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They Say
They say life is what you make of it. But when it makes you. It makes you want to take it. I never saw myself being like this! But now all I know is I don't want to stay. To think I can live like this way forever there are only few answers like hell no and noway ever!!! The drugs are what I'm addicted to, but the only people that will understand are few. For the few who know what I'm saying you should know there is no such thing as staying. If you stay then you will eventually die alone. So my advise to you is to get up and at least try!! If you keep trying you will one day make it. You'll be someone you love and noone can take it. I can now say I tried and I made it out of satans hands. I beat the devil and standing alone I'll never have to do because God has beed here the whole time with me!!! Helping me pull trough allowing me to survive this disease. I also need to return the favor to someone that is hurting to and by doing this I may help someone by getting their life back. I migh

Primary Or Problem?
I've been noticing lately that the amount of people i know who explore the polyamorous lifestyle (hereby referred to as poly) has increased and most are happy, but what happens when someone isn't... or is just having trouble? One couple i know has explored years of Poly with little to no troubles until this last year when the relationship with one has caused numerous troubles with the spouse. Couple 1 In the case of Spouse 1, it is not jealousy or anything of a petty nature, it is that the person on the side (Lover C1) has more then a few personality quirks that everyone can see save for the spouse involved (Spouse A1). It was a recent reaction that got me thinking. Spouse A1 fails to recognize that Spouse B1 and everyone who knows Lover C1 sees something Spouse A1 does not. When confronted with it head on Spouse put the foot down and said "Fine, you break off yours, i break off mine, no more Poly." That is, of course, paraphrasing things greatly but it's an interesting reac

How Good Are You In Bed
How Good In Bed Are You?Congratulations, according to our experts, you scored : 100% which makes you ExcellentYou are an expert in the bedroom. You know how to please your partner and keep them coming back and begging for moreHow Good In Bed Are You, find out at NaughtyQ.com

Blog Restructuring; If You Read My Blogs, Please Read This
I have decided to restructure my blog. All my stuff is currently under the single blog heading of Night in the Abyss. I am going to break this up into a number of blogs, one for each Seperate piece of fiction, one for my erotica, and one for just personal stuff. So that you can avoid going back and rereading to see if you missed anything, this restructuring will take place Tuesday (I hope to finish it all in one day), so any "New Blog Entries" you see from me this Tuesday will not be new at all, but will just be me re-organizing these things. I am not doing this for ratings, but because some people have come in on some of the fiction and felt a little lost,so I am trying to put everything together so that they will be able to immediately see the number of previous chapters, and not have to hunt and peck through a bunch of other stuff. I hope this helps everyone out, because my ego has really enjoyed all the compliments, and I do hope to keep things going. Thanks.

Nude Photos!
I posted my nude photos here because people were asking me to post them cause they wanted to see them. So i decided to post the limit of what I am currently at...which was 100..now 110...I wanted to make people happy..well I posted them and someone now thinks of me as White Trash...LOL..it does not matter to me what that person actually thinks.. The photos I have posted are only a portion of what I have..in reality I have about 350 + photos... I started a Business called sexual enterprises a while back in which I was selling all my photos on a CD, which made it convenient for people to see my pics cause now all they had to do was upload the CD and they were now on there PC..it also came with my panties... So I been thinking about starting this back up once again...IF there is any interest from anyone here let me know.. I know you can see photos (nudes) 4 free, but how many of them are real?? A real person! :) Anyways let me know!

Waiting
sitting on a park bench among the dead trees and rotting leaves, looking down to the cold, moist soil, breathing in the mist of isolation. i find myself imploding, collapsing into myself ever deeper, until nothing exists but a silent sphere upon which the world is projected in two dimensions like a silent movie. all that is seen is all that is. and even that is just a shadow of something that is passing away. the world is at its end, but it lingers unnaturally, waiting... so many times i have come here to sit and watch for you, waiting for you to penetrate the walls of illusion that surround me. it is so close that i can feel it. the anticipation is overwhelming. but the years have gone by, and you have not come. reason tells me that you never will, that i should give up all hope, but the allure of the fantasy and the fear of missing you compels me to stay just a little while longer. on many occasions i thought that i had met you. she would come into my world for a time,

If You Don't Want To Deal With Him.. Block This User
I have a gut feeling that this person who has this page is not true to his words...I went to his page and it felt very negative... What a sad person!! It's up to you.. Jeremy monk@ CherryTAP

Who's The One
When all the colors begin to fade And the imitations turn to grey When the Iron Man begins to rust And the Holy Water turns to dust What will be your savior now Dragon or machine Who will wear the crown of thorns In Mother Nature's dream Who's the one Who claimed my liberty Robbed my soul of freedom How long must I put up with the Unholy sound of your gun Tell me, brother When believers start to lose the faith And the naked army falls from grace When all extremes return to one See them melt into the setting sun The bounty on the rebel's heart Washed away the pride Drove the voice a million miles Across the great divide Who's the one Who claimed my liberty Robbed my soul of freedom Who's the one Who denied my eyes to see Truth behind double tongue Who's the one Who claimed my liberty Robbed my soul of freedom How long must I put up with the Unholy sound of your gun Tell me, brother The bounty on the rebel's heart Washed away the pride Drov

My Children - Wrote By My Best Friend And Read At My Moms Funeral
My Children Son, you were my first born to hold Looking into your eyes I saw your heart of gold You have taught me so much more than some I am so proud of the man you have become Dawn, I cannot believe how time has flown I'm so happy to see how much you've grown You are a wonderful mother and this is true My darling daughter, I am so proud of you You gave my life more meaning than you ever knew I am so thankful to the two of you You've both stood out from all the rest Having you both I have been so blessed For your future have no fear No matter where you go I'm always here Regardless of time or space we'll never part I will always be there in your heart. I love you both. Love, Mom

Flesh
I crave the flesh I long to taste I need to feel I crave the warmth The need to be enveloped In soft warm flesh But soon it gets cold Then I crave once more Part of me wants to stop But the craving is strong No compassion? I have compassion Compassion for the flesh Always the flesh

Interestingly Enough But Maybe Not 4 You
so i watched saw 1 2 and 3 the past 3 nights and each night i have these weird dreams/nightmares....i still cant classify it...but my first dream last night was about a little girl i know (5-7yrs old?) having a scorpion in here hand and kept trying to put it on me....that was freaky/scary...and this one from this morning is hard to remember for some reason...weird huh?....well heres to another boring ass fucking blog for you to read and me to bleed...not really bleeding thouGH:)

Movie Review For The Condemned
The story and plot for this movie is good. A true "Survivor" reality show where the contestants have to kill or die. The characters are not really developed very much. The action, when you can tell what is going on from the crappy camera work, is decent. Stone Cold Steve Austin is his usual nasty, devil may care badass good guy. Vinnie Jones furthers his stereotyping as a nasty badass bad guy. If you have a couple of hours to waste and the price of a matinee ticket, go see it. If not, wait for cable to show this one.

Please Help A Military Member Out
OK IM IN THE SEXIEST MILITARY PERSON CONTEST. PLEASE COME AND SHOW ME SOME LOVE. ALL I ASK IS 25 COMMENTS FROM EACH OF YOU. AND TO REPOST THIS. IF YOU POST 100 COMMENTS I WILL GET YOU A GIFT. SO PLEASE COME AND HELP ME WIN THIS ONE.

Without You
Without you, the ground thaws the rain falls the grass grows Without you, the seeds root the flowers bloom the children play The stars gleam the poets dream the eagles fly without you The Earth turns the sun burns but I die, without you Without you, the breeze warms the girl smiles the cloud moves Without you, the tides change the boys run the oceans crash The crowds roar the days soar the babies cry without you The moon glows the river flows but I die without you The world revives colors renew but I know blue only blue lonely blue Without you Without you, the hand gropes the ear hears the pulse beats Without you, the eyes gaze the legs walk the lungs breathe The mind churns the heart yearns the tears dry without you Life goes on but I'm gone 'cause I die, without you without you without you without you.....

What Can I Say
I hate things right now, stupid shit always seems to happen to me, you want to know how, cause my hearts as blind as some can see, I let by what others wouldn't allow, because I believe in generosity, I'm hurt right now, and I don't want to be, and now i want to bow, and leave my life gracefully........... :-(

Stood Up
All week long, I had been looking forward to my date tonight. While we had talked for many hours, we hadn't met in person. However, I felt like I knew him well and he completely earned my trust. I really thought this guy could be "the one". He even said that he thought so during one of our conversations. We talked until 11 last night making plans. He was going to meet me at a local bar between 6:30 and 7 PM. I was going to have a friend wait for him with me but she had to cancel due to family plans. So, I went alone. I was a little nervous, so I went to the bar about 45 minutes early for a couple of shots of liquid courage. I wore a red top that showed just enough but not too much, a black mini skirt and heels. The guys at the bar told that I looked smokin' hot and I felt great (of course, the three shots of Jager probably helped)! But 7 o'clock came and went and he didn't show or call. I was sure that there had to be a good reason so I stayed until 8:30, but he still didn't

Deadley Roots Of Bitterness!!!!
Are you familiar with the phrase, his nose is out of joint? What does it take to put your nose out of joint to get you miffed? What are the feelings you experience when you get miffed? Are they positive, uplifting joyful emotional vibrations? Lets come at this from a different direction. Are you familiar with the word sulk. The dictionary says that sulking is, "keeping aloof from others in moody silence.. Someone said, "Bitterness is a devastating attitude sin. It triggers a wide range of other sins, such as: hatred, cruelty, antagonism, self-pity, unteachableness (implacability), vindictiveness and desires for revenge and prideful ambition (arrogance). Bitterness is characterized by an unforgiving spirit and negative, critical attitudes." Bitterness motivates habitual complaining. It has been writen. Bitter people find great delight in gossip. Bitterness fragments other peoples lives. Bitterness is self induced misery, and it produces chain sinning A chronically bitter person

How To Be A Top Blogger!
1.) Never and I mean never leave Cherrytap. Make it your WHOLE LIFE! 2.) Ignore everyone who loves you.Cherry tap is NOW your life. 3.) Go to all the top blogs comment then INVITE EVERYONE who has commented to be your friend. Never mind if you don't like them. 4.) Invite all your new friends to subscribe to your blog 5.) Go to thier blogs and comment. Every time they post one 6.) Always suck up. Say nice shit you don't mean a word of. 7.) Don't be yourself 8.) Start drama with someone who is not a popular blogger 9.) Watch as "they" get sucked in 10.) Always Post a bullentin about your blog. Have others do the same. 11.) And suck up to the popular ones to get them to PIMP ya! 10.)REPEAT And beg for comments. COMMENT HERE PEOPLE. COMMENT COMMENT COMMENT! OH AND PLEASE BY ALL MEANS USE THIS BLOG AS IF IT WERE A CHAT ROOM!!! AND CHECK BACK HERE VERY 2 MINS FOR THE REST OF THE DAY!

The Thread
Wish You could turn off the questions, turn off the voices, turn off all sound. Yearn To close out the ugliness, close out the filthiness, close out all light. Long To cast away yesterday, cast away memory, cast away all jeopardy. Pray You could somehow stop the uncertainty, somehow stop the loathing, somehow stop the pain. Act On your impulse, swallow the bottle, cut a little deeper, put the gun to your chest.

This Blog Is About An Illness All Need To Know About And Only Two Peeps Looked At Last Blog....read This Please
Spontaneous pneumothorax Pneumothorax - chest X-ray Respiratory system Chest tube insertion - series Alternative names Return to top Lung collapse - spontaneous Definition Return to top Spontaneous pneumothorax is a collection of air or gas in the chest that causes the lung to collapse. Spontaneous means there is no traumatic injury to the chest or lung. See also: Pneumothorax Causes, incidence, and risk factors Return to top There are two types of spontaneous pneumothorax: * Primary spontaneous pneumothorax * Secondary spontaneous pneumothorax Primary spontaneous pneumothorax occurs in people without lung disease. It usually occurs in tall, thin men between the ages of 20 and 40. Usually, the rupture of a small air- or fluid-filled sac in the lung (called a bulla) causes a primary spontaneous pneumothorax. Secondary spontaneous pneumothorax most often occurs with chronic obstructive pulmonary disease (COPD). Other lung disease

Frustration
Okay, This is going to be a bit of a ranting blog. I am soooo sick and tired of women sitting there whining they are overweight. If I hear one more girl just pitch a fit about a few extra pounds I think I will seriously have a coronary. All the time I see women going "Oh god my boyfriend is leaving me cos I am fat....my life is over..." Sister let me give you a CLUE. If your man is turning tail because you have a little extra junk in your trunk why the HELL would you want him any how??? Seriously, not one single person is going to be young forever, and eventually everything we have will head SOUTH, it is a matter of TIME. SO what will you say for yourself then?? Let me tell you what you do, honey, the second he gives you that lame assed excuse. You look him straight in the eye and tell him"Fine, take your ass to whomever, I do not want nor need a man to complete myself". Because you DON'T. If the only way you can complete yourself is to be attached to someone's titty, then hone

My Anthem
Your 2006 Summer Anthem Is Hips Don't Lie by Shakira "I'm on tonight You know my hips don't lie And I'm starting to feel it's right All the attraction, the tension Don't you see baby, this is perfection" What's Your 2006 Summer Anthem?

Reintroduce Yourself
You're on my friends list. I'd like to know 25 things about you. Just hit reply to poster and it'll be confidential. Thanks! 1. Ever punch someone in the face? 2. How old are you? 3. Are you single or taken? 4. Eat with your hands or utensils? 5. Do you dream at night? 6. Ever seen a corpse? 7. Have you ever wished someone dead? 8. Do You Like Bush, the president? 11. Do you trust the police? 12. Do you like country music? 13. what is your fondest memory of me? 14. If you could change anything about yourself would you? 15. Would you date me? 16. What do you wear to sleep? 17. Have you ever peed in a pool? 18. Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to? 19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? 20. What is your favorite thing about me? 21. Do you think I'm attractive? 22. What's your favorite color? 23. If you could bring back anyone that has passed, who would it be? 24. Tell me one interesting

When It Rains It Pours
Just when life cant get any worse something always comes along and knocks you completly down.Trying to keep a positive outlook is sometimes really hard when you keep recieving all the negative.Just once I would like to have the kind of life that doesnt overwhelm me at all angles.

A Rose For A Pretty Lady
A ROSE OF COLOR... A ROSE HAS MANY COLORS JUST LIKE A WOMAN..... THE STEM AND LEAVES ARE LIKE THE FOUNDATION OF EVERY WOMAN, HER STRENGTH AND HOPE AT THE ROOT OF ALL SHE DOES.... THE UNTOUCHED PERFECTION AND QUIET SOFTNESS OF A WHITE ROSE RESEMBLES HER PURITY AND SECRECY.... A RED ROSE WITH ITS DEEP CRIMSON HUE AND DARK, SUBTLE UNDERTONES RESEMBLES HER LOVE, PASSION AND RESPECT FOR OTHERS..... A LIGHT PINK ROSE WITH ITS SOFT TONE AND LIGHT HEART RESEMBLE HER HAPPINESS AND JOY OF LIFE.... WITH THE STRONG DARK PINK AND SOFT YELLOW ROSE SHE TELLS YOU OF YOUR FRIENDSHIP TO HER AND THE THANKFULLNESS SHE HAS FOR YOU BEING THERE ALWAYS..... WITH ORANGE AND CORAL ROSES , THIER COMPLIMENTING COLORS SHOW THE MANY DIFFERENT SIDES OF HER INTEREST AND DESIRE.... AND PROBABLY THE MOST INTRACATE PART OF A WOMAN IS REPRESENTED BY LAVENDER AND BURGANDY ROSES WITH THIER SOFT AND SMOKEY HUES, THEY TELL US OF HER ENCHANTING NATURE AND HER UNWAIVERING UNCONSCIOUS BEAUTY.... REMEMBER THESE WHEN YOU CAN NOT

Anyone There?
This is just a poem i dont care if you like it so ha.. Hello Hello? is any one there. This room is so dark i can barley see. Whats that?!! i think something touched me. I say Hello just one more time . Then something touches my behind. who is that i shout as i start to get scared. It is me my child. said a dark voice from like out of a grave. My name is not important the mans voice said. But what is important is why you are here. I came cus i was asked to i said with fright, He said are you here for dinner tonight. I guess i said what are you having. My dear YOU are for dinner. I started to run but that did not help he flew above me and stoped my like a rock. Please let me go i have family you know. He said i will give you a choice leave now but stay out of the light or dont leave at all the choice is yours on this All Hollows Night. I dont understand i said to this man still not have seeing his face. I am the vampire known as lastate. I can make you one to or i can ju

For Those Who Want To Understand - Leo/virgo Cusp Child
Leo/Virgo August 19 to August 23 Leo is the fifth sign of the zodiac. Moving past the exploration of the world and the need to nurture of the first four signs, Leo's great need is to create. Virgos, represented by the sixth sign of the zodiac, bring their skills and talents together for the good of others. Those born on the Leo/Virgo cusp have the vitality and ambition to be successful in their creative endeavors and are industrious and efficient when working for a good cause. The astrological symbol of Leo is the Lion. The astrological symbol of Virgo is the Virgin. The Virgin reflects the qualities of a virgin, rather than the definition: Virgos and Virgo cusps tend to be shy and somewhat nervous, and they may be undemonstrative. The Leo/Virgo is a curious mixture of introverted and extroverted tendencies, modesty and flamboyance, and a capacity to see both the largest and the smallest picture in every situation. They are practical and logical, and extremely creative. Virgo an

Chinese Proverb Collection (t-v)
There are always ears on the other side of the wall. There is no silver here: three hundred taels. Those who have free seats at a play hiss first. Three humble shoemakers brainstorming will make a great statesman. A tiger never returns to his prey he did not finish off. To attract good fortune, spend a new coin on an old friend, share an old pleasure with a new friend, and lift up the heart of a true friend by writing his name on the wings of a dragon. To know the road ahead, ask those coming back. To understand your parents' love you must raise children yourself. Use power to curb power. Vicious as a tigeress can be, she never eats her own cubs.

How Freaky Are You In Bed? - I Got-59
GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM (1-13) AND NO CHEATING! SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR... _________________________________________________ 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD b-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-ARIES G-CAPRICORN H-CANCER I-PISCES J-AQUARIUS K-TAURUS L-SAGITARI

My Little Accident
Well, Last weekend went prefectly swell until Sunday (May 6th) when Chase and I decided to let Joe (my room-mate) come out for the night and shit...we were tall drinking...I had about 3 beers, Chase had about 3 beers and Joe had had about 3 beers (which means he was buzzing, because he is a light weight)...and Guess what happened...I got my jaw borke in two places, 3 teeth knocked out and one pulled out and 3 1/2 inche cuts in my tongue because of Joe...we (Joe and I) were goofin around and he put me in a sleeper hold (mind you, he had about 3 beers in him, which means he had a little buzz because he is a light weight)...well, I tapped him arms so he would let me go...and he didn't....not until Chase told him that it was time to let me go...and instead of letting me go towards the bed...he turns away from the bed and I did a face plant, chin first, to the floor...so now I have stitches in my tongue and my jaw is wired shut for the next 6 weeks...YAY ME!...NOT!...so I am in like OMFG PA

Happy Mothers Day To All Moms On Ct!
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A Good Man
"I'm gonna rob a bank." Owen had barely touched his fettuccini, preferring his fingernails instead. Thor didn't look up from his plate of pasta primavera. A good man doesn't take his eyes off a good plate of food. Especially Bertolli's pasta primavera. He said to himself, "Almost as good as in Italy." His mouth half chewing. Owen took his fingernail out of his mouth long enough to say again: "I'm gonna rob a bank." He never took his eyes off his finger. Thor coughed on the last swallow of Bertolli's best plate. "What?" He grabbed the fabric napkin from his lap and wiped the corners of his mouth, giving his attention to his friend. "Come again?" Finally taking the cannibalized fingernail out of his mouth, Owen leaned closer into the table. "I can't say it any louder, Thor. I'm serious." Nodding, he wanted to be sure of what he was saying. "I think I'm gonna rob a bank." "Jesus Christ, Owen..." Thor

----the Best Way To Love--------
WELL THE BEST WAY TO LOVE IS TO LOVE LIKE YOU HURT NEVER BEEN HURT. AND YOUR PRESENCE IN MY LIFE BRINGS WONDERFUL SMILES AND LOVING THOUGHTS WITHIN MY HEART. BUT U WANT TO TURN IT DOWN WITH SILENCEY. THE FLAME I HAVE FOR YOU NEVER DIES. BECAUSE THE COMMITNENT NEVER ENDS AND THIS FAR BETTER TO GIVE YOUR ALL AND SNOTHER THAN TO WITHHOLD IN HOPES OF A LONGER RELATIONSHIP.

Just Take My Hand
If you want it. You can take it. I can give it to you,anytime you want it. If you need it. Just believe it. I can give it to you,anytime you need it. My love!!! You can conceive it. Just take my hand.If you believe it. So here I am. Your only woman. Just take my hand,and you'll be glad. You found some love. Some company. You found every little thing you need. So if you want it. You can take it. I can give it to you,anytime you want it. And if you need it. Just believe it. I can give it to you,anytime you need it. My love. You can conceive it. Just take my hand.If you believe it...

Never Argue With A Woman In Private.
Never Argue with a woman in Private. One morning the husband returns after several hours of fishing and decides to take a nap. Although not familiar with the lake, the wife decides to take the boat out. She motors out a short distance, anchors, and reads her book. Along comes a Game Warden in his boat. He pulls up alongside the woman and says, "Good morning, Ma'am. What are you doing?" "Reading a book," she replies, (thinking, "Isn't that obvious?") "You're in a Restricted Fishing Area," he informs her. "I'm sorry, officer, but I'm not fishing. I'm reading." "Yes, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment. I'll have to take you in and write you up." "If you do that, I'll have to charge you with sexual assault," says the woman. "But I haven't even touched you," says the game warden. "That's true, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment." "Have a nice day ma'am," and he left leaving the woman alone

Poem: Your Eyes
When I look, into your eyes. I look to see, a beautiful woman, deep inside. Seeing is beleiving, that your heart is true. Just look at how, beautiful God made you. Now you see, just how I think. I can't wait, till I see your eyes. Sign: Raymond Starns Dated: 1/96'

~these Dogs Need Our Help Not Our Hate!~
Denver Has Banned Them - Aurora Now Too!! When Are People Going to Learn That It Isn't The Breed Thats Dangerous - It's US! ~~*Bear & Cole*~~ To Lose Such Loving And Faithful Dogs Due To Some People's Ignorant Fear .... Is Just Heartbreaking. They Now Reside With A Family In Colorado Springs... Thanks Goes To The PBRC ~Pit Bull Rescue~ For Getting Then Relocated Out Of The City, So They Were Not Destroyed. ¢¾They Are ALWAYS In Our Broken Hearts¢¾ "THESE DOGS NEED OUR HELP .... NOT OUR HATE."

A Troubled Heart
I do not know what further i can believe, I feel as thought i am slipping away from what i once new. As if my life is losing meaning and that scares me more then i admit. I have no honest idea what will become of my life and am very sure that if things do not get better i will probably not live to see my next birthday. All those who i once cared for are gone from my life and i fear only myself to blame for that, I have been so self destructive and failed to see it only because i always believed last minute i could pull something out of my butt and figure it all out and still come out smelling like a rose. When in truth it has been far from that, I am still dealing with the emotions that i have inside myself and i am not sure if i can cope much longer with them. I have concidered counciling again but that in honesty did not help me alot the last time and left me with more questions then answers. And answers is what i so despritly need. I see my life traviling down hill an

Weird Warning.
The dream I had last night is too long to post right now... I am tired and have to sleep for work. I do need to get this out though... you'll figure out why tommorow when I post. If any of you know a young girl... (Think 11-15) with the name of Larissa, Marissa or Clarissa.. watch out for them. I wouldn't take this dream as a warning except that we put out a shoe today at work called Larissa.. and have never before. Being that the name was prominate in my dream it worrys it. That is all until tommorow when I post it.

Have You Ever Thought About Things
Have you ever thought about: Who was the first person to look at a cow and say, "I think I'll just squeeze these dangly things here, and drink whatever comes out? Who was the first person to say "See that chicken there...I'm gonna eat the next thing that comes out of its ass." Why do toasters always have a setting that burns the toast to a horrible crisp which no decent human being would eat? Why is there a light in the fridge but not in the freezer? If Jimmy cracks corn and no one cares, why is there a song about him? Can a hearse carrying a corpse drive in the carpool lane? If the professor on Gilligan's Island can make a radio out of a coconut, why can't he fix a hole in a boat? Why do people point at their wrist when asking the time, but don't point at their crouch when they ask where the bathroom is? Why does your OB-GYN leave the room when you get undressed if they are going to look up there anyway? Why does Goofy stand erect and Pluto remains

Let Me Know
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for

White Lace
White Lace White ruffles and beautiful lace You could only imagine the look on my face A huge smile from ear to ear You looked so beuatiful it brought quite a tear Wanting you with such devoted passion Positive energy in every fashion suculant desires flowed through my veins Gentle soft voice drives me insane Longing to touch and stroke your hair Whisper soft words only two can share Lay beside me so we can put out these flames Intensity beckons, too tough to tame Will we ever get to meet our needs? Our love is sacred our bond succeeds Wrapped up together in love is a must Two hearts longing in love only to trust

Who Am I.....
Have you ever sat down and asked that question; Who am I and what is my purpose? I have from time to time. I am not sure that I can explain who I see myself as, but it is more as how others see me to be. Many have come to me over the years, some without reason, some are drawn and do not know why, others just like the name....but each has a purpose in crossing my path. I may not know from the beginning and it may not be known for a while, but I never turn away. I believe there is a reason and I do not have to understand it and nor do you. It is just going with the flow and easing. Many times I have questioned things that perhaps should not have been questioned. But it is a need for understanding so that I can continue the path that I am on or lead to. Yes my path, as others paths,have many branches along the way, but all is a learning. Yes, sometimes I stray and hope I do not so far that I can not find my way back. I do not have all the answers nor should I. But I do listen and hear

Just Thinking
paybacks a bitch and then you die in socom world you're gonna fry i've played for many years i found love i had known i shed quite a few tears now i have learned from what i was shown now i play again with the one i had loved won two games in a row i kicked his ass the best way i tried now i will be friends not foe i will prevail with love i will truly see someday i'll be again in love so i will be no longer free

The Entire Wall Of Shame From My Page
THESE ARE PRIME EXAMPLES OF WHAT NOT TO SEND TO ME!!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ jmcbme@ CherryTAP from: jmcbme date: 2007-03-07 16:56:18 subject: wanna see nice cock on cam read receipt: Yes replied: No block user ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ -shoutbox-3/7 k dawg@ CherryTAP k dawg: mmm hey u make me sooo hard ->Alana: how old are you? k dawg: im 18 k dawg: r u wet k dawg: can u help me cum i sent a comment to his page declining....ack! -shoutbox-3/8 k dawg: hey there u wet ->Alana: go fuck yourself and I went to his page to block him! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ OR you could win the award for FUCKTARD like this ass Bob@ CherryTAP with his shout box question.. Bob: wanna make some money? ->Alana: what? Bob: do u wanna make some money? ->Alana: doing what? Bob: porn ->Alana: do i look like i make porn? and do i look like i need money? no response..

Cheating
SO WHAT IS CHEATING EXACTLY???? WITH THE FINGER POINTING ABOUT FOLKS BEING CHEATERS FOR THIS OR THAT REASON, I FIGURE I WOULD SHED SOME LIGHT ON THE WORD. MERRIAM WEBSTER'S (THE DICTIONARY) DEFINES CHEATING AS: TRANSITIVE VERB 1: to deprive of something valuable by the use of deceit or fraud 2: to influence or lead by deceit, trick, or artifice 3: to elude or thwart by or as if by outwitting INTRANSITIVE VERB 1: a: to practice fraud or trickery b: to violate rules dishonestly 2: to be sexually unfaithful — usually used with on 3: to position oneself defensively near a particular area in anticipation of a play in that area WELL LETS BREAK THIS DOWN. LOOK AT THE FIRST DEFINITION: TO DEPRIVE OF SOMETHING VALUABLE BY THE USE OF DECEIT OR FRAUD. WELL HOW TO DOES THIS RELATE TO CHERRY TAP, YOU MIGHT ASK. THINK ABOUT IT LIKE THIS, TO DEPRIVE OF SOMETHING VALUABLE. WHAT IS VALUABLE ON THI

What My Friends Think Of Me......
I WAS WANTING TO UPDATE THE ABOUT ME SECTION OF MY MYSPACE. I CAN NEVER REALLY EXPLAIN MYSELF TO ANYONE. SOO I ASKED SOME FRIENDS OF MINE TO EXPLAIN TO ME WHAT KIND OF PERSON I AM IN THERE POINT OF VIEW.... AND HERE IT IS! You're a great guy with the greatest sense of humor. You show that you are very comfortable with yourself... outgoing...nice to everyone you meet...I think your very lovable....your very considerate of others before yourself...will do anything for the ones you love....very easy to get along with....a fun person to be around...I hardly ever (if ever) see you in a bad mood, you don't let it show......very open minded about a lot of things... I think you love life, the ones around you, and mostly take each day to the fullest.... I know you don't feel like it sometimes but you seem to enjoy the way your life is going so far..... Thank you for being the greatest friend ever.... -Tiffany Oh lord, ok, here we go.....lets see..... Crazy, funny, sweet, good list

Involuntary Muscular Contractions
A professor at the University of Mississippi was giving a lecture on "Involuntary Muscular Contractions" to his first year medical students. Realizing that this was not the most riveting subject, the professor decided to lighten the mood slightly. He pointed to a young woman in the front row and said, "Do you know what your ass hole is doing while you're having an orgasm?" She replied, "Probably deer hunting with his buddies." The professor laughed so hard he could not continue with the class.

5-19-2008
Galveston Texas Woo Hoo our first day trip, Up untill now we have done errands and stuff but other than two trips to houston to take a friend to the airport and then to pick her up, we have not ventured very far from home since Mike moved down here. So, I chose galveston Island for the first trip. We finally got out of here around 10 am. I was hopeing for an earlier start but hey, sometimes it just takes a bit to get going. No problem as Galveston is only about an hour and a half or so from the house. Well thats how long it takes to get to the ferry and from the ferry. It takes about 20 minutes for the ferry ride and god only knows how long you will be in line for that ferry. Well going over the line was pretty short and I think we got on the second ferry that docked after we arrived. It was Mikes first ever car ferry ride so that was pretty cool. I have riden many many times growing up here and all. It was nice to share another first with him. We seem to have so many fi

Zodiac
Scorpio You are very dominant in bed, and you like to control your relationship in general. You are so intense in the sack that none of your partners will ever forget you. You are an amazing lover, because you like to have an equal amount of give and take. Sex matches: Cancer, Capricorn, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

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Spring Cleaning Time For Beerqueen!
Ok Folks, it is now my turn. Time for spring cleaning my friends list! There are just so many people to fish through. Most of which I don't have any contact with so what's the point you know? If you don't have any picture up YOU WILL BE DELETED. Once I have finished that task (which will take a while) I will be moving on to those that only have 1-3 pictures up. From there I think I may delete you if you don't have a salute. I like to try and think that I'm talking to someone that's REAL on this place. I need more quality time with my good friends on here. I think this is the way to start for me. Less friends = easier to find the people that matter. :) XOXO BeerQueen

Graduation
Tomorrow is graduation practice at 9am. Then Thursday at 5:15pm I will have to practice one more time and at 6pm the real thing happens. I graduate high school! WOOT WOOT!!! Leave Some Comments if you'd like. Love:Nikki

A Poem Titled :~a Love~
~A Love~ I lay here awake in my bed, Thoughts of you run through my head, I think of the night before, And it makes me love you even more, Your hands,your face,your loving embrace, Oh,how I don't ever want to leave this place, You have my heart day and night, When I'm with you it feels so right, From the first day I saw you, Oh,darling I knew,that I already loved you, Wanting and waiting to spend our lives together, With A Love that will last forever, Written By : ~CH3RR13L10US~

Britney Spears-my Perogative
[Spoken:] People can take everything away from you But they can never take away your truth But the question is Can you handle mine? They say I'm crazy I really don't care That's my prerogative They say I'm nasty But I don't give a damn Getting boys is how I live Some ask me questions Why am I so real? But they don't understand me I really don't know the deal about my sister Trying hard to make it right Not long ago Before I won this fight Everybody's talking all this stuff about me Why don't they just let me live? (Eveybody) I don't need permission, make my own decisions (Oh!) That's my prerogative That's my prerogative (It's my prerogative) It's the way that I wanna live (It's my prerogative) You can’t tell me what to do Don't get me wrong I'm really not souped Ego trips is not my thing All these strange relationships really gets me down I see nothing wrong in spreading myself around Everybody's talking all this st

Top 11 Reasons To Go To Work Naked...
Top 11 Reasons to Go to Work Naked... 11. No one ever steals your chair. 10. Gives "bad hair day" a whole new meaning. 9. Diverts attention from the fact that you also came to work drunk. 8. People stop stealing your pens after they've seen where you keep them. 7. So that -with a little help from Muzak you can add "Exotic Dancer" to your exaggerated resume. 6. You want to see if it's like the dream. 5. To stop those creepy guys in Marketing from looking down your blouse. 4. "I'd love to chip in, but I left my wallet in my pants." 3. Inventive way to finally meet that special person in Human Resources. 2. Can take advantage of computer monitor radiation to work on your tan. ... And (drum roll) the number one reason to Go To Work Naked: 1. Your boss is always yelling, "I wanna see your ass in here by 8:00!"

Just An Update Of How I Am Doing.
Well all the formal stuff is all over, now comes the time where things are gonna have to get into a new routine and all the fun stuff with acquiring a child that you really were not expecting! I am still deeply hurt that he is gone, but found a poem that really helps, and his aunts thought this is what he was trying to tell all of us. He Only Took My Hand Last night while we were trying to sleep, His voice was all we could hear We opened our eyes looked around But he did not appear. H said you've got to listen You've got to understand God didn't take me from you He only took my hand. When I called out in pain that night The instant that I died, He reached down and took my hand And pulled me to his side. He pulled me up and saved me From my misery and pain My body was hurt so badly inside I could never be the same. I love you and miss you so And I'll always be near by My body is gone forever But my spirit will never die. And so you must go on no

One Of Those Weeks
The week before memorial day weekend, and its been one of the top "one of them weeks". Locally the discount gas station went from $2.90 / gallon to $3.50 / gallon with the name brands being even more. Another announcement of some 300 jobs earning less than poverty level is coming soon to our town, A lot of people have stated to me I should write a political article lambasting politicians for ruining the lifestyles of 25% of the country ... which just happen to live around here. Personally, I have had to dig into my savings twice this week, once to replace the pump on the well for my parents or let them not have water and once to pay for the repairs to my car I asked for before the last 4 gas hikes. Hard to beleive that was only a couple of weeks ago. My publisher hounded me every day to get more revisions back to her for the novel. I wonder if she is panicking yet? In spite of her rants and raves, I managed to get to her all the information she was after and the novel w

On This Day
ON THIS DAY The bugle has sounded Its notes drift away. This time now belongs to you…. Verse: On this day for one brief moment Hear the silence fill the air. Think of those, who walked beside us; Now no longer there. Then, don’t cry, but hear their laughter For their spirit lives inside, Let the mystic stream of mem’ry Fill our hearts with pride! Make us humble, Make us knowing, And reflect on what is done… On this day For now, forever Make this nation one! On this day, For all the fallen, Make this nation one! Music and lyric by Charles Strouse © 2003 Charles Strouse Publications

~~no Going Back~~
NO GOING BACK AS I LOOK INTO MY FUTURE IT REMINDS ME OF MY PAST AND WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME THEN. IN SOME WAYS MY LIFE THEN AND MY LIFE NOW BRINGS ME BACK AND I CANNOT MOVE ON IF I KEEP STAYING IN MY PAST OR RELIVING IT.. I NEED TO LIVE MY FUTURE WITH SOME JUSTIFICATION TO WHY I SEEM TO RELIVE WHAT MY PAST HAS PUT ME THROUGH AND WHAT IT MAY DO TO ME NOW IN MY PRESENT LIFE .. I SEE THING THAT ARE NOW HAPPENING TO ME BUT ARE FROM MY PAST AND IN SOME WAY THEY SEEM TO BE BRINGING BACK THE ANGER THAT I THOUGHT I HAD LEFT BEHIND .. IS THIS WHAT I NEED IS TO RELIVE WHAT I THOUGHT I HAD PUT BEHIND ME OR CAN IT BE THAT SOME SORT OF TEST IS BEING PLAYED ON ME AND I AM FAILING MISERABLY.. WHAT IF I DIED WHAT WOULD THEY SAY ON MY TOMB : HERE LIES PAULINE SHE LIVED A MISERABLE YET SOMETIMES HAPPY LIFE WHAT WOULD MY FAMILY/FRIENDS SAY IF I LEFT THEM SO SUDDEN.. WELL THEN I WOULD HAVE LIVED A SHORT LIFE FOR THOSE THAT REALLY DID LOVE AND CARE ABOUT

A Poem....
All alone in my room and when I think of you A certain stiffness comes upon me what ever am I to do? Should I take the problem in hand? Or do I need to think it thru? I Think about those sexy curves I know exactly what to do I close my eyes, it's heated, in a minute I'll be thru a little slice of heaven, all because of YOU..Kisses

Me...?.......a Mother, Huh?! Kick Ass
Daegon is such a nice boy. My boy is going to be sweet too. Well...if I have a boy! I'm so hopin for one!!!! My own little guy! My family members often talk about the labour and how "scary it is" and how "it's goign to hurt like hell" and that I "shouldn't panic or else..." I probably will panic and it will most liekly hurt....so shut the fuck up guys! I got this! Sometimes I really crave for a cigarette....maybe a stiff shot of jack.... BUT, that's all going to wait! This woman i know was right hammered drunk when she was carrying her child at one month or so.....HAH, I mean, "it is only the brain and spinal cord that is developing" Fucking retard! Crap, well..gotta cut this short! I have got to go!

Im A Provider
provider. you like that they provide the security and luxury while all you have to do is enjoy it. because spoiling you is what make them happy. they love to show you off and to make you happy. they work hard play hard and fall in love hard. they would walk to the end of the earth for you. tresure this love! Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

Show Them Love:)
bratt@ CherryTAPCricket says Lv Me a voice comment please :)@ CherryTAPApril Marie ♥I'm SO kickass♥I'd be jealous too if I were you...@ CherryTAP Happy_Eyes@ CherryTAPkrazy bitch@ CherryTAPREAD MY PROFILE BEFORE YOU COMMENT@ CherryTAP ~*♥ Lorie ™ ♥ *~ [My name is NOT "hey sexy"]@ CherryTAPPrincess@ CherryTAPDJ Ms. D @ Club Vamped *Mrs. to FireFighter6681 aka Dalton/Stick Man/4th Horseman*@ CherryTAP these ladies are most exceptional and I think you should show them some love too....:D they are all very special to me...and I generally don't like women, but these select few are strong minded individuals with style and class not to mention all are beautiful inside and out!!! I love them all :) xoxo Thank you ladies for being so awesome!!!

The Flooding Of Memories
i heard a song today by trace adkins.as i listened things began to happen.the song is arlington.i began to see things as i listened,at first it was just uniforms ,jets ,things like that.suddenly i felt rain on me and i saw plants everywhere.my mind began to go back in time,taking my soul with it.befire i knew what was happening i was back in nam.my first flashback in over 30 years.it was as though i was watching it all but protected by an unseen force field. before i continue let me give you a little back ground.the song arlington is about arlington national cemetary.its a military honor burrial cemetary.soldier who have given the supreme sacrifice are burried there as well as ones that were given the highest honorsd and earned their place amoung the war heros as well as our presidents.the other back ground is ive suffered long term memory loss due to an incident just weeks ago.till now, had no recolection of my time prior to just weeks before. now i found myself amoung my men and my

Concussion
the thing I hate most about today would have to be one thing. I have a concussion. Not from wrestling either. I'm quitting drugs so my body's going insane inside. I blacked out and smashed my head on the coffee table resulting in my mom rushing me into the hospital. It's actually kind of embarrassing to think about now.

Please Help Him Out Ill Make It Worth Your Time, Wink.
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o mI rated you and fanned as well, if you would like I would love for you to come by my page and leave me some love as well. Rate me, fan me and leave me a friend request if you like. I hope you have a kick ass day and welcome to CHERRY TAP!!!

Lovin A Gangster
Lovin a Gangster Lovin a gangster is so hard 2 do it's like your lovin them n hoping they love you 2, coming home late everynite, waking up the next day, then your out of my site, i cant go thru this cuz your breaking my heart, sometimes it feels like we're torn apart, you say you love me, but those are jus words, you never really showed me how much you cared, i wish you could open your eyes and see how much of my love i gave you, but you say your a gangster, and your down for your hood, but your nothin to me but a stranger that's not even down for his lady, you see where this is goin, i thought we were meant to be, but this is how love goes wen your in love with a gangster.

Road Trip
I will be leaving San Francisco CA and driving to St Petersburg FL this summer. I will leave June 16, and arrive 1 July. I would love to hear from everyone, giving me ideas on my trip. Where should I stop, what should I do, and where should I eat. I want to hear what I should pack, who I can stop by and see, and who wants to ride with me? Please feel free to leave all comments and suggestions!

Jungle Boogey!!
Iunno....I have that DAMNED song stuck in my head right now....Ryan got off the plan bout half an hour ago. YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!! Lemme alone, I've missed my lil brother. I don't give a damn if he's taller then me.....and I still will say this...ANYONE tries to corrupt my lil brother or hurt him or anything....I'LL WHOOP YOUR ASS!!! No touchy my brother. no no no no no no no no no. He's starting real high school next year. I'm so proud of him. He's gunan be an actual sophomore. Not just be in special ed and get a certificate of attendance...he's going to get a diploma...this is the first time in a loooooooooooooooooong time that theres any chance that Ryan will lead a normal life. I'm so happy and proud of him. I know he'll make it...hell..he'll probably be an executive and I'll be working for him later in life. If that happens, atleast I know I wont get screwed over by my boss. He's going through puberty now...so he's actually started getting interested in girls...but he's still behi

Into The Darkness
I awoke in complete darkness, with only the sound of little feat of mice or rats scattering across the cold hard floor I feel under my lifeless body. How I got here is a mystery even to me, even more of a mystery is who I am. From my perspective of time I feel like I might have been lying here for three or four days, but it could most likely be less. I have no memory of anything before this moment. I cannot move or even feel the sensation of anything beyond my torso. “Are you awake my childe?”, comes a whisper from above. I cannot come up with the strength to clench my teeth let alone try to speak. “I pray the rodents haven’t drove you to insanity”, no longer a whisper but rather a deep low voice, mesmerizing. I feel pressure on my chest, pressing down. “The heart still beats, I can only imagine how hungry you must be my friend.” Hungry? Yes, I have been very hungry. “I’m sorry I couldn’t have come to you sooner, but these are dangerous times and I couldn’t risk endangering either of

Where The Fuck Is Freaky
I am wasting my drunk on fucking line. What the fuck you ask Its fuckin Freaky. This mother fucker,Iam not allowed out unattended soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo, he is at wendys what a slut.Squirrel said he was a slut Ijust agree. Dude fuck. I am drunk I am on the fuckin computer I must suck !!!! When did this Happen

Don't You Just Love Losers?
I started recieving perverted messages from some guy, I kindly told him I wasn't a slut yet he continued sending me these messages so this is the outcome (read from the bottom up): ->knowom: Slut? I'm not the one sending somebody sleezy messages, get a life asshole. knowom: well whatever slut bye ->knowom: No. I am just not a fucking whore. knowom: wow your a up tight prude ->knowom: If you dont fucking stop I will block you, I dont give a fuck how hard your dick is. You are lucky I am no where near you i'd chop the damn thing off. knowom: my dick is so hard right now I bet your pussy is really tight I'm a prude because I wont cyber with some asshole? Wow, some people need to get a life.

P.o.w. By Alicia Keys
THE FOLLOWING IS A POEM FROM "TEARS FOR WATER, SONGBOOK OF POEMS AND LYRICS" BY ALICIA KEYS AND IS A POEM I LOVE AND UNDERSTAND. I'M A PRISONER OF WORDS UNSAID JUST LONELY FEELINGS LOCKED AWAY IN MY HEAD I TRAP MYSELF FURTHER EVERY TIME I STAY QUIET I SHOULD START TO SPEAK BUT I STOP AND STAY SILENT AND NOW I'VE MADE MY OWN HARD BED INSIDE A PRISON OF WORDS UNSAID I AM A P.O.W. NOT A PRISONER OF WAR A PRISONER OF WORDS I'M A FIGHTER YET ONLY A PUPPET MOSTLY I ONLY SAY WHAT YOU WANNA HEAR COULD YOU TAKE IT IF I CAME CLEAR? OR WOULD YOU RATHER SEE ME STONED ON A DRUG OF COMPLACENCY AND COMPROMISE M.I.A. I GUESS THAT'S WHAT I AM SCRAPING THIS COLD EARTH FOR A PIECE OF MYSELF FOR PEACE IN MYSELF I'D BE EASIER IF YOU PUT ME IN JAIL IF YOU LOCKED ME AWAY I'D HAVE SOMEONE TO BLAME BUT THESE BARS OF STEEL ARE OF MY MAKING THEY SURROUND MY MIND AND HAVE ME SHAKING MY HANDS ARE CUFFED BEHIND MY BACK I'M A PRISONER OF THE WORST KIND, IN FACT A PRISONER O

Silly Bar Joke
I couldn't help but share this. All the "so-and-so just walked into the bar" notifications on the tab reminded me of a line from The Crow. "Jesus Christ walks into a bar. He holds up 3 nails and asks, can you put me up for the night?" I might have worded it slightly wrong. No offense meant to anyone, it just popped into my head, and with a brain that works kinda like google you never know what psychobabble I'm gonna come out with next. That was such an awesome movie. I remember the first time I saw it was at the drive in (yes, I actually watch the movies at the drive in, and yes, drive ins still exist) in the pouring rain. Perfect atmosphere.

Kevin S. The A- Hole.
So I found out today that this guy Kevin got a free peice of ass from me... because he was acting like I owed him to spend every waking moment with him after that... damn he was srung off this. Oh well, jerk got to keep a free movie I left over there. You leave yourself open to the world and it spits in your eye. Screw it. I'm still SEXY AS HELL!

What Mix Drink R U?
What type of mixed drink are you?Long Island Ice TeaYou love to party, and sometimes get knocked on your ass. You crave adventure. You enjoy life and can't wait to see what happens next.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Politics
Okay, well I'm not very political or anything, but I figured what the hell, lets start this out good. So here goes, here's my big political statement of the year. Kevorkian is out of jail....How cool is that? There I did it! I said it and fulfilled my duty. Should I run for president now? lol On another note (non political - I hope) I probably should start this off with a introduction, but I'm thinking I won't. How boring would that be.. To satisfy all you "intro people" though I will give you this: Loads of kids, loads of companion pets, from Alaska, I've lived in Michigan, now live in South Carolina, was married once, been in a long term relationship for 10 years, going to college full time, I love knitting, reading, camping, fishing, and hockey. Oh, yea, and few things I won't mention here *w* Well that's that. Oh, and I have 3 tats. Pixie

1st Round Of Scum More To Come
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Am I Worth It?
Sometimes she puts up walls... Not to keep people out... But to see who cares enough to break them down... Every now and then She starts to run away... Not because she wants to be set free... but because shes scared... wants to know if shes worth chasing down

Best Children On Ct Contest!
Best Children On CT Contest! I need pics of More then 1 child for my Children Contest! 1st Kids Pic is..... with 1 comments! 2nd Kids Pic is...... with 1 comments! Can be other Family members with your child in pic is fine! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! Comments + Rates = Total 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 5/26 thur 6/1 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

Blah...fucking...blah
Yeah, dammit, it's that fuckin time again...It's been one of those days, and I'm pissed. First off, to the females who constantly look down their nose at me because they think they look better, or they're skinny and I'm not, or they THINK they can take my man...I got news for you honey. I...DON'T...GIVE...A...F-U-C-K. You are MORE than welcome to try to take him, but I can mothafuckin guarantee you that he don't want your slutty ass, so don't waste your time. For those of you who ARE smaller than me, again: I DON'T GIVE A FUCK. I LIKE MY BODY JUST THE WAY IT IS. FUCK YOU SKINNY, ANOREXIC, NO-EATIN, RIB-STICKIN-OUT HOES. I'D RATHER WEIGH FIVE HUNDRED POUNDS THAN HAVE A BONY ASS. And another thing, you may be pretty on the outside, but you've probably got the worst attitude on the fucking planet, so get your head out of your ass and look around. This world doesn't revolve around you and your hip bones...SO THERE. Second...Guys..NOOOOO, I DO NOT CARE TO SEE YOUR COCK PICS...I get al

Phone Support
I realize what I am about to tell you will not fly, as we are all supposed to be considerate, but there is an issue here: Tell 'me that you will have to put him/her on hold, to find someone who can communicate with him, as you cannot understand him. Then tell your boss that he/she is un-integrable. Now, and this is rude, I would be tempted to tell the person that you cannot proceed with business until they get someone on the phone who can speak English. Or the company finds someone who can speak the other language. Here is the rub, I am all in favor of learning another language. But here in the US it would by culture be English and Spanish. To expect you to speak all the languages of the world is "nuts" and beyond reason. If that is a requirement for the job they had better be ready to shell out 300K a year and be ready to be told to "fuck off" at any time. If you have those kind of language skills you will not be working at some phone center. You aren't by the way doing phone ba

Ex's 92 Yr Old Grandfather
I found out today that the ex's almost 92 year old grandfather fell and broke his hip. That actually worries me. The grandparents live alone in their home but close to the oldest child.(less than 1/2 mile. I really don't know if he will survive surgery. He has a bad heart and all. No matter what went wrong with my ex, I still care about his grand parents. I pray that the grand father will be ok.

Do You Believe In God?
Was sitting here reading a blog I did about Angels. Made me think back to when I was probably 6 or 7 and something really strange happened to me. When I was little I was forever getting ear aches. I remember one time it was really bad and my sister who at that time belonged to the Mormon Church suggested to my mother that she call and talk to the elders. So, my mother, probably at her wits end from my crying, decided to try anything. I remember her calling the church but I remember nothing after that. My mother said I had fallen asleep on the couch. Said she knew my ear was still hurting because I continued to cry in my sleep. She said the church had sent 4 elders to the house and they each laid a hand on my head and said a prayer. They told my mother that when I woke up I would be fine and that I would never have another ear ache again. When I woke up my mother asked me how I was. She said I told her I was fine and that my ear ache was gone. I never had another

Does Thimerosal (mercury) In Vaccines Cause Autism? The "vaccine Court" Will Decide!
According to Arthur Allen, a blogger for Slate.com, In June, the U.S. Federal Claims Court, across Lafayette Square from the White House, will begin hearings on 4,800 claims filed by parents of children on the autism spectrum who think that the government's vaccine program caused their children's disorders. The events to take place starting on June 11th will center around a single test case, Cedillo vs. The Secretary of Health and Human Services. That case will be accessible to the public; in-person visitors and those who wish to listen by phone should email in advance. A recent update on the case explains just how to request access. This case has been in process for more than five years - with discoveries totaling hundreds of thousands of pages of documentation from the government and other sources. The "Special Masters" who will conduct the case requested that at least three test cases be made ready for the court date - yet at this point only one is ready. The Special Ma

Hello Again...june6th 2007ad.
Sure is A gorgeous day here in my mind LookN out!!.."Sun" its a gettN hot,summer a knockN and there goes the clock..Ready 2 Rock!! yep I'm psyched here in Detroit,Mi. USA.. Music thing Babyy..Music thing..well have fun and to those whom drive...Dont Drink&drive ..thnx

Hormones
Hormones The Hormone Hostage knows that there are days in the month when all a man has to do is open his mouth and he takes his very life into his own hands! This is a handy guide that should be as common as a driver's license in the wallet of every husband, boyfriend, or significant other!! DANGEROUS: What's for dinner? SAFER: Can I help you with dinner? SAFEST: Where would you like to go for dinner? ULTRASAFE: Here, have some chocolate. DANGEROUS: Are you wearing that? SAFER: Gee, you look good in brown. SAFEST: WOW! Look at you! ULTRASAFE: Here, have some chocolate. DANGEROUS: What are you so worked up about? SAFER: What did I do wrong? SAFEST: Here's fifty dollars. ULTRASAFE: Here, have some chocolate. DANGEROUS: Shoul! d you be eating that? SAFER: You know, there are a lot of apples left. SAFEST: Can I get you a glass of wine with that? ULTRASAFE: Here, have some chocolate. DANGEROUS: What did you do all day? SAFER: I hope you didn't overdo it to

Help Honor Our American Troops!
Check out the site: WWW.HonoringAmericanTroops.COM This is a great tribute site to the troops! My boyfriend Steve maintains it and the both of us would be honored to add any military personel to the site. So if you know someone in the military, please email Steve at HonoringTroops@aol.com Thanks and much love, Marie & Steve

Watching The Rain.
Sitting here listening an watching the rain fall steady, it reminds me of what a peaceful world this can be , as long as we hear out what mothernature has to say an offer.I sure feel a positive surge of energy going through my body when i'am in touch with nature. It makes me respect my whole surrounding's an myself even more. I forget about so called procress in today's world an see mankind greed destroying our wonderful mothernature, even thou we depend on her for our survival, I just hope an pray that we'll all take the time an show more respect to our for most needed mother, thanks!

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"A World Gone Mad" Yeah… Can someone tell me where it all went wrong? Where the world finally lost it. When it became cool to say "Nigga" and not think twice about where it came from. When it became cool to try and be "ghetto." To try and strive to be…poor. To live back in a time where one man was hell bent on an Aryan nation, dividing families and forcing them into disease ridden conditions. But…I'm sorry. I forgot. Its bad ass to be a drug dealer…making all this money and still being…poor. Living off welfare checks and driving a Jaguar. Being up on the latest fashion, dripping in gold…no wonder why you live in the ghetto. And I walk down the street, past 14 year olds with babies… Past guys in ugly ass dropped down suped up Honda Civics. Hey…guess what? Your car is still a piece of shit. Hey, guess what? I'm not the type of chick you can fuck for a night. Whispering the "Baby, I love you's" and the "I'll always be there's." Brainwashing me into believe that I'm mo

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SHOW WAS BASED ON THE DAY OF 9/11 , A DAY , WE ALL WILL NEVER FORGET . LIKE YESTERDAY , AS I WATCHED , I SAID WE WILL NEVER FOR GET THAT DAY . THE DAY SO , SO MANY LOST THEIR BROTHERS , SISTERS , HUSBANDS , WIFES , AND THE LIST GOES ON . THAT DAY , ALL AROUND THE WORLD ALL BANNED TOGETHER , WAS THEIR FOR EACH OTHER , I LOOK NOW ITS NOT THE SAME , WHY CAN'T ANY OF US , TAKE 1 SEC OUT OF WHAT WE DO AND TELL A FRIEND , MISSED YOU , LOVE YOU , GIVE A HUG , ARE WE THAT SO INTO OUR SELVES WE FORGET THE LIL THINGS THAT ARE IMPORTANT , IF I HAD PLEASE FORGIVE ME BECAUSE YOU ITS MATERS TO ME . HUGS & LOVE BREW

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I’ve spent my entire life talking about religion. I’ve frequently barked at the least deserving friends lately. I was taught that faith has three steps, no matter what the religion of choice may be. First, there is imitation; we are brought to Church, Temple, Mosque, Meeting Center by a parent or role model. We do not know what’s going on. We watch them and listen (sometimes) to the big voice at the head of the building. We whisper because we are told to—though I think we all remember that need to shrill out one note or another in church just to get that wonderful bubbly feeling of our own voice bouncing back at us. In the second stage of faith, we make our religious practice, in a sense, our own. We go to church, because it is what we do. We learn stories and memorize prayers. We whisper in church because we have learned that we are in the presence of something greater. Then there is the last stage of faith. Understanding why we pray. Underst

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A WISH FOR THE DAYS OF A THOUSAND YEARS PAST. WHEN I WAS A YOUNG LORD AND MASTER, OF MY OWN PIECE OF THE WASTE LANDS. A WARLOCK WHO'S MAGIC WAS STRONG. TO WALK IN AND OUT OF THE GATES OF HELL OR HEAVEN AT MY LEASER. TO RIDE THE BLACK ARMORED STEED TO THE PLACE OF MILK AND HONEY. TO HAVE MY SLAVES, MINIONS AND COHORTS . THE FORGOTTEN, THE OUTCAST OF OUTCAST. THE DIVINE AND THE DEMENTED. THE STRENGTHENING, OF MY MIND , HEART AND SOUL, THE LIGHT AND DARKNESS FROM WITHIN IN PERFECT BALANCE. THE SACRIFICIAL FLESH GIVEN TO ME WILLING LEE, TO HAVE IN ANYWAY I SO WISHED TO HAVE. THE FOLLOWING THE BECOMING OF A CLAN, A COVEN. THE TAKING OF THE LADY TO BE MY QUEEN, MY FIRST SLAVE. HER POWER WAS UNMATCHED AMONG OUR LEGIONS OF THE DAMNED. NONE CHALLENGED HER. EXCEPT FOR ME. THE BINDING, THE LASHING, THE CUTTING OF SILK AND LEATHER. A DAGGER RAZOR SHARP, ONE OF MY TOYS. THE TASTE OF FLESH AND BLOOD. THE ESSENCE OF LIFE THE ROARING FIRE WITH IN OUR CHAMBER OF SLUMBER

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Why Halloween is Better than Your Sex Life: 10. You are guaranteed to get at least a little something in the sack. 9. If you get tired, you can wait 10 minutes and go at it again. 8. The uglier you look, the easier it is to get some. 7. You don't have to compliment the person who gives you to me. 6. It's O.K. when the person you're with fantasizes you're someone else, because you are. 5. Forty years from now you'll still enjoy candy. 4. If you don't like what you get, you can always go next door. 3. It doesn't matter if the kids hear you moaning and groaning. 2. Less guilt the morning after. 1. You can do the whole neighborhood

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I HAVE NO IDEAS WHO YOU ARE...NOR DO I CARE! BUT IF YOUR THAT JEALOUS THAT YOU NEED TO KEEP REPORTING MY PICTURES AS NSFW THEN STAY THE HELL OFF MY PAGE! GET A LIFE, OR A JOB, OR A HOBBY, BUT QUIT REPORTING MY PICS AS NSFW CUZ YOUR LOOKING LIKE AN ASSHOLE RIGHT ABOUT NOW!

Nightmares
Nightmares You may wonder why I have such an interest in my stories. My experiences came at a young age. Nightmares at best, but occurrences that leave a child of 7 questioning. This is my story. The summer was great for a kid at my age. Playing with my friends, planning a camping trip to the Grand Canyon. Awaiting the arrival of my Aunt and Uncle and their kids, coming up from San Diego. I knew I was destined for the couch in the living room, but I didn't mind. Its been almost a year since my Grandfather had passed, 2 days after my 6th birthday. July was fast approaching and I had mixed feelings of emotion. Sad that my Grandfather was gone, but happy because of the events soon to unfold. Or so I thought. My first night on the couch was of nothing unusual. For a house filled with people, the silence was unnerving. I settled down on the couch for the night, snuggled in under the covers and began to drift off to sleep. A few hours later I was awoken with a star

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I've spent most of my life looking back at events that have pasted me by and I often wonder why did I do this, or think I should have done this different, and maybe I wouldn't be in the perdictment I'm in. Don't get me wrong things are going good but they aren't great. Could always be better. I sit here writing this often times wondering about plans that I have if they will ever come to fruition. If the big heart that i'm so passionately famous for will ever have a true owner. These things sometimes keep me awake at night because I don't like not knowing. I don't feel that i'm a control freak. But to be honest, the idea of not knowing whats around the corner can and often does scare the hell out of me. For the past six years i've played online video games because I enjoyed playing video games since I was a kid. And I will admit, having played the game there are some things I wouldn't change and somethings I would. I've made a ton of friends who to this day I consider somewh

Water Please
You ever make a decission that you regret? And we always say, "no regrets". I finally have one. Where I do regret a decission I made. I elected this year to eleviate a little extra BS from my life this year by turning over the Tuesday night softball team that I have been on for 16 years to a friend. I basically got sick of all the running around to get money and signatures. And then worry about who was going to be there and who was not. And we pretty much have the same team as we did last year. Less one player who does not play every week, only when deemed needed. Last nigt, I have to say that I suffered through the most disgusting loss in a softball game in my 20+ years of playing the sport. It is not like we were out hit. Or even out played. We were just pretty much dumb. I guess when they say a team takes on the personality of their manager. It is true. Because we are probably the nicest group of idiots you could ever imagine. So through some bad positioning dec

Blah
How boring. I am so bored that I want to type on someone’s face with an old-fashioned typewriter. The ones that chop through the paper and ding when you reach the margin or whatever. I just want to roll someone’s face down in there and type away. I could type words like endometriosis or rugged scoliosis. Maybe I might want to type words like culminated crisis or desecrated vices. Either way they would be words typed into someone’s FACE!!!!!!!!! They could walk around wearing polyester pajamas and the words I chose to type in their FACE!!!!!!!! Maybe people would stare, maybe they'd point, maybe they'd laugh, maybe they'd disappoint, still there would be words typed in someone’s FACE!!!!!!! If I typed hard enough the ink may wash off only to find that it left permanent scars so the words would become one with their face and they could live with it for the rest of their lives screaming out to castrated concubines with cucumber nipple covers and copulating mineral salt o

Vince Mcmahon’s Hoax Goes Up In Smoke
Vince McMahon’s hoax goes up in smoke BY RORY SWEENEY WILKES-BARRE TWP. – Did Vince McMahon, who’s bluffed and blustered his way into the ringmaster’s role of the testosterone-fueled soap opera that is professional wrestling, really fall for the old bomb-in-the-limo trick? Though World Wrestling Entertainment would have you believe otherwise, the answer is no. “No one was in any danger,” said Steve Poremba of Monday night’s WWE RAW spectacle at the Wachovia Arena, though he would not elaborate until WWE had sent out a news release. Despite articles on the wrestling federation’s Web site that firefighters and federal agents are investigating, workers at the Luzerne County 911 Center confirmed that it was “a stunt” and that no emergency vehicles were called to the arena on Monday night. FBI officials have not yet returned a call. But fans from across the country have been contacting local media to confirm reports that McMahon, the chairman of the board of WWE, was blown up in a fiery l

My Heart
I saw your eyes It skipped I saw you smile It headed your way I hear you laugh It inched closer You said my name It moved a foot Your lips touched mine It jumped You held me tight I felt it stop From that moment My heart was yours

Hurt Is Good For The Soul
Current mood: PISSED OFF & FEELING FINE I see you, I feel you, and you are so near. I taste, smell, and hear you. You are right here. In front of me I look, and see only what I see. I love you with all my heart, but this is no good for me. You are so cute; in you're on special way. You are with me, and yet you are so far, far, far away. Why? Don't be so sweet; don't be so kind, you are only going to leave me far, far behind. As you give me a huge hug with your sweet warm embrace, I can't help but to wonder, why you have that beautiful look upon your face? I want to be with you and yet I don't. I shall not kiss you, I shall not want. I don't want to feel pain, I don't want the rejection, I only want to love and I can't keep guessing. Is that wrong? To me it is a waste; to me you are a disgrace. I love it when you kiss me I never want to wait. You only try to be nice, it isn't always right, but little do you know, You are slashing pieces into my beautiful heart.

Believed Me;if All Those Endearing Young Charms*
Believed Me,If all those endearing young charms, Which I gazed fondly today, Were to change by tommorow and fleet in my arms like fairy gifts fading away... Though wouldst be adore as this moment thou art; Let thy Loveliness fade as it will; And around the dear ruin each wish of my Heart would entwine itself verdantly still... It is not while Beauty and Youth are thine own, And thy cheeks unprofaned by tears; That the fervor of Faith and Soul can be known, To which time will,but make thee more Dear... NO;the Hearts that has truly Loved Never forget But as Truly Loved on the closed, As the Sunflower turns on her Gods when he sets; The same looks which she turned when he rosed...

I'm Here!
Well, it's 3 am and I'm awake... I'm still thinking of heading to bed here shortly, but I hate laying there in bed, staring at the walls. Anywho, I came across this site earlier this evening and ya know what I think I like it better than myspace, I think I'll fit in here just fine. I think I'm gonna hang out here a lil bit and kind of push buttons and see what they do and go from there... Looking forward to making new friends and having fun with all of you here! Jo!

I Didnt Forget!
EVERYONE that sent me a birthday gift.. mail or comment I WILL say thank you to each and everyone! I recieved over 170 some gifts within 2 days and at least 300 profile comments. I love you all I have never felt more welcome and loved ! You all ROCK!!

Faith
One day a 6 year old was sitting in a classroom. The teacher was going to explain evolution to the children. The teacher asked a little boy: TEACHER: Tommy do you see the tree outside? TOMMY: Yes. TEACHER: Tommy, do you see the grass outside? TOMMY: Yes. TEACHER: Go outside and look up and see if you can see the sky. TOMMY: Okay. (He returned a few minutes later) Yes, I saw the sky. TEACHER: Did you see God? TOMMY: No. TEACHER: That's my point. We can't see God because he isn't there. He just doesn't exist. A little girl spoke up and wanted to ask the boy some questions. The teacher agreed and the little girl asked the boy: LITTLE GIRL: Tommy, do you see the tree outside? TOMMY: Yes LITTLE GIRL: Tommy do you see the grass outside? TOMMY: Yessssss! LITTLE GIRL: Did you see the sky? TOMMY: Yessssss! LITTLE GIRL: Tommy, do you see the teacher? TOMMY: Yes. LITTLE GIRL: Do you see her brain? TOMMY: No. LITTLE GIRL: Then according to what we were taught today i

When U Cant Get Him Off Ur Mind
I GUESS IM WRITIN THIS BECAUE THEIRS THIS MAN I MET ON HERE AND I TALK TO HIM EVERY TIME I CAN BUT HES CHERRY MARRIED AND IM KINDA A SPOILED PERSON I DONT WANNA SHARE HIM.I WANT TO BE A PART OF HIS LIFE MY THOUGHTS ARE OF HIM EVERY TIME I TURN AROUND IM THINKIN OF HO HIS WORDS MAKE ME FEEL LIKE ITHEIR ISNT ANOTHER WOMAN ON EARTH EXCEPT ME I JUST WISH I HAD THE GUTS TO TELL HIM THT IVE FELT THIS WAY SINCE THE FIRST TIME I TALKED TO HIM.HE SEXY SWEET AND HE HAS THIS AWESOME BODY WITH SOME SEXY ASS TATS ONE DAY ILL MAKE HIM MINE AND WHEN THAT DAY COMES ILL BE HAPPY TILL THEN ILL SPEND MY DAYS GETTIN TO KNOW HIM BETTER.MUAZ BABY HOPEFULLY YOULL FIGURE OUT THIS IS BOUT YOU

What Else Can Go Wrong?
well m y new aqpartment just bout ready for me to move into,if only that damn xhubby of my would just send me the childsupport he said he was sendin out for the last 2 weeks.i think he keeps liein to me so he can try to t ake my 16 yr old daughter.....news flash he wont be gettin her.looks like after bein married to me for 20 yrs he would kno that i will fight with everything i have for my kids.i been in tough spots before and look here i am still standin and goin strong so i kno ill make it just fine.ill manage somehow i always do and im the one that laughin when it all blows up in the kids dad face....but damn im tired of all this bad luck im havin i need someoen to send me some good luck for a change....like the sayin says when the goin gets t ough the tough gets goin ...yeah thats me i guess.....i went threw years of gettin the hell beat outta me and his cheatin so i kno im tough and i kno i can make it i always do.now i have my great n eice to take care of for a lil while due to

Jeff Gordon To Appear
JEFF GORDON TO VISIT PITTSBURGH A one hour Question and Answer session with Jeff Gordon will be part of a day long racing event to be held at the Waterfront complex in the Pittsburgh suburb of Homestead. (Pittsburgh, PA June 22, 2007) – NASCAR driver and four time series champion, Jeff Gordon along with his #24 Nicorette sponsored race car will be at the First Commonwealth Bank, located in the Waterfront complex in Homestead on Tuesday July 10, 2007. This appearance is part of an all day event. Jeff is scheduled to be on stage from Noon till 1 PM. This is an off track VIP experience for members of the Official NASCAR Members Club (ONMC) as they will be given choice locations in front of the stage. Members will need to register at the ONMC table beginning at 10 AM. The table will be located in the lot next to the First Commonwealth Bank. Jeff will not be signing autographs at this event. The First Commonwealth Bank will be giving away a trip to the September NASCAR Race at Dov

Lookin 4 Kewl People 2 Join The Staff Of "guilty Pleasures"
Your Latenight Place to Party!!! Click the tag below and come check us out! The Hottest New Lounge on Tap! Come on what r u waiting 4... Lets get a party started. Everyone is welcome. We Proudly serve Budweiser CONTACT ME OR MICKI ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~CT Wife 2 Achilles & Kurrupt. "Owner of Guilty Pleasures@ CherryTAP

New Member
WELCOME THE NEW MEMBER PLZ AL ~Jody's Family~@ CherryTAP badazzvirgo@ CherryTAP Sweetdaddy_k...~~The Round Table Bombers~~ (CT husband to butterfly6976)@ CherryTAP *NiN@*@ CherryTAP †R4v3Ns† BroKeN WiNgS ShAll NeVeR FLy†@ CherryTAP "BBW WORSHIPER! " (CT hubby of Cate 45647)@ CherryTAP

A Submissive's Prayer
I found this today, and wanted to share.... the submissive's prayer ~Unknown Author Allow me the strength to answer questions I can't fathom. Allow me the spirit to know His needs. Allow me the kindness to choke back retorts. Allow me the serenity to serve Him in peace. Allow me the love to show Him myself. Allow me the tenderness to comfort Him. Allow me the light to show us the way. Allow me the wisdom to be an asset to Him. Let me be able to show Him each day my love of my service to Him. Let me open myself up to completely belong to Him. Let my eyes show Him the same respect, rather I sit at his side, or kneel at his feet. Let me accept my punishment with the grace of a woman. Let me learn to please Him, beyond myself. Grant me the power to give myself to Him completely. Give me the strength to please us both. Permit me to love myself, in loving Him. Allow me the peace of serving Him. For it is my grea

What I Love About You
What I Love About You I love the way you look at me, Your eyes so bright and blue. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so soft and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, And the ways you show you care. I love the way you say, "I Love You," And the way you're always there. I love the way you touch me, Always sending chills down my spine. I love that you are with me, And glad that you are mine.

Cupid's Arrow Brings You Love...for Me, Just A Piercing Pain...
Here I am, once again... With this heavy heart, And this pain has become my mainstay... Now through these tears I try to see, The beauty that is around me... But it's so hard to focus with these tear stained, bloodshot eyes... I try to sift through my mind's eye, Looking for some happy memories.. But without your strength to guide me, I feel as though all hope's about to die I can't seem to escape, this paint-slapped covered canvas... And I can't help but laugh at the people, That I know I'll never be.. With all their lives...pretty pictures They say Love isn't love... Until you give it away, Well I've given about all that I can give And with each broken heart, I lose a bit of me... And I'm not sure if what I have now... Will let me survive So here I am, once again Tainted by love's painful stain, Pulling Cupid's arrow from my heart.. Crucifying another love, and sending it off again

You Have To Watch This , Please So Important
Subject: Pray for this baby PLEASE go to this web site and view the video, and then prayer for this child and his family with all you have in you. and thank God for all that you do have. God Bless, I love you, momma/Pat http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=2034427268 DeleteReplyForwardSpamMove...

Sometimes My Slave Heart
Sometimes I look and see nothing but light Sometimes I look and see nothing but darkness My heart is the same in either place Sometimes I fear what I am, what I want Sometimes I know what I am, what I can not have My heart knows both emotions and accepts Sometimes I think I can not let it in. I am too afraid. Sometimes I know that it is not time for me. Sometimes my heart can not decide Sometimes I feel the rain and know my Master is on the way Sometimes I feel the sun and know that I am alone Sometimes my heart cries Sometimes I am strong Sometimes I am weak Sometimes my slave heart is worn on my sleeve

R.i.p. The Benoit Family
STAMFORD, Conn., June 25, 2007 – World Wrestling Entertainment was informed today by authorities in Fayetteville County, Ga., that WWE Superstar Chris Benoit, his wife, Nancy, and his son were found dead in their home. Authorities are investigating, but no other details are available at this time. Instead of its announced programming for tonight on USA Network, WWE will air a three-hour tribute to Chris Benoit. Chris was beloved among his fellow Superstars, and was a favorite among WWE fans for his unbelievable athleticism and wrestling ability. He always took great pride in his performance, and always showed respect for the business he loved, for his peers and towards his fans. This is a terrible tragedy and an unbearable loss. WWE extends its sincere condolences and prayers to the Benoit family and loved ones in this time of tragedy. Additional information on World Wrestling Entertainment, Inc. can be found at wwe.com and corporate.wwe.com. For our global activities, go to www.wwe.co

Can't You See? Don't You Care?
Can't you see? Don't you care I want to die? Don't you listen? Can't you hear My silent cry? Won't you turn? Can't you hold Me to your heart? Are you afraid of what might follow Once you start? Would you rather not believe I'm in such pain That all your sense and good advice Must be in vain? Would you rather tell yourself I'll be OK, And all this adolescent angst Will go away? Ah! Would I also swim across This lake alone! But if you cannot swim with me, I know I'll drown.

The Rest Of Part Of The Benoit Story
"There was a lot of prescription medication that he had received from doctors with what we believed to be at this time legal prescriptions," said Lt. Tommy Pope of the Fayette County Sheriff's Department. Authorities found the pro wrestler dead in the basement, hanging from the pulley of a weight machine. He died sometime late Saturday or Sunday, Ballard said. "In a community like this, it's bizarre just to have a murder suicide -- certainly involving the death of a 7-year-old child," Ballard said. Nancy Benoit filed for a divorce in May 2003, saying their three-year union was irrevocably broken and alleging "cruel treatment." But she later dropped the complaint, as well as a request for a restraining order in which she charged that Benoit had threatened her and had broken furniture in their home. In the divorce filing, she said Benoit made more than $500,000 a year as a professional wrestler and asked for permanent custody of Daniel and child support. In his response, Beno

What Makes A Great Guitarist Great?
In the next month I will be writing about our rock heros, Case in point-Guitar gods! What makes a guitar player great? Is it flying through scales? Is it "tapping?' Personally, I think nearly everyone contributes. I feel a guitarist isn't really better than the next. It's their performance, if it sounds good, feels good, it usually IS good. BUT, once in a while there comes along one that kinda stands out for whatever reason. One way or another, they leave their "mark" in the music industry and that gives us all the memories we all like to talk about for years to come. Would'nt you agree?

Trying To Get To Cherry Lover.....please Help Me Out!
I'm about 11,500 from leveling to cherry lover. I'd appreciate any help trying to put a dent in this. I know it's still a ways to go...but every little bit helps. I've got lots of photos and stash items to rate and comment, so I do hope that you'll come help me out! Lev@ CherryTAP

Pasta Shells With Turkey Sausage And Peppers
Pasta Shells with Turkey Sausage and Peppers Rather than calling for actual turkey sausage, this recipe uses ground turkey, garlic and fennel seed as a healthier but just as tasty alternative. This is one of those easy, family-friendly meals that you're bound to make again and again. Servings: 4 Ingredients: * 8 ounces medium pasta shells * 1 pound ground turkey * 1 teaspoon salt, divided * 1 onion, chopped * 2 red bell peppers, cored, seeds removed, cut into 1-inch pieces * 1 green bell pepper, cored, seeds removed, cut into 1-inch pieces * 2 garlic cloves, minced * 1/2 teaspoon fennel seeds * 1/8 teaspoon pepper * 1 tablespoon olive oil * 1 cup chicken broth * 1/4 cup chopped flat-leaf parsley Directions: Cook the pasta according to the package directions. Meanwhile, in a 10-inch nonstick skillet, cook the turkey with 1/2 teaspoon of the salt over medium heat, breaking up pieces of turkey, for 4 to 5 minu

Wwe
hello to all of you that are reading this, what iam about to say is of course my own views and not that of anyone else. first off let me say what a tradgey it was to hear that chris benoit and his family are dead. i had the pleasure of seeign chris in action a couple of times. and i will say i admired him .this what happened is a terrible tragedy not only to all his fan's and friends but for the wwe as well. no one knows why or what cause chris to snap, if he even did. but if you go to the wwe web site they have those text messgaes that chris had sent. ask your self this if you got a text message from your best friend saying my address is, i live at ? and the messgaes were repeated several times, would you call and check up on your friend? if you recived that text and then you got one saying the dogs are in the pool area locked up, and the side garage door is open, wouldn't that tell u that something was wrong?? just where was chris's so called close firends? i think it was a personal

Love
A drifter, she's travelled for LOVE.... Been away from loved ones, and ran for years. She's give anything to find it here... LOVE! From New York to Florida, from shore to shore.... To the depths of the ocean, she'll never know for sure. So many tries, and so many failures to find this thing called love. Searching for the wrong thing for so long, she never found. Travelling, oceans, and all of the ground. To yet find love....the key to true happiness. Written by Anonymous

Check This Out While I Am Away
I love you too... C'mon you Cherries... add us, comment us, RATE us 10's~ Spreading Cherrylicious Love! OH isn't us girls Great?! I love you gals!! Me ChowChow@ CherryTAP ad13mac@ CherryTAP ~Cute~But~Psycho~@ CherryTAP RedSoxGirl@ CherryTAP Naughty Kitty@ CherryTAP ~*~K-otic~*~@ CherryTAP Why dontcha be the fantstic Cherries that you are and show them all some hot steamy cherry pie luvin'. Add us , Rate us, comment our pics and stash....and don't forget.....the love is always returned. Your Cherry Chow Chow

So I'm A Whore....
Last night in a mumm, I was tod that I am an internet hour because I flirt with guys in the shoutbox....I find this extremely hilarious, and it was great to have a good laugh over it. If you want to see what I'm talking about, go to this link and you will see... http://www.cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=88331 I think the funniest part about it was who said it...I mean come on!!! He was not even the person it was said to...I guess the people on here can't fight there own battles and as for the person who called me a whore...well lets just say, i have been called a lot worse by people who are a lot better than him..... Oh, and I also found out that I'm not the only one that he has classified as this, and i had some very sweet women contact me to let me know about how much of an ass he is....To those women,you know who you are, Loves ya and hugs & kisses!!! Oh, btw, if there was ever any question, the only man on here that I ever want to meet is Greg, and as for the rest, if I fli

My I.b.i.c. Sistas!
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Canada Day
It's Canada Day. Yay! It means an extra day off work and time to drink beer. Good times had by all! I'm not planning on doing too much though. Maybe go see some fireworks with the wife... drink a few (only a few though because I drank too much last night). It should be alright. Happy Canada Day to everyone! (Happy 4th in 3 days to my American friends).

Title: Falling
Ive been falling since I met you. Should I close my eyes? In this inky darkness, does it matter? Through this velvet, eyes are of no use. And if you happen to catch me, I'll have no need for eyes You are touch, your poetry, your seduction Will suffice. But what if you dont catch me Will I keep rolling and tumbling into the abyss? Blinded,Empty Or will I meet my timely end With sudden sweet termination?

Cookie Pets (for Those With Children)
each child... 5 oreo cookies (divided) 1/4 cup ready to spread vanilla frosting 7 mini marshmallows fruit rolls, shoestring licorice, assorted candies 1. stack 4 cookies together, secure with frosting, attach 4 mini marshmellows with frosting as 'paws'. secure remaining cookies on one end slightly higher up then the others as the 'head'. let dry 15 minutes. 2.decorate 'face' of pet with frosting, marshmellows and assorted candies, stand pet on its 'paws' 3. cut pieces of fruit roll for ears, and shoestring licorice for whiskers and tail,secure to pet with icing. place remaining marshmellows on end of tail. let dry 15 minutes. these can be decorations on a table and then eaten after supper or they can be next day after school treats or these can be made at a birthday party and taken home at the end of it. enjoy them and make one for yourself. lol

July 2, 2007
Okay, you got a little bruised in the process, but you've picked yourself up, dusted yourself off -- and to your great surprise, you're actually ready to start all over again. Isn't it amazing how resilient you are? LOL

Being Single Being Alone
Well being single or being alone all of it sucks big time. I'm not single by choice. I do know that there are those that say they love being single but we werent put here as man or woman to be single and alone God did not intend for that to be. He put us here to love each other. We all have our choices of who we want to love whether it is woman to woman or vice versa. This will probably get me in trouble for stating it that way. But things are that way in life and I'm not gay so dont think that but I see nothing wrong if that is what a person so chooses they still love. I know that I have serious issues with trusting and do have some walls. Hopefully that will change. I know not all women are the same just as not all men are the same. Most women won't look twice at me because I'm only 5'-3" well I'm short so what there is more to me then height. I know I could go on and on but it would be like beating a dead horse lol Well we need that love after all we are all only human.

Need Lyrics?
The Star Spangled Banner Lyrics By Francis Scott Key 1814 Oh, say can you see by the dawn's early light What so proudly we hailed at the twilight's last gleaming? Whose broad stripes and bright stars thru the perilous fight, O'er the ramparts we watched were so gallantly streaming? And the rocket's red glare, the bombs bursting in air, Gave proof through the night that our flag was still there. Oh, say does that star-spangled banner yet wave O'er the land of the free and the home of the brave? On the shore, dimly seen through the mists of the deep, Where the foe's haughty host in dread silence reposes, What is that which the breeze, o'er the towering steep, As it fitfully blows, half conceals, half discloses? Now it catches the gleam of the morning's first beam, In full glory reflected now shines in the stream: 'Tis the star-spangled banner! Oh long may it wave O'er the land of the free and the home of the brave! And where is that band who so vauntingly swor

Random Survey
For Fun: Send in a message (Put an X Where It Applies) Would you makeout with me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already have ;) Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No I look like.. [] A player [] a wife/husband [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser [] A stud If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. ?? [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits [] marry me [] have sex On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lap dance? [] Hell Yea [] Y

Just Have To Ask
Why oh why do the same people continue to come lurk around my page .... seem to do nothing ~ Oh goodness I dont wanna know what they are doing ...Ewwwww and continue to send me a friend request that I have rejected time and time again ! Do they think I will change my mind ? Nope, Notta Does this happen to you to ? Please help me here .. I am again never ceased to be amazed by stupidty Ho Hummmm

Sexy Soldier Contest End Date
Letting u all know that sometime around the 22nd of this month the contest will end offically. so get your votes in for who u want to win. and good luck to those that are in the contest.

Confused About The Love That I Hold Inside.....
So confused about the love that I hold inside my heart for someone.....Everything started about 2 and half years ago.I meet this great guy,After he and I dated for awhile,I strted to love him. He is the only person that I have every loved this much.I feel that he is the love of my life.I just dont know what to do.We have been throw so much.Things with him n I were real good for awhile,and then he cheated on me with a girl that I hate.I just dont understand,why he cheated with her,because she looks like me.And then he and i broke up,then we tryed it again and our jobs got inthe way of making thigns work.So then we broke up again,and stayed friends.We would hang out go to the movies,talk,adn try to help each other out...Then over the past couple years,we were not talking as much,but when we did and hung out it felt like its meant to be. Last year,i started to think about movin out of state,so I packed up in the middle of Oct.2006 and moved down to South Carolina,for about a year.Now im b

Episode 73: Another Beautiful Mess.
The story of this particular day is all on video. I'm trying to get another video editing program that won't flip out on me (Windows Movie Maker is pissing and moaning about some .dll file having to do with another damn program altogether) and I'll post the video in segments once it's all done. Long story short, I spent 13+ hours making these shirts and enjoyed every second. All the experiments went rather well. Some of these with the large white areas are going to be redipped in another color. As you might be able to tell...I'm having the time of my life with this stuff. Have a look at yesterday's work

Just A Few Rants. Getting Few Things Off My Chest. Be Nice.
I took all my T, P & A pics off for a reason. Here it is....so now you can quit fuckin askin where the hell they went.. I'm so sick and tired of guys wanting me because of my dman pics. they aren't that good. Get over it. I'm more then boobs, ass and kitty. And as I'm typing all this up somebody just HAD to say some nasty shit. Can you cum on my tits? HELL NAW! If I wanted you to then I'd be there and you would be or I'd have already asked you to. While I'm at it I'm just gonna rant about everything and just get it ALL out. I'm not normally a bitch but damn things have been adding up to this. Ok #1 is what I talked about just now. the pics. #2....I try to be nice. I try to help out as many as I possibly can whether it's leveling or in a contest. I repost shit for others. Is it too much to ask for a simple thank you? I reposted a bulletin for somebdoy else today and she sent me a thank you card. Thank you so very much for that! It made me restore faith in a few peop

44 Things To Do At The Grocery Store
44 Fun Things to Do in a Supermarket Open up a loaf of bread and make yourself a sandwich. Take it to the checkout lane and see how much they charge you for it. Tell them you added extra mayo. Go to the customer service desk and ask where the whisk brooms, Vaseline, and duct tape are located. Spike the fruit salad. Squeeze the Doritos. Tell the manager you lost your son, somewhere near the dairy aisle. Try to purchase one grape. Repeat until the laughter subsides and they feel obligated to start charging you. Order a dozen live lobsters and set them free throughout the store. (After removing the rubber bands from their claws, of course.) Fill a shopping cart with watermelons. Get more carts and fill them with other heavy products. See if you can barricade another customer inside one of the aisles. (Try to capture an old lady, they're slower than the rest of us.) Order ten pounds of corned beef at the deli counter, sliced extra thin. Walk away during

Deleting Friends Today
Ok next round of deleting...Some of my "friends"are always keen to ask for help with this contest or that pic or levelling up etc but not once have at least 4 of these friends rated anything new i have stashed or uploaded in the last 7 days....I check my bar tab everyday to see if i owe anyone any rates etc and always return anything i get.Obviously this isnt the case with some so bye bye :) The rest of yas,i love ya :) xxx

Eh Hell Who Knew
Who knew I'd still be in such a good mood days after my trip . . . maybe I should go to Cleveland more often damn!!!! Anyway, my plan of being happy is working out right now. I am still in a good mood despite the everyday bullshit I have encountered. I was painting my nails a few minutes ago (a nice pretty pink even) when I started laughing because yes I still want a man to paint my nails for me once . . . hehehe. I contemplated aloud to no one that I am never going to be that skinny little blonde girl that so many men fantasize about - but fuck that I don't want to be. I am not uncomfortable with who I am dammit if other people aren't then fuck them. I enjoy who I am, mind, body and spirit. Yep, my mood is still good and I am seriously considering weekly road trips to various places just so I can feel good. Hehehe! I know I said I was coming back to bitch, but painting my nails calmed my mind and I am not in the mood to bitch anymore - gonna go touch them up now - wooho

Monday 07/09/2007
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt Adorned by truest love, I sit while arms of passion enslave my mind, my heart. Freedom mine now, that she ravishes this soul. To truly see the sky, the beauty of the night and know whimsical laughter. These things she gives to me and more. The pleasures of life she offers, to greet each day with arms open and she embraces life and frees this mind to grow. Loves true name finally revealed and this heart beats, it lives." © 2003-2007 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

7/08/07
The countdown has begun The countdown has begun. Kaleb is still doing Very Well. He is so much more awake since they hae started wheening him off of the phenobarb. He moves much more and makes more noises. He still doesn't blink though... It is so weird. They are shooting for Thursday to have him completely off of the Phernobarb. After that he will have to stay 3 whole days to ensure that he doesn't have a seizure. If all goes well, Kaleb will be coming home by next Monday! I am excited, scared, happy and nervous all at once. I think it will REALLY hit me hard when he gets home that he is changed. I mean the last time he was home he was sitting in his Walker and smileling up at me in the kitchen. I miss his smile so much. I thing that being home will help him so much though becuase that is where he was the happiest. He LOVED to be home. I just miss him so much. We have tons of pictures up of him and I look at them and think "God please just give one more day with

American Idol This Week
It was final three week, with songs chosen by the judges, the producers, and the singers. Overall it was an above-average week, with only a few mis-steps, as you might expect at this stage of the game. I'll break down all nine performances, starting with Judge's Choice:Jordin, "Wishing On A Star" (Simon) -- This was a decent peformance, but not one of her best. I'd put it in the middle of the pack for the night, while acknowledging that it would have been near the top in almost any other week.Blake, "Roxanne" (Paula) -- Paula didn't do Blake any favors with this one; as I've said before, it's very difficult to do The Police well. She may have been thinking that the Police's reggae-inflected rhythms would fit Blake's style, and that may be true, but if that's what she was going for he should have sung "Shadows In The Rain" or "The Bed's Too Big Without You." Of course, neither of those were hits, which is why we got Blake singing "put on the red light" fifty times. Melinda, "I Believe I

Some Iphone Customers Face Delays
While many who snapped up Apple Inc.'s iPhone were using the latest must-have gadget even before leaving the store, some buyers were put on hold as they experienced frustrating delays in activating their cell phone service. "A vast majority" of customers were up and running within minutes, said Michael Coe, a spokesman for AT&T Inc., the phone's exclusive carrier. But he acknowledged Saturday that some were facing delays because the high volume of activation requests were taxing the company's computer servers.Tim Johnson of Collegeville, Penn., found himself still staring at a crippled ? albeit sleek and sexy ? gadget on Saturday afternoon, more than 18 hours after he had waited in line to buy the device."It looks cool, but I can't do anything with it," he said. "I'm angry and frustrated and feel like I wasted my time standing in line."Coe wouldn't say how many customers were affected, or how long some of them would have to wait. The company was working to resolve the issue as quickly

Just Wanted To Say I Am Sorry
I AM SORRY I HAVENT BEEN ON MUCH THIS WEEKEND OR THE LAST FEW DAYS.. MY MOM WAS IN A NURSING HOME IN MCKINNEY. BUT MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS DECIDED TO MOVE HER BACK TO DENISON TO BE CLOSER TO US. SHE IS NOT DOING WELL AT ALL. AND WE WANTED HER CLOSER IN CASE SOMETHING HAPPENS. MCKINNEY IS LIKE 30 MINS. FROM US. NOW SHE IS JUST A MATTER OF MINTUES FROM US THANKS ALL OF U FOR UR PATIENCE WITH ME

Stronger
Can you save me or will you fail me now it's almost over cause your fading out again... Will you break me or while you hold me down I will escape you and I'll I'll push you closer to the ground Cause your the one that's going down and I am stronger now Since you crawled away your so far away And I am stronger now since you crawled away Never gunna save me you just shut me out and now it's over cause I'm stepping out again Never gunna break me Just try to hold me down I will escape you And I'll push you closer to the ground You wanna tear me down you wanna hold me down you can't control me now you cannot take me out you cannot save me now because I'm stronger now

Stepping On The Scale
Growing up in a family who has obesity..it was pretty hard. I played basketball for 12 years out of my life from childhood throughout highschool, and then even got into coaching afterwards. And I still was a big girl. Then after graduation, I started putting on weight even more, working at the snack bars wasnt a good idea. lol Had a baby girl in 88..then more weight comes on...I was a single mom with a weight problem & my self esteem was shot to shit. So in 92 I decided to go on a diet..I stuck with it and lost over 120 pounds..believe me some of it wasnt healthy at all..I was borderline belimia..(i know its spelt wrong) then had a baby boy in 93..Which I gained like 60 pounds but lost it like 4 months down the road...then I found out I had a disable child, and after his dad found out that,he left us. So now I am a single mom with a disabled son.. Gained tons of weight, Overdosed on Prescription drugs.. yes I was selfish. I got even more depressed, and my weight got uncontrollably b

My Wife
My Wife must have these qualifications. First off I need you to understand something in my world, when it comes to the person I'm going to spend my life I'm really critical. In my mind a true relationship needs a cover of friendship, a frame of trust, and a base of true love. True love needs to be the base because if all the other things come crumbling down, true love is the only thing that it could be built back up from. If you lost friendship, and trust, there would be no reason to stay with your spouse. Unless you were truly, madly in love with them. True love can not be defined but it can be explained. In my idea of true love, it has to be much more than just a feeling. It has to be the giving of your entire self to someone. No hesitation, a combination of words and actions. When you love someone you know that you would never do anything to hurt that person. You would have to because if you don't trust yourself to not hurt them, how can you trust them not to hurt you? Love is a

Usa Advances To Quarter Finals!!!!
USA defeated Uruguay 2:1 and advance to the Quarter-Finals to meet Austria 'The high-flying USA, who ran riot through the group stages with a tournament-best nine goals, were forced to grit their teeth and come from behind in their 2-1 extra-time Round of Sixteen victory over Uruguay....' Full article here: http://www.fifa.com/u20worldcup/matches/round=249409/match=58881/summary.html Quarter Final game is Saturday, July 14th in Toronto, Canada 14:15 EDT.

Peeping On Stephanie (circa 2001)
This apartment life was not what he'd hoped for. First of all, although his apartment was on the end of the complex, it's "view" was terrible. He'd rationalized it as privacy...no one could see when he took his "RealDoll" out of her closet." He'd been divorced now for almost a year, and he still hadn't gotten laid. He smiled as he thought about all the near misses, and then sat back onto the sofa as he thought about his next door neighbor. Stephanie was an older widower. Well....older was a relative term....she was 45, but she looked like she was in her early 30's. She was a perfect lady in public....no one but her lovers and her next door neighbor (Ken) would know that she was such an insatiable wench in private. Ken unzipped his pants and began stroking his slowly growing shaft as he recalled the first time he had heard her cries coming through the floor vent. Her tone of sweetness was gone as she ordered her lover to fuck her fuck her fuck fuck fuck fuck her. Smiling broadly now, h

Iphone Watch | 6.28.2007
Just one more day until the iPhone's launch day, and I don't know about you, but I've definitely got iPhone fatigue. The Object of Your Desire is now the Cause of Your Exhaustion. Tuesday's glut of official information seems to have calmed things down on Wednesday. Now that iPhone iFans know more about the device, they were less prone to grasp at straws and even -- dare I say it? -- make stuff up. Having four detailed reviews didn't hurt, either -- particularly ones that were glowingly positive. A fellow tech columnist noted that three of the four reviewers have written books about Apple products, and the fourth is an admitted fan of the company. Given that they have huge audiences, are well-respected and veterans of tech coverage with a sense of perspective, it was deft review-unit placement by Apple. Our iPhone Watch marches on. As always, come back often during the day for new items appearing at the top of the list. Just two more days, kids, and it'll all be over. ? The Boy Genius

New Website
Hi Everyone. I just wanted to let you know that I started a website....yes yes its a naughty website. Go visit WWW.MyStrawberryMistress.com. It will have both a public and members only section. I will have lots and lots and lots of pictures on there and yes Videos. It is just starting up with a public profile....members only is soon to come. ;) I will also have a blog that everyone can see....So go Check it out !!!

Remember
She sends him a txt, that says "when you come home just go lay down".......he wonders whats in store, but the thrill of not knowing is more than he can stand. He'll do what she asks, because she rarely takes control. When he walks in, he sees theres no lights, only candles, the sweet smell of "rain forest" in the air. But no her, the one he craves, his angel, his anchor. He does as he was asked and goes too lay down in they're bed. He's so tired, he almost slips off too sleep, but he hears the door open, and there she is! His lover, his desire. As he starts too rise from the bed, she whispers, "no, dont touch, lay still" as she lays her finger too her lips. He watches her, dark tanned skin barely covered in beautiful white lace, hiding his desires. She knows what he wants, she wants it too. But not yet. She dances for him, turning, and bending, showing him everything he cant have yet. She drops too her knees, and peels his pants from his hips, as she pulls them down, she runs her tongu

Let's Say I Broke Into Yor House....
A lady wrote the best letter in the Editorials in ages!!! It explains things better than all The baloney you hear on TV. Her point: Recently large demonstrations have taken place across the country protesting the fact that Congress is finally addressing the issue of illegal immigration. Certain people are angry that the US might protect its own borders, might make it harder to sneak into this country and, once here, to stay indefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand the thinking behind these protests Let's say I break into your house. Let's say that when you discover me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, "I've made all the beds and washed the dishes and did the laundry and swept the floors. I've done all the things you don't like to do. I'm hard-working and honest (except for when I broke into your house). According to the protesters: You are Required to let me stay in your house You are Required to add me to your family's insu

!@$#@#$@
Sometimes shit just sucks, theres nothing you can do about it either. I hate that feeling. Waiting is the hardest part of everything I do. Powerless, frustrated and no way to really expend this pent up energy. Cant even put it into words, yeah, I know. I never am at a loss for something to say. I saw it coming and did nothing about it. lol what a retard right? Okay, so survival mode kicks in and everything else just goes into cruise for a while. Okay, glad we had this little talk. Oh yeah, it rained tonight. :P

Poetry
`Twas brillig, and the slithy toves Did gyre and gimble in the wabe: All mimsy were the borogoves, And the mome raths outgrabe. "Beware the Jabberwock, my son! The jaws that bite, the claws that catch! Beware the Jubjub bird, and shun The frumious Bandersnatch!" He took his vorpal sword in hand: Long time the manxome foe he sought -- So rested he by the Tumtum tree, And stood awhile in thought. And, as in uffish thought he stood, The Jabberwock, with eyes of flame, Came whiffling through the tulgey wood, And burbled as it came! One, two! One, two! And through and through The vorpal blade went snicker-snack! He left it dead, and with its head He went galumphing back. "And, has thou slain the Jabberwock? Come to my arms, my beamish boy! O frabjous day! Callooh! Callay!' He chortled in his joy. `Twas brillig, and the slithy toves Did gyre and gimble in the wabe; All mimsy were the borogoves, And the mome rat

Words Of The Day
There's more here than meets the eye when it comes to how much you've taken on your plate. Don't rush things -- all these issues deserve a lot of thought. A decision should be reached only when you're ready.

Wtf..
Wow you wanna know what I'm really tired of ?? People who always ask YOU for help, and you always help them.. No matter what.. You do your best to help that person out.. Go all out, and do what ever it takes, even the littlest thing to help that person, and do they help you ?? Hell no they don't.. But they have NO problem asking you for help.. I'm tired of it.. Do NOT ask me for help if you aren't going to help me out in return..I'm tired of being the nice one, and always helping people out.. But when I need the help, NO ONE is willing to step up and help me.. As far as all my "CT friends go" I am deleting friends.. If You want to stay on my list.. SPEAK UP or you will forever hold your peace.. Because you will be gone.. I speak to VERY few of you, yet have a SHIT LOAD of "friends".. So again.. Speak up and say that you want to stay and WHY You want to stay, or you are gone.. Have a wonderful night...

Native American Proverbs Iii
If you see no reason to give thanks, the fault lies within yourself - Minquass We should be as water which is lower than all things but stronger even than rocks - Oglala Sioux Never watch an old person carry water, but get a bucket and go in their stead - Twanas You are never justified in arguing - Hopi Even in Paradise, living all alone would be Hell - Seneca Don't walk behind me; I may not Lead. Don't walk in front of me; I may not follow. Walk beside me that we may be as one - Ute Dreams are wiser than men - Omaha Show respect to all people, but grovel to none - Shawnee The greatest strength is gentleness - Iroquois

Backstabbing
Be careful who you talk to. Recently, I had a discussion with someone who said they were a friend of one of my family members on Cherry Tap. With my family member's best interests at heart, I bared my soul about my feelings of an acquaintance of theirs. The feelings were not good. During the conversation I was encouraged to continue. The person I was talking to even requested to be my friend. I find out about an hour after the conversation that he sent the conversation to the person I had shared my feelings about. This acquaintance then calls my family member and everyone else she knows. So now there is super huge drama over what was supposed to be a private conversation. I also recently found out that the acquaintance is passing off the conversation as a letter that I directly wrote to her. So now I'm getting threats from her peeps. I'll tell you, I've really learned my lesson on this one. You really need to know who you are talking to before you can trust them with an

Easy Banana Nut Bread
EASY BANANA NUT BREAD 1/2 c. butter 1 c. sugar 2 eggs 3 crushed bananas 2 c. flour 1 tsp. soda Pinch of salt 1/4 c. nuts Cream butter and sugar; add eggs. Beat well. Add bananas and flour, soda, salt and nuts. Pour in greased loaf pan. Bake at 350 degrees for 1 hour.

Pweaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
FORGET WHAT YOUR DOIN RIGHT NOW AND TAKE 5 SECONDS OF YOUR TIME TO PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEE DROP ME A RATE!! THATS ALL THATS NEEDED ... ONE RATE. COMMENTS DONT COUNT! CAN YA DO THAT FOR ME? PWEASEEEEEEEEE. AFTER YOU RATE MINE .. SWING THROUGH AND DROP A RATE FOR MY TEAM MATES OF " SMOKE THA PAIN AWAY " THEN REPOST FOR ME TOO !!! SHOW ME YA KNOW HOW TA SMOKE WIF ME BABYYYYYYYYYYYY !!! MUAHHHHHHHHHHH... CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW ... MUCH LOVE TO YOU ALL ... PAIN IS MY PASSION ( COACH ) pain smoke luscious icey canadian kimmy Click here for SMOKE E. DIGGLERA on myspace!

Pitbulls....
Pit Bull Breed Info "It is true that Pit Bulls grab and hold on. But what they most often grab and refuse to let go of is your heart, not your arm." -Vicki Hearne Note: Throughout discussions of the Pit Bull breed, you will notice two words repeated over and over again: Responsible Ownership . With media hysteria and BSL looming closer every day, we good owners, find ourselves endlessly having to defend our breed. Every bad story and headline damage our dogs even further. Irresponsible and ignorant owners have done almost as much damage to these dogs as dogfighters have. The Pit Bull is an exceptional breed that requires exceptional dedication and ownership.This page may seem to paint a grim picture of Pit Bull ownership, but the breed's very survival depends on new owners knowing what they are getting into, and ALL owners being responsible and protecting the breed's reputation. "What did I get myself into?" Pit Bull Breed Info By: Susan Thompson Edited version

I Don't Care....lmao
1.Ever wonder about those people who spend $2.00 apiece on those little bottles of Evian water? Try spelling Evian backwards: NAIVE *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 2. Isn't making a smoking section in a restaurant like making a peeing section in a swimming pool? *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 3.OK.... so if the Jacksonville Jaguars are known as the "Jags" and theTampaBay Buccaneers are known as the "Bucs," what does that make the Tennessee Titans? *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 4.If 4 out of 5 people SUFFER from diarrhea...does that mean that one enjoys it? *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 5. There are three religious truths: a. Jews do not recognize Jesus as the Messiah. b. Protestants do not recognize the Pope as the leader of the Christian faith. c. Baptists do not recognize each other in the liquor store or at Hooters. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 6. If people from Poland are called Poles, why aren't people from Holland called H

Quitting A Job...starting A New One...
Just thought I'd let evryone know that I have left my job at MJ Soffe (that I worked at for 7 years and treated everybody like shit) and got a new one. It's a great feeling when you already have the job and you go to the old one and tell them to FU*^ OFF!!!!...Boy that felt GREAT!!! and the look on their face was priceless...I just wanted to put that out there today.. So if you're leaving one and going to another any time soon....Good Luck. One Love, Missy

Some Questions
JUST SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE THEN REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN OR A BLOG AND SEE WHAT HAPPENS WHEN SOMEONE RESPONDS TO YOU AND YOUR QUESTIONS..... ============================================= 1.)Q. Can you cook? 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ? 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 9.)Q. Worst Habit? 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 12.)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude? 13.)Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? 14.)Q. Worst thing to ever happen to you? 15.)Q. Tell me one weird fact about you: 16.)Q. Do you have any pets? 17.)Q. What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?

Every Second Beat.
If I had a thousand pages, I could never name them all, The reasons that I love you, For the list would be too tall. I love you for the melody, I hear within your voice. The way your blue eyes hold me, A captive, but by choice. I love you for your gentle hands, That melt away my pain. I love you for your loving heart, That made mine beat again. I love you for your loving smile, With which my old heart soars. These are some of the reasons, Every second beat is yours.

Need Yur Help
hi friends..... i have had a tight schedule and was wondering if i could get u all to go to leave some comments for my dear friend and rate her.... im sure in the end she or i will return the favor if i havent all ready.... ok busy suxxy ass day gotta return back to school..... wanna hear something messed up..lol my mind is so clouded and foggy i went to go to the mens room and almost pissed in the sing....grrrrrr i need something a break from here i think..ok well do wat u can if i dont see u soon thanks in advance..... http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=39861&albumid=470415&i=879633032 thanks ....... tongue.....

The Energy Seems To Be Mightily Unstable!
Good morning/good afternoon/good evening, everyone! Last week was very uncomfortable energywise - this week is looking about the same, so far. This does not bode well for our run for the end of the year, lol! Damn! This is not good. I'm not adjusting to my energetic changes well at all. I'd really like a break from this, but I don't think that is going to happen. Alot of energyworkers I know, and a bunch of non-energyworkers as well, are finding themselves up to their eyeballs in issues - new issues, old issues; all the Goddess's children got issues, lmao!! The push has begun, we're on the fast track to enlightenment again! I don't know about all of you, but I'm tired. But I refuse to give up! My "anchor" and I are yanking each other about by our connection, lol! That's a laugh, but not really. I believe we are sharing our rather painful emotions right now, back and forth. We are so very connected - I wasn't expecting this to be so painful, but it is. I don't want my "anchor"

Things Are Finally Comming Together
Monday, July 23, 2007 Things are finally comming together Current mood: cheerful Category: Life Well today I got my tax return FINALLY! So I deposited it the bank RIGHT AWAY.. of course it took out my negative balance from what someone owes me.. but thats life. So all I have to do is make an appointment to get my passport, and get the pictures done for the passport, and buy my wedding package for my brothers wedding. OH! And Jimmie is my Wedding date! eeeeee! Im so excited.. Tomorrow morning I am calling the Phone Actress position back, because they called this morning when I was asleep to ask for an interview. This is the $60/hr job! this is so.. good. I was stressing out ALOT, and my close friends kept telling me to chill, things would work out.. and as always, they were right. Currently listening : My Life By Mary J. Blige Release date: 29 November, 1994

Drunk???
THINGS THAT ARE DIFFICULT TO SAY WHEN DRUNK 1. Innovative 2. Preliminary 3. Proliferation 4. Cinnamon 5. Chimney THINGS THAT ARE VERY DIFFICULT TO SAY WHEN DRUNK: 1. Specificity 2. Anti-consti tutionalistically 3. Passive-aggressive disorder 4. Transubstantiate THINGS THAT ARE DOWNRIGHT IMPOSSIBLE TO SAY WHEN DRUNK: 1. Thanks, but I don't want to have sex. 2. Nope, no more booze for me. 3. Sorry, but you're not really my type. 4. Taco Bell? No, thanks, I'm not hungry. 5. Good evening, officer. Isn't it lovely out tonight? 6. Oh, I couldn't. No one wants to hear me sing karaoke. 7. I'm not interested in fighting you. 8. Thank you, but I won't make any attempt to dance, I have no coordination. I'd hate to look like a fool. 9. Where is the nearest toilet? I refuse to vomit in the street. 10. I must be going home now as I have work in the morning.

The Mistacks Women Make In Sex(repost)
1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomfortable after awhile. A little snuggling isn't unreasonable, but when it'

Friends V's Iowa Friends
FRIENDS: Tell you not to do something stupid when drunk IOWA FRIENDS: Will post 360 degree security so you dont get caught --------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs IOWA FRIENDS: Call your parents drunk as hell and tell them about the chick you tried to pick up -------------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. IOWA FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points and an E & E route. --------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. IOWA FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, Damn, that shit was FUCKING AWESOME!!! ------------------------------------------------------ FRIENDS: Cry with you. IOWA FRIENDS: laugh at you --------------------------------------------------------- FRIEN

This Is Ridiculous
I will say my peace and refer every guy to this blog because this is what I want you all to know. I am a single mother of two..estranged from my husband and am hoping to soon get that nightmare behind me. I am not interested in being someones plaything...or being sexually exciting via some chat box. I wouldn't mind finding a great guy that is very fond of me, but please be very realistic here..if you don't live remotely close to me it wont be you! Fascination can go a long way but it wont keep me warm at night. I am not moving anywhere I am where I am until such a time I choose to move and that move will be what is right for my children and myself. No man is necessary for our happiness. I don't want to ever be an option, so if you are seriously trying to hook up with me, I better be the only person you are working so hard to convince to go out with you or you can take a hike. I am not just some girl who might be fun for the night, even if I am or could be, I don't choose to be. Ther

Texas!!!!!
TEXAS: Ahem... So.. Um.. yeah... I read this, and thought I would reply... Hey... California listen up... Texas is where its at! - I too can wear sandals all year long... plus I can put on boots to stomp your toes and I won't even stick out. - You may be able to go to the "beach" instead of the "shore"... but can you go to the drive thru "Beer Barn?" What now surfer boy? - You're chicks aren't way hotter than ours... they are almost equal... and thats only due to silicone, saline, botox, lasers and hair dye... We have the real ones and they can beat yours up. - We're taught to say "Yes Sir" and "Yes Ma'am" and respect our elders because of it. We also say "Howdy" and "fixin" and "Yall" are pretty much recognized right away anywhere in the world We're famous. And not becuase of that fake ass "bro-ho" "so-cal" shit that yall think makes you "Famous", fuckers. - You may know what real cheese and avocados taste like... but I know what 100% Grade A Angus Beef tastes

People Ask Me Why
Don't they know that the pain is so great that I have to deal with it everyday. Don't they know that when I'm smiling and laughing, that I'm crying inside. It's not one thing that makes me think of eniding it everyday, it's alot of things thoughout my life. It's not one truama, but a series of them. I wake up everyday and I thing about it. Please don't tell me to live for other people-- Whether it be for a parent, sibling, child, friends or others. Don't tell me I'm wrong about the way I feel. Don't tell me to quit thinking these thoughts. I'm tired of giving, when is someone or something will give me a way out of this pain! Tell me you know that I am in great pain, pain that isn't like anyone else's. Tell me there is hope and somethings out ther for me to soothe the pain. Tell me that you will hold my hand and you will help and guide me through the pain. Tell me when I get scared that you will be there to break the confusion and bring order back

Dude, Where's The Talent?
THE TOP 8 BOYS OF THE IDOL 61) Blake Lewis ('All Mixed Up,' by 311 -- Loves Improv Comedy, Halloween, and 311.) - The first guy I ever dated LOVED 311. A lot. I tolerated it, but I won't tolerate it any more.Who goes on the Idol and sings 311? Honestly!What's Blake going to sing next? Crazytown? Everlast? How about some Deep Blue Something? Now that would be a headache to my ears.2) Sanjaya Malakar ('Waiting On the World to Change,' by John Mayer -- Knows how to hula.) - Painful. And wimpy.3) Sundance Head ('Jeremy,' by Pearl Jam -- Wears a "fat suit.") - Do I have to watch the rest of this show?I don't know if I can take another Sundance performance. Or another Sanjaya performance. Or another Phil Stacey performance. Or pretty much anyone's performance. Except for Melinda and LaKisha. They are the diamonds in the roughness that is the Idol 6.4) Chris Richardson ('Tonight I Want to Cry,' by Keith Urban -- Lost a lot of weight before the Idol.) - At least he's pretty.5) Ja

Links To Rate For Leveling Team Name
We just need 2 minutes of your time to please rate one of these names you think would make a good name representing Levelers. Please rate using the links below to vote. You don't have to be a leveler to rate and help pick a name. Someday you may need help leveling and we may be there to help you as well so will you help us. Thank you for taking a minute to help us. TEAM LEVEL-UP SHADOW LEVELERS LEVELERS UNITED TEAM RATER FUBAR'S HEART LEVELERS GET-R-DONE-LEVLERS THE FUBAR BARON LEVELERS FUBAR HITTERS FIRE CRACKIN LEVELING TEAM FU-ANGEL-LEVELERS FU- LEVELERS H.E.L.P=HELPING OTHERS LEVEL PROMPTLY L

Ive Never Asked For Much But Im Asking For Help Now
Ok guys. Anyone here that knows me knows that I never ask for much of anything at all from anyone. I hate to feel like im a burden to my friends and family. Yet now Im asking for help. I went and signed up for a happy hour give a way. Ive been wanting one forever but ya im to poor to afford one!! LOL. Anyways what it boils down to is I need 50,000 comments to get this Happy Hour. So please could you spare some time to drop in and leave me some love? Al you have to do is click the link below and you will go to the pic I need bombed. I cant offer expensive gifts for anyone that helps. I will offer my help back to you should you ever need me for anything though. Thank you and much love to you all. ~* With Love and Appreciation ... *~ Pain Is My Passion

Nan
Well....some of u already know, but for those of u who dont, my grandmother has been sick and in n out of the hospital for the 15 months. she first walked thru a heart attack in may 2006, and went to the hospital where they found a hole in her heart, which they repaired. but the recovery took forever and she kept getting sick n gettin better n sick n better over and over again. so she has been doin well lately, but today everything took a turn for the worse. she had a trach put in a while ago, but today she caughed and started bleeding. she lost 2 liters of blood today. they didnt know where the bleeding stemmed from, so they were running tests. her lungs were clear, so they scoped her stomach to see if it was coming from there....because if it was coming from the stomach, something was able to be done. now that its not the stomach, it means that its in the artery in the trachea and nothing can be done. my mom got a call at 1am this morning and she found out that she went into arre

Two Wolves
Two Wolves An elder was teaching his grandchildren about life. He said to them, "A fight is going on inside me, it is a terrible fight and it is between two wolves. One wolf is evil -- he is fear, anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, competition, superiority, and ego. The other is good -- he is joy, peace, love, hope, sharing, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, friendship, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion, and faith. This same fight is going on inside you, and inside every other person, too." They thought about it for a minute and then one child asked his grandfather, "Which wolf will win?" The old man simply replied, "The one you feed."

Sound Advice On Sleep
A man can go two weeks without eating. But if he doesn't rest at all, he can only survive for one week. Sleeping provides us the time to rest our internal organs, eyes and brains. Poor sleep quality can cause internal damage to our internal organs and brains. Therefore, sleeping is very important to us. If you wish to have a long life and stay healthy, please take note of the advice below. 5 DON'TS when you are sleeping DON'T SLEEP WITH PHONE Putting the phone beside your bed or anywhere near you is not encouraged. Though some of us will use phones as alarm clocks, but please put the phone as far as possible. Scientists have proved that electrical items including mobile phone and television sets emit magnetic waves when used. These waves can cause disruptions to our nervous system. Therefore if you need to put your mobile phone near you, switch it off first. DO

As One
As One we walk this Earth together, As one we sing to Her our song, As one we love Her, As one we heal Her, Her heart beats with our own, As One. As one we join with Her, our Mother. As one we hear Her sacred song, As one we touch Her, As one we heal Her, Her heart beats with our own, As One.

Those Things I Need To Say . . .
Ok, so I write this blog on myspace all the time and figured I would give it a shot on here, it is fun and relaxing while mind clearing at the same time. The premise of it is that I can say anything to anyone but never have to reveal who I am saying it to. Some people will figure out that I am talking about them and some others will think it is possible that I am talking about them . . . And yet others will never have a clue. The idea is for this to be anonymous but I always reveal who they are about if someone asks me and they are correct . . . It seems only fair. Anyway, enough with this . . . Off to the statements. 1. I’m not sure why I wanted to believe you so badly but I did and I deserve any and all repercussions of my actions. 2. I know things seem bad right now but trust me they will get better, sometimes you just have to be tested as to how far you can go before you find a way to return. 3. I never thought I would submit to any man until I met you. 4. You f

No, Really, We Read Playboy For The Articles
Not by accident, let us guess, did Randy and Simon both practically pound their tables as they finished their final commentary on Jordin by saying this is a singing competition, doggone it. Unfortunately, they could say that until Randy got Simon's accent and Simon got Randy's wardrobe and it wouldn't change the fact that the best singer was kicked off before the finals. That makes it a little difficult to sell the show as primarily a singing competition. It's sort of like running a cooking competition and having the winner be the person who came up with the best place settings. Now sure, elements of singing do matter. William Hung and Sanjaya did not win, though they stuck around way longer than reason or any shred of singing talent would dictate. But you can't rave about the performing skill of a relatively ordinary singer like Blake and then turn around and say you're running a singing competition. Perhaps the most telling comment in this minidrama -- which isn't new this se

The Blonde And The Lord
A blonde wanted to go ice fishing. She'd seen many books on the subject, and finally getting all the necessary tools together, she made for the ice. After positioning her comfy footstool, she started to make a circular cut in the ice. Suddenly, from the sky, a voice boomed, "THERE ARE NO FISH UNDER THE ICE." Startled, the blonde moved further down the ice, poured a thermos of cappuccino, and began to cut yet another hole. Again from the heavens the voice bellowed, "THERE ARE NO FISH UNDER THE ICE." The blonde, now worried, moved away, clear down to the opposite end of the ice. She set up her stool once more and tried again to cut her hole. The voice came once more, "THERE ARE NO FISH UNDER THE ICE." She stopped, looked skyward, and said, "IS THAT YOU LORD?" The voice replied, "NO, THIS IS THE MANAGER OF THE HOCKEY RINK."

I Just Don't Get It...
I don't understand... -Why I am like I am. -Why I can't forgive and forget. -Why I can't let go of the shit people have done/said about me. -Why I'm so angry. -Why I don't smile. -What people mean when they say "We expected more from you..." -Why some people LOVE the exact same attitude that most other people HATE me for. -Why people judge me based on no good reason at all. -Why the higher power has taken away everyone I've ever loved. -What I've done that is horrible enough for my entire family to not have anything to do with me. -Why I'm not the wifey type. -Why my family can't accept that I'm bisexual. -Why they say it's just a phase. (I'm IN LOVE with a girl for fuck's sake.) -Where that bitch in Cali, who called me just to say she hated me, GOT MY NUMBER. (cunt) -Why people can't seem to grasp that I just don't give a fuck what they have to say anymore... Ok.....................I'm going to go now before I get pissed and break someth

10 Worst Company Domains ;-))
Everyone knows that if you are going to operate a business in today’s world you need a domain name. It is advisable to look at the domain name selected as other see it and not just as you think it looks. Failure to do this may result in situations such as the following (legitimate) companies who deal in everyday humdrum products and services but clearly didn’t give their domain names enough consideration: 1. A site called ‘Who Represents‘ where you can find the name of the agent that represents a celebrity. Their domain name… wait for it… is www.whorepresents.com 2. Experts Exchange, a knowledge base where programmers can exchange advice and views at www.expertsexchange.com 3. Looking for a pen? Look no further than Pen Island at www.penisland.net 4. Need a therapist? Try Therapist Finder at www.therapistfinder.com 5. Then of course, there’s the Italian Power Generator company… www.powergenitalia.com 6. And now, we have the Mole Station Native Nursery, based in

Hospital..........
I hv MISSED U ALL TERRIBLY..I hv been in the hospital for pneumonia/bronchitis. I also learned while I was in there that I hv to have a heart catherization done but I'll hv it done somewhere else...not here......LOL In fact, I "tested" the new "No smoking" policy...and walked out!!!!!! I can understand the guards feelings on his job but he didn't hv to be so damn obnoxiously rude with me....so I preceded to tell him that he could take this fr***** hospital and stuff it up his fat a**!!!! I turned around/went to my room/had the nurses pull the IV's/got dressed and came home...and I'll never viist that place again..Its called SOMC-Southern Ohio Medical Center....They r pricks!!!!!

Job Change
Today i will receive a message from another prospective employer. They will send me when a good time will be for an interview on Monday. I may just call them instead and find out at that time while at work. I really want to quit my current job so i can work there. For now all i can do is wait and see. The good thing about working for this new employer is that i will be working 3rd shift instead of going back to 2nd shift when school starts. It will make it hard for travel still but I don't care. I really want to work there. I may also have to work weekends and once again... i don't care. what is important to me is changing jobs and working at this new place.

My Fantasy
MY FANTASY I HAD THIS DREAM LAST NIGHT OF FANTASY YOU AND I WAS TOGETHER ENTWINED IN ECSTASY I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO SAY OR, WHERE TO BEGIN MY FEELINGS FOR YOU ARE ALMOST A SIN SOMEHOW, YOU’VE CAST UPON ME AN OVERPOWERING SPELL DREAMING ABOUT YOU IS HEAVEN, WITHOUT YOU IT’S HELL TRY AS I MIGHT, THE WORDS ARE HARD TO FIND JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW YOU FILL MY MIND LIFE SOMETIMES GIVES US A TERRIBLE FATE. KNOWING YOU’RE SO FAR AWAY IS SOMETHING I HATE. IF, MY DREAMS WERE TO COME TRUE THEY’D BE SPENT WITH NO ONE BUT YOU. SO STRANGE TO ACHE FOR SOMEONE YOU’VE NEVER TOUCHED NEVER THOUGHT, I’D WANT SOMEONE THIS MUCH CHRIS

I Need 20,000 Comments For This Contest...
sexiest picture, and anybody that gets 20,000 comments wins a 7 day blast...... I need my loving fubar peeps to dig deep on this ONE.....if you can Love YOU All, http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=795314&albumid=489401&i=3615149951#

Just For Your Info
Well i thought i would get this off my chest for all to read and so they can understand my hatred to my father It started when i was little my father blasted me in the face full force with a garden hose he thought it was funny it tramatised me so bad i can not get my face wet i freak out and go crazy so i never leanred to swim thanks to him then all my life he never came to see me see i was born as a basterard my father was married already and had a 2 year old daughter my father never wanted me in his life and the sad thing is i am his only son. this part of my life story will make you all cry so please get some tissue before reading this part. it was my 15 birthday my father drove up to my house for my birthday party we were sitting on my porch talking and his oager went off it was my sister she was gradutating from high school that year nad needed him for something to do with her prom he looked at me and said i will be back later for cake and i will bring that thing you wanted well

The Quizes
I think its hillarious that you dont even have to talk to anyone anymore to get to know them all you gotta do is have them take some quizes and bam! you know them like no other. like me for instance on my page you can know me just from the damn quizes on my page i know then you say why post them lol the simple answer is this this way you dont have to ask me all the stupid ass questions all you gotta do is read lol

Ignorance Is Bliss
Geez I was sitting around thinking man ignorance is bliss. I wish I didnt know half the crap that I do know I think I would be alot happier with life. I mean like people you like or date. Wouldnt you be happier if you didnt even know or talk about who you or the other people has been with or done? I mean think about... then you could go on for all your life going I was the one and only and he really cared. But no we gotta be curious and destroy every hope that we had to be happy by comparing our selves to the other person or the other person comparing you to there other. Question is truthfully when you think about it is every love in your life just a rebound from the very first one because you never got over him or her?

Boys And Their Toys
y is it that when your getting to know someone asking questions and stuff guys seem to think straight off that your hitting on them when it can be far from the truth. questions are great and they are a good way to get to know someone as long as they are honest to thoughs questions. but if they start lieing y even talk to that person.im a very honest person and im open to just about any question and i dont take just about any statement to heart. so i mean just answer the damn question its not like ill hold it against you its your opinion not a judging contest.

#6 8/06 - 8/12
THE INSANE ASYLUM REJECTS FAN TRAIN WEEKLY MEMBER PIMP OUT!! NEW WEEK, NEW CHERRY!! 8/06 - 8/12 YOUR MISSION IS TO RATE ALL OF THE PICS, STASH, & BLOGS ON THEIR PAGE!! LETS GET THESE PEOPLE LEVELED!!!! IF YOU WANT TO BE PICKED I EXPECT TO SEE YOU HELPING ;) THIS WEEK'S PICK IS... =^^=Cat~~ Feline Goddess ~~Fubar G/F to XxHotLipsxX~~of COS~~I.A.R. #10 1,318 Points to Pimp!! LETS HELP HER GET THERE!! Click on the banner below to join the train.. That is all... Have fun! =o) ~ Founder of I.A.R. ~HollieHottie ~Insane Asylum Rejects~[Founder of I.A.R.] ~Co-Founder~ .:Lµ¢¥:.{Co-Founder of I.A.R.}

The Name Fits
ok imma try it this way ive posted 2 bulletins now... i am asking for help leveling up but noone seems to care... so pretty soon imma just start deleting people... theres no reason to be on my friends list if u cant act like a friend

8-6-07 Astrology
Your love life gets an infusion of positive energy that should at the very least put a big grin on your face for a good chunk of the day. It's a great time for dates or just spending quiet time together.

March 26, 2007
March 26, 2007 U ASKED ME ONE TIME WHY,....I NEVER KNEW UNTIL I LAYED ALONE ONE LONELY NIGHT AS THE RAIN POURED,....ITS THE LITTLE THINGS...THE TIMES U TOLD ME I WAS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL,THE TIMES I KNEW U LAY BESIDE ME TOUCHING MY HAIR AS I SLEPT,THE TIMES ID ACCIDENTLY NOTICE U SRARING AT ME,THE POEMS,AND THE LIL NOTES U LEFT THAT SOMEHOW,...MADE ME FEEL SPECIAL.....SOMEHOW I KNEW IT WAS DIFFERENT WITH US ,...BECAUSE OF THE LITTLE THINGS.....

March 02, 2007
March 02, 2007 THINKING ABOUT HOW SHE MISSED HIM SHE DEC. 2 GET A BUS TICKET AND TRAVEL TO SEE HIM.IT WAS RAINING THAT DAY,..SHE STEPPED OFF THE BUS ,...ALL SHE COULD SEE WAS HIS SKY BLUE IZE THAT SHE'D MISSED LOOKING INTO AS THEY MADE LOVE....HE SMILED, JUST HELD HIS ARMS OUT TO HER WHERE SHE FELT SAFE....THEY DIDNT EVEN THINK OF THE RAIN JUST OF SEEING ONE ANOTHER AGAIN...THE RAIN SOAKED THEM BUT THEY NEVER CARED JUST STOOD THERE KISSING AND TOUCHING AGAIN,.....

25th Anniversary (adult)
PLEASE RATE THIS BLOG FOR ME A man and his wife go to their honeymoon hotel for their 25th anniversary. As the couple reflected on that magical evening 25 years ago, the wife asked the husband, "When you first saw my naked body in front of you, what was going through your mind?" The husband replied, "All I wanted to do was to fuck your brains out, and suck your tits dry." Then, as the wife undressed, she asked, "What are you thinking now?" He replied, "It looks as if I did a pretty good job."

Wanna Get Naughty With Me?
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Would you send me dirty pictures of you?

Cheering For The Underdog
Have you ever watched a monster movie that is so awful, you find yourself cheering for the monster? I was just watching a 90's version of the Japanese monster movies, this one featuring our old friend Gamera (the turtle creature) trying to save Japan from the Gaos, a flock of carnivorous pterodactyl thingies that are snacking on the residents of Tokyo. After about 45 minutes of this Mighty Morphin Power Rangers knock-off, I found myself wishing Gamera would flip Japan the bird (no pun intended) and let the Gaos just snack happy. That kinda leads into some of the really bad slasher flicks where you hope and pray that if there is a God (or Goddess, if you prefer), the killer will slit every single vocal cord in the whining, screaming throat of the "heroine", who's only skill is to run whining and screaming in her underwear...if she was even wearing any to begin with....you get my point. Some people actually find these scary, or thrilling...I usually watch them when I

About Me
I figure this is the easiest way to explain who I am.I have in the last few days added alot of new friends.Just a lil about me ive been here almost a year in Sept. In the year I picked up an addiction and that is to level people. During that time we have helped thousands level up thats just we like to do. So you will either love me or hate me. We help as many as we can. So you know I don't use my alert box to rate. I rate when you are close to leveling. I'll be the first to admit i fill the Bulletin board up with them.So if that bothers you please feel free to remove me now but I like to help people and in order to do it you gotta let others know that someone needs help. Recently I had someone tell me if I didnt help them with level up they would remove me as a fan.Well Im not here for points and Im not here for fans. I give you respect please give it back to me. I had to be told by alot of people that there are 1,000,000 Fubars I cant please everyone. I dont get to help on ev

What And The Hell Is In A Womens Head?
My father once explained it as a man and women are standing from different vantage points and no matter where you stand you will never see it from the same perspective as a women. I am not sure if it is chemistry or what but there is a reason why the older you get the less you know about women as a whole. I strongly feel they hold far too much power over men. Only a women can have you higher then high only to slam you back to earth the same day. Maybe it's because men live life with logic and strategy while women are all over the place using nothing more the emotion. All I know at this point is always expect the unexpected and try not to care too much because they come and go out of your life with little remorse

The Fallen Angel
I am a fallen angel The earth is my home I went away from the light Because I preferred the comfort Of the shadows and the night I am not evil Though I am not considered good Yet all are told to fear me But I am just misunderstood Just because I am draped in black And I no longer have white wings Sprouting from my back I am forever destined to remain alone Ostracized by god-fearers In my new, mortal home I am still immortal For it is said my punishment is to watch While the rest of the world suffers And all the plans of do-gooders are botched I can never lend a hand To fight for what is right Or try to save the day I am ousted from the flock Though I am more or less the same Each of you are tainted at birth Yet you go through great pains To remove the mark Baptism is quite a holy shower But you never lose the scars Don’t get me wrong I think it’s a wonderful thing To try to save your souls From the eternal chaos Living in sin can bring But I am just a

Random Survey Say's (moved Blog)
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Mel (Just Mel) Christine Anderson- Guthrie Birthday: Feb 24th Birthplace: Bremerton Wa. Current Location: Earth Eye Color: Green Hair Color: umm this month/ irish red and black streaked Height: 5'4- ish Right Handed or Left Handed: ambidextrious- Righty primarily Your Heritage: Alaskan native norwegian italian romani irish The Shoes You Wore Today: Sketchers Your Weakness: Starbucks- a place right behind my ear Your Fears: Flying in big planes- Bridges, falling through street grates,elevators- fire ants Your Perfect Pizza: Hawaiian Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Moving home to seattle Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol Thoughts First Waking Up: fuck (not in the good sense haha) Your Best Physical Feature: my eyes Your Bedtime: anytime in the wee hours of the morning Your Most Missed Memory: what? Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi MacDonalds or Burger King: neither Single or Group Dates: single Lipton Ice

Destruction Of A Good Man
Destruction Of A Good Man Never did anyone imagine this man once ever having a good life. Now his life is lived in Jails,Prisons and back alley ways; he runs with other Alcoholics and Addicts just like himself chasing the Demon of addiction,never could anyone see the destruction of a once good man as he takes his very last breathe. Poem By: Charles LaMark Nelson

I Seriously Want To Know.
What has the soldiers personally done to the Americans to be hated so much? I seriously want to know. And what did I do personally to you to deserve such treatment? I get bashers on my page daily and frankly I've had enough of it. I don't usually respond but, seriously I want to know what they have personally done to each and every one of you to make you go against them? Are you really upset with our soldiers or their commander? I love my husband very much and although he sometimes wonders why he's there, he fights hard everyday to save the lives of american soldiers and Iraqi citizens everyday. Why would I let stupid people continue to bash me and him and our heroes that are fighting everyday. I wish people would get a clue and just shut it! I'm tired of not having the support of you so-called Americans that don't know which way is up. I seriously want to know who my friends are on here. If there isn't enough of them then, I'll leave-- I won't stay where me and my husband aren't wa

A Restless Soul
A Restless Soul Upon one evening, when all was calm There was, alone, a restless soul, Someone who knew what mattered not, To fulfill an empty hole. She graced the lives of many friends, Yet wondered, what at best, Could give someone of love and life, Such a day of much unrest. In deep thought she pondered most, As to what the day should entail, Never knowing one moment to the next, What the circumstances would unveil. Minute by minute the day played out, As it all began to unfold, Knowing forever without a doubt, Which morals we should uphold. Seeing someone beside themselves, With only a few moments to respond, What do you say to someone whose lost, To get them to want to move on? Thinking back to all the times, When a kind word went so far, Just a few words to lift us up, And remember who we are. With that, she lightly stepped up, To what it was she had to do, Telling this soul not to give up, For someone will always love you! Remember those who

Sad
I recently met a man who had lost the one and only true love of his life. He’s a very nice old man who when you meet him seems to be the happy go lucky type. But, you see him there sitting all alone, watching TV or rocking on his front porch and you think. Once this man was a young vibrant person all full of spit and vinegar and now he’s down to watching his stories on TV, and rocking his remaining days away in an old rocking chair on his front porch. His kids are all grown with lives of their own, hardly ever stopping by to see him. You wonder, how many days go by that this poor soul doesn’t utter a word out loud. He’s the candy wrapper of life, discarded by those who should love him most. Yet his still sharp mind hold a library full of information dating back to the early part of the 20th century, what stories this man could recount, what experiences he has had and all the things that could be learned form him if only there was a student or two. To those younger he seems a burden som

Contest Open Please Comment Bomb Now :-)
I HAVE TO GO TO BED PEOPLE GOT TO WORK TILL 7 TOMORROW BUT SURELY I CAN WIN THIS CONTEST WITH AS MANY PEOPLE I HAVE HAS FRIENDS AND FANS AND ALL... SO SHOW ME THE LOVE AND I WILL RETURN IT.... OK ALL I HAVE TO GET TO BED BUT DONT FORGET TO GO COMMENT BOMB THE HELL OUTTA MY PIC IN THE BEST CLEAVAGE AND BREAST CONTEST ;-)!! HERE IS THE LINK AGAIN HUGS AND KISSES SWEET DREAMS :-) MICHELLE AKA HOOVERGIRL

I Feel Home
O.A.R.-I feel Home There are few things pure in this world anymore, and home is one of the few We'd have a drink outside maybe run and hide, if we saw a couple men in blue But to me it's so damn easy to see that your people are the people at home Well I been away but now I'm back today and there ain't a place I'd rather go I feel home when I see the faces that remember my own I feel home when I'm chillin outside with the people I know I feel home, and that's just what I feel Cause home, to me, is reality and all I need is something real We're feeling alright headin out tonight maybe off to a dark driveway I say now, some feel bored, and some are looking for more, but we all just decide to stay We got nothing to do, but when I look at you I see something that I know and love And with the crack of a smile we all stay awhile, we know from home their ain't nothin above Well in the end, we can all call a friend, well that's something that I know as true In a thousand y

Anyone Know How???
Is there anyway to clear the history of who has viewed your page? Since nobody worth wild views my page anymore besides (one person in my case lately) You know who you are ;) As I was saying... people who just look and don't say anything... I'd like to clear it since I'm hardly on here much anymore is their anyway that you know of?

Show Owner Slade Some Love
New an Improved Scooter Bar With Owner Slade is Now Open. I need 5-10 new Subscribers to Win a Silver Motorcycle. Say Lord Wolf sent you It's the Weekend Show Some Love. They Play Kick Ass Rock n Roll none of the Pansy an Fairy Garbage, Real Music.Stuff Real Men an Women are Made from.

I've Been Nominated For Mr Fubar
I've been nominated in a Mr Fubar contest and I want to WIN!!!. Please help by rating and comment my contest pic. PLEASE Vote for me in the Mr Fubar Contest!!! Let me know that you supported me and I will return the love!! :) I'll give you 10 comments for a rate and 5 contest pic comments

Sherrifs Rescued From Pot Field
SKAMANIA COUNTY, Wash. -- Seven of the ten county sheriff's deputies who spent Saturday night stranded on Dog Mountain has been successfully rescued, according to the Skamania County Sheriff's Office. The men had become stranded on the rugged gorge terrain after becoming disoriented while pulling thousands of marijuana plants from a grow on the east side of Dog Creek, 10 miles east of Stevenson, Undersheriff David Cox said. The group had spent the entire day on Saturday removing 3,100 plants from the area. One of the deputies suffered cramps in the afternoon and, as night approached, the team became disoriented, Cox said. Search and rescue teams found four of the deputies in the lower level of Dog Mountain on Saturday night. Three more were rescued around 7:30 Sunday morning and rescuers hope to reach the remaining three before the day's end. Cox said the conditions in the area prevented rescuers from trying to reach the rescuers by air on Saturday night. "Due to the d

Untilited Love Poem
You changed my world with a blink of an eye That is something that I can not deny You put my soul from worst to best That is why I treasure you my dearest Marites You just don't know what you have done for me You even pushed me to the best that I can be You really are an angel sent from above To take care of me and shower with love When I'm with you I will not cry even a single a tear And your touch have chased away all of my fear You have given me a life that I could live worthwhile It is even better everytime you smile It so magical those things you've made To bring back my faith that almost fade Now my life is a dream come true It all began when I was loved by you Now I have found what I am looking for It's you and your love and nothing more Co'z you have given me this feeling of contentment In my life something I've never felt I wish I could talk 'til the end of day But now I'm running out of things to say So I'll end by the line you alre

What A Bus Ride............
We'd been together for a long time, and we had found out a long time ago that we both liked dangerous sex. The fear of being caught got us excited. Today was no exception� We were on the bus, it was completely full. She stood facing me near the rear exit. She had on her white skirt, my favorite one. I quickly glance around, and then look her full in the eyes, and there is an unspoken conversation. I keep one hand on the pole to steady myself, and I pinch her left nipple through her shirt with my free hand. She squirms, and I know she wants me to keep going. I drop my hand, and caress her knee. I move my hand slowly up the side of her leg inside the skirt, glancing around ever so often to make sure that nobody sees. I get to her panty line, and I move my hand around the back. She moves her body against me, putting an arm around me. I squeeze her ass, and enjoy the feel of it in my hand, so smooth. I slip my hand underneath the underwear, and run a finger up her

Swamped
When you're taught through feelings Destiny flying high above all I know is that you can realize it Destiny who cares as it turns around and I know that it decends on me It's just another day the shame is gone hard to believe that I've let it go Destiny can't replace my life scary shadows of my past are alive Destiny who cares as it turns around and I know that it decends with a smile It's just another day the shame is gone hard to believe that I've let it go It's just a melody it bleeds in me hard to believe that I've let it go

Stuff
Your Personality Profile You are dignified, spiritual, and wise. Always unsatisfied, you constantly try to better yourself. You are also a seeker of knowledge and often buried in books. You tend to be philosophical, looking for the big picture in life. You dream of inner peace for yourself, your friends, and the world. A good friend, you always give of yourself first. The World's Shortest Personality Test

Threesomes...
I haven't had a whole lot of experience with this, but from what I have experienced, I thouroughly enjoy it. I think maybe that is because of Wendy. She is beautiful and sweet and a very dirty, naughty girl. She is almost insatiable, with the biggest appetite for cock that I have ever heard of. She's a slut, my best friend, a surgical tech, a mom, smart, beautiful, sweet, nasty, horny, and I love her dearly. I love watching her suck cock (she does this extremely well) almost like she's milking it with her mouth, I also love sucking cock with her, kissing her with the head of his cock between our lips... mmmmm.... yes that is a favorite. I love watching her ride cock... she grinds on it with no worries in her mind about if he's getting off... because for sure at least she will.... anyways, i have to go rub one out now...lol....

So True....
Though you may be feeling emotionally stable and secure despite the big events going on around you, now is not the time to make decisions. Leave them to others -- or, better yet, postpone them for a few days. This fits so well for today!!!

Makes Ya Think...
IF A MAN WANTS YOU If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any di

Never Date A Capricorn
Never Date a Capricorn Somber, demanding, and freakishly logical. Emotions? It's not clear that Capricorn has them. And while it may be flattering for a Capricorn to be serious about you, bad news: they expect you to be super serious in return. Instead try dating: Aquarius, Gemini, Leo, or Virgo What Sign Shouldn't You Date?

My Valued Memories
i say i love you and maybe i believe it maybe it's true maybe i just think it has to be said i don't see myself falling in love i'm scared hold me close to your heart as i push you away from mine can you hear the sound of my voice as i run from yours i'm lost... i'm scared... you say you love me and i guess i believe it maybe it's true maybe you just feel it has to be said i don't see myself the object of love i'm confused... i'm lost... i'm scared... help me, and don't let me go as i throw you to the ground on your knees can you look into my eyes as my gaze drops from yours i'm hopeless... i'm confused... i'm lost... i'm scared can you blame me?

The Worth Of A Woman...
THE WORTH OF A WOMAN… Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll drive, fly, wal

This Is Why Iam The Way Iam
THIS IS WHY IAM THE WAY IAM HI ALL I WANT TO TELL EVERYONE WHY IAM THE WAY IAM. (FAMILLY) LAST START ABOUT MY PARENTS I LOVE MY MOM TO DEATH MY DAD LEFT WHEN I WAS 7 OR 8 AND TOLD ME BASICLLY WOULD ABOUT TO NOTHING I HAVE NOT TALKED TO HIM SINCE 1995. HE HAS BEEN IN TOWN LIKE AT LEAST 25 TIMES AND HE HAS NOT EVEN ASKED ABOUT HIS GRANDKIDS OR SON. THATS WHY I HOLD ON TO PEOPLE TO MUCH IAM NOT SURE IF ITS BECAUSE OF MY STEP MOM OR DAD BUT I DO LOVE MY DAD BECAUSE HE IS MY DAD. THATS WHY IAM THE WAY IAM. I TRIED TO MAKE UP WITH HIM IN 1999 I SENT HIM AN CHRISTMAS GIFT AND HE SENT IT BACK WITH A 4 PAGE LETTER SAYING IF U WANTED MONEY JUST ASK FOR IT MIND YOU I NEVER ASKED HIM FOR ANYTHING. (FIRENDS) THEN ITS THE FRIENDS. I HAD A FRIEND JASON WE USED TO GO TO CLUBS AND GO SHOOT POOL THEN HE GOT A GIRLFRIEND AND THAT WAS THE END OF MIKE AND JASON. I SAW HIM AT THE ECHELON MALL WITH HIS GF AND I SAID HI HE JUST WALKED BY AND DID NOT EVEN SAY HI. I HAVE NOT HAD A GOO

Never Ever
Never ever purchase a computer from Velocity Micro. I payed 3 grand for mine. They are actually Sager computers but Velocity Micro builds them. When I first got it it worked for a day then the screen wouldn't come on. Then half my RAM stopped working. Then my video card failed. Now its shuts off at random and says Operating System not found. I may not be online in the near future cause I'm about to throw this bit*h off the balcony. High Performance computer my ass.

Thats Where You Go When Theres No One Else Around
Wow. Got a phone call I wasn't exactly expecting last night. Not so much the content as the person on the other end of the line. Guess it was appropos considering how yesterday went. Note to self...beer and hot weather no longer mix well. And again, I say... August should be outlawed. Not only that, but July should be like leap year. The calendar (and the corresponding weather) should go from June straight into September. Fuck this. I'd say you could fry an egg on the sidewalk, but only if you didn't start an oil fire first. Shaddup, Jenn...that only happened one time. On that note...I'm going to finish BBQing so I can get me to a BBQ. Translate that, and you win. Oh yeah...Danny...you still have movies to watch before you hang yourself. See that you've got your priorities straight. Please and thank you.

If I Ever Had An Angel Like You
If i ever had an angel like you, i would never feel this true, you shall show me the way, as i have you here to stay, beautiful and true is really you, loving and kind is you too, let our heart flames combine, would make us both feel so fine, you are the angel that came to me, darling cant you tell or atleast see, that i would feel better having you with me, so to you i must confide, for so long my heart did hide, now with you its opened up so wide, will you join me on this lifes ride, your eyes will see into my soul, love when you do will be the toll, for i cant live with out you here, as my angel i will hold you dear, wishing my life for you to share, all the walls hidding my heart have come undone, that is to be the prise you have won, hold my hand and walk with me, for everyone to see, i will honor and treat you as my queen, at your side my future i have seen, our love will grow to the end of time, if you would honor me and be mine........

??
No time to spare, the light is fading away The days grow longer, the night more welcoming No longer shall i fight the shadows anymore I am what I shall become No more anything anymore The life I live is non-existent Nothing will be the same anymore No longer shall I be here No longer shall I care The life I lead is nothing anymore My blood shall fall, and the world shall quake I shall let all see the pain in me I shall let my demons out to slay this world No more shall I keep them caged any longer No longer will I save this place I will let it fall, into broken dispare May my blood fall, and destroy this place

Anyone Seen A Blog Or Anything Else About Me?
Because of this, now all my pictures are private and I will be going through my friend list to remove anyone that doesn't talk to me or rate me. Because they are probably just here to steal my pics, etc. Stuff like this really makes me wonder why I am nice to everyone on here and why I am on here period. If anyone knows of a blog, etc, about me, please let me know. ---------------------------------- Recent conversation with some random girl, level 3, comes to my shoutbox and here is the conversation... perky and firm@ fubar ->Mely (New ...: grow up, it was someone that couldn't have me perky and ...: LOOK I remembered your picture from a blog saying you were slut and all this rude stuff and for guys to save your pics and use em to get off i was trying to be nice and let u know but u were a bitch so now i am laughing at think it is funny i see why someone did that GO AWAY U R BLOCKED ->Mely (New ...: lol you came to my shoutbox to start shit with me for some reason.

Lots
So I've been reading a lot I've been suffering from writers block for I don't know how long and all i do is wanna write - just write until my hand falls off i'm on vacation starting wednesday so i'm hoping i'll find some inspiration. i can feel it, but what it is.. i'm not sure. *feels crazy* anyhow.. wish me luck :X Brytt

To All Bikers Please Pass On
Motorcycle Riders For all who Know Motorcycle Riders or see them on the roads everyday. I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves But

The Bother
beneath the sea, an oyster met a tiny grain of sand said the oyster,"you're a bother, you'll never be something so grand!" well, a diver brought up that oyster, shucked it open,then jumped! in surprise what once had been, that grain of sand, was delight to his old, weary eyes! a thing of such great beauty! yes,that tiny,grain of sand what had been seen, as a bother, was the pearl that he held in his hand. "now take this pearl my daughter, as you wear it, please, never forget! they, who some people view as a bother, may be pearls who they haven't yet met Copyright ©2004 Andrew R. Thornton

The Weed
so i finally kicked the weed out. after he came home climb into my bed and told me he was married but wants to still live with me for two more weeks. He told me his wife was a better person then i will ever be after letting him move into my home with no job or prospects and taking care of him for months. I told him i willn not allow him to use me anymore and he said he never used me. im sorry but any man who moves in with a single mother pays no rent and expects her to pay his way is a user. after he left and i started packing his shit my friends and family those who could get there were all there because they know that me being the person i am would have let him stay those two weeks because he told me he had no place to go. sad isn't that id fall for something like that and did over and over again from this man alone. he had the nerve to tell me im being over dramatic and a bitch but i don't touch married me the ones who are married and look for women to be with while they are marrie

October = Hottie
Pick your birthday month and read it, then repost with whatever you are... JANUARY = SHYNESS Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily

Driving Directions For Detroit.
Driving Directions for Detroit 1. First, you must learn to pronounce the city name. It's Di-troit. NOT DEE-troit. If you pronounce it DEE-Troit then we will assume you are from Toledo and here for the country Music hoe-down. 2. Forget the traffic rules you learned elsewhere. Detroit has its own version of traffic rules... Hold on and pray! 3. The morning rush hour is from 6:00am to 10:00am. The evening rush hour is from 3:00pm to 7:00pm. Friday's rush hour starts Thursday morning. Weekends are open game. 4. If you actually stop at a yellow light, you will be rear-ended, cussed out and possibly shot. If you're first off the starting line when the light turns green, count to five before going. This will avoid getting in the way of cross-traffic who just ran their yellow light to keep from getting shot. 5. Schoenherr can ONLY be properly pronounced by a native of the Detroit metro area. That goes for Gratiot too. 6. Construction and renovation on I-94,I-96, I-75,I-275

Warning.. Killer Bambi's!!!!!
I understand the fascination with firearms in the states. I understand where the whole thing came from and why it started. I even understand the zeolots that feel that they should be allowed to carry a gun anywhere they want. Having said that... I know I am not much of an outdoorsman. I have never been hunting, and actually.. Never been out camping in the bush. So could someone explain something to me? Are there Deer out there in the wilderness that are so dangerous that you need an Assault Rifle to bring them down? Has someone outfitted these animals with kevlar vests and flak jackets that you need that kind of firepower to hunt them? Or worse yet!!! Has some environmental group armed these animals so you need an Assault Rifle to defend yourself against them??? I think you know where this is going right? Assault Rifles are NOT needed by the average citizen. Unless of course you are a postal worker having a really bad day, or as we have seen lately, a high schoo

Amazingly Simple Home Remedies
1. If you are choking on an ice cube simply pour a cup of boiling water down your throat. Presto! The blockage will instantly remove itself. 2. Avoid cutting yourself slicing vegetables by getting someone else to hold while you chop. 3. Avoid arguments with the Mrs. about lifting the toilet seat by using the sink. 4. For high blood pressure sufferers: simply cut yourself and bleed for a few minutes, thus reducing the pressure in your veins. Remember to use a timer. 5. A mouse trap, placed on top of your alarm clock, will prevent you from rolling over and going back to sleep after you hit the snooze button. 6. If you have a bad cough, take a large dose of laxatives, then you will be afraid to cough. 7. You only need two tools in life - WD-40 and Duct Tape. If it doesn't move and should, use the WD-40. If it shouldn't move and does, use the duct tape. 8. Remember: Everyone seems normal until you get to know them. Daily Thought: SOME PEOPLE ARE LIKE SLINKIES. NOT R

Ever Had...one Of Those Days
Ever had... One of those days where everything just seems beautiful and things (for a moment) feel completely right and perfect in this world. That to me is beauty in the purest form. And... I'm trapped in that feeling. I think... Love grows deep and real in these moments. Spring is fantastic.

That Was Fun
Thank you to everyone who showed me Fu luv with rates fans gifts n requests in my Happy hour I promise to return all the luv with 51 friend requests it might take a while to get thru everyones pic n stash rates but you'll all get an 11 on your profile tmr at the very least :D

As We Look Forward..
As we look toward a brand new year then gaze back to the past we pause with mixed emotions and memories that still last. For these years have taught us lessons we never thought we'd learn to stand in the face of adversity seeking peace for which we yearn. Our nation still stands together since that sad September day when in an instant all was changed and so many taken away. Each life a precious memory each face burned in our souls the hero, the innocent, those who were lost were halves who made someone whole. So we pray for this coming year to be peaceful for strength to see us through for each one who lost someone precious and for all that is holy and true. As we pray God's eternal blessings for our leaders and our land we walk toward the future together heart to heart and hand in hand.

Labor Day
hey my sexy fubar friends, family, fans fans of i know its early but i wanted to wish u sexy fubars a happy labor day !! have a great day cooking grilling swimming relaxing what ever u doing stay safe and stay sweet god bless u all i love u guys!!

Am I A Bad Son!
Am I a bad son because some days I don't think of him? I do miss him so much. I wonder if he knows how much what he did hurt so many. I don't want to cry but I can't help it. HE WAS MY FATHER. I loved him like no other. I had no mother. He gave use what we needed maybe not what we wanted. He loved and cared for us. he sacrificed his happiness to make sure we were feed and had a roof over our heads. I wonder if he knew how much I loved him. Lately I seem to be working so hard that I don't think of him. Is that bad or good? My brother and I all that is left. We now help each other out and do our bests. I know if he were here today he would be proud of me. I just want you to know I will never forget you. We will always have Pusan, Korea.I love you pops!

Well Then...
Here's my story... I do what I want when I want, there isnt anyone who can stop me...I am a social person and I could careless if you assume otherwise...so if you want to have your fun and judge me go right ahead bkuz it shows I am better than you Keep talking sh*t you're making me famous Why everyone has to watch me and then talk to my boyfriend Grant about me, like I have done anything wrong, listen I dont go around being a tramp, I have fun; I talk to people...dont safely assume that I am "flirting" just bkuz I am nice doesnt mean I flirt with everyone...so stop being childish and talking behind my back, say it to me...I'd like to hear some stuff you talk bout...Take the time to sit me down and tell me exactly what you think I should be doing...should I only be armcandy..sit around while everyone else socializes and has a good time, shut up and stay in the background...dont worry once you get your feed of gossip; wont stay around long bkuz I am done with your scene...No one

Please Read Everone
How would you like it to be whacked hard over the head as a "sport"!? Norway and Canada have a new kind of tourism. Killing baby seals. They call it a "sport"..You want to call this a sport?Is he a sportsman?Why?You're our only hope !!! This barbarism shouldnt be possible in our society..Dont turn your back on us, we are defenselessI know these images seem painful for you, but we feel the pain. We are being slaughtered and its going on RIGHT NOW...What gives him the right to kill us? Who is he to decide about life and death?What kind of sport is this? I didnt harm anyone. I was just swimming around..Please help me and my friends...You cant just ignore these images.. Keeping silent and doing nothing makes you guilty...Please help us Please dont leave us alone...STOP THE KILLING OF SEALSYou can make a statement by reposting this to get as many people as you canto repost this. Bring these murderers to the attention of world leaders.Thank you!!!!hit reply to sender and copy it from there

Artistic Creation! Sfw
Wrote this last night at work, was quite bored, and needed to fill some time. Enjoy!! ----------------------------------------- Stepping into a lavish garden an old man walks up to his canvas. The canvas is situated on a marble patio surrounded by floral growth which fills the air with intoxicating scents. He is an artist, even the very garden in which he now stands was meticulously arranged, planted, and created by his hand. His love and appreciation of beauty is ever so evident in all that surrounds him. He is after all, a Master of Beauty. This learned and wise artist picks up his easel and brush and looks to the skies above and pulls in a long deep breath of the aromatic scents that float about him in the cool afternoon breeze. With his eyes closed brush and easel in hand the master artist contemplates a spring day, images slowly assemble in his mind, a marble bench before him, a fountain off to the side, the world begins to take shape. Suddenly he is wisked away to another

The Lady Of Mystery
The Lady of Mystery When I discovered a light of the hidden secret, Down dark deep passages of ageless years; Through the dim hallway while spiritedly I flew There stood that ghostly figure of silky white blue. Eagerly I followed back through the old days of yore Through lost eras of horror driven fears; To whence I would lose sight, but always pursued That phantomish lovely lady of pale pink blue. Turned centuries she beckoned that to her I fly, To immerse myself through the dark narrow way; To approach with thunder, this azure mystery And endlessly to see this chariot of secrets to be! By: Lucky to be Irish

Ours Souls
A stranger you were once. Then, with a gentle look you took my hand. As our lives engaged, you lit my life and I held both your hands. Now that time has passed, ours souls have indeed become one. How fortunate we are that we have found the love so true that everyone dreams about. Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away

How Odd!
Yeah, my insomnia continues ad I tried to sleep all night but couldn't. So feeing rather odd I was just thinking about two things that strike me as the most beautiful things I know. 1. The density of water. Water has an amazing characteristic that makes life possible on this planet. Let's start with the gaseous form of water, steam. Water is least dense when it is steam and at the point it cools enough to form a liquid the density rises dramatically. Water, then gets denser as the temperature drops, all the way down to the point it becomes a solid, ice. It is at that point an amazing and beautiful thing happens. The density drops again, and so we have the fact that ice floats in water. If not for that fact ice would settle to the bottom of ponds and lakes and we would have no possibility for life as we know it. That's just beautiful! 2. The French term for orgasm is "une petite mort", or "a little death". I think that might be the most romantic thing I have ever heard! It's the a

First Time Pimpout
Sweetpeach2003 Pimpout Wow she finally made it to her 1 year anniversary,what a great yr with her. She is an awesome friend and plus really hott. She takes her friendships seriously and enjoys new ones. So to all my friends pop in and add fan rate and crush her!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Muahzzzzzzzzzssssssssssss CLICK ANY PIC TO COME AND SAY HELLO !!!!!! IF YOU HAVENT MET HER....YOU NEED TO THIS PIMP OUT WAS BROUGHT TO YOU BY DJ BABY BOY AND EXTREME X LOUNGE !!!!KEEP IT REAL!

To Dare Is To Do
Ok, I knew I shouldnt have posted that last blog. To any of you that know me if I get dared to do something I follow through. Hense a few tatts that I didnt REALLY want. I even have "to dare is to do" in latin on my calf. Ok cut to the chase. My friend dared me to do what I posted in my last blog. Not stepping down, I set some ground rules. At least 30 people have to vote, YEA or NEA and if the YEA's have 50% ITS ON!! So, we will see what this blog comes to at this time tomorrow.......please say no ;P

Over You!!
u say ur packin ur shit n u walkin away u keep lookin back hopin i beg u to stay i aint the one who decide to leave so if u think im gonna step down that low then ur wrong why should i be the one beggin u when u the one who fucked up,u keep lookin n waitin but u no what aint nothin to wait for so jus turn around n bounce,a week gone by n now u back beggin me for a second chance i knew u be the one beggin me but all i got to say is i told u so,see how karma comes back n bites u,u thought i be here waitin for u to come back but as u can see ive gotten over ur cheatin ass,so jus walk away and take ur shit n never look back cuz im over you...

Whats Your Fine
This is fun to do. Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. When you are done, send it back to the person that sent it to you and your other friends. My fine is $390.50..not so bad lol "My fine is $........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40 Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know -- $0.10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $15 Ever drive drunk -- $20 Ever got drunk at

Remembering 911/his Name Was Pete.
He was a small framed man, he lived 68 years in New york city it was his home, strings of lifes bad luck, brought him to his knees, as his home was a cardboard box,people in the area were not afraid of him but kept their distance he was a person with personal problems, no where in the city could anyone really shower or find a job,after all this is a big city. September 11.was a day that started out like many before,cramped bones and headaches, same ole same ole, until the ground shook causing everyone in the city to look into the sky, it was tower one world trade center, the building looked as if it were on fire, smoke from the higher floors you could see that something was wrong no one knew but everyone was afraid but not Pete, he took his bag and headed for tower one he thought maybe there was a way he could make life better then what he was use to, in his mind he thought if I could help someone, maybe my life could for the first time begin to make sense and have meaning, as he came

Hmmmmm...
I am being ever so well behaved on here and yet keep finding myself getting booted of this site! Obviously having 'pooter' problems. Unfortunately I am not really blessed with any real skills when it comes to this sort of technology. My thanks to the messages that are coming in, all are read! I am just having trouble returning my own. Please don't think you are being ignored :) OK, I know that my choice of pictures hints at a sexy lady being behind the profile, which is true! I have to stress it's sensuality that does it for me, not out there blunt in your face forwardness. So please, no porno pictures or videos. It's not my thing. Flirty is fine, heck we all do it but anything to lewd is just rude TSK! My thanks and smiles to you! ;)

Me Me Me Me Me N You
holla fubarians how you all doing on this fine day I was thincking to my self as people do theres not enough britsh on this site and more to the point me fellow welsh people I havent met one yet any way never mind who you are come n add me become a fan and a friend and I'll return tha favour laters come n rate my ugly ass hahahhaah

Nobody's Perfect
Nobody's Perfect Sometimes we expect far too much of the people around us, and because no one can ever live up to those expectations, we are almost always disappointed. Wouldn't it be better if we just let go, and let people be who they are? Then we'd be able to see them as they are -- with all their beauty and goodness in which we take joy, and with all their faults which we can also see in ourselves. When we have put someone up on a pedestal, sculpturing them to fit our needs and desires by smoothing out the rough edges and creating new curves here and there, we cannot see the real person underneath our work. All we see is the illusion we have created. That is denying the person's real identity and is disrespectful. It's much better for our friends and for ourselves if we drop our expectations and illusions, and accept them all just the way they are

What I Want For My B-day
ok my b-day is next month october 31st id either like to level up to a 20 or something or get a happy hour i know i'm what i'm asking for is alot or impossable but it's what i want for my 26th b-day never had a happy hour and would love to get 1 for my b-day :D(this will only be up till my b-day after it's past i'll take this down)

My Son's 9th Birthday
As you can see there is a picture of a boy as my primary photo. That is my son Lee. Today my little giant turns 9 years old. It's hard to believe he is 9!! It seems like only yesterday I was in the OR delivering and telling my now ex husband HA! HA! your mom didn't get her wish! She had been pestering me that I should have the doctor to wait til the 13th for the baby to be born on a relative of her hubby's bday. I told her the baby will be born when the doctor says! Lee was born on September 12, 1998 at 11:14 PM ; 46 minutes shy of what she wanted LOL!! Man it did me some good to get a laugh!! NOONE is gonna dictate shit to me on this and that except the baby being born and the doctor. In a way today is also bittersweet. A childhood friend of mine would have celebrated his 40th birthday today. Unfortunately Danny drowned on June 1, 1997 3 months and 11 days shy of his 30th Birthday. I hope his soul found peace. He had a troubled life and was trying to straighten things

Not Having A Good Day
I am not having a very good day so far. I had to have a gastroscopy today at 9 am. Well my mom and I got to the clinic ahead of time. They got me back and checked all in right away. The nurse came to put the IV in and ended up having to poke me twice. When they finally took me back to the room where I was having my test done it was 10. I didn't even see the doctor until almost 10:30. Well he knocked me out for the procedure and I did not feel a thing. He told me after the procedure that my throat, stomache and everything look good. When they took me to recovery, they gave me some coffee, orange juice and toast. When I got home, my mom was going to take me to the bank so I could cash this fifty dollar check I got from AT&T. Well when I got in my purse to get it, it wasn't there. I looked everywhere in my apartment for it and can not find it. I do not know what I'm going to do. I need that money for my cats shots on Oct. 8 and was going to go get myself a webcam with

Quick Chicken Cacciatore
Quick Chicken Cacciatore We're not kidding when we say "quick" -- and we could have added "easy." After strips of chicken are sauteed briefly, in go the rest of the ingredients, and 10 minutes later a wonderful stew is on the table. Servings: 4 Ingredients: * Nonstick cooking spray * 4 skinless, boneless chicken breasts, cut into 1-inch strips * 1 (16-ounce) can peeled tomatoes * 1 (8-ounce) can tomato sauce * 1 large green pepper, chopped * 1/2 chopped cup celery * 1 medium onion, chopped * 1 cup sliced mushrooms * 2 teaspoons dried oregano * 1 teaspoon dried basil * 1 teaspoon dried parsley or 1 tablespoon chopped fresh parsley * 1 bay leaf * 1/4 teaspoon salt * 1/4 teaspoon ground black pepper Directions: Spray a large skillet with nonstick cooking spray. Preheat the pan over medium-high heat. Add the chicken and cook, stirring, for 3 to 5 minutes, or until no longer pink. Reduce the heat to mediu

Why Is It So Hard???
Why is it so hard for people to just be open about how they feel. Why give mixed messages, why play games. They don't want to get themselfs hurt but what they dont realize is that their hurting the other person. All i want is for the person im with to be there for me and show me that they "Love/Like" me, is that too much to ask. You know everyone makes a big deal about all the big things in a relationship, well what about the little things? To me they matter just as much if not more than everything else. Is this too much to ask???

Poetry....or Something Like That
Checking the locks in my heart again. The translucent barriers remain tightly bound. It protects against all the pain, but occassionally reminds of the "what if's" By opening its doors, letting the cold in. It's vindicative, at the slightest bit of passion it burns. Secretly it yearns to know what the truth withholds. Patiently it waits for the arrival of an emotional playground. Against my will I feel the desire, while the walls burn down. Ignorance seems valid, but the self-control is pushing. Another step in the wrong direction, but the questions seep "How wrong is it?"

Great Sb Convo
bottum up, as always Damon: hahahah your awesome ->Psychowolf...: Im convinced you could be convinced. Nothing a bit of Ass Lube and a Can of tennis balls wont fix Damon: im sure there's some sausage somewhere on here for you Damon: srry to disappoint but that's a negative ghost rider ->Psychowolf...: FUCK! I was lookin' forward to you and I Pounding each others ass for a few hours! Damon: i knjowyou're here to defend your friend dude,and that's admirable but she's a big girl and she'd doin fine . lol ->Psychowolf...: Youre sure about that? You didnt say you swallowed sausage like John Holmes? Damon: haha nope i think your safe. ->Psychowolf...: im not kidding. I NEED to know if theres an AssBandito after me Damon: haha ur 2 funny. ->Psychowolf...: Thats what ive been hearing On The fagvine Damon: dude, are you SERIOUSLY asking me that? ->Psychowolf...: did you SERIOUSLY say you wanted to tap my ass? Damon: lol ->Psychowolf...: im not chec

I Dont Know Any More So What If
so what if i towr out my heart and handed it to u what would u do? would u throw it at me and run away? would u throw it on the grown and spit on it and stomp it in to the ground? would u hold it and never let it go? would u chearush it and hold on to it for ever?? would u throw it in to the fier and wach it burn?? or would u just break it again and throw it in my face as u spit on me?

Sorry My Friends & Family Members
Sorry Everyone...... I just want everyone to know that I am still alive just been having some personal problems which some of you know yet others do not but in the midst of all this my comp was taken into the shop and I am borrowing a Dear friend of mine laptop and do not know how to do the copy & paste to send graphic profile comments like I normally do, for that I am sorry but I should have my comp back within a week if all turns out well and will be able to start leaving comments again please bare with me and know I still think about you all!!!! I hope your all doing well XOXOXOXOX Luv Your Friend Linda

I Am So Sick Of Being Hurt
Why is it that people think it is ok to hurt others. Is it to make themselves feel better or are they sick inside and they get off on making others feel about a inch tall. I am a human being with feelings. I feel as though no matter what I say and/or do I am never doing it good enough. I can never do enough or say enough to make people happy. I am so sick of trying when all I get is slapped in the face. When someone I care about slaps me in the face it hurts. It makes me feel as though I am less than human. I am sick of hurting all the time. Everyone tells me suck it up stop letting it get to you well damn it the only way to do that is not feel anything at all. How the hell do you do that? How do you stop feeling anything? I am not a fucking robot. I have feelings though I would much rather I didn't. I am tired of loving, caring and making others happy when I don't get anything in return. I am not anyone's kicking post don't use me as such. I want to scream out and make someone feel as

Life
Hey list'n up... U Live n u DIE so dont get all discouragd. just get ur lasy azz off the couch n grab LIFE by the horns.. n stop be'n pansie's bout girl's if ur not kool bout ur self then the girl's will think the same way.. so think positive n confident n u'll have a great Life n maybe a great girl or even a family... U never know what lies ahead of even around the corner.... I even have to take my own advice.....

Sexual Experence
Well to start off I lost my virginity when I was 14 to a guy that was 16. It was all him, all I got was a little pain and a a panty with blood on it. I had several boyfriend before getting married. My husband would be passionate at times He even went down on me a few times. We were divorced in 99. Then I met Mark on the internet. He was going by the name of tonguer. We chatted a couple of times for a couple of weeks, I figured what the hell my clit needed a little attention. I'll let this guy tease my clit for a bit and doing a little fucking using a condom. Well let me tell you he did a lot more than just tease it. He made love to my pussy and clit with his tongue and lips. and just at the right time he would suck...... Let me tell you I had never had such a strong orgasm. He has a condition known as NF. It has given him bumps all over his body, and I do mean all over, even on his cock. He has maybe a dozen small ones. After cumming 5 times we changed position doing 69. That's when I

The Elevator
The Elevator By Ms. Cleavage Copyright 2007 The elevator door closes and behind me is a very handsome man that I noticed as I entered. He is wearing a very expensive looking suit with an attaché case in his right hand leaning up against the wall. He smiles at me as I enter the elevator and press the button for the floor below the button he pushed. We have many floors to go yet. I stand there in the middle of the floor and we begin our ascent to our destination. I can smell the scent of his cologne as it wafts over my shoulder. Very manly and extremely seductive was the scent from his cologne. It made my mind wander with the allure from his scent. I hear the tap of his attaché case as he sets it on the floor behind me and off to his side. Suddenly, I feel his arm slowly reach around my waist and give me a slight tug backwards and I can feel his body press up against my back. I gasped for a second but never say a word. Against my ass I can feel the stiffness of hi

Basketball
European Basketball Championship 2007, men Lithuania won 7 times: 03.09.2007 vs TUR 86-69 04.09.2007 vs CZE 95-75 05.09.2007 vs GER 84-80 08.09.2007 vs ITA 79-74 10.09.2007 vs FRA 88-73 12.09.2007 vs SLO 80-61 14.09.2007 vs CRO 74-72 and in the 1/2 finals lost once (so far) 15.09.2007 vs RUS 74-86 :( Tomorrow a game with Greece is waiting. If Lithuanians lose, they remain the 4th, if they win - they get the bronze.

How To Make Her A Sex Freak
Remember the Brain is the Biggest Sex Organ If you want to turn your woman into a sex freak, first of all remember that you’re a man, not a dog. You’ve got a brain so start flexing it. If your woman’s given you a reason why she doesn’t want to get it on as often as you do than listen to her. No matter how much you feel her reasons for not wanting to have sex have absolutely nothing to do with sex – listen to her. Why? Because that’s one of the major things women complain about in men, that we don’t listen. Yeah, okay, maybe she is an uptight bitch at times, maybe she does go on and on about the most inane things, maybe she can be annoying as hell – but so can you. And you know exactly when you’re pushing the line, slacking off on your part of the bargain, forgetting to take out the trash, forgetting to let her know when you’ll be home, forgetting the stuff she asked you to pick up at the store – or maybe you make snide comments, and little digs. This isn’t about becoming he

So Confused
so i have been going through shit with myself and i don't get whats wrong. OK I HEAR WOMEN SAY THEY WANT THIS AND THEY WANT THAT. I DATED A FEMAL WHO SAID I WAS TOO PERFECT AND DIDN'T WANT TO MESS IT UP SO SHE LEFT. THE ONLY FEMALES I FEEL I CAN DATE ARE HOOD RATS THAT HAVE NO GOALS. WELL ACCEPT HAVING THE NEW BABY DADDY AND HIS CHILD SUPPORT CHECK. why can't i have a woman i think is a real dime. here goes my run down *i have a big ass heart *i'm very affectionate *i love kids *very open minded *strong sex drive *loves romance *ex army football player and soldier *college education *love life and faith in God *poet and dancer and rapper *don't smoke or drink *loves his momma...hahahah i'm not a baller. i struggle, and live check to check. i'm not a thug and get grossed out by the thought of hitting a woman. so what is wrong with me besid my finacial shit

Who Knows??????
How do you know? Until you try, wither a thing is to live, grow or die. How will it end with ecstasy or tears. Pain, Joy, Laughter or Fears. Wither some thing, is meant to be, Wrapped in love or too soon set free A song in your head, a knife thru your heart the love of your life or two torn apart. Its never easy when you are faced, with a decision to run or a leap of faith. How will it be?, who can say? a cold winter's night or a warm spring day? Hearts beating wildly, separately, yet as one. Who knows how it ends?, when all is done. Get this widget | Share | Track details

Ummmmmmmmmm
these are friends who are in contest please help them out any love is better then no love http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=621057&i=1135754443 she always helps when needed http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=985374&albumid=568093&i=733482737 his family is in the bombfest and he cant bomb himself yet so please so all the love you got thanks

September 17, 2007
God!! How much closer can these things get to what's happening in my life right now?!?!?!? September 17,2007 You're taking care of so much weird emotional business right now that you might be torn between one important person and another. Take a deep breath and try to figure out your priorities quickly!

Tampons Save A Life In Iraq ,plz Read It
Tampons to the rescue in Iraq !! Don't worry, it's a good story, and worth reading. It's even humorous in parts. It's from the mother of a Marine in Iraq . My son told me how wonderful the care packages we had sent them were and wanted me to tell everyone thank you. He said that one guy we'll call Marine X, got a girl care package and everyone was giving him a hard time. My son said, 'Marine X got some really nice smelling lotion and everyone really likes it, so every time he goes to sleep they steal it from him.' I told my son I was really sorry about the mistake, and if he wanted I would send Marine X another package. He told me not to worry about Marine X because every time I send something to him, Marine X thinks it's for him too. He said when my husband and I sent the last care package, Marine X came over to his cot picked up the box, started fishing through it, and said, 'What'd we get this time?' My son said they had the most fun with Marine X's package. Hm

#1
1. Were you smiling when you woke up this morning? HELL NO 2. When was the last time you met someone new? Been awhile. 3. What is irritating you right now? It's cold outside. 4. When did you last eat pizza? Don't remember, Months. 6. How many text messages are in your inbox?hhmm 40 or so.. 7. What's the furthest distance you've gone in the past 3 days? Huntingdon. 8. What does the sixth message in your inbox say? Probably something stupid. 9. Have you ever kissed anyone named Michelle? Not that I recall.. possibly though. 10. Besides your bed, what is your favorite thing in your bedroom? Sex Toys. 11. Do you enjoy piercings and tattoos? yes. 12. Who is in the room with you? No One. 13. What are you wearing on your feet? nothing 14. What is/are your favorite pair of shoes? my docs. 15. Who was the last person you told you loved them? Kelly. 16. Do you get along with your parents? yes 17. What were you doing before this? Drinkin

So I Havent Posted On Here In Forever..
yeah, alot has happened. im back in school now of course..my summer was amazing. i had a lot of fun times w/ friends and what not. and now im really happy cause me and evan are back together, i really missed him..not to mention the sex is great. haha :] idk what else to say. hope you all are doing great! leave me comments and stuff!

Emerils.com - Creole Cornbread Stuffing
CREOLE CORNBREAD STUFFING from potluck [ email recipe to a friend ] [ display recipe in printable format ] Ingredients needed: 1 baked Basic Cornbread, broken into 1-inch pieces (12 cups) 1/2 tablespoon unsalted butter 4 cups Chicken Stock, or canned low-sodium chicken broth 1 cup heavy cream 1 cup milk 2 large eggs 1 tablespoon plus 2 teaspoons Emeril's Original Essence 1 pound andouille sausage or other smoked sausage, cut crosswise into 1-inch pieces 3 tablespoons vegetable oil 3 cups chopped yellow onions 2 cups chopped celery 2 cups chopped green bell peppers 1 teaspoon salt 1/2 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper Pinch of cayenne pepper 2 tablespoons minced garlic 4 teaspoons finely chopped fresh thyme Increase the oven temperature to 400ºF. Grease a 10 x 15-inch baking dish or two 9-inch square baking dishes with the butter. Combine the Chicken stock, cream, milk, eggs, and 1 tablespoon Essence in a large bowl and whisk to

The Best Knock Knock Joke I Made Up That You Will Hear All Day
*knock knock* who's there? *noob* noob who? **new blog post is up here** And I'm getting tired of posting everywhere when I post a blog... so just bookmark the site and go check it yourself if you care- I'm too lazy for all this typing. :P

The Jena 6 Media Story
So, this morning, all there is on the idiot box is stories and coverage of the morons flocking to support the “Jena 6”. Yes, I said morons. Why? Because, they are listening to the media who are the ones that are escalating this event so that there is a story (of their own making) to cover. Please, read on. Ok, let me say this loud and clear, I am white and I am not a racist. So, why aren’t I supporting the “Jena 6”? Let’s look at this in the short and simple version. Last year a group of kids (#1) sat under a tree where another group of kids (#2) usually hung out. The other group of kids (#2) didn’t like it so they hung up what many described as “hangman’s nooses”. The first group of kids (#1) didn’t like that so they beat the living crap out of another kid. Do we see any disparity here? Ok, let’s take it a step at a time; Last year a group of kids sat under a tree where another group of kids usually hung out. There is no crime here, even if they knew the first

Domestic Violence
Many people who are being abused do not see themselves as victims. Also, abusers do not see themselves as being abusive. People often think of domestic violence as physical violence, such as hitting. However, domestic violence takes other forms, such as psychological, emotional, or sexual abuse. Domestic violence is about one person in a relationship using a pattern of behaviors to control the other person. It can happen to people who are married or not married; heterosexual, gay, or lesbian; living together, separated, or dating. If your partner repeatedly uses one or more of the following to control you; pushing, hitting, slapping, choking, kicking, or biting threatening you, your children, other family members or pets threatening suicide to get you to do something using or threatening to use a weapon against you keeping or taking your paycheck puts you down or makes you feel bad forcing you to have sex or to do sexual acts you do not want or like keeping you

Operation Adopt A Soldier Has Its First Adoption!!
PFC Hardy, Isacc needs adopted As of 9/20/2007 10:30am Hey everyone. I had a soldier write me about being adopted. His name Is Isaac and is currently stationed in Iraq with the 735th. I am needing someoene to step up and adopt him. By the adoption of the soldier All is asked that you write to him, and send a care package from time to time. if interested please contact me for more information. Thanks Bonnie, AKA founder of Operation Adopt A soldier Note: We are also taking donations to get a site of our own, and to help out other military members by getting things that they could use. Thanks for all the support you show the military members -------------------------------------------------- Updated: 9/20/ 2007 @ 11:30am Yes its officail. We have are first adoption. Ellena and her family had choosen to adopt PFC Isaac Hardy. They will be keeping in touch with other while isaac is over seas. Ellena and her family will not only be sending letters but also care packages

So Tired
I've been SOOOO tired lately. Seems like I can't get enough sleep. Plus I've been working at least one day out of the weekend OT trying to get my bills caught up. But its not going to do any good if I end up running my self down and have to miss work. Blah! It seems like every time I think I'm getting caught up something else comes along. I'm sure you all know what I mean. School starts and it's school supply, fees, lunches & pictures. Homecoming is next weekend and my oldest is taking a date PLUS he's the Senior escort! Dress clothes & corsage. LOL Like I said one thing after another. Oh and yeah I have to make about 100 sandwiches before tomorrow nights football game. I picked up the meat today when I left work. And Tiger is suppose to pick up buns for me. So I think I'm going to try to make half of them tonite. My life in a nutsell .. hah.. guess thats where a nuts life should be eh?

What The F*ck
i sit only here whatever do i say you don't want me near just another day you want to be alone for i should know why sends chills to my bone all i want to do is cry soon we will be not two but one for the day is coming quick i don't want to be alone everytime we argue i feel sick how are we suppoe to make it you wanted this as much as me even for a lil bit our future i no longer see all we do is fight what happened to our love so true nothing i do is right all i feel is blue my life seems so cold i feel all alone together we will grow old where is it wrote in stone this i would like to know it would be a natural high why do i always feel so low is this our life written by bill pugh

Adult Site....ha
I thought that when I first joined CherryTap, that this was an "adult" only site so that "adults" would have some place on the internet to interract with each other with no consequence to what was said or posted...Well I guess since it is becoming of age, the Gustopo and it's storm troopers must somehow keep the masses under control. The censorship of photos and stash is not the workings of an "adult" only site, and I for one, is kinda getting sick of it. Believe me, If I could find another site on the internet that is so populated with people and is designed somewhat like this, but with a lot less censorship, I would delete my account and move to the other site in a heartbeat....and if I keep mouthing off to GOD and his minions...I just may get deleted. But...It is time to bring back the old CherryTap...and get these censorship assholes the hell out of here...and if that means the bouncers...then so be it.... THIS IS AN ADULT SITE.....LETS ACT LIKE ONE AND PARTY!!!!!!!

Such True Words...
Thanks to my special friend for reminding me about the SIMPLE THINGS.... You can hear this song on my home page, but here are the words.... "Simple Things" [Verse 1:] How Do You Explain This Funny Feeling Deep Inside Makes Me Smile When I'm Lonely - Comforts Me When I'm Sad (How Do You) Explain This Sweet Sweet Smile On My Face That Just Keeps (Getting Better) With Each Passing Day For So (Long) I Didn't (Know) I Was Searching In All The Wrong Places [Chorus:] (Thinking If I) Spent More Money Than I Could (If I) Worked Harder Than I Should Always Having Friends To Feel Good (I'd Be Happier) Loosing My Breath In The Hustle Just Stressin' Over Nuthin' Forgetting The Real Joys That Lie - In The Simple Things [Verse 2:] How Do You Explain When There?S More Month @ The End (Of The Money) Your Situations Tells (You To Worry) But You See The Flowers In Bloom (How Do You) Explain The Soft Caress On Your Face That Tells You It?Ll Get Better With Eac

Thank You Dj Gr3mlin
->DJ GR3MLI...: yes ...please do DJ GR3MLI...: I APPRECIATE ALL THE RATES CAN I ADD YOU TO MY FAMILY? DJ GR3MLI...: HONEY U ARE BEAUTIFUL ->DJ GR3MLI...: yvw....love all of your pics and stashes....not to mention you're a very sexy lady...i wished that i looked half as good as you do so my man would look at me more often instead of other women. DJ GR3MLI...: THANK YOU FOR THE RATES

My Contest
Please help me out tonight. I am in a two hour most comments wins contest. I can win either a 7-day blast or 1-month VIP. Here is a direct link to my picture. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=813171&i=323623257 The link will not let you view the picture until tonight. Right now the album is marked private. The contest runs from 9pm to 11pm Central time. All help is appreciated. Love, Tiggerbear2007

I Need A Social Life!
Ok ya'll if you are local or close by i'm looking for friends, NOT a lover or sex partner. To hang out with and go do things. Seems alot of my friends are married w/children and just can't go out on my nights off which are sporadic and on "off" nights. So if ya wanna just hang out with a friend, let me know. I'm kinda bored with Fubar being my social excitement of the week, it's time I go have some fun.

Should Children Witness Childbirth?
Should children witness childbirth? Due to a power outage, only one paramedic responded to the call. The house was very dark so the paramedic asked Kathleen, a 3-yr old girl to hold a flashlight high over her mommy so he could see while he helped deliver the baby. Very diligently, Kathleen did as she was asked. Heidi pushed and pushed and after a little while, Connor was born. The paramedic lifted him by his little feet and spanked him on his bottom. Connor began to cry. The paramedic then thanked Kathleen for her help and asked the wide-eyed 3-yr old what she thought about what she had just witnessed. Kathleen quickly responded, "He shouldn't have crawled in there in the first place......smack his ass again!" If you don't laugh at this one, there's no hope for you.

Love Poems
1. Teddy bears, They aren't rare, Give as gifts, Easy to lift, Chocolate hearts, A full cart, Takes girls feelings, Make their eyes go drizzling, Full of love, Free like doves, So sweet is the gifts, Gifts that make girls heart skips, So sweet, Like roasted meat, The eyes meet, No feel of defeat, So cool, Until girls drool... 2. Here I am at the middle of the road I am still young but not too old My heart beats with every memory we made Wishing that I could recreate those days He was young and knew exactly what to do I couldn’t get enough of the love I once knew He was in my blood with every breath I drew He is never far from my thoughts What I wouldn’t give for another chance to replay a memory A memory of love and passion that keeps me wishing But reality keeps me doing what’s right He has his life and I have mine Here I am at the middle of the road I am still young but not too old Here's to memories....

I Thought Of You Today
Not that I have one, but to my future... To my love I thought of you today, but thats nothing new. I thought of you yesterday, and the day before that too. For every day, no matter where, In my heart you will be there.... Today, tomorrow, my whole life through, I will never stop loving you! A kiss is just a kiss till you find the one you love. A hug is just a hug till its with the one you're thinking of. A dream is just a dream till you make it come true. Love is just a word until it's proven to you....

Spell Of The Sea Shell
To perform this spell, you must find a suitable sea shell in shallow water. Take the shell and dry it thoroughly. Draw a symbol of your desire upon the surface of the shell. The symbol must be drawn with something that will easily wash off in water. Place the shell upon the shore (the sea shore is best, but any body of water large enough to have natural tides will do), so that the tide will bring waves across the shell. Take care to note the phase of the moon (waxing moon for the gain of something, waning for the dissolving of something). When the shell is in place, draw a triangle in the sand/ground, enclosing the shell completely. The symbol upon the shell must be facing upwards (towards the moon). Meaningful words or phrases may be placed upon the shell also, or simply written in the ground/sand inside the triangle. Chant the following toward the moon: Goddess of Moon, Earth and the Sea Each wish in Thy name must come to be. Powers and Forces which Tides do make, Now

Cleavage Contest
Hi friends, just a reminder that tomorrow is the start of the cleavage contest and I could sure use your help. The contest will begin at 5 pm pst. You will need to fan/rate/add him if he is not already on your list. Here is the link to his page: Thanks everyone! »†HøĦå§«@ fubar your help

The Love
The love i feel for you makes me feel so high never again to feel blue my spirit soars so high the day we say i do will be like a dream come true their's nothing i wouldn't do to spend my life with you oh how sacared our rings never to feel true pain my heart forever sings never again shall it rain with you i'll grow old together we will turn gray my heart is no longer cold to you their is nothing i can't say I LOVE YOU written by: bill p.

This Will Give You Chills
Read down to the very bottom highlighted in green, IT'LL GIVE YOU GOOSE-BUMPS!!! You don't want to miss this! ((*_*) ) VERY INTERESTING- 1. The Garden of Eden was in Iraq 2. Mesopotamia, which is now Iraq, was the cradle of civilization! 3. Noah built the ark in Iraq 4. The Tower of Babel was in Iraq 5. Abraham was from Ur, which is in Southern Iraq ! 6. Isaac's wife Rebekah is from Nahor, which is in Iraq ! 7. Jacob met Rachel in Iraq 8. Jonah preached in Nineveh - which is in Iraq 9. Assyria, which is in Iraq, conquered the ten tribes of Israel 10. Amos cried out in Iraq ! 11 Babylon , which is in Iraq , destroyed Jerusalem 12. Daniel was in the lion's den in Iraq ! 13. The three Hebrew children

Private Pics! (please Read!!!)
This was in a bulletin and it is true...For some reason we can't repost the bulletins or post new ones. PLEASE if you have PRIVATE FOLDERS with nudes or kids pictures DELETE them NOW fubar FUCKED UP anyone can see ALL your photo's DON'T BELIEVE me ask me to view a private folder and SEE for yourself REPOST PLEASE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! go to your folders turn off the NSFW and then click ok. ignore the error message. then go back and turn it back on and then set it to friends or family only and click ok and its back to how it was LOCKED!!!!!

Please Help...falling Behind
Hiya my friends and fans... I am falling behind...Can you please come help bomb my picture in the best cleavage contest..I'm falling behind. Anyone that helps me will absoletly get my help when they need bombing in a contest. The contest ends Oct. 3. Just a reminder you need to fan/rate/add Thomas in order to bomb in this contest...his link and my link are below.. Thanks again! Silverpixi »†HøĦå§«@ fubar

Fading Away
Silently she sits there Listening to everyone As she herself Starts to Fade away Being a friend to all Helping all that cross her path But who is there to help her? When silently she cries in the Dark? Crying Blood red Tears From wounds deep within her Soul That no one has ever known of For fear of being considered Broken Being of Broken Spirit Has the Inner Light Fading So as there is nothing left But Blood Red Tears and Darkness Silently the Darkness consumes her As she fades away into Nothingness With Blood Red Tears streaming down her face As her Inner Light is Destroyed. wrote 9/28/07

The Top 10 Languages Spoken In The World
10. French -- Number of speakers: 129 million Often called the most romantic language in the world, French is spoken in tons of countries, including Belgium, Canada, Rwanda, Cameroon, and Haiti. Oh, and France too. We're actually very lucky that French is so popular, because without it, we might have been stuck with Dutch Toast, Dutch Fries, and Dutch kissing (ew!). To say "hello" in French, say "Bonjour" (bone-JOOR). 9. Malay-- IndonesianNumber of speakers: 159 million Malay-Indonesian is spoken - surprise - in Malaysia and Indonesia. Actually, we kinda fudged the numbers on this one because there are many dialects of Malay, the most popular of which is Indonesian. But they're all pretty much based on the same root language, which makes it the ninth most-spoken in the world. Indonesia is a fascinating place; a nation made up of over 13,000 islands it is the sixth most populated country in the world. Malaysia borders on two of the larger parts of Indonesia (including the island

Mid South Fair
I went to the fair today, played some games, ate some food and rode some rides. unfortunately the last one i went on made me sick as a dog. it was most embarrassing. :( On the up side my friend that went with me go a very good laugh out of if, which i can't complain about because she's been having a rough time. it made it worth it to see her happy, laughing, and having a good time. :)

Love.....
LOVE... LOVE LIES It is not endless It is not true It sets you up To break your heart LOVE BETRAYS It hurts you It uses you It leaves you Empty inside LOVE CHEATS It makes you vulnerable It then leaves you To find another That is "better" LOVE.... It is not ment to be With someone like me

Someday Soon
She was lonely in her time of need She looked up at her husband, And softly whispered "Please?" He glanced down and turned his brow With a look of disgust He mouthed to her "How? You're constantly so needy, You ask for way too much, How can I show you I love you, When I'm turned off by your touch?" The tears that shown, Had been so very sincere, That she burst into sobbing, When he made his feelings, so clear. "How can you not love me? After all these years I've given? To making you happy, And sacrificing my own feelings? How can you just push me away, And act as if you do not care? When I'm the one that stood by you, When no one else was there?" She covered her eyes, and dug into her skin, Her nails had pierced her temples, As she wondered what were her sins. How could God dismiss her, And push her heart aside, When she gave this man she married, Every ounce of her inside. She loved him despite his

My View On This Matter
ok so what if one person is a Christian and another is a Wiccan????? its not like being of different religious beliefs can hurt you. just because people are different from you and have different beliefs doesnt mean you have to judge them and look down on them. Im of a different religious belief then most of my friends on here and they dont care. they dont down grade me because i believe in something different then they do. they never have done that. now i dont understand why people have to be insensitive to others when it comes down to religious beliefs and practices. cant you just go about your normal lives and not poke your nose into something you dont understand nor believe in???? what is this world coming to when we cant even walk down the damn street without someone saying something behind our backs because of our different religious beliefs???? Why can everyone just accept that everyone has their own beliefs and live with it like i do and others i know do?!?!?!?! if that happe

Would You Say A Prayer For Me?
Largest Database of ImagesFor Comments And Profiles at FreeCommentTags.com I believe that God answers prayer.... I am scheduled for an interview tomorrow morning that I have been waiting 10yrs to get! And i am sincerely asking all my friends to just say a prayer for me that i Will get this job. Thank you so much.....xxxooo,s GailLargest Database of ImagesFor Comments And Profiles at FreeCommentTags.com