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The Hunt (part:1)
I lean my back against the cool bark of the tree, breathing deep...But ever so quiet...I sense your presence...Looming like a shadow in the dark night.You are so close, I can almost taste you.Yet so far, I cannot see you.The night air fills my lungs...My heart races so fast I fear it will give out.My body aches, as the blood rushes hot through my veins...Invigorated by your hunt...I close my eyes, and hear your voice in my ear, like the passing wind.For a moment it is unreal...A distorted thought manifested by my desire.My madness.I dare not open my eyes, for you may disappear,And I can already feel the hands of ecstasy lay down upon me...Scorching my skin with the fire of it's passion...Might I open my eyes....Might i embrace the animalistic tendencies my body feels when you are so close?Be your angel in the night, and lead you through the darkness?

Information I Just Found Out....
I contacted my ex husband about getting his lawyer information and he contacted me also by email that my lawyer needs to contact his lawyer about this information. The information that I wanted from my ex he could not give to me, however, about his lawyer. Here is what is going on though: I just found out that my ex wants to get a restraining order against me and if he does this he will not be able to stay in contact with his children as I am the custodial parent. But I still have some stuff of mine that is in his possession that he has to send to me. So I felt like, well, if he gets a restraining order against me I may not be able to get my stuff back from him. Anyhow, I felt like that there was one more option for me to do in all of this. I called my ex's post office of the Inspector General and spoke with a man named Fred Hall about this situation. He told me that for one, my ex can not get a restraining order against me since I live in Nebraska and he lives in Alabama. Then

A Bratts Creed
~The Brat's Creed~ If I like it, it's mine. If I think it's mine, it's mine. If I want it, it's mine. If I saw it first, it's mine. If I give it to you and change my mind later, it's mine. If I can take it away from you, it's mine. If I had it a little while ago, it's mine. If it's in my hand, it's mine. If it's in my mouth, it's mine. If it just looks like mine, it's mine. If you even so much as think of it, it's mine. If it's mine, it must never appear to be yours in any way. If it's mine it will never belong to anyone else no matter what. If we are building something together, all the pieces are mine. If you show me anything, then it's mine. If you go out and buy something, then show it to me, it's mine. If you are playing with something and you put it down, it automatically becomes mine. If it belongs to a lover of mine, it's mine. If it looks like mine, it's mine. If it's broken, then it's yours.....

And It Came Down To This....
Okay, so here is what I know: My ex husband may have to file for bankruptcy. His wife CLAIMS that she may have to let her two boys stay with the grandparents that may challenge her again to another custody issue, since my ex and she can not handle their finances. Also, my ex is getting "bitched" by his command about how he should have been well prepared for a divorce, hence he should have gotten a lawyer too. Hmmmmm, I wonder where his lawyer money went to though...buttering up his wife to be and getting two vehicles that they have to pay an arm and a leg for, a brand new tahoe and truck. Okay, so once again my ex and his wifey point fingers at me as they always have since I am getting more than half of my ex's pay..."It's all the ex wife's fault for putting me in my financial problems"....okay, so my ex was making good money being stationed in Italy, and while he was still there, the divorce was finalized...and that was how I got my support as it is now. MY lawyer had gone by his

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Would You Remarry?:-))
A husband and wife are sitting quietly in bed reading when the wife looks over at him and asks a bold question. WIFE: "What would you do if I died? Would you get married again?" HUSBAND: "Definitely not!" WIFE: "Why not - don't you like being married?" HUSBAND: "Of course I do." WIFE: "Then why wouldn't you remarry?" HUSBAND: "Okay, I'd get married again." WIFE: "You would?" (with a hurtful look on her face). HUSBAND: (makes audible groan). WIFE: "Would you live in our house?" HUSBAND: "Sure, it's a great house." WIFE: "Would you sleep with her in our bed?" HUSBAND: "Where else would we sleep?" WIFE: "Would you let her drive my car?" HUSBAND: "Probably, it is almost new." WIFE: "Would you replace my pictures with hers?" HUSBAND: "That would seem like the proper thing to do." WIFE: "Would she use my golf clubs?" HUSBAND: "No, she's left-handed." WIFE: -- silence -- HUSBAND: "Shit!!!"

State Police Warning (serious)
Please pass this on > > >> State Police Warning (serious) > > >> > > >>DON'T FLASH HEADLIGHTS AT ANY CAR WITH NO LIGHTS ON!! > > >> > > >>Police officers working with the DARE program have issued this > > >>Warning: If you are driving after dark and see and on-coming car > > >>with no headlights on, DO NOT FLASH YOUR LIGHTS AT THEM! This is a > > >>common Bloods member "initiation game" that goes like this: The new > > >>gang member under initiation drives along with no headlights, and > > >>the first car to flash their headlights at him is now his "target.". > > >> > > >>He is now required to turn around and chase that car, then > > >>shoot and kill every individual in the e vehicle in order to complete > > >>his initiation requirements. Police Depts across the nation are > > >>being warned. > > >> > > >>Their intent is to have all the new bloods nationwide drive > > >>around on Friday and Saturday nights with their headlights off. In > > >>order to be accepted in

In Loving Memory...
First, I would like to take this moment and thank God for everything he has allowed me, especially my most precious children and grandchildren. Then, I would like to take a moment to say how very sorry I am for the loss of two young, beautiful, sweet, fun and loving teenage girls, Tiffany Allen and Miranda Walker, of whom were killed last night in an automobile accident on St. Rose Ave. My children knew them, especially my daughter Tiffany, and they will be greatly missed. I can not even begin to imagine the suffering their families are going through at this very moment. It is all I can do to keep myself together. I am asking all of my wonderful CT friends to please take a moment and pray for these families. Pray that God can give them the strength they need to get through this horrific tragedy knowing that they may never understand why it was time for their precious daughters to move on so soon. We will sadly miss you Tiffany and Miranda, may God keep you well until the next time we s

The Military...
OK here's the deal... I am a 26 year old soldier in the US Army, I have 8 years of active duty between the US Army and the US Marines... I this is what I have seen... Alot of people back in the country we love and we defend need to pull their heads outta their asses and look at us for who we are and what we do, not as what our commanders have us do or what we are told to... We put our asses on the line everyday for your fucking safety... I dont care if you did your whole time in combat sitting on a FOB or out on the line getting shot at and blown up everyday, You still served your very ungreatful country... Yes some of you are grateful but honestly from what I have seen and the looks I have been given, Most of you fucks are ungreatful... Should we just quit on you and see where, well how fast shit turns to hell on you, should we make you do our fucking job? If most of you ever saw what I have seen and experianced you would probally piss your self and faint... So to all you ungreatful s

Another Brush With Pain And Death
I was out of the hospital for two full weeks last time, before having to go back in an emergency. I had a blockage in my stomach that prevented food from passing. With Morphine for the pain, and Phenergan for the sickness I was admitted into the damn hospital again. Where they kept me for over a week, before deciding to once again, cut my stomach open to fix things. I was in so much pain that they were forced to give me a medication that was 10 times stronger than Morphine... and I got it three ways... a continuous drip, a button for "as needed relef", and an additonal shot from the nurse, should I need more. This went on for weeks before I was discharged and allowed to go home, with a small bottle of Percoset. Ahhhhh... withdrawls. So much fun. Since painkillers are opiates, the only thing you can relate this type of withdrawl to is one from Heroine. Not a drug I would ever dream of touching, but here I was, knee deep in shakes, twitches, vomiting, fevers- and nothing could stop it...

The Heart
The Heart Please send this back but only if you mean it! "Tomorrow morning," the surgeon began, "I'll open up your heart..." "You'll find Jesus there," the boy interrupted. the surgeon looked up, annoyed "I'll cut your heart open," he continued, to see how much damage has been done..." "but when you open up my heart, you'll find Jesus in there," said the boy. The surgeon looked to the parents, who Sat quietly. "When I see how much damage has been done, I'll sew your heart and chest back up, and I'll plan what to do next." "But you'll find Jesus in my heart. The Bible says He lives there. The hymns all say He lives there. You'll find Him in my heart." The surgeon had ha d enough. "I'll tell you what I'll find in your heart. I'll find damaged muscle, low blood supply, and weakened vessels. And I'll find out if I can make you well." "You'll find Jesus there too. He lives there." The surgeon left. The surgeon sat in

Tribute To A Hero
JOHNNY WAS BORN DEC 3 1950 TO THE PROUD PARENTS MARLA AND JOSH REEDER.HE WAS BORN IN THE FRONT ROOM IN FRONT OF A POT BELLIED STOVE,HIS FATHER DELIVERED HIM.HE WAS A BIG BOY AND WOULD CONTINUE TO GROW BIG AND STRONG.AT AGE 6 HE WAS MILKING THE COWS AND FEEDING THE CHIKENS BEFORE GOING TO SCHOOL.WHEN HE RETURNED HOME HE PICKED UP WHERE HED LEFT OFF.WHEN HE TURNED 11 HIS DAD WAS IN AN ACCIDENT ON THE FARM,HE WAS PULLED INTO THE BAILER.HE LIVED BUT LOST HIS RIGHT ARM ,PART OF HIS RIGHT SHOULDER AS WELL AS THE USE OF HIS LEGS.HIS MOM TRIED TO RUN THINGS BUT AFTER A YEAR JOHNNY DROPPED OUT TO TAKE OVER THE FARM.HE WAS NOW 13. JOHNNY WORKED THAT FARM AND TOOK COROSPONDENCE COURSES TO FINISH HIGH SCHOOL AND HELP TAKE CARE OF THE FARM AND FAMILY.AY 16 JOHNNY LOST HIS MOM .HIS DAD HAD GONE INTO A FIT AND HIS MOM ,WHILE RUSHING HIM TO THE DOCTOR IN TOWN,LOST CONTROL OF THE PICKUP AND WENT END OVER END INTO A POND. JOHNNYS UNCLE CAME AND TOOK HIS DAD TO A FACILITY AND THE FARM WAS PUT UP FOR SA

What Does Your Name Say About You..this Is Mine..hehe
S : Easy to fall in love with T : You're loyal to those you love A : U LIKE TO DRINK C : You are really silly I : Great in bed E : A great friend! A : U LIKE TO DRINK B : You like people. C : You are really silly. D : one in a million. E : A great friend! F : You are dead sexy G: You never let people tell you what to do. H : You have a very good personality and looks I : Great in bed. J : People Adore you K : Youre wild and crazy. L : Unbelievably great in bed. M: Great in bed. N: you like to party HARD. O: awesome kisser P : You are popular with all types of people. Q : You are a hypocrite. R : Fuckin Crazy.(in a fun way) S : Easy to fall in love with T : You're loyal to those you love U : You are really silly.: awesome kisser V : You are not judgemental. W : You are very broad minded. X : You never let people tell you what to do. Y : best boy/girl friend any one can ask for. Z : Always ready.......

Real I D Act
Is federal Real ID Act for your own good? Not really May 27, 2007 BY TIM O'BRIEN Tim O'Brien says Michigan ought to join the states fighting Real ID. "He also forced everyone, small and great, rich and poor, free and slave, to receive a mark on his right hand or on his forehead, so that no one could buy or sell unless he had the mark, which is the name of the beast or the number of his name." -- Revelation, 13:16-17 We are now less than a year away from the deadline for states to comply with the federal Real ID Act. By next May 12, all state-issued driver's licenses and ID cards must include your personal information, signature and a machine readable zone to contain all the data. That may be either a credit card type swipe strip or a Radio Frequency Identification tag, called an RFID chip, like those used to track products and identify lost pets via low-power radio waves. Though maintained by the individual states, the information will be mutually avail

Have A Beauitful Day!
Every day can be a beautiful day. Just take a look around you and think about all of the wonderful things you have to be thankful for... the sunshine, roses, laughter, close friends, family, music, and beautiful dreams. The storm is never half as bad as it seems. Don't let the rain ruin your day. When the dark clouds move in just smile, because the good times are on the way. Get More at COMMENTYOU.com

Male Brain....
so a male brain is needed to decipher this e-mail can someone help? well... I don't know where so came from but this is the first 5 minutes I've had to do anything since may 25th and as soon as I log off I'm back to the same old worky shit til the end of october. I flat ran outta time and that sounded like the easiest way to handle my shit before I was going to really drop off the face of the earth. sorry I'm a coward. not going to ask you for anything because it would be flat wrong at this point and I've caused enough trouble for one lifetime, and no I'm not on drugs unless my job is now considered one. Sorry I flat fucked up and I guess I can't take it when someone cares.

And So It Begins.....
I wanted to role-play with her. I wanted to try so many different things with her and explore our minds and our bodies together. I felt so comfortable with her; I had no fears of that exploration. Just as much as I enjoyed making sweet slow love where she begged me for more, part of me craved role playing with the woman I loved, dominating her and controlling her sexually. We must have both wanted it that day. She came to me, dressed in a way she knew would be pleasing to my eyes. Her beautiful body wrapped in lingerie, her feet in heels for bed and an anklet around her ankle to signal to me her complete submission and willingness to explore. Our lips met and our tongues danced as our desire connected. I could almost taste the passion on her lips. Her beautiful blue eyes were full of a wicked combination of love, lust and desire. She grabbed my hand and led me back into the room and maneuvered me in front of her favorite couch. Pulling her into my arms again, I could feel her h

What Symbol Are You?
You scored as Cross, The cross is a representation of religion. You are inspired by religion, and you feel you are empowered by your symbol.Cross100% Ankh100% Biohazard75% Skull50% Swastika25% What's your symbol?created with QuizFarm.com

Check It Out
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What Do U Think Of This
a dozen roses with a single black rose among them a single black rose is the hole in my heart for that the love that i once had is no longer with me can you be the one to feel the hole in my heart

Quotes About Grandparents
'Grandmas are Moms with lots of frosting. ~Author Unknown~ What a bargain grandchildren are! I give them my loose change, And they give me a million dollars worth of pleasure. ~Gene Perret~ Grandparents never have children, only "grand" children. ~Gore Vidal~ When grandparents enter the door, discipline flies out the window. ~Ogden Nash~ Grandma always made you feel she had been waiting to see just you all day And now the day was complete. ~Marcy DeMaree~ Grandmas' never run out of hugs or cookies! ~Author Unknown~ Grandmas' hold our tiny hands for just a little while, But our hearts forever. ~Author Unknown~ If I had known how wonderful it would be to have grandchildren, I'd have had them first ~Lois Wyse~ My grandkids believe I'm the oldest thing in the world. And after two or three hours with them, I believe it, too. ~Gene Perret~ My Grandmother is over eighty and still doesn't need glasses. Drinks right out of the

Three More Gone
subject: three gone today . date: 2007-06-20 15:29:12 three more canadian soilders died today , two of them were PPCLI . you will allways be rememberd my brothers , you are in our hearts and minds R.I.P.

How To Vote For Me
I thank my new friend,SALLY, for these directions. If you can't be the most intelligent person around, surround yourself with intelligent people! Dear Charley and Charley's fans who need a little help: Here's what I did 1. Cut and paste address at the internet ADDRESS line BELOW: www.meermusic.com/fg_greenroom.htm 2. Went on down to Contestant # 13 (Charley) and hit "vote" 3. OUTLOOK express Mail comes up (my computer can't deal with that from my computer) so 4. SO I WENT to my personal MAIL service called on NEW Mess copied the address info@famegamesradio.com 5. On Subject Line I typed: Vote for Charley Drum - Yes I know (cause thatz what it said on the OUTLOOK EXPRESS mail subject line) 6. In the body of the New Message box "content' area you can write a few comments... and apparently they will post them by # 13 at the site listed in # 1 HOPE THIS IS HELPFUL to Charley and All Charley Fans I'm for support of all who make music as those of u

Why Do I Care
OK I JUST DONT GET IT AT ALL I ALWAYS FEEL LLIKE I FALL FOR THE WRONG GUYS. ALL I WANT TO DO IS SHUT MY HEART OFF FOR ONCE FUCK DA BULLSHIT. IM SO SICK OF BEING NOTHING BUT A FRIEND WIT BENIFITS ALL THE TIME I WANT A REALTIONSHIP A REAL REALTIONSHIP WITHA MAN MORE DEN ANYONE KNOWS. IM TIRED OF BEING GOOD ENGOUH TO FUCK AND DATS IT. WHEN WILL I BE GOOD ENGOUH FOR SOMEONE TO BRING HOME TO DER MOMMAS HOUSE AND DATE? IVE BEEN SINGLE FOR ALMOST A YEAR. WHATS WRONG WIT ME? AND WHEN I DO FIND A GUY I LIKE DEY DONT LIKE ME THAT WAY. OR DEY NOT LOOKING FOR A REALTIONSHIP JUST FUCK BUDDIES. UGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! IM SO OVER IT FOR ONCE I WANNA GO OUT ON A DATE DINNER AND A MOVIE FOR ONCE I WANNA BE DA ONE SOMEONE IS FEELIN. PEOPLE WONDER WHY I HAVE A WALL UP AND DONT LET ANYONE THROUGH THIS IS WHY. JUST SO YOU ALL KNOW IM BITCHING ABOUT MEN I LOVE MY GIRL AT LEAST SHE CARES ABOUT ME AND MY FEELINGS. ONE DAY WHEN I AM OLD AND GRAY ILL UNDERSTAND MEN TILL DENIMA JUST KEEP ON TRYIN FOR MYSELF AND NOT L

?????
How your passion moves me the way your body soothes me hormones excite when your teeth clench on my neck we're moving so much my hair's soon a wreck spank me a little bind me with ties just remember sex ain't like butterflies a little teasing a little pain don't fret baby you're next to gain i'll find all the right places and watch all your faces to see where it gets you hot Oh! what is this i found a spot taunt and tease soon i'll please how long can you go before you release the squeeze?

The War
listen this is to the two assholes who keep shouting at me about me openly supporting the war. I don't care if you agree or not. If you were half the men you think you are then you wouldn't block me fron shouting back at you. But as far as the WAR GOES I SUPPORT OUR TROOPS ALL THE WAY!!!!!! And if you would like to discuss the subject any futher I can be found at 1316 mayberry rd Dallas N.C. Now leave me the hell alone i will not change my views>>>>>>>>>>>

Where'd You Go?
Hey Everyone! I haven't been on this site in ages! Chances are you are all thinking "Man, I haven't missed that girl a bit" lol. Well, I decided to come on because I am wicked bored and decided to see what was up with everyone and how they were doing. Well, If you want to catch up or just chat or whatever, message me or something. Hopefully, I'll have some new pics up and going by this weekend. -Erica.

Women Vs Females
This is a favorite picture of mine. I love the peacefulness and the art and the everything. I'm a huge dolphin fanatic. They are creatures that are so gentle and tame but will strike out and kill one of the oceans most feared creatures, the shark, to protect themselves and their family. They are majestic and beautiful. They are also unbelievably smart and loyal. This is how women should be. There are so many females in this world that give women a bad name. They are manipulative and conniving. Men are too afraid to be hurt to trust women. I would be too if I were a man. I have seen first hand what females can do to people. Females have this power and they take advantage of it. They use people to get what they want and then they drop them like a bad habit. They are sneaky and vicious. I believe that many men act like dogs because they have been treated like dogs by these females. Why take that risk again. Why not get them before they get you right? We women need to step

Females
So let me tell you...! theres this girl who keeps callin my wife and i really wish she would stop! I mean she doesnt answer the phone and she just calls back to back and its just like Hello Bitch she obviously dont wanna talk to you... but i guess some people just dont get the hint! So anyways just let me know what you think about these type of girls or if you even know where im comin from

Stereotype
pick the stereotype that fits you I'M SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic. I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists. I'm a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun. I'm a BLONDE so I MUST be a ditz. I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed. I'm HAITIAN so I MUST eat cat. I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be sexy I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy. I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS. I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape. I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist. I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch. I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat. I'm ATHEIST so i MUST hate the world. I don't have a RELIGION, so I MUST be evil and have no morals I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people. I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible. I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay. I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash. I TAKE (or used to take) ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy. I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants. I'm IRISH, so I MUST ha

Release
Wandering through the darkness Blindly feeling for a way to escape Nothing to hold on to Nothing to feel safe Groping, grabbing for something Something that is real The only thing to grab onto Is the unflinching way that you feel. As empty as the darkness As vast as time and space Searching for a light or a hope But it smacks you in the face Life's not so pleasurable There's nothing to gain Despite all the promises There is nothing but pain So why go through this Why endure it all It would seem so much easier To let yourself fall. Fall into the darkness Encompassed by it's cold Let it surround you Let it take hold. In darkness it's safe No one can see you cry No one knows how much You truly want to die. You can make your own choices They can't change your mind You can end it all now Leave it all behind. So ball up and do it Stop talking about it, go get your peace Make it so quick and so painless One final release.

Why Cant We All Be Happy
Ok this goes out to a few people and yes you know who you are. You cant stand the fact of seeing people be happy unless they are with you well honey let me tell you something you arent my daddy, my husband or my fuck buddy so GET OVER IT. I am happy so why cant you be happy for me being happy. You think me and one of my friends are together and we ARE NOT WE ARE FRIENDS AND NOTHING MORE. OK now it is my business what I do not you. You can ask me all day every day what you want but MY LIFE IS MY LIFE NOT YOURS. So if you cant be happy for me then stay the hell out of my shit. ok my venting is over for now

Nsfw
thanks to the person or persons who find humour offensive, a simple picture of me and my mates on daytona beach with our arses out having a laugh. to the person or persons involved you truly are the crumb of shit on the arsehole of the world

How Can That Be?
People say that you only fall in love once. How can that be? Some people only fall in love once. Everybody says that people are all the same. How can that be? Some people are all the same. You tell me that i am afraid to love and be loved like everybody else. How can that be? I say how can that be when i fall in love with you everytime. I agree with you I am like everybody else I am not afraid to love or be loved. I am afraid to get hurt by the one i fell in love with. Which is you

Suicide Scars
i look at myself in the mirror wondering. wondering what happend to the girl i used to be. wondering why there are scars on my wrist. why i did this to myself. then i think back to when my whole world was crashing down. i seem to realize that these scars are suicide scars. i start to cry to the fact that i will have these scars for a life time. i grab my razor put it up to my wrist. and i start to cut. i start to cut them suicide cuts all over again. i cant stop. but i guess that this will be me forever. makeing them ugly suicide scars.

About Me (part1)
Today is the day I choose to write about me. I am at a place where I am comfortable. With my friends. I want to start off saying thank you to my heavenly father above for letting me be on this planet earth. My name is lisa diane schaffner. Mother of two, and wife to a wonderful husband in real life. Child of three. I have one older sister and one younger brother. One set of grandparents left, several aunts and uncles and cousins. My father still alive and my mother who passed away in december of 2006. Lord rest her soul. It was very hard when i heard about her being in the hospital when my dad came and told me. It hit me hard because we were very close. I just recently had talked to her before this all happened. I was on the phone with her. "Hi mom, i said "how u doing ? "Hi I'm ok. I wish I was in floridia right now with you. I kept thinking about when i told her that me and my husband gets a place i was going to bring her down here to take care of her. I di

Pleasure And Pain Are Synonymous
The world has no dimension but the material kind. The only rational response to the forces of nature and of human civilization was to attempt to dominate them rather than be humbled by them. If there were no spiritual side to life, then there could be no such thing as love except in the mind of fools; for love is a stae of spirit, not of flesh. In a view, tenderness has no place is a sexual relationship. At its best, sex is a chance for the dominant person to express control of the submissive partner. The fierceness of the dominance and the completeness of the submission leads to satisfaction of greater intensity than love could provide even if love existed. Because PLEASURE and POWER are synonymous to one another, the intensity of satisfaction is directly proportional to the cruelty to which one uses their partner.

For A Dear Friend Of Mine
SPECIAL PRAYER FOR A SPECIAL PERSON.MY FRIENDSTHIS PRAYER IS FOR MY FRIENDS DAUGHTER,I'M SURE THAT EVERY ONE OF US HAVE SOMEONE VERY DEAR IS GOING THROUGH PAIN BUT THIS LITTLE THREE YEARS OLD GIRL WAS IN A CAR ACCIDENT AND NOW SHE IS IN THE HOSPITAL FIGHTING FOR HER LIFE ,YOU KNOW THAT GOD IS ALWAYS WITH ALL OF US IN EVERY MOMENT,SO LET US PRAY FOR LITTLE Abbigail la'shai Baby Boy J'S DAUGHTER AND FOR WHO EVER ON YOUR MIND. Please keep him and his family in your thoughts and prayers. BabyBoy-J@ CherryTAP A PRAYER FOR STRENGTHO Lord,In this time of need, strengthen me. You are my strength and my shield; You are my refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. I know, Father, that Your eyes go to and fro throughout the earth to strengthen those whose hearts long for You. The body grows weary, but my hope is in You to renew my strength.I do not fear, for You are with me.I am not dismayed or overwhelmed, for You are my God. I know You will strengthen me and help me; that You

Chris Benoit Topic
i loaded some stash on chris benoit and ppl are rating it thumbs down, this is a problem to me. we dont know his private life, all we seen was his life in the ring. i`m still not sure about the whole story. i believe it was a triple killing. every news chanelle seems to have there own info on this. so thx for the down rates you ppl and you know who you are

Adult Servey
1. What is the 1st thing you notice on the opposite sex? Boobs 2. What is your favorite body part on the opposite sex? Vagina 3. What 1st drew you to your current bf/gf? Boobs 4. When did you first start liking the opposite sex? I think about 6 5. Who was your fist true love? Some girl, with little boobs, many years ago 6. (women) What is your bra size? 7. (men) Have you ever measured your penis? Nope 8. When did you lose your virginity? 16 9. Did you enjoy your 1st sexual experience? Not really, but i knew i liked vagina 10. (women...or gay men) Biggest penis you've ever had? 11. Ever make out with someone of the same sex? No 12. Are you straight, bi or gay? Straight 13. Do you remember your 1st orgasm? No 14. Do you prefer aggressive or passive partners? Depends on the mood 15. Are you aggressive or passive? See above 16. Ever been tied up? yes, and it didn'

Banshees
I don't like it. . .Not at all. Days like this. . .Weeks like this. Regret feeding, light concealing, Grey shades. . .Thoughts made Stitched really, strung up and out Hung to dry in the rain When I gonna learn you can't dry in the rain. When I gonna learn any-thang? It's probably a profitless process This constant hunt of shadows This constant parade in the dark Throwing stones at the concealed man skipping my pebbles off the sky I'm one bit shy. . .I have misplaced my shoes. Barefoot . .. . A torn pretender sworn contender A shadow boxer of lies mistrusts and open eyes This reflection is cruel This limelight burns invisible scars are what hold me together seething gaps in the perfection of others perception growing weary of the ties which bind me fenced in and misconstrued inflected promises from infected lips storylined flesh subliminal rips I forgot to turn the light out once so it burnt out. I haven't found the funds to rep

Life As I Know It...
Is going downhill. I have no idea what went wrong, but I am no longer engaged, yet I am living with him. He's looking for 2 bedroom apartments... Before yesterday, I hadn't spoken out loud for 9 days. We just got a phone and internet in this cabin, but the internet is HIS. He makes me cry and I hate that. He belittles me and talks down to me. Apparently, everything is MY fault. I've been cutting...and contemplating death. I'm dependent on him. I have no money, no transportation, and there's an element of guilt to all of this. It kinda scares me. I've never been dependent on anyone, and he knows I'm dependent on HIM. He's not quite the person I thought he was... We had a therapy session with my therapist BEFORE any of this started. He said, 'I'm a sociopath and she's the only thing that makes me happy.' I called her crying yesterday, and she said he needs to love me for me, and not how I make him feel. The reason I was crying? He said he hated me. Then he took it back later and

Happy 4th Of July
HAPPY 4TH TO EVERYONE !!!!! HOPE EVERYONE HAS A FLASHING OF BEATIFUL LIGHTS TONIGHT.....HAS THIER FAVORITE DRINK IN HAND, AND GETS TO RELAX AND HAVE FUN !!! THANK GOD WE HAVE A DAY OFF DURING THE MIDDLE OF THE WEEK ( LOL ) HAVE A GREAT HOLIDAY !!!! HUGS TO ALL

Dope Terminology(more)
Cannabis Nug or Nuggets, Bob Hope (footnote in Infinite Jest, by author David Foster Wallace), bud, Burger King (with fork being the smoking tool of choice), Bloop, Bobby Brown, brown (resin), brown frown (low quality), brown buddha, cess, cheeba, cheg (very small amount of resin), chronic (high quality), course notes, dagga (from Afrikaans via South Africa), dak, dank, diesel (low quality resin), dodo, dope, doobage, doja, draw, dro (derived from hydroponics), eighth (standard quantity used for trading - 1/8 imperial ounce), electric puha (from puha, a plant in New Zealand), fire, frodis (from The Monkees), funk, (Australian English, Jamaican English) ganja or ganj (abbreviated) (from Hindi), grade - good quality bud, grass, green, hash (hashish, arabic for grass), hay, herb, indo or endo, instaga, IZM, jimmy, Kevin Bacon (euphemism for kind bud), kind (short for kind bud), kushempeng, lamb's bread, lef, marijuana (originally subcultural), Mary Jane, Mexican kilobrick (low-grade, hi

Pray For My Mother
Last night my mother had a massive coronary , Luckily I was here at home. She is now in the ICU and not completely out of the clear as of yet. I never thought I would have to use my army training to treat my own mother, but it helped me to stop panicing and detach myself enough to help her through it. I stayed with her all night then all day, coming home tonight to grab some sleep, and am going back in the morning to the hospital. Please send any healing energies that you can spare. Love Amber

I Like Todays 07/10/07
The nearer your destination, the less sure you are that you actually want to arrive. Hey, that's normal. Sometimes the fear of success is a lot stronger than the fear of failure. The goal will be worth it eventually.

Worse Than High School
I find it hard to believe that my pictures keep getting flagged as NSFW. I look at pictures scrolling by on the top and see girls in their bras with their nipples showing or guys with profanity in their names and yet all of that is totally acceptable ... so please explain to me how my fully clothed butt is so unsuitable for work or how my girlfriend and I playing with rocks making symbols on our stomachs is hardly safe for work. The hypocrisy of the site is anyone can decide they do not like you and tag a picture. I am sure no one cares about my rant but it is ridiculous!

My Business Is Open!
For any of you who are able to reach the Waukesha area.... Calming Hands Healing, is once agian open! I have re-opend my Massage Therapy business in a New Location on the East Side of Waukesha on Arcaidian Ave. I do Deep Tissue, Reiki, Swedish, Trigger Point, Hot and Cold Hydro, relaxation, etc... If your interested or in need of a good relaxing or theraputic massage feel free to contact me! 262-224-3884

A Girls First True Love
You were there when I was born You brushed my hair to make me look and feel pretty You hugged me no matter what time of day it was You were there even when you had a drink You saw me grow up into a woman You saw me graduate college the first time You saw your granddaughter born What I miss about you now: I don't get to hug you I don't get to hear you say I love you I don't get to find comfort in your arms when things are going bad I don't get to see you at all But I know that: You are in heaven now You aren't suffering anymore You are watching down on me You are making sure that I am safe You are and always will be the first man I love, my Papi(daddy).

Life
What would you do if you felt your whole life was fallin' apart right in front of you? Would You just let it or would you fight for it? If you let it would it make you a quiter or would it make you weak? If you fought for it would it make you stronger or obsessed? There are so many ways to look at life but which parts of it are true? They have tons of sayings that in some ways makes since but in others they don't. Think about them for just a moment, They say "if you love something set it free if it comes back it was ment to be,"There are a couple ways to look at this one...If you set it free will it really come back? Or Will it be a hopless endless thought? Would it have been worth it all to set it free in the first place? I see it as if you love it that much it was ment to be. When you think of someone or something every second every minute of every day it has to be good. If you miss it or them thats real love. Or the old saying, "If you can't get someone or something out of your head

Negativity!
A woman was at her hairdresser's getting her hair styled for a trip to Rome with her husband. She mentioned the trip to the hairdresser, who responded: "Rome? Why would anyone want to go there? It's crowded and dirty! You're crazy to go to Rome. So, how are you getting there?" "We're taking Continental," was the reply. "We got a great rate !" "Continental?" exclaimed the hairdresser." That's a terrible airline. Their planes are old, their flight attendants are ugly, and they're always late." "So, where are you staying in Rome?" "We'll be at this exclusive little place over on Rome's Tiber River called Teste." "Don't go any further. I know that place. Everybody thinks its gonna be something special and exclusive, but it's really a dump, the worst hotel in the city! The rooms are small, the service is surly, and they're overpriced." So, whatcha' doing when you get there?" "We're going to go to see the Vatican and we hope to see the Pope."

Legislation
Breed-Specific Legislation "Legislation is due, laws are in order, and the situation is out of hand. Let's be sure of our focus. Laws are for humans, not for animals who have no say about the captive environment they must endure." -Rod Jones Banning Pit Bulls would be like banning cars because people get killed in car accidents! Who's responsible, the car or the driver/manufacturer? Any car can be deadly in the wrong hands or if built with defective parts. Same thing with dogs... Any dog. Pit Bulls are no more responsible for the way they are bred, raised and trained, than cars are responsible for the way they are designed, built and driven. Simply put, the best argument against breed bans is that they are costly and ineffective. Breed bans are often a knee-jerk reaction from politicians who want to say they are "doing something", after a highly publicized dog attack (of any breed). This is a useless exercise. Criminals habitually break laws, so having an "illegal bre

Survey Bout Myself
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The SurveyName:Matthew D. WilsonBirthday:November 7th 1974Birthplace:Pontiac MICurrent Location:Clinton Township, MIEye Color:Dark blue unless im sad then light bluish greyHair Color:Brown with blong hi-lightsHeight:6'0Right Handed or Left Handed:rightYour Heritage:Native america, german, Scotch, English and WelshThe Shoes You Wore Today:ConversYour Weakness:My childrenYour Fears:Failing as a fatherYour Perfect Pizza:Dbl Chz, pep, mush, bacon, onion, g.peprsGoal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:OMG, Many!!!

Marine Memorial
I hope all of the following HTML tags work. If they don't I will find a way to post this memorial. It is probably oneof the most touching ones I have ever seen. The mother in this story truly understood her son and his military duty. The pics for the story below did not come through. I will make a folder and repost them. _________________________________________________ CAMP PENDLETON , Calif. Karla Comfort received a lot of looks and even some salutes from people when she drove from Benton, Ark., to Camp Pendleton, Calif., in her newly-painted, custom Hummer H3 on March 2. The vehicle is adorned with the likeness of her son, 20-year-old Lance Cpl. John M. Holmason, and nine other Marines with F Company, 2nd Battalion, 7th Marine Regiment, 1st Marine Division who where all killed by the same improvised explosive device blast in Fallujah, Iraq, in December. For Karla Comfort, having the vehicle air brushed with the image of the 10 Marines was a way to pay

Naughty Application
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" ***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Sex Test
You have a sexual IQ of 120 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Hair Removal
Hair Removal... All methods have tricked us with their promises of easy, painless, removal - The epilady, scissors, razors, Nair, and now...the wax. My night began as any other normal weekday night. Come home, fix dinner, helped the kids with homework. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours: Maybe I should pull the wax out of the medicine cabinet. So, I headed to the site of my demise; the bathroom. It was one of those cold wax kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand and then they get warm and you peel them apart, press it to your leg, (or wherever else), and hair comes right off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm no girly, girl but I am mechanically inclined enough that I can figure it out. YA THINK?!?!?!!!! So, I pull one of the thin strips out. It's two strips facing each other stuck together. Instead of rubbing them together, I get out the hair dryer and heat it

Countdown
A week more and then I'm off for my big adventure in Swidnica, Poland. 6 months or so in south-west Poland working on a new build Toothpaste Factory and trying to pick up some of the Polish language and some of the Polish girls. Becoming the token scot in Lower Silesia's token scottish pub and trying not to become an alcoholic at eastern european drink prices. Should be a laugh if nothing else

Looking For Me???????
Someone out there is looking for me In my life is where they want to be I'm hoping we find each other very soon And on that day I will be over the moon They say patience is a virtue, so true Playing the waiting game is all I can do He will have to be honest, loving and caring With a heart of gold he doesn't mind sharing We will meet eventually of that I'm very sure Then I can be happy right through to the core

Torture Doll
look at you sitting skin all bloody and bruised.i beat you beat you you love the abuse.the fun the games and all the pain.your my cute little torture doll.i torment and torture.the knifes the whips and chains.the wax and biteing.don't tell anyone it's are little secret. my cute little torture doll.dragging your nails across my skin i'can never forget this.your in my head your inside my heart.your in there tearing me apart.your peircings and tats the way you scream at me like that. it makes me me want you so bad.my cute little torture doll.you you taste my blod soaked cheek.as your holding me.as i gaze into to your eyes i can see my demise.but it seem like the perfect way to die.no matter what they say they will never take my cute little torture doll.i ask please give the pain so i may show them all what they can never be. we will never be whole .feeling so cold .spinning out of control. i can't live without my cute little torture doll.are souls seem to fade.as we lay lifeless on the fl

Short Quiz
The following short quiz consists of four questions and will tell you whether you are qualified to be a professional. The questions are NOT difficult. _____________________ 1. How do you put a giraffe into a refrigerator? The correct answer is: Open the refrigerator, put in the giraffe, and close the door. This question tests whether you tend to do simple things in an overly complicated way. _____________________ 2. How do you put an elephant into a refrigerator? Did you say, Open the refrigerator, put in the elephant, and close the refrigerator? Wrong Answer. Correct Answer: Open the refrigerator, take out the giraffe, put in the elephant and close the door. This tests your ability to think through the repercussions of your previous actions. _____________________ 3. The Lion King is hosting an animal conference. All of the animals attended except one. Which animal did not attend the conference? Correct Answer: The Elephant. The elephant is in the refrigerator. Remember, you

For Her
For Her Anger isn't energy, rage isn't passion- Revenge isn't justice, conformity isn't fashion- All the worlds a Comedy, but too few are laughin'- Every second of every day's a test that too few are passin-

Welcome To Maine
Welcome to Maine.... The Maine Turnpike began a new program this summer where they handed out flyers titled "Welcome To Vacationland." These flyers will be handed out to all cars with license plates from Massachusetts, Connecticut, New York, and New Jersey. The flyers state the following rules for visiting Maine: 1. That slope-shouldered farm boy you are snickering at did more work before breakfast than you did all week in the gym. 2. It's called a "gravel road." No matter how slowly you drive, you're going to get dust on your BMW. We have four wheel drive because we need it. Now drive, or get out of the way. 3. We all started hunting and fishing when we were nine years old. Yeah, we saw "Bambi." We got over it. 4. Any references to "corn fed" when talking about our women will get your butt kicked...by our women. 5. Pull your pants up, and turn that hat around. You look like an idiot. 6. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of mallards are making their fin

Imma Buy You A Drank!!
Okayyyy so how about I work too much anymore that I'm never able to just go out and enjoy myself... UNTILLLLL tonight!! lol I got DRUNK.. and I'm talking.. DRUNK.. lol I danced with a guy whom I don't even know... I thought he was unattractive until my friends told me otherwise.. lol I thought I lost my touch, but tonight proved, my touch has just gotten better.. HA HA!! Soooo want to feel my touch? lol Gotta come to PA.. I'm loving life now more than ever... Hope everyone had a great night.. much love!! **muah** ~ Bobbi Lee

Inspired By Him I Am Writing Again
For Aron the man that has inspired me to write again.. I think of you night and day Sometimes I may not know what to say You have inspired my mind To bring back a place I once left behind You have once again made me believe That there is something worth to recieve You make my spirit soar To a place better than before I can't wait to see you For I have much to do When I see you face to face I will know I am in a safe place You have enlightened a fire That has filled every awaken desire When we are finally face to face It will be like an overwhelming grace To be held by you And you by me For I know in my heart It will be for etenity..... by Judy Sancedio July29, 2007

God I'm So Sore
Today at 5 i was goin down I-65 toward Birmingham and as I was gettin off a little CRX came flyin by me on the offramp. I had to swerve to the left to keep from gettin hit. Then I was headin straight for the wall. I swerved right to keep from hittin it head on. The whole left side of my car is damaged. The left front is FUCKED!!!, both doors wont open, and the rear bumper is trashed. That son of a bitch just kept goin. Needless to say i hit my shoulder on something(the door I think) and my neck is a little sore. And heres the kicker I was told I wasnt gonna be given anything for pain bc "You're fakin the pain just to get high on pain killers". WTF!!!!! You could see plain as day that my left shoulder was swelling up. Oh well guess thats what I get for being a "young person".

Bad Girl
I was such a bad girl today. I was out by the pool all day. While I was out there I had booked a party. woohoo one step closer. Tonight I had went to Lonestar with hubby and kids. Then our goal was to hunt down a Wii well we had no luck. Best buy and everyone else was sold out. Damn those people! I want to play too. SO internet here I come. hertoyz.com

New Things
We are going to be putting up Leather on the website. the site will be up and running fully in the next month . Stop by sign up for a free account and get all the latest news on what is going on . hope to see you there

Lost Soul
Yes that's me a lost soul. I been told that I have no feelings nothing bothers me. I have a black heart. Maybe they are right for I do not feel .I feel no pain ,no hurt. no sorrow .Why? I'ts a long story maybe I will put it in here someday.But for now I'll stay a Lost Soul

The Heart...that Creature Is Always There....
As I sit here, I was thinking about how we all long for that loving touch, loving caress, loving kiss, to hear the words " I love you" and for them to actually mean something. When you think that you have found found something and it starts out happy and then the walls cave in, what do you do? You have your choices..you can run and hide for a bit, but that does no one any good, you can have a good cry or laugh and move on. I will admit that I too miss the warm body next to me, having that someone hold me and tell me they have missed me after a day's work or that I can leave them a little note to say I love you on the bathroom mirror for them before they go off to work. I also will say that after being single for a few years, it will be hard to drop a wall at least half way down to get a glace and learn to trust and to accept that what that person tells you could actually be for real. This is where your head and your heart will constantly battle for first place to be right and you will

Fisher-price Recalling Almost A Million Toys
NBC News video Fisher-Price toys from China recalled Aug. 2: Some popular toys are now considered health risks for kids. NBC's John Yang reports. Today show ConsumerMan Send Herb Weisbaum an e-mail and he may answer your issue in his upcoming column on msnbc.com. Send an e-mail | ConsumerMan home 10 Tips Got your own favorite tips? Or do you have a question? Send them to MSNBC.com columnist Laura T. Coffey. Send an e-mail | 10 Tips home Related Stories | What's this? List of toys included in Fisher-Price recall RC2 expects $4M charge in 2Q for toy recall Most Popular • Most Viewed • Top Rated • Most E-mailed Minneapolis bridge collapse recovery stalls Vets set to put down seven-legged lamb Court rules against homeowners in Katrina case Bridge collapse in Minneapolis In the shadow of justice: The Palladium murder Most viewed on MSNBC.com U.N.: Congo women face sexual atrocities Taking Aim at D.C.’s Gun La

Custom Designed Clothes
Yo i'm designing shirts, jeans and shoes if you want something let me know shirts or pants $25 shoes $125.... Yo just let me know your sizes so i can go and get whatever you want yo i'll design something and take a picture of it and show it to you then put it on whatever you want show it to you and then we can arrange away to make a exchange trough paypal or ebay or something so let me know whats good!!!!!

Carlos Santana Vs. Jimi Hendrix
I wanna thank everyone for making this one interesting and CLOSE! Heres your results- Jimi Hendrix-24 Votes Carlos Santana-23 Votes Jimi Hendrix is your 2 time Champ! Next MUMM will be between Jimi Hendrix VS. Jeff Beck!

My Music....(at Youtube)
I don't know how else to do this, but please visit my "youtube" channel . My ID is ronfiveo and when you get to the music part don't judge my singing or playing....just the song, ok? And please visit my friends channel "robsuniverse2day" ok? Thanks, all! Oh, yeah...the song is "No Salt, No Lime" !

Repost Dis
Bush Will Stay In Iraq So That He Bush Can Continue To Steal The Iraqi Oil. Bush has stolen over $100 billion worth of Iraqi oil so far and Bush intends to steal at least another $100 billion worth of Iraqi oil during the next 2 years. Bush steals the oil via a secret oil pipeline Bush had built linking the oil fields of Iraq to the Kuwaiti oil pipelines. Bush stashes the stolen oil money cash in Kuwaiti banks. 3665 Dead American Troops In Iraq, 27,104 seriously wounded and over 630,000 dead Iraqis of which 475,000 are innocent women and children all because Bush LIED. Bush And The Republican Party Allowed Big Oil To Price Gouge America. George Bush and Tony Blair have committed the utterly horrible WAR CRIME of Poisoning an entire country. Bush and Blair have by their command spread over 10 million pounds or 4.5 biiion grams of radioactive dust and particles all over Iraq. These radioactive elements will cause birth defects and death to millions of childern for generation after ge

Love
love is like a rose very beautifull i suppose so full of promise as it flows it comes and goes like how a river flows it brings both promise and woes like a rose it is beautiful its beauty is masked with thorns love is great but containes woes the thorns are the woes because love is like a rose

The Pick Up Artist - Some Characteristics
The Pick Up Artist - Some Characteristics • Looks and height. All other factors being the same, women will generally be more attracted to taller or better-looking men. However, if you are short or ugly, that is absolutely no excuse to feel sorry for yourself. There are plenty of successful venusian arists who aren't very tall or classically attractive. Looks and height are real factors, and should be taken into account — but they aren't dealbreakers. • Being healthy and in shape. Although it's possible to eat wrong, avoid the gym, and still pick up girls, men who stay fit are simply more attractive to women. This really has a big effect on results; people who work out not only look better, but they also give off a better energy in social interactions. • Hygiene and grooming. These are essential. Stay clean and well-groomed, and keep your breath smelling fresh. Don't be a scrub. • Fashion sense. People who don't know how to dress are completely oblivious to how bad their clo

O X Y M O R O N S
1 . Is it good if a vacuum really sucks? 2 . Why is the third hand on the watch called the second hand? 3 . If a word is misspelled in the dictionary, how would we ever know? 4 . If Webster wrote the first dictionary, where did he find the words? 5 . Why do we say something is out of whack? What is a whack? 6 . Why does "slow down" and "slow up" mean the same thing? 7 . Why does "fat chance" and "slim chance" mean the same thing? 8 . Why do "tug" boats push their barges? 9 . Why do we sing "Take me out to the ball game" when we are already there? 10 . Why are they called "stands" when they are made for sitting? 11 . Why is it called "after dark" when it really is "after light"? 12 . Doesn't "expecting the unexpected" make the unexpected expected? 13 . Why are a "wise man" and a "wise guy" opposites? 14 . Why do "overlook" and "oversee" mean opposite things? 15 . Why is "phonics" not spelled the way it sounds? 16 . If work is s

A Poem
Your Harsh Glare Wilts My petals, Closing them Until dusk's Safety. Opening tentatively, Revealing their Beauty to No one. A fubar friend posted a blog entry that made me think of this poem, which I feel is applicable. I wrote it 07/17 and just filed it away, but am glad to share it.

Ozzfest
Fuckin' Aye...whata awesomw show. I went to the show in Columbus and did it rock!. I have been going to OzzFest for many years and I have to say that this show blew me away...HateBreed & Lamb Of God were awesome. In This Moment, 3 Inches Of Blood and Daarth rocked. If you have a chance to see this show...GO!... Rock On!

So Umm... Yeah
well I'm 21 now and able to drink so I went with some friends to a bar and had a nazi bastard, amarillo, 4horsemen, 3 rum&cokes, and about 2 beers so I was feeling pretty good by the time we left and best part about it was that was the first time I drank like that since my B-Day so Whoop Whoop to me and MMFWKCL to all

Paid
I received a check yesterday for 2 stories I sold to the publisher of some erotica books. The two stories that are now printed on paper are also here in my blog. The stories are TAHOE STORM and SATURDAY NIGHT and they are free here to read if you are into erotic stories. With some time I will be writing more stories and see if I can sell them also. So now I am published on literotica.com, eroticstories.com and also in HOT & HEAVY and NAUGHTY WORDS magazines. Of course, as usual my pen name shows in the magazines as well as it does online... 36d hugs, Ms. Cleavage

It Does Happen To The Best
Bill Andrews was a big, awkward, homely guy. He dressed oddly with ill fitting clothes. There were several fellows who thought it smart to make fun of him. One day, one fellow noticed a small tear in his shirt and gave it a small rip. Another worker in the factory added his bit, and before long there was quite a ribbon dangling. Bill went on about his work and as he passed too near a moving belt the shirt strip was sucked into the machinery. In a split second the sleeve and Bill were in trouble. Alarms were sounded, switches pulled, and trouble was avoided. The foreman, however, aware of what had happened, summoned the men and related this story: In my younger days I worked in a small factory. That's where I first met Mike Havoc. He was big and witty, was always making jokes, playing little pranks. Mike was a leader. Then there was Pete Lumas. He always went along with Mike. He was a follower. And then there was a man named . . . Jake. He was a little older than the

Year Of The Ram
The Year Of The Ram 1919, 1931, 1943, 1955, 1967, 1979, 1991, 2003 People born in the Year of Ram are elegant and highly accomplished in the arts. They seem to be, at first glance, better off than those born in the zodiac's other years. But ram year people are often shy, pessimistic, and puzzled about life. They are usually deeply religious, yet timid by nature. Sometimes clumsy in speech, they are always passionate about what they do and what they believe in. Ram people never have to worry about having the best in life for their abilities make money for them, and they are able to enjoy the creature comforts that they like. Ram people are wise, gentle, and compassionate. They are compatible with Rabbits, Pigs, and Horses.

Faded Love
Faded love I realize now As I face the truth That though I Love You My love is doomed. My love is relentless Though it cannot be Deep with in my heart I wish that you could see. So I stand by your side Eventhough you are claimed. Perhaps, somehow & in some way My love will be tamed. I will love you forever! For all time! It may be too late to tell you, But I can still dream that you are mine...

Drunky Writings Again...
Hiya folks, It's me again. your drunky friend that doesn't sleep enough. I have bee thinking lately that the majority of the women who court them don't know the difference. Uh. yeah nevermind. How about them politicians? crooked as a sherman's necktie... and how about them other sons of so and sos... but that is what I'm talking about. yay us for having accomplished the raising of anger towards us as high as it has ever been., I love our foreign policy. were gonna reap the benefits of our bad manners in dealing with the rest of the war. huzzah. I'm going to sleep now. as I pass out from the alcohol coursing through my veigns at an amazing level. I love whisky. Zzzzz....

"how To Get Childern To Put Away Their Toys"
i got this off another site thought u all might like it Starfire has a blog post about "How To Get Childern to Put Away Their Toys" which you can read here. I told my children that we had a "nice" house monster who lived inside the A/C vents. My kids knew four things about our House Monster: (1) Other monsters, including the scary or "bad" ones, wouldn't come into a house which already had a monster. (2) House Monster only ate those white sparkly rocks you see in gardens or people's front yards. (3) If you left any toys on the floor unattended, House Monster would take them and play with them for a few days before returning them. (4) If you really wanted a particular toy back, you could put out a white sparkly rock and call up to the vent for House Monster to trade for it. When you weren't looking your toy would reappear and the rock would be gone! This worked amazingly well for many years with each of my children. And I recycled the same three "food" rocks o

There's A First Time ...
There's a first time for everything, and sometimes, all that matters is just doing that task that you were trying to finish. I've had many days where the motivation was not there, but the "need" to finish a gaol was. Now, It's the opposite. I've got these goals, but the motivation and the sheer volume of some of the work that lies ahead just makes it tough to stick it out. I'm definitely going to finish what I start - there's no getting around it! I know what I must do: concentrate on one goal at a time until I complete each task. Once I get past the first goal, I can continue until I've completed each step,until the rest of the work is completed. For techies: I wonder if the Non PowerPC based Macs have the same motherboard backplane connector? If so, I can take the 630CD board out and fit in the remaining PPC board and have a better machine at the same time! That Mac has a dead power supply, and there's only two of the older machines to "scrap" for

Sweet Lil Grand Mother
A sweet grandmother telephoned St. Joseph's Hospital. She timidly asked, "Is it possible to speak to someone who can tell me how a patient is doing The operator said "I'll be glad to help, dear. What's the name and room number?" The grandmother in her weak tremulous voice said, "Norma Findlay, Room 302." The operator replied, "Let me place you on hold while I check with her nurse." After a few minutes the operator returned to the phone, "Oh, good news. Her nurse has told me that Norma is doing very well. Her blood pressure is fine; her blood work just came back as normal and her physician, Dr.Cohen, has scheduled her to be discharged Tuesday." The grand mother said, "Thank you. That's wonderful! I was so worried! God bless you for the good news." The operator replied, "You're more than welcome. Is Norma your daughter?" The grandmother said, "No, I'm Norma Findlay in 302. No one tells me CHIT

Beginings...
My story is not a happy one, my story is one that is filled with painful memories and that there are so many things in my life that have destroyed every inch of myself. My earliest memory can be seen as a dark night with flashing lights. I'm being escorted outside by police when I'm 6 years old after my commits suicide. I still remember the image as the police pushed me out, and the blood. I remember being outside and sometimes the numbness of it still chokes me up, that the earliest thing in my life that can be remembered is the death of my father. However, there was still his funeral to attend to, I remember burying him somewhere in Texas, he was cremated, and we lost contact with that part of my family, I do regret not having been able to find them. I still know somewhere out there in Texas is my father's grave I've seen it only once but I suppose I should at least see it again. After the pain of all of this happening I was uprooted from my home in Alaska and placed me in w

Lead Me To The Way I Need To Go
As I sit by my mountain top’s edge Watching all across the horizon yonder Being wary and cautious of this ledge Absorbing the beauty of all this nature Reaching out to my ancestors of ago Speaking silently from mine heart to you Comfort me and hold me, you must know Fearing of life’s unknown adventures too Grandfather, grandmother, I cry so much How can I keep your strength inside me? I fear I am losing reality’s living touch Help me please, grandparents, hear my plea You have walked these roads many times You have crossed many barriers of life I know you have also seen better climes Ah, comfort me grandparents, in my strife These mountain breezes carry away my tears Take them please and know I have come I am here; take away my never ending fears My heart beats for you like our Kiowa drum Lead me to the way I need to go, grandfather Lead me to the way I need to go, grandmother Lead me to the way I need to go… Copyright © 08/15/2007 MahTame

Surgry
Hey Everyone I know that I havent been on much lately and I know some of you are worried But I am ok and I am having Surgry Wed and I wont be on much then either but I just wanted everyone to know that I am ok and I will talk to you all soon. Best wishes to all Heather

Dismembered And Disseminated
Some vacation this is turning out to be. I wasted my entire first day playing Command and Conquer Generals Zero Hour. I guess I am entitled to do so seeing as how much I have been working lately. I think my parents are getting divorced. Most of this has to do with my youngest brother urinating in bottles and leaving them in his room like some twisted agoraphobic shut in. I have been getting a lot of calls from my family concerning the ordeal, which in itself is unusual because my family and I rarely speak. Such is life I suppose. Tomorrow I will get up early and find something constructive to do with my time....maybe.... It's strange to feel lke there is more you could be doing with your life when you are already well above the norm for your age bracket. I feel uncertain about my future and displeased with my present. Management is not all it's cracked up to be. It's time consuming and has little reward. The power I weild seperates me from my own family. Mom is always mak

Calmness In Our Lives
I am passing this on to you because it definitely works and we could all use a little more calmness in our lives. By following simple advice heard on the Dr. Phil show, you too can find inner peace. Dr Phil proclaimed, "The way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you have started and have never finished." So, I looked around my house to see all the things I started and hadn't finished, and before leaving the house this morning, I finished off a bottle of Merlot, a bottle of Zinfandel, a bottle of Bailey's Irish Cream, a bottle of Kahlua, a package of Oreos, the remainder of my old Prozac prescription, the rest of the cheesecake, some Doritos, and a box of chocolates. You have no idea how freaking good I feel right now. Please pass this on to those whom you think might be in need of inner peace.

Life
L * I * F * E Don't undermine your worth by comparing yoursel with others. It is because we are different that each of us is special. Don't set your goals by what other people deem important. Only you know what is best for you. Don't take for granted the things closest to your heart. Cling to them as you would your life, for withouth them, life is meaningless. Don't let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past or for the future. By living your life one day at a time, you live all the days of your life. Don't give up when you still have something to give. Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying. Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect. It is this fragile thread that binds us each together. Don't be afraid to encounter risks. It is by taking chances that we learn how to be brave. Don't shut love out of your life by saying it's impossibl to find. The quickest way to receive love is to give. The fastest wa

Staind-everything Changes
If you just walked away What could I really say? Would it matter anyways? Would it change how you feel? I am the mess you chose The closet you can not close The devil in you I suppose Cause the wounds never heal But everything changes if I could turn back the years, if you could learn to forgive me then I could learn to feel Sometimes the things I say in moments of disarray succumbing to the games we play to make sure that it's real But everything changes if I could turn back the years, if you could learn to forgive me then I could learn to feel When it's just me and you who knows what we could do if we can just make it through the toughest part of the day Everything changes if I could turn back the years if you could learn to forgive me then I could learn how to feel, then we could stay here together and we could conquer the world if we could say that forever is more then just a word If you just walked away What could I really say? Wo

Somewhere
where can i find you, are you there somewhere, can you feel my pain my fear and despair, I cant go on knowing that u lied every day ive screamed and every minute i cried cant you just listen to what ive gotta say, all i am asking is you come back again, somewhere you are there for me to find you, i will be the one who crys for you, when you hear my pleas will you listen, or will my tears continue to glisten every day i smile when i see my memories, every minute i cry when i think back on my life, did you really care for me where you really there or was i just another mistake, just some fucking strife somewhere i know you are waiting for me, ill be there in my dreams, smiling i know you deep down care just wish you where there, do you care

It's My Fault.
I just found out about an hour ago that all that's happened to my wife was my fault. Months ago, she had told me to call the wound care center to make an appointment for a follow up check up but I had brushed it of time and again. I don't know why I didn't do it but now its too late, the damage has already been done and they have to open her up again and clean out the infection. I am feeling very remorseful as I write this as i realised that there is a possibility that she might not make it. The last time we did this, there were so many complications, she died twice and was revived and there were so many infections that kept ailing her and oh god, what have I done? I have put the woman I love and cared for back into the painful nightmare that she barely escaped from. I may have just cost her her life and I don't know what I'll do if she doesn't make it. She was doing so good, she was starting to walk again and getting her strength back with all the physical therapy that she was receivi

Friends & Family
Of all the friends I've ever met, You're the one I won't forget. And if I die Before you do I'll go to heaven And wait for you I'll give the angels Back their wings And risk the loss Of everything Just to prove My friendship is true I'm thankful to have Family and Friends like you!

Dark In Here...
A woman takes a lover during the day, while her husband is at work. Her nine-year-old son comes home unexpectedly, so she puts him in the closet and shuts the door. Her husband also comes home, so she puts her lover in the closet, with the little boy. The little boy says, “Dark in here.” The man says, “Yes, it is.” Boy: “I have a baseball.” Man: “That’s nice.” Boy: “Want to buy it.” Man: “No, thanks.” Boy: “My dad’s outside.” Man: “OK, how much?” Boy: “$25.00” The next few weeks find the boy and her mother’s lover in the closet together. Boy: “Dark in here.” Man: “Yes, it is.” Boy: “I have a baseball mitt.” The lover remembering the last time asks the boy, “How much?” Boy: “$75.00” Man: “Fine.” A few days later, the father says to the boy, “Grab your glove. Let’s go outside and toss the baseball back and forth.” The boy says, “I can’t, I sold them.” The father asks, “How much did you sell them for?” Boy: “$100.00” The father says, “That’s terrible to overcha

A Cutter's Confession
Locked up in my shell so tight. I try but i cant take flight. Sulking and keeping everything bottled up. Makes you seem like a sad pup. Dont you see what this is doing to you ? How much it hurts others when they see too? A cut to feel and one to be real. This is the only way i know how to deal. 8-17-07

A Bit Of Love
A simple word, an act of kindness, a radiant smile, add a bit of love and it can go a mile The smallest gift, the shortest call, a hello that was stammered, add a bit of love and it will be remembered The saddest goodbye, the most painful heartbreak. it might seem like the end, but if you add a bit of love, all will mend

The Population--
The population of this country is 400 million. 160 million are retired. That leaves 140 million to do the work. There are 85 million in school. Which leaves 55 million to do the work. Of this there are 35 million employed by the federal government. Leaving 15 million to do the work. 2.8 million are in the armed forces preoccupied with killing Osama Bin-Laden. Which leaves 12.2 million to do the work. Take from that total the 10.8 million people who work for state and city Governments. And that leaves 1.4 million to do the work. At any given time there are 188,000 people in hospit als. Leaving 1,212,000 to do the work. Now, there are 1,211,998 people in prisons. That leaves just two people to do the work. You and me. And there you are, Sitting on your ass,

Everyone Is Fake As Hell On Here.
Why is it that everyone is so fake and disgusting on here anyway? People obviously do not read profiles on here and they just look for good looking people to add as "friends". Listen, I know I'm not ugly and sure, its nice that you think so as well but seriously, from now on I think when I get a friend request, I am going to quiz that person before adding them. I will ask them questions about what my profile says and if they answer all of my questions correct, MAYBE I will add them. As for you MEN out there who keep asking to be added to my list, what the hell? Do you not read? READ MY DAMN PROFILE BEFORE BEING A PERVERTED PIG! Umm, thanks haha. Dont forget about my friends site. http://www.netquesta.com

Pls Help
My friend is in a contest and is holding her own but you know how these things go. She could use some comments so if you could go and help her out I would greatly appreciate it. I never ask for much from my friends on here this is a time I will.

When
When you cry you know i wont die, often times though i will wonder why....why things went so wrong why you passes without your song...you left us here with lots of tears to wonder why and have our fears, did you leave us did we do you wrong, or did you leave because your song had been song??? i look back on you and i wonder and cry why did you leave me without even a good by...I miss you

How
If you don't like poor grammar and spelling don't bother reading further I just needed to rant what was oon my brain. How do you handle it when you care for someone deeply and you know things would be great with them. They just got hurt and are having a rough time just in general and just want to be friends and take things day by day. I am in this situation and have never been here before. I am one that normally either dates the person they like or just say screw it and go on. Since my divorce I have had a wall around my heart to try to advoid this exact situation. This is the first person I have met and had such a connection with that I have opened myself up completly to them. I respect their wish to be single and just see where things go but at the same time I am lost. I know I can wait for her to figure things out and will be there for her when she needs me. I'm not interested in anyone else she is all I can think of. Sorry just needed to vent.

Terrorist Shit
BERLIN, Germany (CNN) -- German authorities are tracking a list of people believed to have a connection to a foiled terror plot against American military installations and other Western targets in Germany, according to prosecutor and Interior Ministry officials. German authorities know the whereabouts of all the people who are in Germany, Frank Wallenta, of the federal prosecutor's office said Friday but he refused to elaborate on the exact number of those remaining in that country. Police have not taken them into custody because there is insufficient evidence to arrest them, he said. The people are still at large and are of various nationalities -- some living in Germany and some outside the country, Interior Ministry spokesman Christian Sachs. On Thursday an interior ministry spokesman said police were searching for 10 suspects believed to have belonged to the terror network that provided assistance to the three men accused in the plot. German authorities announced We

If You On My List And Havent Yet.....
if you on my friends fans or family lists plz check me out and if you havent rated my non nsfws plz do so i can rate up. if you did tyvm. hagn and hit me up cause im bored as hell!!!! lol

Moment Of Silence
September 11, 2001 September 11, 2001, marked yet another significant turning point in world history. Whatever innocence was left in the world was lost on that fateful day. On lesser numeric scales, equally heinous crimes are committed against humanity virtually every day of the year. What is happening in the world? It is difficult to explain. Somehow the perpetrators of the most evil and disgusting crimes have been stripped of the virtue of mercy. It would seem that their basic humanity is simply missing. The memory of those planes crashing into the Twin Towers, the Pentagon and the one that crashed into the Pennsylvanian field, will be etched into people's minds forever. For many of us it was like watching a Hollywood movie as it unfolded before us on television screens all around the world. We watched in stunned silence as we learned that the events were real and were happening in real time. In the blink of an eye, families can be thrown into turmoil when loved ones a

This Is Not A Hoax!
Most of you have read the scare-mail about the person whose kidneys were stolen while he was passed out. Well, read on. While the kidney story was an urban legend, this one is not. It's happening every day. I'm going to go ahead and tell you... My thighs were stolen from me during the night a few years ago. It was just that quick. I went to sleep in my body and woke up with someone else's thighs. The new ones had the texture of cooked oatmeal. Who would have done such a cruel thing to legs that had been mine for years? Whose thighs were these and what happened to mine? Hurt and angry, I resigned myself to living out my life in jeans and Sheer Energy pantyhose. Then, just when my guard was down, the thieves struck again. They Took My Ass. I knew it was the same gang, because they Did Everything to match my new rear end to the thighs they stuck me with earlier. I couldn't believe that my new Ass was attached at least three inches lower than my original. But, my new a

All The Truth But Only The Truth
All the truth but only the truth I am saying to you You think I am telling you lies Are you prepared to listened to me? Don’t ignore me Anymore I know that you feel that I am pushing your buttons I don’t do it all the time Once again I am telling you that I am saying all the truth but only the truth Is coming out of my mouth now I am not trying to play with your feelings All the truth but only the truth I am saying for the last time Give me you ear Try to understand me

Some Of U May Remember
This will take you back, when you didn't have to worry about a drive-by shootng. This is one of the BEST VIDEOS about 50' & 60's cars I have ever seen. Please watch the complete video...... ENJOY !! Don't forget to turn UP the sound http://oldfortyfives.com/CarsWeDrove.htm

Level Help
I am 1 of the best bombers on here I know lol and I have 5 people 2 bomb today so I am asking 4 as much help as possible 2 level up from all my family,friends and fans.I will get back with you all and I deeply appreciate any help I can get leveling up.Ty all God bless!Hit me up during happy hour please.

Starting A Band
ok i need a bass player,guitarist and a drummer please if your intrested give me a shout or leave me a message. and we can talk about when we can meet. or if you know anyone that wants 2 be in a band that can play any of these insraments let me know. Thanks B

Can You See The Pride In The Panther
Can You See the Pride In the Panther As he grows in splendor and grace Topling obstacles placed in the way, of the progression of his race. Can You See the Pride In the Panther as she nurtures her young all alone The seed must grow regardless of the fact that it is planted in stone. Can You See the Pride In the Panthers as they unify as one. The flower blooms with brilliance, and outshines the rays of the sun.

Childbirth Witnessed By Child.. Stole This Outta The Mums. Thought Itwas Cute..
Due to a power outage, only one paramedic responded to the call. The house was very dark so the paramedic asked Kathleen, a 3-yr old girl to hold a flashlight high over her mommy so he could see while he helped deliver the baby. Very diligently, Kathleen did as she was asked. Heidi pushed and pushed and after a little while, little Connor was born. The paramedic lifted him by his little feet and spanked him on his bottom. Connor began to cry. The paramedic then thanked Kathleen for her help and asked the wide-eyed 3-yr old what she thought about what she had just witnessed. Kathleen quickly responded, "He shouldn't have crawled in there in the first place......smack his ass again!" If you don't laugh at this one, there's no hope for you.

Kuma.........
Hey folks, as you know, I seldom even delve into the blogs, but today, a fellow Fubar member, a very dear friend of mine, lost her best friend. Kuma was a St Bernard, a big teddy bear of a dog, and I had the pleasure of meeting him. http://fubar.com/user/240535 I know what it is to love a dog, in ways a deeper love than between two humans, for the dog shows undying gratitude and endless forgiveness. I know everyone has heard it before, but here is the story of the rainbow bridge. Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge. When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable. All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as

Reality
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then, "heck no," you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who have a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of friends separate f

Cancun Sun, Texas Lakes, And Love
September 16, 2007 - Sunday My life so far... Current mood: loved Category: Life Well, 2 more weeks till Im in CANCUN! I can't thank my parents enough.. I still wasnt able to come up with enough money for the wedding package and my Dad said he would talk to Mom about paying for my package, with the promise to pay them back. I didn't ask them, they are already doing SO MUCH FOR ME! I am so greatful to them. I was crying myself to sleep thinking I wouldnt EVER be able to go to my only brothers wedding. With the package is; airfair to and from, Hotel, food, (unlimited)drinks, cab fairs, and gratuity. So as my family is going off to explore Cancun, Im happy to sit my butt on the BEACH and drink up the unlimited Margaritas the whole time. Now that I have my passport, I can always save up and come back to do all the touristy stuff. Jimmie really really wanted to come and be my wedding date, but as God teaches you, planning your own life never works out. Jimmie ju

Who We Be Lyrics
[DMX] Uhh, yeah Another one of those - this is for my nigga Q - down to earth joints Rest in peace baby, you're not for me dawg [Chorus] They don't knooow, who we beee They don't knooow, who we beee [DMX over Chorus] That's how many that don't know, they knew I could do it! This goes out to my nigga Q - rest in peace baby They still ain't ready... [DMX] What they don't know is! The bullshit, the drama (uhh), the guns, the armour (what?) The city, the farmer, the babies, the mama (what?!) The projects, the drugs (uhh!), the children, the thugs (uhh!) The tears, the hugs, the love, the slugs (c'mon!) The funerals, the wakes, the churches, the coffins (uhh!) The heartbroken mothers, it happens, too often (why?!) The problems, the things, we use, to solve 'em (what?!) Yonkers, the Bronx (uhh!), Brooklyn, Harlem (c'mon!) The hurt, the pain, the dirt, the rain (uhh!) The jerk, the fame, the work, the game (uhh!) The friends, the foes, the Benz, the hoes (what?

Pedophiles
THIS IS GOING TO BE A MOTHERFUCKING RANT. DON'T WANT TO READ IT. I COULDN'T CARE LESS!! I AM GETTING FUCKING SICK OF ALL THE PEDOPHILES ON THIS SITE. I AM SEEING MEN COMMENTING ON LITTLE GIRLS HERE. BARELY 18 "IF" THEY ARE THAT OLD. I MEAN WHAT THE MOTHER FUCK CAN A 30ISH, 40ISH, 50ISH OR EVEN OLDER AGED MEN HAVE IN COMMON TO TALK TO SOMEONE THAT YOUNG? TO ME IT IS FUCKING SICK. I JUST SAW ONE PICTURE OF A GIRL AND SHE HAS IT CLEARLY MARKED "LAST YEAR" AND HER PROFILE SAYS SHE IS 18 HERE. SO, IF IT WAS LAST YEAR SHE WAS ONLY 17 AND ALL THESE SICK PEDOPLILES COMMENTING HOW HOT SHE IS. MAKES MY MOTHERFUCKING SKIN CRAWL. WHAT THE FUCK IF YOUR DAUGHTER WAS HERE AND ALL THESE SICK MOTHERFUCKERS WERE COMMENTING ON HER? OR A BABY SISTER? YOU WOULDN'T LIKE IT WOULD YOU??? SICKOS. YOU ALL SHOULD BE IN JAIL WITH THE KEY FLUSHED DOWN THE TOILET. AND ON THE SEXUAL PRED. LIST AND ON THE SEXUAL OFFENDERS LIST. PICK UP A FUCKING MIRROR AND TELL YOURSELF. "WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING

Pirates Vs. Ninjas
Ninjas v. Pirates A conversation which just sprang out of the mind of a 10 year old boy. No not me silly my son. Now while I many at times think like a 10 year old, I see that as a good thing. “Dad, who would win in a fight a pirate or a ninja?” I say “ I really like pirates” “Are you kidding, there is no way a pirate would win, ninjas would win every time.” “Why is that” I ask “Well pirates are drunk all of the time and ninjas don’t drink. Pirates are always laying around and ninjas are always on task, ninjas have better armor and smoke bombs, cool swords and throwing stars. Pirates only have clothing and swords. Plus pirates aren’t very smart and you have to be smart to be a ninja. I say, “well pirates have cannon” Without hesitation he replies, “you have to see the ninjas coming to shoot them” “good point” So I guess that is why pirates stayed on the ocean because ninjas don’t have ships. So the moral of the story is that while it may be better t

How Often Do You
Just wondering how often some of you check back in here to my page... once a day? more? less? when you see things added/changed? while i'm on that topic... should i try to get things together to get more up at once ... or should i just do what i do now and just post things randomly? i don't know i'm in a curious mood :p ~~Sin

Sorry I'm So Terrible
With recent events on my mind, it occurs to me, that I am truely a bad person. I'm not a very good friend, and I'm selfish. 2 weeks ago I had three friends that I cared about very much. I would have done anything in my power to see to it that they were happy, at least I thought so... recent events have proven me wrong on that point. One of these friends asked me for nothing more than friendship, human contact and compassion. I think I fulfilled most of that order, but for the things I was unable to do, I've lost that chance. And that is a regret that I will have to live with for the rest of my life. I learned something from it though and will never again deny anyone a basic need that I can provide. Another friend asked me for nothing more than honesty. This for those of you who know me, know was given without hesitation. Until my third friend asked me to withhold the truth. Isn't withholding of information the same as lying? I finally broke, when I realized the lies were ne

God Bless America- From Baldie7s Stash
HATS OFF TO CHARLIE DANIELS....AT LEAST HE HAS THE COURAGE TO SPEAK HIS MIND!!! I don't know how everybody else feels about it, but to me I think Hispanic people in this country, legally or illegally, made a huge public relations mistake with their recent demonstrations. I don't blame anybody in the world for wanting to come to the United States of America, as it is a truly wonderful place. But when the first thing you do when you set foot on American soil is illegal it is flat out wrong and I don't care how many lala land left heads come out of the woodwork and start trying to give me sensitivity lessons. I don't need sensitivity lessons, in fact I don't have any-thing against Mexicans! I just have something against criminals and anybody who comes into this country illegally is a criminal and if you don't believe it try coming into America from a foreign country without a passport and see how far you get. What disturbs me about the demonstrations is that it's tanta

The Painter In Me
The Painter I Wish To Be... If I were a painter, I paint a beautiful picture 4 all 2 see, If that was the only way 4 you 2 be with me. We be there 2gether just like we use 2 be.... underneath the swirling sky 4 all 2 see, an I'm dreaming of a place were I can see your smiling face and I think my brush would take me there, but If only I was a painter, and could paint a beautiful memory I climb into the swirling sky 2 be with thee.... Hoping you climb outside the swirling blue sky 2 be with me 2 ........ This was written for me by a good friend a long time ago...

Destruction Conjunction
I've got another confession to make...and you'd be amazed at the secrets I keep. :-D I'm getting quite antisocial as I age. I keep running into old friends and potential new friends everywhere I go these days, but I just glare at them menacingly and ignore their friendly hellos. I spent an hour in Walmart and ignored three people and two associates. People just seem to get in my way. Reality bites the big one. :-) I'm halfway through the "8 films to Die For" - Nice horror movie collection. Some of them are lacking in plot and overcompensate in random flashes of skin, but the rest are impressive. I am also prequalified for 1 survey! Awesome My mother goes in for surgery on the 1st of October, haven't spoken to her in 6 weeks. My sister is on antidepress meds, no idea where she lives at. My youngest brother still lives at home and spends so much time online that he doesn't know what our parents are up to. My other brother moved to Louisville with his girlfriend some months

My Brother Died Tonight
Tonight I got one of the most dreaded phone calls. My sister called to tell me that our 46 year old brother had died. This was a total shock to us. About 15 months ago, he had some heart problems and needed to get some stents placed. He really took the doctor's advice to heart (no pun intended) and cleaned up his lifestyle. He quit smoking, started to exercise and ate healthier. When I saw him a few weeks ago, he looked better than he had in years. I am so grateful that we got to have that one last family dinner together. From what we were told, he was driving and pulled over to the side of the road, got out of the truck and dropped dead. Paramedics were right behind him and saw it happen. They immediately tried to revive him but were not successful. My brother and I couldn't have been much more different from each other. He was a diesel mechanic who lived to ride his Harley, rebuild his Corvette, hunt and fish. He did shock me last year and took a stained glass art class.

And God Said
And God said... Dear God: Why didn't you save the school children at ?. .. Moses Lake, Washington 2/2/96 Bethel, Alaska 2/19/97 Pearl, Mississippi 10/1/97 West Paducah, Kentucky 12/1/97 Stamp, Arkansas 12/15/97 Jonesboro, Arkansas 3/24/98 Edinboro, Pennsylvania 4/24/98 Fayetteville, Tennessee 5/19/98 Springfield, Oregon 5/21/98 Richmond, Virginia 6/15/98 Littleton, Colorado 4/20/99 Taber, Alberta, Canada 5/28/99 Conyers, Georgia 5/20/99 Deming, New Mexico 11/19/99 Fort Gibson, Oklahoma 12/6/99 Santee, California 3/ 5/01 and El Cajon, California 3/22/01 Virginia Tech 4/16/07 ? Sincerely, Concerned Student ----------------------------------------------------- Reply: Dear Concerned Student: Sorry, I am not allowed in schools! Sincerely, God ---------------------------------------------------------- How did this get started?... ----------------- Let's see, I think it started when Ma

A Special Nite For A Special Lady!
hmmmm...lets see...first...you walk into room....lites are out, candles lit...scent of soft vanilla everywhere...i take you in my arms...kiss you deep and passionately, running my fingers thru your hair and lightly dragging fingers of other hand down your body, along your arms first, then around your lower back and pull you even closer, pressing our bodies close. i pick you up, carry you over to the bed and lay you down, never once taking my lips from yours.kneeling beside you i shower you with light little kissesfirst on lips and then around neck and ear lobes, all the while slowly undressing you and carressing your skin as i expose it.first i unbutton your blouse, one button at a timeoccasionally using my teeth and tongue.lightly dragging my fingers around your body circling all the sensitve areas first, slowly working my way to your breasts which are waiting for my touch, nipples very erect and almost quiverring to be touched and licked.i start to kiss your skin wo

Lets See Who Cares
I wrote of my friend that everyone seems to ignore now take this as advice but time changes things and someday you will be praying that people overlook what time has taken from you.... now PLEASE show my friend some love ok..... thanks to all of those that do.... perhaps then i can get her to put her pics back up she has taken them down.... http://fubar.com/forbiddenlust

Two Things :)
FUBarring other trouble I don't know about, I do believe the number of people I have listed as a friend is wrong (it says 400-odd on my home page and profile page, but my myfriends.php stops giving me a "next page" link somewhat before 900... ah well, who knows. Maybe it's accurate now; the "myfriends.php" list seems to duplicate a lot of people- though it also seems to miss people.) I've now copied all but about 5% of my computer's hard drive to the external drive, or will have in about 10 minutes. I think at this point I will eject the external, set up the new iMac... eventually plug in the external and load material in that used to be on this one, but set up the new one first... and put this one to the side - format it and give it to a friend, after I'm a bit more sure I don't need what's on it.

He Is Hotttt!!! You Will Want To See This
I need a favor from all my friends, fans and family!!! Babyboy wants to level up so lets go give him our all!!! Ladies.....if you have not seen those sexy BLUE EYES you MUST check them out, they will make you melt hehe.......GUYS.......just a cool dude so be sure to go show him lots of luv!!! Click on his link to see this Red Hot Stud!!! $DJ Baby Boy$ { DIRTY SOUTH CREW} ~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY BOMBSQUAD~@ fubar

Pics
BOUNCERS AND ADMIN KNOW YOU CAN NOT RATE.. YOU ALSO SHOULD NOT UPLOAD OR CHANGE ANYTHING WITH YOUR PICS. THE REASON I SAY THIS IS YOU MAY LOOSE THEM, NOT FOR GOOD BUT TILL THIS IS ALL FIXED!! THEY ARE UNSURE HOW LONG IT WILL TAKE. THEY ARE DOING A PICTURE DATA BASE REBOOT! PLEASE SHARE THIS WITH YOUR FRIENDS SO THAT THEY WILL CUT THE BOUNCERS A LITTLE SLACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I Am Tierd Of Coming In Last!
I once thought that I found love! but woke up one day and found that she was messing around on me! I put everything into this relatinship as I thought she had too! I had her sooning over me and I was deeply in love! So deep that in my eye's she could do no wrong! I gave almoast everything up for her, My friends family time money! I worked full time,cleened are place, cooked and shoped for us, and took care of are baby! When we finaly had mager problems with her being unfaithfull it costed me my job! see I was going to fight to keep my marrage and hoped agenst it all that we would see it threw! She went with a Devorce and a Jerk that did not last long! Why do weman play games and then say that they do not want to play games? It seams that if you are a good, faithfull, and Honest Man. You lose! If your are a copleat Jerk you win! That completly blows my mined! I know weman want confident men But in their own eragence they pic the Jurk knowing that they are a jerk 9 times out

Holding Forever
Your words, bought me laughter, even it is a simple,"yes." it calls out my heart. Your voice, touched my heart, likes droplets of rain falling down from the sky. Like music notes praising our love I crave for your touch, tenderness will overwelm me I long for your hands to pull me close to find comfort in your arms If there is a wish, I pray for you to be close, to wake up in your arms everyday, To have you telling me, "Im silly, but I still love you." And, all my life, I will hold you foever. Till the day when God decided that we should part, My heart will still stay with you. Together and Forever

Moving On...
I hate what I’ve become; I feel like I lost sight of what is really important to me. I let myself become someone’s play toy. I guess I am only good enough to hangout with if he wants some. I really for once thought I was special to someone; then I realized he only told me the things I wanted to hear to get into my pants. The first time anything happened he swore to me that he didn’t plan on that happening. Now, sadly I learned that girls do get attached from sex and that sex is pretty much only just gratification for most men. Its time for this little dolly to move on. Just like most of my friends said; I do deserve better.

Prayers Are Needed Plz
my family just needs prayer , we were told today that my cousins one yr old daughter might have cancer in the lymph nodes in her neck. her mom is like a sister 2 me so this is really breakin my heart..so if u could please keep them in your prayers i would appericate it thank u all for reading this here is a pic of the baby and her parents kelly n adam - her mom n dad kayliegh

Our Night Together!
Our Night Together We looked at each other and knew, this would be our night together. We walked to each other and as I looked up into your eyes, I could see the lust in yours. Our bodies meet, your hard beautiful body against my tender soft body. As your hands slid up my body, I tensed in anticipation - only to have them rest on either side of my face. I feel your strong hands on my face and turn up to look into your eyes. As you lean over to plant tender kisses on my forehead, eyes, cheeks, nose and lastly my lips, My body tenses and I lean against you. I start to slide my hands across your back and fill your hardness up against my body. My tongue flickers and slowly slides into your mouth..I hear you moan...I feel your tongue with mine. My body shivers, I play with your tongue and taste your sweetness. Your body starts to tense against mine and you can feel my soft mound against your hardness. We slide to the ground, still kissing and holding each other. I lay back bri

Bacardi Mojito (say 'mohito,' And Enjoy!)
An easy mojito recipe to liven up your evening: 1.5 oz BACARDI Rum 12 fresh spearmint leaves 1/2 lime 7 oz club soda 2 tbsp. simple syrup (or 4 tsp. sugar) The coolest summer drink recipes from the hottest bars always include Bacardi mojitos. Follow us step by step through our no-fail mojito cocktail recipe and mix up the sparkle for your party. For the smoothest summer cocktails, gently crush mint leaves and lightly squeeze lime in a cool tall glass. Pour sweet syrup to cover and fill glass with ice. Add Bacardi Rum, club soda, and stir your emerging mojito well. Garnish with a lime wedge and a few sprigs of mint. The best bar recipes then add these essential steps: toast, sip, and enjoy fine Bacardi mojitos with your friends. Share the secrets of your original or favorite Bacardi bar recipes with your friends - send an e-recipe for mojitos today! For over a century, the Bacardi Mojito has channeled the spirit of old Havana. Use our original mojito cocktail recipe

Ignorance, Lies And Family.
Someone take the knife out of my back. It is burning with deception and lies. Hand over the KY to make it easier. So I can bend over as I am asked to do. Misery loves company. I wouldn't want the misery your life is then. Caviar lifestyle on a beer budget. Your life is so full of clichés. I am bound and gagged with a promise. That is SCREAMING to be set free. My brain and heart are begging. Let loose all that you think is true. Such clarity of life you claim. How can that be? When it has been congested with all of your judgments. Such blindness you have. When you are deceived in your own home. Love binds my lips. Arrogance loosens yours. Perfection is impossible to attain. Yet you claim to have it. The lies always start within. Then flow out to corrupt those you claim to love. I gave you back my trust. Then you turned around and proved I was right from the start. Thank you for making it so easy. You can't hurt my love anymore. You have tried before and won.

I Think I May Have Found Him
Soooooooo about 2 months ago about. I met not only one of the most georgous guys ive ever seen but the nicest most kind hearted peroson i've ever talked to. Eventhough i've known him for a short while hes amazing and i cant wait to see him someday. So this blog goes out to u baby u know who u are .. No matter where u are or how far u maybe know that i care for u oh so much and ill be waiting here for you. As long as u still want me =) ** muah**

Dunno
girl language its all true. when i dont call you [ I'm waiting for your call. ] When i walk away from you mad [ chase me down ] When im quiet [ ask me what's wrong] When i ignore you [ talk to me. ] When i pull away [ Pull me back. ] When you see me at my worst [ tell me i look beautiful. ] When you see me start crying [ tell me it is ok no matter what the reason. ] When you see me walking [ sneak up behind me and scare me. ] When im scared [ comfort me. ] When i lay my head on your shoulder [ lay your head on mine. ] When i tease you [ Tease me back ] When i say that i like you [ i really mean it. ] When i grab at your hands [ i want to hold them. ] When i bump into you [ it's because i want to be close to you. ] When i tell you a secret [ i trust you with my life to keep it a secret. ] When i look at you in your eyes [ look into mine, then kiss me. ] When i miss you [ it really hurts. ] When you break my heart

Funny
>>You have two choices in life:You can stay single and be miserable,or get > >>married and wish you were dead. > > At a cocktail party, one woman said to another,"Aren't you wearing your wedding ring on the wrong finger?""Yes, I am. I married the wrong man." > >> > >> > >> > >>A lady inserted an ad in the classifieds:"Husband Wanted".Next day she > >>received a hundred letters.They all said the same thing:"You can have > >>mine." > > When a woman steals your husband,there is no better revenge than to > >>let her keep him. > >> > >> > >> > >>A woman is incomplete until she is married. Then she is finished. > > A little boy asked his father,"Daddy, how much does it cost to get married?"Father > >>replied, "I don't know son, I'm still paying." > > A young son asked,"Is it true Dad, that in some parts of Africaa man doesn't know his wife until he marries her?" Dad replied, "That happens in every country, son." > >> > >>Then there was a woman who said,"I neve

Friggin Mess
My god am I ever a friggin mess right now. I just talked to Rudi semi telling him how I feel. Asking him what he wants to become of all this. He said he wants to be able to get me to stay here in Germany permanently but cant do it at the time being. He said he was waiting for a better time. I told him I cant do this back and forth thing, not knowing where I will stay or what I will do is tearing me up inside. I know my status most of the day has been listed as sick, I think it is more of a depression hitting me hard. How can I not feel this way? I love that man with all my heart and to be honest I am sure that I would do the back and forth thing again if thats what he wants. I just hate the fact of not knowing what my future is bringing in, ya I understand that it is a future and one never knows their actual future. But I do know that right now my mind is spinning out of control. I have ALWAYS been a person that thinks way too much.

My Myspace Musiq Page
YA WANNA KNOW WAT I DO IN MY TIME??/ CHECK ME OUT HERE AND ADD ME BE DA FIRST 2 FANS IN MY MUSIQ CAREER LOL WEN I GET BIG ILL REMEMBER U BY GETTIN U BRAZILIAN CHICKEN N WINE. LMAO BUT 4 REAL. CHECK ME OUT. THIS IS ALL BENZI N WHAT I REPRESENT. NOT JUS FUBAR. myspace.com/rkyve

More Stupid People
This morning, as I sat across from some people who are in a position to affect many others lives, I pondered this question; How stupid are these people?! As a MP (Military Police, for the uninitiated) my charge is to Assist, Protect, and Defend any and everyone on my Post. That is my charge and I take it very seriously! We where discussing somethings that had become apparent during the last couple of visits by High Profile individuals. Now this can be a very delicate subject and most be approached with an open mind not to mention a clear understanding of what protecting the populous really means. As the meeting followed it's strict regimental approach, some pencil-necked, over-paid, pompous ass (sorry if I offended anyone in the aforementioned demographic) decided to add something that was not on the agenda. Keep in mind that this usually happens so I was prepared for it. But what I was not prepared for was dim-witted, self-centered that spewed from the hole in his face. Walter R

Tuesday Rain
ITS TUESDAY, SITTIN HERE THINKIN OF WHY ITS SO HARD FOR ME TO FEEL ACCEPTED. IT RAINS ALL THE TIME IN MY MIND. AN SHOWS IN MY EYES. I LOVE CERTAIN PEOPLE. AN SOME OF THEM PEOPLE LOVE ME BACK. I AM JUST TRACY, AN SHE NEEDS TO CHANGE. THE CRUSHES FOR EXAMPLE. YOU CAN ONLY CRUSH ONE PERSON. BUT YET MANY CAN HAVE CRUSHES ON YOU. I HAVE YET TO HAVE ANY CRUSHES ON ME. AN FOR GOOD REASON { IM NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR ANYONE TO CARE ABOUT JUST ME AN NO ONE ELES } I HAD TO WRITE ABOUT IT CAUSE IT REALLY HAS BOTHERED ME. THE TRUTH IS NO ONE REALLY KNOWS HOW TO JUST CARE ABOUT ONE PERSON ANYMORE. SO THAT MAKES ME UNIQUE AN VERY RARE. AN ITS FUNNY I WILL ALWAYS FEEL THIS WAY IN EVERY NEW DAY. AN MAYBE ONE DAY SOMEONE WILL FEEL THE SAME TOWARDS ME.

A Woman....
"A Woman" This is written in the Hebrew Talmud, the book where all of the sayings and preaching of Rabbis are conserved over time. It says: "Be very careful if you make a woman cry, because God counts her tears. The woman came out of a man's rib. Not from his feet to be walked on. Not from his head to be superior, but from the side to be equal. Under the arm to be protected, and next to the heart to be loved."

Please Join Us......
You are invited to attend the wedding of Sarah and Chris Thursday October 18, 2007 at 7 p.m. PST (10 p.m. EST) in the Wildcat Lounge ~Chris~ ROCK future hubby of yourtruelove@ fubar ~Sarah~ ROCKStruelove&soulmate@ fubar Wild Horse will be the official Wild Horse ~Fubar's 24th Godfather~@ fubar ~Witnesses~ Kris Loco Wedo

At The Cashpoint
Yesterday I went shopping in the supermarket. I bought some food for dinner, I made Spaghetti Bolognese. - yummy :) - At the cash point I was just paying as the customer who has been in the que before me, has been packing her shoppings. I started to pack mine and realized somethings missing, my meat. Some grounded meat for me, and some goulash for my cats. As I noticed she took my things, I ran after her and yelled at her, "would you please wait", she did. I told her that she took the meat I bought. She was like, "Oh have I really did this?". So she searched her bag, and yes my meat was in her bag. She said, "Oh my, I'm sorry" and broke out in laughter. As I returned to the cash point, everyone was laughing.

Packing & Moving
woohoo! moving moving moving. i got the house... waiting for the underwriting to go through... which i was assured wouldnt be a problem. so... i'm packing. 38 boxes packed (2 wardrobe, 1 medium, and 35 small boxes). made a sizable dent i think. :) still a lot of work to do. kitchen, closets, bathroom, computer desks, and random crap (you know the stuff you always wind up packing b/c you didnt have anyplace it belonged). the crew / army will be coming down to help w/ the move. mostly w/ the whole thing, but some people can only make it to one side of the move. it should be even more interesting since both of my parents will be coming down as well. ... and before you ask... the party will probably be in february or march. depends on when some other people from across the country can make it out. wheeee... back to packing.

Lip Lovers Contestants!
Here are your contestants! Choose your favorite and give them some support! Mwah! These links will not work until 6pm PST today! If you need the code, to make bulletins etc. please go to my stickied bulletin... hit repost.. find your name and copy the code. Good Luck to you all! Mwah! Contest Dates: Friday October 26 @ 6pm PST through Monday November 5 @ 6pm PST Hypnotic Starr Scsweetie Hot Mama DJ Sweet Rosemary BabyGirl Sexy Alpha Female Wolf Red Gurl Hot Marina Michelle~WSC~ upstatehotlips

A Great Weekend
First the Sox kick the Rockies asses Saturday night and then the Pats flat out mauled the Redskins yesterday and to finish it all off, the Sox finished off the Rockies last night to sweep the World Series. After so many years of long-suffering for both the Sox and the Pats it is so nice to see it turn around. Anyhow here is a little slideshow you can view which shows pics of the World Series celebration and music that is commonly played as part of the Red Sox theme songs. http://www.boston.com/sports/baseball/redsox/extras/playoffs2007_slideshow/

Bon Jovi And Leann Rimes - Stangers
It might be hard to be lovers But its harder to be friends Baby pull down the covers Its time you let me in Maybe light a couple candles Ill just go ahead and lock the door If you just talk to me baby Til we aint strangers anymore Lay your head on my pillow I sit beside you on the bed Dont you think its time we say Some things we havent said It aint too late to get back to that place Back to where, we thought it was before Why dont you look at me Til we aint strangers anymore Sometimes its hard to love me Sometimes its hard to love you too I know its hard believing That love can pull us through It would be so easy To live your life With one foot out the door Just hold me baby Til we aint strangers anymore [Solo] Its hard to find forgivness When we just run out of lies Its hard to say youre sorry When you cant tell wrong from right It would be so easy To spend your whole damn life Just keeping score So lets get down to it baby There aint no ne

Breast Cancer: The Basics
http://www.oncolink.org/types/article.cfm?c=3&s=5&ss=33&id=8320 Types of Cancer > Breast Cancer > Overview Breast Cancer: The Basics Christopher Dolinsky, MD Affiliation: Abramson Cancer Center of the University of Pennsylvania Last Modified: May 10, 2006 What is the breast? The breast is a collection of glands and fatty tissue that lies between the skin and the chest wall. The glands inside the breast produce milk after a woman has a baby. Each gland is also called a lobule, and many lobules make up a lobe. There are 15 to 20 lobes in each breast. The milk gets to the nipple from the glands by way of tubes called ducts. The glands and ducts get bigger when a breast is filled with milk, but the tissue that is most responsible for the size and shape the breast is the fatty tissue. There are also blood vessels and lymph vessels in the breast. Lymph is a clear liquid waste product that gets drained out of the breast into lymph nodes. Lymph nodes are small, pea-sized pieces

Its All Over.........
Well Dear Friends… it’s all over. I am finally single. I am not longer an Evans. I took back my maiden name. The Judge made the final decree on the 29th. My lawyer sent me an email today. A great way to get some news huh? But the worst of it is, that he gave physical custody of my children to their father. I feel that part of my soul has been ripped out of my being and I am having such a plethora of emotions right now I don’t know what to do with myself. Please pray for me and my children that we will see our way through this somehow. My faith has not been diminished but just challenged to trust Him on a higher level. I guess I need to learn how to be completely single for a while… relearn who I am and grow from there. Thanks for your prayers and your concerns about my situation. I hope God will continue to bless you abundantly. Victoria

Life
So right now im tring to move my house. Too bad im like almost 8 months pregnant and by my self. Talk about stress. Some of my family have helped but it is my shit so i feel like im not doing anything. I had to call off work off 3 days cause my landlady wouldnt let me stay another week(i ofter to pay $100 for a week) So im running around like crazy and i think im going insane. Hope everyone eles week is better than mine.

Dreams
So last nite I had this really naughty dream. And a person from Fubar was in it :O I woke up and was like WTF? LOL but yummmmm @ naughty dreams :D Oh yeah..and DAMMIT I'm soooo stinkin tired today! Got to bed at 11 normally go at 10.. then woke up at like 3:30 4 o'the clock and just stayed up :/

Ocean Dream
I sit on a cliff By the ocean shore I am watching As the sun sets The first my eyes Have seen this site As the sun and ocean Meet this night I watch with magic eyes As from the ocean Dolphins dance in the sky A dance no human eyes Did they let see before I sit on the cliff And watch the scene As sun and ocean Join this evening As dolphins dance Their nighttime lullaby And in the distance I hear their song So soft and lovely That I drift to sleep And wake next To see a rising sun In my bed I realize That I had dreamed of a site My eyes had not seen For no ocean is near My landlocked home

Chase Your Dreams
Have you ever just had one of "those days"? You know, the kind where you wake up and realize that life, for some reason, just hasn't really been going the way you thought it would. I recently had that happen to me and I still can't quite put my finger on what causes that feeling. I'm leaning towards the idea that maybe it has something to do with growing older. The new experiences that life brings do seem to effect the path our life takes. Even the smallest of things create ripples in our lives that spead constantly outward. Something as harmless as a simple comment from someone you've never even met before... it changes you. I was talking with one of my friends the other day and they said something that really hit the nail on the head. They told me that, okay now I'm paraphrasing here because I don't remember their exact words, anyway they said, "where does life go if it's going nowhere at all?" It was such a simple statement and yet so profound. This seems to be so many of us... alwa

New Poem I Wrote 2 Yrs Ago
Today And Yesterday!! I have loved you all. So Much I've cherished . Every moment , we shared Deep in my heart. But , if I leave . This world tomorrow. Will you know how much. I loved you ALL And how deep I cared? I've tried to be here. To be a friend, And to dry your tears . That would fall. We talked about everything , Big and Small. Sometimes laughed And Sometimes Cried. I can Remember , The First time I met all my friends . And each one That Call's me MOM . The first kiss. From each man in my life . Each touching a part Of my heart . In different Way's. The first time I held one of my Children And I knew , I had a gift from Heaven. Praying I would love them , the way All Children deserve!

Vampire
All is lost in this lonely world. All I have is a vague memory of what we were, Together we chanted the soft lullabies To our weary victims Wandering the night Through the streets we terrorized the foolish mortals The hopeless and faint-hearted Praying for death, and we answered their plea. We gave them peace; they gave their blood And all were satisfied. Till you became discontent. You vanished into the night from whence you came. Leaving behind the only one who ever could love you. I lay in broken confusion So close to the earth I could hear it breathing. I could no longer sense you near me. Never again could I to touch your pale skin, or kiss your tender lips. Alone I would pass through immortality, contemplating if I should make another companion to ease my suffering. Someone who would make forever less of a burden. But alas, they too will inevitably forsake me. Time passes, and not even love has the strength to stop Time's co

Good Morning? Please!
Okay, admittedly I am not a morning person, hell there are days I am not a morning, afternoon or evening person... But, let me point out a few basic facts about mornings: Natural Disasters: The majority of natural disasters occur in the mornings, the tunguska blast at 7:40 AM on June 30, 1908, Krakatoa on August 27, the volcano entered the final cataclysmic stage of its eruption. Four enormous explosions took place at 5:30 a.m., 6:42 a.m., 8:20 a.m., and 10:02 a.m., the last of which was worst and loudest. Each was accompanied by very large tsunamis believed to have been over 30 meters (100 ft) high in places. The christmas tsunami of 2004, the San Francisco earthquake at 5:12 AM - April 18, 1906 The New Madrid earthquakes of 1811 and 1812.... Not to mention the final major explosion that destroyed Pompeii... All morning events. Also, you are more likely to suffer a major accident in the mornings, as well as strokes, heart attacks. Bad human related events usually happ

Come Join Hott!!
HOTT BOMBERS OF FUBAR (Helping Out The Team)A New Bombing Team Dedicated To Helping Out Their Team Members To The Best Of Their Ability! With All The Contests Everyone Has It Gets Hard To Get Help Sometimes. HOTT Is Being Created To Give Everyone A Chance To Win Something! (This In No Way Meant To Be Disrespectful To Any Other Bombing Family Already in Place) We Need New Members! Want A Chance to Win Happy Hours, VIP's, and Blasts? Then Let Me or Briguy Know! Send Either One of Us An Email With The Subject Line..I Want To Be A Member! As soon as enough members are in place we will activate the team. We will both be posting a blog with the rules of the team. You will have to add both of us as a friend so that we can put you on our top list! JOIN US AND HAVE A CHANCE AT SOME PRIZES! Contact one of us in an email! BRI GUY CONFEDERATE BOMBER ...........@ fubar ~~Golfer Chick~~@ fubar

Rules Of Kindess !! :p
NOTICE RULES OF KINDESS Hey whats up, if you just joined, WELCOME Ok Some rules of kindness... DOWNRATEING is not nice and is not acceptable. If you dont like a photo don't rate it. people get irritated real fast and upset if you downrate someones page, photo. Or thumbs down there stash item. What is down rateing do you ask? That is when you intentionly rate lower then a 10. this is like fliping someone off just ruder. If you don't like the photo or profile DONT rate it. simple as that! please take this in to note when visiting fellow members of the site and have respect for one and other. Im sure if someone came to your page or pictures and rated them all lower then a 10 you would be fliping out right?. Have some respect, treat others as you would like to be treated. What is thumbs down? pretty much exactly that. thumbs down on a stash item, Why is downratein so mean and not nice? It hurts peoples feelings, (yes feelings are real on the internet and

Remember Our Soldiers At Christmas
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some

Fake People
Why can't people be themselves?, why is it that they try to get people to think that they are more then they really are? And another think why pretend to be someones friend and then stab them in the back. Those are the people i despises,nonthing good going to come about it. If you be yourself ,you will be surprise of the outcome,but continue lying can be very damaging.I'm the type i can get a long with anyone but don't try to cross me,i wasn't born yesterday and i usually know the fake ones when i see them

Aussie Guy
An Australian guy is traveling around the Greek Islands. He walks into a bar and, by chance, is served by an Australian barmaid. As she takes his order, a Foster's, she notices his accent. Over the course of the evening they get chatting. At the end of her shift he asks if she wants to come back to his place. Although she is attracted to him she says no. He then offers to pay her $200 to sleep with him. As she is travelling around the world, and is short of funds, she agrees. The next night the guy turns up again. Again he orders Fosters and after showing her plenty of attention, asks if she will sleep with him again for $200. She remembers the night before and is only too happy to agree. This goes on for 5 nights. On the 6th night the guy comes in again, orders Fosters but goes and sits in the corner. The barmaid thinks that if she pays him more attention then, maybe she can shake some more cash out of him. So she goes over and sits next to him. She asks him where he's from in Austral

Live Web-cast Fri & Sat Nov. 16th & 17th!!!!
Hey everybody! This weekend my band "RiverGard" is playing at Jersey's Sports Cafe in East Independence, MO (Susquehana) on Friday and Saturday November 16th and 17th from 9pm to 1am CDT. We are also going to be doing a LIVE Web-Cast during the event. If you can't make it to Jersey's or don't live within driving distance but would still like to see the show then this is your lucky day! Tune in to the RiverGard website at www.rivergard.com tonight at 9pm CDT and click the Web-Cast link. The Web-Cast should begin right at 9pm CDT or just a bit before. We hope to see all of you that can come at Jersey's tonight...for the rest of you...see you Online! Sincerely, Paul Valenti - Guitar/Vocals - RiverGard www.RiverGard.com

This Is The Beginning.....
I caught this on the news ticker I have.... Army desertion rate highest since 1980 By LOLITA C. BALDOR, Associated Press Writer 23 minutes ago WASHINGTON - Soldiers strained by six years at war are deserting their posts at the highest rate since 1980, with the number of Army deserters this year showing an 80 percent increase since the United States invaded Iraq in 2003. "We're asking a lot of soldiers these days," said Roy Wallace, director of plans and resources for Army personnel. "They're humans. They have all sorts of issues back home and other places like that. So, I'm sure it has to do with the stress of being a soldier." The Army defines a deserter as someone who has been absent without leave for longer than 30 days. The soldier is then discharged as a deserter. According to the Army, about nine in every 1,000 soldiers deserted in fiscal year 2007, which ended Sept. 30, compared to nearly seven per 1,000 a year earlier. Overall, 4,698 soldiers deserted this ye

Wildcat Lounge......come Visit Us!!!!
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Convictions Vs Simplicity
Ugh as most of you know, i've only been accepting add requests from people with salute photos... and i had deleted quite a few (ok over 1,000) people without them... now, while the idiot factor seems to have somewhat decreased - lovely effect really - unfortunately, the "whine" factor has increased... "why did you delete me, why won't you accept me, why why why why why..." ... So, i'm thinking of just giving up and dealing with the idiot factor again instead of the whine factor, and just go back to accepting people without them... although the whole "under level 5" thing might stay as a restriction... thoughts? comments? Sin p.s. i hate stupid people

I Dont
i dont feel it anymore i think im numb to the pain i dont know it anymore i think it all feels insane. I dont cry anymore i think its all just the same. I dont hurt anymore i think its all part of ur game. I dont ask anymore wats the point in knowing ur name. i dont want it anymore cuz i end up to blame. i dont care anymore you just hurt my gentle side i dont think anymore i just leave it to be abide. i dont love anymore wats the point in no return. i dont like anymore cuz all then i feel the burn. i dont tell you anymore i hate to repeat myself over again i dont want you anymore your supposed friend.

Days, Nights And Forever
Staring at a photograph, His heart beats wildly, Wanting to hold her and know That the love he feels is real. Her eyes, they say more than He can describe with mere words, And he simply can tell you That he is in love with her-- A love that spans all time And bridges all distance, Not even would he look for anything more. He doesn't know her voice, And he doesn't know her touch, But in his heart, She more to him than anything that's near. This love that he feels, She did nothing to ask for it, And he asks nothing in return. It's the love of time ago, Before they both were born. She came from Heaven, he sees an angel In each photograph, And he has lived in hell, And that's just where he's at. In a place where darkness reins, And in a place where her smile is the light That guides him every day. She takes him to new places And doesn't even know That when it comes to loving her, He does so without wanting, demanding Or even asking for more. His heart was on

Times Have Changed
Times have changed since it all began. You are now filled with so my much pain. My little angels you have been through so much and i to have dealt with the blow. Times have changed since it all started. Words have been spoken words that have tore our family apart. Times have changed since we all went our seperate ways. Now the silence is tearing us all apart. My little angels we will get through this, we must stick together. You are young but you are so confused and i dont know how to help but be here for you, the tears are falling and all i can do is wipe them away and let you know that i am here for you always. Times have changed since it all began, and now I only winder why, trying to understand why i didnt see the signs, why i couldnt stop it from happening, times have changed and now i only wonder why, why we went our seperate ways why we didnt stick together and help eachother. Times have changed since it all began.

The Spirit Of Dreams
As sleep overcomes me i drift off to dream The border where fantasy and reality meet this made up world consumes me whole a spirit realeases within me, lets me go rises above to explore and roam looks for another who is also alone wanders the world in the quiet, night sky he finds someone who catches his eye he holds her close as they watch the stars so close in his dreams but i know shes so far hovering heavenly over the water its getting early hes finally got her he holds her tighter as shes fading fast the night is restless a stones been cast as she goes she gives him a kiss "I will always love you remember this" and as the dawn begins to brighten once again hes alone and frightened soon to wake up and face the day ill return to the place where we once played start the day and start to train forever will hes heart feel this pain once again we two become one we wake up active with the morning sun he'll never realize the thing that i do both our hearts belong

Beloved Eyes
Beloved eyes Beloved eyes Lean in close to me Show me those beloved eyes Rapped in silk & satin Bodies entertwined In firey passion Kissing, caressing, screaming Seduce me Seduce me Seduce me Reach in & embrace Me Me Me Mind body & soul This is everything my heart Cries When I look into those Beloved eyes

'twas The Night Of Thanksgiving...
'Twas the night of Thanksgiving, But I just couldn't sleep I tried counting backwards, I tried counting sheep. The leftovers beckoned - The dark meat and white But I fought the temptation With all of my might. Tossing and turning with anticipation The thought of a snack became infatuation. So, I raced to the kitchen, flung open the door And gazed at the fridge, full of goodies galore. I gobbled up turkey and buttered potatoes, Pickles and carrots, beans and tomatoes. I felt myself swelling so plump and so round, 'Til all of a sudden, I rose off the ground. I crashed through the ceiling, floating into the sky With a mouthful of pudding and a handful of pie. But, I managed to yell as I soared past the trees.... Happy eating to all - Pass the cranberries, please. May your stuffing be tasty, May your turkey be plump. May your potatoes 'n gravy Have nary a lump, May your yams be delicious May your pies take the prize, May your Thanksgiving dinner Stay off of your thig

Isolated Life
Alone I sit within this Hell. No way to escape. Nobody to help me. My screams cannot be heard. Locked away from the world. Destined for lonlyness. Yet Enraged with lust. Sorrowful tears build up. None do flow. I wonder why. No answers come. Why is this Happening? When will it end?

Yeah Garcia!
Last week I was thinking of being happy about the writers strike. I am a fan of Criminal Minds and it appeared they had killed my second most favorite computer guru. Abbey of NCIS is my first. She pulled through. They killed the bad cop. She met a guru almost as good as her who is not a killer. Hope to see that relationship bud and keep going. I think the writers have a good beef. I believe in making money but it should be fair. If the people at the top would take a little less and give it back to workers. The top will make it back in profit due to better worker attitude and production increases. As smart as Hollywood believes themselves to be. They are as bad as the government for which I work.

Such Is Life.
In his arms, she's lost. In his eyes, she drowns. Within his soul, she's trapped. His words are sung to her. Her heart melts in the grasp of his hands. Hearts carved in trees. Names held within them. Passion in hands held. Silky lips locked. Tongues meet within deep kisses. Another waits. In solitude. Such an actor this boy becomes. Betrayal in the making. Stolen kisses from her. Fake words. Fake love. Fake feelings. Nothing but a joke. No one's laughing. Not on the inside. Knives cut through slowly. Guilt will come out. Eventually. Soon. It'll happen. She'll find him. She'll discover her. More hearts broken. More hopes crushed. Such is life...

Have You Ever
Have you ever felt like you just couldnt do it anymore? I am not talking about life, I am talking about love. Last night was very very hard on me. I wont go into details but my boyfriend did something that hurt me emotionally very badly. He did realize it and did apologize and thats fine, but when I figured what he did I went off. I didnt stop and think before I said things. I called him every name in the book and said alot of negative things that I didnt mean but they were out of rage at the moment. I have been practicing for the past year to use I statements, I long ago learned just how bad using you statements hurt because they were always pulled on me. Last night I went back to the you statements. I did tell him after stuff calmed down that next time I am here he better do what ever it takes to keep me here or I cant do it anymore. This emotional roller coaster is tearing me up and I swear I will have a breakdown if it continues. I love him with all my heart obviously, this is my s

Pain
A pain with no gain where only sorrow will remain that's tried to be corrected but failed in vain. It'll leave me confused and possibly insane and mentally scarred because of all of the pain. The only hope given is that I will be forgiven, for the life I live in and the attempts I've tried. What must I do to show I'm still true to you. What is it that you would like me to be? the perfect vision of a friend for all to see or am I that bad that I can never be me. Shall I be enslaved to your idea that my true self can never be free? Shall I hide my true self away and lock it away with your emotional key? Or can I be myself for the world to see.

Rules For The Contest!
Ok all ive decided to start up a contest of my own!! If you want to enter this contest here is what you do: send me two pics, one of you face shot and one of a pic that you want it morphed into along with 200fubucks I will morph your pics or send me your morph along with 100fubucks and i will post them in my album titled morph contestants. the morph with the most comments by the end of the contest will win 70,000 fubucks. some rules: pics must not be nsfw! one of the pics must be of you when you send the fubucks type morphcontest followed by what you would like your morph named in my album. when you send your pics or morphs make sure you title the subject morph contest! if this sounds fun or interesting then you know what to do! contest starts today and will end on Christmas day! so hurry and get your morphs turned in to me and we will have some fun!

Photo Marked Nsfw 11/26
This photo was in my Angels and Stuff Album. I just got a note from FUBAR saying that someone had marked it NSFW so I moved it to my Fantasy Women album that is marked NSFW. I really wonder sometimes are people just so bored that they have to mark this NSFW that aren't even close to NSFW. I ripped this particular photo from someone and I've NEVER seen it ever marked NSFW. http://full.pcb2.fubar.com/05/38/478350/3744262494.jpg I don't know if this link will take you to it. But I'll see if I can go rip it again and put it here so you all can see and then give an opinion if you feel like it. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m That's the photo that was marked NSFW. I just brought here from Sexiluv.com That's my rant. I hope you all are having a good day.

Spotlight On 'cubby'
Hi, although I stopped the presses on the fubar Sunday News, I did want to tie up a few loose ends. I had some support staff work hard: *ahem-PeeJay-ahem* and should rightly be given her dues. So if wanting to beat the boredom between Happy Hours, Heres Pee-Jays last story: http://fubar.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=4140181&bl=1 Also I had a couple of great people to spotlight. and they should get their moment in the light Some people have a certain knack for fun ... And while having fun they may do anything to share their fun loving disposition. Some will do anything to get a grin out of those that they want with a smile ... EVEN if it means being the blunt of their own jokes! I'm a fun loving person and I like it when I meet others who 'get it' What? You might ask: Well asking that means you don't! *nods* But to legitimize the story, I'll clue ya all in: *whispers* Life is meant to be LIVED! Those folks who shake their head and give a sh

In Order
THE BIRTH ORDER OF CHILDREN Your Clothes: 1st baby: You begin wearing maternity clothes as soon as your OB/GYN confirms your pregnancy. 2nd baby: You wear your regular clothes for as long as possible. 3rd baby: Your maternity clothes ARE your regular clothes. _____________________________________________________ Preparing for the Birth: 1st baby: You practice your breathing religiously. 2nd baby: You don't bother because you remember that last time, breathing didn't do a thing. 3rd baby: You ask for an epidural in your eighth month. _____________________________________________________ The Layette: 1st baby: You pre-wash newborn's clothes, color-coordinate them, and fold them neatly in the baby's little bureau. 2nd baby: You check to make sure that the clothes are clean and discard only the ones with the darkest stains. 3rd baby: Boys can wear pink, can't they? _____________________________________________________ Worries: 1st baby: At the first sign of distress--a

Busted Fake On Fubar Admits She's A Man...(from Jd)
Kristan Smith@ fubar ...yesterday we blew up the user alot of you know as "Kristan Smith" as a fake, tons of you suspected it, now we have confirmation that it is indeed, a man running that profile. He even admits it, finally....catch it here & repost so everyone can see this one for what it truly is....disturbing, to say the least.... Click to see HIM admit it!.. More about real fu-kin life on here bought to you by: Johnnydevil@ fubar

What The Hell Am I Doin Wrong!!!
I would just love it if there was a way that someone could look at me and I not know it, to find out what i do so wrong. I mean i meet women, that say that they are honest and true to themselves and they want me to be me, which if you know me, or talked to me for 5 minutes youd know that im like a teddy bear, very nice, cuddly. Honest and warm, with a humongous heart. I have alot of love to give, and love to give it. But just as when i think that things are goin so well, BAM, it all blows up in my face. Do i love to much, i mean, i have slowed down ALOT, since i got divorced, and its been almost 2 years since. Why is this so hard to find someone that is true to themselves. for if they arent then they cant possibly be true to me. I just dont know anymore. Comments are welcome. Please dont hold back, tell me straight. Am i doomed, stupid, what. I will respect anyones point of view, cuz right now its kinda hard to fine the truth, not to mention reality.... shay

A Word Of Advice
Now some of you are going to read these blogs listed and get them for what they are comical shit that happened..... Some of you are going to read them and get pissy (Hey I told you up front I was an asshole) Do me a favor and if they piss you off read the fall out from the KC blog and take heed to my message SG

Thought For The Day... 12/01/07
"A friend who is far away is sometimes much nearer than one who is at hand." "Is not the mountain far more awe-inspiring and more clearly visible to one passing through the valley than to those who inhabit the mountain?" - (Kahlil Gibran) and of course my horoscope.. lol You've got quite a lot to think about today and your mental state is perfect for rearranging priorities and coming up with new options to help you adapt to the changing circumstances of life.

Give Thanks Even In The Bad Times
I have been going through a real rough time with my health and the death of Redskins Star Safety and Friend Sean Taylor plus the Redskins lost a game that it looked like they would surely win today. I as well as they wanted to win the game so bad for Sean. I just thank God in spite of all the negative things in my life because the Bible says to give thanks even in the bad times. Therefore, I thank you Lord God for my life and everything I do have. I thank you Lord Jesus for letting me see 27 years and drawing close to 28. I will bless you oh Lord at all times and your praises shall continually be in my mouth. Hallelujah to the Lord of Hosts! Moreover, if any of you have a problem with this blog because I am a Christian that is too bad. I am not ashamed to proclaim my faith in God. He is my refuge, he is my strength, and without Him, I as well as you would be nothing whether you believe in Him or not. As a matter of fact if you do have a problem with me Loving God and recogniz

Help Me Title This..any Ideas?
Untitled... As the wind blows steady and strong It sings an unfamiliar song Mother Nature takes the stage Bringing with her drops of rain The Lord plays the drums On my window pane Soft whispers bring a chill As the sidewalks begin to fill With puddles all around A leaking gutter completes the sound Angels dance with two left feet As the rain quickly turns to sleet Mother Nature cranks up the noise A lightning bolt her instrument of choice Crack of thunder, let’s rock and roll For this wicked lady is full of soul It’s not karaoke or amateur night One song after another Until morning light Gabe on the guitar, stringin’ away Trees bend and begin to sway Keeping the rhythm to the beat So grab a beer and pull up a seat For Mother Nature leads the band Bringing music across the land Crash and clatter Drip and plop Flick your lighter For when they stop... One more song Please don’t go For when silence comes Watch out for snow…. Written by: Uncha

Tired Of Being Lonley
i am tired of being lonley. i wish i had a girlfriend to share all of my happy times with and to share all my sad times with. i want to find a woman who likes the samethings as i do. or one who would be willing to compromise and work togeather to accomplish great things with. i want a woman who will not cheat on me, one who will treat me right. a woman who loves attention. a woman who will give me attention and affection. one who shows compassion when i need it.

~ ~ What Is Your Grinch Name? ~ ~ .
Go to http://www.yourgeekfriend.com/GrinchName/GrinchName.php To find out your Grinch name. Add your name to the list, then pass it on!! 1. Santa ~ Santa Claus 2. Ursula Artzer = Meanurchin Heartlesssski 3. Steven Artzer = Miserlygloom Heartlessski 4. SiN = Woefulgloom Heartlessnoggin 5. Sara- Crabbygrinch Crankyton 6.Brandy-Crabbywhiner Jerkyjeans 7. Melanie- Frownywhiner Crankyton 8. Tabitha - Stingybeast Crustypants 9. Shawn - Grimimp Crustypants 10. Kerri - Miserlygrinch Snottyham 11. Tom - Moodycrab Snottyham 12. Jessica- Meangrinch Rottenpants 13. Andrew~ Surlybeast Rottenpants 14. Rose- Peevishmonster Wickedpoop 15. Valerie - Frownygrinch Poutypoop 16 bri-Scroogeytroll Heartlessnoodle 17. stacie~Crabbycrab Snottyfoot

I Love You!
MY LOVE..MY HEART..MY EVERYTHING ♫Smokey Bear♫ ?FUBAR Expert ©¿ AsH.WeeEs Man {FuBar's After Hours} Empty... That's how I feel without you. Every day that we're apart Feels like an eternity. You move me... Make me feel things I thought I would never feel again. When I am with you, I feel a warmth wash over me. A warmth unlike any I have felt before. It picks me up and carries me to a far off place, A beautiful place... A place where nothing is known but love and caring. My worries fade to a distant memory, And all but you is forgotten, If only for the moment... My heart is overflowing with joy and love, The joy that you bring to me, And the love that I feel for you. Never have I come across anyone like you... Sweet, warm, tender, caring... I become overwhelmed in your presence, lost... Lost to my imagination, to the thought of you. I'm lost in a wonderful dream, and I never want to wake up. You... You are too good to be true... My knight i

Boycott Starbucks
Guess I won't be drinking Starbucks > >>anymore! > >> > >>Recently Marines in Iraq wrote to Starbucks because they wanted to let > >>them > >>know how much they liked their coffees and to request that they send > >>some > >>of it to the troops there. > >>Starbucks replied, telling the Marines thank you for their support of > >>their > >>business, but that Starbucks does not support the war, nor anyone in it, > >>and > >>that they would not send the troops their brand of coffee. > >> > >>So as not to offend Starbucks, maybe we should not support them by buying > >>any of their products! I feel we should get this out in the open. I know > >>this > >>war might not be very popular > >>with some folks, but that doesn't mean we don't support the boys on the > >>ground fighting street -to-street and house-to-house. > >> > >>If you feel the same as I do then pass this along, or you can discard it > >>and > >>no one will never know. > >> > >>Thanks very much for y

Hey To All My Friends,family, Fans,and Fans Of Mine Plz Read
Hey to u all i tried to get u all by sending u love and to wish u a Merry Christmas and a wonderful New Year if u did not get one I am sorry so that is y i am writing this now..just in case..and i do care and have somewhere in my heart thoughts about u all u have ...made me feel very loved since i joined here when it was called cherrytap...and i hope u all enjoy my friendship as i do yours....u all have a goodnite and enjoy your holiday k....lots of love to u all.... HUGGZZ STACIE (SMILES AND BLOWS U ALL A FRIENDLY KISS)

'gold Wrapping Paper'
I received this from a friend who had a choice to make. It said that I had a choice to make too. I've chosen. Now it's your turn to choose. The story goes that some time ago a mother punished her fiv e year old daughter for wasting a roll of expensive gold wrapping paper. Money was tight and she became even more upset when the child used the gold paper to decorate a box to put under the Christmas tree. Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift box to her mother the next morning and then said, 'This is for you, Momma.' The mother was embarrassed by her earlier over reaction, but her anger flared again when she opened the box and found it was empty. She spoke to her daughter in a harsh manner. 'Don't you know, young lady, when you give someone a present there's supposed to be something inside the package?' She had tears in her eyes a nd said, 'Oh, Momma, it's not empty! I blew kisses into it until it was full.' The mother was crushed. She fell on her knees and

Merry Christmas Y'all!
"Twas the night before Christmas, in Texas you know, Way out on the prairie without any snow, Asleep in their cabin were Buddy and Sue, 'A dreamin' of Christmas like me and like you. Not stockings, but boots at the foot of their beds, For this was Texas, what more need be said? When all of a sudden from out the still night, There came such a ruckus, it gave me a fright! 'Cross the prairie sky shot a loaded up sleigh, With wheels, not runners...it's magic they say. The driver was whistling and shouting with a will, Armadillos (not reindeer) he drove with such skill. "Come on there, Buck, Poncho, and Prince, to the right, There'll be plenty of travelin' for y'all tonight..." The driver in his Levis, and a shirt that was red, Had a 10-gallon Stetson on top of his head. Down he stepped with his sack, he was really a sight! With twinklin' blue eyes and a beard curly and white, As he burst in the cabin, the children awoke, And both so

Merry Xmas To Me
I think I'm gonna buy myself a new webcam. I mean I've only had my webcam for um..... almost 8 years? LMAO Um yeah and the damn thing still works, but the clarity on it is shit. So.... time for a new one. Mind you I still have to go shopping for the midget. But I'm going to buy myself a few things too. :) Gotta be good to me!

Those Born1920-1979
THOSE BORN 1920-1979 READ TO THE BOTTOM FOR QUOTE OF THE MONTH BY JAY LENO. IF YOU DON'T READ ANYTHING ELSE---VERY WELL STATED TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drin

Dumb Arse
So today I was with my family doing some last minute shopping. We were headed home on the highway doing about 75 MPH when I noticed this pick up truck coming up fast behind me. It was a 2 lane highway and I was in the left lane. I got into the right lane and let him pass me, when he did I looked over to see that it was 2 punk ass looking teenagers looking for trouble. It was raining and not the best time to drive like a putz! Right after this idiot passed me he got in front of me so I switched back into the left lane. The right lane got backed up and I passed him then I got into the right lane a 1/4 mile down the road to make my exit. about 1/2 a mile before my exit I see these idiots coming up nest to me. They pulled along side of me and then the driver dropped the hammer. I saw his truck take off in front of me and then he lost control. This dummy must have been looking back at me and his 2 driver side tires went off the road into the mud. He was all over the road spinning and

Now We Know Why
Santa didn't bring me anything today, I guess he thought I had enough this year, And I reckon he's right, But still a little something Would have been nice. He passed right by my house, I know I heard his sleigh bells ringin' As I sat in my chair, Playing my guitar and singin'. I stepped out my door And said, "Santa why do you tease me?" "You give all these wonderful gifts, And to everyone I am so nice?" I heard him laugh and say, in his jolly way, "Sir, you're truly nice and a poet at heart, But the gifts that you seek don't come In a box or a bow, And they can't be found at your local Walmart." I said, " Santa, how come you didn't come to my house? Why didn't you send them by mail?" He retorted in a way that seemed almost evil, "Last time I did I ended up in a Mexican Jail!" "But Santa, it was fun I left lemon and tequila!" He looked down and said, "Yeah, Rudolph hasn't flown straight since: Let me tell ya'" I knew he was right and I knew it was true, And the

Adventures On The Ranch
This story is not my usual erotic story, I wanted to write a sexy and romantic story about a couple in a ranch setting ranch..., I hope you like it and it makes you smile with a glint in your eyes. Adventures on the Ranch... By: Anna 2007 It happens at Santos' Ranch one weekend when we decide to shut the world out and just enjoy some Quiet Time alone..., we are sitting together on the front porch swing, my head on your shoulder, and your arms around me, gazing at the lake beyond. The late afternoon sun is still warm, and its reflection shimmers on the lake’s surface. It’s a sultry summer’s day. We sit there for awhile, enjoying our closeness, the private woodsy surroundings, and the scents of cedar and pine in the air. We decide to have a picnic by the lake where you and your buddies come to fish every summer. We sit together, stealing kisses, feeding each other strawberries, chicken fingers, and Caesar salad, and sipping some sparkling wine. The sun begins to fade and t

Now Hiring
We are looking for staff members. Enforcers - keep our lounge clean of drama. Prmoters - bring people in our lounge. Bartenders - serve drinks to our members, and greet members as they come in. Greeter - greet our new members and get them to join our wonderful lounge. Pervers - Perv our members profiles get them and you lots of points and make new friends! If you are intrested in becoming a staff member of our lounge reply to this blog and tell us what job you would like to do. Thank you Enchanted Realm

The Painter
I was a dull portrait of life Reduced by emptiness Dismantled by a rusted knife And darkened by absence of happiness Till you came for me to change Brought a paint and sturdy brush Filled me with colors beautifully arranged With ease I know you're not in a rush Colored my skies with cold blue Scattered green across my grassy farm You were an artist which I loved so true Makes me feel away from any harm My days when they were dark and dim Summoned a glittering yellow ray Gliding across my face was your beam Of warm light that leads me to your way When I laid down for me to rest Sprinkled pieces of shimmering white Of stars that never twinkled to its best Then your vivid face makes everything alright As I rose with a motionless twilight morning You flew above and spread a violet atmosphere I sat down and thought you were a perfect being That made my life almost complete with you near In a valley I stood and gaze the colorless sundown Then

Rudeness
I have noticed so many mumms over BBW people. I do not know why.. I can see maybe once it coming up..but it has been constant. Just now I seen a rude mumm, that I do not very much appreciate. I am not a BBW.. but I am overweight. The rude comments can hurt. It just gos to show though.. that some grown ups have nothing better to do then insult each other. Damn, age of 43.. and they still do it. We are not kids anymore.. grow up idiots. Heres link to that mumm: http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=274190#

Love.love.love
Love. Love. Love - My family. friends. making new friend. being faithful. spring, summer. the colors: pink, red, cream, blue, green, purple, black, orange, silver. sleeping in. late nights talking on the phone. sweet dreams. cute men with nice butts. shopping at Walmart. Taco John's chicken & potatoe ole burritos, nacho cheese & mild sauce for potatoe oles, super nacho platter. cream soda, dr. pepper, dr. slice, mr pibs, sprite. the smell of fresh clover, cut grass, roses, lillies of the valley. playing pool. my yahoo rare. myspace. pillow book. chocolate pudding, pistachio pudding, strawberry yogurt, chocolate fountains, strawberries dipped in chocolate banana splits, twists, mint chip, banana slpit ice cream. strawberry zinphindale wine, drunk dialing. unlimited long distance. prank calls. being quiet on 3 way calls hehe shhh. inside jokes. the fact that some friends mistake my mom & me on the phone through our voices. most reality tv shows, dr. phil, oprah, the cw, channel surfing.

Nicknames
Nicknames. Everyone needs one. I give them to everyone. Since I know so many people with the same name. People I work with get special ones. People in other areas get crazy ones. I think it's fun For Me it just helps to keep people seperated. I've found at work people have picked up on it. Started useing it on the person. I, Myself have several for work. One even made it on My nametag for My cubicle. Which is funny. The other ones I dont think would go over to good for most people there. Since they dont have a clue as to what they would mean. Because most haven't been out in the real world long enough. They all lived that sheltered childhood.

How Much Do You Love Me?
Heartistic Soul is doing a new contest called the $100,000,000 Valentine. Please check her blog here: http://fubar.com/user/1037258 And be sure you think of me when your FUbucks start burning a hole in your pocket. ;) I ♥ hearts.

I’m Headed Straight To Hell, Infact I Might Be Driving The Train...
I say that because I laugh at the most awful things. I do, it's wrong and totally fucked up but if it's funny, then I'm sorry but I'm laughing. I was sitting in my office one day looking out the window, which was ground level and as it was a real estate agents, the windows were huge and mainly uncovered by marketing (we had those snazzy interactive TV things, but when I have the remote it's never good. If they'd get excited about a property, I'd fast forward it from the inside bwahahahaaaaa, but I'm digressing. HEY!! It worked right, get's them to come INSIDE and ask...*taps head* not just a hat rack my friends)...where was I?? Oh yeah.... ...So I'm gazing out the window and there's this plumpish girl walking along the sidewalk when all of a sudden, this big assed Ice cream van passes. She's so pre-occupied staring and drooling at this van going by that she TRIPS OVER HER OWN FEET and lands on her ass grasping her ankle in what would either appear to be agony from a possible spr

13 Wiccan Points
Not every Wiccan will subscribe to all of these points, but in general they are representative. 1. The divine Spirit is present in all creatures and things: people, animals, plants, stones... 2. The ultimate creative force manifests in both feminine and masculine modes; therefore it is often symbolized as the Goddess and The God. 3. In some covens, both are celebrated equally. In others, The Goddess is given precedence or even celebrated without reference to the God. 4. All Goddesses and Gods are aspects of The Goddess and The God. The aspects most popular in Wicca are the Triple Goddess of the Moon (Maiden, Mother and Crone) and the Horned God of death and rebirth. 5. Reincarnation and karma are valid concepts. Upon death one goes to a state of rest and reflection, and eventually chooses where and when s/he will be reborn. 6. Magic is practiced for positive (helping) purposes: spiritual development, healing, guidance, safety, etc. 7. Rituals are generally p

Golden Tickets Part 4
WE need OOMPAS...............We are Working our LITTLE White Gloved Fingers To the BOne......HIRING STAFF...LOL......Just kidding I think we can Do this....ONly 28 Days to go....Please Make sure to Read All Blogs and Bulletins.....And Dont FOrget to add these Lovely ladies thats working....Thanks And GET your Golden Tickets.....Buy more......Please............We dont mind getting Shit faced while we work so feel free to buy us drinks ...No tickets Can be bought for us...SO feel free to SPEND MONEY ON US ALSO...And we love Fans and rates and Crushes are nice...Please be PATIENT...WE CAN Only work so fast......LETS have FUN....... Heres More Great FUn People Who are INvolved..... Tulsa's Angel~ Club FAR Promoter/Sisterhood/FuBombers Owned by Lonestar/SgtRaider's Bad Girl@ fubar $ 25,000.00 ((50)) Tickets Bought By Lonestartxcowboy 2,500.00 ((05)) Tickets Bought By Sweet Mel BrokenWings@ fubar $ 500.

Into The Inferno
Just another casualty of war, He became one today. Maybe it's his own fault, And he's not good enough, But it seems that her own demons Have gotten in the way. Once she said those words, He knew that he had fallen, But he didn't realize that pain That came with it, Nor did he even think it would Have felt like he had entered The flames of hell. He was floating in mere thought Of a fairytale, And then suddenly, He realized it was a grim one. The wolves eat everyone, And the demons are real, And his heart now lay in pieces With nothing to hold it together anymore, He had to be the stupidest man on earth, And he can't take back the words he said, Because he meant them, and he can't take back The feelings he shared, Because they were real. The words that were exchanged, The feelings that were shared, The connections that were made-- They all have been severed violently, They all have been removed. Just another casualty of war. Only this war was a personal on

Surviving The Holiday's
Yeah I survived the holidays OK…it’s been a long week. For Christmas I got a “Heroes” 2008 calendar, A DVD set of Doctor Who Season 3 and a bible( I have to admit I uhmm didn’t have one before) .I walked away happy. But it’s not the getting that important it’s the time you spend with family and the giving… My Mom has understood what I'm going through with my hard drive problems. I was planning to make her a little something with Paintshop. Like I did with her Birthday. I walk away with the usual resolution losing weight, (which I am really trying to do), exercising and moderation of what I eat. I have been watching my calorie intake. I want to be more politically aware. I’m actually going to vote this year! At times Ive been to lazy to do it. And I’m not going to let things get me down. And I'm being a nicer mummer. Helping my friends with contest. I should have been doing that a long time ago and i felt pretty bad about that. I do not intend to break any of them. And thin

Animal I Have Become
I can't escape this hell So many times i've tried But i'm still caged inside Somebody get me through this nightmare I can't control myself So what if you can see the darkest side of me? No one will ever change this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal I can't escape myself So many times i've lied But there's still rage inside Somebody get me through this nightmare I can't control myself So what if you can see the darkest side of me? No one will ever change this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal Somebody help me through this nightmare I can't control myself Somebody wake me from this nightmare I can't escape this hell

This Is Not Reality
There is no one to take my blame If they wanted to There's nothing to keep me sane And It's all the same to you There is nowhere to set my aim So I'm everywhere Never come near me again Do you really think I need you I'll never be open again I can never be open again And I smile in my mind to pretend And I'll never be open again And I'll have no more dreams to defend And I'll never be open again

Yeah!!! We Are Back In Business
Master Nosferatu Founder Of Unholy Darkness@ fubarmistress of sargon (member of Unholy Darkness)@ fubarS@RGoN(KocK@RoaCH)Security AT Pandora's Box -member of The Unholy Darkness-@ fubarCountess , Member of Unholy Darkness@ bartender 4 Dusk til Dawn@ fubarUnholy Darkness@ fubar dragon princess (dragon society member)UNHOLY BOMBER@ fubarJeRReK SiR-GeTs-ALoT--UNHOLY BOMBER@ fubardestiny6992 (UNHOLY BOMBER)@ fubar YES THAT IS RIGHT WE ARE BACK WITH A FEW CHANGES. WE WILL BOMB YOUR PIC IF YOU ASK BUT THERE ARE THINGS WE ASK OF YOU. REPOST OUR BULLETINS WHILE WE WORK ON YOUR PIC. AND PLEASE RATE, FAN AND ADD US. PLEASE RATE AT LEAST ONE HUNDRED PICS A DAY UNTIL YOU ARE DONE. WE ILL WORK HARD FOR YOU SO DO NOT LET US DOWN AND WE WILL NOT LET YOU DOWN. AS FOR AS FOR FU-BUCKS WE DO ACCEPT OFFERS FOR BOMBING BUT IT IS NOT A REQUIREMENT ANY MORE. ALSO WE ARE LOOKING FOR NEW MEMBERS WHO ARE WILLING TO WORK HARD. TWO REQIREMENTS FOR THAT BEING LOYAL AND HONEST. PLEASE CONTACT ANY

My Vacation
First of all....I hope everyone had a great Christmas....and Happy new year to all... Well, some of you know I went on a vacation and let me tell ya, it was the best vacation ever. First we drove down to Orlando it was so much fun we took the girls to Disney world on Christmas eve, then on Christmas day we saw Cirque Du Soleil, the girls loved it it was soo awesome. The on the 26th we flew out to Puerto Rico, we spent a lot of time with family, we went to old San Juan, took some pics at el Morro The food was exellent, (yes I love food) lol We also went to the beach, I saw the most beautiful sunset ever, My gilrs love the beach (not me) lol me and swimm suits do ot get along lol. New years eve was soo much fun, we wenmt to and uncle's house they had fire works loud music i danced a lot, now back to reality lol kids are back in schoo and i'm stuck with lots of laundry! tata for now! By the way Jim made me type all this lol so just so you know i didnt want to write a b

Why Cant I ?
Liz Phair .. "Why Can't I breathe " These are kinda represents the way i feel about someone right now .. Why cant I breathe whenever I think about you Why cant I speak whenever I talk about you Its inevitable its the fact that we're gonna get down to it, so tell me Why cant I breathe whenever I think about you (whenever I think about you

Rsvp Now For Birthday Cruise Out Of Miami Florida !
RSVP NOW for Birthday Cruise out of MIAMI FLORIDA ! Now is your chanceif you want to get a GREAT priceon a cruise & meet me all at the same time !! We are booking a Birthday Cruise for Myself for October 2008 out of MIAMI FLORIDAOctober 19th 7 day cruise to Cozumel Mexico Grand Cayman , Cayman Islands Ocho Rios , Jamaica This will include food 24 hours $100 onboard credit for each cabin bottle of champagne & chocolates for each cabin and a shared cocktail party with one hour open bar & dry snacks Inside cabin is $429 per person Oceanview is $529 per person plus taxes, and tips Optional is also : alcohol, shore excursions, BINGO, casino , onboard photos YOU must reserve a cabin now to hold this price. Reservations are $250 deposit per person and you must use this booking number : must contact me for the booking number as only a few cabins are left at this price thats right !! to receive the onboard credits , and other extras that wer

Friday Opie And Anthony Links: Howie Mandel, Patrice Oneal, Bob Kelly, Louis Ck, O&a Podcasts, New Videos Online
LISTEN TO TODAY'S OPIE and ANTHONY SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) O&A ANIMATIONS ARE ON iTunes NOW!! (Check out Anthony the Italian Stormchaser - online now!) It's a rainy Friday in the Big Apple, and the Opie and Anthony crew has a busy show for you. First off, we have our buddy Howie Mandell checking in to the show to talk about guest-hosting Regis and Kelly as well as Deal Or No Deal. Our pal Patrice Oneal is also coming in to hang with us. Bob Kelly is coming back in to plug his Caroline's gigs this weekend. Louis CK is also stopping by to hang out. As if THAT wasn't enough, we're all feeding our faces with breakfast courtesy of Basil T's in Toms River, NJ. Remember, if you want to see any of the in-studio goodness, breakfast and booger-eating, just turn on your PALTALK and go to the 'Opie and Anthon

Seven Most Important Men In A Woman's Life
The Seven Most Important Men in a Woman's Life! 1. The Doctor - who tells her to "take off all her clothes." 2. The Dentist - who tells her to "open wide." 3. The Milkman - who asks her "do you want it in the front or the back?" 4. The Hairdresser - who asks her "do you want it teased or blown?" 5. The Interior Designer - who assures her "once it's inside, you'll LOVE it!" 6. The Banker - who insists to her "if you take it out too soon, you'll lose interest!" 7. The Primal Hunter - who always goes deep into the bush, always shoots twice, always eats what he shoots, but keeps telling her "Keep quiet and lie still!"

Totally Hot.
I am in a RATES ONLY contest for the Hottest Mummer on Fubar! It's rates only, so it will only take a few seconds and no bombing! Your rate counts as 1 vote. CLICK HERE TO VOTE Please stop by and rate the pic in this link! :D Make sure to let me know if you did so I can stop by your page and drop some 11's! Thanks, I love you all! Your Favorite Lesbian, *-EZ2FU-*

A Sad Story With A Happy Ending
A drunk man in an Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six-car pileup On 109 that night. When broken bodies lay about And blood was everywhere, The sirens screamed out eulogies, For death was in the air. A mother, trapped inside her car, Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: Oh, God, please spare my boys! She fought to loose her pinned hands; She struggled to get free, But mangled metal held her fast In grim captivity. Her frightened eyes then focused On where the back seat once had been,But all she saw was broken glass and Two children's seats crushed in. Her twins were nowhere to be seen; She did not hear them cry, And then she prayed they'd been thrown free, Oh, God, don't let them die! Then firemen came and cut her loose, But when they searched the back, They found therein no little boys, But the seat belts were intact. They thought the woman had gone mad And was traveling alone, But when they turned to ques

Miss Romper Farted
Monday, the 14th of January, the year is 2008 Living in a meritocracy where the truth is not safe or polite Entering the third-millenium with a harmless, weird Asperger Brain Winnipeg is still surrounding me in a world where quaint questions remain Everything is authentically synthetic just for your pleasure Consciousness is identity, the you within your own wetware Ridicule the coherence of the academic, dull schollars Advocate the adventure of encounters, chase the world's wonders Leave me alone, sorry to have wasted your time with how I feel What do you want? Research is the fetching of info, a trick I've mastered well On with your life, kingdoms are within you, recall the words of Christ Everyone conks out, and then a legacy won't be worth a shxt Go with the most recommended option while considering the alternative Sociotypes bud and blossom forth as multi-faceted as definitive Fingers can sketch every microcosmic nano-universe in a particl

Day 9
This is my 9th day of dieting, I just finished a 20 minute cardio workout, I am Hot and sweaty. BUT I lost a inch in my hips and waist YAY, no idea if I lost weight my scale batteries died. Could be a good thing. Well I am off to take a shower.

Lol Damn It!
That stupid "Fall" song got me a speeding ticket. We were headed home from boy scout camp and one of the boys .. older boy ... was in the front seat when that song came on and he started singing it to me. I told him it had special meaning to me and he kept singing. lol Then the speed trap. Yeppers...that same boy was talking about being pulled over FOUR times with scouts and no tickets handed out. This time there was. To the tune of $104.00. Fortunately it was Broken Arrow and not Tulsa cuz it would have been $140.00. To boot, the trap was RIGHT at the exit for our drop off of boys. Grrrrrr Beginning to wonder if I really like cops as my profile says I do. . .

Simply Me
2003.... And another year slips gently through the hourglass Of time as I sit quietly pondering the memories Of time I lost, time I spent endlessly searching As I continue to do right now My head begins to pound As I feel dizzy knowing nothing Yet feeling everything in waves rushing over my head Slowly drowning me in a pool of Vast eternal silence of uncertainties What have I don’t in my life That could possibly make me anything Ahh, yes, I know now, I dream If a stranger were to ask me just who I am I would have to say I am not really anyone Yet I am spun in a complexity of inner turmoil and chaos Cloaked in a silken shroud of dreams I quietly pace the forty rectangular feet of my room Remembering the time I spent in a small jail cell How claustrophobic I was the first time I encountered that space Yet like any caged animal You adapt Happiness is a foreign word to me I mean true happiness What that is I’m not sure I have ever really known I know what comf

Simply Me Part Two
2005... not so much has changed; I sat quietly resolved in my somber desolate loneliness For the better part of today Revisited many words I once had the inspiration from my desperation to write once upon a time So long it has been since I felt the sinking of my heart to read the words I So long ago had the courage to feel. Words Odd how in so many ways that is the only way I can feel What is a word? A word has the extreme power to make or break in but a single utterance The fleetingness of a single touch In a word my heart can be but shattered My dreams could break and my spirit broken To succumb I give my heart so freely in this life only yet to “suffer the slings and arrows” To remain lost spinning out of control into a world I have yet to find my role in I died today I cannot tell you how it felt or what it smelled like or even what I saw I just felt a part of my soul slip away If only for a moment I knew That part of me Of my light was gone Disappeared so

New Orleans
I'm off to New Orleans at the end of February and I'm so excited! I'll be meeting a friend who has been a great online bud for a couple of years now. I'm going to miss Mardi Gras, which may be a blessing in disguise, but she said she'd drive me down Bourbon Street anyhow so I could show my boobies...MOM..send bail $$....lmao....

Kandee Fucken Rawks I ♥ U!!
GET READY TO MOSH YOUR ASSES OFF XHMH BRINGIN IT HARD & HEAVY XHMH WELCOMES THE SENSUAL DJ CHITA TO IT'S AIRWAVES THIS SEXY LADY WILL RAWK YOUR FUCKIN WORLD CLICK ON ANY BANNER/PIC TO ENTER LOUNGE NOW

A Day At The Beach
Take my hand And dream with me Remembering life The way it should be Hanging at the beach My face in the sun I look over at you The love has just begun Sitting together Sharing a touch Sharing a blanket And kisses full of so much Sitting in the sun You take my hand A gesture of love Our toes in the sand When you’re holding me close Nothing can compare When I’m with you I belong there Swaying to the music Closing my eyes Sharing a kiss Makes me realize I belong with you And you with me To share life together The way it should be dilliness 060107

What's With Rating Pics Less Than A 10?
Ya know.... I like to consider myself a decent person... not perfect... but just the same.. pretty much a good guy.... So I decide to build up some points and rate a few pics... and WOW!!! First JoJo slams me for downgrading her pics average (and frankly I didn't see anything that said I had to rate her 10 minimum and geeze to be honest... she ain't no friggin 10) and then next thing you know I rate this chick named SerenitY a couple of 8's and even a 9 and she comes back and rates every one of my pics a 1 What kind of deluded babies does this site allow in to slam honest opinions????? Didn't realize I had logged on to IneedpamperscauseIamspoiled.com I am sure I will post more on this later...

Had A Fall Back
I was doing so good then I crashed, ate all kinds of goodies. Guess I will have to work on my will power. I am using Sparkpeople.com to log in what I eat and workout to see if I can keep better track of what I am doing. wish me luck

Esbat/moon-worship
arms raised to the sky fingers grazing the stars magick surging a tornado a torrent of heat as the bonfire blazes a sheet of flame before me it guides the energy out of my body blasting from my fingers into the universe

Looking For Something New
Family rules for joining the spirit levelers! >Don't join this family because you are in a contest >You cannot enter any contest for 30 day's after joining because of previous scheduled events. > You can't belong to any other bombing family can not be disrespectful to any family member ,treat them as you would want to be treated > You "MUST" have a salute and be a level 5 or higher,Be respectful to all other members,help all members when they are in contest or give aways,when you reach about 20.000 we will put you in a leveling pimp out so that everyone will come and blow your page up and level you fast!We are a "DRAMA FREE" family anyone found causing Drama will be removed at once "NO QUESTIONS ASKED" we will not put up with it!We ask that you repost our bulletins and check the home page daily for new blog postings,we are a bombing family as well so when asked to help out with some comments in a contest or give away please do so!So if you would like to join go to Spirit Levele

Not There Yet
things look a diffent now your not the same as i sit here forgeting about the blunt blunt buring look at u and thinking just maybe i should be around when things go wrong and maybe it best just to go but something holds me the there like a glue unsure of what to happen next looking at u make me so crazy but i cant go and i know everyone see evey little move we make so even a longer run but when i look at you i dont know if that matter and i wonder if u know or dont know? but i cant be the fool theres not talking i grab my shoes and start to walk and u know things will never be the same who the hell made u my boss who the heel told u u can run me they were worng u might get more from me but do u really at the end look at everyhting upside down like i do do u realy want to be in a life that everyone looks at u for everyhting becuz i know i ddont but i cant stop the things ppl want i am here and your just a small part of my game so now u know where i am and maybe u will see me jus

Wisdom From A Child.
Naaman was an old important man in the town where he lived. He was a high-ranking officer in a big army. A little girl from Israel was a servant in Naaman's house. She was a servant for his wife.The little girl was worried about Naaman. He had become sick with a very bad skin desease,called leprosy.People who had leprosy were not allowed to live around other people.The little girl knew that God could heal her master.But he did not beieved in God.The brave little girl told him that he should go to see Elisha.She knew that the man of God could help Naaman get well.Naaman did go see Elisha.He wanted to be well! Elisha told him to go to the Jordan River."Wash seven times in the water,"he said.Naaman thought that was silly.He thought Elisha should just wave his had and make him well.Naaman started to go home.But his servent begged him to do what Elisha said. "He is not asking you to do something hard," the servent said."At least try it."Naaman listened to his servent.Naaman walked into the

Lullaby
lullaby when I am alone at night memories of you and me are bright shining through my consciousness feeling warmth and tenderness still I am alone at night touching feeling holding tight to nothing do you ever think of me were we never meant to be take me in your arms to sleep take me in your arms to dream memories sing lullabies sending me on through the night I will wake alone to find memories in growing light listening to Summer wind Sleep envelopes me again do you ever think of me were we never meant to be

When This Happens Don't Stop
He walks in His hands are sweaty Everyones already started He wants to get out But he doesn't, leave She's pushing up Hard against him He's forgotten everything His friends have ever taught him The taste of... It feels like... Everything that ever felt so good Gets him choked up inside She's moving way too fast ll he wanted was to hold her She's getting her way Now he wants this to be over He's getting nations Even though this is This is what he wanted So how could he fight this It's the taste of... It feels like... Everything that ever felt so good Now gets him choked up inside So depressed over his mistake He's headed for the door Walking away trying to forget Knowing she only wants more It's getting him sick inside He's regretting it all Pretending it never happened As he takes a fall, on his bed It tasted like... It always felt like... Everything that ever felt so good Made him choke inside

Bigg Chieff
Well guys it has been since Friday the 24th at about 7am that my wonderful dog came up missing-I am coming to the realization he most likely has been taken in by someone-so please keep him in your prayers that at least that someone will be good to him and take care of him well until he can find his way back to us! He is absolutely amazing and if he cannot be here with us then as long as he is safe is the most important thing now! Thank you all for the gifts and comments and shouts wishing him a safe return!

Do You Really Think So...dah!!!
OK, now really...do you think I'm actually gonna let you see my NSFW folder if you give me no rates, fans, etc. Come on Do I look like an idiot. I'll scratch your back if you scratch mine. You gotta do something for me first. If you don't wanna see it that bad, then don't ask. Come on that's why it says adults only...if you can't figure the above out, than take a cold shower!!!

New Place To Chill Out And Chat
WELL I HAVE FINALLY GONE AND DONE IT LOL NO NOT THAT LOL :P UK DELIGHTS IS MY LOUNGE FOR FRIENDS FAMILY AND ANY1 WHO WISHES TO COME IN AND SAY HELLO. THE LOUNGE IS BASED ON AN ADULT OPEN MINDED COMMUNITY WHO CAN CHAT FREELY. NO DRAMA JUST GOOD ADULT FUN AND CONVERSATION TO BE HAD. PLEASE COME BY AND SAY HELLO AND HAVE A DRINK WITH ME AND MY STAFF. OPENING NIGHT IS 14TH VALENTINES http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=54619

Love Games
Why is it that some people play games with your heart? Aren't games more fun in the bedroom? Karl knows that i'm in love with him and he just so enjoys playn with my head! He loves to see how far he can push me. He has even gone so far as to tell me this!! So why is it that I keep letting him? Last nite he calls and ask me to go get him after waiting about 30 minutes I finally left. He called and was like sorry I fell asleep and then he said that he just wanted to see how long i'd wait! What the hell? I don't have time for these bullshit games anymore!!! I hope his hand is as entertaining as I was cause i'm done!!! If there is a real man out there let me know!!!

Bid On Me Please
This hot sexy man is up to be own for one month so come show him love hes the greatest friend ever and someone who means alot to me been there when i needed him the most so ladies own him make him yours for one whole month here is that u will get from him ok so heres what ya get 1.all pics rated 2.all stash rated 3.a salute from me one nsfw and one sfw 4.a mumm posted about u 5.comment daily on ur page 6.pimped out on my main page blog and bully 7.added to my yahoo and family 8.your name on mine as owned by so lets do this bid Here r the rules: dates are changed to feb 1,2008 till feb 24th 2008 so come on ladies click link and bid

This Is So Sad (stop Child Abuse Now!!! )
My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else i'm locked up All day long. When i'm awake i'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe i'll just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Chariles bar. I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work. He slaps and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And run to the door Hes already locked it And i start to bawl,

Lies
You said that you still loved me And that you still cared And that you would still be there for me And that i was your girl And that it was over And that i souldn't cry And thats when i found out it was nothing but LIES

I've Been Tagged
I got tagged by my lovely friend Moon Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I have lived in Colorado all of my life except for one year in Las Vegas when I was 21 2) I love to dance even tho I really suck at it. 3) I knit and sew to realx... ya dont repeat that!!!! 4) I love to go out with the guys to a country bar and play pool! 5) I drink way to much coffee and soda. 6) I dont eat regularly. 7) I am going to be a grandma yet again and still a very young age. 8) I am going to have a 67 or 70 Mustange before I die. 9) I will do most anything for my friends. 10) Tho I try to have this bad ass attitude and rep... I am really a nice pe

I Need Your Help
Starting 12am est Monday Feb. 4th and running until 11:59pm est March 2nd DJ Master Tough T is holding a 30 day blast contest for the first Staff member that can bring in 50 new ppl into the lounge. There is one catch you need to join the lounge and come in as often as you can throughout the month or it will not count. So please I am asking all my friends fans and family to help me out here. If you do come in tell DJ Master that Ice sent you so I can get credit for you coming in. If your looking for a lounge that plays the hottest music, and has the hottest men and women on Fubar then look no further Club Poison has what you crave! Click on the pic and check us out!

When You Have Nothing.....
It's a hard feeling to feel though you have nothing anymore. That endless pit as it become bottomless. Your twist turn bend and break your body is mangled beyond belief. You lips part and your eyes sink, you close them one last time and breath in the bask of the love you once felt before it leaves you forever. Nothing matters anymore after that feeling is gone, such a feel is never found again. Once in a life and now I must wait till my next life. The warriors blood pools and now she takes her last breath and finds peace. I have always love and always felt love, but now I feel nothing but cold. Farewell.

Barracks Playground
Title: Barracks Playground Running thru the fields I see daisy weeds Lost beads and broken swings, abandoned dreams arguments between dope feigns, Dirty kids pickin' teams, playin' tag dancin' to sirens. I see broken glass of long nights passed, dead birds and cats, street dogs and trash, hustlers mingling to protect their stash, prostitutes strutting in my path. Rimless back boards and ball-less courts, graffiti on walls, empty packs of Newport's. I see monkey bars, hot sliding boards, kids jumping rope with old extension cords. Bathrooms locked shut, water fountain pressure low, faded hop-scotch lines which way to go? I see merry-go-rounds that don't spin around, see-saws that just go down. Baseball cages dying of rust, night lights on half them bust. Grass real high needs to be cut, running thru the fields I see daises and such. Police lockin' up the neighborhood drunk, young boys learning how to dunk. Girls keepin' rhythm jumping double-dutch, pi

That Fabulous Word
That Fabulous Word Perhaps one of the most interesting and colourful words in the English language today is the word "fuck". It is the one magical word which, just by its sound, can describe pain, pleasure, love, and hate. In language, "fuck" falls into many grammatical categories. It can be used as a verb, both transitive (John fucked Mary) and intransitive Mary was fucked by John). It can be an action verb (John really gives a fuck), a passive verb (Mary really doesn't give a fuck), an adverb (Mary is fucking interested in John), or as a noun (Mary is a terrific fuck). It can also be used as an adjective (Mary is fucking beautiful) or an interjection (Fuck! I'm late for my date with Mary). It can even be used as a conjunction (Mary is easy, fuck she's also stupid). As you can see, there are very few words with the overall versatility of the word "fuck". Aside from its sexual connotations, this incredible word can be used to describe many situations: 1. Fraud "I g

Auction Results Are In!!!
The Auction is OVER!!! Here are the results!!! Hypnotic Starr is the Fu-Owner of ~ Dungeon Master MustangDos~ w/ the winning bid of 30 day blast, 200,000 fubucks & 2 nsfw salutes ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ That Girl is the Fu-Owner of chevy1514--> w/ the winning bid of 1 MONTH V.I.P, 3 DAY BLAST & 100k fubucks ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ ~Thcknluvit~ is the Fu-Owner of Mr. Cuddles.....*~ FU Hubby to da_finest_cali_chik_420~* w/ the winning bid of a 7 day blast ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ DKnight13=^_^=Security@Envi =^_^= is the Fu-Owner of ~DJ~BJ~CO-OWNER OF ENVI/HOMIE4LIFE2DJSEXY(OWNEDBY RADIOGUY)SIS2BLAIRMAREw/ the winning bid of 150k Fu-bucks & a 7 Day blast ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ DJ NightMare is the Fu-Owner of ~*~LadyMel-Sister

Tagged!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1- I can drive a standard car better then i can drive an automatic 2- I Cannot and i mean CANNOT drive with any type of footwear on my feet. If im wearing shoes ill take the time to remove my shoes (and my socks) before i start the car. 3- My daily lunch Mon-Fri is a can of green tea, 3 snickers bars, and 2 things of string cheese 4- I prefer slow paced bars rather then fast paced clubs...too many youngins! 5- I love to drive fast and crazy, but i cant be in the car as a passenger with anyone that drives the same way. 6- Im a natural brunette but i swear ive had ALOT more blond moments then any blond i know

My Immortal; Evanescense
My Immortal ( Evanescence ) I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase [Chorus:] When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me You used to captivate me By your resonating light Now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase [Chorus] I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along

Recurting Blog
Seeking Comment Bombers.Bomb for Morphs an Personalized Tags.But Most of All,you Bomb to Show Love onto others,in Contests.For a feeling of Pride,Honor,Accomplishments.By Showing Love onto others you Earn Respect,Admiration.The Best Fubar Friendships Occur in a Bombing Family. If Interested Please Add Kingdom Of Wolve's Send Friend Request To> Seeking New Bomber's* Witoka No More*@ fubar

I Just Quit My Job
Well after a lot of careful thinking the past few days, I walked into work today and quit. After not being able to sleep due to pain and crying because of the pain. I laid there thinking of why am I putting my health at risk working there? I can not afford to have so many Lupus flare ups so close together in less than a year. As it is my life expectancy isn't great. I fear that I will not see my daughter married. Where I worked would be fine but they chose not to make those that wouldn't work do their jobs. I would end up doing theirs plus mine to get my work done. That lead to me way over doing it and landed me now three times in the ER in less than sI ix months. I will be fine, I always am. I have learned to deal with this with out much help from doctors. I actually prefer it that way. The less drugs I take the longer I have my liver and kidneys. Ok, enough for now time to get my pain meds. I hope all is well with everyone. May the Goddess watch over, p

Winners Are!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CUPID HAS HIT FUBAR!!!!! Ended ON Feb.14th and Sorry For The Time Management Issue.. We would LIke to Say Thanks to ALL who participated In our Once Fun Activity. Thanks for YOUR patience as We know it was Needed and We still OWE Some Graphics Will be delivered Soon..And Heres YOUR : PRIZES Winners: Both of the following (2) purchased from FTD.com: Pink Pleasure: ~~~FU-DADDY™~~~FU-HUBBY TO TOO MANY TO NAME. SEE WIFE BLOG~FU-OWNED & R/L BF OF WONDER WOMAN~ Ticket # 1349 Burning Pleasure: ~Slave Princess~Mikey's Valentine~

My Family Here On Fu Bar
I started on Jan. 2nd going thru my family list and removing all the people that have been nothing close to friends let alone family like. This morning I have finally finished removing and adding. Some of my remaining family have been a bit impatient and now you all will know where my truest friends and even my one possible love interest stands in my heart here on fubar . Next is the friends list. Anna

"an Experience With God"
As I spoke to God today, His Love and Mercy restored my soul. And as I knelt down unto God to pray, I felt like a piece of treasured gold. His grace brought a shine back into my life just when I felt as if my soul were at the end of a knife. But alas, the pain is gone; the hurt is erased By God's gentle touch, my heart is healed and raised. __________________________________________________ [Copyright © 2008, written by Jamie Shawn Tan. All Rights Reserved.] Photo url location at ~ http://biblia.com/jesusart/poster-jesus-geths-23.jpg

Man Accused Of Fatally Stomping Son Takes Dna Test (from The Bully)
Remember the lady in question was the no.1 ranked cherry until she deleted her salutes disabled comments and made her profile private.my question is why do you still have her on your friend and fan list?why do you keep sticking up for her?why not remove her from your friends and fans? Top stories Feb. 16, 2008, 12:27AM Man accused of fatally stomping son takes DNA test By HARVEY RICE Copyright 2008 Houston Chronicle TOOLS GALVESTON — A man accused of stomping his infant son to death gave a DNA sample to prosecutors Friday, his attorney said. Travis "T.J." Mullis, 21, of Alvin was handed a piece of cotton that he used to swab the inside of his mouth. He dropped the cotton in a paper container that was sealed for delivery to a laboratory, said Mullis's attorney, Robert Loper. The DNA will be compared with evidence taken from Mullis, his car and from the Galveston roadside where the body of 3-month-old Alijah Mullis was found Jan. 29, accor

Do You Want 20,000 Fubux?
OK SO YEA YOU MAY THINK I AM LAME! BUUUUUUUUUUUUT...... I AM BORED, AND DON'T CARE WHAT ANYONE THINKS OF IT! CAUSE I KNOW SOME OF YOU OUT THERE REALLY LOVE ME! SO I ASK.... DO YOU WANT TO MAKE SOME REALLY SIMPLE AND I MEAN SIMPLE FUBUX? LETS SAY HMMMMMM.... 20,000 FUBUX? HERE'S WHAT YOU DO..... MAKE ME A PERSONAL SALUTE WITH MY NAME IN IT! YEP IT'S THAT EASY! SIMPLY DO A SALUTE TO ME, DJ BYTCH AT STINKEYE RADIO AND I WILL GIVE YOU 20,000FUBUX ONCE YOU ARE DONE PRIVATE MESSAGE ME AND LET ME KNOW! HAPPY FUBARIN *** DJ Bytch *** CT/ FU Wife Of DJ Jay *** Owner Of Stinkeyeradio.com *** (Fu - Owned by AirBags)@ fubar

Now Playing Steal
HEY EVERYONE THERE IS A NEW MOVIE OUT IN THE STINKEYERADIO THEATER COME CHECK IT OUT AND BRING ALL YOUR FRIENDS WITH HAVE A FEW DRINKS AND WATCH A MOVIE NOW PLAYING Steal http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=55064

Musings Of A Lost Boy
what do you do when all you want has gone away? what do you say when your stars and moon have faded in the day? why do we pray and hope that there will be something to say? when all you want and hope for have gone away? No single touch comes to sooth you when you're down no smile to help you ease the crease upon your frown no soft kiss to tell you that things will be just fine to think the gem you held has lost it's precious shine time is simple and time is steady time will be there whether or not you are ready time tick tocks away the moments of your life time does not care of joy, pr pain, or strife when all you seek is some glimmer that there's something more and all you find is solid flat like the beach on rainswept shores you take each step and hope that when you look upon the sand you'll find another set of prints, someone to take your hand what do you do when all you want has gone away? what do you say when your stars and moon have faded in the day? why

Taboo
So I'm into taboo sex (which you'd know if you read my blogs and looked at my pics) and I'm usually pretty open about it. My shrink says it's because the first time I had sex it was a very taboo situation and I'm always trying to top it. I cant get off on normal sex. Are you open, or are you ashamed of things that turn you on? We all have kinky things that turn us on but have never acted upon or told anyone about. Here's your opportunity to share. What is the most taboo thing that gets you going?

Year Of The Rooster
The tenth animal who arrived was the showy Rooster Chinese Horoscope the Rooster Rooster Personality People born in the year of Rooster are very usually observant. Most of the time, they are very accurate and precise with their observation. These people certainly love find themselves in the spotlight, they love entertaining friends and adore meeting new people, and even unexpected and uncertain circumstances are not a barrier for them. It is almost impossible to find someone born in this year looking dowdy or untidy. The fact is that these people are usually one of the best dressed and groomed of all other people. They are actively interested in clothes, colours, and accessories, and usually are very critical about their own appearance as well as about appearance of those they are surrounded by. People born in the year of rooster like to be noticed and flattered. Such person might dress a little flashily with this in mind, but in his heart, he/she is completely conservative. Ro

Good And Bad
No one can change Anyone's mind About Anything...I can control my actions and allow whatever IS taking place. Yes is Yes; No is No... When a person has DIRECT experience with "God" their associations MUST change--people are living "spirits" with a body...example: If I'm constantly around killers eventually my "spirit" will kill too...If I'm around individuals with the opposite belief as mine---One of us Will change...into better or worse...Churches are intended for like-minded individuals...A Church also represents an individual person, not necessarily an actual Church. No one can "save" anyone from immoral ways of life...People don't recall the difference between moral and immoral UNLESS reminded...selective amnesia... (immoral) "Spirit" consumed with ---greed, murder, sloth, lying, glutton, sexual immorality, envy, revenge, jealousy, hoarding (negative mannerisms) that negatively impact other people; humanity...there's is no devil--- wisdom fights knowledge...Every countr

Sign Up!
WANT_A _HAPPY_HOURI am doing my second Happy Hour Contest since my first one was a great successLike the last one all you do is contact me at the link below, and send me the link of a S.F.W. picture that i can Save and upload to the contest folder, My last contest i had 30 people i would love more this time around...As Before the contest is First to 50,000 comments will get a Happy hour.Of course you can bomb yourself, have friends bomb you, if you are apart of a family they may bomb you...PLEASE NOTE:To ensure that this doesn't last forever there will be a ending date, note if by this closing date no one has gotten the 50,000 comments required NO HAPPY HOUR will be given outStart DateFebruary 29nd9 PM cst/ 10 PM est7 PM Fubar TimeEnd DateApril 11th9 PM cst/ 10 PM est7 PM Fubar TimePlease Note:Once the folder is opened you are responsible for getting your own picture link to your picture to get people to comment your contest entry Any QuestionsClick Here To SendMe a Private Msg Click H

Finding That Someone
used to think i'd never find that someone that one person that i could run to no matter what the causethe person that i could trust without a single doubt the person who could love me for me the person who fills my heart with happiness and laughter i always dreampt about the day i'd meet that someone it was until the day i met you i doubted love you make me feel like i con do anything better yet be anyone i love knowing your at my side knowing you will catch me if i fall i love that feeling that feeling when your around and knowing that feeling will never change you came into my life so unexpectedly but i couldn't ask for more i cant imagine my life without you near you make my world complete i wouldn't ask for anyone to replace you for you are what i've wanted my whole entire life i love you not by me

Sexy Eyes Contest!!!
very soon i will be in a contest here's the rules SEXY EYES CONTEST!!! THE RULES!!! - just click the link below or any of the graphics in this bulletin to go strait 2 my page & private message me a link 2 the picture you would like me to rip or send me the picture 2 upload. - The contest will begin on Friday FEB, 29 @ 6:00 p.m. Pacific standard time. Ending March, 7 @ 6:00 p.m. Pacific Standard time. - all entries must be in as soon as possible. - This contest is open to both men & women so everybody enter fast. - Contest winners will be named base on most comments. - There will be prizes for 1st, 2nd, & 3rd. PRIZES!!! - 1st place will get a one week blast courtesy of me. - 2nd prize will receive 1 Bling Pack containing 12 fubling gifts for you to use as you please. - 3rd prize will receive a One Day Blast. and thanks to Jade to let me be apart of it and i hope all my wonderful friends will help me out in this contest when it

Long Survey
001. What is the best way to get over someone? I DONT KNOW, I HAVENT HAD TO DEAL WITH THAT IN ALONG TIME, BUT WHEN I DID, I JUST TOLD MYSELF TO GET OVER HIM, AND DO THINGS THAT MADE ME HAPPY. 002. What makeup do you wear on a daily basis? EYE SHADOW, MASCARA, LIPGLOSS, EYELINER, POWDER, AND BLUSH. IM A GURLY GURL ;P 003. Is your AIM away message on? CHILLIN... 004. If you could eat one meal for the rest of your life, what would it be? HAHAHA I DONT KNOW. 005. What curse word do you use the most? FUCK, BITCHES, HMMM PROB ALL OF THEM, LOL. 006. Do you own an iPod? NOPE 007. Who on your MySpace "Top 8" do you talk to the most? CHRIS, AND CHARLEE. 008. What time is your alarm clock set for? WTF? LOL. 009. Did you have a Valentine this year? YES 010. Do you wear flip-flops even when its cold outside? NAH, ONLY IF IM TAKING THE SWIM CLASS AT THE GYM, OR GO TO THE BEACH. 011. Where do you buy your groceries from? COMMISARY, OR VONS. 012. Would you

Kids
You know I have a wonderful gorgeous nine year old. She is this blonde haired blue eyes little cherub. But underneath this is a satan spawn. She used to be sweet and loving. Now she is nothing but anger and arguments. I know its because I am not home at night. Her father tends to either yell at her instead of talking to her or he is too busy with playing video games to pay attention. I have to work. I have to make a living. I guess I have to take a pay cut and try and find a day job. I finally found a job that is good for me and pays a great salary. My daughter is more important. I am just at my wits end...not sure what to do with her anymore. I welcome any suggestions! Thanks for listening!

Doctors
Baby's First Doctor Visit A woman and a baby were in the doctor's examining room, Waiting for the doctor to come in for the baby's first exam. The doctor arrived, and examined the baby, Checked his weight, and being a little concerned, Asked if the baby was breast-fed or bottle-fed. 'Breast-fed,' she replied. 'Well, strip down to your waist,' the doctor ordered. She did. He pinched her nipples, pressed, kneaded, and Rubbed both breasts for a while in a very professional And detailed examination. Motioning to her to get dressed, the doctor said, 'No wonder this baby is underweight. You don't have any milk.' I know,' she said, 'I'm his Grandma, But I'm glad I came.'

I'm Alive - Disturbed
Never again will I be dishonored And never again will I be reminded Of living within the world of the jaded They kill inspiration It's my obligation To never again, allow this to happen Where do I begin? The choices are endless Denying the sin My art, my redemption I carry the torch of my fathers before me The thing I treasure most in life cannot be taken away There will never be a reason why I will surrender to your advice To change myself, I'd rather die Though they will not understand I won't make the greatest sacrifice You can't predict where the outcome lies You'll never take me alive I'm alive I'm alive I'm alive Change again, cannot be considered I rage again, dispelling my anger Where do I begin? The choices are endless My art, my redemption, my only salvation I carry the gift that I have been blessed with My soul is adrift in oceans of madness Repairing the rift that you have created I am not alone, brothers, give me your arms now The thing

Within Temptation-what Have You Done
Would you mind if I hurt you? Understand that I need to Wish that I had other choices Than to harm the one I love What have you done now? I know I'd better stop trying You know that there's no denying I won't show mercy on you now I know I should stop believing I know that there's no retrieving It's over now What have you done? What have you done now? I, I've been waiting for someone like you But now you are slipping away What have you done now? Why, Why does fate make us suffer There's a curse between us Between me and you What have you done? What have you done now? What have you done ? What have you done now? Would you mind if I killed you? Would you mind if I tried to Cause you have turned into my worst enemy? You carry hate that I feel It's over now What have you done What have you done now I, I've been waiting for someone like you But now you are slipping away What have you done now? Why, Why does fate make us suffer There's a curs

Remembering....
Today is a sad day and im weighed down by many emotions and unanswered questions. Its been just over 3 months now that i come home like any other day and found my brother hanging in the garage...his eyes wide open, tongue hanging out of his mouth, so pale...an image i fight from my mind with every breath i take. He left no note, no reason as to why death was his only answer..just his cold hard body. I still remember the last day i seen him alive, it was the day before Thanksgiving and he was gettin ready to spend the night at his wifes house (they had been seperated )..he was jokin, laughin, the happy go lucky Jason ive always known..he had given my youngest 20 bucks to go to mcdonalds and yelled at me as he was walkin out the door...love ya sis, see ya tommorow. Unfortunately his wife got sick the next day and claimed she was to sick to bring him home so we didnt get to spend thanksgiving with him but he made our mom promise to save him some pumpkin pie..his favorite. Apparently he

Bomb With Comments Contest!!
CLICK ON BOTH OD US LADIES AND RATE AND COMMENT AWAY PLEEEEEEEEEEEASE!! Come help out and bomb away with as many comments as it will let you. > > > > > > === '~redhotsaphire~*Fu-Moostris to Niffy*' spewed forth the following at '2008-03-04 11:38:03'.. > > > > > > > > > === '~redhotsaphire~*Fu-Moostris to Niffy*' spewed forth the following at '2008-03-03 18:27:32'.. > > > > > > > > Click on my pic, which is second on here, and bomb it with comments. Help me win please please pleaseeeeeeee!!!!!! > > > > === '*~*Niffy*~*FU-Wifey to FU-DADDY & FU-Mooostris to redhotsaphire*~*FU-G/F to Tom' spewed forth the following at '2008-03-03 18:05:06'.. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Come check out my buddies. The most rates wins! > > > > > Prizes:Month blast > > > > > Ticker package > > > > > Three Fu-bling packages > > > > > added to the winners p

Demon Crew Profile Of The Week ~3/13/08
PROFILE OF THE WEEK: ♥Ash♥~Every Tear Tells A Story~Fu-Owner of Scooter~ Crew Leader Of The Demon Crew@ fubar Drop by her page and show her some Love! Interested in joining the Demon Crew? Contact Liberty and she will be able to answer any of your questions ۞ ÐJ~ £ÎßÊ®Tÿ~* Manager @ Club Karizma † §í¢k & TWî$t€Ð's R/£ G/F & FÛ FîÂñÇê' † LÕ®í'$ Gü®£ † Demon Crew Recruiter@ fubar

Good Is Good But Could Be Better
I definitely don't want a man to be head over heels for me... But I will turn into a lunatic if he's not. I don't want him to pine over me and turn into a sap.. But, dammit, I WANT ALL HIS ATTENTION. How does that country song go.. "Everytime I get what I want, I come unsatisfied.. Good is good but could be better... " Holy crap, I am a total nutjob. It really sucks when you come to realize that you have more in common with the new straight-jacket Britney Spears than you do with the old hot bodied one that you used to pray all through high school would gain 100 lbs. LEAVE BRITNEY ALONE! I don't want to date. I don't want to fall in love.. I just want a man to be there when I call that I can do the couple stuff with. Like sleep with. And go on vacations.. I don't have time for courtship.. I don't have time for feelings.. I just want a relationship where I'm the only woman he's with, he's the only man that I'm with. We go to work.. We have dinner with the kid

Stupid Shit People Post As A Mumm
Ok,kind of funny when people look at someone's pictures or profile...all of sudden,makes them post stupid ass mumms...what for is it away for people to say shit with out really coming out and sayin,just having others comment on it,so it gets a point across about something so fucked or minor?who knows and who really gives a flyin fuck..do half of everyone who reads them mumms about something so stupid think it makes them feel better to think that maybe they are not the only ones who feels that way.i dont give a shit really.thats why i dont post mumms.my personal feelings dont like dont read my fuckin blog.

Update
First of all I and DJ Master Tough T are no longer with Club Poison. I am not going to bash Ivy which I very well could but she will see someday that I was right and the guy is another Fu player like so many on here. Second of all I will keep up all posted on when Master and I will be opening up our own lounge. Thirdly, either Thursday or Friday I will be heading out to make my new home in Tn. So if any of you are on my way from South Dakota to Tn. holla at me maybe we can meet for coffee. I am not for sure how a Northern redneck is going to fit in with the Southern rednecks but it will be fun to find out lmao!!! I will miss you all and talk to you when I get back online. In the mean time continue to show me love until then.

Life Is Beautiful
Since the last blog, many good things have happened. I quit that housekeeping job. The pay and hours sucked ass!!! Who wants to bust ass for only $5.85??? Not me at my age! Anyways.... *Wal-mart called yesterday, went in for an interview last night at 10:30PM (I will be working nights). I got the job!!! WOO HOO!!!! Had to go back today and sign some papers and pee in a cup. I’ll know when I start in about 9 days. *On March 7th, I got my drivers license. Woo Hoo!!!!! I’m legal to drive now and it seems I always have to drive home from the bar now....fun, stamp TAXI across my forehead. *This is the best news....I’ve got me a boyfriend now. His name is Chris. He works, pays his bills and don’t do drugs and he takes care of his kids. Who, by the way, are 4 wonderfully behaved children! I figured after 2 months, it was time to try it again. So far things have been wonderful. He plays league pool 3 nights a week. I will be on his team next session. *Hashing....I never knew w

I Need Your Help & Your Vote!!!
Hey FUbies!!!! How are yas? Yes....another blog about the contest!! LoL This 1st week's challenge is now open fpr public vote!! I will provide the link...all ya have to do is rate it & post in a comment "VOTE". All help will be appreciated & I will return the love...if I am slow on the love part..just let me know! Sometimes I get sidetracked or forget!! hehe THANK YOU SO MUCH for all of YOUR help!!!! HUGGGS ~ReD~ http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=798417&albumid=892258&i=2286873841

Catchin Up
As most of ya know I havent been around for a few days since everyone in the family is sick. Im gonna be slowly catchin up just give me some time to do it cause im not sure how long Ill have to play on here each day. Ive caught this crap and now my son has too. Im so ready for summer so everyone will just be better! Thanks again for all the comments and messages and everything. Hope everyone is doin better then me! lol xoxo

Bren And I
I am happy to say that Brenda and i are still going strong, we are very much in love. Now as far as everything else i still get to see my 2 yr. old son alot, his name is Tate i have some pics on here if you want to check his cute self out.