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Soldier
The Soldier Harvey Andrews In a station in the city a British soldier stood Talking to the people there if the people would. Some just stared in hatred, and others turned in pain And the lonely British soldier wished he was back home again. "Come join the British Army!" said the posters in his town "See the world and have your fun come serve before the Crown." The jobs were hard to come by and he could not face the dole So he took his country's shilling and enlisted on the roll. For there was no fear of fighting, the Empire long was lost. Just ten years in the army getting paid for being bossed. Then leave a man experienced a man who's made the grade, A medal and a pension some memories and a trade. Then came the call for Ireland as the call had come before, Another bloody chapter in an endless civil war. The priests they stood on both sides the priests they stood behind. Another fight in Jesus's name the blind against the blind. The soldier stood between

Goodnight Prayer
Now I lay me down to rest. I pray that all the world be blessed. Lady Moon and Sister Star Watch over me from afar. Mother Earth is always there And keeps me safe within her care. The Lord of Dreams will dance and sing And happy dreams will to me bring. And when I wake to greet the day Brother Sun will light my way. By:Kitty Degler

Left Or Right Brained
You Are 60% Left Brained, 40% Right Brained The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic. Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet. The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports. Are You Right or Left Brained?

Blue Eyes
|B|L|U|E| |E|Y|E|S| -People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. |G|R|E|E|N| |E|Y|E|S| -Sex Addicts!!! People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the horniest and most beautiful. They long for the touch of another. People with green eyes are very sexy and very attracted towards the oppossite. *H . A . Z . E . l*. *E . Y . E . S* -People with hazel eyes are very loveable. They are really hot and are awesome to be around. They don't enjoy 'pet names'. They don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and they love to please. They can exceed your pleasure standards. They are very laid back, chi

Help Me Out Here
Hey gang I am having a great time here on LC. I love this place it is a hole lot better than My space that is for sure. All i need now is alot more friends> So help me out and i will do the same for you. So hit me up some time I promise i will do the same thing for you and i hope that i will talk to you later. Have a great time. Country Boy.

Haters Suck....and Other Crappy Shyte...
First off...this may be one of the only blogs i write...I may make my first mumm a vote about it if I should again or not...lol But keepinitpunk@ CherryTAP need's to get a fucking life and learn that even if you don't like a certain band that the person may not actually be that bad... He hates ICP...he rated me a 1...whoop-t-fucking-do...I don't care... For those who think this is a contest to see who can get the highest cherry rank...it's stupid...it stops at 25 anyway unless you are bouncer or such...that crap is pointless... Just because someone doesn't rate you doesn't mean they don't like you... Fake people are ok if you add them if you just want those points...I can tell who's real and fake, but that's my own opinion and I am not going to say oh he/she's fake... I love Ravyns a cancer69@ CherryTAP...I really do... Past that...i will answer questions if people really read this and wanna ask...and that's about anything...

B-o-r-e-d
-B-A-S-I-C-S- x What is your first name?: Venessa x What is your middle name?: Anne -L-O-O-K- -A-T- -M-E- x What is your natural hair color?: Red x What is your current hair color?: Burgundy x What color are your eyes?: Blue-Green x Piercings?: ear-lobes and helix x Tattoos?: 1 x Long or Short Hair?: its gettin long x Straight or Curly?: Straight...i cant get it to curl x How tall are you?: 5'4 -C-U-R-R-E-N-T-L-Y- -W-E-A-R-I-N-G- x What shirt are you wearing?: Grey sweater x What kind of pants are you wearing?: jeans x Necklaces?: 2 x Bracelets?: none x Rings?: 6 x Mascara?: no x Eyeliner?: no x Any other make up?: no x Is your hair up or down?: up -H-A-V-E- -Y-O-U- -E-V-E-R- x Kissed the same Sex?: yeah. x Been on the phone until the sun came up?: no x Put a song on repeat for more than 2 hours?: not 2hours x Gone Skinny dipping?: yes. x Got chased by the cops?: no x Got detention?: sorta x Went streaking? not really x Crashed a party?: i go to pa

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Send Me A Message If...
Let me know if you added me and I haven't sent you a message yet! I try to make it a point to talk to everyone that adds me but sometimes I get lost in the sauce! LOL Anyways, thank you to everyone that has added me, commented me and just been downright cool!

Advice On Dating Older Women
I wrote this up for a younger guy who was asking about how to "woo" older women. And I thought I'd post it here just for giggles. How you approach an older woman really depends on what type of relationship you're looking for, and how you present yourself. Young guys tend to be very sex-focused, and there are going to be a few women who want a purely sexual relationship and that's it. If that's what you're looking for, then if you present yourself that way, those women will respond. If you're looking for a more serious relationship, keep a few things in mind. First, you're handicapped by your age, and all the other guys your age who've probably hit on this woman solely because she's more sexually experienced and comfortable with herself. If she wants a relationship that includes companionship, she's not going to take you seriously because she pretty much assumes a guy your age only wants sex. You're going to have to approach her on a companionship basis. Try to forge a friends

A Dreamer Uh
You Are a Dreaming Soul Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all... But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you. Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses. Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others. Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life. Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?

Talent
Your Hidden Talent You have the power to persuade and influence others. You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around. The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it. Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think! What's Your Hidden Talent?

A Bit Of Poetic Humour
Observations In Abstract It's the age old story... Just when you have it all figured out, everything changes! I went to bed one night, at last content, because everything was fine. Two and two made four Sugar tasted sweet And sunshine was sure to follow rain. I was ready to enjoy the comfort I had found. Facts is facts and I was sure I had them, each and every one. When morning came I was eager to face the day. Self assured, Nay! CONVINCED that I was right and everything was good. Oh Conceit! Trouble came and knocked me on my ass! It was just a simple thing, neatly displayed in shades of black and white. An attituded presented with opinions, which were in no way my own. Black and white make gray, or so I had always thought. Lines were drawn in sharp contrast, again and again until I was all boxed in. Try as I might to smear and smudge all that black and white to gray, I found I was unconvincing and out of words to say. So, here I sit in th

Dear, Little Ones
Dear, Little ones You are the light in the dark, The sun in the rain, The stars out with the moon, You are the love in every beat of my heart, you are the flowers I see just after a light rain, your the rainbow in the sky, the first hints of sun raise and those of sun set, your everything wounderful to me, Your my childeren I will love you more with every day and every second that passes by. You grow bigger everyday ,but to me you shall always be my little ones,

A Poem For Your Consumption. Right Now
So, after listening to Renegade suggesting I posted this for public consumption.....here is a poem I wrote tonight. I'm curious to everyone's thoughts.......good/bad/indifferent, whatever. XO, Bam ----------- right now wet paper are tender bruises when you commit them to broken memory, when you counted on the commitment of the platform to never be weak by monday's thunderstorm. what do you do when it's pouring? I love the feel of rain on my face but it's the lightning and the thunder that scare me. I never remember which comes first. 'words can't hurt you' may be true if you play in shallow pools. it's the emotion behind them that spills oils you can't erase with hard liquor or a replica body with hair in your eyes thinking you won't know the difference if you just try. what are names but identifying pronouns of words personified in your own personal Oxford you are my run-on sentence because i talk too much and i give you ellipses because we

My Relationship
So here is the deal. Lately, I have been putting a lot of MuMM's about my relationship, or relationships in general. I just wanted to make sure that everyone was clear on my relationship. I am very happy and content in my relationship. I am in a very serious relationship with a guy named Josh S. He has been a very supportive factor in my life over the past almost two years. He was one of the few people that understood when my aunt was sick and dying that I needed my space, but was always there when I needed him. He gave my space, but within the space there was the understanding that he was just a phone call or txt away. We have been friends for a long time, via the internet, and have only been a couple for 7 months. I know to a lot of people, that doesn't seem like a long time, but it really is. There are no ifs ands or butts about our relationship, we are what we are. We don't apologize for the way we act when we are together, we don't apologize for the way we

I Got You???
Please steal a moment to fill this out with your opinions (and we all know what those smell like) in a comment sluts 1. Who the hell are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me or have i ever bit your nipple? 5. Would you suck my toes? 6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 7. Describe me in one word. 8. What was your first impression? 9. Have I ever licked you? 10. What reminds you of me? 11. If you could give me anything what would it be? 12. Would you give me your last beer? 13. When's the last time you saw me? 14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

Whats Up?
what comes after the rainbow you think its gold but its not just alot of heartbreak and you would hope that life could be alot better if the lying would stop........but when you have to be the way you were that is just not right ........ becky

What Happened So Far...
You can't pick your family... I know that quite a few of you have messaged me ragarding my recent trip to the hospital and the incident that occured to put me there, well as I have said to my good friend A Jay, I've been pretty traumatised by the whole thing and am still recovering physically, mentally I don't think I will ever get over it. I have NEVER felt hatred for anyone in my whole life like I feel for my own Aunt right now, I've been through some terrible things during my lifetime so far, things that most people will only ever have nightmares about but this incident has really knocked me for six ... literally! I hope you will be able to read all of this (it's a long story) and if it makes even one person see that things don't have to go as far as physical violence, if you have a problem with somebody please think about things and try to talk to that person before you lash out, especially if that someone is a friend, family or your loved one...... A bit of background

Vote For Ian
please people if your reading this do me a favor and help out this guy he's really cool and deserves the vote!!! go vote for IAN https://r.espn.go.com/espn/contests/theheismanvote remember go vote for Ian Johnson BSU IS NOW 11-0 and on the way to a hopeful bcs game

Kiwi Kitten
Well, My lil kitty is sick...it is the cat that I am posting as my "PICTURE" right now. The "doc" found a "nodule" in his throat.. He was also breaking out in a bunch of horrible rashes. It was looking really bad.. Have you ever tried to give a pill to a cat :P~ well luckily the the medicine was liquid...and he must know I am trying to make him better. He is jumping up on the sink. Well..The doc thinks it is something with is "thyroid" Please pray, send blessings, or any other thing you do...for my kitty I do not want it to be cancer He is a VERY good kitty!!! Thank you to all my friends!!

You Know Who You Are
The rain is coming down, the thunder is loud, and the sky is bright from all the lighting. However, I stand here alone. The rain is hitting me soft, wet, and cold and I stand looking up into the sky. I stand here wonder what it would be like to have you with me. Waking every morning with you beside me and going to sleep at night with you next to me. Listening to you talk about your day, what you did, how work was, and most of all how much you love me. But, before that can happen, a step must be made. You must first realize that I am the one you want. The one you can't live with but, yet can't live without. You get scared and turn away. But, I stand my ground because I know you and what you are..My Best Friend. The one that I have been looking and waiting for. So I will wait for you. For you to realize that I am what you want and need in your life. You are the brightest star in the night, the warmth from the sun, the fullness of the moon, and the love that everyone dreams of. You

Waitressing
who the hell invented waitressing anyways? it's a crock. like today and several other days, i bust my ass make sure their meals are okay give them something free then the person stiffs you by either not leaving a tip or this lady today leaves me 85 cents. what the hell am i going to buy with that? do people not realize that down here at leaste don't know about other states but i get paid 2.75 an hr plus tips which doesn't get me anywhere! shit i came here to kansas not by choice i was homeless and only one person in my life would help me. my fam doesn't give a shit about me since my mom died. not even my dad. hell i called him and told me he didn't have room for me. i was like not even on the couch, now here's the situtaion on that. My dad married my step mom one year, 3 months and 28 days after my mom died. in fact got married on my mom's birthday! well his step son can live there but i cant? do you know how crappy that makes me feel? he's trying to get me to leave his life completly,

The Weirdest Little Pornstar Needs Your Help (repost)
The Weirdest Little Pornstar Needs Your Help (repost) Studio Skary needs your help promoting! If you support pornography, please re-post Alice Skary is a fetish freak, porn star, and professional Dominatrix. She is also an avid CherryTap user! If you're tired of reading this message and just wanna see the porn, click here! Alice recently started a new paysite: Alice's Sexual Adventures in Skaryland. Alice has a personal goal of experimenting with every fetish, kink, and sexual act known to humanity -- and making up a few of her own in the process! She is documenting her adventures via video and photojournaling on this new paysite. Please check out her paysite, and re-post this message to all of your friends so they can check it out as well! You can also view Alice's CherryTap profile here: http://www.cherrytap.com/aliceskary (repost of original by 'www.SKARYLAND.com' on '2006-11-14 22:16:58')

Sex Tests
Whats your sex style? Romantic Sex StyleYou like to take it slow, lots of kissing and touching. Just like in a Chick flick... takes the girls away! At best when you are in love with your sex partner, and if not...they will be! Take this test

Tired Of Being Lonely!
Current mood: lonely Have you ever been lonely or maybe your lonely now...Dont you just wish you could fill that part of your life? I mean you could have everything you ever wanted and then some but there is that emptiness that fills your heart..We all live are lives and can be happy but we all deep down inside want and need to have someone there to share it with..What is life filled with happiness and all that if you can share it with someone.. I am at the point in my life that I am ready to have the special someone..I want that someone that makes me laugh, holds my hand, to cuddle up with everynight, the one that is going to be there to pick me up when I am down, someone that lights my life up and makes me a better person.. Oh and what ever happen to the REAL LOVE? You know the LOVE our grandparents have or had..The LOVE that never fades or ends..LOVE that is unconditional to the end..Have we really forgotten what LOVE is? People get so rapped up in what they think LOV

Dear Solider
Dear Solider, I would like to thank you. I have been thinking about you a lot lately, even though the news doesn't talk to much about you anymore. I haven't forgot about you. Solider, no matter what branch of the service you are in, I salute you. You may not know me, but I know you. I know that you are sitting over there in the desert, looking at the pictures of home, wanting to come home. I know that you take the chance to get online, and just check for messages from your family or friends, or anyone, to make sure that we haven't forgot about you. Solider, we haven't forgetten. I know that there are nights that you would rather be home, tucking your child into bed or spending time with that special someone. But because of you, many of us are able to enjoy those things that we have taken for granite many years. You don't know me, but you know of me. I am the American that you are over there fighting for. I am the American, that wasn't in favor of the War, but as soon as our troops w

Warnings From A Dark Heart
the demons of a past long since forgotten return to cotrol my life once more i have fought for to long and to hard with them i can't hold them for much longer everyone around me should run as far away from as they can before my defences break and the demons consume every last piece of me so all that remains is a tourtured, demented unbreakable and relentless vessel of pure evil and hatred to destroy everything in my way will become my only goal that i will see through till the very end i will walk and shower in the blood of all those who never headed my warnings

Buried Alive By Love, H.i.m.
Again the burden of losing rests upon my shoulders And its weight seems unbearable Your tomb is where your heart is, I should have told her But within me hid a secret so terrible To cry is to know that you're alive But my river of tears has run dry I never wanted to fool you, no But a cold heart is a dead heart And it feels like I've been buried alive by love If I should die before I wake Pray no one my soul to take If I wake before I die, Rescue me with your smile If I should die before I wake There ain't no one my soul to take If I wake before I die, Rescue me with your smile The kiss of vanity blessed me with a spiritual murder And fed the gods of war insatiable Your home is where the dark is I should have told her Embrace the fire indestructible To die is to know that you're alive And my river of blood won't run dry I never wanted to lose you, no But a cold heart is a dead heart And it feels like I've been buried alive by love If I should die

Dating My Teenage Daughter
10 RULES FOR DATING MY DAUGHTER OR SISTER (CONSITER YOURSELF WARNED) 1. If you pull into my driveway and honk you'd better be delivering a package, because you're sure not picking anything up. 2.You do not touch my daughter in front of me. You may glance at her, so long as you do not peer at anything below her neck. If you cannot keep your eyes or hands off of my daughter's body, I will remove them. 3. I am aware that it is considered fashionable for boys of your age to wear their trousers so loosely that they appear to be falling off their hips. Please don't take this as an insult, but you and all of your friends are complete idiots. Still, I want to be fair and open minded about this issue, so I propose this compromise: You may come to the door with your underwear showing and your pants ten sizes too big, and I will not object. However, In order to ensure that your clothes do not, in fact, come off during the course of your date with my daughter, I will take my electric

Why
Why Do Friends Have To Leave You ?? Why Do Love Ones Have To Leave You ?? Why Does It Always Happen To You ?? Why Do You Try ?? Why Cry About It ?? Why Do Any Thing At All ?? Why Do People Keep On And On About It ?? I Ask WHY ?? Please Leave A Comment !

Again
surge of emotion tears fill my eyes one crack two a spider web a shatter and a clink... broken once more... tears and sobs mixed with fake smiles and pretend happiness but inside a desire to die... another love another heartbreak.

Yeah Betty!
DIR EN GREY ARE COMING BACK TO THE US! WOOO WOOOOOOOOOOO. you guys have no fucking idea how happy this makes me. AND they're headlining this one so that means they'll be playing for longer than the half hour that felt like 5 minutes to me at family values. however, im disappointed that they won't be coming to ohio :( that just means its time for karen and i to embark on another one of our infamous concert roadtrips where we will be venturing to nyc. yes i said NYC. MASS CHAOS WILL ENSUE. i am fucking devoted damnit! i should get like..an award or something. i would go to the ends of the fucking earth to see them dude. and im gonna see if i can swing a show with mom too since she liked them when we saw them at fam values hehe. *does massive happy dance* *ahem* here are the dates if anyone is interested: 02/01/2007 - Ft. Lauderdale, FL Revolution 02/02/2007 - Orlando, FL House of Blues 02/03/2007 - Atlanta, GA Roxy Theatre 02/05/2007 - Baltimore, MD Ram's Head 02/

Heavy Poetry
IMAGINARY WAVES I Like your eyelid's commotion The fiery flower lies tattered in the garden She sidled up with narrowing eyes And drove the hooligan mad I brought my life this far To the spot that struggles by the sea Endless sunsets watching a seagull vanish into the shadows Whirlwinds of freathers Thank you is also something I should have said Carved with great effort I brought my life this far Scribbling on endless napkins Building the dreams of countless others All the world was emptied in the light of those candles I became suspicious even of those with real eyes Like twigs that weary of birds From a perfumed cheek A soft silent smile To our intimate fires a cloud's refuge From the cracked lips of a dead Russian poet To wrench life from it's captive state Becuase waves play as much as they can And the artists is masterful Mauve vineyards and red dazzling towns decorated with lakes never letting an instant die I brought my life this far on the waves of t

Contest Is Now Open!!! Please Repost Let The Cherry Bombing Begin!!!! Enjoy
Well Everyone the contest is now open reminder there are 2 seperate contests one for rating and the other for comments.. Remember no kicking no spitting and no fucking swearing..lol.. everyonenjoy and LET THE GAMES BEGIN.. Thanks everyone... And goodluck to all.. iv'e seen some really good talent out there.. Maybe the best morph of CT win.. Ben OHHH!!!

Thanksgiving Week/end & Death Cab Concert!!
Wow so I have to say the last 7 days have been awesome! I am so happy I was able to spend them with Brent. I just think about how lucky I am to be with him. He's amazing and so good to me. I honestly could not ask for anything better or even more. So our days were set out like this: On Tuesday I got done with work and Brent and his parents came over. My parents and his parents finally met. It went well, even though I felt kind of weird lol. I guess it's just me. So we left about an hour later and headed back to Neenah. We arrived there pretty late, but we didn't get to sleep right away. Wednesday morning I was woken up to Brent giving me kisses. :) He worked for a day just to make some money since he hasn't gotten a job just yet down at Stout. So later I got up and got ready. No one was home but myself so I watched some tv and waited until Jake (Brent's brother) came home and we ended up talking for a while and watched some tv. Later his mom came home and we met Brent and h

Give Peace A Chance?
You're talking to the wrong people. In every culture, there's warmongers. God knows I'm one of them, LOL. Regardless, does that mean that I wouldn't give peace a chance? I'd be out of a job, but I've got college degrees to fall back on. Would it be nice to know that I could go anywhere in the world without worry of being kidnapped or beheaded? Hell yes it would. The problem is, you can't release a flock of doves and make everyone hold hands. There are people out there who only know violence and savagery. You draw a cartoon depicting a Muslim spiritual leader as a suicide bomber, and what do they do to protest? Blow shit up. Think back to school. If you looked the bully in the eye and said you don't believe in violence, and therefore refused to fight back, then you just lost your lunch money for the rest of the school year. Raiding parties abound stormed Rome after they made the decree that their military should be disbanded. WE are not the problem. The problem

Why In The Hell?
YES I am headed towards being my name...taking lessons from people who get places in life... FOR EXAMPLE!! A WOMAN who is slime treats a man like shit several times, HE keeps fuckin going back!!! WHAT THE FUCK? SO A NICE WOMAN...like I ummm was...can bite the fuckin dust! SECOND EXAMPLE!! MEN who spit Game and get what they want especially from NICE WOMEN! Seen it happen with...ummm ME! THIRD and FINAL ONE! Stabing people in the back! Being a bitch or a dick...has made many people rich and succsessful! SO the key is NOT TO CARE! Wait there is a FOURTH! People that you think love you! Want to make you miserable everyday just because it is ok for them and they feel better! See I guess with out caring for PEOPLE MY LIFE SHOULD TURN AROUND 100% HUH? FUCKIN BITE ME!

We Are All Connected.
We are all connected. The connection of minds throughout the entire world is becoming more and more evident. Communication and the sharing of ideas have become almost effortless these days. A person can share his ideas to the entire world and in turn see the ideas of many others all over the world. A person can find that many other people have the same beliefs, opinions and concepts. A person can find that their understanding of the world is similar to ancient beliefs. In ancient times, "word of mouth" or what was written down and copied by hand limited communication. Ancient philosophers and teachers would spread their beliefs to only the people that lived around them. Yet in other parts of the world similar beliefs were developed at the same time. I see that some eastern philosophies have similar points to the Middle Eastern beliefs. I see that western religions have similar messages to Asian beliefs. Yet these cultures are not physically close, their beliefs evo

Perverted Dear Santa Letters...
Ok some friends of mine started a Dear Santa list as to what they would want this year, and knowing me.. well I made it a little twisted. So here is my "Perverted" Dear Santa letter: Dear Santa, As is tradition every year... we'll still see you at Hedonism right? Great, I've booked the flights and tell Mrs. Clause that bikini season is not an invite to wear the smallest particles of clothing that could pass as floss. Honestly, us big girls need to stick together AND know when to cover up! So I've got the photos from last year bundled up and ready to Fed Ex to the tabloids.. because well I have to make a few extra $$$ because last year you didn't hold up your end of the bargain. That's right Santa I'm calling you on it. I dressed up as an elf and took pictures with those damn flea bitten sorry excuses for reindeer you've been using (topless might I add!) AND you couldn't even have the decency to get me the paint job for my car that I asked for. So this year I'm upping the

Ich Will
Ich will dass ihr mir vertraut Ich will dass ihr mir glaubt Ich will eure Blicke spüren Ich will jeden Herzschlag kontrollieren Ich will eure Stimmen hören Ich will die Ruhe stören Ich will dass ihr mich gut seht Ich will dass ihr mich versteht Ich will eure Phantasie Ich will eure Energie Ich will eure Hände sehen Ich will in Beifall untergehen Seht ihr mich? Versteht ihr mich? Fühlt ihr mich? Hört ihr mich? Könnt ihr mich hören? Wir hören dich Könnt ihr mich sehen? Wir sehen dich Könnt ihr mich fühlen? Wir fühlen dich Ich versteh euch nicht Ich will Wir wollen dass ihr uns vertraut Wir wollen dass ihr uns alles glaubt Wir wollen eure Hände sehen Wir wollen in Beifall untergehen - ja Könnt ihr mich hören? Wir hören dich Könnt ihr mich sehen? Wir sehen dich Könnt ihr mich fühlen? Wir fühlen dich Ich versteh euch nicht Könnt ihr uns hören? Wir hören euch Könnt ihr uns sehen? Wir sehen euch Könnt ihr uns fühlen? Wir fühlen euch Wir v

Love
Love begins with smiles,grows with a kiss,and ends with a tear.To love is one thing, to be loved is another,but to be loved by the one you love is everything.If you really love some one,write there name in a circle not a heart.Hearts get broken,But circles go on forever.Don't frown,you never know who is fallen in love with your smile.Every exit is on entry to some where else.

Men
Some men, they bring ya in to beliveing all kinds of shit. Then of course they let you down.. I just wish one time in my whole life I would met a guy that would be honest with me from the begianing. And no not a man that is gay. I want a straight man that will tell me the truth.. I met this guy and well he is awesome. We had alot of shit in common. He would make me laugh and just be him.. Then come to find out it was all lies and was in reality a different person.. I am a great person and love to get along with everyone.. I like to have my fun to I just like to keep it limited.. HaHa.. Well I just thought I would blog about it and maybe if he reads this then he will know how I feel.. I am not mad I am just confussed. I wish I could get a hold of him to tell him that he doesnt have to lie to me.. I am a pretty easy person to get along with.. Well Peace out.. MaMi

I Fuckin Wish......
40 Things You'd Love to Say Out Loud at Work (stolen from thkwhytgrl) 1. I can see your point, but I still think you're full of shit. 2. I don't know what your problem is, but I'll bet it's hard to pronounce. 3. How about never? Is never good for you? 4. I see you've set aside this special time to humiliate yourself in public. 5. I'm really easy to get along with once you people learn to see it my way. 6. Who lit the fuse on your tampon? 7. I'm out of my mind, but feel free to leave a message. 8. I don't work here. I'm a consultant. 9. It sounds like English, but I can't understand a damn word you're saying. 10. Ahhhh. I see the screw-up fairy has visited us again. 11. I like you. You remind me of myself when I was young and stupid. 12. You are validating my inherent mistrust of strangers. 13. I have plenty of talent and vision; I just don't give a damn. 14. I'm already visualizing the duct tape over your mouth. 15. I will always cherish the

Busy Busy...
just wanted to post a quick something let everyOne know i'm not iggnoreing You, i just realized i was sposed to have my site updated 3 hours ago... & not only that, but the set i thought was already edited & ready to upload isnt. OI wish me luck... kisses, ~lotus

Winter Sex
From the pages of AskMen, here are the top 6 places to have Winter sex... It's winter and you want to have sex. But you don't want to head to the bedroom and get your groove on. No. You want to head out in subzero temperatures and enjoy sex, Eskimo style. This winter, turn ordinary sex into something extraordinary by testing out these locations with your woman. 1- Gondola Whether you plan to ski, snowboard or head to the top of a mountain for any reason, use the opportunity to engage in a quickie in the gondola. The ride up the mountain will take on a new meaning. 2- Top of a mountain If you're feeling bold, head to a secluded spot at the top of a mountain and get your groove on. She'll be coming 'round the mountain when she comes. 3- Cross-country skiing/Snowshoeing If you opt to take the scenic route on a winter day, you're bound to find a spot where you can stop and penetrate. Sex in a winter wonderland will definitely leave you with a new appreciation for th

Friends
FRIENDS ARE PEOPLE THAT DO NOT HURT U. FRIENDS ARE LOVE AND KIND. FRIENDS LOVE U FOR YOUSELF. FRIENDS IS SOMEONE THAT STANDS UP FOR U . FRIENDS LOVES WITH THERE HEART. FRIENDS WILL HELP U WHEN U ARE DOWM. FRIENDS ARE PEOPLE THT LAST FOREVER. FRIENDS NEVER JUDGE U. FRIENDS ARE PEOPLE U ALWAY LOVED. FRIENDS ARE THERE WHEN U NEED THEM. FRIENDS ARE ALWAYS IN YOUR HEART. FRIENDS ARE SOMEONE U NEVER FORGET. FRIENDS ARE LOVE. FRIENDS WE LOVE LOVE US BACK. I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS AND THERE ALWAYS IN MY HEART!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Time To Blog Again I Am Pissed!!!!!!!
NOW I am just wondering why is it that if you are truthful to someone you still get treated like shit? I am a woman...I tell the truth... I don't want a fuckin relationship...I AM trying to get MY FUCKIN SHIT TOGETHER! You think you are having a nice fuckin talk...making friends. and then all hell breaks loose! I have never said I NEVER WANTED A FUCKIN RELATIONSHIP EVER!!....JUST NOT NOW! How hard is that to understand I mean I think it was kinda clear. RIGHT? I am so sick of trying to explain myself to other people.AND I REFUSE TO PLEASE OTHERS! OMG MEN AS FRIENDS..WHAT THE FUCK?...can it happen? YES it can I have seen it done! I don't have to fuck or want to date every man I talk to...I think I have fuckin control over that! I am getting so sick of this! I am sooo Fuckin SHitty!!!!!!

Three Things To Think About:
THREE THINGS TO THINK ABOUT: 1. COWS 2. THE CONSTITUTION 3. THE TEN COMMANDMENTS 1. COWS - Is it just me, or does anyone else find it amazing that our government can track a cow born in Canada almost three years ago, right to the stall where she sleeps in the state of Washington? And, they tracked her calves to their stalls. But they are unable to locate 11 million illegal aliens wandering around our country. Maybe we should give them all a cow. 2. THE CONSTITUTION - They keep talking about drafting a Constitution for Iraq. Why don't we just give them ours? It was written by a lot of really smart guys, it's worked for over 200 years and we're not using it anymore. 3. TEN COMMANDMENTS - The real reason that we can't have the Ten Commandments in a courthouse........ You cannot post "Thou Shalt Not Steal," "Thou Shalt Not Commit Adultery" and "Thou Shall Not Lie" in a building full of la

Im Bein A Bitch
Ok...Im havin an off day and Im sorry to those Ive been a total bitch to directly or indirectly....Im dealin with some shit....I think too damn much for my own good and Im a depressed fool....everytime I think something is so close....its just that much further away....I have problems with motivation...when I wanna get something done and I think about the outcome I feel great inside...but then I start thinkin about how long it will take to get there...and how Im stuck in a catch 22 right now with no lisence or job at the moment......Im up to my head in medical bills and Its stressin me out....I guess I get stressed somewhat easily....Im an impatient asshole....and I hate time cause the clock is laughing in my fucking face!! So again Im sorry to anybody I fussed at...cussed out....said somethin about... offended or ranted at in general....I just feel like I am turnin into an ice cold hearted person lately...and Im just sick and tired of things in general....so plz forgive me for that!

What Direction You Take
You look back over the years and think of your times past. Makes you wonder where you went wrong and how to make improvements for the future. Sometimes when acting on any thought weather it be well thought out or on an impulse. We start out with the greatest of intentions then it all goes to hell. Sometimes it works out. It just sucks that things seem to fall about more than things seem to come together. It's like standing at a fork in the road you see the 2 paths but neither of their destinations are clear, Do you know which one to take? Or do you walk down the path hoping it will lead you to where you want to go? What if you know stops that you want to make on the path. But don't know your destination?

Fuck This Shit
WHY? SHES FUCKING BLAMING ME FOR ALL THIS SHIT.. SHE YELLS... SHE SCREAM... SHE TOLD ME SHE HOPES I GO TO HELL SHES A FUCKING BITCH SHE CALLED ME A CUNT SHE CALLED ME A SLUT SHES JUST MAD CUZ I CAN GET SOME.... AND THAT BIG FAT FUCKING BITCH CANT... WHAT A BITCH? SHE MAKES ME WANT TO DIE BUT I CANT I HAVE TOO MUCH TO LIVE FOR A LIFE FRIENDS AND A LOVER HE MEANS SO MUCH TO ME HES MY LIL SEXXY BOY I MISS HIM WITH MY HEART AND SOUL DEATH? ITS NOT THE ANSWER IT WILL NEVER BE THE ANSWER FOR ME BUT FOR HER? MAYBE? TELL ME WHY?

Wow. I Am So Going To Get Made Fun Of For This.
Your Language Arts Grade: 100% Way to go! You know not to trust the MS Grammar Check and you know "no" from "know." Now, go forth and spread the good word (or at least, the proper use of apostrophes).Are You Gooder at Grammar?Make a Quiz

Merry Christmas
deer santa: I wud like a kool toy space ranjur fer Xmas. Iv ben a gud boy all yeer. Yer Frend, BiLLy Dear Billy, Nice spelling. You're on your way to a career in lawn care. How about I send you a frigging book so you can learn to read and write? I'm giving your older brother the space ranger. You get a lawn mower! Santa ++++++++++++++++++++++ Dear Santa, I have been a good girl all year, and the only thing I ask for is peace and joy in the world for everybody! Love, Sarah Dear Sarah, Your parents smoked pot when they had you, didn't they? Santa ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Dear Santa, I don't know if you can do this, but for Christmas, I'd like for my mommy and daddy to get back together. Please see what you can do. Love, Teddy > Dear Teddy, Look, your dad's banging the babysitter like a screen door in a hurricane. Do you think he's gonna give that up to come back to your frigid, fat mom, who rides his ass constantly? It's time to give up that dream.

Let's Role Play
I found this very interesting bulletin a couple days ago that I decided to turn it into a role-play. Hope you all enjoy it. One day a girl asked her boyfriend some questions. She asks them impulsively that the boy couldn’t answer her completely. She starts asking him. Do you think about me every night? Nope. Do you always love hanging out with me? Nope. Who else do you think besides me? I don’t know. Do you ever enjoy talking with me on the phone? Nope. Would you ever be able to see me from a distance? Nope. Even if I was calling at your name? Nope. Are our kisses even worth more than anything? Nope. Shocked to hear everything bad news to her the girl ran away crying. The boy sighs deeply as he went empty-handed of the day with her feeling down from the girl. As soon as he gets home, he grabs a piece of paper and something to write and started writing.

Missing Someone Special
Do u ever wonder where someone who u really care about are? Well that is the case with this particular person..I sometimes wonder how is he? What is he doing? Is he well? I do not like to lose track of my friends, and always wanna keep in touch with them. All we can do is say a prayer for that person and hope he(or she) will either call you or write yah and let u know that everything is ok...I hope and pray this special friend of mine will do the same..

Be Glad You're Not Indian! Lol
NEW DELHI (Reuters) - Condoms designed to meet international size specifications are too big for many Indian men as their penises fall short of what manufacturers had anticipated, an Indian study has found. The Indian Council of Medical Research, a leading state-run center, said its initial findings from a two-year study showed 60 percent of men in the financial capital Mumbai had penises about 2.4 cm (one inch) shorter than those condoms catered for. For a further 30 percent, the difference was at least 5 cm (two inches). A poor fit meant the prophylactics often didn't do the job they were bought for, and led to some tearing or slipping off during use. "One of the reasons for a failure of up to 20 percent (of condoms) is the association of the size of the condom to the erect penis," the council's Dr. Chander Puri told Reuters, adding another reason was couples often put them on in a hurry. Puri said many men in India, which has the world's highest HIV positive c

Increase Your Sales Now
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What Happens When You Shoot In Hickville Usa
sorry had to edit and repost... but i deleted it like a moron instead :p so last night as I had a slight detour from my regular travel plans... I ended up shooting a new models whos name we have yet to figure out... (for our/photo use, I'm calling her Ariel atm) well, we're at this Holiday in "Holidome" which I thought was going to be some cool experience and have big rooms with lighted shit and a dome thing like some other hotels I've seen in my travels... wrong... I got a room that just had a door directly to access the pool, sauna, rec room and oddly enough a miniture golf area... which just happens to be by the nosiest part of the hotel...besides all that there was some sort of reception filled with people 21-25 and a few moms in there... well of course how I look doesn't really help with staying in the background... so as I walk by I see a few girls dressed in "classy" hooker attire so I instantly think "I should come back later when everyone is trashed an

A Big Thanks
Its been a busy two days with theses two interviews they were both great and I would like to thank Paul Black (Lead Singer Of LA Guns) and Jim (Sugar) Sayers lead singer of 8KOunt for taking the time to do those awsome interviews we will have them up for download soon and will be rebroadcasting them for those who missed them Also a huge thank you to all the staff at PowerHouseRock.Net for all they did to help the interviews go smoothly and to all here on cherryTap who reposted my bulletins we are planning more great interviews soon so please keep checking up on that you never know who we will have on next.....

Bear With Me
Really dont know what to put in here, when I come to do this, well my mind just goes blank. I sit and stare at the screen wondering what to put in here..... I love my Dragons to death, but I do like other things also, like blood and gore movies the bloodier the better for me. I have never seen a movie that scared me, (wish I could). When I put comments on peoples pages, well they can expect anything from me, (and I mean anything) I do not intend to offend or upset anyone and if I do please let me know and I will be more careful with you..... Ok my mind went blank again, will try later on...

Comments
OK I NEED TO KNOW AND NOT DOING A MUM CUZ I ONLY GET A DAY I FIGURE U R THE ONES TO GET IT SO I ASK U...ME BEING A GUY..NO NOT A BABY SO HUSH NOW...BUT ANYHOW R MY COMMENTS TO GAY OR SISSY T BE SENDING OUT TO ALL U LOVELY LADIES???

Don't Have A Name For This Yet
I am tired of feeling alone I am tired of wanting you back I don't sleep anymore because I don't want to wake up crying every day I am tired of my heart aching with every thought of you I am tired of getting ignored for something I didn't do I am sorry you ever asked me that day in October I am more sorry I said yes I hate myself for believing you even after you told me you were never going to leave me. You told me I was the one over and over How did that change from what just seemed like over night I went from your baby the women of your dreams to someone you can barely talk to now. I want to kill myself everyday so I don't have to hurt anymore Jab my heart with that knife you put in me everyday My eyes how they hurt all filled with tears for you But you know as crazy as it sounds, I am still in love with you What does she do that I didn't for you How can someone hurt someone over and over again the way you seem to do That knife you

Adult Fairy Tales
CINDERELLA wants to go to the ball, but her wicked stepmother won't let her. As Cinderella sits crying in the garden, her fairy godmother appears, and promised to provide Cinderella with everything she needs to go to the ball, but only on two conditions. "First, you must wear a diaphragm." Cinderella agrees. "What's the second condition?" "You must be home by 2:00 a.m. Any later, and your diaphragm will turn into a pumpkin." Cinderella agrees to be home by 2:00 a.m. The appointed hour comes and goes, and Cinderella doesn't show up. Finally, at 5:00 a.m. Cinderella shows up, looking love struck and very satisfied. "Where have you been?" demands the Fairy Godmother. "Your diaphragm was supposed to turn into a pumpkin three hours ago!!!" " I met a prince, Fairy Godmother. He took care of everything." The Fairy Godmother stated, "I know of no prince with that kind of power! Tell me his name!" Cinderella replied, I can't remember, exactly, . Peter, Peter, something

Pickle
WHAT IS THIS MYSTIC OBJECT THAT IS GREEN? I DONT THINK THAT I'VE EVER SEEN I DONT THINK I'VE EVER SEEN ANYT HING SO WIERD MAYBE ITS KIND OF QUEER SO ROUND AND BUMPY IS ITS TEXTURE I THINK I'LL CALL IT LESTER ITS TASTE IS SO SOUR GIVING ME SOME SORT OF AWSOME POWER I WISH IT ADUE HOPE LESTER DOESNT GET THE FLU MY STOMACH IS DARK AND DREERY MAYBE HE WILL NOT BE FEARING FEARING THE DEPTHS OF HIS LIFE AS A PICKLE

Breif Introduction
Hey I just wanted to take a minute to tell everyone a little bit about me. I was origionally born in Pittsburgh, Pa. Throughout my childhood my fathers job required us to relocate several times. Among the places I have lived are Pittsburg, St.Louis, and Houston. I spent most of my life growing up in Iowa. Until recently I had called this place my home. I became engaged to a wonderful man last July. And now his job has required us to relocate to a little town in Nebraska. I don't like it much here but I know that we will eventually go back to Iowa. I like sunny days, swimming, camping, playing with my son, riding on my fiance's bike, going to clubs, dancing, occasionally having a few drinks, social smoking, and hanging out with friends. I can be a bitch but I think it comes from the Aires in me!! I am also a hopeless romantic and get along with almost everyone. My son's name is Tyler. He will be three in April 2007! And lastly I am a hornball!! That is why I have cherrytap, and I love l

Merry Christmas To My Family Part 2
Today Jake took a turn for the worse. He is unable to breathe on his own and is on a resperator and is currently intabated so he can rest. We don't know how long he has to be on the resperator. My family is taking it hard and Jake doesn't want to be under because he's scared that he's not going to wake up., but he needs his rest... Keep praying guys! Please!!! *Holly Ann*

People And Their Blast!!!
Why in "some" people's Blast they ask you to hit up their page by showing them some luv, add them, whatever..and when you do just that they never return the luv?? I mean since I've been here I've posted 3 Cherry Blast and I admit I get a lot of hits but I do accept everyone who sends me an invite, and I try to return all profile hits... Something to think about...........

Just Another Funny Thing
Merry Christmas vs Bah Humbug... A family had twin boys whose only resemblance to each other was their looks. If one felt it was too hot, the other thought it was too cold. If one said the TV was too loud, the other claimed the volume needed to be turned up. Opposite in every way, one was an eternal optimist, the other a doom and gloom pessimist. Just to see what would happen, on the twins' birthday their father loaded the pessimist's room with every imaginable toy and game. The optimist's room he loaded with horse manure. That night the father passed by the pessimist's room and found him sitting amid his new gifts crying bitterly. "Why are you crying?" the father asked. "Because my friends will be jealous, I'll have to read all these instructions before I can do anything with this stuff, I'll constantly need batteries, and my toys will eventually get broken." answered the pessimist twin. Passing the optimist twin's room, the father found him dancing for joy in the pil

Sexual Calorie Counter
Sexual Calorie Counter It has been known for many years that sex is good exercise, but until recently nobody had made a scientific study of the caloric expenditure of different sexual activities. Now after original and proprietary research they are proud to present the results. REMOVING HER CLOTHES: With her consent....................... 12 Calories Without her consent.................... 187 Calories OPENING HER BRA: With both hands........................ 8 Calories With one hand.......................... 12 Calories With your teeth........................ 85 Calories PUTTING ON A CONDOM: With an erection....................... 6 Calories Without an erection.................... 315 Calories PRELIMINARIES: Trying to find the clitoris............ 8 Calories Trying to find the! G-Spot.............. 92 Calories POSITIONS: Missionary............................. 12 Calories 69 lying down.......................... 78 Calories 69 standing up...................

Hello
Well, here I go again. Listening to my neice, and starting on another page. she got me started on myspace, and now here. She is the bomb..If I would let her, she would also lead me into trouble.. but a little too smart for that....but I love her very much!!!!!she is my little helper in life!!

Anonther One Poem Love
I sat and pondered all alone, Will I ever find a love of my own? A love I can trust, A love that's a must? A love without the pain, Such a love--Will I gain? Will she hurt me to, Just like the others have done? Will she cheat and lie, Or will she hold me high when im dowm? Will she appreciate what I do, Or will he laugh and say we're through? Will I ever find the girl that is Right for me, Or will all love be a fight? Will she always make me cry, Or will she care and ask why? Will she want me, as much i want her, Or is love just pretend? I sat and pondered all alone, Will I ever find a love of my own?

Christmas.....
Christmas has gone great this year. We still didn't get to see my brothers kids and that hurts us all but all in all it was good. Zippo and I haven't fought like we usually do. (Well we are twins...Happens.) The kids cooked dinner this time which was really out of place for us, something we don't do. Have had a few drinks and now in my comfort zone! ~Cheers, Merry Christmas everyone.~

How I Met The Most Wonderful Women In My Life
The years have gone by so quickly and yet i cant see to remeber a time when you werent in my life. Its hard to imangine that we both have totally diffrent lives before I guess thats beacuse were such a good fit we seem to be made for each other thats good and the bad we challenge each other to grow and we force each other to practice forgiveness but mostly we simply love one an other from wome were so deep in our souls that ists seems thats love was always there just waiting bo be born remember when we met i was so reluetant about this meeting but ellen was relentless so i agreed i didnt expect you to show up looking so beautiful those tight jeans did it i was a goner age diffrence didnt matter anymore i was thinking about our first date maybe that first date was a hint of what was to come untraditional and always intersting thats us can you imagine us ever being bored its been a ride sometimes fun sometimes scary but always full of love imagining my lofe with out you is to imagine

For Christine
and as we wind on down the road our shadows taller than our soul there walks a lady we all know (it must be you Christine) who shines white light and wants to show how everything still turns to gold and if you listen very hard the tune will come to you at last when all is one and one is all to be a rock and not to roll......

Rockstars Glued In Michigan!
This weekend is my partner Nicole's Birthday! We are doing it up right by going to 2 shows in Michigan........ Jani Lane, at the Hayloft on Friday night, and Milk Money on Saturday! More info to come.......Keep watching! You just might be able to come out and meet us with our model...Ms. Sticky! There will be ALOT of pics taken this weekend! Prepare yourselves! Rockstars Glued

Lol I Dont Know I Felt Like It
Would you makeout with me me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... [] _____________ I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lapdance? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would

The Illusion Of Impending Doom.
The illusion of Impending doom. Throughout many times in my life I can recall a moment when I had a feeling of impending doom. Do you ever remember a time when you said, "Oh shit, we're screwed." Or even better, did you ever say, "Oh shit, I'm fucked." Or when you where younger, you may have said, "Oh man, I'm a dead man." Or, "I'm in big trouble." No matter how you said it, do you remember the feeling of impending doom. Meaning that you are fine now but you are "totally screwed" later on. I want to emphasize that it was all an illusion. Regardless of how I felt back then, I am fine now. If I can recall back in my lifetime every time I felt I was doomed, I can see that it was never really that bad. When I was a little boy and got lost from home. When I was a teenager and I caused my first car accident. When I first got caught speeding over 90 miles an hour. When I got 7 points on my driver’s license. When three police cars chased me and caught me on my motorcycle. Whe

Chocolate Covered Cherries
Chocolate-Covered Cherries By Dawn Holt [NOTE: This Christmas letter was sent to friends and family along with a box of chocolate-covered cherries.] What a terrible way to spend Christmas! My oldest son, Cameron, had been diagnosed with acute myleoblastic leukemia the previous June. After a harrowing ride in a military helicopter to Walter Reed Hospital, three rounds of horrendous chemotherapy, an excruciating lung resection, and a disappointing bone marrow search, we were at Duke University Hospital. Cameron had undergone a cord blood transplant, a last-ditch effort to save his life, in early December. Now, here it was Christmas Eve. Spending Christmas in the small room on Ward 9200 seemed strange - so different from our usual holiday setting at home. We had always spent weeks on our favorite holiday project: baking cookies. Now the cookies were sent from family and friends, since I tried to spend all my time with Cameron, helping to ease the long,

Beneath The Watchful Moon
I stand with your face in my small hands. Hurtful tears are streaming down your face. I kiss them from your handsome cheeks. Sadness doesn't suit your shinning eyes, love. Your eyes, where our souls kiss. I feel your despair beneath the caress of my hands upon your skin. My heart breaks for yours that is in such pain for when you are cut, I bleed, love. Like I'm bleeding now, openly. In an effort to comfort you, I throw my arms about your strong shoulders in an eternal embrace. I look to the sky and see our pain eased by the clouded side of the moon. Our strength, a triumph unsung but witnessed by the stars. You pull back with your hands still protectively placed upon my meek shoulders. Your gentle hands caress my slender face, and once again our souls kiss as our eyes meet. In comfort, we smile beneath the new, shining moon.

My New Best Friend
I know this is an old poem..and no I did not write this.. But I used to have a really bad self esteem issue.. and I still do at times.. But I am a lot happier with who I am now than I used to be. Today i met a great new friend Who knew me right away It was funny how she understood All i had to say She listened to my problems She listened to my dreams we talked about love and life She'd been there, too, it seems I never once felt judged by her She knew just how i felt She seemed to just accept me And all the problems I'd been dealt She didn't interrupt me Or need to have her say She just listened very patiently And didn't go away I wanted her to understand How much this meant to me But as i went to hug her Something startled me I put my arms in front of me and went to pull her nearer and realised that my new best friend was nothing but a MIRROR..

My New Years Resolution............hmmmm.....
Every year people make New Years Resolutions. Well most people do. but I am one that does not. It's not because I am afraid of breaking them or not following through. But I don't live life for others and I don't make plans. Some people would say that its not right to live life day by day. But I do. Because all we have is today. We are never promised tomorrow. All we know for sure is this moment. The moments to come are not promised to you or me. So I say let's just savor the moments we have. Enjoy life in all we do. And be the best we can be. Go out and see what we can learn. Have fun in what we do. Make life count for us. And I think that would be a great way to start the New Year. Live life so we have no regrets. and make the best of what we have. Happy New Years to all!!!

Men Are Men...
Two bored casino dealers are waiting at the crap table. A very attractive blonde woman arrived and bet twenty thousand dollars ($20,000) on a single roll of the dice. She said, "I hope you don't mind, but I feel much luckier when I'm completely nude. With that, she stripped from the neck down, rolled the dice and yelled, "Come on, baby, Mama needs new clothes!" As the dice came to a stop she jumped up and down and squealed... "YES! YES! I WON, I WON!" She hugged each of the dealers and then picked up her winnings and her clothes and quickly departed. The dealers stared at each other dumfounded. Finally, one of them asked, "What did she roll?" The other answered, "I don't know - I thought you were watching." MORAL: Not all blondes are dumb, but all men are men.

I'll Never Drink Again
I will never drink again I will never drink again I will never drink again I will never drink again Shall I write this 100 X and hope that it works... I had my Parents and My friends WE brought in the New year with a bang, From tons of food to fireworks and car horns at midnite. (We brought her in GOOD!!) And lots of alcohol consumption! I think I will have a hangover for the next three days.. :)

Pics.....
Just so everyone knows, my photo's will be set to private from now on. Someone has stolen one of my photographs and created an ID, using my picture. They removed the photo, but the account still exists at this time. Sorry that I can not share my pictures with all of you anymore, but there are some on here who continue to be childish.

A Joke
Twenty Four Little Hours... A doctor walks into the room and tells his patient, "I have some bad news and some very bad news." The patient, resigned to his fate, says, "Well, might as well give me the bad news first." "The lab called with your test results," the doctor began. "Unfortuanately, you've got a rare condition and they said you have 24 hours to live." "24 Hours!?" exclaimed the patient. "Thats terrible! What could be worse than that? What's the very bad news?" "I've been trying to reach you since yesterday."

Life Sucks
okay so I've been seein this guy for the past oh I don't know say 6 months or so and about 3 months ago he started goin to Hillsboro, Or to see a friend who is in the hospital... no problem. Well then I don't hear from him but once since then and he has been avoiding my calls, texts, IM's and so on. And now I'm hearin that hes with someone else or that he's single and I'm sittin here goin wait a minute that can't be, so I ask him and now he's pissed at me for askin what the deal is between us. So I'm totally confused once again and I hate it cause I love him a lot and don't want to lose him AGAIN!!! But he says its over and won't give me any answers as to why or what I did so wrong. Why is it that when you love someone and you go and ask a question like the one I asked they end up stompin on your heart? It seems to me anyways that he really doesn't care that he's hurtin me but then again I could be wrong. Well thats enough from me for now.

24 Returns
Ok Guys & Gals, Please Repost want as much input as we can get. The next season of 24 is upon us. Luv to see each week how many of us can figure out who will die. And we'll try to keep score. Also bonus if you can predict who the new bad guy is. I know we have alot of support here for our military. There are still bad guys out there and we all need to feel like we are kicking some ass. Please Repost "LETS DO THIS"

Gee It Annoys Me When ,,,,
dont even reply that as well seems so rude to not even bother ,,,,,,cherry points must be more important i gesss ya fan ppl and thats even to much to return the gesture samewoth family how many reciprocate

Mmmmmmm
You have a sexual IQ of 131 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Last Night
Well I had a great time last night.. Actually I havent even been to bed yet. I hung out with some good friends. My homegirls dad built a game room on to there house. Well he builds his own stuff, He built the pool table and also all the poker tables. So we got there about 9 or so and started to just sit around and get way fucked up.. I got pics of my head in the tolite.. HaHa I am trying to get them on here it just takeing alot of time.. So ohh and anyone intrested in buying a Pool Table it is brand new and played on once it has all the stuff that goes with it.. If you are in the Texarkana area and want a pool table it is going to at least 200.00 or best offer..Well We decided we were going to start a pool tournment well eairly this morring about 2:30 or so and we switched partners I played with my homegirls old man and she played with mine.. We did really well we stomped there ass.. LOL it was so worth it.. Well I finally got home about 5:30 this morr. and decided I would check my m

Levelling Up
Wow, I just now realized, how long it's going to take me to become a psycho cherry...A freakin' long time!! I wonder how many levels there are? Hahahaha. How in the world am I going to ever level up...if I can't even get past this level!!

Your Metal Requests, Please Leave Me Your List If I Didn't Have The Songs You Wanted To Hear.
HELLO ALL MY FRIENDS, PLEASE LEAVE ME A LIST OF YOUR SONGS ALONG WITH THE NAME OF THE BAND AND I WILL DO MY BEST TO GET WHAT YOU WANT TO HEAR. MY ON AIR SCHELDULE IS: MONDAY AND WEDNESDAY 6-9 PM EST TUESDAY 9PM-MIDNIGHT EST FRIDAY NIGHT MIDNIGHT EST TIL? WE HAVE ALOT OF FUN IN THE FYRE AND ICE LOUNGE MY FRIENDS SO PLEASE CHECK IT OUT AND JOIN. HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL THERE. LEAVE YOUR LIST IN COMMENTS, THANK YOU. DJ LUMINA

The Game
The game is something that is not to be taken lightly.. Everyone wants to play but not everyone can stand the heat.. Its a game of give and take or keeping your options open.. Also know as being the fall back person.. So here is alittle something I wrote in regards to this.. We met in the place where everything is game.. You take for what it is cause it really has no name.. You try not to get caught up in all the wonderful thoughts.. But dammit you fell and got caught up.. Now your sitting there waying your options to the left and then to the right.. You find yourself saying this shit just aint right.. So you decided not to play and remain that way.. Still thinking why does it always end up this way.. The game is hard to play if your to honest in everyway.. You put your heart in your hand and tell yourself that the person will understand.. To come to find out you leave your self open without a doubt.. So for 2007 I'm out.. for the taking.. I give my all and my attitude and that m

U Will B In R Hearts 4ever
Entry for January 07, 2007 In memory of my childrens great grandfather who passed away Jan5 2007 God looked around his Garden and found an empty place. He then looked down upon his earth and saw your loving face. He put his arms around you and lifted you to rest. His Garden must be beautiful, he always takes the best. He knew that you were suffering, he knew you were in pain. And knew that you would never get well on earth again. He saw your path was difficult, he closed you tired eyes, He whispered to you "Peace be Thine" and gave you wings to fly. When we saw you sleeping so calm and free of pain, We would not wish you back to earth to suffer once again. You've left us precious memories, your love will be our guide, You live on through your children, you're always by our side. It broke our hearts to lose you, but you did not go alone. For part of us went with you on the day God called you home

Im That Damn Good
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM95%A Romantic75%Sex God75%Virgin45%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Why
why do we not listen to our selfs when we know how it will end why is it we seek what we can not have knowing only pain and suffering will come of it is it to enjoy that breife moment of extacy the fantist glimer of happyness how I wish I knew what it is in us that pulls at us to travel down that road time and time again only to be met with cold uncaring cruelty

Burzum...and Hypocrisy(me. Not The Band.)
I'm tired of arguing about this(not really.)I don't care about this artist's contribution to music! His politics matter greatly to me, and I'll be damned if I'm giving my fvcking money to fund his cause. This dude's rantings never make any sense to me...he is a Norwegian national socialist involved in ROCK MUSIC. I wonder if he took any courses in American Pop Music History, hmm? No? If he did, he would know that he should stick to folk/tradtional/polka, or something!! Wait, I don't even knOw if he does that....craaaaap. Ok, now it's clear to me why I should listen to his music. I certainly wont PAY to do it, though!

Wrestling
My friend Carla thinks I am nuts for watching Monday night Raw but..... Has anyone ever seen DX? Are they not two of the HOTTEST guys that you have ever seen? Guys that look like that and tknow that they are super sexy is a instant turn-on for those of us that will admit it. Well by god I admit there is nothing that I would'nt do for them or better yet to them. Y ou guts might be laughing at me now but it will be smiling tonight when I go to bed thinking about those 2 hot and sexy guys. Give this a 10 if you agree.

Admiration Of The Wolf....if You Like Them, You'll Like This......
The following videos a friend sent to me. They are in four parts & each one picks up where the previous one leaves off. It's a total of about 40 minutes. It shows some great footage and has some Native American thrown in as well. I, myself, think they're great, informative videos (with the exception of a few shown being killed in the third one, grrrrr - ignorance is bliss) other than that, excellent! I'm gonna blog this as well as stash it AND put it on a bulletin, lol...I think it's worthy! PART ONE PART TWO PART THREE PART FOUR Hope you enjoyed them as much as I did. Much Love, ~ KK ~

The First Time
the first time i laid eyes on you i knew you were the one. the one who made my life worth living the one who's work was never done. the first time i held you i knew you'd make me see, see the wonders of the world around the wonders of you and me. the first time i kissed you i knew you'd make me feel feel my world was spinning feel this dream was real. the first time i realized how i felt i had to catch my heart with a glove it was the first time i realized i was falling deeply in love with you.

Good One
A man wanted to get married. He was having trouble choosing among three likely candidates. He gives each woman a present of $5,000 and watches to see what they do with the money. The first does a total make over. She goes to a fancy beauty salon gets her hair done, new make up and buys several new outfits and dresses up very nicely for the man. She tells him that she has done this to be more attractive for him because she loves him so much. The man was impressed. The second goes shopping to buy the man gifts. She gets him a new set of golf clubs, some new gizmos for his computer, and some expensive clothes. As she presents these gifts, she tells him that she has spent all the money on him because she loves him so much Again, the man is impressed. The third invests the money in the stock market. She earns several times the $5,000. She gives him back his $5,000 and reinvests the remainder in a joint account. She tells him that she wants to save for their future because she

Liars
liars Ok so here is my first published blog. I'm a little pissed right now so be warned there will probably be expletives. Liars. I absolutely hate them, not someone who tells a white lie or something like that, I am talking about individuals who have created a whole world of lies. People who can't go 1 single day with out lying to you. Yet they want to be nice to you, ask you for favors, get you to help with things, and the whole time lying to your face. Every one of you reading this knows someone like that, whether it’s someone you love, care about, or just know. When its someone you love and care about, there is no way to describe the pain it causes you when the truth comes out, because by that point, there is a list of lies, its a snowball affect, until their entire life is nothing but a fucking lie. And those lies have affected you to a painful extent. They are users, manipulators, liars, and in my book they are pathetic and worthless. They don't deserve the love and time that

I'm Sorry (from The Nice Guy) Saw This Bulletin And Had To Make It A Blog
From: The "nice guy"... I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pi

U May Add Me
This is to all my friends Here u may add me to my Aim or Yahoo messenger if u like they are both under tattoo4u69 and at myspace is http://www.myspace.com/tattoo4u69 or e-mail me at tattoo4u69@yahoo.com And Thanks for being a friend

Will I Ever Love Again?
Will I ever love again a queston on my mind will I ever love again like you in this life? If it was meant to be it will happen this is what I am told. I fear I won't find another, and I will die alone. Will I ever love again I really miss you Will I ever love again thinking about it just brings tears to my eyes. I wake up at night, with sweat in my eyes. My heart starts pounding and I begin to cry. Well it's better to have loved, and I still have my memories. They will always make me happy, and set my heart at ease.

Brand New... Again.
Hi there! Welcome to my corner. I'll start off by giving you the 'Reader's Digest' version of my life, and fill in the blanks overtime. First, I was born and raised in Kentucky, mainly in Winchester. That's where I moved to after I graduated high school. After that, I moved around from job to job in the temp service until the Army recruits snatched me up. I got classed as a 44C, finance specialist (which defines irony since I failed miserably in my accounting class in high school). Six months later, I found myself in Kaiserslautern Germany (about 2 hours from Paris). Ktown for short. I had constant fun. And constant drinking. But, after a year, I got deployed near Baghdad, Iraq (hence all the photos). It was an alright year, but I was glad to come back to Ktown. I've decided not to reenlist and finish my final year in Germany. Now, I'm taking in all the sights and hope to post the pics up soon. My goals are Italy, more of Germany, Amsterdam (again), maybe even Spain. Who knows? Well, h

Are You An Fthb?
Anyone know what an FTHB is? Are you an FTHB? Are you soon to be an FTHB? FTHB is a First Time Home Buyer and if that is you, there are a million questions you may have or that you may need answered. Feel free to ask away. No charge, no price, no strings attached. Free advice. Would I like to do business in the end, hell yes. In the meantime, If I can provide some positive direction and keep someone from making a bad decision, I will have considered myself as having made a new friend.....

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Reply Please!!!
Copy and send it back to me!!!! 1. Your Name:? 2. Age:? 3. Favorite position (s) 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Get Me A Drink God Damnit
Finish each sentence ..... erase my answers and put your own in ..... 1) My ex – Has disappered 2) Maybe I should – Not have such a short fuse with people 3) I love – Sleeping in 4) I don't understand – Small minded people 5) I lost – many things over the years 6) I found – Lots of things I forgot I had 7) People say that I am – Strange 8) Some People are – The same as me in so many ways 9) Love is – Too over used 10) Somewhere, someone is – Listening to the same song as me 11) I'm always – Thinking about what to do with my life 12) Forever is – Something I won't see 13) I never want to - Lose touch with people 15) When I wake up - I try to go back to sleep 16) When life gives you lemons – Use them o hurl at people you don't like 17) My past – Is in the past 18) I get annoyed with – Lots of things 19) I wish - It was colder 20) My dog/s is/are – In the next room 21) Tomorrow I am – Doing nothing other than finishing my Photogr

Thoughts Of Frustration
We are all a part of this wonderful universe..... do any of us stop to see that we are what makes this universe what it is? When it rains is that the gods and goddess' crying? Are they venting like we so many times do in each lifetime? Where do you go to release your frustrations and anger? Do you hold it in so its eats away at you? do you release it so it can be airborn? frustrations ..... are they like cigarette ashes.... do they just blow away in the wind and are forgotten..... and released or are the bottled up inside so when it is time for them to be released it is you that is like the cigarette ashes being blown into the wind and forgotten?

Silence And Lies
Silence can be deafening; but could it also be a sign of lack of strength. Meaning, those who remain silent are nothing but cowards in life. There are many examples of this in life around us. A person who is entitled to a raise or a promotion never fully pursue it. They often have fears they will be subjected to ridicule and thus never truly go after a well-deserved position in their own life. Relationships fail miserably because of silence and there are several examples of this, so many that it would take an enormous amount of time to write them all! Short listed some are due to lack of silence about financial concerns, to have or not to have children, to continue or not to continue a relationship, leaving emptiness to the partner or even both partners. Ironically, the words I love you, perhaps the most powerful words in any language, are said frequently and are not always meant! Silence cannot only hurt yourself, but it can hurt someone you care about. Walking awa

Seducing You
Imagine the flickering light of scented candles playing across your naked body, a gentle breeze whispering through the open window making you shiver ... Is it the breeze?? Could it be something else? Could it be anticipation, hunger, desire? Could it be your hungry body reaching out for me begging for my touch? How long has it been since i left your side? Doesnt time play tricks on a mind and body full of longing when the silken blindfold across your eyes robs you of one of your senses? What was that noise? Did you really hear me or did you just sense me by your side? Is that really my hands tracing their way across the curve of your chest, brushing across your nipple as it hardens and begs to be sucked. You gasp as my hot mouth engulfs its budding tip, my tongue carressing it to attention, teeth gently grazing , the heat courses through your body turning your loins to liquid fire. Your mind reels and you moan as you gently push my head towards your hard throbbing cock , desperately in

Quiz
1. What bill do you hate paying the most? food 2. Where's the best place to eat a romantic dinner? At home with candle light and a bit of soft music 3. Last time you puked from drinking? 2 years ago 4. When is the last time you got drunk and danced on a bar? never 5. Name of your first grade teacher? Mrs. Quirk 6. What do you really want to be doing right now? Relaxing watching tv with my Sister and Dad 7. What did you want to be when you were growing up? an artist, a chef, a singer and an actress 8. How many colleges did you attend? one 9. Why did you wear the shirt that you have on right now? I have nothing else clean 10. GAS PRICES? suck 11. If you could move anywhere where would it be? Belleville, New jersey, full of Italian mobsters 12. First thought when the alarm went off this morning? I didn’t have one today 13. Last thought before going to sleep last night? Mmmm Carmine or Eddie 14. Favorite style of underw

The One Flaw In Women...... ( I Really Think There Are Waaay More Though...hehehe!)
This made me cry when I read it. I thought I would share it with all of my wonderful friends. The One Flaw In Women.... Body: Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy, and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a

For My Friend
I see the clouds rolling in and oh how it looks like rain And it is always I fight for the welcome change When it rains it pours on this heart of mine So, I take the storms I feel to her each time. But I know she has lived under her own pouring rain Yet under her water her heart still doesn't change She can walk away from what hangs overhead And, not in her storm, are words left unsaid. Not in her storm have I ever felt alone Her storm ends, so I, may find my way home It's for me that she pushes away her own rain So, that I may find comfort in calling her name. She lives in this world for the sake of another's heart God, how she eases the miles when worlds apart And she never wanders when your world falls through Not ever in her storm would she do this to you. She has wings that I know not only I can see Cause only an angel could find strength to carry me It's the way that the eyes can surely view How her heart's written so clearly in what an angel can do.

So Far
Hey friends!Well so far have not found anything in florida so staying in new york for the time being.I have also started deleting people from my friends who I dont really stay in touch with or who I never really talk too.Beyond that everythings good with me hope all is well with everyone reading this.

Afraid To Love Again
I found someone that made me happy he made me laugh and smile but I cryed and frowned as well and kept this in denial I trusted him so much that I gave to him a gift that can NEVER be returned but now it only seems as if that gift has just been burned I thought I made a good choice, but now im filled with pain not believing in regret, i just move on not taking life in vain it was an exremely long journey to get over all of this I will NEVER give my heart away at just one kiss. Now, I found someone that makes me happy he makes me laugh and smile but after everything that happened LOVE will have to wait a while.

Round Two
Although it had seemed like they slept for hours, only forty-five minutes had passed before she started to awaken. Slowly she raised her lids and watched her lover sleeping. Unable to resist she began to slowly and softly explore every inch of his body. She gently massaged his chest as she followed the path of her hands with her mouth. Lightly she flicked her tongue out to tease his nipple in between tender nipping and suckling. As she raised up to allow herself better access, she stared straight into her lovers eyes. He was watching her with a look that burned with both desire and longing at the same time. She had been hoping for this and did not even hesitate in her ministrations on his body. Feeling her own desire flare higher, she very slowly traced a path down his stomach, only stopping momentarily to tease his navel. As she pulled back the sheet, she saw that he was definitely ready for her again. She grasped his manhood tenderly as she began to stroke and massage

The Law's An Ass
Well, it certainly is if you happen to be in the UK at the moment. If you aren't from the UK you might not have heard. The eminently incompetent politician (I know, that describes all of them) and British Home Secretary, John Reed MP, sent out a memo to all judges to tell them about the chronic overcrowding in the decrepit prisons and asking them to only sentence those who have committed serious violent crime or persistent criminals to jail time. Now that memo in itself raised plenty of comment in journalistic circles but what happened over the last two days has, hopefully, made the Home Secretary realise what a complete muppet he is. First a case featuring a man accused of downloading and having possession of child pornography; he was given a suspended sentence. Then today yet another paedophile was released, this time on bail. Now since the first man was only in court for downloading the filth, he may have gotten that sentence anyway, maybe. However in the second instance the jud

Anytime You Need A Friend ~ Mariah Carey
If you're lonely And need a friend And troubles seem like They never end Just to remember to keep the faith And love will be there to light the way Anytime you need a friend I will be here You'll never be alone again So don't you fear Even if you're miles away I'm by your side So don't you ever be lonely Love will make it alright When the shadows are closing in And your spirit diminishing Just remember you're not alone And love will be there To guide you home Anytime you need a friend I will be here You'll never be alone again So don't you fear Even if you're miles away I'm by your side So don't you ever be lonely Love will make it alright If you just believe in me I will love you endlessly Take my hand Take me into your heart I'll be there forever baby I won't let go I'll never let go Anytime you need a friend I will be here You'll never be alone again So don't you fear Even if you're miles away I'

Music
hello everyone.if anyone is interested in some new music then i have a new group that you should check out.they are called GREWSUM.they are great.i have them on my myspace page.there page is myspace.com/grewsum.please pass the word.there cd comes out feb.20,2007.its has been push back from jan.30 to feb.20.

St. Jude Children's Research Hospital
I love to joke around a good deal about things, but one thing I am serious about is children. If none of you know of St. Jude Children's Research Hospital then you should check into it. Finding Cures, Saving Children is their motto. They treat various cancers and other catastrophic child illnesses there. No child is turned away. Whether they have insurance or they do not they are treated. Wish it was that way everywhere throughout the US. I new about St. Jude, but I never new the kind of work they did was so special. My eldest daughter Amber died 5 yrs ago of bone cancer. The cancer was to widespread to treat by the time it was found. She was a very special little girl and she instilled in me determination to try and make a difference no matter how small it might be. So every year in her name I try to make it possible for other children to be able to be treated. This is something that is very personal to me. If it is possible for you to do a good deed then try your best to d

The Age Of Insults
Welcome to The Age of Insults -- a time when civility, respect and tolerance mean nothing. Hurting people's feelings means even less. Today, making enemies is more popular than making friends, and political and cultural debates end up being personal. Heaven help you if you have the ability to actually put yourself in another person's shoes and see the world from his or her point of view! These days, that's considered a weakness, not a strength. Worse yet, insulting people has become a profitable endeavor. The more you insult, the richer you get. A man who could become the next president of the United States, U.S. Senator Barack Obama, just happens to have big ears -- a fact that a prominent journalist couldn't resist commenting on. Sen. Obama saw her at an event, approached her, and responded that he didn't take her remarks kindly. She told him that she was just helping him "toughen up" for the grueling campaign ahead. The next day, we hear radio commentator

What Is Your Sexual Iq?
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Affections Of My Heart
Affections Of My Heart by BlueWolf Having thoughts of you As I am writing today I do care so much more Than my words can say Still it's through my pen Where I try to provide The warmth you give me From the feelings inside It was from the first hello To loving you no less My feelings have grown Into pleasures I express Those constant thoughts Words I often impart So special you became In affections of my heart.........

Notthing Is As It Seems
well. finally. after a few weeks of being wild and crazy. doing stupid crazy shit. i think my world is finally crashing down. i finally came to relize that the girl i want to be with isnt intrested in me. she just wants to come over and spend the nite with me everynite. but really blows my mind. she always come back to my house. but shows no intrest. and when she gets here she fixes her self up real nice. just to set around and talk to me. maybe i stay to fucked up 80 precent of the time to relize she is intrested. and then maybe im right. i wont say anything to her. i enjoy her company. and dont want her to leave and not talk to me. who knows. my mind just wonders. ill figure it all out when i do my nite in jail tonite. maybe... who knows. am i crazy. or is everyone else crazy.

Feeling Blah Tonight !!!!!
I am really feeling blah tonight and i just really hate feeling like this and i have no idea why i feel the way i do and i just want it to stop now not later....home life is not what it used to be with hubby and family for some reason my hubby is the biggest jerk there is anymore and if he keeps it up i am out of here. I do love him very very much we have been together for almost 7 years and married for almost 4 and a half years. But i just don't know how much more i can take from him and family is just a different story!!! Me and my sister have been raising our brother's 2 wonderful children since june 29th,2006,because his wife up and left him and the kids with him and she doesn't want them and he can't take care of them right now living in a very small appartment but it is fine with me that the kids are with us because they are better off with us and being well taking care of and she can die for all i care anymore..She is a slut and more but i am not going to get into that...lol...I

Lover's
there's an uncomfortable silence between two lover's eyes when one knows something the other denies --- and maybe it's more than just love or that letter or words unsaid that are keeping them together i sit and watch them walk in the garden waiting for one word that maybe he'll pardon the letter's in my hand with blood on the page and i'm still unoticed while she's smelling the sage he leans over and whispers into her ear "you know the truth. i'll always love you, dear." she smiles and laughs as she falls for the lie yet i'm still here waitng for the cold night sky the letter was for me! and the love was mine! but he flew away from me like a second in time... and, oh, the pain! that i felt deep down inside with the letter in hand and their death on my mind the knife in my hand the letter of demise and a quiet nervous sigh as the moon did arise she looks over her shoulder ah! the look in her eyes as the blade did twinkle i

For Valentine's Day!
Don't forget to send a chocolate covered treat to your Valentine! Give your loved ones something special this Valentine's day instead of the ho-hum box of chocolate. Give them Chocolate covered cheesecake! Or Pineapples! Or Marshmallows! I have what you need to make your partner's day! Take a look!! Click my banner to be taken to my website! Don't wait til the last minute! Thanks, ~Karoline~

Hmmm, I Had More Luck On Myspace
As much as i enjoy the people I have met here, with the exception of a few, I havent really gotten to know anyone. It seems most people just want to be friends or get rated and then ....gone! Hopefully, the people I have had a chance to get to know a little have enjoyed talking to me and will continue to be my friends. But I think I might be one here much less in the future!

Since I Look Like A Guy, Let's Compare.
I've been compared to a guy and a fish and other odd things. So you tell me. The most thing I've been compared to is Dani Filth. This is an exact link to check out if I look like Dani Filth or not. http://i19.photobucket.com/albums/b185/supermans_supergirl2005/Dani%20Filth/dani2.jpg Here's a link of what a fish looks like to. So you tell me. http://www.rasterman.com/photos/fish/dscn5058.jpg And you have normal pictures of me. So tell me what you think.

Lost Love And Longing
I wish I could hold you when I go to sleep at night. Wish I could feel your arms wraped around and holding me tight. I want to see your smiling face. Wishing that you would take me out of this place. I just feel like im swept up in a desert wind. Waiting for the love that only you can send. I wish you would tell me what to do. I've tried but still want no one else but you.

Catching Baby...
I had posted this blog elsewhere on the Net and like it so much, I thought I'd post it here. All of a sudden, there are babies everywhere. Perhaps they were there all along and I failed to notice. All I know is that suddenly, it seems every woman I know has become a walking incubator. I find it rather frightening. Don't get me wrong, babies are cute. Blah, blah, blah--insert your own pro-baby phrase here. I don't want one. I don't think I have the right things to base motherhood on. That same spark of "maternal love" thing I get? I get that when I look at one of my cats. Or a squirrel in the tree outside. Or the cute dog down the street that I really, really, really want but can't have because that would be stealing and I'm too cute for prison. The point is I can't be a mom if the feeling I get that's supposed to be strictly for kids is the feeling I get when I see an animal. Or the absolutely gorgeous teal leather handbag my boyfriend got me for my birthday next Frid

Love This Song!
RANDY TRAVIS - 4EVER N EVER You may think that I'm talking foolish You've heard that I'm wild & I'm free You may wonder how I can promise you now This love that I feel for you always will be You're not just time that I'm killing I'm no longer one of those guys As sure as I live this love that I give Is gonna be yours until the day that I die -- Oh baby chorus... I'm gonna love you forever, forever & ever amen As long as old men sit & talk about the weather As long as old women sit & talk about old men If you wonder how long I'll be faithfull I'll be happy to tell you again I'm gonna love you forever & ever, forever & ever Amen They say that time takes it's toll on a body Makes a young girl's brown hair turn grey But honey, I don't care, I ain't in love with your hair And if it all fell out well I'd love you anyway They say time can play tricks on a memory Make people forget things they knew well it's easy to see it's happening to me I've already forgott

Pet...thursday Morning
Don't fret precious I'm here, step away from the window Go back to sleep Lay your head down child I won't let the boogeyman come Counting bodies like sheep To the rhythm of the war drums Pay no mind to the rabble Pay no mind to the rabble Head down, go to sleep To the rhythm of the war drums Pay no mind what other voices say They don't care about you, like I do, like I do Safe from pain and truth and choice and other poison devils, See, they don't give a fuck about you, like I do. Just stay with me, safe and ignorant, Go back to sleep Go back to sleep Lay your head down child I won't let the boogeyman come Count the bodies like sheep To the rhythm of the war drums Pay no mind to the rabble Pay no mind to the rabble Head down, go to sleep to the rhythm of the war drums I'll be the one to protect you from Your enemies and all your demons I'll be the one to protect you from A will to survive and a voice of reason

Asatru Symbols (part 3)
Hugin and Munin (Thought and Memory) Hugin and Munin (Norse, thought and memory) are the twin ravens of Norse mythology. They are the servants of the Norse All-Father, Odin. According to legend, they are sent out each morning and report back to Odin each evening on the reports of the happenings of the world. The examples above are adapted from a Viking picture stone from Gotland, Sweden, called the "Larbro" stone, which depicts scenes of the Norse Gods and the afterlife. Gungnir (Gar, Spear of Odin, Sword of Odin) The Norse Runeletter Gar, which symbolizes the legendary weapon of Odin, Gungnir. Gungnir was a Dwarven magical weapon given to Odin by Loki, which never misses its mark, and always returns to Odin's hand. Spirit Ship (Ship of the Slain) The spirit ship is a common theme of Norse pictographs carved in stone, some dating to the fifth millennium BCE. The spirit's ship is most commonly found on funerary monuments, where it represents the journey to the aft

Looks Like I've Fucked Up Again
Well looks like the ex was 100% right about me. No matter what i to, i Can never keep a friendship, always try and run it into the ground. I've done just that. I was completely honest with this person, not once did i ever lie to this person, and now it looks like we might not be friends anymore. I thought i was doin alright hiding how i really felt, tryin to be that good friend everyone wants me to be. well i'm sorry i'm not perfect. I'm sorry i let things out, i fucking knew better, I knew if i'de let it out this would happend, this person wanted to know soo i told them omfg getting it off my chest it felt soo good, Only now i'm regreting it 100%, I wish i could take it all back and not tell, just keepin my mouth shut, And just being there for this person as a friend. i'm sorry!!! *CRYS* ADD ON: WELL THIS IS AN UPDATE, WELL I'M NO LONGER FRIENDS WITH THIS PERSON BECAUSE OF SOMETHING REALLY FUCKING DUMB, THIS PERSON TOLD ME NO MATTER WHAT, WE WOULD ALWAYS BE FRIENDS, THEY JUST TO

A Fire Fighter's Life!!!!
A FIRE FIGHTER'S LIFE!!! It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. You stay up for 16 hours Hes been up for 48 straight _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. The rain in the middle of the interstate keeps him awake. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He's chilled to the bone, hasn't eaten all day, has the flu, and then runs into a burning building __________________________ You drink your coffee on your way to the mall. He pumps on a five years olds chest on the way to the hospital. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He makes sure the pass device on his pack is working. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He watches his buddy fall through the floor. __________________________ You wa

Literotica Story Is Pending
I just checked with www.literotica.com and in my profile there it states that my first story FIRST CLASS is pending and is waiting for approval. When it has been posted for all to see I will let you know so that if any of you wish to go there and vote for the story you may. I will send you the link for the story when it is up and ready for viewing and voting. First Class Five men have their way with a woman at 36,000 feet. x.xx 0 0 Group Sex (English) Awaiting Approval pending Public Comments: 0 Voting Status Yes No Public Comment Board: Yes No

For Your Soulmate! Whoever They May Be!
as i lie here with you tonight! and we watch the stars so bright.i turn to you and say,that i love you , i need you, i wanna kiss you all night long! and you, you put my heart next to yours and gave yourself to me.and from that moment,i knew you would be the one.a few years down the road, a little girl in tow,we had a perfect family.she would smile so bright , and give us kisses every night.say her prayers ,and i would tuck her in, saying,"daddy, i love you!",with a grin.and i would come to you,still a slave for you,and love the world away.and a few years later,a son came to our lives.with a heart big enough for you and i,and with a love that we had always known. he played ball with me ,and helped you with other things. gave us love every minute, never a moment without them in it,and still they never asked for nothing more than what we had.and now they've grown up, with a life of their own.and here we are , all alone,still loving the world away! you turn to me with your hand in mine,s

Sumthin To 4 U 2 Read
EXTASY Do you feel it (what?) the beat... The Beat No not that one ... wait for it ... that one yeah you feel it move...move move your head feel it. now move ... Your body Don't fight it... Soar! Fly with it... soar up to the celing touch it... But don't stop there Go ahead grab her hand she wont care, Reach out play with her hair so what if you don't know her shes feelin' it too... Uh oh she moving can't you keep up with her??? awe shes looking over her shoulder for you... You caught her eye she sees you. reach out and move... move... feel it ... soar through the croud they'll make space for you take your trip... feel it... move... move... feel the feel you they're feelin it are you???

Recent One-sided Conversation...
...with a member on this site has reaffirmed my belief that humanity needs help; big time. There was one remark in particular which really caught my attention: And, I quote, "glad u saw that.... im fascist too.... ummm, people like u are the reason i wish the holocaust would have been more successful." By that, I can only assume that by "people like u," he was referring to the gay community. Not that it is stated so on my page, but I am bisexual and openly admit it. However, this person made the assumption based on little more than a photo (the one of me wearing a black corset. Very hot). Feel free to check out my page - and his - if you care to view more on this. You be the judge on who has taken the high ground. "Smitty" is his name. Nice fellow. Really makes me question the efficacy of current civil rights movements in the world. I can only hope that hate really isn't as wide-spread as I imagine.

Valentine Hearts
Valentine Hearts It’s Valentine’s Day, and there are hearts all around us! The heart is drawn as two halves that make up a whole. Life is all about duality. Look at how the body is made. We have two eyes, two ears, two arms, two legs, two nostrils, two lungs, even two brains (right and left). The two work together as one, as they are meant to. And yet, the body has one heart. It’s just a little bit off center in our chest. When we hug someone, our heart beats against their chest, and their heart beats against ours. It’s a connection, an affirmation of life. When we are in a love relationship with someone, it is a true union, as if our two hearts beat as one. We spend our lives looking for balance, yin and yang, Shiva and Shakti, material and spiritual, work and rest. Our heart tells us that we need love, we need that connection with other hearts. When our heart is open then love can come pouring in. When our heart is open, we are free to give and receive the love that is around u

Darkness
Darkness As i lay in the basking darkness that is my life i sigh with wakful dose the air is cold the night is black and blue the sun shall rise no more the moon will stay in ones place blackness covers my heart cying is a best friend of mine hurting bleeding death has always been there all around me no one can hear me scream the scream of pain no laughter fills the air no happiness falls around this god forsaken place i am emotionless and hard inside but questions fill my head like water fills an empty space where does my life lead?

Kottonmouth Kings~tangerine Sky
Say goodbye to a tangerine sky say hello say hello to tomorrow- when you say goodbye to a tangerine sky you lose your pain lose your fear lose your sorrow what if you were livin yours instead of hatin mine findin truth and spreadin love and searchin deep inside – see me glidin swiftly to that place I need to be that home grown irie zone harvesting my seeds I’m gonna live my life from day to night with no hesitation Make the best of every situation that I find myself placed in Decidin right from wrong, choosing my final destination Cause when it’s said and done, it’s just yourself that you are facin’ Say goodbye to a tangerine sky say hello say hello to tomorrow- when you say goodbye to a tangerine sky you lose your pain lose your fear lose your sorrow Say Say Say good-bye to tomorrow Wash your sorrow Live and learn Listen up and follow Do what you so let me rock it I be dammed if you think you gonna stop it Popo it drop it D-Loc get up on it Don’t you think y

Love
don't send flowers they die anyway... don't say sweet loving words that are just "something that u say"... don't make promises you know you'll never keep... turning "sweet dreams" into nights when u can't sleep... don't say..."Forever"... then just turn and walk away... leaving us to wonder what did we do or say? "I love you" is a simple phrase it can mean alot... but said without meaning it makes it something that its not... don't toy with ones emotions what damage it can do.... Karma is a strange thing it just might come back to you!

The Wash Cloth
Ladies this has to be read, laughed at and passed on. There is not a woman alive today who won't crack up over this! I was due for an appointment with the gynecologist later in the week. Early one morning, I received a call from the doctor's office to tell me that I had been rescheduled for that morning at 9:30 am. I had only just packed everyone off to work and school, and it was already around 8: 45am. The trip to his office took about 35 minutes, so I didn't have any time to spare. As most women do, I like to take a little extra effort over hygiene when making such visits, but this time I wasn't going to be able to make the full effort. So, I rushed upstairs, threw off my pajamas, wet the washcloth that was sitting next to the sink, and gave myself a quick wash in that area to make sure I was at least presentable. I threw the washcloth in the clothes basket, donned some clothes, hopped in the car and raced to my appointment. I was in the waiting roo

Big Blow Up Today
Well got my Ass chewed out today since my Dishes weren't done by noon.There threaten to take the Computer away from me.Told him strait out the computer goes I go.Wanted to no where I'd go.Put my clothes an stuff someplace,an just go I guess.Going up again on my rent for next month he says.Maybe I'll take my check next month an disappear for a week.That will have the ungratefull basturds in check.By right they oart to keep my rent low,since nobody here can do a Damn thing,to pick up after theirselves.They can't even feed there own damn animals.The only one in this house with rules is me.An at almost 50,my additude is changeing.Reality has set in,an death is proberly a few yrs off.Life shouldn't have to be so Damn difficult at 50.An the Icefishing takes a wicked toll on me these days,but better to spend time away .Whenever I get the chance,than to put up with the same shit for 7 days,5 days is enough.Just rambling, Peace

Introduction To My Writings - Bg
All right, so this is just a basic introduction to the erotica portion of the blog. It was recommended to me a number of times to post some of my stuff and after many a day of resisting, I finally came around. There are a number of different types of writing style I use, the most common however being, first person, from the male point of view. I'm hoping to add works to this section sometime within the upcoming days and would more than welcome comments, criticisms, and any recommendations as to what you'd like to see and whatnot :) So...here's to gettin freaky. -Jeff

What Elemental Dragon Are You
What Elemental Dragon Are You? You are a Moon Dragon. You love the stars and moon. You are often very calm while others tend to freak out. You are trustworthy and a loyal friend. You have one or two close friends that would never betray you. You may be on the quiet side but your friends still love you for who you are.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Just Wondering ???
A Professor was giving a lecture on "Involuntary Muscular Contractions" to his first year medical students. He pointed to a young woman in the front row and said, "Do you know what your ass hole is doing while you're having an orgasm?" She replied, "Probably deer hunting with his buddies."

What Did You Say ???
Here are some malapropisms from the legendary quote master Yogi Berra. After reading these, you'll be more than convinced that he knew how to laugh at himself. "Baseball is 90 percent mental; the other half is physical." When watching a Steve McQueen movie on TV: "He must have made that before he died." "If people don't want to come out to the ball park, nobody's gonna stop 'em." "A nickel isn't worth a dime anymore." "The future ain't what it used to be." "There's nothing like a home opener, whether it's at home or on the road." "You can observe a lot just by watchin'." "Always go to other people's funerals; otherwise, they won't go to yours." "Never answer an anonymous letter." "Mantle can hit just as good right-handed as he can left-handed. He's just naturally amphibious." "When you come to the fork in the road, take it." After a poor game: "I think they just got through marinating the greens." "We mad

Me And A Stun Gun, 100% True
Last weekend I saw something at First Cash Advance Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were suppose to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing you adequate time to retreat to safety.... WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two triple-a batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arch of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. Awesome!!! Unfortunately, I have yet to explain to Mom what that burn spot is on the face of her microwave. Okay, so I was home alone with this new toy, thinking to myself that it couldn't be all that bad with only two triple-a batteries, right?!!! There I sat in my recliner, my dog, Brazos, looking on intently

Forcast Of How This Weekend In Detroit Will Pan Out...
heres how I see this weekend rolling out in detroit...Fri: 5PM: sinmora and FM will show up sometime around 5pm even though as we're to leave at 4pm... take an hour to get ready and then we drive 3 hours to the cold as city of detroit... 6-9PM: we drive at the hotel and then check in and then wait another hour to get ready... 11PM: hit city club 1AM: sinmora has gone from sober to wienerville, while FM and I are still not even half retarded... 1:15AM: sinmora and FM go back to the hotel somewhere between 1AM and bar closing time: I find a few friends I haven't seen in months/years and get shitty with them... probably make out with some random chick along the way that I'll have no idea who she is... bar closing time: I head back to the hotel hopefully remembering what direction its in and not walking straight, and with my pants on somehow and forgetting i have to be up in 6-7 hours to start setting up for shooting...Sat: 11AM: wake up and get ready so I can get the new suit

Only Read If You Can Bare With Whats Inside Of My Eyes
I have so much pain that i hide away. I dont want to let anyone know. They ask why not i say its because you will feel pitty and look at me as if I was a weak little gurl. Thats not what I am. Ive been through so much and grew up so fast.If i could just reveal and scream of everything that has happened to me. would you still look at me the same. What if i told you i was beaten to a bloody pulse all cuz i washed the dishes wrong, watched the wrong tv station, said i love you the wrong way. Life is full of horrible things people dont see everyday. Im not crying out for your pitty im crying out to help others and let them know they are not alone. Did you know of a gurl that got raped? and now they look at you like ur worthless and disgusting.Have you ever trusted your mother so much but in return she sold your body for her drug habbit. I hate anyone that uses my body fills up in a rage. When i see i go insane i black out i go crazy and when i wake i feel horrible for what i have done. lif

Back To Chapter Four
I do plan to spend some time this weekend hoping to finish chapter four and then on to five of course... when I am five I figure I will be about half way done with the ebook. And then on to the next one and the next and the next...... I hope you all have a wonderful weekend.

Philosophy ... Just Man Or Woman
... food for thought ... ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ JUST MAN OR WOMAN Forced to live a human life, filled with trouble, toil and strife, called a Husband or a wife, are we just Man or Woman? Trapped inside a fleshy cage, poked and prodded ‘till outrage, labeled by both Fool and Sage, who say, “Just Man or Woman”. As the intellect grows old, One discovers, or is told, “all that glitters is not gold” is there just Man and Woman? Judged by BODY separately, every human has to be, him or Her, a He or She, is MIND just Man or Woman? MIND is an electric toy, guiding BODY bold or coy, it’s the same for Girl or Boy, MIND’s not just Man or Woman. All are SPIRITS trapped behind, fleshy mass and scheduled MIND, now and then there is a sign, we’re not just Man or Woman. Some human beings, ‘tho preset to survive, and then beget, … feel their SPIRIT and regret they are just Man or Woman. Those who wander from the trail, will seek love to no avail, they are d

Heartache
Heartache and pain. Does it ever go away? It's just a neverending circle. Is there such thing as "the right one"? I believe so. Somewhere out there. But where is there? Have I found it. Only time will tell. If I lose it will I ever find it again. Maybe I should hold on to what I have.

Big Butt
A man and his wife were working in their garden one day when he looks over at his wife and say: "You're butt is getting really big, I mean really big! I bet your butt is bigger than the barbecue." With that he proceeded to gt a measuring tape and measure the grill and went over to where his wife was working and measured his wife's bottm. " Yes,I was right ,your butt is two inches wider than the barbecue!!!!!!! " The wife chose to ignore her husband. Later that night in bed, he is feeling a little frisky. ------He makes some advances towards his wife who completely brushes him off. "What's wrong????????" he askes!!!! She answers" "Do you really think I'm going to fire up this big-barbecue for one little weenie????"

Im Having A Poetry Contest!!! Give Me Yr Poems And I Will Turn Them Into Pics So Yr Friends Can Rate/comment!!! Starts Fri At 8pm So Get Those Poems T
I AM HAVING A POETRY CONTEST!!! DIFFERENT HUH??? LET'S SEE HOW IT GOES!!! WHAT I WILL DO IS TAKE ENTRIES BY PRIVATE MESSAGE -- I WANT 10-12 CONTESTANTS, THEN I WILL PUT THEM IN WORD DOCS WITH NICE COLORS AND FONTS (LET ME KNOW WHAT FONTS/COLORS YOU WANT IF YOU HV A PREFERENCE). THEN I WILL TAKE A SCREENSHOT OF THE POEM (IF IT TAKES MORE THAN ONE SCREENSHOT I WILL POST THEM ALL IN ONE PLACE AND SAVE THE PIC FROM THERE SO I CAN POST JUST THE ONE PIC). THEN I WILL POST THE POEMS AS PICS IN A CONTEST ALBUM IN MY PHOTOS. COMMENT-BOMBING IS ALLOWED BUT SELF-COMMENTING IS NOT AND IF I SEE ANY SELF-COMMENTING YOU WILL BE DISQUALIFIED -- NO IFS, ANDS, OR BUTS. THE CONTEST WILL BEGIN FRI MARCH 2 AT 8PM AND END THURS MARCH 8 AT 8AM. YOU MAY ENTER ANY KIND OF POEM, ANY LENGTH, SUBJECT MATTER, RHYMING OR NON-RHYMING, ETC -- IT JUST HAS TO B A POEM. B/C OF THE SCREEN CAPTURE FORMAT I APPRECIATE SHORTER POEMS BUT DONT LET THAT HOLD YOU BACK! 1ST PRIZE -- DIAMOND EARRINGS, PUBLICATION IN MY BLOG

Spam?????????
OK. THERE MEAUSRES IN PLACE THAT KEEP PEOPLE FROM RATING PHOTOS REALLY FAST ON A THAT'S ABOUT RATING THING. THERE ARE MEASURES IN PLACE TO KEEP PEOPLE FROM COMMENTING REALLY FAST ON A SITE THAT ENCOURAGES COMMENTING ON PHOTOS, STASH ITEMS, AND WHAT NOT. THERE IS ONE FUKKIN QUESTION THAT I HAVE...... WHY THE HELL ISN'T THERE SOMETHING IN PLACE TO KEEP PEOPLE FROM POSTING THE SAME DAMN BULLETIN 46 DAMN TIMES IN A ROW? THE REASON WHY THEY GIVE FOR THE LIMITATIONS ON RATINGS AND COMMENT IS EVERY SITE HAS SOME SPAM FILTRATION. WELL FILTER MY DAMN BULLETIN BULLETIN BOARD!!!!!! SEEING THE SAME BULLETIN POSTED BY THE SAME PERSON 58 TIMES IN A MINUTE IS SPAM. SO IF YOU WANT TO LIMIT THE THINGS THAT MAKE THE FUN, LETS LIMIT THE CRAP THAT MAKES THIS SITE DUMB.... THANKS

Love Spoke (for My Sweet David)
I love the way that you smile Through your deep brown eyes I see all of your expression Trapped inside of my mind I feel the warmth wrapped all around me No matter if you hide All the love I can handle Makes me warm inside I'm feeling better Since you came along I'm feeling better So I'm singing this song Love spoke to me My heart was telling me that Love spoke to you Your heart was telling you that Love spoke to me I love the way that you listen And the way that you care And anytime that I need you I'll know you'll always be there I'm feeling better Since you came along I'm feeling better So I'm singing this song Love spoke to me My heart was telling me that Love spoke to you Your heart was telling you that Love spoke to me (song lyrics by Hydrogyn)

Boredom To The 9th Crazy Level
Wow this is a boring time for me. I am dog/house sitting, which is great in theory and on the wallet considering the ups. I'm 1/2 the distance closer to work, I don't need to pay any bills here, food is provided PLUS I get paid $120 for 8 days. The problem? It is boring here. They have cable, blah. I realise that though I will watch some TV that T and TV alone is so not enough for my entertainment. They have an Xbox, blah. I have been known to enjoy a game or two, but that also is not enough to even sustain my mind for a day. They have the net....on a scrapper of a computer with dialup, double blah. It's suimply not home. In the end my main source of entertainment is the net. At home I have a smooth running fast computer with enough freespace for most anything (but not everything, I WANT MORE SPACE!) and a Broadband connection. On this computer I have 30,000ish tunes and 800ish movies, full length high quality. It's not for those specific entertainments that I crave it's for the out

Y Does Love Hurt
y does love hurt? huh? does any body really no y love hurts us like it does? does any no what would could really be going through that person head at this very moment in time? no i don't think anybody would no exactly how im feeling about my x girl friend! i loved her with all of my heart! we had been dating 8 months! 8 freaking months! and she dumps my ass the day before valentines day after giving me a dozen red roses!!!!! people its fucked up how a girl like her and a girl like me even meet or even date. i wasn't a lesbian! i was straight!!! i wasn't what a lesbian would even consider dating! they would say that i was straighter then straight line! well guess what im not that lil girl any more! i love my pussy!!!! i do! i love women! yea i want to get married and have kids some day but i aint giving up dating girls just because im married. but when the kids come then she and i will tell the kids that she is a friend of mommy's. but the older they are going to get the smarter they ar

Why?
Why do I see on alot of the profiles of the folks who have like 9 million friends and a zillion points, saying FAN ME first THEN add me. Does the order in which someone does that have a bearing on the points you get? I don't see anywhere in the FAQ's about point amounts or any specifics, just a few things you get points for.

Wicca And Druidcraft
WICCA & DRUIDCRAFT Druidry and Wicca are two entirely separate and distinct spiritual paths. If you follow Druidism there is no need to study or be involved in Wicca, and vice versa. But there are a number of similarities between the two paths, and some people combine Druid and Wiccan ideas or practices, just as others combine other spiritual ways with Druidry. This combination is sometimes called Druidcraft. You can explore this combination in Druidcraft – The Magic of Wicca & Druidry by Philip Carr-Gomm and The DruidCraft Tarot by Philip & Stephanie Carr-Gomm Here is an excerpt from Druidcraft – The Magic of Wicca & Druidry Druidcraft, Druidry and Wicca, are ways of empowerment and of freedom – not dogmatic religious systems, but new spiritualities, magical ones, that draw their inspiration from the ancient past, while offering ways of celebration and working that are constantly changing and evolving. Rather than presenting us with ready-made systems that we must

Wv Rebel Cowboy's "the Hottest Guy And Hottest Gal On Cherry Tap Contest"
Comment bombing is allowed. Contest starts at 8:00 pm est tonight. The link will not work until the contest starts so wait until it starts. Thank You! Mike

Ladies, Can You Help Me Out?
Check out this situation: My wife went to Vegas for a work related function. She flew out there with a girlfriend from work (no problem). While they were there, they attended night/dance clubs and had a good time. One night my wife and here friend were out, and they met some guys who invited them to their VIP section. No problem with me at all. My wife ended up leaving with one of the guys there, and left her behind. I tried to call her and got no answer (she left her mobile phone at the hotel). I finally reached out to her girlfriend (who was extremely worried) because she had not seen my wife for about an hour. I questioned my wife about it, and she said that they met these people who invited them into the VIP section. While they were all dancing, my wife had to go to the bathroom (but her girlfiend didn't), so one of the guys said that he would walk out with her so that she could get back in the VIP section (she didn't have a wrist band). My wife said that a

City Girl Gone Country
Hello all you Cherrys! I am new here so dont quite know what i am doing yet. I am formally from Mass but have been living in SE ohio for the past 7 yrs. I enjoy the computer and playing at online game sites and chatting with friends i have met. Thanks to all of you who have given me such a warm welcome and i hope to return the favor once i know just what i am doing here.

Daddy Please N0
OMG!!! This is so FUCKIN sad DADDY PLEASE N0" This is just wrong.. you are one sick person if you dont repost this i feel for you if this doesnt touch you because this is just wrong. read this. its disgusting Walking in my nighty; rubbing my eyes My fathers sitting on the sofa with his friend He pats the seat in the middle; i sit Shivering so cold; a quilt he lends "Jessy you love me don't you" a smile; his Their breathe spirts weep "Daddy you know i do; what is it?" He smiles at his friend; his hand creeps His friend takes my hand; looks me in the eyes Daddys creeping up my nightie; cold hands I try to pull his hand away; their grip is strong! They look at one another; nod; something planned I feel my palms sweat; Daddys under my knickers "Daddy im going to bed! Night" Pulling again But there grip is to strong for weak me I look at both; and ask, who are these men? His fingers going up me; pulling away His friend leans forward; a kiss? Why? Hi

My Sissy Made Good News!
Finding A Connection With Youth Kieren Sell South Washington County Bulletin Published Wednesday, March 07, 2007 St. Paul Park resident Michelle Schaeppi has read all the Harry Potter books, listens to music on her iPod, has her own MySpace page and is fluent in the language of text messaging. As the youth director at All Saints Lutheran Church in Cottage Grove, Schaeppi considers it part of her job. “You can’t be a good mentor to kids if you don’t know what they’re exposed to,” Schaeppi said. But being a youth director was not something Schaeppi planned, nor is it her first career. For 10 years, Schaeppi worked as a legal editor for Thompson West, a publishing company in Eagan. Schaeppi was volunteering part-time with the youth program at All Saints when the job as youth director opened up, and she knew it was the right place for her. “I liked my job at West,” Schaeppi said. “But it didn’t leave me fulfilled. “It’s one thing to have a career, but this is a lif

Kieyahs Birthday Party
Well today was Kieyahs 2end birthday. We had a party for her. She had her friend/boyfriend Joshua from swimming come, hes 10 months & to cute. There was 7 kids two left before the cake. So there wasnt all that many people & thats okay with me. I find if theres to many people then its hard to move around. The only one Kieyah really cared to play with was Joshua. We met him & his mom Cindy during swimming on Wednesday. Last time we where swimming was on March 8th I figured why not invite him the worst that can come out of it is they say no. His parents where so happy it was his first birthday party invitation. They got Kieyah balloons she seemed to want to play with them more then open her gifts. Cindy said she felt bad for not getting Kieyah something big, I told her it doesnt matter what you get her as long as you show up. Like I said before she liked the balloons more then anything else. So all in all the birthday party went great. Jeremy Crow made Kieyah the best birthday card

Things Im Sure You Were Dying To Know About Me.
1-I'm one of the nicest people you will ever meet until you piss me off, then im a total cunt. 2-My husband never calls me by my name unless hes mad at me (otherwise he calls me little girl,super, or soup) 3-I'm scared of the dark 4-I wont sleep in my room alone, when my husband leaves for work in the morning I sleep on the couch. 5-I secretly like being tickled. 6-Ive laughed so hard that I pissed my pants on more than one occasion 7-My mother is my best friend and the stongest person ive ever known. 8-I LOVE bubble baths 9-I call my friends when I poop 10-I swallow my gum 11-Ive been told by numerous people that I am random as hell. 12-I have horrible mood swings. 13-I hate cleaning, I blame it on my mother and the chore list growing up. 14-My favorite band is Tool 15-I have a crush on Michael Stipe 16-Playing Sonic the Hedgehog pisses me off 17-I have a rainbow shark named Hitler and a snail named Herbert 18-Serial killers facinat

Squirting
aighty i figured i would edumacate all squirting feens and anyone you reads this... i got bored of explaining this actually so i went searching and found my fav explation... so i would like to thank http://www.very-koi.net/tutor/female/female.htm for there very indepth teaching... all i have to say is have fun reading. if i offened anyone oh well stop bieng prude... History of Squirting If you were to refer to literature over the last 50 years you would be lead to believe that females have only been able to ejaculate since about 1980. Of course this is absurd, and just shows how "the experts" can be wrong for decades on just about anything. Many knew the experts were wrong, but had little success in convincing anyone. Needless to say this lead to many problems, needless surgery (to fix the poor women who would ejaculate), expensive counselling (got to find out what happened when they were children to cause this "problem"), and in some cases divorce. "The G Spot" by Alice Kahn L

My Thundercunt Sister!!
Thursday, March 08, 2007 Subject : Me or my sister?? Category: Parties and Nightlife I swear each day my sister gets touchier and bitchier!! I am fucking sick of her treating me like shit and not listening to a god damn word I say! I help her w/ her homework and point soem errors out and she trips out! It seems not matter what I ask her to do or say to her she fucking flipps her wig! Seh is going to make me loose my mind faster than anything. I hope I get a job soon so I see her LESS!!! My mental health is going to be SHOT if she screams at me anymore! I give her suggestions hell i try and talk to her and she acts liek ive just got done cussing her out! She has got to be starting soon! AHHHHH its next saturday!! St. Pattys day!! oh well Ill be gone that night so its all good!! the comment left from my moms myspace: this is your little sis . Why would you talk abot me on myspace in frount of your friends when you can go up to me and talk me about . I just want my old

My Additude
THE LONGER I LIVE,THE MORE I REALIZE THE IMPACT OF MY ADDITUDE ON LIFE.ATTITUDE,TO ME,IS MORE IMPORTANT THEN THE PAST,THEN LOVE,THEN MONEY,THEN CIRCUMSTANCES,THEN FAILURES,THEN SUCCESS,THEN WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK OR SAY OR DO IT IS MORE IMPORTANT THEN APPEARANCE,GIFTNESS,OR SKILL IT WILL MAKE OR BREAK A COMPANY,A CHURCH, A HOME,THE REMARKABLE THING IS WE CAN NOT CHANGE THE FACT THAT PEOPLE WILL ACT IN A CERTAIN WAY WE CAN NOT CHANGE THE INEVITABLE THE ONLY THINK I CAN DO IS PLAY ON THE ONE STRING THAT I HAVE AND THAT IS MY ATTITUDEON LIFE I AM CONVINCED THAT LIFE IS 10%WHAT HAPPENS TO ME AND 90% ON HOW I REACT TO IT

Loss Of Family
today i found out that my cousin passed away and is now in a better place and i am torn between peace and sadness he was ill for awhile and is no more pain but the loss still hurts and its a pain that is not new to me but still hurts like it was the first time i lost someone and i just need to get it off my chest to get it out and deal with it.

What Cuss Words Realy Mean
THE MOM CALLES THE DAD A BASTURED AND THE DAD CALLES THE MOM A BITCH SO JOHNNY ASKED HIS MOM WHAT BITCH AND BASTURED MENT. HIS MOM SAYS THE A BITCH IS A LADY AND A BASTURED IS A GENTLEMAN. A LITTLE LATER JOHNNY HAD WENT OUT TO PLAY AND HE HEARD THE NEIGHBORS SCREAMING PUT YOUR PENIS IN MY VAGINA, SO LITTLE JOHNNY RUNS INSIDE AND ASKED HIM MOM WHAT A PENIS AND A VAGINA WAS AND SHE TOLD HIM THAT A PENIS WAS A KIND OF HAT AND A VAGINA WAS A KIND OF COAT. JOHNNY WENT UPSTAIRS TO FIND HIS DAD SHAVING AND HE CUT HIS FACE AND HE HOLLERS OH SHIT, WELL JOHNNY ASK HIS DAD WHAT SHIT MEANT, HE TOLD HIM THAT IT WAS A KIND OF SHAVEING CREAM. WELL JOHNNY WENT BACK TO THE KITCHEN WHERE HIM MOM WAS CUTTING THE TURKY AND SHE HALLER FUCK, WELL OF COURSE JOHNNY IS GOING TO ASK WHAT THAT MENT AND HIS MOTHER TOLD HIM THAT IT WAS A WAY TO CUT THE TURKY. A LITTLE LATER THE DINNER GUESTS SHOW UP AND JOHNNY LET THEM IN. JOHNNY SAID WELCOME BITHCHES AND BASTARDES. CAN I TAKE YOUR PENIS' AND VAGINAS DADS

Someone Ive Meet
ive been talking too this older female but idk mabe i like her too fast but then again she keeps a good convo going on the fone and we have good laughs and i make her smile alot. wat do ya think a brotha should say or do?

Military Support Train
> > > THE MILITARY SUPPORT TRAIN!ALL ABOARD!!Okay,ladies and gentleman, I am creating a train to help support our troops and I want this to be the largest train there is on CT. Here is how we have to do it, below are the people on the train. All u have to do is click on my pic, add me as a fan, friend, rate me and send me a yellow ribbon.Then pm me telling me u want on the train, I add you and all the others on the train will do the same for you as you do the same for them. When I get 10 people, I'll post a bulletin and u can repost it to get more people and then hopefully we can get the most people on this train. For everyone who joins I am going to donate a $1 in their name, so the more on the train the more i donate to the families of our fallen soldiers. If you can place this as a sticky just let me know so I can let you stick the right info and pics because this will work better as a sticky. Thanks for all your support! Now below is the list of the people so far and I'm working

Friends
When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you that way. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want to catch whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. 9. This is my oath..... I pledge it to the end. "Why?" you may ask ?, Because you are my friend". Friendship is like peeing your pants: everyone can see it, but only you can feel the true warmth. Send this to "all 10" of your friends, then get depressed because you can only think of four ! ( don't send it back to m

Men Ahaha
(sorry if you men get offensive i just think its funny ) Men are like ........Laxatives...... They irritate the shit out of you. Men are like .......Bananas...... The older they get, the less firm they are. Men are like .......Weather...... Nothing can be done to change them. Men are like .......Blenders...... You need One, but you're not quite sure why. Men are like .......Chocolate Bars...... Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. Men are like .......Commercials....... You can't believe a word they say. Men are like .......Department Stores...... Their clothes are always 1/2 off. Men are like .......Government Bonds...... They take soooooooo long to mature. Men are like .......Mascara....... They usually run at the first sign of emotion. Men are like .......Popcorn...... They satisfy you, but only for a little while. Men are like .......Snowstorms...... You never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get or how long it will last. Men are like

Why Marry?
WHY MARRY? You have two choices in life: You can stay single and be miserable, or get married and wish you were dead. At a cocktail party, one woman said to another, "Aren't you wearing your wedding ring on the wrong finger?" "Yes, I am. I married the wrong man." A lady inserted an ad in the classifieds: "Husband Wanted". Next day she received a hundred letters. They all said the same thing: "You can have mine." When a woman steals your husband, there is no better revenge than to let her keep him. A woman is incomplete until she is married. Then she is finished . A little boy asked his father, "Daddy, how much does it cost to get married?" Father replied, "I don't know son, I'm still paying." A young son asked, "Is it true Dad, that in some parts of Africa a man doesn't know his wife until he marries her?" Dad replied, "That happens in every country, son." Then there was a woman who said, "I never knew what real happiness was unti

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Passionate Beautiful Secretary, Hot Secretary Full Post View | List View I love handsome, very nice and not conceited men. I love to kiss a man when people are watching us, it turns me on. am into being physically fit, so I workout at Golds gym, I don't smoke or drink alcohol, it just numbs you up and isn't good for you. I love the feelings I get when I first fall in love, I love a good Infatuation or Crush, I get that when a man has a crush on me.I love drawing Pinup art, I started when I was thirteen, I love drawing Voluptuous women Like me Believe it or not, I really am an old fashioned girl when it comes to Love, I may talk a big story. But when it comes to love I love when a man opens the door for me, holds my hand when we walk in the mall. And I love public displays of affection I love hugging my man in a park or in front of people, it really makes me hot, and feel tingly all over.

In Pieces . . . . . .
Anger, frustration, rage in your face I wish I could see you again, put you in your place. All this because of you. I wished you truly loved me.. I wish I could love you too. When I think of you I go blank. You might as well put a sword to my back & made me walk the plank. From birth you have destroyed me, left me in pieces. What do I do & what can I be when everything I am was taken from me? How can you so this to one you created? From my life now you have slowly faded I have some one know who is helping me cope. Some thing in my life that is giving me hope. I also have a daughter I raise as though she is my own. I pray I show her nothing I have been shown. She deserves better than What I had * maybe more that I can give. I will NEVER make her dread every day that she lives!!!!

To Shave Or Not To Shave? Another Myspace Blog Gone Cherrytap Blog :)
And again... Most of this like asking for other people to do this with me is irrelevant to CT people because y'all arent from around my area hah... But just read and tell me what you think... And after you read it, vote on the MUMM Alice had to make for me because Im banned from making 'em hah: http://cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=39175 Thanks everyone! So I had went and was looking at my hair last night and I've been becoming kinda unhappy with how long its getting... And I had this wonderful idea really... To shave my head and donate my hair to the Locks of Love Organization. Its gonna take me a while to make up my mind on whether or not I want to do it, but having some peoples thoughts and opinions on the situation would help tremendously with my decision in the end. I know it would be for a good cause and I’m not just saying that I want to do this because of this whole Britney Spears stupid shit. She's too much of a inconsiderate dickweed to even care about donating her hai

Do You Believe The Bible Part 1
WHAT YOU WILL SEE YOU WILL ALSO SEE IN THE BIBLE PLEASE REMEMBER IRAQ IS BABYLON FROM BIBLICAL DAY In Revelation, Chapter 18, Verses 10 thru 13, God says: 10: Standing afar off for the fear of her torment, saying, Alas, alas, that great city Babylon, that mighty city! for in one hour is thy judgment come. 11: And the merchants of the earth shall weep and mourn over her; for no man buyeth their merchandise any more: 12: The merchandise of gold, and silver, and precious stones, and of pearls, and fine linen, and purple, and silk, and scarlet, and all thyine wood, and all manner vessels of ivory, and all manner vessels of most precious wood, and of brass, and iron, and marble, 13: And cinnamon, and odours, and ointments, and frankincense, and wine, and oil, and fine flour, and wheat, and beasts, and sheep, and horses, and chariots, and slaves, and souls of men. At the time this article is written, the merchants of the earth do not purchase gold, silver, pearls,

2006 Darwin Awards
Yes, it's again that magical time of the year when the Darwin Awards are bestowed, honoring the least evolved among us. Here is the glorious Winner: 1. When his 38-caliber revolver failed to fire at his intended victim during a hold-up in Long Beach , California , would-be robber James Elliot did something that can only inspire wonder. He peered down the barrel and tried the trigger again. This time it worked. And now, the Honorable Mentions: 2. The chef at a hotel in Switzerland lost a finger in a meat-cutting machine and submitted a claim to his insurance company. The company expecting negligence sent out one of its men to have a look for himself. He tried the machine and he also lost a finger. The chef's claim was app

Get.a.clue@gtnet.gov.uk
Yes, the story is true. No, the petition is not going to do any good. http://www.breakthechain.org/exclusives/bulger.html http://www.truthorfiction.com/rumors/j/jamiebulger.htm Do you recall this incident - it had national news coverage: On February 12, 1993 a small boy who was to turn three in March was taken from a shopping mall in Liverpool by two 10 year old boys. Jamie Bulger walked away from his mother for only a second and Jon Venables took his hand and led him out of the mall with his friend Robert Thompson. They took Jamie on a walk for over 2 and a half miles, along the way stopping every now and again to torture the poor little boy who was crying constantly for his mommy. Finally they stopped at a railway track where they brutally kicked him, threw stones at him, rubbed paint in his eyes and pushed batteries up his anus. It was actually worse than this. What these two boys did was so horrendous that Jamie's mother was forbidden to identify his body. They

How Do You Deal With Life When Your Not The Only One Involved
My husband is having a kidney transplant soon and I have been doing alot of thinking and when you love someone you are willing to do what ever it takes to provide for them and make it to where they can be comfortable. I see how sick he is daily and I live with the daily throwing up and the not being able to walk and all I hear is pray for him pray for him but when you are praying for him you need to think about how this is affecting his three children. I'm a grown adult I can handle my own but his two little girls are having a hard time dealing with the fact that they know that their daddy is sick. How do you prepare your children for a future that might or might not include their father. I ask myself that every day but I live with the fears and pains of the everyday reality that my husband my not make it to the operating table you cant tell the times of tommmorows you can only tell the times of today. It gets harder and harder as the days go by to be strong and keep my children

Happiness
Okay so like I called the guy at work when he was working again and we decided to reschedule the date to this wed. and I think it will work out this time I hope so cause I think he is a great guy. Oh and he has the sexiest voice in the world lol. Anyway yeah other than that mostly working but I did make some new friends. I have hung out with them a couple of times and it was pretty fun I think it will be a good friendship. Anyhow ppls that is about it. Love you all.

Rip Charles Jones
Tiny Angels rest your wings sit with me for awhile. How I long to hold your hand, And see your tender smile. Tiny Angel, look at me, I want this image clear.... That I will forget your precious face Is my biggest fear. Tiny Angel can you tell me, Why you have gone away? You weren't here for very long.... Why is it, you couldn't stay? Tiny Angel shook his head, "These things I do not know.... But I do know that you love me, And that I love you so".

Lat Emodel Driver Dies In 4 Wheeler Accident
Hello everyone!! I just wanted to share with all of you a tragedy that happened Sunday.Scott Hall,a local late model race car driver,was killed on Sunday as the result of a tragic 4 wheeler accident.He was 31 years old.Scott has 2 small children & a loving wife who are all just in shock right now.I haven't been on cherrytap long,but everyone I have met has been so nice & understanding!! I thought I would ask you all a favor & say a little prayer for this family.One thing I have learned while being a member of the racing community is that we all might act like a bunch of crazy ass rednecks,BUT when something as horrible as this happens...everyone sticks together!!! Thank You all who come by & take time to read this.I will have some pics posted of Scott's car as soon as I possibly can!!!! LOVE YOU ALL!!!!! HUGGZ ReD

Whats Wrong
Let me start out by saying that I am an American. I have served in our arm forces. I will still defend the ideas that made this country great. What we call our god given rights. With that stated this country has lost its way. Let us look at the Constitution of the United States. In the first lines, it says. We the People of the United States, in Order to form a more perfect Union, establish Justice, insure domestic Tranquility, provide for the common defense, promote the general Welfare, and secure the Blessings of Liberty to ourselves and our Posterity, do ordain and establish this Constitution for the United States of America. It says that the text there in is for the formation of a perfect union. What has happened to that, union how has it become a state for the wealthy? What happen to the justice that was promised to us? The tranquility that was promised, the common defense, or the promotion of general welfare. 1) If you wonder about the first that this is a state for the wea

Sandwich Time
okay so a guy is near the end of his senior year in high school. Unfortunately, he still has to share a room with his younger brother who is only 9 years old. One night, he decides to bring his girlfriend home for a little fun. They have bunk beds and the guy notices that his little brother is already asleep on the lower bunk, so he and his girlfriend climb up to the top bunk. As you might expect things start to heat up. The guy remembers that his little brother is sleeping below so he tells his girlfriend to whisper "lettuce" if she wants it harder and "tomato" if she wants a new position. Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Lettuce!!! Tomato!!!!! She screams!!!! Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Whoa!!! PULL IT OUT!!! PULL IT OUT NOW!!!! I can't get pregnant! Then the little brother shouts up, "Hey, would you guys stop making sandwiches up there! You're getting mayonnaise all over my face!

Tornado Watch Number 82 Pds
Note: The expiration time in the watch graphic is amended if the watch is replaced, cancelled or extended. Note: Click for Watch Status Reports. SEL2 URGENT - IMMEDIATE BROADCAST REQUESTED TORNADO WATCH NUMBER 82 NWS STORM PREDICTION CENTER NORMAN OK 315 PM CDT WED MAR 28 2007 THE NWS STORM PREDICTION CENTER HAS ISSUED A TORNADO WATCH FOR PORTIONS OF THE WESTERN OKLAHOMA PANHANDLE THE TEXAS PANHANDLE AND THE SOUTH PLAINS OF WEST TEXAS EFFECTIVE THIS WEDNESDAY AFTERNOON FROM 315 PM UNTIL MIDNIGHT CDT. ...THIS IS A PARTICULARLY DANGEROUS SITUATION... DESTRUCTIVE TORNADOES...LARGE HAIL TO 3 INCHES IN DIAMETER... THUNDERSTORM WIND GUSTS TO 70 MPH...AND DANGEROUS LIGHTNING ARE POSSIBLE IN THESE AREAS. THE TORNADO WATCH AREA IS APPROXIMATELY ALONG AND 80 STATUTE MILES EAST AND WEST OF A LINE FROM 20 MILES NORTH OF GUYMON OKLAHOMA TO 50 MILES SOUTH SOUTHEAST OF LUBBOCK TEX

Tornado Warning For Eastern Cheyenne,county,kansas Until 11:00 Pm Cdt
000 WFUS53 KGLD 290316 TORGLD KSC023-290400- /O.NEW.KGLD.TO.W.0019.070329T0313Z-070329T0400Z/ BULLETIN - EAS ACTIVATION REQUESTED TORNADO WARNING NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE GOODLAND KS 1013 PM CDT WED MAR 28 2007 THE NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE IN GOODLAND HAS ISSUED A * TORNADO WARNING FOR... EASTERN CHEYENNE COUNTY IN NORTHWEST KANSAS... * UNTIL 1100 PM CDT * AT 1010 PM CDT...NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE DOPPLER RADAR INDICATED A SEVERE THUNDERSTORM CAPABLE OF PRODUCING A TORNADO 12 MILES SOUTH OF BIRD CITY...OR ABOUT 19 MILES NORTHEAST OF GOODLAND...MOVING NORTH AT 40 MPH. * THE TORNADO WILL BE NEAR... BIRD CITY AROUND 1025 PM CDT... A TORNADO WARNING MEANS THAT A TORNADO HAS BEEN OBSERVED OR INDICATED BY RADAR. IF YOU ARE IN THE PATH OF THIS TORNADO...SEEK SHELTER IN A SMALL INTERIOR ROOM ON THE LOWEST FLOOR AND COVER UP. A TORNADO WATCH REMAINS IN EFFECT UNTIL MIDNIGHT CDT THURSDAY MORNING FOR NORTHWESTERN KANSAS. LAT...LON 3956 10163 395

Rock Star-for Mikey
Rock Star by Natalie Limardo This world is like clay. Make it what you will. Your smile is just a mask. My hope for you is only happiness. We are distant at times and yet so close. Everyone longs for the same future. CHORUS You are a man with so little words. A man with so many hopes and dreams. You are a man sad with the world. Happiness is always craved, but not always achieved. We may never meet but on my mind you will be. You are my friend so in my heart you will stay. CHORUS You are a man with so little words. A man with so many hopes and dreams. You are a man sad with the world. I crave your voice and your face. They have not yet been upon my grace. Music has brought us together. Friendship will keep us here.

Power Spending At Roberto Cavalli
I just posted this blog but it disappeared. Oh well here it goes again. So I got a call from my BFF (Miss Brittany ) today saying that she went to the doctor to get her hand checked out and to see if she is going to need surgery for her carpel tunnel. It turns out she only has Tendinitis as she will just need Physical therapy. So she leaves a little earlier than expected and she has 30 minutes to spare. She was in Beverly Hills so she happens to walk by a Roberto Cavalli boutique and next thing you know, within 30 minutes she spends $9000.00 (That's nine thousand dollars for those people who think I it was a typo.) A dress, a purse, shoes, a blouse, and a pair of jeans. WOW!!! I was totally shocked. That must have made a salesperson day. Same blog is posted at MissBrittany page

??? What Are Pheromones ???
??? WHAT ARE PHEROMONES ??? Pheromones, or our sexual scent, can be defined as chemicals that have a biological or behavioral effect in their own right, as opposed to scents that trigger responses because of a learned association, like when you salivate after smelling your favorite food. There are specific compounds within our body odors that can potentially affect the physiology and behavior of others. Pheromones contain information about gender and the relatedness of individuals. There are a complex numbers of factors that are involved in human sexual attraction, but it is obvious that our "sexual scent," or our pheromones, play an important role. We as humans have a highly developed intellect and a rich compliment of emotions, ambitions,..:NAMESPACE PREFIX = O /> motivations and desires. Pheromones may affect our attitudes and nudge us towards a type of sexual behavior in concert with our higher intellect. So, how do you use pheromones in your daily routin

Moon Over Georgia
He owns a big estate Just south of Savannah And a high rise hotel in downtown Atlanta And half the state of Georgia to his name She'd be set for life In his colonial manor He'd lay the world at her feet on a silver platter But all I had to offer her was the moon She took the moon over Georgia She'd rather have a million stars in the sky Than a gold mine She took the moon over Georgia When it came down to his world or mine She took the moon over Georgia A little country house In need of expansion It's a far cry from his south Georgia mansion But we've got our own paradise Shadow dancin' 'til dawn With a full moon shinin' And those occasional clouds all have a silver linin' There really must be somethin' 'bout that old yellow light She took the moon over Georgia

R.i.p Jason Riley
I was informed last nite that a friend whom I first started talking to on another site and who had become a member of this site passed away. I don't know specifics or details but it is a very sad loss. If it had not been for him the one person I consider my dearest and closest friend would probably not be that. He always had a great love for her and would talk to me hours upon hours about her. He was an amazing guy with a heart of gold and would help anyone. He will be greatly missed by everyone who knew him. R.I.P Jason Riley you will be greatly missed. Show_Stopper@ CherryTAP Love, Sue

Guys I Am Entered In The King And Qeen Of Ct Contest..
OK GUYS I AM GETTING OUT OF THIS CONTEST. I DONT MEAN TO SOUND MEAN OR RUDE OR ANYTHING. BUT I HAVE HELPED ALOT OF MY FRIENDS WHEN THEY ARE IN CONTEST. AND IT ISNT ASKING TO MUCH FOR ALITTLE BIT OF HELP..I HAVE OVER A 1000 FRIENDS AND NONE OF U CAN HELP ME OUT JUST ALITTLE BIT. I HAVE UNTIL APRIL15 TO WIN THIS.. I KNOW ALOT ARE SCARED OF THE COMMENT BOMBING THING. BUT I HAVE BEEN DOING IT FOR OVER AN HOUR AND WITH NO PROBLEMS. IF U TAKE IT SLOW IT WILL LET U. I AM JUST ASKING FOR ALITTLE HELP FROM MY FRIENDS.AND I WILL PAY U BACK WHEN U ARE IN CONTEST.. its for king and queen of ct..any help u can give me will be greatly appreciated..please comment bomb me

Read At Your Owen Risk I Hold Nothing Back
You would thank a woman can be true to her word, but we all know it a lie. They will tell you what you wonte to hear just to get your hard earn money. They wonte to blame us men for all the problem in the world when most of them are cause by woman. Yes I said it we fright for them Some one sais one word wrong about them and we are ready to fright. We stand up for them when we dont need to. We will give them our world even when they dont wonte it. Are we fool, yes we are but we made the chose to do the things we did. We'r the ones who somit to their ways. We are the one who caire. It would be nice to be with out But knowing what I know I could never be with out. They show us jory and happness when we can not find it. I dont know whay she did what she did but I hope she will find her way back to me. I hope she see this and know that I do like her I am willing to make those mistake for her. I hope she see this and give me that chance. That all I can say

Life Chages That Fast
April 1896 As light turns to night everything changed. I walk the cold street alone to a dear friend's house. On my way I felt as though something bad was about to happen. As I reached James' doorstep I felt the feelings worsen. I knew this night would be like no other I went to James; he still lies so sick with no change from the night before. I sat next to his bed As the doctor left the room. I held him as we talked about what we would do when he was better. As he grabbed my hand and held it tight, I felt him slipping away from me. As I looked at the door waiting for the doctor to come back, he looked in to my eyes and said he was sorry for the plans were not going to happen. At that time he passed away and I did not know what to do. But I remember that he wanted me to pray for him. T he doctor came back in, as I was praying over James' body. He announced the time of death was 9p.rn to the nurse. Chapter two I have to plan my li

I... Abide... You
As I am no longer comfortable with just tolerating certain people I have decided to look for a better word, and baby, I endure you.... Main Entry: tolerate Part of Speech: verb Definition: allow Synonyms: abide, accept, admit, authorize, be big, bear, bear with, brook, condone, consent to, countenance, endure, go, have, hear, humor, indulge, live with, permit, pocket, receive, sanction, stand, stand for, stomach*, string along, submit to, suffer, sustain, swallow*, take, tough out*, undergo, wink at* Antonyms: disallow, disapprove, veto

Abused Horse In Al Being Returned To Abuser ..need Your Help!!!
April 11, 2007 The alert below is from Heart to Heart Horse Ranch. We are passing it on to help them spread the word. Hello Horse lovers and animal people This horse needs your help NOW!!! Please make this phone call. The horse will be returned to the owner this coming Monday. Thank you Mary Carter, Heart to Heart horse ranch.com THE NUMBER TO CALL IS (205) 481-4195 Judge Ralph Coleman, Jr. (DV) (As difficult as it may be, try to be civil and get your message across). EAGLE BEFORE EAGLE AFTER RESCUED A Tragic End for Eagle Tragically Judge Coleman of the Jefferson County Civil Court Bessemer Alabama Division has condemned Eagle, in our opinion, to his death by ordering that he be returned to his original owner even after that same owner sat in front of Judge Coleman in his court Eagle when found by Irondale police and proudly stated he previously ordered the horse to be shot and further stat

Dyke Godess - Who's Good Wit My Hands
take the first letter of your name A-Punky B-Emotional C-Pretty D-preppy E-Gangster F-Girly G-Dyke H-Sweet I-Retarded J-Gorgeous K-Beautiful L-Fabulous M-Slutty N-homosexual O-Hot P- amazing Q-Boyish R-Hot S-Sexy T- Very Sexy U-Ugly V-Wonderful W-Hott X-Bitchy Y-Under-appreciated Z-Over-appreciated Now the third letter in your middle name(if you don’t have one use your last name): A-Wizard B- Babe C-God (ess) D-Obsesser E- Sex machine F-Retard G-Queen/ King H-Slut I-Girl J-Goth K-Nerd L-Alcoholic M-porn star N-sex god(dess) O-Geek P-Skank Q-Crack whore R-Bitch S-Prince (ess) T-Whore U-Cry Baby V-Jackass W-Punk X-Scared-cat Y-Coward Z-Chocoholic Now What Color Is the Shirt You Are Wearing: Red- Will Do Anything For Crack purple- Who will rock your world Orange- Who Likes It In The Butt Yellow- Who Wants To Have Sex With You Green- Who Looks At Porn 24/7 Pink- Who's Good With My Hands blue- Who likes to strip White

A Member Of The Armed Forces Please Help Us!
HI EVERYONE WE HAVE A GRAND SUPPOERTER PLEASE COME ADD THEM FAN THEM RATE THEM AND PLEASE DO US A FAVOR LOOK AT HIS BLOGS AND XOMMENT AND RATE THEM AND FOR ME PLEASE GO TO ALL HIS CONTEST THE HE IS LIKE THE SEXIEST MALE CHERRY AND GO COMENT HIM FOR US HIS SON IS IN IT WE APPRECIATE IT AND PLEASE DO THIS ALL FOR US THANK YOU MASTER GUNNERY SGT JEFF ONEILL@ CherryTAP

The Country Life
Too many city lights, Not enough stars in the sky, I hear the cars and trucks go by, Not the sounds of crickets chirping and birds in flight, This country girl is feeling lost amongst the buildings and the sidewalks, I need to see the animals in the forest, the birds and the bees, I long for the wind blowing through the trees, The fresh smell of earth amongst the leaves, Lord how I long for the simple things The sight of an owl in flight, The look of the moon, the endless stars at night, The sound of a trickling brook, The sparkle of the sun in a rainfilled pond, through the rustle of the wind blown leaves. OH LORD, how I miss the country life.

My Brother Is Cool Haha
My brother is new to Cherry tap so anyone reading this please add him...H4v1k is his name on here....and show him some love or if your a guy impress me by adding him hahaha... His name is Jeremy and he like to stick his butt in Fish tanks to see how many bubbles he can make. He likes to eat bearded clams and me him and my best friend like to drink to be drunk. His he real good at DDR even though Im better and we are close so no one mess with him... Jeremy is easy to get along with and I am 100% sure he will tell you stuff you never heard in your damn life that will make you laugh. He is also a ninja with a toothbrush so watchout xoxoxoBethxoxox

Virginia
Unfortunately I fear that this incident is not only a reflection of the utter incompetance of current gun regulations and the current administration's ineptness, but also a reflection of what Society is becoming. The world environment on the largest scale right now is unstable...and I ain't even gonna mention the Middle East other than right there, that all I need to say...okay, we all know what a monumental mishap that is. Anyway, Globally--I think consciousness is so befuddled right now and there is no sense of Commonality as a Human Race....I see Devastation on so many levels, starting within those people close to me...and from there it expands to world wide unrest....civil unrest. Though I would not consider myself a Bible thumper, I do believe it has Value and Lessons. And to reiterate, I may not agree entirely with it--but that is my bag...Aside from that, I believe it has immense Prophetic Substance. All this crazy shit going on right now is a reflection of the mess that

What I Love About You
What I Love About You I love the way you look at me, Your eyes so bright and blue. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so soft and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, And the ways you show you care. I love the way you say, "I Love You," And the way you're always there. I love the way you touch me, Always sending chills down my spine. I love that you are with me, And glad that you are mine.

Ctm
Crimson Tearz Management Mission Statement Our mission is to provide exceptional service, growth, success and prosperity to clients, industry partners, employees and shareholders alike. Crimson Tearz Management believes in the creation of opportunities for the company and all of its business partners by generating win-win situations. We trust that the best way to complete this mission is through the development and success of these situations. Music Management- Attending rehearsals and critiquing your music so that it can reach its fullest potential is encouraged for our employees to pursue. We will handle all booking situations and information to allow your performance to progress. Our management is also responsible for making sure the promotions run as smoothly as possible to help draw the best crowd for your bands performance. As your band gains popularity, recognition, and grows to the fullest potential to the company, we will send demos and press kits out to independe

Trouble + The State Of Florida
I am gonna worn you this will be a bit of reading so if you dont want to take the time please hang up and try your call again later; I mean just stop here... for those who want to know about the shit going on please read on. Well as some of you know I am having issues with my drivers license, and a few other things that I will get to. But pleas let me give you a little background information.... On November 6th 2006 I decided to go have a few drinks and hang out with one of the bands I know. So there we are I drank 1 beer and two jack n cokes ( ok i drank the beer but slammed the jack n cokes... so as I am leaving the Bar I am outside hanging out with some friends. (this part almost sounds like a jerry springer reject episode) My girlfriend at the times ex boyfriends twin brother starts running off at the mouth again.(mind you for over an hour i kept my cool, and for those who know me that is about 57 mins longer than it would normally take) now My ex girlfriend (same girl) and

Ramblings On Love, Pain, And Mistrust
Do you ever wonder about the people that never seem to care about others? Yeah I didn’t either until here recently, then today I started on some sort of tirade while talking to someone for this very thing. I promised a blog which addressed what I was talking about since I was getting more and more angry the more I talked about it earlier. So here are my thoughts on the subject, which I freely admit before you begin reading this is unorganized and rambling - I have decided to just write it as it flows not to worry about anything else. Rejoice people now you can see my wicked little thought process - lol. I have noticed that the more I talk to people the more that I see the true lack of compassion that individuals have for one another.. They will trample and stomp upon anyone to get what they think that they deserve, what they feel they have earned so to speak. I am not saying that I do not do this because I do to an extent but not the way that I have observed here as of late.

Getting Ready.......
I'm pretty sure I'm having a visitor, nothing written in stone yet, and no definite time frame, ETA is in about 3 weeks, give or take. My heart is hopeful for an early arrival, and yes, I am ultra excited. I have missed him..... I'm trying to get my house together and do some necessary closet cleaning and rearranging to make room. I am determined to curb my packrat nature and get rid of stuff I REALLY don't need, I already have space issues, and keeping junk is just not an option anymore. I'm also scrubbing kitchen cabinets and cleaning out the pantry of all the lil snippets of things you collect when you cook for one, and swear you will use up later, but never do. Taking ceiling fans apart and cleaning the glass and the blades, what a pain in the ass. Fitting all this in with work has been a challenge, because I have generally been working on my scheduled days off, and trying to do double shifts on the weekend to get caught up and actually get ahead on some bills in antic

Nugent: Gun-free Zones Are Recipe For Disaster
By Ted Nugent Special to CNN Adjust font size: Decrease fontDecrease font Enlarge fontEnlarge font Editor's note: Rock guitarist Ted Nugent has sold more than 30 million albums. He's also a gun rights activist and serves on the board of directors of the National Rifle Association. His program, "Ted Nugent Spirit of the Wild," can be seen on the Outdoor Channel. Read an opposing take on gun control from journalist Tom Plate: Let's lay down our right to bear arms WACO, Texas (CNN) -- Zero tolerance, huh? Gun-free zones, huh? Try this on for size: Columbine gun-free zone, New York City pizza shop gun-free zone, Luby's Cafeteria gun-free zone, Amish school in Pennsylvania gun-free zone and now Virginia Tech gun-free zone. Anybody see what the evil Brady Campaign and other anti-gun cults have created? I personally have zero tolerance for evil and denial. And America had best wake up real fast that the brain-dead celebration of unarmed helplessness will get you killed every t

Impure Thoughts
Curled up next to the one you love Thinking to yourself She should be the only one That I am thinking of Wandering thoughts of this mystery woman Burning through your mind like wild fire It shouldn’t be this way you think to yourself The one next to me should be my only desire Is it lust for this woman that I feel Is it her love and affection that I seek Or is it just the passion that I know is there That I so desire to feel every where The craving unreal The desire too much Oh how I long For that sweet tender touch

Racism Pisses Me Off
Recently i got told because im Native i should be fat cause thats how all Native women are..cause i have so many kids..well let me just set the record straight fuck face..and then you can get the fuck off my list.. I work with kids tons of them dumb ass..I take babies born addicted to drugs into my home and i provide safe care for other kids and on an emergency list for extreme situations..and guess what most of those kids are white ..how does that grab ya..so the next time anyone else has anything negative to say about Native American Indians say it somewhere else and stay the hell away from my page.. Oh does it sound like im a bit fiesty..dam straight i am when it comes to who I am and to others looking down at other races..

The Dark, Misty Jungles
The dark, misty jungles Amidst the fresh vegetation Lurks the venomous creatures Seeking to poison my very soul With offers of boldness and power Only to fill my soul with darkness And to remove the scales from my eyes My soul comes to despise life My soul comes to despise common welfare. I’m consume by the darkness within To find myself by crush it’s destruction.

Soapbox Time
I want to start out by Expressing my deepest condolences to the families of Virginia Tech and everyone else affected by this horrible tragedy. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I can hear the gun control coming,,I can see this as the next platfrom for people against guns..I can not express strongly enough that it is the person not the gun that is to blame,or better yet with this boys mental history I think the college is as much at fault here as the gun. Yes I own a gun several as I have stated before and no I would never go out and take a innocent life,and I really don't see my guns jumping out of the gun case and going out on their own to hurt anyone.I know you are going to say ..guns kill well Sweetie so does the human hand as a matter of fact I have not heard of to many serial killers that have used guns,and to the people who support gun control why don't you go and talk to a woman that is afraid to leave her home because sh

What Guys Think Of Me
Guys Like That You're Charming You're the girl most guys can't get out of their heads Even if they met you on a bad hair day :-) You just seem to "click" with everyone you meet So even if a guy forgets about you for a second... his friends haven't! What Do Guys Like About You?

Can You
I have a ? 4 u when was the last time you heard.... Dj Bane?? well heres your chance now... come listen to one of the sexiest men on CT. he decided to come back and give you 6 hrs of the best music on Cherrytap. so click any of the pics and come join in his fun Fuck the rest Join the Best!!!!

7/7 Memorial Graphics - Warning - *contains Another Rant*
So I seem to have been rating a few people's photo's and alot of people have Memorial graphics for 9/11 in them, which I can totally understand, I would too. And with July fast approaching us, I thought I would hit up google and get some ready to display on my page. So there I was in google images, hitting 'next', 'next', 'next' with NO results what-so-ever. So I hit up the regualr webpage search, and again, very FEW results, and the few graphics I did find were shit. It makes me wonder why us English people haven't taken the time to make some decent memorial graphics for the people who died in the horrific bombings. What kind of message id it giving to the rest of the world and what kind of people are we? So please, if any of my wonderful Cherry friends find any, please, please, please let me know, I would be eternally grateful. And if no-one can help out, then I guess I'm gonna have to work on my own graphics and prove that not all of us have forgotton about 7/7. Than

What's Goin' On??
Okay, so I got fired like a month ago. I should have signed on to the dole (Jobseekers' Benefits) a looooong time ago, and I should DEFINETELY have a new job by now. I just haven't been assed really. This is the stupidest thing I've ever done, because I have lots of bills to pay and animals to feed. Anyway, that's not what this blog is about. The whole point of this is that things seem to be going from bad to worse, but I'm still smiling! I mean it's not really getting to me at all! Now in the past the smallest thing would get me down for days at a time, because frankly I hate living in this country, and sometimes my whole being would get me down. So I lost my job. Then one of my closest friends stopped speaking to me (still isn't), then I found out my ex-boss had been telling people I was ON DRUGS when I was in work (which i was NOT! I was a manager, I'm more professional than that), THENNNNNNNN me and my mum had a huge falling out, THENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN one of my pet rat

Does Anyone Know??
I'm curious...does anyone out there really know the differences between the Scotish and the Irish?They sound so much alike and they have so many other things in common....are they related in someway at all...they are very close together geographically....any clue as to how to cultures so very close in distance and many other ways are very separate???I would love to know!!

Home !!! Yayyyyyyyyyy!
Ahhh YeS, I MaDe It BaCk AlIvE. BeInG ShUffLeD BeTwEEn 2 PoWeR PlAnTs, 2 SePeRaTe CoNtRaCts, WoRkInG 14 HrS a DaY, StRiP cLuBs ( ChEaTaS )tIll ClOsInG................. I LoVe Ft LaUdErDaLe Fl, I MaDe It BaCk. As UseUaL .......nO PuSSy. I DiD gEt To See It Up ClOsE N PeRsOnAl ThOuGh! Wooo Hoooo, It was as pretty as I ReMeMbErEd It! I WaNteD SoMe....BuT I JuSt CoUlDn'T cOnViNcE mYsElF tO MaKe ThE CaLL!SiTTiNg ThErE PoNdErInG ThE iDeA, WeLL oNe ThInG LeD To AnOtHeR .... I DiDn'T NeeD To CaLL AnYoNe. I WaS AlReAdY FiNiShEd! LoL YeAYa! BeD WaS sOOn To FoLLoW, I dId HaVe WoRk iN LiKe 3 HrS. WoRk N SlEEp, DaY AfTeR DaY. Oh WeLL, It iS aLL I GoT. I FiNiSheD bOtH JoBs, HaD A BlAsT WaTcHiNg NaKiD GiRlS, AnD MaKiNg ToNs Of MoNeY. FlOrIdA PoWeR & LiGhT .....LoVeS Me! I'LL PoSt SoMe Of ThE PiCtUrEs So YoU aLL CaN GeT A PeAk SooN. I JuSt HaVe To CoNjOuR uP ThE eNeRgY To Do It! I WiLL TeLL yOu ThIs..... ThE GiRlS In Ft LaUdErDaLe ArE FrIeNdLy, NoT AffRaId To TaLk To YoU. I LoVe LaUdErDaLe! My

Without Feelings...
Waiting just to feel again Waiting just to dream Waiting to be noticed Without making a scene Dont care what the feeling is, Just to feel again Remenising on the ways I "use to feel back then" Everything is numb now No emotions left Wondering if i'll feel again Before i reach my death Cold is crawling slowly Breathing down my spine Soon i'll reach my demise I dont have that much time Wanting it so badly Wishing on the sky No emotions ever Makes me wonder why Why i hurt so badly That i forget to feel Seems like i was dreaming I know that it was real Knowing what we were And what we've come to be Longing to bring that life back Will you come back to me? I know that it cant happen Now that you are gone So here i'm stuck emotionless Feeling... all alone!

List Cleaning Time Again
About twice a month I have to go thru all the friends I have and clean out inactive friends. It really sux too. If you are not going to associate with someone, why add them. I am not into the points game or the top Cherry spots. And if you dont associate with me, and never intend to... Please dont ask to be my friend. Friends are special to everyone. Points are for games. If you are a real friend to Meee, I will not delete you. I know who you are. Thanks, and Much love to my real friends. Just Meee

She Stay Until I Forget.
Isolation Thirst Alone in the far corner of a world of dreams I listen to the plaintive whisper of sweet memories with wings clipped with time fluttering a sedate, soothing rythm through this cool flesh sliding so namelessly familiar over this landscape of loose translation. She kisses me, slowly forces herself through me; my trembling assembles a tacit myth: this is of significance. We move in lasting time, resisting a sense of desperate secrecy. Then, somewhere far below us, the strangers, the rest of them, begin to stir. I need not ask she stay until I forget. And we are laughing-- the day has come too soon And we are sobbing. This is a stranger's clutch; so little time to learn so much-- as if no other night could bring such a futile, fleeting touch. And because she sighs, and because she sings as she becomes my pain-- I must steal the night again.

Stupid Cunt
so i wake up to the phone ringing this morning. i haul my ass out of bed and answer it. its tiffacunt's mother calling to inform my mother that tiffacunt is 10 weeks pregnant. I had made the decision NOT to tell the family until I was convinced the kid is mine. but apparently MY decisions in MY life mean jack fucking shit. ive got an aunt in the hospital, and a mother whos under so much stress that shes damn near had a stroke 3 fucking times, but they cant respect my fucking decision not to in form her until im satisfied that its my kid. I FUCKING HATE TIFFACUNT! im so fucking pissed that im shaking. i want to fucking break something. and i know Tiffacunt is gonna read this, so, FUCK YOU BITCH! this is fucking bullshit. now i hafta drop this news on my mother when shes stressed as hell and dealing with all this other shit because itll be less stressful coming from me. thanks a fucking lot whore. i really,, honestly want nothing to do with that bitch ever again. i mean, shes fucking usi

Vietnam Blues..ty Renegadely
THE YOUNG MARINE SAT IN THE DARK,RIFLE POISED AT THE MOVING SHADOWS .BLACK GREASE SMEARED ACROSS HIS FACE AND HANDS MIXED WITH BLOOD FROM THE DAYS EARLIER FIRE FIGHT.THE SOUNDS IN THE COLD SILENT NIGHT WERE SO DIFFERANT THAN THOSE OF HOME YET SOMEHOW THEY TOOK HIS MIND BACK JUST A FEW SHORT MONTHS AGO. AFTER SAVING ALL THE MONEY HE COULD AND GOING TO HIGH SCHOOL AS WELL HE HAD JUST BOUGHT HIS FIRST BRAND NEW CAR,A 68 R/T HEMI CHARGER.HE HAD A GIRL HE HAD BEEN WITH SINCE GRADE SCHOOL,A GOOD JOB AND PLENTY OF FRIENDS,OF WHICH HE WAS THE YOUNGEST.YES LIFE WAS FINALLY SEEMING TO BE GOOD TO HIM. THE YOUNG SOLDIER SAW SOMETHING MOVE AND HE STEADDIED HIS AR 15.YEARS SEEMED TO PASS BUT WAS ONLY SECONDS IN TIME.HE BRACED HIMSELF AS A SHADOWE FIGURE EMERGED AND STOPPED BY AN OLD TREE TRUNK.BORN TO BE WILD,HE SHADOW SAID.THE YOUNG MARINE TIGHTENED HIS FINGER ON THE TRIGGER.THEN'HEY JUDE,THE FIGURE SAID.THE MARINE RELEASED HIS FINGER FROM THE TRIGGER.THE FIGURE APPROACHED AND TOSSED A BUNDLED PA

Funny !!!!
Weight Loss Program For Men A guy calls a company and orders their 5-day, 10 lb. weight loss program. The next day, there's a knock on the door and there stands before him a voluptuous, athletic,19-year-old babe dressed in nothing but a pair of Nike running shoes and a sign around her neck. She introduces herself as a representative of the weight loss company. The sign reads, "If you can catch me, you can have me." Without a second thought, he takes off after her. A few miles later huffing and puffing, he finally gives up. The same girl shows up for the next four days and the same thing happens. On the fifth day, he weighs himself and is delighted to find he has lost 10 lbs. as promised. He calls the company and orders their 5-day, 20 lb. program. The next day there's a knock at the door and there stands the most stunning, beautiful, sexy woman he has ever seen in his life. She is wearing nothing but Reebok running shoes and a sign around her neck that reads, "If You

Where The Streets Have No Name
I want to run I want to hide I want to tear down the walls That hold me inside I want to reach out And touch the flame Where the streets have no name I want to feel, sunlight on my face See that dust cloud disappear without a trace I want to take shelter from the poison rain Where the streets have no name Where the streets have no name Where the streets have no name Were still building Then burning down love, burning down love And when I go there I go there with you... (its all I can do) The cities a flood And our love turns to rust Were beaten and blown by the wind Trampled into dust Ill show you a place High on ta desert plain Where the streets have no name Where the streets have no name Where the streets have no name Still building Then burning down love Burning down love And when I go there I go there with you (its all I can do) U2

Messages
Hi Guys, Just a quick note to the many of you who have sent messages to me through Cherrytap - for whatever reason, I can't get to them... when I click on the link there's an error page - it's been happening all week so I can't respond to anyone and I obviously can't read your messages as I can't get to them... sorry :( I'm trying! Take care, Melanie

Pain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So, I wake up last Thursday, and guess what? PPAAIINN!!!! My back hurt so bad, I could hardly walk. So, like it's happened before, and after a day or two, I'm back to normal... Well, then comes along Monday. Guess what? After laying in bed all weekend, the pain is not only still there, but WORSE!! So, I make a doctors appointment and he doesn't do much other than ask questions and test my reflexes. He then orders an x-ray and prescribes me some anti-inflammatory medicine and muscle relaxers. So, I get home, and it's too late to make the appointment for the x-ray, so I wait until Tuesday to do that. Well, they tell me they can't fit me in for a week and half. Ummm? I'm thinking... WTF??? Okay, so I tell my boss and he gives me the name of his chiropractor, along with an excellent reference. Okay, so I call them Wednesday morning. They say they can take me in two hours. What? Two hours? Holy crap!!! And, they have an x-ray machine ON-SITE!!! So, then I make my 1-1/2

The Love That Never Was
as i rode my bike through the sun splashed ,curving roads of the lake i saw a large rock sitting among the trees.i pulled up by the rock and shut my bike down and just listened.i heard the leaves restle in the wind as the soft spring air gently carressed the limbs overhead,and the birds singing while geese squalled overhead.i got off my bike and sat with my back against the mighty fallen stone still damp from the mornings dew.the coolness of the grass relaxed me as did the sounds surrounding me. i lay my head upon my helmet,listening to the quiet sounds of nature and let my thoughts run random through my mind.i thought of a friend of mine,and how we had become such close friends.i thought of her inner beauty that attracted me to be her friend.she was always there when i needed a shoulder or comforting word.she was always there to tell me when i was wrong,and she was always there to make me laugh. i truely loved my friend and i wandered what if.what if we carried this to

Whats Your Sexual Style?
Neskia, you're now logged in! Below you'll find your test result. After, continue on to your homescreen to discover what we're about. continue to OkCupid homescreen > TYPE P You are a KINKY, CONFIDENT, DOMINANT lover who prefers to give. This means that: You like relatively kinky sex, and you have the great imagination that will always keep your partner guessing and excited! There's no getting bored with you around, you could never settle for dull sex, you want something fun and new all the time. You aren't afraid to try out anything you hear about. You might just be an intelligent lover who needs to be mentally engaged, or perhaps you have some dirty dark secret kinky desires, but either way, you're never boring. You are pretty confident in bed. This means that you know you can please your lover. Maybe you've read a lot of sex manuals, or have the experience f

What Is Wrong With These People?
There is a paranoia that I can understand when it comes to schools and bomb threats or shooting threats. Wikipedia has a list of well known shootings and the earliest dates back to August 1st, 1966 at the University of Texas at Austin and the most recent as the April 16th, 2007 shootings at Virginia Tech. What I don’t understand is why these school officials can do so little about the threats that are called in, spray painted on walls or found in letters. When so many of these threats are not justified at all! Is there somewhere that people report how many shooting and bombing threats there have been at a particular school and how many times a shooting or a bombing has occurred? I am sure that most of these are just that… threats. Nothing comes of them for the most part. This is not to say that I do not think that shootings and bombings are terrible tragedies for those involved. This is also not to say that I have not lost friends in these shootings/bombings. I lost a frie

Free...
I see the wild horses running free like you and me. Free to be who they want to be, free from all the harm and hate. Free to run over here and then over there. You remain free and unfound until the day I come around. So e rome together and play together until the day came that you would not be teathered. The day came and it was time to choose being free or being with me. You looked at me with a lost look on your face and asking why things must change why can we not just run free and untaimed.My reply is that fences are being built every day and even the free will not run free any more. By: Sabrina AKA Me :)

Why Cant U
NOW A FRIEND OF MINE TURNED ME ON 2 THIS CHERRY TAP..I AM BIG ON MYSPACE..BUT DIDNT WANT THE SAME PPL 2 LOOK AT ME...SO I WENT HERE...HOWEVER I WOULD LIKE 2 GET A SUGAR DADDY SO I CAN GET MY SHIT 2GETHER I HAVE BEEN THRU ALOT OF UPS AND DOWNS AND I DONT WANT 2 GO DOWN ANYMORE I WANT 2 DO SUMTHIN WITH MYSELF SO GET AT ME IF U R INTERESTED PLZ SERIOUS INQUIRIES ONLY!

Sophie's 1st Birthday Aprty - 09/05/07
It was my daughter Sophie's 1st birthday yesterday - I'd organised a party for her, a few friends, 2 of 'em had children too, plus my mum and boyfriend. Sophie had a beautiful dress on, we had pass the parcel, sandwiches, sausage rolls, cocktail sausages, crisps, fun size chocolates, lollies and a cake, plus jelly and ice cream, people enjoyed it which I was so glad about as it's the first party, ever, on any level I've thrown. Had a banner and balloons outside for her too. Was fun :-). She got loadsa cool toys and some nice clothes, got loads to share around for home, my mum's and Tony's place, which is handy. It was knackering though!

Feel Good
Rose The first day of school our professor introduced himself and challenged us to get to know someone we didn't already know. I stood up to look around when a gentle hand touched my shoulder. I turned round to find a wrinkled, little old lady beaming up at me with a smile that lit up her entire being. She said, "Hi handsome. My name is Rose. I'm eighty-seven years old. Can I give you a hug?" I laughed and enthusiastically responded, "Of course you may!" and she gave me a giant squeeze. "Why are you in college at such a young, innocent age?" I asked. She jokingly replied, "I'm here to meet a rich husband, get married, and have a couple of kids..." "No seriously," I asked. I was curious what may have motivated her to be taking on this challenge at her age. "I always dreamed of having a college education and now I'm getting one!" she told me. After class we walked to the student union building and shared a chocolate milkshake. We became inst

Go
would you… elaborate, sir, and let me put it on display? (i’ve been dying to taste you) aching to smell the stench of your salt. dreaming of touching you… fantasizing of your salivating mess of lust for me. you’re killing me here, you know… with dark eyes and light skin… a dream of which i know nothing, but feel everything. everything. gnihtyreve. tonight smells of the shore but not of the things you bring to me. wrapped up in me like a blanket and i keep you tied in a knot. a loose chokehold really. concede to me, for i know it’s what you’d like. i can’t bear another week of this foul torture. eyes between only lines as i taunt from a twenty hour arms length. an arms length… that’s what it is, correct? a stretch? you’re a destination. “just hang in there” “you’ll see” “it’ll be worth it” “things will work out” “you’re my reason” that’s just it darling. you’re my reason. so i’ll sh

Sensual Candy
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Happy Mother's Day To All My Beautiful Friends
Happy Mother's Day! It's been a rather sad week for me in remembering my mom. Everyday when I go to work, I'm reminded of her as I look at the flag pole dedicated to her honor. If you go to look at my pics, you will see a pic of the first American flag to fly on it. Unfortunately since my computer was stolen, I no longer have the pics of the whole ceremony of that day. I sometimes wish that others could have been here to know what she was like. For some, they only need to come to the house and feel her presence here. Hell, her ghost scared the shit out of my ex-husband. hehehehehehehe! I guess she didn't like the evil he brought to this house and shortly after his departure, it was oh so peaceful here. You know what they say, "Don't piss off a ghost!" She probably could see all the lies that he was telling and she let him know she was not happy about what he was doing. My mom would get really mad if we told a lie. If she found out we lied to her, man she would w

Stash Images - "problem?"
Never mind. Next time I post something like that and fail to check my own browser's image permissions... ("allow images from the originating server only"...) - which I had set that way, and recently... Logging off for a bit to do some things. Meep! Edit: stash images, not blog images, but I was having a problem here with all images which weren't Cherrytap-hosted- which eventually clued me off as to what the problem was. Eventually. It took awhile.

Observences In The Cyber World Pt 1
If it walks like a duck and talks like a duck most likely its a rat in a duck skin!Anything sweet soon gets devoured!Some peoples reality is in truth nothing but fantasy!The winds of time will always seperate the chaff from the wheat!You will meet many new acquaintances on your journey and of these but a few will become real friends and maybe if you are lucky one will become your love!Believe in angels,they are here you just need to know who they are,(I know one already,she knows how True that is)!To be continued as my journey through the cyber world continues.......

Remeber
When I see you smiling back at me... it's like all my wishes have come true I heard your voice call out my name But you weren’t there, I cried till I couldn’t cry no more. I knew that if I waited long enough Someday I would get to hold you again. I feel the warmth of the hot summer sun Beating down on my face remembering How it was your touch that could only Heat me up. I've love you even though you Don’t feel the same anymore. I will always remember the times that We shared they have burned a special Place in my heart and forever they will Stay.

I Dont Get It....
I dont understand why music is blamed for everything.Not just any music underground music.Come on now you guys can come up with something better than that lie.Theres always an excuse for someones actions.We never blame the person doin wrong.It's because of the music,or mom&dad.....or the poor kid didn't have money.FUCK THAT....The VT shootings were fucked up...I agree,but still that guy did what he did for his own reason,and if you wanna believe the reason was music your just as fucked as he is.Trust me if im pushed to my max and am still being pushed im not goin to hesitate im goin to come out fuckin shootin too.I dont give a fuck just like alot of other people.Just because I dont give a fuck does not mean music did it to me.Life is hard and the last thing anyone needs is someone ridin they'er ass.So for the closeminded people that can't think for themselves and need the news to tell em how to feel,here it is from someone that knows.......JUST FUCK OFF AND MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS!!!If

Rhetorical... I Think.... I Hope... Yes I Am Sure, It's Rhetorical
Right now, at this very moment in time, how content are you with your life? Is it everything you wanted it to be? Is it somewhat like what you imagined it would be? Are you enjoying your studies, your work or whatever it is that you do? Do you wish you had done everything differently or somethings differently? Do you think at least some of your dreams and ambitions would come true before you die? Are you brave enough to let go of everything you have built up so far and make a life altering decision? Are you prepared for change? Is love and commitment overrated? How important is higher education? Is it impossible to live your life without a single degree? If you consider the feelings of everyone around you, would you ever be content? But if you don't consider them, who will catch you incase you fall? Is it wrong to run away from things once in a while and let a few shots of tequila take charge? Why is it so difficult to want to do well in life and al

My Current Heart Song
The song that my heart is currently singing... Samsons Bukan Diriku (Not myself) setelah kupahami - Now I understand ku bukan yang terbaik - That I'm not the best yang ada di hatimu - inside your heart tak dapat kusangsikan - Undeniably ternyata dirinyalah - It's so clear yang mengerti kamu - The one who understands you bukanlah diriku - Is not me kini maafkanlah aku - Now please forgive me bila ku menjadi bisu - In my silence kepada dirimu - towards you bukan santunku terbungkam - Not that I'm speechless hanya hatiku berbatas - It was just that my heart was powerless tuk mengerti kamu - to understand you maafkanlah aku - so please forgive me walau kumasih mencintaimu - Eventho I still love u kuharus meninggalkanmu - I have to leave you kuharus melupakanmu - I have to forget you meski hatiku menyayangimu - Even when my heart still loves u nurani membutuhkanmu - Even when my soul still needs you kuharus merelakanmu - I have to let you go dan ha

This Is My Incredible Story.....
I think that it would be very hard for anyone to believe in my story, it is so incredible. But why would I invent such a story and give so much details about it? Is there anyone at all who care enough to care at all? Is there anyone who could help me in some way to trace and get the culprits apprehended? My email address is: france.chorley@gmail.com Now, why do I say that I am pretty certain who has been defrauding my account? There is no other explanation, because I have never lost my card or given it to anyone. Furthermore, I have never given my bank’s information to anyone or on the Internet. So, there is no one who could possibly have such information. There is only two people to whom I have given my account number and Sort Code to. They have tricked me into given them this information, promising me that they wish to transfer £5,570 to my account. First of all, I have known Judith Nicholls for about two years now, I met her on some pen pals website. I don’t re

Fuck The Government In The Ass!
Talk about some horse shit! Well, let me start kinda from the begining... March 7th, 2003 at 11pm I had roughly 15 pounds of metal fall on me from just over 6 feet high while I was working. Nothing was broken & they put my leg in a splint from hip to ankle. After a few days I kew something was wrong, doc said it would be better after a few days. It never stopped hurting. I found out months later I have RSD - Reflux Sympathteic Dystrpohy & actually RSD is the mild form of what I have. I of course with my luck have to have RSD II. Started walking with a really bad limp & a cane. I sued bought a new bed, house & went gambling! lol September 2005 I sarted getting Lumbar Sympathetic Blocks. They are a motified version of an epideral. I had 7 total, last one in September 2006. October 2006 Kaiser decieded I am too high risk for them & they cancelled my insurance. In Novemeber I filled for Medical & food stamps. I do work, but I make $400 bucks a month that they know about. I have jumped thro

Fake Patriotism?
Why is it that I see all of these fucking ribbons saying, "Support Our Troops"? To me, and being a person within the Armed Forces, I think its such a fake and inexpensive way to show this "patriotism" that the citizens of this country have. I get discusted at seeing all these ribbons because its not like buying a fucking magnet on the back of your car is going to fund the armor for the vehicles we use or IBAs our troops wear while in war. We're doing our job and we knew what we were signing up for. We all know that theres ALWAYS a chance of us getting deployed to the Middle East, Korea, Germany, or somewhere else thousands of miles away from our families. Since we all knew what we were signing up for, why dont we have ribbons saying, "Support our Police Force" or "Support our Lawyers" or even "Support our Janitors"? Again, its a inexpensive way to show "support" to our troops. Word of advice. DONT show pity for our troops. Send them CARE PACKAGES that cost 20 bucks

Mobile Phones - In Case Of Accidents
Dear all, We all carry our mobile phones with hundreds of names/ numbers stored in its memory but yet nobody, other than ourselves, know which of these numbers belong to our near and dear ones? In case we are involved in an accident or had a heart attack and the people attending us get hold of our mobile phone but don't know which number to call to inform our family members. Yes, there are many numbers stored but which one is the contact person in case of an emergency? For this reason, we must have one or more telephone numbers stored under the name ICE (In case of Emergency) in our mobile phones. Recently, the concept of 'ICE' is catching up quickly. It is simple, an important method of contact during emergency situations. As cell phones are carried by majority of the population, just store the number of a contact person or person who should be contacted at during emergency as ICE' (meaning In Case of Emergency). The idea was thought up by a paramedic who found

My Photo Got Rated...
Here I am, sitting at home on a Saturday night, so I log into Cherryland. Why am I home on a Saturday night? Loser? No friends? Actually, I got tattooed for five hours today & three hours yesterday. Tonight, I will have an oh so exciting evening of washing, applying vaseling & re-wrapping the new work. I take the aftercare very seriously. The sleeve is coming along very nicely. Actually, it's almost done & it looks fucking awesome! Anyway, here I sit, logged into Cherrytap & I see one of my photos gets rated...gets rated... wait for it...a '1.' Do I care that some random stranger thought that it would be a good use of his time on a Saturday night to cruise by my profile & rate a photo a '1?' No I don't, but it got me to thinking. I think a lot. It's a blessing & a curse. When I'm bored, I will peruse profiles for people that I think sound interesting or have something to say or have interests common to my own. If I find that, I will rate, comment & check out photos. If not, I mov

My Poetry
The Darkness Within Me i feel it creeping in my mind it calls calls to my deepest thoughts the thoughts that i try to hide pulling them out revealing the darkness insde my anger floods out spreading to the world around me drowning the happiness filling it with hate the world turns gloomy greeting the darkness inside they try to stay cheerful despite the evil around me they focus on the love not corrupted by the gloominess they battle on to fight stopping the darkness inside they cannot win failure is in their future the evil has taken over love will cease to exist hate and anger is in my destiny i become the darkness inside

Professionalism Vs. This...
So I posted a limerick as announcement on MM. I got a few responses back, but this was the most...interesting. Thought I would share it with you. :) (Protected Identity) 05/28/07 4:50 AM So it looks like we may be up through the night I say hell, thats perfectly alright Cause your smokin hot I don't say that alot Join me on my space, I'll try not to bite. Well maybe a little...lol Cyleste 05/28/07 4:54 AM (Message read) Ha...that was cute.... (Protected Identity) 05/28/07 4:59 AM If you care to join me for a bit of fun or two I'll try not to take up all of your time Feel free to ping m%$32ger@yahoo Relax and enjoy silly shit with a rhyme Cyleste 05/28/07 5:03 AM (Message read) Another cutesy rhyme I REALLY have to pee I can't run out of time... Since I have nowhere to be! Mmk...gimme a sec Cyleste 05/28/07 5:13 AM (Message read) Okie added you on Yahoo...I have to re-boot, but I shall be right back. Promise. ^_^ (Pr

I'm Looking For People To Join The " Angels Of Mercy " Bomb Squad!
I'm Looking for people to join the " Angels Of Mercy " BomB Squad! If u would like to join please leave me a message and i will add u to the Bombing family! Ur pic will go on our family page! AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD@ CherryTAP If u will like to join us then leave me a message! thanks Maria Click on pic to leave message! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

Amour Du Soire
Lend me that which I desire Feed my flame, stoke my fire Lay your shadow across my skin Cover me without and within Let me ride your lightning like an untamed steed As your sweet caresses fill my need Your storm consumes my very volition Overwhelmed as I am by this dark emotion Yet I awake to the sun's harsh light Covering my eyes to call back the night Which heeds me not tho I urgently plea Making me long for when sleep sets me free

Boys Just Wanting To Be Friends....
ok.. answer me this guys... I'm not saying I'm looking for a relationship, but but it's like all the guys i'm talking to want to be just friends. is it something about me? i mean i think i'm hella fun and i don't mind having guy friends but damn it's like every single one of them says something to the effect of "can't we just be friends?" i've never had an issue before now with seriously no less than three guys said that to me in a matter of days. oh they will flirt with me all day but when something may happen they run. and well... i just don't know. I'm not gunna deny that i want a lil bit of em all but damn... not one in the bunch??? noone wants to throw a bone this way.... so what's up guys??!?!?

We Come To Mourn Today For Mr. C. Sense
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Mr. Common Sense. Mr.Sense had been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old >He was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such value lessons a Mr. Common Senses knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm and that life isn't always fair. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable parenting strategies (adults, not kids, are in charge). His health began to rapidly deteriorate when well intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. - Reports of a six-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Mr. Sense declined even further when schools were required to get Parental consent to admini

Take The Bad With The Good I Guess
take the bad with the good i guess So i created this second profile on here and just happened to start messing around with someone who i had thought no longer wanted to be friends with me... When I created this other account it was to prove to myself that there is still that person inside of me that could flirt and have fun and be the person i was a year ago So when he started talking to me i lied and made up some stuff and created distorted pictures to see how long it would take him to put the peices together... well finaly i sent him a pic with my face half covered sunglasses on and distorted knowing he had a program and he would probably try to clear it up to see if he had seen this fake person before... well he started putting the pieces together and I kept playing along with it till I couldnt do it any longer but I think/know I pushed it too far i was informed he never said he wasnt my friend which right then i knew it spelled bad news... it was a case of bad communicat

Texan Proud
Somebody from California apparently wrote the top part, but somebody from Texas came back and put them on their asses at the bottom. And whoever that was, GOD BLESS YOU! CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" -Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like -Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal -We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. -I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! -All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and thats how it is - I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger and high speed chase cuz we do

Which Hole?
A man playing on a new golf course got confused as to what hole he was on. He saw a lady playing ahead of him. He walked up to her and asked if she knew what hole he was playing. She replied, "I'm on the 7th hole, and you're a hole behind me, so you must be on the 6th hole." He thanked her and went back to his golf. On the back nine, the same thing happened, and he approached the lady again with the same request. She said, "I'm on the 14th, you are a hole behind me, so you must be on the 13th." Once again he thanked her. He finished his round and went into the club house and saw the lady sitting at the end of the bar. He went up to her and said, "Let me buy you a drink to show my appreciation for your help." He started a conversation and asked her what kind of work she did. She said she was in sales, and he said he was in sales also. He asked what she sold. She replied, "If I told you, you would only laugh." "No, I wouldn't," he said. She said, "I sell tampons." With

I Guess...
I am fired now. I watched this little boy for a friend of my mom's because she was having trouble so now she fired me cause she said she was gonna pay me on Friday and she never did. I wouldn't make a big deal if I didnt need the money but I do. Which makes me sad that I am now jobless. She owes me over a 100 dollars. Grrr..... Why do I always get played and fucked over??

Wwe One Night Stand
One Night Stand: Randy Orton vs. Rob Van Dam Date Added: June 03, 2007 Story By: Devis Owens One Night Stand: Randy Orton vs. Rob Van Dam [Stretcher Match, Extreme Rules] Randy Orton introduced first and looks very pensive in the ring as he awaits Rob Van Dam. RVD very slowly walks to the ring for his entrance with little to no emotion. We have the two face off in the middle of the ring as the bell rings. Big stare down. RVD pokes Orton and pays him some lip service then gives him a big standing kick out of the blue. Orton hits the mat and rolls into the corner. Rob sends Orton to the corner and charges with a spinning heel kick and hits. Opposite corner now, RVD climbs and pummels. He throws nine punches and gets pushed off then runs back and hits a monkey flip on Orton. Kick to the face of Orton and another to the gut. Orton laid out half hanging over the apron, face up, and RVD leaps over the top rope and hits a legdrop across the neck of Orton. Orton to the corner a

I May Lose Friends Over This; But I Don't Care.
I may lose friends over this; but I don't care. Month One Mommy I am only 4 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. Month Five You went to the doctor today. M

A Poem Titled : ~you Are.....~
~You Are.....~ You are.....my starry night, You are.....my sunny day, You are.....in my dreams when you're away, You are.....my happiness and joy, You are.....my one true love, You are.....my angel sent from above, You are.....the beat within my heart, You are.....are a part of my soul, You are.....the one that makes me whole, You are.....my everlasting life, You are.....the one my mind forseen, You are.....my total eveything, You are.....the light needed to shine afar, You are.....the one ro soothe my scar, You are.....the earth and the sea, You are.....the world to me, Written By : ~CH3RR13L10US~

Be Honest In What U Want
I really suck at relationships I know that. I know what I want and right now it's impossible. I don't have a job and my life is a mess but one thing for sure I enjoy sex. Sex for me is fun now.I don't worry about being pregnant or if i want to wake up with this guy generally I don't but it would be nice. but thats not going to happen any time soon.I still hurt from letting love get in the way. Right now i have a prefered partner but last night was almost a deal buster it was rushed and not too good. I like the freedom that i have a choice of partners but i am not to keen on it. I rather be with one guy. I have other offers but I'm not comfortable with that.I'm not to comfortable with revisiting a old lover either.I have one I would love to revisit but I can't do it reason that "L" word. I have feelings for him that are not returned so it's not happening it would hurt to much. HE was my Muse, a hope dashed, a visible scar. I waited a long long time to have sex after my daughter w

The Redeye From
the land of the Occasional penguin... or rather, the eye of the occasional penguin. Just went and bought some Visine, will see if that helps. (Am at work, but yes, will call my doctor in a few minutes, see if an appointment can be set up soon. I'm not positive it's an infection, but it does hurt...)

Denied Disability By A Fat Judge. Lol
My second claim for social security disability was denied by a fat judge who makes over $100,000 a year and the reason I was denied was due to their crackpot psychologists, but also due to the fact that I am able to go to the library,the grocery store and watch tv. Apparently to qualify for disability you have not be able to move I guess. lol Its interesting I am aware of some people who have qualified for disability they try to live normal lives by going to the casino or play bingo and they move around by bus. If you read my denial claim I got railroaded by a fat uncaring judge. lol

This Is What Happened To Me!
Read this : the story if my life, the story that made me give up on love! Thank u all that made me become a "loser" ABBA - THE WINNER TAKES IT ALL I don’t wanna talk About the things we’ve gone through Though it’s hurting me Now it’s history I’ve played all my cards And that’s what you’ve done too Nothing more to say No more ace to play The winner takes it all The loser standing small Beside the victory That’s her destiny I was in your arms Thinking I belonged there I figured it made sense Building me a fence Building me a home Thinking I’d be strong there But I was a fool Playing by the rules The gods may throw a dice Their minds as cold as ice And someone way down here Loses someone dear The winner takes it all The loser has to fall It’s simple and it’s plain Why should I complain. But tell me does she kiss Like I used to kiss you? Does it feel the same When she calls your name? Somewhere deep inside You must know I miss you But what

Where Do You Go?
Where do you go When the world has turn you away where do you go mothers give up on their daughter where do you go when the book of life has close when the one you love leaves you standing on your own Where do you go to escape relaitly to burial the pain of broken heart Where do you go when you stuck in a rutt hope is so endless Endless is forever where do you go when dreams are lost just like your inner soul where do you go?

Keeping People Fully Abrased
of the situation, it seems that, after an appointment with my GP and then with a local eye doctor today, I now know that the cornea in my left eye has an abrasion but no infection. Got a script for an ointment (antibiotic-edit) - to keep that latter bit true... - which I'll apply after dinner and regularly thereafter.

To All Fellow Cherrytappers Interested In Body Art!
To all fellow CherryTappers. I am turning my site into sort of a display. If you are a part of my Family, Friends or Fan or perhaps you just share the same interest in body art and adornment as I do. I would like to put your Tattoo and Piercing Pics on display in my photos. If you would like for me to use your Tattoo or Piercing Pic please send me the link. I would appreciate each and everyone’s help on this. If all works out I will add other features to the Tattoo and Piercing galleries. I have some cool ideas To make this a fun venture for everyone. Thanks, TheUnLoved §ΤĥεỮńĽōνέď§®†~@ CherryTAP

Relationships
I long for your gentle touch, it brings me such delight. You chase away the demons, leave me no reason to fight. In your arms there is no terror, I am untouchable. With you right beside me my hunger is insatiable. Hold me close don't let me go. Stay with me tonight, the peace you bring I ache to know. There is no yesterday when I am wrapped in your embrace. Tomorrow is clear when I look into your sweet face. I ask not for promises or for words that you don't mean. Later I will worry about the tears that will flow like a stream. There are no questions floating through my mind. There is only a serenity that I was sure I would never find.

Can You Get It?
A time comes in your life when you finally get it... When in the midst of all your fears and insanity you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out - ENOUGH! Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and through a mantle of wet lashes you begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awakening. You realize that it's time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that he is not Prince Charming and you are not Cinderella and that in the real world there aren't always fairy tale endings (or beginnings for that matter) and that any guarantee of "happily ever after" must begin with you and in t

John Wayne!!
An Indian walks into a trading post and asks for toilet paper. The clerk asks if he would like no name, Charmin, or White Cloud. "White Cloud sounds like good Indian toilet paper," says the Indian. "How much is it?" "$1.00 a roll," the clerk replies. "That seems pretty expensive," responds the Indian. "What about the others?" "Charmin is $2.00 a roll, and no name is 50 cents a roll." The Indian doesn't have much money, so he opts for the no name. Within a few hours, he is back at the trading post. "I have a name for the no name toilet paper," he announces to the clerk. "We shall call it John Wayne." "Why?" asks the confused clerk. "Cause it's rough and it's tough and it don't take no crap off an Indian."

Good-bye Daddy!!
One night, a father overheard his son saying his prayers, "God bless Mommy, Daddy, and Grammy. Goodbye Grampa." The father thought this was strange, but soon forgot about it. The next day, the Grandfather died. About a month or so later, the father again overheard his son's prayers, "God bless Mommy and Daddy. Goodbye Grammy." The next day, the Grandmother died. The father began to worry about the situation. Two weeks later, the father again heard his son praying, "God bless Mommy. Goodbye Daddy." This alone nearly gave the father a heart attack. The next morning, without saying anything, he got up early and went to work. He stayed in his office all day. Finally, after midnight, he went home. He was still alive! He crawled into bed with his wife and apologized. "I'm sorry honey, I had a really bad day." "You had a bad day?" his wife yelled. "The mailman dropped dead on the porch this morning!"

Worthy Of Submission
Dominating the strong... Those not into the BDSM lifestyle are generally referred to as "vanilla". This phrase was coined, I imagine, to state the very bland, singular "tastes" of those not in the BDSM lifesyle. We in the lifestyle usually think ourselves to be more "flavorful" and diverse than our "vanilla" counterparts. For those who do not understand BDSM, you may find My analogies to be offensive. A slave is little more than a piece of property. Just as a car or a television serve and entertain a person, so does a submissive or slave. There are those in this lifestyle who treat a sub/slave with the same regard as an inanimate piece of property. I certainly understand this thought process: BUT WHOLEHEARTEDLY DISAGREE WITH IT. This is where I begin to offend those not accustomed to our lifestyle. I see a sub/slave as more akin to a dog. You see, a television, appliance or furniture makes for a TERRIBLE companion. A dog, on the other hand, provides feedback and reaction

So Yeah....
I've been struggling with firbromyalgia for well over a year now, actually longer, but with actually knowing what it is has been a little over a year. And its been a royal pain in the behind. First was the mess with even getting the damn doctor to acknowledge that it WAS indeed fibro..... 2nd was going through all the problems of finding meds that helped. During all this I was missing work because of the pain & fatigue it was causing me, and most the time it wasn't through sickleave... which meant that when I did miss I wasn't getting paid for it. So on top of struggling with all the getting treatment for the problem.....I have to deal with struggling with paying bills. I get a call today from one of my bill places.. and he says well looking back you've had a bad year. I said YES I HAVE. I've been dealing with medical problems.. he proceeds to ask me where I work. And when I tell him he is like :O and you can't pay this bill? I said I JUST told you why and that I'm working on it.

The Two Of Them - Pt 11
Standing there his body pressed against hers, eyes closed so tightly. His mouth pressed firmly against hers he wrapped his fingers around hers embressing her tightly deep breathing he felt for once at peace with the world almost not caring about things going on around him. He stopped kissing her and looked at her lost deep in her eyes , he kissed the tips of her fingers and she leaned up and kissed him again. Breaking the kiss she unbottoned his shirt which fell promptly to the floor , then slowly removing her blouse she looked at him and whispered, "Are you sure this is what you want is this really what you want are you totally sure, Because i wont go further if you arent ready for this Petie" He ran his fingers down her face and smiled, * I have never been more sure of something then i am at this very moment, here with you right now* Looking down at her he pulled her closer and kissed her tightly moving towards the bed she crawled up still kissing him getting onto the be