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Thinking Of You...
I sit here quietly and watch the sun set Thinking of someone that I've never met I wonder does he think of me too Needless to say I am thinking of you Wanting to hold you, to see your face To take you away to a better place You feel so right, too good to be true I just can't stop thinking of you My friends say that I might regret Losing my heart to a guy I've not met I say there is nothing I can do I cannot help thinking of you I believe you were made special for me But wonder if that could possibly be I'm tired of being so alone and blue But I always smile when thinking of you rlf

What Do You See?
what do you see? When you look into my face what do you see When you look into that empty space what do you see When you look into my eyes what do you see When you look into our lives what do you see When you look into my soul what do you see When you look to feel whole what do you see When you look into my heart what do you see When you look for that spark what do you see When you look for understanding what do you see When you look for validation what do you see When you look for guidenace what do you see When you look for loyalty what do you see When you look for a shoulder to lean on what do you see When you look for completion what do you see When you look for love what do you see Do You See Me????? By. Diva K.

Life Is All About Experiencing.
Life is all about experiencing. It’s about being and feeling and seeing and hearing. And it’s this mad whirling thing where everyone’s heart is beating and everyone’s breathing, but no one is living. They sit in their little white houses with their white picket fences. Their 2.4 kids and their little dog Spot. One of a million, not one in a million. Is this the American dream? To be brainwashed and programmed to be this perfect little family, or at least what the perfect family is “supposed” to be? No secrets, no anger, no fear, no hate. No feelings at all. But remember now, kiddies, that you can’t feel happiness until you’ve felt rage. You can’t feel joy until you’ve felt despair. You can’t feel love until you’ve felt hate. The good goes hand in hand with the bad. The only problem is that some people don’t bother to sift through the bad in search of the good. They decide to be boring and bland, to feel nothing at all. That will never be me. Oh, hell no. Not me. I want to be torn, batt

Nothing Special,,just Who I Am
some people on here dont know me but the people that do, know that i do things for others just because i want to. i dont expect anything in return.i dont want anything. hasn't anyone ever done a random act of kindness cause someone needed a little help, or maybe needed a little pick me up.someone that i did something for ,who i have never spoken to or talked to on here, asked me why? i did what i did.. i simply said why not? i was taught at an early age to help people, that is one of the greatest things both my mom and pop taught me. i like to help people , it makes me feel good inside. it makes me smile when i can help a total stranger,, to see the look on their faces,, its priceless. there is a really awesome movie out on dvd, its called PAY IT FORWARD. if you havent seen it , you really should. its doesnt have sex, drugs.. or alot of action in it,but it does have a great story line. just a kid helping a few people and all he asks is that ,,they help someone out in return. its r

Southern Security System Install
HOW TO INSTALL A SOUTHERN HOME SECURITY SYSTEM 1) Go to a second-hand store, buy a pair of men's used size 14-16 work boots. 2) Place them on your front porch, along with a copy of Guns & Ammo Magazine. 3) Put a few giant dog dishes next to the boots and magazine. 4) Leave a note on your door that reads: Hey Bubba, Big Jim, Duke and Slim: I went for more ammunition. Back in an hour. Don't mess with the pit bulls - they attacked the mailman this morning and messed him up real bad. I don't think Killer took part in it, but it was hard to tell from all the blood. Anyway, I locked all four of 'em in the house. Better wait outside. Cooter

Catch 22
I sit awake in the early morning hours and think of you. I wonder if you are thinking of me too. I listen to the music that you love and wish that you were here by my side. I long to feel your arms around me, holding me close to you. Imagining that I'm the only one you'll ever hold. It hurts my heart and causes me pain to think that someone else might take my place. In your heart or in your arms. I search for ways to make sure that in your heart you hold me near and that in your mind I hold a place of honor and respect. yet I still wonder who else has your desire I cannot avoid the fact that I cannot give you all that you need. Your needs are neglegcted by the one who should meet them all. I cannot meet them from so far away. So i resign myself and though it hurts I allow you to seek someone to fill your needs and feed your hunger in ways that i cannot. I know the danger is there that you will stray, but because of my inability to care for you as i should i take that risk in hopes that

The Affair
The 1st Affair A married man was having an affair with his secretary. One day they went to her place and made love all afternoon. Exhausted, they fell asleep and woke up at 8 PM. The man hurriedly dressed and told his lover to take his shoes outside and rub them in the grass and dirt. He put on his shoes and drove home. 'Where have you been?' his wife demanded. 'I can't lie to you,' he replied, 'I'm having an affair with my secretary. We had sex all afternoon.' She looked down at his shoes and said: 'You lying bastard! You've been playing golf!' The 2nd Affair A middle-aged couple had two beautiful daughters but always talked about having a son. They decided to try one last time for the son they always wanted. The wife got pregnant and delivered a healthy baby boy. The joyful father rushed to the nursery to see his new son. He was horrified at the ugliest child he

Resentments, Regrets, Resolve
I'm trying to figure out what it was I clung to all those years... what kept me going deeper and deeper into the emotional sink hole of our relationship? I thought you were what I was going to lose if "I" failed at our marriage! I'm SO sickened by how blind and ignorant I was all of those years... all of those moments I spent in the agony of my own personal hell, crying, hurting; for your foolishness! I didn't lose you because I never knew you... I lost me...I gave up my entire identity to conceed to you and your bullshit ways which I was SO brainwashed by you to believe were better than everyone else... especially my ignorant, backwards, never fucking good enough for your standards family and friends! I can almost taste the vomit in my mouth as I choke on the disgust and shame I feel for treating everyone that loved and cared about me like they were lower than me... lower than us, for all those years! Fuck you for making me want to "be better" than what I came from! What and who I cam

Light In Your Eyes
Most of my life I lived in darkness, til the day i looked in your eyes, but now I live in your light and I thank god every day for you, from fallen down from heaven and fallen right in my arms. Because now I can see how bright your beauty is and how much you truly love me, for if i lose you, hell is where i shall fall to for all of eternity.

Send Him A Drink, Please!
Attention Ladies!Check out the Hottie! Come buy him a drink (click pic to send him a drink) Come buy him a drink. He's sober and always sober. He's feeling neglected. He needs just a drink, that's all I ask. Send him a Corona, a Studio 54, anything. Much would be appreciated. Take the time and just send him a drink, I've even made it very easy for you. Just click the picture below and it will take you directly to send him a drink. Straight to the Gift Shop! MUCH LOVE! The Fu-Milf Queen™

There's A Love That'll Be There (already On Cd)
my love for you is greater than anyone knows so don't leave me here in this dab dream you said so much that i can care for now and then you made me feel so great that i can't believe it.. am i in heaven there's a love that'll be ther till the end when i'm sad all i gotta do is look in your brown eyes there's a love that'll be ther when i feel sad and now she's gona and i don't know what to do she'll be there till the end she'll love you the way you love her she'll hold your hand till you say she'a standing next to you... she loves you so she loves you so much she can't live without you you need each other now.. there's nothing that can stand in the way we feel together the love that keeps us together will be there till the end now you'll both be there forever and ever cause noone can split our love

My Friend...
Several months ago I got into a huge fight with a friend. I think the world of this person but we fight about everything and I am not a fighter. I had finally been pushed to my limit. This fight was the worst one we had ever had and all over me wanting him to have a nice birthday and me doing what he had told me to do. It was stupid and I know it and he does to. Several things came out of that fight though that made me think hard about the people in my life. I totally feel like Frank was sent to me to force me to deal with some delayed reactions to things that happened over the past two years (William, Mike, not being able to adopt Camryn and my mom almost dieing to name the big ones). I trust him with everything that I am. He's been the one man besides my step-father who has never let me down and he's been totally honest with me. It killed me to let our friendship go and I kept saying for about a week afterwards that it's okay we'll make up but we didn't. While this big fight

Help Him Get To Godfather Plz :)
Do y'all know mizotte59? If not, you ought to. He is one of the sweetest, most helpful and amazing men on Fubar. There isn't anything he wouldn't do for his friends...you rate, he rates. Well he's been offline for three weeks due to personal reasons, but now he's back. He's getting close to Godfather, and he's done so much for me and for others that I want to get him there. So everyone please, whether you know him or not, stop by and luv on him until you can't do anymore. Rate him, fan him, add him, bling him--do whatever it takes. He deserves this so much! mizotte59 club fr@t1,743,000 to Godfather--let's help him out!

I'm Moving
well this is my last day on here for awhile maybe a month don't stop believing I will be back... trust me.... good luck to everyone... and best of wishes to all and to my crush... I will return.... I will miss everyone thank you all for your help... see you all later Robert

You Will Judge Me Because My Face Does Not Fit
You judge me because my face does not fit. You have not seen the pain in my eyes. It is tough to see the monkey that sits on my shoulders. With me lives the reality of death, the knowledge of the power entrusted on a young man who was not ready for the reality of the world. Only god can judge me, I have never judged you. In fact I will never judge you. Jesus died for your sins and some say he was the son of God, he forgave you, who am I to judge you? I have never been in your predicament. You have not been in my shoes. Some are waiting for the day that they can through it all in my face. When that day comes I will say “what can I tell you? I am an ass hole, I was bound to fuck up some time” the reality is I do it some times. I am not a concubine, sometimes a puppet, but never a whore. I don’t need my achievements to be seen, I know I have accomplished them and to me that is all that matters. Will you be a friend of mine? See my heart it does bleed. Unlike you, I must turn the other

R.i.p To Our Friends
DEATH IS NOTHING AT ALL,I HAVE ONLY SLIPPED AWAY INTO THE NEXT ROOM. I AM I AND YOU ARE YOU. WHATEVER WE WERE TO EACH OTHER , THAT WE STILL ARE.CALL ME BY MY OLD FAMILIAR NAME, SPEAK TO ME IN THE EASY WAY WHICH YOU ALWAYS USED. PUT NO DIFFERENCE INTO YOUR TONE, WEAR NO FORCED AIR OF SOLEMNITY OR SORROW.LAUGH AS WE ALWAYS LAUGHED AT THE LITTLE JOKES WE ENJOYED TOGETHER. PLAY,SMILE, THINK OF ME PRAY FOR ME,LET MY NAME BE EVER THE HOUSEHOLD WORD THAT IT ALWAYS WAS,LET IT BE SPOKEN WITHOUT EFFORT,WITHOUT THE TRACE OF A SHADOW ON IT. LIFE MEANS ALL THAT IT EVER MEANT. IT IS THE SAME AS IT EVER WAS; THERE IS ABSOLUTELY UNBROKEN CONTINUITY. WHY SHOULD I BE OUT OF MIND BECAUSE I'M OUT OF SIGHT? I AM BUT WAITING FOR YOU,FOR AN INTERVAL,SOMEWHERE VERY NEAR,JUST AROUND THE CORNER. ALL IS WELL.

Into The New
In To the New Category: Writing and Poetry Like a breath of fresh air , Like a step in freshly mowed grass , Like having a blank canvis in front of you , Like the sweet sleep after a storm , The new is a woundress place , The new is a blank canvis , The new is a breath of fresh air , The new is freshly mowed grass, The new is the sweet sleep, Love is the healing power , Love is the breath of fresh air , Love is what paints the canvis , Love is the smell of freshly cut grass, Love is the warmth of the sweet sleep, ___________________________________________________________ I am starting anew , this path i am on i a woundress thing .... The new is always a scary thing but without change and wt h out the "new " you would not be given a chance to find that person you are and you want to be , been through alot latly and i have found my old self again i love my self i love the fact i have been given t

Looking Out For Friends
from what i've seen and done is always look out for my friends and see who the good friends are and who arn't. true friends stand by you threw thick and thin no matter what the situation is or how hard it gets. i've stood by 1 of my friends and helped her out when she was in need. she was pregnant trying to deal with bills and room mates who were giving her a lot of trouble. i helped her make things easier for when she had her baby girl. with her being a mother dealing with people that gave her shit in her house was very disrespectfull. i don't like people like that. she made me her daughters godfather. i'm happy to always be there for my friends and help get things on track for the better. if you don't stand by your true friends when they need you the most you have some issues you need to deal with. even being there to comfort your friends is a big help in the long run.

Two Reasons You Should Get A Cd...
The following is a review of "Amor Mortem Mei Erit" from Dark Harvest Webzine (myspace.com/darkharvestwebzine): The Reticent – Amor Mortem Mei Erit From the opening on this album, it is easy to tell that you are about to delve deep into the heart and mind of one Chris "Mordrid" Hathcock . Amor Mortem Mei Erit is a look deep inside of the soul, and every song portrays a part of life that everyone of us can relate to. The Reticent take a look inside and find some darkness we all share but cannot put into words…well…The Reticent manages to put it into words, and put it to paper excellently. The guitar work is very well put together and manages to not be overdone. One thing a lot of bands have a problem with is trying to over do it. The Reticent use enough guitar work to bring feeling into the songs without pushing the guitars to be more important than what is being said on the tracks. Amor Mortem Mei Erit is an album that will make you think about a lot of things that have h

Luv The 2nd Amendment & The Nra
Handgun Approval Applauded By Some in Washington (Update2) By Demian McLean and Christopher Stern June 27 (Bloomberg) -- Sharon Boesen, who lives on the east end of Capitol Hill in Washington, a half-mile from the Supreme Court, said yesterday's ruling striking down the city's handgun ban may give her a fighting chance if another burglar targets her home. ``My family will feel much safer'' with a gun, said Boesen, 37, a mother of four whose residence has been broken into twice. ``If someone comes into the house -- God forbid -- and my husband and I have access to a gun, it evens the odds.'' City officials denounced the court's 5-4 ruling rejecting the 32-year-old handgun law, and more than 7 in 10 residents support the ban, according to a Washington Post survey. Still, in neighborhoods like Boesen's that have been plagued by burglaries and other crimes, some homeowners say owning a weapon will provide a feeling of security they have long been denied. ``It's a tale of

Skanks.....
OK WELL I SEE IT LIKE THIS IF U HAVE PICS THAT ARE PRIVATE AND U TELL PEOPLE TO SEE THEM THEY HAVE TO BUY U A HAPPY HOUR GIFT OR A BLAST . THATS PRETTY MUCH LIKE YOU'RE PIMPIN YOURSELF OUT , U MIGHT AS WELL JUST SUCK THEY'RE DICK LOL... THINK ABOUT IT? ARE U REALLY ONLY WORTH A 100 DOLLARS? IF YOUR GONNA SHOW YOUR BODY BY ALL MEANS DO SO BUT TO TRY AND GET SOMEONE TO PAY WITH A BLAST SO OTHERS CAN SEE U ON THE MAIN SCREEN IS JUST LIKE BEING A HOOKER... THIS ONLY PERTAINS TO THOSE SKANKS WHO HAVE PRIVATE PHOTOS ONLY AVAILABLE WHEN U BUY THEM SOMETHING.. I SAY GET YO ASS ON THE CORNER IF U WANNA BE A WHORE ....

Love And Friendship
Love is like the wild rose-briar, Friendship like the holly-tree— The holly is dark when the rose-briar blooms But which will bloom most constantly? The wild-rose briar is sweet in the spring, Its summer blossoms scent the air; Yet wait till winter comes again And who will call the wild-briar fair? Then scorn the silly rose-wreath now And deck thee with the holly's sheen, That, when December blights thy brow, He may still leave thy garland green.

Good News And Bad News!
The good News.... I will be graduating HS...well for my GED I passed on the first try (Thank you very much)....In August...anyone wanting to attend please let me know I will tell you where and when! I was accepted to college...I will as of right now be attending to get my Bachelors.....I am not sure of what I really want to do so thats where I am starting... I have accomplished a lot of things is my life but this is the most rewarding thing I can do for myself and my children...atleast I am doing it before my kids graduate! heh... Bad News.... My Uncle has cancer again and it is inevitible that he will be passing...He is very sick this time and is still in the hospital....all prayers are welcomed....We know he will not make it very much longer...so Back to Oklahoma I will go.....Another funeral I do not wish to attend... This is just a short update on things going on in my life and my stress...I will say there is more good then bad...but still...not easy to take it a

Nothing But The Pain
Nothing but the Pain by Me To the one that I cannot name How I wish I could tell you how I feel But there is nothing to explain I was there by myself: even the wind was still But now theres nothing but pain I did you wrong ,but was you just as real Now your gone: you I cannot blame Left with you on my mind in the rain

Cyanide Sweet Tooth Suicide
She's a still thrill of suicide they say, Cyanide in her plastic veins She's a mannequin of misery, She's on a bender, But she ain't gonna break. Hey, Hey. Taste like sugar, but it's Novocaine. She's climbing diesels, She can sharpen the pain White lights, Train wreck. Black lips, Pale Eyes Cyanide Sweet Tooth Suicide. She's a killer, She is mine, Cyanide Sweet Tooth Suicide. Straight nine (?) Cerebellum feeds the brain, Hurricane and a violent rage. They say, She's a looker just like Anna Nicole. Oh, no. Fuck the silver, Let's go straight for the gold. Hey, hey Digging deeper than a six foot hole, She's snorting cocaine through a suicide note. White light. Train wreck. Black lips, Pale Eyes Cyanide Sweet Tooth Suicide. She's a killer, She is mine, Cyanide Sweet Tooth Suicide. White lights. Train wreck. Black lips, Pale Eyes Cyanide Sweet Tooth Suicide. She's a killer, Not my, Cyanide Sweet Tooth Suicide. Black lips, Pale

Tag Ur It
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.

The Shit List
Count Chocula Ronald Mc Donald That one guy that cut me off on the way the airport Stuck up people People that treat animals like their children People that hurt animals People that hurt children People that use dead animals to beat children People that breed and have no money for kids People that don't care People that care too much People that believe infomercials People that lie when they know they're caught People who tell the truth when they should lie COPS...this is a blanketed loathing take offense if applicable People that say that the Confederacy will rise again People that are weak People that text me the fucking chain mail bull shit FUCK YOU! People that think they have just one 3 million dollars People that stare at me when I garden People that tell me my kids look like their dad (except the kids that look like him) People that say " you re just like your father"(FUCK YOU MOM) People that are disrespectful

I Will
I will by Me Fall for me and in my arms I will catch you Look at me and in my eyes I will touch you Feel for me and in my heart I will find you Trust in me and in my mind I will hold you Believe in me and in my life I will love you

Tag Your It
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. Tends to be too forgiving 2. I only have 1 person in my life that I actually trust 3. My heart is made of gold, but people take advantage of that.. 4. I laugh at myself... a lot 5. I love mashed potatoes 6. I think ill be alone forever. 7. I often doubt myself. 8. I cant stand conceeded, rude, racist, or judemental people 9. Im so extremely bored with my life and im sick of working 10. I want to change someones life, and i want someone to change mine.

Poem6
I Love You Because I Can I Love You I want to be with you, Because, I can see you, I can feel you, I can watch you... I want to be with you, Because, I can touch you, I can hug you, I can kiss you... I want to be with you, Because, I can laugh with you, I can cry with you, I can smile at you... I want to be with you, Because, I LOVE YOU.......... those are my exact reasons to be with the guy I love

Poem8
A Friend Whos Always There If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you, And share with you its beauty On the days you're feeling blue If I could build a mountain You could call your very own, A place to find serenity, A place to be alone If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the sea, But all these things I'm finding Are impossible for me I cannot build a mountain, Or catch a rainbow fair, But let me be what I know best, A friend who's always there

Etype
Sometimes its hard to find a difference between nostalgia and actual liking of something. For two weeks now I have an obsession with EType- a Swedish Eurodance group that I used to love when I was a teenager in Russia, going to crazy Vodka filled parties and vomiting on the walls. Ahh, good ole times...

The Night I Saw A Ufo By Jonlee
THE NIGHT I SAW A UFO BY JONLEE IT ALL HAPPENED ABOUT A YEAR AGO. WHEN I SAW WHAT I THOUGHT WAS A SHOOTING STAR. THEN I SAW IT CRASH. SO I WENT TO WHERE IT CRASHED. WHAT I SAW MADE MY EYES BUG OUT. IT WAS A FLYING SAUCER AND IT HAD CRASHED INTO A LARGE HILL IT WAS AS BIG AS A FOOTBALL FIELD. IT WAS ON FIRE. SO I CALLED SHERIFF AND THE FIRE DEPARTMENT. WHEN I GOT BACK TO THE CRASH I COULD SEE SOME MOVEMENT INSIDE THE FLYING SAUCER. SO I WENT TO SEE IF I COULD HELP WHO OR WHAT EVER OUT OF THE SHIP. THERE WAS FIVE ALIENS. TWO WHERE DEAD. I HELPED THE REST OUT OF THE SHIP. IT WAS JUST IN TIME TO BECAUSE FIVE SECONDS LATTER THE SHIP EXPLODED. RUBBLE WENT EVEY WHERE. ONE MINUTE AFTER THE EXPLOSION, THE SHERIFF AND FIRE DEPARTMENT ARRIVED THE SHERIFF ASKED ME, "WHO ARE THEY AND WHERE DID THEY COME FROM?"I SAID, "THEY ARE ALIENS FROM OUTER SPACE ". HE SAID,"I BETTER CALL THE AIR FORCE."I SAID,"DO YOU THINK THATS A GOOD IDEA?" HE SAID, "DON'T TELL ME HOW TO DO MY JOB!" GO HOME NOW

Sex Dance
He does it as he prances, sometimes as he sits, as if in a trance. A fire is lit deep inside his lance, in a frenzied fit, he lets it dance. Against her tit, not knowing in advance, she feels it hit, her by chance. She looks at the culprit with a glance, as she touches her slit, starting the romance. Shuddering she emits a squeal perchance, from her split, she sprays the floor of his manse. Swirling from her cock-pit, aroma enhances, his senses as it nears his expanse. The moon-lit room shows his stance, as his bowsprit makes it entrance. Their pleasure advances when they submit themselves to the dance as their orgasms transmit.

First Meeting
I will never forget our first meeting... We agreed to meet up at the local bar around 4pm it's slow and quiet. Going against everything I though I knew about women you got there first. Later I found out that you wanted to feel comfortable with the place and to see if I was alone. You order your drink and to my amazement you order a scotch on the rocks. The bartender starts making small talk, you are not really listening, because your mind is racing, your heart is beating so fast you feel dizzy. Together with exciment of the unknown are thoughs of sanity, but you don't want to hear them. All you want is for me to arrive calm your nerves, you always said I had that effect on you because you felt safe around me...as if nothing mattered or nothing could or would go wrong. I finally arrive...I look around and and see your having small talk with the bartender. You turn around and get a huge smile on your face, more than happy to see me, you are relieved, because for some reaso

The Babysitter =(
Billy was a baby, Of about four, Maybe, But none more. His parents were Going out tonight, So once again he would be stuck with her. With no one in sight, She would smack him around a bit, Rough him up, Leaving the child in a raging fit. She would take a cup, Fill it half way up with bleach, The other half would be watter. She would then laugh histarically, as the child swelled like a leach. When she picked him up, she could feel his skin tightening. Up the stairs they went, And into the bathroom. She tossed him into the tub, like a piece of lent, And turned on the hot water, watching the child, in his last seconds, before doom. When Billy stopped breathing, She grabbed a towel and wrapped him in it. She began heaving, When she sat the boy on his bed. Looking for some pajamas. She found a pair and went over to the dead, Boy and dressed him. Tucking him into bed

Funny But True!
MEN vs Women NICKNAMES If Laura, Kate and Sarah go out for lunch, they will call each other Laura, Kate and Sarah. If Mike, Dave and John go out, they will affectionately refer to each Other as Fat Boy, Godzilla and Four-eyes. EATING OUT When the bill arrives, Mike, Dave and John will each throw in $20, Even though it's only for $32.50. None of them will have anything Smaller and none will actually admit they want change back. When the girls get their bill, out come the pocket calculators. MONEY A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs. A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't need but it's on sale. BATHROOMS A man has six items in his bathroom: toothbrush and toothpaste, Shaving cream, razor, a bar of soap, and a towel . The average number of items in the typical woman's bathroom is 337. A Man would not be able to identify more than 20 of these items. ARGUMENTS A woman has the last word in any argument. Anything a man says after that is the

Why
Why do you hate me so? You get everything you want with out consiquence. When is it my turn. You have known me for so long, yet I am never the one that ends up happy. I wounder what spell you have him under now. You are not ganna be happy with someone eles until you are happy with you. I can only help but so farbefore I break. The only thing that you want that you do not have is a child 24-7. I am sorry for that, but you have someone that will give you what ever you want with out saying NO. why not let me have HAPPINESS? You see what you want to see but I see differently than you. I see him with untainted eyes, all you see is someone that can give you the last thing in live that you want. I see someone that is happy being who he is. I hate the way you make me feel when i am around you. You make me feel like I am this little girl that can't do anything for herself. Everything that I want to do involves getting away from you! I don't understand you anymore You say that you want me to be

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Club Far Strike Force Team List
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Take A Bow
I know this song is being played up and down the radio, well at least over here...but I want to share this anyway...I kind of like her attitude, and we all, not only women, have been played before at some point in our life...I like how she put that in words here...take a bow...yeah take a bow, because the show is over now...enjoy the song, if you take the time to listen to it... Take A Bow - Rhianna

Im Almost Henchman Help Me Level Please
Please go show my Lil Sis some Fu Luv ! Lets Level Her!!! Shes ONLY 107k From HENCHMAN! Bling Her! Rate Her! Add Her! Comment Her! Do It ALL!!! **WIKID LETTE **FU-OWNERS OF HOT&FLUFFY AND PIMPSUGARBEAR**AUCTIONS OVER**@ fubar

It's Not What You Ride
I've been riding motorcyles off and on for 35 years, sounds like a long time doesn't it.. I started out as a kid on dirt bikes and after years of not riding began riding again about 12 years ago when bought my first bike. Was it a big fancy one, no it was a Honda 700 Shadow, I quickly realized it was not big enough for me and when the Valkyrie came out I had to have one. Got the second one here in town and after many miles on it decided to trade it for an Excelsior Henderson, fine bike, but nothing but trouble. Finally, sold the Ex, and got another Valkyrie, a 1997 Tourer, the 97's are faster than the other years, so here I am with a fast 800 lb bike. I ride with all my friends on anything from Harleys to Hondas to Yamahas. Bikes are like women, everyone has a preference. Some of the guys I work with though won't ride with anything but other Harleys'. Do they realize that they are missing out on the true essence of what motorcycling is all about. It does not matter what you rid

Caution
You know, the internet is an interesting case study on the human condition. It really speaks to the fickle nature of people in general, as well as to man's search for "the next best thing." We've all heard the "grass is greener on the other side," and unfortunately that resonates as truth to some. It has become apparent, that nothing is ever good enough anymore. Be it in our careers, social lives, personal relationships, etc., people are always seeking out that which they believe will be of more benefit to them. Now, I am definitely not a proponent of status quo, don't get me wrong. We should always strive to learn, and grow, everyday, but should this come at the expense of loyalty? Friendship? Integrity? In our daily lives, we interact with those whom we have interpersonal relationships. It's hard to stab someone in the back, when you have to look them in the eyes. On here, not so much. The internet, while a wonderful resource for gleaning imformation upon a myriad of subjects, can

Tagged Again...
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) 20% of the time I am 90% happy. 2) I don't wear jeans. I hate how they feel. 3) I dip my french fries in mayo. 4) I write and compose alot, but never share them with anyone else besides my multiple personalities. 5) At any time, I can call upon an army of squirrels to protect me. 6) I'm not very funny. 7) I enjoy my privacy. 8) I once got caught having sex in a hotel fountain...hee hee... 9) Despite my pictures, in no way am I "gangsta", "pimp", or a "thug". 10) I'm a nympho, but my gentleman side keeps me in check.

Quiz Thing
What kind of girl are you? My Result: You Are a Party Girl! You are all about having fun - and you don't need to drink to have a good time Sure, you've thrown back more than a few every so often But getting totally stupid and wasted is not your style You're the life of the party, by keeping everyone laughing and smiling Take What kind of girl are you? Find more quizzes at Quibblo.com

Broken.......
when i was a little girl, i wanted to be a doctor. My family would say...."kiki... when are you gonna start acting like a girl?" and i'd say "never! girls are stupid" (lol) and i'd go right back to choking my cousins and beating them up. As i got older and entered puberty i heard a lot of "kiki, when are you gonna start dating boys?" and i'd say "what for?" But then in high school i started dating and it did become fun i just didnt know how to handle once it got in into the "Kiki, I love you" thing..... My family would ask me when i was gonna settle down, when i was gonna fall in love, when i was gonna babies..... i was like "dudes! i'm a kid for poo's sake!!" and the reality was.... i wasn't ready to be someones love... i wasn't ready to be with someone's reason for living or have someone be mine.... i'm 25 now and been in love five times... and each one brought me closer to where i am right now... each heart break, each fight, each tear, each kiss, each hug, each lesson learned

Dates
I am talkin to my friend about dates, and it struck me that in 26 years of my life, I have been on about 3 dates overall. One was with some unknown aged dude I found in a yahoo chatroom when I was 17, and another one with my hubby. But that was AFTER we hung out anyways, so it doesn't really count. All the rest were...oh, look, a bird!

You're Always In My Heart
You’re Always In My Heart by LateNiteFantasy© With each passing of every day You are always in my heart For constant thoughts of you For some reason always start I feel your presence near Even though you’re far away Reaching through the span of time So strong my body sways How can I live without you I ask myself each day For the loneliness engulfs me Leaving me empty and dismayed As I close my teary eyes I feel your warmth surround me Carried through the night A soft whisper in the breeze.

Fucking Ass Piss And Shit.
The pen is mightier than the sword. But why does a knife hurt so bad when it goes through the heart? The insecurities are arising again, I am about to start freaking out. WHAT THE FUCK DO ALL THESE WORDS MEAN? Who are you talking about? Did i miss something somewhere? I feel like i'm on an acid trip that's going south every time i "take a peek" I am annoyed. I am confused and frustrated I am clueless to the fact that i"m not really here. Every time i take a peek which i know i shouldnt but i do anyway...it drives me nuts what i see. I can be horrible at following directions at times and you gave me directions, you gave me comfort in knowing that i have nothing to worry about? But was that just a pacifier till you figure shit out on your end? Do i look like a fucking baby ? Am i wearing a diaper? Am i drooling out of the corner of my mouth? No I don't think so. So a pacifier is not necessary. eh. this is too much. I have to go away. Far Far away

Looking For Young Pussy
Two old guys are pushing their carts around Wal-Mart when they collide. The first old guy says to the second guy, 'Sorry about that. I'm looking for my wife, and I guess I wasn't paying attention to where I was going.' The second old guy says, 'That's OK, it's a coincidence. I'm looking for my wife, too. I can't find her and I'm getting a little desperate.' The first old guy says, 'Well, maybe I can help you find her. What does she look like?' ' The second old guy says, 'Well, she is 27 yrs old, tall, with red hair, blue eyes, long legs, and is wearing short shorts. What does your wife look like?' To which the first old guy says, 'Doesn't matter, --- let's look for yours.' *********************

My Life: Junior High School
This is the first of a series of blogs I will be doing chronicling my life. I hope you won't be completely bored while reading it. September 1998, I started a new era of my life. I was 11 years old and I was starting 7th grade at Virgil I. Grissim Juinor High School 226. I didn't know what to expect and I was certainly not prepared for what was to come my way. On that first day I met a lot new wonderful people, some of which would end up having a big effect on my life; Christian Alvarenga, Katrina Harikissoon, Darryl Jones, Sanjuktadebi Lachman, and several others. I also saw a lot of familiar face from elementary school; Adriana Carro, Marlon Davey, Stephanie Felder, Shameka Martelly, and others. These people became big parts of my life in different ways, although I'm sure they never realized it. The classes I took weren't as hard as I except them to be, they were actually very easy. But I got very lazy and didn't care for the work that much, big mistake. I wouldn't do the hom

Our Fifth Anniversary: You Can Have Cookies For Breakfast!
There used to be a commercial for the General Mills cereal “Cookie Crisp” in which their then-animated mascot, a little wizard, sprang off the box as the kids were about to open the cookie jar since they were in a hurry to grab something before school. He’d say, “You can’t have cookies for breakfast, but you can have Cookie Crisp!” The cereal pieces are shaped like mini chocolate chip cookies. And so the jingle would start … today it’s a different one with a different character, in this case an overweight dog who’s wearing a raccoon mask and bays “Cooookie Crisp” just as his master a burglar is trying to steal it! That’s what I remember – I haven’t seen it on in a while. I just saw Cookie Crisp with the mascot I was talking about offered as a gift on myYearbook labeled “unhealthy cereal”. In the long run, I can’t argue with that … Today it’s been five long … no, let me make that five action-packed years that Martha and I have been married to each other! We’ve added two ki

I Cant Figure It Out
ok i know this is going to come out the wrong way.... sorry peple if it may be to blunt.... this drives me nuts and i cant figure it out. why is it that the ugly, unkept, unclean,over weight(i am on the fat side...) people can find someone to be in long term relationships with.... i cant find a fucking person to have steady dates with. I am no barbie doll but neither are these people. i am not perfect in anyway. nor are these people. so what makes them so special. I totaly understand how beautiful people are in long term relationships or can get a date no problem! i dont consider myself ugly or barbie doll beautiful. i am a normal person. and it is not like i have a horrible personality..... i am smart, funny, open minded, not a bitch or bossy or crazy... so wtf's wrong with me? leave me your comments on this..... am i wrong for thinking this way? or do others feel the same?

Big Daddy Sparks
THIS HAS GOT TO BE THE SWEETEST MOST AWESOME GUY I HAVE EVER HAD THE PLEASURE OF MEETING! IF U ARE NOT ON HIS LIST GET UR ASS ON IT! LOVE HIM UP GOOD!!!! BigDaddySparks@ fubar ★Purry ★Co-Owner Purrfect Sin★Sex Slave To Dj Bone Crusher , My Sexy Owner!@ fubar

Do You Ever Wonder?
well i am back on here to look for some friends who i can count on im sick of those who only want you when you need something i want those who will be there till the end and not make you feel like your being replaced like some of your friends do i mean shit grow up and admit you are tried of me and ill leave you alone its that simple there is no reason to hide and hardly never talk anymore (this is me thinking again but instead of thinking im typing it) so here is what am i wondering what is a true bestfriend and is there any left for me ? glitter-graphics.com

Rose Of My Heart
We're the best partners this world's ever seen Together we're as close as can be But sometimes it's hard to find time in between To tell you what you mean are to me You are the rose of my heart You are the love of my life A flower not faded nor falling apart If you're tired, rest your head on my arm Rose of my Heart. When sorrow holds you in it's arms of clay It's raindrops that fall from your eyes Your smile is the sun come to earth for a day You brighten my blackest of skies You are the rose of my heart You are the love of my life A flower not faded nor falling apart If you're cold let my love make you warm Rose of my heart So hard times are easy times, what do I care There's nothing I'd change if I could The tears and the laughter are things that we share Your hand in mine makes it good You are the rose of my heart You are the love of my life A flower not faded nor falling apart If you're tired, rest your head on my arm R

"if I Were You..........."
This phrase should just be deleted from any known language and any other "languages" yet to be discovered. I understand that everyone has an opinion and is unfortunately entitled to it. No need to badger me with what you would do in a situation "if you were me". You are not me so shut the fuck up about how you would do things so much better and differently than my twisted thoughts on an idea or project I have in mind. So fortunate that you can't be tried for any mental images you get in your head.LOL. Everytime I hear this statement at a start of a sentence all I can picture is my fist going through the back of someone's head and have to bite my tongue almost off and try not to cover my ears in hopes that the blood flowing out of them doesn't become to noticeable. I could go on and on about these four words that send me straight into an almost uncontrollable rage but I won't. Just know that I will listen to just about anything that comes out of someone's mouth...intellligent or oth

Part Four
She is now full and lies still in my arms, I feel her sensing my joy and love, which makes her settle. Placing her down, I go and sit once again under the tree with the first man sat beside me. We sit together entwined under the tree and I start to get those feelings that surfaced all that time ago, the electric surge that pulsates through my body has he touches me, his hands are still soft as I remember them, his breath still smoothes me when he breaths softly on my skin. The pure desires that ache inside clam to get out, to be released into his body and flowing gently like a calming sea. My eyes shut has I feel his fingertips touching me, caressing me making my body spin and my heart pump madly. I feel my body shiver and then a short sharp shock powers through me at high speed. While I think back, I look to the first-born and remember the creation that we made together. The journey will soon begin for the first-born and it will be time for me to summons the power of nature so

Sweet Diana
Sweet Diana The full moon obscured - by ribbons yes - by ribbons of cloud Sweet Diana from behind her veil illuminates the sphere in her brightness blue - deep, deep, deep velvet blue a veil - a gossamer a thin shroud rests over the face of sweet Diana further away - fading to black but all around her - white white - on the deepest velvet blue on the purest velvet blue such a sight oh, the light on the deepest velvet blue pure - simple ah, such beauty rests the soul on a bed of deepest velvet blue a night - like tonight a night - tonight under this deepest velvet blue those clouds - those ribbons those grand ships afloat sailing - lost - wandering on a sea of velvet blue

R U The One?
How do I know that you're the one? How do I know that you're not just here for my looks? I want to trust you... I want to love you... But how do i know that you are different from them? I guess life is full of surprises And I have to live day by day...

My Resolve Is Firm
My resolve is firm and nothing can deter me. I will get tested. If there is the slightest chance, then it should not be wasted. 5-24-03 (when my friend, up visiting, asked me over drinks if he could have my kidney, this is the first thing that went through my mind. I wrote it out and presented it as my answer. less than a year later I gave him my left kidney)

Justice
Justice When justice stands still only the fool hearted, will contemplate pursuing even the most just of causes, when justice stands still, the brave only will seek retribution for sins committed against them and their kinsman, can any gleamse of sovereignty exist where justice takes a tea break, and when justice decides to stand still will any sanity prevail, where justice once stood still, can any unity ever be restored once upon a time the jews were slandered and abused but they had the courage to stand up and refuse, when justice stands still, the supposed saviours become the enslavers, who then will stand up to refuse for the people when justice stands still, the law makers become peace detractors, creating laws meant not to ensure harmony, but to bring woo to the masses, when justice stands still, they will seek to devour, those they once vowed to protect, justice stands still, the eleventh plague, not just a biblical fantasy, but a present r

Distance
Did you ever say I love you And the breeze took your words away Did you feel them as they lingered Then slowly drifted on their way Did they journey long, searching for The distant love you hoped they’d find Was someone out there listening For words from heart and mind Did you ever hear I love you As the wind blew through the trees Closed your eyes and felt them there As they came quietly in the breeze Did you ever say I love you And hear it whispered in return Feeling your distant love beside you And the desire within you burn Did you ever see I love you Floating quietly to you with ease Wandering peacefully there beside you Comes I love you in the breeze

Never Too Late
This world will never be What I expected And if I don't belong Who would have guessed it I will not leave alone Everything that I own To make you feel like it's not too late It's never too late Even if I say It'll be alright Still I hear you say You want to end your life Now and again we try To just stay alive Maybe we'll turn it all around 'Cause it's not too late It's never too late No one will ever see This side reflected And if there's something wrong Who would have guessed it And I have left alone Everything that I own To make you feel like It's not too late It's never too late Even if I say It'll be alright Still I hear you say You want to end your life Now and again we try To just stay alive Maybe we'll turn it all around 'Cause it's not too late It's never too late The world we knew Won't come back The time we've lost Can't get back The life we had Won't be ours again This world will never be What I expected And if I don't be

Why Me
why me i give my ex my heart and get pregnet 3 times and and he leaves me i gave him money he poned my stuff off and his mom wont even talk to me and shes a preach they dont want anything to do with me or the baby i am getting ready to have i am 9 wks i try to talk to him on here and he wont his name is larry lewis he wont talk to me but he will his ex's i dont get it

Never
through time we travel and days we live there's always a place in time for total commitment no one knows when or where but there it is through time we travel and days we live never in the midst of the mind never in the midst of the eyes only i the midst of the hearts only in the midst of the souls never ending never telling never seeing only in the heart and souls through time traveled and days lived comes the time that is right to the days it brings never ending never telling never seeing mind and eyes left confused only seeing what it wants to now that the time is here here and now to say!

Wtf
omg what the fuck is up with people today so yesterday was my best friends birthday so i went up to her place so i can see her and we had a kick ass time, so today she had to go to class so she asked her friend if she could take me home after the class was over around 2:45 and so when we got to L.M.C she told us that she couldn't take me home and so we were had to wait for her dad to get home from work and that was at 7pm and i didnt get home today till 8:30 and that was 4 fucking hours after the time i wanted to be home by!!! so im just a bit pissed off to day

Saving Face Jagoff??
http://www.silive.com/news/advance/index.ssf?/base/news/121638241157530.xml&coll=1 Beach-burg mayor agrees to pay us a visit Even better, let's make it a cultural exchange, suggests outspoken politician Friday, July 18, 2008 By AMISHA PADNANI STATEN ISLAND ADVANCE STATEN ISLAND, N.Y. -- He may have apologized for his actions but Staten Islanders still want to prove him wrong. Community leaders are planning to take the mayor of Belmar on a tour of the Island after he slurred "Staten Island girls," "guidos" and "blondes" in his newsletter earlier this month. Mayor Ken Pringle gladly accepted the invitation -- but on one condition. He'd like Staten Island representatives to spend a Saturday night in Belmar. "It's a very nice invitation that they extended and I will absolutely want to take them up on it," Pringle said. "But I also think it's important that they understand Belmar, too. ... I think they will gain a better appreciation of what we're really about rather th

Just Some Funny Sayings,,bored Today
I wondered why the baseball was getting bigger. Then it hit me. Police were called to a daycare where a three-year-old was resisting a rest. Did you hear about the guy whose whole left side was cut off? He's all right now. The roundest knight at King Arthur's round table was Sir Cumference. The butcher backed up into the meat grinder and got a little behind in his work. To write with a broken pencil is pointless. When fish are in schools they sometimes take debate The short fortune teller who escaped from prison was a small medium at large. A thief who stole a calendar got twelve months . A thief fell and broke his leg in wet cement. He became a hardened criminal. Thieves who steal corn from a garden could be charged with stalking. We'll never run out of math teachers because they always multiply. When the smog lifts in Los Angeles , U.C.L.A. The dead batteries were given out free of charge. A dentist and a manicurist fought tooth and nail.

Sometimes These Days
Have you ever had one of those days that started out ok.. and gradually turned into a day where you want to just curl up in bed and cry? Do you wish sometimes that you could fall asleep and stay asleep till all the bad that is around you or the drama in your life just goes away? Ever wish that one person you care about would be right there next to you holding you tight? UGH I hate having these days, where it seems no one cares, and or the one person you love with your everything tends to be to busy to notice. I hate having a fight with my kids dad because he has decided he has had enough of being a full time dad and needs a break. Or I hate wishing I had someone to lean on in these times when I KNOW I am on my own. Sometimes I want to run away. Just pack some clothes for my kids and I and run far away and start all over again where no one knows me and all the drama is left behind. But at those times I remember that I have to be a good mommy and make sure the kids are happy. I

Pacing
Sexy Comments & Profile Graphics Pacing; quietly lifting my chin as if feeling something near. Wanting; yet waiting stoically. Hungry; but strangely able to stay that hunger. Wiser; accepting. Knowing; the truth has been twisted somewhere. Accepting; but still wanting the answers. Worthy; always.

Thank You
I just heard the song on the radio and it put me right back to where I was about umm I think 8 years ago. I just came out of a relationship, which ended badly...I felt lonely and horrible and ugly and sad and so on... then I met this guy...Kenny...we had 3 great months...I met him right before he was about to pcs...it was a great time..the best time i think...then a year later...me and him were still emailing and stuff...i get an email..from his wife, a wife I had no clue about. She had left here before him and the only reason he had stayed longer was because of an investigation that he was under...I had no damn clue...I think I didnt want to know then either...needless to say I do not talk to this guy anymore. Does he still pop in my head, yes, this song is a guarantie for that to happen... I still like the song :-) Thank You - Dido

Ordained Ministeri
I would like everyone to know that if you are here in California and would like to get married, I am here and able to marry anyone. I am a Rev. from the church of Universal Life Church in Modesto, California. This is not a joke or anything else. I am on yahoo and on myspace, so if you have either and would like to talk about it, please IM or email me. Thank you, Rev. Darrel

Do You Want To Blame Pms
omg i'm feeling like a hoe i dont feel that i would even make good company for a john that i'm hoeing for the pimp would demand that i give all money back to the client for that was no satisfaction oh yea i'm point whore today rate me add me or fan me too dont expect me to do it back cause i'm just not in the mood if you ask me i just say fuck you cause i'm just not in the mood what mood am i in dont ask i might tell you just my mood

The Nine Satanic Statements
1: Satan represents indulgence, instead of abstinence! 2: Satan represents vital existance, instead fo spiritual pipe dreams! 3: Satan represents undefiled wisdom, instead of hypocritical self-deceit! 4: Satan represents kindness to those who deserve it, instead of love wasted on ingrates! 5: Satan represents vengeance, instead of turning the other cheek! 6: Satan represents responsibility to the responsible, instead of concern for psychic vampires! 7: Satan represents man as just another animal, sometimes better, more often worse than those that walk on all-fours, who, because of his "divine spiritual and intellectual development" has become the most vicious animal of all! 9: Satan represents all of the so-called sins, as they all lead to physical, mental, or emotional gratification! 10: Satan has been the best friend the church has ever has, as he has kept it in business all these years!

Finally Letting Go
(If You Had Called Yesterday – Julie Roberts) Every night since your goodbye I hit my knees and closed my eyes And I pray that you'd come back Too many tears washed out that bridge You wanna cross, but baby, it's too late for that Last night would've been a different story But the morning sun must've done something for me 'Cause I bet I'd gone the other way If you'd called yesterday ********************************************* I pray at night when I go to sleep to hear from you even when I know its best that I let go. I cant seem to move on or even get my heart to want to let go. The only thing I know is that I have cried so much over you that I cant seem to cry anymore. I wish you would see what this is doing to me.. still you don’t and I still pray at night for you to call me once more. ************************************************* (Lonely Alone – Julie Roberts) I refuse to be with you and be forgotten So this afternoon I thought Why not just go After all

Interesting
10 Reasons to have sex 1. Scientific tests find that when women make love, they produce double amounts of the hormone estrogen, which make hair shiny and skin smooth. 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscles in the body. It�s more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps and you don�t need special sneakers! 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases the body endorphin into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones. These subtle sex perfumes dr

Friends
I'd like to think I have lots of them!! Are most of the women?? YES!! Are there any better friends than women?? Probaly not!! I am not the typical sit on my azz at home; guzzling beer watching sports on TV, I don't even like watching TV that much........lol If I watch sports; I go to the stadiums and arenas!! That's the best way to enjoy sports; and you never know who you will meet or become friends with!!! I want an intelligent conversation; I don't want to hear about how many times you banged your secretary(which really didn't happen anyway).

Eyes
Are my downfall!! I can stare at a person's eyes for hours!!! Don't get me wrong; I still like other parts of the female anatomy............lol It's just something about the eyes!! And yes; when I talk to women, my eyes are focused on their eyes!!

Sand Castles, The Conclusion©
I think there are a lot of fantasies that people have include the beach. Some may dream of the sounds of the waves,others the warm sea breezes caressing their skin. Maybe even walking hand in hand along the shore while the sunsets,painting the sky in vibrant colors of reds,oranges,and pinks. Then there is me...(evil grin). I am a FREEK! I love fooling around in public,especially the beach. Now here I am leaning back on a blanket,my playmates mouth on me,having just swallowed all that I had too offer her and she won't let me go. I am gonna let you,the reader,in on a secret that most do not know. After a man cums,if you keep going,weather it's having sex or preforming oral,HE can keep going. Your man will stay hard and be able to go another round unless he is totally worthless or completely out of shape. Those eyes are holding me captive as she keeps stimulating me with her mouth. They smile at me for she is in her element. She allows me to use her for my pleasure as she takes

Urine Test
Like a lot of folks in this state, I have a job. I work, they pay me. I pay my taxes and the government distributes my taxes as it sees fit. In order to get that pay check, I am required to pass a random urine test with which I have no problem. What I do have a problem with is the distribution of my taxes to people who don't have to pass a urine test. Shouldn't one have to pass a urine test to GET a welfare check because I have to pass one to earn it for them? Please understand, I have no problem with helping people get back on their feet. I do, on the other hand, have a problem with helping someone sitting on their ASS.... doing drugs, while I work. . . . Can you imagine how much money the state would save if people had to pass a urine test to get a public assistance check? Pass this along if you agree or simply delete if you don't. I hope you all will pass it along. . . Something has to change in this country -- and soon!

Broken Wings.
I'm a big fan of Brandon Thomas. When he was with Bleed the Dream they stole the show during the Taste of Chaos tour. He's high energy, with a great voice, and he writes well. He is now with a different band called Phantom Communique, which is also good stuff. This track is from an EP they did called "Asleep", it was accompanied by an EP called "Awake". They were released at the same time with "Asleep" being an acoustic EP and "Awake" it's louder "plugged in" counterpart. Download every song you can by Bleed the Dream. Now. The track is called "Broken Wings". Bleed the Dream - Broken Wings In a dream I spent the day with you In a carriage bought by blood. The clouds were singing songs of fear and loss; And they cut me down to size. And they cut me down to size. Broken wings Have a home tonight. No one is listening, no one is listening. When darkness fell on the streets last night, We never expected, we never expected this. In a perfect world, I'd ne

Hmmmmmmm
Slowly you remove my clothes and throw them to the floor; slowly I do the same my body aching for more. We stand here face to face out bodies for each to see, nothing but fresh air standing between you and me. Your eyes look deep in mine your hands touch my face, my breathing becomes heavy, as my heart begins to race. My fingernails touch your manly throbbing chest I move a little closer as my lips do the rest. A wetness starts to touch your neck my tongue follows behind; I ease along at a slow pace without hesitation leaving nothing to waste. Slowly my fingernails slide my way down they slowly rub against your nipples then circle round and round. You start to follow my body like an artist stretching a drawing, your hands start to fondle my breasts and the urge surges through me. I feel your fingers circle me and the tingle soon begins slowly your tongue follows and push you closer in. Your tongue begins to flick my nipple and the arousal starts to expire, the fire starts burning li

And He Separated Night And Day !!!
I do not wish to discuss religion in this blog. But I do use references to it and sprituality in order to describe more closely what I am trying to say. My question is this: If in the land before time, the Universe or to some of us, God, separated night and day, and pitted brother against brother, nation against nation, man against woman ??? What was its purpose ??? To allow us to go to war with each other ??? Or was it so that we could find it in ourselves to understand the differences and love wholly beyond those differences. In separating the qualities that oppose and compliment, did he also send human beings into the material world to, find their equal and opposite that completes them (ie. their soul mate) or did he send them out in order that they may learn tolerance and 'put up' with what they found. There is only one night and day, the reference to which reflects upon Yin and Yang. There is a dark and light side, and each side compliments the other to come

Weep Not
Weep not for the devil child For he holds in him hate of the world Shed those tears for the ones he loathes And takes there food shelter and cloths He holds no love and bears only hate Weep not for the devil child But do love him in all his hate...

Im For Sale
Look what we have here! It's my first ever auction, called "John's Juicy Auction" Where we offer a Flavor for Everyone! Can you believe, ANOTHER new flavor?!? THIS JUST IN!!! Wishful Wednesday PLUS... DJ Cptn Robbie MacARoni Hellyion bibliophile We also have over 20 other delicious flavors to choose from! Get some hot juice lovin' today! Bidding starts at the low low price of 50,000 fubucks! WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?!? THE AUCTION ENDS MONDAY AUGUST 4!!! John(a/k/a RadioXshow) (repost of original by 'Radio X show -||- Music Master @Fetish -||- owner of ~*Crystal*~ and Who Knows' on '2008-07-30 01:59:14') SO PLEASE COME BET ON ME

Take One
so im a submissive guy who is into some different things then most guys. last week i shaved my chest my legs and my butt area. i painted my toes a really cute almost bubble guy pink nail polish... i need a better color maybe something with sparkles. anyways then i dressed in my pleated mini skirt white fish net stocking garter belt, my black shoes, i wish i had a slightly higher heel its only 2-2 1/2 inches but still nice. also my white panties and red bra and a black lace see through top. i really like that outfit by the way. anyways as i said im a submissive guy who loves to cross dress im looking into getting a wig and having som one do my make up and im told ill look really hot. so that was me bored hope you enjoy

Books I've Read! Blog #1
During This Past Summer, I've Decided To Pick Up This Book By John Grisham called "The Testament". I have no idea where this urge came from, not like me at all to read lol unless its one of them Celebrity Magazines. Anyways, I have read two other novels by John Grisham "The Firm" and "The Pelican Brief". Of course I also Watched the movies..Great Flicks as well. So maybe reading some of his prior work had a small part of the "urge" to read this one. So As I always Do I Opened the hard covered book up and read the this.... Troy Phelan hates his greedy, spoiled children. The aging multi billionaire knows that they're circling like vultures as he waits to die. Phelan's surprising last will and testament names a heretofore unknown beneficiary--a missionary living deep in the wilds of Brazil. Nate O'Riley, a lawyer fresh from his fourth stay in rehab, is sent to find her. Along the way, he learns about God and himself, and he discovers that the dangers of alcohol pale in comp

Murderer
San Francisco police are looking for the person who stabbed a dog to death and dumped the body in the Bayview. Investigators say Pogo, a 7-month-old puppy, disappeared at Ocean Beach last week. Volunteers with Grateful Dog Rescue posted fliers offering a reward for the return of the dog -- who only had three legs. His body was found in an industrial part of the Bayview on Tuesday morning. Investigators said the puppy died after someone stabbed him several times. "Someone actually took the time out to stab this dog, which raises our red flag to the highest level because we have someone out there who brutally killed this dog," Lt. Le-Ellis Brown with San Francisco Animal Care and Control said. San Francisco Animal Care and Control is offering a $2,000 reward for information leading to an arrest. Animal Care & Control (415) 554-6364 1200 15th St, San Francisco, CA

Help...any Idea...
I'm going to leave this one to you... throw me some good ideas for a contest.. something that you haven't seen or want to be done... I'm open for anything.. I'm just sittin here bored.. so shout at me.. thanks Chocolate Bunny

My Thought For The Day!
She leans into him.. wraps her arms around his neck , bruhes her lips on his, nibbles, runs her tongue along his top lip...inhales his essence.. wonders what he tastes like.. She closes her eyes when she hears a gasp escape that sexy mouth of his. Does she pursue the need to put her tongue in his mouth? The desire to use it to let him know what he does to her? Just looking at him, his smile, hearing his laugh , listening to his voice?Or does she pull away, smile slyly, and lean in , dip her tongue in his ear , and whisper what she will do to him when he's ready to hear the gasp escape her lips... his eyes closed... intoxicating himself with her essence ,her taste, his need.

Shat
Guysss. I got a virus today. It really sucked. It deleted my system 32 folder. I shit myself quite a few times. Thank god I was able to save my pictures from my vacation before my computer imploded. Jeff and I are very both drunk a lot. I wish we were in the same state. I hope he wants to move together sometime soon. Not going to be easy, but as we discussed, we're both willing to deal with the shit associated with it so we can be together soon.

Everything
You can never judge a day by the sweat upon your brow, for you never no when you will sleep or eat again. People say they care about what happens over here but they honestly dont want to know the truth of what happens in a third world country. Yet war is an animal in itself com=nsuming the meek and meager, once you se foot on ground and se the things that we see you will never be the same. you never will talk about it for fear of what you may hae become. you only hope that life will be kind and let you forget the events of your past. Why does our country send us to a place we are not wanted, why are we here t help people who dont even want to help themselves and why are we met with such resentment and regret when do give all we can to these iraqi people. your tired and hungry and you want to go home, when will it all be done, when will our time come. will it be the end, or must we all do it over and over again. what good have we done

Ronnie's Poems
I love them both, can't have them both. It's tearing me apart! My former joy and present boy: Both have got my heart. I have to choose, so I must lose Someone I really love. It feels like dirt that I must hurt A girl that I dream of. Why this must be I cannot see; I only know I must. Each might endure, for I am sure That this is love, not lust. I weep and wail to no avail; I can't say no to either. But if I can't tell what I want, Could that mean I want neither? Ronnie Anthony Mercurino

Just An Idea
................seeing how some people like whoring for fubucks, and some people like playing cards and stuff ......i just had this pretty decent idea to take up to the fu-lords! ..................they should find a way to get a poker client on here so people who got that fix for poker, and those who beg for fu-bucks......can actually earn thier stuff instead of beggin for the crap...... throw some tourneys on there, git some regular tables where you can leave when the leaving is good, shoot throw some tourneys in there where the grand prize is like a happy hour or some vip package or some crap not a bad idea is it??

Liberty Park Dk With His Drink!
Panorama Fun at Liberty Park... My sister had to do a panorama assignment for her photography class and I went out with her because I did the same assignment few years back, same class. So we went out to Liberty Park and just for fun I told her to take a picture of me on the swings with her camera then mine so I can see the results faster. hehe

Rubber Traits
I want to always be on film, To be caught in the cut coffee sober Ding-di-di-ding-di-di-ding-ding-boom-boom-boulder One scratched lens of... Of a brand new prescription Drawing dates from a stacked deck of cards And doom-doom-doom I should cut down my caloric intake I should go to sleep hungry And wake up with my guts knotted up And ears open like a burnt down hut I want my mouth to always taste ablate But i want, but i want, but (ooooooh) I want to kiss like taffy Hump gentle on a bed of nails and Feel salt to widen eyes like a cut-up clam's tongue does I wanna dump early on that bmt the rest I want a patch of blue sky to follow me Unfold an oragami death mask And cut my dna with rubber traits Pull apart the double helix like a wishbone Always be working on a suicide note I don't want to (oo-ee-oo) When i feel like i could have gone longer (repeat x3) I don't want to (oo-ee-oo) When i feel like i could have gone... Productive, fully-charged, co

What's For Dinner Tonight
Here I go again making spaish food for dinner tonight..roast pork and rice and beans..Mind you I am not spanish at all but I learned how to cook spaish food. 3 of my kids have spanish blood in them the other 2 don't and they love it. I love it!!! YUM YUM

"resistance Is Futile."
how to keep a culture without the jank to be rid of tribal instincts without the loss of ancestors heard the extremists say let them kill themselves in their own ghettos ghettos are hard to see it seems to be an attitude where graffiti cant be seen cuz of the fresh paint of the night of gang rule to realize that to overcome is in the education not to be influenced by the violence presented by youtube n myspace even in song of hip hop n rap it has evolved from cop killing to love of da girl yes i believe culture can be retained in the educated must not believe the teachings of the rev white but the educated can overcome no one called MLK the uncle so why call obama the uncle then i feel the frustration of change but resistance of change is hard it must come before the destruction what does the world want us to be does not mean to forget culture of ancestors

Fate
Fate. What exactly is it and does it exist? Is there a certain power that holds our future in its hands, manipulating us like chess pieces, and determining whether its check or mate? Is there a path that leads us to a certain destination that was preassigned to us by stars or something else the day we are born? Or maybe it is ourselves and the circumstances that things happen under that determine our outcome? Here is a scenario: a young 18 year old man slams his car into a tree and dies in a fiery crash. Some may argue that this scenario was written in his unfortunately short book of life, and this was the last chapter. Others may say that his demise was brought on by himself, and if he wasnt speeding, or maybe drinking, or paid a little more attention to the road, he would have avoided the accident and continued enjoying his life. Then, if his life is spared, the first group may say that if he could have avoided that tree and stayed alive, it was his fate, and his book of life may

Bored On A Weekend ,
i am so bored on a weekend no moneyit is ruff when u cant work because of few bad back operations in the pass and veritgo really bad . i am try ing for goverment help, they take so damn long for any thing . my hubby and i are not together i will know by sept . this is my tenth time i try for it but first isnce my husband i isnt together , i am liveing with my 87 year old mom and my 21 year old daughter . she doesnt care what happens to meany more . we are n ot close we was never that close , like we should be i do love her very very much and sheis my only child , iw ill have ,, thanks for read ing my blog ,

Pussy Control
Nuestra presentacion especial comenzara en breve {Our special presentation will start shortly} Pero antes un mensaje de nuestros auspiciadores {But first a message from our sponsors} Uh, yeah Uh Good mornin' ladies and gentlemen ("What hotel number is she in?") Boys and motherfuckin' girls ("319, 319" "Cool") This is your captain with no name speakin' And I'm here 2 rock your world With a tale that will soon be classic About a woman U already know No prostitute she, but the mayor of your brain Pussy Control (Are U ready?) Aaah, Pussy Control, oh Aaah, Pussy Control, oh Our story begins in a schoolyard A little girl skipping rope with her friends A tisket, a tasket, no lunch in her basket Just school books 4 the fight she would be in One day over this hoodie She got beat 4 some clothes and a rep With her chin up, she scolded "All y'all's molded When I'm rich, on your neck I will step" And step she did 2 the straight A's Then college, a master degree She

Matter
People on the sidewalks Rushing here and there I can tell they're alive 'Cause I watch them die inside Does it bother you? 'Cause it doesn't really matter to me. See it all the time Fallen angels hiding in disuguise You know the world is fucked When even angels lie Does it bother you? 'Cause it really doesn't matter to me. So let the flowers die Let the bridges burn Life's left us here alone But it's something we have earned DOES IT BOTHER YOU? 'CAUSE IT REALLY DOESN'T MATTER TO ME.

Real Friends?!
to be a friend or not, what is a real friend, i ask me that,what is friendship ? love your friends show them lonve, care for love and friendship like you are care for a flower, you family, someone you are close, show me real love, friendship so me the real stufff ps i have friends so LOL=)

Ok Since I Love Them So Much A New 1
But to the high bidder get a real good surprise if wondering what it could be check out my auction. And why your there please pay tribute to the auctioneer She is very kewl and a great friend!! Thank you all for taking time to just read and remember have fun and of course can own me :)

My First
I have no clue how to do this. I have never blogged before. I guess it'll come too me. Had to try something new before I turn 34 on Thursday. This ageing thing sucks. I just hope 34 is better then 33. Knowing my luck it'll be worse. Lets look at the positive. I'll be getting free drinks on Thursday.

Love...
Why is it when we think we have found the one that would treat us right...they treat us like crap and are just like all the other ones before him. A liar a cheater. That he preys on those who have been thru what you have. Nine times I have trusted men and nine times I have been lied and cheated on. You wonder why you should give someone a chance to enter your heart. Why be a fool yet again... ARE THERE ANY HONEST MEN OUT THERE? ANY WHO WONT TAKE YOUR HEART AND DRAG IT THRU RAZORS? I guess his goal was to be remembered as the worst heart breaker imaginable. And I have realized I was stupid for being with him. Screw me once shame on you...screw me twice shame on me. And I felt ashamed...why? Thats all I want to kno the answer to. He creates new profiles, claims to be someone else and its all just to lure women in to hurt them. I have figured out his plan and why he does what he does. And I was too stupid to figure this nutjob out. I am out of his hair... I am done.

You True Color's Are As Dull As You!!!
TO ALL MY HATER'S.............. YOU'R WORD'S MEAN NOTHING TO ME. YOU'R HATING ON ME ONLY BECAUSE YOU AINT ME. THE FACT THAT ALL YOU CAN DO IS BELITTLE ME IS JUST THE THING THAT MAKES ME STRONGER. THE SIMPLE TRUTH IS YOU ARE FEELING LOW ABOUT YOU'R SELF SO TO FEEL BETTER YOU HATE ON PEOPLE. THE ONE THING THAT MAKES ME BETTER THEN YOU IS THE FACT THAT I CAN BE MYSELF, AND NOT FOLLOW THE TREND. THE TREND IS THE HATERS....YOU WANT TO BE SOMEONE SO YOU HATE ON OTHERS, AND FOR WHAT REALLY....TO FIT IN WITH WHAT THE LAST HATER SAID. I SAY WHAT I HAVE TO SAY POINT BLANK, NO COPY CAT B.S. GOING ON HERE. THE FACT THAT YOU HATE ON ME AND MAKE A BIG THING OF IT ONLY MAKES ME BETTER IN EVERYWAY POSSIBLE. AND TO THOSE HATERS THAT LOVE HATING ON THICK WOMEN REALLY GET A FUCKING CLUE AND GET OVER YOU'R FUCKIN SELF, REALLY IT'S GETTING OLD AND YEAH SO WHAT I AM A BIG GIRL, AND WHAT!!!!! PEOPLE ARE NOT BLIND. AND FOR THE FACT THAT MY WEIGHT IS THE ONLY FLAW YOU CAN PICK ON

Justfishing
Here he is, Fubar! He's my other Fu-owner, and he's in need of a lil leveling luv. He's about 56K from Fu-king, and he could use all of our help. So what do ya say? Can we level him? I know we can, so let's all get in there and spank him HARD with rates (I bet he'd LOVE it!) 'Justfishing ~Owned by Texas Twister' & Owner of LuAngel & Cotton Candy Kisses & ~Suga Mama56K to Fu-king This bulletin brought to you by the one and only... ~*~Cotton Candy Kisses~*~ ~FORCE~3~BOMBERS~ Fu-owned by ~ms2dmngood2u~ and Justfishing@ fubar

Perfect Insanity-disturbed
Come inside and be afraid Of this impressive mess I've made If you take a look now you will find I have thrown away my prize Done away with paradise See what's going on inside my mind Please let me out Please let me out Please let me Branded like an animal I can still feel them burning my mind I do believe that you made your message clear (I think I'm losing my mind) (I think I'm losing my mind) Deprivating, isolating all that I feel Leaving me with images I know are not real Are those words of condemnation that I hear? (I think I'm losing my mind) (I think I'm losing my ) Come inside now I implore Do you think you can restore The crucial pieces missing from my brain What seems to be the matter dear Why do you cry and shake with fear I've only had the best dub me insane Please let me out Please let me out Please let me Branded like an animal I can still feel them burning my mind I do believe that you made your message clear (I think I'm losi

Women Stop Ur Bitchin!! Lol
OK , I KEEP SEEING THESE WOMEN WITH THEIR TITS HANGIN ALL OUT FOR ALL TO SEE N SHIT THEN YA HEAR THEM COMPLAIN ABOUT THE MEN THAT JUST STARE AT THEIR TITS........ WELL, EHEM, HELLOOOOOOO DORKETTES!!...... QUIT PUTTIN THEM OUT THERE AND MAYBE, JUST MAYBEEEEEEE THOSE MEN *WILL* FIND YOUR EYES INSTEAD OF YOUR TITS!! DUHHHHHHHHHH : HERE'S YOUR SIGN! : LMAOOO!!

Lvling With Help
First of all, I'd like to thank the kind people on here who just helped me to level, just holla and I'll help you anytime you want. This excitement was however overshadowed by somebody who obviously finds it hard to come to terms with rejection much more than I do. Whilst on my journey to lvl, I went into the 'new stash' to have a look around. I stumbled upon an unimaginative ludite who had some kind of chain mail post. Now my understanding of the stash system is, if you like what you see, you give it a green thumbs up, and if not you give it a red thumbs down. IMO, this kind of trite crap that roams the net these days is little more than bs at it's lowest form. So naturally I give my own opinion on the stash by giving it a red thumbs down. 'hey you fucken asked what I thought, if you don't wanna know, then don't ask, K :-)' anyhoo, the next thing I know is that this fuckwit is rating me a '1' on a few of my pics, not really a problem, I get there quick, I get there slow, i

He Wrote Me A Poem!
"the need for a companion was such that this absence made life feel hollow only his baby wolf kept him strong fuck tomarrow lovin the budds and suds the impules he followed were the curses of sorrow thoughts sternly guided by hate emotions dictated by rage and pain the only savior now is that warm elusive something seems so far away so he lashes out at everything and nothing drowning in sin will i ever win? loneliness claws like the december wind aside from his one precious light only darkness lies within and out of this unforgiving chaos there she is by god Himself, there she is shining blatantly above all others this potential lover this precious mind, this disarming beauty she promises things that only exist in ideals she promises fantasies can be real he taught himself not to believe convinced himself they only seek to decieve for the first time in a while he feels naive his is the faith of a child to his relief she slowly, ever so softly begins to t

Pimpage....
SHE TOLD ME TOO.... DAMN POWERFUL WOMEN. SO I'M SURE YOU'VE SEEN HER AROUND, SOME CALL HER DUCKY, SOME CALL HER MS MOJITO, MOST HAVE SEEN HER RIPPING SOMEONE A NEW ASSH*LE IN THE MUMMS. SHE HAS BEEN HERE FOR QUITE SOMETIME NOW, AND DESERVES A LITTLE SPECIAL LOVING. SHE TAKES IT MOST ANYWAY SHE CAN GET IT, BUT PERFERS IT LUBED UP WITH SOME FU-BUX. YOU SEE WHAT YOU'LL BE SUPPORTING, I MEAN C'MON I KNOW YOU ARE EITHER JEALOUS, OR DROOLING, DEPENDING ON THE PLUMBING BETWEEN YOUR LEGS. OR MAYBE THE WAY YOU SWING... WHO KNOWS.. BUT MOVING ON... THERE IS THIS LITTLE LINK HERE THAT YOU SHOULD CLICK PUT ENOUGH IN THERE AND YOU MAY GET LUCKY! PERSON WITH THE MOST ORIGINAL MESSAGE, ATTACHED TO A DONATION WILL RECIEVE A FUN LITTLE PIMP OUT FROM ME.... SOUND LIKE A PLAN? HERE IS HER PROFILE LINK IF YOU'D RATHER JUST PLAY AROUND, SHE LOVES STALKERS!! Ms. Mojito¢â{Katiemae's Piper} Punkin's boyf¢¾@ fubar BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE ONE AND ONLY: Drunk1™@ fubar

No Title
They say every scar is a story to tell. But what if I said mine were a gift straight from hell? Would you listen intently, as I pour out my heart? Or would you cast me away, and shut me out from the start? What if I said I was losing control? Would you give me your hand to take and to hold? What if I said I was fine and everything was alright? But at the same time, a tear falls down my cheek on the right. Would you leave me on the roadside, with my cuts covered in dirt? Or would you open the door and try to ease all the hurt? I want o be free from these chains of anger and hate. Make them, not me, for once suffer and break. I want to scream - at the top of my lungs! But its hard to scream when you're always biting your toungue. Life thus far has been far less than kind But the end, it is near, and the end I will find And when I find it, I will NOT beg for mercy. I will no longer cry, I will not start cursing. I will stand and face this demon, eye to eye. Feeling such

What Ever Happend To...
just leaving a friend a comment saying hey how are you, hope you have a good weekend, then they respond...now insted of typing a comment all i get are worthless pictures that say have a good weekend or whatever! if you intend to be my friend on here or at all i expect to hear from YOU once in a while, just just get a lame ass picture in my comments telling me have a good day and or weekend! Kinda thought friends liked talking to one another and such, soo when did this change to where people dont even have the decency to say Hi how are you doing today? but insted leave a dumbass picture in your comments! I think 90% of you fuckers on here really have no clue as to what a Friend is! ps: this donesnt pertain to the ones who accully do talk to me and have left me some cool pics in my comments... PATHETIC! ok im done

Not Alone Or Am I?
I am beginning to think I am drifting along with no real purpose in life. There was a time in my life when things were awesome, during the past two years things have gone drastically downhill. No one understands me, the way I do things or the reason I do them. One major event has seemed to have lead the way for many other disasters. It seems like an age old excuse to blame ones bad luck and choices on the loss of a love one, she wasn't just a loved one, she was my best friend and would listen to everything and not judge me. It seems that multiple people seem to want to tell me what to do, a few of them I feel just want to take advantage of my good will and kindness. I spent many wonderful hours a week with this wonderful woman and for the last two years I have begun to feel like a trapped rat with nowhere to go. If anyone reads this and has any idea what I am talking about and any ideas on what to do. Please let me know. But it was a great way to babble for a few minutes.

Let's Party
I want to rock you with the tunes I play @ Jane's Hideaway. I love to play all kinds of tunes and listen to all kinds of music. If there is something you want to hear and I have it I will play it for you. If I don't have it I will go and get it to play for you. So come check out Jane's Hideaway were we always have DJ's SPINNING THE TUNES 24/7. ALSO: Work during the day???? Come check out Jane's Hideaway at night where anything can happen....:D DJ Sexy J will make you move and rock your body like no other.

Uncle!
Ooooo! Jeff called me to tell me his sister's water broke. Now shes got a maximum of 8 hours to pop that baby out the natural way. I'm all excited. I hope everything goes fine. I'm really scared of a stillbirth. But now Jeff is an uncle! Or at least, really close to it.

Home Remidies
Home remidies Dry, Tired Eyes Infuse a bag of chamomile tea in 4 to 6 ounces hot water, cool in the fridge for at least 20 minutes, then apply as a compress on eyes for 10 minutes, until it comes to room temp. Chamomile has a mild anti-inflammatory effect. Bad Breath Drink up to ¼ cup pure aloe vera gel dissolved in about half a cup of water or apple juice. Aloe vera contains an anti-inflammatory compound called B-sitosterol that soothes acid indigestion, a common cause of bad breath. But go easy; in large doses, aloe vera can work like a laxative. Nasal Congestion Irrigate the nose with contact lens saline solution, using a Neti Pot. Or try: putting a few drops of eucalyptus oil on the floor of a hot, running shower and inhaling the steam that accumulates. (Note: The room may be too hot for children.) Less-than-White Teeth Combine ½ teaspoon baking soda with 1 or 2 drops of peroxide. Brush on, let sit for a few minutes, then rinse (don't swallow) and ta-da—enjoy y

How Much Life Experience Do You Have? I Know....i Said I Was Done, But I Can't....get....outta...here
You've Experienced 48% of Life You have a good deal of life experience, about as much as someone in their late 20s. You've seen and done enough to be quite wise, but you still have a lot of life to look forward to. How Much Life Experience Do You Have?

You
if you opened your heart to me,i'd give you everything and more if you want it to be I'd give u honest and no lies,a thousand words that would make u cry. I would give what u need, If you opened your heart to me. Would i be the one to make your dreams come true,thats a choice thats down to you, Do you see that smile appear on your face?Do you see me as that warm embrace? Do you see me as the arms that hold you?, Would i be the one to make your dreams come true,thats a choice thats down to you. I may be thousands of miles away,but certain feelings are here to stay, Those feelings of warmth,those feelings of lust, from the feeling of likin to the feeling of love. To have you near me even tho your not here, To close my eyes and wonder,the visions very clear. To smell your skin,to taste ur lips. To hold your hand,to feel your caress. If the feeling feels right,then you know what to do, Cause all i have is LOVE for you.

Sweetness In Starlight By Matt Wertz
Fallin' asleep To the sound of stars Shooting 'round the moon But I can't watch them fly tonight, baby I'm too busy watchin' you. I guess your smile is the sun's way Of lighting up what's dark So shine, shine, shine for me baby It only takes a spark Sweetness in starlight Sweetness 'til day sighs Sweetness in starlight Sweetness 'til sun rise And there's nothing under these bright stars That could bring this night to ruin So hold on tightly to me baby Because tonight's gonna end too soon And your touch is potent medicine Knocks me out with just one shot I've never seen such strong elixir, baby Fixes all that I'm not You fix all that I'm not, yeah. Sweetness in starlight Sweetness 'til day sighs Sweetness in starlight Sweetness 'til sun rise I'm holding so tightly, baby I won't let you go.

An Open Letter To Retards On I65
I ran into fucking two of you today. Not one, but fucking two. To retard number 1: Listen fuckstick. I know you got places to go. I do to, but in that construction zone that starts right before Ridge Road and ends when getting on 80/94, the speed fucking limit is 45 miles per fucking hour. We were going 65 in the left lane. 20 MILES OVER THE SPEED LIMIT. The lane next to us was full of those idiots too fucking impatient to wait in line to get off at the exit and try to cut in. 65 WASN'T FUCKING ENOUGH FOR YOU. So you tried to pass me in the emergency lane. To which we responded by swerving my car at you. I'm glad we made you shit yourself. I wish we would have fucking hit you though. You deserved it asshat. I was wishing you would have crashed into the concrete barriers ahead. That would have made me happy. No; you got lucky. I hope the cops I called on you (I can photo memorize numbers like nothing. I.E. A LICENSE PLATE NUMBER.) got right on your fucking ass. They like to camp in t

Alone
The sun is warm and days so bright, then why am I so cold? You used to wake to hold me tight, I guess those days grew old. Here I sit alone tonight, With only memories to hold. What happened to our love, My dear? I guess I'll never know. Coz here I am just wondering, And fear is all I show....

Thinking Of Her
Words unspoken I bite my tongue Wishing to feel you Your touch To hide within your eyes To have you fall within mine And know that what I have said is true Did you float into my life? Or did I dream you Do I still dream you? The loneliness is maddening The pain palpable The saddle creaks And my mount is restless Sensing the mood Of a lonely heart Beating beneath my shirt I bury myself in work But it offers little resistance To the thoughts of you That drifts into my head Like the scent of honeysuckle Like the songs of sparrows Like the memory of your laugh The sound of your smile Swirling within the dust of restless cattle I see visions of your face That smile reclaims my mood And I can’t help but smile back Wishing you could feel the tremble Of the lonely heart Beating beneath my shirt

Wanna Be In My Auction Heres How
HEY YALL SMOKIE IS HOLDING AN AUCTION WHO WANTS TO BE IN IT? WELL HERES WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO SEND HIM YOUR PIC YOU WANT USED AND 50K FOR THE ENTRY FEE AND I WILL MAKE YOUR PIC AND GET YOU IN THE FOLDER AND I AM NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR YOUR WINNINGS AND THERE WILL BE NO DRAMA IF THERE IS DRAMA YOU WILL BE TAKEN OUT OF THE AUCTION. I NEED ABOUT 10 PPL TO START AND IT WILL GO ON FOR A WEEK Dj Smokie Lieutenant of Shadow OPs @ Rasta INC/Fu Hubby&RL Fiance To Corky/Manager@The Players Club/Co Owner@Hillbilly Lounge/Member Of Rating Revolut@ fubar CLICK MY PIC TO SEND ME THE PIC AND FUBUCKS THANKS DJ SMOKIE REPOST OFTEN PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Too Old To Be A Groupie!
Last week I saw Shinedown and Red in concert. Whenever there is a band in town that I own the c.d. of, I try and go see them if at all possible. I'm a professed music lover! Lately though, the concerts I've gone to have all been saturated with "young" people. Of course, you'll always have the "hard core" ones, especially the well weathered miniskirt clad women who think they're still hot in their late fourties but OMG...I told my husband this last time "puleez don't let me get to that level! EVER!" He concurred...it is a disgusting sight to see...these people that come from underneath their rocks whenever a concert comes to town! I'm certain they must not even own a mirror let alone look in one when the opportunity arises...because, really, when has skin+cellulite+wrinkles, ever = HOT? Okay, so in between sets, right after Red, before Shinedown, I notice the lead singer of Red is over by the t-shirt booths taking autographs... This is where I'm such a groupie! I have an

Never Knew I Was So Hated......
From what i've been noticing people don't like Gemini's....i can't change who an what i am but i've begun this self destructive taking myself apart an trying to figure out whats wrong with me... I've reached the point in my life where i'm completely lost i'm angry all the time i just dont know what to do anymore everything i try an do fails horribly every relationship i start fails dies an withers into nothing. I hate this feeling knowing i'm taking myself apart it's quite the unbearable thing yet it's still going on as i speak just feels like i'm falling apart... which sucks i'm losing myself at a freaken slow pace i never paid so much attention to zodiac signs an who was what an what i do but someone has made me look into them so damn badly that apparently i'm bad...gemini's are horrible it's not my fault i am what i am nothing more nothing less an thus the count down begins brandy...where are you i need you to save me... (linda thank you for all the help you've given me i app

Prayer.
This is a new moon prayer.... I have used it many times to invite the Goddess into My soul and teach Me to be the Goddess I am Hathor, Lady of the Desert Goddess of Women I call to the. Hear me Hathor And attend my rite From you desert of Egypt Look down to me Let my inner beauty shine With radiant light Let me be strong, and capable Gentle and loving Brilliant and wise Let all of these qualities Shine forth from my body From my eyes.

My "fav'" Show...
Well, one of 'em...is Intervention on A&E. I watch it because I can relate to it as, I'm sure, most people who watch it, do... My oldest sister is an addict. She's a meth head, pot smoker, alcoholic beer drinker...yeah, pretty much a loser. I hate it. For the last couple years I've been watching this show because it gives me hope that someday she'll get help like a lot of them do. I also watch it to feel like I'm not alone in this fight because some days it feels that way. I try and convince my enabling mother to finally see the light when it comes to my sister but it's to no avail. She feels too guilty I believe. (my mother was an alcoholic some years ago, she quit drinking when I was 9) She simply tells me it won't work for my sister and that things will get better. Just like with any addict though, they do get better...for awhile, then, before you know it, it's worse than before. What I'm most worried about is my two nephews that are caught up in t

I'm Ok With Who I Am
this is for the people who have nothing better to do than insult me I know I'm fat and goofy looking so I don't need a complete stranger reminding me.Just to be clear this is not directed at my friends here I love you guys cause you accept me for being me

What Is Love
WHAT IS LOVE IS IT A FOUR LETTER WORD STRAIGHT FROM THE HEART IS IT THE EMPTINESS YOU FEEL WHEN THE TWO OF YOU ARE APART COULD IT MEAN CARING KISSING HUGGING AND SQUEEZING LAUGHING CRYING TOUCHING AND TEASING IS IT WHY WE ALL STOP TRUSTING AND BELEIVING WHEN FRIENDS AND FAMILY TELL YOU YOUR LOVES CHEATING WHEN HE STARTS SCREAMING AND HITTING YELLING AND PUSHING KICKING AND SPITTING THROWING CHAIRS AND THERE CUSHIONS OR IS LOVE SOMETHING MUCH BETTER THE FEELING YOU GET WHEN YOU TWO ARE TOGETHER WHEN NO MATTER WHAT YOU SEEM TO FIND EACH OTHER DISTANT FOR YEARS STILL YOU FIND ONE ANOTHER WHEN YOU SHIVER AT EVEN THE SLIGHTEST TOUCH OF THERE WARM EMBRACE AND THERE TENDER HUGS IS IT FOR REAL LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT YOUR HEART IS THERES FROM THE MOMENT YOU LAY EYES IVE LOVED I LOST AND I KNOW THIS IS TRUE FROM NOW TILL FOREVER ILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU

Ferrit
I need to sell my pet ferrit to a good home. Her name is Cleo and she is a little over a year old. I'm asking $200.00 and that includes her cage and bowl. If any one is in Mich and near Grand Rapids, you can call me at 616-477-7614.

Happy Birthday Dragon Slayer
Rarely do we meet someone who touches our heart in such a manner that we feel connected on all levels. I have been lucky enough to meet just such a person. He is one of the most wonderful caring loving people that I've ever had the pleasure of knowing and I feel so lucky that our paths have crossed and he is in my life. Not only is he an awesome man but today is his birthday!!!!! So...let's go show him lots of love and give him tons of birthday wishes. He deserves all the love you can share. Here's the link to his page...just click on his picture...and don't forget to tell him that Vitamin de~ sent you!!!!! dragon slayer

Sexual Feelings
Sexual Feelings Â© By Trisha Rainy days and cold nights, These are days I need you to hold me tight in your arms, Hold me close and keep me warm, Tell me I'm your good luck charm, Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you , Tell me I'm your every wish come true, Lay me down very gently, Then make love to me essentially, Caress my body from head to toe not missing a spot, Lets play around like connect the dots, Lets make each other hot till our body heat rise like a rollercoaster ride, Take my body on a journey that never ends, It always seems to just begin, Make me climax like i never done before, Do what you want to my body its all yours, Rub me, lick me, kiss me, tease me do what ever you want to my body as long as its pleasing

Think Before You Speak..
Some people! ' snorted a man standing behind me in the long line at the grocery store. 'You would think the manager would pay attention & open another line, 'said a woman. I looked to the front of the line to see what the hold up was and saw a well dressed, young woman, trying to get the machine to accept her credit card. No matter how many times she swiped it, the machine kept rejecting it. 'It's one of them welfare card things. People need to get a job like everyone else,' said the man standing behind me. The young woman turned around to see who had made the comment. 'It was me,' he said, point

I'll Be Your Boyfriend
Many and many a year ago, when I was about 20 or so :), I took a trip to Ireland to see the country and visit relatives. I had a little cousin in Dublin named Connor. I stayed at his house for a few days. Connor was 6 at the time. Connor asked me if I had a boyfriend. I said no. He said, "Well I'll be your boyfriend." I said ok. He said "Well you have to kiss me." I said ok. He said, "But it has to be a long kiss, not just a quick kiss." I said how long? He said "At least 20 seconds." I said ok, but who is going to count? He said he would count. So he put his lips to mine and counted to 20. Well it came time for me to go, and Connor was not happy about that. "Are you going back to America?" "Yes". He watched me get in the car, and when the car started moving he followed the car down the street yelling "Where do you live in America?" It was very sad and romantic :) This summer I was back in America, in New York where I am from, visiting. And lo an

Close Friends
♛ Pëëk Å BØØ ThÅ Ðüchë§§ ♛@ fubar Wendy@ fubar A woman that made me feel like family when I came to the "HIP HOPZ" Lounge ♥ SupaSweet ♥ **Head Greeter and Promoter @ Hip HopZ** ♥ I Got Swagga ♥@ fubar angelbabegirlgreeter of the HYPNOTICKA LOUNGE.@ fubar This person I am not close but would like to be, I have a lot of respect for her so show here love and especially those above. ☆Minou Minou☆[Club F.A.R.]☆[Club United]☆[Life Savers]@ fubar

Definitely Not Fake!
Georgia's Finest is one of the raddest people on Fubar. She'd love to get the spotlight and I think we should see her there. Don't you? > Georgia's Finest((Fu-owned by Timothy))@ fubar Fan, Rate, Add, Bling her!Send her your fubucks, because seriously, how many e-drinks can ya buy? LOL ♥ PLEASE REPOST!!!! Per§ia, ETid, FuGF of Ruby Cairo & xXSedative Death DemonxX ? CounterB!tch to Trancy@ fubar Blueprints For Future Homes - Norma Jean

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Your Passion is Purple! You've got a ton of passion, but you don't always wear it on your sleeve. If something truly excites you, you let your inner intensity shine through. But otherwise, your passion tends to morph into energy ... which you never lack. You're a balanced woman, knowing when to turn on the fire in your heart. What Type of Passionate Woman Are You?

Danielle's Poem
She caught my eye, with an angelic smile The kind that takes your breath away But so much more than a pretty face I've learned from our talks and texts, each day As luck would have it, she wonders about me She’s curious to know about the man that I am Someone I feel I could hold onto forever Don’t come with bullshit, she won’t give a damn She makes me smile daily, without even trying And she hasn’t the slightest idea it seems Blind to the fact that she’s totally caught me Without any effort she invaded my dreams So now that I have her the test is to keep her Try to be everything, there is in me to be To tell her each day that she’s all that I’ve wanted And what an honor it is… to have her by me…

A Friend In Need..
My good friend {{Cataclysmic}} is in need of some serious thoughts and prayers! Please go her page and read her latest blog; explains things in detail..and do keep her in your payers. Thanks all! http://www.fubar.com/user/1954469

Help Me Help A Friend
im in a contest for most points comments = 5 rates = 3 Please Help Me? repost too THANX! All Summer Long - Kid Rock (repost of original by '})i({ HER ✌ WORLD })i({ ®' on '2008-09-10 20:00:27')

Alisons Auction
PURE P'WNAGE ALLOWED HERE..... LINKS LINKS LINKS TO HOT HOT HOT AUCTIONS!! BELOW ARE LINKS TO PEOPLE WHO NEED BIDS, BUT ALSO JUST NEED RATES (prizes for highest rates) SO CLICK AWAY!! AUCTION IS OPEN FROM 9/11 - 9/14 - SO HURRY!!

Beauty For Strength
These are just some musings, I could be right, I could be wrong. You often here the question "What do women want?" Well I think the answer is strength. How does it work between men and women? How is it supposed to work? What do men have? Men are physically stronger, they have something like 50 times the level of testosterone that women do. Testosterone is what builds muscle, that's why athletes pump themselves full of it, steroids. Men never have to carry a child, they are never that physically vulnerable. What do women have? Women have beauty. Their bodies are soft, they are smaller, and they carry babies which makes them vulnerable. They need help to get through that, someone basically to do the hunting and fishing. So men want the beauty of women, their sexual acceptance. But once a woman gives that, she becomes vulnerable and dependent on his strength. Maybe that's why some women give up on their beauty, because they can't feel the man's strength. If

This Is Hilarious
There is this guy at work who is friggin hilarious. Look at the email he sent to the entire off today: To Whom It May Concern: It’s that time of the season: the reoccurring ritual whereby the one and only 1 refrigerator must be cleaned and disinfected. You have all seen these e-mails before. This should not be a big surprise to anyone. This process is transpiring as this e-mail is being drafted. Going forward when you leave perishable items in the refrigerator please label the item with your name, date, and phone extension. That way we will be able to identify the culprit/culprits who leave perishable items in the refrigerator eons beyond their expiration date. Once the culprit/culprits have been identified I will send an e-mail throughout the entire department advising every one of what they did. Additional offenses will be placed on ‘My Space’ and ‘You Tube’. Happy Friday!!

Recipe For Making Love
How To Make Love Ingredients: 4 Laughing eyes 4 Well-shaped legs 4 Loving arms 2 Firm milk containers 2 Nuts 1 Fur-lined mixing bowl 1 Firm banana Directions: 1. Look into laughing eyes. 2. Spread well-shaped legs with loving arms. 3. Squeeze and massage milk containers very gently. 4. Gently add firm banana to mixing bowl, working in and out until well creamed. For best results. Continue to knead milk containers. 5. As heat rises, plunge banana deep into mixing bowl and cover with nuts, leave to soak (preferably NOT overnight). 6. The cake is done when banana is soft. If banana does not soften, repeat steps 3-5 or change mixing bowls. Notes: 1. If you are in an unfamiliar kitchen, wash utensils carefully before and after use. 2. Do not lick mixing bowl after use. 3. If cake rises, leave town.

To All Who Donated!
THESE PEOPLE ARE GREAT, HELPING ME ACHIEVE A GREAT GOAL!! BEING ABLE TO BID ON THE SPOTLIGHT, AND HOPEFULLY LANDING IT!! TAKE A MOMENT TO LOVE UP ON THESE PEOPLE! THEY TRUELY DESERVE IT! (and in no particular order!) Alison@ fubar ~Cherrybomb™ ~Founder of CIA~Club FAR/Team Love~S.B.G~@ fubar Lucky~Owner of -DJ TLL10K-& Drunk1 ~fu-owned by Boatman..yep he threw me a life-preserver..lol@ fubar Ms. Mojito™{Katiemae's Piper} Punkin's boyf?@ fubar Anarchy is Peace not Chaos@ fubar ★KØ£ë™★Pu$$ycat PlayMate★@ fubar Da Maine Man™@ fubar -{Dots}-@ fubar cara|ìn@™¹@ fubar

Moving On...
so now i am a single newly seperated female and it is kind of hard to get used to living this life. I am still working and maintaining but it is a struggle not to break down and cry knowing that the man that i love doesn't want to have me in his life. He says he doesn't know how to love, he says he wants to be single, something that could have been told to me before i married him and decided to give up my single life...i gave him a ultimatum the second year it was either me or his life in yerington..he said he loved me and wanted a life with me and we got married...now 5 years down the road he doesn't love me?? I don't get that but you know talking to females these days where their men are abandoning them for these whores...i don't feel so alone! I talked to a lady the other day, who has 5 kids and her husband left her for another woman ...i am so glad we never had kids together...and that i am still young enough to move on from this experience to live my life. These women who you see

I Hear A Whole Lot Of Static
haven't really written much of anything lately. well truth be told not much to write about. i've been in my new place since last thursday and have just been busy since, even if i haven't really gotten much done. isn't that always the way? my mind has been all over the place and it's been hard to concentrate on anything other than the move and the now pressing quest for a new job(which as usual is going slowly, figures) so i haven't had much time for random thoughts or if i've thought of anything they were out of my head before i could write them down. i'm just a scatterbrain....well more so than usual. maybe soon when things calm down i'll be able to write something "worthwhile"....hahahahaha....yeah right.

Torturing Myself Through Literature?
As previously mentioned the books I've been reading lately have been getting to me. Worse now that I've breeze through 3 books since my last blog about them (minus the weekend because I have to game sometime). Starting the fourth - almost unwilling after I wake up. I'm sincerely hate the type of thoughts & feelings this fucking series brings out in me. It's ridiculous. Deep down there's a hopeless romantic with a weird horror twist who desperately wants to get out. Usually reading helps me sleep, but it's almost 4 pm and I've been awake for 24 hours with no sign of unconsciousness in my near future. The only possible way I think I could slip myself into a "dead-to-the-world" state is completely mindless sex to remind me of who I am and exactly what my situation is in life. Unfortunately my husband is passed out and the thought of masturbation just wouldn't be enough. I'd want to feel a warm (even if not really moving or responding) body under me. Although a willing body would be super

Just Some Thoughts!
So I sit here tonight, thinking of every thing... wishing I had an answere key... not really wanting to face the truth. I've done it again...pushed some one I love away. I don't know why I do, I just do...and I hurt when it happens, even though it is my fault. I know I'm selfish and rude and always clingy... but i'm still human, with a big heart and a lot of love to give, and it hurts even more so now to try and put the pieces of my broken heart back together. Why do I try, even after I've been hurt (and manily by myself)? is it because I don't wanna die alone? is it because of the world we live in today? I donno... like I said, I wish I had an answere key...

A Poem For Cece
A Poem For Cece i had a prettyboi once, he ran on his page "last night ya girlfriend's forehead was on my abs..." in his words: yes i'm taken and not lookin. i love to make a girl feel lik she's da only one. but i didnt know it ere gurl was da onli one i thought i was the one in his own words "i already hav dis girl, so fuck da others she'z a wrap." such as it is with da prettyboi da super cutie hunk but he had one chance he dont get the second if it dint work the first time why would it work da 2nd now am soured for all other relationships others hav lil chance but to prove themselves very lil do i talk with those i dont know lil do i want to know of them poems fly so fly but lil response continued poems so fly wit no response pathetic does sum up da thinkin i did say once "i like dat u got moe" then i respond no moe maybe he go away i also said "i like ur poems u should send me moe" do he need to send moe i neva respond then he quit sending poe

Diane
My husband had an aunt named Diane. Diane was from Massachusetts, but somehow she married a guy from Americus, Georgia. She moved there to Americus and they had a daughter. Strangely, I wound up living in Americus because I worked with Habitat for Humanity, which has their headquarters there. I am from New York City and I never realized I was a Yankee until I went to Americus. Diane would have lived in Americus in the 1960's. When I found out about her, I often though it must have been hard for a Yankee woman from Massachusetts to settle in Americus. Especially in the 60's. Well, what happened to Diane was this: one day, she was driving from Americus to Albany, the big town, and she was hit head on by a car full of teenagers. She was killed, but her daughter was thrown from the car and lived. I got married in Americus, and when my husband's family came down there, they talked about how the last time they were there was for Diane's funeral. Its just strange that

Update From The Storm
Okay, alot of you have asked for updates on how we fared from the hurricane sooooo here goes. My house lost a few shingles and the power was out for an hour. That is it. A firefighter friend of mine told me we had topped out sustained winds at 48 mph in Bryan/College Station, not sure how many inches of rain. So we got very lucky. The storm went east of us and spared us a great deal. Keep the people of Galveston, Houston and surrounding areas that felt thee brunt of Ike in your prayers and thank you for caring so much. -L-

If Men Wrote Advice Columns...
This is hysterical, it's just something I found. IF MEN WROTE ADVICE COLUMNS ... Q: My husband wants a threesome with my best friend and me. A : Obviously your husband cannot get enough of you! Knowing that there is only one of you he can only settle for the next best thing your best friend. Far from being an issue, this can only bring you closer together. Why not get some of your old college roommates involved too? If you are still apprehensive, maybe you should let him be with your friends without you. If you're still not sure then just perform oral sex on him and cook him a nice meal while you think about it. Q: My husband continually asks me to perform oral sex on him A : Do it. Semen can help you lose weight and gives a great glow to your skin. Interestingly, men know this. His offer to allow him to perform oral sex on him is totally selfless. This shows he loves you. The best thing to do is to thank him by performing it twice a day: then cook him a nice meal.

Bye To All
i'm gone today. but i dont know if can say bye to you cuz this salute thing . this hip hopz was ma favorite lounge. even though i neva became member. i listen to 108 jam internet mostly if not there i'm on local radio 103 jami will be on writer's cafe mostly from now. the drama on fubar suffered in ma writing wow 7 days went fastgone after today

9/18/08
Biblical flooding in Indiana is keeping me in Maryland another week, which is all cool with me. I'm having a great time. I figured you all would love to know. Hope all is well with everyone and I'll have pictures when I have a VIP. < 3

To The Airborne
I have ridden the skies in great machines, hooked up and Jumped with the best of men. Ihave fought long and hard and when I felt I had no energy left, I have been fired by the fear that if I stopped fighting, my comrades would die. And when I was in Danger, enemy all around, I heard the Thunder from my left and my right, as my Life was defended. I have never been Alone. I Live, Jump, Fight and Battle to Victory with the Greatest aaembblage of Men on Earth. Gentlemen, to the BROTHERHOOD of the AIRBORNE. To the AIRBORNE.

Updated From The Doctor Visit
well it has been two weeks since last visit to my doctor wil my blood work came back not good news.I have Hypopituitarism it's rare disorder and not curable only hope is be treated. Hypopituitarism Definition: Hypopituitarism is a disorder in which your pituitary gland fails to produce one or more of its hormones, or doesn't produce enough of them. The pituitary is a small bean-shaped gland located at the base of your brain, somewhat behind your nose and between your ears. Despite its size, this gland secretes hormones that influence nearly every part of your body. In hypopituitarism, you have a short supply of one or more of these pituitary hormones. This deficiency can affect any number of your body's routine functions, such as growth, blood pressure and reproduction. Hypopituitarism is a rare disorder. Treatment for hypopituitarism involves taking hormone replacement medications. If I don't go back on the hormone I will age fast and die at a young age the doctor c

The Why I Feel Like I Do
if feel like the way i do is because my father has throat cancer...but will be fine...i wonder y nobody wants to talk 2 me it pisses me off when i talk 2 someone then they stop talkin 2 me i just wish ppl would let me know if i did something wrong or they just dont want to fuckin talk 2 me so i say fuck em all and if i piss u off ohhh fuckin well i can be a nice guy or a real fuckin asshole...if u get to know me u might really like me

I Want To Be This Guy...
I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on, wearing sweats, and a big t-shirt. I'm the guy who won't pressure you to do things you don't want to. I'm the guy who will show up at your house with soup and a movie when you aren't feeling well. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead. I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the guy who actually listens to you when you talk. I'm the guy who's excited all day because I'm looking forward to our date that night. I'm the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more. I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room. I'm the guy who's perfectly content with staying in, watching movies, and cuddling. I'm the guy who won't lie to you about whe

Re: Rangers 2 Motherwell 1
RE: Rangers 2 Motherwell 1 ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Glasgow Rangers Date: 21 Sep 2008, 18:05 Rangers maintained their 100% home record in the SPL to preserve their lead at the top of the table with a good 2-1 win over Motherwell.Second-half goals from Steven Davis and Nacho Novo defeated a stubborn Motherwell side that threatened to take something from the game on a number of occasions.The success keeps Gers' excellent start to the domestic campaign going and this was their fifth win in six league games.It also extended the team's unbeaten run at Ibrox to 21 games in all competitions, with the last loss there coming against Lyon last December.Walter Smith sprung a surprise when he named his team by dropping Allan McGregor, who was at fault for Kilmarnock's goal last week, to the bench.Neil Alexander started in the regular keeper's place, with Kevin Thomson and Christian Dailly also coming into the teamOn a bright afternoon, Rangers started we

Whatever
I've had a lot of shit going going on at work and at home and I'm just tired of dealing with it all....at work i've got this 2 faced cunt manager who hates me and im this close to telling her to fuck off and die already....at home my mom keeps saying my stepdad being shady and he's messing around w/ other females and siht, why tell me, whats wrong with telling him....i don't need to know that....I know my stepdad and if was being shady and whatever i'd let him know but he isn't....my mom thinks he doing otherwise when he picks me from work....like last nite he came and picked me up but had to get gas and as yall know with gas crisis right now most gas stations are out and so we had to go the down the road a lil from my house....she thought otherwise...she's always where'd yall went and what took yall so long.....it's basically like she doesn't trust him at all and she won't tell him but she'll complain to me about it....which makes me feel bad that he deosn't know what she truly thinks

Stephanie Lynn's Contest! Check It Out
Stephanie Lynn's Contest is a Rate/comment Contest.....it is 24 hours and I am in it. Oh I would so appreciates your rates, your comments over those 24 hours! ~ Pretty please? ~~~~ BUT......... ~you have to be a friend of her's to rate & comment my pic in the folder “100 plus 100 = $500,000!!”. ~~~ Can you please go make sure your a friend of her's now? Fan her, give her luv too...she is a great lady. ~~ her link: http://fubar.com/user/813171 ~~~ Contest is in folder called “100 plus 100 = $500,000!!” ~ The folder will OPEN at 9 AM Fubar time (Noon EST) on Monday, 9/22 and will close at 9 AM on Tuesday, 9/23. ~~~ Again, you need to add her as friend before You can enter the folder to vote or comment.... Thanks for reading FuPeeps!!! xoxo ~heart

Woman & Wolves
Women and Wolves A healthy woman is much like a wolf, strong life force, life-giving, territorily aware, intuitive and loyal. Yet seperation from her wildish nature causes a woman to become meager, anxious, and fearful. The wild nature carries the medicine for all things. She carries stories, dreams, words and songs. She carries everything a woman needs to be and know. She is the essence of the female soul... With the wild nature as ally and teacher, we see not through two eyes only, but through the many eyes of intuition. With intuition we are like the starry night, we gaze at the world through a thousand eyes. It does not mean to lose one's primary socializations. It means quite the opposite. The wild nature has a vast integrity to it. It means to establish territory, to find one's pack, to be in one's body with certainty and pride, to speak and act in one's behalf, to be aware, to draw on the innate feminine powers of intuition, to find what one belongs to, to rise wi

War Wounds
War Wounds I remember the fear when we first moved to Oaxaca. I was only 8 years old (the same age as my own daughter now). I remember entering a land where no one knew what I was saying, I in an alien land. I remember the terrible first year. I remember the black widows, the scorpions, Daddy almost dying of Hepatitis, and then Rocky Mountain Fever. I remember shopping the open markets for food each day. I remember Mom's frustration over the lack of a refrigerator, washing machine, and all of the other luxuries we take for granted. Then life changed. As if by a miracle, all of a sudden I understood. I was no longer an alien on a strange planet. How I miss running as fast as I could over the hard dirt streets, feeling the wind in my face, climbing trees, playing Kick-the-can in the middle of neighborhood Oaxaca streets, hiding behind the "bardita" with Victor as he stole the very first boy kiss ever, singing little ditties with Merry Elva as we slapped our hands to the rhythm

What's Up
It's been a while since I have wrote anything to let anybody know what is going on with me or in my life. Lately it's been like this if you haven't text or called me then you more than likely don't know the deal. For that I'm sorry to some extend but then again I'm not. Not meaning to sound all mean just tired , worried, & hurting. So for those of you who don't know here goes. Two months ago while at the doctor, she noticed my heart rate was extremely high. For two months I have had to check it daily two or three times. A persons heart rate is not suppose to be above 89 or well that is where my doctor wants mine. The lowest mine has gotten to this day is 93. I know your thinkin big freakin deal. It is a big freakin deal because with it being so high I could have a stroke or heart attack. I have been laying kinda of low & trying to rest. The less stress , drama, or anything that upset me or anger me I have to avoid. I still have too even though today the doctor started on me on a pill t

I Am Crazy, Sarcastic, And Soon Dead.
You Are an Animal Print Bra! Wild, zany, and even a little crazy. You make every date an unpredictable adventure. You want a guy who will constantly surprise you. A relationship that's the most insane ride of your life. What Kind of Bra Are You? You Are Changing Leaves Pretty, but soon dead. What Part of Fall Are You? You're Totally Sarcastic You sarcastic? Never! You're as sweet as a baby bunny. Seriously, though, you have a sharp tongue - and you aren't afraid to use it. And if people are too wimpy to deal with your attitude, then too bad. So sad. How Sarcastic Are You?

How A Man Should Ask For Sex
Asking for sex can be an awkward thing for a man to do. A straight man, anyway. That is unless you've known the girl for a while and feel comfortable enough to just come right out and say that's what you desire. But for most guys, when they've just met a lady not too long ago, asking for either intercourse or oral can be…rather… embarrassing. Especially if done the wrong way. Here are a few tips that may help speed up the process. It's the art of asking subtly without asking! Try kissing first. I guess this is a no-brainer here. If she pulls back it can mean one of two things. Either she's not feeling you, or your breath is napalm-esq. In order to find out which is the case, pop a tic tac and try again later. If she resists once more, it's you. And you should stop right there and cut your losses for the night. Fake an illness, text message your buddies to call your cellphone and say there's an emergency. Get out of dodge. It's a wa

Save A Soldier's Family
60% of U.S. troops are getting divorced within their first year back from Iraq. The Gottman institute is a science based group which helps married couples get back on track, rather than studying only disfunctional couples, they were the first scientists to study functional couples in a lab and to teach the good habits to couples in trouble. They are extremely good (I know, my wife and I have taken their weekend workshop) The Gottmans are sending their books to U.S. soldiers to help relationships with online excercizes for them and their spouses. These books are paid for by people like you and me, the Gottmans are selling them at cost, they make no profit https://gottmancatalog.orderport.net/1450/productpage.asp?id=2456 For $7.50 you can maybe save a soldier's marraige. Please copy/paste the above link.

Thunderstorm
The sun disappeared so quickly it was like it went from day to night in the blink of an eye. The large, black clouds rolled in from the horizon, casting a shadow over the dusky sky as deep as night that seemed to cover the entire town. The wind picked up, causing my hair to fly wildly around my face. With the first sound of thunder, my heart began to race. With the second, my body came alive with excitement. I love a good storm. I watched with amusement as people began to run for their cars. Not a drop of rain had started, but a sense of urgency had overcome the atmosphere. For me, it would be the perfect end. The not-so-trusty weather man had predicted storms the last couple of days, and it had seemed to me we wouldn't be getting them. How I ached for the rain, the thunder and the excitement of the lightning! And finally it was here; the storm that had been brooding just beyond the horizon had announced itself, and had brought with it a deep desire within me. Another l

Government Bailout?????
This will NEVER happen - makes too much sense! This guy hit it on the head !!! I’m against the $85,000,000,000.00 bailout of AIG. Instead, I’m in favor of giving $85,000,000,000 to America in a We Deserve It Dividend. To make the math simple, let’s assume there are 200,000,000 bonafide U.S. Citizens 18+. Our population is about 301,000,000 counting every man, woman and child. So 200,000,000 might be a fair stab at adults 18 and up.. So divide 200 million adults 18+ into $85 billon that equals $425,000.00. My plan is to give $425,000 to every person 18+ as a We Deserve It Dividend. Of course, it would NOT be tax free. So let’s assume a tax rate of 30%. Every individual 18+ has to pay $127,500.00 in taxes. That sends $25,500,000,000 right back to Uncle Sam. But it means that every adult 18+ has $297,500.00 in their pocket. A husband and wife has $595,000.00. What would you do with $297,500.00 to $595,000.00 in your family? Pay off your mortgage - hous

Mayhem...the Beginning
Aristotle introduced the world to the concept of catharsis as something more than a medical term referring to a bloody lily, a red herring, a raving bitch - err... a menstruating woman. For him, it become an emotional purging leading to a lightening of the spirit and renewal. And of course a really good story starts with "It was a dark and stormy night..." Combine the two and you get the first Rockstar Mayhem concert; from my own perspective, of course. A police officer would be hard pressed to find a particular culprit in the crowd. A description would have a 90 percent chance of being "A guy in a black t-shirt, tattoos, piercings." - and it would have applied to 80 percent of the crowd. A rain storm added a unique activity - a mud slide. A running start, a leap, and a body toboggan with a head attached would come sliding down the hill of DET. The wonderful wetness made the traditional sod ripping - and flinging - a breeze. In the middle of some Disturbed song I caught a hunk of so

New Year
I have started a new year with new roommates...and the same shit follows me everywhere! They are pompous, presumptuious twits who think I am there to be ordered around like a parent! I hate I cannot go home to see my boyfriend when this is going on...depresses me so. I wake up this morning and find a list of "chores" with my name on it, with no discussion with me...I never agreed...I take care of my stuff...not my fault they use the kitchen more, take up the whole bathroom and such.... I don't understand my sex....someone HELP!

Like A Stone
in your house i long to be room by room patiently i'll wait for you there like a stone i'll wait for you there alone and on i read until the day was gone and i sat in regret of all the things i've done for all that i've blessed and all that i've wronged in dreams until my death i will wander on (chorus) in your house i long to be room by room patiently i'll wait for you there like a stone i'll wait for you there alone on my deathbed i will pray to the gods and the angels like a pagan to anyone who will take me to heaven to a place i call i was there so long ago the sky was bruised the wine was bled and there you led me on on a cobweb afternoon in a room full of emptiness by a freeway i confess i was lost in the pages of a book full of death reading how we'll die alone and if we're good we'll lay to rest anywhere we want to go

Not Good
I'm really really down. It's never been this bad before, I didn't think I could ever feel this shitty. I cried myself to sleep last night, woke up crying, and I'm on the brink of breaking down again. I am plain miserable. I'm having problems with Sam, and I feel that it's all my fault. It's my fault I'm not good enough, it's my fault we argue. It's my fault she makes me sad, it's my fault I make her angry. Everything I do is fucked up, I'm never right. Getting out of bed today was almost impossible. It took me 3 hours just to get up. I still want to sleep, I feel like a zombie. Nothing I do is right, I'm always wrong. I'm sorry for that. I'm sorry I have feelings that get hurt, it's my fault. I'm worthless, I don't know why she's even stuck around this long. Pretty sure she's done though, pretty sure I've finally proved how worthless I am. All I do is fuck up. I'm sorry. I can't take this anymore, it's difficult to even breathe. I talk to friends, and say too much. Sorry I have to get

Submissive's Creed
The Submissives Creed I will communicate with complete honesty my needs, desires, limits, and experience. I realize that failing to do so will not only prevent my Master and I from having the best experience possible, but can also lead to physical and emotional harm. I will not try to manipulate my Master. I will keep an open mind about trying things that I am not accustomed to or comfortable with and expanding my limits. I will continue to grow as a submissive and as a human being. I will accept the responsibility of discovering what pleases my Master, and will do my best to fulfill His wishes and desires. I will not allow myself to be harmed or abused, I know that submissive does not equal "doormat". I will be responsive to my Master, I will not try to hide what my mind and body are feeling so that I may assist Him in His responsibilities as my Authority, I know that Dominants are not telepathists, and will not expect my Master to know thought or feelings which I do not share

Submission
Submission To Submit: ...to overcome resistance to direction and yield one(self) to the will of another Submission is an action of personal strength. To overcome internal resistance the submissive must control their desire or need to maintain personal control in the creation and delivery of all personal decisions. They must overcome the need to express or deliver their personal judgment as the basis for creating, directing and taking self action. They must overcome their desire to ACT defensively through CHALLENGE and directed conflict when exposed to the direction of another. As part of this process they must also submerge their ego to allow them to follow or accept direction from another without fear of loss of face, status or worth. To yield is to 'reward' through the offering of the inner self to the direction or will of another. This 'gift' is the non-resistance or need of conflict TO direction and external control. Resistance is usually based on FEAR of los

Hmm...a How To...
Ok...I see them all the time...And I've even asked in the Fubar help lounge...And for the life of me I can't figure it out... How does one capture a screen shot?...I've done the ctrl and the prt scr buttons...And nothing... Blonde is not always fun...Even if it is out of a box... :)

Submissive's Definition Of Domination
Your Definition of Domination Getting the domination you need by Cerina. all rights and copyrights reserved. Do NOT copy any part without permission Master kept at it. He continued to ask me the same question every other week and I was unable to verbalize an answer. "What is your definition of domination?" It truly seems like a simple enough question for someone such as myself who had spent a great amount of time learning all that I could about domination and submission. But it wasn't. I couldn't answer. All I had were gut feelings that I was following. It was nine months later that I finally sat down to write out an answer and that's when I realized this was not at all easy and most definitely the most difficult question I had ever answered regarding D/s. It was also the most enlightening, and I now believe that every submissive needs to answer this same question for herself. In the previous article I helped you to pinpoint the kind of man you need versus want. This is

Aquarius - Thats Me....
The symbol for Aquarius is the Water-Bearer, a universal man who is pouring forth water from a jug. This universal man represents the community of mankind. The waters of life flow, like ideas coming from the unrestrained mind. Many people mistakenly think that Aquarius is a water sign, but it is an intellectual air sign. As such, Aquarius can be interested in concepts and ideas. Because of its universality, Aquarius can seem somewhat detached from personal emotions. It's not that you Aquarius don't have feelings; it's just that yours are different from most others. You dance to the beat of a different drummer. Aquarius can be good communicators as long as you stay in the mental realms. Aquarius are friendly, but can become uncomfortable as you discuss your feelings. In fact, your friends are very important to you and Aquarius might be involved with groups of like-minded people in a social club, a political action group or a public service group. The Aquarius motto could be Einste

Dream 2
So, I had another dream about her last night and it was a little stranger than the last one. Well, here it is... we were laying in my bedroom together and it just started thundering and lightning really bad, but something happened and it was like litterally the sun was right in my window and the thunder got louder we were both scared and I shut the window and closed the curtains. then I went to go check on liam and i woke up

What City.....
You Are Las Vegas Wild and uninhibited, you enjoy all of life's vices. You're a total hedonist, especially with sex, gambling, and drinking. You shine brightly every night, but you do the ultimate walk of shame each morning. Famous Las Vegas residents: Wayne Newton, Howard Hughes, Penn & Teller, Siegfried & Roy What American City Are You?

Doesnt Sound Like A Bad Idea To Me..how About You??
> This idea sounds just crazy enough to possibly work, so > naturally it won't be given serious consideration. How > great is our bureaucracy!! > > > Hi Pals, > > I'm against the $85,000,000,000.00 bailout of AIG. > > Instead, I'm in favor of giving $85,000,000,000 to > America in a We Deserve It Dividend. > > To make the math simple, let's assume there are > 200,000,000 bonafide U.S. Citizens 18+. > > Our population is about 301,000,000 counting every man, > woman and child. So 200,000,000 might be a fair stab at > adults 18 and up.. > > So divide 200 million adults 18+ into $85 billion that > equals $425,000.00. > > My plan is to give $425,000 to every person 18+ as a We > Deserve It Dividend. > > Of course, it would NOT be tax fre e. > > So let's assume a tax rate of 30%. > > Every individual 18+ has to pay $127,500.00 in taxes. > > That sends $25,500,000,000 right back to Uncle Sam. > > But it means that every adult 18+ has $297,500.00

Loving You
from the first time my lips touched yours i knew from then on that u had entered my heart, the way you held me in your arms, the slow breathing tween us..made me feel calm inside, i had no worries, no cares it was just you me and the falling warm rain that evening. I t ouched the soft skin of your hand and closed my eyes, i heard your whispered question, what is it love? I smiled and gazed at you, your smile opened many windows to my soul, and yet when you are away, iam lost, without you at my side, ifeel empty...i dont know why? but till u come back again, i shall be waiting patiently with ipen arms of loving you

Sts-125 Atlantis Delayed
Hubble servicing mission delayed to early next year This STS-125 crew patch shows Hubble. The overall structure and composition of the universe is shown in blue and filled with planets, stars and galaxies. The black background is indicative of the mysteries of dark-energy and dark-matter. The red border of the patch represents the red-shifted glow of the early universe. Soaring by the telescope is the shuttle that initially deployed Hubble and has enabled astronauts to continually upgrade the telescope, significantly contributing to the expansion of human knowledge. Image above: These seven astronauts take a break from training to pose for the STS-125 crew portrait. From the left are astronauts Michael J. Massimino, Michael T. Good, both mission specialists; Gregory C. Johnson, pilot; Scott D. Altman, commander; K. Megan McArthur, John M. Grunsfeld and Andrew J. Feustel, all mission specialists. Image credit: NASA Images above: Space shuttle Atlantis stands po

Ugh...decisions
confusion has set in....im at a point in my life where i wish thigs were so very different. im tired of feeling that i was put on this earth to be a slave to someone. I wan respect, love, romance! Little things that are so very easy to do are just so damn hard for some ppl. I have always been the strong one....and now i feel myself slipping away with out something to grab ahold of. I am the bubbly, outgoing, fun one, that everyone loves to be around and right now i just want to crawl in a hole so no one can see me. this is very hard for me to put up here and no its not a cry for help im just venting some pent up anger, frustrations, and heartache. i know there are some major decisions that need to be made in my life and im not sure as how to approach it. I see so many happy ppl around me and i put on the greatest happy face but the truth is im dying inside and at this point theres nothing to really save me! I have alot to think about and will keep u posted on what happens.

Nights In White Satin
Nights in white satin, Never reaching the end, Letters Ive written, Never meaning to send. Beauty Id always missed With these eyes before, Just what the truth is I cant say anymore. cause I love you, Yes, I love you, Oh, how, I love you. Gazing at people, Some hand in hand, Just what Im going thru They can understand. Some try to tell me Thoughts they cannot defend, Just what you want to be You will be in the end, And I love you, Yes, I love you, Oh, how, I love you. Oh, how, I love you. Nights in white satin, Never reaching the end, Letters Ive written, Never meaning to send. Beauty Id always missed With these eyes before, Just what the truth is I cant say anymore. cause I love you, Yes, I love you, Oh, how, I love you. Oh, how, I love you. cause I love you, Yes, I love you, Oh, how, I love you. Oh, how, I love you.

Army 10 Miler
Seen Alisa yesterday at the Army 10 miler expo on friday, she looked extra sexy giving her brief for the runners clinic, I took a couple of spins around the room to check her out. She will be competing at the 10 miler against alot of young competetive female runners in their mid 20's. The race this yr will be really interesting, I will be competing also w/ Team Ft Myer against alot of other military teams from everywhere around the states, and alot of my local rivals.

Rank 10s And U Will Get Ponits Like U Had 11s...
http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=924393&albumid=840068&i=55145840&idx=86#1770767203 this profile its so cool rank pics 10 and get more ponits as u have a vip , somehow when u rank a pic on this profile it truns it to a 11 rank and u get more ponits come by and see...http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=924393&albumid=840068&i=55145840&idx=86#1770767203

Why??????????
first i don't like when people mark my pics nsfw...rude and i think they are jealous cause i don't know...just alittle pissed come back from gettin coffee i and i see a few of pics that don't have to do with me got marked...what the fuck....fuck u haters just jealouse...now this pic i have up is safe cause i know what safe and nsfw is .....so i am going to marked this blog nsfw cause i am cussing like a storm here...i am going off but not at anyone ...just blowing steam...i get pissed very easly...lets just say i take after my dad...just made myself smile but still the point is ...i have been to this site before and know what i am doing....so if u think its nsfw then u must be a hater should go back to myspace...where the little kids hang out...this is an adult site...get over it...well why i am on it...i don't give a flying fuck what u rate me...still get points no matter what so...just here for friends and make new ones....if u all don't like it...MOVE ON!!!!!!!!! cause i don't care.

This Is Hell Copyright 1994
This is hell copyright 1994 all rights reserved Call the soldiers in To the graveyard within And behind these wire gates Lays a million men's fates To live is to die In this land of the lie Stolen in the night Was all that is right Pains of a child Born to be wild Mentally drifting From a chance of uplifting Military Artilary Put in a child's hands To wipe out lands No salvation For a lost generation Patience has been driven For the devil has risen Total intoxication Via satan's medication This is hell

Soon To Have Papers
So, ok, I was dropping off the little one today right, and he was all "My lawyer is drawing up the papers , so be prepared to get served. and you need to figure out what you are going to do with the house". Ok sounds good right, well kind of. How the hell is he paying for a lawyer when he has bill collectors calling me all the time. I don't really care am just excited to get the divorce under way. Wish me luck right, Hugs, Jen

Deleting People Off Friends List
HEY YALL IT'S COME TIME FOR ME TO CLEAN UP MY FRIENDS LIST ONCE AGAIN IVE FANNED AND RATED ALOT OF PEOPLE AND HAVE LEFT COMMENTS TO ALOT OF PEOPLE EVERYDAY FOR THE LAST FEW MONTHS....ANYONE THAT KNOWS ME AT ALL THEY KNOW IM NOT THE TYPE OF PERSON THAT JUST COLLECTS POINTS IF I ADD YOU I EXSPECT A HELLO OR HI SOMETIMES...IVE DONE MY BEST TO SHOW THE LUV TO ALL WHO COME AN RATE AND COMMENT ME BUT I AM NOT GOING TO HAVE PEOPLE ON MY LIST THAT DO NOTHING AT ALL...IM NOT A FRIEND COLLECTOR IF YOU WILL NOTICE IVE FANNED AN RATED MORE THEN I HAVE ADDED FRIENDS.. SO IF ANYONE WISHES TO STAY ON MY LIST FEEL FREE TO DROP ME A LINE IF NOT HAVE A GOOD ONE AN TAKE CARE...BETTER LUCK NEXT TIME.

Proposition 420 - Veterans Affairs Disbursement
Proposition 420 The U.S.H.E.M.P. Act Disbursement of Federal Hemp/Cannabis Revenue Section 3: Industrial and Economic Part F: Veterans Affairs 9% of Total Disbursement Purpose : To ensure that families of Active Service Military are provided livable and sustainable funds; A percentage of the total revenues acquired from the taxation of Hemp/Cannabis would be set aside with the intended goal of providing a base of funds to financially assist the families of Active Services Military Personnel to ensure that such families never have to resort to conventional welfare programs or 'pay day' loans to pay their basic support expenses. “You talk o' better food for us, an' schools, an' fires, an' all: We'll wait for extry rations if you treat us rational. Don't mess about the cook-room slops, but prove it to our face The Widow's Uniform is not the soldier-man's disgrace.” ~ Rudyard Kipling, “Tommy” A Portion of the Hemp/Cannabis Tax portioned for Veterans Affairs will be

Wednesday
Asked my roommate if he wanted a black and tan. He said yes and we went to R.G. Books. Bartender wanted to talk and he gave us a free beer and two shots. Got bored and left. Went to Irish Democrat. Talked to hot waitress who said that her Uggz were in style whenever she wore her short miniskirt. Played pool and lost. Left and went to The Green Gable. Talked to two hot bartenders and roommate was trying to set up a date. Drunk at the bar calls him a schmuck and roommate throws his beer at him. Hot bartenders ask us to leave. I pat the guy on the shoulder and call him a douchebag and ask him to come outside. He doesn't and we leave. Go to Just Jewels. Husband and wife and mexican girlfriend are there and they play us at pool. We win or lose and leave. I think I wanted to nail the mexican. Go to Moose Mcduffy's and it's dead, walk out without buying a drink. Go to Volume which is also dead and we cross the street to Bricks. My friend's neighbor recognizes me. I say hel

The Second Commandment Allegiance Made Secure
Exodus 20:4-6 comprises the second commandment. "Thou shalt not make unto thee any graven image, or any likeness of any thing that is in heaven above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is in the water under the earth:" This sounds straightforward enough; worshipping the creation rather than the Creator limits our conception of God. Witness Baal's prophets on Mount Carmel; witness the Pharisees' and Sadducees' love of the law and not of the people. When anything is placed in the way of God, we inevitably suffer. (Well, I do anyway.) "Thou shalt not bow down thyself to them, nor serve them: for I the LORD thy God am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children unto the third and fourth generation of them that hate me;" When we place our devotion to God on the backburner, when we don't give Him the priority He demands, those around us notice. Even non-Christians notice the difference in those Christians who don't "practice what they preach". And

Thirteen Scores And Sixty Years Ago
This weekend’s highlight for our family was Sunday night’s birthday party for my and Martha’s niece Breanna. Though she actually turned thirteen on Monday (and I’m realizing as I write this that Monday was also the second anniversary of my dad’s death), she’s obviously in school during the day or should be doing homework at night. I tack “should be” because occasionally the kids in our extended family don’t like to do homework they need to and return failing grades in classes for doing so. Breanna’s older brother Patrick needs to pull up two grades now for that reason. But I digress. Thirteen out of the fifteen immediate family members – our nephew Brandon was sick, and his father Allan was home with him – were able to get to the party from 1800 to 2000 hours Sunday night at Planet Pizza, a space-themed family restaurant in Minot where Breanna’s mom reserved space for her party that included free game tokens for her and her friends. Along with us were her mom Margaret’s current

Oaths Of Enlistment
===================================================================== US Air Force "Oath of Enlistment" I, Flyboy, swear to sign away 4 years of my newly college graduated life to the grossly bloated, runaway military budget known as the United States Air Force because the Army was too "military", I pity the morons condemned to the Marines and quite frankly the Navy guys have got to be queer . I swear to sit behind a desk and check my email at least 20 times a day and have the intelligence and common sense to ask questions such as "why?". I also swear to visit the multi-million dollar gym for PT because that whole formation thing is cool and all but ultimately pointless and stupid. I swear to uphold and defend the Constitution of the United States, even though I believe myself to be above that, let the expendable, bullet sponge, cannon fodder from the Army or Marines do that. I promise to walk around calling everyone by their first name because I know I'm not really in the mil

Inside/ Outside
From the inside There is a place that needs you're calling I'm falling and distance is cruel From the outside There is a sense of love as liquid I'm in it still waters run deep Please tell me lies I'll burn inside the truth Don't make me run like a river confused Beyond the inside There is this thing that hunts for meaning I'm feeling and substitute won't doom From the outside All that was nice has turned to bitter I'm a trigger that turned into blue Please tell me lies I'll burn inside the truth Don't make me run like a river confused It's hard to imagine The hurt of intention And signs won't let me be

So I Lost One Of My Jobs Today So Ya Im Stressing Out!
how retarted!will one of my jobs was teaching chidlern with a.d.d which was my favorite job.i have three jobs.they hired someone else behind my back and then let me go.i had 5years put into that job then they just let me the fuck go!so thats what im disapointed about and stressing over.now they want me to come back so the chidlern can say goodbye to me.do you know how hard that will be for me?they were all like my own kids.some of them i have even watched grow in front of my own eyes.so i guess monday they are gonna have a goodbye party for me.those bunch of jerks!i knew they wanted to get rid of me.they said they got someone more expericed how much more expericed is this guy then me!i didn't like meeting him today!i didnt like his vibes.i felt like he was a major ass.im gonna worry about my students.when someone isnt a good person i know right away.so i hope my student give this guy hell!what am supposed to do now!my other two jobs are cleaning houses,im a mary maid.and i work with di

Special Friends
I have been apart of the fubar family sense 2007. i have a lot of cool people on here. They have became my good friends. They don't treat me like dirt. We try to do things for one another. Like Sexyqballswife, she's a real sweet heart. Dj downunder, he's really special, cause he's my baby. there are others on my friends list that are special, you know who you are. In this messed up world it's hard finding good friends that will treat you good. my friends are like my second family on here. I love you guys. thank you so much for being my good friends. we all try to get along no matter what. thank you!

Under The Stars
COME WITH ME UNDER THE STARS LETS DANCE UNDER THE FULL MOON PLAY WITH ME IN THE FOREST CHASE ME DEEP INTO THE WOODS HOLD MY HAND BY THE FIRE KISS ME SOFTLY IN THE NIGHT LAY NEXT TO ME ON THE GROUND SHARE WITH ME YOUR HEART LISTEN TO THE EARTH AS SHE SPEAKS TO US BLESSING US WITH IMMORTAL LOVE SO COME MY LOVE BE WITH ME UNDER THE STARS E.S.SCHNEIDER

Echoes Of A Dream
i see your face like a chilling spectre in the night. your face glows with the beauty of the moon as we walk the cool crisp night hand in hand.in each step i loose myself a little more inside of you.i feal our souls intertwine.the wind whispers to us like a lover as it envelopes us.gently pushing us togther.our bodys blur as they meld togther.the wind swirls around us as we look into eachothers eyes.we kiss.we merge. one heart one mind one body one soul.no you or i. just us.as i wake from my dream your laying against me.two bodys two mind two hearts two souls. intertwined.just you and i but still us...and the echoes of a dream. thats for you jessica ill miss you

What's Sexy?
I GOT THESE HARD NIPPLES THAT SHOW THROUGH EVERY THING i WEAR! SO WHATS HOT SMALLER AND HIDDEN OR THE ONES THAT PIERCE THOUGH THE CLOTHING? I TRY TO COVER THEM BUT SOME TIMES ITS HARD AND IN THE WRONG PLACES!!!

My Heart
I cant take anymore of this pain. I just want everything to go away. I'm tired of trying. I'm tired of crying. I've searched to hard, for the person I will never find. I thought I found him but he was just a beautiful dream. My heart is to gentle as I wear it proudly on my sleeve. I have no more will no more strength. At the end of my rope, I can feel myself slipping. This was my last time I have no more hope. A hopeless romantic, I have no place in this world of today. As I close my eyes I will dream of him. The dream that I wanted. The dream that will never be.

Realgraphik
I get the feeling that yesterday’s entry was what Winston Churchill once defined a report that crossed his desk as. By its sheer length, it defended itself against the risk of being read. But no worries … I like to think that I don’t define how valuable what I have to say is by the counter showing how many people read it. Truth, you should do what I once read in Charlie T. Jones’ short book, “Life Is Tremendous!” – you should not remember a thing I say. Rather, remember what you’re thinking as a result of what I say; in some cases, I’ve heard if I don’t say ANYTHING, it works out for everybody! Lately to provide truth to the statement that I’m reading, I’ve been digging into graphic novels. There’s probably a dozen definitions for what a graphic novel is, ranging from a comic book for grown-ups (in the sense of dealing with “adult” themes and subject matter; think a visual R-rated film or down from there) to an illustrated slice of life. You can find versions on the bookshel

Think About It....
http://www. youtube. com/watch?v=fglOsEpFfGQ Why would you vote for a man who admits to having terrorists ties, and who even refuses to salute the flag of the country he's trying to run? WAKE UP AMERICA

Shouldnt She Serve A Life Sentence On-line?
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20081023/ap_on_re_as/as_japan_avatar_murder Online divorcee jailed after killing virtual hubby TOKYO – A 43-year-old Japanese piano teacher's sudden divorce from her online husband in a virtual game world made her so angry that she logged on and killed his digital persona, police said Thursday. The woman, who has been jailed on suspicion of illegally accessing a computer and manipulating electronic data, used his identification and password to log onto popular interactive game "Maple Story" to carry out the virtual murder in mid-May, a police official in northern Sapporo City said on condition of anonymity, citing department policy. "I was suddenly divorced, without a word of warning. That made me so angry," the official quoted her as telling investigators and admitting the allegations. The woman had not plotted any revenge in the real world, the official said. She has not yet been formally charged, but if convicted could face a prison term

Is Posse Comitatus Dead? Us Troops On Us Streets
In a barely noticed development, a US Army unit is now training for domestic operations under the control of US Army North, the Army service component of Northern Command. An initial news report in the Army Times newspaper last month noted that in addition to emergency response the force “may be called upon to help with civil unrest and crowd control.” The military has since claimed the force will not be used for civil unrest, but questions remain. We speak to Army Col. Michael Boatner, future operations division chief of USNORTHCOM, and Matthew Rothschild, editor of The Progressive magazine. [includes rush transcript]

Single Parents
Sometimes thoughts just occure to me and today's thought was that parenting is the hardest job in the world and to do it alone is even 10 times harder. So..... Love and respect to all of you that put your little ones to bed without the help of a partner. God see your hard work even if few others appreciate it. If your kids dont now, just know that some day they will.

Bromance
So do you think its weird, gay or totally cool? I saw Tyra yesterday where she was talking about it. Here is the Rules they gave on Tyra's Show for a proper Bromance: 1 Ladies Come First 2 Do Things Together You Wouldn't Do With Your Girl 3 Can't Blame It On The Bromance

Whose Happy?
I am. OK so heres the dealio. I go to school. I work. I am a very busy person (sometimes) I've decided to take off all my nudes on here. Deal with it. I'm sure I'll make like no points or whatever when I take them off but who cares I talk to a handful of people from here and don't care about the rest. ♥ but seriously I am VERY happy :) and I don't want it to end nope... I wanna keep this smile and who gives me this smile in my pocket next to my chapstick.

Never Know
YOU WILL NEVER KNOW YOU COULD NEVER UNDERSTAND THE THINGS THAT RUN THROUGH MY HEAD WHEN I'M AWAKE OR WHEN I DREAM IT IS HIM THAT I SEE I'VE BEEN CAST TO LIVE IN MY PAST A LIFE YOU WILL NEVER KNOW MY UNEVEN EMOTIONAL FLOW FROM WHAT I CAME I SHALL NEVER BE TAME

My Insane Thoughts For Today !!!!!!
I really hate people sometimes they tell you one things an dthen completly do another. I just for once excuse me for being logical would like someone to tell the fricken truth and follow though with what they say. I put myself in postions where i let myself be lied too and that is no ones fault but my own, but maybe sometimes i am just looking for someto be true...... ehhh fuck it who am i kidding life is a lie anyway. So I will continue to just cope and move on. So there is my insane rant for the day just a lil venting on my part.

Retail
Why do shirts cost the same no matter what size they are? I have to buy some new clothes, and I was looking around today..it baffles me. I wear a medium, sometimes a large, why do I have to pay for Humpty Dumpty's excess fabric? Why do I have to pay more for shorts than pants? And don't even get me started on womens clothes, where you pay more for a lot less....

Help
I was handicap when I was born all the way Intel I was 10 years old I basted my ass trying to walk and talk just like normal people do I had no childhood I could not play with other kids because I was different and my mom and I started working out it was like a Mather and son thing to do together when I was 15 I start working with my father in his construction co I loved being with my dad and my big brother I trained my body all my life to walk and talk like normal people do cause I did not want to be different but so now I’m 25 years old and I own dad’s construction co and I own a gym I can do everything that normal people and more but I realized something there is NO normal people we all have something wrong with us but mine was just a little bigger then your’s so it mean’s that no matter how hard it is how sad you feel you can change it is all up to you its going to be hard and long but if you have so much disciplined in you nothing is to hard for you so keep at it and one day you w

Just Kinda Bored
I've noticed.. numerous contradictions in people. for instance: I try not to judge people I don't know. ok I don't judge.. period. I can't don't have the room to because I by no means am perfect. I have been told .. by numerous people its "great" that they can confide in me and talk to me without the fear of being judged. I think that's cool .. all I say is "where do I have the right to judge you?" "ugly" I don't like that word. Its, not cool. I mean ok I'm not the fucking beauty queen.. but I consider myself to be average & I have other points that make me pretty. Personality, sense of humor, etc. I don't call people ugly, I don't rate people poorly, I always have something good to say (unless you constantly hit on me) I took down my nudes, some may say I'm ashamed. No just stopped doing that portion of my life, so I took them down. Doesn't mean I'm ashamed or scared cuz to be honest people in my life have seen these pictures already. Bullies, I don't get internet f

The Collar And Its Meaning
Another wonderful piece of info from Sir Critter and babydoll The Collar and its Meaning The collar is a symbol of a commitment between a Dominant and submissive. This can have several meanings and understanding a universal definition is impossible. For some people a collar is only worn durning play time and thus signifies the division between roles, nothing more. The importance of this collar varies from partnership to partnership but can be just a prop or an added toy wihtin the playspace. The gravity of a collar in a relationship context is much more. For many people, a collar is like an engagement ring or wedding ring. When a submissive wears a collar in this context they are commited, possessed or owned by someone else. Collars of this sort should never be taken lightly. Just as an engagement isn't entered lightly, a collaring carries strong importance in a D/s lifestyle relationship. Collars in this form can be a collar, brand, tattoo, piercing or any other form of outwar

Unknown Treasure
Long were the days I've spent within these walls Long were nights of being alone. How often have you sailed in my dreams Now in my awakening? Here I am - ready to go Into the season less world Where we shall reap and love In the stillness of the night I have walked in your streets My spirit has entered your heart. In your sleep your dreams were MY dreams Your breath was upon my face. To know the pain of too much tenderness. You are not trapped or tamed. Without a care and without grief. You shall be free.. All you've gotta do is... Give up the fight and learn to surrender You know there's nothing to it Let this be the start of something The start of something true Don't wanna keep this heart imprisoned let me fly away with you... You don't always need a reason For all the things you do When you've got something to believe in You know there's no turning back Let there be no scales To weigh your unknown treasure It is when you give of yoursel

It's Alright....
IT'S ALRIGHT,WHAT YOU CONFESS TO ME WHERE YOU'RE AT RIGHT NOW,IS ALRIGHT WITH ME BEHIND YOUR TRUTHS OR SOMEWHERE BEHIND YOUR LIES THESE LONG COLD DAYS OF GREY,THEY COLOR YOUR EYES IT'S ALRIGHT WHAT YOU,CONFIDE IN ME WHERE WE'RE AT RIGHT NOW,IS WHERE WE NEED TO BE I CAN SEE THINGS SO CLEARLY,THROUGH TEAR STAINED EYES THE SIDE EFFECTS OF TIME IN ALL OUR GOOD BYES AND IT'S ALRIGHT I GOT LOST SOME TIME AGO LOST IN YOUR SONG,YOUR TOUCH,YOUR SMILE WHERE I WANNA GROW OLD AND YOU GLIMMER AND GLEEM LIKE A BLOND WASHED HAIR FROM AN OCEAN SIDE DOMAIN DRIFTING INTO ME I FOUND MYSELF AGAIN IN HER SONG IT'S ALRIGHT,WHAT YOU SAY TO ME HOW YOU FEEL RIGHT NOW,SHOWS AN EVERLASTING NEED BEHIND THE TRUTH THERE'S SOMETHING INSIDE YOUR LIES THESE LONG COLD DAYS OF RAIN,THEY'RE HIDING YOUR EYES IT'S ALRIGHT,WHAT YOU EXPRESS TO ME YOUR SONG ESCAPES ME TO THIS PLACE I WANT TO BE SO SING TO ME BABY YOUR SONG CAN CARRY ME THROUGH ENDLESS WEEKS OF RAIN,AND ON TO SWEETER THINGS IN ALL SHE'S

Asshole
Coworker and I got into a playfight and he hurled a huge hard cookie at my back, creating a large bruise. On the other note... He accused me of being an asshole because if I am not interested in a conversation, I will either change the topic right away, or won't even acknowledge the said convo. I guess it is rude, but I hate investing effort and time into something that won't reap any fruits. Plz don't get offended if I don't respond or start off on a diff tangent. That just means I dont care what you have to say, or am bored. To good friends: that means I am listening.

Thanks Blue Eyed Brat
What can I say? He's an Amazing Man, and an Amazing Friend! Sarge's Bad Girls If you don't know him already,...where have you been? Living in a box? Just playin' If you don't know him already, YOU SHOULD! So Rate, Fan, Add, Perv, Crush and Bling him! Tell Him Blue Eyed Brat Sent Ya! Being Brought To You By: Blue Eyed Brat ™SBG™Bedrock Mafia Member™Owned By Sarge , Kevin ,Hjnapplegate & linda

See Me
I tense up when your around I feel like a fool but you knew I knew Trying to play - I'm in the way I avoid your eyes, your angry Not exactly with me, just with what I see I can smile and joke... inside I'm choking and dying a death Your anger covers your eyes, it makes you blind I wish you could see I wish you could feel how I do You would understand then You would understand how you hurt me How I hurt myself I wish you could...

Relationships
When I was growing I was raised to treat women (I was taught this by my grandmother) with the upmost respect that they deserve. I was raise to treat them as equal, caring, honor and loyality. And to treat them like a queen that they are. But everytime I start dating someone I treat them excatly how I was raised. They always tell me that they aren't used to being treated that way/ But they said they can get used to it. But after about bout 2 to 3 months of dating , they tell me that they aren't used to someone treating them the way I treated them. So, they end up breaking up with me cause of it. I am not about to change how I was raised and my morals when it comes to women. What is it with woman when they say that they are all looking for the guy to treat them the way I treat them. But when it comes down to it, they are used to having someone treat them like crap and lie to them, cheat on them etc.. I don't understand. Do women acctually want to be treated like crap, cheated on, lie t

Kings & Queens Of Fu...of Nothing In Short...lol
It's been a while my friends and I never thought I'd try to attack this subject here again, considering my audience has dwindled to a few folks...and of those; mostly, I'll be preaching to the choir. Hopefully of those that read this will entertain the thought of maybe passing it around because it strikes to the heart of a good many problems here; problems that are for the most part self-inflicted by those who want to claim victimhood.Recently a VERY good friend of mine here; someone who I genuinely care for, (well I care about all of you in my own way, but this particular person is extremely special to me...lol), well anyway; she asked me a serious question... "Why do men use me?"... it was a question that set me back only for a second because it really took no time to come up with the most succinct answer I think I've ever managed over something so serious... I told her point blank... "Because you let them..."I have great affection for this woman and this whole fubar thing has been

Barak Is Trying To Take Our Guns
BARAK OBAMA VOTED FOR THE CRIMINAL PROSECUTION OF PEOPLE WHO USE A GUN IN SELF-DEFENSE: Illinois Senate, SB 2165, March 25, 2004, Vote 20, AND May 25, 2004, Vote 3 BARAK OBAMA VOTED TO BAN GUNS IN THE HOME, EVEN FOR SELF-PROTECTION: Illinois Senate, SB 2165, March 25, 2004, Vote 20, AND May 25, 2004, Vote 3 BARAK OBAMA PUBLICLY ENDORSES AND SUPPORTS A COMPLETE BAN ON OWNERSHIP OF HANDGUNS BY ANY PRIVATE CITIZENS: General Candidate Questionnaire, Independent Voters of Illinois/ Independent Precinct Organization, September 9, 1996, as quoted in 'Politico', March 31, 2008 Further: BARAK OBAMA : 'I am consistently on the record and will continue to be on record as opposing concealed carry', Obama said -- Chicago Tribune, April 27, 2004. If you are a U.S. Citizen, your political affiliation does not matter; Whether you are a Democrat, Republican, or Independent, I challenge you to take control of your mind. This is just the tip of the iceberg, and Barak Hussein Obama is tryin

Sumbitches.
I just went a dropped my resume off @ a restaurant here in town. One of the chicks I was just working with @ the place that was shut down is now working there.( She did ABSOLUTELY NOTHING @ the last job, just kinda stood around and picked her ass all damn night.) SHE'S got a job at the place I just went to. And says to me in this snide little tone.... "Yeah, I got this job cause I'm related to the manager and my best friend is one of the servers. In this town it's not how much experience you have, it's who you know. So....seems you're out of luck" ~Growls~ No shit!? Well, thanks for that tidbit of information, Captain Obvious!!! That's something I figured out eons ago...for fuck sake. If I do not get a job soon, I'll rampage this little shithole of an inbred fucking town....these people are so got damned lucky I'm afraid of prison. Mmk?

The Number 27
It is 3 to the third power. It is divisible by 9 and 3 and that is pretty much it. It is also my age this year and I'm not a fan of it. I know they say that 3 is the magic number but still not like this. . .maybe a 3 way but nope not today. Anyways, just my first random rant of my life on Fubar/LostCherry/CherryTap.

Zodiac
i dont belive in them but since i seen someones blog i guess i have to make one too iam on the clasp iam a Sagittarius & Scorpio Sagittarius Traditional Sagittarius Traits Optimistic and freedom-loving Jovial and good-humored Honest and straightforward Intellectual and philosophical On the dark side.... Blindly optimistic and careless Irresponsible and superficial Tactless and restless http://www.astrology-online.com/sagittar.htm Scorpio Traditional Scorpio Traits Determined and forceful Emotional and intuitive Powerful and passionate Exciting and magnetic On the dark side.... Jealous and resentful Compulsive and obsessive Secretive and obstinate http://www.astrology-online.com/scorpio.htm

Quiz
You Have a Choleric Temperament You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things. Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life. You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation. You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon. Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall. You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others. At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults. Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion. A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior. What Temperament Are You?

It’s Amazing What You Get Use To Isn’t It?
It’s amazing what you get use to isn’t it? Category: Life Sometimes we let other people treat us wrongly because we want to be loved and accepted so badly that we'd do anything for it. It hurts when you know that no matter how much you try, how much you want it, they can't love or accept you as you are. Then you hate all that time you wasted trying to please them and wonder what about you is so awful that they couldn't at least pretend to love you.

Cats & Dogs
Cat's sharpen there claw's, Scratch there post, The Dog's sit silent, Chewing on there bone, Whether living in a Kennel or on a warm bed, There safe under the Warm Blankets. Let the snow & Rain Fall heavy, The globe keep turning Green & blue, As the clouds whisk slowly bye, Let the Sun dance on your soul. The Rainbow is filled with gold, Chase it until you collapse in green olive grass, Pure beauty, All shades & Hues fill the world, The Moon shall rise again with the stars. Look unto the velvet sky & Pray, That the day will never end, Let it embrace you in Warmth, In solitary silence, A neverending Excistence. The day will come when the prince's rise, There swords held high gleaming in the breeze, As the princesse's receive there shiny crown, Upon the forehead & filled with Jewels.

Respect
RESPECT If we can not respect another How can we expect them to respect us If we can not respect someone’s beliefs How can we expect them to respect ours If we can not respect another’s race How can we expect that race to respect us If we can not respect others How can we expect respect in return Everyone expects respect No matter who they are The only way to gain it Is to start treating everyone As a friend, a brother, a sister As part of our extended family No matter what colour or creed they are Only then you will start to get The respect you so dearly crave

Elated Flame
Elated Flame by Me The sun is always shining even on a cloudy day With a smile in my thoughts and on my face Wishing everyone to have a wonderful day Knowing that nothing for them would go wrong Stopping to say hello and to assure they are good Reinforcing that everything will be okay Wondering why I am so cheerful and happy I wished I knew that answer, but I'll never ask Never to know why I am so happy and never sad For the cards I was dealt I should've folded To be so optimistic and full of cheer is not so easy When alone in the dark and unable to see There is always one light that guides the way An eternal flame of hope to inspire those around me

Fu Bar Prisoner # 1970156
That's right im locked up What do I want? I want to stalk your page when I'm online! I want to look at and rate all of your pictures with ELEVENS, but I only have 100 to give to you... *pout* and that's if my VIP holds out I shall endeavor to look at and rate all of your family and friends with TENS, until I run out! Dunno how many of those I have... I want to leave you beautiful comments every day your friends as well, if you'll let me... I want to buy you drinks everyday, especially your favorites! I want to buy you nice gifts that make you smile... some small, some big, some naughty, some nice, but all fun! I need a VIP when mine runs out (sad face which is to be soon) , I don't need FuBucks, I luv shiney things tho 'hint hint' especially FuBlings, and I don't need big Pimpin' Gifts but if you choose to give them I'll make it up to you somehow... I need respect and with that in return is respect if you wish to see my NSFW pics all ya need to do is ask

An Insatiable Appetite For Anger...
Is what seems to fill my plate these days, instead of the usual feast of genuine nicety and quietness. Honestly, I possess the qualities of a saint on a daily basis but inside I seem to be brewing the regurgitated remnants of Mother Teresa's torrid confessions. You know she had some! No one is perfect! As much as I strive for perfection especially when it comes to my life's decisions, I am nothing but...and that reality is steadily becoming clearer each and every day. How do you know when you're making the right decision? Is it what makes you happy that makes it right? Once upon a time exercising three hours a day made me exuberantly happy! That didn't make it good for me though. Kind of like now, sleeping makes me extremely happy but thirteen hours a day of it is excessively tiring. I feel like I'm at that crossing. You know, those two paths that fork in the road? and I, I have to take the one less traveled by...except... I wore flipflops and the path is littere

My Decisions To Pull My Pictures
As many of you know, or have seen already, I recently pulled down all of my NSFW pictures from the site. Many people have stopped by and asked why I did that. It'd funny that so many people asked why yet there were so few ratings and comments. Hmmm, makes a girl think. But that is neither here nor there really. I have gotten to the point where I am tired of explaining my choice to people individually so for those that actually stop and read these, now everyone will know. I have struggled long and hard with self acceptance. Some days accepting and loving myself for me is still very difficult. Those pictures were taken and posted so that I could see that there were other people that thought I was just as sexy as other people in my life have told me I am. But then it got a point where people were being rude about the pictures, making obscene comments when my profile clearly states that I have someone in my life. It just goes to show that a majority of people on here just don't stop to

Auto's 11
It was my first ever and i enjoyed it was a riot (fun) a huge ty from me to you for all the luv shown and i do really appreciate all the help. I try to get around you all i know some of you may get missed out at times and that im truely sorry for it's nothing personal or deliberate. to each and everyone of you....hugs luv If i can ever help out plz call on me im here to help if i can.

Owning Fubar Members Is It Just A Fun Game... Maybe/maybe Not
Preface; This is just my opinion not to be mistaken on whether I think a person is good or bad on whether they like the game or not. I assure you that I respect the opinions and reasons on both sides. Please keep this in mind if you comment on this blog. I welcome intelligent dialog even if it does not agree with my stated position. I do ask that you consider the points that I raise and evaluate them on their merit and honestly look at the total opinion even if it makes you uncomfortable with your current view of real life. Now that I have said all of that I will tell you that if you feel you must belittle my opinion without offering a intelligent counter argument to the points I propose I can handle that as well. I do understand that some people need to belittle others opinions to make themselves feel better than or more intelligent than other people to function in their lives. I have found that it usually comes from a lack of self confidence in their own opinions. I can respect th

Screaming Inside
Here comes the light Fate holds the picture Screaming inside Gaining the truth or lies Blue is the sign Heaven depicts her Look to the sky You are my leading light Looking inside I cant be pressured I cant be bribed I'm breaking through this fire How can I live In this damnation What is desire When I see through your shame This time This world This night This day This crazy life Still yet you keep This truth This love This part unreal Undying Yet the way I feel This hurt this pleasure Hear this beat This future Calling in the sleep This world is lead Deceit of all This multilingual yet undone Screaming Inside...

Angry?
More like grouchy.... I mean seriously this has been a pissy week! Eh whatever no loving for me this week I suppose :( more animals But yeah this week/last I did: 1) Made Reily finished work before 7pm 2)Clean the hardwood floors 3)Painted my nails 4) Worked with a bitchy preggo 5) No phone calls from my friend 6) Guitar lessons with my brodder 7) Get coffee with my moms friend (Saw Sander Look-ALike) 8)Went shoe shoppinh with friend (I gotz no shoes) 9)I learned I hate love songs (Jason Mraz) 10) I freaking hate that book Fat Girl Manifesto 11) I love LOL cats 12)I`m so pretty 13) Damn I`m hot 14) Guys stare at cleavage (even if the girls pretty or not) 15)I like making lists! 16) Did you know porkypines float? 17) I have horrid spelling skills 18) That you can buy slaves on Fubar 19)Old people have the same feelings about me I have about them 20) Adolf Hitler had 1 testicle 21) I hate grapes 22)This will be a long ass list 23) This is like a way to pass

Survivor
So this chick comes to my page quite often and lurks about. She had me blocked so I cant talk to her, I think she wants me. yeah she wants me bad. So you gonna talk to me lil momma or what since I know you are reading this. Her name is Christy, she is from Texas, she is 37 she has a few kidlets running around. Should I try and get to know this hot little momma or just give up.... Oh what to do what to do. Oh yeah her name on here is I am a Survivor here is the link to her page I am a Survivor@ fubar

I ♥ Ny
I have lived in New York City for almost 22 year. In these 22 year I have met a lot of amazing, wonderful, kind, sweet, beautiful, loving people. I have also met a lot of heartless, cold, vindictive, twisted, demented, sick bastards. I have been to many places, seen and experienced many things. New York City is all I have ever known. Leaving New York will be one of the hardest I have ever had to do, but I will take with me the many wonderful, and terrible, memories I have had. I will carry in my heart the love of my amazing friends, past and present. And I will share the knowledge I have accumulated with the new friends I will make and create new memories with them. I am grateful for everything I was ever given and thankful for everything I have ever earned during my time here. I am truly blessed to have met so many people who have had such a significant effect on my life. At this time, I would like to acknowledge those people and thank them for everything they have done for me;

This Love Is Taking All Of My Energy.
It’s the setting, the mood of my room, the coziness that I fall in love with. I can’t pinpoint exactly if there’s just one reason but everything seems to factor into the way I feel when I lay down at night. It heightens my feelings, my awareness; my being. I light incense and the aroma hits me gently in the face. The t.v. is off, there’s no music, and I turn my light off and crawl into bed. I hear the aftermath of the rainstorm, how the drops hit the trees, giving an effect that it’s still lightly sprinkling. Car’s headlights flood my room briefly and shadows come alive and play along the walls. It’s quiet again and I can see the warm glow from the incense across the room. My hair is down, it’s length resting upon my pillows and curves of my breasts, moving with my body as I inhale and exhale. The best sleep attire is tank tops without a bra and undies that hug my hips. I run my fingertips along the curves of my skin and roll to my side;

"the Gingerbread Men"
“The Gingerbread Men.” It was now 6:00 and the baker himself Closed up for the day, and put his hat on a shelf. He turned off the lights and locked up the door And heading for home as always before And later that night in the dark of the shop If one listened closely, you could hear small voices talk They spoke of revenge, of getting even, and then They plotted the rise of the Gingerbread Men. They whispered of outrage, of atrocities old They shared tales of relations who all had been sold Chewed into bits as the humans, they ate Yes, devoured alive, a horrible fate So together they plotted and hatched a grand plan A way to pay back that horrible man By giving them life he had guaranteed gloom He had condemned their small souls to a horrible doom All through the night they planned and they schemed Of a perfect revenge, their small brains did dream And then in the morning, when the baker came back, They all laid in wait to begin their attack He walked to

The Country Of Texas
Please note that Texas is the only state with a legal right to secede from the Union . (Reference the Texas-American Annexation Treaty of 1848. ) We Texans love y'all, but we'll probably have to Take action since B. Hussein Obama won the election. We'll miss you too. Here is what can happen: #1: Barack Hussein Obama becomes President of the United States , Texas immediately secedes from the Union . #2: George W. Bush will become the President of the Republic of Texas . So what does Texas have to do to survive as a Republic? 1. NASA is just south of Houston , Texas . We will control the space industry. 2. We refine over 85% of the gasoline in the United States. 3. Defense Industry--we have over 65% of it. The term "Don't mess with Texas ," will take on a whole New meaning. 4. Oil - we can supply all the oil that the Republic of Texas will need for the next 300 years. Yankee states? Sorry about that. 5. Natural Gas - again

Awesome
In the brightest hour of my darkest day I realized what is wrong with me Can't get over you. can't get through to you It's been a helter-skelter romance from the start Take these memories that are Haunting me Of a paper man cut into shreds by his own pair of scissors He'll never forgive her...he'll never forgive her... Because days come and go but my feelings for you are forever Because days come and go but my feelings for you are forever Sitting by a fire on a lonely night Hanging over from another good time With another girl... little dirty girl You should listen to this story of a life You're my heroine-in this moment I'm lonely fulfilling my darkest dreams All these drugs all these women I'm never forgiven... this broken heart of mine Because days come and go but my feelings for you are forever, Because days come and go but my feelings for you are forever One last kiss, before I go Dry your tears, it is time to let you go One last kiss (one last kiss

Advice Please
ok so heres the deal I have a friend who has been doing some investigating for me and I have come to find that well my man has been cheating for a while now. That he plans to kick me out of our apartment after the first and that he has been bring women here when I am not home. I have no where to go if he kicks me out. I have been nothing but faithful and honest with him and he doesnt seem to care. I have had numberous emails, messages and IM's telling me things that he has been doing. He has had the one here at our apartment when I am home and I never thought anything about it until now. I am stumpped I have no where to go and I am not really sure what to do. Do I believe all of these women or do I confront him about it and let him try to explain things yet again? HELP ME OUT a little bit people...any advice is great advice...PLEASE

One Of The Sadest Songs Ever
Words and music by Brian May There's no time for us There's no place for us What is this thing that builds our dreams yet slips away from us Who wants to live forever Who wants to live forever....? There's no chance for us It's all decided for us This world has only one sweet moment set aside for us Who wants to live forever Who wants to live forever? Who dares to love forever? When love must die But touch my tears with your lips Touch my world with your fingertips And we can have forever And we can love forever Forever is our today Who wants to live forever Who wants to live forever? Forever is our today Who waits forever anyway?

Feels Like Screamin
I told myself that I wasn’t going to be emotional today. I told myself that I would think of ya’ll with a smile. A smile does come to my face when I think of ya’ll along with tears. I guess that is why I’m in rare form today because while I’m acting so silly on the outside I’m crying on the inside. Today it feels like it did when I got the news that ya’ll had left us. It didn’t hit me until I was sitting there about to ice the pine apple cake. Then it hit me & I didn’t want to do it. I wanted no part in making that cake. I told Mama I wasn’t going to do my best on them that I refused. She asked did I want her to do them. I told her no but she ended up icing them for me. My heart wasn’t in arranging the pine apple like it normally is. I didn’t even want a pine apple cake to be done this year. As I was making myself do the pine apple, my mind wandered back to the last gathering with Glenda. She loved my pine apple cakes. Heck s

Jerk - Love Your Drugs
Artist: jerk lyrics Song: love your drugs lyrics Jerk Music Videos Jerk - Love Your Drugs (Live @ Channel V) Music Video Ringtones left icon Send "Love Your Drugs" Ringtone to Cell Ringtones right icon Took you down for one more hit, when you gonna stop that shit? 'Till the next time it's OK, slowly watching your decay Just one more time, just one last time Deep inside the living dead, Zombie fucks, retarded head, I know just what you will say, Get the fuck out of my way Why can't you just love me like you love your fucking drugs, You tell me that you hate it but you never get enough Guess it only mattered when, I turn my back on you again For a second I felt fine So I tried to save you one last time Why can't you just love me like you love your fucking drugs, You tell me that you hate it but you never get enough Why can't you just love me like you love your fucking drugs You tell me that you hate it but you never get enough Without you I found

Lighten Your Load
If you are feeling tired and weary, perhaps now would be a good time to lighten your load. There are many burdens you can get rid of that you'll easily be able to do without. Start by abandoning all your resentments. Each resentment costs an enormous amount of time and energy, and provides absolutely nothing of value in return. Next, you can walk away from your anxiety. All the anxiety in the world cannot add a single positive moment to your life. Pick up the pace by letting go of the need to prove that you're right. Instead, use the time and energy to more effectively listen and understand. While you're at it, go ahead and leave behind your envy, anger, impatience and frustration. After all, what have they ever done for you? Dropping the burdensome negativity from your life is ridiculously easy once you realize how much it's all holding you back. Lighten your load, and move quickly to where you truly wish to be.

Happy Thanksgiving!
To everyone on my friends list and all on Fubar.....I just wanted to wish you all a Happy Thanksgiving! I hope that you all have a wonderful day! Filled with family and friends and great memories! Remember to take sometime to appreciate those you love and let them know they are loved! Life is very short and none of us know how long we will be on this planet! If I haven't told you today or lately....I Do Love and Care about you My Friends!! All of You!!! Have a great day all!!

What I Can Give
What I Can Give I know the romantics They use a lot of imagery Paint pictures of Hiding the moon and stars Or being the wind in your wings Holding time in their palms Keeping the sun still Just to hold you a moment longer Promises of fulfilling dreams Being the one of fantasy An Angel or Knight A protector or Lover The one to hold your heart carefully To bridge two souls Cross the skies and heavens Climb every mountain Overcome every challenge Tested by trials of fire Hide you in the folds of my cloak Fight off the demons Lay down my life Chase away all your fears Dry every tear on your cheeks Bring you nothing but smiles But fantasy rarely equals reality I only know What I Can Give Laying down my life Would be a one time gesture Possibly always remembered I would rather live daily for you I know I can give you My Full Attention My hand My Life My Heart My Soul My Love

You're It **adult Content**
This adult story describes the way i'd like my shitty day to have ended You're It **Adult Content** Posted May 14, 2008 You're It by cosmic_grly© She was in quite a mood. Damn, what a day! And the fucking traffic... all the way home, bumper to bumper. What I need is some serious pampering, she thought. She came through the door looking for him. Hmmm, he wasn't in the living room or the kitchen. She heard the TV going in the bedroom... the sound of baseball making her groan. "Just great," she thought, "another fucking game on TV meaning no sex or conversation let alone pampering." He was laying face down on the bed wearing only a pair of sweat pants, his eyes glued to the TV in front of him. "Hey" she said. A short grunt was the only response. A plan started forming in her mind. "Can I get you a beer?" she asked. "Uh, yeah," he replied, wondering what she was up to since he knew she got pissed when he got too involved with watching a game. She came back into the bed

Things I Hate
1. Stupid people....damn u dont even know...it really really takes a lot 2 get me angry...but wow some people r just sooooo special... 2. People driving real slow in from of u ....especially driving below the speed limit .....i wish i could just push them out of the wayyyyy!!lol 3. Hoes....male and female....what happened 2 having morals? 4. Arrogance....keep tellin urself ur better than everyone...in the end u ll realize ur not 5. Jealously.....look at urself and deal with ur insecurities b4 u start talking ish about others (especially when u dont even know them...come on now..).... 6. Immaturity.......ur an adult...grow the f up already! well...... that is all.....

To My Friends List
So... because girls are fucking bitches... you probably all got told something along the lines of me being a whore or a fiance/husband stealing slut or something else to that effect. If you wanna believe it GO AHEAD if not ... thanks. I don't know whats going on except that I happen to talk to a person that she "dated" and by dated I mean only online and never ever met and had TALKED about marrying but I found all this out after she threatened to send all my pictures to my superiors, pastor, family. blast my telephone number to the world blasey blasey blasey So ok you can all me fat. Call me a husband stealing whore.. when I don't want anyones husband sorry.. I'm good I want to find my own someday. WHATEVER ok? I'm not a mean person, I try hard to be nice but I've had it up to here (be about 5'5 1/2" inches) of being attacked and having this bullshit happen so pardon me for telling you to fuck off back off and stop being a cunt. YEAH I said it don't be such a fucking cunt

My Thoughts
Sometimes I really wish everything was merely a dream. On the outside it all seems to look ok, yet on the inside I am screaming but noone can hear me. Im hurt, Im tired of the heartbreaks day in and day out. No matter what I do its not good enough. I try to give people the benefit of the doubt and I try to forgive, and typically believe what they say and hope it is sincere. When in fact its merely lies to get what they want. It always seems I am never good enough. Im never pretty enough, never thin enough, its always something. And I am reminded everyday of the situation, I assure I dont need to be reminded, I live it every fkn day. Nothing in life is easy, we all know that but damn.

Torn
TORN Torn between life and death Not knowing which way to go Should I do it fast or should I take it slow So many reasons to end it all To the black abyss Eternally I fall Heaven or hell Up or down My head is spinning no sight no sound Just visions Of things in my life's past My minds racing way to fast Seeing all the good and not the bad Don't make me quite as sad My angers gone away Tomorrow will be another day Can't believe what I just said I really wanna live But I'm already dead.

My Grade
Your Bedroom Grade: A You are an expert in bed or should I say sexpert? But you're going to have to reach (around) for that A+. You are a natural in bed, and anyone that has had you brags about it long afterwards! What's your Bedroom Grade? at QuizUniverse.com

You Saved Me!
Day in and day out I find my love for you only ever growing stronger. How much I yearn for your touch through out these eternally long nights, You came to me like a dream of the heart. A vision of most divine perfection, an angel of salvation. You took what once was so broken and put him back together. You Stacy have made me whole once more. Never before have I been so loved or so happy. You complete me in every way possible. Your smile I find is my greatest weakness. You love for me takes my breath away. I thought I was meant to walk this shadowed sphere alone. Never to feel happiness and salvation. An eclipse of night forever to walk within the shadows. Then you came and drove the darkness away. Shining down your light upon me as if heaven sent. These arms long to hold you, each day they scream to feel you. My body aches for your touch, these lips needing to taste of you. You are my muse and my salvation. My greatest joy and weakness combined. There is nothin

Pirate Love
Your result for The Pirate or Ninja Quiz... Pirate Love!You're a Pirate, go eat a Hamburger! OMG!! Dude, where is your Parrot! O and that eye has to come out!! and the leg... sorry! You're a Pirate, people think your Hot.. when you're not stabing them, looting them, or puking on them!!! Pirates are Rad! Take The Pirate or Ninja Quiz at HelloQuizzy

Ensign: Where Sharing Is It's Own Reward
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 5 December 2008 A local radio station in my hometown is using this slogan to promote its annual "Horn of Plenty" program that raises groceries to assemble food baskets for families at Christmas who apply (check that, you can't apply yourself but you can submit someone's name to receive such a basket) along with a devotional to introduce the Word of God to them. Not a Bible, specifically, but something to help you "understand" it ... never mind that, my minor quibble is with the slogan itself. It's a minor quibble because, if you remember your English classes, the phrase should NOT have a contraction in it. Expand the contraction (stay with me, this is not cosmology) and this slogan reads "where sharing is it is own reward

A Different Christmas Poem By Lcdr Jeff Giles, Sc, Usn
Mr. Giles, Sir, I salute you...Thank you, and your brothers and sisters in uniform, for what you do. Thank You, Sir! ****** A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who

The Rules And Regulations
The rules are simple. 1. It is mandatory that you be a member of Chocolate Desires. So if your not a member join up. http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=60284 No Purchase Neccesary. 2. No copying or cheatin off somebody's elses find. Please be original and look for your own. 3. Please do remember this a contest where only 3 winners will be determine. This is also a time event the first 3 that come up with the correct submissions will be declared the winners.In case of a tie the Judges will detemine winner by another show off. Those in the show off will be notified at the same time to ensure fairness. 4.Please post each find in its proper place. This will make it easier for us to determine who the winners are. 5. Please make sure you follow the rules to this event or you will be disqualified

Dumb Azz People
whats with all the blocking lately. I have see some dumbass shit before but this is the dumbest. One of my friends had a falling out sort of,..or shall we call a disagreement and the other person got pissed off. So they not only blocked this person but also blocked all thier friends as well,..whats that shit?? But this isnt everything!!! Then they didnt stop there,..then they got thier friends to got to that persons page and block them as well,..whats up with that and why???? But it doesnt stop there!!! Then thier friends went to thier friends pages and blocked thier friends as well,..Hell I didnt even know these people and they blocked me too,..wtf!!!! Has the whole world gone mad??? Everybody STOP THE MADDNESS!!!! HAS EVERYONE N FUBAR AND YAHOO AND WHERE EVER LOST IT??? Now children we must all learn to play together and be nice if we all expect to get along,...gezzzzzzz! Oh,..by the way,..have a great daY

Coming Home
Well got an email from my step brother Brian he is on his way home from over seas his frist stop was Germany for about 2 hours then on to Ierland then go to Maine then on his way home to Washington back home in Oak Harbor. I am soo glad I got to hear from him that he is on his way home. I know his dad who i live with along with my mom will be very happy and excited to hear that he will be home sometime between 2:30 and 3 am late saturday which is in our time will be around 5 ish in the morning. So i am praying he will make a safe ride home and be able to land safely. sooo glad he is home now 6 months is a long time to not hear his voice or talk to him much but through emails. thanks fro listening all. Mizz Kari

What Is A Scavenger Hunt
For all that dont know what a scavenger hunt is let me explain. A scavenger hunt is a contest where you try to find things on a list for prizes. Those that can find the most things on that list will be the winner. For instance if one of the items on the list is a heart shape snickers bar then thats what you find and posted under the spefic place label heart shaped snickers bar. if you have any questions feel free to sb me or hit me on yim

I Will Kill Van
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? In my purse 2. Your significant other? At home 3. Your hair? Brown 4. Your mother? Ineffectual 5. Your father? Perverse 6. Your favorite thing? Children 7. Your dream last night? Leaving 8. Your favorite drink? Rockstar 9. Your dream/goal? Happy 10. The room you're in? Chaotic 11. Music? Punk 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Happy 14. Where were you last night? Home 15. What you're not? Warm 16. Muffins? Cream Cheese 17. One of your wish list items? Wii 18. Where you grew up? Here 19. The last thing you did? Work 20. What are you wearing? Clothes 21. TV? Annoying 22. Your pets? Poopy 23. Your computer? Stolen 24. Your life? Decen

Kimberly Farrah And Leeann Millius
Two young women, Leeann Millius and Kimberly Farrah, were stabbed to death at Hedgehog Pond Park in Salem in September of 1997. Eric Jeleniewski, James Grant and Christopher Doucette were arrested in connection with the murders. Grant testified that on September 12, 1997, he, Jeleniewski and the defendant drove to Salem to see Leeann Millius. At some point, Grant and Jeleniewski took a knife from Millius’ dresser. Grant gave the knife to Jeleniewski who gave it to the defendant. The defendant put the knife in Jeleniewski’s car. Farrah and Millius returned to their car and the group proceeded to Hedgehog Pond Park. When they arrived, the defendant and Millius went into the woods, while Jeleniewski and Farrah went into a bathhouse. Grant remained at a picnic table. Jeleniewski stabbed Farrah to death in the bathhouse within minutes of their arrival at the park. Grant testified that, after hearing Farrah scream, he found Millius and the defendant, and asked the defendant to chec

For Those Of Us Who Are Parents
PARENT - Job Description This is hysterical. If it had been presented this way, I don't believe any of us would have done it!!!! POSITION : Mom, Mommy, Mama, Ma Dad, Daddy, Dada, Pa, Pop JOB DESCRIPTION : Long term, team players needed, for challenging permanent work in an often chaotic environment. Candidates must possess excellent communication and organizational skills and be willing to work variable hours, which will include evenings and weekends and frequent 24 hour shifts on call. Some overnight travel required, including trips to primitive camping sites on rainy weekends and endless sports tournaments in far away cities! Travel expenses not reimbursed. Extensive courier duties also required. RESPONSIBILITIES : The rest of your life. Must be willing to be hated, at least temporarily, until someone needs $5. Must be willing to bite tongue repeatedly. Also, must possess the physical stamina of a pack mule and be able to go from zero to 60 mph

Perfection
I have learned in life that My Imperfections Suite me.. And that My Idea of perfect is not that of the people around me's Idea of perfection. I believe that the man I loves looks are perfect, because what I see when I look at him and look into his eyes, is not what he sees when he looks at himself. That does not make my idea of perfection wrong, nor his wrong, it simply makes them different and unique to themselves. I find that in so many things I encounter in this world and in my life there are perfect things that fit together just as they are supposed to and then there are Imperfect things that become perfect in the moment because of there simple imperfections. I am a woman who believe that being perfectly imperfect is sometimes the only way to find happiness, and isn't happiness what we all are in search for in our lives. If we stop and see the world for what it really is a vast amount of people with there own view of perfection and each of us trying to obtain our view of pe

Music
Music. Its amazing how those 4 or 5 minutes can seem like an eternity, filling up your mind and soul, making all your senses take in harmonies, melodies, rhythms. How certain combinations of all of these make perfect sense in your mind, trigger all sorts of emotions, unlock your heart.

You Ever???
Have you ever loved someone soo much that every moment without them you felt as if you were falling deeper into loneliness? Then all of a sudden you just hear their voice and instantly you are lifted above the clouds. Have you ever longed to feel the touch of there skin that it seemed as if you just had an amazing dream and had made them up in your imagination? then as fate would have it you recive a letter and can smell the essence of the illusion making them real again. Have you ever had continous spurts of the day where you are not able to get them off your mind as you see other lovers as doves courting one another while they hold hands and peck at one another with the sweetest of kisses, driving you insane? But then you look at the remnants of lipstick of your true loves lips pasted beautifully against an envelope for you to remember how sweet there lips will taste. Have you ever slept alone in the night to be awakened by the smallest of noises because you think it is th

Our Goal
Our Goal: ========= One of our goals at God's Forsaken Radio is to bring metal bands to our listners. As we now feature Wretch and Brutal Mastacation and plan to feature more heavy metal bands. If you are a heavy metal band or know of any heavy metal bands and would like to be featured on our station please contact us @ skullbashingtunes@godsforsakenradio.com

Merry Christmas To All Of You
* *T’was the month before Christmas* *When all through our land,* *Not a Christian was praying* *Nor taking a stand.* *Why the PC Police had taken away,* *The reason for Christmas no one could say.* *The children were told by their schools not to sing,* *About Shepherds and Wise Men and Angels and things.* *It might hurt people's feelings, the teachers would say* * December 25th is just another ' Holiday '* *Yet the shoppers were ready with cash, checks and credit* *Something was changing, something quite odd! * *Retailers promoted ramadan and kwanza* *In the hopes of selling books by Franken & Fonda.* *As Targets were hanging their trees upside down* * At Lowe's the word Christmas was no where to be found.* *At K-Mart and Staples and Penny's and Sears* *You won't hear the word Christmas; it won't touch your ears.* *We must be inclusive and sensitive in the name of Di-ver-si-ty* *Are words that were used to intimidate me.* *Now Daschle, Now Dar

Free Hugs.... Pass It On
I'd like to share with you a short video clip that you may have already seen. Its about the story of Juan Mann, an Australian man with a mission to reach out to others. He was feeling down due to a couple of recent losses in his family, but he thought that instead of continuing on in this way he wanted to do something for others. So, once a week he went to a very busy shopping district with a large sign entitled, "Free Hugs." His "free hugs movement" spread around the world, touching many lives, and aired on many news programs like "Good Morning America." Watch, enjoy, and transform.(approx. 3 minutes.)..

Where Abouts
I haven’t wrote in a while because I have had a lot going on in my personal life. I want to say I’m sorry for wishing everybody a Happy Thanksgiving. My mind has been in a million and one places. I really don’t know where to start. I have been sick since I went to the doctor & she changed some of my medicine. Up until today I haven’t been able to eat without taking a phenergan. My stomach has been hurting really bad along with the sick stomach. I’m not going to lie for a couple days there I could have swore I was dying. I’m not completely better but I’m not as bad as I was. My stomach still hurts really bad but at least I was able to eat today without taking a phenergan. Also found out last week that I have to go in to the doctor office every Thursday & be weight. The insulin that I take the highest dose of has a side of effect of loosing weight. From when I was at the doctor until last Friday I had lost 6 pounds. They don’t want me to loose no more than 6 pounds a week. That don’t

Vani And Crystal Are Cheeky Devils
Take this survey if you openly talk about sex What is it that you absolutely need sexually? A vagina? What is something you have always wanted to try? Uhm...make some suggestions What is something you have never done in bed before? Stuff I really don't wanna try...like anal or golden showers and stuffs What time of day do you like to have sex? Right now? What do you absolutely need to see to turn you on? Desire in her eyes How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? Forever If someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you nervous or excited? Excited Would it bother you if your bf/gf got naked at a beach or river? Yes Have you ever faked an orgasm? No What Part of your body are you self-conscious about? All of it Do you have any sexual regrets? No If a lover cheated on you would you take them back? Highly highly doubtful How Important is sex in your life? It's high up there. 7/10? How Important

Maybe Dey Quit Harassment But I'm Not Finished
amazing i have not been harrassed by -=[TruRaters]=- for three days now http://fubar.com/blog/263215/934241 oh yea click on link to get more info about this wonderful group lucky this group not big but there's a lot hatas in fubar

"admit That You Are You."
“Admit That You Are You.” There are those that seek the face, the one they longed to know. Perhaps the skin that gathered in the darkness from below. And others still they crave the truth, but abandon all that’s true Yet, still I stand here waiting, admit that you are you. You tried to keep your face, you grasped your dignity But although you tried to hide, your ways were plain to me No matter how correct, or what you thought was right Will your blanket keep you warm on the coldest winter night? Standing tall and standing proud are philosophies at their best And when the smoke has cleared away, is there really something left? Are all the things we pretend to be and all the things we do, Really pieces of our living soul; Admit that you are you. The world it spins on always, it is sure to stay the same On earth there’s those who linger, and always play the game Those who meet the strangers, who promise and who screw Yet there’s only one reality, when you admit tha