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I Was Set Free
I must make this journey It has been a hard life in this country of mine I will travel miles and miles TO make sure you have freedom Let me die for your fate I will show you how to end hate Watch me carrying my gun Yes I am young but have seen the life of worse Stand by myside as I walk this worn path Many men before me have seen death in a countries angry wrath For sure I have seen my fate But your future is what I hold I will travel high and low FOr a country I have seen freedom We watch brothers and sisters fall This is where my road will lead Stand near our forefathers and remember why we are here It is not a political reason Yet our own freedom is what we seek So mother, father, wife and daughter Hold my picture close As I have fallen but an angel was near He told me I finally got my wings I will continue on in tears that stream through your hearts and minds But freedom truly set me free

They're In My Head
It seemed as though I were looking through a small, dirty peep hole. The room inside was dark, other than the dim light from a nearby street light that came in through the adjacent window. As I focused my eyes I saw that it was a bedroom, one that greatly resembled my own. I could see a figure lying in the bed. Dark, curly hair cascaded over the pillow. It was me. My eyes were closed and I had a serene expression on my face; fast asleep. Everything looked exactly the same as when I had lain down in that very bed. However, there was something different about this room. It was my room, but it wasn’t right. This room had an unnatural ambiance about it. The shadows seemed to move. Wait… the shadows were moving. I blinked and rubbed my eyes to make sure I wasn’t imagining it, and then peered through the peep hole once again. My mouth dropped open and my eyes widened as I looked in awe upon myself sleeping. The shadows were in fact moving and seemed to be coming out of every poss

Tif
Beautiful and blonde her heart has scars Many that people would never see from afar She loves her son with all her heart There is just a missing part A twin that jesus took so innocently Telling mom dont worry she is with me You take care of the young man you have The little girl is waiting for you in the heavenly land Mom and dad say hi Wondering how you are doing and worry about you all the time I tell them dont worry she will be fine A beautiful home with hope in her beautiful eyes Her passion is country but florida is her drive She is searching for that one true love She just doesnt realize he looks at her everyday He is only 3 He walks and talks and loves his mommy Soulmates come in all sizes and colors Hers just so happens to be a 3 year old who loves his mother He understands she can be busy That is what makes a moment a moment when he is with she So when you see your beautiful son Be reminded Tif he was one half a heavenly package from above Dont worry a

Life
Life Written by Amanda J. Hollis Life has a funny way of driving you crazy, making things hard... It’s like playing a game, and you keep wishing that the next will be your card... There will be ups and most deffinatly will be downs... There will be smiles and most certianly frowns... They say that there are lessons to be learned and growing to be done... Sometimes it feels like your drowning, and sometimes your having lots of fun... You’ll fall in love , you’ll have your heart broken... You’ll say how you feel, some words will go unspoken... You’ll make lots of friends and you’ll have some enemies too... You’ll have some be unfaithful and some will be true... You’ll follow your dreams and you’ll run into the roadblocks of life... You’ll be a brother, a sister, a father, a mother, a husband, and maybe a wife... You’ll take the bad times along with the good... Let’s hope you get out of life all that you should... You’ll take the risks, you’ll challenge wh

Bloody Tag Lol
~*~Tag ~*~ Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1 i bite my fingers 2. getting too technical when explaining things, that no one can understand what i am talking about 3 I analyze things way too much 4. i tell the truth no matter what the consequences 5. I like my animation lol 6. i stick to diet soda, water or tea.

Be A Scream Queen
Gene Fenton is recruiting Scream Queens to pose in promotional photographs with his sculptures of dinosaurs and other monsters. Who - or what - is a "Scream Queen"? [No, nothing to do with "adult entertainment" or Hugh Hefner and his less tasteful imitators!] Originally, a Scream Queen was the beautiful but seemingly helpless female lead in the B-grade horror and sci-fi movies of the 1950s. Menaced by monsters and mad scientists, they would usually (but not always) require rescue by the dashing male lead. The most elegant (but often strong-willed and heroic) of Scream Queens is actress Allison Hayes who starred in The Unearthly (1957) and Attack Of The 50-Foot Woman (1958). If you're interested in posing as a Scream Queen, contact him at gfenton@mail.microserve.net or call (724) 463-0648. You can see slide shows of his promotional photos at www.genefenton.com [Photographs courtesy of Gene Fenton Copyright © 2000] Recommended links: Be a Scream Queen

Ment To Be
Our meeting was more than fate. God knew you were my soul mate. Your timing is never wrong. Now we share a bond so strong. Our time together means so much. Each moment intensifies the need to touch. Your love has reached my deepest soul. Longing for you to daily hold. May our love and need continuously grow. Forever, LOVE, NEED, PASSION to each show.

Hate Storm
tumultuous roaring screeching winds plucking at your skin tearing at your hair as if it hates you. slashing rain driving through you with bloody vengeance in its pouring intent does it hate you? crashing thunder bellowing its discontent through shattered ears showing no mercy it hates you. slicing lighting burning its electric whip through your broken heart searing your soul why does it hate me? ©2006 d. r. hyden bad day the day i wrote this...can u tell?? lol

Yesterday's...shit
for those of you who know, u know i have some problems. a few of you know that it was apperant yesterday when i got home from school. WARNING: i plan to use my blog as a journal so it's just a warning for those of you who think it has anything written of importance. anyway, so yesterday was one of the worst days ever at school. on top of being sick (i have been sick since friday and have had a fever everyday this week), i had three tests in my calculus class, in my earth and space science class, and a retake of a calculus test that i got a 24 on. it was block day so the classes are double long but we only have 3 out of the 6 periods (wednesday is periods 1-3-5, and thursdays is periods 2-4-6). well the people who gave me my schedule messed me up and put me in spanish 4 from 3 years of a spanish four levels higher and they made me take a placement test to get into a higher spanish which is during classes i dont wanna switch. i decided i was gonna drop but then they decided t

What Resides?
Soft flesh the color of gold Hides a heart where pain resides An innocence completely ruined A sweet caring young girl Now bitter and hateful A twang of rope and the crash of a stool A broken neck and a blood pool No more pain resides in her heart But what resides in yours? Knowing full well you were the one who took her life WHAT RESIDES? WHAT resides?

My Kid And Daycare
So..I have kids. Seventeen, thirteen, and two years old, as some of you know. My oldest watched my tow year old through the summer, but now that school's back in session I hadda put her in daycare. NOT something I wanted to do!! Yesterday I got a call on my way home from work that my daughter had been bitten by another child..not once but TWICE!!! ON HER FACE!!!! Apparently the biter just started there yesterday. What a first day!? My daughter is a lover...she HAS to hug everyone she meets! Especially little people (kids). She gave the new boy a hug and he bit her on the cheek! Then later in the day while she was taking her nap..he bit her on her forehead!! The mark on the cheek is just about gone..but the one on her forehead looks like she was hit with a baseball bat! *cries* As if I dont feel guilty enough that she's in daycare..this happens. And this is precisely why I didnt wanna put her in daycare to begin with! The following pics are of the bite on her forehe

Ohh Yeahh
dont think you the best one .nobody the best one in the bed ..aand you dont know abt me how is my bed and how is it to make love wth me and did you know that i would like to in ur side omg. iam going to losing my mind without you..please give me some love give me some heart give me some a soul..

How To Annoy People At An Amusement Park.
Dress up like one of the photographers and follow people around asking them repeatedly if they would like their picture taken. Leave large gaps in between you and the people in front of you while waiting in line. Every time you pass a chain restraint not in use, clip it on and use it to hold back the people behind you in line. Ask the person running the roller coaster if someone has recently thrown up on it. Pretend to freak out on a ride so they stop it to let you off. Offer people money for their spots in line... MONOPOLY money. Speak in Spanish, or pretend you're deaf and start making rapid hand movements. Start talking about shaving your excess body hair in line while everyone around you is silent. Find someone and tell him or her you're lost. Use your best acting skills. Steal all of the pennies out of the water fountains. Go up to the boy band wanna-be group and pretend to be really excited and ask for their autographs, reassuring them that they're g

Secret Of Life
What is the secret of Life? The only honest response is: I dont know. All I know is that we all need to be aware of our personal calling. What is a personal calling? It is God's blessing, it is the path that God chose for you here on earth. Whenever we do something that fills us with enthusiasm, we are following our legend. However we all don't have the courage to confront our own dream. Why? There are four obstacles. First: we are told from childhood onward that everything we want to do is impossible. We grow up with this idea, and as the years accumulate, so do the layers of prejudice, fear and guilt. There comes a time when our personal calling is so deeply buried in our soul as to be invisible. But it's still there. If we have the courage to dissenter dream, we are then faced by the second obstacle: love. We know what we want to do, but are afraid of hurting those around us by abandoning everything in order to pursue our dream. We do not realize that love is just a fur

Evanescence: Bring Me To Life Lyrics
(feat. Paul McCoy) how can you see into my eyes like open doors leading you down into my core where I’ve become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold until you find it there and lead it back home (Wake me up) Wake me up inside (I can’t wake up) Wake me up inside (Save me) call my name and save me from the dark (Wake me up) bid my blood to run (I can’t wake up) before I come undone (Save me) save me from the nothing I’ve become now that I know what I’m without you can't just leave me breathe into me and make me real bring me to life (Wake me up) Wake me up inside (I can’t wake up) Wake me up inside (Save me) call my name and save me from the dark (Wake me up) bid my blood to run (I can’t wake up) before I come undone (Save me) save me from the nothing I’ve become Bring me to life (I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside) Bring me to life frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the

A Childs Story
When I was five maybe six years old, my mother made her second attempt at suicide. The first was years before I was born, but this time I was to experience something new and dark beyond any dream or nightmare. We were staying with my aunt Estelle at the time. My father was working nights, and was not at home when I woke up in the middle of the night with a strange urge, almost like I was being summoned. I got out of my bed and walked out into the long hallway of Estelle’s house. I was completely unaware that that my mother lay dying in the next room as I ventured into the hall. It never even occurred to me to turn on any lights, which was strange because I was always afraid of the dark up to that point. As I passed the door to mama’s room, a voice in my head said “stop.” It was a man’s voice. Commanding, but not menacing. I looked at the dark outline of the door and saw it grow darker as I watched. I was compelled to touch the doorknob, but not to open the door. I reached o

Lie Still My Love
Lie still my love, sleep on til the morn, As I lie here, let me watch you sleeping, So quiet and so warm, I cradle you in my loving arms, just like an innocent child, A handsome man, so nice, so kind and with a manner so mild, Beside me you lie as you dream, Your loving heart beating slowly, I whisper to you softly those three most precious words "I LOVE YOU", Your endless dreams are yours to hold, In the shadows of sleep, they continue to unfold, But dream on my darling, until the morn, As I lie beside you so quiet and so warm.

Han Solo
Your results:You are Han Solo Han Solo 75% R2-D2 74% Boba Fett 70% An Ewok 68% Luke Skywalker 66% Princess Leia 65% Qui-Gon Jinn 63% Darth Maul 63% Padme 62% Mace Windu 60% Even though you've been described as reckless, selfish and cocky, you're the type of person others love to be around. People like you because you're a scoundrel. (This list displays the top 10 results out of a possible 21 characters) Click here to take the "Which Star Wars character am I?" quiz...

Loving From A Distance
Loving from a distance is never easy, When you are loving so far apart. But each mile that separates two people that truly care, Is joined together with the Love each feels in their heart. The loneliness you feel when you are not together, Can eat away at you deep inside. When you miss the one you want to share your life with, And they are not able to be by your side. Have trust in each others feelings, And believe they do feel the same way as you. When you can not be with one another, So easy it is to doubt whether their Love is really true. Need to keep your faith that you have in each other, And never let go of your trust. Sometimes that is not so easy to do, But for your peace of mind, it really is a must. Think of one another's emotional needs, So the other always knows that you do care. Make the most of the time you can have together, And open your hearts and share. Respect one another will sometimes need some space, But it doesn't mean they don't wan

Nine Noble Virtues
NINE NOBLE VIRTUES COURAGE - By facing life's struggles with courage, we constantly extend our capabilities. Without courage, nothing else can be done! TRUTH - Blind faith has no place in The Immortal Ego Project. No pie-in-the-sky; we must act in this world as we see it and as it really is rather than calmly wait for the next. HONOUR - We must be true to what we are, and we insist on acting with nobility rather than baseness. Our standards must be banners held high in our hearts. LOYALTY - We stand true to our faith and our values. Loyalty is the basis for all enduring human activity, and we hold it in the highest esteem. HOSPITALITY - The isolation and loneliness of modern life is not necessary. The willingness to share what one has with ones' fellows, especially travelers, is a vital part of our way of life. VISION - We hold to the discipline necessary to fulfill our purpose. We stand willing to exercise the self-control and steadfastness necessary in these difficu

Darwin Awards
2005 DARWIN AWARDS FOR REAL - AMAZING!!!! Yes, it's that magical time of the year again when the Darwin Awards are bestowed, honoring the least evolved among us. Here then, are the glorious winners. 1. When his 38-caliber revolver failed to fire at his intended victim during a hold-up in Long Beach, California, would-be robber James Elliot did something that can only inspire wonder. He peered down the barrel and tried the trigger again. This time it worked..... And now, the honorable mentions: 2. The chef at a hotel in Switzerland lost a finger in a meat cutting machine and, after a little hopping around, submitted a claim to his insurance company. The company expecting negligence sent out one of its men to have a look for himself. He tried the machine and lost a finger. The chef's claim was approved. 3. A man who shoveled snow for an hour to clear a space for his car during a blizzard in Chicago returned with his Vehicle to find a woman had taken he space. Understan

Hope & Destiny
"Destiny is the promise I give to you. Hope, the part you play, is trusting me to keep this promise." -Andromida I will take all who become my friends to the destiny of humans. It is the destiny of humans to live life in ecstasy and pleasure. Wether it be through physical and/or mental stimulus.

Why?
why did I have to go and make you cry? when I know how much you care why did I have to leave you there? when you are my everything why did I have say good-bye? when you are what keeps me alive why have I done everything? when I know I push you away? so why have I done this?

Home
I’ll be coming home Just to be alone Cause I know you’re not there And I know that you don’t care I can hardly wait to leave this place No matter how hard I try You’re never satisfied This is not a home I think I’m better off alone You always disappear Even when you’re here This is not my home I think I’m better off alone Home, home, this house is not a Home, home, this house is not a home By the time you come home I’m already stoned You turn off the TV And you scream at me I can hardly wait Till you get off my case No matter how hard I try You’re never satisfied This is not a home I think I’m better off alone You always disappear Even when you’re here This is not my home I think I’m better off alone Home, home, this house is not a Home, home, this house is not a Home, home, this house is not a Home, home, this house is not a home I’m better off alone No matter how hard I try You’re never satisfied This is not a home I think I’m better o

Train Ride
Train Reaction I was running late for the subway. The party I went to ran a bit later than I had expected. As I rounded the turn style I saw the doors starting to close. I bit my lower lip and darted through the doors. Tired and out of breath I flopped down onto the nearest seat. After a few moments I had caught my breath and began to look around the car. It was just another woman and myself. As I looked at her again I could see that she was visibly upset. I got up from where I sat to sit closer to her. As I made idle chitchat I found out she was supposed to meet her boyfriend for dinner and she’d sat there for an hour or so before he called her and cancelled. I moved my arm around her shoulders, watching her face as she told me about her horrible night, she was crying. I brought my fingers up to her face and wiped away the tears as I looked into her eyes. She was beautiful. I took a chance. I leaned forward and pressed my lips against hers. I felt my heart leap as she returned my k

Everyone Needs Someone
EVERYONE NEEDS SOMEONE PEOPLE NEED PEOPLE AND FRIENDS NEDD FRIENDS AND WE ALL NEED LOVE FOR A FULL LIFE DEPENDS NOT ON VAST RICHES OR GREAT ACCLAIM NOT ON SUCCESS OR ON WORLDLY FAME BUT JUST KNOWING THAT SOMEONE CARES AND HOLDS US CLOSE IN THEIR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS FOR ONLY THE KNOWLEDGE THAT WE'RE UNDERSTOOD MAKES EVERYDAY LIVING FEEL WONDERFULLY GOOD AND WE ROB OURSELVES OF LIFES GREATEST NEED WHEN WE LOCK UP OUR HEARTS AND FAIL TO HEED THE OUTSTRETCHING HAND REACHING TO FIND A KINDRED SPIRIT WHOSE HEART AND MIND ARE LONELY AND LONGING TO SOMEHOW SHARE OUR JOYS AND SORROWS TO MAKE US AWARE THAT LIFES COMPLETENESS AND RICHNESS DEPENDS ON THE THINGS WE SHARE WITH OUR LOVED ONES AND FRIENDS

My Gift To Jesus
I WISH SOMEONE HAD GIVEN LITTLE JESUS A DOG AS LOYAL AND LOVING AS MINE TO SLEEP BY HIS MANGER AND GAZE IN HIS EYES AND ADORE HIM FOR BEING DIVINE. AS OUR LORD GREW TO MANHOOD, HIS OWN FAITHFUL DOG WOULD HAVE FOLLOWED HIM ALL THROUGH THE DAY WHILE HE PREACHED TO THE CROWDS AND MADE THE SICK WELL AND KNELT IN THE GARDEN TO PRAY. IT IS SAD TO REMEMBER THAT CHRIST WENT AWAY TO FACE DEATH ALONE AND APART WITH NO TENDER DOG FOLLOWING CLOSE BEHIND TO COMFORT ITS MASTERS HEART. AND WHEN JESUS ROSE ON THAT EASTER MORN HOW HAPPY HE WOULD HAVE BEEN AS HIS DOG KISSED HIS HAND AND BARKED ITS DELIGHT FOR THE ONE WHO DIED FOR ALL MEN! WELL, THE LORD HAS A DOG NOW I JUST SENT HIM MINE THE OLD PAL SO DEAR TO ME AND I SMILE THROUGH MY TEARS ON THIS FIRST DAY ALONE KNOWING THEY'RE IN ETERNITY.

Tables Of Love!
Stand by my grave Emptyness in your eyes Year after year, the words on my stone fade Year after year, your soul washes away like the oceans tide How good you had it with me The tables are turned now You have become me, she has become you! After all these years..... now do you see??

Be My Boyfriend
boyfriend aplication=11-12 year olds only Name: Age: Location: Eyes: What Do You Think Of My... Personality: Eyes: Face: Hair: Clothes: Humor: wat type os girls u into if i was sick wat u do? if i was crying would u help me out or wat? if i had something on my face would u tell me? would u introude me to ur friends?

What's A "scene" In Bdsm?
What's a "scene" in bdsm? What's "negotiation" mean? plus how the two of these work together... SM has definite connotations of theater. The fact that you're a submissive while you're playing sexually does not mean you are a pushover in real life, nor does you're a dominant while playing mean that you are an overbearing egotist. These are roles that you can play; you are in some sense an actor. Hence the concept of a "scene." A scene is a particular interaction between a group of players, usually revolving around a bottom. It's not a formal concept, just a handy way to describe the action. "That was the hottest whipping scene I've ever seen!" "Our last scene really pushed me, Master; I've never felt like that before." Usually a scene has a momentum of its own: a top will begin fucking/ whipping/ sucking/ whatever a bottom, they'll both be fantastically into it, one or both comes/peaks/starts getting tired, and they wind down and rest for a while and talk about what worked and

Bondage
Casting A shadow over the lifeless form, foaming at the mouth I can almost taste her flesh sucking her soul in deep breaths, heaving chest, glistening in sweat, dead hands unable to grasp, ropes tighten by slight movement, thrusting wedge of wood, between raw thighs, tiptoes, passion overthroes. bondage

Poem 1
As I kneel before you in the light, infront of friends to our delight. Your voice and touch make me calm Your hands on my kneck, my soothing balm. I rub my cheek on your leg hoping to please Your stress and hurts I hope to ease. You make me do what no man has done You take me where I have never gone. I love your feel and your sweet caress The power you hold is nothing less. Your cuffs and collars delight me Will ever hold an command me. I am yours until the END!

Une Jeunesse Sans Ressentiment
Quand vous étiez jeune si vous êtes tombé(e) amoureux(se) de quelqu'un veuillez, le/la traitez tendrement Quel que soit le temps que vous vous êtes aimés si vous pouvez toujours vous traiter tendrement alors, chaque moment sera une beauté immaculée Si vous devez vous séparer dites vous au revoir gentiment maintenez la gratitude dans votre coeur remerciez le/la de vous donner une mémoire Quand vous grandissez vous saurez q’au moment d’évoquer le passé soudainement une jeunesse sans ressentiment sera sans regret comme cette pleine lune silencieuse au-dessus de la colline

The Time Is Right
The time is right to say goodnight to this world Ive come to fear This place filled with pain heartache and tears Ive tried so hard to give it a try but still in my heart I just wanna die I pull the razor out of my pocket My soul cries keep going don’t stop it I put the razor to my wrist so I can end this dark abyiss as blood trickles down my arm Im happy to say Ive done my self harm Endurance pumps through my vains I feel the rush not the pain I lay in my bed and away goes the high I think to myself why me god…why? Why do I live my life in such pain All these feelings are driving me insane I think about it day and night Maybe…just maybe the time might be right!!!!

The Test
Ok, this is a test that you must answer honestly, reply to it to ny inbox cause noone needs to know what you wrote except you and me. I will seend it to whom I choose but if its sent to you, you have to reply or your a scared little weeine. Have fun guys/girls :) > > 1~ Have you ever had a one night stand ? Yes. > > 2~ Who do you want to sleep with ? Quite a few. > > 3~ Do you masterbate ? Do you breathe? > > 4~ How often ? As the mood strikes me. > > 5~ What is your most deepest sexual desire ? A threesome with Cassie and Lisa. > > 6~ If you could have your partner do one thing what would it be ? A threesome with Cassie or Lisa. > > 7~ Do you own sex toys ? A few. > > 8~ Ever made out with the same sex ? No. > > 9~ Ever had a threesome ? No, Fours only. > > 10~ Do you spit or swallow, or neither ? Neither. > > 11~ What is the kinkiest thing you have done ? Sex in a public park. > > 12~ Rough or gentle ? A bit of eac

Why Men Sleep With Women Then Pull Away
Why Men Sleep With Women Then Pull Away Current mood: sleepy Category: Romance and Relationships Dear Friends, This time I'm responding to an email I got from a woman who recently bought my ebook. I think you'll "feel her pain" and see why I wanted to respond to her. She's going through that dreaded situation I've seen lots of women deal with where she was dating a guy and became "physical" with him, but then he quickly pulled away. Want to know what's going on with a man in this situation and what he's thinking? And what to do about it? Keep reading... >>>> Question From A Reader Hi Christian I've just bought your book....I'm from Thailand and I appreciated your book so much. Unfortunately, I read the lesson about Thinking in Time Frames where you taught how to let a man wait for sex... but I've already made that mistake and had sex with him. I want a more serious relationship and I told him afterwards, but as you told me he would, he

Anguished Heart
Young girl new in town Ambitious parents too busy to see the pain Trying to adjust and fit in At night she cries At night she draws a blade across her wrists Does not do sports because other girls would see the scars She does not quite fit in Just wants to be happy She just wants to be loved Her parents don't understand Grown-ups never understand She writes down her thoughts She wants to be a write when she is older She writes dark poems An outlet for her thoughts She sets up a personal website To share her thoughts with others Reaching out into virtual reality Trying to make contact She gets good feedback on the guestbook And a few emails with positive messages She logs onto a gothic site And finds a poetry forum She can get feedback from other members Finally make contact with others So many emotions tied up inside her hear and mind She posts a few messages to other members A support network for the depr

In You I Believe
IN YOU I BELIEVE i believe in the kindness that you keep in your heart. i believe you long for me when we are apart. i believe in your struggle to become something great. i believe you know good things come to those who wait. i believe in the love that you have to give. it shows in your spirit and the life that you live. i believe in your ability to make my life complete. i believe in you kisses that taste so sweet. i believe in your style, you wit, your charms. i believe in the way you hold me in your arms. to know you is to love you, and with open arms i will receive. Simply put, it is in you I believe.

Last Night
The trials I've been facing Have kept my mind racing Alone in my room pacing Once again My life seems so frustrating My purpose I'm debating The reason for my remaining in this place The tears fall so silently My painful words spoken so quietly My fist clenching so violently As my body crys "kill me" My soul screams "heal me" My thoughts continue raging As things around me start changing The choice to sit here aging Or find hapiness im debating

A Wretling Star
Shows Superstars Schedules Play & Win Community Inside WWE Shop WWE Worldwide Subscriptions World Wrestling Entertainment Home > Inside WWE > News NewsArchive Reflections on the late wrestling legend, Ricky Gibson By Michael Hayes September 21, 2006 On Sept. 15, wrestling legend Ricky Gibson passed away at the age of 53. With more than 25 years in sports-entertainment, Gibson is most famed for his time in NWA and was the first Superstar to ever perform a dropkick from off the top rope. A very close friend of Gibson, Michael "P.S." Hayes, offered a truly personal glimpse into the career of this Pensacola, Fla. wrestling great. The sports-entertainment world lost one of it’s first young, high-flying pioneers last Friday, Sept. 15 when Ricky Gibson died of a heart attack. Ricky was one of the first competitors that could walk the top rope like a cat and may have had the best dropkick ever. Ricky was from Pensacola, Fla. and was the first Pensacolian to break in the b

Burnt
I burnt my arm pretty bad on the shaft on the #2 machine last night.. Now my arms all swolen.. lol I burnt it in the same spot.. I don't have blisters on my fingers just yet. but the rolls on the shaft get pretty hot from it running.. Yes.. I'll take pics of my burnt arm for ya.. geeeeeeez. :P I was on another website.. and my caption says.. "I need a vacation" well.. this girl says.. "Would u take one with me?" hmmmmmmmmm duh yeah..!! lol We shall see.. this sems a bit strange.. so we shall see..

Portait Of A Painted Fool
Portrait of a painted fool On the wall, half way down the hall where I see you passing by... you often smile at me, seldom you cry... I see you getting older, pity for myself, I cannot die across from me, a window, that leads to another world over the years my tattered dress no longer swirls I count the seasons here, that never seem to change... my clothes remain torn rags, so young and full of life, in a cage... oh how old I feel behind this plastered beauty you portrayed... Locked within my wooden frame, I shall rot on these walls on which I hang. ans she who shares my face,the one I am painter for is gone and shall return no more... to shed these tears that are hidden beyond my smile, to be in your world, just for alittle while... faling flakes of pearl, will never touch my skin... for these endless autume days always chase the seasons away A picture tells a thousand stories... and oh what I tale I could tell... for someone who painted me so full of happines

I'm With Tazzy On This One
You Are Coke A true original and classic, you represent the best of everything you can offer. Just the right amount of sweet, just the right amount of energy... you're the life of the party. Your best soda match: Mountain Dew Stay away from:Dr Pepper What Kind of Soda Are You?

Wild Mushroom Lasagna
Wild Mushroom Lasagna St. Pete Times For bechamel sauce: 4 tablespoons unsalted butter 31/2 tablespoons all-purpose flour 31/2 cups low-fat milk, heated 2 garlic cloves, smashed 1 teaspoon salt 1/4 teaspoon black pepper For mushroom tomato sauce: 2 cups boiling-hot water 2 ounces dried porcini mushrooms 1 cup chopped onion (1 medium) 8 ounces mixed fresh mushrooms (portobellos, shiitake, oyster, baby bellas), chopped 3 tablespoons extra-virgin olive oil 2 (14- to 15-ounce) cans diced tomatoes in juice Pinch of sugar 1 tablespoon fresh thyme leaves 1 teaspoon salt For assembling lasagna: 12 long ruffle-edged dried lasagna noodles 5 ounces (13/4 cups) grated Parmigiano-Reggiano To make bechamel: Heat butter in a 2-quart heavy saucepan over moderately low heat until melted, then add flour and cook roux over low heat, whisking, 3 minutes. Add hot milk in a fast stream, whisking vigorously, and whisk in garlic and salt.

Love
This is a little something I wrote while in college... LOVE LOVE is the color of a Purple BMW M6 racing down I-71... LOVE taste like Hawaiian Sundae ice cream on a Cool spring day... LOVE sounds like my Children playing freeze tag together without fighting... LOVE feels like my Children hugging me just because they want to... LOVE smells like British Sterling colonge on the one I let get away...

Strawberry Ice Cream Sandwiches
Yields 15 sandwiches 1 cup shortening 1 cup white sugar 1/2 cup packed light brown sugar 2 eggs 1 teaspoon vanilla extract 1 3/4 cups all-purpose flour 1/2 cup cocoa powder 1 teaspoon baking soda 1 teaspoon salt 1 cup semisweet mini chocolate chips 15 scoops strawberry ice cream, softened 1. Heat oven to 350 degrees F. 2. Beat shortening, sugar, brown sugar, eggs and vanilla in large bowl until creamy. Stir together flour, cocoa, baking soda and salt; add to egg mixture. Stir in chocolate chips. Drop by heaping tablespoons onto ungreased cookie sheet. Flatten each with palm of hand or bottom of glass into a 3-inch circle about 1/4-inch thick. (Add 2 tablespoons flour if dough is too soft to handle.) 3. Bake 8 to 10 minutes or until almost set. Cool 1 minute; remove from cookie sheet to wire rack. Cool completely. 4. Place scoop of slightly softened ice cream on flat side of one cookie; spread evenly. Top with second cookie, pressing lightly. Wrap in foil; imm

Did Anyone Ever Tell You?...
Hello There Nice Person Did Anyone Ever Tell You, Just How Special You Are The Light that You Emit Might even Light a Star Did Anyone Ever Tell You How Important You Make Others Feel Did Anyone Ever Tell You Many Times, When They were Sad Your E-mail made Them Smile a bit In Fact It made Them Glad For the Time You Spend Sending Things And Sharing whatever You Find There are No Words to Thank You But Somebody, Thinks You're Fine . Did Anyone Ever Tell You Just How Much They Like You Well, My Dearest Friend Today I am Telling You I HOPE I GET THIS BACK I believe that without a friend you are missing out on a lot!!! Don't be confused by friends and acquaintances, there is a difference! Because I care about you, It's national care week. and you get to send messages to all your friends telling them that you care about them and make them feel good about themselves and if they write back .. (just once) then that means that they care about you to

Criminal Affection>>>lmao
Criminal Affection ********************* A man escapes from prison where he has spent the past 15 years. He breaks into a house to look for money and guns and finds a young couple in bed. He orders the guy out of bed and ties him to a chair, while tying the girl to the bed he gets on top of her, kisses her neck, then gets up and goes into the bathroom. While the convict is rummaging through cabinets and drawers the husband tells his wife: "Listen, this guy's an escaped convict, look at his clothes! He probably spent lots of time in jail and hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw how he kissed your neck! If he wants sex, don't resist, don't complain, do whatever he tells you. Satisfy him no matter how much he nauseates you. This guy is probably very dangerous. If he gets angry, he'll kill us. Be strong, honey. I love you." His wife takes a deep breath and responds: "He wasn't kissing my neck. He was whispering in my ear. He told me he was gay, thought you were cute, and asked me

Top 10 Life Changing Albums!
ok so I was reading an article about the top 10 albums that changed the face of music and so i thought what the hell i'll just list the top 10 that changed me..... 1. Alice Cooper-Welcome to my nightmare-hes just totally cool 2.Lita Ford's first album because it showed women can run with the boys! 3.anything by Joan Jett because she kicks ass! 4. Pearl Jam-10 because it introduced me to a totally new type of music 5.Metallica-black-who the fuck doesnt love metallica 6.Guns and Roses-apitite for destruction--Metal gone wild! 7.Pantera-Cowboys from hell--OMG!!! love it! just because! 8.Korn-life is peachy-totally rocks 9.Skid Row-Youth Gone Wild--god, sebastian bach is just soooo hot! and the number 10 album of my life is drum roll please....... KISS ALIVE 1---look people I am a KISS freak! One of my first words was KISS! I wanted to be like Gene and marry Paul so, deal with it!

Black Man (my Brother, My Ex-lover)
BLACK MAN (A brother, ex-lover) Black Man is my brother, an ally in war. Black Man was my lover, but not anymore. In action flicks, the black man`s always the first to die, But in relationships, the black man`s always the first to lie. I got tired,for he didn`t recognize my pain and strife. Black Man is my brother, wings on which to soar. Black Man was my lover, but not anymore. For when we swam, he tried to drown me. And when I sang, he wouldn`t let them crown me. The love he claimed, didn`t heal but hurt me. The one he blamed, I felt foreverunworthy. Black Man is my brother, and for thatI love him even more. Black Man was my lover, but not anymore. He still andalways has my respect, no doubt. Yet still, from my love, he expects a way out. In me he never dreams he could find that which he seeks. I shudder to think what that means, left feeling helpless and bleak. Black Man is my brother,

Wwe 2
Stephanie McMahon Helmsley and Hunter Hearst Helmsley (HHH) are sitting backstage watching DX's match on the monitor. Stephanie is wearing a short black skirt, with a tight white sweater. HHH is wearing a pair of black wrestling trunks. His hand slides up Stephanie's skirt, and she softly moans as his hand touches her silky panties. "Mmmm, you know how to make me hot" Stephanie purrs. She reaches between HHH's legs, and begins stroking his crotch. His cock begins to harden, and she smiles as she watches the bulge between his legs get larger and stiffer. HHH brings his hand to his nose, and sniffs his fingers. "Mmm, you smell so good" he says. He slips his finger inside of her panties, and Stephanie moans as he begins rubbing her clit. She grunts as his finger slides into her pretty pussy. She removes his cock from his trunks, and marvels at the thick throbbing cock. She begins to run her small hand up and down his thick cock. She grips the massive head with her hand, and squeezes it

Taken
Things Taken Stolen from my life No reason given No remorse shown Why have you chosen me? To show what can happen I was unaware on the impending danger Things Torn Ripped apart My mind in anguish Standing there you sigh Knowing the truth I tremble Hiding my darkest desires A fleeting attempt at deception Things gone Removed from my sight Staring at an empty bag Unknowing the time it will be until next A desolate life without you A world for which I cannot cope Paranoia engulfs my every thought Copyright © Ted E. Brown II December 27, 2005

Oprah/fatty
[02:13] OprahCunningham: what's his name? [02:13] OprahCunningham: four seasons guy [02:14] fattywompus: tchakovski? [02:14] OprahCunningham: no? [02:14] fattywompus: vivaldi [02:14] OprahCunningham: oh dur [02:14] fattywompus: is four seasons [02:14] OprahCunningham: who the ef is the swan [02:14] OprahCunningham: by [02:14] fattywompus: tchakovski [02:14] fattywompus: im sure of it [02:15] OprahCunningham: ok [02:15] OprahCunningham: thank you [02:15] fattywompus: that isnt how you spell it [02:15] fattywompus: but that is who it is [02:15] OprahCunningham: I thought it was [02:15] OprahCunningham: tchaicovsky [02:15] fattywompus: ok [02:15] OprahCunningham: I dunno... [02:15] fattywompus: lol [02:15] fattywompus: I dont know [02:15] fattywompus: im not a fucking spellmaster [02:15] OprahCunningham: fantasie impromptu [02:15] OprahCunningham: haha [02:15] OprahCunningham: lol.... [02:15] fattywompus: chopin [02:16] OprahCunningham: I knew that [02:16] Opra

Chapter 3- Hit The Road Jack!
After a few moments of twisting this, checking that, turning that knob bumping on that..she pulled herself from under the car and rolled her eyes back.." oh baby..you make me so hot..!" she cried out and then looked over towards the guards and gave them an insane smile.. "wassup boies" she raised a brow and then pulled herself from the ground to stand and slowly move towards them..shoving her hands back into her back pockets she tilted her head tonguing her own mouth and stopping in the crease again..she raised a brow in their direction..."nothin?" she bent over laughing and then flung herself backwards to laugh out loudly, her voice ringing in the breeze.. then she looked back at them and with a wide set grin she choked.." HA!" she turned to walk back towards the car.." didn't think so.." the two men exchanged glances and then shook their heads, returning to duty. Again she grasped the door handle..lucky bastards didn't know what hit them as she slid into the drivers seat an

Could It ! Just Random Shit!
sometimes i sit here and wonder couls it happen can it be real i mean love comes in certain shapes sizes and do oppisites really attract.........could you find love online and can it work or could it work is there really a thing of love at first site or fate even ......can u fall in love with your est friend and it work des someone who looks like they walked out of a magazine be with a common woman as myself(just a example)men want conifdent and sure of themselves women ......how come women are always labled as hot sexy cute.....how come there not beautiful or stunning haha good one to think on!!!!! gotta run xoxo/....mesha P.s yeah im depressed haha

Done
WHY DO I EVEN BOTHER TRYING...IM SICK OF SHIT LIKE THIS HAPPENDING TO ME......I PUT MY HEART OUT THR CUZ IM STOOPID...I LOOK AT THE WORLD N I WANNA MAKE IT A BETTER PLACE...ILL DO ANYTHING FOR ANYONE..ANND CARE ABOUT EVERYONE.....BUT PPL DONT SEE THAT...ILL TELL THEM I LOVE THEM N THAT I CARE FOR THEM TILL IM BLUE IN THE FUCKIN FACE....N ITS NOT GOOD ENOUGH....I PAY ATTENTION N I CARE.... BUT WHY SHOULD I??? I MEAN.. ALL I WANNA DO IS BE THR FOR A PERSONN ALL THEY DO IS TRY N PUSH ME AWAY..........IM SICK TO MY STOMACH...MY EYES ARE HURTING FROM ALL THE CRYIN...I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE...I CANT...N IDK WHAT TO DO.... MY HEART IS ACHING N MY SOUL IS TORN APART.......WELL IM DONE NOW...I DONT WANNA EVER CARE FOR ANOTHER PERSON AGAIN... NEXT TIME I WANNA BE THE PERSON WHO SHITS ON YOU... NT THE ONE WHO GET SHIT ON THR ARE TYPOS...FUCK YOU I DONT CARE ITS 4 FUCKIN AM...N IM DEPRESSED..N IM GUNNA DO SUMTHIN I REGRET...FUCK YOU

You Know Your Living In 2006 When......
YOU KNOW YOU ARE LIVING IN 2006 when... 1. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave. 2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years. 3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of 3. 4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you. 5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that they don't have e-mail addresses. 6. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries. 7. Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the screen. 8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn't have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it. 10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your coffee. 11. You start tilting your head sideways to smile. : ) 12. You're reading this and nodding and laughing. 13. Even worse, you know exactly to whom you

Shadow Tears
shadow tears Shadow Tears I weep. You do not see it. I scream. No one hears it. I boil. Only you know. And they run, coursing my deepest fears, these Shadow Tears. I lock you out. And you break down the door. I push you away. And you bind my arms. I walk alone. Yet you are always there. And they fall, like dead soldiers, until my face molders. These Shadow Tears. I sow seeds of silent remorse. You do not provide the rain. I willingly die of thirst. You force me to drink. I bleed blood that isn't there. You give it name, and substance. And they break away pain that cries and leers, always, Shadow Tears.

What 2007 Car Should You Drive?
You Should Drive a Jaguar XK 4.2 You don't care how you get there as long as you get there with class. And having a little power doesn't hurt either! What 2007 Car Should You Drive?

Closer
Artist: Nine Inch Nails Album: And All That Could Have Been Title: Closer you let me violate you, you let me desecrate you you let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you help me I broke apart my insides, help me I’ve got no soul to sell help me the only thing that works for me, help me get away from myself I want to fuck you like an animal I want to feel you from the inside I want to fuck you like an animal my whole existence is flawed you get me closer to god you can have my isolation, you can have the hate that it brings you can have my absence of faith, you can have my everything help me tear down my reason, help me its' your sex I can smell help me you make me perfect, help me become somebody else I want to fuck you like an animal I want to feel you from the inside I want to fuck you like an animal my whole existence is flawed you get me closer to god through every forest, above the trees within my stomach, scraped off my knees I drink the

Poet
When your life is crashing down I am here WHen you have the death of uncertainty I am here When you think you love me I am here When you have no one else I am here I am the poet of your dreams I am the one who will not make you scream When you are tired but cant sleep I am the friend you dream WHen you have been raped or tortured I am the one you weep When life has torn you apart I have been a part One who has lost One who has felt the winter frost One who laid her in the ground One who will place the flowers on the mound I am the poet who has felt your fears I am the poet who holds you dear

Autumn's Coming And No Leaves Will Be Falling
Social isolation. Sometimes I feel like I don't even know what I need. What is emotionally healthy? How do I know if I'm repressing my feelings, or just don't need friends? I mean, I'm not really unhappy. My job is a lot of work, and I don't like having to yell at kids when I lose my patience, but I do enjoy going to work everyday. My situation is a significant upgrade from last year. Everyday I would go to work with a knot in my stomach and now I stride into those front doors with fresh breath and a general excitement about the upcoming events. So yesterday we got a special treat of a McDonalds sponsored event and the only reason I'm mentioning this is that when Ronald McDonald showed up, I nearly pissed my pants. This Ronald was about 5' 6", but weighed about 300 pounds. I guess it was kind of equivalent to seeing a skinny Santa Clause. Ronald must be eating a few extra big macs a day. He toddled on over to me with a big smile on his face and actually asked me if I had anything to

Life To Me!!! (poetry)
Life To Me!!! Life to me use to be a great big game: Now life for me could never be the same: Life is something I think about day and night: In Life I wonder if God has me in his sight: Life sometimes has its ups and downs: Life makes you smile and makes you frown: I hope my life I'll be able to change: My life I hope I can rearrange: I've done alot of things in life that weren't so good: But if i could change my life I would: I pray silently in the dark to myself: Hoping God is listening and can show me some help: Life is something I want to live for: Sometimes I pray God will show me early heavens door: I know God is listening and I know he cares: But in life things seem nothings fair: I think about everything and all my regrets: I pray of my future and the past I want to forget: The things I've done were sometimes wrong: Now I realize this life I want has to be strong: The promises I make to myself are promises i have to keep: Thinking of everything I've

I Bored And Pissed
well im going to penn state and now there screwin me they say im behind and wont get my raise because of it and i cant do anything about it cause they didnt send my other book how fuckin gay is that and now i have nothin to do im veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy bored

80s Dance Mix
New Mix!!!! Download and let me know what you think...!!!!http://www.djentreat.com/demo/Dj_Entreat_August_28_2006.mp3Track Listing:I Start Counting -- Loose HimGene Love Jezebel -- Desire (U.S. Club Mix)Peter Schilling -- The Different Story (World of Lust and Crime)Book of Love -- Lullaby (Pleasant Dream Mix)C.C.P -- American Soviets 12"Paul Hardcastle -- 19 12"Micro Chip League -- New York New York (Double New York-Mix)Gary Numan -- My Dying Machine (Razormaid)Dead of Alive -- Lover Come Back to Me (Extended Remix)Severed Heads -- All Saints Day (Razormaid)Depeche Mode -- Fools (Bigger) 12"Frankie Goes To Hollywood -- Relax (Ollie J. Mix)Royksopp -- Remind Me (Tom Middleton Cosmos Mix)Astrid Suryanto & Dave Micalizzi -- More & MoreClient -- Price of LoveTurntablerocker -- I heard you were deadGarbage -- Push It (Victor Calderone) 12"Alter Ego -- Rocket ( Eric Prydz Remix)King Britt -- Last Night A DJ Saved My Life (FranÃ§ois K Classic Mix)

Friends.........
Hey Everyone I just wanna let everyone know I LOVE ALL Y'all!! I adore everything everyone sends me! I really wish I had more time on here.......... Only now I have went back to work I never have time to show the LOVE EVERYONE DESERVES!!!! I just want everyone to know your in my heart and thoughts everyday!!!!!! THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR ALL YOUR LOVE!!! I really do care and appreciate each and everyone of you!!!!!!!!! I have alot of new GREAT FRIENDS!! I just wanted y'all to know I LOVE YOU!!! Sincerally~~TURTLE

Update
Well it has now been about 2 weeks into this aerial gunnery exercise and boredom is in full effect....the weather has help out so far so I cant complain about that, MRE's are well MRE's and its edible lol. Hope to be back in about 3 weeks cant wait to see all the updates then...hope ya'll have fun...-SGT J!!!!!

Dream
To dream anything that you want to dream, that's the beauty of the human mind. To do anything that you want to do, that is the strength of the human will. To trust yourself to test your limits, that is the courage to succeed

Me
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Pfp Whore
Whore Simple slut that's all i wanted to be until the alarm went off to a bomb on my bedside table but i was more blown away by what you had to say to me i did understand, of that much i am capable but how could you try to make a whore out of a simple slut like me?

Hello Cherrys
This is my first day in the land of lost cherries and I would like learn all there is about this site, it looks like fun. So ELLO, nice to meet ya (if I forget to say that later). Stay cool, God bless (I can still say that right?) Until we chat again (stolen fraze from a friend) Fret

Re All My Fiened Family Fan Fans
work with foster kids and cps on a regular basis.in texas right now there are 200 kids per county being removed every 3 hours.there are currently 36,000 kids in texas in foster care today.for every 5 kids in care at least 1 of them will never love or care about another individual in thier lives because they have trust

The Explanation Of Creation
God created the dog. God said, "Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. I will give you a life span of twenty years." The dog said, "That's too long to be barking. Give me ten years and I'll give you back the other ten." So God agreed. On the second day God created the monkey. God said, "Entertain people, do monkey tricks, make them laugh. I'll give you a twenty-year life span." The monkey said, "How boring, monkey tricks for twenty years? I don't think so. Dog gave you back ten, so that's what I'll do too, okay?" And God agreed. On the third day God created the cow. God said, "You must go to the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer. I will give you a life span of sixty years" The cow said, "That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years. Let me have twenty and I'll give back the other forty." And God agreed again. On

I"m Pretty Ashamed...
Yes Juli i know your proud of it but i'm really not. My beloved motto was always "i'm not a WHORE, whores get paid... i do that shit for fun that make me a SLUT" but i can't do it for fun anymore, i dont want that anymore... I met an awesome guy this weekend, someone that would've been a great one nighter. i couldn't have set the scene any better, we were both drunk, horny, and alone. perfect conditions for some loving, but i couldn't. after HIM, after seeing how happy i could really be i just can't go back.... DAMMIT!!! Pour one out for me... no more meaningless sex for me :*(

Bleeding Beauty
Kiss her with bloody lips, she is a slave to the erotic state, entranced in Apathy. Slash her naked breasts , with your silver blade of shamed impulse. Entwine your greedy fingers in her satin hair of black, she won't let out a whimper when you pull. Watch as pale skin dances beneath silky moon. envy her rythym, entranced by that you do not understand. Kill her, Rape her, in your spoiled rage. you don't know her. she is not like you. Fear her,as her blood covers your holy hands,leave her lie in her rotten beauty. In your societal madness she is the monster in which cannot be tolerated. Beauty lie bleeding, The monster holds the knife. Her innocence only misunderstood.

Seasons Of Sorrow
grey skies bitter cold all the leaves Turning Gold grass is dying as is your heart feel it tearing you apart see your breath in The freeezing rain feel the cold dull the pain now to rest your feelings go hardened by the falling snow

Revenge Queen [pt 2]
As she searches through her collection she catches a glimpse of her reflection tears slowly fall from behind eyes so hollow she deeply regrets this path she has followed unrighteous vengeance ultimate futility pointless, mindless baseless humanity how sweet is revenge a vomitous flavor something her palate can no longer savor beautiful, heartless revenge queen she remembers everything

Can You Hear Me
Sitting here in the dark staring at the flame from the single candle burning in front of me Soaking up the moonlight thats coming in thru the windows Running my finger thru the flame feeling it burn my sking and enjoying the pain Knowing that as long as it hurts i'm still alive Thinking to myself that there has to be something better than this Aren't we suppose to grow up and be happy What happened to the young girl with all the dreams and ideas that were suppose to change the world Life happened, she's been sacraficed by you and all the people that took what they wanted from her and walked away without giving anything back Sitting here as I feel the fire burn my skin wondering will I ever be able to find her again The voices in my head tell me no It's getting cold now and I'm getting sleepy It's getting harder to feel the flame Is it time to give up time to rest My mind says yes but something inside me is screaming no Maybe I should stop the

Pathways
This was written by a friend of mine a few years ago. It has floated aroubd manyeLists and bulliten boards. If you RIP this (and you are welcome to) - please include the credits. Thanks, This has always been one of my Favorites. I like stories that are Positive. Blessings, Eugene Pathways: An Essay on the Freedom of Religion © 2000-2006 DreamDancer Well, it had been yet another bad day in the office, and once again it was the fault of that new girl, MaryAnne. She is one of those Wiccans, a so called witch. How can anyone in their right mind make this claim, knowing that it goes against God and all of the teachings of the bible? She doesn't even have the common decency to keep her satanic symbol, her pentagram necklace hidden from the view of the decent, God fearing people in the office. She has some nerve. I find that I cannot hate her for this though, for I know that she has been deceived. Satan works his evil in ways that she cannot see. I've seen that so called Wiccan C

It Just Takes A Minute To Do....
Something cool that Xerox is doing If you go to this web site, www.letssaythanks.com , you can pick out a thank you card and Xerox will print it and it will be sent to a soldier that is currently serving in Iraq. You can't pick out who gets it, but it will go to some member of the armed services. How AMAZING it would be if we could get everyone we know to send one!!! This is a great site. Please send a card. It is FREE and it only takes a second. Wouldn't it be wonderful if the soldiers received a bunch of these? Whether you are for or against the war, our guys and gals over there need to know we are behind them...

Survey About Your Room And How You Sleep
how do u sleep survey 1. What do you do right before you go to bed? strip, lay down, steal pillows back, lights off, out like a baby 2. Do you sleep with the light on? Rarely at best 3. Do you sleep with the tv on? sometimes but my tv is downstairs so i dont care 4. What do you wear to bed? absolutely NOTHING 5. How many pillows do you sleep with? two or more depends on if im alone 6. How many blankets do you sleep with? one 7. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? no unless my husband counts... kinda like a hand puppet 8. What color is your comforter? black 9. What kind of bed do you have? queen 10. Do you share your room? yup 11. What colors are your walls? white 12. Do you have pictures or posters on your wall? nope 13. How many closets do you have? one in the room 14. What is color is mostly in your closet? green 15. How many dressers do you have? none that are mine 16 What color is mostly in your drawers? nothing in the

Yeppers
I am in Texas and this computer is slow as hell, so I am not even going to try to respond to all of the messages I have gotten until I am home, but I want to say thank you to all of you and I Can't wait to talk to you again when I'm home. Also I can't get around to rating and commenting on all of your new pics yet because the computer is from the stone-age, hehe, but I promise I will get to it as soon as I am home.

Good Song
STAIND LYRICS Right Here I know I've been mistaken But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made I've got some imperfections But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting I hope you're not intending To be so condescending it's as much as i can take and you're so independent you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting I've made a commitment I'm willing to bleed for you I needed fulfillment I found what I need in you Why can't you j

And I Love Water Too...
Your Element Is Water A bit of a contradiction, you can seem both lighthearted and serious. That's because you're good at going with the flow - but you also are deep. Highly intuitive, you tune in to people's emotions and moods easily. You are able to tap into deep emotional connections and connect with others. You prefer a smooth, harmonious life - but you can navigate your way around waves. You have a knack for getting people to get along and making life a little more peaceful. What's Your Element?

Bettie Page Is So Cool
Hey all you Lost Cherry addicts out there, its just me Susi Q, As you can tell Bettie Page is very cool in my book, she was a classic beauty and was the star in many mens magazines in the 50s, she took alot of risque photos, bondage, spanking and just great leg shots.She was very uninhibited and was very popular with the men, and I think she was bi-sexual. Theres a movie coming out about her life, it stars a new up in comer, shes blonde, but she wears a wig, I can't wait to see it, the movie is called The Notorious Bettie Page, keep your eyes open for it. Gretchen Moll stars as Bettie Page, I don't really know that much about her, so I want to see the movie to learn more. I believe it will be a good movie, heres an intro to Bettie.She was born in Tennesse, and was a model of the 50s. Cya Susi Q.

Links
My URL http://www.myspace.com/armydark_creation My Blog URL http://blog.myspace.com/armydark_creation http://armydarkcreations.freehosting.net/index.html?XTIME=1139416208 http://www.geocities.com/armydark/ARMYDARK.html http://armydark.blogspot.com/

Longings
Longings There always seems to that one That comes in not to raise you up but to tear you down ... That one person that no matter How giving you are or How nice you are Its just never enough ..... That one that will say You are my friend And in the next line Cut that quik rite to the end &n

Shadows
Shadows Shadow Ghosts Buried so deep yet simple words Bring em back to the keep Crying out wanting a friend Tired of being alone Time for it to end Looking for the reason Why It always ends this way Tired of being alone day after day Tired of wanting Tired of searching Tired of Trying Tired of Hurting ! ~*~ Pixie ~*~

For A Friend
For a Friend You know who u are : Look to the horizen and what do you see.... The mountains standing tall .. for centuries all to be be seen .......... Look to the sky and what do you see .... The beginning of Heaven as the Creator meant it to be ..... Look to your feet and what do you see .... Paths previously walked b4 you and me .... Now look into your heart ... and what do you see..... Hurt and sorrow wanting to be released .... Let them go and soon you will see That love and happiness will grow as from a seed ... Follow the Instincts that has brought you this far ... The Creator has a Plan for you ... You've know this from the start Now ... continue the path your on To find your Happy Heart ... ~*~ Peace N Love ~*~Pixie~*~

"i Don't Want To Feel This Way Forever, A Dead Letter Marked Return To Sender" Thursday
yep more crap I walk a fine line between here and eternity take that final step no reason to stay losing my will hopes have been killed thoughts broken down the scales' fatal tilt the balance of fate is lost my final breath my last tear

Feeling Alone
I know I'm not beautiful, and everyone I fall in love with is a jerk. I guess you can say I am a failure when it comes to relationships. I always fall for the wrong type of person. I can't be good enough for anyone. I always feel I have to change myself in some way to become better. I'm trying not to feel down on myself, but every guy I've fallen for has hurt me, and I'm tired of the pain. I'm tired of feeling a feeling that isn't there. Blah, I'm just rambling.

More Poems
MORE POEMS POEMS BY GELS DIVORCE When we were married, we beleived in our vows, We could not make it work, so we are apart now. I am now with another, and you are too, I guess our love, could not make it through. We had hard times, and we loved alot, Some are special memories, and some are not. We made love one last time, still deciding to part, Knowin we still had feelins, deep within our hearts. We knew there was no hate, we would always be friends, A love would always be there, though our marriage had to end. The memories we made, had always helped me through, If I knew it would end, I would have never said 'I DO' IF YOU DON"T If you don't love me, then let me go, If you don't need me, then tell me so. If ou don't want me, then just say no, If you care for me, then let it show. If you want me gone, then I will go, You won't say, so what am I to do. Holdin back feelins, that just won't die, Tears are blindin me, as I wave good

Hey People
Well, some of u have asked when I was going to , or if I was going to post any blogs. The answer is yes, but right now if you want to read them so bad go to http://www.myspace.com/the__apostle These were written as a way of stress relief, class assignments, and just cause i like to write. Leave a comment on here or the other place if u want, I have a TEFLON back, so things tend to role off quite easily.

Everyone Deserves A Happy Life!
This morning I receive a "Good Morning" message from one of my online friends. When I had mentioned to her the number of hours I was going to be putting in today at my work, she sent me this message: "I want to thank you for what you are doing from the bottom of my heart. I am a victim of abuse, but I was smart, and got out of the relationship the first time it happened. I did not accept the apology. It was my home and I made him leave. T he sad part is the police wouldn,t help me because I didn,t call when it happened. Well how do you call when someone holds you hostage in your on home, and rips the phone out of the wall, and everytime that I tried to get to the door he just grabbed me and told me that I wasn,t going anywhere except for bed, and then he took a chair and put it in the doorway and sat there just watching me all night so I could do nothing!!!!!! He came home drunk late at night and yelled at me to get his dinner and I told him that if he wanted it to get it himself,

Maybe The Why Is Good Enough
They say that everything happens for a reason. We are just nosey and want to know why. We are like little kids in that regard. There are certain things in the past I wanted more than anything and didnt get. Looking back I am actually glad I didnt get them. So what ever reason I didnt get them wouldnt have been a good enough reson at the time, but now that reason makes perfect sense. So what ever reason things arent working out the way I want right now, Im sure it is for the best. I guess God does take care of his kids.

Life Path #
Your Life Path Number is 4 Your purpose in life is to build your vision. You are practical and responsible. You work hard, knowing that there are no shortcuts in life. You work for a better life for yourself and those you love, but you are not an idealist. Trustworthy and honest, you also demonstrate great courage. People can count on you. In love, you are a loyal and committed partner. You are the ideal spouse. You don't give up easily, and sometimes you can be too stubborn and unwilling to change. You also can be too conservative at times. You sometime miss out on good opportunities. Also remember that not everyone can work as hard as you, as disappointing as that is! What Is Your Life Path Number?

Defective
This man of judgment rots empty by day The anger in his words means little to me Inside the pale facade of riches and life The blackness of his heart presently showing through To bring doom Now Cutting through your vacant body won't hurt Me as much as I hope it hurts you Stop reaching out with your whispers They mean less than your screams You pray as if the words translate to something outside yourself I see things not as you see them But for how they are Turn your back upon the sun for one last time After which I should be alone at last Eternally in my mind No more faces to detract from thoughts Make this mean less each day Blankly you stare at yourself Mirror image should show you the lack of relevance Consume yourself consumer! Open your pockets let us in Open your thighs and fake a grin Open signs even when you turn it around

Where You Left Me
Where You Left Me sitting alone where you left me forever has become this place where i'm not warming in the light of your love so embrace, embrace the cold fall from grace for a final turn this place all have left me before intoxication relieves the moments of lonely ache the seduction of a touch will do for a moment of passing the ache so be the whore be the addict be the anything but this

Dom Or Sub
are you a master or a slave dominant or submissive and if so how do you know lol am very curious as recently i was told everyone fits into one or the other and i will be damned if i can figure out where i fit lol so HELP ME PLZ ! ! !

Tag Your It!!!!
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! here is my blog try to send it to different people 1. I'm not as quiet and innocent as I look. lol 2. I'm the nicest person...until you do me wrong, mess with my friends, or hurt a child!! 3. I have a temper 4. I love my friends 5. I have issues with ignorant people 6. I'm crazy....but then again, some of you knew that, lol

From Social Misfit
I got this off my friend Flor de amor's site and thought it was very true.. This is so true!!! By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." " But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour

Denise
You scored as Pink. Your heart is pink. You're everyone's friend. Woo go you! Everyone loooves you!! You're the definition of a true friend, which is why you mean so much to your friends. You will do anything to see your friends smile, you have a great quality- don't change for anybody.Pink86%Blue57%Yellow43%Black14%Red0%Purple0%White0%Orange0%Green0%~What colour is your heart?~created with QuizFarm.

Why Are Guys Like This
Why is it that when you and your spouse, boyfriend or whatever splits up and he goes his own way and does his own thing but when you start to try and live life and start the healing process he has to try and stop it. He doesn't want you but doesn't want anyone else to have you. When you know it is onver and he knows it is over why can't he just go on and leave you alone instead of trying to make you miserable. I wish someone could explain that to me......

Creativity
CREATIVITY "The great enemy of creativity is fear. When we're fearful, we freeze up...Creativity has a lot to do with a willingness to take risks. Think about how children play. They run around the playground without thinking about where they're going. They trip, they fall down, and then they get back up again and run some more. They have a wonderful belief: that everything will be all right. They feel capable; they let go; they play...Not matter how many facts and figures you have, you can't predict the future. There will always be surprises...Creativity helps us realize that we don't have to understand everything. We can enjoy something - feel it and use it - without ever fully comprehending it." -- Faith Ringgold

So Ive Decided.....
I think that its the weak minded individuals, the uneducated scum, the scared ones who are ultimatly going to be the downfall of this country. Its the stupid ones that dont care about whats going on that make dumb uneducated decisions about things that really matter. Or its the ones that decide that they dont like something just because its different and they dont understand it so they push it away and anihilate it so that way they dont have to deal with it. Why do people do that shit? Why cant they just face it and deal with it? Instead of pushing it away?

Beeds Of Death...
So today was awesome!!! I had a blast at faire with Death... Other than the few problems. There were some good jokes and shit. And I just had a good time flirting and not having to worry bout anything... I especially enjoyed gettin the beeds of death which are still correctly held in my possession until I go back tomorrow at which time I must return them... I'm not exactly sure who Andrew will be though so not sure who I'll be returning them too... It was nice though... I've been very confused this past week or so... And it was nice to just escape and forget all of it for just a little while... That's what faire is great for though.. Forgetting you life for those fews hours when you're there... But now its time I head to bed for I got another faire day ahead of me before I head back into reality... It sucks! But atleast its one more day with Death... or maybe a thief... or perhaps a pirate... I'm not sure! But oh well, who really cares?!?!

This Happened In My Town
One night, at a party, The host asked his guests: "How many here believe in ghosts?" Everyone put up their hand. "How many have seen ghosts?" A lot of people put up their hand. "How many have touched a ghost?" Five people put up their hands "How many have had sex with a ghost?" One person put up their hand. "Well then," said the host, "why don't you come up here and tell us all about it." The man walked up. "So, how was your night with the ghost?" asked the host. "Ghost?" Said the man, "Sorry, I thought you said goat."

Re-opening Nirvana Underground
Nirvana Underground picture of Moi and Tops at the first V.I.P. parties (upstairs) History: (an underground re-opening.) The bar closed to the public in october 2004; The actual bar furniture was moved to a small house in sector 4. the bar remained in the outside next to the house since it didn't even fit inside the house. The months of november and december 2004 were kind of quiet at times. Nirvana's regular customers showed up at the house since there was no more bar to go to. in december 2004 some parties were held at the house especially for christmas and new year. January and february were times of casual parties and some sentiment of nostalgia which made us re-activate the freezers from the bar which were kept in the small kitchen of the house. these freezers were sometimes filled with beer and cases of beer were bought directly from the truck to hold parties. some other parties had rum or scotch whisky. In april a big house was spotted on the blo

He Isnt What You Think Of Him
For I am The Alpha Angel, his most beloved and most Controversial for what most people believe.. But it not about beliefe, its just mere entertaining to watch his Creation and see the beauty of it all and beauty of flesh yes I love temptation Female flesh is devine as Gods Love. For I find No sin in that and neither should you. To continued

Who Knew??
You scored as Goth. Your A Goth!Goth75%Rocker, Mosher65%Trendy45%Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev5%Emo0%Skater0%Prepy0%What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy Ectcreated with QuizFarm.com

Most Pathetic Blog Ever
I'm not doing so hot today... I didn't sleep well last night. My girlfriend and I are kitten-sitting a, well, an 8 week old kitten. Problem is, he donesn't get along with the cat we've already got. The little thing is cute as hell, it would be nice if it didn't think my side of the bed was it's all night playground...so then I came home this afternoon (I have no classes mondays) and I was going to take a quick one hour nap, and set my alarm accordingly. That wouldve been fine, except the power went out and I slept for four hours! No kitten to be found now, of ocurse... so my girlfriend comes home in half an hour and I can't really spend time with her 'cause I've got to make up the lost time I should have been stuying this afternoon. Arrgggg. I can't win. Gosh, that darn kitten sure is cute though....

Why?
Why is it that we as humans hurt the ones that we are supposed to love. By lieing,cheating,betrayel and keeping things from each other. Why can't we be honest and try not to intentionally cause each other pain? No matter what, the truth will always come out, and can result in both good and bad. But the truth needs to be out no matter how painful. Pain is there to remind us that we can feel. The decisions we make everyday have an affect on at least one person if not more. And can change your path in life in an instant. And Why is it that even though we are hurt, we allow these people to stay in our lives, and possibly hurt us again. Why can't we let go? Why can't we walk away and try to move on? Sometimes Love Just Aint Enough! I recently found myself in a situation that is not very good, I feel that I have been the cause of a family to break up. There are many other factors in this equation, but none the less. I can't help but have guilt hanging over my head. I a

I Need A Hero!
So I am addicted to a new show, it is called Heroes and lets face it, haven't we all wanted to be a superhero in our lives!?!??! I am not a big comic book fan but I still love me a good Super Hero movie. I don't miss any of the movies. Why?? Cause everyone likes them. We all want Heroes in our lives. I personally don't have anyone I look up to as a Hero. Sad but true. It isn't that I don't respect alot of people but no one is Super Human enough for me to look at without fault. Me either though, I am my own worse enemy. Take for example my writing THE LAST BOY right now. I was really feeling good about my writing for a change (cause mostly I think it sucks) well now I am feeling like I need to tighen up the story some. Sure it is still in the writing stages but I am already tearing it apart. Owell I did that with Poppies too and people seem to like it... so they say HAHAH We are hardest on ourselves I guess. Oh watched adoption story the other day and a couple adopt a baby girl f

Jugga-who? Please Explain.
First off...I'm not Hatin' - I am just underinformed and didn't get the memo. Anyways...I keep seeing references to Juggalos and Jugalettes...and from prior knowledge those terms are associated with fans of Insane Clown Posse...rap, right? Yet, alot of the people I see with that association lately are into metal and goth-type styles. What is that all about? I'm confused. I am totally not into rap, and I know people who aren't either who still call their selves juggalettes. I've even seen the term Gothic Juggalette...adding even more to the confusion! LOL Like I said, I'm not judging or hating...I just want to be informed of what the trend is all about. Someone bring me up to date!

First Day In School...
It was the first day of school and a new student named Chandrashekhar Subrahmanyam entered the fourth grade. The teacher said, "Let's begin by reviewing some American History. Who said "Give me Liberty, or give me Death"? She saw a sea of blank faces, except for Chandrashekhar, who had his hand up: "Patrick Henry, 1775" he said. Very good!" Who said "Government of the People, by the People, for the People, shall not perish from the Earth? "again no response except from Chandrashekhar. "Abraham Lincoln, 1863" said Chandrashekhar. The teacher snapped at the class, "Class, you should be ashamed. Chandrashekhar, who is new to our country, knows more! About its history than you do." She heard a loud whisper: "F**k the Indians," "Who said that?" she demanded. Chandrashekhar put his hand up. "General Custer, 1862." At that point, a student in the back said, "I'm gonna puke." The teacher glares around and asks "All right! Now, who said that?" Again, Chan

I Feel You.... Hmmmm (part 2)
...I wanna kiss you passionate and lay you down on your bed and sit myself on the top of you with your cock inside of me... You can feel your erection growing between your thighs... wanting, wanting, wanting... your cock is throbbing just like that... over and over... an insistent pulse that won't let you go... close your eyes and feel it sliding so easy inside my cunt... its all wet... Then starting move my body up and down slowly, handing your hands with mines, pressing them, awhile im fucking you, when i feel your cock inside... I look inside of your eyes, i can lost myself n them... and you can see my pleasured face, my fast breath... desiring for you inside... moaning... Moving now my body a lil faster, i feel it all inside of me... Feel my cunt sliding around your cock... warm and wet, squeezing around you ... god... need to feel your body against mine, touching you, holding you... pulling you deeper into my cunt... kissing you hungrily, our bodies all wet, you nippling

Where Are All The Writers?
One of the reasons I got onto LC was to find other writers. Most of the other web sites out there are great for getting exposure, but terrible for just meeting writers. Others are good for getting criticism, but after reading some of their work I'd wonder if they were following their own advice. So, here I am at LC, having a pretty good time ... but slightly distressed as the 'core interests' does not contain writing. Why not? This would include authors, bloggers, poets, tech writers - anyone who writes for a living, or wants to write for a living, or simply, habitually writes. I've been browsing about and have found TWO writers so far. Two. Either LC is lacking in this department, or there's a lot of closet word-geeks out there, or (most likely) it's just damn hard to find them. I mean, I have to look at their profile and see if they actually call themselves a 'writer', or something in that vein. Guess I'll keep looking. C'mon LC, scribes need love, too.

What Year Do You Belong In?
***You Belong in 1975*** If you scored... 1950 - 1959: You're fun loving, romantic, and more than a little innocent. See you at the drive in! 1960 - 1969: You are a free spirit with a huge heart. Love, peace, and happiness rule - oh, and drugs too. 1970 - 1979: Bold and brash, you take life by the horns. Whether you're partying or protesting, you give it your all! 1980 - 1989: Wild, over the top, and just a little bit cheesy. You're colorful at night - and successful during the day. 1990 - 1999: With you anything goes! You're grunge one day, ghetto fabulous the next. It's all good! What Year Do You Belong In? http://www.blogthings.com/whatyeardoyoubelonginquiz/

Ya Yaa
You scored as Steaming, dripping, moaning, unforgetable. Y r we wasting our time on the computer you should be here now...or maby ill just come home and moleste you ( i think ill save eitehr till we both are ready) corny i know but after this u have to realize how much we could make each other moan and shiver and scream and sweat and all those good thinksSteaming, dripping, moaning, unforgetable100%How did this happen60%It could be hott....then again maby not..30%EWWWW get away!20%Sexual compatiblitycreated with QuizFarm.com

Blah Blah Blah
well we are working hard to get our new house ready to move into. my neice desided to call me at 2 am today to bitch at me about it. she wanted to jump my shit for telling her that dave will also own the house not just me. how in the hell could she think only me would own it? she said i only said it to hurt her. wtf. ppl have so much nerve. she tells me from the starte that she wont help me in any way then she tells me that i cant change anything i have to redo it all the same way my grandparents had it and when i say ummm no shes says ok she understnad and that she prolly will never come over then she wants to jump my shit for what i said. its so stupid its sad.she tells me how happy she is that i got the house but it was a lie. shes not happy about it or she wouldnt be jumping my shit like she is. i dunno maybe im wrong but thats how i see it.

Nirvana Underground (the Bar)
Nirvana Underground. Located inside the newly rented house. The bar was located as I said downstairs and the V.I.P. upstairs. The original bar of Nirvana Rock-Café which had been sitting in the outside for almost six months didn’t fit in the livingroom of the house, so a part of it was cut to make it fit. It came back to life in Nirvana Underground, hosting many parties. The computer monitor, keyboard and mouse was placed on top of it for the first time, since that in Nirvana Rock-Café it had been below the bar. This change brought about more people browsing through the mp3 collection and requesting songs. For those who had not been customers of the previous two Nirvanas, it seemed odd to walk into a house and as one entered finding a “bar” instead of a livingroom. Since Nirvana Underground was not centered as a business, nothing was sold in it. The bar became the centerpiece of entertainment luring all kinds of people looking for a nice place to listen to mu

Two For Now. Please Read And Comment. Let Me Know If You Want More.
COULD YOU EVER UNDERSTAND? I don't think that you understand Can you feel the cold of my hand? Why are you still here, why are you crying? I'm already dead, I'm not dying Don't do that you'll make me feel bad You know I hate it wen you're sad It's not like you'll remember me anyway At least not long after today Just breathe everything will be alrite I'm sorry I cant comfort you tonight I went through hell in my life Now I'll be happy 'cuz death eases my strife Why can't you smile and be glad that I'm gone? After all, you hated me for so long. Please just go away and leave my body here I want someone else to find it and I dont want you near Please just leave me out here in the dirt Ignore all this blood staining my skirt I'm sorry ok? What do you want me to do? I thought you wanted this thats why I died for you PLEASE SEE If you read between the lines you may see MY blood MY sweat and MY tears spread across thispage ive tried so hard to keep

How Ironic...been Called This Before!
You Are Miss Piggy A total princess and diva, you're totally in charge - even if people don't know it. You want to be loved, adored, and worshiped. And you won't settle for anything less. You're going to be a total star, and you won't let any of the "little people" get in your way. Just remember, piggy, never eat more than you can lift! The Muppet Personality Test

Iam That Smart
I JUST GOT A LETTER IN THE MAIL TODAY AND I MADE THE DEAN'S LIST FOR THE SPRING SEMESTER 2006. I NEVER THOUGH THAT I WOULD BE ON ANY LIST EXPECT FOR THE MOST WANTED LIST, BUT I DID IT. I JUST CANT WAIT UNTIL I GRADUATE SO I CAN SEND A COPY OF MY DIPLOMA AND SEND IT TO HIS ASS AND TELL HIM NOW WHAT WHO IS THE ONLY SON YOU HAD TO GRADUATE COLLEGE AND ON DEANS LIST THAT IS WHATS UP I CANT WAIT. NOW ALL I HAVE TO DO IS BALLS TO THE WALL THOUGH THESE NEXT TWO SEMSTERS AND ON TO JOB AND BA I CANT WAIT TO START MY CAREER AT 30 BUT HEY BETTER LATE THAN NEVE RIGHT!!!!!!!!! WEll WISH ME LUCK AND SHOW ME SOME LOVE THANKS GUYS MIKE

Everyone Needs Someone
People need people and friends need friends And we all need love for a full life depends Not on vast riches or great acclaim, Not on success or on worldly fame, But just in knowing that someone cares And holds us close in their thoughts and prayers- For only the knowledge that we're understood Makes everyday living feel wonderfully good, And we rob ourselves of life's greatest need When we "lock up our hearts" and fail to heed The outstretched hand reaching to find A kindred spirit whose heart and mind Are lonely and longing to somehow share Our joys and sorrows and to make us aware That life's completeness and richness depends On the things we share with our loved ones and friends. -Helen Steiner Rice

Finding Love Is Not That Hard
i\'m am so amazingly happy right now i found the perfect man , his name is anthony and he is just right for me ,fun and built to perfection! i adore him ,with every part of me , he is my prized possesion and i can\'t imagine being without him , although i am sure you don\'t ewant to hear this mushy stuff so i\'ll shut up...

Whats Going On
Well I figure it's about time I wrote.. Even though I dont feel like it. Well Stupid me threw my laptop and broke the screen. so I need to get a new monitor and then it will work.. so for now using the libary and it sucks big time. Its getting colder and colder and winter is pretty much here... We had a lil snow the other day but its gone and melted and now we are getting rain and more rain. On Tuesday I went on a field trip with Debbie my neice and had lots of fun.. We went to Prairie Gardens and we saw a puppet show... and then we went on a wagon ride.. then made a scarecrow.. then a haunted house.. then we got to pick out a pumkin to take home.. Then we had lunch... Then we went through a corn maze and got lost.. LOL it was a fun day. Well if I can find a monitor tommorrow I should have the net back at home tommorrow cross your fingers or me. bye for now Christine

A Place
There is a place few dare to go, A place dark as the night. It is a place that must be traveled by faith, and not by sight. It is not a place for the faint of heart, or those controlled by fear, or those who can only accept what they can see, or feel, or hear. It is a place that lies deep within the human heart, A place that many of us only know in part. For some it is a place of refuge and of peace, For some it is A place where the noise and turmoil cease. For some it is a place of love and ecstasy, For some it is a place of heartache and misery. For some it is a place where they confront their greatest fears, For some it is a place where they shed a millions tears. For some it is a place where battles are won and lost, For some it is a place to be avoided at any cost. For it is in silence where we confront ourselves one on one, And decide what we are going to do and deal with what we have done

Happy
I am very happy. My uncle hasn't been able to ingest any food or liquid in over two weeks. He has been fed through I.V.s Well, today he had some broth and jello and was able to hold it down. He is doing so well considering the surgery was just done on Monday and this is now Thursday. Thank you all once again, as always, for the prayers!

Please Fill Tis Out For Me.
1. Where did we meet?: 2. Take a stab at my middle name: 3. How long have you known me?: 4. When is the last time we saw each other?: 5. whats your screen name? 6. whats your email address? 7. When you first saw me what was your impression?: 8. My age?: 9. Do you know when my birthday is? 10. Have you ever been jealous of me?: 11. Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you?: 12. What's my favorite type of music?: 13. What is the best feature about me?: 14. Am I shy or outgoing??: 15. Would you say I am funny or sarcastic?: 16. Am I a rebel or do I follow all the rules?: 17. Would you consider me a friend, an acquaintance, or a good friend?: 18. Have you ever seen me cry?: 19. If there were one good nickname for me what would it be?: 20. If I had broccoli stuck in my teeth would you tell me?: 21. Do I drink and/or do drugs? 22. What is my worst fear? 23. Would you kiss me?: 24. What would you do if I told you I liked you?: 25. Ever have a crush on me?:

Why Trick Or Treating Is Better Than Sex
Guaranteed to get at least a little something in the sack. If you get tired, wait ten minutes and go at it again. The uglier you look, the easier it is to get some. You don't have to compliment the person who gave you some. Person giving you some, doesn't fantasize you're someone else. If you get a stomach ache, it won't last for nine months. If you wear your Batman mask, no one will think you're weird. Doesn't matter if kids hear you moaning and groaning. No guilt the next morning. If you don't get what you want, you can always go next door.

T Rue" Friendship
" None of that Sissy Crap Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card- just the stone cold truth of our great friendship. 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard, or bitch, who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be... until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will point and

What I Am
You scored as Ghost. You are a ghost. You find your center by keeping to yourself, and thinking. Being so quiet and shy, my only suggestion would be to find what inspirers you, and go for it, and SPEAK UP!!! because you are the type of person to flourish if you are happy, and get your vioce heard. Ghost100%Magic user100%Warewolf75%Fariy75%Mermaid75%Elf69%Demon63%Mortal50%Elemental50%Vampire50%Find out what type of supernatural creature you would be!!!created with

The Voice
He would call; my heart would start to race. I answer, and he speaks. Everything in the room, all the stress, all melts away. It all disappears and all that IS is his voice on the other end. He laughs, he whispers, he sits and makes no noise just breathing. My body, mind, soul all belong to him. Aching to know this man; everything about him I want to soak in. Feel his words drifting over my heart, mind, and body. Feather like caresses, hard demanding kisses. I feel like he is here beside me, with me in so many different ways. He speaks and I can feel what he is saying. Physically feeling his hands, his breathe. Every word turned into a physical action. A caress, a nudge, a soft kiss, warm hands running down my body. All this just from a voice on the end of a phone line.

Apologies,for Mistakes I Never Made
Robert I am so sorry I wish I never told you of what I done It cost me so much I hurt you don't say different and my heart is broken too I want to take back everything I said friends are hard to come, and so easy to go I don't want to lose you but, you gave up to easy don't let yourself do that I will fight for you as i did before, I believe in you, don't go away please i feel so lost now and more determined to do what has to be done we had fun talking and teasing you made me laugh and think I wanted to know you, but you backed out why? why did you give up, we found each other when we both were low and picked ourselves up and you started to do well It made me feel good. this is my choice I would rather have your friendship than do this thing, I'm not this mans slave I am me enjoying being free I know its a mistake I knew the cost but still i had to do it I am weak, stupid and remorseful howdo I repair this, how do I ma

I Dream
I dream of your touch while you are away, I dream of your smile all through the day, I remember the day, You came into my life, I dream of the day I will be your wife. I dream of the day I can fall asleep next to you, I dream of the day I can say I do. To be your wife, To be together for life, Is a dream I have, Every night. So come forfill my dreams for me xx

Is This Love? A Closer Look
How do you know when you've found your soulmate? by Bob Narindra One of the most common questions we get asked at Lovingyou.com is "How do you know if it is really love?" Well, as you can imagine, this also happens to be one of the most difficult questions to answer! Love is such a strange, wonderful thing that nobody really has codified what it is yet. And to further complicate matters, there are so many different kinds of love: the love you feel for a friend, a family member, a sport or even a pet. This is such a crazy emotion that there is absolutely no way that I can definitively answer how you know it is love… but I am going to give it a try! Now, in order to find out if you love someone, the basic place to start would be to ask yourself, do you want to be with them? If the answer to that question is no, then it really can't be love. When you love someone, you want to be with them. Not just be with them, but share everything with them. You have a great day at work and want

Poems 1
Goodbye Tears ran down my face and on to my lips. He Gently wiped them away with his fingertips. I looked up sadly in to his dark blue eyes. I tried really hard, but could not muffle my cries. He held me tight in a strong embrace. I rested my head on his chest, and barried my face. Our last embrace ended with a kiss. There was so much about him, that I knew I would miss. As he walked away, I wondred my fate. With my only love in a faraway state. Never Gone: I light a match, and watch it burn. I think of our love, I watch, I learn. It starts with a spark, strong and intense, it burns for awhile; then becomes less dense. The flames are gone, smoke hangs in the air. Just as my love for you, still lingers there. WHY: After all the times you hurt me, the times you made me cry. Why do I forgive you, with every little sigh? The times that you betrayed me, and the times of painful good-byes, why do I still need you? After all those l

Informal Poll
Already from my LiveJournal but thought I'd ask here. Who's in countries with reasonably important elections in the near future (midterms at least?) (Assuming the country has elections at all.) In countries with such elections but - earlier this year? Elections, but less important (municipal-level only, say - not unimportant! in the least- but not national) ones? Who intends definitely to vote in them (I don't mean you've decided on who. Just that you have decided that you will vote.) Who's still thinking about it? And where it's relevant (USA, say)- who's registered to vote? (Is there time still this year? Doubt it but will look into that- I am registered, but the question's worth the asking. Still worthwhile for later years...) Answer in comments, in e-mail, ... and thank you for participating.

Value Of A Life
The phrase is tossed about that, “Every life has value…” The end of this line that has been forgotten is that “the value of a life is set by the owner.” This is the same for everyone. Just as a shopkeeper sets the prices for his goods, every person sets the value of his or her own life. If a thug attempts to rob a store he has set the value of his life below that of the amount of money he hopes to get in the robbery. Who am I to argue with him? If the storeowner dies in the robbery it is because he failed to set the value of his life higher through proper preparation. He has placed the value of his life below the value of the, at least, psychologically prepared robber’s. Anyone attempting violent action against me or near me toward an innocent has set the value of their lives at some multiple of 9¢. This multiple, coincidentally, equals the number of .45 caliber Federal Hydro-Shock rounds it takes me to kill them (2 per person at a minimum).

Self-awareness
I have discovered that I deal more easily with my regret over the things in my live that I have done, than I do with my regret over the things I have not done. Today is never the result of one choice made in one of our yesterdays. Today is the culmination of all the choices to act or not to act that we have made throughout every yesterday we have ever lived through. Regret is the narrow-mindedness that says “The Now is intolerable because of this single past circumstance.” How much do you really know about yourself if you have never been poor, been well off, been a follower, been a leader, been in a fight, been a peacemaker, been alone, been part of a larger whole, been a student, been a teacher, been wracked with fear, been consumed with hate, been drowned in sadness, been washed with joy, been baffled, or been the one who figured it out. Strive to understand who and where you are right now to help determine where you wish to go. “You are not the car you drive. You are

Prudes In Lc
All right, we all know this is a fairly adult centered 'gathering place' on the web. Lots do do if your either an exhibionist or a watcher. Nothing wrond with that, if you're expecting the Disney network, you'll figure it out in about two seconds that this aint the place. Anyways I'm hanging in the 'what's a lost cherry lounge' not a whould lot going on and I log out for a while so I can get some shit done. log back in and what do I have? two messages from the lost cherry shop, which is i guess the cop around here. my 'bouncing boobs' pics are apparently offending someone and I have to mark them 'adult' AND I can't use them as my icon. WTF! There's cleavage all over the place, nothing more than what I was showing off and hell that wasn't even a real pic, I pulled it off a site cus it was cool (and apparently a lot of you other loved it too). But some prude reports me to the LC cops and the 'bouncing babies' have had to go for a timeout. That's a real pisser. Don't think I'

Everything Sucks
i hate school cause they fuck u over every time i hate work cause they do the same thing i hate ppl cause they cant treat ppl with a little respect that they might diserve but on another note i like ppl who care about ppl and dont try to down grade u well really what im trying to say is fuck everybody thats against me cause u all suck

My Story...hehehe
My name is Elaine and I work as a receptionest in an office downtown. I have always loved to wear fancy under things to work because it always made me feel so sexy. I just love the feel of those silky panties under my business suit. One slow day, I went into the storage room and I hicked my leg up on a box.I reached under and started to slowly stroke my wet box. I must have been very into it because I never heard the door open behind me. I was just about to reach my orgasime when i felt a finger enter my pussy from behind. I was so worked up that I didnt care who was doing it. That finger was in and out of my wet pussy, making me cream. When it was over, the person told me to hush and stay where I was, i heard then slip out before I could comment. I still dont know who fingered me so well, but I do know that i now visit the store room at every break, and some how, HE is always there in the shadows, ready to tell me just how he wants me. I have never had so much fun! I want to bring som

The Coursing
This steeple runs its blood through my veins, As the saints of my demise carry my life Close to their hands and hearts of longing. I cry in a storm of my suffering, cry in silence— As the squall who doesn’t believe in its feathers— While my coursing blood flows its delight. These busts know not their importance, No rock could replicate perfection, Could taunt divinity with duplicate reality. It is in the essence truth lies, Solidity in the soul, not the body— Or lack thereof, for fiction holds a soul— And it is in the essence I attempt to live. To leave my own destruction behind, My own tears away from my weeping— My own eyes dry in their wetness— Is what I lead my spirit towards. I kneel at my own altar, Wrought of my own conviction and paths, And I sleep as a gentle hand caresses my heart— Rocks me to sleep with its soft hypocrisy. I dream of this steeple, of its mysteries. This steeple runs its blood through my veins.

Do You Know A Soldier?
Do you know a Soldier?? They sleep on cots made for just one Sometimes even with their boots on They awake long before the sun And work very hard to stay strong Strong for themselves Strong for their families Strong for the country they serve Strong for the flag that waves above They work and train In the heat, cold, and rain They sweat, they swear Sometimes wondering why they are there In the distance they hear gun fire And watch the hawks fly over They pray for their brothers Their loved ones and themselves And yet they go on Doing their job Determined to make proud The ones that have passed on They fight for justice They serve for freedom They cry for the fallen And celebrate the day These are our soldiers Proud and strong Serving flag and country Away and at home For the job they do We need to give our support So they know they are loved From the depths of our hearts ~~ I write this for eve

Hunting
well i been hunting for the past 4 days. i've only shot one and that was opening day. wonder where they are. drive by and theres 6 of them in the feild. sit in the woods nothing. and i know it aint me. gotta be the weather. well i'll keep everyone up to date with all my fishing hunting shrimping and such. if it's out doors i'll post it here. so keeep an eye on this spot if you like. i'll probily be postin every day. well later.

Seee?...i Told Ya....
You scored as Hell Yea. U are totally in love, u would do anything to be with this person and u would die for them.Hell Yea100%Sounds More Like Lust33%Hell No0%Are u in love???????created with QuizFarm.com

Im Sad =(
Sad eyes... dat used 2 shine so bright, But you're gone... & now they see no light. They are dark & sad With a look so far away, Cloud'd by da tears... Dat's now are here 2 stay... Nothin can bring back da shine Dat u took from me dear, Another love I'll never find... No arms will hold me near. So cry... cry... cry sad eyes Cry into da night, Take away my sunshine & shut out all da light.

Sex And Being Sexy
SEX AND BEING SEXY (Adult Only) Fact of life Sex just is sexy is beyond Whether you are still in school Or in the senior citizen pool Sex just is Sexy is beyond Do you think you have the corner on what these two things are? Or do you think you are beyond your prime? Lets take a minute to take a peak and swirl round the point Sex is just the male and the female the simple stated act Sexy is the sensual Erotic Desire Fulfillment of a deeper need a building of the fire to arouse by an attraction exciting taste a feel to entice by flirtatious means a titillating appeal sex is just a pole in a hole sexy is beyond the body and into the mind and soul seductive lav-ing of spirit and mind with licks of fire burning deep between thighs of desire feeling the burn the heat the gentle touch of fingertips building an earth shattering wave rivers that flow between heart and

Thurs
Yeah I'm bored--this week I'm walking on the girl side of things--I think ill be liking guys more soon though. I want to get more cherry points--i dunno why since what the fuck do cherry points really do? I can't gas up my car with them, they don't lay me, and what does one really look like. Its late I think I am overtired. BYE

Photo Requests.
Photo Requests. Smokey Hazel Ice@ LostCherry If there are any photo requests I.E fetishes and what not that you would like to see explored by Ezra and/or I don't be afraid to let us know. We are both VERY kinky and interested to know what you all think. *spanksnd kisses* Hazel

Just Cuz
Have you ever thought about the pain of learning that sometimes there isnt going to be anymore. Of not seeing someone anymore. No more hugs, no more special moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more just one minute. Sometimes, what we care about the most gets all used up and goes away. Never to return before we can say good-bye, or say I love you. While we have it...it's best we love it and care for it and fix it when it's broken. This would be true for a marriage or an old car. For children with bad report cards or dogs with bad hips. Of aging parents and grandparents. They are worth it, because you are worth it. Some things we keep--like a best friend or a classmate we grew up with who moved away. There are just some things that make us happy, no matter what. That's because life in itself is important and special, like people we know who are special. . .and so, we keep them close! I recieved this from someone who thought I was a "keeper"! And I sent

Blah On Ex's
Ex's aren't good for much except heartache, and lieing. I had to learn that the hard way. I tell ya gals check out your partner before you decide to procreate. DO a background check, check there DNA out for anything that looks like they are suseptable to violence anger or even stupidity. Because once you have kids with someone ya can never get rid of them unless you dont mind going to prison. I have a restraining order on my ex and he still thinks that he can contact me and come around. He was definately born with a few screws loose, and a lot of marbles short. So I say Blah on ex's and to hell with there dumb asses.

Chain Letters, Drama, And Shit I Feel To Rant About.
Ok. First off. Chain letters. The next son of a bitch that sends me a god damn chain letter is going to be hunted down and beaten to death with a dead rabbit. Second. I don't care about drama, just don't involve me in it. YOu put me in it, I'll end it, wether you like it or not. And finally. I am in an INCREDIBLY shotty mood since I found out my best friend on this entire planet has Lymphoma and she will be lucky to live to 23. :'(

Metallica Wherever I May Roam Lyrics
...and the road becomes my bride I have stripped of all but pride so in her I do confide and she keeps me satisfied gives me all I need ...and with dust in throat I crave only knowledge will I save to the game you stay a slave rover wanderer nomad vagabond call me what you will but I'll take my time anywhere free to speak my mind anywhere and I'll redefine anywhere anywhere I may roam where I lay my head is home ...and the earth becomes my throne I adapt to the unknown under wandering stars I've grown by myself but not alone I ask no one ...and my ties are severed clean the less I have the more I gain off the beaten path I reign rover wanderer nomad vagabond call me what you will but I'll take my time anywhere I'm free to speak my mind anywhere and I'll never mind anywhere anywhere I may roam where I lay my head is home but i'll take my time anywhere free to speak my mind and I'll take my find anywhere anywhere I may roam where I lay my h

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed (this I Think Fits Everyone)
Your Love Life Secrets Are Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't? It's important to you that your lover is very attractive. You like to have someone to show off. In fights, you speak your mind and don't hold back. You know you're right, and you can get quite angry about it. Break-ups can be painful for you, but you never show it. You hold your head high. Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

10/30/06
Just came back from Saw 3 and just WOW! Blown away by how they wrapped it all up as a nice neat trilogy package! If they come out with more, Ill see them but I just dont know where they will go from here, its damn near impossible! Go check it out its a sweet flick!

Friends Or Lovers
Friends or Lovers Which are you We often ask with someone new So shake there hand kiss or embrase each other For how it goes depends on you! Friends or Lovers Its all up to you! So as we meet who knows this one may be the one for you! Caty

Nickelback Photograph Lyrics
Look at this photograph Everytime I do it makes me laugh How did our eyes get so red And what the hell is on Joey's head And this is where I grew up I think the present owner fixed it up I never knew we'd ever went without The second floor is hard for sneaking out And this is where I went to school Most of the time had better things to do Criminal record says I broke in twice I must have done it half a dozen times I wonder if It's too late Should i go back and try to graduate Life's better now then it was back then If I was them I wouldn't let me in Oh oh oh Oh god I Every memory of looking out the back door I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor It's hard to say it, time to say it Goodbye, goodbye Every memory of walking out the front door I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for It's hard to say it, time to say it Goodbye, goodbye Remember the old arcade Blew every dollar that we ever made The cops hated us hangin'

My Thought Of The Day.....
Be more of an asshole. That is what I feel like doing today. Call it waking up on the wrong side of the bed..... Call it not getting enough sleep.... Call it just being fed up with people in general and thier generalized bullshit. Let's just say that today I am in a truely foul mood, even though there is no reason for it. Hey..... They can't ALL be good days.

Terminology - Words Women Use:
1.) FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five Minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pa

Cornish Pasty
2 cups flour pinch of salt 3 oz. lard or shortening 1/3 - 1/2 cup water Mix flour and lard, then add salt and water. Work into smooth dough and rest under a cover for 30 min. Meanwhile, prepare the filling: 1/4 lb. beef or chicken liver 1 rib celery 1/2 lb. ground beef 1 small carrot salt & pepper 1 small turnip 2 raw potatoes 1 egg, beaten 1 small onion Chop liver coarsely in a blender and mix with beef. Add salt and pepper and let rest for 10-20 minutes. Peel onion and pare potatoes, carrot and turnip; slice thinly, and blanch in boiling water for 2-3 minutes with thinly sliced celery. Drain and season with salt & pepper. Roll out dough to 1/8 inch thickness; cut into 3 large squares. Put a layer of vegetables on half of each square and top it with meat mixture. Brush edges of dough with egg and fold plain half over the meat. Pinch edges together tightly. Bake for 1 hour: first for 2-3 min. at 400 degrees, then at 325 degrees for 1 hour.

Un Alma Sentenciada
Amor que me desgarras, que me partes de miedo Que a veces te me escapas y de pronto no encuentro Amor de tantas dudas Y remordimientos Que a veces me callo, que a veces me creeo Amor que es tan letal como una puñalada Primero, me hiere después me desangra Amor esta locura que ha desesperado Amor es no tenerte y no haberte olvidado Toda mi vida se apaga, mi mundo se ciega Amor es pedirte y gritarte que vuelvas que estoy de bajada, mi alma esta en quiebra Hoy quiero pedirte y gritarte que vuelvas Amor es decirte mi amor que vuelvas por favor A que condena y que dolor me has sentenciado A que condena a que dolor Tu me has sentenciado Amor eres tu la verdad en mi tiempo Mi dulce mi amado mi casa mi templo Mi amor mi verdad mi pasión mi intención Mi secreto que viene y que va con el viento Amor eres tu, amar eres tu La noche y tus ojos que son gotas de luz Y escucho tu voz y te siento aquí Y te siento inundándolo todo Toda mi vida se apaga, mi

The Real Me
1. ARE YOU SHY? I really should, at least, TRY to be. When I walk by, I’ve noticed people want to knock me down and grind my head into paste. 2. ARE YOU A LOVER OR A FIGHTER? Loving is a barbaric sport. 3. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR? Fear itself. 4. AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO MANIAC? Nope, I was just a Lego. I was a white, square Lego, and when I walked by the other kids would knock me down and try to grind my head into paste. 5. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF REALITY TV? As if reality weren’t bad enough… 6. DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS? I chew on everyone’s straws. 7. WERE YOU A CUTE BABY? What’s wrong with you?! You’ve seen babies! You know what babies look like. … I didn’t look like that, but still. 8. WHAT SCENT DO YOU WEAR? Ass. 9. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD? Also ass. 10. DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER? Why the hell would I take a shower if I want to smell like ass? 11. HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED? That’s the best euphemism for anal sex I’ve ever h

So...
Yeah, life is basically sucking fat hairy white ass at the moment. And that's just my social life. Let's not get into the absolutely wretched state of my employment, oe my myriad financial obligations. Welcome to my life. It's not much fun. About the only bright spot is the fact that a few of the peopkle I work with aren't total assholes. Times have changed and times are strange, here I come but I ain't the same. Mama I'm comin home. Times go by, it seems to me, you coulda been a better friend to me. You took me in, and ya drove me out yeah you had me hypnotized, lost and found and turned around by the fire in your eyes. You made me cry, yeah, you told me lies, but I can't stand to say goodbye, mama I'm comin home. I could be right, I could be wrong, it hurts so bad it's been so long, mama I'm comin home. Selfish love, yeah we're both alone, the ride before the fall, I'm gonna take this heart of stone, I just got to have it all. I've seen your face a hundred times, eve

A Story...
A Story As a introduction I am posting a story which I have written about the conflict of being a faithful wife and a slut. Composed by Justine© Authors Note: The story you are about to read for the most part is true. I have lived in South Africa, Switzerland, Washington D.C. and Rome and now am living with my husband near Paris, France. The name I have assumed for my own sexual experiences is "Justine," the alter ego of a model. Now, I have written different stories about my life: my inner mind and psyche, my experiences and the flaw in my character, my weakness for sex, about how I could have said NO, but I let things happen to me. Perhaps some of you will relate to my real life experiences and sexual desires while some of you will undoubtedly fantasize about them and me. I would like to paint you a picture … I would like to invite you to take a look in my large bedroom. It's the place where I have these dark thoughts and delicious fantasies running in

Well Tomorrow Is The Big Day
Actually, not really. They don't kid when they say once you hit a certain age birthdays really don't matter anymore. I have really felt that way about my birthday the past few years. Anyways, I am hitting the sack. Tomorrow is my bday AND my boss will finally be back in the office so I will have to force myself to stay off this place....at least for a few hours. I would love to come back on to a ton of birthday wishes!!! I also need less than 3000 points to level up so if you want to do me a HUGE favor you could pimp me out a bit. There is a bulletin already floating around out there somewhere. Good night everyone and don't let the bed bugs bite!!! At least not hard anyways. :)

No Subject
Blah, I am stuck at school til noon. My one class was cancelled so I found a computer lab and here I am. However, I am gettin pissed cause CT is running really slow on my school's network. They need to do something about that, for all the money I pay to go to this damn school they should atleast have fast internet service lol. Right now I am just sitting here, half asleep, rating some pictures, and now typing this pointless blog. I am still trying to get used to the new picture format. I like it, but I'm not used to having to go to my left to rate a pic, I keep aiming for the middle. I have like 8 unread messages to reply to. If you are one of them, sorry, I will get to it today, I just can't right now cause I'm too tired to comprehend and respond to what they say lol. Oh well, later.

Life
Life sure has a way of coming along and kicking you in the nuts when you least expect it. Seems like lately things have finally been going my way for once. Money saved in the bank, a nice vehicle, bills getting caught up, plus all the good things that make life worthwhile like family and friends. And then, just as I settle back and begin to enjoy my life, KER-POW!!! Life takes a shot at my nuts and hits dead center. For that nice vehicle I was speaking of needs new steering parts now to the tune of $700 parts and labor, money I don't have even with what I've been saving. So now I have to hope my truck doesn't tear itself apart in the time it takes for me to save up that money, which would mean needing even more money. Anyone want to make a donation? lol, jk

Fuck John Kerry
Well, Frankstein is back to waste another minute of our time. How appropriate that the square-headed gentleman from Massachusetts showed up right before Halloween. Speaking to students at a California university earlier this week, John Kerry managed to finally dfemonstrate for the world how the Democratic Party REALLY feels about the men and women defending your freedoms. Here is his exact quote: "You know, education - if you make the most of it, you study hard and you do your homework and you make an effort to be smart, you can do well. If you don't, you get stuck in Iraq." Of course, Kerry said that it was a botched joke aimed at the president. When I tell a joke that doesn't go over well, I usuallu laugh nervously, or at least smile. Kerry did neither. He also said that he would not apologize because there was nothing to apologize for. Yet, he has flip flopped again and apologized. Yet, he didn't REALLY apologize. He did it on his web-site, and apologized for people taking i

Home Again.
So I just got back from Michigan. We stopped to see my brother on the way home. It was nice to see him. I have pictures of him and his son and when I can I'll post them...some of them are really cute. Well since we drove to michigan and back I took some No doze which has caffeine, Now I dont drink anything with a lot of caffeine and if I do its not often. Well one little pill is equal to one cup of coffee...I wasnt really hyper...just thought nothing was funny. We saw a this one trucker guy and he was speeding...he had what was on the trailer covered up with a tarp. Well my sister Jen was sitting in the front seat next to me since I was driving. I looked at her with the most serious face and said..I bet thats not a real trucker. I bet he hijacked the truck and under the tarp is nothing but drugs. She gave me this strangest look and I bursted out laughing...I mean she joined in too but only after she realized I took some no doze. So I figured out...Im only going to take that if I'm dr

Free Me From This Promise
Free me from this promise i made to you. let me go. let me be free. i want to be happy again. i want to know what its like to feel the sunshine on my face instead of this ice im frozen in. release me from my bond to you. let me go. let me know joy again. let me hear laughter again release me from my tie to you. please i beg of you dont hold me to you anymore.

My Destiny
My Destiny Shunned Pushed aside Not accepted They were such fools Fighting Lies No trust Condemmed for life Loner Predator Killer Feared by all Warrior Blood War Death by my hand Will it ever end? Will they ever see? Will I ever live in peace? It was unforseen My path was chosen I am cursed for eternity It is my destiny. BY: -DLoV- (ME)

Tuesday's Election Day
This Tuesday is election day,and I'm writing this blog to urge everyone that reads this to get out and vote.Just get out there and vote if you are registered to do so. If you pay attention,you all know that there are candidates out there with some fucked up ideas on what's good for us,and bad for us as Americans.Do some research and find out who you like and vote for them.If you have loved ones who are serving across the world,and you wish they were home,get out there and vote.If you want the minimum wage to go up,get out there and vote.If you like porn,or Howard Stern,get out there and vote.Whatever your issue is that you are concerned about,get out there and vote. Now,if you're too young to vote,or,from another country,no problem.Once you can vote,get out there and vote.Please feel free to copy and paste this and pass this on to everbody you know.We have so many outlets on the internet to do this and maybe we can make a difference. Thanks for reading this

Good News
hey all just got back from court and i found out that finley my sweet baby gilrs are going to be returned home to me by next month.They will be home just in time for x-mas.It has beed a rough year 1/2 with out them but now i am blessed to be getting them back....thanks for all the support u all have givin me..... love u all....

I'm Ernie...
You Are Ernie Playful and childlike, you are everyone's favorite friend - even if your goofy antics get annoying at times. You are usually feeling: Amused - you are very easily entertained You are famous for: Always making people smile. From your silly songs to your wild pranks, you keep things fun.

Darkness Personified...part I
when the darkness falls...and the shadow intensifies..i'll be there...in your wildest nightmare... feel my fangs sinking into your flesh...while you lay petrified... as the poison spreads...and your blood curdles... feel your helplessness...as you struggled...on the web i've woven...yet knowing the horror that awaits you... feel my deadly embrace...as your body decays...you'll wish death will come...but you'll die a thousand times over... feel the excruciating pain...as i devour you alive...and i promise...your fate will be worse than death... for i am...darkness personified...

My Amazing Mental Ability ...
Hope's Amazing Mental Ability ... You can pee gasoline, if you concentrate really hard. Don't tell the oil companies... and don't play with matches (Remember ... with great power comes great responsibility!) 'What is your Amazing Mental Ability?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Queen For A Day Part 2 Is Open!!
Ladies and Gentlemen! Introducing.... Get your own glitter and more at BlingyBlob.com Get your own glitter and more at BlingyBlob.com Get your own glitter and more at BlingyBlob.com

I Had A Good Day
I got pleanty of rest after being sick so now im feeling a whole lot better. got to talk to friends on here and made new ones(made sure to show some luv) made some mums, added new stuff to my stash and landed 3rd in prettiest eyes contest (if i didnt win its okay i only cared that I had fun with it) I might upload new pics tonight but we'll see. again, thanks everyone, for the comments, messages, ratings, and all the love you showed me. I REALLY appreciated it. Mwuah! that pic is strange but i like!

Wait For What??
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I'm Going Thru Changes
i'm going thru changes i'm feelin bitter i'm feeling sad i lost the best friend i ever had she was my women i loved her so but it's to late now i've let her go we sherd the years we sherd each Day in love togther we found the way it take so long to realiza my love was blindet love went to stray i miss her so wish i could go back and cange the years i'm going thru changes.

Being Me
Being me Being me can be a bitch On top of the world one day Down the next Part of me says stay in the shadows Part me says go to the light Being me can be a bitch Showing love to all And feeling some days as if I get none back Feeling friends pain feeling there joy Yeah being me can be a bitch So just be glad your not me Not really being part of anything Always on the edge Looking in In the shadows in the light Yes being me can be a bitch. Caty

I Am Not Here For A Hook-up.
If I wanted to join a site for the sole purpose of getting laid, I would use Adult Friend Finder. I joined CherryTap to enjoy good conversation. If you are looking for something else from me, move along. NOT GONNA HAPPEN. I think I made it pretty clear with my screen name that I am married. Ok, sure, I could have been clearer that I am happily married, but married is married for me. Ok, so I am an anomoly on here, I don't collect people for the sole purpose of boosting my own ego. Sue me. Quite frankly, it gets old to have every Tom, Dick, and Suzy hit on me simply because I lucked out in genetic lotto and haven't let myself go simply because I had kids. Yes, I know, sounds like I am doing the whole don't hate me because I'm beautiful thing. Trust me, I'm not. But, I shouldn't have to deal with everyone's issues simply because I ended up attractive as an adult. It only matters to me that my husband still gets turned on by me. No one else matters in my life. Let me clari

It's Great To Be A Nebraskan!
NEBRASKA Body: 1. Pull up your droopy pants. You look like an idiot. 2. Let's get this straight; it's called a "gravel road." I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. 3. They are cattle & feed lots. That's what they smell like to you. They smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I-80 goes east and west. 4. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $200,000 combines that are driven only 3 weeks a year. 5. So every person in every pickup waves. It's called being friendly. Try to understand the concept. 6. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of pheasants are coming in, we WILL shoot it out of your hand. You better hope you don't have it up to your ear at the time. 7. Yeah, we eat catfish. You really want sushi &caviar? It's available at the corner bait shop. 8. The "Opener" refers to the first day of pheasant/deer season.

Things I Have Learned
I HAVE LEARNED MANY THINGS IN MY LIFE SUCH AS PEOPLE THAT DRIVE SPORTS CARS HAVE A DEATH WISH, OLD PEOPLE DRIVERS THERE HAS TO BE A LIMIT ON WHEN THEY CANT DRIVE, PEOPLE DRIVING TALKING ON CELL PHONES PUTTING ON MAKE UP EATING AND GOD KNOWS WHAT ELSE LOL TRUST ME I HAVE SEEN ALOT OF SHIT OVER THE ROAD I HAVE LEARNED THAT COPS EVERYWHERE DO NOT GIVE A SHIT ON WHAT PEOPLE DO ANYMORE LIKE I WAS HAULING THROUGH KANSAS GOING ABOUT 85 MPH BOBTAILING ( LOL NO TRAILER FOR PEOPLE THAT DONT KNOW :D) IN A 70 MPH ZONE PASTED A HIGHWAY STATE TROOPER SITTIN ON THE SIDE OF THE ROAD I SEEN HIS LITTLE RADAR GUN FLEW RIGHT PAST HIM DIDNT COME AFTER ME BUT I'LL BE DAMNED HE WENT AFTER A RED MUSTANG CONVRTABLE LMAO I LEARNED TAHT I WILL NEVER OWN A RED CAR OF ANY SORT ITS LIKE A BIG ASS SIGN FOR COPS TO COME ADN GET YOUR ASS LOL ANYWAYS THERES ALOT OF THINGS I LEARNED BUT THIS BLOG WOULD BE 50 MILES LONG LOL I DONT WANT TO RANT TAHT MUCH LOL TELL ME WHAT U THINK :D

This Man Is A Total Tool.
lol this guy was like checking out my profile..probably cuz he loves the cock and his name is Duggiestyle? LOL WTF man i mean have you ever seen a bigger fucking tool than that...i wish i could meet him in person so i literally punch him in the face for being so unoriginal and spit in his face...what a jackass..and i hope you die of rectal herpes you blantent homosexual.

Blah!
♥ I havent slept yet ♥ I know it bites. But ive decided im just going to ignore the drama. Its gay and retarded. I know i did nothing wrong. No reason for me to even worry. ♥ ♥ Exactly. My tummys killing me. I gotta go to tanyas and pick up my one text book cause she borrowed it and i forgot i had some homework i have to do mhmm. ♥ Im getting a tad bit annoyed with "fake" friends on here, and people who just use you. ♥ ♥ In all honesty most of em are just drama queens anyway. So my mom and i are done fighting now. Which is good cause that was getting on my last nerve. I had to much to drink the last 2 nights. And i had a hang over yesterday. I know i know. Serves me right. Ive been told. Its cold. Rawr ♥ I have a lot on my mind and its bugging me but i dont know how to tell the people im annoyed with exactly what i want to tell them without hurting there feelings cause i hate hurting peoples feeling

Boudin
Boudin 3 pounds Pork meat; 30 % fat or so 1/2 pounds Pork liver 2 teaspoons Salt 2 teaspoons Black pepper 1 large Onion; cut up 3 bunches Green onions; chopped 2 cups Cooked rice 1 tablespoon Chopped parsley 1 Lot sausage casing Cook meat, liver, salt and pepper in water to cover until meat falls apart. Remove meat and reserve some of broth. While still warm, grind meat, onion, green onions, and parsley, saving about 1/2 cup of green onions and parsley mixture. Mix the ground meat mixture with the 1/2 cup pf green onions and parsley, rice and enough broth to make a moist dressing. Stuff the dressing into sausage casing using a sausage stuffer. May be refrigerated, may be frozen. Prepare for eating by steaming, as microwaving or frying will shrink and burst casing. Yield: 5 servings

Me In The Uk Rave Scene 1990- 2006
my story!!!!!!!!!!!! Category: Music welcome to the original detonator robbie dees page Current mood: bouncy Category: Parties and Nightlife yo welcome(",)all to my new page im happy that youve all come..... detonation boulevard events are my baby and i run them with my good friend keaty. ive been in the uk rave seen for a very long time and winning "best oldskool mc" was the cherry on the cake.... please feel free to leave your blog.........your all welcome xxx MC Robbie Dee - The Original Detonator Interview 1997 In the early nineties, Robbie D dominated the scene. By May '92, Robbie was flying, literally. At Fantazia Summertime at Matcham Park, Bournemouth, he was put in a harness and hoisted up over the 16,000 strong crowd of stunned ravers below. This was the big time. The rave scene had been detonated. Robbie D started MC'ing at the tender age of 16, before the rave scene as we know it was even established. Robbie was bang into hip hop at the

My First Cherry
Wow...I just got my profile started and I received so many comments that I was overwhelmed. This is great. I haven't even figured out how to use this site yet. Whew...this could be a long day. Give me time to figure stuff out and this will get better for me. Thanks for the visits.

My Two Cents Part Iii - Rate Me, Add Me, Fan Me, Wtf!!!!!!!!
I'M BEGINNING TO SEE A TREND THAT'S QUITE DISTURBING. I SEE A LOT OF USERS USING THE PHRASES - "RATE MY PROFILE" "RATE MY PICS" IN THEIR NAMES. WHICH IS ALL FINE AND DANDY EXCEPT I'VE NOTICED THAT THESE USERS WHO "BEG" FOR RATES AND POINTS DON'T RETURN THE FAVOR. THEY DONT CARE IF YOU TOOK THE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO GO THEIR PAGE AND RATE THEIR PICS OR PROFILE OR LEAVE A COMMENT. ITS GOOD FOR THEM, THEY'RE GETTING THE THE HIGHER END OF THE POINTS. YOU SEE THE POINT SYSTEM IS BACKWARD. YOU GET MORE POINTS FOR RECEIVING THAN FOR GIVIN. EVER WONDER WHY PEOPLE COME TO YOUR PAGE RATE IT AND LEAVE A COMMENT SAYING COME BY MINE AND FEEL FREE TO ADD ME? BECAUSE THEY GET MORE POINTS IF YOU ASK THEM TO BE YOUR FRIEND, WHEN THEY COULD OF JUST DONE IT WHEN THEY WERE AT YOUR PAGE IN THE FIRST PLACE!!! AND FOR THOSE OF YOU USERS OUT THERE THAT SURF THIS SITE LOOK FOR PEOPLE TO ADD, WHICH IS ALL GOOD. JUST DO ME A FAVOR. IF I'M ALREADY ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST, DON'T LEAVE YOUR GENERIC WELCOM

Friends And Buddies.
Just to clear up my definition of Friends and Buddies. Only female can by my friends cuz' one day when i find a wife she will be my best friend. (yes i know it sounds lame but.. fuck u it's my life and that's what i Want.) So guys ,dudes and males can only reach as high as good buddy or maybe best buddy at the most.

Discover Girls
When I stair at a guy I think I'll love you forever When I'm quiet either I'm tired or something is majorly wrong, try to figure it out even if I don't want to talk, I need someone to be there for me, and to understand where I'm coming from not persecute me. GIRLS LOVE PRESENTS I LOVE PRESENTS LOL When girls ask how something looks Be honest but in a NICE WAY, you don't have to be mean about it When we say, oh you don't really have to go We mean PLEASE GO...I want you When we say I want you We mean it When we go for your hand let us have it, it means that you're ours Girls not as confusing after all

The Truth Hurts I Guess!!!!
I posted my comment and BOOM I can no longer post a comment on said persons blog anymore. The truth must hurt!!!! Funny how said person can post whatever she wants to about whomever she wants but doesn't give anyone the opportunity to refute the things that she says. PATHETIC....psycho....ignorant....selfish....wow the list goes on about what this person truly is. She will never stop. I have come to realize that. Nothing anyone can say will get her to realize just HOW FUCKING STOOPID she is. Hopefully she will grown up and mature some as she gets older but it is probably doubtful. It is people like her that make me cringe. She is one of the reasons women get a bad rap when it comes to break ups. Custody issues. Child support. Moving on after a relationship. She is a stalker. She won't leave well enough alone. She forces others to say things when they would just LOVE to let things go but she shouldn't be allowed to just run her mouth. The only people that believe her whining and shit ar

What Kind Of Drug Are You?
You scored as Cocaine. You are Cocaine (aka: coke, crack, snow, 151...). You are the second most commonly used drug in the world. You are very witty, talented, perky person if you can just have the right opportunity to show to everybody how unique you are, when you are in a good mood you can reach a very high point of happiness. You are classified as class (A and B) illegal drugs. Cocaine100%Marijuana67%Ecstasy67%What kind of drug are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Latest--11/13/2006
Well, I managed to check in again. I have went through some emotional and physical trauma lately and have taken a break from the Internet for a while. I will continue to check in every now and then and say hello to all of you. I hope that everything is well with everyone else. Thank you all who continue to be my TRUE FRIENDS! I am thankful for each and every one of you. I will try and be back on a regular basis as soon as possible! Take care, love you all! Rayne

Waiting
Verse 1: Waiting for you To take my hand Waiting for you To take me away Waiting for you All I can ever do Waiting for you To realize I am the one Waiting in the shadows Waiting in the night Wanting it to be more Than what I have needed Chorus: Waiting is all I ever do Waiting for you to walk through Waiting on a bridge of hope Waiting for you to guide my soul Waiting for you to walk through Waiting for the door to open Verse 2: Tired of the pain Tired of the hurt Tired of the end Wanting a new beginning I watch you from a corner Waiting for you to tell me That you feel the same Waiting for you to tell me That there is no more waiting Chorus Verse 3: It is not hard to see What I am wanting It's not hard to see Why I am waiting Look at what is in front of you And maybe you will see One day maybe you will realize What is in front of you Before it is too late Chorus Chorus Look at what is in front of you And maybe you will see On

I Forgot To Mention.....
in the about me part of my profile that I also have a warped and twisted sense of humor. I am also totally sarcastic. If sarcasm were an Olympic sport I would definitely bring home the gold :0)

Empty
LIFE IS STRANGE TIMES SEEM TO FLY BY NO CARES, EMPTY FEARS RACING RACING RACING FAST IN MY YOUR MIND IN MY BODY IN MY CAR IN MY CONSCIOUSNESS AGAIN IT SEEMS TO CRAWL SLOWLY METHODICALLY EFFORTLESSLY QUIETY NO DISTRACTIONS YET CONFUSION REIGNS WITH WILD EXPLOSIONS TIME IS ILLUSIVELY DODGING REALITY WITH SPECS OF FAIRY DUST AND JOY TUMBLING THROUGHOUT THE PROCESS YET THE BLACK HOLE OF SADNESS ALWAYS IS PRESENT NEVER GONE~ NEVER REALLY HIDDEN ALWAYS PEERING ITS UGLINESS JUST TO REMIND ME OF IT. JUST SUCKS DAN CELTICCHARMS

Creamy Layered Fruit Sensation
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 25 min Total Time: 2 hr 25 min Makes: 16 servings, 1/2 cup each 1 pkg. (9 oz.) angel food cake 3 Tbsp. orange juice 1/4 tsp. almond extract 2-1/2 cups fat free milk 2 pkg. (4-serving size each) JELL-O Vanilla Flavor Fat Free Sugar Free Instant Reduced Calorie Pudding & Pie Filling 1-1/2 cups thawed COOL WHIP LITE Whipped Topping, divided 2 pkg. (12 oz. each) frozen mixed berries, thawed, well drained (about 4 cups frozen or 2-1/2 cups thawed berries) CUT cake into cubes; place in large bowl. Combine orange juice and almond extract. Drizzle over cake cubes; toss lightly. POUR milk into another large bowl. Add dry pudding mixes. Beat with wire whisk 2 min. or until well blended. Gently stir in 1 cup of the whipped topping. LAYER half the cake cubes in bottom of 2-qt. glass serving bowl or 2-qt. round baking dish. Reserve a few berries for garnish. Top with layers of half each of the remaining berries and pudding mixture. Repeat layers. Cover w

Warning- Don't Steal My Poems
Please don't steal my poems. They are posted elsewhere by me and also copyrighted. I have the rights to all my copies. Lol. I've never had it happen, but I'm concerned so I figured I'd post about it.

Female Prayer
Before I lay me down to sleep I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. Amen.

Love That Could Never Be...
I just finished watching the movie, "Object of my Attraction" and after seeing it, I felt a sense of remorse for the Jennifer Aniston character. While watching the movie, I remembered a time when I fell for one of my best guyfriends. He and I were very close, but he turned out to be Gay as well. It pained me to see him everyday knowing he was the perfect man in everyway except in orientation. He used to tell me he loved me and hugged me all of the time. Hah, it's funny how a movie brought up all these memories and mixed emotions for me. I guess this movie teaches you to move on with life no matter how painful it might be... -A

Things I Am Feeling!!!
I am right now going through anxiety issues along with having depression...ALot of people dont seem to understand this unless you yourself have been through it in one shape or form whether you or a loved one has been through it...Right now these issues are taking a huge toll on my life...I have known im having anxiety alot and having panic attacks i recently had a panic attack while walking my children halloween night trick or treating...I was doing pretty good for awhile but then it hit out of the blue and I felt like I couldnt breathe and felt sick...My heart started racing fast and i started to feel warm all over... I felt so overwhelmed I was so scared...I had to sit somewhere and try and calm down...I called my boyfriend but he was still at work out of town so he wouldnt be able to pick me up...So I hung on him not to be mean but i couldnt talk anymore...Then i sat for a bit and after about 10 minutes I was a bit calmer and thank God i wasnt too far from my house...Then I had to t

To Be A Man
What does it take to be a man? It's a heart and soul. A gentle hand. So easy to want and so hard see. How can you be a man. until you see beyond the life you live. what does it take to be a man? The will to give and not recieve. The strenth to say what you believe. I know that's what a man can be.

How Some Firefighters Lives End
24 on and 48 off He was proud of what he saw And if you ask him where his daddy was My Daddy is on a call His dad was a firefighter Who risked his life each day From a structure fire to a heart attack I have seen it all he'd say Until the night when fate collided And changed the lives of all The alarm rang out as nightime fell And Daddy was on a call A three alarm apartment fire Engine 101 on the scene Three children trapped on the second floor They started the standard routine One by one down the ladder they would go Till the little one said I forgot my teddy bear As the firefighter shouted NO!!! Then and there the roof collapsed His hand holding her so tight He saved his first and last that day It was the last call daddy would fight To the funeral they took the child His hand in his mother so tight A child understands more then you know A child can see the light As they lowered the casket it started to rain A sma

Who's Dressing Me????????
The husband had just finished reading a new book entitled You Can Be the Man of Your House. He stormed into the kitchen and walked directly up to his wife. Pointing a finger in her face, he said sternly, "From now on, you need to know that I am the man of this house and my word is law! You will prepare me a gourmet meal tonight, and when I'm finished eating my meal, you will serve me a sumptuous dessert. After dinner you are going to go upstairs with me, and we will have the kind of sex that I want. After that, you are going to draw me a bath so I can relax. You will wash my back and towel me dry and bring me my robe. Then you will massage my feet and hands. Then after that's done, guess who's going to dress me and comb my hair?" His wife replied, "The funeral director would be my guess." ________________________________________________________________

Pregnant Turkey
Pregnant Turkey Last year at Thanksgiving, my mom went to my sister's house for the traditional feast. Knowing how gullible my sister is, my mom decided to play a trick. She told my sister that she needed something from the store. When my sister left, my mom took the turkey out of the oven, removed the stuffing, stuffed a Cornish hen, and inserted it into the turkey, and re-stuffed the turkey. She then placed the bird(s) back in the oven. When it was time for dinner, my sister pulled the turkey out of the oven and proceeded to remove the stuffing. When her serving spoon hit something, she reached in and pulled out the little bird. With a look of total shock on her face, my mother exclaimed, "Patricia, you've cooked a pre gnant bird!" At the reality of this horrifying news, my sister started to cry. It took the family two hours to convince her that turkeys lay eggs! Yep . . ...SHE'S BLONDE!

A Short Story
p PLAY THIS SONG WHILE YOU ARE READING THIS...ITS LONG BUT WELL WORTH IT.. Stop Crying Your Heart Out Video - Oasis lyricsOasis Music Video CodesMusic Video Codes by VideoCureMyspace Layouts I looked at Tony. I smiled sheepishly. I was totally embarassed. He didn't notice me looking at him, but he was looking down at the floor leaning against the bus. I walked over. 'Hey Tony. Whatcha doin'?', I asked him, smiling and leaning on the bus right next to him. He just looked at me and walked away...What the fuck?! What'd I do?! Whatever. I think I'm going for a walk, I'll find my way back. I'm smart. 'I'm goin' for a walk!', I yelled as I walked down the street, not knowing if anyone could hear me. If they didn't, it doesn't matter. I'm not running away, I'll be back for the party.I must've been walking for an hour when my phone rang. Man, I love this ringtone. It's so cute. And it's so me! This song is awesome. Everyone knew me for it. Well, at least the

Hate Crime
HATE CRIME Has the media gone totally mad, or is the media just a tool to try and make the blacks browns and yellows out to be saints while totally thrashing the white mans reputation. Everyday in this great nation hate crimes are being committed by those who the ADL and the NAACP so openly protect, but you will never see the crimes that these groups commit against the hard working racially awake white men and women in any news papers or television broadcasts. In fact such stories are just swept under the rug and not a dam thing is done to alert the masses about it. On Halloween of this year in Long Beach California three young white women ages 19 to 21 were attacked by a pack of Negros who beat them badly. Nothing of this story was told by any news media and if it were it was so far in the depths of the paper ensuring that the mass public had no knowledge of this crime. However if this had happened to three black women Jesse Jackson would have made such a big deal of this tha

6 1/2 Weeks Never In My Arms ,but Still In My Heart
Well as many of you know I was, up until last night pregnant.Yes that's right WAS.I am losing the baby I was hopeful of havin ...me n my hunnies first baby together... I had an accident 3 days ago and slipped and fell pretty hard..I started spotting...it stopped, so it seemed that things would be okay...last night I lost alot of blood and it seems that I will lose the baby now... before you all start crying and sending me n mine condolences...please DON'T...he was 6 1/2 weeks in me but will be forever in my heart.. I dont want anyone to feel sorry for us or cry for us because that will only break my heart more..just continue to be there and be my friends and have a open mind and heart later as I know that I may at some time need ya to just listen...I will continue as I always have, and support ya'll and listen to ya like I always have..because thats truly in the end what I do best...I love you all and know that you feel the same but right now I have niether lost or have a baby and i

Lost
Lost, forgotten, walking no where, been noone. a blank with in this world. Dark intentions, blood dripping from my wounds, smoke whirling on my tongue, ashes falling to the ground, screaming through the winds. forgotten soul left behind, fighting anger, a listlessness growing stronger, taking over the norm of my sanity. a cry for help, but no one reaches out, no one cares, tears forever falling from my eyes, drowning in my sorrow. coldness that never disapates, turned backs, lashing tongues that strike. A beating of broken hearts, slashes of scars bleeding my thoughts. graves desicrated, broken promises, days and nights of silence, forgotten languages recited. Innocence gone, taken away. the hour is near the candles lit, the sacrifice of oneself, bleeding your scars out, devil prying on my soul, angels cry for the lost child. And all anyone had to do was try. Try and reach out the hand, a friend could of stopped all the pain, gave a little more, a shoulder, a hug,

Sexual Iq?
You have a sexual IQ of 133 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Something I Found Was Interesting
I was watching a TV show and it made reference to composers who all died before completing their 10th composition. So...sittin here with my laptop I decided to google it... low and behold here is what I found. I always wondered why famous composers never wrote a tenth symphony. I thought maybe they got bored and couldn’t be bothered, but no. It all started in 1827 when Beethoven died after writing nine symphonies. NSS (Ninth Symphony Syndrome) is well known to music scholars as an apparent cause of composers’ deaths. In 1828, Franz Schubert died after writing nine symphonies (his unfinished eighth is considered to be one of his greatest). Half a century later, NSS struck again this time claiming the Austrian composer Anton Bruckner, who, despite numbering two symphonies ‘0’ and ‘00’, died while working on his ninth in 1896. Classical composers became paranoid; the Czech, Anton Dvorak, cannily tried to fool the Grim Reaper by calling his ninth symphony Number Five, but still expir

Thug Love Story
ThUg LoVe StOrY Baby: i love you -Thug: yeah i know everyone does! -Baby: really? -Thug: yeah... everyone of my friends that are girls tell me that everyday -Baby: oh... but am i only your friend? -Thug: no... youre my girlfriend... why? -Baby: so when i say i love you i really do mean it -Thug: yeah i know you do mean it... its just that you dont need to tell me that you love me cuz i know you have since the day we got together and i love you more and more each and everyday. -Baby: ...... -Thug: so wanna go somewhere tonight for our 7th anni? -Baby: yeah... where? -Thug: i dont know... maybe movie then dinner? -Baby: ok -Thug: ill pick you put after i get off and get ready ok? -Baby: ok. what time do you get off? -Thug: in 2 hours and then i gotta go home and yeah get ready which takes about 15-20 mintues... -Baby: aye... i thought you didnt have work today... -Thug: one of my co-workers called in sick -Baby:

More Lyrics
this one is cute...snow patrol..also always playing haha "Chasing Cars" We'll do it all Everything On our own We don't need Anything Or anyone If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? I don't quite know How to say How I feel Those three words Are said too much They're not enough If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? Forget what we're told Before we get too old Show me a garden that's bursting into life Let's waste time Chasing cars Around our heads I need your grace To remind me To find my own If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? Forget what we're told Before we get too old Show me a garden that's bursting into life All that I am All that I ever was Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see I don't know where Confused about how as well Just kno

I Love You.
it would be so easy for me if I could learn to hate you. But you linger with smiles. Still playing the white knight. When I am seconds from paril. At my worst you stand, to remind me of my good heart. I wish I could hold my anger, feel that black feeling. let it take over you. But when I am bloody, and on my knees. having let myself down. There you are, hand ready for me. A fellow survivor from hell. It might noe be the same, but its then I know; I cannot hate you. that I owe you no anger. at my worst I am still You're Angel. hidden from eyes and with that I can say honestly but only to myself I love you.

Since Alerts Were Down When I First Posted This....
come on, MEN.....send in those sexy chest pics!!!!!!!!!! So, I leveled up. That means it is contest time. Time for the best MENS chest contest.(unless you can think of a better title name for it lol). I will accept the first 15 entries in. Leave a message with a link to the picture you would like me to use! Rules are simple - Most comments wins. Your friends can vote as many times as cherry tap will let them. In the event of a tie - number of actual rates will determine the winner. Winner will recieve a gift from the Please repost this for me! ~*BrattyBytch*~@ CherryTAP

Wake Me Up When September Ends
this is my fav. song from Green Day. Wake me up when September ends Summer has come and passed/ The innocent can never last/ wake me up when september ends/ like my fathers come to pass/ seven years has gone so fast/ wake me up when september ends/ here comes the rain again/ falling from the stars/ drenched in my pain again/ becoming who we are/ as my memory rests/ but never forgets what I lost/ wake me up when september ends/ summer has come and passed/ the innocent can never last/ wake me up when september ends/ ring out the bells again/ like we did when spring began/ wake me up when september ends/ here comes the rain again/ falling from the stars/ drenched in my pain again/ becoming who we are/ as my memory rests/ but never forgets what I lost/ wake me up when september ends/ Summer has come and passed/ The innocent can never last/ wake me up when september ends/ like my father's come to pass/ twenty years has gone so fast/ wake me up when september ends/ wake me up whe

Plese Help Her Out
src="http://a.pcb2.lostcherry.com/54/18/408145/tn_1807727334.jpg">@ CherryTAP I ahve to ask another favor from y cherry friends and I will pay you back promis if I can will you please add this sweetie she is new and looking for friends

My First Real Cherrytap Chat
okay so im fuckin off on here...and i decide to go add my 2 cents on some mumms...i hit one whether or not to verify age by cc on here...well that gets into the whole kids lookin at porn thing...so i get a shout...and now im in my first actually chat here..about a REAL topic..and now i know why i dont talk about real issues with anyone..hardly ever..i get so heated..and everything is soo confusing.... Pedophilia, paedophilia or pædophilia (see spelling differences) is the paraphilia of being sexually attracted primarily or exclusively to prepubescent or peripubescent children. Persons with this attraction are called pedophiles. In contrast to the generally accepted medical definition, the term pedophile is also used colloquially to denote significantly older adults who are sexually attracted to adolescents below the local age of consent,[1] as well as those who have sexually abused a child. so what is up with the 2nd part?? below the local age of consent???? so if you live in

Hey
do u like my pro do like my pics do u wanna get to know me do u wanna date me do u wanna talk to me do u think age matters do u think i look good and do u think i look my age if u dont think i look my age then y would age matter unless i look younger

My Vampire Clan
You aren't sure where you came from. Perhaps your sire did an embrace and run. Or maybe your sire was an outcast himself. Either way, your powers are unique and really don't belong to any clan...or maybe a little from each. Because you of these circumstances, you aren't really sure where you belong. You tend to wander and do a bit of soul searching in your eternal life. Maybe some day...you have a while after all. What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?

Just Joined
This is cooler than myspace! yay! I'm still figuring things out so please be patient with me! Stop by and show some love and while your at it take a peek at my "about me" and visit my web page. Adults only please!

Drama Tap? Eh????
YEAH I LIKE TO BITCH AND MOAN AS MUCH AS THE NEXT PERSON, BUT I CONTINUALLY SEE BULLETINS POSTED ABOUT COMPLAINTS ABOUT DRAMA, THIS PERSON IS AN ASSHOLE, BLOCK THIS PERSON, AND ON AND ON. I KEEP MY DRAMA IN MY BLOGS. I DON'T SPEW IT OUT TO THE MASSES IN A BULLETIN. BECAUSE QUIET HONESTLY I DON'T CARE ABOUT THE HELL YOUR FEUD IS WITH THATS YOUR BUSINESS AND I'M NOT GOING TO TAKE SIDES UNLESS ITS AN ACTUAL GRIEVOUS OFFENSE THAT CAN BE VERIFIED. AND PLEASE DON'T THREATEN ME WITH HOW YOU ARE GOING TO DELETE ME FROM YOUR FRIENDS LIST IF I DON'T REPOST YOUR CONTEST BULLETIN. ITS MY CHOICE NOT REPOST IT. HERE'S AN IDEA MAYBE I HAVE ANOTHER FRIEND IN THE SAME CONTEST AND I DONT WANT CHOOSE ONE OVER THE OTHER. SO IF YOU MUST DELETE ME, SO BE IT. THERE ARE 449,999 OTHER USERS THAT I CAN HAVE ON MY LIST. AND WITH AN ATTITUDE LIKE THAT YOU DON'T NEED TO MY FRIEND ANYWAY. AND FOR THOSE PEOPLE THAT GET ALL BENT OUT OF SHAPE WHEN SOMEONE RATES YOUR PICS ALL 1s WELL TOO BAD. IT'S HAPPENED

Where I Stand
here i stand until the time was it a crime to see what cannot be touched hear voices speak word that can't be undone was it my fault i was invinsible seen because no one wants to see me i am different from the rest of them so they ignor me but i don't ignor me but i do ignor them no one is friendly why were they so blind because i am not them i am different but i can see but they can't see me i watch them fall divided they fall together they die but here i stand until the end of time was it a crime that i was unique original to the human mind i was invisible to their lies but as they kneel to beg i watch them beg but here i stand until the end of time was it a crime for me to live my life a crime for wanting to survive no one would answer so i will wait unitl the end of time writen in the past of time it was a hard life for me to live being hurt and scared from the one i used to love but that the past i said to much now.

Well I Hope That I Dont Fall In Love With You
Closing Time well i hope that i don't fall in love with you fallin in love just makes me blue well the music played and you just play a part for me to see had a beer and now i hear you callin out with me and i hope that i don't fall in love with you well they're not just funny things inside a man these old tomcat feelings you don't understand well i turn around and look at you you light a cigarette wish i had the guts to bump one but we've never met and i hope that i don't fall in love with you i can see that you are lonesome just like me and indeed oh, well you lack some company well i turn around and look at you you look back at me the guy you with he's up and split the chair next to you's free and i hope that you don't fall in love with me well it's closing time the music's fading out last call for drinks and i'll have another stealth well i turn around and look at you you're nowhere to be found search the place for your lost face and i'll have anothe

What Is Your Kinky Turn On?
You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting83%Blind Folds67%Whips67%Blood58%Chains/Handcuffs42%Bondage25%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com :D

The Witch In Me
The Witch in Me The Witch in me is the candle, whose fire never burns out. The Witch in me is the air, who can caress the trees' leaves with only one breath. The Witch in me is the sea, whose waves are like laughter that touches everyone in sight. The Witch in me is the earth, whose roots reach out like hands and take hold of the human heart. The Witch in me is the spirit, of the eternal Goddess and God. And because of this, The Witch in me is brave. And the Witch in me is strong. And the Witch in me is immortal and lives on and on. And even though I may die, The Witch in me will live on.

Memoirs Of Carnal Desires
We do not often get the opportunity to say goodbye to the ones we love. I am overwhelmed by my own fantasies: my sense of escape and departure from the accepted rules governing our society. I feel as though I have to live for all that I can give; but, at night I lay in bed waiting to receive, but to receive what? I sometimes wish I was immortal and had the ability to journey through eternity, keeping the memories of those I hold dear inside. My dreams, and by that I mean fantasies, are almost always interrupted by a cry from deep within my soul. It leaves me thirsting, and hunger for that which was only a mere breath away. Oh God! I am forever seduced by my own thoughts, left breathless by the touch of his hands. Impatiently, I open my eyes, bright and wide, with lust and love, a combination that troubles him, enthralls him and scares him all in the same. For, in my eyes he sees an emotion so strong and powerful that it breaks down the walls he has meticulously create

Smart Canadian
Newfie, a little man, was sitting at a bar in Toronto when this huge, burly American guy walks in. As he passes the Newfie, he hits him on the neck knocking him to the floor. The big, burly Yank says, "That's a karate chop from Korea." Well, the little Newfie gets back on his barstool and resumes drinking his beer. The burly American then gets up to go to the bathroom and, as he walks by the Newfie, he hits him on the other side of the neck and knocks him to the floor. That's a judo chop from Japan", he says. The litttle Newfie decides he's had enough and leaves. A half hour later he comes back and sees the burly American sitting at the bar. He walks up behind him and whacks him on the head, knocking him out cold. The Newfie says to the bartender, "When he wakes up, eh!, tell him that was a fu**kin' hockey stick from Canadian Tire

Something For Everyone!!!
I know some of you may not find this interesting and others may be all up for it!!! I have a website up and open for pic and vid contests!!! There are different age groups and different contests available!!! Every contests is separated into sex and age groups!!! Now I want you all to read the rules listed at the top of the page when you get to the contest website!! Startng January 1st 2007 the contest will be on and a winner will be anounced!!! You have to register and enter the contests!!! In order to do that you must go to the website and join in!!! You will see that you can camment, rate and add pics after you register!! The more the better the fun!!! You can also tell me a contest that should be added and i will try to get it added on as soon as possible!!! All winners will be anounced first on the station and then posted!!! Some have asked me on how they can listen in to the station and thats a good question!!! You will see a link shown bellow and once you get to the site, b

Just Ranting...
I am so pist off tonight. I swear my family drives me insane. I feel like shit, my head has been hurting since Wednesday. My seizure alert dog has been acting funny since then as well. I really think I am working towards a seizure. Everyone in my family knows that I do not feel good tonight. It's my sis's birthday and guess who got stuck watching the baby overnight? You guessed... ME... Even though his Grandma had already said she would keep him... My nephew is teething, he is cranky and crying because he is in pain. My head is killing me. I want and need to go to sleep, but as long as he is up that is not an option. I can't take care of myself when I have a seizure so I'd really like to know what the fuck my family expects me to do with my nephew if I have one... If I can't take care of myself, I sure as hell am not going to be able to take care of him. But like I've said before, none of them have to deal with having seizures, so its no big deal to them what I go through when I have o

A Poem I Wrote
~*My Guardian Angel*~ On November 6th 2006, God Was Calling Out To My Dad,"Ronnie" He Said To Him It Was Time 2 Say GoodBye & Come Be With His Mother...Even Tho I Miss Him So Dearly..I Know He Is Not Gone Forever..He Is In My Heart Now & Forever Until Time Is Through..He Is Up In Heaven Smiling Down On Me..And Even Though I Sit Here & Cry Because I Miss Him So Much....It Will Be Ok With Time. I Know I Wont Be Able To Get Over It Fast Well I Will Never Get Over The Death Of My Dad....He Meant The World To Me!..What Makes Me More Sad Is That He Will Never See Me Get Married,Have Kids..ETC.. But I Know In My Heart We Will Never Part! Until the Day We Meet Up Again, Up In Heaven, Here In My Heart Iz Where You Will Be Dad.. I Love You So Much!! My Guardian Angel Up Above! Rest In Heavenly Pease Dad! Ronald L. Warden December 11,1952-November 6,2006 Written By Sabrina A. Warden (Ronnie's Daughter)

Back In The Day.... It Was 198x And I Remember
# When TAG TEAM was back again. # When Mr. T pitied the fool. # When all 5 lions made Voltron. # When Optimus Prime died. # Not to feed Gizmo after midnight. # How to "put your hand up on my hip, when you dip, I dip, we dip.". # What "Nanoo Nanoo" means. # Who to ask to know how many licks it takes to get to the center of a Tootsie Roll Tootsie Pop. # When Lucky Charms didn't have Purple Horse Shoes. # M-M-Max Headroom. # What color Mr. Yuk was. # By what power Prince Adam became He-Man. # How the Turtles became Ninjas. (FUN FACT: "Uncle Phil" from Fresh Prince of Bel Air was the voice of "Shredder") # When Sting was in the POLICE. # David Bowie for more than Labyrinth # When cartoons killed one another. # When Joe Theisman got his leg snapped on Television. # When McDonald's Happy Meals came in a Styrofoam container. # When plastic Coke bottles were "NEW" and called "shatterproof". # Who "Super Buggy" was. # What a "SNORK" is. # Inspector Gadget # Mr. Wizard # S

Starting
Aiight for anyone that has read my profile, I mention that when I have time I'll start to post some of my poems. So guess what........ So as you start to see blogs by me you now what they're most likely going to be about and feel free to comment on them. I'll start off with the two poems that give an explanation. Understanding: To understand my poems You need to understand me To understand me You need to know me To know me You have to read my poems All these can help you To understand my past and my future These are my emotions My life and Finding Self: As I look towards the desolate sky I can’t but think and wonder What begets my inspiration Is it my inner darkness trying to free itself Is it my depression making its voice After six years, I still haven’t discovered the answer I write to express my sorrow To show all the real me I write to share my visions To let others experience my life My words might not flow like a bravura waterfall They may

Confessions
Confessions I feel like im being torn apart what do i do cant keep runnin ne more ~*~CoNfEsSiOnS~*~ I don't even know why I'm crying right now. I'm so torn apart right now I have feeling's for phil and he's broken up with me twice the first time He called back that night and appoligised and he was sorry. and then he said some other things the next week and did it again and every time I talk to him it get's harder and I want to love him but i cant because no matter how much i try I still love josh i miss him so much and We always promised to be best friends if we broke up and it breake's my heart everytime I see him or get asked about him or whatever because it isnt in my life and everyday I wake up and i think hes not in my life. ANd phil says im running away from my feelins and so is he because 1 minute he loves me the next he's like part of me wants u and the other im not sureof i cant keep doing this and I cant keep hurtin over lovin josh i wish there wasnt love i the world

Scarred For Life
On a clear Octobber afternoon, the sun shines and there is a warm gentle breeze. I am coming home from a baby shower. My little girl is with her daddy. I see the truck at his brothers house so I stop to pick her up. I get out and all I see is a raged man coming at me yelling for me to pack her stuff I aint never gonna see her again. Well needless to say that did not sit with me well. So I pushed past him to get to her. Little did I know that she was inside and being taken out of the back door and was handed to him. I ran to the truck as he was trying to leave. All I could think about was God please dont let anything happen to my little girl. I grabbedthe truck and reached in turned key off (stick shift) while my lil one screamed in the passenger seat. I kept reaching for her across him, he kept trying to push me off. I finally grabbed her by the sleeve and yanked her out. Ran to my car and raced home. A few days later would be the last I would see of my friends and my family for s

If I......
If I told you that I loved you, If I told you that I care If I told you, I needed you would you, could you be there? If I told you how I felt would it matter to you at all? or would you just treat me like another fly on that wall. I don't know if you are honestly even worth my time. But everyday thoughts of you keep on corrupting my mind. Continuously a thought of you taking control of my dreams something I fear for my eyes have now opened to see. So when I pour out my heart telling you how I feel. Please keep in mind that This is coming straight from my heart.... and yes the feelings are real. ~ Ariel

The Dream
The Dream of all nights memories flowing through my mind likes a plane in flight some good, some bad, some sad The dreams of all nights I had to remember all of the memories never to let them leave my mind it was like a never ending story The dream of all nights these memories are important of a life that was so long but so short trying to remember is hardest part of this flight........ May of 2000

How Was I Born
“How Was I Born” Little Billy asks: "Daddy, how was I born?" Daddy answers: "Ah, my son, I guess one day you will need to find out anyway! "Well, you see your Mom and I first got together in a chat room on MSN. Then I set up a date via e-mail with your mom and we met at a cyber-cafe. We sneaked into a secluded room, where your mother agreed to a download from my hard drive. As soon as I was ready to upload, we discovered that neither one of us had used a firewall, and since it was too late to hit the delete button, nine months later a blessed little Pop-Up appeared and said: "You've Got Male!"

The Real Life Sex Test
76% sexpertise as defined by the Welsh Institute of Cod-Psychology Well, there's your score. Obviously, the higher the score the better prospect you are as a good sexual partener in the real world (assuming you were honest). My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 99% on sexpertiseLink: The real life sex Test written by archie_the_cat on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

New Places To Add Profiles And Meet Fun People
its pretty new and needs some people in it. I made my page last night. http://www.byoweb.net/lorie/ some other neat places to go too. http://www.tagworld.com/loriesc4/ and my naughty girl group its hot!!! got to the groups in tagworld http://www.tagworld.com/loriesc4/GroupSearch.aspx Naughtygirl Private Hey there, This group is private for fun adults like me that love meeting people from the net. ... Created by loriesc4 September 21, 2006

Nto In The Mood Really
i dunno i have been feeling really sick and i dont have the the emuth to even do anything over here. i cant talk cuz my tonceils are so big and bloody and i have like these pus balls on them *great* and something elsw is happen witch i care not to really talk about i am depressed cuz i lost so many friend in the like past month that i dunno i guess i should just stop talking to every one around me

Fantasy 2
He wakes me up lightly tickling my inner thigh as he is peeling my pants off me. I giggle as he nibbles on my thigh as he pulls my pants lower and lower. His teeth biting and nibbling down my thigh to my knees. I scream with laughter. Jerking my body vigorously back and forth. He is now at my calves and my pants are at my feet. nibbling on my calves and tickling my arches with his fingers. I beg for him to stop. Please!! Please!! STOP! He stop only for a second just to tell me NO!. Back to nibbling and tickling my tingling feet. Moving back up my calves fingers following suit. To my thigh, outside of my leg, then to my groind area. I thrust my hips trying to pull away. It does me no good. The ropes have me bound. Grazing his fingers over my inner thighs as he teases my clit with the tip of his tongue. Twisting my body to try and detour his fingers unsuccessfully. He dives into my pussy full heartily and reaches down for my soles. OMG the sensation. An electric shock runs throughout my

Nice And Balmy...
Alberta is in the midst of a severe and rare cold snap, caused by an Arctic high-pressure system originating from the Yukon. Tonight, there's a windchill warning in effect. Temperature will be -28C, but factoring in the extreme windchill will make it -41C.

Scout-n-skip Commercial Lemon Aid 4
Here's another one. Scout: Lemon Aid! Lemon Aid! Admin: You can't sell Lemonade here without a permit. The Deveels have a union. Scout: Is it a civil union or an uncivil union? Admin: Grow up. The Deveels will break your straws and salt your lemon trees if you don't move along. Scout: I can't grow up. Skippy made me sign a legal agreement, and you don't want to see him in a court room. Do you want one broken straw or two? Admin: Look, in spite of what you have been told, I don't run Shadowmere, so you have to give on this one. Scout: Did you lose it in a poker game? I told you that five card stud does not mean you always win with the ladies. Didn't I tell him that Skippy? Now look, you made Skippy mad and he is giving you the silent treatment. Oh, and I can't give you the Lemon Aid. Its for the poor defenseless Lemon trees that have been a salted by the deveels.

Hey
WELL ALL DUNNO IF ITS JUST ME OR IF THIS WILL WORK....PLEASE GO TO MY FIFTH BLOG ENTRY I POSTED CLICK ON PIC AND SHOW ME SOME LOVE.....ALSO IF ANYONE DOES THIS PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF SAYS ERROR THIS PHOTO IS PRIVATE......CAUSE IMA B PISSED IF IT IS, MY WIFEY TRIED GOING TO SHOW ME LOVE THERE BUT CLDN'T GET IN AND I THINKIN THIS IS WHY I IS LOSIN NOW ***POUTS***......HERE IS THE NAME OF THE BLOG I AM ASKIN U TO GO TO....."1 to 10.....wow what ya think??"

What Has This Taught U?
i think that we all have regrets about our pasts... somewhere in there are ghosts (not the friendly kind either) and i've screwed up many times and every time i do sumthin regrettable i try to learn sumthin from that situation.. i believe that every decision we make teaches us sumthin about ourselves (or should) positive or negative the point i'm trying to make is that ur past is your personal journey and even though there might be other people involved in it, it is essentially the chronicles of your inner struggle. i've just met up with an old friend recently and we've become close again, but his new girlfriend (who hasn't yet met me) doesn't like me because he's told her some stuff about my past. at first i was like how could he tell her my shit? it has nothing to do with her, but then i realised that it actually has - she is dating him-> parts of my past were parts of his... understandable the thing that really grates me is that i'm not the same person as i was, lots of stuff

Civilian Friends -vs- Ems Friends
CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Tell you not to do something stupid when drunk EMS FRIENDS: Will post 360 degree security so you dont get caught CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. EMS FRIENDS: Call your parents drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. EMS FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points and an E & E route. CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. EMS FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, Damn...we fucked up...but hey, that shit was fun as Fuck!" CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Cry with you. EMS FRIENDS: laugh at you and tell you to put some vagasil on your pussy. CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. EMS FRIENDS: Steal each other ' s stuff so often nobody remembers who bought it in the first place. CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Are happy that s

Live
Dance through life Dance through time Dance around the feelings You don't want to be mine You are dancing through a world You don't want to see You are beating to a rhythm That doesn't lift you free From this headbang You are performing Slow down your pace Recollect your mind Stop all the things You never wanted to find Make peace with your song Go ahead and dance away life Find your true inside And make peace with your strife Dance around those feelings Dance around the world Dance straight to your heart And what you want to make yours

Anyone Familiar With Custom Skins?
So if their is anyone out their familiar with making custom skins for CT, I need some help editing everything above the "Cherry Bank is Open" message and the gift box below my profile... basicly everything that is red, needs to be... NOT RED! thanks oh and sticking with the topic... This freaking Cold weather we're having in Kelowna is getting under my skin! PLUR peeps!

Christmas Spectacular
Okay this is my first blog ever, so here it goes. The girls and I, at the office, had a girls night out last night. We have planned this for a while so we were very excited watching the weather, checking the clock, deciding on where to do dinner, etc. We decide to go to an Italina restaurant fairly close by the office. The dinner was great (BYOB), so we drank a bottle of wine (red) and had great conversation. We left the restaurant to make it in time for the show. (It was about 60 degrees when we left the restaurant). When we got to the show (about 20 minutes later) the temperature had dropped into the 40's and the wind was whipping. When we arrived inside the NOKIA theater we ordered cocktails (which were very over priced) 1 Margarita was ten bucks and it was in a plastic small cup...anyway. The show was great. I highly recommend it to anyone. Just make sure you bring plenty of cash for parking $12 and refreshments. They do not accept credit cards. :( I did not know that u

Im Polish So This Is Funny
A Polish immigrant went to the DMV to apply for a driver's license. First, of course, he had to take an eye sight test. The optician showed him a card with the letters: 'C Z W I X N O S T A C Z'. "Can you read this?" the optician asked. "Read it?" the Polish guy replied, "I know the guy."

Two Weeks Without Sex
Three couples went in to see the minister to see how to become members of his church. The minister said that they would have to go without sex for two weeks and then come back and tell him how it went. The first couple was retired, the second couple was middle aged and the final couple was newlywed. Two weeks went by, and the couples returned to the minister. The retired couple said it was no problem at all. The middle-aged couple said it was tough for the first week, but after that, it was no problem. The newlyweds said it was fine until she dropped the can of paint. "Can of PAINT!" exclaimed the minister. "Yeah," said the newlywed man. "She dropped the can and when she bent over to pick it up I had to have her right there and then. Lust took over." The minister just shook his head and said that they were not welcome in the church. "That's okay," said the man. "We're not welcome in Home Depot either!

Another 10 Things You Dont Know
OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORK I WILL TELL YOU TEN THING'S ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT LOL 1)I'VE HELD A JOB SINCE I WAS 8 YEARS OLD 2)I LOVE TO READ I HAVE OVER A 100 BOOKS THAT I'VE READ 3)I HATE MY MIDDLE NAME...DONT ASK CUZ I WONT TELL! 4)I HAVE TO HAVE A PEPSI AND A CIG WHEN I 1ST WAKE UP 5)I STARTED SMOKING WEED WHEN I WAS 13 6)I HATE BEING AROULD MY FAMILY AT ALL! 7)I ONCE WAS HOOKED ON PILLS....BUT I GOT PASS IT 8)I STARTED COOKING WHEN I WAS 8 AND SAD TO SAID I CAN COOK BETTER THEN MOST WOMEN 9)I BELIEVE THERES LIFE AFTER DEATH! 10) I FINALLY KNOW WHATS ITS LIKE TO BE TRUELY LOVED OK MY 10 PEOPLE ARE........because I would love to get to know them better and this will truly help me! Everyone should do this. It is real

Midnights
UGH!!! I'm on midnights the next 2 months. Dammit I've done em already 4 months this year. What more do they want to drain out of me, besides the fact that There are a couple dozen officers who in the past 2 years I've been here NEVER done midnights, and Most I've got seniority over. GRRRR And i dont have a day off til thursday. And then they decide "oh duuuuh lets make their days off rotate this month, every week somethin diffrent." BS BS BS BS BS BS! ok i'm done bitching :)

Toxic Relationships!
Toxic relationships! 'When a blind man leads a blind man, they both end up in the ditch' (Matthew ) (15:14TM) Your development, and in some cases your healing, can only take place when you walk with the right people! Remember the story of the scorpion that asked a frog to carry him across the river because he could not swim? How do I know you will not sting me? the frog asked. If I do, we'll both drown, he replied. So the scorpion hopped on. Half way across the river the scorpion stung him. As they were drowning the frog said, 'You promised you wouldn't. Why did you sting me? The scorpion replied, I cannot help it, it's my nature to sting. Learn to recognize toxic relationships and walk away from them before they take you down with them. A toxic relationship is like a body part with gangrene; if you do not amputate, the infection will spread. Unless you have the courage to cut off what will not heal, you will end up losing much more. You cannot partner successfully w

Cussing
A 6 year old and a 4 year old are upstairs in their bedroom. "You know what?" said the 6 year old, "I think it's about time we started cussing." The 4 year old nods his head in approval. The 6 year old continues, "When we go downstairs for breakfast, I'm gonna say something with 'hell' and you say something with 'ass'. The 4 year old agrees with enthusiasm. When their mother walks into the kitchen and asks the 6 year old what he wants for breakfast, he replied, "Aw, hell, Mom, I guess I'll have some Cheerios." WHACK! He flies out of his chair, tumbles across the kitchen floor, gets up, and runs upstairs crying his eyes out, with his mother in hot pursuit, slapping his rear with every step. His mom locks him in his room and shouts, "You can just stay there until I let you out!" She then comes back downstairs, looks at the 4 year old and asks with a stern voice, "And what do YOU want for breakfast, young man?" "I don't know," he blubbers, "but you can bet your fat ass it won't be Cheerio

Over The Edge
The anger thats flaring your passion taking you over the edge your losing control body hard and too many years of pain control is your domination forcing me to your submission You rape me take all of my dreams you rape me took everything I ever had you rape me of everything that I am you rape me All I can do is scream The awareness inside its your temptation one more step and your over the ledge your losing control body hard and so many years of disdain control is your ambition Make my body free to your admission You rape me take all of my dreams you rape me took everything I ever had you rape me of everything that I am you rape me All I can do is scream You took all that I knew threw it out left me here your hate inside it makes me hate too with all that you do I am broken inside so I submit myself to you cause you rape me take all of my dreams you rape me took everything I ever had you rape me of everything that I am you

Madness
I cannot escape these lies that eat me up inside they suffocate me taking all of me plaguing my every move and thought bleeding the life right out of my eyes choking the words that try to pass my lips breaking this heart that pounds beneath my chest taking over me, my inner demon inside based upon these lies, I'll be crucified cry to me your angel necrosis setting in cry to me your god reality hits you now cry to me your hate depression setting in cry to me your pain your hearts giving in I cannot surpass this everlasting hate the madness taking over, all of me schitzotypal personality, and borderline insanity medication, and prayer cant save me now the demon inside, pushes out this breath blackness surrounds me like a tomb of death taking over me, my inner demon inside based upon these lies, i'll be crucified cry to me your angel necrosis setting in cry to me your god reality hits you now cry to me your hate depression setting in cry to me your p

What Song Should You Strip To?
Your Stripper Song Is Super Freak by Rick James "That girl is pretty wild now The girl's a super freak The kind of girl you read about In new-wave magazine" Freaky? Yes. But you're also pretty darn funny. What Song Should You Strip To?

You Know You Are Living In 2006 When...
1. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave. 2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years. 3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of 3. 4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you. 5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that they don't have e-mail addresses. 6. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries. 7. Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the screen. 8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn't have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it. 10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your coffee. 11. You start tilting your head sideways to smile. : ) 12. You're reading this and nodding and laughing. 13. Even worse, you know exactly to whom you are going to forw

What's Life All About??
What's the point of life in this world, or is there a point at all? Anyone have any opinions on this, if you have one I'd love to hear it. I've been ponderring this alot lately. Is it to make youself happy, is it to make others happy. Is it to work your life away just to try and make it by. There are so many ideas and no answer that is going to work for all. I thought I knew what would atleast make me happy but you see now I don't even know if it's within my reach. Should I just put that aside and look for something else or should I keep fighting for it. Who knows hopefully the answer to all these things will come to me soon. I hope so because I may go bonkers otherwise.

Its Just Me !
i am a married women with 2 wonderful girls and a sweet neice that lives with me .my husband works his ass off as an instalator for us ,he is awsome. we love to play poker babysitter permitted lol on sat. nights. other than that i am just a working mother and wife. that is just me!

Good Morning
So folks...I have the day off. Have some business to take care of in a bit but for the most part I have nothing to do! woo hoo! Yesterday was a pretty awful day. Not going into detail too much but, girls you know what im talking about, it was one of those days when you just want to sit in your room and cry. But its a new day, and I'm picking myself up and moving on. Going to take care of stuff and not worry. I hope everyone else has a mahvelous, yes i mean mahvelous day :P. I added a couple new pics in my "Stuff I like" folder if ya wouldn't mind rating them too. Oh I'm such a points whore!! But ya'all love me anyways right? Right?!?

Rip Daddy 1-8-47 ~ 12-6-06
IT WAS ABOUT 5 MIN AGO I RECIEVED A CALL FROM MY MOMMA. LETTING ME KNOW THAT MY DADDY HAD A MASSIVE HEART-ATTACK. I AM WRITING THIS TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT I WILL BE OUT OF TOWN FOR A FEW DAYS. KEEP VOTING FOR ME, AND LEAVE ME SOME LOVE WHILE IM GONE. I WILL RETURN AFTER THE FUNERAL. ALL MY LOVE Miss. Savannah

"the Hot Sex Fairy"
1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones. These subtle sex perfumes drive the opposite sex crazy! 7. Sex is the safes

Funny As Hell Survey
The American Government funded a study to see why the head of a man's Penis was larger than the shaft. After 1 year and $180,000, they concluded that the reason that the head was larger than the shaft was to give the man more pleasure during sex. After the US published the study, the French decided to do their own study. After $250,000 and 3 years of research, they concluded that the reason the head was larger than the shaft was to give the woman more pleasure during sex. Canadians, unsatisfied with these findings, conducted their own study. After 2 weeks and a cost of around $75.46, and 2 cases of beer, they concluded that it was to keep a man's hand from flying off and hitting himself in the forehead.

One Of Thoses Days
omg i think i'm going crazy wait i'm already there lol i'm having one of those days where i feel like crap.. anyways last night my friend made me sooo happy she siad she is going with me to the taste of chaos tour in march.. i get to see my fave. bands the used and aiden.. also we maybe be going to see fallout boy in jan. if they don't sell out before we get tickets.. i'm always picking out concerts for us to go too..

Wahlmodalitäten
Habe gerade einen mumm gestartet, indem gefragt wird, ob es O.K. ist, daß die Stimmen einer vorherigen Wahl mitgezählt werden. Keiner will die Frage verstehen. Wahrscheinlich wollen deshalb auch so viele in der Welt die USA nicht verstehen.

"repost This And I'll Get Money!" Yea Right!...
If you don't believe it, call the number. Everyone needs to take the time and read this. Just take a break from all your other stupid bulletins about who is gonna die or if your love life will suck for 7 years and be serious and do the right thing. Repost this or you have no soul seriously. A kid needs our help so do the right thing. Hi, my name is Matt Dawson. I am 23 years old, and I have a large tumor on my brain and severe lung cancer. The doctors say I will die soon if this isn't fixed, and my family can't pay the bills. "The Make A Wish Foundation" has agreed to donate 7 cents for every time this message is reposted. For those of you who repost, I thank you so much. But for those who don't repost it, I will still pray for you. Please, if you are a kind person, have a heart. Please, please, PLEASE REPOST THIS MESSAGE AS "READ PLEASE!" Matt Dawson 702-355-6198 Home urgent Please feel free to call me for anything. *hey it wont cost you but 10 seconds of your time I've nev

Peek A Boo From Texas
HEY YALL IM BEHIND 402 VOTES....HOW DID THAT HAPPEN....WHERE ARE ALL MY FRIENDS AT...THANKS TO THOSE OF U AND U KNOW WHO U R WHO REPETEDLY VOTE YER THE BEST.... LOVE N KISSES HERE IS THE PIC LINK HOP TO IT..SEE YALL SUN

The Bombing Of Pearl Harbor
People stood peering over the silent water at the sunrise, Little did they know what would soon happen, Suddenly, Japanese planes were flying toward the harbor, Many gasped and ran away from the shore, For some it was too late, All of a sudden, loud crashes and screams were heard, Everyone hid and ducked under tables, People went back outside and saw what had happened, Ships were sinking and planes were on fire, The people were sobbing and some were hurt, many were angry, People weren't ready to go to war, but they did. By Ricky L Back to Student Index

Two Hearts Entwined
Two thoughts entwined Two hearts one mind Two souls forever bound Through time and convention duty and kind Time is no barrier To hearts open wide Two souls forever bound Two hearts entwined

The Final Good Bye
DEAR DADDY~ I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT U WERE THE FIRST MAN I EVER FELL IN LOVE WITH AND U WILL BE FOREVER IN MY MEMORY AND MY HEART. I HOPE U FORGIVE ME FOR NOT BEING BY YOUR SIDE WHEN U NEEDED ME MOST. BUT I KNOW U UNDERSTAND AND I KNOW THAT YOU KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU DEARLY AND ALWAYS WILL. I AM JUST SORRY I NEVER GOT THE CHANCE TO TELL U THAT I LOVED YOU. IT HAD BEEN 2 MONTHS SINCE WE TALKED AND IM SORRY FOR THAT. DADDY I LOVE YOU AND I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN SOMEDAY. WHEN MY TIME COMES IT WILL BE YOUR LOVING ARMS THAT I AM RUNNING INTO. YOU ARE AND WILL ALWAYS BE MY HERO AND MY #1 FAN JUST LIKE YOU ALWAYS SAID. SO I RAISE MY GLASS TO YOU AND SALUTE U FOR ALL THE HARD WORK YOU HAVE DONE AND FOR RAISING 6 BOYS AND ME. U HAVE MADE ME WHO I AM TODAY A LADY WITH MORAL AND VALUES WHEN IT COMES TO LIFE AND LOVE. THANK YOU. THIS IS REALLY NOT GOOD BYE BUT I WILL SEE U SOON. YOUR HOME NOW AND SAFE FROM THIS CRUEL WORLD, AND I AM GREATFUL FOR THAT. PLEASE KNOW AND I KNOW U DO TH

Morning After Temptation
Wakefulness slowly steals over me with the sunlight from the window in our bedroom. I can feel your arms around me, holding me close to you. My head is in the crook of your arm, with your arm wrapped around my waist. My hand is on your chest, and I can feel the slow steady beat of your heart, and your chest rises with every breath. I move my hand up, and trace my fingers along your jawline, and the base of your throat. Then I slide my hand down, resting it on one of your nipples. I run my finger around it, and raise my head to blow on it just a little bit. I draw my hand down, tracing the line of hair from your belly that disappears below the sheet thats wrapped around us. I glance up at your face, still relaxed in sleep, and the release of tension last night. You've been so stressed this week, you needed a night of lovemaking to break the tension. I smile as I remember leaving my panties on your desk, and your eyes with that dark smile, telling me to prepare to be ravag

Ugh Long Ass Day.
Roar. Whata fucking day seriously ♥ Before i even get into my ranting im gonna do the icon of the day. ♥ Seriously ♥ Okay so my mom and i had a fight. Its fine im over it. My face hurts though. She hit me outta anger. I didnt hit her back, i never do. Ill live. She was just mad from her treatments and stuff. I hate work. Its on my last nerve seriously. My brother droped my niece off here. It ruined my plans for the night. But i love her, and she comes first. Always. ♥ And when those days come, ill start over. Untill then fucking fuck. ♥ Ugh i have a 10 hours shift tommorrow then i come home for an hour and go back for 8. Im gonna be sore, and really cranky. Then same thing on sunday. And monday. Then im off on tuesday. But ive gotta work at my uncles resturant cause he needs some extra help. Then i work forever hours and i pretty much just want to cry. Thats what i was going threw yesterday ♥ Explaintions for me neve

New Cherry Haven Lounge
wanna be a part of one of the hottest new lounges to open up on cherrytap? then click the pic and come check out "cherry haven" miss cherry's hot new lounge!! its almost as sweet as she is guys !! and if ya know miss cherry ya know what im talkin about!! so come show miss cherry how much ya love her and join "cherry haven" today!! what ya waitin for??? click the pic and lets get goin !! just one thing ... leave the drama at the door !! ~*~MISS CHERRY*~*@ CherryTAP Spicy Cherry@ CherryTAP YOU CAN FIND MISS CHERRY AND ME IN THE LOUNGE

Lets Just Hug And Say Goodbye...(the Fugitive)
I had to run away... I had no choice. Scrambled thoughts and emotional fear. Your actions left me no foundation... And judged with no voice. Now I'm a fugitive. My heart on a string. To those I held dear. I have nowhere to call home. Just the great vastness of ground... Distant voices I hear. Yet I not hear a sound. I travel all alone. Where do I lie my head? And how do I stop it from pounding? And the voices of my children... Be muted but resounding. Do you not let them speak? Where is my dad? Why don't he come home. Embedded in my heart. Yet I'm all alone. My chest upheaves and seems to never exhale. Society I shun from. I now live behind a veil. I'm not bitter. But yet still. All I ask is peace. Unchain me. Let me be. Life is to short. Unless pain is your gain. I'll submit... I surrender. I'll accept all the blame. Is it revenge that you seek? I'm tired. I'm meek. Theres no claim to fame. I want to stop running. Will you meet me half way? The

Theme Song For The Day
Lyrics to Jojo Too Little Too Late Ooh no Come with me, stay the night You say the words but boy it don't feel right What do you expect me to say (You know it's just too little too late) You take my hand, and you say you've changed But boy you know your beggin don't fool me Because to you it's just a game So let me on down Cause time has made me strong I'm starting to move on I'm gonna say this now Your chance has come and gone And you know It's just too little too late A little too wrong And I can't wait Boy you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late) You say you dream of my face But you don't like me You just like the chase To be real, it doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late) I was young and in love I gave you everything but it wasn't enough And now you wanna communicate Go find someone else In lettin you go, I'm lovin myself You gotta problem But don't come askin me for help Cause ya kn

Nsfw
She knew exactly whom he was when they met face to face for the first time. He had spoken to her many times before and she knew more about him than most people did. He and his friends met her in a restaurant that they had chosen when she arrived in his city. All of them had been speaking together on the Internet for some time and a friendship was built between the four of them, but she was from far away and only now was she actually seeing them in person. Like I said, they were all friends, but she wanted to see him especially. The private conversations they had, the struggles each of them faced with the others help, and the intimate secrets they alone shared made her come here. Now she wondered as he waited last in line to greet her, if this trip was going to be all that she had hoped it would be. After the others shook hands and hugged her as friends would, he slowly walked toward her. He was taller than she expected and as he got closer and she looked up into his eyes he placed h

Rules For 2007
If your single, and getting older, or already old like me, or even older. Here is a new set of rules to live by for 2007 Actual, you don't even have to be single to have these rules apply. New Rule: Stop giving me those pop-up ads for Romance.Com! There's a reason I don't talk to people who are much older than me, well, I don't particularly like them, cause they make me feel real old, and I do like feeling young, that's why I love women who are much younger than me, and a lot of my friends are just like me. New Rule: Don't eat anything that's served to you out a window unless you're a seagull. People are acting all shocked that a human finger was found in a bowl of Wendy's chili. Hey, it cost less than a dollar. What did you expect it to contain? Trout? New Rule: Ladies, leave your eyebrows alone. Here's how much men care about your eyebrows: do you have two of them? Okay, we're done. New Rule: There's no such thing as flavored water. There's a whole aisle of this cra

What Is Your Sexual Hidden Talent
Using your mind Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mind. Sex is mostly in your mind and to your partners delight you have mastered the arts of seduction and atmosphere. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Bad Dogs...yes I Have A Warped Sense Of Humor!
There were two extremely unhappy dogs, a collie and a cocker spaniel, in a vets office. "So what are you here for?", the collie said to the cocker spaniel. "Oh, I'm here because my master's mad at me for pissing on the carpet, he's going to put me to sleep" "Really?", said the collie, "My master's going to put me to sleep too, I keep crapping in his shoes". The two dogs were hanging their heads and bemoaning their fate when a german shepherd is put in a cage next to them. "What are you here for?" said the cocker spaniel. "Well, my mistress was coming out of taking a shower, and bent over to pick up her towel, well, I just couldn't resist myself, so I mounted her. "You did!" said the collie, " So, is she putting you to sleep too?" "Oh no!" said the german shepherd" I'm just getting my nails trimmed".

In Honer Of Sepcialist Brennan Chris Gibson...kia Yesterday In Iraq (rip)
Pick a soldier..any soldier on this site. Pick more than one if you will..and tell them how much they are appreciated...Do not let them think for one moment that they are not appreciated... Do this to honor: Specialist Brennan Chris Gibson My nephew. Killed yesterday, when their convoy was hit by a roadside bomb.... Thank you. (repost of original by 'Flamewalker' on '2006-12-11 21:14:35')

Do You Belive In Miracles???
> Three years ago, a little boy and his grandmother came to see Santa > > at Mayfair Mall in Wisconsin. The child climbed up on his lap, holding > > a picture of a little girl. "Who is this?" asked Santa, smiling. > > "Your friend?" Your sister? > > > > "Yes, Santa," he replied. "My sister, Sarah, who is very sick," he > > said sadly. > > > > Santa glanced over at the grandmother who was waiting nearby, and saw > > her dabbing her eyes with a tissue. > > > > "She wanted to come with me to see you, oh, so very much, Santa!" > > the child exclaimed. "She misses you," he added softly. > > > > Santa tried to be cheerful and encouraged a smile to the boy's face, > > asking him what he wanted Santa to bring him for Christmas. > > When they finished their visit, the Grandmother came over to help the > > child off his lap, and started to say something to Santa, but halted. > > > > "What is it?" Santa asked warmly. > > > > "Well, I know it's really too

First Flag
omg, i forgot to mark one nsfw and got yelled at, wtf? thats stupid, took like 10 seconds too, i didnt even have time to minimize after i uploaded. if you are that easily offended then dont look at my pics, grrr

Don't Lie Survey
1. Would you get back with your last ex if you could? There's no way on this earth i would get back with him !! 2. What color shirt are you wearing? Blue 3. Would you kiss anyone on your friends list? yes. 4. Do you have a 'thing' for someone on your friends list? No, i'm married but if i was single then .......!! lol 5. How many people on your family list do you know in real life. one. 6. How many kids do you want to have? Ive had 2 and dont want anymore.. 7. Do you have a good relationship with your parents? My parents weren't big on affection when we were growing up, my father died some years ago so now there's only my mum. She has been fighting cancer for the last couple of years and alot of stuff has been sorted out so now our relationship is the best it has ever been. I guess when cancer intrudes on your life your priorities change and you reassess things. 8. What name would you want besides the one you have? Louise or Leigh, but haven't really thoug

Celebrate
Wednesday, December 13, 2006 Celebrate Make today a celebration of the good fortune you have to be alive and aware and able to make a difference in your world. You will pass through this day only once, so fill it with joy while you're here. Imagine traveling for hundreds of years through darkness and silence, and then suddenly arriving at where you are right now. Get out and explore the magnificent landscape that's filled to the brim with possibilities. See the colors, taste the flavors, feel the warmth and texture of it all. And delight in the truly awesome ability that you possess to make it even better. Every important occasion calls for a joyous celebration. And what could be a more important occasion than life itself on this very day? Make every moment, every thought, every action into a celebration. Whatever you find yourself doing, do it with a joyful heart. And see how many others you can infect with your joy. For the more you think about it, the more you k

Single Vs. Not
Hmmmmmm.....just lighter mood.... lol Things I enjoy about being single........ 1. No complaining about about my clothes or shoes lying around the house. 2. Channel surf as much as I want!! Even have two TVs going at the same time as I go from room to room I can listen/watch what I want! 3. Play my music as loud as I want! Not to mention I said MY MUSIC!! Things I don't enjoy about being single.... 1. No one to sit down and watch those DVDs with.... 2. No one there at night. 3. Having to go get the damn step ladder to get something off the top shelf (ok really I ment the next to the top shelf or the third to the top shelf) .... Being 5' 1 1/2 does have a few disadvantages.

Send Beer For The Holidays
Check out my website www.YouGotBeer.com Buying someone a beer online is quick and easy, just like sending an e-card...you can even specify the send date! NEVER forget another birthday or holiday gift!

Falling Asleep At Church
One day Mrs. Jones went to have a talk with the minister at the local church. "Reverend," she said, "I have a problem, my husband keeps falling asleep during your sermons. It's very embarrassing. What should I do?" "I have an idea," said the minister. "Take this hatpin with you. I will be able to tell when Mr. Jones is sleeping, and I will motion to you at specific times. When I motion, you give him a good poke in the leg." In church the following Sunday, Mr. Jones dozed off. Noticing this, the preacher put his plan to work. "And who made the ultimate sacrifice for you?" he said, nodding to Mrs. Jones. "Jesus!", Jones cried as his wife jabbed him the leg with the hatpin. "Yes, you are right, Mr. Jones," said the minister. Soon, Mr. Jones nodded off again. Again, the minister noticed. "Who is your redeemer?" he asked the congregation, motioning towards Mrs. Jones. "God!" Mr. Jones cried out as he was stuck again with the hatpin. "Right again," said the mini

Poetry
Here I lie upon my bed madness flashing through my head thinking things of wicked sorts unholy feelings I should abort maybe life will change in time but can the thoughts within my mind? To live a life without the hate I've never seen but still I wait its very hard to change my past but this hate I feel will always last my heart, my soul is all I give but not my mind, it does not live

Woman Received Dad's Body In Post
A Romanian woman was sent the body of her dead father in the post after a cemetery was sold to developers. Aurelia Cenusa, from Severin, says clergy in her father's hometown of Darvari, 300 miles away, told her the graveyard his body had been buried in was to be sold and his body exhumed. She said she thought the priest was joking when he told her to come and collect her father Rafaila Cojocaru's remains - or receive them in the post. Cenusa said: "I had entered a lottery a few weeks ago and when I got the large parcel I thought I had won something. "Instead I opened it up to find a banana crate containing the bones of my dead father. You could still even see bits of his funeral suit even though he died 16 years ago. "I told the priest to sell my father's grave and I expected the Church would bury him somewhere else. I had no idea he was being serious when he told me I would be getting the skeleton through the post if I didn't come. It's outrageous." She added that sh

Poem For My Dad#4
know it's been over fifteen years, But I still have trouble letting go. Your death was all so sudden, I should get over it, I know. But I still love talking to you like I would if you were here. Because I'm still your little girl. I just wish that you could hear. All the conversations that I whisper in the wind. And read all my childhood letters that I tried so hard to send. I wish you could smell the flowers that we put upon your grave. And see all the many pictures we put in a box and saved. I wish you could talk right back to me and tell me what to do. I try to keep my feelings inside, but is that what you would do?

New "ground" Rules For The Men Here...
I know I said in my last blog I wouldnt do any more blogs but this is a subject thats been eating away at me for awhile and I need to address it... Mind you this DOES NOT apply to all males here...THere are a few that have been great to me and shown they have the sense God and their parent gave them and have earned my respect...TO those, I say Thank You and I appreciate the kindness... To the rest of you....This applies so here we go... Rule #1: This is my page and as much as you all might hate it..IM ALWAYS RIGHT...I will run this page as I see fit...Not how YOU want it.... Rule #2: Ive said this before...I am a busy person and I cannot realistically talk to or reply to every email and IM sent to me...Get a clue, If I dont respond after 4 tries, Im not gonna respond at all...Nothing personal...Just a fact of life... Rule #3: I will choose who I speak to and who I wont speak to...In the past "others" have berated me and called me foul names because I didnt reply to th

Nightmare
Nightmare Withered and tangled bodies mangled blood pouring red bodies falling dead death shown life no more never quite the rain will pour angels of death have taken the rest I feel their pain but who's to blame? people screaming am I dreaming? bodies everywhere why am I here? so many people have bled but none of this is real because I am the one who's dead!

I'm Obsessed
So I guess... I'm bored so I'm going to babble for a while. Sorry if I lose you or if I bore you. If either occurse you should probably take it up with the managment. Likewise if I insult you, I'd be happy to do it some more if you send me hate mail. Anyways. I like girls. I mean I'm bisexual so I like men too. Actually I like men -more- but I like girls too. and I currently am obsessed with the idea of having one. Except I donno where I find girls that are hot and not crazy. With which I can pretend to build a relationship with. Fuck the shit out of. Pretend to ruine the pretend relationship and be done with. Maybe it's a good thing I donno how to meet women hm? I guess so. But lately... I think about sex with women. All the time. I guess it's cus I'm a lonely lonely girl.

Too Many Lies And Drama For Me...
This is mainly for the Pagan and Wiccan friends I have. As you all know recently the Wiccan/Pagan family was broken apart by unfortunate circumstances. While I was not involved in any of that I hava friends on either side of it. During it all I maintained my friends and did my best to not get involved. This morning I recieved a message that troubled me greatly. This is what I recieved... date: 2006-12-17 04:09:23 subject: new family read receipt: Yes replied: 2006-12-17 11:56:40 block user Hello my dear, When I return, I will be starting a new family.Things will be different this rtime..Mistress Featherwoow, Db cowgirl and Lady Isis will run it..I shall still he head of the family..No pagans will be allowed..All concerning famult will stay in family... I know you are friends with the ones who were responisble for the dis banning of the family...All I ask is that you say nothing to anyone of our new family especialy them..I will contact you pon my return.. This famil

Leather, High Heels, No Survivors And Sex Toys
Tried out the new jail cell I bought from Extreme Restraints during a video shoot for my site last night with Slave X. All went well. I went out afterwards in a skin tight Brazilian knit catsuit that had me looking very much like Tura Satana in Faster Pussycat! Kill! Kill! Needless to say, I got a lot of attention, especially from the bisexual females. Too bad I have no interest in fem to fem sexual relations right now. I'd have my hands full. I stayed up for a while after the bar and pulled out some of my old vinyl records. They brought back a lot of memories of being an 80s punk rocker! I have been wearing leather, boots, leopard print, stockings and high heels for over 20 years now. Stilettos never went out of style for me. Off to Ft. Myers in 10 days. I will be gone the 23rd-27th. I also plan to go back to NYC at some point in late Jan or early Feb, and will be in Phoenix taking sessions at Porsche's March 3rd-10th. Another busy year coming right up! Another sess

Update From The Road...
Now I am in Willard, Ohio....Imagine all the excitement I'm experiencing....:|....Anyways, just droppin' some well wishes to all, since it looks like I might not be home for X-mas (I work for Ebeneezer Scrooge). Anyways, if I'm not home for x-mas, I hope you all have a great holiday, and hope you all get what you want!! Take care!! :)

To My Special Freind
LIFE WITHOUT FRIENDSHIP LIFE WITH OUT FRIENDSHIP IS LIKE THE DAWN WITH OUT THE SUN LIFE WITH OUT FRIENDSHIP IS LIKE THE SKY WITH THE MOON WHEN THE EVEING HAS BEGAN LIFE WITH OUT FRIENDSHIP IS LIKE A ROSE WITH OUT RAIN LIFE WITH OUT FREINDSHIP... JUST WOULDN'T BE THE SAME, LIFE WITHOUT FRIENDSHIP IS LIKE A SHIP WITHOUT A SEA LIFE WITH OUT FRIENDSHIP JUST COULD NOT BE WITHOUT A FREIN LIKE YOU FOR ME I CANNOT IMAGINE LIFE WITHOUT YOUR FRIENDSHIP

Friends!!
A BEST FRIEND IS THIS:-) > A best friend.... > (A)ccepts you as you are > (B)elieves in you > (C)alls just to say "HI" > (D)oesn't give up on you > (E)nvisions the whole of you > (F)orgives your mistakes > (G)ives unconditionally > (H)elps you > (I)nvites you over > (J)ust "be" with you > (K)eeps you close at heart > (L)oves you for who you are > (M)akes a difference in your life > (N)ever Judges > (O)ffers support > (P)icks you up > (Q)uiets your fears > (R)aises your spirits > (S)ays nice things about you > (T)ells you the truth when you need to hear it > (U)nderstands you > (V)alues you > (W)alks beside you > (X)-plains things you don't understand > (Y)ells when you won't listen and > (Z)aps you back to reality > PASS IT ON TO EVERYONE YOU CONSIDER A FRIEND www.hostdrjack.com

Kisses
WHAT A KISS MEANS +Kiss on the stomach = "I'm ready" +Kiss on the Forehead ="I hope we're together forever" +Kiss on the Ear = "Your my everything" +Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends" +Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you" +Kiss on the Neck = "We belong together" +Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you" +Kiss on the Lips = "I love you" What the gesture means... +Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other" +Slap on the Butt = "That's mine" +Holding on tight = "i don't want to let go" +Looking into each other's Eyes = "i just plain love you" +Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me" +Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go" +Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you" --Advice-- + Dont ask for a kiss, take one. +If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.

Uhm Yeah
Riley doesnt want anything but me to HOLD her standing up- and holding 23+ pounds is alot on a mom all day. So watch this lil clip and IMAGINE this all day well atleast 3+ hours of this at a clip. OMG.. wow- its amazing that they can cry and cry.. and then when you pick them up- its over. ((( as you can see I am asking her to play- go play..lol..and about the cracker..and all that. .NOTHING.. ))) CRY!Add to My Profile | More Videos ( NO the lil paint bottle that she was playing with wasnt open..lmao. she was just using it to calm her ..lmfao- NOT.. but Im not that bad of a person to let her play with paint..open anyhow-)

Birthday!
Today is my stepdads birthday but sadly he is not here with us anymore. For those of you who dont know he passed away on Jan 30th of this year. It has been a rought day for my mother so if you can take a minute of your time to say a few words to her...I would be greatful. Thanks everyone! Moon-Fire ~Wiccan~@ CherryTAP Love Vamp ~*Happy Birthday Daddy Bammbamm!*~ We Miss You!

The Underwear Oracle
What Your Underwear Says About You You're a total rebel who doesn't conform to any rules. P.S. - It's a jungle down there! You're also way too lazy to do your laundry more than a few times a year. The Underwear Oracle

I Would Have Loved To Have Been There :)
A new priest at his first mass was so nervous he could hardly speak. After mass he asked the monsignor how he had done. The monsignor replied, "When I am worried about getting nervous on the pulpit, I put a glass of vodka next to the water glass. If I start to get nervous, I take a sip." So the next Sunday he took the monsignor's advice. At the beginning of the sermon, he got nervous and took a drink. He proceeded to talk up a storm. Upon return to his office after mass, he found the following note on his door: 1. Sip the Vodka, don't gulp. 2. There are 10 commandments, not 12. 3. There are 12 disciples, not 10. 4. Jesus was consecrated, not constipated. 5. Jacob wagered his donkey, he did not bet his ass. 6. We do not refer to Jesus Christ as the late J.C. 7. The Father, Son, and Holy Ghost are not referred to as Daddy, Junior, and the Spook. 8. David slew Goliath, he did not kick the sh*t out of him. 9. When David was hit by a rock and knocked off his do

I Don't Know..
Everyday I put on this happy face for everyone, I listen to everyone's good news and their bad, always the one that everyone leans on..and I'm not really complaining about that, I like to be there for people and glad that I'm the one they choose to come to...I just get so tired of petending like I'm always happy and let my hurt or sadness build up then one little thing can just set me off and the tears just start flowing. I hate feeling like I'm all alone and can't talk to anyone about certain things. I know I have some great friends on here and irl but it's still hard to open up...So I figured I'd put some things down here so some of you would at least get an idea. It's hard to be a bitch when you're so fucking sensitive sometimes lol If you've gotten this far..thanks for reading.