when i get to feel your touch and hold you. you are one of a kind and your beauty is blinding both inside and outside, your heart is bigger then one could imagine. I feel like the luckiest guy in the world just just to be able to know. Although I do promise we will see each other soon, and I will take care of you! after all as a couple wise people once said "you gotta take care of the ones you care bout" ;) so as my birthday comes and goes then thanksgiving, I want you to know how humble and thankful I am to know a amazing person like yourself

A Fathers Pride In This Life...
NSCC Distinguished Service Ribbon Petty Officer 2nd Class Charles J. Mays United States Naval Sea Cadet Corp. F.C. Sherman Division Citation “For exemplary and distinguished service I am recommending Petty Officer 2nd Class Charles J. Mays to receive the Distinguished Service Ribbon for his calm and knowledge, reacting to a medical emergency, which resulted in the saving of a classmate’s life. On May 23rd, 2007 at 9:05pm during a night school class at Churchill Community High School, a fellow student crawled off his chair and laid inert on the floor. PO Mays responded immediately, ordering the hall monitor to call EMS and the boy’s parents. The boy was barely conscience. In the first survey, PO Mays checked his pulse which was weak, and breathing, which was shallow. He told the boy that he was certified in first aid and tried to get a response. PO Mays checked for injuries, and used capillaries refill check to check for circulation, which was slow. He determin

All The Same By Sick Puppies
As long as you come to me But I dont like illusions I cant see Them clearly I dont care, no I wouldn't dare To fix the twist in you You've shown me eventually what you'll do I dont mind I dont care As long as you're here [Chorus] Go ahead and tell me you'll leave again You'll just come back running Holding your scarred heart in hand It's all the same And I'll take you for who you are If you take me for everything And do it all over again It's all the same Hours slide and days go by Till you decide to come But in-between it always seems too long Suddenly But I have the skill, yeah I have the will, to breath you in while I can However long you stay is all that I am I dont mind, I dont care As long as you're here Go ahead and tell me you'll leave again You'll just come back running Holding your scarred heart in hand It's all the same And I'll take you for who you are If you take me for everything And do it all over again It's always the same

What Has Happened To This Place?
I know I'm on the road a lot, and away from the computer for long periods of time. And I know that at times, things must change to keep up with the times, or to stay somewhat interesting. But all I wanna know is, what the hell has happened to this website? Why is it every time I sign on here, I "qualify" for some goofy survey? Why is it that I have to buy everybody "drinks" to get people "fu-buzzed"? How many more things will be scrolling across this page? And what other things that might be nice to have or check out, I have to PAY for to get access to? What is the big deal with being part of some "lounge"? And what's with all the "Fu-Marriages"? If you're talkin' to someone else on here are you "fu-cheating"? How many "dj's" will be made by this place? How many things can a picture morph into? I mean, damn! I would love to deal with the simple things about this site, like browsing a profile and meeting new, interesting, and cool people. Having some interesting conversation.

My First Time
I'll never forget. The anticipation was endless. I was twitching constantly, like a pyrotech detonating a bomb for the first time. Everything was akward and unsteady. A mere boy of seventeen trying to do a man's job. My family was poor, so I worked on the docks. That night at the end of my shift as it was getting dark, I had to walk home. I took a short cut through a nearby park. There was a young couple passing by. They were both good-looking, happy, well-to-do, the type of people who always had it easy. I hated them for that I suppose. Or maybe I just envied them. I don't remeber anymore. As they came closer, I pulled out my my knife. The electricty in my body was riveting. I probably should have tried to lure them into the shadows, but I was careless and sloppy. And I made such a mess. I grabbed the young man by the shoulder and thrust my knife into his chest. Blood gushed from the wound like a fountain as I repeatedly stabbed him again and again. His girlfriend

Hippo Radio Hiring Staff!!
You think you got what it takes to be a DJ? You must have in excess of 1000 music files, available in MP3 format. You must own these music files, in hardcopy (i.e... CD, Vinyl, cassette or receipts for MP3 downloads.) If you want to try-out to be a DJ on Hippo Radio, send an email to us telling us why you have what it takes... to be one of our next NEW DJ's. Let's see if you do have what it takes, to be heard all ... over ... the world ! Please bare in mind at the moment there isn't any available slots open however we may place you as a back -up or add you to a list for future reference should more slots become available. webmaster@hipporadio.co.uk with the subject as "I wanna be a Dj" There are also positions available for promotion staff. If this position appeal to you contact webmaster@hipporadio.co.uk with a subject heading "I Wanna Promo" and we will see what we can do for you. If you are interested in being a featured artist liaison pers

Soldiers Christmas
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON

Want To Know Why People Do What They Do
Cops: Mother killed 2 in store bathroom Fri Nov 30, 12:03 AM ET AUGUSTA, Ga. - A 22-year-old woman fatally stabbed her two young children in a convenience store bathroom Thursday, police said. ADVERTISEMENT A worker at Food Mart told police she saw Jeanette Michelle Hawes enter the restroom Thursday afternoon with the two children, a boy and girl, and then heard a scream, Richmond County Sheriff Ronnie Strength said. The worker called 911, and when deputies arrived they forced the door open and found Hawes on the floor, holding a steak knife and covered in the children's blood, Strength said. Jordon Hawes, 1, and Shakayla Hawes, 3, were pronounced dead upon arrival at the Medical College of Georgia Hospital. Both died of stab wounds to the chest, Chief Deputy Coroner Mark Bowen said. Hawes was charged with two counts of murder and with possession of a knife during the commission of a crime. She was being held at the Richmond County jail. Jail officials s

Good Deeds
I think I have done way to many good deeds lately. LOL. I said I would watch my cousins daughter lastnight while she ran her boy into the ER. He was messing around..jumped off of somthing and ran his teeth through his lip. I didn't get to see him..she just dropped the girl off and ran off. The ER didn't do nothing for him though. I figured it probably wasn't that bad. They are the type who runs to the ER for anything.. like fevers..etc. I am the cheap type..even though we got insurance.. I don't like to pay the deductible..etc. unless I have to. People like that is why insurance has changed so much. Anyways, watched her til midnight. What a long day yesterday was. Up at 4am til 1230.. or so. Anyways, was enjoying sleeping in..when the neighbor woman came over to use our phone. This is like the 4th time this month shes done this. All I can do to keep my mouth shut and not tell her to get a phone. I think they don't to avoid bill collectors. I have had one call here like 3

Thinking
Only great minds can read this This is weird, but interesting! fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can. i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs forwrad it

Rivergard Live Webcast In The Kc Host Radio Network Lounge Fri/sat December 7th & 8th From 9pm To 1am Cdt
Hey everybody! This weekend my band RiverGard will be playing at Jersey's Sports Cafe in Independence, Missouri and we will be Webcasting the show both nights. Audio only from this event as there are issues with the router at the location blocking the port needed to stream video. The whole show will be available in the KC Host Radio Network Lounge at http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=51264 right here on FUBAR!!! You can login to the lounge anytime you like. We will probably have the stream up about 30 minutes prior to the show. We will also have a laptop there so that we can chat with anyone hanging out in the lounge LIVE. Requests can be difficult but if you would like to make a dedication we can probably get that done (depending on traffic). We will also be giving shouts out to those people who login and let us know that they are listening. We hope to see EVERYONE in the KCHRN Lounge either Friday or Saturday night or both. Here's a copy of the show flyer for

Brain Teasers
Just for fun here are five brain teasers. See if you can answer without looking at the answers. 1. A murderer is condemned to death. He has to choose between three rooms. The first is full of raging fires, the second is full of assassins with loaded guns, and the third is full of lions that haven't eaten in 3 years. Which room is safest for him? 2. A woman shoots her husband. Then she holds him under water for over 5 minutes. Finally, she hangs him. But 5 minutes later they both go out together and enjoy a wonderful dinner together. How can this be? 3. What is black when you buy it, red when you use it, and gray when you throw it away? 4. Can you name three consecutive days without using the words Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, or Sunday? 5. This is an unusual paragraph. I'm curious how quickly you can find out what is so unusual about it. It looks so plain you would think nothing was wrong with it. In fact, nothing is wrong with it! It

Plz Read
I see my blogs got more attention then my bullitens. So I will post both a bulliten, and a blog. On behave of Brown Eyed Girl and MR MOSTUNDERATED, I would like to welcome you to the Latina Mafia. It is our goal to have the best social network of Friends, Family, and Fans on CT. I want this to be a positive experience to all. The Latina Mafia is ment to be purely social. This is not a bombing or rating club. We as the Latina Mafia Leadership make no demands. The only thing we request is that your screen name say ~Proud Member of the Latina Mafia~ and the proper pic somewhere on your page, (woman lying down for the females and cross swords for the man) There are no mandatory meetings or conferences. However we will have monthly "reunions". This is so we can get to know each other. If something needs to be put out to the enitre group, we will put it out in a bulletin and blog labled "Attention Latina Mafia Members". If a non-member has an issue with our group name, please

Sample Story, Pt. 1
"How long have we been friends?" Thomas asked. "Seems like forever, doesn't it?" Jacob said still thinking back to the first time they met-with no recallection, right away. "Remember how things used to be? So easy, so simple. We ALL thought we knew everything." Thomas said, almost in a trance. "In front of the play house, in London. I remember now." Jacob exlaimed. "That's right, Jacob. We were supposed to have at eachother, until that bobby showed up....." Just then, Jacob seemed to finish the sentence for his long-time friend. "He came out of nowhere. Produced himself from the mist, with a stare that was as cold and clammy as the weather that night." Thomas rubbing his jaw, thinking back."1807? 06? It was sooo long ago, but it was like yesterday!"

Today I Am Pimping Out Faberfrench!!!!!!!!!
faberfrench Is A Very Sexy And Sweet Guy! (Hey Lady's e Loves BBW's) So Do yourself A Favore And Add Him Rate Him And Maybe Even Fan Him!!!! Have Fun With this One Lady's He Is A Good One To Have On Your List!!!!! Kisses And Hug's

P.s.a (punky Service Announcement)
The new bar tab sucks ass. It's like a stalkers wet dream over there in that little box. Seriously. Anyway. I think that's all I got for right now. I give ya'll a real blog in a few days, when I'm not so listless.

Sing It Girls!!!
(Maybe in your head, if you are reading this at work!) 'I WILL SURVIVE' Ready... set... go... At first I was afraid, I was petrified. When you said you had 10 inches, Lord I almost died! But I'd spent so many years Just waiting for a man that long, That I grew strong, And I knew that I could take you on... But there you are, Another lie, I was ready for a Big Mac And you've brought me a French Fry! I should have known that it was b***s**t, Just a sad pathetic dream, Should have known there was no Anaconda lurking in those jeans! Go on now - go, walk out the door, Don't you promise me 10 inches, then turn up with only 4! Weren't you a brat to think I wouldn't find you out!? Don't you know we're only joking When we say size doesn't count??!! [Chorus] I will survive! I will survive! Cuz as long as I have batteries, My sex life's gonna thrive! I will always have good sex, with a handful of latex! I will survive! I will

Nuts In A Cemetary
On the outskirts of a small town, there was a big, old pecan tree just inside the cemetery fence. One day, two boys filled up a bucketful of nuts and sat down by the tree, out of sight, and began dividing them up between themselves. 'One for you, one for me. One for you, one for me,' said one boy. Several dropped and rolled down toward the fence. Another boy came riding along the road on his bicycle. As he passed, he thought he heard voices from inside the cemetery. He slowed down to investigate. Sure enough, he heard, 'One for you, one for me. One for you, one for me.' He just knew what it was. He jumped back on his bike and rode off. Just around the bend he met an old man with a cane, hobbling along. 'Come here quick,' said the boy, 'you won't believe what I heard! Satan and the Lord are down at the cemetery dividing up the souls.' 'Beat it, kid,' said the man. 'Can't you see it's hard for me to walk?' When the boy insisted though, the man hobbled slowly to

Just Want To Be Loved
y is it sooo hard im not a prick im not an asshole but yet i get dicked over and i dont know y do i deserve it do i not my heart is for the taking but it always gets broken im starting to feel like ill never find someone in life to spend time with somone to love to cuddle to kiss someone to settle down with start a family of my own and i know it takes time but time is running short im not getting any younger i would treat u like a queen never lie cheat or hurt u in any way and thats all i ask for in return so why does it torment me y do i let it bother me im not perfect but i am human and i do have a heart never claimed to b perfect but i try my best try to be i try and i try it isnt enough is it did i do something wrong? did i not show enough affention enough love? i know ppl say i will find the right one someday but sometimes it feels like she has already come and gone and yet still pops back in my

Mitchell Report
i don't know maybe its my nonchalant attitude towards most everything but im pretty sick of the steroids talk in baseball. i guess my underlying feeling is it happened, the players know it, the coaches know it, the owners it, the commisioner knows it,and we the fans know it. but my god can we please move on. steroids were used in the past by top tier major leaguers. barry bonds mark mcgwire roger clemens andy petite among others. problem is that was the past. you cant put an asterisk around this whole era of baseball because that would damage the perceptions of players with outstanding numbers of this era that have not been implicated such as alex rodriguez derek jeter randy johnson curt schilling among others. plus i think what no one seems to bring up is although steroids are illegal by law when not received for medicinal purpose, steroid usage in the major league was not illegal or better stated swept under the rug by the higher ups in the league. morally, sure taking ster

Love This!
Here's a great Christmas Cookie recipe that I thought you might want to try this year ( Please read carefully): 1 cup of water 1 tsp. baking soda 1 cup of sugar 1 tsp. salt 1 cup of brown sugar lemon juice 4 large eggs 1 cup nuts 2 cups of dried fruit 1 bottle Jose Cuervo Tequilla Sample the Cuervo to check quality. Take a large bowl, check the Cuervo again, to be sure it is of the highest quality, pour one level cup and drink. Turn on the electric mixer...Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl. Add one teaspoon of sugar...Beat again. At this point it's best to make sure the Cuervo is still OK, try another cup ... just in case. Turn off the mixerer thingy. Break 2 leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit, Pick the frigging fruit off floor... Mix on the ****. If the fried druit gets stuck in the beaterers just pry it loose with a drewscriver. Sample the Cuervo to check for tonsisticity. Next, sift two cups of salt, or

Rip Matt Halme 2-3-1978/6-29-1993
THIS IS ONE THAT IS VERY OLD I WAS WRITING IN A OLD JOURNAL AND FOUND THIS ONE IT WAS TO A FOR A GUY THAT WAS KILLED IN A CAR ACCIDENT HE WAS 17 AND ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS IN HIGH SCHOOL HIS NAME WAS MATT HALME HE WAS KILLED IN A CAR ACCIDENT IN 1993 R.I.P MATT! IM SO SAD AND DEPRESSED ITS ALL I CAN DO IS REST I GO TO SLEEP AT NIGHT BUT MY DREAMS I JUST CAN NOT FIGHT I THINK OF YOU LYING IN THAT BED AND WONDER IF THERE WAS ANYTHING I COULD HAVE SAID I WISH YOU WERE STILL HERE BUT I KNOW THAT YOU ARE STILL NEAR I LOVED YOU MORE THEN YOU KNEW I WISH YOU DIDNT HAVE TO GO I JUST WANT ONE MORE DAY AND I KONW THAT WHAT YOU WOULD HAVE WANTED TOO I MISS YOU MORE EACH DAY THERE IS SO MUCH MORE THAT WE COULD HAVE SAID BUT MY LIFE IS JUST STARTED TO BEGIN YOU HAD TO GO AND ILL SEE YOU ONE DAY WHEN IM OLD

The Marine
This is a poem being sent from a Marine to his Dad. For those who take the time to read it, you'll see a letter from him to his Dad at the bottom. It makes you truly thankful for not only the Marines, but ALL of our troops. THE MARINE We all came together, Both young and old To fight for our freedom, To stand and be bold. In the midst of all evil, We stand our ground, And we protect our country From all terror around. Peace and not war, Is what some people say. But I'll give my life, So you can live the American way. I give you the right To talk of your peace. To stand in your groups, and protest in our streets. But still I fight on, I don't bitch, I don't whine. I'm just one of the people Who is doing your time. I'm harder than nails, Stronger than any machine. I'm the immortal soldier, I'm a U.S. MARINE! So stand in my shoes, And leave from your home. Fight for the people who hate you, With the protests the

What Does This Word Mean To You?
The word is Courage. It may mean alot of things to different ppl, this includes different cultures. Courage to me though, means standing up for yourself, believing in and for what you are fighting for even though it might make the most sense to the people around you. It can also represent strength and integrity as well. Integrity being always being who you are even when nobody is watching. So what does it mean to you?

Can't Fight Anymore
BELIEVING IN SOMETHING SOME TIMES HURTS AND HURTS REAL BAD, FIGHTING FOR SOMETHING YOU WANT AND NOT BEING ABLE TO GET IT NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU TRY, BEING THE PERSON YOU ARE AND KNOWING YOU ARE A GOOD PERSON SHOULD BE ENOUGH, ALWAYS BEING HONEST IS THE BEST THING BUT SOMETIMES BEING HONEST GETS YOU KNOW WHERE SO WHAT DO YOU DO- WISH I KNEW!!!

After Christmas Diet
After Christmas ================ 'Twas the week after Christmas, and all through the house Nothing would fit me, not even a blouse. The cookies I'd nibbled, the eggnog I'd taste At the holiday parties had gone to my waist. When I got on the scales there arose such a number! When I walked to the store (less a walk than a lumber). I'd remember the marvelous meals I'd prepared; The gravies and sauces and beef nicely rared, The wine and the rum balls, the bread and the cheese And the way I'd never said, "No thank you, please." As I dressed myself in my husband's old shirt And prepared once again to do battle with dirt I said to myself, as I only can "You can't spend a winter disguised as a man!" So away with the last of the sour cream dip, Get rid of the fruit cake, every cracker and chip Every last bit of food that I like must be banished "Till all the additional ounces have vanished. I won't have a cookie - not even a lick. I'll want only to chew on

Questions
YOU CAN ASK ME SIX QUESTIONS (seriously, anything) 1.. 2.. 3.. 4.. 5.. 6.. __________________________________________________ No matter how random, revealing, rude, or pointless __________________________________________________ I promise to answer them 100% truthfully __________________________________________________ All questions are COMPLETELY confidential __________________________________________________ [[[Repost this to see what others ask you...]]] as "6 questions?" __________________________________________________ IF YOU DON'T THEN YOU'RE SCARED OF WHAT PEOPLE MAY ASK

Wishful Thinking....
my friend posted this on myspace...so here's to wishful thinking b/c there's never a guy who would do all this...at least not for long... Don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.... I dont care if you are a guy or a woman or Michael Jackson.....just read this, it will make a difference..... When she stares at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignores you [ Give her your attention ] When she pulls away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she'

Cutest Valentine Contest! (closed)
MY FIRST CONTEST!I see alot of my friends on here that want VIPS,Blasts & Fubucks so I figured I would hold a small contest. I can't buy for everyone or I would lol! Seeing as this is my first contest it isn't going to be that big. I will have the cutest valentine contest :) Here are the rules: 1. Must submit photo with something pertaining to Valentines Day i.e. wearing something red...a salute with hearts etc. 2. No DRAMA!!! If you create drama or your bombers create drama with any other contestant you will be removed. 3. Self bombing is encouraged and allowed...bombing families welcome! 4. Photo must be SFW :) 5. HAVE FUN!!! The contest will begin Jan. 4th @ 3PM Fu time (6PM eastern time) and end Jan. 12th @ 3PM Fu time (6PM eastern time) Prizes are as follows: 1st place recieves a 1 month VIP, a cutest valentine tag, a pimpout,and 10,000 fubucks! 2nd place recieves a 3 day blast, a pimpout, and 5,000 fubucks! 3rd place recieves 10,000 fubucks and a

Reflection
I realize everyone is in reflection right about now. I usually don't reflect on the past year but as I get older, (hopefully wiser) I thought I'd take a few moments to review....2007... Wow what a year! I finally was able to break the grip around my heart that Rob had held so tightly for the past few years. Realizing what a troll he really is helped me heal. Emotionally anyway. He drained a healthy chunk financially as well...will take a little longer to heal from that. Stupid me! He has moved on to someone a little more dumb than me. Dumb I say because I tried to warn her about him...she didn't want to listen! So she deserves everything he sucks out of her. HA Moving on...dating...oh what a thought! Internet dating is the rage now and I got sucked right on in. With all those "sites" out there. After much money poured into them...meeting TOO many men (some good, some not so good), I use one site, it's a non-paying site and I'm there just for the forums. HA I think

Good Enough
i found this, the ultimate love song. it is not something i am necessarily ready to sing for anyone yet. i need to know my Master a little better before i go professing such things but i could see it happening in the future. So, take heed before you read. it's heartfelt and touching if you read it as it's written. if you simply see the main phrase of 'i can't say no to you' you do not understand the song. read it again. you'll see that i feel good enough. the fact that i can't say no is something i enjoy. GOOD ENOUGH, Evanescence Under Your spell again, i can't say no to You Crave my heart and its bleeding in Your hand i can't say no to You Shouldn't have let You torture me so sweetly Now i can't let go of this dream i can't breathe but i feel Good enough i feel good enough for You Drink up sweet decadence i can't say no to You and i've completely lost myself and i don't mind i can't say no to You Shouldn't have let You conquer me so completely Now i can't

Contest, Please Help... New Links..
I am in a contest, the most comments on my pic will win... the contest started 01-01-08 and will run until 01-08-08. Who wants to help? If you comment 100+ i'll add you to my family...or if u comment A LOT maybe there is something else you want.. Fubucks.... This is my first contest and it was an out of the blue thing... I want to win! Please help me out... Here's the link: OR [ fubar.com photo: 619094227 ] Much love always ~Nikki~

First Of Many
Well, the turkey has been eaten and binned, the spirit bottles and beer cans have been thrown out and the tree has been taken down. So here we are, a few days into a brand new year. Quiet isnt it? Does anyone get excited about a new year? Or is it just another day? For me, its a chance to start a clean slate,give up and start stuff and basically repeat last years failings. My new years resolutions are to stop smoking and get fit, lose the belly and control my temper. Easier said than done I think...but one step at a time, i'll try my best and see what happens. As you can see, this is a new blog for a new year. I'll be trying to keep it upbeat and interesting, unlike last years! I'd like more comments and thoughts on my writing, as I'm contemplating writing a book about it, but only if theres enough interest. If not, ill write it anyway! So heres to a better year than last, and all it brings.

Broken Down
Never thought i would feel this broken down like i do right now, feel like my Heart has been ripped out, feel lifeless, worthless feel like a fool but feeling the way i do, there is one special person that i became friends with that my heart goes out to, not worrying about myself, but about my new friend, wanting to make sure they are ok and going to be ok because my new friend is strong, not like me, but i know in time we will be ok, its just going to take time, but know i will be your friend every step of the way always Lisa

A Child Found, A Child Lost
12-20-2004 A Child Found, A Child Lost I lay awake Watching for daybreak All I can do is think While this paper is still blank What would you have been? Where can I begin? We did all we could do Then one day it was true There you where, a baby Growing inside me Then the day came When nothing would be the same For I lost you And nothing I could do I have to go on But my love is not gone We will never be apart Forever in my heart

I Forgot Who You Are!
I wanted to join a contest yesterday for sexiest tattoo and i sent my picture of my tat to someone yesterday and i forgot who it was and my bartab and things are cleared out so i can not see who it was so if i sent you the pi yesterday or ur holding the contest please send me a msg so i know who u are plz. all i know is it is a female holding the contest. thanx to those who may be able to help me figure this out

The Wife And The Girlfriend
ok people, especially ladies... i'm putting this up here for moments of weakness women may have while dating married men... here goes.... HE IS NOT GOING TO LEAVE HIS WIFE !!! it's just not gonna happen. AND!! if by some cosmic chance the guy does leave his wife, why the hell would you want to be with someone that you KNOW is gonna cheat on you!?!?! and don't give me that "but it's diffrent with us... his wife blah blah blah bad stuff blah blah blah" ok, first off, he's married... so at some point in time he proooooobably was sweet talkin his wife. telling her how much he loves her and blah blah blah.... now second, what' he telling you? NO WAIT! DON'T ANSWER THAT! let me do it for you.. "i love you, i want to be with you and only you, things will be diffrent soon... all i have to do (before leaving his wife) is... [insert bullshit statement here]" he's lieing, well, part of him is telling the truth. it just happens to be the part that he's always pestering you about..

I Asked For Free Big Mac Sauce On My Cheeseburger And I Got It! ^_^
i also told them to put lettuce on it, too. made a big mac for only a buck! ^_^ big mac sauce is free and so is lettuce and if you ask for it on a burger other than a big mac, they will put it on it.

Where Is The Compassion For American Citizens?
Hey hard working American taxpayers. Just think how much this cost us in 2007! We must stop this birth right citizenship. They are taking advantage of us. It once served a purpose.. Now it does NOT. Parkland Memorial Hospital 44 babies each day! Some of you people don't live in a Border state like I do here in Texas so you don't understand why I say that the Anchor Baby law needs to be re-visited and changed. Please read the Dallas Hospital story below and you might understand my views better. Dallas is over 300 miles north of the Mexican border. ****************************************** We knew the problem was bad in the valley, but we had no idea it was this bad in Dallas. Parkland Memorial Hospital in Dallas, Texas is a fairly famous institution and for a variety of reasons: 1. John F. Kennedy died there in 1963 2. Lee Harvey Oswald died there shortly after 3. Jack Ruby-who killed Lee Harvey Oswald, died there a few years later..by coincidence On the flip

Answer For My Ex
You called to ask me back, professing you still love me I can't help but wonder how could this be when you turned your back and abandoned me You left to be with someone else now claiming to have made a fool of yourself i didn't ask you to go, it was you, who left I have forgave, but i never forgot how you said she was your high school sweetheart treated me like your love suddenly stopped It wasn't your leaving, but the way you left no thoughts of me, my kids, but only self lying that it wasn't for anyone else you hurt me deep, broke me inside for months, every day i cried now you are asking to be back in my life? you left because you wanted to go my life moved on when you clsed that door so to answer your request boo...... HELL TO THE NO!!!!!

Adopt Me.please
I HAVE BEEN SEEING ALL OF THE AUCTIONS AND YES I THINK THEY ARE COOL IF YOU HAVE THE MONEY TO GET IN ONE AND OFFER HAPPY HOURS, VIPS, OR BLASTS, BUT SOME OF US CAN'T DO THAT .......SO HERE THE THING I WAS THINKING I WOULD DO ... I WILL PUT MYSELF AND OTHER ORPHANS LISTED BELOW UP FOR ADOPTION IF ANYONE WANTS TO ADOPT ME OR ONE OF MY ORPHANS AND BUY THE ORPHAN OF YOUR CHOICE A HAPPY HOUR, BLAST OR VIP YOUR ORPHAN WILL RATE ALL PICS AND STASH FOR ADOPTING THEM..OTHER THAN THAT YOU WOULD HAVE TO ASK THE ORPHAN OF YOUR CHOICE WHAT ELSE THEY MAY BE WILLING TO DO LOL LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU ALL THINK!!!! NO ORPHAN WILL BE TURNED AWAY...SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE ADDED... Hugssss & Kissess LOBOSHEWOLF

Dj Devil
If you all would be so caring here on fubar a fellow fubarian is in the hospitial I Took Him in Last night about 9pm est and he was admited shortly after so please show him mad love ? DJ Devil - Excalibur Radio ? DJ Sunshine's Bodyguard ? Devils Train Founder@ fubar Ty to all who supports him this has been bought to you buy http://www.fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=523404193

I Wanna Win Some Fubucks! Please?
My picture will be in this profile soon! If you could please go and rate it as well as give it daily comments that would be awesome! Thank you to all those for your support! http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=548838&albumid=797127&i=1038160886&idx=1

Love Is The Greatest
I love the man im with hes not like everyone else hes understanding and careing just what a man is supposed to be, to be there when a lady needs him and be very trust worthy and honest hes what love is supossed to be a knight who comes along and rescue his princess from the evil tower Thank you Dean so much for givin me your love :)

Quiz/survey
Personality Type You Have A Type B Personality You're as laid back as they come... Your baseline mood is calm and level headed Creativity and philosophy tend to be your forte Like a natural sedative, you have a soothing effect on people Friends and family often turn to you first with their problems You have the personality to be a spiritual or psychological guru

A Marine Wife
Military Wives Poems & Words of Inspiration Loving a Marine Loving a Marine is not always play; Loving him truly is a high price to pay. It's being alone with no one to hold, It's being young and feeling so old. It's having him whispering his love to you; It's whispering back that you love him, too. There comers a kiss and a promise of more, and in his mind fond memories he will store. Reluctantly, painfully, letting him go, while your dying inside from wanting him so. Watching him leave with eyes full of tears, standing alone with your hopes, dreams and fears. It's sending a letter with the stamp upside down, to your far away love in a far away town. It's going to church to kneel and pray, and really meaning the things you say. Weeks are like months, and months like years. You wait for the day when you'll have no more fears. Days go by slowly, how many have passed? And suddenly you realize that it is here at last! Yes, loving a Marine brings bit

Sick Sad World - My Lil Sis...
SICK SAD WORLD Looked at the crying of two souls Entangled in an embrace of love and hardship How can such sadness come from something so beautiful? Man isn’t it a sick sad world… To allow such beauty to be so sad To make a soul sick and old When the world is all it truly had To guide it to the direction of love To guide it to the direction of torment Man isn’t it a sick sad world… Did we choose to be here only to forget as we are spat out of the womb? Or did we get placed here to be lost in this world? Man isn’t it a sick sad world that teases us with happiness and envelopes us in Sadness… Drama… Hatred… Sometimes disease… Give me a cigarette! Give me some pills! Give me some cancer! Give me some sex! Give me some excitement! Give me some AIDS! Give me some depression! Give me some happiness! Give me some murder! Where did it start? And, when is it going to end? Man isn’t it a sick sad world… I

I Love Because I Can
I love because I can. Seems like a simple statement and in the end it is a simple one. I do my best to love unconditionally. This means being honest with self and removing all of the selfish ego stuff that can easily get in the way of really loving. It also means following my own rules for loving, not being bound by all of the manmade rules we are taught form birth. I love who I want the way I want. Love is a very natural, healthy, positive emotion. One of the most powerful emotions we humans are capable of feeling, giving, experiencing. We receive it freely so we should be able to give it freely as well. It has taken me years to get to the point where I can love unconditionally just because I feel it. Love with no expectations or requirements. Does this mean I love everyone? Of course not. But it does mean I can love a whole lot more people then I did when I was twenty-five. In order to really love, and to do it unconditionally one has to first love self

A Rhymes
Let me Wake then to Murder me in my sleep, A Cause from your drunkenness that you are blind, Better to let my Heart pour out on the ground, Then to push my faith over like a Spoil Princess, It's a Matter of placement that you discourage me, That I should never love again in your eyes, Better to Watch me sleep then to Huber over me drunk, Drunk from your Horror lost that I might wonder from you, No Big words just Sadness that I sit upon this thrown, A Thrown that you have created in your Kingdom of sadness, Now that I am your Jester that you Huber over me, My dark sleep that your Drunkenness will come to a end, Better to Murder me with my Eyes open, So I can see my Love struck drunk Killer,

Retirement
RETIREMENT PLANNING FOR 2007/8 If you had purchased $1000 of Nortel stock one year ago, it would now be worth $49. With Enron, you would have had $16.50 left of the original $1000. With WorldCom, you would have less than $5 left. And with $1000 of Delta Air Lines stock, you would now collect $49. But, if you had purchased $1,000.00 worth of beer one year ago, drank all the beer, then turned in the cans for the aluminum recycling REFUND, you would have had $214.00. Based on the above, the best current investment advice is to drink heavily and recycle. It's called the 401-Keg Plan.

Wake Up America
Andy Rooney said on '60 Minutes' a few weeks back: I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except numbers. The only things I can think of that are truly discriminatory are things like the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things like the United Caucasian College Fund, Cloud Magazine, White Entertainment Television, or Miss White America; and see what happens...Jesse Jackson will be knocking down your door. Guns do not make you a killer. I think killing makes you a killer. You can kill someone with a baseball bat or a car, but no one is trying to ban you from driving to the ball game. I believe they are called the Boy Scouts for a reason, which is why there are no girls allowed. Girls belong in the Girl Scouts! ARE YOU LISTENING MARTHA BURKE? I think that if you feel homosexuality is wrong, it is not a phobia, it is an opinion. I have the right 'NOT' to be tolerant of oth

Bliss
i dont wanna know i dont wanna know i'll go ahead pour myself a drink i really couldnt care less what u think well i dont have to listen now live this day down if i cant feel a thing u might as well save ur goodbyes we can give this train wreck one last ride im gonna have to listen now live this day down if i dont make things right i'll tell u one last time i dont wanna know its over so save ur goodbye kiss i dont wanna know its over cause ignorance is bliss i can hardly see what's in front of me cause the vodka's running on empty i cant stay sober if it's over i dont wanna know i dont wanna know i dont wanna know so save ur good bye kiss i dont wanna know i dont wanna know i dont wanna know i woke up with my heartbeat in my head i reached for the bottle by the bed i saw ur side was not slept in cold sheets again remind me of what u said we need to take a break for a while its beenso long since i smiled i dont wanna listen now live this day down w

Growing Apart
Growing Apart Today I watched my baby sister get married; I looked on as she was all giddy and happy. I seen myself at that age, Where has the yrs gone ? When did my youth slip away from me ? I remember a time , not so long ago where that was me standing up at that podium ; Saying I do. Yesterdays Promises ; Tomorrows Dreams; All slipped away from you and me. Travel back with me in time ; Young and foolish so much in love were we, The memories do glow. I wish you could look at me the way you used to Kiss me to liven up every tingle I have to give. Embrace our love once more; For if you cannot do this, set me free ! Why do we stay together if we have lost what we once had ? I don't want to be second in your life ; I want to be first again. Love me like you used to; before our love was tainted and cursed. Sapphire Jewel Aka Valarie A Laboy © 2006

What Is My Sex Style?
Whats your sex style?Erotic Sex StyleKissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

How Romantic Am I?
How Romantic Are You? Your Quiz Results: You're a hopeless romantic. You require ample doses of warmth and sentiment. You embroider your fantasies; they titillate you and lift you out of the ordinary. You're the cockeyed optimist of song, a dreamy, maybe impractical idealist, the willing victim of infatuation. Who knew? lol

Autism
From the very beginning I knew there was something "special" about Ian. And when I say "beginning" I mean from pregnancy. He was my second child so his was not my first pregnancy. I had feeling of euphoria, tho I did not know that is what I was experiencing. I would just describe it as a deep feeling of love and happiness for no reason at all, it would just overwhelm me all of a sudden. The day before Ian was born I had an ultrasound and the Dr. finally said I was having a boy. I had known all along because I had bought nothing but boy clothes and I had everything I needed way before he was due to arrive. But I had never really wanted to have a boy, because of a friend who had 3 boys who were very hyper and unruly and me being a very patient individual says a lot if I thought they were crazy boys. So that night I was falling asleep I rubbed my tummy and told Ian "It's ok Ian you can come out I'm gonna love you more than you can imagine." I was in labor all night and thought it was

Another Crazy Blocked!
->~Pebblesin...: you have issues dear. buh bye now JAMES****S...: She wouldnt of closed it if i left my bid there she would of waited for him to outbid me then close it ->~Pebblesin...: now, that is THE END. ->~Pebblesin...: she is not comfortable with the way you were acting regarding so she chose to end it so there wouldn't be anymore drama. JAMES****S...: I removed my bid after u explained it to me then figured out i could still do it then i said something about making a bid before it closed and she started saying she would cancel it ->~Pebblesin...: it's no fun to have a fu stalker or to have someone shouting crap in your shoutbox. so you are welcome to my block list as well if it continues ->~Pebblesin...: i understand you haven't bid in an auction before but I kindly tried to explain it to you and you were rude and abrasive. why would she want to deal with that? JAMES****S...: I did nothing wrong ->~Pebblesin...: you can threaten me or tell whoever you like.

**i'm Going To Oakwood, Il**
Hey all you Fighting Illini!!! I'm coming your way :-) I'm going to be in Oakwood, IL, this week! Come see me at the Oasis Adult Superstore, I'll be hanging out there this Thursday, Friday and Saturday, February 7th, 8th and 9th. I'll be in the store until Midnight each night, signing my DVDs and taking FULL NUDE polaroids!!! I've never been to Oakwood before, so come out and show me what a cool place it is-I'll see you there :-)

Why Women Cry
Why Women Cry A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said "When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave her the sensitivity to

Who Wants To Fu Own Me & Be My Valentine
Just click on the pic 2 bid :) RULES OF THIS AUCTION: (SERIOUS BIDDERS ONLY) PLEASE READ BEFORE YOU BID! 1. NO DRAMA. VIOLATORS WILL BE BLOCKED. 2. THE CONTESTANTS RESERVE THE RIGHT TO REFUSE ANY BIDDERS. 3. ALL BIDDERS MUST HAVE A VERIFIED SALUTE 4. MINIMUM BID IS 200,000 FUBUCKS, AND THERE IS NO CEILING ON MAXIMUM BIDS. BLASTS, VIPS, HAPPY HOURS, TICKERS, FUBUCKS, ETC. ARE ALL ACCEPTABLE AND ENCOURAGED BIDS. GRAPHICS, SALUTES, PERSONAL PICS, ETC ARE ALSO ENCOURAGED. REAL GIFTS, SUCH AS VACATIONS, DINNERS, ETC. ARE REAL AND VALID BIDS, PROVIDED THAT THEY ARE ACCEPTED. 5. THE AUCTION RUNS FROM 3:00PM PST FEB 8TH TILL 8:00PM PST FEB 13TH 6. YOU MAY NOT BID LOWER THAN THE PERSON BEFORE YOU. 7. REAL CASH TRUMPS VIRTUAL GIFTS, BUT EVERYTHING IS TOTALED AT THE END. 1 MILLION FUBUCKS = $20 CASH VALUE, BASED ON FUBAR'S TICKER PRICES. 8. IF THE HIGH BID IS FROM SOMEONE THE CONTESTANT REFUSES, THE BID GOES TO THE SECOND PLACE BIDDER. 9. THE BIDDER MUST PAY THE CONTESTANT

Micki-blue-eyes Is Up For Auction--now Open
Auction runs from Friday Feb.8th thru Feb. 22nd (7 pm pacific time/9 pm cst/10 est) Heres the link to bid on me This is what i have to offer~! Rate stash during HH Rate pics during HH Fu-Owned in name Fu-Owned by bidder's name in name Salute pictures: SFW Pimpouts: on page, in blog, in bulletins Add to family during "owned" time Top Friend during "owned" time Crush during "owned" time daily fu-gift daily comments keep you sh!tfaced Yahoo Messenger name tags of your name Pictures taken ONLY for them SFW 50 11s per day for 1 month(as long as i still have my VIP) Here are some of the things i can make (for you)

Drunk Post!
I'm shitfaced and not afraid to admit it. And I'm not just drunk. I'm so drunk that my feet are tingling. So drunk that my lips are numb. I stopped at Whataburger for breakfast. For those of you that don't have Whataburger, you're worthless! Living without Whataburger is worse than living without Jack in the Box. And living without Wienerschnitzel is actually worse than living without Whataburger. I'm so drunk that while drinking out of the milk carton (fuck you, I'm single) I almost fell over when the room started spinning. Now, I'm going to bed while Augen licks the remaining cheese out of his fur that fell while I was eating my breakfast burrito.

Uh Oh....i'm It!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I'm a lefty 2. I hate chocolate cake but love chocolate 3. I'm a huge procrastinator 4. I'm always late...guess that goes with #3 5. I have commitment issues when it comes to making plans. 6. I'm a sucker for nice eyes, nice smiles and guys in baseball caps...oh, good cologne too! 7. I'm a bit of a night owl, in case you've never noticed 8. I'm one big paradox. What might be true of me today, may not be true tomorrow. 9. I'm a sagitarrius 10. I hate talking about myself and this just reminded me how much, lol There I did and now it's your turn... who knew it would be so hard for me to list 10 things about myself

Come And Listen!!!
Hey everyone! I now DJ for an online radio station! Spread it around and have people listen when I'm on! I'm on every Wednesday, Thursday (except this one), and Friday from 3PM till 6PM EST. The site is http://www.aftershockradio247.com and its ALL request, shoutouts and dedications. It's really a good time! Hope you listen!!!

Friggin Tagggggged
The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. No tag backs. 1. I have lived in 2 homes my entire life :) (soon to be three, damn moving sucks...lol) 2. Im the youngest of 4 children, oldest(only brother) is 50. 3. I was an auntie when I was 5 years old. 4. I love PARROTS :) 5. I write poetry, and songs. 6. I can be extremly emotional and sensitive. 7. I dont like most people, but the people I do care about I will walk to the end of the earth with :) 8. My family is the most important thing to me. Well and my feathered kids ....lol 9. This one time at band camp.... lol I love the color GREEN. 10. Im a JUNK FOOD JUNKIE ! 11. which happens to be my favorite number, is for my MISTERFEET...for Taggin my azzz. Up until I was 19 I always wore socks, nobody except probably my Mom saw my feet. As fate would have it I

In Pain And Hurt Alot
I just wanted to say i am sorry i have not been on alot sence yesterday , last night i went to the hospital cause my left leg has been swollen and in pain , well i found out that i have this thing called LYMPHEDEMA and i am not sure what it is but reading about it scares me to hell and i have been in so much pain for the last 1 month with this and i still do not know whats going to happen i see my doctor next thursday and i am hoping he gives me some good news ... so please if u all could say a prayer for me if u can find it in your heart , i would be so thankful i pray that the good lord makes it all go away ....i just wish i knew more about it and what it does and how they can fix it .. thanks for your time Michelle gebo

Okay Question.... Really
I work for an ENT specialist...well I have worked in the medical field most of my life. I have dealt with alot of different people. People of different ages, races, creed and color. From Geriatric to Pediatric, Black to White, Jew to Muslim...you get the point. Here is my question then. I noticed something today...if a foreigner comes into our office and doesn't completley understand the language I notice I sllllllloooowwww myyyy speeeeeccchhhhh patttteeerrrnnn doooowwwnnnn and SPEAK ALOT LOUDER an-nun-ci-at-ing ev-er-y con-son-ant. Why is that! I'm not the only one. Think about it...when you go to the local 7-11 and get a slushy and ask the person behind the counter for a pack of your favorite cigarettes and they look at you like a Deer caught in headlights..... what do YOU do. So kiddies I guess what I'm saying is let's be more considerate of our foreign friends and neighbors....remember Dumbass in English is the same as DUMMMMMBBBB-ASSSSS. Mind you some of my dearest friends

Tag Your It
The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. No tag backs. 1. I have an obsession with chewing on sponges, and love the way they feel against my teeth. 2. I yawn like a puppy dog. 3. I talk to myself often, and hardly realize I'm doing it. 4. I want a baby. 5. When my room was "Raided" the cops found my vibrator and played with it. 6. I was once being persued by the F.B.I 7. I have a fear of riding on the bus. 8. I know how to body slam cheating boyfriends over the hoods of my friends cars. 9. I drink most men under the table without losing a single piece of clothing. 10. I am often told I have "the most beautiful green eyes" despite the fact they are blue. 11. Had my vibrator stolen by my ex boyfriend. 12. Was told by a cop once to "Calm down" while he had a gun pointed at my head. Mermaid on acid tall texan spar

Real Friends
a real friend is someone who helps each other no matter what but i see the most on here dont give a damn so i will be just like yall ..... my list will be very less after i am done deleting the most who cant help me to rate my pics and stashes cause i always return the favor or do it to help yall so if u wont see me on ur list anymore means ur ass is gone of my list :-)

*sigh* I Need Your Help Again...
I've let myself fall too far behind in this contest.... Please help me win by rating this pic. No comments needed, just a rate. CLICK HERE TO RATE Munkee needs help too. CLICK HERE to help her out. Send me a private message after you're done and I'll be happy to return the luv with some 11s. THANKS!

Dessert - Paradise Grilled
Paradise Grilled Pepper on pineapple? Yes! It adds an exciting burst of flavor to the juicy fruit. The quality/freshness of the pineapple is all-important. For the glaze: 3/4 cup fresh orange juice 1 tablespoon honey 1 tablespoon fresh lime juice 2 teaspoons cornstarch 4 slices fresh pineapple, about 1/2 inch thick each 1 teaspoon cracked dried green peppercorns or cracked black peppercorns ( use a pepper grinder and grind my fresh peppercorns) 4 scoops vanilla ice cream To make the glaze: In a small saucepan combine the glaze ingredients and whisk until smooth. Bring to a boil over medium-high heat and cook until thickened, 1 to 2 minutes. Keep the glaze warm or reheat when ready to serve. Season both sides of the pineapple slices with the peppercorns. Grill over Indirect Medium heat until well marked, 6 to 8 minutes, turning once halfway through grilling time. Serve each pineapple slice with a scoop of ice cream and some of th

Poem Of Love
"Hug Certificate for You! This poem is very sweet. It will be interesting to see who sends it back. Forward this on and back. Thanks! If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you And share with you its beauty On the days you're feeling blue. If I could build a mountain You could call your very own; A place to find serenity, A place to be alone If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the sea, But all these things I'm finding Are impossible for me. I cannot build a mountain Or catch a rainbow fair, But let me be what I know best, A friend who's always there.

By Nightcrawler-x
I close my eyes so it will seem like a dream. So it will seem so unbelievable that there's no way it can be real. Fascenated by the scent in the air, the warmth upon my flesh. My ears ring a silent tone. A whisper of the air, repeatedly. Over and over again, seemingly never ending. Pure blissfulness entraps me. Nothing else exists in my world but the poetic moment that has me prisoner in its silky grasp. The sticky sounds of something so pure, so perfect, so unable to duplicate. Complex, yet so simple. My eyes close tighter in its grasp, and my heart races. I am a victom of this magnificence. Never wanting to leave its strong embrace. Slowly my sences become stronger, yet, I grow weaker. I crave for this to end, but still, never wanting it to stop. Quick spurts of sound escape my lungs uncontrolably. Shivering slightly from it's tourturous touch. I am in its control. Locked away from the world by this force so intence and inviting. But I long not to leave. I wish this feeling never go

~anger And Sadness~
Please know this is nothing more than One Man's Opinion on Forgiveness.....I don't have answers only observations from my experiences.....Peace. ~Anger may well be the most misunderstood emotion. For all the trouble anger can cause, you'd think we'd work harder to understand it, but we don't Our understanding of anger is complicated by how we define it. Our childhood experiences of anger in our own families color how we understand it later in life. Anger is a primary emotion that can include everything from cold silence to mild impatience to an out-of-control rage. Something interesting about anger is that when we feel it, either in healthy ways or unhealthy ways, we often feel Stronger. One of the roles of healthy anger is to Protect us in certain situations. It can help stop a process in which someone has victimized us. Anger protests, "You can't continue to do this to me!" The absence of anger where we are victims of someone else's behavior leaves us feeling weak, exposed and

The Feeling That You Get
It's that feeling that you get at the bottom of your stomach. There's something that rips and tears at every fiber of your existence. All at once you're terrified, exhillerated, afraid of what might happen, and curious about "What if?" What if something happened? What if nothing happened? What if it went away? What if it was permanent? What if things went the way you had planned? What if nothing goes as planned? What if this isn't anything like I had imagined? WHAT IF? There's also the question of "Why?" Why did I choose this? Why did I do this? Why am I trying to make this something so exciting when it scares the hell out of me? Why did I take this turn? Why do I want to do this? Why is everything so twisted and confusing when all I want to do is this one simple thing? Why would this happen to me? Why did this happen to me? WHY? One more question you might want to ask is "When?" When did I get in to this? When did my fate get decided? When does everything come into focus a

The Seven Deadly Sins In A Relationship
The Seven Deadly Sins in a Relationship 1. Jealousy In my opinion jealousy is one of the most negative and destructive emotions there is. Never will positive come out of jealousy. It results from fear of loss and tenure and is strictly ego-based. It’s one of the greatest threats to a relationship. A jealous partner can truly diminish your quality of life, and I’ve seen couples splitting up because of this, despite the fact that they love each other. Overcoming jealousy is not so easy, but it must start at its roots. The only way is to work on your self-love, and to increase trust in your relationship. That is something you have to accomplish together. 2. Clinging Clinging is clearly another manifestation of the fear of loss. It is the weaker “brother” of jealousy and manifests itself through different ways, seemingly through repeated reassurances of love. You are convinced that you don’t deserve your partner, and cling to them verbally or literally. This is very oft

Annoying!!!!!
Well I just have to bitch for a few mins. I am so tired of people acting like they are your best friends then turning around and stabbing you in the back. When are people going to grow up?? I mean seriously... this is the internet.. and we are NOT in high school anymore. This drama bullshit is for the birds... really. I am getting way too old and dont have the energy for this shit anymore. If you have a problem with anything I have said... then kiss my ass. If you want to confront me... then feel free. I have no problem stating how I feel. For future reference... DONT SAY YOUR MY FRIEND.. IF YOUR NOT. I have plenty of friends.. and your lack of friendship will NOT be the end of me. Otay I'll stop bitching now... Muahz!

Not Fair...
First off let me just say that I know that life isn't fair and that it isn't supposed to be however there is no way in this world that one person is supposed to endure so much pain. I am loosing/have lost another person that I have held near and dear to me to Heaven. Now whether or not this place actually exists is a topic for another day but for my purposes at this very moment it does. It doesn't necessarily have to have the name Heaven, no I think I am going to call it Utopia for now as it is the perfect place to be. Too many of my loved ones are there, granted they are now at peace and are away from this world, away from the pain, and the hardships we all must continue to face daily. Cancer needs to be stopped....NOW! No one should have to fight that hard to live only to loose in the end!!! And the most wonderful thing about cancer....it doesn't just hurt and affect one person....it affects each and every person in the patients life! Each person endures the pain and strife w

Tell Me Why...
Can you tell me why things are this way? Tell me why so many things are left to say... Can you tell me what to do? Tell my why i'm in love with you... Can you tell me how you feel? Tell me why this can't be real... Can you tell me why we can't be? Tell me why i'm so blinded to see... Can you tell me why she tells me you dont like me? Tell me why you show signs you do... Tell me why I love you... P.S Please Father way up there, look down here and see.. How much she really means to me...

P.u.s.h.
P . U . S . H P-----pray U----until S----something H----happens I need this back... If you'll do this for me... I'll do it for you... When there is nothing left but God, that is when you find out that God is all you need. Take 60 seconds and give this a shot! All you do is simply say the following small prayer for the person who sent you this. Father, God bless all my friends and loved ones in whatever it is that You know they may be needing this day! And may their life be full of your peace, prosperity and power as he/ she seeks to have a closer relationship with you. In Jesus name Amen. Then send it on to five other people . Within hours you caused a multitude of people to pray for other people. Then sit back and watch the power of God work in your life. P. S. Five is good, but more is better. When Jesus died on the cross, he was thinking of you! If you are one of the 7% who will stand up for him, forward this with the title 7%. 93%

...again....
Yes, it's me again. Asking for another flavor. My friend Chefwabba that had pneumonia last week, seems to be having a run of terrible luck. His mom had a stroke Friday,and is in the hospital on full life support. Rob really needs the support of his friends now. If ya get a chance, stop by his page and show some love or something. Thanks ya'll! Mary chefwabba@ fubar

The New Ten Commandments
THE NEW TEN COMMANDMENTS 1. Never accept any thing on faith. Faith is just an excuse for laziness. Get out and do some research on the origins of your god. Question things that don't make sense or defy logic. Don't accept ignorance. 2. Find out where the money you donate really goes. Most churches are big business organizations which prey on the fears of the sick and elderly, or try to influence minors before they can think for themselves. They are not required to give an accurate accounting of funds taken in. 3. Realize that every tax concession given to a religious organization must be made up in some other way. You, the tax payer, are supporting religions you may not even believe in, or approve of. Demand a full accounting of all funding churches receive. Find out how much actually goes to charitable causes, how much goes to outreach propaganda, how much goes into business investments, and how much is sent to headquarters. Would this money be better distributed by your lo

Here And Now
All that we have is fleeting, everything will (in time) be destroyed. Once we are dead thats it , no more, you will then become compost. We worry so much about the future, we worry so much about whay we can obtain. I say ....why? Just let it all go! All we have is here and now, tomorrow we could be dead, or worse. Through every loss is have had to endure, it brought strange new truths with it. I found strength, control, respect, and power, through loss and gain. Constently changing, adapting, learning, I have found that the most important moment in anyones life, is here and now.

Crimson Clovers
Crimson Clovers The crimson clover does not allow me to haggle; Its four leaves spread into seven hidden vices. A softly played tune goes into my head like rain, The faint twistings interweaving within my soul. The whitest rose expects dutiful servitude, Asking not for body or mind but for spirit. The deep song is pleasant but plain as can be known, Heard since the dawn of mankind without attitude. I have been called by the clover into icy embrace, Fooled by the perfect division and the sweetest essence. My heart turns its back to the cause in silent denial, I am selfish in desire of its beautiful grace. An understood rhythm with remembrance of time, The calm petals of the rose plying me with guilt. I simply hang my head in shame as I touch them, For I forsake the one who would give me my rhyme. In the midst of the confusing patch I fondly dive, I can sense and breathe the heartbeat of my small angel. The sad face of the violet in its comeliness, Its for

Grilled Shrimp Salad With Papaya, Green Onions And Peanuts
16 whole large shrimp deveined and shelled Olive oil Salt and freshly ground pepper Preheat grill. Brush the shrimp with olive oil and season with salt and pepper, to taste. Grill the shrimp until just cooked, about 2 to 3 minutes. Remove and let sit. Papaya-Green Onion Salad: 1 pound arugula 2 ripe papayas, peeled, pitted and thinly sliced 4 green onions, finely sliced Grilled shrimp (above) 2 tablespoons fresh lemon juice 2 tablespoons fresh lime juice 1 tablespoon soy sauce 1 small jalapeno pepper, finely diced 1/4 cup olive oil 1/2 cup peanuts, coarsely chopped 2 tablespoons finely chopped cilantro Arrange the arugula on a large platter. Top with the papaya and green onion. Whisk together the lemon and lime juice, soy sauce, jalapeno and olive oil until combined. Mound all of the shrimp in the center of the platter. Drizzle with the vinaigrette and sprinkle with peanuts and cilantro

Its Been A Year
It's been a year now Since he has been gone Since my Daddy left the pain and sorrow And I am still hurting All the pain they said would go away seems to get worse How do I cope How can I be the same without his words Good days and bad I still think of him every second I've learned to hide Hide all the pain the wanting to cry Nobody really knows What I am thinking how my mind goes Lost little girl Princess without a King to help her laugh To make her smile to hug when she cries They all lied It doesn't get better you just hide it inside Pain won't stop Missing him while I watch the clock Friends try to help Nobody can I have to work through this myself Daddy doesn't hurt anymore Prayer answered in a way I didn't want Was it my fault Was I the reason really for him to die as some have said I lost so much Can't seem to be who I was I try to deal with all this stuff All the hurt I feel Only time wi

Wtf?????????
They thought they had what it takes,They thought they could be King Of The Hill,They were wrong,In a World where lounges pop up everyday Only One Stands Above the rest CLUB FANTASIA CLICK THE LINK JOIN THE PARTY...MEET COOL NEW FRIENDS....PLEASE WHILE YOUR HERE MAKE SURE TO SUBSCRIBE!!!

True Path Walkers
To bring back the natural harmony that humans once enjoyed. To save the planet from present practices of destruction. To find and re-employ real truth. To promote true balance between both genders. To share and be less materialistic. To become rid of prejudice. To learn to be related. To be kind to animals and take no more than we need. To play with one's children and love each equally and fairly. To be brave and courageous, enough so, to take a stand and make a commitment. To understand what Generations Unborn really means. To accept the Great Mystery in order to end foolish argument over religion.

Would You Miss Me
When the darkness falls , will you be my light When I fall apon my knee's , will you be my strength to go on When I cry for all the worlds pain, will you be my hope When I pray for forgivness, will you guide me to the place of reason If I stumble on the path of life, will you be there to help me up If I make many mistakes, will you stay with me long enough to right my wrongs When the burdens of life colaspe around me, will you be there to hold me When i look into your eyes, will you see the pain I feel in my heart When I hold your hand, will you know how much I truly love you When I tell you "I love you , will you tell me how much you need me If I told you I was dying, would you walk me to the gates of afterlife. If I was gone, would you miss me.

Fedral Government Economic Stimulis Rebate
The federal government is sending each and everyone of us a $600 rebate. If we spend that money at Wal-Mart, the money will go to China. If we spend it on gasoline it will go to the Arabs. If we purchase a computer it will go to India. If we purchase fruit and vegetables it will go to Mexico, Honduras, and Guatemala. If we purchase a good car it will go to Japan. If we purchase useless crap it will go to Taiwan... and none of it will help the American economy. The only way to keep that money here at home is to buy prostitutes and beer, since these are the only products still produced in the US. Thank you for your help & please support the US.

To Whom It May Concern
To whom it may concern: I hope You're listening To whomever, You wish you be called I hope you hear my prayer tonight The one I'm sending to you On a peaceful, healing Stroke, Of a dove's wing I come before You Humble and meek Seeking words, ones that You may help me Learn how to speak I know You know, and understand The strange ways, and wonders of this world But sometimes, we seem to forget That it may not necessarily be a dead end But a way to start anew Fresh and revived Learning how to truly live, and how to survive Some have said There are fallen angels, all amoung us Well I truly believe that They are the people I have met, the ones I call my friends The ones I'm proud to call family And the ones who spread Your love But even fallen angels Know what its like to be human To stumble and crawl To have a tendency to lose their way Well, if You're listening If You choose to hear To whom it may concern: I want to make sure You hear me

A Letter To My Father
Ok, I admit it. Maybe I am not the perfect daughter. I have fucked up. I have made mistakes. But isn't that what life is all about?! You make mistakes and you learn from them. Maybe I am a little more hard headed then some. Maybe it takes me more than once to learn my lesson. Honestly, Why does it even matter to you? I mean it's not like you have really been there over the last few years. Except when I fuck up. You always seem to be there to tell me exactly how I fucked up and what you think about it. Do you know how inadequete that makes me feel? Do you know how much that crushed me the first time you did that? No probaly not. Does it even matter to you? Sometimes I wonder......I wish I could tell you how much you've hurt me throughout the years, but the sad thing is that you will never know. You weren't there to see the tears I cried or the tears welling up in my eyes as I write this now. You were never there to tell me you were proud of me for something good that I have done. Only t

A Letter To Rudolf
A Letter to Rudolph Dear Husband, It is time that I must have my say, I've taken your shit day after day. I've kept the home peaceful year after year Now there is going to be changes, so listen my dear. So you're famous, everyone knows your name, And you're a specialist by gum, in the transport game, You think you're so grand with your important job. But I'm telling you my dear you're a worn out old yob 363 days a year, You sit on your arse drinking scotch, rum and beer, You claim it is to keep up the shine on your nose So Santa can see where he bloodywell goes. One night a year is all that you work, You and your eight reisty mates - they're all jerks. Dasher and Dancer - Speed freaks I say, The sleigh wouldn't go that quick any other way. Prancer and Vixen - Just cheap little tarts, But they look like angels once Comet starts. Cupids on some freaked out damned power trip, And Donner...well, she should just get a damned grip And Blitzen, I almost don'

Life Together
Once upon a starlit night I was granted such a sight, Such a lady fine and fair, pure deep eyes and shining hair. Warm strong hands that held mine tight, Ruby lips that kissed mine right. Gentle curves of purest form in my arms so firm and warm. Met with me as nighttime fell never one to kiss and tell Thru the evening words we said learning things of joy and dread. Life we’d lived and slow to tell some of heaven, some of hell. On the past we‘ll linger not for one bright future we have got. Together nights and days can be filled with joy and ecstasy. May this lady come to know just how bright she makes life glow. In her life I’d like to stay and show her the spoiled way. Should I tell or should I ask may I take up this one task. Take this lady hold her tight love her always day and night.

Easter
Hope everyone has a good Easter. I will be away until late Wednesday. Not sure that I will be on at all during the time I am away. Going to check on the folks. My dad has been diagnosed with cancer and I need to be home. I will be back sooner than later, I hope.

If You Ever Read Anything Of Mine. This Is One Thing I Want You To Read.
I made this music player at MyFlashFetish.com. TO RECEIVE PRAYERS AND THOUGHTS LIKE THIS IS AMAZING.. Well here I am again.. I told you I was dedicated and now I wanna take the time to Thank everyone that has been sending in there pictures and prayers for Cameron. And there are so many more. I will be posting some each time I make a new Bull

Happy Easter!
Just wanted to write and wish everyone a HAPPY EASTER! I am spending the day with my family and friends. This morning we got to church at 6:30 am for the sunrise service and then stayed for the morning service after that. It was interesting to say the least! Thats pretty much it. Now were up at Jeff and Julie's for easter dinner and whatnot. Hope everyones doin good and I'll write again soon! Luvs Yas! ¢¾Rosie¢¾

Song By Melinda Thibeault
FALLING AWAY (single) Here i stand all by myself. No one to hold nobody else. This feeling is cold I'm all by myself. Loosing my hope all by myself. Someone please save me I'm falling so fast. No body knows why it never lasts. (chorus) Someone please save me I'm falling away All that i know is more than i gain. If your out there save me quick. I'M falling faster I'm loosing my grip. I know how it feels slipping away. All I need is for you to stay. (single) Now I'm falling so in love. You saved me quickly. I'm in your arms. Hold on to me don't let me go. I love you baby just want you to know. (ending chorus) Oooooh ooooh oooooh. Oooooh Ooooooh OOOOOOOh. Oooooh Oooooh oooooh......)

Story Of Us.
In the movie of our life, starring you and me. Hollywood is in for a treat, wait until they see. The stage is all ours, so let's put on a good show. We act these roles so well, but they will never know. Shakespeare seems out of date, Romeo and Juliet got old. Baby they have nothing on us, so let our story be told. We write romance scenes, like forever had no end. It all comes so natural, with an amazing boyfriend. We've only gotten started, the end is far from now. Nothing can break us up, not even a broken vow. People watch the notebook, is that all Hollywood's got? Boy, you and me alone, make those scenes look hot. They'll write a story one day, and a movie to go with it. Just get us to act it out, It would be the greatest hit. We may never be Hollywood's hottest, Brad and Angelina will be in the past. It will last as long as their careers, but baby you and I will forever last.

Calling All Friends
Hey everyone. I really need help from all my friends, if you can spare me a little time. One of my best fubar friends (Shauny Owner of the Mile High Club) is in a contest. She needs people to leave comments on her contest pic. I have been dedicating time and comment bombing her every day lately and would like help. It doesn't matter if you can help me bomb her or if you just drop in and leave a few comments. All help is appreciated. Please take a few minutes and help. Just click on the pic below to be brought to her contest pic. Please stop by and lend a hand, it means alot to me.

Yes I Am Bored
OK its just been one of those days where nothing at all is going on and its just boring as hell. Of course with gas prices these days there is no sense is just joyriding. I mean damn where did those days go to. I can't really stand sitting at home with nothing at all to do. There never seems to be anyone online when I am on here. So of course that leaves me without anyone to talk to. Its so boring that I am actually getting tired. I just wish there was something to do...I know already some of the smartass comments like well why dont you have sex then you wouldnt be bored. Well on that thats an idea but when you have 2 teens...then of course nieces and nephews running around thats not an option. I just need a serious vacation. hahhaha Oh well thats not gonna happen anytime soon. So I will just continue to be bored for the day....I hope tomorrow will be much better.......

Such A Great Friend
you have been there for me through it all. you dont judge me no matter what you think of the choices I make. Instead you just let me know if you think Im making the wrong choice in a polite way and then leave it be. You understnad Im a big girl whos gonna make my own choices. You seem to understand me no matter what. When most others dont you do without me having to explain. Many others have just suddenly walked out of my life with no reason whats so ever. But you are still there right beside me. Making sure everything is okay and Im alright. You are an amazing friend and I really dont know what I would do if I lost our friendship. Yours is one I believe to be true.

About Ready To Give Up
Im sick of all the bullshit drama. Everytime i find something that makes me happy i get the shit end of the stick so im done. I hope that everyone is happy. Thanks everyone. When someone uses the word love it should mean just that love unconditional as in understanding faith trust all that. Many people in my life have claimed to love me but they dont know the meaning of it. So next time someone says they love me they better mean it. I am tired of the game players , i aint no piece of ass sorry i dont swing that way. You got to earn your way into my bedroom. Patience is a key rule.

Love
sitting here waiting the clock going tick tick tick why should we waste anymore time i love you.. you say you love me i say "baby come to me " but she holds you back from something we both have dreamed i cant hold back.. my feelings are just to strong but i sit here in shadow waiting until i can say that you are mine come take my hand .. and dont look back let the people that hurt us stay behind as we move on to a life of love , caring and yes happiness the clock is ticking tick tick tick

?????
I lift my face to You in sweet surrender You warm inside and out. I stand there just feeling Your kiss on my skin, longing to be closer, knowing that soon You will set again soon and I will miss Your warmth. You’ve set, yet here You are again. Your with my always. The same yet different. You warm me, guide me, and comfort me. In one form or another You are always there. Thank You.

Rules Of Perception: Reality Vs Illusions
Rules of perception: We can only perceive the external world with our senses. And Our senses are unable to fully capture the amount of information surrounding us. Therefore: Our perception of what is real is limited by our senses. Therefore: What we perceive is not what actually exists. Therefore: The outside world is not what we perceive, all of our perceptions of the external are illusion. The object in your hand is nothing but pure energy represented by matter. Your perception of that matter is then limited to its mass and its ability to reflect specific wave lengths of light. The leaf is just an illusion of what is actually there, and whats actually there is so much more then what you feel and see.

Acution Is Open!!!!!!
Come check out Fubars Most Wanted! Bad Kitty's Western RoundUp Is now OPEN come check out all the auctions and bid on your Favorite Fu's. The auction will run for 2 weeks. Below you will find links to each auction be sure to Rate, Fan, & Friend the Hostess!! YeeeeHaw!!!! ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ Bad Kitty! White Dragon! LuAngel! Ms. Dreams! Tastee! Texy! ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~

Change Personal Info
Your personal information can be changed by going to your Home Page and clicking on the “My” drop down menu and selecting “profile” on the top left hand side of your page. After you enter your new information, scroll down to the bottom of the page where you will be asked to enter a code (Bouncer ID check) and click “submit” in order for your new settings to take place.

Bombing Contest
WANNA HELP A GIRL OUT!!! Hello all my fubar friends...I'm in a family/friends bombing contest...all you need to do is please rate/comment on the pic of me and my sister! THATS IT! So come by and help a girl out! Contest ends on April 7th. See you there! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=991189&albumid=913962&i=2176209984&idx=2

Through The Eyes Of A Three Year Old! *domestic Violence*
Through The Eyes of a Three Year Old There we sat underneath a tree, Mommy, my brother's friend Fred, and me at Chestnut Park. Dad showed up and screamed and dragged mom to the truck by her hair, and told me to get in and just sit there. There she stood with saddened big blue eyes streaks of red through her strawberry blonde hair. Tears streaming as she hears her Mom screaming. Through the eyes of a three year old. There she laid underneath her mothers bed Wild thoughts run through her head- These brutal rages with blood curdling and wrenching screams occurring from down the hall. In a big white house these eyes of a three year old hears it all. In a home where a child is supposed to be safe and secure - There she laid so unsecure and all alone. Tears so big welled up in those three year old eyes - She could not cry allowed - she couldn't be heard - these three year olds eyes and tears could shed no more in this home; a home where a child was supposed to be saf

Be Good To The Woman And She Will Be Good To You!!
=== '¢¾~BRATT~¢¾' spewed forth the following at '2008-04-07 00:07:47'.. > > WE ARE LOOKING FOR GOOD PEOPLE TO BOMB OUR GOOD FRIEND BRATT. SHE IS THERE FOR ANYONE THAT NEEDS HELP AND ANYONE THAT HELPS EVERY DAY FOR THE NEXT WEEK, SHE WILL RTF,IF YOU WANT 11'S BLING,HELP IN A CONTEST.SHE WILL BE THERE FOR YOU.JUST SAY WHAT YOU WANT AND ...... > > C O M E B O M B ~ B R A T T ~ > > HERE IS WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO: > HAVE TO ADD THE HOST AKAMRS.T > ~AKAMRS.T THE FREE STYLE DREAM TEAM BOMBER~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~@ fubar > ---------------------------------------------- > AFTER SHE ACCEPTS YOUR INVITE CLICK ON THE PIC OF BRATT AND HER DAUGHTERS BELOW AND RATE AND BOMB YOUR HEART OUT. AND BRATT WILL GET WITH YOU!! > > > T H A N K S T O A L L O F Y O U !!!!! > > imikimi - Customize Your World ~BRATT~

Updated Levelers List April 7
Shadow Levelers Members List Here are the members closest to leveling... :) Good Luck!!! :) 3,714 to Level 9 truckdriverofhooterville{shadowleveler}@ fubar 7,278 to Level 9 lost in love@ fubar 17,097 to Level 19 ~Tina~No Salute~No Add~@ fubar 22,128 to Level 17 laprincesa{shadow leveler}@ fubar 22,785 to Level 18 Vanessa { Shadow Leveler } { BBW_BOMBER FAMILY }@ fubar 38,385 to Level 17 Havin Fun {r/l bf of Mz Attitude} [Shadow Leveler]~Master of Mz Attitude~@ fubar 41,947 to Level 22 Anodyne - Member of W.I.S.E.U.K - member of Shaddow Levelers@ fubar 49,106 to Level 21 farscapecat~Shadow Leveler~rmember of Dylon's Divas~~and Stiletto Girls!@ fubar 49,608 to Level 20 BILLY THE KID SHADOW LEVELER@ fubar 83,270 to Level 21

Jaded
Why does it seem that love drives everyone to become so jaded? Love is supposed to sweep us off our feet and keep our heads in the clouds. I mean sure we have that of course at first...... but then it seems like there's the deal breakers and the emotional tests. Why? Why do we do that to one another? The butterflies may still be there in our stomachs.... but we have to throw wrenches into the works. Can't that first flutter in the tummy just last? Why do we have to start questioning the minute details of the relationship? Love is just acceptance..... it shouldn't be conditional. Are we scared of that heartbreak? Is that why we over analyze and create deal breakers and the tests? Is that why we throw wrenches into things? What is there to be afraid of? Surely we learn through it no matter the situation....... Let's throw away the cynicism and the lackadasiacal behavior and fling ourselves ready and willing into love! Let's give and give and give ourselves without worrying abo

Zombie Computers Decried As Immanent Security Threat
SAN FRANCISCO -- Gangs of thousands of zombie home computers grinding out spam, committing fraud and overpowering websites are the most vexing net threat today, according to law enforcement and security professionals. Today's botnet herders have hundreds of thousands of computers at their command and use technically sophisticated ways to hide their headquarters, making it easy for them to make millions from spam and credit card theft. They can also be used to direct floods of fake traffic at a targeted website in order to bring down a rival, extract protection money or less frequently, used to make a political point in the case of attacks on Estonia and the Church of Scientology. Security pros and government officials are now describing the latter attacks, known as Distributed Denial of Service attacks, as serious threats to national security -- turning packet floods against public websites into the latest face of "cyberwar" hysteria. Hence, the appearance Tuesday of a panel

Heart Break
What do u do when u find that someone and ur all happy cause u talk all thru the nite on the phone or u tell them u love them and u agree not to hurt each other u have back stabers in ur mist and they warn u cause they care and then all of sudden to catch a pearson in a lie u play this game tell that pearson u love and care about and all of sudden they quit talking to u it destroys u and rips ur heart out and u dont know why they did but they wont answer to tell u either i dont know what i did wrong but baby i love u and u promised to never hurt me or go back around them the lounge is our lounge now and i love it and would have it no other way pls pm me and let me knwo what it is if ur mad if work has u to busy baby my heart is breaking more and more as long as i think about it!

Participate
This is Kenny, Mrkaramel, slimlover604, love2give604,somegoodgoodlovin604 KENLOC out of Dayton, OHIO Come Check Me out At: www.myspace.com/kenlockennyjamesthegemini and www.myspace.com/kenloc604 ---------------------------------------------------------------------- And the wait iz over it's finally here 'The New Rok - Da' - Spot' with songs now at: www.myspace.com/rokdaspot ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- -------- My Queen Purpose has a Poetry Spot called Vibez & Visionz Go check her out At: www.myspace.com/vibezandvisionz ANd www.myspace.com/queenpurposemusic Also www.walk2purpose.com or www.againstdagrainmusic.com ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- My Cuz Tim Woodz has a sopt on here with hot ass beats and recording time (schedrule only) (No walk-ins at this point).........Che

Training
hello... i have had a nice conversation today with my Slavegirl M and discussed with her some things about my new slavegirl... Slavegirl S. it is good to know that everybody is honest and happy about this new situation and likes each other :) till now S is doing well and she knows how to let her owner relax with a good interesting conversation. it was also very interesting to have another serious conversation with her about the whole topic and why she is doing this, why she is able to serve that good and why she loves, needs and desires it. soon you will find here some interesting parts of her training and usage... it is allways a pleasure for my Slavegirls to perform for my amusement and to please their owner with their service and usability! let your minds wander for my Slavegirls S&M... when you have something in mind, how they could perform or what you would like to see... feel free to contact me and to tell me your idea... sometimes dreams come true and you can see the

Very Confused
i know getting advice over the interent can really get some crazy ass advice but just thought i would try it so here it goes lol. a certian some one is starting to show interest in me and iam not sure if they are being serious about what they have been talkin to me about . i have been hurt really bad before and i really dont want to have that happen again . and i know iam not some really good eye candy so to speak lol and he isnt either and they are also older then me . sorry i dont know how to put all what i wanna say into words but maybe you get the picture. i hope lol. also people are already starting to talk and i dont know what to do . about that either

Freaking Nuts
False rep is running wild on the internet. I mean yah you might think it's shallow of me but seriously. I have never goen as far as to lie to someone to get attition. Or sucker them into a well as I call it a fat trap. And ladies don't even throw that well she might have been cool or really nice. Come on would you hook up and chill with a fat pice of lard that wont do a damn thing for himself? No so don't call the kettle black there pot. Anyways I have had the pleasure of meeting a couple of these girls face to face. LOL man opppssss. hehehe. My bad. And it's not that you don't deserve attition, or conversation, or even friendship. I will be willing to be a friend. But seriously as far as a relationship, well come on are you for real. I need to run, snow board, lift weights. Eat a certin way to live my way. Moreover to support the argument lets say you were averadge weight. You started by lieing to me. But out of the three I have meet and thought were kool enougph to mee

Tentalicious
Sooooo, I am the camper in the family but I didn't get to go on the little campout with my son this past weekend so that was not good. However, I did stop by to help set up and after work. I just have to say this one man is just so fucking hot. I cannot help myself. He is a good person through and through and looks very nice too. Far as looks go, he is my type, far as being super nice and good, not so much my type or I should say, not the type I normally go for. I am seriously rethinking this one lately though. I should ditch the bad and go for a good one. Hmmmmm Wonder why women tend to go for bad ones? Well, just had to let it out. I could fantasize about this man all day long. He is awesome and I am pissed I couldn't stay all weekend and talk to him at the campout.

Love Is
What is love, Love can't see you and you can't see it Love is a sneaky thing I guess sort of slick Love can hurt and Love can heal Love can be born and Love can kill Love has won and Love has lost Love can catch and Love can toss Love can stand and Love can fall Love is small and Love is tall Love is right and Love is wrong Love is weak and Love is strong Love is up and Love is down Love can smile and Love can frown Love is good and Love can be bad Love is quite and Love can brag Love is a little and Love is a lot Love continues and Love stops Love can hope and Love can dream Love can talk and Love can sing Love can be a word or Love can be a ring Love can be nothing or Love can be everything So where is this thing we call Love I don't know the only real love we have comes from above...

Dragon Protection
Sometimes it becomes necessary to cleanse and seal where you live. This ritual can help cleanse the place of bad vibrations and other things. But before you cleanse your house because you think your being haunted by Jack the Ripper (by the way, it is very rare that demons and other bad things are going to just show up in your house and start doing bad things, so, don't get to carried away), think if there is anything going on in the house right now that could be causing bad vibrations. Maybe your house is just very stressful. Before you get rid of anything, see if there are any guilty feelings, and get rid of them. Uncover and purge all deeply felt emotions. This alone can get rid of whatever bad feelings you might have (another note, it usually isn't a ghost in your house, just bad feelings. I have a room in my house that I can't go in without feeling angry. It's just that the people who live there fill the room with bad emotions. That is what cleansing rituals are usually for, gettin

Muah!!!
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Dui : Florida Style
From the county where drunk driving is considered a sport, comes this true story. Recently a routine police patrol parked outside a bar in Punta Gorda, Florida after last call noticed a man leaving the bar so apparently intoxicated that he could barely walk. The man stumbled around the parking lot for a few minutes, with the officer quietly observing. After what seemed an eternity in which he tried his keys on five different vehicles, the man managed to find his car and fall into it. He sat there for a few minutes as a number of other patrons left the bar and drove off. Finally he started the car, switched the wipers on and off--it was a fine, dry summer night--,flicked the blinkers on and off a couple of times, honked the horn and then switched on the lights. He moved the vehicle forward a few inches, reversed a little and then remained still for a few more minutes as some more of the other patrons' vehicles left. At last, when his was the only car left in the parking lot, he p

Betrayal
What do we do when the ones we trust and care about the most betray us? How do we accept and get over the hurt and the pain they leave us with. Everyone always says wait and it will get better, but it only gets worse as the days go by. The lies and betrayal get worse everyday. Instead of getting better it escalates. How do we stop what we have no control over? They continue to push no matter what. Even if you try to ignore the betrayal and the lies, they still catch up and hurt you. If you try and respond positively they take advantage of you. If you try and respond aggressively they use it against you. You try and try and get nowhere till you feel helpless with overwhelming pain and distrust. You beg them to stop and they betray and hurt you even worse than before.

Join My Auction
Starting may 2, i will run an auction on my page.any one can join , no rule nsfw is stroongly recommended. 1,000 to enter. bids will start at 10,000. send me link to pic and 1,000 aloong with anything u wanna offer. again bids will open on may 2nd and run till may 9th.

Sacto Peeps: We're Playing A Free Show Tonight!
Low Flyer is rocking faces at The Vent tonight! Corner of Fair Oaks & Madison in Fair Oaks! Show starts at 9pm and we're opening, so get there early and freakin' hang out!!! :D

~ Bizzare Love Triangle ~
~ Bizzare Love Triangle ~ Every time i think of you I feel shot right through with a bolt of blue It's no problem of mine but it's a problem I find Living a life that I can't leave behind There's no sense in telling me The wisdom of a fool won't set you free But that's the way that it goes And it's what nobody knows While every day my confusion grows Every time I see you falling I get down on my knees and pray I'm waiting for that final moment You'll say the words that I can't say I feel fine and I feel good I'm feeling like I never should Whenever I get this way, I just don't know what to say Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday I'm not sure what this could mean I don't think you're what you seem I do admit to myself That if I hurt someone else Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be Every time I see you falling I get down on my knees and pray I'm waiting for that final moment You'll say the words that I can't say Peace.

Cancer And Aquarius
This is a not-so-hot combinaion. Cancer is too emotional to tolerate the dispassionate friendliness that Aquarious offers to his friends and lovers. If Aquarious is going through one of his turned-off phases, Cancer will take it personally and feel abandoned. Once in a blue moon these two might get it on but that isn't usual, nor is it satisfying or long lasting

My Dad...fighting The Fight Of His Life.....
You have always meant the world to me My dad, my joy, my big part of being me A big strong man that nothing in life could scare Your strength and invincibility always there Through the good and the bad that life has thrown Ive never felt that i was ever on my own You and mum were always there, you could fix it all And now you are not at your best, i wish i could repay it all With the click of my fingers to make you well This tower of strength that has never tripped or fell So high up on this pedestal ive put you on You cant come down, up there is where you belong So as we wait the news, praying for the good Not wanting to think of whats not understood Im thinking of you and sending love from me Im your little girl, and always will be.

Fire In My Mind
Fire in my mind there is a fire in my head searing my mind consuming me reducing me devouring my soul noxious fumes chocking malevolent malignant sinister a spirit of despair afflicting my mind anguish my companion disaster my bedfellow

Follow The Link!
Dear Poet, Do you have a passion fro writing poetry? Do you feel that your poem is worth the ten thousand dollar prize? Then I urge you to follow this link and start your way to winning ten thousand dollars. Sincerely, Charlotte McFarland Poetry Ambassador

Beneath The Canopy Of Moon And Stars
Beneath the canopy of moon and stars Two tiny people sit, for now together. Love binds them, they would like to hope, forever; But there is much that such a union bars. Heaven is so vast; the Earth so small, Yet large enough to stretch a great love thin. For love to flourish, it must turn within: To the single soul that unifies us all. Within this soul the walls of fear dissolve: Distance, difference, history are no more. The holy silence stills the sounds of war. We love as round us miracles revolve. We know we cannot live within this shell Of heaven both above us and below. Day by every day the world we know Will guarantee we recognize it well. Yet there are truths far greater than the sun, Beyond the blanket blue of every day. In love's dark longings, we will find a way To make our human separateness one.

Happy Mother's Day
To all my mommy friends....Enjoy your day and cherish your children. And to all the men who have to play both roles as mom and dad....Happy Mother's Day to you as well!!! Much Love Babz imikimi - Customize Your World imikimi - Customize Your World

When I Gave You My Heart
when i gave my heart to you i never knew you would ebd up taking it with you when you left me. where my heart once was there is only a empty hole. there been days that i could do nothing but cry and wonder what it was i did wrong. there has been days that i blamed myself for not being all you needed me to be. it feels i have wasted my life trying to find something that could never be. i feel my soul still crying out for you even when im not crying on the outside. my soul still cries out for you on lonely nights like tonight. i wonder is i will ever be as happy as you are now.

Need Extra Summer Income?
I have a great proposal for editors, Junior and Senior college students in the English, Education and Journalism field and any college professors looking to make some EXTRA money.I recently completed an urban novel entitled,Her Best Friend's Lover with a word count of 55,147. I am currently seeking an individual who can professional edit my book on a $200.00 fee. If you are interested please email me at your earliest convience. There will be a sample edit needed before the full novel and payment is submitted.

Don't Cry For Me
Ok well of course as of my last message...I had some very serious issues(family related) going on so had to make some very serious changes.Not that I wanted to but hey sometimes you do what you have to. But hey they were for the best. I am not as stressed out and have access to more than I did where I was living. Oh well hey as I always say Life Happens and it also goes on. Well more changes to arise but all for the best. So its all going up from here. Well I will soon be back online all the time and then you will of course see me all the time again....Well loves to you all and for one especially you know who you are.....I miss you Becca(aka R4v3Ns)

My Lounge Concept
in real life, i once considering acquiring a bar/club. My last name happens to be Halley. so a name like KoMeT HaLLeY's -- ---===>>>))) Cling to the comet, the wildest ride in the Universe. It never got past concept, but in the virtual world, I think i have some thoughts on theme, design, and can guarantee continuous conversation and poor attempts at being funny. I am a free-spirit. It is a lifestyle where i have learned not to deny myself of what i want, use frequency and perfect technique with a $3 bungee cord(s) and during idle times i stimulate muscle groups in random sequence. I learned to become absorbed in music and focus on the specific muscle until it feels worked. sets? reps? no idea. gym? i could do full routine in a bathroom. a little here, a little there. it transformed me physically back to the shape i was in around 20 or so. Now, my face shows my age, but little else about me is physically revealing that i am a father of 3 and 40 years old. I am happy a

Youtube Coding Alterations
Heres a normal Video off of youtube here is the code untampered with value="http://www.youtube.com/v/wZDK3c1CL7w&hl=en">src="http://www.youtube.com/v/wZDK3c1CL7w&hl=en" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"wmode="transparent" width="425" height="355"> This code makes the video autoplay all you have to do is put &autoplay=1 to the 2nd URL within the code such as this value="http://www.youtube.com/v/wZDK3c1CL7w&hl=en">src="http://www.youtube.com/v/wZDK3c1CL7w&hl=en&autoplay=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"wmode="transparent" width="425" height="355"> >>

Let Me Know
. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Dick/Boob Size: 4. Favorite position (s) ? 5. Do you think i'm hot? 6. Would you have sex with me? 7. lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give Oral pleasures? 15. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex? 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? 19. Would u have a 3-some with me? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Would you send me nude pics if I gave you my email? 26. Who would be in control? 27. Would you pull my hair? 28. Would you let me pull yours? 29. Would you

Sex Test
Sex Test post this and see how many people message you back with the answers this will be fun repost it [X] your answer [[ Put a X in the box ]] How old do I look? [ ] 11 [ ] 12 [ ] 13 [ ] 14 [ ] 15 [ ] 16 [ ] 17 [ ] 18 [ ] 19 [ ] 20 [ ] 21 [ ] 22 [ ] 23 [ ] 100 How good do i look from 1-10 (1-ugly / 10-HoTT) [ ] 1 [ ] 2 [ ] 3 [ ] 4 [ ] 5 [ ] 6 [ ] 7 [ ] 8 [ ] 9 [ ] 10 [ ] 100 sexii as hell Would you? [ ] Do me [ ] Date me Would you rather be on top or bottom? [ ] Top [ ] Bottom Do I have pretty eyes? [ ] Yes [ ] No Do you like my body? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you be sad if I moved? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you come visit me? [ ] Yes [ ] No Am I.. [ ] Hott [ ] Beautiful [ ] Sexy [ ] Cute Would you? [[ With me ]] [ ] Makeout [ ] Cuddle [ ] Fuck [ ] Go out Do you want to go out with me? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you give me your number? [ ] Yes [ ] No Are you going to repost this so I can answer

W.t.f
YOU PASS ME ON THE STREET AND SNEER IN MY DIRECTION. YOU CALL ME "CRACKER", "HONKEY", "WHITEY" AND EVEN "THE MAN" AND YOU THINK IT'S OK. BUT WHEN I CALL YOU, "NIGGER", "KIKE", "TOWELHEAD", "SAND-NIGGER", "CAMEL JOCKEY", "BEANER" OR "CHINK" YOU CALL ME A RACIST. YOU SAY THAT WHITES COMMIT A LOT OF VIOLENCE AGAINST YOU, SO WHY ARE THE GHETTOS THE MOST DANGEROUS PLACES TO LIVE? YOU HAVE THE UNITED NEGRO COLLEGE FUND. YOU HAVE MARTIN LUTHER KING DAY. YOU HAVE BLACK HISTORY MONTH. YOU HAVE CAESAR CHAVEZ DAY. YOU HAVE YOM HASHOAH YOU HAVE MA'ULED AL-NABI YOU HAVE THE NAACP. YOU HAVE BET. IF WE HAD WET(WHITE ENTERTAINMENT TELEVISION) WE'D BE RACISTS. IF WE HAD A WHITE PRIDE DAY YOU WOULD CALL US RACISTS. IF WE HAD WHITE HISTORY MONTH, WE'D BE RACISTS. IF WE HAD AN ORGINIZATION TO "ADVANCE" OUR LIVES WE'D BE RACISTS. IF WE HAD A COLLEGE FUND THAT ONLY GAVE WHITE STUDENTS SCHOLARSHIPS, YOU KNOW WE'D BE RACISTS. IN THE MILLION MAN MARCH, YOU BELIEVED YOU WERE MARCHING FOR YOUR RACE AND RIGHTS. I

My Fu-will
In case something happens to me. i would like my family to know i love them all. and the fu-cops to investigate HYDE. each family member would recieve 25-50k fubux. They will each divide the pics they like and take. The music will go to jonny. the videos will go to veng. the jokes will go to passion. the dunnos will go to isis. everything else the family can have. whatever they dont want will be donated to my fav fu-charity. In time of my fu-death will miss you all

Rollin'
The only thing keeping me here is treatment for a bad infection I got (foliculitus). I had the Dr Appointment today. follow up in july. but if the treatments work, I'm leaving in 2 or 3 weeks. NY > PA > OH > KY > MS > KS > OK > TX > NM > AZ > CA with a fuckin' cat, and shitty air conditioning, and a back window that wont zip, 01 jeep wrangler. this is gonna be a fucked up trip. who wants some dick along the way?

Tagged!
I was tagged by Stacey a.k.a Suckface Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.) I am bisexual.... ;) 2.) I used 2 write poetry.. not into it too much now. 3.) I bite my nails... 4.) I've never been to an Amusement Park. 5.) Only been to 1 concert. 6.) I have a fear of heights. 7.) I almost died having my son... 8.) I have a passion of all types of music. 9.) I have never been sledding.... b/c I hate the winter! 10.) I don't have any tattoos.

The Adhd Scam And The Mass Drugging Of Our Kids
(NaturalNews) Today I am bringing you news from the world of ADHD, because scientists claim they have found a difference in the brains of children with ADHD versus "normal" children. The brains of these children who have been diagnosed with ADHD were scanned with an MRI machine. They compared 40,000 different points in their brains looking for signs of thickness in the brain tissue. They discovered that the brains of children diagnosed with ADHD were a little behind schedule in growing. Yes, you heard that right. They said they are about three years behind the brains of other children. Everything else was normal. They said if they wait three years those children will catch up and turn out just fine. Now who is "they?" Dr. Phillip Shaw from the National Institute of Health, which is probably the National Institute of Mental Health -- they are the ones who did this research and this research has been making the rounds in mainstream media. You hear stories about it all over the radi

I Hate You So Much Right Now
men are the same exactly play all the same games all they are is heart ache and pain that is exactly why i fucken hate you right now and you deserve all the pain you have felt and will feel cause trust we as women will get you back if it is not me it will be someone and i will be there to say how does it feel or maybe i will just look past you as though your not standing there cryin for me to hold you making yourself sick over some one who is not worthy when you thought that they were but they are just another woman or man like the rest a player a heartbreaker undercover as some one genuine and deserving of love well i say fuck you

Moments To Treasure
My lil girl just turned 11 this week and had a great birthday party.As i took a ton of pics memories flooded my mind all the story times, the hugs, the i love yous, the tucking in at night.All such precious moments to treasure.How quickly they grow up one min they are so tiny in the arms the next they seem so grown up. I so count my blessingsfor such gifts and i thank god for the awsome moments that i so treasure for to me i feel being a mom is truly an honor...

03jun08
I just got home yesterday and saw my newborn son, Gabriel for the first time. No matter how much I have accomplished, I think I will always feel very small in comparison to the sight of the miracle of a brand new life.

Auctioning Off A 1 Week Blast Or 1 Month V.i.p
Ill be giving a 1 week blast or a 1 month V.I.P. to the highest bidder of fu bucks. The minimum begining bid will have to be at least 250k in fubucks....no lower. And Whomever has the highest bid by Sunday June 8th 2008 at 12pm(noon) will get this offer....to place your bid...leave a comment right here in this blog that way you can see all bids, if you choose you wanna bid on this. Good luck and have fun.. while your here.... im trying to level, you may as well rate fan or add me please lol

The Song That Never Ends
THIS IS THE SONG THAT NEVER ENDS, YES IT GOES ON AND ON MY FRIENDS!! SOME PEOPLE STARTED SINGING NOT KNOWING WHAT IT WAS, THIS IS THE SONG THAT NEVER ENDS.....¡ESTO ES LA CANCION QUE nunca FINES, SI PASAN Y EN MIS AMIGOS!! ALGUNAS PERSONAS EMPEZARON A CANTAR no SABIENDO LO QUE FUE, ESTO ES LA CANCION QUE nunca FINES....CECI EST LA CHANSON QUI ne TERMINE jamais, OUI IL CONTINUE ET SUR MES AMIS ! ! QUELQUES GENS ONT COMMENCE CHANTER ne SACHANT pas CE QUE C'ETAIT, CECI EST LA CHANSON QUI ne TERMINE jamais..DIES IST DAS LIED, DAS NIE BEENDET, JA GEHT ES UND AUF MEINEN FREUNDEN WEITER!! EINIGE LEUTE HABEN SINGEN NICHT ANGEFANGEN, ZU WISSEN, WAS ES WAR, DIES IST DAS LIED, DAS NIE BEENDET......QUESTO È LA CANZONE CHE non FINISCE mai, SÌ CONTINUA E SUI MIEI AMICI!! ALCUNE PERSONE HANNO COMINCIATO A CANTARE non SAPENDO CHE ERA, QUESTO È LA CANZONE CHE non FINISCE mai.....DIT IS HET LIED DAT NOOIT BEËINDIGT, JA GAAT HET VERDER EN OP MIJN VRIENDEN!! SOMMIGE MENSEN BEGONNEN ZINGEN OM NIET TE WETEN

Why Am I Home Alone On Saturday Night
Why am I home alone on Saturday night? The real question is what and the fuck am I doing awake? Sorry but after 2 weeks in Cancun, with maybe 20 hours sleep i'm tired, but not I can't sleep. There is not much I don't allow done to me. Not much I don't tease and cause. I HAVE SINCE I WAS MUCH YOUNGER TOLD PEOPLE YOU USE A CANE ON ME YOU GO TO JAIL. WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN THE FUCKER USING THE CANE IS A COP IN A FORIEGN COUNTRY. YOU FUCKING SCREAM LIKE HELL AND LISTEN TO HIM AND HIS BUDDIES LAUGH. luv u Tara

The Anquishing Choice
The Anquishing Choice.... After a few of the usual Sunday evening hymns, the chruch's pastor slowly stood up, walked over to the pulpit and, before he gave his sermon for the evening, he briefly introduced a guest minister who was in the service that evening. In the indroduction, the pastor told the congregation that the guest minister was one of his dearest childhood friends, and that he wanted him to have a few moments to greet the church and share whatever he felt would be appropriate for the service. With that, an elderly man stepped up tp the pulpit and began to speak. "A Father, his son, and a friend of his son were sailing off the Pacific Coast," he began, "when a fast appraching storm blocked any attempt to get back to the shore. The waves were so high that even though the father was an exprienced sailor, he could not keep the boat upright, and the three were swept into the ocan as the boat capsized. The old man hesitated for a moment, making eye contact wit

The Democratic Comprehensive Energy Plan To Lower Gasoline Prices
The Democratic Comprehensive Energy Plan To Lower Gasoline Prices This is how we will do it. And this why we will do it. This country has so much under used industrial capacity in our Auto Plants, Airplane Plants, Steel Plants and Electronics Plants to make America Energy Independent in 2 to 5 years. We can build enough windmills and solar power and wave generation energy plants to replace 90% of all of the electricity generated by COAL and NATURAL GAS. For $400 Billion we could build 400,000 windmills and provide electricity for every home in America . The Coal and Natural Gas saved by Green Replaceable Elecrrical Generation can now be used to make fuel for cars, trucks, busses, boats and airplanes, and or plastics, chemicals, fertilizers and pharmacuticals. We need a comprehensive plan that puts America back to work in endeavors that benefit 99% of America. Howard Scott Pearlman

The Words Werent Good Enough
the words i say to you were not good enough for you to stay, i said them day in and day out with meaning . but never true meaning for i had no clue as to what it meant ,until i woke up in a bed so silent and still . i was lost i could not understand what had happened or even why . i had spent my life telling you how much i loved yo and how much you meant ,but my words fell on deaf ears and a cold heart . as i love back and ponder just what had i done wrong i come to realize i had not shown the meaning of the words i had spoken for so long

Here Are The Ladies Up For Auction , Battle Of The Sexs Part 2
OK here is all the gorgeous ladies that are in the battle of the sexs auction 2 . So get in there and bid on ur fav or if you are fu rich bid on them all . Lets all show these beautiful ladies what they are worth . Min bid is 50,000 but these ladies are worth so much more !!!!

Not Exactly A Poem, But I Like It........
I miss u when I am bored ..I miss u when I am alone... I miss u when I am worried... I miss u when I am happy... I miss u when I am confused... I miss u when I am upset ...I miss u when I think about u.. I miss u when I am in tension.. I miss u 365 days.. I miss u 52 weeks ...I miss u 12 months... I miss u 8760 days... I miss u 8760 hours... I miss u 525600 minutes... I miss u 31536000 seconds... I miss u when I breathe..!! So do not ever forget me ...))pass this on__

Wft Was That Tonite
well here in salina we got hit by three different torandos in a row. it was fucken crazy. when the first sirens went off i was at mcdonalds they had to shut it down. and we went to the stalk area. well its wasnt too bad. before we came to mcdonalds before the first sirens went off , we went to walmart and they were already talking about torandos and a wall cloud was commin in. it was crazy. well we were in the stock area everyone got scared little, and then everything was fine. then the second siren went off again, there were a torando down south of salina moving north east. well we were in the stalk room for a while. then we went out back to the lobby then it was ok, and then there were another torando out by water well road. it was far away from us. but yea it was crazy in salina tonite. im finally home around 1am. that was my nite at mcdonalds. jess

Random Memory
So years back, somewhere around the age of 21, I know I was at least 21 because I was wasted. I had been out with some friends by a random college; we had been drinking and having a good time. Well on the walk back to the car, how I managed to stay upright is beyond me, there were some guys hanging out on a porch. Me being me I of course flashed them. Well one of them noticed the tattoo on my right breast and called me over. He had a French accent so of course I went over to investigate him further, and as I had thought he was HOT! He asked me about the tattoo, it's a grateful dead bear and under it, it says "Bonnie". So he asked me the name of my other breast I told him it had no name, so he named it Pomp La Mouse, I guess that means grapefruit in French or at least that's what he told me. So that was pretty much it, my friends wanted to get going so we traded numbers, I never expected to actually hear from this guy. A few days later I get a call from someone wit

Aggrivated
I can't sleep so i figured i would be productive.. started calling hotels in California for our trip in August. Prices are starting to go higher because it is peak season (i work in a hotel i know these things) According to my mother (the know it all that she is) I HAVE to wait until my sister decides what kind of hotel she wants to stay at because me and my sister MUST stay at the same type of hotel. We are going to a TOURIST area. Prices are already HIGH... and can only get higher. My mother is saying we HAVE to stay at the same hotel because she doesn't want my sister to pay to rent a car (but it is ok for me to do it..) She seems to think that even though I am going to pay for my car... my sister should be able to share it with me. Don't get me wrong.. i love my sister... but i really don't feel i should have to share my rental with her. I also don't think that as the baby sister i should have to do EVERYTHING for her... I have looked at rooms.. have prices set

To Daddy & All My Fubar Daddy's Happy Fathers Day. Xoxo
TO DADDY & ALL MY FUBAR DADDY'S HAPPY FATHERS DAY. XOXO TO YOU DADDY AND TO ALL MY FRIEND'S HERE ON FUBAR I WANT TO TAKE THIS TIME TO SAY TO ALL MY SEXY GENTLEMEN FRIEND'S I WISH YOU ALL A VERY VERY HAPPY FATHER'S DAY. ALSO I MADE THESE PICTURES FOR YOU. HOPE YOU ALL LIKE THEM AS MUCH AS I LOVED MAKING THEM FOR ALL YOU SEXY GUYS. MAY YOU ALL HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY. AND JUST RELAX AND DO NOTHING HEE HEE HMMM.HAVE A GREAT DAY. I KNOW SOME OF MY FRIEND'S HERE ON FUBAR ARE NOT FATHER'S YET,BUT SENDING THIS WISH TO YOU,BECAUSE I KNOW YOU MUST HAVE CHILDREN IN YOUR LIFE THAT YOU HAVE LOOKED AFTER AND TAKING CARE OF,AND IF SO THEN YOU ALSO DESERVE A HAPPY FATHERS DAY WISH ALSO. AND DADDY YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY HEART. I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH. LOVE ROSE XOXO FOR MY FATHER WHO IS NO LONGER WITH ME, THIS VIDEO & SONG IS FOR YOU, AND ALL THE FATHERS PAST, PRESENT AND FUTURE.. DADDY YOUR ALWAYS IN MY HEART.MISS YOU..LOVE ROSE XOXO

The Vacation............
Ed and Lori went on vacation to Orlando with their three kids and Ed's parents. At the last minute Ed had to go on a business trip the week leading up to vacation which included the first night of the vacation. His firm booked his return flight direct to Orlando so he could just meet his family on the second day and enjoy the rest of his vacation. The resort they stayed in was a timeshare resort several miles from all the major theme parks that had a nice mix of amenities to attract both families and couple hoping to relax and reconnect. Having not seen his wife for a week, Ed planned for his parents to stay with the kids at night so he and Lori could take in some of the night life in the area, including the hot tubs at the resort. On his first night there, Ed got the kids off to bed while Lori made herself a drink. When he joined her after the kids were asleep she told him that the night before she went to one of the hot tubs that were open late hoping to unwind. She went on to say t

Pouring A Glass Of Poetry~
Pouring a glass of Poetry~ by LateNiteFantasy© Vineyard balcony casting cross legged smiles watching grapes swell lost in time Yesterday's clouds still linger in the blue 'pop' a cork a bottle of '1972' Recollections of a 'Lady' sweetly soured grapes a breeze across the balcony dances with the drapes Raising the bottle and raising a glass into this day pours the past the aroma reminds me of a scented lady's breeze a bouquet of emotions pouring a glass of poetry

Underwear Dust Not What U Think
Underwear Dust One evening a husband, thinking he was being funny, said to his wife 'Perhaps we should start washing your clothes in Slim Fast. Maybe it Would take a few inches off of your butt!' His wife was not amused, and decided that she simply couldn't let such a Comment go un-rewarded. The next morning the husband took a pair of underwear out of his drawer. 'What the Hell is this??' he said to himself as a little 'dust' cloud Appeared when he shook them out. 'April,' he hollered into the Bathroom, 'why did you put talcu m p owder in my underwear?' She replied ...'It's not talcu m p owder......It's 'Miracle Grow'.

Wolf's Creed
WOLF CREDO Respect the elders Teach the young Cooperate with the pack Play when you can Hunt when you must Rest in between Share your affections Voice your feelings Leave your mark The way of the wolf Is the way of the world Chosen to be man's guide He is the symbol of what we can be Swift paws upon the body of Mother Earth Carrying the pureness of our hearts Beautiful voices upon Her breath Teaching us the depth of ourselves The greatest symbol of hope Is the pawprint upon the earth before us Showing us the way Making us what we should be The most tragic betrayal Is the bullet from the man That has killed his wolf mentor Making us what we are

A Family Prayer
Dear God, for our family we as your love and care in the days and years ahead. We pray for the strength to go to work every day. It's not easy to get up early and then go out to face the world. The competition is tough, the bottom line inflexible. Give us the strength to work. We pray for the health for each family member. You know our bodies better then we do. Every ache and pain, every sickness, is a concern to you. Therefore we ask that you keep watch over our bones and muscles and every bodily system, because you are the Great Healer. We as for guidance in all the decisions we must make in the days ahead---the big decisions and even the little daily ones. We acknowledge that without divine direction, our lives become meaningless, wrapped up in our selfishness, heading nowhere. Lead us where you want us to go! Let us be friends with our neighbors. Especially give us patience when it seems our comforts are i

Piece Of Fuck
my 400 gig external hard drive dropped off my PC top, not even 1 foot, onto just wires, and now it wont work. just makes a beeping noise. 10 years of pictures i've taken, 60 gigs of porn, movies, tv shows, programs, tons of shit, the PC wont even recognize its plugged in. maybe its just the external case, fuck.

Ice
I won ICE in his wife's Owner's auction! He ownS me from 7/1/08-7/31/08 go show him love!! Tell him I sent you!! ICE (owned by angelic kissiame) This pimp-out brought to you by: ~*TinkerbellMN84*~ {Fu-Owned by VODKAGURL & SingleDad38 & SouthernOutlawBiker}

Idiot Down Rater!!
I DON'T UNDERSTAND PEOPLE WHO SET OUT TO PISS OFF OTHER PEOPLE...THIS IS JUST CRAZY. I POSTED A BLOG AND THIS THING DECIDED TO COME THRU COMMENT ON IT AND THEN RATE IT A 1. WHAT A RETARD!! IF THIS PERSON IS YOUR FRIEND, MORE POWER TO YA!! IF NOT...STAY AWAY AT ALL COST...SHE'S NOT WORTH YOUR TIME!! ~Candy is Dandy But Liquor is Quicker ~AKA ~Eyes Wide Open~!@ fubar This is what showed up in my Bartab: ~Candy is Dandy... rated your blog a '1'! · ~Candy is Dandy... left you a new blog comment! This is the convo between she and I: ~Candy is ...: why u want blocked ??? ~Candy is ...: cuz i can ->~Candy is ...: so why did you even bother to rate it at all? no one asked you too JUST VENTING!! BUT THAT WAS JUST RETARDED!!

The "f" Word
The 'F' Word (Correct use of the 'F' word) When is @#$% Acceptable? There have been only twelve times in history when the 'F' word was considered acceptable for use. They are as follows: 12. 'What the @#$% do you mean, we are Sinking?' -- Capt. E. J. Smith of RMS Titanic, 1912 11. 'What the @#$% was that! ?' - Mayor Of Hiroshima, 1945 10. 'Where did all those @#$%ing Indians come from?' -- Custer, 1877 9. 'Any @#$%ing idiot could understand that.' -- Einstein, 1938 8. 'It does so @#$%ing look like her!' -- Picasso, 1926 7. 'How the @#$% did you work that out?' -- Pythagoras, 126 BC 6. 'You want WHAT on the @#$%ing ceiling?' -- Michelangelo, 1566! 5. 'Where the @#$% are we?' --Amelia Earhart, 1937 4. 'Scattered @#$%ing showers, my ass!' -- Noah, 4314 BC 3. 'Aw c'mon. Who the @#$% is going to find out?' --Bill Clinton, 1998 2.

I Just Uploaded Manynew Photos
I HAVE ENANCED MY PHOTO LIBRARY CONSIDERABLY THIS EVENING. ADDING MAN DIFFERENT ASPECTSOF MY LIFE. I HAVE UPLOADED VIDEOS ON MYSPACE AD YOUTUBE THAT I ACTUALLY SING IN. AND I CANT SING WELL SO CHECK EM OUT AND ENJOY JIMMY

Barbie
Mattel recently announced the release of Limited Edition Barbie Dolls for the Colorado Market: Arvada Barbie She's perfect in every way. We don't know who Ken is cause he's always hunting. Highlands Ranch Barbie This princess Barbie is only sold at Park Meadows Mall. She comes with an assortment of Kate Spade Handbags, a Lexus SUV, a long-haired foreign dog named Honey and a cookie cutter house. Available with or without tummy tuck and face lift. Workaholic Ken sold only in conjunction with "augmented" version. Englewood Barbie This modern day homemaker Barbie is available with Ford Windstar Minivan and matching gym outfit. She gets lost easily and has no full time occupation or secondary education. Traffic jamming cell phone sold separately. Colfax Barbie This recently paroled Barbie comes with a 9mm handgun, a Ray Lewis knife, a Chevy with dark tinted windows and a Meth Lab Kit. This model is only available after dark and can only be paid for in cash. Pref

Outlands
Well, this lying, manipulating person that I thought I knew turned me on to this online game and I'm enjoying it. I just took my first trip to a "special place" that people who know the game view as a "graduation" of sorts. My level 58 Warlock just made it to Hellfire Penninsula which is in the Outlands!

These R My Sexy Ladies
IM BACK IN THE GAME MY S*U*P* ~ HELLCAT~ SQUIRTER KAYLA OWN IT! & ( Asst Chief 2nd Alarm)@ fubar ~INSATIABLE~2nd alarm HOTTIE ~@ fubar ÇajùnLa†iNa?2ndÅ@ fubar SheSmilesInTheDarkness ~2nd Alarm Hotties~@ fubar $~acg_sweetthang~$LT. Hottie Elite Recruiter~ 2nd Alarm Hotties@ fubar ßømß§hè££ ™ - 2nd Alarm Hottie's * Elite Hottie*@ fubar Lick Me Down I Taste Like Cinnamon (Fu~Angel) **2nd Alarm Hotties****Fubar's Finest Melons**@ fubar ×Sweetest×Sinner×/./2nd Alarm Hottie

I Believe
I believe you can love someone more than anything in the world. This is even if they don't and wont ever love you in the same way. They can have no idea how much you love them and you will continue to love them even then. It's not something that is futile,it's a love that you will never give someone else,a love that you will never feel for someone other than them. You will love another and be completely happy with them,but always love that one person in a different way. Not a painful love,not a disappointment,just a love like no other.

I Wont Let You Fall
if you fall ill be here to catch you even when i can't catch myself ill be there break your painful crash even if your never there to catch me when i fail all my pain and all my tears are the least of my fears but the sadness you bare and the hate that we carry is whats so scary but ill be here through it all

A Bit Of Truth
READ THE WHOLE THING; IT REALLY MAKES SENSE WHEN YOU START READING THEM ALL. 1. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. 2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. 4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. 5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. 6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. 7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. 8.Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a mean bitch Goodbye 9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You

Anthem
Lately I've been feeling the same I've been losing hope, resisting the pain It's cold outside, I wish it were clearer Sometimes, It's just easy to turn around and... ...look in the mirror Sometimes when I go to sleep My life spins out in front of me Like a hurricane, a bottle of wine Sometimes it's easier to let something else... ...control your life {2X} This is an anthem for the girl that got away This is an anthem for the world of yesterday This is an anthem for the rebel of my youth This is an anthem for the risk of loving you The risk of loving you... This is an anthem for the girl that got away This is an anthem for the world of yesterday This is an anthem for the rebel of my youth This is an anthem for the risk of loving you

2nd Page/book
UnCovering the truth See it all started when i was 13 You know the age where your life just falls apart with hormoans that you are just NOT used to and then things that your mind tryed to forget Just come back to hunt you even if you dont want them to and you fight to keep the things your mind is telling you to yourself.Some just ignore it letting there mind work around the things that they forgot and pushed aside as a child and working with trying to fit in with cisaity and life with friends at school and fighting there body to grow up a little more so they win fights with mom and dad but otheres, the ones like me sit there and uncover the truth of the shit that fills there mind at 13. Mine just happened to fuck up my life to all hell.Lucky Me

The First 10
I'm in a really random mood so please take pity on me and rate this! Even though it prolly makes no sense. Anyway, here it is-top 10 things nobody really needs to know about me! 1) I am addicted to Cadbury Peppermint chocolate and TeeVee Snacks. I don't know why, i just am. They taste so good and keep me up til stupid times on sugar highs. 2) I am an outrageous flirt when i'm drunk. But most people are...I just try to keep myself in check by only getting smashed when i'm with my 'responsible' friends. 3) I will argue to the death with someone when i know i'm right. I have been accused of being stubborn, pig headed and an evil little cow because of this. 4) My fave drink is the ABC shot...if u don't know what this is, ur missing out! But i'll never turn down a vodka and raspberry. 5) I will dance to anything, anywhere at anytime. I don't care how i look, i just love to move 6) I don't fall in love easily. I don't trust many people and I never let anybody see my real em

To The Wolf
They call you nature's majesty so mysterious, wild and free As I see your paw prints in the snow I ponder on the things you know You are so gentle and kind at heart How could anyone tear you apart I hear you at night howling at the moon to let your family know you'll be home soon As you search for food for the day I watch your little ones hard at play How could anyone think you are a beast when we are so much alike even to the least I want to show you how much I care for I will spread the word on what we share Your one great enemy is man I promise to you I'll help them understand

The Rain
Gray clouds have covered The night sky and the pale moon. The sky has been hurt And she begins to cry. The clouds begin to shed tears And they fall on the roof. Here in my bed, I watch the rain Fall on my window. The softly whistles To comfort the weeping sky. Then the tears stop Splashing on little ponds. The sky has stopped crying And have regained her confidence. She is fine now And the rest of the night Is clear and silent With only the remaining teardrops Falling to the ground.

Randomus
Hold My Heart In My Hands Reach Out To You Please Grab It I Give It To You The One Thing I Have Been Holding So Dear But Please Take Care I Have No Fear Your Love Is The One That Brought Me Here author unknown Alone and unfeeling Current mood: artistic Category: Romance and Relationships Out underneath a blanket of stars The moon light washes over you you glow along the tree line As you step slowly into the forest And you are alone for the first time Silently you walk Passing through Deepening You become lost amongst yourself Are you not where you want to be Away from home and society You're not alone For the moon watches down on you with kindness Lighting your way Showing you the dangers that you're unaware of You echo upon yourself Asking the same question As asked before Inhale deep Hold it all inside Remember what if feels like When you find yourself short of breath And running from the answer You've always wanted to k

Sickness
I often get asked what is the cause of my severely sick and disgusting sense of humor. Emotional trauma? Mental disturbance? The answer is...yes, ok. But thats really not the official reason. The reason is...Chernushki (transl: black rhymes). To be exact, short sadistic poems that had a Godly status in post-Apocalyptic Russia and were told by kids and adults alike. My father was a sucker for those, and he would always tell me his favorites. It is really hard to translate the brilliance of Chernushki, since the rhyming is lost during the translation. Here are some that my dad used to tell me before I went to sleep as a lil kid: A little boy climbed in a fridge Someone in the basement turned on the generator The boogers froze in his nose really fast Now he will never try to eat salami An old man found a pineapple He had no idea that it was a handgranade He took a pocket knife out and started to peel it His ass found found 10 miles away A little boy turned on a meat

"christmas 2008..."
They had debated the entire month of November whether or not to put up a Christmas tree this year. The pros and cons had gotten hashed, rehashed, then hashed again. With no tree, they saved themselves the three to four hours it would take them to do it in the style and flavor they were accustomed to, and give them more time to be together, whether it be last minute shopping or just snuggling on the couch watching a good heartwarming movie . But, with a tree came hundreds of beautiful lights covering the symbol of what is surely the most sacred of holidays. After weighing both options very carefully, they decided between themselves that a few hours of "work", would give back, in return, many days of enjoyment. Ever since childhood, both had loved turning out all the lights and sitting in silence just gazing at the splendor that only comes from a well lit, and perfectly decorated Christmas tree. "Yes!" they both said in unison, "We will put up a tree this year!", and even though all the

Training Camp
WPI By C.E. Wendler Warpaint Illustrated Columnist Posted Jul 29, 2008 Tuesday, July 29, 2008 - Afternoon practice, 4:00 PM – 5:45 PM With no morning team practice, the Chiefs had fresh legs this afternoon, and it showed. Despite the heat, the tempo of practice moved at perhaps it’s quickest pace since camp began, much to the delight of Head Coach Herm Edwards. THE GUNTHER CUNNINGHAM EXPERIENCE I’m going to stop calling Gunther Cunningham a defensive coordinator, because if training camp is any indication, he’s having more fun being a linebackers coach this year. He’s reveling in his newfound responsibility, and it’s a delight to watch. This afternoon Cunningham had his linebackers attack a blocking sled until it seemed their bodies would fall apart. As each player took his turn slamming into the sled and driving it upwards, Cunningham circled his miniature house of pain shouting words of encouragement and motivation. The scene was unlike anything I’ve witne

Abunza Review
Abunza Review Are you FAILING online? Train yourself to succeed today The Abunza home base business is a brand new marketing system created by Michael Spire and Sebastian and Abunza and my team are causing some SERIOUS chatter in the home business industry. It's long been the goal of every business co-founder to somehow AUTOMATE business...so you don't have to be on the phone calling leads, making follow ups, setting up appointments, closing people, and doing all the other stuff that almost no one likes to do. Yet most people have no choice because that's all they've been taught, and it's all they know how to do. Well, Michael Spire and Sebastian and the online business of Abunza just CHANGED all that and its official on Dec. 1 2007so as you can imagine during this pre-launch stage many have token advantage of saving $250. Abunza offers travel certificates, software, e-books, and the ability to sell the software you are given separately through your own “store”. Members

Which One Are U???
Remember, if you are on the cusp of another sign you most likely will have features of both signs...which may lead you into total confusion..... CAPRICORN - The Go -Getter (Dec 22 - Jan 19) Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be Good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimistic. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be unfriendly at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they Want. AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart (Jan 20 - Feb 18) Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality. PISCES - The Dreamer (Feb 19 - Mar 20) Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague.. Sensitive. Don't like details. Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kin

Samson.
every section holds a piece of who he is and what he has done. like a loyal friend, there for everything . . . . touching the cheeks of his beautiful daughters as he kisses them goodnight soaked by the water, touched by the sun, and blown by the wind, at home in the outdoor elements he loves so much touched by his fingers through out the day he works so hard at holding his scent for those close to him to remember him by when he moves it emphasizes his way . . . blowing around him across his face spread out across a pillow so natural adding life to even his smallest action flowing through my fingers it is intoxicating against my skin it is light as a feather, but reminds me he is there my eyes watch the movement, it is so expressive of who he is held in my hands it helps me learn him moving in my face it lets me breathe more of him i stand in front of him and dare delilah to cross my path . . . . LoVE/2008

Little Brother
Today i was down at my dads place for dinner. As i was leaving my dad asked me if i would go and check on my grandparents place that is up for sale in Toronto. So i drove there and seen my youngest brother in a verbal fight with a few guys down there. keep in mind that my youngest brother is living on the streets. which is his choice btw. He is 17 yrs old and had it good. but when i seen this verbal fight. one of the guys decided to touch my brother. so basically a fight broke out between these guys. so there is me big brother saving youngest brothers ass. well right now my youngest brother is in the hospital. due to the fact he was higher then a kite and he has a few open wounds on him. so i'm going back to the hospital right now, to make sure that he is doing all right. as well i'm going to be spending the night with him. so i'm just letting everyone know where i am and i wont be on here more then likely at all tomorrow.

Tuesday Opie And Anthony Links: Cheech And Chong, New O&a Listener Promo, 'boo Yah' Audio, Wwe Contest - Send In Your Taunts!, New Videos Onli
LISTEN TO TODAY'S OPIE AND ANTHONY SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) It's Tuesday, kids...and you know what THAT means, don't you? It MEANS...err, something. Regardless, we have the reunited Cheech and Chong will be checking in to the POgram today, and Our own Jim Norton is back in today, so no doubt he'll have his own stories from Saturday's Traveling Virus show in Holmdel, NJ to share with us all. Speaking of our comic buddies, here are links to some of those interracial/black only porn clips that Patrice Oneal was talking about yesterday: BOO YAH! - 'Dog In A Bathtub' - only at Blacks On Blondes Ghetto Gaggers Black Market Pass (links to a bunch of sites) My Mom's Fucking Blackzilla Justin Slayer Video (we spoke to Justin Slayer at the Adult Video Convention in '05) ...and remember, if you want to SEE any of the in-studio guests or madness... or nose-picking... or Naked Chicks On Their Webcams (which is quite frankly what we oogle all morning), ju

Enforcers Rules And Requierments
EnForcers The primary role of the enforcer is to keep the peace in the lounge by taking any measures necessary to do so. You must be able to set your friendships aside and not afraid of confrontation. You will also need to have the ability to not get yourself worked up also, keep a cool head and respond appropriately. When two people have a disagreement and it keeps going, next thing you know you have a lounge full of angry members…..AVOID THIS!! Steps to Take to stop an argument or drama that might happen: 1. Give one warning in the lounge to stop the argument or drama, state that if it continues further action will be taken against all people involved. 2. Silence the person that is keeping the issue going. After you have silenced them, state in the lounge that they have been silenced for one hour and once they are no longed silenced if they continue they will be ejected. 3. If silencing does not work, then eject the person. 4. Ban the person – absolute

If Youre Fucking And You Know It
if youre fucking and you know it (sung to if youre happy and you know it) if youre fucking and you know it slap that ass if youre fucking and you know it slap that ass if youre fucking and you know it then your cock will truly show it if youre fucking and you know it slap that ass if youre fucking and you know it scream oh god if youre fucking and you know it scream oh god if youre fucking and you know it then your cunt will truly show it if youre fucking and you know it scream oh god if youre cumming and you know it keep it in if youre cumming and you know it keep it in if youre cumming and you know that creampie will truly show it if youre cumming and you know it keep it in if youre pregnant and you know it scream oh fuck if youre pregnant and you know it scream oh fuck if youre pregnant and you know it you swollen gut by Chris Sweeney

More Dc In The Pm
This woman is 637 lbs her bmi is 112.. 50 is super morbid obesity.. so she is super duper morbid obese she began rapid weight gain after contracting hepititis during a transfusion, she was fed via tube for 2 months then went home and within 2 months she gained 120 lbs. right now she has a massive hernia in her stomach, and is nearly immobile. she can only sleep on one side, and several doctors have denied her the gastric bypass surgery as well as hernia operation cause shed "die on the table" i am listening to her cry climbing into a van in total pain. She claims that prior to the hernia she did try to do water aerobics etc. by that time she must have been 500 lbs at least. there comes a point where your body stores fat because you already have so much... the fat cells take up all the nutrients so the body constantly thinks its deprived of nurishment and stores all that you get. I like to call it fatorexia. but it has something to do with Leptin or grenalin (gerlin

Don't Like What You Are Doing?
To move forward from the last one sent to you, the Jeffrey Brantley & Wendy Millstine book used indicates regarding ¡§DON¡¦T LIKE WHAT YOU¡¦RE DOING?¡¨ the following: An old saying goes, ¡§If you can¡¦t get out of it, get behind it!¡¨ How much is lost when you are fighting within yourself again the very activity you¡¦re trying to accomplish? Next time you find yourself fighting, try the following practice: 1. Breathe or listen mindfully for about a minute. 2. Set your intention. For example, ¡§May this practice bring me more peace and joy.¡¨ 3. Listen mindfully to your inner voices. Are they loud, angry, afraid ¡V what? Remember that you don¡¦t have to fight them, and you don¡¦t have to follow them. 4. When you notice feelings of aversion or ill will toward anything, gently name them. 5. Breathe mindfully for a few more breaths. Imagine that the ill will leaves you on each breath out. 6. Refocus on your work. Can you see something valuable there? Can y

~ Two Hundred Years Ago ~
~ Two Hundred Years Ago ~ In my heart I dreamed of us together In these dreams it is like I can remember Being a trapper in the northern wilderness Understanding only friends of the land where we were blessed I was trading at a village, when my heart skipped a beat As the most beautiful woman came to trade with me She offered help for me to learn of her ways Gave me a blanket, so warm my night would stay I often stopped then, at the village to see This beautiful maiden that was kind to me One early summer night, it grew cold just after dark The tent fire's warmth she offered, this became the first spark Together we had a family offering, spirits their due Sweat lodges and fasting, so child's name we finally knew Living with the land, together we shared a life So much passion was a pleasure, when calling her wife It happened in a white city in a crowded place But that home was not my ancestor's ways For back there with her in the night, the singing Of the w

I Do What I Do...
I do alot of things... most are good I think , there is alot of bad, and some real bad, and some ugly and awful and some funny and some delightful.. I do what I do and I dont know why, are these tricks I learned or just how I am wired, I may never know... but I do what I do , and thats how it goes.

I'm In My First Auction Come Bid On Me
> > > > > > > > WoW!!! ~ WoW!!! ~ WoW!!! > IT'S THE AUGUST AMAZING FU'S AUCTION!!! > > > > I'M UP FOR AUCTION, SO COME ON AND BID, BID, BID!!! > RATE MY PIC AS WELL! > WHOEVER ENDS UP WITH THE MOST PIC RATES WILL WIN A > BLING PACK FROM THE HOSTESS!!! > > > > I'M DEFINITELY WORTH IT AND WILL LUV YOU UP LOTS IF YOU'RE > THE LUCKY OWNER!!! > > SO STOP WAITING ALREADY AND GOOOOOO BID!!! > > > > >

Friday August 15, 2008
So, I went into the hospital around 2pm because the general area my kidneys are was bothering me, and I was thinking that it was just a minor kidney infection. So they sent me to CT to rule out kidney stones, and turns out my kidneys are fine, but come to find out, I have a 5cm sized ovarian cyst that if it gets bigger, or starts to twist, I could end up in some big big trouble. So yea, wonderful news. NOT. Im going to call a OB/GYN on Monday and get a appointment to go in and see what needs to be done. I hope it's a easy fix....

What I Love About You
I love the way you look at me, Your eyes so bright and blue. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so soft and smooth. I love the way you make me happy, And the ways you show you care. I love the way you say, "I Love You," And the way you're always there. I love the way you touch me, Always sending chills down my spine. I love that you are with me, And glad that you are mine.

Her First Auction
HELLO MY NAME IS TINA AND I AM HOSTING MY FIRST AUCTION. IN THIS AUCTION YOU CAN BID WHATEVER YOU WANT, AS LONG AS YOU CAN PAY FOR IT. THE ENTRY FEE IS 10K. I KNOW ITS LOW BUT GUESS WHAT, YOU WILL BE GETTING IT BACK BECAUSE THE MINIMIUM BID IS 30K. IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO JOIN PLEASE SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE INCLUDING THE LIST YOU WANT TO BE PUT ON THE TAG. PLEASE SEND ME A LINK TO THE PICTURE YOU WANT ME TO USE FOR YOUR TAG OR IF YOU ALREADY HAVE AN AUCTION TAG I CAN USE THAT AS WELL. IF YOU DO NOT HAVE A TAG PLEASE TELL ME WHAT YOU LIKE AND I WILL MAKE ONE FOR YOU. THE AUCTION WILL START WHEN I HAVE AT LEAST 6 ENTRIES. I WILL SEND EVERYONE WHO IS IN THE AUCTION A PRIVATE MESSAGE WHEN I HAVE THE ENETRIES. > THANK YOU VERY MUCH AND I AM AWAITING YOUR ENTRIES. Click it email her and join i love all 5 off my kids*@ fubar

I Suppose It Lasted Longer Than It Should Have.
I know I am an asshole. Most men have no clue.... they walk around oblivious. I have first hand knowledge. I an bored with my life.... yet do nothing to dig out of my eternal rut. I have become complacent in this mediocre little patch of hell. I once aspired to write and think great things. Now I am satisfied to write nothing more than a few scattered journal entries. I am a bore. At what point in my life did I let this happen. Well, I and fucking tired of all of this blissful ignorance. I spit on all I was and renew myself. FUCK ME!!!! HELLO TOMORROW.

Hiring At Fyre Pit
just click on the banner and join WE AT FYRE PIT IS LOOKING FOR A FEW GOOD PEOPLE TO JOIN OUR STAFF WE ARE LOOKING FOR DJ'S PROMOTER GREETERS AND BARTENDERS. SO IF YOUR LOOKING FOR SOME PLACE TO HAVE FUN COME IN TO THE PIT. WHERE IT IS HOT AND STEAMY ALL DAY LONG. CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU THERE (repost of original by 'FYREFLY"CO-Owner 4 FyrePit"' on '2008-08-19 20:20:13') (repost of original by 'DJ ~Hoovs~ OWNER~THE FYRE PIT' on '2008-08-21 08:30:21') (repost of original by 'DJ Stewie DJ/Promoter @ The FYRE PIT Lounge' on '2008-08-21 08:34:14') (repost of original by '~~DJ JAVA~~' on '2008-08-21 08:41:22')

Choosing To Forgive -- Or Not
Bob Johnson was close to his aunt growing up. But when she learned he was gay, she began making hurtful comments; eventually, they drifted apart. Then Johnson, 43, was diagnosed with colon cancer. Relatives flocked to his side -- except for his aunt. I never heard from her. I still haven't to this day," says the New York media-relations professional. "I'd like to think forgiveness is possible. But when her name comes up in conversation, I have a tendency to spit out of the side of my mouth," Johnson says. Although ministers and parents might advise to forgive and forget, forgiveness is rarely that simple. Jill Caren, 38, owner of a photography studio in Marlboro, New Jersey, says she tried many times to resolve conflicts with her estranged mother. When Caren became pregnant, she reached out again, but Caren said she still had no success. It's the last time she tried. "I realized that I didn't need her drama in my life," says Caren, who doesn't think she can ever forgive

Message To The Judgemental
You sit there crucifying others when you should be looking at yourselves.We all make mistake in our live but we look the other way at someone else;then we tear them apart that person and make them feel less of a person,so my message to all you judgemental people quit playing God roll. Poem By: Charles LaMark Nelson

Let's Make It Funky!!!!!!
COME JOIN IN ON THE FUN ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS: 1)RATE THE CHA CHA FOLDER 2)JUST KEEP GOING RATE/FAN/ADD ALL THE MEMBERS BELOW IF THEY ARE ALREADY YOUR FRIEND JUST LEAVE THEM A COMMENT "DOIN THE CHA CHA SLIDE" 3) WHEN YOU ARE DONE MESSAGE ME SO I CAN ADD YOU ON TO THE LIST INDEPENDENT TAGS ARE NOW ADVISED SUGGESTIVE TAG 4)NO DRAMA JUST HAVE FUN! ~THE DREAM TEAM~@ fubar

Bad Day Car Accident
My car is totally fucked! I got in an accident today (8/28/08 @ 1:45pm) with a semi. It was my fault, I was busy talkin with my friend in the car and didn't notice that the light had turned red. I'm so pissed off at myself and totally bummed about my car! On the good side, no one was hurt and it looks like it's just body damage on the car. I was able to drive it home and it drove straight and there was no noise from the engine. The hood is crumpled and doesnt latch, but it stays down. Both my quarter panels are messed up and my front bumper is trashed, more so on the passenger side bc I tried to swerve. I'll be posting pictures of it sometime later today I think. Guess I won't be needing that GPS on it now *sobs n cries*

~last Chance To Own Me~
Hi to all my Family and Friends! Keith67~Fu-Husband To Phoenix~ Is Hosting a Support Our Troops Auction. So this is your last chance to own me, you won't be seeing me in another auction for awhile. lol. Although, you will be seeing me in the Fu-Calendar Contest coming soon. So come check out my Auction and bid if you like. The Auction is just over Labor Day Weekend. Ends September 2nd. Hope to hear from you! Love, Hugs and Kisses, NCGirlUSA Click on this Pic to go to the Auction! ~THANKS~

Sometimes At Night
Sometimes at night, do you ever sit and think about how your life has turned out? Possibly wishing things could have turned out differently or perhaps content with what you have and not needing more? Life is funny sometimes, not expecting the unexpected, yet thankful sometimes for what comes your way. In this thing we call life, we all go through countless days and nights having to decide what is right and what is wrong. Whether you make the right choices or possibly not, only you can decide which path you will take. It may be a long journey into the great unknown, but in time, you will see that you alone, have the ability to make your own dreams come true. No matter what the outcome may bring, you alone have chosen the road that will lead you. May your journey be filled with endless happiness and joy, the feeling of love and passion that everyone deserves. Sometimes at night, do you ever sit and think....... Copyright ©2007

Everyone Who Bombed Me
ok when you get a chance these peeps are good peeps rate fan an add these peeps an rate them to show your love for them as they did for me here they are if i missed anyone please let me know an ill add you to the list ty all very much Queen ♦♦Queen♦♦Dylon's Divas Mafia♦♦shadow bombers♦♦@ fubar steve `~SteVe~` `~aKa ~` `~"The Sweet Angel" & MEMBER of the "RATING REVOLUTION"@ fubar zorack ZØRÁÇK SHADOW BOMBER fu owned by lady neptune FU OWNER OF Z MAN meber of CU an RR STAFF@ fubar please show your love for this woman she has left her contest an to help me along the way mzzzzzz brat Mizzzz Brat"aka ONESXYBRAT. Must Have Salute " Fu-owner of ~JohnnyChimpo & Silverpixie@ fubar another of mzzzz brats friends came over to help as well Mary aka 'Pî§Çè§1971 Pî§Çè§1971--"Happily owned by-♥♥FØRè§‡♥Rî¢ÁÑ♥♥@ fubar '~Chani~' ~Chani~@ fubar 'VIXEN' VIXEN@ fubar Bootylicious aka 'shorty shorty `

Re: Inside Edition Smears Jones For Malkin Confrontation
RE: Inside Edition Smears Jones For Malkin Confrontation ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 28 Aug 2008, 12:34 Inside Edition Smears Jones For Malkin Confrontation Despite promises to remain impartial and tell the truth about what really happened, Inside Edition unsurprisingly characterized Alex Jones’ DNC confrontation of Michelle Malkin as a “hateful attack,” while the Dallas Morning News engaged in outright libel by claiming Jones had chanted “kill Michelle Malkin,” a brazen lie that is still doing the rounds on neo-con blogs. http://www. prisonplanet. com/inside-edition-smears-jones-for-malkin-confrontation. html

She's Sexy, Show Love On Her Happy Hour
TONIGHT IS SUCKFACE'S HAPPY HOUR! Tonight @ 6 fu time It's my girlfriend's happy hour! She always show's us love whenever she can now it's our turn to show HER love!! Add her. Fan her. Rate her. Bling her. even buy her drinks! She ALWAYS returns the favor! Come on guys, show me the love @ 6 fu time! Click the picture!

The New Me
I am now single and looking for a man who knows how to treat a woman,no abuse,I want a man to love me for me,hold me at night,someone who is honest,loveable,caring,someone who likes to have fun and party or stay home with and drink a few beers,I am fun,loving,caring,honest.I am also a clean freak,can't stand a nasty house.if this is you please notify me asap.I have 4 great children who are grown up now and 1 grandson,I may be 43 but I feel like I am 25.

Just A Poem....
The deepest darkest nights hold those secrets that no one knows Honesty and dependability go out through the shattered windows Lights are dim Fears are awakened Life is lost Hope is taken New air we all crave and these fools hold no value for the true meaning Kiss the lips of a sweet girl Desire all that you dream Embrace the warmth and truth in her lips Receive a vision of new light into the world unspoken Challenge those woes others would never face Behold you are the key into a new reality