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To All Nighthawks And Friends
i JUST WANT TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT IM SORRY I HAVE NOT BEEN ON THIS MORNING BUT THE BLACK DOG PASSED AWAY THIS MORNING SO I HAD TO BRING HIM TO THE VET TO HAVE HIM CREATED...I AM SORRY AND THANK ALL OF YALL FOR THE SUPPORT!! THANK YOU~~KRZKT~~KATIE

Wounded Spirits
Oh, you of wounded spirits, I offer you a place of rest; Walk among my mountains, And climb to Eagle's nest. Come swim amid my oceans, Or feel my desert's fire. Sit beside running waters To reclaim your heart's desire. Seek my silent forests, Or walk my open plains, Travel the deepst jungles 'Til you hear my love's refrain. I am always waiting To allow each child to heal, To cradle the wounded spirits, And teach them how to feel. I am the Earth Mother, Who loves without regret, Tending all my children, Who through tears, have paid all debts.

Thinking Of You
When I think of you, I get this feeling I want you to see Thoughts of you make me feel so warm and happy Loving you has been the best thing ever happen to me. A day without you is like a day without sunshine You’re the one who holds the key to my heart Seeing you is like heaven I just close my eyes and I am with you. You may be out of my sight But never out of my mind There is nothing I want more than to be with you Just wanted to let you know, you’re my thoughts all the time. A hug for you means I need you, A kiss for you means I love you, A call for you means I’m missing you and All that I know is, I’m thinking of you!

Ugh- Here It Comes Again!!!!!
k- well- at the moment im a bit pout of it do if u van read my fuking typos then a blue ribbon goes to u ,mfrs.. newho 'bout me- I got drunk and fuckedsisters brother-in-law last weeekend!! =0) dont hate-- it had been a while!! mj

Dammit I Dont Know How To Make Blogs Properly
ok so moving is fture tense technically i moved...not far like a mile away but im on my own (well i have a roomate hes like my best friend...itll be like will and grace cause hes gay and i have naturally red hair lol) anyway my dad has been hinting at me to move out since i was like 15 so now yay. i got a new phone (thank u sprint) a new home and the ex is no longer stalkerish so thats good too! im not saying things are great but they improved a bit i still think about things that will never happen but im tryin to block those thoughts out cause i know better...anyway thats all (i was bored) ~lacey

Stop Listening To Music And Be Miserable.
Music enhances people's lives. But people are scumbags and don't deserve to have their lives enhanced. Here is why: People are stupid. Your parents are ashamed of you. Your friends think you're annoying but don't have the heart to say, "You can't come." You have cancer and don't know it yet. Even if you avoid the draft, the American military will eventually invade the country you fled to. Then you'll either die, go to prison, or get redrafted. If your heart decides to take a break, you die. The people in the other room can hear you masturbate and they find it appalling. Your life is all uphill from here. Two apes are going to attack you at a zoo and rip off your genitals and foot. No matter how boring a reality TV show is, your life is worse. You don't have any money. America trained mid-east soldiers who attacked America soon after. Then America invaded the mid-east to train more soldiers. You have a 10% chance of ending up gay. 65% of the things said to

The Pain
pain is the way the body tells us to quit, pain is the way the body says submit. Pain is the way we take control, Pain is the way we lose control. Pain is the way we know ourselves. Pain is the way, I want to feel.

Satisfaction
AsH.WeeE AsH.WeeE keeps the place hoping with her vivacious zest for life, giving us great bulletins to enjoy all the time. It is time we showed her that we appreciate all that she does for everyone here. Click the pic below..go Rate, Fan and Add her...Crush her too! Show her love in abundance today! This Pimpout Has Been Brought To You By: RJeezy ayasha PLEASE REPOST

How Far
Life is full of curves in the road, paths that are yetto be discovered. the question is how far are you willing to journey down a road before putting up a detour sign and going back to start.... Martina McBride How Far There's a boat, I could sail away There's the sky, I could catch a plane There's a train, there's the tracks I could leave and I could choose to not come back Oh never come back There you are, giving up the fight Here I am begging you to try Talk to me, let me in But you just put your wall back up again Oh when's it gonna end [Chorus:] How far do I have to go to make you understand I wanna make this work so much it hurts, but I just can't Keep on giving, go on living with the way things are So I'm gonna walk away And it's up to you to say how far There's a chance I could change my mind But I won't, not till you decide What you want, what you need Do you even care if I stay or leave Oh, what's it gonn

Victims
She was walking through the woods, Wishing for new love, A bang! The heavens opened, Rain pouring from above. He was standing by the stream, Wanting to be free, Of an Evil spirit, On a soul that was not he. He wanted to feel warmth again, Tarnished with no blood, All she'd truly wanted, Was a man whom she could love. She saw him by the heaven tree, A ghostly cherrubs face, His hair as black as nightshade, As if suited to this place. He sensed a certain presence, And turned to face a form, A lightning bolt went through him, As his own soul was being born. His face it seemed familiar, And reminded her of love, Her face was a reminder, Of all his lifelong blood. His eyes displayed a longing, She hadn't seen in years, Her beauty had him hypnotised, Reducing him to tears. She reached a hand to touch him, To see if he was real, Her heart was bursting into flames, The suspence of how he'd feel. He moved his pale hand softly, Against her tender

What Planet Are You From?
You are from MARS!! Yup, thought so... there's something about you that I couldn't quite place. Maybe it's just the odour that all you martians give off? Maybe not. But either way, you feel at one with universe, and you like "the way dem earthlings party!" alright! Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

Her Beauty
Her Beauty As she bites her nails I suddenly realise. That she is everything I want and need. Any wrong she does I will not criticise. Her beauty will soon make me bleed. As she types smoothly across the keyboard. Her lips move as she mouths the words. I feel that there is a lot more to be explored. Like the soft sound of sweet singing birds. Her hearing blocked by sound. Her eyes reflecting her feelings. Feeling like my movements are bound. Feeling like my love is only concealing. I wish she could understand her beauty.

We Have Even More New Members
LETS SHOW OUR NEW MEMBERS THE LOVE OhioBBW *Single* {D&DC} ~Fantasia Greeter~ *FU-Bombers Family Member*@ fubar Lady Raven~D.S.C 4life~I.B.I.C~W.T.C.~Spirit Bombers~D&DC@ fubar BunnyNeeds~`D&DC`~@ fubar MICHELLE~~ GREETER_FOR_SPIRIT_BOMBERS~~VIPER_PIT_GREETER~~MEMBER_OF_D&DC@ fubar stilts@ fubar ~locnload67~Real hubby to CCA~D&DC@ fubar

Making Choices
Carefully consider your choices. But don't get so consumed with making the perfect choice that you fail to make any choice at all. Most choices will involve some degree of compromise. In the real world, the perfect option may not be available to you. Instead of holding out for a perfect choice that never does come, make the best choice from the options available to you. It's better to move forward with a slight degree of disappointment than to be endlessly stuck on making a decision. Carefully and wisely consider your options, then go ahead and choose one. Take what you have to work with and begin actually working with it to create real value in your world. Remember that the fulfillment of your dreams is a journey and not a single step. It is unrealistic and counterproductive to expect that a single choice will solve all your problems or instantly bring you everything you ever hoped for. Over time, careful, intelligent choices will get you precisely where you want to go,

The Drill Sgt.
When I was in Basic Training, I got stuck on five weeks of straight Kitchen Patrol. One day while we were serving lunch, a Drill Sergeant came through singing very loudly: "It's my Party and I can Cry if I want to...cry if I want to!" I turned to the recruit next to me and asked, "What's he smoking?" Without missing a beat she replied, "Privates."

Vip Contest
Hey Y'all, I am entered in a contest to win a free blast....please...bomb my pic with rates and comments . . .please please please!!!! i love you all bunches!!! thanks Stacy http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=975528&albumid=637159&i=2858564432

How Guys Fall In Love With Girls........
Why guys fall in love with girls. Dont break this; its so sweet! : ) 1. They will always smell good even if it's just shampoo. 2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder. 3. How cute they look when they sleep. 4. The ease in which they fit into our arms. 5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world. 6. How cute they are when they eat. 7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while. 8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside. 9. The way they look good no matter what they wear. 10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful girl on this earth. 11. How cute they are when they argue. 12. The way her hand always finds yours. 13. The way they smile. 14. The way you feel when you see their name on your cell after you just had a big fight. 15. The

Witchcraft - World Of Wicca
Witchcraft and Sorcery Witchcraft and sorcery are almost identical terms as both use the magic spells, mystical or paranormal means to harness occult forces to produce desired results. Ideally speaking, persons pursuing witchcraft do not aim at producing evil results. Somehow the term sorcery is used pejoratively to denote the use of supernatural powers to produce unnatural and negative course of events. Another factor that differentiates witchcraft from sorcery is that while sorcery can be learnt and practiced by anyone, witchcraft is considered to result from inherent mystical powers and is practiced by invisible means. Modern witches, however, claim that witchcraft can be acquired through learning as well. Both Witchcraft and sorcery have existed since times immemorial in all the societies and cultures around the world. In ancient Greece, witchcraft existed as early as the time when Homer lived. The legendary Medea was considered as the best known sorceress in classical tim

Hey...tighten Up !
Attitude is everything! Today will be what we make it. Regardless of the weather, the kinds of work to be done, the personalities crossing our paths, we'll feel joy and peace if that is our choice. Agonizing over circumstances that aren't to our liking or dwelling on our failure to control other people, whether friends or foes, has robbed us of the happiness that is always ours to experience. Depression, anger, fear, and frustration shadowed our steps because we didn't take control of the only thing that's ever been in our control absolutely - attitude. It's so easy to blame others for every wrinkle in our lives. But as we grow accustomed to the idea of taking full responsibility for how we think and feel, we'll be empowered. No longer will our sense of self feel diminished. And, as Abraham Lincoln is credited with saying, we will be just as happy as we make up our minds to be. Nobody can mess with my attitude but me!

All About Me
What is Spina Bifida? Spina bifida (SB) is a neural tube defect (a disorder involving incomplete development of the brain, spinal cord, and/or their protective coverings) caused by the failure of the fetus's spine to close properly during the first month of pregnancy. Infants born with SB sometimes have an open lesion on their spine where significant damage to the nerves and spinal cord has occurred. Although the spinal opening can be surgically repaired shortly after birth, the nerve damage is permanent, resulting in varying degrees of paralysis of the lower limbs. Even when there is no lesion present there may be improperly formed or missing vertebrae and accompanying nerve damage. In addition to physical and mobility difficulties, most individuals have some form of learning disability. The three most common types of SB are: myelomeningocele, the severest form, in which the spinal cord and its protective covering (the meninges) protrude from an opening in the spine; meningocele in w

The Good Stuff
It's amazing how sad people can be... When you get what you want, why be sad?!? Whether you want out or in, here or not, whatever the case... Why is it that when we get what we want, we get sad and don't want it anymore?!? Why want what you can't have? Why NOT want what you can have?:P Why not be happy with life as is? WOW! What a concept!!!!!!!!!!!! Questions to ponder and I'm soooo confused... Back 2 Good It's nothing, it's so normal you Just stand there I could say so much But I don't go there cuz I don't want to I was thinking if you were lonely Maybe we could leave here and no one would know At least not to the point that we would think so Everyone here, knows everyone here is thinking about Somebody else It's best if we all keep it under our heads I couldn't tell, if anyone here was feeling the way I do But I'm lonely now, and I don't know how To get it back to good This don't mean that, you own me This ain't no good, in fact it's phony as h

Because You Didn't Ask
Hey, that's for me. As if it made sense, As if there were rhyme to my reason, And vice versa. My birthday's on the twelfth, I'm ectomorphic, Little tests I've never studied for, Yet seem to pass. She drinks coffee. I guess I have my tests too. The joy of discovery, Tongues tickling across the phone line. Does she feel my presence? As much as I feel hers? The distance between us like the tide, Always moving. A little scary. A lot wonderful. The wind rushing past my ears. How'd I pick up this much speed? The thought of her beside me, Nuzzling my neck, The flash of her brilliant eyes, Here we go, No point in looking back. 'Cause hey, That's for me. August

Part 2
My mom was jealous we didn't take her with us on our last trip. So I had two days off from work. We left Halloween night for Port Aransas. I really love that city, and we found awesome hole in the wall restaurants that serve the most awesome foods. Not to mention I spent the days there playing in the ocean and combing for seashells. Only bad thing :( I got a sunburn. I havent had one in years, we're talking since 6th grade here. I forgot how much it sucks to get burned, because normally I just tan. The first day I did tan but the second day I fell asleep on the beach so I ended up burning. Serves me right for sleeping at the beach, but I had spent all day (9am to 4pm) there and I was tired but trying to dry off before getting back in the car.

Dazed Slumber
Warm breeze blowing salty air, blazing evening sky casts shadows along the dampened shore. A time to connect to be one, there they would surrender their most vulnerable selves. Hand in hand, blanket in tow, they strolled along the dock. Their eyes were aglow in the reflection off the water. The beaches soft sand beckoning there presence, waiting for their arrival. Sunken feet, softness flowed through their toes, as they made their way to their spot. Faint giggles were heard over the crashing tide, existence of others seemly unapparent. Swirls of sand wisp into the air, as their fluffy blanket lands on the shore. The lover’s lay side by side, gazing into eyes that see right through the other. Tender kisses, sweet and kind, hands flowing, searching through every crevasse. The dance of hearts beating quickly becomes rapid pounding, as the eyes gaze intensely into one another. Mouths deepen with passion, Bodies become intertwined. Soft skin felt and ripple

Sing The Wind Song
Wind bearing change unknown blowing in fear and pain, yet day arrivals have paved new paths for us to find. Wind felt with its soft caress on our faces. Gentle – we know you’re here. Lifting as with heads after sorrow felt, the wind sways the tree limbs. Brown-chested sparrow perched on that limb of oak, looks inside your bedroom window. We listen as he sings, his wind of song, continuation of life, love – sweet remembrance of you. Author: Me

Love Is
Love does not know that great imposter time Love just simply is; impervious to any rhyme Or reason for its non-existence; outlasts any clime Of opposition from life's petty players, using every dime To stretch their time in spotlight on the stage in lime Light turned to halogen---- or other modern mime Pretending to be futures latest girl Love just doesn't need that crazy whirl Of fashion mimicking meaning in our life Change for changes sake producing inner strife And pressure in our progress through Man's maze Of Idol images dissolving fast in irridescent haze Of confusion, lack of fusion in our world

The One I Love- David Gray
Gonna close my eyes Girl and watch you go Running through this life darling Like a field of snow As the tracer glides In its graceful arc Send a little prayer out to ya Across the falling dark Tell the repo man And the stars above You're the one I love Perfect summers night Not a wind that breathes Just the bullets whispering gentle Amongst the new green leaves There's things I might have said Only wish I could Now I'm leaking life faster Than I'm leaking blood Tell the repo man And the stars above You're the one I love You're the one I love The one I love Don't see Elysium Don't see no fiery hell Just the lights up bright baby In the bay hotel Next wave coming in Like an ocean roar Won't you take my hand darling On that old dancefloor We can twist and shout Do the turtle dove And you're the one I love You're the one I love The one I love

Too Late Lyrics*
Come with me, stay the night You say the words but boy it don't feel right What do you expect me to say (You know it's just too little too late) You take my hand, and you say you've changed But boy you know your beggin don't fool me Because to you it's just a game So let me on down Cause time has made me strong I'm starting to move on I'm gonna say this now Your chance has come and gone And you know It's just too little too late A little too wrong And I can't wait Boy you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late) You say you dream of my face But you don't like me You just like the chase To be real, it doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late) I was young and in love I gave you everything but it wasn't enough And now you wanna communicate Go find someone else [ Too Little Too Late lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ] In lettin you go, I'm lovin myself You gotta problem But don't come as

Have You Ever
have you ever cared for someone who didnt care for you that you would give the world to see her dreams come true but the more you care for her the worse she makes you feel the more you think of her the more you cry yourself to sleep thats how I am right now I care for someone who makes me feel like I dont amount to a thing that no matter what I do or say its never good enough it hurts so bad

Can Of Musical Whoop Ass
Ok, enough is enough. I had some tard in my shoutbox earlier tell me that the reason they stopped by my page after I rated them and they didnt rate in return was because of my music player on my page. Apparently, my tastes in music tend to freak people out when they come to view my page and chases them away. Cmon people, it's not like I'm playing some truly evil shit on there about burning 666 into your cat's fur or something like that. I swear, the excuses people make are fricking retarded sometimes. Sorry to gripe about something as trivial as rates on a website, but I thought it was funny. Next time, Ill be playing nothing but elevator music or Yanni......lol

A Cynical Willyism For The Fuckin' Day 11/5/07
We all forget where we came from; remember in kindergarten the kid wearing glasses? Unless, of course, that was you! When you found that without them it was blind you stole it's glasses every chance you got, and laughed when it bumped into walls and shit! That lasted until an eye doctor prescribed spectacles for you! You fuckin' four eyed prick/bitch! Of course that don't apply to me LMAO! I told this to optometrist here he was laughing!

It's You
If there's one face I want to see, so beautiful, so true, one smile that makes a difference, to everything I do. If there's one touch I long to feel, one voice I long to hear, whenever I am happy, or just needing someone near. If there's one joy, one love, from which I never want to part, it's you, my very special love, my world, my life, my heart. All my love, Michael

Vote To Impeach Richard Cheney
Tomorrow HR 333 will be brought to the House floor. This is a measure to impeach Richard Cheney for lying to Congress and to the American public in the months leading up to our attack and occupation of Iraq. I understand that many here will disagree with this bill. Before making a judgement, please read http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2007/04/24/AR2007042401542.html - you may find it interesting. If you are concerned about our situation in Iraq and particularly, if you are concerned with the escalating threats of an attack against Iran, please contact your representative in Congress today. Contact information can be easily found at: http://www.house.gov/writerep/ Thank you for your consideration.

Thanks
I really appreciate all of you who have been good friends. this will be my last week on fubar. i seem to be upsetting everyone whom i talk to. Thanks to those who have been there for me and will miss talking to you all. :)

Intriguing Affair
You are in my mind, I can bring you back at any time. I can make my body feel your strong hands. The warmth of your touch. Your full lips, Upon mine.. Your gentleness, As you entered with grace. You are the intriguing affair, That goes on everyday, The pleasure, The passion, Of what use to be. This intriguing affair, I can recall time after time. It is the way to have you in my mind. Filling my desire, Quenching my thirst. Bringing back all those fond memories. Ahhhhh, Yes, an intriguing affair, That plays like a movie deep inside. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

Help!!
okay so i'm bored again same ol same ol thing lol anyways i would like to have 400 fans i'm almost close to my goal i want right now so help me out and fan me well if you want to i'm not gonna make you unless i feel like it lol anyways can ya help me out

Pics I Created
ok ya'll i put most of the pics i created in my photobucket account. If ya wanna check them out heres the link. love ya'll. http://s185.photobucket.com/albums/x60/roxxycottin/angelsnew/pics%20i%20made/

Something Must Be
Something must be wrong with me with all this hurt inside, always bursting with anger, and never any pride. Something must be wrong with me if all I do is cry, I can't stop this pain all I want to do is die. Something must be wrong with me if my emotions run wild, all this confusion does is make me feel like a lost child. Something must be wrong with me with all these terrible things, always there and never gone depression is what it brings. Something must be wrong with me if I can't stop these thoughts, all this pain does is turn my stomach in knots. Something is truly wrong with me when I think there's only one way out, "Let this pain end," is all my heart will shout.

Wrestling Legend Fabulous Moolah Dies
The most famous and recognized woman wrestler, Fabulous Moolah, passed away last night in South Carolina, the WWE announced today. She was 84. Born Lillian Ellison, the WWE says that she "was the longest reigning champion in the history of her chosen sport, or any sport for that matter." She even held the title as recently as 1999, becoming the oldest champion in the history of wrestling. She was inducted into the WWF Hall of Fame back in 1995, the first female wrestler to receive the honor. WWE issued the following statement: “ WWE is saddened by the passing of Lillian Ellison, who was known to sports-entertainment fans as Hall of Famer Fabulous Moolah. She passed away last night in Columbia, S.C. In the world of women’s wrestling, there will always be one irrefutable legend that stands head and shoulders above the rest: The Fabulous Moolah. She was the longest reigning champion in the history of her chosen sport, or any sport for that matter. And with more than 50 year

Quotes
"Be courteous to all, but intimate with few, and let those few be well tried before you give them your confidence. True friendship is a plant of slow grow, and must undergo and withstand the shocks of adversity before it is entitled to the appellation." ~George Washington (First US President) "Every struggle, whether won or lost, strengthens us for the next to come. It is not good for people to have an easy life. They become weak and inefficient when they cease to struggle. Some need a series of defeats before developing the strength and courage to win a victory." ~Victorio (Mimbres Apache) "If life were fair, Elvis would be alive and all the impersonators would be dead." ~Johnny Carson "From life's beginning to life's end, it's not what you hold in your hand that matters, but in your heart." ~Bob Perks "Generosity is giving more than you can, and pride is taking less than you need." ~Kahlil Gibran "The best proof of love is trust." ~Joyce Brothers "For it was n

Damn Dentist
no offense to any dentists out there but today I HATE YOU! I have 3 very tiny small cavaties on my upper right side....so friday i go get those bad boys fixed....ps you may see silver in my new pics..:( oh and i got 2 new pair of glasseas coming..:D sheesh waht was shapin up to be a busy week just got one hell of alot busier... Oh and have tons of crap goin on at work too...

Just The Way It Is!
You say you don't want me You say you don't care You say that your heart Ain't got no room for me there You say you don't need me But I know that it's just a lie 'Cause when you call me in the night Tellin' me your life is better off without me How come you're sleepin' all alone Tellin' me you don't ever think about me... Hey, you're givin' yourself away It's there in every move you make You can't hide your heartache away Hey, it's somethin' you don't have to say It's written in the tears on your face I see through the part that you play Your givin' yourself away... Your givin' yourself away... It doesn't matter what you say Your givin' yourself away... Your givin' yourself away... So you got all your freedom And you got all your time So you got the illusion that your doin' fine So you smile in the mirror Through the sadness your smile can't disguise Why don't you come right out and say Baby you can't take another day without me You know I'm runnin' thro

Lil Johnnie
During one of her daily classes a teacher trying to teach good manners, asked her students the following question: "Michael, if you were on a date having dinner with a nice young lady, how would you tell her that you have to go to the bathroom?" Michael said, "Just a minute I have to go pee." The teacher responded by saying, "That would be rude and impolite. What about you Peter, how would you say it?" Peter said, "I am sorry, but I really need to go to the bathroom. I'll be right back." "That's better, but it's still not very nice to say the word bathroom at the dinner table. And you, little Johnny, can you use your brain for once and show us your good manners?" "I would say: Darling, may I please be excused for a moment? I have to shake hands with a very dear friend of mine, whom I hope you'll get to meet after dinner." The teacher fainted...........

A New Hope...
Well...I am starting to eat my words about not wanting to date or meet anyone new. For the past week, I had been talking to someone from collarme.com which collarme.com is a BDSM website for meeting people. I had only wanted to meet friends. We had been talking online. He wanted to come out to where I worked in Marion. Which I didnt feel comfortable. I didnt feel comfortable because for one at that time I was working overnites and I am by myself and two the guys pic is a cross from an ex of mine and a big fat biker dude. He looked extremely mean and very tough in his picture. Well he asked me again last nite but it was for breakfast. I really didnt want to but breakfast sounded so good. I didnt want to because, I had fucking black bags under my eyes and I looked like shit IMO. Hell I worked 16 hours at two different sites and by 9:30am I would have been up 24 hours. Plus, I thought he is gonna want sex and no more bootycalls! Especially since I now have the trucker dude who

What You Want For Xmas
My Lifestyle Images store is now online.... want a pic of me to hang in your room, office, den, or dungeon.... ???? Then follow this link and see what pics we have for you to choose from. http://www.shutterfly.com/pro/LifestyleImages/Jezebel Enjoy ! Jezebel Tempting

Love's Rapture
Love's Rapture Follow me, release your love, Join me at love's Elysium. Envisage my body neatly buried Beneath the petals of your seduction. Reveal to me your secret desires, Encompass your warmth around my soul. Dance with me, chant my name, Feel the passion burn within. Embrace this moment, as we two Indulge in love's rapture.

Yada Yada :)
Hey guys!!! I'm participating in a giveaway. I would love to have some help. I only need 25K comments. I have 4 weeks to complete my challenge to earn a 3 month VIP. I would love and appreciate help!!! :D Here's a link... (Click the purty picture please) Thanx in advance!!! And, as always... pass on a smile today. Here's mine... :D!! Have a great one, my friends! Much love!! XOXOXO

Heavens Grocery Store
A two minute read....... Read this story, and follow the recommendation at the end... As I was walking down life's highway many years ago I came upon a sign that read Heavens Grocery Store. When I got a little closer the doors swung open wide And when I came to myself I was standing inside. I saw a host of angels. They were standing everywhere One handed me a basket and said "My child shop with care." Everything a human needed

Man Rules!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Lmao
MAN RULES..LOL 1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: (a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master. The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse. (c) After wrecking your boss' car. When she is using her teeth. 3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. 4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. 6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. 7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is strictly optional. At that point, you must celebrate at a strip bar of the birthday boy'

Yes Finally Got It
Ok what up all. the first thng i want 2 say i LOVE MY CHICA HIDDEN AND THAT IS THE TRUTHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ok second it offical "LIES" is out my life. im sorrry baby i should have told you i was goin to call her please for give me if i did any wrong. long story short she was begging me to give her one last chance. i told her im not because of 10 mnths of lies from her and i made sure it was clear as glass that i had a good WOMEN in my life.hell she wanted me to drop my chica and give her another chance. i told her im not goin to break hiddens heart like she did to me. well baby know more stress from her on me. one down, one more to go.

Texas Hold-em Poker Strategy.
Texas holdem is boring. Especially if you take it seriously. But everyone finds themselves sitting down at the green oval holdem table from time to time due to peer-pressure or curiosity of poker. There's plenty of Texas holdem books, Texas holdem websites, and Texas holdem instructors that can teach you Texas holdem strategy and techniques and bullshit on how to play well. But none of that really matters because even if you play poker better than everyone at the table, you'll still lose all your money to the rake. So if you're going to lose money playing Texas holdem, at least do it with some style. So in case you find yourself stranded in a Casino with $500 in your pocket, here are some practical Texas holdem tips and strategies that I've come up with. Talk constantly about girl problems, family problems, financial problems, anything personal. Blow smoke into the middle of the Texas holdem table. Tip the dealer a quarter on a huge pot and say, "Here ya go, buuuu

Job Issues
I have lived in Virginia since September...how come i do not have a job yet? It's really quite frustrating. I need some kind of distraction from the counting of hours as they pass. A day seems so long when you have nothing to do...and nothing to look forward to doing in the coming days...I guess i will resort to street performing. *sigh* what has my life become?

Not In Your Backyard Huh..i Dont Think So! We Are Going In Your Backyard!
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20071108/ap_on_re_us/border_no_man_s_land Border fence could cut through backyards By ALICIA A. CALDWELL, Associated Press Writer 1 hour, 34 minutes ago Founded 240 years ago, this sleepy Texas town along the Rio Grande has outlasted the Spanish, then the Mexicans and then the short-lived independent Republic of Texas. But it may not survive the U.S. government's effort to secure the Mexican border with a steel fence. A map obtained by The Associated Press shows that the double- or triple-layer fence may be built as much as two miles from the river on the U.S. side of the Rio Grande, leaving parts of Granjeno and other nearby communities in a potential no-man's-land between the barrier and the water's edge. Based on the map and what the residents have been told, the fence could run straight through houses and backyards. Some fear it could also cut farmers off from prime farmland close to the water. "I don't sleep right because I'm worried

The Time Has Come....
When I say I love you I do But this with you will not do I need someone I can lean on Someone I can count on too Yes you are there sometimes For that I am grateful to you But I need someone there full time And that you can not do You told me once you loved me That I could believe in you I was there when you needed someone Where were you when I needed someone, too? The time has come for me to let go Never to expect you to care again People may come and people may go But my love will never end.

Lifehouse... Everything... {my 'andrew' Song}
find me here and speak to me I want to feel you I need to hear you you are the light that's leading me to the place where I find peace again you are the strength that keeps me walking you are the hope that keeps me trusting you are the life to my soul you are my purpose you're everything and how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you would you tell me how could it be any better than this yeah you calm the storms and you give me rest you hold me in your hands you won't let me fall you still my heart and you take my breath away would you take me in take me deeper now and how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you would you tell me how could it be any better than this and how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you would you tell me how could it be any better than this cause you're all I want you're all I need you're everything everything you're all I want you're all I need you're everythi

A Poem Tree
Why do I let myself do this? Love so readily, Feel so intensely, Need so completely. I can't imagine "without you" now My future seems uncertain, unsettling, fast approaching, slow to arrive. I want to pause in this moment in your arms, dreams threatening arrival, the taste of you on my lips. for the first time i want "forever" I want for you to want it too i need you i hate that i need you but i can't help it, stop it, want to stop. because everything seems so clear, if still so scary, with my head upon your heart and though i may be losing control, though it may already be lost. my breathing stays in time with the beating of your heart like a clock always ticking, so sure, if only of right now for only now exsists, as in time, in love.

Questions
If two lips said "Hi there" would two lips say "Hi",? Could there be a meeting, or two lips pass on by? How long could they savor? How sweet be the taste? Would they linger, touching, or would they part in haste? If two arms said 'Come here, let us circle round', would your body enter, or would you soon abscound. Could I pull you closer, hold you tight to me, feel you warm and sexy, purest ectasy. Would your eyes stay open thru the kisses long, or would they be closing, feeling nothing wrong. How long till you hold me, both now are caressed. Would it be a problem, If we both stay dressed. Or would hands caressing, undo buttons slow, Let the shirts and blouses, settle there, below. Little kisses venture, off the others lips, tasting of sweet nectar, savor little sips. Cheeks and eyes and forehead, each one kissed so light, How long till the murmur speaks out small delight? I can ask the questions, answers you keep near. Maybe one day spoken, you will let me hear.

Her Name
I see my Tragedies through the broken glass of my frozen dreams that cover broken lies within my words are things miss said and now I weep in my regrets in my regrets her smile her face her name always haunting her smile her face her name lost to memory These are my tragedies to a heart gone deaf of the apathy that spells my destiny any now I lay sifting through the pain weeping in all my regrets in my regrets

Wanna Money?
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City Of Heros
http://www.davidallenbaker.com/music.htm City of Heros Soaring over the darkness To an ocean of light It's been back haunting me And I'm ready to fight Now as far as I can see I've never had clearer sight And the city of Heroes Saves one more soul tonight Like Jacob with the stranger In that mythical embrace I might be over powered But thats a risk I'll gladly face And the City of Heroes Saves one more soul tonight City of Heroes Well I'm walkin through the danger And your walkin by my side And we'll find our way together There's not a trace of doubt inside Were gonna make it to the harbour To the beacon burnin bright In that city Soaring over the darknes To an ocean of light It's been back haunting me And I'm ready to fight Now as far I can see Sweet salvations in sight And the City of Heroes Saves one more soul Saves one more soul Tonight

Divorce Vs Murder
DIVORCE VS. MURDER A nice, calm and respectable lady went into the pharmacy, walked up to the pharmacist, looked straight into his eyes, and said, "I would like to buy some cyanide" The pharmacist asked, "Why in the world do you need cyanide?" The lady replied, "I need it to poison my husband." The pharmacist's eyes got big and he exclaimed, "Lord have mercy! I can't give you cyanide to kill your husband. That's against the law! I'll lose my license! They'll throw both of us in jail! All kinds of bad things will happen. Absolutely not! You CANNOT have any cyanide!" The lady reached into her purse and pulled out a picture of her husband in bed with the pharmacist's wife. The pharmacist looked at the picture and replied, "Well now, that's different. You didn't tell me you had a prescription."

American Psycho
Ok, so i watched American Psycho (yea kinda late) but now I have no idea what it is about! I'm so confused. What the hell happened to him? Ok so can someone kindly explain it to me? without being a jerk? I'd really appreciate it :D *kisses*

Joke
Mr Cabury met Ms Rowntree in a room on Quailty street.It was After Eight.He turned out the light for a bit of Black Magic,he slipped his hand in her Snickers and showed her his Curly Wirly,not keen to have any Jelly Babies she let him take a trip up Bourneville boulevard.She screamed with Turkish Delight as he took out his fun sized Mars Bar it felt a bit Crunchie and she wanted some Time Out and had a Picnic in her Pink Wafers.LMao ..Hope u liked it jim

Life Update/relationship
Possible controversial matter! HOWDY ALL, i guess i should update this thing huh? well here go's as some of you may know, i have a new person in my life, if you want to get to know her, by all means go ahead, i WILL warn you, she has a B.S. meter on her that rivals some teenagers i have met in my life,lol L, is 1 of the coolest sexiest people i have met in a VERY long time, she allows me to be the person i have always wanted to be.This includes but is not limited to me being Bi. much less being a(what i call)"multi/sexual" person in this i mean that if i find another person sexually attractive, and she is OK with me wanting to be sexual with the IE: "knocking boot's,hooking up,etc." she is OK with it as long as she doesn't have a problem with it, if she does we discuss it, and go from there. we now live together with her daughter, and a close friend of hers she has known a few years she met in AZ. ( she lived there previously to moving here to Salem) part of our roo

Open And See.
The newness of life In order to learn something new you must first accept that you do not know it. To fully understand another person, you must let go of your desire to make blind assumptions and judgments about that person. Turn down the volume and intensity of your own chattering thoughts, and you can hear the music of life. Stop expecting to see what you've always seen before, and new and wondrous beauty will appear in front of your eyes. When you continue to perform a task the exact same way you've always done it, your effectiveness cannot improve very much. Be open to new ideas and techniques, and you can vastly accelerate your performance. If you cynically think you've experienced it all, you'll close yourself off from much of life's richness. If you consider yourself smarter than everyone else, you'll be supporting and advancing your own growing ignorance. Open your mind and your heart to the newness of life that comes with each moment. There is always more to learn,

Everythin Happens For A Reason
SOMETIMES PEOPLE COME INTO YOUR LIFE AND YOU KNOW RIGHT AWAY THAT THEY WERE MEANT TO BE THERE...TO SERVE SOME SORT OF PURPOSE. TEACH YOU A LESSON OR HELP FIGURE OUT WHO YOU ARE OR WHO YOU WANT TO BECOME. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO THESE PEOPLE MAYBE BUT WHEN YOU LOCK EYES WITH THEM, YOU KNOW THAT EVERY MOMENT THEY WILL AFFECT YOUR LIFE IN A PROFOUND WAY. SOMETIMES THINGS HAPPEN TO YOU AT A TIME THAT MAY SEEM HORRIBLE, PAINFUL, AND UNFAIR. BUT IN REFLECTION, YOU REALIZE THAT WITHOUT OVERCOMING THOSE OBSTACLES YOU WOULD HAVE NEVER REALIZED YOUR POTENTIALS, STRENGTH, WILL POWER OF HEART. EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. NOTHING HAPPENS BY CHANCE OR BY MEANS OF GOODLUCK. ILLNES, INJURY, LOVE, LOST MOMENT OF TRUE GREATNESS, AND SHEER STUPIDITY ALL OCCUR TO TEST YOUR SOUL. WITHOUT THESE SMALL TESTS, LIFE WOULD BE LIKE A SMOOTHLY PAVED, FLAT ROAD TO NOWHERE. THE PEOPLE YOU MEET AFFECT YOUR LIFE. THE SUCCESSES & DOWNFALLS THAT YOU EXPERIENCE CAN CREATE WHO YOU ARE & THE BAD CAN BE LEARNED FROM. IF SOM

Just A Little
love me a little i won't ask for much a bit of your attentions a remnant of your touch love me a little come, be my savior not an Adonis more something to savor love me a little my desire ignites feed me a little remain in my sights love me a little lap salt from my skin i'll return the favor both sides will win love me a little let me taste of your beast give it to me freely you love me to tease love me a little, one who'll cherish your seed my tongue longs to taste you a ravaging need love me a little she'll never know to whom you kept running our little show love me a little i promise not to tell you know i please you our erotic hell....

Love & Trust
As we grow, we melt. Our hearts open. Our thinking changes. Our obsessions subside, our addictions quietly pass away. This is the slow, elegant, loving process through which, little by little we let go of the old and welcome the new. We open our hearts and allow in a few more people, just a few more relationship experiences, just a few more kinds of relationships. We learn there are no mistakes, and our hearts become so large that there are no more boundaries, no differences, no judgments....only friends. William Shakespeare said "Love all, trust a few, do wrong to none." I believe without trust, love is not possible ~ trust is the beginning of love ~ and it begins within us.

Thoughts
1. What have I received from what I have given ? 2. Can you truly say \"Gratitude and thanksgiving are my way of life\" ? 3. Gratitude is the substance of a heart ready to show appreciation & thankfulness. 4. What you focus on is what happens in your life. 5. When you help other\'s,you go outside yourself. 6. When you change your perspective,you change your life. 7. You cannot express what you are not, it is not congruent. 8. Change your thoughts and you change your actions. 9. Values are like finger prints, you leave them on everything. 10. A goal is a dream with a deadline. 11. They may forget what you said, but they will always remember how you made them feel. 12. Our thoughts create our reality. 13. You gotta let your heart be broken by what breaks God\'s heart. emotion is the end result of a feeling, Feeling is defined as a partly mental, partly physical response marked by .... pleasure,pain

Wo
These women have me paralyzed! Go buy them a mojito so they will un-paralyze me or whatever lol. And if you add them ALL fan them ALL and rate them ALL and msg me maybe ill buy you something dope boy fresh from the gift shop! Make sure you tell them Jeezy sent ya in a comment so i can check and see if you were there! Rachelicious MUST FAN ME BEFORE ADDING!!!!@ fubar *Princess RBK * Dirty Little Secrets Owner*@ fubar ~*~CyBer~*~Co~Owner of HU$TLER's~*~@ fubar Luscious?Mami - New Co Owner of Club F.A.R@ fubar CASEY ~ HECTOR'S LUV GODDESS~OFFICIAL JEEZY PARTY GIRL~@ fubar ::Alex::--?..C.W.O.F Member..?@ fubar *~Anastasia~*@ fubar **?BlAZEnBooTYBaBi aka Pimpette Barbiie**?Wiccan gf/owned by calico

Why Don't You Find Out For Yourself
The sanest days are mad Why don't you find out for yourself ? Then you'll see the price Very closely Some men here They have a special interest In your career They wanna help you to grow And then syphon all your dough Why don't you find out for yourself ? Then you'll see the glass Hidden in the grass You'll never believe me, so Why don't you find out for yourself ? Sick down to my heart That's just the way it goes Some men here They know the full extent of Your distress They kneel and pray And they say : "Long may it last" Why don't you find out for yourself ? Then you'll see the glass Hidden in the grass Bad scenes come and go For which you must allow Sick down to my heart That's just the way it goes Don't rake up my mistakes I know exactly what they are And ... what do YOU do ? Well ... you just SIT THERE I've been stabbed in the back So many many times I don't have any skin But that's just the way it goes

Rocknroll
if you like rocknroll...go listen to "new bomb turks". theyre from ohio. they dont tour anymore except for few and far gigs, which are done here and there. BUT! they fucking play straight up fast as shit, dirty rocknroll (i.e.- Information Highway Revisited). the album just mentioned is fucking awesome. if that doesnt kick you in the balls, then you just dont like rocknroll and maybe you should jsut go listen to justin timberlake or some other fag shit. they got a few albums...like 10 actually. ive got teh album mentioned above (Information Highway Revisited) and "Destroy-OH BOY!". Information fucking blew me away the first time i heard it, and Destroy is badass to. so....check that shit out. for serious. no fag shit. not that fags are bad or nuthin. i aint hatin. im jsut sayin. PEACE!

Help Me Level!
I NEED 59,000 POINTS TO LEVEL UP! I SPEND HOURS HELPING ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY BY RATING THEIR PICTURES, STASHES, MUMMS, SO PLEASE RETURN THE FAVOR AND COME RATE MY STUFF WHEN YOU GET A CHANCE. THANK YOU IN ADVANCE THE BOATMAN BoatMan ** K.O.P.E. ** Hell Hound**@ fubar

Ratings And Comments
a message if u will to all the women on fubar u ask of people to rate your profile and add u as a fan and rate your pgoto's yet most of u do not return the favour to anyone and u ask of people to have a profilepic of themselves and u keep failing to have one yourself at least most of you I mean Is it fair of you all to do so please return the love shown to you friendly greetings Master Pinhead

New Stuff.
My buddy just got Guitar Hero 3 for his birthday. It's the shit. I just got Lord of the Rings online as an early Christmas present. It is equally the shit. Come look for me on the Silverlode server. I'm a young hobbit named Leero. I'll fucking stab you from behind. You'll never see it coming.

This Is Too Funny
9 THINGS WOMEN SAY AND WHAT THEY REALLY MEAN 1. Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with "nothing" usually end in "fine". 4. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6. That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and har

Today
i am so tired.... this past friday, saturday and sunday i have been getting up at 4am.. normally during the week i get up at 6:15am to start my day.. well been going to do my thing in the woods and the lack of sleep is kicking my butt today. its a holiday for the fed gov so we might be a little slow today at work, just not sure how it affects us since i have never been here this time of yr. but then again im in information technology so we never get a break. have too many projects and too little time going on. so if im not my normal self today, thats why... im not being mean, just tired ...

Loose Change: Final Cut
Loose Change: Final Cut http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-8834310461960956516&q=Loose+Change+-+Final+Cut+site%3Avideo.google.com&total=40&start=0&num=10&so=0&type=search&plindex=7&sourceid=dgfg

Damn Conspiracy!
There is this festival that myself, Ruby, and Chris have decided to make into a tradition. well this year it's almost $100 to get in and the hotel is more expensive too. I think the hotel and the festival coordinators have a fucking conspiracy going on. I mean for the love of CHRIST! :(

Life On A New Path
For the past year and a half, almost two years, my husband and I have been trying to cope with our daughter's behavior problems. She can throw some serious temper tantrums (i.e. screaming, hitting, kicking), and she is pretty unpredictable. CC doesn't communicate verbally besides for some one/two word requests. It can be a frusterating guesssing game, for all three of us, to find out what she wants or needs. Her sleep pattern is extremely irratic, which makes for many sleepless nights. When CC is around other children, it is plain to see that she can't connect with them, and she ultimately prefers to play alone. It has been pretty stressful for all of us, to say the least. Because of the bahvior and the developmental delays CC has, Travis and I finally broke down and took her to see the family doctor. The behavior and the way we were dealing just wasn't working and sometimes even made things worse. We couldn't ignore the issues any longer if we were going to be a happy and healthy fami

What Do They Know
I face the world with a smile, no one knows what is hid inside. They see only happiness, they cant see the tears I've cried. When I am alone I hurt, because here I do it well. In front of all the watchful eyes my heaven turns to hell. The judge and jury awaits me, everyone has a say. In a life that hangs suspended for yet another day. Who are they to judge if what I have done is right or wrong? In the end I gave her up, but inside still sing her song. I don't know how to find the strength I thought I had. If only I could play tough it wouldn't be so bad. They say that life goes on and someday I'll smile again. But, how do they know my pain without being where I've been? I've traveled so far from home, and can't find my way back. Somewhere along the way I must have jumped the track. I saw her just today and her smile is still the same. she looked at me so sweetly, but never spoke my name. I wonder if she remembers me, It hasn't been that long. she may have forgotten me,

Midnight Rendezvous
Opens to two fairy like figures standing beside a bed that separates them. Both are looking down at the third who is asleep. LUCIF is dressed in red and BEALE is dressed in black. they begin to speak in whispers. LUCIF To tame this plot which we make due change. We bring this man our most merry arrange. Our potion of change which shall tempt his mind to grow uneasy with our ways so unkind. BEALA And with this potion we spread upon his brow such sadness to which we take so much of now. And in this moment we seize the time due to make us partners in crime. LUCIF Alas we stand side to side this poor sleeping mans bed chambers reside. To this potion my younger I did recall, this potion is such a lovely lotion that it doth stick. And stick and stick and stick. BEALE And stick it shall, for upon his brow we lay out potion this lovely lotion of which we have made tonight for this evil plight. And in merry shapes and in merry ways we shall enjoy his horror. When he sh

Think....and You Shall Be.
What's good about this? Questions can have a powerful effect on your thinking, and here's a question that can profoundly improve your perspective. What's good about this? When you see a news story, or hear about something that's happened to a friend, or come across a challenge in your own life, ask yourself. What's good about this? Get in the habit of asking the question and you'll be training your mind to always look for the answer. After a while, without even asking, you'll immediately see the positive aspect of every situation you encounter. And that is indeed a powerful place to be. For when you can zero in on the positive possibilities, you have the opportunity to create enormous value. People who attain magnificent levels of achievement live in exactly the same world as those who never seem to go anywhere. One big difference is that high achievers have learned to see real value where others see nothing but dead ends and despair. Choose to be the person who sees the

You Are A Dying Breed!!!!
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes. To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured

Re: One More Time - I'm Speechless - This Picture Speaks Vol
RE: One More Time - I'm speechless - this picture speaks vol ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Blaine Date: 13 Nov 2007, 15:43 RE: One More Time - I'm speechless - this picture speaks vol Tuesday, November 13, 2007 I'm speechless - this picture speaks volumes Edited on Mon Nov-12-07 03:47 PM by shance I guess the rich, privileged, draft dodging Yale and Harvard boys have had enough of all the "free speech garbage" , I guess because people are beginning to wake up to who the real enemies are.Look at the men being arrested - men who fought and sacrificed in a war, unlike the Yale/Harvard boys who did everything they could to avoid active duty. Ironically now the ones who were used by the good ole rich boys are now the ones being arrested for protesting what we all should be protesting.Oh and Happy Veteran's Day.....The article:More than a dozen members of an antiwar veterans group we

Black Waters
BLACK WATERS BLACK WATERS magnify 1 BY 1 YOU COME UNTO ME 2 BY 2 YOUR HERE AT MY HALLOWED HALLS 3 BY 3 THE RISE OF A BLACK SEA HAVE NOT YOU BEEN TOLD? CABIN FEVER IS WHAT THEY CALL IT NO NEED FOR GUNS 3 IS THE NUMBER OF ME 3 IS WHAT I SHALL SEE THAT HAPPENS TO THE THE WATER SHALL BE POISON TO THE 3 IN THE AIR AND AND WATCH THEM FALL NOW CAN YOU HEAR MY DARK VOICE? THIS IS THE RISEN BLACK SEA NOW ALL HAVE COME UNTO ME NO GOD OR GODS WILL SAVE THE THE TORMENTOR I AM HE THE CONTROLLER THE END GAME THAT BE ME

Eternity
ETERNITY ETERNITY magnify UPON THE WAVES OF ETERNAL NIGHT HERE IS THE LAST FIGHT DAY AND NIGHT MINGLED LIFE CRIPPLED MY HATE FOR FATHER HIS LIFE DISSIPATES GODS HAVE NO FATHER NO PARENTS SPAWNED NO BEGINNING NO ENDS HERE IS MY HATRED HERE I SPIT ON THE FACE HERE HE HAS NO HONOR DEAD TO THE WORLD FOREVER ERASED BLOTTED OUT OF TIME

Enigma
ENIGMA ENIGMA magnify THE ENIGMA OFF ILLUSIONS WHAT IS IT? TIME NOT THERE ESSENCE REMNANT ECHOS OF PAST AND FUTURE HERE IS WHERE IT BEGAN HERE I HAVE WAITED BEYOND TIME HERE!! I ROAR LIKE A 1000 LIONS HERE IT SHALL BE FOREVER MORE AS FAR FROM THE EAST I REIGN FARTHER THAN THE WESTERN GATE IN THE BEGINNING I WAS HERE THIS IS WHERE I WAIT IN THE BEGINNING WAS HE IN THE BEGINNING I ALSO CAME TO BE HERE SETTING ON MY THRONE HERE WAITING FOR THE FOOLISH SOULS THIS IS WHERE I REIGN ETERNAL HERE IS MY FLAME HERE I AM THE COLOR OF A BLUE GOLD SUN HERE MINE EYE IS NEVER DONE FINDING THE CHAINS HAVE BEEN RELEASED THERE SHALL NEVER BE ANY PEACE

Covenant 1
COVENANT 1! COVENANT 1! magnify "COVENANT" DEATH HAS ENTERED THE LAND AND THOSE THAT HAVE COME FOR WAR AGAINST ME. THE WRATHS OF CHAOS SHALL MAKE WAR AGAINST THEM. SHE AND HE ARE LIKE DISEASED LEAVES SUCKING THE NUTRIENTS FROM THE TREE, AND NEVER GIVING BACK NUTRIENTS. THEY ARE LIKE LEACHES SUCKING BLOOD FROM THE HOST. COVENANT! WHAT DOES THIS WORD MEAN? A SPIRITUAL CONTRACT BINDING ONE TO ANOTHER IN AGREEMENT IN BLOOD. GIVING LIFE TO EACH PERSON BOUND IN THIS AGREEMENT. BUT YOU TOOK AND USED THIS AS A TOY FOR CONVENIENCE OF SELFISH GAINS. DARKNESS HAS COME TO BIND YOU.MAY IT SWALLOW YOU DOWN TO THE PIT. MAY YOU AND HE SUFFER AT HELLS' GRANDEST PLAN. DEATH AND THE GRAVE HAVE COME TO GATHER THEMSELVES TO TIGHTEN THEIR GRIP UPON YOUR HOUSES.

Stupid Question #2
if something were to happen to me, how would it affect your life? what have i done in the short time frame that we have known each other to really affect you. would you even notice i was gone? do we talk out side of here where it would affect you? nothing is wrong, just always wondered the question.. i have very few people i can really call friends and just wanted to know what people really thought.

It Only Hurts
Can hold my breath only for a little while 'til reality starts sinking in once again i'm settling for second best turn the pages skip to the end to where i swore that i would try since the last time i crossed that line in the back of my mind i know it only hurts when your eyes are open lies get tossed and truth is spoken it only hurts when that door gets open dreams are lost and hearts are broken miles away promise from a burning bed two worlds should never collide one word would end it if you ever heard tear the page out that reminds me when i swore that i'd be strong now the next time has come and gone well maybe i'm wrong i know it only hurts when your eyes are open lies get tossed and truth is spoken it only hurts when that door gets open dreams are lost and hearts are broken i know what your feeling it's hard to believe in someone, someone who's not there i know that your waiting 'cause love is worth saving but only for so long, so long, so long i swore that

Re: Neo-libs & Neo-cons Gang Up On Ron Paul Supporters
RE: Neo-Libs & Neo-Cons Gang Up On Ron Paul Supporters ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 15 Nov 2007, 09:42 Neo-Libs & Neo-Cons Gang Up On Ron Paul Supporters In another example of how the establishment of both sides of the controlled political paradigm are scared stiff of the Texas Congressman's surging popularity, smarmy liberal website Wonkette and frothing Neo-Con blog Red State have ganged up to form an alliance and "declare war" on Ron Paul supporters. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/november2007/151107_gang_up.htm

Fuck 101 Kufo (for My Favorite Local Band Cerimonial Castings)
Just recently 101 KUFO (local radio station in Portland, Or.) opened a new show focusing on local acts from around the area. Now being that we (Ceremonial Castings) get radio play in Seattle often as well as the rest of the US & even a handful of countries in Europe we found it hard to believe (& wanted to share) that we were denied airtime strictly because the "production" of our album wasn't good enough!!! Back in 2004 apparently our production was good enough to be accepted into one of their "battle for rock fest" shows. Maybe that had something to do with brining a crowd in the door though. *shrugs* So we just wanted to send out a big "Fuck You!" to 101 KUFO, we know why we really aren't being played on your station. Enjoy your false faggot metal! & don't forget Portland, we'll be @ The Satyricon tomorrow night with Vesperian Sorrow! Shows @ 7pm (all ages/bar w/ID) Hope to see you there! Hails! ps: go to that show cuz i have to work so i cant!

What's In Your Genes?
You may not know it, but you're part virus. At least, some of your genes come from viruses that slipped their DNA into the genes of our primate ancestors millions of years ago. The DNA remnants of these ancient "retroviruses," distant relatives of today's HIV, account for an estimated 8 percent of the human genetic code and may have enabled master genes that account for some of the differences between us and our chimpanzee relatives. Master genes Not all genes are created equal; the master genes can turn the others on and off, thus gaining control over genes related to cell division, DNA repair and programmed cell death. (This regulation of genes allows for tighter control of gene expression (i.e. which genes are turned on or off), which can account for the wide differences between humans and other apes, despite our very similar genetic codes.) One such gene, called p53, has the job of coordinating the surveillance system that monitors the well-being of cells. It is so i

Lonly With A Broken Heart
"Lonely With A Broken Heart" It's hard to know the way I feel, not knowing if your love is real. So I won't, upset myself. Seen you run from man to man, I could hate you but I understand. And I don't. I blame myself. It gets lonely. Lonely with a broken heart. It's hard to know what I would say, if you would ever walk away. But I won't, concern myself. It's hard to know what I would do, if you would find somebody new. But I don't. Upset myself. It gets lonely. Lonely with a broken heart. When I'm thinking of you, baby I still love you. If you ever need me, baby please believe me. Lonely with a broken heart. Yeah! It's hard to know the way I feel, not knowing if your love is real. But I won't. Upset myself. Seen you run from man to man, I could hate you but I understand. And I don't. I blame myself. When I'm thinking of you, baby I still love you. If you ever need me, baby please believe me. Lonely with a broken heart. (Lonely)

One For The Ladys
One for the ladies One day my housework-challenged husband decided to wash his Sweat-shirt. Seconds after he stepped into the laundry room, he shouted to me, "What setting do I use on the washing machine?" "It depends," I replied. "What does it say on your shirt?" He yelled back, "University of Oklahoma." And they say blondes are dumb... --------------------------------- ----------------------------------------------------------- "It's just too hot to wear clothes today," Jack says as he stepped out of the shower, "honey, what do you think the neighbors would think if I mowed the lawn like this?" "Probably that I married you for your money," she replied. ------------------------------------------- Q: What do you call an intelligent, good looking, sensitive man? A: A rumor ----------------------------------------------------------- Dear Lord, I pray for Wisdom to understand my man; Love to forgive him; And Patience for his moods. Because, Lord, if I pray f

Split
I am the sun, yet I am the moon; Shinning happiness on others, yet living in darkness. I am a fish, yet I am a bird; Isolated from the rest of the world, yet free to explore it. I am alaska, yet I am florida; Living in a cold world with a warm heart. I am hope, yet I am dispair; Optimistic about the future, yet pessimistic about the pressent. I am strong, yet I am weak; Having my own opinions, yet fearing to express them. I am a young spirit being split in two.

Twoare
Longing for one that will not come and chained to one that longs for naught The ache of wanting to burst free the sorrow of what is left behind A bruised soul is lifted never more the pain of loss A kiss found in the wind she smiles, he laughs To want is no more to them satisfied in reckless abandon Together

Ugh
A COUPLE OF YEARS AGO MY EX CHEATED ON ME WITH SOME BROAD..SHE GOES TO MY PAGE ON MYSPACE GETS MY FRIENDS AND STUFF..WELL AFTER MY EX CHEATED ON ME WITH HER, I STARTED TO DATE A GUY WELL I WASNT ATTRACTED TO HIM BUT A YEAR LATER THIS YEAR IN OCT HE TRIED TO RECONCILE WITH ME..WELL I JUST COULDNT DO IT..WELL I WENT TO HER PAGE AND FOUND HIS PICTURE PLASTERED ALL OVER HER PAGE..SO BASICALLY SHE LIKES 2 OF THE GUYS I DATED..WHAT A BITCH I TELL YA..I DONT LIKE BACK STABBING PEOPLE..SO ANYWAYS I MESSAGED HIM ..TELLIN HIM ABOUT HER, HE KNOWS ALL ABOUT THE SITUATION SINCE HE WAS THE GUY AFTER THAT..ANYWAYS I JUST HAD TO VENT..

Strip Club
Once there was a little boy who was curious about what a strip club was like so one day he decided to sneak into one. Once he was in, he watched as the strippers danced. He watched until they started taking of their clothing. That's when he bolted out the door and started running down the street and into a man. The man asks the boy, "What's wrong young man? You look like you just saw a ghost!". The little boy replies, "My mommy and daddy told me that if I ever watched anybody undress, I'd turn to stone...and all of a sudden I felt something hard!".

Warning: Story May Induce A Physical Reaction!
I want you standing against the wall, your arms pulled tightly over your head. You’re naked except for the binds around your wrists. I move close to you, placing my hands on your chest. Gently rolling your nipples between my fingers. Looking up at you, I softly whisper, “Do you want to cum for me baby?” You quickly answer, “Oh yes, baby I do”. I turn away from you with an evil little giggle and say, “No, you don’t … but you will”. Reaching the end of the bed, I kneel down and take a small wooden box from under the bed. I sit on the edge of the bed and grin mischievously. You watch me intently, wondering what I have in the box. Without saying a word, I take a small toy from the box. Standing before you in a shear black robe and panties, I can feel your eyes moving over my body. I lower myself to a thick fur rug at your feet. Laying on my back, looking up at you, I let my robe fall open. Spreading my legs, I place my feet flat against the wall, straddling you. It is now that you see my p

You 4 Me
By: Nicholas Christopher Angelo Lombardo 3rd written in 2003 You 4 Me I know we have our hard times We have ours up and downs Stick with me my love and I will never let you down I loved you for so long and longer you will see We have a little girl so beautiful and happy The thing I am trying to tell you is its only YOU 4 ME! ONE LOVE Dedicated to- Andrea Lynn Christine

Chica Boyfriend Application
Application to be Chica's man Please include Headshots. ( top and bottom) Name: ____________________________________________ Age: ____________________________________________ Sex: ____________________________________________ Location: ____________________________________________ Occupation: __________________________________________ Penis size (if applicable & be honest)___________ (3 inches will automatically be deducted) 1. Have you introduced yourself to chica? 2. Did your introduction mention the word NSFW? 3. Did you rate all of her stuff? 4. How many times have you visited her page? 5. Name one item in her about me. 6. How often do you get off on her pics, daily? 7. How often per hour do you imagine her clothes would dissapear? 8. How often in a 24hr period do you imagine, while you are getting off on her pics, that she would give you a blowjob? 9. What can you offer Chica? 10. Are you mar

Sensitive Men
> A woman meets a man in a bar. They talk; they connect; > they end up leaving together. They get back to his > place, and as he shows her around his apartment, she > notices that one wall of his bedroom is completely > filled with soft, sweet, cuddly teddy bears. > > > There are three shelves in the bedroom with hundreds > and hundreds of cute, cuddly teddy bears, carefully > placed in rows covering the entire wall! It was > obvious that he had taken quite some time to lovingly > arrange them and she was immediately touched by the > amount of thought he had put into organizing the > display. There were small bears all along the bottom > shelf, medium-sized bears covering the length of the > middle shelf, and huge, enormous bears running all the > way along the top shelf. She found it strange for an > obviously masculine guy to have such a large a > collection of Teddy Bears, but doesn't mention this to > him, and actually is quite impressed by his sensitive >

Help Me Hold On
Baby close that suitcase you've been packin' Just sit down and talk to me a while I know you tried to tell me what was lackin' But I guess I must have missed it by a mile Well this time boy I swear I'll listen Help me understand where I went wrong It's hard to find myself in this position Scared that I'll go crazy once you're gone Help me hold on...to what we had Once our love was strong, it can be again You said it takes two, to make love last You were right all along, so help me hold on What have I got to do to make it better? What have I got to do to make you see That even though I promised you forever I never knew how hard that would be I realize I took your love for granted But I've learned that love worth havin' don't come free And I'll pay the price it takes to keep you Satisfied and stayin' here with me Help me hold on...to what we had Once our love was strong, it can be again You said it takes two, to make love last You were right all along, so hel

Adult Game
There is at least one person on your FUBAR list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the Fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "Yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your FUBAR list that wants to do u so!!!

Please Read Before Adding Me
I won't accept your friend request until you read this first Thank you for considering me as being one of your friends. Thank you for rating/fanning/commenting as well. 1. Don't leave me a comment and tell me that you stopped by to show some love, now rate/add/fan you. You'll get laughed at. I will only do it WHEN I want to and IF I think you deserve it. 2. Please don't tell me I'm hot. I know that already. You can tell me I'm smart, obnoxious, a brat, crazy..well YOU get the picture. 3. No, I don't want to see your DICK/PENIS/TALLYWHACKER whatever the hell it is that you call that extra appendage. You see one, you've seen em all. 4. No, I really don't want to have sex with you in real life or cyber. 5. I am a bitch, get over it. 6. Don't add me to up your numbers. If you never plan on talking to me again, don't even bother adding me. 7. I don't post porno pictures, so don't even ask. 8. If you find my pictures/page/music offensive. LEAVE. Don't be a fu

Gawd What A Dumba$$
She's been holding a grudge for some time, and now that I wanted to give her another chance to be on friendly terms, she turns around and makes insults? God, Wonder Woman, leave the past where it is and grow up! Here's her page if you want to see who I'm talking about. http://fubar.com/user/981574 Grow up, you super hero wannabe. You only make me regret ever being nice to you. Changing your user name just to pass me a message doesn't make you smart. It makes you attention-starved.

Shit On Again
i thought i was going to be with the man that i love. boy was i wrong. I guess the love that i have for him and the son we have together wasn't enough. he chose another woman. What did i do wrong. There is nothing i wouldn't do for him. I guess it's just time for me to move on and wait for the real love of my life. I hope he's happy with the other girl. If they split again he will be alone again because i won't be there waiting for him. I've had enough of the head games. My head and heart hurt way too much to put myself through that again. I'm sorry Kyle. I'll be your friend but nothing more unless you can show me you're for real. If not I am done.

Daily Motivator
Today has a reason Today is as it should be. Today is the result of reasonable, visible and even predictable influences. Though many of today's circumstances may seem unfair, unjust or cruelly random, to throw up your hands and curse them as such will only blind you to the positive possibilities. Instead, accept that there's a reason for today. Look thoughtfully at how you arrived at this point. Those same influences which combined to make this day what it is can be harnessed to bring you to wherever you wish to go. Today has a reason, and today has a purpose. Today has a cause and today has an effect. Today you can plainly see what has already happened and you can directly affect what is to be. Today is not just another day. It is clearly special, is yours for a reason and for a purpose. Put everything you have today into advancing and fulfilling those positive possibilities which are uniquely embodied in this irreplaceable moment.

Like The Song Says "respect Yourself"
Resolve to be thyself; and know, that he who finds himself, loses his misery. --Matthew Arnold We all have known the braggarts, the boastful ones who constantly toot their own horns. These people crave approval because they don't yet approve of themselves. There are those who do the same thing but they're not so noisy about it. The girl who says she's ugly even though she's pretty, or the guy who says he's dumb even though he isn't. These are not humble people. They are people who need to learn to approve of themselves. We don't have to be either of these people now. We can honestly look at ourselves and see our strengths and weaknesses for what they are. We don't have to put ourselves down today. Best of all, we can now accept compliments graciously. Today I will make an effort to accept myself.

Long Distance
Loving from a distance is never easy, When you are living so very far apart. But each mile that separates two people who truly care, Is joined together with the love each feels in their heart. The loneliness you feel when you are not together, Can eat away at you deep inside. When you miss the one who you want to share your life with, And they are not able to be by your side. Have trust in each other's feelings, And believe that they do feel the same way as you. When you can not be with one another, So easy it is to doubt whether their love is really true. Need to keep your faith that you have in each other, And never let go of your trust. Sometimes that is not so easy to do, But for your peace of mind, it really is a must. Think of one another's emotional needs, So the other always knows that you do care. Make the most of the time that you can have together, And open your hearts and share. Respect one another will sometimes need some s

(hadith) The Pious Woman
Prophet (peace be upon him) said: ‘The whole world is a provision, and the best object of benefit of the world is the pious woman.’ Sahih Muslim Hadith 3465, Narrated by Abdullah ibn Amr ibn al-'As If one trusts, obeys, and follows the guidance and commands of Allah and His Messenger (peace be upon him), one can be assured of never ever being misled; but if one believes, obeys and follows any other guidance, other than that of Allah and His Messenger (peace be upon him), one can be assured of being led astray.

Show Me Some Love
Hell i hope this goes through this time lol. I was going through reading some blogs earlier and i was thinking how i have never blogged because i never had anything to say. Well thats all changed lol. I quit smoking 33 days ago and am very proud of every day i go with out lighting a ciggarette. I know its different for everyone but this is the hardest thing i have ever done so SHOW ME SOME LOVE PEOPLE FOR QUITTING SMOKING LOL

About Me And My Life
This is for those who are wanting to know about "ME." Where to begin...I grew up with 3 older brothers and 1 younger. It was tough being the only girl in the family. I was a tom boy pretty much...LOL. Life was hard at times my mom and dad worked everyday of their lives. I thought life was pretty good until I had to grow up and take my own responsibilities....I had gotten pregnant when I was 17, I had her within a few days after I turned 18. I thought I had met the man of my dreams, which turned out to be a really big mistake. We will get into that in a little while. I had some complications while I was pregnant. They thought she was going to have down syndrome which scared the hell out of me. The father and I had to make a decision on what we were going to do if she had it. I already knew what I was going to do but I talked it over with him and he wanted me to get an abortion. I told him NO. I said if she does turn out to have the down syndrome and I cant deal with it then there are ot

Viagra In Coffee
This elderly lady went to the doctor for a checkup. Everything checked out fine. The old lady pulled the doctor to the side and said, "Doctor, I haven't had sex for years now, and I was wondering how I can increase my husband's sex drive." The doctor smiled and said, "Have you tried to give him Viagra?" The lady frowned. "Doctor, I can't even get him to take aspirin when he has a headache," she claimed. "Well," the doctor continued, "let me suggest something. Crush the Viagra into a powder. When you are giving him coffee, stir it into the coffee and serve it. He won't notice a thing." The old lady was delighted. She left the doctor's office quickly. Weeks later the old lady returned. She was frowning and the doctor asked her what was wrong. She shook her head. "How did it go?" the doctor asked. "Terribly, doctor, terribly." "Did it not work?" "Yes," the old lady said, "It worked. I did as you said and he got up and ripped his clothes off right

Who Wants A Tag?
In the mood to make some tag for my friends and family if any one wants a tag..let me know...Only requirement I have is i get to make up the tag...if you would like a tag please email me...on fubar...TY

Itwhat We Think About Ourselves That Matters.
Truly impressive Always know that what other people think of you is their own concern, not yours. Do what you know is right, and fully accept that others will think what they will think. Certainly it is valuable to make a good impression. Keep in mind, though, that the best way to make a good impression is not to worry endlessly about what others think. The way to make the best impression is to be authentic. Allow the goodness that is within you to shine through your genuine courtesy, kindness, respect and consideration. By caring so much about receiving validation from others, you prevent yourself from getting it. Instead, share your real value with those around you and that value will be clear for all to see. Don't waste your time and effort keeping up appearances. Put your attention and energy into real solid substance, and your appearance will take care of itself. The more you strive to make a good impression, the less successful you'll be at doing so. Just relax and

More Than You Can Know
I love you more than you can know. I love you more than all the snow. I love you more than all the sand. I love you now, and I'll love you then. I'll love you old, like I loved you new. I'll even love you when I'm blue. I'll love your hair both red, and grey. I'll love you when we roll in the hay. I'll love you easy, and I'll love you hard. I'll even love you in the back yard. I'll love you more than you can know. I love you, and now it's time to go. All my love, Forever, Michael

A Whore's Tale.
Another, damnit! The sound of her flesh being pierced by needles, the smell of warm drugs, the stench of hot, raw sex. Mascara ran from her eyes, another dollar made. "Come in!" she'd cry as another approached. The man... the animal... trousers already down to his knees. Fifty dollars thrown into her face as the sinner requested her services. She was broken, nothing more than a tool for lust. Another one gone, some more went up. A sixteen year old girl, trapped within abuse. The eyes of society baring down apon her. Why? Because she was a victim? Nothing more than a corrupted innocence. Who was to blame? Not the men that bought her every night.. Not the drugs that alienated her. It certainly wasn't her fault. Then who? No one would dare look any closer at the very man that gave her life, who raised her. That same man who taught her morals and principles... a man she once called Father...

Bored Still
After all thats been said, I got no regrets/ with luv comes stress but its a relationship/ its how we deal wit it when we shine our best/ fightin make us stronger and the luv is no less/ put it to the test and I pass wit colors/ its all about you there won't be no other/ eyes go astray and you kno that I'd luv ta/ but I stay monogamous keep my mind out the gutta/

Mission Statement (poem)
by: Cyn Tavares (Me) I'm wrapped up in a mission of self discovery and truth I'm sorry but I have to let you go. For you no longer serve me and no you don't deserve me Yes, this is something you already know. This circle has been broken the moment "Go" was spoken. I release you without a single doubt. A guy like you...I'll mention just captured my attention but it's ME that I can't live without!

My First Erotica (please Comment)
On a hot summers day she lays on the top of the apartment building, naked, sunbathing. She has a towel under her, headphones with the music rather loud, thick curly red hair hiding her face. She sways her body to the beat of the music. He comes up the stares, watching her lay on the towel. she turns over slowly and unaware of him watching her. she stretches while on her stomach, arching her back, very cat like and he notices how wonderful her heart shaped ass looks up high in the air like that. He took a step towards her slowly hoping not to be detected by her. She lowers her self down again and turns her head to get a little more comfortable. He watched her back rise slowly with each inhale and lower with each exhale. He starts to feel his pants tighten a little when he caught a glimpse of that tight, juicy pussy. He undoes his pants and pulls both pants and boxers down at the same time. He leans in to her sticking his hard pulsing cock between her legs and holds her arms dow

Football Star Conquors The Stars!
I really like seeing a professional athlete, who even through injury cut his career short, took charge of his life outside of football, and accomplished something amazing. http://www.usatoday.com/tech/science/space/2007-11-20-melvin_N.htm Mr. Melvin, I hoist my coffee cup and my fork full of pumpkin pie, and give thanks that unlike many pro athletes who let the public down, you are a shining example of what is RIGHT with athletics. Happy Thanksgiving!

Abused
This is the story of my life and how I have been treated. Need you...Dream you...Find you...Taste you Fuck you...Use you...Scar you...Break you...Lose me...Hate me...Smash me...Erase me...Kill me!!! This is the way I feel and I am unsure how to get past this mood I am in. Any suggestions?

Buried Feelings!
How does one express they're feelings to those he has never met face to face, but feels so many different feelings for? I have been on Fubar for 2 months and have found more love and genuine feelings here then I have seen or felt anyplace else on the web! I want my friends to know that I will always hold a deep place in my heart for all of them. I also want to let them know I will always be here for them and will do all I can to remain a stedfast and true friend to them. I have found many feelings here that I though had been buried to deep to ever recover and have found,Through these friends, That they were easier to recover then I would ever have imagined. For these people I write this tribute!

Alone
Im sitting here alone realising your gone i know i cant change things i know i was wrong they all say i dont need you they all say im better off they dont understand i love you yet i never said it enough i regret what i did but i cant take it back wish i could hold you i want you back i know you deserve better i know im messed up but cant go on without you i miss you so much baby im sorry i know i said it before i mean it more than ever knowing our loves now behind a closed door i didnt realise what i had till i lost you my heart bleeds inside i cant forget you cant you find it in your heart to forgive me love me once again tell me everythings alright tell me its not the end yet i know the end is now i know youll never love me again im sorry baby that i was the one to let you down

Angels
there are angels among us that no one ever pays attention too. they come in all shapes and sizes. they come when u need them most. and sometimes they are your friends. so pay attention to the people that are there for you. you probly call them your true friends. those are the people who are special. ones that will do anything for you at any moment and time. have a great day! just a thought to think about.

"i'm Not Racist, But..."
Every time I hear someone say the phrase "I'm not racist, but..." it's followed by something extremely racist and/or bigoted. Why do people say this? To cover their ass and make it look like they're not the budding neo-nazis that they really are? They say it as if they're so enlightened and open-minded that it's impossible for them to say anything offensive to anyone. It's almost as if they think it doesn't matter how racist they really are, they're off the hook if they prefix every prejudiced and ignorant remark with "I'm not racist." What's with racism anyway? I'm sick and tired of hearing people bitch about not having enough jobs, welfare, wax paper, dog food, whatever. It's nobody's fault but your own. If you don't have a job and you can't get laid and you smell like cheese, it's your own damn fault, not the fault of some race X that's coming into the US and stealing all of our jobs. I love it how bigots use the "stealing our jobs" card when they're mulling over ways in which t

A Thank You From A Literary Artist...
A word by itself could be, and most often is... in a world of it's own, out in the left field, a new kid on the block, or.... just singular. For insatance...(I love saying that, I feel like i'm wearing the "Professors" jacket.) the word "Thank" all by it's little lonsome just doesn't do the job. It's like haviving a Peanut Butter sandwich, or calling just Bat Man. Even look in Webster's book of "I told you so", every descriptive sentence has some other form of constanents and vowels well aranged post "Thank." So, by now you are asking yourself, self.... what could the second word be? If Shakespeare were to be on the Carson show my literary guess would be that he would have apropiatelly plugged...Thou or Thy, but being in the 21'st century we will go with the ever so popular "You" Here we have it, my goal.... "Thank You" two words that fit so eloquintly together. Two peas in a pod, Frick and Frack....I could go on for days, but I shant. This Is my "Thank You" to someone who had compl

Penis Poem
Penis Poem -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- My nookie days are over, My pilot light is out, What used to be my sex appeal, Is now my water spout. Time was when, on its own accord, From my trousers it would spring, But now I've got a full-time job, To find the blasted thing. It used to be embarrassing, The way it would behave, For every single morning, It would stand and watch me shave. Now as old age approaches, It sure gives me the blues, To see it hang its little head, And watch me tie my shoes!

The "rubenesque" Woman
What makes a woman Rubenesque? Quite frankly, beautiful women come in all shapes and sizes. And today, when most people think of an attractive woman in the fashion sense, they usually imagine a slim-hipped waif with hollow cheeks, narrow shoulders, and a rather unremarkable bustline. This is what commerce has brainwashed modern society into believing is the ideal woman. It is a lie, propagated by marketing forces and fashion designers who use the obsession with a slender female form as a means to earn millions of dollars selling weight-loss products and other health routines. But some of us know better. There is another female form that has been idealized for centuries. She is the familiar hourglass or pear-shaped woman of wide hips, an ample bust, plump cheeks, soft-full lips, and a generally healthy profile of alluring curves and crevasses. She is the Rubenesque Woman. Elegant. Cultured. Educated and Beautiful. In fact, the very word "rubenesque" originates f

Cancelling My Account
There are too many jerks here This site sucks and im sorry I had Squirt talk me into joining What a waste of time with almost no real people here Too many losers and obnoxious people with no class...

Journal Entry From This Am
oh man i feel like crap how the hell did i manage to have a dream about the first episode of 90210 worse yet, why was i brian austin green lookin for paper plates with my mom then singing i was a sophmore at my senior prom,,,, of course after getin my ass kicked by the 2 guys that i dont remember their names. curley blond guy and not luke perry guy.

Mouthmusic: Fase 4
........my destination; truth i do all that i does just because having a honey coated conversation seeking a sweet - sticky thing can not put my tongue on it smooth like butter- blue bonnet on it tasting the tempted teasing while pleasin' waxin' for satisfication squeezin' da' charmin' nah- palmin' dat ass strokin' it slow; no need to go fast careful how i stick...... not to come quick oozin' nice and thick..... makin' her lovesick i am the cure for this part of an erotic wish ass cheeks i would kiss doggystyle makes her smile an actual fact- turn ya' head back call my name as i make the claim damn a thong song...... ya' ass naked when i pound it a clappin' sound to it da' rhythm the sigh and stutter seductive shivers when i deliver here is a message my friend every note and quote a tickle to your throat a smile upon your face a taste below the waist got ya' nectars on my face fragrant fr

Need Help!!!
Please stop by and show me some love by commenting on my pic for a moth VIP or Blast thank you all who do!!! Let me know if you do comment on it so I can buy you a gift!!Thanks!! Just click on the pic below to take you there!!!

Divorce Stuff
So... I have started filling out the paperwork to offically be divorced from my ex. He said he'd do it, and he didn't. He also said he would pay for it, but alas I'll have to do that as well. I'm over him, but every time I have to deal with him... augh. So now I'm depressed and bummed. Buy something for me? Make me feel better? Ah objects makes me happy... Sad but true. Even if they are digital, online objects :) :-* Thanks for reading.

A Little Spice?
2 TBSP real butter 1 c. cornmeal 1 ½ tsp. baking soda 1 c. fresh or frozen (can’t be canned!!!) with 4 oz. heavy cream whisked in ¾ c. 2% or whole milk 1/3 c. olive oil 3 large eggs 1/3 c. grilled/roasted, peeled and chopped, poblano or jalapeno pepper (I prefer poblano but if you like it hotter then I suggest jalapenos, or some mixture of the two. I also always prefer grilled peppers to roasted but either works. The peel should be blackened before removing peppers from heat. To peel, remove peppers from heat immediately to a paper bag and seal up for 10-15 minutes, then dump into ice water and rub the skin right off.) 1 c. grated cheddar cheese, I prefer sharp for this recipe but it’s a personal thing Preheat the oven to 400 degrees. Use either a 9” cast iron skillet or a 1 ½ quart earthenware casserole, melt the butter in the pan. Combine all the dry ingredients and then add eggs, milk, cream/corn mixture, oil, peppers and half the cheese. Pour batter into the hot pan and

A Not So Wifely Fantasy...
I knew as soon as I laid eyes on Cindy she would be perfect for my secret fantasy. With her long brown hair, blue eyes and tan sexy body she was a dream come true. All I needed now was someone to introduce her to me so I could start weaving my fantasy into a reality. It wasn't hard to find someone to introduce us as she was being watched by several of the men where we were at. After a few drinks and some girl talk I laid my fantasy on the line for her. At one point I thought she would get up and walk away thinking I was insane but she stayed and we discussed my plans with great detail. I explained to her that she could turn my offer to her down and I would understand. Instead she smiled and accepted to take part in my plans. My panties were soaked through instantly. We had a few more drinks and talked about my fantasy some more and then we left the bar to travel to my house. Upon reaching my house I once again told her if she had changed her mind I would take her back to the b

Ok Ok I Clear D Air
last nite my best friend dared me to make my page with a stripper theme, but i had to have face pict of chicas that would vol a pic for an album. well i won the bet cause one chica said yes.......hmmmmm now i may do it. this is all in fun so please let me say im sorry. like i said its all in fun so if u get offended please let me know. just having sum funand giving sum one a laff or two.

Military Man
The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father's, but he has never collected unemployment either. He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average student, pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away. He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing and a 155mm howitzer. He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he was at home because he is working or fighting from before dawn to well after dusk. He has trouble spelling, thus letter writing is a pain for him, but he can field strip a

An Erotic Love Poem
There he was, just standing there Outside a bar, waiting patiently for me Tall, Dark & Handsome was he That all the girls were attracted to thee. And I did not approach him, neigh I did not For cautious was I For I knew we were in the midst of fire & danger In a place where lovers meet excitedly. Now thee full of wonder Approached me unsundered Then he touched & caressed me With sweet tender kisses. His lips were so luscious My heart beat ferocious His touch was so tender My body gone to danger. He said: "How I Love Thee" Let us sail into the night Away from this world To create our own world. That night we went to a place A place of paradise It was there we made magic A night full of ecstasy. Our bodies were burning And, oh, how we sweat For his cock became big as big as could be And, oh, how I wanted that cock inside me. Then all of a sudden with a slow ease & a thrust His cock had entered my pussy Then how I moaned & groaned And how I lo

Spitting Metal
Spitting metal, screaming, spewing blood into the eyes of the world. Gnashing teeth my anger builds 'till an onslaught of hate is unfurled. Anguish, tormented by memories; my nightmares arise from my past. Nemesis, my enemies know revenge rises then strikes fast.This is not who I am but who I am forced to be.No one seems to understand the hate I hold is for me.If I find a weakness I must destroy it then start again. The pain I hold inside of me makes me stronger in the end.

Start Cutting Tomorow Morning
So tomorrow morning I begin my cut. I'm droping my calories to about 2500 which sucks since I'm used to eating nearly 4000 calories to help pack on mass. Not to mention I'm going back to 4 cardio sessions per week, and an intense ab workout 3 times per week. So hopefully this will only take about 10 to 12 weeks to get me below 5% bodyfat. I'm hoping not to lose any muscle in the process since I've worked pretty hard to pack it on.

Bills
well it's come down to bare tacks and barbed words with me....everyone wants me to keep calm about my doctor bills cuz of my blood pressure and my heart and its that is what is causin it. Ever since i had the angioplasty ive gotten nothing but bills since august when i got out of the hoispital, iv e signed up for Secure care and all they did was help me fill out paperwork for the state t o sit there and refuse again becaue i make too much money from the government (SSA). thats why icant get state backing to pay the co payments of my doctor bills. my biggest i know isnt that big, but the two hundred and some odd amount is not what i have, after paying rent, food, phone, utilities,cable, my net, and other payments im only left with $20 in my account..as of right now i sent that to the billing dept of the cardiac study office...they paid 52 of the bill but now more is coming in...i just wanna die right now, depression is setting in, and am hating this year very much. This Christmas is g

Kinda Amusing
Last time I had an interview I was sick with Tonsilitis. I finally got another interview tomorrow and guess what?! I have a throat infection of some kind. If it gets worse I'm going to the ER in the morning. It's making me so very miserable right now. I'm rarely sick. So yeah I'm being a bit cranky and a big baby lol I am not gonna give up this interview like I had to the last one. Plus I think the woman liked me over the phone so I gotta use my charm in person :D lmao I feel like complete crap but I still have my humor dammit.

Necessary Evils
Hello, fans, friends, and otherwise! Here's the beginning of the blog...finally decided to take the time to put one together and kick back with some thoughts/musings that're totally "Antny". Today's topic: Necessary Evils. No, not the vid game series from Capcom, but those things in life that make living life better, but we wish to all high on that we didn't need... 1. Cel Phones. Or, "The Leash" as I like to call mine. Yup, it's certainly fantastic to be able to check e-mail from anywhere, to be able to summon help if you get a flat while driving out somewhere where God and/or Jesus lost his sandals, or just to be able to talk to a friend from anywhere on the planet when you're feeling blue and just need to say, "Hi"....but dammit, if one more idiot drifts into my lane when I'm driving because he's answering a call while behind the wheel.... There's a time and place for everything in life and driving and cels just don't mix (he says and admits to being a total hypocrite on

No Matter What I Love You
I might not be the easiest to get along with at times. You know that more than anyone else. I cant make you stay or care. I can only be here for you. I hope one day you will see what you really mean to me.I'm sorry I cant be what you want or need.Without a doubt I love you Bevin and I will for the rest of my life.

The Continuous Verse
MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes The Continuing Verse Voice, intonation, query, Verses in a song. I have listened to your voice today, And have learned much about you. Friendship, love, caring, joy, Are among the many messages I have heard. I am spending my day in reflection, The question poised. Can the infinitely small, and The infinitely large be nearly the same. Can we divide an infinite line in half, and Have the remains be infinitely long? Can we capture who, and What we are in a once written verse? Do we need a relationship To last an eternity? A parent leaves, leaving a child, Do they ever really leave? Can they? The answer depends on the observer, and Their knowledge of the love being reflected on. Joy at the turn of a phrase, Has an infinite pleasure, When one knows the origin. Or is there ever an origin? Or an end? Or is there just an instance in time, Experienced in all too short a time? Is there ever enough time?

I Need Some Help On This Friends
Heres the deal, I have 2 teenage boys one will be 14 in less than a week, then the other will be 16 in Feb....both of them want phones for christmas...can any of you tell me of some good cell phones( preferable the flip phone style) of which ones are good, there are so many to choose from, just thought yall might give me some ideas of which ones may be good for them.......any suggestions will be greatly appreciated.................I also want to wish all my friends and family a safe and very Merry Christmas Hugggzzz & smiles always, ~~~~~Leah~~~~~~~

Adult Game Nsfw
There is at least one person on your FUBAR list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the Fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "Yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!!

Pleasure And Pain
My hands reach for pillows that arent there. My back is arched, ass in the air. His hands are on my hips, pulling me back no breaks no slack. I bite at the sheet, tears stain my cheeks. He enters slow and steady making sure my thoughts are ready. My moans signal my flow, as his body's aching to know. He steadys his course, with one thought in mind, which is of course, to tear up this behind. My whole body is screaming, his eyes light up, his smile gleaming. I pray for an end, as he prayed to get in. He gasps for air as he announces "almost there", I take his all and crawl up in a ball. We both lay there content, him for being spent and me for working off my half of the rent.....ahaaaaaaa...lol just a lil something to get your blood pumpin this morning,,

Daydream
I sit here and I close my eyes, and all I can see is you... I graze a fingertip across my lips and all I feel is your tongue I run my hands through my hair, and they are yours I take a deep breath and all I can smell is you.... My fingertips alive with the electricity of US on them.... Every sense tuned into you... Listening to the way your breath catches as I hold a nipple captive softly between my teeth.... Seeing the way your back arches and your hips move as I move my fingers deep inside of you.... Feeling you get wetter and wetter as your muscles contract tightly around my fingers... Hearing your moans with every move I make... Sensing the little hairs on the back of your neck raise as I whisper softly in your ear.... Feeling your hot mouth on my neck... Your tongue melting with mine... Your cool hands on the warm flesh of my belly... Hearing you moan softly as your tongue circles my nipple, hardening under your touch.... Experiencing a rush of warmth that reaches d

Poetry
Dream of a Love that's Untouched, pure as Snow on a Winter's Day. My Word's Written, Dream of An Inner Peace, a Santuary of Warmth Found In The Arms Of Your Love. You've Created In Me A Warmth That One Feels When the Morning Sun Rise's that Warm's Me To The Very Core. Your Spirit Run's Like The Wind Strong and Forceful, Yet Calm and Gentle to the Touch. The Caress of Your Lips Against Mine Reaches the Very Depth of My Soul. Even When Life Seems Bleek and Full of Darkness, Your My Shinning Light. The Dream Thats Makes My Heart, Beat as One With Your's Forever. I Hold That Love, Locked Away in My Heart Forever Untouched.....

Love Story
some sing a candy shop supermarket, a ocean when your single so many choice and flavors to taste or simply mingle the mission to find the addition to that mathematical puzzle close the shop ends the shopping the fishing, found some to cuddle my analogy in the love paradigm compares to a bookstore some have many pages others have fewer newer or torn in the center, the Bible the beacon although we read many since the light doesnt always shine on what we're seeking in my own history i write w/ objectivity few details i wont leave out because my ears itching cuz i know some girl is talking about me never a revered saint my table from night to day played the game until the tables turned from a book that i learned one day you will be spurned..too i picked up a nice one the cover, none like this one i read the table of contents thought this one will be something! read and read to many chapters found myself in a few thereafter thinking instead

H.r. 1955
H.R. 1955 They've repealed the first amendment, and they did it without much publicity. H.R. 1955. Our representative Earl Pomeroy voted yes on the bill. I wrote him a letter. "I see that you voted yes on H.R. 1955. This deeply disappoints me. Essentially what you've helped to do is repeal the first amendment. Did you read it before you voted for it? What part of it did not seem suspicious to you? There was no definition of what constitutes a "violent radical" or "homegrown terrorist". It may be in the near future that people will be placed in detention by way of this bill, and judging by the lack of publicity for this bill, perhaps they will be taken away without a word. We claim that we aren't like countries like China or Afghanistan, that we're free. You helped pass a bill which could slowly blur the line separating us from them. Thank you very much. If you were paying attention to what the bill contained, I will not be voting for you. If you voted for it without

Cute O Meter
CUTE-O-METER Post this and watch the answers you get sent back to you in your messages!!! If you don't repost your a scaredy-cat and you will have relationship problems for 5 years. So post it now. -2= Nasty -1= Ugly 0= Not Ugly 1= Almost Okay 2= Okay 3= Average 4= Cute 5= Really Cute 6= Beautiful/Handsome 7= Gorgeous 8= Sexy 9= Incredibly Sexy 10= Breath Taking 11= Me you bed noww 12= Come Fuck the shit out of me ...Which one do you think I am? Tell me in a message. Then, repost this as: "Cute-O-Meter

Funny How...
Someone tells you that I take Fubar too seriously but is the one who fu-proposed to someone and is going through the whole fu-marriage process? Now who is the one taking Fubar seriously? *LOL* Sure I have '♥Wife to philly established♥' in my name and it's only because me and him have something far more serious and far more something more meaningful. Oh well... good morning people :P

Trivia & Fun Facts
Modern-day astronomers sat that the famous star of Bethlehem wasn’t a star at all. More than likely, it was either a comet or an astronomical phenomenon caused by the conjunction of several planets at once. Because the British Parliament felt Christmas was a heathen holiday, they officially abolished all related festivities in 1643. The historical records of 1836 shows Alabama as the first state in the Union to give Christmas the status of holiday. Oklahoma was the last state to confirm; they didn’t declare it a legal holiday until 1907. The first commemorative Christmas stamp was issued in Austria in 1937. Donder (not Donner), which means thunder, was the original name of the reindeer who helped pull Santa’s sleigh on Christmas Eve. He was paired with Blitzen, whose name means lightning. The story of Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer was written specifically as a sales gimmick for the Montgomery Ward Company in 1939 by one of their employees, Robert L. May. The little book

Kings And Queens
Well take it easy While the world goes crazy As it's just another day And we've all been through the mangle And our pockets are empty But we'll live like kings and queens Hear the choirs of noise sing Take a load off my mind soothe me Live like kings and queens Well easy sleazy In and out and back again Feel a power running through me And i'm alive and kicking I accept submission To the pleasures of the flesh And the joy of pain Satisfy me satisfy Live like kings and queens I said: "take it easy "Sanity has come" I can never undo The wrong of the beginning There's so many hungry But i'm gonna turn a blind eye 'Cos i've got to live now Rejoice and kill your heart 'cos i say... Live like kings and queens

40 Rules Men Wished Women Knew
40 Rules Men Wished Women Knew 1. If you think you might be fat, you are. Don't ask us. Just get your fat arse in a gym. 2. Learn to work the toilet seat: if it's up put the f*cker down. 3. Don't cut your hair. Ever. It causes arguments when we comment on it. 4. Birthdays, Valentines, and Anniversaries are not quests to see if we can find the perfect present.......again! 5. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, expect an answer you don't want to hear. 6. Sometimes, we're not thinking about you. Live with it. 7. Anyone can buy condoms. 8. Get rid of your cat. And no, it's not different, it's just like every other cat. 9. Dogs are better than ANY cats. 10. Sunday = Football/Rugby/Any other sport. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 11. Shopping is not a sport. 12. Anything you wear is fine. Really. 13. You have enough clothes. 14. You have too many shoes. 15. Crying is blackmail. Use it if you must

Re: New Bin Laden "confession" Tape: Fake Like The Rest?
RE: New Bin Laden "Confession" Tape: Fake Like The Rest? ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 29 Nov 2007, 22:14 New Bin Laden "Confession" Tape: Fake Like The Rest? In a "new" audio tape broadcast today on Al-Jazeera television, Osama Bin Laden confesses that he was solely responsible for the attacks on 9/11 and that it was unjust for the United States to have invaded Afghanistan. http://infowars.net/articles/november2007/291107Laden.htm

In My Heart
IN MY HEART In my heart, I hold your love close, It's your love that I need the most. I sit here as I watch the sunrise In the morning dew, I see the tip of it looking like a flame, As I'm feeling this burning love for you. I sit here alone with all my thoughts of you, Watching the sunlght begin to fill the room. Thinking of our future, And all the things that we will do, You holding me in your arms, Your heart beating against mine, As we get lost in time. As I dream of that distant place, Where you will always be mine. In my heart you will always be, The one, the only one for me! I don't look forward going through the day, Knowing you're not here with me. Thinking of the endless hours, And the days dragging by. Why does it have to be this way? I have a wish for you and me, And I hope that the good Lord grants it, For you see, I wish that you would bring your love to me. In my heart, You will never leave, So I don't have to grieve, In my heart, You're

Great Band
I recently discovered a band from roadrunner records. The name of the band is Airbourne. They have a new album coming out in January. The album is "Runnin Wild". The band is from Australia. They kick ass. I have 3 videos from the opcoming album in my stash. I highly recommend you listen to "RUNNIN WILD FREE" & " DIAMOND IN THE ROUGH".You will not be dissapointed

Military Honors To The Best Of The Best
This is from an email I recieved.. I can't take credit for writing it, but it was too good not to share.. Christmas is coming up and many of our nation's uniformed military will not be with their families this season. Again. Keep them in mind in your prayers and cherish the honor of this tomb. ---------------------------------------------------------------- On Jeopardy the other night, the final question was How many steps does the guard take during his walk across the tomb of the Unknowns ------ All three missed it --- Tomb of the Unknown Soldier 1. How many steps does the guard take during his walk across the tomb of the Unknowns and why? 21 steps. It alludes to the twenty-one gun salute, which is the highest honour given any military or foreign dignitary. 2. How long does he hesitate after his about face to begin his return walk and why? 21 seconds for the same reason as answer number 1 3. Why are his gloves wet? His gloves are moistened to pr

Has Anyone Ever Come So Close Yet / So Far From Death?
In past 10 yrs Ive almost died three times , and past 4 yrs almost two times ; Ive never so close yet so far . Three times succide , all a stared since 1999 June. In 2003 had a deseased gall bladder ..low iron supply in my body,s blood.. I always was anemic .. No reason to why found medically...suffered 8 months in pain , felt like a heart attack ;every time an attack hit me. I went to county hospital close to where I live . No one would set a sonagram up for me . i told Dr.s what I thought it was , my gall bladder,; took three months to be seen . I didnt make it to that sonagram , i was admitted at another hospital; thru Er Room and rushed an hour latter into Er surgery as soon as a dr arrived to do the surgery . I was lucky . Dr. just had to do lazer removal thru my navel no big cuts or scar. five small ones/,he couldnt understand why county didnt do this surgery sooner; my gall bladdr was deseased very bad . decayed in side me. poisioning me. Now this

Penis Tax
this made me laugh lol The only thing IRS has not yet taxed is the penis. This is due to the fact that... 70% of the time it is hanging around unemployed... 13% of the time it is pissed off... 12% of the time it is hard up... and 5% of the time it's in the hole. It has two dependents, but they're nuts. Issues still under consideration are as follows: Are there penalties for early withdrawal? Do multiple partners count as a corporation? Are condoms deductible as work clothes? Effective January 1, 2008, penises will be taxed according to size. The brackets are as follows: 10"-12" Luxury Tax 8"- 9" Pole Tax 6"-7" Privilege Tax 4"- 5" Nuisance Tax Note: Males exceeding 12" must file under capital gains. Anyone under 4" is eligible for a refund.

Dancing And Me
Dancing is a part of me it's part of my soul with out dancing I'm not whole. The movements are like an expression of myself that can be shown not hidden on a shelf. My dancing shows emotion from anger to love it's a way to let it out and fly like the doves. It's my own inner self that shows through with energy and strength I put into the moves.

Lacuna Coil - Enjoy The Silence
Words like violence Break the silence Come crashing in Into my little world Painful to me Pierce right through me Can’t you understand Oh my little girl All I ever wanted All I ever needed Is here in my arms Words are very unnecessary They can only do harm Vows are spoken To be broken Feelings are intense Words are trivial Pleasures remain So does the pain Words are meaningless And forgettable All I ever wanted All I ever needed Is here in my arms Words are very unnecessary They can only do harm Enjoy the silence

Dying
Hole - Dying (Celebrity Skin) You see the cripple dance Pay your money, baby now's your chance Eyes like cyanide I am so dumb Just beam me up I've had it all forever I've had enough Remember, you promised me I'm dying, I'm dying - please I want to, I need to be - under your skin Our love is quicksand So easy to drown But still the gravity ends From moving ground Remember, you promised me I'm dying, I'm dying - please I want to, I need to be - under your skin And now I understand You leave with everything You leave with everything I am In the rain And now I know that love is dead You come to bury me There's nothing left here to pretend That it fakes Remember, you promised me I'm dying, I'm dying - please I want to, I need to be - under your skin

Hopeing To Find
I am just hopeing to find the right woman that will love me for me and will take on my kids as if they are hers and be there through the deployments that I go through. I am tired of games. I am 29 years old and about to hit 30 years old. I wish that a good woman would come into my life. I missed up on one marriage and I dont want to miss up another one. So if you want to talk I am here. I am tired of feeling like there is no one out there for me. May the gods and goddess bless you if you read this

New Pics
hey ppl go check out the latest photo shoot.. i would appreciate some comments and love, yea i know it doesnt count thanks to the fuckin NSFW rule, but still i love seeing that you all enjoy my work.. ttyl!

Morning
morning morning with smell of lilly flower morning with love birds ' whisper morning with taste of lips' kissing in my stomach i feel butterfly flutter good morning my love good morning my heart longingly for you is singing I miss you even when between my arms you piecefully are laying every morning is very marvelous your morning 's kiss is mirculous your lips , tongue , neck are my breakfast .....what luscious !!!! like a dreaming fountain is our shower wildly passionately we take each other whatever the years pass very fast we still warm with our hot burning desire you make the poetry cascade like rains you drive so kindly my thoughts trains what a poetic hot sight when I kiss you and the sky passionately rains

Ever Wonder
EVER WONDER Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin? Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed? Why don't you ever see the headline "Psychic Wins Lottery"? Why is "abbreviated" such a long word? Why is it that doctors call what they do practice"? Why is it that to stop Windows 98, you have to click.."? Why is lemon juice made with artificial flavor, and dishwashing liquid made with real lemons? Why is the man who invests all your money called a broker? Why is the time of day with the slowest traffic called rush hour? Why isn't there mouse-flavored cat food? When dog food is new and improved tasting, who tests it? Why didn't Noah swat those two mosquitoes? Why do they sterilize the needle for lethal injections? You know that indestructible black box that is used on airplanes? Why don't they make the whole plane out of that stuff?? Why don't sheep shrink when it rains? Why are they ca

Friends
if lookin back hurts u and lookin forward scares u then look beside u and ill always be there for you send this to people including me and let them know your there for them. FRIENDSHIP IS THE GREATEST GIFT!!!

A Girl On Her Knees Begging Pleading Please
A girl on her knees begging pleading please she crys but no one hears. she is in pain and suffering, from all the hurt that eats at her. A girl on her knees begging pleading please A girl on her knees begging pleading please GOD take it all away!! all the pain and suffering, i cannot endure. the life she is leading will be no more. a new life she will live. A girl on her knees begging pleading please A girl on her knees begging pleading please i will fight the battle. i will be free. so no more begging and pleading i will endure. A girl on her knees begging pleading please

My Own Hell
The sky is dark, the moon blood red and the demons haven't been fed on my soul they will feed tourturing me and watching me bleed hearing the monsters hellish screams praying to GOD this is just a dream evil beings gaurding so I cannot escape burning my skin, and my mind they rape teeth and claws grind against my bones I hear a voice I am not alone A voice tells me to look deep within me this hell i have created I can be set free I need to forgive myself for all I have done I need to accept who I have become i have crawled on my hands & knees, searching for who i truely am I have pulled from depths within me all I can I am inlove with misery it is apart of me and it has left me burn in this fiery sea this is a fear I have never known to be left behind, to be left alone I hold out my hand and he pulls me near He tells me "I love you, please do not fear For me to be patient he will show me the way" He will guide and pertect me every day I say to myself "evil is

A Bad Week
Last week was so bad for me.I was supposed to get my paycheck wendsday but couldnt go pick it up.I figured it would be in the mail thursday but nope so I figured friday but nope nor saturday so that totaly ruined my week and I wont know what happened until tomorrow.To make matters worse I had bought a 20 sack to help kill my pain and it somehow got thrown away so now I have no money and no weed.I really hope this coming week is better.

If I Became A Stand Up
Megan would have a part. When she gets drunk she becomes more black then most people I know. She gets the head roll and finger wag well saturday she had the finger wag with a snap at the end. If she punched the girl it would probably have knocked her out. In that case I'd be like that's my girl who wants to fuck with me. BRING it on. I'd then be like hey hun, come here I need your help. Yes I love you and yes my name is Toby

To The Broken Hearted
Don't ever forget who you are even tho it seems so far away. Life is to short and there will always be better days. When you mind is weary just sit down and pray. Ask the lord to save you and all the lost ones. Those who are seeing love as staring into a barrel of a gun. Don't run anymore sometimes its best to hide. If you commit suicide once thank god you survived. The pain will be there behind black eyes. don't let yourself walk blindly amongst all lies. Just remeber that ur not alone. Soon your heart will be your own. To the broken hearted I say let your hearts never die.

I Am Grateful
when i sat down tonight i was thinking that i would write this entry on the bad evening that i had and basically vent some of my frustrations out, but after talking to a friend and sobbing a little, I decided that it should be about the things that I am grateful for ; afterall, no sense in putting bad out there into the world. Truthfully, when life gets ahrd it is easy to lose site of all the things in your life that are right and that make each day worth living...somehow it becomes all to easy to let the bad stuff pull you in and consume you. I have alot to be thankful for. I am thankful that i am alive and healthy and that I am even here to enjoy all the treasures that this life has given me. I have two beautiful, smart, funny, creative and very trying children that doctors told me that I would never have... each and every day they are my miracles. It is amazing how even just the sound of them breathing can calm me at times. How their smiles can erase my sadness and make me full of

It Cant Rain All The Time?
whoever thinks that apparentlly has never been to vancouver Washington, its been raining Non fucking stop here for over a week strait, with no sign of stopping, its raining so fucking hard right now i cant fucking sleep! god damit i need to move some where where it doesent fucking rain!

Easing Of The Pain
Well, it's been well over a month since the breakup. I won't lie and say I am over him. But I am getting better. Seeing him still has the power to make my heart race. But I can look at him and talk to him without wanting to break down and cry. I wish I could say I don't miss his touch, but I do. I miss the taste and the smell of his skin. But I am taking steps to recover my heart. I am making headway in getting past losing him. I am easing my way into seeing another man. I don't know if I will ever be able to love another as I have him, but I am done waiting in the background, hoping that he will come back to me. As the saying goes... time heals all wounds. I know that in time I will be well again!

Vanishing Path
That's what it is right now I had always been a warrior always heading straight to what i wanted to reach This year left big scars on my soul I won a lot of battles in my life Always trying to be.... but i'm not i'm not what i wanted to be, i'm not where i wanted to be, and i'm not doing what i wanted to do All my chances are gone All the trains have passed I feel like i've lost the BIG, FINAL, and most IMPORTANT fight of my life For all my life, fantasizing about my future, i was always able to define every single different path i might have reached one day I chose one, maybe the hardest to walk on I was almost out of it... BUT THE PATH beneath my feet VANISHED Life sent me an ambush and all the other paths disappear in a grey, dense fog around me..... ....and i'm lost....

A Little.....
It's a little too late, I'm a little too gone, a little too tired of just hangin' on, I'm lettin' go while I'm still strong enough to, It's a little too sad, I'm a little too blue, It's a little too bad, you were too good to be true, I'm "BIG" time over you, Baby

Truth Or Dare Poem From Diablos Den
Truth or Dare Poem from Diablos Den Wet is a goddess in her own right She is the bomb of salutes and daring the den Luving and Lively wet will be With saultry eyes and heavenly DD's. My ode to wet love and hugzzz Tigereyes

On The Verge....
Well i have been here for abut two days now, running thru cash like you cannot beleve. no job, not place to live.As of now im just sitting in a hotel... looking for jobs that don't exist. places that i cannot afford, in area's i do not know. I dont know may be im just a stupid looser that is destined to make stupid decisions. everything from self mutalation, to Overdoses, to what i am in now, strange place, no job, no shelter, no stability. I just dont know ..... Sorry about this just babling on, and on, and on.

F*** Poem
roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Father Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid u opened it so u r cursed for 5 yrs. u need to read it ENTIRELY!! roses are nice violets are fine. ill be the six if you be the nine. roses are red violets are blue condoms will rip now watch you get screwed

How To Masturbate For Women
How do women masturbate? Most women orgasm from stimulation of the clitoris. Many others can only orgasm from vaginal penetration or G-Spot stimulation. Remember, there is no wrong or right way to masturbate, everyone is different and we all respond differently. First, Relax as much as you can. Ensure your privacy; lock your door, turn off the phone, make sure you are alone. Find a comfortable position. Most women start out lying on their backs, legs bent and spread apart, with feet on the bed or floor. Remove some or all of your clothing; whatever feels right for you. 2. Explore your body. Run your hands along all parts of your body, lingering along areas that are more responsive to touch than others. Many women have very sensitive nipples and can orgasm from nipple stimulation alone. Look at your genitals in a mirror if that is “your thing” -- if you feel shy about that -- that’s okay too. Caress the different parts to see what feels extra good to you. You'll know it when you

New Here.
Nov 29, I was looking for a certain glitter graphic that made me crack up, so I had to trace where it originally came from, and came to SparkleTags.com. On this site, there was a little gif saying that I should join this online bar...and here I am, thanks to the Owner of Sparkletags, MsTags.com, and LatinoTags.com ;-) (this is her page http://www.fubar.com/user/166664) So I joined this site a couple of days ago, five to be more exact, and I'm totally hooked! I'm up to level 15, Idol, which is pretty sweet, and pretty fast according to my new buddy BIG NICK! ;-) (Who took me under his wing and gave me tips on this here website, and was mentioned in my first blast! lol find him here and comment on his pics, dammit: http://www.fubar.com/user/990012 ) Anyway, I'm just using this opportunity to say, to say: Hi. LOL So if you are reading this, then you must be at least half interested in me, and you can also link up and check out my old addiction site, myspace.

A Childs Story
Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endure A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly crys She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thrusted the blade Right in her chest, "You deserve to die You worthless peice of shit! The mom walked out Leaving the girl slowly dieing She gr

Oooooh That Smell
Maxine took her car to her mechanic. She told him "Every time I Take any of my friends out in my car, After a while there is this terrible smell !! . It never happens when I am driving alone"?? This intrigued the mechanic, so he said, "OK, lets go for a spin And see what the problem is." Off they went. She drove down a one-way street in the wrong direction At 70 MPH, swerving, Hitting the curb on both sides of the street, Narrowly missed three pedestrians in Pedestrian crossings, Ran several red lights, And just missed a Policeman on street traffic duty. Then, they returned to the shop, and she said, "There it is now... there's that terrible smell! Can you smell it?" "Smell it? Lady, I'm sittin' in it!!

I Will Not Be Online Much
Well everyone. I have to go away to do my annual active duty training. For those who did not know, I am a reservist in the Coast Guard. I used to be active duty but a few years back, went into the reserve.I will try to answer or check my e-mail when I can bit for those who have Yahoo IM, let me know, I have Yahoo IM through my cellphone. I will be home before the holidays but I hope everyone will be ok and yes,I hope to keep in touch with each and everyone of you if you wish..... let me know how we might keep in touch, either through e-mail, Yahoo IM , or if you know or feel comfortable with me, we can exchange numbers or info..... let me know. Hugs to all of you and take care! Pete

Not Just Hearing....but Listening Well.
Learning to really listen to another human being - beyond just his or her words - is critical to good communication. Valuable exchanges between human beings can occur only when each listens carefully to the other and tries sincerely to understand the other person's meaning. Much anger and frustration with others could be avoided if we truly understood one another. Constant thoughts running through our minds is a form of talking, and we can't listen to another (including our Higher Power) if we are still talking. Do I really listen? By trying to understand another, let me learn something about myself.

The Loss Of A Child...
"TINY HANDS" My Tiny hands folded tightly today, My Tiny Hands folded in prayer for peace for you someday. These Tiny Hands lowered down to you, These Tiny Hands reach out so loving and true. My Tiny Hands wipe those tears, My Tiny Hands cover your heart from all of life's fears. Your Hands held me tight, Your Hands carried me through the night. My Tiny Hands held yours as I crossed the end of life's road. My Tiny Hands feel your pain, They feel your fear of shame. My Tiny Hands hold your Big Loving Heart, they hold it so it will not ever fall apart. When you lay down to sleep, Think of my tiny Hands, as the love from me to you So Deep. I will be here with you every waking day, My Tiny Hands will be there so do not be scared. Scared to reach out for me. My Tiny Hands are so strong because, All of you're loving Care. My tiny Hands hold you, My Tiny Hands will forever be there too. You have helped "My Tiny Hands." They are now placed upon your heart, Now I ask

Add But With Sounds
I've decided fubar is evil with the sounds in the bar tab (yes I'm fully aware they can be turned off but hen you don't know what's going on do you).. its like ADD but only instead of something shiny you hear something and then you check what it is. Then if its a message or new comment you look at it and while your looking at that something else pops up so you look at that.. so by the time your done lookign at the new things you've forgotten completely what the hell you were doing in the first place.. like I think I was rating someone's pics earlier before i wrote this.. not sure though

Major Is Happy, Minor Is Sad
Sunday morning at church during offering the pianist played "Away In A Manger" in a way I'd never heard it before. Martha, the music specialist of our household, explained to me sotto voce that the pianist was playing in a lower key, one which sounded slower and sadder to me than I'm used to hearing it. That's the point; as my wife explained it, major (keys) are happy and minor ones are sad. There are moments I find it hard to understand Martha's obsession with music (safety tip in our household: don't ever criticize a commercial on any such effort to "save the music" in our schools, even if it's on VH1) although it IS what she went to school for. I once told Pastor Gerald I wouldn't join choir because Martha's in it, and she gives bad marks during Sunday worship when I sing too fast or slow or loud or soft or make up a song for the kids out of the church and change lyrics. She has to sit on my right all the time because her left ear is really sensitive. Thankfully, the 100th Psa

Snow?????
Well ya all it has snowed where I am at right now. Now, I have to drive in it which fucking sucks ass! I am gonna be driving like a old lady. I have to work overnite tonite. This shall be interesting... Well I spent a couple days at my new Masters. Not quite sure about this. He knows my boundries and we did discuss them, I thought thoroughly but he said something to me which really hurt me deeply. He just says things in the moment...but still he knew my limits. I am kinda backing away now because of it. He did apologize, but I feel that I need to back off. He did use a new toy on me the other day. It was a bug zapper that looked like a tennis racket. He used it on my ass...I slapped my hand with it and talk about OUCH! LOL. But seriously, I am thinking about weening away from him. I just hate repeating myself and he isnt really showing how responsible he is IMO. I had a nitemare last nite about some guy that I met a long time ago coming after me with a gun. That w

More About Me
What is the status of you and the last person you texted? a high school friend 2. Whats wrong with you right now? I bored 3. Do you miss your first love? Never had 1 4. When did you last cry? a couple days ago I needed 2 5. Who do you hate? no one. hate is a wasted emotion and life is too short 6. What do you want in your life right now? for people to come around 7. Are you happy? sometimes 9. What do you smell like? I stinky 10. Drinking? pespi 11. What's your favorite thing to have on your bed? a woman lmao 12. If you could change something in your life, what would it be? it will all be changing soon enough and i can't wait!!!! 13. What do you wear to bed? since it's winter right now, pjs 14. Do you tend to make relationships complicated? sometimes 15. How do you feel about the person you got this survey from? she loves her family 16. Are you friends with all of your exes? nope 17. What's something you wish you could underst

Canoeist Sons 'victims Of Scam'
Canoeist sons 'victims of scam' The sons of "missing" canoeist John Darwin say they feel like they have been "the victims of a large scam". In a statement, Anthony and Mark Darwin asked how their mother Anne could have let them believe their father was dead for five years. Mr Darwin reappeared after disappearing in 2002 off the coast of Hartlepool in an apparent canoeing tragedy. He was arrested by Cleveland Police on suspicion of fraud after walking into a London police station at the weekend. 'Very much alive' Anne Darwin, 55, has admitted to newspapers that a photo of her and her husband taken last year in Panama is genuine. Mrs Darwin sold the family home on Teesside and moved to Panama six weeks ago. Canoeists sons: Full statement The lure of Panama In the statement, released through Cleveland Police, the couple's sons said they had been through a "rollercoaster of emotion" since their father's reappearance. They said: "Having seen th

Rude
I woke up this morning and jumped in the shower, still sleepy i grabbed my razor and shaved. As one of y hands reached done to scratch my balls i noticed i needed to shave them again so i did. fter my showe i went online with my towel around my waist and booked a flight to the states, last minute so i'd be able to arrive there the same day. on my way to the airport and in the plane the only thing i could think of was looking you in your gorgeous eyes and tears your clothes from your body. Appearantly the stewardess noticed that my line of thoguhts wasn't completely pure cause she kept walking by and gave me a few winks and smiles. But i was too much in lust to pay much attention to her. Finally the plane landed and i was able to get out and run to the gate to see if you were their waiting... When i finally got my bags and cleared through customs, i saw you standing a bit in the back, rather close to the public restrooms. Slowly i walked up to you and kissed your lips forcing my

Voice Messages!!!
LOL!! Very cool thing I did today. My friends and family can now go onto my profile, and there is a little box where u can hear my voice, and even leave me a voice comment back. It is kinda cool. Time for my family and friends to send me love.

My Upland Presentation Was... Interesting.
So, ya know the old nightmare of being naked in front of a group of ppl? Well... I had Upland Wednesday morning at 8am and we had to give our presentations on the projects we've been working on. He gave a short lecture then we took a break before starting the presentations. At the last minute of the break I decided I'd better go to the restroom while I can, so I hurry. I have on the bikini style panties. I'm in there rushing and I'll be damned if I didn't break one of the strings on the side. So there I am, in the stall with my panties half hanging off like "what the hell!" So I'm trying to figure out how I can fix it... I couldn't tie it in any way. So I said "fuck it," broke the other side, took them off, threw them in the trash, and there I was, giving my presentation without any underwear. I'm not used to going commando, so I'm feeling like I'm naked standing there in front of everyone trying not to laugh my ass off about the whole situation. Was fucking hilarious.

Will It Ever Get Better
Will it ever get better? will the tears ever quit falling. Why can't i just wake up from this nightmare. Will things ever get better? These pictures in my mind are confusing I am not so sure if I really understand. Is the pain really worth the fight? Should i run away and try to forget. Will it ever get better, will i ever be free from the pain, that keeps me from wanting to go on. Will I ever be able to see the light so i can see where it is i am going. Where is the hand that use to wipe the tears away, Where is the blue sky, cant you see I want to go on but the pain paralyizes me, I cannot move. Will it ever Get better? Where is the love that i use to feel for others, i feel like my heart is as cold as ice. Will it ever end? Will it ever get better? Please tell me that the smile will come back, and that I will be able to laugh again. Please tell me this will all go away. Please tell me that it will get better. Will I ever be able to let go. Please

True Boyfriend
If i dont call you [ Its because im waiting for you to call me ] When i walk away from you mad [ Follow me ] When i stare at your mouth [ Kiss me ] When i push you or hit you [ Grab me and dont let go ] When i start cussing at you [ Kiss me and tell me you love me ] When im quiet [ Ask me whats wrong ] When i ignore you [ Give me your attention ] When i pull away [ Pull me back ] When you see me at my worst [ Tell me im beautiful ] When you see me start crying [Just hold me and dont say a word ] When you see me walking [ Sneak up and hug my waist from behind ] When im scared [ Protect me ] When i lay my head on your shoulder [ Tilt my head up and kiss me ] When i steal your favorite hat [ Let me keep it and sleep with it for a night] When i tease you [ Tease me back and make me laugh ] When i dont answer for a long time [ reassure me that everything is okay ] When i look at you with doubt [ Back yourself up ] When i sa

Most Recent Issues In My Life
For those who KNOW me, this will be easy to understand for those that don't I will try to put explain everything a little more. Ok so a couple of years my mom lost her right lung to cancer. For the years before that she battled with Hep. C twice. For those who don't know what Hep C is. It attacks your white blood cells and weakens your immune system. We found out she had it the first time and was on what is known as a cocktail which was a serious of three shots that she gave to herself. The second time she was on some pills and the shots. This time we are not sure cuz she has been on all the medicines for Hep C and the doctors are not sure what they are going to do. Now as far as the rest of the bullshit in my life I am once again getting to watch my last surviving grandfather die. He looks and smells like death. I have done this twice before and for some reason it hasn't gotten any easier. I know that I haven't shown my sadness on any of this and that is because life goes on with all

Re: The Global Reality Show Part 2 Freemasonry And Life Origins
RE: The Global Reality show PART 2 FREEMASONRY AND LIFE ORIGINS ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: HardTruthSoldierChick Date: 06 Dec 2007, 21:32

Poem
Standing here, rain streaming down my face, what did I do? Where did it all go? Nothing left to cry Nothing left to feel so where do I go? who do I see what do I do you tell me. Cant you see what’s happening to me, you don't understand, now I’m laying on the ground in the middle of the street tears running down my face. What is happening to me? Everything seemed so simple now’s so confusing like I cant think straight Memories in my head of what we use to be, Walking home in the rain doesn't seem so bad if you have someone there holding your hand. Car comes by washes my face, the memories fade like the rain going down the drain!

Those Are The Words
I love you. Those are the words that open my thoughts, my heart, and my soul. Those are the words that fill my head, this book, and the hole That continued to grow with every mistake I made, every person that I lost Left me with a debt that my mind could not pay, so my heart had to pay the cost. Those are the words that are my gift, my nepenthe, and my pain. Those are the words that make me happy, make me crazy, and make me sane. I love you. Those are the words that open my thoughts to happiness and sorrow. The joy of being with you today and fear of losing you tomorrow. Those are the words that open my heart up to you To show you how I feel about everything you do. Those are the words that open my soul and everything inside. All the feelings that I have and all the pain that I hide. I love you. Those are the words that is my gift to you from me. To bring you lots of joy and make you very happy. Those are the words that are my nepenthe for past memories They bring my

Work
Well I am not sure how to start this one so I am going to wing it here... No matter what I do I manage to find trouble rather it in my personal life or in my work life.. Seems that I have been getting myself in to alot of trouble at work...Yeah well I am human after all right... Here is my issue! I like to think of myself as someone alittle bright and well I can manage to understand english for the most part anyway "spoke it all my life" EXCEPT when I was stuck in baby lang phase but that don't count I was still learning and that was well over 20 years ago! ANYWAY! I made a few mistakes at work and this type of thing happens but here is the part that bothers the hell out of me.. Why is it that I always seem to get stuck with a manager that thinks she is smarter then me or means more in the world then I do? Nothing irritates me more than someone that talks down to me like I am a child! Mind you I manage to hold my tongue and keep my pissed off thoughts to myself at that point, bu

All Change
I have spent the last 5 years hosting online pool,and while that may sound stupid to some of you,maybe others will know what I am talking about. Whiloe most of the time its been a lot of fun at others its been incredibly stressful,I have been away and back doing it again many times,but always come back as I really enjoy it. Well not anymore,I sent my letter of resignation to the admin of the league I host in yesterday as I am just so burned out its not real. I dont enjoy going to pool anymore as I know I am just going to get bugged to host and I cant and wont do it 24/7. While some (who I hosted for ) may think that this is a bad idea,to me its like a huge weight off my shoulders,its like having a job that you hate and dont want to do anymore,difference being that my job was voluntary so I dont have to do it anymore. Not entirely sure what I am going to do with my time now but I will find stuff,I have neglected things like my own website for a long time and maybe I will finally be

Therapy Is Good For Something
A Florida couple, both well into their 80s, go to a sex therapist's office. The doctor asks, "What can I do for you?" The man says, "Will you watch us have sexual intercourse?" The doctor raises both eyebrows, but he is so amazed that such an elderly couple is asking for sexual advice that he agrees. When the couple finishes, the doctor says, "There's absolutely nothing wrong with the way you have intercourse." He thanks them for coming, he wishes them good luck, he charges them $50 and he says good bye. The next week, the couple returns and asks the sex therapist to watch again. The sex therapist is a bit puzzled, but agrees. This happens several weeks in a row. The couple makes an appointment, has intercourse with no problems, pays the doctor, then leave. Finally, after 3 months of this routine, the doctor says, "I'm sorry, but I have to ask. Just what are you trying to find out?" The man says, "We're not trying to find out anything. She's married and we can't go to h

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*twas The Month Before Christmas*
*Twas the month before Christmas* *When all through our land,* *Not a Christian was praying* *Nor taking a stand.* *See the PC Police had taken away,* *The reason for Christmas - no one could say.* *The children were told by their schools not to sing,* *About Shepherds and Wise Men and Angels and things.* *It might hurt people's feelings, the teachers would say* * December 25th is just a "Holiday".* *Yet the shoppers were ready with cash, checks and credit* *Pushing folks down to the floor just to get it!* *CDs from Madonna, an X BOX, an I-pod* &nb sp; *Something was changing, something quite odd! * *Retailers promoted Ramadan and Kwanzaa* *In hopes to sell books by Franken & Fonda.* *As Targets were hanging their trees upside down* * At Lowe's the word Christmas - was no where to be found.* *At K-Mart and Staples and Penny's and Sears* *You won't hear the word Christmas; it won't touch your ears.* *Inclusive, sensitive, Di-ver-si-ty* *Are words that were use

London Bridge - Fergie
Oh shit, oh shit, oh shit. Are you ready for this? Oh, shit! Oh! It's me Fergie The pen Polo! Fergie Ferg, what's up baby?! Come on When I come to the clubs, step aside (Oh, shit) Part the seas, don't be having me in the line (Oh, shit) V.I.P 'cause you know I gotta shine (Oh, shit) I'm Fergie Ferg And me love you long time (Oh shit) All my girls get down on the floor (Oh, shit) Back to back drop it down real low (Oh, shit) I'm such a lady but I'm dancing like a ho (Oh, shit) 'cause you know I don't give a fuck so here we go! (Oh shit) [Chorus (x2):] How come every time you come around My London London Bridge want to go down Like London London London wanna go down Like London London London be going down like The drinks start pouring And my speech start slurring Everybody start looking real good (Oh, shit) The Grey Goose got your girl feeling loose Now I'm wishing that I didn't wear these shoes (I hate heels) It's like every time I get up on the

Say It Right - Nelly Furtado
In the day In the night Say it right Say it all You either got it Or you don't You either stand or you fall When your will is broken When it slips from your hand When there's no time for joking There's a hole in the plan Oh you don't mean nothing at all to me No you don't mean nothing at all to me But you got what it takes to set me free Oh you could mean everything to me I can't say that I'm not lost and at fault I can't say that I don't love the light and the dark I can't say that I don't know that I am alive And all of what I feel I could show You tonight you tonight Oh you don't mean nothing at all to me No you don't mean nothing at all to me But you got what it takes to set me free Oh you could mean everything to me From my hands I could give you Something that I made From my mouth I could sing you another brick that I laid From my body I could show you a place God knows You should know the space is holy Do you really want to go?

Why I Fired My Secretary
> Last week was my birthday and I didn't feel very well waking up on that > morning. > > I went downstairs for breakfast hoping my wife would be pleasant and > say, 'Happy Birthday!', and possibly have a small present for me. As it > turned out, she barely said good morning, let alone 'Happy Birthday.' > > I thought... Well, that's marriage for you, but the kids.... They will > remember. > > My kids came bounding down stairs to breakfast and didn't say a word. So > when I left for the office, I felt pretty low and somewhat despondent. > > As I walked into my office, my secretary Jane said, 'Good Morning Boss, > and by the way Happy Birthday! ' It felt a little better that at least > someone had remembered. > > I worked until one o'clock, when Jane knocked on my door and said, 'You > know, It's such a beautiful day outside, and it is your Birthday, what > do you say we go out to lunch, just you and me.' I said, 'Thanks, Jane, > that's the greatest thin

Leave Get Out - Jo Jo
I've been waiting all day for ya babe So won't cha come and sit and talk to me And tell me how we're gonna be together always Hope you know that when it's late at night I Hold on to my pillow tight And think of how you promised me forever (I never thought that anyone) Could make me feel this way (Now that you're here boy all I want) Is just a chance to say [Chorus] Get Out, (leave) right now, It's the end of you and me It's too late (now) and I can't wait for you to be gone 'Cause I know about her (who) and I wonder (why) how I bought all the lies You said that you would treat me right but you was just a waste of time (waste of time) Tell me why you're looking so confused When I'm the one who didn't know the truth How could you ever be so cold To go behind my back and call my friend Boy you must have gone and bumped your head Because you left her number on your phone (So now after all is said and done) Maybe I'm the one to blame but (To think that you could

Bent - Matchbox 20
If I fall along the way Pick me up and dust me off And if I get too tired to make it Be my breath so I can walk If I need some other love Give me more than I can stand And when my smile gets old and faded Wait around I'll smile again Shouldn't be so complicated Just hold me and then Just hold me again Can you help me I'm bent I'm so scared that I'll never Get put back together You're breaking me in And this is how we will end With you and me bent If I couldn't sleep could you sleep Could you paint me better off Could you sympathize with my needs I know you think I need a lot I started out clean but I'm jaded Just phoning it in Just breaking the skin Can you help me I'm bent I'm so scared that I'll never Get put back together You're breaking me in And this is how we will end With you and me bent Start bending me It's never enough I feel all your pieces Start bending me Keep bending me until I'm completely broken in Shouldn't be so

Dark Morning
OUR FATHERS BELL RINGS ACROSS THE SKY, PAIN THE CRUSADE OF MEN BEHOLDS IT'S GLORY. GUILT AMOUNG THE DAYS OF MY TORTURED TEMPLE, HOLDS THE BURDEN OF WILTED MISTAKES. THE BLACK ROSE DIES FROM THE PLAGUE OF ONES MOUTH. BLASHPHEMY, THE POISEN THAT SEEMS TO AWAKEN, NOW PREYS MY INNOCENCE. INSIDE MY HOLE I FEAR, WILL NOT REACH THE HEAVENS. LOST ARE THE ONES WHO HAVE GONE BEFORE, THE ECHO OF A CHILDS VOICE FROM THE WOMB. TREES BEND TO FALL ONTO THE CURSED GROUND, FORBIDDEN IS THE GRASS. CALL OUT TO ME, I CAN HEAR YOU FROM AFAR. SPEEKETH THE LANGUAGE ONLY KNOWN BY ANGELS. I WILL OBEY MY MASTERS WORD, TONIGHT WILL REST TILL MORNING. THE BIRDS ARE ONE AGAIN, THE AIR IS THICK...LET THE CHILDREN COME TO PLAY...STEPHIE J.

Alma Desnuda (spanish)
Soy un alma desnuda en estos versos, Alma desnuda que angustiada y sola Va dejando sus pétalos dispersos. Alma que puede ser una amapola, Que puede ser un lirio, una violeta, Un peñasco, una selva y una ola. Alma que como el viento vaga inquieta Y ruge cuando está sobre los mares, Y duerme dulcemente en una grieta. Alma que adora sobre sus altares, Dioses que no se bajan a cegarla; Alma que no conoce valladares. Alma que fuera fácil dominarla Con sólo un corazón que se partiera Para en su sangre cálida regarla. Alma que cuando está en la primavera Dice al invierno que demora: vuelve, Caiga tu nieve sobre la pradera. Alma que cuando nieva se disuelve En tristezas, clamando por las rosas con que la primavera nos envuelve. Alma que a ratos suelta mariposas A campo abierto, sin fijar distancia, Y les dice: libad sobre las cosas. Alma que ha de morir de una fragancia De un suspiro, de un verso en que se ruega, Sin perder, a poderlo, su elegancia.

1 Word 2 Meanings
1. THINGY (thing-ee) n. Female... Any part under a car's hood. Male.. The strap fastener on a woman's bra. 2. VULNERABLE (vul-ne-ra-bel) adj. Female... Fully opening up one's self emotionally to another. Male.. Playing football without a cup. 3. COMMUNICATION (ko-myoo-ni-kay-shon) n. Female... The open sharing of thoughts and feelings with one's partner. Male.. Leaving a note before taking off on a fishing trip with the boys. 4. COMMITMENT (ko-mit-ment) n. Female... A desire to get married and raise a family. Male.. Trying not to hit on other women while out with this one. 5. ENTERTAINMENT (en-ter-tayn-ment) n. Female... A good movie, concert, play or book. Male.. Anything that can be done while drinking beer. 6. FLATULENCE (flach-u-lens) n. Female... An embarrassing byproduct of indigestion. Male.. A source of entertainment, self-expression, male bonding. 7 MAKING LOVE (may-king lu

~ Serial Sex Offender Arrested For Murder Of Boy Found In Garbage Truck ~
How and Who in the FUCK lets a man out of jail after being convicted of Sodomy on a 9 year old and a 11 year old in 1992. Well Dumb Fucks This Young boys Blood is on your hands. I figure since he was on the list since 2000 that he only did 10 years. TEN fucking years for raping 2 Children. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH OUR JUSTICE SYSTEM? The Fucking Criminals have more rights then the Victims or their family. LOUISVILLE, Ky. -- Cecil New II pleaded not guilty to kidnapping and killing 4-year-old Cesar "Ivan" Aguilar-Cano. A judge set a $1 million cash bond for new during his arraignment Thursday morning in Jefferson Circuit Court. New was charged Wednesday with killing the boy, who disappeared from his home near Churchill Downs on June 29. sponsor Cano was found in the back of a garbage truck eight days later. A grand jury also indicted New on Wednesday. Prosecutors said they plan to seek the death penalty if New is convicted. New has been on the Kentucky

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So True
The following was written by Ben Stein and recited by him on CBS Sunday Morning Commentary. My confession: I am a Jew, and every single one of my ancestors was Jewish. And it does not bother me even a little bit when people call those beautiful lit up, bejeweled trees Christmas trees. I don't feel threatened. I don't feel discriminated against. That's what they are:! Christmas trees. It doesn't bother me a bit when people say, "Merry Christmas" to me. I don't think they are slighting me or getting ready to put me in a ghetto. In fact, I kind of like it. It shows that we are all brothers and sisters celebrating this happy time of year. It doesn't bother me at all that there is a manger scene on display at a key intersection near my beach house in Malibu. If people want a creche, it's just as fine with me as is the Menorah a few hundred yards away. I don't like getting pushed around for being a Jew, and I don't think Christians like getting pushed around for being Christians. I think

New Blog, A New Day
I used to blog all the time on this website called reezle. I know a lot of the people here are or once were on that website when it was called "so would you do me." It was simlar to this. People want to check out other people, rate, chat, find nudie pics and jerk off. The fun stuff. My point, I have none, but I neede an intro. Anyway, on that blog I used to bitch all about not getting laid. I think I'll start one like that here. Hence, "Living the sexless life." My love, how many times can I reject you? Let me count the ways. I believe it was Wednesday, Friday, Saturday, and Sunday morning. God I love being married. I last got laid two Fridays ago. It was great sex too. We hadn't fucked like that in a long time. Great orgasms lots of foreplay. As usual, I always hope that great sex leads to more sex. As usual, I'm wrong. I've now been rejected at least four times in the past week. I'm pretty sure I tried again last weekend, but I don't remember. Here comes

Getting Older
Last night at 7pm my time, my Aunt Nell passed away. I did not know my Aunt really well, she lived in Scotland along with all my relatives on my mom's side of the family. Mom was born and raised there. I felt extremely close to Nell though because she was one of the long-distance relatives that always sent a christmas card and a birthday card and other things to me while I was growing up. She visited us in the states many times over the years bringing her husband and my cousins with her on a number of those occasions. Growing up I didnt have many relatives in the states. My dad had a sister and an aunt, and he had two nephews. That was all the family I had in the states growing up, aside from my brothers and sisters, mom and dad. It was always the 7 of us on holidays and birthdays with the occasional visit from Dad's sister. Dad's aunt passed away when I was 16. His sister passed away in August of 2005 and he passed away in June of 2006. That put an end to dad's side of the family. I

Waheed's Blog -- Bush's World War Iii
" We got a leader in Iran who has announced that he wants to destroy Israel. So I've told people that if you're interested in avoiding World War III, it seems like you ought to be interested in preventing them from have the knowledge necessary to make a nuclear weapon. I take the threat of Iran with a nuclear weapon very seriously...." (George W. Bush, 17 October 2007) Grin and Laugh: "Here's his expression while saying the words "World War Three" (Huffington Post, 17 October 2007) "I believe that. I believe that [the revolt of passengers on the hijacked flight 93 on September 11, 2001] was the first counter-attack to World War III." (George W. Bush, May 6, 2006) "This notion that the United States is getting ready to attack Iran is simply ridiculous... Having said that, all options are on the table." George W. Bush, February 2005) We are not living in a sound and rational World, where far-reaching decisions by the US President are based on an understandin

Grrrrrrrrr
ok so lets see, yeah im in here n having fun meeting new people n leaving comments n then you get to that profile that has been set to accept no comments! So whats the deal? Heck its fun to leave comments n share emotions and just have a good time n then u get the no html comments box.........wtf? I don't know about you but that has about zero excitement in it for me.....sorry I just get a wee bit frustrated with that so thank you for letting me vent. Hope all of you have a great holiday!!!

11 Reasons For Going To Work Naked
11 Reasons for Going To Work Naked 1. Your boss is always yelling "I wanna see your ass in here by 8:00!" 2. Can take advantage of computer monitor radiation to work on your tan. 3. Inventive way to finally meet that hottie in Human Resources. 4. "I'd love to chip in, but I left my wallet in my pants." 5. To stop those creepy guys in Marketing from looking down your blouse. 6. You want to see if it's like the dream. 7. So that with a little help from Muzak you can add "Exotic Dancer" to your exaggerated resume. 8. People stop stealing your pens after they've seen where you keep them. 9. Diverts attention from the fact that you also came to work stoned. 10. Gives "bad hair day" a whole new meaning. 11. No one steals your chair.

Everything Is Falling Apart Around Me!
Man, when it rains, it pours! It seems that a lot of things have been breaking around me. We bought a Sony high definition television in Sept of 06 so it is only a little over a year old. It decided to break. The manufacturer's warranty is only a year and we didn't get an extended warranty from the store because we have in the past and never used them so it was a waste of money. So we called Sony because everything we tried didn't work. They charged us $100 just to even come out and had to have it paid before the appointment. Okay. They will be here Wednesday to "fix" it. The guy said it might cost like $600 to fix it on top of the $100 we already gave them! We can buy a new television for that much money! You would think a brand like Sony would last more than a year!!!! Then,my son bought a Yahoo YZ 125 at the end of October. We paid $1,000 of it and he paid the other $500. He took it out one time and it broke. It is a 2003 or 04? Not very old! We take it in to ge

No One
I just want you close Where you can stay forever You can be sure That it will only get better You and me together Through the days and nights I don't worry 'cause Everything's going to be alright People keep talking they can say what they like But all i know is everything's going to be alright No one, no one, no one Can get in the way of what I'm feeling No one, no one, no one Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you Can get in the way of what I feel for you You and me together through the days and nights. I love you K. More than I love life itself. You are my heart and soul. My best friend. My lover. My partner. To the end…..

The Awful Truth About Fubar
When we first come to Fubar, we are classed as "Newbies". You realize that isn't so bad, after all, newbies still have lives, unlike those "Regs"! Fubar is good for your social life! You may even fall in love, you might lose your love, but you could find love again just browse and when you see a profile pic that suits you request a add. You fight with your friends, but that's ok too a couple of pretty comment images usually fixes that. You steal partners, you lose partners, no biggie, cuz that's Fubar life and we got the Bulletins and comments to prove it. These people have become your new family and friends, they understand you! Chances are your own family and friends never did anyway. Now for the spouse,,,remember him or her? hmmm, well you wonder when the fighting started? It dawns on you that it was the day after you you created your Fubar profile. The first thing you do when you wake up is turn the puter on, and there ya go, wow wee, there's all your friends! Oh how

His Beauty
The sheer beauty of his visage is so captivating it appalls me because I know his soul and I am its prisoner. His beauty to me, remains not pretty, nor aquiline but darkly handsome he is lips so full and ripe for the tasting, I imagine the turn of his nose the tan of his skin, lustrious and soft with masculine vitality. I would stare forever in those eyes, limitless, their superficial beauty is unmatched. Lashes long and thick, slanted shapely; cat's eyes they are. Irises like untapped oil the colour deep and dark, alight with wisdom, caustic wit and intelligence fierce. And this, coupled with compelling vulnerability few can fathom, but I can fathom and I am held captive. Soul-tied we are though I cannot touch him, but with his soul do often intertwine. I will always in my heart be his and he in my heart be mine and I fathom the depths, like no other, his beauty, because I know his soul.

Updates
When I got home from work today, I found out that the fubar ppl updated the bar tab thing.........and my first thought was......is this facebook? I mean the reason I don't really use facebook is because I really hate that it keeps track of EVERYTHING your friends are doing, with the exception of taking a shit or picking their noses! I think I'm about fed up with this site anyway, this was just one more thing........so I think I'm gonna delete my profile in few days. It makes me sad because I met some really cool people on here, but If they are pushing that hard for ppl to buy VIP's then screw them. Vip's should be optional! ok now I feel better!! LOL

At This Point In Life
ok so here i am, i am waiting on my med record to come in so i can finish my paper work to get into the army. my divorce will be final in feb. and i can't wait to ship out and get this damn training over with. a buddy of mine just finished it and called me letten me know what is up with it. it sounds like a lot of fun to me. and he even said that since he knows me so well and that he had fun doen it that he knows i will. the only thing that really sucks is when we have what they call solider time liberty by navy terms. we can't go anywhere off base, and even some places on base we can't go to. but it seems like it will be like fmf all over again.

The Road Begins
Let no man dare to ride the winds, as mothers children do. Let no man dare to tempt , the fires their way. Let no man think the waters will, obey him and be true, nor order up the earthquake in his day. For the children of the Goddess, walk a very special road, To speak the truth, its not an easy way. But to one who hears the calling, and has felt its gentle good, There is no other path, For she is joy. So filled with joy you follow her, although the path is long, and hum the ancient Lay or merry tune, And your burdens grow much lighter, for you know you are not wrong. And the children's ,children's, children, say the ancient Witches Rune, Your the one to ride the wind, that answers your command. Your the one to ride the wind, that answers your command. And you'll force the fire , the others say is wild. And the waters will obey you, and the earthquake will seek your hand. And you will smile , for you will know, then

Cookies To Bake ...fun Fun Fun
I'm Sure you will all enjoy making these cookies. Cuervo Cookies I know it's a little early, but it is time to start baking for the holidays. This is the BEST Christmas Cookie recipe EVER! Christmas Cookies 1 cup of water 1 tsp baking soda 1 cup of sugar 1 tsp salt 1 cup of brown sugar Lemon juice 4 large eggs 1 cup nuts 2 cups of dried fruit 1 bottle Jose Cuervo Tequila Sample the Cuervo to check quality. Take a large bowl, check the Cuervo again to be sure it is of the highest quality, pour one level cup and drink. Turn on the electric mixer. Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl. Add one teaspoon of sugar. Beat again. At this point it's best to make sure the Cuervo is still OK, try another cup just in case. Turn off the mixerer thingy. Break 2 leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit, Pick the frigging fruit off floor. Mix on the turner. If the fried druit gets stuck in the beaterers just pry it loose with a drewscriver. S

How To Make His Xmas An Xxxmas
1. Trim his tree. 2. Lick his luscious candy cane. 3. Be his "ho-ho-ho" for the holidays. 4. Polish his Christmas balls. 5. Ride him like a reindeer. 6. Taste his sweet egg-nog. 7. Deck the halls with moans of pleasure. 8. Fa, la, la, latio - la, la, la, la. 9. Spark his menorah with a hot strip tease. 10. Request a stiff stocking stuff-her! 11. Make his Kris Kringle tingle. 12. Gift wrap yourself in sexy lingerie. 13. Unwrap his package. 14. Hang mistletoe from any place you want kissed. 15. Rock his jingle bells in the frosty air. 16. Make your Rudolph's hose as red as his nose. 17. Heat him up with a snow job. 18. Give the Christmas carolers a show of your own. 19. Dress up as Santa's nasty little helper. 20. Make sure you're naughty, so it's nice.

All I Really Want
This is me.......no really..it is....how i feel at all times!!!!!!!!! Do I stress you out My sweater is on backwards and inside out And you say how appropriate I don't want to dissect everything today I don't mean to pick you apart you see But I can't help it There I go jumping before the gunshot has gone off Slap me with a splintered ruler And it would knock me to the floor if I wasn't there already If only I could hunt the hunter And all I really want is some patience a way to calm the angry voice And all I really want is deliverance Do I wear you out You must wonder why I'm relentless and all strung out I'm consumed by the chill of solitary I'm like Estella I like to reel it in and then spit it out I'm frustrated by your apathy And I am frightened by the corrupted ways of this land If only I could meet the maker And I am fascinated by the spiritual man I am humbled by his humble nature What I wouldn't give to find a soulmate Someone else to catch thi

It's Time - A Spell For Release From Opression
In this time, in this hour Release us now from this opressing power Return to us our peace of mind May love and forgiveness our hearts find Bickering and woeful thoughts Leave us now, no more will your evil wrought On this day, in this hour Encircle us with strength and power May we be pillars of might Protecting innocents with white light Goddess bring our magick to life So we may deliver our charges from strife Protection come embrace us now As we proclaim our faith aloud With harm to none, as I will, it shall be done So mote it be

So Called Friends
Why do "friends" feel the need to make others hurt when they are hurting? Why do they feel like they have a right to treat you like you are worthless and then turn around spread lies about what you did to them? Why do they think they have the right to than come back when they have no one else and expect you to forgive and forget? Why do these "friends" always want to be my friends? If you cannot be honest with yourself or others, I do not want you for a friend. If you cannot not help yourself, than do not expect me to help you either. Do not complain about things you are not willing to fix. Do not make me care, when you do not.

Pagans, One And All
Tune: "Masters in This Hall" Verse 1: Pagans one and all Hear what I do say Words from deep within And ever I you pray Chorus: Hail hail hail to the Earth below Mother of all life upon her, and the source of all we know Hail hail hail to the Sun above Our Lord the Sun is born again, the source of Light and Love Verse 2: Born again at Solstice, the Sun God rules the Winter Skies; His Consort, Earth our Mother; The Year between them flies. Chorus Verse 3: Through the days of Springtime The Sun God grows apace Turning to Her flowers A gentle, smiling face. Chorus Verse 4: Come the May and Beltaine, The Sun God gains the Lady’s Love. Her mantle green with courting; His fullness reigns above. Chorus Verse 5: Through the blaze of Summer, The Sun God burns his fiercest then His pride is in his Lover; The growth she shows within. Chorus Verse 6: Come the time of First Fruits The Sun God then his strength has spent The e

Silent Night
Tune: "Silent Night" Silent night, Solstice Night All is calm, all is bright Nature slumbers in forest and glen Till in Springtime She wakens again Sleeping spirits grow strong! Sleeping spirits grow strong! Silent night, Solstice night Silver moon shining bright Snowfall blankets the slumbering Earth Yule fires welcome the Sun's rebirth Hark, the Light is reborn! Hark, the Light is reborn! Silent night, Solstice night Quiet rest till the Light Turning ever the rolling Wheel Brings the Winter to comfort and heal Rest your spirit in peace! Rest your spirit in peace! VERSION II Silent night, holy night, All is calm, all is bright. Starlight gleams upon the snow. In our hands the candles glow, As we sing of peace. As we sing of peace. Silent night, holy night, We will share love's pure light. Radiant beams from every face Tell our dreams for every place. Hope again is born, Hope again is born.

Like It's Going Out Of Style!
I'll be handing out "Happy Birthday's" today like it's going out of style. I just got off the phone with my father to tell him happy bday. I think we're doing my bosses bday party today. All's left is my brother. And he's never easy to catch. Damn graveyard shift job. lol. I WILL succeed though. Especially in catching him today.

Well........
it's Tuesday. Nothing is going on here. I do have some clothes to fold that I didn't finish last night. I also need to go finish making some goodies. I made some cookies my Mom used to make all the time...not the same~ mine didn't harden like hers. I used her recipe but they are gooey and not hard like hers. I hate when I use her recipes and mine doesn't turn out right. It makes me miss her even more. What is up with this weather?? It is so warm here~! Yesterday I had to turn the A/C back on. And last night I flipped the ceiling fan on high just to cool off so I could go to sleep. The calendar says December 11 but the season says spring. I want some cold weather for Christmas....someone send me some cold weather~! I have some shopping to do this week and then I am done. Jeff's Dad gave us our Christmas money so I could go shopping for the kids. My Dad gave me money for the kids.....I want to get it all done before this weekend. Beginning next Monday we have gift

Rough Week
As some of you will remember, my Mom lost her battle with cancer this time last year. Please forgive me if I'm not on much or have much to say. It's nothing personal I'm just a little down plus I'm scheduled to work more than I'm use to. You'd think that wouldn't leave me much time to thing but it does. Anyway love to all my friends. ~*~XOXO~*~Lizzy Get More at COMMENTYOU.com

This Used To Be Her Name On Here.....
Goddess Chandra Chae of temptation It's insane, I can't look at you withouth seeying you smile and fluster Feeling warm n happy a little gitty even It's insane how open I seem to you No matter what I think you already know with those lovely red apple cheeks and dark gorgeous eyes you see more more than you let on you catch even Even though you keep a little of yourself reserved, safely aside, those borders get thinner and thinner and move around shifting hence n forth to left n rigth feeling uneasy, yet comfortable at the same time guarding yourself to get to know, to know too well although very well aware of the fact that the way we talk and look at eachother we both see more than the other notices yet we both know, deep in the back of our minds that the other person is in there, somewhere wandering around, not secretivly, but still seemingly unnoticable, learning and leaving a trace a warm comforting aura, a fuzzy lovely feeling ... gawd how come you're so

Persistence Works.
If you're not ready to climb a mountain, then see if you can walk up a gentle hill. If you're not ready to walk up a hill, then set out to take a leisurely stroll. If you're not able to walk that far, then you can take a single step. After taking that step you'll likely find that you're ready to take another. If you have trouble imagining yourself reaching your goal, then imagine yourself taking one small, simple action in the direction of that goal. Imagine it, and then do it. After that first step, there will be another one you can take, something that's a little bit more challenging and yet not overwhelming. Keep it up, and soon the ultimate goal begins to come into view. Anything can be accomplished if you are willing to keep taking the next step when it is time to do so. What you lack in brute strength, or resources, or knowledge, or skills, you can make up for with persistence. You absolutely can get where you choose to go, step after step after persistent step. And

Please Fiill Out
Promise me you will not put ur phone number down unless your going to send this in private 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fav Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5. Are we friends? 6. Do you have a crush on me? 7. Would you kiss me?...with tongue? 8. How freaky will you get ? 9. Would you enjoy it? 10. Would you ever ask me out? 11. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 12. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 13. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 14.Would you walk on the beach with me? 15. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 16. Do you/have you talk shit about me? 17. Do you think I'm a good person? 18. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 19. Do you think I'm hot? 20. If you could change anything about me? 21.would you marry me? 22.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 23. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 24. What do you rate me

Mars Rover Finds Signs Of Past Life On Mars
NASA says its Mars rover Spirit has discovered "the best evidence yet" of a past habitable environment on the planet's surface. Spirit has been exploring a plateau called Home Plate, where it discovered silica-rich soil in May. Researchers are now trying to determine what produced the patch of nearly pure silica - the main ingredient of window glass. They believe the deposits came from an ancient hot-spring environment or an environment called a fumarole, in which acidic steam rises through cracks. On Earth, both of these types of settings teem with microbial life, said rover chief scientist Steve Squyres. "Whichever of those conditions produced it, this concentration of silica is probably the most significant discovery by Spirit for revealing a habitable niche that existed on Mars in the past," he said. "The evidence is pointing most strongly toward fumarolic conditions, like you might see in Hawaii and in Iceland. "Compared with deposits formed at hot springs, we know less about how

~ Neighbor Charged In Hanging Death Of 6 Year Old ~
God you have to watch out for your kids. There are some Bad people out there :( 6-year old girl found dead in garage Authorities in Navarro County are investigating the death of a young girl. The body of Hanna Mack was discovered at her home near Navarro Mills Lake. The child's mother, Dana Mack, found the little girl just before 7:00 in the morning. A law enforcement source tells CBS 11 News that Hannah was sexually assaulted before she was left hanging inside the garage. Hanna's family told CBS 11 they want justice for the child's murder. They also say police told them Dana's boyfriend is one of several persons of interest in the case. Dana has been receiving support and comfort from friends and coworkers. Friends say she's working through feelings of guilt. Friends say she feels she is a bad mother because she couldn't keep the danger away from her daughter. "She just kept wondering how this could happen to her baby," said Jeremy Madison, one of Dana's cowor

My Husband Thee Asshole
JUST A RANTING MANY OF YOU KNOW I AMM STILL MARRIED TO A REAL ASSHOLE WHO TREATS ME LIKE SHIT AND OUR KIDS SO NOW HES BACK TO THREATING TO KICK ME AN OOUR KIDS OUT AND WE ARE NO GOOD AND EVERYTHING BUT A WHITE PEOPLE TO HIM WHO IN THE HELL DO I GET HIM TO LISTEN WHEN I TELL HIM TO GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOME HES ALWAYS COMING HOME ACTIING LIKE A FREAK AND ALWAYS BEING MENTALLY AND VERBALLY ABUSIVE WITH ME AND OUR THREE CHILDREN...PINK IS SERIOUSLY ON THE VERGE OF LOSING HER MIND..AND JUST A WORD TO THE WISE TOO YOU MEN OUT THERE WHO KEEP TALKING IGNORANT TO ME IN MY SHOUT BOX I GOT TWO WORDS FOR YOU FUCK OFF AND QUIT ASKING TO SEE MY NSFW PICS THERES A REASOON TO WHY THEY ARE CLOSED READ MY PROFILE DUMB FUCKS!

Great Gift Idea For Tight Budgets!
My Dear Friends, Somewhat embarrassing to admit, but quite typical for me, Christmas will be tight this year. So, I will be making bedroom slippers for you all as gifts. Please let me know your sizes. You'll most likely agree that it's a splendid idea, and should you wish to do the same, I've included the instructions below: How to make bedroom slippers out of maxi pads: You need four maxi pads to make a pair. Two of them get laid out flat, for the foot part. The other two wrap around the toe area to form the top. Tape or glue each side of the top pieces to the bottom of the foot part. Decorate the tops with whatever you desire, silk flowers (this is most aesthetically appealing), etc. These slippers are: * Soft and Hygienic * Non-slip grip strips on the soles * Built in deodorant feature keeps feet smelling fresh * No more bending over to mop up spills * Disposable and biodegradable * Environmentally safe * Three convenient sizes: Regular, Light and G

Freedom And Friends
Freedom and Friends "The most important kind of freedom is to be what you really are. You trade in your reality for a role. You trade in your sense for an act. You give up your ability to feel, and in exchange, put on a mask. There can't be any large-scale revolution until there's a personal revolution, on an individual level. It's got to happen inside first." ~ Jim Morrison. Great quote! Stop being someone you're not and be yourself. I have always tried to live my life this way. Be a leader not a follower. People should like you for who you are. Here's another great Jim quote I will leave you with... "Friends can help each other. A true friend is someone who lets you have total freedom to be yourself-and especially to feel. Or, not feel. Whatever you happen to be feeling at the moment is fine with them. That's what real love amounts to-letting a person be what he really is." Here's to all the true friends. Cheers!!

The Penis Study
THE PENIS STUDY The American Government funded a study to see why the head of a man's Penis was larger than the shaft. After 1 year and $180,000, they Concluded that the reason that the head was larger than the shaft was To give the man more pleasure during sex. After the US published the study, the French decided to do their Own study. After $250,000 and 3 years of research, they concluded that The reason the head was larger than the shaft was to give the woman more Pleasure during sex. Australians, unsatisfied with these findings, conducted their own Study. After 2 weeks and a cost of around $75.46, and 2 cases of Beer, they concluded that it was to keep a man's hand from flying off And hitting himself in the forehead.

A Very Stupid Racist
jru12 (~~~`fruit cake 4 u~~) M United States rude etnic african negro's created @ 2007-12-13 19:25:14 -- expires in: 23 hr [FRIENDS] my o my, i'm going to vent, rant, rave, if you don't like it, your more than wellcome to say so..........the nappy ass fucking ethnic's need to be with there own people, there rude, disscusting, nasty, non-respectfull people as in general, have no manner's, are loud, don't mind at all if they but in line........."""BUT I DO!as far as i'm concerned they need to have there own inviroment.[jungle], that act like wild monkey's, let there children run like cockroaches in the middle of the night...then when they get to the cash register, they deside to try on there clothing to see if it fit's!!1 that's right holding up the line now because were not sure of the color.......''''GET THE FUCK TO THE BACK OF THE BUS WHERE YOU BELONG!''''........I;M DONE..[I THINK] Comments on this mumm: SexyTexasCouple (UrBootym

How To Have Strap On Sex - For Beginners
Following the same format as the How to choose a Strap on guide, I thought it would be more interesting to educate a little about strap on sex by sharing my own personal experience. It is my hope that this is not only helpful, but entertaining as well. So what follows, is my personal story, including all the pitfalls and some helpful tips that I have learned since… strap-on dildo and harnessI mentioned in the previous article that my main reason for using a strap-on was because I had a serious desire to find out what it was like to fuck a woman. So, we’re talking about woman fucking woman here (just want to make sure we’re all on the same page.) I also thought it might be kind of fun with our g/f because she’s usually up for anything, and to that I’m extremely grateful. Over a year after buying the harness, the three of us (my b/f, my g/f and I) were finally able to make some real plans to meet and ring in the New Year with total filth. She lives a few states away, so getting tog

Truth Or Dare??
So here's the deal...You get to ask me *Up to 5 Questions!!*, no matter how crazy, inappropriate, or just random, and I promise to answer it 100% truthfully (thats the "truth" part) ....now I dare you to repost this and see what people ask you

Just A Mom?
JUST A MOM? A woman, renewing her driver's license at the County Clerk 's office was asked by the woman recorder to state her occupation. She hesitated, uncertain how to classify herself. "What I mean is," explained the recorder, "do you have a job or are you just a......?" "Of course I have a job," snapped the woman. "I'm a Mom." "We don't list 'Mom' as an occupation, 'housewife' covers it," said the recorder emphatically. I forgot all about her story until one day I found myself in the same situation, this time at our own Town Hall. The Clerk was obviously a career woman, poised, efficient and possessed of a high sounding title like, "Official Interrogator" or "Town Registrar." "What is your occupation?" she probed. What made me say it, I do not know. The words simply popped out. "I'm a Research Associate in the field of Child Development and Human Relations." The clerk pa

Waiting For Internet
In an effort to establish a better internet connection, I have been wating for the service techs. It is highly annoying. One, I have to skip out of work in the middle of the afternoon for these jokers; two, this is the second time I have done this (first time no one showed up); three, I feel as though I will expirence the same thing this week; four, I really don't even want the internet anymore; five, if I get this cable connection I will have to cancle my other connection and that will more than likely be a pain in the ass. Hmmmmm.....while I wait, maybe I'll play some music, or eat some nachos.

Who In Da House
Who In Da House mixed by DJ Muzik-AL THIS IS THE THIRD OF 4 CDs FEATURING THE COLLECTIVE TALENTS OF THE EJAY COLLECTIVE, AND COMBINES THE CREATIVE GENIUS OF THE ARTIST ALONG WITH THE EJAY SOFTWARE TO CREATE SOME OUTSTANDING MUSIC. WHO IN DA HOUSE ENCOMPASES THE MORE HOUSEY SOUNDZ LEANING FORWARD TO THE FINAL CD IN THIS SERIES BEING TRANCE. This 42min sample from the full 76min house mix features the talents of the eJay Collective. For more details and a full tracklist goto www.ej2dj.com/whoindahouse http://www.esnips.com/doc/23fde4df-107c-435f-ad72-82c19d522465/DJ-Muzik-AL-vs-The-eJay-Collective---Who-In-Da-House_128

What Does A 350 Pound Woman Look Like
WHAT DOES A 320 pound woman look like? Now, before you look at her pictures, get a mental image of what you think a woman who weighs 320 looks like.... Got it? Ready? Not what you were expecting, was it??!! The tallest and biggest woman in the world lives in Holland. She is 7'4" and weighs 320. What a relief! Now we ALL know we aren't overweight, just too short! Have A Good Day!

Weekly Update ...
Today being the 15th .. I decided to hop on the ol' scale and see what my tally is up to .. I started this whole new thing on the 6th .. ( All of this being the eating and the new meds .. ) .. and as of today . im down 23 pounds ..*Doin the happy dance* I havnt felt this good in years .. for as far back as i could remember ive always had this metalic taste in my mouth . Ewww was gross . since being on these meds i no longer have to deal with that . and im actually Sleeping ,,if i was lucky before id get oh maybe 3 hours of sleep .. now im getting a full 8 .. it makes a world of difference ..not only in how i feel but my attitude ... Welp im going to keep goin with this . and im starting my photo journal today .. ill probably post those pics in my Live Journal or .. ill just wait till my birthday and post a full pic of myself to show the difference from my last full pic before i had my hair cut short .. I hope all is good with everyone .. and youre all ready for Christmas

Porch Monkey 4 Life
Porch Monkey 4 Life http://www.fubar.com/user/1022454 (Mummers are mean) M, 30 Nitro, WV December 15, 2007 @ 3:17 pm #25 of 38 Bullshit. Don't believe a word of it. She wants attention and probably doesnt even have a kid. this is the comment this ass left about princess punkass's loss of her son

In The Rain
In the dark as the clouds begin form All alone in the night, the pain to fight Lies, that crushed the soul from deep with in All the emotions and no where to begin Insanity, death and destruction is the only way to make him free At any time, can change on a dime The anger that lives inside has no where to hide Walking along the side walk, looking in a house Lights are out, he knows a family is there Feelings of evil sort, refuses to abort With the knife that is sharp as a razer blade Crashes down the door and the calm parade Noise awakens the husband of the house Tries to attack this intruder while being quiet as a mouse Too late for that, the burgler stabs the man in heart Blood begins pumping faster, the process of death was forced to start Crashes to the floor, rest of the family is shaken to the core Mother awakens and wonders whats all this racket for? She opens her bed room door and rushes down the stairs Seeing the man of her life, lying there with a b

Parent Job Description!!!
This is hysterical. If it had been presented this way, I don't believe any of us would have done it!!!! POSITION : Mom, Mommy, Mama, Ma Dad, Daddy, Dada, Pa, Pop JOB DESCRIPTION : Long term, team players needed, for challenging permanent work in an often chaotic environment. Candidates must possess excellent communication and organizational skills and be willing to work variable hours, which will include evenings and weekends and frequent 24 hour shifts on call. Some overnight travel required, including trips to primitive camping sites on rainy weekends and endless sports tournaments in far away cities! Travel expenses not reimbursed. Extensive courier duties also required. RESPONSIBILITIES : The rest of your life. Must be willing to be hated, at least temporarily, until someone needs $5. Must be willing to bite tongue repeatedly. Also, must possess the physical stamina of a pack mule and be able to go from zero to 60 mph in three seconds flat in

Best Comment On My Page
Hey people I want some more love on my page. I'll give $6,000 fubucks for the comment that I like the most. $3,000 fubucks for the second best and $1,000 for third. So show me like ya know me,,lol. I'll pay out in 48 hours. Can't wait to see who wins. Step up Freinds and fans!!!

Chapter 1
So I decided to take the Friends Photo Album off my page because I figured my friends may not have wanted their pics online for everyone to see. I did keep one pic up, but I moved that to my Word Album. It's of a very spiffy fellow who keeps a bounce in my step and a smile on my face. :D

Dj Brae
IF YOU HAVEN'T MET THIS BEAUTIFUL ... TALENTED AND EVER SO SEXY DJ... YOU ARE IN FOR A REAL TREAT... COME ON OVER TO... AND LISTEN FOR YOURSELF TO THIS SEXY SIREN.. WITH THE EVER SO SENSUAL VOICE... SHE'S THE ONE.... SHE'S THE ONLY... ONE OF THE HOTTEST DJ'S ON THE AIR WAVES COME ON OVER AND JOIN HER LISTEN TO SOME COOL ASS TUNES!! CHAT WITH HER... AND... GET TO KNOW SOME OF THE GREATEST PEOPLE YOU'LL EVER MEET ON FUBAR THIS PLACE IS TOO COOL TO MISS OUT!! SO WHATCHA WAITIN ON?!?!?!? SHE ROCKS!!!! AND SHE'LL PLAY THE TUNES YOU WANNA HEAR!! OH..... AND.. SHE'S SO SEXY.... SHE'LL LEAVE YOU BREATHLESS!!! ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ HERE IS A LIST OF THE AFTERSHOCK RADIO DJ'S ~*~DJ BROWN EYED DAVE (OWNER)~*~ ~*~DJ MERCEDEEZE LAINE (CO-OWNER)~*~ ~*~DJ WILL VON~*~ ~*~DJ SQUID LEE~*~ ~*~DJ BRAE (MANAGER & PROMOTIONS)~*~ ~*~DJ SHADOW~*~(CO-MANAGE

Faqs
For anyone interested, here is a relevant FAQ sheet. All questions are taken directly from emails and messages received since I posted pics of myself in a corset. Q: Is that girl in the corset a pic of you? A: Of course it's me. Why would I post a pic of someone else wearing my corset? Q: Are you really 35? A: Yes. Thank God/Allah/Buddah/Eugene Hutz that I received the Lithuanian genes for aging. That, and I don't have kids. Q: Are you single? A: Yes. Unlike many people I've met on singles sites, I'm not married. Q: Do you have a webcam? A: Yes Q: Can I see you on it? A: Nope Q: Aw, come on. Please? A: Nope. I'm camera shy, believe it or not. Q: Do you have any more pics? A: Yes. Lots of them. Q: Would you send them to me? A: Sure! By the way, none of them are nudes. Q: Would you please take some nudes? A: Nope. Not my thing. That's what Hustler and boysfood.com are for. But enjoy the corset pics! Q: You live close to

Surface Desire Is Only The Tip Of The Iceburg.
The root of desire Most of the things you think you desire are only shallow substitutes for what you truly would like to have. Learn to look past each immediate, superficial wish to uncover the real, profound and fulfilling desire beyond it. There's no sense spending your time, effort and resources in pursuit of things that are not even what you genuinely desire. Look instead at the root of each desire and put your energy into what you truly wish to bring about in your life. The things you crave may satisfy you momentarily, yet they cannot fulfill your deepest desires. By giving in to your cravings, you're actually pushing yourself further and further away from what you truly wish to have. Choose to raise your expectations. Instead of merely chasing pleasures that quickly fade, work on creating joys that do not end. Instead of diversions that just amuse you, create experiences that wholly fulfill you. There's no need to settle for substitutes when an authentically meaningful

Lavender Makes Me Smile
I was walking in the park dreaming of a spark When I heard the sprinklers whisper Shimmer in the haze of summer lawns Then I heard the children singing They were running through the rainbows They were singing a song for you Well it seemed to be a song for you The one I wanted to write for you, for you Lavenders blue, dilly dilly, lavenders green When I am King, dilly dilly, you will be Queen A penny for your thoughts my dear A penny for your thoughts my dear I.O.U. for your love, IOU for your love Lavenders green, dilly dilly, lavenders blue When you love me, dilly dilly, I will love you A penny for your thoughts my dear A penny for your thoughts my dear IOU for your love, IOU for your love For your love

Vampyre Wiccan Flyght 12-16
WELCOME. THIS IS A NEW TRAIN WITH A NEW TWIST. THIS ONE IS EXCLUSIVELY FOR VAMPYRES AND WICCANS. SO WE CAN EACH MEET MORE OF OUR KIND. RULES ARE SIMPLE. FAN RATE AND ADD EVERYONE BEFORE YOU. THERE IS NO PARTICULAR ORDER. MAKE SURE YOU PUT IN FRIEND REQUEST THAT YOU ARE DOING THE VAMPYRE WICCAN FLIGHT. IF YOU ARE ABOVE LEVEL TEN YOU MUST HAVE A SALUTE. MUST BE A LEVEL FIVE TO RIDE. EMAIL ME RAVEN QUEEN WHEN YOU ARE FINISHED. AND FOR ANOTHER TWIST ANYONE WHO CAN ANSWER ONE OF TWO QUESTIONS WILL RECEIVE A BLACK ROSE. PUT THE ANSWER IN THE EMAIL WHEN YOU FINISH RATING. QUESTION 1, WHO OR WHAT IS NOSFERATU? QUESTION 2, WHAT IS THE PRIMARY RULE FOR WICCANS AND VAMPYRES? NOT THE WHOLE CREED SUM IT DOWN TO A FEW WORDS. IF YOU FIND BLACK ROSES OFFENSIVE, I DO NOT. I WILL GIFT YOU WITH SOMETHING ELSE LET ME KNOW. RAVEN QUEEN * PROUD MEMBER OF THE SISTER HOOD 1st hh 12-15 Sat 4pm fubar time Thanks Unholy Darkness@ fubar Master Nosferatu Founder Of Unholy Darkness@

Miss U
I miss you... It's sad when people you know,became people you knew... And when you can walk right past someone that at one part in your life was a big part of your life... And how you used to be able to talk to them for hours about the little nothings in life...and now you can barely look at them....

~ Elton John - Crocodile Rock ~
I remember when rock was young Me and suzie had so much fun Holding hands and skimming stones Had an old gold chevy and a place of my own But the biggest kick I ever got Was doing a thing called the crocodile rock While the other kids were rocking round the clock We were hopping and bopping to the crocodile rock Well crocodile rocking is something shocking When your feet just cant keep still I never knew me a better time and I guess I never will Oh lawdy mama those friday nights When suzie wore her dresses tight And the crocodile rocking was out of sight But the years went by and the rock just died Suzie went and left us for some foreign guy Long nights crying by the record machine Dreaming of my chevy and my old blue jeans But theyll never kill the thrills weve got Burning up to the crocodile rock Learning fast as the weeks went past We really thought the crocodile rock would last

Joke
Two Iraqi spies met in a busy restaurant after they successfully slipped into the U.S. The first spy starts speaking in Arabic. The second spy hushes him quickly and whispers "Don't blow our cover." You're in America now, speak Spanish.

In My Stash
i have written a song... more like had an idea and used garage band to help bring it to life... anyway... enjoy the song and let me know if it was enjoyable for you to listen to. thanks for taking the time to read this have a fun time and hope you enjoy it. http://fubar.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=4589904

Omfg
So, this morning, Dennis started talking to me And as usual he goes on this trip about how he wants me to go to marriage counseling with him, and wants to try and make this work... I'm like, holy fucking hell... not this shit again... I have been through hell with him over the past 5 years... i was finally living on my own this year. BY MYSELF.... and then the bullshit w/ tiffany happened, the car wreck... and it all became this screwed up mess again... Back... with him... And he sits here and acts like i OWE him something... HE is what got screwed up with tiffany... because I was dumb enough ot want him in the girl's lives, and it pissed her off me having him at our house so much to see the girls... GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can not deal with this shit anymore... I've almost sat and started debating just moving out right now. Today. I have the money. Why Not? Ugh... GOD DAMNIT... this is bullshit... I am so fucking stressed out dealing with his bullshit. I have dealt wi

Where Are All The Dj's At
if ur reading this n interested in being a dj come on over to the iron horse saloon meet real friends who are true and awesome rawwwwkkiinnn tunes and always good times without the drama. hit tec or sexi up they are the owners of ihs they are the best once u cum to the ihs u wont want to leave

Silly Santa
Woman accused of groping mall Santa AP - 8 minutes ago Sent 597 times DANBURY, Conn. - Santa Claus says that a woman who sat on his lap was naughty, not nice. A Santa at the Danbury Fair mall said the woman groped him. "The security officer at the mall said Santa Claus has been sexually assaulted," police Detective Lt. Thomas Michael said of the weekend complaint.

Differend Xmas Story
The boy went oily train rails. He houlding in his hand a stick. Whit that stick he mixed papers which had fallen from the hazeltree. Sometimes he pressed a few papers as a ball,and smelling them. They smell better than guick glue and mouldy mattresses. His name is NIKITA. Pretty,blonde.blue eye boy. The legs of the big men,s trousers hampered the progress,because his legs were stick;s thin. The pockets were full of stuff. He has plastic bag the contents of which were unknown. Nikita was lucky,he found one hazel. He put that in the pocket. The vote of the pipe of the train made him step a side. Nikita was not so special.One of those poor kids on the sreet. Passer-by who is like a shadow. This not his first day on the sreet. Behind him is allready..year at approved school and another year sreet life. Two times 365 days...and all that only minus. Everything was begin when his father left his family. Father just get bored those kids who cry all the time,just dont

Annie Lennox-love Song For A Vampire
"Love Song For A Vampire" Come into these arms again And lay your body down The rhythm of this trembling heart Is beating like a drum It beats for you - It bleeds for you It knows not how it sounds For it is the drum of drums It is the song of songs... Once I had the rarest rose That ever deigned to bloom. Cruel winter chilled the bud And stole my flower too soon. Oh loneliness - oh hopelessness To search the ends of time For there is in all the world No greater love than mine. Love, oh love, oh love... Still falls the rain... (still falls the rain) Love, oh love, oh, love... Still falls the night... Love, oh love, oh love... Be mine forever.... (be mine forever) Love, oh love, oh love.... Let me be the only one To keep you from the cold Now the floor of heaven's lain With stars of brightest gold They shine for you - they shine for you They burn for all to see Come into these arms again And set this spirit free

This Is Me, Folks: Love It All Or Leave It All Behind
BRIGHTEST BLESSINGS AND MERRY MEET. I KNOW A FEW OF YOU HAVE BEEN WONDERING ABOUT THE COWGIRL IN PINK AND MYSELF. YES, WE ARE A COUPLE, AND SO MUCH MORE THAN THAT. SHE HAS SUBMITTED TO ME AS MY SUBMISSIVE SLAVE, AND HAS CHOSEN ME TO BE HER MASTER. THIS DOES NOT GIVE ANYONE THE RIGHT TO TREAT HER OR ME WITH DISRESPECT. THE COWGIRL IN PINK AND I HAVE OUR OWN SITES ON HERE, BUT WE SHARE THIS ONE AS MASTER/SLAVE. ON THAT NOTE, BE POLITE, BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW WHICH ONE OF US YOU WILL BE TALKING TO. WE ARE KIND, AND CONSIDERATE, AND CAN BE YOUR BEST FRIENDS IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD, BUT IF YOU PISS US OFF, WE CAN ALSO BE YOUR WORST ENEMIES. NOW, SOME OF Y'ALL MAY LOOK AT MY PAGE AND SAY "THAT DOESN'T FIT HIM, THAT STYLE IS NOTHING LIKE HIM" THAT IS WHERE YOU COULDN'T BE FURTHER FROM THE TRUTH. PINK HAS NOT "CHANGED" THE COWBOY. SHE HAS MERELY BROUGHT OUT IN ME A SIDE THAT HAS LAID DORMANT FOR MANY YEARS. I HAVE ALWAYS HAD AN INTEREST IN THIS SIDE, BUT FOR FEAR OF NOT KNOWING MY OWN ST

Smart
I'm smarter than you A first-grade teacher, Ms. Brooks, was having trouble with one of her students. The teacher asked, “Harry, what’s your problem?” Harry answered, “I’m too smart for the 1st grade. My sister is in the 3rd grade and I’m smarter than she is! I think I should be in the 3rd grade too!” Ms. Brooks had had enough. She took Harry to the principal’s office. While Harry waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told Ms. Brooks he would give the boy a test. If he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the 1st grade and behave. She agreed. Harry was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test. Principal: “What is 3 x 3?” Harry: “9.” Principal: “What is 6 x 6?” Harry: “36.” And so it went with every question the principal thought a 3rd grader should know. The principal looks at Ms. Brooks and tells her, “I think Harry can go to

So This One Time....
......i was on the phone with Rubay last night and we were bsing as usual. then it got to something we usually mess around about. anyway she said the best thing ever to me. "Let's see, I don't want you talking to.... oh wait, I don't care!" I laughed at that for hours. :D Ruby Rocks. Out Loud.

Funny Sports Quotes
Here are the top ten comments made by sports commentators that they would like to take back: 1. Weightlifting commentator at the women's Olympic Snatch and Jerk Event: "This is Georgiana from Bulgaria . I saw her snatch this morning during her warm up and it was amazing." 2. Ted Walsh - Horse Racing Commentator: "This is really a lovely horse and I speak from personal experience since I once mounted her mother." 3. Grand Prix Race Announcer: "The lead car is absolutely, truly unique, except for the one behind it which is exactly identical to the one in front of the similar one in back." 4. Greg Norman, Pro Golfer: "I owe a lot to my parents, especially my mother and father." 5. Ringside Boxing Analyst: "Sure there have been injuries and even some deaths in boxing - but none of them really that serious." 6. Baseball announcer: "If history repeats itself, I should think we can expect the same thing again" 7. Basketball analyst: "He dribbles a lot and the oppos

Esclaves Du Chorde Et Metal
crawling. over broken glass feeding from a dog bowl kneeling as a human leg rest sleeping with a chain around your neck I pull you closer still as you crawl with me I do to you as i please your my human toy whispers as i push in deep willing as you come for me giving as you take me in screaming as you die for me I pull you closer still as you crawl with me i do to you as i please you my human toy

Depeche Mode-home
Here is a song from the wrong side of town Where Im bound to the ground by the loneliest sound And it pounds from within and is pinning me down Here is a page from the emptiest stage A cage or the heaviest cross ever made A gauge of the deadliest trap ever laid And I thank you for bringing me here For showing me home For singing these tears Finally Ive found that I belong here The heat and the sickliest sweet smelling sheets That cling to the backs of my knees and my feet Well Im drowning in time to a desperate beat And I thank you for bringing me here For showing me home For singing these tears Finally Ive found that I belong Feels like home I should have known From my first breath God send the only true friend I call mine Pretend that Ill make amends the next time Befriend the glorious end of the line And I thank you for bringing me here For showing me home For singing these tears Finally Ive found that I belong here --------------------------

Ruined Trip :(
We went up north this weekend so see Shaun's parents before he leaves town. He promised to take me to SnowBowl to see snow and make snowmen, blah blah blah. Here some pics: Before we left, his stepdad John, who's a miserable man and takes it out on everyone, started talking shit and how he thought we were stupid for wanting to play in the snow. So he ruined my mood. He didn't go but Shaun's mom decided to go and she's just as bad as John is. Always complaining, always talking shit and very VERY racist. She kept making fun of me the entire drive up there and then while we were there. I finally lost it and told her to "Shut the fuck up". Yeah, it was bad. I hate these people. I HATE them. Being around them and being bombarded with negativity makes me sick. Literally sick. Don't let the smiles fool you. They are the devil :/ REL

Patriots Fan For Life.....
The Patriots are my favorite team, and i love tha fact that our team has a bullseye at the back of everyone of their jerseys because they know that everyone in the league is going after them trying to stop that winstreak we have..... so stop trying, it won't happen...... Dark Syde

Angel
The darkness has come and the light has faded There was an angel full of life and happy Then this angel fell to the darkness The darkness has come and the light has faded There was an angel full of life and happy Then this angel left without a warning now all those that he brightened their day sit in the darkness and wonder why The darkness has come and the light has faded There was an angel full of life and happy Then this angel fell to the darkness This angel we will miss but never forget how he lit up our day The darkness has come and the light has faded There was an angel full of life and happy Then this angel feel to the darkness This angel brought joy to our lives has gone without a trace we will miss this angel we will miss our friend but this angel will be remembered and this angel will forever be in our hearts

Wishing Upon A Star
Are things what they seem or are they just a dream Are dreams real or just a wish Is this love I feel inside real and true I sit and wish upon a star that one day things will become clear Are things what they seem or are they just a dream Are dreams real or just a wish Is this love real and true I sit and wish upon a star that one day things will be true Are things what they seem or are they just a dream Are dreams real or just a wish I sit and wish upon a star that one day I can look in your eyes and say the things I dream Are thing what they seem or are they just a dream Are dreams real or just a wish I sit and wish upon a star

When Its Cold
When its cold outside the touch of your skin warms me When I am sad your kiss melts the sadness away When things seem to go wrong your voice makes things clear When I sleep my dreams feel as if they are real But when I awake and the dark is gone you disappear with the light When its cold outside the touch of you skin warms me When I am sad your kiss melts the sadness away When things seem to go wrong your voice makes things clear Things are sad and dark without you as well as things are empty and shallow When its cold outside the touch of you skin warms me When I am sad your kiss melts the sadness away When things seem to go wrong your voice makes things clear Everything I feel inside is real I love you and always will without you I am lost and alone my days are dark my nights are cold but my dreams are bright and warm its hard to be without you but I have hope that one day I will be in yours arms at night

Keys To My Heart
He knows what makes me smile He knows what makes me laugh He knows all the right words to make me blush He knows how to cheer me up when everything goes wrong Hes the one with the keys to unlock all that make me free He holds the anwsers to what makes me feel theres nothing to fear He who holds the keys to my heart can unlock this weary soul and make these tired eyes shed a tear He holds everything in his hands only if he could see what he does to me My love runs deeper then any river deeper then the ocean He who holds the keys to my heart can unlock this weary soul and make these tired eyes shed a tear My heart breaks only if he knew he already had the keys to my heart and could unlock everything that can make me free Hopefully one day he will see that he holds the keys to unlock this weary soul and make these tired eyes shed a tear

Juggalo Vs. Friend
Friend: Calls your parents "Mr." or "Mrs." Juggalo: Call your parents "Mom" or "Dad." Friend: Has never seen you cry. Juggalo: Has the best shoulder to cry on. Friend: Asks you for your number. Juggalo: Asks you for their number. Friend: Will leave you hanging to be with a crowd. Juggalo: Always has your back. Friend: Runs for help in a fight. Juggalo: Jumps in the fight to help. Friend: Will bail your stale ass out of Jail. Juggalo: Will be sittin' right next to you saying "That was fucking awesome!" Friend: Will help you move out of a house. Juggalo: Will help you move a dead body out of the house. Friend: Bums you a cigarette Juggalo: Bums you his last pack Friend: Is there when you need them Juggalo: Is there even when you dont need them Friend: Gets drunk at a party and pukes on your carpet Juggalo: Feels worse than you do about puking on your carpet in the morning Friend: Hides you from the cops Juggalo: Is probably the reason the cops are after you in the fi

Một Vài Tản Mạn Nhân đọc Lại “hành Trình Cuối đông”
Một vài tản mạn Nhân đọc lại “hành trình cuối đông” của Tiêu Dao Bảo Cự được tái bản. “Hành trình cuối đông”, bản thảo đánh máy anh Bảo Cự đưa tôi xem nay vẫn còn trong tập hồ sơ tài liệu Đại hội thành lập Hội Văn nghệ Lâm đồng của tôi. Giấy pelure đã úa vàng. Đã 20 năm rồi còn gì!. Hôm nay nhân đọc lại “hành trình cuối đông” lần tái bản trong Tủ sách talawas . Những tháng ngày qua lại hiện về… 1. Cùng tham gia trong phong trào SVHS đô thị Miền Nam, tôi biết đến tên Tiêu dao Bảo Cự với truy

Dec. 20th, 2007
I want to start off saying sorry to those that came by my page and rated so many of my pics in the past. I wish I had all the time in the world to rate all of yours as well. I feel rotten inside, like as if I have let down many of you. Don't ever take who ever you have for granted. Cherish them as much as you can all the time. You never know when you might mess up and lose them for good. **I want to wish you all Happy Holidays** ****AMELIA I LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH**** Rate this blog people:D

Exactly Where I'm At
Let's begin With the past in front And all the things You really don't care about now It'd be exactly where I'm at And to think You got a grip Look at yourself Your lips are like two flaps of fat They go front and back and flappity flap I'm all staged It's all an act I'm really scared that I may fall back on the abstract It'd be exactly where I'm at If you're to be The roaming eye Pry it open and let me tell you why it sees The harsh realities

Things To Say And Get Away With During Christmas
THINGS YOU CAN GET AWAY WITH SAYING ONLY AT CHRISTMAS 1. I prefer breasts to legs 2. Tying the legs together keeps the inside moist. 3. Smother the butter all over the breasts! 4. If I don't undo my trousers, I'll burst! 5. I've never seen a better spread! 6. I'm in the mood for a little dark meat. 7. Are you ready for seconds yet? 8. Its a little dry, do you still want to eat it? 9. Just wait your turn, you'll get some! 10. Don't play with your meat. 11. Stuff it up between the legs as far as it will go. 12. Do you think you'll be able to handle all these people at once? 13. I didn't expect everyone to come at the same time! 14. You still have a little bit on your chin. 15. How long will it take after you put it in? 16. You'll know it's ready when it pops up. 17. Just pull the end and wait for the bang. 18. That's the biggest bird I've ever had! 19. I'm so full, I've been gobbling nuts all morning 20. Wow, I didn't think I could handle all that and still want mor

Feeling A Little Stressed??????
Feeling a little stressed???? Life getting on your nerves? Can't stand the pressure? Here's a new relaxation technique that might help ... Sit comfortably ... Close your eyes halfway to dim the light. Take a deeeeeep breath ... Are you concentrating? Clench and unclench your fists. Feel the tension moving to your hands? Now slowly ... pull your arms back as far as you can ... AND... Whack the person next to you really hard! Doesn't that feel better?!? Consider yourself whacked.... ....HAVE A NICE DAY!....

Curious
I've recently met someone and I like them.. theres something mysterious about them that keeps me on my toes.. the only problem is theres an entire country between us... I don't know if I should try to see where things go or just leave it being what it is a crazy shot in the dark... I don't know this has me in a quandry...

Twas The Night Before X-mas
Twas the night before x-mas and all through the house everyone felt shitty even the mouse. Mom at the whorehouse and Dad smoking grass, and I just settled down for a nice piece of ass. When out on the lawn I heard such a clatter, I sprang from my piece to see what was the matter. Then out on the lawn I saw a big dick I knew in a moment it must be St. Nick. He came down from the chimney like a bat out of hell, I knew in a moment the fucker had fell. He filled all the stockings with pretzels and beer, and a big rubber dick for my brother the queer. He rose up the chimney with a thunderous fart, the son of a bitch blew the chimney apart. He swore and he cursed as he rode out of sight, "Piss on you all and have one hell of a night!!!"

Dying
Cut into my heart, take a piece of me you can not have all of me, please let me be My soul fading away from all of your lies and with each lie, more of me dies i feel the grief from a love once known I have nothing left of me, I have become stone full of pain, hatred i have become cold living in my hell with noone to hold I'm hurt and alone, it's hard to see past my pain Confusion rapes my mind, making me insane I know I hurt you, i live with the that truth everday but how many more years will I have to pay paying with my tears that have turn to ice how much more of me do i have to sacrafice? D.L. Abrams

In A Witch
In a Witch's Cupboard Incenses and oils and fragrance, a slew. Notions, and potions, and lotions, a few. Concoctions of herbs to make magick sublime From the Secrets of Yore that the Ancients remind. Sweet resin of the Dragon from a palm far away A pinch burned on coal and your lover doth stay. Dust from a Graveyard to keep demons a field But from Patchouli or Mullein they also do yield. The streaming, sharp vapors of Camphor so strong Or the scent of Eucalyptus boiled quite long Both they do purify, each cleansing the soul, Yet the Lilac and the Tulip, that is also their role. The oils, but pure, of both Bay and Nutmeg Inhaled and examined ’til visions do beg. Marigold, Mimosa, Mugwort and Rose For prophetic dreams, these often they chose. One carries a stone, an herb or a seed These to fulfill them their magickal need. Held in a pouch or a cupboard some place Sacred and cared for, the magick kept safe.

The Crow's Story
The Crow's Story The following story is based on a legend of the Lenape people. I’m not quiet sure who the Lenape people were (I’ll be doing research on the subject as soon as I find the time), but I think that they were inhabitants of the Caribbean islands or Puerto Rico centuries ago. The Crow’s Story Legend has it that long ago, when the Earth was still young, there lived a people most blessed by the Gods, for they lived in perfect harmony with one another, without greed or avarice. To honor these simple people, the Gods were most generous with their gifts, and the greatest of all of the gifts was that of the Crow. You see, the Crow was the most beautiful creature to ever be created; a bird so colorful, with wings sprinkled with shining pearl dust, and a voice so beautiful, so melodic as to calm the angriest man or lull the fussiest baby. These people were most fortunate to share their land with such a miraculous creature. But as often it happens, there became,