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Which Positive Quality Are You?
Which Positive Quality Are You? Your Result: Peace You are Peace. Peace is the opposite of anger and destruction. Peace is calm. It tears down barriers; it brings us together. Peace is a noble goal sought by the good of heart. "May peace prevail on earth."Friendship Faith Charity Courage Love Which Positive Quality Are You?

Home At Last
and jesus said there are many rooms in my fathers house. and i am going to prepare a place for you. when everything is ready i will come and get you.we all have times when our hearts are restless with pain.sometimes we try to fill our pain with a new house,a trip to a new place,or a new car, or a new friend,these may help us for a little while but in the end we always want more. the hunger in our hearts is normal. we were created from heaven.and will be home sick untill at last we will live in the place jesus has prepraed for us.rest comes at last . life maybe long and tiresome.faiths journey ends in welcome to the weary, and heaven in our hearts true home. will come at last.i have a strong sense that earth is not my home. and one day heaven will open the gates and let me in.i give thanks to you god.and cant wait till the day when ill walk the golden streets,with you and my mother and father and we all will stoll over heaven with you. href="http://photob

Yes/ No
1. You can only say Yes or No! 2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks! Kissed someone on your top 8/16/24? yes Ever told a lie? yes Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? yes Kissed someone of the same sex? yes Kissed a picture? yes Slept in until 5 PM? yup Had sex at work? yup Fallen asleep at work/school? yes Held a snake? Yes Ran a red light? YEs Been suspended from school? yes Totaled your car/motorbike in an accident? yes Been fired from a job? no Sang karaoke? yes Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? yes Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? yes Caught a snowflake on your tongue? yes Kissed in the rain? yes Sang in the shower? yes Sat on a roof top? yes Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? yes Broken a bone? Yes Shaved your head? yes Blacked out from drinking? yes Played a prank on someone? yes

Well He Was The Love Of My Life, Now I Dont Know What To Think
OKAY THIS GUY COMES FROM ANOTHER FUCKEN STATE, TO BE WITH ME OR WHATEVER. ALL OF SUDDEN HE GOES HOME, AND BECOMES REAL DISTANT. NORMALLY HE TELLS ME HOW MUCH HE LOVES ME AND WANTS TO BE WITH, AND HOW HE MISSES ME AND, BLAH, BLAH, BLAH. NOW HE BARELY SAYS A WORD TO ME. HMMMMM....THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH THAT NOW, AM I RIGHT? I FEEL LIKE I AM A GAME, JUST GETTIN PLAYED DAY BY DAY. I FALL FOR SOMEONE AND THEY GRIND ME INTO THE GROUND SO HARD, THAT I CANT BREATH. I AM TIRED OF THE BULLSHIT PEOPLE PLAY. I AM TIRED OF BEING, USED, PLAYED, IGNORED, AND LIED TO. I HAVE NEVER DONE ANYTHING TO ANYONE, TO DESERVE ANYTHING LIKE THIS. MAYBE ITS BECAUSE I HAVE TOO BIG OF A HEART. I LIKE TO GIVE EVERYONE CHANCES. AND 90 PERCENT OF WHAT I GIVE, PEOPLE TAKE ADAVANTAGE OF. IF SOMEONE IS GONNA LOVE, THEN LOVE ME. IF UR GONNA HATE ME, OR DISLIKE ME, FOR SOME OUT OF THOGHT REASON, THEN SAY IT. DONT HIDE IT. SO I KNOW NOT TO WASTE MY TIME ANYMORE. I AM SO CLOSE TO DELETEING MY PROFILE ON HERE. ON T

Dr Phil Part 2
Hello everyone, I wanted to get on here and put up the next part of the Dr Phil Show...I Hope ppl will take the time to read this for those of you that watched know wht has been said or done on the show but anways here it is again im not going to change any name or anything like that Thanks again.....Here it is ............ Asking Tough Questions “I’m very glad Jeremy decided to take a lie detector test,” says Krista. She is convinced that the father of her 3-year-old daughter, Kaylee, has been molesting her. Kaylee has said that Jeremy touched her inappropriately. Krista adds, “I don’t think Jeremy is going to pass the lie detector test, because I think he’s lying.” “I think that he is going to find a way out of it,” says Bonii, Krista’s mother. Jeremy says, “When the truth comes out, I am going to walk up to Bonii and I am going to say, ‘You lying sack of crap.’ I know tha

Come With Me...
come with me...take my hand and i'll lead you... just close your eyes and set your mind free... feel the icy frigid air... as i lead you through the cold winter night... where i'll lay you down and smother you with kisses... and our body heat will melt the ice... hot puddles underneath our passionate entwinement... feel the hot scorching heat... as i lead you through the fiery summer night... where i'll lay you down and soothes you with tenderness... caressing every surface of your body... bring you to levels you've never known existed... feel the sensual orgasmic sensation... when i lead you through to the other side... where i'll lay you down... six feet under... come with me...take my hand...

A Dedication To All The Soldiers On My Friend List (f1rstascent Is 1 Of Them)
Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone, In a one bedroom house made of plaster & stone. I had come down the chimney with presents to give And to see just who in this home did live. I looked all about a strange sight I did see, No tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No stocking by the fire, just boots filled with sand, On the wall hung pictures of far distant lands. With medals and badges, awards of all kind A sober thought came through my mind. For this house was different, so dark and dreary, I knew I had found the home of a soldier, once I could see clearly. I heard stories about them, I had to see more So I walked down the hall and pushed open the door. And there he lay sleeping silent alone, Curled up on the floor in his one bedroom home. His face so gentle, his room in such disorder, Not how I pictured a United States soldier. Was this the hero of whom I’d just read? Curled up in his poncho, a floor for his bed? His head was clean shave

Here I Am In Cherry Land
This is one of the most fun websites I've ever been on. Everyone wants some cherry. I use to write a lot, and I haven't in so long. I don't even know what I would write about anymore. I guess I could go on about pointless stuff. Well Ummmm..... Why does everyone get divorced? Can't we just stick together?! Britney and Kevin.... what's next? I also need to find something decent to read beside celebrity gossip, which I shamelessy sometimes get into. Well if anyone has a suggestion on a good book. Do please tell me. The last decent book I read was Glass Soup. I read a lot of self help, so I think it's time for good fiction.

Blood Lust Pt.2
Ah welcome back my blood thirsty reader I see you want to hear some more, The next tale I shall tell you is filled with an endless pit of gore. Friends are forever but I know now that is not true, A very dear friend I had but not any more because she is the one I slew. Never tell a lie to a person who lives for death like the oceans can flood, She made that mistake and the only thing left of her now is a few speaks of blood. The mind can be so naive sometimes it lands you in your own fiery pit of hell, I asked her to walk with me one night and on her the fear I could smell. We walked in silence for sometime before I finally made my move, I took out my sword and swung it at her neck, finding that sacred groove. Her head did not fall off but in her eyes I could see her feel the pain, As I took my sword out of her unholy body it began to rain. A scream of fear escaped her blood filled throat as she slowly fell to the ground, I bent down next to her bo

Hey Man, What's Up?
For dating,romance,friendship and fun! Are you looking for a great man? Do you wish you could find an easy and convenient way to meet someone without dealing with the crowds of the clubs and bars? You have come to the right place! Here you will find relevant news, free chat, and hundreds of thousands of gay men from around the corner or across the globe who are looking for someone just like you. This is a great place to find sexy ads, free chat, pen-pals, friends, pictures, clubs, and cruises. This is one of the best and largest dating clubs for gay men in the world. Im a 24 year old gay guy and I saw youre a member in this groups :P. Just popping by to say hi :). I have a webcam where you can watch me (some pictures too) at http://www.Gkiss.com/i/member - my username is flirtytherea74.

Yay For Newbs! =d
Yeah, I'm new here! :o Figured I'd post around and see what this place is all about. One of my friends told me to join cause it was better than MySpace....Well, it's more fun, that's for sure! =D I'd have to give the place a few more times around before saying it's better (but then again, I suppose anything is better than MySpace XD). Well, I guess I'll leave other sayings for later blogs. Laterz! =D

Anything For Money..
FOR $1,000.....Would you... A man strides into a bar wearing a long trench coat and carrying a closed box. He walks up to the bar places the box upon it. He then opens the trench coat, revealing not only that he is buck naked but also very erect. He then opens the box and removes a large turtle, at least a good ten pounds or so in weight. He brings it near his pecker and when it gets in reach it clamps on to his pecker. He then releases the turtle from his hands, and it hangs above the stools that line the bar. He walks up the length of the stools and back again, not saying a word. When he reaches the point from which he started, he smacks the turtle on the head, causing it to release his pecker from its grasp. He puts it back in the box, closes his trench coat, and turns to the rest of the patrons of the bar. "I'll give any man who can do that $1000," he says. Then, from the back of the room, a really scrawny, dorky, feeble looking guy stands up and says, "I'll do

Greatest Thing Courtney Love Has Ever Said.
This has to be the greatest thing ive ever heard her say.. ok so on Comedy Central's Roast of Pam Anderson...here is what she said Courtney: Ya see there is a diffrence between pam and me...She Falls in Love with Rock Stars...But I Fall in Love With Good Ones.. That was so true cuz KURT COBAIN IS GOD!

Keeping You Up To Date!!!
Hey everyone!!! I just wanted to let you all know that I have been realy buissy with my website and hope that yu will take the time to go here and check it out!!! I know most f you havent hear much from me and I am sorry!!! I will be keeping in tuch as soon as I get all caught up and things to were they need to be!!! Feel free to comment and leave me messages and I shall get back to you as soon as possible!! I do Hope that you like the website and wil come visite as much as you can!!! You all are more than welcome to stop by and see whats new and going on!!! I want you all to know that all the contest will now be going on on the website as well!!! If you want to know what they are you should stop by and check them out!!! I have many more contest comming up and hope that many of you will join in and have fun!!! When you register you should make your username as like state abrieviation underscore username date of birth such as Ks_MixMaste

Sex Survey
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Morning Sex
She was in the kitchen preparing to boil eggs for breakfast. He walked in. She turned and said, "You've got to make love to me -- This Very moment." His eyes lit up and he thought, "This is my lucky day." Not wanting to lose the moment, he embraced her and then gave it his all, Right there on the kitchen table. Afterwards she said, "Thanks," and returned to the stove. More than a little puzzled, he asked, "What was that all about?" She explained, "The egg timer's broken."

Soft And Wet
I really shouldn't be asking you this. I feel weird; but I want it so bad. I know you haven't done this for me before but, I can already feel it going in so hard and coming out, so soft and wet. No one has to know about this. I need it. I'm desperate, but your help is appreciated. You must think I have a lot of nerve asking you for this, but I can feel my tongue around it, licking & sucking all the juice out until there is no more left, this has been on my mind all day long and I hope I'm not being forward, I'm usually not like this, but... can I have a piece of gum?

Hey All
I put a voicemail box on my page, please call and say hello so i can hear some of the voices that go along with my friends! I left the 1st message so you can all hear how I sound! come talk to me! thanks, Cin

Amy's Lesson On Skinny Girls
unhwildkitten: u'd be amazed unhwildkitten: sum of thsoe skinny girls re durable unhwildkitten: i'd be scared to getinto a fight witah skinny bitch unhwildkitten: they viscoise unhwildkitten: they fight cuz they hungry unhwildkitten: they get all animal insticnt on ur ass unhwildkitten: ya unhwildkitten: i never unhwildkitten: go near food when a skinny girl is around unhwildkitten: i value my hands unhwildkitten: not that fta bitches are scarey unhwildkitten: they eat cuz tehy wanna unhwildkitten: and thats most of teh time unhwildkitten: ukeep all arms legs hands etc unhwildkitten: away form teh table when they eat unhwildkitten: they just keep grabbign shit unhwildkitten: if its your shit unhwildkitten: they dun care unhwildkitten: u scream unhwildkitten: they chew louder unhwildkitten: like cows chewing cud unhwildkitten: i am one unhwildkitten: and damn unhwildkitten: i dunno where my friend went unhwildkitten: but one day she was with me when iw as hungry

Surender
I keenly feel the distance between us, Where once you were there A movement of color around my skin. Now there is unseen hands in my hair, A silent good-bye. I stand alone when once you were here, Always to my right, unspoken. Now the silence that you left Is like the death of a goddess. My lack of innocence drowns Calling forth faults and damnation I overlook this cliff, My own that I made with time. My own misery, My own creation that I now must bare. A beautiful nightmare. There is now beautiful valley. There is water, deep and dark. The abyss that I feared so much. The one that was more deadly in the soul. Green eyes search for some light. You were my light And I have forgotten The paces to your feet Numerous, The lengths of my journey, numbered. I am now only the wind, I live above the water, I am lacking innocence, but carry it in dark eyes. I smile, but never in my soul.

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What Does It Feel Like To Live One Day In My Life
Well it depends on when you catch me so we'll talk about any type of emotion that a person might go through Happy Living one day happy in my life is good enough for 100 years of anyone's normal life. When I'm happy it's like life is the best. Like sitting on a cloud and watching the world go by. Happiness is being with the one I love, and just holding tight, never letting go. Stairing into his eyes and knowing everything will be ok. Happiness is being loved, happiness is holding tight. Sad/Depressed When I'm sad, life can't seem to get any worse. Life seems to screw me in the ass over and over again. I understand there is a concept of love out there, and I understand my friends and family are telling me that they love me, but it seems to fly past my head. That it can't really be true, that no one can really love me. When I'm sad I don't care about life anymore. I don't care whether or not I get the good grade, whether I get to go shopping. I don't believe people when they s

Where The Hell Have I Been??
school sucks and loosing weight sucks even more! Im digging what Im eating tho! Its most of the same things only smaller portions!Then once I can wake up and not be running late Im gonna try and do small exercises in my room. Like cruches and a few others for 10 min. Then this fat bitch at lunch is giving me shit about wtf i eat! Im like your not that skinny so eat your pizza and shut the FUCK UP CUNT! My mom is being supportve too! Whenever I need some of my healthier food she'll buy it for me when she gets paid. For example my 4 dollar a box granola bars! Then Im gonna get prenatal pills. Just because I know I dont get all the nutrients I should so I know a few ppl who arent preggers and take them. So I figured I would try them. What really made me realize soemthing gotta change is that I am almost 200lbs! Last I checked I was 194.5! Also the little purple monsters are raiding my body like looters when a diaster strikes.(stretch marks) So yeah I goota loose me soem inches! I dont rea

A List Of Recent Reasons I'm Not Fond Of The Human Race
So according to my Myspace I have a lot of friends. Yeah sure. These days people have no concept of friendship. Here's what I mean. I planned a party for all of my 'friends' and my fiance's 'friends'. So we had about 25 people who said they were coming. My 2 very closest friends said they were coming to see me finally since I'd only talked to them online for the last 2 years. Get this....NOBODY CAME. NOT ONE. Over a hundred dollars spent for food and drinks for everyone who said they were coming and didnt. It was pitiful. My best friend in the world never even responds to my emails or phone calls anymore. I never did anything to wrong her in any way. I support her no matter what and she finds a new boyfriend and suddenly my calls are unimportant and never returned. Another friend struck off my list. Another good friend of mine meets a guy and gets married and moves away. She's been down here to visit twice and hasn't contacted me either time to see me. One person

What's In A Name?
I picked out a wall color today. I found this beautiful color that can alternately look blue, purple, or grey. Does it really matter that it is called Hailstorm? Guess it beats the hell out of Burple. LOL! Yes, silly random amusement today.

Proof The World Is Nuts!
In Lebanon, men are legally allowed to have sex with animals, but the animals must be female. Having sexual relations with a male animal is punishable by death. (Like THAT makes sense.) *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* In Bahrain, a male doctor may legally examine a woman's genitals, but is prohibited from looking directly at them during the examination. He may only see their reflection in a mirror. (Do they look different reversed?) *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Muslims are banned from looking at the genitals of a corpse. This also applies to undertakers. The sex organs of the deceased must be covered with a brick or piece of wood at all times. (A brick?) *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* The penalty for masturbation in Indonesia is decapitation. (Much worse than "going blind!") *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* There are men in Guam whose full-time job is to travel the countryside a nd deflower young virgins, who pay them for the privilege of having sex for the first time. Reason: under Guam la

Two Wolves
An elder Cherokee Native American was teaching his grandchildren about life. He said to them, "A fight is going on inside me... it is a terrible fight and it is between two wolves. One wolf represents fear, anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego. The other stands for joy, peace, love, hope, sharing, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, friendship, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion, and faith. This same fight is going on inside you, and inside every other person, too." They thought about it for a minute and then one child asked his grandfather, "Which wolf will win?" The old Cherokee simply replied... "The one you feed."

50 Things About Me
1. How tall are you barefoot? 6’1” 2. What color are your eyes? Blue 3. Do you own a gun? YEP! And I ain’t scared to use them! 4. If you had a mental disorder, what would it be? If? WHAT DO YOU MEAN if? I’m a man! Remote Control-itus! 5. How many letters are in your crush's first name? 6-Orange CRUSH!! 6. What do you think of hot dogs? Make mine a steak! 7. What's your favorite Christmas song? Grandma Got Ran Over By A Reindeer! (Or Carol of the Bells if you don’t want funny) 8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Coffee, Mt Dew-anything with CAFFIENE 9. Do you do push ups? Part of life’s ups and downs 10. Have you ever done ecstasy?. Hell NO! 11. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?... nope 12. Do you like the rain? ... yes... I like the rain 13. Are you sweet? Naw-I am a grumpy old man! 14. On a scale of 1 to 10 (ten being the best) what do you rate yourself? A Four (4). I am a man! 15. Do you have A.D.D? Huh? Somebody say something? 16. full initials? K.L.

What Do I Do ?
What do I do, now I've reached the edge? The cliff is steep to the plain below. Miles upon miles of emptry air And no hand will I hold, but your hand and you are not there! What do I do when smothering black Of night engulfs me ... coldly dark So dark I tingle with sudden fear No arms do I need but your arms And you are not there! What do I do with a life that tells the end of the world in a darkened mist But still must keep senselessly on No love keeps my heart, but your love And you ... you are gone...

Cak
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Beautiful Blue Persian
About me....im a blue pedigree persian and lips is my mummy, i love her very much!.i have been with my mummy for 10 years, and ok im spoilt...but look at me...i am beautiful are`nt i!? 1 week old SUKIE PANDORA 5months AGED 10

Yayayyayayay
karen and I got to talk to jon last night if you can call that talking...he didn't really say too much, but it was still nice none the less I haven't cleaned my room or told caroline that david's coming.... but w/e and I almost missed class this morning.

Please! Go Show This Very Nice Lady Luv!
Please! Go show this Very Nice Lady Luv! She is a very dear friend of mine. She needs a little Luv to levelup. Only 850, So come help me help this Cherry level. MRS.BABYCAKES@ CherryTAP

Starting To Lose
I am so damned happy. I just came from the doctors today and I lost 18 pounds. I also found out that I can get the surgury done to lose up to 120 more pounds and my insurance will cover it all!!!!! I will be so gorgeous by the time this is all done. My hubby may not want me to go out of the house. HAHAHA!!!! He wishes that is. Because I am going to show off my new body all over town and see how many looks and stares of disbelief I get. Hell, my hubby may not want me. But you know, that is OK to!!! It is all good. I may even get a morph done of the before and after pictures!!!!

Tarot Card ( Saw This In A Friends Blog And Copied It )
You are The Magician Skill, wisdom, adaptation. Craft, cunning, depending on dignity. Eleoquent and charismatic both verbally and in writing, you are clever, witty, inventive and persuasive. The Magician is the male power of creation, creation by willpower and desire. In that ancient sense, it is the ability to make things so just by speaking them aloud. Reflecting this is the fact that the Magician is represented by Mercury. He represents the gift of tongues, a smooth talker, a salesman. Also clever with the slight of hand and a medicine man - either a real doctor or someone trying to sell you snake oil. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

I Want To
F*CK this girl bad! Not to mention a few I've met on here. Ask me who else! I choose.... SEXY SEXY KANDI and MY GIRL KATI thats all for now. Gotta love the 'K' names! LATEST EDITION: XdeviantX you can see why!

What Are You?
You prefer Romantic sex! You like romantic sex. For you, it's not all too much about being horny - it's more an expression of how you feel about your partner(s). It's an experience that you can share -- that you can experience and enjoy together. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Life
Okay so if you know me at all you know that I have been dealing with a lot of stuff recently. I am seperated, and waiting to file divorce against my current husband for beating me, severely. I am now dating my first husband again, he came to my aide the night of the beating and took care of me, and things progressed from that point. I went to court this past Wednesday for my beater's arraignment so I could see him get a continuance and drag this mess out this much more. He intends on pleading not guilty I believe, judging from his actions. I personally don't care what he pleads, the pictures taken after that night are evidence enough for anyone with any sense, but the nerve of him not to even take the blame for what he did...it just blows me away entirely. I cannot and will not sit in the sidelines and watch this man walk away from this. Sadly this was not my first encounter with domestic violence, so I know the drill, so to speak. This is nothing new to me, however at least in

Bringing Autumn Magic In
Bringing Autumn Magic In - Decorating How To Adapted from Witch in the Kitchen, by Cait Johnson (Inner Traditions, 2001). There’s nothing more luscious than inviting nature indoors in the Fall: the brilliant colors of Autumn make our homes feel deliciously warm and cozy as the weather turns cooler. Changing leaves, swags of grapevine, and vibrantly-colored apples and squashes make gorgeous, inexpensive decorations. Find out how to connect with the abundant bounty and beauty of this harvest season with these fun, easy tips for decorating with nature: 1. Preserve some colorful leaves. You can iron them between sheets of waxed paper, microwave them for a few seconds, put them in a solution of glycerin, or press them between the pages of a heavy book. Then you can apply them to backsplashes, place them artfully in a vase, mound them around a pile of gourds or squashes, or even use them as coasters for your favorite beverages. 2. Food is art. Find a local Farmer’s Market or

Being A Single Mother.
I am a single mother of 2 boys. Don't get me wrong, I love my kids, and they come before anything and everyone. Being a single parent isn't easy. It's hard to date b/c most men can't quite grab the concept that you don't always have a babysitter, or they just aren't really interested in someone who already has kids. You learn to juggle your life and the things you need to do. I am always a referee, a nurse, a secretary, a cook, and a maid. I spend days cleaning house, and my nights cooking, doing laundry, and helping with homework. It would be nice to have someone around to share the responsibility with. But that is a life of a single parent....lol not much to it...lol

Embrace Your Curves
Embrace your curves! 10 reasons to love your curves: 1. You can wear blue jeans the way God intended: Filled out. 2. You never need to show your thong to get people to notice your precious ass-ets! 3. The truth: Men love women who eat fried food. 4. Love handles are for your enjoyment. You know why you have them; let him know. 5. Love handles are also for his protection. Your hips are so powerful, he might fall off and get hurt without something to hold onto. 6. Your underwear does not come with its own bodyparts. You don’t need a Wonder-bra because you’ve got a wonder-bod! Some women spend hundreds of dollars on panties with silicone butt cheeks, girdles with thigh padding, bras filled with water and other strange things. They should simply read number 3. 7. You boldly defy the laws of physics. Only curvy girls can move from left to right and up and down at the same time when they walk. 8. Curves bring balance to the universe. Big boobs balance out a big heart

Slacking Off...i Know...
Okay folks, I know I slacked off already with making sure to post my daily dirty joke. Real life has this annoying habit of interfering with my plans, lol. But, I've made sure to update the jokes so now there is a joke for the last few days that I missed. Better late than never right? ;-)

Homeless Woman
A woman was walking down the street when she was accosted by a particularly dirty and shabby-looking homeless woman who asked her for a couple of dollars for dinner. The woman took out her billfold, extracted ten dollars and asked, "If I give you this money, will you buy some wine with it instead of dinner?" "No, I had to stop drinking years ago," the homeless woman replied. "Will you use it to go shopping instead of buying food?" the woman asked. "No, I don't waste time shopping," the homeless woman said. "I need to spend all my time trying to stay alive." "Will you spend this on a beauty salon instead of food?" the woman asked. "Are you NUTS!" replied the homeless woman. "I haven't had my hair done in 20 years!" "Well," said the woman, "I'm not going to give you the money. Instead, I'm going to take you out for dinner with my hubby and myself tonight." The homeless Woman was astounded. "Won't your husband be furious with you for doing

I Found Him!!!! Creator Of The Cool Stop Motion Video
OK I found him...the guy that made the cool drum and piano stop movement video! His name is Lasse Gjertsen and here is a video self portrait of who he is. He lives in Larvik Norway and is 22 years old Blogging makes the world a more informed place! Hope you enjoy the vdeo and the gifts featured today. Hugs Susan www.designsoutofmind.com www.shopbydesigns.com

Poem I Wrote Awhile Back, Tell Me Whatcha Think Please!!
Deep-By Wendy Deep in this haven that i call life.. i see pain,sadness and strife.. yet the pain consoled.. i see this all getting old.. under these clothes, under this skin, deep in the heart is where to begin.. heart felt splender, is it possible to unbend her? cold-hearted thoughts.. the sickness it spreads.. crumbled and shattered, beaten and battered.. so pure and innocent, yet so free and reluctant, a deep breath, free my mind, one day.. freedom from myself..

Boring Survey
Its what I do when I'm bored. *GUTS* NOW Is your hair up? yes Is your phone right beside you? i'm on the house phone. but my cellphone is missing Do you wish you were somewhere else? yes Do you have plans for tonight? sleep Are you wearing makeup?: no o.O Are you wearing chapstick?: nope Are you cold?: frozen Are you tired? yes. exhusted. Are you excited?: no. Are you wearing pajamas? yes PAST Anything you regret? eh yea Ever stuck gum under a desk? Not that I know of? Ever spit at someone? Yes =] Ever kick something living? People... yes. Animals no Ever had your nails done? yes Ever thrown up because you cried so hard? yeah SPILL YOUR GUTS First thing you did this morning? got a soda. Last thing you ate? empanada What's something you look forward to most in the next 6 weeks? going to visit cris? What's the last movie you saw? anchorman Do you think that someone is thinking about you

Feeling Better
i put up a mum on what the hell to do and thanks to everyone that commented and gave advice, im feeling much better now, and more importantly I gained a level on cherry tap................ thanks everyone!!!!!!

Unlikely Star
I gazed at the glowering midnight sky Where darkling clouds filled the view When through a gap there shone a star I couldn't help but think of you. Into my stormy fear-clouded heart You snuck in and shone so bright You left no room for doubt and mistrust Inside my darkness you are the light. And looking upon that beacon of hope A query arose in my soul so scarred I wondered if you were gazing up too And wishing for me on that unlikely star. (c) 2006 D. R. Hyden

A Hole
STRETCHING,REACHING, STRIVING PUSHING,PULLING,COVERING SLIDING,REGRESSING, DIGRESSING FEVERISHLY TRYING URGENTLY FILLING DESPERATELY MOLDING TRYING TO FILL THAT HOLE AS I PULL ONE WAY IT SLIPS AWAY BEGRUDGINGLY SCULPTING AS THE HOLE SWALLOWS UP MORE IGNORING, HIDING, SINGING LOUDLY LOOKING AWAY, PROJECTING, SUBLIMATING DANCING AWAY FROM THE SITE THE HOLE ALWAYS THERE ALWAYS PRESENT ALWAYS UGLY, ALWAYS ARROGANTLLY TAUNTING THE HOLE THE HOLE DAN CELTIC CHARMS

Uninhibited Love...
"It was in this moment that I fell in love with Daisy, surrendering completely, whole-heartedly, and without conditions. No longer was it about self-confidence, or status, or even sex for me, but rather the tenderness of her soul. Can you remember the first time that feeling stirred you, uninhibited love? The phrase may seem a bit childish now that we're all grown up, drained of our youthful desires, dissillusioned and pounded into the mature consumers that society asks us to be. But if you're able to stroll down memory lane and look back at that shelf of stored-up (lost) passion, then maybe you'll be able to peel away the apathy and catch a glimpse of that untarnished ideal, because there can be no better high than the first time it takes you in." Excerpt from Jeff Kozlowski's novel "The One"

Yep..
Alrighty everyone, Been working my ass off so I haven't been on too much, or been able to leave a daily comment to those who get one. I have the next 2 days off, thanks god, so I'm hoping to catch up with everyone. Will be going to bed early tonight so I wont be on here much longer. Hope everyone is doing okay :)

Caramel Dandy Cake
Ingredients: * 1 cup water * 1 cup (2 sticks) butter or margarine * 1/3 cup HERSHEY'S Cocoa * 2 cups all-purpose flour * 2 cups sugar * 1 teaspoon baking soda * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 3 eggs * 3/4 cup dairy sour cream * 3/4 cup caramel ice cream topping * CHOCOLATE FROSTING(recipe follows) * 1-1/3 cups (8-oz. pkg.) HERSHEY'S Milk Chocolate Baking Pieces Filled with Caramel Directions: 1. Heat oven to 350 F. Grease and flour 13x9x2-inch baking pan. 2. Combine water, butter and cocoa in small saucepan. Cook over medium heat, stirring occasionally, until mixture boils; boil and stir 1 minute. Remove from heat; set aside. 3. Stir together flour, sugar, baking soda and salt in large bowl. Add eggs and sour cream; beat until well blended. Add cocoa mixture; beat just until blended (batter will be thin). Pour into prepared pan. 4. Bake 35 to 40 minutes or until wooden pick inserted in center comes out clean. Remove from o

A Heart To Hold
A Heart To Hold I'm sending you a heart to hold, Please don't think this thing I do is bold. For you see I am tired of feeling lonely, And I want someone to Love me only. Please don't think it is a brave thing I do, It's just a part of me loving you. I'm wanting someone to call my own, I'm tired of being all alone. Loving you is an easy thing to do, And you know my love is true. Thoughts of you are always here in my heart, I never want to be apart. My need for you is so strong, It just can't be wrong. And why is it I can never say good bye, We always leave with a sigh. For me there will always be you, No matter what you do. It's still not a brave thing I do, I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU ..... :) ***Babyyy***

Cryptnotic_hypnotic
Effervescent visions scatter through the crimson rain Cryptic drops of liquid annihilation descend from the skies Conquering the last stream of sanity flowing in their veins Utter obliteration of their craven souls contributing to their own demise Lanquid tones of "whore"ifying enigmatic screams Echo in the halls of destruction and raze Emerging from the depths of imposing vivacious dreams Arousing from this somnolent state, perplexed in a daze Intrepid exterior vanquishes their vanishing minds corrupting their scrambled visions of a former existance Panic Surges across pale faces, fearing what easily was left behind Collapsing at the feet of contradiction without resistance Animated jestures amplify their confusion As valiant compositions saturate their heads Swallowing their sanity into fading disillusion Prevailing laughter escapes past his lips as his head hangs off the bed One more morbid kiss ensuring their sober fate Capturing the remains of their evaporating pr

Today Let Joy Come Into Your Life
is a day of joy and connection. Today is a day to step outside and take a deep breath and declare to all the world: I am alive! Today is a day to feel the energy coursing through your veins and allow that energy to flow freely, enlivening and empowering you. Today is a day to embrace simply being alive, for no other reason than because you are. Do not judge whether outer circumstances are good enough to allow you to enjoy yourself. Do not set the day against a standard which must be met before you fill with joy. Fill with joy just because you are you and the day is. Life is. It unfolds as it unfolds. You are. You stand within your life and blossom. Let us see you blossom. Take one moment in your life, something very ordinary that you do every day, and turn it into a spiritual and joyful experience. For example, going out to get the mail or the newspaper. Walking across a parking lot and passing under a tree. Walking by a window that overlooks a

Blah Or Purhaps Bleh??
Today is boring doing what I did last year spending it alone once again.. well not exactly alone Its kadens first Thanksgiving we have been playing all day. His first tooth finally popped out its exciting he wasnt really rotten either just drooling alot. He now weighs 14 lbs now and hes not yet 4 months till dec 12 my baby is growing up.. someone tell me how to make them stay small and sweet longer.. HOPE EVERYONE IS HAVING A WONDERFUL FANTASTIC THANKSGIVING.!

God Is Great!
Philippians 4:13 --- I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. The road to success is not straight. There is a curve called Failure, a loop called Confusion, speed bumps called Friends, red lights called Enemies, caution lights called Family. You will have flats called Jobs. But, if you have a spare called Determination, an engine called Perseverance, insurance called Faith, a driver called Jesus, you will make it to a place called Success.

I Need Help
i need a date and possibly sum butt on the same nite i know it sounds like a typical dude but hey like that usher song thats wat its made for u feel me but is there any 1 that can help me out on wat to say or wat not to say to a female so i can accomplish this cuz normally it take about a wk or 2 but now im feeened out not sayin ima dog or anything cuz im not but i just wana get it quicker u know so give me some lines and nothin that wont work on u holla

Twas' The Night Before Xmas(adult Version)
: Twas the night before Christmas, and God it was neat. The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat. The doors were all bolted, the phone off the hook, It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. : Momma in her teddy and I in the nude, Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube. When out on the lawn there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner, and momma went dry. : Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt. : When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangy reindeer. With a fat little driver, half out of the sled, A sock in his ear and a bra on his head. : Sure as I'm speaking, he was high as a kite, And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Woa Shithead, woa Asshole, woa Stupid, woa Putz, Either slow down this rig or I'll cut off your nuts. crash : His suit

How I Work On Here....
THIS IS JUST FYI. THIS IS TO LET PEOPLE KNOW HOW I DO THINGS ON HERE. I SURF THE SITE AND FIND PEOPLE THAT I WANT TO ADD. I CHECK OUT MANY PAGES BUT I DON'T REQUEST EVERYONE. SOMETHING ON YOUR PAGE HAS TO CATCH MY ATTENTION. MAYBE ITS YOUR NAME, OR A COOL PIC, OR SOMETHING YOU WROTE ON YOUR PAGE. BUT EVERY PAGE IS VISIT, I RATE. EVEN IF I DON'T REQUEST YOU. ONCE I REQUEST YOU I WAIT UNTIL YOU ADD ME THEN I COME AND RATE ALL YOUR PICS. I DON'T COMMENT ON A LOT OF PICS. JUST NOT MY STYLE. BUT IT ALSO LEAVES ME AN OPPORTUNITY TO COME BACK LATER AND FIND A PIC ON YOUR PAGE TO COMMENT ON. SO KNOW YOU KNOW

Today I Share
Between "let's get married tomorrow" & "let's get naked tonight" I seem to meet two types of women lately: Those who, almost from that first cup of check-you-out coffee, want to settle in and settle down; and those who want to hand me their panties under the table at Starbucks. Well look, I've done the settle-down thing before, and I will again, but I'm not there yet. And being a normal male, I find it hard to object to the "here's my wet panties, tell me your name again" thing, So, what's in the middle? I would like to meet someone fun, have lots of interesting conversations, go see movies and listen to music and ride my harley with, eat cool food, travel to cool places,and yeah, spend a lot of time naked. In all honesty, though, I really don't want to marry right now. That is, I don't want to marry anybody right now. But NSA is too far to the other extreme. If you're in your 30s or 40s and you'd like a part-time partner, one who understands your busy life and

My Poems! Tell Me What Ya Think Please :-)
COMMENT PLEASE! I WANNA KNOW ANYTHING THAT COULD MAKE THESE BETTER! :-) Yesterdays Mile As i Lay here on the silky green layer, I embrace the magic of love deprived of me, hold me tight, seeing through my lonely amber eyes reflecting the pinnaple sunsets that ripple throut my face, The desired power over comes the erotic sin that only reflects yestersdays mile Loves Pathway love has no name, all just one big game, just another unforgetable stab, you look back at and sob, when you come to find it was all a joke the insanity takes all control, despite all my efforts, i plead to god to heal my shattered soul, please take these holes out of my heart, as if i am the moon, crated and incomplete, sufficated by the abysmal clouds i seek my way through just to find another path on the otherside Through My Eyes Deticated To: Ron-my boyfriend these ters grow stale beneathe my eyes as my desrie for life quietly dies, my heart grows

Don't!
Don't tell me you'll save me before you walk away. Don't tell me you love me if your not gonna stay. Don't tell me the things that will make me stay. Don't tell me the like it will be ok. Don't tell me it will be fun if you only want to lay. Don't tell me the things that I don't want to say.

Don't Let Me Go!
When you look at me, what do you see? When I look at you, I don't see a fool. I see you changeing and growing. I see your eyes fill with truth as the tears start flowing. I see you try to push everyone away Please don't let me go today! Reason is not on your side, But don't let down your pride. Stay here with me awhile, until you see, Your not the only one not free!

How Good In Bed
How Good In Bed Are You?Congratulations, according to our experts, you scored : 92% which makes you ExcellentYou are an expert in the bedroom. You know how to please your partner and keep them coming back and begging for moreHow Good In Bed Are You, find out at NaughtyQ.com

Denise
Which Positive Quality Are You? Your Result: Friendship You are Friendship. Friends are those who can be counted upon in times of need. Friends are those who share in your joys and your sorrows. Friendship unites us with others beyond family and brings happiness and comfort to our lives. "Friendship is a single soul dwelling in two bodies."Charity Faith Love Courage Peace Which Positive Quality Are You?

Humility
Humility is perpetual quietness of heart. It is to have no trouble. It is never to be fretted or vexed, irritable or sore; to wonder nothing that is done to me, to feel nothing done against me. It is to be at rest when nobody praises me, and when I am blamed or despised, it is to have a blessed home in myself where I can go in and shut the door and kneel to my Father in secret and be at peace, as in a deep sea of calmness, when all around and about is seeming trouble.

Emma Facts Again
i AM the now or never kind. i am also an all or nothing girl i try to think in more than just black and white terms.... but i usually fail i'm selfish. i'm one of the most stubborn people on earth. i get jealous easily. i let me thouhts get the best of me. and i will let your thoughts get the best of me as well melodramatic is what i am trival conversations are great unless i get tired of them and just feel like i NEED more from a person. i get hurt easy. ":porcelain doll" is a nickname of mine for just that reason its really easy for me to be bitchy to someone once they hurt me. if i still play nice after then you win. i sing in the shower. i also sing c hristmas songs all year round you have to be sstraight up with me. sugar coating things is against the rules. it;s best to tell me how you feel if not i will bug you till i find out when im scared i get cranky. when i worry i get cranky. when im nervous i get cranky. i only write emma facts when i'm sad.

My Sweet Revenge, Will Be Yours, For The Taking...
Poisoning a drink, Bleeding in a sink Choking with a link, Killing with a stink Just your mother's HO Bleeding in a sink, Poisoning a drink Burning up My sweet Clementine Trampling a shrink, Bleeding in a sink Hallelujah wink , Getting on the brink Just your mother's HO Hallelujah wink, Murdering a shrink Burning up On my sweet revenge Will be yours for the taking It's in the making baby, aaaaaahhh My sweet revenge Will be yours, for the taking It's in the making baby, aaaaaahhh Killing with a stink, Bleeding in a sink Poisoning a drink, Getting on the brink Just your mother's HO Bleeding in a sink, Trampling a shrink Burning up My sweet Clementine Poisoning a drink, Bleeding in a sink Choking with a link, Killing with a stink Just your mother's HO Poisoning a drink, Bleeding in a sink Burning up On my sweet revenge Will be yours, for the taking It's in the making baby, aaaaahhh My sweet revenge Will be yours, for the taking It's in the

House Renovation Headaches!
God it's a nightmare!! Save me from Double-glazing salesmen! First you have to be brave enough to actually ring them (OMG now they have my phone number, they will never leave me alone....Noooooo!!) Secondly you need to know exactly what you want, and stand your ground, once the salesman is through the front door! 1 x Light Oak Bay window 1 x Light Oak Bedroom window 1 x Light Oak Front door with Top Light "That will be fine thank you - No I don't want the rear windows doing! No thats what the pile of glass blocks are for! Nooo Trust me when I say I don't require new back windows, I'm taking 3 of them out, bricking one up and replacing 2 with Glass Blocks, Yes, very trendy! ... No, No I don't want a conservatory, I need planning permission, no seriously I already have an extension, so have to get planning permission!... yes I understand that could be a problem...." Sheesh!! Thirdly, you have to hope and pray that once you've signed the piece of paper that says; YES your

Thinking Of Starting What Is Pretty Much Your Own Business!
Well 1st off I hope everyone had a wounderful thanksgiving. We did despit the snow keeping us home. We didnt get to see my sister and her family which compleatly sucks We were looking forward to that. Ok anyway to the point of this blog lol I have been thinking latly that i need to would rather do somthing I like and possibly make more money If I put the time in to makeing it worth it which I an willing to do:)I want to start my own business as a Mary kay consatant :) It fun the products are great and there is always new things to try ! Right now I work for daiy Queen which is fun in its own, but making 7.75 sucks, I would so rather do something that is on my time and lets me be home with my kids more :) You get to sell makeup and other things and you also get to have partys which are fun and meet alot of new ppl So if I get the 109.00 together to stat this I'm going to It will be a wounderful new oppertunity and lots of fun. well hope you all have a nice day!

Door To Door
Helen Argyll walked smartly up the front walk, up the three stairs, and firmly pressed the doorbell button and waited for someone to answer. It was midmorning, and for a lingerie sales woman, this was one of the best times of the day to catch the lady of the house. Usually her husband and kids were off to work and school, and she had already had time to clean up the kitchen and make the beds, and by now was usually ready to take a coffee break. Helen listened intently for signs of life behind the thick front door, and seconds later she could hear foot steps approaching rapidly. The door swung open and a tall brunette of about twenty five or so said, "May I help you?" Helen, sticking out here business card quickly introduced herself and stepped inside the vestibule and then explained, "I represent the "Ultra Woman" lingerie company and I am canvassing the area, showing ladies our new fall line, I'm sure that I have some things that would be of interest to you, may I please come in!?!" T

I Tried To Tell You!!
I tried to tell you I love you but the words were hard to find. I'm always thinking about you you're the only one on my mind. Oh why do I act so shy forever hiding my face I should learn to laugh and not to cry put yourself in my place. There were times I tried to kiss you but something told me no. You wanted me to hold you but I kept letting you go. I'm afraid that I am not the guy you've searched for all these years. I will kindly leave now don't you cry try to hold back your tears. It's been so long I haven't seen you for quite awhile When I think of how we me met it only brings back your smile. I remember when I held you then and told you we'd never part I loved you then I love you now and I'll hold you in my heart.

Last Child Support Check!!!
LAST CHILD SUPPORT CHECK!!! > > > > Today be my baby girl's 18th birthday I be so glad that dis be my last >child support payment! Month after month, year after year, all dose damn >payments! So I call my baby girl, LaKeesha, to come to my house, and when >she get here, I say, "Baby girl, I want you to take dis check over to yo >momma house and tell her dis be the last check she ever be gettin' from >me, and I want you to come back and tell me the 'spression on yo mama's >face." > > So, my baby girl take the check over to her momma. I be anxious to hear >what she say, and bout the 'spression on her face. Baby girl walk Through >the door, I say, "Now what yo momma say 'bout that?" She say to tell you >that "you ain't my daddy" .... and watch the 'spression on yo face"!!! > > SCROLL DOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! > > > > > >

For U Sweets
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WIL

And Sit Back
A man like me that has a lot of power will never have the power of changing a woman’s mental/emotional facility at all. I deserve no better than just staying put and learning from my actions with the girl that I am loving for the very moment it runs out almost nothing can fill your heart the same way she has filled it. When tears fall down from the sky they call it the rain/snow/sleet, but when tears fall down from your face I call it an ice floe/snow flake because it shines and shimmers like the moon that reflects back to the water to your shimmering eyes. Love that flows is love that will meet its ends and ebbs into the mouth of paradise.

Its Happening Again
Thoughts Swimming in an ocean of thoughts. More thoughts keep pouring in, like an endless rain. All scattering in different directions. I try to sort them out, but they get jumbled, like pieces to a puzzle. The more I sort the more jumbled they become. Till its one big wave of thought. Waves of thoughts keep building up. Crashing one by one into each other. The storm builds, as the waves grow higher, and higher. As they crash down, they pound against my skull. With ever increasing intensity. This is a poem from my high school yrs so dont mind it so much Copyrighted by Erin Tomasek

Gothic America: Narrative, History, And Nation
“Claiming that the gothic is intensely engaged with historical concerns, this study contests traditional asseessments that classify it as an escapist form. Instead of fleeing reality, the gothic registers its culture's contraditions, presenting a distorted, not a disengaged, version of reality. While this study addresses a number of sites of historical horror—revolution, Indian massacre, the transformation of the marketplace—it is especially concerned with how slavery haunts the American gothic.” Goddu, Teresa A. Gothic America: Narrative, History, and Nation. New York: Columbia UP, 1997.

The Road Not Taken
wrote by robert frost Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveler, long I stood And looked down one as far as I could To where it bent in the undergrowth; Then took the other, as just as fair, And having perhaps the better claim, Because it is grassy and wanted wear; Though as for that the passing there Had worn them really about the same, And both that morning equally lay In leaves no step had trodden black. Oh, I kept the first for another day! Yet knowing how way leads onto way, I doubted if I should ever come back. I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I - I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference.

Blog From Jenn Off Of Myspace Nov 29th 2006
< Back home | Subscribe | rss | add to blog group | sign out Jenn Last Updated: Nov 21, 2006 Send Message Instant Message Email to a Friend Subscribe Invite to My Blog Gender: Female Status: In a Relationship Age: 25 Sign: Pisces City: Middleburg State: FLORIDA Country: US Signup Date: 03/21/06 Tuesday, November 28, 2006 This is hard. Current mood: sad It is very sad. Everyday I have to watch Steven hurt more and more because his bitch of an ex won't let him see his kids at all. She won't even let him talk to them. He has tried to call her for the past week trying to get in touch with his kids. She didn't even have the gall to let them talk to him on Thanksgiving. So while she and everyone else was sitting down with they families eating dinner Steven was wishing he could just speak with his kids. He even called her mother to try to get them to talk her into letting him talk to them. Because of her hate for me she wi

Dancing In The Rain Alone
Dancing in the rain alone leaves me wet and cold I dream of the last dance with you holding me close On summer’s soft breezes smelling sweet pheromones I can almost sense you by my side, though reality says we’re in different time zones Sweet strawberry wine upon your sensuous pink lips, I long to taste the fruit of the vine as I hold two crystal cups take two solo sips Delighting in poetic verse upon lines as we converse are not enough to fill the void Longing for closer whispers as I love you The past has left scars though you bring out stars in my eyes I’ve heard your manly voice and quickly made the choice that without you a life of cloudy skies Star light star bright wish I may wish I might have you in my arms one night

Oooooooooooh, It Was The Best Time That I Can Remember.........
Say baby you been lookin' real good You know that I remember when we met ItæŠ¯ funny how I never felt so good It's a feelin' that I know I know I'll never forget Ooh it was the best time I can remember Ooh and the love we shared - is lovin' that'll last forever There wasn't much in this heart of mine There was a little left and babe you found it It's funny how I never felt so high It's a feelin' that I know I know I'll never forget Ooh it was the best time I can remember Ooh and the love we shared - is lovin' that'll last forever I think about you Honey all the time my heart says yes I think about you Deep inside I love you best I think about you You know you're the one I want I think about you Darlin' you're the only one I think about you I think about you You know that I do I think about you All with love - only you I think about you Ooh, itæŠ¯ true I think about you Ooh, yes I do Somethin' changed in this heart of mine An' you know that I'm

When Your Heart Is All I Need...
When I wake up in the morning, I automatically check my cell phone to see if anyone's cared enough to text me through the night... or maybe, just maybe, someone called while I was asleep... Doesn't happen very often... but I crave knowing that someone cares about me. The past few months I've had a HUGE issue trusting people. I met someone recently thats changed the outlook I have on alot of things... you know who you are... and I haven't put all my faith into you. And for that, I'm very sorry. My past decisions proved to be the wrong ones, and I absolutely do NOT want to make those decisions again. I want to move forward with COLORFUL state of mind... and be happy for each breath. You, have made me realize that I am a good person!!! You have brought laughter back into my soul! And made my eyes sparkle with Love again! I know tonight was a little messed up and I was hasty in guessing what happened, when that wasn't in fact true. Its those past events that have given me those thou

Memories Of A Woman Pleasure ...3b
I, struggling faintly, could not help feeling what I could not grasp, a column of the whitest ivory, beautifully streak'd with blue veins, and carrying, fully uncapt, a head of the liveliest vermilion: no horn could be harder or stiffer; yet no velvet more smooth or delicious to the touch. Presently he guided my hand lower, to that part in which nature and pleasure keep their stores in concert, so aptly fasten'd and hung on to the root of their first instrument and minister, that not improperly he might be styl'd their purse-bearer too: there he made me feel distinctly, through their soft cover, the contents, a pair of roundish balls, that seem'd to play within, and elude all pressure but the tenderest, from without. But now this visit of my soft warm hand in those so sensible parts had put every thing into such ungovernable fury that, disdaining all further preluding, and taking ad- vantage of my commodious posture, he made the storm fall where I scarce patie

I'm Too Big To Cry
I never stopped to realize How lonely I would be I never thought the day would come When you'd grow tired of me Your voice was never sweeter Than the day you said goodbye You'll never know how much it hurt Because I'm too big to cry If I knew then what I know now You'd still be kissing me Instead there's someone else's lips Where mine used to be I say hello and wish you well Each time I pass you by But you'll never know how much it hurt Because I'm too big to cry You never looked so wonderful As the day you walked away I used to say, "I love you" But that I could not say I can't forget you darlin' No matter how much I try You'll never know how much it hurt Because I'm too big to cry

Nothig Good Or Worth A Look,go Read Eles Where!!
Just go with the flow they say!! One half says don't say it!! One half says scream it!! One half says everything happens for a reason!! One half says things happen only when you make them. One half screams shut up!! One half say run!! One half says stay!! but are any of these half me? Been bossed around,push down,throw away,yet they all come back to me. wonder if any of these halfs care anymore about me. or are they so blind that all they see is their self. which is not all their fault, thats all i show when you look at me,is yourself. even they parts of you that you know where there but didn't want to face them. So who is who in all these muck!!

So It Begins
Good morning to one and all! My daily greetings to my friends were starting to take up the whole day. So, I'm going to try doing a general greeting once a day to everyone. I will continue to do individual greetings, too; but don't feel badly if I don't get to you every day! I will try to cycle though all of you, so no one feels left out!! In time, I will post some of my poetry in a separate blog. Hadn't written poetry since I HAD to in high school. Now I seem to be waking up about 1 a.m. with lines of poetry going through my head. Very strange. But I've learned to let the spirit lead where it will and I am keeping a notebook for my poetry now! Some of my friends here are incredible poets and lyricists. My humble scribblings are not of that caliber in the least! Quite a bit of my poetry is very personal, dealing with issues brought up by recognition of past life companions. Yes, I believe in past lives. Please don't give me any grief regarding this! I believe in many things that are

Lookin For Old Friends
Dont know if anyone will have a clue about any of these folks but you can never tell. While I was growing up my family lived in Ramstein AFB and a bunch of people I met there I have lost contact with and would very much like to find or at least get a chance to talk with 'em. This would be for folks that lived in Ramstein from about 1960-1964, off the top of my head I can tink of "Babs Burke" Barbara whose Dad was stationed to Alaska during this time. If ayone knows someone that fits this description I would really like to talk to this woman. thanks Boats "S L Johnson"

Last One Of The Day
looks like i've screwed up too much today to really talk to anyone...fuck. mayb i AM too messed up for my own good...in which case, wouldnt it be better if i didnt exist anymore? wouldn't it be better? i'm sure you wouldnt miss me...no one will.

Oral Pleasure
Releave yourself I'll relieve you How I'll do it You'll find out Take off your clothes I kiss your lips Neck Chest Stomach Hips Thighs And then Your head My tip of my tongue Slowly licking Your head and shaft I go in deeper I hit that nerve I feel your body Somewhat convulse Your head is against the wall While your dick is in my mouth Teeth slowly gnawing Gently arousing Sucking harder All the way down Then back up And Down Up Down Licking Sucking Biting Faster Faster Faster Harder Harder And harder You climax and grin While I swallow

Daddy Wont Be Coming Home
Daddy Won't Be Coming Home A Powerful Poem Author Unknown It was late one Tuesday evening, Before a mother could sit down, To tell her only child about The terror that hit downtown. She looked into the eyes of her son God, she loved him so, She felt her heart begin to break And the hurt begin to show. She gathered all her strength and courage, as her story she began to tell. "Baby don't cry, but I'm afraid daddy Might be under a building that fell." The boy looked back at his mother, His eyes made not one blink. And the mother's tears began to fall. What would her baby think? You see, his dad is a firefighter, And his hero from the day of his birth. He loved his dad more than anything else That could ever inherit this earth. The mother's head began to drop, Her forehead resting on palm. She thought her son would be upset. Instead, he was very calm. The boy leaned over towards his mom, And put his hand upon her head. In her ear

Rainy Night
The weather today is no different from me, Rain falls heavily… Like tears in my eyes it flows constantly. I tried to hold them back but can’t control, Teardrop by teardrop each of them falls Rolling down my cheeks As water cascades down the streets. I have been like this the past few days, Wandering…. But, never to places. Looking back as I progressed farther, Realizing I was a fool like no other. Here I am in the dark still groping, Hoping and wishing You’ll come back again!

Picture Pages And Model Fun
Hi every one and happy monday. Today I edited out some old photos to make room for new and put old new photos in there proper places. Yesterday I Had a very fun photo shoot with a very nice model named alexis malone an ex adult film star she did a very nice nude shoot with me. May work with her again in future. I am almost over being sick as well.

Dating Younger Women, How To Be "cocky & Funny"
Dating Younger Women, How To Be "Cocky & Funny" >I get a lot of questions about how I learned to be successful with women and dating... so I took the time to write out my story, plus add some good tips and tricks... along with some great descriptions and video clips of all my different audio and video programs. If you want to see it all, then go check this out: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/ ***SUCCESS STORY*** Davie D, I have had your book and newsletters for almost 2 years. Yesterday I sent away for your advanced series. Your material is quality and obviously the way to go (I'm ridiculously cheap and I wouldnt have spent the extra money on the advanced series if i knew it wouldnt work) My most recent story goes like this: I was working and met some female (9.0 on my scale) exactly the type of face i like. She had a hard- to-get personality. I teased her and had some good conversation for a few minutes. She had to go bu

Silenced Questions
Why don’t your eyes just look Without drawning in everlasting guilt? Dead promises my dear Why? No one last kiss no one last glance When my love When do nightmares become dreams? When do you betray Your death? When did you leave us Why? No more silent questions Darnkess stirs into long forgotten answers How? No more memories Chasing you to death Vague shades death conscripted you An army of decaying dreamers They left They just just and only Left Bullets of sorrow Are suffocating my thoughts Take them don’t leave Give the war just stay I can still hold you raise us to the sky Though you've already left Though you're already gone I used to remember I used to feel every even more Beat of your heart The one thing I feel now Struggling dancing My mind fights in your war No more icy glances please How can your eyes go Where I cannot follow you? How can you dance Without Moving a single foot? How my dear How can you leave me

*my Pet Peeve*
You hate gossipers! Your biggest pet peeve is gossip. Gossipers are vapid. They have nothing better to do than spread gossip about other people and stick their nose where it doesn’t belong. Can’t they just get a life? Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

In My Head
When she hides her eyes at night/ lays in the darkness and cries/ I often wonder why she doesnt come to me/ and let me hold her safe in my arms/ far away from his twisted charms/ and the sick mind of him that kills her from within slowly day by day/ there's nothing though that we can say/ to make her walk away from him/ this rage boils within me deeply/ he needs to die so sweetly by my hands/ he isn't really a man/ just a monster hidden in skin/ the devil incarnate you'll find within him/ and his face I hate with the passion of God...

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?
What Your Sleeping Position Says You are calm and rational. You are also giving and kind - a great friend. You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games. What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

Well Wishes For Micah
I want to thank all those who sent prayers and well wishes for My grandson i really appreciate it with all my heart i havent heard anything more but will start posting a daily blog on anything i have heard for all those who want to know how he is doing

Im Going To Be Away For A While
HI all you wonderful Kind folks Just wanted to leave you a note to let you know im going to be away for a while im having back surgery on dec 12 and i wont get to be here alot .Please know if you leave me a message i will respond as soon as i possibly can, and I hope you all have a wonderful holiday season and may the new year bring you every wish and dream you hold, please take care and talk to you soon....Angel :)

Im Crying
hey peeps it jeff, rubys bro. my gf is going out with her EX i dont know why she said that he misses her and she fell for it! i need help! if u want to talk to her her hotmail is ambersteffl@hotmail i need ur help people

Faking It?
Every guy has his ego sky high at the time his girl is moaning loud during any sexual encounter. Have you ever asked yourself if she is faking it? Well let me tell you that most of the women will admit that at one or another time they faked an orgasm. The common question for men is: how am I able to know if she is faking it or not? Try to follow the following signals and tips so you know what to do about it. She might be trying not to hurt your ego when you are not able to perform. Try to know how much alcohol she got because believe it or not this is an amazing downer. Another possibility is her perceived expectations of you and sex. She may feel that she’s disappointing you if she doesn’t come. Your girl might be simply distracted having a long conversation into her own mind or she is tired. These are the signs that you need to look for in order to know if she is a faker: 1.A woman can not fake lubrication. If you find dryness when you touch her; she is not

My Eyes
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion83%Diamond Eyes67%Mysterious58%Eyes full of Pain17%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Well Byezzz
So leave me some love here or You can call my Voice mail thingy.... its on my profile.., speak clear and leave the # so i can call you back lolz Im hella bored in Dallas NC EWWWWW... but yeah call! lolzz miss yahzzzz. Xoxo Beejay ♥

Not Much Better
She is still very ill. The after hours nurse thinks she has Strep and that the office somehow missed it. We will find out for sure tomorrow morning when the second test comes back. Right now I'm just trying to make her comfortable. Having a child that is so sick and miserable takes it all out of you. Especially when they are usually so energetic and chipper. She has been on the couch under a blanket for the most part of the past 72 hours. More good thoughts/vibes if you can spare em. :o) ***kisses*** Sam

Love Spell
Your love is crashing through my veins. I feel this way every time it rains. Pink candles fill my surroundings. Thoughts of you race inside my head, as I begin grounding. It’s that kiss I can’t resist..... It’s that smile that drives me wild..... It’s that look that’s got me hooked..... In your eyes I’m mesmerized..... In your arms I fear no harm....... From a glance I’m in a trance..... From your voice I have choice..... This lust feels different this time, You somehow possess my mind. There’s some sweet magick in the way you hold me, Powers of the universe go crazy, as if we were meant to be. Falling night breathed in the dark of the affair. The shadows in the sky were dancing in the air. Trying to capture our hearts, the planets were on our side within our composite charts. I knew you once before, whether here or in a dream. I want you to show me what they mean. I want to surrender my body to your every need and desire,

Thanksgiving Poem Continued
i think about you every day often times i just sit and reminisce i just wanted to say something short something sweet and something calm well i'll talk to you again soon happy thanksgiving to you sweet sweet mom. written by: my niece-in-law.

Tattoo Body Suits Contest
TheRH@ CherryTAP Ok I love watching Miami Ink, and that got me thiking of a different type of of ink contest. That said I'd like to hold a Tattoo body suit contest. If you are interested let me know. RH

Trying To Make Since
I have things on my mind and my head feels like it will explode if i do not say it. If its either saying it aloud or writing it down. I often wondered what dreams are. I wonder if they are signs of things to come or something from your past lives. What do they mean is my real question. I have been have having wierd ones as you can read on the past blogs. Some of them i remember but some of them i do not. I have had some that are like premanitions. A week later and someone would say exactly what they said in dream I had. I wonder if ne one truly knows what dreams mean, I would like to know so I can make since of mine. Well for another day good bye and good night and oh yeah sweet dreams.

Dec 8 A Day Of Forgiveness
Ono, 73, says she did not know whether she was "ready yet to forgive the one who pulled the trigger". But in a full-page advert published in newspapers around the world today, she says: "Every year, let`s make December 8 the day to ask for forgiveness from those who suffered the insufferable." She adds: "Thank you for your undying love for John and also for your concern for me on this tragic anniversary. "This year, though, on December 8th, while we remember John, I would also like us to focus on sending the following messages to the millions of people suffering around the world. "To the people who have also lost loved ones without cause: forgive us for having been unable to stop the tragedy. We pray for the wounds to heal." "To the soldiers of all countries and of all centuries, who were maimed for life, or who lost their lives: forgive us for our misjudgments and what happened as a result of them." "I am sure all victims of violent crimes feel as I do. But healing is

Hey All
Hey everyone!! Hope everyone is well....Sorry i have'nt written anyone, posted any comments, etc....but i was in a relly bad car accident and am just now able to get back on here.......Last week, I wrecked my truck. It was really bad....the truck looks horrible.....It was the Grace of God that let me live threw it, really!!!!I am bruized and etc...and have a VERY sore collar bone and a broke back......But i consider myself lucky...If you could see my truck, you would wonder how the hell i got out of it alive...So i am thankful to be on here tonight to say hello again, to everyone....Wish me luck on a good and speedy recovery......

What Angle Are You
What Angel Are You? Fire AngelHee Hee hello friend, you share domain, for i'm a Fire angel as well, but anyways ...You are a fire angel.it take only a little effort on somone's part, or a well placed comment to stoak our anger up.Not many animals like to get really close to fire, but Salamanders and Dragons love us to pieces.We like warm, and hot colours, like Reds and Oranges, pinks somtimes.We can also be enormous flirts, although I deny outright that I flirt at all.Fire tends to be more mature and other angels, since we know the dangers overplayfulness can cause.but if we are around the correct Sister, we can be talked and prodded into outragious funtimes :DTake The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

The Best Friends On Earth
I HAVE THE BEST FRIENDS ON EARTH I AM THE MOST BLESSED MOST LUCKY MAN ON EARTH TO HAVE EACH OF YOU FOR A FRIEND I LOVE EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU I HOPE SOON TO HAVE MY OTHER COMPUTER FIXED SO I CAN COME BACK AND NOT BE ON THIS ONE THAT LOCKS UP ALL THE TIME JUST HANG IN THERE WITH ME I WILL RETURN I LOVE YOU ALL AND NEVER FORGET THAT

True Friend
TRUE FRIEND When things got bad you held me tight put your arms around me and made it alright you hung around for a really long while you made me laugh when it hurt to smile when he left you let me cry you made it easy to tell him goodbye you kicked his a** when i was hurt and never let him treat me like dirt when he dropped my heart you picked it up dusted it off and blew it back up you held my head up and dried my tears i will remember you all of my years he picked up and left so very fast but you are my friend to the very last. ---------------------------------------- *this is dedicated to my friends, who stuck by me, even though i had sometimes ignored them to be with a guy, never let a guy come between you and your friends*NEVER*

What I Think About Emo
Dont worry this isnt a chainmail (sorry to disappoint you emo crackheads). This is an original post by Chris D. I've been lookin around lately on myspace and the real world, (cuz i dont stay online all day long postin up pictures of me "hating my life" like some of you emo bitches out there) and ive noticed that the younger generation has gone completely emo a.k.a. gay. Now granted i may not be older than some of the pubescent retards running around whining and bitching about how life sucks and how they are sooo "depressed", but still you cant honestly tell me that you dont see it coming. Songs about how they've been hurt by people the "love" and blah blah blah.. just pisses me off. If you really hate life as much as you say you do... why dont you just do everyone around you a fuckin favor and kill yourself? trust me no ones gonna care. (AND NO ONE IS GOING TO WRITE A FUCKIN SONG ABOUT IT EITHER... u fuckin faggots) For those of you who are wondering why I am being so hosti

Thick Sexy Pic Haters
Is it just me but I been on cherry tap all day trying to see why some of my pix was flagged. The other I know why but did not know about this hold flaggin thing. As I looked around I notice most of the skinny girls can show and do just about anything on here but if you thick, have your own real boobie, and booty they flag and take your pic down. As u can see im just a little upset by that.

I'm Clickin' 35
Ok people.....I'm going to click 35 on Sunday Dec. 17th. Most people would think that this would upset me. No not in the least. I am proud to have made this far in my life. I have a great family, good friends, a decent job and 2 wonderful children. The only thing missing is "LOVE." I figure that will come in time so until then I will celebrate my grey hair(it's saving me money at the hair salon) and my laugh lines becuase both of those things show that I have been living my life and I have been pretty happy in the process.

Lol I Just Spend 319 500 Cb !! You All So Deserve The Gifts !! Xoxoxo Thank You So Much For Joining Cherrytap Santa Claus & Mom Contest !! Ttyl
ROCK STAR ENGLA's sent gifts Seasonal & Specials: 256 Love & Friendship: 363 Party Time: 243 Spicy Gifts: 24 V.I.C.: 10 The last 500 gifts. CHERRYTAP SANTA CLAUS WINNER = 1ST PRIZE = Egg Nog sent to corky1952 on Mon Dec 11, 2:58 pm Dozen Roses sent to corky1952 on Mon Dec 11, 2:58 pm Silver Motorcycle sent to corky1952 on Mon Dec 11, 2:57 pm 2ND PRIZE = Egg Nog sent to Tomcat .. Can't leave his friends! LOL on Mon Dec 11, 3:03 pm Dozen Roses sent to Tomcat .. Can't leave his friends! LOL on Mon Dec 11, 3:03 pm Rolex sent to Tomcat .. Can't leave his friends! LOL on Mon Dec 11, 3:02 pm 3RD PRIZE = Egg Nog sent to sexman60 on Mon Dec 11, 3:07 pm Dozen Roses sent to sexman60 on Mon Dec 11, 3:06 pm Men's Ring sent to sexman60 on Mon Dec 11, 3:05 pm SANTA MOM CONTEST = 1ST PRIZE = Egg Nog sent to Jen angelshadrach on Mon Dec 11, 4:07 pm Dozen Roses sent to Jen angelshadrach on Mon Dec 11, 4:07 pm Silver Motorcycle sent to Je

Why Im Called Dopey.
Some Strengths which Dopey may exhibit in a Group Meeting: Dopey is very flexible, has a simple sense of humor which he uses in tense situations. Dopey is good on the physical plane, he like to be active and exercise, work well with his hands and is able to master tools with ease. Dopey is resourceful and take care of the group by neutralizing tension. Dopey is good attention payer. Dopey is very aware of his senses, the way things look, taste, feel, and smell. Dopey is a kind, gentle, and sensitive in his dealings with people. Dopey tends to be an animal lover and appreciate the beauty of nature. Dopey is original and independent in his view of the world. While he come across as being carefree and lighthearted, he actually takes life very seriously, although he is uncomfortable with theorizing. Good at looking for practical applications. Dopeys has no desire to lead or control others, but feels compelled to interact when people he care about may be hurt. Dopey t

What Does You Birth Date Mean?
Your Birthdate: April 24 For you, love is a natural progression from friendship. You are almost always friends first. In love, you are loyal, steady, and honest. You are not a cheater or even much of a flirt. You are likely to stay friends with your ex... and open to rekindling something in the future. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1 You are most compatible with people born on the 6th, 15th, and 24th of the month. What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

Empty Word
He says the words..."I love you.", at least twenty times a day. He speaks the words by rote... when there is nothing else to say. He holds them out like a badge, to somehow defend his right... To own me, hurt me, control me, and use me in the night. He speaks those empty words, to break the awful silence. Ignoring our long dead love, clinging to the marriage license. He speaks the words from habit, I hear the words with shame. He talks about our children, our duties, but not about our pain.

Pheobe
Hey guys, I entered my cat pheobe in a cutest pet contest. I would totally appreciate it if you guys could come help her win, The winner is the one with the most comments so please if you could stop by and comment bomb her. We are pretty much neck in neck with one other person and I really want my kitty to win. I always try and help others when I can so if any of you could help me I thank you in advance.

Awesome Night!!
Wow was I ever blown away last night!! It was my first time ever seeing Rancid in concert and it fuckin' rocked!! It was at the Koolhaus in Toronto and the line-up moved pretty darned smoothly. The only things that concerned the security guards were the chains on my wallet, though they did check my bag there was nothing to concern them, hell I was even carrying a disposable camera. So after coat checks I waited in a line (if you could call it a line, more like a swarm of people in front of a small merch table...lol) anyhow when I got my chance I bought a Rancid picture disc (Time Won't Wait) for $10. After that it was time to go in before a local Toronto band started the show off. They played for about half an hour (LOL....they even sang one song from Gogol Bordello). Next on the line-up was The Planet Smashers. A really awesome ska band and got us into the mood by singing an Operation Ivy song. They were on stage for about 45 minutes. Then the time came for Rancid t

Random Thoughts
As this holiday season approaches i can only help but wonder............when is this shit over!!! traffic, rude people and just all around idiots seem to be taking over the earth!! The time for action is now!!!! National statistics say that 1 in 5 people is an idiot. Find 4 other people and figure out who the idiot is. If you cant figure it out then guess what...its you!! Now that i have my little babbling sound bite out there...............just chillin out and workin. Keep ya drama fo ya momma and remember this immortal saying............why cant we all just smoke a bong?

Everything Has A Gender
EVERYTHING HAS A GENDER You may not know this but many non living things havea gender. Ziploc Bags are Male, because they hold everything in, but you can see right through them. Copiers are Female, because once turned off; it takes a while to warm them up again. It's an effective reproductive device if the right buttons are pushed,but can wreak havoc if the wrong buttons are pushed. A Tire is Male, because it goes bald and it's oftenover-inflated. A Hot Air Balloon is Male, because, to get it to go anywhere, you have to light a fire under it, and of course, there's the hot air part. Sponges are Female, because they're soft,squeezable and retain water. A Web Page is Female, because it's always getting hit on. A Subway is Male, because it uses the same oldlines to pick people up. An Hourglass is Female, because over time, theweight shifts to the bottom. A Hammer is Male , because it hasn't changed muchover the last 5,000 years, but it's handy to have ar

40 Random Questions ........
These are supposedly 40 questions no one would EVER think to ask. Answer them with what comes to mind first. 1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you said? "Omg ! i need to go to bed earler lol 2. When is the next time you will make out? I have no idea.... sob sob! 3. What's a word that rhymes with "LUCK"? Um er muck !! 4. What's your favorite planet? MARS ... I think its cos i love the colour lol 5. Who's the 4th person on your missed calls list? My sister in law 6. What is your favorite ring tone on your phone? Don't know the name of it but it's a mellow instrumental tune, it's very relaxing lol 7. What shirt are you wearing right now? Light blue one, it's fleecy on the inside all warm and snuggly lol. "quote from Wimsey" AND NUMBER 8 WENT....? Apparently it's off in a dark room gettin' some nookie! ... again I ask "WHATS NOOKIE?!" I know what nookie means lol 9. Name the brand of shoes you're c

Day 3 So Far So Good!
so far so good ..today is day 3, been putting in my traz by trail and error! more error than ever LOL! well, am still a roadkill..and still cant rate or become someone's fan ....gosh! how long do i still have to be a roadkill! tried referring friends over here lol to lure in some cherry points but no avail..geeess... so, gonna rest awhile and hop to the movies wth me boys for the preview of "eragon" something about a Dragon..hopefully I dont fall asleep and let the Dragon fire up my Butt!!!!!

Pit Bulls Dont Cry
I see the children in the lane They look like friends, we'll have a game They've got a stick, oh boy, what fun They'll throw it for me and I'll run But someone stops me, I wonder why their mother screams? Don't go near those horrid dogs, come here, come close They're dangerous - I'll tell you why They bite children and they die! All I can do is watch and sigh Cause now I know that Pit Bulls don't cry Mom cuddles me up and says "My pet, We love you dearly so don't you fret" But I love everyone out there Why can't they love me? I do care I wish they weren't made to pass me by I'm a Pit Bull, I don't cry I sit behind my padlocked gate From early morn til quite late When I go out it's quite late When I go out it's on a lead Is mine the only heart to bleed? I'm held in check as the world goes by I wish the Pit Bull heart could cry There are some dogs, and also men Who cannot tell a foe from a friend So all o

~the Real Me~
You know what I let you know, I show only what I want to show. You see what I let you see. It can never be that you see the true me, because I keep it locked up for eternity. I keep it deep down buried in my soul. I'll never let my true feeling's free. I fall in love and try to show him, but then I go and get screwed over. I put you before I put myself, but you act as if my love for you was never felt. My heart get's abused, as I am being used. Alway's afraid to open up, because I alway's get hung up. Always looking for a friend, one that I can trust and depend on. Trying to forget my past, but I alway's seem to finish last. Constantly remembering what Mi Familia went through. Wondering if it will happen to me too. Can true love really work out? Or will there alway's be doubt? As the one who get's hurt cries out. My love never seemed to mount to anything at all, Big or small. I highly recommend that you don't go off the deep end. And pretend to amend, and say you are in love when you n

Blood And Fire
The thorns burn holes into my fingers As I pick up the rose you left me. As the blood comes, so do the tears. I don't know up from down. I don't know left from right. I want to be alone I need me time. I need to get away from all the thoughts The feelings I hide deep inside. All of the pain is shining through. I can't think, can't breathe. I can't do anything right now. The pain is going deeper, Just like the thorns. I can't feel anything anymore. I can't breathe when you try to shelter me From everything I try to do. The blood is lying in a pool around my feet. The thorns are penetrating into my soul. I can't look at you much longer, My eyes are growing weary. My breath is getting short. I'm falling into a pool of darkness. The darkness is pressing into me. You can't protect me from everything. Hell is gaping for you, The devil is waiting. You have one foot in already. The fire pent up in my heart Struggles to break free. The flames gather and flash abo

Housework
Housework was a woman's job, but one evening, Jenny arrived home from work to find the children bathed, one load of laundry in the washer and another in the dryer. Dinner was on the stove, and the table set. She was astonished! It turns out that Ralph had read an article that said wives who work full-time and had to do their own housework were too tired to have s e x. The night went well and the next day, she told her office friends all about it. "We had a great dinner. Ralph even cleaned up. He helped the kids do their homework, folded all the laundry and put it away. I really enjoyed the evening." "But what about afterward?" asked her friends. "Oh, that ..., Ralph was too tired.." God is good.

Some Girls
Some girls are just born with glitter in their veins Never knowing how to grow up or change their fate Forever sparkling and glowing in the shine of this life Skipping along never knowing wrong from right It's a damn shame for anyone to have come this far To just smear their faces with dark black makeup And leave the house too late at night Some girls are just born with ribbons in their hair Not a care in the world Weaving in and out of random parties And crawling out of foreign beds every other night of the week Attempting to find their too tight pants In someone elses dark disgusting bedroom Some girls are just born with a cigarette in their mouths Looking like forever permanent groupies Scribbling their nails with semi permanent nothings Waiting for some boy that will never come around To sweep them off their dirty sneakered feet Some girls are just born with fake rings on their hands Letting the jet set life get to their head And forgetting to eat when th

What Turns You On???
You scored as Whips. Your turn on is the "good ol'" whip. You either like to feel in charge during sex, or you like to feel pain. Sex isn't sex unless it's rough.Whips75%Bondage67%Blind Folds50%Biting42%Blood33%Chains/Handcuffs33%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Back To Work I Go
DAMN DAMN DAMN i want to get orders out of here at this point with or without my husband....maybe apply for Korea just get the fuck out of here, but as always the power he holds on me will never let me go He has captured that part of me that no one can see me unwilling for that mind you but indeed he did as the time grows closer for CCL to leave my heart gets harder and harder, my mood gets worse and worse panic wells up in me like I want to do something to stop it but I know i can't ever do that So with everything in my life being as it may I am here no matter what, three kids make it hard to do anything but continue to smile........ I wish for that fairy tale love I suppose but it doesn't exist does it, so I will be content in the love that I am given by a good man and continue to make him as happy as I can I AM DEFEATED the wild mustang has been tamed the impossible made possible, like many the spirit has been dragged out of me, so now I sit and go threw my day wi

Gotta Know How To Love To Be In Love!
things i will do for you! muah 1-touch your waist 2-talk to you 3-share secrets 4-give you my jacket 5-kiss you very slowly 6-hug you 7-hold you 8-laugh with you 9-invite you somewhere 10-let you be with me when i'm with my friends 11-smile with you 12-take pics with you 13-pull you onto my lap 14-when you say i love you more,i will deny it and tell you i love you more. and fight back 15-when her friends say i love her more than you,I will deny it, and fight back and hug you tight so you cant get to her friends.and hope it makes you feel loved 16-always hug you and say "i love you" when I see you 17-kiss you unexpectedly 18-HUG YOU FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST 19-tell you you're beautiful... not just sexy! 20-tell you the way I feel about you! and show you I mean it too 21-kiss you on the lips 22-I WON"T ask you to buy me stuff. I WILL buy you stuff 23-tell you what feels good 24-make you feel loved 25-buy you stuff. small things can still help I might

Teen Expelled From School For Turning In Found Gun
(CBS) PLAINFIELD, Ill. A 13-year-old Plainfield boy and his parents are stunned and outraged after the teen found a gun in school and turned it in to authorities, who then expelled him. CBS 2's Dana Kozlov reports Ryan Morgan's parents and supporters attended the school board meeting Wednesday evening to try to fight the expulsion. They believe the punishment, and the subsequent alternative school option, are not the proper responses to a mistake made by a teenage boy. Ryan Morgan, 13, says he pocketed a pellet gun he and a friend found in their school's bathroom to keep people safe. Morgan's mother says a short time later Morgan gave the gun to the Troy Middle School assistant principal. "I told him maybe that wasn't the best decision, to remove that gun, but it did lead to you finding the culprit, he was arrested and to put my son in alternative school -- he has no behavior problems," Audrey Morgan, Ryan's mother, said. The Morgans say there was no reasoning with the pri

Uss New York
USS New York It was built with 24 tons of scrap steel from the World Trade Center. It is the fifth in a new class of warship - designed for missions that include special operations against terrorists. It will carry a crew of 360 sailors and 700 combat-ready Marines to be delivered ashore by helicopters and assault craft. Steel from the World Trade Center was melted down in a foundry in Amite, LA to cast the ship's bow section. When it was poured into the molds on Sept. 9, 2003, "those big rough steelworkers treated it with total reverence," recalled Navy Capt. Kevin Wensing, who was there. "It was a spiritual moment for everybody there." Junior Chavers, foundry operations manager, said that when the trade center steel first arrived, he touched it with his hand and the "hair on my neck stood up." "It had a big meaning to it for all of us," he said. "They knocked us down. They can't keep us down. We're going to be back." The ship's motto? - 'Never Forget'

The "please Dont Leave Me" Letter And The Response!
Brad, It would be difficult for me to be any more miserable right now, I feel like the worst person ever. First, let me start by saying that I am truly truly sorry, and I hate myself for hurting you. Of all the people in the whole entire world, you were honestly the last person that I would ever want to wrong in any way. There is no excuse at all or anything that happened, so I won't even try other than to say all of us had WAY too much to drink, and I did a stupid thing. I can handle you being pissed at me, I absolutely deserve it, I can even handle the ugly words that were exchanged between us, what I can't handle is thinking that you see me as a different person. It is weird, I feel like I just went through a horrible break up or something.The world looked funny yesterday, I couldn't crack a smile if you paid me, there are songs I can't listen to, and I just feel beyond crushed. I don't know if you meant everything you said to me, and I am hoping that you didn't. I know that I

The Contestants For The Sweetest Cherry Contest
Gratuitous self promotion, perhaps. But how many contests am I possibly going to enter? Thanks in advance for your potential vote. Once again here are the 10 people that are in the sweetest person on cherry tap contest. 1.forever my heart will i give you forever 2.TheRH 3.Cody 4.Sugga daddy's cherry queen 5.Z28's hottie search 6.Rock star king of passion 7.lostsouthernboy 8.crazeenluvnit 9.Momma 10.Cricket

My Angel From Heaven
My Angel My sweet beautiful angel. Sent to me from above. I am so grateful to have found you, and I give you all my love. You must have come from heaven, because you have pretty little angel eyes. When you gaze at me with them, my heart begins to fly. Your sweet angelic voice, continuously rings in my ears. With you by my side, there is nothing I fear. Whenever we are together, You shine with a heavenly glow. Your beautiful angel face, raises me up from feeling low. Yes, heaven is missing an angel, because you are here with me. You're my sweet, beautiful angel, and I'll love you for eternity!

This Blog's Boring
Why is it so damn frosty. I can CERTAINLY say it has NEVER been this fvcking cold here. The air is so...painful almost. Like hella needles poking at my skin!! Someone...send for help. Freeezing to death. Tell my mother and father I loved them, V, and you can have my sweet-ass stereo with the speakers. Tell my brother he's..still a lamer...I feel...so cold. Ok its not THAT bad. This weather would be PERFECT for seeing Dark Funeral and Enslaved live.

A Christmas Story
'Twas the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks. I have a good mind to scrap the whole works! I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of "Thanks Santa"--what do I hear? The old lady bitches cause I work late at night. The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things would get better Those assholes from the IRS sent me a letter, They say I owe taxes--if that ain't damn funny Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money? And the kids these days--they all are the pits They want the impossible--Those mean little shits I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds Assembling dolls...Their arms, legs and heads I made a ton of yo yo's--No request for them, They want computers and robots...they think - I'm IBM! Flying thr

Another Poem
Make It Alright Here it comes again them gloomy clouds and the pain again. No I'm not talking about the clouds up in the sky,my heart is overwhelm and is in tears cause love not here to wipe away the tears of pain, so my heart cries out to love to come and make it alright. Charles LaMark Nelson Copyright ©2006 Charles LaMark Nelson

Oprah Cooty Mouth
Here is your dose of humor: Follow the instructions to find your new name. Once you have your new name, put it in the Subject box and forward it to friends and family and co-workers. Don't forget to forward it back to the person who sent it to you, so they know you participated. And don't go all adult - a senior manager is now known far and wide as Dorky Gizzardsniffer! The following in an excerpt from a children's book, "Captain Underpants.And the Perilous Plot of Professor Poopypants" by Dave Pilkey.The evil Professor forces everyone to assume new names: Use the third letter of your first name to determine your new first name: a = poopsie b = lumpy c = buttercup d = gadget e = crusty f = greasy g = fluffy h = cheeseball i= chim-chim j = stinky k = flunky l = boobie m = pinky n = zippy o = goober p = doofus q = slimy r = loopy s = snotty t = tootie u = dorkey v = squeezit w = oprah x = skipper y = dinky z = zsa-zsa Us

What Is The Hands Off Assata Shakur Campaign?
The Hands Off Assata Campaign is a coming together of organizations and individuals who are outraged by the heightened attempts by Department of Justice and the State of New Jersey to illegally force a return of Assata Shakur from Cuba to the United States. Assata Shakur is a bona fide political exile living in the island nation of Cuba. She was persecuted for her political beliefs and tortured while in prison. We support the international human rights and Geneva conventions, which enabled her to seek and secure political asylum in Cuba, and we support the right of the Cuban people to grant it to her. We are shocked by the actions of New Jersey and the US Department of Justice, who has issued a $1 million dollar bounty on head of Assata Shakur. Doing such a thing is tantamount to a call to "soldiers of fortune" to kidnap and kill Ms. Shakur and for them to engage in international espionage against the sovereign nation of Cuba. We are shocked by the issuing on May 2nd, 2005 of

The Crash
A young girl had decided to sneak out of the house to go to a party her protective parents wouldn't allow her to go to. While she was there she hooked up with a guy she liked and they went to a local make-out spot. The guy was drinking heavily and when he got too demanding she insisted on him taking her back to the party. On the way back they crashed into another vehicle. When the girl awoke in the hospital she knew she was dying, she was told that they guy she'd been with had died in the accident and so had the couple in the other car. She begged a nurse to tell her parents that she was very sorry she'd disobeyed them, the nurse just looked at her. After the girl died another nurse asked why she hadn't said anything with the teen had asked her to give the message to her parents. The nurse said, "I didn't know what to say, the people in the other car were her parents."

Mechanics: The Satans Of The Automotive Church
God that title was retarded. Couldn't think of anything better. Anyway, update on the car (got it fixed, kinda). Now it's always going red, then back to cold again, dammit! Not just that, the bastard stole my under-hood light! And now I have to wait until morning to get it back... FknFknFuck! O well, life can suck my ballz! @};~ NiZ

Thoughts For The Man I Will Love Someday!
I found a star up in the sky And named it after you It watches over me every night And listens closely too It waits to hear my secret dreams My thoughts and wishes true It will not ever tell a soul It is there for me and you Its wish is to guide me safely With its powerful glowing light Through the night’s blackest darkness Into the morning so bright So when you look up into the night sky And see my bright shining star Remember that I am wishing too From not so very far

Sorry Guys!
Sorry I havent been on to much but I will be on more this weekend...just not tonight cause I took pain killers and I am gonna go to bed. I almost cut the tip of my finger off today at work...its hanging on by a little bit of skin. Its not as bad as I thought but I was in shock when it happend so I started freakin out. I thought the tip was gonna fall off and I started cryin. But everyone told me it was gonna heal ok so not to worry. It just hurts a lot but anyway goodnight all. Vamp

In The Spirit Of Christmas...
a repost from my myspace blog: I'm SOOOOO SCREWED! Current mood: scared shitless Leave it to me. I tend to get under people's skin at times, pissing off the world daily because I'm basically misunderstood ***sniff, sniff, tear*** WELL, now I have gone and done it and I'm pretty convinced I may as well sharpen the blade and get busy cutting cuz this tops it. I mean, I'm pretty sure I'm topping the shit list of many a peep. I can name at least a handful of peeps whose top spots I hold, but this one may have gone to far. I have managed to PISS OFF SANTA CLAUS! WTF!!! Seriously, I have the letter to prove it and my, oh my is he disgusted with me. Lemme splain myself first, plead my case if you will: I'm sitting at the puter in a very disgruntled mood the other day and looking at Christmas this and that. I run across a site with a plethora of holiday what have you and see a "get a letter from Santa". Why the fuck not? Right? So I'm sitting filling in all the per

Another Bottle, A New Jacuzzi, Can You Do The Math?
Ok, anyone and everyone knows anytime you mix alchohol, a hot tub, and 2 sexy ass people. Some things are going to happen. It doesn't help both people do not mind being nude in public areas. Well tequila is the drink of choice, clothes are on the fence, and the kids are to bed. Or so we thought. Don't you love the sixth sense of the oldest child? It seems that everytime mommy is in the middle of SOMETHING, the oldest will always make their way out of the room to beg for something that is pointless. The first time was ok she wanted to see her mom before she went to bed. When you hit on a mom, you expect it. An hour or two passes, things are beyond heated in the jacuzzi. The oldest peaks around the corner. Luckily, we were not out of the water. So , to the kid everything seemed normal. Wanting to be in the middle of things, she comes outside and ask for some cheetos. We send the girl back inside, and her and I continue to entertain each other. 30 minutes later she(the kid) comes out to s

Return Journey...
decided to ride with some biker brothers from pattaya on the way back...then things started going wrong...they were travelling real slow since most of them are on custom bikes they called "springer"...so called maybe because their fronts tyres are always bouncing off the road lol...i don't know...never asked...they had to stopped every 40miles or so for refuel since they have such small tanks!! and i travelled only about 300miles for the whole afternoon...one thing you have to understand about thai bikers...they like to take it slow and easy...stopping everynow and then to eat...rest and chat!! as for me i'd rather go fast and relax after i reach my destination lol...maybe i should slow down and breathe in the scenary... someone's riding an intruder like mine and he seemed to have alot of problem ...and he asked if i have problem with my clutch and i said no...guess what??? next thing i knew??? the clutch gave me trouble!!! talking about being contageous!! if it's possible!!! anyway..

Merry-go-round
We can't have what we want. We don't want what we have. We live inside the lives we have, looking out at others living the lives we want while they're looking at us wishing that they had ours. The love we have doesn't keep us warm at night while the hot love we crave keeps us searching as the love that waits for us grows cold and distant. And by the time we figure out that what we had was what we truly wanted, it's no longer ours. What the fuck is wrong with us? Why can't we be happy? He loves me and I love you but you love her and she couldn't care less. He gives up, I get you, you still want her, she still couldn't care less and now I'm wondering why I wasted my time on you. I walk away, you follow. Now she's following you because you don't want her any more so she's started wondering why. I tell you I love you, you fuck her, she's not at all what you thought you wanted, I find out, you tell me Baby, I love you. I say fuck you. She wants you, you love me, I hate you and h

Stress.....
I know that holidays bring unwanted stress but for me....I am stressed enough as it is. The past week has been hell in some ways. My current planning process has not really helped that but the things that I am doing needs to get done FAST! I have been sick lately because of it and last night when I was about to go to sleep....my nose starts gushing blood...part of me doesnt want to go to work this evening but the other part is pushing me because I need to make money...lol..Well enough of that..... Have a safe and happy holidays ya'll. Persephone

I Am
Evil-Genius, Fiend, Bad-Spirit, Bad Seed, Lotus-Eater, Odius, Cacodemon, War Lord, Lover, Fury, Ghoul, Gremlin, Maniac, Nomad, Ghost, Apparition, Cad, Shadow, Hypnotist, Ner-Do-Well, Monster, Psychic, Wise Guy, Warlock, Beast, Sexual Predator, Fallen Angel, Nefarious, Pseudo-Romantic, Hobgoblin, Bugaboo, Bogey Man, Fuck-Up, Satyr, Misogynist, Demonic, Supernatural, Uncanny ,Unearthly, Haunted, Beautiful, Infernal, Hellish, Smart Aleck, Magician, Pussy Licker, The Nastiest Character, Liar, Equal Opportunist, Showman, Con Artist, Nigger, Psychopath, Slutty Whorebag Slave, Master Mind, Early Pimp, Manipulator, Friend, Foe, Creep, Flamboyant, Pirate, Hoodlum, Understated, Character, Misunderstood, Cannibal, Gangster, Philosopher, Adventurer, Asshole, Repeat Offender, Time Traveler, Conjuror, Villian, Sophisticated, Low Class, Direct Descendent, Mental Magnetism, Trouble, a child of 79', Devils And Gunsmoke, Medicine, Small Creatures, Satanic Witches, Ancient Narcotics, Werewolves, Insanit

Those Closest.
I'm thinking about a girl, not one of Mine, but well-Loved all the same. In her time she's been criticised, and even vilified, for some of the things she's said and or done, in short, for being human. Well, I'm here to tell all who read this: that same girl has also had the courage of her convictions, and that same girl has also spent much time and effort in caring for those she feels are closest to her. That same girl was one who had the sense to check with Me that all was well, when My own [girls] were offline and this computer was having issues. The moral, I see, is: "Never be too swift to judge, since the one you judge may be more than you think." You see, gentle reader, that same girl is also one of the most Loving and caring lasses I've ever met, and I've met very many indeed. The result is: I feel very close to her, even though the nature of life limits the expression of that same closeness. She could call on My resources if ever she needed, having well-earned the righ

My Matches!
Aquarius You are very random, changing moods everyday. You are very genuine, and you like to do a lot sexually. When you find something that you like, you like it a lot and want your lover to like it too. Ideally you like to find a partner who is as into sex as you are. You want a lover who is just as independent as you are and you like an equal amount of give and take in the sack. Sex matches: Aries, Gemini, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Suggestions???????
Ok, fellow Tap members. What can I do for New years??? I am NOT gonna stay home, so does anyone have any suggestions for me?? Comment , or leave a message with your ideas. Any (ladies) on here who happen to be local get at me, and let me know if you wanna possibly do something!

Story
One Cold Rainy Night I sit in my room out of sight I look at a bottle of Pills and a knife Wondering which one should end my life I must do it tonight Before Midnight I learned life isn't fair And No one Cares I pick up the knife My life is done One quick slash And In a flash I'm on the floor I lie there dying as you walk in You scream at the sight "Mom, I gave up the fight" As I lay back My whole world goes Black

Hi, Everyone!
I think I've played enough for one morning, lol! Sometimes those tests are a hoot! I'm off on my appointed rounds: funeral, postsurgical visit, appointments with various teenage males! Hope everyone has a great day! I'll be back on much later in the day. Much love and hugs to all! Blessings all around!

Hello All
I live in the States Married n have children I love camping,fishing,reading, n writing Poetry My goal in life is to make sure me childer have what I never got, a good Education I love making new Friends from all over the world I do not put up with abuse of any type, just ask my ex-husbands I'm a clean chat person If you want a new Friend, just send request

How Kinky I Am Test
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Chains/Handcuffs100%Bondage100%Whips83%Biting67%Blind Folds50%Blood17%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Wtf???
I have to vent If you don't wanna listen to me bitch stop reading now......Ok seriouly I have been talking to someone for a couple weeks and he seems cool most days but there have been a couple where it's just like wtf?? he's whole different person...and then he tries to make it out to be my fault and say I have emotional issues seriously wtf??? Rawrrr I can't stand it!!!!!

Did You Know That?
Did You Know That? Drinking two glasses of Gatorade can relieve headache pain almost immediately -- without the unpleasant side effects caused by traditional "pain relievers." Did you know that Colgate toothpaste makes an excellent salve for burns. Before you head to the drugstore for a high-priced inhaler filled with mysterious chemicals, try chewing on a couple of curiously strong Altoids peppermints. They'll clear up your stuffed nose. Achy muscles from a bout of the flu? Mix 1 Tablespoon of horseradish in 1 cup of olive oil. Let the mixture sit for 30 minutes, then apply it as a massage oil, for instant relief for aching muscles. Sore throat? Just mix 1/4 cup of vinegar with 1/4 cup of honey and take 1 tablespoon six times a day. The vinegar kills the bacteria. Cure urinary tract infections with Alka-Seltzer . Just dissolve two tablets in a glass of water and drink it at the onset of the symptoms. Alka-Seltzer begins eliminating urinary tract infections al

"knights Honor" (part "two")
"Knights Honor" (Part "two") By LovngStrength © Come my lady. My hearts desire. My Little one. Who inspires, Great deeds. Know that I love thee. Need thee. Will have thee. Show thee, My hearts, True blood. Crimson, As your, Moist lips. Ride upon, This brave steed, With me. Feel his power, Within your, Virgin loins. As he fly's us, As if the wind, To our place, Amongst the bowers. Let your flaxen, Flow as a brook, Within the breeze. Trust and believe, That I am he, Who covets thee? With an honorable heart. A wise tongue. A Passionate soul. He, who has always, Been the specter, Within your, Erotic virgin dreams. Know that I, Am your knight. True of heart, And deeds. That I hold thee, In my palm, Even as I, Build your pedestal. Know that, No azure sky, Can compete, With thine eyes. No spun gold, With thy silken hair. No flower, With thy true scent. No fruit, With the lush, Nor the blush. Of thy lips. No velvet royal,

"my New Years Resolutions"
ok so i put it in quotes because this list is things that i want to accomplish in this next year and change about myself. this really isnt just because everyone else does it. it just happens to be that this is the time in my life where things need to change after what ive been through. 2007 has to be better for me then this past year and i am going to do my best to make it better. i need a new perspective in life and things have to change or i wont survive to see 2008. so here it goes 1. eat healthy (im not gonna say diet because diets always fail) 2. exercise regularly (join a gym after i loose about 20 pounds) 3. get a job as a pharmacy tech 4. move out of my parents house before our relationships are ruined 5. realize i do not need a man to make me happy (and raise my standards) 6. focus on school and try not to procrastinate as much 7. save money to put towards a new car for when stevie decides to quit 8. spend more time with my friends and family to enjoy th

An Issue With My Task Bar
OK FRIENDS ITS GETTING ON MY FUKKIN NERVES ALREADY !!!! I'M NOT SURE WHAT I DID... BUT MY TASK BAR/START MENU IS UP ON THE SIDE >>>>> I HAVE TRIED DRAGGING IT BACK DOWN... I HAVE TRIED RIGHT CLICKING TO FIND A WAY TO PUT IT BACK BUT... I AM GETTING REALLY FRUSTRATED.. I HAVE REBOOTED... ETC.... AND STILL THE SAME THING. I HAVE WINDOWS XP... IF ANYONE CAN HELP ME OUT WITH THIS ISSUE ... I WOULD GREATLY APPRECIATE IT :) I HAVE EVEN CALLED MY NEIGHBOR WHO IS VERY COMPUTER SAVY BUT SHE HAS AN OLDER VERSION OF WINDOWS.... THANKS AGAIN YALL.. HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND :)

Just A Wishful Reoccurring Dream Part One
sometimes when i feel hopeless and alone in this world and i wish all my problems would just disappear and go away. i dream someday someone would help me start over take some of the burdens i try so hard to remedy my self but I can't no matter how much i try those times of powerlessness come and i pray for the strength to bear with it. though i no longer have the tears to cry anymore, the quilt I carry remains. Once I worked and cared for my family was able to travel and give my family the comforts that i was afforded. the last couple of years have been hard and extremely difficult and what i took for granted was gone. I have learned to accept what i no longer have. I have blamed myself because of the poor choices I have made in life not all of this was true. when i had I gave My time heart and love without a thought or recognition. I still give my heart and love because I refuse to believe that should stop because i have nothing I am still in this world and I have to believe I still h

Any Women With Pigtails?
First I wanna say that I'm not interested in pornografic shit. But I have some kind of a fetish: I love girls with pigtails just in a good way. Probably a leftover of my childhood. My first 'love' (11 years old) at school had beautiful pigtails. So my reguest is: Are there any women with pigtails here on CherryTAP? Please tell me if you have. I would like to rip it to my REQUEST folder if you let me. And NO you can't win anything but I'll leave you a gift for sure if it's a picture of the real you and NOT pornografic. ---CLICK HERE TO MAKE ME HAPPY---

Wild About You!
WILD ABOUT YOU! In those same circles, I run all the time. I feel just as giddy, As when drinking fine wine. My thoughts keep on flooding With pictures of you, And were you here now, The things we would do! I babble your name. I call you out loud, At the end of the rainbow, Or while up in the clouds. While looking at stars Or the heavens above. When thinking of you, I am conscious of love. The song in my heart, And on my lips is for you. And it¹s only because I am wild about you!

Taunting Jabs
Words cast out to solicit negative response Causing this face to frown Villainous laughter shrieks Sadistic minds work in this way Not in an unkind mind Simply a clearer state of being Malice never the intent At times the words slice Gapping wounds bled No salve to soothe Necessary to emit toxins Feel not pity or disgrace Choices make for a desired outcome To morph and change Is to adapt, to evolve Silent brings forth this awakening Visions keep the course Then words, words blur Snatching joy, leaving vagueness Dwell not in the darkness Reach out assistance sought Hearts full of desires knows the way Taunting jabs a test Push past what you feel is the limit Stretch, reach, grab Look for more, deeper within Not allowing jabs to injure Thick skin to result Less sensitive need be You look, You see Changed image staring at me Liking the image, but no smile Lift yourself, crippling jabs, scar Jumping off point or march on C

Shes Everything To Me
Entry for September 27, 2006 SHE'S EVERYTHING She's a yellow pair of running shoes A holey pair of jeans She looks great in cheap sunglasses She looks great in anything She's I want a piece of chocolate Take me to a movie She's I can't find a thing to wear Now and then she's moody She's a Saturn with a sunroof With her brown hair a-blowing She's a soft place to land And a good feeling knowing She's a warm conversation That I wouldn't miss for nothing She's a fighter when she's mad And she's a lover when she's loving [Chorus] And she's everything I ever wanted And everything I need I talk about her, I go on and on and on 'Cause she's everything to me She's a Saturday out on the town And a church girl on Sunday She's a cross around her neck And a cuss word 'cause its Monday She's a bubble bath and candles Baby come and kiss me She's a one glass of wine And she's feeling kinda tipsy She's the giver I wish I could be And the stealer of the cove

Long Survey!
Blame Nick for this one! :) He's feeding my survey addiction! ABOUT YOU. Single or Taken: Single Happy about that: At times. I'm lonely but independent. Siblings: Two (younger brother, younger sister) eye color: Boring shit-brown. Grr. I got the boring eyes in my family :( shoe size: 7- 8 depending on the shoe. Height: 5' 7 1/2" Are you too shy to ask someone out? Pretty much :) I never have, really. I mean, I'll schedule meet-ups with people I met on the internet, but other than asking "do you like me?" to guys in college, I haven't really asked anyone out. What are you wearing right now? I'm sick, so nothing interesting. Sweats, fuzzy socks. Can you make a dollar in change right now: Yes. I always keep a bunch of quarters around for parking meters. Favorite Number: 4 Favorite Animal: Cats Favorite Drink(non alcoholic): Dasani grape-flavored water Favorite Month: May (spring AND my birthday -- score!) Favorite person: My sister Hav

Hot! Hot1 Oolala, Oh Yah!
Hot! Hot1 Oolala, oh yah! Current mood: horny You scored as Hot. You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you. Hot 94% Violent 88% Exciting 63% Soft 63% Sweet 56% Wet 31% Shy 25% Awkward 13%

To All Mothers Daughters Sisters Etc
Ok, First off I hope everyone had a wonderful Holiday and New Year. I don't know how to sugarcoat this so I won't. On Thursday December 21st my cousin Jacklyn died of Breast Cancer, she was 36. Her and I were'nt especially close so I had no idea until I was told the day before Xmas. My mother told me she was sick for a while but never bothered to get herself checked out. By the time she did get herself checked out it was too late. the cancer had spread over most of her body. Why am I wasting your time with this? Simple She was a daughter a mother a sister a friend and someone who passed way before her time. Look I know I don't know most of you and proably never will But PLEASE get yourselves checked out. Don't do it for me. Do it for those that matter to you do it for yourselves your parents your children your friends. Do it for those ppl that will remember you Long after you Leave the world of CT and those who will mourn you long after you're gone. I'm just a name and a few pictures

More Tears..but Of A Different Kind....
ok... this is crazieness.. we spent like 6+ hours camming and talking today.. and i loved every second of it!!!.. somehow it seemed like mere minutes rather than hours!! I have never in my whole life felt like this before... sure i have had crushes,, but this is more. I connect with yuo on such a different level... I could be content just watching you go about your daily routine all day long. I have never fell this hard soo quik ever! I've never felt like this before period. You make me feel like there is a purpose for this whole rat race i am running..like there is finally a light at the end of my tunnel..and its you. This is all so new to me.. i am always so used to walling up inside myself.. but everthing just spills out when i think look or talk to you. I find my self thinking..am i in love?..is that was this is..and it terrifies me!!! Suddenly things make sense and are all askew all at once.. my head is spinning..my stomache is churning..but i like it ;p !! You got me thinking cra

Men Are Like.... (sorry Boys, I Couldnt Resist!!)
For all those men who say, Why buy a cow when you can get milk for free. Here's an update for you: Now days, 80% of women are against marriage, WHY? Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage. Men are like.... 1. Men are like ... Laxatives ... They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like ... Bananas ... The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like ... Weather ... Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like ... Blenders .... You need One, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like ... Chocolate Bars ... Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like . Commercials .... You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like . Department Stores ... Their clothes are always 1/2 off. 8. Men are like ... Government Bonds ... They take soooooooo long to mature. 9. Men are like ... Mascara ... They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 10

Hope, What Keeps Us Going!
Came across this poem by Emily Dickenson. Very powerful, especially when one is feeling a little down. "Hope" is the thing with feathers That perches in the soul And sings the tune without the words And never stops at all And sweetest in the Gale is heard And sore must be the storm That could abash the little Bird That kept so many warm I've heard it in the chillest land And on the strangest Sea Yet, never, in Extremity, It asked a crumb of Me. Emily Dickinson

My Dearest Heartbreak
Am I a fool, no fool, or a tool? You are a friend... You have always longed for tenderness, love and a sensitivity of feeling into which you would like to blend. You are a very gentle, warm person and responsive to 'All things bright and beautiful.' This personifies a caring person… a sweet man… a person who 'needs' and indeed 'needs to be needed.' You are working extremely hard… perhaps even above and beyond the call of duty. You must chase your bliss… your muse… chose to be amused! You are preparing for the future and therefore trying to build a firm foundation upon which you may base all of your dreams and aspirations. You are trying to break away from the mundane existence that you have been experiencing of late. You have many high hopes and ideals but you are concerned whether circumstances will allow you to realize these ambitions. You want to spread your wings… to broaden your fields of activities; yet you are concerned that your dreams are just that… 'dreams' which ar

In Purgatory's Related Story....
So in response to Greyhawks comment: There is a goldfish in the bowl. The bowl is full of water. Actually the bowl has 70% water, 30% air...The fish thinks its 100% full...This is the way of the Taoist. The fish is happy. We're happy to have the fish and we're happy that the fish is happy, but, of course I don't like fish. ......And none of you have just read this...... Though I will accept comments, so long as they don't exist, and are no greater than 24, 22, 14 or 8 characters in length because I will read them with my eyes 88% closed. (There is no character limitation unless your comment is denied due to you going over the character limitation.) Keep up with me people ok? Geez...

Wind Beneath Her Wings
Broken Butterfly sitting alone The world is huge, don't lose hope. Stand your ground, Stand firm and never be afraid. Don't ever look down. Let them say what they will. You are beautiful still. Live for today never fold your wings. You're gonna be ok. So they hurt you So they don't care. You don't have to stay. You can fly away from there. Listen Voice of the wind I am just nothin. Why have these wonderful wings, No one cares, I am nothing. I sang songs of love, and hope. I danced with the breeze, But you my wind, got out of control. You let them break me. You let them hate me. Little butterfly you must learn to fly. You will fall, but

The Break-up
So I'm at my friends house and we watched The Break-up. I do not understand how it is considered a romantic comedy. It wasn't very funny and quite sad. It certainly is not a very good date movie. It makes you never want to be in a relationship again LoL. Right now we are watching The Devil Wears Prada which is really good. I've seen it before. I think my friend is a little mad I am on her laptop during the movie lol oh well.

*geez! Enuff Wit Da Yellow Already!!*
You are most like: You are Yellow The clouds part and the smell of daffodils and daisies fill the air when you are around. Your sunny disposition cheers most, and makes others (the jealous and bitter ones) wish you'd never gotten out of bed. Take this quiz: Which Crayola Box of 8 Color Are You? Visit Toys For Your Blog.com for more blog quizzes

White House Postponing Loss Of Iraq, Biden Says
White House Postponing Loss of Iraq, Biden Says By Glenn Kessler Washington Post Staff Writer Friday, January 5, 2007; Page A06 Sen. Joseph R. Biden Jr. (D-Del.), chairman of the Senate Foreign Relations Committee, said yesterday that he believes top officials in the Bush administration have privately concluded they have lost Iraq and are simply trying to postpone disaster so the next president will "be the guy landing helicopters inside the Green Zone, taking people off the roof," in a chaotic withdrawal reminiscent of Vietnam. "I have reached the tentative conclusion that a significant portion of this administration, maybe even including the vice president, believes Iraq is lost," Biden said. "They have no answer to deal with how badly they have screwed it up. I am not being facetious now. Therefore, the best thing to do is keep it from totally collapsing on your watch and hand it off to the next guy -- literally, not figuratively." Who's Blogging? Read what blogger

Betrayal
You say got my back you say you won't say anything you say trust you say i love you that i am always there for you til death but when you see me struggling and trying to be kind you fuck me from behind you slit my throat and wrist i bleed while you laugh i cry while you live i die while your breathing you showed me two faces but i see your true self now just too bad it took me so long to see who you really are i wish i would have known back then what i know now maybe i could have saved myself the pain and anguish and anger i have now because of you but i will see you in hell

An Angel Sent To Me
This Angel was sent to me and I thought it should be shared with everyone... SENT AN ANGEL TO WATCH OVA U LAST NIGHT, BUT IT CAME BACK... I ASKED...WHY? & IT SAID... ANGELS DONT WATCH OVA ANGELS ******SEND THIS ALL DA PEEPLE U REALLY CARE ABOUT***** 20 angels are in this world, 10 are sleeping, 9 are playing & 1 is reading this comment. Send this to 10 friends including me & if you get 5 replies some one you love will surprise you!!" **********(¨`.´¨)************* ******(¨`.´¨).¸..(¨`.´¨)******** *(¨`.´*. ¸.´ ** `.¸.´ `.´¨)**** * `.¸.***** LOVED *****.¸.´**** *******(¨`.´¨) (¨`.´¨)********* ********`.¸(¨`.´¨)..´********** ************`.¸.´************

What Is Aromatherapy?
What is aromatherapy? A pleasurable way to find out is to put several drops of lavender essence into your next tub bath. As you slip into the warm water, notice the relaxing, fragrant herbal aroma surrounding you. You'll feel peaceful and tranquil soaking in the soothing fragrance. For centuries, healers have used lavender, as well as other herbs, spices, and essences to evoke memories, alter moods, and promote well-being. Even the business world uses aromatherapy. Realtors showing homes often tell clients to simmer cinnamon sticks and allspice to entice potential home buyers. Fragrances create receptivity, attraction, and relaxation. Conversely, foul odors anger and repel us. Office managers recognize that the fresh, invigorating aroma of peppermint helps keep office personnel alert and productive. Good cooks understand that the smell of onions gently sautéing stimulates appetites. Remember how appealing chocolate-chip cookies smell while baking? How about that first pot of f

My Always.
Wandering through this life alone. Lost in darkness. filled with fear. Angry with myself for knowing. I'm what brought me here. Feeling my way through the inky black. Stumbling through the fray. You shine like a beacon. Seen from far away. In my path you stand tall and strong. Cool and fresh as the morning dew. And I realize that I've been waiting. All along for you. Silently I walk along. Guided by your light. Terrified that any moment. You might leave my sight. Holding tight for if I didn't. My heart would run away. Waiting for the truth to come out. In the words you say. The truth I hold inside of me. I'll now reveal to you. I would pledge my always tomorrow If I thought that you would too.

I Apologize
to everyone who has been trying to contact me thru CT. the truth is, you have a better chance of contacting me initially thru myspace. www.myspace.com/crazybeautiful856 on occasion i check up on my CT acct.. but not as often as most of you. feel free to reach me on AIM as well - xpho3n1x i havent forgotten the great new people ive met thru CherryTAP♥

Angel Of Light
My spirt is empty My heart a void Life's brilliant shine Has gone dark and cold As single tear falls down My weathered cheek The lover's moon overhead Mocks my soul Memories of joy Now the distant past Memories of love Well within my eyes To feel, to need To desire, to live Alone in the crowd Sounds happiness demise Then upon the wind With gossamer wings An angel of light Casts shadows away With porcelian skin And emerald eyes Her smile brightens My deep dismay Her hand in mine My soul takes flight My heart beats In time with her's Our spirts meld Our thoughts are one And from her touch Life's rapture returns

Lesson For The Damned
Fear forever cause its never You will die when you view that black cape approach For your first shall become last and walls drenched in blood fill your thought Going insane is the only way to deny it But, avoidance is weak like the newborn ready for the sacrifice Flys lay maggots on a decapitated head deep in the wood of sorrow Mysterious figures dance in the shadow while your eye catches a momentary glimpse of reality Your feeble mind cant comprehend Purple veins bulge in your cranium when your date is passed Finaly you sucumb in a shotgunblast KLINZ 3/25/98

How Sexual Are You?
You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky100%A Sicko80%Average60%A WUSS !!30%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

Natural Remedies
Quick list for now - more to come..... Pam cooking spray dries nail polish Mayonnaise kills lice Elmer’s Glue is a great face peel Put sugar on a burnt tongue Use unflavored jello for stinky feet Peanut butter removes scratches from CD’s wipe it off with coffee filters For a fungus on toenails and fingernails use Vick’s vapor rub

I Made It
WELL YALL I MADE IT THROUGH MY SURGURY BEEN PAINFUL AND I HAVE A LONG ROAD AHEAD OF ME BUT THANKS FOR ALL YALL PRAYERS AND I HOPE TO BE ON MORE AND MORE THE BETTER I GET JUST GOT ON LONG ENOUGH TO TELL YALL IM ALRIGHT AND I LOVE AND MISS YALL BUNCHES AND I HOPE TO CHAT TO YALL SOON STILL KEEP ME IN YALLS PRAYERS AND KEEP ON SENDING THE COMMENTS HOPE TO CHAT LATER ON LOVE YA STEPH

Things On My Mind
People spend to much time debating on how to fix there relationships. Why your spending all your time trying to fix something that wont be fixed your wasting the good years of your life by the time you realize this its going to be to late and Mr. or Mrs. right might be taken. Your chances will be slim to none. To get what you want out of a relationship you have to be willing to give. You wash my back I’ll wash yours.

Vote For Mia Rose!!!!
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A Tale Of 2 Nuns
One of them was known as Sister Mathematical (SM), and the other one was known as Sister Logical (SL). It is getting dark and they are still far away from the convent. SM: Have you noticed that a man has been following us for the past thirty-eight and a half minutes? I wonder what he wants. SL: It's logical. He wants to rape us. SM: Oh, no! At this rate he will reach us in 15 minutes at the most? What can we do? SL: The only logical thing to do of course is to walk faster. SM: It's not working. SL: Of course it's not working. The man did the only logical thing. He started to walk faster, too. SM: So, what shall we do? At this rate he will reach us in one minute. SL: The only logical thing we can do is split. You go that way and I'll go this way. He cannot follow us both. So the man decided to follow Sister Logical. Sister Mathematical arrives at the convent and is worried about what has happened to Sister Logical. Then Sister Logical arrives. SM:

I Wanna Bowl With The Gangstas...
They see me mowin' my front lawn I know they're all thinkin' I'm so White and nerdy Think I'm just too white and nerdy Think I'm just too white and nerdy Can't you see I'm white and nerdy Look at me I'm white and nerdy I wanna roll with the gangstas But so far they all think I'm too White and nerdy Think I'm just too white and nerdy Think I'm just too white and nerdy I'm just too white and nerdy Really, really white and nerdy First in my class here at MIT Got skills, I'm a champion at D&D M.C. Escher, that's my favorite M.C. Keep you're 40, I'll just have an Earl Grey tea My rims never spin, to the contrary You'll find that they're quite stationary All of my action figures are cherry Stephen Hawking's in my library My MySpace page is all totally pimped out Got people beggin' for my top eight spaces Yo, I know pi to a thousand places Ain't got no grills but I still wear braces I order all of my sandwiches with mayonnaise I'm a wiz at Minesweeper, I c

Back Into It
last night dreamed i was called back to Florida to the AF base for a retirement or funeral of some sort. I was there in just regular clothes and some of my friends from before were too. We went through all the ceremony of things in the viewing stands. I look down and now i'm back in uniform wondering how it happenned. like no matter what it'll always be with me.

Newby
hey everyone just wanted to say hi..and ask for help.. i just found out about this site.. and i just a little dazed on how everything works so if anyone has any tips they would like to share i would be much appreciative..

Old Enough
ok not been on cherry tap very long but it is way better than myspace from what i can tell so far ecxept for i thing.it doesnt seem to be very smart considering it has my age as 31 didnt like turnin 30 and cherry tap is tryin to make me a year older than that.birthdate is 7/8/76 so from what i can tell im still 30

New Santini Rep In Canada
Hi, I am pleased to introduce Laura Reid who, along with her company "Riante Creative", will now be booking the Dark Master of Escape in Canada. Laura's contact info is as follows: Phone: 905 387 3389 Riante Creative e mail : riantecreative@gmail.com Welcome aboard Laura! Steve Santini

What Does You Eyes Tell You
You scored as Mysterious. You wish to hide who you are from all those around you. You find it very hard to trust people. You also may enjoy the fun that comes from playing mind games with others around you.My advice Get out there and reveal the true you if only to one person!Mysterious92%Eyes full of Pain67%Passion58%Diamond Eyes42%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Hey
Hello everyone I am very new at this so I just wanted to reach out to people and make some friends and maybe someone could help me figure out this thing lol I want ppl to rate me but still don't know if I have to do something to do that or what....thanks for any help I can get Sparkling Tiger

Time Given To An Idle Hand
I had a thought for a poem, and I couldn’t get it out. Couldn’t make the words and I sat and tried to figure out why, but I stopped myself. It seemed a time to let it pass, something that I think I wasn’t suppose to be able to write out. I’d like to think it was something so beautiful it couldn’t be expressed in words, and it made your heart ache because of it. Maybe I’m just a super sap after all, but in the end of it all…it’s good to be back on the net, missed you all as hard as some of you might not believe it. I’m starting this blog early, so I’ll apologize now if it ends up well overly long. Ya see I lost the Internet abruptly, with no warning and only $90 due on my account I was canceled. The clerk I paid told me it was a “Glitch from once being Adelphia, and now being Time Warner as much as anything else.” Well this glitch cost a reconnect fee of $30 as well as 1 month ahead on my cable bill, all told some $175. Yeah, some glitch, happy holidays and a merry ho to you.

Introduce Her To Knky
you like wearing a thong when you go to dinner? Or being tied up and spanked? Well, you’re certainly not alone. The trouble is, in our oh-so-modern sexual era (not!) bringing up fetishes and kinky pastimes with your new lover may not go down too well. At best, she will grin seductively and reveal that she too loves to do those things. At worst, she will think you are a pervy-weirdo creep and unsure if she should see you again. If the former happens, well that’s great. The latter? Read on friend. I don’t want you or your new girl getting your pink frillys in a twist. women like kinky sex Even the most prudish woman can be connivingly convinced to partake in the most lascivious and lewd sex acts. Don’t believe me? It’s entirely possible. Despite rumors, more often than not, women are actually deviant sex goddesses waiting to be released from their good-girl prisons. The main factor when introducing new games to the bedroom is preparation; there should be very few surprises. This mea

Day In The Life Of Me
"Day In The Life Of.. ME" It was Sunday morning, opening up my sleepy eyes I tried to focus on the alarm clock. WHAT, IT’S ONLY 7:30. I thought to myself, on a day I get to sleep in I am up this early, so I turned over and thought I would try to go back to sleep. Pretty much an impossible task. Rollin myself out of bed I took a peak out the bed room window. The clouds had taking over the sky and I could see the rain drops hitting the window, UGHHHHHH, I thought another good reason to go back to sleep. But then THAT sudden urge hit me, rolling my eyes I stumble to the bathroom, flip the light on, I was instantly blinded. After doing my daily morning ritual I looked in the mirror and noticed the dark sagging circles under my eyes, the dried slobber on my cheek and I think I even saw the rat that used my hair as a nest. I moved closer to the mirror, opening my mouth to check out the pearly whites and at that minute I about fell over dead!! It’s no wonder I wake up alone every mo

Mom Told Me About You
"Mom Told Me about You" When I was little my Ma always use to tell me that someday someone would come into my life when I needed them most. This person will become someone special in my life. They will take a piece of my heart into their hands and hold in with greatest respect. I will learn that I can trust this person with my deepest darkest secrets. They will laugh with me, cry with me or just pick me up on one of those days. All my life I waited for this person to appear. I would look into the eyes of strangers hoping to find a calming heart but always came up empty. There I sit 30 years old and ready to give up my search. Then one day my time must have finally came. My search was over. At first I didn’t realize they where what I had been looking for. As time went by I realized I had a friend for life. I sit and remembered back at the things Ma told me all this person would be. I think she forgot to tell me something’s. She didn’t tell that we would have

January 13th
okay im starting my daily ritual all over again, i havent done this in so long i barely know where to begin. lol Well lets see my day pretty much sucked haha big surprise, my life sux so why shouldnt my days! i was suppose to go to california today to pick up my bedroom set cuz im doing my room in this dark medieval dungeon theme, but then i got stuck at my aunts. my couzin zekey got blisters on his ass from sleepin in a shitty diaper its so nasty and i feel so sorry for the kid. i use to treat him like he was my own until i moved out with my mother and now he really doesnt want nothin to do with my. my day, it hasnt been too bad, only im bored as fuck! all i've done all day is share the computer with my evil cuzin and listen to this badass cd i made last night. its got evanescence, bullet for my valentine, buckcherry, hinder, korn, limp bizkit, and kutless on it. i love it! lol but of course im the rocker chick lol. i might even be goin to a concert next month right now its be

What Is It?
Love...... what is love nowadays? To some it means a lot of things, but do they know what the true meaning of it is? People care to much about material things or love seeing the pain of others. What do you get out of it? Taking pleasure in the pain of others solves nothing. hell you get a good laugh out of it. Dont sit there everyone and use my kindness as a sign of weakness. BIG MISTAKE!!!! Thats when you're gonna see my bad side. Revenge? why? what do I get out of it? to see the pain of someone else? Shit on that ladies and gentlemen. Im probably one of the few guys left in this world that gives a damn about people, their feelings and etc. Love, is the willingness to go that extra mile, it asks for nothing in return except the same thing....love. a good bit of people out there bitch and whine and piss and moan about how they wish they had someone that could love them. Treat others as they would treat you. real love doesnt have to use their body to get what they want.

Quince - What Do You Do With Them? -- Sunset Magazine (oct 2006 Issue), P.26
I have often wondered about this fruit. Here are some suggestions.... "You might mistake them for large misshapen apples at your farmers' market. But quinces have their own appeal. They give off a wonderful fragrance, whic is why they're often placed in drawers as a natural air freshener. It's difficult to eat them raw -- they're rock hard and very puckery, even when fully ripe -- but tender and tropical-tasting when cooked. * Poach them in sugar syrup spiced with cinnamon and cloves, to serve alongside rich meat and game dishes. * Add thin slices to your next apple pie for a rosy color. * Cook them with sugar to taste, puree, and serve with potatoe pancakes. * Make a relish: Grate raw quince, sprinkle with salt, and set aside for a few hours. Rinse under cold water, drain, and dry, then add chopped garlic, a minced hot green chile, sugar and lemon juice. Cover and chill." Do you have any other ideas/suggestions????

I Would Do This For Her Anyday
I would do this for her anyday - Call Her EVERY night - Sneak up behind her - Grab her by the waist - tell her shes beautiful - tell her she has amazing eyes - when your friends walk by say this is my girlfriend - Say i love you to her face not JUST over the phone - if shes sad take her in your arms and tell her everything will be okay - kiss her on the forehead - when you walk with her walk slowly. - Tickle her even when she says stop - Dont say i love you Unless you Mean It. - listen to her when she talks -tell her your secrets. -protect her. girls repost as - a true boyfriend would.. Guys repost as - I would do this for her anyday

Bpd Basics
Borderline personality disorder (BPD) is defined within psychiatry and related psychological fields as a disorder characterized primarily by emotional dysregulation, extreme "black and white" thinking, or "splitting" (believing that something is one of only two possible things, and ignoring any possible "in-betweens"), and turbulent relationships. It can also be described by mental health professionals as a serious mental illness characterized by pervasive instability in mood, interpersonal relationships, self-image, identity, and behavior, and a disturbance in the individual's sense of self. The disturbances suffered by those with borderline personality disorder have a wide-ranging and pervasive negative impact on many or all of the psychosocial facets of life -- including employability and relationships in work, home and social settings. Furthermore, BPDs may be marginalized by society due to their moods and behaviors.

Signs And Symptoms
Signs and symptoms While a patient with depression or bipolar disorder typically endures the same mood for weeks, a person with BPD may experience intense bouts of depression, anxiety, or anger that may last only minutes, hours, or at most a day.[11] These may be associated with episodes of self-injury (including cutting), impulsive aggression, and drug or alcohol abuse. Difficulties in cognition and sense of self can lead to frequent changes in long-term goals, career plans, jobs, gender identity, sexual orientation, friendships, and values. Dissociative episodes, where the person may experience visual or auditory hallucinations, or become disoriented or experience depersonalization, occur generally in the context of hyperarousal, either through extreme emotion or anxiety. These generally last no more than a few minutes but may occasionally occur over hours or days. Aggressive, self harming or potentially dangerous behaviors may occur during these episodes. Fear of abandonment

Dizzom World
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Milky, Milky..
Can anyone tell me why skimmed milk exists? What is it's purpose? It looks like cloudy water and strangely enough.. tastes like it too. I just had it on some cereal as it was all they had left at the shop and now i feel deprived and I'm sulking.. To be concise.. Skimmed Milk has no business masquerading as dairy product!!! pfft

1.15.06
Just A Moment of Romance did my soul get caught in the dreamcatcher's web when i decided to become a murderer because love was too hard is this the end of broken dreams and a trail of mistakes we were nothing just a moment that caught a dreamers heart in the snare of hope but too little too late to save you from your demons is this the moment that changes down to the fiber of nature to end the days of freedom and fearlessness that fell on the tracks is this the end of the nemesis called hope?

Trust In A Bdsm Life
Trust I was looking through some old files on the computer and decided to repost some here for the benefit of those who read here. These works are not by me and the authors are credited at the end when original authors are known. Trust There is nothing more important in a BDSM relationship then trust. For that matter any relationship one has in life there has to be trust between the two people. As children we trust our parents. As we move on in life we begin to trust close friends, teachers, and doctors and so on and so forth. As we become of age we begin to trust the opposite sex even taking a partner. Then some of us veer off into another lifestyle called BDSM where we find either a partner that is Dominant to us or submissive to us and we begin to build trust. What is trust really the dictionary gives the following definition of what it is: 1. Firm reliance on the integrity, ability, or character of a person or thing. 2. Firm belief that a person or thing may be r

Asking For More Prayer...please Please Please
My son has been very sick this week...Wow it takes so long to get ready for something like this...Really trying on the nerves.... I wish I could say things look good but the truth is they dont,,,All I ask from you is a little prayer for my son and his family they can never get enough...

Random
Ok here it goes, 1. I love curling I don't know why but it's addictive watching damn u winter olympics for only coming around every four years!( was that just one huge run on sentence? teachers anywhere?) 2. I amuse myself because i have a 10 year old sense of humor,which in that case 10 year olds amuse me. 3. I love my video games i almost only play on-line,tiger woods ,madden,splinter cell,and socom-combined assault. I realize it's juvenile and I am an old man but i love it so blah. 4. I RULE

Ladies And Gents
Does it ever seem like your always getting dicked over by someone? Friends, family and the ones you care about? Sometimes i wonder if it's really worth having friends cuz seems like i always get dicked over, walked all over and used.........

Dad Is Home Again!
Just got the call from Mom that Dad is home. Yay! The IV medication he received converted his heart rhythm back to normal, so no "shocks" for Dad, lol! His doctor told him absolutely no shoveling snow!! I hope Dad got the message!! He'll be on an added heart medication for about 4 months; I think he can handle that! It's been kind of a crazy energy day again. Lots of people having odd things happening today. Hope things settle down a bit! Thank you one and all for all the support you've given to me and mine over Dad's surgical/post-surgical trauma! He was a bit mortified that people all over the world knew what was going on with him, lol! Another reason for him to behave and follow doctor's orders! Much love and hugs! Blessings, one and all!

Letting Go
After countless painful situations and scars of the past, Trust is not a gift, but a reward that is earned...Letting go is the hardest thing to do, but when regret is not an option for the sake of your own sanity, and death is a cowards way out, letting go seems the most appropriate of choices. But what do you let go of? Do you take a chance on illusions of what you thought the future might be? Let go of your past completely, chain the demons that haunt you...for they're never really gone..just waiting below the surface...testing your self control...your willingness to change...Do you let go of the fear that has bound you...fear of repeating history...fear of unfullfilled desires...fear that if you take a chance and let go...you'll be picking up pieces of the puzzle yet again..trying to find whats missing that you thought you had found... Or is it easier to let go of that fairy tale? Existing as opposed to living? Safer yes...no more pain...but isolation. Solitude? Depends on yo

Darrell " Dimebag" Abbott A Great Friend
I grew up listening to Pantera. I never thought in a million years I would ever meet him and actually become friends. I was blessed to be able to meet him. I Moved to Texas to start a Custom Motorcycle Company. The first week I was there I meet a guy who owned a local club (Matt). He was one of the guys backing our company. I heard Pantera over the speakers and started banging my head to the music. The Matt said " you like Pantera?" I answered " Fuck ya best Metal Band Ever"!!!!! He smiled and said you know they used to play here right. I had no Idea. So anyways a few weeks go by and every night I was at the bar. Matt kinda made me Security and his right hand man. I walk into the bar just like I had been doing and Matt looked kinda wierd. I asked him if he was ok and he said he was but I wasnt going to be in a few. I had no idea what he has talking about. I thought I was going to get fired or jumped. The night kept going like any other night. I heard someone laughing in the back

Yay
1. Who were you with last night? Mum 2. What woke you up this morning? my alarm clocks 3. Where are you? in the study 4. Is tomorrow going to be a good day? hope so 5. Did you kiss or hug anyone today? had some huggs 6. Who's bed were you in last night? mine 8. When's the last time you cried? i believe about 2.30am on monday __The PAST round__ 10. Ever thrown up in public? yes lol 11. whats on your mind right now.? Alot of things but Dustins a big part at the moment __The FUTURE round__ 13. Would you take a bullet for anyone? yes, for the ones i love 14. Where would you like to live? closer to Dustin 15. What kind of home would you like? a warm one 16. What do you want to be when you grow up? I want to work in the media 17. Where do you see yourself in 5 years? Working in the media?? 18. Do you like candy necklaces? yeah...just cant eat them 19. When was the last time you fell over or ran into something? few days ago

Updates On Me
Ok well I got sick yep and not feeling too damn good.. But I will be ok.. Right now my grandma is out of town and she will be back this weekend.. Well I do miss and she needs to get a way with the stress that she is going through.. Well I need to get away from this damn stress and it is driving me nuts.. I am always getting yelled at and people running their mouth about and I can't stand it.. My life is always in hell and always will be.. I don't know what I am goin to do right now but I have think about it what happens to my grandma when she dies and so on, where am i going to go.. It is really hard to think like that you know what I mean.. I don't know if any family member won't take me in, I will live with my mom.. Reason why is I don't trust her never will in my damn life.. She lies alot about a bunch of shit that is not true.. I don't want to live with her.. because she will take control of my life.. Hell I am 24 years old almost 25 years old and I want to start taking control

Calling Off Work
What's the best excuse you've used to get outta going to work? I'm not feeling good at all today and i wanna just call in sick n stay home only problem is i've already called off twice...once cuz i was so hung over and stuck at a *cough*hotel*cough* and the other cuz i was sick. And i've only been at my job for 2 1/2 months now and the managers don't really like me much lol i'm always getting in trouble ahah. anyways yeah help a girl out! i figure if i call off sick i'll just go to the drs n get a note so i don't get in as much of trouble

Ok Guys Support Me!!
Ok once again im in another contest it is the Lovely Lips Contest so I need all your comments you can give till your fingers hurt and all your ratings :-)!!! here is the link Much love Yourhoovergirl

Back In Action!
Well after being on and off over and over again with a long distance relationship we finally decided to call it quits for good and just be friends. Guess I am back to the single life again which is okay I guess and I'm in no hurry to find anyone new. Gets pretty discouraging when everytime you think something feels right it always goes wrong. Maybe I need to find the wrong girl in order to make things right LOL!

My Kittens Videos - Part 3 Fight, Playing, Fiending. Two Kittens.
Well, since they are all uploaded now - for the most part, the ones I am doing now, at least, and since I was away while they were uploading and didn't update with them here AS I uploaded them, I will just put them all in one post now. Yay. I guess. O.o; But, yes, here are the adorable videos of my beloved kittens Tifa & Rinoa, only taken this morning. Tifa is the black one. Rinoa is the tabby. Tifa & Rinoa play-fighting. 3 parts. Part 1. Part 2. Part 3. Fiending Kittens. Playing in the living room. Rinoa and her attacks.

Great Truths That Little Children Have Learned
GREAT TRUTHS THAT LITTLE CHILDREN HAVE LEARNED: 1) No matter how hard you try, you can't baptize cats. 2) When your Mum is mad at your Dad, don't let her brush your hair. 3) If your sister hits you, don't hit her back. They always catch the 2nd person. 4) Never ask your 3-year old brother to hold a tomato. 5) You can't trust dogs to watch your food. 6) Don't sneeze when someone is cutting your hair. 7) Never hold a Dust-Buster and a cat at the same time. 8) You can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk. 9) Don't wear polka-dot underwear under white shorts. 10) The best place to be when you're sad is Grandpa's lap. GREAT TRUTHS THAT ADULTS HAVE LEARNED: 1) Raising teenagers is like nailing jelly to a tree. 2) Wrinkles don't hurt. 3) Families are like fudge...mostly sweet, with a few nuts. 4) Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground. 5) Laughing is good exercise. It's like jogging on the inside. 6) Middle age i

Truth About Bbws
Okay! There was this MUMM talking about BBWs. Saying some big girls are pretty but LARGE women are ugly. And saying that they shouldn't call themselves a BBW! Some girls that are big, say they refuse to call themselves a BBW. Why? You don't see yourself beautiful? Come on, get off it. Just because some asshole on here say some bullshit about the so called "Truth about BBWs" aren't beautiful, why should you listen to people who has a low self-esteem. Why should WE live up to their fawking standards, no matter how different we are, to make them look better. FAWK THEM! We ARE who WE are. If they don't like it, fawk them. We don't want to hear whine babies. BTW, wipe your mouth, there's still a tiny bit of bullshit around your lips! Another thing, got me thinking. There are some BBWs who carry themselves real well. I mean, it's hard to find those cute outfits for plus sizes. But no worries, there's always Roaman's. They always got some cute stuff in there. For being a big girl, I ha

If I Had My Life To Live Over - By Erma Bombeck
IF I HAD MY LIFE TO LIVE OVER - by Erma Bombeck ( written after she found out she was dying from cancer). I would have gone to bed when I was sick instead of pretending the earth would go into a holding pattern if I weren't there for the day. I would have burned the pink candle sculpted like a rose before it melted in storage. I would have talked less and listened more. I would have invited friends over to dinner even if the carpet was stained, or the sofa faded. I would have eaten the popcorn in the 'good' living room and worried much less about the dirt when someone wanted to light a fire in the fireplace. I would have taken the time to listen to my grandfather ramble about his youth. I would have shared more of the responsibility carried by my husband. I would never have insisted the car windows be rolled up on a summer day because my hair had just been teased and sprayed. I would have sat on the lawn with my new clothes and not worried about grass stains. I

The Shoover
THE SHOOVER Vacuum shoes suck up dust as you walk IT'S a brilliant feat of design - vacuum shoes which suck up the dust as you walk. The Shoover - which makers Electrolux call the Dustmate - is perfect for anyone who hates housework. It has a tiny rechargeable vacuum inside the base. And there is a laser movement sensor which switches the suction on and off automatically to save energy. It's all made of green nylon with a flexible rubber sole and elastic sock to fit any foot making it comfortable to wear. Electrolux said: "We all have to vacuum our home - this product is designed for busy people who want to keep the housework down to a minimum. Dustmate provides a cleaning solution that doesn't take up any precious free time. "As you walk, the base of the shoes collect dust on the floor without requiring any effort. It is a simple yet creative cleaning concept." The designers came up with the invention after asking consumers what they wanted and finding that they we

Pieces Of My Heart
Pieces of My Heart by Blue Wolf I have a little story to tell, I know just where to start. It's not a very long one, It begins within my heart. It was all in pieces, Lying scattered on the floor. I knew I had to pick them up, And replace them as before. I couldn't bring myself to do it, 'Cuz they never seemed to fit. There were always pieces missing, Never sure quite where they went. So, I started searching For the pieces left behind. Then, I started crying For the ones I couldn't find. As I searched alone, you see, For the pieces I held dear, I tried to call for help, But, I guess no one could hear, No one close enough to my heart To see the pieces fall. I kept it hidden far from sight, Blocked, behind a wall. Then, my wall began to crumble, One brick at a time, And standing on the other side, Was the reason for this rhyme. She didn't tell me who she was, She just opened up her hand. She said, "I found these on the beach, Scattered in t

1.20.07
Still Alive your cutting moments put fear in the heart that the cold had come to stay that love was pain and trust was false it would always be that way when anger poisoned your sweetest touch it felt like murder to new hope but time has brought me back to me and taught the foolish how to cope standing again alone but alive i'll walk from this regret something whole left in burning soft eyes ready to pay love's debt Lonely Songs no hole where the heart is still beating, still alive still the girl with love to spare forever feels so alone and mistake upon mistake haven't taught the slow to learn with time to pass and freedom to waste sit in the window stare at the rain will it to wash away the sins hide the tears that burn with frustration and i'll sing alone

If I Had My Life To Live Over
IF I HAD MY LIFE TO LIVE OVER - by Erma Bombeck (written after she found out she was dying from cancer). I would have gone to bed when I was sick instead of pretending the earth would go into a holding pattern if I weren't there for the day. I would have burned the pink candle sculpted like a rose before it melted in storage. I would have talked less and listened more. I would have invited friends over to dinner even if the carpet was stained, or the sofa faded. I would have eaten the popcorn in the 'good' living room and worried much less about the dirt when someone wanted to light a fire in the fireplace. I would have taken the time to listen to my grandfather ramble about his youth. I would have shared more of the responsibility carried by my husband. I would never have insisted the car windows be rolled up on a summer day because my hair had just been teased and sprayed. I would have sat on the lawn with my grass stains. I would have cried and laughed

Well Here It Is
i,m in another contest, stop by my link below and vote, the deal is you can only vote 5 times on comment, remember only 5 times, i know this is diff but thats the rule, thank you and please let your friends know also

Wolf Moon
Once upon a November night a new moon bloomed so full, so bright. Down it cast its petals of light to guide young lovers through the night. But also on this love enchanted nite there sat a lone wolf,out of sight. For you see this wolf had no mate,no one to chase thru loves gate. So sat this wolf of very ill fate,in the shadows to meditate. He thought of a she-wolf so lovely,so great; she would have been the perfect mate. With her he would race the wind and hunt at nite where their shadows would be twin. And her honor he would defend,because with love he would always win. But because of his shy ways, he lost her thru his long delays. And instead of chasing moon rays,he now roams around like a stray; staring at the moon in a daze,howling in the nite in a love sick craze.

Very, Very Proud!!!
I just want to start this by saying.. I'm so damn proud of my 8 year old daughter!!! I will tell you why... Well, this morning, we had to go and file our taxes and my daughter was still sleeping so my brother said he would watch her because we didn't plan on being gone very long... While we were out, we got a call about a stove that we had called and asked about and the guy told us to come and pick it up... I tried calling my house to tell my brother that we would be a bit longer because of picking up the stove, but no one answered, in fact, I kept getting a busy signal. I kept telling myself that my brother had used the phone and just forgot to press the "end" button, or else, once again, my puppy got up on my desk and knocked the phone down and pressed the talk button!! Anyway, we got home and everything was all closed up... and for my house, that just is NOT normal!!! LOL Now comes into play why I'm so very proud of my daughter.... My brother lives with me and he

My Dream Girls
"The Invitation" "It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dream, for your adventure of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own, if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know

Me
well im a great person to get along with . i show love and friend ship to any one thats nice and do not get in my way of life . im sweet and loving . i do care about others but he do not care about me im so sad for him

To Everyone
Sorry I havent been on. I started a new med this week and I've been sleeping ALOT! Anyway I just wanted everyone to know I was thinking of them and I miss you guys bunches. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ """If a kiss was a raindrop... I'd send you showers. If hugs were a second... I'd send you hours. If smiles were water... I'd send you the sea. If friendship was a person... I'd send you me. If you dont send this to at least 10 people...you will be left with no friends because they won't know that you appreciate them. This poem shows lots of appreciation...so send this to all of your friends and let them know you care FRIENDS ARE LIKE BALLOONS ONCE U LET THEM GO U CANT GET THEM BACK SO IM GOING TO TIE U TO MY HEART SO I NEVER LOSE U. SEND THIS TO ALL UR FRIENDS INCLUDING ME! SEE HOW MANY U GET BACK ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Hosted by HitupMyspace.com

Oklahoma Centennial
This Flash presentation on Oklahoma's Centennial is a MUST SEE! > You will need to watch carefully, some of the graphics go quickly. > For those of you who are converted or native "Okies", you'll be > proud. > For those of you who are soon to be "Okies", you'll soon be > proud, > For those of you who aren't "Okies", maybe one day you'll be > fortunate enough to get here! > > Here is the link that will either make you proud to be an "Okie" > or sick that you are not. Turn up the sound. > View a historical video and listen to the new song (Oklahoma > Rising). > http://www.dougloudenback.com/downtown/oklahomarising.htm

????
OK dont get me wrong I do like the fact that I have a crush..... but i am not in jr high if someone likes me, just let me know..... I would like to know so we could chat and get to know each other.................

Hold On
These silent times, cold midwinter moments, contain yourself, lost in whispers, frozen now these arctic vespers. These late and empty times, vibrating with grace, a cold dark world, a warm soft place. Simple now, these little moments, simple now this small embrace, don't dare touch it no don't dare look, it might fall apart, ruin this space. Hold this moment, this brief small time, hold this moment, hold it.

Lovers Rhapsody
It was a warm sensuous rain, the kind you walk with your lover; playing its pitter patter song on the window payne; I hear you moan. My inquisitive eyes peek at you napping in a dreamy sleep. A translucent pink, soft chiffon shroud covers your submissive nakedness. A glowing silhouette of curves entice, moist lips beg for a kiss; plump breasts, rippen strawberry nipples. Gazed in mounting sensuous amazement. Compelled to follow the contour of your slender arm. Up from my chair, quietly and cautionously, to get a closer watch of your nap time dream. Standing next to you, silently, your complete nakedness is now visible; your red polished fingernails rest upon your golden garden, beads of sweet nectar glitter upon it flowers. Your smile widens, lips silently beg for a lovers kiss; your breast begs for a passions touch; your erotic sleep invites me to join in. I must resist the temptation. To awaken you would darken this fantasy; Yet my own body feel

Yes Or No
Yes/No Game THE RULES ARE AS FOLLOWS: 1. You can only say Yes or No! 2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks! 3. DO NOT SAY ANYTHING BESIDES YES OR NO!!! 4. Repost this as the Yes/ No Game! ------------------------------------------------------------- Over 18? Yes Kissed someone on your friends List? Yes Danced in front of your mirror naked? No Ever told a lie? Yes Tripped on mushrooms? No Done Ecstasy? No Been arrested? yes Kissed a picture? yes Fallen asleep at work/school? Yes Held an actual snake? Yes Ran a red light? Yes Been suspended from school? Yes Totaled your car/motorbike in an accident? Yes Been fired from a job? yes Sang karaoke? Yes Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? Yes Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? Yes Caught a snowflake on your tongue? Yes Kissed in the rain? Yes Sang in the shower? Yes

When You Love Someone!
When you Love someone so much! Girl: Slow down, I'm scared. Guy: No, this is fun. Girl: No it's not. Please I'm scared! Guy: Then tell me you love me. Girl: Fine I love you. Slow down! Guy: Now give me a BIG hug. Girl : hugs him Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? It's bothering me. Girl: alrite now slow down Guy: i love you babe (in the paper the next day): A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only 1 had survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes failed, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug one last time, then he had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die. If u love any one this much re-post this ....and....the love of your life will relize they feel the same .... DONT BREAK THIS . 2morow will be the best day of your life. However, if u don't post this by at least 12:

When I Am With You
When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You."

Will You......
will you be my knight in shineing armor? and chase away my ghosts. will you save me from my yestredays? and help me build tommorrow. will you hold me close within your arms ? so i feel youll never let go. will you gentley carees my upturned face? as if i were truley precius. will you hold my hand cradeled in yours? for all the world to see. will you kiss away my tears when sad ? and strive to make me smile. will you listen to my thoughts and ideas as if they truley matter and help me belive i can fullfill my dreams even when there silly will you accept me for who i truely am and not what you wish me to be will you love me thrugh the good and the bad not just when its easy will you be a part of me help compleate the whole my partner in my life

Hey, We Can Do Blogs Here? Cool!
The title comes from the time when I did stats for the local American Legion baseball team, and we went to Cherryville, NC for a game. They were our main rivals in Area IV, and there wasn't much love between the teams and their fans. Something had happened in a game earlier in the season where I shot off my mouth and when we met them in the playoffs, the manager made sure to put my name on the lineup just to see what kind of reaction i would get. Turns out they remembered what I said, because when the PA announcer called out my name, I was raucously booed. It was at that moment when I found out just why the bad guys in wrestling love to be booed!

Man Laws ( Feel Free To Add To It In Comments )
MAN LAWS... 1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: (a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master. (b) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse. (c) After wrecking your boss' car. (d) One hour, 12 minutes, 37 seconds into "The Crying Game". (e) When she is using her teeth. 3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. 4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. 6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. 7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is strictly optional. At th

Understanding Chpt 1
Understanding Chpt 1 Category: Blogging I have finally decided to go ahead and make a public account/diary of what I've been dealing with.I want this particular aspect of my life to help and educate others.I want to break the nasty stigma associated with a condition that is NATURALLY OCCURING in women.I will be posting my trial and errors and keep a diary of this new phase of my life. I want to educate BOTH men and women about this issue.I'll even be pulling out excerpts from medical journals and what not with links for you to go and get the info yourself. Regardless of whether you believe me or not ,I am a healthy woman in her late 30's.In recent months my body has undergone alot of stress and illness and what not.Amongst the things I've also started early menopause.That's right I used that frightful word:MENOPAUSE. Now.. this is a naturally occurring issue with women that can start as early as the mid to late 30's.Now I also have a few other things that has set this into motion

Aunt Karen
Subject: Aunt Karen >>Date: Tue, 5 Sep 2006 05:59:56 -0500 >> >> >>>> >> The teacher gave her fifth grade class an assignment... Get >>>>their >>>parents >>>> >> to tell them a story with a moral at the end of it. >>>> >> >>>> >> The next day the kids came back and one by one began to tell >>>>their >>>> >> stories. >>>> >> Ashley said, "My father's a farmer and we have a lot of >>>>egg-laying >>>hens. >>>> >> >>>> >> One time we were taking our eggs to market in a basket on >>>>the front >>>seat >>>> >> of the car when we hit a big bump in the road and all the >>>>eggs went >>>> >> flying >>>> >> and broke and made a mess." >>>> >> >>>> >> "What's the moral of the story?" asked the teacher. >>>> >> "Don't put all your eggs in one basket!" >>>> >> "Very good," said the teacher. >>>> >> >>>> >> Next little Sarah raised her hand and said, "Our family are >>>>farmers >>>too. >>>> >> But we raise chickens for the meat market. >>>> >> >>>> >> W

Tanya, Classical Musician
Well, as those of you who have read my profile know, I am a classically trained musician. These days, I primarily study voice (although I still consider piano my primary instrument), and last November I gave a joint recital with a couple friends. I have at long last gotten around to converting and cutting that recital into pieces, and I've posted five of them in my stash. Thanks to Pierrot~Lunaire for a very helpful link. So, if you are interested, check these out. I'd advise those of you who aren't really into classical music stick to the two Broadway numbers, and if you get adventurous, the Previn trio (which is lovely). The Menotti is only for the adventurous! Andre Previn's Vocalise for piano, soprano, and cello (with my sister Holly) Richard Strauss' Ruhe, meine Seele "Once Upon a Dream" from Jekyll & Hyde "Do You Love Me" from Fiddler on the Roof (with Ken) From Five Songs, two songs by Gian-Carlo Menotti Next time I'm home, I'll get my bro-in-law to con

Started Out Ggggggrrrrrr And Ended Ok Lol
OH DEAR LORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Today so totally sucks!! Its only 9:30 and I am ready to just leave. I hate being in this fucking place. I warned everyone that I am not doin good today and the stupid bitch starts in on me. FUCK YOU BITCH!!!! I will fucking leave and go home if this shit keeps up. I am depressed and I am having some health issues right now. I am goin to the dr next friday and hopefully we can get all of this stuff taken care of. I need to talk to someone and see if they can help me deal with all this shit. I have someone that I talk to now but he isnt always gonna be able to talk just cause I am having a bad day. I mean he has a life also and problems of his own. Miss Jessica was being a pain in the ass last night. She woke up at like 2 am and Michelle and I both tryed to calm her and we couldnt. Tim came out and tryed to calm her and wasnt able to. He finally took her in his room and let her sleep in his bed with him and she calmed down and went to sleep. I hate the n

Developments.
It is one thing to live as though One's dreams never were: another entirely to realise they are yet of the potential to lift One into a new Life. Yet, effectively, that is indeed what has recently happened. For privacy reasons I'll not name here the [girls] responsible, suffice it to say that if they read this they'll both know and understand the reference and the conversations that led to it. Having said the which: it behooves Me to Thank them, for yet again contributing to the font of knowledge I've been acquiring. Each [girl] has added, often with unconscious grace, an element of perception which in its' turn aids My own, and shows Me there is yet more to Learn. So Be It. Life, like Love, is and should never be static : that is nothing more than the inevitable prolongation of slow death, and accordingly a thing to be avoided as undesirable. How then, to employ the tools Life hands us? Th

Mistress/quiz-how Will Your Name
YES MISTRESS,...WHAT MAY I DO TO PLEASE YOU THIS TIME HE ASKED AS HE WENT DOWN ON HIS KNEES INFRONT OF ME!,...SHE TOOK HOLD HIS COLLAR',...PULLING HIM TO HER,KISS MY MILKY WHITE THIGHS ,TO YOU GET TO MY PUSSY LIPS,THEN BITE THEM,MAKE ME MOAN ,...YES MISTRESS HE SAYS''.,...IS THIS TO YOUR LIKING MISTRESS?(SLAPPING HIM)I DID NOT SAY FOR YOU TO SPEAK!!,...NOW PUSH YOUR TONGUE FURTHER INSIDE MY PUSSY AND YOU MAY NOT STOP TIL I SAY YOU ARE DISMISSED!!!,... ------------------------------------- -- [adjective]:Fetish oriented 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com

This Is Me Learn To Deal With It
the man is back to being his juggalo self again and now for all you "I AM A FUCKING JUGGALO AND I AM PROUD TO BE ONE I PAINT MY FACE AND I DON'T CARE IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT THIS IS ME.i am done hideing who i am and i refuse to do it anymore if you don't like it i have two words for you fuck off.because this is me and i am not changeing to fit in with the rest of the world.but if you one of my real friends then you will understand sorry if this pisses some of you off nut i don't give a shit anymore.and to all my juggalo's and juggalette's that read this MMFWCL.

Corbis.com Buys My Digital Design Photos
My digital photography and design work was just bought by Corbis.com. The series/compilation of photos called "Essence" is a combination of my photography and graphic design on the sensual sexual nature of men and women. Unfortunately, I can't show the series or I would violate the signed contract, but I can let the public see my cover design until it releases. Let me know what you think and rate my picture. Ciao. http://i80.photobucket.com/albums/j185/B_E_S/essencebypmstrategies.gif

Longest Legs On Cherry!!! Soon!!!
Ok Peeps! I'm starting to get back all of the pictures that I lost. I would like to get back up to 12 entrants. So far I have 7 for sure. Possibly 8. I need 4 more entries. If you were originally going to be in it I would still love to have you! Contact me and I will let you know if I need your picture or not! By the way , I'm moving into my new house this weekend so I will be off and on! Cheers! BeerQueen

Fade
Its been on of those weeks. One of those weeks when you feel you body caving in and turning in on itself. The spoken word holds no meaning to me anymore. Its all just a bunch of filth spit out over greedy tongues. What has become of people? A hoard of putrid, lying, bags of flesh. My stomache turns and i exhale a black cloud of hate. Ears bleed, pierced by your empty words. I shall hear no more. I want not of your love anymore, nor your hate, nor your fear. I'm sick of bleeding for you. Sick of spreading myself thin so that you might feel one moment of peace. Fuck you! Where is my peace???? I am but a whore to your emotions. Lathered up over all your sores. This dagger, wrenched so deeply in my heart, push the hilt, free my soul, give me peace.

Yesterday
Yesterday was a perfect day. Michael came down and spent most of the day with me. Lol, poor baby hasn't slept much recently. We hung out here at the house and at the mall and movies. We saw The Hitcher, good movie. Lol, we also had some fun in the movies, but yea. It was great just having him here next to me. I missed him like crazy, but I'm not complaining. I know I will have to get used to away time alot, but that's fine. I love my man and I'll do anything for him. Get some sleep after you get home from work baby. You need to rest. I am in love with you Michael, so very much.

The Art Of Subconcious Illusion
A living nightmare, asleep but still aware. The endless torture. The painless pleasure. I grasp myself. Trying to regain control. I experience and learn. In another faction of my mind. So confused. But everything makes perfect sense. Can't feel the pain. Emotional pain's so much deadlier. Lost, you've just been raped. Pain. Your friends can't help you. Why wont they help you? Another reality. This can't be happening. Why is this happening? Who the fuck are you? Who the fuck. Are you? Trying hard to figure out what's done. I scramble but now I run. The images in my head. All the problems that I've been fed. Punching slowly my mind can't change the speed. As my victims bleed. No matter what I do or how hard I try. I can't use my abilities. Use my abilities. Art of Illusion. My razor sharp knife's edge, pierces my victim's body. But I can't take their soul. Punching through jello, stabbing not killing. Disappointment. Discomfort.

Stardate- 72340582...```stupid F **kin Calender``
Far from home and living in the cold. No access to old pix and the stupid thing only downloads in BMP. So I'm stuck to scavenging for points like a crack fiend. Possibly the 1st of many, maybe the last; pump me full of beer and we'll find out later

My Grandma Part 4
Update on my grandma, well late night she had to go to the hospital.. They had to dran her bladder out it was full.. and today the nurse came and they bought the hospital bed in there.. I ma not going to be on that much now since we have a hospital bed here.. but me and my cousin are computer freaks and we agree to put the computer in my room so she can do what she want to do instead of grandma hearing what is on the computer.. I thought that was a really great idea.. But I am doing fine staying strong that is what I have to do the most.. I have a really good talk with my aunt and we talked about some important things.. Until the time is ready for my grandma to go, than I will start worried about where I am going to live and all that stuff.. I have to stay strong for the family.. Well give you all more updates as soon as I hear something.. Virgo24

Need A Perfect Woman To Love
What I am looking forsomeone who is there,loves his family but can make his own decisions, has had enough life experiences to know what he wants from a relationship, has a hobby or something he enjoys (strip-clubs not an option), and does not live with his parents. A positive attitude is important as well as honesty and integrity.

To My Grandson In Heaven
HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY LITTLE RICKY EARL FRASER JR. i LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL AND YOUR SWEET MOTHER LOVES YOU AND MISSES YOU SO VERY MUCH ... YOUR BIG SISTER KYLEE PAIGE FRASER WHO THINKS ABOUT YOU EVERY DAY THAT GOES BY... YOUR GRANDFATHER MISSES YOU DEEPLY AND WISHES YOU WAS HERE SO HE COULD SPOIL YOU LIKE HE IS SPOILING YOUR SISTER.... AS FAR AS i KNOW WE ALL WISH YOU WOULD HAVE LIVED TO SEE YOUR FIRST CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What The Hell
Seriously, what the hell. In a good way. I mean, i have been here hardly 2 days and i think i am addicted. Oh my. What the... freak... an i hate writing blogs, wha tthe hell am i doing, where is my shrink.... my head. my god dam freak skull ahhhhhhhhhhhh k, i think i am okay now. w00t

Best Family Updates.......
~ Okay Family Contest ~ I want to have a family contest on CT and all the familys enter there Logo and then everyone votes and comments on it the family with the highest wins. Also a good way for people who aren't in family to join the familys. Just really to spread the news out! Contest will open today at 2:oo pm and run until 2/8 at 2 pm central time! so i'll be taking family logos send to my inbox and i will add the family! and may the best family win! 1st Family is...... with 20 comments 2nd Family is...... with 1 comments 3rd Family is...... with 1 comments You can Comment Bomb your own pic in my contest! thanks maria ~~UBER MARIA..Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP

My Weekend Plans
ok so i'll barely be online this weekend (i think). here's the schedule: friday: *school (duh) *hang out wit alison and rachel saturday: * jess's bday party out in d-mas (starts in the PM but i dunno how late) *sleepover at jess' sunday: *leave jess' at who-knows when *rachel's bday party (whee...not excited for ice-skatin) then monday begins my two-week internship at exxon, whoot! i still have to figure out how i'm gettin my ass to the station and home everyday. rachel is workin in the winter production at school so she'll be close and i guess we'll be going to lunch everyday (maybe and i doubt it) but we'll be running everyday (also doubtful) cuz when we get back from internship, susanne is gonna have us start running for like three weeks. wow it's gonna suck. i really wanna start takin weight loss pills to kick start the process but it's up to some group i'm about to join...plus we gotta be careful about the speed in some products. i'm already on 45 mg of C

My Grandpa
Grandma God needed one more to fill the empty space, he looked around the hospital and saw your sweet face, when you stopped breathing, we knew you were gone, you went so peacefully, so we knew you chose the right home, we knew your skies weren't so blue, and the roads were getting too tough for you, but you fought that fight, and you did the best you could do, the best part was you didn't die alone, the day God sent you home. My Grandpa When my sister, Paula and I were younger, Grandpa was who we fought over. By us, he would get tickled, as we all laughed and giggled. I even tried to scare him by shouting, BOO! I'd ask him, Grandpa, how old are you? 100 years old. he'd smile and say. He would take us out to restaurants and buffets. There was desserts galore and even though we were full, we'd ask for more. He took us to the movies, and let us pick our goodies. After the movies, we would go to the store, having our arms full when w

Thank You For Shopping At Wal-mart!!!! Tee Hee
ONE OF MY FRIENDS POSTED THIS AND I HAD TO SHARE... TOO FUNNY!!! ~AlyCat ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ One day, in line at the company cafeteria, Joe says to Mike behind him, "My elbow hurts like hell. I guess I'd better see a doctor." "Listen, you don't have to spend that kind of money," Mike replies. "There's a diagnostic computer down at Wal-Mart. Just give it a urine sample and the computer will tell you what's wrong and what to do about it. It takes ten seconds and costs ten dollars . . . A lot cheaper than a doctor." So, Joe deposits a urine sample in a small jar and takes it to Wal-Mart. He deposits ten dollars, and the computer lights up and asks for the urine sample. He pours the sample into the slot and waits. Ten seconds later, the computer ejects a printout: "You have tennis elbow. Soak your arm in warm water and avoid heavy activity. It will improve in two weeks. Thank you for shopping @ Wal-Mart." That evening, while thinking

I Hate Being Sick
OK so I'm sitting here with a sinus infection from hell trying to figure out all this cherry tap shit. It's a bit more complex than myspace, but then again, myspace was designed with the moron in mind. Thanks to Matt and Alex for inviting me to CT. It's fun, and I get to harrass my friends, so that makes me happy. I'm going back to the couch now.

What Every Woman Wants!
What every woman wants is to be Loved and cherished like she is the only one that matters and is important to him... like a touch, a kiss, holding hands, watching a movie, going out to dinner, just being together, doing things together doesnt matter what! the feeling of meeting a new person, the look in his eyes when he looks into yours, is it kismet ment to be, I dont know but just being with him makes her heart race, longing for his kiss. his touch, the anticipation of what is yet to come. ah a new romance is blooming like a flower opening up for the first time, the sweet smell is enticing as a new love is enticing to think about it makes you smile with the wonderment of something new...

Styx -rockin The Paradise
Hey whatcha doin' tonight? Have you heard that the world's gone crazy? Young Americans listen when I say there's people puttin' us down I know they're sayin' that we've gone lazy To tell you the truth we've all seen better days Don't need no fast buck lame duck profits for fun Quick trick plans, take the money and run We need long term, slow burn, getting it done And some straight talking, hard working son of a gun. So, whatcha doin' tonight, I got faith in our generation Let's stick together and futurize our attitudes I ain't lookin' to fight, but I know with determination We can challenge the schemers who cheat all the rules Come on and take pride, be wise, spottin' the fools Big shots, crackpots bending the rules A fair shot here for me and for you Knowing that we can't lose And we'll be rockin' in Paradise Rockin' the Paradise tonight Rockin' in Paradise Rockin' the Paradise tonight Tonight, tonight... [guitar solo...�go sparky go�..

The Local Bank
A sign in the local Bank Lobby reads: "Please note that this Bank is installing new Drive-through teller machines enabling customers to withdraw cash without leaving their vehicles. Customers using this new facility are requested to use the procedures outlined below when accessing their accounts. After months of careful research, MALE & FEMALE procedures have been developed. Please follow the appropriate steps for your gender." MALE PROCEDURE: 1. Drive up to the cash machine. 2. Put down your car window. 3. Insert card into machine and enter PIN. 4. Enter amount of cash required and withdraw. 5. Retrieve card, cash and receipt. 6. Put window up. 7. Drive off. ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~ FEMALE PROCEDURE: 1. Drive up to cash machine. 2. Reverse and back up the required distance to align ca r window with the machine. 3. Set parking brake, put the window down. 4. Find handbag, remove all contents on to passenger seat to locate card.

Father Of The Year
How could you care about one and not the others You lying bastard you never cared about me, my sisters, and brothers You say you love her, you say you care She is only one you are a father to, how could you dare You ruined all your kids lives So take care of your own daughter you and your wife She wants to spend time with us, is all you say I know you Aaron you want a baby sitter that you don't have to pay She is the youngest, the last kid you had You better be a good father to her, instead of the run-a-way dad Those lies you told us really did hurt But we all stopped believing in you, so now your lies didn't work Your the worst kinda person in the whole world Why couldn't you be a father to all your 5 boys and 5 girls We have different last names but that's OK 9 of us never had a father, why couldn't you stay We all have talked and gotten along We also agree, it's not our fault, what you did was wrong How could you love one and not the rest We want

What Is Love
What is Love? Love is a slow Kiss goodnight. (It's Anticipation) Love is an Imperfection in yourself not bothering you. (It's Acceptance) Love is passing up an Opportunity because the Time isn't right yet. (It's Patience) Love is a Back massage that starts above the hairline and ends around the insoles. (It's Exploration) Love is not having to say "Let's make love" because you know what to do. (It's Humor) Love is being told "Stop and I'll kill you" (It's Desire) Love is reviewing the damage to your living room and realizing personal effects are strewn in a clockwise pattern from the front door to the bedroom. (It's Abandonment) Love is seeing what your lover really looks like for the first time. (It's Truth) Love is knowing what time it is and not caring. (It's Joy) Love is the arms around you tightening their embrace. (It's Ecstasy) Love is seeing a new side of a person you thought you knew. (It's Re

True Friend...
"A good friend will come bail you out of jail.... But a true friend will be sitting next to you saying .. WE screwed up, but we had fun! " Proud to be your Friend! I've learned...that life is like a roll of toilet paper. The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes. I've learned...that we should be glad God doesn't give us everything we ask for. I've learned..that money doesn't buy class. I've learned...that it's those small daily happenings that make life so spectacular. I've learned...that under everyone's hard shell is someone who wants to be appreciated and loved. I've learned...that the Lord didn't do it all in one day. What makes me think I can? I've learned...that to ignore the facts does not change the facts. I've learned...that the less time I have to work, the more things I get done. To all of you...make sure you read all the way down to

First Blog
Hey everyone, i would like to thank everyone who has added me and has become a fan. It's very much appreciated and i will do my best to get around and show you all a lil love. Now, i have been told that i shuold post my storys on here, there a little on the erotic side..lol. so i will post a couple and if you like, then i may post more. Onc again, thanks for all the love. Stay Frosty, ~Sticky~

I Knew It Lol
You Scored a 97% which means you are a .... You are a passionate lover. You are the complete package and you recieve the complete package. You are NOT selfish and yet you still don't get walked all over. You're what everyone looks for and you show the opposite sex what it is like to truly be loved. Anyone who gets you is truly lucky.What kind of lover are youTake More Quizzes

Penis Envey?
Penis Size and Male Dominance In a group of males, there are a lot of things that determines who leads the pact. Depending on the aspect involved, it is a normal situation when a lead male is designated to represent the group. There's a lot of factors that are considered in knowing the presence of dominance. However, in most male groups, the feeling of dominance does not necessarily mean that the dominant male gets everything. Apparently, understanding the existence of domination in a male group is not a complex task. Psychologically, males are more than open with the idea of making someone ahead of them. The theory of association states that ones a person is acquainted to someone who is considered as a public figure, that person too becomes identified as such. This reality helps men in understanding the essence of having someone as the head of the group. Studies suggest that men are more liberated when it comes to discussing their sexuality with their peers. In fact, i

Rant Time! Episode 5: Milking The Franchise!!!
There are so many reasons to write this episode of RANT TIME! that I don't even know where to start. So I'm just going to jump straight into it...lets ROC! RANT TIME! Episode 5: MILKING THE FRANCHISE!!! How many of you fuckers remember...MIGHTY MORPHIN POWER RANGERS?? Why the hell did they need to continue it after the first season? It was great (and corny as hell) but great...especially when you are a 9 year old living in Chicago. BUT WHY IS IT NECESSARY TO TAKE SOMETHING COOL AND DESTROY IT?! Ninja Turtles, He-Man, Final Fantasy VII... DAMNIT! OK NINJA TURTLES IS AWESOME, WE ALL KNOW THAT. But why the hell did they feel a need to remake the cartoon series? I know the remake of Ninja Turtles is loosely based on the comic book but WHAT THE FUCK IS THE POINT?! It was great back in the 90's and late 80's. Same with He-Man....WHAT THE FUCK WAS GOING ON WITH THAT...granted I don't remember much of the original He-man (I was a wee-little He-Man when it was on TV) but WHAT THE FUCK!

Ready To Call It
im so tired of bieng alone i guess thats my curse to be unloved because of certain physical aspects to short to fat etc well i just dont want to go on anymore its pointless to continue life im so tired of bieng an outcast overlooked and otherwise dissmissed im not want females want i cant help it im just noti would give my soul to have someone anyone just to hang out with and hold and enjoy life together without somedone life is so damm worthlrss especially when your cursed like i am

Pray For Him
I am heade out to shervport LA. My uncle was in an accident last night and broke his neck he is in the trauma center in shrevport LA. I just found out they think he will still be able to walk so that is good but you never know with spinal cord injuries.

The Wild Child Girls Going To Bike Week And Cruefest In Daytona!!!
That's right SEXXY friends!! The Girls of Wild Child Magazine in Portland, Oregon will be sponsoring Bike Week and Cruefest in Daytona, Florida this year!! How fucking cool is that?? I will fill you in on more details as I get them. So for my Florida friends out there, I hope to see ya!!! Rock On Baby!! XOXO Silver

The Invitation
The Invitation It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dream, for the adventure of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the centre of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shrivelled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own, if you can dance with wildness and let ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if y

Am Rising
I'm snuggled warm in my bed at I get this pressure feeling saying ya better get the #$*# out of bed or your going to have to be dealing with a mess in a mintue. So I wake up, and end up crawling on the couch with my little bit of fluff curling up on me. This made him extermely happy. I'm extermely unhappy at this because I was sleeping very hard at the time and woke up to my lower back doing the HI I AM HERE with very loud pokes to the nerves. Mornings. BAh humbug.

Set It Free!
WELL EVERYONE HAS HEARD THAT OLD SAYING IF U LOVE SOMONE SET THEM FREE IF THEY RETURN ITS MEANT TO BE!WELL AFTER MANY LONG SLEEPLESS NIGHTS AND MANY ATTEMPTS TO GET BACK ON TRACK NO NEED TO GO INTO THE DETAILS OF WHY I LEFT MY LOVE LETS JUS SAY HIS HEAD WAS UP HIS ASS OK ANYWAYS I LEFT IN AUGUST DIDNT SPEAK OR SEE AT ALL FOR OH ABOUT 6 MONTHS WHEN WE FINALLY DID SPEAK AL I HAD TO SAY WAS WHEN U GONNA GET THE DIVORCE AND WE CLEARED THAT UP.THEN NEXT THING I KNOW LIKE THE NEXT DAY OR MAY HAVE BEEN LATER THAT SAME EVE HE INFORMS ME HE REALLY DOESNT WANT ANYONE ELSE AND KNOWS HE WAS SUCH AN IDIOT AND HE WANTS ANOTHER CHANCE TO MAKE IT RIGHT SO BEING THAT THE ISSUES WE HAD BEFORE I LEFT R NO LONGER ISSUES WE R BACK TOGETHER.I WAS VERY SURPRISED TO LEARN THAT HE WAS COMING TO ME AND RELOCATING CUZ I EVEN LEFT MY HOMESTATE.IT WAS THE HARDEST THING TO DO ESP WHEN U LOVE THE PERSON WITH ALL U HAVE AND THEY WERE UR BESTFRIEND AND ECT BUT U HAVE TO SACRIFICE AND WALK AWAY CUZ SOMETIMES LOVE DOESN

Computer Prayer
Prayer Every night I lie in bed, This little prayer inside my head: God bless my mom and dad, and bless my children, And take care of my husband; he brings me so much joy... And God, there's just one more thing - I wish that you would do: If you don't mind my asking, bless my computer too? Now I know that it's not normal - to bless a small machine But listen just a second - and I'll try to explain... You see, that little metal box - holds more than odds and ends. Inside those small components - rest a hundred loving friends. Some, it's true, I've never seen - and most I've never met. We've never shaken hands or - ever truly hugged, and yet... I know for sure they love me - by the kindness they give And this little scrap of metal - is how I get to where they live. By faith is how I know them, much the same as I know you. I share in what life brings them - from that our friendship grew, Just take an extra minute - from your duties up abov

(from Shrinky) A Happy & Sad Joke
A husband and wife were sharing a bottle of wine when the husband said,"I bet you can't tell me something which will make me happy and sad at the same time". The wife thought for a few moments, then said, "Your cock's bigger than your brother's". LOL

(from Shrinky) Brain Association
A South American scientist from Argentina , after a lengthy study, has discovered that people with insufficient brain activity read their e-mail with their hand on the mouse. Don't bother taking it off now, it's too late! LOL

Missing Him
Missing you The beauty of the night is in the sight of your eyes The light of the moon in your smile And the world is worth nothing without u because u are my love and only love Since we first met, u enchanted me, filled my life with happiness Always told me that people were the last ones we care about because it was all about us Ur words overwhelmed me I was astonished when you were around I got lost when u were gone because my love, since u came into my life everything around me was altered by the touch of joy u brought along But right now; I miss the eyes the words the smile the glance the touch the love but above all I miss the man

Wishing
If I could make a wish Your lips would be on mine, I'd slowly sip and savor you Like only the finest wine. For there's no one else I know That gives me so much pleasure, And I know someday, You'll see that you're my treasure. If I could make a wish Our bodies would unite, There's nothing I'd love more Than making love all night. For there's no one else I know Who gives me passion like you do, And I know someday, All my wishes will come true. If I could make a wish I'd start by making things right, I'd take away all your doubts, And hold you through the night. For there's no one else I know That means as much you see, And I know someday, You'll learn to trust in me. If I could make a wish. It would be just you and me, No worries in the world, Just happy as can be. For there's no one else I know Who with me, makes the perfect rhyme, And I know someday, In another place in time. If I could make a wish I'd go to the next lifetime to be with you,

Moi!
I am a country boy by heart. Yep! Raised on a farm. I still can't stand big cities to this day. Sure they are fun to visit, but nothing beats the feeling of leaving it in the rear view mirror. I was raised in Europe by some awesome parents who went through pure hell because of me and my curiosity. It is a wonder they still associate with me lmao. They are the best! I work offshore on oil field boats and love my job. The pay is insane and the benefits rock. I am captain now after having worked my way up from the bottom. Pvt message me if you are interested in checking it out and I can fill you in. The schedules are flexible and the entry pay beats land job wages by a long shot. I enjoy hunting,fishing,art,music,writing,creating graphics,reading,travelling,cooking,and puzzles of any kind.

Check Out What I Got!
So, if you're into getting these lisence images done, you're not gonna find anyone better to do one than my buddy Eddie. He finished mine last night. I think it's fantastic. It's a true skill to be able to not only make great art, but to be able to read the desires of a subject to deliver what they like with your own style in tact, that's a real artist there. I just thought I'd share what he made for me, and I hope that you guys will follow the link and show some love for this thing. He worked really hard for me, and I don't have much to offer back. Here goes. Ken

The President Of The Bank Of Canada
THE LUCKY JOKE: This is a joke that should bring you luck. An elderly woman walked into the Bank of Canada one morning with a purse full of money. She wanted to open a savings account and insisted on talking to the president of the Bank because, she said, she had a lot of money. After many lengthy discussions (after all, the client is always right) an employee took the elderly woman to the president's office. The president of the Bank asked her how much she wanted to deposit. She placed her purse on his desk and replied, "$165,000". The president was curious and asked her how she had been able to save so much money. The elderly woman replied that she made bets. The president was surprised and asked, "What kind of bets?" The elderly woman replied, "Well, I bet you $25,000 that your testicles are square." The president started to laugh and told the woman that it was impossible to win a bet like that. The woman never batted an eye. She just looked at the preside

I Want
I wish I had a man to send me these.... http://products.proflowers.com/valentinesday/OneDozenLongStemmedRedRoseswithFREERubyVaseChocolates-40969?ref=RadioDirectYahoo%20Listeners&catid=LandingRadio_Radio_yahoo cut and paste the link in your browser...I want i want i want!

Metaphor Analysis Of Dante's Divine Comedy
Metaphor Analysis Dante fills The Divine Comedy with hundreds of metaphors. Only a close reading of the poems’ “Notes” will give readers fair insight into the elaborate and complex metaphors, and metaphorical systems, employed by Dante. Additionally, Dante scholars still disagree on many points related to the symbolism and true meaning of specific details in Comedy. Thus, the following metaphor analysis touches only on overarching symbolism rather than any discrete aspects of Dante’s metaphorical universe. Numerology: Readers must pay close attention to Dante’s use of numbers in The Divine Comedy. ‘Three’ represents the Holy Trinity so any multiple of three holds special meaning. Thirty-three cantos make up each poem, Inferno, Purgatorio , and Paradiso, so the entire Comedy concludes in ninety-nine cantos. However, just as Virgil refuses to utter the name of God in the unholy realm of Hell, so too does Dante refuse to represent the Infernowith a holy number of canto

My 'stop Filling Up My Bulletin Screen' Bulletin
Well looking at my bulletin screen more than half is about this new $10 cherry bucks to repost bulletins, some about how they don't like the new cherry tap installment and then others complaining about the people who are complaining... if you wanna complain please post in a blog and i promise i WON'T read it but stop filling up my damn bulletin board with all of your worthless complaining cuz quite frankly i do not want to hear about it, and it's only ten bucks if you want only repost what yo think is post worthy i am sure between all the ct ppl damn near everything will continue to be reposted i repost contest and radio lounges stuff only but repost what ever i can when i have free time, so please stop filling up my bulletin screen with worthless complaining because it makes no difference i am sure this thing won't change either way so stop complaining about it POSTED BYEMANON Aerosmith - Eat The RichMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com