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Cant Go On
i've had my heart broken today and i dont know what to do. i want to cry, but im at work. i want to punch him, but i cant reach him. i want to hold again, but he pushed me away. what do i do? how do i make this feeling go away? how do you go from being madly in love one day and nothing the next?? i'm drowning in a pool of sorrow. no life preserver is in sight.

New Music Posted!!
Hey everyone, I have just added a song from my band Echoes. It is an instrumental called Kaotus. If you love the classic rock sounds of Pink Floyd and Led Zeppelin, then you need to check us out. Later. Jimmy

(unofficial;) Rant #8: Christmas
It's unofficial because I said it's unofficial. The origional #8 was just be flipping out. Anyways, yes... Christmas. What a sham it has become over the last however many thousands of years it's been around. Some of the older members of this site might actually remember a time when Christmas was about family. Spending time with each other. Sharing love. And the gifts were from the heart. People worked their hearts out into creating gifts for the people they love. Now, it's just a big commercialized marketing scam. What am I talking about? Hmm... if you don't know what I am talking about, then jump off a cliff and slit your throat on the way down. Look at this year alone. During the summer, the XBox 360 was released. Priced somewhere around $650 Canadian. Thats with everything, taxes inc., all accessories required to play. Working perfectly. Last week the PS3 was released. They sold so fast, no one can get their hands on them anymore. Value in the store? $1,000. On E-Bay? $10,0

Friends, Family And Fans Please Help....
Through much hard work and support from my friends, family and fans....we got my baby blog to #1 blog to share this story with any other parents out there that might need to hear it and know that they arent alone. Originally when I started this blog, it was only to start figuring out my feelings and dealing with this loss the best way I know how....through writing. I found out eventually that other parents were reading this that had lost babies and they were finding support and inspiration through it and I decided to make this blog a blog for all parents that have suffered this loss. I thought that our story needs to be told so that we arent grieving in silence any longer. PLEASE help me keep it in #1 blog and show CT and the people on it that the babies lost and their parents really do matter.

New Side Effect Of My Loss
I have met someone new and I adore him. He makes me smile every minute of the day. I have more in common with him than any man I've ever met. I even let him meet my kids, if you know me you know that's a big deal to me. The relationship has gone alarmingly fast. I love it. Normally I'd be running for the hills, but I'm not scared. All the road blocks I've hit since Wes died aren't there. I feel really blissfully happy again. Unfortunately in this happiness I have discovered a new issue. I flip out when I don't talk to him. Not because I care where he is, but because I'm sick with worry. At first I thought what the hell is wrong with me I've never been controlling. Then the tears came and I realized I'm scared. I found someone that I could potentially love again and I'm scared to death he'll leave me in one form or another. Such is life I suppose, but I don't like this feeling. Or the pressure I imagine it puts on him. So I ask you is it fair to him? I know part

I've Realized....
I've realized that the only person you can count on is yourself. That most people are only in it for themselves. Love sucks. True friends are one in a million. No one should have to go it alone, but they usually end up doing just that. Trusting your heart is stupid, go with the gut feelings. They are usually always right. Most people suck...period! Take risks, you never know if they will be worth it in the end or not. Don't ever change yourself for anyone. And never try to change someone because if you do and they decide to change, you usually don't like the "new" them.

Maybe........
Wise words Maybe . . . we were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Maybe . . . when the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us. Maybe . . . it is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. Maybe . . . the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. Maybe . . . the brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures and heartaches. Maybe . . . you should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you h

Hapily Ever After
Happily Ever After We live in a weird world, there is no question about it. As I work on my latest song “Happily Ever After”, I am compelled to rethink the conflict I continuously endure about life and happiness. Most people just accept things as they are, but I unfortunately require to go deeper into the psychology of how humans think and behave as well as the why. In this case, the how happiness is attained (if at all) and why it is so hard (or possibly impossible). “Happily Ever After” is a song of how come we grow up listening to tales of princes and princesses who endure one tiny problem and as this problem is solved, they can then be happy forever. Snow White was so pretty, her step mother wanted her dead so that she could be the prettiest again. Snow White is then poisoned by the evil witch, her step mother. Not to worry! A handsome prince comes about and with a kiss returns her to life. ZAKABOOM! Happily Ever After. Why can’t I just have a tiny problem like

Funny Sex Poems
Funny Sex Poems Roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour ----------------------------------- Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! ------------------------------------ Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply ------------------------------------ Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream ------------------------------------ Hickory dickory dock This bitch was suckin my cock The clock struck two I dumped my goo And dumped her to the end of the block ----------------------------------- Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid ------

Not Fair...
So yeah its friday and i'm working yay for me.. its pose to be my day off how great is that just geat huh.. i hate babysitting late on friday too maybe if i'm lucky their mom will get off work early i'm hoping anyways.. MySpace Graphics & MySpace Layouts

Ashes
There is a long road ahead of me In this life, But still, I'm aware That the road behind me extends Far longer. There are times in our lives When we take stock of those things Which shaped us; Those things which we allowed To create us. I am such a crossroads. I don't like to admit it But I still feel so much discomfort In my Heart For things that seem to be so far behind me. I've grown weary of trying And still, I try. I've grown tired of the distance And still, I reach out my hand. I've grown fatigued at the cold And so, I put on my warmest sweater And I trudge forward through the deepest snows. Is it ego alone that brings me to this place? And what of the other things That life has offered up? Do I face the challenge undaunted? I think so. There is a great purpose In the knowing that I have found. Still, I am left with the ashes. Those scattered reminders Of the fire that once burnt so deeply In my Heart. Now where

Auto 11 Bully
Wednesday 12 Noon Est Time Auto 11's will be on...... Pop her Auto 11 Cherry... Just click on the pic below to go to her profile! Special thanks to: Godfather Spanks ~ Chopper Bikers Club~@ fubar ♪♫♥♥~*CHARMED MOM *~*OWNED BY TERESA*~*♥♥♫@ fubar Go show them lots of Love!!!

Blowing Off Some Fu-stration
Last night, some fu-tard is hitting on me in the shoutbox (and might I say quite poorly)...All the while he is NSFW a bunch of my pics. It aggrivated me and I asked if it was him and he said "I have to". What a piece or trash!!!I think what annoyed me the most is most of them were NOT bad at all. You do know regardless what ever pic I have will have some sort of cleavage. For goodness sakes I am a 44DDD!!!! I think what pissed me off the most was I asked about it and was blown off. Sometimes I feel like I am plotted against. Maybe I am tired or still recovering but MAN I am annoyed. Sorry to everyone who used to read my NSFW blogs but someone apparently did not like those either. I think I need a Fu Break.

Thursday And Friday Only - Skinz For Bux
After recently offering skins in exchange for rates, I've been asked to offer them for fubucks. So, here's the deal...TWO DAYS ONLY...for Thursday and Friday (the 12th and 13th). I will be offering custom skins today and tomorrow, in exchange for 250k in fubucks. This is the exchange rate of $5 cash, and as each of them take an hour or two to complete (sometimes more than that), I feel this is pretty fair. If you would like to order one, please fupal the amount above times the number of skins you'd like to order (you may order them as a gift for someone else) and I will reply with the information that will be needed to create your skin. PLEASE have a general idea in mind (at least) so that when I get to yours you have some input. I really don't enjoy it when people say "Make what looks good to you", as everyone's taste is not the same. It's MUCH easier for me to work with a plan in mind than to toss ideas to the wind. Anyone wishing to participate in this offer should do so b

Because Late Is Better Than Never!
This gentleman won me in an auction a few months ago. Right before I had a serious car accident. Anyways, I never did get to thank him properly so I'm doing that now. He is definitely my favorite person on FuBar so I'm happy to announce him as my owner. Please go and show him some 'McLovin'! McLovin ~~Back by popular demand~~Member of the JLM~~@ fubar Rate him, fan him, add him, send him plenty of booze. Thanks!!!! Sam

Perry Father Executes His Two Kids, Kills Himself
PERRY --GA Two children are dead Saturday after being shot by their father, who then turned the gun on himself. The man also shot the children's mother, who was his wife, and her stepfather, authorities said. Their injuries were not fatal. Perry Police Chief George Potter said 36-year-old Michael Lee Hill shot his two sons, Michael Anthony Hill, 7, and Richard Lawrence Hill, 10, execution style shortly before 2:30 p.m. at the home of his estranged wife's parents. Hill was at the home reportedly to pick up his sons for a visit. "Instead of picking them up, he used a (9 mm semi-automatic) gun to kill his sons," Potter said. The couple had been separated for an undetermined length of time. Hill, a truck driver, came to the residence at 640 Pineridge St., shot the two boys, then shot his wife's stepfather, 64-year-old Andrew Hill, in the chest and chased his wife, 30-year-old Bonnie Jean Hill, out of the home before shooting her three times in the leg and back. He then shot himsel

Win A 30 Day Blast !!!
Would you like to win a 30 day blast? Here is all you have to do... Send me a picture of you and I will put it in my blast album...then, the first person to get 50,000 comments gets the 30 day blast. It's simple ! If you are caught cheating you will be disqualified immediately. JUST DON'T DO IT. Contest begins : Monday, August 11, 2008 , or when I have the minimum number of entrants, and ends when we have a winner ! I need a minimum of 10 people to start this contest... So go ahead and let's get this party started!! Good luck!!!

Pushing Everyone Away
I don't know why I do it but somehow I seem to push those close to me away by giving them advice when thy ask fort it and when I am done they distance themselves from me. I am sorry I can't seem to mind my own business and tell those that ask for advice I have none for them , but from now on I will maybe I will just try going to sleep and never wake up maybe that will keep me out of trouble. I know it sounds like I am just trying to run away once more but I can't take being pushed away from those I love and care for.

Sinfully Seductive Staff Rules
OK FIRST AND FORE MOST THE LOUNGE ENFORCERS ARE THE PEACE KEEPERS OF SINFULLY SEDUCTIVE IF U UNJUSTLY EJECT OR BAN SOMEONE THEY WILL TELL THEIR FRIENDS AND LIKE OTHER LOUNGES REPUTATION IS EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!THE LOUNGE RULES ARE AS FOLLOWS #1 )NO DROPPING LINKS IF SOME ONE DROPS A LINK OR A YIM OR MSN DELETE IT AND ADVISE THEM IF THEY CONTINUE TO DO IT THEN THEY ARE CONSIDERED TO BE SPAMMERS AND BAN THEM #2 )NO SPAMMING IF SOME ONE COMES IN AND REPEATEDLY DROPS LINKS TO A LOUNGE YIM OR MSN THEY ARE TO BE BANNED IMMEDIATELY #3 ) NO DISRESPECTING OR BASHING ANYONE OR ANY OTHER LOUNGE AND RESPECT ALL PPL IN OUR LOUNGE #4 ) CAMS IF SOME ONE IS ON CAM AND SOMEONE IS BOTHERING THE PERSON ON CAM THE PERSON ON CAM NEEDS TO SPEAK UP IN THE LOUNGE NOT TELL SOMEONE IN THEIR SB BECAUSE IF THAT HAPPENS PL THINK IT IS JUST SOMEONE BEING JEALOUS AND THEY PAY NO ATTENTION AND AFTER THE CAM PERSON SAYS SOMETHING IF THE PERSON PERSISTS THEN WE NEED A ENFORCER TO SPEAK UP AND IF THAT DONT

A Poetic Fairy Tale
Once Upon A Time (A Poetic Fairy Tale) *Awhile back I wrote a poetic fairytale. So over the next few days, I will be reposting the chapters of that fairytale. Don't worry, there will be more original pieces inbetween.* Once upon a time there was a man Who lived his life taking a stand Went about his day being a knight in shining armor Saving damsels in distress from uncertain horrors Never asking for anything return Not even a thank you or an encouraging word Always hearing about men and thier evil ways Refused to be like them until his dying day At the risk of sounding selfish, he began to wonder Why do all the damsels always run to another Still he carried on his self imposed duties And continued to rescue damsels and wonder at thier beauty But every now and then his mind would run astray Often wondered if he had the strength to carry on this way See this knight dreamt of being a king The only piece that was missing was his queen

Movie Themed Auction
I am having my first auction, anyone interested in participating please send me the link to the pic that you would like to use along with what you are offering, the entry fee of 25k fubucks and the name of your favourite movie character ~cruel but cute~owner of AARON and Will Owned by AARON@ fubar

Tall Dark Handsome And Blue Eyed Blonde
Starting a Sunday morning off where I need to get some solticeand solitude, I reflect on the plans I made for later thatday. Driving home I find myself deep in thought of what was tohappen for the day. As I arrive at home I call and ask "What time are youstopping by?" He responds "In about half anhour." I shower quickly. I heard a knock at the door. 2 gorgeousmen stood before me. One brunette and one blonde. The brunetteI had been with a few times in the past. Hot, tall, fit anda great lover. His friend was Average height and build,but a cute smile and beautiful eyes. The brunette and I went into my room while the blonde tooka shower. He threw me back on my bed after we had kissed andlet our hands wander for a while. He burried his face in myhot pink wet clit. He made me cum all over his face with littleeffort. He has a great oral talent that always makes me gushcum all over his face when ever we are together. It had beena while since we were together. I forgot how huge and thickhis co

Nsfw??
Well the other blog was a blast and I just wanted to thank everyone for joining in and playing :D But it got me thinking... why do you or don't you post NSFW pics? I go back and forth on posting them. It depends on how well I can control the pics and if I trust the people in the blog. Also I won't post anymore nsfw pics that show my face after having been burned before. So what about you.....

An Interesting Weekend
this past weekend i was helping out with the music at the canadian national gymnastics championships in hamilton. it was alot of work for 4 days and tiring since they were long days.. there was alot of good competitors and only a few of them made the canadian team. but the one thing that stuck out the most was when they had 2 rhythmic gymnasts that were special olympians.. one was a 5 time gold medalist at the 2008 beijing olympics and the other one won 4 silver medals and a bronze at those games. now seeing them do a demonstration in front of everyone brought a smile to whoever watched them perform. now just because they have a special need doesnt mean they cant do something. they could probably do it as well as some of us could given the chance. and the training. so for me seeing them perform made me realize how lucky we all are and how special they really are in peoples eyes. we should not be judging them because they are different. we should be treating them like normal people. so

My Internet
I am haveing alot of trouble w/my internet signal. Ill be off/on until it gets fixed. It may show that im online but most of the time I get booted before I can log out. Dunno how long it will be. Not long I hope. I will returnn all luv.

Some Good Lyrics
My Girlfriend's a dick magnet My Girlfriend's gotta have itShe's hot, can't stop, up on stage, doing shots, Tip the man he'llRing the bell, get her drunk she'll scream like hell.Dirty girl, gettin' down, dance with guys from outta town.Grab her ass, actin' tough. Mess with her, she'll fuck you up.No one really knows if she's drunk or if she's stoned, but she'sComin' back to my place tonite! She likes to shake her ass she grinds it to the beatShe likes to pull my hair when I make her grind her teethI like to strip her down she's naughty to the endYou know what she is, no doubt about itShe's a bad, bad girlfriend! Red thong, Party's on, Love this song, sing along.Come together, leave alone, see you later back at homeNo one really knows if she's drunk or is she's stonedBut she's coming back to my place tonite. I sayNo one really knows just how far she's gonna go, But I'm gonna find out later toniteShe likes to shake her ass she grinds it to the beatShe likes to pull my hair when I make he

Glad It's Over Lol
Christmas went well - it could've been better - but I can't complain. Mom and I had planned on at least 8 people coming over for dinner so we we went all out, fixing all kinds of food, baked stuff, and desserts. The plan was to have dinner at 2, but plans change. I called my oldest son to find out if him and his girlfriend were coming over - they were at her parents' house and wouldn't be here until 3. My sister and her husband and my nephew couldn't make it because they were sick, and my brother, his wife and step-daughter didn't make it because her mom was sick. So it ended up being just me, mom and Jimmy for dinner. We decided that next year we're not cooking, that we'll go to one of the local establishments for dinner. Honestly, we haven't really put a lot into Christmas since dad died - he died five years ago on December 3rd. Mom's birthday of all things. Not for lack of trying to make the holidays special - mom and I love to cook. Other than that, Christmas did go well :) No

Alone... Written By Me
Alone... By Me Here I lye, feelin alone once againstairing at the same 4 wallssearching for answers that never seem to comewondering were I went wrongthis fimiliar feeling of lonelyness setteling in tired of spending my nights all alonelooking for love in all the wrong placesnever able to be with the ones that I love Time to move in another directionharder then anything I've done in the pastlooking to the future not sure what I seewondering what Is the reason for thisI try to be what I am happy to bebut no one seems to see this in mewhat is it they are expecting from mealways the friend that will listen to youbut never anything more to all the friends I have I'm Tired of always being alonefeeling inadequite to all that I knowfeelings inside that bring me downfeeling inside like I am starting to drownlots of friends I do know I havetelling me i am not alonebut a human touch is what I want to knowyerning for the love that aludes metired of actually being alone. Always condemed

Illegal Immigration
Recently large demonstrations have taken place Across the country protesting the fact that Arizona Is addressing the issue of illegal immigration. Certain people are angry that The US might protect its own Borders, might make it harder To sneak into this country and, Once here, to stay indefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand The thinking behind these protests. Let's say I break into your house. Let's say that when you discover Me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, 'No! I like it here. It's better than my house. I've made all The beds and washed the Dishes and did the laundry And swept the floors. I've Done all the things you don't Like to do. I'm hard-working And honest (except for when I broke into your house). According to the protesters: You are Required to let me stay in your house You are required to feed me

Fu-filth And Negativity
Is it just me or is this place getting to be a fucking drag here lately? Pervs running amok,hate-mongers everywhere,and let us not forget about our new anonymous "dislikers". We could have done without that little button... I know that the people (and I use that noun loosely) who have inspired this mini-rant will most likely not even read this blog since their A.D.D. and general ignorance make reading difficult for them,but honestly,if all you want is a orgasm then go to a porn site. If all you want to do is hate then go back to Myspace with the other 12 year olds. Or hey,here's an idea,you dont even have to leave Fubar,just form your own little group of like-minded assholes and perv and hate each other. Some of us are here to rate pictures,level up and visit with friends and quite frankly desire no interaction with you.

How To Post On Profile By Mamakat
To add pictures or comment pictures to you profile for all to see: > > > > Go to your Home page. Above were you see your name you will see "Edit" > > ? > > > > Then when that pages opens click on the "About Me " tab > > > > > > > > Then copy the Http code given from the picture you want to show on your profile for all to see > > > > > > > > Then Right click on the about me section, and hit paste to put the code you just copyed from the picture > > > > > > Remember to put in the Bouncer Check id code before hitting submit > > Check out your profile it will show up for all to see, you can put more then one code in the about me part > > Enjoy ~MamaKat >

I'm Broken
It’s sometimes hard, for even the most experienced writers, to find the right words to convey the true essence of what they are feeling, but is that not, in fact, the point of writing at it’s core? There are many emotions, ideas and random thoughts running rampant in my mind these days. Perhaps one of the most difficult goals for this piece of works is not the selection of words, but rather the plethora attempts I’ve made toward the correlation and conciseness of that which I’m about to tell you. You’ve broken all that I held sacred inside. This much isn’t totally your fault, as I should have known better than to let you in. You came into my life at a very vulnerable point. I was shrouded by thoughts of self-worthlessness, pity and despair. I saw you as a ray of hope in an otherwise inescapable blackened abyss. I thought my prayers had been answered. Could this be? Can this be the sign I’ve been waiting for…a turning point with

I'm Free
Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free I'm following the path GOD laid for me. I took his hand when I heard him call I turned my back and left it all. I could not stay another day to laugh, to love, to work or play. Tasks undone must stay that way. I found that peace at close of day. If my parting has left a void Then fill it with remembered joy. A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss ah, yes, these things I too will miss. Be not burdened with time of sorrow I wish you sunshine of tomorrow. My lifes been full, I've savored much, good friends, good times a loved one's touch. Perhaps my time seemed all too brief, don't lengthen it now with undue grief. Lift up your hearts and share with me GOD wanted me now; He set me free.

What Is This Love.
What Is This Love? With each new life experience, The more certain I am that love creates lunatics! How can a single emotion cause such profound madness? Love makes you do and utter things that you swore you never would Love makes you dance like a trained organ monkey on the street… Begging and hustling for some spare change and a smile What is this word called love that turns grown, robust men into babbling idiots? Can the mere touch of a woman’s tender hand alter the mind of a renaissance man into a drooling toddler? Many say that the power of a pen and paper is mightier than the sword But this force named love can stop a raging river from advancing down a mountain spring! How can such an emotion free a person’s soul… Yet capture a man’s heart in it’s clenched grasp? A man in love is a brilliant fool Love does n

Act Your Age
Act Your Age What is wrong with people these days They just can't act their age We are grown people right?? So why can't we act like it?? I have dealt with multile people these last few weeks They just can't seem to act grownI mean ok yeah you had a problem with me Guess what it was dealt with you got your way So leave it be why take it further than it needs to be I am so sick of people doing things they think are hurting me Because in all reality it isn't hurting me It's pissing me off and Im really about to just go off on someone It won't be pretty let me tell you this much........ Stay the hell out of my life leave me and my kids names out of your mouth For one they have nothing to do with what is going on between you and me They are innocent bystanders and you don't even know them Tell ya what you still got a problem with me come get me I will tell you where I am and you can come deal with me a

This Was My Last Aff Blog Entry - I Cancelled My Gold
COCK BLOCK Everyone experiences it, to one degree, extent or the other. I'll be cruising cams on AFF (the best place on earth to cam) come across an awesome couple or a solo woman that's doing the same as me - looking for nice people to raise sexual energy with and ride it until cumming is absolute bliss, irresistible, the drug of sex and cum fills every cell and explodes into a universe of ecstasy and groove on the aftermath for a long and wonderful time too; and in the process of all this stroking my cock to 5, 6 maybe more cams until finally round and round and round we go ... and then the perfect combo for rivers of pumping orgasmic bliss. Melting into oceans of AFF orgasms and everyone that's free enough melds into one. What a fabulous thing; and then this goes on for a while everything is groovy a new lease on life and then one day, out of nowhere ... Boom !! OMGoddess there is now no need for anyone else. I need to devote my Holy Sacrament to Her and everything else and everyon

Flicker
I struck the match Cupping my hands around it. Shielding it from the wind Giving it time to grow. The little spark grew quickly, Like passion it grew exponentially. The warmth filling my hands. The flame tentively licking at my skin. If I hold it too close, surely I will be burned. No. I must guide it to the kindling Watch it ignite and tend to it. When it grows weak I must poke it, Rearrange it, Pucker my full lips and blow Sweet encouragements across its hot coals Commanding it to ignite once again. Over and over the flame will rise and fall As the breath that swells within my breasts. From time to time it will grow unruley Growing bold it will expand and try to leap from its confinement. If given the chance it would consume all that's in its path. Naughty little flame. Must I dowse you until you are but a single ember To remind you whose lips bring you life? By: Foxy Wife 4/01/11

Penis Butter Helly Time
Dear Ninja,I am about to embark on a trip to see Hellyion. I have a few reservations about leaving my baby behind but afer the last few comments from her. I am now petrified.She has been leaving these comments and statuses: a. she has informed me she will be meeting me at the airport dressed as a giant Penis.b. in her status the other day, she informed me that she would be locking me in her bedroom.c. she is a known sex addict.d. I am meeting her mom for tea!Help me Confused and sexually innocent! Dear Confused and sexually "innocent" A video camera is an absolute must. You also must convince her to sing a special version of the Peanut Butter Jelly Time song dressed in the penis suit. You will quickly become so youtube famous you will not even worry about meeting her mom. As for locking you in her room, come on, you know you can take her. Go for the knees if you have to. I hear when you get older, it takes longer to get up. If you have to charge, shoulder down and run throug

Joke
An elderly couple were driving across the country.The woman was driving when she got pulled over by the highway patrol.The officer said, "Ma'am did you know you were speeding?"The woman, hard of hearing, turns to her husband and asks, "What did he say?"The old man yells, "He says you were speeding!"The patrolman says, "May I see your license?"The woman turns to her husband and asks again, "What did he say?"The old man yells, "He wants to see your license!"The woman gave the officer her license.The patrolman says, "I see you are from Arkansas. I spent some time there once and went on a blind date with the ugliest woman I've ever seen."The woman turned to her husband and asked, "What did he say?"And the old man yells, "He said he knows you!"

My Eternal Love
Your breathe on my faceYour fingers running through my hairYour every traceI can not help but stareThe rock that holds me togetherThe heart that beats the same as my ownThe calmness in any weatherThe love that makes this house a homeThe depth of your amazing eyesThe fire for me in your smileThe everlasting truth in all the liesThe life that makes mine worthwhileMy hero in the dark nightMy protector from painMy guiding lightMy comfort in the rainI could go on forever about your loveI've become to truly believeyou were sent from aboveMy own angel, To forever love only me

Proof That We Are Headed Towards A Rather Powerful Solar Max In 2013
http://www.nasa.gov/topics/solarsystem/sunearthsystem/main/News080210-cme.html "On August 1st 2011, the sun emitted a C-class solar flare that spawned what scientists call a coronal mass ejection, or CME, headed toward Earth. The CME impacted Earth's magnetic field August 3rd. CMEs occasionally hit Earth. This CME will have few noticeable consequences beyond producing an aurorae.The CME hit Earth's magnetic field on August 3rd at 1740 UT. The impact sparked a G2-class geomagnetic storm that lasted nearly 12 hours--time enough for auroras to spread all the way from Europe to North America. The possible arrival of a second CME on August 4th might provide even better spectacular auroral displays." The sun goes through a regular activity cycle about 11 years long. The last solar maximum occurred in 2001 and its recent extreme solar minimum was particularly weak and long lasting. These kinds of eruptions are one of the first signs that the sun is waking up and heading toward another solar

It’s 1975 Again
I love Glasgow and I adore it at this time of year when my dear green place becomes awash with russets, browns and burgundy, when all the trees decide to go on the ‘turn’. So on Saturday I headed into to town to look at clothes in fashionable shops that I can’t wear (they never look right on me) and look at coats that make my small dumpy frame look like a Hitler’s youth camp leader. So I sauntered into my local underground tube station at Georges Cross and pulled out some change for the automated ticket machine. The 20p coin kept falling right through and finally after four attempts I gave up. I shook my head and huffed as I walked towards the ticket booth and the wee older man behind the counter said “just as well your head is attached to your neck or it would have fallen off shaking it so much at the machine, I bet you if I went to the machine I could make it work. Must be because you are a woman” I stared at him in astonishment and simply

The Holidays
I really have not been in a celebratory mood. Lack of finances, the recent passing of loved ones, the economy and general uncertainty about the future just makes it hard to get into the "Christmas spirit". Yet, the closer we get to the date, the more I feel almost guilty for not putting up a front. But, ultimately, I'm gonna go with the way I feel down deep and... yeah... Bah friggin' Humbug!

Ain't Even Close...
They say you wanna leave meBut what do they knowYou know they don't understandThe CRAZY way we rollNow come over here babyI'm gonna teach you a thang or twoWhere ya goin babyI ain't even close to done with youYou ain't enough for twoFor what I got in storeSo you better tell that other girlShe better not come round here no moreWhere ya goin babyI'm gonna teach you a thang or twoYou better grab on to that pillow boyCause I ain't even close to done with youI hear ya cryinMoaning out my nameJust give me one more hour babyYou'll NEVER be the sameI know you've been thinkinBut you better think twiceYou don't want me to send you outTo where it's cold as iceSo Take off your coatThrow it on the floorGo an turn out those lights babyAnd you better lock that doorCome here babyI'm gonna teach you a thang or twoYou better hold on to that pillow boyCause I ain't even close to done with youI hear ya cryinMoanin out my name

Badassmotherfucker Yo!
Just a big FAT Thank You to my hOarface friends that helped me get right where I belong! and to everyone that helped along the way! You guys rock & make a day a day ! Have a most wonderful day and as always peace baby

Snake....
Blinded by the devious words of a snake..I think I've made my worst mistake..Given trust and Broken faith..Do they know whats at stake...Tore my walls to see whats beneith..Did you find what you seek...Whispered sweet nothings.. To enchant my mind..To seek refuge in my heart..While I was ridden so blind. It was only a matter of time..Before the truth would be shown.Now your cover is blown. The snake has appeared.Gleaming from ear to ear...His prey he has in sight..Prepare for a fight...

Monkey *counting Crows*
Monkey Counting Crows All dressed upNo place to goHey monkey, when you gonna show your face around me?I know all the wrongs and rightsAnd I just want a little light to fall on meHey monkey, where you been?This lonely spiral I've been inHey monkey, when can we begin?Hey monkey, where you been?We'll I'm all messed upThat's nothing newHey monkey, when you open up your blue eyes,I don't know if I'm wide awake or dreamingBut all I ever need is everythingHey monkey, where you been?This lonely spiral I've been inHey monkey, when can we begin?Hey monkey, where you been?Just get the world off your shouldersand close your pretty blue eyesHey monkey, what's life without

Still Missing You Mum
another year passes ,and its almost the anniversary of your death again . another year passes and i find myself closer to understanding more of me theni ever did before . I dont know how u did it Mum .. but i know im grateful for your sacrifice .. and so are the rest of your children .. I can't beleive its 8 years now ,since we laid you down to rest , and wish for the best . i've been by to visit you twice like i said i would Mum .. Your grave is in a beautiful place where you can look out and see an amazing view . I layed down next to your grave and cried many ,many tears .. and i basically just poured my heart to you and to God .. I didn't want to leave your side ever .. but with everything in life we must grow up and except our responsibilites , no how painful . theres two graves beside you , i either want to be to have my ashes buried on top of you or be laid to rest beside you ..In my homeland . Mum im turning thirsty this year and i hope your proud of im becoiming ..

Scrapper's Blog On Default Pics, For Those Blocked By Him.
Everyday we log into fubar we are confronted with all types of people. Many of us are here to have fun and hang out with friends and to meet new people. Some of us love to play the game, earn points and level. We also must mention the members who push the envelope and photo shop photos to display as much of their girl parts or man parts as possible. The reality is many of us do not want to see your borderline NSFW photos. Yes you might be riding the line of what is considered NSFW, but it is time to clean things up. Yes, you are going to disagree and bitch and moan about how mean we are because we want you to respect the public areas and clean up your main photos, but it is what it is. The reality is there are many members who DO NOT WANT TO SEE YOUR junk falling out of your clothes as your main photos. You are more than welcome to upload all those photos to your albums, but it's time to clean up your MAIN photo or avatar. This means exessive clevage, sexually suggestive photos or an

Just For You Ladies!! You Dance With Your Lizard Leather Boots On And Pull The Strings That Change The Faces Of Men!! Oooooohh!!
http://youtu.be/X46oHcSa5RA You gonna look fine Be primed for dancing You're gonna trip and glide All on the trembling plane Your diamond hands Will be stacked with roses And wind and cars And people of the past I'll call you thing Just when the moon sings And place your face in stone Upon the hills of stars And gripped in the arms Of the changeless madman We'll dance our lives away In the ballrooms of mars You talk about day I'm talking 'bout night time When the monsters call out The names of men

Skirts Pants Of Wholesale Fashion Makes You Charming
Fashionable and joker skirt pant, have you ever attempted to wear it to show your charm? Now wholesale korean fashion online shop will recommend you some most popular summer skirt pants design, and tell you some knowledge of the skirt pants collocation, so let’s look together! Many love beautiful girl, in summer most chose to wear the dress, long skirt and summer dress. Ever want to try a skirts pants? Like the girl of tall waist tapper dress up, very high show thin show? Pretty printing sleeveless jacket, match with white cool and refreshing paragraph skirts pants, cool and sweet. Skirts pants because of its simple design, similar to skirt outfit, the lining is the design of the pants, convenient to wear off, prevent exposed, and is more and more girls love. Lazy girls want to wear summer of beautiful, actually a snow spins unlined upper garment + pure color skirts pants collocation, can highlight your fashion taste. There is no point child unlined upper garment r

Do Not Stand At My Grave And Weep
Do not stand at my grave and weepDo not stand at my grave and weep,I am not there, I do not sleep.I am a thousand winds that blow.I am the diamond glint on snow. I am the sunlight on ripened grain.I am the gentle autumn rain.When you wake in the morning hush,I am the swift, uplifting rush Of quiet birds in circling flight.I am the soft starlight at night.Do not stand at my grave and weep. I am not there, I do not sleep. Do not stand at my grave and cry. I am not there, I did not die!Mary Frye (1932)

Fighting To Live
Anytime I am alone, I want to think never again, will I feel the pain or be a once upon a time, over and done, whomever has been. I guess it is, when all is said and done, just a plan, but it is in my heart, while I stay in this tower I do what I can. I keep on wanting to believe I know love and kindness, I mean how can I give what I can't get, my life is just a lustful mess. I think I have the solution in my head working out of my heart, I show what I wish I had, even if it is just a little part. Burning a candle at both ends in the biting wind, fighting to live happily after I find someone that can bend.

It's 3 A.m. I Must Be Lonely!
WELL I'M SITTING HERE IN MY SILKY BOXERS WITH HEARTS ALL OVER THEM AFTER A LITTLE LIGHT READING, I JUST FINISHED THE ILLIAD AND STARTED ON THE ODYSSEY.AND I THOUGHT I'D BLOG SOME THINGS THAT COME TO MIND.IT'S 3 A.M. SO WHAT THE HELL. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN VISITING AT A FRIENDS HOUSE AND FELT THE NEED TO PICK A BOOGER AND TRY TO FLICK IT OFF YOUR FINGER WITH OUT ANY ONE NOTICING, BUT YOU CAN'T BECAUSE IT STUCK TO YOUR FINGER? SO YOU WAIT UNTIL THEY LEAVE THE ROOM SO YOU CAN THROW IT AWAY, BUT THEY WON'T LEAVE SO YOU HAVE TO TRY AND WIPE IT ON THE WALL WITHOUT THEM SEEING YOU. WHY DO WE PARK IN A DRIVE WAY AND YET WE DRIVE ON A PARK WAY? IF A TREE FALLS IN THE WOODS AND THERE'S NO ONE THERE TO HEAR IT DOES ANYONE GIVE A DAMN IF IT MAKES A SOUND? BOOBIES, NO THOUGHT THERE I JUST WANTED TO TYPE THAT WORD! IF A WOODCHUCK COULD CHUCK WOOD HOW MUCH WOOD WOULD A WOODCHUCK CHUCK? POOP!, JUST ANOTHER WORD I WANTED TO TYPE IN HERE. HAVE YOU EVER TOUCHED YOURSELF AND PROMISED NOT TO TELL ANYONE? AN

12may06
Today I introduced myself to my own feelings. I closed my eyes so I didn't have to see, but I can never close my heart to the things I try not to feel or be. Love isn't about the words we say, and sometimes not even the actions we take, the things we do, or the hearts we break. Love is about people who can look at each other and just know. No words need to be spoken or actions need to be taken. It's about how we connect and stand side by side where ever we go. Open ones' mind to the beauty it is, feel free with your spirit - let love in. Don't be afraid to take the first step toward this wonderful journey, Enlighten your soul and grow deeper in love while learning more about you. I believe in a system of checks and ballances best represented by karma or more broadly viewed as the universal principle of cause and effect. The conquest of karma lies in intelligent action and dispassionate reaction. Today I introduced myself to my own feelings. I opened my eyes and now I ca

A Series Of Jokes
Two goats were munching their way through a Hollywood land fill when one ate a roll of film. The other asked, "How was it?" And the first goat said, "Not as good as the book!" Two old friends happened to run into each other. "Long time, Jack! What have you been up to?" "W-w-w-well, I a-a-almost got m-m-m- married," Jack replied. "What do you mean, 'almost?'" "W-w-w-we were sitting on the front p-p-p-porch, and the d-dog was s-s-scratching his back and I said, 'H-h-h-honey, w-w-w-would y-you do that f-f-f- for me?' and she p-p-punched me out and l-l-left." "All over scratching your back? What's wrong with that?" Jack finished, "B-b-b- because by the time I g-g-g-got it out, he was licking his b-b- balls!" A bus load of tourists stopped in the town square of a small Egyptian city to shop at the stands surrounding the square. One tourist asked a local for the time. The man, squatting beside his camel, reached up, cupped the animal's genitals in his hand, raised

Life Without Black People
A very humorous and revealing story is told about a group of white people who were fed up with African Americans, so they joined together and wished themselves away. They passed through a deep dark tunnel and emerged in sort of a twilight zone where there is an America without black people. At first these white people breathed a sigh of relief. At last, they said, No more crime, drugs, violence and welfare. All of the blacks have gone! Then suddenly, reality set in. The "NEW AMERICA" is not America at all-only a barren land. 1. There are very few crops that have flourished because the nation was built on a slave-supported system. 2. There are no cities with tall skyscrapers because Alexander Mils, a black man, invented the elevator, and without it, one finds great difficulty reaching higher floors. 3. There are few if any cars because Richard Spikes, a black man, invented the automatic gearshift, Joseph Gambol, also black, invented the Super Charge

Lori's Story
My story starts in 1991 when I was 19 years old. I met a wonderful man named Gary and finally in 1993 we decided to start a family. I got pregnant and 7 weeks later had a miscarriage. It was tough, but I thought, "Okay, this is just something that happens." The first miscarriage was such a scare that we waited another 3 years before trying again. Again, after 7 weeks, another miscarriage. The doctors said it's just something that happens. After my 5th loss, we decided it was time to see a specialist. I've had every test imaginable and everything came back good. So is this just something that happens? We continued trying all the way up to 2005. That is when I suffered my 8th and last miscarriage. I think that was the worst one. At my age then (33), I knew that there was probably no hope left. We decided for my well-being to stop trying. God has kept me sane and I don't blame anyone, I just can't understand why. I do believe that time helps heal wounds, and mine are gradually healing d

Whats Up?
hey, whats up everyone? my computers broke and i'm havein' to share another computer.its a real pain. anyways i hope to have my computer up and running soon.then i'll beable to get on cherrytap more. later, mag

Its All Good
I LOVE TO HUNT,FISH,CAMP, 4 WHEELER RIDE,MY KIDS,I LOCE COUNTRY MUSIC ,AND IF THERE IS ANYTHING U WANNA KNOW JUST SEND ME A MESSAGE .I LOVE TALKIN TO PEOPLE AND MEETIN NEW PEOPLE ALSO I LIVE IN LOUISIANA HAVE BEEN HERE FOR 35 YEARS ,IM 35/FEMALE/LOUISIANA /REDDISH BROWN HAIR HAZEL EYES 5'1 AND 160 .THATS ABOUT IT IM JUST A SIMPLE COUNTRYGIRL

Alone
Alone I sit same as always eyes stareing blankly at the scene that lay before me. Always they smile, always I cry but no one seems able to save me. Harsh wind slaps into my face, tears begin to fall down my cheeks my fist tightins but still no love no hope do I feel. Why are they all like that? Why do they leave me alone? Ignoring my screams my tears my crys for help and love Alone again Alone forever I wounder how it feels that feeling called love

Nj: M Blk Lab/staffie X Living Outside In Cage Needs Res
This boy is living outside in a cage in this heat, and the people do NOT want him. If any rescue or person can help him, please let me know or email the email address below. Cosmo is a gorgeous Lab/Staffie mix with beautiful golden eyes. Approx. 2 years old. This boy has lots of potential, if just given half a chance. Please pass on to anyone that might open their heart to him and take him out of this bad situation he is in. This boy will blend in at a shelter, and because of his breed mix his chances will not be plenty. Please give this boy the opportunity he deserves.This is Cosmo and he is looking for a new home where he can be spoiled and loved. He is currently living in a cage outside, and its way too hot for him out there now. He loves to be with people, and is so happy when he gets to run around and play ball with kids. He has alot of energy, and really needs to be in a home where he can run, and be the goofy dog he is, freely. He would do best in a home with no other d

Another Year !!
Another year has gone by, in a few seconds it'll be Aug. 8 my b-day. As I sit here and think another year wow!! I can't help hash out a few things in my mind, so my friends just hang in there with me, not sure where this blog is going! Let's see another year and what can I say. My mind is full and my soul screaming for answers. My heart is heavy tonight. You think that everything that I've gone through in these last few years would make me ready for anything. I've gone through hell a few times this year and I've gone to heaven a few times as well. But when it all comes down to it it's a bit hard to know what is the things that mean the most to me. I can't answer that. I mean you think about it and does anyone really truly know what means the most to them out of all that is our life. I mean I think about the past and man I don't even know what to think or feel right now. First I find out about the shadowy part of me ,then I make a family out of the others in the shadows. Then l

Cell
That song again Hearing it go off Ringing in my ears Effort to try paying attention Ignoring that buzzing. Technology and its marvels Useful when it can be Nightmare when religion becomes The puppet master of the machine I always thought cells were in the body Not attached to the ear. Rule break People ignore My sighs watching a show Can't stand hearing the words Yeah, maybe, sure, and bye. Turn off means very close To the point it is broken Another ring that sounds horrible I don't find it a problem or annoyance A discomfort to my happiness

Update About My Son!!!!please Read
Doctors just came in and told my son they will be transferring him to San Fransco hospital...Dont know why or what her reason is but think that they may be getting ready to do something...Please pray that whatever it is it works as his potassium is not stabilizing...They were talking about starting dialisis...All I know is we need all the prayer we can get from all that finds it in there heart to reach out for a stranger...God Bless You All...KNIGHTSKITTY

No Title
She lies on the bed ..pills by her head.. thinking of the days when he made her smile he left her alone ..never came home no one around to help her now this is her choice .. this is her how this life of pain is almost over now the darkness seeps into her view the world turns gray this is her choice ..this is her day M.A.S

Naked Daffodils!
The March wind roars Like a lion in the sky, And makes us shiver As he passes by. When winds are soft, And the days are warm and clear, Just like a gentle lamb, Then spring is here. "There's nothing coming down the tracks that I can't handle!" ...Happy March 1st!

Life
Sometimes life throws us curves balls. It all depends on how we take it. We can either stand there and let it hit us or move out of the way and ignore it. If we stand there and let it hit us then we learn from it. It might take a few hits but in the end when we learn from it. If we choose to ignore it we have learned nothing. I chose in life to ignore the curve ball and life was hard. When I finally let hit it me I was able to see things I never had before. Life is only what we make of it so either get hit or move away but in the end getting hit is the best choice.

Erotic Stories Cd
I have had a few guys request that I take the time to record myself reading my stories and have the stories that I have read on a CD and sell it to those who would like a copy. Just wondering if there is enough interest in such a CD to make it worth my while. Who might be interested?

Fire In Her Heart
Fire in Her Heart bt LateNiteFantasy© Fire in Her Heart Fire in her heart She kneels before him Silent and still Dressed only in sunlight Bent to his will Her fiery curls Fall like rain On her face She never imagined Herself in this place Her blue eyes lowered Shy and sincere She relaxes completely Feeling no fear Her mind is exploding With so many dreams Of magic and pleasure And passionate screams She can’t comprehend Herself in his eyes Each moment together Is such a surprise Through him she awakens To a stunning new view Herself, full of beauty That she never knew And the future is cloudy Confused and unclear But only this moment matters Right now and right here She falls into his arms With all of her will And dares to believe In passion fulfilled

Ah, What A Damned Day
today was one of those days i'd rather have not happened. ever have one of those? the kind of day that you just want to erase from your memory? to start with, i'm just tired today. i've been tired for the past week or so, but can't seem to sqeeze in enough sleep time. i went to work and spent some time cleaning the studio so it was all shiny and clean and in comes my first client and the kids trash the place. shoot their sitting, send them on their way, clean some more. aquisition more clients into the studio, and spend from noon to 2:40 with them for god's sake. take their money, send them on their way and try to find something to eat... but who do i run into in the granola isle? yeah, my stalker. text my friend the cop. he texts me back and says hang loose, all will be ok. back to my studio - get my head bit off because my next client had a 3p appt and it was ---- 3:01 --- ooo damn. give me a m-f-in break. a minute. shoot her pictures, have no mercy on he

A Birthday 2 Remember Hehe
it was march 24th at 9.p.m and i was getting ready to spend my birthday at the movies wit a friend, i was checken my emails while i was waiting and all of a sudden my phone rang, it was him callin to tell me he was waiting outside.. i grabbed my jacket an headed out. we were sitting next to eachother listenen to music and talking, he reached over and gently placed his handon mine, we come to a stop light and he leans over an softly kisses me on the cheek, when he went to lean back over an impulse came over me and i found myself placen a hand on each side his face an i was softly pressing my lips against his. i slowly open my eyes slightly in shock from his amazingly graceful kiss. he gives me this soft smile and i lean over placen my right hand over the left side of his chest i start kissing the right side of his neck softly. i can hear his breathe getting a little faster, i stop using both hands i slowly unbuckle his pants and pull his dick out, using my right hand softly grippin my f

Chicken Casserole
1 (10 3/4 oz) cam cream of chicken soup 1 (10 3/4 oz) can cream of celery soup 1 (10 3/4 oz ) can cream of mushroom soup 1 cup water 1 ( 2-2 1/2 lb) whole cut up fryer 1 cup converted rice Pour cream of celery soup, cream of chicken soup, cream of mushroom soup and water over rice. Place a washed , salted fryer on top of rice and soup mixture. Cover with foil and bake for 1 hour at 350 degrees. Uncover and brown chicken for 30 minutes. Makes 4-6 servings

5 Years. 40-45. Dann All Ist Gut!!!
Tro: Du har nevnt forbindelsen mellom Hitlers jødeutryddelser og Aztekerenes menneskeofringer. Har du noen referanser til påstanden? BZ: Først og fremst oppdagelsen av Jesus som egypter. En oppvåkning om dette og forståelsen av Egypts betydning fører til et mentalt ras. For en jødehater som Hitler kan det ha ført til et ekstremt vannvidd underbygget av den første verdenskrigens totale sammenbrudd i mennesklighet som dessuten finner sin parallell i Stalins utrenskninger. Og vi må huske at Hess, personen som ganske sikkert fortalte Hitler om sammenhengen mellom Egypt, jødene og Jesus, så på sine medsammensvorne under Nurenberg-rettsakene med idiotens blikk. Han spilte klovn med full rett ettersom de som kjente hans sannhet var kun massemordere. Og de som skulle dømme ham levde i en annen verden. En annen som kan ha kommet til den samme innsikten er Bowie. Han gir i sangen 5 Years en beskrivelse av kommende undergang med en innlevelse som kun en aztekisk prest ville kunne forstå.

Dibble And A Dabble Again
awww, the darkness fades Today your smile shines Hope into my life The bottle is empty The needle still hangs From my vein Ahhh the sun shines again today You made my darkness go away The sun shines again today You found me down at my lowest point I felt as if I was At the bottom of the well Souls of my feet were burning From the fires of hell And there you are to save the day The start of a new day has come The sun shines again today You made my darkness go away The sun shines again today I was wandering like a lost fool I made myself into a tool Dragging my heart around Leaving my soul behind Sunk so low, to the bottom of the well So low, losing my soul

Romantic Rhymes Lmao!!!
PLEASE RATE THIS FOR ME! THANKS! BUNNY THESE ARE ENTRIES TO A WASHINGTON POST COMPETITION ASKING FOR A TWO-LINE RHYME WITH THE MOST ROMANTIC FIRST LINE, AND THE LEAST ROMANTIC SECOND LINE: My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife. Marrying you has screwed up my life. I see your face when I am dreaming. That's why I always wake up screaming. Kind, intelligent, loving and hot; This describes everything you are not. Love may be beautiful, love may be bliss, But I only slept with you 'cause I was pissed. I thought that I could love no other- That is until I met your brother. Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so are you. But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead, the sugar bowl's empty and so is your head. I want to feel your sweet embrace; But don't take that paper bag off your face. I love your smile, your face, and your eyes Damn, I'm good at telling lies! My love, you take my breath away. What have you stepped in to smell this

By, Maullana
Siapa Lagi Di Hati Ini Selain Dirimu Meskipun bumi retak karna gempa.. Meskipun bulan jatuh dari peraduannya... Taukah engkau rasa cintaku slalu padamu... Tak ada yang lain di dalam dada ini.. Hari-hariku slalu ada bayangmu... Dan dalam tutur katapun ada namamu.. Kau adalah darah dalam dagingku... Dan takkan pernah terhapus dari nadiku.. Di atas gunung yang tinggi.. Kan kuteriakkan namamu sekeras mungkin.. Agar alam mendengar sumpah cintaku... Hanya engkau yang ada di hati ini... Kan kubawa engkau dalam surga cinta.. Dalam biduk samudera pelangi indah... Kan kupeluk dikau...yang nyata dan di hati.. Siapa lagi selain dirimu dalam cintaku? Betapaku memujamu.. Dalam setiap sudut keping hati ini.. Slalu ada titik bagimu.. Untuk merangkai garis cinta dalam hatiku... Cilegon 15 Februari 2009 By, maullana

Help Me Godfather
Worshipful Master's Fu-Anniversary is March 12th! That Is Less Than A Month Away! And His Wish Is To Be Godfather! Before His One Year Anniversary! imikimi - Customize Your World! He's A Wonderful Friend and Person! You All Know how hard it is to reach the Goals On Fubar Without Assistance from another Fu-Friend. So Please Go Rate Him and Bling Him. Hell Give Him Auto 11's To Help Him Achieve His Goal To Becoming Fubar's Next imikimi - Customize Your World! Ray Will Definitely Repay All That Help Him Achieve His Goal This Pimpout Brought To You By!

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Look at me with lust in your eyes Smile like I make you happy Lean against me like you need me Kiss me like you want me Hold me like you mean it Tell me that you enjoy it without using any words. Show me your dreams Share your hopes Let me see just a small glimpse of your world I'll surrender my heart open up and allow you to touch my soul If you'll let me teach you uncondtional love.

Blocked!? Lmfao
This is good... someone writes a blog about their ex that left him over a year ago, AFTER she moves out of her house and can't get online anymore, and advertises how she's a skank in his status, and that he blogged it... puts it in his status for about 2 weeks straight! Fishing for sympathy?? Maybe... read on... THEN, he goes and makes another one today, slandering her even more, insisting he had to "everyone" blog it, because he couldn't email her because he forgot her email address. IT'S HER FIRST INITAL AND LAST NAME @ yahoo dot com. After dating her ONLINE for a year and a half, he forgets her name is her email addy? Also, if he forgot that, how does he remember every little detail about what she did wrong to him? Pfft, damned if I know. I pointed these obvious faults to his logic out in his blog, and guess what? Soon as I out that her email addy is her name, HE DELETES ALL MY COMMENTS AND BLOCKS ME!! /dies This is someone who BRAGS that he never blocks anyone beca

Tit;le~
Hello to all that reads these things, I really dont have a lot to say, I am sat here thinking about something and not sure what it all means, Not sure if it's a sign of Luck or just my emotions are trying to take a jet trip from my brain to my heart. I know, I got a way with wording things and if you do not understand what I am on about, just ask ,If I want you to know I will

So It Seems
that every other thing I do here,I get bouncer checked.Is this BJ's way of telling me I need to buy a vip?Or is it that I am just enough of a douchebag that he thinks I deserve this?Personally I think he is mad b/c of my other account and is butt hurt. OR It could really have nothing to do with myself or him.(which is higly unlikely b/c we all know how awesome I am) Either way Im not buying into that shit and will just continue to bitch about it. CHEERS

Been Burned...
Maybe I am noticing this more because I have been looking for it, but it seems there are a good number of women that feel ALL men are assholes, posers, liars, whatever...I use the internet to meet people, especially women due to my schedule and lack of time where women are. I have read many profiles on this as well as other sites that women, whom are trying to meet men I might add, feel that men are all liars or cheats. I am willing to wager about everyone that has dated on a regular basis has had their bad stretches. I have literally dated several women in a row that were crazy, stalker types. I do not condemn all women. I learn and start over. If I couldn't trust women anymore I would be a monk. I suggest women that feel that way should either get over it or become a nun. The rest of the world doesn't want to hear how you've become narrow-minded due to the last two guys that cheated on you. And smart guys won't want to date you. The only guys that will be interested will be the ones

My Paper Heart
Love unrequited, dreaming of better daysdoesn't seem to mattermuch anyways I thought you were an angelsent to save mefrom this hell that I createdhere on my own. long hours thinkingshadows on the wallthe day disappears and leaves me with nightfallthat's when it happensin the long, strange hours of the nightI lie still thinkinglistening to my heart beatso loud so alonea rhythm in my headpounding and demandingdrums on a distant shorewhere has it gonethe days we spent lost but not forgottenlost or stolen demons in my headsnakes in my bedtorn like so much paperburning, burning, burningit's goneso far gonetoo, too lateto do anything but crywhy did it endbefore it begandistant memoriesnothing left but tears and ashesof my paper heart.

For The Ladies...first Blog Of 2010...
So it’s 2010. And here’s the first blog of what promises to be a fun year again here I’m sure. Nothing too extravagant as I’m on 2 hrs of sleep..lol..This is a “feel free to click & take” moment. Mostly for the ladies I’m sure, as I hear non-stop about all of these issues as well. I’m sure some will put it to good use..This picture below… ..and was found on the page of…. Cute_but_Psycho ®@ fubar Hope you all had an amazing New Year’s. Here’s to 2010.…peace…

New Blog
hello... the old blog has gone. so it is the best to start over again. at first i will introduce some older material that could still be seen here. i am sure it is interesting for the most people. when you don't like it... just don't watch. the blog is marked as nsfw. i would like to show you what a former slavegirl from me wrote about her training. Ex-Slavegirl S I will never forget the day "Misterak" known to me now as Sir... my Master, my Owner came into my life. He changed my life for the greater. I had always fantasized about being a slavegirl, being owned. However I had never been in touch or talked with a dom that had an effect on me to completely surrender myself to him. Until Sir sent me an email simply asking me if I make a good slavegirl. I was fascinated by him form the start. His authority is ever present when he is near. Sir is not onlydom but he is charming, witty and extremely intelligent and well educated. Beeing in his presence is a v

Bug Spray
A salesman was traveling through the country side, flogging insect repellent. He came to a farmhouse and tried his pitch on the farmer."Sir, my bug spray is so good you will never be bitten again. I guarantee it."The farmer was dubious."Young man, I'll make you a proposition. I'll tie you out in my cornfield buck naked, covered with that bug spray. If there is not a single bite on you come morning, I'll buy a whole case from you. And get everyone in the county to buy a case......we will make you rich.The salesman was delighted.They went to the field and he stripped. The farmer sprayed him thoroughly with the bug spray and tied him to a stake. Back to the house went the farmer. The next morning, the farmer and his family trooped out to the cornfield. Sure enough, the salesman was there, hanging in his bonds, not a single bite on him. Yet he was a total wreck!Pale, ghastly, haggard, and drawn, but not one bite on him. The farmer was perplexed. "Son," he said, "Now, you don't have a bite

Damaged Goods
I'm like a car that can't run right - too much hasbeen broken, from the promises that he made me, to the awful words that were spoken You can give me time, all that you have, in this lifetime that we live - but it willnever be enough for I have no more loveto give. As much as I'd like to let you holdme tight within your arms, I'm damaged goods, a smashed photograph, a heart that's frozen to all your charms. I hope someday, you'll accept me as a friend, and maybe then you'll see, that healing cannot come my way, for broken hearts never heal completely. I reach to you Hoping you see I will always love you.. But only Time and Patience Will help me heal.. Can you be there? Or are you going to run away? And say Screw it, its threw?

I Love Everybody
I am so deeply concerned that some of you might die of shock and that would upset me so Sproet and I are changing personas I have to be sweet and gentle and kind like her and she has to be a raging lunatic bitch like me the one who cracks first is a big fat loser ! I LOVE YOU ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL please pray for me

Zenith Watch Ambassador Vicente Del Bosque - Jose Antonio Grande
In 2010 summer, Vicente del bosque led the Spanish national soccer team to the top of the world in South Africa. Under his direction, la roja played the best soccer on offer at this year’s world Cup. The team ran as smoothly as a Swiss watch, according to the press. ironically, Switzerland was the only team to beat the Spanish selection during the entire tournament! Happily, it seems the coach did not take offense at this unusual faux pas. he is now the new ambassador of the Fake Zenith Chronomaster_Zenith Watches_replica Zenith watches brand, the Swiss Manufacture that created the world’s most accurate mechanical chronograph: the famous El Primero. On July 11th, all of Spain went wild when Andrés Iniesta, nicknamed “The Particle Accelerator”, brought World Cup victory to his country for the first time in its history. This triumph was primarily down to the work of one man: the high priest of polished soccer and a manager with excellent people skills, who ch

Meow
dear bloggy, this is my first one since 2010... im sick of people so im going to clear out my yahoo list. i guess its not the quanity of friends but the quality so im going to start looking for better friends! brett ordered a 7.50 drink and only had 5 bucks he annoys me so much! so i had to pay for it he angrys me so much! love, ruthie

I Never Learn
I've broken Too many things That I can Never repair Shattered the Trust Of those I loved As if I Never cared All I did Was hurt myself Though they too Felt the Pain I warned them All To stay Away But their heart Overwrote Their brain

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Paradise...tesla
Hold me close now, hold me tight, don't let go of me tonightYou're all I want, you're all I needHold me close now, hold me tight, and don't let go of me tonightSweet paradise, yeahHow I love all of those crazy little things you've said and done for meYou're the one for meDarlin', dry your eyes, I can't stand to see you cryNow just turn and walk away, don't look back when I say goodbye paradiseDays go by and life goes on, I feel I've been away too longWhat I would give to be with you, days go by and life drags onFeel I've been away too long, for much too long, yeahAnd all the while that I'm away, don't let our love fade awayDon't you fade awayNow as sure as the sun is gonna shine, the day will comeNow I'm waitin' for the day, there'll be no more sayin' goodbye paradiseMy sweet paradise, you are the reason why it tears me up insideAnd I break down and cry, didn't wanna say goodbye paradiseI'm comin' home to you tonight, comin' home to you tonightSo hold on tight, tonight I'm

The Tomato Garden.....
Got this in an email from my local Italian restaurant.....Good thing I wasn't drinking anything at the time or else I would have spewed from my nose. :P An old Italian man lived alone in Brooklyn. He wanted to plant his annual tomato garden, but it was very difficult work, as the ground was hard. His only son, Vincent, who used to help him, was in prison. The old man wrote a letter to his son and described his predicament: Dear Vincent, I am feeling pretty sad, because it looks like I won't be able to plant my tomato garden this year. I'm just getting too old to be digging up a garden plot. I know if you were here my troubles would be over... I know you would be happy to dig the plot for me, like in the old days. Love, Papa A few days later he received a letter from his son Vincent. Dear Pop, Don't dig up that garden. That's where the bodies are buried.

[15,000 Addendums To The Plan]
So I was badgered into going to a Royals game this week. Not that I hate live baseball- I hate driving to and in KC, and I hate getting in and out of Kauffman stadium. So we thought we'd go to a weekday game for a no-name opponent (no cubs, socks, cards, yanks etc). Low attendance, in and out, easy peezey? Right? RIGHT!? WRONG! My dad's flipping through the news and we hear this little tidbit "And 15,000 teenage kids won admission to Thursday's game between the Royals and the Diamondbacks" "... how many?" "15,000" "... which day?" "Thursday" ... .. . "FUCK!" So... irritated. Anyway, the photo-ref Kampfer(s) is coming along, and I've almost completed the epilogue levels on Trauma Team. "But what's after trauma team!?" The bottom of the barrel. And where the FUCK is my mail? Completed my change of address forms a month ago and I've received dickall in the mail. ... so much bullshit coming this week. You could ask, but I probably don't want t

Robbed V2
If you read the previous blog of mine, you will see that the place I work was robbed this morning. They now have a video of the stores surveillance camera. Here's the link if you want to look:: http://www.wchstv.com/newsroom/eyewitness/110803_6075.shtml

The Rising Interest In Winter Snowboarding North Face Jackets To Keep You Warm
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Good Things Happen To The Wicked Lol
Well, i continue to heal after my pacemaker surgery, and since the docs dont want me working, i started writing a book on my all time love, the west. Its called The streets of Tombstone(After the OK Corral). Yesterday i recieved a call from a publishing company interested in the book based on the samples i e-mailed them, and they might be sending me a contract to publish it! I cannot tell u what a gift from God that is, because writiing keeps me from going outta my mind with boredom. So im working hard on getting everything wrapped up on that end, and hopefully success will be headed my way soon!

Rockstar Or Not?
I tried out a Rockstar bling to see what it does & see how it could help Level 49s working for 1,000 Likes :) It gets attention for your LIKE button :( The double LIKE counts in your daily Likes but NOT YOUR LEVELING LIKEs (counts as only 1) :) It earned me 5M points when I ran it with a new boomerang (I'm a lousy bomber & don't get that many points from a bomb) :( You can get liked again but you can't like the friends again if you liked them already that day :) It was FUN! :( Only lasts 4 hours Maybe that will help you to decide to use one or not - but I advise you do not start it until you have 200+ likes in your daily count & that you keep at Liking & Commenting on others pages (global mumms help with them too) GLITCH WITH MULTIPLE ROCKSTARS IN A DAY is fixed, I think Promoted Members Box does NOT restore your LIKE button under your picture with 2nd Rockstar & after!!

Stuff And Whatnot.
Not done one of these for a while so just a quick update. Still sleeping on a sofa, still looking for a proper job.Got a tax refund, thought I had a job, things were looking up, but not completely for long. Have to actually apply for the job now rather than it being a sure thing, though I still may get lucky. Trying not to spend that money so I can use it to pay a deposit on a flat or flat share of my own in the near future once I get some regular income coming. Looking forward to the olympics, should still be stewarding there as long as I'm processed by the employers on time. Have a new Samsung Galaxy mini, what I'm using to get online. Other than that, things are kinda dull. At least I have a vague internet connection to stave off a little boredom now.

How To Choose A Reliable Virtual Server Hosting Provider?
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My Mewsick
Yes, us two, you and me I ain’t talkin’ bout nobody else you and I. Just trust me and follow me, I ain’t lyin’I promise baby it’ll be the best time in our life.this might sound lame but I knew my life was destined to change ever since I learned your name. No need for long words, just love that’s all we need. After the night passes, and when morning comes I will lay by your side girl I promise thats no doubt I’m a hustler but you tought me how to grind, kiss me like it’s our first kiss we’re still on time. Im a rapper but I will even sing for youSo come closer to me.Every time I’m with yeah baby I laugh a lot such great humor and on top of that damn you’re hot every cat be staring at you whenever you passed the block you’re so fly you be chilling with them astronauts.I love you girl more than I love my selfyou can count on me baby don't hurt your selfI love you girl more than I love my selfyou can lean on

Apple Ipad Mini; Analista Elogia Design De Mini Ipad
Fonte da notícia: Efox Mini iPad da Apple poderá apresentar moldura de alumínio anodizado, à semelhança de novo Apple iPhone 5, mantendo características de iPads anteriores. O Apple iPad mini poderá muito bem vir a ser o tablet mais agradável, pelo menos em termos estéticos, da Apple. De acordo com as informações avançadas pelo BGR, Brian White - analista da Topeka - afirma estar em contacto com vários dos fornecedores de componentes para o mini iPad da Apple, tendo concluído que o próximo tablet da fabricante da maçã poderá ultrapassar o novo iPad no que diz respeito à sensação que transmite quando o seguramos, além de sublinhar que a Apple não se restringiu em termos estéticos. Vários dos rumores sobre o Apple iPad mini sugerem que o pequeno tablet de 7 polegadas deverá apresentar uma cobertura de alumínio preto anodizado, semelhante à imagem disponibilizada pelo Gizmodo, embora se possa diferenciar ligeiramente dos modelos anteriores ao apresentar uma "moldu

Wandering - 06/13/02 - For Cory
Wandering It feels as through I just wander. Listlessly through this world. Without a thought, then they pour in. Just like life, the water, covers me. I cry, though. Without the thoughts I wouldn't live. Life no meaning. I would just wander. But still I am wandering, only with thoughts Not without them. Just without you. my friend. I am wandering. maybe we wander together. and will pass in the night. Yet I hold no hope for that. I realize your gone. Yet hope inside. your not. that you are out wandering like me. Quiet thoughts, screaming in your head. tears streaming from your cheeks. Like mine, looking, searching. wandering. I will find you, I will cry with you. Or I will cry alone. As I am wandering. Hoping to find you. Wandering. for my Cory Cory Alexander Edwards March 17th 1980- May 27th 2002Written on June 13th 2002

I Told You!!
You scored as Captain Jack Sparrow. Roguish,quick-witted, and incredibly lucky, Jack Sparrow is a pirate who sometimes ends up being a hero, against his better judgement. Captain Jack looks out for #1, but he can be counted on (usually) to do the right thing. He has an incredibly persuasive tongue, a mind that borders on genius or insanity, and an incredible talent for getting into trouble and getting out of it. Maybe its brains, maybe its genius, or maybe its just plain luck. Or maybe a mixture of all three. James Bond, Agent 00788%Captain Jack Sparrow88%Batman, the Dark Knight83%Lara Croft79%The Amazing Spider-Man75%Neo, the "One"71%The Terminator67%El Zorro67%William Wallace63%Maximus

Feeling Loved!!!
Most of us in the world need to feel loved to get by, especially when life gets hard and we are faced with challenges!! Thats when we should make others feel loved, not be greedy and care for only ourselves!! For I strongly believe, that in order to receive love, we must first express love for someone first, unconditionally!!! Ofcourse, we all believe in different things! So I challenge you all to show love, unconditionally, to someone, anyone, and see what happens! You will feel a lot better by making others feel special than by waiting for someone to make you feel that way!! We are not here to care for ourselves, thats for someone who loves us to do! We are here to show opthers that without them, we would not be who we are, and we would not love the way we love!!! Its others that bring out the best in us! Lets take some time to show people how much we care about them! It only takes a comment, or maybe something smaller!! Go ahead, I dare you to do it!!!!

Global Warming Equals Socialism
Global Warming Equals Socialism "Global warming is the ideal scare campaign for those who are doing all they can to secure strict control over society, business, and the minutest details of individual life." As Horner explains, "if global warming really were as bad as the Leftist doomsayers insist it is, then no policy imaginable could 'solve' it . . . no matter how much we sacrifice there would still be more to do. That makes global warming the bottomless well of excuses for the relentless growth of Big Government." http://www.newsmax.com/archives/articles/2007/2/6/155027.shtml

Chicago Slang
CHICAGO SLANG 1. Grachki (grach'-key): Chicagoese for "garage key" as in, "Yo, Theresa, waja do wit da grachki? Howmy supposta cut da grass if I can't git intada grach?" 2. Sammich: Chicagoese for sandwich. When made with sausage, it's a sassage sammich; when made with shredded beef, it's an Italian Beef sammich, a local delicacy consisting of piles of spicy meat in a perilously soggy bun. 3. Da: This article is a key part of Chicago speech, as in "Da Bears" or "Da Mare" (the latter denoting Richard M. Daley, or Richie, as he's often called). 4. Jewels: Not family heirlooms or a tender body region, but a popular name for one of the region's dominant grocery store chains. "I'm goin' to Jewels to pick up some sassage." 5. Field s: Marshall Field, a prominent Chicago department store. Also Carson Pirie Scott, another major department store chain, is simply called " Carson 's." 6. Tree: The number between two and four.

New Addition
we have a new addition to our house...a jack-rat terrier named Cooper Valo Harris....our cat halloween does not like him! they have got the whole garfield and odie thing going on but, hopefully with time they will adleast be okay with each other....

A Friend Needs Help
Can all of my friends that read this please go and vote for my friend and her gf? Under girls she's #3"sketel" and under the "guys" her gf is #1 "Juicy" so please vote for them both!!! http://www.fubar.com/bartender

Sista's!!!
We are mixing it up a bit! It is taking so long to get the Traveling Pepsi Hat around that I am going to create a folder for Pepsi adding 1 new salute a week. I will start with mine...*hehe* then go in the order that they were made!!! WWWWWWWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Hot
I still have my doubts if guys like this still exist. I think unfortunately my gender has killed chivelry in men. “Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her.'” - Anonymous

The Right Spot
The Right Spot by LateNiteFantasy© Long hard wood Balls right there Many holes to choose from Ram into and declare My body bent over Pressed firmly down Ready for the line up Now go to town If you need help I’ll grab my shaft Guide it to the spot Help perfect your craft Slide the wood Hit with balls Into the hole Against these walls Through the “V”-shape You will slide Your hard wood After my guide Faster, faster Harder you go But one mistake Your game will slow For I’ll take over And be in command Taking the wood Into my hand Here I control it In here, in there Now my movements Are everywhere Actions so fast It’s had to keep track So pause for a moment Take a step back Look at your options But keep your cool Because that’s a key tactic To winning a game of pool

Women Over 30
This is for all you girls 30 years and over ... and for those who are turning 30, and for those who are scared of moving into their 30's...AND for guys who are scared of girls over 30!!!!..... This was written by Andy Rooney from CBS 60 Minutes. Andy Rooney says: As I grow in age, I value women who are over 30 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 30 will never wake you in the middle of the night to ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 30 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do. And, it's usually something more interesting. A woman over 30 knows herself well enough to be assured in who she is, what she is, what she wants and from whom. Few women past the age of 30 give a hoot what you might think about her or what she's doing. Women over 30 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of

Forgiveness
Forgiveness by angel eyez The dreams you dream are merely images of a darkened soul inflicting pain on me. Drown your acceptance and believe in me. The power of love is all I need. The warmth of your touch the motion, the feel entirely of your heartbeat. Do you love? Are you free? Can you let go of all those secluded worries? I love your compassion I can hear your heart beat for another, to love you like I do. Why won't you realize my love is for you I understand you want to leave and I will release you. But let it be known it was only Love for you I have ever shown

Mom
Naomi Juanita Dadisman Naomi Juanita Dadisman, age 87, born in Grafton, WV on December 8, 1920, passed away Saturday, September 13, 2008 at home in the arms of her loving husband, Solen to whom she was married to July 26, 1939 for 69 years. Preceded in death by their infant daughter, Nedra Sue in 1948; her parents, Russell and Bessie Butcher; brother, Russell (Bud); two sisters, Loretta Jones and Bonnie Jean Miller. Survived by husband, Solen; two daughters, Donna (Emory) Covington and Tammy Dadisman; four sons, Sonny (Pat), Jerrold (Rhonda), Paul (Jean) and David; 22 grandchildren; 32 great grandchildren and one great great grandchild. She was a member of the Silver Park Church of Christ, Alliance, Ohio. She loved being a housewife and mother. She enjoyed the time she spent at the family cabin, she called her playhouse on "Sweetwater" (Buchannon River). She collected owls and humming birds and doing crossword puzzles. In memory of her life, there will be an open house at the home f

The Sad One
Might as well go ahead and get this one out of the way.... this one is the plain black design that circles my elbow and forks down almost to my wrist. The design is actually initials. No one would ever know unless I point it out. It's really for me that way. And go ahead and look through the pics if you want....you'll never figure it out--bet ya. About 6 years ago, a good friend of mine from high school was murdered. A couple of guys were in his apartment when he came home. They shot him in the doorway and left him for dead. It's the hardest loss I've ever faced; he meant a lot to me so many years ago and was one person that accepted me just as I was, no questions asked. He died before he ever turned 21. The guys who killed him are serving more time for drug charges than for his murder. So, it's a memorial tattoo. I like to carry his memory with me always.

Onestone
The Indian With One Testicle There once was an Indian who had only one testicle and whose given name was 'Onestone'. He hated that name and asked everyone not to call him Onestone. After years and years of torment, Onestone finally cracked and said,' If anyone calls me Onestone again I will kill them!' The word got around and nobody called him that any more. Then one day a young woman named Blue Bird forgot and said, 'Good morning, Onestone.' He jumped up, g rabbed her and took her deep into the forest where he made love to her all day and all night. He made love to her all the next day, until Blue Bird died from exhaustion. The word got around that Onestone meant what he promised he would do. Years went by and no one dared call him by his given name until A woman named Yellow Bird returned to the village after being away. Yellow Bird , who was Blue Bird's cousin, was overjoyed when she saw Onestone. She hugged him and said, 'Good

Funny Christmas Carol Lmao
Twas the night before Christmas, and God it was neat. The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat. The doors were all bolted, the phone off the hook, It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. Momma in her teddy and I in the nude, Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube. When out on the lawn there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner, and momma went dry. Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangey reindeer. With a fat little driver, half out of the sled, A sock in his ear and a bra on his head. Sure as I'm speaking, he was high as a kite, And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Woa Shithead, woa Asshole, woa Stupid, woa Putz, Eith

Answer To My Problems
I think I have discovered a solution to keep cubecampers away from my desk! This is a genious idea. It will illiminate those times when I go silent on Fu and those moments when I miss the good blogs of mumms! It might not get babes in my shoutbox {cue the sound of crickets here}, but it might cut down on my lumens exposure from the lights. What do you think????

Much Luv
YOU HAVE BEEN TAGGED! Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I'M O.C.D. WHEN IT COMES TO THE WAY MY HOUSE IS CLEANED AND THE WAY LAUNDRY DONE 2. I CAN'T STAND WHEN PEOPLE PUT GUM IN ASHTRAY 3. I LOVE PINK & PLAYBOY BUNNY 4. 2 OF MY FAV. FLOWERS ARE ROSES AND DAISIES 5. I DON'T LIKE SEAFOOD 6. I LOVE COOKING 7. I TAKE LONG SHOWERS 8. I LOVE CANDLES/ FEBREEZE 9. I DO ABOUT 8,000 TEXT A MONTH(I DON'T LIKE TALKING ON PHONE) 10. I HAVE 2 ARRIVE EARLY ANYWHERE I HAVE TO BE(ANOTHER ONE OF THEM O.C.D. THINGS) LOL

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New Yahoo
dante0wns is gonna be a dead yahoo name after 10 years im bored with it so I am changing it to " DiabolicDante " ( without the . in the name like earlier reported ) so add if you want... I will keep the other name alive for a few more days but after that its gone !... Holla !

Are You *up* To It?
There is a two-letter word in English that perhaps has more meanings than any other two-letter word, and that word is 'UP.' It is listed in the dictionary as being used as an [adv], [prep], [adj], [n] or [v]. It's easy to understand UP, meaning toward the sky or at the top of the list, but when we awaken in the morning, why do we wake UP? At a meeting, why does a topic come UP ? Why do we speak UP, and why are the officers UP for election and why is it UP to the secretary to write UP a report? We call UP our friends and we use it to brighten UP a room, polish UP the silver, we warm UP the leftovers and clean UP the kitchen. We lock UP the house and some guys fix UP the old car. At other times the little word has a real special meaning. People stir UP trouble, line UP for tickets, work UP an appetite, and think UP excuses... To be dressed is one thing, but to be dressed UP is special.. And this UP is confusing: A drain must be opened UP because it is stopped UP.

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A little info on the "just some stuff I write" category. They are in no particular order. Some are even older than the time I've been on fu. They may not be for anyone specific or they may be for you. If indeed it is for you...more than likely you will get it via email or some other way. I write because I write, sometimes it flows and sometimes it doesn't. Some are pretty fucking good and let's face it....some are garbage. But I think it's smart to post the garbage as well. Just to show how the Muse works or doesn't work. Some are rantings that must be purged or it will poison me inside. I do write from deep within but sometimes it is embellished in some form to make it work. I am not always miserable (ok a lot of times I am). But it mostly works for the type of writing I do. And I am by far NOT the best (I have seen some amazing stuff on here) But writing is good for the soul therefore I do it. So I just wanted say that they are not in the order they were written. For some reason I th

Slightly Used Speculum
Slightly Used Speculum (Aliquippa) Date: 2010-02-01, 1:29AM EST Reply to: sale-crr6f-1580274766@craigslist.org [Errors when replying to ads?] I have a slightly used medical vaginal Speculum Iam taking offers on, it has been sterilized and will be again before sent out, if you want more pics of it I can send you more, just let me know! on it it reads. 3c 07 jarit 500-100 Germany Stainless 55 Iam mostly looking for offers of well anything, cash, items, computer parts, and well more medical instruments. Location: Aliquippa http://pittsburgh.craigslist.org/bar/1580274766.html Slightly used Speculum

Manditory Staff Meeting
Manditory Staff Meeting 4/18 - 9:00 pm EST. Please leave a comment below stating if you will be there. No comment & no show means you no longer have a position with Bad Habitz until you can find more time to come in... I have sent this to you in both yim and fubar... there is NO reason for no responce. Meeting will be held in here Please subscribe prior to the meeting... it will be changing to members only. Thank you

Thank You!!!
I WOULD LOVE TO THANK EVERYBODY ON FUBAR THAT BEEN SHOWING ME LOVE. I KNOW I'VE BEEN GONE FOR OVER A YEAR, BUT I WOULD LIKE TO SAY THANK YOU FOR ALL THE LOVE AND RESPECT THAT YOU'VE BEEN GIVING ME. THANKS EVERYONE WHO'S BEEN THERE ME FOR THE PAST 3 YEARS I'VE BEEN ON HERE. MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT! MNEWB

Tarot 2
Tried again, interesting... You are the Hanged Man Self-sacrifice, Sacrifice, Devotion, Bound. With the Hanged man there is often a sense of fatalism, waiting for something to happen. Or a fear of loss from a situation, rather than gain. The Hanged Man is perhaps the most fascinating card in the deck. It reflects the story of Odin who offered himself as a sacrifice in order to gain knowledge. Hanging from the world tree, wounded by a spear, given no bread or mead, he hung for nine days. On the last day, he saw on the ground runes that had fallen from the tree, understood their meaning, and, coming down, scooped them up for his own. All knowledge is to be found in these runes. The Hanged Man, in similar fashion, is a card about suspension, not life or death. It signifies selflessness, sacrifice and prophecy. You make yourself vulnerable and in doing so, gain illumination. You see the world differently, with almost mystical insights. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Fin

Lost
LostI have seen eternityI am the king of timeI am off the Edge of SanityMy living ain't no crimeA soldier of existencechosen to beProtector of the earthI'll last eternallyI awake into another spherereborn into the neverwhereAll alone in this spaceThere's no love nor disgraceMy body aches, I tremble with fearThe sky, the last I saw is no longer clearWater and ice cover the groundI can face reality, the world has drownedI try to move but I am caged in iceFloating bodies looking for their paradiseBut the truth is no longer fantasyin this world I am the only man to be. Chorus: I AM LOST, I WAS NEVER CREATEDI AM LOST, lIFE IS DEVASTATED We melt away and I feel the mudthat once was land for allthe sea of ice that used to bethe home of humanityMy soul is frozen, longing for fireI barely believe I see this sightAll I can face is eternal night.The sun awakes and shine on all the remainsThe ice that encaged my bodynow flows in strainsSoon I can move, and walk awayWhat the future

Be Safe Please
DON'T drink and drive- and DON'T ride with anybody who does.Tipsy Tow offered by AAA: 1-800-222-4357 You Don't have to be a AAA member, from 6pm-6am on new years eve/day they will take your drunk ass self and your car home for FREE. Save this number... 1-800-222-4357 write it down while sober!!! Please re-post this if you don't mind...

Disappearing
Fuabar family..... I am going to be disappearing for the next few months. I have a family outside of fubar that I need to push my energy to more... and work need to be more about addition to detail.. You guys were what got me through 2010 and I will never stay gone long.... I will still stay around on FB and will kind of hit skype every now and again. If you really need to get a hold of me you know how..... Prime

The Glow Radio
Sunday on The Glow Radio: DJ Joe D starts off our Sunday's with his amazing show live from Toronto, Canada at 7am Pacific/9am Central/10am Eastern DJ Kellie Khaos is next with her mix of all styles of music starting at Noon Pacific/1pm Mountain/2pm Central/3pm Eastern DJ Siren spinning 80's, 90's, Today's Rock, & Metal Music starting at 3pm Pacific/5pm Central/6pm Eastern next up is "Thee Witch" The Mistress of Goth, Hard Rock, & Metal Music starting at 6pm Pacific/8pm Central/9pm Eastern closing tonight will be the Bossman James Bound and tonight he will be spinning Classic Rock Music starting at 9pm Pacific/11pm Central/Midnight Eastern Tune in to The Glow Radio on iTunes; you can find us under Classic Rock in The Radio Directory or you can go to our website at: ___________________ www.TheGlowRadio.com Tune in and enjoy the best tus anyhere on the Web. The music community for the coolest cats in town! p FREE Music/LIVE DJs: Pick Your Player! B Click

"our Heavenly Home"
The good lord tells us of great things yet to be seen... But just what are they that we cannot see apparently it is not yet for us to be known.. But if you keep God in your heart you will end up in a heavenly home and from high above in the sky you will be able yo look down at all of Satan's sinners that God has left behind...

Easter
I'm not a Christian, although I was raised Russian Orthodox. I'm not anything, I'm just a person. I believe in evolution not in being ruled by dead people from a time I never knew. I was delivered to this condition by what is known in Greek as Thelema. But what is Easter?There was this person represented by the name Jesus Christ who had certain beliefs that upset the powers that be and they told him to denounce what he speaketh or vee Kill you. So the death of Jesus represents a very important milestone in "human evolution"; similar to the milestone of Abraham refusing to make a human sacrifice of his son. A person died for what they believed in and his followers saw the importance of that and felt morally compelled to somehow ensure that humanity, for the good of itself and for the good of "human evolution", remembered that fact. So it was decided that from the death of winter to the rebirth in Spring, when all buds and blooms are resurrected - that it Shall be remembered, that this

Obstacles Of Led Car Bulb Industry In China
The usage rate of LED car bulb in China is less than 1%, which have a greater gap compared with New Zealand and other countries whose usage rate reaches to 30%. The main obstacle in China LED lighting market is cost. LED chip production technology is difficult, the threshold is high, the temperature, humidity and power supply for the raising process if crystallization is very strict, the initial need to invest heavily to build factories. Currently, Taiwan is the main source of LED chips, which occupies 47% in the LED market, while LED industries in mainland China is more for the resin package processing, LED chips requires a lot of imports, which is a major cause of high cost; the other is that the domestic auto industry manufacturer and consumers are lack of awareness of LED auto bulb, who are used to making comparison of cost between LED auto bulb and traditional lights, which impact on the rapid pace of LED auto bulb industry. Dongguan Dingju LED auto bulb is a professional manu

Like A Hurricane
Once I thought I saw youin a crowded hazy bar,Dancing on the lightfrom star to star.Far across the moonbeamI know that's who you are,I saw your green eyesturning once to fire.You are like a hurricaneThere's calm in your eye.And I'm gettin' blown awayTo somewhere saferwhere the feeling stays.I want to love you butI'm getting blown away.I am just a dreamer,but you are just a dream,You could have beenanyone to me.Before that momentyou touched my lipsThat perfect feelingwhen time just slipsAway between uson our foggy trip.You are like a hurricaneThere's calm in your eye.And I'm gettin' blown awayTo somewhere saferwhere the feeling stays.I want to love you butI'm getting blown away.You are just a dreamer,and I am just a dream.You could have beenanyone to me.Before that momentyou touched my lipsThat perfect feelingwhen time just slipsAway between uson our foggy trip.You are like a hurricaneThere's calm in your eye.And I'm gettin' blown awayTo somewhere saferwhere the feeling stays.I want to

#5 The Butterfly Effect
In one scene in this movie, our hero must convince a religious cell mate in prison that he has just experienced 'stigmata'. In order to achieve this, he jumps back in time to when he was a child, skewers his hands on two metal spikes and having changed history, jumps back to the present. The previously skeptical cell-mate witnesses the scars appear on his hands and is convinced that he has just witnessed something miraculous. If this actually happened then he would have changed history so that those scars would always have been there since that time he made them. When he arrived back in the present, as far as the cell mate would have been concerned, those scars always would have been there. Someone hasn't thought this through.

The Next Time You Point A Finger I Might Have To Bend It Back Or Break It Off
it's all very confusing. one minute i'm down, depressed, and it's the end of the world. and the next, i am "happy", and optimistic.. one word sums it up: Bipolar. it's completely fucked up that i'm cursed with this disease. the one i refuse to take the supposed cure-all pills for. the one that takes me on the rollar coaster ride from hell every single day. today i feel ok. things have been a little turbulant here lately. my screwy mindset has been causing a lot of stress for Kenny and i. and since i've had the medical issues going on and haven't been able to have sex with him, things have been very tense. today changed the vibe of the playing field though. i was finally able to make love to him after almost a month of waiting. it was amazing. and i'm hoping that it will be the start of things getting back to normal around here.. it would help if i could keep my head above water.. it's completely unfair to him for me to be so up and down all the time. he never knows if i'm going

My Recovery
For those's who have been keeping up with my Status the last few months or on Facebookk or talking to me.. I went back to the Dr. today. I like the news he had given me today. My right shoulder is doing alot better now. He says it will be at least 2 months before i can do some things with that shoulder. I can live that. The other thing is I am done with PT for good. They just need to give me a excrise program to do at home. I know my daughter Terri will be cheering me on and helping me with the excireses that I need to do. Terri is 14 years old and has been my greastest support of getting through all of this and besides from friends who has been there too. I still have some pain here and there I can live with that, I like this pain compare to the pain i had before the surgery. I will be watching what i do with that shoulder as long as I dont hurt it again. I dont want to go through that again. Thanks to the great friends who have been there for me. I couldnt had done this with out you.

Darkness' Death. -5242011-
Ðarkness' Ðeath. Ðarkness, Ðie. Ðarkness ₣ear ϻy ℸiger's Σyes. ∦ematite Šteal Ðarkness' Šoul. ℟ose Ǿuartz' Łove, ϝill Γhe Ħole. ₣ire's Ϧite, ϖater's ħit; Δir's Ҕarsh ƀurn, Σarth's ℜough Ǥrit; Ðarkness' Ðeath. Ðarkness, Ðie. Ðarkness ώrithe ϖithin ℸiger's Σye. Φ ∴ Φ Š'ϻote Ĭ'βe

Hated
I have never understood that word until I get slammed for this and that never knew being different was a crime that to show your true self was not a good thing to show kindness was a weakness to even remotely give compassion was a bullseye on your back I was never the mean one I was that shy girl you saw reading nancy drew it never occured to me that the world was divided in two the real life one where you could at least fend off some attacks the internet world seems to hide alot of things a way to hurt others seems to be the leading thing whether its in a lounge insulting slamming a word is a word no matter if its internet or real life it can slice through even the toughest skin if you say it doesnt then you been on here too long a rhino is your hide now when once it was human i show love to all if its returned so be it if its tossed aside so be it im not a fake im me you may find it fun the lil bs pranks you toss my way but let me clue yo

It's Time
Nothing like waking up and starting your day. However, I woke up to a phone call at 7am. NOT my plan. I decided to kill time by coming on here until I had to get ready for work. That's when I realized.... I have friends that I don't remember accepting. Time to delete some people!!!

Instrumental Lover
Vision me as your grand piano, a baby grand... All keys anxiously await the touch of your hands Let me by you music notes, arranged on the sheet... Both hi and low will make your melody complete Hold me like a guitar, gentle yet steady... Begin to play it whenever you're ready I desire to be the flute that greets your lips... I long to feel the softness of your fingertips My heart beats like a drum whenever you are near... The tone of your voice whispers harmony to my ears Escape into my arms, meet me beneath the cover... I'll be your music piece, and you'll be my...instrumental lover

Empty...lost...gone
I look into my grey abyss of nothingness Down, deeper, drawn, pulled Slowly, sinking, there is nothing, no feelings exist, all emotion gone...A hollow heart, an empty hand Nowhere to turn, no place to go..Help me, bring me up, pull me out. No one to hear, I am falling Numbness, death, all hope is gone. Nothing is there, I am alone..No one cares, no one listens. Falling, falling away from everything, everyone Pain, intolerable pain..clutching, grabbing, only empty air Ever existing, never stopping, forever going Lost, gone, no more...Silent tears fall, no reason Take me away, hold me tight Pull me close, never leave Please....help

An Interview With Me
Okay, I've done this before and had some sucess and lots of fun. This is where you can ask me anything and I will reply honestly. Any questions asked must be respectful. Consider it an interview if you like. Other than respect and courtesy, there are no rules. All you have to do is drop a comment. I will then paste the comment in this little box and answer it, to keep everything in one place. Oh, another rule, you can't ask question after question after question. Give some other people a chance! Once this entry gets too long to read in one sitting, I'll start a new one. Have fun! GaZ whats your favorite book...the one you could read over and over again and never get bored of itHmmm...I was going to say I don't have a favorite book, but I guess I do. Mandy by Julie Andrews Edwards. Why? Because I read it as a child and fell in love with the magic within it's pages. I haven't read it in a very long time and even had to look up the title. Sad but that's the way the cookie cr

3 Need To Know To Buy Open-air Clothes Tips
You will find there's definitely not wish the smell that will nature allows your clothing and this options also best for the environment. Obviously, if you are going to shop for one of your personal, there are several some things to. Here are a few should know tips to keep in mind when you get yourself a clothesline Belstaff Jackets to use outdoors. 1.Take into account Different Apparel Line Options To start with, you need to think about the different options available when choosing your personal outdoor dresses line. There are numerous line possibilities that you can use external. There are rolltop ones that can be put up when you require them and then taken down when you find yourself down. Offset umbrella clotheslines are available that will fold available like an patio umbrella, providing a region to dry and fresh your apparel. Even North Face Jackets the hassle-free line dangled from two posts is an choice to consider. Look at all your solutions and then you could make the most

Contact
The previous was their message. What will be is uncertain. They know what is supposed to happen. But the future could come about differently. That's why they're here. They said it is up to us. Shall we choose slavery or will we realise our faults?Every action has its reaction. Let us make better decisions on our actions and change the coming reactions.

Outside Of The Bedroom
I've had the most amazing week. My best friend in the world has been visiting, and she and I have had a really fun time. Now, get your mind out of the gutters. This isn't a blog bragging about incredible skills in the bedroom. You see, I have lived along pretty much all my life. I guess you'd call me a bit of a loner. I've never been one to have tons of friends over all the time. And that is what's made this week so incredible. The number one greatest thing, has been just to have a hand to hold, a cheek to kiss, a smile to see. The other night, I came home from work. I found the outside light on (so I could see in the dark), I walked through the door and there she was, a big smile, a "welcome home!", a soft kiss and an inviting hug. My favorite TV show was on (even though she doesn't really like "Family Guy") and dinner was ready. It was so much better than coming home to a McDonald's value meal and a warm computer. So, if you have someone special in your li

A Big Pile Of Shit.
I am finally nearing 100% on the healthy scale! YAYYYYY My sister just told me that she is leaving her hubs...after 18 and a half years..... She says there isn't someone else, but I know better....but I also think her hubs is with someone. I am not so much worried about them, or the kids...they are grown. But what I am worried about is his family trash talking my sister. I will have to stab a mother fucker. The whole I am friends with like 10+ cops is getting to me...the areas my boys work are not the best, and getting worse. I make each one of them text me when they get home :/ I did get good news though, I am a perfect candidate for the surgery, and I will be haering from the surgeon's office this week :)

Lost Love
Does it show how much I really care when he is not there, or is it just part of being lonely and let down? Wondering if he loves me still, when he leaves or if its just that he is pushing me away. Laying awake at night; not seeing him, can this hurt more then it does? Laying awake only to cry; and wishing to see that very face I want to look at to fall asleep. Wondering if I shall move on or if I should hold on longer. Could not make it easier on myself just wishing to see him before making my mind up. My love is now dying, wondering if this last piece of string holding me on will break soon; only to see the darkness return back into the light filled heart. My love was hanging on to that love he shared, that love only for him to pull away slowly. My dearest you run off all the time making me wonder if I did something to turn you away. Holding onto everything you said; each time you called me your sweetheart, your baby. You even said you loved me with all of your heart, every

Frm Greenturtledove #2
he's on a roll...words of wisdom :) from greenTurtleDove: The conflicts, disappointments and frustrations of the past do not matter now. Let them go, and feel the peace within.Your worrisome thoughts of lack and limitation are nothing more than thoughts. Remind yourself that you have always been, and always are, more than enough.

Why Men Are Seldom Depressed
WHY MEN ARE SELDOM DEPRESSED: Men Are Just Happier People -- What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $5000. Tux rental-$100. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase. You can open all your own jars.

So Much Happens
Trains are my friend, unless fate decides to halt the trains, through landslides, fire and flood and then in that case, I get worried sick. I had to get a train to London last week; firstly I was heading to Tom Parker Bowles book launch for his stunning “recipes from my kitchen notebook” ‘Let’s Eat’. The good news is the train did get there and on the way I managed to tune into a relationship between a guy called Tim and woman called Freya and I basically tweeted the whole conversation, I imagine I broke the laws of privacy but it was fun and you can check it out on twitter under JaneyGodley #traintales. I finally made it to the book launch, it was on the roof of Selfridges which was an absolute puzzle to find from inside the store, I kept walking in circles through the perfume counter and banging into women trowelling on makeup and irate customers pushing each other about . None of the sharply dressed staff seemed to know which lift took you up to the

But What Ends When The Symbols Shatter?
When life is but disappointmentAnd nothing is amusingThe one wild huntFor lonelinessIs a life without godIs an end without loveSoulless todayAnd soulless tomorrowWe struggle for tthe joyOh, we struggle for the joyThat life is haunted byIts memories - it's meaninglessnessYearn to be gathered, cracked and savedA thought for a life timeA thought for a night timeBut, what ends when the symbols shatter?And, who knows what happens to hearts?But, what ends when the symbols shatter?And, who knows what happens to hearts?

Danny Rage's Pick'n'mix Of Song Covers. Comment, Rte Share And Help Spread The Rage!!!!!!
Hey People ,i got this fuckin tasty pick'n'mix here for you , try a video or two out, enjoy the awkward/messed-up faces"Wonderboy"http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mpgDlYJjOeE"Closer"http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3dLiMuVS0YA"21ST CENTURY CURE"http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3BRybEs1jis"Bad Things"http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7OIvRPOl84I"Meds"http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i9ntDa8B6GAif you liked/got a lol ...SHARE AND HELP SPREAD THE RAGE \\,,/ \\,,/

Please Rate This Pic Asap! Tysm!
OK MY FRIENDS, WE HAVE DONE THIS BEFORE.. CAME UP FROM BEHIND AND HELPED OUT SOMEONE WITH A RATE EVERY DAY TO HELP THEM WIN. IT'S ACTUALLY FUN BEING PART OF THE GROUP YOU KNOW "DID IT"... STEPPED UP TO HELP SOMEONE OUT TO WIN WHEN THEY HAD NO HOPE AND EVEN BETTER WHEN THEY HAVEN'T ASKED FOR IT. I OFTEN TEND TO HELP PEOPLE RANDOMLY. TERESA IS A LONG TIME FRIEND OF MINE AND I'VE HELPED HER OUT MANY TIMES SO NOW WOULD BE NO DIFFERENT. I SAW SHE IS IN AN AUCTION AND IF SHE GETS THE MOST RATES SHE WINS A ROCKSTAR!! AWESOME RIGHT? SO WHO WOULDN'T WANT TO DO SOMETHING SO SIMPLE AS TO CLICK ON HER PIC EVERYDAY AND RATE IT TO HELP HER WIN?? EASY PEASY! ARE YOU WITH US? JUST COME HERE , TERESA'S PAGE, BOOKMARK THE PIC OR WHATEVER WORKS FOR YOU AND CLICK ON IT DAILY. LET'S DO THIS!! CLICK CLICK CLICK CLICK CLICK CLICK CLICK!!

Another Blog
You have a sexual IQ of 152 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

We Are Dropping Back Now :(
Things were going so great with all the love and support with the bulletin reposts getting people to come and rate our baby blog and getting to the top of the blog list but we got to #18 and it seems that people just kinda quit on me. Its really sad that support and love for babies lost too soon can be so fleeting. All I want is for it to make it to the #1 spot even if only for a little bit to see that people care enough to help me get the support and compassion out there to other parents. Where did everyone go?

Happy Holidays To All
I'm a little slow in posting something, but i wanted to wish everyone a Happy Holiday season. Be safe getting back home or anywhere for that matter during this season. I hope your holidays prove to be more relaxing than taxing :)

Circle Casting
CIRCLE CASTING PREPARATION: This is one of my favorite ways to begin a Circle Casting. Chant: Maiden, cast your circle white Weave a web of healing light. Mother, cast your circle red Weave the strands of family threads Enchantress, cast your circle green Weave the fiber of worlds between Old Crone, cast your circle black Weave the wisdom that we lack.

Contest
I have been is a few contest. It is a great why to get your name out there. But here is my thing I am all ways seeing ones for women. So a fiend and I got to ather and are puting one on for men. What thay will win is a spot on my loung for everyone to see and look at. We love men and like to look at them so here is your last chance to enter. If you or you man thing thay have what it takes to be the eye candy in my long just let me or frost know thanks M&M Frost My Cupcakes@ CherryTAP M&M@ CherryTAP

I Am Woman
I shave my legs, I sit down to pee And I can justify any shopping spree. I can balance the checkbook, can pump my own gas Can talk to my friends about the size of my ass. My beauty's a masterpiece, and yes, it takes long. At least I can admit to others when I'm wrong. I don't drive in circles at any cost, And I don't have a problem admitting I'm lost. I never forget an important date You just gotta deal with it, I'm usually late I don't watch movies with lots of gore Don't need instant replay to remember the score. Don't say to your friends, Oh yeah, I can get her In your dreams, my dear, I can do better! Flowers are okay, But jewelry's best. Would you look at my face, Not at my chest! I don't have a problem with Expressing my feelings I know when you're lying, You look at the ceiling . Don't call me a girl, a babe or a chick. I am a WOMAN, get it, you prick? Have A Fun Filled Day It's Great To Be A Woman

Hurt And Pain
Hurt and Pain Tears fall like rain from the sky Though no one is there to see Pain cuts through my bleeding heart And still no one can see Fire burns throughout my soul Searching for an escape Only it knows Searching for comfort for a friend to help in need Only no one is around to be a champion in her stead Looking for an out Razor , Rope or Pills Just wanting an escape From the pain hurting instilled

* Soul Matrix * & Incarnate Matrix * Mind *
********************************************************************************************* "Listen ye, O man, and hear a mystery..... stranger than all that lies 'neath the Sun. Know ye, O man, that all space is filled by worlds within worlds; aye, one within the other yet separate by Law." --The Emerald Tablets of Thoth ********************************************************************************************* ********************************************************************************************* Soul Matrix or Dora ********************************************************************************************* The extended energetic identity gestalt (Soul), that is the foundation upon which all matter and identity is built. A part of the Higher Self. The Soul Matrix, Soul Identity or HU-2 Identity is the identity levels stationed in dimensions 4, 5 and 6 and composed of the frequency bands of those dimensions. (Voyager I – Page 134) Triad

War
Thoughts on war History proves we lead astray and still we do nothing. Wars and rebuilding of countries are some what like raising children. We are there to assist them down the roads they choose, not to force our roads down their throats. We do not have the right to rule over any one person, town, state, or country. The world is full of hate. This hate steams from a belief, a belief which is based on nothing more then hear say. We could all see the light by opening our eyes. The majority of people seem to think their “god”, their life style, and their culture are the only truths. The sad thing is most of it is based on stories told instead of experienced. War is one of those things that come down to a single belief. At a time like this we need to ask ourselves if it is a belief with experience or a belief without and if it is a belief without experience; then it is nothing more then a prejudice.

* 12 Pyramids Of Thoth *
********************************************************************************************* * 12 Pyramids of Thoth * ********************************************************************************************* ********************************************************************************************* PREFACE ********************************************************************************************* PREFACE The writer of these pages is I, Thoth The Scribe, who moves through many realities as teacher. I am linked to the Great Pyramid as a creational force having come here through the Gates of the 12 Pyramid Matrix. Many will remember and quote my teachings in texts, scrolls, stone tablets, keys of knowledge, or encoded genetic memories to be found at the end of a cycle. I have entrusted my original teachings to those who were my priests and priestesses who must one day restore this knowledge in full definition. At that time they shall incarnate as the teachers and heale

Why
let me see, it seems like a good time for a journal. a journal is suposed to be a question of sorts that one can not figure out for the day or week or year, right? or a thought.. (we will get there)why is it He is always so willing to be rid of me?that is the question.why is it love is truly so blind?and then as always what is truly the point?You would think the point would be happiness or love perhaps money or things. when is it the fact that you love some one so much you are willing to sacrfice happiness to be with them? something long lasting and undeniable for something that you would think lasting and inpetrible. then there it all go out the ever loving window. "OVER WHAT?!?" you might ask? simply put a piece of ass..

Crazy Ex Girlfriend
Miranda Lambert Crazy Ex-Girlfriend Lyrics It took me 5 bars, some 30 license plates I saw her mustang And my eyes filled up with rage I brought my pistol but I ain't some kinda fool So I walked right in bare-handed She was on his arm while he was playing pool Just like I used to do she kissed him while I got a beer she didn't think I'd show up here I'm a crazy ex girlfriend I watched her for awhile but I didn't like her walk came across kinda cheap to me but hey hows that my fault She looked at my man like he didn't have on a stitch somebody tell that girl step up to the plate I wanna Pitch (Little Bitch) Those pretty girls can play their game but they're damn well gonna know my name I'm a crazy ex-girlfriend I started throwing things and I scared folks half to death I got up in his face smelled whiskey on his breath Didn't give a second thought to being thrown in jail Cause baby to a hammer everything lookes like a nail I was mad as hell Tho

08/07/07 10:49pm
i was jus getting ready to pass out when i got a call form mo. i could tell something was wrong by her voice. she was told that porter had passed. i jus went to shock. i deny it in my head. jus waiting for her to laugh or porter to call me & say got you! if you knew porter you would know that he played some really mean pranks. i just wishing it was a mean prank. its not he's really gone. i jus lay in bed crying. missing him. wishing i could tell him i love you one more time. he really was the love of my life. of you knew him you would know. i remenber the last words he told me. I love You. Good Nite Frankye. he was aways there for me. i wish i still had the poem he wrote me. i hope i find it. the times he sang to me on the phone : ]. or calling me when he's at a concert so its like i'm there with them. it was werd. i jus cried i could sleep. then it felt like someone put their arms around me. & i fell asleep & dreamed of me & porter on the beach playing around.

Treaty With The Apache
Treaty With The Apache July 1, 1852 Articles of a treaty made and entered into at Santa Fe, New Mexico, on the first day of July in the year of our Lord one thousand eight hundred and fifty-two, by and between Col. E. V. Sumner, U.S.A., commanding the 9th Department and in charge of the executive office of New Mexico, and John Greiner, Indian agent in and for the Territory of New Mexico, and acting superintendent of Indian affairs of said Territory, representing the United States, and Cuentas, Azules, Blancito, Negrito, Capitan Simon, Capitan Vuelta, and Mangus Colorado, chiefs, acting on the part of the Apache Nation of Indians, situate and living within the limits of the United States. Article 1. Said nation or tribe of Indians through their authorized Chiefs aforesaid do hereby acknowledge and declare that they are lawfully and exclusively under the laws, jurisdiction, and government of the United States of America, and to its power and authority they do hereby submit. A

Rambling
Have you ever told someone something that you regretted as soon as the words left your mouth??? Then that person tells someone else and then you are completely screwed??? How do you go about fixing this? Do you let it go and just let everything work itself out??? I guess that is what happens when you think you have complete confidentiality with a person. I know...just keep you mouth shut and this won't happen. Right?!?!?!?! Apologies to all

Hello Children Of The 80's
Hello children of the 80's Read this, it will take you back but be careful cause it will also make you realise that you are now actually OLD!! Um Bongo, Um Bongo, They drink it in the Congo Friendship bracelets were ties that couldn't be broken. You know all the words to "Ice Ice Baby". You wanted to be on "Jim'll Fix It". You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like before he had plastic surgery. You had one of those T-shirts that changed colour with heat (Global Hypercolour). You know the profound meaning of "Wax on, Wax off". You were upset when She-ra, Princess of Power and He-Man got cancelled. You can remember watching Saved by the Bell You remember Madonna in her cone stage outfit. You knew "The Artist" when he was humbly called "Prince." You wore fluorescent-neon clothing... (if you can call it clothing!) You could break dance (ok, you wished you could) You remember when Amiga was a state of the art video game system. You re

Boomer .....sooner
Twas the Night Before the Big XII ‘Twas the night before the Big XII and all through the land, not a Tiger was stirring, not even the band. Their Jockeys were hung by the locker with care, in hopes that the Sooners soon would be there. Temple was nestled all snug in his bed, while visions of the BCS danced in his head. And Pinkel in his kerchief full of Tiger pride, and Bob and the Sooners ready to ride. When down in San Antone there arose such a clatter, Chase sprang from his bed to see what was the matter. He realized the Option was gone in a flash, and Maclin’s dreams of running had just been dashed. The Tiger tight ends trembled as they watched the show, A Crimson and Cream luster set the horizon aglow. When what to their wondering eyes should they find, but a miniature Schooner, seven National Titles behind. With a wizened old driver, skilled in leading his troops, they knew in a moment it must be Bob Stoops. More rapid th

What Costs More Than The Iraqi War???
I hope the following 14 reasons are forwarded over and over again until they are read so many times that the reader gets sick of reading them. I have included the URL's for verification of the following facts: 1. $11 Billion to $22 billion is spent on welfare to illegal aliens each year. tinyurl-com/zob77 2. $2.2 Billion dollars a year is spent on food assistance programs such as food stamps, WIC, and free school lunches for illegal aliens. cis-org/articles/2004/fiscalexec-html 3. $2.5 Billion dollars a year is spent on Medicaid for illegal aliens. cis-org/articles/2004/fiscalexec-html 4. $12 Billion dollars a year is spent on primary and secondary school education for children here illegally and they cannot speak a word of English! 5. $17 Billion dollars a year is spent for education for the American-born children of illegal aliens, known as anchor babies . 6. $3 Million Dollars a DAY is spent to incarcerate illegal aliens. transcripts-cnn-com/TRA

Comeon Buy Them They Rock
March 30th now and will end on April 15th at 5:00pm pst minimum bid will start at 100k RULES OF THIS AUCTION: (SERIOUS BIDDERS ONLY) PLEASE READ BEFORE YOU BID! 1. NO DRAMA. VIOLATORS WILL BE BLOCKED. 2. THE CONTESTANTS RESERVE THE RIGHT TO REFUSE ANY BIDDERS. 3. MINIMUM BID IS 100,000 FUBUCKS, AND THERE IS NO CEILING ON MAXIMUM BIDS. BLASTS, VIP'S, HAPPY HOURS, TICKERS, FUBUCKS, ETC. ARE ALL ACCEPTABLE AND ENCOURAGED BIDS. GRAPHICS, SALUTES, PERSONAL PIX, ETC ARE ALSO ENCOURAGED. REAL GIFTS, SUCH AS VACATIONS, DINNERS, ETC. ARE REAL AND VALID BIDS, PROVIDED THAT THEY ARE ACCEPTED. 4. THE AUCTION RUNS FROM 5:00PM PST MARCH 30TH TILL 5:00PM PST APRIL 15TH 5. YOU MAY NOT BID LOWER THAN THE PERSON BEFORE YOU. 6. REAL CASH TRUMPS VIRTUAL GIFTS, BUT EVERYTHING IS TOTALED AT THE END. 1 MILLION FUBUCKS = $20 CASH VALUE, BASED ON FUBAR'S TICKER PRICES. 7. IF THE HIGH BID IS FROM SOMEONE THE CONTESTANT REFUSES, THE BID GOES TO THE SECOND PLACE BIDDER. 8. THE BIDDER MUST PAY T

So U Wanna Own Me??
I am in another auction please check it out and see what I am offering!!!! Lots of &hearts ~Miranda AKA HotMammaJJ CLICK THE LINK BELOW!! Don't forget you have to friend and fan the host!! Nyha **owned by Jayne@ fubar

Reason I've Been Gone
Coming back from grand rapids on sunday june 15th a tire blew out on my truck, car went airbourne rolled about 4 times, lost my mom due to the wreck, kids got alot of bumps, bruises. me, i broke my left arm, bruised from head to toe was in icu until wed june 18th then released on thur then had to go to my moms viewing then buried her on friday :( please keep me and my family in ur thoughts and prayers. ty

2 Yrs On Here...
OMG!!!! DO YOU KNOW JAK??? WELL YOU SHOULD!!! HE HAS BEEN HERE TWO YEARS TODAY!!! THROUGH LOST CHERRY, CHERRY TAP, AND NOW FUBAR!!! HE DOES SO MUCH FOR PEOPLE ... I THINK IT'S TIME WE LOVE HIM BACK.... HE HAS A LIL WAY TO GO TO GOD FATHER AND IT SURE WOULD MAKE HIM FEEL GOOD IF WE COULD GET HIM THERE!! WOULD ALSO MAKE ME SMILE TO KNOW MY FRIENDS ROCK HIS WORLD!! HERE IS TO 2 GREAT YEARS JAK!! LOVE YOU!!! KNOW STOP READING AND GO LEVEL HIS ASS!!!! FU-KING~JAK-Naughtyboy to Shelly FU~master to many@ fubar WITH MUCH LOVE, SHELLY AKA DEVIL'S ADVOCATE!

A Thank You ...from The Heart
Thank you friends from the bottom of my heart for helping me in my contest! It was a close race. I came in second. A special thank you goes to the following: GoofyLady ***************************

Almond Chicken
1 lb skinned chicken breast 1 cup vegetable oil 5 slices fresh ginger root 3 green onions, chopped to about 1" lengths 1 green pepper, chopped as above 1/2 cup diced bamboo shoots 1/3 slivered almonds (a little vegetable oil to fry in) Marinade: 1/4 tsp salt 1/8 tsp white pepper 1 tsp cornstarch 1 Tbsp soy sauce 1 egg white Seasoning sauce: 1 Tbsp rice vinegar 2 Tbsp soy sauce 1 Tbsp dry sherry 1/2 tsp salt 1 tsp sugar 1/2 tsp cornstarch Deep fry slivered almonds in vegetable oil for 2 to 3 minutes to crisp them up. drain well on paper towel. Let stand for 5 minutes before using. Dice chicken into 1 inch cubes. Combine marinade ingredients, add chicken and mix well. Let stand 1/2 hour. Heat oil in wok, add chicken and stir fry until browned. Remove chicken and drain well. Stir fry ginger, onion, pepper and bamboo shoots for about 1 minute until vegetables are crisp−tender. Combine ingredients for seasoning sauce in a small bowl, mix well and add to wok

Suspect 5
> > > > > > > > > > > Clue accusation #5: > Reverend Green with the Candlestick in the Billiard Room > > > > > Mr. Green or if you prefer Reverend Green is another clue character with fuzzy intentions. This man is always hunting for money. > > > > He will pretend that his religious convictions are driving him where he can find more funds for holy reasons, but deeper thoughts are corrupting is mind. Green clue character is mysterious, but in my opinion, he was probably at the mansion for a debt he contracted with Mr. Boddy. > > > > In an attempt to clean his due, he challenged him to a billiard game and was about to lose more when he made the lethal hit with the candlestick. Clue rooms to make a nice little chat away from the others a not rare in this mansion, but this room was the perfect setup and Mr. Boddy didn't have any clue about the real motives of reverend Green, except for making a little money. > > > > Miss Scarlett has als

C.u. Recruit Bully
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! Looking for a real family that helps eachother? Club United is just that kind of family. We have a great group of people that love to help eachother out. Click on the pic and start meeting some new people today! Club United ! See Blog To Join!!!@ fubar THANK YOU SO MUCH AND HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!

Upcoming Show For Texas Metal Alliance
Texas Metal Alliance will be in Austin, Texas, April 3, 2009 at 8:00 pm. They will be at TMA/By Any Means Necessary/Turbid North at Room 710. The address is 710 Red River Street. So go and rock out with Texas Metal Alliance!!!!!

Love
Sometimes I'm unbelievably flattered by the random messages that pop up in my shoutbox. Even in my attempts to be such a hardass, someone will break through the walls and totally reach my very core with the perfection of their words. Tonight, my friends, is one of those occassions. I'm entirely too flattered...my cheeks are rosy red, I'm all aglow, smiling my crooked smile, even. My heart is warm. Now, though, I have a choice to make. first, whitewolf said: married? are u into anal? then, Leviisbigred said: hi there i love your tits. tough choice, huh? maybe i don't have to make a choice at all. i shall bed them both. at once. hopefully, they're both into anal as well.

Tagged
Instructions......(I was tagged by ღ~Sweet Addiction®: ~Beautifully Insane~ღ ! Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I was in a rodeo when i was 12. 2.when i was a kid i was champion pig catcher three years running. 3.i broke my right wrist at the age of 5 hanging upside down on the monkey bars at school. 4. i had sex for the first time at 18. yeah i lie about it sometimes to make the storey better lol 5.I went to a beauty school . i can cut and perm hair lol 6.I sometimes shave my chest. 7.i have a hard time doing math in my head. 8.I was a new wave punk in the 80's black hair and fingernails, lipstick. the whole works. 9.I clench my teeth all the time (bad

A Surreal 36 Hours
My oldest son in spite of all the obstacles placed in his path by his mother and some bad choices that he made finally graduated from High school on May 18, 2009. I am proud of him of that. It was not pretty, was not gracefully but he did graduate. Now he is on a new journey, his choices, his hard work and he has limited Excuses. I told him that I will see him graduate again where is his choice, either from College or Basic training from one of the 4 services…. The choice is up to him :-D. And Yes I am deadly serious about that part. Phase 1. Pick up from Shelby and to Southaven. In the infinite wisdom and the public relations game our command decided to give the soldiers whose family members were graduating from school a 36 hour pass to attend. Yeah the suck part of the equation is that we are not allowed to have own cars down here and so somebody has to pick us up or we have to get some type of commercial transportation. However this obstacle or challenge c

Update: Hmmmm
Alot of you have been wondering has been up with me and why Ive been gone for so long. Ive been currently working on some music with different bands and recording tracks for them. My primary band Red War Memorial's cd is officially finished. CD Release date is still unknown. Things at work have finall picked back up some. So that helps with getting bills paid on time. Another thing, the way I see it, no one deserves me as your love, husband, boyfriend, or whatever I may be (close friends I adore). I trust no woman. you can thank a certain someone for screwing it up for good. I win and you lose deal with it. Now, if I decide to start again, and that special someone tells me the truth upfront and holds NO secrets, then maybe. this person whomever she may be, needs to prove herself to me. Ive proved myself over and over again. Quite frankly Im through with proving myself to anyone. Im not here to impress anyone. Im just me. screw me over just once and you're gone from my

Calling On All 8000 Of My Friends!
I'm in a contest, not on here, and I need votes! I need to be in the top five entrants to have a shot at winning the grand prize. Click the link below and click the vote button! It takes two seconds. You don't even have to register! Thank you so very very very much! http://www.brickfish.com/Pages/PhotosAlbums/PhotoView.aspx?picid=923025_41805996&profilename=fashion&groupname=CetaphilSkin&tab=submit&jspost=1&cid=4565903&scid=455&new=1&isep=1&pbapi=-1&pbvi=89394161&=FBPOST_TWITTERPOST¬pbb=true

The Day After
The day after the worst day I have ever had I think.I dont have much feeling in me today>Life has delt me a hard blow and now the work of repair begins . As this day moves forward i must be dilagent as i go through changes that may or may not be synonomous to life as i know it at this time .You can only mean the word forever one time in you life with someone that really counts .everything else never really did .I will be live always at crossroads lounge,evenings and weekends,sometimes during the day as well and this page becomes a diary please read every day a new post will always be here .

In Sickness ...
Writing this cuz I'm sooooooooooooo frickin BORED, so decided to amuse myself .. :) Yesterday, 9/17, I woke up feeling like I was going to die after having felt so great the day before! I thought, WTF?? I was completely irritable, then got the dreaded call (no, not my Uncle) .. my 13 yr old telling me he was sick and needed to be picked up from school!! So I DRAGGED myself from the bed, to my car and cried all the way to the school, literally. I then dragged my pitiful self into the school office to sign my son out and was greeted perkily by the very sweet receptionist, who I have a repore with .. but this day, I couldn't stand her! At least ACT miserable to make me feel better .. GEEZ!! A school rule, must have ID to check child out .. OMFG, forgot my purse at home, not a good thing .. so I said .. "OK, you keep him then, not driving 20 min home to get my purse then 20 min back to get my son then 20 min back home .. hell, by then he could just get on the bus!!!!" She let me have him

Avatar Policy Enforcement Update
From the desk of Scrapper: We have been very cool with everyone about our new avatar policy and enforcing it. The majority of users are cool with it and have rocked on. There are still people who are playing musical avatars and blatantly disregarding the policy. As of today, we will be strictly enforcing the policy.1. Any one blatantly violating the policy will have their photos flagged and they will NOT be removed. We have a special note on photos that shows us if it was flagged as an avatar. If it was, you will NOT get the flag removed.2. If you want to complain about the policy, do it to a friend. The majority of our users are very happy and supportive. If you are going to be a negative nancy about it and have nothing nice to say, my only response to you is--Don't log in if you do not like our site.3. If you are one of those people who try and justify your avatar abuse with conspiracy theories pointing to other users who are getting away with it, rest at ease....the people wh

Absence
My love is like the sun that warms me when I am cold,And like the cool water of the brook that refreshes me.My love knows the secret pleasures of my soul,And delights with me in fulfilling them.Who is my love but the soul of my soul,And the reason for every beat of my heart.Who fills me with life in the joy of her presence,And returns to me more than I have given.Come to me, my love, I die without you.Each day is eternity, waiting for your touch.Remove the tears from my eyes and the ache in my heart,Be closer than my breath, all my days, all my nights.

Bhr Promo Contest
Bad Habitz Radio Promotion Contest We will be running a contest for the best promotion starting 4/15 and ending on the 30th. This can be a comment, bulletin, voice promo, video promo.... what ever you desire, be creative! Winner will win 2 million fubucks and a 10 credit bling. If you are interested in joining this contest please let me know (by PM or in the comments below) by 4/10... promotions will be due on the 14th so I can get them posted for voting. They will be placed in my stash, person with the most ratings and comments (yes, comments count as votes in this one) by April 30th will be the winner. It is up to you to promote your promo... I will only be promoting the contest as a whole.

[...sweet Lovely Death. I Am Waiting For Your Breath. Come Sweet Death. One Last Caress...]
[Danzig: Mother] Mother - tell your children not to walk my way Tell your children not to hear my words What they mean, what they say Mother Mother - can you keep them in the dark for life Can you hide from the waiting world? Oh mother Father - going to take your daughter out tonight Going to show her my world Oh, mother Not about to see your light And if you want to find hell with me I can show you what it's like Til you're bleeding Not about to see your light And if you want to find hell with me I can show you what it's --- Mother - tell your children not to hold my hand Tell your children not to understand Oh, mother Father - do you want to bang heads with me? Do you want to feel everything? Oh, father Not about to see your light And if you want to find hell with me I can show you what it's like Til you're bleeding Not about to see your light And if you want to find hell with me I can show you what it's --- [The Misfits: Attitude] Attitude - you got some fucking attitud

The Silk Paper Wrapping
A friend of mine opened his wife's underwear drawer and picked up a silk paper wrapped package:"This, - he said - isn't any ordinary package."He unwrapped the box and stared at both the silk paper and the box."She got this the first time we went to New York, 8 or 9 years ago. She has never put it on, was saving it for a special occasion. Well, I guess this is it." He got near the bed and placed the gift box next to the other clothing he was taking to the funeral house. His wife had just died. He turned to me and said:"Never save something for a special occasion. Every day in your life is a special occasion"..I still think those words changed my life.Now I read more and clean less.I sit on the porch without worrying about anything.I spend more time with my family, and less at work.I understood that life should be a source of experience to be lived up to, not survived through. I no longer keep anything. I use crystal glasses every day... I'll wear new clothes to go to the supermarke

Just Another
Be still my weeping heart Cry tears no more You loved him Emotionally, unconditionally, completely In your heart he will be To love is to set free You will not leave him completely A bond even stronger than before Will come walking in your door The bond of friendship, a love even more You will carry your love You will be strong for him You will always be there You will be his rock His shoulder to cry on Right now you must be strong Even though inside you are dying You must understand You must be yourself And above all remember this Keep your love and his friendship Close to your heart And in your life he will forever be

A Rapid Examination Of Alternative Treatments
Alternative treatments have definitely grown popular during recent years as a method towards a healthier lifestyle. In fact when you are aware that traditional medicines can have some negative effects we could very easily understand why people are now making the switch. The most frequent question then is whether or not these treatments are successful or not. You should keep looking over this article in order to get more information with this. You might be interested to have a look at yoga. This is a practice that has its roots in India and has taken the western world by storm. It is becoming well-known to make use of yoga as a treatment against stress. By a mix of postures, breathing and meditation yoga is thought to help the body repair itself and therefore bring restoration. There are a lot of centers where you can get yoga training and that may help you get rolling in no time. For those that have an interest to try on their own you will find numerous DVDs that exist and mig

The Deftones Scale Of Happiness
Only three days remain until the Deftones come to town. I bought these tickets over two months ago, closer to three. Yeah, I'm an excited little girl, fuck you, I'm happy being me. I was watching "Law Abiding Citizen" the other day and a Deftones song came on. After I checked to make sure it wasn’t my computer playing it, I then proceeded to get excited. I didn't dance externally, but internally, I was. I always set the cable to the Music Choice station, usually their "Alternative" channel, which isnt too bad, but then yesterday they played a Deftones song "Minerva" along with trivia information about them. Yes I was pumped, and yes the dancing was external. I really can evaluate my happiness on a scale of Deftones songs. Level 1 Happy: One Weak, Lhabia, Deathblow, Rats!Rats!Rats!, Digital Bath Level 2 Happy: SexTape, Pink Cellphone, Bloody Cape, My Own Summer Level 3 Happy: Cmd/Ctrl, Mascara, Around the Fur, Battle Axe, This Place Is Death, Nightrider Level 4 Ha

Salutes
I here to claim that with all the fake profiles and ppl on here, that it doesnt seem like a bad idea to make ranks and get fakes out of here or less to deal with to make it a requirement for someone to have to have a salute in order to get passed rank 5. i know i ain't the only person to think this just think it would be better off. Thanks for the time, Checotah

Part Umm...yeah....something To Lol @.
Part II of alot ( I might just keep using them forever..ha). Not what you think I'm sure..lol..Let's take a break from the drama, point whoring, bling whoring, usery and perving for a second ok?...I'm sure we all need some lolz for sure at this point...so...since my work station took a total crapola on me today, I spent a few giggling at these and I'm sure you all will as well...just follow the wavey hand.. Click here for lolz.. See feel better?...good glad and you're welcome..thx.. Have a Tipsy Tuesday!...peace.

Paid
He carried the bound woman over his shoulder deeper and deeper into the woods. "You wronged me," he said, "me, and many others, and now you're going to learn." He had reached his destination and threw the girl to the ground. She made a deep "mmmmppphh" from behind the gag that packed her mouth. She tried to squirm away, but the ropes which bit into her flesh made it impossible. Her captor knelt beside her and grabbed a fistful of her hair. He pulled her tear-streaked face up and forced her to look into his eyes. "I've dug a nice little hole for you. It's time that you got reacquainted with Mother Earth." He turned her face so she looked to her left. A pit had been dug into the earth. Her heart sank. He had dug her grave and now she was about to die. Her captor read her expression and laughed. "Trust me. Death is much better than anything you deserve," he said. He reached into his pocket and took out a small tin. He opened it and removed a wad of putty from within. He

Forever Alone
The sun has rose and warms the day,But deep inside I remain so cold.My heart so lost without you,Will you forever have this hold. Your memoreys burn me so,But are like ice to my touch.Leaving my soul frozen,For my heart it is to much. Lifeless now are my eyes,As if theres nothing left to see,Thier link to my soul is broken,Without you it can never be. My body,mind and soul,Now trapped so deep within stone.As my heart wanders through this world,Seeking you but always forever alone.

New Years Solutions
No, I didn't mean resolutions. Resolutions are ideas to change without an actual plan to do so. Many people make and break them, year after year. This year, before you set down and decide what it is you are going to change about the past year, also set yourself a plan to enact that change. I would like to take this opportunity to challenge people to make a change in the new year. The change I'd like to see is a small one, but it makes such a difference in your life, and the lives of the women around you. Women, I would like you to do one thing every day to make another woman in your life smile or feel as beautiful as you see them. We all know the litany of spam that comes from men, and it's meaningless for the most part. It doesn't compare to the positive impact that the praise from another woman can give. This is actually something that I have committed myself to doing over the last year or so. I became a Mary Kay consultant because I wanted to make my friends feel as beautifu

Humanity?
Seriously?...Are there no more morals? Values?... People have gotten so out of hand. The consequences are so light now that people think it is ok to do it first and realize it is a mistake afterwards and start all over again with a second chance. People aren't suppose to make mistakes at all. They were given a chance to make the mistakes so they learn from it, but people don't learn shit nowadays. They take advantage of everything..and I mean EVERYTHING!...we're given choices...choices that we make and should think about what comes of it depending on your actions. If consequences were much more serious and much more bigger..I think people would actually think twice before acting. Why is OK to do so many things now? Things like..Cheating? Divorce? Being married more than once? Corruption? Animal Abuse? Pornography? Sex in exchange for money? Underage sex? These things are becoming so common it is unbelievable! Can you not see how you're all being ruined as you're the ones ruining ev

Down The Rabbit Hole
So at my weekly therapy session and saw the psychiatrist to discuss my current meds and talked about penguins for 45 minutes. (This man is a literal genius but has NOOOOOOOOOOO interpersonal skills what so ever.) Any who, he left me on 120mg of Cymbalta but added 5mg of Valium twice a day. Now I normally have a very high tolerance when it comes to narcotics but this stuff is kicking my ass. I haven't been able to drive for a week because I almost totaled the truck because I was seeing 2 cars in the on coming lane. On to some better news though, I have been trying for almost 2 years to get on disability due to my severe mirgainrs and depression/anxiety. I got my letter yesterday stating my hearing is in April. So hopefully things will go my way because lord knows we could use the extra cash, and I only plan to spend a small amount on strippers and blow. Just kidding.........maybe ;) P.S. I honestly, truely love some of you. You make me smile and pull me outta my depression funk a

Bernanke Helps Defuse "default"
Our federal government is currently $14.1 trillion in debt. The vast majority of the American people believe this number is far too high and on track to go far higher. Fortunately, Congress created a mechanism to force itself to reexamine its spending habits when budget deficits got out of control: the debt ceiling. Once total outstanding federal debt reaches the limit, the Treasury Department is no longer authorized to issue new debt. Like the states and family budgets, the federal government would then be forced to make do with tax receipts. The current debt limit is $14.294 trillion. The Treasury Department predicts that we will reach that limit sometime this spring. Somewhere between 62 percent and 71 percent of the American people oppose raising it. Will Washington listen to the American people? Or will they heed the Obama Administration and just continue their reckless spending ways?In defense of never-ending reckless spending, Treasury Secretary Timothy Geithner has been trying

Haunted.
Haunted: What ever I do thoughts of her stay with me. where ever I have gone my heart continues gripping, holding tight onto a love that leaves me useless. When the thoughts of her arise I am left naked ,and defenseless. with no safe place to hide, how can I unearth prevention? If I can not escape why then do I still seek evasion? How much further, how much faster need I go to gain some kind of distance? Is this my lot in life to reflect on her throughout my whole existence?

My Life
So..heres a blog about me again. Its been awhile. I am mainly posting this for those who have wondered where I have been or why I am not on here as much as I use to be. Well Back in July when I got a bunch of lab work done..I was told that I was borderline diabetic. My dad just fund out 2 yrs ago that he is..and I know it runs in the family but I have made up my mind that I am not going to get it at this age if I can help it. So..I started dieting. In september I decided to join curves. In the past I have never actually exercised when I dieted. This is the first time I have..and to tell you the truth..its true what they say. The more yu exercise the better you feel. Since then I have lost 38lbs and am just 13lbs overweight now. I have had more lab work done for a wellness program at work. I just got the results back this week. My bloodsurger and cholesterol and all is outstanding! :D It was a big relief not to see my A1c level normal (thats the test to test how your body

Life.
Well, what to say in here; I don't really think anyone reads these anyways, so whatever, Its a start- I talked to Christopher the other night on Y! and I changed my number, and he's like you should give me your new number, I said NO! Let me tell you why; I met Chris actually Online, at the time he was fucking around with my then friend Christa who was cheating on her then Boyfriend; they broke up, and so i decided to talk to Christa's ex, and we ended up doing the nasty, and she found out, got wicked pissed and started telling our friends that I had herpes, and that I was diseased. what a shitty friend, right? I don't even talk to the fat bitch anymore, she is a user, and thinks her shit dont stink; well anywho, Christa kept talking to Chris, and Chris seen me at the thrift store one day, but he never intoduced himmself, I dont know why, But a few weeks later, we finally met, and we hit it off, or so I thought; we started by fucking alot, and i really liked him, i really did, this

Get Real
What is “real”. What makes a person “real”? Is it money? If he/she has a lot of money does that make them “real”? Is it their street smarts that makes them “real”? Is it their swagger? What is it REALLY that makes someone “real”? Every day, on here especially, people are looking for someone “real” but really, do you even have a definition for what is “real”? It is ridiculous to me, that those same folk who are looking for someone “real” continuously surrounds themselves with the type of people that they would define as “fake” or whatever the choice word is. If you make a decision to find someone “real”, then why not make the decision to change up your whole entourage? Start from the ground up. Because if you do not change what’s around you… then what good is saying you’ve changed what’s in you? People don’t know what “rea

True Story!
I wasn't born to come in second place, I will never be somebody's second choice, and although I can be a bitch I know I'm not spiteful, I don't hurt people on purpose but I know I will always come first in my own life, and if you cannot handle me at my worst, you do not deserve me at my best.

Hal And The End Of The World
Everyday Hal would get up at precisely 7am. Take precisely 2 minutes to sit and contempate his life. Noting a pad any changes in his routine. Extra stops on the bus. whether some one was particularly loud at work. Anything that needed correcting. He would weigh in, then having corrected his timetables he would look at his watch. check the time against the 3 clocks in his simple bedroom. The wall clock, diigently set to the time clock at his job. The clock radio,with atomic time set to self correct. and then the simple alarm clock, that he brought from his childhood into adulthood. He would wind the alarm clock, place it caerefully on the night stand and two minute drill over, stand and go into his bathroom. Complete his morning constitutional and shower in 10minutes. Then at 7:15am enter the kitchen and make toast and coffee. At 7:32am on his watch. he always checked his watch, Hal would arrive at the bus stop. Hals entire life was organized and by the time on his watch.

My Youngest Son
my 18 year old son leaves for Afganastan May 27th 2011. He will be gone for a year Please keep my son and my family in your prayers than he returns home safe.. and all the soldiers are renuite with there families soon

Ive Never Asked For Too Much
most of the time i dont ask for enough keep me humble keep me safe let me live let me laugh let me love let it be real Let me know today what i need to know......the rest isnt important anymore. 24 hrs isnt asking for too much. ~Ragdoll~

To My Husband My Truelove
I MET YOU AT A WEIRD TIME IN OUR LIVESI NEVER THOUGHT THAT WE WILL BE MORE THAN WHAT WE WERE TO EACH OTHER THENWELL ATLEAST I NEVER THOUGHT THAT YOU WOULD WANT ANYTHING ELSE BUT WHAT I WAS GIVING YOUYOU NEVER ASK FOR ANYTHING ELSE EXCEPT MY BODYEVERYONE THOUGHT I WAS CRAZY FOR BEING WITH YOUKNOWING THAT THIS RELATIONSHIP WAS NOTHING MORE THAN JUST MERE SEXBUT WHAT PEOPLE DIDNT KNOW THAT I WAS IN LOVE WITH YOU FROM THE MOMMENT YOU SAID HIMY HEART KNEW IT WAS YOU THAT I WAS WAITING FOR SO I STICK IT OUT WITH YOUI DID WHAT YOU WANT WILLINLY KNOWING THAT MY HEART IS GOING TO BE BROKEN WHEN YOU DECIDED TO LEAVE BUT I WAS SO IN LOVE WITH YOUSO TODAY WE ARE MARRIED AND I LOOK BACK AT OUR TIMES TOGETHER AND WHAT WE BEEN THROUGH INORDER TO GET TO THIS POINT THANK GODSO I WANT TO LET YOU KNOW THAT I HAVE LOVE YOU EVER SINCE AND I WILL CONTIUNE TO LOVE YOUYOU COMPLETE ME YOU WAS WHAT I WAS LOOKING FORYOU ARE MY TRUELOVE AND MY HEART KNEW IT FROM THE START BUT MY MONROE DIDNT I LOVE YOU MY HUSBAN

Gravely Inane. -5282011-
Playing in Mother's veins; Falling in the breeze, Feelings: seen inane; She waltz's in circles, Water rushing past her knees; The earth between her toes, Hands reaching for the tree's; Rays create her spotlight, Beaming through the branches; Enjoying Father's Time, Life singing as she dances.

Today's Birthday Blog!...
Hello everyone and welcome back from the long weekend and the bling sale ( I slept through it whoops) anyways, back to the grind.. Here's wishing a very happy birthday tooooo... WickedFriend Ganja Goddess@ fubar Show her some birthday lovins! She's been here forever too...more tomorrow!..peace.

Things Are So Bad In America That Now Even Sesame Street Muppets Are Poverty-stricken And Hungry (repost)
Big Bird, Elmo, Cookie Monster, Bert and Ernie are about to get a new friend. This new character comes from a family that is poverty-stricken and that struggles to get enough food. She is going to teach the other residents of Sesame Street the facts about hunger in America. Her name is Lily, and she will be appearing on a special one hour primetime special of Sesame Street that will focus on the plight of hungry children all over the nation. You can see video of this new Sesame Street character right here. This is yet another sign that things are so bad in America that nobody can really deny the reality of what is happening anymore. When you have more than one out of every five children living in poverty and one out of every four children on food stamps, it would be an injustice to call it anything less than a national crisis. Our economy is dying because of our foolishness and our children are paying the price. But a new Sesame Street character that is poverty-st

#opdarknet Official And Last Release — 11/2/2011
#OpDarknet Official and Last Release In the last three weeks of #OpDarknet, we gained much support from The World with our Operation Darknet. We would like to thank our supporters, in #OpDarknet’s cause. There also was a large amount of resistance from the pedophile community claiming that Tor was their safe haven with messages such as: Hidden Wiki ‘Hard Candy’ section – October 20: “To the vandals, you vandalize the page 1,000,000 times, we will correct it 1,000,001. It will just go back and forth. We are here to stay. People want to run DDoS attacks over tor and think it hurts us, it does. It is our GOD given right that we can choose to have our sexual preferences for youth. It is the same for the any other porn community. It is not what we choose to become, it is who we are. You Anonymous aka #OpDarknet do not have the right to censor us.” Operation Darknet was never intended to bring down Tor or the “darknets”. The only p

Anger
Anger has over taken your mind. Its eating away at your soul. Its turning you from something whole to just a shadow. Anger makes you forget many things. Anger makes you not see what it is you need to see. It consumes your every being. It takes you through the dark depths of person hell. That we so try to avoid. Anger takes hold of voids and fills them with rage and hatred. It turns us into monsters we could never imagine. We have to learn to let go of that anger. To find ourselves again. If we dont we will never know what true happiness is again. When its the kind of anger that is against oneself....its time to forgive ourselves. We are all humans and are allowed to make mistakes in our lives. We do not come with instruction manuals. But we have to learn to let go of the hurt the anger the revenge. We have to allow ourselves he ability to try again. To stand and say yes you won this round but you will not hold me down. I will rise above and conqure what it is I desire. The anger

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I don't know how to explain it,If only you could truly see,How much I really care for you,How much you mean to me.I look forward to seeing you every day,The grin that belongs only to you,When I see you I can't help but smile,There is just something about you.When I see you across the room,My heart suddenly beats faster,I wish I could tell you right then and there,That my life could never be better.When you wrap your arms around me,For a simple, gentle hug,I want to stay in that moment forever,And tell you how much you really are loved.When I spend time with you,Nothing around us seems to matter,Because there is nothing sweeter than this.No words could ever express how much you mean to me,I hope you have these feelings for me, too;I can't figure out just what it is,But there is definitely something very special about you......

Slim Desert Yummy
PEACH MELBA CAKE makes 12 servings 1 tube (7oz) almond paste, crumbled 1 box (1lb) pound cake mix 2 eggs 1/2 cup corn oil 2 pkgs (3.1 oz each) milk chocolate mousse mix, like Dr Oetker 1 1/4 cups cold milk 1/2 cup raspberry spreadable fruit 2 peaches, peeled, pitted and cut into thin wedges 1/4 cup bittersweet chocolate morsels, melted 1. heat oven to 400F. In bowl of electric mixer, beat 1/4 cup water and almond paste 2 min. Add cake mix eggs and oil; beat 2 min, scraping down sides of bowl, Divide mixture amoung 4 greased 9" cake pans. Bake 15 min Cool completely. 2. In bowl of mixer, combine mousse mix and milk. Perpare according to pakage directions. Place first cake layer on plate spread with 1/4 cup spreadable fruit Top with 1/2 cup mousse. Add cake layer, remaining spreadable fruit and 1/2 cup mousse. 3. Top with remaining cake layer. Frost cake with remaining mousse. drizzle with melted chocolate. Garnish with remaining peaches and raspberries, if desired.

My Luck
I was having a good weekend until that last night. Someone hit me while I was driving home and pushed me into the concrete barrier in the middle of the road. After that I slammed into the steel guard rail on the other side of the road and he kept going. A week before this wreck some one hit me with there car while I was riding my motorcycle shitty huh? My luck is shitty I don't think I want to leave home anymore. This is hopefully the end of my string of bad luck now that I have no car and a fucked up motorcycle I don't have to worry about accidents on the highway. The girl I liked and enjoyed hanging out with got sent back to the states. Somewhere in between the suck I lost my wallet including my debit card, ID, and lots of other shit that I wish I still had. I lost my wallet while I was going down the autobahn in the oppisite direction of where I should have been (Some of you know where I should have been that night). The shitty part of all this is I have been telling everyone that m

So Sad!!!!
today is saint james day out here.. I NEVER miss it.. its pouring like cats and dogs (which is enough to make anyone sadder or gloomy) and i am working til 6 and the fair if its even going on ends at 5 and its over 35 miles away from where i am right now.. so.. in short.. if its on.. i cant go.. and if its not.. well.. boo hoo too!

Chaplaincy: Faq
Thank you for exploring our Frequently Asked Questions (FAQ). Please choose one of the following as best suites your needs: 1) FAQ for Corporations (General) 2) FAQ for Studios & Production Companies (Television/Film/Music/Agencies, etc). 3) FAQ for Bands 4) FAQ for Individuals & Celebrities

6 Weird Things
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! Here goes nothing. 1. i work toooo much not time to play 2. i have 5 kids taht take up my time 3. lol i watch to muck racing 4.i dont like beer 5. lol i do love mmm puss 6. thanks dex for the tag lol 1 tazzy 2, blue eyes 2. mizfiesty 3. mzbitch2u 4.devilbitch 6.txbrat

The Web
The Web Creatively You worked your art You spun a web Around my heart How beautifully Your deeds have spread Each intricately Woven thread With strands of care You dried my tears Your gentleness Dispelled my fears Your wisdom Helped me understand And patiently You held my hand To give me courage To brave the storm With kindness You have kept me warm Your passion Lit a glowing fire That filled my soul With sweet desire You're all That I was dreaming of For the web you spun Was made of love - Written and owned by Sherri Deskins

11:09:06
I love the subtle way he lets me know he wants to fuck The way he turns to me and has that look somewhere behind his eyes What color are they again? I never remember any of the details that seem to mean so much. The way your voice sounds when you're hding somehting from me. How sweet does it sound? Bitter and angry. Just as it should when you hang up the phone after an apolgetic silence. When you call back crying and wondering why. But crying to yourself and not asking any questions. More silence and supressed sobs. Does he know? You don' t think so. And he doesn't care. Why do you stay? The thought of leaving isn't that bad.You could be happy without anyone, couldn't you?You wouldn't go completely mad, not too soon. Why do you stay? His touchis enough to change your mind. It has before.Do I love him? I'd like to think I do. But sometimes its hard to tell. Do I love him today? More than yesterday. Will I love him tomorrow?

A Day Of Remembrance
I've cried twice today. For those of you who know me well, you will understand how rare that is. I do so hate the "feminine weapon" of tears. Not only for the quotationed label, but for the emotional output in general. The first time was seeing a friend of mine's Christmas tree. It was simply beautiful. And representative of his family and all that entails. It was a bit much for me, for many reasons unmentioned. The second was for a much harsher prospect. It was brought about by another friend's picture of his friend, Joe. To preface this emotional outpouring, I must say that the last time I really remember letting loose and crying my eyes out was on 9/11/2001. I was in Brazil at the time, visiting my ex and his family. (not an ex at the time, obviously) I was innocently making the bed and getting ready for the day when his mother, Maisa, came running into our bedroom and started gesticulating wildly. As I spoke very little Portuguese at the time (I had flown in o

Guess I'm In A Contest....
Apparently I'm in a contest. It's for the sexiest outfit.... there are many many girls in WAY hotter outfits than I, but since I'm entered I figure WTF? might as well try. So here's the link. If you feel that voting for the other ladies is more honest, go for it, I completely understand! It's more fun if the person who actually deserves to win DOES, don't ya think? ;) Have a great night ya'll! Jennifer

Old About Me~;)>
Well, I'm single after ten years. She was diagnosed with Bi-Polar and started taking phychotics and breaking my shit, so I decided it was best for some time apart. So I quit my job and hauled ass out of York, PA. Yeah, I was making pretty good money but it didn't add up to the happyness I was looking for, Money isn't everything muthafukas, but I'd like to see you live without it. So I moved back to my stomping grounds in WV on 10/25/06 w/my mom for the time being until I get back on my feet again. I love my mom and grandparents which by the way are McCoys. Anyway, I got my job back at Quad Graphics and everything is going smoothly, they already moved me up to the 2nd pressman position. I used to work there five years ago and was training to be a 2nd then. So if you ever pick up a National Geographic or Victoria's Secret, we did that. I'm hoping to change the way my life was heading and to make something of this fucked up life that I have been given. I love paintball, so if anyone

Calling All My Friends
Alright my daughter is going to join a SuperSpeller Program at school and the proceeds benefit the American Lung Association and she needs to get sponsors for her to participate and I'm looking for anyone that is willing to sponsor her for this. Just so ya know this is a scheme or joke or anything and if anyone were to help sponsor her you can write a check right out to the American Lung Association. If anyone is interested in helping my daugher please message me :) thanks guys!

Sexual Issues #7
What is circumcision? Circumcision involves removing the foreskin, which shields the head of the penis. In the United States, 60 percent of baby boys are circumcised, usually in the first few days or weeks after birth. Some parents choose circumcision because it's an important and ancient ritual, while others choose it because they believe it has health advantages. Should we circumcise our son? Circumcision is a personal decision that you should make based on your own beliefs and after talking with your doctor. Some medical evidence suggests that circumcision leads to improved health; in the short- or long-term, though, the issue is by no means clear-cut. Talk to your spouse, your pediatrician, your family and friends, and, if you're religious, the leader of your congregation to discuss whether circumcision is the right choice for you. Between 1989 and February 1999, the American Academy of Pediatrics' policy had been that the potential medical benefits of circumcision outweig

Ratings!!!
Hey guys, i just wanna say thank you so much for all of the love you give me each and everyday. I'd also like to ask you guys to please take a few min. to come to my page to check and make sure that you have rated my profile and fanned me. If you feel that you have done both, and i have not returned the love, then PLEASE send me a private message so that i can check on it. Im not always at my computer and sometimes i miss it,because i get so many alerts a day. I find it kind of rediculous that i have 109,928 profile views, but only 11,017 ratings. I also have almost 10,000 friends, but only 5,018 fans. So that means over half of you have forgotten to fan, but anyways thanks again for all the love you do give, and please stop by and check. thanks alot!

New O'rly Video Fo Sho!
L00k at mah funnie video yarly...suuure to make u lolz fo sho! ..repostie and meh will luv u yarly^(O_o)^ Make photo slide shows at www.OneTrueMedia.com Mo lolz by... Orly? The Official FUBAR Owl ~@ fubar

Have U Seen Her?
From: FINDSTACYPETERSON Date: 23 Nov 2007, 02:26 A Beautiful Young Mother Of Two Devoted To Making Her Children's Lives Happy Children Always Came First, No Matter What She Treated Every Child As If They Were Her Own Her Children Went With Her Wherever She Went Her Children Are What Brought Her HappinessCassandra Her Beloved Sister Believes Something Has Happened To HerAnd Is Determined To Find HerCassandra Wont Stop Searching Until Her Sister Is Brought Home

In Case You Missed It This Weekend...
..this is for anyone who missed all of the excitement this past weekend...the response to the blog The Truth Part IV well, spoke for itself. I screenshotted some of the funnier ones and put em in these shows below. And for some reason you missed out on what happend, feel free to check out the blog below this one...get a good lol or two out of this one...

Starting Now!
ALRIGHT ALL YOU FULIGANS IT IS TIME TO STEP UP AND SHOW YOUR SUPPORT FOR YOUR FRIENDS OR YOUR AGE GROUP AND RATE AND COMMENT THEM TO VICTORY! THIS IS MY HOTTEST AGE GROUP CONTEST THAT RUNS FROM TONIGHT UNTIL NEXT WEDNESDAY AT THIS TIME! BELOW ARE THE DIRECT PIC LINKS TO ALL THE CONTESTANTS ORDER BY AGE GROUP FROM YOUNGEST TO OLDEST. JUST CLICK ON THE PIC OF YOUR CHOICE AND IT WILL SEND YOU RIGHT TO IT! 1) 18-19 YEAR OLD GROUP! loves like war aka shorty ** AM THE ONE U WILL NEVER FORGET** Cowgirl Gone Wild 2) 20-29 YEAR OLD GROUP canadianchik Kae **FU-Bombers ROCK my SOCKS;)*Fu-Bomber Promoter*[Club F.A.R.] croe427- the sisterhood UrBitch »-(¯`v´¯)-»ßãßÿ †®èª§üR£ ~Öwñër~ ßªß¥ †r€ð§ûrë§ Î§£åñÐ(¯`·¸•´¯)&lðvïñg £ÚßÄR WÌ£È ² ÇÄRL »-(¯`v´¯)-» *~JA~* =Øne $ex¥ Fµ©ka= 2nd Alarm Hotties Member= Tiger~lily® *~*Member of The IRA Bombsquad *~* Σηforçër {{2Ø5}}*~* 3) 30-39 YEAR OLD GROUP luvab

Shaving
I don't want to beat around the bush-there's nothing wrong with trimming your pubic hair or doing some grooming. But when it comes down to it, shaving your pubic hair has some consequences you may not have considered. Shaving your pubic hair causes damage to hair follicles. When you shave your pubic hair, you risk ingrown hairs and nasty red bumps. That's a short-term risk many women are willing to take. But shaving your pubic hair can do lasting damage to that sensitive region. Think of the skin in your pubic region as containing hundreds of pores and openings for secretions. And then take a moment to think about how much you sweat over the course of an average day. Damaging the hair follicles in your pubic area means you may experience bouts of bumps, as glands and pores get blocked from the damaged openings. Seriously, do you want bumps down there? Shaving your pubic hair regularly can lead to permanent damage, which means you'll be susceptible to blockage for years e

Most Seductive Look
first id like to thank every for playing....seems most had a good time....if i decide to do it again id love to have all of you back....so here are the top 3 1st-graficzgrl 2343 2nd-stay-cee 1177 3rd-green eyed goddess 828 once again ty all and ill let you know when i have another one :)

Death
i never realized how much a death could affect you. i am a different person since the death of my dad. in some ways good and in some ways bad. it's funny though, i can't think of one good thing right this second. maybe i just can't see it myself. the last time i saw him, may 1, 2007. i came home from work. he was sitting on my couch. we always touched hands as i walked by him. this time i wouldn't let him touch me because i was so filthy from work. i didn't hug him when he left. dammit!!! why didn't i hug him? at about 3 am may 2, fl. highway patrol knocked on my door to tell me there had been an accident and my father didn't make it. he had a heart attack while driving. they say all wounds heal with time. who the hell are they anyway? lol i'm not sure this wound will heal. it's been almost 9 months and i'm still a basketcase!!! sometimes i feel so lost, walking around in circles, not sure what to do. and i am angry a lot of the time. then there are the times i find myself sitt

Faults
i feel empty within my soul. nothing but darkness surrounds me and no way to find the right path. ifeel coldness grasping its hands around my heart. thoughts and feelings have become anger and frustration. i feel like there is no one to turn to for a hand. silence has overcome me, no one wants to listen everybody is afraid of truth and they are ignorant in their own way. no one wants to take fault for their own actions and just blame it on others just to make themselves feel good about themselves. everybody has to realize that we all have problems and we all have faults and we need to stop blaming others for whats wrong with their ownselves.

My First Pimp Out ...
FIRST PIMP OUT FROM THE MILE HIGH CLUB.... STARTING WITH MY STAFF ...GREAT PEOPLE... I LOVE THEM ALL .... MY PROTECTORS.... MY PILOT..... d2hell pilot of sex air ways come fly with me @***The***Mile***High***Club***@ fubar MY CO PILOT..... thom The Slayer- liverpool fc no. 1 fan **Angelbaby's Fu-Fiance** MILE HIGH CABIN CREW Force To@ fubar HEAD PROMOTOR... cboyz66 promotor of the mile high club@ fubar HEAD PROMOTOR... Lady*~T~*♥Sarge'sBadGirl♥FuOwned byTulsa's Angel Fu-Owner of Santa♥@ fubar Head Flight Attendant.... AnGeL.BaBy♥Thoms FuFiance&R/L Girlfriend♥Mile High Club Head Flight Attendant@ fubar HOST GREETER.... Angel Eyes1974~co owner*stiletto girls~w.i.s.e.~U.K.L~owner*VIBRATIONS LOUNGE~@ fubar HEAD PROMOTOR... REDNECKTRKDRVR/ENFORCER&GREETER @ CLUB EXTREME @ VIBRATIONSLNG@ THE MILE HIGH CLUB@ KITTY KAT L@ fubar PROMOTOR&GREETER.... Sarah*Hostess at The Mile High Club

Auction Is Open Bid On Them Xxx
READ ALL ABOUT IT...YES I GIVING A AUCTION FOR SOME FRIENDS ...RENTING THEM OUT LIKE A PIMP ...HE HE HE March 15th at 5:00 Pm pst and will end on March 29th at 5:00pm pst minimum bid will start at 65k RULES OF THIS AUCTION: (SERIOUS BIDDERS ONLY) PLEASE READ BEFORE YOU BID! 1. NO DRAMA. VIOLATORS WILL BE BLOCKED. 2. THE CONTESTANTS RESERVE THE RIGHT TO REFUSE ANY BIDDERS. 3. MINIMUM BID IS 65,000 FUBUCKS, AND THERE IS NO CEILING ON MAXIMUM BIDS. BLASTS, VIP'S, HAPPY HOURS, TICKERS, FUBUCKS, ETC. ARE ALL ACCEPTABLE AND ENCOURAGED BIDS. GRAPHICS, SALUTES, PERSONAL PIX, ETC ARE ALSO ENCOURAGED. REAL GIFTS, SUCH AS VACATIONS, DINNERS, ETC. ARE REAL AND VALID BIDS, PROVIDED THAT THEY ARE ACCEPTED. 4. THE AUCTION RUNS FROM 5:00PM PST MARCH 15TH TILL 5:00PM PST MARCH 29TH 5. YOU MAY NOT BID LOWER THAN THE PERSON BEFORE YOU. 6. REAL CASH TRUMPS VIRTUAL GIFTS, BUT EVERYTHING IS TOTALED AT THE END. 1 MILLION FUBUCKS = $20 CASH VALUE, BASED ON FUBAR'S TICKER PRICES. 7.

---------------to All Momma--------------
SHE HAD THE MOST BEAUTIFUL SMILES, HER EYES WERE PIERCING BLUE SHE'D GO WITH YOU TEN THOUSAND MILES, OR JUST WHATEVER SHE COULD DO HER HAIR WAS SILVER AND AS PRETTY AS COULD BE, SHE WAS AN ANGEL TO MY DADDY, WELL, SHE WAS WORLD'S BEST MOMMA, AND SHE MEANT THE WORLD TO ME, SHE AND DADDY RAISED ME STRONG, SO I KNOW BEFORE LONG WE'LL HAVE A GREAT DAY A GREAT DAY INDEED. FOR WE'LL BE TOGETHER IN HEAVEN, JUST YOU WAIT AND SEE.Best graphics, layouts, and more for your profiles! Click Here!

Clay Balls
Clay Balls A man was exploring caves by the seashore. In one of the caves he found a canvas bag with a bunch of hardened clay balls. It was like someone had rolled clay balls and left them out in the sun to bake. They didn't look like much, but they intrigued the man, so he took the bag out of the cave with him. As he strolled along the beach, he would throw the clay balls one at a time out into the ocean as far as he could. He thought little about it, until he dropped one of the clay balls and it cracked open on a rock. Inside was a beautiful, precious stone! Excited, the man started breaking open the remaining clay balls. Each contained a similar treasure. He found thousands of dollars worth of jewels in the 20 or so clay balls he had left. Then it struck him. He had been on the beach a long time. He had th rown maybe 50 or 60 of the clay balls with their hidden treasure into the ocean waves. Instead of thousands of dollars in treasure, he could have taken

Inner Reflections
Inner Reflections by LateNiteFantasy© When I look inside I see a man who once was a boy who had no plan; and now with time, through many years, where once was hope now only fears. Like a stagnant pool which goes nowhere so is his life just sitting there; mocking his reflection,laughing in his face, longing for interjection,a little change of pace. The next distraction.

New Contest Now Posted!
MY COKE REWARDS® Male, Old North Syracuse, NYANOTHER CONTEST HAS BEGUN!RULES:1) THIS CONTEST WILL BE FOR ANY OF THE FOLLOWING:MY COKE REWARDSPEPSI STUFFMILLER HIGH LIFE EXTRASDR PEPPER IJ4 PROMOTIONMT DEW OLD SCHOOL NEW SCHOOLIF UNSURE ON WHERE TO FIND THESE CODES, CHECK OUT A COUPLE OF OTHER BLOG POSTINGS I HAVE POSTED.2) THERE WILL BE FOUR PRIZES TO CHOOSE FROM:A)50 FREE DOWNLOADS FROM UNIVERSAL MUSIC & AMPLIFIED.COM(Value $49.50)B)ONE FREE LARGE ONE TOPPING PIZZA FROM PAPA JOHN'S(Value $14.50)C)$25,000 FUBUCKSOR D)500 MOUNTAIN DEW OLD SCHOOL OR NEW CODESTHE WINNER, WHO SENDS THE MOST CODES, WILL CHOOSE ONE OF THE FOUR PRIZES. THE SECOND PLACE PERSON WILL CHOOSE FROM THE REMAINING THREE PRIZES. THE THIRD PLACE PERSON WILL CHOOSE FROM THE REMAINING TWO PRIZES. AND THE FOURTH PLACE PERSON WILL RECEIVE THE FINAL REMAINING PRIZE.

Tagged By Muh Bitchez!!....lol
Okay so I wake up this moring and I have a couple of links in my shout and they say "U were tagged lol" and "tagged :D" ... Bitchez....ha ha ha so here I go! Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I DO NOT..REPEAT DO NOT EAT COOKED CARROTS. 2. I KNOW SECRETS ABOUT MILF, RYOT, SAM, FORNI & CHAOS...LOL...(NOT TELLIN) 3. I WAS THE 2ND PERSON TO HIT 1000 REFERRALS ON FUBAR! 4. I DON'T EAT THINGS WITH SUGAR OR BREAD WHEN I CAN AVOID IT. 5. I READ LEGAL BRIEFS...(CASES) FOR PLEASURE. 6. I LOVE SUMMER! 7. I LOVE TO TRAVEL BUT WOULD RATHER FLY THAN DRIVE. 8. I WAS A COUNSELOR AND BEHAVIOR MODIFICATION SPECIALIST FOR ABUSED AND NEGLECTED CHILDREN

Sad Sack
That's me. A proper saddo!! I'm sitting here in a lovely restaurant in North Warwickshire typing a blog entry to Fubar on my laptop. People probably think I'm doing something business related, not just arsing about on here. I'm meeting an old friend of mine for a latte and a cheeky bite to eat. He's an old boyfriend of mine from pre-married days and we recently bumped into eachother on Facebook. He was certainly cute back in 1990 and we were like little bunny rabbits constantly in bed, at it. He looks to have grown into a good looking forty year old from his FB pics but I'm not really expecting anything sexual to come of today. I've dressed in a sexy but smart business suit anyway which probably helps reinforce to my fellow restaurant guests that I'm currently trading multi million pound deals at the London stock exchange!! Grrrr, he just phoned to tell me he'll be another 20-25 minutes...how rude!! Only joking, blame the traffic on the M42. This is quite a nice distrac

Estrogen Issues ???
10 WAYS TO KNOW IF YOU HAVE "ESTROGEN ISSUES" 1. Everyone around you has an attitude problem. 2. You're adding chocolate chips to your cheese omelet. 3 The dryer has shrunk every last pair of your jeans. 4. Your husband is suddenly agreeing to everything you say. 5. You're using your cellular phone to dial up every bumper sticker that says: "How's my driving-call 1- 800-". 6. Everyone's head looks like an invitation to batting practice. 7. Everyone seems to have just landed here from "outer space". 8. You 'r e not as nice as you used to be and you used to be a bitch 9. You're sure that everyone is scheming to drive you crazy. 10. The ibuprofen bottle is empty and you bought it yesterday

Down
my god i am a sad loney person i comletely lostt my self i hate it and i wont even talkto ppl and the ppl i will talk to r just as messed up as me and leave me feeling worse i sit here will broken and i dont know who i am anymore i messed up i let my self down nd i am sitting here punishing my self for it tears down the face and i let it all slip i dont even know i dont know what i can do to i feel so i cant even explain it

K.o.p.e.
Just recently Tigg, the owner and founder of K.O.P.E. closed the lounge.This isn't the first time that the lounge has been closed. which only proves 1 thing..... that K.O.P.E. will NEVER die!! Even though the lounge may be closed, the Klan Of Pure Evil lives on.As long as there are still some of us who still have K.O.P.E. in our names and in our hearts, K.O.P.E. IS ALIVE !! I personally put my heart n soul into helping run the lounge, and although some have moved on and are doing their own things..... K.O.P.E. is where they came from... it's their fubar roots. K.O.P.E. wasn't just a lounge it was my home, and it isn't just a name, it IS my family. No matter how many lounges come n go..... the heart of every one of them is the ppl.and how they care for each other makes them family. That's why i'm proud to say that i am a member of the K.O.P.E. family,till death, disbanment, or dishonor, and as long as i am here to take care of n watch over n help out my family, it will always thrive, an

He Shouldn't Have!
Delerius lost his mind and got me an auto 11s bling. I'll be turning it on in the next lil bit. Waiting for a blast {Thank you DaisyBlue ♥, who also lost her mind! You are awesome!} to be approved. Thank you Delerius. ♥

"do I Dare / Disturb The Universe?"
In the last two months, one of my best friends moved away, another went off to rehab, and I was hit by an uninsured, unlicensed motorist. To add sadness to injury, I learned that a coworker, someone I dated briefly two years ago, was diagnosed with cancer. When I met him, he was 24, a successful, smart, ambitious man who, at 6'7", towered over me. We were an odd couple, him tall and dark and calm, me tiny and pale and loud. We spent thanksgiving together two years ago, him raking my leaves while I baked us a feast, then joining inside for a cornucopia of drinks, food, and sex. Shortly thereafter, I started seeing someone new, and, through willful neglect, I abandoned the relationship with my coworker. A month ago, I emailed him to let him know I was thinking of him. We exchanged several messages and ultimately planned to meet and spend the day on his boat. And so we did. I drove out to the marina and waited by his dock. He came up to meet me, led me to his boat. I climbed on a

One Cut 11-04-08
He said she made him happy. He said he'd be there. The time she needs him the most, is the time he decides to go back on every word he's made to her. You'd think it'd be easy to leave Right? Wrong. How can she just up and walk away from the only guy that cares? It's her fault this is happening. If only she knew what was best. This would stop happening. All she can do is take One cut at a time!

Oh Gosh. =[
So, I was just informed that my niece Kylie's dad was found dead earlier today. Supposedly he was found in a chair where he had presumably fallen asleep, and could not be woken. Cause of death is unknown at the moment, but I (and quite a few others) suspect he overdosed on some form of drugs, considering my sister (who's mom they live with) is a crack addict herself, and they have been seen partying together recently. An autopsy is going to be performed to determine the exact cause, but like I said, I think I already know. His daughter Kylie does not know yet, they told her he is just in the hospital for now, (he was there quite often he was a clumsy man). To be frank, I did not have much respect for this man, and I honestly did not care for him that much. But, he was the father of one of my niece's and my heart goes out to her.

Hi-dee-ho
Just poppin in to let peeps know I am still alive. My sister's car took a shit so I am staying a few extra days so she can borrow my car to get to work until her parents can figure something out. In a proximately two months I will be moving out to live with my sister and her fiance depending on what happens with my application at ADEC inc. Oh, and I am baking fucking brownie thingies and have fucking birthday cake flavored ice cream. Dont hate me for breaking my diet; I can do what I want! LMFAO. ♥ biotches!

A Dream From Afar
On the breath of the wind, From the grip of the stars, You flew into my life Like a dream from afar In the depths of my darkness, Your heart bled fluid light A gentle voice reached out And held me all through the night My soul has been warmed By the fire in your eyes In my dreams we are one And our love never dies I never thought I'd find a heart So beautiful and true I never knew a dream so sweet Until that dream was you.

Heartbroken
Heartbroken Nothing better than to sleep To forget that you are gone To forget your lies Forget the way You told me You never loved me Forget the way You looked at me When you left me I want to forget I want to leave this world Close my eyes Fall to sleep to stop the heart From beating I want to block awayThe world to stop the pain In my heart I want my heart to stop beating To stop bleeding From your words Your lies

07/08/09
Fact of the day: The first known contraceptive was crocodile dung, used by Egyptians in 2000 B.C. Joke of the day: On day a redhead, a brunette, and a blonde were on their way to heaven. God told them the stairs to heaven were 1,000 steps and on every step he was going to tell them a joke. If they laughed they would not be able to get to heaven. So the redhead made it to the 45th step and laughed. The brunette made it to the 200th step and laughed. But the blonde made it to the 999th step and laughed even before god told his joke. God asked "Why did you laugh I haven't even told the joke yet" The blonde said "I know I just now got the first one!!!" Word of the day: HELLA (dedicated to my fellow Californians)

Jerk Of The Day
This idiot (who cannot spell by the way) is one crude little boy (even though he says he is 41). Just because I would not web cam with him (since I dont have a cam) or even call him and listen to him "Cum Hard" over the phone. Called me a dork. And I doubt if he knows what it really means and such a mature thing to say for an older man. I blocked him rated his pics a 1 and left him a few choice comments. Just wanted to show you what a real idiot looks like. http://fubar.com/user/3527385

I Re-did The Last One........
Pick your Artist: James Brown Are you a male or female Its a Mans World Describe yourself: Super Bad How do you feel: I feel good Describe where you currently live: America is my home If you could go anywhere, where would you go: Kansas City Your favorite form of transportation: Sex Machine Your bestfriend is: Mother Popcorn You and your best friends are: Gettin on the Good Foot What's the weather like: Sunny Favorite time of day: In a Cold Sweat If your life was a TV show, what would it be called: i-don-t-want-nobody-to-give me nothing, i ll get it myselfWhat is life to you: Papa s got a Brand New Bag Your current relationship: Pris

Kilala
I awoke to a beauty. Before I had never seen. I wonder if she smiles. Or in her day she will think of me. She is now in my thoughts. And will be on my mind. I hope in this beauty. A new friend I may find. My hand outstreched. Come please walk beside my friend. And I will walk with you. Until my lifes journey ends.

New Years Auction
Here it is almost 2010 time for an auction!!! Here are the stipulations and rules: 1. All entrants must pay a 100,000 fubuck fee to join-payable to me 2. You must send me a link to the photo you would like to be used in the auction along with a list of things you would like to offer. 3. I will post all pics with lists of offerings on Thursday the 31st of December so that means you have 5 days to enter. 4. Auction will end on January the 8th 5. All bids must be paid to each member by that day, all offerings are good to the high bidder for 30days 6.Auctionees have the option to close the auction at anytime if they wish to accept that bid. 7. You are responsible for promoting your auction pic, although I will be promoting the actual auction! ***here are a few hints about some things you can offer*** =Add their name to yours, Keep shitfaced, if vip offer 11's, salutes, give daily gifts, comments, rates..ect =cash bids can be offered as well like they can offer a bling pack

Exs
k i dont get it why do ex bfs and ex gfs dont get the hint when it's oh so clear that what happen back in the day is just that back in the day depending on the pass relationship if they was a liein cheat or if they actually was aiight but when i say i dont ever planin on talkin to a liein cheat then i kinda mean that i mean am i wrong for feeling this way i really wanna know what u all think plz help me and give me some real honest opions

Accused Of Stealing Staff
Allright, Let me get a few things clear. I was just accused tonight of stealing staff from another lounge. This is something I did not do , nor have I ever. The person who accused me I will not name at this time, but they know who they are and so do others. He has informed me that " supposedly" others have came to him and said I steal members and attempt to steal their staff as well. This is something I am not sure whether to believe or take as just another ploy. So I wanted to write this in case. I have never, nor will I ever feel the need to lower myself to stealing another lounge owners staff. If you feel I am like this or have done this please feel free to come to me. There are many lounges on my lounge list, and many I support adn know have good honest ppl in them. And some know I would do just about anything to help. This is coming up because I hired a Dj who I was told quit. Who came to me and asked for a job. This is wwhat happens, ppl change almost like

Sign Up For Auction!!!
ADOPT A STONER !!!!HERE IS YOUR CHANCETO BE IN THE AUCTION U MUST CLICK ON THE SIGN UP BANNER BELOW AND LEAVE A COMMENT ON THE BOTTOM OF THE BLOGBE SURE TO READ ALL THE RULESWELCOME TO FUBARLOOKING FOR NEW FRIENDS ??CLICK THE BANNER BELOW TO ENTERREAD ALL RULESTHE AUCTION WILL BE JUNE 25TH AT 6PM EST TIME~ S3 RADIO STAFF HOLDS THE RIGHT TO REJECT ANY ENTRY FOR ANY REASON ~ENTRIES MUST BE IN ON JUNE 24TH AT MIDNIGHTTO BE ACCEPTEDSCROLL DOWN FOR RULESIF YOU WANT TO OWN SOME OF THE HOTTEST WOMEN & MEN ON FUBARTHEN COME ON OVER TO~ SECRET SMOKERZ SOCIETY ~MUST ME PRESENT FOR AUCTIONTHE AUCTION WILL BE AUGUST 28TH AT 7PM EST TIME~~~ RULES ~~~~~~~~~~ YOU MUST BE A MEMBER OF THE LOUNGE TO PAR

Reapers_resurrections Memorial Services
Reapers_Resurrection passed away on Saturday, July 3rd, at approximately 5pm. He had a heart attack at home and was pronounced by EMS. Please remember Reapers! He was such a good man... And he liked Fubar!!! Leave any statements, condolences, and best wishes for his wife... I will give it to her... Reapers_Resurrections - A chance for you to talk about him http://www.fubar.com/lounge/73453

This Is What Gets Me Thru The Hard Times
Another day has almost come and goneCan't imagine what else could go wrongSometimes I'd like to hide away somewhere and lock the doorA single battle lost but not the war'Cause, tomorrow's another dayAnd I'm thirsty anywaySo bring on the rainIt's almost like the hard times circle 'roundA couple drops and they all start coming downYeah, I might feel defeated and I might hang my headI might be barely breathing but I'm not dead, no'Cause, tomorrow's another dayAnd I'm thirsty anywaySo bring on the rain, oohI'm not gonna let it get me downI'm not gonna cryAnd I'm not gonna lose any sleep tonight'Cause, tomorrow's another dayAnd I'm thirsty anywaySo bring on the rain'Cause, tomorrow's another dayAnd I'm thirsty anywaySo bring on the rain, oohBring on, bring on the rainNo I'm not gonna let it get me downI'm not gonna crySo bring on the rain, oohBring on, bring on the rainBring on the rainBring on the rain, ooh

Run Dry
Words not longer flow, When a heart cannot rest. Minds are pushed to there limits, Now fail the test. Hearts like a well, Can dry over time. Down to my last few drops, Is this the end of mine. My lands sun scortched, Burnt before my eyes. As I reach for my last pail, And wait for my goodbyes.

Food For Thought
1.Think back over the last few days, - how many times have you felt appreciation towards another? How many times have you thought about another: 'what a lovely smile', or 'she is so nice', or 'such a kind man', or any of a myriad of other appreciative thoughts. Did you express them? Did you come up to her and say: 'you are so nice'? And why not? Why did you stop divine grace from flowing freely from your heart? Do you want to change the world to the better? This is it, this is how you start. 2. You have to agree that you are less and that someone else is more to feel inferior. If you don't agree, you can not possibly feel inferior. You might know something less, or you might be able to do something less, but you ARE unique and hence simply incomparable. Do not buy into being reduced to an object of comparison. 3.) Holding onto anger and old hurts hardens your heart and hurts only you. Ask for help in letting go of the anger. Ask to see the situation through the eyes of compassi

Catch Up With The Fashion With Boots
If you’re trying to find a great way to adorn your feet and add a little elevation at the same time, you need to seriously take into account seeking into ugg boots. This kind of uggs in particular are pretty well-liked, due to the soft material and flexible style. Uggs usually come in a large selection of colors and designs, like chocolate, brown, black, chestnut, sand, grey and so on. Referring to the designs, the most fashionable styles include: Bailey button ugg boots, classic tall ugg boots, Eskimo fashion ugg boots, etc. With so many choices, it is truly easy to find the best design for yourself, especially if you are one that wants boots that go along with just about any ensemble. At last but not the least, uggs’ material is widely praised by customers all over the world. You can simply get pleasure from the style as it’s for you to be comfortable. You’ll fall in love with the feeling when put your feet into them. In this year, uggs are a must for you to

Some Tips For Rolex Replicated Watches
Adjusting screws on a Rolex Replicated watches's movement can be tricky. A Rolex watch runs plus or minus five seconds per day, and some owners like to adjust the rates of their watches for maximum precision. Calibrations to time can be made by owners using the crown, but calibrations to the watch's rate must be made with a microstella wrench. The process can be done by professional watchmakers, but you can take matters into your own hands if you are brave. Another method involves keeping the watch still overnight to alter the "Rolex Oyster Perpetual" movement calibration, although this method is less precise. Remove the bracelet Rolex Replicated watches. Put the watch head in the casevise, with the caseback facing up. Secure the watch head in the casevise by tightening all the casevise screws. Match the notches on the back of your watch head with the notches in the Jaxa wrench. Turn the Jaxa wrench to the left until the caseback comes loose. Remove the caseback, and locate the

Where And When To Buy Discount Uggs
As a shopper, you should know that Uggs should be bought during times when you are not competing with almost everyone in town. Of course, because uggs are quite comfortable that they can even be worn during summers, you can be quite certain that you will still have difficulty on getting ugg on sale during the hotter seasons. However, you should always remember never to look for this footwear during December as this is the month when people seem to be in a binge just to get uggs. The best time to get your own sheepskin boots for winter is just before the season starts. This way, you won't have to deal with the shopping rush. As getting the best value for any ugg footwear is getting a pair of ugg boots on sale, you must always be on the lookout for discount promotions as well as sales that are held during off-seasons. Also keep an eye on stores that hold gimmicks such as offering ugg on sale just a few weeks or days before Christmas just so they can generate quite a number of people to

Why We Need Sport Replica Watches In Daily Life
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Could Possibly Chopard Watches Stand The Exam Of Time
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The Glow Radio Friday's
Friday on The Glow Radio: The Reverend DJ Furg will be spinning his mix of Punk, Grunge, Hard Rock. and Metal Music on The Church of Rock starting at 3pm pt/4pm mt/5pm ct/6pm et/11pm gmt next up is The Mistress of Hard Rock & Metal; "Thee Witch" starting at 6pm pt/7pm mt/8pm ct/9pm et/2am gmt next is Tony the Misfit with his Freak Show featuring the best in Rock, Alternative, & Metal Music starting at 9pm pt/10pm mt/11pm ct/Midnight et/5am gmt Tune in to The Glow Radio on iTunes; you can find us under Classic Rock in The Radio Directory & you can also find us on Microsoft's Media Player; click on the Media Guide Link & click on the Internet Radio Link & find us in the Classic Rock area or you can go to our website at:

I Am Batman In A Bar...
So I went out tonight to watch the Sabres play and have a beer and some wings. I am sitting in the bar, and in walk these two couples, who take seats at the end of the bar. Pretty Girl buys a drink for herself and attractive guy. Less pretty girl buys drink for herself and starts a tab Average guy buys drink for himself. Pretty girl talks to attractive guy Less pretty girl turns her back on average guy and listens to pretty girl talk. Based on these actions I determined that Pretty Girl and Attractive guy are dating. Less pretty girl is pretty girl's friend, average guy is attractive guy's friend. Attractive guy set average guy up with less pretty girl so that she would not be third wheel. I confirmed my hypothesis after I bought average guy a drink, for I felt bad for him that less pretty girl, which let me say, yeah she had a decent rack, but she's fighting a losing battle snubbed him.

Can You See The Darkness
Can you discern the freedom of unbarring your soul to the only One who asks nothing in return, but love. What can we offer back but our trust and fears? One day we will weep no more for we will have given them both unashamedly. Truth creates a meaning for our dreams. Ask the questions I may have missed. Write, scribble, highlight, document, journalise, whatever! Get the point across! Do not allow limitations, for life will not hesitate to pass you by. Growing All around us a generation gone blind, unaware as the real darkness shadows their light. Illumination dims the wisdom of their Resolve. Darkness maintains a comfort zone, A taboo and handicap to the sighted. There survives a single unrelenting truth; sightless perspective belongs to all who lack vision. Darkness is far more sinister than the absence of light. There is no discrimination, the desire, the forfeiture of your soul required. Our world lacks the determination of true sightless visionaries. (Helen Keller, Stevie Wonde

Untitled..again
untitled I blame me For the heartache For the disappointment For the bleeding wounds. I am the one who Turned myself inside out Changed to make you happy Deserted my own needs I chose to allow Your needs to come first Your heart to be more important Your wounds to be healed. I am flawed because I never stopped it I kept going on hoping Stupid, Stupid girl I never will learn Always the optimist Always willing to bleed Always broken.

Osama Is Dead!! 5-1-2011
Now I lay me down to sleep...one less terrorist this world does keep...with all my heart I give my thanks...to those in uniform regardless of ranks...you serve our country and serve it well...with humble hearts your stories tell...so as I rest my weary eyes...while freedom rings our flag still flies...you give your all, do what you must...with God we live and God we trust....Amen

Native Indian Prayer
I give you this one thought to keepI am with you still--I do not sleep.I am a thousand winds that blow,I am the diamond glints on snow,I am the sunlight on ripened grain,I am the gentle autumn rain.When you awaken in the morning's hush,I am the swift, uplifting rushof quiet birds in circled flight.I am the soft stars that shine at night.Do not think of me as gone---I am with you still--in each new dawn.

50 Ways To Get Kicked From Pdp (paul Simon "50 Ways To Leave Your Lover" Parody)
The problem is all over my pageShe said to meThe answer is easy if youJust fucking readI'd like to help you come and join usTo chat with meThere must be fifty waysTo get the boot She said it's really not staff's habitTo intrudeAnd she'll repeat herselfCause you're being rather crudeFurthermore, your fucking default picJust looks like you're in the nudeThere must be fifty waysTo get the shaftFifty ways to get kicked from PDP CHORUS:You need a main pic, Rick!Don't direct the cams, Sam!Watch out for the door, Whore!Just listen to me!Don't give our your SN, Ken!Don't get so butthurt, Kurt!Quit askin' for boobs, noobs!Says SLDC She said it grieves me soTo put you in such painI wish there was something I could doTo not kick you againI said I would appreciate thatAnd would you please explainAbout the fifty rules... She said why don't IJust eject you tonightAnd I believe in five minutesYou'll begin to see the lightAnd then she kicked meAnd I realized I'm probably not that brightCause there

Fucked Up Situation...
I really never thought that I'd be sitting here pretty much alone. The past week has been a shitfest of bad news. So my boyfriend(now ex) lied to me and led me on making me believed he cared. Telling me things like how he missed me, and couldn't wait to see me. Well on Fri the 6th he came over after work, and basically told me it wasn't working out. How the hell you going to sit here and tell someone some bs like you're happy or tell me that this is the happiest you've ever been, that you were never happy, but content. I don't get that. Then try telling me that I'm funny, awesome and was perfect. What a cock of shit. So from there, I was already depressed as it was, and started drinking to numb how I felt...And at one point even tried to kill myself over him and then something I will not get into. Well Monday afternoon I found out I was pregnant, that tore me apart. So I told my ex...and he's been one nasty motherfucker. I'm against abortions. And I don't think I could give up my child

Day 1
This is me how i feel about myself and i am sure it will chang day to day. i amunloveable it is clear to me now and its got to be something im doing wrong. i am in the army and i am incharg of people, but my wife wont even touch me she goes off with some other guy, not that i am complaining cause i dont love her any more but it would be nice to feel love, then i was talking to this great girl the one i was hoping to be with after she finaly lets me go(my wife that is) but lately shes avoiding me and idk y so it must be that i am just so unloveable. when i need people the most is about the time they leave me or find some one thats better, then again im sure there is alot better then me since im in the situation that i find my self in i am not single yet so i cant do any thing yet with any one no matter how much i want to. ik she knows who imtalking about even though i highly doubt she will read this but if she does i hope she knows howmuch i love her even still, and now there r othe

Rain
Rain by Shel Silverstein (1932-1999) I opened my eyesAnd looked up at the rain,And it dripped in my headAnd flowed into my brain,And all that I hear as I lie in my bedIs the slishity-slosh of the rain in my head.I step very softly,I walk very slow,I can't do a handstand--I might overflow,So pardon the wild crazy thing I just said--I'm just not the same since there's rain in my head.

No Lolly Licking, But You Can Have Hella Nasty Cleavage And Fat Rolls Scrolling
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Ceramic Bathroom Tiles Will Be The Best Choice For Having Hygiene
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Jeepers Creepers...where'd You Get Those Peepers?
Ok, so heres one that gets brought to my attention ALOT....my eyes... yes I know they're amazing, astounding, hypnotizing,beautiful, gorgeous ect ect ect but heres the real debate their color: if you scroll through my picture comments you will notice a little differiation in the colors that get complimented, I never correct this because all are right...thats right I said it...all are right.... my eyes are weirdoes and change colors between blue,gray,green, with flecks of brown or gold...the real mystery is knowing what each color means or is it? dun dun dunnnnnn

The Truth About The Situation In Libya: Cutting Through Government Propaganda And Media Lies By Brian Becker
Libya is a small country of just over 6 million people but it possesses the largest oil reserves in all of Africa. The oil produced there is especially coveted because of its particularly high quality. The Air Force of the United States along with Britain and France has carried out 7,459 bombing attacks since March 19. Britain, France and the United States sent special operation ground forces and commando units to direct the military operations of the so-called rebel fighters – it is a NATO- led army in the field. The troops may be disaffected Libyans but the operation is under the control and direction of NATO commanders and western commando units who serve as “advisors.” Their new weapons and billions in funds come from the U.S. and other NATO powers that froze and seized Libya’s assets in Western banks. Their only military successes outside of Benghazi, in the far east of the country, have been exclusively based on the coordinated air and ground

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Our Country Today
It was good to see all of the people remembering Sept 11. I knowe we all remember where we were on the day out nation was attack. I think i was thinging about beside all ofthe brave men and women who lost their life hat day is the amount of money it cost the terriorist spend. Think aobut it just 17 airliine tickets has cost this country Billions of dollars! Not only in the war that we spent but also the financial markets and the cost to the government to pt new secritu in place. Are we a safer country today. You bet we are but we still have a long why to go! So still be on the look out for anything that seems out of the norn and then report it! Politics thoughts. we country is is bad shape, I dont need to call you that! All of the Rebs and dems are concerned about is keeping the white house or getting it back. They are also concerned about keeping there jobs well all of us lose jobs. my company wnats me to relocate but I cant afford to I would lose over 4o grand on my

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Newest Nikki Update
I am extremely frustrated at the most recent turn of events. Leading up to this, I'll update some from the last 2 1/2 years or so. Nikki lost custody of both children about 3 years ago, give or take. She was proven unfit by the State of WV (yes, they did their jobs this time around). The State took away her custodial rights for Grace and Jacob. Thank the Lord for this miracle!! She cried a river, used drugs as her bridge, and got over it. Rather quickly, I might add. A day in the life of a junkie. She was in and out (mostly out) of rehabs/clinics/private Christian detox homes more times than I can account for the last few years. She says she was clean for over a year, nothing at all....come to find out it was more like 3 months, but she was still smoking MJ to get her through so she wouldn't crave the heroin as much. All of her needle drug use led to her Lupus coming out of remission and making her very ill. She had Nephritis in one kidney, almost losing it. She also had a severe inf

Verbal Sedatives
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Newt Gingrich Weeps, Mitt Romney Attacks Ron Paul
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Family Adds/famp Runs
Seeing as how I've been running into this a lot, I felt the need to address this. first, I will be running minimum 4 famps a week. MINIMUM. More than likely it'll be spread out over the weekened (weekend warrior if you want to say). So if you want to do a PERM fam add and see that maybe I've gone a few days without famping, dont freak. It should matter if I run a famp every day, or decided to do two+ a day on the weekends. Youre still in just as many famps people. Secondly, this whole "hey if you put me in yours now I'll put you in mine later" attemp fam trade is bullshit, and not happening. I've done it with a couple of you..."more popular" folk, and I have YET to see a famp rate from you as promised so obviously, that won't be happening anymore. I have more than enough room for PERM fam adds thought so let me know if thats something youre interested in. But if I'm running one at 10 in the morning and you're starting at 7 at night, I'm not adding you to mine because I don't k

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Awkward Chit Chat.
I live in a duplex, the front unit is for lease currently and this afternoon an elderly man with his two bischons showed up to view the home. I was outside in the patio, decided to offer him some water while he waits for the landlord to arrive. We start chatting, turns out he is a WWII German Army veteran whom fought in the Ukraine. It was was weird moment realizing this is a very cool elderly man with a life well lived, even if he contributed to the death of many...and possibly my children's great grandfather who never returned from the war against Germany. I had a wonderful conversation a lovely man Gunther is, he would make a nice neighbor...I am sure my children and myself could learn a few things. I don't know that he is/was a Nazi, but the conversation didn't pause when I let him know about the Ukraine Jew family history. In closing, I think that given the opportunity we all really could get along and thrive by diversity and understanding and or acceptance.

I Wish I Were A Rich Play Boy!
WELL I HAVE TO GO TO WORK TONIGHT. I HATE WORKING, IT'S REALLY A WASTE OF A GOOD TIME. LIFE WOULD BE EASIER IF I'D BEEN BORN A RICH PLAYBOY WITH JENNA JAMESON AND ALL HER FRIENDS ON SPEED DIAL. I COULD DRIVE AROUND IN MY SPORTS CAR,PICKING UP GIRLS WITH MY ONE AND ONLY PICK-UP LINE," HUMP ME I'M RICH". EVENTUALLY MARRYING ONE JUST SO A WEEK LATER SHE WOULD LEAVE ME AND TAKE HALF MY WORTH...AWWW THAT WOULD BE THE LIFE! BUT INSTEAD HERE I SIT IN MY SPONGE BOB BOXERS, DREADING THE FACT THAT I HAVE TO GO TO WORK. OH WELL A MAN CAN DREAM I GUESS

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Today I introduced myself to my own feelings. I realized it's much better to be apart and wish we were together than to be together and wish you were apart. I realized we conserve only what we love. We love only what we understand. We understand only what we were taught. I realized that of all the places in the world I enjoy - I enjoy being in your arms most. I realized I'd rather be kissing you instead of missing you. The more I know you, I realize what a complex person you are. Private thoughts - hidden dreams - Know that I will always care and search out who you are for I truly love what I have found. I realize all of this brings together a rare delight, being together, richer rapport, deeper laughter, truer understanding, and growning compatible. Today I realized - I walked away - it was all just a dream. Sharyn~ 07Jun06

It Appears I Have A Hater!
I NEVER wanted to defame my baby blog with this sort of shit but its DIRECTLY related to this blog so I guess its where it belongs. First off I want to thank her for sending any traffic this way that she has because it has only helped to get my story seen by people that might need it or maybe helped them to see that I AM NOT a liar. I dont see where any of my entries make no sense but PLEASE anyone feel free to point them out so I can explain what I meant or what happened. ANYONE that knows what losing a baby feels like KNOWS that what I have written is TOO specific and ALSO ANYONE that would FAKE something like this is a sick, twisted fuck! I would NEVER wish this on anyone(even on my hater). You all might want to know a little about our bitchy, neighborhood hater. She is BEST friends with Miss Sherrie...the one that my blog beat out in top blogs. AND I am friends with her ex bf that cant STAND her and her games. These are her reasons for attacking me so before you BELIEVE any

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No More Car.
my dad and brothers went shopping in my car. on the way they were eating. my dad ending up coking and passing out. my brother grab for the steering wheel but they still crash it to a parked rig. my car is total. at lest no1 die. but i mss my car.

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Dreading It
I really dont want to have to put my dirtbike on Cycle Trader to sell it, but I might have too. CraigsList isnt working too well. Big part of me knows I need to sell it NOW and the other part of me is dreading the whole damn thing. Argh. If I had had the money, I'd just keep my bike and buy a used RM85. But that's out of the question. Blah.

Oklahoma Is Borning
ok first things first...if u have sent me a private message..its gonna be a while before i can access it..the net service i have runs really slow... alot of places with free wi fi have blocked cherry tap and kproxy is one slow ass server.... on to new business.....ummm well its been a rough few weeks...well fuck its been a rough year and a half.. im finding myself alone and miserable right now but thanks to the friends that i have on my messanger im finding that there is another option, a better option, one that is leading me away from the temptation of hell and all its destruction..i guess u could say i was started to self distruct when i realized there is more to life than drama and guys...i need to focus on making my self whole and complete....i dont need the depression that i thought was plaging me for so long...its not fair to my friends to see me suffering and im tryin my damnist ta make sure that i dont get sucked into the hole...i sound all smart and all it must be the blo

Friends
ok so recently my life of friends was ripped apart.. my best friend an i are no longer talking , my other friend just moved away with another one of my friends which leaves me with 3 people to talk to out here now... I think the one friend that moved away was talking shit for me an the other girl not to talk anymore kinda like the whole " i want everyone to my self kinda thing" ive left it alone now for a while an when i was trying to make some kinda of a effort after all the shit the one just had to keep making it worse... ugh think its all bullshit an that if the one really knew me like she should she would know i would have never done anything to hurt her but oh well i guess eh its still a loss.

Baby Troubles
Last night I found out my new baby cousin is in the ICU. He hasn't learned to suck his bottle and breathe at the same time. As a result, he wasn't eating well. His temp dropped and so did his blood sugar. He is now in the ICU so they can feed him through a tube. He is resting for a few days and then they will try again to bottle feed him. They say he is doing better, but please pray for him