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Breathless State
Breathless State By Jessica M. Warner Drawn to you like a beacon in the night Constantly yearning to be within your sight To be your one constant, is a feeling I can't fight Spending time with you alone always feels right There is never a moment when things look grim For when we hook up we can't help but grin Some might say we're crazy or what we have is a sin We might be nuts but smiling together glowing within This thing we have is awesome in everything we do Rescue'n each other somehow knowing when one is blue Uplifting our spirits instantly, just by sayin Boo Knowing our lives are better together stuck like glue The distance may be great and a meeting will have to wait As long as we have each other we can leave it to fate

Public Bitching Blog
(I stole this from my friend Donnie) Hi folks, Donnie (Cross Donnie out and add Vampy) here from Fubar. Welcome to my, "Public Bitchin Blog." Maybe you'd like to bitch about gas prices, or complain about how hot or cold it is outside. Maybe you'd like to just call me an asshole, because when you got out of bed today you stepped in dog shit or because someone screwed up your whole day. Maybe when you got online today someone rated you all 1's, and then blocked you...and now you're pissed at the entire world because of it. Whatever it may be, and no matter how pissed off it made you, well then you can drop your comment right here. My, "Public Bitchin Blog" is open 24 hours a day...7 days a week. (no reservations required) So,thanks for coming by my "Public Bitchin Blog", and remember folks, I don't wanna make any ratings or fubucks, I just love to hear you BITCH!

Love Struck
Love Struck Being here broken hearted, weeping heart in hand; trying to hold her head up to look at you one last time before you walk out and leave. Crying her love out you don't see how love struck she is by you; your walking away, why? Holding the broken heart in her hands, she lifts her hands to present the broken peices that once was a whole heart. You look at it like its garbage, don't you see that this heart was once whole; belonged to you. She is love struck by you, and you are not of her; she gave you everything she could. Holding her hands full of blood to give back the heart you broke, only for you to push it away and leave it broken. She is love struck by you, and you just pushed her broken heart away; that very broken heart that once belonged to you, always will. Is this just a dream? Now holding her hands to you, blood flowing from the heart, she begs you to fix what you did. Make her heart whole again, kiss away all that you said and did. Become love struck once a

Moon Dance
In the moon light we kissed, hugged and snuggled; we lived for passonate moment dancing romantically under the stars. The moon light dancing all around us as we twirled, tipped and pranced around. Looking up in the nights sky, I remember all the things that my love and I did. How tragically it all had to come to an end, under that glistening moon light glow. A tear drop that holds memories, all the memories that made me happy, sad and hopeful all come out at once. Wishing that I had him here to hold, knowing he is gone forever. Hearing the wolves howl help me cope with the loss, the gentle chirping of the crickets trying to push the memory away. Seeing the night owls flying low to find something to eat, only reminds me how my dress was on that special night. That dress now ruined by all the blood loss he had lost, while I held on to him tight telling him to hold on. Seeing the flash backs of that night under the stars, wishign we had more time together. The love that we shared,

[a Cup Of Sleep]
Well, I just banged out 8 hours of Saints Row 3. Game is SMALL compared to 2, but I do like the direction this game went, which was incrementally away from 2. Just wish the volume of missions and content and customization didn't have to suffer. What else? Can one propose that 2 people make out in the back of an el camino in a denny's parking lot for their "spiritual learning"? Because that totally happened. I have no idea what comes next.The hope is to advance in this relationship, by leaps and bounds. My brother was in town, I played a ton of magic. Girl is out of town... contact has been minimal. Flirtation has been up. Several panic attacks. 40 people came over for a new yearsish party. I skipped on most of it due to... seriously fuck all those people >> I got blankets, this sweet coat, a ton of games for xmas.And my brother got me a new magic deck which I've been tweaking to my standards.It's not quite there yet.And it is hosey.I had a rant about "this is from both of us" pr

Boo
I know what it means when you call someone your "boo". I also know that as a white woman, it's not really all that normal. However, when did it become popular again....or did it ever stop? If it's still cool to say "I'm with my boo"...at what age is the limit? I'm sure a "40" year old woman that looks like she's at LEAST 5 years older should NOT be calling the guy she likes her "boo". Anyway...I had to blog. It's been a long night and I'm fairly bored.

Interesting Dimensions
This is a record for my own interests as much as anything else. Something I can look back on to prevent me from being how I was before. Shirt size 17" neck down to 14.5" Trousers/jeans down from 40" to 32/33 depending on type it seems. xxl/xl t-shirts probably down to large or maybe medium Roughly 40 pounds lost. Happier, more confident (for me) and plan on keeping it this way.

A Story About A Question. (fiction For Some Reality For Others)
She stood quietly sipping a cold drink and looking out the kitchen window. She took in a deep breath and let it out slowly thinking about a song line, 'If you can't be with the one you love, love the one you're with.' She smiled and then bowed her head looking into the sink. "Fuck it." she said and took her drink and walked to the living room and sat in her recliner, set the glass down and pulled her lap top into her lap. She logged on and stared at the screen. 3 inbox messages. 1 notification, 8 profile comments and 27 unread gift messages. She clicked the comments and returned them one at a time. Of course he had not commented, she told him she could not continue the flirting. Still she opened the notification and smiled. She returned the shitface to her dear friend and then back to the home page. She opened the gift messages and went through them one at a time. Returning those that were not one of the rounds drinks and just opening the others. Two from him, round drinks, friend and

Where'd It All Go?
So, got to weigh myself today for the first time in a good few months. Weighed in at 12stone, or 168lbs for you lot. I am very surprised, and happy as that's a big drop from 17.5stone (245lbs). in other news, job interview tomorrow, wish me luck, please.

Tinnitis Relief
http://www.naturescorner.com/ Q: I suffer from tinnitis(noises in the ear). Is there any supplements that can be taken to improve or eliminate this condition? - Susan Wiber, San Antonio, TX A: To answer this, the cause must be known. Essentially, this situation is due to poor circulation anywhere along the and nerves and blood pathways of the ears from disease(allergies, autoimmune disorders, cancer/tumors,electrolyte disturbances, endocrine-diabetes ,hypothyroidism, infections, metabolic disturbances-high cholesterol,high triglycerides, high or low insulin levels, or any combination thereof), genetic defects, mineral/vitamin deficencies/excesses, toxins, trauma, and so on. If the circulation can be improved without medical intervention, the following supplements are known to help, suffice to say, through different pathways-Black Cohosh, essential fatty acids, fish oil, garlic, Ginka Baloba, kelp, magnesium, potassium, niacin, vitamin E, and vin

Woman Tries To Buy Ipads With Food Stamps. True Story.
Ever wonder where all of our hard earned taxpayer money goes? Into the hands of low life scum sucking society killing people who try things like this: http://hotair.com/greenroom/archives/2013/01/02/its-come-to-this-woman-tries-to-buy-ipad-with-food-stamps/ Ipads with food stamps. Wonder if she has a Fubar account. lol. Peace.

Strength Of The Dark
The darkness tells a sensuous story Speaking to us in soft whispers A glow radiates from our hearts as we melt into one another The sultry smell of lust is in the air The darkness begins to learn our secrets As we expose ourselves and explore Our reflection dances in the shadows Hands search hungrily Eyes stare wildly The darkness knows the meaning of our passionate embrace Our bodies writhe as we fill the empty room with sounds of pleasure In the aftermath we lay in a sea of blackness The moment we became one is written on the walls of our soul The love between us is bound by the power of darkness

No More Skinned Knees
Most days I go through with this numbness. Its like that calm errieness before a storm. Once in a while, my thoughts that I try so hard to keep on other things, the T.V., the computer, slip through to places I avoid. No one likes to afflict pain on themselves of this magnitude so I dont feel so guilty when I purposely avoid it. But try as I may, my mind roams. He ran his tricycle down the stairs. Ended up with 6 stitches. I think of all the times I hid the cleaning supplys, covered electrical outlets so he would be safe. And the time he got in a fight while protected someone even smaller than himself from bullys at school. He came home suspended with a bruised and bloody face so I took him for icecream and told him he'd done the right thing. Sitting in the operating room waiting area. Praying his surgery would go well. It did. These were my rights! They were my privileges. Well there are no more skinned knees. There are nightmares of a black car pulling up...the men clad in Army dress

Winter
Winter Sprinkle souls with faerie dust, and gaze from twilights edge... Who crawls beyond the rocky shore? Who stands upon the ledge? Winter, watches in silence... In death of summer silence stands, As winter takes its place... Summer, silence watches... As death of winter silence stands, in summer changing face... Melting heart of ice and snow and bringing it to grace...

Another Quizz
Whats your sex style? Erotic Sex StyleKissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY! Take this test

Submissive Etiquette
Submissive Etiquette You will always refer to me as Sir. As your immersion progresses, you may wish to refer to me as Master, but I will never require that you do so. In your daily life, you are to both dress and conduct yourself in a manner you believe would be pleasing to me. You are to show kindness and consideration to others routinely. You are never to argue with me, but you are both free and encouraged to express your thoughts and feelings. It is my role to instruct you and your role to submit to my instruction. Your behavior is to always conform to your role. The Six Basic Skills of True Submission You are to review these six basic skills closely and strive to put them into practice as best as you are able. These form the bedrock of your submissive experience. 1. Honesty: Without honesty, there can be no trust. Without trust, true D/s cannot exist. You must pledge yourself to be purely honest with me in every conceivable way, as I must pledge the same to you.

Exhausted
i am so tired right now. I get home from work and it's like i'm on my second job. It's not stop with getting dinner together, picking up around the house, taking Buddy for a walk. This week I haven't gotten to bed until 11:30 or 12:00 pm. I get up at 5:45 am during the week. Ugh. I can't wait until the weekend. I will sleep in. I need to catch up on some serious sleep. Normally i am in bed by 10:00, but this week has been unusually busy. OK. Enough about my lack of rest. The weather is great this week. The sun is out and it's just beautiful. We have broadband on our computer now and it's so great to be off dialup. When we had dialup, I would get online, try to get on a website and sit and wait, and wait, and wait. Now it just pops up. It's great. I'm on my lunch break and it's almost over. :( oh well. I shouldn't complain. I have a good job that i really like. :) Have a great day everyone.

There Can Be Just A Few Bad Bad Bitches.....lol
You know, I have many friends that support me and I appreciate them more than any of you know. Thank you all for havin my back and being there when times are good as well as bad. A special shout out to Kara and Sal who endure the madness on a regular friends like them are irreplaceable and love like that is hard to find. I also have to show mad luv for the Underground crew, not just the mods but my regulars like Des, Kitty, Ill, Miss thang, Tiff and a few other's who keep shit poppin! Thanks guys! A few more women stand out have earned the title of being a bad bad bitch!! These women hold their own, handle their shit, so show them some luv. Before u do, check out these lyrics and this video and know what a "bad bitch" is when u see one....LOL. Make sure you hook their asses up!! Yay for my ride or die bitches....LOL CT BAD B*TCH *ANGEL~BABY*®™ RATE MY PROFILE PLZ..TY ;)~@ CherryTAP CT BAD B*TCH-The Baddest M.I.L.F. Mod for STANG'S Underground@ CherryTAP

What's Up Ya'll
To all of ya'll that visited my page and rated me i just wanna say thanx i'm still figurin out this cherry tap thing hell it took me a month to figure out myspace lol anyhow just be patient and i'll be gettin more stuff on here until then feel free to leave a comment and/or any advise to help me with my page take care Big Daddy Will

Sleep
Have you ever slept so hard that you feel as if you have sunk into your matress? And when you wake up or stir, you feel as if you were rising from out of your matress? Man that is the best sleep ever and that is the kind of sleep I had last night. Even though it was induced, it sure was great. I wish that I could sleep like that every night. I woke up feeling refreshed and somewhat energized. It would have been a better morning, if I could actually walk!!

Good Morning Email From A Stranger
Can you picture yourself, as I walk into your house and you are waiting for me in your living room? You're wearing a nice red tight fitting t-shirt with a great pair of jeans. I walk over to you and pull at your waist and bring you to me. Our mouths meet. I open yours with my tongue. I find your tongue and play with it. We kiss passionately, forever. The whole time my hand is all over your ass. Great, you have a nice ass. I slip my hand under from behind and feel the heat from your pussy. My hand runs down your thigh and lifts your leg. My other arm lifts you up. You wrap your legs around my waist and press against my semi erect cock. Your hips move in rhythm with my walking and I can feel your pussy right on my cock. Instantly it grows harder. You kiss my neck, lick up to my ear and whisper "fuck me". I look at you and kiss you again as we walk into your room. I still hold you, but I sit on a near by chair. You rock up and down on my stiff cock. As we kiss again my mouth moves down to

Big Boobs
Why is it the larger (I've got curves) and uglier the woman....the more she has to show off her boobs? Granted I've got some nice clevage...but I'm not showing it all. The same with men...the uglier than man...the only thing he shows is his dick??? Like duhhh I gotta get past your face to want the rest of you...LOL Just my thoughts....

20,000 Comments Needed Please Drop Me Some Love
PeggySue is hosting a contest where each contestant needs 20,000 comments to win either a 1 month VIP or a 7 day Blast. There is no time limit on the contest. Any and all love will be appreciated

Hey Guys
Hey guys Bishop a friend of mine has asked me pass along his new website http://www.bishop-pua.com . Yes, it is free! I wouldn't do that to you! If he can teach what he does it's worth it! He can give me butterflies even when I fight it. Thanks Kiss and Hugs Shannon P.S. Thanks to those of you who did read this before. I did make each of you one of my family. Now you can see a few more pictures. ENJOY

I
I fear the things I can not hide, my pain so very deep inside. I flee the things I wish to see, as I feel for you, do you feel for me? I hate the ones that broke me down, the rage inside still makes me drown I hold them dear, these ones I hate can you, my love, even relate? I hope for things that will never be I dream a dream only I can see I weep each time this dream does break I can not continute to feel this ache I watch the one I love move on they don't know how I long to be as they are, so unafraid or so it seems to me, I said. I wish to change, to learn, to grow I wish they could teach me what they know I fear they do not understand all I hear are their demands.

Misguided
Now lonely, wandering off to who knows where Uncertain and clear at the same time Someone has shown me their light, shared Then switches it off, with reasons unerred Confusion reigns in my heart, waiting Or not to follow what it tells me Unable to figure out what we should be Not spoken, left broken and paying For things undone, thoughts gone awry Want to be there, together, not apart Can't find the way, the beginning A new path to enable the start Will this be the way A place, a love, a continuation of me Or the slow reckoning Of the end, so I will no longer be?

21
Sharon 'Shash' PEACE N LOVE My Status: Online Stuffing my face Stepped away Trying to work Passed out Hung-over Sick Customize Back Buzz: 40% -- buzzed.. My Public Profile: http://fubar.com/user/165471 My fubar Stats My Info My Giftbox List Gifts Sent | List Gifts Received Dozen Roses from Amity Pint of Guinness from Tracey Diamond Earrings from (sweet) Member ID: 165471 Member Since: Aug, 12 2006 Birthday: October, 4th Age: 2007 Gender: Female Location: Oklahoma City, OK My Public Profile: (customize!) Referral Path: Passion beyond your wildest dreams -> Shash Core Interests: booze, smoking, movies, partying, traveling, volunteer work, ink, photography Points: 750,718 [?] fuBucks: 749,408 [?] Referrals: 30 sent, 13 joined Fuberlord --> Henchman 749,282 Points to go! Level: Fuberlord (21) [?] Today's Rank: #232 Rank: #892 Rating: 10.06 (4299

A Soldiers Christmas
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A ARMY SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE ARMY SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, O

The Break Up
after 6 years you'd think you know a person. turns out he was just using me. i dont think he really loved me. and now his kids are gonna grow up with out their father. if he can cheat lie and just walk out on us then why would i let him near my kids. the problem is i hate that i love him. but its getting nasty now and it hurts more each day. i hate feeling this way. all i do is cry when no one can see and im cant eat. why would some one do this when i have stood by him through a whole lot of shit so he can just walk away to go play? i hate what he has done to kids. my 4 yr old is acting out so bad.

Oh God You Have To See This
HES IN IRAQ RIGHT NOW AS WE SPEAK.. HE JUST NOW JUMP ON THE COMPUTER REALLY FAST HERE TO HANG A BIT ON FUBAR BEFORE HE GOES OUT FOR THE DAY.. HES VERY NEW TO FUBAR AND DOESN'T EVEN REALLY KNOW WHAT THEY MEAN BY SALUTE PHOTO.. EVEN IF HE DID HE DON'T HAVE ACCESS TO A CAMERA AT THIS TIME.. I BELIEVE THAT BECAUSE I HAD JUST SPENT THE LAST HOUR TEACHING A VIP LEVEL 18 WHAT STASH IS AND ABOUT RIP PHOTOS AND WHAT A HAPPY HOUR WAS AND WHEN TO TELL WHEN ITS HAPPY HOUR.. SO A LEVEL 10 NOT UNDERSTANDING A SALUTE PHOTO IS VERY COMMON.. SINCE HE DON'T HAVE ACCESS TO A CAMERA AT THIS TIME AND HES MAXED OUT ON HIS LEVEL TEN IT WOULD BE REALLY COOL IF SOMEONE COULD BUY HIM A MONTH VIP JUST SO HE CAN MOVE FORWARD UNTIL HE GETS A CAMERA. ITS A SHAME I THINK. MAYBE OUR SOLDIERS THAT ARE IN IRAQ SHOULD BE EXEMPT FROM SALUTE PHOTOS SINCE THEY HAVE SO MANY AMENITIES AT THEIR DISPOSAL.. THIS U.S. ARMY DUDE NEEDS A V.I.P. U.S Army 2-22@ fubar LETS ALL GIVE THIS MAN SOME LOVE ON HIS PAGE PLZ. I

-for Texas Camaro Nut-----
A CHILD LOANED"I'LL LEND YOU FOR A LITTLE TIME A CHILD OF MINE,".HE SAIDFOR YOU TO LOVE THE WHILE HE LIVES, AND MOURN FOR WHEN HE'S DEADIT MAY BE SIX OR SEVEN YEARS OR TWENTY-TWO OR THREEBUT WILL YOU,TILL I CALL HE BACK, TAKE CARE OF HIM FOR ME?HE'LL BRING HIS CHARM TO GLADDEN YOU, AND SHOULD HE STAY B BRIEF,YOU'LL HAVE HIS LOVELY MEMORIED AS SOLACE FOR YOUR GRIEF.I CANNOT PROMISE HE WILL STAY, SINCE ALL FROM EARTH RETURN,BUT THERE ARE LESSONS TAUGHT DOWN THERE I WANT THIS CHILD TO LEARN.I'VE LOOKED THIS WIDE WORLD OVER IN MY SEARCH FOR TEACHERS TRUE,AND FROM THE THRONGS THAT CROWD LIF'S LANES I HAVE SELECTED YOU;NOW WILL GIVE HIM ALL YOUR LOVE, NOR THINK THE LABOUR VAIN,NOR HATE ME WHEN I CAME TO CALL AND TAKE HIM BACK AGAIN?I FANCIED THAT I HEARD THEM SAY. " DEAR LORD, THY WILLBE DONE,FOR ALL THE JOY THY CHILD SHALL BRING, FOR THE RISK OF GRIEF WE'LL RUN.WE'LL SHELTER HIM WITH TENDERNESS, WE'LL LOVE HIM WHILE WE MAY,AND FOR THE HAPPINESS WE'VE KNOWN, FOREVER

Into The Wild
Profound movie. Really at a loss for words about this one. I had seen the occasional trailer here and there for it when it was at the theater and when it was released on DVD. On a whim I got the soundtrack and started listening to it before watching the movie. What a great soundtrack. Some people have voices that you can just listen to all day long. Two people that I enjoy their voices a lot are Eddie Vedder and Tom Waits (very extreme differences, I know). Something about their voices is soothing to me. A couple of days later I got around to watching the movie. Wow. Just wow. Started looking things up on the internet the next day to find out more information. I really enjoy movies that get you to think about things and can prompt one to look for more answers and form more questions. I wouldn't call it a touching movie as it is more hard hitting, at least for me.

Love's Whispers
Love's Whispers by LateNiteFantasy© Love's Whispers In the quietness of the early morn before the first ray of the coming day I sit in the solitude of my own thoughts and think lingering thoughts of our time well spent A soft touch on my shoulder The gentle stroke of her hand on my hair The tension drains like so much sand in an hourglass Within the darkness I hear the whisper of her voice Simple words with heartfelt meaning Slowing a cool breeze through the raging heat of my soul And in doing so causing me to smile into the darkness Knowing that she sees and feels the softening of my face My hand touches the dim curve of her hip The rustling of covers She turns to me…..and without waking….melds into me Her dreams the ones of light As I stare into the darkness Smiling….knowing…. The murmurs of her sleep are Love’s Whispers

The Taste Of Your Kiss
The Taste Of Your Kiss by LateNiteFantasy© The sweet taste of your kiss I have come to adore For its candy-like flavor Keeps me begging for more It's a morsel of love A pure delight and a treat It gives succulent moments When our tongues seem to meet It fills me with passion That is moist with desire It's a loving sensation And fuel to my fire I'm spellbound by its magic And those nibbles of love I'm intrigued by its pleasure For It's all I dream of So enriched with excitement I lust for its touch It's a soft tender gift That overwhelms me so much With its lingering joy My heart seems to skip But I relish this treasure As it touches my lip It has a blend of seduction I could never resist I'm enslaved to the power And the taste of your kiss

Haters Wow
all ratings are the same amount of points..1-10 it's all the same... j@ fubar So this guy with no salute emails me today...ummm I guess I don't understand the point really...I mean if you don't like me that would be YOUR problem!! FRANLUCHI@ fubar

The Pharmacist...
The Pharmacist... A lady walked into a pharmacy and told the pharmacist that she needed some cyanide. The pharmacist said, "Why in the world do you need cyanide?" The lady then explained she needed it to poison her husband. The pharmacists eyes got big and he said, "Lord, have mercy -- I can't give you cyanide to kill your husband. That's against the law! I'll lose my license, they'll throw both of us in jail and all kinds of bad things will happen. Absolutely not, you can NOT have any cyanide!" The lady reached into her purse and pulled out a picture of her husband in bed with the pharmacists wife. The pharmacist looked at the picture and replied, "Well, now. You didn't tell me you had a prescription.

Beauty Of A Rose
The beauty of a rose Can mean that I love you The beauty of a rose can mean That I care The beauty of a rose can even mean Just because So take this rose And keep as a reminder That you are always in my heart - Me

Surrogated Warfare
Why chose to live in your hell alone?Won't you please let us stand with you?Your voice of knowledge, pain and tormentwill teach and bring understandingand maybe.. just maybe end the ignorance.Saving not only you.. but us.I see the torment in your actionsyour words so hauntingly scream for peacewith the utmost despair and no reactionsInside rages a war that the body has already fought.Behind those eyes of darklays a soldier's mind.Visions you hold replaying the scenes over and over again.I see the images come across your faceYour movements impaired.I reach out to you, asking you to share your pain.You fought for us, those that you never met.You fought an unseen enemy then and now.This is a different place and this battle rages on.In your mind, thoughts are rampant weapons.Memories and flashbacks are time machinesDestroying the sanity that you hold precious.Let me stand by you as you have stood in front of us.Defending. Fighting. Saving.Protecting at all costsA cost that is too much to p

Stop Acting The Victim!!!
SO, THERE'S THIS RATES ONLY CONTEST. 2 LADIES IN THE LEAD. 1 WAS WAY AHEAD OF THE OTHER BY SOMEONE OR SOMEONE(S) USING THE RATING GLITCH WE ALL KNOW IS HAPPENING RIGHT NOW. (YES, I AM GOING TO USE NAMES AND SNAPSHOTS) KIMBERLY IS THAT CONTESTANT HERE YOU SEE ON THE CONTEST PAGE, WHAT I CONSIDER A HUGE CONTEST NO-NO, THAT IS A FRIEND OF THE OTHER CONTESTANT ON KIMBERLY'S CONTEST PAGE LEAVING A HARASSING COMMENT. BUT HEY, CONTESTS CAN GET DIRTY. I BEGIN TO SEE ALL THIS "CHEATER" STUFF ABOUT THE CONTEST.. MUMMS, BULLETINS, ETC. THIS IS THE CONTEST "VICTIM" PRICELESS, AS YOU CAN SEE NOW AHEAD OF THE GAME. I CONTINUE TO SEE BULLETINS, MUMMS,ETC BUT KEEP MYSELF OUT OF IT ... UNTIL NOW AND THIS IS WHY ... THIS IS CONTESTANT "VICTIM" PRICELESS AND SHE HAS POSTED A COMMENT AS YOU CAN SEE ON A 3RD CONTESTANT IN THIS CONTEST .. READ WHAT IT SAYS. NOW, THIS MAKES HER NO BETTER AND CERTAINLY DOES NOT GIVE HER OR ANY OF HER FRIENDS ANY RIGHTS TO BE CALLING ANYONE A

Omg
oh btw atm i'm in IMand 'imho' 'aka' newbie it seemscos the ppl in here chat in shorthandomg wtf does it mean?this am i went 2 the puter my bf 'msged' me:wb 'hi' yw, 'cya' ttfn omg wtf does it mean?afk brb asapatm i cant IM u ckk was i just 'lolling' or am I in ao :)omg wtf does it mean?gtg into rl a momentidk if the snailmail has binre hi, rl letters tbh are rarer omg wtf does it mean?now i no ur rofling about mefar 2 old 2 converse 2 a teenmy HD in english, dont help with this jinglish'pls' dont 'lol', wtf does it mean?

My Regrets
I regret giving up learning languages because I was bored. I regret losing much my mother tongue. I regret dropping out of my first college because I was 'bored'. I regret knowing some of the people that I know. I regret not being close with either of my parents or my brother. I regret always being stuck in the 'little sister'/friend section when it comes to relationship with males. I regret always feeling like a 'little sister'/friend to most males. I regret pushing away those males who are interested in me. I regret forcing those same males to treat me as a 'little sister'/friend. I regret not being able to approach the ones that I do like. I regret allowing other people to dictate who is suitable for me to like and who isn't. I regret forgetting to charge my toothbrush before I use it. I regret so many things in the past that is so hard/impossible to change for the future.

Old Brown Shoe
I want a love that's right but right is only half of what's wrong. I want a short haired girl who sometimes wears it twice as long. Now I'm stepping out this old brown shoe, baby, I'm in love with you. I'm so glad you came here, it won't be the same now, I'm telling you. You know you pick me up from where some try to drag me down And when I see your smile replacing every thoughtless frown. Got me escaping from this zoo, baby, I'm in love with you. I'm so glad you came here, it won't be the same now when I'm with you. If I grow up I'll be a singer wearing rings on every finger. Not worrying what they or you say I'll live and love and maybe someday Who knows, baby, you may comfort me. I may appear to be imperfect, my love is something you can't reject I'm changing faster than the weather, If you and me should get together Who knows baby, you may comfort me That love of yours, to miss that love is something I'd hate. I'll make an early start, I'm making sure that I'm not late. For you

Abortion / Pro-choice Reasons
Notice: I do not expect most people who happen to come across this to actually read this all, it was originally written for Deviant Art; but I figured I would post this here. I know it is a touchy subject so ... so if you cannot take harsh truths and differing opinion then just go back to myspace and whine with the rest of the babies. If you are pro-life and wish to comment, I welcome it. But please do not comment asking Me somethig that I have already addressed in the writing.====================================== Abortion; such a word that when it is even said in mixed company can provoke such revolting responses, such a simple yet complex word and act that calls into question the very meaning of a person. A word that just the mentioning of it calls into questions the very make up of a society, provokes debate on religion, upbringing, faith, beliefs, gender, politics, background, economics, and every other variable within a society that one may hold dear to themselves, or others. Su

Haha
A psychiatrist was conducting a group therapy session with four youngMothers and their small children. "You all have obsessions," he observed.To the first mother, Mary, he said, "you are obsessed with eating. You'veEven named your daughter Candy."He turned to the second mom, Ann and said, "Your obsession is with money.Again, it manifests itself in your child's name, Penny."He then turned to the third mom, Joyce and said. "Your obsession isAlcohol. This too shows itself in your child's name, Brandy."At this point, the fourth mother, Kathy , quietly got up, took her littleBoy by the hand and whispered, "come on, Dick, we're leaving."

Slapaho
So I was homeschooled. From 5th grade till th end of highschool.So maybe thats why I never got into the whole drama and backstabbing thing?People need to grow up. Ok? lets work on that. OR So on the other. You're great. I think imma keep you.Under my bed, in my pocket, and with my lady parts. Rawr. Today was laundry day. So its been a busy day. and shitfuck man, we got tons of rain. which cooled things down a bit, but the humidity is still nasty. and thats all i have to say. This concludes our broadcast day. Click.

Status
Warning: I think I am going to be all over the board this morning. Also...I can already tell that I am easly distracted by a beautiful face scrolling across the top, which means my attention span is short. To the real blog....... This morning I decided to put the definition of 'status' in my status. Interesting enough, I discover that the definition according to Websters doesn't really fit the intent of Fubar. status , n, 1: the condition of a person or thing in the eyes of the law. 2a: position or rank in relation to others. 2b: relative rank in a hierarchy or prestige. SO.....my "status" on fubar (according to Websters) is: 1: INNOCENT, 2A: BETTER THAN YOU, 2B: LOWER THAN MOST OF MY FRIENDS. That is all for now. Carry on smartly.

Scrap's Word's On God Mode Bling
God Mode Explained! http://fubar.com/god-mode-explained/b333299-1133386 God Mode is very simple. Please read the description. 1. Some of you are expiring your God Mode in a day or two. This is because you maxed your 10 million points. 2. God Bling will not expire early. It is a very simple bling that fubarbarians are confused about. 3. If you are locking down your albums thinking you are getting one over on everyone. You are not. I am not going to explain why. Just knwo you are not. 4. If you are coming to support asking why your God Bling is expired. YOU REACHED YOUR 10 MILLION POINTS! Please do not use the excuse that you did not get it or got ripped off. Bling is for fun! 5. There are no refunds for bling. There are 101 and more ways to use bling. If God Mode is not working out for you, then please try something else. I am sure many will attest. God Mode does work.

My Sign - The Scorpio
The ScorpionOctober 24 to November 22Scorpio! About Your Sign...Scorpios are the most intense, profound, powerful characters in the zodiac. Even when they appear self-controlled and calm there is a seething intensity of emotional energy under the placid exterior. They are like the volcano not far under the surface of a calm sea, it may burst into eruption at any moment. But those of us who are particularly perceptive will be aware of the harnessed aggression, the immense forcefulness, magnetic intensity, and often strangely hypnotic personality under the tranquil, but watchful composure of Scorpio. In conventional social gatherings they are pleasant to be with, thoughtful in conversation, dignified, and reserved, yet affable and courteous; they sometimes possess penetrating eyes which make their shyer companions feel naked and defenseless before them.In their everyday behavior they give the appearance of being withdrawn from the center of activity, yet those who know them

Are You A Internet Marketer From The United States?
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Achieving Vibrant And Radiant Health In The 21st Century
I'm a super duper health nut. I eat organic veggies and fruits, I drink kombucha mushroom tea, I exercise daily, I read the ingredients on stuff at the health food store (every ingredient). My lifestyle has changed over the years and today I enjoy much improved health thanks to my growing awareness. I urge my friends and loved ones to learn more about nutrition and stop eating crap, although they are not always receptive. (especially my family). Since most people are resistant to this knowledge, I really don't get pushy about it, I just state my case and then I drop it. Later if they are interested in learning more, they will approach ME, at which point I will expand further. I really try not to give advise unless I am asked, but sometimes its hard not to say something. For example: Pork is the most WORMY of all meats, and is among the MOST likely to develop mold. Apparently, pigs don't sweat, and so they retain all their toxins in their flesh.Its not always pretty, but someti

It's Monday So That Must Mean It's Blog Day....
I’m tired. I’m tired of the whole online thing. I’m tired of being alone and unemployed. Unfortunately there’s nothing I can do about the later 2 but the 1st is going to be easy to rectify. Sure I’ve spoken to a great group of people here on fubar. The problem lies in the fact they are a million miles away, or in disappointing marriage or relationship. I have become the virtual big shoulder to cry on. I wish I could be like every other swinging dick on fu and have a 1 track mind. Maybe I should. Maybe I shouldn’t listen to you prattle on how your hubby cheated on you and stole your furniture. Or your failed marriage. Or how you messed up with some guy at work and now are feeling guilty. But I say nothing…other than offering words of encouragement. Where’s my fucking encouragement? Where’s the “I know what you are going through my friend”. These are the same people that virtually pounce on me when I get online. A

Two Brothers
Two brothers sat on the shore They saw that the tide had washed up new shells on the shoreline They could see some were encrusted with pearls There was one shell that appeared empty One brother gathered all of the pearl encrusted shells and began to take his treasure home to protect it from theft The other brother picked up the hollow shell A gentle breeze blew in causing a whistling sound to eminate from the shell He picked up the ordinary shell and held it to his ear He closed his eyes and he could hear all of the mysteries of the ocean He heard trumpets echoing through from a far shore He heard deep cries of ocean birds.. life and death of many from other times and places He smiled as he strolled carelessly down the shore Sometimes I tell a story and no one is there to hear.. smiles walking carelessly away

Just Thoughts
Before you I had never been a "we" There was no "us" , there was just me I was an individual never a couple Always separate never together I never noticed before I thought that was how it was Two lives shared but never really wed I was a good partner but I don't think I was a wife I guess I was selfish or afraid Never let anyone too close I was supportive but so are great friends I ask myself what made me a good wife I came up empty I am not special or extraordinary I am me-simple and content.

My Daugher
my daughter has a brain tumor and has to have brain surgery next week. FML so a bunch of people have been asking what's going on so I figured I'd post a blog post and fill you in. My daughter had my grandbaby a month ago. Eva is a beautiful baby but was born with some birth defects. She had her first of 2 surgeries Monday and althought the poor thing has 9 staples in her back, it was successful and she's recovering nicely. Her birth defects are very serious and so scary. Monday, the day of my grandbaby's surgery, my daughter had a horrible migrane. After bitching at her for 3 days... 5 days later she went to the er. They found a growth deep in her brain by the veins that control the blood flow to her brain. The mass is swelling and causing retention of fluids in her brain which was causing the migranes. Fast forward 10 hours, she's at University Hospital in cleveland in Neuro ICU and is going to have major brain surgery next week. I keep reminding myself to be strong. That th

Indiana Schools No Longer Required To Teach Cursive
Indiana Schools No Longer Required To Teach Cursive Is the keyboard completely replacing the pen? Indiana school officials have announced that students will no longer be required to learn cursive writing, effective this fall. In a memo to schools in April, state officials said schools can still teach cursive as independent school protocol, but students will be expected to be proficient in using the keyboard, The Tribune-Starreports. District and school officials didn't find the announcement particularly surprising. From the Associated Press: "The skill of handwriting is a dying art," [said East Allen County Schools Superintendent Karyle Green]. "Everything isn't handwritten anymore." The Tribune-Star also reports that parents are worried about children knowing how to sign their names. The SAT and Advanced Placement exams also currently require handwritten essays. Quick Poll Should schools still teach cursive? YES NO I dare say, though, coul

Take 2?
I had my cardio kick boxing class...it has evolved into total body blast 35 min of cardio, then 45 min of muscle training... Fat, out of shape girl..lordy..I was so proud of myself for lasting the whole class :D Then, I did good... I went to a relay for life.... I walked and helped man the booth for my team... I got luminaries for Reeka and Highwaysong...It felt good to see them all lit up I have to say that I am blessed and felt truly touched watching the survivors lap and then was moved to tears as I walked after the luminaries were lit Nothing can explain that I walked 8.5 miles today Tomorrow I may not be able to move...but I feel very good about today

Army Pfc. Marlin T. Rockhold
Died May 8, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 23, of Hamilton, Ohio; assigned to 3rd Battalion, 7th Infantry Regiment, 3rd Infantry Division (Mechanized), Fort Stewart, Ga.; killed in Iraq by a sniper while directing traffic on a Baghdad bridge.

Does It Matter Now???
WHEN Obama wrote a book and said he was mentored as a youth by Frank (Frank Marshall Davis) an avowed Communist, people said it didn't matter. WHEN it was discovered that his grandparents were strong socialists who sent Obama's mother to a socialist school where she was introduced to Frank Marshall Davis. He was later introduced to young Barrack Hussein Obama. People said it didn't matter. WHEN people found out that Barrack Hussein Obama was enrolled as a Muslim child in school and his father and stepfather were both Muslims, people said it didn't matter. WHEN he wrote in another book he authored "I will stand with them (Muslims) should the political winds shift in an ugly direction" people said it didn't matter.. WHEN he admittedly, in his book, said he chose Marxist friends and professors in college-- people said it didn't matter. WHEN he traveled to Pakistan after college on an unknown national passport, people said it didn't matter. WHEN h

Week Two
Hey everybody, it's King Jeremy again with my Week 2 NFL predictions! Let's hope I do better this week than I did with Week 1 lol. With that said, here's my Week 2 picks to win: Oakland @ Buffalo: Buffalo Kansas City @ Detroit: Detroit Baltimore @ Tennessee: Baltimore Cleveland @ Indianapolis: Cleveland Chicago @ New Orleans: New Orleans Jacksonville @ NY Jets: NY Jets Seattle @ Pittsburgh: Pittsburgh Arizona @ Washington: Arizona Green Bay @ Carolina: Green Bay Tampa Bay @ Minnesota: Tampa Bay Dallas @ San Francisco: Dallas Houston @ Miami: Miami Cincinnati @ Denver: Cincinnati San Diego @ New England: New England Philadelphia @ Atlanta: Philadelphia (ESPN Monday Night Football) St. Louis @ NY Giants: NY Giants

Various Forms In Womens Cold Weather Coats
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November 2011 Update
So my depression meds were not working and I had an emergency appointment with my psychiatrist and he started me on Abilify. I was on 2mg for a week, then 5mg for a week and finally 7.5mg is what I'm taking now. I can tell a HUGE improvement in my mood, although it was making me more of a bitch then normal but thank goodness that has leveled off and I'm just back to the regular bitch ;) I also have tickets for the 16th of this month to see Five Finger Death Punch, HateBreed, All That Remains and Rain. I am OVERJOYED to be going to this concert, which is a good thing because I usually hate going anywhere. Also, I have this really hot chick who I've known for years and she just told me like a week ago she thought I was cute and wanted to hang out. Maybe I'll end up with a hot girlfriend out of the deal. I also wanna say Thank you to all my friends here who have kept me semi sane and kept me smiling and worried enough about me to help me through this rough patch in my life. I

Shopping Around For A Winter Parka For My 12 Month Old....?
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Men's Sherwani Shoes
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Fakes Of The Day...again..
I forgot to mark the last blog myself so it got hit. Here's a repost of that...Fakes of the day. Always special. Always Fail... Check out the "Faker Crap" album for details!... The stupid never sleeps. ....peace.

Curious
I find it quite curious that I am not the only one that stays "unwell" in my home. After talking with the brother I bitch most about, he has a total personality adjustment away from this house. I know I am sensitive to many things physically (allergic to many things) and well, NOT so physically (unexplainable). Believe what you wish, but I know what I feel, see, hear and dream. It happens elsewhere but more prominent in my home. I love my house! However, I am ill more often than not and depression seems to haunt me more here than anywhere. It could be many things, mold and mildew (I do live in Florida, very humid). Or it could be something else draining me...I personally believe anything is possible. I'm not the only one to have bizarre things happen. Almost everyone that is welcomed into my home has had something odd happen to them. A child can see a "monster" in the hallway, though not afraid to stay over many nights after, perhaps that is the only way he knew how to describe i

Falling
Falling is all around me I can not stop it dark alone Falling is all around me I can not see you want you need you Falling is all around me I cry no one is here to find my tears Falling is all around me in the dark... I hold you dear to me so you are my only friend Falling Falling... is all around me

To The Pokers...
Dear Pokers, Just so you know to get the Achievements for the poke amounts, if you return a poke it does NOT count toward your total. You can keep track of where you are at poke-wise on your Achievement list. Don't get butthurt if your pokes aren't getting returned. Glad they found a new use for that feature...carry on >:)

A Love Poem I Wrote...
The Dreams of Me & You... Thoughts Come, Thoughts Go Thoughts of you never fade into the distant sun.. Only makin My wants & dreams stronger, As time passes on.. All my wants & dreams sink deeper into my heart, Knowing the feelings I feel.. Knowing I got to do what it takes, To be with you... Thoughts Come, Thoughts Go My ever lasting thoughts of you.. Make My Dreams come true, Knowing I am going to be with you.. Old dreams Reached, never forgotten, New Dreams formed.. I found my dream to be with you, New dreams wanting to be with you now, And til the end of time... To be your Support, Physically.. Mentally.. Emotionally.. To be your Baby Boy, Is first dream come true... To be in your beautiful presence, Is Next dream to come true... To hug you & never let go, Is Best Dream to Soon come true... Kisses to the wonderful thoughts, About our dreams of our Future... The Perfect Thoughts of Me & You, Growing together Lovingly, To be Our Dream

My Dear Aunt And Nephew
I have had a really bad past 4months But hopefully It will get better I lost my 3 year old nephew in may on his 3rd birthday. He was ran over by a vechile, and killed I feel for his mom and dad cause I know they are going thew a living hell then this past wednesday we put my dear aunt to rest. She had cancer that ate her up I know they are in a better place and one day we will be together again. But it still does not help the pain. But I turn to god and It helps alot. I know I will be ok but it makes you hold your babbies a little tighter at night and when you go to work in the am. But thanks guys for welcoming to a great sight. going on line to chat helps me unwind and feel good about my self again also my kids help me feel good about my self I guess what Iam trying to say is trust in the lord during everything and live life to the fulliest.

Thank You
i wanna thank make me smile, charlene, xoxo goofy lady xoxo,coven of 13 and froggy for cheerin me up and posted postive comment about my blog. sorry about my spellin. lol.. and my girl Reesee thank you for being there for me and listening 2 my problems. thank you for who ever bought me gifts to cheer me up. thank you all! love ya jennifer aka native pride

Oral Pleasures At High Altitude
It is hot and warm in Singapore, but that is no more than normal. Our destination today: Sentosa, the island just out of the coast. We decide to take the cable car, hoping the airconditioning will bring some relief. With a touch of complicity the guy who distributes the people into the gondola’s let us take a cable car just for the two of us. We enter (giving me a magnificent view on your breast), the doors close automatically, the car accelerates and is picked up by the cable. Sitting there all alone, we immediately start to french each other passionately. Very soon my hands find their way to your bra, which I open with a swift move of my fingers. I gently touch your nipples and feel them grow hard under my touch. All of a sudden our play is interrupted: with a couple of shocks the whole cable carrousel comes to a halt. We look down and see that we are hanging about 150 metres above a gigantic cruise ship. “Let’s spend this time here as useful as we can honey”, I say, as I start to r

Nsfw Repost Of Scrappers Blogs
REMEMBER..this is a repost of blogs written by Scrapper. Please don't leave me nsfw comments here, they will be deleted and you will be blocked. This is me trying to clarify for you, the nsfw guidelines. You may also refer to the faq sections for this. If you have a question about this, please feel free to leave it here in the comments section and I will do my best to reply to it. If you have something constructive to say then by all means leave it here. I'm counting on you all to behave as adults. *************************************************** What is considered NSFW (Not Safe For Work)? A photo is deemed NSFW if it is: * Explicitly sexual in nature (suggestive) * Overtly tasteless * Slandering to any person or ethnicity In addition to the above criteria, if a photo is a primary photo, it will be flagged as NSFW if it also contains a suggestive body part without the member’s face in the photo. Accounts will be terminated for abusing the NSFW policy. This in

Stand Up For The Little Guy!
There was this little guy sitting in a bar, drinking his beer, minding his own business when all of a sudden this great big dude comes in and -- WHACK!! -- knocks him off the bar stool and onto the floor. The big dude says, "That was a karate chop from Korea!" The little guy thinks "GEEZ," but he gets back up on the stool and starts drinking again when all of a sudden -- WHACK!! -- the big dude knocks him down AGAIN and says, "That was a judo chop from Japan." So the little guy has had enough of this... He gets up, brushes himself off and quietly leaves. The little guy is gone for an hour or so. But yhe thinks for awhile and thinks, " Why shouldn't I be at the bar if I want to? "Ye walks up behind the big dude and -- WHAM!!!" -- knocks the big dude off his stool, knocking him out cold!!! The little guy looks at the bartender and says, "When he gets up, tell him that's a crowbar from Sears!

*ranting*
So once again I don't know why I'm writing to the world of blogging. Which is really just a disgusting angst of being listened to I believe. Truly, I just want to vent. And I don't want to bother anyone specific, so I'll type type away. At this point in my life I have made this quite blatant decision to not have a relationship with anyone. Too much going on, too many places to go, too many people to see and meet. I like to continually be on the move and enjoy life. But, truly, I guess the question is, will a "significant other" truly hold one back from that? Or am I just torn and hurt and untrustworthy? hmph. Secondly, I have yet to feel like I've learned a thing, academically, at Potsdam. I've been at college, and of course have learned through life -- but you never really stop doing that. As in schooling, I have yet to learn a fucking thing. I've had teachers upset with me and I think the only reason is because I have more experience teaching than they do and they don't know ho

Forgotten...
oooh ya forgot thos site totaly... past time... i splitted up with joakim .. i moved out to stockholm... lived in stockholm for 2 months now.. but i have been visiting my firends in norway that tiem never kind of was at home :P 2 days ago now i moved again .. this time to Västervik i live with my firend Jonnie and his 6 year old son Pontus :) i love it here... town is one of the most visited summer town in sweden :) its by the oacen with a small harbor u can seriously smell the damn oceon breeze just by sitting inside with a open door :) the heat here in sweden is horrable but at the same time prolly the best in a few years... around 35C in the sun ... u sweat like a pig if u go outside .. its okey if ur talking a walk down to the oceaon to jump in for a cooldown :) ooh and ya im still playing wow .. have been on a break now and then my main http://armory.wow-europe.com/#character-sheet.xml?r=Daggerspine&n=Kristall and my horde main that im powerlvling atm http://armory.

I Want You!!! Do You Want Me?
POSSE!!!!!! OMG I AM SO SO SO DAMN LUCKY. I AM SO SO SO DAMN PROUD. I AM SO SO SO DAMN OVERWHELMED HERE. I HAVE THE BEST CREW ANYONE COULD EVER ASK FOR. WE HAVE BUSTED OUT SO MANY COMMENTS AND ALL BECAUSE WE WORK AS A TEAM. WE STAY FOCCUSED AND GO WHERE WE ARE NEEDED DESPITE IF WE HAVE OUR OWN CONTESTS IN PROGRESS OR NOT.. WE ALL ARE WILLING TO SACERFICE OUR SELVES FOR ONE ANOTHER AND IN DOING THAT WE STAY TIGHT, CLOSE, AND BONDED. ONE LAST THING BECAUSE OF THIS WE WIN. WE WIN ~ WE WIN ~ AND WE WIN. MAYBE NOT FIRST PLACE EVERYTIME BUT DAMN WE SURE AS HELL WIN A LARGE NUMBER OF THEM.. WAHOOOOOOOOOO FOR MY POSSE. I CAN'T HELP MYSELF. I JUST LOVE REALLY REALLY TRUELY LOVE EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU GUYS.. I HAVE WITHOUT QUESTION THE BEST GROUP OF PEOPLE OUT HERE. GOD I AM SO LUCKY. THANK YOU GUYS BECAUSE OF YOU I CAN BOMB ALL OVER CT FEELING NOTHING BUT PRIDE.. NOW LETS GO BOMB SOME SHIT. WORD. Hey everyone! I'm Mizz Shady the leader of Shady's Underground Posse. Also known as S*U*

2nd Completed List....
OKAY I THINK I HAVE IT. THIS IS EVERYONE THAT WAS NOT ON THE FIRST STICKY.. IF YOU SEE SOMEONE THAT WAS NOT ON THE FIRST STICKY AND IS NOT ON THIS LIST PLEASE TELL ME. I'M GOING TO START GETTING THIS ONE READY FOR NEXT TIME.. REMEMBER I WOULD NEVER PURPOSELY LEAVE ANYONE OUT.. SO DON'T RUN AROUND WITH HURT FEELINGS WITHOUT TALKING TO ME FIRST.. I HAVE MY REASON FOR WHY I DO THINGS. MOSTLY DUE TO A BAD MEMORY.. HA HA YA I FORGET SHIT.. I THINK THATS NORMAL.. WE ALL DO. NONE IS PERFECT. SO THATS WHERE YOU ALL COME IN AT.. HELP ME OUT HERE.. I LOVE AND COUNT ON EVERY POSSE MEMBER.. SO THIS IS THE SECOND AND LAST LIST. I NOW DO BELIEVE THIS IS EVERYONE.. zaphod77 of Shady's S*U*P*@ CherryTAP finzleft {#16 OF SHADY'S S*U*P*}@ CherryTAP REDNECK OF THE S*U*P@ CherryTAP -TWO-#57 of Shady's S*U*P*-R'S Hubby@ CherryTAP WaterLily1954 Member of CLUB F.A.R. ..member of SHADY'S S*U*P*@ CherryTAP Angeleyes4u~of Shady's S*U*P@ CherryTAP Draven[]Fallen Angel's CT Hubby{

Just Bitching
I thought Family was people I am pretty close to. I didn't think I had to "check" profiles daily to see if I am still in theirs. Yeah sure, a few of my Family memebers don't have me there but I talk to them all the time. You miss one day sending a comment or something and give me a break a 40 year old woman feels like she is back in Junior High getting her feelings hurt by some "friend" who doesn't think you are pretty enough anymore..oh wait..because my NSFW pics aren't posted for a while...GEEZ... Why would I care? someone smack me in the ass please?

Help????
I looked on profile options, but does anyone know if you can shut off the "you've prequalified for 1 survey"? Reason I ask is I am not qualified for any of them and so its a pain in the ass to be bothered by them.. I dont want to do them anyway, but yet that stupid little message in "My Bar Tab" nags me.. Make it go away, its pissing me off!! :(

Men
I love men... I love the way they look, the way they smell, they way they look when they first tuck their shirts in... just out of the shower, towel still on, hair all wet... I am almost obsessed with watching them play pool... all of that bending and twisting, and I don't know if you've notice this but when men play pool, they look a lot like they do when they are having sex, the same expressions on the face etc. So... now you know my dirty little secret... I LOVE MEN!

Wise Words From Rose
The first day of school our Professor introduced himself and challenged us to get to know someone we didn't already know. I stood up to look around when a gentle hand touched my shoulder. I turned around to find a wrinkled, little old lady beaming up at me with a smile that lit up her entire being. She said, "Hi handsome. My name is Rose. I'm eighty-seven years old. Can I give you a hug?" I laughed and enthusiastically responded, "Of course you may!" and she gave me a giant squeeze. "Why are you in college at such a young, innocent age?" I asked. She jokingly replied, "I'm here to meet a rich husband, get married, and have a couple of kids." "No seriously," I asked. I was curious what may have motivated her to be taking on this challenge at her age. "I always dreamed of having a college education and now I'm getting one!" she told me. After class we walked to the student union building and shared a chocolate Milkshake. We became instant friends. Every day fo

Food For Thought
Max Ehrmann Desiderata Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and the ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals; and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for

~burning Bright~
I feel like there is no need for conversation Some questions are better left without a reason And I would rather reveal myself than my situation Now and then I consider, my hesitation The more the light shines through me I pretend to close my eyes The more the dark consumes me I pretend I'm burning, burning bright I wonder if the things I did were just to be different To spare myself of the constant shame of my existence And I would surely redeem myself in my desperation Here and now I'll express, my situation There's nothing ever wrong but nothing's ever right Such a cruel contradiction I know I cross the lines its not easy to define I'm born to indecision There's always something new some path I'm supposed to choose With no particular rhyme or reason

Translucence
Translucence by LateNiteFantasy© A fog on glass translucent skin presses the surface cooling the flesh as droplets cascade the subtle curves. Tumescent shapes emerge in the shiver as steam whirls away in a breathless twirl. Long shadowy forms appear and withdraw, a rhythm in the mist as clouds gather - disperse in quickening gasps, the liquid echoes, moans reaching, reaching and then finally a release the dampness suddenly calm. Fingertips slide down shower doors with a whispered, "Yes."

Giveaway
hello freinds and fam....once again im in a giveaway....for a vip.....now its turns n a give away for an hh...i just need 45 k more on it...yall know i help anyone i can....if yall have time drop a few comments...all would be apperciated...and i will sho luv back....now get back to waht yall doin and i see yall around he he

Briana's Orgy
You are sitting in your dark car parked in front of a rather big house in a nice development. You are nervous like you've never been for a party before, but then again this isn't your regular party like you've been to many times before. Sure there will be drinking and lots of fun, but the reason whole reason for this party is for you to have your first experience with an orgy. When I called you a few weeks ago you thought I was joking and when it seemed that it was more serious you wondered what you had got yourself into. Sure you had watched plenty of porn and talked to people that had done this sort of thing before, heck, you've even thought about it when you were alone at night. But sitting here in your car, in the sluttiest outfit you own, thinking about walking to a house knowing that you were going to have sex with not just one but many men has you a bit shaky. A deep breath and you are out of your car. You wobble a bit on the 4" strappy stiletto heels and the cool night air fee

1976
Goodbye Junior hello Senior! Start my last year of High School! I almost became a father (false alarm). My friends and I have many things going on, jumping over the wall to the pool after it closes lol umm, alcohol and illegal substances could have been the cause for one of my friends sitting on the diving board on a chair (many years later, the pool scene with Cameron in the movie “Ferris Beuller’s Day Off” reminds me of this, lol). The Lords are official (my gang I am the first and last leader, two in between me) formed to prevent other punks from coming into our neighborhood causing trouble. Only two of us actually had a nick name, mine was Ace and David’s was JC (because he looked like some of the pictures of Jesus). We are also nickname the insiders (a real biker gang in the area, The Outsiders saw us and our colors and their leader said They were the Outsiders so we were the insiders) this happened at the carnival, which I later worked at for a week and almost joined, but t

Fuck Man!!
Well good news is my car is ready.. It was the fuel pump. With towing parts,labor,oil change and coolant flush the grand total is 917.45.. wtf??? Happy Fucking New Year to me.. That was going to be my vacation monies to go to Vegas with Monica and Ms. Heather. end rant :/

Erotic Story
I will be writing a new erotic story or stories this coming Sunday ... be sure to check my profile then when you will enjoy the stories there. I have several now bouncing around in my head and they are just begging to be typed up, and one of them is for Tiff who told me what happened to her at a bar a few weeks ago. 36d hugs, Ms. Cleavage

Broken Friendship
Friendship is one of the main things that makes life worthwhile. When you have a friend to confide in, suffering seems more bearable, and pleasures are more intense. Everything is better when you have a friend to share it with. When a friendship breaks, whether or not it is for the best, there is a degree of pain and mourning that an individual goes through. There were things that you may have done only with that person and you feel a void in your life. Take some time to let yourself mourn before moving on to other relationships.

Making Animations For Offers
Hey all my wonderful friends I am making animations and pics if interested. I will do it for offers. I am trying to get up fubucks to pay for VIP or Auto 11's and Bombs. If you would like one PM me and let me know. Send me the pics you would like to use with a brief description of how you kinda want it to look. Below are some examples I have done for my wife so far. I will be putting up more as I make them. ANIMATIONS I made this for my wife she is a new member of Dangerous Curves. I made this for my wife when she had her 11's on PICS

7,012 Woman I've Met On The Internet Since 2003 And Not A Single One I Dated
Yes, as hard as it is to beleive, I have talked with 7,012 different woman on the internet stemming from July, 2003 when I got my first computer and not a single one exept the druggie Christine 'Too much to dream / Lips like morphine' [Yes she is on morphine] I actualy saw, met or dated for more than a day. Simpy put, I just don't know how to accknowledge, keep, interest or even ask out a woman. Alot of them already were in a relationship or were/ are mommas.

Captain Cooter
What in the world does a person say about him? I'd think I'd have a pretty good idea, but he generally leaves me speechless.Me and him have been through a LOT. Probably more than most people on here that I'm friends with now would even understand. He's one of the few people on this site that I can honestly say that I trust. I know a few of my friends have issues with him, but I don't.Wow, I'm two paragraphs in and I am already at a loss for words. To me he's just an all around great friend. I know that if I needed him, I could call him and he'd listen and do his best to help me. I'm not sure of how many people would do that for someone that lives on the other side of the country.I think after everything, he is still one of my best friends. One that I know I can be serious with and still joke around with. He tries his best to make me smile and laugh, even when I tell him I don't want to. He seems to know when I'm pissed off, just by the way I'm typing. He's not the only one that can do

How Much More Can She Take?
As most of my friends on here know,my 14 year old daughter was diagnosed almost a year ago with Melanoma.She has gone through many surgeries and had her lymph nodes removed because the cancer had spread.She has been on a type of chemo called Interfuron 3 days a week since Jan of 2009 and will be on it until Nov of 2009.Things have been looking up for her.The chemo is rough but she is strong and she is so looking forward to it being over.We just got back from Disneyland thanks to Make~A~Wish and her hopes were high. Then we get a call yesterday from her doctor's office.Jess(my daughter) has been having alot of pain in her hips so they sent her for an MRI a couple days before we left for our trip.The results said her hips were fine,but the reason her belly was cramping was she has ovarian something(I forget what they called it,and forgot my notepad where I wrote it down at work).Basically she has cysts on both her ovaries and they are bleeding.So now she has to go to the gyno and have t

Prayers Needed Please
My 14yr old son has to see a lung specialist on Oct 8 ....I need lots of prayers for him that whatever is wrong with him can be treated easily..his regular dr did exrays on him and they found some sort of black cloudy film over his lungs....(he was dead for the first 10-15 min when he was born) so he is a real miracle for us.

My Softer Side...
well the day is here ac/dc is playing here in Vancouver tonight is been soldout for awhile but the other day i got a couple of tickets and was so happy i was going untill.......yesterday my sister was over and told me about a co worker at work age (39) who is dying of cancer and is a ac/dc fan my sisters asked if i could get here a t-shirt. well during the night i thought i can do better i'm giving her my two tickets to the show. might be her last .and i can always see another..so see i do have a soft side...have a great weekend everyone

Come On It Will Be Fun :d
Copy this and post and see what people rate you. 1:Crazy. 2:I'd Marry You. 3:Talkative. 4:Sarcastic. 5:Bangable. 6:Clubhead. 7:Moody. 8:Dumb. 9: Spoiled. 10:Mouthy. 11:Random. 12:Hot. 13:Funny. 14:Fit. 15:Amazing. 16:Tough. 17:Cute. 18:Bf/Gf Type. 19:Player. 20:The Best. 21: God loving 22: Smart 23: Loving 24: Loyal 25:Trust worthy 26:Fake 27:Spiritual 28:PEST

Thanks Giving Auction Is On Im Up For Grabs
250 11s a weekadd to top friend and family starting for a month could be permanantdaily drinks3 pimp outs a week your choice whencash bids add blings of my choicesfw salute pimp out everydaymy yim and more depends how hi it goes

No Title Yet
hiding in my thoughts wandering lost in your dreams can't help but feel like im hanging by a string holding my breath in the hopes nothing is real holding back pent up screams til my lungs feel like they will bust at the seams some days feel like they will never end others feel like they cant even begin dark and dreary seems like the only way i wish my mind would stop and stay in place feeling lost is a close hateful friend hoping ill be found in my wanderings time to stop thinking and go on instinct wishing it would all end I'm lost on my path hoping to find my way

Eskimo Kisses
I want to share more then a physical embraceas I know that there is more that the beauty of a body or face Together beyond the realm of a heavenly abode I want to grow into a bright star from out of the cold From the moment we would meet and touch each step would feel like it was meant for us to clutch For us to endure with the fullness of our hearts desires of joy we embark without the enthusiasm of child opening a new toy There won't be a day that I would ever turn my back on you not a single deflection from your radiance shall be unloved in view In a crowded sky of clouds I see illustrations of our life one which will entail all of my energy and enduring whatever strife This life is ours to color with each of our passions array and we can deliver nothing but a pure genuine sway Swinging on a high where we never can come down your smile and eternal inner beauty will always keep away a frown

Here
she closed her sore eyes and asked "why am I here?" ... then in the blind distance a voice came through clear he said "I came not to judge or own any of your fears... I came to be the one you need to simply soak up your tears. I'll be gone again soon but at this moment, my dear I am yours... I too am here"

03/02/10
Weighed in today.. lost the 2 pounds i gained last week pluse a little more In 7 weeks, I have lost TWENTY pounds... weeee :D Soooo yeah.. i have 5 weeks to lose 10 pounds so i can get my next tattoo... BTW.. I am taking donations for it LMAO

A Smile
Today I promised a smile,And to her I will give.Forever to this beauty,My smile will live. To see her shine,Would make my day.This for her I will do,Let nothing stand in my way. For you can I make you smile,in turn you'll give me one.And forever,I'll try to give you one.

A Lesson Well Learned
as i sit here the days go bye and i think of you and cry and all you say is that i lie and dont care how i might die alone at night i think of you and wishing that i was next to you but rolling over and crying so hard knowing that my heart is scared and now i sit here battered and torn i remember the days and im forlorn boys may come and boys may go but you were the one that let me go its been days now and i still think of you crying so hard my face turns blue i loved so hard it cant be changed but forever my heart will be chained ty for the one man that will always be in my heart no matter what he has done to me! ty master i have learned well from your teachings

Fubar Support
I WILL BE THE FIRST TO ADMIT I OVER REACT ABOUT STUFF, BUT THIS JUST PISSED ME OFF! IF I WAS ONE OF THE POPULAR PEOPLE ON HERE OR SOMEONE WHO SPENT TONS OF MONEY, I GUARANTEE YOU MY ANSWER FROM SUPPORT WOULD HAVE BEEN DIFFERENT. THEY REFUSED TO HELP ME ONCE BEFORE WHEN I HAD MY ACCOUNT STOLEN. THE BITCH WHO STOLE IT STILL USES IT ON HERE. I LOST A YEAR PAID VIP, DONT REMEMBER HOW MANY BLING CREDITS, LEVEL 26 AND HUNDREDS OF FRIENDS. I WAS TOLD I MUST HAVE GIVEN OUT MY PASSWORD TO THIS GIRL....DUH. I HAVE NEVER GIVEN MY PASSWORD TO ANYONE AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHO THIS PERSON IS. I KNOW THE PEOPLE WORKING ON HERE HAVE MORE IMPORTANT THINGS TO TAKE CARE OF BUT I FEEL LIKE I WAS PRETTY MUCH CALLED A LIAR AND I DO NOT APPRECIATE IT. MY RESPONSE TO FUBAR SUPPORT: the one referral that is showing doesn't have any photos. the one that is showing as the same IP as i'm on now is a woman i work with and the other two are pretty real people last time I checked. Maybe those IP addresses shou

I Love Fubar Because...
I love Fubar because: I can keep in touch with people on Fubar, but can't on FaceBook. I can chat privately with people on Fubar, but can't on FaceBook. I can upload and tag photos on Fubar, but can't on FaceBook. I can play mafia on Fubar, but can't on FaceBook. I can send/recieve pretend drinks and gifts to friends on Fubar, but can't on FaceBook. I can send/recieve private messages on Fubar, but can't on FaceBook. I can comment/post mumms on Fubar, but can't on FaceBook - ooooh DING DING DING we have a winner! MUMMS - The ONLY difference between Fubar and FaceBook. You may talk amongst yourselves now, if anyone reads this shit, that is.

Lol! More Shoutbox Fun!
LMMFAO! When will the fun end? 6:18pm Mattisback: Hi gorgeous, luv u, Matt in VA 6:37pm Mattisback: Why do u torture me so just one chat, that is all i ask and that will b it and u will luv me forever, lol, Matt 6:37pm Ninja: how do you figure? 6:38pm Mattisback: How do I figure what, that u r so attractive, a fact ty 6:38pm Ninja: I'm ADD, and fickle, and if you can't hold my attention in a shoutbox, what makes you think you could amuse me otherwise? 6:39pm Mattisback: U might b surprised, how do i know u would hold my attention, works both ways 6:40pm Mattisback: I don't know anything about u but u seem interesting and a person to challenge and find out more about its not that complicated is it 6:41pm Mattisback: lost u already lol 6:41pm Ninja: you know nothing about me but you insist on telling me you love me daily 6:42pm Ninja: that's creepy 6:42pm Mattisback: giv

Life On The Lake
I live in a small, non-descript house. It isn't anything special, and wouldn't cause you to look twice or even notice it really, in the middle of nowhere. Literally. I am 15 minutes from the town my address says I live in. You are not within walking distance to anything except the dirt road that brings you to my house. I am alone out here, 9 months out of the year. In the summer, we have neighbours. Transplants from the city getting away to the country for summer fun. It isn't even that big a city actually. The population is under 250,000. My small town has a population of less than 1200. The town lines go far and wide though, as most small towns do, in order to afford conveniences like trash pick-up and such. It takes about 45 minutes to run the highway from one end of my town to the other. There isn't much in between. It grows quiet here, after a summer of family and friends visiting, boat rides, tubing and waterski lessons,of frog hunting and tadpole catching,

Life
You came into my LifeLike a flash of lightEvery day we talk Everything seems so rightYou came into my lifeNot knowing what to expectIf we never get to metThat will be my biggest regretYou came into my LifeLike a ray of sunshineI continue to dreamOf the day you are mineWhen i hear your voiceIts like the sound of a FifeI want to close by sayingI am glad you are in my Life

Coming Home...
Cuchi was born in January 1962 San Juan, Puerto Rico. Ironically she died 49 yrs and one month later in North San Juan, California. I felt like a hero when she first arrived in this world! She was always a happy little person and loved by those around her. Her many friends called her “giggles” or Cuchi. Her last words to me 1 day before her death were “Pop, I just love you and mommy so much and little Rebecca. I want to see you all and my grandbaby soon, maybe in March”. Sadly she is coming home after being killed by a hit and run driver, all her laughter, tears, fears, joy and hope reduced to a handful of ashes. Cuchi came home today for the final time. God bless her. Her loving father, Frank Blankenship

For The People I Owe Points To & A Rant Of Sorts..
Hey Kids, just wanted to touch base with those who I still owe my points for a day to going forward with their specific dates, if you have any preferences, or anything you wish to do or have me run during it, please let me know. These are the people and dates below: 4/16-sat-http://fubar.com/stealth883 4/17-Sun-http://fubar.com/5839275 4/18-Mon-http://fubar.com/noturaveragegirl 4/19-Tue-http://www.fubar.com/2293572 4/20-Wed-http://www.fubar.com/theslut 4/21-Thu-http://www.fubar.com/mariodinava 4/22-Fri-http://www.fubar.com/phoenix2010rising 4/23-Sat-http://www.fubar.com/ellieismyname 4/24-Sun-http://www.fubar.com/ellieismyname 4/25-Mon-http://www.fubar.com/ooooojen 4/26-Tue-http://www.fubar.com/koneko 4/27-Wed-http://www.fubar.com/avs801 4/28-Thu-http://www.fubar.com/jk1989 4/29-Fri-http://fubar.com/tacs_merc 4/30-Sat-http://fubar.com/1921573 5/1-Sun-http://fubar.com/2076906 5/2-Mon-http://fubar.com/2076906 5/3-Tuesday-http://fubar.com/shanredfrog 5/4-Wed-http://fu

Bwahahahahahaha
Szaha: hello slavegirl, lower your eyes! you will serve me. your day will start and end with the taste of the whip on your naked ass. till you start to love it because it will remind you about your place on your knees next to me lmaoooooooooooooo I serve NO ONE... well 'cept my kids when they be hungry! that is all peace baby

My Life.
im so sick of the world it hurts when all u are to people is a sex toy i wish i could be perfect but i will never be and that sucks no matter how hard i try i will never be skinny, cute, or smart enouh for anyone and that truely hurts.

Alone Again
Alone Again I am hidden,Alone in my own world,Watching the seconds that seem like hours,Shut away from the world,Like a prisoner of ill-passion,Never to see the light of happiness again... Copyright ©2006

Heartache
You look at life and wonder.... is it really worth the pain So much that is going wrong is enough to drive you insane You find love and happiness and then it is gone. It rips your heart and you thought you had found the one. Nobody cares anymore who you are with or not. They are all so selfish and have to take what you got. What happened to morals and having respect? Then fights, hurt, and hate happen, what do they expect?? Tamara Busch @06/18/2011

La Porno Boheme Avec Burlesque
Alt-porn stars, nerd-porn stars, a Yalie-porn star, and a breathtaking crew of burlesque performers come together in the Womb Room with me to explore the new erotic bohemia, the ups and downs of the porno life, the art of striptease and neo-burlesque, Commedia Erotica, Hardcore controversies, wet T-shirts and a new approach to eating mangos that would sharpen the skills of anyone who aspires to be a cunning linguist. CHECK OUT FREE “La Porno Bohème” PHOTO GALLERY Video and XXX pix coming soon to the Private Galleries of DrSusanBlock.tv Here’s a list of my featured guests on La Porno Bohème: Zak Smith Sabbath: Self-declared cynic, acclaimed artist (whose paintings and drawings, including his celebrated exhibit depicting each page of Thomas Pynchon’s Gravity’s Rainbow, have been featured in museums and galleries from the Whitney to MoMA), alt-porn star, fellow Yale Read the rest of this entry »

Death Is Never Permanent
Bury yourself cut the ropeBecause this ship is going downWasting so much time on thingsThat don't matter until nowAnd I will cry and I will bleedAnd I will make sure that you've seenYou can leave this all behind(And I want to take back what is mine)Save yourself nowThis ship is going downAs you're drowning in the water(As you're drowning in the water)This ship is going downShe's my treasure to be foundWhile our heavy hearts pull us apart(I'll watch you)Can you feel this extra tension in the airDying's never felt so good beforeYour flesh begins to tearIt gets so dark this wounded heartThat burns as the sky turns blackSo cut these chains to break my legs(And stab me in the back)Save yourself nowThis ship is going downAs you're drowning in the water(As you're drowning in the water)This ship is going downShe's my treasure to be foundWhile our heavy hearts pull us apart(I'll watch you)Save yourself nowThis ship is going downDrowning in the waterNo one will save you nowSave yourself nowThis

I Am Not Bashing Either Political Party...but This Show Problems!
History Lesson on Your Social Security Card Dick Kantenberger Gifted Education Writer Examiner.com History Lesson on Your Social Security CardJust in case some of you young whippersnappers (& some older ones) didn't know this.It's easy to check out, if you don't believe it. Be sure and show it to your familyand friends. They need a little history lesson on what's what and it doesn't matterwhether you are Democrat or Republican. Facts are Facts. Social Security Cards up until the 1980s expressly stated the number andcard were not to be used for identification purposes. Since nearly everyone in the United States now has a number, it became convenient to use it anyway and themessage , NOT FOR IDENTIFICATION, was removed. Error! Filename not specified.An old Social Security card with the"NOT FOR IDENTIFICATION"

Inappropriate
Recently my youngest sisters thing has been to point out all my inappropriate sexual endueno comments, so standing in the kitchen one afternoon whilst her best friend was over, we had a conversation that was rather amusing and this is how it went.Sister: "we even got a movie" Me: "oh yeah whats it called?"Sister: "morning glory"Me: "well thats inappropriate"everyone burst into laughter and she went throughly bright red with embarssment

America Is In Danger!
The folks who are getting the free stuff, don't like the folks who are paying for the free stuff, because the folks who are paying for the free stuff, Can no longer afford to pay for both the free stuff and their own stuff, And, The folks who are paying for the free stuff, Want the free stuff to stop - - and the folks who are getting the free stuff, Want even more free stuff on top of the free stuff they are already getting! Now... The people who are forcing the people who Pay for the free stuff, Have told the people who are RECEIVING the free stuff, That the people who are PAYING for the free stuff, Are being mean, prejudiced, and racist. So... the people who are GETTING the free stuff, Have been convinced they need to hate the people who are paying for the free stuff, By the people who are forcing some people to pay for their free stuff, And giving them the free stuff in the first place.

9-22-2011
Well, today has been good so far. It has been a long time since I last wrote in here! I promise to write more from now on. Ok, the last time I wrote I think I was moving into my own place in North Richland Hills. Well, I did move into a one bedroom apartment. It was great living alone, but I was bored and lonely! Not to mention it was over priced! Now, I'm livng back with mom :( in North Richland Hills , for about 6 months or so. I've nade incredible progress, since my accident. I now workout everday. Like this morning, I worked on abs(stomach) and quadraceps(legs). I did 180 weighted cruches at 60 lbs( don't sound like much? You try it!) and 160 weighted leg lifts at 75 lbs. Now, it's shower time! I would still like to meet new friends. I have this entire apartment to myself from 8am-6pm. I just purchased a home gym that is currently in the garage, There is a small pool/hot tub right behind my building. Oh, I am now walking without any assistance(except for long walks or outside, I ta

Daniel
Daniel, madrugaba todos los días, ordeñaba las vacas, traía los huevos, cortaba la leña, sacaba las ovejas a pastar, cepillaba los sementales en el establo, alimentaba a los perros, ocho labradores dos negros, un blanco, tres rubios, cuatro eran machos y cuatro eran hembras. Ejecutaba todas sus labores con gran entusiasmo, y atención, pues él solo pensaba en desocuparse para el medio día, para salir conmigo a cabalgar y a jugar, mi abuela decía que si hacia bien sus deberes y los terminaba temprano el resto de la tarde la tendría libre, y eso es precisamente lo que hacía Daniel. By Pink

In The Shadows
Hiding in the shadows Where it's dark and cold Sitting in the shadows With no one to hold Thinking in the shadows Where my mind runs wild Running in the shadows Like a spooked child Sleeping in the shadows Alone the way i was born Crying in the shadows With no one to lean on Lives forever in the shadows Until i find someone sweet Standing in the shadows Until i find my heart beat

My Soul
they went away as they came, hurting my soul or making it smile and i am still here, still in love with the rain... in this cold snow of our first winter i could almost swear you were a fallen angel, so i begged you: come with your death, come and kill me with those stones...unfortunately there will never be enough stones to throw into my soul and cure me!

I Can't Wait
This flame is coalescingThis fire's burning brightI know I’ll get burned but it’s alright (Waiting anxiously)It’s too late to change directionI’m fixed on her in my mindTrade sense for sensation this time(Takes control of me)I can’t waitI want to be with you right now anywayReckless, so what? I can’t wait to be around youTake me, break me, right now - Why wait til ‘hell to pay’? So dumb, so what? I can’t wait to be around youHer skin is laced with poisonHer words are laced with liesAffliction is waiting in her eyes(Take them willingly)I can’t control this compulsionLike a moth into the flameHer fiery embrace completes my shame(Don’t let go of me)We bathe in this denialLay bare the secret placeFor just a little whileSubmit to this embracePain unfoldingShame beholdingDon’t let go of me

Complicated Thoughts
Complicated Not worth the time So confused and broken Give so much Get nothing back I am tired of all the lies and hate Time to move on Get back on the right path Where I know I am worth it No matter how complicated I seem to be Not everyone will understand Or stand by when things get tough I will stand steady and stay strong

The Real Issue
everyone has been either screaming about or laughing about the blog posting NSFW pics normally sold for bling including myself. Today I decided to poke around and wondered why they were not using the sites rules of TOS to get the posts deleted as that particular forum had obviously broken the rules of TOS by giving links to profiles. I even went so far as to get it posted in JDs blog (I feel dirty) so they could try that route. Then I suddenly realized I was an idiot and the REAL problem was right before my eyes and I missed it. this is the TOS from that site 3) No posting of personal information: This includes last names (initial only), phone numbers, addresses, etc. This also includes social networking links. First name/last initial is fine. Also, do not post or ask for age, school, or grade.8) No trading: This includes exchange of IM/email information to do so. You either share on the board or you don't. Additionally, no selective sharing: either post on the board o

You May Not Be Her First
"You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before, she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being a human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more then she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there." - BOB MARLEY

Day 266
Day 2 of Suspected Insanity. Yet again, I had "What Shall We Do Now?" stuck in my head, and snatches of sex and murder. Also, the song, when played in my head, evokes a pleasurable savagery that I cannot say I am familiar with. I have begun to hate the song, but I cannot get enough of it.There is a possibility, however, that this is not insanity, but my suppressed persona (the things I have wanted to say/do, yet didn't, so on and so forth...the feelings I have yearned to act upon, but again have not), and the "depravities" in The Wall have called to mine, and brought them to some light. After all, thinking the phrase "Fuck me like you hate me" isn't exactly standard material is it?Which begs the question: If i were to let down my own Wall down...what would burst forth?

Tales From The Fringe Bank One
This is the second year I haven’t done a one woman show at Edinburgh fringe and am thoroughly enjoying the freedom of it all. I have done 10 years of shows sometimes 3 full hour shows a day and loved it but never dared to go see much as I was always focused on my own work. Performing makes you selfish and needy so not doing a show makes you open and accommodating. Firstly I must mention the amazing Assembly rooms up in George Street, no longer the musty, dusty austere middle class castle on the fringe previously run by Buren Coutts (the only venue manager who I have never met despite playing his venue) has changed hands into the Stand comedy club owner Tommy Sheppard. The difference is astounding – for instance when you walk out of the Assembly rooms, you no longer walk out of a show and into a busy street and run away from there (which I always did and headed for upside down cow heaven at Bristo Square). The Stand company who have taken over the Assembly for the

Whisper Soft Kisses
Whisper Soft Kisses Whisper soft kissesGentle warm caressesScent of soap and clean bodyTaste of mintSliding down your bodySlow teasingHot passionateDemanding urgencySweet surrenderGlorious ReleaseWhisper soft kisses

Its Bout Fkn Time!
WOWWWWWWWW, FINALLY Jesus listened to me and GOT BLOGS :D oh now Im super duper happy!!! WOOHOO TY!!!!!! OOOOOOH WOW ok so yeah Ill try to get over the excitement :) atleast SOMETHING made my day.... So this week I aint been feelin so hot... sadness, started monday, thought I was havin some hunger pains didnt understand why because well I dont really get that and I had eatin breakfast so it was odd...so ok ate...well tuesday the pains were more frequent even when I ate...and by tue night ahhh major painnnnnns esp if I did eat then they got worse...didnt sleep a wink last night...well ok maybe a lil wink ;) but I was hurtin in muh tum tum SOOOO BAD I barely ate dinner that night so I didnt get it...worse pain in muh life I fkn tell ya...I hate dr's but it was so bad in the am...that n throwin up EWWW I KNO but if ya dont like it DONT FKN READ MY BLOG hahaha anyways...so I got in *its amazing usually they dont got any openings...* my old dr. moved to OR so I had lil mr Lee LOL! calle

Yes I Am!
I'm so thankful to be off work for a couple days, but then I'm thankful just to HAVE a job! I'm thankful to be able to post this bulletin comment in 10 minutes flat due to my slow dialup service, but I'm thankful to the person who was brilliant enough to start this phenominal computer world. I'm Thankful To have such Beautiful/healthy/Teenage daughters who remind me daily that I'm getting shorter and shorter, and that my clothes are out of date since I refuse to wear leggings again! I'm thankful to all my friends I've met through the LostCherry/CherryTap, whatever name it may be next week site-without it, I wouldn't be able to ramble senselessly on each of my friends pages-or bulletins that are posted. I'm Thankful for YOU Fat Sonny for making me laugh until my belly hurts with the picture/posts that you do on a regular basis, and for letting me alter you in the most horrific way, and still get rated a 10 by you..lol...But most of all, I'm just THANKFUL to know what it feels like t

My Sad Story ~ The Childhood
This is the story of how I became who I am. Everybody has one, some are worse, some better. I thought I'd share mine for those who care to get to know the real me a little better. I was born in San Diego, California the day before my parents first wedding anniversary. My mother was seven years younger than my dad, he was the boy next door. She married him to get away from her parents. She had me to keep her occupied because she hated my father. There are hundreds of pictures of me as a baby dressed up in different outfits. I am convinced she thought I was a doll much like Baby Alive. They divorced shortly after my first birthday for many reasons on both their sides, one including my mother cheating with one of his friends from work. Then she married the friend and he became step-dad number one. I have mixed memories of him. He was a drunk so lots of super fun times and lots of fighting. I got a baby brother out of that marriage. We lived in a nice neighborhood and wen

My Contact List
If you ever want to get ahold of me you can do it on yahoo... DudeGuru@sbcglobal.net And yes I do have a cam if you are curious. Also if you have another IM service that you need to use, just let me know and I'll give you those too.

Wimpiest Dad
Two kids are arguing over whose father is the wimpiest. The first one says," My dad is so scared that when lightning strikes, he slides underneath our bed." The second kid says, "That's nothing. My dad is so scared that when my mother works nightshift, he sleeps with the woman next door."

Ok, Now I'm Pissed!!!
I think I'm a patient, easy going guy. However when you're the type of person who's so anal you can't see the work thats been put into something, the beauty it possesses, the care put into a job, the sacrifices made to get the fucking thing done and all you can do is take money out of my pocket, food off my table and bitch about the small microscopic imperfections created by everyday whear and tear, I can no longer contain myself. Climb to the highest building, grab the highest caliber gun and sharpest knife you can find, drive the knife into your chest and aim the gun at your head and pull the fuckin trigger. Obviously there's no way in hell anything on God's green earth can please you. And by the way, what the fuck possessed you to hand a $3000 guitar to an 11 yr old who only wants to play metal and in the 1st place if you want it to stay perfect? Waste of human life, pull the plastic off your couch, blow the cobwebs off your wife's crotch and for once go to town, have fun or die!!!!

New Poem A Soldiers Letter To His Wife
LETTER OF A SOLDIER HUNNI ITS COLD HERE AT NIGHT ALL I HEAR IS SCREAMS AND PEOPLE RUNNING IN FRIGHT-I BEEN HERE SO LONG STARTING TO THINK IS THIS WRONG-I'VE SEEN SO MANY DIE SO MANY MOTHERS CRY- LOST SO MANY FRIENDS THINKIN IN MY HEART WHEN WILL THIS END-THE OTHER DAY I GOT ON MY KNEES AND PRAYED HOPING THAT ALL THESE CRAZY THINGS IN MY HEAD WILL GO AWAY BUT THEY JUST STAY-IM HAVING NIGHTMARES IN MY DREAMS THINKING FIGHTHING FOR FREEDOM ISNT EVERYTHING IT SEEMS-I HOPE ALL IS WELL AT HOME CAUSE HERE I FEEL COLD AND ALONE-EVERYDAY ITS THE SAME IM BURYING ANOTHER BROTHER I THINK IM GOING INSANE-WELL HUNNI I HOPE I CAN MAKE IT BACK OUT OF THIS HELLHOLE WE CALL IRAQ

Compatibility Test/ Personality Traits
Self-Confidence As someone with high self-confidence, you feel quite comfortable interacting with other people. Indeed, you find the company of others very stimulating and enjoy meeting new people. Your relaxed demeanor in groups makes people around you comfortable too. Perhaps because you feel comfortable talking about yourself, others tend to enjoy being around you and perceive you as socially competent. The confidence that helps you feel comfortable talking to people also spills into your own personal beliefs about yourself. Although you have several strengths, it’s likely that you also acknowledge and accept your weaknesses. But unlike some people, you take full responsibility for your actions—you rarely regret things you’ve done in the past and are not embarrassed easily. Perhaps the defining feature that sets you apart from most people is the exceptionally high standards that you set for yourself. Your competence in social gatherings as well as at work should provide amp

Tag!you're It!
I had two buddies tag me Wildcat and Oshow. I think this could be fun. Thanks for the invite. Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I don't know how to drive a standard. 2. Blueberry jelly bellies are my favorite. 3. Only kissed 8 guys. 4. I snort sometimes when am laughing. 5. I lost my virginity on April Fool's Day and my divorce was final on the same day 9 years later. 6. Never been to the ocean or flown in a plane. 7. Can touch the tip of nose with my tongue. 8. I have monkey toes 8-p I sometimes pick things with them. 9. If I tweeze my eye brows I sneeze. 10. I love it when men wear baseball cap

In A Contest... Please Help With Comments!!!
I entered my first contest and I am looking for some help with comment bombing my photo!!! Anyone leaving 100 comments will recieve 1000 fubucks...1000 comments.... 10000 fubucks!!! Here is the link to the photo Thanks in advance for the help JoAnne

Jenesa
>@ fubar Come show this California hot tie some love She is a sweet heart And she has a kick ass lounge So check it out Mistress Get on Your knees and beg aka ‘Jenesa‘@ fubar NOW GO GIVE HER SOME LOVE NOW DAMN IT. This Pimpout Brought to you By: Blue Dragon (Member Of TheSpankers)@ fubar

Hottest Men I Want You
OK MEN ITS YOUR TURN TO CASH IN ON ALL THIS WEALTH. YOU MUST HAVE A WOMAN NOMINATE YOU AND FOR THE FIRST 2 DAYS IT WILL BE A RATES ONLY CONTEST.. THE TEN MEN OUT OF THE 20 WITH THE MOST RATES WILL GO ON TO COMPETE FOR THE THREE MILLION FUBUCKS.. THIS CONTEST WILL GO ONE FOR 2 WEEKS.. RATES WILL = 20 POINTS EACH AND EACH COMMENT WILL = 1 POINT EACH.. AT THE END OF TWO WEEKS THE PERSON WITH THE MOST COMBINED TOTAL WILL WIN THE 3 MILLION FUBUCKS.. DEPENDING ON HOW THIS CONTEST GOES I MAY DOWN THE LINE ADD A 2ND OR A 3RD PRIZE BUT AGAIN THATS SOLEY AT MY DISCRETION AND IT WILL BE POSTED ON MY BLOG IF I DO... SO LADIES IF YOU KNOW A SEXY HOT MALE HERE ON FUBAR AND YOU THINK HES GOT WHAT IT TAKES TO KICK SOME BUTT ON HERE THEN SEND HIM MY WAY.. BUT PLZ LET THE PERSON KNOW BEFORE HAND TO MAKE SURE THEY ARE UP FOR IT.. YOU MUST HIT ME A SHOUT FOR I DO NOT EVER READ MY FUMAIL.. TOSS ME THE LINK TO THE PICTURE OF THE GUY YOU THINK IS FUBARS MOST SEXIEST MALE.. HI THATS ME MIZ

7-25-08 48th Entry
I came across this in saved files. I'd forgotten I'd wrote it during my 2 month absence from the internet. The vision is a dream I'd actually had. Rough time frame of this writing is Oct 2007. Not sure if it should go in journal yet. (((((UPDATE...I decided to go ahead and make this an official entry))))) Have you ever felt like theres a void in your life thats being fulfilled yet you still feel that void as painfully as ever? I am not sure exactly how to explain how I feel but its like something is being added to the void I've had for a very long time. But the void is there, ever present. I wonder if it will ever fill and leave me whole. Complete. Truly Me. Someone has been calling to me for quite a while via astral. Someone I know. Yet don't. I seek answers to things I doubt I will find until I go to the Goddess. I've asked so many times for the empty to be filled. For the loneliness that never leaves to fade away. Yet deep down, I know it may never be. Not in

Shadows
The future is but shadows moving slowly towards a grave Open wide waiting acceptance for the sinners and the saved All the mirrors cracked and shattered All the portraits torn to shreds The soul now looking inward for a likeness that is dead We will peer into the darkness past the cemetery flames Praying for a sunrise knowing it wonÃ•t be the same For the light of that new dawning will burn with a different fire It may be what weÃ•ve most dreaded or it may be what weÃ•ve desired But despite all our awareness Death will find us unawares And despite our preparations Death will find us unprepared We will travel with the baggage weÃ•ve collected all of our days But few things that we have clung to will assist us on the way Just the echoes cold and hallow are the answers in the night Old dreams almost forgotten are the visions now in sight Are the linens that we sleep with the practice shrouds of our repose? When we struggle in our dreaming do we practice our

Why Again
Why again do I care so much about people yet whenever I turn around, it seems like the people nearest me that should care about me don't? I try and do any and everything for people around me as often as I can. I notice when people are upset and something seems wrong. So why is it that when I have feelings that are like those, no one can sense them? Is it because I have gone for so long without letting people see what gets to me? If someone is your "friend," shouldn't they notice when you are upset or something is wrong? Why is it so hard to find someone in the world today that you can call a "true friend"? Is it because everyone is so concerned with themselves that they don't give a crap about anyone else? If you look at it like that, it makes a lot of sense. Where are the people that are supposed to be there for you when you are down and not feeling well either physically or emotionally? If they do exist, why are they never in the same locale that you are?

No More Help
I've waited to see what would happen after giving over 5 million fubux in 2 weeks of my own before I wrote about how I feel. The ones with Auto 11's.I have waited for the love back. You know who you are, yet do you come back and return it??? NO! You asked me to help and did I?? Yes!! Because thats how I am! I am a good person and I return the love. Or give it! To those who I have donated to!Over 5 million I might say again! Shame on you for not thanking me, blinging me or even showing me any kind of love. I reposted your bullies. I've blinged you when I only had a few, Iv'e pimped your asses when I had more deserving that needed it. The birthday spotlight ones, the I made it to godfather and its my birthday, I would love the spot light, the I am military and deserve it ones. The ones who drop your please repost and if you can leave me love ones in my shout box. I have given you tons of love. Yet I sit here wondering why none of you have come and returned the love? I ask for hel

Plz Help Mish Sticking Together Is What Makes The Difference
hi my fabulous friends lol i'm in a contest to win an auto 11 bling which i'm hoping to use for my 2nd fu-birthday if i win it. please rate the pic below. if u have time, please leave some comments too, thanks so much. i need lots of help to keep the lead, as i've dropped to 2nd place in the space of 1 hour to nearly 1000 comments. 1st place has the git r done bombing family, train riders and others helping him. i have no bombing families helping me, just a few of my awesome friends :o) rates = 3 points, comments = 1 point so if u can't comment bomb, please at least rate my entry, thanks alot. the 1 with the most points wins 1 auto 11. 2nd and 3rd places get fubucks. here my link ... i know i have great friends who can help me lol spank that monkey hard lol ;o) thanks alot in advance and huge thanks to those who've helped so far :o) don't forget to show the hostess (BooBoo) some love too! please repost as often as you can, thanks so much have a g

One Word!
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? desk 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? brown 4. Your mother? couch 5. Your father? online 6. Your favorite thing? reptiles 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? dew 9. Your dream/goal? succeed 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? rock 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? alive 14. Where were you last night? bed 15. What you're not? hyper 16. Muffins? banana 17. One of your wish list items? monitor 18. Where you grew up? usa 19. The last thing you did? this 20. What are you wearing? shorts 21. TV? nah 22. Your pets? reptiles 23. Your computer? custom 24. Your life? chilled 25. Your mood? bored 26. M

There Once Was A Man
There once was a man who built himself up To not feel Emotions And avoid all commotions Unattached except for vision never let anyone affect his decisions everything planned right down to precision never stood still to think of time all very questionable considering his prime (please read this while we redirect you, todays piece of work was brought to you by Daz Doorstep challenge,, we apologise for the break in service ) There once was a man who never let anyone in no matter how hard here one minute gone the next never staying still never settling running running till no one follows let me go he cries let me go he cries he doesnt need me he doesnt need you just needs the characters in his head maybe it was something we sad

I'm An Uncle!!!
BugTaylor SolesSpam/Report Abuse * Spam * Report Abuse * Block User * Delete From Friendsmyspace.com/jeebus_its_a_bugTo: * [SchweißerMann] SchweißerMannDate:May 15, 2009 12:07 AMSubject:RE: jenecaBody:He's born.He's perfect.Owen Elliott Endriss.8 lbs 1 oz20" longDOB: May 14th, 2009 at 1:08 amPhotobucket" alt="Owen Elliot Endriss" />

Birthday
Good Morning to all. I will be away for a few days celebrating my 50th Birthday, I have family and friends coming from all over! Lot of last minute details for the party to take care of, and if you remember, have a drink for me about 12 midnight EST. Many thanks to all my family and friends here on Fubar, for all you have done and continue to do and I will see everyone soon. Love, “Doc” George

For You?
Time has come once again to make salutes for you wonderful people. If you already have a salute from me....no need for another. This only applies to those I have not made one for yet. If you want a salute from me....please leave me a comment here, or send a private message stating you would like one. They will be posted this coming Tuesday, and if it belongs to you. By all means.....RIP IT!! :P God Bless all of you! Love, That tall guy you hate to love!

Football Pool - Rules And Such
WELCOME TO FUBAR'S VERY OWN NFL FOOTBALL POOL! The rules are simple: -It will cost 25k per week to enter -Games will be listed by week in this blog. -Mail me your picks on fubar. Use "Week #" as the subject for your mail. Just list the teams you expect to win in order. Be sure to include the total number of points you expect to see for the final game of the week. (This is only so a tie can be broken.) -Your picks MUST BE IN BEFORE 9PM EASTERN STANDARD TIME EACH THURSDAY. This will give me time to get everyones picks together by Friday evening. -I will post EVERYONE's picks sometime Friday as a google document here --- http://spreadsheets.google.com/ccc?key=0AprqoD1zeYI-dGl6Ymd1dGhqT3NuT2xYRU5jOG15bFE&hl=en Each week will have it's own sheet within that spreadsheet document. If you have trouble finding everyone's picks for the current week, just let me know. if that link doesn't work, try this.. http://spreadsheets.google.com/pub?key=tizbguthjOsnOlXENc8mylQ&output=html -T

Refinery
I wake up today to find out that there was a fire at the refinery. Apparently a nice blue-black cloud of burned oil filled smoke rolled across town. Both my cars, and all 4 of my roommates cars are now covered in little black spots of burned oil. Fucking Ohio.

Join The Days Of Summer Auction!
Be part of the Days of Summer Auction! * Just 5,000 fuBucks to enter * Send me a link to the photo you would like to use in the auction, and a list of what you will be offering Contest will being on Friday, June 25. Let the fun begin!

Are You Using These Keyword Action Guidelines To Improve Website Changeover Rates?
Use metric conversion table straight lingo.Someone you e'er been in a room where fill are talking but you don't see a happening around the content or flatbottomed translate the faculty? Affirm it from one who knows, it can be quite preventive. Living in Finland and vocalization exclusive a less Suomi capital that every day I'm subjected to conversations where I change very immature line virtually what is being said. State a overcurious (many would say nosey) soul, this infuriates me! Especially if I'm on a bus and see old grannies snap up with utterance at a esoteric jocularity I'm too nescient to be inon.It's siamese online. You change to sign communicating on your Website using the metric conversion table that your visitors use.If you use the hand terminology and phrases, not only do they pronounce you, but to use my analogy, you also let them in on the jocularity! If you're using the reprehensible terminology then you're leaving your visitor abit stupefied, a bit hazy and belief a b

Fubar
ok Ladies and gentlemen......... After being blocked just for trying to get points to level with while playing the silly liked game I have decided to take a break from the fu side and just play mafia I do not care any more if I level or not so the people in my family will be rated and a few friends that have stuck by my side for all these years will be re rated and have drinks sent to them. If the bs in mafia keeps getting worse I will stay away from it as well. I come here for relaxation no drama no lies no bs So for all you block happy block heads hope you all eat dirt. All the sefish people same thing. Happy point searching for all the others and happy hunting to all the fu mafia plyers. Anna

Random
It seems there are people on here that just hate for no reason. When I scroll half the women don't go to my page they go to my favorite blinger's page. How insane fu is this petty are you not adults ? Even better when they jump in the sb of somebody that blings you and basically tells them how they should spend their money... As if you have a right to tell someone how to spend bling! I paid for my bling I do not get gifts or put on cam shows for my bling I have punched a time clock for every single bling I have given. Do I really care about bling to tell ya the truth its a picture gift. I would never want a fu pony given to me its a waste of money to me. If someone wanted to buy me something that special it should be real and come from their heart. And given to me face to face. I do not beg for bling I never ask for bling and will never ask for bling. When I get a bling I think I should automatically give it back I hate to owe anybody anything, that prideful lion in me. When I give a g

Daddy
I always wonder why I will always sit in the dark when I cry It's because without you here Without my daddy near I'm not whole. The years of painshave finally taken their toll On me, because life without you Has been horrible, all I ever wanted to do Was be in your arms as I cried, As my soul slowly died. No child should have to know the pain I know fore it is too great and plain. No child should have to hide the hurt I've had to feel or to have to skirt The dark hole that has become love. A child should be as free as a dove, To care for their daddy For that is what I want you to see That is what I donr want to hide from you. I only want you to love me and say I love you too. Joyous life can be Oh, how I wish you could see What was lost was found and was yet again Lost, how I wish you could feel the pain You have created for me. For nothingcan be done t oset it right. You refused to stay and fight For a love you lost and a love you may Never

The Gift Of Skin
For the holiday spirit, I have been giving friends custom skins. I have chosen people who have not used fancy skins and have not had anything custom. Its a hit!! I plan on doing some more from now until the end of the year. for the Naughty and the nice, i dont discriminate lol I am looking for the next person to make a skin for. I am also for hire, for people I dont know the price is 1 million for the templates you have seen, red or white font, with a custom header name bar. for those that might not know who have my cool skins, they are listed on my profile in the about me section. btw, it feels good to have all of you chatting about my skins, and not my skin for once lmao I hope everyone has an awesome holiday season.. as you were

Is This My Fate?
Slip the rope and take my life as I take you out of the lime light , your hate for me becomes more as you see me succeed in my everything...I will never hate you for what you hold over me... I will just take this fate as my time to fall...Fall from the top that I once had claim , from years of strive to make myself something in this world of anarchy...Positioning my body on that wooden stake, I can feel my wrists bleed with the pressure of the rope ..cutting into my flesh...Feeling my feet dangle there as my legs feel as if they are about to fall off from my torso it's self..I can hear the chants of haters along with you in the dark.. behind the flames of fire ... ... they scream MORE!.. HARDER!... TIGHTER! ...Pulling ...harder..tighter... you try to bring me to my breaking point... I wear this white dress, .. bleeding from my stomach , I wonder why... Looking down and I see that you have me by a second rope... ... they scream MORE!.. HARDER!... TIGHTER! ...Pulling ...harder..tighte

I Believe In You
I believe in you in the things that are important to you I believe that you can accomplish anything you set out to do , that you have many talents and the wisdom to use them well. I believe that you have what it takes to overcome obstaclesand to grow from every experience life brings your way. I believe in your courage, your compassion,your integrity, and your strength. I believe in your goodness. I believe in you. We have this thing - it's like chemistry ....It's something stronger than we could ever be. It's strange yet beautiful.It's beyond fantasy and dreams. It's ours and ours alone to share,to experience this connection between two soulsthat come together as one whole! I know it's been rough between us two but god will pull us through . I will make you this promise:You can always trust me with; your heart,and always depend on me for whatever you may need. I just want you to know I love you always through thick and thinI'll always love you to no end!Copyright Ã‚Â

Being Naked And Sex....(all Responses Welcome)
So there was a Survey taken with 2400 women asking....would you rather be skinny but sexless for a yr or overweight and orgasmic with your guy for a year?? They ALL said they'd rather be skinny and sexless.... Do Men REALLY care what we women look like naked?? Is it more of a heeeey ur naked and with me... I Like it!!!!! kinda thing? All opinions welcome. =)

Me
so the last few months have been some rough times, and not only with deaths but with health issues for myself. Ill be taking a break for a while not sure when but when i dont show up for a while you'll realize it was time. Not sure when ill be back either. Just wanted to thank my fu family and friends for all there support and hope that you all take care. And if for some reason you leave fu i hope that you know that i was grateful that we were friends and that i wish you all the best!!! (h) and ((cookie hugs))

Complete Toonacy Volume 1
Written early 2010. Would love to do some more cartoon-based ones for the wider appeal. Post your suggestions, I won't ignore 'em! Roger Rabbit Roger Rabbit has a habit This aint a work of fiction You've seen his wife, cor! What a life No cure for his addiction King Of The Hill Hank Hill tried to explain to Bill Why propane was the best gas for power "It's not just the same, it burns a cleaner flame" (something unintelligible) contributed Boomhauer Pinocchio "I know", said Pinocchio

Explain This To Me
How is it that I got a job 9 months ago and I still am not working. I have been waiting 9 months for a licence that I still have not recieved. Thats money and time down the drain. I have been trying to get answers from people but no one is taking my call. This really sucks.

Desert Rattler
S-A-double-V I'll yoke you out, like an albino boa; rear naked choke from Destro,latisimus dorsi flex, like a king cobra, trapezius corded;no spectacles awarded, instead afforded it's the Red Hand of Ulster.Nature's color-coded, the more spectacular the markings,the more potent the poison. My copperhead stare polar, but so much colder.I got that anaconda coil, bone-breaking serpentine swag at my disposal.So, heed the warning soldier; I'll reproach you wit' venom, you get nocold shoulder. The general issue can't soil my order.Approach a master seargent and get shown no quarter. I'll hug you 'til your bones are broken and your wardrobe's soiled.I could just go viper and bite your fuckin' face off; leave you caroded, and spoiled. The tactics formless cause chaos and disorder. You're walkin' uphil, approachin' a boulder. I don' call the rollers,S-A-double-V'll bowl you over. My detonator'll tear a whole through your border, the frequency recorded.

Old Mc Donald Grew Some Pot.... Doobie.. Doobie
When some one walks up to me and says "hi!" i say "like hell i am!" .... is that a bad thing? So osama got shot in the face... now what are we gonna do about the terrorist running our country? a wise man once said..."IIIiilll drinky beerrrr if n when how much i pleases!"......... no wait.... i said that.... sorry i fucked that one up when i hear some one say yieghermighster {i just know i spelled that wrong} i think of a cough drop, strapped to a small chunk of c4... I feel like thats a fairly accurate analligy When i bite into a york pepperment patty, i get the sensation.... that this is just a cold pepperment... man what do i have to do oo oo for a fuckin klondike bar! i think the spokes person for Slim Jims should be a woman... cause guys buy it the most and the spokes person says, and i quote, "Eat me!" not quite as appealing from a guy... i wish i could fly... so that i could go to the top of a really tall bui

Nsfw
i dont understand people , this is an adult web site if people wont to post NSFW pics and want to charge some one to look at them then its know different then picking up a playboy or a porn from a store(you paid for it whats the deforests on here some charge some dont wtf ever) the only reason im stating how i fell its due to a very good friend of my is being told that shes a fu slut because she has a NFSW pics and order to view them u got pay. i thinks its the coolest ideal think about if you walk into some random titty bar u would have to pay before u would get a lap dance or putting ones down a stripers g string , for who doesnt like it go fuck ur self mmwcl

I Don't Care
I don't care about leveling or my daily rank. I'm jus here having fun. If I have credits I buy random bling, I rate nothing but eleven's until I run out and if you have open NSFW's I'm going to check them out. PEACE

Wade, Lebron & Bosh
How i see it, this is a young , strong and talented group of superstars that somehow came to that agreement, "lets win a ring". And with the way they're bulling those lil guards in the league, no one really has a chance against this team. Yeah Dirk going to get some, some you here me thats all. Time for Wade to get another ring!!!

Fu News 1st Edition
so im sitting here feeling obligated because a few people have friend requested me... the problem is, i dont know them. they dont know me. id say at best, we are acquaintances maybe. but friends??? and they didnt have the courtesy to even say anything in the request??? yea, way to NOT give me the impression youre gonna be a good friend. and im not just another rock in the pile for you to stand on atop the mountain of fu popularity. thanks but id rather not be a face in the crowd of 3000. in case you havent noticed, i have less than 50 friends. i will most likely never have more. most of them on there i speak to at least once a week or we exchange rates just about daily. kinda hard to do with thousands and thousands. and in case you havent noticed, my friends arent numbered. all my friends are important to me. and i have no family. my friends serve that purpose. when the time comes, (if ever)... that i need to add people to my family for leveling purposes... my 50 friends will fit t

My Soul Mate
Sometimes we take for grantedthe people in our livesthat mean the most to us.I want to tell you how muchthat you being in my lifedoes for me every day in so many ways.Is there a way to put all the feelings I have about us in one small poem,or can I only hope to intimate the role that our friendship Has played in my life?I never imagined when we first met,that someday you would be such an important part of my life.That in my life full of uncertainties,I could count on knowingwith unfailing certainty,That you really are the person who knows me better than anyone else,including all my faults and foibles,and still loves me the way I am.You understand more aboutHow I feelHow I thinkHow I reactHow I handle the things in my life,You just knowEven when I don't give you much to go onSTILL YOU KNOWYou are one of the only people I can trustto let see those secret places in my soul,that most people will never see or even realize are there.You know the difference betweenwhen I am just blue and feel

Bringing About Positivity In One's Life
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Hello dear friends!! One of the coolest ladies on this site just asked me to be in her contest. I just couldn't refuse her anything, it's her birthday after all!!! Go by Karen Marie's site, vote on her contest, rate her, fan her.... give her all kinds of lovin. This chic ROCKS. Let's give her the best 30th Birthday anyone's ever had! Oh yeah, and if you find it in your heart.... vote for me? hee hee! You may comment as much as you like!

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Game
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Re: Bush & Mccain Blackmail America With Economic Terrorism
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Love
Even though im being somewhat of an ass on here, i do think all my friends and family should check out this song. I know some have heard it, but i think if your in a relationship and you care alot about that person your with, that this song might fit for you. who knows what i think, i guess its just the hopeless romantic in me that i dont let out much. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vSM8tF10ibw&NR=1

Christmas Cards
For those who know JAK then you know he sends out Christmas Cards the old fashion way via snail mail. If you are interested in getting a card from JAK then you need to send your information to him in a private message (name, home address, screen name, and whether or not its just you or you have family). The plan is to have them in the mail the week before Thanksgiving to give the lazy bastards who work at the local post office plenty of time to make sure your card is delivered before Christmas (last few years JAK has heard cards didnt get to them in time). Now remember this is being done the old fashion way with an actual card, not an email version. Once the cards get mailed out then thats it. If you don't get your info to me in time then you'll have to wait till next year.

Avatar
So pretty much everything I've heard suggests that 'Avatar' is a visually breathtaking movie, albeit one that plot-wise doesn't exactly blow one's mind. "Worth seeing for the effects" is a phrase I've heard more than once. Well, you know what? If this truly is heralding a new era of film-making, and we can expect a golden future of movies that look this good, I think that means I can afford to wait until someone makes one that's a GOOD movie, cheers. Not just a GOOD LOOKING movie.

And Again...ugh
Andreas8000: hey thanks for the click and the friendshipTo Andreas8000: ty as well Andreas8000: you are sexy... so its my pleasureAndreas8000: damn very hot nsfw pics of youTo Andreas8000: thanks Andreas8000: your bf has a big one ;-) To Andreas8000: yep...I know Andreas8000: and you love it up your ass? To Andreas8000: Wanna talk about something BESIDES my b/f's dick and my sexual preferences? Andreas8000: hmmm no :PTo Andreas8000: then STFU Andreas8000: ok :)

Referrals
Starting 3/15/10, Bad Habitz Radio will pay staffers 50k for every member they invite in that joins (to be paid out weekly on Mondays). There will be a link under get corrupted in the lounge for new members to visit and submit the person who invited them. We will also do a monthly (on the 15th) drawing out of the members who told us who corrupted them, we will draw one to win 250k fubucks.

Im Up For Auction
Im goin up for auction what my owner will get top spot in my family rated 11s every day 100 !1s mins 2 x a week a cam show once a week NSF salutes and safe salute gifts daily big pimpin gift at least 1 week kept full of bjs and sex on beach tee hee so let the biddin begin puttin in an incentive tee hee Im so dying for a divorce lol bling packs added and Ill add cam show daily yahoo permanent and if divorced paid for with join fan club as vip in yahoo

Lullaby
I listen to the leaves as they walk across the streetSo swiftly do they moveSo smoothly off the trees and they float back easyThe sound of nature in my earIf the presence is rightI'll find you by my sideAll that is left to do is say goodnightRest your head on my shoulder tonightFrom the tears of a late night hourMake it your pillowI'll be your blanket babyAnd sing you a lullabyAnd sing you a lullabySee the light coming from underneath my doorOur little nightlight for sureSo faint but not enough to see you through that doorThe sight of darkness is me aloneThe presense is rightI'll find you by my sideAll that is left to say is goodnightRest your head on my shoulder tonightFrom the tears of a late night hourMake it your pillowI'll be your blanket babyAnd sing you a lullabyAnd sing you a lullaby © Copyright Notice: All songs are my own intellectual property and therefore are not open to be copied or reproduced in any way. These songs are copyrighted.

Sometimes...
Sometimes....When you're going through things, you weed out who you can talk to from who you can't. Who will take it seriously and who doesn't seem to want to be bothered with your "real life" problems. Ah hell. Where is Witchie and Mel?

Douchebag Diaries
Well I haven't posted in this in awhile so I thought it was time to add one to it!!! The person I am going to add most of you probably know and are maybe even friends with, but I honestly don't care. I DO NOT tolerate people that lie and play people like their emotions don't matter. This person for several days told me how much he loved me and wanted to be with me and how wonderful I am and then turned around and said the same exact things to another girl. Well when I confronted him on it and called him out on all his bullshit lies he decided to block me...LIKE I CARE....I just want the rest of the fu-world especially the girls to be aware of this, so here ya go here's his link http://www.fubar.com/bkb42 Just thought you all would get a kick out of this like me...sit back and enjoy!! **7/18/2010-Some wackado dickhead that wouldn't leave a friend alone THIS IS WHAT I WROTE HIM o: ANTICHRIST 666 Riverside, CA subject: Back off received: 07/18/2010 0

Awen
I Balance On A Blade Of Lightning, Wrapped Up In A Flash Of Light, Thunder Holds A Silent Meaning, A Line Between Black And White, Morning Calls Me Back From Dreaming, As The Dain Cracks The Night, I Balance On the Edge Of Reason, The Line Between Wrong And Right, A Choice Between Love And Treason, Every Rose Has It's Price, So I Ride Upon This Blade Of Lightning, Blinded By Her Rage Of Light, Thunder In My Heartbeats Meaning, I Lose Myself In Dains Star Light. Caer Sidi Spinning, Weaving, Singing Truth Across The Sky, The Echo Of Creations Speaking, Is The Reason For The Rhyme. The Truth Of Love Is All The Meaning, A Broken Heart In Sacrifice.

Youth.. And Age Does Matter
Ok I have these rules that some think to not EVEN consider b/c they are just plain stupid. Then there are the ones that are young AND stupid.....People say age is just a # but when you come across the young that are just omfg are you kidding me?... age really does matter lol. Well I just had the pleasure of coming into contact with one of the omfg are you kidding me kind........heres the SB convo.... Michael: are you single 11:42am To Michael: no and i am too old for you 12:02pm Michael: when can we meet 12:21pm To Michael: excuse me? 12:22pm Michael: when are we going to meet 12:27pm To Michael: ok I can tell ur age and lack of maturity is showing.. you asked if i was single I said no and im too old for you yet you STILL ask if we can meet? You may think thats attractive but a true woman that respects herself wouldnt. You want the little young tramps that think fucking anything is "hawt".Look here kid. this may be the

Baby Un-fu-gettable
So, like, back in August, of, like, this year, me and. like. Cowboy had, like, a baby. No, like, seriously! We had a, like, baby!Baby-Fu-Gettable! Her name is Lydia and she is,like, now 3 1/2 months old. OMG. And she is cuh-uuuuuute! She's on my picture thingamajigger, if y'all want to peekaboosy. Soooooo, like, yeah, lemme know what you, like, think, kay?O.K. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Stupid Newbs
pm iNiNjAdUrM...: imma be blunt on here ... if u dont have $$$ no chick will talk to u 3:53pm Donald Gould: fine 3:54pm Donald Gould: i don't like you 3:56pm iNiNjAdUrM...: lmfao, i wasnt talking bout me idiot i was talkin bout the rest of fubar but since u have the iq of a Door knob fuck off

Well Written Police Report
Orville Smith, a store manager for Best Buy in Augusta, Georgia, told police he observed a male customer, later identified as Tyrone Jackson of Augusta, on surveillance cameras putting a laptop computer under his jacket... When confronted the man became irate, knocked down an employee, drew a knife and ran for the door. Outside on the sidewalk were four Marines collecting toys for the "Toys for Tots" program. Smith said the Marines stopped the man, but he stabbed one of the Marines, Cpl. Phillip Duggan, in the back; the injury did not appear to be severe. After Police and an ambulance arrived at the scene Cpl. Duggan was transported for treatment. The subject was also transported to the local hospital with two broken arms, a broken ankle, a broken leg, several missing teeth, possible broken ribs, multiple contusions, assorted lacerations, a broken nose and a broken jaw...injuries he sustained when he slipped and fell off of the curb after stabbing the Marine. Now that was a well w

Daydream
DaydreamWhenever I day dream,and day dream I do,in my secret garden,I day dream of you.I day dream of you,in a faraway land;embracing me tightand holding my hand.Holding my hand,and touching my face.Just you and me,in this peaceful place.In this peaceful placea pristine river flows.Where the unicorns run,a breeze always blows.A breeze always blowsand sings of a song;our love in a placewhere you're never gone.Where you're never goneis as it would seem,from dusk until dawn,

Story Books Dreams
Story book dreams can come trueas long as I spend my life with you.Growing in love over the yearsLaughing together conquering fears.Chapter by chapter the story growsTouching your face kissing your nose.Snuggling hugging holding you tightfeeling your there all through the night.Knowing you want me like I want youmaking you smile when you feel blue.Hand in mine we walk as oneslowly into the setting sun.Like two peas in a pod, we won't break the shellfor if we do we break the spell.And when the story has to endto heaven we will go Amen

Bloodstained Petals....part 1
Copper colored braids hung to each side of her head waving back and forth as she skated that August Sunday morning.The air was cool and humid, a mist hung in the air that was refreshing. It served to let her know she could get more out of this if she would just keep going, not give in to fatigue and the jello sensations weighing in on her thighs. It was a good workout for her. She was able to sort out some of the turmoil she had been going thru, but not enough to feel better. Keep pushing, keep going...She had always been the strong one. It was the Law..her duty to the world, to her family. The girl who had more brains going for her than anything else. Not exactly a beauty queen like her mama was. But not hard on the eyes by no means. The girl who would carry the weights of the world on her shoulders, and try to find answers and reasons to make those around her smile and feel safe and loved. How incredibly odd and almost unfair she found herself alone with all these thoughts and b

In Loving Memory
When god calls little children to dwell with him above,We mortals sometimes question the wisdom of his love.For no heartache compares with the death of one small childwho does so muchto make our world seem wonderful and mild.Perhaps god tires of calling the aged to his Fold, so he picks a rosebud before it can grow old. God knows how much we need them ,and so he takes but a few To make the land of Heaven more beautiful to view.Beleiving this is difficult, still somehow we must try, The saddest word mankind knows will always be goodbye.So when a little child departs, we who are left behind must realize God loves children Angels are hard to find . My Little Angel may you rest in Peace. Gage Anthoney Love Nanna

Chocolate Silk Dreams
p { margin-bottom: 0.08in; } CHOCOLATE SILK DREAMS In a room filled with candles Like stars surrounding me in space on front of me I see I see a dream A dream in chocolate silk Smooth, and soft Full, and luscious My heart races My pulse pounds Heaven awaits me Ecstasy beckons me Beckons me with the promise of a night A night to fulfill my greatest fantasies Fantasies I thought never to be realized I approach Approach timid and exited I reach out to caress Caress Skin Skin so soft, so silky Silky , chocolaty, creamy. Beautiful Just as I am within in an inch An in from my dream I weak up JPowell

20|10|-11
It has been happening for longer than anyone will admit. Most have witnessed it, likely firsthand. Unfortunately, few of those who have been subject to such inhumane treatment are willing to come forward and speak about the crimes committed against them. In most cases when one did speak up, the United States Bureau of Morality was there faster than you can say Blacklist.The point is knowing that the USBM is actually currently working outside your rights as a human. There is a facade of guidance and health covering the deep betrayal of the United States Constitution. The USBM will use this weapon to both attack and parry. In one movement, it will wield it to put you in a prison, because you opened your mouth; in the next, it will defend you with it from the Truths of Mass Destruction, before you open your mind.Look around you. Open your eyes. You could see it, if you would remove the Blinders of Consent.Can you hear it? Open your ears. You could hear it, if you would remove the Earplugs

Guys Lame Pickup Lines
Do you have a Bandaid? Because I just scraped my knee falling for you.There must be something wrong with my eyes, I can't take them off you. Girl, you better have a license, cuz you are driving me crazy!Hey baby, you've got something on your butt: my eyes.Hi, I make more money than you can spend.I hope you know CPR, because you take my breath away.Damn, if being sexy was a crime, you'd be guilty as charged! I must be in heaven because I'm standing next to you!If I could rearrange the alphabet, I'd put U and I together.You must be from out of space cause I can see the stars in your eyes. If you were a booger I'd pick you first.Can I have directions? ["To where?"] To your heart. Baby did you fart, 'cause you blow me away! Hi, I'm Mr. Right. Someone said you were looking for me. Turn to the girl sitting next to you at the bar and say..."I'm not really this tall....I'm sitting on my wallet."Do you believe in love at first sight, or should I walk by again? When I saw you from across the roo

Amber Eyes
With amber eyeshe watches.Over his pack,his family.Strong togetheras they huntfor survival.With angry eyeshe sees.Fences across land,men with guns,and a thrill.He only killsto survive.With sad eyeshe looks.At sharp traps,the soft fursof his pups.They didn't runto survive.So he asks,why did hesurvive?

Cause He Bought Me
Starchaser..... That crazy man bought me in an auction. I was suppose to write a blog about him, so here goes. It will be short and sweet...I can't say a bad word about that guy. He's probably one of the sweetest people on here. This guy puts up with some of the craziest rants I have and still calls me "Spectacular". He think me and my fuHubby should live together and have our lives broadcast on TV, because we'd make "great TV". He's also boycotting Holiday Inn because they are lame. At least the one I stayed in. He even sends me random IMs with hugs. He knows I like them and, more than likely, need them. He mails me snail mail Christmas cards with pictures of his puppy in them :) He's just all around a great guy and you should check him out

Barnes & Noble May Spin Off Nook Business, Shares Plummet
told the Wall Street Journal that the potential deal was an effort to boost its share price, its shares have plummeted 21 percent since the news was revealed."We see substantial value in what we've built with our Nook business in only two years, and we believe it's the right time to investigate our options to unlock that value," Lynch told the Journal. Barnes & Noble cautioned that its year-end results would show higher losses than previously forecasted – between $1.40 and $1.10 per share as opposed to the $0.63 Wall Street was predicting. canada goose outletThe company blames disappointing sales of the Nook Simple Touch and investments in advertising while insisting other e-reader and e-book sales were strong.Also read: Amazon Sold Millions of Kindles -- But Won't Say Exactly How Many In the world of e-books its Kindle has been a game changer, but Barnes & Noble has been a primary competitor with its Nook.Both companies released a new series of products in November – inclu

100 Questions
‎1. What's your middle name? Michael 2. What are you listening to right now? nothing 3. What was the last thing you ate? pizza pizza 4. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? samantha 5. Do you drink? i have and will again 6. Do you smoke? i smoke cigars 7. What is the first thing you noticed in someone? how they act towards something that cannot return the same thing thats given to them 8. What is your hair color? black 9. What is your eye color? brown 10. Do you wear contacts/glasses? no, but i should be 11. Dogs or cats? both 12. What's your favorite animal? honey badger 13. What's your favorite television show? ESPN(anything on it) 14. What's your favorite movie? The Warriors or The Big Lebowski 15. What's your favorite band/singer? Led Zeppelin 16. How old are you? 42 17. Do you have a crush on anyone? Yes 18. What's your sexual orientation? Straight 19. What's your favorite color? i love green 20. What was your most embarrassing moment? oooh th

Catastrophe
**** this one is not good at all, but i had to get it out there **** i feel the way i feel and you feel without feeling if i could make it another way i would go back back to yesterday last week any moment but this when i realized that you have never really been here you couldn't be me you could never walk a moment here so take your judgement and burn i hate you for making me be the strong one all the time i hate you for making me love you i love you for not hating me too much too many thoughts just give me peace where are the drugs?

August 2012 Funews & Social Archived Posts
Here's the August 2012 Fusocial & News Archived Posts:The "Most Liked" Queens: http://fubar.com/the-most-liked-queens/b56627-1181802Information Regarding the "Poking" Achievements: http://fubar.com/to-the-pokers/b56627-1181764The 8/17/2012 Rate Glitch: http://fubar.com/today-s-ranks-rate-glitch-not-a-conspiracy/b56627-1181107

Life
Sometime , I just have to let go of someone who matters to me Not because i want to but because i have to Because it's the right thing to do I must remember that i can't force anyone to love me I can't beg someone to stay when they want...to leave And be with someone else This is what LOVE IS ALL ABOUT However , the end of love is not the end of my life It should be the beginning of understanding that love Leaves for a reason but never leaves without a LESSON..

Blonds Got To Love Them
A blonde goes on a hot date and ends up making out with the guy in his car. The guy asks if she would like to go in the backseat."No!" yells the blonde.Things get even hotter, and the guy asks again. "For the last time, no!" says the blonde. Frustrated, the guy asks, "Well, why the hell not?"The blonde says, "Because I wanna stay up here with you!"

2013 - "unresolutions"
Every year, at about this time, people make a list of promises they will invariably break somewhere around March. These promises are called "resolutions." I'm going a different route: I'm making unresolutions, because their counterparts are too easily broken or unrealistic to meet. Everyone resolves to lose weight, get fit, pay off all their debts, have a better job, give to charity, blah, blah, blah and (furthermore) blah, etc. I've had enough of pretending my iron will is so "resolute" that nothing will stand in the way of getting everything done. Instead, I'm going to work on my list, which I've whittled down to 10 items, in the hopes that I get 6 of them done. I guess, at that point, they'll be "unachievements," like... well, on un-XBox Live or something. Anyway, without further ado... If I go to any bar, anywhere in the world, I won't buy drinks for anyone who hasn't walked in with me. Unless I'm going to see a sports team, I'm staying out of Arlington, Texas. The moment (

Golf Laws
" Golf Laws " LAW 1: No matter how bad your last shot was, the worst is yet to come. This law does not expire on the 18th hole, since it has the supernatural tendency to extend over the course of a tournament, a summer and eventually, a lifetime. LAW 2: Your best round of golf will be followed almost immediately by your worst round ever. The probability of the latter increases with the number of people you tell about the former. LAW 3: Brand new golf balls are water-magnetic. Though this cannot be proven in the lab, it is a known fact that the more expensive the golf ball, the greater its attraction to water. LAW 4: Golf balls never bounce off of trees back into play. If one does, the tree is breaking a law of the universe and should be cut down. LAW 5: No matter what causes a golfer to muff a shot, all his playing partners must solemnly chant "You looked up," or invoke the wrath of the universe. LAW 6: The higher a golfer's handicap, the more qualified he deems himse

How To Get Ahold Of Me When I'm On Air
When DJ Angel is on air u can come listen and request songs 3 diff ways you can go to instant message me at djangel96@yahoo.com for yahoo and MSN messengers or you can join me in either on of these lounges on Lostcherry CHERRY HAVEN LOUNGE FLOWNET LOUNGE Or click here and go to my playlist Click the Flownet banner and come listen!!

Such An Odd Place To Be....
I am now on the verge of being healed...at least physically from all this. One the one hand I dont want to put myself through any more blood draws then I need to but then again I cant bear not knowing by numbers from day to day or at least week to week. Its almost like an obsession at least til its over. Sometimes I want to celebrate that this is almost over and another part of me screams inside knowing that I should be about 5 months pregnant right now. the pain is less and less with each passing day but sometimes the loss and emptiness is so profound that I literally burst into tears. It happens less and less now though. Being on here and helping others in my position has helped me more than I could ever hope to explain. Thanks for hanging in here and checking in with me. I love all my very close friends and family on here because they have been there to help me through this when some of the days were their darkest and I didnt think I could get off my knees anymore. thank yo

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Well i thought i would try out a little bit of everything and see how it works since im still pretty new at this whole cherry tap thing, but hopefully since you guys are all helpfull and shit ill figure it out somehow. So i thought id write this blog...whatever fuckin kinda name blog is.. so here i am giving it a shot, well i guess im cuttin this one short so ill catch yalll later...F.L.

Birthday Blues
I love birthdays!! I love celebrating them for me and for everyone else. This year is my 30th birthday which should be a super exciting one. Just a couple of problems. My family got in a huge fight over what they were going to plan as a surprise for me. I'm normally the family party planner. Plus they're all broke. So now I think there may be nothing planned at all. Then I've been waiting all month to buy a blast for my birthday. I screwed up my freaking checkbook and I don't get to have my birthday blast either!! So I guess my 30th will go by quietly without my face appearing on your screen every couple of minutes...which I suppose will make some of you quite happy!! Thanks for listening...I should have some new pictures up soon at the very least. ~SMILE~

Bulletin Board
I took the Bulletin Board off my homepage, because I'm not reading any bulletins anymore. I may put it back just to read bulletins from babyjesus and any other CT staff member, but I still won't be paying attention to any other bulletins. If you have a favor to ask me, or feel as if there is something I absoultely need to know about, please send me a private message. Thanks

To My Father........john Doe
I may be unexpected, this I am unsure. My life has been dejected, but through love, I will procure. I was New York made, and Oklahoma born; My heart's been frayed from others that scorn. I was a little girl, who could not understand, Why weren't you here, with your loving, guiding hand? There was a time long ago, When I thought you name was John Doe; Because my mother told me so! Through years of humiliation and shame, Feeling the frustration, not worthy, to have your last name. Now the years have come and went, No more sadness and discontent; Now I have a different view, That's been long overdue. If it wasn't for your loving donation, There would not have been my creation. I have become a woman now, With three sons of my own, All of whom are grown. I love you!

Camel's Ass
A nun and a priest are riding a camel through the desert. After a few days the camel falls over dead. After looking over the situation the priest figures neither one of them will survive the rest of the journey. The priest asks the nun "I have never seen a woman's breasts, and at this point it probably wouldn't matter much, so could I see yours?" The nun agrees and shows him her breasts. "May I touch them?" The nun allows him to. The priest comments sincerely how wonderful they are. The nun then asks "Father, I have never seen a man's penis before, could you show me yours? The priest drops his drawers. "May I touch it?" After she fondles his penis for a minute he sports a huge erection. The priest says, "you know if I place my penis in the proper place it can give life!" "Is that right" the nun replies? "Yes." "Then why don't you stick it up that camels ass and lets get the hell out of here!"

Join Holy Terror Alliance
Guidelines: 1. Please keep drama out of the squad! 2. We don't care who you are friends with! thats what we're here for... just leave their problems with them! 3. We are here to have fun the he said she said should be kept in blogs or shouts! Negative statements bring others down so please don't post bulletins about such issues! Sabrina has a blog set up for those! 4. Respect your fellow squad members! You never know when you might need there help on a contest! 5. You will only be put on the squad if you have a verified salute picture! (exceptions being made for a few active military & others that are getting them.) 6. Contest information should be posted with Austin. He has blogs set up for this... IF YOU POSTED ON ORG OR ARE ON THIS LIST YOU WILL NOT NEED TO ADD URSELF AGAIN

Very Kinky
You scored as Very Kinky, You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky90% A Sicko60% A WUSS !!10% Average10% How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

Christmas In July
CHRISTMAS IN JULY!!!!! IT'S YA BOYFRIEND!!!!! THE 1ST SOLO ALBUM ~ "PERSONAL, PAIN, & PLEASURE", THE 2ND SOLO ALBUM ~ "SITTIN ON A GOLDMINE", AND THE MIXTAPE ~ "DJ KING NADE INFATUATION PART 2" IS AVAILABLE NOW!!!!! THERE IS A SPECIAL "CHRISTMAS IN JULY" PRICE, SATURDAY & SUNDAY, JULY 14-15, 2007!!!!! WITH HITS LIKE, SLOW, IT'S URS, HENNESEY & PEPSI, REFRESHIN', WHAT HAVE U DONE 4 ME LATELY??, KOOL-AID, AND MANY MORE!!!!! OVER 70 SONGS FOR LESS THAN $50, ALTOGETHER! FEATURES, TYRESE, JAHEIM, AMERIE, JOE, JADAKISS, AND MANY MORE!!!!! SO, CLICK ON THE TRACKSPIN PLAYER OR THE LINK GIVEN, BELOW, AND GET IN WHERE U FIT IN!!!!! MUCH LUV 2 YA!!!!! [ CLICK HERE FOR SMOKE E. DIGGLERA MUSIC ]

Paris Hilton Debrief
I know I am not the only person who found coverage of the Paris Hilton debacle completely fascinating. I don't like Paris Hilton; I've never even really followed Paris Hilton. But I was absolutely glued to the television on Friday, watching the drama unfold.What made this such a media event? It wasn't as if she was suspected of killing anyone. Certainly, DUIs and driving with a suspended license are serious issues, but they are also (sadly) somewhat commonplace and nothing that would typically cause such public fascination. If the same events had happened to someone like Reese Witherspoon, I doubt we would have seen such a brouhaha.So why Paris?The answer is simple: she just sucks. She first became a household name when she arranged for the release of her own sex tape. She has had no work output of any value whatsoever. (And say what you will about Lindsay Lohan, but she has made some decent flicks.) She comes across as a simpering, spoiled brat and not even a remotely nice per

The Kiss
The Kiss..... She is pregnant, he had just saved her from a fire in her house, rescuing her by carrying her out of the house into her front yard, while he continued to fight the fire. When he finally got done putting the fire out, he sat down to catch his breath and rest. A photographer from the Charlotte , North Carolina newspaper, noticed her in the distance looking at the fireman. He saw her walking straight toward the fireman and wondered what she was going to do. As he raised his camera, she came up to the tired man who had saved her life and the lives of her unborn babies and kissed him just as the photographer snapped this photograph. And people think animals are dumb............

You Choose How To Live Your Life!!
READ THIS LET IT REALLY SINK IN - THEN CHOOSE . John is the kind of guy you love to hate. He is always in a good mood and always has something positive to say. When someone would ask him how he was doing, he would reply, "If I were any better, I would be twins!" He was a natural motivator. If an employee was having a bad day, John was there telling the employee how to look on the positive side of the situation. Seeing this style really made me curious, so one day I went up and asked him, "I don't get it! You can't be a positive person all of the time. How do you do it?" He replied, "Each morning I wake up and say to myself, you have two choices today. You can choose to be in a good mood or ... you can choose to be in a bad mood. I choose to be in a good mood." Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be a victim or...I can choose to learn from it. I choose to learn from it. Every time someone comes to me complaining, I can choose to accept their complain

Another Pick Your Own Pic Contest!!
BRIGUYS PICK YOUR PIC CONTEST!!! WIN A HAPPY HOUR OR A THREE MOTH VIP!! OR A 7 DAY BLAST! JUST CONTACT BRIGUY WITH AN EMAIL WITH YOUR FAVORITE PIC LINK! 1ST PRICE IS A HAPPY HOUR OR THREE MONTH VIP!!!(minumum 75,000 comments to win) CONTEST RULES AND PRIZES!! MOST COMMENTS WINS!! First Place Wins Happy Hour or 3 Month VIP!! (minimum of 75,000 comments to win) Second Place wins 7 Day Blast! 1. Comment bombing is a must to win this and self bombing is recommended! 2. No Drama! Play Nice and Have Fun! 3. NO NSFW PICS ALLOWED! 4. Contest will be two weeks and all contestants will be notified of winners. 5. Must add and fan host to enter or comment! This will be checked! PLEASE CONTACT BRIGUY IN EMAIL WITH LINK TO PIC IF INTERESTED!! BRI GUY CONFEDERATE BOMBER ...........@ fubar

Our Soldiers
A friend gave me this address and if anyone else is interested in sending a card or letter during the holiday seasons to a recovering soldier here is the address A Recovering American Soldier c/o Walter Reed Army Medical Center 6900 Georgia Avenue,NW Washington,D.C. 20307-5001 My kids and their classes are sending cards and letters as well. I figured it'd be a nice gesture for the holidays!

Christmas Disorder Carols
Yah know...it's still 20 days before Christmas and I am up to my eyelids in Christmas Carols!! I am no scrooge but when they start playing them in August....lol, you get my point... My cousin however sent me this list of all the Christmas Carols I could sing if I went as totally off the deep end as I claim.....LOL. Yay for the list of Christmas Carols for a few of my favorite disorders....LOL 1. Schizophrenia --- Do You Hear What We Hear? 2. Multiple Personality Disorder --- We Three Kings Disoriented Are 3. Dementia --- I Think I'll be Home for Christmas 4. Narcissistic --- Hark the Herald Angels Sing About Me 5. Manic --- Deck the Halls and Walls and House and Lawn and Streets and Stores and Office and Town and Cars and Buses and Trucks and Trees and..... 6. Paranoid --- Santa Claus is Coming to Town to Get Me 7. Borderline Personality Disorder --- Thoughts of Roasting on an Open Fire 8. Personality Disorder --- You Better Watch Out, I'm Gonna Cry, I

A Small Favor
I haven't been on in a long time and I am sorry to all of my friends but I would love for everyone to check out my new photos and I have a ton I will be adding over the weekend. I have tried some new hairdos with wigs but I may not cut off what I have but I need opinions please. So new photos are in: default, new pics, and ipod phots. So let me know what you think on this blog or comment on the pic and I promise many new photos. Happy to be back luv to all thanks for always bein my friend. Jami

A Really Cool Fu Needs To Level!
CAN YOU HELP HER COMPLETE HER CRAZY MISSION? Please go show my young fu-friend Georgia Girl some love... Let's rain on her Fu love today and take her to the 8th level!!! ... GeorgiaGirl87 Please help me to the 8th level Please also go show some FAN, RATE love to the boombastic blogger... ~/~ Sassy Laurie~/~ Sassy needs love, too...

Bashing
wow so much BBW Bashing lately on the mums, way out of hand in my opinion, granted a big girl isnt for everybody, but just remember someone does find her beautiful and I have to say to the bashers is remember the saying "those that live in glass houses shouldn't throw stones"

Roaring Tigers!
> Meet the Tigers of Temptation! TIGERS OF TEMPATION ARE WONDERFUL MEN THAT HAVE GOODNESS IN THEIR HEART AND ARE FULL OF HONESTY AND INTERGRITY...SOME OF THE BEST PEOPLE YOU CAN MEET. STOP BY AND SHOW THEM SOME LOVE, THEY LOVE BACK!! ♂~♠~ÐårɮɸɅɳgҾl~♠~♂@ fubar B-randon Spirit Warrior~W.W.S. and a TIGER OF TEMPTATION@ fubar 'TOM G ĦÈĦßÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ@ fubar Marine23 FU-HUSBAND OF BLAKKIE@ fubar Mark ~ Tempting Tiger ~@ fubar CAVEMAN2.0 (Tempting Tigers)@ fubar ·×·ßGÁMÊ6³·×·@ fubar Mikey The Pіŧßull МãҒiã Hitman & Club F.A.R. A Tempting Tiger

All My Friends Plz Read
as of right now I can't get into fubar at all on my computer the only computer I can get in is my sisters computer.. So I may not be on that much if you see I will be on and off mostly trying to fix the problem on my computer.. My sister said she did not care for me to go on the computer and and get on and check my fubar account ok.. I am doing ok and I am hanging in there.. Yes it has been a year that my grandma died but I am still here and still living ok.. Any how I can't talk to much but I will be on here when I can.. I hope I can fix the problem on my computer ok.. I have to go I am watching my niece and nephew for my sister ok.. Alisha

No Fuckin Wonder...
If you ever needed anymore proof of why we are all going to hell in a handbasket...this is it... DULUTH, Minn. -- The driver of a 1997 Honda Civic that struck and killed a dog near Cloquet is suing the dog's owners for damage done to his vehicle. Jeffery Ely was driving on the night of Jan. 4 when Fester, a miniature pinscher, squeezed past owner Nikki Munthe as she was letting in her other dog and ran out onto the road. Ely's car struck Fester, killing the 13-pound dog instantly. Now Ely is suing the Munthes for about $1,100 for damage to his car, time he had to take off from his two jobs to get the car repaired, and court fees. Pieces of the bumper were propelled into the radiator when it hit the dog, Ely said, necessitating a replacement. Ely maintains he didn't have problems driving until after the accident and that the radiator issues were not pre-existing. Ely said he feels sorry for the Munthes' loss but, as a dog owner himself, feels that they must be respo

Blocked
short and simple cause I suck at this whole blog thing... I was blocked from making any comments.. no pic, mumms or profile so hence the new "angry iDaHo~ Love all the sexy mummers and thanks for all the love...

Got Some Bad News And Good News
Hey Everyone good to be back on here YAY lol.. I have been gone for so damn long that I hated it that my old computer won't let me on for some reason.. The bad news is that my old computer crashed and gave up, we had it for five years and that is a long time.. Now for the good news is that We rented a computer and we have a computer to check our emails and so on but can't save no pictures so that sucks big time.. Right now, I am saving money to get a new computer.. That is a good idea I have.. Give you all updates on me when I can and I can do all kinds of stuff now lol.. Got to go Bye.. Alisha

19 Things To Do To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity In Your Day . . .
1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks. Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso. 6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write "For Smuggling Diamonds" 7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Don t use any punctuation 9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat with a serious face. 11 Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go." 12. Sing Along At The Opera 13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme 14. Put Mosquito Netting Around Your Work Area And Play tropical Sounds All Day.

A Blog For None And All.
So, it's a quarter after Eight, and I just finished getting off. It was rough, as in it took longer than expected, and painful, as I have more times than I'd care to admit, in the past two days. If the subject is ever breached, people ask why I do it so much, and I don't really have a definitive answer. Part of it's out of boredom, it's something to do, other times it's an outright need. Like an addiction. Kind of the same answer I give when people ask why I've slept with as many people as I have. It's something to do, and I need it. Well no, not really. It's not a need, in that Oxygen kind of way. Oxygen is a smidge more important, but it's not far off. Anyways, I started thinking about things while I was, and I kinda realised that I hate this shit. I hate being alone and devoid of human contact, I hate being single. I'm fucking sick of it. Nine and one half months. I could've had a fucking kid by now, and that's not like me. It's not. I can usually find someone. Hell, at this point,

!flirting!
we all do it whether its intentional or not we do it with a smile,a wink,the way you look at someone,playing with your hair,body language,what have you so when is flirting not flirting anymore? when is it crossing the line of respect to someone? is it when you tell someone they are sexy,hot,make you sweat???? what ? i mean those can not be compliments to someone because a compliment would be telling someone..your pretty,your handsome,nice looking,good looking....those are compliments i know everyone has their own opinions on what flirting is or isnt... so someone please enlighten me on this.... because some of the shit i see and hear A LOT of the time are crossing line and would deff make someones girl or guy very uncomfortable because i know for a fact that i would never tell someone that they make me sweat,melt,wet,think things,unless they are my man i mean come on now seriously some ppl really have no concept on what RESPECT to a loved one is

Throw It All Away
Trying not to make this overly emo and hopefully as I get more comfortable with bloggin I can make them more fun, but this one is on a sirius note. Also have to say that i am semi-copy-cating Vixey and Mel’s blogs by posting lyrics (but those of you that know me, know how much music means to me) :p This week has been a difficult one; friends of mine lost their very young daughter. So reflecting on that and thinking about those in my life that mean so much to me this song came to mind. I am not a poetic scholar nor do I pretend to know exactly what the artist meant by every line, but to me the message is clear, that loved ones are worth so much more than anything we can possess. Whether it is a death, or a break up or a friendship that drifts apart, we all have people that are really close to us that if they were not part of our lives it would be very painful, so my blog is dedicated to those in my life that I adore. JAMBI-by Tool Here from the king's mountain view; Here fro

When A Man Loves A Woman
Hi,I'm an alcoholic. I've been sober for 184 days. I drank my first beer beer when I was nine years old. My father was an alcoholic, so my mother liked to blame my problem on his bad example, that way she could hurt us both at once. Anyway, I liked my beer and the ones that followed. And about a year ago I got drunk...and I couldn't stop. It's never quite happened like that before, and I still don't know why. I've lied to everyone I know, everyone I loved. I was ashamed, terrified and humiliated everyday. One day I got out of the shower, grabbed a towel and decided to go get the paper. It's a good thing no one saw me go out the door or at the curb, because i went out there with the towel in my hand. I know how lucky I've been. Because there were times I drove my little girls around just ripped out of my mind. One Saturday I took my baby girl on errands and when I got home I realized she wasn't with me. I had left her somewhere. And since I couldn't remember where I'd been, I had no ide

Angel's Fight!
Below I am pasting a copy of my dearest and special friend Angel's blog. She just received some Earth shattering news on Tuesday. I have already pledged my support for her. All I am asking is that those of you that read this, please keep her in your thoughts and prayers while she fights the battle of her life. Some of you know and some don’t I was diagnosed with cervical cancer. As the doctor ran more test on me he found a spot on my lung that I had to have a biopsy on. Well today I went and got my results from the biopsy and I have stage 1 lung cancer on top of my cervical cancer. After spending along time talking with the doctor, nurses, and my mom I decided I was going to fight this. I had a lot of options giving to me for treatments and we also talked about the side effects. I decided to go with radiation and a newer type of chemotherapy and they are the chemotherapy pills. After the first of the year I will be having a full hysterectomy for the cervical cancer along with the ra

Blogs From The Supposed Hot Chic "simplicity"
These are blog entries posted by one of the Fakes on this Site.....I wanted to include them here for those that have tried to bust her and ended up blocked. "He" has been given countless blasts and bling and has over 200 crushes by poor guys that don't take the time to do a little diggin' or ask why she doesn't have one stupid salute! UGH! People frustrate me! I’m a trainer for a large company and the classes vary from new hires to additional training for present personnel. This week a new class started for new hires in our customer service department. The age range for this group ranged from 20’s to about 40’s of guys and gals. Upon completion of training they were assigned work schedules. Bobbi, one of the new hires asked if I could adjust her schedule due to college courses. Told her this can be worked out and to come to my office later today. As she left, her boobs brushed against my arm and she gave me a big smile. Bobbi was one sharp looking gal and put togeth

Santa And The Soilder (repost)
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TENSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE NO STOCKINGS BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DDREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE,CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PUCTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THERSE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WILLING TO FIGHT. SOON ROUN

How Can I Help Someone Grow Today?
It's not enough to talk to plants, you also have to listen. --David Bergman Plants grow best when we pay attention to them. That means watering, touching them, putting them in places where they will receive good light. They need people around them to notice if they are drooping at the edges or looking particularly happy in the sunlight. The more attention a plant receives, the better it will grow. We need to be noticed in the same way. If we notice a family member or friend is drooping, perhaps we can pay some special attention to him or her. All of us need someone to care about how we are and to truly listen to us. We can share and double someone's happiness by noticing and talking about it also. We help the people around us to grow by listening to their droopy edges as well as their bright days. People need this as much as plants need light and water. How can I help someone grow today?

Number 3
A mortician was working late one night. He examined the body of Mr. Schwartz, about to be cremated, and made a startling discovery. Schwartz had the largest private part he had ever seen! 'I'm sorry Mr. Schwartz,' the mortician commented, 'I can't allow you to be cremated with such an impressive private part. It must be saved for posterity.' So, he removed it, stuffed it into his briefcase, and took it home. 'I have something to show you won't believe,' he said to his wife, opening his briefcase. 'My God!' the wife exclaimed, 'Schwartz is dead!'

Need You Help
I am unfortunatley one of those people of no sense of what looks good to the opposite sex, I am extremely shy so I have decided to purue online dating :( , anyway i wanted to know which one of my pic look best to women. So if nyone would either comment on their fav pik of me or end me meage it would be greatly appreciated :)

Sexy Legs Contest
The sexy legs contest I am in will open around June 1st. I will post it as soon as it is open .. they are still collecting up to 20 pairs of legs to vote for. Bomb the comments with votes as soon as it opens.

Oh Well....
Oh well.. here it is. I am finally free and no crush for this year because someone just broke me up with no reason so I am looking new fu-owner and new girl who is better than I had before so if you have any question or anything like to asks.. Just leave me a message and I will return your call and many thanks!!!! :D Your friendly Guy; Chris

A Ride
One year Esther and Morris went to the fair, and Morris said 'Esther, I'm 85 years old. If I don't ride that helicopter' I might never get another chance.' To this, Esther replides, 'Morris that helicopther right is fifty dollars, and fifty dollars is fifty dollars.' The piolt overheard the couple and said, 'Folks I'll make you a deal. I'll take the both of you for a ride. If you can stay quiet for the entire ride and don't say a word I wont charge you a penny! But you you say one word it's fifty dollars. Morris and Esther agreed and they went. The pilot did all kinds of fancy maneuvers, but not a word was heard. he did his daredevil tricks over and over again, But still not a word. When they landed. the pilot turned to Morris and said. 'By golly , I did everything I could to get you to yell out but you didn't. I'm impressed!' Morris replied, 'Well to tell you the truth,I almost said something when Esther fell out, But you know' Fifty dollars is fifty dollars!

Salutes
Im gonna do some.Some of you are gonna get one if you like it or not,some wont.Some of you dont want one and please use this to let me know if you do or dont.I dont take normal salutes,so they wont be done tonight.I have to think of ssomething good for this round.Cheers

3 Whole Years
Joined: October 1, 2006 Looks like I got my computer back just in time for the achievement. That is a damn long time to have been here. But I can honestly say, on the whole, it has been worth it. Ok, I've lost friends, ok, I've made one or two enemies, ok, I may have had my heartbroken. But I've met tons of awesome people (no naming names, don't want to forget someone and upset them :p) and yes, I have fallen in love and I owe this place that great feeling that it has given me of actually feeling like I belong for once. Enough of the sap though, just glad to be home.

Shockwave Radio Comment
To my ShockWave family Greetings to all, I came into ShockWave not really expecting the hospitality that was shown to me. For that, I must thank all of you. These past two years have been really difficult for me and I couldn't really deal with people. Everywhere I looked I saw my friends turn into enemies. Because of that I had retreated back into myself and severed myself from the world. I just went about every day like a zombie. I figured that going into lounges and getting back in tune with people would be good medicine for me. However, that was not the case. I've been in plenty of lounges and in each lounge I felt out of place. Then when I came into ShockWave I was surprised at the kindness and hospitality of the members and staff. Y'all made me feel at home and shown me that there are still people out there with love and kindness in their hearts. I appreciate all of you and I am proud to be a part of the family. I love y'all very much. Love and Light, Danielle A

Men's Honesty
One day, while a woodcutter was cutting a branch of a tree above a river, his axe fell into the river. When he cried out, the Lord appeared and asked, "Why are you crying?" The woodcutter replied that his axe has fallen into water, and he needed the axe to make his living.

Purpose
Slow me to trot, and revel as I maintain; communicate your thoughts, with the way you ride my frame - squeeze me with your thighs, I'll work into gallop; if you want to feel my gait, tease your tongue across my palate. Choke me by the neck, pull on my rains - I'll lurch, and I'll buck and I'll pound, from the pain. Master and Her Beast, they're one and the same - verbalization unnecessary, your body commands my name. I delight in my purpose, to surge, and to drive, to glisten with sweat, and to bring you alive. Harness my breeding, put me to the test; ride me 'til you're sore and you're ready to rest. To a quarter-horse you're no burden, this is only a tryst - I was chiseled for your purpose, I was made for this. Master and Her Beast, they're one and the same - the rhythm, the rush, and the pulling of mane.

Stanza 365 Week 12
Week 12 of Stanza 365 is underway. Today's poem was initially inspired by beginning of this week’s episode of Castle, which opened with a close-up shot of a gargoyle. Then, as usual, it took a turn. The Rules Don’t show any weakness, Never swallow your pride. No hint of emotion, keep it all locked inside. Try not to say much, words can give you away. Keep the world at arm’s length and remember to stay on your guard at all times. Anything could be a threat and above all else, don’t you ever forget that you can never back down, there’s no room to be wrong. Failure is not allowed. You must always be strong. You can find the previous day's poems (all 77 of them) at http//stanza365.wordpress.com/

~for Friends***guido Zen`
***For my True Friends in this FuNation....thanks for being Real....hope this helps your heart as it has touched mine with experience along the journey.....peace **No Man or Woman is worth your tears, But Once You find One that Is, He or She won't make you Cry... **What a friend is for...when you are lost in Darkness and Searching for the Light...to Help you through those Lonely Nights...when everything around you Fails....Just hold our Your Hand...and I will come Running....that is what a Friend is for.... **Be still when You have Nothing to Say....and when Genuine Passion move You...Say what you have to say and Say it HOT **Do Not Ask a Person to be what He or She is Not....Do not ask of a Person what they can not give...Accept who they are, what they give and what you can offer them....expecting only good in return... **People will always talk, games will be played, loves gained and loves lost, hearts broken....but there are no friends or enemies...Only how WE choose to Live

A Real Life Experience Of Mine
The story takes place during the summer of 1995. At the time I was a firefighter/medic and crew officer for a local volunteer fire and rescue department. One weekend, which I had off from fire duty, I was notified of a large structure fire within my area of operations. Not having anything else to do, I went to the station to help with staffing. When I got to the station, there was an immediate need for an ambulance. A grabbed two other personnel to staff the unit. While responding to the fire, dispatch redirected us to the interstate for a significant multi-car accident. The dispatcher indicated there were 5 at least 5 cars involved with possible trapped victims. There were other units dispatched but would be delayed because of the fire. When we arrived on the scene, I knew this was going to be bad. Half of four-door sedan had slid under a tractor-trailer. An old station wagon was upside down and was partially in a ditch approximately 50 feet from the sedan. There were f

I R Sad :-(
Okay...So, being the good point-hoar that I've become....and talking to FangBanginCannie, I changed my default picture. The first one I had got flagged. Too much boobage or some such rot. Which is also a crock of shit coz I've seen more cleavage scrolling up top than..well, I can't think of when. :P Then I found another, of Hillary Duff, didn't really care who it was, it was a hotish picture. lol Then FBC said I could use hers...so here it is. So, since I've put this one up yesterday evening, I have gotten more likes, points, rates, likes (no bling dammit lol) than I have in all the 4 years I've been on this site. Sad really coz these people see some hot chick who if they actually looked more doesn't look 52 years old. haahaa I've always been told I look good for my age or young for my age but damn. lol Anywhooooo.....I probably should take this down and put up my real one. I dunno....What say youz?

Bomb Threats On Ups Planes, Truck
From MSNBC: PHILADELPHIA — A suspicious package was discovered aboard a UPS cargo flight from Yemen, CNN reported, triggering searches of other cargo flights, including several at Philadelphia and Newark airports. The report followed word Friday from the Transportation Security Administration that cargo flights that landed safely at Newark and Philadelphia airports were being searched after "reports of potentially suspicious items onboard." A suspicious package was discovered aboard a UPS cargo flight from Yemen, CNN reported, triggering searches of other cargo flights, including several at Philadelphia and Newark airports. Full story "Out of an abundance of caution the planes were moved to a remote location where they are being met by law enforcement officials and swept," TSA added. The flight that landed at Newark, N.J., reportedly came from Yemen. At Philadelphia, video from the airport showed emergency vehicles around a UPS jet that had arrived from Paris. "A possible

Armistice/veterans Day
Last Updated: Mar 6th, 2010 - 14:47:58 VETERANS' DAY Veterans' Day and Armistice DayNovember 11 By Sarah LaneNov 11, 2004, 06:00 PST Email this article Printer friendly page The War to Begin all Wars It’s hard to imagine that World War I involved 35 countries. It lasted five years, from 1914 to 1918. The United States only fought from 1917 to 1918. A year was more than enough time, however, to claim too many lives, and people held tight to the notion that this was the very last war. When the fighting stopped, leaders of several countries signed an Armistice on the 11th hour, of the 11th day, of the 11th month. An Armistice is an agreement to stop all fighting, in other words a truce. This truce was signed on November 11th, 1918 at 11 A.M. This is important to know because Veterans' Day was originally called Armistice Day. This day was set aside to reflect and remember the sacrifices men and women made during World War I in order to ensure peace. The fi

Deep, Dark, Berlin Style Techno By Sebastian Plossner Airing @ 7pm Later!!
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Remember To Teach The Children And Adults.. The True Meaning Of Christmas
True Meaning of Christmas Just a week before Christmas I had a visitor. This is how it happened. I just finished the household chores for the night and was preparing to go to bed, when I heard a noise in the front of the house. I opened the door to the front room and to my surprise, Santa himself stepped out next to the fireplace. "What are you doing?" I started to ask. The words choked up in my throat and I saw he had tears in his eyes. His usual jolly manner w

The Day
She stood there with her torch held high To watch planes falling from the sky As silver bullets ripped apart The center of her loving heart With disregard for sanity In senseless act of lunacy She saw her children fall and die The day I saw my lady cry. I LIFT MY LAMP … so reads her plaque Just miles from terrorist attack Her open doors now violated By pure evil orchestrated Hounds of Hell have been released And Good must rise to kill the Beast. I saw her head droop, shaking "Why?" The day I saw my lady cry. Her tears will bring on bitter rain Unleashing winds of hurricane To circle globe in whirlwind force Uncover evil at its source Then seek exacting recompense From those who prey on innocents. They'll not forget, as time goes by, The day they made my lady cry.

"friend" Zone
I've noticed in my own life, that all too often i get stuck in the friend zone. Either due to my own missed opportunities or cluelessness. Or cause i'm "too" nice at times. I dont know. Quite often it seems I am the first person to come to when there's a problem, or a breakup or whatever. Get told you're the exact type of guy i want, then get overlooked. Dont get me wrong, i'm not complaining about being there for people. I love that actually, I like to help and make a difference. But why doesnt "you're the type of guy that i really want" seem to ever turn into "You're the EXACT guy that i want"? I used to get told that I am too nice to women. I should take advantage of my position, cause breakups or mistrust and use them. but i cant. I like to believe that i'm not that type of person. I.E. if i get asked what i think about someones bf that i like her. I do my best to avoid it, if i cant, i do my best to make ABSOLUTELY CLEAR that my opinion is biased but i'll try to be as objective as

Golden Gate Bridge
Teen survives plunge off Golden Gate Bridge | US National Headlines | Comcast.net http://www.comcast.net/articles/news-nat... SAN FRANCISCO - Authorities say a 16-year-old high school student is hospitalized after surviving a plunge off the Golden Gate Bridge. Officials say the student from Windsor High School in Sonoma Coun

My Bill Rocks...
The bill, 42.40, the tip, 9.10, the total, 51.50. VH!!!! Yeah, and I totally wrote a Van Halen logo under it too.... Let me explain for those confused, when I say bill, I mean my bill for dinner, also called a check, or whatever...

Greetings
“I will greet this day with love in my heart. For this is the greatest secret of success in all ventures. Muscles can split a shield and even destroy life itself but only the unseen power of love can open the hearts of man. And until I master this act I will remain no more than a peddler in the marketplace. I will make love my greatest weapon and none on who I call can defend upon its force... my love will melt all hearts liken to the sun whose rays soften the coldest day.”

Adds And Removal
Well new subject that seams to be relevant now days. I add people to my family i like and i try my best to rate them like them and comment everyday. I almost never ask to be added to anyone's family. I do not run a lot of family bling so if family members feel the need to take me out while they sale my slot then i understand and just hope i get added back when its over. NOW WITH THAT SAID IF I BEEN NOTHING BUT GOOD TO YOU AND YOU ADDED ME TO FAMILY THEN DECIDED TO GET PISSY CAUSE OF OTHERS DRAMA AND NOTHING I HAVE DONE AND DECIDE TO REMOVE ME FROM FAMILY EVEN THO I RATE AND COMMENT YOU EVERYDAY AND TRY AND BE YOUR FRIEND THEN YOUR NOT STAYING IN MINE ITS A MATTER OF RESPECT I DONT GO KICKING MY FRIENDS AROUND WHEN SOMEONE OR SOMETHING CAUSES ME TO HAVE A BAD DAY WHY SHOULD I LET THEM DISRESPECT ME AND KICK ME CAUSE SOME DOUCHE CAUSED THEM TO HAVE A BAD DAY IF YOU DONT LIKE HOW I FEEL ON THIS THEN REMOVE ME BLOCK ME ITS YOUR CHOICE JUST DONT CRY ABOUT IT

Not Here, But There.
I don't use this place to blog. I don't really blog, anyway. But I'm starting to more, lately. You can find me on tumblr. If you have half a brain, you'll guess the URL. My filterless, honest and harshly opinioned account, however... well, that one's harder to find. If you really care to read it, ask. I might share.

Crush ...
a crush .. a crsuh on someone sweet .. sweet enough to eat ... sweet enough to care hes cute hes hot he makes me smile ive had this crsuh only a little while .. he lives pretty far away .. so who knows waht will happen .. i get excited wheni know hes online .. oh my gosh hes so fine .. his mind leaves some to same .. he even cares to know my name , he doesnt demand me to be on cam he seems to like me as i am ... who knows what the future holds but the present hes my crush .. he knows who he is .. this special guy .. maybe if i give it time to gorow who knows where this crush will go .. but as it is its to be for now to have this time .. this crush he is all mine .. all mine to wonder about ... all mine for his name to shout .. or to write till words cannot say hes my crush ..i guess we can have more then one

The Palestinian Problem
This week is an extremely important one for both the Palestinians and the Israelis. This Friday, Palestinian Authority President Mahmoud Abbas goes before the United Nations and demands the creation of a homeland for his people. They want the West Bank as their own, with Jerusalem as their capital. The fact that the actual name of the West Bank is Samaria and Judea mean nothing to them. They want it. To understand the nature of the problem, you have to look back at the facts of history. You need to know what actually happened to make the Palestinians stateless. The concept of Zionism began in the late 1890's, when many Jews wanted to immigrate back to their homeland, then called Palestine. The region was ruled by the Ottoman Empire, and seeing a way of making money, began selling land in Palestine to foundations to place Jewish people there. It was worthless land, not suitable for farming, or so they thought. So the sheiks of teh Ottoman Empire thought they would sell the land to the

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[robot Work In The Factory]
Part 2 of: [Monkey play in the jungle] (edit | delete) http://fubar.com/monkey-play-in-the-jungle/b272125-1054803 Has the last person you kissed ever taken your shirt off?yes. Yes she has, and my pants. Will you be in a relationship in the next couple months?*crosses fingers* beats me but itd' be nice. Do you cry easily?Only in rage... and murder these days. Ever cried while you were on the phone with someone?Promabably but I can't recall. Are you excited for anything?Getting my new computer, seeing my brother in a month, playing coop games with old friends, talking to pretty girls. Where was your profile picture taken?In front of my bedroom closet mirror. Self portrait is a bitch. What should you be doing right now?I should be compiling a collection of prose and poems, I'm taking a break. How many tattoos do you have?Zero... awww... I express myself other ways *pat pat pat* Do you have any drugs in your bedroom?... *checks* ... yes. RX painki

Adding Family
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Tamed
Calm, warm night so I went for a walk.. He grabbed me, choked me, duct taped my mouth. He hit me so hard my body went limp, ripped off my shirt and called me a bitch. Blood filled my mouth and loosened the tape. Kissing my neck, he whispered my name..I recognized his voice, so I looked in his eyes, pitch black.. He's cold, my cries didn't move him. I asked him his name as he pulled off my pants, licked the blood from my mouth and he held down my hands. unable to move, we began to have sex.. He pulled out his knife, started carving my chest. Kissing and cutting, he mumbled "I love you", nibbling my neck he whispered "I need you". He finished, I trembled, and asked him his name.. Looked down at my chest, Im bloody and tamed. Thats just what it says, cause he knows that I am.. Tamed. And now Ill sit silently, eager for his return.

Inner Peace
I'm passing this on because it worked for me today. A doctor on TV said to have inner peace we should always finish things we start & we all could use more calm in our lives. I looked around my house to find things I'd started & hadn't finished, so I finished off a bottle of Merlot, a bottle of Chardonnay, a bodle of Jin, a butle of wum, tha mainder of Valiuminun scriptins, an a boks a chocletz. Yu haf no idr how fablus I feel rite now. Sned this to all who need inner piss. An telum u luvum! I haf founded inner piss! luvumin yas all! I got this in an email and it tickled me to death! PEACE and LOVE to my beautiful friends! Kelly

Janey Godley’s Podcast Episode 75
(Please be aware that this Podcast Contains strong language) In episode 75 of Janey Godley’s podcast the mother and daughter comedy duo discuss feminism, Russian boats and Ashley’s penchant for having sex in cars. Janey debates the local news in Scotland about a man who threw another off a train and Ashley talks about her late Uncle from the Isle of Rothesay and his recent death. There are some fun weird facts, podcast questions from Facebook and twitter and Ashley sings her self- penned song ‘My Nips are like bullets’ Mother and Daughter comedy team get to natter and the world gets to hear it on Janey Godley’s podcasts, expect some bawdy language and home truths, as Janey Godley and Ashley Storrie lead you down the roads less taken in their fantastic weekly podcast. Listen as mother and daughter banter, bait and burst with laughter. Janey Godley Podcast at: Episode 75 You can check out all our videos on YouTube. Order “Hands

Things Are Getting Complicated Again
Just letting everyone know what's going on. I got a new stint installed in my heart on wednesday. Thanks to my body being a total douchebag it rejected it again. They put a medicaided stint in thursday morning and removed the other, so far so good. I got a few more appointments until I see if I qualify for a transplant. If things go well with this new stint hopefully the surgeries will be over and no transplant will be needed. I'm sorry I won't be able to be around as much as I have been but things are getting complicated again with this damn heart of mine. Just wanted to let you know if I don't respond to your messages and stuff, it's not that I'm be rude or anything but that I may not be here. Thanks

A Groovy Plan
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A Soldiers Dream..
Through Bloodshot eyes and a thousand yard stare Images of my friends are confined in my mind A chill runs through me as I continue to stare A cold, wet feeling that's just not there My ears pick out the smallest of sound A tiny raindrop pattering to the ground A movement of a leaf as it scrapes out loud We try to stay covered cut off from the others I stare into the jungle Looking at mysterious shadows that forshadow The enemy is out there, he's looking for a fight My Friends Bo, John and Henry are to my right Forever peering down thier gun sights Ready at a moments notice for the inevitable firefight Men will die ,when bullets fly Blood stains the ground of this hollowed battle ground I am Doc to my friends I swore an oath to save them should they be hit Damn how I wish my mind would quit Memoeries of Bo, John and Henry wrack my soul Yet they look down on me and continue to smil

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Love And The Butterfly
Love is like a butterfly never here nor therehigh or low not really watching where to go.A first love is like a butterflyhatching out of a cocoonwe are amazed by the beautyof this new feeling.True love is like a butterflyspreading its wingsand starting towards the skyknowing that they want to have this forever.Loosing love is like a butterflylaying its eggs then flying away to dieleaving them in this big world all alone knowing nothing familiar only home.Wanting for love is like a butterflystill as a caterpillarwanting those wings to be just like his friends.Love is like a butterfly Trying to spread its wing and flyLove is like a butterflyIt can stay or it can die.

Fuck That Shit By Maxpike
I'm sorry I can't be any orther way So I'm fucked up every day Mom told me go straight to hell But hell is a bell Knock knock can't you hear the ring from the fucked up bill What's that for real,who gives a shit go real my tail No friends no dreams no rules no time lies no shit Waitng for the night so we quit This not about dick and pussy This is not about what they say Behind the bar you're the real stars It's not a story from runaways How many cigarettes burning between your fingers how many times you call it off the streets What kinda toy been playing so long Who gives a shit about right and wrong It's not a song for you to play along It will never bring you down Fuck that shit and you be it

Need Something New To Do
I am tired of my same old day to day life. I needed something new. I want to be something different then the one that is hurt all the time. I just want to be happy and don't no how..someone tell me....

How Violent Are You...
How violent are you.. Your Result: Ice Cold Killer You don't give a fuck about ANYTHING. You'd walk over a dying man any day. If someones givin' you trouble the fights over before it started. Your enemies better look over their shoulder all day.. Antisocial Edgy Risque Chilled out How violent are you..

Republicans And Democrats
I didn't write this, but I agree with it! ...................Which side of the fence?If you ever wondered which side of the fence you sit on, this is a great test!If a Republican doesn't like guns, he doesn't buy one.If a Democrat doesn't like guns, he wants all guns outlawed.If a Republican is a vegetarian, he doesn't eat meat.If a Democrat is a vegetarian, he wants all meat products banned or regulated for everyone.If a Republican is homosexual, he leads his life.If a Democrat is homosexual, he demands legislated respect.If a Republican is down-and-out, he thinks about how to better his situation.If a Democrat is down and out, he wonders who is going to take care of him.If a Republican doesn't like a talk show host, he switches channels.if a Democrat doesn't like a talk show host, he demands that he/she be taken off the air.If a Republican is a non-believer, he doesn't go to church.If a Democrat is a non-believer, he wants any mention of God and religion silenced.If a Republican need

Stickwitu - Pcd
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Thanks To All
I wanted to give a thanks to all who read my last blog about my mom and left a nice comment. You guys are the best. She is doing so so right now. Tests are still being done. Looks like I will have another night at the hosp. Hugs everyone!