Fubar Blog Posts 3

Word To The Song Broken
Wake up to a sunny day, not a cloud up in the sky Then it starts to rain, my defenses hit the ground And they shatter all around, so open and exposed I found strength in the struggle Face to face with my trouble When you're broken in a million little pieces And you're trying but you can't hold on anymore Every tear falls down for a reason Don't you stop believing in yourself When you're broken Little girl don't be so blue I know what you're going through Don't let it beat you up Heaven knows that getting scars Only makes you who you are Only makes you who you are No matter how much your heart is aching There is beauty in the breaking Yeah When you're broken in a million little pieces And you're trying but you can't hold on anymore Every tear falls down for a reason Don't you stop believing in yourself When you're broken Better days are gonna find you once again Every piece will find its place When you're broken, when you're broken When you're brok

Crappy Wk!
*VENT* Thursday and friday both sicked ass. Work was hell. Its usually not that bad. But we are having some staffing issues. So i have to do my job, fix the fuck ups of the girl that dident show cuz "her back hurts" (shes a faker!), and do what she is supposed to do on a daily basis. So now i have to go into work on sunday....(eww!) lol *end of vent* ok so this week should be better ( i hope) Im off on tuesday! (yay time with josh. My bday is on sat. *WOOT* I get to go shoping, look at the church, go out to eat, bowling, and drink! IM so esited! manduh

The Grim Reaper
He does not eat he does not sleep for this he has been wrought To go about the earth each day to claim those that are sought He plows his sickle through the earth and with one tearing sweep He rids the earth of those whose time has come for him to meet The carnage and the havoc that he does leave in his wake And if your name is on his list for you there's no escape His realm is all lands high and low the waters and the sea And when he passes all that's left is grief and misery You don't know when he comes or goes for no one can forsee And when there is a lapse in time with no great tragedy You can be sure that he's not far, be it, you or me And while consumed still in this write, a movement next to me As I look up from where I sit a shrouded shadow stands His sickle gleasoning in the dark a slaughter is at hand And as I try to run away I hear a thunderous slash And as a twig is snapped in two so are my bones now bashed My body buckles to the floor, my life now f

I'd Rather Feel Pain Than Nothing At All ...
My first blog entry and something that I have been meaning to do, just have not had the chance to do as of yet. I will admit though, this site is almost too addicting. With the days blending together like the paint on a wet painting strapped to the hood of a speeding mustang, I can no longer keep track of the hours, or even the days themselves anymore. My mind is hazed by the ever constant fear of failure. And it feels like everyone has turned their back upon me when I ... know I would never do that to someone. What happened to being able to trust your friends, love them for their good points and help them through their bad, and overly being there (no matter what) for those whom you are the closest? I have done nothing wrong in my mind. And my body is suffering through this physical, emotional, and mental pain and it seems that no one even cares to ask why. They say I am too emotional. They say that I am always depressed. They think that I am a whiner, a crier, and always c

Looksism
Isn't it amazing how fast people are drawn to a sexy body and good looks? I proved a point here on my page when I posted the pic that I did and got lots of hits and comments about how sexy I am and such but if any of them knew anything about fashion or modeling which I personally don't get into much .. they would have known that unless I'm Cindy Crawford in disguise.. that can't really be me. I am sure when I post the real me the comments will be less and the "googling" pretty much nil but that only proves my point further. Be who you are.. be strong and secure in yourself and looksism won't bother you too much but it is still something that hurts and it is a shame that it still has such a grasp on the population.

Not Much To Say About Anything Lol
sending hellos out into cherryland.. still unsure of what to blog about, i guess being still new to this will do that to ppl lol... take the chance and say hi if ya see me around, add me up if ya want.. stay safe and take care....

Death In The Arms Of A Statue :
At a highly acclaimed college in West Virginia, there is an initiation rite of passage at a certain girls sorority. This rite of passage is to spend the night alone at one of the towns cemetaries, sitting in the lap of a statue. This statue sits on top of a tomb of a lady called Agnes. The legend has it that Agnes died from a broken heart when she was jilted by her fiance. The initiation ritual had been performed for years. On one evening the sorority sent a young lady into the cemetary for the initiation. When they came back the next morning, they found the girl still sitting in the lap of the statue. She was dead. She had hand marks all over her body, as is she was in the clutches of supernatural hands. You see, the lady was said to be a direct decendant of Agnes's Fiance. Perhaps Agnes finally had some revenge. During the turn of the century craftsmen were allowed to express themselves in cemetery art...thus you see angelic statues and the sort. One of Baltimore, Maryland's stat

~forever Prey~
Grandpa's they go Hoping these three Will never know How he hurts me Here he comes Love his disguise Diggin in his thumbs Taking me by surprise Pushed me to the wall Hands around my neck Trying to drop and fall I run to the deck Eyeing the shelf I think he'll throw I brace myself For the blow Shelf hits my calf I fall to the ground Hearing him laugh A terrible sound Pushing him away Protesting altho It's not enough to delay Nothing will stop him, i know Lying on the deck He's finished now I feel like a wreck A shower he'll allow Washing off his scent Find strength within Drown the whole event Burn it off my skin Hatred for him Can't seem to get away From the scars within Feeling forever prey

Sexual Hidden Talent
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

James 5:5 - So Meaningful!!!
James 5 Warning to Rich Oppressors 1Now listen, you rich people, weep and wail because of the misery that is coming upon you. 2Your wealth has rotted, and moths have eaten your clothes. 3Your gold and silver are corroded. Their corrosion will testify against you and eat your flesh like fire. You have hoarded wealth in the last days. 4Look! The wages you failed to pay the workmen who mowed your fields are crying out against you. The cries of the harvesters have reached the ears of the Lord Almighty. 5You have lived on earth in luxury and self-indulgence. You have fattened yourselves in the day of slaughter.[a] 6You have condemned and murdered innocent men, who were not opposing you. Patience in Suffering 7Be patient, then, brothers, until the Lord's coming. See how the farmer waits for the land to yield its valuable crop and how patient he is for the autumn and spring rains. 8You too, be patient and stand firm, because the Lord's coming is near. 9Don't grumble against each othe

A New Day
just sitting here bored as hell.I've got a lot of things going on this week.I do want to say to everyone if i haven't rated your pics send me a message and i will do it this week.I have some time off of work so I can catch up send me a private message and i will def. get to it.....Hope everyone has a great week.I finally get a chance to relax and catch up with friends on here which will be nice.well drop me a line.talk to you all soon.....

Journeys
wherever life takes you... on gentle breezes,beneath bright skies,over smooth waters.... love goes with you. through stormy weather, under dark clouds,near rocky shores, love goes with you. from the safety of harbor to the ends of the earth, love goes with you.....always

Walk Away
I saw you with your new girl just yesterday And I feel that I must confess Even though it kills me to have to say I'll admit that I was impressed I guess I'll call it just short of affection Gotta command you on your selection Though I know I shouldn't be concerned In the back of my mind I can't help a question Does she rub you feet When you've had a long day Scratch the scalp When you take out your braids Does she know that you like too Play PS2 till 6 in the morning Like I do (Chrous) I can't explain this feeling I think about it everyday And even though we've moved on It gets so hard to walk away (I'm gonna remember you You're gonna remember me) Walk Away, Walk Away (I'm gonna remember you You're gonna remember me) (Verse 2) I can't forget how we used to me Our life from day to day Hoping maybe you'll come back And though I tell myself not to be afraid To move on but it seems I can't But no other man has given me attention It ain't the same as yo

Brilliant
A married couple is driving along a highway doing a steady 40 miles per hour. The wife is behind the wheel. Her husband suddenly looks across at her and speaks in a clear voice. "I know we've been married for twenty years, but I want a divorce." The wife says nothing, Keeps looking at the road ahead but slowly increases her speed to 45 mph. The husband speaks again. "I don't want you to try and talk me out of it," He says, "because I've been having an affair with your best friend, And she's a far better lover than you are." Again the wife stays quiet, But grips the steering wheel more tightly and slowly increases the speed to 55 He pushes his luck. "I want the house," he says insistently. Up to 60. "I want the car, too," he continues. 65 mph. "And," he says, "I'll have the bank accounts, all the credit cards and the boat!" The car slowly starts veering towards a massive concrete bridge. This makes him nervous, so he asks her, "Isn't there anything yo

One Late Autumn Night
At first I saw you peeking through the clouds that slowly drifted by; Like a small child, peeking through mini blinds, trying to see who is coming, only ending with a sigh. When I see you next, it looked as if you were coming out of a shell; Peeping over the top, just enough to see, unsure of a future, the one thing, only time will tell. As I watched you rise into the sky, you rose above those clouds passing by. Now your in the open, your brightness shines through, you're well rounded beauty, with the dark sky behind you. Lori Flenniken

Just A Little Bitch Blog.
This is just a little bitch session for me, mainly about 2 things.....racism and homosexuality. I get online quite a bit, both here and other sites, and a particular game that I play online that I am addicted to. No matter where you go, these two words pop up in a negative manner all the time.....FAGGOT and NI**ER. I would like to know.....what makes these two words so powerful for someone? What makes people think that by calling people one of these two words it makes them better than the person they called it? I have family members that are racist, and I honestly don't understand it. What makes people think they are better than someone because their skin is lighter than someone else's? Why give a shit to start with? The fact that someone else has darker skin than I do means absolutely nothing. We still laugh, love, fight, fuck, and put our pants on the same way. If your a racist and you are reading this.....get over yourself.....your hatred and bigotry will get you nowhere in life and

About Everyone In My Life
normally i write a poem to reflect my thoughts or events around me but tonight im not feeling poetic just an eerie calmness life is hectic everything is goin in many directions right now but thats how i function...ive been sitting on yahoo going thru blogs and came across people i havent seen nor spoke to in ages and thought maybe now is the time to let go of things past and move forward...i m wondering now what happened to some of us where did it all go i look back at moments shared together the saturday night chillin n gettin stupid to the sunday morning coffee that consumed most of our time.....there r a few people i havent spoke to or who i manage to catch everyonce and awhile so im gonna take this blog to let them know i think about you guys daily and know how special you are in my life even tho we dont speak or dont have the opportunity to catch up know you are in my heart always i dont even know if youll read this or see it or manage to get thru all the idle shit before seeing t

Could I Have Realy Found
Before i thought it was impossible to fall in love. i thought that there was no true perfect match. i used to laugh at people that said i love you to one another because i was hurt badly once by a man that i thought i had loved who ended up cheating on me. i had lost all hope in ever loving anyone after that, then eventually lost the thought of love and began to think it was all just a joke. until now... have i finally found the man who completes me? have i found the man i want to spend the rest of my life with? the answer is yes. he is my life. I love him with a permanence that endures the passing years. I love him with a joyfulness that subdues all doubts and fears. I love him with an honesty that was born within my heart. I love him with the calm belief that we will never part. I love him with the certainty that I’ll cherish him forever. I love him with the humbleness of one who has been blessed. I love him with the reverence of all that word suggests. I love him with a fervor that

Key To My Heart
Moor precious then silver, More expensive than gold. Like the rarest diamond, Its one of a kind and The key to my heart you hold. Be careful with it, There’s no spare just one. And it belongs to you So guard it with your love It opens my heart, A secret world. You’ll find my love my world, My pain , my joy my private/emotions Hidden from all but one The very key to my soul, It’s the key to my heart you hold

Blissful Recreation Of The Cosmos In E Major
......Close my eyes. awaken the spirit, shed your darkness and open your soul to it. fear not the light, Bathe infinitely in the brilliant space, where the illusion of time stands not. have what you wish. loves all and knows no ill, join in the Boundless energy within all things. at one thought your desires appear. one for you, one for me, one for all, one for them, and one for us. speak not, feel. Love and Drift off into the Still cosmos in your sleep.

Heaven On Earth...
Poem: Heaven on Earth > > Golden wings upon your back > Spread them wide > Like an eagle > A Leap from the heavens > Sends you soaring > > Come to me... > Will you, come to me? > > Adorned in white from head to toe > Softly glowing in the night > Like an angel > Flying down from clouds of purity > Sends you floating > > Come to me... > Will you, come to me? > > A backless dress I will wear > Sequins sparkling > Like the stars > Waiting on the ground of sin > Sends me wanting > > As you come to me... > > A painted angelic face > Of pastel pink and blue > Like a baby's blanket > Looking in the sky > Sends me waiting > > As you come to me... > > Wings broken and bleeding > Softly fall suffering > Like a wounded bird > Landing on cold hard ground > Finds you hurting > > As I come to you... > Like you came to me > > Tattered and dirty > Sweating and smelling > Like a lost soul > Struggling from

Thank God Its Friday
man this week has went so slow.... monday took for ever and as everyone knows wednesday was really rough hehehe thursday i was really tired from being online talking to some friends so last night i stayed home and slept and still feel like ive been hit by a truck... but it is friday so i will meet the girls for some drinks after work... go home take a shower crawl in bed ... get up early for some more work tomorrow and a day filled with basketball... so by saturday night ill be dead tired again hehehe... thats alright i think my next day off is like 7 years from now hehehe hey everyone have a great weekend and drink a few for me and get some great sex!!!!

Freak On A Leash
"Freak On A Leash" Something takes a part of me. Something lost and never seen. Everytime I start to believe, Something's raped and taken from me... from me. Life's got to always be messing with me. (You wanna see the light) Can't they chill and let me be free? (So do I) Can't I take away all this pain. (You wanna see the light) I try to every night, all in vain... in vain. Sometimes I cannot take this place. Sometimes it's my life I can't taste. Sometimes I cannot feel my face. You'll never see me fall from grace Something takes a part of me. You and I were meant to be. A cheap fuck for me to lay Something takes a part of me. Feeling like a freak on a leash. (You wanna see the light) Feeling like I have no release. (So do I) How many times have I felt diseased? (You wanna see the light) Nothing in my life is free... is free Chorus Boom na da mmm dum na ema Da boom na da mmm dum na ema GO! So...fight! something on the... dum na ema Fight...some t

Sexy Breezy
Y= Yes / N = No Fill this in for me and repost for others to answer for Y0U :) Would/will you? [_] come to my house to do nothing at all but chill? [_] fight me? [_] fuck me? [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_]watch a movie with me? [_] go out to dinner with me? [_] let me drive you somewhere? [_] take a shower with me? [_] drink with me? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] hold my hand? [_] let me make you breakfast? [_] help me with homework? [_] tickle me? [_] let me tickle you? [_] instant message me? [_] greet me in public? [_] hang out with me? [_] bring me around your friends? [_] be down with me no matter what? D0 Y0U... [_] think im cute? [_] think im serious? [_] think im a good person? [_] think im conceided? [_] want to kiss me? [_] want to cuddle with me?

Please Listen
When i ask you to listen to me, and you start giving me advise, you have not done what i asked. When i ask you to listen, to me, and you begin to tell me why i should feel that way, you are trampling on my feelings, when i ask you to listen to me, and you feel you have to do something to solve my problem, you have failed me. Strange as that may seem, listen! All i ask is that you listen. Dont talk or do.. Just hear me. Advice is cheap, 50cents will get you Dear Abby, and Billy Grahm in the same newspaper, and i can do for myself; I am not helpless, Maybe discouraged, and faltering, but not helpless. when you do for something for me that i can and need to do for myself, you contribute to my fear and inadequacy, but when you accept as a simple fact, that i feel what i feel no matter how irrational then i can stop trying to convince you and get on about this buisness of understanding what is behind this irrational feeling, and when that's clear the answers

Video-a Hot Babe With Big Tits Dancing By A Swimming Pool. Look At Them Jiggle!!!
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Peace To Friends
What shall I bestow upon a friend?? Laughter to sustain when sorrow may bring pain?, a bright song of life, a belief that winter ends in the glory of spring, and a prayer of hope for peace that will stay forever. Written By: Lea Palmer I thought it befitting my friends who know that they can count on me through and thin. Kim

Boyfriend Application...do You Have What It Takes??
Lets see who can complete it first...whoever does gets a Big pimpin gift from Moi :) Women feel free to fill it out too, im an equal oppurtunity women!! hehe x0x0x OK.....GO!! Name: Age: City/State/Country: Birthday ? What is your biggest flaw? What is your hangup with your mother? 3 of your favorite authors 3 of your favorite bands 3 of your favorite movies Favourite quote? Are you religious? What / Whom do you worship? How? Why? Who is your favorite philosopher? Why? For you, what is success in life? Are you, by your own definition: will you be successful? Who is/was your favorite pet? and why? How long do you usually know a girl before you kiss her? Jump her? Dump her? Have you ever been married/lived with someone? Are you now? When was your last relationship over? Are you in sure? Are you in one / or more now? Are you gay? Tried it? Thought about it? Have

Social Security.
A retired gentleman went to the social security office to apply for Social Security. The woman behind the counter asked him for his driver's license to verify his age. He looked in his pockets and realized he had left his wallet at home. He told the woman that he was very sorry but he seemed to have left his wallet at home. "I will have to go home and come back later." The woman says, "Unbutton your shirt." So he opens his shirt revealing curly silver hair. She says, "That silver hair on your chest is proof enough for me" and she processed his Social Security application. When he gets home, the man excitedly tells his wife about his experience at the social security office. She says, "You should have dropped your pants. You might have gotten disability too."

Pardon Me
Pardon Me Pardon me while I burst Pardon me while I burst A decade ago, I never thought I would be. A twenty three on the verge of spontaneous combustion. Woe-is-me But I guess that it comes with the territory. An ominous landscape of never-ending calamity. I need you to hear. I need you to see. That I have had all I can take And exploding seems like a definite possibility To me So Pardon me while I burst into flames. I've had enough of the world, and its people's mindless games So Pardon me while I burn, and rise above the flame Pardon me, pardon me. I'll never be the same. Not, two days ago I was having a look in a book And I saw a picture of a guy fried up above his knees I said I can relate Cause lately I've been thinking of combustication as a welcomed vacation from. The burdens of the planet earth, like gravity, hypocrisy, and the perils of being in 3-D... And thinking so much differently. Pardon me while I burst into flames. I've had

Tuesday, 01/30/07
I have THE strangest dreams. Let me try to piece this together. It was my birthday.. I know that. It was also Christmas day.. which is not my real birthday. Nick Steffen was there.. Mary K from work.. A fat hyperactive son of hers who doesnt exist. My grandfather (deceased), grandmother Dave.. A Jewish boy (20's) with glasses and his older friend (late 30's early 40's darl curly chin length hair, pronounced nose) An under aged girl next door in an awesome swimming suit. My aunts Helen, Mary, Marge Uncle Jim and father Cousins Connie, Y'vonne, Lea, Possibly Chrystal. Like I said.. it was Christmas/My brithday. Everyone was at the house.. someone had made a video. I think it was about the family.. or about Y'vonne. Maybe Y'vonne had made it. I watched all fine and everything.. okayish happy But soon I realised that nobody had gotten me a gift. I threw a fit. I started sobbing. Oh yeah.. for some reason the fat boy, Dave and I were sleeping in my bed before this. The

Lol...
Lol, I swear, I'm so fucking retarded... Last night I was tired and sleepy, so naturally I showered and got in bed. As it turns out I couldn't fall asleep. Michael texted me and I told him how I couldn't fall asleep. Lol, so he called (and I really don't think he was supposed to be on the phone) and I started crying because I couldn't fall asleep because he wasn't at my side. Well, at least the call helped, I fell asleep immediately afterwards with my cell still in my hand. I swear my body is fucking with me, making me think I need him by my side so I can fall asleep. But oh well right? Got a few years to get used to it anyway. Love you Michael, so much.

Valentine's Day Sucks
its just another day thats all who cares anyways i work that day so i dont have to worry about going out to buy candy and flowers for anyone... wait what am i saying i wish i was doing that ...boo hoo :(

Kindergarden Roundup!
Yes, Kindergarden Roundup is on March 16th from 9am to 11am. I am soooo excited for Jacob now. He gets to take a tour of Hillrise Elementary; the same school I went to when I first came to Elkhorn(actually, i was in the fifth grade when i first moved to Elkhorn and was a student at Hillrise Elementary....then I was off to middle school)....and he gets to sit and visit with the teachers and stuff. Im actually suppose to go to a meeting at night on March 13th but I will be working then; basically, if I have any questions about the kindergarden program I will have to ask my questions then otherwise the school will be sending me a packet of things that I need to read over and fill out. The best part is that the cuttoff date to register for Kindergarden is October 15th...hmmmm, and Jake turns 5 in September...yep, he makes the cutt off date. August 22nd is when he will start school....okay, I am still excited and I think I will cry on his first day. He will be going to school from 8:15 to 3

The Buffalo's Spirit Song
The Buffalo's Spirit Song Body: Hau kolas, I am the mighty Buffalo ... My spirit is with you, I did not go We remain few under Grandfather's sun But the plains still rumble as our spirits run In herds, I roamed the plains wild and free Buffalo is part of Mother's Earth's family I was the Great mighty beast that ancestors Blessed at their feasts Buffalo supplied ancestors with food to eat Our pelt furs warmed their tired cold feet Buffalos and ancestors were brothers and friends Part of life's circle that never ceases nor ends ... Our hoof beats shook the plains with thunder Filling hearts with awe and wonder Now we seek those who drove us under ... The men who killed with reckless plunder Ancestors only took when there was need While the white wichasa killed us from greed By that old coward, Buffalo Bill Cody's hand alone 4000 were slaughtered where once was our home The white wichasa will never learn But by ancestor's sons, Buffalo will return! With t

Call Out For Pest Control
So I made a call out on my various Blogs and Journals on how to handle this Pest and her babies. This BS is getting to be too much.. Someone please put her back in her playpen and most important someone take her Pass to contribute to the Gene Pool. My blog and my account are not here for her enjoyment.. I really like how that last person commented on how this and that and god you look at the referral list, he just was referred by her.. and just one level.. Oh Please.. Do not Insult my Intelligence. Terms of Service can be used both ways.. Along with the power of the media and other factors.. Especially when it comes time for 'Investment'... Do you think that possible investors want to see Drama and other childish behavior.. Do you think they want to dig in their pockets when they read of unrest and other non-fun. I want to be able to talk on my blog about Fun stuff with my friends.. not having to deal with our little feathered friend reading and scoring every blog

Hate
I figured out that I hate men. I found out when I got home that my boyfriend cheated on me using my own toys. He left everything out in the shower. I feel as if I could just die. Today was the first time in three years that I wanted my mother.

The Biker
THE BIKER When you see us moving past you quickly: Don't take offense or think we're trying to "show off". Ninety five percent of the time, we're trying to get out of your blind spot or taking ourselves out of a potential dangerous situation that has evolved around us. Distancing ourselves from you does not mean we want to race, but that we're giving ourselves the edge we need at the moment. When you hear our horn: Don't take offense or think we're trying to aggravate you. All we're doing is letting you know where we are in relation to you on the road, and we're more than likely aware of your inattentiveness to us while you're talking on a cell phone, eating, reading or involved in some other distracting aspect to your driving. It's important to us, and you, that you know we're there. When you hear our loud pipes: Don't become angry and hostile toward us. Yes, some are quite loud, but for some, there's a purpose behind being loud. It's about letting you know we're clos

Best Of Bette Midler
Wind Beneath My Wings by Larry Henley and Jeff Silbar from the soundtrack to "Beaches" Ohhhh, oh, oh, oh, ohhh. It must have been cold there in my shadow, to never have sunlight on your face. You were content to let me shine, that's your way. You always walked a step behind. So I was the one with all the glory, while you were the one with all the strain. A beautiful face without a name for so long. A beautiful smile to hide the pain. Did you ever know that you're my hero, and everything I would like to be? I can fly higher than an eagle, for you are the wind beneath my wings. It might have appeared to go unnoticed, but I've got it all here in my heart. I want you to know I know the truth, of course I know it. I would be nothing without you. Did you ever know that you're my hero? You're everything I wish I could be. I could fly higher than an eagle, for you are the wind beneath my wings. Did I ever tell you you're my hero? You're everything, every

Yesterday Was A Bad Day
Minding my own business and enjoying the wind in my face on my way home coming up the 51 going the speed limit (65) and this fucking idiot flicks their cigarette out the window and it nails me square in the shades. Have you ever noticed how fire in your face makes you blink. Next thing I know is the dumbass dink is in my lane half a car length in front of me and almost stopped with no brake lights. I laid it down so I didn't rearend the wingnut. Laying a Harley down at over 55 mph really sucks!!!! One scrape on my scalp, a really sore left leg was all the damage to me. I spent 4 hours last night at the ER to make sure everything still works. Damaged the directionals and the clutch lever and all the housing for it and snapped my shifter. The years riding dirt bikes in my teens helped me learn to lay one down and slide. Thank God for the cold weather recently and that I was wearing full leathers. Thanks to my friends Bryan and Adam, I got Blackie home in the back of Adam's tr

Legend Of Woden/odin Retrieving The Runes
The Snake came crawling and struck at none but Woden took nine glory-twigs (pieces of wood on which were carved runic inscriptions) and struck the adder so that it flew into nine parts. This quote shows how Woden/Odin was a master magician and drew his power from the runes. To this day many Saxon Pagans work much of their Magic with runes, inscribing them on candles in candle magick, incorporating them into talismans or symbols of protection that they wear, carry or keep in their homes (can also be for other purposes, etc. They can even be put somewhere invisibly by tracing them with a scented oil. For example, a rune or runic monogram (several runic letters overlaying one another) can be inscribed on your place of business in Money in Abundance oil or some other money -- oriented oils of your own preference. For healing a rune or runic monogram of healing can be written on the body of the patient with an oil of Healing, after the regular transfer of Pranic energy or "laying -- on -

Life
Sun's comin' up on a Sunday mornin'. I'm lookin' out the window at a beautiful view. Turn on the TV an' somebody's talkin', 'Bout the wrong and the right and the ultimate truth. I listen for a minute but my heart is somewhere else, 'Cause I've got my own convictions but I keep them to myself. When I feel the world around me, How can I not believe? If I'm high up on a mountain, Or down on my knees, It's just between God and me. Secrets I've been holding. Tears cried, nobody else sees. Sometimes I'm alone, But I know there's somebody watching over me. There's so much I'm afraid of an' I'm really not that strong. But there's one place I can go to where all the fear is gone. When I feel the world around me, How can I not believe? If I'm high up on a mountain, Or down on my knees, It's just between God and me. Every picture's painted differently. Every one has got a vision in their mind. That fills the heart with answers, And the missin' piece that we hope t

~!real Friends On Ct!~
Well..I really have to say! I have met a few losers, a few psychos, not to mention the gratitous think they're better than they really are on this site~ But wow I have met some kickass ppl on here!! It's kinda been amazing, since lately there just seems to be too many assholes around! Today I got a sweet text from someone, not the first either, and he's just a friend. Someone else got on their webcam lmaooo and acted nutty even put on a wig to make me laugh! (haha I think you all know who that was)(Even got to see his wife! it's just too kewl) LOL got invited for a weekend to just hangout with someone. (tempting!) I have to say, this place as surprised me & I'm glad for it! KeeP RockinG Luvlies LOVE & LIGHT

Gotta Leave Gotta Move On
When I first met you, you told me exactly how it would be You had a lady and couldn't spend all your time with me I only wanted to kick it, so I said 'cool, you can keep her' Long as you satisfy me But as the weeks went by I, I started feelin' strange Somethin' was deep in my heart, somethin' I can't explain I think I'm fallin' in love with you boy I'm needing you so much, I'm cryin' just to feel your touch I gotta leave you I didn't want no man I didn't wanna fall in love, and I didn't care about your girl I didn't care how we would end up But that was then, this is now I think I'm experiencing love I don't wanna wreck up your home That's why I'm convinced, I gotta go When I first met you, you told me exactly how it would be You had a lady and couldn't spend all your time with me I only wanted to kick it, so I said 'cool, you can keep her' Long as you satisfy me But as the weeks went by I, I started feelin' strange Somethin' was deep in my heart, somethin' I

Butterflyz
Lately when I look into your eyes i realize You're the only one I need in my life Baby I just don't know how to describe How lovely you make me feel inside You give me butterflyz Got me flying so high in the sky I can't control the butterflyz You give me butterflyz Got me flying so high in the sky I can't control the butterflyz It seems like the likely thing From the start you told me I would be your queen But never had I imagined such a feeling Joy is what you bring I want to give you everything You give me butterflyz Got me flying so high in the sky I can't control the butterflyz You give me butterflyz Got me flying so high in the sky I can't control these butterflyz You and I are destiny I know now you were made for me Oh oh ooh I can't control it It's driving me Taking over me and I..... You give me butterflyz Got me flying so high in the sky I can't control the butterflyz You give me butterflyz Got me flying so high in the sky I c

My Grandma Part 7
Update on my grandma.. As of now, it has been days for me.. I have went to my appointment meaning consularing if that is how you spell it, and talk to my her jerry.. she was very helpful of what is going on and everything else.. yesterday I got or went to SSI and told them I want a new payie so my mom is going to do it for me.. And in a few days she will get the letter and than go to the bank and get it which over to the the new account.. So that was a pain in the ass.. Right now I am just hanging in there and doing what I can.. My friend or say me I bought Charmed Seventh Season and man it is getting really good.. I am just being here for grandma and doing what I can for her in this house. All I know I am praying that is all I can do.. yes I know it is her Destiny to die but in life there is alot you don't know about.. And I don't want to say.. My family is treating me like shit and when that time comes for my grandma to die, well I told this to grandma that I will be not talking to n

I Need Answers......
CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHY SOME PEOPLE FIND IT MANDATORY TO PLACE THE PHRASE "FAN ME BEFORE YOU ADD ME" IN THEIR NAME? DO YOU WANT TO BE A CHERRY LEGEND THAT BAD? WHAT IF I DON'T WANT TO BE YOUR FAN? SHOW ME OR TELL SOMETHING ABOUT YOURSELF THAT WILL MAKE WANT TO BE YOUR FAN. DON'T GIVE ME AN ULTIMATUM. ANOTHER THING STOP USING PICS THAT ARE NOT YOU TO GET ATTENTION FOR YOUR PAGE. AND IF YOU'RE A GUY THAT IS USING A GIRLS PIC TO GET ATTENTION THAT EVEN MORE SAD. ANYWAY, A PENNY FOR THOUGHTS.............

False Advertisement.
"Post a salute to level up!" so what do i do? i slap on some lipstick and a hat to make yet, another salute. it gets approved.. and ...... NOTHING. it should not say "post a salute to level up" if there are no guidelines or specifications and infact you CANNOT level up. This deeply angers me. Did ANYONE here think the same thing as i? THEN, when i DO level up this is what i get... "Level 15 Cherry Idol 170,000 Up to 8 MUMMs a day" WHO THE FUCK CARES ABOUT EIGHT FUCKING MUMMS A DAY? i dont need all the idiot whiskey tango douchebags in cherryland to make decisions for me. i can make them on my own, thank you.

"civil War" In Iraq, The Booming Business Of War Profiteers
The military-industrial-complex [would] cause military spending to be driven not by national security needs but by a network of weapons makers, lobbyists and elected officials. — Dwight D. Eisenhower There are only two things we should fight for. One is the defense of our homes and the other is the Bill of Rights. War for any other reason is simply a racket. — General Smedley D. Butler Neither the Iraq Study Group nor other establishment critics of the Iraq war are calling for the withdrawal of US troops from that country. To the extent that the Study Group or the new Congress purport to inject some "realism" into the Iraq policy, such projected modifications do not seem to amount to more than changing the drivers of the US war machine without changing its destination, or objectives: control of Iraq’s political and economic policies. In light of the fact that by now almost all of the factions of the ruling circles, including the White House and the neoconservative war-

This Land Is Your Land
This Land is Your Land: Why the Preservation of Natural Resources is important for the future By: Tim Danos In the song This Land is Your Land, Woody Guthrie sang about the importance of the protection of our inherited land. By singing, This land was made for you and me, he describes the state of how humans have acquired the worlds natural resources and how mankind is just as much a part of nature as the smallest ant. Just as the evolution of technology is exciting, it can also be damaging to the balance of biodiversity in surrounding habitats. However, by setting goals and regulations, the needs of the diversity in an environment can be done without damaging the American economy. Throughout the 20th century, leaders in the United States have shown that the preservation of our resources can intertwine with the needs of industries. Theodore Roosevelt was the first President to effectively regulate in support of the environment. President Roosevelt declared fifty-one wild bird r

My Work
THIS IS ABOUT YOU JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE MARRIED OR HAVE A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND DOES NOT MEAN YOU SHOULDN'T FOLLOW YOUR DREAMS.HAVE YOU DONE ANYTHING THAT YOU REALLY WANTED TO DO FOR YOU LATELY, I MEAN A GOAL THAT YOU SET FOR YOURSELF THAT YOU HAD TO PUT ON HOLD BECAUSE YOUR LIFE CHANGED.IT'S STILL YOUR LIFE JUST BECAUSE OTHER'S HAVE ENTERED IT DOESN'T MEAN YOU HAVE TO STOP LIVING,OK YOU HAVE KIDS NOW OR YOU HAVE A MATE GOD DIDN'T INTEND FOR YOU TO SHUT DOWN AND NOT DO YOU.BALANCE IS THE KEY, I MEAN WE PRAY EVERYDAY BECAUSE WE BELIEVE,WE GO TO WORK BECAUSE WE HAVE TO EAT AND PAY BILLS, KIDS HAVE TO BE TAKEN CARE OF AND OUR SPOUSE'S NEED LOVE TOO RIGHT BUT WHAT ABOUT YOU.THINK ABOUT IT YOU HAVE COMMITTED YOURSELF TO YOUR RELATIONSHIP,FAMILY,JOB, WHATEVER BUT ARE YOU TRULY SATISFIED WITH YOU AND WHAT YOU HAVE ACCOMPLISHED FROM LIFE.LIFE IS TOO SHORT NOT TO ENJOY IT TAKE TIME OUT FOR YOU BECAUSE WHEN IT'S OVER IT'S OVER.WRITE THAT BOOK,GO TO SCHOOL, TAKE THAT TRIP DON'T SIT BACK AND WATCH D

(from Shrinky) Political Correctness Joke Of The Day Lol
Due to the climate of political correctness now pervading America, Kentuckians, Tennesseans and West Virginians will no longer be referred to as "HILLBILLIES." You must now refer to them as APPALACHIAN-AMERICANS. And furthermore HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT WOMEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1 She is not a "BABE" or a "CHICK" - She is a "BREASTED AMERICAN." 2. She is not "EASY" - She is "HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE." 3. She is not a "DUMB BLOND" - She is a "LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY." 4. She has not "BEEN AROUND" - She is a "PREVIOUSLY-ENJOYED COMPANION." 5 . She does not "NAG" you - She becomes "VERBALLY REPETITIVE." 6. She is not a "TWO-BIT HOOKER" - She is a "LOW COST PROVIDER." HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT MEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1. He does not have a "BEER GUT" - He has developed a "LIQUID GRAIN STORAGE FACILITY." 2. He is not a "BAD DANCER" - He is "OVERLY CAUCASIAN." 3. He does not "GET LOST ALL THE TIME" - He "INVESTIGATES ALT

Poetry10
CAST DOWN Despair, emptiness See the hatred wasted on yourself Face down taste the dust; it's getting harder everyday Just to find a reason not to end it all yourself Suicide on the street Everywhere around you watch it breed It begins to bury you in self-induced rejection Despair, emptiness Isolation rapes you everyday Face down taste the dust, digging deeper in your grave Haven't found a reason Haven't found a thing to fuking live for Godless he doesn't care How you choose to destroy yourself In a world that feeds on hate You're left here just to waste away In your cardboard prison, asphalt wasteland....... IT WAS THEIR DESIRE I am a killer, killed before , it was their desire, to be left on the floor To weak to live, to Strong to stay, the devil took them, but i made him go away As i look into their eyes, and to hear their pain, if you can believe this, i am totally sain. The feeling of the snap , as their neck breaks, eyes watch

"the Sky Over The Apocalypse"
"The Sky Over The Apocalypse" The fires of my immortal pain Let the wickedness seep out of my skin Whatever your wants and desires may be Burn my soul, oh so deep and dark Because I know the wicked will come again Stare at the red sky that appears like blood All night I stand and wonder in utter dismay What was it that was not done so right? What did I do to deserve all this? You locked away behind those gates of that world Its your wonderful wonderland Welcome to my hell Its your wonderful wonderland This is your hell too © By: Brian Dooley Sunday, December 15, 2002

What Would You Do?
what would you do if you knew someone was doing something very wrong and you couln't say anything about itbecause youwereafraid of the out come of the persons family? what would you do? would you say something or keep it in to keep the family happy??

Hahaha....who's My Next Prank Victim???
Saturday Nights! Join ~Clandestine~ for The Cherry Punk Show! All request Punk music from 9pm - 11pm EST!! Oh Yeah...and Someone Is gonna get Punk'd! You don't wanna miss this! Tell you Friends! CherryTaps Ulitmate Prankster is gonna have some FUN TONIGHT!!! Now Playing: Punk Rock Show Click the pics to get there!

Remembering Those Less Fortunate Then Us??!!
((*THE MAKING OF USA4AFRICA*))((*THIS IS SOMETHING THAT ALWAYS INSPIRES AND SADENS ME*)) PLEASE BE UPSTANDING AND SHOW YOUR RESPECTS TO THOSE WHO ARE LESS FORTUNATE THEN ME/YOU/AND US...!! THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME IN WATCHING/VIEWING THIS BLOG CARLO AKA LUVSLONDON!!!((*UK's VERY OWN BAND AID ALSO TOOK/TAKES PART IN THIS AND IS STILL FIGHTING VERY HARD SO THAT WE CAN ALL OVERCOME THIS ABSOLUTELY INJUSTICE OF HUMAN LIFE BEING TAKEN FROM THIS WORLD WHEN THERE IS ABSOLUTELY "NO NEED"..PLEASE SHOW YOUR RESPECTS WHEN YOU CAN TO THESE PEOPLE AND GIVE WHAT YOU CAN/WHEN YOU CAN!*))((*BAND AID*))

Now Known As Monday Morning Massacre!
audrey and the band have changed their name to MONDAY MORNING MASSACRE..AND WILL BE PERFORMING AT MY UNOFFICIAL BIRTHDAY BASH,MARCH 3RD IN FT. PIERCE!!! STAY TUNED FOR MORE INFO ON THE SHOW!!

The Bee
One day a young man and woman were in their bedroom making love. All of a sudden a bumblebee entered the bedroom window. As the young lady parted her legs the bee entered her vagina. The woman started screaming "Oh my God, help me, there's a bee in my vagina!" The husband immediately took her to the local doctor and explained the situation. The doctor thought for a moment and said "Hmm, tricky situation. But I have a solution to the problem if young sir would permit." The husband being very concerned agreed that the doctor could use whatever method to get the bee out of his wife's vagina. The doctor said "OK, what I'm gonna do is rub some honey over the top of my penis and insert it into your wife's vagina. When I feel the bee getting closer to the tip of my penis I shall withdraw it and the bee should hopefully follow my penis out of your wife's vagina. The husband nodded and gave his approval. The young lady said "Yes, Yes, whatever, just get on with it." So the do

Blow Job Revenge! Roflmao
A woman and her boyfriend are out having a few drinks. While they're sitting there having a good time together, she starts talking about this really great new drink. The more she talks about it, the more excited she gets,and starts trying to talk her boyfriend into having one. After a while he gives in and lets her order the drink for him. The bartender brings the drink and puts the following items on the bar:A salt shaker, a shot of Baileys, and a shot of lime juice.The boyfriend looks at the items quizzically and the woman explains."First you put a bit of the salt on your tongue, next you drink the shot of Baileys and hold it in your mouth, and finally you drink the lime juice."So, the boyfriend, trying to go along and please her, goes for it.He puts the salt on his tongue........salty but OK. He drinks the shot of Baileys........smooth, rich, cool, very pleasant. He thinks........this is OK. Finally he picks up the lime juice and drinks it.... In one second the sharp lime taste

Crap Blogs
Sorry about that last one. I know it was crap. So, in lieu of offing myself in shame, I give you a dumb joke: Three sons left home, went out on their own and prospered. One day they met up and discussed the gifts they were able to give their elderly mother. The first said, "I built a big house for our mother." The second said, "I sent her a Mercedes with a driver." The third smiled and said, "I've got you both beat. You remember how Mom enjoyed reading the Bible? And you know she can't see very well any more. I sent her a remarkable parrot that recites the entire Bible. It took elders in the church 12 years to teach him. He's one of a kind. Mama just has to name the chapter and verse, and the parrot recites it." Soon thereafter, the mother sent out her letters of thanks: "Milton," she wrote one son, "the house you built is so huge. I live in only one room, but I have to clean the whole house." "Gerald," she wrote to another, "I am too old to travel any more. I spen

Im Hosting A Morphing Contest Are You Interested?
hello everybody im going to be hosting a contest for best morphing picture. heres the rules... you can comment on youself as much as you want it must be a morph picture first person to get 150,000 comments wins the winner will recieve a corvette or a tropical vacation which ever they chose. just send me a message and the pic that you want.ill rip it and youll be off.the contest doesnt start until i have at least 5 morph pics.have fun all and i hope you all do well.send your morphs before the 20th please..........

I Will Always Be Your Gurl
I seen you with her the other day I'm still trying to get over you but everyone knows Real love doesn't go away I look into your eyes just to see if your love has changed because in my heart I will always be your girl In my heart this love will always stay We began to gaze into each others eyes As i look back in time when you first told me you Loved me,As i reminisce I began to cry But then your girlfriend starts to pull you away as she turns her back I whisper"I Love you baby, Why did you go way? Why didn't you stay?" In my heart I'll always be your girl Thats something no one can change Because you were my first love and these feelings in my heart will always stay the same Nobody can ever take you place what we has should have been Everlasting,Thats something that would never end I loved you so much I wish it could have lasted till the end In my heart I'll always be your girl in my heart are love will always stay the same Even if your

My First Time.
I recall my first time with a condom, I was 16 or so. I went in to buy a package of condoms. There was a beautiful woman behind the counter, and she could see that I was new at it. She handed me the package and asked, if I knew how to wear one. I honestly answered, "No." So she unwrapped the package, took one out and slipped over her thumb. She cautioned me to make sure it was on tight and secure. I apparently still looked confused. So she looked all around the store. It was empty. She said," "Just a minute." And walked to the door, and locked it. Taking my hand, she led me into the back room, unbuttoned her blouse and removed it She unhooked her bra and laid it aside. She asked, "Do these excite you?" Well, I was so dumb-struck that all I could do was nod my head. She then said, it was time to slip the condom on. As I was slipping it on, she dropped her skirt, removed her panties and laid down on a desk. "Well , come on", she said, "We

Sighs
For years I have walked among the broken in spirit and in heart. I have been through eating disorders, severe depression, self mutilation, rape, miscarriage...the works.I have been betrayed and screw over more times then I care to admit. As it is RIGHT NOW I have so much shit going on, it seems almost alot to bear... 1) this whole court thing. My god, I have to go down to the courthouse tomorrow to schedule the appointment for my hearing on this stupid supposed shop lifting act. *rolls eyes* this is bad enough. If they do decide for some reason to prosecute, I am truly hoping all I get out of this is some sort of fine. I have NEVER been in this type of trouble before and frankly, I dont like it. 2) My parents have been married 36 years.. in August of '06 my mom left. We have been through hell with mom and dad...damn father and his suicide attempt(almost success)..and now mom has had to refile the divorce papers for the THIRD fucking time and now she wants ME to take them to hi

Rate Me..
hi everybody,please go to my site and rate me a 10 and be a member. if you do become a member we can chat on yahoo or msn and will be able to see me on cam as much as you want, if you get a members id and join you can cancel anytime,when you sign up you will get a confirmation in your email with your members id. this is the link. http://www.webcams.com/a.php?r=8159&t=1&g=join bye kisses

Honest Computer Companies. Where Are They?
I am Elijah Stutes the president of Anointed Hands Computers, LLC which has been around for about five years (since July 2002). And I just completed a google search by using the phrase “honest computer company” and to my surprise not one of any major companies was even mentioned on the first page. That has shown me that even after these thirty plus years of having PCs we still have too many dishonest companies lying and taking advantage of people’s lack of knowledge. When will it end and when we be able to trust computer technicians again? It is a sad world we live in when we are scared to let anyone we don’t know to work on our PCs. AHC has taken on the mission to spread the positive light in the computer world with honest sales people and technicians. And by helping our customers understand the most efficient to service their needs. We are currently creating our own standards and certifications within our company. Because we feel our competitors standards are not working and set to l

Sick Of Whining Ass Teachers....my School District Sucks Donkey Balls!!
Current mood: annoyed *ok i live in a lil shit town called Rochester in pa , north west of pittsburgh , for the last 2 weeks .. my kids have been out of school due to a work stoppage *strike* now these teachers and staff are striking mainly because they don't want to pay into their healthcare benefits , But yet they're standing outside in 8 degree weather with signs saying how they miss the kids blah blah ... well GET YOUR LAZY WHINING ASSES BACK IN THE SCHOOL WHERE YOU BELONG AND STRIKE IN THE SUMMER when noones going to care and parents aren't going to lose jobs because of lack of childcare or the inability to afford childcare because they're making less than 8.00 an hr !!! No pact reached in Rochester By: Larissa Theodore, Times Staff 02/16/2007 Rochester area school officials bargained for 10 hours Friday, but ended without a formal resolution. Butch Santicola, spokesman for the Pennsylvania State Education Association, said none of the nine school board members a

Sigh!!!!
Yet again he comes to me with his questions. And what does he think it will accomplish? Does he need me to tell him the truth? He already knows the answers he is asking me, so why does he do it? I am not cruel. I loved him with all of me. I took those vows I said I do...and I meant it. He says he meant it, he says he loved me. He just couldnt show me, he didnt know how to love me. I could understand that I suppose, and I have forgiven him for walking out. I dont call him and tell him I blame him for any of my unhappiness. I dont know that its my job to ease his worries. I hope he can find peace within himself. We do have a beautiful son, and that is my only concern. I can't fix anyone but me.

Hey Guys Wanted To Let You Know...
HEY YOU GUYS THAT ARE IN THE CONTEST I AM WORKING ON JUDGES FOR THE CONTEST GOT ONE SO FAR AND I WANT TO MAKE IT VERY FAIR ON THIS PART SINCE THEY WILL BE CHOOSING THE MAIN WINNER... SO THE JUDGES WILL NOT KNOW ANY OF THE GUYS IN THE CONTEST ... AT LEAST NOT THAT IM AWARE OF ANYWAY... JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW THAT I DO HAVE ONE JUDGE AND SHE HAS ALREADY TURNED IN HER DESCION :-) GL GUYS ONCE AGAIN AND LETS GET THOSE COMMENTS GOING :-) MUAHHHHHH

First One
alright guys, I am back. As some of you may know, I was on here awhile ago under the name of Ms.Fuckface. That was until I was deleted for an unknown reason and still, no one will tell me why. but thats over and done with. Im back now, under a new user name ( obviously!) and Im getting back into the swing of things! :) hope everyone has been having a good time on the site and partying it up!

His Hand Wrote Home
His hand wrote home in one single stroke, Piece after piece it just came together. Wars around him stood on the grounds, But the memory of family became real. Some use to think he'd never return, But pictures in his pocket would lead. Times where friends were scattered, Face down in the muds of time. His hand wrote home in one single stroke, The breath of his voice seemed rushed. He knew he was shot a couple times, But he knew one day he'd be loved again. Some people use to think he's not strong, But his heart was stronger than anything. Picture sweet memories some may fade, A kiss on his wedding day will be forever. His hand wrote home in one single stroke, The silences of where he is now remains. He will carry his friends to their homes, But will he be alone? Absolutely not. He laid coffins down where others said leave him, He knelt down in prayer for his own safety. His thoughts swirling as a helicopter takes him up, His hand wrote home in one single

Lupus The Cold Hard Facts.
So I have Lupus and many of you don't know what it is, and that is one of the worse parts of this disease. No one knows anything about it and therefore it confuses people, and scares them. So here is the cold hard facts: Lupus is a chronic inflammatory disease that can affect various parts of the body, especially the skin, joints, blood, and kidneys. The body's immune system normally makes proteins called antibodies to protect the body against viruses, bacteria, and other foreign materials. These foreign materials are called antigens. In an autoimmune disorder such as lupus, the immune system loses its ability to tell the difference between foreign substances (antigens) and its own cells and tissues. The immune system then makes antibodies directed against "self." These antibodies, called "auto-antibodies," react with the "self" antigens to form immune complexes. The immune complexes build up in the tissues and can cause inflammation, injury to tissues, and pain. Altho

Some Good Jokes For The Day
A woman was walking along the beach when she stumbled upon A bottle. She picked it up and rubbed it, and Lo-and-behold a Genie appeared. The amazed woman asked if She got three wishes. The Genie said, "Nope, sorry Three-wish genies are a story-tale myth. I'm a one-wish Genie. So...what'll it be?" The woman didn't hesitate. She said, "I want peace in the Middle East. See this map? I want these countries to stop Fighting with each other and I want all the Arabs to love Jews and Americans and vice-versa. It will bring about World peace and harmony." The Genie looked at the map and exclaimed, "Lady, be Reasonable. These countries have been at war for thousands Of years. I'm out of shape after being in a bottle for Five hundred years. I'm good but not THAT good! I don't Think it can be done. Make another wish and please be Reasonable." The woman thought for a minute and said, "Well, I've never Been able to find the right man. You know, one that's Considerate and fun

The Road To Success
The road to success is not straight. There is a curve called Failure, a loop called Confusion, speed bumps called Friends, red lights called Enemies, caution lights called Family. You will have flats called Jobs. But, if you have a spare called Determination, an engine called Perseverance, insurance called Faith, a driver called Jesus, you will make it to a place called Success.

Yeah So It's A Girly Moment
One of these days someone will explain all of this to me. Someone has you for 5 years. They come up with this grand plan to make your lifes better together blah blah motherfucking blah. So they go overseas and decide a fling is what they want. Um ok cool, should have told me in the beginning cause then I wouldn't have been sitting here being faithfully like a jackass. Anywho, after you take my heart and step all over it and i ignore your emails and im(s) from oh i dunno 100000 miles away cause you um yeah broke up with me. You finally track down my number which I changed so you would quit calling me (which Travis is going to die for that) and come home and think that everything is ok. If i hadn't already deleted your goddamn cell from my phone I would have never answered it. Angry, not so much just trying to express the fact that you lost the best thing that ever happened to you. So quit trying to pretend that war changed you blah blah cause um yeah how many times did you fire

How Open Minded Are You
You Are 68% Open Minded You are a very open minded person, but you're also well grounded. Tolerant and flexible, you appreciate most lifestyles and viewpoints. But you also know where you stand firm, and you can draw that line. You're open to considering every possibility - but in the end, you stand true to yourself. How Open Minded Are You?

What Kind Of Friend Are You
You Are A Good Friend You're always willing to listen Or lend a shoulder to cry on You're there through thick and thin Many people consider you their "best friend"! What Kind of Friend Are You?

My Firsts?
1.Who was your first prom date? Eric Bowling 2. Who was your first "roommate"? Mike Barnes...god help me, that was a mistake 3. first alcoholic drink? Texas Sling...YUCK 4. What was your first job? telemarketer 5. What was your first car? 1969 Ford Torino w/ black hardtop 6.Who was your first grade teacher? Mr. Knowles 7. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane? Reno, Nevada 8. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was with you? Never snuck out til I was in college. then it was only once, and by myself 9. Who was your first best friend and are you still friends with them? Virginia Kennedy back in grade school...hell yeah, she my Cuz'n! 10. Where was your first sleep over? I don't remember as far as friends go 11. Who is the first person you talk to in the morning? my kids 12. Whose wedding were you in the first time? S. Williams' as her Matron of Honor 13. What is the first thing you do in the morning? get

Ok I Want To Bitch About Several Things
I hate NSFW, what is the point of it? It is used only as a tool when people get pissed off, no good will come of it I am sick of baby j only showing his face when he wants something, he is the point ho on this site if that makes sense i am fucking sick of seeing fan me, add me, rate me etc. we need to send these people to myspace with i am sick of the actual person fanmeaddme she or he is driving me nuts and call me crazy buy i do like the salute photos but why the pain in the ass to get it approved? i think they should be mandatory i hate people who clog up the bulletin boards with fan me add me shit or stupid spam that belongs in a junk mail folder on the e-mail of that person people who shout at you about their dick, cam etc it is so desperate and calling me Hey baby if i dont know you don't assume i want to know you if you do any of the above ok i am done this is starting to make no sense, people are just pissing me off with nonsense

My Contest I Am In ...
THIS IS FUCKING SAD I HAVE 562 FRIENDS AND ONLY MAYBE 5 OF THEM HAVE EVEN DROPPED A VOTE OR COMMENT THAT IS FUCKING SAD..I GUESS DON'T ASK ME FOR HELP IF YOU CAN'T RETURN THE FAVOR ..CALL ME A BITCH THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT I AM .HAVE A GOOD DAY ...

Six Quickie's
QUICKIE #1 One day, Jay Dini came home and was greeted by his wife dressed in a very sexy nightie. Tie me up," she purred, "and you can do anything you want." So he tied her up and went fishing. QUICKIE #2 A woman came home, screeching her car into the driveway, and ran into the house. She slammed the door and shouted at the top of her lungs, "Honey, pack your bags. I won the damn lottery!" The husband said, "Oh my God! What should I pack, beach stuff or mountain stuff?" "Doesn't matter," she said. "Just get the hell out." QUICKIE #3 Marriage is a relationship in which one person is always right, and the other is a husband. QUICKIE #4 A Polish immigrant went to the DMV to apply for a driver's license. First, of course, he had to take an eye sight test. The optician showed him a card with the letters: 'C Z W I X N O S T A C Z.' "Can you read this?" the optician asked. "Read it?" the Polish guy replied, "I know the guy." QUICKIE #5 Mother Superior called all the nuns tog

Over 40 And Sexy Ladies Contest Results!!!!
Over 40 and sexy ladies contest Contest has ended. Here are the order in which they placed and the prizes given seabreeze 26,317 comments Porsche Romantic Dinner develish5758 25,274 comments Porsche Dozen Roses sweetlady_tx 3950 comments silver Motorcycle Dozen Roses di 2109 comments dozen roses Tiacinders 2018 comments Dozen Roses maria 410 comments Red Rose angelina975 17 comments Red Rose I want to thank everyone that entered and everyone that showed them all love by commenting. You all teamed up to make this contest a huge success which enabled me to give some great prizes.

Find Me?
The most disturbing of all actions, self absorbed. Arrogance and lies. They can destroy something, kill kindness and tear friends apart. We all do it but some of us let it control us. For most its part of everyday life, its work, home even talking to the waitress at the coffee place. When did everyone start to care about only what they wanted. Have you ever loved someone enough that you can see them happy without you. I thought it was possible. I still think if we choose not to hurt but if you have to let go. Why damage something more just for self gratification, why attack someone just because. I see my friends and they seem happy but what is happy, it it finding someone that loves you or is it finding someone you love? I love my life, i think, who know one day i may understand it.

His Life.............
Wednesday, September 06, 2006 "...my myspace.com blog, i guess. Terms of Use By continuing, you agree to the following Terms of Use: a. You are accessing this b/vlog ("Site") for your own personal, non commercial use. You understand that this is; intellectual and private property ("Content") protected by National and International Copyright Law, that the Site is in accordance with the First Amendment to the Constitution of the United States of America. b. You understand that your access and use of the Site is subject to Terms of Use, and other Conditions. c. You acknowledge that no effort or attempt has been, or is being made to send any Content to you, rather, you are choosing to recieve Content. You understand that Content is available for entertainment purposes only. d. You represent that you are 18 years of age or older, and that you are not an official of the U.S. Postal Service, or a city, county, state or federal law enforcement officer, or an officer of any court of law

I Know I Can't Do Anything Right...
I know i cant do anything right. I give up. I was tryin to open my ports up and it didnt happen...Or it may have who knows. I asked my mother for the last week to get back there and open them. She was always far to busy to do anything i asked her to do. She always is. We typicaly have a pretty good realtionship aslong as we don't ask eachother to do something.Part of me gets upsept cuz i really don't ask her to do a whole lot...When i do shes always to busy or she has things she has to do. She asks me to do something i either have to drop what i'm doing or be in the middle of dying and that has not stopped it before. So...I guess i should do what i planned on doing...Getting a loan and moving into the Dorms. I can't deal with the stress in the house anymore. My dad and moms always going at it. My mothers always upset at me...I don't think a day goes by i do something right for anyone ...seriously wow..yea..geez :( I've been good tho..the stress of a new job..my back hurting like it doe

Introducing Angel Dust....
Introducing Angel Dust, the newest author under Dominion Publishing. Following is an excerpt from her book, Was I born a slut...or slowly aquire the taste?, which will be released December 2007. Peace. Euftis Introduction It's march 28th 1992. Four days after I turned twenty-eight years old. As I sit in the dark and race desperately in and out of my mind for the answer to my misfortune, a light is broadening to remind me of my failure. I've never took the time to think of my next step, I just took it. And after a period of time sometimes lengthy and sometimes not, I'd always fall on my face. With the help of stress and what is now explained to me as being P.M.S., I'd quit my job in mid December thinking, “Oh well, I'm living with my aunt so she'd be liable for the bills and Angie would find a way to take care of Angie and say fuck everyone else.” But the moment I returned home from my former job, I remembered, "Ohhh shit! I have three children!” Well I

The Everyday Lives I Live
dealing with the people in my head is not an easy job, today i had to deal with the annoying voice karen, the gossip queen. karen is probably the worst voice anyone could ever have stuck in thier head simply cause she sounds like the woman from the nanny fran whatever the hell her name is and that and the attitude of barbra walters. today she was gossiping about the daily routines of the rest of the voices mostly big slim ezmoney a old skool gangster rapper from the wild west. karen of course who is a uber bitch tried to start a fight between slim and his best friend quiet larry who used to be an auctioneer but became frightend during the sale of a romanian coffin that sprang open and has reduced himself to small quiet words. this all started over a comment that tyrone the imbicile made about how he was the lettuce knowing damn well karen was on a diet wich made her think he was implying she was fat but that was hardly the case the problem was larry had provoked tyrone to the point tha

Excuse Me Miss
Excuse me miss, I had to stop by and say hi Cause I knew there was no way I'd let you walk by Now I'll admit, infatuation made me look But it was your beauty that got me hooked Of course you I don't know, but thats what I want to do We could go out, chill, or just phone conversations if thats coo I really want to get to konw you, know what makes you smile I want to know what things you think make this life worthwhile I wanna know your goals, dreams, what you want out of life I wanna find out if I can be there in the good, bad, and through the strife I wanna see if we can have something unique, thats sure to grow I wanna konw if we can develp a love I'd never be afraid to show All I want to do is run my fingers through your lovely black hair I want to see if you blush, when in your beautiful brown eyes I begin to stare I want to take you out, make you laugh more than you can bare Or just sit and hold you in silence, without a worry or a care

This Is Weird
talked to the bf today... well ex bf now. he took it really well and said he had been thinking we would probably be better off working on our problems on our own for a while. so... who wants to be my new boyfriend? shall i have a contest?

One Flaw
This was sent to me in a comment by "Anti-Cupid" and I am very happy to share it. While I do not believe that I am really all of these things, for the women who I think are..This would be for them. One Flaw In Women Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when th

Ranting
So, Last night I went to another major socializing site, primarily focused on organizing in person meetings, chat, etc. of an adult nature. I went into the chat room, and found like 100 guys and 10 women. I knew from the beginning it was probably a complete waste. Middle aged, and trying to explain what an open marriage is just doesn't fly in that crowd. Well, what do you expect.

Im On Tv !!
some of the home movies i made wile in iraq are on mymilitaryjournal.com from the military channel. its free for us and ill b posting a lot lot lot more home made movies from my up comming deployment.......... any of u wanna know how it really is , take a look if u think u can handle the truth.... its real cool !!!

26 Feb 07 - Monday
26 Feb 07 - Monday 0280 Constantine the Great Roman emperor (306-37), adopted Christianity 1807 Henry Wadsworth Longfellow Portland ME, poet (Hiawatha) 1899 Charles H Best Maine, physiologist/co-discoverer of diabetes treatment (Insulin) 1913 Irwin Shaw US, novelist (Rich Man Poor Man) 1932 Elizabeth Taylor London, actress (Cleopatra) violet eyes 1934 Van Williams Fort Worth TX, actor (Green Hornet, Tycoon) 1935 Mirella Freni Modena Italy, lyric soprano (Madame Butterfly) 1940 Howard Hesseman Salem OR, actor (Dr Johnny Fever-WKRP, Head of Class) 1948 Eddie Gray rock guitarist (Tommy James & Shondells-Crystal Blue Persuasion) 1954 Neal Schon rock guitarist (Journey-Open Arms, Bad English) 1957 Adrian Smith heavy metal guitarist (Iron Maiden-Aces High) 1980 Chelsea Victoria Clinton Daughter of Bill & Hillary Clinton 1526 Saxony & Hesse form League of Gotha (league of Protestant princes) 1801 Washington DC placed under Congressional jurisdiction 1803 Great fire in Bom

Lessons We Learn In Life...
so i had to write an essay for a final in my english class which is due tomorrow, so i spent almost all day writing this paper. it is about life lessons, i dont share about this subject with many people, but i thought id share it with you today. please read it and let me know what you think of it. A SIGNIFICANT LIFE LESSON We all have lessons learned in life that are important to us. Some are spiritual, some are painful, some are small and some are life changing. My life lesson came in from a small child that helped me realize that we do not run our own life. This has made me a firm believer that God does exist and has us go through different situations not to punish us, but to help us learn and become the people he wants us to be. To start off with I would like to share with you a little about myself. I am a recovering drug addict, for years I was heavily under the influence of many different types of drugs, from methamphetamines to heroin. I would lie and steal

Heartbroken...
When you finally think that you found the right guy and you can see yourself spend the rest of your life with him....he leaves! I don't even know what happened.... So, I end up with a broken heart yet again... What else can happen to me? At this point, everything is going wrong in my life.

Just Think First...
if you are with someone then you need to read this....if you have lost someone then you all already where i am at. they say that when you are mad an in an argument you say thing that you don't mean...but those words still hurt...before you say something stop an think.....if you love that person as much as you think then you will take this to heart....cuz love can't heal all wounds...there are even some wounds that time can not heal....so if you do say those words there is a chance that you could lose them....then you can spend your nights laying awake...missing them...missing their smile...missing them in your arms...you are the one feeling utterly empty inside....feel your self "die" inside....wanting to hide from the world so it doesn't see you break down...pain can drive some but love of someone is a better fuel....love of family...love of friends...but yes they do help..but the strongest love there is is the love of someone you SHARE a life with...you do not control it....so w

Business Cliches
training cliches, maxims and funny sayings Used by trainers and speakers, here are some maxims and sayings, with one or two new ideas and twists. Dress code working-style indicators: jacket on = directing; jacket off = participating; trousers off = performing. If you can't ride two horses at the same time you shouldn't be in the circus. To the optimist, the glass is half full. To the pessimist, the glass is half empty. To the project manager, the glass is twice as big as it needs to be. If a=1%, b=2%, c= 3%, etc., what does 'attitude' add up to? ........ (work it out - the answer is 100%). 'Mushroom Management' - The practice of keeping people in the dark, and every now and then dumping a load of dirt on them. (See McGregor's X-Y Theory.) 'Wheelbarrow Management' or 'Wheelbarrow Culture' - people only work when pushed, and are easily upset (as described by certain managers, who probably have only themselves to blame... again see McGregor's X-Y Theory). Tell'em w

The 55
Hah! I'm stuck in Survey Hell! (Or heaven...) This one's thanks to Miss CinDee. She's gettin' back at me for the two I posted last night... :) Tired of those same old 55 questions "about me" surveys? Well here are 55 that I guarantee you've never answered. 1. Is your second toe longer than your first? Slightly. 2. Do you have a favorite type of pen? I like quality pens. 3. Look at your planner for March 14, what are you doing? This assumes I have a planner... but I'm reasonably positive I don't have plans yet for March 14th. 4. What color are your toenails usually? Dark reddish pink. I have no idea what the color name would be. 5. What was the last thing you highlighted? Documentation at work. 6. What color are your bedroom curtains? Lighter blue 7. What color are the seats in your car? Black 8. Have you ever had a black and white cat? I have two right now! 9. What is the last thing you put a stamp on? Mix CD I did for StangMe. 10. Do you k

Attn Attn
i am now officially CT married lol yeah bitches i got a ring and everything! we'd have a CT wedding..if i even knew how to do that ok now i have to go get to know him better lol Matt..what's your middle name??? ^_^ adore ya dollface :)

This Blogs Important To My Family Member So Pay Attention And Understand It Well
Well as far as my cherry family goes I want it to be women that have things in common with me I love metallica eminem final fantasy kingdom hearts baulders gate madden football boston red sox new england patriots baseball and football I will keep updating...so if your interested let me know and shit you need to talk to me I cant just add you to my family so dam easy altho I must say there have been a few lucky women that caught my dam eye from massachusetts wich was fine at first sight then I started to realize the silence and thats not cool seems im always shunned by women in massachusetts every dam web site im on gee sorry im not some drop dead gorgeous young man but if you dont have a consistant keeping in touch with me your going to be deleted from my family I like active cherry members...and also ones that say hello or leave me cherry love not to much to ask for really......family is someone that reads your stashes blogs looks at your pictures leaves you compliments maybe you shou

Sunrise
Sunrise *************** The hues of the sunrise on a clear winters morn lift the veil off my heart through it’s tattered and worn The enlightening of my spirit is a celebration of my soul I could not see who God was through the dogmas I was told Ones own truth is a freedom that knowledge brings the heart It’s a beacon on the path of a journey just to start. ***********************************

Fool Us Twice? From Iraq To Iran
This time the Bush gang wants war with Iran . Following a carefully orchestrated strategy, they have ratcheted up the "threat" from Iran , designed to mislead us into a new war four years after they misled us into Iraq . Like its insistence that Iraq had WMD, the Bush administration has been hyping claims that Iran seeks nuclear weapons. The International Atomic Energy Agency (IAEA), however, has found no evidence that Iran is building nuclear weapons. IAEA chief Mohamed ElBaradei says there is plenty of time for negotiation with Iran . Bush has sent two battle carrier groups, replete with nukes, to the Persian Gulf and a third is reportedly preparing to follow. In support of Bush's case that Iran poses a danger to the U.S. , three unnamed American officials ceremoniously trotted out metal parts found in Iraq and claimed Iran supplied them to kill our soldiers in Iraq . This "evidence" - or "packaging," as the Associated Press calls it - doesn't pass the straight face test wit

Darivative
How I see a woman's brain, and how others see a woman's brain might be completely different. But I believe with the change of time, women have become more independent. Although in this attempt to become independent women, many sacum to just being a whore or a prude. Why.....I have yet to understand. I believe women act differently based on where there brought up. Girls from the south seem to have a better grasp of how to treat a man, then do northern girls. I could be wrong, but this is just what I see. Don't even get me started on west coast girls, cause I have no clue. But to recap on girls from the south, I think it might even be country girls in all. They seem to have a sense of commitment to there men that I often don't see from other girls. Maybe a country girl is "where it's at". Then again maybe not. Are they all the same no matter where they're from? I don't know. Yee Haw Biatch!

Think About This
Got this from a friends blog on 360 , very well put I thought, just wanted to share. Think about this for a while.... If I happened to show up on your door step crying, would you care?..... If I called you and asked you to pick me up because something happened, would you come?..... If I had one day left to live my life, would you be part of that last day?.... If I needed a shoulder to cry on, would you give me yours?.... This is a test to see who your real friends are, or if you are just someone to talk to when they're bored....

Bomb Squad Please Note
hi guys will you all please edit your user names again please no - of the bomb squad = user name . thanks guys also please visit each other and rate stashes and pic`s when you have some time . damien and mel glitter text glitter text

Lost Faith...
So i am sitting here... I know i said i wasnt going to cry again.. but i am, i listen to that song unansered prayers... And i wish to god that it was that was for me, because i dont understand why i can go threw this, No one out there loves me and wants to be with me. And i dont love anyone like i love my ex, the song says thank god for unanswered prayers... But i wish to god he had of answered mine. I dont understand, i have served my country and been almost killed i dont know how many times and yet i am still suffereing... Why me? for the love of god why me... what is so wrong with me that no one wants me... and why no one can or wants to commit to me. I am starting to think i was meant to be misurable. Cause that is all that makes sence anymore.

My Lady
My lady's presence makes the roses red, Because to see her lips they blush for shame. The lily's leaves, for envy, pale became, And her white hands in them this envy bred. The marigold the leaves abroad doth spread, Because the sun's and her power is the same. The violet of purple colour came. Dyed in the blood she made my heart to shed. In brief: all flowers from her their virtue take; From her sweet breath their sweet smells do proceed; The living heat which her eyebeams doth make Warmeth the ground and quickeneth the seed. The rain, wherewith she watereth the flowers, Falls from mine eyes, which she dissolves in showers

The Answer? Key
I have a key on my ring that does not unlock anything. It is to a house my friend used to live in. Even though I can’t use it anymore, I still keep it next to my house key. It is right where it has always been. I just feel better knowing it is there. Just a memento of something I like to remember, and could not possibly forget. I find myself holding it at times, and just rubbing my finger on it at others. I don’t believe it has any magic powers, or even that it is a link to any one thing, I just know I like that I still have it. I never really used it much. She had my key too, and I have no idea if that meant anything at all to her, but I recall a smile the day I gave it to her. I know that when members of the opposite sex exchange the right to enter each other’s domiciles, it is kind of a big deal. I just saw it as something that made sense. We never dated or anything, we just were allowed to go inside one another’s homes when we felt like it. Made it easier to give back the CD’s and

Best Things To Say If You Get Caught Sleeping At Your Desk
10."They told me at the Blood Bank this might happen." 9. "This is just a 15 minute power nap they raved about in the time management course you sent me to." 8. "Whew! Guess I left the top off the Whiteout. You probably got here just in time" 7. "I wasn't sleeping! I was meditating on the mission statement and envisioning a new business strategy." 6. "I was testing my keyboard for drool resistance." 5. "I was doing a highly specific Yoga exercise to relieve work-related stress. Are you discriminatory toward people who practice Yoga?" 4. "Darn! Why did you interrupt me? I had almost figured out how to handle that big accounting problem." 3. "Did you ever notice sound coming out of these keyboards when you put your ear down real close?" 2. "Who put decaf in the wrong pot?!?" And the NUMBER ONE best thing t o say if you get caught sleeping at your desk... 1. Raise your head slowly and say, "...in Jesus name, Amen."

People Got To Be Free
People Got To Be Free The Rascals (1968) Words by Felix Cavaliere and Music by Edward Brigati, Jr. Album: The Ultimate Rascals "People Got to Be Free" was an impassioned response to the assassinations of Rev. Martin Luther King Jr. and Robert Kennedy. The band was formed in 1964 and signed with Atlantic Records in 1965 as the Rascals, but their early releases were as the Young Rascals, due to another band's similar name. In 1968 the band was able to drop the "Young" from its name. In 1996 the Rascals were inducted into the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame. At the induction ceremony the band reunited on stage to play "Good Lovin'" , "Groovin'," "How Can I Be Sure" and "People Got To Be Free." Lyrics: All the world over, so easy to see People everywhere just wanna be free Listen, please listen, that's the way it should be Deep in the valley, people got to be free You should see what a lovely, lovely world this'd be Everyone learned to live together, ah-hah-unh Seems t

Im Going To Take Some Advice..
Ok so I made a mumm. Here is what it was.. Ok so for almost a year i became friends with this girl via myspace. She got pregnate by an ex I still have feelings for. I still have strong feelings for him. She is a good friend. Then their baby was born last night. Im in a good relationship. I cant drive my car/borrow a car and I want to go see the baby. Who was born 1-2 hrs away. on one hand I feel its wrong since it will be my ex there too. but then hes a friend too and he was my friend before my current bf. Is it wrong to ask my bf if him and I can go see the baby?? what should i do?? Im just anxious because I've helped them both out talking to them about their tomotuos relationship. Even through out the relationship/pregnancy. Also I know they'll be good parents and since I cnat have my own I want to be able to celebrate a gift given to soemone else. I wanna be able to have Cadence be spoiled by me. I guess I cant have kids so when a friend does I wanna be there alot so I can hav

Raising The Curtain
I need to give credit to my cousin Dan'l for sending me the link to the website and the article entitled The Project for the new American Century from which I obtained this excerpt: "The People versus the Powerful is the oldest story in human history. At no point in history have the Powerful wielded so much control. At no point in history has the active and informed involvement of the People, all of them, been more absolutely required. The tide can be stopped, and the men who desire empire by the sword can be thwarted. It has already begun, but it must not cease. These are men of will, and they do not intend to fail." - by William Rivers Pitt ( Feb 25, 2003 ) For those of you who do not already know, I'm not the only one who believes that there's more to the war on terror than is being claimed. It is a sham with a far less than peaceful or defensive agenda. Make no mistake - the current foreign policy of the US is very much an offensive course of action. We must speak

A Day In The Life
well, today has actually been a really good day health wise. i have not had but one prob with morning sickness, i have kept down all my food, i have been tired but not totally drained and i am going to see my fiance in a little while. with our marriage coming up fast, on march 12th, i thought i would be the last person to have cold feet - yet i realize i have been engaged 4 time previously in my search for Mr. (or Ms.) Right and now that i found him in billy bob, it is weird and a bit scary. after all preveously i was always a bridesmaid, never a bride. not so this time around, but i am excited. nervous but excited and happy for this beginning with my billy.

Let It Be Me(v.gill/a.murray)
I bless the day I found you I want to stay around you And so I beg you, let it be me Don't take this heaven from one If you must cling to someone Now and forever, let it be me Each time we meet, love I find complete love Without your sweet love What would life be So never leave me lonely Tell me you love me only And that you'll always Let it be me Don't take this heaven from one If you must cling to someone Now and forever, let it be me Each time we meet, love I find complete love Without your sweet love What would life be So never leave me lonely Tell me you love me only And that you'll always Let it be me Let it be me

Who's Entertainment Am I Here For?......
MY OWN LINES! Current mood: cold *LIFE HAS CHANGED NOT YET IMPROVED THINKING IS DIFFERENT MOSTLY OPTIMISTIC LOOKS STAY THE SAME SLOWLY CHANGING FROM THE INSIDE OUT OPINIONS LOST HEART TAKING CENTER STAGE FINDING A NEW BEGINING TIME TO TURN THE PAGE NEW CHAPTER NEW BOOK ENDING FOREVER UNSEEN SEARCHING FOR MEANING SEARCHING EVEN HARDER FOR PURPOSE SOME CONFUSED SOME PERFECTLY CLEAR MOST SEEK ENTERTAINMENT SHOWS OVER BITCH I WRITE MY OWN LINES -G-

Pothole Hotlines
There is a pothole hotline in St. Louis. It is 314-768-2805. The problem is, the city workers at that hotline are only getting like ten calls a day. So, as a result, potholes are not getting fixed very quickly. They could fix more potholes if people would just call them. I said that to say this. Check and see if your city has a pothole hotline. If it does, get it and call it. My local news station provided the number for us and I am sure if you contact a local news station it will provide you with the number for your city if there is one. If your city workers are anything like ours,your potholes will get fixed pretty quickly if you just call them. Take care.

Sweet Dreams!
So if anyone has contests or giveaways that they need some help with - leave them either as a reply to this message or as a private message in my inbox. And I will get to them tomorrow evening when I come home from work. I'm tired as hell right now - so I'm going back to bed. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

A Little Irish Humor
John O'Reilly hoisted his beer and said, "Here's to spending the rest of me life, between the legs of me wife!" That won him the top prize at the pub for the best toast of the night! He went home and told his wife, Mary, "I won the prize for the Best Toast of the Night". She said, "Aye, did ye now. And what was your toast?" John said, "Here's to spending the rest of me life, sitting in church beside me wife." "Oh, that is very nice indeed, John!" Mary said. The next day, Mary ran into one of John's drinking buddies on the street corner. The man chuckled leeringly and said, "John won the prize the other night at the pub with a toast about you, Mary." She said, "Aye, he told me, and I was a bit surprised myself. You know, he's only been there twice in the last four years. Once he fell asleep, and the other time I had to pull him by the ears to make him come

The Stalker! Explaination
this story or poem was designed to make you think closely about who is around you and who you are talking to! always keep your eyes open and always be on your guard ladies! there is some freaky guys out there! i got the idea of this poem from a couple of movies i had seen that dealt with stalkers. i am not one myself. but, i have been stalked before. and it is an eerie feeling! this was wrote to make you think! take care!

Egyptian Zodiac
Amon-Ra Very generous, fruitful, people feel reassured around you, and willing to give their best. Colors: male: yellow, female: orangeCompatible Signs: The Nile, Horus Dates: Jan 8 - Jan 21, Feb 1 - Feb 11 Role: A god of the creation of the earth; the patron god of Thebes; and the king of all the gods of EgyptAppearance: Form of a man, wearing crown with the sun disc and double feather plumes. Sometimes shown with blue skin.Sacred animals: ram, goose What is Your Egyptian Zodiac Sign?Designed by CyberWarlock of Warlock's Quizzles and Quandaries

The Darkest Of Black
black as the darkness a room with no light the demons are screaming they play in the night and in this darkness a red soon appears as if it were bleeding from all of your fears but it doesn't take long this dream from within 'cause it seems to be real this darkness of sin an undesirable emotion between gods and men a prison of souls with a blood crippling end encased in the blackness a room with no light as the red starts to bleed down the walls closing tight and then once again the demons will scream an ear piercing mayhem that could not be a dream so what does this mean these words that I write? I don't know I can't tell you they just started tonight so as they come to me these words I put down the blackest of darkness in my head all around when will it end this torturous hell? or will it continue from this dark prison cell? ~~sLaCkEr copyright2006

Women In The U.s. Army
Women have served in the United States Army since 1775. They nursed the ill and wounded, laundered and mended clothing, and cooked for the troops in camp on campaign; services that did not exist among the uniformed personnel within the Army until the Twentieth Century. Women are an invaluable and essential part of the Army. Currently, women serve in 91 percent of all Army occupations and make up about 14 percent of the active Army. Women continue to have a crucial role in the War on Terrorism and their sacrifices in this noble effort underscore their dedication and willingness to share great sacrifices.

My Life In Sacramento!
WELL PEOPLE, HERE I AM AGAIN AND I AM TALKING ABOUT ME AGAIN! WHY IS THAT? WELL CAUSE I LOVE PEOPLE AND TELLING THEM ABOUT MYSELF AND MY LIFE AND THE THINGS I DO AND LIKE TO DO. SO HERE IT GOES WELL MOVED HERE IN JULY OF O6, HOT AND TERRIBLE TO MOVE, BUT WE DID IT. I LEFT MY FRIENDS AND MY 2 SON'S BEHIND, BUT I AM GONNA KEEP IN TOUCH WITH THEM. THE WORST PART IS I HAVE NO FRIENDS DOWN HERE YET, AND I WOULD LIKE TO GET SOME BUT I AM KINDA ISOLATED WHERE I AM, I HAVE TO TAKE THE BUS EVERYWHERE CAUSE BOYFRIEND DOES NOT DRIVE! AND I DON'T KNOW THE CITY THAT WELL IT IS BIGGER THAN SANTA ROSA HA HA!!!!!! I HAVE HIS FAMILY WELL SOME OF THEM ARE DOWN AND AROUND HERE, BUT THEY HAVE THEIR OWN LIVES. SO JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW WHAT I AM DOING NOW, I HOPE TO JOIN THE ADVOCACY SOON HERE AND BE DOING SOMETHING I WAS GONNA GO TO WORK BUT I WILL VOLUNTEER INSTEAD AND DO THE ADVOCACY INSTEAD. NEED SOME THING OTHER THAN TH

Flyleaf- I'm So Sick
I'm So Sick I will break into your thoughts With what's written on my heart I will break, break I'm so sick, infected with Where I live Let me live without this Empty bliss, selfishness I'm so sick I'm so sick If you want more of this We can push out, sell out, die out So you'll shut up And stay sleeping With my screaming in your itching ears I'm so sick, infected with Where I live Let me live without this Empty bliss, selfishness I'm so sick I'm so sick Hear it, I'm screaming it You're heeding to it now Hear it, I'm screaming it You tremble at this sound You sink into my clothes This invasion makes me feel Worthless, hopeless, sick I'm so sick, infected with Where I live Let me live without this Empty bliss, selfishness I'm so, I'm so sick I'm so sick, infected with Where I live Let me live without this Empty bliss, selfishness I'm so (I'm so) I'm so sick (I'm so sick) I'm so (I'm so) I'm so sick (I'm so sick)

A Creed To Live
A Creed To Live Don't undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others. It is because we are different that each of us is special. Don't set your goals by what other people deem important. Only you know what is best for you. Don't take for granted the things closest to your heart. Cling to them as you would your life, for without them life is meaningless. Don't let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past or for the future. By living your life one day at a time, you live all the days of your life. Don't give up when you still have something to give. Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying. Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect. It is this fragile thread that binds us to each other. Don't be afraid to encounter risks. It is by taking chances that we learn how to be brave. Don't shut love out of your life by saying it's impossible to find. The quickest way to receive love is to give love. The fastest

I Am Your Cumare
Most women dont think that its something they could do... But thats because they do not understand nor accept the fact that being a cumare is a every day situation... Everytime you step into a bar and see a hot guy who is obviously with his girl or a female companion but he is still checking you out and you make it known that he has your attention you are opening yourself up to being a cumare... So you say you have a friend with benefits what do you think you are to him??? His cumare... Your male bestfriend is either married or in a serious relationship BUT you and he have an understanding and an arrangment... You know he loves his wife or his woman BUT he is not satisfied so he has you his cumare... Cumare does not mean whore... It doesnt mean prostitute... What a cumare is, is a woman who by all technicalities is singal BUT truthfully she is not... She has a man who may verywell be in a relationship with another woman or he is married... While he loves his partner he h

Bad News
WELL WE JUST GOT BACK FROM BIRMINGHAM TODAY, THE THOUGHT THAT I HAVE BEEN WONDERING ABOUT ALAN ARE TRUE. I WAS NOT SURE IF HE HAD BEEN GETTING WORSE OR NOT SINCE I AM THE ONE THAT SEES HIM ALL THE TIME. ANYWAY WE SAW THE DOCTOR. IN 6 MONTHS SINCE WE WAS THERE LAST..IN AUGUST OF LAST YEAR. HE HAS GOTTEN WORSE. HE HAS LOST ALL MUSCLE MASS/TONE IN HIS LEGS. ALL HIS NERVES IN HIS LOWER BODY ARE DEAD.HE HAS NO REFLEXES IN HIS LEGS OR IN HIS ARMS, HE STILL HAS STRENTH IN HIS UPEER BODY. WHICH IS GOOD. HE HAS THE BEGINNING OF SCOLIOSIS. THE DOCTOR SAID THEIR WAS NO HELP FOR IT RIGHT NOW. ALAN NEEDS TO HAVE A SLEEP STUDY DONE, HE NEEDS TO SEE THE BREATHING DOCTOR AGAIN AND THE HEART DOCTOR. HE WANTS US BACK THERE IN JULY, TO SEE HOW ALAN HAS PROGRESSED IN THE FOUR MONTHS, INSTEAD OF 6. WE TOOK THEM TO THE ZOO YESTERDAY. ALAN HAD A REALLY GOOD TIME, WE ALL HAD A GREAT TIME. THEIR ARE NEW PICS FROM THE ZOO POSTED AS I KNOW MORE INFO I WILL POST IT.

Friends Helping
Have to thatnk my friend Kimberly. She is in the navy and currently in Japan. She is going to set me up an alotment from her pay to help me out paying rent. Ben having to borrow money from people to help pay rent since oct 2006 and I hate it. Got custody of my kids than a month later lost my job. So went on welfare (hate it too) but welfare give me 740 a month and rent is 875 a month, I am sure you can do the math.I am finding out what great friends I have. Love to them all. Now to deal with my depression. My therapist is refering me to someone else to look at the posability I will need medication. Hope not but if it help wth the depression it will make me a better dad for my kids. Well that all for this rant. Hugs to all who actually read this. Kurt

Stone Age...
Good morning. How are you today? Well it’s like a bad Geico commercial. The national association of Anthropology is trying to get its members, fellow Anthropologists are being instructed to not use the term Stone-Age when referring to people deemed living in such conditions. Yeah… ok.. like I said it’s a bad Geico commercial. Can’t call them old culture, can’t do much of anything now days that it does not piss someone off or get you in a situation of being sued! Daylight sayings time has came and the world did not stop turning. Bonnie feared the alarm clock to not go off this morning, so much so that she actually set another alarm clock to go off in the bathroom attached to the master bedroom to go off ten minutes after the original alarm clock was to go off. Well, that’s all good and all if you actually set the original clock to actually go off!...Oh, oh and the extra alarm clock?..Well just so happens that clock was not changed so it was one hour later so she would have gotten up

General Rules On My Blogs
Hello, I figured I might as well write up what my blogs are for people who are going to read them. I only have a few rules. One keep in mind these are my thoughts and feelings and pretty much no offense has nothing to do with your feelings. I may say some things that will upset others , which is the second rule. If you have any issues with something I have said say it to me. I don't play the third party game. If you have an issue and its brought to me by you I will possibly explain why I said what I said and settle things so your not upset if I can. Play the third party game and all I have to say is good bye. I am here to relax, write out my thoughts and have fun. I am not here for drama or world war three. Please keep an open mind when you read what I write if nothing else it shows a bit of who I am or is intended to make you think or laugh. This is me, like me, hate me or ignore me you won't change my thoughts once they are set without a very good reason but if theres a valid point I

What Do You Think?
A person that you know and lets say closer than a friend doesnt know where you live because the choice is yours to keep them from where you find it safe: your home This person searches either something on the Base or through the Internet and finds out where you live and then without calling shows up one day at your door. Do you find this to be stalking or someone who is more interested in then you think they are? Anyone? Thoughts? Opinions?

Installing Husband 1.0
INSTALLING HUSBAND >>>>> >>>>> >>>>> >>>>> Dear Tech Support, >>>>> >>>>> >>>>> Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband >>>>> 1.0 and noticed a distinct slow down in overall system >>>>> performance -- particularly in the flower and jewelry >>>>> applications,which operated flawlessly under >>>>> Boyfriend 5.0. In addition, Husband 1.0 uninstalled many >>>>> other valuable programs, such as Romance 9.5 and Personal >>>>> >>>>> Attention 6.5 and then installed undesirable >>>>> programs such as NFL 5.0, NBA 3.0, and Golf Clubs >>>>> 4.1. Conversation 8.0 no longer runs, and Housecleaning >>>>> 2.6 simply crashes the system. I've tried running Nagging >>>>> 5.3 to fix these problems, but to no avail. >>>>> What can I do? >>>>> >>>>> Signed, Desperate >>>>> >>>>> ----------------------------------------------------------------- >>>>> Dear Desperate: >>>>> >>>>> First keep in mind, Boyfriend 5.0 is an Entertainment >>>>> Package, while Husband 1.0 is a

A Tout Le Monde
Don't remember where I was I realized life was a game The more seriously I took things The harder the rules became I had no idea what it'd cost My life passed before my eyes I found out how little I accomplished All my plans denied So as you read this know my friends I'd love to stay with you all Please smile when you think of me My body's gone that's all A tout le monde/To all the world A tout mes amis/To all my friends Je vous aime/I love you Je dois partir/I have-to/must leave These are the last words I'll ever speak And they'll set me free If my heart was still alive I know it would surely break And my memories left with you There's nothing more to say Moving on is a simple thing What it leaves behind is hard You know the sleeping feel no more pain And the living are scarred

More Things Learnt.
Bloodhounds are CUTE! and bark alot. Matt is at an age where his back legs are too large for his body. He hops alot. mango's and zuchinni on the grill are GREAT. My aunt and grandma are taking WAY too long to get back. My food is gonna RE-cook in the oven.

Thanks Rosie For This Beautiful Tribute
> TITLE: > RIP McCayla .... You No Longer Have To Hurt Anymore ... w/Music Video > > > RIP McCAYLA YOU NO LONGER HAVE TO HURT > > > > > > WHEN DO WE GIVE A DAMN!!!!! > NONE OF THESE KIDS ASK TO BE BORN TO: > HEARTLESS > IRRESPONSIBLE > PIECES OF SHIT > WHO THE ONLY THING > THEY ARE GOOD AT IS: > EITHER UNZIPPING THEIR PANTS, > OR > SPREADING THEIR LEGS!!!!! > > > > WHY DOES IT HAVE TO END HERE!!!!! > > > > HANDS WERE MADE TO CARESS, > ARMS TO HUG/HOLD, > FEET TO RUN TO SOMEONE'S AID, > HEARTS TO LOVE, > > YOU NAME ME 1 THING A CHILD DOES > TO DESERVE ABUSE JUST 1 THING!!!! > > I'LL TELL YOU THE ONLY THING > A CHILD EVER DOES > AND THAT IS: > LOVE > UNCONDITIONALLY > BOTH PARENTS > EVEN PROTECTING > THE ONES WHO BEAT THEM > > I KNOW THIS BULLETIN ISN'T MUCH > BUT IT'S MORE THAN SHE GOT > WHEN SHE WAS ALIVE FROM ANY ADULT > WHO KNEW AND DID NOTHING > > IF YOU GIVE A DAMN > THEN > REPOST THIS DAMNIT!

Slutty Vs Naughty
I was talking to someone last night and our convo is still bothering me. They were giving me a hard time because I wasn't inviting them over for a fuck when 1) I wasnt in the mood and 2) it was 1 am. We continued the convo and they made the comment to me " I don't think you are as nughty as you say you are. You want a guy to like you for more than just sex and if you were truly naughty you would have me over right now fucking me instead of just talking to me on the phone." I was really too tired last night to do anything but get upset and say I had to go. See what he was wanting was a slutty gal. And I'm not saying there is anything wrong with that yes I can be slutty from time to time. But I am choosie on who I'm naughty with. But trust me once I am with you the naughty side of me will come out. Anyways, just some ramblings here i had to get off my chest.

Even Though I've Been Outta Touch....i Haven't Been Without My Brews :)
So where to begin, been outta the writing mood with all the working, but felt I had a few hits and misses post holiday season beverages and I'd recap granted the pics are definitely past season :) 1st up Le Chouffe or the Magic Gnome as we like to call him... I've become quite the fan of Belgian Ales lately and this one is not as excellent as my favorite ie: Corsendonk, but lighter and perhaps a bit reminiscent of fall, my Nutcracker decided to have a sip of this tasty beverage so see if his gnomish kindred had it going on... Not to be outdone by some silly nutcracker, the Rat King decided he'd be all daring and try something out there... Needless to say I love coffee and I love a fine crafted beer, but its just plain wrong to mix the two. It's rare for me to not finish a beer, this one, I couldn't finish more than two sips. Bad bad bad rat, no more picks for you! So my last friend from the Suite, Drossemier thought well enough with this beer I am more refined an

Poems Of Missed Chances And Bad Choices
I Hope you are proud of yourself…….. I was there, through the pain, through the tears, I was there to listen, and walk you through your fears. I was there, to be your friend, nothing more I was there, after he beat you badly and slammed your head in the door I was there, when you had enough When you could take no more I was there to make sure you were able to leave To stand by your side while he threatened you But to make sure he could hit you no more As days and weeks went by, I was there as a friend, to hold you when you cry Then one day I realized you deserved more And I was there, so that you got it for sure Plans were made, the night was to be fun You called me earlier, but said you had to run. “I call you back, you said in a rush..” You never did, and that wasn’t cool. You fucked the only friend who really cared, But now who’s the fool. So next time your hurting, beaten And with a black eye, Whom will you call, to listen to you cry. I

Ooooooohhhhh That Smell!
This was just too funny NOT to pass on! If this story doesn't make you cry for laughing so hard, let me know and I'll pray for you. This is a story about a couple who had been happily married for years. The only friction in their marriage was the husband's habit of farting Loudly every morning when he awoke. The noise would wake his wife and the Smell would make her eyes water and make her gasp for air. Every morning she Would plead with him to stop ripping them off because It was making her Sick. He told her he couldn't stop it and that it was perfectly natural. She told him to see a doctor; she was concerned that one day he would blow his guts out. The years went by and he continued to blast them out! Then one Thanksgiving she was in the kitchen making turkey for dinner and he was Upstairs sound asleep, she looked at the bowl where she had put the turkey innards and neck, gizzard, liver and all the spare parts and a malicious Thought came to her. Warm the innards up to bo

Ok... Movin On
So... I ask my new regular doctor who she would suggest to see. She tells me Dr. Syed which I'd all ready heard of from another fibro sufferer. So I call to see about setting up and appt. They say .. well she'll want copies of any doctors notes pertaining to the diagnoses and any blood work that had been done and she'll want to see any x-rays they've done. So I call my doctors office and they made me copies of the paper work. I'll run around getting the x-rays closer to the appt(which isn't till April 16th :( ) But my FMLA got denied at work because evidently I didn't get in enough hours last year to qualify. So now I'm screwed. Because if I can't work because I'm having too much pain... which I have been since I'm not sleeping well, then I have to get a doctors slip. And yesterday when I wanted to leave early my boss said he was told to have me go through medical. Now mind you I'm not upset with my boss he's a really great guy. I'm just totally frustrated and depressed from dealing

Not Happy Moood :-(
Damn pretty soon think I may have a bad mood and going to have a break down someday and need a break from what??? Looking for relationship and it's not going to work somehow and never will find a Mrs. Right anyhow!!! And thanks god I will have long weekend off and pretty soon vacation time will come next!!!!!

So U Wanna Be My Lover?? Fill Out The Application First.
Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5. How tall are ya ? 6. Do you like to dance ?? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talk junk about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)[no sex]? 16.Would you let anything happen in that bed? 17.Do you think I'm handsome/cute ? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 19.Would you die for me? 20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 21. Will you post this so I can

My Grandma Part 11
Ok the hospice came today and said that everything is shutting down.. She may live until next week.. So it is really hard.. I don't know what to do or say at all.. It is hard that my life is shittie as of now.. I don't want her to die to be honest with you all she is the only thing I have lift of me.. you all know that deep in my heart.. But if she has to go than I am going to have to accept it like it or not.. I can't blame myself it is was not my damn fault.. I may give up and give up who or what i believe.. Right now I am going to stay strong no matter what happens.. So that is that.. that is life and it is her destiny.. If this happens I will be happy that she is in a better place and I have to move on with my life.. Give you all updates on my grandma really soon.. Virgo24

Her Heart Just Cant Lie
Just when you thought it was over he storms in through the cracked door with the mission of self destruction. She looks at him and smiles, feeling the tension in his voice. He isnt happy and she knows by the intensity in his eyes. Her heart begins to race with anticpation of the words that will soon follow. She is eager for the first blow and yet he stands there ripping her to shreds with the eyes of what appears to be an angry man. He knows deep down that he isnt the one for her, yet he fights everyday to fill the shoes of a man she holds so high on that pedestool.A man who would never be able to appriciate the true beauty of who and what she is. The fear of losing her has been tearing him to shreds from the inside out and today he has had enough. No longer will he sit back and watch her shed tears over a man who doesnt care for her, nor will he sit back and watch as she slowly dies inside. He has stood there in front of her for what seems like an eternety watching the emotio

Note To Heart;;your Amazing
So I was talking to my beebee & I was talking to him about how I felt about him & he said can I say something? & I said yeah thinking oh shit something bad? Then he sent me a poem that he made. Truly blew me away cus I was speechless & said your weird lol. Him: So? lol. Didnt mean for that to come out like that. But it did. Basicly the poem was an I love you,Diffrent but I loved it. Ive always told him he has talent @ writting. Hes wonderful

Judgement
The very word judgement is like a vampire .. it pulls away the very lifebreath of happiness and self. One who judges, who does not see that what they say is really judgement but truth, sees no truth in their own lives and are often the ones that judge themselves the hardest. Life is a balance of both good and bad, without bad we can often overlook the goodness in our lives and become complacent in the negative, becoming lost in it and seeing no clear path which could lead us back to the illusion of happiness that most people build in their own mind. A better job, a better home, more money, more and better group of friends etc etc.. but those things are illusions unless we stop making judgement on others and also on ourselves. Being better in yourself does not neccessarily mean more money, better things .. that is the illusion consumerism(sp) casts upon us. It is wonderful to have our little gadgits and our fancy cars and flashy homes .. yet what do we really have if we think that is w

Friends At Work!!!???!!!
Hey everyone, Just wanted everyone's thoughts on this one, Friends at work... Do you think it is a good idea to make lots of friends at work?? or do you think it could be a hazzard to your job?? A penny for your thoughts... luv ya's all.

Hmmmm
It comes creeping, sneaking that all to familiar feeling once again. Only at night it sinks in haunting me with my regrets. One slip and it all crumbles, back to how it was, never trusting. Never hurting keep it closed, pretend its nothing and it goes away The way it was was never the way it should of been, cutting deep in my thoughts like a razor to the skin, let it out. Scream away the thoughts the pain, forget, if only you could for a moment.

Going Home
I am headed back home... all things are coming to a close here.. I will Truly miss the friends I have made... I hope that the few I have gotten close to(you know who you are) choose to stay in touch.. I have sold all I have to the next soldiers coming on board.. so my ability to visit will be few and far between.. Thank You all..

Attn Lilly And Talented Tongue
U CAN HAVE THE LOSER........GUYS THIS IS A SHOUT BETWEEN TALENTED TONGUE AND LILLY.. TELL ME HOW PATHETIC HE SOUNDS.......SHE CAN HAVE THIS PATHETIC LOSER. THEY BOTH BELONG TOGETHER ,, OH BY THE WAY LILLY TELL HIM I DONT WANT A CHANCE....what is so funny she lied to me to get to him and he lied to me to get to her My Shoutbox talented t...: if u love me u'll answer talented t...: pick up ur phone lilly talented t...: dammit i'm begging u, please call me, what do i have to do to talk to u don't tell me that when u have no clue what the meaning of the word is, what do u mean about my phone? talented t...: so what did u do to ur phone, i guess u never did love me ->talented t...: u went to far this time, I told u to stop talking to her and u continued after all she said, that is not love, u just wanted the attention, well the attention screwed u this time talented t...: lilly if u love me, then call me ->talented t...: u went to far this time, I

Leaving The Decision To My Friends...
There is a picture in my 'coffee table album' that has yet to be captioned. Reply here with your suggestions. If you like one that someone else has left, let me know. I will then post a mumm with a challenge to choose the best of two that I like the most. Be nice or it will be delted, but most of all .....HAVE FUN!

Hey You All Whatz Up
hey everyone online yay.. lol.. Well I finally got on line to do what I want to do.. Mostly I will be on early in the morning but my cousin's ass finally got off the computer and I got on yay lol.. I am doing fine I will get more updates of what is going on about my grandma as soon I fine out more.. I don't know if I am going to be on the computer tonight but if I am not than I know I will be on in the morning same damn time in the morning for me.. Right now I am going to post some stash and I will be talking for a while til than thank you all for reading my blog hope you have a really good day and night ok.. Virgo24

Since I Have Relaxed My New Soul Lol
What kind of soul do you have? Neutral SoulThe world is a scale to you. You see what others don\'t in ways people can only dream. The strongest of anybody you join a fight only when one side is becoming to strong. Everything happens for a reason to you and you make sure that reason is balance. The Neutral soul is often one that sits back with Huge amounts of inner strength waiting until they are needed to keep balance. Take this test

Fun Fun Fun!!!
This was sent to me by a friend on another site. try it and see how it works for you! I know it's stupid but it's fun and I thought it might be nice to do something silly after my last blog. It reveals another side of me, proving that I'm not just about BDSM and politics. :) I was " slutty alcoholic who likes it dirty." Okay, take the phrase that relates to the first letter of your first name: A-Punky B-Emotional C-Pretty D-HOMOSEXUAL E-Gangster F-Girly G-Dyke H-Sweet I-Retarded j-Gorgeous K-Beautiful L-Fabulous M-Slutty N-Preppy O-Hot P- amazing Q-Boyish R-Hot S-Sexy T- Very Sexy U-Ugly V-Wonderful W-Hott X-Bitchy Y-Under-appreciated Z-Over-appreciated NOW THE THIRD IN YOUR MIDDLE NAME(if you don’t have one use your last name): A-Wizard B- Babe C-Bitch D-Obsesser E- God (ess) F-Retard G-Queen/ King H-Slut I-Girl J-Goth K-Nerd L-Alcoholic M-porn star N-sex god O-Geek P-Skank Q-Crack whore R-Sex machine S-Prince (ess) T-CryBaby

'sorry I Saw Your Weiner'.
go figure. typical nay and dee bullshiznit. start from the bottom. the top part is the funniest. "I was soooo fucking embarrassed! Now the fucking police department has a pic of it. great. === 'Cupcake' spewed forth the following at '2007-03-26 14:16:05'.. > > HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!!!! > oh my fucking gaw! > i think i just pissed myself, laughing. > thats the best shit ive ever read! > === 'Nay' spewed forth the following at '2007-03-26 14:14:09'.. it was only 30 bucks, but still...I'm a fucking broke ass, and that was my gas money. If asked, I will gladly press charges against his ass! The funny part was when the sheriff laid out everything in my wallet, and took pics, there was a note inside that said 'sorry, I saw your weiner' and 'is a banana really a fruit?' I don't remember putting that in my wallet lol. === 'Cupcake' spewed forth the following at '2007-03-26 14:11:16'.. > > he ATE your money? > thats fucking WEIIIR

Ladies My Roomate Finally Got Here
Ok ladies my roomate finally came around and became freshmeat. I would greatly appreciate it if you would all go and show him some love. I have been showing him all of you wonderfull ladies and he finally got his own account. His name is Eddie and he is a very good friend of mine. He can be found at ered300zx@hotmail.com. Thank all of you for being my friends and know that I love all of you. Thanks Tim

Long Day Or Long Life
Long Day or Long Life I'm about to go crazy! I have so much anger in me now. I'm not sure what to do. Deep breaths Deeper and Deeper Trying to keep it down very deep inside. SMILE It will help to take the anger, hurt and pain away. Just keep the smile and laughter. It will all get better. I keep saying!! Will it? When? How DAMN Long is this going to take? Will patience work? Hell No!! Will Love? HELL NO!! Will Caring and Sweetness? HELL NO!! Will cooking and cleaning? HELL NO!! Will Money? HELL NO!! Will Sex? HELL NO!! Will Leaving? HELL NO!! Will Anything on this fucking earth? HELL NO!! So what is left? What can be done? What is next? Have I tried everything? Is there something I haven't tried? What is it going to take? How much can one person take?? When can it all end and happiness begin? Is it just all a fucking joke or a dream? Is this a nightmare? Or is this just life? I'm not a anger person!! Why do I feel it burning deep inside? What

Kid Rock -- I Am The Bullgod
I am the bullgod...I am free...and I feed on all that is forsaken I'm gonna get you....I see through you...I'm gonna get you I'm like a train I roll hard...lettin' off much steam In the Carhart flannel and dusty jeans baby I never was cool with James Dean But I be hanging tough with my man Jim Beam I swing low like a chimp Back in '86 man I was seein' a shrink But now I'm humble and I can only think About New Orleans and those jumbo shrimp So ask no questions and I'll tell no lies I got big ol' pupils and blood shot eyes I'm on the brink if you know what I mean And a 12 step program couldn't keep me clean 'Cause I'm the bullgod...you understand The illegitimate son of man The T-O-P to the D-O-G Or the P-O-T to the G-O-D And I'm trippin' Said I'm trippin' I am the bullgod...I am free...and I feed on all that is forsaken I'm gonna get you...I see through you...I'm gonna get you A lot of people poke fun and that's alright

Why Are Some Men Idiots And Others Good Guys?
well there is no answer. but when a man says no commitment and no strings attatched should he get mad at the woman for dating other people? answer: hell freaking no! he made his bed and he has to live with it! if he wanted a monogamous relationship he should have said so from the get go! no strings means u can see who the hell u want to. now if said you would be my girlfriend then that ment you see only him. then you got guys that are good men! they are loveing, honest, straight forawrd about wut they want,and most of all faithful. and most of the time these are the ones that are either taken or get hurt so much that they loose trust in the female species! i guess the same can be said for women. cause women can be the most loving person on earth or the biggest freaking bitch you ever met. all i can say you can't blame all the opposite sex for the failures of the few idiots and bitches out there. so people give love a chance and give the opposite sex a chance cause you

Thinking
it was a very torturing day i had loooong meetings, then filling out papers for the contract, and doing other things and calling people and and and... and i didn't count the rehab this morning and YES it hurted LOTS: he's making me do different excercises involving my ankle and today those ones started to hurt me i have to give a big Thank You to all that were worried about me, and a big thanks for the ones that showed me lots of love latelly :) i know i'm not perfect lol but yes i do try to give me best so, thanks for your big big patience and of course for the love! (that doesn't come with rating all pics, i mean about just a simple comment or private message or shout saying hello hun!) love you all lots! nite nite :-*

Things That Make Ya Go Hmmmm
IF YOU HAVENT FANNED ME PLZ DO SO.. I HAVE 392 FANS YET I AM A FAN OF 483.. SUMTHINGS NOT RIGHT THERE PPL SO IF YOU HAVENT FANED ME PLZ DO SO .. SMOOCHES AND HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY XOOXOX"S LADY KAOS

A Rose That Once Stood Alone
A solitary rose grew in the darkest corner of the garden Surrounded by many others Yet remained alone Time passed and trials came and went One dealt a severe blow And the rose began to wilt and wither Forgotten... Then... as if by a miracle... There came a soft and gentle breeze Followed by a ray of light As all the other roses fell into darkness The solitary rose began to shine Shining with a special light... And watered by a gentle cascade... A cascade of love A cascade of selfless affection "I do... not now but forever..." Said the rose to the sunlight And there they remain A rose in full bloom With her sunshine smiling down on her... You are my sunshine, my life, my very soul And I your rose blooming in the light of your love

Sad Poem
Some days I sit and hear the yells fears loseing my pride robbed of grandmother screaming Brother crying I sit there and pretend to not care But inside it truely wares ripping and tearing at my heart I know i don't have it that bad but It is pretty bad and it makes me so sad i wish i could just be glad the smiles and laughs went away as soon as I came here Sometimes i just want to cry like now just writeing this poem of life When I was with my mom it was so much better we might not have had everything but I liked it better there I feel like here no one loves me so I look to my friends for love and they give so much There more of my family than anything So I am closeing this poem with a goodbye farewell I will be back to write you'll see

Sharting Dingleberries.
"balls! !" said gigglepiss , "I forgot to tell cupcake where I live! I hope she/he can find the way!" But it was too late. cupcake was already lost deep in the slappy forest. "What do I do?" cupcake questioned out-loud. But only a/an flamingo on a stump nearby seemed to answer. It made a loud fapp and cupcake sharted . It was growing dark, and gigglepiss was growing scared. When all of a sudden, from behind a tree came a sound like dingleberries melting ! It was the wombat that lived under gigglepiss 's porch eating its jizcakes ! cupcake cleverly decided to follow the wombat back home. Later, cupcake said, "If it wasn't for the wombat , I would still be scarfing around in the woods!".

Lotta Latte
I just got the Bialette Moka Express (a small stove-top espresso maker) and am now deeply, maddeningly in love. I'd been making latte-ish drinks for some time, whisking and boiling milk on the stove and using Starbucks Espresso beans in a french press, but--as was pointed out to me--it's really not the same. And so I ordered the Moka Express. I slept in today, and have just meandered downstairs to make my first latte of the day: Fluffy, frothy milk, blended with this amazing espresso, topped with a light sprinkling of extra-fancy Vietnamese cinnamon and homemade Madagascar-vanilla sugar. I'm basically creaming myself over this beverage. As I think about it, though, it took the work of so many people in so many countries to make this coffee. Espresso maker: Italy Espresso beans: Latin America & Asia/Pacific "blend" Grinder: Mexico Saucepan for frothing milk: Indonesia Milk: Unspecified Origin (Probably a Midwest conglomerate) Whisk: Unspecified Origin Raw

The Celestine Insights
1 WE ARE DISCOVERING AGAIN THAT WE LIVE IN A DEEPLY MYSTERY WORLD, FULL OF SUDDEN COINCIDENCES AND SYNCHRONISTIC ENCOUNTERS THAT SEEM DESTINED. 2 AS MORE OF US AWAKEN TO THIS MYSTERY, WE WILL CREATE A COMPLETELY NEW WORLD VIEW-REDEFINING THE UNIVERSE AS ENERGETIC AND SACRED. 3 WE WILL DISCOVER THAT EVERYTHING AROUND US, ALL MATTER, CONSISTS OF AND STEMS FROM A DIVINE ENERGY THAT WE ARE BEGINNING TO SEE AND UNDERSTAND. 4 FROM THIS PERSPECTIVE, WE CAN SEE THAT HUMANS HAVE ALWAYS FELT INSECURE AND DISCONNECTED FROM THIS SACRED SOURCE, AND HAVE TRIED TO TAKE ENERGY BY DOMINATING EACH OTHER. THIS STRUGGLE IS RESPONSIBLE FOR ALL HUMAN CONFLICT. 5 THE ONLY SOLUTION IS TO CULTIVATE A PERSONAL RECONNECTION WITH THE DIVINE, A MYSTICAL TRANSFORMATION THAT FILLS US WITH UNLIMITED ENERGY AND LOVE, EXTENDS OUR PERCEPTION OF BEAUTY AND LIFTS US INTO A HIGHER-SELF AWARENESS. 6 IN THIS AWARENESS WE CAN RELEASE OUR OWN PATTERN OF CONTROLLING, AND DISCOVER A SPECIFIC TRUT

Bright
Stumble upon a new found power Bloating your ego renaming the coward Blaze a trail that’s in a shadow Burning insects and position yourself a hero So impressed that you can lead the scared to fearful Makes rats follow, the happy cheerful, the sad filled with sorrow, foresee tomorrow Excavate into the end You’ll find nightmares you could have never dreamt That unscrupulous death has been sent Echoes of apocalypse stretch Beyond the implication’s intentions The masterpiece from the sketch Earthquake’s epicenter sinks the surface’s depth You got a bright idea? Well I got an m.o. manifesto Brain static dogmatic attack Crushing your ear holes It’s Z-A-C; that’s Zoned for Accurate Carnage The weapons stay fresh; they never make it to storage The expendable whore with an expandable hole A forward thinking passive and a subconscious conquer

Habit Of Success
What you do consistently and repeatedly grows stronger. And that provides you with nearly unlimited opportunity. Success is not a secret that is hidden from you. Success is a habit that is readily available to you. Life is made up of moment after moment. Point all those moments in the same direction, and truly magnificent achievements will come about. There are very few things of value that you can create instantly. Yet when you expand your horizon to a few weeks or months, the possibilities for achievement increase dramatically. The hours and the days will pass whether you make use of them or not. Choose to focus your energy in a specific direction, again and again, and put the power of time to work for you. Keep your thoughts, your words and your actions pointed in the direction you would most like to go. Develop the habit of success, and with it you can create whatever you choose. -- Ralph Marston

Blast Giveaway
Hey Everyone..Me And My Friend Victoria Are In A 30 Day Blast Giveaway!..We Need 50,000 Comments Together To Get It!..If You Have A Few Extra Minutes Plz Stop By And Show Some Love..Let Me Know If You Do..I'll Buy Ya A Lil Something :) x0x0x -Ash

Stupid Boy Song Lyrics
STUPID BOY Well, she was precious like a flower She grew wild, wild but innocent A perfect prayer in a desperate hour She was everything beautiful and different Stupid boy, you can't fence that in Stupid boy, it's like holding back the wind She let her heart and soul right in your hands And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans She never even knew she had a choice and that's what happens When the only voice she hears is telling her she can't Stupid boy, stupid boy Oh So what made you think you could take a life And just push it push it around I guess you build yourself up so high You had to take her and break her down She let her heart and soul right in your hands And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans She never even knew she had a choice and that's what happens When the only voice she hears is telling her she can't You stupid boy Oh, you always had to be right but now you've lost The only thing that ever made you feel aliv

Peace From The Quantum Level - David Lynch & John Hagelin
I did some more digging and here for you more of Dr. John Hagelin http://istpp.org/multimedia/prophets_conference.html Dr. Hagelin’s “Creating Peace” talk from the Miami “Prophets Conference” series (June 4, 2005) Click on link to see directly or to download: right click "save target as" Play all (90 min.) http://streaming.globalcountry.net/Dr_Hagelin_complete.wmv 1. Discovery of the Unified Field http://streaming.globalcountry.net/Dr_Hagelin_Part1.wmv 2. What is Consciousness? http://streaming.globalcountry.net/Dr_Hagelin_Part2.wmv 3. Experience the Unified Field http://streaming.globalcountry.net/Dr_Hagelin_Part3.wmv 4. The Unified Field is Consciousness http://streaming.globalcountry.net/Dr_Hagelin_Part4.wmv 5. Human Potential is Unlimited http://streaming.globalcountry.net/Dr_Hagelin_Part5.wmv 6. Global Citizenship http://streaming.globalcountry.net/Dr_Hagelin_Part6.wmv 7. Consciousness-ba

Enjoy Your Inner Pain
Enjoy your inner pain Feed off love that never was Let them drain your soul Only feelings let them go Live their lies as your own Drown them silently in your heart Daylight fake happiness Hurt alone after dark The world dont care who you are Your just a number So fuck them all Enjoy your inner pain

Through Midnight Eyes
Staring at YOU through midnight eyes Taking in the beauty that surrounds you The beauty within you The beauty that IS you Raping your soul in the fullness of the moon Filling it with the brightness of the sun and the sweetness of morning dew Keeping that within my heart Until Darkness falls and I can view you Through my midnight eyes! R.F.Hamlett Sr 4/3/07

Funnies And Laughers :)
There's something here to offend everyone! What is the difference between a Harley and a Hoover? The position of the dirt bag. Why is divorce so expensive? Because it's worth it. What do you call a smart blonde? A golden retriever. What do attorneys use for birth control? Their personalities. What's the difference between a girlfriend and wife? 10 years and 45 lbs What's the difference between a boyfriend and husband? 45 minutes What's the fastest way to a man's heart? Through his chest with a sharp knife. Why do men want to marry virgins? They can't stand criticism. Why is it so hard for women to find men that are sensitive, caring, and good-looking? Because those men already have boyfriends. What's the difference between a new husband and a new dog? After a year, the dog is still excited to see you What makes men chase women they have no intention of marrying? The sam

"what Is Friendship?"
It's sharing your greatest joys & deepest hurts It's revealing your wildest dreams & secrets of the soul It's expressing yourself with heartfelt words & understood silences It's counting on each other when times are tough & decisions are difficult It's sharing the stories of your past & your hopess for tomorrow It's experiencing the tears,the laughter,the craziness of life with someone who understands & it means so much to share it with someone like you,MY FRIEND!!!!!!!!

To Mr. Groves (please Do Read, Its Nothing Bad I Promise)
Congrats to you and Amanda getting married. I am very happy for you. Got a ? for you though and this just outta curiousity, why were you on my page? did u need something? no im not trying to be sarcastic either, i am truly being sincere. well gtg have 2 kids that r sick as well as myself being sick so ttyl. byez

~ ~ Sun Of The Morningfire ~ ~
We were victims none the less Collected souls of circumstance Gathered within darkness Of dismal existence Alone without a voice but with thoughts We hear the sounds outside these walls The eerie moaning haunts When the evil beckoning, calls An eternity spent with the wisps of death Steam rises from the oozing blood Screams in the night now ceased breath Eternal kiss across swollen cusp Quickening of fiery luminescence Rage inside the vampire A celebration of a new souls presence We dance in the sun of the morningfire

F-ing Sick...
i will quote myself from a message i just sent about this very issue. ok so i was just poking around inside of myself..i used my pussy pump for a sec.. and this other toy.. and then i decided to use the speculum i stole from the clinic a couple years ago.. i was pokin around in there.. i reached deep inside and felt something fucking strange..i freaked out wondering if it was a part of me that grew or something..i poked at it and scratched it to see if i could feel anything, then thought maybe it was some odd dead growth.. i freaked wondering just what the fuck was wrong with my innards, my sweet luscious vaggy.. got a mirror.. poked around. thought no god it couldnt be!!! but i hope it is..! i poked and pulled and saw white. PHEW.. a tampon. i had a fucking tampon in there.. now i havent been feeling well lately with all this bullshit going on in my life in general.. but NEVER EVER have i been so careless.. my period ended DAYS ago. how could i forget one inside of

Hummmmm More About Me Being Me!
I am a Big Beautiful woman who is 31! Single mother of two! looking for a good man who dont mind I am a tomboy at times, lady in the street and a freak in the sheets! If you think you are that man or know a good man like that dont hesitate to send me a message!!! If you are that man expect to be spoiled rotten! Be treated like a man should be!! Full body massages for my man, good food, good lovin, good companionship! I am looking for the man who can be my best friend, lover, confidant, raise a family with, and someone i can grow old with!! so drop me a message or shout box me! lol let me know if you are the one!

I'm Fine, Just Fine..........not!!!
Who the hell am I trying to fool?? I'm not fine. I'm not going to be okay. I'm freakin out and I don't know how to deal. I keep telling everyone, "I'm okay, I'll get over it, I can deal, I'm a strong woman." Well, FUCK THAT! I'm at the end of my rope and my grip is slipping fast. But there isn't anything anyone can do. I have to deal with this on my own. I know I'm searching for a freakin miracle here. Something has to give soon. Or this bridge is gonna fall, and take me with it. Then what? Crying is wasted. Banging my fists against the wall is futile. I think I'll just sit here in my own hell. Anyone want to join me? I thought not.

Gaining A New Friend
You gain new friends from moving in to someplace. Take Dave, for one. Just a guy that could have past me up and not become a friend, and only stay my boss/supervisor. Someone I already knew, from working w/him, as my supervisor, an knew a lil about, his family an his life. Just from what he has shared at work. He didn’t have to but he did. But this past week I have gain a friend and have learned more about and I know that I will keep as a friend for life. Friends like that are truly hard to find an keep. With a lil arm twisting he got my in to this home I have now. Well not really arm twisting more like explaining to me the best thing for me. It was something I needed. Thanks Dave for the help, an the work that u have done w/me, you are a Friend for life, a friends friend, an I will Never forget that. I can defiantly say u and ur family are part of my family now.

Saving For My Kids College Again
Ok as some of you may know at least if you've read my profile or looked at my pics I have two wonderful kids. Well lately I have been thinking of their future. Just your typical I want a better life for my children then I had. Since I never went to college neither my parents or I could afford it I would like to give my kids the opportunity. So I started looking around and found a college savings program that was free. It's called upromise and can be found at www.upromise.com. The main way it works is you register those grocery store vip cards and when you purchase certain items a small percentage of the price is paid by the manufacturer to upromise who puts it into your account. It's all free and doesn't cost you anything. What I was wondering was if any of you are interested in helping me out? If not at least check it out and do it for your own children/grandchildren. All I need is an email address and I can invite you to help me out I promise I will only use your email for the inv

Oh Yea Baby
What kind of a LOVER are YOU? You are a PASSIONATE LOVER!When it comes to sex and relationships you put 100% into both. You like to have fun and try new things but you pay alot of attention to the PASSION that lives in side of each kiss, touch or meaningful word. You contain the whole package and any man would be would be very lucky to have a women like you! Take this test

Keep The Comments A Cummin... Especially In The Lips Contest Pleaseeee.. It Ends Tomorrow Afternoon
THE LIPS CONTEST IS ONLY FOR THE WEEKEND AND THE OTHER ONE I FELL BEHIND IN BEING SICK ALL WEEK :-( IM IN THE SEXY LIPS CONTEST AND ALSO WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST.. HERE ARE THE LINKS IF YOU GET AROUND TO HELPING OUT THAT WOULD BE GREAT ;-).. SEXIEST LIPS CONTEST WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST THANKS FOR YOUR HELP IN ADVANCE MICHELLE AKA HOOVERGIRL COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED SO COMMENT TILL YOUR FINGERS HURT ;-)!!

Moving On. Phase 1: Commence.
Last night was great. I hung out with Jess and saw Grindhouse with all my friends. I had a great time with Jess just like before when we were just friends. I didn’t feel attached or lost from her anymore. If I was lost from her…how come she is still around? I just enjoy the time I have with her. It was nice to not care about it around her, and just enjoy her company. We all love you Jess! (Justin, Tierney, and me..) It was good seeing you.

Ok All Comment Lots In The Lips Contest Im A Little Over 400 Behind And It Ends Tomorrow... Pretty Pleaseeee!!
THE LIPS CONTEST IS ONLY FOR THE WEEKEND SO COMMENT IT THE MOST IM ALMOST IN THE LEAD ;-) AND THE OTHER ONE I FELL BEHIND IN BEING SICK ALL WEEK :-( IM IN THE SEXY LIPS CONTEST AND ALSO WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST.. HERE ARE THE LINKS IF YOU GET AROUND TO HELPING OUT THAT WOULD BE GREAT ;-).. SEXIEST LIPS CONTEST WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST THANKS FOR YOUR HELP IN ADVANCE MICHELLE AKA HOOVERGIRL COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED SO COMMENT TILL YOUR FINGERS HURT ;-)!!

To A Wanderer
The poetry that I am blogging is from a book of my Grandmother's work that I published in her memory. Any and all the royalties that come in from the sales of this book are being donated to the American Cancer Society and to the research into the cause and cure of Alzheimer's and Dementia. http://www.lulu.com/tisdaled To A Wanderer Home is the spot where our heart is A palace of gold or a tumbledown shack Tho we’ve wandered afar on the road of life When we’re weary, we’ll always drift back To the streets where we played in our childhood To the pals that we used to know And we’ll wander again down the lane Where as sweethearts, we used to roam. Tho the scenes have all changed, and the people too For our pals have all drifted away But they, like us, will all come back To the home of their childhood some day For no one has wandered too far down the road To heed not the call of home And once he returns to familiar scenes He never again will roam.

A Single Standard
The poetry that I am blogging is from a book of my Grandmother's work that I published in her memory. Any and all the royalties that come in from the sales of this book are being donated to the American Cancer Society and to the research into the cause and cure of Alzheimer's and Dementia. http://www.lulu.com/tisdaled A Single Standard Why not a single standard A right for one and all I won’t be placed upon a stand To break, perchance to fall. Thus cries youth in anger Love creeps in and then We hear a single standard Asked by youth again. Love grows strong, life goes on The single standard too Baby comes, we wonder if The standard will ring true. The standard holds, babies arms entwine Around the heart of youth Time goes on, in life and love Youth is learning truth. The answer youth is learning Is an answer to us all There can be no single standard Where there is a babies call.

Gah, Boys Are Like Brick Walls.
I am sooo tired of men thinking they know what I want. You don't know me, You have no idea how things work in my head. You have no idea what I think about love. Dont tell me I just want to be loved,or I need to be loved. Yes, I want to be loved, have my dark prince charming sweep me off my feet and be everything I could hope for...Id also like to grow some faerie wings or have a pet unicorn, but the chances of that are about as slim as my prince charming. Realisticly he doesnt exist, no man will ever be who I want. Im so tired of being upfront, that im not interested in a relationshop and yet Im still told I apparently am. The last two men I officially dated... both bugged the shit out of me untill I was tired of it and just agreed. Why do I have to be like a normal girl? Why do I have to want the boyfriend and the family and vomit. Why is it so fucking hard for you guys to comprend. Why do you have to frustrtate me so much. Bah, its like talking to a brick wall half the time, a bri

The Perfect Cop
The Perfect Cop To a Police Chief, the perfect cop is someone who looks sharp, works hard and doesn't expect overtime pay, makes good arrests without offending anyone, writes detailed reports and keeps a neat, readable activity log. He is also always available when extra help is needed, accepts work assignments willingly and comes up with fast, favorable results. In short, a perfect cop is someone who makes the Chief look good. To a Prosecuting Attorney, a perfect cop is a meticulous investigator who gathers and documents evidence, obtains confessions to all crimes and outlines each case in order to make the prosecutor's job easy. He doesn't object when a case is plea bargained so the attorneys can go golfing on Friday afternoon, and doesn't mind if an offender gets probation or a suspended sentence because it is more convenient to make a deal than go to trial. To a Defense Attorney, a perfect cop is a bungling idiot who makes mistakes and someone the defense attorney

What Do I Do?
C Am The first time I saw her F G With that smile you her face. C Am F G What a beautiful lady, I thought to myself. C Am Then she looked my way-ey F G C Am F G and she caught me in awwwww. So I looked and said... Hello, how are you? I can't believe that beauty that you carry. Where are you from? cause you can't be from this world. well, I guess she must've heard me cause she started walkin my way. Oh! I can't believe she heard me But here she is, right in front of me.... (Chorus) C Am F G What do I do? What do I say-ey, C Am F G What do I do? What do I say-ey, break: C Am F G (2X) Then she smiled at me, asked me for a dance. We dance ever so slowly My hands wandered, my mind was in awwwwwwed. As we dance to the beat, Our eyes meet, then I knew. She just might be ee, the stranger in my dream. Is this re

Curried Vegetable Stew
Curried Vegetable Stew This amazing entree is hearty, healthy and heady with aromatic spices. For a purely vegetarian version, use veggie broth or water instead of chicken stock. And try ladling the stew over brown rice. Servings: 6 Ingredients: * 3 cloves garlic, cut up * 1-inch cube ginger, peeled and cut up * 3 tablespoons water * 1 tablespoon vegetable oil * 3 small onions, cut in 8 pieces each (1 1/2-2 cups) * 1 tablespoon curry powder * 1/2 teaspoon ground cumin * 1 cup reduced-sodium chicken broth, vegetable broth or water * 1 cup canned crushed tomatoes * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1/4 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper * 1/4 teaspoon ground cinnamon * 1 small acorn squash, peeled and cut into 2-inch pieces (about 2 cups) * 2 cups cauliflower, cut in 2-to-3-inch florets * 2 cups zucchini, cut in 1-to-2-inch pieces * 1 cup cooked or canned chickpeas * 1/4 cup currants * 2 tablespoons

I Was Honest In This One No Joking
1- What's worse - Physical or Mental cheating? Ya know in all honesty neither of those bother me near as much as emotional cheating . . . That is when it fucking hurts the most. 2- Is it easier to forgive or forget? Well they kind of go hand-in-hand don’t they, if you agree to forgive someone that means you can not bring up the problem any longer so in essence you have forgotten - but in my life I have found it much easier to forgive than actually forget because once you feel that pain it really never goes away. 3- Can men and women be "Just Friends"? They can be yes, but there will be times when one of them desires to be more than that but a good friendship will move past that and stay strong. 4- Dating co-workers.. I don’t think that is a very good idea in general, I mean things may not work out and then you are stuck in an uncomfortable situation and have no escape. 5- All-expenses paid vacation to anywhere? I wanna go back to Rome. 6- On the way to the electri

Promise.....
By: Allen :) (so beautiful) I will love you with all my heart, To have forever - never to part. This is a promise engrained in me, Take my hand and let it be. I will go to the ends of the earth if that is what you need, Just say yes and let your soul take the lead. This is a promise at the core of me, Kiss my lips and let this be. I will wipe your tears with no questions asked, No more will your feelings be masked. This is a promise I make to you, Look into my eyes and follow through. I will know how to hold you just by the look in your eye, I will never forget - not even on the day that I die. This is a promise of my passion for you, smile at me and make it true. I will support you even when I cannot support myself anymore, I will dig deeper and find the hidden strength at my inner core. This promise means I sacrifice all of me for you, Understand this- and make our lives anew. I will love you with everything so deep inside, And to only y

Another Deppressed Ass Poem
im fallin apart so easy to die she toys with my heart brings tears to my eyes im the one and only so she says with a smile wants someone beside me should i walk that mile let her do what she pleases let her have another man oh GOD help me JESUS i dont know if i can she wants my permission to be with another should i go into submission pretend theres no bother can my mind stay sane will my heart stay whole can i pretend it didnt happen not bring it up again or will i be nappin in my own pool of sin

Hey Scotty U Dont Have A Clue Do U?
Scotty doesn't know that Fiona and me do it in my van every Sunday. She tells him she's in church, but she doesn't go. still she's on her knees And Scotty doesn't know. Oh, Scotty doesn't know so don't tell Scotty Scotty doesn't know Scotty doesn't know so don't tell Scotty (Don't tell Scotty)* Fiona says she's out shoppin, But she's under me and I'm not stoppin. Cause Scotty doesn't know Scotty doesn't know Scotty doesn't know Scotty doesn't know so don't tell Scotty Scotty doesn't know So don't tell Scotty I can't believe he's so trustin While I'm right behind you thrustin UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUH Fiona's got him on the phone And she's trying not to moan It's a three-way call And he knows nothin Nothin Scotty doesn't know Scotty doesn't know Scotty doesn't know don't tell Scotty Cause Scotty doesn't know Scotty doesn't know So don't tell Scotty We'll put on a show Everyone will go Scotty doesn't know Scotty doesn't know Scotty doesn't

Georges Newest Spin- Yet Hes The One Controlling All The Nukes!
News From Marrs George W. Bush is a Victim of Mind Control. Hermes - 2005-07-19 The article below is simply input, food for thought. It was sent to me by a visitor to the website. The author has used a psuedonym to avoid problems with the government. His real name is known to me and I have every reason to believe he knows what he is talking about. Jim George W. Bush is a Victim of Mind Control. by Hermes Having at one point had the unique opportunity of living with and deprogramming a victim of US government mind control and Satanic Ritual Abuse (SRA), I can only come to one conclusion regarding our current President. George W. Bush is "suffering" from what is called "Structured Dissociative Identity Disorder (SDID)", or mind control. This is not to be confused with regular Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID), formerly known as Multiple Personality Disorder which is the minds natural reaction to severe childhood trauma. Among other things, this would explain why

Power Outage
Hey everyone!!! Sorry if I took off unexpectedly last night...we had some storms that rolled in & took the power out.If I was talking to ya,sorry for the inconvienience,but it was out of my hands!!!! I love all my lil Cherry Tappers & I wouldn't want ANY of yas to think I just took off.....& BTW..its STILL raining!!!! Everyone have a kick ass day & again...sorry!!! CHERRY LUV TO Y'ALL!!!! ReD

I Have Best Damn Layout Ct Want 1 Leave Me Message Tell U Wear Got It
GD FRIEND MINE HAS SOME AWSOME LAYOUT'S LIKE 1 USEING RIGHT NOW SO IF U NEED LAYOUT, YOU WANT LOOK FUCKEN AWSOME PLS LET ME KNOW TELL YOU WHAT PROFILE YOU NEED TO CHECK OUT!!! ALL HE ASK IS FOR YOU TO RATE THEM BEFORE RIPING THEM!!! THANXX KELLY

Ode To Grandma
You are gone now, Hopefully to a better place. One thing we know for sure is that, Our memory of you will never be erased. You lived a long life as a, Loving wife, mother, and grandmother. We all miss you but we know it’s for the best. Because we know now your soul can finally rest. Now we thought that we would be fine, But still we are torn apart. We know you haven’t left us because, You live inside our hearts. You were like an angel from the sky, Why god chose you we don’t know why. One thing we know for sure is that we love you, And now we have to say goodbye. White Icing

Tied And True...again
He lays spread-eagle on the bed. Legs and arms tied to the bedposts. She is hovering over himInitially, she had started as the dominant, but her desire has gotten the best of her. She wants him inside her more than she wants to impose her will on him. She is still in control, but barely. He stares into her eyes and her nipples harden at the desire she sees. Untie me he states calmly. N-no she stammers, looking away. He continues to stare Untie me, he repeats Or you wont get what you want. Her glance at his erection gives her away She has had him in her mouth and now she wants to feel him between her legs, inside her, but she wants to complete what she startedTo make him beg her. P-pleaseLet me finish she begs. No, his answer leaves her no choice, Untie me. With shaking hands she moves to untie him, first his hands then his feet. He lays calmly while she goes about releasing him. When she is done, she sits quietly on the bed head bowed He gets off the b

Some Thoughts
How can you judge a person without being judged yourself? Why must you seek to find? When is enough not enough? How can we love one and other? Why would wars end all suffering? What is the meaning of life? Why turn the other cheek and not look into the eyes of the agressor? When is it safe to walk alone? Why not set the examples so people would follow? What is the consiquence of a single life weighing less than a feather? When you look into the eyes of the enemy and see yourself! What price is mercy? What can a man give in exchange for his soul? Perhaps the world will change and then become the Eden that everyone seeks, only you hold the answers to these....... :o)

Invitation
If this were an event I planned for if I had known that you were coming I would break out a fine wine we'd celebrate. A toast to all we've come from, and invitation to sublime. but there is no warning no plans no reason. You arrived. I was not expecting you, but I welcome you. Sit beside me talk a while. Share with me your darkest feelings and you will hear of mine. Take my hand we'll walk beyond the surface until we reach the other side.

Better Late Than Never...
Yeah, I guess I'd better get around to actually introducing myself....unless there's something else I should be doing. You know, there's really not a lot that I care to say right now because I'm sick. Not the 'let's skip rope with the next door neighbor's intestines' kinda sick, but the 'aaaaaaah-choo! *cough* *cough*' kinda sick. Have no idea how I caught it. I think I got sick from being forced to vidi some cockbite's balloon knot on x-box live while playing Uno. My only comment was 'Dude, do you know how to wipe?' So from that moment forward, I was 'officially' banned from playing Uno because Uno is a MAN'S GAME. Just by said moron, not from x-box live. So...yeah...I'll just leave it at that and go back to my Virtual Villagers. (read: crack.) Toodles.

This Shit Cracks Me Up
y is it guys on here and in person even, think they r gods gift to woman and like think weve never seen a cock pix b4.and why do they see a girls pix and think there "hot" then automaticaly think they have more "naughty pix"as if any girl who has any respect for themselves is just gonna show her naughty pix to just anyone especialy after just 2 min of talkin to that person. heres my thing.... if u cant take a min of ur online time to totaly read my profile and see what im about then dont even waste my time. dont look at my pix and say oh ur hot heres my cock pix (specialy if ur a hairy beast)cause i wont be impressed... its a pix i can see pix anywhere. id be way more impressed and interested if u took the time to get to know me. ya i flirt but its flirting, that dont mean im gonna fuck any guy that waves there cock pix at me.

Ecstasy
1. Ecstasy is the lightning that flashes whenever we get sufficiently close to being. 2. Like lightning, ecstasy is a flow of energy that cannot be long sustained, is dangerous, and is often accompanied by storms. 3. Again like lightning, however, ecstasy can be harnessed to create a more reliable, albeit feebler flow. The social instruments that harness ecstasy are art, religion, and marriage. 4. Even so, as we approach the nakedness of being, we feel a mingled terror, awe, and pleasure for which there is no substitute. The self falls away, leaving the soul naked before the nakedness of being, longing for fulfillment, for catastrophe, for death. 5. Such ecstasy can become addictive, resulting in obsessive self-destruction, as with those who seek ecstasy in repeated sex with strangers, or in serial love affairs, or in gambling or danger or drugs. 6. Experienced within a discipline, however, whether of meditation, prayer, creation, service, or love, ecstasy is the princip

The Reason For My Question
The reason for my question is because I have not once rated anyone under a 10 and I have gave all my friends' stashes a thumbs up. I'm getting agravated and I can't help that because I am human. Any way from now on only people that I'm sure didn't give me anything but a 10 will get it in return.

What Is Love?
What is love? It's that feeling you get when you realize that you finally listened to what your heart was telling you all along . And you see a friend in a different light And you would do anything to keep him Love is like a rose, Blossoming as it grows Beautiful to our eyes , but always a secret danger lurking within . Prickley as thorns love can cause happiness or pain Also like a rose , Love can fade away and become but a sweet memory of a lifetime

A Funny: Beer Vs. Pussy
1.Beer is always wet. Pussy needs a little work. One point to BEER 2.Warm beer tastes awful. One point to PUSSY 3.A really cold beer is satisfying. One point to BEER 4.If after taking a swig of your favorite beer you find a hair between your teeth, you may vomit. One point to PUSSY 5. If you get home reeking of beer your wife may get mad, make a scene, kick you out, etc. If you get home reeking of pussy your wife may get mad, kick you out, even leave you. There's definitely a point to be had here, depending on your point of view and personal circumstances. I'll just call it a DRAW for the time being. 6. Ten beers in one night and you can't drive home. Ten pussies in one night and you don't want to drive anywhere. One point to PUSSY 7. If you have a lot of beer in a public place, your reputation may suffer. If you eat any pussy in public, you become a legend. One point to PUSSY 8. If a cop stops you and you smell of beer you may get arrested. If you smell of p

Male Assertiveness
A mild-mannered man was tired of being bossed around by his wife so he went to a psychiatrist. The psychiatrist said he needed to build his self-esteem, and so gave him a book on assertiveness, which he read on the way home. He had finished the book by the time he reached his house. The man stormed into the house and walked up to his wife. Pointing a finger in her face, he said, "From now on, I want you to know that I am the man of this house, and my word is law! I want you to prepare me a gourmet meal tonight, and when I'm finished eating my meal, I expect a sumptuous dessert afterward. Then, after dinner, you're going to draw me my bath so I can relax. And when I'm finished with my bath, guess who's going to dress me and comb my hair?" "The funeral director," said his wife.

~ Enduring The Pain, Soliders ~
I hope someone can see a loved one or a friend :) Our GREAT troops doing what they do best. There is a shooting in this video, and it is one that ya need to keep in mind, when the news says that the troops kill civilians, the guy who is shot in the street has a RPG in his hand, and wearing civilian clothes, yet you know when the main stream media gets there the RPG is not there so we are the bad guys, Fuckem I wish these Son of Bitches would quit taking the sides of those against us.

Leaving Me
I want to leave myself and where will I find you? Through the lull of tides or in the shimmering wood Can I leave myself behind? Through the grave undertow in the depths that press upon me the water will bring comfort; wash away the sundry sparks leaving polished stone to linger. Let the moon play out her cycles; let the sun lay down her rays; in this, will I see myself? The throat of the bird will tremble with her joy or with unrest, a sigh along the banks of the river or through the arch of the blue, blue sky. At evening, all the world will lie for the hands of darkness send me Will I lay me down more quietly and there in dreams find myself?

Otep
I finally got to see the woman of my dreams play live! OTEP, on 4/15/07 in San Antonio. They played a real short set but rocked the whole time they were up there. I left before Static-X finished with their set and im glad i did. B/c i got to meet her in the back by they're bus. She is truly awesome and definately one of the coolest people on this earth by far...! "if only she woulda took me with her as her sex slave..." lol I cant wait till the next time! OTEP is absolutely amazing!!! Next up on the agenda... TOOL, 5/21/07!!! im already so psyched!!!

Vets Are Home And Homeless: San Fran Chronicle
Important article on homeless vets below. Please check it out, post it, and pass it on. For more on homeless vets and the story of Herold Noel, please check out the important film When I Came Home. San Francisco Chronicle Sunday, April 15, 2007 Vets are home and homeless After fighting in Iraq, some end up on streets Jonathan Curiel, Chronicle Staff Writer Three years ago, when he returned from Iraq and a stint in the U.S. Army, Herold Noel thought he'd be treated as a hero. Instead, he faced a series of degradations, including learning he was ineligible for public-housing assistance. That's when Noel went back to the red Jeep that had become his home at night. That's when Noel -- fueled by alcohol -- took out a gun. That's when Noel fired the bullet intended to pierce his skull and kill himself instantly. Noel misfired, then passed out. When he woke up, he realized what had happened. "I was fed up with this situation," he says now, speaking on the phone from New

Facebook
After people bugg'n me for quite some time, I have now set up a profile on FACEBOOK too. Am unsure how much time I'll be spending on there as my schedule's limited (I can hardly be on here - lol!), but if you're on there, feel free to add me. Enjoy your day! Melanie http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=735520568

Just A Place To Blow Off Steam
I think that we all need a place to blow off steam at this point. You can pretty much put in anything. As for me, I take issue with people who say how wonderfull socialized medecine is. Dunno, Lived overseas where that was the norm, and it was a disaster. you wait for 3-4 months for a Doctors appoit. and not because the Dr. is seeing less patients but because there are only so many hours in the day to squeeze everyone in. This leeds to substandard care (cause the Dr. is rushed) and to mistakes being made.

Am I A Real Fireman Yet?
n Queensland, Australia, a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6 year old son, who was dying of terminal leukaemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a strong feeling of determination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up & fulfil all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible. The leukaemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dream to come true. She took her son's hand and asked, "Ben, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your life?" "Mummy, I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up." Mum smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can make your wish come true." Later that day she went to her local fire Station in Brisbane, where she met Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Queensland. She explained her son's final wish and asked if it might be possible to give her 6 year old son a ride around the block on a fire engine. Fireman Bob said,

Iron
Iron is traditionally held as the ore of judgment or power. Thor's hammer was made completely of iron. When Thor wields his hammer of iron, the power is fearsome. If a person is characterized as iron fisted, they are powerful and dictatorial. To dream of iron can mean a dream of being judged or sitting in judgment of others. Either way, the iron object is the power icon for whoever is in control of it. It may also have to do with the building of a home, or thoughts about building a solid foundation with regard to career, relationships, or general perspective on life.

My Secuction Style
Your Seduction Style: Au Natural You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it. That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power! The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism. You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world. Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in. You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you? You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways. Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you. As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you. What Kind of Seducer Are You?

Umm I Dunno
A million ways to hurt yourself, I've found a million and one, A daily war against myself, just to see how far I can go before it can't be fixed My masochistic ways will catch up to me someday, teeter myself along the edge, just before I leap, Pain is only temporary, reminds you that you're alive, I just make sure I'm still living...

The Ultimate Sex Survey
The Ultimate SEX Survey Do you like it rough or sensual?: Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: How often do you like to have sex?: Is sex a top priority for you?: Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: How do you feel about one night stands?: How many one night stands have you had?: What's your favorite position?: Where's your favorite place to have sex?: Do you prefer to make love or f*uck?: Have you ever watched porn while having sex?: How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: Do you get off first or do they?: Do you like kissing during sex?: , Do you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?: Do you prefer your partner to be loud or quite?: Does size matter (for girlz-- dicks/f

Happy 4:20
This is to all my friends… Happy 4:20. In these “trying” times it is a very important holiday. To some u might think this is a joke… but its not. We all try to “try” to do things. Some are more difficult to accomplish than others. But today, is the day… that we can all just stop trying … and do. In all my times celebrating… not once have I ever had to center my thinking on something. The answer just popped into my head like it was meant to be there. So … get out there… and have fun… and have a day of peace. Peace from the smoke I see billowing out of your ears. You might hurt yourself with that… ya know it only takes a spark to ignite a massive fire in your brain. And then it’s all over. Peace… to you all… and remember a happy person is born every time you spark a bowl.

My Thoughts...
I get blown away every day by what I'm learning about myself. I know I'm not perfect, and I fall into the same traps of bad thinking processes, but try to quickly fix those bumps and get on the right track again. Another weekend spent on my growth, and finding ways to take another step towards being the best me I can. Someone replied to one of my blogs saying I sounded lonely. In a way I do get that way, but mostly I'm grateful that I have this time to find out what I need exactly for me. No relationship to fog up my thinking. No one to please or displease but me. Another told me that men are men and that I shouldn't expect more than a sexual come-on from them. That I should appreciate the compliments for what they are... Well, some may be compliments, and don't get me wrong, if they were I'm more than happy to accept them. But I see them for what they are after about five minutes talking to them. If they were giving me a genuine compliment, I'd be flattered that someone wanted to get

Alot Going On
Alot going on Well wow things are not easy.. Losing weight is a pain in my ass... I go to the gym at least 5 times a week. I do not exepect less than a hour on the bike alone. I am a previous athletic person so I set high standards for myself. I work too hard sometimes because I feel my knee starting to give out on me.. I use to be athletic so my knees were shot to begin with. Back to the ole' ace bandage and icy hot routine i guess you can say.. Who would believe I was a cheerleader for 8 years , basketball bout the same and softball since i was old enough to play t-ball. And now look where I am at.. Blah... I am starting to get that competive frame of mind or should i say the atheletic frame of mind... There is alot on my shoulders right now.. and it defintly isnt easy not at all... It is draining me emotionally and just my head is not there it feels like it is spining around in alot of circles. I am a full time wife and mom of 2 girls and also a college student.. Blah.. I am s

To All My Beautiful An Wonderful Friends, Plz Read Ty
Hello, I wanted to wish u a great weekend an i hope u enjoy it with more friends an family. thank alot for wanting to be a friend of mine. u are really special to me. i may not always show it but u are an never forget it either. i may not be on here much but i do enjoy ur emails an hello's very much so an it really touches my heart when u show u care an ur luv..;-) some of u are very amazing friends that hold a special place in my heart already...some of u i just became friends with an i thank u for that as well. well we all get busy with family an other friends , not that i have many in real life becuz i dont. but my kids are my number one an my life... so plz never feel that i am ignoring u my friend becuz im not. i just got responsiablity to my family an kids...just wanted to stop by an show u some luv an to also show u i really care...;-) here is a few little things from the heart as well to u an i hope u enjoy them also as i did.. hugs an kisses ur friend Myspace Comments

I'm Sick Of Your Shit!!!!!!!!!!!
There's a point in your life when you get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything. THIS IS NOT CALLED GIVING UP...............It's called realizing that you don't need to fool around with certain people,their bullshit or the Drama they bring along. I'm simply tried of your shit. This wasn't writing with one person in mind. It the shoe fits, then shove it up you know where. MrKnoGood

I Swear I'll Be There Soon
I will force feed you lies, That you first fed to me. Oh I believed. Payback's a bitch darlin, You'll learn that lesson hard. I'll give you glass shards, Like a gift, Embedded in your arms. Love is worthless. Carve your name in my heart. Memories fade in time... like the scars. I hope we cant see the same Twinkle twinkle little stars. The place for me? Hollywood. Dissapear in the crowd like I always wished I could. Hate yourself like you know you should. I'll write my goodbye letter with your blood. Soil your name, write it in mud. I'm ripping out my hair, I'll send it to your mother. She liked me best, loved me like no other. More then she loved you... You know it's true. Yeah, shes a classy lady, I will destroy her. I've been slipping away since days before birth. Mother used to paint my nails red. I would wisper "Mummy I wish I was dead" I Killed her inside everyday. She never heard me, she doesn't hear me to this day. I suppose I should be giving that g

Sorry Everyone
Hey there what have you all been up to me nothing to much but here is my number for you all to get ahold of me it is 919-723-6835 that is my cell phone number right now and i will get to all of you when i am able to get on when i am not working and haveing some problems and there is going to be some more pics and ultra sounds on my pics and i am 2 months which is 8 weeks pregnant now and i am trying to take care of it

A Lover's Call Xxvii By Khalil Gibran
Where are you, my beloved? Are you in that little Paradise, watering the flowers who look upon you As infants look upon the breast of their mothers? Or are you in your chamber where the shrine of Virtue has been placed in your honor, and upon Which you offer my heart and soul as sacrifice? Or amongst the books, seeking human knowledge, While you are replete with heavenly wisdom? Oh companion of my soul, where are you? Are you Praying in the temple? Or calling Nature in the Field, haven of your dreams? Are you in the huts of the poor, consoling the Broken-hearted with the sweetness of your soul, and Filling their hands with your bounty? You are God's spirit everywhere; You are stronger than the ages. Do you have memory of the day we met, when the halo of You spirit surrounded us, and the Angels of Love Floated about, singing the praise of the soul's deed? Do you recollect our sitting in the shade of the Branches, sheltering ourselves from

For We Are Men With Mortal Sins
The gig on Saturday went really well, I thought. The best part of it was that I got pictures! The worst part about that is that, well, I can't post them until I get the 2nd part of the cartridge from home. It sucks, because they are awesome pictures. We basically infiltrated the crowd of wealthy people and danced them onward to dinner. I thought that A Night Out was more fun though. Anything with lots of gay people is great. I also am happy to say that I got a perfect score on my math exam and that I passed my return demonstrations. One more set of return demos to get through, and I'm set. So, I have a nutrition presentation in a couple of hours, and I am not bothered by that at all. I'm ready. Still bitter about the Oral Exam on Friday though. Wow. Won't be long until I will have NOTHING to do for a few weeks. Not until Clinical. I mean, I guess I could get some mending done, dance... Invest in some mats for the basement. And whatnot. Definitely dance. Jeremy has finally ACTUALL

Update
It is a long time since i had a chance to do a proper update . The new job is going very well and I'm really enjoying getting my teeth stuck into it, we have a great team in Hillary and myself and we are turning things around. What we are is a small cafe and a 18 hole miniature (crazy) golf course with an 18 hole putting green course as well.we are situated in the north Cornwall town of Padstow and have an excellent view overlooking the harbour.my job title is assistant manager/groundskeeper which suits me down to the ground. The previous owners only did teas and coffees from the small cafe but we are doing more food and a wider variety of hot and cold drinks and things are improving day by day.I'm in the middle of converting a room that the previous owners used as their lounge into another indoor seating area to allow us more covers and more indoor seating when its not possible to sit outside..i work.

Sorry I've Been Away
sorry i've been away so long but last wednesday april 18th i gave birth to my firstborn, my son, Jayden Christopher. he was 9lbs 9oz., 21.75 inches long. i will be adding a picture of him here shortly. i've been recovering from giving birth to him and he takes up alot of my time now so i don't really have alot of time on here. hope this finds you all well. take care char aka sexymom07

Oh Ya I Sooo Want To Add Him As A Friend...
So i get this friend request...And i do read what people say so i get this from this guy..... ACCEPT | DENY alone_x_hard 2007-04-24 01:53:19 want to tie you up and lick your pussy and nibble on your tits and then drag my cock on you face and fuck you all day and cum in every hole while u r tied up and have vibe in both hole and fuck ur tits while you are made to eat pussy and i cum all over ur tits and face and girls ass do u like this Now do you think hes gonna get an acceptance from me? I guess he doesnt read my profile that says that i am not here for assholes...AND guess just who made number 1 on my list?? YA THIS FUCKWAD!!!

4-24-07 Astrology
Compromising your character for material gains just isn't worth it in the long run, no matter how tempting the rewards may look on the surface. Stick to the path that you know is best. Uphold your integrity.

Metaphysical Forecast For Apr.25th-may1st Express Your Creative Heart
EXPRESS YOUR CREATIVE HEART by tony mims I would like to welcome you to another week of self-discovery and universal understanding. You start your forecast week of major transit on Thursday when Mercury, the planet of communication at 28° Aries will trine Pluto at 28° Sagittarius. The energy expressed from this trine of Mercury with Pluto will have you actively seeking the truth in all your conversations. Today you are not interested in surface talk that is meaningless; you desire meaning and understanding from all that is said. You are more concerned with the deeper issues of your life. Your mind is personally charged with questions, and you will be unafraid to go where you have not gone before, seeking the truth. Today you will be interested in the motives behind what is said; you will look underneath the surface of words and dig up the truth. Communications with others today will be rather serious and profound, so say what you mean and mean what you say. Also on Thursday Venus, t

For Once In Their Lives....
We all make mistakes in our lives,some more than others but we live & learn pick ourselves up after wallowing in self pity & get on with life.. There comes a time when you can take no more,& are pushed to the limits n beyond so far that you start to wonder if there's any point in carrying on cos you know there's something awaiting around the next corner waiting for you to trip.. Let me start by telling you abit about myself so hopefully whoever reads this(if it's read!) will understand where i'm coming from.. My life started in West Germany in a place called Rhinteln,my father was in the army & was drafted there for three n ahalf years. My earliest childhood memory wasn't a nice one to say the least.I was almost 3years old,my friend & I were playing with our dolls,as you do & started to wash dollys clothes etc,then it came to teatime & in we went to our own homes.Knock knock on the door there was my friend with her mum crying she had lost a pair of dolls pants.Off we went to see if

My 1st Blast Look For Me :d
SO YAY I GOT MY 1ST BLAST :D U ALL HAVE TO GIVE JAY LOVE :P Jay@ CherryTAP RIGHT NOW ALL GO AND GIVE HIM LOVE I MEAN IT AND IF U SEE ME UP THERE MAKE SURE TO SAY HI YAY I GOT MY 1STEST ONE YAY thank u sooooooooooooo much

How Sarcastic Are You ?
You Have Your Sarcastic Moments While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge. In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead! And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in. Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious. How Sarcastic Are You?

‘al Qaeda': A Figment Of The Fear- And War-mongering Propagandists' Imagination
Damian Lataan | April 25, 2007 Yesterday the Australian Prime Minister John Howard and his band of fearmongering lunatics warned Australians gathering at Gallipoli for ANZAC Day to be aware of a ‘ terrorist threat' . In the UK Guardian today it is reported that the ‘head of Scotland Yard's counterterrorism command said yesterday that al-Qaida had survived the six-year long "war on terror" launched by President George Bush and Tony Blair, and its central leadership had retained the ability to order devastating attacks on Britain.' As well as Gallipoli that is. And in Iraq, where it seems the Iraqi franchise of ‘al Qaeda' has claimed responsibility for the deaths yesterday of nine US troops. So good is the ‘al Qaeda' franchise business that even the Israelis have tried to set up an ‘al Qaeda' shop in Palestine . Unfortunately the locals soon discovered that the business wasn't genuine (apparently Mossad hadn't paid bin Laden the franchise fee) so the business was quickly shut down

Erotic
My mind screamed out "Make love to me" My body screamed out "Make love to me" He did more than that Without a word Without a thought He touched, licked, kissed, nibbled, and sucked on places that my body thought had lost feeling Passion, Desire, Lust He knew just what I wanted >From the top of my head to the tip of my toes I shivered Cried out Then fainted The rush of sensation passed through my body It made all the tiny hairs stand up on end Just a touch and all of my feeling came back to me >From just his touch I fell asleep that night - peaceful Only to awake the next morning and realize that he was already gone Just a dream I don't know; but when he comes back we shall start all over again and again and again

Semicolon - The Penisth Song
I don't like you at all I really hope you die I will cut off your penis, and cook it, and give it to the homeless people on your street But it probably won't feed that many because It is very small Your penis is very, very small Your peenie peenie peenie peenie peenie peenie peenie Is tiny iny iny iny iny iny iny Your Penis is very very small I think you farted once when you were eating dinner with me and my parents And we blamed it on the dog, and we all laughed And you laughed but you didn't know we didn't have a dog And your penis is very, very small Your penis is very, very small Your peenie peenie peenie peenie peenie peenie peenie Is tiny iny iny iny iny iny iny Your Penis is very, very small I will gouge out your eyeballs with a spoon Then I will freeze them, and put them on sticks And then I'll sell them to your cousins And they'll buy them, and they'll eat them Because they're stupid, because you're stupid No-one likes you we all hate you An

Poems
Blessed Are Those I. Blessed are those who stop and listen to my chatter. You may not understand me; but I love when people talk to me, for I long for companionship, too. II. Blessed are those who take my hand and walk with me when the path is rough, for I easily stumble and grow weary. But thank you, too, for letting me walk alone when the path is smooth, for I must learn independence. III. Blessed are those who take the time to tell me about special happenings, for unless you make special effort to inform me, I remain ignorant. IV. Blessed are those who wait for me. I may be slow, but I appreciate your patience. V. Blessed are those who are not ashamed to be seen in public with me, for I did not choose to be born thus. It could have been you as well. VI. Blessed are those who do not pity me, for I don't want pity. All I want is understanding and respect for what I have learned as well. VII. Blessed are those who notice my accomplishments, small as they may

Skytrain-station Killers Get Life In Jail....bitch Shld Not Get Parole Peeeriod.
By Glenda Luymes, The Province Published: Friday, April 27, 2007 FAMILY THAT SUFFERED AND LIL SISTER WHO WILL NEVER KNOW HER BROTHER SCRUNT THAT TOOK BOYS LIFE Katherine Quinn will be eligible for parole in 10 years. Gerry Kahrmann file photo/The Province The man convicted of killing 16-year-old Matthew Martins will spend 17 years in jail before he's eligible for parole. His girlfriend, who encouraged the brutal beating that ended the teen's life, will be eligible for parole in 10 years. Robert Forslund, 28, and Katherine Quinn, 24, received an automatic 25-year life sentence Friday in B.C. Supreme Court in New Westminster after a jury earlier found the pair guilty of second-degree murder in Matthew's death. In his sentencing decision, Justice Selwyn Romilly called Matthew's murder a "vicious, senseless killing." The judge rejected Forslund's defence lawyer Karen Bastow's request for 12 years of parole ineligibility, pointing to the brutality of the crime.

Hatred
Male Age 34 User Id #3959 (Online Now!) - CLICK HERE TO ADD THIS POEM TO MY FAVORITES (Supreme Accts Only!) - Hatred Genre: By quidditysea 1 Comment(s) Poem Score: +6 Hatred A sick feeling Hatred A strong passion Hatred So close to love Hatred Brought on by betrayal Hatred A dark feeling inside Hatred Boiling blood flowing through veins Hatred Clenching of the fists Hatred Clouding my every thought Hatred Destroying my soul Love Is why i hate you

Concert For May11th For The 805 Area Code
DONT FORGET ABOUT THE CONCERT FOR MAY 11TH GO AND SUPPORT UR LOCAL AND UPCOMING ARTIST @NICHOLBYS NIGHT CLUB 21 AND OVER AND DRESS TO IMPRESS.TICKETS ARE ON SALE 10$ AT THE DOOR PS.ILL BE THERE ALSO

The Hottest Fantasy Ever
LICKING OVER EVERY INCH OF HER BODY CARESSING HER CURVES WITH MY TONGUE,MAMI IS THE ULTIMATE HOTTIE DAMN WHAT A BODY SEX APPEAL OUT OF CONTROL NOTHING BUT ECSTACY FROM HEAD TO TOE, LET'S TAKE A JOURNEY DOWN EROTIC, EXOTIC LANE DAMN IT'S A SHAME THIS IS ONLY A FANTASY BECAUSE IN REALITY I WOULD LOVE TO KISS HER NEEDS IN BETWEEN HER KNEES LAYING MY HEAD IN BETWEEN HER LEGS WHICH HEAD HUMMMMMM YOU DECIDE IT WOULDN'T MATTER TO ME REMEMBER IT'S ALL JUST A FANTASY.AT LEAST IN HER MIND ME ON THE OTHER HAND I'LL JUST WAIT TILL IT'S MY TIME OH YEA MAMI IS GOING TO FEEL THE REAL ONE DAY BUT FOR NOW I WILL JUST CHILL,AND KEEP PLEASURING HER WITH MY THOUGHTS OF TAKING HER IN THE PARK AFTER DARK WHILE THE RAINS CUM DOWN FROM THE HEAVENS ABOVE THIS IS SIMILAR TO LOVE BUT WE BOTH KNOW THE TRUTH,RITE NOW IT'S ALL ABOUT LUST BECAUSE THE BOTH OF US ARE ON LOCK DOWN IN DIFFERENT PLACES YOU KNOW OTHER TOWNS.THIS IS WHAT MAKES IT ALL THE MORE SEXIER CAUSE OF OUR DISTANCE ALL WE CAN DO IS LISTEN AND TOUCH O

It Don't Matter To The Sun
It don't matter to the sun If you go or if you stay I know the sun is gonna rise Shine down on another day There will still be a tomorrow Even if you choose to leave 'Cause it don't matter to the sun (oh baby) It matters to me It ain't gonna stop the world If you walk out that door This old world will just keep on turning 'round (Turning 'round) Like it did the day before 'Cause see to them it makes no difference (ohh) It just keeps on keepin' time 'Cause it ain't gonna stop the world (Oh baby) But it'll be the end of mine What can I say What can I do I'm still in love So why aren't you... Mmm mmm mmm, oh yeah, oh yeah What can I say What can I do I'm still in love So why aren't you It don't matter the moon If your not in my life No the moon will just keep hangin' 'round (hangin' 'round) Like it's just another night Find another place to shine on down On some other lovers dreams 'Cause it don't matter the moon (oh baby) But is sure do matter to m

Get Behind Me, Satan...
Just all out of it today. I have been all sleepy and laggy. I have things I should be doing right now, but heh that isn't happening anytime soon. "Somethings better than nothing... You took a white orchid and turned it blue..."

Silence
Sadness,longing,wishing and wanting Not knowing what i can do Not knowing what I can say So scared you'll leave I want to be with you But you are so far away Out of my reach The light in your eyes has faded Replaced by darkness Lost forever

Restaurants
A lot of people cannot go into restaurants alone because they feel uncomfortable. What is up with that? If you are hungry, and you are by yourself, and you are craving something, what's wrong with treating yourself?

This Says It All
Time passes Life happens. Distance separates. Children grow up. Jobs come and go. Love waxes and wanes. Men don't do what they're supposed to do . Hearts break. Parents die. Colleagues forget favors. Careers end. BUT......... Sisters are there, no matter how much time and how many miles are between you. A girl friend is never farther away than needing her can reach. When you have to walk that lonesome valley and you have to walk it by yourself, the women in your life will be on the valley's rim, cheering you on, praying for you, pulling for you, intervening on your behalf, and waiting with open arms at the valley's end. Sometimes, they will even break the rules and walk beside you...Or come in and carry you out. Girlfriends, daughters, granddaughters, daughters-in-law, sisters, sisters-in-law, Mothers, Grandmothers, aunties, nieces, cousins, and extended family, all bless our life! The world wouldn't be the same without women, and neither would

What Kind Of Intellegence I Have (i Scored 10 Of 10 On 5 Of 6 Tests)
Merritt, you have your own distinct brand of smart. As a result, you're likely more geared toward some types of intelligence than others. The important thing to remember is that the scores you receive below are an indication of where you stand today. Everyone possesses the capacity to improve and change. To help you do just that, Tickle's experts have provided a series of action steps in each section below to help you fulfill your potential. But first, let's examine what you're best at. Your greatest strength is Visual/Spatial Intelligence. You scored a 10 out of 10. This means that you scored above 100% of the others who took this test. 0 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 What is visual/spatial intelligence? People with visual/spatial intelligence have the interesting ability of being able to form high-quality mental images and even manipulate those pictures to form new things. Visual/spatial abilities can include being able

My Enneagram Report
Don't compromise yourself. You're all you've got. — Janis Joplin As a Type 1, The Idealist, you're an individual who sees how good things truly can be. This sense of optimism and discerning nature has probably helped you develop quite a strong set of values. However for you, it's not simply a question of having high morals; it's about having predetermined standards for each aspect of your life and setting the bar high. More than most people, you not only appreciate it when the things and people around are the best that they can be — you expect them to be. In fact, attaining your ideals and surrounding yourself with others who do the same helps your life feel balanced and right. However at times, unrealistic expectations may cause you to work feverishly toward your goals, believing that you can always do better. While you're busy achieving great things and making excellent impressions — as you're bound to — you may also have an over-active inner critic chattering away in your head

Doors!
It amazes me how people keep going back to the same door time and time again. Even if the door has been slammed in their face repeatedly! I myself keep running into the same door. I know what I want is on the other side. I know it is there because the door opens just a little and I get a peek at what I want, then the door slams again. I guess I should turn my back on the door and move on but its very hard when what you really want is on the other side! Maybe in another life things would be easier, but as of yet I have not found a way to turn my back on the door! The pain is over whelming but one must go on. Life must always go on!

Telephone Solicitation Gone Bad
I was at home the other night in the middle of my dinner when the phone rang. ME: Hello. AT&T: Hello, this is AT&T ... ME: Is this AT&T? AT&T: Yes, this is AT&T ... ME: This is AT&T? AT&T: Yes, this is AT&T ... ME: Is this AT&T? AT&T: Yes! This is AT&T, may I speak to Mr.Byron, please? ME: May I ask who is calling? AT&T: This is AT&T. ME: Ok, hold on. At this point I put the phone down for a solid 5 minutes thinking that, surely, this person would have hung up the phone. I ate my salad. Much to my surprise, when I picked up the receiver, they were still waiting. ME: Hello? AT&T: Is this Mr. Byron? ME: May I ask who is calling, ! please? AT&T: Yes, this is AT&T ... ME: This is AT&T? AT&T: Yes, this is AT&T ... ME: The phone company? AT&T: Yes, sir. ME: I tho! ught you said this was AT&T. AT&T: Yes, sir, we are a phone company. ME: I already have a phone. AT&T: We aren't selling phones today,

Is There A Soul Mate For My Heart?
Is There A Soul Mate For My Heart Tiny steps I take, with caution and very slow. What directions should I take, where should I go? A love I once had, walked away from my heart. Yes I am scared, once hurt, the steps are hard to start. Is there a Soul mate for my heart, someone true. Could I now be writing about someone like you. Can a broken heart mend, and learn to trust. I sure hope so, as I don’t want it to rust. I long for the feeling, but do I really know. How long does it takes a heart to mend, is it slow? Will the steps I take lead me to love? God will you guide me, looking down from above? What is a Soul mate, I don’t understand. What kind of love is between a woman and a man? Have I missed a true love, or will I find? Someone for my heart, is a Soul mate kind? Lost in love, was this my past? What really happened, why didn’t it last? I do have memories, very good ones too. Can a Soul mate change colors, hopefully not blue? Why do lovers, sometime

All I Need To Know I Learned From Board Games
Board games are a good source of inspiration. Life's lessons are learned with a flat piece of pressboard, a spinner, and plastic game pieces. >Don't believe me... keep reading< You have your ups and downs, your Chutes and your Ladders, but you are constantly climbing. You get compensated for your accomplishments, but at the same time you face the consequences of your actions. Life is a Monopoly where you own it all and the money is just rolling in. However, you should keep in mind that as quickly as it came to you, you can lose it. People get stabbed in the back (literally and figuratively) and stuck in a house with a bunch of killers with nothing but Clues. There are Candy Lands filled with sweet rewards, but you also have rotten things ahead of you. You may know who your foes are, but you don't always remember they're always right behind you. Elaborate Mousetraps are placed along the way. The more you sneak and try to get away with things, the easier it is to get

Sweet Simplicity
We walk out into a world that scorns and judges still, while the sun shines a smile upon our skin. The wind whispers the sweet songs to cool and calm the heart and the grass plays like children to remind us of who we are. We embrace a world of hatred and evil lies in death, while the moon sends down its comfort and the stars dance with sheer delight, and the wind still sings a melody this time to calm the night. With all the stress of life, we can still see beauty's peace, if we stop and view the world with sweet simplicity.

My Writings
Enamorada Estoy enamorada Con un precioso, si Estoy enamorada Con un buen chico por me. El no es mi amante, Pero si es mi amor Cuando con el, yo creo que No tengo mas dolor. No puedo decirlo Porque el tiene una novia Pero si le amo Y espero que me ama. Cuando estoy sin este chico No tengo una Corazon Porque si el quiere lo Entonces de el mi Corazon y amor son. Yo se que le amo Para toda mi vida Ser conmigo le deseo Porque el es mi vida.

This Is How It Started..
"This is how it started.." An innocent 9 year old girl, "ehem, that was me.." started reading pocketbooks... i had a favorite pocketbook which when i think of it now, had the cheeziest story i've ever read...the funny thing was, i've enjoyed reading that..it's true what they've said, "nothing beats the first time". as years passed by, my tastes & preferences have changed..that's only natural right?!!i like stories with innocent heroines..u-huh!!i like the love-is-lovelier-the-second-time-around- story best!!and now, i love historical or regency pocketbooks made by my fave author, patricia grasso!!!she's the best!!! being a natural bookworm, (huh?!) i've read various tagalog romances..and i find them quite interesting if you may ask..i started reading martha cecilia & amanda's books..on my 4th year in highschool,i was bored shitless in our classroom and so i approached my classmate / friend carolyn sario - i will never forget her name coz she's the one who introduced me to this e

His Dirty Girl
It's a warm night; I'm home alone, lying on my bed wearing a black silk nightie and black panties. Thinking about you, we'd try to talk on the internet everyday but it it’s the same as being together and we were both frustrated and horny as fuck! Remembering last night on the phone, you started telling me how much you wanted me beside you in bed, touching me whenever you wanted to, but mostly how badly you wanted to taste my sweet little pussy. You knew that would turn me on and when you heard my involuntary moan; you knew it'd had the desired effect. You started to describe what you were going to do to me when you got home. As I listened I could feel the heat between my legs, my pussy had started to twitch and without thinking I had slipped my hand between my legs and was just gently running my fingers over my panty covered pussy. I guess my breathing gave me away and you asked me if I was touching myself. I whispered yes. There was a subtle change in your voice then, anybody else w

Life Sucks!!!
life sucks because,I have no friends that my wife approves of,of course I only have one and she is an older lady.but ive been married for 14 years and all my friends are dogs as well as myself.so i just have the wife and kids and i cant take the kids to the bar.and she doesnt drink.so i talk to ladies online and we meet for drinks and friendship..anything wrong with that???

Happy Mothers Day To All You Beautiful Lovely Ladies
Top 'O the day to all. Not alot going on this am for me. waiting for a phone call so I thought I would take the time to wish each and everyone one of the lovely women out there A BEAUTIFUL LOVELY MOTHERS DAY. I have plans to go see My grandmother Nell later on today. My mother has to work so I wont get to see her or talk with her until she gets home. she and I live miles away so me seeing her is more than unlikely so I can still phone her. not the same as seeing her in person but it's better than nothing at all. I love her to bits, she and I havent always seen eye to eye on alot but as I get older I realize some of the things she would nag me about was for my best interest. She is very set in her ways but a hard working lady. She has had the same job since I was 2 yrs of age. She is almost ready to retire and as soon as she does she and I plan to travel a bit. May not go far, then again she and I may end up in BFE. who knows, she and I are like men , Very unpredictable at times. Noth

Chasing Another Person
Chasing another person you know in a dream may be a sign of needing to protect that person from themselves. Many times people embark on paths that seem illogical or even self-destructive. The impulse is to chase them down and try to redirect them. Another common chasing dream revolves around heroic behavior. You are chasing someone to right a wrong committed against you or another. You may not directly know whom you are chasing, but you know their relationship to someone else you love and value-be it their boss, a criminal who has victimized them, or some other antagonist. If you can't remember why you are chasing someone, try to concentrate on the emotion that the chase aroused.

Poem And Lyric Contest
Ok so for the past few days I've been trying to figure out some sort of contest to run. Well I think I've figure out what to do. This contest will be a lyrics or poem contest. Now these poems or lyrics have to be personal, which means they gotta be about me or have my name in it. The Winners poem or Lyrics will be posted on my page, and the winner will also recieve a Cherry Blast from yours Truely. So lets do this and have fun with it. Send the poems or lyrics to me by message here on cherry tap. I will create a new folder in my pics to put them in so people can vote on them. But the only vote that really counts is mine, so see if you can make my heart melt. Good Luck to all those who enter.

What The Hell Is This All About..
**OK so here goes.. I cant really write this on my other page on MySpace because, too many people I know will see it. But this really upset me to no end. I mean, how would you feel. Really. I have my boyfriend, who I actually met on this site. I really do love him. We have been together for 11 months now. He tells me he loves me but isnt in love with me. Alright, I guess I have to deal with that. Here is the real issue though. He wont talk about his mom to me. I have never met her before. I have met his dad and his brother and alot of his friends. I love the family members I have met so far. They are great people. I am 12 years older than my Boyfriend as well. Well, we were out the other night and we met some people in this bar. We were all drinking and laughing when the subject of families some how came up. The girl in the group, who was there with her guy, asks my guy something about meeting family. Well he tells her, No, she has never met my mother, I dont want to

How Come?....think About It
Can you cry under water? ________________________________ How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? ________________________________ Why do you have to "put your two cents in".. but it's only a "penny for your thoughts?" Where's that extra penny going to? ________________________________ Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? ________________________________ Why does a round pizza come in a square box? ________________________________ What disease did cured ham actually have? ________________________________ How is it that we put man on the moon b efore we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? ________________________________ Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours? ______________________________

Watching A Storm Sweep In.
As I sit in my living room playing with my boys the winds begin to pick up. The rain starts to pour in, and the darkness takes over the sun. We sit by the window watching the trees dance this magical dance. They bend and twist, and only one breaks. My youngest lets out a scream, is it fear? Is it out of joy? I can't quite tell. We sit and watch in amazement I can't believe how hard the rain is falling. It is white outside almost like a blizzard. We hear a loud angry "MEOW" comming from the garage it must be Cleo silly cat soaking wet must have been "hunting" when the storm started. She is spiky, and unhappy. I remember upon seeing her that I left or I think I left my car windows open. I run outside, end up looking like Cleo only to see that I was smart and rolled up the windows after Sams club. My mother's dog keeps barking at the thunder. We make Mac and Cheese from scratch for dinner, Henry does his job perfectly, and in amazement after it is all done tells me how wonde

The New Constitution Of The United States
NEW PREAMBLE TO THE CONSTITUTION "We the sensible people of the United States, in an attempt to help everyone get along, restore some semblance of justice, avoid more riots, keep our nation safe, promote positive behavior, and secure the blessings of debt-free liberty to ourselves and our great-great-great-grandchildren, hereby try one more time to ordain and establish some common sense guidelines for the terminally whiny, guilt ridden, delusional, and other liberal bed-wetterâ€™s. We hold these truths to be self evident: that a whole lot of people are confused by the Bill of Rights and are so dim they require a Bill of NON-Rights." ARTICLE I: You do not have the right to a new car, big screen TV, or any other form of wealth. More power to you if you can legally acquire them, but no one is guaranteeing anything. ARTICLE II: You do not have the right to never be offended This country is based on freedom, and that means freedom for everyone -- not ju

Obsession
To me obsession is calling a special guy every night of your life. Doesn't really matter if he has a wife. Sticking outside his house day after day. Playing the game he wants you to play. I look at those girls and laugh at them. Don't they realize that guy will only pay attention to them on a whim. They supposedly don't realize they are obsessed. I guess they don't have enough self respect to possess. Can't you see them waiting by the phone for him to call? Then they don't realize it when they fall. Don't they realize it wasn't meant to be? Yet, I look in the mirror and realize one of those girls is me. Dawn F 1991

Girl You Know Its True
For all those times you stood by me For all the truth that you made me see For all the joy you brought to my life For all the wrong that you made right For every dream you made come true For all the love I found in you I'll be forever thankful baby You're the one who held me up Never let me fall You're the one who saw me through through it all love you

Its A Girl
so i broke down and asked what my baby was gonna be... its a beautiful baby girl who has ten toes and ten fingers!!! i know this because during the entire ultrasound she kept putting her hands and feet up like she was saying "look i have fingers and toes.. look their cool looking and see i can move them too" it was the cutes thing.. bus shes already stuborn as hell lol... so here come october... my little Rylee Rebecca will be born... i cant wait!!!

Wtf
You are Death Change, Transformation, Alteration. People fear this card, but if you want to change your life, this is one of the best indicators for it. Whatever happens, life will be different. Yes, the Death card can signal a death in the right circumstances (a question about a very sick or old relative, for example), but unlike its dramatic presentation in the movies, the Death card is far more likely to signal transformation, passage, change. Scorpio, the sign of this card, has three forms: scorpion, serpent, eagle. The Death card indicates this transition from lower to higher to highest. This is a card of humility, and it may mean you have been brought low, but only so that you can then go higher than ever before. Death "humbles" all, but it also "exults." Always keep in mind that on this card of darkness there is featured a sunrise as well. You could be ready for a change. Also you have the fore knowlege of knowing before hand, trend carefuly What Tarot Card are You?Take the

Chumash Indians Creation Myth
The Chumash myth tells of a great deluge which engulfed the earth, taking with it all living things save for the Spotted Woodpecker, the nephew of Kaqunupenawa, the Sun God. Spotted Woodpecker survived the flood by perching itself atop the tallest tree in the world, but as he saw the water rise all the way to his feet, he cried out for his uncle's help. "Save me, I'm drowning! - he cried. The Sun God's daughters heard him and told Kaqunupenawa that his nephew was dying of cold and hunger. The Sun God lowered his torch, the one he used to light the world and create the stars, and he warmed the Spotted Woodpecker with its heat. He then tossed two acorns in the water at his feet, so that he would be able to pick them up and eat them. The Sun God fed more acorns to the Spotted Woodpecker, which now explains why they are its favorite food. After the flood, the Sun God, Morning Star, the Moon, and Slo'w the Great Eagle were discussing the creation of new people to populate the earth wi

The Brick
THE BRICK A young and successful executive was traveling down a neighborhood street, going a bit too fast in his new Jaguar. He was watching for kids darting out from between parked cars and slowed down when he thought he saw something. As his car passed, no children appeared. Instead, a brick smashed into the Jag's side door! He slammed on the brakes and backed the Jag back to the spot where the brick had been thrown. The angry driver got out of the car, grabbed the nearest kid and pushed him up against a parked car shouting, "What was that all about and who are you? Just what the heck are you doing? That's a new car and that brick you threw is going to cost a lot of money. Why did you do it?" The young boy was apologetic. "Please, mister...please, I'm sorry but I didn't know what else to do," He pleaded. "I threw the brick because no one else would stop..." With tears dripping down his face and off his chin, the youth pointed to a spot just around a parked c

Ct, Lounges, Drama.
Ok, seriously I am FED the fuck up with all of this. All I ever wanted to do is play music and fucking hang out. Do you know what I want to do right now? I want to set all this shit on fire and watch it burn! fucking burn it all. FUCK THE LOUNGES FUCK THE MUSIC AND MOST OF ALL FUCK THE DRAMA..... It has gone too fucking far on everyones side I tried to be a fucking peacekeeper and trust me YOU don't want to be on my bad side... EVER. but right now almost everyone is on my shitlist.. I really respected a lot of you and now you have all betrayed not only me but yourselves... fucking think about it. I am so heated I can hardly type. FUCK EVERYONE I THINK I MIGHT LEAVE CT AGAIN AND THIS TIME FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!! BURN MOTHERFUCKERS BURN!

Million Dollar Baby...!
I was at a pool party, it was my friend Ahmad going back to Yemen and I wasn't going to see him again! Was having the usual fun, partying, dancing bbqing..drinking And then guess what happened.. we took the party upstairs to where my friend lives and we were all dancing to the music when this asswhipe went and touched my crotch.. I turned around and smacked him on the arm and then I kept doing it until my hand made a fist and kept on going.! Fucking bastard! He whined and acted that he didnt do nothing and I was like.. What you gonna cry to ur mama now and tell her what happened? ASSHOLE I'm proud of myself tho..Back then I wouldn't have done nothing about it. I would just keep quiet and pretend and let it eat me up inside.. But today was different.. Today I stood up for myself and it felt great..!

On Saturday I Will Never Foget
It all started out as a nice warm day in may. I had plans to spend time with my family, celebrating my step-moms college grad, good food and beer. Unbenounceted to me a twist of fate awated for me and my friend,Marie, who was accompanying me for the day. Adround 1130 pm we were heading for home from Ashalnd, Ohio on US Rt. 250 and got behind a slow traveling car. I had made a joke about being behind yet another slow driver. We crossed over US Rt. 224 and kept heading north on US Rt. 250. No more than a quarter mile past that intersection fate intervened on my nite. I was sitting in the passanger seat and had looked down for a second to grab my pack of newports when Marie began to break hard. I quickly looked up and the car infront of us wasnt breaking at all. For a split second i was confused why Marie had braked so hard. I then found out why when i saw the head on collision between the car infront of us and an on coming car that had went left of center. The back end on both cars had l

Why Is Wrong To Feel?
In rebuttle to those whom have given me shit and called me a pussy for havin feelings and tryin to express them. First of all, FUCK YOU! Yes I am a man and yes I have feelings. Does that make any less of a man? It's not just other men that seem to think that men should not express their emotions. I have gotten comments by women as well, sayin that I shouldn't exprss myself like that cause it makes me look like a pussy! Well here it is! I am a human being! As tough as I want to be and have to be I have feelings too! So if you don't appreciate how I personally feel or choose how to express myself then fuck off! If you wanna test my bravado to see if I'm tough enough to be a man then step the fuck up! If you can fight me then you can hug me! That is what real human beings do for eachother! I jut don't get how expressing your heart makes a inferior impression of you on certain people!

Just Ramblings
Before I joined this site I couldn't imagine what would happen to me during my time here. The first lounge I went in, Damage Inc I met the greatest people who all made me feel welcome, all of whom made me want to come back here day after day, night after night which I basically did. Then I meet a wonderful woman and fall in love for the first time, which felt great. Then Damage Inc went poof for its reasons and I cried, I acctually cried because I thought i'd lose all those great friends I'd made, which in fact I happily didn't. Then I gradually stop talking to said wonderfull woman and fall in love with another wonderful woman (why do they all have to live in america and be already married). Therefore I cry and me and the first woman split (happily now her marriage is back together) and I get together with the second woman. Then the new lounge where all my friends hang out starts to split apart, everyone going separate ways to other lounges, and me being me sometimes being in 4

Anticipation
Anticipation by Jackie Hattan Candles burning sheets turned down anticipation abounds. Time passes slowly quiet as a mouse stars falling earth standing still. Waiting eternally waiting suspense filled evening. The phone rings You say my name come get me I am here. Passion explodes excitement is in the air soon you will be here. Candles burning low Sheets thrown down Passion spent Boytoy's in town.

A Poem From Master Hell To Slave
Why can't I speak when I have so much to tell? Why can't I write when I have so much in mind? Why can't I sing when there's music in my heart? Why can't I dance when there's rythm in the air? Too many words left unspoken Too many things left undone Why can't it be and why can't I? For all I know this pain deep inside Took the gladness from my heart. Is this the pain of missing you? Is this the reason behind it all? Hear the agony of my heart Longing for you and for your touch Feeling your lips, feeling your face Missing your kisses and warm embrace. When will the waiting ever be over? For as long as were apart I can never be whole Oh! My Dearest Love I just want you to know That my heart is aching because "I'M MISSING YOU!"

Today's 'scope 5/25/07
"Asking everyone else's opinions of how you're doing will undermine your confidence. Take several deep breaths and focus on what you know. Once you get in touch with your core, you'll know exactly what to do next." True 'nuff.

I Wish I Had A Cherry Tap Blast
WELL I'M BACK! BUT ONLY HERE AND THERE SPORADICALLY ONLINE. HOWEVER, I WISH I HAD A CHERRY TAP BLAST SO I COULD ADVERTISE AND GO UP SOME CHERRY LEVELS *SIGH I WOULD LOVE SOME HELP GOING UP THE CHERRY LADDER... WILL YOU HELP ME?

Sex Toy Party?
I was just invited to one, I had no idea they existed outside of shitty sitcoms "for women"! Should I go? I like the girls that are going to be there, but I don't know if I can deal with a Mary Kay-type waving a dildo in my face. That may be a fantasy for some, but it's not really mine. Opinions?

28 To 32 Mpg? Bfd! Wtf?
Lately I keep seeing these commercials about this manufacturer or that auto maker has 5 or more cars that get better than 28 MPG. In these days of highway robbery gas prices, I'm sure this seems like a big deal. After all, we have to make every drop of the precious petrol count, right? Funny thing, though, I had a 1974 Plymouth Valiant with a 318 (V8) that had well over 150,000 miles on it, and I got around 28 MPG (highway) with it. A car from the days of "goes really fast and gets really shitty mileage" gets about the same miles per gallon and we should enthralled that auto manufacturers are doing the same thing now? I have vague childhood memories of my Mom having to wait in long lines with her Duster at the gas stations when we had very little oil. Iran had stopped oil production, the Saudis were jacking up their prices, and here we had the "Energy Crisis". The sudden lack of fuel gave everyone of the day a reality check, as one could get gas only every other day, some stations

Come In Have Fun
COME ON IN TO THE NEWEST LOUNGE ON CHERRY TAP INTRODUCING LOWRIDERs 80's LOUNGE!!!!!!!! MEET GREAT/NEW PEOPLE, HAVE FUN, LISTEN TO MUSIC {PICK YOUR OWN}...... PLEASE:: COME IN AND JOIN THE FUN NO DRAMA, NO BULLSHIT, NO HATERS ALSO LOOKING FOR HELP SUCH AS BARTENDERS,BOUNCERS,GREETERS,DJ'S,MANAGERS APPLY WITH IN THANK YOU WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR??? CLICK ON THE BANNER BELOW AND JOIN THE FUN NOW OPEN 24 HR 7 DAY A WEEK BE THERE AND BRING YOUR FRIENDS

Hero's Day
Hero’s Day One young lad in family tradition, Takes on the green of Army garb. Father served, retired Navy; Older brother, Army Warrant officer. Other big brother also served, Flew an A-7 in Vietnam. Unassuming, a quiet one is he, Three tours in camouflage served. Duty’s Diligence, serves his country, Forging path to Army Ranger. Family at home applaud, The life their son had chosen. Believing him in Georgia, safe; Chosen few; secret rescue mission. Black Hawk on the fly, saving others, Enemy fire ruled out, troubled flight. Helicopter search and rescue, Mission scrubbed by accident. Each day served, a hero’s day, Two rangers serve their last. Family of heroes grieve, back home, Their son, brother gave his all. Family gatherings; four had served; Now just three and one empty plate.

Open The Doors
There are many times in which one door closes and another door opens. Most of the time it is closing a chapter of your life, and beginning the next one, taking the lessons, blessings and sometimes friends with you along the journey. If there is one thing that I have learned that is: Never expect an answer in a specific way, because when you do, you miss out on the answer that you seek. There is growth in us all. Still for some there are more lessons. It is hard for me to sit back and watch some of those dearest to me, stumble and fall, and I can't interfere with the lessons that they must learn on thier own. This does not mean that I have in any way abandoned them. I will always be there for them to lean on me, and they will lean on me. Find the place of peace within your own heart, the one that you can go to at any time for answers. But you must be willing to listen, and to hear. It may take you a few days before everything comes to you, but it will come to you. I made a conscious

Poem
To live without you just wouldn't be the same Everyday passing by without your smilling face Never being able to hear your voice Lost in a sweet somber never wanting to return My heart has grown so empty I've never felt like this before You were the one To live without you has put me in discontent All I ever wanted was to love you And for you to love me back Living without you, is dark and heart wrenching with no possibility of turning back

One Special Wish
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

Call Me What U Will...
Alot of people on this site like to label me because I post nude pics and to be honest with you I could careless what anyone thinks!I have been in a relationship for 4 yrs faithfully and my man takes all my pics so calling me a slut or whore or watever I think its amusing.I will not feed into haters and downraters anymore I have realized the reason they like to pick on me is cause they are miserable with their selves..Misery loves company and I won't let you bring me down 2 your level.I love my body and I am not afraid to show it.If you could pull off a pic like me I am 100% sure you would!So call me slut whore watever cause the more you talk about me the more you blow up my head!Your making me famous..

Ensign: Children Are An Inheritance
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 1 June 2007 I know I don't like repeating myself, but I thought this Ensign I'd written when I found out Martha was pregnant with Sarah in July 2005 was a great one for today. I changed some of the dates to reflect the pending birth of our second child, Sarah's little brother or sister. WE'RE HAVING A[NOTHER] BABY! Can you tell I'm just a little excited about that? And scared. This may not be true of all expectant parents, but I can vouch Martha and myself are (and will be) feeling the whole range of emotions. Right now, we're looking at a due date of July 2, thirty-one days from now. I don't say "birth date" because our child already exists, so that would have to be the conception date, wouldn't it? Before our Lord an

People
Its amazing that I haven't went on a murderous rampage yet. Living in a trailer park is a continueous episode of fuckin Springer. People are cunts around here. These motherfuckers get all up in business that is not theirs,Then they get mad,You'd think when they get all bent out of shape they'd come punch you in the face or at lesat yell,Right? Well not here you know what they do here when their mad they were discontinued? They call child services and tell them You're all strung out. Thats wonderful huh? Well I know who called,You are on my friends list and will probably read this So what I got for you is a big ole HAHAHA Bet you didnt count on me having friends who work at child services and guess what one of them took both your calls. Be a man you walk around here like one so next time you have a fuckin issue,just hit me Don't ever fuck around with my kids.

I Just Had To See What It Said.
Whats Your Sex StyleROLEPLAY!!you are always up for jumping into the sexy lil play outfit, and telling your partner what to do!!! your up for anything!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic