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A Witch Or A Wiccan?
What's the difference anyway? It seems at first glance that these two terms are really the samething: referring to someone who practices witchcraft. Common mistake. A Wiccan is someone who follows the religion of Wicca. It's a spiritual path, that does happen to include the practice of magick. On the other hand, a witch is simply a person who does magick or witchcraft, regardless of their spiritual outlook. You can be both a Wiccan and a witch, these two words are not the same One of the biggest sore points among Wiccans is the improper usage of the terms "Wiccan" and "Witch". Too many people use the terms interchangably, presuming that they both mean the same thing. They do not. Wiccan Wicca is a religion, and someone who follows that religion is called a Wiccan. Sometimes it can be difficult to accurately define Wicca, and not all Wiccans will define themselves the same way. Observing the 8 Wiccan Sabbats, honoring the Gods and/or Goddesses,

Stand Out
Instead of making promises, deliver value. Instead of fighting for the chance to receive discarded scraps, work diligently to freely give big buckets of nourishing substance. Rather than growing hoarse from shouting, grow wise from listening. When those around you are tripping all over their own arrogance and self-importance, have the confidence to live with genuine humility. Those who so desperately and endlessly brag about themselves quickly fade into a meaningless blur. Those who quietly and consistently perform are the ones who soon stand out from the crowd. If you assume that people are stupid, and look upon them with disrespect, they will look at you in exactly the same way. When you seek to take advantage of others, you become ridiculously easy prey for those who will certainly take advantage of you. The way to stand out is not by pushing others back. The way to stand out is by generously and sincerely leading others forward. Expect the best of others, and respect

Love I Need Help
I sat there in the night, thinking about you. I closed my eyes, and thought of you, my love. There is nothing like the feeling when i look into your eyes. i may not know how to write a perfect peom telling you how much you mean to me, i may not know how to sing a romantic song for you but there are three words i would like you to know... i love you. Searching for the right one...but now i've found you.. i know that you are the one for me I HAVE 3 GUYS WHERE I LIVE LIKE ME WHAT DO I DO HELP

In Love With The Thought.....
I wrote this in the idea of everything i ever dreamed of in meeting someone...and again, I found her and so much more... I love you Melanie. You should see how her smile lights the world, How it out shines the sun, You should hear her laugh like an angel, There's no doubt she's the one, What it's like to hold her, How she feels close to me, Is like nothing I could discribe, It's a perfect feeling, Her eyes shine likes stars, Inside you see what heaven's like, then get so lost inside, it's paradise, Chorus, I'm so in love with the thought of being in love, I've never felt so alone, Praying for her arms to run to, A place my heart calls home, A love so strong but gentle, a love i call my own, I'm so in love with the thought of being in love.... I've never felt so alone, She's there through everything, The good times and the bad, The one to always make me smile, The best friend I could ever have, She makes the smallest things, The biggest things I

Wash Your Hands
People of Earth... Wash your hands after using the Restroom. ALWAYS! ALWAYS! ALWAYS! Especially the ladies. I recently read an article about people who dont wash their hands after using the restroom, and I wanted to throw up. I mean, your hands are in your ass, and other bits...fecal matter...urine...just. WASH YOUR HANDS!

Bbq At My New House!
Theres gonna be a Texas gathering in North Carolina. BBQ at my house on Saturday April 14th 2007. The plan so far is to cook out here at the house then head to "Cadillac Ranch" afterwards. Message me for details and directions.

[erotica]: The Apple Grove
The sun shimmered through the trees, causing shadows to dance across the grove, as the wind lifted the scattered leaves, blowing them into Fall's lap. Natalie owned one of the largest Apple Groves in the county. She was proud of her harvest, allowing her to continue her peaceful life. The valley had been her home since childhood. Her grandfather originally owned the property leaving it to her father. When her father passed away, he left it to his only heir, Natalie. Natalie could not imagine doing anything else. Harvesting Apples was her life and her life's blood, without the Grove she could not exist. Each year, she had to hire new hands. The pickers migrated from crop to crop. Sometimes there were a few old faces in the sea of new. Being a picker did not pay much, so Natalie could sympathize why so few stayed with the job. This year Natalie decided to try something different. Usually, she managed the pickers, and handled the Harvest and company needs. This year s

Juicy Fruits
“Damn, they’re out of chocolate pudding mix!” I shrugged my shoulders and began to walk out of the store but a cute hunk of a checker caught my eye at checkout #4. I sauntered over, deftly snapping up a pack of Juicy Fruits out of the rack only the way. I gingerly placed the pack down on his conveyor belt and it inexorably rolled up to his waist. He looked up as I did this and our eyes held each other just a little too long, self-consciously. He smiled at me and I felt a little embarrassed. I looked down and smiled, brushing the bangs out of my eyes as I looked up again. He turned his attention to the pack of Juicy Fruits. As he picked it up and swiped it across the bar code reader, I could see his rather muscular hand ever so gently squeezing the pack. I pretended the total display was the center of my attention by looking up at it, but I could care less how much the cost was. I could feel him pretending not to watch me, my cheeks flushing red with that knowledge. As the n

Tearjerker
"Tearjerker" by Korn Well I wish there was someone Well I wish there was someone To love me When I used to be someone And I knew there was someone That loved me As I sit here frozen alone Even ghosts get tired and go home As they crawl back under the stones And I wish there was something Please tell me there's something better And I wish there was something more than this Saturated loneliness And I wish I could feel it And I wish I could steal it Abduct it, corrupt it, but I never can it's just saturated loneliness Does the silence get lonely? Does the silence get lonely? Who knows? I've been hearing it tell me I've been hearing it tell me Go home Cause the freaks are playing tonight They packed up and turned out the lights And I wish there was something Please tell me there's something better And I wish there was something more than this Saturated loneliness And I wish I could feel it And I wish I could steal it Abduct it, corrupt it,

Why Did The Chicken Cross The Road?
PAT BUCHANAN: To steal a job from a decent, hardworking American. DR. SEUSS: Did the chicken cross the road? Did he cross it with a toad? Yes! The chicken crossed the road, but why it crossed, I've not been told! ERNEST HEMINGWAY: To die. In the rain. MARTIN LUTHER KING, JR.: I envision a world where all chickens will be free to cross roads without having their motives called into question. GRANDPA: In my day, we didn't ask why the chicken crossed the road. Someone told us that the chicken crossed the road, and that was good enough for us. ARISTOTLE: It is the nature of chickens to cross the road. KARL MARX: It was a historical inevitability. SADDAM HUSSEIN: This was an unprovoked act of rebellion and we were quite justified in dropping 50 tons of nerve gas on it. RONALD REAGAN: What chicken? CAPTAIN JAMES T. KIRK: To boldly go where no chicken has gone before. FOX MULDER: You saw it cross the road with your own eyes. How many more chickens have to

Getting Fed Up With Cherrytap
When I first joined cherrytap I thought it was the coolest site.I met alot of kick ass people on here,but enough is enough.Being a DJ used to be cool but thats no fun anymore,being a VIC used to make you speacial but thats getting over used.You have to pay to repost a bulletin or post a mumm(which I cant because I was banned from mumming without being told).Your pics are downrated alot because of ppl not even a member of cherrytap going to ct photos and rating your pic and now you cant repost bulletins? WTF? Makes me wonder whats next?I am almost to the point where I want to say hell with this site because its getting to complicated and I just might.All my real friends I have on my messenger anyway

Love Of My Life....
By: Allen :) A zest for life, a grace divine More intoxicating than wine. Carefree nature and wild, wild ways, You always make my mind sway! Bouncing black hair and coal- dark eyes, Remind me of monsoon skies, A spring in your step elevates my mood, Hey, nosey rain, do not intrude! As the wind caresses your lovely form, And the waves rush to feel your charm, What chance do I stand? Against nature's wicked game plan? There is no truth but love; Lovely as the blue skies above. There is no reality but bliss, So there! Let me taste your lips. Let me hold you in my arms, And protect you from all harm, Life is too cruel, my dear! But, I am here, do you hear? Spend an eternity with me, I shall never tire of you, Remind me when day breaks, For, yet again, I will want to hold you. I Love You So Much Jamie

Frances Steals Kisses...
if i culd steal nights with u to have a nighttime burnin with adventure i wuld give u my heart and soul cuz im really crazy about u. i need a signal, a hint of hope a smile, a wink, maybe even a reply that u will give me your hand one night and show me that u really love me. u r my burning sky thats full of magic u can make magic out of nothing ure everything i have, only you, just you ur all my thoughts and my dreams. ill do anything to be with u and ill love u, the way uve never been loved i love u too much; believe me! i cant sing u a song, frannie but ill proudly write and post this poem and u offer a paradise of love that no other can give, the next time u hold me and steal a kiss.

The Differance Between Love And Luv
LUV THE PERS0N Y0U LUV. THEY ARE THE 0NE THAT Y0U LUV T0 H0LD HANDS WiTH. THE PERS0N THAT GiVES Y0U BUTTERFLiES WHEN THEY CALL. THE PERS0N THAT Y0U LUV T0 HANG 0UT WiTH. THE PERS0N Y0U L0VE T0 KiSS. THE PERS0N Y0U MiSS BECAUSE THEY MiSS Y0U T00. THE PERS0N WH0 Y0U HUG JUS T0 SMELL THEiR C0L0GNE. THE PERS0N Y0U MAKE AN "iDEAL" C0UPLE WiTH. THE PERS0N Y0UR SCARED T0 FALL F0R CAUSE U D0NT WANNA GET HURT. L0VE THE PERS0N Y0U L0VE. THEY ARE THE 0NE F0R Y0U. THE PERS0N THAT L00KS STRAiGHT iNT0 Y0UR EYES AND Y0UR HEART MELTS. THE PERS0N THAT Y0U WANT T0 BE WiTH F0R THE REST 0F Y0UR LiFE. THE PERS0N THAT Y0U WiSH Y0U C0ULD SPEND EVERY MiNUTE WiTH. THE PERS0N Y0U START T0 MiSS THE MiNUTE THEY LEAVE Y0UR ARMS. AND WHEN Y0UR iN THEiR ARMS iTS THE BEST FEELiNG iN THE W0RLD AND THE SAFEST PLACE T0 BE. CAUSE WHEN THEiR ARMS ARE RAPPED AR0UND Y0U TiGHT THEiR ARE N0 0THER PR0BLEMS iN THE W0RLD. T0 Y0U THEiR FLAWS ARE iNViSiBLE CAUSE iN Y0UR EYES THEY TRULY ARE PERFECT. THE PERS0N THAT Y0U TH

A Poem I Love...by Jim Morrison
One of my faves! and me reading itReadingWhat are you doing here? What do you want? Is it music? We can play music. But you want more. You want something & someone new. Am I right? Of course I am. You want ecstasy Desire & dreams. Things not exactly what they seem. I lead you this way, he pulls that way. I'm not singing to an imaginary girl. I'm talking to you, my self. Let's recreate the world. The palace of conception is burning. Look. See it burn. Bask in the warm hot coals. You're too young to be old You don't need to be told You want to see things as they are. You know exactly what I do Everything

Rubias Sexxii Bbw Contest
Rubias Sexii BBW Contest RUBIAS ROCKIN NYC/ '' K..O..T@ CherryTAP Callin all Sexii BBW's Rules Sexiest SFW photo To vote you must be level 4 or higher No down rating Starts April 15 at 4pm EST There will be three winners Prizes Big pimpin gifts (repost of original by 'Papi RH (Entries Need in-Sexiest Texan Girl Contest)' on '2007-04-11 12:42:28')

My Dick Is An Ex
oh wait, I mean my ex is a dick He's freaking pushing my buttons cause I didn't automatically say yes when he asked if he could get out of picking up our son tomorrow. Playing the bad mother card because I didn't communicate with him my plans for tomorrow and the arrangements I made for our son. I'm having a freaking meltdown cause I didn't sleep decently last night and I grouchy.

Can I Stop Yelling/grounding/timing Out/fighting/crying Now??
I spent all afternoon fighting with the kids, I discovered my daughter has a level beyond "banshee mode" and I finally lost it. went to my room and just cried for about 30 minutes, hysterically. I almost made it 16 weeks, right? and then we get out the door to ballet, and we get all the way there, she tells me she doesn't have her ballet shoes or anything! made her go anyway.. went to the grocery store to buy frozen veggies and found the deal of the day though, Paul Masson Mocha Caramel liquor, the big bottle, for $3.99.....so that was nice, but I am too emotionally drained and I think even a small nightcap might set me in the direction of the not so happy place. bad enough I am over sensitive to just about every song on my play list as it is... maybe I should just go lay on the couch and fall asleep there... maybe a shower will make me feel better....maybe I will do none of the above...

I Am Back In The Country.
I am back home, I know, so soon, but the dollar is not doing well against the Euro and i had to come home early. I did get to see western part of Germany, Luxembourg, Belgium, Britain, Ireland and of course the Netherlands, where I spent most of my time and made alot of friends. i will miss my friends in Emmen, its near the German border in the province of Drenthe. I will return when I can. I was very upset to leave and I was in tears. Well I hope to hear from all my friends and fans soon......... Take care. Pete

Finding Out One Of My Close Friends Has Lung Cancer At 28...
just last week i got on here thinking it was going to be a typical day...then my friend brian pmed me and asked me what was going on...and i told him...Then he says guess what? and i said what...and he said i went to the docs today...and i was like ok and what did they say...and he said they told me i have lung cancer and im only 28 and they knew since last sept. and didnt say nothin...i started crying once again feeling like i was loosing something precious to me in my life...my blessings are with you brian MUAHZ hunny

Having A Father That I Really Dont Think Gives A Shit Anymore And That Mentally Abused Me Alot....and A Brother That Treats Me Like Shit...
I swear anymore this man doesnt care anytime i mention being sick anymore he's like oh you'll get over it and theres been many times where hes said that and then it come out to be worse then he thought it was...my moms the only one whos cared or been all that worried about me...my dads never really ever paid much attention to me either its all about his job and always has been and the fact that hes always right and never wrong and he's been one of the biggest hypocrits i've ever known throughout my life...and there were many times when we got into fights where he scarred me with many things he said or did or called me...slapping me across the face one point when i was little we got into a fight he drug me back to my room and scared me to death he stood over me with his fist balled up standing over me about to hit me i was so scared of him that night..calling me a slut at one point...threatening to kick me out constantly if i didnt do things right away the way he wanted them done...Then

Hehe,to Fun!!
You scored as Shay. Shay is a vampire who is usually sensible but can mess about and have a good time to he is a master swordsman/boy. He is often tormented by dreams of his past which makes him depressed most of the time until his friends try a cheer him up doesn't usually work though. poor guy :(Shay67%Darius50%Harmony33%Dimitri0%who r u outta my vampire stories?created with QuizFarm.com

Condoms
CLEAR CONDOM: Just broke up with somone or they broke up with you, but still have feelings for them..but love being single =] BLUE CONDOM: Single, Looking For the right Someone, But Hating Being Single! ORANGE CONDOM: Taken And About To Break Up PINK CONDOM: Single RED CONDOM: Taken & completely happy with the person. PURPLE CONDOM: Taken and confused about what's going wrong with your relationship TROJAN CONDOM: Like someone who doesn't like you back TYE-DYE CONDOM: Just taken. GREEN CONDOM: Broke up with someone but you are still hanging on BLACK CONDOM: Single and like someone, but confused as to whether they like you back or not TEAL CONDOM: Like someone who likes you back but not going out yet BROKEN CONDOM: Either she's pregnant or has one of my filthy STD's NO CONDOM: You're tired of bulletins involving random multi-colored objects, and if a man appears by my bed with a knife, ill shove condoms up his ass

Read Girls, What Guys Do And What They Meant (from Blog Of Peter, Thank You Friend, Kisses!!!
GIRLS... IF I DONT CALL YOU - IM WANTING FOR YOU TO CALL ME WHEN IM SCARED -HOLD ME AND TELL ME EVERYTHING WILL BE OK CAUSE I AM WITH YOU WHEN I LOOK LIKE SOMETHINGS THE MATTER - KISS ME AND TELL ME NOT TO WORRY WHILE I HOLD YOUR HANDS - PLAY WITH MY FINGERS

So It Goes
"If I hadn’t spent so much time studying Earthlings," said the Tralfamadorian, "I wouldn’t have any idea what was meant by 'free will.' I've visited thirty-one inhabited planets in the universe, and I have studied reports on one hundred more. Only on Earth is there any talk of free will." Kurt Vonnegut, Jr. (1922-2007), Slaughterhouse-Five, Chapter 4 The first time I'd heard of a cashier's check was in the movie Ghost. But this morning Martha and I went to our local credit union and got one because the underwriter for our home loan requires it at the closing tomorrow morning. It's hard to believe that in less than twenty-four hours as I'm writing this we'll be able to move into our own house! We don't have to rush, fortunately; we paid up our rent to the end of April. Not that we haven't packed . . . oh, I'd say nearly everything we're not directly using now! It's always fun to get boxes from your local store -- I had to do that five years ago when I moved from Crescent City and

But Only One
sometimes things trigger memories. it can be a smell, a place, or even a shirt. most-times art reflects life, but sometimes life reflects art. "One woman can make you fly like an eagle, another can give you the strength of a lion, but only one in the Cycle Of Life can fill your heart with wonder and the wisdom that you have known a singular joy." ~Deputy "Hawk" Hill, Twin Peaks

Thanks Tothe Support Lounge
Hey guys. I went into the support lounge earlier and I just wanted send out a heartfelt thanx out! I got firefox and of course now it works!!! So thanks again ya'll.....it's so nice to be somewhere that ppl actually care about each other's issues and we're not just another member #. Catch ya laterz Chrissy

An Actual Place To Live
well after years of wondering around ailessly around the country ive finally got a stable place to live for the time being everything is going well ive got a job and all though its not an actual job its still work none the less my coffee house plans are under way ive got grant writers lawyers ppl whos specialty is making buisness plans realtors and anything else i need for the coffee house itll be open hopefully during the next winter and not only that i am no longer stressed out about stup[id fucking drama except from some dumb ass raver chick trying to be all bad ass and threaten me a few times and and a few of my friends/family oh well shes gone and no longer bothering me but besides that i have no other current plans in my agenda other then sitting around and doing really much of nothing

Helmet 89
A day like many other days, just quiet and serene, The station house and all the gear was polished squeaky clean. The gear was all in place and not a speck of dirt was found. Then suddenly at 1:15 the bell began to sound. A four alarm had just come in, and now all hell broke loose. The men react with instinct, as adrenaline starts to boost. The youngest member of the team, had just been there a year. He was a solid player, but he had a lack of fear. The men would always tell him, "fear creates a cautious man, And fear will keep you out of danger, do you understand?" He would always smile and say, "I understand you guys, And I know that our main goal is to save some people's lives." And now dressed in his battle gear, he thought "in record time," He reached to get his head gear, he was helmet 89. Minutes later they had reached the building's raging fire, The fire was on the second floor, but flames were moving higher. A

My Surrender
Palette of my surrender Please don't bother me with contented pinks, placid yellows, or barren spotless whites. i want only Your densest, most visceral reds, thick sweltering purples, jagged, scorching oranges. i may just murder control tonight, lest i will myself, so please be my everything and don't waste my time with the delicate sachet of tumbling petals, or the sweet flutter of angel wings. Let the midnight iridescence of Your eyes blind mine to a subtle trance with the magnetic suction of a vampire, the engulfing odor of boiling sweat, the archetypal pounding of pterodactyl wings. Blackness will comfort the moment when the breathing slows, and the spotted muddy jungle in Your hips becomes the palette of my surrender. © Andi 2007

What Would You Do For Love?
You Would Do Most Things For Love You are willing to go pretty far for love - but not far enough to compromise your core values. Love is a priority for you, and you'll go further than most people to hold on to someone you love. But killing for love? Or even taking a bullet? Probably out of the question. No matter what, you love yourself the most! Would You Do Anything For Love?

Mythical Creature Quiz
You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel83%Demon67%WereWolf50%Faerie50%Dragon34%Mermaid33%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Ode To Servers
Yes I am a host and a server, while I didn't write this I whole heartedly agree and support it An Ode To Servers I wish I could send this out to every person on earth!!!!!! Repost and maybe we'll get everyone! 1. IF you can afford to go out to eat... But you can't afford to tip... hey.. guess what.. you can't afford to go out to eat. 2. This is 2007 people. 10% is not acceptable anymore... standard tipping for GOOD service is between 18 and 20%... 3. Now. I understand that 10% is good enough for God... That's fine.. but this isn't church.. and you're not tithing. 4. PS- ordering a well done steak... which everyone in the south does... will constitute a longer ticket time.... you will be okay... if you wanted fast food, you should have gone through a fucking drive-thru... (Squirrelly note: If you order a filet well done, I will hand you a slim jim and eat the 30 dollar steak myself. Thanks) 5. It's really not necessary to snap at me or wave your hand in the air like

"guardian Angel"
YOU ARE MY GAURDIAN ANGEL YOU ALWAYS LEAD THE WAY YOU FOREVER SHOW ME LOVE AND NEVER LEAD ME ASTRAY YOU ARE MY GUARDIAN ANGEL THE ONLY ONE FOR ME WITH YOU I'M ALWAYS SMILING FROM A LOVE FEW EVER GET TO SEE YOU ARE MY GUARDIAN ANGEL HERE BY MY SIDE IN THIS COLD, COLD WORLD IN YOUR ARMS I CAN ALWAYS HIDE!! :-}

Does Your Name Fit You (dunno Does It?)
DOES YOUR NAME FIT YOU... A: Gorgeous B: Loves people C: Best Sense of Humor! D: Has one of the best personalities ever E: Freakin Beautiful eyes F: People wild and crazy adore you G: Never let people tell you what to do H: Easy to fall in love with I: loves to laugh J: Freaking Rowdy K: Really silly L: Really easy to fall in love with M: makes dating fun N: One of the best bf/gf anyone could ask for O: Is a freak in bed P: Popular with all types of people Q: A hypocrite R: great girlfriend/boyfriend S: Lives life for fun T: GREAT kisser U:Gets blamed for everything V: Not judgmental W: Very broad minded X: Never let people tell you what to do Y: Loved by everybody Z: Lives life for fun k really silly a gorgeous t great kisser h easy to fall in love with e freaking beautiful eyes r great girlfriend i loves to laugh n one of the best gf anyone could ask for e freaking beautiful eyes

Serenity Prayer
God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference. Living one day at a time, enjoying one moment at a time; accepting hardships as a pathway to peace; taking, as Jesus did, this sinful world as it is, not as I would have it; trusting that You will make all things right if I surrender to Your will; so that I may be reasonably happy in this life and supremly happy with You forever in the next. Amen.

What Do You See
What do you see when you look at me? Do you see the same as most do? Do you see beauty and brains Breasts and ass? Do I need to ask what you see when you look at me. A washed up mother of two An unsuccessful overweight lost soul A broken spirit worth nothing and less When you look at me hat do you see The creative genius A woman of love and kindness Some one who deserves to be respected When you look at me what do you think When you hear me what do you feel When you touch me what is it you want to say When you look at me what do you see? © Biker REDS 2007

Cloudy Day
I Was Young Once. On A Cloudy Day Of The Past, And That Day I Cried, For I Had Lost A Friend, A Pain So Deep Emerged And I Was Young No Longer, This Deep Hurt, A Hurt I Hid So Deep, Began To Build. All My Days Soon Became Cloudy, My Eye's No Longer Bright, My Laughter Once Heard, Resounded No Longer. I Stood No Longer Girl But Woman Too Soon, My Tears Would not shed, My soul no longer light, On That day That I Cried,

My Karma
You Have Fantastic Karma You are a kind, sensitive, and giving person. And all your good deeds will pay off - if they haven't already. But you're not so concerned with what you get in return anyway. You have an innate caring nature - and nothing can change that!How's Your Karma?

How Hot Are You ??
bgcolor="#FFFFFF"> Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... How Hot Are You? MY RESULT:3rd-Degree Burns Hot Intense, fiery heat that could land someone in the emergency room if they’re not careful. Daaaaamn, you got some heat. It’s the kind of heat that begs for air conditioning. The kind of heat that weathermen warn you about and your mom won’t let you go outside in unless you’re wearing sunscreen and a wide-brimmed hat. How’d you get so hot? Well, it’s probably your hot attitude, your semi-filthy mind, your love to party and your sexy sense of adventure. Or it could just be a faulty thermostat. Either way, yowza!! Take This Quiz!

The Responsibilities And Duties Of A Dom, By Les Is More (m)
The RESPONSIBILITIES and DUTIES of a DOM Being Dominant/submissive is a state of mind. It is not a sex act, it is not a game, and it is not a role. It is a state of being and is totally asexual (neither male nor female) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- First and foremost, a Dominant is always a Gentleman or Lady. There is no excuse for being impolite or rude to others. Save this for the submissive that needs and requires this of their Dominant. Second, a Dominant must always be in control. Drugs, even alcohol, are mind and body controlling agents. They affect relationships and most importantly can affect a scene, therefore taking away the control the Dominant MUST have. Third, a Dominant is always honest. To lie is to show you cannot be trusted and a submissive must be able to trust you to respect you. Every submissive knows that not every Dominant is super experienced and will respect you much more if you tell the tru

Enough Already God, Just Hit Me With A Lighning Bolt And Quit Torturing Me!
My life is just too damn stressful at the moment. Nothing, and I mean nothing is going right. My job is in danger of not existing next month. I am down to 100 bucks for the next couple of weeks due to my ex not giving me my daughter as a deduction as she said she would. Course she delayed giving me my daughters social security number, then sprung that on me with no time to fight it in court before the damn taxes are due (I am self employed, so my taxes are high). My divorce mediation was a miserable failure, as she wanted all the property and none of the debt. You'd almost think I had asked for the damn thing, or that I cheated on her. She was the one who filed and moved her new man in! God I hope I get a fair judge, I am tired of living on tv dinners and Ramen. My love life is going absolutely nowhere. I have plenty of female friends, but that is all they see me as. I could go back to my last girl friend, she PM's me daily, but that was just about sex. Her suicidal

Mouth
I feel like I've been blown apart There are pieces here I don't know where they go I don't know where they go Kiss me on my salty lips I bet you feel a little crazy, but for me We'll be famous on tv Would it be my fault if I could turn you on? Would I be so bad if I could turn you on? When I kiss your mouth I want to taste it Turn you upside down Don't want to waste it I jump on you, you jump on me You push me out and even though you know I love you I'd be inclined to slap you in the mouth When I kiss your salty lips You will feel a little crazy, but for me I'll be famous on tv Now, will it be my fault if I Take your love and throw it wide? You might restrain me, but could you really blame me? And you will feel you're blown apart All the pieces there will fit to make you whole And I know where they go

Cradle My Heart And Sing The Night Away,
Cradle my heart and sing the night away, Cast my soul into your oblivion, Let me malinger with your creation, To make fast this chiding torment astray. Amidst your dire visages the light sways, Take heed and bid midnight’s revelation, To suppose a wayward situation, Denying all venerable allays. But to renounce your soft saturation, That has heralded my heart to parley, To blink and miss your eyes’ validation, That has brought my heart heavenly foreplay. To pause and not hear your intonation, This cries much too much torture, I must lay.

Irrating....
It is sad when i can only go to cherrytap to post a blog or a mumm about my relationship with my boyfriend. I wish i could go to the other two websites i am on but i cant because my boyfriend is on there too. And i cant let him know i am looking for advice on our relationship.

Wiccan Tools And Their Meanings
Athame - The athame is the traditional ritual dagger of the witch. Commonly it has a black handle and steel double-edged blade. Many Wiccans engrave the handle or blade with magickal symbols indicative of deities, spirits or the elements as sources of power. The athame is a tool of command, it is used to direct what power we pass through it. It is used to cast circles by tracing the circumference, to charge and consecrate objects and banish negative energies. In most traditions, it is never used as a mundane knife for cutting purposes, and is used strictly for magickal purposes only. As an elemental tools of the craft, in most traditions it is associated with the elements of Fire, in others it is associated with Air. The phallic symbolism of the knife links it with the God. Pentacle - The pentacle is a traditional tool of the craft. Originally it is thought to have been adopted from ceremonial magic. It is usually a round solid disc often made from stone, wood or cooper. On the dis

Order Of Things
There is a rightful order found Beyond the things that seem to be, Something beneath the surface seen Hidden behind prevalent schemes. I know this fact through feelings felt in such relief that come to mind, When in life I do my bit And leave results to Spirit's will. There is a rightful order found In which Spirit our lives arrange, Giving us what we rightly earn With precision in circumstance, Designed to rhyme and meet somehow In a rightful order, time, and place.

Taled From My Window Pt. 1
Tales From My Window (pt. 1) “Another Birthday For Martin” It’s black coffee and cigarettes again This morning I stare out the window and do my best to Ignore the drama unfolding outside Broken glass, blood and spent shells Litter the fresh fallen snow Policemen rush hither and yon’ Much like me they seem to feel nothing Nothing for the empty shell that used to, Used to be someone’s father Used to be someone’s lover Used to be someone’s son Now just a husk, with a toe tag It reads “Jon Doe 22561” No wallet, no friends and nothing But a hole where the back of his head Once was From my seat at my lonely table I feel the city smile to itself Somewhere in a far off secret place The city gloats Smiles the sick smile, that means IT just kicked the teeth down some Other hapless soul’s throat My fingers explore the scratches in The Formica tabletop and I wonder I wonder if it’s always been this way Always been heartless Always been soulless Always been withou

Wow, I Feel The Love
Actually, I don't and I'm pretty sure that I'm not gonna enter another contest ever cause it is pretty much a waste of my time. Posting bulletin after bulletin asking for a few votes and comments and only two people have given me a rate and/or comment. So psh, whatever. So yeah, to those who comment me telling me that they'd like to see "my sexy bod", forget it. I'm not putting up more pics of myself in little clothing just for you when you can't take five seconds out of your day to make me smile. Fuck you. So from here on out, I'm gonna say what I want to say, do what I want to do, and put up whatever fucking pics I want to put up. Seriously, even if the new pics don't get a huge amount of ratings. . .I DON'T CARE. I don't care if this blog makes you hate me or stop being my friend. I don't care about being popular on a fucking website. FUCK YOU

Broken Heart
at first i lost someone sweet and kind, and my life was filled with sorrows and mysterys i could not find i was cooped up in my room all day my heart spilling out with every tear when i went into the bathroom and looked in the mirror I saw a sad and lonely person,i couldnt bear then i got to see the sweet girl i missed entirely i was so happy to see her pretty smile since i havent seen her in a while now we are friends forever and we will never be broken apart,not ever done by christine

Harbinger Of Shadows
I've felt her touch reaching deep into the depths of my soul touching places I've been, and felt distant dreams beyond thoughts and control I've felt her pull, tug my spirit and encase it into her beautiful hands, like a dark charm to keep only to herself and no one else.. I've felt the passion envoked through lusts beyond wanting,needing,and fear, Existing only in realms far too distant even for my heart to reach.. I'd die a thousand deaths only to fall at her feet, and feel her tender hand lift my chin, and let me flow into eternity with a single poisonous kiss so rich in sin.. I am the reason of my spirit, and the provocative Devil of my soul guiding myself into a dark world if shadows where I am forever lost to those who exist only for the light, bender of rules, lover of sin I seek my Dark Queen to rescue me, and yet destroy me from this mortal coil.. My Queen, My enemy,My lust.. -Azrael Torres-

Foo Fighters-walking A Line
Got my good side at the ready The other one is on the mend Feel it in my bones when you break my back Break it just to watch me bend. Anyone for one too many No matter what your good book says Never looking back cause i aint no saint Just another teenage head. You gotta Wait for the feeling And you wait for the feeling And you wait and you shiver and you shake Crawling back and forth from the black and white Over and over again. Over and over and over again. Chorus: Aint no turning back cause I'm walking a line Walking a line Walkin' a line Aint no turning back cause I'm walking a line Walkin' a line Walkin' a line for you. Maybe if you swear you'll save me Maybe save myself instead Swear I cross my heart and I hope to die Maybe we can just play dead Running out of time, but I'm ready Run out when i run this round See you on the chase, I will track you down Even though you're miles ahead. You gotta Wait for the feeling And you wait for the

We Are Evil Us Woman
A woman went up to the bar in a quiet rural pub... She gestured alluring to the bartender who approached her immediately. She seductively signaled that he should bring his face closer to hers. As he did, she gently caressed his full beard. "Are you the manager?" she asked, softly stroking his face with both hands. "Actually, no," he replied. "Can you get him for me? I need to speak to him," she said, running her hands beyond his beard and into his hair. "I'm afraid I can't," breathed the bartender.. "Is there anything I can do?" "Yes. I need for you to give him a message," she continued, running her forefinger across the bartender's lip and slyly popping a couple of her fingers into his mouth and allowing him to suck them gently. "What should I tell him?" the bartender managed to say. "Tell him," she whispered, "There's no toilet paper, hand soap, or paper towels in the ladies room."

Love
Love takes time. It needs a history of giving and receiving, laughing and crying…. Love never promises instant gratification, only ultimate fulfillment. Love means believing in someone, in something. It’s supposes a willingness to struggle, to work, to suffer, and to rejoice. Satisfaction and ultimate fulfillment are by-products of dedicated love. They belong to only those who can reach beyond themselves; to whom giving is more important than receiving. Love is doing something you can to help others build whatever dreams they have. Love involves much careful and active listening. It is doing whatever needs to be done, and saving whatever will promote the other’s happiness, security, and well-being. Sometimes love hurts. Love is a constant journey to what others need. It must be attentive, caring, and open both to what others say and to what others cannot say…. Love says no with empathy and great compassion. Love is firm, but when needed it must be tender. When others have tired, failed

The Perfect Rose
Hi and welcome to my first CherryTap Blog. I like to write poems every once in a while. I don't have the free time to do it often, but I like to share what I write. I originally posted this one on my Yahoo Blog. A lot of how I look at life is tied up in this one. I hope you enjoy it. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The Perfect Rose A gardener's passion springs from the soil All available efforts go into this toil It’s what truly makes his passion boil For this his heart’s blood flows A specific bloom consumes his affection A rose born of beauty and perfection His desire grows like an infection In this quest his passion grows From seedling and sprig the labors start Through months and years he plies his art Never holding back of effort or heart Still its not perfection his garden bestows Not one to fate meekly yield He continues his hoe to wield Until he spies in another's field What his efforts could not expose There it is in h

Work
We'll I resigned from being the army fundraiser cordinator. There was to much drama involved and liars. It was fun while I did it. I enjoyed it alot but oh well. Thankfully my other 2 hobbies / jobs ( private investigation * finding biological family memmbers* and running a online animal shelter)might keep me happy until I go back to school. I am so scared about going back to school. I want to go into the criminal investigation field. No not csi stuff people lol . I already can get a degree in infants and children physical therapy but thats not what I want to do with my life. I still think about my dreams when I was growing up in Ca. I wanted to own a 1million acre ranch and take in unwanted horses. Then turn around train them and give them to children with special needs. I love /loved my horses and pony when I was a kid. I used to get up in the middle of the night and just ride them in the pin. I would fall asleep and sooner or later they would shake to wake me up lol. I lo

In The 1213 B.c.
A long time ago, in a house which seems nothing but just a ordinary house but every night at 12:00am (midnight). The townspeople would would dress in black clothes then go into the old house which was a church inside and that the townspeople would go into this house outside and church which was inside and they would put up black candles upon the pope. and then they would bring in a sacrifice which was a baby then they would lie it down on the pope and they would do a curse that would the baby's family would be slaves for the indians. then they would cut the baby's arm and pour the baby's blood into a cup then they would drink it then kill the baby.

50 Year Difference.
Scenario: Jack pulls into school parking lot with rifle in gun rack. 1957 - Vice Principal comes over, takes a look at Jack's rifle, goes to his car and gets his to show Jack. 2007 - School goes into lockdown, FBI called, Jack hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for traumatized students and teachers. ++++++++++++++++++++++ Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fist fight after school. 1957 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up best friends. Nobody goes to jail, nobody arrested, nobody expelled. 2007 - Police called, SWAT team arrives, arrests Johnny and Mark. Charge them with assault, both expelled even though Johnny started it. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Scenario: Jason won't be still in class, disrupts other students. 1957 - Jason sent to office and given a good paddling by Principal. Sits still in class. 2007 - Jason given huge doses of Ritalin. Becomes a zombie. Schoo

This Is What Love Is All About!!!
It was a busy morning, approximately 8:30 a. m., when an elderly Gentleman in his 80's, arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He stated that he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 am. I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be Over an hour before someone would to able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound. While taking care of his wound, we began to engage in conversation. I asked him if he had another doctor's appointment this morning, as He was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I then inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there For a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer's Disease. As we talked, I a

Girl's Night Out
Two women friends had gone out for a Girls Night Out, and had been decidedly over-enthusiastic on the cocktails. Incredibly drunk and walking home they suddenly realized they both needed to pee. They were very near a graveyard and one of them suggested they do their business behind a headstone or something. The first woman had nothing to wipe with so she took off her panties, used them and threw them away. Her friend however was wearing an expensive underwear set and didn't want to ruin hers, but was lucky enough to salvage a large ribbon from a wreath that was on a grave and proceeded to wipe herself with it. After finishing, they made their way home. The next day the first woman's husband phones the other husband and said, "These damn girls nights out have got to stop. My wife came home last night without her panties." "That's nothing," said the other. "Mine came back with a sympathy card stuck between the cheeks of her butt that said, 'From all of us at the Fire Station, Well nev

Redneck Love Poem
SUSIE LEE DONE FELL IN LOVE; SHE PLANNED TO MARRY JOE. SHE WAS SO HAPPY 'BOUT IT ALL SHE TOLD HER PAPPY SO. PAPPY TOLD HER, SUSIE GAL, YOU'LL HAVE TO FIND ANOTHER. I'D JUST AS SOON YO' MA DON'T KNOW, BUT JOE IS YO' HALF BROTHER. SO SUSIE PUT ASIDE HER JOE, AND PLANNED TO MARRY WILL, BUT AFTER TELLING PAPPY THIS, HE SAID, "THERE'S TROUBLE STILL. YOU CAN'T MARRY WILL, MY GAL, AND PLEASE DON'T TELL YA MOTHER, BUT WILL AND JOE, AND SEVERAL MO' I KNOW IS YO' HALF BROTHER. BUT MAMA KNEW AND SAID, MY CHILD. JUST DO WHAT MAKES YO' HAPPY. MARRY WILL OR MARRY JOE. YOU AIN'T NO KIN TO PAPPY......

Federal Guidelines
Something for us Subs and Teachers to think about I guess....lol Reacting to Federal guidelines, the State of Idaho, which has been highlighted as a role model for student testing by the Bush Administration's Dept. of Education, has redesigned and just released a new comprehensive test to be given to all students beginning in the spring of the 2006-2007 school year. In response to President Bush's Federal No Child Left Behind Act, students will have to pass it to be promoted to the next grade level. In the hopes that it will be uniformly adopted by all the states, it will be called the Federal Arithmetic and Reading Test or (FART). All students who cannot pass a FART in the second grade will be retested in grades 3, 4, and 5 until such a time as they are capable of achieving a FART score of 80%. If a student does not successfully FART by grade 5, that student shall be placed in a separate English program, the Special Mastery Elective for Learning Language (SMELL). If with

I'm Grace Kelly....who Are You?
Ever wonder which movie star you are most like? Please do not read ahead and spoil it for yourself! A team of researchers met and analyzed the personalities of several movie stars. The information they gathered has been incorporated into this quiz. There are only 10 questions so it doesn't take very long. Number a piece of paper from 1 to 10, then answer each question with the choice that best describes you at this point in your life. Next, add up the points that correspond with your answers, then read below to see which Movie Star your points equal. Send this to all of your female friends (including person who sent it to you) with your "Movie Star name" in the subject line. Please don't ruin the fun by not responding! PLEASE don't look ahead or you will spoil the fun! 1. Which describes your perfect date? a) Candlelight dinner for two b) Amusement Park c) Rollerblading

What Does Your Name Mean?
Something fun to do. Spell your name out and see what each letter means. A-U have a nice ass B- Good all around person C- You're wild and crazy D- You have one of the best personalities ever F- People adore you E- damn good kisser G- You never let people tell you what to do. H- You have a very good personality and looks. I- You like it rough J- Everyone loves you. K- you're really silly L-live to have fun M- Success comes easily to you. N- You are absolutely beautiful O-you are one of the best in bed P- You are popular with all types of people. Q- You are a hypocrite. R- fukin sexy S- Easy to fall in love with. T- You're loyal to those you love. U- You really like to chill. V- You are not judgemental. W- You are very broad minded. X- You never let ppl tell u wat to do Y- One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for Z- always ready

Two Way Mirror Test
Just a helpful hint to keep you on your toes!! How can you tell when you are in a room, restroom, motel etc. With a mirror or a 2-way glass? Here's how: I thought it was quite interesting! And I know in about 30 seconds you're going do what I did and find the nearest mirror.... Do you know how to determine if a mirror is 2-way or not? This is not to scare you, but to make you aware. A policewoman who travels all over the U.S. And gives seminars and techniques for businesswomen passed this on. When we visit toilets, bathrooms, hotel rooms, changing rooms, etc., how many of you know for sure that the seemingly ordinary mirror hanging on the wall is a real mirror, or actually a 2-way mirror (I.e., They can see you, but you can't see them)? There have been many cases of people installing 2-way mirrors in female changing rooms. It is very Difficult to positively identify the surface by just looking at it. So, how determine with any amount of certainty wh

Seven Dwarfs
The seven dwarfs go to the Vatican, and because they are THE seven dwarfs, they are ushered in to see the Pope. Dopey Leads the pack. "Dopey, my son," says the Pope, "what can I do for you?" Dopey asks, "Excuse me your Excellency, but are there any dwarf nuns in Rome?" The Pope wrinkles his brow at the odd question, thinks for a moment and answers, No, Dopey, there are no dwarf nuns in Rome." In the background a few of the dwarfs start giggling Dopey turns around and gives them a glare, silencing them. Dopey turns back "Your Worship, are there any dwarf nuns in all of Europe?" The Pope, puzzled now, again thinks for a moment and then answers, "No, Dopey, there are no dwarf nuns in Europe." This time, all of the other dwarfs burst into laughter. Once again, Dopey turns around and silences them, with an angry glare. Dopey turns back and says, "Mr. Pope! Are there ANY dwarf nuns anywhere in the world?"

Aight Ya'll
I hope all of you have a wonderful evening/morning depending on where you are! To all my great friends/fans....I enjoyed chatting with and meeting all of you! To all of you who have sent those wonderful ratingz and comments, from the bottom of my heart! Just a lot to post to everyone so I figured you would get it this way, without that annoying lil "YOU ARE FLOODING OUR SERVERS" thingy that tends to pop up! Once again many thanks! Merry Part and

My Sexual Style
You scored as Exciting. You are exciting, people want to fuck your brains out and you know it. Whether it's in an airplane or on the back of the bus, sex with you is always exciting.Exciting75%Soft63%Wet56%Hot56%Shy50%Sweet44%Violent44%Awkward0%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

Daft Punk- Digital Love
Last night I had a dream about you In this dream I'm dancing right beside you And it looked like everyone was having fun the kind of feeling I've waited so long Don't stop come a little closer As we jam the rythm gets stronger There's nothing wrong with just a little little fun We were dancing all night long The time is right to put my arms around you You're feeling right You wrap your arms around too But suddenly I feel the shining sun Before I knew it this dream was all gone Ooh I don't know what to do About this dream and you I wish this dream comes true Ooh I don't know what to do About this dream and you We'll make this dream come true Why don't you play the game ? Why don't you play the game ?

Crabs!!!!!
The day after his wife disappeared in a kayaking accident, an Anchorage man answered his door to find two grim-faced Alaska State Troopers. "We're sorry Mr. Wilkens, but we have some information about your wife," said one trooper. "Tell me! Did you find her?" Wilkens shouted. The troopers looked at each other. One said, "We have some bad news, some good news, and some really great news " . Which do you want to hear first ? Fearing the worst, an ashen Mr. Wilkens said, "Give me the bad news first." The trooper said, "I'm sorry to tell you, sir, but this morning we found your wife's body in Kachemak Bay." "Oh my God!" exclaimed Wilkens. Swallowing hard, he asked, "What's the good news?" The trooper continued, "When we pulled her up, she had 12 twenty- five pound king crabs and 6 good-size Dungeness crabs clinging to her." Stunned, ! Mr. Wilkens demanded, "If that's the good news, what's the great news?" The trooper said, "We're going to pull her up aga

Uhm...
Tear You Apart - She Wants Revenge Got a big plan, this mindset maybe its right At the right place and right time, maybe tonight And the whisper or handshake sending a sign Wanna make out and kiss hard, wait nevermind Late night, and passing, mention it flipped her Best friend, who knows saying maybe it slipped But the slip turns to terror and a crush to light When she walked in, he throws up, believe its the fright Its cute in a way, till you cannot speak And you leave to have a cigarette, your knees get weak An escape is just a nod and a casual wave Obsessed about it, heavy for the next two days It's only just a crush, it'lll go away It's just like all the others it'll go away Or maybe this is danger and you just don't know You pray it all away but it continues to grow I want to hold you close Skin pressed against me tight Lie still, and close your eyes girl So lovely, it feels so right I want to hold you close Soft breasts, beating heart As I whisp

The Plot Clots At St. Alban's
Well, it appears that the homophobes in the UK strike again, at their favored target Rev. Jeffrey John, Dean of St. Alban's. Leaving all aside all debates about the Dean's sexual preference, which is immaterial and irrelevant, I went on a fact finding mission of my own. Unable to visit St. Alban's in person, I unearthed the text of what the Dean actually said in his radio address and I reproduce it here in full. Following this will be my response, which is worth ZIP because no body cares what I think. However, I shall write it down and invite responses, just in case Virtual Posterity unearths this blog. The Rev. Jeffrey John's Easter message to the Faithful via BBC Radio, Ch. 4: Wednesday 4th April 2007 The instinctive feeling that suffering must be a punishment sent from God seems to lie deep in the human soul - or it does in mine anyway. In my case it may have something to do with the fact that I was brought up in a tradition of Welsh Calvinism which took a pretty firm l

Why Dose God Give And Take????
god gives us peope and things to love and own then e takes them away its like he is playing with us. i understand things happen for a reason move on but its still going to hurt when i go back through the pictures all the fun memories i have of us weather we were at the mall , or at the park , or hanging out with friends or at school at recess or when we hung out at your house those countless times. I felt so welcome in your home your parents were so excepting andyour brother as anoying as he seemed it didnt bother me at all i felt at home it was better then my house for sure. jr high and high school were fun , but god why her she didnt even make it past a year of when she graduated and shes gone already!! I love you megan...i will miss you forever. this is just god taking anouther wonderful angelic soul from the world way to soon. she was such a great sweet sensitive caring loving girl we will all miss you so much and i will never forget you!! I LOVE YOU GIRLY!!! BFF!!!!!

Dear.god
Dear God, So far today, I've done all right, and I'm really feeling good about myself for that. I haven't gossiped, and I haven't lost my temper. I haven't been greedy, grumpy, nasty, selfish, or over indulgent, and I haven't harmed anyone in anyway that I know of. I believe that I've done everything exactly the way you would want me to do, and I'm really proud of myself for that God... But Lord, here in just a few more minutes, I am going to get out of bed, and knowing me the way that I do, from then on I'm probably going to need a whole lot of Your help! Thanks God! AMEN

Dr. Humor
1. A man comes into the ER and yells, "My wife's going to have her baby in the cab!" I grabbed my stuff, rushed out to the cab, Lifted the lady's dress, and began to take off her underwear. Suddenly I noticed that there were several cabs ---and I was in the wrong one. Submitted by Dr. Mark MacDonald, San Francisco 2. At the beginning of my shift I placed a stethoscope on an elderly and slightly deaf female patients anterior chest wall. "Big breaths," I instructed. "Yes, they used to be," replied the patient. Submitted by Dr. Richard Byrnes, Seattle, WA 3. One day I had to be the bearer of bad news when I told a wife that her husband had died of a massive myocardial infarct. Not more than five minutes later, I heard her reporting to the rest of the family that he had died of a "massive internal fart.." Submitted by Dr. Susan Steinberg 4. During a patients two week follow-up appointment with his cardiologist, he informed me, his do

In Memory Of A Beloved Officer....
In Memory of a Beloved Officer.... Dear Family,Friends & Co-Workers, Please know that my love, thoughts and prayers are with you as you approach the first anniversary of Corporal Severn's death..Scott will forever be alive in our hearts and memories...Our Hero's never die..May God be with you and give you peace. Corporal Severns, I salute you Sir, for your service to the town of South Bend, the state of Indiana, and your country...Rest in peace in the loving arms of God. Keep watch over your loved ones and your Brothers and Sister's in blue... Corporal Scott Lee Severns South Bend Police Department Indiana End of Watch: Sunday, April 23, 2006 Biographical Info Age: 36 Tour of Duty: 8 years Badge Number: 2018 Incident Details Cause of Death: Gunfire Date of Incident: Friday, April 21, 2006 Weapon Used: Handgun Suspect Info: Charged with murder Corporal Scott Severns succumbed to gunshot wounds sustained two days earlier, while attempting to take police action

I Am Disgusted That I Even Need To Post This
Recently, a very serious problem has been brought to the attention of several members of cafemom. It is a very heinous website called www.puellula.com. This website is a safe haven for pedophiles. The heading on their main page reads, "A Celebration of the Splendor of Little Girls". This website includes links to pictures, or "art" as they call it, of little girls, confessional blogs, a directory of resources for pedophiles (for "both boylovers and girl lovers, as well as anybody else looking for information about pedophilia and consensual child love"), as well as many other links. This site has a manifesto, stating demands to the government to legalize pedophilia. The most disturbing, though, is a link to a page title Sugar and Spice that is specifically for little girls who have "fallen in love" with a pedophile. This site is set up to draw in little girls. It looks like any other fun little girly page. It tells girls that it is okay to be "in love" with an adult, and it is okay t

Hello All
Hey all just wanted to first say thank you all so much for your prayers kind words for my sister she is doing alot better now and ty so much for the birthday greetings and cards you are all so wonderful again ty so much love you all Christina Hugz and Kisses to all

Maroon & Orange Friday (april 20th)
To support those who were affected by the shooting at Virginia Tech, the college is opening its "arms" and letting anyone join the Hokie Family, all you have to do is wear maroon and orange to show support for the fallen Hokies. WEAR YOUR MAROON & ORANGE! This picture is in my pictures. Feel free to rip it.

Holding On
Once there was a man, who went out searching for true love. Once there was a girl,sent down from above. Once there was a couple, happy, who couldn't believe their luck. Once they went out dancing, and a candled dinner date. Once early in the morning she surrendered to her fate. Once he said "I love you" and she had to love him too. Once they had a future, happy when one and one made two. Now they are both lonely, now they live alone. Now he has a dark,cold and empty home. Now she has a fountain, tears where once there was a heart. Now he has decided that they really have to part. Now that he has nothing, he feels he is complete. Now he thinks about her, all the memories locked away. Now he tries so hard to forget the happy laughing days. Is she thinking of him still? Does she cry still, now and then? Is she ever going to win back the man she loves again? Is he glad it's over? Can he get on with his life? Is he really so certain she was not meant to be his wife?

Laundromat #2
I feel judging eyes on me at the stoplight. I'm sitting directly across, indian style, on a bench that might have been new and inviting once, but now it's stripped down to shit-- the wood cracked and the bolts loose. An older couple watches my nicotine intake from their mid-size SUV, their gazes searing on me, as if they felt sorry. But I'm content in this moment, the breeze flows through me like peace flows through my heart. I can't help but wonder where you are, as I'm aching for you to watch clothes tumble in the dryer, holding out another handful of quarters with a smile, as if this mundane moment was all you wanted to share with me.

The 90s
Remember the time..... WOW ..... i never realized how much i missed the 90's until now! Before the Internet & text messaging. Before Sidekicks & iPods. Before MIKE JONESSS Before PlayStation2 or X-BOX. Before the 5 hours of homework you put off every night. WHEN LIGHT UP SNEAKERS WERE KOOL When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs. When gas was $0.95 a gallon & Caller ID was a new thing. When we recorded stuff on VCRs & paid $3.50 for a movie. When we called the radio station to request songs to hear off our walkmans. When MTV played music videos When the Chicago Bulls were the best team ever. When you looked forward to watching TGIF on TV Way back...... Tag. Get Over Here!!!! means something to you. Hide-n-Go Seek in the dark. Red Light, Green Light. Heads Up 7 Up. Playing Kickball & Dodgeball even Wallball. Hopskotch. Slip-n-Slides. Tree Houses. Hula Hoops. Reading R.L. Stine's Goose Bumps. The annoying

Rofl
In Honor of Stupid People . . . In case you needed further proof that the human race is doomed through stupidity, here are some actual label instructions on consumer goods. On a Sears hairdryer -- Do not use while sleeping. (That's the only time I have to work on my hair.) ============================== On a bag of Fritos -- You could be a winner! No purchase necessary. Details inside. (the shoplifter special?) ============================ On a bar of Dial soap -- "Directions: Use like regular soap." (and that would be???....) ============================ On some Swanson frozen dinners -- "Serving suggestion: Defrost." (but, it's just a suggestion.) ============================ On Tesco's Tiramisu dessert (printed on bottom) -- "Do not turn upside down." (well...duh, a bit late, huh!) ============================= On Marks &Spencer Bread Pudding -- "Product will be hot after heating." (...and you

Men Bashing
One day my housework-challenged husband decided to wash his Sweat-shirt. > Seconds after he stepped into the laundry room, he shouted to me, > > "What setting do I use on the washing machine?" > > "It depends," I replied. "What does it say on your shirt?" > > He yelled back, " University of Oklahoma ." > > And they say blondes are dumb... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ > A couple is lying in bed. The man says, > > "I am going to make you the happiest woman in the world." > > The woman replies, "I'll miss you ..." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ > "It's just too hot to wear clothes today," Jack says as he stepped out of the shower, > > "Honey, what do you think the neighbors would think if I mowed the lawn like this?" > > "Probably that I married you for your money," she replied. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

A Sick Memory
i dont know what made me think of this well i know but what brought my mind to this particular part of my thoughts. ok my cousin tells me he and his friend was decussing eating when he says one day he went down on his wife and saw blood so he figured it was that time his friend was like the same thing sort of happened to him except he was eating his girl out when she started her . and instead of stoping since he already had a mouth full of blood he said fuck it and kept going... now here i was looking at cats and making the stupidest comments useing that dumb ass pun about pussy when i thought damn i could eat some pussy right now and from there somehow i get to why would this guy eat period blood thats just sick almost enough to make me not want to eat pussy

The Reality Of Vampires
OK I realize that most of you people out there are goofy over Anne rice and her retarded idea of what a vampire is. Heres the reality. Vampires as you envision them dont exist.They never existed the way you tards think they did. The reality of it is that the only sickos that have even thought they were vampires and christ forgive me for this but psychologist actually decided to actually label it as a mental problem that needs treatment. however i look at it as just some retards that read one too many glamourized novel or saw one too many movies. AND COME ON PEOPLE. WHY WOULD YOU WANT TO SPEND YOUR PATHETIC LIFE DRINKING BLOOD WITH THE CHANCE OF CATCHING SOME DISGUSTING DISEASE. GET A FREAKIN GRIP.

'till My Heartaches End
I RECALL, WHEN YOU SAID THAT YOU WOULD NEVER LEAVE ME YOU TOLD ME MORE, SO MUCH MORE LIKE WHEN THE TIME YOU WHISPERED IN MY EAR “THERE WAS HEAVEN IN YOUR HEART” I REMEMBER WHEN YOU SAID THAT YOU’D BE HERE FOREVER THEN YOU LEFT WITHOUT EVEN SAYING THAT YOU’RE LEAVIN’ I WAS HURT AND IT REALLY WONT BE EASY TO FORGET YESTERDAY AND I PRAY THAT YOU WOULD STAY BUT THEN YOURE GONE AND OH SO FAR AWAY I WAS AFRAID THIS TIME WOULD COME I WASN’T PREPARE TO FACE THIS KIND OF HURTING FROM WITHIN I HAVE LEARN TO LIVE MY LIFE WITHOUT YOU MAYBE I JUST DREAM OF YOU TONIGHT BUT IF INTO MY DREAMS YOU’VE COME AND TOUCH ME ONCE AGAIN I’LL JUST KEEP ON DREAMING ‘TILL MY HEARTACHE END

Needles & Wings (short Story)
Needles & Wings Fall 2006 “Are we going with real crow feathers, or do you want to use plastic ones?” “I don’t want to use fake ones, Dominic. Will you be able to get me like 35 real crow feathers by my shoot on Wednesday?” “Anything for you, Frankie, you sexy bitch!” I gave Dominic a hug, ruffled his small patch of blue hair and skipped out of his studio energetically. I couldn’t wait until Wednesday! It was only my second photo shoot with the Suicide Girls, but I was in heaven just the same. I loved working with all the photographers and the other girls. Now, I was being given the one thing I had wanted for a long. They were going to give me wings. And, this shoot was going to be shown in several Hot-Rod and Tattoo magazines nation wide. Talk about major coverage! I still had a lot to prepare before Wednesday’s shoot, only 4 days away. I needed to call Dawn and see if she was available to do my makeup, to get my hair re-dyed, my manicure

Leaving 4 Ny
Hey Yall...in about 2 weeks I will be leaving for NY. I have to be in NY by May 9th because I have a court date for my daughter. My daughter was malled by a 2 year old German Shepard...which left her with scars on her face and head. It was so bad that I could see her skull (forehead). She wasnt crying or screaming, and thats when I thought I was going to lose her. I took it up with a lawyer when it happened which was in 2005. And it is just starting to pick up now. So wish her luck please. I will keep you posted on what happens and how the court session(s) go. Thanks again for taking the time to read this. Always, Jenn

Astrology 4/20/07
Decision, decisions. Chocolate or vanilla? Duh -- passion fruit-mango. Left or right? Straight ahead! These are just a couple of examples of what you already know -- there's always another option or a different path.

My 1st Entry
Ive Been On Cherrytap For A Bit..And Sum Of these girls have got me wonderin what they would do for a bit of popularity on here..ive seen girls offer their naked pics for a fuckin cell phone card..and another 1 for a camera...how fuckin sad is it that sum women sell themselves for sum attention on here..And U All Know That Theres Sum Guys Thats Gonna Go 4 Them..2 C If They Can Get More Off Of Them...Respect Is Summin U Earn Not 4 What U Show On Cam...Thanks For Readin My Lil Rant...1 Luv

Whoring Myself
As you might have seen on my profile, it's Harvie all over... Of course it is LMAO! Ok seriously now... I'm trying to find new souls supporting my music, which you have probably heard if you visited my profile. I'd love to share my music with you. And I do know there are metal fans out there. So if you like my music and want to share it with your friends, go right ahead :) More info about The Harvination Project can be found on GaySpace http://www.myspace.com/theharvinationproject Feel free to check it out and share my tunes. Thank you! Harvie

Passion
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com Passion of knowing what you feel for me Makes me feel week at the knees Oh I would love to touch you there Feel the passion run in the cold air Stay with me and feel your way Taste the feeling until the brake of day Smell the sent of sex and love And move me like your in heaven above.

Life's Journey
Words To Live By... Do not undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others. It is because we are different that each of us is special. Do not set your goals by what other people deem important. Only you know what is best for you. Do not take for granted the things closest to your heart. Cling to them as you would your life, for without them, life is meaningless. Do not let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past nor for the future. By living your life one day at a time, you live all of the days of your life. Do not give up when you still have something to give. Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying. It is a fragile thread that binds us to each other. Do not be afraid to encounter risks. It is by taking chances that we learn how to be brave. Do not shut love out of your life by saying it is impossible to find. The quickest way to receive love is to give love. The fastest way to lose love is too hold it too tightly. In a

Relationships
why cant i find an good ol girl that will be faithful and understanding? she dont have to be anything near being perfect. i dont want an perfect chick.i just want an decent relationship that has the possiblity of turning into an long-term relationship. is there an chick out there that is looking for the type of guy i am?im donw to earth and very understanding, plus romantic.i have amn few downfalls that hurt my relationships, but who dont.if any single females want to know more bout me add me toy your yahoo or talk to me on here. my yahoo addy is darklordraveanwolf@yahoo.com

Seperation & Passing Of
To all my CherryTop friends I'm sorry I haven't been a good friend latly. Last month the wife and I seperated. I moved from New Jersey to Florida. And my aunt just passed away this week. It has been a hard transition these few weeks. But I promise as soon as I'm back on my feet, you guys will get tired hearing from me.(LOL)

New Ct Rules
OK, I can only keep my mouth shut so long. It's time for some new rules here on CT. These rules were developed after seeing actual profiles that inspired me to come up with them: (1) Do not use the phrase "Actually for a blonde, I'm 'quiet' intelligent" as a caption beneath your default photo. Might I suggest the word "quite" instead? Believe it or not, using the wrong word in a sentence where you're claiming to be smart makes you look like a fucking idiot. (2) Please stop posting pictures of your kid if he/she has buckteeth and a mullet. And for the love of Jesus Fucking A. Christ, please, please, please do not enter the poor slob in a "cute kid" contest. (3) Ok, I got it, you feel horrible about the Virginia Tech thing. But just because I didn't put up a picture of a ribbon or a logo does not mean I'm unsupportive. Let me guess...you flew a flag on your CAR after 911, didn't you? How about showing that support and patriotism during the whole year? By any chance,

Love In Stages
WE LOVE EACH OTHER,AND YET WE BREAK EACH OTHERS HEARTS SOMETIMES,BUT STILL FORGIVE,AND FALL IN LOVE WITH EACH OTHER ALL OVER AGAIN,...WE HOLD HANDS SO TIGHTLY,AND SAY THAT IT IS FOREVER,IT IS NOT JUST LOVING EACH OTHER,BUT THAT WE HAVE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH EACH OTHER,WITH TIME IT CANNOT ERASE ALL THE MEMORIES WE'VE SHARED,AND ONLY GETS DEEPER,AND I DO NOT REGRET ANY OF THE LOVE THAT WE HAVE SHARED,FOR YOU MAKE ME SMILE,...TO LAUGH,TO DREAM,MY SOUL IS FREE,...

At Its' End...
Late in the night, Confusion fills my mind Looking for something, I know I will never find. Misled by my heart, Think it was something real. Pouring myself into a bottle, Wanting not to hurt or feel. Thoughts flooding my head, Wanting her memory to fade. Knowing it would all end, With the use of this long blade. All the pain can end quickly, And my tears will go away. I feel the sting on my wrist, As slowly I begin to pray. Take the hurt from me, Allow my heart to mend. It feels like frifting to sleep, Goodbye, my life is at its end...

If You Really Care.....
I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon. Pete

Sexiest Chest Contest
My friend is trying to run a sexiest chest contest. Shes looking for men to enter. Any man. Doesnt matter what you look like. All she needs is a picture of your bare chest. She'll be giving out an award to the winner and to any of my friends and fans that enter ill send a special gift just for entering. So please go enter in my friends contest. There also a girls best chest contest going on by the same friend. Misha@ CherryTAP

The Drug I Cant Get Enough Of
I talk to you when i can the day i met you was like noneother something was different something felt so good inside i knew i had to talk to you i could see so much through your eyes all the troubles youve been through, the loved ones youve lost. i felt ur pain an a connection i havnt felt with another in such a long time. I feel this void inside me growing getting bigger consuming everything i am the love for you eating away at my soul so weird so fast an a bond so strong. I feel so self destructive my emotions strung up so high my expectations lifted when ive taught myself never to hope for anything...youve broken through my heart open for you i cant understand why i would do such a thing or i would do it again...life jus works in strange ways in my life its always the wrong way. i feel so strongly about someone only to have them slip through my fingers i try holding on as best i can only to grow further away i see you smile i hear you laugh i want to feel your body hold mine

Still Hurt
It's been two weeks I still am hurt You destroyed my heart And left me all in pieces You took the one who cared most Left him destroyed Didn't care what you did As long as you got what you sought I never saw it coming You hurt me so damn bad Your betrayal of me is like A big spike to the heart Other stuff adds to it Someone labeled me the wrong way My reputation is destroyed It'll take time to repair I'll never forget These last few weeks Between you and the label I'm not gonna be the same again

Mer De Noms But Nothing Good Within Them Or Whom They Belong Too....
The darkness i feel creeping closer nothing i can do but let it consume me i wont nor will i fight it if it must happen to protect myself then i will allow it the dark place my heart cold an dark my soul coming back to its former self dark staind an putrid... the anger the hatred my long lost friends misery my goddess my sweet Mistress how ive missed her touch. The anger the Demon has awakened from his slumber self destructiveness an all My former self my face the new dawn has arrisen, A fallen Engel Scorned for life cursed to never love again the hopes an prayers of this lonely Engel left unanswered his heart never healed or mended his mind still fragile an yearning to be loved... he crys an prays for more for what he needs only to the ones hes looked towards for help turn their backs on him.... Long has his days become longing for more yet still unheard. Till the day his halo fell to the ground an his wings set ablaze as he descended from heaven the beautiful prominent wings

Valentines Day Version 2k6
Valentine's Day Who would have thought I would start talking to a guy I began to like a lot Mesmerized With the way he walked Impressed With the way he talked Two weeks later He comes over to hang out While the hours fly by I keep fallin without a doubt That same night He asks "Will you be mine?" I turned to him to reply "Absolutly" and wished I could freeze time A few weeks go by He hasn't said a word I start to worry And think this is so absurd Finally a message appears "Hey how are you?" Tears come to my eyes When I ask "where are you?" Come to find out He was having "family trouble" I told him just give me the word And I'll be there on the double The next afternoon As my sister needs a get-away My phone rings Its him "Yo I need a place to stay." And from that moment My life was like Heaven That not even I could believe That Hell would become month number eleven But it was I Who was stupid to believe His suave words and sexy lo

Hmmmmm Me A Player,i Think Not
Recently it was brought to my attention by someone who was on my friends and family list that I am a player,I was called all kinds of names for going to meet this person, and lots of mean things were said, to those who think the same im sorry, i never meant to hurt anyone just be friendly and make a few new friends, Im not here to date anyone just to have a good time like anyone else.....

Dj Boogieroch - Emcee
MY NAME IS DJ BOOGIE/ JUST A YOUNG EMCEE/ WITH A BAD MEMORY/ I CANT SING, NOR RAP/ THE MORE I TRY TO RYHME /MY LINES MAKE SENSE NOT CRAP/ OUR FUTURE IS GOIN DOWN/ DONT BE SILLY,/ WE ALL LOOK LIKE CLOWNS/ PLEASE DONT FROWN/ IN LIFE THERE'S PLENTY OF ROUNDS/ SHOTS WILL BE FIRED/ ENEMIES WILL RUN, /WHO WILL FIND THE GUN?/ KIDS SELLIN DOPE ON THE STREETS/ IT TAKES LESS THAN 3 HEARTBEATS /THERES NO TIME TO SAVE LIVES/ WHEN WE LEAVE OUR FAMILY & OUR LOVING WIVES/ WEAPONS ARE NOT OUR PROTECTIONS/THEY LEAD US TO BAD CONNECTIONS

Just...ugh.
Hate (I Really Don't Like You) - Plain White T's Love love love love love love You were everything I wanted You were everything a girl could be Then you left me brokenhearted Now you don't mean a thing to me All I wanted was your Love love love love love love Hate is a strong word But I really, really, really don't like you Now that it's over I don't even know what I liked about you Brought you around and you just brought me down Hate is a strong word But I really, really, really don't like you I really don't like you Thought that everything was perfect (perfect) Isn't that how it's supposed to be? Thought you thought that I was worth it Now I think a little differently All I wanted was your Love love love love love love Hate is a strong word But I really, really, really don't like you (I really don't like you) Now that it's over I don't even know what I liked about you (liked about you) Brought you around and you just brought me down Hate is a

Quem Deus Vuit Perdene, Dementat Prius ( If You Can Translate This Saying Into English I Will Congradulate You) It Is Latin Goodluck.....
As i fall into my own dispair i see ur face looking back at me i see nothing in your eyes your a disease to me hurting me like the ones before i cant know you i cant bond with you, you are one i am not meant to know an the warnings are within me.... My heart shattered once again but i remember i have those i truly love an care for they are there for me through thick an thin i have bonded myself to them without problem it is only you that has what repels me... Ive seen too much in my days my eyes tell a tale of pain an misery but with you i cannot share this once again i am further from the norm then anyone could believe. My third eye forced open the pain the feeling of having my head in a vice as it grows tighter i see more an more i know more an more i feel what others feel the emotions the pain the fear it is all mine the insecurities we all share the lonliness but with you...i cannot take what you feel you are a disease to me that i can no longer pretend isnt harming me..s

Just Want To Run!!!!!!
so much hurt.... so much death.... so much pain.... can't stand it!!! everywhere i go... when i'm awake... when i sleep... cant close my eyes... they're there... all of them... can't take it!!! want to scream.... need to cry... need to sleep... can't sleep... can't close my eyes.... so alone... so very alone... why?... no answer... just want to run.... just want to leave.... start over.... new life... new love... new me.... want it... crave it... need it... desperate... tears falling... throat raw... chest heaving... lost... afraid... numb.... angry.... grabs... screams... throws... shatters... blood... pain... uncaring... frustration... sleep... no sleep... cant close my eyes.... faces.... gaunt... empty... staring... no soul.... only shell... never ending.... always there... go away... i don't want to see... can't look... no choice... can't close my eyes... screaming... crying.... breaking down.... giving in.... want to run... cant run... nowhere to go... nowhere to hide.... start ov

The First Fucking Moron To Be Posted
OK THIS ASSHAT GETS TO BE THE REASON FOR ME TO MAKE THIS SPECIAL BLOG FOR STUPID FUCKING PEOPLE. I HAVE 1 THING TO SAY ABOUT STUPID FUCKING PEOPLE!! 1) STUPID FUCKING PEOPLE SHOULD NOT BREED!!! SO HERE IT IS THE REASON I STARTED THE HALL OF STUPID PEOPLE!! THIS GUY COULDNT LEAVE THIS GIRL ALONE!! AFTER SHE TOLD HIM TO LEAVE HER ALONE!!! SHE BLOCKED HIM ON YAHOO AND CT SO WHAT DID THIS DUMBASS DO HE FOLLOWED HER INTO THE LOUNGE AND CONTINUED TO MESS WITH HER! AFTER SEVERAL WARNINGS TO KNOCK IT OFF. WELL THIS BRAINCHILD IS NOW WONDERING WHY HE WAS BANNED THE FOLLOWING IS WHAT WAS SAID IN MY SHOUTBOX!!! AS WELL AS THE LINK TO HIS PROFILE IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO GO AND BLOCK HIS DUMBASS! read from the bottom up ->A kwest.© ...: i did A kwest.© ...: tell me at least... who banned me? please man A kwest.© ...: yes sir. best of luck to you man. ->A kwest.© ...: oh do fuck off A kwest.© ...: the best are always hated the most, arent they bro? ->A kwest.© ...: keep your selfrig

Blonde In Florida
Blonde in Florida A young blonde woman was driving through the Florida Everglades while on vacation. She wanted to take home a pair of genuine alligator shoes in the worst way, but was very reluctant to pay the high prices the local vendors were asking. After becoming very frustrated with the attitude of one of the shopkeepers, the young Blonde declared, "Well then, maybe I'll just go out and catch my own alligator and get a pair of shoes for free!" The shopkeeper said with a sly smile, "Well little lady, why don't you go on and give it a try?" The blonde headed off to the swamp, determined to catch an alligator. Later in the day, as the shopkeeper is driving home, he spots the same young woman standing waist deep in the murky water, shotgun in hand. As he brings his car to a stop, he sees a huge 9-foot gator swimming rapidly toward her. With lightning reflexes, the Blonde takes aim, shoots the creature and hauls it up onto the slippery bank. Nearby were 7 more dead ga

Week Of 4-23 To 4-27-07
It's been a difficult week so far and I won't be able to stay on for long periods of time. Just wanted to let ya'll know so you don't worry. Just trying to catch up as much as I can with my job. Send me e-mails if you want, just let me know it's you on the subject line so when checking spam I don't delete you. Cupidforevr@aol.com

Somthing I Wrote
the dawn of the wolf under a new rising moon blood stained tears cloud my horizons as i think about what to do soul dead and buried heart dead and blue all you need to know is that i,ll never love you bitterness and rage and a coming of age demons talk by the window ur human slaves and ur dirty ways i think i dont want to touch you these brand noways and my demon stays nevermind..i think that i,ll fuck you - the messiah-

Thank's For Being My Friend!
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Lover
There you are, girl, the amazing lover, stalking me, seducing me. You glide your hands over my body like water, breathe the fire of dragons. I am your addiction, your only connection. I don't care for companionship anymore.

Limits On Pic Rating
Now Hear This, Putting limits on pic rating is fucking annoying. I should be able to rate anyone I want whenever I want, for the simple pleasure of being able to let someone know "hey, I was here, and thought you were cool." If it's a points thing, then, well, STOP dolling out points with the ratings! Or limit the frigging points, hell I don't care... That is all.

April 24, 2006
Compromising your character for material gains just isn't worth it in the long run, no matter how tempting the rewards may look on the surface. Stick to the path that you know is best. Uphold your integrity. Oh my god! I have had a conversation today that has made this one RIGHT ON THE MONEY! Whoever is thinking these things up needs to get 7 digit figures for there guess work.

Close Friends
Once again, I realize how short our time on this earth is. I've lost a good, close friend, and was fortunate enough to spend some time with her when I was back home for a visit, and very glad I took pictures, knowing it would probably be the last time I saw her. She had a long fight with cancer, but never faultered, I'll always admire her for that, her fighting spirit. I don't sweat the small stuff anymore, because this all could be gone in an instant. So, live life the best you can, and be happy. Bless you, my friend Carol, love you and will miss you so very much......

Sex....
What kind of lover are you?BarbaricYou have a wild, fierce, and strong animal-like nature behind your lovemaking and that makes you very passionate. When you find the "one" you can give your whole heart to, you give that and then some! It's true that most people say there's no love behind that much fire but that's quite the opposite. You love who you're with and have no problem slamming them down on the sheets and showing them the time of their life! For this, your lover will respond back with the same animal nature and that will show you how much they love you back! For you, it's rough all the way and always very heated and intense!!!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Lucky Me My Uncle Is An Internet Junkie Lmao
so we made it to our destination poor aiden never been that far from home was very relieved to get out of the car. he enjoyed playing with his cousins. he woke up at 6 cuz he was in different surroundings but we slept til 11 after that. kinda nice to sleep in. spoke to said man in my life. yesterday it was killing him i was taking aiden from him, but no mention of me. today he said i took everything from him. his best friend his buddy. most of it was about aiden again not me. oh well some men need a clue. he hopes i find someone who loves me as much as he does. well if they prove it like he does i am running for the friggen hills. proof thats all i want. simple open honest straight from the heart proof. but i aint holding my breath. why is it the heart picks really screwy people to fall in love with? he said he would walk away? what about just showing me he cares? anyway gott find where i put my socks the floors are cold. i understand my sisters complaint about her paint faux

What Children Teach Us
They teach us how to Love,Laugh and Smile. Joy and Happiness,Stess and Patience! To take one day at a time,one moment! They show us that counting to 10 actually works! That eating bugs is a natural thing. Mud pies are just as fun as they are messy! Coloring on the walls is their artist imagination.."But mom the paper was to small for my flower!!!" Baths are no fun without everyone gettin wet! Chocolate pudding doesn't taste right without a white shirt on! That chasing mommy with a frog is funny! Everytime we turn around they make us laugh,cry and smile! With ever hug and kiss! When they look up at you and grab your hand too say I Love You!! Everyday we learn something new...even though it seems like they teach us more than we teach them!!!!

To My True Love..
I’ve waited a lifetime for you I’ve searched the whole world over, Looking for your love. Some days I never thought I’d find you And I wanted to give up So many other faces, so many wrong embraces Trying to find one heart that felt like home to me. None of them could ever compare to you love, You are my strength, my joy. You give me comfort from the storm You make me smile on cloudy days You keep me safe and warm. I would be so lost without you, Your love is so pure and true Your heart, so beautiful and kind Because you’ve walked that long, lonely road That made you who you are (mine!). I know it’s been a hard long journey And it may get harder still But together we can lift each other Our strength will get us through I’ll never give up; I’ll never give in As long as I have you. When I look into your eyes I know that love is real When you hold me in your arms love, Nothing else compares Let me lay here with you forever And gaze at your beaut

4/25/07
If the demands of work and play are piling up on you, learn to say no, or you could end up feeling overwhelmed. You need to take care of the items on your to-do list before you start addressing everything else. -------- I have no problem saying no to these people at work.

Joydrop
Joydrop is a tasty little band. Crunchy guitars, female vocals that fall in that perfect spot between, gravelly and ethereal. They have two albums: 1998's Metasexual and 2001's Viberate (sic). Reminiscent of Blondie ('All Too Well' starts off like 'Rapture'), Sleeper, Elastica, Dance Hall Crashers and other female-fronted garage bands. Their songs range from effervescent to vitriolic, but always with a catchy hook or two to make you want to hear them again. They achieve some truly epic sound on a few of the tracks. Metasexual is a fine debut album, plenty of power-pop hooks, crunchy guitars and tasty vocals. Recommended tracks: SPIDERS!!! (the exclamation points are mine, this song rocks), All Too Well, The Line. Viberate, is a more laid-back and controlled release. It is, while not over-produced, more heavily produced than the first album. As a sophomore effort, it is far better than most American bands manage. It more closely resembles Ednaswap's third album in that the

Soul Coughing
Hello there everyone. Soul Coughing is an interesting little band. The only thing I had heard before I got their albums was the "super bon bon" song from Gran Turismo 2 (PS2). I was not a fan. It is one of the more annoying songs in the game. I only seem to win the race when The Cardigans or Garbage are playing. Anyway, Soul Coughing has three albums of quirky little neo-beatnik, coffeehouse jazz mixed with hip-hop rhythms. The singer's voice is a bit droning, but it works with the material. Overall, good songwriting, if repetitious occasionally. There is a musical subtheme in Bus to Beelzebub that I can't quite identify. It's a sample of a classical piece that I associate with cartoons. I think it might be Gershwin. If anybody recognizes and can positively identify it, please let me know what it is. True Dreams of Wichita is another gem. It combines their future hit 'super bon bon' with a touch of Cyndi Lauper's 'True Colours.' I don't know if that was intentional, but it

Fitzpatrick's War - Theodore Judson
Fitzpatrick's War is a tale of future history. The concept alone piqued my curiosity. The book is set up as an autobiography being reissued 100 years after the main character's death. Throughout the book there are footnotes by the editor which are sometimes hilarious in context. Although the book is set in the far future (the 25th century) and edited even farther into the future (the 26th century) the society resembles the Victorian Era. Electronics have been destroyed. Steam is the primary motive force. And a religious morality dominates society. The main character, Sir Robert Mayfair Bruce, is a common soldier who is knighted for valor and welcomed into a circle of friends including the future ruler of the Planet Earth, Fitzpatrick. Bruce, a product of his times, aspires to improve his station but, unlike his "superiors," has a conscience. This is a great story. It has an epic scope, thugs with hearts of gold, intelligent women, truly despicable villains, loving families, g

Bdsm
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Whips100%Biting100%Chains/Handcuffs100%Blood100%Bondage100%Blind Folds0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

I'm A Freaky Bitch
You scored as Freaky Bitch. You are a FREAKY BITCH! You love sex, you love men, and you will do anything to get what you want. You like for men to talk dirty to you in the bedroom and you wear the sexiest, sluttiest, clothes ever. Freaky Bitch100%Smart/Classy Bitch92%Gangsta Bitch83%Crazy Bitch83%The BADDEST BITCH67%Siditty Bitch67%Wannabe Bitch17%WHAT BITCH R U?created with QuizFarm.com

The Bulletins !!!
why do people post these no one reads them and hardly know one reposts them.I dont post to many Bulletins but the one I did was from a MOM whos son was shot in the head in Iraq all she wants is the support and prayer for her.Hopeing she can get to him before he dieds or has brain damage and dont know who she is.But I guess the isnt important enough to read and repost so thanks alot to those who are supposed to be my friends,I try to repost the important things for you.Points is all this is about,I just dont get it.........

Sorry I Need To Vent
I was wondering... do your kids have a friend that YOU can't stand? I don't know why, but my son has this friend that I absolutely cant stand & part of me feels horrible for it. He (the child) comes over, barely says 2 words to me or my husband (but my husband really doesn't talk to him), tells my son his rooms messy so he don't want to play with him BUT ITS A PLAY ROOM!! It doesn't have to be spotless!!! LOL... he'll come over for 5 - 10 minutes & leave. Or my son will go over there & in 5 minutes he's back home. When I ask why, he tells me "said friend" told him to leave. Then if they are playing, & its for more then 5 mins... they'll be outside then ask to come in & play. When I tell them no, its a beautiful day out, they slump & go out & then in 2 mins my son is inside telling me he went home. I don't want to be the bad mom, but I don't care if I'm the cool mom either. Unless it's raining, they should be outside playing. We both have decent size yards & tons of toys!

Winter Snow
Winter Snow Summer's passed And the winter starts Leaves have fallen And the sky parts Snows falling Covering the ground Ice is forming All around The sun is raising Kids are wakeing Fathers are sleeping And mothers are baking Schoolis out Kids are joyful Roads are closed Workers are mournful The snow men are built The kids are inside The ice crystals melted And the sun begins to hide Kids drink their coacoa sitting by the fire Everything warms Winter flys by. Brad Ashley Christopher Copyright ©2007 Brad A. Christopher

To You From Me
I wont say your name but give a little hint.I refer to you as a king.You touch my heart in a way that makes you that more speacial.The things you say when we talk sometimes touches my heart.Sometimes makes me want to cry other times laugh.You touch my heart in such a way that lately your sadness went right to my heart and caused it to feel as though it was torn from my chest and squeezed till there was no blood left.I do care about you.

One Love
every hood repped on this shit so just gimme one mo second to rep it it's that 513 where we riot in these streets fuck that bull shit peace ful sit ins and civil disobedience gimme that brick, my ski mask and we'll take care that get our way show you how we do it down da way it's that city by the river where if you ain't careful end face down in that river it's soo cold on the streets make a somali shiver if ya don't like what your hearin from southwest ohio put your head phones back on and listen to ne-yo cause this is that real one love remix not that radio airplay bullshit

Butt Prints In The Sand
BUTT PRINTS IN THE SAND (A parody of Footprints in the Sand) One night I had a wondrous dream, One set of footprints there was seen, The footprints of my precious Lord, But mine were not along the shore. But then some stranger prints appeared, And I asked the Lord, "What have we here?" Those prints are large and round and neat, "But Lord, they are too big for feet." "My child," He said in somber tones, "For miles I carried you alone. I challenged you to walk in faith, But you refused, and made me wait." "You disobeyed, you would not grow, The walk of faith, you would not know, So I got tired, I got fed up, And there I dropped you on your butt." "Because in life, there comes a time, When one must fight, and one must climb, When one must rise and take a stand, Or leave their butt prints in the sand."

My Personallity
Your Personality is Very Rare (ESTP) Your personality type is dominant, driven, poised, and self-aware. Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 3% of all women and 6% of all men You are Extroverted, Sensing, Thinking, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality?

Worth It!
As with the ripples of a setting tide, Peace and serenity are fully restored, Somehow i look upon the water, And my mind is no longer ignored, With a gentle caress of kindness, And a very positive flow, His heart, I'll wrap my love around, So contentment is felt in his soul, His smile is yet so amaizing, It carries over into his eyez, With his arms around me, I felt so safe and my heart cant deny, This man is very special to me, He stands out, with a light of his own, I wish i was the one, to make him happy, Where with my heart, He would call home, I get the feeling he has been hurt before, How do i take away his fears?? And let him see, Im down, No matter what, I will never bring him any tears, I find myself wanting, to make him happy, Just to make his soul, Truly smile, For this man, I'd give anything i could, I really feel he is worth the while!!! Besos!! Written by: Azalia

April 27,2007
Daily Horoscope: Leo For April 27,2007 Time to rethink that grand scheme you had in place for your life. New variables change the original parameters. Use all your ingenuity and consult with experts as you put new plans in place. HMMMM...this couldn't be more true...

Hi, You Know Most Of Our E-mails Are Jokes.
Hi, you know most of our e-mails are jokes. Now if you want some valuable information maybe you should read this. I feel good about passing this on to you all. At three minutes and four seconds after 2 AM on the 6th of May this year, the time and date will be 02:03:04 05/06/07. This will never happen again.

Dark Desire
Stolen Momment He lies her down on satin sheets she parts her creamy thighs -sweet nectar dripping~ Her dream love places his lips on her neck -scarlett blood, coursing pulsation- Tender achingly agonizing he presses his sensual mouth against her cupid bow lips. -feathery caresses she wraps her wings around him.. soft down caressing... sweet honey dripping lily white breasts heave he binds her in strands of pearls.. trailing a feather across her tawny nipples, through her silken valley he leans forward.. teasing and suckling her nipples. -soft sighs ancient blood racing- she yearns ,her passion builds.. a trailing tongue slowly downwards tickling nipping lightly scoring drawing blood... he moves his way towards her creamy thighs.. he sinks his fangs in the inner hollow blood dripping,mixed with sweet nectar cream. -cries of passion,ecstasy- a moan, a whimper he locks on her jewel sucking and teasing it-sweet pulsation- he binds her ankles she is helpless to r

I'm Colouring Outside Your Guidelines
Let's start this from the beginning, Not worrying about an end. I was sitting, enjoying a cigarette, Thinking of all those that tell me to quit. I imagined all the horrible things it's doing, All the shades of black my lungs must be And I turned it into poetry. Standing on my front porch, shivering From cold winds, and frozen emotions. The night held black as close as I held my Cigarette, burning faster than I could breathe. Listening to cars pass over the bridge, Imagining the water beneath them Swallowing every last one of them. Through the dark, my sight was blinded Except for clouds of gray smoke that swirled And danced in circles, As if it were for my entertainment. (It was the best I'd got all week) And I watched as my insides started trying To swim out of the whirlwind they were trapped in. And I begged them to try harder, but begging, It does no good, when you're fighting destiny. Cigarette resting between my fingertips, Light momentarily nonexiste

Good Bye This Is My Last Week
Well my fellow cherry tap friends it is my last week in California Friday is my last day at work and I leave for Arizona on Monday May 7th am time to be with my fiance Ricky. I won't be online as much since I won't have a computer at his house until he gets one..so just leave messages and I will try and keep in touch with all my friends especial scorpio, irishman777 see you in Tucson..susseia, gman, lolita, paul see you in vail when we meet up for bbq and drinking...so this is the last week to chat for awhile since I will be getting fucked alot in Arizona...woo woo lol..I will miss all of you and be thinking of all of you... veronica/m

When You Were Cheating Nyahaha!!!
by sara evans You say your every day, Is a bad dream that keeps repeatin', Maybe you should have thought about that...when you were cheating How do you like that furnished room The bed, the chair, the table? The tv picture comes and goes, Too bad you don't have cable. How do you like that paper plate? And those pork and beans your eatin' Maybe you should have thought about that...when you were cheating How do you like that beat up car? I think it's fair we traded Your pickup truck is running fine It's a cozy ride for datin' Yes I've been out a time or two And found the comfort I've been needin' Maybe you should have thought about that...when you were cheating You made your bed and you're out of mine, You lie awake and I sleep just fine, You've done your sowing, now you can do the reapin' Maybe you should have thought about that...when you were cheating Now what became of what's-her-name After she spent all your money? Did she leave you just like yo

Very Platonic 2003
i should let go. i know that. every conceivable variable is against me. age, location, social status. i get chided for being an optimist. but im not an optimist. i just know whats mine. and if ever there is someting that feels mine he's it. *sigh* why are hearts not made with ears or eyes for that matter. i have yet to see a heart that does not secretly hopes even in the face of defeat. even after every hurt every despicable thoughtless remark. hang it all. ur not even my idea of a dreamboat. there are lots more there. yet for the life of me they just dont fit. they dont feel right. even if they look like richard gere or hmm joshua jackson. theres somebody else. why did it feel different when you told me that? you knew id be happy for you. but what of us? lol i didnt used to think there was an us. but u were thinking it and not only acknowledged but told someone so i guess there is an us. does that make u a cheater me a loser? all i know is its a little confusing. thats an und

What Do You Want Me To Do With You? Hmmmnnn...
color me stubborn. what color is that? and when will i ever learn. you. yeah, you. dont act so nonchalant making decisions halfway and dragging me into ur life. promising things and setting me up for heartbreak. it wouldve been better if u left me alone. yeah well i cant leave u alone either, so we're even. but oooh u make me so mad. truth be told, i dont know what u want from me. you say one thing and do the other. you create distance then bridge it. you want me to stay away yet u cant let go of me. if im such a bitch a threat or a nuisance it would be easy wouldnt it? i know im nothing so why go to all this trouble? u get me so tied up in knots i dont know how to untangle it all. hell, im only now finding out for sure of my suspicions of how u felt and yet i dont push. u wonder why? figure it out. you know what your trouble is? u think u still need me. let me tell u now, u dont. i was a crutch of sorts before but since then u have found ur way and ur love so what do u thi

Spider-man Music Video
Well I was playing around the other night when someone suggested I should finally make this so I can send it and possibly get to do the third for money. But for your viewing pleasure I will include it and all my works for all to see. Be warned the fight club one is full of language as it is an Insane Clown Posse song. so don't say i didn't warn those feint-hearted people! Online Videos by Veoh.com Online Videos by Veoh.com

This Is How I Lick Pu**y
I thought this was standard opperating procedure... 95% of females can't cum from sex UNLESS we're on top...and we're on top why? Duh so we can stimulate our clit...by doin' our lil "snake charm" grindin' grabbin onto the males pelvic bones...which we all know does nothing for the guys...so the point is...EAT OUR PUSSY FIRST...make us cum a few times...numb us up then hammer away or soft and slow with alot of vaginal teasing with your magic stick to build it all up in the end however you like. Now once you're in between our legs...don't just fuckin' dive in there like a bum at a Thanksgiving charity dinner...take your fuckin time. We all know pussy is nearly irresistable ... but don't act like that way. Lick our inner thighs, kiss them...kiss around our pussy lips...kiss the lips etc. finally once you've got your tongue on our clit...this is what to do...(you can use your hands to spread our lips apart if you want...it's all about preference...but for future info it's easier

To The World
if i see more bs pics ill be sick,so new policy is no ratings on stock photos,if you designed it,great,but if you just added some shitty pic of nascar from the web,its just point whoringand that sucks.how many tributes can there be as well?cant anything happen withoutany false outpouring of"sympathy?"youd think this was a world of perfection and harmony the way everyone cries about"tragedy".again,i say fuck it-wheres the tribute for all the homeless that our system of govt failed to protect?or the veterans who come home maimed so we can sit on our asses all day online without worrying about suicide bombers or rockets hailing down on us.think aboutthese things as youwhine about points,nsfw or what ever else is troubling your assinine mind-you know who you are

Troubled Times
have you ever woken up out of a dream...to find yourself to be very disappointed that you had to wake up to your reality? do you ever get the feeling that there's something else out there for you to do...but it seems impossible to find...you search and search only to become disappointed.

Great Pics
If you have ever wondered what a sonic boom was, you are in luck. The pictures below say it all. For those who don't know, a sonic boom is the bang you hear when a jet plane breaks the sound barrier. If you have never personally seen the sound barrier, feast your eyes on the pictures below. Actual photos of the sound barrier This phenomenon only happens at the instant an Aircraft breaks the sound barrier And it literally appears like the aircraft goes through a wall. I hope you find these pictures as fascinating as I did. WOW!!!

View From My Window
through a dirty old window, tops of trees sway back and forth, the roofs of buildings are just visible from her seemingly lonely spot. she looks around the room in sickening silence, pieces of a life that find themselves sewn together on a sweltering day. -anywhere but here would do nicely- pebbles of sweat form at the hairline, she's doing all she can to ignore them, while the breeze stays so far outside. she needs a razor to her legs, scissors to her curls, color to her face. but no matter, the world maintains its twirl even with such a blemish to the crust.

Answers To More Questions
okay heres some more replies to some of your questions yes im nude in some of those new pics no you cant see the goodies, i dont take nudes im a 38F and yes they are real i am not looking for a b/f, just good friends, which i have found a lot of on this site you guys are wonderful although i am a huge flirt, try not to take it so seriously lets see anything else i can answer? anyway enjoy the new pics and ty so much those who have rated and commented and ty for reading love you guys

Bonjour.....
je suis juste une jolie contradiction. yup...im a pretty contradiction alright. here i am on a diet & im eating ice cream at 2 in the morning. yea...thats the best way to loose weight....drink some slim fast...eat a power bar...eat ice cream at all hours of the night...lmao. anyway....i went on a shopping trip yesterday. you see im heading to north carolina this friday to spend the weekend with my husband ::go on & say it...im his booty call:: & i wanted to look my best for him. so i bought a new dress & shoes, some D&G sunglasses & scheduled an appointment for tomorrow with my manicurist for a mani/pedi. maybe i went a little over crazy with my check card...but i figure its worth the look he'll have on his face when he sees me. ok ok...i'll be honest here. one of the girls from the support group went up to cali to visit her husband & she was telling me how she wished she'd put more effort into how she looked. she was telling me that the enlisted women on base are all fit &

Read This Shit. Then Delete Me If You Feel The Need.
I'm about to lay forth a small piece of my mind that you may find offensive personally or politically. I'm not saying it in a racist/hate crime/purist way, because I'm none of those things. A large portion of my friends and family are of very different races, religions, lifestyles and belief systems than I hold. This isn't a vent session aimed at any of your families or close friends, or any of mine. If you're seriously and personally offended by this, I appologise, but I do NOT take it back, and if you can't deal with that, delete me fucking immediately. So here in Fucked up Florida, the majority of the population is either cuban or haitian. And I'd say roughly 80% of them don't speak English (by choice), are here illegally, and are assholes to boot. Before you start tossing out your holier than thou bullshit like, "Wait a minute now, we ALL originated outside the U.S at some point, they're just here to make a better life for themselves blah blah blah whine moan bitch", take a min

Let Me Please You!
"Sit back, my sweet, and let me take care of that for you." I kneel before you, unzip your pants, reach inside, pull out your hard cock, and slowly lick your deliciously long shaft. As I run my tongue along your organ, flick it over the head of your enormous muscle, and move downward to suck on your swollen balls, I hear a familiar moan emerge from your lips. Your body gives in to the erotic spasms that are pulsating deep inside. Your musky essence permeates my nostrils shooting impulses to my brain and down every nerve in my body. The blood rushes faster through me and the lips surrounding my hole begin to awaken with pulsating intensity. You watch me as I lick you. I'm so turned on right now that I can feel the moisture build up in my panties. Do you realize how horny I get when I'm going down on you? At any moment I know I could stop and sit in front of you with my legs spread wide open revealing my wet pussy so that you may feast on my pie. Your probing tongue dashing acro

Looks So Pretty
Say what you will I will walk past that plate of glass Your time has passed Don't ever say it's my time Burning hatred will light my way A choice not an echo And as your world comes down, I will be there You look so pretty, digging your grave You look so pretty, what's left to save? Say what you will Eyes to the skies You look so pretty right now

Yeah Ok So You Are My Friend
Umm I cant seem to figure this shit out. It happenes to me everytime. I start to be friends with someone and they flake out. Stop talkin' to me or just flat out ignore me unless they need something. I am so tired of this shit. I have two friends that live in my town and one that doesn't. And that is all I need so if you are on here playing games pulling peoples heart strings with your lifes woes and don't want to be a true friend then don't talk to me. I am not on here for y'alls amuzement. I am on here to meet interesting, nice, good hearted people. If you are on my friends, family or fans list and you actually take the time to read this blog thank you but I would appreciate it more if you RESPECTED me enough not to use me. I have a feeling that the person this is directed to will know exactly who he/she is. I am counting on it actually. Maybe they will realize that they are fixing to loose a good friend who would actually be here for them when they need it. It is all good though beca

It's A Bird! No, It's A... Yes, It's A Bird...
Last Thursday, my wife found a bird on the ground near my work:She thought it was some sort of baby hawk, since it couldn't fly and since it had a wide mouth it'd open when she got close to it.We tried feeding it canned cat food at home, but it wouldn't eat it. We finally managed to shove a little down its throat.Anyway, Saturday we took it to the Oak Mountain State Park Wildlife Rescue place. Instead of a baby hawk, it turns out it was an adult whippoorwill. They eat by swooping through the air with their mouths open to scoop up bugs. Chances are, this one smacked into the side of our building. The lady at the place said that it blew out both its eyes and probably wouldn't survive. We tried though... tag: bird, wildlife rescue, life -*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.com

50th Anniversary
On the evening of their 50th anniversary, a reminiscing wife found the negligee she wore on her wedding night and put it on. She went to her husband and said "Honey, do your remember this?" He looked up from his newspaper and said, "Yes dear, I do. You wore that same negligee the night we were married." She said, "Yes, that's right. Do you remember what you said to me that night?" He nodded and said, "Yes dear, I still remember." "Well, what was it?" she asked. He was not much in the mood for this, but he sighed and responded, "Well, honey, as I remember, I said, 'Oh, baby, I'm going to suck the life out of those boobs and screw your brains out.' She giggled and said, "Yes, dear, that's it. That's exactly what you said. So now it's fifty years later, and I'm in the same negligee. What do you have to say tonight?" He looked her up and down and replied, "Mission accomplished."

New Routine
It took me the better part of today to make the rounds to the people in my "Fan-Of" list. I'm behind on adding new Club F.A.R. Members & rating my new friend's stuff. So I've come up with a routine on how I'm going to start doing things. Monday ~ Make comment rounds & try to hit people's pics as they are uploaded. Tuesday ~ Make comment rounds to just those in my "family" as I consider those people to be good friends. (Have openings to anyone wanting to get to know me & be a real friend.) Add new Club F.A.R. Members & rate pics/stashes. Wednesday ~ Make Hump Day comment rounds. Thursday ~ Make comment rounds to my "family" list. Add new Club F.A.R. members. Rate pics/stash & contest bombing if asked by the person in the contest & not a friend of a friend. Friday ~ Make comment rounds only. Saturday ~ Make comment rounds to family members only. Sunday ~ Make comment rounds to family members only. Rate pics/stash & perhaps contest bomb if asked. I still h

What I Found Out On The Subject..
This information came out of the Cherry Tap BIBLE.. What is a Salute and why should I make one? A salute is a candid photo of yourself holding a HANDWRITTEN sign with your screen name, member ID, and CherryTAP.com or LostCherry.com proving to the world that you’re the real person behind your CherryTAP profile. Members often write their information on their hands, feet or other body parts. Please do not submit NSFW salutes. You will NOT be able to move up past level 10 without a verified salute. How do I make a Salute? Take a photo of yourself with the following information clearly displayed in the photo. 1. Your SCREEN NAME, 2. Your Member ID number, (which is located in the end of your URL address; www.cherrytap.com/user/22) 3. AND, the words: CherryTAP The following items will be accepted as a complimentary addition to your salute: You wearing a CherryTAP t-shirt or you in front of your CherryTAP homepage (not your profile page or any other CherryTAP page) th

Strictly Math!
This is a strictly mathematical viewpoint...it goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% AND, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118% So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that While Hard wo

Lusty Thoughts ...
I could not help these ... it was how I was feeling ... not to offend ... it is not my intent ... I only know that regret for having not said what I have felt in the past is far worse ... the coward dies a thousand deaths. Lust Driven by lust and darkness untold Loving the carnal acts to unfold Seeking the freedom found in flesh longing for sexual expression fresh Release the demon pent up inside Let it take over no longer to hide From the shadows I let it take control I love the pleasures that own my soul To rut and take delight in orgasms sin There is no sweeter feeling from within And not to care who may spy to look Eyes of envy seek what I have took From my lusty partner in my carnal crime Lust rules my passion in our act sublime I give myself and care not what you think Deep into her loins my hardness I sink Desire to see lust take over her mind Kissing and bites sends chills down the spine Driving on to the climax of our act of love Are we sure lust i

Natural Highs
strength does not come from a pill nor courage from a bottle. stress is not relieved by lighting up reality is not delivered by injection. ecstacy is not manmade, and mind expansion is not dropped. these things live within oneself, and through the experience that is life. we hold the answers to the inflictions that surround, we have only to reflect.

Why Does It Never Get Easier? Its Supposed To Get Easier Isnt It?!?!
can someone tell me why we lose those who mean the most to us, and whats worse is we don't realize how much they mean to us until its too late...I've heard it said that time heals all wounds, but its been years and its still as raw and real as the day i heard the news about her death. and i'm not sure whats worse, not having had the chance to say goodbye or knowing everyday that she cant rest in peace until her killers are brought to justice and only i can do that because her husband put out a contract on her life and despite my best efforts the contract was carried out..i guess karma is a real bitch huh?

Falling Rain
i reach to touch your face but you're not there and i'm nowhere closer today than yesterday i feel your tears everytime it rains i remember every drop hit my heart i let you down after i promised you my life i let you down crashed my heart into the ground i reach to touch your face but you're not there only falling rain...

Smiling On The Surface
Have you ever felt like whats the point? When theres no one there who can relate They dont know the real you Alls they see is the show you put on for two Whats goin on in my head? Come on spit it out You think you know whats flowin through my brain Damn, you must be insane You don't know s**t You dont know what It's like To sit in your room Cryin your eyes out at night Thinkin how you want someone elses life Tyred or pretendin your ok with what you sacrificed Tyred of tryin to forget how you felt Tyred of putting up all these walls that you've built You wont let any one in Come on face the facts Theres nuthin u want more Then have your f***ing life back The life you had when you were a lil girl When you got a wound it would heel When there were no internal bleeding No emotional hurting Why are people jelouse of this person that I am Theres nothing to look at I�m never truly happy, nothing works out But im a strong person, I refuse to sit ar

And The Winner Is
TashaBear~*~CONFEDERATE BOMBERS OF CT~*~@ CherryTAP I GUESSED G...BECAUSE GRANT WAS THE ANSWER TO WHO IS ON THE 50 DOLLAR BILL YOU CAN EMAIL ME YOUR SHOPPING LIST..... YOU CAN USE THE MONEY DURING HH OR NOW..SEND ME YOUR SHOPPING LIST..U CAN SAVE YOUR MONEY TO SEE IF U WIN ANOTHER CONTEST IM GLAD BLUEYES DIDNT WIN...I WASTHINKIN HE WAS A PSYCHIC..HE GUESSED LIKE 3 NUMBERS ALREADY NEXT CONTEST WILL BE A MATH PROBLEMS IN 3 MINUTES

Stress Management
Just in case you've had a rough day, here's an eight-step stress management technique recommended in the latest psychological texts. The funny thing is that it really works. ---------------------------------------------------- 1. Picture yourself near a stream. 2. Birds are softly chirping in the cool mountain air. 3. No one but you knows your secret place. 4. You are in total seclusion from the hectic world. 5. The soothing sound of a gentle waterfall fills the air with a cascade of serenity. 6. The water is crystal clear. 7. You can easily make out the face of the person you're holding underwater. 8. See? You're smiling already.

The Favorite Toy
(This is dedicated to those of us who are to caring and kind to be apethetic.) --------------------------------------------------- The world is dark for me, a cold, unmoving black that consumes me. I sit and wait in this inky void, awaiting the savior to once again bring the warth of sunshine into my bleak existance. As if my prayer is answered by the creator, nourishing light fills my world in a radiant, blinding flash. A brilliant burst, as if the heavens have bestowed my salvation. She stands before me... a dark angel to rescue me from my privat hell... a god sent... a beautiful mother... the gentle love that I so desperately needed in these dark hours. For a time I am her world. We are a joining of weary souls that inspire the greatest tales of bliss... this union has made my being weep in joy and happiness. Time passes and bliss fades, as is fate. I am forced to watch as the ecstasy that I once saw in her eyes dwindle. I sense a familiar darkness on the horizon.

The Dirty Survey
Welcome to the Dirty Survey. Are you daring enough to answer this for this person? Answer this for the person who posted this send it back to them in a PRIVATE message and then repost it for yourself! 1. Would you have sex with me? Answer: 2. What positions would u want me to b in? Answer: 3. Would u suck /LICK me ? Answer: 4. Would u sex me hard? Answer: 5. Would u hav sex with me the first night u met me? Answer: 6. Would u pull my hair while we did it ? Answer: 7. Would u do me in the shower? Answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then do me? Answer: 9. Would u have 3-some with me? Answer: 10. What makes u want to have sex with me? Answer: 11. Would u want me to talk dirty to u while we fucked? Answer: 12. Where would you do me? Answer: 13. Would u do me in front of people? Answer: 14. Would u fuck me again and again? Answer: 15. Would u do me in the rain? Answer: 16. Would u mind if we did it like a

Management Lesson
Management Lesson! Johnny fancied a girl in his office.....but she belonged to someone else... One day Johnny got so frustrated that he went up to her and said: I'll give you a $100 for S*x, but the girl said NO. Johnny said: "I'll be fast, I'll throw the money on the floor, you bend down, and I'll be finished by the time you pick it up." She thought for a moment and said that she would have to consult her boyfriend... So she called her boyfriend and told him the story. Her boyfriend says ask him for $200, pick up the money very fast, he won't even be able to get his pants down. So she agrees and accepts the proposal. Half an hour goes by and the boyfriend is waiting for his girlfriend to call. Finally after 45mins the boyfriend calls and asks what happened... She said "the B*ST*RD used coins"! Management lesson: Always consider a business proposal in its entirety before agreeing to it and getting screwed.

I Like The Flow Of This
In her eyes of love the sun does dance I wonder when I look into them should I chance To seek much more and perchance keep More than dreams to take to sleep Her beauty does draw me in deep it does seem Often to look upon her and so often to dream Dreams to hold you and tasting your kiss Wishes to make passion forever like this Swept up in our own dream world and loving true Loving this peace I found only in you Dream of you that leaves me wanting more I wonder does life have more than dreams in store By R. Thomas Dinsmore

And The Winner Is By Default
diamond gems@ CherryTAPSHE TOOK THE 1ST GUESS PLZ NOONE GET OFFENDED BBBY THE CT FOR DUMMIES....I DESERVE LIKE TEN OF THEM FOR MY SPELLING..IM SURPRISED U EEN UNDERSTAND...IM NOT DUM I JUST MAKE MISTAKES WHEN I GO FAST...BUT WHEN EVER U SEE ME MAKE A MISTAKE WICH IS EVERYTIME..HIT ME WITH A CT FOR DUMMIES AND POST IN THE COMMENT U GAVE IT TO ME...IT ALL FOR FUN..IM GLAD SHE WON.....THE LETTER WAS Z

Other Work
My friends and family, I know some close friends have noticed I haven't been on ct much latley. It turn out that I am head of our high school reunion committe and I have a short time to get things done. that means I won't have much time till after party to go back to normal life. (if there is such a thing) I will be lurking around sometimes just to see whats new and exciting, If I don't answer your mail or comments you will know why, But as it says on my page, I am a cherry tap addict, so you know I will be back!

Scared To Death
I can't sleep. There are a million and 1 things going through my mind right now. I am moving in 2 weeks, haven't packed anything, and not sure where I am going to live. I am totally stressed at work, not sure why I deal with all the crap. Though I did have an epiphany today. I have a very important job and I am counted on very much, which in turn adds to my stress and fears. I am at a point where I am questioning every decision I have made in the past 2 years of my life. I need this move, I want this move...Why am I so scared? For the first time in my life I am putting on my "big girl panties"...God I miss the days of underroos. I have gone through many changes in the past year...marriage, cancer, depression, the threat of divorce, counseling and now a new job in a new place where I will have no friends, no family and a husband who will be gone all the time. Am I crazy? Have I completely gone over the edge & lost my mind?

10 Things Your Girl Shouldn't Know
Woman often tell themselves that they need to keep some secrets from their men. Well, the inverse is true as well. There are certain things that your woman should never find out about you. For instance, she doesn't need to know about the hot girl who works at your office, and you don't want her to know that you cried for a week after your ex dumped you flat. After all, you always need to maintain some leverage in your relationship. And as soon as your lady has all the goods on you, the power distribution will have shifted dramatically. Furthermore, keeping some information to yourself might help keep her honest, and it saves you from the risk of public embarrassment. Here are the top 10 things your gal should never know about you. Keep this valuable info to yourself, but remember this: If your woman can potentially find out about any of the following from another source, you might as well give it up right now. If she discovers any of your little secrets by means of an alternate p

A Little Explicit.....but You Will Enjoy!
ALONE TOGETHER IN THE MOONS' FORCEFUL GLOW LEFT TO OUR OWN PASSIONS SEXUALLY STIMULATING CIRCUMSTANCE I SEE THE WANTING IN YOUR EYES MENTALLY UNDRESSING ME YOUR LIPS GLISTENING WITH DESIRE I MAKE MY WAY TO YOU; ADVANCING EYES YOUR HAND TOUCHES MINE THE FIRE BURNS HOTTER NOW REMOVING YOUR CLOTHES, YOU GASP YOUR EYES SHOW YOUR RESISTANCE YOUR BODY SPEAKS A DIFFERENT LANGUAGE TENDER KISSES DOWN YOU SPINE ANOTHER BREATH; EXOTIC I CARESS YOUR BREASTS WITH THE SOFTNESS OF MY LIPS YOUR MOUTH MEETS MINE OVERFLOWING PASSIONS COLLIDE AS YOU TAKE ALL OF ME YOUR BODY ACHES FOR ME I BEGIN THE FIRE IS TOO HOT NOW GLEAMING WITH DESIRE; YOUR NOISE IS DEAFENING NOW THE HEIGHT OF OUR COLLIDED SEXUAL GORGING YOUR SCREAM STILL ECHOES IN MY MIND SHALL WE MEET AGAIN NO IS YOUR ANSWER BUT YOUR EYES BETRAY YOU. *not sure if this is supposed to be rated NSFW, but it is anyways*

Reflecting...
Sitting here with my window wide open, the warm breeze on my face i watch the world go by...just like i used to when i was a kid. There were times in my life where i loved it as a Kid, letting my imagination run wild..doing the things like a child should do...but there were times when i was a child... there are memories that i do not want to relive...its all in the past now i know...but there are days where you sit, think and relfect on your life...today is my day of doing that. It occured to me how far ive come in life and the things ive been through. In life there are many things ive lost, many times that i have been hurt one way or another, many things ive gained, there are many things i have learnt too. In my life so far, i have been beatened, kicked, bruised, thrown, bashed, torn into a thousand pieces..sewn back again and ripped apart. You think physically?..no. Mentally. It hurts very much when being thought about. So far in my life, the two most hurtful thing i have been thr

Sex Act Quiz..
Sex Act Quiz?Congratulations, according to our experts, you scored : 58% which makes you Pretty GoodPretty good, you know more than most but there are still a few things you could learn. Consider yourself one of today knowledgeable people thoughTake the Sex Act Quiz at NaughtyQ.com

Halloween At The College
Chapter 5 Halloween at the College Hobbling around the school on crutches had its advantages, so even though I could get around without them, I used them during the [day?]. One, it got the old sympathy ploy from the girls, everyone wanting to sign the cast. Also, it got me out of classes five minutes early, so I wouldn’t get caught in the crunch. Phil and I had been seeing progressively less of Kent. He had acquired a taste for Quaaludes and had given up about all else. I had tried one at his urging, eating it on the bus. I had laid down in first period study hall and, when I stood up to change to the other side of the room for second period, I stumbled and took out an entire row of desks. I stared at them dumbly for a minute, then I shuffled to the other side of the room, feeling like I had drank an entire case of beer. That was the last time I did ‘ludes. I figured if I wanted to get drunk, liquor tasted a lot better. So it was that Phil and I spent Halloween witho

West Virginia Humor ( This Explains Why I Wanna Go Home )
West Virginia Humor A guy from West Virginia passed away and left his entire estate to his beloved widow, but she can't touch it 'til she's 14. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ How do you know when you're staying in a West Virginia hotel? When you call the front desk and say, "I gotta leak in my sink," and the clerk replies, "Go ahead." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ How can you tell if a West Virginia redneck is married? There's dried tobacco juice on both sides of his pickup truck. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Did you hear that they have raised the minimum drinking age in West Virginia to 32? It seems they want to keep alcohol out of the high schools. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ What do they call reruns of "Hee Haw" in West Virginia? Documentaries. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Where was the toothbrush invented? West Virginia. If it had been invented anywhere else, it would have been called a teeth brush. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A West Virginia State trooper pulls over a pickup

You All Decide Does My Name Fit Me , ( Let Me Know )
Does your name fit you? you tell me? ( C: Best Sense of Humor H: Easy to fall in love with E: Freakin Beautiful eyes R: great girlfriend/boyfriend Y: Loved by everybody L: -Really easy to fall in love with Yeah I guess that fits me , you all decide. A: Gorgeous B: Loves people C: Best Sense of Humor! D: Has one of the best personalities ever E: Freakin Beautiful eyes F: People wild and crazy adore you G: Never let people tell you what to do H: Easy to fall in love with I: loves to laugh J: Freaking Rowdy K: Really silly L: -Really easy to fall in love with H: Easy to fall in love with M: makes dating fun N: One of the best bf/gf anyone could ask for O: Is a freak in bed P: Popular with all types of people Q: A hypocrite R: great girlfriend/boyfriend S: Lives life for fun T: GREAT kisser U:Gets blamed for everything V: Not judgmental W: Very broad minded X: Never let people tell you what to do Y: Loved by everybody Z: Lives life for fun

And The Winner Is
silje@ CherryTAP i was writinga blog announcing clowns as the winner by default.....when .silje came and snatched the win..the number was 4... people clowns is the persont to beat...she won 8 of the last 10 contest including 2 rolexes and 1 chrry.....she is very smart.....to beat her u will need to be smart and quick.....lol...sorry clowns but it makes it more s exciting.... splat wins an imaginary copy of hooked on phonics fo guess 7

New Words For 2007
NEW WORDS FOR 2007: Essential vocabulary additions for the workplace (and elsewhere)!!! 1. BLAMESTORMING Sitting around in a group, discussing why a deadline was missed or a project failed, and who was responsible. 2. SEAGULL MANAGER: A manager, who flies in, makes a lot of noise, craps on everything, and then leaves. 3.ASSMOSIS : The process by which some people seem to absorb success and advancement by kissing up to the boss rather than working hard 4. SALMON DAY: The experience of spending an entire day swimming upstream only to get screwed and die in the end. 5. CUBE FARM : An office filled with cubicles. 6. PRAIRIE DOGGING : When someone yells or drops something loudly in a cube farm, and people's heads pop up over the walls to see what's going on. 7. MOUSE POTATO : The on-line, wired generation's answer to the couch potato. 8. SITCOMs: Single Income, Two Children, Oppressive Mortgage. What Yuppies get into when they have children and one of

Faded Dreams
I remember my blus skies and the joys of this place. Scared dreams of long ago, a child's wish still dances here. A world of wonderment and divinty once lived here. Now only grey skies and bleak horizons remains. The mystic world of youth has been faded by time and tainted by age. I see no new sunrises, no new horizons waitint for me. I remember the loves that boy had once. He danced in fields of gold, with a smile on his face and innocence in his eyes. The happiness was so complete that he never noticed the coming dark. Now that's all gone now, faded by time and tainted by age. I regret, as all fallen kings do. I shed countless tears for those lost hopes and shattered dreams. Yet I am not sad, for I hold those hopes dear, those memories, close to me. They live on forever, never lost, never faded. They stand vivid and alive. I plunge back into the world of reality and solemnly wander; but, I will always remember that boy and his beautiful dreams. I will

This Is Krazy!!!
TOP 6 QUESTIONS: 1. What is CherryTAP? 2. How do I change my personal information? 3. How can I change my email address and/or password? 4. How do I add color, graphics, and sound to my profile? 5. Where do I go for technical support? 6. How do I report someone who has stolen my photos or identity to CherryTAP? GENERAL HELP: Is CherryTAP free? How do I meet people on Cherry TAP? Where do I report underage users? What is my Shoutbox? Can anyone read it? How do I clear it? How do I change my password? How do I recover my password? How do I change my email address? How do I change my personal information? How do I delete my account? What is the online bar? What is the mobile address option in my profile? How do I leave someone a comment? How do I send someone a message? What are tooltips? What is the difference between a Friend and a Fan? How do I remove a fan? How do I search for someone? How can I find help? How can I read my messages? What is a bulletin?

Faith
My daughter FAITH is in missouri right now about to leave the ARMY. I got a bday card from her that was really kewl and she wrote in it SHE LOVES ME & will try to come visit me down here in carolina after she returns home to PA.Those words brought tears to my eyes when i opened it just now, Its really was a awesome feeling to know that im still loved. I miss her so much it b kinda magical if she decided to move down this way get a job and ask me to stay with her. ((( that would end my loneliness & insecurtity of where 2 live - - - but thats just a dream of hope )))

Just Because
I have come to the conclusion that maybe I should just turn into a real bitch and then maybe people wouldn't take advantage of me...And this has nothing to do with just men this is everyone in general...People seem to think that I am a push over and well let me tell you they better think different cause as soon as I get burned I tend to distrust people very fast...the sad part is these people claim to be my friends and well if they are friends I sure don't need enemies...I have tried to do the things that I have to help my friends out and once again I got shit on...Well not gonna happen again...I am older that and I don't have time fo rthe bullshit...I hope that these people read this and know who they are cause they better understand that I am done being the one that gets shit on and done bending over backwards to help them out!!! I am human to and i deseve to be treated better then I am being treated...I hate the fact that people treat me like I am a stupid idiot...So please take me

I Long...
You walk by the sweet smell of your perfume. Your eyes so soulful I make you so nervous when I look your way. I long to tell you what I see. Your sensual beauty, your sweet full lips, I so long to kiss. Your soft gentle hands, I long to hold. You walk by and still I long for you to be with me.

For A Romantic Dinner
how much is 6+53+5+3+f+4+rc+4+f+5g+=letters are here to throw u off and mean nothing.. please dont send links thru cmail they dont work...you have to goto the person u wish to gave the gift to copy and pase the url in the address bar and send me that either thru cmail or shout...if the person u want to give the gift to is on the 1st page of your family list i will goto your profile ..but if he is on page 10 and i have to pick em up out of a line up...it wont work..and i will send it to you..ty

Al Green "aint No Sunshine"
. :Al Green - Aint No Sunshine : . Al Green - Aint No Sunshine Ain't no sunshine when she's gone It's not warm when she's away Ain't no sunshine when she's gone And she's always gone too long Anytime she goes away Wonder this time where she's gone Wonder if she's gonna stay Ain't no sunshine when she's gone And this house just ain't no home Anytime she goes away And I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know Yeah I'm gonna leave young thing alone but ain't no sunshine when she's gone Ain't no sunshine when she's gone Only darkness everyday Ain't no sunshine when she's gone And this house just ain't no home Anytime she goes away Anytime she goes away Anytime she goes away Anytime she goes away

Wife Vs. Sub.
WIFE VS. SUB By Lady Pat. Being a submissive was easy. Being a submissive wife is a whole other world. The conflicts started the day after we returned from our honeymoon - the first time I tried to wake Him up for work. I did my very best purring, cooing, sweet, adoring subby routine, "Darling Master" this and "Sweet Master" that. He growled. I retreated. I pondered the situation from afar. I had to get Him up or He'd be late for work, and I'd be a bad wife. However, He was Master, and He obviously didn't want to wake up! I was subby, bound (pardon the pun) to serve Him and all His desires. I tried again with the sweet, loving approach. He growled again and swatted my nose as if I were an annoying fly (He was still asleep). Once more, I retreated, this time rubbing my offended nose. Now I was an irritated subby/wife. I tried poking Him gently a couple of times, earning me another growl and a, "Leave me alone!" My feelings were hurt, and I suddenly felt like an extremely bad

Submission
This wasnt written by me but thought it held some very good information in it ......... Some Thoughts About Submission by jade What is submission? Submission is a word that we hear tossed around pretty often lately but I often wonder if most people really understand what it means. Being a "submissive" has become very popular in the D/s, BDSM fad that is sweeping the chat rooms and websites. There's even a fashion and cultural trend based on some of the facets of the BDSM lifestyle. You can find collars and leather fetish items being worn by the rich and famous or you can have dinner in one of New York's newest, trendy restaurants that features all the trappings of the lifestyle dungeon, complete with submissive waiters and waitresses. All of these things are interesting and amusing but they are not a true picture of what it's all about. Submission isn't a fad or a role playing game that we see so often online and at clubs, and you aren't a submissive because you like to be t

Female Ejaculation
Female Ejaculation the "other" female orgasm Different techniques will accomplish different things. We all know about the clitoris and the effects of stimulating it, but the G-spot is not clear to everybody - men as well as women. Here is a different technique to accomplish some different orgasms. Orgasms that not every woman is aware of and that - as a result - may bring about some very intense emotions. Few men know about it, more women do but most either don't know what to do with it or feel ashamed about it: female ejaculation. Not all women can do it and the way they do (and the amount of fluid they produce) may be very different. The amount of fluid may vary from just a few drops to a mug full. You need a little technique to get it done, but first you need to understand it. Female ejaculate is worked up in the spongy area around the female urethra, better known as the G-spot. It's located at the upper part of the vagina, just behind the entrance at the back of the pubic bone

My
My inspiration, my love, my happiness,my sadness. You have the peacefulness of a dove, Which fills my heart with gladness. If parting is such sweet sorrow and meeting is euphoric, Eagerly I wait for the morrow, when we make love and frolic. I feel so loved when you are near and wish we’d never part my dear. My love for you is true and has no fear. I knew it from the start when my head was clear. Life is cruel and some day soon, I fear you will say goodbye. Alone I will sit in my room with heavy heart awaiting doom.

Whatever Happens
1. I like you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.. 2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry. 3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.. 4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. 5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them. 6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. 7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be t he world. 8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.. 9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful. 10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened. 11. There's always goin

Ksframeofmind.....listen, Call In, Join Us
This starts "May the Month of Mirth" on Ksframeofmind! Meet our new team member , Mitch and listen as poor "Dave" has to try and satisfy two women now! Prank phone calls, sillly news and "Meet the Mitch"!!! Call in and join us for this pilot show! Just a little side note This is Paul and Tiffany's Anniversary. Tune In and Call In 646-652-4737 www.hostdrjack.com Just clink on the link below to join the madness at 10pm eastern , Sunday night !!! We have surprise cohosts coming on and it will be so much fun!! Don’t forget about Paul and Tiff’s anniversary and the trivia giveaway!!! Call in!!!

Im So Mad Right Now
I am very pissed off right now. Anyone want a 6 yr old before i strangle him! I just spent 150 bucks on a new digital camera 3 days ago and just started using it yesterday and he went and broke it. You know the dial on the top you move to select what you want to do pic, video etc. Well he moved it past where its supposed to go and now its stuck there and it wont move so now i cant take anymore pictures. All that money wasted and all i got to take was 3 pictures with it. That was the camera I was planning on taking with me to Iraq!!!!!!!!!!! I just want to scream.

Another Work Update!
The only thing i like Myspace better for is it has a calender on it!!! Here's my schedual for the whole month of MAY! Tigers May 8th 4:30pm May 9th 4:30pm May 10th 9:30am -------------------------- Disney Store May 11th noon to 6PM May 12 11am to 7pm May 13th noon to 6pm -------------------------- Tigers May 18th 4:30pm May 19th 4:30pm May 20th 9:30am May 22nd 4:30pm May 23rd 4:30pm May 24th 9:30am May 25th 4:30pm May 26th 4:00pm May 27th MY BIRTHDAY TAKING THE DAY OFF!!!!

11 Years Of Turmoil.
you're a hypocrite and a liar! there are no lows to which you will not stoop, to make yourself shine. what did i ever do to you to deserve this selfishness? i am twisted up inside, trying to figure you out. i have fought over and over with myself and with you. no more. i will not fight anymore. my heart can't take it my mind can't take it. just leave me be! i cannot own these emotions for another damn day! peace, i am gone!

Roflmmfao -- Thanks Jt
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Chp 10
Bruthar went off to find Olaf and his brother. They were seated with the chief, as Bryan related the tale of the adventure from the Danelaw. A comely young wench sat on Bryan’s knee, gazing in terrified enthrallment as he told of the battle with the Pale-Men in the forest of the Rhine. Bruthar grabbed a tankard from a passing serving wench, then found a seat near the group and listened as his brother plied his trade. After the victory against the Saxons, the revelry of the night was fantastic to see. Two entire deer went to the cook-fires and five tuns of mead were breached. Young maids slipped off into the shadows with the unmarried warriors and it was well past midnight when the drunken were laid on the floor to sleep off their drink and those still able to walk did so. The brothers were directed to the hut of one of the fallen raiders and there they made ready for bed. Bryan pulled his boots off and looked to his brother, shaking his head and laughing. “Such a revelry

Do You Know?
Be my friend and love me Sure and true. Don't rush me into something that I'm not sure I want to do. Like a delicate flower, glistening with morning dew, I patiently wait for the sun to peek through. The moisture clings securely to the petals within-- As I ponder this flower a gentle breeze blows across my skin. Sensations sweep through me as my mind wanders to thoughts of you. Like the delicate flower, I feel moisture too. My eyes raise towards the clouds of blue, Searching for an answer to the feelings I have for you. Phenomonal love may only happen one time as we pass through. Is that what these feelings are... that I have for you?

Last Night’s Scene
Last Night’s Scene Last night, the creeping moon infiltrated my lust and unmasked the sins of my flesh. I surrendered to the blasphemous urge and plucked the delicate flower rising through my seam; seducing me, last night. ~ last night I closed my eyes, and beckoned my hand, to commit the forbidden dance. The stars blushed at the titillating scene, and the moon and I pierced the orb to dive beneath loves sea; drowning the flames, last night Nicole Willians © 2007

A New Low...
I met someone from a personals website, I was driving out to see them but I had a flat, so I drove back home. We met in the city today, she wanted to stay at a 5 star hotel since it was so close for her ($300). So we get to the room and she falls asleep for 2 hrs, then shes like shes not feeling well and wants to go home. Mind you she missed 2 trains to cometo see me (she came from Ct to see me) She wasnt feeling well out of the gate, didnt even kiss me bye or nothing, just ran for her train (this after I gave her a single yellow rose, and a teddybear. Im sick of being jerked over. I feel like Im a toilet and everyone shits on me. And Im sick of it.

Rambling ...
My eyes are as open windows Letting in all that may dare My mind is as a blank canvas Ready to accept anything As the painting begins The canvas starts to take form Without the ability to erase The work that has been done But as any artist would know The beauty still takes over Only by the way the eye sees There is beauty in everything It lies in the way you view it...

Ouch .... Happy Day
today is a damp one and my back is in more pain than usual. i managed to get to service 2day and fellowship was awesome getting a welcome back from my friends. i was able 2 spend time playing with vanessa during break and that was fun 4 me. she a buddy 3 yrs old daughter that calls me UNCLE CHUCK an had lots of fun with her. after service taught little benji ((1 yr old)) high five and gave me a smile which his mom say he dont do much to new peeple. layed down for a bit afterward and took a pain pill and my cute kitty stayed with me. i was telling the members of my special bday card (( see good news blog )) still somewhat lonely and lost but recieved lots of positive energy today. its a struggle but with the encouragement i been getting this week maybe i can find a way 2 hold on.HUGS & Love from Chuckthank you for bieng a kinda caring FRIEND in my time of despair

I Have For Back To Back Pimpin Gifts Coming Up Starting In 2 Minutes
EACH CONTEST WILL BE FOR YOUR CHOICE OF DIOMAND EARINGS 5000 OR MENS RING 3700 THHHHESE NEXT FOUR CONTEST WILL BE SPONSORED BY ~*~Myth~*~~*Divine*~CT~*Mistress*~@ CherryTAPDONT FORGET TO ADD RATE AND FAN ALL SPONSOR REGUARDLESS OF THE GIFT AMOUNT...BECAUSE ITS THE THOUGHT THAT COUNTS

Trip Down Memory Lane...
Does anyone remember these??? Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles The Adventures Of Pete and Pete Acme Hour Tex Avery Show The Wacky World of ....:NAMESPACE PREFIX = ST1 />Tex Avery AHHH! Real Monsters Ace Ventura: Pet Detective (anim) All That Alvin and the Chipmunks Animaniacs Are you Afraid of the Dark The Addams Family (anim) The Angry Beavers Bevis & Butthead Beetlejuice (anim) Bill Nye: The Science Guy Bobby's World... don't cha know Bonkers Captin Planet Cartoon Cartoons Show Clarisea Explains it All Cow and Chicken The Critic Daria Darkwing Duck Dexter's Laboratory Ducktails Donald's Quack Attack Double Dare Doug Dr Katz, Professinal Thearapist Duckman The Drew Carey Show Eureka's Castle Figure it Out Freakazoid Fresh Prince of Bell Air Garfield and Friends Harry and the Henderson's Hercules (anim) Hey Arnold! Hey Dude I Am Weasle Johnny Bravo Kablam

Thoughts
I have been with my husband sience the age 14 and I am now 31 we have 3 beautiful children together, but we have been through alot of good and bad time.Don't get me wrong hes a wonderful dad but has some desire when it comes to a husband.lately we've been argueing alot and it make me wonder if why I am still with I mean I LOVE him but is it worth the stan and fight and stress that it causes or do i just stick it out for my kids can have the family they want.these are just thought that run trough my mind .....

Go Into The Water
"I call out to the beasts of the sea, To come forth, and join us. This night is yours. 'Cause, one day, we will all be with you in the blackened deep. One day, we will all go into the water. Go into the water, live there, die there. Live there, die there. We are here for you to guide us. Gone are days of land-empires. Let's evolve to take in water. Cloaked in scales, we swim, and swim." -Manda♥

Why One-day Gasoline 'boycott' Won't Work
E-mails calling for May 15 service station drive-by will have zero impact COMMENTARY By John W. Schoen Senior Producer MSNBC Updated: 2:28 p.m. ET May 6, 2007 With gasoline prices topping $3 a gallon again, a number of readers, including Greg in Louisiana, are wondering about a proposed one-day "gas boycott" that has a goal of taking $2.3 billion in oil company profits. Aside from circulating some questionable math, organizers of this event stand exactly zero chance of having an impact on gas prices. Rumor has it a gas boycott will be in effect on May 15, 2007. Have you heard of this? ... The e-mail stated, "Do not buy gas on May 15. In April 1997, there was a 'gas out' conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. … There are 73,000,000-plus Americans currently on the Internet network, and the average car takes about $30 to $50 to fill up. If all users did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take $2,292,000

Lauren
Chapter 6 Lauren November started out with a bang. The weather turned unseasonable quickly and the Indian Summer I had so enjoyed in October was a fading memory. I remember the second week of November well. There was a thin coating of snow on the roads and driving to school was an experience, but I made better time than the bus. It was third period and I was standing outside the English classroom, discussing with a classmate, Bill Frayly, about the complete trivialness of Mrs. Comf’s class. We were bitching about every aspect of the class, when a pretty little blonde excused herself as she went past us into the classroom. My jaw must have been visibly on the floor, because Bill whistled through this teeth and nodded, “Quite a piece of work, huh?” “Bill, that is the understatement of the world. That is the physical embodiment of Venus herself.” “All I know is, I’d sure like to find out what makes her tick and maybe wind her clock for her.” “Get real. Such is not f

To A Feeling (your Song)
a million times i thought i found you, just to break in two, so many nights i've lied without you, holding my pillow thinking of you, everyday I miss you, and the sweet things you do, now my heart is bleeding, bleeding for you, bleeding for you, Oh i miss you, more and more each day, i need you more, more than words can say, i feel so lost without you, wont you wipe these tears away, I'd give anything, just to make it through the day, candle lit dinner for two, roses and wine just miss'n you, i wish on every star in heaven, you might be wish'n too, i guess I should let love find me, but i'm not sure i belive, does love even know who I am, guess i'll just wait and see, guess i'll just wait and see, Oh i miss you, more and more each day, i need you more, more than words can say, i feel so lost without you, wont you wipe these tears away, I'd give anything, just to make it through the day, I love you

15 Things You Probably Never Knew Or Thought About
1. At least 5 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone , even if they don't like you. 5. Every night , SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you , someone may not be living. 8. You are special and unique. 9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever , something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you , take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want , you probably won't get it , but if you believe in yourself , probably ,sooner or later , you will get it. 13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the r

~life~
A Life Poem Life can seem ungrateful and not always kind. Life can pull at your heartstrings and play with your mind... Life can be blissful and happy and free... Life can put beauty in the things that you see... Life can place challenges right at your feet... Life can make good of the hardships we meet... Life can overwhelm you and make your head spin... Life can reward those determined to win... Life can be hurtful and not always fair... Life can surround you with people who care... Life clearly does offer its Up and its Downs... Life's days can bring you both smiles and frowns... Life teaches us to take the good with the bad... Life is a mixture of happy and sad... So... Take the Life that you have and give it your best... Think positive, be happy let God do the rest... Take the challenges that life has laid at your feet... Take pride and be thankful for each one you meet... To yourself give forgiveness if you stumble and fall... Ta

Random Thoughtlessness....
I PONDER THOUGHTS OF TODAY'S WORLD. AND DEEP DOWN I KNOW THAT IT'S ALL GOING TO COME TO AN END. DO YOU CARE? DO YOU UNDERSTAND THAT EVERYDAY LIFE IS KILLING THIS LIFE TIME? DO YOU KNOW THAT WHAT YOU SAY AND DO TO SOMEONE, CAN CHANGE THEIR ENTIRE WORLD? DO YOU CARE ENOUGH TO KNOW? IS THIS ONE OF LIFE'S TRAGEDIES? ONE OF LIFE'S DESTRUCTIONS? WILL THIS VICIOUS CIRCLE EVER END? ARE YOU DESTINED TO KEEP RELIVING THESE THINGS OVER AND OVER AGAIN? WHO DECIDES WHEN AND WHERE IT STOPS? DO YOU HAVE ENOUGH CONTROL OF YOUR OWN LIFE TO MAKE THESE CHANGES? DO YOU CARE ENOUGH TO MAKE THESE CHANGES... I SIT AND WATCH THE WORLD AROUND ME... I WATCH THE DESTRUCTION OF ONE'S LIFE CONTINUED ON TO THE NEXT... HOW IS IT THAT YOU SIT AND SAY HOW SPECIAL AND PRECIOUS A LIFE IS? AND THEN DESTROY IT... I'VE TAKEN TIME TO THINK ABOUT A LOT OF THINGS AND MY LIFE BEING PRECIOUS. ABOUT ALL THE PEOPLE I HOLD CLOSE TO MY HEART. AND HOW PRECIOUS THEY ARE TO ME. THAT'S SOMETHING I WILL NEVER EVER FORGET!! IT'S TIME EV

Life's Theft
Often in life I choose a goal And proceed to play my role. If life's goal from me didn't hide I'd never have agreed to its stride. If we knew of life's theft None would have come, stayed, or left. Our mortal shells, a temporal Show Eternal souls eternally glow.

Lifes Choices
IT SEEMS LIKE A REACCURING STRUGGLE IN MY LIFE I FIND SOME KIND OF HAPPINESS AND THEN POOF ITS GONE I FIND A GIRL I THINK I WANNA BE WITH THEN POOF SHES GONE SOMEDAYS I WANNA LOOK FOR A NEW LOVE OTHER DAYS I FEEL AS IF I'M TRAPPED IN A LIFE STYLE IT FEELS LIKE WHILE EVERYONE IS MOVING ON I'M STUCK INTHE CEMENT.... WHAT SHOULD I DO TO FEEL HAPPY ONCE AGAIN

First Entry
Well, I finally got around to starting my own blog. I really don't know when I will write in here or exactly what I will write about. I just figured that if I make it and I know it's here, I will add some things from time to time. I know that in the next couple of days I will have my head on straight and write one big massive blog to get everything off my chest and hopefully feel a little bit better about...well, better about life in general I guess. Alot of things have happened recently, important things. And I just need some time to sort everything out so it doesn't all come out not making sense. I'll just end this entry with a song that has been stuck in my head. "Mourning" Is there something that you are trying to say Don't hold back now It's been a long time since I felt this way So don't hold back now I purposely forgot about Loving anyone Cause I'm the only one who has Who has been stepped upon Is there something that you are trying to say Cause I can take it

Test Of Time
A test of time comes to my mind never give up cause you'll just fall behind life throws us challenges some we do not see but if you always keep your head up victory it will, be so don't give up your hopes don't give up your dreams everything has its time and all the time it needs

Ok People
HERES A TIP OPEN UP 3 DIFFERANT CT PAGES AND DROP 3 DIFFERANT COMMENT AT A TIMEryellowfast07@ CherryTAP CONTACT THIS PERSON IN SHOUTBOX TELL HIM GUS SENT YOU..AND AS SOON AS HE GOT 5 PLAYERS HE WILL START...SOMEONE FROM OUR CREW BETTER WIN

Ode To Tara Lol
I have come to the realization that you only need one true friend in your life. You can have dozens of friends but when you need help its always that same person who is there for you without thought or even question. I am sure that everyone has one person they can call their best friend and even consider family. I have that with Tara. She has never doubted me, has always supported me and has been through everything with me and I know when I need her, she is there in a heartbeat. She is there because she wants to be, because she loves me as much as I love her. She knows I am always here for her when she needs me and I know that I am ALWAYS gonna be there for her when she needs me- whether she is present or not. I will defend her to the death and anyone who knew us when we were growing up will tell you how close we are and that we have always defended each other. That is what a true friend does.I would do anything for this girl and when she hurts I hurt. Our friendship is few and far b

Rhonda Comes To Boston Pt.1
Anticipation can be a killer. That moment that you are waiting so ardently for, that seems like it will never arrive. I was having just that kind of experience as I stared up at the monitor displaying the arriving flights at T.F. Greene Airport. The minutes seemed like hours until finally I was reward by the change of her flight status from “on time” to “arrived”. I could feel the adrenaline switch on and the arousal start to grow. I found a place to stand at the base of escalator and begin to stare up impatiently, waiting to get the first glance at the woman that had up until now had only been pictures on the screen of my computer. The anticipation was finally rewarded when Rhonda stepped to the head of the escalator. I smiled, taking in the long dark hair, nice full thick set hips, and the swell of her large breasts that I knew were capped with dark beautiful nipples. Her outfit was designed to tease me dark stocking and short skirt topped by a tight red sweater that plunged in a

Gemini
(Another one goin back to the band days, the story of two sisters that were different) Crawling through the web She's left behind her The one with all the beauty and the brains Screaming in the darkness of a shadow You're the one who's treated Like a starnger Maybe she was something a little bit less than pretty Maybe she was something less then nothing at all Maybe she cried alone at night Silhouettes they're dancing in your doorway They say they love you just as much as her Lives her life and maybe some of your's too How come she always get's what you deserve Maybe she was something a little bit less than pretty Maybe she was something less then nothing at all Maybe she cried alone at night She was Gemini Waking to a cigarette that's barrowed A broken glass and wine Spilled on the floor (whore) Shooting for the mercy because your so low Picture of you sister on the wall Maybe she was something a little bit less than pretty Maybe sh

Can't Sleep
I really can't sleep, haven't been able to for the last few nights. I keep having nightmares about getting my CT scan results back and it not being good. I really don't want to think about it when I'm awake so it is affecting my subconscious. I will feel a lot better once I know I am ok, until then... This song really reminds me of how I feel, I don't think I deserve this most of the time... so I do everything I can to earn my second chance.

Poem
Heartbroken All alone without you now I'm hurting more than I should allow What we had has gone and passed It happened all so fast I wonder where we went wrong with it all I wonder if I should pick up the phone to call My heart is breaking,my body is aching My tears run down my cheek God i think i sprung a leak In the days,in the nights This i just getting to hard to fight I can't do this anymore,I gotta tell you what's bugging me I gotta ask"Why did you decide to leave me?" Did you mean it when you said you loved me? Or was it all just a lie? For me to leave you alone and let you get by Tell me I'm imagining it all,that all this is a dream Why did you have to be so mean? It's okay though,I'm going to move on Each day,I'm going to be much more strong I'm going to put you outta my mind And look for a love that's one of a kind So goodbye to you and everything we ever had Fuck being sad

The Alaska Department Of Fish And Game Notice
The Alaska Department of Fish and Game is advising hikers, hunters and fishermen to take extra precautions and keep alert for bears while in the field. They advise that campers wear noisy little bells on their clothing so as not to startle bears that aren't expecting them. They also advise campers to carry pepper spray with them in case of an encounter with a bear. It is also a good idea to watch out for fresh signs of bear activity. Campers should recognize the difference between black bear and grizzly bear dung. Black bear dung is smaller and contains lots of berries and squirrel fur. Grizzly dung is larger and has little bells in it and smells like pepper spray.

The Body 2.
Well,, as you all know my little girl an I have been sick however we're some what getting over it thanks to my man getting the med's we needed to help out... So we may not have ta go into the doctors which is a good thing cause I hate em...lol... Do wanna thank all of you fer the love an get well cards you sent.... Much love to you all!!!

Poetry
you did what was best for you, i think you had no clue, as to how it would effect me, then again whats new i lived and breathed that life, you ripped it all away, i was the one who had the breakdown, sorry is all you can say my emotions were all over, my heart turned to dust, because of you, there is no one that i trust

Livestrong Info
LiveStrong Challenge 2007 I'm up to over $650! I am riding in the LiveStrong Challenge bike race in August. It is an event that raises money for the LiveStrong foundation, which supports cancer research and also gives support to survivors such as myself. Last year I raised $1,500 but I only had a month in which to fund raise. This year the goal is at least $3,000 which is very doable. Please leave anything that you can, I promise that this is not a scam or anything... It is just something that I believe very strongly in. I am a cancer survivor, I was diagnosed at 20 and I had a 5% chance of survival. Even a few dollars will save someone's life, someone just like me. My donation website: http://philly07.livestrong.org/macstrong215 NATIONAL LIVESTRONG DAY On Wednesday, May 16th, the Lance Armstrong Foundation (LAF) will lead a group of 200 advocates from every state to demand that our nation's leaders invest in resources, treatment and services for everyone battling cancer.

Promises Forgotten
You gave me your word, a promise you would keep; broken like a house of glass, my soul in despair so deep. A oath between you and I; shattered like a fragile doll, my heart began to die. A phrase, a thought, a sentence was given to me; my faith in you was undeniable, but now, to late, I begin to see. A part of me destroyed because you let your promise decay; my path has been lost, and sadness has ravaged my way. A vow forgotten, a pledge overlooked; my love has been lost, my joy your evil lie took. I'll help you...oath shattered. I'll call you...hopes dashed. I'll be there for you...commitment ignore, Believe me it was you I adored. I'll never leave you...pact neglected. I'll give you my all...swear rejected. I'll always love you...word destroyed, I have nothing left but a mindless void. Your will be rewarded for your life led well, promises forgotten now burn in you private Hell.

Don't Quit
Don't Quit Poem by anonymous When things go wrong, as they sometimes will, When the road you're trudging seems all up hill, When the funds are low and the debts are high, And you want to smile, but you have to sigh, When care is pressing you down a bit, Rest! if you must; but don't you quit. Life is queer with its twists and turns, As everyone of us sometimes learns, And many a failure turns about When he might have won had he stuck it out; Don't give up, though the pace seems slow; You might succeed with another blow. Often the goal is nearer than It seems to a faint and faltering man, Often the struggler has given up When he might have captured the victor's cup. And he learned too late, when the night slipped down, How close he was to the golden crown. Success is failure turned inside out; The silver tint of the clouds of doubt; And you never can tell how close you are, It may be near when it seems afar; So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit;

The Holiday Season
Chapter 8 The Holiday Season The holiday season came, as it always did, bringing with it that same old depression, as it always did. The days were long and cold and I had trouble understanding the commercialized jubilation that gripped the world. I spent what time I could in my room, hoping to drive away the blahs with the driving beat of my music. Christmas came and I was baffled at the yule-time practice of visiting grandparents I only saw every other month and other relatives who I saw less frequently than that. From my point of view, the best part of it all was the mass quantities of food. Eating was something I could understand. I had one pleasant surprise that year. My Christmas present from my parents was the crossbow I had been wanting. My mother had been reluctant at first, but obviously she finally acquiesced, because there it was under the tree: a 150-pound pull Bearcat and a quiver of razor-head arrows. I had a Winchester .12 gauge pump, but I could never

Dale Jr
Report: Junior to drive for JR Motorsports in 2008 By NASCAR.COM May 9, 2007 06:42 PM EDT type size: + -What subject does Dale Earnhardt Jr. want to talk about? Members of the media have been invited to a Thursday morning news conference at the JR Motorsports race shop in Mooresville, N.C. However, details of the conference were not provided, lending speculation that it may involve his contract negotiations with Dale Earnhardt Inc. Dave Moody reported Wednesday afternoon on Sirius Speedway that speculation is Junior and Martin Truex Jr. will drive Nextel Cup cars under the JR Motorsports banner in 2008 with Hendrick Motorsports providing engines. SPEED will interrupt regularly scheduled programming to go live from the JR Motorsports race shop at 11 a.m. ET for the news conference. Junior's contract with DEI is scheduled to run out at the end of the season, and he and sister Kelley Earnhardt Elledge have been involved in talks with team officials. Both parties have

Goddamn Phishermen!!
I hate people! I really do. Especially those that have nothing better to do with their time than to fuck with other people. Last night one of my Yahoo IDs was stolen from me. So... if any of you receive any emails or IMs from wing_nutt_91/lushissinmi do not answer them. If you have this ID on your current IM friend list, BLOCK IT! If you do not have an alternate email/IM for me, send me an email here and I will give ya one to use to get ahold of me. Fucking Fuckfaced Fucktards!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR People fucking suck!

Tribute To Mother
This is something I read this morning. I thought it was worth reposting. Happy Mother's Day to all of you who are moms or moms-to-be. Mother She dreamed of you from the time she was a little girl cradling a baby doll in her arms. She always saw you playing around the little cottage in her childhood dreams. She carried you in her body and you made her sick every morning for weeks and weeks. She bore you into the world through intense pain, but when she heard you cry and saw your wrinkled face, she forgot all about it and wept tears of joy. She fed you at her breast and her whole world revolved around you. She stole into your room at night just to watch you sleep and she was sure you were the most beautiful child on earth. She sat up through the night to bathe away the fever and at breakfast, your dad said, "Sleep well, honey"? oblivious to the all night vigil. She somehow always knew when you needed her, even in the middle of the night, and she came to your room and change

Thirsty Thursday
Hey there my cherry friends... Hope everyones weeks been better then mine. I woke up this morning my yahoo group for 5 yrs is gone. oh well I guess I will just stay here and my website. I got a babydoll nighty and black hose update going on today... check it out and e-mail me anytime loriesc4@yahoo.com http:www.southern-charms4.com/lorie (adults only please!!)Have a good day my cherry friends.... hugs..Lorie Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Albany Narcotics Agents
Don't fuck with them. Just don't. Especially if you are in the illicit steroid distribution world. That's my lesson learned in 2007. Who knew? At any rate, the same group of hard-charging agents who brought you the Florida steroid raids earlier this year (the ones where Gary Matthews' name popped up as a customer) have struck again, this time in Brooklyn. From the NY Daily News: "The same Albany narcotics agents who led raids on Florida pharmacies and "anti-aging" clinics in February hit a mom-and-pop Brooklyn pharmacy yesterday - seizing what one official described as a "mother lode" of steroids and growth hormone. Investigators from the state Bureau of Narcotic Enforcement surprised the owners of Lowen's Compounding Pharmacy with a sudden inspection, carrying off about $200,000 worth of performance-enhancing drugs, almost all of which had been shipped from China, Albany County Assistant District Attorney Chris Baynes told the Daily News. Baynes said investigators took stacks of

Jr To Leave Dei
Dale Earnhardt Jr. will leave the company founded by his late father at the end of the year in a shake-up certain to ignite a bidding war for NASCAR's most popular driver. He told Dale Earnhardt Inc. on Thursday that he had decided to make the switch to another team when his contract expires, intent on going to a more competitive team. "At 32 years of age, the same age my father was when he made his final and most important career decision, it's time for me to compete on a consistent basis and contend for championships now," Earnhardt said at a news conference. "I believe I'd have my father's blessing." Earnhardt had asked for 51 percent ownership of the team now run by his stepmother, Teresa. Negotiations on a contract extension began before the season and have been tense all along. Earnhardt's sister, Kelley Earnhardt Elledge, had set a deadline to get the deal done by the end of the month. "We never even got close," Earnhardt said. He stressed money is not the issue.

Words Of Love From "my Honey" A.j.
u may think that i'm tlkin foolish u've heard that i'm wild and i'm free u may wonder how i can promise u love this love that i feel for u always will be ur not just time that i'm killin i'm no longer one of those guys as sure as i live... this love that i give is gonna be urs until the day that i die i'm gonna love u forever forever and ever amen as long as old men sit and tlk about the weather as long as old women sit and tlk about old men if u wonder how long i'll be faithful... i'll be happy to tell u again... i'm gonna love u forever and ever forever and ever amen. they say time takes it's toll on a body makes the young girls blond hair turn gray well hunny i don't care... i ain't in love with ur hair and if it all fell out.. i'd love u anyway they say time can play tricks on a memory make ppl forget things they knew it's easy to see.. it's happening to me i've already forgotten every woman but u cause darlin i'm gonna love u forever forever and ever

Love And Relationships
To love is to share life together to build special plans just for two to work side by side and then smile with pride as one by one, dreams all come true. To love is to help and encourage with smiles and sincere words of praise to take time to share to listen and care in tender, affectionate ways. To love is to have someone special one who you can always depend to be there through the years sharing laughter and tears as a partner, a lover, a friend. To love is to make special memories of moments you love to recall of all the good things that sharing life brings love is the greatest of all. I've learned the full meaning of sharing and caring and having my dreams all come true; I've learned the full meaning of being in love by being and loving with you.

Dad Update
Dad seems to be doing a little better today. He is still in ICU but they removed the tube in his leg that they had done the angioplast (sp?) through. He was still on the vetilator when Sis and I left after lunchtime, but seemed calmer and more aware of the situation and was doing well with the "weening" process this time around. I'll be glad when that tube is finally out of his throat, he really seems to want to talk. I'm still tired....I'd like to say that I'll take a vacation when this is done, but I doubt it will happen. I've used up quite a bit of my babysitting in all of this stuff with Dad. Incidently, the other relative who is in the hospital is doing well also. They hope to go home tomorrow :) I've noticed my "Less Intoxicated Thoughts" are beginning to severely outnumber by other blog catagory...perhaps I will change that when this is all taken care of? lol

Just Some Questions & Thoughts..
So here I am, stuck with a decision to make. Should I pick up the pieces, glue them back together and try to give my heart away again? Or should I let them lay shattered on the floor for everyone to keep stepping on? The man I am in love with told me he wanted space. I am giving it to him (with some contact by phone still by both of us). He then proceeds to tell me that I am the one he wants to spend his life with, but he's just not ready to settle down. So I gather that this means that I am supposed to get on with my life and try to keep going, until he decides if and when he wants to comes back? WTF? Are all men this confused with the concept of being in a relationship? How can I be it, but not it at the same time? How can you tell someone that you want them, yet don't want to be with them at the same time? I mean I am just lost as can be here. I love him with everything I have. He really did make me feel better as a person. I gained so much confidence and respect for myself when he

Our Dark Side
He is the raindrop that lands on my freshly written words. He smears them into obliteration. He is the cold, dark wall of a cave, Catching every word I say, but having no feelings. He is the sickness that makes me back when I see a deer Dead on the side of the road. He is the faltering angel, Really more like a human. For he is evil and good all in one. The evil side of him sometimes creeps Up into the depths of my mind and soul. I do things without thinking and cannot control them. When I wake, I have to live with consequences. We have to overcome him. He is the guilt you feel when you lie or steal And you fall from grace. He is the accumulation of black clouds about my head. Ready to pour down from the skies And ruin the sunny day. He is the silence in the bleak, deserted openness of thought, The inner-turmoil. He is the sickness contradicting the wonder When you look over the edge of the bridge. What would it be like to jump? I would never like to find

What The Fuck Is Wrong With This
Breaking News Posted on Fri, May. 11, 2007 reprint or license print email Digg it del.icio.us Police chase armless, one-legged driver NEW PORT RICHEY -- (AP) -- Authorities were led on a high-speed vehicle chase by an armless, one-legged man, and they said this wasn't the first time the 40-year-old eluded police. Michael Francis Wiley taught himself to drive after losing both arms and a leg in an electrical accident when he was 13. He spent time in prison for kicking a Florida Highway Patrol trooper after an accident in 1996. He led police on a 120 mph chase in 1998. On Tuesday, Wiley sped off in a Ford Explorer when police approached him at a convenience store, New Port Richey police Capt. Darryl Garman said. Officers pursued, but called off the chase after eight minutes because they did not want to put others in danger, Garman said. Wiley was arrested the next day on charges of fleeing from police and habitually driving without a license. He also is awaiting trial on

Nfl Random Justice
While PacMan Jones is taking his suspension 'like a man' by having his appeal heard on Friday, there's some more interesting news today in regards to the NFL's new player conduct policy. It has been announced that on May 13th, Tank Johnson will be released 60 days early from his 120 day sentence. Three days later, Johnson is scheduled to meet with Commissioner Goodell. A lengthy suspension for Tank is expected, but the question now arises: if you suspend Jones for 16 games because of a number of arrests but no convictions, how many games do you give a guy who just spent two months in jail?

Ensign: Ananias The Good
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 11 May 2007 There are three men who go by the name of Ananias in the New Testament book of Acts. There's no evidence the three ever met or would have in the normal course of events. But each of them, just like each of us, had the call of God on their lives; in fact, the name Ananias is derived from the Hebrew proper name Hananiah which means "God is gracious". How often we forget (or seem to) that the names we're given actually mean something, often something to live up to! Regrettably, not everyone who's called by God responds in a way that honors Him -- in fact, of the three men we'll be reviewing over these weeks, only one gave his best. We'll see that the Ananias we study next study gave his least, and the final one gave only grief

I Need To Do Something
So during a conversation with a friend recently I realized that I need to do something with all the time I spend on Cherrytap. I figure I should probably erase my account altogether just to rid myself of it. I'm probably pretty bored in life and definately lonely and a pc isn't a human. Although I have met some great ones on here! I'm thinking on it............

Cum Join The New Horny Cherry Train
CUM ALL YOU HORNY CHERRIES AND JOIN THE HORNY CHERRY TRAIN. ADD YOUR PROFILE LINK AND HOP ON BOARD. LET'S JUST SEE HOW MANY HORNY CHERRIES ARE ON THE TAP. RATE AND FAN ALL THE RIDERS AND IT WILL BE RETURNED TO YOU...LET'S MAKE THIS THE BIGGEST TRAIN EVER ON THE TAP....ALL ABOARD...PLEASE REPOST TONGUE MASTER@ CherryTAP

My Lovely Doctors....
well i finally got a damn antibotic and finally starting to get over this. also i harrassed my doctor about not getting my birth control filled on time she finally wrote me a new prescription and its been since januaray since i took my last pill. my doctors are real winners let me tell you..... but i'm doing better and its just going to get better..... do i hope so at least....

I Had A Really Good Friend Killed This Week.
HEY, I WILL BE OFF THE NET FOR AWHILE FOR HAD A REALLY GOOD FRIEND KILLED THIS WEEK IN THE SANDBOX. HE WAS A CONTRACTOR, HE AND I HAD SERVED IN THE ARMY TOGETHER. SO I WILL BE GOING TO CALLY FOR THE FUNERAL. ( QUICK SIDE NOTE JUST NOTED WHILE TYPING THE WORD FUN-eral the word FUN IS IN IT....NOT SO COOL). JUST REMEMBER. " ONLY THE DEAD HAVE SEEN THE END OF WAR " IT TIMES LIKE THIS THAT MAKE YOU REAL WHAT LIFE IS WORTH LIVING AND WHAT MAKES THE WORLD GO AROUND, FOR LIFE IS TO SHORT TO SPEND IT UNDER A ROCK OR IN YOUR LITTLE CUBICAL, OR NEVER FEELLIBNG THE GRASS UNDER YOUR FEET.. SORRY I AM JUST VENTING..SO BEAR WITH ME. THIS MAKES NUMBER 5 OF GUYS, WOULD HAVE TRUSTED WITH MY LIFE FOR A POLICE ACTION, OR AN ILLEGAL WAR. FOR THE PEOPLE THAT KNOW MY EMAIL WHILE I AM GONE. PROB BE GOING FOR AT LEAST A WEEK MAYBE MORE.

Another Episode In Washington Dc
WELL MOST OF YOU KNOW WHERE I WORK....SO YOU MIGHT FIND THIS AMUSING. ALLY AND THE KIDS GOT A BIG KICK OUT OF THIS. ON OUR VISIT TO THE PENTAGON THE TOUR GUIDE TOLD US THAT THE ADULTS NEEDED TWO FORMS OF ID. ONE HAD TO BE A PICTURE ID. WELL I HAD MY DRIVERS LICENSE AND I DECIDED TO TAKE MY CAMDEN POLICE DEPARTMENT ID. BOTH HAD MY PICTURE ON IT SO I THOUGHT HEY WHY NOT. WELL THIS ABSOLUTELY GORGEOUS GUY (I'M A SUCKER FOR OUR SOLDIERS ANYWAY) CHECKS OUR ID. HE LOOKS AT MINE FOR A MINUTE AND THEN LOOKS AT ME AND SAYS "MA'AM ARE YOU ARMED". I THOUGHT ALLY WAS GONNA DIE. I SAID "NO...NO I'M JUST A DISPATCHER" HE SAID " JUST CHECKING". HEY CAN YOU IMAGINE MY RESPONSE IF THE KIDS HADN'T BEEN THERE. ANYWAY I WAS IN HEAVEN ONCE INSIDE...NOTHING BUT SOLDIERS IN UNIFORM AND WE HAD TWO VERY NICE LOOKING ONES GIVING US THE TOUR. SO YA'LL KNOW I WAS DROOLING THE WHOLE TIME. ANYWAY, IT WAS AMAZING . WE WENT TO THE WING THAT THE PLANE HIT AND THE HALL THAT IT ACTUALLY LANDED IN. THEY HAVE A MEMORIAL S

This Is Bullshit
This past weekend, I had met a girl named Tiffany. We were supposed to go on a date, and when she showed up to the restaraunt we were supposed to meet at and she saw me, she drove away fast. She claimed that I wasn't her type and that I wasn't the guy she thought she saw at my work. We were set up by a mutual friend for this date by the way. So she keeps calling me, wanting to help me out and give me advice. So tonight, she says since my parents aren't alcoholics, she can't understand why I don't like to drink. What is it with people not understanding the Staightedge lifestyle? It's all about personal choice, and it's my personal choice to abstain from alcohol use, so what is so hard to understand about that? Why is it that people call you a drunkard if you drink too much, but if you don't drink at all, you're labeled as some kind of freak? So go ahead and drink up Tiff, go ahead and have a shot on me. I want your liver to fail, I want you to become an addict, enjoy that booze while

What Is A Meantime Girl?
What is a Meantime Girl? She’s the one you call when you’re bored because she makes you laugh. She’s the one you talk to when you’re feeling down because she’s willing to lend an ear and be a friend. She’s not the one you call when you need a date to your company’s Christmas party, or to go dancing with on a Saturday night. She’s the one you spend time with between girlfriends, before you fine “The One”. You know the one who you keep around in the meantime. She’s not one of the guys, not a tomboy, but you don’t look at her as a “real” woman, either. She’s not bitchy enough, moody enough, or sexy enough to be seen in that light. She’s too laid-back, too easily amused by the same thins your male buddies are amuse by. She’s too understanding, too comfortable – she doesn’t make you feel nervous or excited the way a “real” woman does. But she’s cool, and nice, and funny, and attractive enough that when you’re lonely or horny and need intimate female companionship, she’ll do just f

Sorrow
It's aggrivating that you Crawled back to him And tore me to shreds. You broke me, I'm sorry now. But he'll break you again, We'll see who's sorry tomorrow. It's interesting that you Can't seem to learn, So full of ignorance. He broke you, you're sorry now. I guess you'll never learn, Your heart so full of sorrow.

Fallen In Love
I have fallen in Love with you And yet we haven't me physically I've seen you on television and magazines. But you have stolen my heart. how did you do that. If only we could meet and see if we should be together. Or find out if you will only be a fantasy Scott I love you I love thee so you have my heart my love Will we ever meet don't know I hope I have fallen in love with you Why did I do that. April Rena Moore Copyright ©2007 April M did not put the full name in but the copyright on it does have it

Drunk And High
At this exact moment i'm fairly well on my way to be completely shit faced drunk and I'm already high. I cann feel the drink working its magic as my fingers numb and my words run on quite madly . . . .its as if i have no control over the words i'm typing theym its pretty trippy. . . later

Horoscope 5/13/2007
Sometimes the real meaning isn't in the words that are spoken between two parties. Instead, it lies in what goes unsaid. Listen to vocal tones, the conversational pace, the body language. Speaking can only do so much.

Ghost Whisperer Comes From Mom
To day mom called and we talked for an hour.And all of my live I was told exciept from her that I was a nut because I could see people who were not there.While talking we shared a few stories and nothing is more special then stories shared from mother to daughter expecially on mothers day.So I will post the stories in her words and my stories as well.In other pages of my rambles of a mad woman blog. And I was told that I she Is a ghost whisperer and that her mother said she no longer disbeleved her.And she told me today that she needed to let me know I was one to and that she thought I was ready to hear it from her. THanks mom after all I am 34 and now you tell me lol geese.Well It's starting out to be one weird and wacky mothers day but hey I now know I am not crazy :)

Always Hopeful
i saw this on a friends site and liked it enough to put it on here. hope you like it too. "one day you're going to wake up and realize how much you care for him-and when that day comes, he will be waking up next to the gal who already knew."

Myne
Roses are red violets are too Im still in love but not with you you thought you hurt me and made me cry but I was in love with another guy simply because you have no class all you can do is kiss my ass you sit around and talk your shit fuck you and your little ass dick you thoughtyou left me but I left you what my man is doing you cant do you tell your homies you played me like a bitch and I tell me girls you have a litte dick you said you loved me but it wasnt ture well guess what motha fuckea I played you too!

Death
IF TEARS COULD MAKE A RIVER AND MEMORYS A LANE I WOULD WALK UP TO HEAVEN AND BRING YOU HOME AGAIN LIFE IS SUCH A PRECIAS THING LIVE IT TO YOUR FULLIEST NEVER GIVE UP ON LIFE WE ALL GO THREW BAD THINGS IN LIFE SOME MORE THEN OTHERS EVERYTHING HAPPENDS FOR A REASON NEVER TURN YOUR BACKS ON THE ONES YOU LOVE BECAUSE THEY MAY NOT BE HERE TOMMROW SO IF U HAVE SOMEONE SPECIAL IN YOUR LIFE RIGHT KNOW ENJOY WHAT TIME U HAVE WITH EACH OTHER BECAUSE WE DO NOT NOT WHAT TOMMROW WILL BRING US NEVER GO TO BED ANGERY AT EACH OTHER ALWAYS TELL THAT SPECIAL PERSON JUST HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU AND HOW MUCH YOU LOVE THEM EACH AND EVERYDAY LOVE IS A PRECIAS THING NEVER WASTE IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

White Town-your Woman
Just tell me what you've got to say to me I've been waiting for so long to hear the truth It comes as no surprise at all you see So cut the crap and tell me that we're through Now I know your heart, I know your mind You don't even know you're being unkind So much for how your highbrow Marxist ways Just use me up and then you walk away Boy you can't play me that way Well I guess what you say is true I could never be the right kind of girl for you I could never be your woman I could never be your woman I could never be your woman I could never be your woman When I saw my best friend yesterday She said she never liked you from the start Well me, I wish that I could claim the same But you always knew you held my heart Your such a charming hansome man Now I think I finally understand Is it in your genes? I don't know But I'll soon find out, that's for sure Why did you play me this way? Well I guess what you say is true I could never be the right knid of gi

I Miss You..
Those magical fingers of yours that are shamelessly teasing the aching flesh between my legs begin to skim lower, and I part my thighs wider in invitation. Your hand curves over me, your palm pressing insistently against my clit while your fingers slide inside me and I arch up into your touch. You press your palm harder against my clit and push my hips back down as your fingers slide deeper inside me, curving in to rub against the soft slippery flesh inside me. Euphoria. I want you. Every part of me is screaming for you.

Boundaries
the pendulem is set in motion, you cannot take back time. i know the paths before us are as hard as any we will climb. i cannot hold your hand, you have to go alone. the obstacles rise before us. this is not an easy, i know. trust in your heart, the decisions you have made, i will do the same... enjoy your freedom, a life less filled with guilt. you deserve happiness as well as any. love freely as thou wilt you are no longer bound...

Handprints Of A Child
Sometimes you get discouraged becouse iam so small and always leave my fingerprints on the furniture and walls But everyday l'm growing i'll be grown someday and all thos tiny handprints will surerly fade away so here's a little handprint just so youcan recall exactly how my fingers looked when i was very small.

Silverchair-anthem For The Year 2000 (live)
We are the youth Well take your fascism away We are the youth Apologise for another day We are the youth And politicians are so sure We are the youth And we are knocking on deaths door Never knew we were living in a world With a mind that could be so sure Never knew we were living in a world With a mind that could be so small Never knew we were living in a world And the world is an open court Maybe we dont want to live in a world Where innocence is so short Well make it up to you In the year 2000 with... Never knew we were living in a world With a mind that could be so sure Never knew we were living in a world With a mind that could be so small Never knew we were living in a world And the world is an open court Maybe we dont want to live in a world Where innocence is so short Well make it up to you In the year 2000 Build it up for you In the year 2000 Make it up to you In the year 2000 Build it up for you In the year 2000 with you Never knew we

Time To Let Him Go
Time to Let Him Go It hurts alot to let him go, But can wound you so much if you stayed and let it show. It takes two to tango, we both know. A time to let go once and for all, If he doesnt pick up and phone and tells you no If he is not the man you have met him a long time ago. If he feels the its already boring and not a way to show Then grow up, moved on and let go. Mourn the silence and keep it so. Memories came and memories leave, Again, it keeps us better and makes us wiser. Whats in a relationship if without it? >>>an except :)

Senses Tingling
It all seemed too easy. To just watch them leave without suspicion on their mind. I enjoyed days of solitude, proceeding with business before I myself could leave for home. The sun rose one morning as I was ready to get some sleep as I looked above the laptop screen to see the door open slowly. It was him, I knew right away, and he immediately approached me with a baseball bat and a grimacing expression. My paranoia was right, I quickly hid the $2500 laptop under the bed and braced for a spine shattering crack as I turned my back towards him. FUCK! More like a long stretched FUCCK! I yelled out as I made sure the valuable was safe and hidden. Only then was I ready to turn and unload on him. He swung again, barely missing my head which would of knocked me out easily, and I ran him into the wall, his grimacing face focused straight on mine which fueled my reckless abandon as I continously pounded him on the wall by his shoulders, trying to distract him from swinging

About Me
FOR THOSE THAT ARE CLOSE TO ME KNOW THIS BUT FOR THOSE THAT DONT THE 16TH I WILL BE A WIDOW FOR 8YRS BUT IT WILL ALSO BE MY GRANDMOTHERS BIRTHDAY SHE HAD JUST WENT HOME TO SLEEP WHEN HE PASSED AWAY I HAVE 3 KIDS TWO BELONG TO HUSBAND AND 1 FROM LATER AND I TELL YOU IT DONT GET BETTER HE LEFT THIS WORLD FROM THE BRAIN CANCER I WAS ONLY 20 YEARS YOUNG IT WAS A TIME IN MY LIFE I SHOULD HAVE BEEN ENJOYING MY LIFE BUT I WAS RAISING A FAMILY SO I LIVE MY LIFE NOW FOR MY KIDS TAKING CARE OF MY MOTHER LIVING IT UP HELPING OTHERS AND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHERE TO TAKE MY LIFE NOW I THINK I KNOW WHERE I WANT TO GO AND THEN I HAVE OTHER IDEAS ITS LIKE I WANT TO MOVE AND EXPLORE A NEW LIFE WELL A LITTLE ABOUT WHATS UP WITH ME NOW FOR THOSE THATS BEEN WONDERING LOVE YOU GUYS SO IF I AM NOT AROUND SORRY I JUST DONT FEEL LIKE ME AT THE MOMENT CHAIRBEAR Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Lmao Check Out My Horoscope, Soo Funny
Rubbing elbows with the creme de la creme of society casts a rosy glow over your self-esteem, and no wonder -- these people just adore you! Keep hold of your common sense and you won't get knocked off your feet. Well by fucks guess that says it all

Assuming We're Wrong
It doesn't matter who tells you how to be saintly. It doesn't matter if you agree with every word I say and intend to do something about it. Actions speak louder than words, and often we don't understand our lessons unless we're acting them out. How can we assume we're wrong though? Second guessing ourselves constantly will result in pandemonium. Just imagine coming up to a four-way stop sign with three other cars and no one taking the initiative. We need quick thinking and impulse decisions just as much as we need slow, careful thought. So how do you balance the two? Empathy. Spend one day, one hour or even one second trying to understand how someone else feels and you become a better person instantaneously. If you can step back from anger and hate for another person, and for just one moment realize why they act the way they do, you can't hate them as much. You can't be selfish if you truly understand the other side of the fence. Your pride can't withstand the understandin

The Gift Of Words...
The gift of words. As a teenager I used to walk a little under a mile from the bus stop to my house. We lived out there in the middle of nowhere. In a valley. with mountains that surrounded us in every direction. It really was awsome. On the way home I'd smoke my cigaretts, sing songs and avoid those damn cows whenever possible. The road to my childhood home is almost always littered with cowpies or coyotee crap. It snakes round and around and around. left right left right. It's enough to make you sick if you are unused to it. The road is so narrow that you are constantly on the lookout for a vehicle coming the opposite direction. One must pull over and take turns passing. When you walk up my parents driveway in the fall, it is certainly one of the most glorious sights to see. Thier hundred and something year old farmhouse with its tin roof that shines in the sun stands there. You can almost hear it creaking.... this house. You can almost see it huffing and puffing. It is ol

More Tidbits
*At one point I had no nose *I'm double jointed *Very clumsy *Toenails are usually pink *I can't feel my left knee *I've broken both my pinky's *Very shy *I've crashed a car that wasn't mine *Never owned a fake ID, but always got drinks :P *I love the rain, and thunder storms *Like to play card games *Not fond of shopping *Love to read, yes, Harry Potter, think of me what you will *Favorite Artist is Amy Brown *Musical obsession is currently a lady names Aslyn *love LOVE the movie Goonies *I've made 2 quilts *I play gameboy at work *Still play UNO *Kick ass in poker Thats all I can think of at the moment, please ask if you need me to elaborate

Immortality
We must pass like smoke or live within the spirits fire; For we can no more than smoke unto the flame return If our thought has changed to dream, or will unto desire, As smoke we vanish through the fire may burn. Lights of infinite pity star the grey dusk of our days: Surely here is soul: with it we have eternal breath: In the fire of love we live, or pass by many ways, By unnumbered ways of dream to death.

Oral Sex.
Oral sex can cause throat cancer 22:00 09 May 2007 NewScientist.com news service Roxanne Khamsi Related Articles Cervical cancer virus is common in the US 27 February 2007 Cervical cancer vaccine should also be given to men 15 October 2005 Oral sex linked to mouth cancer 25 February 2004 Search New Scientist Contact us Web Links Maura Gillison, Johns Hopkins Bloomberg School of Public Health New England Journal of Medicine People who have had more than five oral-sex partners in their lifetime are 250% more likely to have throat cancer than those who do not have oral sex, a new study suggests. The researchers believe this is because oral sex may transmit human papillomavirus (HPV), the virus implicated in the majority of cervical cancers. The new findings should encourage people to consistently use condoms during oral sex as this could protect against HPV, the team says. Other experts say that the results provide more reason for men to receive the

Bored
ok people dale jr again nascars #i fan here on vacation and bored to tears so if ya wanna talk my messenger is nascarfan200272@yahoo.com and dont forget to sign my guestbook no nascar race this weekend that sucks guess i have to wait a week ok thats all i have see ya

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Sassy Cunt Strikes Again, Lol...
Ok... this is hilarious. Long, but hilarious. Now, we all know that any drama between members isn't handled by the admin. They pay no attention to it. The only time someone is banned from CT is when addresses, social security numbers or things of that sort are given out online. That's it. Coming straight from the CT Support lounge. I asked them what to do about this crazy 'Sassy Bitch' that has had her panties in a knot for going on 36 hours now. I logged into CT to find this in my shoutbox: It is backwards, by the way, and only half the convo, for some reason it's all the bitching that my shoutbox could remember since she's forgotten her Midol. Sassy Bitc...: i posted my Mumm way before you blocked me....(((((WHICH IS NOT TRUE, SHE WAS BLOCKED IN MY TALIBAN MUMM PRIOR TO HER MUMM AND SINCE SHE COULD NOT RESPOND, SHE HAD TO POST SOMETHING, WHAT AN ATTENTION WHORE)))))get your facts straight...you just didn't like the fact that i retaliated and yes 6 hours is a long

Jokes:2
Three guy`s walk into a BAR,an IRISH MAN,ENGLISH MAN,AND A AUSSIE Bloke,IRISH MAN SAY`S: i bet you $50 that my dog beats your dog Lick that,ENGLISH MAN SAY`S:i bet you $100 that my dog beats your`s Lick that,AUSSIE BLOKE SAY`S:my dog has a DIRTY ASS i bet you $200 that you won`t lick that.LOL

Inspired By A Passion For Music
Inspired By A Passion For Music Music, my passion, my love, my fear. Music, that is defined by what is pleasing to the ear. My passion, that is defined by my hunger for more, My desire to succeed, to make my soul soar. My love, betrothed to my passion, Both connected, linked as one. Together in this fashion, My life is theirs to run. My fear, my skeptic cogitations for success, Afraid of exerting maximal effort, and resulting with something less. My fear of competition, Overrode by my desire to compete. My fear of failure, That which makes victory so sweet

I Am Leaving Wicked Intentions Ty Goese Out To All Of My Friends And Family Who Understand (repost)
This is Dj Trinity Hello everyone I'm sure you by now know that I am quiting Wicked Intentions. Due to all the drama and all that goese around I am handing over my mods. New Information has to come to my attention and I think it's time i start over Things have happened that is not everyones buisness I will say only this... I was at the wrong place at the wrong time and to be honest saw things that I was not supposed to see. I am just going to leave it up to you all I haven't lied to you I haven't started anything. I am simply saying that I am done no more drama no more wars I will be doing something It will just not be with this lounge I am only saying this you may choose your own path I am just saying that I have not lied so why lie about this why even bother ? So to all my friends and fans and all the listeners that come to see me @ wicked intentions Much Love To You all and in the words of a very special friend FOLLOW YOUR HEARTS I was online when i said i wasn

Perfect Place.
I'm sorry. To thoes I have loved. I'm sorry. To thoes I have hurt. In any shape hurt can take. I never thought I would have done that. I told myself I'd never be like that. And now I sit here Feeling alone and alienated. But it was I that did it. I alone caused so much damage. And the truth is clear upon my eyes. I do not see anymore lies. I only see what is really there. And it is that I am alone. All because I was afraid. Afraid to trust. Afraid to be hurt. Afraid to love. Now the future has me In it's perfect place.

Another Crazy Arse Horoscope
Fancy creams and ridiculous diets don't keep a person young: curiosity does. So go ahead and explore, initiate and ask questions. The more information you seek, the more you'll gather. Use your resources. Ok I agree to this to a point. I happen to think by a person eating healthy will keep them healthy as well.No one can honestly sit and tell me someone sitting and constantly stuffing their face is healthy. give nsome peiple do have a higher tollerance to certain foods, their matabolism may be higher than some but still eating healthy, good sex and well TLC every now and then is the key to a healthy life woot woot OK I KNOW THIS ISNT ALL THERE IS BUT FOR NOW THATS ALL I WISH T0 SAY. LOVE TO ALL , HAPPY BLOGGINGS N SHIT P34C3

The Birthday Party
IT WAS APRIL 17TH, AND MY FRIEND HEATHER WAS JUST TURNING 25, SHE'S MY EX-BOYFRIENDS FRIEND FROM SCHOOL, AND SHE WAS SO HOT LOOKING, WE GAVE HER JEWELERY AND SHE JUST ABOUT MELTED, WE TOOK SHOTS OF JAGERMEISTER I HAD ABOUT 7 OF THEM SHE WAS ALREADY BUZZING, SHE HAD BEEN HITTING ON ME AND MY EX ON PREVIOUS OCCASIONS, WHICH IS ALL GOOD, SINCE WE WERE STILL CLOSE FRIENDS. -AND WE SHARE, SHE WAS WEARING FISHNET STOCKINGS BLACK SKIRT AND TOP, MY EX CONFESSES TO ME THAT HE DOESN'T THINK THAT SHE SWUNG THE BI-SEXUAL WAY, BUT THE FIRST NIGHT WE MET SHE DANCED WITH ME AND KISSED ME AND THEN LATER RATED ME A "13" SO IT MADE ME WONDER? -I HAD STATED EARLIER IN THE DAY "SO HELP ME GOD, IF SHE HITS ON ME," SO WE WERE DRIVING OUT TO THE BEACH IN OCEAN SHORES ROCKING OUT TO MUSIC, AND HEATHER JUST POPS OFF AND SAYS, I'M BI-SEXUAL AND I SAID HEATHER U DON'T SWING THAT WAY AND SHE SAYS HELL YEAH I DO AND MY EXPRESSION WAS HELL YEAH FUCK YEAH, SHE WANTED TO GO RUNNING NAKED ON THE BEACH WITH ME SOME PE

You're Sweet
You're sweet as the morning The rise so silver and white You're sweet as a rainbow All shiny and bright You're sweet as a sunset After a summer days rain You're sweet like the shower Wash away all my pain You're sweet as soft velvet So silky to touch You're sweet as forever And I love you so much

Mumms And Assumptions
it's almost a scientific fact. any mumm posted will invite at least a couple of people who want to challenge it. the only problem is, they usually have some half ass ed assumption that is what gave them the reason to challenge it in the first place. there's nothing more pathetic sometimes than watching someone get on an internet soap box in a comment section of a place like THIS and try to "tell you off" there's nothing lamer that watching someone behave like they know what they're talking about and you don't just because they don't have the mental flexibility to adjust their perspective. im don't mean to brag, but i fuckin' love my ability to break down my own assumptions. i like being on the side that "gets it." it's too easy to sit back and whine about how you don't (even tho you're swearing up and down that you do) when you build and fortify false assumptions, you create Dogma. Dogma restricts and blinds you from learning New things and recognizing/rea