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One Week
Yea I found a place. I put down my deposit and I move in on Friday. God this is hard work. If it was just me I could have went anywhere. However I have children. I wanted to make sure they could play outside without some drug addict trying to sell them something. Salisbury has really got some bad places. And if you can't afford 1500 a month rent your shit outta luck. I’m a single mom. No I can't afford that and still eat at the same time: D Oh and just a little update. I still don't smoke. I'm still taking the chantix but I think it's been about 6 weeks now. I still crave them a little bit but not much at all. I can see that in a couple of more months that wont be an issue either. Life is not too bad right now.

The Move...
I am finished packing and will be moving my stuff tomorrow. I am moving ten miles away. I will still get to see my son everyday. That is the best and only good part of it. LOL I had a choice of 3 places to go. St Louis, where my family all lives. Fayetteville which is where University of Arkansas is and where I would really like to finish my college career at or here and stay at Arkansas Tech University. I chose here because of my son. The sacrifices we make as parents. LOL I should be starting work here very soon. I get my last check from the college tomorrow. Being a poor college student sucks. I know all this crap will be worth it in the end. I and my son will be better off. Stay tuned for my quest of a woman of my dreams!

Wedding
Ok Wedding day is almost here! Only 3 days left YAY then its over! I cant wait till all the stress is over im going insane! Dont worry all I will be posting lots of pictures! Its been a long time since i wore a dress let alone a white dress lol! This should be fun!

Just Because You Can
This day is not happening to you. It is happening through you. The way you see the world does not merely affect what you think and feel about all that is going on. The way you see the world determines how the world will be. Your thoughts are not just momentary flashes that disappear once you are finished with them. They are powerful forces that give energy and direction to life. The events and situations that come your way are not just random occurrences. There is a reason why you have put yourself in a position to experience them. The things that are possible are the things that you imagine and expect to be possible. Raise your imagination and your expectations to new levels, and the world follows right along. This day is happening because you are here to live it. Make it truly grand and exquisitely beautiful, just because you can.

Men Please Read This...
Ok, I guess men still don't realize that there are some smart women here on Earth. And not to sound too cocky but I am one of them. I am tired of the games. I am 28 years old ok? Don't think that I'm one of the little girls you are used to messing with and talking with and getting your way with. I've been thru life a bit harder than most and along the way, I've learned to see straight thru the BS. So please don't come to my page thinking you can sweet talk me and get ur way...I'm not gonna cam for you, I'm not giving you my number, I'm not gonna be your internet hoe...sorry. It's a shame that so many women with low self esteem and low self worth have to be drawn into the web of lies that you men give to them just to satisfy your needs. Look, pop a porn into the DVD player and give yourself 10 minutes of self love ok? Leave these other useless woman to themselves so they can work on their own self love and esteem. But please know that I'm all over the game so leave me out of it please.

Too Funny ...
In the company cafeteria, Joe says to Mike behind him, "My elbow hurts like hell. I guess I'd better see a doctor." "Listen, you don't have to spend that kind of money," Mike replies. "There's a diagnostic computer down at Wal-Mart. Just give it a urine sample and the computer will tell you what's wrong and what to do about it. It takes ten seconds and costs ten dollars . . . A lot cheaper than a doctor." So, Joe deposits a urine sample in a small jar and takes it to Wal-Mart. He deposits ten dollars, and the computer lights up and asks for the urine sample. He pours the sample into the slot and waits. Ten seconds later, the computer ejects a printout: "You have tennis elbow. Soak your arm in warm water and avoid heavy activity. It will im! prove in two weeks. Thank you for shopping @ Wal-Mart" That evening, while thinking how amazing this new technology was, Joe began wondering if the computer could be fooled. He mixed some tap water, a stool sample from

Kinda Defferent Lol
Finally a study that we can live by....... A 2006 study by Texas A&M University found that the average American walks about 900 miles per year. Another study by the American Beer Institute found that Americans drink an average of 22 gallons of beer a year. That means, on average, Americans get approximately 41 miles per gallon. Not bad!

It's All About Loving!
Every teardrop is precious So better make sure That if you drop some, It is worth crying for, Because, You can never pick them And bring them back to you eyes! It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone An hour to like someone And a day to love someone But it takes a lifetime to forget someone. Love Wisely! ƒº

Memories
Like a richly colored flame whose bright Tip Draws upward, but is brushed by erring Storm Then relenting seeks the earth’s dark Form And buries its deep desires bit by bit; Thus your life ebbed-through trembling, pleading lips Cried proffering words In vain I watched for one familiar nod, Then pressed my mouth to full Sensual lips. Memories? Karen! How can I forget? Your smiling eyes with sad mystery Tinged; Your helping hands, though labor Wrought with tasks; Karen! Your clear high laughter had a Depth That thrilled my heart, and lifted silence Winged With boundless joy. Memories last!

Kinky Survey
What is the kinkiest thing you have done? Had sex with my fiance in the back of her car while parked in a driveway right outside my ex-wife's open bedroom window. What is the kinkiest thing you have been asked to do? Pee on someone. What is your kinkiest fantasy? Takeing part in a bukkake party Have you ever had sex in a public place? yes Have you ever had a threesome? yes Have you ever been with a member of the same sex? no What is the kinkiest outfit you own? me? hahahahaha Have you ever been tied up? yes Have you ever tied anyone up? yes Do you like to dress up in the bedroom? yes Where is the craziest place you have had sex? Confessional Booth Have you ever tossed anyone's salad? Yes Have you ever worn anything belonging to the opposite sex? Yes Do you like to be spanked? sometimes Do you like dirty talk? yes Do you ever take naked photos? yes Do you ever video yourself? yes Do you

She Said Yes!!
I am so excited. I asked my ~BaBe~ to marry me some day and she said, "YES!!!" I can't contain my excitement. April if you read this, I want you to know you have made me the happiest and luckiest man in the world. I love you baby!! JT

To A 't'...
"All I can ever be to you, Is a darkness that we knew, And this regret I had to get accustomed to, Once it was so right, When we were at our high, Waiting for you in the hotel at night, I knew I hadn't met my match, But every moment we could snatch, I don't know why I got so attached, It's my responsibility, And you don't owe nothing to me, But to walk away I have no capacity He walks away, The sun goes down, He takes the day but I'm grown, And in this grey, in this blue shade My tears dry on their own, I don't understand, Why do I stress A man, When there's so many better things at hand, We coulda never had it all, We had to hit a wall, So this is inevitable withdrawal, Even if I stop wanting you, A perspective pushes through, I'll be some next man's other woman soon, I shouldn't play myself again, I should just be my own best friend, Not fuck myself in the head with stupid men, He walks away, The sun goes down, He

A Poem
A Journey between souls Like diamonds in the sky The stars shine brightly Drawing me closer to you Through mind and soul My dreams like maps Direct me to you Through thoughts of actions In which I am drawn close to you How can some one so wonderful Be yet so far from you Though miles apart I feel as though I’m with you While standing in the rain Feeling the cool droplets flow down I don’t feel alone nor cold I feel comfort and worth just knowing Knowing that you are around As I stand in my thought built tornado I stand still and un movable Though dozens of thoughts try to obtain me The thought of you roots me down My fears like snakes chase me Eating at my self being they break me Yet some how my sense of self mends with in me Every time I hear you voice I am ok being in me Why is someone so caring Miles away yet imbedded in my mind Like two souls laid upon this earth To battle the forces and obstacles between them Yet some

I Dont Know
Randomness i tell you. I feel like everything just stoped and things are starting to sink in. Life wise i guess. Everythings going by so fast never really relized it till now. The only thing i really have to look forward to now im my life is finishing college, a career and a family. I just want to do what im passionate about and thats videogames, anything else after that is a plus. I doubt the family thing cause i guard myself to much to many times being burned. Don't want to risk it. Umm yea blah blah blah. Poem time maybe. In my travels never knew what was to come Walking past this morning sun, the morning mist kisses my skinn, and the wind whisps away sins guys named min i dont know lol I give up. I never know what to write. To many things on my mind. I guess whatever you guys who ever read this let me know what you want to hear about and maybe i can stay focused, Later all

Contest Im In ....plz Comment
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Pomp And Circumstance
I know some people who commented on yesterday's blog entry didn't mean to be critical . . . and I'm not taking it that way. Two of them -- I wasn't quite certain whether they were amazed or appalled -- felt like I'd gone "all over the map" with my writing on Martha getting rested and recovered, the addition of stars to the United States flag, Schoolhouse Rock, the goals for my third novel, and I'm sure there's more I'm not thinking of right now. And I left out one topic I DID want to talk about (good thing, too, or yesterday's entry would have gotten unwieldy). All over the world, at least the parts of it that follow a standard academic year, there will be multitudes of high school seniors and college and university graduates marching to receive their diplomas. Thirteen years ago yesterday, I was one of these, receiving my Bachelor of Arts in social science education from Stetson University in DeLand. And it was the one year that the university band elected not to play the tradi

Yay Mississippi
Well Im now Living in Mississippi again i moved back home a few days ago I hadnt really missed it but now that im back I have seen i missed alot of people and missed out on alot of things I already have a job and actually going to get a second one trying to stay busy Now that my husband isnt around to tell me i cant work I want to be like i use to be and do nothing but work drink and have fun with friends Tonight My friends and i went to the casino we lost our ass lol but we had fun and in the day ive been home ive ran into alot of old frieds and they cant believe i my husband has done what he did and told me to go back to being the Laura they use to know so thats my plan i just want to have my friends and my job and just have fun in life well anyways im going to wrap this up ill write more later

Help My Friend In Morph Comp
ok ppl hi again can all my friends and fans pls help me help my mate in a morph comp go bomb the hell out of her and for those that really wanna see me ur wish is my command but only if ya leave lots of comments for her in the comp NOW GO BOMB MY MATE PLSSSS " DOLLY" DJ NELL bitchiest of the bitches hooter barmaid & DJ at CLUB INFERNO@ CherryTAP

Mind
I am me, It`s all I know how to be. Feel me??? LOVE me or LEAVE me. "Emancipate yourselves from mental slavery None but ourselves can free our minds" -BoB MarLey Much RESPECT for all the single Queens raising their seeds out there. You are an inspiration and the reason I have a new admiration for all woman. Any ni99a can spit out a seed, but it is the Queen from day one that goes through all the pain and love. It is the Queen that feeds and nurtures her creation with her last breath. Im sorry fellas but most of us have to stop the bullshyt and become real MEN and step up and handle our shyt. I`ve learned that the man is the head of the house..but it is the queen that lays down the laws....and thats just real....Tell me im lying....especially all u Latinos out there.....we know wassup!! At least in my crib MOMs ran the show!! But thats just because my pops was a good man and father and really loved his queen. Thats wassup. Much luv Queens always...always Keep ya he

A Fuckin Dumb Ass
->Maelthras,...: CAN STEP TO A FEMALE BUT NOT A FUCKING MAN U FUCKIN PUSSY ASS FAGOT ->Maelthras,...: AWWW CRY ABOUT IT SOMEMORE BITCH BOY Maelthras,...: ohh thats real manly of you, well anyways good bye. I erased you from list. n ignore that would be used so since there isnt dont bother replying ->Maelthras,...: AWWW POOR BABY IS CRYING ->Maelthras,...: THAT ALL U HAVE TO SAY LMFAO UR BF MUST NOT BE THERE TO TELL U WHAT TO SAY ON HERE HUH ->Maelthras,...: I OWN THE FUCKIN LOUNGE ->Maelthras,...: IM A SLAVE LOL OK I DONT ANSWER TO NO ONE AT ALL Maelthras,...: ok whatever bitch, your more of a slave then your girl is so go an fuck yourself ->Maelthras,...: U WANNA START SOMETHING WITH SOME ONE START WITH ME NOT A FEMALE PUSSY ->Maelthras,...: THIS AINT VAMP U LIL BITCH ->Maelthras,...: U WANNA FUCKIN TALK SHIT BEHIND MY BACK IM RIGHT HERE TALK UR SHIT NOW U LIL BITCH Maelthras,...: thats why your his worthless slut, not even a proper sub. so go to your wannabe m

Thursday
Hope everyone is having a good day. Actually have had a productive day at work so far.. though my partner wants me to drive over to his house to play the new HALO 3 beta that came out. I should tell him to get back to work. That's the trouble with working from home.. too many distractions. David had his game last night. They lost 1-0. He played really well. ALl the kids did. The grass was so wet that they kept slipping, and the ball hardly ever went where they wanted. I've had a lot of disappointments in life lately, but I am back to working on being positive and not letting things bother me so much. I have to look at all the good things I DO have. And I know somehow the challenges life gives me willmake me stronger. Just as the only one that can make me happy is me, the only one who can make me sad is me.

Introducing The Roadhouse Riders Club And Bls Club
welcome to the roadhouse riders club from co- founder head lady of the roadhouse ace2 himself. WE WOULD LIKE TO INTRODUCE U TO BOTH LOUNGES AND WORKERS. EVERYONE IS WELCOME TO JOIN BOTH. WE HAVE BIG PLANS!! STARTING WITH A WEDDING AT 7PM CENTRAL TIME TONIGHT BETWEEN WITCHESBREW AND RIDES IN THE ROADHOUSE RIDERS CLUB!! BOTH ARE FOR BIKERS ANY COLOR OR ROCKERS SO BE FREE TO WEAR THEM. BUT WE WILL NOT ACCEPT RUDENESS. U MUST HAVE THE UPMOST R-E-S-P-E-C-T!!!!!!!!! PIG ROAST AT THE WEDDING TONIGHT. PLENTY OF FOOD AND BOOZE SO PLEASE JOIN!! WELCOME TO THE "ROADHOUSE RIDERS CLUB"! JUST CLICK ON THE PIC AND WE WILL SEE U SOON!!! WELCOME TO BLS(BLACK LABEL SOCIETY)CLUB!!JUST CLICK ON THE PICK AND WE WILL SEE U SOON!!!!!!! ~ WITCHSBREW~ Co Founder Head Lady Of Roadhouse Riders Club ~ Fiancee To Rides ~@ CherryTAP ACE(CLUB FANTASIA ENFORCER)(ROADHOUSE RIDERS)CLUB BLS OWNER)HUSBAND TO MIZACE@ CherryTAP

Va Continues To Expand Mental Health Services For Veterans
VA Continues to Expand Mental Health Services for Veterans WASHINGTON -- Newly-returning veterans from the War on Terror will have greater access to readjustment counseling, Secretary of Veterans Affairs R. James Nicholson said today in announcing that VA will soon open a second “Vet Center” in Phoenix. Secretary Nicholson also announced that VA is moving the employment status of 50 additional Global War on Terror Outreach Specialists nationwide from temporary to permanent. “VA remains committed to treating the ‘whole veteran,’ and this new Vet Center will enhance Phoenix-area veterans’ access to important mental health services,” said Nicholson. “The permanent hiring of 50 additional Global War on Terror Outreach Specialists – who themselves are veterans of Iraq and Afghanistan – is another important step in bolstering access and ensuring returning veterans get the treatment they need to overcome their common reactio

All Set
looks like everything good to go for june 1st move .... looking fwd 2 NO STEPS to ease my sore leg & cheaper rent that half what im paying now ....... kitty have more people 2 play with ...... and i should be able 2 get rides to store & such so it a much better situation all around ....... of course cable & internet may be down for a short time

Apple Computer
Apple computer announced today that is has developed a computer chip that can store and play music in women's breast implants. The iBOOB will cost between $499 and $599. This is considered to be a major breakthrough because women are always complaining about men staring at their breasts and not listening to them. ;p

♥i Cant Believe It!!♥
Sabes Que ... What we did was important to people ... Real People !!! Believe that Shit ...!!!! GL Click here to send ABC emails about the show! From my friend Carlos Hernandez at latinoLA.com ABC TV NETWORK HAS FAILED LATINOS Al Carlos Hernandez www.LatinoLA.com In an attempt to save money and improve ratings, ABC has cancelled the George Lopez show, its new line of replacement programs includes a show about the Geico Cavemen, which clearly marginalizes, mocks, insults and degrades the Gay movement. This just in for ABC News, there was no such thing as cavemen, and Chicanos are real. The success of George Lopez which has gone into syndication, no thanks to Fred Flintstone or Barney Rubble the only creditable Cave people I know of, lies in Lopez's edibility to bring a real life Chicano family into American living rooms. Guess what American everybody knows one now. His show was so on target regarding the lives of myself and people I know, it was unca

The Most Beautiful Song Ever
LTD's Love Ballad (I wanna get married to this song!) I have never been so much in love before what a difference a true love made in my life so nice so right lovin you gave me something new that i've never felt never dreamed of somethings changed though it's not the feeling i had before oh, it's much much more love i never knew that a touch could mean so much what a difference and when we walk hand in hand i feel so real lovers come and then lovers go that's what folks say don't they know they're not there when you love me hold me and say you care and what we have is much more than they could see

Challenge Or Lesson?
Challenge or lesson? For every lesson learned In life It contains good It contains bad For every obstacle in life It supports strength It encourages growth Though we may not like it We may despise it There is always a reason Suppressing its self deep Deeper with in us What are challenges set forth for To drown us? No,….. to make us grow stronger To surprise us? No,….. to help shape us To make us feel the pain? No,….. to help build the confidence that we can get through it Why for every challenge must pain accompany For the pure reason to remind us all…. We are only human And just because we trip doesn’t mean we fall The deeper that we did The higher we must crawl.

Death Comes To Slow
The hands of time now mre so slow. As then end of my life looms so closely ahead.In In my youth I wished for it to speed by. Funny how life has come full circle. As I wait all I am with are thoughts full of sorrow. I realize now how much of that wish came true All the things I missed no longer possible to do. If only I had saved that wish now that I need it. Cause I know it wont be granted twice. I sit here alone,the light it dims so slow. It eats at my mind,but only in nibbles. Making me relive all my mistakes. I reach out to embrace death. But it eludes my grasp laughing at me. It keeps me in pain,mocking me,for it knows... I am alone,I am alone.

Fucking Bull Shit
so my best friend is not fucking supporting me in going to iraq. I may have volunteered for the tour but still fucking support me. everyday she is like you are going to die over there and she starts to fucking cry about. I guess I can fucking blame the media for it. yeah there is a chance that i may die in iraq, there is also a chance that I will die here in phx. honestly i dont think i will be in any more danger there then here. this kind of shit is really pissing me off. i want to have a great 3 weeks before im gone for 12+ months. im just so fucking frustrated with the whole thing. i wish she would let me explain how i feel. hell yeah im still putting my life on the line for this country. i want to protect our freedom and maybe lower gas prices(lol in our fucking dreams). i in no way support this war. i only support the troops that are over there. well thats all i have to write for now. (EOF)

Truth About Love
look upon my soul.......tis gone.......my heart broken......my eyes......stained......from tears of pain......my head knows no one......you did this to me ......why the lies......why the sadness to my heart ....i feel nothing any more .....you were my world....my soul my reason for living ......and you left me to die .......misery is all i feel .......pain in my heart .....i can not move on.....you were the one ......my soul mate .....my love.... you do not care any more ....so i had to move on....... now i fear .....i will do this to some one else...... for i can not ever love again ......tis u who did this.......now with out wanting to ............i will hurt some one innocent....... some one sweet ......... it is all because of you .........you did this to me .......you made this monster....... and now i will live alone...... die alone...... in my living hell for ever.......and you..........you will burn in this hell with me.....forever.................

True Love
Have you ever been in love and felt that crazy feeling that it gives you in the pit of your stomache, well thats what he gives me. His words, and his love are only things people dream of experiencing and i know, cause i was one of them till i met him. There are a lot of people who try to take what you have and make it their's, but its "True Love" for one another that wins in the end. It's funny, when we first met it was so wierd, we talked about everything for hours and come to find out, from the clothes we wear and the way we like our food, and our views on life and how to raise our kids, it's crazy to know there is someone out there that loves you and is almost like your twin in so many ways, it's like you were meant to be or something. It's so funny when we crack up and our laughing so hard we could pee, we talk about getting old together and mixing up our vitamins that old people keep in those "days of the week pill containers", and how we'll be racing in our scooters. And when he

What Happened The Year You Were Born?
In 1972 (the year you were born) Richard Nixon is president of the US President Nixon approves NASA's space shuttle, a reusable spacecraft, at a cost of $5.5 billion Nixon arrives in China for an 8 day visit, which he calls a "journey for peace" While campaigning for the presidency Alabama Governor George C. Wallace is shot and seriously wounded Five men are arrested in the Watergate office complex in DC for breaking into the offices of the Democratic National Committee Hurricane Agnes strikes the East Coast causing 117 deaths First scientific hand-held calculator (HP-35) os introduced for $395 Shaquille O'Neal, Jennifer Garner, The Rock, The Notorious B.I.G., Cameron Diaz, Eminem, and Alyssa Milano are born Oakland Athletics win the World Series Dallas Cowboys win Superbowl VI Boston Bruins win the Stanley Cup The Godfather is the top grossing film Pink Floyd debuts "The Dark Side of the Moon" during a performance at London's Rainbow Theate

What Tarot Card Are You?
You are The Lovers Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse. The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made. Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that's actually more apt than "Lovers." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it

The War
This is a Rant, and it is my own personal feelings on the matter. I can give a rats ass who feels differently then I do, and I can give a rats ass what you think of me after you get done reading this, however I'm writing this on my blogs just so I can get it out of my system. When Operation Desert storm started, I was in the U.S. Army. I joined after that unforgettable day where I lost 10 of my friends. I was angry, and wanted revenge. Most of this nation felt the same way. However when Operation Desert storm started it was a complete turn around. Now we have Anti-war movements, and people disrepecting our Armed forces. I dont get that, I dont get it at all. I laugh as people say "The Government is sending our loved ones to die." or "The Government killed my child." Sure sure, dont get me wrong, I feel for thier loss, and wish them the best but as it stands right now there isnt a Draft in place (which I think there should be but besides the point) all these soldiers, ever

Goodbye
Tearing love bleeding heart Try not to cry Caring to much and now I'm hurt I just want to die I believe everything you told me How Naive was that I closed my eyes so I wouldn't see the dark and sad truth that your an ass and will never change and I'm sure as hell not changing for you I killed myself over this at least a thousand times seeing you with another girl really blows my mind I hate you and I love you but no matter how hard I try I can never forget you and I don't know why Being as it may that you have moved on I shall too but keep in mind that I won't be here and you and I are Through

Hard Week
Hard Week How can I fully describe this last week without using the phrases beat down, chewed up and spit out, fighting to gain ground? I am completely drained- all my energy and strength is has been sapped. I feel like someone has held me under water and then wrung me out until there was no blood or chakra left. Yet even in this weakened state, I am more dangerous. Ever been around an injured animal? The pain of the injury doesn't dampen the fury, only makes her more determined to survive. To be victorious. Plainly, the desire for victory, the desire to prove them wrong furthers my determination. So what if the prize isn't all that in your eyes- it's my eyes that count! I will have my victory, sayeth the Queen, and woe unto those who try to stop me! Yet still I am weary- must needs sleep. Dreams. And I go into torpor.....

Flaw "wait For Me"
"Wait For Me" - Flaw All these miles, haunting questions linger in my mind. And all the while, making bad decisions out of line. Still I've tried, to let go of the danger in my life. It's alright, when that's the only thing I've left behind. And there's still time... Wait for me. There's so much more of life for us to see. You must believe, it's not because of you I've had to leave. Wait for me. I only hope that you'll remember me. At this time, I'm counting all the reasons I should stay. Bottom line. I'm missing all the things I gave away. I remind, and see your face every single day. Still I'm blind. I wish that there was something I could say To make things right... Wait for me. There's so much more of life for us to see. You must believe, it's not because of you I've had to leave. Wait for me. I only hope that you'll remember me. Just hold on a little bit longer. Thoughts and memories will be enough My need for you is only growing st

Take Me Away
Can't stop moving Death awaits if i rest for even a moment brain in overdrive overloading Jailed thoughts bang tin cups against the bars of my mind Incessant clanging sounds in my ears like an alarm Core meltdown is near Assume the postion Abandon ship Everyone out, She's gonna blow! Insanity is on the horizon Getting closer by the hour As it approaches, I wrap its threads around me like a cloak Protecting me From the world? From myself? It's nice in here Warm and kinda fuzzy I think I'll stay a while Stop It Tickles I can feel my mind eating its self It's not an altogether unpleasant feeling Kind of like pop rocks

Total Bulls**t
ok things are going from worse to worser....yeah that is right folks...things are so fucked up right now i don't know which end is up....Ed and i are so stressed it isn't funny.... last weekend my cable got shut off so i couldn't be online to keep you all up to date but i am back online so that is good...but here we go.... on Monday i went over to the apt and Ed needed his clothes washed so i went to the basement to do them and found that my entrance to the basement sealed shut....my mom has no dryer atm but we came to her house at 1:30 in the damn morning and did a load of clothes and he ended up going to an interview in wet clothes....but it worked out ok..... then yesterday evening we stopped by the apt to get some more of our stuff only to find someone had been in the apt and gone thru our stuff and actually pulled my stove away from the wall....WITHOUT NOTIFYING US THEY WERE DOING THIS!!!!! i have no idea if anything was stolen or not but i am pissed....thank God Dale ha

A Couple Wheelchair Football Pics.....
I had a wheelchair football tournament yesterday which my team won....so i got a couple pics from the tournament and will post more soon!! Check it out on the Wheelchair Sports Album!! Thanks and hope u enjoyed them!!

(ramblin) Death/ Proving Others Wrong
I often wonder exactly what death is like. I know that sounds stupid. Hey you stop breathing, your heart stops and basically thats it. But is it? There is always movies and tv shows where people have death encounters. They see bright lights and see a tunnel with blurry images at the other end of the tunnel. They hear voices calling their name for them to walk toward the light. Now I realize alot of this is fictional B.S made up in Hollywood. But what if it was like in that movie City of Angels. You are dying and you see some person in a black trenchcoat that no one else can see. Then you actually turn around and see yourself lying there on the floor. The reason I wonder about these things are because you actually get to look at yourself. If you could do this while you were living, what do you think you would see? Authors would call it a thrid person point of view. I would like to get a third person point of view of my current life right now and try to figure out where I am headed and

Please
Hey Guys!!! I am in a Contest. WHO'S THE COOLEST, HOTTEST TOP WOMAN ON CHERRYTAP?I am certainly not the prettiest or hottest gal in this contest. I probably am not very cool either but I am real and a geekgoddess so that makes me cool in a nerdy kinda way! A Geek Goddess is a woman who is technically inclined, and also attractive. They are a rare thing, and exert a special brand of power within the geek community. Often outnumbered 4:1 or more, they know the power that they wield, and so reign supreme in the mostly male geek world. Sometimes uncomfortable with other women, they often actively seek out purely male comerades, where they can be sure of their lofty position. This is me PLEASE Click the link below, register which is really simple and then go back to the link below to vote for me. You have to register to vote.You can vote for 3 people so please vote for the other gals you think are deserving as well http://www.bryantmcgill.com/forum/index.php/topic,3230.0.html

So Sexy Hot!
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This Is So Sad But The Sick Part Is It Is Ture
My name is Misty I am but three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made made my daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy would still want to hug me. I can't speak at all I can't do a wrong Or else I'm locked up all the day long. When I awake I'm all alone The house is dark my folks arent home When my mommy does come I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll get just one whipping tonight. Don't make a sound! I just heard a car My daddy is back from Charlie's Bar. I hear him curse my name he calls I press myself against the wall I try and hide from his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping he shouts ugly words, He says its my fault that he suffers at work. He slaps me and hits me and yells at me more, I finally get free And I run for the door. He's already locked it and I start to bawl, He takes me and throws me against th

A Sons Love
aiden is being his usual cute but extremely ornery self. i was playing with him last night on bed and his binky fell so i bent down to get it and i fell off the bed he laughed at me. his evil laugh then threw his cup at my head fo good measure. laughing hysterically that evil laugh of his. ahhhhhh a sons love for his mommy.

Quotes On Self-respect
Abraham J. Heschel: Self-respect is the fruit of discipline; the sense of dignity grows with the ability to say no to oneself. Blaise Pascal: We are all something, but none of us are everything. Frederick Douglass: I prefer to be true to myself, even at the hazard of incurring the ridicule of others, rather than to be false, and to incur my own abhorrence. Jane Haddam: In my day, we didn't have self-esteem, we had self-respect, and no more of it than we had earned. Joan Didion: Self-respect is a question of recognizing that anything worth having has a price. Marian Wright Edelman: No one, Eleanor Roosevelt said, can make you feel inferior without your consent. Never give it. Mark Twain: The worst loneliness is to not be comfortable with yourself. Michel de Montaigne: I care not so much what I am to others as what I am to myself. I will be rich by myself, and not by borrowing. Ralph Waldo Emerson: Whatever games ar

Hmm Humor Me :p
I think we need to have a "biggest on CT" contest..lol At least if i cant find a steady GF to use it with, maybe I can at least get SOME credit out of it... Guys need something egotistical to brag around. I want to be able to claim the title if I can. If not..well my hats off to whoever would win :)

Lost Love
The stress from losing your love has finally taken it's toll, my emotional state of mind is now beyond control. At the slightest mention of your name, i still break down and cry i can still hear the echos of your voice, telling me goodbye. The reality of it caught up to me, when my mother asked me what's wrong? and why lately i've been depressed, and constantly wearing a frown? She then asked me about us, She wanted to know where's my friend? i couldn't tell her you'd left me, i just had to pretend. But i guess she saw right through me, she knew that something was amiss and as i turned off the light she said, son,i know it's her you miss. As she turned to leave my room, my emotions i tried to hide but she saw right through me, she knew that i was crying inside. The next morning when she awoke, she asked me about the tears she knew quite well that you, were a huge part of my happy year. She then asked if i still love you, and truthfully i said

Don't Change By Musiq Soulchild
For Kally. I love you regardless. Follow this song and you will see that my feelings are the same. [Verse 1] Lately you've been questioning If I still see you the same way Cause through these trying years We gonna both physically change Now don't you know you you'll always be The most beautiful woman I know So let me reassure you darlin that My feelings are truly unconditional [Chorus] See I'll love you when your hair turns gray, girl I'll still want you if you gain a little weight, yeah The way I feel for you will always be the same Just as long as your love don't change, No I was meant for you and you were meant for me, yeah And I'll make sure that I'll be everything you need, yeah Girl the way we are is how its gonna be Just as long as your love don't change [Verse 2] Cause I'm not impressed, more or less By them girls in the T.V. and magazines Cause honestly I believe that your beauty Is way more than skin deep Cause everything about you

Ok I Have Had It....
So don't know what it is but ladies not all but a lot are serious haters. I mean seriously do you sit around and down rate because you're a peroxide blonde mad because you brown roots are showing and I don't have that? Its like the crazy bitches sit on here and down rate all day. Pixie face I will be returning the love of a 2 rating tonight just because that was a bitch move. All I got to say is get a life!

Holy Sleepin Pill Batman! Lol
Geez, last night I took a new sleeping pill and it knocked my a$$ out, I know that's the whole point of them duh but, I was even 'out of it' today, most of the dang day! lol. lol Ain't gonna be doin THAT again, at least not when I have to be up the next day doin stuff! lol.

Types Of Kisses
Butterfly Kiss - With your faces less than a breath away, open and close your eyelids against your partners. If done correctly, the fluttering sensation will match the one in your heart. Cheek Kiss - A friendly, "I really like you" kiss. Often the preferred kissing method of a first date. With your hands on your partner's shoulders, gently brush your lips across her cheek. Earlobe Kiss - Gently sip and suck the earlobe. Avoid louder sucking noises as ears are sensitized noise detectors. Eskimo Kiss - With your faces less than a breath apart, gently rub your noses together. Eye Kiss - Hold your partner's head with both hands and slowly move their head in the direction you wish your kiss to go... then slowly kiss up towards your partner's eyes and give them a tender kiss on top of their closed eyes. Eyelid Kiss - While your partner is resting/sleeping with eyes closed, very very gently kiss the spot right below their browbone. A very intimate kiss. Finger Kiss - While l

Forever Lost
TONIGHT I HAD THE STRANGEST DREAM FLYING HIGH ABOVE THE PILLOWED CLOUDS WHERE I SAW YOU SITTING ON THE OUTSIDE STAIRS WAITING LEFT THERE IN THE POURING RAIN WATCHING FOR ME AND AS THE DARKNESS CLOSED IN AROUND YOU I SAW YOU CRYING THOSE PAINFUL TEARS I TRY TO SCREAM YOUR NAME BUT NOTHING BECAME OF IT AND AS YOU GET UP TO LEAVE I FOLLOW YOU' WATCHING YOU CLOSER THAN EVER BEFORE NOT KNOWING WHERE YOU WERE HEADED BUT KNOWING WHAT WAS ON YOUR MIND THE EXPRESSION ON YOUR FACE; BLANK LISTLESS EYES AND AN EMPTY SOUL FOR THE NEWS HAD COME THAT THEY ARE BRINGING ME HOME TODAY FOR A WAS FIGHTING THE WARS OF THE HELPLESS AND THE TERROR IN OTHER LANDS THE PRECESSION HAD TAKEN ME TO THE RESTING PLACE WHERE A STONE IS ALL THAT REMAINS AND NOW I WILL REMAIN FOEVER LOST IN THE COLD AND RELENTLESS RAINS.

What Kind Of Drunk Are You?
You are the sexually active drunk When you get drunk you become uninhibited sexually and are always looking for ways to get laid. Flirting is much easier for you, and for some reason, alcohol makes you more charming. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Quote For May 23
Any sufficiently advanced technology is indistinguishable from magic. -- Arthur C. Clarke Bonus Quote: The most overlooked advantage of owning a computer is that if they foul up there's no law against whacking them around a bit. -- Eric Porterfield This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

My No. 1 Fan!!
LMAO, I cant believe this cunt cant get the hint to go the fuck away! She must be in love with me to have to visit my page everday! I see she got rid of her Heather page! Wonders why? (evil grin) Could it be because I called her out in the MuMMs! So feel free to bash this psycho stalker! Leave all the comments you want! LMAO I like the saying Sum1needs one, Hell Yeah she needs a dildo! Who viewed me I viewed Blocked "Totally Happy&#... (Sum1needs one!) Jenni ღKittyღ ~UKnowUWantMeBaby~ Cataine (His Cat, Hi... See All

What Next???
What Next Defense Attorney: Will you please state your age? Little Old Lady: I am 86 years old. Defense Attorney: Will you tell us, in your own words, what happened the night of April 1st? Little Old Lady: There I was, sitting there in my swing on my front porch on a warm spring evening, when a young man comes creeping up on the porch and sat down beside me. Defense Attorney: Did you know him? Little Old Lady: No, but he sure was friendly. Defense Attorney: What happened after he sat down? Little Old Lady: He started to rub my thigh. Defense Attorney: Did you stop him? Little Old Lady: No, I didn't stop him. Defense Attorney: Why not? Little Old Lady: It felt good. Nobody had done that since my Albert died some 30 years ago. Defense Attorney: What happened next? Little Old Lady: He began to rub my breasts. Defense Attorney: Did you stop him then? Little Old Lady: No, I did not stop him. Defense Attorney: Why n

50th Anniversary
On the evening of their 50th anniversary, a reminiscing wife found the negligee she wore on her wedding night and put it on. She went to her husband and said "Honey, do your remember this?" He looked up from his newspaper and said, "Yes dear, I do. You wore that same negligee the night we were married." She said, "Yes, that's right. Do you remember what you said to me that night?" He nodded and said, "Yes dear, I still remember." "Well, what was it?" she asked. He was not much in the mood for this, but he sighed and responded, "Well, honey, as I remember, I said, 'Oh, baby, I'm going to suck the life out of those boobs and screw your brains out.' She giggled and said, "Yes, dear, that's it. That's exactly what you said. So now it's fifty years later, and I'm in the same negligee. What do you have to say tonight?" He looked her up and down and replied, "Mission accomplished."

Pecans In The Cemetery
On the outskirts of a small town, there was a big, old pecan tree just inside the cemetery fence. One day, two boys filled up a bucketful of nuts and sat down by the tree, out of sight, and began dividing the nuts. "One for you, one for me. One for you, one for me," said one boy. Several dropped and rolled down toward the fence. Another boy came riding along the road on his bicycle. As he passed, he thought he heard voices from inside the cemetery. He slowed down to investigate. Sure enough, he heard, "One for you, one for me. One for you, one for me." He just knew what it was. He jumped back on his bike and rode off. Just around the bend he met an old man with a cane, hobbling along. "Come here quick," said the boy, "you won't believe what I heard! Satan and the Lord are down at the cemetery dividing up the souls." The man said, "Beat it kid, can't you see it's hard for me to walk." When the boy insisted though, the man hobbled slowly to the cemetery. Standing by the fence th

Body Builder
The body builder takes off his shirt and the blonde says, "What a great chest you have." He tells her, "That's 100 lbs. of dynamite, baby." He takes off his pants and the blonde says, "What massive calves you have. The body builder tells her, "That's 100 lbs. of dynamite, baby." He then removes his underwear and the blonde goes running out of the apartment screaming in fear. The body builder puts his clothes back on and chases after her. He Catches up to her and asks why she ran out of the apartment like that. The blonde replies, "I was afraid to be around all that dynamite after I saw how short the fuse was."

Life Must Be Treated As A Gift
We to often take advantage of the fact that we always have tomorrow to say I love you or I am sorry. We fight with family, friends, and love ones thinking that we have all the time in the world. The cold hard truth is tomorrow is promised to no one. I am writing this because today a very dear friend to me lost her brother who was only 17. This his very close to home for me because back in 1999 my 17 year old brother was killed by a drunk driver. He was left on the side of the road to die because I asshole was to affraid to turn himself in. My brother laid there for an hour or two and this guy sat at home and cried to his mom about what he had done. My brother most likely would have survived if the guy had just walked across the street to the fire station that his truck had died in front of. Instead he chose to be a coward and run from his problems. The guy was given 10 yrs and is also serving 4 years at the same time for accesory to murder after the fact because he was involved in a ro

African Medicine Man
African medicine man A man, getting along in years, finds that he is unable to perform sexually. He goes to his doctor who tries a few things, but nothing seems to work. Finally, as a last hope, the doctor refers him to an African medicine man. The medicine man says, "I can cure this." With that said, he throws a white powder into a flame, and there is a flash with billowing blue smoke. Then the African medicine man says, "This is powerful healing but you can only use it once a year. All you have to do is say '123,' and it shall rise for as long as you wish!" The man then asks, "What happens when it's over, and I don't want to continue?" The medicine man replies, "When your partner can take no more sex and is completely raddled, all she has to say is '1234', and it will then go down. But be warned, the pork sword will not rise again for another whole year." The old gent rushes home, anxious to try out his new powers. That night he showers, shaves and smother

Connection
Time is taken and bodies are shaking so filled with passion Walls have been broken and love is the token the gift is everlasting Releasing the seasons, without desperate reasons we fall to the ground Hearts pounding and fate surrounding no one else around just us two, me and you staring into souls proclaiming the love, cast from above together we are never alone.

....bleh
Life lately has been unbelievable. Both in a good way and in a bad way. I'm still now with Levi. Now I'm with a guy named Tim. He's cool and all but I don't think it's going to go anywhere. We're just not as compatible as I thought. He never calls me, I get to see him about once a week, he's not the sharpest tool in the shed, he always wants to shove his tongue down my throat, and ever since day one it's pretty much been all about trying to get into my pants. I think I really rushed into this relationship. He's older, that was one of the main attractions. I've only had one other significant other in my life and THAT was Levi. A year and 10 months we were together. We had fun, but we grew apart. And now there's the second guy.. And I don't see it working out. I'm just afraid of being alone. I know that sounds hella cliché but it's the truth. I've been rejected so many times it's not even funny. I'm just not that girl that everyone dreams of being with. I'm not a walking beanpole,

Jury Duty Scam, Pass It On.
Please pass this on to everyone in your email address book. It is spreading fast so be prepared should you get this call. Most of us take the summons for jury duty seriously, but enough people skip out on their civic duty, that a new and ominous kind of scam has surfaced. Fall for it and your identity could be stolen, reports CBS. In this con, someone calls pretending to be a court official who threateningly says a warrant has been issued for your arrest because you didn't show up for jury duty. The caller claims to be a jury coordinator. If you protest that you never received a summon s for jury duty, the scammer asks you for your Social Security number and date of birth so he or she can verify the information and cancel the arrest warrant. Sometimes they even ask for credit card numbers. Give out any of this information and .... Bingo! Your identity has just been stolen. The scam has been reported so far in 11 states. This scam is particularly insidious because they use inti

Who Wears The Pants In Your Family
Who wears the pants in your relationship? I took this quiz- Who wears the pants in your relationship?My Result Was: You wear the pants in your relationship. Take this quiz- Who wears the pants in your relationship? More Myspace Quizzes on lots of topics.

Survey
Answer this and send it back 2 me in my inbox. You can add more to these if you want. Post it on ur bulletin w/ out the answers. You might be surprised w/ the results y = Yes n = No m=Maybe Would you? Will you? [_] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _ [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] watch a porn movie with me? [_] take me out to dinner? [_] let me drive you somewhere? [_] take a shower with me? [_] buy me a drink? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? [_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me? [_] let me make you breakfast? [_] help me with homework? [_] tickle me? [_] let me tickle you? [_] stick up for me if i was being put down? [_] get wasted with me? [_] instant message me? [_] greet me in public? [_] hang out with me? [_] bring me around your friends?

Groupies--the Good, The Bad, And The Nauseating
What is the difference between a dedicated fan supporting their love for music and "bad groupies"? I tell ya, my husband was in 2 bands when I met him and I would have never called myself a groupie. Sure, I was at every show I could get, but it was to support my FRIENDS and their MUSIC! That is why my husband is so supportive of me supporting and seeing bands; he understands. I tell ya, if I could play or sing, I would've been in a band a long time ago... Right? GROUPIES--THE GOOD, THE BAD, AND THE NAUSEATING By Cheryl Mullen - 09/06/05 - 08:06 PM EST Author's Note: After a LONG hiatus, I'm very happy to be back at the Muse's Muse! At this point I can't say for sure that I'll be writing on a regular basis, but I'll contribute as often as I can. I'm looking forward to being an active part of this community again, and I hope you enjoy my efforts. Most of the pieces I've contributed to the Muse's Muse so far have been about performers. But there's another side

Naked
It has been I guess what you would call a f****d up Friday. Planned on working all day today...and I guess that for some reason, there was no damn news. Waited for six hours for the call...and then nothing....oh well, what the hell. Spend some time shooting some interesting new pictures....well will call them.... I am a hoer Do you think my tractor's sexy? And sunnin on the porch Yes, I was naked today....yes there are pictures to prove it and yes, you can see them....but I have to have a regular email address to send them or the permission too. I am proud......and I can say that itwon't be the best naked body you have ever seen....but it is a real one. Of course, you have to realize that Debbie was the photographer.....she seems to like helping me show off. and she did a damn good job. Guess that is all for today....have a good one...I gotta go get naked and bath in the moonlight! Oh, they are posted here in my "undressed"album

My Thoughts
I'M A FIRM BELEAVER IN "GOD" AND EVERYTHING HE IS, WHAT HE STANDS FOR, WHY HIS SON WALKED THIS UGLY WORLD!! WHAT I CAN'T UNDERSTAND IS THOSE CERTIN FEW WHO WALKED THIS PLACE, SOME RIGHT BESIDE HIM, CAN EVEN TRY TO AND AND TELL ME WHAT IS SO CALLED RIGHT, OR WRONG, I BELEIVE THEY CALL THEMSELVES THE MORAL MAJORITY! HERE I SIT ALMOST 49 YEARS OLD, AND THESE PEOPLE ARE TRYING TO TELL ME WHAT, AND WHERE I CAN SAY THINGS THAT I WANT TO SO SAY OR WHAT I WANT TO LOOK AT OR READ! I'M TRYING SO HARD TO KEEP MY ANGER OUT OF THIS! WHAT GIVES THEM THE RIGHT TO TELL ME WHAT I CAN AND CAN'T SAY! THESES SO CALLED WORDS, PICS, SAYINGS, HAVE PROBUBALLY BEEN AROUND JUST AS LONG AS J.C. HIMSELF! BUT NO BECAUSE THESES SO CALLED MORAL MOJORITY HAS DECIDED FOR ME THAT THESE THINGS ARE NOT SIUTTABLE FOR THE PUBLIC, THEIR NOT TO BE, MIND YOU I AM LEAVEING THE CHILDREN OUT OF THIS BECAUSE IT IS COMPLETELLY WRONG FOR THEM, IT'S THEIR CHOICE WHEN THEY ARE OLD ENOUGH AND GROWN UP ENOUGH TO MAKE THAT CALL THEMSEL

*7 Pleasing Characteristics Of A Submissive*
1. Honesty. This is very important to me. Without honesty, there can be no trust. Without trust D/s is nothing. On a safety note, be truthful in your desires, experience, fears and limits. I have seen many submissives tell "little" lies thinking it will make them more desirable. It usually ends up getting them hurt. If you have questions about what your Dom/me desires or expects, be honest and speak up. There is nothing wrong with asking questions respectfully, and is much preferable to looking ignorant. Remember, all Dom/mes are different. Don't assume because one wants you to wear stockings that another will enjoy them. Ask what he expects you to wear, how he expects you to act, what he prefers to be called, etc. 2. Submissiveness. While I enjoy the occasional SAM, I prefer my subs to submit. I want them to surrender their will to me. I like them to be polite, compliant, and to show me the respect I have earned. There is nothing that turns me off faster than a submissive trying t

Confused
So I'm sitting here and I'm setting up my new computer which my wife has bought me. Is this a bribe? I know she wants to make sure that the kids have a good Dad and all but does she still want to be with me...scratching my head will most assuredly make me bald. Think! Hmmmm!!!! I can only hope she still loves me but she definitely wants to do something else. Should I pursue a romance outside of my marriage as an acceptance of what she would like to do? (more scratching...)

The World Needs Strong Women
The strength of a woman is not measured by muscles It is not measured by how much she can lift or do physically It is not measured by how many physical mountains she can climb It is not measured by her ability in battle It is not measured by how hard she can hit The strength of a woman is measured by what she is inside It is measured by how she stands up in the face of adversity It is measured by how she cares for herself and her loved ones It is measured by how she can go on when men sink to their knees It is measured by how she is not afraid of the world It is measured by her determination to put herself out there and be counted It is measured by following her beliefs and passing those on It is measured by bolstering and strengthening her sisters and daughters in the knowledge that they can do anything It is measured in the courage we project in facing each day in that adversity It is measured by not being afraid to stand on our own two feet It is measured by knowi

†i Finally Did Something For Myself Tonight That Im Proud Of †
Tonight I Wrote My Ex Who I was Engaged To And With For Over A Year...Durring That Relationship Things Were Promised Things Were Done Things Were Said But None Of It Came True I Was Lied To And I Was Left With My Heart In A Thousand Pieces I Was Devistated By What He Had Done As Much As I Wanted To Say I Was Over It Some How I Just Couldnt I Guess Cause I Never Got My Closure Then Tonight I Got To Thinking As I Have Been For Some Time...Why Am I Doing This To Myself? I Dont Deserve It And He Told Me More Then Once That My Heart Was His And His Was Mine...Well Officially Tonight I Wrote Him On Myspace And Decided I Didnt Want His Heart Anymore And I Wanted My Heart Back Along With All The Pieces...And I Told Him Im Taking My Heart Back So That Never Again He Could Say It Was His To Me Or To Anyone Else...Because Theres Another Soul That I Met Here That I Love And Want To Be With And I Wanted To Be Able To Give Him My Whole Heart Not A Half Beaten Down Heart...And To I Got To Thinking Ma

Memorial Day 2007
HERE AGAIN WE CELEBRATE ANOTHER MEMORIAL DAY. A DAY WHERE WE GIVE THANKS TO THOSE WHO HAVE SERVED OUR COUNTRY, REMEMBERING THE ONES WHO NEVER CAME HOME WETHER BEING K.I.A , M.I.A OR P.O.W'S. BEING A DISABLED VET OF THE U.S.A.F THIS DAY IS A SPECIAL ONE TO ME. EACH YEAR I REFLECT ON THE TIME I SERVED, REMEMBERING STORIES WHICH WERE FEW AND FAR BETWEEN THAT MY DAD TOLD ME ABOUT VIETNAM, STORIES IVE LISTENED TO RECENTLY ABOUT THE INSANE WAR WE ARE FIGHTING IN IRAQ. I,VE BEEN TO THE VIETNAM MEMORIAL AND ALTHOUGH I WAS STILL UNDER THE AGE OF 10 WHEN IT HAPPENED SEEING ALL THOSE NAMES,,,,THE FAMILY FRIENDS OF LOVED ONES LOST TOUCHING THE NAME OF THIER LOVED ONE, BUDDIES AND COMRADES TEARY EYES AS THEY TOO TOUCH THE NAMES OF FALLEN SOLDIERS THEY SERVED SIDE BY SIDE WITH...WAS ONE OF THE BIGGEST EMOTIONAL EXPERIENCES I HAVE EVER HAD. i ASK EACH OF YOU WHO READ THIS TO TAKE A FEW MINUTES OF YOUR DAY TOMMORROW TO THANK AND PRAY FOR ALL OF THOSE WHO HAVE SERVED AND ARE NOW SERVING TO PROTECT

Thought
THIS WAS WRITTEN BY MY FRIEND WHO THINKS ALOT. I FELL IN LOVE WITH IT. Category: Religion and Philosophy If you are reading this then PLEASE read this entire disclaimer before you read the passage below. I did NOT write this for other people. I wrote this for myself and myself only. I wanted to try to place a sense on what I was supposed to be doing with my life and these words below are my argument to myself on why we are here on earth. Be warned... I did not start out this on the intent on writing on religion but in the process of writing I had to intertwine the subjects further down on this collection of thoughts. THIS IS NOT A PREACH TO OTHERS, THIS IS JUST MY INTERPRETATION OF WHAT I SEE AROUND ME AND WHAT I WANT TO BELIEVE IN. I did not write this in the terms of one religion for a reason. This is DEEP reading and if you are not in the mood to think deep and hard, you do not want to read this at the moment. I am also warning that if you do not finish reading this throug

For You Honey...
Well lets see here we have been together since Sept. 4th, 2000. You asked me to marry you on December. 24th, 2000. And I agreed to it. Beings that you had done this on a sad night for me but the thought counts you knew that Christmas Eve was depressing to me because of my Nanny passing away and the time you had asked me was the time that she had passed away. But I got to give you credit you did take the sad tears away and made them happy tears. I love you with my heart all the time and plan on to. Then we got married Oct.16th,2001. Then February I found out that I was pregnant serveral months passed and we found out that it was a boy and we chose to call him Keegan Adam Robinson, and he was born on Nov.3,2001. Then at the end of March I found out that I was pregnant again then a couple months passed and we found out it was a boy so we chose the name Isaac Nathaniel Robinson with a little help from a friend. Isaac was born on Dec.18,2002. Then two years past and I found out in March tha

The Prayer Of The Fallen
The Prayer of the Fallen We gave our lives that you may be free No matter what nation we served We gave the supreme sacrifice our lives And when we returned home To our final resting place beside comrades old and young We lay under flag draped coffins Now is the time to remember us Dedicated to all fighting men and women no matter what nation or flag Just remember who ever they are they fought with valor

Remembering...written By A 3rd Grader.
Red, white and blue For those we knew Who marched off to war. We honor them now And show them how Their bravery we can't ignore. Heroes of war, They were so much more, Father and brother and friend. Flags at half mast For those of the past To whom our gratitude we send. We place flowers on the graves Of those who were brave, We salute them far and wide. Seeing poppies galore While our hearts soar, remembering proudly those who have died. © 2001 Jessica F., 3rd Grader, Academy Elementary School, Madison, Connecticut.

New Erotics Poems
Erotics By Paul Curtis Grecian Yearns It was on a beach on a Grecian island We met on a warm and balmy night First we walked together hand in hand Then soon indulged in carnal delight I was quickly inside her clothes She tore at my shorts with eager hands I pull her knickers off over her feet Then we were both naked in the sands I squeezed and sucked at her breasts As I rummage through her thicket She chewed and tongued at my ear As her fingers played along my wicket I peeked between her private curtains Drawing them then began to sup Her body writhed and moaned As I drank deeply from her velvet cup She positioned her head beside my root As I brought her to a rhythmic climax She played on my organ like a flute And I took my turn at oral ecstasy Having concluded our oral conversation Panting and sweating in the darkness We began in earnest our fornication We writhed and moaned and grunted While I gave her a good rut and tup And we drank and smoked in th

Sex Today, Sex Tomorrow
Sex, Sex, Sex Today I vex, cause there is no sex Tomorrow I vex cause there is sex Amazing that sex excites me one moment Yet the next day I momentarily regretfully repent When I experimented with Moments of sex Today I cannot get enough of sex Today I itch for sex like a bitch Today I yearn for sex and ask when, when, when? Today I dream of sex and juicy sex streams Today I want sex & hunt for my first & last ex Hit me with a sixty-nine That will do me just fine Hit with an orgy of sexual erotic ness Scream out a forgery of moanful gladness Sex, Sex, Sex Today I vex, Because of sex Sex, Sex, Sex Today I vex with my ex Because there is no sex Today I think sex with a flirty wink I think of sex and its erotic stinks I think of sex and the color pink I think of sex and how it all links In a city of sexuality, creativity and longevity Today I embrace sex Like all races I embrace sex Go back to history and trace When sex

"they Look At Me Different"
So lost deep inside, is all that makes me. My true fucking identity, Is hard to see. To my friends and family; think, think, I'm a different me. What, I have a secret identity, Wonder if you'll ever see. My thoughts and actions, Are all that makes me, But some things I may do, May not describe me. Na fuck this Look inside me, if you ever feel, like it, and see that I'm no-one but me, Never hiding my identity. Don't say I am hypocrite, because I never showed you, what the fuck You thought their were two of me. Now motherfucker please, Look at me, Try to see the real me. I'm no-one but, the real fucking me. Written By Slim Shady The Poet

Dont Give Me Sorry
Sorry Sorry is for the weak Whose stories never stick When trying hard to make you look like a freak And leaving you with wet wounds to lick Sorry is for those Who are always in a hurry? They say "I will make amends don't worry" The never stop once to think once about the consequences of their actions For a minute, a second or even a fraction Sorry is like a mild tide That sets out 20 feet high You look at it from a far And say Oh my Oh why me why me just why Sorry Is for those who don't care They will always get away with it I fear They never stick to a plan Trying out all their options from a can Choosing which ever one suits them the most Sorry It's like the minute that is just about to pass Trying so hard to make it last before it is past Into an impeccable continuity Expecting from it some sort of loyalty But it ignores you audaciously As it moves on so fast Sorry is for you It makes you feel better about yourse

Please Help My Friend Out
PLease come and help my friend out he is trying to make it to the next level. He is a good friend and He likes makeing new ones. You help him and he will help you.I will even help you also. THE BIG BAD WOLF~PRES.-OF THE WOLF PACK FAMILY~@ CherryTAP

Letting Go?
Just a few thoughts tonight, have not written anything in a while................. The burning question tonight is, when is enough ...enough. How do you know if is't time to let go? Or should you keep holding on to that last drop of hope? Or is the question ......Is He holding on to a women letting go ????????????

Who The Hell Am I?
Well with Memorial Day here and almost gone, I started thinking about a lot of stuff that has been bugging me for quite some time. When I was 25, my dad and I (On one of the many many times I have tried to reconcile with him) told me that the man I have known my entire life as Gramps was his stepdad. He also told me that his biological father split on my grandmother before he was born (or he might have been a baby, but it was when he was very very young, I think). He told me a little bit more about his biological father, a man by the nam eof Leroy Haskins. Now mind you, considering everything I hve been through with my dad not too much he says or does shocks me anymore, but this kinda threw me for a loop, because what he was basically saying to me, was that for the first 25 years if my life, my whole existence was one huge lie, everything that I knew myself to be, everything that defines me, including my last name, was a lie. The last name that my father is so proud of, is in fact, his

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Kinds of Witchcraft There are folk who claim to be Hereditary Witches, with an unbroken family tradition, passed down through the generations by their ancestors from the ancient Pagan Mysteries; many of these do not consider their traditions Wiccan; some others have admitted that they only began using the term Wicca to describe their family traditions because what they'd read about Gardnerian beliefs and practices fit more or less closely with their own beliefs and practices. Hereditaries are also often referred to as FamTrad, or Family Traditionalists - a Tradition passed down within the family and hence by hereditary descent. There are folk who call themselves Traditional Witches, that claim unbroken descent from the ancient Pagan Mysteries either by Initiation into a surviving magicko-religious Tradition or by having been "adopted" into a Hereditary Family Tradition (that "adoption" itself being a form of Initiation); some of these consider themselves Wiccan, although some of

Something To Think About
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Erotic Poem - Instinct
Instinct She would never try to conquer him; She knows her place. Her purpose is to serve. Wild huntress, stalker of the night, Crouches in reverence to his might. Lone predator, ruler of all she sees, Offers submissive, whimpering pleas. Taking command, he forces her still, Something says, "bend to his will." Making known his rein, he plays the part, Mounting, fire quakes in her heart. She waits with shear anticipation, On the coming of elation, Laying all power at his feet, Never trying to usurp his seat.

11 Months
So it has been 11 months since my husband Tommy passed away. He is still very much in my heart. I don't think I will ever be "over" him. That just won't happen. But I have found that time is working in my favor as far as the healing process goes. It's still hard, don't doubt that for one second. But with the help of my boys and the people in my life who really care about me, I have found that I can move on and be happy with my life. Life itself still throws me curve balls that make me think I am just not going to make it through, but I manage. There are days that I am on top of the world and days that I feel like I can't get any lower. I guess it is just part of it. I love and miss him very much, more than anyone thinks I do. I tend to hide those emotions for some reason. I suppose that is because I have to be strong in front of the boys. They still talk about him all the time, even though they were 3 and 1 when he passed away. I didn't think they would remember much, but

Ramblings
Come talk with me and lie Sit next to me and die It is contagious, this disease It will leave you begging, on your knees It courses through your blood, your brain It whispers to you, we are insane Save your worry, hold your fear It is going nowhere, for it lives here It ravages the soul, the mind Blazes a ruthless trail, leaves a wasteland behind Come and talk with me and lie Come sit next to me and die You will feel it, it drifts through the air From me, now, to you, a new throat to tear A lifetime ago, they did rip through flesh so tender Your mind will resist, your very being will surrender The bright shining lies a child will believe The undying agony no one can relieve Come talk with me and lie Come sit next to me and die Never alone, it will take us together Both halves of me, now separate forever It is contagious, this disease It will have you pleading, on your knees It burns alive the blood, the brain It begs a whisper, we are insane Hold your worry, s

How To Save Gas
Solution to Save Gasoline Bush wants us to cut the amount of gas we use. The best way to stop using so much gas is to deport 11 million illegal immigrants! That would be 11 million less people using our gas. The price of gas would come down. Bring our troops home from Iraq to guard the border. When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the border, hand him a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship him to Iraq . Tell him if he wants to come to America then he must serve a tour in the military. Give him a soldier's pay while he's there and tax him on it. After his tour, he will be allowed to become a citizen since he defended this country. He will also be registered to be taxed and be a legal patriot. This option will probably deter llegal immigration and provide a solution for the troops in Iraq and the aliens trying to make a better life for themselves. If they refuse to serve, ship them to Iraq anyway, without the canteen, rifle or ammo. Problem solved.

Mini-funnies
Mini-funnies My mother asked, "How do those car phones work when the sun goes down?" I told her, "It's cellular, not solar." --- "May I go swimming, Mommy?" "No, you may not. There are sharks here." "But Daddy's swimming." "He's insured." --- While getting dressed one morning, I decided I'd been spending too much time on the computer, when I caught myself checking the lower right corner of my makeup mirror to see what time it was. --- They say imitation is the sincerest form of flattery. As a plumber, I'm delighted to see all these teenagers wearing low-rider jeans. --- How long will it be until American universities learn that in most fields, their diplomas are now quite literally not worth the paper they are written on?

Schooling
Well, I have to say that I am a little bit more than ticked off right now. Our teacher has informed us that graduation is being extended 2 weeks due to the fact that there is still to much material to cover to be able to cram it all on us then expect us to be able to pass the test. So graduation is now on the 9th of July instead of June 20th. I was so looking forward to it just being over with!!! Oh well, what is a person to do?

Have You Ever?
HAVE YOU EVER? have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry have you ever needed something so bad you can't sleep at night have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right have you ever have you ever have you ever been in love been in love so bad you'd do anything to make them understand have you ever had someone steal your heart away you'd give anything to make them feel the same have you ever searched for the words to get to their heart but you don't know what to say and you don't know where to start have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry have you ever needed something so bad you can't sleep at night have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right have you ever have you ever have you ever found that one you've dreamed of all your life you'd do anything to look into their eyes have you finally found the one you've given your heart to have you ever closed your eyes and dreamed that

Just My Thoughts
You ever have thoughts that maybe your hold on this world aint as good as you thoought it was? I have been trying hard to get into school asap. I know the only way anything will ever get any better for me is to graduate and become a nurse. I just still fear the unknown...once again, not a good hold on my world. I have been trying hard to not get upset by the choices my daughter is making in her life. She is close to becoming an adult, and moving faster at making me a grandparent before I am 35... A hold on my world that I never had. I guess life is just wearing me down.

Remembering You By Outlaw Dj
Remembering You by Outlaw DJ I remember the smiles you gave me I remember how I felt my heart again I remember believing the love I remember the sin I remember all the nights i cried I remember the blood that fell I remember the lies that spread I remember secrets that I'll never tell I remember the pain i caused And the pain i received But one thing is still certain It is still you that I need....

Intro For The End Ii
INTRO FOR THE END II - Dedicated to Felix Chong and Siu Fai Mak - No country and no nation accepts me I am all alone. I don't even have any comrades. I had comrades a long time ago. They are all thousands of miles away now. They are still giving that struggle. I escaped. I got drunk and got high. I am awake right now and cannot wake up. I don't believe in anything anymore. I can't do anything any more. Just getting rotten. Getting rotten every moment. Cannot eat. Cannot drink. Cannot read. Cannot write. Cannot think. Cannot do. I am a vegetable who doesn't use the brain cells. I am a corpse which is breathing. These days, I am only breathing my own fall. Not like the falls I ever breathed before. This one is different. This is the end. And i am breathing just the intro.

Rains Embrace
Rain's Embrace Cold, quite rain gently falling Yet the dampness we don't feel; For our bodies are absorbed in each other Hot as the heat from hell. I lead you slowly into the woods Place a quilt on the ground; The noise of nature is all around us Yet the beating of our hearts is the only sound. Your kiss is gentle, yet demanding My body arches to feel The touch of your hand, the feel of you Without resistance to you, I yield. You taste the essence of my body You bring me more pleasure than I've ever known I give myself to you completely The quietness is disturbed by our groans. You rise above me with a sudden urgency Our needs are great, we both have found; Our hearts pounding with anticipation We become one, lying there on the ground. Rain has never been more beautiful As we lie together in each other's embrace; The taste of you, the feel of nature A beautiful moment- in my memory forever encased.

May 31,2007
Some days it's a hard knock life, while other days you can't wait to pick up your chin and grin at what comes your way. Most of the fun is in finding out what kind of day it's going to be. Chances are this one's a keeper. Well...it started a shitty day BUT it has turned around. Think I will keep this one...:)

Here's A Nice Romantic Dinner!
Guinea pig 'fried for dinner' A German bricklayer, who accused his girlfriend of liking her pet guinea pig more than him, killed the pet and turned it into a “romantic” dinner for two. Lara Hochner, 23, from Darmstadt only found out what had happened when she went to her beloved pet Rudi after the candle-lit meal, to make sure he had enough food and water. When she realised he was not there, her 29-year-old boyfriend Werner Brenner admitted that the couple had just eaten the animal. He said: "She lavished more love on her pet than me in the three years we were together, and we were always fighting about the noise the damn thing made at night." So when Lara was at work and he had a day off, Werner killed Rudi with a hammer, disemboweled him, fried him and served him for dinner. Lara has now moved out of their shared home and lives with her parents, and has started court action against her now ex-boyfriend.

The Vampire Leader
Chapter 1 : the first night it was a very dark and dreary night, i slipped into the shower after my night of work, i carefully put on my long black sild night gown , and walked across the cold wood floor and as i looked outside i could see the moon. Red , full and very erie looking . Thing gray clouds floated silently across the sky. i cautiously looked outside agian and locked the door. A shiver ran down my back as a cold feeling came across me . I hurried over to the thermostat. 72 even , i turned around as I had thought i seen someone move around the house, impossible, both doors are locked, all the windows are not able to open from the outside. 12:07 am, i look at the clock and return to my room. My warm bed looked so comftorable to me. That cold feeling started to appear agian, i crossed my arms and shivered asi walked across the room. I moved the blankets as i turned my head again, what the hell, i had swore i seen someone in the house agian. As the black candle flickered in th

I'm Sorry...
You know, I conceder myself a courageous and strong man. I mean I’ve had some really tuff jobs in my day. I’ve worked in Bail Bonds Enforcement, Undercover Investigator/Private Investigator. I was a case investigator for the County Attorney’s Office in Child Support Enforcement. I Hunted down Dead Beat Dads and Moms. I spent two years of my life being a Guardian Angel. I patrolled some of our nation’s worst neighborhoods. I had nothing to defend myself with, but my skills in Martial Arts and my comrades. I could entertain you with stories of action and danger for hours. I just can’t under stand how my broken heart. Could bring me to my knees and make me suffer so… I feel like I’m irreparably damaged. I can’t foresee a time where I’ll ever be the same man I was in my youth… For instance, I recently meet two different women on the internet. Both ladies are beautiful in their own way. I really enjoyed talking to them. One lives in another state. The other lives, within an hour of

Love
Love is the bond that joins all life together. Without it we are lost. THE DESIDERATA Go placidly among the noise and haste and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affe

My Life
Well here I go again waking up in this dreary room. I look around and see everything that was here yesterday hasnt gone away. My children greet me every morning with a loving smile that means the world to me.. Those are just a few things that I dont want to disapear in my life. The yelling and screaming and not knowingif someone is going to hate me today, thats the part I want to go away. I just want to be loved by someone that doesnt get tired of me, loves to see me everyday. Maybe a kiss that means something would be great.. "hey Baby" I love you would be even better.. Im told everyday that someday it will be better. Maybe one day someone will walk into my life and make me smile forever.....

Hmmmmm.....
Daily Horoscope: Aries For June 1,2007 Oh, 'Give you a home, where the antelope roam ....' In other words, the stars are telling you to head for greener pastures and wide-open fields. It's all about exploration, expansion and manifesting your destiny. you know... day after day i read these... usually i don't put too much thought into them... but lately... they have been right on the money as to how my life has been going. some think these things are just more BS to clutter pages and take up mailbox space... but in my opinion there's more to these readings than really meets the eye. lately i've been thinking i need to start new... get out and get my life straightened out... whether that be here in medina or somewhere else... but i've been scared about doing so as well... i've lived in medina my entire life... i dont know anything else. but everywhere i turn i see signs telling me that it's the right thing for me to do. so we'll see... i'm not going to plan on doing anythi

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I Hate Friday Anymore..
Seems like more often than not these days I spend Friday nights by myself. Never had that problem before. Guess everyone ran off and got a life and forgot to tell me I should go with them! Thanks. Thanks a lot everyone! So I guess I am going to sit here all night, watch movies I've seen a million times, eat tons of popcorn and mope. *sniffle* Damn, what I wouldn't give to go to the actual theater and watch a movie tonight. Anywho, that is all for this broadcast of boredom. Hope you all enjoy your weekend!

Love You To Death By Type O Negative
In her place one hundred candles burning as salty sweat drips from her breast her hips move and I can feel what they're saying, swaying They say the beast inside of me's gonna get ya, get ya,get... Black lipstick stains her glass of red wine I am your servant, may I light your cigarette? Those lips smooth, yeah I can feel what you're saying, praying They say the beast inside of me's gonna get ya, get ya, get... I beg to serve, your wish is my law Now close those eyes and let me love you to death Shall I prove I mean what I'm saying, begging I say the beast inside of me's gonna get ya, get ya, get.. Let me love you too Let me love you to death Hey am I good enough for you? Hey am i good enough for you? Am I? Am I? Am I good enough for you?

I Had To Post This
This pissed me off when someone posted it, and I will post it here. I think my gender needs to learn a woman should be respected. It maybe their mothers, wives, daughter, sisters. But a woman SHALL be RESPECTED under ANY CIRCUMSTANCES -------------- Guy: "Can we have sex right now? Girl: "Can we do what?" Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?" Girl: "Um.....no." Guy: "Why?" Girl: "Because, 1. you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......." Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won't tell." Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first." Guy: "I'm not special to you?" Girl: "You're my friend. That's all." Guy: looks forward and keeps driving. 5 minutes pass....... Guy: starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh. Girl: moves his hand, "Don't touch me.". Guy: tries to kiss her. Girl: screams, "Would you stop." Guy: continues trying. Gir

People
god have u ever noticed how when u walk in the door at someones house and there is a lot of people there that dont know u .well i have and i dont see why people have to sit and stare the whole time or even wrose try to start some shit but hey thats just me i word to the wise though if u are one of these people its not very nice or appelling to the other person so STOP IT!!!!!!!!

Who Are You, When No One Is Looking??
The closer people get to us the better we ought to look. Naturally, I am not speaking of physical appearance, but of character, integrity ETC. Therefore we are to ask ourselves, “Is what others see at a distance who we are up close, or is it just a façade?” If those whom we impress at a distance were to spend a week with us in our homes, would their impression of us be enhanced or rebuffed? It is one thing to have stage presence and quite another to have personal presence. Seriously, what are the things your "friends" don't see about you? Those things you do when no one is looking? Do you put aside your own agenda to help some eles out? Are you the mover, or the asker? Are you the guy who helps a teenage delinquent learn to read when no one is looking. or perhaps the one that starts a sports team/club in you area, to keep kids out of trouble? Are you the one who helps your neighbor carry in the groceries when you can see they are struggling? Have you ev

The Attractive Test Take It Now!!!
The Attractive Test Take It Now!!! This is the "attractive" test. Reply to the person that post this with your answers. Re-Post this blank and see who will fill this out for you. You may be surprised to see some of the answers. BE HONEST!!! Do i look like a good kisser? [] yes [] no Would you kiss me? [] yes [] no Am I? [] beautiful! [] sexy azz hell [] fine [] pretty [] cute [] iight [] ugly! I look like.. [] a player [] slut [] whore [] hubby/wifey type [] one time thing [] next bf/gf If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No Would you rather.. [] hook up with me [] cuddle with me [] have sex with me [] date me On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 Are you going to repost this so i can answer for YOU? [] yes [] no what would you want me to be to you? [] friend [] f

Behind Every Smile
Behind every smile There's a sad little child Who's crying inside Trying to hide it for a while Behind every smile There's someone trying to break through To show their real selves To no longer be blue Behind every smile There's someone telling a lie Not allowing anyone to see All the tears that they've cried Behind every smile There's another sad face Whose suicidal thoughts Made them fall from grace Behind every smile There's somebody real Who tries to hide their pain And never show how they really feel Behind every smile There's some lost soul Just waiting to be found That's their primary goal Behind every smile There's a secret being kept That's killing them inside And the reason they just wept Behind every smile Is someone all alone Who can't stand the yelling And wishes to leave their home Behind every smile Is a sad little story That they keep bottled up And forever will they worry Behind every smile There's someone who lost

I've Had Enough Now
I can not sleep again, My eyes constantly weep, I keep falling into myself, I am afraid of getting in too deep. I am slipping in the edge, Strongly ready to fall, Just to let go, And turn my back on it all. I am drowning in bad memories, So sick of crying inside, I have just had enough now, My corner is eroding away where I hide. My body is dying slowly, Wasting all away, I am slipping further, With each passing day. Burning out like a flame, Into a dark solitary place, Losing my undignified fight, As my tears fall down my face. I lie back, And suddenly I can not breathe, All I want in life, Is to quickly leave. Because I can not stand this, Can not cope with this anymore, My heart is badly broken, Scattered across the floor. Beyond being fixed, Pieces can never be but back together, It is too late, I can not be helped, This is me forever. I would rather walk away from here, I want to be dead, I wish I was never born, And to the happy

You Suck
YOU SUCK AND MADE ME FEEL SO BLUE YOU KNOW I HATE YOU WITHOUT A CLUE YOU ALWAYS MADE ME FEEL SO BAD YOU TOOK WHAT LITTLE I HAD THAT WAS MY HEART YOU FUCKIN PRICK YOU KNOW YOU MAKE ME FUCKING SICK ALL I HAVE TO SAY TO YOU IS..I HOPE YOUR LIFE ENDS UP SUCKING TO!

The Laws Of Love
The laws of Love Nothing in the name of Love is foolish...for it is the fool who never really tries. We know that nothing worthwhile is without risk. To risk is to give vulnerability of ones self...and it is only when one is truly vulnerable that they can be open to absorb all of loves wonder. Unconditional Love begins with Loving yourself enough to protect yourself from the people you Love, "IF" that is necessary. Until we start Loving, honoring, and respecting ourselves, we are not truly giving - we are attempting to take self worth from others by being compliant in our behavior towards them. True love comes from self and as long as one truly believes in themselves and in love...Love will always find them. The slightest negative thought of being hurt will lesson your chances of ever feeling true unconditional Love as well as the feeling of ever being truly alive! When one knows and loves themselves the fear of being hurt is almost completely diminished.

Shitty-ness
So tomorrow is the big birthday. Yup the big 31. I'm just glad that I don't look it. Sometimes I feel it. I'm not particularly looking forward to tomorrow. I've never had a good birthday since I was a kid, and since then some bullshit has always happened. Believe it or not, but I happen to be one of the unluckiest people you will ever know. Especially on my birthday. I broke my foot once on my birthday when my friend and I were on our way TO the bar, not from, but TO it. And I wasn't even drunk! Of couse we continued onward to the bar, danced all night, got drunk and forgot about the pain. Unfortunately when I woke up the next day and stood up for the first time, I fainted from the pain in my foot. Apparently when you break your foot you shouldn't walk OR dance on it. One birthday a few years a go was absolutely awful. It didn't matter what we did, nothing worked out. However, two weeks later I found out that I was pregnant, and a week after that, I found out t

Thought This Was Interesting
> The young soldier knew it was Sunday, the holiest day of the week. > > > > As he was sitting there, he got out an old deck of cards and laid them out across his bunk. > > > > Just then an army sergeant came in and said, "Why aren't you with the rest of the platoon?" > > > > The soldier replied, "I thought I would stay behind and spend some time with the Lord." > > > > The sergeant said, "Looks to me like you're going to play cards." > > > > The soldier said, "No, sir. You see, since we are not allowed to have Bibles or other spiritual books in this country, > > > > I've decided to talk to the Lord by studying this deck of cards." > > > > The sergeant asked in disbelief, "How will you do that?" > > > > "You see the Ace, Sergeant? It reminds me that there is only one God. > > > > The Two represents the two parts of the Bible, Old and New Testaments. > > > > The Three represents the Father, Son, and the Holy Ghost. > > > > The Four stands for

Stuff From The Weekend
Even though it was a weekend without my son, it was pretty good and I did get time with him yesterday. Sue, my ex, called Friday afternoon. Wanted to know if she could bring him down. I wasn't home or I might have said yes. I want him ALL the time, yet this last minute stuff has to end. Really didn't do much Saturday. Went to a Strawberry Festival. They were out of pie damnit..lol. But I did get a big dish of shortcake..lol. Sunday I drove to where my son lives for church. The were having a Children's service, where the kids do everything. I'm all for a service with no sermon lol. David sang a solo and also played his sax. After church we went to Sue's house for a few hours since David had a soccer party. His little sister (not my child) climbed up in my lap for most of the time we waited. I know it drives my ex nuts but I think she is accepting it now. Kids can't help who their parents are. Soccer party was pretty nice.. lots of food. The kids swam still ev

So Ready For That Vacation
I get up this morning, in a decent mood,ready for work. Our opening routine go's as normal till we go to open the drawer. And we realize the float bag was missing. For those of you who don't know, the float bag is the money kept out of the deposit to be used the next day. A total of $200, including the change left in the drawer. We searched hi and low, in every cupboard, every drawer, under everything. It was NOT there. So, starting to freak out, I called the employee who was in charge of taking care of it last night. And guess what, she doesn't remember what she did with it, I had her check her over sized purse. I was thinking perhaps she absentmindedly took it home. It wasn't there. It was 9:30 by then and the doors had been open for half an hour. The drawer could not be opened, because I didn't have the cash to put in it. So, if someone had actually come in, we couldn't have given them change for anything, and we couldn't run credit cards. So, I called the store manager. Who could d

A Kiss From A Male Persepctive.
A piece I wrote about a year ago. It was requested of me by a friend. And it goes with this music. (the kissing scene) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Pp38SR1lMU It is writen from a males perspective. Which is something I always try to figure out. I see you. there. And I want you. I've been waiting for you. Here. Waiting for you to walk into this room. And here you are. At last. You walk in to this room and my heart beats harder. I want you. I can smell you wanting me too. Soft and spicy. I can tell you want me. And you are not even close enough to touch yet. You are hard for me. There. I look down and I can see them. I want to lick them and taste them too. Don't hide them from me. Our eyes clash. They meet. They slide away. They clash. I want to devour you. I touch you and my hands tremble. I've watched you. I've thought of you and I have spilled myself over my hands for you. I have cried out for you at night. Into my pillow. But I go slow. My finger

His Dark Wish Still Haunts Me......
The good with the bad, is what we have to take Stress and pain are how you know your alive. Feelings overwhelm some people, causing confusion. Deep inside every person is a cold empty spot A spot with its own thoughts Dark horrid thoughts Its human nature at its best Raw primal urges and cognitive thinking Though you don't agree with his decision Its only cause your afraid of what they will say He openly talks about it, his dark deep wish You assume he wants attention Why else hasn't he done it then….. Could it be he is waiting to see if he is wrong Maybe its part of his planed wish Maybe just maybe he is as scared as you Time flies by and weeks turn into months He doesn't call or come by No one sees him, and wonders why He did it, just like he wanted to He ended this miserable existence Going on an unknown adventure into the beyond When he took his life he got no attention. Only one guest at his viewing No flowers on his grave, not a tear shed So why

Woman Are A Tripp....
why is it that woman always make you feel like you are the lowest of that low and the most worthless piece of shit in the world....you try to show them you love them but all they do is accuse you of cheating and lying????????????

No Matter.......
I am so tired of pouring my heart out to deaf ears. I am so tired of speaking and my words are falling to the ground and they are ignored. No matter what I say, nothing seems to matter. No matter what I do, it never seems good enough. No matter what I feel, it doesn't seem important Just no matter what...

Naughty Application
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" ***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 19. How many times would you like to cum? 20. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU! EVEN iF YOU HAVE

Angels Of Mercy Bomb Squad Are Looking For Members
where looking for members. If you would like to join the angels of mercy please click on the link below and leave a message, then you will be added to the family. ~*~AnGeLHeArT~*~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD * ~@ CherryTAP say hi to mariaa and leave a message and shell add you. members will go on to the family page. hope to see you in the family. also go and rate and leave some love on the home page just click here. ~AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD~ OwNeD By ThE AnGeL FaMiLy ~@ CherryTAP

Fool Me Once, Shame On You, Fool Me Twice, Shame On Me
I let her fuck me over again ... I cannot believe I was so god damn blind. you know I give everyone a go and I would like to say I try not to be non judgmental. however if you fuck me over and abuse my trust and friendship ... thats it I wash my hands of you and want nothing further to do with you. you only get once chance cos' thats all anyone needs if they're as honest and real as they say they are! ... and yet I gave my mate a second chance because I thought I saw some good in her. wrong wrong wrong how stupid was I. she lied point blank to my face but I forgave her because of the excuse she came up with. but then last week I gave her $130 to help pay for food and shit for her kids and herself. found out from her man that she did not in fact spend the money on food. no no she let her kids starve so that she could get a couple of hits to satisfy her drug habit. fucking bitch! now I have the egg on my face. should never of trusted her the second time but I was thinking of her kids.

Best Friends Having A Great Time
WHAT A NIGHT CALLING HEY THERE HUN HOW YA DOING THATS GREAT KORRY YELLING AT THE TRAIN SAYING *&@%@&$@^%$!&^%$@&%^$@$ DAMN TRAIN YOUR LAUGHING TRAIN LEAVES ANOTHER ONE COMES ALONG IM YELLING AT THE TRAIN HONK HONKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK %@$@#!^ GOD DAMN TRAIN HOPE YOU LIKE THIS BLOG baby

Outside Waves
http://www.surfingsandiego.com/school_surfing_outsidewaves.asp Outside Waves Once riding the soup has been mastered, you are ready to try a breaking wave. Here again a small uncrowded beach break will be best. Paddle to just outside of where the waves start to break. This is called the surfline or lineup. If the wave breaks in front of you, you can get through the soup in several ways. For waves that aren't large, perform the push-up move used in the shorebreak, or a so called "duck dive" to get you through. As the wave reaches you, lean well forward and push the nose down. Keep your head against the board as well. This procedure works best on shorter boards, but will likely still move you towards shore. Another approach when the waves are larger is to roll over when the wave hits, wrapping your arms tightly around the board. I believe this is called a "turtle". It works effectively with most size boards. Another way of getting through is to simply turn the board towards shore

Escaping Rip Currents
Escaping Rip Currents Rips are easy to stay out of, and easy to escape from if you simply keep calm, and remember a few basic rules. Always remember this - if you enter the water and you feel water flowing by your legs, parallel to the beach, it's probably part of a rip current, and will soon change direction and head out to sea. If you're at all unsure of where the rips are, or if you have any concerns about safety, don't hesitate to ask a local surfer for advice. When you do decide on the spot you want to surf, look back up at the beach and pick some kind of landmark, like a house or a tree, and surf in front of it. If you look up after you've paddled out and see that you're no longer out front out your marker, you know that you've moved up or down the beach. Again - when first entering the ocean, feel for the direction the current is traveling in, using your legs. If there's a lot of current flowing sideways down the beach, it will eventually change direction and head out to

Strength For The Strong One
With this poem I was able to put into words the way I felt when my dad died, and the way I feel now... when it comes to mom being sick and everything else I've been dealing with.... everyone thinks I'm so strong.... If only they really knew.... Standing apart from everyone else Quiet and stoic, as she watched them cry And mourn the passing of their loved one, Who was so very important in their lives. But it was now time, to say goodbye. Her vibrant dark eyes, welled up momentarily with tears... Yet she said not a word...not a whimper..not a sigh.. Knowing full well her soul has always shone within her eyes She quickly banished it behind a shield to protect her soft nature From the corner of her eye, she noticed her mother and sisters weeping, Coming up beside them, she placed her arms around them all... As they wept, yet her cheeks remained dry, She tightened her grip slightly, To lend them her support and strength Raising her chin defiantly at her own feelings..

Calling Out A Fake
I find it funny that after I called out a fake, they blocked me from their site so that I couldn't inform anyone else that she is a fake..lol Anyways, she is using a porn stars pictures... http://cherrytap.com/user/330682 She is using Nicole Graves pictures (nicolegraves.com) Even the salutes look photoshopped. It's funny too that in her profile she states "I hate liars and fakes" haha! /endrant

Tired Of Head Games
This is something that I have been wanting to say. So pay close attention. If you are someone that does not have a Salute then stay away from me. My daughter's heart was already broken by someone from this site. And I will not let it happen again to any of my kids or myself. So before trying to add me, you better have a Salute. If not then stay away from me, cuz I am not going to play your games!! END OF STORY!!

You And Me
what day is it and in what month this clock never seemed so alive I can't keep up and I can't back down I've been losing so much time cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do nothing to lose and it's you and me and all of the people and I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you all of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right I'm tripping inwards you got my head spinning I don't know where to go from here cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do nothing to prove and it's you and me and all of the people and I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you there's something about you now I can't quite figure out everything she does is beautiful everything she does is right you and me and all of the people with nothing to do nothing to lose and it's you and me and all of the people and I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you you and me and all of the people with noth

The Ranks Of A Hospital
The Ranks of a Hospital Surgeon: Leaps tall buildings in a single bound Is more productive than a train Is faster than a speeding bullet Walks on water Talks with God Internist: Leaps short buildings in a single bound Is more powerful than a switch engine Is faster than a speeding BB Walks on water if the sea is calm Talks with God if special request is approved General Practitioner: Leaps short buildings with a running start and favorable winds Is almost as powerful as a switch engine Can fire a speeding bullet Walks on water in an indoor swimming pool Is occasionally addressed by God Resident: Barely clears a picket fence Loses tug-of-war with a train Can sometimes handle a gun without inflicting self-injury Swims well Talks with animals Intern: Makes high skid marks on a wall when trying to leap buildings Is run over by a train Is not issued ammunition Dog paddles Talks to walls Medical Student: Runs into buildings Recognizes a train

Take The Quiz
ALL ABOUT ME ! by oodangletsbang9*BASICS*first name::: JESSYmiddle name::: GREYEAGLEage::: 25school::: SOME COLLEGEcurrent loccation::: NASHVILLE TENNESSEEdate or birth::: MAY 17birthday::: MAY 17hair color::: GREYeye color::: BROWN*THIS OR THAT*love or money::: LOVE THEM BOTHkiss or hug::: BOTHcat or dog::: DOGpepsi or coke::: WATERcountry or rap::: COUNTRYpunch or smack::: PUNCHaim or aol::: YAHOO IMday or night::: NIGHT*HAVE YOU EVER...*kissed opposite sex::: OFTENkissed same sex::: ARE YOU CRAZYhugged someone::: EVERY CHANCE I GEThad sex::: EVERY CHANCE I GETmadeout::: EVERY CHANCE I GETcussed::: TRIED NOT TObeaten someone up::: CAME CLOSEgot beaten up::: YOUR JOKIN WITH MEbroken someones heart::: NOT THAT I KNOW OFanyone broke ur heart::: ALL THE TIMEsmok

Loving More Then One
Is it possible to love more then one? To feel such a connection to another soul That they consume your every thought? Love is such a powerful emotion And often confused with lust How does one differentiate between the two? Love is honesty, trust and compassion Love is being able to be open and yourself Love feels others pain and sorrow Love is respect and adoration Lust sees only the physical view Lust can not comfort someone when they are down Lust wont listen to you cry in the middle of the night Lust cant look into your eyes and see your soul Love knows no restrictions. Your heart knows no limits Your spirit sees another soul with reverence And your soul will connect to that which it is meant to feel affection for. Yes it is possible to love and worship more then one spirit To love them equally and honestly. To be devoted to someone so much That time seems to stand still When they are not around. So to those who I wrote this poem for My

My Thoughts
Hi this is my first blog or attempt at a blog so bare with me. Just a few thoughts as I sat here and think about the profiles I have seen and read on CherryTAP I got this link at a friends site and she is a remarkable person, should visit her page and have a look at what a strong woman can do.Alex@ CherryTAP But as I said theses are my thoughts about CherryTAP and the intersting people you find there. If you have a look at my site then you will understand that I look for and find things or people that I think are intersting or have some thing that I might use in my life, but if you should see or heard of any body that would meet these requirements send me a shout or a message telling me about them or where I can find them and then I will look them up. Also I check the NSFW check box because if I have said or wrote any thing that might offend someone then I have done what I call CYOA which stands for Cover Your Own Ass as nobody else will and it may safe me from getting into trouble

Grandparents
>Grandmas are moms with lots of frosting. >~Author Unknown~ > >What a bargain grandchildren are! I give them my loose change, and they give me a million dollars' worth of pleasure. >~Gene Perret~ > >Grandmothers are just "antique" little girls. >~Author Unknown~ > >Perfect love sometimes does not come until the first grandchild. >~Welsh Proverb~ > >A grandmother is a babysitter who watches the kids instead of the television. >~Author Unknown~ > > >Never have children, only grandchildren. >~Gore Vidal~ > >Becoming a grandmother is wonderful. One moment you're just a mother. >The next you are all-wise and prehistoric. >~Pam Brown~ > >Grandchildren don't stay young forever, which is good because >Granddaddies have only so many horsy rides in them. >~Gene Perret~ > >Grandmother always made you feel she had been waiting to see >just you all day and now the day was complete. >~ Marcy DeMaree~ > > >Grandmas never run out of hugs or cookies. >~Author unknown~

My Little Slave
i call her shadow ,she moves like one,she cannot be caught and yet she is always there,she will do my bidding,cannot be destroyed,she shys from the light and gets lost in the darkness her presences is reassuring her absence is unsetteling. she came to me out of the darkness calling me master.I have felt her presence all my life but like a shadow she has remained just out of touch.Her gift is sublime she gives herself without thought only wanting to please her master and yet she is here by her free will i own her soul and she mine.the trust developed is like no other.....So take hede my gentle reader,the trip i will take you on from here out would only make sense if you can comprehend your own shadow ... she sat in the candle light soft music playing in the background face demure she sat on her knees and heels,eyes downcast,hands palm down on her leggs she waits for me she waits for my instruction,my desire ,my firm hand if need be.I sit beside her in my red wingback gazing u

Cherry's Cherrie's Cherries
Ahh This sight is to much, have enjoyed it tremendously, Chat with so many great people, been hit on by a few guys, thanks boys now I know how woman feel. I will conduct myself accordingly from now onn. I have read some crazy profiles, if you need someone I'll try to help in any way. Seen some beautiful pics of woman, and read some of the most incredible stories I've ever heard. Hell even met a fellow jumper "fuck you asshole" (It's a skydiving thing) Go hangout at a DZ some time and learn to live. Everyone owes it to themselves I'm still not gonna post pics of my baby, but I'm so stoked when I see others have it reminds me of my daughter when I see all the familiar experiences. Much love to my sister who invited me here, like I have nothing better to do then hang on cherry tap. Those of you whom I've met are very cool and I enjoy your company so don't be strangers. Thanks Cherry Tap for the great site, and so much fun. I needed it. Be Safe people, Play hard, a

Dear Alcohol
Dear Alcohol, First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. As my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around at the holidays, hidden inside chocolates, as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests atheart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a taco with fire sauce, along with a big Italian meatball and some stale bbq chips (washed down with WINE & topped off with a Kit Kat after a few cheese curls & chili cheese fries)? I'm an eclectic eater, but I think you went t

Yay! I Didn't Puke!
That was pretty much the highlight of that interview. I didn't throw up on my hopefully soon to be boss. So you can imagine that the rest of it went pretty well. I got a tour of the place and all was well, took the train back home... ...and got piss drunk. Well...not piss...more like stumbly. My boyfriend and I decided to hit up Open Bar with a bunch of our friends. Think Martini Lounge with a large group of 21 year olds drinking like crazy for 2 hours. I ended up dancing with some random chick to Bobby Brown of all things, and some random mix of 80's music. All in all a good night. Until my Drunky McDrunk boyfriend became McPuckface instead. But that's alright. He's Irish.

4 Women Or Men
Below your belt lover you got what I want in those oh so tight jeans Licking my lips in sweet anticipation Only you can satisfy this craving I got burning inside Wet and ready for you I open my mouth to receive your love so delicious Jerking off slow then faster and faster as your orgasm nears Oh my lover it's so big! Better open my mouth a bit wider to fit it all in Breathing harder and harder Lowering your zipper ever so slow I tease before I please On my knees to give you the most perfect kiss that I can Waiting and panting you grip handfuls of my hair Jack, my darling I do want you so One lick of my tongue puts you in ecstasy overdrive Bucking wildly under the sweet persuasion of my lips you beg and groan for more Breathless with desire Loving how good you feel I whisper to my most kinky fantasy Once more amazed as you grow ever thicker and harder for my pleasure Want you so bad that I just can't help myself Juicy and thick I suck it even faster Over and over fe

Talk 2 My Body ( Women Only )
Oh my god Is me he holds Sliding deep within My secret folds I feel the heat We have set the goal He fills my body My heart My soul Together As our bodies rock We find that place That special spot The moistness Of our love combined The scent is heavenly Our bodies entwined My mind is racing My body taunt Bracing itself Is more i want Now here i am Gasping for breath To end this now I would rather death Hands clenched tight Muscles twitch Here comes the light What an itch As my body spasms With him inside He welcomes himself Along for the ride As he spills his seed With a sudden need I can hear myself That moaning plead As fulfillment and peace Enters body and mind A promise I make Not to leave him behind As I lay with my head Now close to his heart I know that we Wont be far apart For as long as his body Can talk with mine I know that our love Will last for all time

Woot Woot
Yay, 8 more working days an Daddy is off, we'll be gone fer 9 we're heading down by my mothers way an staying in a cabin fer 3 of those days which kicks ass, I'll be using my new bikini while we're there....tee hee...Well you guys may not see me fer sometime. Anyways just thought I'd let ya'll know!!

Ok Im Going Insane People....
....but then again that isnt exactly something you all didnt already know. lmao. ive started writting again. im taking advantage of the fact that right now im a whirlwind of emotions since ive been stuck in a long writter's block. some of the stuff ive written so far has been read by a select few & most have told me that they are suprised at my words. ::laugh softly:: i kinds figured they would be. i guess i dont come off like i have many or any talents for that matter. writting is my passion...the only reason i stopped was because of that damn writter's block. im hoping to be able to write an essay soon...but for now im happy that the words are back. anyway---i took my brother to the movies today. i didnt really wanna go but he wanted to see hostel 2 & no one else was around to take him. it was an ok movie...not exactly what i was expecting tho. the first hostel was full of gore, blood, a lot of death, more blood & oh some bloody gore. although i kinda thought the start was a

I Do
well the days are getting closer and its almost time for me to make a life long commitment. i know in my heart that it will be easy cause my sweetie is so prescious and sweet. she has the most gorgeous eyes i have ever seen and the absolutely most breathtaking smile. and she has a heart of gold. i knew the moment i layed eyes on her that i wanted to be with her the rest of my life. i know in my life that things havent been perfect but this whole thing seems so perfect and for that i thank god. i thank him every day for finally completing my life and making it whole. i love you with all my heart mind and soul.and i cant wait till the day i look into those beautiful brown eyes and say i do. and make you my wife. in my life life i have made many mistakes and payed for the mistakes. the biggest mistake i made is being lonely. and trust me baby lonliness is the absolute worse feeling you can ever feel. but i know now that i have you and i will never feel that lonely feeling ever again.as i

A General Overview....
I just don't understand what the deal is with some people. Ok well men in general. It seems like every time I star to take bricks off the wall around my heart they prove to me why I shouldn't. I can't seem to get it right. I kept telling myself "No girl don't do it, don't trust anyone." And damn I didn't listen so what did I go and do you ask? Well I tried to give someone special to me, a really great friend, my heart. Damn what a jack ass I was. You would think with all of the times my heart,pride and spirit had been broken that I would never let another man in but I continue to try for that one true love. I am starting to side with my mom on her opinion that there is no such thing. Maybe one day he will realize what he had the opportunity to have and he will be the one kicking himself in the ass. I don't say I love you easily. I am very protected and guarded. But when I feel for someone really feel for someone I would never do anything to hurt them. Hell I would give my worst en

Bored!!
Well, Its Sunday, and it really has been a long emotional week for me. I have found out that my step daughter has decided to leave me and go live with her biological father. :( This makes me soo sad, She is my baby girl. Its a long story and if your close to me youll know it! I also have decided to have my sons father sign off on my son since he dosent want anything to do with him. I dont want to when my son gets older have to explain why my husband isnt his father. All I have done is cry most of the week and it sucks! I hate to cry. Ill write more another time, Enjoy your day all! XOXOXO

Arggghhhhh
Okay, lately, I've been looking for a new bathing suit. I still have the one from last year but it's a lil small on me. Well I've looked at Target, Kohls, Lane Bryant, Walmart, Fashion Bug...and yet I cannot find anything. Either they don't have my size or the suits themselves are anywhere between $80-150. What is wrong with this world. Do they have an obssession with skinny chicks. I mean all they have are petite sizes for anything worth wearing. I find this problem finding gothic clothes too. I mean c'mon, at least 70% of the population is heavy. Why can't they make things that are made for the majority of the public. If you are heavy and you want to actually wear something that is worth wearing (being that I 'm 25 and not 45) it's worthless.

June 10th~my Weekend
Friday~they got the heats in n thts all so no one got to race there fetures n i dont know how there gonna make it up cuz the limited stocks arent even on the seducle for next friday so idk. n i stayed at my aunts house with crystal Saturday~went fine no fighting someone prostested one the races for what reason idk n idc lol.didnt do to much while i was there anyways just hung out with crystal,ben n allen after we were done working so tht was kinda boring lol n i stayed at my aunts house with crystal. Sunday~yay i get to relex dont have to worry about geting up early tommrrow cuz the kids i watch dont have school no more thank god lol well im out much love britt

Man's 7 Deadly Sin's......greed
I've heard so much about these and learned so much i was baptised at birth but do not believe in anything i respect all religions but do not have one for myself Death frightens me i fear it for i do not understand it. I cant comprehend whats waiting for me on the other side, Ive heard so much from people and what they believe but i cannot come to believe what they share...i need to know what im dealing with i need COLD hard facts proof i dont do good with blind faith or belief. I've questioned everything growing up some or most people dislike that about me some have even hated me for simply not swallowing the lies they tried feeding me. Onto the main topic Greed..... I was told by my ex that i practised the Satanic Bible Naturally and what exactly she meant by that i had to find out so i bought the Satanic Bible for myself an began reading it its all about getting what you want without consequences. I will admit i do commit the 7 Sins of man but i do not go overboard with them and

06-11-07
OKAY ALL FAMILY MEMBERS! LOVEABLE SISSY IS IN A CONTEST AND SHE IS BEHIND REALLY BAD. I WANT EVERYONE TO GO AND HELP HER OUT. SHE IS AROUND 800 BEHIND AND IF EVERYONE CAN GO IN THERE FOR AN HOUR AND BOMB THE HELL OUT OF HER THEN WE CAN GET HER INTO THE LEAD. BUT BEWARE~~WE ARE AGAINST THE CONFEDERATE IN THIS ONE AS WELL. SO WE ARE GONNA HAVE TO WORK TWICE ASS HARD TO GET BOTH LOVEABLE SISSY AND WILDMAN55 TO THE TOP. HERE ARE THE LINKS TO THE CONTESTS SO HAVE FUN BOMBING!!!

Poetry 1
Sólo tú le das brillo y Amor a mi Corazón. Sólo tú me miras con tanta pureza y belleza interior. Sólo tú llenas de Alegría a mi Alma. Sólo tú conoces mis secretos, deseos y anhelos. Sólo tú me transmites calor con tus manos. Sólo tú me das fuerzas para seguir viviendo. Sólo tú me hablas con tanta dulzura. Sólo tú me escuchas con tanta paciencia. Sólo tú me acaricias con tanta delicadeza. Sólo tú me besas con tanta ternura. Sólo tú me comprendes con tanta sutileza. Sólo tú haces que me sienta el Ser más Feliz del Universo. Sólo tú me das tanta seguridad en mí misma. Sólo tú me calmas y tranquilizas cuando estoy mal. Sólo tú eres el que puede entrar en mi Corazón y en mi Ser. Sólo tú me abrigas cuando tengo frío. Sólo tú eres y serás el Dueño de mi Corazón. Sólo tú eres mi Sueño hecho realidad. Sólo tú eres y serás el que me ama y me amará siempre. Sólo tú eres al que amo y amaré eternamente!

Poetry 2
No me preguntes si te amo, porque esa pregunta me ofende, si pudiera colocar moneda sobre moneda para hacer una torre de todo lo que siento, créeme llegaría hasta el cielo. Te amo mujer, amo tu historia, amo tu vida, y amo tu paz, inclusive me gusta verte estornudar, tu manía de tocarte el cabello, tu nerviosismo cuando beso tu cuello. A pesar de que estés lejos, lo que siento aquí dentro crece y crece, que a veces me asusta el pensar donde voy a poner tanto amor, cuando ya no me quepa en el pecho. No importa que te mudes a otra galaxia, tu siempre estas aquí, y sobra decir que yo vivo en un mundo dentro de ti. Porque por más lejos que estés, por más preguntas que hagas, no importa el lugar donde estés, donde tu vives es aquí... en mi corazón

What Would I Want For My B-day
Simply not sure at this point considering i have 10 days left till then??? I have my health, my friends and family all my peeps here. Maybe a VIC or a Blast possibly.... The most important thing i think i would want is for this damned war to end everyone come home and no more terrorism...but hey we can all wish right??? Tell me what would you want if it was your b-day. Leave me a comment.

Dont You Hate It When:
Dont you hate it when you spend all that time filling out this huge questionaire about your likes and dislikes and then you type in all this information about yourself in an essay, you still get people not in the age range, not in the right race, they know absolutely nothing about you and to top it off they dont even have a dayum picture and expect you to chat!!!!!!!!!! Come on if your going to join these things read the dayum information and put a freaking picture on your profile for goodness sakes!!!!!!!!!!!

Paris Hilton. Does Anyone Really Care???
Time for venting!!!! Ok I am sooooo sick of hearing about that blonde bimbo "heiress". I will admit I have followed it more then I probably should. That is the train wreck effect going on there. You really don't want to look, but you end up not being able to turn away. Well I am sick of hearing about her. Do ppl in this world actually feel sorry for her? Is there anyone out there that thinks that she is being mistreated and its not fair? IF so and you are on my friend list or fan list...please remove yourself. I don't have time in my life for those type of people. Anyway getting back to Paris. I thought it was utterly stupid that she thought Gov Schwarzenegger would pardon her for driving drunk. He has enough work as govenor then to rescue her from jail. And I am sure the jail isn't no ordinary jail...but it isn't a HILTON...(damn I crack myself up) Anyway she is in a special part for celebrities and crooked politians (not there are such things). Her next big drama was

Woman Had Yellow Crystals In Her Blood
As an invstagator I run across many stories some wich I think are hoaxes and some so bazarr that it's all most like meeting a 500 yearold vampire face to face. One of my stories I actuall heard on a local T.V. station a few years ago and I have been trying to follow up on it but to no leads the storie remains a cold case but according to the FDA and the CDC the woman was contaminated with amonia in her blood. So on with the storie A young mexican woman was brought to an undisclosed hospital in LA county complaining of stomach acks and was vomting yellow ooze and she smelt horrible like amonia CDC flew her in and closed the area wing. Apon blood draw the nurse noticed yellow crystals in her blood and stoped the blood draw pulling out the needle she got sick and she to had simular symtoms.The lady died the nurse was treated but nothing more was told about her.apon atopsy 2 firemen and a CDC worker were affected by a horrible gas that came from the womans body they to had yellow crysta

What If
what if you found true love and you took the steps toward it letting go of your fear of a broken heart, to find out that it was more than you could have ever hoped for.what if you embrased that love and it was truely the dind that lasts forever and a day.what if that love made all the difference to your soul.what if that love was 10 1/2 hours away and you took that trip and knew it was real,that first look into one anothers eye's first hug,first kiss, all made the fear gibveway to your true love.what if we ran into each others hearts and our souls never let go... this is inspired by my feelings for a real person,whom i love with all my being...momma bear i love you.

Block, Stay The Fuck Away, Simple?
With all this stupid high school drama with tractor boy out in Abernathy several of his "crew" have blocked me. Cool...pretty much don't want to talk to anyone that would consider him a friend. So you Jessica 'Redneckgirl' keep coming by my page to check out the scene? may I ask why? Am I so cool to you that you can't resist? If so, then unblock me and we can have a talk. The same thing with you tractor boy, how many times have I checked out your page in the last couple of days: **none** but you just can't stay away. You know that I am posting a screen shot every time you show on my page but you continue. Really can you grow up simply stay away? What purpose can you actually have at this point? People seem to be afraid of you, and I am not. I deal with bigger, badder and more stupid people daily.

Think That I Am Done Here
Believe that I am going to move into a different realm of real people and honest intentions. Had the opportunity to get back with a lady that had done me wrong, but seemed genuine about the attempt to reconcile. I mummed it, got the response that I did not want so then ignored it. I am going to give it another shot, so I am officially off the market as of this afternoon. CT is becoming a real place of B/S where people hide and say things to and about people that they would never dare in person. I am so put off by the lack of integrity I have seen that it makes me angry, and I can see is having an effect on my integrity too. When something in life ceases to create something more positive than negative it is time to put it down.

Hi
im sorry everybody have been out at the range all week and doing some combat training havent had a chance to gtet on miss everybody lots and bunches will be off for the rest of the week just wanted to let everybody know im not blowing anybody off have a great day have fun and dont forget to smile

Female Comebacks To Men's Pick Up Lines....
Man: Haven't I seen you someplace before? Woman: Yes, that's why I don't go there anymore. Man: Is this seat empty? Woman: Yes and this one will be if you sit down. Man: Your place or mine? Woman: Both. You go to yours, and I'll go to mine. Man: So, what do you do for a living? Woman: I'm a female impersonator. Man: Hey baby, what's your sign? Woman: Do not enter. Man: How do you like your eggs in the morning? Woman: Unfertilized Man: Your body is like a temple. Woman: Sorry, there are no services today. Man: I would go to the end of the world for you. Woman: But would you stay there? Man: If I could see you naked, I'd die happy. Woman: If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing.

Something I Wrote A While Back...thinking About It Today
Nooner Fantasy It was lunchtime. They'd been planning for this for weeks and finally the day had arrived. He'd stopped at the local fast food joint and picked up some food...he had to, at least, make it look like his intentions were honorable. Showing up for lunch with no food would be a faux pas. They'd agreed to meet for lunch at her house. They'd always just been friends and they were going to talk about "stuff." You see, he was married and she was in a long-term relationship. But, they’d always been able to talk about most anything. He rang the doorbell. From inside she called, "Come on in." As he entered the foyer, he could hear the water running in the kitchen, but saw no one. "Where are you?" he asked. "I'm in the kitchen, but just sit down. I won't be but a minute," she replied. "Where do you want me to put this food?" he asked. "Oh, just put it on the table there by the door, for now," she said with a little giggle. It was the giggle that did it...his fa

Kids Are Quick - True Stories
TEACHER: Maria, go to the map and find North America. MARIA: Here it is. TEACHER: Correct. Now class, who discovered America? CLASS: Maria. TEACHER: Why are you late Frank?FRANK: Because of the sign. TEACHER: What sign? FRANK: The one that says, "School ahead. Go slow." TEACHER: John, why are you doing your multiplication on the floor? JOHN: You told me to do it without using tables. TEACHER: Greg, how would you spell "crocodile?" GREG: K-R-O-K-O-D-I-A-L TEACHER: No Greg, that's incorrect. GREG: Maybe it's incorrect, but you asked me how "I" spelled it. TEACHER: Ryan, what is the chemical formula for water? RYAN: H I J K L M N O TEACHER: Ryan, what are you talking about?RYAN: Well, yesterday you said it was H to O. TEACHER: Hunter, name one important thing that we have today that we didn't have 10 years ago. HUNTER: Me ! TEACHER: Adam, why do you always get so dirty? ADAM: Well, I guess it's because I'm a lot closer to the ground than you are. TEACH

To The Fans...
You people out there give us something more than just record sales You give us something to hate And we hate you, you brainless mutants Hate You hunched and blinded mutants living in chat rooms You masturbate on the sheets your mothers clean for you You have lined my pockets overflowed with gold You're living with your parents and you're 35 years old You're a bunch of banks that I'd like to rob You're my online cash transaction you're my future stocks Transfer you like money to a Swiss account Spend you on an impulse and zero you all out Hate I would like to get some sleep but you keep buying all our things My overhead is way too deep for us to not make all these things It's way too cynical, you see? Hating what's supporting me I am not you, I thank the gods and if I were, I'd die like dogs DIE!

Definition
As told to me 'bovvered' is basically "what do I care?"... Basically the Brit version of "whatever"... of course by the tone of the songs I've put into this blog... I do care unfortunately... and I'm using it to vent anger/frustration/sadness...

Getting Older
Ok so I have always had boyish looks, but now I am 30 and I feel like it is all kinda going away. I am a bit of an exhibitionist and I miss having my six pack abs and rock hard calves. I miss my hair as it is starting to run away and I miss the way that women used to look at me. I guess I am just on this thing for a self esteem booster to let me know that I am a decent looking guy.....

Hmmmmm
WELL ARENT WE ALL JUST ONE BIG FUCKING RAY OF SUNSHINE. I got alot of things going on these days so I havent been on much, just wanted to let you all know I am still kicking ass and taking names later. haha thought you would like that. The weekend is coming up and I plan to get wasted away again in margaritaville so feel free to have one with me. Ok thats all i have to mumble about at the moment i got things to do and sitting here typing isnt getting shit accomplished. SO all have a good one, taking me arse on to better things

Traitor
Jane Fonda is a traitor!! She really IS a traitor A TRAITOR IS ABOUT TO BE HONORED KEEP THIS MOVING ACROSS AMERICA This is for all the kids born in the 70's who do Not remember, and didn't have to bear the Burden that our fathers, mothers and older Brothers and sisters had to bear. Jane Fonda is being honored as one of the "100 Women of the Century." BY BARBRA WALTERS Unfortunately, many have forgotten and still Countless others have never known how Ms. Fonda betrayed not only the idea of our country, But specific men who served and sacrificed During Vietnam . The first part of this is from an F-4E pilot The pilot's name is Jerry Driscoll, a River Rat. In 1968, the former Commandant of the USAF Survival School was a POW in Ho Lo Prison The "Hanoi Hilton." Dragged from a stinking cesspit of a cell, Cleaned, fed, and dressed in clean PJ's, he was Ordered to describe for a visiting American "Peace Activist" the "lenient and humane Trea

Just Wondering
Today I sit back and wonder why things happen the way they do. I have been through hell and back a few times and I am still here. I am single cause for some reason I only attract married men. Go figure. I guess the saying is true that a married man is easier than a single one. Or the single ones I do know are players. And trust me I met some pros. I try to give advice and help people as much as I can and I love to write, that is my release.

Send This To Everyone!
Send this heart for everyone you know that likes you, and if you are inside their hearts they will send it back to you!!! Let's see how many hearts you receive? You ... are in my heart as a valued friend!!! ´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶´´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´´´¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´´´¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´¶¶¶¶¶ ´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´´´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´´´´´´´´´¶¶¶¶ Please don't forget to send it back to me.. sending luv ur way ......THEY SAY iT TAKES A MiNUTE...... .......TO FiND A SPECiAL PERSON, ....... .....AN HOUR TO APPRECiATE THEM, ...... .........A DAY TO LOVE THEM, ........ ..........AN ENTiRE LiFE TiME......... ..............TO 4GET THEM............. .......SEND THiS TO THE PEOPLE...... .............U'LL NEVER 4GET.............. .........ITS A SHORT MESSAGE.......... ...........TO LET THEM KNOW..........

Scouser Jokes
At the end of a tiny deserted bar is a huge scouse bloke - 6ft 5in tall and 350lbs. He's having a few beers when a short, well dressed and obviously gay man walks in and sits beside him. After 3 or 4 beers, the gay fella finally plucks up the courage to say something to the big Liverpudlian. Leaning over, he cups his huge ear: "Do you want a blow job?" he whispers. At this, the massive Merseysider leaps up with fire in his eyes and smacks the man in the face. Knocking him off the stool, he proceeds to beat him all the way out of the bar. Finally he leaves him, badly bruised, in the car park and returns to his seat as if nothing had happened. Amazed the bartender quickly brings over another beer. "I've never seen you react like that" he says. "Just what did he say to you?" "I'm not sure" the big scouser replies. "Something about a job." Q. If you see a Scouser on a bicycle, why should you never swerve to hit him? A: It might be your bicycle Q: What do you call a Scouse

I Dont Know
well to all u men out there that give me complements thank u very much, and if i say something that u take the wrong way then im very sorry. i am not use to complements and do not know how to responde to them, so i just think that u have to be joking with me most of the time. because of the way i have been treated in the past and how i was treated growing up. i dont say these things to be mean or anything i just dont know how to respond to ur complements it is new to me and so i have a tendecy to just kind make light of them. and i want to apologize right now if i have offended anyone or if i do offend anyone. but i have only had mostly negative remarks about me in my life and that i have grown to just make a joke out of it because im sure that i am not every attractive because of the way i was told how unattractive i am since i was 14 yrs old. so i just want to apologize now. THANKS FOR ALL OF UR COMPLIMENTS AND I DO LIKE TO HEAR THEM BUT I JUST DONT BELIEVE THEM MOST OF THE TIME

Have You Missed Me?
Everything is working out and going great. Josh traded in the van for a new car. It's an orange 2005 Chevy Colbat. It's better and safer for me and the baby. It's got a ton of features to help keep us safe plus it's something I can drive too. We did go out the other day and got some hail, I was worried that the car would get dented but it didn't, I was very surpised. Yesterday we went and got some food for the house. We even went to the mall to get me some pants and Josh some knit hats for work. We came home after we got food to put it away and I signed on to Yahoo to see that an ex had left me a message, 'I miss you.', I was shocked. Why after 2 years has he decided to im me? I was shaken up and told Josh that my ex imed me. I pretty much broke down and starting crying b/c it did bring back some feelings, I'm not talking about great feelings either. I did somethings after we broke up that I'm not really proud of and I told Josh about it. He just held me and let me cry on him. Josh kep

Be As You Are
Be as you are Kenny Chesney Man, I could use a Pina Colada Little bit of sun on my skin A hammock, a book Never gonna look back Once my feet hit the sand I've had it up to here with this rat race Need a smile on my face I wanna go where I can lighten up the load Drive a little while on the wrong side of the road Get this laying low off to a flying start Play my guitar in the Caribbean sun Hang with the locals at the Quiet Mon Where you can be a tourist, a beach bum, or a star And be as you are Gettin' stuck sure would be easy In this palm tree paradise Ambition fades with every wave For the finer things in life Maybe I'll just hang around here Go home later next year I wanna stay down there where I can lighten up the load Drive a little while on the wrong side of the road Get this laying low off to a flying start Play my guitar in the Caribbean sun Hang with the locals at the Quiet Mon Where you can be a tourist, a beach bum, or a star And be as you

Loa For A Fuckin While Leave Love I Need It
OK PPLZ I LOVE MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY AND FANS ON HERE YALL KNOW I DO BUT ITS TIME FOR ME TO GO ON LOA LEAVE LOVE MUAHZ P.S.TO ALL YOU GREEDY FUCKERS,DOWNRATERS,PERVERTS,STALKERS,LIARS,CHEATERS AND EXSPECIALLY TO ALL YOU HATERS FUCK OFF!! YOUR NOT WANTED AND NOT CARED FOR AND FOR ALL THE ONES WHO HATED ON ME TY FOR MAKING ME THE FUCKIN CENTER OF ATTENTION I NEEDED IT DEFINATELY BOOSTED MY FUCKIN EGO :) K THANKS PEACE :)

Life
Sometime life may seem so trouble less and carefree till something happens to shake your world apart, and the routine that you had don't have meaning and the focus on what your goal in life becomes lost in a sea of lies and confuse, but when you think all is lost another paths opens that shows your goal. Some time you can plan your life out and everything seems to go right, and sometimes nothing seem to go right or there are the preferable "bumps along the road." I had a lot of my plans go wrong but at time I seem to bounce back, some type of way, but as of late it don't seem like nothing is going right. As the few people that might really know me, know that I always seem in a up-beat mood. At time(not all the time), I may seem in a good mood but things are not as good as they seem, but if you don't know me you'll never really know how I feel, or what to look for. I went long a long trip (some might know where, but I'm not saying), and had fun, and didn't want to go back to how thi

Admirations
It seems I find something wonderful in lots of different people. Sometimes I wonder if they find that in me, or do they just think i am strange or average? I come across sometimes as a bit opinionated or blunt, but i am really a nice person. One thing is for sure, I will be honest about what I am, who I am and what I like. However, too much disclosure can be a problem. I really like someone here, and I wonder all the time why lol. I wonder if they think of me as much as I think of them. I have to stop myself from thinking too much of them, because I dont believe they think that much of me. I try to remind myself that my feelings cant be transferred and made theirs. And I am too sure that i wont like the answer, if i was to ask. Silly thoughts from an average normal, not gorgeous but ok looking woman

I'm Different...
So this is an intro to who I am. The pics that you see in my NSFW album are part of the things I want to try with someone who's open to try new things with me. I should let you all know beforehand that I am not a cuckold or anything, even though it may seem that way. I just enjoy watching and joining the person I'm with having sex with multiple men. I'm very kinky, to say the least, and I am looking for someone who can embrace that and join me in some wild adventures. So how does a person want something like I do? It started when I was in the Army. While I was overseas in Iraq, I would chat online with people on MSN and Yahoo as much as I could. Sometimes late at night I would even get on cam and stroke my cock for the viewing pleasure of some of my female friends. One day, I met a girl who was extremely beautiful. She lived in Australia and me and her would talk a lot about her adventures. She would tell me how she had this unsatisfiable need for sex. She told me all her stories of

"why Older Chicks Rule"
This was originally an Andy Rooney piece. I have modified parts of it many times. Let me know if I should add something. I want to hear from you. A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night to ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do. And, it's usually something more interesting. A woman over 40 knows herself well enough to be assured in who she is, what she is, what she wants and from whom. Few women past the age of 40 give a hoot what you might think about her or what she's doing. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you, if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to b

No Worries
No worries people...I am home and stuffing my face with waffles. I am soooo hungry and I need all the food I can get my hands on apparently so that today I can work on growing some limbs that compliment the huge head I made a couple of months ago. After I exhaust myself with being preggers I will go off to work. Don't worry, I will be home soon.

The Heart (repost)
The Heart "Tomorrow morning," the surgeon began, "I'll open up your heart..." "You'll find Jesus there," the boy interrupted. the surgeon looked up, annoyed "I'll cut your heart open," he continued, to see how much damage has been done..." "but when you open up my heart, you'll find Jesus in there," said the boy. The surgeon looked to the parents, who Sat quietly. "When I see how much damage has been done, I'll sew your heart and chest back up, and I'll plan what to do next." "But you'll find Jesus in my heart. The Bible says He lives there. The hymns all say He lives there. You'll find Him in my heart." The surgeon had had enough. "I'll tell you what I'll find in your heart. I'll find damaged muscle, low blood supply, and weakened vessels. And I'll find out if I can make you well." "You'll find Jesus there too. He lives there." The surgeon left. The surgeon sat in his office, recording his notes from the surgery, "...dam

The Town I Live In...
I went with my ex riding around today. For those of you who read this and haven't had the privilage of sitting down for a real talk with me I will fill you in a little. I grew up in this little town in south Texas called Rockport. Rockport and the town of Fulton border each other you can hardly tell that you leave one and enter the other unless you see the not so big sign. This town used to be much smaller. When I was growing up if you wanted fast food we had Burger King (which is now out of business i think it closed in 1999or 2000), Sonice (which has moved now and has a brand new building with a nifty little drive thru part), Whataburger (hasn't changed since 1979 when my mom moved here), and Dairy Queen (which also has a new building). We had a few sit down eatteries thru out town. We had Pizza Hut, Panjo's Pizza, The Dinner, Charlotte Plumbers, Hu-Dat (which if anyone knows anything about the Dallas Cowboys that restaurant is owned by Dat Nguyens family he used to be one of there d

Frickin Frackin Bee Stings!!
So check it... Today, a bee stung me on the face...the cheek to be exact and I promptly reached up and swatted it's little ass. It landed on the ground and then I stepped on it and was stung again!! Damn, can't a bitch just be left alone on her front porch??????

Perefct Girls
You aren't going to be her 1st, her last, or her only... she's loved before; she will love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you're not either. If she can make you laugh and if she admits to BEING HUMAN and making mistakes, hold on to her and give her the most you can. She's not going to be thinking about you every single moment of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows YOU can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad and miss her when she's not there. Because PERFECT GIRLS DON'T EXSIST, but there's always ONE girl that is perfect for you

I Break Into Your House..........
Let's say I break into your house A lady wrote the best letter in the Editorials in ages!!! It explains things better than all the baloney you hear on TV. Her point: Recently large demonstrations have taken place across the country protesting the fact that Congress is finally addressing the issue of illegal immigration. Certain people are angry that the U.S. might protect its own borders, might make it harder to sneak into this country and, once here, to stay indefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand the thinking behind these protests. Let's say I break into your house. Let's say that when you discover me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, "I've made all the beds and washed the dishes and did the laundry and swept the floors. I've done all the things you don't like to do. I'm hard-working and honest (except for when I broke into your house). According to the protesters: · You are Required to let me stay in your house · You are Required

Be Careful
IF YOU’RE ONLINE BE AWARE A lady wrote this for the ladies and kindly gave it to me, but it is useful to everyone. Everyone knows there are fakes, and guys online who only want nudes, or to cyber, but there are also stalkers and rapists online. Most of you know to be careful how much personal information you put online. You should also be careful how much personal information maybe in your photos. Such as pictures of your house or vehicles, edited out the license plate, house number, pictures with street signs, or anything that reveals your location. There are some online who are not who they claim to be. If a man tells you he cares or wants something personal from you, he won’t mind proving he is who he claims to be. Most men are aware women have to cautious, if he has nothing to hide he won’t mind. You don’t have to apologize for wanting to protect yourself. You have the right to ask him, if he asks for anything from you. Such as if he asks for your phone number, ask for his

Ticked Off
Ticked off ~Tony Martinez Some people yell Some people cry Some people throw things Me? I calm down I focus I feed off the energy I work even harder I say nothing No tears fall as a fire burns in my eyes I channel my rage into defeating you, who has ticked me off So tell me Do you really think it was a good idea to tick me off?

My Love For Mymaster
myMaster makes me warm all over, He fills my heart with peace, comfort and security in being His,, knowing i belong to Him has filled the void in me that i felt for so long before meeting Him, Master You are my All, myOne, myOwner, myDaddy, mySoulmate, the One Who holds my leash and Who placed His collar on this girl's heart and throat all at the same time Master,,,,, i am proud to say i am Yours, that You are all that i have just stated You are to me,,,,i love You myMaster,,,

One Day In My Life
I was brought up to be a good girl.Never to hurt any ones feelings and never to make "waves" I must be a magnet for the scum of men.I have been used and abused by men.I'm sure some would say it was my own fault...but then those people don't know me do they.This is just one of the experiences that helped shape me into the person I am today. My first marriage,my husband tried to kill me. These are my thoughts,feelings and memories of that day.This is more for me than for you.If you don't want to know ,don't read any farther.... It was 1997.I was 21. It was summer time. We (my husband and I )sat outside a local strip club waiting for my friend to get off her shift so we could give her a ride home. I had said something harmless(i thought so anyway) but he didn't think so i guess. He leaned over and slapped my face.The bouncer was told about it(I'm guessing)because he came out and asked me if i needed his help.I was scared of my husband and I said no.WHY? Why w

Happy Father's Day
A father is defined as the male parent of a child. Like mothers, fathers may be categorised according to their biological, social or legal relationship with the child. Historically, the biological relationship paternity has been determinative of fatherhood. However, proof of paternity has been intrinsically problematic and so social rules often determined who would be regarded as a father e.g. the husband of the mother. WHICH TYPE OF FATHER ARE YOU? Natural father - the most common category: child product of man and woman Birth father - the biological father of a child who, due to adoption or parental separation, does not raise the child Surprise father - where the men did not know that there was a child until possibly years afterwards Posthumous father - father died before children were born (or even conceived in the case of artificial insemination) Teenage father/youthful father - may be associated with premarital sexual intercourse Non-parental father - unmarried fathe

Computer
Hello to everyone that reads this. When you visit my page I see it, I try to visit your and rate, fan & add as soon as possible, but I have this slow ass dial-up crap and sometimes my computer wants to act up and takes forever to rate. Please do not think that I am being rude because I am not. I will get to you sooner or later. I promise. Thanks for visiting. hugs... snukkums

Redneck 4
You think that the styrofoam cooler is the greatest invention of all time. You've ever been too drunk to fish. You had to remove a toothpick for wedding pictures. You've ever used a weedeater indoors. You have a rag for a gas cap (on a car that does run). You consider a family reunion a good place to pick up girls. You have to go outside to get something out of the 'fridge. Your richest relative invites you over to his new home to help him remove the wheels and skirt. You've ever financed a tattoo. Your idea of a 7 course meal is a bucket of KFC and a sixpack. You go to a tupperware party for a haircut. You have spray painted your girlfriend's name on an overpass. Your Junior/Senior Prom had a Daycare. Your dog and your wallet are both on chains. Your kids are going hungry tonight because you just had to have those Yosemite Sam mudflaps. You owe the taxidermist more than your annual income. You have lost at least one tooth opening a beer bottle. Jack D

No Time
They pass like two ships in the night Each in search of their own destiny Yet trying to be one Their life is hard, some would say But its their life to live the children have only one parent it seems Mom in the day. Dad in the evening With work and family there is no time No time for fun No time for themselves No thime for each other

Deleting My Account
I've decided to delete my account. Nothing against anyone on here, in fact I've met alot of wonderful people on here. I'm just bored with the site and find no entertainment from it anymore. If anyone on here wants to reach me I still have: Myspace.com: http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=24984602 Myyearbook.com: http://www.myyearbook.com/index.php?mysession=cmVnaXN0cmF0aW9uX3Byb2ZpbGU= yahoo IM: satyredge@yahoo.com thanks and hope to hear from, if not all, then some of you

Fantasy Or Reality...part 2
……your eyes show the fire still raging in them as you smile back down at me….your body still tense from the power of the orgasm’s that have rolled through your body. You pull me up to you….and I slowly….teasingly….kiss my way up your body. Gently kissing and nibbling at your tummy…..letting my tongue swirl around…and then inside your belly button. I move slowly upwards…..kissing along your ribcage….feeling your breath rise and fall beneath me as my lips and tongue trace the lines of your ribs…..just visible beneath your tone and supple skin. I pause at your left nipple…….teasing my way around with the tip of my tongue…..flicking back and forth against the taunt nipple….making you jump in delight……before taking your nipple into my mouth……nipping hard (but not TOO hard) to make you gasp and moan. After a moment….I slowly move to the right…..treating the other nipple to the same treatment. You pull me upwards again….with more urgency this time…..and I now hover over you……looking dee

Another Job Interview Tomorrow
have another job interview tomorrow at THE Cash Store, for assistant manager..not sure if im even qualifyed but it said they had on the job training soo if this works out this could be a great job even a career for me! and no more worrys about money for me! soo will see what happends... oh i forgot to write about it but i had a job interview at best buy as i told some of my friends, havent heard back from them yet but whatever....

Grrrr
There is this guy at my work who I hate. . .I hate him with a verosity unmatched in my daily life until now. His very exsistance is irksome to me and If murder weren't a crime he'd probably be dead by now. He is a ignorant sexist piece of human scum. He is rude and disrespectful to me on a daily basis. I was told today that he has a "crush" on me and the very idea makes me want to vomit. He is whiney and juvinille Now maybe this is a little harsh but from the day I met him he's been nothing but unpleasant. Even going so far as to question my qualifications for my job. I HATE HIM GRRRRRR My view on this matter is I will admit uncharitable and I have oft tried to reform myself to a more cordial line of thinking towards him and were it not for the fact that every meeting with him reinforces my original disdain for him I think I could manage it. he is scum and it is my most nourished wish that he would dissapear forever. Even going so far as to cause me to reconsider my current

To Let Go
To let go doesn’t mean to stop caring, it means I can’t do it for someone else. To let go is not to cut myself off, it’s the realization that I don’t control another. To let go is not to enable, but to allow learning from natural consequences. To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands. To let go is not to try to change or blame another, I can only change myself. To let go is not to care for, but to care about. To let go is not to fix, but to be supportive. To let go is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being. To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes, but to allow others to affect their own outcomes. To let go is not to be protective, it is to permit another to face reality. To let go is not to deny but to accept. To let go is not to nag, scold, or argue, but to search out my own shortcomings and to correct them. To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires but to take each day as it comes

Jewish Mother's
MONA LISA'S JEWISH MOTHER: "After all the money your father and I spent on braces, this youcall a smile?" CHRISTOPHER COLUMBUS' JEWISH MOTHER: "I don't care what you've discovered, you didn't call, youdidn't write." MICHELANGELO'S JEWISH MOTHER: "A ceiling you paint? Not good enough for you the walls, like the other children? Do you know how hard it is to get that schmutz offthe ceiling?" NAPOLEON'S JEWISH MOTHER: "You're not hiding your report card? Show me! ; Take your handout of your jacket and show me!" ABRAHAM LINCOLN'S JEWISH MOTHER: "Again with that hat! Why can't you wear a baseball cap likethe other kids?" GEORGE WASHINGTON'S JEWISH MOTHER: "Next time I catch you throwing money across the Potomac, you can kiss your allowance good-bye! THOMAS EDISON'S JEWISH MOTHER: "Okay, so I'm proud that you invented the electric light bulb. Now turn it off already and go to sleep!" P

Thursday
i thinking of days...well...i spending time now just relax cos i have my summer holidays...and do what ever i want.....even thinking of days.... WHAT I THINK??? I THINK THAT: THURSDAY- the most non.existing day of the week. MONDAY- is the day when you feel the world could end and it would,n be so bad. TUESDAY-..well,it used to be the best TV DAY,WHEN I STILL WATCHED TV....HEY!!! HELLO!!! i,m in holidays now,who watc TV anyway then..??? And WEDNESDAY-..we call it "little saturday" or so in finland.it,s the other drinking day of the week...God bless those!! On FRIDAY- it feels like there,s hope again and nothing,s THAT bad,everyone smiles at work and seem really friendly. SATURDAY-.....ummmmmnh,ok,few people remember anything about it ..but still it,s best day. And SUNDAY...SUNDAY....bloody SUNDAY. WELL NOTHING LEFT TO SAY THERE IS HOLE WEEK..(i,m those people who wait their death before they are 50)LOL! Anyway when i woke up this morning i found the world o

Mom's Ex-bf
so, basically my mom and her boyfriend broke up again.. after them being on and off again for 16 years. He's an asshole. She's bipolar.. and every time they get into a fight, he blames it on that and says she needs to go to the hospital. and everything. which is bullshit because he's fucking nuts himself. he supposedly has stomach seizures.. which has never been heard of in medical history like ever. so him and my mom met in the mental hospital. so whats that say about him? hes fucking crazy. he's addicted to his pain medicine and if he doesn't have any, he's trying to buy some off people. maybe he needs to go to the hospital and stay for awhile.. get some help. he's a dick. anyways, they break up and every time they break up.. he calls everyone trying to find her, trying to find out what she's doing, who she's with, and all this.. scared to death that she found someone else. get over it, charlie. she don't want you anymore. you've treated her like shit for long enough and she's tired

I'm Confused
I made my first ever picture for a salute but it was rejected. Can anyone tell me what I did or didn't do right? Please feel free to check out the picture. I have it in the album marked "Salutes". Any feedback would be great because I want to submit another one but I want to get it right because if I don't do it right my account will be closed lol. Thanks!

Lookin For A Sugar Mama
LOOKIN FOR 1 WOMAN AGE 60-85 WHO HAS GOT A LOT OF MONEY AND IS SINGLE SO I CAN RETIRED IF YOU FDIND HER THERE WILL BE A REWARD OF 500.00 FOR GETTING ME A RICH WOMAN I DONT CARE IF SHES UGLY,FAT,AS LONG AS SHE GOT SOME DOUGH THANK YOU PS IF YOUR DONT MONEY DONT WASTE MY TIME I WOULDNT WANT A THING TO DO WITH YOU THANKS THE COWBOY

One Hot Time
One Hot Time My heart is racing the anticipation is building. I can’t wait any longer I have to have you. I’ve waited so long to feel your lips on mine to feel your body pressed against mine to feel as one as our passions rise. With every long, deep stroke you seem to make me want even more than what I thought. How can you make me wait for what I have waited for my entire life. You know I want you. You know I wanna fuck. Have your hard cock inside of me filling every inch pushing harder going farther than anyone has ever gone. Fingering my ass making me scream moaning louder wanting more and more. God how you love teasing me ! Make me cum Make me scream give me everything you’ve promised me. Fuck me harder spank my ass Fuck me baby I’m cumming fast. Fill me with your cum I’ll take it all in. The scratches on your back show just what you’ve done. They show everyone just how good you fuck. Now come back to bed baby I have somet

I Will
Will you take my hand and walk with me? Will you wipe away my tears? Will you let me be your freind in life? Will you be my lover.Will you be my strength when I'am week? Will you sit by my side when I am sick ? Will you make me happy when i am sad? Will you stand by my side when i am poor? Will you love me always? Will you love me with all your heart? Will you love me lke no one else can? Will you take my heart and not hurt me? Will you take my hand and walk with me? I will do that all for you. Just take my hand and walk with me. wrote By Trapped4

Rate This
OK I WAS BORED ONE NIGHT. I STARED RATING THE PIC IN THS . SITE WELL BEING A MAN I RATED THE WOMEN HIGHTER UNLESS.IN SOME CASES THEY WHERE GRAINEE BLACK AND WHITES AND SOO FUCKING FAT NASTY BITCH.. THEN THERE THE BALD FUCK ...WELL LIKE I SAID IAM A GUY SO CROME DOME GOT PUNKED.. I MEAN COME ON IF YOURPOST YOUR PIC ON THS SITE LIKE ME THERE WILL ALWAYS BE PEOPLE RATE YOU LOWER THEN YOU THINK U SHOULD GET.. THEN THIS BALD SHIT HEAD STARTED TO INSULT ME .. HEY MR CLEAN .. MY OWN FAMILY INSULTS ME EVERY DAY SO YOU GOTTA DO BETTER ... FUCKING POEPLE SO I RATED SOME BELOOW A 10 YEA AND ???? DO I KNOW YOU .. NO SO GET OVER IT... NUMB NUTTS SPEAKING OF FAMILY FUCK MY OLD MAN TOO FOR ALWAYS PUTING ME DOWN AND WELL IAM ME ... SO IF RIP YOUR NUDE PIC TO MINE SITE PISS OFF BITCH YOU PUT IN THE WEB FOR US TO SEE .. WHAT IAM NOT GOING TO RIP IT ... IT NOT COPY RIGHTED .... YOU FUCK GOD DAIM CHICKS....WELL THATS IT ..........JOHN

Sow The Seed - See The Harvest
The story is told of two boys who were walking through a field and found some corn seeds scattered across the ground. They each took one of the seeds home and planted it. When the first boy didn't see a tiny sprout after the second day, he dug up the seed to see if it had sprouted. Each day he dug up the seed and replanted it, but the corn would not grow. The seed had germinated; yet the boy had not allowed it to maintain contact with the soil, take root, and obtain nutrients. So, it died. The second boy planted his seed and left it alone. He imagined a tall stalk of corn where he had planted the seed. He waited patiently as rains came and sunshine bathed the ground with warmth. In ten days, a small sprout had broken through the ground, its curled leaves reaching toward the sky. Achieving any desire, whether large or small, begins with a seed sown in the mind. That seed is the vision of its fulfillment. It also requires the commitment to allow the vision to

The 10 Indian Commandments
1 / Remain close to the great spirit 2 / Show great respect for your fellow beings 3 / Give assistance and kindness wherever needed 4 / Be truthfull and honest at all time 5 / Do what you know to be right 6 / Look after the well being of mind and body 7 / Treat the earth and all that dwell thereon with respect 8 / Take full responsibility for your actions 9/ Dedicate a share of your efforts to the greater good 10 / Work together for the benefit of all mankind

Pasta Carbonara
1/4 lb package of mild Italian sausage 1/4 lb prosciutto ham, thinly sliced 1/2 cup minced parsley 3 well beaten eggs 1/2 cup Parmesan cheese 2 tablespoons melted butter 1/2 package thick spaghetti Cook Sausage until almost done. Add prosciutto and parsley until all is cooked. Cook the pasta according to package directions; drain. Add to pasta the butter, eggs, parsley, meats, cheese and pepper. Mix well and serve immediately.

Pork Chops A La Dijon
4 boneless pork chops 1/2 cup dry bread crumbs 3 tablespoons dijon mustard 3 tablespoons lemon juice 1 tablespoon crushed capers Heat oven to 375°F. Trim visible fat from chops. Spray a 13x9 baking pan with non-stick cooking spray and set aside. Place bread crumbs into a shallow dish or pan. In a separate dish, combine mustard, lemon juice, and capers. Dip both sides of the chops into the mustard mixture, then in the bread crumbs. Place coated chops into baking pan and bake at 375°F for 30 to 40 minutes until pork is no longer pink, turning once about half way through. Enjoy!

Imperial Crab
2 lbs. Backfin crabmeat 2 tbsp. lemon juice 2 tbsp. capers 1 tsp. prepared mustard 1/2 tsp. salt 1/2 c. mayonnaise 1/4 c. paprika Remove cartilage from crabmeat and place crabmeat in a large mixing bowl. Add lemon juice, capers, mustard and salt. Mix in mayonnaise, being careful not to break the crabmeat lumps in the process. Pack crabmeat mixture lightly into crab or aluminum shells, (mixture may also be placed in 2 quart shallow baking dish), brush tops with melted butter and sprinkle with a little paprika. Place the imperial crabs on baking sheet and bake at 450 degrees for 10 to 15 minutes, or until mixture is golden brown and thoroughly heated. Serves 5-8.

Lost In You Rod My Man Stewart
Hey baby You've Been On My Mind Tonight I'm So lonely I just had to sit down and write I spent all yesterday Trying to figure out what I'm gonna say A letter from the heart is so hard to start baby How's your mama, how's the wheather How's that son of mine, yeah. Hey baby Been a long time since we made love I'm stone cold, the bed's hard and the work is tough I'm never gonna leave you again This job ain't worth the pain No money in the world ain't worth being away from you Ooh baby I don't sleep without you by my side, listen I'm in love with you woman It's a common known natural fact And I've found what I'm looking for And it's so much more than that I'm lost in you, I'm lost in you I'm lost in you, I'm lost in you Hey baby you don't know what you've done for me I'm so happy as any man can deserve to be I was living in a life of sin God knows what a mess I was in So glad you found me I ain't getting any younger Hey baby I just hope it ain't all

Ufc 73- Stacked!1 Place Your Pics
Here is the fight Card For UFC 73. Place pics in Comment Boxes!! reasons why if you like- any fight!!! Main Event! UFC Middleweight Championship. Nate "The Great" Marquardt vs Anderson "The Spider" Silva(Champ) Pick- Nate Marquardt!!! KO- 3rd round. UFC Lightweight Title Fight. Sean "The Muscle Shark" Sherk(Champ) vs Hermes Franca. Pick- Hermes Franca!! Split Decision. ***Tito "Huntington Beach Bad Boy" Ortiz vs Rashaad Evans. Pick- Tito Ortiz- Unanimous Decision. Alvin "Kid" Robinson vs Kenny "Kenflo" Florian. Pick- Kenny Florian!1 Ref Stoppage. Heath "Texas Crazy horse" Herring vs Antonio "Minotauro" Rodrigo Nogueira. Pick- Heath Herring- TKO. 2nd Round **Undercard Fights** Mike Nickels Vs. Stephan Bonnar! Diego Saraiva Vs. Jorge Gurgel ! Drew Fickett Vs. Chris Lytle! Mark Bocek Vs. Frank Edgar!

Stuffed Bell Peppers With Meat Gravy
8 Bell peppers, lg. for stuffing 3 tbsp. bacon grease 1 lb. ham cubes, chopped in food processor 1 c. Bell pepper, chopped 5 stalks celery, chopped 2 bunches green onions, chopped 1/2 c. elephant garlic, chopped 3 lbs. ground round or tip roast 2 lbs. med. shrimp, cleaned, chopped sm. 10 inch loaf French bread, soaked torn in sm. pieces 1/2 tsp. thyme leaves 1/2 tsp. oregano leaves 1/4 tsp. allspice 1/2 tsp. white pepper 1 tsp. salt 3 tbsp. olive oil 2 cans tomato sauce 1 can Cajun stewed tomatoes 3 cans water Angel hair pasta Parmesan cheese Cut tops of Bell peppers off, clean out inside and wash. In very large pot filled with water, boil the Bell peppers for 20 minutes or until just tender- crisp. Do not over cook or the peppers will split up the sides. Drain peppers and set aside. In large deep saucepan, heat bacon grease. Add ham and cook for 5 minutes. Remove 2 tablespoons of Bell pepper, onion, celery, green pepper, onion, celery, green onions and garlic to

You Might Be A Yankee If
You've never seen a live chicken, and the only cows you've seen are on road trips. You don't have bangs. You would rather vacation at Martha's Vineyard than Six Flags. More than two generations of your family have been kicked out of the same prep school in Connecticut. The last time you smiled was when you prevented someone from getting on an on-ramp to the highway. The farthest south you've ever been is the perfume counter at Neiman Marcus. You would never wear pink or an applique sweatshirt. You don't know what applique is. You don't have doilies, and you certainly don't know how to make one. You've never been to a craft show. You can do your laundry without quarters. You don't think Ted Kennedy has an accent.

What Do You See??.....
The House of 1000 Mirrors Long ago in a small, far away village, there was a place known as the House of 1000 Mirrors. A small, happy little dog learned of this place and decided to visit. When he arrived, he bounced happily up the stairs to the doorway of the house. He looked through the doorway with his ears lifted high and his tail wagging as fast as it could. To his great surprise, he found himself staring at 1000 other happy little dogs with their tails wagging just as fast as his. He smiled a great smile, and was answered with 1000 great smiles just as warm and friendly. As he left the house, he thought to himself, "This is a wonderful place. I will come back and visit it often." In this same village, another little dog, who was not quite as happy as the first one, decided to visit the house. He slowly climbed the stairs and hung his head low as he looked into the door. When he saw the 1000 unfriendly looking dogs staring back at him, he growled at them and was horrified to

Sick Of Shit
some woman got in my face on here because I went off on her friend because they were looking at me. (it was a dude), now normally I dont mind dudes looking at me but I had an incident were some dude wanted to rate my body and privates, and that I dont and wont do. Im a hetrosexual, now this bitch goes off on me because it was one of her friends checking me out. I cant and wont deal with that shit. And she blames me people are after me for shit. She has issues herself

A Song
Her hair is dark, but her smile is bright. I met her for the first time on a winter’s night. She was sad because her heart got broke from a non committal South African bloke. I say hello and my name is Kim, so she thought she’d reply on a silly whim, and everything’s alright. You can count on me when you need a friend to talk to. You can count on me when you need two arms to run to. She taught me things that I never knew about herself and myself too. She let me in to her heart once or twice and then told me that she thought I was pretty nice. A friendship grew and then respect and trust. I made a commitment sprinkled with Angel dust And everything’s alright. You can count on my when you need a friend to talk to. You can count on me when you need two arms to run to. And that’s our story, well ain’t it cool? I befriended that Angel from Liverpool . We shared our love of music and stuff sharing hypothetical kisses and hugs. Writing our thoughts with h

Dave Ellis Grim Looking To Be A Frontman For Country/southern Rock Band
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Dave Ellis Grim Date: Jun 21, 2007 10:12 AM As a result of the developments of the last week, I am now exploring the possibility of joining an existing, working band in the south as its frontman. If you have a band, or know someone that has a band that is working regularly, preferably touring, and needs a lead singer right away, I am interested. Nashville is obviously my first choice, but I will explore options in the following states: Alabama Arkansas Florida Georgia Kentucky Louisiana Mississippi Missouri North Carolina Oklahoma South Carolina Tennessee Texas I am ready to leave now. SERIOUS INQUIRIES ONLY.

Old Spirit
It was a grim and chilly night when something so hideous hatched from night Something so dark was surely from hell I could feel its hunger begin to swell Now before I begin this little tale Allow me a preface before my life begins to fail You see I was just out to gather some wood When I noticed the figure who before me stood His name was really not all that important He was merely a sprit who had layed dormant For centuries he watched from his earthly grave Awaiting the moment that he just may Free himself and fulfill his need His only goal was to simply feed To dine on my fair and tender flesh He said he hungered for something so fresh My mind raced with prayers to above and thoughts of never being with the ones whom I love I quickly began to form a masterful plan To fool the old spirit to not eat this man It was risky this I do admit But life is precious, and my goal is to exist I challenged the ghost to a battle of wits It was something that he could not res

Funny....
Have you noticed how many people make it a point to state that their lounge or profile is to be viewed only by people 18 and over? The site requires that by signing up with CherryTap that you are indeed 18 and older freeing them from any legal responsibility that they may have had. This being said, if the site can't stop it, what makes them think stating it on their lounge will make a damn bit of difference? Thursday humor.

Shadowplay Report
Total People : 73 Bodypart Baseball Report: Ass : 2 Tits 1.5 Frontage 0 Pseudo Masturbations - 2 Hugs 6 -I added hugs today because it was rather cool and surreal to see after the sun rose (when the lghts in the bar go on) the people saying goodbye, swapping numbers and emails, and pretty much smiling. The PMs I added because it was funny to watch girls having fun. Playlists are in production. There will be a July Shadowplay, date TBA. Off to crash, more soon! Here's a cool pic I took that sums up tonight (NSFW): http://a.pcb3.cherrytap.com/07/60/960670/2279456418.jpg

Doro At The Whiskey A Go Go 6/20/07
Thanx to a cool friend I was able to see Doro Pesch!! We went after I got out work, man my feet were killing from standing all day but it was sure worth it!! I saw a few bands before her, Doro started almost at 12am. She came from a side door and walked up on stage, she looked soooo amazing. I'm still on cloud 9, talk about a dream come true because I been a fan since the 80's when she was with Warlock. LOL Lame as it sounds but a few tears ran down from my eyes, this was the happiest night of my life! Doro rocked the fuckin house, with every song she sang she put her heart and soul into it!! I still can't stop smiling, hmm let me see if I can remember the songs but it's not in order!! All We Are, Love Me In Back, Burning The Witches, Hellbound, I Rule The Ruins, Metal Tango, Fur Immer, You're My Family, Warrior Soul, Fight, Earthshaker Rock, True As Steel

Bye
hi just a short messege to say im done on hear im closeing my account and just wanted to say bye to the ones that took the time to get to know me as a person and not just for the cherry points .. like about90% of u that were on my cherry friends list .. anyway goodbye

Fuckin Ileagals
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- This is great!!!! Let's say I break into your house A lady wrote the best letter in the editorials in ages!!! It explains things better than all the baloney you hear on TV. Her point: Recently large demonstrations have taken place across the country protesting the fact that Congress is finally addressing the issue of illegal immigration. Certain people are angry that the US might protect its own borders, might make it harder to sneak into this country and, once here, to stay indefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand the thinking behind these protests. Let's say I break into your house. Let's say that when you discover me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, "I've made all the beds and washed the dishes and did the laundry and swept the floors. I've done all the things you don't like to do. I'm hard-worki

Potato Patties (indian Style)
1 cup mashed potatoes 1/2 cup onion (finely chopped) 1/4 cup coriander (finely chopped) 1/2 cup green peas (boiled) 2 green chillies (finely chopped) few drops of lemon juice salt, red chilly powder, black pepper, to taste 1 cup corn flour Mix all ingredients except the corn flour in a bowl. Make small patties and wrap with the corn flour. Now fry them in oil. Serve hot.

Garcelle Beauvais-nilon Expecting Twins
Garcelle Beauvais-Nilon Expecting Twins WEDNESDAY JUNE 20, 2007 07:05 PM EDT By Elizabeth Leonard Garcelle Beauvais-Nilon is expecting twins with her husband, talent agent Michael Nilon, her rep tells PEOPLE. "We are over the moon and feel very blessed," Beauvais-Nilon says. The twins, due this fall, will join Oliver, the actress's 15-old son from a previous marriage. Beauvais-Nilon, who has appeared in TV's NYPD Blue and The Jamie Foxx Show, will next be seen in the thriller I Know Who Killed Me, starring Lindsay Lohan and Julia Ormond. Her husband is an agent for Creative Artists Agency.

I Love You
When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each sound of your voice, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You."

Thank You Australia
Written by an Australian Dentist....and too good to delete.... To Kill an American You probably missed this in the rush of news, but there was actually a report that someone in Pakistan had published in a newspaper, an offer of a reward to anyone who killed an American, any American. So an Australian dentist wrote an editorial the following day to let everyone know what an American is . So they would know when they found one. (Good one, mate!!!!) "An American is English, or French, or Italian, Irish, German, Spanish, Polish, Russian or Greek. An American may also be Canadian, Mexican, African, Indian, Chinese, Japanese, Korean, Australian, Iranian, Asian, or Arab, or Pakistani or Afghan. An American may also be a Comanche, Cherokee, Osage, Blackfoot, Navaho, Apache, Seminole or one of the many other tribes known as native Americans. An American is Christian, or he could be Jewish, or Buddhist, or Muslim. In fact, there are more Muslims inAmerica than in Afghani

~hot Wax, The Intense Sensation~
Hot Wax, the Intense Sensation Introduction Hot wax is one of the more intense and erotic things that we, as BDSM players, get involved in. However, hot wax can be considered edge play and something that requires training and experience. Hot wax applied improperly is dangerous! Hot wax applied properly and at the right time in a scene is immensely erotic. In the following paragraphs, we will attempt to address not only the ways to apply hot wax to a submissive, but also what tools to use and special safety issues to be considered while doing hot wax play. General Safety Rules As we said in the introduction, hot wax applied improperly is dangerous! Using the wrong melting point wax and/or not checking temperature of the molten wax can result in up to third degree burns, requiring immediate attention by a physician. Obviously, most of us are not interested in a ride naked in an ambulance after having suffered serious burns and having to live through the embarrassment of ex

People Come Into Your Life For A Reason
PEOPLE COME INTO YOUR LIFE FOR A REASON, A SEASON OR A LIFETIME. WHEN YOU KNOW WHICH ONE IT IS, YOU WILL KNOW WHAT TO DO FOR THAT PERSON. WHEN SOMEONE IS IN YOUR LIFE FOR A REASON, IT IS USUALLY TO MEET A NEED YOU HAVE EXPRESSED. THEY HAVE COME TO ASSIST YOU THROUGH A DIFFICULTY, TO PROVIDE YOU WITH THE GUIDANCE AND SUPPORT, TO AID YOU PHYSICALLY, EMOTIONALLY OR SPIRITUALLY. THEY MAY SEEM LIKE A GODSEND AND THEY ARE. THEY ARE THERE FOR THE REASON YOU NEED THEM TO BE. THEN, WITHOUT ANY WRONGDOING ON YOUR PART OR AT AN INCONVENIENT TIME, THIS PERSON WILL SAY OR DO SOMETHING TO BRING THE RELATIONSHIP TO AN END. SOMETIMES THEY DIE. SOMETIMES THEY WALK AWAY. SOMETIMES THEY ACT UP AND FORCE YOU TO TAKE A STAND. WHAT WE MUST REALIZE IS THAT OUR NEED HAS BEEN MET, OUR DESIRE FULFILLED, THEIR WORK IS DONE. THE PRAYER YOU SENT UP HAS BEEN ANSWEREDAND NOW IT IS TIME TO MOVE ON. SOME PEOPLE COME INTO YOUR LIFE FOR A SEASON, BECAUSE YOUR TURN HAS COME TO SHARE, GROW OR LEARN. THEY BRING YOU A

Finding The Old You
Look down deep - deep inside of your mind; an old part of you I know you will find. The part that is hiding and doesn't want to be found; it has hidden too long and won't come around. You know it is there, hiding way down inside the place that you think you have gone in to hide. Let your inner self free; let it run, let it ride. Let it out, let it sing; let it out from inside. It has hidden too long, that old self that is you; because you were hurt, let it out and run through. There is something there that is wonderful indeed; it was once nourished - it came from a seed. That wonderful you that you hide deep inside, let it out, let it run; please don't let it hide. Those who really know you miss the old you, it's true; and for that they are sad. They only want what's best for you. So let yourself out; be happy, be glad. Don't let the past hold you - the one that was bad. Release your old self, the one we once knew; the one we came

Let's See What Silly Sentence U Come Up With (borrowed)
Let's see what silly sentence you come up with..Pass it along to a friend and be sure to leave a comment *winks* enjoy Take the last letter in your first name: A - I fucked B - I have C - I need D - I sucked E - I gave head to F - I got wet n wild with G - I tasted H - I played I - I swallowed down J - I blew K - I got down and dirty with L - I loved M - I hated N - I was desperate for O - I ordered P - I partied with Q - I had quickie with R - I got rowdy with S - I sold T - I turned on U - I gave birth to V - I stripped for W - I milked X - I gave head to Y - I aroused Z - I sold Take the last letter in your last name: A - a hobo B - a male stripper C - a cat D - a pencil E - a naked statue F - a firefighter G - a goat H - a MILF I - a bastard J - a male prostitute K - a clock L - an adult toy M - a Louis Vuitton bag

Alone
Alone ~Tony Martinez I can't see All I feel is pain Trying to climb But I feel like All of Heaven All the Earth All of Hell Rests on my shoulders I can barely lift my arms Or my legs But I continue to climb Continue the fight Look into my eyes Does it look like I'm going to quit? Hell no! I know my angel is out there I will find my angel I will connect with my angel again You hear me Darkness Yeah I hear you laughing in the background You forgot to kill me Now I fight even harder I promised my angel I would never give up I promised myself I would never give up I never will This feeling of being alone will pass I will heal and be stronger than ever I love you My angel

All Men Are Liars
The lies that men tell..lol 1. I Love You 2. I dont have a Girlfriend 3. I have a car, but its in the shop. 4. She kissed me 5. My Grandma died...I have to cancel 6. Da condom didnt break 7. I was at a friends house 8. I wont tell anyone 9. I dont have kids 10. I was working late 11. Your the only one im having sex with 12. I dont live with my parents. 13. Thats my cousin 14. It will only hurt for a minute 15. I will pull out...I promise 16. Its not my kid..It looks nothin like me 17. Baby...I'm Sterile 18. Ill only stick the head in. 19. I have a Job. 20. I was Drunk. 21. I was really High. 22. I thought we broke up. 23. I think I should see other people. 24. Its not you...Its me. 25. I have my own business. 26. My dad owns this club/bar. 27. I came from a wealthly family. 28. Were just "friends" 29. I had a great time tonight...Ill call you! 30. Wanna come over for some coffee? Coffee = Sex 31. Its just a rash. 32. I wo

If Only The Blonds Ruled The World.
THREE GIRLS ALL WORKED IN THE SAME OFFICE WITH THE SAME FEMALE BOSS. EACH DAY, THEY NOTICED THE BOSS LEFT WORK EARLY. ONE DAY THE GIRLS DECIDED THAT, WHEN THE BOSS LEFT, THEY WOULD LEAVE RIGHT BEHIND HER. AFTER ALL, SHE NEVER CALLED OR CAME BACK TO WORK, SO HOW WOULD SHE KNOW THEY WENT HOME EARLY? THE BRUNETTE WAS THRILLED TO BE HOME EARLY. SHE DID A LITTLE GARDENING, SPENT PLAYTIME WITH HER SON, AND WENT TO BED EARLY. THE REDHEAD WAS ELATED TO BE ABLE TO GET IN A QUICK WORKOUT AT THE SPA BEFORE MEETING A DINNER DATE. THE BLONDE WAS HAPPY TO GET HOME EARLY AND SURPRISE HER HUSBAND, BUT WHEN SHE GOT TO HER BEDROOM, SHE HEARD A MUFFLED NOISE FROM INSIDE. SLOWLY AND QUIETLY, SHE CRACKED OPEN THE DOOR AND WAS MORTIFIED TO SEE HER HUSBAND IN BED WITH HER LADY BOSS! GENTLY, SHE CLOSED THE DOOR AND CREPT OUT OF HER HOUSE. THE NEXT DAY, AT THEIR COFFEE BREAK, THE BRUNETTE AND REDHEAD PLANNED TO

Jewish Vampires??????
A little investagation I will not post names this is a private as well as all my interviews just quetions and answers only. This is very intresting and I never knew that of the jewish religion they are very to them selfs and not open as the christians.. I know vampires walk in the catholic church i supose dosent matter what religion you are because. Vampires as I view it is Is not a religion but what you are. Reply: yes its called hermetic alchemy, The alchemist at the top of the illumaniti create (alchemize vampires and other beings. I only knoe this because I have intimate relations with the alchemist of the order of the dragon ( Frather imhotep Or Frather L V V O ( Mark Griggs ( North Carolina

Took A Moment To Think
this very american society this very american society via the web has americanized the way we perceive and believe and read this american society has created an online myth... or is it a myth? in this fantasy? in this reality of art and debauchery in this reality of purchases of homes and sex trading pictures and heirlooms trading our souls, sometimes is it a myth? this american society has made voyeurs of us all why do you think i visit your profile? why do you think i will say the things i say to you? or say on my profile when i certainly would not do it under the discriminating eye of american society.. in reality. you look at me for what you want and i do the same even if we never meet it's a pen pal game until someone stops writing today texting or camming but i want to be where you are in that fantasy we are sharing this american society has made fantasy a reality reality a fantasy how many people have met their soulmates or victims here

Band Of Brothers
I JUST WANT TO TAKE A MOMENT TO THANK ALL THE MEMBERS AND NOW FRIENDS FOR ALL YOUR LOVE AND SUPPORT.IT REALLY IS OVERWHELMING AND I'LL BE SURE TO GET AROUND TO EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU TO THANK YOU PERSONALLY. HAVE A WONDERFUL EVENING AND LOOKING FORWARD TO MEETING YOU ALL.

Proof Required
MARK YOUR CALENDAR FOR NEXT SATURDAY As you may already know, it is a sin for a Muslim male to see any woman other than his wife naked, and that he must commit suicide if he does. So next Saturday, at 4 PM. Eastern Time, all American women are asked to walk out of their house completely naked to help weed out any neighborhood terrorists. Circling your block for one hour is recommended for this anti-terrorist effort. All men are to position themselves in lawn chairs in front of their house to prove they are not Muslims, and to demonstrate they think it is okay to see nude women other than their wife and to show support for all American women. Since Islam also does not approve of alcohol, a cold 6-pack at your side is further proof of your anti-Muslim sentiment. The American government appreciates your efforts to root out terrorists and applauds your participation in this anti-terrorist activity! God bless America .

To Start Over
i sit here and wonder if i am ready ready to start all over again my life has flown by me and i dont even know where it went i have dealt with the best and the worst i realize the wrongs i have made but i also see the rights my days are blanked out and my nights i just lay and cry i try to express how i feel but the words just aint there i sit here and think if only i disappeared or maybe just go silent i know that i have hurt many people and wish i could take it all back i dont know what to do anymore hell i dont even have the words to speak my mind is a total mess as i try to start again but its hard to see the future when all i can see is my past alot of you wont understand and a few of you will so as i try to sit and start again i pray that i will find the truth in the end

Tomorrow Is Not Promised
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, they serve some sort of purpose; teach you a lesson, or help figure out who you are, and who you want to become. You never know who these people may be: your neighbor, child, long lost friend, or even a stranger who, when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment that they will affect your life, in some profound way. And sometimes things happen to you, and at the time they seem painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize, that without overcoming those obstacles, you would have never realized your potential strength, or your hearts desire. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good or bad luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, as well as experiencing sheer stupidity; all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whether they be events, illnesses or relationships, life would be li

Ok, Ok, Final Note On This....
My plans have changed and I WILL be returning to CT on September 1st.Need some time away from here and have some personal stuff that's gotta get taken care of..............But I will be back!Thanks to all of you that have asked me to stay and consider time away and coming back, nice to know I have alot of people that care! To those who don't like me for whatever reason and was counting the days til I was gone, well tell you what???? SOOOOOOOOO Sorry! Love Ya! Muaaahhhhh

6/24/07
You thought you could change someone by being patient and kind. The truth is, you changed yourself -- and now you see that lingering with this situation is really a waste of your time. Good for you -- now move on. Yep...I suppose this is very true on today except one part...why change anyone? No one should try to change anyone. Yes, I've done quite a bit of changing over the past couple of months. If people don't like it, and I know some don't, I really do not care. Like it or lump it...don't care either way!

Love At Middle Age
once I thought that love making was for teenagers and boy was I wrong!! Now that I have finally grown up and met a real man , wow , love making is a wonderful thing. Patience and honest true feelings are what it takes to make sex a fabulous experience!!! Ain't love great and for those of you that are like I used to be , I only hope and wish for you all the joy and utter delight I HAVE FOUND!! Chrissy is a Happy Camper!!

Friends
To all my cherry tap friends... I just wanted to say I love all my friends on cherry tap and to say I am sorry for not being able to send comments every day like I use to but I have had alot going on in my life right now (going to be grandma) my 16 year old got impregnated and I have just been real busy with all that is going on....But I have not forgotten my friends....I LOVE YOU ALL

Pathetic Men On Here
U know people come to this site or well the Internet even for various different reasons. Some looking for love ,some looking for friends some even just use it as an escape from the day to day stresses just to get away. Then U have these pathetic older men who are alone never ben married and have no children just have them self's and there self's only to worry about. I have decided after some recent events that just took place I am so done with even as much as a convo with week minded men who do nothing but feel sorry for them self's, and cant figure out why they are alone. Look guys it doesn't take a rocket scientist to figure it out! It must be nice to only have yourself,and I do mean yourself only to worry about! So if U R needy and week and well plain PATHETIC keep on browsing cuz im done, done with it! Grow some balls and B a man . A woman doesn't need another child to take of she needs a man!

French Oven Stew
2 1/2 lbs. lean beef, cubed 8 sm. whole baby onions 3 ribs celery, 2 inch pieces 3 med. carrots, 2 inch pieces 8 sm. red potatoes, unpeeled, sliced in thirds 1 tbsp. sugar 1 tsp. basil 1/3 c. tapioca 2 (10 oz.) cans Snappy Tom Salt and pepper to taste Combine all ingredients except potatoes in 2 1/2 quart covered casserole. Bake at 325 degrees for 3 1/2 hours, adding potatoes the last hour. Stir occasionally. Serve 6. May also cook in crock pot all day on low. Serve with corn bread sticks.

What Song Should You Strip To?
Your Stripper Song Is Closer by Nine Inch Nails "You let me violate you, you let me desecrate you You let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you Help me I broke apart my insides, help me I?ve got no Soul to tell" When you dance, it's a little scary - and a lot sexy. What Song Should You Strip To?

Crushes
To have a crush is to like someone is the want to know someone is the desire to be with someone feels kinda silly feels nice at the same time i have a crush he has a crush is it the same you would never know thats what a crush is people dont tell who they are crushing on why is it such a secret why are you with one if you crush on another why are you single if you have a crush why not tell the person why hide cause you could never know crushes are sweet crushes are inasent crushes are a passion to be crushes are cute but what if what if you wanna know what if you crush on the same that crushes on you how do you know destiny hopefully sets in and brings you together if you crushing why not tell specially if you both are single but then again its the fear fear of the unknown!

To A Friend
I ask but one thing of you, only one, That always you will be my dream of you; That never shall I wake to find untrue All this I have believed and rested on, Forever vanished, like a vision gone Out into the night. Alas, how few There are who strike in us a chord we knew Existed, but so seldom heard its tone We tremble at the half-forgotten sound. The world is full of rude awakenings And heaven-born castles shattered to the ground,Yet still our human longing vainly clings To a belief in beauty through all wrongs. O stay your hand, and leave my heart its songs!

Wow
Wow this morning was a shocker! I woke up as normal,fixed my kids breakfast,did a little house work.Started watching The young and the Restless and started thinking to myself,wow my period is a little late.So i had a spare test in my dresser,decided to take it and Well Im having a baby!! It is positive as positive can be.I will keep you all updated and posted with news.Im a little overwhelmed and terrified at the same time.I know this news will upset some people and others i know will be completly happy for me.Which everything happens for a reason.