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My Oath To You
MY OATH TO YOU When you are sad........... I'll dry your tears. When you are scared...... I'll comfort your fears. When you are worried...... I'll give you hope. When you are confused....I'll help you cope. When you are lost......And can't see the light. I'll be your beacon......Shining ever so bright. This is my oath................I pledge till the end. Why you may ask?...... Because you're my friend.

Nieve
na·ive or na·ïve (ni-ev', nä-) 1. Lacking worldly experience and understanding 2. Showing or characterized by a lack of sophistication and critical judgment One who is artless, credulous, or uncritical. ~Guess that explains alot.....

Kisses
Kisses are the stairway to the heaven of love For the more you kiss, more closer you will be To the eternal paradise of this garden called love For kisses are the gifts of gods to the true lovers Who loves much and engraves each other’s name In the cordial position of their respective hearts So when their two lips cluster, their heart melts Like the candle that burns itself to death, to give Light to the others, their heart melts and gives Radiance to the soul and all of their bodily bones For kisses are as vital as the blood, that runs inside Our veins, intended for the endurance of our fate In this poisoned and derelict scorched adores land For kisses are the shadows of love in this Earth And they are the wings of an angel, that soars in the Open cherubic sky, remote from this land of strife To the place, what they call “ Heaven”, where only Love sings and love dances from dusk till dawn And that place is no other than, the lover’s heart For love

This Would Be A Suicide Note But...
.. the fact some one else is going to do it and I don't want to die, it doesn't qualify... Anyways here's the story....... Tonight went out with my friend to one of the bars for an event we're hosting. Talked to the owner got things organized, very awesome, looking forward to this greatly. We decide to have a couple beers and take off. 5 beers and 4 shots later my friend and I are taking bets, we're getting ready to roll out. I'm at a grand total of having to dress like a prostitute while hanging out side of his shop holdin ga 20% off sign, wear a diaper, eat some of this insanely hot horse radish shit that's nearly impossible, sing karioke, eat a maggot burrito and last but not least... I have to get in the ring with his business partner.. Which wouldn't be so bad normally, if he wasn't 6 foot 7 inches, muscular as fuck, owned his own gym and to make things better, a professional fighter that travels the country... Jesus christ I'm fucked... So I guess the nights

Crush
These two people are mine and michaels crush!They are great to talk to and wonderful friends.Stop by there page and you will see. My crush drock drock@ CherryTAP Michaels crush Alexx AleXXX *One In A Million* Da Crime Scenes Bartender & Pothead ¢¾ Haviks CT Fiance@ CherryTAP

Poem For Her.
I miss you my friend ..you are so dear. Even though you are not near. I carry you within my heart. And i know that we will never part. You're special to me ..that much is true. Without you, I wouldnt know what to do. I depend on you and you on me. No truer friends could there ever be. I wish we were together ..that would be such fun. We would talk for hours and never be done. One day we will meet ...It has to be so. I would go anywhere for you ..no matter were i had to go. You're more than my friend...you're my lil sis too. And I know this much ....I will always love you.

My Angel
My Angel An Angel came into my life today This is what she had to say I heard you when you began to pray So take a long long look to see That is when you may truely believe With your tender love to concieve Casts your glow into the night Let your love shine with its light Making everything seems so right On this beautiful moonlight night The flames of hope shining so bright For the light, that light Words drenched and pages soaked from tears My thoughts lost in search throughout the years For whom which was born to recieve my cares Love waits within the yearning fire As the soul pursues the prey of its desire Each needs a light for all to admire To be the light dancing in someone else's eyes Love comes but O' the tears we cry How each heart hurts when the other's light dies

Come Help Out A Friend Of Mine....please
He Needs Some Loven's,,,, so why not drop by his page,,, check out his stash an give em some sweet sweet cherry love..... http://www.cherrytap.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=672261&bl=1

It Really Is Amazing.
The way certain peoples minds and body work to create so many amazing ideas and pieces. I was so amazed this morning watching this video and then going on the site and finding out more about the artist. I'm sure there are more people that create things like him but I was really inspired. But this is my Favorite: As of April 30th 2005 Up close its the name of all the people that died in the war. Its deep.

"whiskey Lullaby" Brad Paisley
"Whiskey Lullaby" (feat. Alison Krauss) She put him out like the burnin' end of a midnight cigarette She broke his heart he spent his whole life tryin' to forget We watched him drink his pain away a little at a time But he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind Until the night [1st Chorus] He put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger And finally drank away her memory Life is short but this time it was bigger Than the strength he had to get up off his knees We found him with his face down in the pillow With a note that said I'll love her till I die And when we buried him beneath the willow The angels sang a whiskey lullaby (Sing lullaby) The rumors flew but nobody knew how much she blamed herself For years and years she tried to hide the whiskey on her breath She finally drank her pain away a little at a time But she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind Until the night [2nd Chorus] She put that bottle to her head a

Ashes To Ashes
Until a few years ago, I had no idea was Ash Wednesday or Lent was in regard to the Christian church. Even now, it seems a little otherworldly to me. Of course, there are those in my audience today who would say that's the point -- it's a time of reflection on Jesus' departure from heaven and the presence of God His Father, His earthly life, His death on the cross, and His resurrection. God could hardly relate to we mortal men and women as God Almighty, so He sent Jesus to be the bridge for us and relate to us. Jesus got hungry, Jesus slept, Jesus got tempted, He was prey to everything that we are; through Him God was prey to everything we are. But He won out. From a psychological standpoint, because Jesus was tempted even as we are, we can have the strength through prayer to overcome any temptation to stray from God's will for our lives. And make no mistake, even those of us who think that life has no purpose actually DO have a purpose, a reason, a burning desire to leave the

¢¾ April = Hot
¢¾ JANUARY = SHYNESS Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your rep

510 - 2761
------------------------------- First number, put what you are 1- single 2- taken 3- single and what ever happens, happens 4- single and confused 5- taken and absolutely happy 6- single but like someone 7- taken and confused 8- want and miss someone 9- have a crush and hoping he/she knows it. 0- just dating around ------------------- 2nd number, put your current Mood 1- Happy 2- Sad 3- Confused 4- Just fine 5- Nervous 6- Cheerful 7- Sleepy 8- Angry 9- Pissed off 0- HYPERR!! ---------------------- 3rd number is The color of your shirt 1- Black 2- Pink 3- Red 4- Orange 5- Blue 6- Green 7- Yellow 8- White/Gray/brown 9- Purple 0- More then 1 Color ------------------------- 4th Number is the month you were born in 1- Jan. or Feb. 2- April 3- March 4- May 5- Jun. or Jul 6- Aug. 7- Sep. 8- Oct. 9- Nov. 0- Dec. --------------- 5th Number is your Favorite Color 1- Black 2- White 3- Pink 4- Blue 5- Green 6- Orange 7- Purple 8- Yellow 9- R

22 Ways To Make A Girl Smile
1 . Tell her she is beautiful (not fine, or sexy) 2 . Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second. 3 . Kiss her on the forehead. 4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to. 5 . When she is upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you. 6 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most. 7 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with. 8 . Write her notes. (she loves them) 9 . Introduce her to family and friends . . . as your girlfriend. 10 . Play with her hair. 11 . Pick her up, tickle her, and play-wrestle with her. 12 . Sit in the park and just talk to her. 13 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, or just tell her jokes. 14 . Let her fall asleep in your arms. 15 . If she's mad at you, kiss her. 16 . Give her piggyback rides. 17 . Bring her flowers 18 . Treat her the same around your friends as you do when your alone. 19 . Look her in the eyes and smile. 20 . Let h

Aries
Once you have opened this, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then forward in a new email with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. This is real. Try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. ..:VIRGO:. The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. ..:SCORPIO:. The sex addict Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser

Broken
My heart is broke like glass shattering to the floor. I fall to my knees gasping for air, but no air to breathe. The room spins around and around. My heart is broken into a million pieces,luaghter of people all around. lights flashing no sight to see, tears of sadnes My heaert breaks once more.......................

I'm 33% Virgin
Here's the deal...Start with 100% and minus 1% for everything that you've done. Then repost as your _83_% virgin. 1. Smoked. 2. Drank alcohol. 3. Cried when someone died. 4. Been drunk. 5. Had sex. 6. Been to a concert. 7. Given a handjob/gotten a handjob. 8. Given a blowjob/gotten a blowjob. 9. been verbally or sexually harrased. 10. Verbally/sexually harassed somebody. 11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up. 12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose. 13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before. 14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend. 15. Been to homecoming. 16. Cried at school. 17. Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store. 18. Went streaking. 19. Given or received a lap dance 20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room. 21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over. 22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house. 23. Kissed a stranger. 24. Hugged a stranger 25. Went scuba diving. 26. Driven a car. 27. Gotten an x-ray.

Gotta Luv This Song
Everything you own in the box to the left In the closet, thats my stuff Yes, if I bought it, then please don't touch (don't touch) And keep talking that mess, thats fine Could you walk and talk, at the same time? And its my name thats on that jag So go move your bags, let me call you a cab Standing in the front yard, telling me How I'm such a fool, talking 'bout How I'll never ever find a man like you You got me twisted You must not know 'bout me You must not know 'bout me I could have another you in a minute Matter fact, he'll be here in a minute (baby) You must not know 'bout me You must not know 'bout me I can have another you by tomorrow So don't you ever for a second get to thinkin' You're irreplaceable So go ahead and get gone Call up that chick, and see if shes home Oops I bet you thought, that I didn't know What did you think I was putting you out for? Because you was untrue Rolling her around in the car that I bought you Baby, drop them key

Here Come Da Judge
When I went before a Judge over the Redneck Exorcism I had hoped to get an easy one. Not!!! I got my ole foe, Judge Coton Corndigger. We ain't liked each other since he caught me shagging his wife to be back in high school. He was none too happy about it but he could not whip my ass and he wasn't a judge then. He was going to law school to be a lawyer. He forgave his cheating girlfriend and eventually married her. But he still held a grudge towards me. The Judge wasted no time in sentencing me to time inside Hotel Nuts. I spent about two weeks inside thar. My pappy is a powerful, wealthy, man. He used his political connections to get the Governor to send me to Hillywood under sort of house arrest. The Governor signed the agreement provided a security fence was put in. Pappy had that done in a week.

The Kookster...ex-porn Stud.
I have plenty of time to write blogs. I have a computer in my office. I am a celebrity. Fer 15 years I was a porn star in Hollywood. Made over 500 low budget porn flicks. My family flipped out when they found out about my porn career. They thought I was in California writing scripts fer TV sitcoms. Yea, I didn't tell them the truth. They can't handle the truth. They did not handle it well. The family bought the rights to my porn flicks and burned all the master tapes. All that humping went up in flames. Course, I reckon many people bought the dirty movies and still have them somewhere. But I do not have any. I made the porn flicks under another name. But when pappy found out he had me brought back here. Under the family's watchful eyes. Willy and me went around to the local clubs playing and singing classic rock. Then I performed the Redneck Exorcism on an evil boss. He owned a strip club we played in and was being mean to the strippers and everyone. That's when I kicked his ass. The

Jouster's Home Of The Dgg Family.
There's a place where Dj's are spinning And people are down to earth and relaxing Trying to keep the drama down And the making sure that no one has a frown Just kicking back having a good time Which we all know is somthing that is tottaly a crime There's are hott ass women and Damn sexy guy's We're dancing singing and having a ball every day So if ya wanna come and play All ya haft to do is follow the Link http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=5018

About Time
A week after the storm and they finally just went down the street going by the side of my house to try and clear it. Didn't get too much of the ice off. The temps are warming it though. The street in front is still just cleared enough for one lane. Anything they did not get to the first day was solid ice and impossible to clear. People are having fits because the cities and towns are fining them for not having sidewalks cleared, but the streets in many cases still aren't cleared. Isn't it fun?

I'm So Happy
I just got off the phone with my friend Jessy and he just told me that my two best guy friends(who are over in Iraq) are comming home soon because their tour of Iraq is comming to an end. I've missed them so much and I know I'm going to end up being the Hostess so I better start getting ideas and planning for the welcome home party LOL so wish me luck I'll need it.

Horny Horny Horny
No matter how many times I got laid today, I am still horny as all hell. It's one of those never ending horny days. I love it dont get me wrong, but I'm all out of cum lol ANYWHO. Im off for bedtime now. Night Night all.

More Music
Dying In Your Arms I'm wearing thin wearing out becoming weak Holding hands with this rope she's my self-destructive Bleeding disease the things that makes it hard to breathe But if I shoved you far away This addict just starved again asphyxiated [Chorus] And now I see it's you that's tearing me ensnaring me This is me dying in your arms I cut you out now set me free Lynched high above what used to be In her gallows built for me So I escaped cut this noose around my Neck I break free to see the things you blinded me And I shoved you far away Now I live the life I dreamed of You're dead to me [Chorus x2] You poisoned my life So I take this knife And I cut you out Cut you out [Chorus x2]

More More Music
My Curse I watched you walk away Hopeless, with nothing to say I screen my eyes Hoping to see you again This is my curse (the longing) This is my curse (to) This is my curse (the yearning) This is my curse There is love burning to find you Will you wait for me? Will you be here? Your silence haunts me But I still hunger for you This is my curse (the wanting) This is my curse (to) This is my curse (the needing) There is love burning to find you Will you wait for me? Still I want And I still I ache But still I wait To see you again Dying, inside, these walls (2x) Can I see your face in these tears? In these tears And I see your face... There is love [8x]

Kids At The Hospital
Two little kids are in a hospital, lying on stretchers next to each other outside an operating room. The first kid leans over and asks, “What are you in here for?” The second kid says, “I’m in here to get my tonsils out, and I’m a little nervous.” The first kid says, “You’ve got nothing to worry about. I had that done when I was four. They put you to sleep, and when you wake up, they give you lots of Jell-O and ice cream. It’s a breeze.” The second kid then asks, “What are you here for?” “A circumcision,” the first kid answers. “Whoa!” the second kid says. “Good luck, buddy. I had that done when I was born. I couldn’t walk for a year.”

Help My Friend Win This Contest Please
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Going Offline Update
It Now Looks like it will be in the next few days. So if I dont get chance to chat with any in my friends, fans, or family list I wish you all well. I hope it want be too long In gone but I dont honestly know. It maybe a while. And thanks for being my friends

The Search
We all are in search of something ,whether it be a thing ,a place or an idea. This is a quest so what is my quest ? Good question i don't think i really know but i do know there is something more in life that i want . I mean i have a great wife , wonderful children and a very good job . I'm not rich and don't think that would make me happy anyway because i don't really need anything i can't go get when i want it so what is my quest ? could it be as simple as a new friend or could it be dificult as a new life , maybe it's just to be happy or to have someone tell me they have a crush on me , i'm not sure all would be nice and yet there not what i think i need . I just know that something is out there waiting for me to find it or them and untill i do thats my quest .

One Single
This is fairly sad stuff so thats my warning! The few things I regret in life are things like not being more social when I was in school, not finding my soulmate, not finding my career yet, and not being closer with my family. The later comes into effect today cause my grandma had a hysterectomy. I think that has to do with the uterus. She is in the hospital and dad and I are going in the morning to see her. She is still unconscious. I don't know how successful it all went cause you never know. She was in real estate for a while since her husband died. I didn't know him very well since he died when I was around 8. That was one of the first things i remember as a kid was going to his funeral. Seeing everyone not say a word. Its was kind of eerie cause when you are at a eulogy you tend to speak about him but they never did. I understand why to some extent. Its hard losing a love one but when that loved one is kinda hurtful and causes a lot of history that I will ne

Looking For Lost Friends...
Looking for.. ...lost friends :( Everyday the thoughts of my closest friend when I was growing up has haunted my thoughts and occupied my mind.. I want to find him and resume our friendship. We lost contact when he went overseas in 2000-1 and I am so afraid that something happened to him over there and that he is never coming back. I am sure he has no idea just how much he influenced me and the impact he has had. He was the truest friend that I have had the pleasure of having, and it feels that I have a hole in my inner self that can not be filled until I know what has happened to him (good or bad) and hopefully get back in contact with him. If anyone has any ideas that could help me find him, I will be forever grateful and in your debt. His name is Joshua Chambers, he will be 25 on August 5th. He has a twin brother Jeremy and an older brother Jonathon. He lived in Cedar Rapids with his mother and brothers and visited his dad often (whose name was larry.) I think he went to Washing

What I Want
~The man who calls for no reason other than to just say hi. ~The man whose smile who makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. ~The man who makes me smile just at the slightest thought of him. ~The man who makes me feel safe even if I am not in his arms. ~The man whose eyes I can stare into for hours and not worry about his seeing my soul. ~The man whose eyes I can stare into and know that he has a pure and honest soul. ~The man who would never hurt me or leave me for someone else who would give him everything sooner than I would. ~The man who would love me who I am and not what I can do. ~The man who would think that I am the most beautiful woman in his world even when I am in sweats. ~The man who gives me a hug and kiss and tells me everything is all right even when I feel the world is against me. ~The man who would show me off to everyone including his friends even though they may not approve. ~The man who above all else would make me feel that

~~this Will Bring Tears To Your Eyes~~
Subject: These will bring tears to your eyes! These are from a book called Disorder in the American Courts, and are things people actually said in court, word for word, taken down and now published by court reporters who had the 'torment of staying calm' while these exchanges were actually taking place. It's worth reading to the end! Those of you who have worked with attorneys will find this very easy to understand. Others will find it easier. ATTORNEY: Are you sexually active? WITNESS: No, I just lie there. _______________________________ ATTORNEY: What is your date of birth? WITNESS: July 18Th. ATTORNEY: What year? WITNESS: Every year. _____________________________________ ATTORNEY: What gear were you in at the moment of the impact? WITNESS: Gucci sweats and Reebok's. ______________________________________ ATTORNEY: This myasthenia gravis, does it affect your memory at all? WITNESS: Yes. ATTORNEY: And in what ways

I Once Knew..
How to find myself Which way I was going To where it was from Finding out where i was in a small relationship than finding out that I nothing at all I once thought love was pure full of enjoyment and lacking in pain I once found out that pain and love were one in the same Not just different in words and meaning but more different in the dwell I was feeling I know who I love cause I wouldn't be missing you Even though I cry With the other guys talking to you I once knew a guy quite similar to eye Once happy with a hug Now just happy with a wink and a hi ~~Timmy~~

Photo Galleries
I re-did my guitar pick albums tonight so it's easier to see if your favorite bands are represented. If you don't see your favorite bands, let me know and if I have guitar picks from them, I will post them for you. I lost a couple of albums while doing this so I will probably be re-posting my stage passes. It sucks because I had over 100 photos there but I want that to be a part of my albums because that is who I am. I won't be re-posting them tonight but will do it sometime next week.

Blue
Today I told my friend I loved him, With a child like smile on my face, I long and dream for us to be one, Where we are in our happy place, He brings a ray of light to my life, That makes me feel so whole, I wonder does he feel the same, My friend, I never want you to go, You are like a breath of fresh air mi amore, When the sun will always shine, To have you is to cherish you, One day papi, you will be mine, I want to be your everything, What you wake up to everyday, I want to hold you and to let you know, That my heart will always stay, Looking back on all the memory’s, With the laughter, tears and joy, You will always have my heart mi amore, You will always be my boy, To see you smile lord help me please, I feel like a child again, With renewed feelings of wonder and hope, Where there is no longer any pain, You are my angel, sent from above, I would be so lost without you, I need you in my life mi amore, You truly make my skies all blue, Wri

For My Daddy
I call your name, But you don't answer. I reach for you, But your not there. I cry in my pillow, But it's not the same. I wish for your arms to hold me tight. I yern for your voice to wish me good-night. A touch or a hug to console me when I'm feeling low. A smile or a cheer when I'm happy also. Just the sight of you would make it all better. You've been gone for a while, though I can't change that. But one thing I crave, is to just have you back. If you were here now, there's one thing I'd say. Just 3 little words, it's so easy to do. Daddy....I Love You!

A Distant Love Affair
my heart burns for you, so far away and always in my thoughts as i go back to that day... that day when my world imploded... but you were gone the moment it happened. i was surrounded by a crowd but it was so empty in that room without you to hold. i remember looking into your eyes for a simple moment... that will stay with me always. my love for you is such a passion that no one will ever know but me. oh, i can talk about you, sure... but the way our hearts connected that day will be a secret to everyone but you and i. a love affair i'll never reveal... it's the one only a mother and son could share.

Lover Gone By Morning
~One of my favorites :)~ The pain was supposed to fade When you left me behind. All you wanted was to get laid. So you and fate became unkind. If only you had told me All would have been fine But you screwed me over And left me by morning Found a new lover And left without warning. How was I supposed to know? That all you wanted was a fuck and blow? And then you told me lies. Made promises that you would not, Could not keep. I see it in your eyes. You never meant a word Not a single word you said. I convinced myself That it was all in my head Voices I heard, inside my head And none of them yours. You slammed your door In my face Told me to get out of your place To give you some space The words you said That you wished me dead Never to bother you Never to see you Not ever again. You broke my beating heart Called me a whore, Called me a tart, You broke me Into tiny pieces of a tiny woman eft me here in pieces Left me to die But I didnt I wou

Texas Hold 'em, And Other Ways To Make Boys Cry
Ok so like it's no big secret that I am addicted to online poker. I only play for play money though. But ya know, if I ever get a chance to enter a real live tournie I am SO doing it! I just won a rather large online tournie. Padded my fake bank account rather nicely. I had fun... ..but what a bunch of whine ass babies! GOD! I dunno, maybe it's my witty (well at least I find them witty) on table remarks to people who are playing like jerkoffs. For instance I said to one guy who was being a dick "Hey Dickhead (not really his name!) can I ask you something?" Dickhead says, "sure" So I ask him, "Do you live in a box?" and he says "No, why?" ...."Because you sure are a tool!" or "Hey dickhead, I would ask for a refund on that 'how to win at poker' book you bought" I know they're not all that funny but it's just enough to annoy them and tilt their game. =D Works like a friggin' charm! ....maybe it's my poker name. "A-GirlBeatU". It never fails, some asshat always says, "A girl w

Ghosts Of The Past Come Back
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070225/ap_on_re_us/sharpton_thurmond Report: Family ties Sharpton to Thurmond Sun Feb 25, 7:37 AM ET NEW YORK - Geneaologists have found that civil rights activist the Rev. Al Sharpton is a descendent of a slave owned by relatives of the late Sen. Strom Thurmond, a newspaper reported Sunday. The Daily News said professional genealogists, working at the newspaper's behest, recently uncovered the ancestral ties between one of the nation's best known black leaders and a man who was once a prominent defender of segregation. "I have always wondered what was the background of my family," the newspaper quoted Sharpton as saying. "But nothing — nothing — could prepare me for this." "It's chilling. It's amazing." Sharpton's office said Sunday morning that he would not comment until a news conference planned for later in the day. Some of Thurmond's relatives said the connection also came as a surprise to them. A niece, Ellen Sent

On The Sketchin Block
tattoo designs are open but limited. and they AREN'T free, as some may believe. depending on the complexity they range anywhere from 10-60 dollars. and the space IS limited as i don't have much time for tattoo designs when i'm also accepting commissions and drawing for myself. commissions are also open but limited, and are 20 dollars flat. that includes shipping if needed. and they'd be in color. once again, these are LIMITED. and as is the subject matter. i can't draw certain things so if not, meh, sorry but as much as i'd like to draw for you, if i can't draw it, don't expect it. on the sketching block i have the following tattoo designs - snakes in a mobius pattern for darrell - - commissions - dragon girl for cindy - - anyone else by all means i'd gladly take your money in exchange for art XD ((haha my way of shamelessly promoting myself in way of monetary gain LoL))

My Neighbor!!
It was a hot and miserable day out side and i was sun tanning.. I seen the neighbor guy out side across the road mowing his grass. Wow!! Hes so damn hot i was thinking to myself. I was watching him walk back and forth while mowing the gress w/ all the sweat dripping of his sexy body.. He takes his shirt off to whip his head and wow his chest is so sexy.. I couldnt take my eyes off of him.. So i was tanning laying there in my thongs only on my tummy while i was watching him mow the grass and i find my self playin w/ my soft wet pussy...mmmmmm im so wet and my fingers are in so deep.. starting w/ just one finger and then another i moan even more..mmm I was moanin so loud of enjoyment that when my neighbor stopped the mower to get a drink he heard me.. He walked in got a drink and headed my way.. And of course i didnt know this... I was playin and all of a sudden i noticed that my sun was being blocked and as i looked up there he was watchin me play w/ my pussy... He brought me over a dri

Les Bon Temps!!!
The dance last night was a blast! The St. John's River Band was awesome as always. Sis and I debuted our convention costumes (yes, we made them...I sew, Sis is pin-bitch lol) for the occasion since Anime Attic (our business) was helping out with the festivities. People really loved the costumes! We had quite a few people ask to take their picture with us and the kids responded really well to the outfits which is great because we will need to draw them in at conventions to sell our stuff, lol.. I would have been really upset if we had scared them. We handed out beads, mingled with the crowd, and judged the dance contests! Originally we were supposed to sell raffle tickets during the dance for the Creative Center (they are the ones who put the whole Mardi Gras festival on every year around here), but they decided not to go that route and just have us hand out beads etc. Hey, that's alright by me. After the dance we (Sis, Bro-in-law, Me and Hubby) Went to Mimi's Cafe for some dinner. Bon

Weekend
Quiet weekend since David was not here. Friday nigth Satmorning I felt sick so kinda laid around doing nothing. Cleaned the house Sat afternoon and went to bed early. Sunday.. church and then home before the snow got too bad. Of course the storm was a flop..lol. Guess I will do some work tonight. Exciting life huh? Feeling like everything I do or say is wrong lately. So I have been leaving and going off to think without saying bye. Sorry if I was rude to anyone. I need a nice long vacation.

Think About It
What you speak and think about, you bring about! Your words, your dreams, and your thoughts have power to create conditions in your life. What you speak about, you can bring about. If you keep saying you can't stand your job, you might lose your job. If you keep saying you can't stand your body,your body can become sick. If you keep saying you can't stand your car, your car could be stolen or just stop operating. If you keep saying you're broke, guess what? You'll always be broke. If you keep saying you can't trust a man or trust a woman, you will always find someone in your life to hurt and betray you. If you keep saying you can't find a job, you will remain unemployed. If you keep saying you can't find someone to love you or believe in you, your very thought will attract more experiences to confirm your beliefs. If you keep talking about a divorce or break up in a relationship, then you might end up with it. Turn your thoughts and conversations around to be more po

Speed Bumps
As we hike a mountain path over rocky terrain, the physical work strengthens our body. In life we travel over some steep and rough terrain and these I refer to as speed bumps. These speed bumps will also strengthen us in a variety of ways. When we support one another in life, the storms and speed bumps are easier to maneuver and our successes become even greater than we could have imagined! May our caring for one another, whether friend or stranger, help others to find a port in the storms of life while at the same time may this building of our own character be as natural as breathing. Let your light shine

My Daily Prayer
My Daily Prayer 'Oh Lord' Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change. The courage to change the things I cannot accept, And the wisdom to hide the bodies of those People I had to kill today that pissed me off !! AMEN

If I Was Asked To Make You A Morph Please Read!!
ok i have noticed the folder i was putting your morphs in was located in a private folder. how i did that im not sure but if you could not get your morph they are now in the fold called "made for other you should have no problem getting them now. and those of you that have yours already how did you get them some just rated one i had in there and im not sure how or why it was letting select people in. but anywho problem solved have a good day if you need anything eles hit me up

Look To The 366 Friends On My List.....lol
I have been sending out comments for the past 2 1/2 hours now,,, to most of you and yet only got 7 in re-turn.... Look guys I'm askin if ya love me please do the same,,, Thanks 4 your time!!!

I Love You
When we first met I wasn't sure, that you were the one for me, but the more i saw you the more i knew, When you touch me everything inside of me jumps, So now i just want to say you, That you mean everything to me I love you. done by christine

Love.., Ha!! Right..!
Love.., Ha..! Too many people throw their love around and im quite tired of it..! Seems to me not enough people know what it means to love.., Dont say u love someone unless u mean it..! Ive had too many people tell me they love me only to find out its quite the oppasite..! If this is what love is to people then i can live without it.. Fuck all that drama i dont need it... If u love me then fine fucking act like it otherwise dont say it.. I dont want to hear it unless its damn well meant..! Idk what the hell is wrong with people.., really..! Some one please tell me cuz im getting irritated..! Why is it that people say i love you when they dont mean it..?! Why is it that no one seems to realize just what that word means..?! Are people these days really that retarded or what..? Ive been in love.., Im in love now.. But that doesnt seem to matter too much.. Takes much longer for me to fall out of love then everyone else i seem to know.. Why is that.. Do they really not care..? Tired of peop

Bitter Wife's Revenge
After 17 years of marriage, a man dumped his wife for a younger woman. Their downtown luxury apartment was in his name and he wanted to remain there with his new love, so he asked the wife to move out and told her that he would buy her another place. The wife agreed to this, but asked that she be given 3 days on her own there, to pack up her things. While he was gone, the first day she lovingly put her personal belongings into boxes and crates and suitcases. On the second day, she had the movers come and collect her things. On the third day, she sat down for the last time at their candlelit dining table, soft music playing in the background, and feasted on a pound of shrimp and a bottle of chardonnay. When she had finished, she went into each room and deposited a few of the resulting shrimp shells into the hollow shaft of the curtain rods. She then cleaned up the kitchen and left. The husband came back with his new girl and all was bliss for the first few days. Then it star

The Irish Drinker
An Irishman walks into a bar in Dublin, orders three pints of Guinness, and sits in the back of the room, drinking a sip out of each one in turn. After finishing all three pints, he comes back to the bar and orders three more. The bartender says to him, "You know, a pint starts going flat after I draw it; it would taste better if you bought one at a time.: The Irishman replies, "Well, you see, I have two brothers. One is in America, the other in Australia, and I'm here in Dublin. When we all left home, we promised that we'd drink this way to remember the days we all drank together." The bartender admits that this is a nice custom, and drops the conversation. The Irishman becomes a regular in the bar and always drinks the same way: he orders three pints and drinks the three pints by taking sips from each of them in turn. One day, he comes in and orders two pints. All the other regulars in the bar notice and fall silent. When he comes back to the bar for the second round, the

30 Lessons From Porn
30 Lessons from Porn 1. Women wear high heels to bed. 2. Men are never impotent. 3. When going down on a woman 10 seconds is more than satisfactory. 4. If a woman gets busted masturbating by a strange man, she will not scream with embarrassment, but rather insist he have sex with her. 5. Women smile appreciatively when men splat them in the face with sperm. 6. Women enjoy having sex with ugly, middle-aged men. 7. Women moan uncontrollably when giving a blowjob. 8. Women always orgasm when men do. 9. A blowjob will always get a woman off a speeding ticket. 10. All women are noisy when rooting. 11. People in the 70's couldn't shag unless there was a wild guitar solo in the background. 12. Those tits are real. 13. A common and enjoyable sexual practice for a man is to take his half-erect penis and slap it repeatedly on a woman's butt. 14. Men always groan "OH YEAH!" when they cum. 15. If there is two of them they "high five" each other.(and the

To My Husband
This is to the guy that I fell in love with. The year was 2000. When I was a homeless woman. And he the same. yet he was with another at the time. Years went by and I was with a man who was a cheat and a lyer. We soon split. Come Oct 31 is when the man who I met way back then came back into my life. We got married July 25 of 2003 and have been together going on 4 years this July 25th. He will never know how very much I am for changeing my life and makeing me feel wanted. So Baby this is for you and all that u stand for. xooxooxooxooxoooxxxxx .Words seem not to come to mind on how else to explain to u how I really feel. I just Love u that much. Me Kate.

Forget (yet Another Poem)
Forget Please, I beg you, Forget him now, Forget his voice, Forget his words, Forget he said he'd love you always, Remember how many tears you cried. Forget that you would flutter, Forget you felt this for no other, Forget his sexy southern drawl, Remember how he let you fall. Forget he said he'd Forget you never, Forget him please, I beg you, dear heart of mine, Forget him please

Are You? (poem)
Are You? Are you truly mine to have and to hold? Are you truly mine till we both grow old? Are you truly mine for now and forever? Are you truly mine, will you be my treasure? Are you truly mine or will I wake from this dream? If this is a dream may i sleep forever? If this is a dream, can we lay here together? If this is a dream, will you dream with me? Will you be mine? Are you truly mine? Can you be mine?

Celebrate Today
I was reading last night, I do that often, and came across this statement. I hope you enjoy it. "The best use anyone can make of any day is to enjoy it---and then spread that joy to others. Let us celebrate today!" John Kremer Keep smiling..

Random
90% of teens say "oh shit" right before they wreck. the other 10% are from colorado (like yours truly) and they say " hold my beer" and "watch this shit". lol. Valentines Day: Flowers: $20 Dinner and a Movie: $60 Hotel Room: $120 The look on her face when you stick it in her butt... Priceless yes I know that I spend WAY too much time with the guys lol

Thank You Everyone
I would like to Thank everyone who has added me and rated either my pictures and/or profile. I will try my best to reply to everyone. And I am a newbie here to CherryTap. I have met some really cool people. I will continue to rate pictures, profiles and send everyone a lil Love as well.. Kathy

Cheesy Ham And Hash Browns
Tonight, Daniel Radcliffe who plays Harry Potter in the series of movies based on the J. K. Rowling will be performing in another role at London's Gielgud Theatre. (As I'm writing this, London's five hours ahead of me, so it's probably going on now.) He's the main character in the Peter Shaffer play Equus, and by any standards -- because the play is not only about a young man's sexual awakening but also about a horrible crime he commits in response to his upbringing -- this will rattle you. Indeed, in a recent interview Radcliffe said he took the role of Alan Strang because he wanted to shake up people's perceptions of him. I try not to come down as hard on actors or anyone else in the public eye as I used to when they express that they don't care how others see them; from the outside, we often look at public figures as the masters who we who go to the movies and watch television and click online to pay tribute to. But upon reflection, actors are as much slaves of the system that const

Finding Sex Offenders In Your Area
Do you know the sex offenders in your area? I wanted to share a website with you. When you visit the site you can enter your home address and a map will pop up with your address depicted as a small icon of a house. Red, Blue, and Green dots will be surrounding the neighborhood. When you click on the colored dots a picture of a person will appear with an address and the description of the crime he or she committed. http://www.familywatchdog.us/ This site was developed by John Walsh of America's Most Wanted. It is just another tool to help keep our kids safe.

Tired Of Navigating The Minefield Of Unscrupulous Promoters, Ridiculous Money Games & Network Marketing Companies You Know Nothing About?
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Friends
Sometimes I wish I had a friend someone to listen to me. Why don't you like me. Maybe because I look different. Well guess what everyone is different from me and you so why can't you just my friend. I have some friends their names I shall not say. Because without them i would be dead today. done by christine

I Cried...
Today, I cried... I washed all of my sorrow away with my own tears because no one else could... I cried because I bottled up my emotions and hid them with smiles that aren't mine... I cried because my heart is filled with sadness, dispare, anger, and loneliness... I cried because I've been fooling myself all this time, thinking I'm the strong person I've molded myself to look like... I cried because I'm heartbroken in many ways than one. Today I cried... ...and damn did it feel good...

~ Once Upon A Time, There Was A Child ~
Once upon a time, there was a child ready to be born. So one day he asked God: - They tell me you are sending me to earth tomorrow but how am I going to live there being so small and helpless? - Among the many angels, I chose one for you She will be waiting for you and will take care of you. - But tell me, here in Heaven, I don't do anything else but sing and smile; that's enough for me to be happy. And how am I going to able to understand when people talk to me, if I don't know the language that men talk? Your angel will tell you the most beautiful and sweet words you will ever hear, and with much patience and care, your angel will teach you how to speak. - And what am I going to do when I want to talk to you? Your angel will place your hands together and will teach you how to pray. - I've heard that on earth there are bad men, who will protect me? Your angel will defend you even if it means risking its own life. - But I will always be sad because

The Big O
A trucker who had driven his fully loaded rig to the top of a steep hill and was just starting down the equally steep other side when he noticed a man and a woman lying in the center road, making love. He blew his air horn several times as he was bearing down on them. Realizing that they were not about to get out of his way he slammed on his brakes and stopped just inches from them. Getting out of the cab, madder than hell, the trucker walked to the front of the cab and looked down at the two, still in the road, and yelled, "What the hell's the matter with you two? Didn't you hear me blowing the horn? You could've been killed!" The man on the highway, obviously satisfied and not too concerned, looked up and said, "Look, I was coming, she was coming, and you were coming. You were the only one with brakes."

~ Soulmates ~
A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty? He said... no. She asked him if he would want to be with her forever? and he said no. She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry? and once again he replied with a no. She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face The boy grabbed her arm and said.... You're not pretty you're beautiful. I don't want to be with you forever. I NEED to be with you forever! And I wouldn't cry if you walked away I'd die...

Things Ur Cell Can Do
WOW! This stuff really worked. very useful info if you ever need it one day...... THINGS YOU NEVER KNEW YOUR CELL PHONE COULD DO There are a few things that can be done in times of grave emergencies. Your mobile phone can actually be a life saver or an emergency tool for survival. Check out the things that you can do with it: FIRST Subject: Emergency -- The Emergency Number worldwide for Mobile is 112. If you find yourself out of the coverage area of your mobile; network and there is an emergency, dial 112 and the mobile will search any existing network to establish the emergency number for you, and interestingly this number 112 can be dialed even if the keypad is locked. Try it out. SECOND Subject: Have you locked your keys in the car? Does your car have remote keyless entry? This may come in handy someday. Good reason to own a cell phone: If you lock your keys in the car and the spare keys are at home, call someone at home on their cell phone from you

F**k Everyone Who Don't Like Me.....
I am sick and damn tired of every selfserving asshole i meet judging me....I could give a shit less if you like me cause i like me also if you think what you see is friggin weird then you oughta get to know the real me it would blow you sheltered little minds.anyway f**k it I'm goin 2 drink this day away!

What I Have Been Doing Lately.
Well to sum it up in words.....I be making money. Well not entirely true but I stand to make a bit of money and even have my name imprinted on a credit. It started last week. I got offered to work on a film that may get made. I said what the hell Im not doing anything. And I needed to get my mind focused. SO i started pumping out some sketches and landed a speaking conversation with the man who has the vision. So for the past week...Ive done nothing but roll out of bed around 2 in the afternoon...draw...send it in....get critiqued.....revise said drawing...and move on to the next thing. Also in news of the computer place job. I am now an official candidate for the position...which only took them a month and a half to make the decision. SO im not worried at all. Kyle

A Soldiers War At Home By Me.
One sunny summer day, a young man packed his things, He was heading of to the to become a soldier at fort benning. He said goodbye to all his friends and asked them to write. He kissed his girl on her cheek, and said he'd think of her every night. He called his mom to say "I love you and goodbye", Before he hung up the phone he begged her not to cry. He worked so hard all summer long to become a better soldier, But no letters came and the nights became colder. Four months passed, he came back home but things were not the same, His friends so distant from him now, they barly remembered his name. The love of his life ran off and fucked some other guy, "you werent around, I couldnt see a future," was her only excuse for why. Some people mocked him, pointed and scoffed so rudly, How could people be so cruel, he was only doing his duty. Live by the gun, die by the gun, that is what they say, He had a feeling he would go out with a bang, but not quite this way. He went into

So Excited.
Greek archaeologists find Hera statue THESSALONIKI, Greece - A 2,200-year-old statue of the goddess Hera has been found built into the walls of a city under Mount Olympus, home of Greece's ancient gods, archaeologists said on Thursday. The headless marble statue was discovered last year during excavations in the ruins of ancient Dion, some 53 miles southwest of Thessaloniki. Archaeologist Dimitris Pantermalis said the life-sized — by human dimensions — statue had been used by the early Christian inhabitants of Dion as filling for a defensive wall. He said the 2nd century B.C. find appeared to have originally stood in a temple of Zeus, head of the ancient Greek gods — whose statue was found in the building's ruins in 2003 and after whom Dion was named. "We have reached the conclusion that the statue of Hera stood next to that of Zeus in the temple," said Pantermalis, a Thessaloniki University professor who has headed excavations at Dion for more than three decades. Hera was the

Maga!!!!!!!!!
Choose life, Choose Magaluf, Choose bein pissed everynyt 4 6mnths, Choose mingin blokes, Choose liver pains, Choose Vodka Red Bull and the odd cheeky vimto, Choose the walk of fame and shame, Choose gettin up every day at 6pm, Choose jumpin in the Iberostar 2 sort ur head out, Choose goin 2 bed wiv a fit bloke an wakin up wiv a minger, Choose Burger King, Choose Papis til the nxt afternoon, Choose Cha Cha, Choose Absyinth, Choose the back corner in Boomerangs, Choose the same 3 chat up lines, Choose kebabs 4 breakfast, Choose Charlie, Choose red sick after Pirates, Choose messy after parties, Choose best m8s, Choose amazin memories, Choose....SAMBUUUUUCA! Choose MAGALUF!!!!!!! C0ME ONNNNNNNN!!!!!!!

A Letter To Alcohol
Dear Alcohol, First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. My friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around in the holiday's hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those ex-boyfriends/girlfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night? 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a taco with chili sauce, along with a big Italian meatball and

How??
How do you say goodbye, To the one you have waited for all your life? How do you , just walk away, When it tears up your heart and cuts like a knife? How do you just turn around, And walk away without looking back? How do you begin to heal the pain, Knowing his heart isnt with you, at that? When will the tears give way to some relief, And the pain in your heart mend? How do you forget a man you truly love, And realize its really the end. Though the sun will again rise, And the birds will bask in the sunshine, Will your heart ever heal the pain? Of knowing with him, everything could have been fine. Now the that you both have agreed its over, And are now about to go seperate ways, Will you still dream and wish daily, What if he would have just wanted to stay?? A few months pass, he still dominates your thoughts, Though you've let go and not sent him a word, You dream of his his touch and loving smiles, Though your soul now is free like a bird, The ti

Ensign: Come Forth!
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 2 March 2007 Jesus raising Lazarus from the dead was not your typical miracle. I know what you're thinking; just what is a typical miracle? Feeding the multitudes, cleansing the lepers, restoring the sight of the blind are also miraculous -- spontaneous cures don't happen every day, and especially around Jesus they flocked and people in their heart of hearts knew this. But the miracle recorded in John 11 was one we can analyze because we who've read the rest of the book know that in the weeks ahead Jesus is going to have the same miracle performed on Himself. Like this one, there is nobody in the story close to either Jesus or Lazarus whom it doesn't affect. The story begins in Bethany, where Mary and her sister Martha live and send a message to Jesus when Lazarus is sick. When Jesus he

A Yankees Game
Bill and Hillary are at a Yankees home game, sitting in the first row, with the Secret Service people directly behind them. One of the Secret Service guys leans forward and whispers something to Bill. At first, Clinton stares at the guy, looks at Hillary, looks back at the agent, and shakes his head "no." The agent then says, "Mr. President, it was a unanimous request of the entire team, from the owner of the team to the bat boy." Bill hesitates... but begins to change his mind when the agent tells him the fans would love it! Bill shrugs his shoulders and says, "Ho-Kay! If that is what the people want. C'mere Hilly baby..." With that, Bill gets up, grabs Hillary by her collar and the seat of her pants, lifts her up, and tosses her right over the wall onto the field. She gets up kicking, swearing, screaming, "Bill you !"$#@&!&! The crowd goes absolutely wild. Fans are jumping up and down, cheering, hooting and hollering, and high-fiving. Bill is bowing, smiling and waving to th

Friends
Can we ever be sure our friends are true? Can you honestly say they aren't just using you? Do you have many or can you count them on 1 hand? Do they stand by you or, when you need them, stick their head in the sand? Friends are easy to find, but hard to keep. True friends on the other hand, are rare, but their friendship and love for you, is deep.

Me As A Lover
Scorpio love - Genetics Capabilities How do scorpio feel and love. Sun Rising Scorpio lover is capable of experiencing emotional depths of intense passion, yearning, and desire. As lover, Scorpio love is able to lead you into innermost emotional depths. Taking in this inner joy journey into the depths of Scorpio love, then often enables Scorpio's love, to reach into and experience the deepest passions, yearnings, and desires. Scorpio love is getting in touch with the dark depths of passions and desires may or may not be comfortable for not compatible zodiac signs. Scorpio love and the "need for control" and "mental detachment." Scorpio is about deep love and so is this season of scorpio love venture. Scorpio's are passionate people, but in a love relationship they are rather contradictory and complicated. When they fall in love they give themselves body and soul, even though their natural restlessness never abandons them.

Did You Have A Black Mother?
DID YOU HAVE A BLACK MOTHER? 1. Have you ever been called downstairs from upstairs or the back of the house, or from the front of the house to get the remote, change the channel, or fix her a glass of ice water? 2. Have you ever been hit with an extension cord, a switch, or the nearest shoe? 3. Have you ever had to pick your own switch off the tree and she sent you back because the one you picked was too little? 4. Have you ever been burned on your ear with a straightening comb? 5. Have you ever been hit in the head or knuckles with a comb or hair brush? 6. Have you ever been told to "Shut Up or I'll give you something to cry about while she beats you with a belt - pronouncing every syllable---"Did-n't---I---tell----you---not---to-do ---!--- That---no ---more?!" 7. Your ponytails or plaits were so tight, you got those little bumps around you scalp. 8. The white people in the school office (principal, secretary, etc.) were afraid of he

Patriatism
Ok, so maybe I'm wrong, but I think this U.S. Pride thing has gotten way out of hand. Yes, I believe we should support our troops, no I don't think they should be over there right now. But come on people. This is a country that makes its U.S. flags into underwear and shirts. There's not a whole lot of patriotism there. On top of that, WE ALL REALIZE THERE ARE VALUABLE SOLDIERS STUCK IN ANOTHER COUNTRY RIGHT NOW. The situation has not changed, and probably won't for some time. So all these people that keep reposting this "You better repost this for the troops/soldiers/etc or I'll delete you from my friend's list" need to get over themselves. Go ahead. Delete me. I don't give a shit. They're stuck there, they have support, stop clogging up my bulletins with idle threats that I could care less about. Arg.

Why Do I Even Try Anymore?!
why do i even try to love to have someone i care about and spend the rest of my life with? Why is it worth the time the effert the heartache when i already had that perfect one that mr right and i let him go for someone not so perfect not so right? I had mr right but i let him go for someone i knew in my heart wasnt mr right. Now, I have no chance at all in ever getting him back. It hurts, its the worst pain i have ever felt. So, why bother trying to love again when i know i found mr right and i let him slip right threw my fingers? its just not worth it anymore! So, because of my stupidity it looks like ill be single for the rest of my life.

What Men Really Mean
WHAT MEN REALLY MEAN "I'm going fishing." Really means..."I'm going to drink myself dangerously stupid, and stand by a stream with a stick in my hand, while the fish swim by in complete safety." ________________________________________ "It's a guy thing." Really means...."There is no rational thought pattern connected with it, and you have no chance at all of making it logical." ________________________________________ "I can't find it." Really means...."It didn't fall into my outstretched hands, so I'm completely clueless." ________________________________________ "Uh huh," "Sure, honey," or "Yes, dear." Really means....Absolutely nothing. It's a conditioned response. ________________________________________ "It would take too long to explain." Really means..."I have no idea how it works. ________________________________________ "I was listening to you. It's just that I have things on my mind." Really means..."I was wondering if that redhead over there is weari

Amorphis
One of my new favorite bands, Amorphis. "Alone" Tear dimmed rememberance In a womb of time Breath upon me Possessed by the passion Fate will set you free Infertile Chased be the precious When flesh is an enemy Fair weather man (pre-chorus:) step aside from the way of the better than you so you fall at his feet he's the one who betrays you it's the servants devotion for the decay stand up (chorus:) there are no flowers on your grave there are no chains there I keep chanting for the forgotten name why you feel so empty and still have everything it's fullfilment I've got more companions when I'm all alone flesh is fetching **This seems to be a lot different than album, Elegy. Not sure if I like this or that better. So...that is where you come in. I would like to look more into them...on account I only know a few of their songs. Suggestions on your favorites below please:

Men's Sexiest Chest
I AM GOING TO BE HAVING A CONTEST FOR MEN'S SEXIEST CHEST! I HAVE A FEW ENTERIES ALREADY BUT I AM NEEDING MORE. I KNOW THERE ARE SOME REALLY NICE CHESTS ON CHERRY TAP... I HAVE SEEN PICTURES OF THEM. GUYS COME ON! SHOW OFF WHAT YOU GOT! I WILL BE OFFERING BIG GIFTS AND THE WINNER WILL GET A 7-DAY BLAST ON ME. LADIES: IF YOU KNOW OF A SEXY CHEST OUT THERE, GIMME A LINK TO THEIR NAME AND I WILL INVITE THEM IN. HELP ME GET THE WORD OUT AND REPOST THIS FOR ME!!!

Michael Buble - Home
Another summer day Is come and gone away In Paris and Rome But I wanna go home Mmmmmmmm Maybe surrounded by A million people I Still feel all alone I just wanna go home Oh I miss you, you know And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you Each one a line or two “I’m fine baby, how are you?” Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough My words were cold and flat And you deserve more than that Another aerorplane Another sunny place I’m lucky I know But I wanna go home Mmmm, I’ve got to go home Let me go home I’m just too far from where you are I wanna come home And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life It’s like I just stepped outside When everything was going right And I know just why you could not Come along with me But this was not your dream But you always believe in me Another winter day has come And gone away And even Paris and Rome And I wanna go home Let me go home And I’m surrounded by A m

You Know You're From Detroit When...
You Know You're From Detroit When... You call McNichols 6 Mile You pronounce Lahser as "Lasher" You add an "s" on Livernois You own a pair of gators in a variety of colors Your gators match your suit (pink, purple, green, etc.) You`ve had to wait forever for the DOT bus Your car payment is higher than your rent You outfit cost more than your car payment You get your nails and hair done every week just to go to the mall You can do any of the 3,000 hustles You take ballroom hustle lessons You airbrush your toenails You put nail tips and acrylic on your toenails You`re familiar with the term "Dress to Impress" You can find a cabaret on any given Saturday of the year You listen to Mason in the morning on 102.7 FM You know the words to "Hello Detroit" by Sammy Davis Jr. You are mad about the Joe Louis Statue (the fist) in the middle of Jefferson Your neighborhood church is across the street or next door to a liquor store AND a Chines

Written September 4th, 2005
Al of Hate, may you rest in peace Current mood: teary-eyed The funeral was very depressing but it kind of gave me a dose of reality. I wrote something so if youd like to read it, let me know what you think. Its been weeks and my head/heart still cant let in the thought of having lost him when everyone seems to have accepted it by now. In those months I spent almost entirely with him, I learned how to be happy with myself instead of what i wished i was. He told me around the time i started getting to know him, something that made me admire him so much more... "The difference between you and i is youre too busy wishing you were someone or something else, I, am just happy being me." He passed away because of his heart but the reason why so many people will forever celebrate his existence, is because of how big it was. He tried to be coldhearted and empty inside but in very different ways, the truth came out. The years he lived, show his knowledge...the words he

Ophelia
"Ophelia" She was my true love; taken from me Barely but half my years Still, each day that passes, let no one see, My grieving and fallen tears An ocean of crying, a mountain of pain Ophelia, I will not know love again Almost a woman, when I got my first glance A vision there in the rain Quickly our life filled with love and romance A love that would always remain My raven-haired beauty; my soul and my heart Nothing could drift us apart Until that dreadful day; in a most woeful way My true love was taken from me Fire swept through the bedroom, As she slept through her doom Killing and stealing, my lovely bride to be Ophelia! Ophelia! Angels take you this night! Away and forever! Far frometh my sight! Numbed by the anger; sullen from my sadness Her ghost still lingers so strong Time does not heal, but builds up this madness Knowing here, is not where I belong For I plead to the angels to heareth my cry Lift me to a lighter place Never hear but an answe

Remains From The Grave
"Remains From The Grave" Intense odor in the nightime air The smell of death everywhere Forgotten names etched in stone; 'Neath the dirt in a pile of bones Cease my steps by a willow tree Full of wonder, I suddenly see An umarked stone caked in mold Seems unjust the name untold I wipe it clean with my hands Expectations don't come as planned This bothers me to no end There's not a name to my friend At last I see this stone so old; Worn from years of heat and cold A mystery lies this underground Killng me to know who I found I bend down and on my knees Dig right near the willow tree Under moonlight guiding me Digging deeper to eternity Unearthing dirt with my hands I have become a haunted man Digging till this truth be told Past tainted soil and stinking mold When I reach the sacred tomb I feel a rush of pending doom I stare down at the wooden box; Its lid shut tight with iron locks I give those rusty chains a shake So old and weak they star

Madman
"Madman" No ambition in my body today No I can't even move Lost all desire to try, And there's nothing left to prove Disturbing times in this head of mine The demons don't rest Illusions are all I see A soul has been possessed Try to break the shackles free The words just don't come Dark clouds clutter the way I'm sinking under his thumb Madman, won't you go away The words just won't flow Got so much I want to say Won't you just let me go Madman won't you set me free Unlock the shackles abound Madman, listen to my plea I don't want you around All my thoughts are burning inside Flame is fading fast Got to get it out in time, For my redemption will not last Try to push him out of my way, So the words will just fall Crack the silence around, And find my way through this wall Madman, won't you go away You've been here far too long Got too much I want to say And it's time you moved on Madman won't you set me free Unlock the shackles abound Ma

Yup
Thats what ive been told, that i kill women and babies over here. I have not fired my weapon at anyone and so have my comrades, The us army has something called ROE Rules of Engagment, It is strictly followed, now yes some people can snap and shoot off some rounds at random bystanders, but those people find them a one way ticket to fort lost in the woods to go to jail, when i went home on leave i went into the airport and some lady asked me How can u sleep at night knowing you killed innocent people.... Quiet ez because i havent killed anyone than she claimed im going to hell. well screw it im already in hell pfc mccrea

Later In The Afternoon...
Leaving the area we fixed the figurines, we move to the bedding models... we lay in many of the beds and I found myself starting to fall asleep in 2 different ones, mainly because I was comforted with my darling love being with me. None of you have any idea the kind of peace her presence alone brought me. Moving along toward the end of the bedding models, we go into one that is slightly more secluded than the rest. In the same model was a bathroom model connected to it... That's where our real fun begins. As I lay in the bed, Erika decides to check out the bathroom. After a minute or two, I go in there after her... not seeing her, I notice a shower curtain... of course, there she was in the fake shower as I pulled open the curtain and got pulled in. I close the curtain and begin kissing this beautiful specimen of a woman that I cherrished. When our lips met and seemed not to want to be parted, our moment was abruptly put to a halt as the curtain was pulled back by a person passing t

I Dont Care If I Lose Friends Over This One!
Month One Mommy I am only 4 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a girl!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. Month Five You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a baby. I am a baby Mommy, you

Rules For Being Happy
RULES FOR BEING HAPPY God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but he did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way. Disappointments are like road bumps, they slow you down a bit but you enjoy the smooth road afterwards. Don't stay on the bump too long. Move on! When you feel down because you didn't get what you want, just sit tight and be happy, because God is thinking of something better to give you. When something happens to you, good or bad, consider what it means. There's a purpose to life's events to teach you how to laugh more or not to cry as hard. You can't make someone love you, all you can do is be someone who can be loved -- the rest is up to the other person to realize your worth. The measure of love is when you love without measures. In life there are very rare chances that

What's On The Inside
On the inside of me is: -Someone who is afraid of people talking negatively about her. -someone who is lonely -someone who loves the army more than anything. -someone who loves motorcycles -someone who is different from most. -someone who knows she's the outcast. -someone who feels fat no matter how she looks. -someone who wants desperately to be loved for who she is. -someone who loves the color red. -someone who likes rap music. -soemone who would put her friends lives before her own. -someone who allows herself to be walked all over while constantly denies allowing it. -someone who feels she will never acomplish her goals. -someone who would risk her life to save someone she dosn't know. -someone who feels humiliated and clumsy every day. -someone who thinks she's not that pretty. -someone who's been told she's not to smart. -somoene who on the inside has low self esteem. On the outside: -Someone who always has a smile and a welcome hand for anyone in need no

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
HEY GUESS WHAT IF MY DAMN TITLE SAYS I AM IN LOVE OR STAMPED OR SOME CRAZY OLE THING LIKE THAT....I AM NOT AVAILABLE .......DON'T EVEN HAVE TO READ THE FRIGGIN PROFILE TO FIGURE THAT ONE OUT....GOOD FREAKING LORD HAVE MERCY THIS SITE GETS ON MY NERVES SOME TIMES

I Love Myself
I Love Myself Affirmation Deep at the centre of my being, there is an infinite well of love. I now allow this love to flow to the surface. It fills my heart, my body, my mind, my consciousness, my very being, and radiates out from me in all directions and returns to me mutliplied. The more love I use and give, the more I have to give. The supply is endless. The use of love makes me feel good, it is an expression of my inner joy. I love myself; therefore, I take loving care of my body. I lovingly feed it nourishing foods and beverages, I lovingly groom it and dress it, and my body lovingly responds to me with vibrant health and energy. I love myself; therefore provide for myself a comfortable home, one that fills all my needs and is a pleasure to be in. I fill the rooms with the vibration of love so that all who enter, myself included, will feel this love and be nourished by it. I love myself; therefore I work at a job I truly enjoy doing, one that uses my creative tale

Tattoo?
im itching ... i want more ink ... i miss the hot.. sting of the needle grinding ink into my skin ..the good burn worth the beautiful art that will stay in the flesh for ever ..ive got a lot of designs i need to get stuck on .. i want

I Miss You All!!
I have been working so much lately, I miss all of you!! I feel like I've been neglecting you all, one more day to go and then Thursday I have a day off!! whooohooo!! So I will be on here one way or another (even if they try to call me in). Muah!!

Daily Tarot
Today's Card Image - copyright 1998 Lo Scarabeo S.r.l. The Ace of Chalices card suggests that my power today lies in capturing the essence. My emotions are valid. I am beautiful and I deserve to pursue, share, and express unconditional love, pleasure, and happiness. I bring new love into the world. I am empowered by love and my gift is beauty in truth.

Letters From A Vampire Continued
Letter #3 Letter from Lestat Sharon, You ask many things, most importantly you ask how I came to know Anne, It's a rather interesting story. As I am sure you know, Mme Rice has lived in New Orleans for most her life, on First St. She is activily involved in many projects, mostly community oriented, and was a well known author even before the first chronicle was released. She had submitted several of her articles and short essays to many of the local papers and while I knew nothing of her writings, a young lawyer of mine did. I was yet to discover that this author was the very same one whom Louis had hired to assist him with ITV, though it wasen't Louis who made the actual arrangements, How could he? He knew nothing of the modern world, never mind the business aspect of it all. And so John Thomas, my current lawyer at the time came to me with Mrs. Rice's name. And I'll admit, I rather liked the idea of her, after all it was she who turned ITV into a smash hit. Of cou

Human Ii (don't Turn Your Back On Me) By Boyz Ii Men
To Kally. This is my apology You are my joy. Don't turn away from me. I love you with all my heart. I'm sorry if I hurt you. Chorus: I know I make mistakes I am what I am I'm only a man So don't take my joy away Don't turn your back on me I know this was my fault but How much should it cost To make things right Do I have to pay for life We all fall short sometimes And I'm guilty of that crime But I just wanna make you see That you can still believe in me Chorus: I know I make mistakes I am what I am I'm only a man So don't take my joy away Don't turn your back on me Speak to me let me know how you feel If you feel like you can hold on and be strong I will never leave you lonely I cry sometimes 'cause I make you cry And that ain't right I won't make the same mistake twice Baby please forgive me Bridge: Now I can't erase the wrong I've done But I hope you can give me another chance 'Cause if you were me yo

Captain America (1941-2007)
When I saw this as an article today, I wasn't as shocked as I might have been say, ten or fifteen years ago when I really collected comic books (particularly Marvels). Even with that distance, today's announcement of Captain America, one of Marvel Comics' flagship heroes who's actually older than the current run of the comics themselves, being shot by a sniper in the final issue of his series out on newsstands today still jarred me. By the way, when I say he's older, I mean that chronologically (within the Marvel comics universe, he's usually portrayed as having been born in the 1920s so he's a young adult during World War II) as well as when his character debuted in March 1941, twenty years before the modern age of Marvel Comics beginning with Fantastic Four #1. Even you who don't know Captain America is the superhero alter ego of Steve Rogers probably know of him for his red, white, and blue outfit and his trademark shield. What's really impressive about the guy is that, unlike B

Into The Night
Torrential rains of sorrow illuminate the soul. Passion is the master; Madness is the rope. Anxiety is the lover; Convinced she is, Having no aspiration.... Dancing with rage... She argues that existence is futile. Despair is her companion in this abyss of tribulation. Searching for release, she only wants peace. Finding no reason to go on with this travesty, Insight needed is short-lived. She succumbs to the shadows.... Only to realize, That she is deeply missed.

Turn Away
Why is it when I find someone interesting that they get scared and turn away? What have I done? Sure later on they might eventually read this and try to defend themself and confront me but the damage has already been done. They've already made the decision to turn away. But why? To feel important? To think that its the only enjoyment, no, the pleasure they can have is by leaving it all behind? Why must this happen? It seems that hatred is only thing that this world serves. It feeds off of it. It spreads it to the nation, to the world. No sense in pride is left in our society. No sense of patriotism, no more kindliness left to give. It leaves you lonely, depressed, cornered, and angered at what this world has done to itself. --Xonus

Friendship Bracelet
center>Friendship Bracelet If you delete after reading ... you'll spend a year of ill luck! But... if you send it to (at least) two friends ... you'll have 3 years of good luck!!! *** Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart, are real weak and most susceptible? Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need someone to protect them? Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are: I love you, Sorry, and Help me. Did you know that those who dress in red are more confident in themselves? Did you know that those who dress in yellow are those that enjoy their beauty? Did you know that those who dress in black, are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding? Did you know that when you help someone, the help is returned in two-fold? Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writin

Memo From The Light At The End Of The Tunnel Company
The "light at the end of the tunnel" will be turned off indefinately, due to rising utility and maintenance costs. We all hope your trip through the tunnel while the light was on were enjoyable and hope that if you travel the tunnel now that you dont get lost and do eventually reach the end but if you don't well we did warn you. Good luck with that. Please also be advised that if you do happen to see a light at the end of the tunnel it is most likely a train and your ass is now toast! Thank you for you time and many great years with us here at the LATEOTT but now we just dont give a fuck! Have a great day!

Jesus Christ Superstar - Act 2 - What's The Buzz / Mystifying
Moments after Judas warns Jesus and he doesn't know what to do, the rest of Jesus' followers and apostles come to sing and praise him. Then there is Mary Magdalene the prostitute turned good by Jesus who now follows at his side.

Interview With A Weretiger
Most of my interviews are conducted on line but some are in person.And some are personal experiences.This one was conducted on line so i take it as that. I met this person On a site called Vampire Rave and he had posted some really great things about the supernatural in his blog so I contacted him to see how he got this neat experiences. He told me that he him self was a shape shifter by birth.And that he was willing to have me post his words On my wall of weird. So since some is personal and how its done I was only given permission to post some of wich of our interview so I will post what I was giving permission to do. 2006 well the fact that you saw one change mine was an accident and at the time I did not know what it was i was seeing.He was in the middle of the transform and he was nasty looking i didnt see anything. i kinda blacked out. oh may i ask an interview with you to tell me your story? i have a paranormal blog on line were i tell of my self.I will keep your na

Jesus Christ Superstar - Act 5 - Hosanna
The crowd and Jesus singing and the crowd singing their love for Jesus, but if you listen to the lyrics they aren't as nice as they seem. Also the Priests around and warning Jesus to stop. First verse - Hey, J.C, J.C, you're alright by me. Second verse - Hey, J.C, J.C, won't you smile at me. Third Verse - Hey, J.C., J.C., won't you fight for me. Fourth Verse - Hey, J.C., J.C., won't you DIE for me.

I Don't Understand.......
I don't understand why I care so much. Why do I let things hurt me when I can't change them anyway? Why do I sit here crying over someone that doesn't and won't cry over me?? Why do I love you soooo much when I really don't know who you are? Why couldn't you just be honest from the begining? How could you hurt me this deeply? Why don't you care? Am I a bad person?? What is so unloveable about me?? Did you ever REALLY love me? Why won't my heart let you go?? Is that what you really want?? These are just some of the questions that go through my head on a daily basis. Just incase you wanted to know.

Penis Envy...(a Tongue Tingeling Confession)
If you didnt know it...vicodine makes your tongue tingle. . . . . I have Penis Envy. I wish I had one. I do not wish to be a man. I quite like my vajay jay thankyouverymuch. But I shure think that penises are neato. And by neato I mean superfantabilous. I think theyre great. I think they're the cats meow. I Love them. Everyone who knows me knows that I do. They are soft and smooth and beautiful. I shall make an ode to them....someday soon. If I were a man I would spank it all day. And plus Id be gay. Id be a gay man who masterbated all day. Just FYI.

Locked
There is a moment. When My thighs are spread, and you are between them. When your body is deep in mine and my legs hold you inside of me. There is a moment. When your hands reign in my hair. When both of them are clasped to it. full of it. And my hands are buried deep in yours. There is a moment. When our lips are clasped, our tongues are twisted together and our breaths mingle. And in that moment. We are Locked.

Nurse Carol Blues
Well, Today was a very long day...but nobody died...so....lol. I do private duty nursing...and I take care of an elderly couple...He's had 3 strokes and she has congestive heart failure. He can't speak...but moans and cries all day.....and she complains about which washcloth goes where...drives me nuts!!!!!!! I am suppose to be singing in Athens next Friday ...which means I have to cut out of work early....but NOW..Just today I find out she is having surgery NEXT THURSDAY !!!!! Now I am probably gonna be put in the position of choosing work over music. (not that i'll get fired) but I have been scheduled for this singing for a long time...and there is a big crowd suppose to be there...well big for me apx. 5 to 6 hundred people. I don't what to do...my head is hurting. I need to have a drink...or roll up a blunt or something. Then I could be drunk,hungover and paranoid....lmao If anybody reads this....let me know what ya think I should do....Music...or work. I'll let ya'll decide for

My Son
Well today was the worse day of my life. Took my 16 yr old to court today...he was on probation for fighting last summer....he got in another fight at school. So they violated his probation..I think they worst thing a parent could see is their child being led outta court in handcuffs to serve 30 days in juvie for screwing up.

My Name. . . .
Ok, to explain a bit about my name on CT. I'm pretty sure all you smart folk out there know that Eros is a physical love and that Agape is a very high level of love, spiritual even. I too love have been a willing victim of eros love. I have enjoyed it and now I feel that its enough. I need a love that will stay, through the good and the bad. The only true love out there is Agape love. I am looking for this. I desire this. I've tried for too long to be happy with eros, now I'm tired and need agape. So, if you're still confused. . . .let me know. =) Love ya all. . . . LoL. . . have a great day!

31 Things Guys Should Know About Girls!!!
31 things guys should know about girls!!! 1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house...they run around in their underwear just like we do. 2. Don't cheat on them. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be mud. 3. Beware of every single male relatives and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your butt at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the damn hat. 4. Never miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful. 5. Don't refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous. 6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it. 7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first place, it's because they like being in your arms. 8. If you don't sleep with them, do not tell your friends that you did. --8.5. If you DO sleep with them, don't tell your friends that you did. 9

She's Here
Well My Little God Daughter Aubriana Is Here. She's An Angel I Actually Got To Watch Her Be Born. Poor Kendall Was In Labor For What Seemed Like FOREVER But The End Result Was A Beautiful Little Girl...All Ten Fingers All Ten Toes. I Can Only Hope Something Like That Will Happen For Me...I Fucking DOubt It Tho.

Hehe Well Thats Ok Then
Your Element Is Water A bit of a contradiction, you can seem both lighthearted and serious. That's because you're good at going with the flow - but you also are deep. Highly intuitive, you tune in to people's emotions and moods easily. You are able to tap into deep emotional connections and connect with others. You prefer a smooth, harmonious life - but you can navigate your way around waves. You have a knack for getting people to get along and making life a little more peaceful. What's Your Element?

Friday.........
What a day. I am coming down from quite a sugar high. I didn't eat anything all day.. except a cupcake...M&M's and Mountain Dew..lol. I was too busy trying tofigure out what was wrong with the code I wrote.. it all looked right and it didn't work. Turns out my partner had something set wrong on the server. I was ready to pull what was left of my hair out. So now I am eating something healthy.. even a salad..lol. Got a few more projects crossed off the list. I have two more quotes to get out. I am getting too much work! It will be a weekend without David.. so I will catch up on sleep.. cleaning.. and probably work some more. I hate those weekends. But I will try and stay busy. Already have the laundry started..lol. There is a girl in my church that makes me think how lucky I am. We all face some challenges in life. Liza is probably 13 or 14 now. She walks with quite a limp because one leg is much shorter than the other. Her back is curved. She just had surgery

To Every Girl
To every girl that is SCARED to put her HEART out there again, because she has been HURT too many times or so BADLY. To every girl that has been CHEATED on, because she's NOT a SLUT who gives it up to any guy. To every girl that dresses CUTE not SKANKY. To every girl who wants to be called BEAUTIFUL ...not HOT To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for YOU. To every girl who gets her heart BROKEN, because he chose that stupid BITCH instead. To every girl that would DIE to have a DECENT boyfriend. To every girl who would JUST ONCE like to be treated like a PRINCESS!! To every girl that cries at night because of another HEARTBREAK To every girl that won't get down on her knees && open her mouth just to get a BOYFRIEND To every girl that just wants to HOLD HANDS To every girl that kisses him with meaning. To every girl who just wishes he CARED MORE To

What The Hell??
I do not like this shit they are doing with the stashes now,,, to where ya gotta click on the link to the image... I deleted a shit load thinking something was wrong with it....lol...What a damn joke,,, anyways to those that rated the ones I have taken off please forgive....Altough thanks 4 all the love you given!!!

* Rocks Out *
Why does it feel like night today? Something in here's not right today. Why am I so uptight today? Paranoia's all I got left I don't know what stressed me first Or how the pressure was fed But I know just what it feels like To have a voice in the back of my head Like a face that I hold inside A face that awakes when I close my eyes A face watches every time I lie A face that laughs every time I fall (And watches everything) So I know that when it's time to sink or swim That the face inside is hearing me Right beneath my skin It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back It's like a whirlwind inside of my head It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin I know I've got a face in me Points out all my mistakes to me You've got a face on the inside too and Your paranoia's probably worse I don't know what set me off first But I know what I can't stand Everybody acts like the fact of the matter is I can't ad

Happy Saturday
I'm home resting from my first week back at work after my rollover accident in our 1995 Toyota 4Runner. I had been accelerating onto the freeway from Genesee Avenue onramp, just as the curves ended and the straightaway began I caught an updraft and the truck flipped and rolled 2 or 3 times, landing on my drivers side, still sunning, wheels spinning. Fortunately although I had hit my head, I had NOT been knocked unconscious. I had essentially lifted off in the blink of an eye, and when I opened my eyes I saw the interior roof of the car as I was rolling upside down, I closed my eyes and began to pray. It was over in an instant, there were men at the passenger door above me, and down at the back window which had sustained the impact upon the fence and cars parked along the road. THANKFULLY THERE WAS NOBODY in the vehicles, nor walking alongside. This should not have happened, and I know now there are others that have gone off in this same location for various reasons, on a REGULAR BA

A Joke
Just a Joke Current mood: chipper Just a Joke May 09, 2006 Let this be a warning to all you ladies BEER, FISHING, GOLF & SEX: A man was walking down the street when he was accosted by a particularly dirty and shabby-looking homeless man who asked him for a couple of dollars for dinner The man took out his wallet, extracted ten dollars and asked, "If I give you this money, will you buy some beer with it instead of dinner?" "No, I had to stop drinking years ago," the homeless man replied. "Will you use it to go fishing instead of buying food?" the man asked. "No, I don't waste time fishing," the homeless man said. "I need to spend all my time trying to stay alive."

What Makes You Stay
LOOK AT ME I'M IN A PLACE I NEVER THOUGHT I'D BE I DON'T HAVE THE STRENGTH TO FIGHT ANYMORE OR A REASON TO LEAVE SO TELL ME WHY I KEEP HOLDING ON TO SOMETHING I CAN NOT SEE WHAT MAKES YOU STAY WHEN YOUR WORLD FALLS APART WHAT MAKES YOU TRY ONE MORE TIME WHEN IT'S NOT IN YOUR HEART AT THE END OF YOUR ROPE WHEN YOU CANT FIND ANY HOPE YOU JUST LOOK AND SAY I CANT JUST WALK AWAY TELL ME WHAT MAKES YOU STAY

Lonely
Lately I've been feeling lonely but I dont know why, I feel like I dont have anyone to talk to. Alot of things are happening with friends and stuff and im trying to be there for them but sometimes I need to be heard to. I know if I ask them to listen they will but I dont want to have to. Its retarded I know but I cant stop feeling that way. This week really sucked. I was lied to (you people know who you are), put into the middle of something that I didnt want to be in I want my life back to they way it was when I was younger. I want my innocence, my niaveness and most importantly the people that i have lost over the years. I want to feel as loved as everyone else. You might think that im overreacting which I probably am but I need a break. This is probably just a crappy week so I'll just put on a smile and pretend like I usually do and get over it.

What Song Should You Strip To?
Your Stripper Song Is Master and Servant by Depeche Mode "There?s a new game We like to play you see A game with added reality You treat me like a dog Get me down on my knees" Yawn, dancing is so boring without a little spice. What Song Should You Strip To?

Cry Me A Fucking River
you know something,...someone reported my "fuck you i'm irish" photo....boo fucking hoo...if you can't handle a few cuss words on a photo i suggest you take your namby-pamby boo hooing arse back to fucking myspace where the little kiddies sit...Cherry Tap is where the grown up's sit:P

Asleep
well last night i went out with a friend and we went to dinner, gopher hole, and to the movies...if you havent seen Number 23 dont see it..i fell asleep and was woken by my friends arm in my side...well i hope that didnt ruin our time out..kinda hard to stay awake when ur running on a few hours of sleep..anyways she said she wasnt mad at me so i guess things are cool between us now, at least i hope so!!!

Confucius Say
1. Woman who goes to man's apartment for snack, gets titbit. 2. Man who lay woman on ground, get peace on earth. 3. Man who gets kicked in testicles, left holding the bag. 4. Man who kisses girl's behind, gets crack in face. 5. Passionate kiss like spider web--lead to undoing of fly. 6. Man with holes in pocket, feels cocky all day. 7. Man who fight with wife all day, get no piece at night. 8. Virginity like balloon--one prick, all gone. 9. Girls who rides bicycle, peddles ass all over town. 10. He who farts in church, sits in own pew. 11. Baseball all wrong--man with four balls can't walk. 12. Man who live in glass house, dress in basement. 13. Kotex not best thing on earth, but next to best thing. 14. Man with penis in peanut butter is ------- nuts. 15. Man who walk through airport door sideways is going to Bangkok. 16. Man who drop watch in toilet, bound to have shitty time. 17. Man who take lady on camping trip, have o

I Wonder
I wonder, how many burdens is Jesus carrying for us that we know nothing about? We're aware of some. He carries our sin. He carries our shame. He carries our eternal debt. But are there others? Has He lifted fears before we felt them?. . . Those times when we have been surprised by our own sense of peace? Could it be that Jesus has lifted our anxiety onto His shoulders and placed a yoke of kindness on ours?

A Short Story All The Goth Kids Will Like,,,i Hope
As the city below bustles with life, !sit on the roof and observe all below. The echoes of thier foot steps along the rain soaked streets of Seattle. the laughter, the pain the quiet suffering. Some is shouting in the streets over to the north. a lovers quarrel perhaps I hear the ships come and go in the harbor the sound of thier horns in the night. But yet I can still feel her. Among all these distractions I can still feel her. Even now the biter sweet smell of autem I can smell her perfume. But yet its been centuries since we said good bye. centuries? Really that long ago? Has those nights in San Francisco at the turn of the century been that long? Or when our eyes first met in Paris? Ah pairs those Victorian times. We blend so well with those of high born . Old money and foolish wealth and whims. Sheep she called them sheep to the slaughter. Our private joke as it were. They were food for our kind and naive to the blatant fact. She always said only the idiots and the desperate becom

Guts Or Balls
We've all heard about people having guts or balls. But do you really know the difference between them? In an effort to keep you informed, the definition for each is listed below... GUTS - is arriving home late after a night out with the guys, being met by your wife with a broom, and having the guts to ask: "Are you still cleaning, or are you flying somewhere?" BALLS - is coming home late after a night out with the guys, smelling of perfume and beer, lipstick on your collar, slapping your wife on the butt and having the balls to say: "You're next." I hope this clears up any confusion on the subject. In reality there isn't much difference since either one will ultimately result in death.

The Invitation
The Invitation Oriah Mountain Dreamer It doesn't interest me what you do for a living I want to know what you ache for and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love for your dreams for the adventure of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon... I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain mine or your own without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy mine or your own if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful be realistic to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn't interest me if the story you are te

Mixed Up
Forever searching within to find the reason to be here Can’t send the nightmares away Can’t find a single word to say You’ve captured all my fear And this suffering my dear Why am I here? i'm becoming less defined as days go by fading away well you might say i'm losing focus kind of drifting in the abstract in terms of how i see myself sometimes i think i can see right through myself I've been crawling on my belly clearing out what could've been I've been wallowing in my own chaotic, insecure delusions. I wanna feel the change consume me, feel the outside turning in. I wanna feel the metamorphosis and cleansing I've endured in,Listen to my muscle memory. Contemplate what I've been clinging to. in this hole That is me Left with a heart exhausted Whats my release? What sets me free? Do you pull me up just to push me down again To give me one wish So lost in the dark Feels like I'm caving in from the outside All right All wrong See you again So long.........

Wrong Time And Place...i Guess
Have your ever felt that you were displace in time..born in the wrong era or even in the wrong century......lot of times I feel like that. Where men talked about philosophies...what happen to the people who had the same thought process as Plato or Socrates........and writers like Homer.....writing an epic that stands the test of time....I read them all....and lots of time I wished I could sit down with them so I can pick their brain for information about life and the universe...and how man can archive true greatness....but, wishing is for fool I guess..and I will never have that chance...to meet them...Unless I build a time machine...hahaha....it's possible in an Einstein Theory.. that is...

What Is Your Life Number
Your Life Path Number is 9 Your purpose in life is to make the world better You are very socially conscious and a total idealist. You think there are many things wrong with the world, and you want to fix them. You have a big idea of how to world could be, and you'll sacrifice almost anything to work towards this dream. In love, you can easily see the beauty in someone else. And you never cling too tightly. You are capable of great love, but it's hard for you to focus your love on one person or relationship. You have a lot of outward focus, and you tend to blame the world for your failures. You are often disappointed by the realities of life - it's hard for you to accept the shortcomings of the world. What Is Your Life Path Number?

There Is Something Alive In My Basement...
OK.. so its just a squirrel or bird again..lol. But it makes a lot of noice and Pluto is going nuts. :) I thought it was out earlier. Other than that not a lot went on today. Went to the bank. Got my haircut.. which my son was mad about..lol. He still wants it long for when he gets sleepy and wants to twirl it.

Would You Remarry?
> ----Would You Re-Marry?- > > > > > Husband and wife are sitting quietly in bed > reading when the wife looks > >>over at him and asks the question... > >> > >>WIFE: "What would you do if I died? Would you get > married again?" > >>HUSBAND: "Definitely not!" > >> > >>WIFE: "Why not? Don't you like being married?" > >>HUSBAND: "Of course I do." > >> > >>WIFE: "Then why wouldn't you remarry?" > >>HUSBAND: "Okay, okay, I'd get married again." > >> > >>WIFE: "You would?" (with a hurt look) > >>HUSBAND: (makes audible groan) > >> > >>WIFE: "Would you live in our house?" > >>HUSBAND: "Sure, it's a great house." > >> > >>WIFE: "Would you sleep with her in our bed?" > >>HUSBAND: "Where else would we sleep?" > >> > >>WIFE: "Would you let her drive my car?" > >>HUSBAND: "Probably, it is almost new." > >> > >>WIFE: "Would you replace my pictures with hers?" > >>HUSBAND: "That would seem like the proper thing to > do." > >> > >>WIFE: "Would you give her my je

~~bill At It Again~~
The Frog and Golf THIS IS HILARIOUS! DO NOT SAVE - PASS ON A man takes the day off work and decides to go out golfing. He is on the second hole when he notices a frog sitting next to the green. He thinks nothing of it and is about to shoot when he hears, Ribbit 9 Iron." The man looks around and doesn't see anyone. Again, he hears, "Ribbit 9 Iron." He looks at the frog and decides to prove the frog wrong, puts the club away, and grabs a 9 iron. Boom! He hits it 10 inches from the cup. He is shocked. He says to the frog, "Wow that's amazing. You must be a lucky frog, eh? The frog replies, "Ribbit Lucky frog." The man decides to take the frog with him to the next hole. "What do you think frog?" the man asks.. "Ribbit 3 wood." The guy takes out a 3 wood and, Boom! Hole in one. The man is befuddled and doesn't know what to say. By the end of the day, the m

I Wish I Could Quit You
I wish I could quit you Why is it so hard? To not like you? Why do I want you? Why can't I just walk away and leave you be? Why do I hang on? You've made it clear you don't like me. Why does it have to be so hard? To just forget about you? I wish I knew how to quit you I wish I could just walk away But the pain is unbearable and it makes me want to stay The kisses and the hugs we shared Are forever engraved in my mind How I wish I could quit you and leave all the memories back in that time. Sometimes I wish I'd never met you that we were two unacquainted souls that way life would be easier... and I wouldn't be a tortured soul.

Test Ursel... Just Give It A Try!
Below are four (4 ) questions and a bonus question. You have to answer them instantly. You can't take your time, answer all of them immediately. OK? Let's find out just how clever you really are.... Ready? GO!!! (scroll down) First Question: You are participating in a race. You overtake the second person. What position are you in? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Answer: If you answered that you are first, then you are absolutely wrong! If you overtake the second person and you take his place, you are second! Try not to screw up next time. Now answer the second question, but don't take as much time as you took for the first question, OK ? Second Question: If you overtake the last person, then you are...? (scroll down) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Answer: If you answered that you are

I Love You Is 8 Letters, So Is Bullshit
So I've been thinking..(dangerous past time, I know) Why is it if you want what you cant have, you want it even more? Call me masochistic, but it's like the taste of forbidden fruit.. I can't stop my greed until I have that taste. I want to find the kind of guy that asks... "what's more important: You or my life?" I'll say my life and He'll walk away never knowing that He's my life. It's virtually impossible you know, Maybe it only happens once in a lifetime.. but for God's sake, I only plan to live to be 80! Why... when you meet someone, you get so sprung(god I actually used that word) That it makes your head spin? I can't eat or sleep... All I do is ponder on what next. UGH drives me fricken mad!

I'm Back!
Hello my fellow Cherry stalkers! I just got back from yet another trip to Oklahoma to visit my parents since it was Mom's 65th birthday and all, I have been gone since Friday morning.. I don't think I got many visits to my page when I was gone..it's hard to tell because I think some of my alerts were deleted. :( Well, I missed the TAP very much while I was away! If you give a sh** that I'm back now, come on by and say something to me! Thanks to those of you that stopped by and left me sweet comments!! Love & xxxx's Stefani

Greeting
Wouldn't it be pretty amazing, if this caught on, all over the country...? "GOOD MORNING, WELCOME TO THE UNITED STATES" "Press "1" if you speak English." "Press '2' to disconnect until you can . If you agree......keep it going

My Poetry...
I haven't had any inspiration to write poetry since I wrote my last poem in 1995. What I thought was gone and lost has resurfaced after 11 years. It was bizarre to reach for the pen and paper and spill my heart out in a poem after such a long dry spell. These are poems that I wrote and I ask that they don't leave this blog. Poetry comes from the heart...and this is expressions from MY heart. Please respect my wishes! This is the last poem I wrote in 1995. The time rolls bye, As the clock hands go around. The house is cold and lonely, Her heartbeat is the only sound. Her mind plays tricks on her, Never letting his memory rest. She's lost the guy she loves, She prays it's for the best. She has no desire to leave her dungeon, As day by day passes bye. She knows she has to move on, But feels no need to try. She's afraid to leave the house, For fear she may run into him. The memories of them would all come back, She can't take all that pain again. So tonight

Sexy Gurls Of Ct Plzz Rate & Bomb!
AM I SEXY ENOUGH??? Hey all you wonderful cherries just wanted to let ya all know I am in another contest this one is bombable to so plz help me out. You know I will do the same for you.

Hey
Hey I hope everyone is having a great day..and doing good,Take care and have a nice week and weekend.. PS.Why do people haft to be so rude and disrespectful,I am always nice to everyone no matter who thay are because I belieave in respect,but some people on here have told me to fuck off because I'm ugly,Well you know I know I am ugly but looks ant everything,real beauty comes from the heart not from outer looks,so if people don't like me because my my lloks I don't give a dame,but thay don't haft to be so disrespectful about it...

Damn Jen Rate My Pics And Stash
she messin with me telling me catch me if u can damn her damn her to hell she leaving smart coments on the other blogs lets catch her and tie her up just out of the reach of her puter comeon ladies get her get her raw raw raw lamo

Marys' Service.....
Mary Jo (Schwender) Ardito Ardito, Mary Jo (Schwender) In loving memory, born 6/28/57, died 3/9/07. Survived by loving husband, Edward Ardito; parents, Rita and Sam Ardito; son, Jeremy Schwender (Danielle); daughters, Heather Schwender (Ernest), Rebecca Osborne (Butch), Angie Ardito (Jake), Tina Dorn (Doug); brother, Guy Schwender (Patty); sister, Colleen Olson (Randy); 13 grandchildren; many nieces, nephews, cousins and friends. Funeral service 1:00 PM Sat., March 17 with visitation one hour prior to service at: Washburn-McReavy Columbia Hts. Chapel 763-789-4436 4101 Central Ave. N.E. SHE TOUCHED MANY LIVES AND WILL BE MISSED BY MANY. Published in the Star Tribune on 3/14/2007.

~~how To Cook Cherrytap Chili~~
Subject: Chili Cook Off This is long, but funny..... If you pay attention to the first two judges, the reaction of the third judge is even better. For those of you who have lived in Texas, you know how true this is. They actually have a Chili Cook Off about the time Halloween comes around. It takes up a major portion of a parking lot at the San Antonio City Park. Judge #3 was an inexperienced chili taster named Frank, who was visiting from Springfield, IL. Frank: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chili cook off. The original person called in sick at the last moment and I happened to be standing there at the judge's table asking for directions to the Coors Light truck when the call came in. I was assured by the other two judges (native Texans) that the chili wouldn't be all that spicy and, besides, they told me I could have free beer during the tasting, so I accepted." Here are the scorecard notes from the event: Chili #1 - M

25 What And When To Eat
There are a lot of ideas floating around concerning nutrition, particularly where strength and fitness are concerned. Let me touch on a few of the biggies. Carbohydrates are the preferred and most efficient fuel used in the body to perform its daily functions. Fats are essential for the transportation of vitamins A, D, E, and K to the areas of the body where they are needed. With those two inputs if you think that carbohydrates and fats are good to have in your body, you are very right. Why then is everyone saying to keep the carbohydrates and fats out of your diet? The first and foremost rule is if you want to maintain your current weight/size you should burn as many calories as you consume. If you consume more than you burn, you will gain weight and it will probably be in the form of body fat. There is a difference between body fat and dietary fats. The dietary fats as stated before are necessary chemicals to transport nutrients through the body. Body fat is that jigg

Creativity Contest.....win A Blast!
There is nothing better than creativity! Rip any of my pics of your choice and make a photoshop composition with me as subject. the best one wins 1 WEEK BLAST! To entry send me a message with a link of your job by March 25th. I will create a folder and your jobs will be rated for 2 weeks. The winner will get the blast ciao, Luca

I'll Wait For You
The snow in Montana was three feet high The lady at the counter said: There ain't no flights And so he called her on the telephone He said: I'll rent a car and I'll drive home And she said: I'll wait for you Like I did last year At Christmas time with your family here And your truck broke down out in San Antone And the gifts stayed wrapped until you got home Oh, this ain't nothin' new Sweetheart, I'll wait for you Now he's on his cell phone in a Coupe Deville Talkin' to the one he loves and always will His heart is breakin' 'cause she's there alone Her heart is achin' 'cause she wants him home She says: I'll wait for you like in '68 When our child was due, but I said, he'll have to wait Until his dad gets here and stands by my side Remember, Dear, our son's first cry Oh, this ain't nothin' new Sweetheart, I'll wait for you He didn't stop all day to eat a bite And he finally got there around midnight The doctor said, she's in a better place She said to give

One In This World
I've been searching for A heart that needs a heart like mine I've been reaching for A hand that understands I've been waiting for Someone that I can love That loves me Loves me for the one that I am Someone to hold me when I'm lonely Someone to keep the rain away They say They say [Chorus] There's one in this world for everyone One heart One soul to walk beside you One in this life to share your love One touch To touch the heart inside you Wanna reach for each night Wanna trust with your life That's what I believe You're the one The one in this world for me I've been praying that Someone like you would rescue me I've been hoping that I'll find my way to you I've been dreaming that Somehow I'll finally find somebody Somebody to make my dreams come true Someone to hold me when I'm lonely Someone to give my whole world to They say They say [Chorus] Somebody to hold me when I'm lonely Someone to tell my secrets to Someone who's living for m

20 Questions
How old are you? 23 What's your favorite season? Fall...prettier foliage. Did you make honor roll in high school? straight A's Who was your first kiss? first real kiss would be Scott, my 7th grade boyfriend Name someone you kissed in 2006. Seth How many people did you kiss in 2006? uhh, 3......what's with all the kissing questions? Where will you be in 10 years? Dead What was your first favorite movie? I think it was either "Lady and the Tramp" or "An American Tail"....I was 2. What are you doing this weekend? seeing Tom perhaps.... Are you religious? Yes, but not in a church-going kind of way What is your favorite part of your own body? my eyes DO you ever judge people on how they look? No, I judge people on how they behave Have you ever played mind games with someone you were dating? No, but I was accused of it Dogs or cats? Kitties!!! DO you get along with your parents? Yes I do Do you go to college? I graduated from colle

Should Children Witness Childbirth?
Should children witness childbirth? Due to a power outage, only one paramedic responded to the call. The house was very dark so the paramedic asked Kathleen, a 3-yr old girl to hold a flashlight high over her mommy so he could see while he helped deliver the baby. Very diligently, Kathleen did as she was asked. Heidi pushed and pushed and after a little while, Connor was born. The paramedic lifted him by his little feet and spanked him on his bottom. Connor began to cry. The paramedic then thanked Kathleen for her help and asked the wide-eyed 3-yr old what she thought about what she had just witnessed. Kathleen quickly responded, "He shouldn't have crawled in there in the first place......smack his ass again!" If you don't laugh at this one, there's no hope for you!

Sad Day
Auxiliary Officers Killed In Shootout To Be Buried With Full Honors March 16, 2007 Full police inspector's funerals will be held this weekend for the two auxiliary police officers shot and killed during the shootout in Greenwich Village Wednesday. Mayor Michael Bloomberg is expected to speak at funerals for both Nicholas Pekearo and Yevgeniy "Eugene" Marshalik. A wake for Pekearo is being held tonight at Redden's funeral home in Manhattan. His funeral is set for tomorrow morning. Marshalik's wake will be held tomorrow night at the I.J. Morris funeral home in Brooklyn. His funeral is set for Sunday morning. The mayor announced Thursday morning that the city will cover the entire cost of the funerals for both fallen officers, despite a $6,000 cap for part-time and auxiliary officers. Pekearo, 28, had been with the auxiliary police since 2003. Marshalik was two weeks shy of his 20th birthday. He was a student at NYU; he joined the Auxiliary Police Department 13

Revision...your Existence...
i can't stand that look on your face... clouded eyes that once shone with a vengeance... strangely familiar square chin that hint of stubbly shadow... the one that writes these verses from memory. i thought you would disappear eventually, that i'd never have to write about you again. i wish i could erase you, destroy anything we ever had. you broke my faith in love. you broke my faith in everything. and how can you hold your head up and love someone else? you should be running away, tail tucked between your legs and no one to save you from yourself. You unimaginable bastard. I hope someone, someday, has mercy on such a sad ass soul like yours. 'cause i won't be the one to do it anymore.

A Little More About Me
I wa born in Celina,Ohio on Feb. 26th 1955. From the age of 4 to the age of 6 I was in a childrens home in Dayton,Ohio. At the age of 6 I was placed in a foster home in Middletown,Ohio. This was at 1611 Dix Road in the home of the Lawson's. At the age of 7 they adopted me and changed my name. Any qusetions just ask. I'll answer the best I can.

3-16-07
In which I proceed It seems unclear what to do Once i thought I loved I have truly forgotten Do you really want to know me Or are you playing me? Is it all a game that you don't know that you are playing I am losing in this game this tangled web you string My home is my bed Relaxing under insanity like the waves of tsunamis Strive under pressure like a deadline past due Thrive under pressure Urn for the chance to show you How I can be friends with many and still love you still show you I care cause all those nights you can't be there Not going to cry myself to sleep Friends will be there for me When you can't hold me When you marry other guys when you think you knew me when you thought I was like the rest quit comparing me quit fucking with me shit on someone else this guy strives under this relaxed in insanity ~Timmmy~

Ladies And Gentlemen Of Cherry Tap And The Biggest Punk Ass Losers Award Goes To??
MY MY IM REALLY GETTING USE TO MAKING PEOPLE LOOK LIKE ASSHOLES ON HERE ALL MEMBERS OF THE FURIOUS FIGHTING FIREFIGHTERS WE HAVE AN IMPOSTER AMONG THE GROUP HE HAS ADDED THE FFF TO HIS NAME WITHOUT COMING TO ME OR FIREMAN185 SO IF YOU HAVE HIM ON YOUR LIST YOU MIGHT WANT TO DELETE AND BLOCK HIS STUPID PUNK ASS AS TO OUR PIECE OF MIND HE NEVER ASKED EITHER ONE OF US AND HES NOT WELCOMED TO JOIN NOW NOR WILL HE BE ALLOWED TOO AND HE CALLS HIMSELF A FIREMAN WELL I THINK NOT WHEN HE CANT EVEN COME TO THE FIRST AN SECOND IN CHARGE ASKING FOR PERMISSION TO JOIN ! DEMONSTORM YOU NO GOOD PIECE OF SHIT YOU SERIOUSLY NEED TO STOP YOUR LYING YOU WONT BE ALLOWED IN THE GROUP AND IF SOMEONE DID YOU GIVE YOU PERMISSION OTHER THEN MYSELF OR FIREMAN185 WE'D LIKE TO KNOW WHO AS THAT PERSON WILL BE KICKED OUT OF THE FFF WHEN WE STARTED THE GROUP IT WAS BASED ON TRUTH AND HONESTY AND LOYALITY AND LOVE FOR THE AMERICAN HEROS AND YOU SIR ARE NONE OF THOSE!! DemonStorm@ CherryTAP

Advice To People About Self Image, Your Life.
friend: I think a large part of it is that I want acceptance, to be a part of a group, to be noticed, included, paid attention to... To be able to hang out with, do whatever and pass the time. But I also want a gf again... i think with nai being there at school all the time, it's clouding my mind, especially since she's treating me different than before still, though more communicative now... Ngoc doesn't talk to me as much... I dunno.. just feel alone... reaching for something that I can't reach...friend: lol nicevIOLENT eLPY: yeahvIOLENT eLPY: u dont want to hear waht i have to sayvIOLENT eLPY: ull probably kill urself lolfriend: but yea, i don't really in the "censored" group have much of a place, I'm included, but more recently it's been breaking apart... they don't do anything outside of school, so participation is nil. (censored)'s friends, they don't really know me, but I'm trying to become familiar with them. friend: most the girls are ignoring me, specially the ones i

Shenandoah Valley, Virginia
The smell of wet mountain soil, after the rain or a thunderstorm. The ruffle of the leaves, from the wind or scurry of the animals. The sound of the trickle of the stream, the water passing over the rocks. The feel of the cool water when I bathe, nude in the streams. The fun of gathering fire wood and pine cones and dried needles, for the crackling fire to gather around at night. Roasting hot dogs or marshmallows for smores. Just the smell of Mother Earth herself displaying her beauty using to her advantage all of our senses to indulge her. This is where I want to be. This is where I want to die.

Cherry Blossom Festival 07'
I try to make it a habbit to travel down to DC durring the Cherry Blossom Festival and snap some pictures, have some fun, relax... yadda yadda. I took this picture a few years ago at one: By mistake. I was using an old analog/film camera, and I forgot to adjust the shutter speed which gave it a blurred effect. I guess theres some things that just can't be done with a digital camera, though I could be wrong. I need to start getting back into photography. Hopefully the cherry blossoms arn't all out of wack now due to the freak snow mixed with 70 degree days.

3 Dates
ok ive got my self in a situation im not sure what to do.been talking to this guy,seem like the lord sent me to him and them he quit talking to me so i thought he was playing games with me so i expected another date and then i excepted another date.hes on his way down as i typethis.now i have a date at 1 and at 6...who wants to be in my shose.well if you all dont hear back form me them everything is all good!!

And Biggest Pig Of All Award Goes To
ALRIGHTY THEN WELL IT SEEMS AS SOMEONE BY THE NAME OF SASSYONE HAS DECIDED TO TAKE IT UPON HERSELF OR MAY HAVE SENT ONE OF LOW LIFE SCUMS OF A FRIEND TO MARK FIREMAN185’S COWGIRL AND COWBOY TAG NSFW OH AND LETS NOT FORGET LONG HAIRDED COUNTRY BOYS TAG SINCE ITS FUNNY HOW BOTH NEW TAGS GOT MARKED ON THE SAME DAY YOU KNOW WHY IM AT IT SASSY YOU MUST BE THE ONE WHO TOLD DEMONSTORM HE COULD JOIN THE FFF AS WE ALL SEE YOU HAVE KINDLY REMOVED THE FFF FROM YOUR NAME WHICH BY THE WAY THANK GOD FOR AS WHEN FIREMAN185 ALLOWED YOU INTO THE GROUP I WAS ABOUT TO PUKE BECAUSE YOU ARE SO FAR BY NO WAY OF ANY KIND OF TRUE FIREGIRL IF YOU WERE YOU WOULDNT DO SOME OF THE STUPID SHIT YOU HAVE DONE AN DO NOW SO YOU WANNA STEAL MY PICS FROM MY ALUBM FINE YOU WANNA START A GRAPHIC WAR WELL NOW SWEETIE YOU HAVE IT IM CALLING YOUR ASS OUT RIGHT NOW I WILL HOLD THE CONTEST ON MY PAGE THERE WONT BE AWARDS JUST YOU AND ME THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN YOU AND ME IS THAT I AM ORIGNAL THE ONE AND ONLY COWGIRL IN PINK THI

Morning Pleasure
Morning pleasure John woke up one morning immensely aroused so he turned over to his wife's side of the bed. His wife, Heather, had already awakened though, and she was downstairs preparing breakfast in the kitchen. Afraid that he might spoil things by getting up, John called his little boy into he room and asked him to take this note to your beautiful Mommy." The note read: The Tent Pole Is Up, The Canvas Is Spread, The Hell With Breakfast, Come Back To Bed. Heather, grinning, answered the note and then asked her son to take this to your silly Daddy. Her note read: Take The Tent Pole Down, Put The Canvas Away, The Monkey Had A Hemorrhage, No Circus Today. John read the note and quickly scribbled a reply. Then, he asked his son to take it back to "the lady in the kitchen." His note read: The Tent Pole's Still Up, And The Canvas Still Spread, So Drop What You're Doing, And Come Give Me Some Head. Laughing, Heather answered the note and then asked her son

A Funny List Of Dumb Laws In The United State N's
Nebraska • A man is not allowed to run around with a shaved chest. • A parent can be arrested if her/his child cannot hold back a burp during a church service. • Barbers are forbidden by law from shaving a man's chest in Omaha, Nebraska. • If a child burps during church, his parent may be arrested. • In the fine state of Nebraska, it is not legal for a tavern owner to serve beer unless a nice kettle of soup is also brewing. • It is illegal for a mother to give her daughter a perm without a state license. • It is illegal for bar owners to sell beer unless they are simultaneously brewing a kettle of soup. • It is Illegal to go whale fishing. • It is illegal to sleep naked in a hotel/ motel room. • Lehigh: Doughnut holes may not be sold • Omaha: Sneezing or burping is illegal during a church service. • The owner of every hotel in Hastings is required to provide each guest with a clean and pressed nightshirt. No couple, even if they are married, may sleep together in th

Passion's Innocence
Sweet passions innocence Far from what we speak Demons enjoy the weak Forming a community Angels hover around the cemetary Fighting the war of Spiritual healing Forgive and forget Do you still stay with regret? My child, my child Don't fall back to a wretch Painful as it seems It's only a dream Illusions of the beast Slithering at your feet Defeat the ignorant ways Such dignity you portray Silence is golden Above us is only Our sweet passions innocence She's dieing While you sit and watch You're crying As she lay withered Smoking your pain away She rest in peace Looking at the bloody knives Questions running through your mind Last drag with a sigh Rest my dear, rest

Update
well i had 2 dates today and the first one was not for me..i kind of ditch him..the seconds he was nice. who knows whats going to happen.the 3rd one..didnt go on..thoughthe was playing games..but im back..better than ever

This Is Whats On My Mind:no Holds Barred
as a person i feel as tho our country has gotten away from what really matters most to us:our freedom!!! i wish i could write to the men and women serving overseas in iraq and afghanistan and let them know whats going on back in the good ole U.S.A, for i salute them for giving of themselves 9/11 ripped us apart and now we're at war with iraq four years ago we went to war with saddam hussein and today we're still there, even though saddam's been executed and al-quiada is a mess. i also have other things on my mind such as drunk drivers who still drive even when they don't have a license. its pretty messed up when a person who's convicted of dui still can get behind the wheel and endanger the lives of others on the road i say make them serve hard time. any comments let me know and message me.

Johnson Sucks!!!!!!
Just a rant on how much I REALLY can't stand that cry baby Jimmie Johnson.....He bite my white ass.....I know it's 'just racing' but when he pushes my boy, Smoke, out of the way....He can go fly a friggin' kite.....ARRRGGGG!!!!!!! Ok....better know.....I had my temper tantrum.... Have a nice weekend......*smiles*

Omfg! St. Patties Mayhem!
ok, so there may be pictures of me hitting the internet at some point... and were talkin not of my face! lol. ok, so i wore my kilt out, right.. well, of course i wore it traditional way, nothing on under it! god i love that! anyways... freggin, this chick comes by, picks up my kilt, and was like "omg, he is wearing it the real way" as she's shouting this across the bar to her girlfriends.... so her girlfriend comes over with her camera phone! lol. and starts taking pictures up my kilt and everything... freggin hillarious! lets just say, thank god i wore my kilt! THEN! THEN!!! LOL... The chick drags me into the ladies bathroom with her... shes like i'm giving you my thong. LOL. by now, i'm so piss ass drunk, i'm like "WWOOOOOOOOOOO!!!" so she pulls her pants down, pulls her thong off, and hands it to me.... its a cute lil red one for anyone who really does or doesnt want to know! lol... dont ya know, i'm so piss ass drunk, I FUCKING PUT IT ON!! HAHA! and yes, i

St Patricks Day
WHERE THE GOLD AT? I wanna know where da gold at! http://www.wherethegoldat.com/ Watch the video for youself and tell me if you see something green with a hat.. You gotta look very close lol.. and tell me what yall think about it!

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Promises
Promises aren't made easily. At least that's what I say but in my heart I promise to love you until my dying day. Promises are made for keeping that's why I've made so few but in my heart I promise that forever I will love you. I promise I will be there when you need a hand to hold & on this you can depend should your nights grow long & cold. I promise I will hold you forever close at heart. Should you ever need me- I'll be there cross my heart! I make this promise to you if only in my mind. I promise you can count on me until the end of time.

Nights Like This
I see you standing there and slowly walk your way rehearsing in my mind just what I want to say. I'll compliment the way your dress offsets your eyes or some such likely thing that at the time seems wise. I'll ask you if you might just want to take a walk or if you would prefer to sit with me and talk. I'll listen while you speak and add things here and there I'll ask about your life tell jokes without a care. and then we'll take that walk on down near the lake shore then sitting on the beach I think we'll talk some more. As things keep going well it's not sure what I'll do I'm running out of things with which to impress you. Watching as the sun sets we'll sit there hand in hand and little by little rise up from the sand. Walking along the beach the stars are shining bright and with at my side it's a beautiful night. I can't believe the way events have gone tonight; I guess it must have been, truly, Love at first sight. It's time t

You Lie1
You Lie! I want you so much, I say I need you, and leave you no choice. You say you love me, You lie cause you don't want to hurt me, You lie cause you know how much I need and love you. You lie until you find a way to say goodbye. You wanna let go but you don't know if its right thing so you lie to buy you some time. You lie cause you don't wanna hurt me, You lie and its killing me, You tell me you love me but you lie. You should've just let go a long time ago. YOU LIE!

5 Years Of What!?
Iraq war's anniversary sparks protests PORTLAND, Ore. - The fourth anniversary of the war in Iraq brought thousands of anti-war marchers into the streets for largely peaceful protests over the weekend, though a large rally in Portland ended in with scuffles and police using pepper spray. "This is a war to establish U.S. hegemony," said Susan Hay, a high school teacher, who marched Sunday in Portland with her two children and husband. "This is a war to be able to consume everyone else's resources." The clashes with police started after the march, when a small group broke off in scuffles and a standoff that lasted into the evening. At least half a dozen protesters were detained and police used pepper spray at one point. Some said the police overreacted. "They showed a huge amount of force," said Jake Fagan, 21, who said he had lost two friends in Iraq. "But we are just trying to march." Organizers said there might have been as many as 15,000 people at the staging p

***very Important***new Car Jacking Scam***
Subject: FW: VERY IMPORTANT!! NEW CAR JACKING SCAM!! > >Heads up everyone. > > > >You walk across the parking lot, unlock your car and get inside. > >You start the engine and shift into Reverse. When you look into > >the rearview mirror to back out of your parking space, you notice > >a piece of paper stuck to the middle of the rear window. So, you > >shift into Park, unlock your doors, and jump out of your > >car to remove that paper (or whatever it is) that is obstructing > >your view. > > > >When you reach the back of your car, that is when the > >car hacker's) ! appear out of nowhere, jump into your car and > >take off. They practically mow you down as they speed off > >in your car. > > > >And guess what, ladies? I bet your purse is still in the car. > >So now the carjacker has your car, your home address, your > >money, and your keys. Your home and your whole identity is > >now compromised! > > > >BEWARE OF THIS NEW SCHEME THAT IS NOW BEING USED. > > > >I

The Valiant Little Tailor
One summer's morning a little tailor was sitting on his table by the window, he was in good spirits, and sewed with all his might. Then came a peasant woman down the street crying, good jams, cheap. Good jams, cheap. This rang pleasantly in the tailor's ears, he stretched his delicate head out of the window, and called, come up here, dear woman, here you will get rid of your goods. The woman came up the three steps to the tailor with her heavy basket, and he made her unpack all the pots for him. He inspected each one, lifted it up, put his nose to it, and at length said, the jam seems to me to be good, so weigh me out four ounces, dear woman, and if it is a quarter of a pound that is of no consequence. The woman who had hoped to find a good sale, gave him what he desired, but went away quite angry and grumbling. Now, this jam shall be blessed by God, cried the little tailor, and give me health and strength. So he brought the bread out of the cupboard, cut himself a piece right across t

Gossip Wolf And The Fox
The she-wolf brought into the world a young one, and invited the fox to be godfather. After all, he is a near relative of ours, said she, he has a good understanding, and much talent, he can instruct my little son, and help him forward in the world. The fox, too, appeared quite honest, and said, worthy mrs. Gossip, I thank you for the honor which you are doing me, I will, however, conduct myself in such a way that you shall be repaid for it. He enjoyed himself at the feast, and made merry, afterwards he said, dear mrs. Gossip, it is our duty to take care of the child, it must have good food that it may be strong. I know a sheep-fold from which we might fetch a nice morsel. The wolf was pleased with the idea, and she went out with the fox to the farmyard. He pointed out the fold from afar, and said, you will be able to creep in there without being seen, and in the meantime I will look about on the other side to see if I can pick up a chicken. He, however, did not go there, but sat down

The Three Brothers
There was once a man who had three sons, and nothing else in the world but the house in which he lived. Now each of the sons wished to have the house after his father's death, but the father loved them all alike, and did not know what to do, he did not wish to sell the house, because it had belonged to his forefathers, else he might have divided the money amongst them. At last he conceived a plan, and he said to his sons, "Go into the world, and try each of you to learn a trade, and, when you all come back, he who makes the best masterpiece shall have the house." The sons were well content with this, and the eldest determined to be a blacksmith, the second a barber, and the third a fencing-master. They fixed a time when they should all come home again, and then each went his way. It chanced that they all found skillful masters, who taught them their trades well. The blacksmith had to shoe the king's horses, and he thought to himself, "The house is mine, without doubt." The barber

Truckers Tribute
Truckers Tribute Truckers are found on highways, in truck stops, in service bays, on loading docks, on bush roads and at fuel stops, and often, they are the first at the scene of an accident. Their wives help them. Little boys follow them. Relatives and friends don't understand them. Meals must wait for them. Weather can delay them. But nothing can stop them. A trucker is a paradox. He is a blue jeaned executive with his office in a cab. He is a scientist who hauls dangerous chemicals and explosives; a purchasing agent in a baseball cap; a personnel director with grease under his fingernails; a poor eater with a fondness for burgers and fries, steak and potatoes' a student of geography and a weather watcher who reads the clouds for rain or snow. He likes sunshine, children, smooth pavement, good traction, clean loads, dinner at home, weekends with his family, his shirt collar unbuttoned and country music. And there is a special place in his heart for his r

Help Your Girl Out!
OK guys I'm in a big boobs contest can you help me out, I guarantee you'll like this one, this pic isnt in any of my album... so show me some love ..muah saucy http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=141796&albumid=268391&i=1942812911

And From Within...
and from within... teach me to feel show me its real prove to me you're MY IDEAL. fed up with, my solitude i finally understood this loneliness that i endured was obscured. hug me, caress me. show me your affection piece for me that part of the world i have yet to see. experience with me all that life has to give teach me to exceed all that i thought i would be. elevate my emotions to exceed my thought of perfection by incrementing from infatuation to love.

True Contentment
Contentment is not: a faster car a prettier wife a handsome husband a fancy boat a million dollars plastic surgery a huge house a gold ribbon a popularity contest win a luxurious vacation home the proper friends True contentment is: Knowing who you are Why you are here and Where you are going!

Warewolf Child
The winds wailing high into the night, earth heaving , mound of breasts swelling as the screams get louder. The cave opens its canal as a beast pushes out of the canal, as mother pushes harder, the beast pushes its way out, lifted above from the belly. A baby girl born, small dark with tiny fangs, pointed ears, wisps of hair trailing down to her back, pointed nails like the beast, yellos eyes peeking to see her mother for the frist time. mother wraps and cradles her new born warewold child, gazing out to from inside the cave and sees the others that had shown up. The main leader of the pack lifts his head up, nose towards the full moon and gives a long howl as the others follow along. as the mother greets the child to her breast it greedily takes on the breast and quietly suckles sleeping soundly in the arms of mother. she stands tall, long black hair, red stained lips, pale like the snow and green eyes. walking slowly with her newborn towards the pack, lays the child down and

Can't Rely On Anyone!
I'm so sick of the plumber giving us the run-around. Monday he was sick, now today he's in a meeting. Don't tell us you're going to be here if you're not positive! It's been a week with no toilet and clothes washer. I'm so sick of it! GRR. Oh, and the sinks don't work right either. So no cooking. Which I don't mind, I love to go out to eat.

Floating Like A Satellite,
Floating like a satellite, deep in space with the stars above, in my dreams, so late at night, dreaming of the one I love. Floating like a satellite, orbiting around your heart, keeping your soul in my sight, to assure we're never torn apart. Floating like a satellite, come join me on this distant moon. Our love shines like the sun, so bright, as we sing this eternal tune.

Tuesday 3/20/07
I've noticed another theme in the Mumms today, and that theme was jobs, I am hoping that after I graduate from college that I am able to get a job as a counselor or psychologist. I would really like to have this type of job because I really enjoy trying to help people with their problems, although it doesn't always seem to help lol. Being disabled though, I am limited to the types of job that I can have because I cannot do much of a physical job. I'm hoping that I can get a job where I can interact with people, rather than just sitting behind a desk doing an office job. I'm a shy person, but I hope that by interacting with people on a regular basis that this is something that I will be able to overcome,or at least I hope so because this is something that I would really like to change about myself. Well, I'm going to end this here, so I hope everyone that reads this has a great night.

Inf. Survey
Have you ever...! 1. Ate Crocodile 2. Slept in a different bed? 3. Made out in a movie theatre? 4. made out with 2 different people in one night? 5. Thought your cousin was hot? 6. Been in love? 7. Slept? 8. Taken a shower with the opposite sex? 9. Gone over the speed limit? 10. Painted your room? 11. Drove a car? 12. Danced in front of your mirror? 13. Gotten a hickey? 14. Been dumped? 15. Stole money from a friend? 16. Gotten in a car with people you just met? 17. Been in a fist fight? 18. Snuck out of your house? Find this survey and others at www.mycodesplace.com

On This, The Evening Of March 20,2007
What is up everybody? Nothing going on here really. Just got done cleaning my girls room, god, it was trashed. I though only boys were the destructive ones. I guess that myth is blown out of the water. I found food, make-up, stuff I name as unidentifiable, and a 2 members of an arctic expedition who apparently made a wrong turn somewhere. Then i cleaned my room. Now things are coming together. I found food, no make-up mind you, stuff I name as unidentifiable, and the rest of the arctic team looking for the others. I told them to get the hell out from under my bed, their friends were in the other room eating slushies. So, my powers of deductive reasoning gave me insight into why the girls room was such a mess. Like father like daughter. lol. So, now i sit at the computer in a mostly hazard free room, drinking a pepsi and glad that you cant get tetanus from dirty socks. heh heh. Talk to you later.

Thenetwork Is Forever Offline
DEVIL MACHINE NETWORK IS DISBANDED.KANG AND I WILL CONTINUE TO RECORD AND PLAY AS DISIAM,AND ARE LOOKING FOR A BASSIST AND A RHYTHM GUITARIST.NEW MYSPACELINK UP AS SOON AS WE DESIGNIT,STAY TUNED FOR MORE DETAILS/

The Road To Success...ambition And Persistance
Many people fail in life because they believe in the old saying "if you don't succeed, try something else." But success eludes those who follow such advice. The dreams that come true did so because people stuck to their ambitions. They refused to be discouraged. They never let disappointment get the uper hand. Challenges only spurred them on to greater efforts. You will be judged by what you finish, not by what you start. I you dont see results right away, dont worry, you will get paid in the end. All great achievements require time and tenacity. Be persevering because the last key on the ring may be the one that opens the door. Hanging on one second longer than your competition makes you a winner. Become famous for finishing important, difficult tasks. If you are ever tempted to stop, just think of Brahms, who took seven long years to compose his famous lullaby. Woodrow Wilson once said, "I would rather fail in a cuase that will ultimately succeed than succeed in a cause that

Go Figure!
BITCHOLOGY When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold withi

Passing Of A Dear Friend
I lost my dearest friend of over 25yrs last thrusday night at 7pm. God called her home and i knnow she is no longer in pain. We met at work aaaand our friendship was born there. Flora was a very loving caring mother grandmother and friend. No matter whAT she was doing she always made time for me. She was a wonderful christian lady. She spent the last 8 years of her life in a nursing home as she needed more care than family and friends could give her. She touch everyone in her life. She had lou gerhig's disease for 8 yrs. she is at peace now and has gone home to her lord.. She will be greatly missed by one and all.

Read My Profile
I was board and I clicked the "I'M board button so I could rate some pictures and level up most of the pictures I rated were during happy hour so you know I am guilty of this too clicking 10 and moving on then this morning I get a comment asking me if I was a child molester cause out of all the pictures this dumb ass has I rated her daughters picture?? you need to start reading the profiles people!!!...wtf I understand that freaks and molester are out there but I get no thrill out of little girls I get less a thrill from morons and assholes who take random pot shots at me for no fucking reason stupid stupid fucking people had this person shouted to me of left me a private message I would had a chance to explain myself in stead they left me a comment for the whole world to judge me on my page thanks you insane numbile minded fuck nutted bitch. leaving comments on pages like that can get you a bad rep one I don't deserve one I will never have or need I have enough problems being me, (y

Yikes!!!!!
A VERY ugly man walks into his local pub with a big grin on his face and orders a draft beer. "What are you so happy about?" asks the barman. "Well, I'll tell you," replies the ugly man. "You know, I live by the railroad tracks. Well, on my way home last night, I noticed a young woman tied to the tracks, like in the films. I, of course, went and cut her free and took her back to my place. Anyway, to make a long story short, I scored big time! We made love all night, all over the house. We did everything, me on top, sometimes her on top, every position imaginable!" "Fantastic!" exclaimed the barman. "You lucky bastard, was she pretty?" "Dunno... Never found the head!"

Intersections Of History
Intersections March 20, 2007 by John Galt History should be and actually is a cyclical series of events recorded throughout the known world of civilized time. It is a subject I have been fascinated with for decades and write about extensively, trying to wake the world up to the repetition which we are seeing now. No, I'm not Churchill, trying to warn everyone in 1934 of the dangers of National Socialism. I'm trying to teach everyone that Civilizations rise and fall, but the reason why is that humanity's frailty, it's pride that refuses to recognize the past, allows and creates mistakes from our history to be repeated. Intersections, where events cross, are crucial points of history which move forward in one direction and collide with a mistake of the past, eventually change the course of mankind. We are witnessing a series of intersections, colliding daily, weekly, and monthly now. In 1906, Upton Sinclair wrote a stirring account called "The Jungle" in which the h

Walk Away
"Walk Away" You've got your mother and your brother Every other undercover Tellin' you what to say (say) You think I'm stupid But the truth is That it's cupid, baby Lovin' you has made me this way So before you point your finger Get your hands off of my trigger Oh yeah You need to know this situation's getting old And now the more you talk The less I can take, oh I'm looking for attention Not another question Should you stay or should you go? Well, if you don't have the answer Why are you still standin' here? Hey, hey, hey, hey Just walk away Just walk away Just walk away I waited here for you Like a kid waiting after school So tell me how come you never showed (showed)? I gave you everything And never asked for anything And look at me I'm all alone (alone) So, before you start defendin' Baby, stop all your pretendin' I know you know I know So what's the point in being slow Let's get the show on the road today Hey I'm looking for attention N

Here Goes
Guys, I dont understand you and you dont understand me so lets just raise the little white flag and start over ok. I like the 50's doo wop music (yeah I know, shut up), i love almond joys, and I enjoy horror movies. I do have nude pics and no I dont feel the need to show everyone. I also like cock but dont need to see yours. If this bugs you then too fucking bad. If you have something to say to me then say it. Don't sugar coat it, i'm a big girl I think I can handle it. I may be a bitch but I'm sure you'll get over it. Questions? Comments? Go ahead, i got plenty of time to read and respond to them all.

Who Wants To Be Dominated??
The Assertive Sub You scored 73 You are assertive, yet still maintain some level of submission. You stand your ground firmly most of the time, and are fairly level. You may not identify with being submissive or dominant, and it's possible that you're a switch (someone who alternates between the two depending on circumstances and/or mood). This test tracked 1 variable. How the score compared to the other people's: Higher than 84% on domsub Link: The Are you Dominant or submissive Test written by nahemah on Ok Cupid

Who Wants To Fuck Me??? (lmao)
" The Punching bag" You are 86 fuckable! Yeah, you're fuckable. Probably fucked, too. You can be so wild sometimes that you may even be, well, how should I put this nicely, easy. Wild and kinky is good, but you should lean to use it in maderation. Hold out a bit when it comes to having sex with a new person. You don't have to let it all hang out! Sure, people want you, but it's probably because they know they could have you. It's ok to play hard-to-get once and a while. In fact, it makes you even sexier! This test tracked 1 variable. How the score compared to the other people's: Higher than 92% on humpers Link: The how fuckable are you? Test written by ShizzleBitch on Ok Cupid

Natural Highs.... These R So True
1. Falling in love. 2. Laughing so hard your face hurts. 3. A hot shower. 4. No lines at the supermarket. 5. A special glance. 6. Getting mail. 7. Taking a drive on a pretty road. 8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. 9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. 10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer. 11. Chocolate milkshake (vanilla or strawberry). 12. A bubble bath. 13. Giggling. 15. The beach. 16. Finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat from last winter. 17. Laughing at yourself. 18. Looking into their eyes and knowing they Love you 19. Midnight phone calls that last for hours. 20. Running through sprinklers. 21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. 22. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful. 23. Laughing at an inside joke with FRIENDS 24. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice abou

Caution: Very Weird Freaky Dream
Last night i dreamt I was about 4 months pregnant and I don't remember who the father was, and I was scared half to death. I went to this strange hospital where there wasn't much light and they were treating other patients in the hallway. As I got into a hospital bed, I began to go into labor and one nurse came running over and helped me push. The baby came out very easily, and he was perfect except for his legs were abnormally small and he was visibly dead. I didn't get to hold him, the nurse walked away with him and I got up and went home very traumatized. I thought this dream was morbid in a way! I've dreamed of being pregnant before, but it was never this depressing! I have no idea what it means either.

Ya Never Know When Kink Rears It's Head....
Comic books were long considered a children's medium, and it's only been relatively recently that they have gained respect as an art form. But even way back when, the comics held a number of little surprises for savvy readers. Below are a series of panels exposing the kinkier side of the comic books you knew as a child. These have not been retouched in any way. Sure, most of this was unintentional, but that doesn't make it any less funny.

Poem 3
Black and cold as stone was my heart. you came into my life and tour it apart. now i have a heart of gold warm and true. thanks to the love you have for me and the love i have for you. to you i'll always will be true

Sexxxxx
1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would like to have sex with? 2. Do they know it? 3. Have you had sex with anyone on you friend’s list? 4. Do you like making love or having hott sex? 5. Have your ever had a 3 some? 6. What is your favorite position? 7. Do you want to have sex with the person who posted this? 8. Give or receive oral? 9. Kinky or sneaky? 10. Loud or quiet? 11. Ruff of soft? 12. Foreplay or not? 13. Do you like to bite or be bitten? 14. Spank or be spanked? 15. Condoms or not? 16. Masturbate or not? 17. Role-playing or not? 18. Are you brave enough to re-post this?

Can We (by Outlaw Angel)
Can we get thru a past full of pain and dispare Can we build a life together to share. Can we find that we love each other thru it all Can we find that no hearts have to fall Can we pick up the pieces and make a new start Can we once again play the part.

Difference Between Men And Women
1) women like to make a bad boy good men like to make a good girl bad 2) men like meat women like to ride on the meat 3) men like to pimp women like to primp 4) women like credit cards men like to fart 5) women like to check their hair men, if it were legal, like chicks who are bare 6) women like to give directions men don't listen to that 7) women like soft warm places men like to scratch their places 8) women like to watch the sun rise men always get a rise in the morning 9) men enjoy playing ball women enjoy the mall 10) women enjoy pink things men enjoy pink! ;) ~Timmy~

Wiccan Abc's
Wiccan ABC's Accept others as they are, we are all individuals. Belief in yourself is a necessity. Concentration is important in any endeavor, both magickal and in life. Do what you will, so long as it harms none. Empathy is an important life skill...learn it, practice it. Find strength in yourself, your friends, your world and your actions. Goddess/God' s are multifaceted - The Lord and Lady take many names and faces. Help others every change you get. Intelligence is something that cannot be judged on the surface. Judge not - what you send out comes back to you! Karma loves to slap you in the face, watch out for it. Learning is something that should never stop happening!!! Magick is a wonderful gift, but it is not everything! Nature is precious, appreciate it and protect it. Over the course of time, your soul learns many lessons. Make this life count!!! Pray Quietness both physically and mentally restores the soul, meditate often.

Few Of My Poems
Poems of heart "My heart's prayer" This is my heart's prayer. That I'd remain unique and rare. To stand strong and firm. But to be human enough to know when weakness comes. I need to learn to love life with each stride. To deal with the good and bad that may join in this ride. I pray to find my "missing rib." And once found that she never think she isn't of worth to me. That nothing and no one would get in the way. Once she and I are together, it will be a great day. I pray to be a good father if that is my fate. I will raise them to do their very best and love them with my all. My heart's prayer is to be my all for God even through the imperfections. I ask that God would help me to look past other's rejections. Then I pray to never let the light within me to ever go out. That I not become something that I am not meant to be. This is my heart's prayer. To love, give, live, dream, and to just dare. "Heart cries" I

Hmmmm
OK IM NOT GONNA BITCH ABOUT MY FRIENDS NOT HELPING ME OUT. IM JUST GONNA ASK AGAIN CAN SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME BOMB MY HUBBY IN HIS CONTEST IT IS OVER SUNDAY AND I HAVE BEEN STRUGGELING TO KEEP HIM AHEAD. THANKS TO THE FEW THAT HAVE HELPED AND THOSE OF U WHO WILL. I WILL BUY ANYONE WHO HELPS A VIC GIFT.

Just My Dribble
Spiritual Journey The journey is different for everyone we are all in the process till it's done Seeking the road to peace of mind the path is easy to know and hard to find So often side tracked by things unimportant missing the wonders that are heaven sent unhappy that life won't bend to our will discovery that we have yet to fulfill just to live in the moments of the day accepting things that don't go our way knowing it is better to be a part of the whole these are the things that enlighten the soul ego and pride take away from the ride leaving us empty and wanting to hide to protect our selfs from hurts yet to come is the way of many and yet very dumb for without risk we can never be right we must be open to advance into the light Standing tall at the journeys conclusion free of the bonds of material confusion By R.Thomas Dinsmore Imagine peace , Imagine no war Imagine love like none before The world needs dreamers It offsets the

Reality Is Yours
So as we all know I have resigned from my job. Does that make me a loser a quiter? Not even close it shows courage and respect for myself and those I surround myself with. Does the lack of income worry me, NO! ends are met by being true to yourself. So if you struggle and have no direction look ahead you will see all that is meant to be. Just believe in your heart that only good and happiness will come and with that you will see. Have no shame in your qwests for they are yours to conquire with a passion only you carry. Follow your dreams, they become your reality. Take that chance. If there are fears speak them and release them as the wind blows, so they to will be free so that you may continue to prosper and grow. With the nights you are alone and feel doubt call me talk to someone that will encourage you to continue your journey. For all paths cross and when you need me I shall appear to you and guide you in the darkness, so that you will see the path to walk. Our Spring is here so

Love
Artist: Tesla Song: Love Song Album: Time'S Makin' Changes-Best Of [" Time'S Makin' Changes-Best Of " CD] So you think that it's over, That your love has fin'lly reached the end. Any time you call, night or day, I'll be right there for you if you need a friend. It's gonna take a little time. Time is sure to mend your broken heart. Don't you even worry, pretty darlin'. I know you'll find love again. Yeah. Chorus: Love is all around you. Yeah Love is knockin' outside *YOUR* door. Waitin' for you is this love made just for two Keep an open heart and you'll find love again, I know. Love is all around you. Love is knockin' outside **YOUR** door. Waitin' for you is this love made just for two Keep an open heart and you'll find love again, I know. Chorus / Outro: Love will find a way. Darlin', love is gonna find a way, Find its way back to you. Love will find a way. So look around, open your eyes. Love is gonna find a way. Love is gonna, love is gonna fin

I'm Sorry For Not Writing
To my Friends, Family and Fans I have been sick these past few day and am starting to feel better but I didn't stop it in time (or it was bound) to affect my breathing. With my asthma I have to watch any sinus infection and keep it from getting worst. I fear it just may have done just that, so I'll see. Love to all and hope to be my old self again SOON!!!!!!!! P.S. If I had your e-mails I would have to you all sooner and to let you know your not forgoten. ;-)

Male Or Female?
Some examples: FREEZER BAGS: They are male, because they hold everything in, but you can see right through them. PHOTOCOPIERS: These are female, because once turned off, it takes a while to warm them up again. They are an effective reproductive device if the right buttons are pushed, but can also wreak havoc if you push the wrong buttons. TIRES: Tires are male, because they go bald easily and are often over inflated. HOT AIR BALLOONS: Also a male object, because to get them to go anywhere, you have to light a fire under their arse. SPONGES: These are female, because they are soft, squeezable and retain water. WEB PAGES: Female, because they're constantly being looked at and frequently getting hit on. TRAINS: Definitely male, because they always use the same old lines for picking up people. EGG TIMERS: Egg timers are female because, over time, all the weight shifts to the bottom. HAMMERS: Male, because in the last 5000 years, they've hardly changed at all,

Who The Fuck Shoots Up An Amish Schoolhouse?!?
Ok, I know this happened a while ago, but I am transfering some of the blogs I posted when I was doing the myspace thing.... Well, if you have been living under a rock, then you haven't heard what happened in a liitle Amish community called Nickel Mines here in Lancaster County, PA. Charles Carl Roberts, IV calmly stormed a one room Amish schoolhouse with two shotguns, a stun gun, two knives and over 600 rounds of ammunition. He lined up at least 11 girls against the chalkboard and shot them "execution style", fatally wounding four before killing himself. Now one wonders what posessed this jackass to do such an horrendous act of violence. Why would anyone single out the Amish in such a way? They are a peaceful people who shun the trappings of modern life. According to police reports Mr. Roberts did this shameful deed as an act of a "vengence killing" over something that happened over 20 years ago. Roberts was 32. Now what the fuck could have happened to him that it took

Update Re Phalic Nsfw Photos....
okay, I am calm now. What you have to understand is that it takes a LOT to get me upset, but some of my red hairs (my hair is a mix of red, brown, and blonde) get the best of me sometimes and I just have to let off some steam. Not that I think I was wrong in anything that I did say in my prior blog posting. In fact, I stand behind everything I did say. I have received several messages from friends stating that they would like to continue viewing my NSFW photos that I moved to family status. I am going to move those from the more restrictive FAMILY status to FRIENDS status; just won't be on the EVERYONE status that it was before. Folks are going to have to be my FRIENDS before I let them look at any NSFW photos in the future. But all my FRIENDS need to understand that I may have them extremely restricted if and when I am in a one-on-one in person relationship, which is only right to do, unless he would approve a less restrictive view. It would be whatever he was comf

Waiting...
Like broken glass shattered prisms of light refracting on the wall. Bloody tears drip drip drip down my face waiting for the fall from grace. Feathers fall from tattered wings shorn and discarded. Light darkened by tarnish rusty with age worn smooth by loving hands older than time. The pain is a gift I suffer gladly awaiting with Faith and Hope the new day. I look east and see the sunrise. I look west and see …you. ~Selene © 2007

From A Friend
I want to live my next life backwards: You start out dead and get that out of the way. Then you wake up in an old age home feeling better every day. Then you get kicked out for being too healthy. Enjoy your retirement and collect your pension. Then when you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years until you're too young to work. You get ready for High School: drink alcohol, party, and you're generally promiscuous. Then you go to primary school, you become a kid, you play, and you have no responsibilities. Then you become a baby, and then... You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury, in spa-like conditions - central heating, room service on tap, and then... You finish off as an orgasm. I rest my case.

My Card :p
thank you for the link Bulldog xoxoxo You are The Empress Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation. The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful. The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was return

Silly Girls Vs Smart Girls
Smart girls know better. They don't look for love where none exists. Silly girls think that love is around the corner. Or in the next bed. Smart girls can tell lust from love. And don't confuse sex for romance. Silly girls will sleep with someone, and hope that person falls in love with them. Smart girls date a person, and get to know them before thinking they're in love. Then they wait until they know for sure before admitting it. Silly girls think they're in love because the person makes them pretty, or desirable. Then they fool themselves into thinking they're in love, when they're just happy for the attention. Which one am I?

The Varieties
I like wacky genres of music...some crazy-er than others. Like for instance: or even: but sometimes I like: or even like: but I mostly like: and others of the time as well. Man, thats a lot of videos to cover. Oh well, enjoy my randomness. --Xonus ;)

The Metal Guru Is Bored
lol ya i changed my name, i felt the whoel RevHellspawn thing was getting a bit childish, besides, i take great pride in the nickname The Metal Guru, wich was given to me by a friend back in highschool... oks soo now that if ranted off topic im bored any of my friends on here wanna chat with me feel free to add me to ur messengers, just PLEASe tell me who you are soo i wont get confused when or if u message me! MSN: deformed_soul@hotmail.com Yahoo: tormented666_666 AIM: MJK zeroskater

Zoikies!! Xxx Survey.
Who writes this stuff? 1.Who was your first kiss?: A.M when i was like 15 i think. 2.Who was your first feel up?: A.M again. 3.When did you lose your virginity?: 16 i think. last day of sophomore year. 4.Was it good?: Id say so. 5.Who was it with?: A.M 6.Oral sex?: Absolutly, giving and getting. You could say i have a oral fixation. 7.Spit or swallow? Um well as a guy going down on a girl i am sorta required to swallow. For the girl though its her choice, i dont get offended. 8.Anal sex?: Sure why not. 9.Ever have a orgy?: Ubber close. I kinda liked one of the girls alot though, so i slowed it down, didnt want her getting the wrong idea about me. 10.If no, would you have one?: I dunno, depends on the situation. 11.Faveroite position?: Hmmm, against the wall, doggie, or girl on top. 12.Sex. For love or fun?: Well there is fucking, and there is making love. Fuck for fun, make love for...love duh. 13.Whats the longest you have had sex f

Are You A Packrat?
You're a Pack Rat in Training You know those crazy old people with a ton of video tapes and cats? Well, you're training to be one. Time to do some spring cleaning. Even if it isn't spring! Are You a Pack Rat?

The Weekend...
Just stuff from the weekend to ramble on about. If you talked to me over the weekend you know I wasn't having a great one. I hate weekends without my son. Friday evening I was taking a walk. A guy was walking 3 dogs, and not controlling them very well, which left no room on the sidewalk for me as he passed by, so I stepped down to the road. Wouldn't you know I stepped right on the edge of a small pothole and therewent my ankle again.. rolled right over. It swelled up, hurt like um.. you know. So I iced it, wrapped it and kept it elevated. The Dr warned I would have troubles like this after the injury in the fall. The swelling is down but it still hurts. Recorded a Pokemon movie for David Friday night too. He didn't ask me to, but I figured he would want it since he wasn't home. When I called him Sat morning he immediately asked if I taped "it". I played dumb for awhile asking what "it" was.. until he could finally tell me. He asked me last night if I had watched it ye

Kind Of In A Daze
I had an amazing weekend, I got to see some old friends and meet some new ones. I also got to spend a ton of time with my daughter which her and I both needed. I finally got to be me again. I got to play with my daughter, split firewood, stack firewood, run around on my fourwheeler, and watch a thunderstorm. It is going to be a busy day today but I think I am prepared for anything life can throw at me.

Great Truths!
1) No matter how hard you try, you can't baptize cats. 2) When your Mom is mad at your Dad, don't let her brush your hair. 3) If your sister hits you, don't hit her back. They always catch the second person. 4) Never ask your 3-year old brother to hold a tomato. 5) You can't trust dogs to watch your food. 6) Don't sneeze when someone is cutting your hair. 7) Never hold a Dust-Buster and a cat at the same time. 8) You can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk. 9) Don't wear polka-dot underwear under white shorts. 10) The best place to be when you're sad is Grandpa's lap. GREAT TRUTHS THAT ADULTS HAVE LEARNED: 1) Raising teenagers is like nailing Jell-O to a tree. 2) Wrinkles don't hurt. 3) Families are like fudge...mostly sweet, with a few nuts. 4) Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground. 5) Laughing is good exercise. It's like jogging on the inside. 6) Middle age is when you choose your cereal for the fibe

Kiss Me
Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com Kiss me out of the bearded barley Nightly, beside the green, green grass Swing, swing, swing the spinning step You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress. [Chorus:] Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight Lead me out on the moonlit floor Lift your open hand Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance Silver moon's sparkling So kiss me Kiss me down by the broken tree house Swing em upon its hanging tire Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat We'll take the trail marked on your father's map

Written By Me December '99 On My Website Using Notes I Took From Talking To People. Hope You Like It!
Please keep in mind that if you are not open minded and don't have a very wild sense of humor about sex, stories, and life's mishaps, please do not go any further on this page. Personal and private stories are not shared on this site due to privacy and personal trust. Please be aware that these are not linked to anyone directly but are for the enjoyment of your reading pleasure. This is not my own personal opinion but jokes sent in and/or discussed and I thought would be humorous......enjoy! _______________________________________________________ The I.S.E.'s Forty Ways Women Fail In Bed 1. MILKING IT: When stroking a guy's package don't grab it like a bus rail and start jerking it like you were milking a cow. Don't use the penis as if it's a piece of gym equipment to strengthen the forearms. The male organ is a thing of wonder and beauty, and should be worshipped and held tenderly at all times.The sensitive part is at the top (where your face should be

I Am Destiny
I am Light. I am Peace. I am Spirit. I have been known by many names, But only a special few remember me, Recognize me. I am Guardian. I am Priestess. I am the Mother who has birthed the Phoenix. Every time She dies I have been there, And every time She awakens, I have been there, too. Every woman has a bit of Her Fire, And Her Death, And Her Rebirth. I am a creature of Earth and Spirit, And yet I seek to harness the power of Fire As all women do. Like my Sisters, I am not all that I seem - I am so much more. For those who seek the Fire within And hope to soar on flame-kissed wings, Beware the burning of Life and Love. We reach for the Light, The Fire, The Soul, With a yearning of countless lifetimes, And never understand Why we are engulfed in the Flames yet again. It is our Destiny To ride, to soar as high as our heart can dream Before we fall to Earth again, Where Gaia is waiting With open arms To catch you. I am Peace. I

Wot Killer
You scored as Jigsaw. You are Jigsaw. You dont enjoy killing people at all. You instead love to see how far people will go to live. However if it ends in a bloody death, you still sleep with a smile on your face. You are intelligent, and know how to outwit just about anyone. And that spells bad news for anyone who falls into your games of death and torture.Jigsaw90%Pinhead85%Leatherface70%Candyman70%Freddy Krueger60%Hannibal Lecter55%Buffalo Bill55%Jason Voorhees40%Captain Spaulding40%Michael Myers35%

Somewhere Today...
Somewhere today a child will be lost, Will it be yours or mine? Somewhere today a river will flow, From tears that a parent is crying. Somewhere today a child's name is called, But no answer will ever be heard, Only the memory of a final goodbye "I Love You Mommy", the last words. Somewhere today a child waits on a bus, But when schools in, they wont be there. Somewhere today the law will allow, A pedophile to add stench to our air. Somewhere today a funeral is held, Amidst wailing and unending pain, Mothers and Fathers who've suffered great loss, Their lives have been forever changed. Somewhere today a judge will grant bail, Allowing a man a second chance to kill, Somewhere today a menace will walk free, Endangering kids with his treacherous will. And somewhere today a search party seeks, The remains of a lost soul, Someone whose body was tortured and raped, Could this be a person you know? Somewhere today in your city or mine, A wife will not re

Love Tarot
Wow if this one isnt right the fuck on > Your Daily Tarot Today's Card Image - copyright 1998 Lo Scarabeo S.r.l. The Ace of Wands card reversed suggests that initial attraction and passion may be nothing more than an aimless tease or escape. It's no wonder it seems attractive at first, but the staying power may not be there, no matter how much you try to make it so. While a lack of spontaneity or innovation could make your love life seem obligatory rather than liberating and exciting, that's no reason to jump at a tiny spark that may not have the potential to become a real fire. Enjoy the feeling for what it is without trying to elicit promises that may fall through or be disappointing.

Your Pain Runs Deep Share It With Me
[voice sample from Star Trek V] I couldn't help but notice your pain [My pain?] It runs deep Share it with me! They'll never take me alive, I'm gettin' high with my four-five Cocked on these suckas, time to die Even as a youngster causin' ruckus on the back of the bus i was a fool all through high school kickin' up dust But now I'm labelled as a trouble maker who can you blame? Smokin' weed helped me take away the pain So I'm hopeless rollin' down the freeway swervin, don't worry I'm about to crash up on the curb cause my visions blurry Maybe if they tried to understand me, what should I do? I had to feed my fuckin' family, what else could I do but be a thug out slangin' with the homies fuck hangin' with them phonies in the club got my mind on danger never been a stranger to homicide my cities full of gang bangers and drive bys why do we die at an early age he was so young but still a victim of the 12 gauge my memories of a corpse mind full of sick thoughts

Friends
ive been on cherrytap for some time and it makes me sick to think that when u think u have a friend and then u turn around and u dont.im tired of the games..if u want to be my friend thats fine and if u dont then leave me alone

It Was Written.
Fear is in the eye of the beholder Love is in the presence of the love maker Life is in the words of the comforter Endure much longer, live much longer Fear is in the eye of the beholder Love is in the presence of the love maker Life is in the words of the comforter Endure much longer, live much longer

Seeking The Soul I Can't Live Without
The Desire Wonder and joy I feel when your near Desire and elation holding you dear Knowing one whose soul is true Finding the heart of love in you Pain in the past long forgotten in your gaze feel of your sweet kisses leaves me in a daze transported into a world we alone share I love to get lost in your eyes without a care electric intensity as our hands touch addiction to the high I want it so much I hold you, you hold me and joy is all I feel My feelings growing stronger they are for real I miss you so much at the end of the day I have a desire and wish I could stay Just to hold you close all the night through and wake to your embrace in a day anew just to see that smile grace your beauty so true I live to be the one who gives it to you By R. Thomas Dinsmore Song Of Joy Never could be any prouder than I the light in my life that can never die joys of this life that from my heart do spring a melody of unending happiness I sing fo

Robin Thicke - Lost Without You
I’m lost without u Can’t help myself How does it feel To know that I love u baby I’m lost without u Can’t help myself How does it feel To know that I love u baby Tell me how u love me more And how u think I’m sexy baby That u don’t want nobody else U don’t want this guy u don’t want that guy u wanna Touch yourself when u see me Tell me how u love my body And how I make u feel baby U wanna roll with me u wanna hold with me U wanna stay warm and get out of the cold with me I just love 2 hear u say it It makes a man feel good baby Tell me u depend on me I need To hear it I’m lost without u Can’t help myself How does it feel To know that I love u baby I’m lost without u Can’t help myself How does it feel To know that I love u baby Baby you’re the perfect shape Baby you’re the perfect weight Treat me like my birthday I want it this way I want it that way I want it Tell me u don’t want me To stop Tell me it would break you

Some Obscure Canadian Bands
Just some of the more obscure Canadian bands that I enjoy .. check them out and hope you enjoy the music as I do. xxx The Mudmen http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=14452634 Killer Dwarfs http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=32914421 Straight Faced Liars http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=26352399&MyToken=02d87502-0888-477c-bba8-1b012806e11f Parlor Trixx http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=39205605

Could You Be Loved? Then Be Loved
The old saying of, "you complete me" is only possible in Love. It is not the loss of self, but the broadening of self with another. Love is a connection, like the Rastafari concept of God -- I and I. I am part of God and God is part of me. I am part of you, and you are part of me. We are bigger, more expansive than ever before, in Love. Love, above all other things. It is my motivation, my truth, and the reason I bother at all. These past two years have become all about love and working from that place. What would love do? How does love react? How does love act in any given situation? Love is not a competition. I am far from perfect, but I Love. It is the answer. I don't want to be smart, I want to Love. I don't want fame and fortune, I want to Love.

Grow The F&#$ Up People!!!!!
OK, more than a little ticked off here!!!!! I came on line today to find 3 messages for me - from CT. It seems that 3 of my pics were picked out as NSFW - Because obviously MY CLEVEAGE, A CORSET and LINGERIE, NONE OF WHICH ARE SHOWING NIP OR ANYTHING ELSE is Not Safe For Work, a matter of national security, or so offensive that I should wear turtlenecks for the rest of my life!!! The fact that these pics have been on my profile since January shows that SOMEONE obviously has not put a target on my back. I am sorry, but if you are screwing around on CT when you are "at work", then your ass should be fired to begin with! Why should pics of my COVERED BOOBS be marked NSFW because you have an obsession with porn or your desire to screw around on your employers quarter? NSFW should be simply for pics like the cock-a-doodle-doo (because I don't want my language flagged, too!) or kitty kat pics which I have seen plenty of on here, not pictures showing the soft, round definition of orb

Clown Haters (or May B They Fear The Clown??)
http://cherrytap.com/user/304717 THIS DUMB MOTHER FUCKER HAS TAKEN IT UPON HIMSELF TO DISRESPECT ALL OF US JUGGALOS AND JUGGALETTES...SO LETS SAY WE SHOW HIM HOW STRONG WE RUN UP IN THIS MOTHER FUCKER!!!! oh yeah one other note..he ripped one of my personal pics, wait..should be afraid?????

Ever Wonder...
Ever Wonder?? * How come you press harder on a remote control when you know the battery is dead? * Why are they called buildings, when they're already finished? Shouldn't they be called builts? * Why are they called apartments, when they're all stuck together? * Why do people without out a watch look at their wrist when you ask them what time it is? * Why do you ask someone without a watch what time it is? * Why does sour cream have an expiration date? * Who is General failure and why is he reading my disk? * The light went out, but where to? * Why do banks charge you a "non sufficient funds fee" on money they already know you don't have? * Why is it you have a "pair" of pants and only one bra? * Does the reverse side also have a reverse side? * Why is the alphabet in that order? * If the universe is everything, and scientists say that the universe is expanding, what is it expanding into? * If you got into a taxi and he started dr

Murder Of An Innocent Heart
Murder of an Innocent Heart It’s time to conclude this charade, I can no longer pretend.. A heart is so fragile, I owe mine the opportunity to mend.. I was blind to your abuse, I wanted so much to believe.. You’d never do me harm, you weren’t capable to deceive.. Yet the evidence was clear, even through your alibi’s disguise.. I still seized the possibility we could somehow compromise.. But I realize love cannot be manipulated to be as you desire.. It’s impossible to ignite passion, without a spark to kindle the fire.. So I must bid farewell, to start rebuilding my world torn apart.. A lifetime dedicated to erase your memory from my delicate heart.. This agony will remain forever a scar upon my very existence.. Of damage you caused so mercilessly, murdering my innocence.. Original Poem of The one and only Eli

Fourth Branch
[Talking] The new age is upon us And yet the past refuses to rest in its shallow grave For those who hide behind the false image of the son of man shall stand before God!!! It has begun The beginning of the end Yeah.. Yeah... yeah, yeah [Verse 1] The voice of racism preaching the gospel is devilish A fake church called the prophet Muhammad a terrorist Forgetting God is not a religion, but a spiritual bond And Jesus is the most quoted prophet in the Qu'ran They bombed innocent people, tryin' to murder Saddam When you gave him those chemical weapons to go to war with Iran This is the information that they hold back from Peter Jennings Cause Condoleeza Rice is just a new age Sally Hemmings I break it down with critical language and spiritual anguish The Judas I hang with, the guilt of betraying Christ You murdered and stole his religion, and painting him white Translated in psychologically tainted philosophy Conservative political right wing, ideology Glued togethe

Apple Bottom Jeans
not the jeans themselves or the women who got the ass to wear em...no its the broads that DONT have the ass for it... get the fuck outta dem jeans...they ent supposed to be sagging damnit...NOT SUPPOSED TO BE SAGGING!!! you chillen with that lil pooch that makes you look like you just shitted on yaself.. thats not sexy...they not for you you dont see my short black ass wearing wranglers and XXXXL tall tees... why? cuz i got big ass and a big dick and i dont need to show that to the whole damn world and to top it off im fucking 5'3" be honest wit yaself...or ima keep roasting ya...trust

In My Heart
these are a few things i hold dear to me and a few things i'll never let get... in my heart first one love to my mom n pops with out ya'll ya know my heart stops number 2 let me tell you bout my dudes they my homie's been down since start so ya know my boys be in my heart now we move on to number 3 ya'll know it's that money get it on level, gettin it straight ya know i'm gettin them papes makin the bitches catch them vapes number 4 i ain't got no love for whores but i got love for the women in my life that have been by side always done right number 5 that's my ride ya know the red coupe rollin down your road makin scoupe up on all them chicks that you wish you rolled wit that's what i'm keepin in my heart now for the stupid shit to start number one fake ass bitches that tryin to stunt fuck the thugs that wanna be everything i am, bitch step to me number 2 the bitches that run through take

I Can't Understand
This is the third time now, how can this be? Someone I want so bad doesn't want me. He looks at me so nice, I look at him so sincere, but when it's time to touch, he doesn't want me near. Can you please tell me what is wrong with me? Just you tell me what type of person you want me to be? I am always so nice, I am always so sweet. So tell me why the bad girls always have me beat?

Farmyard Humour
A little boy comes down to breakfast. Since they live on a farm, his mother asks if he had done his chores "Not yet," said the little boy. His mother tells him he can't have any breakfast until he does his chores. Well, he's a little ticked off, so he goes to feed the chickens, and kicks a chicken. He goes to feed the cows, and he kicks a cow. He goes to feed the pigs, and he kicks a pig. He goes back in for breakfast and his mother gives him a bowl of dry cereal. "How come I don't get any eggs and bacon? Why don't I have milk in my cereal?" he asks. "Well," his mother says, "I saw you kick the chicken, so you don't get any eggs for a week. I saw you kick the pig, so you don't get any bacon, for a week either. I also saw you kick the cow, so, for a week you aren't getting any milk." Just then, his father comes down for breakfast and kicks the pussycat as he's walking into the kitchen. The little boy looks up at his mother with a smile, and says: "Are you going to tell

To Find Inner Peace
I'm passing this on to you because it definitely worked for me and we all could use more calm in our lives. By following the simple advice I heard on a Dr. Phil show, I have finally found inner peace. Dr. Phil proclaimed that the way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you have started. So I looked around my house to find things I started and hadn't finished; and before leaving the house this morning I finished off a bottle of Merlot, a bottle of White Zinfandel, a bottle of Baileys, a bottle of Kahlua, a package of Oreo's, the remainder of both Prozac and Valium prescriptions, the rest of the Cheesecake, some Saltines and a box of chocolates. You have no idea how freaking good I feel. Please pass this on to those you feel are in need of inner peace. Hope you are having a good day and able to finish at least one thing you started!

Ugly Pictures
Okay, I'm going to sound like a real bitch in this entry...but, fuck it, here goes. Some people take UGLY pictures and use them as their defaults. Why? Now, I KNOW I'm not Miss America (FAAAAR from it) and I have days where I look bad. And I also get that some ladies prefer not to wear makeup, or do their hair, or conceal their under eye circles...or put on some goddammned lipgloss...but PLEASE! If you have a friend with an ugly default, please tell them, or comment on a better picture. Or, I dont know, hijack their computer and delete all their washed out complextion pictures! And while we're on the subject...Poses. Look, sometimes looking the camera FACE ON is not a good angle for you. Sometimes tilting your head to the side and tucking your chin back EVER so slightly would do your face justice. Sometimes posing too much is a bad thing. Maybe I took modeling classes and know too much about angles and face shapes. Maybe most of the population hasnt. Maybe you all

1 More Day
JUST A REMINDER FOR ALL CONTESTANTS.1 MORE DAY TO CLOSE THE CONTEST. THE HOTTEST TATTOO OR PIERCING ON CT CONTEST IT WILL END ON MONDAY 2ND OF APRIL.... This will be for both the people who like just rates and who like comment bombing as well!! For every rate you get it will equal 3 comments so that the people who do not have comment bombers can have a better chance to win. THE RULES WILL BE 1~ No down rating please. 2~ Self commenting is allowed 3~ comment bombing is allowed 4~ NO NSFW PICTURES ALLOWED 5~ Good sportsmanship are a must!! CHOOSE YOUR FAVORITE AND VOTE. GOOD LUCK TO ALL

Support!!!
Obvi if you're checking out my blog, you are a good friend. So I need some comments. I'd do all 3,400 myself, but thats quite time consuming. SO, if I can get 10 or so from each friend/fan, that would be super!!!!!! And remember, I return the love!!! Click this pic below to go to where I need the comments. It's for a 1 day blast..pretty simple ;)

Understanding
Those feelings are starting to come back again, and I don't like it. Why is it that I feel like a 3rd wheel? Am I being selfish? Am I being stupid? Is this the reason my life has been never been happy? They say you choose you're own destiny...What if they're wrong, what if it is ones destiny is to suffer or be unhappy? I once looked to the dark side for answers and found none, but it seems like all the answers I found on the light side, are just as equally challenging. Why does everything have to be so difficult, and don't fucking tell me they dont have to be...Life is so just hard, again I wish for the day I could just lay down to sleep and never to rise again...I love my family, friends, all the people who are close to me. Please could someone tell me...Can you tell me??? Why is it that I feel like a 3rd wheel, all over again?

Top Rated Cherries?
I'm still accepting girls into the top rated cherries on my page so if you want to be added as one of the "top guns" choose a picture, allow me to rip it and your in! either post on my page or private message me. rick

The Session
In the darkness of the light A stranger calls to say goodnight Erotica is the conversation theme You realize this is not a dream My voice can put you in a trance As your body begins to dance My words can paint pictures of desire I alone will take you higher I hold the greatest power And every minute of every hour You will feel the magic of me Touch yourself and you will see Imaginations running free Passions burn my cherry tree I'll help you taste the pleasures As you open my box of treasures So close your eyes and think of me Enjoy another fantasy Word games can be so much fun Especially when you want to come

Sorry
SORRY ABOUT THE VENTING GUYS I WAS VERY UPSET I HOPE EVERYONE UNDERSTANDS THAT I WILL NOT BE POSTING ANYMORE VENTING BLOGS IN A LONG TIME I JUST WANTED TO SAY SORRY FOR IT I JUST NEEDED TO GET THAT STUFF OFF MY CHEST BEFORE I WENT AND BROKE DOWN HUGS BRITTANY

Thanks Everyone :)
Hey Everyone, if your reading this, its obvious that you're looking at my profile hehe :p (i loves it!) xx if you rate me, thank you very very much (also, thanks to everyone whos previously rated me) as soon as i aquire enough cherry points to start rating other ppl, ill get you all back for the ratings and stuff :) Much Love (and thanks again) Pauly Vengeance xx

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Why, Why Does The Cycle Go On (warning:this Is The Suicide Bombers Childs Song)
We live in times of so much pain for reason of race, socal status, and religion. We harm all around us without thinking but why. Why must children be hurt why must anyone suffer why. It saddens me that our ideas and ways cuase war and innocence lost. Why cant we seek peace... will we keep fighting over who we pray to who we worship. For us as human can solve it our religions call for peace, love, forgiviness and serenity. An we act out like hypocrits and our children learn that the actions we do is right for they look up to us. SO NOW I CALL FOR PEACE FOR WHO YOU PRAY TO DEMANDS IT MAY IT BE G*D, ALLAH, YEHOVA, JEHOVA, BUDDHA, OSIRIS AND THE LIST GOES ON AND ON, WHY DO WE MAKE PAIN WHY, THE WORDS IN OUR BIBLES, TORAHS, QURANS AND SO FORTH SPEAK FOR PEACE AND LOVE EACH TIME WE DO SOMTHING THE CHILDREN SEE IT ....so please watch this video let it sink in your heart, your mind, your soul and think.... why do we fail our children why do we fail our people why do we fail our dieties

A Farmer
A Farmer A farmer was sitting at the table while his wife was preparing dinner. His wife dropped a spoon and bent over to pick it up. As she bent over the farmer said, "Honey, your butt is as big as a combine." The wife picks up the spoon and continues cooking with no comment to her husband. As she put the dinner on the table she dropped the peppershaker on the floor. While she was bent over picking it up the farmer said, "Honey, I take that back. Your butt is as big as two combines!" The wife picks up the pepper, sets it on he table and begins eating with no comment to her husband. Later on that night after the couple had gone to bed the farmer started feeling a little frisky. As he cuddled up to his wife he noticed that there was no response on her end. He tapped his wife on the shoulder and asked her what was wrong. She replied, "Do you really think that I am going to fire up $300,000 dollars worth of machinery for one little corn cob

Beautiful Day
Sunny and supposed to end up in the mid 70s today... a perfect day. :) The weekend with David was pretty good. He played in a District Orchestra on Saturday. I should have some pics toput up later in the family folder. Sunday was church and lunch with the family as always. He got up at 4:30 Sunday morning.. so glad he let me sleep..lol. The weekend issue has been resolved for now. He will be with me Easter and his birthday now. Funny how she tried to take time away, and in the end I ended up with more time.. because he told HER what he was doing. Have a meeting later this afternoon. And 2 tomorrow. I think I would rather be outside.. but its work. I can talk a walk tonight. Been a bit down on myself... and where I see my life being right now. Gotta work on that and be positive. Sometimes I worry about my friends and the people I love so much I neglect my own needs and let things build up inside. Grandpa Dick is home and doing fine. The antibiotics seem to be wo

Thou Knowest
Ezekiel 37 can be neatly divided into two parts for today's SOCS Bible study. Like much of the book of Ezekiel (situated in the Old Testament between the books of Lamentations and Daniel) itself, this chapter's both a vision of the future as well as a recall of Israel, the chosen people of God, to its once-greatness by direct example. We can see throughout this prophecy that not only will God restore life to his people, everyone around them will know it's God Who did it. This may not be one of the best-known passages to a casual Bible reader, but an understanding of it will help us see some of God's timetable for not only Israel but also the world. "The hand of the LORD was upon me, and carried me out in the spirit of the LORD, and set me down in the midst of the valley which was full of bones," Verse one is the beginning of Ezekiel's sojourn in the valley of bones, and the way the passage is written gives credence to the fact that this was not a vision or a dream God was givin

1s
Funny how every time I get a bunch of 1s posted by cowards afraid t show their faces, all I have to to ss look at my most recent visitors and there is a bunch of big dark black faces on there..... typical. Now this isn't racism, its just simple extrapolation - cognitive function. (that means putting 2 and 2 together for you assholes who are doing it...and we know who you be.) Dumbasses.

All She Wanted
All She Wanted(August 1998) All she wanted was acceptance. All she needed was affection, from the only one who could show her, she was worth the love she wanted. As a child she adored him. Watching him for guidance, Looking to him for direction. He was the only one she'd run to for shelter. All her young heart really wanted. A little older, somewhat wiser. She tried to please him. All her effort all her toil, Wiping away that shallow soil. No longer rooted in child-like emotion Leaving her to half-hearted notions. All grown up and ready to go. He tries to hold on for one last chance. She leaves him with a backward glance. He proved to her she was inconvienent, an annoyance, an irritation. I'm sorry I wasn't what you really wanted. Your adult world too important for me. I could not win your love you see, It's too late for you and me and All my young heart really wanted.

Static-x. "destroyer"
Sometimes metal doesn't need to really mean anything... In this case I just like the music and haven't paid much attention to the lyrics...regardless of what it really means, I like the track... Take it Take it down with a steamhammer! Pack it hard, lead shot in your mood shooter! Choose your pulse and have a drink with your painkiller... TAKE US DOWN! Crack up on it like it don't matter; Smash it up, then get down, broken dream maker! If I could, I'd trade it all for an automator... HERE IT COMES! (Oh!) You do it again! You do it again! DESTROYER! (Oh!) You do it again! You do it again! DESTROYER! Double sword command, red royal! Been diving all the crap; you're a great liar! Overdrive, deep dirt on your shit highway... BLACK EYE! How's it feel to have a head, hollow? Take a trip, get a grip before you get in trouble! And you wonder why you're called the destroyer (-stroyer)... STEREO! (Oh!) You do it a

Sgt Joe Polo
SGT Joe Polo of Alpha Company, 2nd Battalion, 12th Infantry Regiment was killed in action 29 March in the vicinity of Baghdad, Iraq. SGT Polo was conducting a mounted patrol in a HMMWV when his unit encountered an Improvised Explosive Device and subsequent small arms fire. SGT Polo was killed instantly by the IED.

The Blonde From Alabama
Two bored casino dealers are waiting at the crap table. A very attractive blonde woman from Alabama arrived and bet twenty-thousand dollars ($20,000) on a single roll of the dice. She said, "I hope you don't mind, but I feel much luckier when I play topless." With that, she stripped to the waist, rolled the dice, and yelled, "Come on, baby.....Southern Girl needs new clothes!" As the dice came to a stop, she jumped up-and-down and squealed "YES!! YES!! I WON!! I WON!!" She hugged each of the dealers and then picked up her winnings and her clothes and quickly departed. The dealers stared at each other dumbfounded. Finally, one of them asked, "What did she roll?" The other answered, "I don't know. I thought you were watching." Moral --- Not all Southerners are stupid. Not all blondes are dumb. But, all men ARE still men.

Chapter 8 { The First Men In The Moon
The harsh emphasis, the pitiless black and white of scenery had altogether disappeared. The glare of the sun had taken upon itself a faint tinge of amber; the shadows upon the cliff of the crater wall were deeply purple. To the eastward a dark bank of fog still crouched and sheltered from the sunrise, but to the westward the sky was blue and clear. I began to realise the length of my insensibility. We were no longer in a void. An atmosphere had arisen about us. The outline of things had gained in character, had grown acute and varied; save for a shadowed space of white substance here and there, white substance that was no longer air but snow, the arctic appearance had gone altogether. Everywhere broad rusty brown spaces of bare and tumbled earth spread to the blaze of the sun. Here and there at the edge of the snowdrifts were transient little pools and eddies of water, the only things stirring in that expanse of barrenness. The sunlight inundated the upper two blinds of our sphere

I Retard
I started school in Dallas 36yrs ago who , aperntly had not yet heard of dyslexia. Plus I had really bad stutter. So to get rid me, they sent me to retard school. Thas right...I rode the short bus with a Dallas Cowboys helmet, Now...it was a red star on a yellow helmet,but what did I give a shit? I was retarded right. After 3 years we moved to a rural school in Van, TX where I had to eat in separate lunch room. A year later we moved to Alabama where hey figured out i was dyslexic, had a speech impediment, and a genius IQ. Now the upside to this is, for the rest of my life, til he died, every time ,my father asked me why I did something stupid, I put on my best retard face and said, "Cuz I retard, Daddy! LMMFAO!

7 Mile Hike
IT WAS A HOT SUMMER DAY IN JULY,IT WAS ABOUT 103 DEGREES,I WAS HIKING UP IN THE MOUNTAINS TO THIS WATERFALL BY THIS LAKE,IT WAS ABOUT A SEVEN MILE HIKE,VERY FEW PEOPLE-KNEW ABOUT IT,AND WHEN I GOT THERE I WAS SWEATING SO BAD,MY CLOTHES WERE WET,I STRIPPED DOWN BARE ASS NAKED JUMPED INTO THE LAKE,THINKING I WAS THE ONLY ONE AROUND,AFTER COOLING OFF,I GOT OUT AND PUT ON MY SHORTS,AND AS I SAT ON THIS ROCK WITH MY FEET SOAKING IN THE WATER,I NOTICED THIS BEAUTIFUL LADY WATCHING ME SHE WAS SO HOT,MY HEART BEGAN POUNDING AND MY NASTY MIND BEGAN WONDERING,WONDERING AND DREAMING,THEN I SAID TO MYSELF I COULD ONLY WISH,WHEN AT THAT TIME SHE STRIPPED DOWN AND DOVE INTO THE WATER,KNOWING THAT I WAS WATCHING.SHE ATTEMPTED TO SWIM TOWARD ME AND AS SHE GOT CLOSE TO ME,SHE STOOD UP,AND WALKED THE REST OF THE WAY TO ME,I GUESS WISHES DO COME TRUE I THOUGHT,SHE HAD A CLIT RING ALL SHINY AND SILVER IN THE SUNLIGHT,AND THOUGHT BOY,WOULD I LIKE TO MANIPULATE THAT WITH MY TONGUE WATCH HER SQUIRM,SHE KNEEL

Broken Hearted
I need a beginning again I want to feel how I used to feel When everything was in the plam of my hand And you were here with me [Chorus] Ya know I just don't get it Ya know I really don't get it all That you would leave so sudden Well did you know you would leave me all alone? I think we've fallen apart I don't know where I should start You left me here to be broken hearted Some days I wonder where I would be Cos I don't think it was wasted time I always thought you you'd be waiting for me And now I'm facing the world alone [Chorus] Ya know I just don't get it Ya know I really don't get it all That you would leave so sudden Well did you know you would leave me all alone? I think we've fallen apart I don't know where I should start You left me here to be broken hearted I wonder what you are doing today I wonder if you could've ever changed I wonder if you still think of me, the way it was, the way that it used to be I need a beginning again I think we

If We Had Sex?
IF WE HAD SEX? FELL FREE TO ADD IT TO UR BLOG OR ANSWER THE ? UR SELF LMAO HAVE FUN... > > > 1. Would you be in control? > > 2. Would you pull my hair? > > 3. Would you whisper in my ear? > > 4. Would you talk dirty to me? > > 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? > > 6. Would you say my name? > > 7. Would you go down on me? > > 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? > > 9. How many rounds would we go? > > 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? > > 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? > > 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? > > 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? > > 14. Would you want me to take my time? > > 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? > > 16. Would you want fast or slow? > > 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? > > 18. Would you be loud or quiet? > > 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet? > > 20. Would you mind if i liked you? > > 21.

House Of Cards
can i keep you in my pocket? and will you stay with me tonight? like a finger in a socket something about this must be right you make noises by my heart now but i can hardly hear you and even though you are so tiny i can't help wanting to be near you well it looks as though youre here to stay i really love the way you dance and so i guess its true what they say nothing stunts your growth like true romance and i may keep you in a matchbook you'll be my lucky three leafed clover and we could live inside this house of cards So long as it doesnt blow over

Why Women Cry
Why Women Cry Body: A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said: "When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave her the sensit

It Was She...
It Was She A great wind rushed past me, chilling me to the bone. I look around to see, I find that I am all alone. I travel for some time hoping to find a warm soul as if it were a crime my patients pays a toll! I turn the corner to find aid looking to find anyone within miles as I look hope begins to fade But then I see the smile of smiles! Her face glowed with compassion here smile shined like the sun I bowed in a statly fasion for her beauty had me done! She and I lost touch we did not speak for a time though I though of her smile much it was she who found me & inspired this ryme!!!

If We Had Sex? Fell Free To Add It To Ur Blog Or Answer The ? Ur Self Lmao Have Fun...
IF WE HAD SEX? FELL FREE TO ADD IT TO UR BLOG OR ANSWEIF WE HAD SEX? FELL FREE TO ADD IT TO UR BLOG OR ANSWER THE ? UR SELF LMAO HAVE FUN... > > > 1. Would you be in control? > > 2. Would you pull my hair? > > 3. Would you whisper in my ear? > > 4. Would you talk dirty to me? > > 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? > > 6. Would you say my name? > > 7. Would you go down on me? > > 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? > > 9. How many rounds would we go? > > 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? > > 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? > > 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? > > 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? > > 14. Would you want me to take my time? > > 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? > > 16. Would you want fast or slow? > > 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? > > 18. Would you be loud or quiet? > > 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet

Mets Recap! 03/03/07 Mets Versus Cardinals 4-1
yeah so the Mets won last night! 4 - 1 against the Cardinals. so thats 2 wins and 160 games to go ugh... check out some pics just local newspapers i make collages for a hobby sue me lol here's billy wagner celebrating the win Scott Rolan from the Card's gettin picked off at the plate trying to steal :D. Jose Reyes gettin Scott Spiezio in a double play :D Pitching error in the first that got Reyes his first stolen base pretty much. Paul loduca and El Duque celebrating after getting out of a tough third inning!

Part Of Being A Friend
The hardest part of being a friend Is knowing When youre needed a lot So just in case youre in need Of a friendly "Hi" today. Im sending this message To let you know Im here Still caring Still thinking about you Still being your friend

My Life
I Lye Here Thinkin Of Wut You Said, Those Words Had Hurt Me Like I Wanted To Be Dead... You Gimme Scars Every Single Day, They Just Wont Fade Away.... I Wish I Had The Power To Heal Them, But All I Do Is Just Feel Them... My Heart Is As Fragile As A Mirror.... It Shatters, But I Guess It Doesn't Matter... Now I Have To Pick Up The Broken Pieces... Thats A Moment Of My Weakness.... It Seems Like Everyone Hates Me, Everyone Blames Me...... I Guess I Am The Problem, But If I Was Gone Would That Solve Them.... I Wanna Be Left Alone, For All The Shame I Guess I Shown...... My Life Is Fallin Apart, Like Anyone Cares Bout Tearin Up My Heart... I Cry Almost Every Day, The Tears Seem Not To Go Away.... My Mind Spins Full Of Torture, This Is Whats Hurtin Me For Sure.... I Seem To Give More Respect Than I Get...... Will My Life Get Any Better, Or Will It Get Worse..... Sometimes I Wish I Was Never Born, For All The Times Ive Been Torn... Life Isnt Easy To Live...

More Workplace Strife
(Originally Posted on June 7, 2006)Work is an interesting place, that's all I've got to say about it.(Well, I've got more to say, but that's what it'll boil down to before the story is over.)Check this out: Man X can't stand Man Y at all. Man Y has found a job at a new place where he'll start Monday. Man X calls relative at new job to let him know that Man Y isn't a good person (although workwise, he does what he needs to do). I informed Man X that, should he succeed getting Man Y fired from new job, Man Y will come right back here.I guess it's like the South Park hybrid car episode, where Cartman fought to get Kyle to come back to South Park. Or something.(Hey, I had some peppermint candies. Cut me some slack.)tag: idiots, work, office politics, South Park

The Trial Of Alice In Wonderland
"No, no!" said the Queen. "Sentence first -- verdict afterwards." "Stuff and nonsense!" said Alice loudly. "The idea of having the sentence first!" "Hold your tongue!" said the Queen, turning purple. "I won't!" said Alice. "Off with her head!" the Queen shouted at the top of her voice. Nobody moved. If there isn't something in the recent imbroglio that's prevailed on one of my pages which reminded me of the trial scene from Alice in Wonderland, then I have lost it. At this point, I don't really care who cloned who, who's lied about who, and who's doing what to who. Some people tell me I'm wrong to say that. But let me just say that the Friends I choose to invite on any of my pages (on other websites; no, I'm definitely not cloning myself) or who ask me to invite them are just that. My Friends. My choice. They don't have to be yours too, but please don't take me off your page if you disagree with me without telling me what's ticking you off! Just because we're not litera

Those Old Memories
I talked to my best friend today. We have an amazing relationship. We've been best friends since she was in 6th grade and I was a freshman in highschool. That was eons ago because I'm 33 now. Her family is like an extension of mine, and mine of hers. Now she's got a beautiful baby girl...and even more amazing, her bratty younger brother is now a daddy...two times over. A little boy and a baby girl. Her brother was one of those kids that was a permanent fixture in the principal's office. He was little mister mischeif, and the reason she and I became friends. Her mom and dad used to work at the hospital near my house, so they'd walk from the hospital to the private school we all went to. I lived nearby, so I'd often be walking to school at the same general time. Anyway, one day I was walking to school when I felt this THWACK against the backs of my calves. I turned around and saw this 3rd grader and his older sister. He'd thrown a small tree branch at the back of

Res-they Say Vision
I wanna try that pill that people take Make you believe all the things that people say Sick of shuckin' 'round with a screwed up face With my heels dug in trying to leave a trace Now come on put me down somehow How you lose your faith (just take my hand and lead me where you wanna) [Chorus:] Pay no more mind to what you think you've seen It's as they do only Say what they say 'Cause there's only one way They-Say Vision It takes you back to just where you want Like when you ain't know no way Industry's down think I've died and I've flown away So so long to them thieves who came and took all the things to say I play the joker sometimes but then those moments slide back my way 'Cause for real I'd give my soul away Give it all away (so take my hand and lead me where you wanna) [Chorus] I know where they all go find someplace Where they don't mind loafing about the waste They-Say Vision takes you back to where no conscience Free from how you really see