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How Do You Know When To Give Up On Someone?
that is my question. How do you know when to give up and walk away from someone. to know when enough is enough. when to just shake the dust from your feet and say i cant take anymore and walk away before you are destoried in the sand. do you walk away the first sign of trouble or do you stay and watch things get worse and worse before you walk away? when is enough enough. when do you stop fighting for something thats maybe nt worth fighting for?

Contest
I AM LOOKING FOR PEOPLE TO RUN IN MY CONTENT GIFTS ARE PENDING ON COMMENTS SO IF YOU LIKE GIFT ASK ABOUT THE CONTEST AND HOW MANY CONTS TO GET FOR THE GIFT IN THE CONEST AN AS THW PAST WINNERS WHAT TEY HAVE GOTTEN FOR GIFT i TRY TO BE FAIR WELL i MAY TRY HOLDING A FEW BEEN ASKED ABOUT THEM SO IF YOUR INTERSTED IN GETTING IN EMAIL ME AND ASK ABOUT THE CONTEST AND WHAT YOU NEED TO GET

Overwhelemed
so yeah ever feel like things are flying at you faster then the speed of light, thats right about where i am now. right as im starting to get over one thing its the damn next thing fucking shit whats next is all i have to say

Advice To Women From Men:
...Never buy a 'new' brand of beer because 'it was on sale.' ...If we're in the backyard and the TV in the den is on, that doesn't mean we're not watching it. ...Don't tell anyone we can't afford a new car. Tell them we don't want one. ...Whenever possible please try to say whatever you have to say during commercials. ...Please don't drive when you're not driving. ...Don't feel compelled to tell us how all the people in your stories are related to one another: We're just nodding, waiting for the punchline ...The quarterback who just got pummeled isn't trying to be brave. He's just not crying. Big difference! ...When the waiter asks if everything's okay, a simple 'Yes' is fine

Some Things Men Can Say When Getting Caught Looking At Another Woman
"I can't believe that outfit she is wearing"; (said disdainfully). "Look at that guy!... Over there... behind the woman." "I think that's a man dressed as a woman!" "Isn't that the actress from the movie Delicatessen?" (Chances are she hasn't seen that movie - and neither have you, but you will get brownie points naming a foreign film, and it will be just obtuse enough to distract her. "I think that's the girl I knew from high school who eventually joined a convent (or was committed to an asylum) and turned out to be a real nut case." "Help me, I got something in my eye... can't see a thing!" "Hey that's the loser I dumped in order to go out with you. Boy am I glad I ever got away from her. What a moron." "I was just thinking how I felt sorry for her - since she can never hold a candle to you!" (This one might only get you punched, but its worth a try.) "Do you think she's prettier than me?" (Give her a taste of her own medicine!)

Blow Job That Change America
The Blow Job that Changed America by John Bredin (12/13/06) They ought to have a conference on it. America eight years after "that" blow job, given to president Clinton by "that" woman: the one he theatrically denied having sex with in one of the greatest TV moments of all time (finger crooked) -- in my opinion right up there with Elvis shaking his booty on the Ed Sullivan Show. They should invite philosophers, sexologists, historians, and psychologists -- and Bill Clinton too, if he wants to come -- for a panel discussion to plumb fresh meaning and insights, now that sufficient time has passed to allow for reflection, on this most profoundly earthshaking (and American) of all blow jobs. Ah, the miracle that it even happened! Contrary to right wing scolds, those dour descendents of the Puritans whose idea of fun was to grab some marshmallows and roast a frisky woman alive at the stake, desire is -- like duh -- a positive thing. Because we only live once, we're limited to a

If Americans Knew... - Snatch Your Mind Back Zombie
RE: If Americans Knew... - Snatch your mind back zombie ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: -[Doshio]- oishii loops Date: Dec 19 2006 1:11 AM English version of the Italian documentary by Sigfrido Ranucci and Maurizio Torrealta on the US use of chemical weapons against civilians in Fallujah ____________________________________________

Where...
You tell me you'll take me there tonight, The place of pleasure and pure delight, And i really want to go there too, You say " i only want to go there with you". It's a place i dont know, unknown to me, I ask you but you say "wait and see", You take my heart and lead to the bed, And tell me it's a place that's in our heads. Your muscled arms leave your chest, Your fingertips caress my breast, Your tender touch, it lays me down, Our drumming hearts begin to pound. I feel your strength between my thighs, I see raw passion in your eyes, You grasp my hand into your hand, And take me to the unknown land. Where... You hips are set in powerful pace, Your lips are caressing on my face, Your beating chest is upon my heart, We are everything but not apart. Your eyes don't close, they're set upon me, we're making love so accurately, Your strong, soft hand glides to my bum, Your toned back arches, we're about to come. Your succulent mouth lets out a moan, Yo

A Good Song
Crossfade (Crossfade) I built my life like my bike on a rigid frame So nothing bends it only breaks into pieces and pieces I waited for hope to arrive but it never came Leaving me with only pain inside I'm going off the deep end Holding on is harder than it seems When you're reaching for so much more Seems so much easier to just give in When you're reaching for so much more Another wasted Saturday so here I stay Where nothing seems to ever change anyway hey All this hype about life bein' great Where's the love for me these days I'm goin off the deep end This is my song on my page it has meaning to me. Everyone says how good I have it and they have no idea just like I always say u think you know but you have no idea. Iam done being MR Nice Guy and getting shit on all the time I will be the nice guy i ahve always been but iam not taking anyone elses shit Well aim pissed off as usual so iam going to cool off or at least try to hahhahahahaha thats funny

Pissed Woman Here.
ok~ everyones askin me what hap~~ best friend+husband+drunk==divorce while i was sick in bed and heard every word that was said., like i love u and want to take care of u for ever and then it get quite over and over , i asked them to keep it down , so i couldnt sleep i walked out there and there were holding eachother i asked what they doing said nothing both of them acted strange round me, so when Z got home from work i told him she told me all of it , and he was like"oh u wernt spost to find out" so needless to say i kicked both them out, i dont know bout u but sounds like an afffair to me.. and there alot more so ask if u wanna know , lets just say{unpretty} amber got her fuckin bitch on ~~~~~ oh i forgot to mention the she slit her wrist part after i seen them huggin~ yea for real~ poor thing~ , a good friend of mine would say"remember kids its down the road not across the street" do it right attention whore~!~ but i promise im doing ok .. thanks eddie!~

Dr. Mutulu Shakur's 2pac Tribute Cd
Las Vegas/Toronto - Incarcerated Freedom Fighter Dr. Mutulu Shakur has released a CD entitled "A 2Pac Tribute: Dare 2 Struggle", commemorating the life and times of his son Tupac Amaru Shakur. Tupac is the best-selling rap musician of all time and arguably the most influential artist in the genre. Dr. Mutulu Shakur has been imprisoned in US penitentiaries the past 19 years for activities in support of the Black Liberation Movement. "A 2Pac Tribute: Dare 2 Struggle" is the first ever compilation to feature incarcerated rappers alongside hip-hop heavyweights. Such a project was actually conceived by Tupac and his brother Mopreme during their prison meetings with Mutulu, when they wrote the 'Thug Code' constitution to help decrease gang violence. Their peace-making efforts were cut short when Tupac was killed in Las Vegas on September 13, 1996. The tribute CD features a 16-page booklet which includes a printing of the 'Thug Code. Half the albums proceeds will be used towards Dr. Mut

More Horny Man's Lame Jokes
#1,Are you concidering a janitor's job at an all-girl colledge ? #2,Are your forearms starting to look like popeyes? #3,Are your Favorite Dial-a-porn,numbers on an auto-dialer? #4,Do you feel like a Monk with an extensive magazine collection? #5,Is the Bowling Alley the only place you've scored in months? #6,Are you concidering visiting a Club Med Resort? #7,Are you concidering joining a local Nudist Club? #8,Are you concidering placing a sex add for a Swingers Slave ?

Look This Is Love
Blessed TIME! when we are sitting, I and thou, With two forms and only one soul, I and thou, Fragrance, song of birds, they quicken everything' When we come into the garden, I and thou. All the stars of heaven hurry to see us, And we show them our own moon, I and thou, I and thou without words, without I and thou--- In delight we are united, I and thou.

This From The Middle Of A Dream...
I remember an English teacher and his joke that ended "Rudolf the Red knows Rain, dear!!" well, a dream of mine picked that up. I'll try to remember how it went and edit in the rest if it's worth it, hrm. We were hired to modernize the North Pole business, we Madison Avenue types in the dream, and the dream did have a line along the- well- lines of "Quick-Santa"...

Rip The Pic To Use As Primary If You Disagree With The New Spamrules
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Avn Nomination!!!
Oh My GOD!!! Fetish Zone, the series of fetish films released by Strap-on Sirens/Ignite Video is one of the series nominated for AVN's Best Speciality Series!!! In this series are several names (or faces) that you have seen in My posts, as well as along side My name on various other web sites. Fetish Zone 1: Kick Him When He's Down- Julie Simone (Guest of Honor along side Me at DomCon Atlanta & formerly of DOI- thanks to her, I am on this list) Fetish Zone 2: Blackmailed & Sissified- Chantz Fortune (producer & director, and one of My phone group's Mistresses) Fetish Zone 3: Teased & Denied- Mistress Genevieve (Me) Fetish Zone 4: Corruption by Nurse Whackit- Helena Hart (also formerly of DOI-) Fetish Zone 5: Bound to Talk- Aiden Starr (aka Mistress Lolita - DOI-) Fetish Zone 6: Tranny Domme- Gia Darling Fetish Zone 7: Tranny Domme 2- Anita Cannibal (the co-host I replaced on KSEX) Ms. Genevieve 1

Equality: A Different View
Equality a different view! Ok, I had to read this book for psychology called "Spinning into Butter". I have to tell you it pissed me off!!! I believe strongly in equality!!! Let me get that out first. Now let me rant. This book is all about racism (not straight out your a f*cking cracker or f*cking Nigger shit) no this is equality racism (yes, there is a difference). Let me explain straight out racism is people just being plain racist. Equality racism (it is my own term so if you look it up its not there) is where people feel "offended" by people accidentally saying something (not meaning to be racist but the other person takes it that way). For example, you say to someone you people (and it is automatically taken as a rascist remark). This pisses me off!!!!!!! Hey douche bag if you want equality stop being so f*cken racist yourself. Your f*cking paranoia is causing it. It is these liberal stupid shit heads trying to promote "Equality" that mess it up for everyone!! True equality

Amazingly Accurate
AMAZINGLY ACCURATE Whatever you do, don't cheat! CHINESE HOROSCOPE : THE YEAR OF THE IRON DRAGON, WISHING YOU PROSPERITY AND GOOD FORTUNE IN THE CHINESE NEW YEAR FOLLOW THE INSTRUCTIONS - DO NOT CHEAT OR IT WON'T WORK AND YOU WILL WISH YOU HADN`T. TAKE 3 MINUTES TRY THIS - IT WILL FREAK YOU OUT. THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO ME SAID HER WISH CAME TRUE 10 MINUTES AFTER SHE FORWARDED THE EMAIL NO CHEATING !!!! THIS GAME HAS A FUNNY / CREEPY OUTCOME. DO NOT READ AHEAD, JUST DO IT. IT TAKES ABOUT 3 MINUTES - WORTH A TRY 1st. Get PEN and PAPER 2nd. WHEN CHOOSING NAMES, MAKE SURE THEY ARE REAL PEOPLE THAT YOU ACTUALLY KNOW 3rd. GO WITH YOUR FIRST INSTINCTS !!!!! Very important for good results. 4th. SCROLL DOWN ONE LINE AT THE TIME DON`T READ AHEAD otherwise YOU WILL RUIN THE FUN. 1. On a blank sheet of paper, WRITE NUMBERS 1 through 11 in a COLUMN on the LEFT. 2. BESIDE the NUMBERS 1

Honoring Sgt, Brennan C. Gibson 12/26 - 12/28
Honoring Sgt, Brennan C. Gibson 12/26 - 12/28 Anyone wishing to Flamewalker's nephew Sgt. Brennan C. Gibson... I have made up a tag that will be open to rip on the morning of 12/26 for everyone to use as your primary. I like to ask that everyone to use it until the 28th... I will send out a bulletin on the 26th with the link. The Link will be out around Midnight Tonight EST Click on the thumbnail below and rip it. It will got you your album so you can set it as your primary.. I would like to thank you all for showing how muct the people here at CT really do care... Fireman NIGHT ANGEL

Mother-in-law
I am 40. My wife is German. We live in the states. I went to Germany for business. I was to visit my in laws while I was there. I was excited to be back in Germany. I remembered the red light district in Frankfurt from when I was there before. I took the train from the airport. It had to go thru Frankfurt before I went to see my mother-law. Naturally I fudged the time that I arrived. I went to the red light district and looked around.... It was so hot looking at the legal prostitutes...but I just couldn"t justify doing it with any of these women. I had the overwhelming feeling that they were not really "legally" doing it. I felt that they were some part of slavery. Most I saw were Asian or Russian... I felt that they were really there against their will. This was a much different picture than I had in my younger days. I just could"nt seem to get excited about fucking someone who didn"t want it. I went ahead and bought my ticket for the ride to my mother-in-laws. It wasn"t a l

If This Makes Sense To You..will You Please Explain It To Me...i Am Confused...i Was Sleeping When I Wrote It
okay....i got up yesterday after only 2 hours of sleep and i had to go to work...josie called and woke me up...no big deal.....i didn't really care much..i like talking to her....and then jamie was yelling at me for being on MY phone...she just wanted a reason to bitch at me..whatever... and then rd called me and asked me to come in early...2:30 instead of 5pm...so, that is why not much sleep....i go to work and duane said he was managing and i am like okay..cool....whatever....but we are kinda slow at first, so we got a shit load of preppin done.... then we get knda busy and i didn't really wanna work on saturday, but derrick's grandpa died so he had a funeral....so whatever....and i had totally forgot i was suppose to go see butch play at kelly's too...so i wasn't happyabout that..and josie wanted me to come....but i ended up taking a break around midnight, i got to go watch teh last set they played....it was cool...jose, jeff, connie were all there....i havd a really good time

Same As The Title
you would think that someone who claims that he or she is a witch would know a little about numerology, but thats like thinking a nazi skinhead knows that the bald head and boots look was started by black guys

Papa Roach -last Resort
Cut my life into pieces, this is my last resort Suffocation, no breathing Don't give a f*ck if I cut my arm bleeding This is my last resort Cut my life into pieces, I've reached my last resort Suffocation, no breathing Don't give a f*ck if I cut my arm bleeding Do you even care if I die bleeding? Would it be wrong? Would it be right? If I took my life tonight? Chances are that I might Mudilation out of sight, and I'm contimplating suicide Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine Losing my sight, losing my mind Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine I never realized I was spread too thin Till it was too late and I was empty within Hungry, feeding on my chaos and living in sin Downward spiral, where do I begin? It all started when I lost my mother No love for myself and no love for another Searching to find a love upon a higher level Finding nothing but questions and devils Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind Wish

Amidst The Bloodshed
Admist the bloodshed from my hands i see no care no reason to live a life unfufilled death calling upon my name going insane a tear trapped with inside of my brain you can't feel my pain you just add to it creating emotions that run a muck on my soul a gaping hole in heart lost for the most part slit my wrist and die never let a tear so people can see you cry hide you screams of terror and pain die in vain die in purgatory of knowning nothing can help ease the pain not even compassion from others because love is false never real so i look back at the cards that were dealed.

What I Love About You
love the way you look at me, Your eyes so bright and blue. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so soft and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, And the ways you show you care. I love the way you say, "I Love You," And the way you're always there. I love the way you touch me, Always sending chills down my spine. I love that you are with me, And glad that you are mine.

What's Your Secret Talent?
What's Your Secret Talent? RESULT: Reading People's Minds Bet you already knew that, right? There’s not really any point in explaining any more of this to you, since you probably already know what we’d say. But if you’re one of those non-believers, who’s still not even sure you have ESP, we recommend you open your mind and start exploring your new-found talent. Great places to start: phone conversations with your crush, final exam week, and, of course, “Jeopardy.” STATS: 32% (18,736) other adults are also Reading People's Minds 218,809 people have taken this quiz. Most people who take this quiz get this result: Reading People's Minds, just like you.

New Years Celebrations.
Well another year almost over. What kind of celebrating does everybody do for New Years Eve? We like to have a few of our friends come over. We start with a fondue dinner, then play some cards and have a few drinks. Usually around 8 people or so. Nothing too big. Something a little more intimate. And NOBODY drives home afterwards! Please remember.......Don't Drink and Drive!

One Day She Hopes
One day she hopes her dreams come true, Not only one but quite a few. For she has went and made a plan, And she'll do it, she knows she can. While she may stop to think it through, One day she hopes her dreams come true. All the struggles that she will face, Will take her to that awesome place. She's bestowed with such ambition, How she longs for recognition. One day she hopes her dreams come true, She's got a lot of things to do. The ends are worth the means she'll see, When she fulfills her destiny. Then she will start with something new, One day she hopes her dreams come true.

Original Poetry 4
Lost on a concrete island in a cement sea, Day by day nature is lost seamlessly; Where must I go? How far can it be? Just to see, To see just one tree; The beauty of the world, and nature’s glory obscured by the progress of man, Is nature lost or has it been captured, processed, bottled, and placed in a can? Remnants of an industrial revolution lay as a stark reminder of the destruction of god’s work through man’s toil and invention, Will Mother Nature stand for such dissention? And not to mention, the legions of fey, totem, and dragon that guard her ascension? Though nature’s beauty has not passed from sight, The city skyline is still pierced by her light, And if you listen, You can still hear her call in the dead of night...

Ugly
Does it annoy anyone else when they have tons of pictures of them selfs and in every caption under the image they say things like "eww" "vommit" "I'm ugly" if you REALLY thought you were that ugly... and showed it in the picture... why would you post it over and over? I mean... I don't think I look great. But Jesus. When they post pictures and then caption is saying they are gross they are just going for attention. Arg. I'm in a bad mood. That might be why I am writing this. But it annoys the life out of me. If you think you look bad in the picture either don't post it or shut the fuck up about it. Yarrr

New Blogger!
Howdy. I'm totally new on Cherry Tap, so I am still learning what everything is about. My main goal right now is to get outa the 'Freshmeat' phase, so I can actually do more stuff. but I"m not too sure how to do that, so I thought creating a blog might help! I have a couple other blogs on other sites, one of course is a Myspace page, please check it out, http://www.myspace.com/gmcjennak I'm really liking CherryTap so far, its sexier then Myspace, so thats nice, and no little kids!! hehe so, feel free to hit me up, I like chatting with new people! and cant wait till I have more privledges on here, like Rating profiles!!!

Grrrrrrrrrrr....
After the woman gave birth to a baby, her doctor stood solemnly at her bedside. "I have something I must tell you about your baby." "What's wrong?" the alarmed mother asked. "Your baby is a hermaphrodite." "What's that?" "It means your baby has both male and female parts." "Oh my God!" the woman exclaimed. "You mean he has a penis and a brain?" __________________________________________________

No More
No more endless nights, no more one last drink No more one last dance at his request, No more him of the moment, Those days are long gone the me I once was, the party girl living in a whirl. This life has changed the life I live, I have purpose now set down and I will tell you how I met an angel one day not long ago, she has shown me which way to go She is the light by which I live this angel of mine, changed me so much there is not apart of my heart she doesnt touch No more bad decisions, no more indecisions, no more all about me no more, "Oh, he's cute in his new suit", she comes first this angle of mine, My love, my child, is my heart til the end of time. No more me, no more you, it is us You and I, we, our lives My daughter and me As it should be.

U W@nn@ Touch Me, I @lre@dy Know ! ! !
The year is coming to an end... so as a COMMENT on my page, leave one memory that u and I had together. It doesnt matter if you knew me alittle or a lot, anything you remember! DON'T SEND A MESSAGE, LEAVE A COMMENT. Next re-post this bulletin and see how many people leave a memory about you. It's actually pretty cool (and fun) to see the responses. Re-post as "memories of us".

Our Day Our Time.
I've walked the valley of darkness in search of your embrace, I've slain dragons in honor of your love, In turn I've had allies betray me in hopes of slowing my destiny towards you, But none can cease the love my heart pours out for you, The hopes and desires and them clashing loud like a raging river, yet as soft and brittle as the clouds above us, for years I've mourned love in my life, i set it aside like old belongings from a dear friend, a friend i let slip and betaken from me by force, this time i stand and face you head on with sword at your throat, displaying my passion for her, a shield in my other hand that like her love guides and protects me, i will not fault this time, i will not give way, for this is our day and our time, For my desire and obsession for her hand will not give ease to my pain and suffering i have cursed myself with, Not till she is mine, embraces in my arms and shackled to my heart, for right now is ours and forever is just a smite from my

Last Entry
This Wut Happens Wen Ya Push Me To My Limits,,,Keep Ya Fake Ass Bullshit....IF U LEFT A KNIFE IN MY BACK BE SURE TO WRITE UR NAME ON IT SO U CAN RETRIEVE BY THE END OF THE DAY....THERES PLENTY OF EM SO DONT GET EM MIXED UP NOW RIGHT,,,,,,,IM FUCKIN DONE.....DEUCEZ

For Shits And Gigles
Official Announcement: The government announced today that it is changing its emblem from an Eagle to a CONDOM because it more accurately reflects the government's political stance. A condom allows for inflation, halts production, destroys the next generation, protects a bunch of pricks, and gives you a sense of security while you're actually being screwed! You know, it just doesn't get more accurate than that!

B-yond Hr-eye-zn
Buried at PhotoCasket.com Someday someone will take the fear away And I won't be afraid Of the shadows dancing out their lives at the corners of myeyes I won't be left carving designsBuried at PhotoCasket.cominto wood Prayin that the I'll be anything but misunderstood There isn't much left at the bottom But everything I got is yoursBuried at PhotoCasket.com Buried at PhotoCasket.comBy my side Maybe just a little too much But what can I do just watch the words that I say Buried at PhotoCasket.com That's all I know Buried at PhotoCasket.com That's my only plea Cuz without you I'm just a black heartBuried at PhotoCasket.comslowly fading away I'll keep you safe and I'llBuried at PhotoCasket.comguard your heart As long as this never falls apart. FRAGILE LIFE Like maybe I'm just one more in the rat race I've got nothing left Some days I feel like shit Some days I just wanna quit and be normal for a bit When it comes down to it all I have are

A Fistful Of Twilght
A fistful of twilight The snow falls On the beach Creates an Interesting dichotomy Matters of the heart Produce Self induced Lobotomies Separation of Church and state Required to Live free To separate life And Fate Evolves into What can never be Falling further Into the black You begin to seek The light Grabbing at morals Reaching for fun Which will save you What is right My mind Accelerates Subconscious passion Escalates Release the Safety Belt The ice is thin But I can skate Music flows From an unseen Source Your soul begins To dance You tap your toes And hit the floor You have another Chance

*yawns*
...shouldn't it be illegal or something to make someone com into work before noon after being off for over a week! I am soooooo dragging my ass today...up way too late and in at work way toooo early....god and goddess help me......

What Kind Of Date Are U?
You are an Adventurous Date Your dating philosophy? "If it sounds good, go for it" What haven't you done on a date? You're into creating an extreme, memorable experience. You're spontaneous enough to be up for almost anything - even jumping out of a plane. Guys to look for: Men who share your love of thrills and adventure. Whether it's backpacking through Thailand, Or whitewater rafting in the scariest rapids! What Kind of Date Are You?

Attractive Test
Attractive Test" Body: ATTRACTIVE TEST Body: Would you makeout with me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... [] ____________ I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lapdance? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would

Because No One (including Me) Reads Bulletins
I posted a picture earlier as part of a photo caption contest... basically, who can come up with the best caption for this ridiculous photo: The Prize: Some stupid gift on your page. No, actually not. I only have enough points for a condom, and I'm not wasting that on you. The Actual Prize: A Saucy Sugar Picture (Eyeballed already received a door prize for winning what I will consider to be the first round of this contest. Because someone complained about how quickly the winner came [pun intended], I have re-opened the contest.) Please post your caption by 5 p.m. (eastern time) on Saturday, January 6. Contest entrants who post lame comments will be scorned and shamed.

Am I Enough?
Come to me my Love. Take my hand. Let us Explore the Possibilities of what can be. If it is Not meant to be…it will fizzle and Die on its own. You said you Don't want to have a relationship over a cup of Coffee. I don't want one over a glass of Beer. I need you. my Body aches for you. you have awakened a Part of me that I wanted to lay to Rest… because it would be too Painful for me to have Desires and no longer have the Means to fulfill them. Don't play with my Emotions… I am FRAGILE. When I Offer Myself, my Love, my Life… I want to know it means SOMETHING to you. that you will Nurture it… Protect it… Love it… and Never let it go. It takes Time… Patience… Understanding… Compassion… Flexibility… Compromise. I am willing to Share my life with You…UNCONDITIONALLY. I don't Ask for much… I don't have Much to give… only ME. am I Enough? prb

Letting Go...
"Letting Go" When sorrow overcomes you, And you have no place to fall; My arms outstretched to hold you, I'm someone you can call. I've been down this road so many times, The pain it cuts so deep; One thing I have learned my friend, It sometimes helps to weep. The days go by, the nights are long, There's an aching in your heart; The sadness fills the emptiness, It's hard to be apart. There is no comfort to be found, The pain is still too new; You look, you search, but nothing helps... It's something you must go through. You close your eyes, the curtain falls, The dreams come rushing in; Sometimes it helps to be alone, Especially at the end. We go on to say our last goodbyes, Our words are hard to find; But when there's no one else to comfort you, I'll be the shadow right behind... PRB

Please Help The Wolves....
I just took action to prevent the worst wolf massacre to occur in the lower 48 states in decades. I hope you will, too. Sometime this month, the U.S. Fish and Wildlife Service is expected to release a proposal to strip wolves of crucial Endangered Species Act protections across most of Wyoming and de-list wolves in Idaho, where the state is poised to kill up to 75% of the wolves living in the Lolo district of the Clearwater National Forest. This proposal could allow the use of aerial gunning and other lethal control methods to kill as many as two-thirds of the wolves in Wyoming and as many as 54 of Idaho's 65 wolf packs! Please help me save these magnificent animals. Urge the head of the U.S. Fish and Wildlife Service, Dale Hall, to maintain federal protections for gray wolves by sending him a message at the website below: http://action.defenders.org/saverockiemountainwolves In the last century, America's wolves were nearly hunted, trapped, poisoned and harassed to exti

Tales From The Dope Opera 001
It was a full moon last night. The cold is biting at my skin, causing my lips to dry and crack. My bones to ache. The signs of winter are upon us, and the underpriveleged are becoming hard pressed for a warm, dry bed. I feel for them. I truly do. But the crackheads should burn in hell. I'm usually a pretty easy-going guy. I do my job, I live my life the way I'd like to be remembered, and I pay my bills on time. I mean, sure, I smoke weed. Who doesn't in this area? But I just don't get the crackheads. I mean, why even start doing a drug named after one of the ugliest body parts ever conceived? So I refuse to blame the drug. I blame the user. They made the active choice to smoke crack, they should face the consequences of that action. They didn't have a gun to their heads. That being said, this has been a crazy night for some. I've heard of four death threats, three fights, and one drunken case of an uninvited houseguest. And this is what happens when I stay in. Go f

Stop Askkin 4 Luv Advise Shit!!!!
U KNOW WHAT IM GETTIN TIRED OF ALL THIS KID SHIT MAYNE IM TRYIN TO KEEP IT MOVIN N I GOT BUSTAS BEEZYZ N SKEEBOS ON MA JOCK BLOOD SHIT IF U DONT LIKE WHAT THA FUK I SAID 2 U OR UR MAYNE OR BITCH THEN DONT FUKIN ASK BLOOD KUZ IM HELLA BLUNT I DONT GIVE A FUK IF IT HURTS U, I DONT GIVE A FUK IF IT HURTS DEM, N I COULD GIVEA FLYIN FUK IF IT MAKES YO MOMMA ROLL ROUND N ER GRAVE OR WHATEVA SHIT STOP ASKIN ME 4 MA OPINION IF U AINT GONE USE IT MAYNE OR IF U SENSITIVE I DONT BELIVE N DAT SHIT IF U IS A NIGGA U SHOULDNT HAVE FEELINS LIKE DAT YA DIG? MAYNE IM SORRY IF U CANT UNDERSTAND ME BUT UHHHHH AINT NOBODY ASK U 2 B MA FRIEND, AINT NOBODY ASK U 2 B MA FAM, N AINT NOBODY ASK U 2 B MA MAYNE SOOOO BACK THA FUK UP BLOOD UHHH IM TIRED OF THESE NIGGAS HITTIN ME UP WIT DIS SHIT DO I LOOK LIKE A FUKIN PHYCOLOGIST OR DR OR SUMTHIN KUZ U MUTHAFUKAS B ASKIN ALOT FROM A BITCH "OH AJAY" WHAT DO I DO I LIKE/LUV HER BUT SHE/HE DONT NOTICE ME OR AJAY WHAT DO I DO SHE/HE IS TRIPPIN OR AJAY WHAT WOULD U DO.

The Helicopter Ride
MORRIS AND HIS WIFE ESTHER WENT TO THE STATE FAIR EVERY YEAR. EVERY YEAR, MORRIS WOULD SAY, "ESTHER, I 'D LIKE TO RIDE IN THAT HELICOPTER." ESTHER ALWAYS REPLIED, " I KNOW MORRIS, BUT THAT HELICOPTER RIDE IS 50 DOLLARS AND 50 DOLLARS IS 50 DOLLARS." A FEW YEARS LATER, ESTHER AND MORRIS WENT TO THE FAIR. MORRIS SAID, "ESTHER, I'M 85 YEARS OLD. IF I DON'T RIDE THAT HELICOPTER NOW, I MIGHT NEVER GET ANOTHER CHANCE." ESTHER REPLIED, "MORRIS, THAT HELICOPTER IS 50 DOLLARS AND $50 DOLLARS IS 50 DOLLARS." THE PILOT OVERHEARD THE COUPLE. HE SAID, "FOLKS, I'LL MAKE YOU A DEAL. I'LL TAKE THE BOTH OF YOU FOR A RIDE. IF YOU CAN STAY QUIET FOR THE ENTIRE RIDE AND NOT SAY A WORD, I WON'T CHARGE YOU! BUT IF YOU SAY ONE WORD, IT'S 50 DOLLARS." MORRIS AND ESTHER AGREED -- AND UP THEY WENT. THE PILOT DID ALL KINDS OF FANCY MANEUVERS. BUT NOT A WORD WAS HEARD. HE DID HIS DAREDEVIL TRICKS OVER AND OVER AGAIN, BUT STILL NOT A WORD. WHEN THEY LANDED, THE

We Have Our Own Paths
STYLE type="text/css"> Thanks To D-7 stan Make a Wish ¢¾ Although all men share a common destiny, each individual also has to work out his personal salvation for himself. We can help each other find the meaning of life, but in the last analysis, each is responsible for finding himself. --Thomas Merton One of the great spiritual truths is that each person must work out his or her own personal growth. When a person you care about is in trouble, you can reach out to support his or her healing, but past a certain point you can do no more. No matter how much you love, you cannot carry another person's burdens. What can you do when someone you love is in pain? First, affirm that there is a purpose behind the experience. Know that the spirit has some important lesson to learn that will be of great value to him or her. Second, although you cannot directly intervene, your positive thoughts and prayers do make a difference.

Part 8 Of Trespassing
The following day Lauren and Kellie's Mother took the day off, and the three of them spent the day together, so I didn't get to spend any time with my new friends. As disappointed as I was, I eagerly anticipated sneaking over to Kellie's room that night and continuing our adventures, wondering if she had any more surprises in store. I wore my usual black sweats and black long-sleeve shirt and crept over to Kellie's window. I was slightly unnerved because the window was open, as it usually was now, but the curtains were drawn. I wondered at the unusual turn of events, so I waited in the darkness for at least twenty minutes, listening for any sounds coming from the room. I poked my hand through the window and parted the drapes slightly, trying to peer in unnoticed. I couldn't see anyone, so I parted the curtains the rest of the way and sneaked in. No one was in the room. I pondered this for awhile, and decided to investigate the hole looking into Lauren's room. I opened the closet and

First Time
Ok, This is a little confussing for me to do. I went into create a blog and it ask me for the name of the blog and then it post it without a spece to put the blog. Now I get to this screen and start typing. I guess I will figure it out huh. LOL

Longest Legs On Cherry!
Longest Legs of CherryTap!!! It is my first contest so you will have to bear with me. *Contest is for female entrants only *Legs must be uncovered at least to mid/upper thigh *Picture must be a full body shot *ABSOLUTELY NO NUDES WILL BE SELECTED FOR THE CONTEST. However, lingerie or swimsuits will be fine, and anything else. It just can't show Boobies or Chinas. :) *First place will receive a 10,000 dollar prize from the CherryShop as well as have all of their pictures rated and commented on *Second place will receive a 1,000 dollar prize from the CherryShop as well as have all pics rated and commented on. *Third place will receive a 500 dollar prize from the CherryShop as well as have all pics rated and commented on. Winner will be posted in a bulletin and blog. Winners will be determined by the total number of comments AND number of rates. You cannot comment on your own picture! You start any drama with any of the other contestants (I don't care what the drama

Dazed And Confused Newcomer Lol
Please bear with me here folks LOL. I see messages in my shoutbox and alerts in my alerts, but not sure yet what to do with them. Anyway, as with any new toy I will get it. LOL And thank you for the warm welcomes. I think this is going to be quite fun. Thank you Gail for the referral.

Dreams
I had a dream last night that upset me. I would post it, but i dont want to raise anything or i really honestly dont wanna talk about it. It wasnt a horrible dream, it was a really nice dream. Its just that it was so unrealistic that when I woke up it was just hard. I wrote it down and i rememeber it. but thats about as far as i wanna go with it. Not that people would actually read this blog or anything i just dont want someone to think that its expected.

What Type Of Drunk Are You?
You are an insane drunk You tend to lose all inhibitions when you are drunk and just go with the flow. You are highly entertaining to all of your friends, with all of your crazy antics. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The Nine Worlds
1.Asgard:the home of the Aesir the gods each have a hall for them and there followers. The more commonly known halls are Sessirum FREYA’s hall and Valhalla Odin's hall. 2.Vanaheim: The home of the Vanir Gods. 3.Alfheim: The home of the Light Elves. 4.Svartalfheim: The home of the Dark Elves. They live mainly underground. 5.Nidellvir:The home of the Dwarves. They are excellent craftsmen and are known to make the best weapons and armor in all the nine worlds. 6.Jotunheim: The home of the Giants. The giants are basically humanoid in appearance and color. 7.Muspell: The home of the Fire Giants. 8.Niflheim:A world of ice and fog and is also the home of Nidhug the Dragon, who feeds on the dead who have truly lived a evil life . Helheim is the land of the dead and is a part of Niflheim and is ruled by Hela. 9.Midgard: Where you are now Folks! And is connected to Asgard by the Bifrost bridge.

The Storm Of My Life
Darkness surrounds me Pain is all I feel Like drowning in this air I breath is any of it real? Emotions overcome me I Cut but I dont feel the pain The storm of my life My tears are the rain People all around me Hurrying just to pass me by while im stuck in this moment slowly waiting to die The ones I love always seem to go away Its not fair why do they leave and I stay? Lifes full of joy and happyness or so they say If the world is so perfect then why do I want to leave If everything is expected why do I cover my arms with sleeves? Does it scare you? to see the marks of my fears? when you see these cuts do you realise my tears? Just someone to tell me again That they really do care to say thouse three words I stand in a crowded room yet I stand alone I live in a house but its not a home Does anyone feel the way I do? I Loved you so The thought of your touch The vision of your smile Once again Im wrapped in loveing arms away from reality and harm

Redneck Sub
If you have ever gone to a play party in curlers and a kerchief, you just might be a redneck sub. If you count your spankings "1...2...3...the next number...the next number...the next number...", you just might be a redneck sub. If your safeword is "cut it out or I'm tellin' Ma", you might just be redneck sub. If you know what your Mistress expects from you by the way she belches, you just might be a redneck sub. If your master tells you to fix him a steak, and you start by loading the shotgun, you just might be a redneck sub. If fulfilling your master's every whim means picking up a 12-pack and changing the TV channels for him, you might just be a redneck sub. If you have ever been bound and gagged in the bed of a rusty pick up truck,you just might be a redneck sub. If you have ever tried to brighten the dungeon decor with a pair of pink flamigos, you just might be a redneck sub. If you have ever had to use your safeword in order to spit tobacco juice,

Hawthorne Heights - Saying Sorry
HAWTHORNE HEIGHTS LYRICS "Saying Sorry" These colors will not change You change the way I see them These words will fade when you explain why you hate them we are the same She keeps repeating all that she needed She says she's right here, she seems so distant Saying goodbye this time, the same old story Seeing you cry, makes me feel like saying sorry Just a few last hours, we gotta make this count We're counting backwards (Just a few last hours, we gotta make this count) We're falling forwards. She keeps repeating all that she needed She says she's right here, she seems so distant Saying goodbye this time, the same old story Seeing you cry, makes me feel like saying sorry Saying goodbye this time, the same old story Seeing you cry, makes me feel like saying sorry Saying sorry we're falling apart wish we knew this from the start Saying goodbye's the hardest part Wish we knew this from the start Saying goodbye this time, the same old story S

Angel Kisses
Someone who cares about you thought you could use some angel kisses. Angel kisses have the power to make you feel better and give you hope. Just one angel kiss will make your troubles disappear, and you'll suddenly have the motivation you need to complete a difficult task. Run your cursor over the angels to receive your angel kiss. and you'll feel a sense of warmth and happiness that will last the whole day. Even if it's rainy outside, nothing but sunshine will come your way.

Let It Snow
LET IT SNOW December 8 6:00 PM. It started to snow. The first snow of the season and the wife and I took our cocktails and sat for hours by the window watching the huge soft flakes drift down from heaven. It looked like a Grandma Moses Print. So romantic - we felt like newlyweds again. I love snow! December 9 We awoke to a beautiful blanket of crystal white snow covering every inch of the landscape. What a fantastic sight! Can there be a lovelier place in the Whole World? Moving here was the best idea I've ever had. Shoveled for the first time in years and felt like a boy again. I did both our driveway and the sidewalks. This afternoon the snowplow came along and covered up the sidewalks and closed in the driveway, so I got to shovel again. What a perfect life. December 12 The sun has melted all our lovely snow, such a disappointment. My neighbor tells me not to worry, we'll definitely have a white Christmas. "No snow on Christmas would be awful!" Bob said. We

Greed And Courtesy.........what The F@#*!!!!!
SOMETHINGS NEVER CHANGE. I SEE FOLKS ON HERE ARE STILL SO GREEDY THAT THEY WILL LET YOU RATE THEIR PICS AND NOT DO THE SAME FOR YOU. HOW ABOUT A LITTLE COURTESY FOLKS???? IF SOMEONE IS GOING TO TAKE THE TIME OUT OF THEIR DAY TO SPEND HOWEVER LONG IT TAKES TO RATE ALL 223 PICS YOU HAVE, I FEEL YOU SHOULD DO THE SAME IN RETURN. THIS IS THE INTERNET, REMEMBER, DON'T LET YOUR, FAKE, YES FAKE POPULARITY GO TO YOUR HEAD. AND FOR THOSE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I KNOW THAT THERE ARE SOME OUT THERE, THAT I HAVEN'T GOTTEN TO RATE THEIR PICS LET ME KNOW AND I WILL GET ON IT. THANKS

Update On Atticus
So Atticus is 3 months and 1 day old now!!!!! How fun~ Where has the time gone. He had a Dr appt for a suspected ear infection turned out to be nothing but i have updated stats on him. Birth: 9lbs 6oz 21.5 inches 2months 11lbs 8 oz 23.5 inches 3 months 13lbs 12oz 24 inches He is growing so fast!!!!! I want him to stay little but i know that wont happen. Its just hard to see my boy growing so quickly~ He is sitting up now by him self for about 5 minutes before he falls over. He is talking up a storm. He is laughing all the time at silly things and he is a deep thinker. You can see his little brain working OT to try to figure some thing out!!!! WEl that is about it. this coming week i am taking the kids ( caylee Olivia and Atticus) to get their pics done together. This will be fun. ~Desiree

What Nsfw Means For Some Of Us.
OK, Here I go. This may keep me from getting rated or some being nice to me but I have to get this voiced. I do mean this in the kindness way I can. I thought long and hard how to approach this. The best way is straight forward I think. I am not a Prude by any means, But this site has guideline that some seem to just plain out ignore. I do NOT want to see your Penis or Vagina, although I'm sure YOU think it is just lovely, its NONE of my business. If I choose to see these type of Pics I will know where to go look for them. In the NSFW folders (hint hint) These pictures are not suppose to be in the Default album at anytime. And if you choose to upload these kind of pics of yourself, You are suppose to mark them NSFW and place these items in a folder marked NSFW. IS that SO HARD to understand. That way those that don't wish to see them can set their personal controls, so they do not have to view such pics. That way your freedom to show what you will is st

Cleansing?
I believe that I mentioned or maybe not.. but I haven't really dreampt of my dead grandfather for months on end now. He died 3 years ago I believe.. he was like a father to me; it was he that had raised me. I used to dream about him like I dreampt about the cat. That he was alive again but that was sad because he wasn't well and we had to let him go. My last dream last night/this afternoon did not involve his body/corpse but his stuff instead. My grandma had hired some people to come and get rid of his stuff.. burn it is what I believe they wanted to do. A whole crew of them actually, several woman and a man. I was going through his stuff and keeping what I wanted. There were alot of figurines some that I had made him.. artwork I had made him.. stuff from the past like newspapers and letters.. A whole long row of cheerleader outfits for young girls that turned out to have been one of my aunts. There were two mismatched shoes and a whole cabinet of shot glasses and wine glas

You Think You Know.....but You Have No Idea.....
Hi my name is Kaviar. Yes, I am aware that the chances that anyone will actually reads this is pretty rare.... and I'm sure already with a quick glance at my music list and my pictures...AND MAYBE AFTER READING A BLOG OR TWO AND THE INCESSANT BULLETINS I KEEP POSTING..... You already have a million and one of your own opinions about me...HOWEVER..... ...I Know Who I Am... Well....at least i'm starting to learn... And I don't need an autobiography to tell you that…But I felt I should explain myself any ways…. My addictions include: (and not necessarily in this order) -music -attention -cherrytap/lost cherry -myspace? -Hip Hop -women -sex -porn -sweets -parties I think I may have ADD at times…among a bunch of other things...but…. I'm not ashamed of who I am though. There is a reason why I do the things I do…..I am constantly making the most retarded decisions of my life….I always feel like I'm not saying enough...And then get to th

Someone Slap My Face Please!
1) my stomach+liver problems doesn't stop 2) the stupid Subversion doesn't want to work, f*ck... stupid apache server that doesn't want to work with the svn 3) i hate you mod_auth_sspi!!!!!!!!!! 4) and someone slap me because i let people approach too much to me enough to let them hurt me

I Am The One And Only....well...not Really..lol
Yep, week 9 of the weekly Song Of The Week and this weeks song was hard to think of but I came to the decision that this weeks song is...ONE by Metallica Song Name - One Artist - Metallica Album - ...And Justice For All Song Number - 4 of 9 Song Length - 7:26 Lyrics I can't remember anything Can't tell if this is true or dream Deep down inside I feel to scream This terrible silence stops me Now that the war is through with me I'm waking up, I cannot see That there is not much left of me Nothing is real but pain now Hold my breath as I wish for death Oh please, God, wake me Back in the womb it's much too real In pumps life that I must feel But can't look forward to reveal Look to the time when I'll live Fed through the tube that sticks in me Just like a wartime novelty Tied to machines that make me be Cut this life off from me Hold my breath as I wish for death Oh please, God, wake me Now the world is gone, I'm just one Oh God, help

Hello Everyone I Wrote This For Class And Got An A+ And I Wanted To Share It With My Friends
The Journal of Little Wolf It’s January 6, 1838 a cold & bitter winter day, the winds are strong, and it’s hard to keep my footing. The snow keeps falling and getting deeper as my family and I are pushed forward on are death march. My husband Running Bear is a proud young Chief in our tribe and tries not to show he is in pain. The soldiers had beaten him with a whip the other day for asking for a little food for is child of 6 years old. There is barely any medince and he refuses to let me put what little we have on his back. The American soldiers are ruthless in their driving of our people across many countries. My son isn’t doing well lately so my husband carries him though the deep snow. I am Little Wolf and I am of the Cherokee nation. We are being driven from our home lands in Georgia to a place they call Arkansas Hawk, Black, (2002). We do not know why we’re being forced from are home lands, but we have no choice

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for those of you that don't read bulletins. this is the amount of comments that i need to make 4th place in this contest i'm in. can't you find it in your heart to help me? i'm not asking for 1st,only 4th-no greed. if you care to help,here is the photo link: any that help me thank-you and many hugs,sandra

Are People Truly This Stupid?!!!
In case you needed further proof that the human race is doomed through stupidity, here are some actual label instructions on consumer goods that can be found today being sold in stores nationwide: 1. On Sears hairdryer: "Do not use while sleeping." (But..., that's the only time I have to work on my hair) 2. On a bar of Dial soap: "Directions: Use like regular soap." (And that would be how. . . ?) 3. On some Swanson frozen dinners: "Serving suggestions: Defrost." (But it's "just" a suggestion) 4. On Tesco's Tiramisu dessert (printed on bottom of box): "Do not turn upside down." (Oops, too late!) 5. On Marks & Spencer Bread Pudding: "Product will be hot after heating." (Hmm . . . .) 6. On packaging for a Rowenta iron: "Do not iron clothes on body." (But wouldn't this save even more time?) 7. On Boot's Children's Cough Medicine: "Do not drive a car or operate machinery after taking this medication."

Train Explosion
Yeah so everyone keeps asking me about it so I thought what the hell I'll write a blog about it. I live a few miles from the train fire, explosion, toxic train derailment, um yeah the news has been going fucking crazy with the titles for their late breaking shitty news reporting the same shit over and over and over and over and did I say over yet? Those ppl are killing me. I mean they were reporting "theories" (one guy actually called it that then blamed the weather...right)aka RUMORS. They had not idea what was going on, um just like the rest of us. So it took me an hour and a half to get home which could have been much much worse. At 9:30 they finally opened 65 (an instate in case you aren't from around these parts) which means damnit I have to be on time for work tomorrow. So lets see there was a huge explosion, there is still a fire burning, the road it happened on is right by my dads, which i have to travel like 15 miles outta the way to see him now until they get that fixe

Just Some Thoughts On Paper...
Just something I actually wrote down in the middle of the night a couple years back... The last few months had been so tough... I never thought the road of life could be so rough... Then there was you... Such an unexpected surprise...when you walked into my life... Just when I thought things would never get better... Since then, everything has seemed to changed... I wake up and look forward to hearing from you... I daydream of when I'll next see you... And I fall asleep thinking that it will all happen again tomorrow. Now I realize that a person probably shouldn't feel this way after a short while... but there's just something about you I just can't resist... your work, your passions, your dreams, your face... you're particular, you're thoughful, you never rest... These characteristics you have are really good... and believe me, I've had a good look!

Divorce
Okay.... So, I never thought that I would be 22 going through a divorce., but here I am. I'm kinda glad that I am getting a divorce. Neither one of us has been happy for a long time... not to mention the fact that I'm not sure how much of his cheating I can take. It just sucks. I see myself being single forever... and I don't want that ... why can't I ever just find a great guy...???? Someone that will treat me the way I think I deserve to be treated.

The Hands Of Jesus
The hands of Jesus Christ are hands of forgiveness, healing and unconditional love stretched out with "everlasting arms." Deuteronomy 33:27. "He took them up in his arms, put His hands upon them, and blessed them." Mark 10:16. This is the experience of all that come to the Son of God. With His hands He touched men contaminated with the feared plague of leprosy. The despised, rejected, unlearned and poor were His closest followers. His love was most clearly seen by those who were the most wretched sinners. At times He would be found sharing a meal with the town drunk, forgiving prostitutes, and sharing the love of God to those who were rejected, wounded and hurt, "His hands make whole." Job 5:18. There were men hated by society, He called His friends. The religious people that He came to bless, and forgive, despised and rejected Him. It was the outcast that received Him. “Him that cometh to Me I will in no wise cast out." John 6:37. In His own teachings was given the story of tw

If I Only Had A Dog
i watched each paw pad down the snow swept yard heard each pant for pee and danced each dance for thee yes... thee. I longed for kisses wet nosed and lush by fireside long tongue lapping up my salty tears for me yes... me I walked with you each night until then on again each morning this is my love for thee yes... thee.

What Is Your Element
What is your element? [with pics + detailed answeres] Your element is Darkness. You are the truly evil one with a black heart and no soul. People avoid you since you cause so much trouble and enjoy seeing others in pain. You would like nothing more than to rule this earth and be hailed by all. Everyone is annoying and stupid anyway and are a waste of oxygen. You are probably a cast-away from society and family and have had a tough life where you learned to live the hard way. Now you want revenge on your pain and can no longer feel love nor care. You do not wish to befriend anyone and you certainly do not wish to be in love. As a student of having learnt everything the hard way, you tend to be manipulative when you want something for yourself. In your head there is only you that matters, and why shouldn't it? No one cares about you so why should you? In school you probably ditch classes and go somewhere else instead of sitting in a classroom. It is not that you are stupid, be

Do You Believe
Look into your heart and tell me what you see. Am I still on your mind; are you thinking of me? Do you wake in the night and let out a sigh? Do you whisper my name and wonder why; I can't be there with you tonight? With you in my arms, holding you tight? Do you believe in the miracle of Love Do you believe in you Do you believe in Love Do you believe it could happen to you Take me in your arms, don't ever leave, With you in my arms, I'll make you believe! I believe in love,always and forever. I believe in us, you and I together. I can't believe Love is pain, You have everything to lose and nothing to gain. Tell me you believe and look into my eyes... Do you believe... I'm not like the others?

I Am Unlucky With Girls
Hi my friends I am not good with expressing my feeling on a paper, forgive my english, but i feel i have too today. I had 3 women i loved for real in my life. The first girl i fall inlove was 12 years ago, i was young so was she. We were together for one year and then my best friend had sweet talk to her and get her. He left her one month later. She wanted me back but it was too late, i wasn't inlove with her anymore. The second woman was a few months ago, after so many years of lonelyness, i fall inlove with her ( I think I never told her that). She was the one who revive some feelings that i thought were dead in me. But after so many years being alone I didn't know how to proceed with her, how to take care of a girl, i messed up, and I lost her. I can say that i have still feelings for her even today, i am not going to lie about this... Today we are only friends and give comments once in a while, but it's true that i would have prefer to have her as my girlfriend than my

Hummmmmmm Would U Fuck Or Would U Pass?
There is at least one person on your list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a "message" saying "yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your list that wants to do u so!!! repost this as "Fuck or Pass" Don't be a bitch and not re-post it

Caught Me On Comments Keep Them Cummin Baby!!
OK GUYS I GOT A GOOD LEAD ON THE OTHER GIRLS IN "THE LOVELY LIPS CONTEST" BUT STILL NEED MORE 10'S AND LOTS MORE COMMENTS I HAVE SEEN THESE SAME GIRLS COME UP WITH OVER A 1000 COMMENTS IN NO TIME.. AND THIS CONTEST JUST STARTED SO I MAY BE WINNING NOW BUT THAT CAN CHANGE VERY FAST.... KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK GUYS MUAHHH MUAHHHH MUAHHHH!! HERE IS THE LINK ONCE AGAIN MUCH LOVE YOURHOOVERGIRL

Pearls Of Wisdom From Me To U
1) Anyone can become angry - that is easy, but to be angry with the right person at the right time, and for the right purpose and in the right way - that is not within everyone's power and that is not easy. 2) I used to be Snow White, but I drifted. :) 3) The difference between school and life? In school, you're taught a lesson and then given a test. In life, you're given a test that teaches you a lesson. 4) Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. 5) Don't wish me happiness-I don't expect to be happy it's gotten beyond that, somehow. Wish me courage and strength and a sense of humor-I will need them all. 6) Some people think it's holding on that makes one strong- sometimes it's letting go.

What Kind Of Cocktail
What Cocktail Are You? Rum and CokePlain and simple. That\'s the way you like it. And cheap! Who needs a ten dollar drink when your two dollar and fitty cent one is just fine? You get your drink on while saving a little dough, the well liquor does you just fine! You\'re more interested in your friends and having a good time. There is nothing better than hanging out at your favorite spot while muchin\' on some free peanuts and popcorn. The simple life! So have another, you can afford it! Take this test

The Amazing Cave People Of Malta
Evolutionist indoctrination has led many to link the idea of 'cave dwelling' with the notion of 'primitive subhumans'. But this does not logically follow, as recent evidence confirms. by Joseph Mizzi and Michael Matthews ‘Do you believe in cavemen?’ Sceptics think ‘gotcha!’ when they ask this question. They might know the Bible says that Adam’s descendants built great cities, but they claim the ‘evidence’ clearly shows that early humans lived in caves. ‘Of course we believe in cavemen,’ we respond, ‘if by “cavemen” you mean people who live in caves.’ Just visit the town of Coober Pedy in South Australia, where opals are mined—it’s so hot that some miners live in underground houses. Real live ‘cavemen’ with TV sets! Cave, sweet cave! Photo of author Joseph MizziThere was ‘no place like home’ to the cave dwellers of Ghar il-Kbir. Foreigners were struck by their intense devotion to cave life. ‘These people are so tied to their cave that when they have to go to the city

The Destruction Of The World Trade Center: Why The Official Account Cannot Be True Part 1
by Dr. David Ray Griffin Global Research, January 29, 2006 911truth.com Email this article to a friend Print this article Authorized Version (with references & notes) In The New Pearl Harbor: Disturbing Questions about the Bush Administration and 9/11 (2004), I summarized dozens of facts and reports that cast doubt on the official story about 9/11. Then in The 9/11 Commission Report: Omissions and Distortions (2005a), I discussed the way these various facts and reports were treated by the 9/11 Commission, namely, by distorting or simply omitting them. I have also taken this big-picture approach, with its cumulative argument, in my previous essays and lectures on 9/11 (Griffin, 2005b and 2005d).[1] This approach, which shows every aspect of the official story to be problematic, provides the most effective challenge to the official story. But this way of presenting the evidence has one great limitation, especially when used in lectures and essays: It means that the treat

Oyster Puffs
INGREDIENTS: * 1 cup water * 1/2 cup butter or margarine * 1 cup all-purpose flour * 1/4 teaspoon salt * 4 eggs * 1/2 cup fresh,frozen, or canned oysters, rinsed, squeezed dry * cocktail sauce PREPARATION: Heat oven to 400°. Heat water and butter to rolling boil in saucepan; stir in flour and salt. Stir vigorously over low heat until mixture forms a ball, about 1 minute; remove from heat. Beat in eggs, one at a time, continue beating until smooth. Stir in oysters. Drop dough by slightly rounded teaspoonfuls onto ungreased cookie sheet. Bake until puffed and golden, about 25 minutes. Serve hot with cocktail sauce. Makes about 5 dozen.

Nice Guys Finish Last
NICE GUYS FINISH LAST WOMEN TREAT US LIKE SHIT WE FALL IN LOVE TOO FAST WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS THEY SAY WE ARE GOOD IN BED AND REALLY KNOW HOW TO KISS THEN IGNORE THEIR HEARTS AND LET THE DEVIL IN THEIR HEAD I DONT UNDERSTAND, ITS PURE FOOLISHNESS MOST GUYS ARE ASSHOLES WHO LOVE TO ARGUE AND FIGHT BEER HELPS DROWN MY SORROWS AT THE BAR ON SATURDAY NIGHT THE ONES THAT WANT US DONT DESERVE US THE ONES THAT DESERVE US DONT WANT US GOD SAYS HE HAS ANGELS AMONG US ALL I ASK IS WHY WONT THEY HELP US I HAVE ALOT OF POTENTIAL IM THE DEFINITION OF A GOOD MAN IM ROMANTIC, PASSIONATE, AND SENSUAL WHY WONT YOU GIVE ME A CHANCE IF BEING NICE MEANS BEING ALONE IM READY FOR MY ETERNAL BED MAKE ME AN ASSHOLE IF I EVER GET CLONED I FEEL SO ALONE ITS LIKE IM ALREADY DEAD

My Nest Is Empty
Wow..where do I even start this? Two weeks ago tonight I sent my soldier/adopted son/friend to Iraq. For lack of a more eloquent way of putting it..it sucked. So this past Tuesday..I had to do it all again. Except this time it wasn't one person I was saying goodbye to. It wasn't two people I was sending off. It was more like 12...12 soldiers that I have laughed and joked with. 12 soldiers who have been in my house, ate dinner with me, had entirely too much to drink with me on many occasions, shared secrets with me and trusted me..and now they are gone.(even though Jason just left for the field for 3 weeks..he's still gone) Every single one is gone. And now I'm alone. I don't think you realize how much a part of life things are until they aren't there anymore. I suggested to my husband the other day that "we should all get together and...." but now there is no we or all. They are gone. I have pictures to look at...pictures make me cry..oh how I cry. Pictures aren't the only reminder tho

The Babysitter....
As the legend is told, a young couple living in a large house, had gone out to a dinner party one evening. The couple had left their babysitter in charge of their two children at the house. With the children already in bed, she decided to go into th living room and watch some television for a while. As she was about to get comfortable on the couch, the phone rang. As she picked up the reciever, all she heard was a man laughing menicingly, and a voice that said " I'm upstairs with the children, you'd better come up. Thinking it was a prank phone call or someone just trying to scare her, she slammed the receiver down and turned up the television. A few minutes later the phone rang again. As she picked it up, she could her the unmistakable laughter coming over the phone line. She then heard the man say, once again, " I'm upstairs with the children, you'd better come up. Getting very frightened and worried, she hung the phone up. Not knowing what to do, the babysitter calls th

The Positive Side Of Life
THE POSITIVE SIDE OF LIFE Living on Earth is expensive, but it does include a free trip around the sun every year. How long a minute is depends on what side of the bathroom door you're on. Birthdays are good for you; the more you have, the longer you live. Happiness comes through doors you didn't even know you left open. Ever notice that the people who are late are often much jollier than the people who have to wait for them? Most of us go to our grave with our music still inside of us. If Wal-Mart is lowering prices every day, how come nothing is free yet? You may be only one person in the world, but you may also be the world to one person. Some mistakes are too much fun to only make once. Don't cry because it's over; smile because it happened. We could learn a lot from crayons: some are sharp, some are pretty, some are dull, some have weird names, and all are different colors....but hey all exist very nicely in the same box.

The Italian Bride
WEDDING JOKE THE ITALIAN BRIDE Maria had just got married and, being a traditional Italian, she was still a virgin. On her wedding night, staying at her mother's house, she was very nervous. Her mother reassured her; "Don't worry, Maria, Tony's a good man. Go upstairs and he'll take care of you. Meanwhile, I'll be making pasta." So, up she went. When she got upstairs, Tony took off his shirt and exposed his hairy chest. Maria ran downstairs to her mother and says, "Mama, Mama, Tony's got a big hairy chest." "Don't worry, Maria," says the mother, "all good men have hairy chests. Go upstairs. He'll take good care of you." So, up she went again. When she got up in the bedroom, Tony took off his pants exposing his hairy legs. Again, Maria ran downstairs to her mother. "Mama, Mama, Tony took off his pants and he's got hairy legs!" "Don't worry! All good men have hairy legs. Tony's a good man. Go upstairs and he'll take good care of you." So, up she went again.

‘twas The Night Before Christmas'
‘TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS' 'TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, THEY LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SA

Smurfs!!!!!!!!!!
ok i was busy cleaning and ran across a blue and red footprint on the wall of my kids room. now this kind of confused me my kids dont own paint and how the hell did that get here and how did my kids manage to get a footprint less then 6inches from the celing to boot? My kids take after me they are verry damn short even for thier age. So iam wracking my brain tring to figure this out to no avail finnaly i decide im gonna ask em. so i seprate the 2 ....(only way you can ever get a straight anserw out of twins bye the way is to remove them from each other while asking... if you dont it soon degrades into a he did he didnt i dont know ask him mess)so first i ask Rohnan this is my to smart for his own good and should grow up to bea polition cuz he can pretty much talk himself outa anything child. I ask him about this footprint on the wall ((now keep in mind iam not angry about this footprint i just want the mystry solved))) Rohnan gets this odd smile on his face and says smurfs then wont sa

An Attorney's Advice -- At No Charge!!!
I Didn't Write this, and I am not an attorney or certified legal counsel. Only an attorney can advise you to do anything, these are just smart ideas I wanted to share. AN ATTORNEY'S ADVICE -- AT NO CHARGE!!! Read this and make a copy for your files in case you need to refer to it someday. Maybe we should all take some of his advice! A corporate attorney sent the following out to the employees in his company. 1. The next time you order checks have only your initials (instead of first name) and last name put on them. If someone takes your checkbook, they will not know if you sign your checks with just your initials or your first name, but your bank will know how you sign your checks. 2. Do not sign the back of your credit cards. Instead, put "PHOTO ID REQUIRED". (*I Use "Please SEE ID" as they are required to verify with every purchase. 3. When you are writing checks to pay on your credit card accounts, DO NOT put the complete account number on

Bigbirds- Funniest Pic
=== \'~¢¾Temptress~!PLZ RATE AND FAN ME B4 ADDING!I FAN BACK!¢¾\' spewed forth the following at \'2007-01-24 10:08:06\'.. > > > FUNNIEST PHOTO CONTEST!!!! PRIZES > > ARE:FIRST PLACE 1 WEEK BLAST!!!WITH 34,921 VOTES > > TOTAL!!! > SECOND PLACE 3 DAY BLAST!!WITH 31,765 VOTES TOTAL!!! > THIRD PLACE 20,000 CHERRYBUCKS WORTH OF GIFTS!!!WITH 16,182 VOTES TOTAL!! > Please Repost this > > bulletin for me to help get the word out. THANKS TO ALL WHO PARTICIPATED!!!!!

I Feel Like Shit
damn last night me and my girls went out to play shuffleboard,, and we got just alittle drunk.. ok alot drunk. there was boobies and panties and pictures and alot i mean alot of bud light and whiskey sours at our table.. our team won all four but the way i feel today i dont know if that was worth it... yeah it was.. so we went back to my house about 11:30 then got a call from the other team at jojo's and they wanted us to come down and have a few drinks...(as if any of us needed anymore) so we went down but i had my housecoat and slippers on so they were all teasing me... they were just upset cause i was the only comfortable one hehehe well everyone have a great day and hopefully next wednesday i wont feel as bad...( i doubt that but i can hope right)

Tidings
Free castrations for rapists Free hysterectomies for hormone blamers Free lobotomies for those who want a free ticket Crazy is a reason not an excuse dumb shit New pain for those who want to perpetuate the old hate Cycle of rapists raping future rapists until the end of days Road-maps for fools who confuse straight lines for circles Just because you’re back at square one Doesn’t mean you’ve run the gambit White glue and sledgehammers for those whose lives are in shambles So they can pound it to dust and reform something original Criminal records for the unaccountable offenders Who arbitrarily uphold a law scrawled from the dictation of a dead jaw A screaming call to arms for the deaf and dismembered A whaling spear and power cables to reattach the recently severed Surrender for no reason to the holy worship of speeding appendages Mend a bridge between the soul and skin, salvation and sin, the spilled and the filled, the forceful and those with out will I bring a knife

Promotion
I'm getting promoted to Photo Lab Technician, My experience with photo editing will come in handy. unlike most people, i don't whore my skills all over the internet. good to see my boss Decided to do the right thing and put me back there instead of up at register all the time. a place where my intelligence, and problem solving skills will come in handy. my actual raise is up for discussion w/ the boss. on top of getting my drivers permit, Finally. this is turning out to be a great 2007 so far!

Through The Eyes Of A Rapist
Through the Eyes of a Rapist This is important information for females of ALL ages. Guys - please forward to the female members of your family and all your female friends and associates. Please pass it along. A group of rapists and date rapists in prison were interviewed on what they look for in a potential victim and here are some interesting facts : 1) The first thing men look for in a potential victim is hairstyle. They are most likely to go after a woman with a ponytail, bun, braid or other hairstyle that can easily be grabbed. They are also likely to go after a woman with long hair. Women with short hair are not common targets. 2) The second thing men look for is clothing. They will look for women who's clothing is easy to remove quickly. Many of them carry scissors around specifically to cut clothing. 3) They also look for women on their cell phone, searching through their purse or doing other activities while walking because they are off guard and c

Raven
Raven Decree of change by Jan 15, 2007 Raven,Raven soaring high A messanger of the ebony sky The listener,thinker,silence bound. The pathfinder,seeker,sender of sound . . Raven melts into the enviroment with freedom of flight, with penetrating eyes and magical sight. Raven received his decree of change, at a time when the Sky World was absent of Grandmother Moon and Stars. A voice was heard deep within... . . Raven, Raven who sees in the night, Sences the trialsof hunger and blight. Raven warns of incomeingchanges, And what to do for change that ages. Directing change a focused door, Reveals the Truth for evermore . . Since that time the Raven has been a Messanger of Change. The black, incandescent feathers are "Seaking the Light of Truth". Raven the benefactor exemplifies patience. . . Patience lives in Raven's heart, Where it grows shall not depart. Love, truth and Peace from the Sacred Band

My Eyes
You scored as Mysterious. You wish to hide who you are from all those around you. You find it very hard to trust people. You also may enjoy the fun that comes from playing mind games with others around you.My advice Get out there and reveal the true you if only to one person!Passion67%Mysterious67%Diamond Eyes58%Eyes full of Pain58%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Contest
I'm going to be holding a contest for Sexiest male tattoo, it's going to run for a week starting hopefully tomorrow if I can get enough interest. Comment bombing is allowed, so whoever has the most comments wins. I'll give prizes for the top 3 1st - Rolex 2nd - mens ring 3rd - mens bracelet Hit me up if you want to enter. My baby is going to be doing a contest for sexiest female tattoo so for women that are intersted you can hit up his page. Cripton@ CherryTAP

I Give Up
Ok maybe it's me but I know my depression is getting the best of me. But sometimes I just wish life whould stop trying to f**k me over. How am I ever going to get out of this depression if life keeps shitting on me?

I'll Be Yours And You'll Always Be Mine
Forever and always, I've loved you that long What was once just a dream has come true. For, you've lived in my dreams and are now in my heart. I've waited a lifetime for you. Each one of us has a true love, so I'm told One special person who makes us complete. From the moment I met you, I knew it was true You are the man of my dreams, my soulmate. Enduring and endless, our love will remain Our hearts and our souls intertwined. Always together, we'll walk hand in hand I'll be yours and you'll always be mine. by Cheryl Ann

Love Letter
If you're reading this then that must mean, I`ve worked up the courage that was unseen. Upon pondering love I came to find, that you were what came to my mind. So, I`m here to ask if you love me so; there's only two answers: yes or no. If it`s no, then don`t mind me, dreaming of how I wish it could be. If it`s no, turn me away, knowing I`ll find true love someday. If it`s no, I`ll realize, there was never anything within your eyes. But, if it`s yes, tears I will shed- tears of joy and not of dread.

Bye Babe
Stomped on again. I held out for no one. I loved for nothing. Take it. You created it. Enjoy your victory. It tastes very sour here. My heart will recover. My dignity I'll keep. Your memory I will treasure. I'll not touch you again.

Why Does This Hurt So Bad????
What do I do??? I can't go back... I can't change the things that's happened.... and if I could... Would I??? I mean my path has forked... and I don't know which way to go! But I believe there may be too many obstacles one way... I think I may have hurt it too much to reconcile... and for what? For what I have... What is that? It's a path that beats me to the ground and hurts me all the way... I don't know what to do...

I Dont Know
I dont know why Im doing this. I have to say that I have really fucking horny right now. One of my friends sent me something and now Im horny. Im just going to have to deal with it right now and wont be able to do anything for awhile about that. I should get going as I have to get up early for work tomorrow.

Colorado Hell
It's that time of year again that we all love! >> ======================================= >> >> WINTER IN COLORADO >> Dear Diary: >> >> >> AUG. 1 >> Moved to our new home in Denver. It is so beautiful >> here. The city is so picturesque. Can hardly wait to see it >> covered with snow. I LOVE IT HERE >> >> OCT. 14 >> Denver is the most beautiful place on earth. The leaves >> are turning all different colors. I love the shades of red and >> orange. Went for a ride through the hills and saw some deer. >>They are so graceful. Certainly they are the most peaceful animals on e >>arth. This >> must be paradise. I LOVE IT HERE. >> >> NOV. 11 >> Deer season will open soon. I can not imagine anyone >> wanting to kill such an elegant creature. The very symbol >> of peace and tranquility. Hope it will snow soo

Your Thoughts
WHEN I'M SITTING IN MY CHAIR BEHIND MY DESK, I HAVE VISIONS ON BEING PLACE ON TOP, BENT OVER INFRONT, RIDING MY LOVER WHILE HE SITTING IN THE CHAIR...FEELING HIM ENTERING MY PINK SANDS...MMMMMMM.CAUSING THE OCEAN WEAVES TO FLOW...OVER AND OVER...UNTIL.

Diagnosis
Well I went to the doctors today. They FINALLY found out what might be wrong with me. It only took three gastros and about 10 other doctors to figure it out. OMG!! Anyways they said that when a woman is pregnant it pushes her digestive system up and messes it up a little bit. Well after I had little Zach, my digestive system never went back to normal. So now my body doesn't digest food properly or at all sometimes. Thus it causes me severe pain. I am now on a medication that stimulates the stomach to start working BEFORE I eat. This way when I do eat, I will digest the food properly. So you know what this means!?! I GET TO GO HOME!! YEAH!! I am so excited. I get to go be with my kitties. I miss them so much. I also miss all my friends. I will be going home on February 15th. Just thought I should shre that with anyone who cares. lmao

It Hurts
It hurts but sometime i have to sit there and consider the possibility that leaving my baby might be the best thing for him. I just start thinking i'm holding him back from being happy that i'm not what's the best thing for him. Sometimes i just think that while it would hurt him to start with losing me I think that in the end he'd find something better. SOmething better that he wouldn't find because if i were there he wouldn't look for it and so would not see it. I just want him to be able to have his ultimate happiness... I want him to find the best happiness in his life that he can and if i get in the way of it i ought to leave. Sometimes i just feel like we're too wrong and too different for each other. I fear i hold him back. I know theres people who think he shouldn't be with me. That there are just people who think i'm way too immature and wrong for him. I just fear that maybe they're right..

Kareoke At The Red Stallion In Hatboro
The main purpose of this is to let me know what I sang .. and how I think it went ... and what I need to work in ... For starters .. here are the songs I've sung since I started going: Vanilla Ice - Ice Ice Baby Kid Rock/Sheryl Crow - Picture (with Shawna and Jenn seperately) Metallica - Turn the Page Tone Loc - Wild Thing Don McLean - American Pie Black Sabbath - War Pigs (didn't go over as well as I hoped) Bruce Springsteen - Glory Days Poison - Every Rose Has It's Thorn David Allen Coe - You never even called me by my name **THANKS JULIE** Eagle's - Desperado Eagle's - Take It Easy I'm missing a couple ... and I'll post last nights in another entry

Chocolate Raspberry Bonbons
These raspberry chocolate candies are made like bourbon balls. INGREDIENTS: * 1 cup finely crushed vanilla wafers * 1 cup confectioners' sugar * 1 cup chopped almonds, toasted * 2 tablespoons cocoa, unsweetened * 2 tablespoons butter * 1/4 cup raspberry preserves, seedless * 1/4 cup raspberry liqueur * 6 ounces sweet baking chocolate, grated PREPARATION: Combine wafer crumbs, sugar, almonds, and cocoa in mixing bowl. Heat butter and raspberry preserves until butter melts. Blend butter mixture into crumb mixture; add raspberry liqueur. Chill for about 1 hour, then shape into 1-inch balls. Roll balls in grated chocolate. Makes about 20. May be stored in an airtight container for up to 2 weeks.

Buffalo Woman / A Story Of Magic
A Caddo Legend Snow Bird, the Caddo medicine man, had a handsome son. When the boy was old enough to be given a man's name, Snow Bird called him Braveness because of his courage as a hunter. Many of the girls in the Caddo village wanted to win Braveness as a husband, but he paid little attention to any of them. One morning he started out for a day of hunting, and while he was walking along looking for wild game, he saw someone ahead of him sitting under a small elm tree. As he approached, he was surprised to find that the person was a young woman, and he started to turn aside. "Come here," she called to him in a pleasant voice. Braveness went up to her and saw that she was very young and very beautiful. "I knew you were coming here," she said, "and so I came to meet you." "You are not of my people," he replied. "How did you know that I was coming this way?" "I am Buffalo Woman," she said. "I have seen you many times before, from afar. I want you to take me home with you

What's Your Inner Eye Color
Your Inner Eye Color Is Green You're off-scale unique and creative - just like green eyes You're peaceful, relaxed, and easy to be around You've got an exotic flair that draws men in... with unique beauty. What's Your Inner Eye Color?

Hottie...
This is the "hottie" test. Reply through a message with your answers. Post this and see who will fill this out. You may be surprised to see some of the answers. Dont worry about hurting feelings--- BE HONEST!!! Do i look like a good kisser? [] yes [] no Would you kiss me? [] yes [] no Am I? [] beautiful! [] sexy [] fine [] pretty [] iight [] ugly! Do you think i still have my v card? [] yes [] no [] dont know! I look like.. [] a player [] a slut [] a whore [] a hubby/wifey type [] a one time thing [] a next bf/gf If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No Would you rather.. [] hook up with me [] cuddle with me [] date me On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 Are you going to repost this so i can answer for YOU? [] yes [] no what would you want me to be to you? [] friend [] girl friend/boy friend [] Hub

Let She Without Sin Cast The First Stone
So our own little Birdy Drama Queen got my first Blog deleted... Oh well.. Its amazing what you can do when you put your mind to it.. I see they bothered you too, oh well all those wonderful thoughts of joy gone.. Well folks, I hope you don't take my rants about one stupid user make you think Drama. I just don't take her Drama.. I can be anyones best friend or in her case, worst enemy. I am glad to have met so many great friends from here and the other boards I post on.. Welcome to my BareNaked Ladies Friends.. I enjoyed our Cruise with the Ladies to the Turks and Caicos.

Drugs For Woman
++ DRUGS FOR WOMEN ++ > > > > > > > >DAMNITOL >Take 2 and the rest of the world can go to hell for up to 8 full hours. >~~ >EMPTYNESTROGEN >Suppository that eliminates melancholy and loneliness by reminding you >of how awful they were as teenagers and how you couldn't wait till they >moved out! > >~~ >ST. MOMMA'S WORT >Plant extract that treats mom's depression by rendering preschoolers >unconscious for up to two days. >~~ >PEPTOBIMBO >Liquid silicone drink for single women. Two full cups swallowed before >an evening out increases breast size, decreases intelligence, and >prevents conception. >~~ >DUMBEROL >When taken with Peptobimbo, can cause dangerously low IQ, resulting in >enjoyment of country music and pickup trucks. >~~ >FLIPITOR >Increases life expectancy of commuters by controlling road rage and the >urge to flip off other drivers. >~~ >MENICILLIN >Potent anti-boy-otic for older women. Increases resistance to such >lethal lines as, "Yo

Quotes
Who so loves believes the impossible. Elizabeth Barrett Browning A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous. Ingrid Bergman Duct tape is like the force. It has a light side, a dark side, and it holds the universe together. Oprah Winfrey A computer once beat me at chess, but it was no match for me at kick boxing. Emo Philips

My Little Buddy
there was a time in my life where i walked alone i felt alone and i had much sadness in my life then 1 day god blessed me with the most prescious gift that anyone could ever have. he gave me my little ray ray he was such a bundle of joy he smiled he laughed he cried and daddy would take him in his arms and hold him tight and rock him till he fell asleep. little ray ray was so cute he would make faces and laugh at daddy and make daddy grin from ear to ear. i watched him grow till he was about 3 then his mom moved out of state and took him away from me omg my heart was so broken the only thing in life that was so prescious to me was gone and i couldnt see him cause they lived so far away. about 2 yrs went by and each and every day of my life i would think of him and each an every day i would look forward to being with him again someday.then i got a call that he was moving again this time to a different state even further away. my heart dropped out of my chest it felt like. Some nights i

English Joke
The Englishman's wife steps up to the tee and, as she bends over to place her ball, a gust of wind blows her skirt up and reveals her lack of underwear. "Good God, woman! Why aren't you wearing any knickers?" her husband demanded. "Well, you don't give me enough housekeeping money to afford any." The Englishman immediately reaches into his pocket and says, "For the sake of decency, here's £30. Go and buy yourself some underwear." Next, the Irishman's wife bends over to set her ball on the tee. Her skirt also blows up to show that she is wearing no undies. "Blessed Virgin Mary, woman! You've no knickers. Why not?" She replies, "I can't afford any on the money you give me." He reaches into his pocket and says, "For the sake of decency, here's £20. Go and buy yourself some underwear!" Lastly, the Scotsman's wife bends over. The wind also takes her skirt over her head to reveal that she, t! oo, is naked under it. "Sweet mudder of Jesus, Aggie! Where the frig are yer drawers?" She too expla

How True This Is
A mouse looked through the crack in the wall to see the farmer and his wife open a package. What food might this contain?" The mouse wondered - he was devastated to discover it was a mousetrap. Retreating to the farmyard, the mouse proclaimed the warning : There is a mousetrap in the house! There is a mousetrap in the house!" The chicken clucked and scratched, raised her head and said, "Mr.Mouse, I can tell this is a grave concern to you, but it is of no consequence to me. I cannot be bothered by it." The mouse turned to the pig and told him, "There is a mousetrap in the house! There is a mousetrap in the house!" The pig sympathized, but said, I am so very sorry, Mr.Mouse, but there is nothing I can do about it but pray. Be assured you are in my prayers." The mouse turned to the cow and said "There is a mousetrap in the house! There is a mousetrap in the house!" The cow said, "Wow, Mr. Mouse. I'm sorry for you, but it's no skin off my nose." S

Rain Dance
Soft moans in the night's breeze Carry pleasure of the lovely dance. Steady motions embrace the significance Surrendering all passions of desire, lust and sin. The sound of rain beggining to fall only increase The sweethearts movements. Eyes glazed over within the sensuality of the Only pain that can bring such happiness. The possesion of loves sweet command, Enhances the bondage of their story. The rolling thunder drowns the song known Only to the ears of lovers.

Wait... Hold The F**k Up
Wait... hold the fuck up u need to stay out of my business. Nobody told you to tell anybody what goes on in my personal life thats for me and me only u need to worry about ur self and the shit ur going through and stop worrying about me... with ur stupid ass. The next time i hear my name come out of ur mouth imma...well u kno the deal but.....B 4 i leave i wanted to let you kno that i just saved a bunch of money on my car insurance by switching to Geico and pissed you off at the same time. Send this to as many of your friends as you want and see how many you get mad

Damn
I had to work all this weekend and i still have to go to work later today. Man i wish that i had this weekend off. But i dont so not fucking biggie. I can live without one weekend. I have been around my baby all weekend so that has made it tolerable. But that still dont mean shit i am still locked into my room or working my nuts off. But who cares this the life i chose to live and so i shal live it.

Hello
So I thought I would take a moment to introduce myself. Hiyas.. I'm James.. Im 36 and single here outside of Detroit. I would love to make new friends and it would be nice to talk with everyone. Please feel free to introduce yourself.

Tomorrow Is A Brand New Day
I've often thought if I had teh opportunity to change my past I would I could right every wrong turn every bad event into good Yet, when I think about it I realize how all the events of my past both good and bad made me the person that I am today Now I'm not sure if given the opportunity to change my past that I would I'll admit I'm not proud of how I've handled myself at times but somehow I always managed to make it through I've learned from each mistake I've picked myself up, carried on, and did waht I had to do I've been at the lowest of the lows and the highest of the highs I've had a smile on my face from ear to ear and had my share of tear filled eyes Somehow, thanks to the good Lord above, I saw light at the end of the tunnel and found my way Through the years I've learned many things but the most important is no matter how bad things may be right now tomorrow is a brand new day

So The Conversation Between Dio Cane And Myself.
This is quite funny to be honest. Now I think we should all take from this why Dio makes unintelligent comments in every MUMM and likes to be a prick. Remember y'all, read up from the bottom since I copied and pasted from the shout box. ->Dio Cane F...: Its not nice to make fun of yourself. ->Dio Cane F...: Haha nice try sweetie. Dio Cane F...: at least i dont have a bird beak for a nose ->Dio Cane F...: At least I dont have a double chin. :) Dio Cane F...: again, you're dismissed pig. ->Dio Cane F...: Again, have a good one Dio. Dio Cane F...: you're on crack, you're a mess, you're boring, just go away. ->Dio Cane F...: Have a good, yet miserable day, Dio. I hope you enjoy being unhappy but I wouldnt want to put myself in the situation you put yourself through. :) Dio Cane F...: blahblahblahblah ->Dio Cane F...: Thanks for this insight. If being a prick makes you happy, no wonder your alone. ->Dio Cane F...: So that means that you're a prick because it makes you fe

~ The Troops Also Need To Support The American People ~
It is hard to believe some of the things that you see and read what is coming in our newspapers and TV these days. I hate war, i don't want to see one of our Mothers, Fathers, Sons & Daughters hurt or killed. But this is a different & terrible world we live in now, There is allot of people who wish us harmed. These Brave men and women have taken the call. Our military is all-volunteer. we have no draft. You can dislike war, but it is impossible to support the troops and not the mission. If you wish the mission to fail then our Brave troops fail. These men and women serve for love of country. Watch your News and TV don't let them get away with this. It burns my ass when i hear stuff like this mercenary? soldiers should be grateful? that they are young and naïve? The Troops Also Need to Support the American People By William M. Arkin I've been mulling over an NBC Nightly News report from Iraq last Friday in which a number of soldiers expressed frustration with opposition

Online Postings...consider This Thought
With the recent suits against MySpace.com, YouTube and various entertainment companies regarding website content, leaks and inappropriate promotional tactics I'm just going to add my 2 cents. Freedom of speech is one thing, the freedom of information act had some good intent, but at what point do we start considering personal safety, right to privacy and appropriate ethical behavior when it comes to our actions. The only thing that saves MySpace.com, and to some degree the higher powers here at CT as well, is that this is considered a public forum and doesn't fall under anything that could be defined as "private". Remember though intent and content are the key factors in determining the ability for a case to go forward and be tried when you get down to the basics. I'm just waiting for the day when MySpace, CT or YouTube gets a subpoena or court order and violates it and then the corporate unraveling begins. I'm curious as to how many instigations are started due to the fact that

The 70's
Those Born 1930-1979! TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's !! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank

Heart Breaking
she cries to go home with her mommy so does baby brother soso sad only to know you cant stop the heart ache of there pain because someone falsely lied and took that right away them sad little tears and missing there sweet face and smile so much you cry everyday and it hurets so bad inside and to think of the pain they are going through only to not beable to fix it in time is all you can say only able to wipe there tears away and hope theyll be ok as they walk out the door til the next 1 and only time in a week you have a hour with them feeling so lost and so mad and all you can do is whats best for them so they can come back and to hold them just one more tijme as they sleep and to go fun outtings a such as we do it is so so hard thyats why this is so heart breaking because i cant fix it right now and it is so hard

"dreamworld Vs. Reality..."
"Dreamworld vs Reality" Your perception of life changes as your concious thought and your mind come to terms with reality and then rests under the influence of an altered imagination... Your vision then becomes confused , entangling what you are seeing with what you want to see and what you think you see... Do You think what you are seeing is actually?... Is your mind telling you the truth or is it playing a cruel joke?... But from your point of view... Is this joke cruel?... Dealing with reality is a challenge all its own... But, when the dreamworld is mixed in with your reality, confusion occurs and in some cases... Fear!!!... Fears of the mind take over and turn reality into a living nightmare... Through your eyes the world alters itself around you but the world stays the same, in reality... Your mind alters you around a world that stays the same causeing you to act as if you are still in reality... When you know you can't maintain your sanity

Valentine Application!
Valentine Application!!! Would you make out with me? [] Hell Yeah [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Would you... (Check all that apply) [] Buy me cute underwear? [] Buy me a cute bra? [] Buy me flowers? [] Take me out to dinner? [] Buy me a drink? [] Buy me a thong? [] Get me some chocolates Name one thing you would like to do to me... I look like.. [] A player [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. ?? [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits [] Have sex On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What wou

Done In By The Reputation Of A Teenager
Drive is not the question Failure is not an option Giving up is a thought that never enters my cranium Set backs just convince me to kill harder Someone smells like shit and it’s not me Get knocked down, get back up Fuck dusting off Wear the scrapes and dirt like a badge Cut my legs off And I’ll bounce around on bloody stumps Sure I’m insane But you’re a shit-faced chump Gods are not welcome within the ranks of men Everyone’s running a race while I’m screaming it’s a game No one wants to play, everyone thinks they can win Acting like this isn’t underground shit And unless you’re having fun there’s no point to it Frankly I’m starting to enjoy rejection I never really strived for your acceptance The day that trash accepts my ass Is the day I’m dead and no longer Zac On the outskirts of the outside Too dirty for the average swill gorging swine The mountain you bitches are too scared to climb Can’t grab my sharp edges Bloody fingers just slide I don’

Well...
You maybe noticed it already, but I put back a NSFW album. Actually... I was not planning to put some pics back, but screw the ppl who dont like it or thinks its offending. I lost weight and Im proud of my body now!

A True Friend And Sweet Heart
OK ALL YOU OUT THERE, MY FRIEND VIRUS AKA DAVID COULD USE YOUR HELP. I ENTERED HIM INTO A MOST LOVABLE SWEET HEART CONTEST. HE IS A TRUE FRIEND AND SWEET HEART AT THAT. PLEASE STOP BY AND DROP SOME COMMENT BOMBS I WOULD LIKE FOR HIM TO WIN. SO SHOW SOME LUV AND CLICK THE LINK AND START COMMENT BOMBING AWAY. THANK

Lookin For The One Who Is Only In My Dreams
I'm sittin here bored wonderin if I'll ever find the one that was meant for me. Guys are all the same they want one thing and one thing only. LOL I want to find the one guy who will stop at nothing to make me feel loved who is willing to pick up up my broken pieces and help me put them back together. Love for me and all my flaws who will understand I'm not as strong as I seem. One i can come home from a bad day and just crawl up in his lap no ?s asked.

Child Of The 90's
You once used Wella Plum mousse or Sun-in in your hair that you thought it was totally original and highly stylish. You owned a compilation tape with top tunes such as "Mr.Vain", "What is love" and "Rhythm is a dancer" You owned a pair of Nike Air Max. You wore plastic dummies around your neck, the bigger and more luminous the better You owned a Benneton/NafNaf jumper You went away and returned with a hair braid You owned scrunchies in array of colours You remember when Blur were better than Oasis. You went to or dreamed about going to a smash hits concert You remember when sweet valley high was a book 10p crisps! e.g. Meanies, Wheelies Levi 501's Captain planet, James Bond junior and Sharkie and George crime busters of the sea! Puffa jackets Impulse body spray You remember life before alco-pops Don't forget your toothbrush with Chris Evans You had at least one troll You know the dance to the Macarena and Saturda

(from Shrinky) Spanking Joke
Shrinky Spanking Message for my friends and a funny joke below. LOL You have been SPANKED. You have been considered One of the SWEET & SEXY FRIENDS on my friends list. Once you u have been SPANKED, you have to ASK YOUR FRIENDS TO SPANK YOU TOO Don't break the chain please! So BEG FOR IT on your friends list and let them SPANK YOU..IF they are SWEET & SEXY! Please read my naughty riddles joke below. LOL Enjoy! Naughty Riddles: > > Q.What do you call a virgin on a waterbed? > A: A cherry float. > > Q: What's the fluid capacity of Monica Lewinsky's > mouth? > A: 1 US leader > > Q: What did the sign on the door of the whorehouse > say? > A: BEAT IT - we're closed. > > Q: Why do walruses go to Tupperware parties? > A: To find a tight seal. > > Q: What's the difference between sin and shame? > A: It is a sin to put it in, but it's a shame to > pull it out. > > Q: What's the speed limit of sex? > A: 68; at 69 you have to turn around. > > Q: Why did Raggedy An

Poetry14
CUTTING I started cutting, to relieve the pain. The cuts weren’t deep or very long, just enough to feel it all. Thoughts of death, Crept in my head. I started failing all my classes, and pushing friends away. I kept the pain all bottled up, until one day, When blood was streaming down my leg, and a trail of tears ran down my cheek, I thought of all those who I have lost, and began to weep. My grandpa popped into my head, I dropped the razor, and ran to my sister, and I told her everything. I disappointed myself. I said I would never cut, and those who did were stupid. But when you have that much pain running through you, nothing seems to matter. I found that it helps to talk to someone close to you...... KILL ME Choked by tears and fears That refuse to fall Words get caught on my tongue No time to think at all Hate rushes to the surface Not against my will But unconscious all the same With this need to kill Kil

She Really Needs Your Help..............
She has commented bombed so many people in there contest's and now that she has entered her first contest she is not feeling the love no more from here friends. I have tried to help her out but am currently unable to she was in first and now she is behind and really needs all the help she can get. I know I am asking a lot but I would really appreciate it if you could help her out for me. I know she will also thank you. Here is her link if you can help her get back to the top. Thank you in advance. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=309425&albumid=206585&i=665893214

Salvationredemption
My destiny undecided, My faith between the line, my fate uncovered, my prophecy undiscovered....will my soul fall to darkness or rise above to goodness...I look toward myself to see the shadow of the real me, I look forward and see, one things certain to me....Salvation, Redemption is the key for this I see darkness and goodness is a part of me but nether will control me, nor decide my fate...as I am a force with only one things desire, to let my prophecy come true and then we shall see what my true destiny is to me, my fate will become whats left of me, then all will see the true side of me. Deftones - RX QueenMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Bulletins With Curses In Them
We've all seen them: "SUMTHIN GR8 W1LL HAppEN 2 U. UNL3ZZ U D0NT FWD TH1Z 1N WH1CH CAZE UR L1FE W1LL SUCK!!!" Break the chain of the curses. Cut out those last sentences with the threat about not reposting the bulletin. Do we really need more curses? I wrote the following some years ago about a similar letter circulating the Internet: "There are many chain letters circulating around the Internet. Some are the ones that promise people lots of money; most people know to ignore those ones now."There are others, though, that contain several wise thoughts or blessings, but which someone has appended a curse to. It seems that even in distributing blessings or peace thoughts, people sometimes feel the need to put a threat of force on the thoughts to propagate them around the world."An example of this is the "Lotus Totus" chain letter. It has several wonderful pieces of advice, purportedly from the Anthony Robbins Foundation. These are all wonderful thoughts to send off to fr

Thank You For This
Had a call from the ex last night. This is five months after "THE THING", that sort of led to me being here. I hadn't deleted her number from my phone in case something like this happened. Glad I didn't, cuz it meant I didn't just answer it when I didn't recognise the number (I have a lousy memory for phone numbers). So I didn't answer. But she left a message: "Hi, it's me. I was just calling to see how you are. Hope everything is okay. Give me ring sometime to catch up." "TO CATCH UP"! What in the blue FUCK does she think she's playing at?!? "It's been five months, I'm sure that's long enough to leave things. He hasn't got any feelings anyway (criticism levelled at me during one of our later 'debates'). It's Saturday night and I'm bored, cuz the New One is out raping cattle (or whatever the fuck the monobrowed degenerate does at weekends), so I'll ring Rob and fuck with his mind a bit". What would she have done if I HAD answered? Probably hung up. What would I have done if I

Just Blogging
I havent done one of these in a while so thought I should. So I guess a few things are new. I'm opening a body jewelry and clothing store at the end of the month. My kids have gotten older (but not me) LOL. This year started out kind of hectic but its beginning to mellow out. I have met alot of great cherries here lately( on top of the great ones I already knew). I am so glad I signed up on here things are great. How have you been Cherrytap?

Education Of Native American
"Oh God! Like the Thunderbird of old I shall rise again out of the sea; I shall grab the instruments of the white man's success- his education, his skills, and with these new tools I shall build my race into the proudest segment of your society." One thing the Indian people do well is adapt. This is why we survive. We must learn to keep our culture, but also to learn the good things that other races have to offer. Education is the future weapon of Native people. We must learn the legal system, health, science and engineering. Indian people have great contributions to make to the world. We need to educate ourselves so we can better protect the land and our children. Otherwise, we will lose the things and the land that we have. Great Spirit, make me teachable today. It is too bad Tecumseh never knew what a Chamelion was. But in reality he felt the connection from the Great Spirit. The vision of a Nation one day being of all people and considered the Rainbow Natio

You Know You Are Living In 2007 When...
1. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave. 2.You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years. 3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of 3. 4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you. 5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that they don't have e-mail addresses. 6. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries. 7 Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the screen. 8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn't have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it. 10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your coffee. 11. You start tilting your head sideways to smile. : ) 12. You're reading this and nodding and laughing. 13. Even worse, you know exactly to whom you are going to forward

Ladies...speaking Of Designer Shoes
I am designer fashion at a cheapo price Queen. I have bought TWO pairs of Ferragamos (brand new, never worn) in the past two days for less than 50 bucks and that INCLUDES shipping. eBay is awesome for designer wear....providing you know your size in specific designer labels. If anyone needs any help in learning the tricks of the trade (shopping for cheap designer wear) then feel free to contact me. I love to shop. Even for people I don't know. I'd be happy to help you try and find the best deals out there. ***kisses*** BeerQueen

Can I Do This
can i do this.. some times i wish that i were dead with all these voices in my head tellin me what i should do instead im so confused so i looked away and again i used i cant remember a time when i didnt abuse and i choose choose to live my life this way i guess that is the reason god wants me to pay i... cant i cant do this i ...dont i dont understand i... cant i cant do this i ...dont i dont understand at night i hold my pillow tight i wish for you to be by my side i need a place a place to hide and as a matter fact you give me that so i...hold...you...so... so very tight when your around cause when your near i feel that ive finally found found a place a place where i be long i... cant i cant do this i ...dont i dont understand i... cant i cant do this i ...dont i dont understand please dont leave me no today not forever cause when your near i have no fear and i can finally rest my head for the first time in a long time i foun

Lovers Promise ( On Valentines Day And Forever)
I PROMISE YOU MY LOVE I PROMISE YOU MY HEART I PROMISE YOU MY LIFE I PROMISE WE WILL NEVER BE APART I PROMISE TO ALWAYS TRUST YOU I PROMISE NOT TO LIE I PROMISE YOU MY SOUL UNTIL THE DAY I DIE. I PROMISE YOU FOREVER, TONIGHT, AND MY RESPECT I PROMISE TO BE THERE, TO ALWAYS LOVE YOU AND TO BE YOUR BEST FRIEND. I PROMISE YOU MY LOVE, MY LIFE FOREVER. I WILL BE YOURS, YOU WILL BE MINE, AND WE WILL BE ONE. XXXXX YOUR LOVER AND FREIND

So I'm New Here
New to the site (if you hadn't gathered that yet), and I'm not really sure how this all works. I try to rate back, but sometimes i miss a person, or forget, or get distracted, so my bad, lol. This site seems pretty cool... kinda ddicting like crack :-p Holla!

The Year That You Were Born
In 1956 (the year you were born) Dwight Eisenhower is president of the US 101 Southern Congressmen call for massive resistance to the Supreme Court desegregation rulings Italian liner Andrea Doria collides with Swedish liner Stockholm and sinks of Nantucket Island An anti-Communist revolt in Hungary is crushed by Soviet troops and tanks Suez crisis occurs in the Middle East Elvis Presley enters the music charts for the first time, with "Heartbreak Hotel". Mel Gibson, Bill Maher, Joe Montana, Tom Hanks, and Larry Bird born New York Yankees win the World Series New York Giants win the NFL championship Montreal Canadiens win the Stanley Cup Howl and Other Poems by Allen Ginsberg is published Elvis Presley appears on The Ed Sullivan Show The Price is Right game show premieres What Happened the Year You Were Born?

Does Your Name Fit You
A: Likes to have sex. B: Likes to flirt. C: Really likes to chill. D: Has one of the best personalities ever. E: loves to cuddle with their lover F: People adore you. G: Never let people tell you what to do. H: has a very good personality and looks I: is always there for true friends. J: Lives life for fun. K: Really silly. L: gorgeous eyes M: makes dating fun N: Dead sexy O: Best in realtionships P: Popular with all types of people Q: A hypocrite. R: Freakin crazy S: Easy to fall in love with T: a sweet heart. U: Really wild and crazy. V: Not judgemental. W: Very broad minded. X: Never let people tell you what to do. Y: One of the best bf/gf anyone could ask for. Z: Always ready.

Gotta Love The Antics Of Out Sweet Senior Citizens! Lol ;o)
Out Of The Mouth Of Babes, and Outta the ummmmm yah, Of Senior Citizens! An old man, Mr. Goldstein, was living the last of his life in a nursing home. One day he appeared to be very sad and depressed. Nurse Tracy asked if there was anything wrong. "Yes, Nurse Tracy," said Mr. Goldstein, "My Private Part died today, and I am very sad." Knowing her patients were forgetful and sometimes a little crazy, she replied, "Oh, I'm so sorry, Mr. Goldstein, please accept my condolences. The following day, Mr Goldstein was walking down the hall with his Private Part hanging out his pajamas, when he met Nurse Tracy. "Mr. Goldstein," she said, "You shouldn't be walking down the hall like that.. Please put your Private Part back inside your pajamas." But, Nurse Tracy," replied Mr. Goldstein, " I told you yesterday that my Private Part died." "Yes, you did tell me that, but why is it hanging out of your pajamas?" "Well, he replied, "Today's the viewing." lolz

I Am Me
I can be gentle, and I can be kind those arent thoughts that now come to mind I am selfish and I can be rude some may not like my blunt attitude I am unique owning many a flaw and I am more than I hold in my bra though in defense they are quite a treat I cannot fault those finding them neat I have many things some old and some new not everything tho will i share with you I am myself I need approval not I sit here alone with nary a thought I am a woman that is not my defense it is simply my reason this makes sense a.boudreaux 2007

Hi All
Well I just joined here and I am not quite sure about how to do everything. Is there a way for me to customize my background? If there is and anyone knows a good site to get them from please let me know. I do check this thing regularly. Thanks in advance. Elena

Death - Funeral/cremation/cryogenics
In America we live in fear of death, thinking that we should never even think of such events happening in our life, and when it happens we don't look close enough at what the corporations are doing to us. Let's take a look at what awaits everyone down the road of life. In the 1900's American families had a very special room in their house used only for very special occasions. The room was called the 'parlor'. It was also the place where, if someone had died, the family would place the body of their loved one. They would lay him out and clean him up, giving him enough time to alert people if he wasn't really dead. This brought death into a natural light, people accepted it for what it was. Then, in 1910, fashion magazines deemed it a gross and (even worse) old tradition. The American public jumped on the bandwagon and turned their 'parlors' into 'living rooms'. Isn't that a huge 'fuck you' to the dead? The living room was a place to relax, and the tradition of taking care of your

Please Help My Good Mate Level Up Thanks
OK IM ALWAYS THERE FOR YALL WHEN YOU NEED ME AND THIS IS A VERY GOOD FRIEND OF MINE HE ONLY NEEDS 777 POINTS TO LEVEL AND ITS DOUBLE POINTS SO PLEASE GO HELP HIM OUT :) HERE IS HIS LINK JUST CLICK ON CUTE SEXY AUSSIE@ CherryTAP

Sad But True...
Ads In Bills: Have you ever noticed that they put advertisements in with your bills now? Like bills aren't distasteful enough, they have to stuff junk mail in there with them. I get back at them. I put garbage in with my check when I mail it in. Coffee grinds, banana peels...I write, "Could you throw this away for me? Thank You." Fabric Softener: My wife uses fabric softener. I never knew what that stuff was for. Then I noticed women coming up to me (sniff) 'Married' (walk off). That's how they mark their territory. You can take off the ring, but it's hard to get that April fresh scent out of your clothes. Prisons: Did you know that it costs forty thousand dollars a year to house each prisoner? Jeez, for forty thousand bucks a piece I'll take a few prisoners into my house. I live in Los Angeles. I already have bars on the windows. I don't think we should give free room and board to criminals. I think they should have to run twelve hours a day on a treadmill and gene

Bee Gees - (our Love) Don't Throw It All Away
(Our Love) Don't Throw It All Away Maybe I don't wanna know the reason why But lately you don't talk to me Darling I can't see me in your eyes I hold you near but you're so far away And it's losing you I can't believe To watch you leave and let this feeling die You alone are the living thing that keeps me alive And tomorrow if I'm here without your love You know I can't survive Only my love can raise you high above it all Don't throw it all away , our love , our love Don't throw it all away , our love Don't throw it all away , our love , our love Don't throw it all away , our love (break) We can take the darkness and make if full of light But let your love flow back to me How can you leave and let this feeling die This happy room will be a lonely place when you are gone And I won't even have your shoulders for the crying on No other women's love could be as true , I'm begging you Don't throw it all away , our love , our love Don't

Performer Mag Likes Us....
Review from Performer Magazine, Sept. 06 It only takes a glance at the colorfully-animated (but oh so devious) clown handing an ice cream cone to a little girl on the cover of Here You Go Little Girl... to realize that the Odd Numbers are, well, some odd numbers. The CD gets off to a strong start with The Funk, a tune reminiscent of Public Enemy set to some 70s funk music. Later, the CD takes on a rock feel with Under My Skin, an interesting story about a cast of characters who annoy the band for various reasons. After delving into rock, the CD makes the transition to a more urban sound on Same Old Shit, the groups expression of the common hip-hop theme of trying to cope in a maddening society. Perhaps the best example of the groups abundant talent is Skin and Bones, a sad tale of Bobby Skin and Bones, a drug-addicted alcoholic struggling to survive. This track hooks you from the beginning with the opening line, It all began with the connection of eggs and semen / When Bobbys whore

Running With Scissors (2006)
Just saw this, based on the memoirs of Augusten Burroughs. First thoughts: well, what do I want in a movie? Well-written, characters take on depth as the film progresses, very well-acted, many surprises, unusual storytelling methods that enhance rather than distracts from the story (generally). Unusual yes, also very good.

What Is Going On
all these things locked inside reaching to the boiling point no where to run no where to hide feelings of sadness are all i find looking deep inside racing through my mind what is happening to me i feel earased to blind to see soon ill be no more nothing left just shattered pieces with no breath

Mardi Gras Celebrations In Louisiana
New Orleans New Orleans Mardi Gras is particularly well-known, often called "the greatest free show on earth". The celebrations draw hundreds of thousands of tourists to the city in addition to the celebrating locals for the parties and parades. Most tourists can be found within the French Quarter, especially Bourbon Street. Mardi Gras came to New Orleans with the earliest French settlers. New Orleans developed new traditions, including Carnival organizations called Krewes such as the Krewe du Vieux, the Zulu Social Aid & Pleasure Club, and the famous Rex parade, in addition to Mardi Gras Indians and king cake parties. There are as many as 60 Krewes that have parades in the greater New Orleans area. Officially, the Mardi Gras season begins on the 12th day after Christmas. Most parades, balls and other festivities occur on weeknights and weekends in the 2-week period before Mardi Gras Day. Though each parade is different, there are certain common ingredients: 1) There is a king o

Part 2 My Heritage German-american
CLOSER TO HOME Marshfield, Wisconsin was an immigrant community, settled predominately by German-speaking settlers. When war erupted in Europe, not only President Wilson but many Americans had to stand aside and practice a policy of neutrality, to keep the political loyalty to their new country in balance with the deeper cultural and familiar loyalty to the "old" country. As the war dragged on beyond the late summer and fall of 1914 into 1915, tensions mounted. Inflation, increasing the price of ordinary goods and services, along with rationing, all fanned the flames of distrust. As time went on the war stretched into 1916. When America finally entered the war alongside England and France in 1917, Marshfield's German residents were forced to make some public choices. The Marshfield Times editorialized that shortly after the war's expansion in Europe in September 1914, that "Wisconsin, more than the average American state is interested in the great war that is being fought in Euro

Baddest Baby Blues/now Open!
BeerQueen's Baddest Baby Blues contest is now open!!!!! Come vote for your favorite blue eyes. One winner based on number of rates. One winner based on number of comments. You CANNOT comment bomb your own pic, however comment bombing is allowed by other people. I will be checking this daily. Do not start any drama. If it gives me a headache then I consider it drama and your butt is out. The winner of each category will receive a one day blast. If the same person wins BOTH the number of comments and number of rates, that person will receive a THREE day blast. Happy voting!!!! BeerQueen Sam~Beer Queen~@ CherryTAP

If Tomorrow Never Comes
ALWAYS SAY I LOVE YOU, TO THOSE HELD IN YOUR HEART, FOR TOMORROW MAY NOT COME... HOLD THEM CLOSE AND DON'T LET GO, HUG THEM, KISS THEM, HOLD THEM DEAR, SAY I LOVE YOU, LET THEM KNOW, ALWAYS LET YOUR FEELINGS SHOW. FOR TOMORROW MAY NEVER COME IF THEY PASSED IN THE NIGHT, AND THEY WHERE NO LONGER THERE, AND THERE BODY EMPTY, JUST LIKE A COLD STARE, COULD YOU HONESTLY SAY THEY LEFT, KNOWING YOU LOVED THEM, KNOWING YOU CARED. TOMORROW MAY NOT COME SO TO MY FRIENDS I SAY LUV YA TO THE SPECIAL FEW I SAY "I LOVE YOU". SO IF I'M GONE TOMORROW, YOU WILL ALL KNOW, I LOVE YOU, REMEMBER, IN YOUR TIME OF SORROW FOR TOMORROW MAY NOT COME. I LOVE YOU I CARE FOREVER AND ALWAYS I WILL BE THERE XXXX ANGEL

Deep Thoughts
Deep thoughts… Is there another word for synonym? If a turtle doesn't have a shell, is he homeless or naked? If quitters never win and winners never quit, what fool came up with, "Quit while your ahead"?! How much deeper would the oceans be without sponges? Five out of four people have trouble with fractions. Never take life seriously. Nobody gets out alive, anyway. Kids in the back seat cause accidents; accidents in the back seat cause kids. What do you do when you see an endangered animal eating an endangered plant? If a man is standing in the middle of the forest speaking and there is no woman around to hear him - Is he still wrong?

Walmart It's Not Right....
Ok .....this is just my opinion and whether anyone agrees with me or not is not signficant. First of all I want to say this is by no means a way to bad mouth Wal-mart. I love the store ok...lol I shop there all the time. It's the only place to shop. With that said, I do not agree with how they dispose of merchandise that does not sell. That is clothes, stuffed animals etc.... Ok some of you may already know this but I just found this out. The clothes that do not sell are zeroed out, cut up and thrown in the dumpsters. They cut the arms and legs off the stuffed animals and throw them in the dumpsters. Personally, I think this is terrible. There are too many needy families out there that could use these things. Think about it... A child that does not have a Christmas....is that child gonna care whether or not a teddy bear has Happy Valentines day on it and not Merry Christmas? Well noooooooo... All that child is gonna see is that he/she has a present under the tree. Do you really think t

A Tiny Bit Of Heaven...set In The Midst Of These Mountains
Life is just rocking along out here. Not necessarily in a good way either, but it's better than the alternative we would have been facing in Maryland. My little guy is doing well, hit 8 lbs 9 oz in the last few weeks and hasn't lost any at all since birth. He also grew to 2 feet long. His lungs are healthy as both Taima and I can attest. He keeps us up all night almost every night SCREAMING at the top of his lungs, no matter what we do. Yet everyone tells us he's not colicky. *grumbles* I'd like to know WHAT is in that case. Mike is looking into becoming a truck driver (long haul most likely) and I will be a stay at home mom. A far cry from my dream of becoming a fetish model, that's for sure. We don't even own a decent camera anymore, now that the charger to our ancient digital is lost. *sigh* But at least my little vampire is healthy, other than eating all the time and spitting up most of it. And for the most part, so are we.

So
i get to thinking about people and their thoughts on friendship... usually i try to make the best effot in order to befriend someone... well not usually i actually put in 150 % because if you want to get to know a person in this fucked up internet world which is far more stressful than everyday life for some people apperently... but i know those people that i tried with and they are throwing or have already thrown mine friendship away .. for either.. they found someone more and exciting... or ... something went wrong... but im sorry for whatever ... guess you people think to much... bubi ^_^ Liz

Sad
As soft winds sweep away the days I look back on life through a haze. Remember playgrounds, parks and friends, In childlike gaze that never ends. The laughter in a game of catch, Shall memory ever attach... To innocence in youthful eyes, Catching the ball to Dad's surprise. I recall my first bike, first wreck, Who picked me up, said, "What the heck?" Convinced me to give one more try, While, knees skinned, I forgot to cry. Just the joy knowing he was there, Making him proud my only care. There was nothing I couldn't do, My heart held fast that to be true. Though teenage years were kind of rough, I sure wasn't too big or tough. You taught me to defend what's right And never back down from a fight. So I learned the hard way to stand, Still, with each lump, I found your hand. Drawing from you an inner strength, And stubborn pride of equal length. But there the line of fate was drawn, As though I blinked and you were gone. I found myself facing the sun, Not

My Theme Song
Delicious Surprise Written by Beth Hart, Glen Burtnik Lead vocals by Beth Hart If I won me the lottery I'd dance naked in the street With a top hat full of money & you'd wanna get to know me If I won me the lottery & if I was a movie star I'd sip honey from a pickle jar In the back of my limousine & they'd call me an icon & I'd be lookin' back at you From the cover of the People magazine I guess it's all for the takin' I guess it's all yours and mine My sister says I got to see it & believe it & I believe I believe it But I'm just an outsider Livin' in a trailer with my black & white TV set If only I was President You know I'd paint the White House pink & never have to pay the rent If only I was President I guess it's all there for the takin' I think it's all yours & mine My preacher says I got to see it to believe it & l believe Won't sleep till i've had enough I believe won't sip my wine from no paper cup I believe won't

Perception
I look at someone wearing Famous, and I make gag noises. Someone looks at me, and thinks I am a total idiot. Stephanie eats broccoli, and throws up gagging. My mom used to look at me and thought I was a girl for hanging out with girls over guys. Pereception: the nice way of saying our "closed minded thoughts" of things. I perceive things very differently than other people; that's probably what makes me so cool, amirite? :) Nawh, but, seriously. I can remember when I used to perceive things completely differently: my life style, who I hanged out with, what I wore, what I did, what I said -- all was based on pereception. Old: "Don't say that, they'll think you're weird." New: "Why not? Too bad if they don't like me; other people will still like me in the end." In philosophical meanings, I have grown an interest on people perceiving people. My friends. What do others perceive of them? I can blatantly point out who I think is the most normal of them; who's the weirdes

New Recipe
I got up this morning and went in search of coffee as usual. To my dismay I found there was no sugar or anything similar. Suddenly it became apparent that the only two options were no sugar or strawberry flavoured syrup... I went for for the syrup and was a bit suprised to find... it works... very well. I think I'll have that more often.

You Know You're From Massachusetts If...
Yes I was born in Massachusetts and have lived there a few times and have friends and family that live there thought I would share it here...LOL YOU KNOW YOU'RE FROM MASSACHUSETTS IF... 1. The Red Sox World Series win was, and will always be, one of the greatest moments in your life. 2. The guy driving in front of you is going 70 mph and you're swearing at him for going too slow. 3. When ordering a tonic, you mean a Coke. 4. You went to Canobie Lake Park or Water Country as a kid 5. You actually enjoy driving around rotaries. 6. You do not recognize the letter"R" as a part of the English language. 7. Your social security number starts with a 0 8. You can actually find your way around Boston. 9. You know what a "regular" coffee is. 10. You keep an ice scraper in your car year-round. 11. You can tell the difference between a Revere accent and a Dorchester accent. 12 Springfield is located "way out west." 13. You almost feel disappointed if someone doesn't f

Unfinished
this is no new incision this is just a slight revision the religion's in remission match-heads give the warmth i'm missing lips are frozen from ice-kissing can you taste the song i'm spitting? don't you tell me that i'm missing i've been found since the beginning decipher this rejection can you read the words i'm spelling? enter the obsession this is not a tourist destination everyone scream for a little more blood on the dance-floor the introduction for the angel of coruption say hello with a bitch-slap salutation made up of components not standardized by regulations patience king-god , please be patient well shall find our satiation i have seen the future and the spill is grand don't ask me what the future holds ask to see the blood on my hands

My Work
FEELINGS FOR SOMEONE THAT IS NOT IN MY GRASP FAR BEYOND MY REACH,LESSON'S HAVE BEEN TAUGHT AND SHE WAS WILLING TO TEACH,TEACH ME THE MEANING OF LUST,LOVE,WHAT IT MEANS TO CRAVE SOMEONE YOU KNOW YOU CAN'T HAVE.DAMN IT FEELS SO FUCKING REAL THE PAIN THAT I GET WHEN SHE SAYS I CAN'T,EVEN THOUGH I KNOW THAT IF I WHERE NEXT TO HER I COULD HAVE HER IN EVERYWAY POSSIBLE CONSTANTLY,OVER AND OVER AGAIN AND AGAIN.HOW MUCH MORE OF THIS CAN I TAKE SHE IS SO SEXY MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY DAMN IT HURTS TO THINK ABOUT HER THE WAY THAT I DO KNOWING THAT NOTHING COULD EVER COME OF THIS. WHAT DO I DO?

Is It Just Me?
Is it just me or is this world headed for hell on a snowball. First of all we send our troops to Iraq to supposedly liberate it.When all we have done is start another war. We are already at war with Iran!!! Is it just me or isn't it an act of war to impose trade sanctions on a country.I mean after all what if the shoe were on the other foot and we were the ones in need of nuclear energy for power. Is it just me or when you heard what Natalie Maines said about being ashamed Old Bush was from Texas,did you say Hell yeah!?? Is it just me that has seen all these great Hollywood movies about secret operations troops like the Navy Seals going overseas and taking care of heads of tyrannical states and Nations. Is it just me or do you believe that we should have assembled Chuck Norris,Steven Segal,Bruce Willis,Jeanne claude van damme and went over there and got Saddam without firing one bullet? Is it just me or are you shouting Hell Yeah too?Is it just me or would you want to read more blogs l

Reasons To Smoke Pot
Reasons to Smoke Pot1) Nobody has ever died from smoking pot.2) Marijuana users report less depression 3) Marijuana does not cause emphysema, unlike tobacco. 4) Marijuana does not cause cancer (and if you smoke it you are actually slightly less likely to get cancer)5) THC actually helps cleanse the lungs, preventing tumors 6) Daily marijuana use doesn’t damage your brain.7) There has never been a study to link marijuana with psychological problems, though it’s not for a lack of trying.8) Marijuana is NOT a gateway drug.9) Marijuana fights hardened arteries10) Marijuana has both stalled the growth of and eliminated brain tumors in rats. Such an experiment has yet to be done on humans.11) Not that herd mentality is a good reason, but you’re not alone. Marijuana is the US’s number one crop. 12) Sex gets a whole lot better13) 15 million people smoke it a month (US only).16) Marijuana can prevent blindness.17) Marijuana can prevent migraines.18) Marijuana is less addictive than caffeine.

Weakest Link Funnies 2
Immanuel Kant is best remembered as a footballer or philosopher? ............... Footballer. The Anglo-Saxon King who deposed William the Conquerer was 'Hereward the..' what? ............ Horrible. What is two-thirds of sixty-nine? ..................... Thirty. Mouldy cheese and the blood of aristocrats are said to be which colour? ............. Purple. What place in Australia is called 'Springs' preceded by a girls name? ............ Hope. What 'V' is a dilute acetic adid and is used as a condiment? ........ Bicarbonate of soda. Taken from the Malayan language what word beginning with 'P' is a flooded field for growing rice? ........ Flood. What is the highest double-figured number? .................. Twenty-five. What 'M' is a popular song commonly known as 'The Tart With A Cart'? .............. Mary Poppins. Traditionally what liquid is said to be poured on troubled waters? ................ Cold Water. What very common five-letter surname is the word fo

Puns
amusing puns and double-meanings The pun (a humourous device exploiting two words or expressions sounding the same with two different meanings, usually with two different spellings) is one of the great wonders of the English language. For anyone who seeks to demonstrate the confusing nature of English words and phrases, these examples of funny and clever puns will likely serve your needs. Serious campers are intense. Time flies like like and arrow; fruit flies like a banana. Sports people can avoid the pain of defeat by wearing comfortable shoes. Nut screws washers and bolts. (Headline following a laundrerette sex crime) Poetry written upside-down is inverse; poetry of very few lines is universal. A girl who screamed and shouted for a pony got a little hoarse. The carpenter's heavy tools were uncomfortable so he got a little sore. Nuns generally wear plain colours because old habits never dye. The days of the pocket diary are numbered. Lions eat their p

More Poems (1)
Baby its you and me Baby it's you and me No one else Just you and me. You show me love I show you love back. Baby it's just you and me. I love you more than words can say I love you more then things can show Baby it's just you and me. You hold me close While we sleep through the night Baby it's just you and me. When I feel hopeless and lost You're there to tell me I'm okay Baby it's just you and me. Baby it's just you and me You Made Me Feel Alive Again At first I was alone And always criticized Then you came along And opened up my eyes You made me feel alive again And like I belonged Meant to be here with you And lie here in your arms You always make me happy Even when I'm sad You are my purpose, my life, and my destiny You are the only one, I will ever need MY LOVE FOR YOU MY LOVE FOR YOU Will NEVER BE THROUGH THE ONLY THING I COULD EVER WANT WOULD BE U I KNOW WE Fight ALOT OF THE TIME BUT ALL i WANT is FOR

Poem - Sex
Mission for a missionary Missionary quite contrary How does your garden grow A sixty niner is always finer Come on lets go, dont be slow Diggy doggy, bend over And i'll do you, real slow, no really slow We both stand up you pretend Youre looking over my shoulder For a four leaf clover We both pretend that we dont know We sit up and face each other We'll just sit till the cows come home I'll lie on my back, you pretend your at the track You saddle me like you would a colt Ill just lie there try not to bolt Sex, sex, sex, sex, sex, sex [again not me but hella hot :p]

My Present Situation
Why are relationships so easy to screw up? Let me offer a piece of advice to all of you out there. If you enter a relationship, make damn sure that you and/or your partner are not in love with or have a crush on someone else. This will kill your relationship before it has a chance to begin. If both you and your partner are in this class, don't think this makes things any better. It actually makes things sooooo much worse. It's extremely unhealthy, and any good friend will tell you so. So, what are your options? As far as I can see, you have only three: 1. Break up with your partner because the relationship is unhealthy. 2. Discuss this problem with your partner extensively and then decide what to do together. 3. Get theraputic help, either alone or with your partner. Of course i'm referring to myself. My girlfriend will no doubt read this and when she does will have many questions, as will several other people involved, particularly one. You know who you are. To both of you, I can say

Thy Days Are Done By Lord Byron
Thy days are done, thy fame begun; Thy country's strains record The triumphs of her chosen Son, The slaughter of his sword! The deeds he did, the fields he won, The freedom he restored! Though thou art fall'n, while we are free Thou shalt not taste of death! The generous blood that flow'd from thee Disdain'd to sink beneath: Within our veins its currents be, Thy spirit on our breath! Thy name, our charging hosts along, Shall be the battle-word! Thy fall, the theme of choral song From virgin voices pour'd! To weep would do thy glory wrong: Thou shalt not be deplored.

Tired
i dunno what i'm sapouse to do anymore i can't get anything right so iguess i'm gonna give up and say fuck it cause i'mtired of people not trusting me god i wana cry so bad and prolly will again i dunno how i do it but i always wind up loseing someone really close to me i just want it all to end........i can't take loseing someone i love so so so much so i might just never come back

Slow Tears.....
I look up as a tear rolls slowly down my cheek I think about better days And wonder if I'll feel that way again You look at me with those eyes I know so well... always serious, deep, insightful as though you're always in control But not today not now Now you look so scared like for once you don't have an answer I gaze at you looking deep into your eyes Hoping to understand Why you've said those things I wonder for a moment if this is all a dream if I shall wake up in the morning and be relieved you look at me with confusion I have never seen Slowly pull me towards you and wipe the tears from my cheek........

The Votes Are In!
congrats to all the contestants! you're all winners in my book! :o) remember that all ratings count as 2 points and each comment as 1!! heres the final verdict of the "sexxiest man of UK contest": 8 ratings and 17 comments= 33 points for UK's Sexy Male 8 ratings & 44 comments= 60 points for Batteries Included 8 ratings & 149 votes= 165 points for Rabbit999 10 ratings & 180 comments= 200 points for Soulsinger 16 ratings & 230 comments= 262 points for The Dragon Slayer 21 ratings & 1103 comments= 1145 points for I love my sexy girls on tap 41 ratings & 4424 comments= 4506 points for Fatz in 3rd place: 109 ratings & 8224 comments= 8442 points for Rev in 2nd place: 78 ratings & 14454 comments= 14610 points for Staz in 1st place: 90 ratings & 14819= 14999 points for Badraven

The Cost Of A Brain
In the hospital the relatives gathered in the waiting room where their family member lay gravely ill. Finally, the doctor came in looking tired and somber. "I'm afraid I'm the bearer of bad news," he said as he surveyed the worried faces. "The only hope left for your loved one at this time is a brain transplant. It's an experimental procedure and very risky but it is the only hope. Insurance will cover the procedure, but you will have to pay for the brain yourselves." The family members sat silent as they absorbed the news. After a great length of time, someone asked, "Well, how much does a brain cost?" The doctor quickly responded, "$5,000 for a male brain, and $200 for a female brain." The moment turned awkward. Men in the room tried not to smile, avoiding eye contact with the women, but some actually smirked. A man unable to control his curiosity blurted out the question everyone wanted to ask: "Why is the male brain so much more?" The doctor smiled at the c

Where Have All The Flowers Gone
Where Have All The Flowers Gone Pete Seeger All acknowledge their debt to Seeger by performing songs or poems he has written or sung over the past half century to champion the labor movement, peace, civil rights, and the environment. Where Have All The Flowers Gone When you bring people together for any reason whatsoever, you're doing politics. "Now somebody will ask me, Pete, how can you prove these songs really make a difference? And I have to confess I can't prove a darn thing, except that the people in power must think they do something, because they keep the songs off the air." - Pete Seeger Lyrics: Where have all the flowers gone, long time passing? Where have all the flowers gone, long time ago? Where have all the flowers gone? Gone to young girls, every one! When will they ever learn, when will they ever learn? Where have all the young girls gone, long time passing? Where have all the young girls gone, long time ago? Where have all the young girls

Birthday!
Since I can't make a MUMM here we go... Stop by and say Happy Birthday to Matt... he's amazing and March 2nd is his birthday, just let him know people are thinking about him on his special day!! the bull god@ CherryTAP

Come Rock Out To Djbartab In Phoenixxx Radio Rock Out With Your Well You Know The Rest
GET YOUR ASSES IN HERE I DARE YA!! DJ BARTAB IS GONNA ROCK YOUR SOCKS OFF!! JUST CLICK THE BANNER (repost of original by '!DJ Luscious Lucia!!Phoenixxx Radio!' on '2007-03-02 13:04:39') (repost of original by 'DJ Hyper Child ~~~ PhoeniXXX Radio' on '2007-03-02 13:05:26')

The Tear Stains From My Heart.
I must have cried a million tears, Since we've been apart. That must be the reason why, I've got tear stains on my heart. I pray someday you'll understand, And maybe take me back. Without your love to keep me straight, I'm a train without a track. I Love You so much it hurts inside. I need your guiding hand. I'm like a sandman trying to work, Without a grain of sand. I'm a wandering spirit in the mist, I'm neither here nor there. My heart is cold and empty like, A den without a bear. If I were a mighty buck, You'd be my only doe. But now I'm like a single arrow, Lost without a bow. Someday I'm sure I'll get over you, And I'll have a brand new start. But I know that time will never wash, The tear stains from my heart.

Cool Stuff!!!
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Poetry
Poetry I write dirty rotten poetry, poetry that can bring tears to your eyes, or bring a meaningless death to your pitiful lives, I write to severe your minds off the moralities of life, expressing nothing but power, shame and lust, and giving the innocence of greed an honorable name in the ranks, I write to dissolve typical brain matter in the present day atmosphere, pressuring and pressuring great solitude, the mind is an abyss wasteland, without the horrors which life can bring, it shrivels in great magnitude, without the pain in writing, there is no great suffering to be brought among the innocent lives that which effortless lazy, conceited bastards call home, things like death in the valley, are the least of our concerns, and beyond, the causeway, hell, and strange highways, is poetry, to softly ease our minds.

Different Ways Of Spending/celebrating New And Full Moon In Respect Of Cleansing, Healing & Mystical Rituals
An Esbat is a gathering under a full moon to work and celebrate. There are at least twelve full moons a year and sometimes thirteen. Each moon has a specific type of magic and rituals that it favors. January: The Wolf Moon •Rituals for independence, good fortune, and changes in luck. •Rituals for protection in and around the home. •Rituals for divining the future and for happiness in years to come. February: The Storm Moon •Rituals for protection against poverty. •Rituals for harmony, strengthening existing relationships, and for better communication. •Rituals for re dedication of purpose and strengthening mind and memory. •Rituals for travelers and animals. •Rituals for love and heart matters. March: The Chaste Moon •Rituals for freedom and new beginnings. •Rituals for good judgment and positive action. •Rituals for banishing sickness, despair, and bad luck. •Rituals for fertility, abundance, and growth. •Rituals for children, flowers, and life force. •Rituals f

Perfect Girlfriend
what kind of girlfriend are you ? your the perfect girlfriend !your always right there by his side and you never give up on him . he loves you and you love him unconditionally and you truely believe that love will never fail you ! Take this test

Naughty Survey
Damn, guess Cindee wants me to answer this as well. :) OK, here we go, babe. 1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would like to have sex with? Um, yeah. Duh! 2. Do they know it? I'm not known for my subtlety. That said, they're all, like, frickin' across the country or married so what good do they do me? :) 3. Have you had sex with anyone on your friends list? Yes. Only one, though, I think. If you asked me over on myspace, it'd be three. 4. Do you like making love or having hot sex? It really does depend on my mood. Sometimes a slow build is nice. Sometimes hot and fast is. 5. Have your ever had a threesome? Of sorts. But not the hot kind you're envisioning. I'm monogamous with women. 6. What is your favorite position? Missionary. So sue me. I like a guy's weight on me. 7. Do you want to have sex with the person who posted this? I think we both lean towards guys too much. :) Plus, she has a guy. 8. Give or receive oral? Receive. I giv

Insanity
20 Ways to Maintain a Healthy Level of Insanity 1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks. Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso. 6. I n The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write "For Smuggling Diamonds" 7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Don t use any punctuation 9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat with a serious face. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go." 12. Sing Along At The Opera 13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme 14. Put Mosquito Netting Aroun

Making Love!!
This is what I want: I want to feel your mouth on my mouth, and I want to feel your tongue against my tongue, and I want to feel your teeth with my tongue, and I want you to feel all the parts of my mouth with yours. I want to feel your fingers pinching and squeezing my nipples gently. And I want to feel your tongue twirling around my nipples. And I want to feel your mouth sucking on my nipples, too. I want to feel your hands on my ass. And I want to feel your hands squeezing the cheeks of my ass. I want to feel your fingers on my snatch, and I want you to feel how wet you make me get when you are near me. I want to feel your finger on my clit, twirling it around and rubbing my clit in circles. I want you to make me cum and cum and cum and cum and cum. I want you to go down on me like you never went down on any woman before. And I want to feel your tongue on my sweet snatch, and I want you to lick and suck my clit, like you never licked and sucked before. And I want you to

19 Ways To Win A Girls Heart
19 THINGS to win a girls heart.... 1. Hugs from behind. 2. Grab her hand when you walk next to each other(don't make her grab yours). 3. When standing, wrap your arms around her. 4. Cuddle with her. 5. DON'T FORCE HER TO DO ANYTHING. 6. Write little notes. 7. Compliment her Honestly. 8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible. 9. Be super sweet to her. 10. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams. 11. Comfort her when she cries. 12.Wipe away her tears 13. Love her with all your heart. 14. Pick her up and flirt with her (she'll scream and say put me down but really she loves it). 15. Be a gentleman (hold the door for her). 16. Don't let your friends talk trash about her, it'll get back 2 her! & DONT ever act diff in front of ur friends than u r when its just u and her!!!! 17. Take her for a long walk at night! 18. Always bring a blanket where ever you go outside when its cold to comfort her and hold her close 19. NEVER LIE TO HER!!!!!! becau

Poser Alert....
Seems there someone here trying to make me look bad....and look stupid.... Alison@ CherryTAP For those that are my real friends, could you please go flood that poser and get them to remove the profile?? Thanks...

Killer Chili
Killer Chili Prep Time: 10 minutes Cook Time: 70 minutes Total Time: 80 minutes Servings: 12 Ingredients 2 lbs. ground chuck 2 lbs. canned Mexican style stewed tomatoes 2 lbs. canned spicy chili with beans 1 lb. canned red kidney beans 1 lb. canned pinto beans 1 tsp. garlic powder 1/4 cup cilantro, chopped 2 Tbsps. chili powder 1 tsp. poultry seasoning Instructions Brown beef in a heavy nonstick skillet over medium high heat 5-7 minutes until no visible pink shows. Drain and discard excess fat. Add remaining ingredients and salt and pepper to taste. Bring to a boil. Cover pan, reduce heat to low and simmer at least 30 minutes. Remove lid and cook 30 minutes or to desired consistency.

A Driving Application
A driving application Redneck Driver's Application Plez compleet this paper, best ya can. Last name: ________________ First name: [_] Billy-Bob [_] Bobby-Sue [_] Billy-Joe [_] Bobby-Jo [_] Billy-Ray [_] Bobby-Ann [_] Billy-Sue [_] Bobby-Lee [_] Billy-Mae [_] Bobby-Ellen [_] Billy-Jack [_] Bobby-Beth Ann Sue Age: ____ (if unsure, guess) Sex: [_]M [_]F [_]None Shoe Size: ____ Left ____ Right Occupation: [_] Farmer [_] Mechanic [_] Hair Dresser [_] Waitress [_] Un-employed [_] Dirty Politician Spouse's Name: __________________________ 2nd Spouse's Name: __________________________ 3rd Spouse's Name: __________________________ Lover's Name: __________________________ 2nd Lover's Name: __________________________ Relationship with spouse: [_] Sister [_] Aunt [_] Brother [_] Uncle [_] Mother [_] Son [_] Father [_] Daughter [_] Cousin [_] Pet Number of children living in household: ___ Number of children livi

True Friend
True Friends By DJ Naughty Sexy Mistress Many the friends Who will walk by your side When you travel A smooth, even road. But few who remain When it's rocky and steep And you struggle To carry your load. Many the friends Who will praise Your success And applaud When you're up on the top. But few who are there, Giving comfort and care When the cheers And the accolades stop. How rare are the friends Who, time and again, Will show their commitment And worth. But a warmheart friend Who is true to the end Is a joy and a treasure on earth. You've been that kind Of Friend to Me. Thanks for the Love, Laughter and Support! A Friend By DJ Naughty Sexy Mistress What is a friend? I'll tell you. It is a person with whom you dare to be yourself. Your soul can go naked with them. They seems to ask you to put on nothing, only to be what you really are. When you are with them, you do not have to be on your guard. You can say what you think, as long as it is genu

Damnnnnnnnnn
I KNOW GREYHOUND WORKS HARD BUT WOULD IT KILL YA TOO ANSWER THE DAMN PHONE IVE BEEN WAITING FOR 12 MINITES AND LIKE 30 SECONDS DAMNNNNNNN GREYHOUND HAS GREAT PRICES, BUT ANSDWERING THE PHONE IS THE BIGGEST HASSEL !!!!!!

It Will End Soon
well i was hoping someone would have met the comment bombs needed by now..i dont want this contest to go on forever so im gonna end it.it will be over on the sunday the 18th...so whoevr has the most comments by then wins.......very simple..there is still the one i like best gets a gift as well though...ill be starting another contest on the 24 though called the funniest picture contest.ill give details later but i am taking pics now for all who are interested....that is all

Metaphysical Forecast For Mar.7th-13th Relationships Expands
PERSONAL RELATIONSHIPS EXPAND by tony mims March 7, 2007 tm@listenandbeheard.net FREE Click on Tarot Game at PlanetAUTHORity.com Thursday March 29, 2007 7-9pm Tony Mims will explore the metaphysical arts including, astrology and numerology. A personal reading is included with admission price. $10 advance reservations, $15 at the door. Limited seating. Make your reservations early. Listen & Be Heard Poetry Café Phone :707-554-4540 818 Marin Street, Downtown Vallejo CA, USA 94590 tm@listenandbeheard.net I would like to welcome you to another week of self-discovery and universal understanding. Your forecast of major transit begins on Wednesday when Mercury, the planet of communication will begin to move direct in motion at 25º Aquarius. Now you can begin to sort out all the misunderstandings and unclear perceptions that have been going on these past three weeks, so that you can also move forward with a greater awareness o

...slouching Towards Bethlehem,with A Broken Crown.
Sometimes there's screams,in the silent places. Sometimes the Darkness cannot be dispelled by light. Sometimes it's the spaces between the words, That should make one pause,fearfully. And the words flow from my mind, Like a tide of maggots. I'll say it again,I DO NOT WANT THIS! And still my prayer goes unheard. Weapons shouldn't give a damn. Nobody expects a sword to heal the sick. A gun doesn't comfort the suffering. By that law,how can I? It's just a weary resignation, Where once righteous indignation burned. What scares me most,is even in evil, I do not revel in it. The King is dead.Long live the King.

Pregnant?
Hello all took a preg. test this morning and it came out that I was pregnant. Have to make a doc appointment to make sure but keep you fingers crossed Jimmy the Hand has not stopped smiling sence he say the test results LOL would you! Keep your fingers crossed we would like a boy as we already have a girl but as long as it's healthy we don't care. thanks all of my cherry family and friends - Hay my first Blog I just want to let all of you know. I love you Jimmy the Hand you hold my heart for ever and always love you more then you will ever know. : ) Nellie

When I Blew My Nose Today....
I think that I just might have found out what has been causing the virus. I blew out what looked close to a slug bug (you know...the ewey gooey part of a snail).... it was just as long.... it was just as thick... it was just as gooey... and it appeared to have a vein of sorts in this ewey gooey green slimey mess. I just knew that I probably should have rushed it off to the University of Texas labs for further scientific exploration. Mentioned this to one of my coworkers who started having the virus about a week before I started and she said.... that she had the same thing when she woke up for the last few days. She advised me that I would be having this scientific phenomena for the next few days. Just great!!!! In addition to a few more days (hopefully, just a few more days) of trying to regain my voice back 100%, I get to have this scientific phenomena for the next few days as well. Just lovely..... LOL...

Silver Tounge
{Silver Tounge} The Streetlights were dwarfed by the red-and-blue globes atop the city's new police cruisers, and as always, police presnce drew a crowd. As the globe lights graced the old brick building with color normally unknown to the area, civilans gathered around, pressing up againt yellow caution tape as if a force-barrier had been erected which impeded further progress. No such barrier existed, however, the city couldn't afford one. the citizens of Brockton's poorest sector were simply afraid of the police that patrolled the area, for good reason. Enough were too crooked to be capable of drawing a straight line, that citizens seldom fled to police for help, leading to a porportinate rise in crime rate. This portion of the city was a lost cause, one of many that were birthed in Fallout Year Zero. Such slums became known as "Red Sectors." It usually took an unbelivably large event to drive conspicous, armed police presence into a Red Sector, and currently, there was n

Love
I love you more than all the stars in the sky. I love you more as each moment passes us by. I love you more with every breath I take. I love you more with each promise we make. I need you like a flower needs the rain. I need you for you can wash away my pain. I need you more each day I need you for you are so wonderful, in every single way. I miss you more than ever now. I miss you because I really need you somehow. I miss you and your touch. I miss you for to me, you mean so much. I want you to caress my lips the way you always do. I want you to look into my eyes and see my love for you. I want you to hold me close to your heart. I want you to know that I love you, need you, miss you, and want you And I have for every single moment, right from the start. ..

Get Over It Day
Friday----You know what???? Today s get over it day,so if you need to get over something or someone else you know needs to get over something remember the words I say,And use them in your conversatrion today,AND JUST GET OVER IT,....YOULL FEEL BETTER.

Math Quiz
This will Mess With Your Head. 3 MEN GO INTO A MOTEL. THE MAN BEHIND THE DESK SAID THE ROOM IS $300, SO EACH MAN PAID $100 AND WENT TO THE ROOM. A WHILE LATER THE MAN BEHIND THE DESK REALIZED THE ROOM WAS ONLY $250, SO HE SENT THE BELLBOY TO THE 3 GUYS' ROOM WITH $50. ON THE WAY, THE BELLBOY COULDN'T FIGURE OUT HOW TO SPLIT $50 EVENLY BETWEEN 3 MEN, SO HE GAVE EACH MAN A $10 BILL AND KEPT THE OTHER $20 FOR HIMSELF. THIS MEANT THAT THE 3 MEN EACH PAID $90 FOR THE ROOM, WHICH IS A TOTAL OF $270, ADD THE $20 THAT THE BELLBOY KEPT = $290. WHERE ARE THE OTHER 10 DOLLARS?

At Your Feet
Where are you tonight my love? What is it that you do? It's true my heart is torn apart, When I'm not with you. What enchanted thoughts swim through your head? Are any of them of me? When, my dear, you go to bed, Is it my face you see? Who is honoured with your presence now? And do they even care? The thought of you not being admired, Fills me with despair. Do they appreciate your loveliness? Do they marvel at your splendor? Do they love to hear your velvet voice? Do they adore your smile so tender? If they do not, Then they all are fools. and had you been with me, Every day, my love, you'd be a queen, because that's what you are to me I'm at your feet, and I come with gifts my body, heart, and soul. They're yours to do with as you please, to command and to control I give myself with all my heart, I'm yours for all of time. Your slave, your king, your anything, only say that you are mine.

Trying To Make Friends
EVEN THOUGH I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND(AND SHE IS ALSO ON HERE TOO SINCE I JOINED), I WOULD LIKE TO MAKE SOME FRIENDS BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE I DON'T HAVE THAT MANY BECAUSE I DON'T SMOKE, DON'T DO DRUGS AND RARELY DO I DRINK ALCOHOL AND BECAUSE OF ME BEING DISABLED WITH CEREBRAL PALSY, I HAVE AND WILL DO MY BEST TO BE A GOOD FRIEND BUT I WILL NOT COMPROMISE MYSELF BY DOING ILLEGAL DRUGS AT ALL, THAT IS NOT ME. I HAVE A SENSE OF HUMOR AS LONG AS IT DON'T HURT ANYONE'S FEELINGS BECAUSE I HAVE HAD MINE HURT WHEN I WAS YOUNGER AND I'LL BE DAMNED IF I DO THAT TO ANYONE ELSE AND IF PEOPLE CAN'T HANDLE IT THAT I AM DISABLED OR PHYSICALLY CHALLENGED WITH CEREBRAL PALSY, IT'S NOT MY PROBLEM, IT'S THAT OTHER PERSONS THOUGH. JUST BECAUSE I HAVE A DISABILITY DOESN'T MAKE ME ANY LESS OF A HUMAN BEING, I DO HAVE FEELINGS LIKE EVERYONE ELSE ON EARTH HERE.

Naptime....read This! Too Funny!
So, my hubby was working OT today (he's an Electrician) and came home dirty, banged up and tired. I'd been cleaning the house in preparation for our birthday party here tomorrow while he was gone and he'd promised to help me when he came home. After he got something to eat he asked me if I minded if he went to lay down for a bit after he took a shower. Of course I said I didn't mind. He then added, "And while you're cleaning, if...you know...you're mouth happens to fall on my cock, that wouldn't bother me." Welcome to my life..... :)

Music Recommendation (why Not?)
for March 11 07... - Elgar's string quartet in E minor. Even though or maybe because in this (and other works around the same time) he sounds less like "Elgar" - or rather, there's less of that Elgar that does put some people off, that did put me off once... - than before. (Information from www.elgar.org, in particular this page about the string quartet.) The quartet is one of the four works he finished - violin sonata, string quartet, piano quintet, cello concerto (1917-1919) before his wife's death in 1920 after which nothing emerged completed from his "workshop" other than brief suites, I believe (the incomplete sketches still amount to a handful in themselves, over a hundred- I'm not sure quite how many? pages of impressive music- including a third symphony in pieces whose completion/realization I've enthused over...) (Of these four works, I like the piano quintet, only know the violin sonata sort of, and love the cello concerto...) Its slow movement, rightly marked Pi

Fish Stick Dicks.
a poem by Mel: Fucky Fucky Me So Lucky Farts that smell like gouda Butt Juice Stain Poopin With A Cane Crooked penis drippin Fish Stick Dicks Large Girl Fits Slam the door ya nInJa! Phone Recieva Hangin By A Weina "I'm gonna kill you all!"

50 Things Girls Wished Guys Knew!
1. dont tell us when you think other girls are hot 2. whenever possible, please say whatever you have to say during commercials. 3. if you dont act like soap-opera guys, dont expect us to dress like Victoria Secret models. 4. mark anniversaries on a calendar. 5. don't ever tempt us to break up with you...we'll do it, I promise 6. we think about you all the time. 7. this is how we see it . . . Don't call = Don't Care. 8. pay attention. remember even the little things we tell you. 9. we like you to be a little jealous . . .but overly possessive is not necessary. 10. being able to make us laugh is so much more important than how much you can bench-press. 11. return favors 12.NEVER let us walk away. we walk, you follow. 13.we're allowed to be late . . . you are not. 14. eye contact is key. 15. dont take longer to get ready than we do. 16. laugh at our jokes. 17. three words . . . honesty, honesty, honesty. 18. girls can be groupies. guy groupies are stalke

Just A Sample Of My Book
"Hush" Stephen breathed against Kayala's lips, moving his head slowly from side to side, genteling her with soft kisses. "You're all right little one.You're safe with me. I won't let anything hurt you." Kayala parted her lips to explain that she was wasn't frightned, but the gentle glide of Stephen's tounge into her mouth stole her from both the ability and desire to speak. This was totally different from the kiss he had guiven her before. His mouth was sedutive rather than demanding. his tonuge tempting rather then overwhelming.the sliding hot almost secret touches were unbearablely sweet. Without realizing it she began to return his caresses. At first the movements of her tounge were tentative, but when his arms tightened, bringing her even closer to his bod, she knew thathe was enjoying the kiss as much as she was. Stephen felt the hesitant touchof Kayala's tounge as though it were a soft flame. The knowledge that she wasn't frightened of him both reassured Stephen and tighten

Yes Or No
- - - - - - YES or N0-- - - - - - Ugly? : Kind? : Loud? : Shy? : sexy?: Weird? : Selfish? : Ghetto? : Crazy?: Nice? : Mean?: Immature?: Rude?: Cool? : Stupid? : Caring? : Mature? : A friend? : More than a friend? : Talkative? : Boring? : Hott ?: Exotic?: Creative? : Smart? : A flirt? : A psycho? : Athletic? : Confusing? : Sweet? : Annoying? : Funny? : Hyper? : Laid back? : - - - - - - iF Y0U C0ULD - - - - - - - Give me a new name, what would it be ?: Hook me up with someone, who would it be ?: Date me, would you?: Do one thing with me, it would be ?: Drop me one piece of advice, it would be ?: - - - - - - W0ULD Y0U - - - - - - Kiss me ?: Fuck me?: Ever want go out with me ?: If you already have, would you do it again ?: Ever talk bad about me ?: - - - - - - QUESTi0NS - - - - - - What is ur phone number?: Which song reminds you of me?: When is ur birthday?: When will I see you for

Are We There Yet?
A very elderly gentleman, (mid nineties) very well dressed, hair well groomed, great looking suit, flower in his lapel smelling slightly of a good after-shave, presenting a well looked-after image, walks into an upscale cocktail lounge. Seated at the bar is an elderly lady, about mid eighties. The gentleman walks over, sits alongside of her, orders a drink, takes a sip, turns to her and says, "So tell me, do I come here often?" < ;> An elderly gentleman had serious hearing problems for a number of years. He went to the doctor and the doctor was able to have him fitted for a set of hearing aids that allowed the gentleman to hear 100%. The elderly gentleman went back in a month to the doctor and the doctor said, "Your hearing is perfect. Your family must be really pleased that you can hear again." The gentleman replied, "Oh, I haven't told my family yet. I just sit around and listen

Gator Nationals
Ijust got the tickets to the NHRA Gatonationals in Gansville this Saturday. YAY!! I am so happy. Its gonna be a blast. And YES I will take lots of pics so I can share them. :-D I just hope I can get some good ones.

Thank You Rosie For This Beautiful Tribute For Mccaylah
TITLE: RIP McCayla .... You No Longer Have To Hurt Anymore ... w/Music Video RIP McCAYLA YOU NO LONGER HAVE TO HURT WHEN DO WE GIVE A DAMN!!!!! NONE OF THESE KIDS ASK TO BE BORN TO: HEARTLESS IRRESPONSIBLE PIECES OF SHIT WHO THE ONLY THING THEY ARE GOOD AT IS: EITHER UNZIPPING THEIR PANTS, OR SPREADING THEIR LEGS!!!!! WHY DOES IT HAVE TO END HERE!!!!! HANDS WERE MADE TO CARESS, ARMS TO HUG/HOLD, FEET TO RUN TO SOMEONE'S AID, HEARTS TO LOVE, YOU NAME ME 1 THING A CHILD DOES TO DESERVE ABUSE JUST 1 THING!!!! I'LL TELL YOU THE ONLY THING A CHILD EVER DOES AND THAT IS: LOVE UNCONDITIONALLY BOTH PARENTS EVEN PROTECTING THE ONES WHO BEAT THEM I KNOW THIS BULLETIN ISN'T MUCH BUT IT'S MORE THAN SHE GOT WHEN SHE WAS ALIVE FROM ANY ADULT WHO KNEW AND DID NOTHING IF YOU GIVE A DAMN THEN REPOST THIS DAMNIT!!!!!!! THIS IS FOR U McCayla Concrete Angel Vid

More About Me!
Ok since I have been busy with life I thought I would write more about me and how I became a dad. Keep in mind im not here for points or “pats on the back” this is just more insight to the person behind the “nickname” in 98 after being split up from my current girlfriend for a few years. I decided to move on and brave back out into the dating population. A friend suggested phone chat lines which were popular at the time so I gave it a try. For the most part I enjoyed the experience, it was a fun way to socialize with others, eventually I met Pamela and we talked several times and she seemed ok, she had kids which was a 1st for me but I figured I had settled down so dating a woman with kids wouldnt be so bad. After a while we agreed to meet, she had invited me over for dinner. Dinner went well, to be honest if it had just been the two of us I would have continued my search. But the two youngest kids were there Gregory age 8 and Mariah age 6,and they were so adorable and well mannered th

When Ice Fishing
Well I was sitting here watching popeye the sailor man with my son after work, when I started to drift off in old memories from about a year ago. That's when it hits me, MY DOG.... she's such a B**ch, only because she really is!!! But besides the point, My husband and I took her ice fishing a year ago and about that time she was only 4mos old, and in alaska that time of the year she required some clothing for dogs being how she was a wee thing, because she resembles what some would call the bastard child of benji, if he had puppies with some poodle or something to that effect in the sense of takin' one for the team. ANYHOW, the point I am trying to achieve here is that while out on the lake, we use small shrimp for bait, and some very small hooks as well. Being a puppy and since the mind set for a puppy is usually the same as toddler being everything needs to go into the mouth, at that point we turned our heads to check the status of our beer, and DAMN, she was trying to take

Give Head.
AP) -- Women who perform the act of fellatio on a regular basis, one to two times a week, may reduce their risk of breast cancer by up to 40 percent, a North Carolina State University study found. Doctors had never suspected a link between the act of fellatio and breast cancer, but new research being performed at North Carolina State University is starting to suggest that there could be an important link between the two. In a study of over 15,000 women suspected of having performed regular fellatio over the past ten years, the researchers found that those actually having performed the act regularly, one to two times a week, had a lower occurance of breast cancer than those who had not. There was no increased risk, however, for those who did not regularly perform. "I think it removes the last shade of doubt that fellatio is actually a healthy act," said Dr. B.J. Sooner of Johns Hopkins School of Medicine, who was not involved in the research. "I am surprised by these findings,

My 'best Lookig Goth Contest' Bulletin
Best Looking Goth Contest PRIZES First Place: Silver Motorcycle Second Place: Rolex Third Place: Platinum Cherry Rules ~This is a week Long contest, will start Tuesday, March 20, at 12:00 PM EST and will run until Tuesday, March 27, at 12:00 PM EST ~This is a open contest meaning once it starts if one would like to enter they will be allowed to ~All entries must be S.F.W. (Suitable For Work) any N.S.F.W. entries will not be accepted ~Contest is open to both Males and Females ~Anyone found to be down-rating anyone else will be cut from the contest ~You may use any means to pimp yourself out i.e. stickies, page links on peoples pages, bulletins, or what ever else you can think think of to get you more comments amd rates ~If ANYONE breaks 10,000 comments then the gift Values will DOUBLE and will be as followed First Place: Corvette Second Place: Silver Motorcycle Third Place: Men's Ring or Women's Ring To enter simply send me a private

One Of The New Ones
My naughty mind does stir at the thought Of things that to my lust you’ve brought Of how I long to take you in my arms and night And get lost in your eyes and delight In the feeling on you touching me Something about you sets me free To release the beast that burns with lust And must taste you before he bust Take you and lick you from head to toe And dance in your private places for lust to grow Tongue that licks you long and hard and deep Do you know I am your alone to keep Sensual soul I long to give you powerful orgasms And see you convulse with strong spasms And hear you scream my name in desire And be the one to light your fire And slide into you and grind hard and fast And to love you beyond time and unto the last As we dance me in you long into the night I know we both feel this is so right Blue eyes staring deep into my soul You’re the piece that makes me whole Me in you and you taking charge on top We grind together in a rhythm non stop You in control

The Messed Up Men Of Yahoo!
JUST A FEW WORDS. YAHOO PLAYERS ARE STUPID ASS HELL. CAUSE LET ME TELL U THIS IF U CAN'T WALK THE LINE THEN STAY THE FUCK HOME. YES CAUSE THE YAHOO PLAYA WANNABES CAN KISS MY LILLY WHITE ASS. I AM NOT A FOOL OR A DUMBASS. IN FACT IT IS THEIR LOSE FOR FUCKING UP THE BEST THING THEY WILL EVER HAVE AND THAT IS ME! WELL THAT ALL I GOT TO SAY ABOUT THAT. ON A GOOD NOTE I AM SINGLE AND I AM DATING AND I THINK I FOUND A NICE PERSON TO GO OUT WITH. DON'T MEAN HE GONNA SPANK THE MONKEY JUST MEANS DINNER AND A MOVIE. YES THAT RIGHT GET TO KNOW EACH OTHER BEFORE I GO MESSING UP AND SLEEPING WITH A GUY. YES I ENJOY SEX BUT NOT AT THE EXPENSE OF MY VALUES AND MORALS. SO LATA PLAYERS AND ASSHUNTERS. THIS BITCH IS GONE AND OUTTA HERE AND IF U WANT ME PM ME OR SEND ME AN EMAIL CAUSE I GOT A LIFE TO LIVE AND NOT WASTE AWAY BEING ON HERE TO MUCH........RED

Dreary Mood
† Dark Angel Designz † often times I sit and think if life is well worth living. I often don't believe it is nor do I care to continue on. I see my family and my children and know that they are worth living for, yet can't help but feel like my life is going no where. why must this pain within continue to grow so wildly? can't i just be normal? can't i be happy with me and my life? i haven't made any real accomplishments aside from giving birth to two amazing boys. i only hope they know how precious they are to me. there smiles, the touch of their hands on mine, the way they call out "mommy". I am amazed at what beautiful creations i have made, yet fear that I am not a good enough mother for them. they are healthy and very much loved, but deserve so much more.... i'm rambling and not making sense but that's ok. you needn't continue reading if you don't want. I don't mind being pushed aside by those I don't know. i dread being pushed aside by those I love. i often feel as though i

Wonderland Wishes And Candyland Kisses
wondering where my life may lead & where to turn to next, but all I seem to find is it turns to you. From being lost in a sea of emptiness when your not around unconditional love to come. Losingmyself in the gaze of your eyes to the undearing smile that you give to make me want to see where it leads, into your soul with your gasping flows to know whats on your thoughts for to be one with you as you are with me. A love so deep that I yearn for your touch when you are near all visions clear as your love is so deep. Bound by forgiveness & thoughtfullness from rights to wrongs, ups & Downs. All taking me back to wonderland wishes and candyland kisses when I was a kid. Succulent kiss from yyour lips pressed upon the chest, feelings of being like that kid in the candy store or that unopened gift at Xmas time full of suprise inside. Past mistakes left oblivious with the search of MS. Perfect instead of the rrealization of MS. Real Taking time for granted wasting what coul

Ct Marraige!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
please come if u can (eastern time) (repost of original by '~DJ Flirt~Pumpkin King's Fiance~Angel's Haven~' on '2007-03-19 02:01:42') (repost of original by '¢ÔDJ Pumpkin King¢Ô ¢ÓAngels Haven¢Ó ¢¾Flirts Fiance¢¾ *CASH*' on '2007-03-19 02:03:12') (repost of original by 'ÐĴ¤Ŧǒķĕň™‡Owner Club Inferno‡' on '2007-03-19 02:19:35')

True Friendship
True Friendship" (With none of that Sissy Crap!!!!) Are you tired of those sissy candyass "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card.... just the stone cold truth of our friendship. 1 When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you that way. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use "little" words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want to catch whatever you have. 8. When

Death. Beauty, Life, Peace & Love To All People Of This Earth (poem)
death may scare some as may not scare other for who am i to judge them or for them to judge i as we collect our thoughts we still yet judge each other by the way we look and not of the person is side of them as many of you would think i am weird, judge-mental, insane, a freak as this could go on but i would rather been known as a true unselfish person at heart as i put others in mind be fore i put my self in mind so may this help you to think of others differently as i do you for i do not judge you by your looks only of the person in side of the body for the body is only the shell of the person for i have said to many in the passed i look you not your body so i bid you fare well if you do not like my kind words but i will still for ever be here if you need a shoulder to cry up on just think of me... and blessed you be to me who ever you are or where you may be... by aj rich on the 20/03/07

Incomplete
With pitiful ignorance, and sad obedience, I've become the bigoted minority. I drink more and more with each passing day, Trying to keep a bright smile on my face. With forgotten purpose, and lost dreams, My eyes are filled with emptiness. People can be so unkind, I feel so alone, How many drink does it take, how much do I need to kill myself? I'm inadequate, I'll never be good enough for you. I am assaulted by self-scrutiny, Running breathless, just ahead of defeat, I am incomplete despite my efforts to be happy. I smile with a torn and bleeding heart, Hidden behind this mask of grins, and lies. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us, I've tried, and failed to find myself. Life has been bitter, my mind has denatured, I cannot stop the end, just one last drink?

Trying To Make A Morph
Well I desire a morph for my stepdaughter Lynn.A Tiger Morph.So I downloaded Morpheous Morph maker free trial,beginner version.The Directions for this Program Sucks.I tried various pictures,I tried zooming,placeing the fuckin Dots.The site said it was easy,the site lied.Either that,my patience are not with me today.as I desire a ciggerette terribly.I finish the picture,had the dots lined up perfectly,with zoomed technology.I honestly think a 12 yr.old could have done it better.I cannot make Morphs.I can do many things but stuff associated with computers,I can't ,So I wasted 2 hrs when I could have been here doing rateings.

A Boring Day
a boring day... by bedrock im looking out the office window, thinking about a love long ago, remember the love letters that , shared our hearts and soul, when the thunder rolled i swear, i could see and hear you across the sky, so all i see is tears in my eyes, and sorrow of losing you and leaving you behind, all the love that we shared years ago, distance maybe a problem, when your so far away, my heart will always keep you close, wanting to look into your eyes, as the tears streaming down your face,. on this hot summer night,, knowing you will be my friend forever,

Female Domme Story Very Harsh
I should have told you a good servant would have I noticed the lock didn't latch on my cage my heart raced I knew the penalty for gettin out but I couldnt help myself after the previous night my mind was racing.I heard you leave and waited to hear the car and slowly,cautiously crept out from my home and snuck into the bedroom . I went to your bed and buried my face in your pillow taking in your perfume I looked on the floor and in your bathroom saw a pair of your panties with my heart in my throte I grabbed them and crawled in your tub I held your panties to my face in inhaled deeply takin in your musky smell I couldn't help myself I felt a stirring down there I knew I shouldnt touch but couldn't stop.your smell is intoxicating like a drug I was lost in my fantasy when I heard "what the fuck are you doing?"you yelled at me I jumped tried to scamble out of the tub quick in a flash you had my chain. "I knew you couldn't be trusted",you snarled at me ,"I wanted to see what

Yea I Know..i Say It All The Time....
but im effin BORED!! im in need of sum entertainment...lol so start jugglin flaming bowling pins, dancing in a loin cloth.. make up a song with my name in it.. or whatever else you can think off... oxox megan

Life
Make your life decisions based on what feels right for you. Many, but not all, will disagree with me, but the only person that you are ultimately responsible for in this life is you. Others come and go from your life so that you can further the experience of life, but you come into this life on your own and you leave on your own, so make sure that while your here you take care of YOU. So....as samma would say "whatevah, I do what I want" :)

Take Me To The Cross By Al Denson
Take Me To The Cross lyrics She's daddy's little girl Only three years old All dressed up in her Sunday clothes He held her hand on bended knee He said I need to show you how to find your way home As they walked along How sweet the sound Church bells ringin' People gathered 'round Remember this church And the cross way up there Sweetheart, if you ever get lost say Take me to the cross High upon a steeple The one where Jesus died for all the lost people If you can't find home Know you're not alone Take me to the cross As the years went by Daddy's little girl Lost herself out in a big, big world And the day her daddy died She said I need to know why Take me to the cross High upon a steeple The one where Jesus died for hurting people If you can't find home Know you're not alone Take me to the cross Now that same little girl Thirty years gone by She still knows here daddy's by her side She

Poem-lost
I'am on the outside trying to get in - I feel hopeless ,don't know where to begin - Just exisiting can't tear down my wall - No connection without a fall - Grasping for that which is not real - Wishing some bliss I coul'd steal - This darkness is constantly tearing at me - My soul is suffocating ,longing to be free - Always reaching for what's not there - Emotional larceny,destination fear - Hopelessly fighting anger and fear - The light I seek,blurry ,un-clear - Can't give up can't go on -When will this darkness become dawn...

2nd Choice Accepted
Music Video:WALK IT OUT (by DJ Unk)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone the best thing that's happened today...well best THINGS...no lacrosse, spring break (FUCKYEA!!), and gettin an acceptance from my second choice college gettysburg!! the funny thing here is that when i was doing the supplement for it...well the essay to the supplement, and i had it right on the online supplement. my dad pushed the "send" button on the supplement but it said it had lost it and i wasnt going to start from scratch so i just didnt finish my application...yet, somehow i GOT IN!!! how fawkin awsome is that?! my dad picked me up from school and the mail was outside. the first thing he saw was an envelope from gettysburg and we joked about wat it might be until we got into the kitchen and i opened it. we both laughed and i taped it up on my fridge for mom to see when she got home. the funniest thing forrest said this week was to kaely in english - "you're a BIGFAT LAAAAAAME!" haha i lo

Love
Somewhere through life I seem to have lost something. Lost a bit of myself lost a bit of you. I have caused pain. Pain for myself pain for you. I want to find my way. My way back to where we begun. When life was happy and so were you. I am lost without you and your not even gone yet. At what point did I make the wrong turn. Was it when my obligations to our family became so immense that my time was gone. I try to make the balance between life obligations and being a good husband and father. Please don't run. Join me on the journey back to where we begun. I promise I wont be lost for long.

Angels
This is beautifull and inspiring I hope you enjoy it as much as I did. Thanks to Mark and Sally. Belva Two traveling angels Keep reading to the bottom of the page -- don\'t stop at the feet (You\'ll see). Two traveling angels stopped to spend the night in the home of a wealthy family. The family was rude and refused to let the angels stay in the mansion\'s guest room. Instead the angels were given a small space in the cold basement. As they made their bed on the hard floor, the older angel saw a hole in the wall and repaired it. When the younger angel asked why, the older angel replied, \"Things aren\'t always what they seem.\" The next night the pair came to rest at the house of a very poor, but very hospitable farmer and his wife. After sharing what little food they had the couple let the angels sleep in their bed where they could have a good ni

You My Friend.
You Are My Friend And I Hope You Know That's True. No Matter What Happens I Will Stand Right By You. In Times Of Grief I Will Give You Belief. I'll Be There For You Whenever You Are In Need. To Lend You A Hand To Do A Good Deed. So Just Call On Me When You Need Me, My Friend! I Will Always Be There For You Right To The End!

Clever
The guys were all at fishing camp. They had to bunk two to a room. No one wanted to room with Daryl because he snored so badly. They decided it wasn't fair to make one of them stay with him the whole time, so they voted to take turns. > > > The first guy slept with Daryl and comes to breakfast the next morning with his hair a mess and his eyes all bloodshot. > > > They said, "Man, what happened to you?" He said, "Daryl snored so loudly, I just sat up and watched him all night." > > > The next night it was a different guy's turn. In the morning, same thing--hair all standing up, eyes all blood-shot. > > > They said, "Man, what happened to you? You look awful!" He said, "Man, that Daryl shakes the roof. I sat up and watched him all night." > > > The third night was Frank's turn. Frank was a big burly ex-football player; a man's man. The next morning he came to breakfast bright eyed and bushy tailed. "Good morning," he said. > > > They couldn't believe it! They s

Story No. 4
We are out in the hot tub one summers evening just as the sun is setting, its nice and warm outside still. We have been foolling around a bit in the tub my hands over your body, tweaking your nipples and your hands running over my chest and then down towards my groin. You reach for cock which by now is hard under your touch, you start to move your hands backwards and forwards, i tell you to stop, you say no and carry on, i'm getting closer and closer and tell you to stop again, you ignore me and carry on. Fine I say and get up to go, you say your sorry and ask me not to go but I say its too late for that now and leave you in the tub. Once inside the house i run to get the things that i need for your punishment. I creep back outside to surprise you, you still have your back to me in the tub, i pull a silk scarf out of the bag of toys that i have with me and quickly tie it over your eyes, as i am doing it i notice a little grin cross your face. I take your hands and help you out of t

One Big Hug And A Kiss.
We grab a bite to eat, And exchange some memories that we've had, Talking about all the good one's, And both the happy and the sad We get out to the car, You ask me where I'd like go, Telling you wherever you want, When really I already know It's very late I see, And it's getting very dark, But I don't want my time with you to end, So lets take a walk down by the park We make it about 10 feet, And then I grab your hand, Everything we do is natural, So I know you'll understand We go for a walk around the park, And the whole world is turning slow, You do things to me that haven't been done, That's one thing I'll have you know We then head back toward the car, But I don't want to go home then, Knowing it will be a few days, Till we can do this all again So we head out by the water, And you take me by the hand, My arms wrapped around your body, As I'm holding you as we stand An hour goes by in an instant, Our bodies are freezing cold, But it was

It's Not Always Pretty Is It?
Ya know I am a lot of things . . . I am something different to each person I meet and to each person I talk with but the fact is that I am always me and that is not always a pretty thing to have to be. I will not sit here and complain abotu my life because so many others have a life so much worse than mine, but I have found some things in my life recently that I have got to change in order to make me who I am striving to be. I need to address issues in my lfie that I have let get out of hand and move to far forward without me putting a stop to them. I have been drug into situations that I am unsure of how I even got there. I must have said something, I must had made some move . . . but it needs to be rectified before I can get to where I want to be in life. There are poeple, places, and things that I need to remove, that I need to let go of, that I need to move on from. I can't grow with them and they can't grow with me. How do I move on and find happiness when I have things

What A Week (so Far)
I am not a happy camper. I was in a lot of pain earlier this week and had to get a tooth pulled and let me just say that is not a fun thing. I broke up with my boyfriend, switched lounges, got into it with my best friend, and then decided to party a bit to forget it all. Well worked things out with the boyfriend, until today apparently(thanks for mentioning something btw ass), not in the mood for the lounges anymore, to much work and drama for no reason. My best friend is still prolly going to be pissed but she will get over it. I have every intention of getting so fucked up this weekend that this week will basically be wiped from my memory. This is a good thing. I think I am pretty much done with Cherrytap because so far I havent really seen any reason to stick around so you can still send me a message or whatever and I will try to respond back as I can, but I wont be on for regular chats and what not. So to all my friends that I have made, to all the men that I have loved, and to th

What We Are And What We Seem, Is But A Dream Within A Dream.
oh my me, i just had the weirdest motherfucking dream.... or dreams, rather.... the latter.... i was at this fairly ritzy restaurant, i was sitting in the corner, with i'm assuming who was Ashley. we kinda got into it, and she stormed off, and we continued to kinda get into it... but this blonde fucking cunt fucking said something, and it set me off, and i berated her .... but it was so reminiscent of Bill Hicks, that it slowly morphed into him... and when he fixed his tie, looking around mischeviously like it was time to go, really sly and cheeky-like, he bolted through the restaurant and over a ropebridge... i really wish i could remember what was said, because the flow of it was so beautiful, as it was kinda me... i don't know, it was odd. anyways, yeah.... time for the first one.... i was living with ashley and two other chica's.... Ash had her hair ....the tips were frosted pink and blonde, and it was feathered out, for what of a better way to put it, but it was hella curl

Another Truly Shitty Day
So i went in for my last round of injections. The previous two were horrible and they docs were giving me the wrong kind so today was the right kind. I go in there and they are talking a bunch of stuff about sedating me and i didnt wann go there, been there done that. After everything is ll done the doc starts talking about my neck. WEll he showed me on my mri's the extent of the damamge (first doctor to do so even when ive asked many times)my neck is littered with bone spurs rather nasty herniated disc and a narrow spinal cavity.... meaning the steroid has a decent chance of not helping me. Which means surgery. What makes this way worse is the fact 3 doctors have now said i can no longer wreslte in any capacity. Not even coach. Wrestling was the only thing that i was ever really good at and its gone completely gone. theirs such an empty void inside of me now bnecause of that. So now i cant ven find a job at all because i cant take stress on my neck/spine area. Which means im goign

Life
if you really think life sucks think again!!!!!!!!!!!!! life rules once you know what you want to do with it!!!!!! don't wait for other people to make your life decisions for you do it YOURSELF I DID AND NOW I LOVE MY LIFE AND EVERYTHING IN IT!!!!!!!

Free 30 Day Blast
FREE 30 DAY BLAST!! Mother’s Day Contest Starting April 12th at 6pm Pacific Time And ending at 6pm May 13th Mothers Day!! GRAND PRIZE 30 DAY BLAST I am hosting a contest in Honor of Mom’s all over Cherry Tap You don’t have to be a mom to enter (but the picture must be mother related and SFW) GRAND PRIZE

Payment
When it's time to catch the next bus I am going down town to see what the fuck is going on. I should not have to deal with this bullshit. I should get my check and be on my merry way to work . Actually I should automatically have direct deposit. I really hate this bullshit. Sometimes I wish i had just gotten that job at macdonalds and dealt with people who probably irritate me. Only a few more minutes and then I go to catch the bus. It's times like this I think to myself...If only I had applied myself in school.

A Special World.......
A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong.

April
April is the month when the energy of Aries is in full swing. You can feel the electricity in the april, initiating new and wonderful possibilities. The Sun has begun to wax in its light and heat up the days to encourage nature's regeneration. Aries represents the rising of a new dawn and initiates new stages of expansion and exploration. everything is moving and active. April cleanses the earth with its refreshing showers and brings fresh inspiration and stimulation on its breeze. As the snow begins to melt, it exposes the promise of new life emerging. n some places the growth is already seen in the new buds and leaves sprouting. Nature is charged with a dynamic renewal for life. The fertility that is waking in the land and in all living creatures becomes apparent everywhere you look, and the potential for revitalization is exciting and motivating. All of the preparations you have worked on so hard on for the coming year can be put into action now that April/Aries is here. This is t

Whole
whole So maybe I am bound by fate A problematic scarring induced by hate It never seems to all pan out Is that what all this teaching is needed to scout You seemed to have a bad effect Your rules and contradictions I would neglect Though not my fault you made me feel Like my own education wasn't truly real Then you came right in tearing out my soul How could all this loss be your only goal I'm left standing here desperate in the cold Since you took your life mine has not been whole So there I stood a scolded child The reasons never questioned My pains been filed Inside this place that makes me feel I learned life is unfair and that is very real Then you came right in tearing out my soul How could all this loss be your only goal I'm left standing here desperate in the cold Since you took your life mine has not been whole While you try to overcome the lesson Making the most of those questions that just keeps me guessing I'm looking longer, harder, furth

Loneliness
You're now entering the place, where you sit or stand alone, and loneliness you embrace. The pain in your heart approaches, your mouth gets dry, all you feel like doing, is sitting down to cry. it feels like emptiness for miles, here there are no smiles, all you have is yourself, and your broken heart. The loneliness grows, and that horrible feeling starts, you hear nothing only groans. The only people you see, don't even care about you, they only live to survive. Every time they talk, everything takes a dive. So you just stand there, wishing that someone cared, but all they do, is laugh and stare. Cold people see you from a distance, they don't want to be near you, they don't even want to hear you. Their insensitivity, is uncalled for and unfair, they leave you alone and in despair. All you do is sit there alone, you wish they would approach you, but oh well. You need a good friend, and you feel that if you don't find one, your sad world might soon

Wanderer
In fitful amnestic slumber consciousness infiltrates. Halogen beams pierce new vision hearkened into the world. Icy cold grips causing howls of resentment. Anguish of peace lost never to be gained. Shunned from acceptance, apathy clenches the soul. To be forgotten by time with crimson ichor, streaming from azure orbs. Never submitting to conformity of mass, walking the brambled path never to be wanted. Mocking laughter peals through the acrid and stunted mindscape. Flashes of fury split the sky, with a torrent of loss pouring from the war torn horizon. Salvation at the end of leather, cowardice trickles down the spine, the love that was never missing warming the night. Drifting in the sea of bones mulling towards the end. Soul of the heart sundered by the superficial trappings of the damned. Again alone, angst and depression huddling together seeking death that will not come. Doomed to be forever alone? Time stands still.

Im Obsessed....lol
Ok i think I will admit I am obsessed with my best friend...well first off his date went well....but the butthead was on a date with HER...and thinking bout taking me the the fair in Jacksonville....ok im kinda touched but who in their right mind goes on a date with 1 chick and thinks of another(he said he didnt know why he was thinking of me)...ok yes we talk and talk and talk.....ok we talk anywhere from 1 to 2 hours a night(during the week)and he told me he kissed her but only cause i told him to kiss her and see if there were fireworks...he told me(dont laugh he said)that her kiss tasted like puke(GROSS !!!!!)at least i care enough to chew gum so my kisses are sweet and minty all the time...LOL...he said they dont have much to talk bout when they meet...ok i knew him a little over a yr now and we never NEVER run out of things to talk bout(we talked over 3500 minutes last month) or do....i go over there and hang for up to 13 hours and we have fun,his date was over in maybe 4 hours c

I Crave You...
I crave your mouth, Your voice, your hair. Silent, starving I prowl Through the streets. Bread does not nourish me, Dawn disquiets me, I search the liquid sound Of your steps all day. I hunger for your sleek laugh, For your hands the color of the wild grain, I hunger for the pale stones of your fingernails, I want to eat your skin like a whole almond. I want to eat the sunbeam flaring in your loveliness, The nose, sovereign of your arrogant face, I want to eat the fleeting shade of your lashes, And I walk hungry, smelling the twilight Looking for you, for your hot heart, Like a puma in the barren wilderness.

Things Are Looking Up.
Things are looking a bit up i got my tax return, im going to buy a car, im excited, i got my tax return, i went and bought my lil sister some stuff im gonna mail to her, im gonna go buy her a card for build a bear :) for her birthday i think she'll like ethat quite well im gonna try and come in for her birthday, its may sixth, im not reallyl sure if i can make it in for amber and nicks wedding too, which would mean ill miss brandons graduation, but i dont think i could forgive myself if i miss my little sisters 4th birthday or any, i wont allow myself to. Or try to justify missing it, because im not going to. Anyways the car should help out. Yay!. HIGH FIVE FOR ME!

New Album!!!!! Out Today!!!!!
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Erin's Dream
So she keeps having this tattoo dream, where we go to a bar and my tattoo guy Jeff is the bartender. We talk to him about getting tattoos, and he says come on up. We are going up to his tattoo parlor. So the three of us go upstairs. Erin is nervous, as anyone getting a tattoo usually is, I have lots and still get nervous everytime I get one. Is it going to hurt, or is it going to put me to sleep? So Erin lays down on her stomach, and I straddle her hips and give her a lower back massage, to take her attention away from the tattoo. Before she knows it, the tattoo is all done. She asks will I be getting one. My reply is simple "I already got one" I remove my shirt, and stand next to her. Our tattoo's tell a story, going from me to her, It begins on my back and ends on hers. It is the story we can't seem to tell in words. It is beautiful, beyond words. It is flowers and pain, and love and dismay. It is what we are to each other. She is my sister, maybe not blood, but she i

Excerpts From An Ebook I'm Working On
THE LUST FOR BLOOD Jonathon, growing hotter by the second, grabbed Melodys' hour glass waist and pulled her tight butt close to his groin. She could feel his excitement growing. With this, she started to grind into his manlihood. Her thongs were soaked and she wanted him desperately. He bent down and grabbed the back of her neck with his teeth. Oh, the pain; she wanted more. Okay...just a little from one of my books...hope you enjoyed...LOL

Onthe Decisions You Make Today
REMEMBER, LIFE IS AN ONGOING PROCESS OF CREATION. YOU ARE CREATING YOUR REALITY EVERY MINUTE. THE DECISION YOU MAKE TODAY IS OFTEN NOT THE CHOICE YOU MAKE TOMORROW. YET HERE IS A SECRET OF ALL MASTERS: KEEP CHOOSING THE SAME THING.

Blood
wtf? since when is blood offensive? i realize its not for everyone but i for one am much more offended by all the religious shit on alot of ppls pages.. if my pics with tits and ass dont get NSFW'd then why do all the ones with the shit i love get tagged by some idiot that prolly wants a razor so bad they can taste it? i find it offensive that some asshole is running amok with an itchy trigger finger and an eye for my profile.. i am what i am and ill continue to be.. mark all the pics you want ill keep finding more and posting them..

More Thoughts
Today has been another day that i almost wish i could start over again. For some reason nothing i seem to do of late seems to matter to anyone, well almost anyone i guess. I do the best i can but that just never ever seems to be enough. Its Friday night , im sitting here much like any other night. Have no real life friends and can't make them easily. Come online to make some and end up getting hurt time and time again. Wearing my heart on my sleeve, heart of gold, caring, trustworthy, loving - all qualities that have been used at some point to describe me. Of late i must say i just feel like crap, worth even less than crap and feeling i have no value being alive.

Keep Commenting On The Lips Contest Mainly Please It Ends Tomorrow Night... One Girl Keeping Ahead Of Me On Comments ;-)... Thank You All Very Much
THE LIPS CONTEST IS ONLY FOR THE WEEKEND AND THE OTHER ONE I FELL BEHIND IN BEING SICK ALL WEEK :-( IM IN THE SEXY LIPS CONTEST AND ALSO WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST.. HERE ARE THE LINKS IF YOU GET AROUND TO HELPING OUT THAT WOULD BE GREAT ;-).. SEXIEST LIPS CONTEST WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST THANKS FOR YOUR HELP IN ADVANCE MICHELLE AKA HOOVERGIRL COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED SO COMMENT TILL YOUR FINGERS HURT ;-)!!

Taken From Slirp - Information On Downraters
There is a site similar to the 'I'm Bored' feature here on Cherry that enables ANY person (even non Cherry members) to rate your picture to scroll to the next one. So, maybe the person downrating your picture isn't even ON Cherrytap and are on this site that allows anyone outside of Cherry to rate your pictures. Makes you stop and think, hmm honesty eh? lol Now stop moaning and groaning. The site is called http://www.cherryphotos.com/ See for yourself.

Insert Witty Title Here
I feel invisable today... Did I do something wrong to people that makes them not even want to acknowledge the fact that I am talking to them... Maybe I thought right... Maybe I am annoying and a nag and I complain to much... I quit. I think I might just sleep the rest of the day... Atleast I'm happy in my dreams... Most of the time anyway

Unrequited Love
Unrequited Love I am, in your absence, incomplete... Each day too empty, each night too long, Following shadows down an empty street Thinking, each corner I turn will be the one Where you’ll be waiting for me. Alone in a crowd, I seem to see you just ahead, But as I push my way to go where you seem to go, I do not find you...someone else instead Bears the form that made my heart lurch so! Sometimes I hear your voice across the street, Or someone smiles the same way you smile, And just for a moment, you are here with me And I with you for just a little while. Always the quest, the seeking and yearning, Waking in the night, saying your name Then restless slumber, the constant dreaming Only to find in the light of morning... After all...everything’s still the same.

.midget.madness.
so im sittin here...not really payin attention to the television cuz im kind of engrossed in intermittant conversation... and im eating a snack of fuji apples..sliced...chunky peanut butter n some dates...n i look up... n theres this midget...n then i cant find the remote to change the channel...cuz 'little people' just freak me out...dunno why...whatever...when the other person on the screen pulls out this huge gun...n SHOOTS HIM so im all *whew* ok dead midget...but no. it gets up. so now theres a zombie midget. i dont know what this show is. i dont know where my remote is. and theres peanut butter stuck to the roof of my mouth. gah.

Where Does The Power Lie?
I think sometimes we forget what government is. For better or worse... it is a business. We, citizens and residents, are it's customers. We pay them, and we expect a few services. Like a business, they have an obligation to cater to the demands of their clientèle. And like a business, they will only do as much as is needed to keep you buying what they are selling and keep their own pockets fat. There are a few differences I suppose, but they are subtle. In effect, the government of a nation has a monopoly on it's service. It's not like your cable company, where if they are failing to deliver, you can just fire them and go with satellite. And it's not like you can boycott their services to make change. They will have you arrested. They have a hell of a collection agency, and their own security forces as well, with essentially unlimited jurisdiction. The point of all of this is... it's not votes that change a nation... it's money. The country moves on money. Think it should not be that w

Protection Prayer
A friend sent this to me and I thought I would share it with all of you This is a very powerful protection prayer and should only be said once a week. I am surrounded by the pure white light of the Holy Spirit Nothing but Good shall come to me Nothing but Good shall go from me I give Thanks As I will, So Mote It Be I ask the great unseen healing force, To remove all obstruction from my mind and body And restore me to perfect health As I Will, So Mote It Be I lay aside my mundane cares Returning I will attend to them With knowledge gained in brief respite I will be better equipped to lead this life As I Will, So Mote It Be. Spirits of mischievous intent Spirits of lower entities You may not cross this sacred line As I will, So Mote It Be

With Feeling!
Tonight asks a question, you can almost hear it, is it something honest? is it a question with all sorts of meaning? WHAT WHAT? listen close, listen is it asking the meaning of the world? The meaning of your life. All ears, listen close, it could whisper now. Or not, this game could be empty, and all sounds could be meaningless, this could be nothing but echo and shadow. but listen listen, meaning could be anywhere, keep your ears open, for some sort of sound from anywhere. Maybe this time with meaning.

11 Apr, 2007
I said to myself "I'm okay" and gave my usual smile. I didn't feel a desperation, more like a kind of defiance... Three years stationed in Germany with the US Army Infantry has definitely taken it's toll on me. But still I defy. Still I break the barriers in front of me. Still I find new limits to achieve, then set those limits as obstacles to bust through. May 3rd I arrive back in Mississippi, ready to reintegrate myself back to the civilian lifestyle. I'll only be staying a couple of months, however, before I'm off to ITT Tech in South Carolina. I'll be accompanied by my best friend and his girlfriend. Another grand adventure, another shot at new vistas, another attempt to grasp and hold and cherish what's on that horizon. Damn, but I can't wait...

Warped And Twisted.
Harsh words & violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted So many tricks & so many lies Too many whens & too many whys Nobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me, warped & twisted Sleeping awake & choking on a dream Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind, the number's unlisted Lost in someone so warped & twisted On my knees, alive but dead Look at the invisible blood I've bled I'm not gone, my mind has drifted Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow Today's just yesterday's tomorrow The sun died out, the ashes sifted I'm still here, warped & twisted

If I Was Your Girlfriend
.) How many times a day would you hug me? > > > 2.) Would you let me hold you? > > > 3.) Would u come with me to places? > > > 4.) Would you love me? > > > 6.) Would you lie to me? > > > 7.) If I was sick what would you do? > > > 9.) Would you leave me for one of my friends? > > > 10.) Want to have a future with me? > > > 11.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? > > > 12.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? > > > 13.) Would you care about what I do when we go out? > > > 14.) Would you hang out with me AND my friends? > > > 15.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? > > > 16.) If me and one of your friends argued, who's side would you be on? > > > 17.) Would you give me your myspace password? > > > 18.) If I gave you mine would you read all my mail? > > > 19.) If I said I loved you would you say it back? > > > 20.) How good do i look from 1-10? > > > 21.) How do you feel about me? > >

Isn't It Weird?
So last night I was pretty hungry at 1 am or somewhere near there and of course Wendy's and lots of other places were closed....sooo somehow I ended up at McDonalds.... Strangely enough....they now have nutritional information on the package...along with the calorie count. My double cheeseburger had 460 calories while my small fries had 250....anyone else seen this phenonemon in any other fast food chains? What are everyone's thoughts on this? Is it about time, or do you not what to know and just want a quick meal you don't have to think about?

Salmon Sorrento
Salmon Sorrento Need a new salmon recipe? Here, a rich-textured and colorful sauce made with fresh tomatoes and olives becomes the perfect partner for one of our favorite fish. Mop up the sauce with warm crusty bread. Credit: American Heart Association Meals in Minutes Servings: 4 Ingredients: * 1 tablespoon extra virgin olive oil * 5 medium Italian plum tomatoes, diced * 6 medium black olives, coarsely chopped * 6 medium green olives, coarsely chopped * 3 tablespoons lemon juice * 2 tablespoons coarsely or finely chopped fresh parsley (Italian, or flat-leaf, preferred) * 1 tablespoon capers, rinsed and drained * 1 1/2 teaspoons bottled minced garlic or 3 medium cloves garlic, thinly sliced * Pepper to taste * 1-pound salmon fillet Directions: Heat a large skillet over medium-high heat. Add oil and swirl to coat bottom of skillet. Add tomatoes, black and green olives, lemon juice, parsley, capers, garlic and pepper;

Lovers
What kind of a LOVER are YOU?You are a PASSIONATE LOVER!When it comes to sex and relationships you put 100% into both. You like to have fun and try new things but you pay alot of attention to the PASSION that lives in side of each kiss, touch or meaningful word. You contain the whole package and any man would be would be very lucky to have a women like you!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Comments Please
morning all my friends and fans.... I am still in the bike picture contest in 4th place...I know some of you have stopped in and comment on the pic...I sure could use some love and help by your stopping in again, the contest goes till Sunday..first prize is a 3 day blast..you can make more then one comment it really helps...show me some love and I will return it to you...click on the pic for the link to it and comment away... thanks Luv you all Wolfie

There Is Nothing Greater In Life...
I may have only lived 28 short years on this earth but I promiss you all I have lived a full life. I have what some say life experiance and others may say and old soul! I have loved, been hurt in every way shape and form (emotional, spirital, and physical) but God has allways led me through everything. The most importante times in my life God was there 4 me. But the one experiance that only a select strong few get to experiance is that of the comradship and trust u recieve in basic training and AIT! I had my crew, we were the 6-PAC and though we dont talk to much anymore not a day goes by that i dont pray 4 them, and think about them! The true love i feel for each and every one of them I can honestly say I would jump in front of a bullet for them, if it came down to it I know that with out a doubt I would give my life for theirs and not even think twice or bat and eyelash! Untill you have experianced that kind of love and after nothing ever can really measure up! Please pray for my tea

The Hooker
The Hooker A guy is walking along the strip in Las Vegas and a knockout-looking Vegas hooker catches his eye. He strikes up a conversation and eventually asks the hooker, "How much do you charge?" Hooker replies, "It starts at $500 for a hand-job." Guy says, "$500 dollars! For a hand-job! Holy crap, no hand-job is worth that kind of money!" The hooker says, "Do you see that Denny's on the corner?" "Yes". "Do you see the Denny's about a block further down?" "Yes." "And beyond that, do you see that third Denny's?" "Yes." "Well," says the hooker, smiling invitingly, "I own those. And, own them because I give a hand-job that's worth $500." Guy says, "What the hell? You only live once. I'll give it a try." They retire to a nearby motel. A short time later, the guy is sitting on the bed realizing that he just experienced the hand-job of a lifetime, worth every bit of $500. He is so amazed, he says, "I suppose a blow-job is $1,000?" The hooker replies, "$1,50