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20 Ways
20 ways. There’s 20 ways the rain could come and the least of them was right. It could come and cleanse the soul today or it could sneak in here at night The liquid it could heal our souls or roll into the ditch It could be our ever loving God, or an ice cold heartless bitch. Yeah, 20 ways to damn ourselves, 20 ways to fall In the legacy of the motor car, the unions strong and tall They all strive for Nirvana, that comfort zone denied But it’s not for lack of caring, or that they did not try. There’s 20 ways to lose the game, 20 ways to fail 20 ways to lie to them, 20 ways to tell the tale The cloak has shrouded that simple thing, we used to call the truth It’s twisted all the words and tales, we like to tell the youth The time is surely now at hand, the time has come to pass When we lost out on the 20 ways, 20 ways to save our ass The lies and bullshit congregate, the end is now right here Yes, there’s 20 ways to give it up, 20 ways at least my dear. Copyrig

Love Don't Live Here Anymore (what My Heart Really Feels Right Now In Life)
[Chorus:] You abandoned me Love don't live here anymore Just a vacancy Love don't live here anymore When you lived inside of me There was nothing I could conceive That you wouldn't do for me Trouble seemed so far away You changed that right away, baby [chorus] Love don't live here anymore Just emptiness and memories Of what we had before You went away Found another place to stay, another home [chorus] In the windmills of my eyes Everyone can see the loneliness inside me Why'd ya have to go away Don't you know I miss you so and need your love [chorus]

No Discriminate
JUST CUZ I LOVE ALL WOMEN DOESNT MEAN I LOVE JUST WHITE WOMEN CHOCOLATE 2 CARAMEL UNLIMITED SHADEZ OH YEZ INDEED 2 LATINAZ DOMINICANZ PORTUGUESE PUERTO RICANZ SPANISH PERUVIANZ BRAZILANZ MIXIN FLAVOR GET SOME ASAIN FLAVOR CHINESE PHILIPPINE JAPANESE VIETNAMESE I GUESS IM SAYIN NATIVEZ MIDDLE EASTERNZ EUROPEANZ AFRICANZ DONT WORRY WHO I LUV I GUEZZ IT WASNT YA LUV BUT KNOW THIZ I DONT GIVE A SHIT CUZ I LOVE MOST OF YALL THATZ RIGHT YEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Closest Friend...
She knows when I am sad She knows how to make me smile She knows what Bothers me She knows how to keep me laughing No one comes close to her and NO ONE can compare to her and yet thier simply unaware. She's their when I need A hug or just a driendly smile. She purrrrs just like a kitty cat and makes the guys go wild. (smiles**). She has a caring way to get me through each day And all the things she does to show me just how much she cares just gives me more confidence to face a new day with a smile just to know that she'll be there. So in return I wrote this blog to let know that she is my closest friend and my love will forever show. Thanks to Mystical for always being there to talk to when I just needed a friend you are my closest friend. And I am very thankful that you chose to be my friend. much Love and respect to you my dark angel for you will always be my closest friend.

Love...
How can I tell the person that is my life that I love you. I wish that they can believe me....I wish he was here to hold me and caress me and never let go. i love him with all my heart. I don't want to lose him..because I will kill my self to be with him...I wish he was here so i can put my head on his chest and not take it off...you are in my heart, and will never go away...I love you so much. Ohhh how much i love him. I can't stop thinking about you. I wish I can show you how much I love you....so baby please don't leave me and stay with me. I am begging you please don't go. I love you CJ, and don't forget that...your alway in my heart...I am depressed right now, to the point where I just wanna go away and die...I don't want him to lose me...

Lyrics But They Fit For Me!!
No more stray now I'm straight, Now I get it now I take time to think before I make mistakes just for my family sake, That part of me left yesterday The heart of me is strong today, No regrets I'm blessed to say the old me dead and gone away,

Firey Warmth
Warm my body I want to have your light flicker on me So welcoming Soothing Sensual Heat and light Crackling sounds Scent of burning wood Draws you in Mesmerizes Makes you want to stay near And you don't want it to die You poke it to force the last burst of flame And watch the embers glow Until extinguishment

Merry Christmas To All My Friends
If you don't celebrate Christmas, then Happy Holidays. I do celebrate Christmas, and this to me is what the season is all about. I hope it touches you as it has me. Updated 12/22/08 I found a similar video, the scenes are mostly the same but it's better because it's set to Josh Groban's "O Holy Night." It's lovely, I hope you'll enjoy it.

My Letter Of Self Worth To The World.
Sometimes I wonder why I exist in this world. More often than you can imagine. I wonder if I will ever meet that one person that I can give my everything to, give every fiber of my being to, and all of my love. I have put myself out onto the table for the taking and have been stripped down to nothing. I had a wonderful woman in my life but I was too immature to notice and I took advantage of her. Now that I don’t have her I cannot live without her. She doesn’t want to have anything to do with me she seems almost repulsive of my actions. I would do anything in the world to have her back, but she will not take me back she has found a new man and it hurts me to say that I’m happy for her when I truly just want to be with her for the rest of my life. But I cannot be the one to keep her from her dreams and I cannot keep her from happiness. I will not keep her from happiness. On the other hand I have moved on in life I have tried to move forward but any time I try to get close to someone els

Mental Feng Shui
This is without a doubt one of the nicest good luck forwards I have received. Hope it works for you -- and me! Lotus Totus: You have 6 minutes There's some mighty fine advice in these words, even if you're not superstitious. This Lotus Totus has been sent to you for good luck from the Anthony Robbins organization. It has been sent around the world ten times so far. Do not keep this message. The Lotus Totus must leave your hands in 6 MINUTES. Otherwise you will get a very unpleasant surprise. This is true, even if you are not superstitious, agnostic, or otherwise faith impaired. ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, t heir conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, 'I love you,' mean it. FIVE. When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look the person in the eye. SIX. Be

Crazy Daughter
iam so upset with my daughter she needs to have her mind fixed.... i really do not under stand her any more ... wish she would have stayed here . but she made her choice so not much i csn do about it but to pick a man over her kids

Bleeding..
My heart is torn beyond repair. never ending bleed. it bleeds you dry. never letting you heal. its like cancer. theres no cure. no chance for recovery. but im not giving up. until its the end. Im holding on to everything i love. everything i hold dear. there is more. more people to meet. im not letting this defeat me. im stronger. I will heal. as for the cancer, it will always be there. but it wont defeat me. beacause i am Strong.

Nowhere
Can you tell me now Is there somewhere left to go Will there be a place Were I can be at peace Does it exist Or am I Forever stuck in the middle With no place to go Sitting here all alone I begin to wallow No one calls And no one answers I ask a question And recieve another question Silence is how I am met Does no one rememeber? I told you all once Nothing hurts me more But the response i got Was the only thing i didnt want My screams echo all around in Silence Can you tell me now Is there somewhere left to go Will there be a place Were I can be at peace Does it exist Or am I Forever stuck in the middle With no place to go Thats right A home is not a home When your stuck there Crying alone A friend is not a friend Who doesnt listen Or just doesnt understand And a life is not a life If there is no peace No reason to live Can you tell me now Is there somewhere left to go Will there be a place Were I can be at peace Does it exist Or am

Demitirious Ghaalin - Vtm Profile.
Name - Demitirious Ghaalin Clan: Tzimisce Age - 465 Generation - 8th Status - Family/ Clan priest Sire - Angelis Apparent Age - 28 Height - 5’10 Weight - 145 pounds Hair Colour - Black Eye Colour - Green Nature- Sociopath Demeanor- Visionary Concept- Clan Priest He was the picture perfect child, even in his adolescents he exceled at everything his mother ever pushed him in: Horse riding, sword play, scholary studies, and of course Catholism... The Virgin Mary; the holiest of all mothers, to Demitirious was sanctified flesh and bone. Childhood infatuation would turn into lustful need to thrust manhood into marble pillared form. To touch... to taste... absolute truth and above all else the need to know she sweated or even yearned as he did. Deviant child, caught with slick hands in the confessional booth... no currency of coin could spare him from his sin. His dreams of being priest were now deluding, he felt no remourse in his action. Matters simply became worse

Stupid Love Poem
I am bored with love and it's passionless limbs that drape over my bed in a lethargic state of impotence while wearing the same red heart my soul picked up hitchhiking off highway serendipity Now here we are alone in togetherness trying to build dreams with two by fours and glue, but even a home won't tie us together when our hearts live alone Poetic vows cliched into nothingness like all words do, eventually and we allowed our bodies to become another pair of hollow shadows that make love to a wall instead of each other and we wonder why the roses are dying

The Laws
Preface: YES, there are other groups that list all the mistakes men make, and YES, we are aware that they exist, but they are not important in this group... focus around here is only around the funny ass mistakes that women make. And if you have a problem with that, don't bother reading any further, go back to where you came from, and spare us all the aggravation! Anyway, onto the list... 1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partner's mouth while you get off is hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expec

El Faggus
->~Auto 11's...: Yeah, me and My saber were carousing the internets, astroglide in hand, and were wondeirng if we could penetrate you ~Auto 11's...: hay? ->~Auto 11's...: can i penetrate you>? (¯`v´¯)KingFag(¯`v´¯)®@ fubar

And We Thought Our Economy Was Bad
Zimbabwe's Money Worth More As eBay Novelty Than As Actual Money RSS stumble digg reddit del.ico.us news trust mixx.com Share this on Facebook AP | July 24, 2008 04:52 PM Read More: Poverty, Zimbabwe, Zimbabwe Bank Notes, Zimbabwe Bank Notes Ebay, Zimbabwe Ebay, Zimbabwe Inflation, Zimbabwe Money, Zimbabwe Money Ebay, Business News Share this story on Facebook.com! facebook Get Breaking News Alerts never spam * Share * Print * Comments Amid Zimbabwe's mind-boggling hyper inflation, a new 100 billion dollar bank note has more value as a novelty item on eBay than on the streets of the capital. The note, launched this week, is worth enough to buy a loaf of bread - if you can find one on Zimbabwe's depleted store shelves. Meanwhile on eBay, the bill was on offer for nearly US$80. Notes in the millions of dollars are useful only as toilet paper and it's cheaper to light a fire with low denomination bills than with newspaper. In

I Thought Of You Today.(for My Best Friend U Know Who You Are.)
I thought of you today and the tears started falling, I thought of you today and I wondered what you were doing, I thought of you today and could not forget the first day that we met. I thought of you today and remembered the first thing that you said. I thought of you today and saw your face in my dreams. I thought of you today and laughed at how close we really seem. I thought of you today and remembered what I said the night before the we joined at the hip you and I then suddenly I realized we are even though we're miles apart your always in my heart. I thought of you today and I wondered were you thinking of me too? Then I thought of how you always do. So just to let you know I thought of you today. I thought of you today. I thought of you today

Mother Love For Her Babies
Sitting here and lisiting to Hinder .....Thinking about my sons..I know that they are ok .. My heart just hurts like hell..I have been crying so much for the past few days.. I am making myself sick from all this stress...You moms out there know what I am going though....I am to the point I want to hurt him but he is really wroth it... All I can do is wait to here from them and love them no matter where they are..Gordon my heart hurts so much Why in the hell did you take them from it is not fair...I am there mother .. I love them so much.. How would you feel if you could never see your child again.. Oh my God I cannot stop the crying ...

I Do?
This is just a funny little piece I wrote, had the idea after my girlfriend kept harassing me about getting married. You can tell where I stood on the matter by this :P (Pardon the formatting, I don't use hard returns so it will look a little shaky, I am sure) Jon stood in front of Immaculate Conception Weddings, the only wedding shop in New Orleans that you could get married without a marriage license. It was also the only place that Jon knew of where you could purchase a ring to go along with the deal. Jon was extremely cheap and this shop was renown for having the cheapest engagement rings in the entire city. Jon's heart raced as he reached for the door. He would soon buy the ring that would change his life for better or worse. He opened the door, and walked in. The shop was dimly lit and had a few pews near the entrance, in front of the pews stood an altar and a man that had to be old enough to have done the ceremony for Adam and Eve. To the left of the layout stood a gl

Liberation
(This is a pretty dark one, I'm not sure what I was thinking about when I wrote this. It's rather crude in style, but I think it gets the point across) I lived in a land of hate and sorrow all my life. My people were not allowed to be married and have children, it was a disgrace to our tormentors to see us flourish. Those of us who were alive before the cruel came to punish us vaguely remember what it was like to be free. Now all we know is the pain that others push upon us to feel better about themselves. I know I will never taste freedom again, I have spent too long in this body to see my captors punished for the torment they shed. I can only hope that somewhere someone will look down upon us, and in agony state the pain we have endured and fight for us, for alone we shall perish. I have not felt the embrace or touch of a kind person for fifteen years now. My wife was torn from my side and I was forced to watch as she was brutalized before my eyes by soldiers who had their own

Ty Silver
Twas the night before Christmas And all through the Fu Not a creature was stirring Not even the Christmas Poo The Stocking bling were hung By the chimney with care In hopes that Fat Sonny Won't show up on a dare The fu's were nestled all snug in their beds While visions of Happy Hours Danced in their heads And Miss Mona in her kerchief And Steve in his cap Had just settled down For a long winter's fap....er nap When out on the lawn there arose such a clatter, I sprang from my laptop to see what was the matter. Away to the window I flew like a flash, Locked up the shutters And hid my stash. The moon on the breast of the new-fallen snow Gave me shivers as I peeked At the scene below When, what to my wondering eyes should appear, But 8 of Sonny's family Shaking with fear With a little old driver, so lively and funny I knew in a moment it must be Fat Sonny. More rapid than eagles his coursers they came, And he roared, and screamed, and called them by n

Shocking
This was submitted by a guy who purchased his lovely wife a "pocket > Taser" for their anniversary. Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 22nd anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Toni. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety.... WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two triple-a batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arch of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. Awesome!!! Unfortunately, I have yet to explain to Toni what that burn spot is on the face of her microwave.

Not Much To Do
No Leftovers to eat...i had speghetti. No Decortations or Tree to take down...did not put up any. No returns...i did not get any gifts. No shopping to do...i have no money. yep, the after christmas reality is the same as the before christmas reality for me....just REALITY!

Nightwish - Dead Boys Poem
"I live no more to shame, nor me, nor you, I'm sorry" Born from silence, silence full of it A perfect concert my best friend So much to live for, so much to die for If only my heart had a home Sing what you can't say Forget what you can't play Hasten to drown into beautiful eyes Walk within my poetry, this dying music - My loveletter to nobody Never sigh for better world It's already composed, played and told Every thought the music I write Everything a wish for the night Wrote for the eclipse, wrote for the virgin Died for the beauty the one in the garden Created a kingdom, reached for the wisdom Failed in becoming a god Never sigh... "If you read this line, remember not the hand that wrote it Remember only the verse, songmaker's cry the one without tears For I've given this its strength and it has become my only strength. Comforting home, mother's lap, chance for immortality where being wanted became a thrill I never knew The sweet piano writing do

What Holiday Drink Are You?
You Are Cider Your holiday personality is cozy. The holidays are your favorite time to stay home, stay warm, and spend time with those you love. You don't need a lot to make you happy over the holidays. Seeing an old relative or favorite holiday film is enough to make your day. What Holiday Drink Are You?

Want To Be In A Fu Family That Cares?
Are you tired of watching people level faster than you and you've been on here MONTHS before them? Are you tired of feeling neglected,left out of some of the fun Fu activities on here that others seem to get time after time after time again while you sit on the sidelines benched,unapproached,or viewed as an afterthought? Are you tired of rating people's profiles and them not returning the luv? Are you tired of no one buying you drinks or maybe worse Are you tired of feeling unrecognized and unloved....has the Fu done damage to your self esteem making you feel like you are less than zero for whatever reasons? If you've answered yes to at least one of these questions,have I got news for you! You can join my family! As a member of my family I will PERSONALLY GUARANTEE you that I will send you drinks if you are not drunk,if you are drunk I will send you at LEAST one gift per day,I'll leave a comment on your page (starting today lol) and whats even better than that is the people in my famil

Hate Who Hates
I hate those who hate, I hate myself for not knowing what to hate, I hate life, I hate love, I hate not knowing of my upcoming strife I hate not know of my oncoming love, I hate those who hate, I hate myself I'd stop to hate for gold of my weight, I hate all those with wealth, I hate those who harm, I hate those who hurt, I hate those who use their charm, To put others in the dirt, I hate living as I ache, I hate living in earth wake, I hate people who hate, I being the one who must be to forsake Those who hate, must hate me Because of thou hate I hate thee, The point i must make, Leaving myself without this weight Is that I love to hate, And all love hate when you hate what they hate

Hangovers
Five Levels of Hangovers One Star Hangover (*) No pain. No real feeling of illness. You're able to function relatively well. However, you are still parched. You can drink 5 cokes and still feel this way. For some reason, you are craving a steak & fries. Two Star Hangover (**) No pain, but something is definitely amiss. You may look okay, but you have the mental capacity of a staple gun. The coffee you are chugging is only increasing your rumbling gut, which is still tossing around the fruity pancake from the 3:00 AM Waffle House excursion. There is some definite havoc being wreaked upon your bowels. Three Star Hangover (***) Slight headache. Stomach feels crappy. You are definitely not productive. Anytime a girl walks by you gag because her perfume reminds you of the flavored schnapps shots your alcoholic friends dared you to drink. Life would be better right now if you were home in your bed watching Lucy reruns. You've had 4 cups of coffee, a

Philosophical Rape Victim
said "the world is a series of rooms and we base our lives on who we're stuck in that room with" another house qoute... think it over...who you choose to have in your life matters... you'll probably define your life by it...

Answers
Sometimes being the person who has all the answers is such a pain in the ass! When all hell breaks loose, you get the phone call. At 6 am. Problem is, at 6 in the morning, I have very few answers that are worth a damn. Anyway, long story short. Work issues explode early this morning, I work from BED (grab laptop from desk and bleary eyed try to fix problem) for the last four hours! It's gonna be a great day already. Now that's almost noon, I'm going to get some coffee. Don't expect me to have answers for you today :P

Jan 4 Indian Outlaw Auction
I'm In an AUCTION @ INDIAN OUTLAW TONITE @ 10 PM EASTERN! Come BID on me! Highest bidder will get a SALUTE and LAYOUT made by FliCka! Just Click the pic below and join the fun! Thanks! Brought to you by TRIPS*OWNER OF INDIAN OUTLAW SALOON*FU-HUSBAND TO ANGELMOON@ fubar

She Is So Hot-- You Don't Want To Miss This!
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This Is The First Few Chapters
In the darkness, amongst the trees, in the deep dark woods, people where fighting against each other for life and for freedom, but they are not human nor gods creation. They were in fact demons. Born on this world, half – breeds as some people called them. One of them is a rebel vampiric angel, a powerful being of beauty and speed. She id one of the half – breeds that fight to have her rightful place as the queen of all vampires and she will do anything to get that rightful place. “You are not going to win you foul creature,” said one demon fighter. “Even if it kills us,” another stated. Standing with her armor of gold dragon scales and the sword filled with the blood of all the other demons that attacked her and failed. “There is no way you will win this night, even the moon of blood will not stop me until I have my place as your queen.” She smirked. With the stare in her hazel green eyes and her long black hair in a braid, she gets ready for another attack form the last two

Your Smile Shines Through
You are beautiful within You are beautiful without There's no reason for your mind to Be consumed by senseless doubt There are times we will remember There are nights we won't forget If we value every moment We will never feel regret You have wisdom of exemption You are gentle like a child You will always be protected You will never lose your smile There are friend who will remain Within our thoughts throughout our lives There are ties that can't be broken There are bonds that cannot die Everything you do Your smile shines through

Showin Support For
SINCE I'M NOT GOOD AT BULLYS AND MY USUAL BULLY MAKER IS UNAVAILABLE DUE TO SOME UNFORTUNATE CIRCUMSTANCES THIS WILL HAVE TO DO....LOL THIS IS FOR ALL THOSE THAT KNOW AND LUV TAPPINIT AND WANNA SEE HIM COME BACK TO FU IN THE NEAR FUTURE...HE DOES THE MOST RAWKIN ANIMATIONS THIS SITE HAS SEEN...SO SHOW A LITTLE SUPPORT AND ADD YOURSELF BELOW... ♥ Xmasbaby73 ♥ Tappinit Supporter@ fubar Trouble Free...Tappinit Supporter@ fubar *JeNniFeR*@ fubar ~~Twisted Whispers ~~ TAPPINIT SUPPORTER@ fubar ~Sweet~N~Sexxay~Fu Owned By Dr@gonMaster©~SBG@ fubar The Texas Tornado (Twister Sister)*** TAPPINIT SUPPORTER@ fubar ☆SillyCuteChrissy☆ Tappinit Supporter@ fubar petiegirl - Fubars German beer wench@ fubar Southern Mystery***SUPPORTER OF TAPPINIT***@ fubar Nicholas aka Kramer69 1st owned by Lizzy and Jedi Master@ fubar

Sinners Paradise Lounge
Join us tonight for... Music guaranteed to get ya movin! Sinners Paradise Lounge proudly supports and plays DawnStarRadio! (repost of original by 'aGEM4life ShadowLeveler|RatingRevolution ღWife of Ike™ღ FUOwnedByJade&JaksonsMom' on '2009-01-07 16:19:32')

Awe...so Sweet...lol
The World's Shortest Fairy Tale Once upon a time: A guy asked his girl friend 'Will you marry me?' She said, 'NO!' And the guy lived happily ever after, and rode motorcycles, and went fishing, and hunting ,and played golf a lot, and drank beer, and scotch, and left the toilet seat up, and farted whenever he wanted too. THE END (Brings a tear to your eye, don't it?)

Dj Killer @ Gods Forsaken Radio
Killer was influenced at a very young age by the music that his older brother listened to and he still loves that music to this day. These bands included Pink Floyd, Led Zeppland, Ian Hunter, and Thin Lizzy. He will always thank him for that. Killer's favorite bands are Disturbed, Iron Maiden, Dream Evil, Judas Priest, and Helloween. The reason he likes being a DJ is the Live interaction between music and people has always made him happy. Metal unites us and makes us one. So what are you waiting for come and rock out with DJ Killer @ Gods Forsaken Radio!!!!!

Bad November - Track 10 - Be With Me
Bad November Disclaimer: This is a chapter in a story I wrote. None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is not intended. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This story is planned to be revised and maybe I can talk the writer to let me post them here if people like them. Please comment and let the writer and me know what you like or don't like. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Lyrics from Be With Me Why do you keep smiling we all know you're sad/ What I'm about to say I hope will make you glad/ So here I got the truth will set me free/ I wanna know/ Will you be with me

Fucked Up
this is... HOUSTON - A Texas death row inmate with a history of mental problems pulled out his only good eye and told authorities he ate it. Andre Thomas, 25, was arrested for the fatal stabbings of his estranged wife, their young son and her 13-month-old daughter in March 2004. Their hearts also had been ripped out. He was convicted and condemned for the infant's death. While in the Grayson County Jail in Sherman, Thomas plucked out his right eye before his trial..."

Fun
All I could think of was she looked even better in person. Face like a doll, body of my dreams, and eyes that make your heart stop. We smiled and hugged, she felt so good in my arms, so soft and warm. She smelled wonderful, good enough to eat. She looked up at me and I leaned in and kissed her. Her full wonderful lips felt so good. We kissed softly at first then slowly deeper, I could taste her now, our tongues danced together. I felt her hips push into me and her amazing breasts smash into my body. We knew right away we needed some privacy. We walked away thinking the same thing. Along the way we slipped into a deserted alleyway. I pulled her close and kissed her hard, my hands moving over her ass cheeks in big circles pulling them apart then pushing them together. I kissed the side of her neck just under her ear and traced my way down. “ I want you so bad “ I whisper. She lets out a low moan. My fingers trace there way down between her cheeks and feel her warmth, it

With You
I need you boo I gotta see you boo And there's hearts all over the world tonight Said there's hearts all over the world tonight I need you boo I gotta see you boo And there's hearts all over the world tonight Said there's hearts all over the world tonight Hey lil' mama, ooh you're a stunner Hot little figure, yes you a winner, and I'm so glad to be yours You're a class of your own and Ooh little cutie, when you talk to me I swear the whole world stops You're my sweetheart and I'm so glad that you're mine You are one of a kind, and You mean to me what I mean to you And together baby there is nothing we won't do 'Cause if I got you I don't need money I don't need cars Girl you're my heart And oh, I'm into you and Girl no one else would do With every kiss and every hug You make me fall in love And now I know I can't be the only one I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight With the love of their life who feel What I feel when I'm with you, with yo

Melody
In this heartless creation It is hard to understand Why some souls choose to wander Forgetting Yet I am lost without wandering My love is a ghost Ancient - with wisdom Vital - with tears Not able to move on Unable to let go It's hard to remember a love You don't recognize in this life Yet the memory is without thought Agony - without knowledge This love - is without mercy Passing through eternity Life to the next Forever searching In a labyrinth of whispers For a blissful love Lost Longing for the touch I'll sense when I feel Whispering to my heart Comforting this stoned soul Our love burns within me But I am lost in the shadows This entity of dreams Forever killing me I believe this love is eternal The flame will not relinquish Forever circling me The very matter of my existence But for now I simply breath Awaiting your rescue Music - bonding our souls Pain - stirring the memories While silence shouts out this melody

Questioning Heart
Questioning heart Who are you to tickle my heart just by your smiles? freezes me by the glance of your face leaving me speachless as you start telling the trials that you been trough, making me think of what am i to you are you true as you say those words? Or are you just putting me in a curse? im always confused of your true intention, my mind is filled of good and bad thoughts are you numb or just pretending? an angel in disguise, a sweet pretender its been a weeks from the first time i met you but it takes just a week to fall on you for a short time you didn't noticed that you have touched my stoned heart, and slowly, accidentaly turned into a real one for this moment, can you hear it? as it shouts your name flexibly, exited for the sound of yours. does it beat like mine? does it sound the same? am I just assuming?please tell me, i'm turning insane i'm scared to loose you but i'm afraide to have you, i'm afraide that i might get hurt and be wasted

The Zipper
The ZIPPER A man walked into a supermarket with his zipper down. A lady cashier walked up to him and said, "Your barracks door is open." Not a phrase that men normally use, he went on his way looking a bit puzzled. When he was about done shopping, a man came up and said, "Your fly is open." He zipped up and finished his shopping. At the checkout, he intentionally got in the line where the lady was that told him about his "barracks door." He was planning to have a little fun with her, so when he reached the counter he said, "When you saw my barracks door open, did you see a Marine standing in there at attention?" The lady (naturally smarter than the man) thought for a moment and said "No, no I didn't. All I saw was a disabled veteran sitting on a couple of old duffel bags."

Survey
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Lexi Birthday: September 8th. Birthplace: San Jose Current Location: Home Eye Color: Hazel Hair Color: Red/Brown Height: 5'2" Right Handed or Left Handed: Right...but it can really go either way. Your Heritage: 1/2 Italian 1/2 Irish...but born in the U.S. The Shoes You Wore Today: Right now nothing....later uggz Your Weakness: Im a sucker for a sweet talker, make me laugh and I will love you forever. Your Fears: Mainly spiders....other than that not much. Your Perfect Pizza: Pepperoni without the cheese. Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: That's how I roll. Your Best Physical Feature: I like my eyes Your Bedtime: Depends on the baby Your Most Missed Memory: First Kiss Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi MacDonalds or Burger King: burger King Single or Group Dates: Both Chocolate or Vanilla: VANILLA Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee Do you Swear: Fuck no.. Do you Sing: Yeah but not w

Lifting Pains Veil
Lifting Pains Veil (Daily Ohm) Ok i definantly had to post this one because I related to it big time!! I used to be one of those who got sooo mad at the world and at everything because of the things that were handed to me throughout life. But now I look back and just chalk them up as lifes lessons and I use them as ways to help other people get through their hurt or pain. March 14, 2007 Lifting Pain's Veil Bitterness It is natural to feel resentment or anger when life does not unfold as expected. We consciously or unconsciously anticipated one experience, and we grieve for the loss of it when the universe puts something else in our path. Most of the time, we work through these feelings and they pass. Occasionally, our anger and resentment do not fade and are instead transformed into bitterness. Bitter feelings allow us to become perfect victims in that we no longer feel obliged to work toward healing and choose instead to identify with our pain. Yet as unwholesome as bit

After A While
After a while you learn the subtle difference Between holding a hand and chaining a soul And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning And company doesn't mean security You begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts Presents are not promises You begin to accept your defeats With your head up and your eyes ahead With the grace of a woman not the grief of a child You learn to build all of your roads on today Because tomorrow's ground is to uncertain for plans and the future has a way of falling down midflight After a while you learn that sunshine Burns even if you get to much So plant your own garden Decorate your own soul Instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers You learn you really can endure You really are strong You really do have worth And with every goodbye you learn --------------------------------------------- and a song fitting my mood

~loving Mouthful~
Sex had become boring--very boring. Not that it wasn't good. It fit the old question, "How was the worst orgasm you ever had?" The answer, of course, is: "Fabulous!" I always had an orgasm and, most of the time that I could tell, so did my girlfriend. She even seemed to get off giving me a blow job and swallowing my cum, especially when we are doing "69". I loved that. She would get on top and I could feel her come. The tensing and qivvering of her thighs and her extra moistness on my lips and tongue was sublime. In fact, she would often come before I did--sometimes twice, from what I could tell. We would usually have sex three times a week, or so--sometimes more during the winter on weekends after football season and before "March Madness" when basketball starts to get exciting. I am not saying that we had the Kama Sutra mastered but we dd try a lot of different positions. Some were difficult but satisfying; some were just downright hard work and not very enjoyable; and

Friday Assignment!
=== '*Lord Wolf* Founder~ Kingdom of Rogue's & Rogue Wolf Levelers.' wrote the following at '2009-01-16 07:02:30'.. Official Family Rate Day. There should be no Rating of Auto 11 people today unless they're Family. Time to Show Love to Family. Loyalty is the Key. A Wolf Pack has more Loyalty than Humans. Even though we are Rogues, we are still a pack and should honor Our CO's + Family with Rates & Love Family to be Rated with a Vengence. Pick a member that u deam worthy an rate the shit out of them please. Shayla needs Love Bad. If you're dedicated to this family, choose a member and rate rate rate. This Family Rate Day is for Family that requires leveling. Below are a few links to get started. If you know of others let me know and they will be added. All rates given to Lord Wolf will be returned with 11's. Seeking Godmother ~Toxic Angel®~Co Owner of Rogue Wolf Levelers~@ fubar TLC our Official

Do Not Test Me
My painfilled drama queen is always screaming at your bed Getting ready to buy you out Push me under, what goes around comes around Should've known what was all about Do not test me 'Cause I'm the fucking king of the world Get on your knees I'm the fucking king of the world Do as I place So get up and get out and I'll show you What it takes for me to control you 'Cause I'm the fucking king of the world Keep your head down Until I tell you may speak And now giving me the run around When you fall back Unto my coffin No you shouldn't stay on my way Dare you, Test me 'Cause I'm the fucking king of the world Get on your knees I'm the fucking king of the world Do as I place So get up and get out and I'll show you What it takes for me to control you 'Cause I'm the fucking king of the world Bow to me Bow to me at my feet and bow to me Bow to me Bow to me at my feet and bow to me Bow to me Bow to me at my feet and bow to me Bow to me Bow to me at my feet

Trying To Godfather With Auto 11s Right Now
Heres the Deal This Sweetheart is Oh So Close to becoming the next sexiest Godfather! its just 560k to go so i know we can do this for her!!!!!!!!!!! If u havent already u need to A/F/R her Bling her Spank her straight to godfather!!!!! All love is returned.. so come and make a real cool friend!! Lovable Lil One ~*~Fu-Angel~Owned By Starchaser*~Fu Bad Girl~*~@ fubar

Love Find You......
In my room, I sit tonight..No lights, no noise.. Just in candle light.Just need my time of solitude...to detox the mind...and for the soul to be soothed...I let my problems float away... as I relax my body...and reflect on my ways... I begin to lose myself...in a peaceful place... I close my eyes...and for a minute life fades..I drift into dreams...of marvelous things...Where the animals roam..and the free bird flies... that is where..my restless heart lies...In a place that I can call my own..Where only the best of things are shown..Where in the morning..the sun shines bright...and when darkness lurks..the stars fill the sky..Where the breeze is mellow... and the skies are clear...and the sound of nature...is all I hear.and my problems are gone...but I know this sanctuary...never really lasts that long..cause my candle flickers out...and I leave my special place...and it gets dark and quiet..no light upon my face..Reality is back... and yet I still smile...cause my trip was mig

Sexually Transmitted Disease Rates Soar: Cdc
WASHINGTON (Reuters) – U.S. syphilis rates rose for a seventh year in 2007, driven by gay and bisexual men, while chlamydia reached record numbers and gonorrhea remained at alarming levels -- especially among blacks, health officials said on Tuesday. Blacks make up 12 percent of the U.S. population, but account for about 70 percent of gonorrhea cases and almost half of chlamydia and syphilis cases, the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention said. Black women ages 15 to 19 have the highest rates of chlamydia and gonorrhea, and gonorrhea rates for blacks overall were 19 times higher than for whites, the CDC said. Dr. John Douglas, who heads the CDC's division of sexually transmitted disease, or STD, prevention, said overall syphilis, chlamydia and gonorrhea rates are unacceptably high. Cases of these three STDs are reported by U.S. states to the CDC. In 2007, 1.1 million U.S. cases of chlamydia were reported, up from about 1 million in 2006 and the most ever, and the rate

Evil Giggle
Whats your Goth name? Your Result: Dawn Everyone knows who u r and doesnt wanna mess with u. U have alot of friends but only really talk to a few of them. U wear black and ur hair is many colors. U like rock and metal. U have ur own way of looking at things and wear things the way u wanna wear them and u dont care wat ppl thinkTibby Anjelica Slayer Jason Raylyn Whats your Goth name?Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Okay So I Am Old
Okay, so I am old. I get it. Damn. Shuuuuutup! Current mood: bouncy So I tried the stripping thing. I went in with the most honorable intent of becoming a great employee -- until I managed to injure myself the first night somehow...All I remember was having a blast dancing on stage... The next day I woke up sore. I also woke up hung over, so I assumed the pain was all about that. Until I woke up the second day even more painful!! I will tell ya, having a two story place quickly wore thin. I can finally move about with ease today! So stripping must become OFF THE MENU. I just am not that girl anymore. It was easier when I tried days, but nights just felt wrong. I don't want to be on an opposite schedule from my normal life. I want to still be able to do my daily pursuits without feeling completely worn out. This again puts me at a place where I must find the perservance to motivate myself to remain self employed...I must wrap my mind about the projects out in Baytown. I foun

The "she Dates Black Men" Dopler Radar. I Haz It?
i recently had a conversation with a good friend of mine a few days ago concerning weather or not black men could tell if black men in fact have a radar when it comes to knowing weather or not women of a different race date black men. i proceeded to tell her that i for one do not. i mean outside of the obvious clues such as over the top ghetto dress,speach and slang, it's really hard for me to tell. now i can really only speak for myself on this matter so take it as you will. i never have been one to approach a woman who was excruciatingly ghetto in mannerizms or appearance. that's just me. none of the females in my family were like that so i tend to gravitate twards women who act themselves at all times, regardless of who they so choose to date or what form of music they wish to listen to. which brings me to another point. i listen to a plethora of different music which usually leaves me open to be comfortable around all walks of people. from metal heads to classic rockers to t

Gotta Be Somebody For Me.....
Hinder – Without You I just wanna be alone tonight I just wanna take a little breather Cause lately all we do is fight And every time it cuts me deeper Cause something’s changed You’ve been acting so strange And its taking its toll on me Its safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave Without you, I live it up a little more everyday Without you, I’m seein myself so differently I didn’t wanna believe it then But it all worked out in the end When I watched you walk away Well I never thought id say I’m fine Without you Called you up cause’ it’s been long enough And you said that you were so much better We have done a lot of growing up We were never meant to be together Cause something changed, you were acting so strange And it’s taken its toll on me It’s safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave Without you, I live it up a little more everyday Without you, I’m seein myself so differently I didn’t wanna believe it then But it all worked out in the end When I w

Husband Down.....
A husband and wife are shopping at the local store. The husband picks up a case of beer and puts it in their shopping cart. "What do you think you're doing?" asks the wife. "They're on sale. ONly $10 for 24 cans," the husband replies. "Put them back, We can't afford them," demands the wife. A few aisles further along, the wife pikcs up a $20 jar of face cream and puts it in the basket. "what do you think you're doing?" asks the husband. "It's my face cream. It makes me look beautiful," replies the wife. Her husband snorts, "so does 24 cans of Budeiser, and it's half the price,'" Suddenly, on the PA system: "Cleanup needed on aisle 16. We have a husband down."

Feeling Alone...
Its been a while since i posted anything. I did an overnight toy mod where i was up all night and by the time i got here, i didn’t feel like writing. While overnight, i received word that I mad department manager of toys. I’m now the Dept Manager! yay me. Yesterday was my first day as manager. it’s a whole new set of hours than im used to and i have to adjust. i came home and i was so worn out, tired, and sore that i showered and fell asleep til 9pm. woke up, stayed up waiting a while then crashed back out til 2am. When walking home yesterday i picked up a handful of snow. don’t know why, just did and let emotion flow into my mind. Cold, growing wetter as it melts in the warmth of my palm, water tracing my fingers as it drips off. hurt slowly flowing up my arm as the coldness sets in.. but feeling made me feel alive. I miss someone terribly right now and i keep on missing her.. it’s hard to handle.. I’m broke as hell. come on thursday, i need my money…..

A Bright New Day
“But I like to be here. I like it a lot,” Said the Cat in the Hat To the fish in the pot. Reading “The Cat in the Hat” to my daughter Sarah before bed last night for the double- digit time makes me glad she’s memorized part of it. It’s easy to get tongue-tied when I’m reading the rhymes, particularly that long one as the Cat’s cleaning up his mess toward the end. Remembering what voice I’ve used for which character is hard enough, but fortunately my proto-three year old isn’t that discerning … I think. I wonder how the story would work to hear the fish tell it. Sally’s brother narrates the original 1957 Dr. Seuss book, and who’s only given the name Conrad in the 2003 insulting and annoying at best and scary at worst film – and he seems to be who makes the most complete turnaround (or doesn’t). Almost sounds Marxist, but I won’t go there today. Before going to work today I held Sarah and Jeffrey on my shoulders and gave them a ride around the room several times. I also go

Beautiful-10 Years
Beauty over wisdom to fit in with the styles Your Cinderella stories, for a price Vanity's a business built to please the unique Silicon and stars collide; the rest will fall in line [Chorus:] Just as beautiful as you are Its so pitiful what you are You should have seen this coming all along Visually you're stimulating to my eyes Your Cinderella syndrome, full of lies Your insecurities are concealed by your pride Pretty soon your ego will kill what’s left inside [Chorus] (Beautiful) It’s so pitiful what you are (Pitiful) As beautiful as you are (Should have seen) You should have seen this coming all along You're everything that's so typical Maybe You're alone, for a reason You're the reason So pitiful what you are Should have seen this coming all along (Beautiful) Just as beautiful as you are (Pitiful) So pitiful what you are (Should have seen) Should have seen this coming all along (Beautiful) Its so pitiful what you are (Pitiful) As beautif

Lonely...one Word!
Lonely is just one word chosen to represent so much. To tell of feelings inside that the senses can not touch. Lonely can be in the teardrops on a persons cheek. Lonely can be in the silence of sorrows too deep to speak. Lonely can haunt a deserted room that laughter once made proud. Lonely surrounds you when you're alone or finds you in a crowd. Lonely is heard in echoed footsteps of a departing friend. Lonely penetrates the solitude of nights that will not end. Lonely will not listen to the pleadings of a broken heart. Lonely stays and torments until new love shatters it apart.

From Her To Her.
Her heart is beating fast, the control is weak. She looks at her and she wants to go crazy. They become one when they are together. The kissing, licking, the rubbing and touching. To spread her is to invite pleasure- pain- lust- hate- love and fun. The taste- impeccable. The texture- soft, warm and wet. She loves it when she pulls her hair. Face first, forced. The reward is worth it, the reward is the act itself. Sucking violently. Gently. Obediently.

The Nature Of The Beast
Part of my nature is to try and be the person you can come to when you have a problem. There's not much else that makes me feel like I've done something than when I've helped someone. Over the years I've done lots of things that were an inconvenience to me, but helped someone else. It's important for me to be the person my friends come to for advice. Sometimes I've been hurt in the process, and I've had several people use me because they knew I would say yes to whatever they needed. I'm not complaining though, I open myself up to it when I tell people they can come to me. I have several friends who only speak to me when they are having problems. These people, like my ex, do hurt my feelings a little bit. I solve problems in their lives, and they move on, and I don't hear from them until there is another problem. I wouldn't change the way I do things though. Helping people helps me, in some way. Being there to listen while they vent about work, or their relationship, giving that hand

The Answer
One of my best friends asked me recently if I still believe in love. Interesting…that word to mean wow…I normally won’t even say it unless I have too. Or will say it to a very few close friends which I do love and respect deeply. So many now a day are on rather a search for love or rather the idea. I quit searching I guess more so I just sit back and watch and try and just live. Reflection has to take place if you ever want to grow or change the series of events that has gotten you the place you are now. I watch and listen too so many. I only hope the best for everyone. But yet at times I wonder what makes people do the things they do. I have said before I am one of the last true hopeless romantics in the world. (I am sure there are many out there just not enough balls to say it). A revised fairy tale I have thought about that a lot lately. I wonder if maybe due to circumstance or because my belief in people or rather men is so far gone so slim that I had to change what it was I ne

Writings
I could be your stalker, I wouldn’t touch you just watch…. You switch your light on I see your body and the clothes hanging loose from your slim shapely figure. I watch you stand infront of the mirror watching yourself playing with your long flowing hair, your fingers swirling around it. A pearl neckless hangs loose around your neck, I see it sitting there your neck so slim line and soft, both hands move around to the back and you unclasp it, slowly the neckless is laid across the table. You so good standing there so fuckable right now, watching your body move making me feel weak at the knees my heart pounding fast. I watch you move from side to side adirming your curvy body, wondering what the inner you was like. Long brown wavey hair hangs down your back so soft and silky, you move and start feeling your neck. You keep playing with your hair while your fingers softly stroke your neck, slowly you move my eyes following with you as you touch inch after inch. A flinching and g

A Taste Of You
When I think of you my heart jumps my stomach drops A shiver runs through me Your lips intrigue me, I can not help but wonder what they would feel like upon mine Your hands are a temptation mine cannot resist, I just wish to hold them and all will be right with my heart Your eyes dazzle me the light I see when they lock with mine no other gaze gives me that feeling Your voice, no matter the words makes my heart flutter and my eyes sparkle in delight You are my fuel, my addiction, my inspiration, my fantasy This love can not be calmed but I will disguise it as friendship until it can be unveiled when we have decided it is safe I understand how fragile it may be and I will protect it until I am strong enough to keep this love sheltered, while it flourishes but before then, I must have one taste, to keep me holding on, so I know it is as amazing as we imagine that it is worth the wait

10 Movies That Don't Suck... But They Do.
This is a list of my top 10 vamp movies... In no particular order... because vampire are hot no matter what order you take them in... 1. Underworld (The first one!!) 2. Blade (Also the first one...) 3. Bram Stokers Dracula (The scene with Lucy on the stone table) 4. 30 Days of night 5. Near Dark 6. Lost Boys (an 80's must) 7. Interview With a Vampire (MAde the list even Louis whining! ;)) 8. From Dusk Till Dawn (Quinton had to make the list!) 9. Salem's Lot 10. Vampire Hunter D Comment away folks!! Add to my list!! PLEASE... If I left something out tell me.

Fubar Support Blogs
Below is a list of some FuBar Support Blogs I have available. I have included clickable links, so they are easy to find. If you wish, you may link to any blog. Also, please repost so others can read this. (If you're short the 10 fubucks..i'll be happy to transfer it. :P) Clearing Cookies and Cache http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737 FU Marriage http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/947796 Clickable Pics http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/797493 How to Make Basic Skins http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/695744 Simple HTML For Your Bulletins and Blogs http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/576293 Downloading Fonts To Your Computer http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/701349 SKINS-Ripping/Pasting Code/Generating http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/567394 Site Navigation and Mumming for the New Members http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/482649 Blocking and Unblocking...Your Options http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/538359

Project Hollywood Cares Charity Tournament
Project: Hollywood Cares is pleased to announce that all active duty Army, Navy, Marine, Coast Guard and Air Force personnel are presently being invited to attend this year's Northern Trust Open to be held at beautiful Riviera CC the week of February 16th through 22nd in Pacific Palisades, California. Simply by presenting their active duty ID card, all service members will be admitted free of charge on any day of this exciting PGA Tournament event. ******* Northern Trust, in the second year of this wonderful association with Project: Hollywood Cares, has come forward in this generous manner to support our nonprofit mission and the Southern California community of active duty servicemen and women. Project: Hollywood Cares is excited to again be part of this special tournament partnership and now coordinate this invitation and opportunity for our troops. With defending champion Phil Mickelson headlining an exciting field, - which last year included 22 of t

Note I Wrote Dane Cook
You are about as funny as catching my nuts on fire and putting the flames out with my favorite 9 iron. I think you should reimburse me for seeing that Good Luck Chuck flick. You are about as funny as catching my nuts on fire and putting the flames out with my favorite 9 iron. I think you should reimburse me for seeing that Good Luck Chuck flick. You couldn't get near to women as hot as Jessica Alba, without violating restraining orders. You ever come to Detroit let me know. I want to practice my chip shot on them craters in your face. Jerkoff

10 Reasons
I am gonna list the top 10 reasons he tugs on my heart strings. 1. I love the way he bites on his tounge when he is concentrating. 2.I love the way he paces back and fourth when he is on the phone. 3.I love when he looks at me out of no where and tells me im so cute. 4.I love the way he looks at me when he is "above" me 5. His touch, always sincere. 6. When he sings in the car really loud, I can't help but to smile, really big. 7. If i ever make references to wanting a drink or something he is always willing to get up and get it for me. 8. I love when we havent seen each other in like two days, and when we do see each other its like the first time we hung out for 10 minutes...awkward and exciting all rolled into one. LOL 9. I love his eyes. 10. His random kisses on my body at any given time. I♥Chad

An Angel To Me
The moment I opened my heart and let you in I saw this great love starting to begin. I opened my eyes to a vision of you I hope, I pray your feelings are true. I have loved and I have paid the cost And I have felt pain of a love i lost. But, now, I think I have truly found An Angel who walks upon the ground. You go beyond all the limits for me Just to show your love endlessly. I could search my whole life through And never find another "you". You are so special to me Forever Angel in my heart you will be. There is something you need to know I truly, completely love you so..... For my Angel with love, Shay XOXO

Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week 2-02-09
Let Me Introduce You To Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week For The Week Of 2-02-09 Miss Moneypenny™~ Be Sure To Stop By Her Page & Show Her Some ♥ ..She Will Be Sure To Return All ♥ Here Is A Bit About Her ~ABOUT ME~ *Basics* Name/Nickname: Sandra/Anvil = An-gel + De-vil Birthday: 5th Sept 1972 Zodiac Sign: Virgo Hair Color: dark with red strokes Eye Color: deep blue;-) Tattoos: 4 Piercings: 5 *Favorites* Color: Black/Red/Blue/Pink Season: Summer Day Of Week: Fridays lol Animal: Dog Flower: Roses *Have You Ever* Danced In The Rain?: yes Laughed So Hard You Cried?: yes Smiled For No Reason?: yes Sat On Your Rooftop?: yes *This 0R That* Computer 0R T.V?: both Phone 0R IM?: depends who it is McDonalds 0R Burger King?: Burger King Summer 0R Winter?: Summer CDs 0R IPoD/MP3?:MP3 XBox 0R PS2?: none RANDOMS... Your Perfect Pizza?: Pizza Hawai with shrimps Your Fears?: loosing my job Your Weakness?: Men in Uniforme Do you

Single Life
I get it about once a day. "Why don't you have a girlfriend?" Well, I did at one time. And another. A few over the years. Here is how it started. A little over 5 years ago I found the most amazing woman. I was with her for quite a while, but then I had to leave for the marine corps and be gone forever. Well we made the mutual decision to split up with hopes that we could meet back up when I got home. Well she got big into the wrong things and stuff went sour. So needless to say we never crossed paths again. After her there was my next relationship. I rode a bus 36 hours home and hopped a ride with my buddy for another hour to get to see her for her bday at college. I got there and brought her favorite flowers which she basically shunned. Then we went to some random party where she ignored the hell out of me. to quote her "its easier to ignore you since you're never around then to ignore them since I see them every day" which makes no sense to me because you would thing that i

Another Soldier In Iraq New To Fubar
tbrnes01@ fubar He's in Iraq and joined fubar to meet new people and have a getaway while in the sandbox. Please help me welcome him and show him some love. Thanks everyone. :) XOXO - Support the Troops

Unknown Love And Destiny Pt 4
In the shower, she tried to keep her mind from wondering back to him.But he was burned into her mind. The muscled back, tight butt and those thighs. Moaning she smacked her head on shower wall. Groaning. "What am I going to do" asking the air itself. Turning off the shower, she stepped from the shower, grabbed a towel and dried her hair and body. Going to her dresser she pulled out string black panties and slipped them on. Then a pair of thigh high stockings. Going to her closet, she selected her new black leather skirt, black bustier and her new boots. Standing in front of her mirror she swept her hair up onto her head and secured it with a clip. Giving herself a once over she nodded. She'd go out clubbing and that would make her not think about it. Michael had just grabbed one of the chip bags in the cupboard when she walked in the room, the sight of her made him pulled the bag in two in a easy fast motion, sending the chips all over the kitchen. Stopping and looking at

Writing
I've been trying to find some outlet for my writing to be read, and so far have only found fictionpress.com, where at least they are not tryin to scam you out of anythin. Its like there are no sites that cater to sharing horror fiction between users. Gah!

It Hurts When U Love Sum Thing U Cant Have
ok i love sid to death but i have a problem with meth. he doesnt wanna be with me if i use. im trying to stay clean, its so hard when u love it. i need sum help he is trying to help me but he isnt an addict so he doesnt know the pain. i have to do this to keep him. if any one has been an addict can u please give me sum advice on how to stay clean i need all i can get.

Four
A night scene, walking on the sidewalk, i walk a distance as it seems I noticed a person in front of me as the camera becomes unblurred "A Girl"... she seems to walk a little faster..., i can feel her scared She comes at a cross walk, she turns around to see if i am still following her I am not there.. She turns face-ward.. a City Buss passes by, revealing me on the other side of the street --Facing her... She notices me, and screams for help and points in my direction... but ppl think she is nuts because there is no one there, except an old woman "Crack whore", "Junkie" as a few words that are spread under peoples breath "What are you people staring at, im not crazy".. the Girl says in her defense She turns and runs down the street with out crossing, she figures she will cross at another crosswalk She comes to a bar and walks in, thinking she can buy time.. hopefully the perpetrator will have been gone Few hours pass, with a couple of drinks ordered she finds

Hospital
We're at the hospital. We'll be here a while. She seems to have a case of spontaneous pneumonia. Her right lung is full of fluid and its putting pressure on 7 of her ribs. Shes on a breathing machine now with full oxygen pumping. Shes doing better then yesterday, but working really hard to breath. We're at a hospital we've never been at. Its not bad at all. I've got my own little tv/computer that hangs off the ceiling, hince why I'm able to get on the internets. I'll be on off and on since there isn't anything I can do here. My trip with Jeff has been post poned, obviously. We're shooting for Tuesday. If she keeps getting better, its highly likely. Our dog was also hit by a car. Well, Jeff's dog technically. He had his skull crushed. He managed to survive. They took him to the vet and it was decided to put him down because they were pretty sure if they operated, he still wouldn't survive. Kind of goes along with the skull crushing. It has not been my day. I've got a friend that might b

Friday, Febuary 13th
We'll cover news from the weekend here, cause I'm lazy and won't be doing this over the weekend! It's Friday the 13th. Scary movies anyone? It's also the day before Valentine's day. Ironic, a day of bad luck before a day of love. Nobody break any mirrors or she'll say no when you propose! In 1542 Catherine Howard, the fifth wife of King Henry VIII was executed for adultery. Happy early V-Day Cathy, but it's just not going to work out. I've been diddling your maid. In 1960 France detonated it's first atomic bomb. They weren't really looking to make a bomb, I mean come on, it's France. They did think they had a new way to make cheese though. Feel sorry for the cow involved in the experiment. Tomorrow will mark Oregon's 150th year of being in the Union (1859) as the 33rd state. After it was accepted, it was promptly forgotten. Does anybody even really know where Oregon is? Tomorrow will be Arizona's 97th (1912) year of being a member of the Union. Arizona was the 48th st

Chris Brown & Rihanna's Alleged Fight
Ok so here's the deal, my local radio station KFRX and A whole lot of other national stations are pulling Chris Brown's music off the air. This pisses a whole lot of people off. So why are these stations pulling his music? They're pulling his music because he allegedly hurt Rihanna. Here's an article about the situation: "Rihanna & Chris Brown fight started over text message from other woman" BY George Rush In New York and Nancy Dillon In Los Angeles DAILY NEWS STAFF WRITERS It started with a text. The explosive fight that landed sultry singer Rihanna in the hospital ignited when singer Chris Brown got a text message from another young woman, a source said. "He got a booty call. He got a text. Rihanna saw it and she got upset. They started to argue. She got out of the car. He wanted her to get back in, so he grabbed her," the industry source said. "She pulled away. That's when she's told people he hit her." The Barbados-born beauty had "visible injuries" when c

The Gypsy Heart
all things in nature have a spirit We believe that when you hunt if you kill an animal you thank the animals spirit for giving its life so that you and your family can eat and live We thank mother nature for providing the animal and father sky for giving good weather for the hunt and both bury the parts that cannot be used in the earth as a sign of respect for the animal and in thanks to the animal, mother nature, and father sky they give back so that it will be reborn the animals are our friends the woods our sanctuary the streams and rivers our life blood the mountains our strength the sun is our warmth the moon is our guide the stars tell of our journey the stones tell us stories if we but take the time to listen the wind whispers to us as we move no creature is more in tune with our mother the earth than we of the clans no one understand the natural world better than the gypsy for we are wild as the world and free as the wind we are Our mothers children now and

The Truth.
So here we are We are alone There’s weight on your mind I wanna know The truth, if this is how you feel Say it to me If this was ever real I want the truth from you Give me the truth, even if it hurts me I want the truth from you Give me the truth, even if it hurts me I want the truth So this is you You're talking to me You found a million ways to let me down So I'm not hurt when you're not around I was blind But now I see This is how you feel Just say it to me If this was ever real I want the truth from you Give me the truth, even if it hurts me I want the truth from you Give me the truth, even if it hurts me I know that this will break me I know that this might make me cry You gotta say what’s on your mind, on your mind I know that this will hurt me and break my heart and soul inside I don’t wanna live this lie I want the truth from you Give me the truth, even if it hurts me I want the truth from you Give me the truth, even if it hurts I d

Return Of The Prodigal Spammer
Obviously I wasn't mean enough to this guy (see previous post), or maybe he just enjoys abuse from mean porn womens, but he sent an ICQ message to my friend and coworker Lizzums. This is her verbal beatdown, but I feature it proudly cause I lurves her. (10:06:52 AM) Cooperation: hi (10:07:13 AM) Lizzums: hello (10:07:19 AM) Lizzums: with whom am i speaking? (10:07:59 AM) Cooperation: I am Dude from Company (10:08:19 AM) Cooperation: do you have your own website? (10:08:31 AM) Cooperation: I am here looking for cooperation (10:08:41 AM) Lizzums: with whom do you think you're speaking? (10:10:28 AM) Cooperation: I think you are the affiliate manager (10:11:25 AM) Lizzums: but you've no idea with who, or if we are a corporation? (10:12:17 AM) Cooperation: I just got your information from your website (10:12:48 AM) Lizzums: thank you for your time, but if you can't be bothered to know with whom you're speaking, i can't be bothered to invesitage your payment options (10:

10 Random Facts
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am a coffee fanatic. 2. I want two more tattoos. 3. I sometimes play Bingo!!! 4. I bite my nails, when I am nervous. 5. I love all animals, but especially cats. 6. I listen to really loud music in the car, and sing along.. and i think I'm pretty good lol 7. When the phone rings at work, and I answer it, I am so not listening!! haha..sometimes, i have to say can you repeat that!! 8. It might be because I hate my job!! 9. I hope to go back to school soon for criminal Justice. 10. I seriously cant think of anything else, If you can, plaese let me know lol!!

For You
Close your eyes, take a deep breath Can you feel my body close? My fingers caressing you My lips kissing every inch of you My soul entwined in yours My heart beating in time with yours Close your eyes, touch my body Can you feel my love for you? The passion in my eyes The caring in my touch The softness of my love Close your eyes, take my soul Can you feel me near? The warmth of my being The protection of my love The loyalty of my heart Close your eyes, take my hand. This is all for you.

The Bitter Aftertaste
The bitter aftertaste you always wonder why after all this time I am so angry at you. I loved you and you gave me away for what you longed for I could not provide. I was drawn to you like gravity our bodies, souls entwined in some sick twisted love hate relationship. With each moment I see your face, hear your voice I long to blind and deafen myself to ease my inner pain. Instead I reach out and lash at the source, you. So I don't taste bitter aftertaste of how I will never forget you, never stop loving you, stop desiring you next to me, to feel our bodies in a passionate embrace. It breaks my heart each time I see you in their little eyes and so with the bitter aftertaste I lash out at you.

Dosed
Red Hot Chili Peppers - Dosed I got dosed by you and Closer than most to you and What am I supposed to do Take it away I never had it anyway Take it away and everything will be okay In you a star is born and You cut a perfect form and Someone forever warm Lay on lay on lay on lay on Lay on lay on lay on lay on Way upon the mountain where she died All I ever wanted was your life Deep inside the canyon I cant hide All I ever wanted was your life Show love with no remorse and Climb on to your seahorse and This ride is right on corse This is the way I wanted it to be with you This is the way that I knew that it would be with you Lay on lay on lay on lay on Lay on lay on lay on lay on Way upon the mountain where she died All I ever wanted was your life Deep inside the canyon I cant hide All I ever wanted was your life I got dosed by you and Closer than most to you and What am I supposed to do Take it away I never had it anyway Take it away and everything will

Please Come Vote For My New Friend..
She is in a contest and giving away salutes and such to the highest bidder here is the link to her pic... http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2506304&i=3555160771&albumid=1517819 Here is the link to her profile... http://fubar.com/user/1405761 Go drop some love on her she's a total sweetheart!!!!

Tag! You're It!!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1: I love to watch sports and actually understand them 2: I like guys with sexy feet 3: I don't like short stubby fingers on a guy 4: In about a year I'm going to be a empty nester and not looking forward to it. 5: I'm always stressing about something 6: This year I've learned to forgive myself and others. 7: I wish I was a better cook 8: I'd love to have a sauna in my house 9: I love getting pedicures 10: I'm going to get Skiman for doing this to me lol 1:Rico 2: Roob 3: Jem 4: Luke 5: Tony

(shes My) Walk Away Lady
She had hair of gold eyes of blue she didnt want me she wanted you she packed her bags and iwas sad..for shes my walk away lady i tried to hide the tears i cried my heart shattered shes my walk away lady she walks away with you and what can i do to win your heart back to me? she had hair of gold and eyes of blue she didnt want me she wanted you shes a walk away lady

Marines & Tampons
Tampons (A TRUE STORY) Tampons to the rescue in Iraq !! Don't worry, it's a good story, and worth reading. It's even humorous in parts. It's from the mother of a Marine in Iraq . My son told me how wonderful the care packages we had sent them from the ladies auxiliary were and wanted me to tell everyone thank you. He said that one guy we'll call Marine X, got a female care package and everyone was giving him a hard time. My son said, 'Marine X got some really nice smelling lotion and everyone really likes it, so every time he goes to sleep they steal it from him.' I told my son I was really sorry about the mistake, and if he wanted I would send Marine X another package. He told me not to worry about Marine X because every time I send something to him, he shares it with Marine X. He said when my husband and I sent the last care package, Marine X came over to his cot picked up the box, started fishing through it, and said, 'What'd we get this time?'

Whats The Deal?
I am sick to death of seeing people all over fu begging for auto's or blings or begging for something or another it's really gotten ridiciouls these last few months with the auto-11 bling before my last level 22 account was deleted I had an auto an you know it really doesnt help that much...in order for it to really help you any you almost have to have them given to you back to back or pay retarded amounts of fubucks for them and for what yes its nice to be rated 11's and gain bucks and points but seriously yall I got one question what happens to all of us who arent as lucky to have people bling us everyday with an auto I'll tell ya what happens we get left out and shit on i know the majority of the people on fubar want to make their next level but what if we cant afford to by blings and vips for others. I for one am truly sick of rating hundreds of pictures everyday for plenty of people on my friends list to turn around have them not even as so much come to my page an re-rate

Stolen But Loved...
the last gunfighter ballad The old gunfighter on the porch stared into the sun and relived the days of living by the gun when deadly games of pride were played and living was mistakes not made and the thought of the smell of the black powder smoke and the stand in the street at the turn of a joke Ah, the smell of the black powder smoke and the stand in the street at the turn of a joke It's always keep your back to the sun and he can almost feel the weight of the gun it's faster than snakes or the blink of an eye and it's a time for all slow men to die and his eyes get squinty and his fingers twitch and he empties the gun at the son of a bitch and he's hit by the smell of the black powder smoke and the stand in the street at the turn of a joke hit by the smell of the black powder smoke and the stand in the street at the turn of a joke Now the burn of a bullet is only a scar he's back in his chair in front of the bar and the streets are empty and the blood's all dried

Friends
You know I have long looked over my friends that have stuck by me through some pretty tough years and very good years...You know some of these guys have saved me from my self when I was younger so many times...Most of them are not on here, but the list is long so here it goes...REM, Aries, Biker Trash, Ricky Evens, Sahoya, Panda , April Skeens, Spirit, Dave, Ally Cat, Jenn, Mel, Billy, Gabrial , Frog, Jason, Uncle Ed, Aunt Pam, Big Style, British Will...The ones that knew me pretty much my whole life...No I know when you set down at the table during the holidays those people arn't around me but they are on my mind and I am greatfull for them...I love them so much and could never ever betry them or there trust...They have never lied to me nor have they tried to get somethin over on me...I owe these people more than a beer at the bar or my love of brotherhood...I owe these people a rightous thank you in life...So thank you, for being there for my divorce, my anger, my sorrow...My pain an

Ensign: I Like Helping My Daddy
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 27 February 2009 My daughter Sarah turns three tomorrow, and it feels like I just saw her born in the hospital yesterday! I probably did, actually, the time goes by so fast ... our current goal is to successfully potty train her and there are days this doesn't quite work out. But then there are days she seems to get better at telling us when she needs to go or goes when we take her. This past Sunday before church I took her to the potty after she'd woken up and said this will help and Sarah came out with, "I like helping my daddy." This is true; I cannot get away with washing the dishes without Sarah offering to help or a dozen other things -- "let me do it" becomes the order of the day and some things I don't have the heart t

Farewell *i Bow Deeply And The Curtain Closes*
It has not come time for me to move on in life. Fubar and the family of friends (and I do call the many friends I have made here family) I have made here were an intricate part of getting me to where I needed to be in life. Sadly, that part of my life has now passed and I am moving on to bigger and better things. In reflection I can only say that it has been a wonderful experience and that I have enjoyed the many friendships that I have made here. To those of you that wish to stay in touch with me my email is dtread1974@yahoo.com, I would encourage you to stop by and drop a line or two and I will do my best to return email. Likely this will stay up till the end of next week at which time I will simply delete my fubar account. Good luck to you all and hope in some way I have touched your lives in the positive.

Hell No!
You running out of luck, yea your stars are not aligned And now, I played the last game with you for the last time Threw the cards on the table, I can't take another round Got these chicks callin me, it's about to go down You Fucked up, I can't take a man who can't get his shit together Can't get his words together ,you can go and do whatever Just Keep my name out your mouth, yeah the door has been closed Every chick had yours, that's a no no You Gotta face it , you've been warned, so you know ya gotta go To caught up in the wrong, Get ya bags and run, you know your fucking with the wrong one Take you back and let it go, oh Hell no Did you think I wouldn't find out, she was chilling at the house Yea you tried to clear it up, I don't give a fuck.. you know your free to go, changing what was wrong before Thought it was about you, Why you acting brand new Save your money, flowers and cards it ain't working out Ain't no kisses before you go (Oh hell NO) You can have

Friends
Friends A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift. A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift. A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy, and grace. And makes the whole world we live in a better and happier place.

Adults Interacting
Following is a message I sent to a mumm writer that asked a pertinent question, and received some pertinent answers. I do not ever believe the GET THE FUCK OUT or SHUT THE FUCK UP answers or words to that effect are pertinent. That is just bullying, and it reminds me of children - thus almost shaking my faith in the Fubar promise that everybody I interact with as an adult, IS an adult. If Fubar is not assured of this, perhaps they need to drop their promise to me that leads me to speak as freely as I do on many topics in blogs and mumms. ========================== Too bad your mumm got taken down, or moved, or you deleted it, or whatever. For me part of being an adult online with other adults will include some form of sensuality every once in awhile - now whether that is defined as porn or not would entirely be in the mind of the receiver. But I do certainly allow myself more freedom of expression with the solemn guarantee of Fubar in my mind that EVERYBODY is an adult here. I c

.lost.
Walking around looking for a way But no one tells me which way to go I'm caught up in a world Elaborath a maze Where yes men could easily be known I ask them no questions They give me no answers Following the wise But they're walking in pampers Give me a cigarette Smoking my cancer Drink the pain away But I still have no answers I'm lost on a road Don't know which way to go I'm losing my mind Losing control of the wheel And I'm swerving On and off the road I'm lost on a road But survival is a must Don't know who I can trust I'm livin in a rush I don't understand the fuss My brain is bout to bust I think I'm losin it I might be losin it I just might lose Am I losin my mind? And I'm so confused I don't know what to do And I need a clue before I run out of time Am I losin it? Am I losin it? I think I'm losin I'm losin my mind Am I losin it? Am I losin it? I think I'm losin I'm losin my mind I I I I'm a need counseling I lost my mind and stil

Lying
You told me you just liked her thinking and personality. But come to find out there is more. You straight lied to me. You never should of married me if you can't stick to our vows. I have no problem respecting and sticking to our vows. You try to cheat on me but you get caught and get mad at me like its my fault. You should of respected us more happy or not to never cheat or try to cheat on me. If you want to go fuck every girl you meet then you shouldn't of got with me. If you want to contract an STD thats fine with me I will go file for divorce now that I have evidence of your infindelity and you can kiss that sweet car goodbye its going to be mine not yours. So now you just got to ask yourself do you truely love me enough to be faithful, honor and respect our vows? If the answer is yes then I will work with you and stay married if not then have a goodtime finding your next fuck, your next meal, your next place to live and your next place to sleep. I have done nothing but be faithful

Mummyfinds
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Confidence Ty 4 Caring About Deb You Are A Special Woman
***Your Prayers Are Truly Needed*** This is my Friend Deb! She is one of the most Amazing, Caring,Loving , Woman i know on Fubar! I am Honored to have been able to meet her on here! She has a heart of gold and is always looking out for me and helping me and many others out in many ways! & This woman NEVER ask for anything in return! Deb has gone through so Much In Life! And has been through many of lifes hardships and has pulled through them amazingly! She is a very Strong Woman!At the young age of 32 She was terribly beat by two men with a baseball bat! This Pain that One night has Continued on to this day! She got severe brain trauma which led to a build up of fluid which requires a shunt to be put in every year! Debs Daughter gave me this information as she knows i'm close to her mom and wanted me to know what was going on and that Deb will be going into surgery very soon and is in a lot of pain right now. This from her Daughter Tasha......... "i

What's Wrong With This Picture?
Soup Kitchen Somehow, I think that the guy taking a picture of First Lady Obama with his cell phone is a bit hypocritical, don't you? I mean come on...the guy is standing in line at a soup kitchen, supposedly too poor to find food, but he can afford a cell phone? What's wrong with this picture? Did the nation miss the point? I certainly didn't. Yes she is doing something wonderful, I'll give her that but it really chaps my rear end to see something like that. Is it just me being critical or what?

Yep, This Really Happened.
rgc = redneck gas station clerk. Big fat redheaded ginger bitch me = me rgc - Ooooohhhhhhh....is that a tattew on yer arm???? me - yes rgc - wut is it? is that some differnt language or somethin??? me - yes, it's Tibetan rgc - well dus it mean somethin or wut? me - yes rgc - well wut's it stand fer???? me - It says 'I like swimming' rgc - you lahke swimmin? fer real? me - yes, I like swimming rgc - well you must lahke swimmin a lot if you got that tattewd on yer arm me - yes, I do. I like swimming. A lot.

Update On My Gram
My gram is dieing. She is full of cancer & its in its advanced stages. She's not comming out of this. I am going to miss her soooooo much. But she will always be in my heart. She lived a long life and gotsee many things. They will be taking the ventalator off after my aunt has gotten to say goodbye andshe will be here tomorrow afternoon. Plz pray for our family. Kitty

Not Mine But Beautiful Anyway
In a foreign place The saving grace, was the feeling that it was a heart that he was stealing. Oh, he was ready to impress and the fierce excitement. The eyes are bright he couldn't wait to get away. I bet the Juliet was just the icing on the cake. Make no mistake, no. And even if somehow we could have shown you the place you wanted Well I'm sure you could have made it that bit better on your own. And I bet she told a million people that she'd stay in touch. Well all the little promises they don't mean much when there's memories to be made. And I hope you're holding hands by new years eve. They made it far too easy to believe that true romance can't be achieved these days. And even if somebody could have shown you the place you wanted Well I sure you could have made it that bit better on your own. You are the only ones who know

Go Help Out Cindy Rose Please
Hey Hey Yall Cindy Rose Has Auto-11 on so would you all please go show her the luv and do what we all do best...Rate/Fan/Add her and help her level up along with yourself....thx Hugs the cowgirl in pink Cindy "ROSE"/READ ABOUT ME B4 ?,/GREETER @GREEN DOOR@ fubar

Your Sign....lol
ARIES - The Liar Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud. TAURUS - The Tramp Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth! GEMINI - Irresistible Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in the you know where... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE. CANCER - The Cutie MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous. Great te

Tomarow Isnt What I Thought It Would Be
silence is around me daylight shining a sorrowful glance at new begginings that were not exactly... what i wanted them to be what did i want to be a different time a different place happy happy now as i am things could be different a little tired a lot burned out

Romancing Jan Pt2~
Last night we celebrated our thirtieth wedding anniversary with our kids and their spouses. Calling it an early night, we wound the celebration down by 9:00 pm and left for our home. Jan and I made love until the sun started to rise. I woke up around mid-day with Jan's back spooned to my front, with my semi-hard cock still partially embedded in her pussy. We must have been so tired that we didn't move at all. The room's a mess and so is the bed. But who cares when we're lying there with the one we love. Oh, oh. She's up and playing with my cock again. I don't think we're going to leave our bedroom for awhile………. B.D. ~2009~

Desires Of A Daily Day
have you ever found yourself feeling the Desire of anothers touch? the warm embrace and the craddling sensation of another womans body wrapped around yours with such unfilmilairity to it. and with every thought and ambition to run your hands across every curve of the supple soft skin. i find my self, ... lost

Capricorn "my Profile Description"
Capricorn Determined, Perfectionist & Organized December 22 to January 21 Capricorn personality: "do the right thing" About your self: You can understand time; waiting and winning; you can cope and bid your time. Your sign denotes time, age, strength through patience. Your knowledge is a poetic one. You may appear cold to others; in reality you are waiting and passionate. You cannot live without love. It is difficult to see through your protective armor, but once someone does; you are vibrant, alive, and hungering for affection. You are not what you appear on the surface. You either protect yourself in the clinches or you are wide open. Very few really know you, but you make a display of being frank and honest. You expose and protect yourself at the same time. You give yourself, yet withhold. You seem to say, "What will be will be; here I am, take me as I am." You give yourself but keep a part in reserve. Your emotional reactions are strong. You constantly requi

Capricorn Compatibility "this Is My Sign"
Compatibility Information for Capricorn This information was kindly provided by the folks of AstroMate. The only online match-making service that uses astrology to find your match made in heaven. CAPRICORN MALE When it comes to sensuality you are probably the most persistent of all the signs. You will not take no for an answer. You will break down the resistance of whomever you pursue and you'll never go away empty handed. Love is a necessity in your mind. Your animal tendencies come out in the bedroom. You are not a cruel lover, just energetic and lustful. You prefer younger, naive women and you enjoy playing the role of the bedroom teacher. Unlike most men, when you become an old Goat you still have a strong sex drive and will continue to pursue younger mates. You do expect your woman to serve you, not only in the bedroom but where the traditional domestic chores are concerned. You want your partner to be a loyal friend, but will never accept her criticism. You will ac

Not All The Irish Will Be Celebrating Tomorrow
Just to get this clear to a few. Some Irish and Irish descent don't celebrate St. Patricks day for a very good reason. Possibly the same reason hardly anyone would dream of celebrating hitler invading poland. The reason why is explained by the gentleman in the following text. The Truth Behind St. Patrick's Day Innocent Beer-Fest Or Propagator Of Snake-Hating Extremism? You Decide Ed Dykhuizen, Contributing Writer Well, it's that time of year again. It's the time of year when you forget to wear green to school and everyone pinches you until you're red with shame and then you run home crying and then get in trouble for ditching school! Thanks a lot, Ireland! That's what I hear, anyway. Not that I'd know, heh heh. But St. Patrick's Day is about more than just the private traumas of an innocent, forgetful young boy. It's even about more than green beer and buttons with amusing phrases like "Kiss Me, I Once Met A Guy Who Was Irish." It has a long history, dating back to th

From The Animals To The Humans!
Homosapien or otherwise! Rest well one & all, Swim in clear water's & Run through field of green, Swim like the gracefull shark or the great whale, Pounce like the wolf or the Tiger, Fly like the eagle , the pigeon, No hate, No regret's Unleash your energy & peace unto all Dove's fly in whie shade's Rainbows rise & bring colours The sun envelope you in warmth Let the night caress you Blessed be let the fallen rise Without regret or sacrifices Br happy being yourself Let the spirits soar high Live your life free & be blessed Break through those times of dark let it fall upon wounded souls Rain brings much needed refreshment From the cold surreal reality that is life Rainbiws , diamonds & dust bloom delete One day we shall find what were searching for delete for the sun to rise & bathe you in warmth Gas the stars descend on another black night Got to love the Riseing of the Moon over the ocean!

Some Day . . .
One day someone special will be gone. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of your bedroom, you might be struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, No more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. never to return before we can say good-bye, Say "I Love You." So while we have it . . it's best we love it And care for it and fix it when it's broken and take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage .... and friendships ... And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, Because we cherish them! Some things we keep -- like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, No matter what. Life is important, and so are the people we know. And so, we keep them. I received this f

Go Show This Awesome Fireman Alot Of Love
OKAY YALL MOST OF YA KNOW THAT IM AHUGE FIREFIGHTING FAN AN SUPPORTER OF THEM SO I WANT YOU ALL TO GO SHOW THIS AWESOME AN SEXY FIREMAN SO SERIOUS FU LOVIN ADD/FAN/RATE/ HIM HE SERVES HIS COUNTRY EVERY DAY AN PUTS HIS LIFE ON THE LINE LETS DO O UR PART AND GIVE HIM THE RESPECT HE DESERVES... WILL1974 FUOWNED BY { ஐ~ KentuckyAngel~ஐ}@ fubar

Vulnerable~
she looked so vulnerable, and that heightened her sexiness in My eyes. The bedroom was quite dark overall, the only light coming from the two once-tall pillar candles upon the dresser, the candles burnt down to about half of their original height, thus testifying to just how long I had been tormenting My loving slave. I thought for a moment of how she had struck a match in the darkness, then lit each candle, blowing out the flame of the match before it could scorch her small succulent fingers. How long ago had that been? I had lost all sense of time in the interim, as I was not wearing My watch and the unexpected loss of electricity to the entire neighborhood prevented the alarm clock's analog hands from moving. At that moment, My sweet slave was upon the massive bed, her wrists and ankles encased within thick leather cuffs lined with soft rabbit fur. Each limb was extended toward the nearest oak bedpost, attached by a lengthy heavy chain to a secure bolt placed near the base of

Watching My Heart Die
Watching My Heart Die I am alone now in my misery All the love I have rotting in the dark With so much more left to give Now my eyes have lost their spark I was not your first choice I am not even on that list Instead of kissing my love It is death I have kissed Your happiness is my loss As this silence deteriorates my life I scream but you do not hear My feelings only cause more strife Each tear I shed is another moment away from you Look away My Love don’t watch me cry I will just lay next to your picture Watching My Heart Die

Birthday
So my birthday is 5 days away (Wednesday March 25th)and I was wondering if somebody anybody can get me a VIP renewal,a bling pack or auto11s anyone of these 3 even all three would be a great birthday gift :) I will greatly appreciate it if someone got one of these for my birthday Oh and I love birthday salutes to put up as well Thank you!!

Are You Sexy Enough???
Club Too Sexy Is Looking For Good Staff Dj's, Greeters, Promoters, Dancers & Enforcers If You Think You ARE Sexy Enough Please Contact: For Dj's DJ BADBOYICEY~~DIRTY SOUTH CREW 4-LIFE~~OWNED BY DJ 2DAMNSEXY4U~ENFORCER@ fubar For Greeters & Promoters PERPETUAL BLISS~PROMOTER/GREETER MANAGER AT CLUB TOOSEXY~@ fubar For Enforcers DJ LocNLoad(AKA 'PAPI')~ENFORCER MANAGER@CLUB TOOSEXY@ fubar For Dancers Sexy Mrs. Skittles* * Taste The Rainbow **~~Dance manager @ club toosexy~~~@ fubar We Hope To See You Soon

Body Language
I SPEAK TWO LANGUAGES - ENGLISH AND BODY. ...Mae West *Touching Your Face During a Conversation* – Covering up the mouth is a common gesture people make when they’re lying. Always keep your hands away from your face when you’re speaking. Oh, I have been more than honest with myself and the world as a whole in my blogs. Why? Because I have lived and learned and like Eddie Vedder sings - "Got a mind full of questions and a teacher in my soul". Some people think, perhaps, that I do not care about "my reputation" - if that means that I do not need to play the coy game of I AM SO PERFECT LALALALALALA I HAVE NEVER MADE MISTAKES OR EVER WILL LALALALALALALA AND I REALLY REALLY NEED TO FIT IN SO I CAN FEEL ONE WITH THE MASSES - they are absolutely right. I once had some bizarre experience where somebody said to me online, "I guess shame comes in different forms for some." And I suddenly wondered if the entire little circus act that had been going on around me had been inten

Overwhelmed
what a year 09 has been so far im to the breaking point and not sure whee to turn /// sense oh id say november of 08 my life has been turned upside down it all started when my child support was more than double ok got a 2nd job delt with it put it behind me ..then i was pulled over got a ticket and arrested ....mistaken identiy..now have spend thousand of dallors getting it back and should have it back by may good for me i need it .. only to have daughter run away and charged with several crimes .. so paying through the nose for that only to find out last night my greand mother is in the hospital on her last leg had a clot that moved to her kidneys and caused them to shut down dont know if she will recover or not .. i need a break its been 1 thing after another and i cant seem to get ahead or even stay afloat these days guess all i really need are some freinds to talk to ....

Dbo71
This BAD Boy Needs To Be Spanked HARD!!!! This guy has been one of the most wonderful owners I could ever ask for and deserves WAY more than I do for him! If you have a spare second to add a wonderful friend to your list go by his page plz and add/ fan/ rate him dbo71@ fubar Tell him Squirter Princess sent you *kisses*

Another Survey! Yay!
69 confession questionsTAKE THIS SURVEY! Take this survey 1. The phone rings; who do you want it to be?no one 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?usually 3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener?listener 4. Do you take compliments well?not at all 5. Do you play Sudoku?I hate it 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive?yup 7. Do you like to ride horses?no, I hate horses 8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?yes 9. What was your favorite game as a kid?Spin the Bottle 10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, would you go for it?yeah, why not 12. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you?no, I never had dates 13. Do you like to pursue or be pursued?as long as its not Muslim 14. Use three words to describe yourself?to be pursued 15. Do any songs make you cry?vicious, intelligent, hotheaded 16. Are you continuing your education?nope 17. Do you know how to sh

Let's Get Another Sbg In The Spotlight
I'M GOING FOR THE SPOTLIGHT I NEED SOME HELP FROM MY FRIENDS DONATIONS ARE ACCEPTED OR I WILL RATE FOR FUBUCKS I AM ALSO MAKING SPECIAL TAGS FOR THOSE THAT HELP ME THIS IS SOMETHING I WANT TO DO WHILE I HAVE THE CHANCE I KNOW WITH A LITTLE HELP I CAN GET THERE IF YOU DONATE TO ME AND WANT ME TO RATE YOUR PICS PLEASE SEND ME A PM SO I CAN GET IT DONE THANK YOU NICCI

Ladylove
Ladylove You churn the calm waves within like the moon Enticing me with your subtle glamour, Your eye glides down my body to devour Making my burning heart dance to your tunes, I crave for those lips that are hot as June Which waits to consume my curves this hour, Stream of your ardent whispers I flavor I can no longer endure claim me soon. Your touch swings open the doors of pleasure Unveiling the moods you hide from my view, Rapturous moment wraps me in your love While you seek to kiss my secret treasure, Night's guardians witness our passion coo For all time I am yours.

The Road Not Taken
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveler, long I stood And looked down one as far as I could To where it bent in the undergrowth; Then took the other, as just as fair, And having perhaps the better claim, Because it was grassy and wanted wear; Though as for that the passing there Had worn them really about the same, And both that morning equally lay In leaves no step had trodden black. Oh, I kept the first for another day! Yet knowing how way leads on to way, I doubted if I should ever come back. I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I- I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference.

For You
For You For you I'd do anything, go anywhere,give anything. For you I said forever. For you I said live beside, die beside. For you, I'd give up my needs for yours. You before me, 'til death, more with every breath, for you. For you I want happiness. For you I want joy. For you I want love. All the best for you. Anything you need, I will always be there, for you. All I have in this world, for you. But I know now what I must do. I will stand behind you, but I will remain in the background, for you. I don't want to but I must, all for the love of you.

Interesting Facts On The Human Body
It takes your food seven seconds to get from your mouth to your stomach.One human hair can support 3 kg (6.6 lb).The average man's penis is three times the length of his thumb.Human thighbones are stronger than concrete.A woman's heart beats faster than a man's.There are about one trillion bacteria on each of your feet.Women blink twice as often as men.The average person's skin weighs twice as much as the brain.Your body uses 300 muscles to balance itself when you are standing still.If saliva cannot dissolve something, you cannot taste it.Women reading this will be finished now. Men are still busy checking their thumbs.

Benefits
A friend's blog reminded me of this inceident. Some genius was hittin on me as usual in my SB, and said : You must have all people just bow down to your beauty, and can get anything you want just with your looks. ???? Beauty is a relative term, and I'm sure people that like tall, skinny blondes would not consider me appealing at all. As far as I know, there are plenty of people that are total douches to me and that try to treat me like shit. I deal with those bastards every day at work, and STILL have ppl complain at work about missed wake up calls, un cleaned rooms, etc. blah blah blah

My Globals..
Wow.. My MuMM got deleted.. There's a first time for everything right? Funny though, It's the least offensive MuMM I've ever posted. I've made MuMMs about beating women, forced abortion, blacks and mexicans raping white chicks... But i get in trouble over dirty pussy?.. Every MuMM i've ever made has been NSFW.. Oh well.. it's karma I guess.. Enjoy the time I am unble to post my "offensive" MuMMs..

Annoying Hotel Workers
I travel for work, I live in hotels all over the country 6 months out of the year. Normally I stay at pretty cheap places because I get to keep a portion of whatever is in my expense account at the end of the year. I decided to stay at a Holiday Inn Express here in San Francisco because it's near the conference center where I was working. The hospitality here is excessive. I just got a call from the front desk, I've been working all day and got exceedingly drunk with my co workers last night, so I'm exhausted and I was laying down. My phone rings so I get up and its the fucking hotel calling me to see how everything is going! That's fucking absurd. They just wanted to make sure my day was ok and make sure I didn't need a wakeup call tomorrow. I told the lady "If I need a wakeup call I generally request it without being prompted." Am I wrong in thinking this behaviour is obnoxious?

Evanescence - My Immortal
I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase [Chorus:] When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me You used to captivate me By your resonating light Now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase [Chorus] I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along

Healthy Dose Of Reality
I am a believer that life is what you make it. You hold the key to your own destiny. Every action you take leads you closer or father away from happiness. It seems like with everyone, we all make bad decisions at one time or another. We should learn and grow from those decisions. There is only one thing in this life that can truly make you happy and that is yourself. Lately I have been unhappy and this morning I realized I am the one making myself miserable, no one else. I have been so wrapped up in all the BS that I have forgotten the most important aspect in my life, my son. He is the key to my happiness and will be the one who decides what nursing home I go to. :) I am lucky he is such a good kid and that until now I have been a good mother and my son knows, without a doubt I love him. But for the last few weeks, mommy has been distant. And it is my own fault. My world has revolved around that little boy since he was born. Lately, I have been selfish and realized he is suffering b

Welcome To My World
Feeling Your hands twirl in my hair,cupping my breasts feeling Your tongue in my mouth,submitted to Your touch,moving my body against Your hand. Feeling the roughness of Your skin against my moist softness. Teasing me,pleasuring me in ways i didn't know of. Making love to Your hand, back and forth, up and down circling You as i cum harder and harder upon Your commands and only Your commands. Feeling You take me into Your arms....spreading my legs as i feel Your hardness part my soft legs...Arching my back as You fill me up with Your hard cock...moaning in Your ear, whispering, begging,crying for release. You holding both my hands with Yours, stroking my tongue with Your own...making me want You more and more...feeling Our heatbeats match with each thrust, grinding,rough then soft. Screaming in deep seeded pleasure, i beg for release, You tell me in a harsh voice to cum for You...doing as i am told i open myself up to You...cumming almost instantly. Feeling Your arms wrap around my bo

Scary Facts
There are an estimated 77 million kids online today.There are over 40,000 chat rooms where children can meet child predators.Pedophiles lure kids in, with games and establish relationships with them on-line, then arrange to meet face-to-face.75 percent of children are willing to share personal information online about themselves and their family in exchange for goods and/or services. (gifts, free samples, free online games, etc.)Chat rooms and instant/private messages are two main tools pedophiles use to contact children on-line.Online child pornography/child sex exploitation is the most significant crime problem confronting the FBI that involves crimes against children.There is a 100% chance of a child meeting a predator in a chat room.(FBI 2002)Children are reported missing into the FBI computer program system at the rate of:*825,600 kids per year*68,800 kids per month*16,100 kids per week*2,300 kids per day*96 kids per hour*3 kids every 2 minutes*Statistics provided by the Crimes Ag

Life Changing
At different times in your life you have life changing events. Some stronger than others, but affecting you and changing the direction of your life. I have had a wonderful life and when I least expected it, someone comes along and just grabs ahold of my heart and hangs on for dear life. I have found what love is all about again with a woman who means more to me than anyone who I have ever met. She loves me for who I am and who I will be. All that matters is our future together which is full of love for one another. She has opened up many suppressed feelings and emotions that were long since gone. You go through life sometimes aimlessly or actually thinking that you know where you are going. My course has changed from where I thought I would go. Kim, you have changed my life for the better. You have given me reasons to go forward in a new direction with my life and want it to be with you. I love you with all of my heart and soul. I thank you for what you have brought to my life. I

Peace By The Sea
The bitter cold of the early morning floats through the room. The sky is cloudy and gray, with a definite sense of gloom. Today my heart fits the sky, wieghed down with heavy thoughts. My mind's running a thousand miles an hour and my stomaches all in knots. The only place I find serenity is standing on the waters edge. And for that instant I dont feel like screaming and jumping off the nearest ledge. I watch the waves come and go without a care in the world. With the blindness of a brand new baby that into this messed up life was gently hurled. The amazing thing about standing here is my life is put into perspective. Instead of being overly critical I quickly change to being reflective. I feel so small and insignificant and I like how it makes me see... That there are issues and problems with the world that are bigger than me. For those few moments that I am standing there, nothing matters at all. But all my anger, frustration, and pain away from this ocean I still have t

Tattoo Work
If you decide you do not like my art , i am perfectly fine with it. What i dont tolerate is underpriviledged ass hunting indivituals that think they can get a porn cam , and after they get turned down start to put critic towards my job! First of all i aint tattooing, because its m only choice. I am a former Rn, Herbologist and got enough degrees to plaster an entire room. Second: People without tattoos shouldnt be looking down on ones that have ink. We dont bitch around ya all for not having any now do we............... THIRD! For the assmunch that asked where the hell i stole the pics from. You can be lucky your not near me! I dont try to put you down just because you work at burger king or where the hell ever. Job is job. And just because im a female doesnt mean i do tattoos less better then a male! 2009, wake up!!!!!!! We are way past the times of females having to stand at the door with a pi waiting for theyr beloved man!!!!!!!!!! And if the only way you can get rid

Rude Perverts
i really get the shits of people that think everyone is on here to meet and have sex if you see on someones profile they are married then keep your lude photo comments to yourself and further more get a fucking life not everyone is on the net for sex and to hook up

Why Cant I Be A Bitch
Well all 3 kids are sick with a cold ontop of that my 2 teenagers also have a bad stomach bug. Im sick with the cold to and my ex called me to tell me his surgon called and had someone cancel on him so instead of june / july for his knee surgery he is having it friday. He doesnt have anyone to take him or help take care of him so it looks like I will be driving all the way up there to take care of him while im sick. Im thinking of leaving the teenagers at home then bringing the ex down here to take care of him for the weekend. I have no idea what will happen for the week since he will have to be up there and we live 3hours away. I just hope I will be over my cold cus dealing with him after surgery is going to make me bitchy enough. He whines alot ( hope he gets good drugs to knock him out).

Porker
I REALLY need to lose some fuckin weight for the summer, so I have started running...twice...and that was it. My fat ass is just unmotivated enough to go every day, and I always expect instant results. Like if I go once, I expect to lose 15 fuckin lbs. I wish I could go to a bootcamp or somethin. I have no discipline at all... I have great agility and muscle strength, but otherwise shamu, here I come. ughh... /sadz

Pedos
"A 22-year-old has been charged in federal court with transporting child pornography after authorities found more than half a million child pornographic images on his computer hard drive, according to a news release Friday from the U.S...." ____ I guess someone doesn't know where delete button is...

My Very First Blog
Wow! My very first blog in fubar. I think the last time i blogged in my blog in blogspot was like on February. I kinda give up because i feel that i can't really write everything that involved the family or friends and they do read my blog. I need to write something when i feel low sometimes. I dont wanna worry any of my family or think im having a problem cos i usually appear cheerful. Recently, i quited my job as an IT helpdesk, i know i made a mistake but i cant do the job that doesnt make me happy at all. My aunt would tell me i shouldn't be picky at this point of time. A beggar can not choose. It's too late to regret and i know that things happened for a reason. Right now, i feel a bit panic about job. I want to do teaching. Teaching kids will be fun although the pay will be lesser than my IT job. It's more rewarding to build children future than helping nagging users on the phone who dont appreciate my help =/ Anyway, apart from that, im still happy to see my uncles again. We

Touch Me
Touch Me I see you ensnared by my curves As your will melts in my fire Come unto me now my love You will see what my wares inspire My skin like alabaster My scent fills the night air My taste the sweetest honey My lips are perfectly paired As my finger tips stroke your skin My eyes lure you into my lust

I See Your Bad Intentions
I'll take you under with my poisnous kiss, I see who you are and I see what you wish. I am something you do not wanna mess with. Do you wanna read my story? it is a giant book. I see through you and what you wanna do, just know that I got you and I'll get you right back. I don't take kindly to the intentions that you carry, so I warn you now before you set this hurricane in motion. I will drag you down to the bottom of the ocean, break my bones..I'll set the tone, you will never take me for your own after all you have shown. I'll teach you a lesson, and deliver it with mass tention. I'll just be given you a taste of your own venom and then some. I will show you all the pain you cause with the bitterness of my bite in our fight. You will think twice before you ever take another away to indure your inflicting pain and fights. I will take you on and give fame to this game. You are a preditor, but you can't hunt what has already been hunted. Therefore, you are dealing with the huntres

The Sum Of My Thoughts
through it all, the last two years in this exile I have but one thought. Life might be worth living if I had even a single friend. what Id like to know is why it is theres so many weepy shows about suicide right now even as nobody does anything about the self absortion and snobbery that drive folks like me to that point. hear this now-when I do go I dont want anybody tearily recounting how they tried to reach out to me. cause reaching out to a person doesnt mean shit if you do it with nothing but insults and crap. oh and to my neighbors-if you want me to talk to you like human beings you shopuld try treating me like one. Just cause I ignore your trash talk doesnt mean Im deaf.

It Always Seems....
It always seems It always seems i meet a great guy have fun talking and laughing and when we start to have the intimate parts, it great and wonderful then i'm hit with, Well i'm not really sure i'm ready or umm i am seeing someone else or the best one of them all I'm married, talk about being kicked in the gut, all i want is to be loved, someone to hold me and say they love me i'm not asking for much i don't even want a ring i didn't even get love from my ex so you can say i never been loved or in love my heart is so broken and so empty i feel like it will never be filled right now i am wearing my heart on my sleave will some body ever love me

Vermillion
Vermillion Where once I saw only black and white a rainbow of colors sprouts nowSpiraling around my frame, I open my eyes to see clearlyTired of walking in the shadows, I let them crawl across my skinAs I recall them one at a time, resurrect the memory withinWith the gentle kiss of a razor blade, I show you the color I painted my skyNot at all black or grey, not even the slightest hint of blueI painted it in vermillion, the most familar shade of mortalityPerhaps out of the feebleness of a depressed mind to graspThat my beloved vermillon is the color of love too.A twisted sort of duality, perhaps a symbol not meant to be understoodYet it seems appropriate that I painted the sky with my blood

Whatever
I have recently come to the conclusion that fubar sucks and is full of nothing but frauds and liars only interested in themselves. I could be lonely much easier by just wandering the crowded streets of this snob filled shithole without piling more of it on here trying to find A SINGLE HUMANOID FRIEND ON THIS FUCKING PLANET. goodbye all you automatons!

A Mothers Day Remembrence..
you know i have been through so much in my life and i think of myself as a strong person for the most part but 5 years ago i went through something that i was not able to handle as well as i thought.... my mom passed away after years of battling sickness and sitting there as i held her hand and watched the women who for years was my anchor fade away i lost my best friend and the closest thing to a angel i will ever see..... in short i wanted to say this,.... HAPPY MOTHERS DAY MOM I LOVE AND MISS YOU DEARLY... LOVE SHAWN

Drama
So...there was someone that I thought was close to me (friends wise, nothin more), and that destroyed it all. I forgot completely about that person, have no negative or positive feelings towards him. Forgot his phone number, his name, his existance. Now he decided to crawl back and spread more of the drama around. He wanted to "make peace", and apologize. Well, it wasnt accepted.

My Political Views
TWO THINGS YOU SHOULD NEVER DISCUSS....POLITICS AND RELIGION, BUT AS AN AMERICAN I HAVE THAT ONE CHOICE, FREEDOM OF SPEACH. THESE ARE MY VIEWS AND OPINIONS, I KNOW SOME OF YOU WILL COMPLETELY DISAGREE,SOME WILL AGREE WITH SOME ,AND OTHERS WILL AGREE TOTALLY. THAT IS GREAT,CAUSE MOST DONT SAY WHAT THEY WANT AND THATS ONE OF OUR PROBLEMS AS A SOCIETY. IF AT LEAST 10 PEOPLE VOICE THIER OPINION THATS GOOD CAUSE ITS MORE THAN 1 GREATER THAN 5 AND ON A SCALE, PERFECT! I AM NOT A LIBERAL, DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICIAN AS A WHOLE,BUT I DO KNOW HOW POLITICS ARE PLAYED. IT ALL COMES DOWN TO POWER AND WHO HAS THE MOST CASH!I HAVE DIFFERENT FELINGS ON EVERYTHING DEPENDS ON THE TOPIC. ONE PROBLEM I HAVE IS ABOUT PUTTING A LEADER IN AN AMERICAN POWER HOUSE WITH AN ISLOMIC NAME......IM SORRY, DIDNT WE JUST HAVE A WAR WITH IRAQ! I FEELTHAT WAS A STAB IN THE BACK BY OUR OWN GOVERNMENT. THEY SAY OH HES HALF BLACK ....HOW COME HIS NAME ISNT BROWN THEN, AND ITS NAME NOT HIS COLOR THAT MADE ME FEEL BETRADED.

Awesome Song
I'm sick and tired of your excusesCan't deal with living anymoreI'll give you reasons to continueWhile you lie writhing on the floorI'll wash away your liesAnd have you hyptotizedThere'll be no compromise todayI'll share your life of shameI think you know my nameI'll introduce myself todayI'm the demon alcohol (demon alcohol)I'll get youIf you could deal with your reflectionI'm sure you'd see into my eyesThere'll be no need for resurrectionLet's drink to people of the liesAlthough that one's too muchYou know ten's not enoughThere'll be no compromise todayI'll watch you lose controlConsume your very soulI'll introduce myself todayI'm the demon alcohol (demon alcohol)Ha ha, demon alcohol (demon alcohol)Let's partyI'm sick and tired of resolutionsYou've quit me time and time againDon't speak of suicide solutionsYou took my hand, I'm here to stayThis time it's you or meI'll never set you freeThere'll be no compromise todaySo satisfy your lustToo much can't be enoughI'll introduce myself to

Immigration
I never knew this! Have you noticed that if you rearrange the letters in "illegal immigrants," and add just a few more letters, it spells out: "Fuck off and go home you freeloading, benefit-grabbing, kid-producing, violent, non-English speaking cocksuckers and take those hairy-faced, sandal-wearing, bomb-making, goat-fucking, smelly rag head bastards with you." How weird is that?

My Poem About Juggalo's
Brush Strokes The mirror looks back at me again I hear it’s laughter so clear I close my eyes as I break inside I need my mask to cover the tears I take up my brush now Each stroke of paint another brick in my wall As I shut out myself again I turn a deaf ear to my call I put on an extra coat of paint To protect me from the cruel world Behind the paint I grow a spine No longer a scared broken little girl

Amazing Results Of A Nasty Seperation
it is amazing how things change with the seasons. things that i said and lived by a few years ago are now a thing of the past..i always say, a Master has that right to change his mind. when things arent going as you like, you have the power to change them...sometimes you delay the inevitable in order not to hurt others. but then the actions become greater and the hurt grows more and more for them..for that, i take full responsibility. then things come to a head and words are exchanged and lies are revealed and deceit discovered and anger builds..but deep inside you feel a deep sense that this is the way it is suppose to be for the change to happen. then you feel even more free to follow another road in this journey. predestined? who knows. but when something feels so right as this, you just have to continue to see the outcome. i have asked my slave princess to marry me and after i picked her back up off the floor and revived her, she said yes. i have loved so many and then been le

Friends
Hey all! I just want to say how much I love fubar! I do have one problem. I have noticed that some of my friends on here have stopped talking to me because I did not spend my real money on them. I started an insurance agency a year and a half ago and have put alot in to it. For that reason and the fact that child support is a drain, I do not buy bling or give out cash to people I hardly know. If I get to know you over time I might do it...but please, if I don't don't be upset. I am not here for a hook up. Just had to say it folks!

Helping Stop Sex Crimes Againist Children
http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.childpornography.com%2F&h=ae73d97b9956920786aa95ca5bf1bf31 I AM TESTING THIS BLOG REALLY FOR THE FIRST TIME IF ALL GOES WELL YOU WILL SEE WHERE YOU CAN GO TO GET INFO ON HOW TO PROTECT YOUR CHILDREN FROM CREEPS THAT PREY ON THEM FOR SEX! THERE IS MORE INFO YOU MIGHT WANT AND NEED THERE. TAKE CARE AND WATCH YOUR CHILDREN WELL. IT WORKS!! JUST CLICK ON THE ABOVE LINK.

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Club Oasis now has live cams! Come check us out and Join while you're there. Buy a round of drinks and party with us. Brought to you by Club Oasis ~ where the rocking never stops. Hiring staff and Dj's if you think you what it takes come hit us up!

Come To Forbidden Angels
Since you are friends or Fans, I exstend an invitation to you all to come join me in a new lounge "Forbidden Angels" Fun, enjoyable, and rules are simple.~Rules~1: No Drama2: Respect Everyone3: Only one warning is Given.4: Most of all enjoy yourself and have Fun!We are also hiring all Staff positions. These include: Greeters, DJs, Enforcers (per screen) and coming soon, Cam girls/guys.So Please join us, have a drink on myself and the owner and enjoy the music that is on a fresh kick ass ShoutCAST server! Stop by and mention this bully and I'll ensure your shit faced for 2 days straight!Please follow link: http://www.fubar.com/lounge/66993Yours truly,Majin - Co-owner of Forbidden Angels

If I Could....
If I could turn and walk away,And start all over again..I can forget I ever knew you,I could live in a world of pretend.But everytime I open my eyes,It's back to reality.Things I've tried to forget,Are back again with me.I could go through life,Never saying your name.I could live each day..Looking for a place to lay the blame.I could feel bitter,For the way things turned out.But I choose not to be,That's not what I'm about.I could forever long for you,And this I'll probably do.If only I could've touched your face..At least one dream would've come true.I could say I hate you,But it would be a lie.I could wish I'd never met you,So I'd never had a sad goodbye.But no matter the tears,The aches I felt inside,I still can't regret knowing you,My feelings I've never denied.I chose to remember you,The way you were with me.Things you said and felt..I hold in loving memory.Even though it was a heartache,Only waiting to begin,What I experienced with you...Was the best place I've ever been.

Now And Then
how was it then what will it be now the constant to and fro..... what did she say how will she speak now the constant to and fro.... the smile then the abrupt disconnect now life comes to halt as i dither between then and now.... let me off the boat let me drown let me find another meaning let me be now..... memories haunt words lie actions disgrace me a silent cry where does this end how does it stop i walk the way dithering between then and now FOR CLOSER TO HEART, HONEST THOUGHTS - READ 'NEGLIGIBLE NOTIONS' JUST FOR MY FRIENDS....

Kitty Doom
Light-hearted, short, and silly, this poem explores the thoughts of paranoid pet owners. Kitty Doom Kitty watches through the windowWaiting for her momentFor her claws to scritch and rendTo ruin me she triesAh! Kitty! You drive me round the bend.

R.i.p. Glenn Hull
Glenn Hull from San Jose Lost His Life Yesterday from Murphys Grade Road Accident ~By John HamiltonMurphys, CA...52 year old Glenn Hull from San Jose lost his life yesterday as the result of a Motorcycle Accident on Murphys Grade Road just West of French Gulch Road. From the CHP Release "Mr. Hull was riding Westbound on Murphys Grade Road at what appears to be a high rate of speed as he approached a sharp right hand curve in the road., Mr. Hull applied his motorcycle's brakes and after sliding across the Eastbound lane, both he and his motorcycle struck a metal guardrailing....Mr. Hull was transported via ambulance to Mark Twain Hospital where he succumbed to his injuries. As of this writing, the investigation is still ongoing"

You Better Hope You Didn't Do What I Think You Did
I bid in an auction recently and won (4 wheelin fan 1973) When I sent my payment of 7million the person changed their status to "Evil", locked me and logged off. Here is the link to the auction page and a link to his page. If I don't either get what is owed to me or get something back from this fucker soon, I am going to bring the pain! Auction: http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1156311&albumid=1670226&i=3815092302&idx=13 His page: http://fubar.com/user/2560239 MIGHT need your help n ruining his pathetic little world!

Fantasy Football All Year!!!!!1
If you like playing fantasy football you will love this. This is Called Goal Line Blitz You are the agent and you build a player and join teams. http://goallineblitz.com/game/signup.pl?ref=32418707 Click the Link to Check it out.

Let's Meet Tomorrow
I have a meeting tomorrow that could well determine my fate as far as employment at my current job goes. The latest news is we can stay as long as we have the money to pay ourselves a month before. Not really a terrible proposition, just a lot of pressure applied to closing deals. If I do get to stay, I may not stay long. The antsy part of me has been fired up since hearing I may have to leave, and is looking toward a new job/location. I may have mentioned this before, but that part of myself scares me. What if I have to have that change every couple of years or else I go crazy (more so than I apparently already am)? Being uncertian always seems to be my downfall. Wonder if I can work on developing my psychic abilities to tell the future. Hah, if only. I've been quite irritable today, every little thing seems to set me off. I need a calming influence in my life. I downloaded one of those white noise programs for my phone, maybe the sound of a thunderstorm for a few hours might help

When I Open My Hand
When I Open My Hand I watched the last tear hit the floor I saw what was my life in that pool I turned my face towards the heavens The sun breaking in on this fool As my eyes slowly came to focus I could see a shadow of beauty A figure in the mist becoming clear As her eyes pierced right through me I could see her wings start to spread I could feel my heat begin to beat The ice cold blood melting in my veins

Ss Metaphor
I can only drop to my knees in moments like these. Time enough for the fall, time enough to land, stand up and fall again. Press the trigger and loose a new breath in your next face. Beg and wonder, try and silent till morning. All I can do is glance, all I can do is say a few simple words, all I can do is wonder if you get what I mean in at least one of the million thoughts a day I have of you. Even if it’s just in the typing of a brain you leave lacking for words.

Admirations Voice
Do you have someone like this??? I bet you do and you just havent opened up your eyes to see This friend is a true well wisher. With this persons friendship personified to the last letter. This persons speech gives strength to sagging morale. This person is all ears to any kind of tale. To flatter or be insincere this person does not know. Dislike to hypocrisy, attitude does show. Taking in or talking nonsense is not this persons style. For illogical and foolish talks, this person will not give bail! This person thought process and modus operandi are robust. Their clarity stands out and distinguishes this person from the rest. Blend of practical approach and emotional support in this person, is awe inspiring. This persons wit and repartee with humor’s touch is amazing. The profile of this perspns character does not limit to any punctuation! Not a character in its words bears an iota of exaggeration. If you have this person in your life.. feel free to sha

Ordinarily
as normal, I would be wandering around finding attractive women to ask about adding to my list of "friends" so that I could look at it and pretend there was a person on this earth who cared one whit for me, but today Im just getting tired of it all. the constant crap with people restricting thier profiles by salute or whatever, and now the freezes because of nimrods making their page decorations too complicated. so yeah Im gone. yall ignore my blogs anyway. so fuck it and fuck yall DEATH TO HUMANITY!

Sad
I feel like I'm just sad all the time. I don't know why, but that's just the way it seems. I guess maybe its like a friend says I have too much on my plate. I don't know how to eliminate any of the things though. My kids are the most important things in my life. I love them more than anything and love being able to take care of them. Sometimes though I want someone to just take care of me. I'm tired of all the wolves in sheep's clothing. You can spout all this words, but you can never seem to back them up. I'm a simple girl. I don't think I ask too much from a guy I'm with, but I guess maybe I do. All I ask is just show me you care. If you love me, just pay attention to me. And above all I just want to be held sometimes. Guess it's just too difficult for some people though. Am I just not worthy enough of this? Is something wrong with me? Or is it just that I'm the worthless whore/bitch that I've been told I am my whole life? I don't know anymore. I'm ready to give up

I Hear Voices In My Head
I hear voices in my head (chorus) They come to me They understand They talk to me You got your rules and your religion all designed to keep you safe. But when rules start getting broken you start questioning your faith. I have a voice that is my savior, Hates to love and Loves to hate. I have a voice that has knowledge and the power to rule your fate. I hear voices cryin I see heroes dyin I taste blood thats dryin I feel tension risin (Chorus) I hear voices in my head They come to me They understand They talk to me,They talk to me They tell me things, that I will do They show me things I'll do to you. They talk to me...

Help ,me With This.....
ICE CREAM CONES AND SKITTLESI saw him while walking the highway in spaceHad heard he came from the moonI wanted to glance at him without leaving a traceBut he caught me way too soonShouting at me from aboveThis was to be a great JuneSpeaking to me of poems and rhymesWords of hope and loveAnd all his adventures in timeHe had 747 reasons for being hereI had 111We talked of dreams and fearWe Discussed why the moon was so far awayI NEED HELP AT THIS PART......GRRRRRRRRR SOMEONE HELP MEI always want to give him ice cream conesThis man who made me taste skittles

Mash And Republicans
Since no one reads my stuff feels nice to just write about anything. I was watching that old show MASH this week and it struck me. Frank Burns is how a current republicans act. In the 70's when that show was on we made fun of people like that. Now they are elected to congress. For fans of the show think of how frank was. All gung ho for war but actually a coward (Bush/Cheney and countless other chicken hawk republicans) super partriot who suspect anyone who didn't lay it on that thick (remember the stupidity about wearing a flag pin or having the flag sticker on your car?) all moral and uptight yet cheating on his wife (Gingrich and countless others), dislike of anyone who wasn't a white christian (every fucking republican!) Watch the show (the early ones with Frank Burns) and see if you dont' see the same thing. Really struck me on how far to the right on country has went

Keep Getting Sicker
Ok so I have been hurting a lot more lately, and the doctors still haven't been able to figure out what is going on. Let alone why I am in so much pain so often. Hell the last time they discharged me from the hospital they said the only thing they can do now is make me comfortable, and nothing else because they do not know what is wrong. So in turn I am still ending up in the E.R. left and right for hurting like this. Yet they cannot find one thing wrong. Pretty fucked up when you've had such severe abdominal pain for a year now, and no one can tell you anything about why your hurting. It has made it hard for me on writing new material, and playing in other bands because of being in the hospital and told to be on bed rest so much. Sucks when in one week your in the E.R. 4 times in one week, and twice in one day. It sucks because the docs can't even tell you what is going on or if you're dying because they don't even know. So much for modern medicine, and doctors performing great things

Letting Some Steam Off
I AM DONE PLAYING NICE WITH YOU YES I AM TALKING ABOUT MY EX SO SHUT THE HELL UP AND LISTEN TO ME FOR ONCE IN YOUR LIL LIFE THAT YOU THINK YOU HAVE....I AM GOING TO WARN YOUR ONE TIME AND ONE TIME ONLY I AM DONE PLAYING THESE LIL GAMES WITH YOU....I HAVE WAAY TO MUCH TO FUKKING DEAL WITH RIGHT NOW....GORDON FUKKING CALL ME OR TEXT ME EITHER WAY JUST FUKKING DO IT....NOW DOWN TO BUSNIES WITH YOU AND I .... FOR ONE YOU HAVE OUR SONS WITH YOU... TWO THERE IS NOT FUKKING PAPER WORK THAT YOU HAVE custdy OF OUR SONS... NO COURT SAYING ANY THING ABOUT IT.... I WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU...I WANT FUKKING CLOSER FROM YOU...I HAVE MOVED ON WITH MY LIFE I AM VERY HAPPY.... I JUST WANT TO SEE OUR SONS IS THAT TO MUCH TO FUKKING ASK YOU YOU SON OF A BITCH... YOU NEED TO GET OFF YOUR LAZY ASS AND LET OUR SONS SEE THERE GRADMOM AND DAD... YOU FUKKING JERK I HOPE YOU SEE THIS TOO..... I AM DONE PLAYING NICE... YOU WANTED ME TO TELL YOU HOW I FEEL WELL LIL BOY HERE IT IS ON THE NET FOR YOU TO SEE IT.

One Song Cjanges Everything
**** It amazes me how you can be driving along just listening to the radio and you hear a song that just makes your mind click.. and you relate to it sooo much... that happened to me on my way home tonight and if you read it (if you dont already know the song) It relates to eveything... especially to me.. my new current fav song :) The Climb I can almost see itThat dream I am dreamingBut there's a voice inside my head saying"You'll never reach it"Every step I'm takingEvery move I make feelsLost with no directionMy faith is shakingBut I gotta keep tryingGotta keep my head held highThere's always gonna be another mountainI'm always gonna wanna make it moveAlways gonna be a uphill battleSometimes I'm gonna have to loseAin't about how fast I get thereAin't about what's waiting on the other sideIt's the climbThe struggles I'm facingThe chances I'm takingSometimes might knock me downBut no, I'm not breakingI may not know itBut these are the moments thatI'm gonna remember most, yeahJust

A Day At A Time.
One day at a time is enough... Don't look back and grieve the past, it's gone... Don't be troubled about the future, it has not yet come... Live in the present and make it so beautiful it will be worth remembering.

Ensign: Faith Of My Fathers
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 12 June 2009 Around this time of year, I’m usually writing a message that ties in to what we now call D-Day, the beginning of the Allied invasion of Europe during World War II. “D-Day” is technically the term for the opening day of any military attack, but the one sixty-five years ago this past sixth of June is the one most people remember best in regard to it. But my father wasn’t in the opening assault on Omaha Beach; indeed, he was with the Army inspector-general’s office and got there with that office on the twelfth – today, sixty-five years ago. Most of what I know about my dad’s military experience comes from what he told me as well as some of what I’ve seen, but I’m tryi

Shapes
It is quite fascinating how much our life experiences shape us as human beings, sculpting every minute detail in our human forms. Some of those forms come out shiny and smooth, very pleasant to touch and to come in contact with, with innate abilities to bounce off any light that shines upon them. They might not be too deep, but all you need to know about them lies on the smooth surface, easily visible to the naked eye (unless there are some deeper cracks that might form overtime).Some come out with jagged sharp edges others might hurt themselves on, and deeply carved crevasses inside which no one is able to see or set a foot. Sometimes it might take a very powerful flashlight to see the wonders hidden in those crevasses, yet sometimes there are no wonders to begin with but cold empty space.While some may begin as shiny smooth specimens, if touched too roughly, they sometimes may crumble, revealing not so smooth bottom layers. Our shapes may change depending on the amount and quality of

Stepping Away
So as my closest friends know I am in the process of moving. While I am surrounded by boxes & friends stopping by to make me cry....I am hit by reality. I love the water on the coast, it calms my soul, I love the slow southern drawl of the people who clog my world. I ponder what it is that will calm me when I am landlocked. Is this possibly just cold feet? I won't back out at this point, I know that for a fact. I just wonder what calms landlocked people. Although I have bottled some of my coast to take with me there is no noise and that's what I have depended on.

Please Help Me!!!!!!!!
i am asking for a little bit of help. i am trying to get the spotlight as well as make a couple of special purchases. If anyone can help by sending me fubucks i would greatly appreciate it. any amount will help.

Straight From The Heart"
i am really disappointed to see a friend suspecting me of something that i am not doing. let me tell this straight... by joke or whatever it is .. alley jaguar calls me his mistress.. just for fu fun.... pete call me his darling myles.... and others baby etc.. i have some great friends here... i do appreciate the friendship that they are sharing with me. to all my fubar friends.. thank you. i have few other favorites here.. like dizzywonder , whom i call fudaddy, he decided to leave fubar few weeks ago, matt, and john maloney, captain rat, steve, and myluv,paul , ravinglunatic,popey and if ther are others that are not mention, sorry , it doesnt mean that you are not special, maybe i'd just could not remeber your names here.... of course my oldest friend on here taznix.. and here is my sentiment.... mo longchamps, is someone really dear and special for me, just like you guys, we are just seeing and sometimes chat , just on here, i am always sweet and close to him... and m

Mumm Comments
I like to read and comment on the mumms. I thought that this one person that put up a mumm was being funny. The mumm went like this: just want to show love to my country created @ 06/15/2009 03:13 pm expires in: 32 mins [NSFW] [EVERYONE] i,m geting ready to go up the road later and pay this hispanic girl i know for a blowjob but heres where i need help from all you great fubians. shoul i fantasy about Hillary Clinton or Michelle Obama sucking me off So anyhow, it gave you a choice between Hilary and Michelle. I thought it was a joke so I put in there for a comment ... just visualize grandma with no teeth. LMAO! He came to my page and sent me a message telling me this: Let me be the first to tell you how fucking ugly and stupid you look in that hat. So I gave him a taste of his own medicine. He sends this girl to my page to tell me that I'm ugly and that I never

Giving In
Will you, walk me To the edge again Shaking, lonely, and I am drinking again Woke up tonight and no one's here with me I'm giving in to you Take me under I'm giving in to you I'm dying tonight I'm giving in to you Watch me crumble I'm giving in to you I'm crying tonight I'm giving in to you Caught up, in life Losing all my friends Family has tried, to heal all my addictions Tragic it seems, to be alone again I'm giving in ... to you Take me under I'm giving in to you I'm dying tonight I'm giving in to you Watch me crumble I'm giving in to you I'm crying tonight I'm giving in to you I look forward, to dying tonight Drink 'til i'm myself, life's harder every day The stress has got me I'm giving in giving in, Giving in, no! Take me under (I'm killing all the pain) I'm dying tonight (I'm sick of all this faith) Watch me crumble (I'm killing all the pain) I'm crying tonight I'm giving in to you Take me under I'm giving in to you I'm dying tonight I'm giving in to you Watch me, crumbl

At The Harbor
She went with his love to the port, and there she said goodbye. He swore that he was going to return, and drenched in tears she promised to wait. After a thousand moons she always remained at the harbor. Waiting for him many afternoons she lingered and made the dock her home. The afternoons made her hair and her lips it’s home. She was always there with the same dress, just in case he returned, he would recognize her. The crabs were biting her clothes, her sadness, and her dreams. And time trickled with her eyes filled with many dawns. She fell in love with the ocean and her body took root in the harbor. Her hair became white through the years as no ship was able to give back her love. In town the people started to call her “the crazy woman from the harbor”. Even one April afternoon they tried to move her to the mental hospital. But that was an impossible task, because none could root her out. They were unable to separate her from the sea. She was lonely

The Purest Of Pain.
I'm sorry I didn't mean to callbut I couldn't fight itI guess I was weak and couldn't even hide itand so I surrender just to hear your voiceI know how many times I said I'm gonna live with out youand maybe someone else is standing there beside youbut there's something baby that you need to knowthat deep inside me I feel like I'm dyingI have to see you it's all that I'm asking.Baby, give me back my fantasies, the courage that I need to live and the air that I breathe. Living without you, my world becomes so empty. My day's are so cold and lonely and each night I taste the purest of pain.I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every daythat it didn't hurt me, but to tell you the truth I can't find my way.Deep inside me I feel like I'm dyingI have to see you it's all that I'm asking.

Searching...
searching for you knowing you are there feeling strong emotions hoping that you care wanting our dreams together to come true wishing you needed me as much as I need you keeping things locked up inside from you my feelings I will hide wondering where the future will lead deep in my heart I feel love breed seperate lives but shared desires thoughts of us as the day expires...

Ok The Time Has Come..........
Ok the time has come for me to say goobye to fubar. Too much drama here and more than I care for. I am not online anymore anyways and there is no reason to keep my acct here when I dont use it for nothing. For those that know me, you know how to reach me. Good writtens Amy

Clarfication
Just because I added you, doesnt mean I like you. I am too lazy to filter who I add. Its only FuckinBar, so I just click on ADD ALL Just because I talked to you, doesnt mean I like you. I am a nice person like that,mkay? Just because you are nice to me, doesnt mean I like you. Chances are, you are either snoopin around and tryin find out thingies about my life, or are kissin my ass so I won't tear you another asshole. Just because I respond to your inquiries, doesn't mean I am tellin the truth. I really dont care much for convos about your mundane life, and dont expect you to care about mine. Unless you are one of my fubees (and you know who you are ). Chances are, if you are a single mom with 5 kids, and are level 87987 , or one of the local drama queens, I won't be talkin to you. ciao

Time Is Passing.
I still can't belive that I am here in Iraq and 4 months has gone by. The sights that I have see here are too gross to post (plus I can got into big trouble if I say). I will be back home in the states in a few weeks. I can not wait to go back home to Florida. I will get to see my kids and spend time with my family. My son has no idea that I am comming home for 2 weeks, so we are setting up a large box in the living room and telling my son that Santa came by with a present for him. Whan he opens it I hope to see a big smile on his face. Maybe he might freak out and start running up the walls. No matter what he does I know that I will never be mad because all I have to do is just to think about Iraq and know how much joy my kids friends and family bring to me.

Snow
The snow kept falling and falling. Large, shapeless snowflakes were slowly and steadily making their way to the ground, creating a see-through curtain and covering everything with a sheet of virginal white monochrome. The cold winter sky was blending in at the horizon with a sea of whiteness while looming over the land in a solid layer of metallic gray, completely void of impurities and discolorations, and preventing any futile attempts of sunlight to get through. The trees, which just a day ago were desperately extending their bare skeletal limbs to the sky in a silent plea for vital sunlight, were now comfortably hidden beneath soft, bulky snowcoats, standing in orderly rows along the sides of a snow covered alley. In a complete silence, with which this bustling city was very unfamiliar, the time seemed to have stopped in its tracks, eternally capturing the world in a moment of frozen wonderland. All imperfections-chunky dull gray pavement, bits of colorful litter strewn here a

Come Bid On Me
I am currently in an auction and need your help. My #2 Family is holding a Poker Run Auction. Bids start at 500K and the auction runs from June 25th thru July 2nd. Come show me some mad love. Any questions SB me. Thanks, Babyblues

The Prs Are Greedy F*ckers.
You can't even use project playlist now. First they stopped Youtube vid's in certain countries and now it's music on project playlist! Why are they so horrible to us UK folks? I mean, it's not like we're doing anything different to you US folks is it... we're only putting music on our pages, same as you guys and gals. So unless I'm missing a point, could someone please explain to me why o' why are playlists unavailable to people in the UK? I'm not very cognizant with the reasons :| I think it's another classical case of fat cats been greedy assholes again, but me could be wrong, it does happen sometimes... Discuss? :|

Annoyed...
This is a text conversation that I just had with Rich about his bills. His bills are always late. Once in a blue moon, they would be paid on time. Even his mom helps him out on his bill, such as his car payment monthly....he was telling me that comcast might be shut off tonight or tomorrow or sometime soon. He asked me if I could pay for his bill and he would pay me back and I told him "I don't think so" ......My reason...because he needs to pay more attention to his bills and be more responsable.... Me....Why don't you just call comcast on your break before it gets shut off Why do you always do your bills so late and pay them when they get shut off? Him...Well i would but have a check from om to cover but I was slowed from getting to a bank to deposit it. Me...So mom is paying for it? Is that the reason for the check?Him...Helping out not fully paying for it if I could I'd take care of it next check , but because of Mittens and the credit union, I lost the funds I would need to take

Real Friends
In my last blog I said I was going to delete Fubar. The reason was because I have found that the majority of people on Fu are just playing a game and frankly I don’t want to play it. I received some response from my friends, so I decided not to delete it. I’m here to find friends. I believe in long lasting friendships and for those who are real, I’m staying.

Give The Chair
Your friend (the one that can tell the future) introduced us and I am just sitting here, do you remember me? Give the chair, the one that is tired of the corner where I always waited for you. In exchange I can give you a laugh and make you a song. I will also give you a polka dot scarf and the time you need to put it on. I will give you a promise, if I find you one day, to give you all those kisses you are deserved.

The Break Up
So yea, about a month ago i broke up with the one guy that i had mistakenly thought was perfect. I loved him with all my heart, but I never was good enough for him. I dont hate him, but I have changed my mind about ever being with him again. It's not worth being ignored. I know he will never change. Like the saying goes, you can only succeed in changing a man when he is in diapers!

For The Warriors Of Freedom
THIS IS FOR ALL THE TIMES THAT YOU HAVE SPENT AWAY WHICH YOUR RELATIVES NUMBER EACH PRECIOUS DAY YOU BATTLE TO KEEP OUR COUNTRY SO AWESOMELY FREE THEN YOU GAVE YOUR LIVES FOR MY FAMILY AND ME WITH YOUR FAMILY SAFELY AT HOME WITH A LOVED ONE YOU COMPLETE YOUR DUTIES UNTIL THEY ARE ALL DONE ALTHOUGH LONELINESS SET INTO SUCH BEAUTIFUL LIVES REMEMBER AT HOME AWAIT YOUR KIDS, HUSBANDS AND WIFES SO MUCH TIME CAN BRING IN SO MUCH HEARTBREAK AND STILL YOU NEVER GIVE UP FOR AMERICA'S SAKE BLESSED ARE THE ONES WHO BATTLE FOR THINGS THAT ARE RIGHT AND KEEP THE MASSES TOGETHER AND FIGHT THE GOOD FIGHT BE NOT AFRAID OF THE DARKNESS OR BOW DOWN TO FEAR BECAUSE FREEDOM IS WHAT YOU FIGHT FOR AND YOUR VOICES WE HEAR ALOHA AND MAHALO TO ALL OF OUR MEN AND WOMEN WHO FIGHT TO KEEP THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wooohoooo
Well FINALLY, my favorite holiday is upon us again! This holiday really means the most to me, and it sets my heart on fire!! It's hard to describe, but something like that. Tomorrow is going to be soooooo DOPE! My unit, A CO 1/141 INFANTRY (L) 36th INF DIV (TXARNG) is tasked to be the honorary Grand Marshals in the Schertz, TX Fourth Jubilee! We originally were going to march (in true Infantry style), but it was better decided to ride fire trucks. I don't ride fire trucks in battle. But, better than humpin' it. lol Our family members are to be on the floats, and it's gonna be cool (I think). I've never done anything like this in my career. What's especially awesome is I get to celebrate the holiday here. I've missed more than a few of them overseas already, and will celebrate the next one again overseas. My battle buddy Stockton drove out to San Antonio tonight from Houston, where he lives. It's about three and a half hours away. He came to go to the parade, and also invited me to go t

What Real Love Is But So Rare To Have!!
How can people determine what love is? the truth is noone can truly give someone else the definition because of the fact its different for everyone. in life people make decisions regarding love fro example when a relationship turns from loving to abusive one of the other doesn't leave because of the fact that they love the other even if it means getting the shit beat out of them in the physical or mental effect. In their minds that person that they fell in love with is still in there underneath the hate the anger no matter what, to them, they will not give up on love even in the darkness of what once was beautiful.I want to take a second to tell you what i think love is or what it should be so if you would be so kind as to listen to these words that im about to write let me know your definition to the word and motion called love.What i believe to be love is the feeling of being whole whilst around that person feeling like my imperfections are not flaws anymore but are adornments by the

I Love You Is 8 Letters. So Is Bullshit.
Wrap me in a bolt of lightningSend me on my way still smilingMaybe that's the way I should go,Straight into the mouth of the unknownI left the spare key on the tableNever really thought I'd be able to sayI merely visit on the weekendsI lost my whole life and a dear friendI've said it so many timesI would change my waysNo, nevermindGod knows I've tried[Chorus]Call me a sinner, call me a saintTell me it's over I'll still love you the sameCall me your favorite, call me the worstTell me it's over I don't wan't you to hurtIt's all that I can say. So, I'll be on my wayI finally put it all together, But nothing really lasts foreverI had to make a choice that was not mine,I had to say goodbye for the last timeI kept my whole life in suitcase,Never really stayed in one placeMaybe that's the way it should be,You know I've led my life like a gypsyI've said it so many timesI would change my waysNo, nevermindGod knows I've tried[Chorus]Call me a sinner, call me a saintTell me it's over I'll still l

Am I Sure It Will Pass??
you know i consider myself to be a pretty good person, yet i seem to always find myself hurt, or broken. Im tired of letting someone in just to have them kill me slowly from the inside out. Im tired of all the lies and the "i love yous"....do yourself a favor and live and let die..like they say, often its the most deserving people who cannot help loving the one that destroys them. I do have one thing to say to you mathew allen loura....you're not my favorite mistake you are just a simple regret. i thought i knew who you were, but watch how fast and watch how well i FORGET............

Thankfulness
Unlocks the fullness of life. it turns what we have into enough, and more. It turns denial into acceptance,chaos to order,confusion to clarity. It can turn a meal into a feast, a house into a home, a stranger into a friend. Gratitude makes sense of our past, brings peace for today, and creates a vison for tomorrow.. Was given by a Friend ty :)

Blahhh
You're everything I thought you never wereAnd nothing like I thought you could have beenBut still, you live inside of me, so tell me how is that?You're the only one I wish I could forgetThe only one I love to not forgiveAnd though you break my heart, you're the only oneAnd though there are times when I hate you'Cause I can't eraseThe times that you hurt me and put tears on my faceAnd even now, while I hate you, it pains me to sayI know I'll be there at the end of the dayI don't wanna be without you, babeI don't want a broken heartDon't wanna take a breath without you, babeI don't wanna play that partI know that I love you, but let me just sayI don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no noI don't want a broken heartI don't wanna play the broken-hearted girlNo, no, no broken-hearted girlThere's something that I feel I need to sayBut up til' now I've always been afraid that you would never come aroundAnd still I wanna put this outYou say you've got the most respect for me But, sometimes I

My Heart Stays Cold
Shallow breathesBelieve you meI've thought it allI've come to beDump wasted wordsI won't flakeI'll bend aboveTo steady shakeA smile to eyeYour story slipsI'll hold your handYou'll touch my lipsA fold aboveTwo tucks belowThe blood has driedNo one will know the way your heart sways is astounding

"breathing Slowly"
"Breathing Slowly" Who am I to save you, To try and tame you, And now that you are free of me, But next time when you break down, Is it me you'll take down, With you on your knees? So who was I to hurt you, To desert you, When you needed me there, So now that you've learned to hate me, You're finally set free, I fall to my knees, And I'm breathing slowly, Like you said to do when you had lost control, My head spins from God's wind, That carries you away from me, Looks like you got away from me, This time, For good... And since those days have passed me by, I'm in and out of life, The way you used to be, You know I always was the strong one, But now I've come undone, Sweet Release...(come to me) And I'm breathing slowly, Like you said to do when you had lost control, My head spins from God's wind, That carries you away from me, Looks like you got away from me, This time, You got away from me oh yea, You got away for good...

Whats Been Going & Scared To Death
Ok I need to vent out right now cause I am kind of scared shitless. Those of you who know me real well kind of know whats going on, but it still is stressinf me out bad. This year I have already been in the E.R. 28 times for some messed up abdominal pain that they can't find the cause for. With all the tests they been running they found out a few other things. We knew that 3 of the vertabre that I broke in my back never totally healed, but come to find out there is moderate twisting, and hooking. Then they go and find the pulyps in my intestines. Still know cause. Then I was hurting bad one day. I ended up passing out, and doing a head plant into the floow. Well they did a C.T. scan since I can't get an MRI cause of my VNS implant. Come to find out I have a huge cyst on the right side of my brain. Now I am utterly scared and stressing because Wensday I have to go see a neurosurgeon. I am freaking I mean I'm 27 have a 4 year old son, and really haven't got crap done in my life that I wa

I Want That
Find the guy who calls you BEAUTIFUL, instead of hot.Wait for the man who kisses your forehead.Who wants to show you off to the world.Who thinks you are just as pretty without makeup.One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares, and loves you, and how he is the luckiest guy in the world to have you.The one that turns to his friends and says "that's her"

One From Work.....
Do you think your ex has moved on and is happier with another person?i know he has moved, but happier with someone else? eh... doubt it lol If your parents didn't like the person you were dating, would you lose them?oh please... they lost control of me and who i date 13 years ago Do you have plans for the weekend?not really... maybe working, who knows. i know im going to my BFF's son's birthday party on saturday!! Who did you talk to on the phone last/why?my hubby in the middle of the nite last nite. nothing but fighting between us basically and him determined to save whats left of our marriage. Who do you believe you were texting around 11ish last night?nobody, i was trying to sleep. Who's the last person you had a deep conversation with?oh Lord who havent i had a deep conversation with lately...... Is there anyone who's over protective of you?my best friend Chris and my dog Where were you at 1:30 last night?sleeeeeeeeeeeeeping What made you smile last?i cant remember, its be

Feels Like Home
I'm sitting here, watching How to Lose A Guy in 10 Days. I somehow forgot that my wedding song was in it. The second I heard it, tears filled my eyes. I just wanted to be happy and loved and safe. He used to make me feel like he was home to me. I miss feeling that way. Fuck this hurts. I'm ready for it to be over so I can truly move on. And that hurts too. Somethin' in your eyes, makes me wanna lose myselfMakes me wanna lose myself, in your armsThere's somethin' in your voice, makes my heart beat fastHope this feeling lasts, the rest of my lifeIf you knew how lonely my life has beenAnd how long I've been so aloneAnd if you knew how I wanted someone to come alongAnd change my life the way you've doneIt feels like home to me, it feels like home to meIt feels like I'm all the way back where I come fromIt feels like home to me, it feels like home to meIt feels like I'm all the way back where I belongA window breaks, down a long, dark streetAnd a siren wails in the nightBut I'm alri

'twas The Night Before Jesus Came'
'Twas The Night Before Jesus Came' 'Twas the night before Jesus came and all through the houseNot a creature was praying, not one in the house.Their Bibles were lain on the shelf without careIn hopes that Jesus would not come there. The children were dressing to crawl into bed.Not once ever kneeling or bowing a head.And Mom in her rocker with baby on her lapWas watching the Late Show while I took a nap. When out of the East there arose such a clatter.I sprang to my feet to see what was the matter.Away to the window I flew like a flash,Tore open the shutters and threw up the sash! When what to my wondering eyes should appearBut angels proclaiming that Jesus was here.With a light like the sun sending forth a bright rayI knew in a moment this must be THE DAY! The light of His face made me cover my headIt was Jesus! returning just like He had said.And though I possessed world

The Lalaurie House
LaLaurie House The following is excerpted in its entirety from Old New Orleans: Walking Tours of the French Quarter, by Stanley Clisby Arthur, © 1990 by Pelican Publishing Company, Gretna, Louisiana, @ pages 96-99: " 'THE HAUNTED HOUSE’ 1140 Royal Street The three-story building at the southeast corner of Royal and Governor Nichols street, to some the most famous private residence in old New Orleans, gained its eerie title, ‘The Haunted House,’ from an oft-repeated tale in which spirits of tortured slaves clank their chains during the midnight hours in remembrance of awful punishment meted out to them by their mistress – a

Don’t Say A Word
Don’t say a Word about whatever happened in the past before we knew each other. I like you so much that I get jealous even of the things that could not have happened and I figure that is the reason I am so uneasy. Don’t say more, allow me to imagine that the past does not exist and that we were born the day we met.

Whats Up This Is Me
kinda something a bit different just a bit more about me sitting alone in my room chattin to people i have never met before havin fun brinking rum wondering if its all too real seeming how this on line thing is somewhat a real thing. rums gettin low mixers are low too dont want to see what a drunk really is especialy online getting buzzed is one thing hammered is something else i wonder if it fun or an outlet to the real world friends have met and friends have yet to meet why can i get along with people more online than i can in person is it the vertual me who people like and the real me who people dont like i try ti be myself where ever i am at and have met met quite a few people online this may just be a rant more than a poem but its something aboutme i know i can be a bit on the flerty side especialy when im drunk but i dont mean anything by it i hope that the people who know me know that i truly luve my friends in real life i have vary minamal amount of friends and on line i h

I Adore
I adore the street where I first saw you, the night when we met. I adore the things that you say, our little happy times, I adore them. I adore the way you smile, and the way that you sometimes try to argue, I adore the silk from your hands, the kisses that we give each other, I adore them.I adore the glitter from your eyes and the sweetness of your red lips. I adore the way you sigh and even when you walk I adore you life of mine. You see I’m dying to have you here with me; you are my existence, my feeling, my moon, and my sun; you are my night of love.

Letters From Losers
A reply to my story that I posted: Greetings hun. Like your 'tude babe. You could be my fantasy girl, baby. Meanwhile get ready for the onslaught your posting will bring. All the oversexed guys (yeah....I guess that is where I classify myself too, unfortunately, although I am about more than simply that) are coming at you like madmen now. Oversexed....what do I mean? Well....all i can think about is sinking my head between your legs....licking up a storm and making you cum like an absolute banshee. Harder than you've cum before. And pressing your breasts together.....so i can get both of your nipples in my mouth at the same time. Sucking on them....nibbling.......licking them like crazy. And when my head is between your legs....licking the alphabet...up and down. Direct and indirect. And when it gets time to climb on...watch out baby. It's coming at you..... My desire...to make you cum. Again and again and again. I know, words are cheap. But that is what it is about, babe. Openi

My Sister And Friend Pokimex
My sister sigh.....what can I say She's nuts and a sweetheart everyday I love talkin to my sis she always sumin new but one things for sure there always a fuck you but she can be soo sweet and caring at times but someones always makin her loses her mind she a great friend an I thinks she's great and always on time even if she's a lil late my sis what can I say she supports me everyday I love my sis and she a good girl Sis is always letting me know what's in her world I find myself cussin people out cause some treated her wrong But when I got there shes already got them actin like emo's in thongs it's funny she knows I'm ready to ride but when she goes off, I gotta go run and hide my sis SMC soundin off like a SMG sigh..... what is there else to say you are the best sister I can have and I wouldn't have it anyother way THANX SIS MUAH!!!! OH SHIT SHE GOIN OFF AGAIN GOTTA GO PEACE!!!!

Wow/hehehe
I HAD SOME MUCH NEEDED STRESS ON ME FOR THE PAST FEW MONTHS AND I HAVE BEEN VERY WORRIED ABOUT MY MOTHER..SHE HAS STAGE 1 CANCER ALL THAT CAN BE REMOVE AND WITH TREMENT..I AM IN A MUCH BETTER MOOD NOW...KNOWING THAT I CAN TALK TO MY MOM IS AWESOME GOING TO GO AND SEE HER...THINGS ARE GOOD HERE IT IS JUST THAT I MISS MY FRIENDS VERY MUCH BACK HOME IN SOUTH CAROLINA ..I HOPE TO SEE MY BABY BROTHER AND OLD BROTHER THAT WELL KICK ASS TO SEE THEM...ALTHOUGH THEY USE TO TESS ME ALOT WHEN I WAS A KID...AHHH YES I HAVE A NEW SISTER-IN-LAW PLUS MY BROTHER THAT LOOKS ALMOST LIKE ME SCARIE THOUGH ON THAT ONE....HA HA YES WE LOOKED LIKE TWINS WHEN WE WHERE KIDS UGH...HE IS A NEW DADDY NOW WOW...BABIES POPING UP EVERY WHERE... NOT FROM ME THAT IS FOR DAMN SURE..BELIVE ME I HAVE THREE AND THAT IS ALL I WANT...THERE AGES ARE 16,7,3 THAT IS ALL YOU NEED TO KNOW ABOUT THE 16 YR OLD ONE....LONG STORY I DO NOT WANT TO TALK ABOUT THAT...

Order In The Court
“And thou shalt make an altar of shittim wood, five cubits long, and five cubits broad; the altar shall be foursquare: and the height thereof shall be three cubits.” Chapter twenty-seven of the book of Exodus opens with more construction instructions, in the case of verses one through eight for the altar of the burnt offering (it’s actually called that in chapter four of the book of Leviticus). The fact that’s what the altar will be used for comes from verse three’s description of ashes – what’s typically leftover from a fire, shovels for said ashes, basins, fleshhooks (to remove said item from the altar if it hasn’t burned with the animal sacrificed), and firepans. The fact that these are made of brass along with the altar made with horns (in verse two, there to bind the animals being sacrificed) being overlaid with brass per verse two as opposed to gold indicates it’s meant to be used by the people. For a place of worship, tha

Alittle Message To My Friend!!
Life is so full of beautiful things....to be thankful for life itself.....to enjoy the beauty that is around us....to feel love and share all forms of love... There are stepping stones and mountains in our way....but my mom always told me...do not make a mountain out of a mole hill....do not let the little issues become bigger, and you lose what beauty is around you... Our friends, Our Loves...they are to be treasured.... Surround yourself with positivity and beauty....love who you are... Life is not easy....but take my hand and we can walk it together, helping each other over those mountains....and kicking those dusty mole hills out of the way *giggles* I am a firm believer that what you put into this life, comes back to you....so only put out love, do not hate..ignore the miserable ones that try to bring you down, because misery loves company... Reap what you sew in this life..... TY Chaley

I Don't Really Know What To Think.
I promise you, I KNEW these people. Or at least i thought I did. To pick up such an ugly thing as heroin.. the sad part is, they're happy. I feel one of the most important peopleto me becoming so far away and there isn't a thing I can do about it. He told me himself,"I feel guilty because I know my friends and my family feel like shit about this, want me to stop for my own sake, and i'm sorry for saying this, but it just isn't enough."It's not like I want them to stop for me.. I want them to stop for themselves. I don'tthink they understand completely where they're going and what they're doing to themselves.I told him he's going to end up a homeless junkie on the streets doing nothing but everything to get more. I don't know what else I can say to him. All I know is that if I don't say something he's going to go crazy or die or rot his brain. He's already not thesame. It makes me so sad to hear about it, but I play the nurturer way too well. When he tells me what he's doing all I want

What To Wear, What To Wear
“And take thou unto thee Aaron thy brother, and his sons with him, from among the children of Israel, that he may minister unto me in the priest’s office, even Aaron, Nadab and Abihu, Eleazar and Ithamar, Aaron’s sons.” One imagines how Aaron, one of the co-leaders Moses appointed while he’s up on the mount with God, will take this news from the beginning of the twenty-eighth chapter of Exodus. In the fourth chapter of Exodus that deals with the various physical aspects of the tabernacle that the children of Israel are intended to worship God in, we now read about those will actually work in the tabernacle and how they will appear. It’s important to note in all this description if your eyes aren’t glazing over that this is all (making the tabernacle items, the mobile building itself, and others) voluntary; the people are going to do and make and serve all this because they are commanded by God and because they WANT, and have to want, to do it

From The Beauty Series, Part Ii
"Then you have given over your soul," she said. "You've given it to your Master. That I haven't done. My soul is mine and the only thing a slave can truly possess. And I'm not ready to give it. In my soul, I think I belong to no one."

Read And Fill Out For Me......
if ur bored and have a few read and fill out for me........ 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now that you know me? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think I'll get married? 24. What makes me happy? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? 29. How well do you know me? 30 When's the last time you saw me? 31. Ev

Dear Pets
Dear Dog and/or Cat or both or two Dogs or two Cats: When I say to move, it means go someplace else, not switch positions with each other so there are still two of you in the way. Nor does it mean to simply turn around to be facing a different direction. _The dishes with the paw prints are yours and contain your food. The other dishes are mine and contain my food.. (Please note, placing a paw print in the middle of my plate & food does not stake a claim for it becoming your food &dish, nor do I find that aesthetically pleasing in the slightest.) The stairway was not designed by NASCAR and is not a racetrack. _Beating me to the bottom is not the object. Tripping me doesn't help because I fall faster than you can run. I cannot buy anything bigger than a king size bed. _I am very sorry about this. Do not think that I will continue to sleep on the couch to ensure your comfort. Look at videos of dogs and cats sleeping. They can actually curl up in a ball. It is not necessary to sleep perpen

Twelve Questions
Today I had the opportunity to teach, and I wanted to learn. The teaching came from my innocent daughter being exposed to the reality of what an abortion does. Especially later term abortions. It rips little limbs apart. The pictures were promenently displayed on a vehicle, and I do not deny the passion that inspires a person to give the reality to the world they touch as they go along their way. I would be opposed to a van with pictures of the sexual intercourse that must have taken place to beget the fetus being displayed on a van for my child to see. I do not know what effect the ripped baby would have upon the psyche of any young children that could not read and just saw a van being driven around like the ice cream truck. I do not know if they would have nightmares of the person driving the van - thinking perhaps this person was advertising a service that they would be willing to perform. It is difficult to know what impact reality that is usually hidden from all but the eyes

My Friends
In one of my other blog posts, someone commented that as I am going through this I will find out who my true friends are. And I am finding this to be true- people are coming out of the woodwork and saying the most amazing things to me. Things I have never believed to be true about myself or thought pertained to me. Some of the people are from here, some from my past and some from present. So as I have been sitting here thinking about how alone I am- I am being proven again and again that I am not. I am just surrounded by the wrong people right now. Unfortunately those people are my husband and parents- the ones you think you can count on. But I am finding out again and again that you really do need to create your own support network. And I do have people that truly love me and appreciate me. So to all of my friends- here, there and everywhere- thank you.

Me
I find myself in this world a bit crazy, even when sometimes I rather hide or disappear. I know I am still learning about kids,love and happiness when it comes down to it what is the meaning of love when you are trying to figure out especially experiencing a hell of a ball curve and hits you right in the hip. I can see down falls I experienced a few myself as of me learning the ways of adulthood is not easy. I miss school a lot, especially good friends that now are married or divorced with kids. I am wanting a family of my own with a husband but I see that if I want that I have to believe I am ready for it as for my friends experience on that part is hard. Now I am getting some thoughts that maybe i'm not but I rather being doing it for the experience cause I love kids and a man beside me who does care an treasure me. Life is a roller coaster especially with feelings,sexuality,friends,family,money and more the list goes on. I admit to having down falls on myself o

Loss Of A Family Member
Yesterday after my sisters husband got home from work and went into their bedroom to change their very first golden retriever rivers walked in the bedroom with him and something happened where he was dead before he even hit the floor. they rushed him to the vet but it was already too late. he was one of those dogs that would be the first to bark when the door bell rang at my sisters and he would be the first to run out to the car tail wagging and all to see everyone. He was very much a part of the family and will be truly and deeply and gut whrechingly sadly missed. He gave a whole new meaning to mans best friend. He was a gentle giant so to speak. I remember when my sister got him as a puppy it was her husband then boyfriends birthday present http://images57.imikimi.com/image/images2_full/EAdL-148.jpg

Ensign: With The Temptation
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 21 August 2009 “Again, the devil taketh him up into an exceeding high mountain, and sheweth him all the kingdoms of the world, and the glory of them; And saith unto him, All these things will I give unto thee, if thou wilt fall down and worship me.” (Matthew 4:8-9) After forty days of fasting, Jesus was at one of the physically low points of His earthly life. “Then was Jesus led up of the Spirit into the wilderness to be tempted of the devil.” In the fourth chapter of Matthew, we see Jesus respond to each of Satan’s barbs with Scripture. “If thou be the Son of God, command that these stones be made bread,” an appeal to Jesus’ physical hunger, was met with Jesus’ statement of His priorities. So was Satan’s challenge on the p

The Real Deal And Fake Deals
I am getting increasingly perturbed at some of the actions of some of the women on this site and the bouncers inabilities to identify fake salutes or properly mark / disapprove weak or salutes that are not to the standard. I have seen in recent days several women that have salutes that are taken in darker lighting and partially covering up their faces. If one takes the time to closely look the salutes and the photos of the younger or thinner or far better looking ladies in the pictures they have posted, One would be astounded at fake and false self representation. For example my wife Classc1, who was among the first 100,000 memebers on Fubar when it was a different website ......... has had several safe for work salute pictures denied. I have approved friends' requests for at least 5 ladies in the past two weeks for ladies that have questionable pictures with their salutes. What is even more troublesome is the fact that a few of the ladies when I chatted with them in the SB acted

Empty
I sit here and cry, Until there is no more tears, There is nothing left. I am nothing but a walking corpse, You took everything from me, My love, my trust, my body, my heart, my soul, It was all yours and you crusted and ripped it all apart. Now I am left in the dark, To bear this sorrow, To know I didn’t mean anything to you.

Awsome Fucking Song!
OZZY OSBOURNE - CRAZY TRAIN All aboard! HA HA HA HA HA HA! a'ight, a'ight, a'ight, a'ight (echo) Crazy, but that's how it goes Millions of people living as foes Maybe, it's not too late To learn how to love And forget how to hate Mental wounds not healing Life's a bitter shame I'm going off the rails on a crazy train I'm going off the rails on a crazy train I've listened to preachers I've listened to fools I've watched all the dropouts Who make their own rules One person conditioned to rule and control The media sells it and you live the role Mental wounds still screaming Driving me insane I’m going off the rails on a crazy train I'm going off the rails on a crazy train I know that things are going wrong for me You gotta listen to my words Yeah yeah yeah Heirs of the Cold War, that's what we've become Inheireted troubles, I'm mentally numb! Crazy, I just cannot bear I'm living with something that just isn't fair! Mental wounds not healing Who and what’s to

Just Wanna Apologize For Being Negative
Hey everyone I just wanted to apologize for being really negative. I'm just frustrated that things are not going my way & I'm stuck where I'm at when other guys my age are way far ahead of me. I just had a talk with my parents on how I feel and told them why I'm feeling this way. They understood that I'm frustrated and wanna be independent, but I gotta understand that times are rough, and I'm in the house way too much. So I just wanna say I'm sorry for not being the most positive person in the world. It's just that I want to do things where I can be successful in and be in a relationship or have a family really bad, but I feel that it's not happening fast for me. I hope ya'll understand where I'm coming from.

Pain
Nobody knows its emptyThis smile that i wear,The real 1 is left in the past Bcoz U have left me there.Nobody knows Im cryinThey wont even see my tears,When they think that Im laughingIm still wishing U were here.Nobody knows its painfulThey think that Im strong,They say that this wont kill meBut I wounder if they were wrong.Nobody knows Im prayingThat U will change my mind,They think that I had let U go When U left me behind.Nobody knows I miss U They think I feel set free,But I feel like Im bound with chainsTrapped in the mystery.Nobody know I need U They say I can do it on my own, But they dont know Im cryin When Im all alone.

Bound
Bound my hands to the bedpost so i can't pleasure myself as You take control over my body and soul... Bound my legs to the bed so i can't pleasure You while You are controlling my every movement... Bound my soul as You whip me over and over again...bringing me to pleasureable heights like never before... Bound my body with Yours as i feel You slip deep inside me...bring me to the Heavens and back down to the Earth...time and time again... Bound our bodies as One

Auburn Creed
THE AUBURN CREED I believe that this is a practical world and that I can count only on what I earn. Therefore, I believe in work, hard work. I believe in education, which gives me the knowledge to work wisely and trains my mind and my hands to work skillfully. I believe in honesty and truthfulness, without which I cannot win the respect and confidence of my fellow men. I believe in a sound mind, in a sound body and a spirit that is not afraid, and in clean sports that develop these qualities. I believe in obedience to law because it protects the rights of all. I believe in the human touch, which cultivates sympathy with my fellow men and mutual helpfulness and brings happiness for all. I believe in my Country, because it is a land of freedom and because it is my own home, and that I can best serve that country by "doing justly, loving mercy, and walking humbly with my God." And because Auburn men and women believe in these things, I believe in Auburn and love it. -George

Lifesaver Test...lol
Lifesavers Test: The school teacher exposed her students to a new experience. She handed out little candies with holes in them. The children began to identify the flavors by their color: Red.....................Cherry Yellow................Lemon Green..................Lime Orange ...............Orange Finally the teacher gave them all HONEY lifesavers. Noneof the children could identify the taste. The teacher said, 'I will give you all a clue. It's what yourmother may sometimes call your father.' One little girl looked up in horror, spit her lifesaver out andyelled, 'Oh my God! They're ass-holes!&nb

A Slight Detour Thru Japan, Part 2
A Slight Detour Through Japan part 2 or The Continuing Story of a Quack, Who Has Gone to the Dogs Author's note: This is the second part of my Japan Story, and it looks like there will be a third. Thank ,to all the nice people who read, and commented, or wrote me emails about it, I really do appreciate it. So, how good, was the "good life" back then? Well, without meeting you, and without knowing ANYTHING about you, I can honestly, and with more than a little shame (I aint braggin' here, and if you make it all the way through this blog you will understand) say this: No matter what you have done: sexually, socially, environmentally, or perversely, I have done TEN TIMES WORSE. Again, let me point out, I'm not bragging here. Still, think of the "craziest" thing you have done: ...That time in Mexico, back when you were in college....That time you got too drunk at the party....Remember when you decide to "get back" at someone who had done you wrong?...How about that "lost weeken

Fates Entwined
“Like the Winter Sky , in azure garbed and golden crowned, the Gods of Valhalla sit enthroned. Within the doorway stands each noble Norn, together bearing date’s rune-written shield. They made laws, and chose life for the Children of Ages and Wyrd for Men…. Now, to our Children’s children and their children, we send our words as messengers, the way we shall not pass along: Kinsfolk! unseen, unborn, unknown! Since we cannot see your face or clasp your hand, we send our Spirits through time and space in Odin’s name to greet you!”

Writting
TRUE Mountains maybe tall, but my love can climb the tallest one. Oceans maybe wide, but my love can swim the widest one. The skies may not always be blue, but my love for you will always be TRUE!!!! Angel Eyez 8-30-09 1:07am dedicated to my lover my life and my friend Surreal

The Car Oracle
You Are a Passionate Red Car You are a wild and dramatic soul. You need a lot of freedom in your life. You are special and singular. You have a unique take on life, and you're proud to be different. You feel and love deeply. You experience every emotion vividly. You have a lot of ups and downs in your life, but you find that exciting. You can't help but love the drama. The Car Oracle

Darkend Life
darkend lifeby andrew Q tainted soul,out of control,his life is weak,his life gonna freak,wonders if his life gonna break,knows that his love life is a fake,knows now that things in the world are not real just fallacy,wonders if he can survive now

Stressed
I dunno why I started to break down crying when Rich's mom told me that Rich told her everything about us, about getting divorce. It's not the divorce part, it's that he's pretty much leaving me with everything. He's just taking the couch he's been sleeping on for years and his computer. I think it's just more stress that's building up on me because not everything in this home is mine and I don't know what to do with it all. Yeah I can sell it and all but I don't even know where I'm going to be moving into...It just depends where I go..if I go to a small place, I have to get rid of a lot of things. We're gonna have our talk on Monday, I just hope he doesn't leave me with a bunch of stuff. I've been going through stuff already, slowly. Going through boxes, tossing things way, stuff to goodwill, boxing things seperatly that's mine and his. I asked Rich's mom what all he said and she said he didn't say too much. So I added a few more things to it and she just shook her head. Like she c

Stolen
Those four little words come from the very depths of my soul. They were not given lightly and they mean a great deal. It means forever, and beyond death for me. You are the only one I love and you are the only one I want to be with. Tempers have flared and accusations have been thrown on both sides. Yet those four words remain. They are words that bind the heart that no matter what you will have my love eternally and I will have yours. They are unconditionally and irrecoverably. Just like my love for you. I love you just as much now as I did when I first told you I did. Nothing has changed. You are in my heart and on my mind and in my soul. I need you in my life and I miss you so badly.

New Band Setlist (so Far)
Hair Of The Dog - Nazareth Mama Tequila - Circus Of Power Voodoo - Godsmack Godzilla - Blue Oyster Cult Killed By Death - Motorhead Moon Baby - Godsmack Click Click Boom - Saliva The Beautiful People - Marylin Manson Bodies - Drowning Pool Now, if we can only come up with a name! First gig is on 9/25/09 opening for my other band.

Strike, Peter. Strike True.
“All children, except one, grow up.” The opening line of “Peter Pan”, James Barrie’s 1911 novel based on his 1904 play (issued in a wonderful Scholastic release, ISBN 043929133X) leads to a great story which, if all you know of Peter Pan is from the Disney movie, you really should read. Today’s title – by the way, reading this really helped me make some connections with the 1991 Steven Spielberg directed movie “Hook”, one of my favorite movies written as a far, far sequel to the story. (The “official” sequel, authorized by the Great Ormond Street Hospital that holds the copyright to Peter Pan appeared three years ago, is Geraldine McCaughrean’s novel “Peter Pan in Scarlet”.) Today the original would have a hard time getting past editors, and there are moments I said to myself, “This is a CHILDREN’S book?” Read it and you will see what I mean. “They soon know that they will

It's A Metaphor, Fool!
the people here are living with their eyes half open. Nobody really sees what's in front of them but they make out the blur into whatever it is they find is mildly entertaining. An ashtray full and an empty bottle is all they’ve got to show.. I'm not foolish. I can see what's going on to the full extent. But I've got a backbone much stronger than everybody else's. Your stares are cold but my mind is colder. I'm too careless to be bitter but i grew up the cold, keep that in mind.

Tree Take 3
You Are Confident and Dominant You are a very independent, do it yourself kind of person. You've had to rely on yourself. You know how to be strong for yourself and the people you love. You have a protective streak. You sometimes come off as a little assertive. You know what you want, and you're not afraid to go get it. The only thing you require from people is that they're straight with you. You are ready for the truth. The Tree Test Blogthings: Discover the Parts of Your Personality that Have Been Hiding

Week 1
Hey people. Here is the schedule for week 1 for the football pool. For each game pick one winner of that game.. for instance if MIN is playing CLE and you think MIN will win, pick MIN. Do that for all 15 games (15 this week) and send them to me in a private message. So there is no confusion for the Monday night game, choose the team you think will win, along with how many points each team scores. So if SD plays OAK and you believe SD will win, pick SD and what you think the ending score will be. SD 21 OAK 7. Got it? :) Pretty simple. Okay enough blabbing from me.. here are your teams for WEEK 1! THURS SEPT 10TH PIT @ TEN - ALREADY PLAYED.. 0 SUNDAY SEPT 13TH MIA @ ATL MIN @ CLE JAC @ IND DET @ NO DAL @ TB PHI @ CAR NYJ @ HOU WAS @ NYG SF @ ARI STL @ SEA CHI @ GB OOOOO THIS IS GONNA BE GOOD MONDAY SEPT 14TH BUF @ NE SD @ OAK

Which Reminds Me...
So I was thinking about my traffic ticket and thinking about karma and how maybe I deserved it for wrong doings not caught or perhaps it was going to prevent an accident because I would now be hyper aware of my driving. But then I remembered one night about 3 or 4 years ago. I was driving home from the strip club, working not patronizing, and about a mile down the road I got pulled over. This young officer came up to the door, I rolled down my window. It was raining and winter so it was even more bothersome. He told me he pulled me over because my license plate light was out. I had recently had the car worked on so I figured that was a result of it. However, something about his demeanor seemed a little too casual. So I asked him his name not seeing a name tag on his uniform. He said his name was Steve. "Officer Steve?" I asked him suspiciously. "Yeah." He said kind of cocky. Then his partner waved him over to leave. Then he told me he'd let me go with a warning and to have a

Pisces On Love And Sex
When your Venus is in Pisces, you love tenderly and compassionately. You are a peace-maker at heart, and your sensors are so strong that you pick up as much as possible, and perhaps more, from your partner. You have a sense of humor in love, although you have your shares of ups and downs, as you are a very sensitive person. Harshness bothers you. Wistfulness is almost as natural to you as breathing when it comes to love. No matter how you approach other areas of your life, there is a romantic side of you. You crave making a connection with a person—many would call it a deep connection, but spiritual is a better word, as your ideal love rises above rather than plunges below the mundane world. You can be devastatingly attractive to some people, and your charm is of a tender and soft quality. Others sense your warmth, but also some elusiveness. As much as you want to connect and share with another person, you also resist being pinned down. You prefer to enjoy a certain amount of fr

What If
What if your boyfriend for two or three days was hanging with his X and nothing and i qoute nothing was going on. yet somehow you are treated like crap and ignored and made out to be the bad guy. he wont even treat ya like a human or tell ya where he is. goes places he would normally bring ya but now he is not, and the x just got back from a trip with the one she supposidly loves.. so you gotta be makin it up in your head, cuz no way would she degrade something so sacred. What if it were you. what would you do?

Naughtiness App. Meow
NAUGHTY APPLICATION" CUT AND PASTE AND REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN.........1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Favorite position (s)?4. Do you think I'm hot?5. Would you have sex with me?6. lights on or off?7. Would you have to be drunk?8. Would you take a shower with me?9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?10. Would you leave after or stay the night?11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?12. Condom or skin?13. Do you give Oral pleasures?14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures?15. Have sex on the first date?16. Would you kiss me during sex?17. Do you think I would be good in bed?18. Threesome?20. How many times would you like to cum?21. Would you use me as a booty call?21. Can I use you as a booty call?22. Do you like foreplay?23. What is foreplay to you?24. Can we take pictures of the act?

Help
hello everyone, thank you for checking out my blog. I love taking pictures and posting them here. I am legally blind and when I take the pictres, I take the disk hme and put them on my cumputer and look. that is how I see my world. If someone can help me out with a gift VIP I can post more of them for you t rate and see. This is not a scam or anything like that. I am serouus and honest. Can someone help me with a gift VIP?

Quote Of The Day "what Is The Worst They Are Going To Do? Send Me To Peshawar And Not Promote...oh, Wait They Already Did That"
So my day started with a 3am wakeup, to pick someone up with on a 4am flight. (Side note, I will never get used to the stupidity of am and pm. Use a damn military 24 hr clock) Got harassed at checkpoints on the way there, nothing new. I made it through that particular suckfest and eventually got home to gloat about the fact that I rocked Ms BabyLove's world by sending her flowers on her bday ;). Then back to work, my 30somethingth in a row without a day off. Normal Saturday BS, what I expected to be a low stress day. Then boom. Now, I've been shot at, hit with mortars, artillery, IEDs, you name it. I've kind of got the bad "boom" down. This was the bad boom. After quickly grabbing gear and doing the usual run to the sound of gunfire routine we realized that it was close, but we were ok. We soon found out that the Taliban detonated a car bomb in a crowded shopping plaza about a 1/4 mile away, killing 12 and wounding 25. The dead and injured included some police, but was mos

A Mans Point Of Few,is It True Men?called Conquest,mistaken For Feelings
Conquest-Mistaken for Feelings A Mans Point of few Thanks Tony for letting me post this: I hear alot of my female friends speak about how sex ruined there relationship. How they had been chatting online and had really developed feelings and when they met, had sex, and didn’t hear from the person of found them cheating...ect., ect.. I want to share (or wake some of you up to a fact you probably know about but don't want to believe)... Men are, by nature, conquerors! And believe it or not, while men are more physical about it, woman have a conquest nature to. However, yours are more mental and spiritual.The truth is, men will sometime tell you, and may even feel it (won't be lying intentionally, or actually do believe) ...that they have deep feelings for you. However, sometimes, it is just the desire to physically conqueror you (aqua: fuck your rains out). It is not a need for some pussy, it is a need to conqueror. Woman do it to the heart, men do it through physical activity.

Stars
AS I LAY UNDER THE STARS LOOKING UP IN THE NIGHT SKY ...AS THE PAIN GO'S AWAY FROM MY HEAD DRIFFING OFF TO SLEEP HUGGING THE MAN OF MY DREAMS..MY HEAD IS IN HIS LAP..NO I AM NOT GIVING HEAD SO GET THE HELL OUT OF THE GUTTER NASTY PPL..

Ensign: Attack Of The Clones
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 2 October 2009 Yoda: Blind we are, if the creation of this clone army we could not see. Mace Windu: I think it is time to inform the Senate that our ability to use the Force has diminished. Yoda: Only the Dark Lords of the Sith know of our weakness. If informed, the Senate is, multiply, our adversaries will. I remember the first time I heard the use of the word “clone” as a genetically perfect duplicate of another being. It was on a Saturday morning TV series called “Jason of Star Command”, and the main villain of the show made a clone of his archenemy the title character’s commanding officer. I brought up the word “clone” in a first grade vocabulary exercise for words ending in “one” and stood my ground when my teacher denie

What's Your Gift?
Your Gift Is Energy You are easily excitable, and you love to be on the go. You crave intensity. You need to live a dynamic, interesting, and challenging life. Otherwise, you get bored. It's hard for you to relax. You're constantly being inspired to do something. You're the type of person who finds success, innovation, and creativity easy. What's Your Gift? Blogthings: 100's of Fun, Free Quizzes and 3 Stupid Ones

What The Hell
So I am noticing a severe down mood around here lately...makes me sad...I havent been on much lately because I have so muc shit goin on personally that I cannot handle te bullshit that has been in abundance on here Lighten it up already guys

List Of Things To Do And Other Stuff
Okay so this is what's going on. I'm starting Medical Office Specialist (sounds snazzy don't it?) classes on the 12th. It's my grown up job so I can still pursue my childish ambitions. It's at a vocational school not a cool college but I'm too old for frat parties anyways. The admissions rep is cool, she asked me or rather told me to bring my art pieces with me to orinetation for her and the other office staff to buy. If I start making jewelry I'll really clean up! Plus they have work study I'll be eligible for a month into classes, working at the college rather than trying to balance two vastly separate schedules. On the down side, I was feeling really really tired and light headed, checked my blood pressure and it was high. Got more medicine and still felt fatigued but my blood pressure is good now so I had to have bloodwork done today. Yay, just love little pricks. So today I will alternate lying on the couch and painting art. I miss my treadmill :(

When You Have Lost Your True Love.................
This topic was a mumm last night.I didnt get to share my vast knowledge because I was blocked for whatever reason. The answer is NO.It doesnt get any better. You dont cry in public for no apparent reason as much,you learn to find a more private place.Then one day your tear ducts dont betray you and now you can feel all the emotional release of a good cry while joking and smoking with the boys.NO it doesnt get any better. You dont bury your face in the cloths she had wore and left behind.With just a hint of her perfume,or her favorite bath soap.Just the rite amount of Downey.No you dont pile them in the bed and try to sleep with your face buried in them.You finally wash them and put them in the Cedar chest at the foot of your Daughters bed.You know how fashion 360's.NO it doesnt get any better. You know she's in a better place doing more important things than baby sitting your evil ass,when you realize she never left.Oh no she turned the reins over to someone mu

Stolen From Philemon
I am a cuddler - False; not really I am a morning person - True; sorta I am a perfectionist - True; but more like have some OCDs I am currently in my pajamas - False; a towel I am currently suffering from a broken heart - False. Never had a broken heart I am okay at styling other people's hair - False; I hate touching peoples' hair I am very shy around the opposite gender AT FIRST - Very true; I am painfully shy...at first I can be paranoid at times - False. ALL the time When I get mad I curse frequently - True; I curse frequently as it is I enjoy jazz music - False; I hate it I enjoy talking on the phone - True; when at work I have all my grandparents - False. Two are gone I have been told that I am smart - True. I've been told that I have bathed/showered with someone - True. I have changed a lot over the past year - False; I havent changed since I was 5

Chapter 20
The day grew into night and the time came for me to head out into the world I had left behind me for years now, and yet now here I was having to go right back into the one place I feared ever going into again for the past is a scary place. As I headed out of the Castle Gates and stood by the final pillar I took in a deep breath and glanced over my shoulder into my room window where I saw my son waving and holding his siters hand tightly with that ever present smile of his I couldn't help by smile back and let the deep breath out and partake in another as I stepped away from my safety net of the Castle. This was it now or never as my legs moved slowly and shaking started coming in waves over me the further away I walked from the Gates of Delrita to the edge of the woods, with one last look over my shoulder to my home and a deep sigh I turned to the woods and enter my own private hell once more, but this time I had nobody waiting on the other end to greet me with open arms and a smile,

Happy National Credit Union Day!
I didn’t know this when I went in to cash my check today. I work for a small family business, so no direct deposit … Martha works for the humongous “family” business Wal-Mart, but I digress. While she’s home today with the kids just as she was yesterday with me and the kids on one of our rare days off together, I was going to say “Happy National Credit Union Day” back like “Happy Birthday” when I knew what it was, but it didn’t come out right. They’re serving corn dogs there along with hot apple cider and oatmeal cookies, along with their usual coffee and popcorn. I remembered to pick up popcorn for Martha, Sarah, and Jeffrey too and brought it to them since I promised to get them some yesterday and when we got to Prairie Federal, it wasn’t there. Even if they are a little bit nasty, that gives me no excuse to be. (And I can be a lot nastier.) Martha and I don’t often get the same day off from our wor

Sexy Sfw Salute Pics
Allright ladies, it's that time again, we are needing some new and fresh salute pics! Give us ur HOTTEST and most UNIQUE salutes u can think of! We are the 2nd Alarm Hotties! We have been around since the cherry tap days, lets show em what we have got girls! We have what it takes to blow away the competition, so let's do this! Let's smoke em out because we are molten hot!!!!

My Wish List
My Wish List 1.to get bling of all credit amounts and at lease one or two limited edition bling 2. To get Auto 11s and Cherry bomb bling once in awhile 3. More raters and re-raters, oh and picture rates 4. But most of all that i love my boyfriend get the same as i do, hes a great kind person and really needs the love to. with him working nights he doesn't have the time that much to get on anymore and i been trying to help him out so please help my baby out to

Repeat As Needed!!
A quick guide on how to bathe a cat:1. Scrub toilet and flush several times.(You may consider this step optional.)2. Fill toilet with warm water and add a squirt of pet shampoo.3. Drop cat in toilet and slam lid shut.4. Sit on lid. Cat's efforts to free itself will generate a good deal of sudsing and washing motions.5. Flush toilet a couple of times to rinse the cat. NOTE: Hold securly to leash attached to cat in toilet.6. Leap off toilet seat, dash out the door, and slam it shut securly, because kitty will erupt from the bowl as if jet propelled.7. Leave kitty to sulk and dry himself.8. Bask in self-congratulatory haze.

American Sex Symbols
Zatanna **Co-Owner of American Sex Symbols**' wrote the following at '2009-10-23 16:55:39'.. > > > > > > > > > > > > > The sexiest Cowboy on fubar... Countryboy Superman has once again brought together the American Sex Symbols... A collection of the hottest Men and Women in U.S.A. on fubar... We are a close group of friends and we are always looking for new members... If you are interested in joining... See the blog marked "How to apply"... This group has been around before and was once the second highest memeber rate group on fubar... and our goal is to get to be #1 > > American $ex $ymbols Group (See Blog to Apply)@ fubar > This Announcement brought to you by > > Countryboy Superman (Leader of the JLM & Southern Sex Symbols) Owned by Zatanna@ fubar > & > Zatanna@ fubar> > > > > > > >

Going Out
So tonight hubby and I went to a bar. The dance floor got swamped with trashy Ukrainian whores, and I was irate. a) I hate people from Ukraine and Belorussia b) they were relaly dumb. Ofcourse subconsciously I hated them cause they were hotter, but overall the endless twittering and 80's Chernobyl style moves were putting me in a sour mood. I called them skanks, and hubby said that I was bein a nasty hyppocrite, and shouldnt be talkin about skanky behavior, ever since I posted a vid of me playing with myself online, AND well...blah But, skankiness to me is a lack of brains, not clothes. So...tje Ukrainian skanks still stayed the same, imho. Just cause they annoyed me.

No One Understands
I wish i didnt have deprestion but i do have it i do have a lot of sadness inside but no one understand why i am allway upset i wish i could explane but i cant yeah i have a past witch was really bad i wish i had some who understand what i am going though i really do cry alot do to what i feel inside i keep everything to my self because no one understands why i am the way i am

This Is What Got Me Banned From Mumm'ing
So...the time has come for me to make a decision......and need some help! We all have to admit that fubar had and is still getting boring and many people are defecting to other similar websites. Case in point, why was this new game offered on here....fuMafia! It is to help keep those of you who are planning to either delete your profile or defect to other sites. I feel that stupid mumming is actually fun and serves as an entertainment venue which helps those of you who are not familiar with Hooked on Phonics... to actually try and construct a sentence or at least learn how to spell! Better yet....are learning to use Spell-check or Firefox ..which actually highlights a misspelled word. I see that as a contribution on my part to raise your ire or whatever and improve yourselves. For all you morons that will interpret this as an excuse on my part to make amends, .....you are even bigger morons then I thought. a) You are making sense and I want to learn to spell and make s

He Loves Her
His Thoughts shattered . His smile erased . He looks at her with new distaste . He wants to reach out to her , Hes afraid now to yean for her , She burnt the bridge , that breached the pain , Now he can no longer , try again , she loves him , she says , Through swollen eyes and tears , she picks fights with him , to cover up her fears . But each word spoken in anger , Makes him back away , He loves her , But no longer can he stay .

Be You Medic Or Coroner
These words, centered here My emotional battlefield The blood, the wounds All mine Desire to examine? Be you medic or coroner? Wadding through my liquid pain Be you medic… Witness why I bleed Be you coroner… Critique how I bled

Please Pray For Natalie
My baby cousin Natalie was diagnosed with Lukeimia last night at 11 pm. She will be 3 in December. I am asking everyone who reads this to please pray for her and her parents as they go through this hard time. She is just a baby. If you have kids u would ask the same thing if it was happening to your child, so please pray for Natalie...

Stuff!
Abstrusive thought: negated once more. Paralysis of the netherworld ensued, whilst the knaves endured their perfunctory plights. Vitriolic pejoratives were the customary greetings from the hegemony; their contempt was ravenous and unrelenting."No more! No more!!!" exclaimed the chief of the sectarian hordes. "They've disgraced us for the last time!!" They began in earnest, by flaying their masters; thereby, shedding their obsequious shells, and exalting themselves beyond their designed purpose(s).A cataclysm ushered forth an affront from on high; then, and only then, could one stand with such sacrosanct zealotry. When did one truly abolish their allegiance? When did one truly stand, when once, one could only crawl? Fortitude had arisen in victorious fashion, like the phoenix; only the ashes served to poison the well of the righteous!They imbued themselves with self-serving nihilism; destroying the temples that once demanded them to genuflect, humbly in awe. A voice crept forth from the

People Come Into Your Life For A Reason, A Season, Or A Lifetime
There are motives for everything. Juxtaposed against the backdrop of advantageous endeavor, people leverage and jockey for position all the time, and often it’s at the behest of friendship. Original author Jean Dominique Martin said it best by leaving lasting impressions with the following essay. Do you believe that people come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime? What does friendship mean to you? How well do you choose who would be your closest allies? There are reasons why people are essential in our lives. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relation

The True Best Friend
Best friends need not meet up often to make sure that the friendship remains constant. The trust between best friends is such that if one friend falls in trouble, the other will not think twice to help. If the bond between two friends is strong, true friends can endure even long distances. For them, geographical separation is just a part of life. It would not affect their friendship. They make it a point to stay in touch, even in the verge of being exhausted due to the drudgery of everyday life. True friendship never fades away. In fact, it grows better with time. True friendship thrives on trust, inspiration and comfort. Best friends come to know, when the other person is in trouble, merely by listening to their "Hello" over the phone. They can even understand each other's silence. True friends don't desert each other when one is facing trouble. They would face it together and support each other, even if it is against the interests of the other person. Best friends don't analyze ea

Destruction Verses
I am become God....in this place of ever stainrelish in the waking and the walking save the painspin me round in sonnets bound and spin me round againI stand alone I'll play the fool I'll soak in tears made rain.relish be in daily stand...my ritual's blood my words so grandI made a mighty ocean where a droplet once had stood but for all the given greatnessneath the sand the plastic waits this...is not the mighty kingdom for a child born of manStand alone and face the skies...your light not shine..your flaccid eyesstand and scream triumphant pound your fist against the posts...it's not your light thatburnsbut merely hope that spurs the roast.You never were much more than king of fallen things aside..and now that all the worldis gone and innocence has died?what now feeds the hunger pit that grew ever inside?But what great nemesis bore the task of tearing down the kingdom's lastand raping innocence with every thrust?what became the evil man that tore apart this sullen land that made a cru

What's Always On My Mind.
This is one thing thats always on my mind. You make really good friends and you get along so well that you always laugh at everything you say or do. You talk to the point you really want to see each other. But then shit happens and you go into depression then they're like...wtf is this person on. What's ther problem, they always say they're there for you...but are they really? Do they even give a shit about you at all. Makes you think if they're actually your friend. You finally get the courage to talk to them about your problems then all of a sudden they're like...i don't want to talk to you. Thats a lazy fuckin friend, you shouldn't even call them a friend at all. I've had so many people do that to me...i've seen and heard so many people say. "I'll always be here, i'm always online for you to talk to." Sometimes i get tired of hearin it...i hear it so damn often it's rediculous. Know what happened to all those i tlked to...they left. there are some i haven't tlked to in...weeks...mo

Love Is My Sin
By William ShakespeareLove is my sin and thy dear virtue hate, Hate of my sin, grounded on sinful loving: O, but with mine compare thou thine own state, And thou shalt find it merits not reproving; Or, if it do, not from those lips of thine, That have profaned their scarlet ornaments And seal'd false bonds of love as oft as mine, Robb'd others' beds' revenues of their rents. Be it lawful I love thee, as thou lovest those Whom thine eyes woo as mine importune thee: Root pity in thy heart, that when it grows Thy pity may deserve to pitied be. If thou dost seek to have what thou dost hide, By self-example mayst thou be denied!

10 Things About Me!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I can't eat mash mellows, gummy bears, soggy corn flakes, jello and the like, I have a bad gag relex ever since I was a kid :/ 2. I had a dream that went on for 2 weeks.. 3. I help delivered a stranger's baby @ 2 am 3 years ago :) .. 4. I have not eaten bread in over 5 years.. 5. I have not gained any weight ever since I was 19 so I wear the same size undies :) 6. I have a rare blood type, so I can't give blood or get.. 7. I still have a T-shirt I have owned since I was 8 years old, I still have it and don't know why.. 8. I hate TV, I watch tv prob 25 times for the

Thank The Gods And Goddes This Day Is Over With...
thank the Gods and Goddess this day is ovedr... Current mood: bitchy Category: Life THANKSGIVING HAS CAME AND GONE ..I ATE WAY TO MUCH FOOD BUT IT WAS DAMN GOOD TOO BUT THERE WAS SOMETHING MISS AROUND THE TABLE TWO LIL FACES THAT LOOK LIKE ME...I AM TRYING TO HANG ON AND NOT BREAK DOWN AGAIN BUT THE TEARS JUST KEEP FALLING...HOW CAN SOME BODT KEEP YOUR BABIES FROM YOU DAMN THIS SUX ASS SO MUCH...I AM WRITING TO KEEP THE PAIN AND RAGE INSIDE ME I DO NOT WANT TO HURT ANY BODY ...A PERSON CAN TAKE SO MUCH.... WELL I HOPE YOUR HAPPY GORDON YOU GOT YOUR WISH ...YOU LIED TO ME AGAIN SAYING THAT I CAN SEE AND TALK TO OUR SONS...GUESS NOT I AM TRYING EVERY THING THAT I HAVE NOT TO HUNT YOU DOWN AND KICK YOUR ASS...I AM SO PISSED OFF THAT I AM HURTING PPL THAT ARE IN MY LIFE OR NOT IN MY LIFE...YOU HAVE NO DAMN CLUE WHAT I AM GOING THOUGHT ...OH THAT IS RIGHT YOUR JUST A DAMN GUY WITH HIS PRIDE IN HIS ASS . YOUR A ASSCLOWN......

The Way That I Feel!
Theres allot of people that are pretty cool to talk to and hang out with no problems there that's what this site is designed to be as a social network but in the other hand you have people that own and run there lounge and do the best of there power to be the one of the best lounge I don't blame them after all I was a lounge owner my self and I am aware of the hard work that it takes to run a great lounge but people do have real life lives and real life jobs to go to. Well, some people don't understand that and when you are a lounge staff member and don't show up for a couple of days then they eather get mad at you or they boot you. Well, people I don't sit here all day long on my computer and live on it I do have a real life job to go to and a real life to live by I am not being a ass or anything like that it's just one of my venting things that I would like for everyone to understand about me I am not hard to get along with at all just let me do what is right in my life and we wont h

Why Does This Happen To Me All The Time
why does it always seem when iam about to be happy it ends just as fast as it startsso my roommate who iam living with now his unemployment ends soon and no one wants to hire someone who is in there 40si dont know why so many people are so stuck on the ageas long as they are capable of doing the job and they dont have any major health issuesthey should be qualified to work no matter how old they areso i have until the 15 or the 25thsomething like that before they shut off the internet and i need to find a place to move toi dont really care about my self as much as iam more worried about my cati dont honestly think my heart could take it if i had to give him upi have to think of something and soon so i guess iam going to see about going apartment hunting i do have a place in mind but i really hate living alonei have no place to go my own family does not want me well my so called famly i refuse to call that piece of shit for a man as my fathersince he has done nothing for me or his gfand

Dance
Escaping With the Melody Feel those watching eyes as I take a deep breath as the spotlight flashes surrounding me My heart pumps the melody within my soul as my body moves with the start of the song Closing my eyes as i smoothly dance with the piano keys and feverish violin, in sync, as i stand from one knee The molody guides me as i feel the lyrics move my arms and legs, not one step wrong I am free. The audiance a blur as i enter a world of tranquil delight The faces disappear as I get lost in the happiness of the song that consumes my body I dance around the notes that flap their wings around me guiding me into the right light As the chords strike my movements follow, listening to the chirpping sound of the violin as everything in the room gets foggy My heart pounds as the strings fade I am lying on the floor as the noise of clapping increases The keys and strings that have wrapped around my body release me as I awake I stand and bow as I watch the roses rain around me f

...and Silence.
A cigarette, and silence. It's not quite noon, and the day wanes already. Cold and grey outside and in. What is it that makes people so wrong when they're trying to be so right? It's just a cigarette and silence. I don't dare close my eyes, because it's a cacophony...blinding flashes of terrible thoughts and memories of moments not even hours ago. Every little thing that I didn't say pouring over my tongue like vinegar and cherries. The taste that feels like spitting and grit teeth. Pushing back. The slide back of the chair isn't any different than the motion of the man in it. So it's going to be a Raymond Chandler evening...but the day really starts inside my head...and right here. With a cigarette...and a broken silence.

I Have A Delemia
Was thinking of making this a mumm, but I need complete input ... Most now know, and how irritated I am about this. My status and icons don't work (grrrr) ... so the latest thing I am now being told is that Fu status isn't supported by FireFox (which is the browser that I adore using) now saying that, I am being told I need to change browers .... I refuse to use goggle, nor will I use IE .. I am thinking of opera. If someone knows of anything better I can use that would be wonderful. and PS ... I think I did misspell a few words but ... damn the spell check doesn't want work in the blogs either ...

My Song I Wrote What You Think
its going to have a rap/rock mix with techno back beat and my voice overs along with band and rapper Im like cocaine I make u high ,I bring u to da ground on ur knees beggin baby plz but..... FCUK DAT GET BACK, FCUK DAT I HAD DAT..Im like coccaine i made u high but now im just to mother fcuking fly so....... fuck dat get back you fcuked up what u hadIm like coccaine im nice and slick but the drama u lay is way to thick , So lay a line let me blow ur mind To bad baby Im lein u behind Im Like cociane You fend me but why cant you just let me be ... You say you loe me more then ill ever know , I say baby its time to let go I say.... Fuck dat get back Fuck dat dont come backIm like cocaine You cant give me up bow down baby ur queen has had enough You tell me all the thing that i wanna hear but i wanna make this clear whispsers fuck dat get back fuck that leave datNow Im like cociane ill bring you down ,so step back baby i dont need you around Im done with ur trickz,cause the games u play ju

Humiliation Junkie.
You couldn't love me if ever you tried.I'm not your type, not full of pride.Or full of me, all i can be, is what you see.I'm in pieces...A cross to bear...A jaded Narcotic..defrauded tear..Still so hysterical...A moth drawn to your flame..Encomium showers me in glow.Don't say goodnight, you needn't have to go.I'm a Neophyte, Pristine...Burning inside..I want you to know that I really fucking tried...so, here's your poision, across there, the otherside.I'm impure.Slightly demure.My self - abuse it shows I missed the nooseon the inside my conflicts grow..I expected nothing more tonight, how obscure of me to think I might...I wouldv'e painted your world Euphoria..Raised you to elation, a seventh sense of sight.How Sedate.... My Nocturne isn't played with hate.I know you crave a malevolent symphony.One played not for you, but he.The demon that steals you, and hides you, and rapes you.What happened to serenity?Covered with blood again..Would you adore a halcyon?or maybe an anodyne, to fo

Caturday!!!
I loves cats ... but not sure if I could actually own one .. and if I did what kind? I'm way to loving on my animals ... so, if I got a cat and she turned her butt to me I would probably be upset and cries .... don't think cats are for me???

Im Making Salutes For Anyone Who Gives Me Lots Of Fubux For Spotlight Or Anything Off My Xmas List...
Im making salutes for anyone Who Gives me Lots of Fubux for spotlight or Anything off my Xmas list... Fubar My Xmas List _ Happy hour _ Bling Pack _ 11's Bling _ Bomb Bling _ couple of Tickers _ Alot of fubux for spot light so i can level _ A Blast _ A Fu pony haha jk no one will eva get me that rofl Merry xmas all .. i luv u all reguardless p.s- leave me a inbox that u sent something cause i can have a list of who to make signs for thnx

Merry Christmas To All Our Soldiers Over Seas!!!!
We know its tough and we understand your aloneness. Americans are with you, maybe not in person but in our hearts! We love and support you all and are grateful for everything you do! We want to send you a Merry Merry Christmas as we approach this day and let you know that we carry you in our heatrs and prayers everyday we wake and thank you for that day! Soldiers are Special Men and Women that do things that no others can do, your precious and a little piece of heaven in your own unique ways. We love you and GOD loves you and your wished the best of the best wishes this holiday season! GOD Bless You All!!!!!!!! ~Kimmie~

Down To 320pounds Now !!!
i was last time 330pounds now i lost 10pounds and down to 320pounds i have a long way to go befor i am at 200pounds not giving up yeah its alittle slow losing it but i am not putting on and thats the main thing and as of right now i am very happy ,start of 2009 i was at 385pounds now down to 320pounds so thats 65pounds lost i still have along way to go and will get there someday...

"helicopter Man" Cd Release Party This Saturday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SATURDAY - JANUARY 9th - 7:00 - 11:00 p.m.SEAN FAUST - HELICOPTER MAN - LIVE VOL. 1CD RELEASE PARTY!THE CROSSROADS78 North AvenueGarwood, NJRockin' The Mic: An evening of live music and stand-up comedyFeaturing:Sean Morton (Comedian) - live comedy cd recordinghttp://www.seanmortoncomedy.comSean Faust (Acoustic) - "Helicopter Man" CD Release Partyhttp://www.myspace.com/seanfaustMax Lorenzi (Comedian)http://www.maxlorenzi.comBrian Colburn (w/ Band) - "Life Happens" CD Release Partyhttp://www.briancolburn.comMario Lucena (Comedian)http://www.myspace.com/mariolucenaThe Caterpillar Book (Band)http://www.myspace.com/thecaterpillarbookSEAN FAUST - HELICOPTER MAN - LIVE VOL. 1AVAILABLE NOW!http://www.cdbaby.com/Artist/SeanFaustGet your copy today! It makes a great gift!!!!! ALSO AVAILABLE ON ITUNES!!!!Helicopter Man - Live Vol. 1http://itunes.apple.com/us/album/helicopter-man-live-vol-1-8-17-2009/id346967152 Inside Again http://itunes.apple.com/us/album/inside-again/id295960417

Le Petite Mort
Kryptonite red head playing cat and mouse wanting to get caught. Anticipation rolling through waves of energy thick with poweress and sexual tension eluding to the fact that I am off limits That just makes it more fun. He licks his lips like something fierce finger exploring a saturated wonderland Alice fell in love with the queen of hearts and I fell into lust with the mad hatter. He toyed with me on puppeteer strings evoking ancient unspokens urgency upon my lips, he tasted like incense something mysterious born of the darkness hidden within the depth of me.

Could It Be
View: Full | Compact * My Notes * Notes About Me * Drafts Dirty Bird Share Tuesday, May 5, 2009 at 3:20pm | Edit Note | Delete Dirty Bird I took the pain of today And let it slowly slip away Down the drain it went Like all of the time I spent A tear slowly falls from my eye As I say my silent goodbyes Knowing fate had played me again Punishing me for my mortal sins Something about him got under my skin I let my guard down and let him fall in He captivated me with his words and his ways Leaving me longing for much better days The sands of time now move so slow I must pick up and get on with the show The passion and desire he inspired Will fuel the spark of this internal fire Some people are not meant to be caged They give us what we need then fly away Leaving our world a much drearier place Knowing they are gone without a trace Updated about 8 months ago · Comment · LikeUnlike Frank Rodriguez likes this. Louis Huff Louis Huff wh

Tricks Of A Memory
Lately many of us (me included), have been posting notes on our Facebook pages asking others to recall memories of us through the years, or perhaps silly things they know about us. We have all answered our fair share of questionaires, and we have all endured the skeletons emerging from our prospective closets. I wont post one of those. I am not sure what people remember about me is what I remember from childhood. Or growing up for that matter. Im sure I would get the obligatory "you made me laughs", and the " You were so funny" comments, and that is all good and well. But I thought in order to really clear the cobwebs I would write what I remember. I have been feeling old lately. Not in the sense that my bones ache and my memory is shot. Just old. Weary. Tired. For some reason I have been thinking a lot about my youth and the years that bring me to who I am today. In reality what I am writing here is a confession. Knowing that, if you turn back now you will never be the wiser and you

Enough
Do you ever get enough , So Down and feeling used . when your bodies bound and broken , weak and confused . When Your Highs are in a bottle, Sitting on a shelf . And Everyone finds you , When You cant find yourself . When every dream is broken , And All hope is lost . Every battle fought , Isnt worth The cost., When you barley make enough , To barley wake up . So tired of living, your ready to give up . Come to me , When youve had enough . Come to me , Let me lift you up . Turn To Me , When This world has called your bluff . You and I , weve both had enough . Your backed against a wall , And you Just cant see . So brusied and bent , That You Lack reality . Deamons calling you , They all know your name . Reminding constantly , That nothing feels the same . Come to me , When youve had enough , Come to me , Let me Lift You up , Turn to me , When This world has called your bluff . You And I , Weve Both Had enough .

List Of Foods To Eat And Avoid
List Of Carbohydrate Food Can Eat Bran, oats porridge, Barley. Fruits - apple, citrus, berries, peaches, pears, plum, and rubard. Vegetables - avocados, beans, broccoli, cabbage, cauliflower, carrots, celery, cucumber, onions, lettuce, mushrooms, olives, peas, pepper spinach and tomatoes _________________________________________________ Avoid Breakfast cereals - Cornflakes, and sugar coated cereals, White bread, cakes, biscuits, bagels, bun muffins, pancakes, doughnuts, white and brown rice. Fruit - Dates, prunes, watermelon. Vegetables - broad beans, potatoes, parsnips ___________________________________________________ List Of Protein Food Can Eat Vegetables - beans, lentils, millet, soybeans Nuts - Brazil, peanuts and pine nuts Free range chicken and turkey (skin to be removed) Lean cut of meats that is non-intensively reared - beef lamb, pork and veal. Free-ranged chicken eggs (but not duck and goose eggs) ______________________________________________________ List

The Personality Defect Test
The Personality Defect Test Written by Saint_Gasoline Facebook Twitter Share your results » Your result for The Personality Defect Test ... Sociopath You are 71% Rational, 14% Extroverted, 86% Brutal, and 86% Arrogant. You are the Sociopath! As a result of your cold, calculating rationality, your introversion (and ability to keep quiet), your brutality, and your arrogance, you would make a very cunning serial killer. You are confident and capable of social interaction, but you prefer the silence of dead bodies to the loud, twittering nitwits you normally encounter in your daily life. You care very little for the feelings of others, possibly because you are not a very emotional person. You are also very calculating and intelligent, making you a perfect criminal mastermind. Also, you are a very arrogant person, tending to see yourself as better than others, providing you with a strong ability to perceive others as weak little animals, so tiny and small. You take great pleas

I Will Carry You
even though weve changed and were all finding our own place in the world, we all know that when the tears fall or the smile spreads across our face, well come to each other because no matter where this crazy world takes us, nothing will ever change so much to the point where were not all still friends.

To All The Perves..hit This Chic Up..lol
BubBlZ: sounds goodTo BubBlZ: if it ok wit u To BubBlZ: i have a few nsfws BubBlZ: my phone number is 8063301696 u can send em to my phone if u want This is a SB convo I had with some chic earlier. Had some phone sex with her and she was fucin awesome.lol As you can see, she gave me her phone number...so hit this bitch up guys...Trust me you wont be dissapointed,lol.

Think Before You Speak >_> (note: You Will Be Fined Hahaha)
O HAi O_o New fines Update: *Dumb Pickup lines-Bling me * Disrespect-HappyHour or BlingPack or BombBling * Really stupid questions - Blast or Ticker*Being Way Annoying- 11's bling *Commenting a picture with out paying attention resluting in a comment that makes u look retarded and un oringnal - One of the pimping fu gifts * *Overly Sexual comments esp with out even knowing me or in ur friends request - pimphand bling so i can slap u Plus 500K fubucks*Copy and paste photo comments that u give same to all - one fu gift* Fwd Your pickup line/Parahgraph to me esp sexual ones asking me over the top shit , and then forgeting u sent it and sending it again like every 2 weeks -Happyhour and blingpack*Wedding Proposals with out even knowing me or even saying hi frist- Fu drink,Pimp Gift &bling ********OHHHHH AND LEAVING A RANDOM COMMENT ON STATUS that has nothing to do with the staus - fined one small fu gift hahaha*********************************************all should come with a sorry Fu

If Your Gay And U Know Clap Your Hands ....
OK LOOK ....Theres nothing wrong with being gay i luv gays actually hahaBUT YOU KNOW WHAT I FCUKING HATE.....WHEN MEN MAKE FAKE ACCOUNTS OF GIRLS TO TALK TO MEN ....OR WHEN MEN MAKE LEZ ACCOUNTS TO SPEAK TO WOMEN ...YOUR NOT A LEZ SO EFFIN STOP LIVING UR LITTLE LEZ FANTANSY THRU THE NET.. if u need to in realife put on a wig and be the little B1tch u are.AS FOR THE GAY MEN .... MAKE UR OWN ACCOUNT AND STOP TRICKING MEN INTO TALKING TO UR FAKE ACCOUNTS .... GO GET UR SELF A REAL GAY MAN IF UR A GAY MAN (note: this will not work if ur a doushe with no style cause gay men have great taste Js..)THERES MY RANT HAHA

Random Band Lyrics2
"To Be Loved" Listen up, turn it up and rock it out party on, I wanna hear you scream and shout this is real, as real as it gets I came to get down to get some fucking respect taking it back to hardcore level you better be ready, put your pedal to the metal taking it back to hardcore level you better be ready, put your pedal to the metal. Go! Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved I want domination I want your submission I see you’re not resisting To this temptation I’ve got one confession A love deprivation I’ve got a jet black heart It’s all fucked up and it’s falling apart Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna