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Someone Make This Happen
So we are lying on the beach on a lazy Sunday afternoon....you are lying on your stomach and I am slowly rubbing lotion on your back....massaging your shoulders...down your long, strong legs ...arms.....lower back....more lotion and now my hands move down your thighs... calves.....you look up and see me lying there. so you move up and lie next to me ...the sun is warm and sensuous on our bodies....the waves roll up and gently pound the beach....You stroke My cheek and reach over and kiss me softly...I open My eyes and smile...you are so incredibly sexy...I could look at I forever...we lie there for awhile...enjoying the sound of the ocean...enjoying each others company...How about a swim?. I stand and pull you up as we walk hand in hand to the water...I pull you into the surf with I...the wave's crash against our warm bodies. cool and refreshing as we make our way to deeper water....we make our way past the breakers and float on the gentle rolls...I disappear under the water and surfac

What Will You Do
I GIVE YOU MY BODY, AND SOUL WHAT WILL YOU DO WITH IT? TOUCH, CARESS, HOLD IT? OR WILL YOU TORTURE TEASE, AND CONTROLL IT. I GIVE YOU MY MIND HOW WILL YOU ARE FOR IT? WILL YOU EXPLORE, PONDER, AND BE IN AWE OF IT? OR WILL YOU SCOLD, BELITTLE, AND DEMEAN IT. I GIVE YOU MY SOUL HOW WILL YOU ACCEPT IT? WILL YOU SET IT FREE AND FOLLOW IT? OR WILL YOU HAUNT , SCARE AND CAPTURE IT.

Oh Btw.....
If you like my blogs please dont forget to re-rate me..... even if you did so in the past - with the personal problems Ive had in real life - I deleted all my work.... and therefore have to start from scratch So I know I dont have the "begging for ratings" thing down pat and I know I wont post a porn star pic to get your interest so that I could get ratings - but do ya think you can do it just becuz hehehehehhe And thank you to those of you whom already have done so ;)) Hugs&Luvs, ~Mz Mic~

World Of Dreams (for Matt)
I'm the most foolish guy in the world I fell in love with the mysterious girl and now I dont know where I'm going I'm walking into walls without knowing what a great way to begin this tragic chapter that may end happily or maybe in a disaster just when you're blissful all around you feel sky high but you're crashing to the ground unforeseen as I'm falling you clench my heart and it stops my soul from falling apart you took the darkness right out of me now I can see the light within my dreams thought I was living my life the way I wanted to but I found the indescribable truth after I met you feeling like a kid on Christmas life doesn't get much better than this cured of a curse unseen I'm right where I want to be thats also when I woke up from my eternal sleep where I found you sitting right next to me your lips move toward mine so graceflly and as they touch I fall back into my dreams different time and a stranger place though I'm still looking at the same fa

Yes More Updatez On Me
Well as you all know who I am duh lol.. Well I am doing really great.. Grandma is going to ohio after christmas and I am here to take care of the house until she gets back.. All of my Sister AKA Amber right well she will be over here on christmas day and she will be online to try to talk to you all and wishin you all Merry Christmas.. Me I am doing great but I am really sick, I have a score thoart, stuffie nosie, can't breathe, coughing, and my head hurts really bad.. But I am ok trying my best to stay in bed but that is not going to happen lol.. Well I am kind of like sneezing to much it is driving me crazy.. Well as you all know it is getting really close to christmas right so here is my message to all my good friends that are on here.. Merry Christmas & A Very Happy New Year too.. Have a really good time with your all family.. I will tell you how is mine christmas ok.. Virgo24

Poetry
My wings have a sword through them and my hands and feet are bound. I'm trap in a world of death and pain. Only mine true love can free me and heal me. The darkness surrounds me and I'm all alone here. My blood runs down my pure white wings turning them red. I look around for the person who bound me, and for the person who will free me. Is this it has my life run out of time, Is there someone out there to save me from the death and pain. Can anyone heal me, I'm a angel sent from god to heal his children and to keep them safe from the demons and evil this world has become. Look at me, mine eyes are red and full of hate for the person who holds me here. Can I an angel feel hate, death, and pain.

To Snow Or Not To Snow? That Is Always A Question
For As Long As I Can Remember, I've Been Stuck In Corpus Christi Texas For 22 Miserable Years Without Knowing What Snow Is Or Was. I've Always Wanted To See Snow But It's Way Too Humid Down Here For Anything Like That To Happen. I Saw Some Snowflakes When I Was Little But That Was It. Since Then, I've Been Wishing Really Hard For Snow To Show Up. In December Of 2004, There Were A Lot Of Talk On The News About Possible Snow Flurries In Texas As Well As Really Cold Temperatures. And Of Course People Were Not Really Believing That It Could Happen. When It Got Close To Christmas Eve, The Weathermen Mentioned That It Was Going To Snow On Christmas Eve And Maybe Even Christmas Day. Now People Were Praying For Snow To Happen. When Christmas Eve Came, My Relatives & I Were Having Dinner @ My Grandparents House. There Were Lots Of White Stuff Falling From The Sky That Looked Like Hail & Sleet. I Went Out In The Front Yard & There Was More White Stuff On The Ground. So I Went Outside And Told Ev

Christmas Quotes
CHRISTMAS "Christmas gift suggestions: To your enemy, forgiveness. To an opponent, tolerance. To a friend, your heart. To a customer, service. To all, charity. To every child, a good example. To yourself, respect." -- Oren Arnold "It is Christmas in the heart that puts Christmas in the air." -- W. T. Ellis "The only real blind person at Christmas-time is he who has not Christmas in his heart." -- Helen Keller "Christmas waves a magic wand over this world, and behold, everything is softer and more beautiful." -- Norman Vincent Peale "Christmas, my child, is love in action. Every time we love, every time we give, it's Christmas." -- Dale Evans Rogers "I will honor Christmas in my heart, and try to keep it all year." -- Charles Dickens "Love came down at Christmas; love all lovely, love divine; love was born at Christmas, stars and angels gave the sign." -- Christina G. Rossetti

Discrimination In The Workplace
I have found a loophole employers use to get rid of disabled employees legally. It's called the 90 day probationary period; When you can leave for no reason and without notice and they can ask you to leave for no reason. I lost 2 jobs because of my disabilities and had no legal recourse because I lost them in the probationary period. I am BOYCOTTING Domino's Pizza because they discriminate against the disabled and handicapped. I ask that anyone who is disabled or handicapped or people who love them join with me in this boycott and let Domino's know discrimination and the workplace don't mix!

Yup...
Okay folks...who do I owe some love to? Now that I'm not working as much or trying to get christmas shit done i'll be able to do more on here. So just wondering who besides a few obvious people who do I owe??

Im New
im new to this whole thing so i might as well start by tellin u about myself im 21 red hair glasses on the chuncky side im very opinionated im an all around nice person unless u make me mad then i can be a bitch i love my friends they r my family they mean the world to me i hate being labled im just me im very unique and very random im single and looking for that right person i havent found them yet but hey im still young so no rush i guess oh one thing u should know about me is i am in a wheelchair nothing is wrong with my brain i just dont walk i live with m mom she is the most wonderful person i know i live with her for now but hopefully i will be getting my own place soon i like to write poems scrapbooking photography going out with friends movies shopping cocerts my animals the beach and many other things if u wanna know more just ask me im not shy

Frustrations
okay..i have decided largly becuase all my real friends say i should think more of my needs and less of others..that i am gonna slow down doing what others want me to do.... and i didn't put this in my video blog..hell i don't know if it will even work in ct...but whatever.. i got to talk to annika today in germany...how awesome is that....she is the most supportive person in the world..and super in touch with god and stuff...awesome...

They Found Her The Same Day.
http://www.snopes.com/inboxer/missing/montoya.asp Tennesee state police have issued a state wide amber alert. There is a missing child named Andrea Montoya. She just went missing at 2:45. and she was last seen in gatlenburg at the River Terrace hotel in the laundry room wearing a purple coat and grey jogging pants. she is 3 ft tall and weighs 96 lbs. She is originally from florida and is here on vacation with her grandmom and mother. A white jeep cherokee with Florida sunshine license plate was seen circling the area. please guys and girls repost this...i want to see every single one of my friends repost this because i know you all have a heart! she was kidnapped jsut a few hours ago today. it will take like 5 seconds to repost.. What if someone sees this that knows something and a grandma and mother get their kid back. how great would that be? so please just take 5 seconds out of your life to do this

Hubby Doesn't Shop
Cash, check or charge?" I asked after folding items the woman wished to purchase. As she fumbled for her wallet I notice a remote control for a television set in her purse. "Do you always carry your TV remote?" I asked. "No," she replied. "But my husband refused to come shopping with me, so I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him!"

Shoulder Pain
well this sucks the day after xmas of all things i have to screw up my shoulder so bad that i can barely use my arm and it hurts so bad i could scream. I fell about 2 ft out a window and fractured it bruised the tendons severely and dislocated it how fun and I have to type with one hand and it sucks. Luckily i have some friends who are helping me but its going to be a long battle....

Bitchology
BITCHOLOGY When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. Yo

Sleepless Thoughts
so I ask myself what is love is it just a feeling or is it something bigger is it a way of life I do not know but I was in love once and its a crazy thing I miss that it was like my life was different not the same almost in-between real and fake but I know I was happier than I ever was it was like I was living someone else's life then it went all bad I got engaged and then I found out she cheated on me and I dumped her and ever since then I have been questioning myself I closed myself out and now I need to open back up and start living again its like I have changed to some one I do not know I want to love again and its hard when all I do is kickit at home on the computer its interesting to meet people on here but I don't expect to find miss right on here its fun talkin to females on here but you never know what kind of person some one is until you hang out with them for a while and still that isn't always show you who some one is unless they open up and let you into their mind I am a g

Girlfriend App.
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Eye/Hair colour: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? and then take advantage of me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked junk about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 16. Would you let anything happen in that bed? 17.Do you think I'm hot? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 19.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 20. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 21. what do you rate me outta 1-10? ________

My Quest To Better Health Begins Anew
Okay... in truth it began some time ago... Several months ago I went to the Dr for some problems I was having in my leg.. an infection got very bad from a cut and my legs were swelling dangerously. I went to the Dr and he put me on the scale I almost cried at the weight. We, my wife and i, said we would do something and we didn't.. not really. Then i saw this one diet and decided to try it and it works, works well, but it was decided that things were just too bland, or too bitter (to the point they actually burned the tongue), so we would change our diet back to another we knew would work. Now.. before starting this other diet i was at a GHASTLY 375... yes ladies and gents, the man you, for some unknown reason seem to find appealing on this site, was a in deed moby dick.. the great white whale Anyway... on the diet i lost 30 lbs in no time.. so down to 345 where i hovered for awhile... i went on my trip for a week and came back at 352.. UGH Now this morning I am at 33

Butt Dust
The Sermon I think this Mom will never forget.... this particular Sunday sermon... Dear Lord, the minister began, with arms extended toward heaven and a rapturous look on his upturned face. Without you, we are but dust. He would have continued but at that moment my very obedient daughter who was listening leaned over to me and asked quite audibly in her shrill little girl voice, "Mom, what is butt dust?"

Post On My Board. Like To Share This With You.
Harm none, do what thou wilt. At first glance, this seems pretty easy. But it can be a little more complicated than just making sure that when you put your car in reverse, you check to make sure someone isn't standing there. "And it harm none" refers not only to other people, but also to yourself, animals and the Earth Herself. We're connected to each other at a variety of levels - spiritually, ecologically and physically - and we must carefully weigh our actions with their consequences. This is not to mean that we never take action because we're too busy weighing out the consequence of stepping out the door in the morning, only that our actions should be guided by an awareness of the impact of our deeds. Tell me what you think. http://www.activeboard.com/forum.spark?forumID=100934

Lovers *future Excerpt
Their breaths came in arduous gasps of passion as a white hot orb of fervor was produced betwixt the two lovers, forming in their loins and extending outward into the chill of the night’s breath. Fingers entwined themselves in dark hair, legs encircled a torso to keep the sphere of desire or to pierce it like a violently ardent bubble, allowing it to explode amidst the moaning lips and arching back. Sweat glistened on their skin, rolling off in delicate streams only to evaporate and moisturize the air with desperate desire. vV""VIC""Vv

Another Year Has Come To An End
TODAY BRINGS THE END OF A YEAR I WOULD LIKE TO SOON FORGET . NOT ALL OF IT , JUST A BIG PART . I WISH ALL MY FRIENDS ON TAP A HAPPY NEW YEAR AND I HOPE THIS YEAR IS AN AWSOME ONE FOR YA !!!! EVRYONE HAVE FUN AND BE SAFE ! TO MANY SOBER PEOPLE ON THE ROAD TONITE !

Poem
Go On How can I go on? How can I go on without you by my side? Without your breath on my neck, When you tell I love you? How can I go on? Without you waking up by my side for the rest of my life? How can I go on? Without you here, To put a smile to replace my tears? How can I go on? Without you here to be my strength when I’m weak. To be the half that makes me whole. The one that brings meaning when this crazy world makes no sense. To be my eyes when I can’t see. My legs when I can’t walk. To be my best friend Without you by my side I can’t be me, So tell me, HOW CAN I GO ON?

More Updatez
Ok it is going to start a new year with 2007 so I am going to have a really good year lol.. 2006 was a bitch and it was bad for all the trouble I had in 2006 now 2006 is go and I want to start the new 2007 fresh.. I am doing really great and feeling alot better.. I hope you all had a really good time on New years Eve night and party hard lol.. I had a really great time I did.. So I am wishing you all for the best of 2007 and A Happy New Year My Friends.. Virgo24

Platnium Cherry Give Away
Devil is doing a Platnium Cherry Give Away, send your Pic link that you want her to rip Below. Only need 2500 comments to get your Platinum Cherry ~Devil In Cuffs~PrisonBreak Fan~ Need Guys and Girls for the Pimping Gift Giveaway!!!@ CherryTAP

Im Gone
YEAH IM TIRED OF ALL THE DRAMA AND BULLSHIT.....EVERYONE FEELS A CERTAIN WAY BUT NEVER SAYS IT.....WEN I FEEL A CERTAIN WAY I SAY IT AND I STICK BY MY MUTHA FUCKIN GUNS.....IM TIRED OF THE BULLSHIT.....I STATE MY FEELINGS IN A VERY MATURE AND DIRECT MANNER AND I CATCH SHIT.....YE KNO HALF THE PROBLEM WITH THIS SITE IS THAT PEOPLE LIVE OFFA DRAMA.....ITS LIKE I ALREADY SAID.....WEN YE GOT A PROBLEM GO TO THE PERSON YE GOT A PROBLEM WITH.....LIKE THE FUCKIN ADULT YE CLAIM TO BE.....AND PEOPLE WEN SOMEONE COMES TO YE WITH A PROBLEM.....ACT LIKE A MATURE ADULT TOO AND RECIEVE THEM WITH EYES UNCLOUDED AND WITHOUT YER PRECONCEPTIONS.....AND FER GOD SAKES GROW SOME BALLS AND WEN UVE FUCKED UP.....OWN UP.....DES IM SORRY YE TOOK ME JOKIN SO PERSONALLY AND IF I OFFENDED YE THEN I APOLOGIZE GREATLY.....SAL.....MY BRO.....IM SORRY I COULDNT LIVE UP TO WAT YE EXPECTED FROM ME.....I WISH YE AND YER FAMILY ALL THE BEST AND IF I COULD SWAP PLACES WITH YE.....YE KNO I WOULD DO IT IN A HEARTBEAT BRO...

My First Poem On Ct..it Blows...
why is it that when i love,i get love in return,only to be stabbed in the back,as i'm on the run with my love.& why is it that when i love,thats when the hurting has begun.is it me who has all the bad luck,or are there others whos heart gets fucked,& these are the questions i've asked for the last six months,only to be mentaly stumped.my brain is fragged,my heart has shattered.what is a man to do but just give up. these visions of death all stir in my head,& i can't sleep with filth in my bed.with the bull shit pain all built up,i want to fall & just give up.life is a waste & a painful hack,here we go again with all the flack,& all i want to do is give all the pain back.all my friends tell me they love me,but just how long till they have hurt me.my family lost,my child gone,who would want to stay around to hear my swan song.is this why i'm here,to just feel pain,or is it to be laughed at like some bum in the rain,my heart doth cry in bloody gutteral pain,can you hear it from in side t

A Few Thoughts
Just before I turn in. I'm sick, so yes I am going to bed waaaaay early. I had an encounter today with someone on cherrytap that takes this shit way too seriously. I asked if they would vote for me. I wasn't spamming. I was only asking people that I have helped out before. This person bit my head off. Ok, so you don't like being asked to vote in contests. That's totally cool. But don't send me a novel about it. Get over it. It's the INTERNET for crying out loud! If you don't like spam, then most likely you probably shouldn't be on the net period. And to those out there with the cheesy pick up lines? Guess what? I got my vaccine a long time ago... I love you all!!! And YOU ALL know who you are. ***kisses*** Beer Queen

July Ice & Windy Nights...
~~~ UPON REQUEST ... A TRUE ACCOUNT OF STORM CHASING ~~~ Wind...Fire...Rain...All that sort of thing.... (JULY, 1993 SOUTHWEST KANSAS – LATE EVENING) I was outside looking up at the skies; tall Cumulonimbus clouds were building over-head. We were under a severe thunderstorm watch, and tornado watch, which basically meant that conditions were ripe for severe development over the next several hours. It was hot outside, in the 90's, humid, and breezy, the thick stench of cow's blood from the slaughterhouses filled one's nostrils. Leaves on the trees upturned as sharp updrafts of air deflect off the surface. Thunder, heard off in the distance, increasing in intensity each time. I was out there studying meteorology in college, currently working as a storm chaser and weather observationist. I wasn't working that day, which gave me the liberty to go chase. I quickly ran inside and turned on the weather, studying the radar, for hook echoes and the like. Things weren't too i

The Art Of Knowing The Difference!
> Subject: The Art of Knowing The Difference > > > > A RECENT STUDY FOUND OUT ON WHICH DAYS MEN PREFER TO HAVE SEX. IT WAS >FOUND THAT MEN PREFERRED TO ENGAGE IN SEXUAL ACTIVITY ON THE DAYS THAT >STARTED WITH THE LETTER "T". > EXAMPLES OF THOSE DAYS ARE AS FOLLOWS: > TUESDAY > THURSDAY > TODAY > TOMORROW > THANKSGIVING > THATURDAY > THUNDAY > ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ > RECENTLY ANOTHER SURVEY WAS CONDUCTED TO DISCOVER WHY MEN GET OUT OF BED >IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT. > > FOLLOWING ARE THE SURVEY RESULTS: > 5% SAID IT WAS TO GET A GLASS OF WATER > 12% SAID IT WAS TO GO TO THE BATHROOM > 83% SAID IT WAS TO GO HOME > ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ > WHAT'S THE BEST FORM OF BIRTH CONTROL AFTER 50? > NUDITY > ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ > What's the difference between a girlfriend and a wife? > ABOUT 45 LBS. > ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ > WHAT'S THE

Aply Here Hehehe
girlfriend app just for kicks Category: Blogging Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: OTHER: 1. What kind of guy do you like? Gangstas,Thugs,Preppy,Skater ETC... 2. Whats your religeon? 3. What is your Nationality? 4. Do you have a job? If yes, what do you do? 5. Where would we go on dates? 6. How do you feel about music from 1-10? 7. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists? 8. Do you drink/smoke? 9. Do you smoke weed? 10.Do you have any pets? 11.If so what kind? 12.Do you have any kids? 13.If so how many? 14.Do you want any kids? 15.Where would a perfect vacation to you be? 16.Do you like the beach? 17.Do you like movies? 18.If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 19.If I were to take you out to a movie, would we watch the movie? 20.If not what would we be doing? 21.Do you play an instrument? 22.If so...what? 23.Would you call me right after we saw each other to make sure I mad

Death Of My Cat
Bye mom, i hope you feel better and get to come home soon. I was 8 and leaving the hospital with my dad and 4 year old brother. Mom was getting ready to have her kneecaps replaced,and was going to be in the hosptial for 3 to 4 days. On the way home dad got pulled over for rolling a stop sign and got a ticket. It really pissed him off and he told me that it was my fault for being loud with my brother and making him not pay attention to what he was doing. When the cop left he backhanded me twice in the face for him getting the ticket. We stopped at aLawsons on the way home. Dad came out with 2 cases of beer and a carton of vantage ciggerettes. He yelled for another 10 min or so as he drank his beer and drove us home. He told me to go straight to my room. I ran up the steps and slammed my door crying. Dad always treated my brother better than me and i could never figure out why. A little while later dad came upstairs. He was laughing and smelt really bad. i knew then h

Consume More Vitamin –e For Bigger Babies
CONSUME MORE VITAMIN –E FOR BIGGER BABIES Pregnant women with higher levels of Vitamin-E in their blood are likely to give birth to bigger babies, says a study. Theresa O. School and colleagues at the University of Medicine and Dentistry of New Jersey in Stratford followed 1,231 women and measured the plasma concentrations of alpha-tocopherol- one, a form of Vitamin-E, at week one and week 28 of their pregnancy. They found the women who had a higher level of the vitamin during the tests tended to have bigger children, reported news portal All Headline News. It's possible that Vitamin-E directly affects birth size by increasing blood flow and nutrients to the foetus, the researchers report in the American Journal of Clinical Nutrition. Although it's not clear that women should take any extra Vitamin-E beyond what's in standard prenatal multivitamins, scientists said a healthy diet is essential for the overall development of the foetus.(embryo in the uterus)

Sometimes In Life!
Sometimes in Life… Sometimes… In life there are things better left unknown… unsaid… unfelt… and … unseen Some things are better left undiscovered and misunderstood Because Sometimes… the Truth is to much for hearts to handle Too much for our minds to take in And to painful to get through Sometimes… living in a dream is better than understanding the reality of things Sometimes… believing in a lie that makes you shine rather than knowing the truth that breaks you into pieces is the better thing to do There are times in life that we're eager to know the whole hard truth but in our hearts we know that we really don't want to… because the truth will hurt and brake us in ways we're not ready to be broken into Sometimes… We just wanna cherish the moment Enjoy the feelings And keep just smiling Sometimes… we just want to be happy Because deep down inside we know that things aren't going last… Because everything tends to change… All feelings at som

I Need Your Assistance Please
Ok, I really think I am ready to host a contest. I've never hosted one before and I want some original ideas on what type of contest to hold. Not so original that I only get two entries though. I want to host a contest for about 10 contestants. The prize/prizes won't be huge since this is my first but there will be prizes. So, bring your light bulb and start thinkin outside that box! I wanna hear your thoughts. ***kisses*** BeerQueen

To Those I Offended
I would just like to say i am sorry to those of you that i have offended with the other blog. I wrote that for one reason and that was to let somebody, anybody know that they were not alone. I used to think that this kind of treatment was normal. I know that it is not. I got over this a long time ago, I was not looking for sympathy, reaching out, or looking for a shoulder to cry on. I know there are others that have gone though this or other kinds of abuse. I just want those people to know that wounds heal and you can forgive and get passed it.

Forever In My Heart
Forever In My Heart Forever in my heart, your smile stays with me. Forever in my heart, the tears begin to release. Forever in my heart, I trapped the smell of your lust. I feel my soul slowly crush. Forever in my heart, my lips still yearn. Forever in my heart, still afraid of getting hurt. Forever in my heart, You don't need me to stay. Forever in my heart, I will learn to walk away. Forever in my heart, My love will remain true. Forever in my heart, I will always love you.

Broken Hearted
What do I Do with a broken heart... I couldnt stop falling, because I didnt mean to start... THe further I keep going... the more I see the end... I want to just tell you... but what message will it send? Will you answer me, and catch me when i fall, or will you walk away... like you didnt get it at all? You may not believe it... but I know it's true, Love can just keep going... thats what I have for you. I can't just make it stop now, I can't make it not real, It's stuck inside my heart somehow, It's everything I feel. You think you knew who I loved, You never knew that you thought wrong... I hope that you understand me now, before all of that love is gone. That love has survived so much, a broken mess now that you talk to... But an open heart I now have, Is an open heart I meant for you.

Oven Fried Pecan Chicken With Creole Mustard
If you're watching fat and calories, use more bread crumbs and cut back on the pecans a bit, and use a light mayonnaise. INGREDIENTS: * 4 boneless chicken breast halves without skin * salt and pepper * 3 tablespoons mayonnaise * 3 tablespoons Creole mustard or a spicy brown mustard * 2/3 cup panko bread crumbs or fine soft bread crumbs * 2/3 cup pecans * 1 tablespoon fresh chopped parsley or 1 teaspoon dried parsley flakes * 1 to 2 tablespoons melted butter, or butter-flavored spray PREPARATION: Wash chicken breasts; pat dry. Put between sheets of plastic wrap and pound lightly to an even thickness. Sprinkle with salt and pepper. Combine mayonnaise and mustard in a bowl. In a food processor or blender, process the bread crumbs, pecans, and parsley until fine. Coat chicken generously with the mayonnaise mustard mixture then coat with crumbs. Place in a greased baking dish and drizzle or spray a small amount of melted butter over each

Life's Strange Games
Life's Strange Games by Travis J. Teeter Things aren't always what they seem are they? Never know whats next, Maybe you'll fall in love? Maybe you'll be broken up inside all over again. Left a shallow husk of your former self. Just grin through it. Read the text. You've never been promised a happy ending. A story. Thats where it'll begin. Tales told of love and happiness, we want to believe those the most, right? And why not? Its better to have hope, than face the harsh reality we live endure. Snow White has her Prince Charming. A Frog Prince his Queen. Step into the light. You'll always find a fake Prince. Kisses don't make Men of Frogs. Just Warts for sure. Humorous Analogy isn't it? How many times have you let yourself be strung along? Hoping for the better, when the worst was right infront of you all that time.. Fairy Tales are our Nightmares realized, told in a prettier way. Its all so wrong. A good heart, bad looks. Good looks, bad intentions. They'll take yo

Survey
SECTION 1- YOU + Your full name: Dawn + Born: March 7th + Eye color: Gray + Hair color: Light brown + Piercings: Ears + bf/gf: Single SECTION 2- HAVE YOU EVER + Fallen off the bed?: Sure have + Broken someone else's heart?: Yes + Had your heart broken?: Yes + Had a dream come true?: Yes SECTION 3- CURRENTLY + Wearing: Red shirt and black shorts + Listening to: Little Miss Sunshine + Located: Living room + Chatting with: Traci, Jason and mom + Should REALLY be: Working on my Bolt2 clubs SECTION 4- DO YOU + Drive: Yeah + Have a cell phone: Yeah but I don't really use it SECTION 5- LAST PERSON YOU + Hugged: Traci + IMed: Traci + Talked to: Traci, Jason and mom SECTION 6- PERSONAL + What do you usually think about before you go to bed?: What the next day will bring SECTION 7-FAVORITE + TV show: Charmed, Lost, Desperate Housewives and One Tree Hill + Color: Black, blue, pink and red SECTION 8- DO YOU + Like to give hugs: Yes + Prefer black or b

Conscience
I'm the cold wind that blows upon your skin I'm this dark evil feeling your sinking in I'm the hell that churns beneath your floor I'm the death that lurks outside your door I'm your conscience, yeah, your motherfucking conscience All inside your head Taking control I'm your conscience, yeah, your motherfucking conscience your losing control I'm the wrathful hate inside your head I'm the reason you wish you were dead I'm the reason you cry a single tear I'm all that you fear I'm your conscience, yeah, your motherfucking conscience All inside your head I'm taking control I'm your conscience, yeah, your motherfucking conscience your losing control Im taking over Losing control Bringing you down All inside your head I'm your conscience By:Stacey Forrester ( copywritten/ Dont steal!)

Go And Fuck Her Hard
As he strode toward the door with his little bag of toys slung casually over his shoulder, he felt himself getting hard just thinking about it. He had made the usual request - two girls, in their 20's, one he'd hired before and one new one. He would have them for four hours. He could do whatever he liked as long as no one needed a doctor when he was done. That was no problem - he wasn't into hurting them. The girls were allowed to walk out if they wanted to, but none of them ever did. He opened the door, and saw his girls for the night. Jen, or was it Jan? No, Jen. He was pretty sure. She was familiar from the last time. She gave him a shy smile and introduced Debbie, the new face in the room. He didn't them give his name. He said, "Okay, Jen, you know what I want. Take her clothes off and tie her up." Jen took Debbie's hand, gave her a reassuring smile, and led her to the side of the bed, then began to undress her. Slowly. She knew he liked it slow. When Debbie was naked, Jen as

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Tears roll down her cheeks Her tears are oh so silent and meek She's slit her wrist atleast five times tonight Darkness that's where she sits Alone That's how she always feels She hates her life But as they say It's no big deal She's depressed and under stress Her life is a great big mess Danger well to her that is no stranger Blood oops she cut to deep Yeah she's stuck in a hole and it's much to steep Lying She told you she was okay "Why does she have to be this way?" She won't make it to the next day Hope there's none of that She's just sitting there in her chair curled up Broken her body is battered black and blue with blood dripping Strength She has none Hell had just begun She's so dizzy Her mind is going crazy like it began to spin She felt bad so she slices another layer of skin Screaming inside her mind this is all she ever did and heard Death She dreamed of this Give her one last kiss on her scared up wrist

Fun
Most people think that T & A means Tits and Ass. But for me I mean Titties and Alcohol. Cause I love titties and alcohol. Just check my pics if you can and you will see what I mean and there will be more to come.

Bye
bye everyone i love all of you and i will never for get about you and you will always be in my heart i promise.i love cherry tap and i think this is the hardest thing i have ever had to do and that is leave all my wonderful friends and i will try to get on as much as prosible i promise i will.you guys have fun and keep it really and if you have my number you can call but other than that i will try to get on okay.keep your heads up and stay cruck okay.bye bye i love you guys and i always will.love for life babygurl lette4life or leah

You Will Be With Me For Eternity.
Some how I have managed to push away someone I truly care about. I spoke with words from the mouth. When I should have spoke with words from the Heart. Maybe perhaps I should not having spoken at all. For this I deeply Regret . I have used the word sorry too much as of lately. I have no excuse, and will not try to make one. I truly regret that I can’t undo what’s done. I will do my best to make amends, if only She allows me that chance, Try to re-gain what We once had, that I once held so dearly. If you’re reading this, I APPOLOGIZE! WITH ALL MY HEART! For my friend, this is from my SOUL and not my mouth. This is written with LOVE, REMORSE! I only want what’s best for you. For you matter to me that much. I Love You, I care Deeply For You, and I hope You can find it in Your heart somewhere to forgive Me. Someday I hope you will find that one, small place, for me to remain in your Soul forever. I have found that place in My Soul for You. For a Heart may die and

Why Do You Love Me
A FRIEND TALKED ME INTO POSTING SOME OF MY WRITING SO HERE IT GOES.. WHY DOYOU LOVE ME? One day in July a blue-eyes angel was born into this world. Her Mommy and Daddy had never seen anything so beautiful. It was the proudest day when they took her home. Finally the family they had longed to have. The days went by and baby grew, her parents where amazed at the things she could do. One day her parents noticed something was not right so they took her to the Doctor, He assured them everything was fine, what a relief. Things continued to get worse,so they took her to the Doctor once again. After many test and days of waiting and worries they where told their angel had cancer. How could this be she was only 9 months old. Their world crumbled in front of them. The following months of chemo and surgeries where hell, but what could they do, they needed to save her life. Her first birthday came along which they said they might never see. What a grand

Deaf Bookkeeper
A Mafia Godfather finds out that his bookkeeper has cheated him out of ten million bucks. His bookkeeper is deaf. That was the reason he got the job in the first place. It was assumed that a deaf bookkeeper would not hear anything that he might have to testify about in court. When the Godfather goes to confront the bookkeeper about his missing $10 million, he brings along his attorney, who knows sign language. The Godfather tells the lawyer "Ask him where the 10 million bucks he embezzled from me is." The attorney, using sign language, asks the bookkeeper where the money is. The bookkeeper signs back: "I don't know what you are talking about." The attorney tells the Godfather: "He says he doesn't know what you're talking about." The Godfather pulls out a pistol, puts it to the bookkeeper's temple and says, "Ask him again!" The attorney signs to the bookkeeper: "He'll kill you if you don't tell him!" The bookkeeper signs back: "OK! You win! The money is in a brown briefcase,

Mom Discovers Son
It was your typical summer's day. It was a the first Saturday since my son was out of school for the year and that meant one thing. He was going to get to go swimming. Since my husband had left, I was able to set the rules in the house, and one of them was no swimming until school was out. The other rule that applied to the pool was no swimming unless an adult was present and I knew about it. Josh new the rule and had been waiting for weeks counting the days until this Saturday. As for me, well I didn't do much swimming, and was a single mom who worked hard, so I enjoyed using the weekends to relax, but 13 year old boys will be boys, and the first Saturday was always a big deal. That morning I woke up and had my coffee and read the paper quickly as I knew Josh wasn't going to sleep in as he normally did on Saturday mornings. I went to my room and jumped into the shower, nothing to serious, just a find minuite wake up via hot water, since I always took a shower after I was in the pool.

What To Say And Not To Say
There is a time in all friendships when you have to decide to say something or not say it. If you say something you risk messing up the friendship that you have built. Again if you do not say anything then you risk that you may miss that true happniess that we all wish for. How can this happen, because if the other person does not feel the same way as you then things in the friendship change. I know this cause years ago I said something to a good friend and we did not speak for over a year. In her mind things had changed and in her mind it just made a weird mess so we just did not talk. We started to talk about a year later but this had changed and ow we have lost track on she other, and at one point I thought of her as my little sister and think that is what made it hard when the thing was said. How do you decide when the time is right? How do you know the other person will take you seriously? How can things go back to how they were before the thing was said? How do you not

Hello Everyone,
It is another Rainy Day here at home.I guess I should be happy that it is not the white stuff. I sure love it when it rains. Snow makes me want to bundle up and sit infront of the fire. Holding a nice hot cup of Hot Coco.

Good Morning
just saying hi to all my new friend,s hope every one is doing good think all should take the time once in a while to tell their friend,s hi the world is not much without friend,s so be thankful for the one,s you have tc every one crank ps have a great weekend

Was It All Meaningless
A distant land is calling Each of my dreams are slowly falling Creature of the darkness Grant me this one request The knowledge of this love turned to pain i confess Wishing all of it to be wiped away Darkened thought rot and decay Why have you fought me with such resistance Why must you carry on your bitter existence Tragicly deep is my understanding of you Now i deny you for what u have put me thru Pain sorrow mostly regret The taste is now bitter i want to forget KLINZ 7/5/03

Well Then....
I'm just bored, waiting to fall asleep so I thought I'd come on here and write something.. what? I have no clue yet.. Had a great day today.. played really really really horrifically shitty pool.. got a few good shots in, but overall, I was a Loser with a big L! Some creepy heebie geebie guy was kinda bothering me and my friends.. calling us Charlie's Angels and telling us to dance and stuff.. kept trying to touch me.. I brushed it off for the moment, but was about to get pissed. I think I need to learn some karate or something! Otherwise, the place was full of drunken people and unfortunately for them, I was not one of them. I had only two shots.. a Washington Apple and something called a Cowboy Cocksucker.. I have no clue what was in it, but it was good! :) Anyways.. anyone got anything interesting going on? I guess also for my friends and stuff.. here would be your chance to ask me questions.. I don't know alot of you... and well, if you're on my friends or fan list, th

Pimped - Updated Site
PIMPED has a new look! The website has been renovated. There is still some work to be done but it's up and running again so please stop by. We are now accepting all announcements for February. Please click on the "submit" button to enter your info. VIEW THE WEBSITE HERE: PIMPEDONCHERRY.COM If you have not already added the profile below please do so. We would love to have you as a friend! PIMPED@ CherryTAP

Libra.. [love Profile]
Your positive traits: You are open minded enough to date outside your typical "type" ... successfully! You are diplomatic - and likely to end a fight instead of dragging things out. You are easily loyal and faithful, but only for the right person. Your negative traits: You're a bit gullible, and partners take advantage of you. You still may not know it. You find it difficult to decide where to go to dinner, what movie to watch, who to date... You have to be in a relationship, or else you just don't feel like yourself. Your ideal partner: A smooth talker who enjoys socializing as much as you to. Someone classy and cultured who knows which wine to order with dinner. Is beautiful to you - although not necessarily attractive in the traditional sense. Your dating style: Romantic. If your date comes bearing flowers, wine, and poetry... well, your heart soars. Your seduction style: Giving. Your lover's pleasure is as important as your own.

Her Beauty
Her beauty is of a thousand suns burning bright she lightens up the dark puts a spark in my heart a flame in my soul she has filled my hole i had her beauty cannot be captured by a picture or painting only seen by the naked eye to my suprise she wants me she says only you can touch this beauty i hold her tight never letting go her beauty in sight with her i can never lose my might holding her through the nights she holds me back leans in for a kiss leaves me in a deep bliss she moves her hips i move mine we grind through the night looking into each others eyes as the sun rises and the night ends a new day with her begins repeating everything the night before with more intensity than the last time she looks in my eyes and says your mine and i look at her and said i want to keep you as mine my beautiful queen.

You Wanna Know
By reading the title you might not know where this is going...So open your eyes and pay attention...Here are my truths like them or not I am a person no longer struggling with who or how i am. I am strong minded and weak willed. I doubt myself to know i can overcome any obsticle. I like to be the center of attention regardless of what reprecussions might be. I have a big heart that holds so much , but to everyone else Im an asshole. Every so often I let these truths out and people see deep inside my world that is protected by anger. Anger for not always being honest. Anger for not showing my sensitive side. Anger for not always speaking these truths I hold so close. I have shared myself with few people and those people share the closest bond with me. I have done alot of things and said alot that I regret, but then again I am how I am... I cant stop being me. I am a social butterfly and when it comes to friends i often lose sight of those that matter most. It is those people that

Man In The Glass
The Guy in the Glass by Dale Wimbrow, (c) 1934 When you get what you want in your struggle for pelf, And the world makes you King for a day, Then go to the mirror and look at yourself, And see what that guy has to say. For it isn't your Father, or Mother, or Wife, Who judgement upon you must pass. The feller whose verdict counts most in your life Is the guy staring back from the glass. He's the feller to please, never mind all the rest, For he's with you clear up to the end, And you've passed your most dangerous, difficult test If the guy in the glass is your friend. You may be like Jack Horner and "chisel" a plum, And think you're a wonderful guy, But the man in the glass says you're only a bum If you can't look him straight in the eye. You can fool the whole world down the pathway of years, And get pats on the back as you pass, But your final reward will be heartaches and tears If you've cheated the

My Poems
~I Know An Angel~ I know a little angel with a halo all aglow Fragile little wings that take her where she goes She follows my every foot step Keeps me always in her sight Whenever I need a little blessing she makes everything all right She tips her tiny halo And blows me a kiss, or two, or three A little wink and then she's off again To show the world to me Things that go unnoticed she quickly points them out She tells me of God's secrets as she flutters all about I feel the brush of tiny angel wings As she gives an unexpected kiss To have a pair of angel wings is my greatest wish Her halo gets a little crooked as she gives a hug so sweet And I just have to giggle when that tiny halo slips and rolls away But she is always quick to find it and puts it back in place I can always count on my angel to fill my heart with love And remind me that life can be easy if I learn to lighten up Let's pet the pretty kitties and eat ice-cream just becaus

Horny....
OK I AM WRITING THIS IN BOLD LETTERS WHY?? DO NOT SAY HELLO TO ME AND THEN WHEN I SAY HI HOW ARE YOU BACK AND SAY.... HORNY...I AM NOT GONNA CYBER WITH YOU BECAUSE " I AM HORNY" IS YOUR PICKUP LINE...IF U ARE LOOKING FOR THAT MOVE THE FUCK ON...AND IF YOU TAKE THE TIME TO READ MY PROFILE IT SAYS IT THAT I DO NOT CYBER OR AM I HERE LOOKING TO LOOK AT YOUR COCK....THERE ARE PLENTY OF PEOPLE ON HERE WHO WOULD LOVE TO DO THAT...BUT HEY BABY I AM HORNY ISNT SOMETHING THAT TURNS ME ON WHAT-SO-EVER..

Midnight Surprise Part 2
The Friday nights with the guys was becoming a habit. Claire would come home late from work, only wanting to relax, and find her house filled with his friends. Sprawled all over her furniture, watching TV and drinking the cheapest beer they could find. But, when she did walk in, she knew, that someone, one of them, knew more about her than anyone else did. She could feel a pair of eyes on her, looking at her body, taking her clothes off with his view. But she could never catch the one man in this room looking at her. The one man who could make her feel like no other. The one man who she had vivid dreams about. The one man who, she knew, could make her cum with just a word. If she only knew who that one man was. So, as she did every Friday night, she sidestepped the guys, going into her room. Closing the door behind her, she got undressed, and lay on the bed. Thinking about that one man and his moustache. Knowing she would make herself cum this night like she has so many others since th

Just Want To Say Hello To Everyone...
Just want to say hello to everyone. I'm taking a few classes at Long Beach City College.. Beginning typing class which the last time I took a typing class was around 1984 or 85 which was when typewriters actually existed and was more common than computers of today...Also I don't remember my typing speed so this will help me refresh my typing speed plus. I'm also taking another class as well..I had a terrible week of sleep which really sucked!!! I went from sleeping 14 hours one night to 0 the next night!!!! Yuck!!!! I slept okay but I kept waking up a lot last night... Nervous energy that I have to deal with a lot!!!! Besides that I am okay and I want to say hello to everybody and hope things are well with everyone!! Take care always!! :) Jeremy

Nights Passion
I lifted your head and gave you a kiss you had opened your eyes so nothing to miss and as I looked at your face by the embers glow as the fire had burnt down low our passion we felt had continued to grow our fingers explored each other flesh as our bodies together was tightly pressed the excitement, and the thrill of our abandoning all our will as our bodies shook with every orgasmic convulsions each time bringing us over the top praying that it would never stop and as we screamed out in a frenzy yell each others name together we felt the same when we held on to each other in sheer delight long into the night finally when we collapsed into a massive heap of tangled limbs as I lifted your chin I gave you one more kiss as we started over again

My Work
WHAT MAKES YOU A REAL MAN IS IT BECAUSE YOU GOT HER PREGNANT NAW THAT'S NOT IT THAT ONLY MAKES YOU A MAN.SHIT A BOY CAN GET SOMEONE PREGNANT SO LET'S ERASE THAT MYTH,LET ME SEE HOW ABOUT I TAKE CARE OF MY KIDS I SEE THEM EVERY WEEKEND,SHIT THE MAILMAN CAN DO THAT AND READ THEM BED TIME STORIES TOO. MAN MY WOMAN BETTA HAVE MY FOOD READY AND MY BATH WATER RUNNING WHEN I GET THERE ARE IT'S ON,YEA THAT'S IT THAT'S A REAL MAN HE HAS HIS WOMAN AFRAID OF HIS PUNK ASS WHEN JUST THE OTHER NITE LIL RAY RAY SMACK THE FUCK OUT OF YOU AND TREATED YOU LIKE A LIL BITCH BUT WHAT DID YOU DO GO HOME AND BEAT YOUR WOMAN'S ASS NOW THAT MAKE'S YOU A REAL MAN.BITCH THIS, BITCH THAT, THAT BITCH WENT THROUGH NINE MONTHS OF LABOR WITH THE HELP OF GOD AND I GUESS YOUR SORRY ASS TO BRING SOMEONE BEAUTIFUL INTO THIS WORLD AND YOU PROBABLY TRIED TO TAKE THE CREDIT FOR THAT.CUM ON BABY SHE AIN'T GONNA FIND OUT I KNOW SHE IS YOUR BESTFRIEND BUT WHAT DOES THAT HAVE TO DO WITH ME I'LL BET YOU I CAN DO IT BETTER THAN Y

How About It?
Truly Original Survey Question?? 1. Would you date me? 2. Do you find me atractive? 3. Could you have sex with me? 4. Tell me what you like about me? 5. Would you make the first move and tell me if you liked me or would i have to make the first move on you? 6. How long would you date someone befor you would have sex with them? 7. If you were have sex how many times would you have sex? and how long would you want it to last? 8. would you meet at a hotel me for a night of hot sex? 9. would you let me video tape us having sex if know one else would see it? 10. would you travel to meet me? 11. whats your favorite sexual position? Would you 1. Join the Military or the Mob? 2. Turn a close friend in if they committed a serious offense ex. murder? 3. Make one porno if it meant never having to work again? 4. Eat spoiled food from the garbage or go hungry? What if 1. In your relationship you find out you are going to have a baby but

Totally Forget, Im Such A Dork!!
hey peeps, Ive been so busy with the hott4est cherry contest I totally forgot about the cutest pet contest I signed up for....This one is not so important, but you can still check it out and leave me some comments so I dont feel like a total loser. HAHA My bad for signing up for more than 1 at a time, I think i just got a lil excited about wanting to be in a contest. Well anyway Still go vote for the hottest cherry one cuz thats the 1 I wanna win, but go ahead and CHECK THIS ONE OUT! Thanks!!!!!

Festive Sausage Balls
Sausage balls with dips, made with pork sausage, cheese, biscuit mix, and chopped green onions. INGREDIENTS: * 1 pound bulk breakfast sausage * 8 ounces finely shredded Cheddar cheese * 3 cups biscuit baking mix * 1/2 cup finely minced green onion * 1/4 cup finely minced red bell pepper PREPARATION: Combine all ingredients and mix well. This can be done by hand, with a heavy duty mixer, or in a large food processor. Shape into small balls and place on a baking sheet (with sides). Bake at 350° for 12 to 15 minutes, until browned on bottoms.

Zodic Sign
Scorpio You are very dominant in bed, and you like to control your relationship in general. You are so intense in the sack that none of your partners will ever forget you. You are an amazing lover, because you like to have an equal amount of give and take. Sex matches: Cancer, Capricorn, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Nail Biting ...
To stop her 4-year old daughter from biting her nails, her mother tells her it'll make her fat. "I won't do it any more, Mom," says the daughter. Next day they are out walking when they meet a very fat man. "If I bite my fingernails, I'll be as fat as that, won't I Mom?" "You'll be fatter than that," says her mother. They get on a bus, and sitting opposite them is a very pregnant lady. The little girl can't take her eyes off the woman's belly. The pregnant lady feels increasingly uncomfortable under this stare, and finally leans forward and says to the little girl, "Excuse me, but do you know me?" And the little girl says, "No, but I know what you've been doing..."

Thanks For The Help
i want to personally thank mizzieb and okiegirl for the help on puttin music on my profile ... i appreciate it very much .... i feel complete now lol .... NOW .. if you or anyone knows where to find some tony stewart pictures *nascar driver* ohhhhh i would appreciate that tooo ... thanks agin

Found This
I read this and it made me cry i wanted to share it with all my friends it was made by firefighter I wish you could know what it is like to search a burning bedroom for trapped children at 3 AM, flames rolling above your head, your palms and knees burning as you crawl, the floor sagging under your weight as the kitchen below you burns. I wish you could comprehend a wife's horror at 6 in the morning as I check her husband of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring him back, knowing intuitively it is too late. But wanting his wife and family to know everything possible was done to try to save his life. I wish you knew the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot-filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke-sensations that I've become too familiar with. I wish you could read my mind as I respond to a buildi

How I'm Currently Feeling.
You win some, you lose some You got streets and books smarts,im just the Confused one But im done playin games But Im not namin names Not gettin my hands dirty with blood stains Not gonna fall to the level of all these mothafuckin lames No need to get heated, Mothafucka just cool it Oh wtf am I sayin, This is all fuckin bullshit Fuck you, Fuck him I love you, you love him Fuck love, Admire hate If I die now I wont retire late You can leave out the backdoor,Ill take the fire escape You win I lose, I guess this is checkmate *GUNSHOT*

I Am A Poplar Tree.... What Tree Are You
Entry for January 21, 2007 WELL I HAVENT GOTTEN TO SHOW OFF MY MAIL ROUTE TO YOU PEEPS ON HERE SO.... THIS IS A ROAD I DRIVE ON EVERY SATURDAY..... I HAVE A FEW MORE PICS BUT ... ANYWAY.... I HAVENT BEEN AROUND ALOT I KNOW.... JUST NEEDED A REPREVE .. .NO IDEA HOW TO SPELL THAT BUT ... IM BACK FOR NOW LOVE TO YOU ALL Tags: | Edit Tags Sunday January 21, 2007 - 07:30pm (MST) Edit | Delete | Permanent Link | 0 Comments INTO THE NIGHT She's just sixteen years old Leave her alone, they say Separated by fools Who don't know what love is yet But I want you to know - CHORUS: If I could fly I'd pick you up I'd take you into the night And show you a love Like you've never seen - ever seen. It's like having a dream Where nobody has a heart It's like having it all And watching it fall apart And I would wait till the end of time for you And do it again, it's true I can't measure my love There's nothing to compare it to But I want you to know

My Seduction
Your Seduction Style: Ideal Lover You seduce people by tapping into their dreams and desires. And because of this sensitivity, you can be the ideal lover for anyone you seek. You are a shapeshifter - bringing romance, adventure, spirituality to relationships. It all depends on who your with, and what their vision of a perfect relationship is. What Is Your Seduction Style?

I'm High... Shyttt!!!
I fuccin' love being high, its been 9 years of hardcore smoking weed and trust me I would never change it, its incredible, you laugh alot you think of shyt you would never think of ever in your life and I mean smart things like inventions and OMG I love it, I kill the foo who told me never to start in Kansas, LOL, Ray was right it kiccs ass mon... LOL, and I understand That 70's Show now, I use to not when I didn't smoke but man I understand errything now its freakin' amazing and then I'm one to love the shyt out of art and damn the glass pipes, bongs, zongs, 6 footers, bubblers, all that shyt freakin' amazes me, but my song broke yesturday and I cryed a million tears cause thats an original Zong from Zong Company and they went out of business last year that would have been worth a pretty penny but now ima glue it bacc together cause man did that thing make me feellllll soooooo goooooooood... its in my pics on this myspace, LOL, I got so many Myspaces... oh yeah my best good friend liv

Cuz I Had A Bad Day
I got not so good news from my doc. and went off yesterday on someone I love to death..... Just when things seem to be looking up they fall apart just as quick.. Doesn't that saying "When it rains it pours" ring true. So yeah, my love loses loved ones, I bug on him, flip out on a few friends cuz now i'm even more upset than I was in the 1st place cuz I hurt someone I care about, throw a few things around the place, step on my new glasses(ACCIDENTLY), fall down a flight of stairs taking out the trash, cut myself shaving, and have to call into work cuz I can hardly move and spend the rest of the night trying to figure out an impossible life Insert "BANG HEAD HERE" right there>>>>>>>>>>

Screwed Up School System
Notice to the Pinellas County School Board and Dunedin-Highland Middle School.It is illegal to hold an IEP meeting without the parent present in some form , let alone to implement said IEP.I know the IDEA laws that are set into place by the federal government to prevent this particular issue.My thoughts and feelings have not been heard nor have they been taken into consideration.I asked to have that meeting rescheduled due to a medical issue with my other child.Instead I get a verbal message relayed back to me by the child that the IEP affects saying ..."it can't be rescheduled ..sorry." The school board would best be reminded about the laws in which they are held accountable.I'm not a parent who does not care about my childs education..I am infact...A PARENT THAT IS DEEPLY INVOLVED IN THE EDUCATION AND PHYSICAL WELL BEING OF MY CHILDREN.The fact that one of your ESE teachers has once again gone against the laws that govern special needs kids highly ticks me off.They would also be

Golfer In Ireland
An American golfer playing in Ireland hooked his drive into the woods. Looking for his ball, he found a little Leprechaun flat on his back, a big bump on his head and the golfer's ball beside him. Horrified, the golfer got his water bottle from the cart and poured it over the little guy, reviving him. "Arrgh! What happened?" the Leprechaun asked. "I'm afraid I hit you with my golf ball," the golfer says. "Oh, I see. Well, ye got me fair and square. Ye get three wishes, so whaddya want?" "Thank God, you're all right!" the golfer answers in relief. "I don't want anything. I'm just glad you're OK, and I apologize." And he walks off. "What a nice guy," the Leprechaun says to himself. "I have to do something for him. I'll give him the three things I would want ... a great golf game, all the money he ever needs, and a fantastic sex life." A year goes by (as it does in stories like this) and the American golfer is back. On the same hole, he again hits a bad drive into

Attention: All Members Cowgirls/cowboys Of Ct
ATTENTION: ALL COWGIRLS AND COWBOYS OF CT, YOU NEED TO GO SHOW SOME LOVE TO PINK AND HER NEW BEAU FIREMAN185. I HAVE SOME GREAT NEWS THAT SOME OF YOU MIGHT NOT KNOW ABOUT YET BUT FIREMAN185(CHUCK) AND COWGIRL IN PINK(KRISTI) ARE OFFICIALLY ENGAGED TO BE MARRIED FOR REAL, NOT THIS CYBER MARRIAGE DEAL. SO GO SHOW SOME LOVE AND CONGRATULATIONS TO THEM BOTH. Hosted By SparkleTags.com MRS.FIREMAN185- COWGIRL IN PINK~HEAD OF THE COWGIRLS & COWBOYS OF CT~@ CherryTAP FIREMAN185 THE THIRD IN CHARGE OF THE COWGIRLS AN COWBOYS OF CHERRY TAP CT HUBBY TO COWGIRL IN PINK@ CherryTAP Hosted By SparkleTags.com Hosted By SparkleTags.com Hosted By SparkleTags.com Hosted By SparkleTags.com

A Mumm I Did
Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I cannot accept, and the wisdom to hide the bodies of those I had to kill today because they pissed me off. And also, help me to be careful of the toes I step on today, as they maybe connected to the feet I may have to kiss tomorrow. Help me to give 100% at work......... 12% Monday 23% Tuesday 40% Wednesday 20% Thursday and 5% Friday And help me to remember................ When I’m having a bad day and it seems that people are trying to wind me up....... It takes 42 muscles to frown 28 to smile and only 4 to extend my arm and smack someone in the mouth!!

Brilliant
A married couple is driving along a highway doing a steady 40 miles per hour. The wife is behind the wheel. Her husband suddenly looks across at her and speaks in a clear voice. "I know we've been married for twenty years, but I want a divorce." The wife says nothing, Keeps looking at the road ahead but slowly increases her speed to 45 mph. The husband speaks again. "I don't want you to try and talk me out of it," He says, "because I've been having an affair with your best friend, And she's a far better lover than you are." Again the wife stays quiet, But grips the steering wheel more tightly and slowly increases the speed to 55 He pushes his luck. "I want the house," he says insistently. Up to 60. "I want the car, too," he continues. 65 mph. "And," he says, "I'll have the bank accounts, all the credit cards and the boat!" The car slowly starts veering towards a massive concrete bridge. This makes him nervous, so he asks her, "Isn't there anything yo

Fun Times
So me and my Broseph Jimmy Popp were conversating about driving long distances in my truck during the summer when i say damn my truck would over heat and break down ... knock knock ... woman answers the door ... My Truck Broke down , Can i eat you out ... now i got to thinking if a woman's car broke down and she knocked on my door and asked can i suck your whang ... what would i say. well the answer to that would probably be yes, and im totally laughing my ass off at this because of 2 reason's first of all its fucking weird, second of all i'm telling you all this, soo how many would allow me to eat them out to use there phone... it would have to be one of those weird days where my cell phone is dead or has no reception and i would have to be driving through the desert to get somewhere , granted i love to drive; but i hate driving distances. just a thought throw me some love on this one and admit it was funny to read much ♥love to all♥ Zach A.K.A Sach, zachagewia

*scratch Scratch*
posted 2 pics of me :) hehehe one my sister took me when i was falling asleep the other is the proof of my surgery :( they are itching lol the nights in the hospital were ok, but i feel like if i'm pregnant (yeah i feel my belly bigger) and my throat is sore... tubes tubes tubes... lol check this link, that's how they did it to me http://cybersurg.arachnis.com/pictour.htm appart from this... not much really, i fall asleep a lot like Abe Simpson lol everywhere!!! this meds are good! thanks again for everyone that got me in their prayers... :) love you all!

What Your Birthday Says About Your Love Life
Your Birthdate: January 18 For you, love is a feeling that lingers for really long time - even after a relationship is totally over. In fact, you still make have strong feelings for the first person you fell in love with. You usually are reluctant to end relationships. And sometimes you're the last to know that things are ending! Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1 You are most compatible with people born on the 9th, 18th, and 27th of the month. What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

Life
sup i guess this is gonna be my first blog....and ireally dontk now wut to right lmao but then again i never know wut im gonna talk about till i really start going and then i just bore the hell outta ppl...so im just gonna spare you guys the pains lol....but i gues im stop right here.....and ill prolly have more fo you guys in the future mcl heather

Just Venting
after over a month of silence he finnaly speacks a whole month to heal to not miss him as much to finnaly stop feeling that i need him. then out of the blue he sends me a message. of all things hes imed me to yell at me over my new user pic. Once again what i look like is a problem for him. there doesnt seem to be anything about me thats good enough for him. im to stupid im to honest im to nice im to bitchy when im not nice im to trusting the list seems to go on forever. so i tell him if youve just imed to pick a fight pls go bother whatever girl your working on now. he claims there is noone ....i know better hes been smoozing natalie she let slip he may be moveing in with her soon. i hope for her sake hes grown up a bit or shell go thru the same garbage he put her thu before. the month of silence seems to have made it easyer to see him for who he realy is i know now hesa jerk and hes toxic for me....so why do i still yearn for him why do i still wish to close my eyes and belive the li

New Windshield Wipers
new windshield wipers Hey, I got a new set of Wiper Blades on my car. I think they might be too big because they hang over the edges a little, but I don't care, they work great and I would have to say that they are the only blades I have ever had that I actually like to watch working. Call me crazy, but lately I have been driving around non-stop with them on. I've even been pulled over and the cop asked to go for a ride so he could watch them work. They were outrageously expensive, but safety is my main concern and like I said, they work great. See attached pic : )

Laugh Love Cry!
¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾ As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back ¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾

Compatability?
Libra (me) & Taurus (Dwayne) Misunderstandings are sure to run rampant these two Venusians who don't even worship the same goddess! One loves with the body while the other loves with the mind. But if each can put aside their differences, these two artists could be quite happy together. Libra + Taurus Air + Earth = Dust Libra is ruled by Venus, and so is Taurus. Because of this thereÕs an immediate attraction between you. Your air element relates to your brains and your terrific communication skills, and all this appeals to the earthy and security-conscious Taurus. In return, Taurus can ground you and calm some of your mental scatter. YouÕll both enjoy having a busy social life, but there are limits for Taurus, who loves the domestic side of life. You need the social circle, but it could get a little exhausting for Taurus, who needs a quieter sort of environment, at least from time to time. Luckily, you also like a bit of mental calm, and hooking up with Taurus will

Ask Your Heart
Also ask your heart to purify and cleanse this defect and harmful desire. Ask also the help of the inner father and mother. Every time we eliminate a defect, we build our soul, our inner temple. We ascend. like going up a stairway The building blocks to knowledge and wisdom are constructed through the lessons of our character defects if we constructively review our conduct each day, asking where we are resentful, selfish, dishonest, or afraid. Remember, we need to review constructively, not destructively. Destructive review is when we ask, "what's the matter with me anyway." or "how could I be so stupid?" These question lead to morbid reflection or remorse and seriously affect our self esteem. In constructive review we ask, "what will I do next time?" With constructive review we progressively eliminate the defect and replace it with wisdom. My Creator, allow me to have my defects because through them I gain in knowledge

Friends In Mah List
I notice here.....also with my friends if yu are not online they notice this here.... i havent been here now 2 weeks.....too much damnn personal problems but not even one note asking what is going where are you nothing at all so im gonna clean up my friends list cause i know now who is a friend and who isnt so if your asss is deleted yu know why! ps! the ones that have send me notes this doents mean yu and yu know who you are

My First Published
now mind you this was my first published poem i was only nine when i wrote this, LOVE the love we share is so strong, i often hope things will never go wrong. i think of you all the time, do you spare some thoughts in your mind. i wish we where but still where not, but baby your often in my mind and with in my thoughts by crow

Just A Common Soldier
This was written for me by a friend. Different country same job. PLEASE do not copy without permission. ~JUST A COMMON SOLDIER~ He was getting old and paunchy and his hair was falling fast, And he sat around the Legion telling stories of his past Of a war that he had fought in and the deeds that he had done, In his exploits with his buddies,they were heroes, every one. And tho'sometimes to his neighbours,his tales became a joke, All his Legion buddies listened,for they knew whereof he spoke But we'll hear his tales no longer,for old Bill has passed away, And the world's a little poorer,for the soldier died today. He won't be mourned by many,just his children and his wife, For he lived an ordinary,quick and uneventful life Held a job and raised a family,quietly going his own way And the world won't note his passing,tho'a soldier died today. When politicians leave this earth,their bodies lie in state While thousands note their passing and proclaim that they

Wanting More Of You
The excitement I felt from you today was so amazing... For I have never felt anyone shake like you were... Usually it's me that shakes...I was so excited... I waited for that moment from day one and now that I had a taste, I need so much more of you... I need so much more of your touch, your kisses, your tongue, your sweat, I want to feel all of this all over my body... I need soo much of you, I want and need all of you... I need to spend hours alone with you...I need you... Sometimes it's so hard to see you leave, cause I know I won't see you again for a while...At times the emotions and feelings are so strong it seems like forever goes by before i see you again... I don't ever want to lose you....I need so much more. I Need YOU, I Love YOU, I Want YOU ...so much more my babe....

Job App
Job Application This is an actual job application submitted to a fast-food restaurant: NAME: Greg B DESIRED POSITION: Reclining. Ha ha. But seriously, whatever's available. If I was in a position to be picky, I wouldn't be applying here in the first place. DESIRED SALARY: $185,000 a year plus stock options and a Michael Ovitz style severance package. If that's not possible, make an offer and we can haggle. EDUCATION: Yes. LAST POSITION HELD: Target for middle-management hostility. SALARY: Less than I'm worth. MOST NOTABLE ACHIEVEMENT: My incredible collection of stolen pens and post-it notes. REASON FOR LEAVING: It was lousy. HOURS AVAILABLE TO WORK: Any. PREFERRED HOURS: 1:30-3:30 p.m., Monday, Tuesday, and Thursday . DO YOU HAVE ANY SPECIAL SKILLS?: Yes, but they're better suited to a more intimate environment. MAY WE CONTACT YOUR CURRENT EMPLOYER?: If I had one, would I be here? DO YOU HAVE ANY PHYSICAL CONDITIONS THAT WOULD PROHIBI

Poem
All alone I sit in the night. No one to talk to, no one in sight. There I sit daydreaming of you. Hoping this dream could somehow come true. Only if you could see, None of my friends will let me be. Yearning to be set free. Managing to stay real calm. Close my eyes, wipe the sweat from my palms. Keeping myself in tack around you. No one can help me, what should I do? I have to escape this terrible fate, Get it together before it's too late. Here you come closer, though you're still far away, Thinking of you always, I hope you think of me someday.

2006
Lost love found only to watch it erode. Friendships corroded some beyond repair, though all of this some friendships have grown stronger; yes 2006 has given and taken much. I know this year I cleaned out my closets and threw out a lot of stuff. Now I am left to sort out if what use to be was important or just something that filled up the closet. I see 2007 coming and feel a great relief that the chains I carry are lighter than what some are carrying. The one thing for certain the bed I have made to lay in is comfortable(both in the physical and the metaphorical sense). I have a few good memories from 2006 that are not tainted with something that resembles a lie. I know i am not the most grown up person I know but I am honest to a fault. I look into the abyss where my sole rests and see what looks back. It’s a shame that others can’t or won’t do the same. 2006 has taught me much. I have learned that vision too sharp will cut. I have learned that friendship means accepting anything tha

The Tongue Does Run
In the U.S of A! I am watching the tongue run! and as I know the true prose and what really was done! Feigning importance, knowledge and stature with an air of disgust. While merely sitting alone admiring the silicon busts. Protection for innocents is so crude and fragile, the persecuted and silent left watching but only until.........

Men & Dogs
Both take up too much space on the bed. Both have irrational fears about vacuum cleaning. Both are threatened by their own kind. Both mark their territory. Both are bad at asking you questions. Both have an inordinate fascination with women's crotches. Neither does any dishes. Both pass gas shamelessly. Neither of them notice when you get your hair cut. Both like dominance games. Both are suspicious of the postman. Neither knows how to talk on the telephone. Neither understands what you see in cats.

Plastic Gloves
Next time you use a pair of rubber gloves you can remember this..... A dentist noticed that his next patient, a little old lady, was nervous so he decided to tell her a little joke as he put on his gloves. "Do you know how they make these gloves?" he asked. "No, I don't," she replied. "Well," he spoofed, "there's a building in Mexico with a big tank of latex and workers of all hand sizes walk up to the tank, dip in their hands, let them dry, then peel off the gloves and throw them into boxes of the right size." She didn't crack a smile. "Oh, well. I tried," he thought. But five minutes later, during a delicate portion of the procedure, she burst out laughing. "What's so funny?" he asked. "I was just envisioning how condoms are made!" Gotta watch those little old ladies! Their minds are always working.....

Is It Really That Hard To Buy A Girl A Gift?
i go out on a date with a good friend of mine, and he can buy a rose for me, when i got out on a romantic interest type date why is it that the guy doesnt know how to throw down about a buck to buy a rose...? it makes no sence to me!!!! someone help me answer that!

Blondes Only Contest
Blondes Only Contest!!They say blondes do it better.. lets find outobviously you have to be a blonde to enterso send in your favorite pic to jo jo @Jo Jo fan and rate me.. i'll get ya back@ CherryTAP

Ghost Machines New Album Must Buy
Ghost Machines album reveals all the complicated stuff that is controlling are lives such as the smallest things look them up buy there album if your a fan of tool or other acts such as

Mariachi Static On My Radio......
well, i hear mariachi static on my radio And the tubes they glow in the dark And i'm there with her in ensenada And i'm here in echo park Carmelita, hold me tighter I think i'm sinking down... And i'm all strung out on heroin On the outskirts of town Well i'm sittin' here playing solitaire With my pearl handled deck The county won't give me no more methadone And they cut off your welfare check Carmelita, hold me tighter I think i'm sinking down... And i'm all strung out on heroin On the outskirts of town Well i pawned my smith corona And i went to meet my man He hangs out down on alvarado street At the pioneer chicken stand Carmelita, hold me tighter I think i'm sinking down And i'm all strung out on heroin On the outskirts of town Carmelita, hold me tighter I think i'm sinking down And i'm all strung out on heroin On the outskirts of town

Returning The Favor: For A Friend.
She watches him glide across the floor it's become an obsession she can't deny any more She knows that he can see her but pretends she's not there as she walks up to him and grabs hold of his hair ...and she says... My arms ache to hold the demon get lost in his dark embrace touch me there it's just like dreaming leave your mark without a trace... Make me yours and make me tremble draw the life from every vein this love is a sacred symbol take me from this life of pain... Shake me like a battered rag doll pull my hair and make me cry my wounded soul hears your call In your arms I'd gladly die he watches as she walks away rubs his scalp where her claws dug wonders why he didn't see before and finally just shrugs and when the darkness has engulfed her and she has wandered far away he tries to forget the words she whispered but inside he hears her say... My arms ache to hold the demon get lost in his dark embrace touch me there it's just like dreami

I Wanna Know
Between us and only us whoever reads this I wanna know 21 things about you. Fill in all the blanks leave no question unanswered 1.Your Full Name: - 2. Age: - 3. Favorite Color? - 4. Favorite Movie: - 5. Favorite Song: - 6. Favorite Band: - 7. Most Embarassing Moment: - 8. Are you a virgin (be serious ppl)? - 9. What makes you really happy? - 10. What makes you really mad? --- 11. Tell me what you think of me: --- 12. Do you know me or if you don't, do you wanna meet me? --- . . . . . . . . . . HERE COMES THE FUN . . . . . . . . . 1. How long have we known each other? - 2. Did you ever think you loved me?Or, do you love me now? - 3. Would you let me play with your hair, just because? - 6. Would you ever see a movie you hated for me? - 8. Have you ever wished something bad would happen to me when you were angry? - 9. Would you beat me at video games, or let me win? - 10. Do you want to tell me someth

Behind Human Behavior #1 - Trust
I’ve decided to start a section of writing called “Human Behaviors”. The point behind these articles will be to show my feelings and understandings when it comes to the behavior of individuals in this world. Those of you that know me well know that I’ve a very analytical and logical person, and for the most part, I can tell a lot about you from the first ten minutes of interaction with you, especially if we’re face to face. I’m incredible at reading body language and body movements. Anyway, this article is about trust There are many variables that make a person who they are. I believe that the ability (or lack there-of) to trust other individuals is a big part about how people act/react in a situation. I believe that the default human behavior is to trust everyone you come across. Think about it, when you were a kid, did anyone need to “earn” your trust? No, they didn’t, because the World was simple, everything you heard was a truth, even things that contradicted othe

Back On The Tap!
I haven't been here for what... almost 2 months? It feels like it... I was over in Boston, MA for three weeks (just got back two weeks ago), then I forgot my login for a while - only just remembered it! Well, dunno what else to say - I can't remember the last time I was here, so let's say it was 01/12 or 12/01 depending - the first day of December, anyways! Since then I've: - Had my Birthday (12/12) - Flown to Boston to meet my g/f (that I met on the net). Our first meeting, and yes - it went VERY well! - Been back at work 2 weeks, and been promoted. 3 times in 14 months is a pretty decent average - Been to an IHOP (as far as I know, we don't have any in Australia - International my arse!) - Gotten inexplicably better at Call of Duty 2. I'm usually the n0ob of my group, but I've started to not suck as badly (huzzah!) There's probably a heap of other stuff I've missed, but *shrugs* Oh well. Glad to be back!

In Need Of Disttaction And Stress Relief
When people have relationships we all know that its an up and down battle.. You give your love, your heart and thoughtfulness and sometimes its taken for granted.. Even if in a relationship thats not serious, when you've been together for a good long while there will be some emotional attachment. Knowing that you share your lover isnt always easy but can work if handled right. But its not just a lover relationship, its a bonded friendship too. When someone is my lover, and my friend they are very important to me and I put them in a very high place in my life.. That part of my life is very important. Yes they get my body, but they get my affection, consideration, thoughtfulness, intelligent conversation, someone who is fun in a multitude of ways, and someone who really cares and means what they say.. If I am your lover, I like being part of every aspect of your life, not just the bedroom! I also treat them fair and honestly. I'm not perfect, but dont I deserve to be treated fairl

The Existence Of God.
Ive seen this arguement rage across a myriad of frontiers, from science to the validity of Religion. I surmise that any arguement offering proof for or agianst the Being of God are made in error. All the arguments being made in either case assumes the existence of Divinity as existence applies to the human experience of being. Most argments hold the fact that God(or any form of Divinity) is beyond the concept of being Human, as a true concrete fact. It is this fact alone that invalidates all the arguments for or agianst his existence. If God doesnt exist in the Human sense of being Then God isnt Human and connot exist as We , as humans, do. Our Social, Phyical and mental Axioms and tradition do not apply to him/her, them, or it. If we do in this sense we are comparing apples to Oranges. Therefore It cannot be argued that God does or does not exist, simply because God Doesn't existe as we do as we as humans do. Divinity is subject to limitations and boundires of exiten

Thoughts Of A Moment
Admit to the cold hard truth of life. The fact that a woman goes into a bar by herself and not meeting friends she is only looking to get laid period. Yes I have seen these women and some are nasty looking enough i would not fuck her with my buddies dick. But then there is the rare occasion. A drop dead hottie comes in and you better be playing the best game cause she only wants to get laid. These cases when i determine the person other half has done something you can play off of it or go straight for the kill. And ask " You Wanna Fuck?" and someof you may say oh hell no I would just slap you. But i can say from past experiance for every time i get slapped i got one wild ride. Of course these women are using you for a revenge fuck but if you are up to it "Be The Man" "Use the Force" " Get Some Muther Fucker" I must also point out that i have grown weary of meaningless sex as for fact it is just not as good.

Hi:)
Hi all! I'm new to CherryTap so be gentle. A friend sent me the link and said to check it out so..hence I am here. I'm still trying to figure it all out so bare with me, it's a 'lil confusing:S Just saying Hi to all who reads this.

Hush Lyrics/poem By Amanda Kathryn (dedicated)
I wait in silence for your hand to touch, but every time I reach there's nothing to hold onto. I see the beauty in what was there before but it faded with the night and sun that rises. I see you when I dream, but that's all it will ever be. Until I hear your voice again on the phone or in my bed. I'll sit here until the morning, with a heart that's split in two. I whisper to you so he can't hear me, but my heart beats so loud it is almost deafening. I see your eyes and don't want to leave, because everything makes sense when you are here with me. I see you when I dream, but that's all it will ever be. Until I hear your voice again, on the phone or in my bed. I'll sit here until the morning, with a heart that's split in two. I wish, in silence. I dream, of you. I wait, for morning. I write, to you. I see you when I dream, but that's all it will ever be. Until I hear your voice again, on the phone or in my bed. I'll sit here until the morning, with

I Got This From A Friend So Lets Help This Guy Out!
Everyone needs to take the time and read this. Just take a break from all your other stupid bulletins about who is gonna die or if your love life will suck for 7 years and be serious and do the right thing. A kid needs our help so do the right thing. HI my name is Matt Dawson. I am 23 years old, and I have a large tumor on my brain and severe lung cancer. The doctors say I will die soon if this isn't fixed, and my family can't pay the bills. "The Make A Wish Foundation" has agreed to donate 7 cents for every time this message is reposted. For those of you who repost, I thank you so much. But for those who don't repost it, I will still pray for you. Please, if you are a kind person, have a heart. Please, please, PLEASE REPOST THIS MESSAGE AS "READ PLEASE!" Matt Dawson 702-355-6198 Home Please feel free to call me for anything. *hey it wont cost you but 10 seconds of your life

Pasos Para El Autoexamin Del Seno
Tan pronto le pase la regla o periodo ( o el mismo dia de cada mes si ya no tiene la regla), examine como se ven y como se sienten sus senos, buscando cualquier cambio. Informe inmediatamente cualquier cambio a su doctor o enfermera. Visite regularmente al doctor para sus examienes de los senos y pregunte sombre la mamografia. Paso 1 : Acostada Fijese si siente una bolita dura, la piel mas gruesa o cualquier cambio en el tejido del seno. * Coloque una almohada debajo de su hombro derecho y ponga el brazo derecho debajo de la cabeza * Con la mano izquierda extendida, examinese con la yerma de los dedos, usando los tres dedos del medio * Examinese haciendo presion leve, moderada y firme en cada area del seno, usando pequenos movimientos circulares * Examinese de arriba hacia abajo * Busque cambios en toda el area del seno, arriba y abajo del cuello (clavicula) y en la axila * Repita estos pasos en el seno izquierdo Purede repetir estos pasos d

Hand Signals
A man and his wife were doing yard work outside. The wife goes inside to take a shower. The husband was still outside and wanted to rake up the leaves on his front lawn, but he couldn't find the damn rake. He yells to his wife, who looks out the upstairs bathroom window, "Where's the rake?" Unfortunately she can't hear him. So he decides to point to his eye (meaning I), points to his knee (meaning need), and then makes raking motions. She has no idea what he means and yells, "What?" So he goes through the whole routine again. She nods, this time, like she understands what he's trying to say and, then, points to her eye, points to her left breast, points to her ass, and points to her crotch. Her husband is totally confused (and somewhat aroused), so he goes into the house, runs up the stairs, and leans his head around the corner. "What did you say?" he asks. She replies, "Eye, left tit, behind, the bush."

I Am A American
>> THIS IS A GREAT E-MAIL....HATS OFF TO CHARLIE >>DANIELS....AT LEAST HE HAS THE COURAGE TO SPEAK HIS MIND!!! >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> I don't know how everybody else feels about it, but to >>me I think Hispanic people in this country, legally or illegally, made a >>huge public relations mistake with their recent demonstrations. >> >> I don't blame anybody in the world for wanting to come >>to the United States of America, as it is a truly wonderful place. >> >> But when the first thing you do when you set foot on >>American soil is illegal it is flat out wrong and I don't care how many >>lala land left heads come out of the woodwork and start trying to give me >>sensitivity lessons. >> >> I don't need sensitivity lessons, in fact I don't have >>any-thing against Mexicans! I just have something against criminals and >>anybody who comes into this country illegally is a crimi

Smaaack~!!!!!
SmAaAcK~!!!!! U MUST BE ~SeXy~.. CUZ I JUST SmAkKeD CHO' aSs... LoL! ONCE YOU'VE BEEN SmAcKeD, YOU HAVE TO sMaCk 15 ~SeXy~ AsSeS. INCLUDING THE AsS THAT SmAcKeD YOU! IF YOU GET SmAcKeD AGAIN YOU'LL KNOW YOU'RE REALLY ~SeXy~! * * }�{ ** IF YOU BREAK THE ChAiN, YOU'LL HAVE UgLyNeSs FOR 10 YeArS LIKE ALL OUR IMITATORS. SO GO WyLd SmAcKiN ~SeXy~ AsSEs TO LET THEM KNOW THEY'RE ~SeXy~.

Sex At Work
By far one of the most exiting places to have sex as the rush of knowing that someone could burst right in or could here the moaning from the office next door. If you have never tried it you should you'll never forget it.

If I Was In Your Bed
IF U SAW ME IN YOUR BED.....!!!! =)If you woke up n da middle of da night and saw me in your bed what would u do? Give me your opinion!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1) go back to sleep 2) slap me 3) cuss me out 4) jus tell me to leave 5) climb on top of me and cuddle 6) fuck me so good... details please! 7) give me head 8) make me breakfast 9) ask me my name (lol) 10) call the cops 11) make love to me until we get tired 12) say damm u look good_ howd u get here?

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The Mommy
The past couple of days have been days that have reminded me just how short life is. How in the blink of eye your life can change or even worse be over. My daughter, Madison is in 3rd grade. I always hear her talk about a little boy who sits by her named Jordan. "He is always asking me for my pencils mommy!" She would always give them to him though. I didn't know much about Jordan until yesterday. Now I'd give anything to change that. Jordan's mom must have been busy yesterday morning. She first dropped Jordan's little sister off at an elementary school near their home, and then dropped Jordan off at his school which is about 30 minutes from their home . Jordan has an older brother who is currently hospitalized with strep, mono and bronchitis. The hospital is about a mile and a half from Jordan's school. So after dropping Jordan off she was heading to see her other son in the hospital..only a mile and a half away....within three blocks of the hospital she was killed. Another driver ran

To All My Friends, You Know Who You Are
hey want to let all my friends know i finally got an apartment. so most of you know what that means. yep i wont have online for awhile. at least not till we get things organized. i want to let everyone know i will miss talking to you but when i can i will get online to see how everyone is doing. so feel to leave me messages. i love hearing from everyone. for now to the ones that have my number that will be the only way to get ahold of me till i get internet turned on in the new place. well i hope to talk to ya'll soon. my love to everyone, Lisa

Women With Weapons
Women with Weapons The media have grotesquely skewed the public image of women who choose to own firearms. Unfortunately, such exposure can affect one's self-image. This test is offered in the hopes of putting these false images into a more proper perspective. Please circle your answers to each below: 1. What is the real meaning of that pink T-shirt with a revolver on it that says: "The ultimate in feminine protection"? 1. Obviously a plot by seditious gun fanatics from the NRA. 2. I'm amazed the pigs have no law banning women's T-Shirts. 3. A 9mm for "light days" and a .44 Magnum for "heavy days". 2. For rape and assault prevention, a whistle is: 1. All you'll ever need. 2. Like I'd use yet another phallic symbol. 3. The signal to open Fire. 3. The movie "Thelma & Louise" was: 1. An insidious plot to stamp out femininity and glorify violence. 2. A male ploy to encourage further suppression of women. 3. A training film. 4. What was technically wrong

Poem: Sorceress Poet
COPYRIGHTED MATERIAL PLEASE DO NOT COPY WITHOUT PERMISSION. THANK YOU. Sorceress Poet A wonder is the spell she weaves Entering our minds and souls Thoughts and emotions with us she leaves As she she strives to reach her goals She weaves her spell with words of ryhme Bringing us to places unseen Taking us to another time Showing us dreams which she has seen Walks With Wind we live your journey Hear the wind and know your dream Along with you we grow weary Feel how alone on this journey you seem Aylynne Cleary we know your hunger Feel the shame of killing your sire Rejoice as you've found another teacher An eternity before you, never to tire I thank you Sorceress for the magic you bring For the sights and wonders you bring us Poet You bring sadness at times, but our hearts sing Your life, your soul to us you show it And when you tire from the spells you weave You can turn to Dragon and under his wing Find comfort and solace until you leave For t

Quotes On Attitude
Eccentricity is not, as dull people would have us believe, a form of madness. It is often a kind of innocent pride, and the man of genius and the aristocrat are frequently regarded as eccentrics because genius and aristocrat are entirely unafraid of and uninfluenced by the opinions and vagaries of the crowd. Edith Sitwell (1887 - 1964), Taken Care Of ,1965 A positive attitude may not solve all your problems, but it will annoy enough people to make it worth the effort. Herm Albright (1876 - 1944) I happen to feel that the degree of a person's intelligence is directly reflected by the number of conflicting attitudes she can bring to bear on the same topic. Lisa Alther, Kinflicks, 1975 Complaining is good for you as long as you're not complaining to the person you're complaining about. Lynn Johnston (1947 - ), For Better or For Worse, 11-06-03 I am still determined to be cheerful and happy, in whatever situation I may be; for I have also learned from experience that the gr

Tower Love Scene
Okay, you all know the deal with the love scenes...sex is more extreme on paper, so if you get offended easily I suggest you meander around the children's section instead of reading my scene.... Also a word to the men in my life who are reading this....this is not men's porn, this is for the ladies. It is not meant to be vulgar...it is supose to be flowery, so if that sort of thing makes you gag, just don't read it. I don't think you will gag though, so you may want to read it! *** "Milord." William turned to find his wife taking to the stairs behind him. He stopped to let her catch up to him. "What are you doing up at this hour milady? You should be abed." The troches in the tower made deep shadows dance off her golden skin. Her chestnut hair was pulled up in loose curls, a few escaping their captive hold. He smiled as she looked up at him from the step below with a smile on her swe

My Life Story
well i once live a life that was not that kind of life i was living and that was me being a ALCOHOLIC yeah i hav lived that life and it was not pretty to see how my life was back then so here i think to myself what a life i was living but it was not the life i wanted to live for all those yrs but it never had change me for it but just me being a drunk up til i had someone that WAS in my life for almost 4 yrs and somehow she put up wiht my BS and always had stuck with me thick and thicker but this most pretty girl i had in my life could of been everything but who knew that my drinking had made her change her ways about me and how she felt about me and i didn't hav all the answer to everything in life cuz i thought i had all the answer while i was being drunk but i was wrong on that seem like it only take one thing ,one time ,one day and it would be gone just like that seem like the life i had was not the life i WAS dreaming for cuz it took one little thing in my life to see it all it re

Word Of Warning...
AIGHT, SO NEVER PLACE A BOTTLE OF CODENE NEXT TO A BOTTLE OF ASPIRIN, CAUSE WHEN THE BATHROOM IS DARK THEY BOTH LOOK THE SAME. AND I'M NOT THINKING THE 8 CODENE WAS THE SMARTEST IDEA I HAD TODAY...ON THAT NOTE, ANYONE WANNA GIVE ME CPR, OR JUST WANNA STICK THIER TONGUE IN MY MOUTH? THINKIGN EITHER WOULD WORK.LOL. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL P.S. NAKED AND SPINNING!!

Valentines Day
I think it is sad, that some men wait till a day on the calendar to be nice to their spouse. When I finally get to be with the woman of my dreams, I won't celebrated Feb. 14th as the day of love. Every day should be that day. If the only time you are loveable, sweet, buy her flowers, show affection, or do thing nice is on a made up holiday.... Then you are wrong. A woman should get flowers though out the year...... Just because you love her. A woman should get affection all the time.......Just because you love her. A woman should be made to feel special EVERY SINGLE DAY OF THE YEAR. If a man has to wait to surprise her with dinner, flowers, candy just because of the date, then they are no man. And what does most men expect for this "kindness"? SEX. Yep, some men think that because it is valentines day, and they did the extra stuff, they are going to get lucky that night. What a crock of shit. In my house, everyday will be Valentines Day. She won't have to wait for one day on the

Message In A Bottle
Gods. I know its bad when I am counting down the hours till the day. I normally hate V-Day, but thats beside the point. I'm on antidepressants for a month. F*C this. its a matter of needing something to balance my mood out. I am tired of having to force myself out of bed each morning to actually face the day. So yes, its better living through chemistry for me for a while. I am sure when I get to feeling like I am not half a human being.. Which is pretty much how the sistuation at work has me feeling. You madam are worthless. You can't do the work. Your worthless to us. Well thank you #$()*#()*$ cause working for you got me into this blankity blank perdiciment.

Cherrytap Shop. Here Is What They Need....
You know what I think would be cute? Us girls need to be able to buy gifts for each other. Something that lets the other party know that we really appreciate them. A PAIR OF DESIGNER SHOES!!!! Like a little pair of Blahnik looking shoes or something. Yes? I think so.

Unmade
Swirling, massing boiling hate, Ignoring arrogant, lonely fate, Twisting turning anguished face, Black tightening desolate space, Numbing, painful thrilling fears, Blinding Shattering silver tears, Heaven, light, distorted, crazy, Hellish visions, clear and hazy, Distil the clouds in the paralysed mind, Capturing light, nasty and kind, Find the darkness in yourself, Sitting, low on a broken shelf, Crying screaming frothing night, Trickling, Jaded flowing flight, Catalysts, oblivion sighing breath, Joyous laughing mocking death, Glorious delicious violent pain, Burning crystalline devil’s flame, Apocalypse, haunted futures seen, Skin, rotting, dying green, Inside colourful meaningless separate parade, Dancing as all things finally become unmade.

Legend Of Sirena From Guam
Guam's legendary mermaid, Sirena, lived in Agana during Spanish times near the Minondo River where fresh spring waters dividing the city of Agana met the ocean at the river's mouth (Bicana) not so far from the site of the statue above. She loved the water and was known to swim whenever she could steal a moment from her chores to satisfy her greatest pleasure. One fateful day, Sirena's mother sent her to get coconut shells to be used as coal for the iron. Oblivious to time and duty, Sirena couldn't resist the refreshing river. There she swam while her mother called impatiently. Sirena's godmother happened to be visiting, and as her mother angrily cursed her daughter with the words, "Since Sirena loves the water more than anything, she should become a fish", her Nina (godmother) quickly interjected, "leave the part of her that belongs to me". Unknown to mother, godmother, family and friends, Sirena was never to return home again, for feeling unusual sensations as she swam, she so

This Is For Me
PEOPLE WHO ARE GUNNA HELP BOMB MY CONTEST ... ©Ben Dover©@ CherryTAP renegadelvr@ CherryTAP ♥Kimy♥ CLUB BEWITCHED †La bella principessa italiana†@ CherryTAP lordkaos@ CherryTAP Minx@ CherryTAP lucy K.O.T (AMC)@ CherryTAP Creative One@ CherryTAP dadkrisoldfool@ CherryTAP GAME OVER@ CherryTAP Lil Sexy@ CherryTAP ~RÁZØR~@ CherryTAP TATER@ Ch

Alycat Needs Help!!!
HEY GUYS I AM IN ANOTHER CONTEST!!!! THIS GUY WAS COMPLETELY FAIR ALSO, EACH RATING IS WORTH 10 COMMENTS SO THEREFORE IF I COLD JUST GET ALL MY FRIENDS TO GIVE IT A QUICK RATING AND A FEW COMMENTS I THINK I COULD WIN THIS THING... FIRST PLACE IS A 7 DAY BLAST!!! PLEASE HELP ME OUT!!! LOVES YOU GUYS!!! ~~AlyCat

My Life
Well guys guess what there is nothing to ruin my life any more except me. Jason and I have not spoken in I guess it’s been two months and I feel great. The love of my life is being sweet then ever and I am growing to love him more and more with each passing day. He is dark and mysterious but not in a sinister way and I take great pride and being his wife as he calls me. We are nothing less than soul mates drawn to one another by our deep lust for life and of course blood. Just kidding guys he’s not a vamp all though I am beginning to wonder about me cause we both love to bite. But anyways back to the subject of my loving husband. He has been an adoring fan of mine for quite some time now and I could not be more pleased with him. I guess you could say I too am his adoring fan. He is the oxygen that fills my lungs and helps to give me life. I know that when God created me he had Jeff in mind. We are perfectly matched in almost every way. We are in fact so much alike that we cannot argue

Joke: Little Johnny And His Brother
So, one Saturday morning, Johnny wakes up early and goes to his parents room to wake them up. Finding the door closed, he opens it only to find Mom and Dad having wild sex. He realizes he's done something wrong by the way Mom screamed and Dad yelling at him to get out and shut the door. After a few moments, Dad comes out and tries to comfort Johnny since he's crying and obviously upset. "What were you and Mommy doing in there?" Johnny says thru his tears. "Well, son," Dad replies, "we were trying to make you a baby brother." Johnny is just happy as hell with this. He walks around school the next Monday and tells all his friends that he's going to have a baby brother, someone to play with, and all that. Well, later in the week, Dad comes home from work only to find little Johnny sitting on the front porch really crying up a storm. "What's the matter, Johnny?" asks Dad. "Well, remember the baby brother you were trying to make for me?" "Yes..." replies the

Just An Update
WELL THUS FAR, I'VE DELETED 200 PEOPLE/EMPTY PROFILES FROM MY FRIENDS LIST. WORST PART ABOUT IT - IS, I HAVEN'T EVEN HIT THE HEART OF MY FRIENDS LIST. I'M STILL WORKING ON THE FIRST 5 PAGES. MOST OF YOU ARE PRETTY SAFE TO STAY =) THE PEOPLE THAT ARE GETTING CUT ARE 1) EMPTY PROFILES AND 2) PEOPLE I'VE NOT HEARD FROM - EVER!

Babies
I have just learned from BabyJesus that all the Storks have quit delivering babies and well people will have to start making their own. So, I have been trying to make a baby all by myself now for some time and still can’t seem to get it right. All I am doing is making a dang mess here and this stuff gets so sticky and gooey am I doing something wrong anyone got any advice for me.

Lyrics To
"P.S. MOMMA" Hey Momma this is me, your little baby boy. I miss my G.I. Joe's and the rest of my toys. But I'm at camp right now with all the other boys. And I made a new friend and his name is Roy. So Momma I'm gone, but I'm not too far. Cuz I'm still with you in your prayers and the bottom of your heart. I know you miss me Momma, but I'll be home in a while. p.s. Momma.............here's you a smile. Hey momma this is me, and Roy say's to say hi. Two more weeks of basic and we'll both earn our stripes! Thanks for all of your letters they helped me to get by. And I'm sorry this is short, but they don't give us much time. So Momma I'm gone, but I'm not too far. Cuz I'm still with you in your prayers and the bottom of your heart. I know you miss me Momma, but I'll be home in a while. p.s. Momma...........here's you a smile. Hey Momma this is me, fro

Dark Dreams Of Passion
“Sorry for posting such tear-jerkers… My way of handling my blues mood… Okay!! ********* When dark brings the night Dull and feint within my heart Dark dreams of passion Seeking the current of healing On a path alone Your image holds my mind My bare heart shivers With a cry furlong Destroying Intruder Disaster My conscious has stop The edge is near That’ s why I am staying in distress In this world of pain I can still hear Your voice in my ear I can’ t believe my eyes If that is… What my love did to you I rather die today Than to… Ever love again The pain is just Too much!!

Should You
just fuck one guy at a time? or just live life,lol, i never can be faithful, lol, dont know if its scared im gonna get hurt or scaredof fucking the same person, for the rest of my life haha, oh well, ill grow up sometime

*just Human* By:josh Brookover
Conceived by madness, sedated by sadness. delving in the inconcievable, life is unbearable.The pendulum swings as time wastes away,never knowing which way i will be forced to sway...I am a puppet of society, leaving me empty. Feeling no curtesy, for what’s within me. I destroy myself more and more everyday by drinking and drugs, while watching my mind decay. Elapsing to self affliction, while creating a new addiction, Emancipated mind free from society’s cage, changing from passive to an unexplainable rage. Humanity keeps me from being who I need to be. Held down by emotions and pity, stranded in an empty city. I await the end of me for there is nothing left to be....

Do You Have An Only Child? This Might Be For You
The Seven Sins of parenting an only child.... 1. Overindulgence - both material and Emotional .. now even those with more children have to admit that they did both with their first child, it seems impossible not to just because they are new to you, they become your world, they help you get your life together if you were having trouble doing that before they came into your life. Keep in mind though that this can spell disaster in the future especially if you end up with other children or if you learn moderation early on it can be managable. 2. Overprotection - Now in these days and age it is hard not to be overprotective of any children you have be they your only or amongst several in a brood. But you also have to keep in mind that children who are hampered in their confidence building early on because their parents were very overprotective, often end up with social issues and anxiety as they get older. Protect, know where they are and what they are doing but don't breath down the

Randomishness I Wrote...
She didn't even wait for the cars to pull away, or for the bullet to stop raining down. She couldn't smell the burned rubber or the blood pouring onto the ground. All she saw was teh look on his face as he slowly went down. The only thing she heard was her heartbeat racing, then suddenly, stop. Her legs were racing foward before her brain sent the message. She hit her knees horrifyed. Her expression as grave as his own. There was only silence as she held him in her arms. Her tongue found what to say to reassure them both. "It's okay, you'll be fine. Everything will be alright! Please!?" The word had found it's way there by mistake. At first his cold hand grasped hers tightly with agony. Then softly he'd carrass her face with one last grin as she felt the tears slip down. She stroaked his dark hair from his now paled face and watched the light slowly fade from his brown eyes, unblinking. She forced the hand to hold her face again, but it went limp. Fear was replaced wi

Wolf
" To soar like an eagle " " To float like a feather " are just two ways I've heard people say that love makes them feel The times that I said " I love you " I felt like a wolf seeing the moon I feel like I have come from the darkness into the light of the moon but could do no more... I could see and feel it's light, and yet... never know it's touch or even its pure warmth I merely know its affect on others From where I was I could not reach it but I could see the birds flying to it Being so close to it and yet... still to far. Alas, all I could do was watch the others See, feel, and absorb the light without me Then when I look around and see no one I finally understand, I am truly alone......

Mhmm
I got all the pictures! w00t once again if i forget just remind me and i shall do them mhmm! Its so damn cold out i just wanta scream! Argh! Argh! LOL anthony and i are gonna go cuddle just watch :P ♥ I love him. Yes i do ♥ Anyway our page was acting kinda funny earlier but it is fixed now. Stupid comments i swear it! Same deal as before, rate my blog, and ill rate all your pictures just comment saying youve done so. And this time, ill also fan you :) as well. And and ill send you a special thing :P w00t

Love's Enduring Promise(poem) By Amanda K.
I don't know if you notice me, but you're too hard to ignore. I want to yell out your name, but the words never come out. Will I ever see you again? will our paths ever meet? Or is this chance about to pass, and will you and I just never speak? I can't live without knowing you. You stole my heart so quick, almost seems a shame to waste it. Please don't lead me a stray I promise to never hurt you, If you give your heart to me. I'll treasure it forever and always, and won't ever give it away. -A

Ringling Bros Employees Tell Of Bloody Beatings And Routine Abuse
Two former Ringling employees have contacted PETA independently with allegations of routine abuse in the circus, including bloody beatings and a culture in which employees who object to animals’ cruel treatment are either ignored or punished. Still haunted by what she witnessed, Archele Hundley quit Ringling’s red unit in June 2006 after just two months, and Bob Tom, who worked on the same unit for two years, was fired in August 2006, allegedly for complaining about the beatings. Elephants Live in Fear of Beatings Both Hundley and Tom worked on the animal crew and tell PETA that they witnessed a violent beating of an elephant that lasted at least 30 minutes when Ringling had a layover at the fairgrounds in Tulsa, Oklahoma. When an elephant refused a command to lie down, Ringling’s head elephant trainer, Sacha Houcke, allegedly beat the elephant with a bullhook, hooking her behind the ear, on the leg, and on the back. At one point, he reportedly inserted the hook inside the elephant’

My Hearts Desire
Things I love I love when my face is held. I love when a guy looks into my eyes I love when someone plays with my hair I love it when my back is rubbed I love to hold hands I love to lay my head on my guy's chest I love to be snuggle while I am sleeping I love to have the top of my head, my forehead, the tip of my nose and my hand kissed ( a kiss on the forehead means you are mine forever) I love to have doors opened (and closed) for me I love when a guy gives me his coat when I am cold I love to be helped out of cars, and up & down steps I love to sit on peoples laps I love to slow dance I love a slow passionate kiss that goes on and on

John Gets Stoned, Has An Interesting Experience
I smoked a hookah last night. A hookah, for the ignorant retards, is basically an arabic bong with a hose for smoking. The tobacco you use is covered with honey, making the taste sweet. Where most cigarette tobacco burns the throat a bit, this smoke tastes like cherry flavored air. Hookah tobacco has an incredible calming effect. Anyways, then I got high and ate 30 shrimp and 3 cheeseburgers. Fun night.

The Cruxshadows - Monument
I never wrote you a love song somehow words could not express what I needed to say. and so I never wrote you a love song and now its much, much too late 'cause you've gone away But I will build this monument to remember all the love we once had and I'll close my eyes and make it how it used to be I swear I never stopped loving you with everything I am and it hurts so much to think you stopped loving me you stopped loving me... So I wish I'd had written you a love song and somehow you understood what it feels to be me because the Angel loves the sprite forever and does it unconditionally But I will build this monument to remember all the love we once had and I'll close my eyes and make it how it used to be I swear I never stopped loving you with everything I am and it hurts so much to think you stopped loving me you stopped loving me...

Biker Bar Wild Side Radio Apparel And Other Items
if you want a cool place to hang out and listen to cool music talk to hot woman and check awesome bikes come see us at sissy &cowboys biker bar and check out all the new biker bar products at for all your biker bar shirts hats and coffee muggs listen to the hottest tunes with wildside radio (repost of original by 'COWBOY~HUSBAND OF SISSY~BRATS B/F~co owner @the biker bar' on '2007-02-21 06:20:06') (repost of original by 'TX~SISSY~COWBOYS WIFE & BRATS GF~CO~OWNER @ THE BIKER BAR' on '2007-02-21 07:00:30') (repost of original by 'COWBOY~HUSBAND OF SISSY~BRATS B/F~co owner @the biker bar' on '2007-02-21 07:33:15')

Boredness And The Girl Issue
yup. boredness fucking sux. cuz im bored. and i got nothing to do. and all the hot girls that im talking to down here are taken. and all the ones that i have no idea how to talk to arent taken and its seriously pissing me off. why is it that i can talk to the taken ones but not the single ones? fuck that shit. its stupid. lol

What's Frustrating Me About Cherry Tap
So, I've been on Cherry tap about a week now, maybe less. Right now it mostly seems to consist of: a) People commenting on profiles. b) People posting pictures. c) People voting on pictures. d) Various voting contests. Ya know, that's all well and good, but what about getting to know people. Blogs are hard to read (You have to go through them one at a time, and the Alerts box isn't showing blog updates), Bulletins are just well, impersonal. I came here primarily to meet, and learn about interesting people, which everyone seems to be, but I'm wading through so much mindless stuff to get there. I think I may decide to only vote on one picture per friend per day at this point. Right now, it takes me too long to surf through all of them. Rant off from Klandon, whose bulletin's don't get read anyway.

You Really Wanna Know? ;)
You scored as Pink. Your heart is pink. You're everyone's friend. Woo go you! Everyone loooves you!! You're the definition of a true friend, which is why you mean so much to your friends. You will do anything to see your friends smile, you have a great quality- don't change for anybody.Pink96%Blue82%Yellow75%Red39%Black29%Purple29%White25%Orange25%Green7%~What colour is your heart?~created with QuizFarm.com table width="350" align="center" border="0" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="2">You Are 59% Passionate, 41% Compassionate

Why The Blogs?
People ask me. "Kooky, why do you write all these stupid blogs?" My answer, "Because you read them!" Actually, I must write them per the terms of my house arrest. The Shrinks think it is good fer me to express myself through these blogs. It should benefit my recovery. If one can ever recover from mental illness. I am not convinced any method of treatment can cure insanity. Perhaps I am mistaken. I think not. I have researched the subject. Thar are some medications that can work in concert with other forms of treatment. But then... I am not insane! I am an actor. Remember that! Don't worry... I will not allow you to forget!

Ipod Is Going To Destroy The World.
I have an iPod shuffle. I took the naming part seriously and named him Pachelbel. I love Pachelbel to death, but I'm starting to notice some bad things about owning a shuffle. It's way to easy to blow off everyone and just go about my business. But what am I missing out on I wonder? I think that people notice that I'm ignoring them like I would fat-free, low calorie, no sugar added cracker, and talk behind my back in front of me. That is so not fair. If someone doesn't like me, might as well tell me so that way I can tell them how stupid they really are. And another thing is that I lost hours to listening to things that I've never noticed before. Having the earbuds makes every song I've listened to before seem much more...personal. It's freaking beautiful. Oh shit. I guess my blogging skills are at an end if I say "freaking beautiful." Damn, damn, damn. Well another dae.

Deicide Blame It On God
God is the reason we live in dismay It is his will that this world's suffering If we do not believe what you foretell We can expect afterlife will be hell You are the one, who killed his own son We are the ones, you're blaming it on Lust was created beginning with hymn When we indulge we are guilty of sin Torture our lives with confusion and lies Mass contradiction, Religious facades BLAME IT ON GOD BLAME IT ON GOD BLAME IT ON GOD!!!!!!!!!!!LIAR Lord of salvation keep looking away It is your will that this world goes astray Take us each day from this place you unworthed Unfulfilled promise of heaven on earth You are the one, who killed you're own son We are the ones, your hatred is on Children are dying and this you're content Where is your profit in what you have left No intervention from angels above God is the reason that Satan lives on BLAME IT ON GOD BLAME IT ON GOD BLAME IT ON GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!LIAR

Kooky Is Spooked!
I am watching a dvd. It's called "Dog Soldiers." It's about these soldiers who are stuck in a house with werewolves all around the outside. Pretty spooky! Especially, after seeing the giant coyotes. But I will watch this movie. I got the shivers-chivers! But I will leave you tonight with the wild cry of Kooky Nutt... "FubbaFoo! FubbaFoo!" FubbaFoo is my catch phrase! What does it mean? I dunno, but I like saying it!

Vote No On Sb 861!!!
Against it. If any of you out there are my friends, I ask you out of the kindness of my heart to repost this. If you're not my friend, I ask you search for the source compassion in your soul and repost this anyway. More importantly, if you're in a position to, DO something about it. This is about California legislation being passed to exterminate pit bulls. If it passes in California, it could be on it's way to anywhere. Someone has to try to make a difference...what if it were your pet? It would be great if Myspace could be used for something good other than getting dates. Please pass the word along and post this...so as many people can see this as possible.

Family Crisis
TO ALL THE LADYS WHO IN THE SEXXII GRANDMOTHERS CONTEST , I HAVE TO END THE CONTEST AS OF NOW ,MY FAMILY HAS A CRISIS RITE NOW PLEASE UNDERSTAND I THANK EACH EVERYONE FOR BEIN THE CONTEST, I WLL SEND THE PRIZE IN A FEW TO THE WINNERS I SENT MESSAGES OUT TO ALL THE LADYS ABOUT THE CONTEST AN THIS IS WHAT THE THE WINNER HAD SENT TO ME ,,SOME PPL HAVE NO HEART, so its over? Is it to continue later? Surely its not just aborted after so much time & attention from the supporters. I understand family crisis, but are you awarding a winner or just doing away with the contest?????????????? You got mega points for everyone who had their supporters voting and it would hardly be fair if a winner was not awarded. So let me know if this is just put on hold till your crisis is over or are you saying no winners your just ending it? It was due to end tomorrow and I'll be very disapointed if there is to be no winner when you have made so many points from those of us that have voted day & ni

Ra Walking And Thinking
this is a song by a band called Ra thought i would share From the air I see your loneliness You carry on despite your fear Inside a box you keep your sanity And it will never seem clear, to me Over the hills, the light, it flows... It shows the angels laughing But where is the love that we're supposed to find? Lost in a maze of games so very dark and overwhelming Lost in these thoughts that seem to rule my mind A simple spell cast is broken through The force of life decides to bend You lay below the sacred stormy skies And you will write the end... for me Over the hills, the light, it flows... It shows the angels laughing But where is the love that we're supposed to find? Lost in a maze of games so very dark and overwhelming Lost in these thoughts that seem to rule my mind The door will close and I will be denied A dagger thrust into my chest You claim yourself to the victory But it is I... who will rest, in peace Over the hills, the light, it flows

A Letter Of Love
excerpt entitled: A Letter of Love 1 "...As my heart felt Naked and abandoned You clothed me Sheltered me ...You swam to me You rescued me ...for you touched My heart Like no other has Bringing a joy Like it has Never known Embedding your love So deep inside of me You became a part Of me."

Tick Repellent
I dug deep in my herbal formula books for this recipe out of desperation, given that a few friends of mine live in the epicenter of the tick-generated Lyme disease epidemic. I tested the essential oil that is recommended for ticks, Rose Geranium, by putting a few drops—no more!— on our dogs’ collars, to see if it would repel ticks. Lo and behold, we went from 20 ticks a day on each dog, to none. The second best essential oil for repelling ticks is American Pennyroyal (also called tickweed). * 2 tablespoons vegetable or nut oil (almond oil contains sulfur, a repellent in its own right) * 10 to 25 drops Rose Geranium essential oil Combine the ingredients in a glass jar; shake to blend. Makes: 2 tablespoons Shelf Life: 6 months Dab a few drops on your skin or clothing, making sure to avoid eyes. Caution Skip the Pennyroyal if there is anyone pregnant (including pets) in the home, as it can induce miscarriage. And as always, use essential oils with caution as they can burn

Read A Label’s Signal Words - How To
In most ways there are few government safeguards in place for us regarding the safety of commercial cleaning products, but “signal words” and "warning words" on product labels are one notable exception. They are placed there by order of the federal government and are primarily for helping you protect your family’s health. Learn how to recognize the warning signs that you’re holding a toxic product in your hands. One of the best ways to protect your self from toxic products is to read labels and pay particular attention to “signal words.” They are placed on products by order of the federal government, with the primary purpose of protecting you, but sometimes to tell you about the products’ potential impact on the environment. POISON/DANGER means something very toxic; only a few drops could kill you. WARNING means moderately toxic; as little as a teaspoonful can kill. CAUTION denotes a product that is less toxic; two tablespoons to a cup could kill you. There are a few others, call

Friends Album
Hi all Hope your all having a great weekend i will be adding photo's to my album soon, and was wondering if my friends would mind me adding a picture of you in it, any friends that would mind, please feel free to say no, i will understand, so dont worry about saying no sending ou all some luv Mandy xxx

~*~christine's Blog~*~
You Have Fantastic Karma You are a kind, sensitive, and giving person. And all your good deeds will pay off - if they haven't already. But you're not so concerned with what you get in return anyway. You have an innate caring nature - and nothing can change that! How's Your Karma?

Can U Help Me Out
IM IN A CONTEST AND I KNOW I SAID I WOULDNT GO INTO ANOTHER ONE AFTER I WAS UNFAIRLY DISQUALIFIED FROM THE LAST ONE BUT I DONT SEE WHY I SHOULDN'T SO IF U CAN SPARE SOME TIME WILL U GIVE ME SOME OF YOUR LOVELY CHERRY VOTES THANKS GUYS JUICYWETLIPSXXX

I Love You Forever And Always...
Time is on our side, And there's nothing to hide. Words spoken so freely, They flood like blood in our veins so deeply. Moments that we have shared, Times to come in compare. I love you forever and always there in my heart it will be, I will be here awaiting oh so patiently! Time is a factor of all involved to see what happens in this union, For all that has been said and that is unspoken. You are someone special in my life and in my heart, Us admitting that to each other is a start. I love you Forever and Always! written on 2/24/07 by me (Becky) aka naughtyBBWnurse

Love And Romance
When I first fell in love, I wasn't happy but instead I was scare and nervous, My first love was so beautiful, Like a wonderful dream that had came true for me, I was scare of loving too much, Because I didn't know what I would have done, Once my love walked hands in hands with someone else and not with me, I was afraid of the days to come, When we would have be apart from each other, I would not be able to think right, Because those eyes and the beautiful smile had captured my heart. You love someone so much today, Then the next you lose your love, I was afraid of loving, Afraid of falling in love because I would have to learn the pain, The pain when you have to hear the word goodbye, I would have to watch the morning go by, And wonder about tomorrow because my love has left me heartbroken. Who can stop love from dying out when the person has stopped loving you, I know I can't stop my heart from breaking apart, Love's so sweet and romantic, But it turns sour a

Drain Myself
Drain myself of you Let it all seap out Myself I will subdue Pain feels so good relieving myself of you You could never be understood Your ways of thinking To which I cared Starts slowly shrinking Of what have I become Feeling so cold and alone The pain starts to numb Walking alone in the dark Nobody can see the tears Or the dark gashed marks Trapped in my hearts abyss I lie there in suspence Waiting for my eternal bliss But you have come and gone To you I don't exist So I drain myself of you Hoping to forget No longer you I pursue One day you'll return I'll do what I must Reject you with contempt And drain myself of you

Scammers Don't Let Them Get You
someone sent me this site and i'm glad they did because i found several people i talk to on here and it stoped me from being scammed by them it shows women and men that are scammers i hope this helps you so please send this to everyone you know men and women help me stop someone else from being scammed like i was the site is www.romancescam.com let's help each other not be scammed thanks MoAngel

Manic
well today i am feeling manic. all sorts of reasons why in 2 days i ge to meet the man i have fallen in love with off of yahoo. in 2 days i get a weeend away from my children to party be an adult again and be arund my best friend whom i see once in a life time. but today isnt that day today is a day that feels like an eternity away i am feeling nercous scared sad happy mad evil and nervous lol...

She
I am very hurt And so is my skin So do not insult Me or call me names You played silly games And as a result You no longer seem clever That is if you ever Were I do not do this for you I am not here to amuse I seek to speak straight and true Only to my muse to Her

I Need You! ~rates Only Contest
Here is what the contest is about..... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ > PSP/Graphic Makers Contest NOW OPEN!!! > > If you have a friend in the contest please give them a rate, only rates count. All pics are in the "Contest" pic folder! Here is what they could win!! > > 1st place: 7 day blast and a rolex > 2nd place: 3 day blast and a choice of Ring > 3rd place: 1 day blast and a choice of earrings or a platinum cherry. > > Voting starts today ( March 1st ) and will end March 7th. Prizes will be given out no later then the evening of the 8th! Please remind your friend no down rating. Name and shame i don't like doing and a big fat block! This is for good fun please don't spoil it :D > > Good Luck all and Thank you for your time and creativity :D ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Sooooooo, what I need from you, my friends is one little rate and that's all, nothing more nothing less! If you want me to know that you voted for

My Life
my life have beenfull of ups and downs. well, i just believe that i will make it in life. or do you want to assist me in realising my goals in life? will it not be a thing of joy for you to know what my goal in life is?

Brides Of Christ (or Something Like That)
After the marriage in tradiont they must consumate. I mean marriage is not just relationships. I am pretty sure sex is involved. Are any of the brides of christ actually gonna have sex with jesus or what? Why so many brides? Can't just one wife suffice. Is jesus a good lover (even though he died a virgin)? These are just a few of the things i think about in my daily life when nothing's on or i am just bored.

Pleasure By Mouth...
The hotel room is dark and your breathing so deep and regular. My heart is still fluttering remembering how you have made love to my body. The touch of your hand brings such pleasure. The feel of your mouth on mine is so real. My lips tingle with the memory. I love that you are curved against my back. The heat of your hand is making my nipple hard. Your fingers and mouth did such a good job keeping them that way. But it was your teeth that brought forth the orgasm. The look of surprise on your face when that happened. If I close my eyes I can see it. The flash of passion made your eyes so dark. I smile as I remember telling you that that would happen... I gently turn in your arms. And as I do, you roll to your back. Your arm is still so protective of me. I feel that way with you. Protected... but now it is my turn to return the favor you have given me. My fingers test your awareness. I slowly run them down your chest. You murmur but don't wake. That pleases me! My fingers con

I Don't Get This Shit...
no MATTER What i post in stash or blog hardly anyone reads them let alone leaves a damn comment....thinkin maybe i should just stick with other site i am on, at least theres some reply and convo over there.

My Thoughts On So Called Amazing Facts!!
Amazing Fact Abraham Lincoln was elected President in 1860. John F. Kennedy was elected President in 1960. Amazing Fact Abraham Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1846. John F. Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1946. Amazing Fact The names Lincoln and Kennedy each contain seven letters. Amazing Fact Both were particularly concerned with civil rights. Amazing Fact Both wives lost their children while living in the White House. Amazing Fact Both Presidents were shot on a Friday. Amazing Fact Both Presidents were shot in the head. Amazing Fact Lincoln's secretary was named Kennedy. Kennedy's secretary was named Lincoln. Amazing Fact Both were assassinated by Southerners. Amazing Fact Both were succeeded by Southerners. Amazing Fact Both successors were named Johnson. Amazing Fact Andrew Johnson, who succeeded Lincoln, was born in 1808. Lyndon Johnson, who succeeded Kennedy, was born in 1908. Amazing Fact John Wilkes Booth, who assassinated Lincoln, was born i

The Insanity Will Continue - Part 2
It continues to snow! Not what I call real snow, though. It's more like very light flakes that are more like a fine mist most of the time! This fine mist is beginning to freeze onto everything! Oh, yeah! This will be fun in the morning! I did not have to resort to a non-stop belly dancing marathon! Honestly, I couldn't. Taylor stole the boombox so he and his "lady friend" could listen to music. OK, this is round two! Tim had his girlfriend over earlier this afternoon. They got way tired of me busting in on them! Hey, it was too quiet in there! I always threaten to get into public health nurse mode and do my Safe Sex lecture for the little darlings! That, my friends, is a fate worse than death - or so they seem to think, lol! And yes, I have done it before. You'd think that once would be enough, but NOOOOOO! No hickeys, that I can see anyway, so Tim won't have to be stealing my make-up again. I do not want to know where the hickey is this time, lol!!!!! Dakota has been watching Wi

Unamed
You sit by the window staring at the rain Only realizing it’s you drowning in pain Watching your tears dropping one at a time Yearning for a whisper softly saying A penny for your thoughts, a nickel, how about a dime You’re dissolving in silence, as you smile with grace Illuminating only what you want them to see While having visions of being in another place Can they see the aching in your eyes Or is it that you’re so use to all the anguish That you know how to keep it in disguise You look at yourself in the mirror staring into you’re eyes Dealing with all the stories That only you know how to hide You’re a mystery to many and let be know By few Yet you look into their eyes and say to yourself If only you knew © Shawtie

Military Sex
A group of military Officers are standing around talking when a Lieutenant said, "I feel that making love is 80% fun and 20% work." Captain responded by saying, "No, I think that making love is more work than that. I would say that it is 60% fun and 40% work." Then a Major says, "No, making love is definitely way more work than that. I would say that it is 20% fun and 80% work." They are all contemplating these revelations when a private walks by. The officers call the Private over to ask his opinion. The Major says, "Excuse me, Private, we are having a discussion and would like your input. The Lieutenant says that making love is 80% fun and 20% work. The Captain says that making love is 60% fun and 40% work. I say that making love is 20% fun and 80% work. Private, what is your opinion?" The Private smiles and says, "Sir, you are all wrong. Making love must be 100% fun because if there was any work involved, you would have the enlisted men doing it for you."

Life!
Why is it that when you are married or bf or gf, ThAT it seems to be so important to try and be the one always on top in the relationship? Some ppl even get so desperate that they offten go to extremes to try and be little their partner so that they r on top.. Im sick of this... does this make any sense to anyone? or am i just rambling..

Welsh Alphabet (thank You Sin)
a short: "a" as in "ham", e.g., "mam" long: "a" as in "hard", e.g., "tad" b as in "boy", e.g., "bara" c as in "cat" (never the "s" sound as in "cent"), e.g., "cant" ch a non-English sound as in Scottish "ch" in "loch", e.g., "bach" d as in "dog", e.g., "dros" dd "th" (voiced) as in "the" (never the voiceless "th" sound as in "thin, e.g., "bedd" e short: "e" as in "then", e.g., "pen" long: similar to "e" in "then spoken in a southern drawl, e.g., "hen" f as in "of", e.g., "afal" ff as in "off", e.g., "ffÙl" g as in "god", e.g., "glan" ng as in "long", e.g., "ing" h as in "hat", e.g., "hen" i short: "i" as in "sit", e.g., "inc" long: "ee" as in "seen", e.g., "hir" j as in "jam", e.g., "jar" l as in "lamp", e.g., "lol" ll an aspirated 'l' which does not occur in English, sounded by placing the tongue so as to say 'l' and hissing out of one side of the mouth, e.g., "llan" m as in "man",

Woke Up To What Has To Be The Cheesiest Ym Msg....
adex_love_111: Hello i am mike 47 years seeking for a very nice beautyful women like you and honest, I want to start off by telling you how madly,i like the pics you have on your profile it is very nice,Did anybody tell you that you are one of the most beautiful women in yahoo? I bet if they elected Miss yahoo 2007, she has to be you! Your smile lightened my whole heart when I looked at your picture. It must be raining when you were born, because god was crying for losing his most beautiful angel…How long have you been living on earth? When do you have to be back in heaven.please e-mail me on yahoo or add my e-mail address is adex_love_111@yahoo.com okay i will be expecting you e-mail. BUZZ!!! Can you believe the nerve of this guy?????

This One Needs A Warning
As tender as A rattlesnake Coy and stunning Like a viper The romantic Submissive Draped in Leather Accessorizing lace The angel with Silver chains A heart of gold And a masked Face She approaches With elegant grace Takes the whip And smacks my Chest Just another Roll to play With unbridled Pleasure Comes inspiring Pain

Big Kitty Bulletin..please Pass Around...
New Hampshire Kitties Round 2 3/9 more 2 come Dottie: Hi, my name is Dottie and I'm looking for a family to adopt me that enjoys having a cat who likes to be involved with family activities. I'm not one of those cats who just sits on a shelf somewhere. I like to be in the middle of whatever's going on. You're working on the computer? Let me press the keys. Reading the paper? I'll hold the pages down for you. Watching TV? I'll just plop in your lap so you can pet me while you're watching. I love an orderly household so I'm willing to help you with all your chores PLUS I'll help you relax when we're done. You'll wonder how you ever managed without me!VIEW PROFILE TwiggyOne-and-a-half year old TWIGGY is utterly stylish with his black coat with white tuxedo and boots. He simply epitomizes today’s up-and-coming cat. He is charming and energetic, a magnetic personality that helps him get along with both cats and dogs. He exhibits caution in new situations, but once he gets his paws u

Omfg Cleanin My Lists Right Out.
my blog b4 this i posted a thing where i am in a contest......five rates and twelve comments, comments are from 3 peeps.......as it is i have grown really fucking bored of ct...to many peeps are like children on here and others all about points and out of my over one thousand friends, very select few i wld consider keeping when i leave here, i am sure they know who they are, other then that i am sooooo done with this site, don't even ask me for favors when i pop on once in a blue moon cause the return i have had for favors i have done, it wld take more then u to brown nose for me to show anyone other then the select few JACK SHIT....peace i am outty. CT peeps really don't know what the word friends means. IF YA KNOW I DON'T TALK TO YA CAUSE U DON'T TALK TO ME DELETE ME FROM FRIENDS....."THANX"

Someone Asked Me To Throw This...now I Really Want To Win!
Hey everybody, I just got in my first big contest with one of my friends. Already had someone ask me to throw the contest so I wanna show em how good my friends really are. Yeah it's a couples contest but you only have to vote for me, the votes will be combined at the end. It' a week long so if you don't have time now you will for a while. It starts 3/9 @ 12 PST, 2CST…3 for you east coaster lol. It's based on comments so bomb away! If there's anything I can do for you let me know and I'll do my best. Untouchable And my partner Fxylil_Rebel_Kitty

Why
For the past few weeks, i've been wakin up Feelin love for one guy, for the one guy Who told me he wouldent hurt me told he loved me Would go to the ends of the earth for me, Now look at me, full or hurt and askin questions That i cant anwser, My tears fallin non-stop, over a man who i still love, still have deep ass feelings for, How Could this happen, What Did i Do that was soo bad, that was so Can I make myself better so a man will love me for me. Give me the love every Woman needs and wants. All i wanna Do is sit n cry my eyes out. TO THIS MAN, BABY I STILL LOVE YOU!!!!

Broken Heart
I will never forget the days we once had The days when you were everything to me My mind used to tell me we'd be together forever But now I realize that was all a big dream The feelings I have for you will never go I wish I could take back that one regretful day The day when I willingly let you slide from my arms Never did I think of the astonishing pain of regrets That I would once have to live through The sight of you in someone else's arms Makes my heart shatter into a million pieces I sometimes wonder if you still think of me Or if to you, I'm just a face in the crowd I wish so very much that one day we can have it all back But for now, I'll sit here silently Remembering all the memories we once shared Everyday my love grows much stronger Hoping that one day you will feel the same And put back the pieces of my broken heart.

Story.......
....SHE DANCES LIKE A PEGGED LEG DRUNK. FORTUNE HAS HER NUMBER FOR SHE SLEEPS WITH EVERYONE. THE DAYS PAST NIGHT AGAIN, SO THE MOON STRETCHES ACROSS THE PLAIN OF SIGHT. THERE WAS A TIME FOR REMEMBERANCE, BUT IT SEEMS MORE CONVENIENT TO LET IT GO, FANCY ALTHOUGH I FORGOT, YOUR NAME AGAIN MY FRIEND? SURELY YOUVE WALKED PAST AND FIGURED ON WORDS THAT NEVER CAME, FOR WHEN I LOOK AT YOU I AM ONLY SPEECHLESS ON THE OUTSIDE, IT'S A DAMN GOOD THING YOU CANT READ MINDS. IF YOU COULD WOULD YOU SLAP ME OR SMILE? WHO KNOWS BUT YOU. ID DANCE TOO BUT I LEFT MY NEW SHOES AT THE STORE, REALLY NOW, I HAVENT EVEN BOUGHT THEM. DO YOU THINK IF I COULD HAVE ANYTHING IN THE WORLD, WOULD IT BE YOU??? WOULD I BE ME?? DO YOU KNOW MY NAME? COULD I CALL YOU BY ANOTHER....

I So Owned You Guys!
So we (Jamie, Chuck, Jay, Amanda and I) decided to have a shot for shot cam drinking game...WELLLLL I did drink about half that bottle..sure as hell felt it when I woke up! Hangover on top of a migraine..NOT GOOD lmao..Now CHUCK is saying I didn't win. Ok...1 didn't do it (JAY)..2 ran out of liquor (Jamie/Chuck)and one had to leave (Amanda)..leaving drunk me there so I won right??? Course I did lmao. ADMIT IT CHUCK!!! ANYHOO...I don't wanna see jager for awhile lol Ok and So I passed out in a chair with the cam on lol and may have puked once or twice BUT still OWNED!

Repost Of Last Blog ... Sorry Wrong Folder
OK THIS HAS NEVER MADE SENSE TO ME WHY YOU WOULD WANT TO GO TO SOMEONES PAGE THAT YOU DONT LIKE AND RATE THEIR PICS A 2 OR A 1???? IF YOU DONT LIKE WHAT YOU SEE THEN KEEP THE HELL OFF MY PAGE LMAOOOO!! THE SHITTY PART ABOUT THIS IS IT SURE TELLS YOU ON HERE WHO GAVE YOU A 10 BUT WHEN THEY RATE YOUR PIC A 2 OR A 1 IT DOESNT... NOW THAT IS WHAT I CALL FUCKED UP... SO IF YOU ARE THE ONE THAT RATED BE A REAL MAN OR WOMEN AND LET ME KNOW DONT BE A CHICKEN SHIT!! BECAUSE YOU ARE ENTITLED TO YOUR OPINION AND I COULD CARE LESS WHAT ANYONE ON HERE THINKS OF HOW I LOOK!!!

The Haunted House
It was Halloween again. I had ceased being scared, amazed, or even surprised by the holiday years ago. Part of that had to do with the haunted house I had worked at through my high school and college years. I had seen it all, I was sure. Hell, I had been the one scaring other most of the time. With that jaded mentality I was less then enthused to be heading back with a group of friends to the same damn haunted house I had worked at. They wanted a thrill and they felt I needed to be dragged along. 28 years old and single, they insisted I had no better way to spend my Sunday night then with them. Personally I would have rather watched my fish swim in circles in my aquarium, but telling them as much would have done more harm then good. So there we were, standing in line at the entrance to the seasonal park. Every year for Halloween the 10 acre field was transformed into a nightmare landscape. Or as much as minimal funding and a lot of creativity would allow. The big haunted house an

Take Responsibility For Your Own Sexuality And Sexual Safety. It's Not A Female Or Male Issue.
Take responsibility for your own SEXUALITY and SEXUAL safety. It's not a female or male issue. Take responsibility for your own SEXUALITY and SEXUAL safety. It's not a female or male issue. It is a human issue. In our "New Millenium of"Sexual Freedom." We have to realize that it is not "new". The same things happening today has happened before. Remember, history repeats itself. Technology has evoled into the birth of the Digital age. The Fkrs.It's not a female or male issue. It is a human issue. In our "New Millenium of"Sexual Freedom." We have to realize that it is not "new". The same things happening today has happened before. Remember, history repeats itself. Technology has evoled into the birth of the Digital age. The Fkrs. Adventuresofmrsandmrfucker.com

Lyfe Jennings Made Up My Mind
Made Up My Mind [1st Verse:] Lord they really think they fooling you by coming to church on Sunday praying and laying hands on folks stomping and jumping around faking the holy ghost but its a thin line between walking it and talking it living it and giving it or just pretending it's alright and did they really think that they could pull the wool over your eyes lord did they really think that by faking they were saved that they would get the same reward this be the realest thing I ever wrote for sure after this a lot of folks wont like me no mo' but after this I gotta go answer to you Lord so I've made up my mind I'm a go to church on Sunday and sing a song that may hurt somebody's feelings so that maybe thy will, will be done on earth as it is in heaven and hopefully they will see how much they really be discouraging a little old sinner like me [2nd Verse:] And Lord who they think they jiving by singing these songs full of glory then out in the world it's a d

Today
Well my mom gave me her rings that she got from my stepfather...so I could use them. I am excited about getting them cause they mean so much. I went to go get them resized and the guy that does that is going on vacation so its gonna be a couple weeks...:( but whats funny is that when my mom and stepfather went and got them resized and the same place he went on vacation too. We thought it was funny...lol. Richard called my dad last night and asked if he could marry me and my father said yes. I am so excited! Vamp

Life
as the day goes bye the more and more i miss you. as the months pass the more and more i want to see u. as the comes near i want 2 hold u tight. as the time passes i wish it wasl all begain again as life passes the older we get. as we grow older the wiser we are. as all this happens my love for u grows stronger and stroner

And Then They All Came Tumbling Down...rip
I don't know what to do with myself. There's just so many things going on, just when I have organized myself then something else comes along. My good friend that I haven't seen for awhile has died. Which goes to show, you don't know what you have till it's gone. I had all the time in the world to say hello and give him a ring. Instead I procrastinated. I was hoping that I could see him at the next gathering my friend was going to throw. Instead, I was going to see him at the obituaries page. A lifeless caption of the once so vibrant and wonderful Sean Roslan. A friend who called rarely, but he sort of knew what was going on inside my head at the time, like telepathic waves that one sends to the other, he knew that I was facing one of the most dramatic events of my life. He was there for me when no one would be, be my voice of council on YM, he was there when VP chat still existed. Almost 9 years of friendship, and he was just taken from me in seconds

We All Do It Right ? No? Just Me?
Ok, so I am not gonna mention who I was thinking of while partaking in this especially nice session of self satisfying. SO I figured I may as well share the fantasy with you . . . it was that great for me. Alright, so let's start at the beginning. The plan was not to think of anyone in particular . . . I really just wanted to cum and to cum hard and long so I startde with a dvd. I began with Jenna Jameson on the screen and in my mind, I mean her lips are just that damn sexy. Soon I was watching her give a blow job though and started to morph the events into something compeltely different in my mind. As soon as the guy started sticking his fingers in Jenna's pussy my mind was seeing a scenario in my mind. I was lying back on the sofa with my legs spread open adn he was in between my legs. I had one leg sprawled up on the back of the sofa and he was sliding a finger in and out of my pussy. I was not wet enough yet though so he kept placing his fingers in my mouth to get t

Turkey Scaloppine Limone
Turkey Scaloppine Limone Thin turkey cutlets in a quick and tangy lemon sauce are a treat for the whole family. Steamed rice or mashed potatoes are perfect for soaking up the sauce. You won't want to waste a drop. Credit: Eater's Choice Servings: 8 Ingredients: Turkey * 2 pounds turkey cutlets * 1/2 cup unbleached white flour * 3 tablespoons olive oil * 2 tablespoons margarine * Salt and freshly ground pepper Sauce * 2 tablespoons margarine * 1/4 cup fresh lemon juice (about 1 lemon) * 1 tablespoon unbleached white flour * 1/3 cup chopped parsley * 1 pound mushrooms, sliced * 2 lemons, thinly sliced Directions: Place cutlets between 2 pieces of wax paper and pound with meat mallet or rolling pin until thin. Place flour on a plate. Dip each cutlet in flour, coating it on both sides, and place on a large plate. When the plate is completely covered with 1 layer of cutlets, cover them with a sheet of

Thank God For Email Verrifications
FROM THE FAT MAN HIMSELF. only 3 people had my regular email from this entire site scrapper being one and it dont take a rocket scientist to figure out the other 2 morons are go ahead keep saying my name fookers your making my new site more and more famous by the minute and yeah the block button on there will work with actual paid paid bouncers that can bounce. BELOW IS A SCREEN SHOT WHERE SOMEONE TRIED TO MAKE AN ACCOUNT ON HERE IN MY NAME AND IT SURE AS HELL WASNT ME I GOT A REPLY FROM ADIN SAYING IT WASNT IN THE SYSTEM DUH CAUSE I SENT THE MESSAGE THAT THE EMAIL SAYS TO TO HAVE IT REMOVED YAY KEEP COVERING EVERYONES BUTT SO TO ALL ON HERE IF U SEE MY PIC AND NAME IT SURE AS HELL ISNT ME

Female Contestants Needed
Best chest contest. Lets see what cherry tap ladies has the best chest. I need 10 girls to start up this contest. Please send a link to witch picture you like me to us . You can use what ever picture u like. Please come join my contest and good luck.

Ok
so i did my usual pointess blogs..the OMG im soo upset..or "tears".. So time for a little bit of actual writing. I'm having a terrible night!..TERRIBLE!...Theres TO much shit for me to deal with right now..And its a KICK IN THE FACE!...VERY overbearing... Ever feel like you are always trying to make other people happy instead of yourself?...Well tonight i had a talk with a friend...And i came clean about ALOT of stuff...And i feel SOOO SOO bad...Im not one to put myself before others...And i did just that tonight..I hate hurting people...It makes me sooo Sad...But lately...I've been being a pushover...If it wasent for my SK family i dont know what i would do. Anyways...I just need to cry..ALOT. UGHHHHHHHH i feel like im repeating myself but i HATE hurting people...HATE HATE HATE it...I shouldnt have told him what i told him tonight...i feel like the worst person in the world. WHY DO I TRY SOO SOO hard to impress...There is obviously something wrong with me..I need to figure o

The Drag Races
Ok so I went to the Gator Nationals Yesterday. I had a Blast!!!! It was so much fun and I took ome pics. I will start to upload some of them soon. But I am gonna wait till I get more photo space to upload the rest. *SAD FACE* Anyway that is all for now.

Which One Are You I'm April
subject: WHICH ONE ARE YOU I'M APRIL ¢¾ JANUARY = SHYNESS Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recov

Drunk Guy And The Cop
A young man was staggering about drunk with a key in his hand. "What's going on?" inquired a passing cop. "They stole my car!" said the man. "Where did you last see it?" "On the end of this key!" The cop looked him over and said, "Are you aware, sir, that your privates are hanging out of your trousers?" "Holy Crap!" exclaimed the man. "They got my girlfriend too!

Dear Mama
Well, today was the 1 year anniversary of my mom's going home. I miss her so much and it is hard to believe that it's been a year already. I tried to go on with my everyday routine, but it was impossible to get the memories from that morning out of my head. I am grateful to have supportive coworkers, friends and family to help me get through the day. Thanks to all of you who helped me get through it. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day!

Funny But Not Funny!!!
> > >> >>> >>> >>> What Happened? >>> At first I thought this was funny...then I realized the awful truth of >>> it. >>> Be sure to read all the way to the end! >>> >>> Tax his land, >>> Tax his bed, >>> Tax the table >>> At which he's fed. >>> >>> Tax his tractor, >>> Tax his mule, >>> Teach him taxes >>> Are the rule. >>> >>> Tax his cow, >>> Tax his goat, >>> Tax his pants, >>> Tax his coat. >>> >>> Tax his ties, >>> Tax his shirt, >>> Tax his work, >>> Tax his dirt. >>> >>> Tax his tobacco, >>> Tax his drink, >>> Tax him if he >>> Tries to think. >>> >>> Tax his cigars, >>> Tax his beers, >>> If he cries, then >>> Tax his tears. >>> >>> Tax his car, >>> Tax his gas, >>> Find other ways >>> To tax his ass >>> >>> Tax all he has >>> Then let him know >>> That you won't be done >>> Till he has no dough. >>> >>> When he screams and hollers, >>> Then tax him some more, >>> Tax him till >>> He's good and sore. >>> >>> Then tax his

Me
OK, so I have like 240 friends and probably talk to like 10 of them on a regular basis. So for those of my friends who don't know me and even for those who do, I'll tell you about myself and I'll try to make it the condensed version. I grew up in Amarillo, Texas. I had 2 abusive step fathers before I was 10. I started drinking and using drugs when I was 9. I was out of control at 12 and was sent to Cal Farley's Boys Ranch when I was 13. I stayed there for 5 years and learned to be a man. I left and became a raging alcoholic. I moved to Brady, Texas in 1997 and met my wife in 1998. We were married in 1999 and I have an amazing step daughter from it. My daughter was born in 2000. She was in ICU for 2 weeks and the doctors told us she might not make it. She did, but suffered brain damage during birth and has Cerebral Palsy. We were told she would never walk or talk, but by the grace of God, she is now doing both. She is as smart as any other 6 year old, just has some physical problems. I

Love That
"PEOPLE ARE ALWAYS GONNA TALK AND TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH-I LOVE IT-I LOVE THE ATTENTION-I DO WHAT I DO BECAUSE IT PUTS A SMILE ON MY FACE AND I'M THE ONLY PERSON IN THIS WORLD THAT MATTERS." -JENNA JAMESON

Pretty Poem
The Dream A princess, Yes...once, As in a fairy tale... Looking inside of her crystal ball, The gypsy sees a dream, A dream that fills the minds and hearts, Of little girls... A dream of a fairy tale princess... Prince Charming, On the finest white horse, Carrying her away, To his castle in the clouds... Growing older we gain wisdom, Some grow bitter from betrayal, Others see life as a challenge, Running into it head on, And not allowing room for growth, or pain... There are yet others...the chosen few, The elite, if you will... The ones who dare, To dream... Those that never forget, What it is like to love... Nourish it, Watch it grow, Help it to overcome all that is evil, And strive for what is good, Refusing to ever let it die... Yet mourn in it's passing... They are the lovers...of the world, The creators....the "romantics" They will shine....they will grow, And never forget... "The Dream".......... (NOT BY ME) lol

Whats This New Place
So...have you ever left something or stepped away from something for so long it all seems brand new when you come back to it? I know I've been negligent in my cherrytap responsibilities and for this I am greatly apologetic. On the flip side of the coin I know its gonna happen again so I guess the regret ain't all that heavy! Anyway, it looks more and more everyday that the Army is done with me and now its time to move on to greener pastures. I've been spending a lot of time working on the next chapter in life and though the path is becoming clearer every day a ton of ambiguity remains. Do I do the secure thing and get a job? Do I go for the gold and put forth all my effort into the MPH/MBA path? Do I figure out some blend of the two and not quite be happy with anything? Do I say fuck it all and open a bar? Ooh, maybe an internet cafe on steroids with blazing fast gaming systems and Ubernachos every night with a dance club upstairs and a glass floor to distract gamer geeks so I

Good Friends Are Like Stars
1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So...........If you are a loving friend, repost this to everyone. If you get it back, then they really do love you. And always remember....when life hands you Lemons, ask for tequila and salt, and call me over! Good friends are like stars..

Jacuzzi
Jacuzzi with bubbles feels so fine come in with me baby on my body you may dine touch me in places make me feel so devine in a tub full of bubbles as your body entwines with mine ~**~ Jacuzzi with bubbles heavenly bliss sitting here completely naked baby i wonder,can you resist my supple breasts touch please i do insist take your time sweet baby there's places i don't want you to miss ~**~~ Jacuzzi with bubbles erotic desires when your lips touch mine baby it's you i require take me in your arms engulf me with your fire take me places i can only admire orgasmic shivers,send my body higher ~**~ Jacuzzi with bubbles is how i vision thee blocked out from the world how perfect can that be two souls in love,totally carefree joking and playing,how its meant to be in a jacuzzi with bubbles forever you and me

Love Is..
i think love is never tired of waiting; love is kind; love has no envy; love has no high opinion of itself, love has no pride; love's ways are ever fair, it takes no thought for itself; it is not quickly made angry, it keeps no accounts of wrong; it takes no pleasure in wrongdoing, but has joy in what is true; love has the power of undergoing all things, having faith in all things, hoping all things. though the prophet's word may come to an end, tongues come to nothing, and knowledge have no more value, love has no end. Love has never been defined since man began, so we have to use our own hearts

Breath Of Love
The heavens open it's doors and our souls escape to the ways of an eternal day. Oh my gentle breath of Love, forever are you lost to me. Forever lost, just as flowers of love wither and die. The sweet fragrance of wild flowers whispers in the breeze. As the image of you is forever engraved in my dreams. My thoughts seem lost in a world of darkness and emptiness. Searching for the love that once captured my emotional heart. Two souls that once entertwined by our love and passion. Without compassion my heart is broken by your absence. A heartfelt emotion without condition was given to you. My soul is now lost and alone without your eternal love. My heart says good-bye to my gentle breath of love.

~~lost And Waitin 2 Die~~
WELL HELLO EVERYONE~~ HOW ARE YOU ALL TODAY. MY DAY'S HAVE BEEN FILLED WITH BOREDOM AND MY NIGHT'S HAVE BEEN FILLED WITH LONELINESS FROM WAITING 2 DIE.. I LAY AWAKE AND SEE THAT ONE BRIGHT LIGHT THAT SEEMS TO CALL MY NAME AND SAY PAULINE ARE YOU READY TO COME BACK HOME . I TRY TO SLEEP BUT IT NEVER WORKS I HAVE TO REST SO THAT I MAY LIVE TO SEE YET ANOTHER DAY IN THIS LIFE I STILL CALL HELL. SHE COMES TO ME WHEN I SLEEP AND TELLS ME TO LIVE FOR THEM BUT I CANNOT DO THIS ANY MORE I NEED TO END MY SHAME I HAVE PUT ON MY FAMILY & ONES I LOVE..

Am I A Pervert
Have you ever bene tied up during sex ????:yepHave you ever bought a sex doll ???:nopeHave you ever had unsafe sex???:yepHave you ever tongue bathed someone or been bathed yourself ???:yepHave you ever discussed masturbation w/the opposite sex ???:yepHAve you ever been a part of a DIRTY SANCHEZ ???:nope, lmao, thank godHave you ever had phone sex resulting in orgasm ??:nopeHave you ever gotten you red wings(guys)???:Have you ever given a RIM job or had one given to u??:nopeHave u ever used whipped cream during sex ????:yepHave u ever performed oral sex on someone who was driving ???:yep, lmaoHAve u ever eaten someone's feces ????:nopeHave u ever watched the movie PORKY'S ???:yep, three of em I think, lmaoHave u ever spied on a guy who was peeing ???:spied? no, watched sure, lolHave u ever FELCHED ???:hell noHave u ever been involved in a HOT CARL ???:ewieHAve u ever given or received a golden shower ????:yepHAve u ever shared a bed w/ other people who were having sex ???:yepHave u ever

Life Sucks!!
why is it when you are like totally in love with someone they want to shit on you the most?? i dont understand how guys cn hold you by a string and ask huge favors of you one day then comepletely blow you off the next! WHAT THE HELL!!!!!! eeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwww im starting to hte boys! maybe i should just go lesbian... im sure theres drama with girls as well but i doubt that girls would sit there and tell you that they dont want to be with you and get with someone else. but then turn around and say they want a three some! GOD!!! I HATE THIS!!!! What the hell am i supposed to do?!?!?!?!?!? someone please tell me!!!!

Then This
If this is beautiful, As crimson on a petal the glint of laughter in the loving eyes the cool rush of streams that head down a divide this is life, rushing upon us seldom time to take a breath. Then this is beautiful. Childhood smiles of late night movies long after the cinema closes the reels play in our heads distant places captivate our dreams and roll them into us. Every shade of life is in this blade of grass whirled between my fingers I make it whistle and it pierces the sky.

Very Sad
hey everyone, sorry i haven't been around for a while many troubles and very sad most of the time now. tell me what you would do to cheer yourself up . i really need a little help from my friends right now... thanks

Ever Feel Like Strangling Your Loved One?
Okay... I'm with a man... I did some pretty stupid shit on another website and became... well.... known there... To the point that if I ever show my face again I'll get the boot immediately... So I took my "Fame" which I say is bull.. it's not fame it's groupies addicted to drama... Anyway.. I took my fame and recruited people to another site that I was on... I had quite the following after all that happened... so I had no problems making my new home popular and I made my way up the social ladder to the point where people were making topics souly about me.... and even making me fansigns... I eventually got together with the Admin there and he was a steady second to the "Infamous WeekendHuntress" I was promoted to Moderator before I was even asked practically.... then next thing you know I was promoted to Admin.... Okay fine.. I can deal with that.. I've been Admin an another website... Well, things aren't always paradise here at home.. I admit it.... and I also admit th

Watch The Entrance Of The Conflagration...
Yes...now in its 15th week, this weeks song is...ENTRANCE OF THE CONFLAGRATION by Trivium Song Name - Entrance Of The Conflagration Artist - Trivium Album - The Crusade Song Number - 3 of 13 Song Length - 4:35 Lyrics A common woman Lives by The Bible Wed-locked a prison Of antiquation Brings life to the earth While losing her mind Trying suicide Hallucinating Satan Forcing her own blood down Beneath the waters to drown Lying dead with eyes wide open Spiraling downward Refusing all help Self-mutilation Neglects the children Dagger licks her neck Desiring escape Succumbing Satan Robbed by the seventh deadly sin Forcing her own blood down Beneath the waters to drown Lying dead with eyes wide open Believing Satan was inside Ordering to abide To destroy her cursed children Entrance of the Conflagration Entrance of the Conflagration Go! Conditions worsen Searching for answers In holy scriptures Systematic plan Water fills the tub

Injury
Becoming incapacitated by injury during a dream is fairly common, especially if you perceive yourself as operating out of a power deficit in waking life. Many times, people feel as though advantages lie outside themselves or with others, and see themselves as handicapped. The cause of the injury (means and inflictor) tells a lot about the significance of the injury as a dream symbol. If the wound is self inflicted or accidental, there may be a sense in which you are tripping yourself up by engaging in self-defeating behaviors. If the wound is inflicted by someone else and is intentional and malicious, others may be preventing you from reaching your potential. Of course the wound, its care, and the consequences from it also mean much. If you continue dreaming after the wound occurs, what are you unable to do that is normally classified as an essential activity? Are you able to repel the attacker and treat the wound successfully?

Without Her
What of her glass without her? The blank grey There where the pool is blind of the moon’s face. Her dress without her? The tossed empty space Of cloud-rack whence the moon has passed away. Her paths without her? Day’s appointed sway Usurped by desolate night. Her pillowed place Without her? Tears, ah me! for love’s good grace, And cold forgetfulness of night or day.

At The Mid Hour Of Night
At the mid hour of night, when stars are weeping, I fly To the lone vale we loved, when life shone warm in thine eye; And I think oft, if spirits can steal from the regions of air To revisit past scenes of delight, thou wilt come to me there, And tell me our love is remember'd even in the sky. Then I sing the wild song it once was rapture to hear, When our voices commingling breathed like one on the ear; And as Echo far off through the vale my sad orison rolls, I think, O my love! 'tis thy voice from the Kingdom of Souls Faintly answering still the notes that once were so dear.

If A Child Lives With
1.IF A CHILD LIVES WITH CRITICISM, HE/SHE LEARNS TO CONDEMN. 2.IF A CHILD LIVES WITH HOSTILITY, HE/SHE LEARNS TO FIGHT. 3.IF A CHILD LIVES WITH RIDICULE, HE/SHE LEARNS TO BE SHY. 4.IF A CHILD LIVES WITH SHAME, HE/SHE LEARNS TO FEEL GUILTY. 5.IF A CHILD LIVES WITH TOLERANCE, HE/SHE LEARNS TO BE PATIENT. 6.IF A CHILD LIVES WITH PRAISE, HE/SHE LEARNS TO APPRECIATE. 7.IF A CHILD LIVES WITH ENCOURAGEMENT, HE/SHE LEARNS CONFIDENCE. 8.IF A CHILD LIVES WITH FAIRNESS, HE/SHE LEARNS JUSTICE. 9.IF A CHILD LIVES WITH SECURITY, HE/SHE LEARNS TO HAVE FAITH. 10.IF A CHILD LIVES WITH APPROVAL, HE/SHE LEARNS TO LIKE THEMSELVES. 11.IF A CHILD LIVES WITH ACCEPTANCE, HE/SHE LEARNS TO FIND LOVE IN THE WORLD...

How I Feel.....
As a little girl all she ever wanted was to be loved by her parents and her siblings. She awakes one morning to find her mom crying and doesn't know why, but she starts to cry. Her mom sits us all down, being one of five children all different ages, she tells us that our father has met someone else and will not be coming to live with us anymore. The oldest kids understand a little more then the younger ones, but the younger ones knew it wasn't good. A week or two later she is called to the den with the rest of the kids,and sitting in the den is her dad and mom sitting on different couches, and she remembers looking him in the eye, sees remorse and sadness for what he has done, and she grows sad for him, but angry at him. They sit the kids down and explain that they are getting a divorce but that her dad will have visitation rights for the weekends. Her dad was the only one working in the house through out the marriage, her mom stayed home with all of us and she didn't kn

[tech] Nokia N95
Source iTWire ( http://www.itwire.com.au/content/view/10709/127/ ) The N95 has been described as "probably the best equipped handheld device on the market anywhere," and according to one report a leading UK retailer is restricting buyers to one unit when the N95 goes on sale on 1 April. The N95 is a 3G WCDMA device with support HSDPA, WiFi and EDGE networks. It has built-in stereo speakers, a standard 3.5 mm audio connector, support for compatible microSD memory cards and 3D graphics. It runs Nokia's S60 software on Symbian OS. The GPS functionality works with the Nokia Maps application (www.smart2go.com) that includes maps for more than 150 countries. According to Nokia, these enable users to explore the world, find specific routes or locate services such as restaurants and hotels and cove more than 15 million points of interest. Users can also purchase additional features, such as city guides and voice guided navigation. Full technical specifications at www.nseries.com/n95.

Guess Me?
Where am I right now? Standing here, reaching, wondering. Blackness, white lights, green glows. My sun is dimming in this chaos. I can't lose sight of my inner self. Patience my ass, I'll kill something soon. Silver

Young Love
What ever happen to young love where we used to hold hands and think that was all we had to do we didnt expect anything out of one another, We lived today for what it was, we live like there would never be a tomorrow. Now that young love is gone. Theres to many factors. Like how much one loves the other. and who loves who more. its not like we were in grade school. where a note meant that you would be together forever. Nothing last forever, we find that out as we grow up. Love is supposted to make the heart swell, but in most cases it lets us down. Most of us wear our hearts on our sleeves. but that means when we do that we open ourselves to be hurt. Can anyone tell me what happened to Young Love?

Things I've Learned
1. No matter how bad you want something, If its not meant to be, no amount of anything you do will make it happen. 2. Looks or popularity doesnt really matter in the scheme of things. 3. No matter how bad a situation or person may drive yo nuts at the end of the day you cant wait to spend time with them. 4. Life has a way of working itself out for the best in the end. 5. No matter how stressful being a single mother can be, coming home from work the first thing you want is to put that child in your arms.. 6. People that dont like you, blow it off cuz in the end you get the last laugh cuz you make more money then them at work... 7. With self growth, you cant expect others to be impressed, your the one that should... 8. Baby kisses are the best!!! *smiles*

Want A Vic Gift Or A Plat Cherry?
if you want a vic gift all you have to do is rate my pics or my stash .. if you rate both i will buy you a plat cherry.. send me a private message when you have done this and i will send you the gift dont try to play me i do pay attion to my alerts.. smooches lady kaos

Bytes Of Life (part 2)
BYTES OF LIFE (PART 2) A man fades into the background of the flashbulbs and cameras. He is a hunter and has found his prey. By the end of the night, the Barbie doll would be his and his alone. His grip on her hand is possessive and causing painful bruises. She dislikes being seen as “perfect.” She doesn’t want to be a possession. Her gaze into the camera shoved into her face is numbness. “Not a hair out of place, skin of porcelain,” were his exact words to her backstage. Her green eyes glittered with fury. At least she got to pick out her own clothes. Her red crystalline cress sparkled like embers in a campfire. Unconsciously, the black wrap was her shroud of depression in her Barbie doll world. When she gets enough money, she will end this chapter and start anew. She will eventually live a normal, peaceful life. She will not be seen as a perfect Barbie doll in that life. She will not be a possession. She will not have the stress and flashbulbs. The look of disgust plastered on

My Messed Up Life
ok,i decided im gonna start blogging...im not a bad person just i guess confused and maybe some comments from people i dont know will help...if not give you guys something to read......ok where to begin.... Ok im not gonna lie...i once was very very..i dont wanna say slutty but ok i lacked attention at home...i been with the same man for almost 18 yrs.we got 2 great kids but my life sux....i cant even as much as talk to friends with him around so i went elsewhere for attention..... Bout a yr and a half ago,he up and moved away leaving me behind to choose to either move or stay in my town..i chose to move away from my friends cause he was here with my kids...so new life(i dont deal good with change)so it was fine for a few months then bout a yr ago i met this guy(on AFF)sounds bad i know but i was bored and looking again for the attention i craved...well i didnt realize when i found a boytoy i found a Best friend....i didnt relize i waited a lifetime for a friend like him...we wer

1-50... Blame Marie!
1. How old will you be in 14 months? 32 2. Do you think you'll be married by then? I don't do marriage. 3. What do you look forward to most in the next 3 months? T-top weather! 4. Who was the last person you called? I think Wendy. 5. Who was the last person to call you? Wendy 6. Do you prefer to call or text? Depends on how long the message is. 7. Do you have any pets? 2 cats, an american alligator, a gerbil, some fish, and a tarantula that we take care of. 8. What were you doing at 12am last night? Dislocating my hip and spraining my wrist in a wild, hot sack session! 9. Are your parents married/separated/divorced? Were never married. 10. When is the last time you saw your mom? when I was 13 or 14. 11. What happened at 11:00am.? I was just waking up. 12. How many states have you lived in? 3 13. How many cities/towns have you lived in? Tons 14. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet? Bare feet! 15. Are you a social person? y

The Day My Sweet Daughter Mary Left Me To Go Be An Angel In Heaven
Courtesy of SparkleTags.com Today Is The Anniversary Of My Little Girl Mary's Death On This Day Alot Of Folks Play April Fool's Jokes On People And Have Alot Of Fun. But For Me And My Family It's A Sad Time. We Miss Our Angel So Much We Remember The Good Times We Had With Her.How Much She Had Grown And Learned In Her 15 Months On This Earth.She Was A Very Special Little Girl Who Touches So Many Hearts.She Was A Mama's Girl And On Days Like Today I Want So Much To Hold Her In My Arms And Never Let Go. But I No I Can't Do That So I Hold Her So Close In My Heart.It's Not The Same But It Helps To Dull The Pain.On This Day If You Have Kids Hold Them Close Let Them No How Special They Are Tell Them You Love Them Cause You Never No There May Come A Day When You Can't Do That Anymore. I Hope You Never Have To Go Through That. But Just In Case Hold Them Close Show Them You Love Them. Do It For The Kids Do It For Me And My Angel. To All My Dear Friends I Want You To No I Love You All And I Ca

I Did It All By Myself
· your cherry level just increased to '14' (Epic Cherry)! ^^^WOOT WOOT... LEVEL 14!!!^^^ CAN YOU DRINK TO THAT YALL? IT WAS NOT HAPPY HOUR, AND I'M NOT A VIC... AND I DID IT ALL BY MYSELF IN EVERY WAY POSSIBLE, RATING AND COMMENTING PICS, PROFILES, MUMS, STASHS... WOOT WOOT!!! YEAH SO IT'S NOT THAT COOL CAUSE NOW I GOT 34,999 TO GO TILL I'M CHERRY IDOL, I'M JUST AMAZED IT TOOK 6 HOURS AFTER HAPPY HOUR TO GET IT, LOL... NOW I CAN REST EASY!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! · your cherry level just increased to '14' (Epic Cherry)!

Another Fine Mess!!
My mind is reeling. This way, that way. Up, down, sideways. It's a scary ass ride. And I must admit, I'm white-knuckling it right now. I can see your hands, reaching out to stop me. I'm choosing to stay on the ride. I have to ride this out. I'll be just fine. I always am, in the end. Just wish the sun would come out.

Cat Shit
spaWHY HAVE YOU CHANGED YOUR PICTURE? OH, WISE AND GREAT ONE! HA!! she squeals excitedly as she spills her first sip of soon to be forgotten 2nd cup of coffee: Well it started with an otherwise boring morning.Going through the usual 150emails a day (groups and crap would love to buy but never ever have the money for like 1000tc queen size sheet sets, Or , that ruby birthstone ring everything was going great, until... Alright I beat the Hairy beast no more emails ,now I can chat with a friend ot two quit being so stuck up You know the slidy thing a majig that the keyboard sits on (((CRASH)))!!! DRAWER THING IS ON FLOOR AND ON TOP OF MY TOES, I am in tears, Sox , the sweetheart that he is, comes running every time that I cry, sees that I am sobbing hysterically yet again, Pitiful such a damned girl my parents raised me tougher than that.God I hate Girly Girls. except one. he sits there looking at me holding

You Be The Judge
A man and his young wife were in divorce court, but the custody of their children posed a problem. The mother leaped to her feet and protested to the judge that since she brought the children into this world, she should retain custody of them. The man also wanted custody of his children, so the judge asked for his justification. After a long silence, the man slowly rose from his chair and replied... "Your Honor, when I put a dollar in a vending machine and a Coke comes out, does the Coke belong to me or the machine?"

Whispers From Heaven
In loving Memory of my son Wayne... (05/27/97 07/09/06) They say that life is fleeting I know that this is true I left this world so quickly With no goodbye to you. I know how much you miss me Your tears fall ever light The pillow where you lay your head Is wet with them at night. I know your heart is hurting The words we left, unsaid I love you’s, left unspoken Are spinning in your head. The strength that I have carried That served to make you whole Remains to make you stronger Within your grieving soul. For you see, while you were weeping On the day I passed away At the gravesite near the flowers Where my loved ones knelt to pray. An angel came to see me She took me by the hand She led me to a kingdom In a very distant land. As I look down from heaven And see you standing there Your heart so ever burdened With more grief than it can bear. I long to bring you comfort I long to give you peace I long to hold you closely Cause all your

Help Me Win Both Contests I'm In!!!!!! ***read Inside***
Hey there! I'm entered in two different contests! The first one is just a regular contest but the 2nd one is based on best cleveage! So, please head over to which one you all want to vote for! They are both the same pic but the first one is the regular contest and the second is the best cleveage contest! I'm competiting in both contests to win blasts and so I need you along with everyone to go and comment bomb them both LIKE CRAZY!!! Just rate me then comment...comment...comment like crazy!!!!! Please do it for me! I've never been in any contest and have NEVER had a blast!!! So please click my pic and comment me like CRAZZZZZZYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!! Thank you for everything you do to help me win!!! :) ^^^Best Cleveage Contest! ***CLICK PICS ABOVE TO COMMENT BOMB!!!! DO NOT COMMENT BOMB MY PICS ON MY PROFILE JUST SIMPLY CLICK THE PICS AND IT'LL TAKE YOU TO THE PPL WHO R HOSTING THE CONTESTS' SITE WHERE MY PICS ARE ENTERED IN THE CONTESTS!!!!***

Soldier Kills In Preemptive War!
Mar 17, 2007 9:01 am US/Eastern GI Guilty In Iraqi Detainees' Deaths, Coverup CBS News Interactive: War On Terror CBS News Interactive: America On Guard (AP) FORT CAMPBELL, Ky. A military panel found a 101st Airborne soldier guilty of three counts of negligent homicide but not guilty of premeditated murder in the deaths of three Iraqi detainees. Staff Sgt. Ray Girouard, 24, smiled as he hugged his defense lawyer and family members after the verdict was read. He faced up to life in prison had he been found guilty of premeditated murder. The panel, which deliberated for four hours, also found Girouard guilty of obstruction of justice for lying to investigators, of conspiracy for trying to conceal the crime and of failure to obey a general order. Girouard could be sentenced to a maximum of 21 years in prison, said his lawyer, Anita Gorecki. He could get a maximum of three years for each negligent homicide charge, five years for the conspiracy charge, five years for obstru

Traveling Your Body ( Added Part Three.)
The valley's spread And the curves they entwine. With my lips I caress and kiss A subtle embrace Of heaven on earth Moistened traces My tongue upon body I do not waste. Breast well shaped Rise like rolling hills. Soft are those rolls That my hand they do fill Till perked are the nipples Against my palm do they strain Till my fingers rolls them sweet Heightening are your senses With warm gentle pinches. To soon fill my mouth With pleasurable pain To bring forth full erection, And an arch from your body From your lips Does fall the sound So sweet to my ear As in pleasure your voice is heard. Around the nipple My tongue does travel. Over the breast in search of more sensitivity It travels the line Of your luscious sides Darting in and out Bring warmth and heat My breath like the wind Dances over your skin Like the rise and fall of trading winds. Across the softness Of your stomach Kiss after kiss Falls like rain. Your body quivers As though it h

5 Ways You're Wasting Money, Not Saving It
One of the most frustrating aspects of trying to save money is when you think you are saving, but in reality you're wasting money. This usually happens when you have made bad assumptions when making a purchase or you haven't analyzed the true costs of a purchase. Here are five common ways people waste money when they actually believe they are saving it: 1. Buying gas at the least expensive gas station. While this would seem obvious, the problem occurs when the least expensive gas station is a few miles off your regularly traveled route. If you are driving across town to save a few cents per gallon, the cost of driving to get the better price will negate any savings the cheaper gas price provides. Solution: Choose the least expensive gas station that is no more than a mile from your regularly traveled route. You can keep informed on which gas station is selling gas at the best price at such sites as Gasbuddy or MSN Gas Prices. 2. Going to different stores to get sale item

Eh Night
Class was okay tonight. Had a sub. Nice guy, but kind of dry, so even though we finally got into the part of biology I like (I'm not dropping the class until I see what I get on the next test), I was still falling asleep in class. Other than that, not much else really going on. Waiting to hear back from Renthal.

Help Someone Special :)
C'mon folks! One of my bestest friend in the whole world needs some help! He could really use some new friends and fans!! He's one of the sweetest people in the world. I know him in real life! He'd do anything for me! Go show him some love!!! DJracer@ CherryTAP

The Young Bucks Are Coming
im noticing the age of people on here starting to decrease. hopefully this does not become another myspace. its usually hard to tell with the dudes, but its not very hard to spot a 15 or 16 year old claiming to be 19 or older.well hopefully it doesnt get that way, cause cherry tap is a pretty cool place..and i have no problem with the younger generation, i was a teen once and i have three kids of my own but there needs to be a place where adults can congregate in a strictly adult environment. feel free to disagree or comment..i hope im not the only one seeing the age decrease.

Vote 4 Me & I'll Buy You Gifts!!!!!
So, I'm in two different contests and whoever votes for me the most between now and the end of the contests will recieve gifts! There will be 1st, 2nd and 3rd places and the rest will recieve something like a hug or a kiss from me for voting for me! So, simply just click each pic below to comment bomb me/vote for me!!! I'll then tally them all up and award everyone! ;) ^^^Best Cleveage Contest!

Types Of Pagans
Some of these were funny... even funnier that we all know someone on this list ...even ifit is ourselves.....lol 1. Bright-Eyed Novice: You just read this cool book about a religion where there's a Goddess and a God, and they meet outside in nature, instead of some scary old building. They think sex is GOOD not evil, and you want to know where to sign up. Distinguishing Signs: Mispronounces god/dess names, has to think a moment about which is deosil and which is widdershins. Has a shiny new athame (rhymes with "A-frame".) 2. Grand Old Wo/Man: Actually remembers Woodstock (the first one.) Will tell you about the time they dropped acid with Kerry Wendell Thornley - or maybe it was Robert Anton Wilson. Anyway, it was somebody with three names. Or was it three people with one name? Distinguishing Signs: Luxuriant gray locks, listens very intently, knows dish about people you've only read about. 3. Tree Hugging Nature Sprite: Most prized possession: one of Judi Barry

Attractions
Nice title for a blog entry i think. What attracts me the most if and when i meet someone is their eyes, the window to the soul. Main reason is i can usually tell a lot about someone that way, look hard enough and almost anyone can. Secondly its personality.. Lastly its body shape. This being said im usually attracted to what are referred to now in society as BBW's. All this being said is just trying to give a little more insight into how i tick so to speak. I am not on here for a relationship, don't think that would happen for me. Here to try to make some friends only, always good to have friends.

This Place Is Getting On My Nerves
omg im really getting tired of chery tap but i made to many great friends to leave it first it dont wanna load my pages then it tells me im commenting to much and now today i get on and go to comment one of my wonderful friends and it wont let me because of one of there stupid to many comments today for ur level. y even have a damn certin amount that u can comment people i think its all a bunch of bullcrap sorry but i just need to vent but will talk to all u wonderful people when i get back

Relocation Update...
P.S. Forgot to mention I am only going to be in San Diego,CA till April,26th... then back to Pensacola for a couple weeks then moving to North Carolina with daughter & son-in-law ( he was deployed in Iraq ...Just Returned home, I was staying with daughter till he returned...)Now they have invited me to move there to help them get new home setup and them settled in, her back to furthering her education, him getting adjusted to new duty station and new routines there...While looking for my Own new Life...So keep checking back for the next chapter in the Saga of Anna Minx...

Egypt:tales Of The Magicians
TALES OF THE MAGICIANS One day, when King Khufu reigned over all the land, he said to his chancellor, who stood before him, "Go call me my sons and my councillors, that I may ask of them a thing." And his sons and his councillors came and stood before him, and he said to them, "Know ye a man who can tell me tales of the deeds of the magicians?" Then the royal son Khafra stood forth and said, "I will tell thy majesty a tale of the days of thy forefather Nebka, the blessed; of what came to pass when he went into the temple of Ptah of Ankhtaui." KHAFRA'S TALE "His majesty was walking unto the temple of Ptah, and went unto the house of the chief reciter Uba-aner, with his train. Now when the wife of Uba-aner saw a page, among those who stood behind the king, her heart longed after him; and she sent her servant unto him, with a present of a box full of garments. "And he came then with the servant. Now there was a lodge in the garden of Uba-aner; and one day the page said

Hangovers
5 Levels of Hangovers If you can read this without laughing or you can't relate to any of it, you are on the wrong mailing list my friend... One Star Hangover (*) No pain. No real feeling of illness. You're able to function relatively well. However, you are still parched. You can drink 5 cokes and still feel this way. For some reason, you are craving a steak & fries. Two Star Hangover (**) No pain, but something is definitely amiss. You may look okay, but you have the mental capacity of a staple gun. The coffee you are chugging is only increasing your rumbling gut, which is still tossing around the fruity pancake from the 3:00 a.m. Waffle House excursion. There is some definite havoc being wreaked upon your bowels. Three Star Hangover (***) Slight headache. Stomach feels crappy. You are definitely not productive. Anytime a girl walks by you gag because her perfume reminds you of the flavored schnapps shots your alcoholic friends dared you to drink. Life would be better r

Happy Easter To All
I Know this is a day early but I dont know if I'll have the chance to send my easter wishes out on Sunday, so for what it's worth, here it is. ALSO would love to give thanks again to those of you who continue to come to my humble establishments better known as my page here on Ct and show your support, I am working on trying to get some new portraits up here, I havent changed alot excpet for losing a few lbs, other than that i am still as sassy as i was and YES I STILL HAVE THE RED HAIR My red hair gets me in trouble, I am going to dye it black I do think. Seems alot of men go for the brunettes or the beautiful blondes , red heads have bad reps for having attitude , well let me tell ya, if you give me a reason you are damn skippy I am going to have attitude. Other wise we'll be fine.

Which Are You??
Which Disney Princess Are You? ArielAs Ariel, you are truely a dreamer. You have high hopes, big dreams, and a dozen wishes. You seek love, understanding, and a life of your own. You are independant and you never let anyone let you think that you don\'t deserve what you really want. Overall, you\'re strong willed with a big heart. How awesome are you?! Take this test

Some Things U Didn't Know About Me
This one is a bit different from the rest. Four things about me that you may or may not have known in no particular order. A) Four jobs I have had in my life: 1. Library Aide 2. K-mart 3. Cashier for Boston Market 4. Kitchen Manager B) Four movies I would watch over and over: 1. Just Like Heaven 2. Speed 3. Charmed 4. Bambi C) Four places I have lived: 1. Camarillo ,CA 2. Sun Valley, CA 3. Oxnard, CA 4. N/A D) Four TV Shows that I watch 1. Charmed 2. Law and Order 3. Grey's Anatomy 4. Desperate Housewives E) Four places I have been on vacation: 1. San Diego, CA 2 Idaho 3. Canada 4. Mexico F) People who e-mail me (regularly) 1. Kevin 2. Jackie (mom) 3. My points 4. G) Four of my favorite foods: 1. Pizza 2. Chocolate 3. Boston Market 4. H) Four places I would rather be right now: 1. Sometimes anywhere but here 2. On a vacation from life 3. With My family 4. Vacation from Work

Poem 4 - Addicted To My Disease
Addicted to My Disease Darkness is my home, but my life is just not whole, Something's missing, it's all a lie, watchthis place collide. Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll bethere, Vengence will be mine,I've got to take mylife back, The time has come for me to rise above myself, Create and destroy, build it up and break itdown, It's my time to dream, I'll close my eyes andleave myself behind, Watch myself slip away intonothingness, Meditation in my mind, Innerselfsuicide to take away the pain, I've lost all my feeling forthe time, I'm not affraid to fade away, For thismoment I am happy, I'm losing my soul and losing mymind, Wake the fuck up, Some things will neverchange, I'm a fiend for my rage, I'm addicted to myown disease, I plagued me, now I'm plagued forlife, I'll have to go on living this way, I wantthis all to end, But maybe I am bound by fate, Too much time has elapsed, The virus inside keeps me inrelapse, Adrenaline from my anger, It tastes sodevine, It tastes s

Poem: For Us And Our's To Keep
Moonshine, moonshine, shine down on me. As I walk with My lady, in nature tonight.. By letting nature's spirit move free to bring us to the truth,if we dare. Allowing our heart to feel and hear as we speak what's on our minds.. knowing that our soul's are comfortable with each other's desire. While the moon shine's we're allowed to taste,smell,touch,see and hear.. As we give into the delight we find our desire's are exactly the same. Then together we'll know that love is a reward for us and ours to keep.. Sign: Raymond Starns Dated: 7/99

Another For Josh
am i to lost to be saved? am i to lost to be found or do you just not care am i dead to you is that the truth or do you lie again best friends forever and now this your slipping away i'm loseing you gone in a heart beat only here for an instant am i to lost to be saved? am i to lost to be found or do you just not care

R.i.p. 2006-cont.
(A) Spc. Damien M. Montoya, age 21, died July 9, 2006 (A) Sgt. Alberto Dasilveira Montrond, age 27, died February 13, 2006 (A) Pfc. Keith J. Moore, age 28, died October 14, 2006 (A) Pfc. Brian M. Moquin Jr., age 19, died May 5, 2006 (A) Pvt. Reece D. Moreno, age 19, died November 24, 2006 (A) Staff Sgt. Christopher Randolph Morningstar, age 27, died February 5, 2006 (A) Pfc. Allan Andrew Morr, age 21, died February 22, 2006 (A) Staff Sgt. Daniel M. Morris, age 28, died November 25, 2006 (M) Lance Cpl. Stephen L. Morris, age 21, died December 24, 2006 (M) Cpl. Jason W. Morrow, age 27, died June 27, 2006 (M) Lance Cpl. Robert L. Moscillo, age 21, died May 1, 2006 (A) Capt. Timothy J. Moshier, age 25, died April 1, 2006 (F) Tech. Sgt. Walter M. Moss Jr., age 37, died March 29, 2006 (A) Staff Sgt. Christopher O. Moudry, age 31, died October 4, 2006 (A) Sgt. James P. Muldoon, age 23, died June 29, 2006 (A) Staff Sgt. Jeremy W. Mulhair, age 35, died November 30, 2006 (A) Lt.

In Your Honor
Unselfishly, you left your fathers and your mothers, You left behind your sisters and your brothers. Leaving your beloved children and wives, You put on hold, your dreams—your lives. On foreign soil, you found yourself planted To fight for those whose freedom you granted. Without your sacrifice, their cause would be lost But you carried onward, no matter the cost. Many horrors you had endured and seen. Many faces had haunted your dreams. You cheered as your enemies littered the ground; You cried as your brothers fell all around. When it was over, you all came back home, Some were left with memories to face all alone; Some found themselves in the company of friends As their crosses cast shadows across the land. Those who survived were forever scarred Emotionally, physically, permanently marred. Those who did not now sleep eternally ‘Neath the ground they had given their lives to keep free. With a hand upon my heart, I feel The pride and respect; my reverence is revealed I

Security
IS THERE REALLY A SUCH THING AS SECURITY? THINK ABOUT IT.AS LITTLE GIRLS WE ARE TOLD TO GET US A NICE RICH MAN AND MARRY.ONE THAT WORKS HARD SO HE CAN TAKE CARE OF US.THE BOYS ARE TAUGHT TO GO TO SCHOOL AND WORK HARD SO THEY CAN GET A GOOD JOB AND MAKE ALOT OF MONEY.WELL NOW ADAYS THE GIRLS ARE TOLD TO GO TO COLLEGE TOO. DOES MARRYING A MAN WITH ALOT OF MONEY MEAN THAT YOUR FUTURE IS SECURE? NO!! HOW MANY MEN AND WOMEN WAKE UP ONE DAY AND LOOK AT THE PERSON NEXT TO THEM AND SAY IM NOT IN LOVE WITH THIS PERSON ANYMORE??SO THERES GOES THAT DOWN THE TUBES.WHAT ABOUT JOB SECURITY?? YOUR PARENTS SPENT ALL THAT MONEY FOR YOU TO GO TO COLLEGE SO YOU COULD GET A GOOD JOB AND GUESS WHAT??YOU CANT FIND THAT JOB.OR YOU GO INTO THAT NICE PAYING JOB THAT YOU LIKE SO MUCH AND ARE TOLD THAT THEY DONT NEED YOU ANYMORE.CAN YOU SAY FALSE SINCE OF SECURITY. SEE MY POINT

Quotes
These are just sum Quotes that caught my eye in one book I have called "Think Big" Thot I shud share a few of them with yall.... -If you worry about what might be, and wonder what might have been, you will ignore what is. -The road to a successful relationship is always under construction. -Forgivness is the key to happiness. -Love lets the past die by moving us to a new beginning without changing the past. -Don't lead me; I may not follow. Don't walk behind me; I may not lead. Walk beside me and be my friend. -A realationship is like a gem; it requires friction to polish it. -Negative thinking is mental malpractise. -If you don't know what direction to take, you haven't acknowledged where you are. -The best way to predict your future is to create it. -If you can't find the time to do it right the first time, when are you going to find the time to do it over? -If you and you partner always agree, one of you is unneccessary! -Therapist a

A Bridge Of Love
A Bridge Of Love! When we typed those very first words, How could we have possibly known. Our words would bring us so close, And this beautiful love would be sown. Words exchanged between friends; Made their way into our hearts. Then words became words of love, With hopes and dreams to impart. How can you fall so much in love, With someone who you haven't met? Because it is the words which reveal, The heart of a person on the internet. Your words made it so easy for me, For your heart and soul to perceive. And when love is based on words only, Falling in love isn't so hard to conceive. I didn't need to see a picture of you, Or to even hear the sound of your voice. As it is the person who you are inside, Which made you my dreams only choice. Our hearts travelled towards each other, And bridged the gap between the miles. There is no distance between two hearts, When it's your love that the bridge compiles.

Not For The Faint Of Heart
Just recently in Amarillo, a man was arrested for killing a 6 month old baby girl. The doctors also found out that the "Father" sexually molested this little girl. When I heard this, I cried. How can a man do this to a child? Evidently the "Father" has absolutely NO morals to his life. It is heart wrenching to know that there are people out there who get joys off by doing this to children. I wish there were stiffer laws for this kind of activity. Maybe they should cut the purps balls off(and NOT leave a thing, I.E.: nut sack and all), then slowly pull his toenails out. Believe me there are far worse words to put there, than you might think. It is really sad to know that the baby did die(which is for the better) from all this. ok, I am done, crying to hard to finish

The Feeling
The feeling I feel is of pain and love, from many and from few. My love has dismayed me, my friends have hurt me. My trust has been broken for all-time. My friends disown me, My love hurts me. It is hard to go on, yet I must. I cry every night, from the things they say. That go straight to the heart. I feel I must go, but I cant. Love holds me behind, at the same time pain pushes me away.

Our Conversations.
I enjoy our phone conversations more and more. You are ok with me telling you what I am affraid of turning into. You almost sounded happy to hear that I finally cried. You knew I needed to, you were ok with the one blog, understood when I explained it, that I just needed to get it off of my chest. Maybe it showed some insight to you, made you see how I feel at times. Made you understand this mess of a person a little bit more. I want for nothing else but this to work. I want for us to be happy together, not give up who we are for the other. Maybe instead learn what out likes are and even if we don't really like them do them knowing it makes the other so happy to be doing it together. I smile thinking about you, I try not to build you up on too high of a platform. I try not to think too much, I try to not think about seeing you, unless I know I am going to. I'm trying to not revert back to who I used to be, and this is very hard for me. I enjoy our moments together more and

Another Roadside Tradgedy
Kiss me goodnight, shake me awake. The closer I get to you the more I can't wait. Roll on down here; smell my brakes. No time for coffee, just splash water on my face. Kick my tires, count out-of-state plates. Roll down my window, don't the wind feel great. Sunrise my friend, sunset again. The song I keep humming while my four wheels are spinning. Another road, another road, another roadside tragedy. Wind it down and back it up. I might get there sooner than I thought No warranty or no wear and tear It don't matter just as long as I get there. Another road, another road, another roadside tragedy. Another road, another road, another roadside tragedy. Another road, another road, another roadside tragedy. Another road, another road, another roadside tragedy.

No Sound It Makes
Her days are spent as she lives...alone lying in bed now staring at the phone holding back the tears thoughts of him bring wishing with every breath for it now to ring hours pass in this room where she hides away knowing she isn't missed or thought of in his day yet she waits patiently, a great toll it takes her heart closes more, weeping, no sound it makes A. Boudreaux 2007

My Ode To Terrorists
My Ode To Terrorists How deep we were spurned That day we were shocked Our lives left in terror The world it was rocked We did`nt ask for war But it certainly comes We can`t condone the terror Or silence the drums Why! we ask does this happen to us What is gained from it all Innocence lost never to be found Everyone`s back to the wall Corner the people trust in their spirit Even to fight with bare hands All that is left is memories Those brave who made the stand After the dust settles The last bullet shot What do we see What have we got Peace on earth Goodwill towards men I fear not Cos it will never cease The mighty will push The weak will defend The innocent lose It will never end But Terror must never win No matter what it takes Evil must be stamped out Their wills we must break We must show them it`s wrong Teach them what`s right Show them their errors Make them understand The innocent have had enough T

Behind Closed Eyes
Dream of awakening In the awakening of a dream Amidst a silent scream As I reach for reality Living in an existence That I did not exist in But within a clinched fist Was a life I had missed You could not see The need to just be- Longing to set free My aura of sanity Listen to my cries As my soul sighs And my emotion dies Behind closed eyes -Published [Copyright ©2007 Stormie]

Believe This
Fresh out the Oven i,am a cool young brother that loves to party whenever i get a chance. Music like club,disco,jazz and gospel with a little neo-soul is what i dance to. i love to meet people that is outgoing, funny and down to earth. Communication is the key to understanding each others faith and growth. Reese Hudson

Dear Mr. Pedophile
Lindsay Ashford celebrates his pedophilia and fights for the rights of pedophiles the world over- I wrote this email in response to looking over his website... http://lindsay.puellula.com/Pictures.html he has a section dedicated to young girls (sugar and spice), he prefers ages 7-11 http://sns.puellula.com/Main.html you can find a 4-part interview with him in my stash. As a young child I participated in several relationships with grown men. I complied. I did not cry. I accepted them because I loved them and felt they loved me. The men weren't evil. I knew that then, and I know it now. I have never been to counseling. No one knew about the relationships or tried to convince me of anything. I simply grew up and grew to understand that I had been used by the people who claimed to love me. Think about it logically. Let's say that you're right and a child does wish to have intimate relations. You want a child between the ages of 7-11. You want to "love" them. What about when the

Stab Wounds
A friend of mine, Thad, used to bartend part time. It's a rough bar but he made good money. Last Wed. he was trying to break up a fight and one dude pulled a knife and Thad received a good slice to the arm. Severed 4 tendons, partially severed #5. He had surgery today to reattach said tendons. I just got done talking to him on the phone and this is his woman's story but I thought it was funny. When he woke up from the anesthetic I guess he wasn't 'with it' yet. He woke up demanding a Jeager Bomb, no, not JUST a Jeager Bomb... a Fucking Jeager Bomb. I guess the nurses, whom he described as preppy, were trying to shush him up because there were other patients around but he would have no part of it. And then he made it be known he had to take a 'piss' so his woman helped him to the bathroom. She was standing behind him to steady him and he says "ya know, it feels really good you standing behind me but unless you're gonna hold my cock, back off." He doesn't remember saying a

Hmmm
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage83%Biting75%Whips67%Blood58%Chains/Handcuffs58%Blind Folds42%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Howl Alone.
"Howl alone" he says to me. I look a little startled. Three years of silence. And this is all he has to say to me? Words in my heart. Why is he always right? I scratch that firm bud behind his ears to show him I understand. "I miss you Grey. I miss our talks." His paw lands...playfully...wistfully...sagely on my knee. And he's gone. The campfire is dead, the hum of insects replaced by the glide of industry and automobile. Cold pale light of the moon...or is it streetlight? Twilight... Midnight... Why didn't he skip the spirit journey bullshit and told me straight up "You're being a dick to the people you love."

This Needs Said
If you are my friend and you cannot respect my opinions then you can kindly go jump off a cliff for all I care. I am a leader not a follower. If you wanna call me out or make snips at me in bulletins rather than say it to my face then you are a chicken shit. At least people on here know I am real. People wanna quit getting shit about the fake pics then perhaps they should quit using them. I know I know its all about the game. But seriously the game is tired and so am I. Be yourself for christsakes. All the people who use the fake pics aren't ugly or unworthy and they need to realize it. I dunno I am just sick and tired of being hated for my opinion and since I AM THE ONE WHO VOCALIZED it in the first place I am gonna guess a few bulletins I have seen are referring to me. Anyhow if you have a problem with me..REMOVE FRIEND and REMOVE FAN. Oh We're Not Gonna Take It no, We Ain't Gonna Take It oh We're Not Gonna Take It Anymore we've Got The Right To Choose And there Ai

Plz Read N Help My Friend,daniel!!
http://philly07.livestrong.org/macstrong215 Hey y'all ...this post is for a friend I have met here at cherry tap.He is a cancer survivor & is participating in the LIVESTRONG CHALLENGE this year.I would like to see everyone help out..even if its just a small amount.C'mon cherry tappers.....I donated...let's see how many CT peeps we can get in the donating spirit!! Thank You ALL LOVE MY CT Family!!! HUGGGGS ReD

Sins You All Nsfw / Adult Content
One touch....a heat, a fire, a feather-soft searing of the flesh. Calloused hands smooth as velvet. I see it in your eyes...the want, the need, the animalistic pull. You pull me close...melting into your soft body...and you place your lips so softly on mine. Spinning, lost in the moment...somewhere I hear the silent humming of the universal vortex as it spins in ryhthm. I open my eyes and see you again...that blue-grey flame...words whispered that I cannot hear but know by heart. Collision of heat as hands trace curves...trace veins...down to your soft center...down to this low point where heaven blends seamlessly with the feminine form. I can smell your sweet scent as you spread your legs, I can hear your heart beating and the blood in your veins. And I am lost...for I don't know if this is my body caressing yours or yours caressing mine, my lips on yours or yours on mine. Is this my heartbeat? Is it yours? Whose blood is beating in such chaotic, tantric rhythym? We've lost one

Wha't Symbol Are You
You scored as Ankh. The Ankh is a representation of life. You are inspired by life, and all its splendor, and you feel you are empowered by your symbol.Ankh100%Skull88%Cross81%Biohazard75%Swastika56%What's your symbol?created with QuizFarm.com

Glad To Be An American!
AMERICA(FUNNY STUFF...LOL) 1. Only in America......can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. 2. Only in America......are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink. 3. Only in America......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. 4. Only in America......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. 5. Only in America......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. 6. Only in America......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. 7. Only in America......do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place. 8. Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. 9. Only

The Moon
Looking at the moon tonight it's so beautiful! At first glance you only see the thumbnail sliver, but when you look closer you can see the whole moon, the shadow from the earth is so light that the whole orb is visible. When i begin to think about it I start to compare my life to the moon, being that the mask I wear covers most of who i am, but when you really observe me close enough you can see that i wear my emotions on my sleeve! I try to hide behind the shadow that i use as a shield but it's barely enough to cover my thoughts unless you really look.....

Name That Song!
Whenever sang my songs On the stage, on my own Whenever said my words Wishing they would be heard I saw you smiling at me Was it real or just my fantasy You'd always be there in the corner Of this tiny little bar My last night here for you Same old songs, just once more My last night here with you? Maybe yes, maybe no I kind of liked it your your way How you shyly placed your eyes on me Oh, did you ever know? That I had mine on you *Darling, so there you are With that look on your face As if you're never hurt As if you're never down Shall I be the one for you Who pinches you softly but sure If frown is shown then I will know that you are no dreamer So let me come to you Close as I wanted to be Close enough for me To feel your heart beating fast And stay there as I whisper How I loved your peaceful eyes on me Did you ever know That I had mine on you Darling, so share with me Your love if you have enough Your tears if you're holding back Or pain if that

Falling Into Place.
Where was I? Oh yeah... So, I finally finished my lighting design on Tuesday. I got a little glimpse at the show. I'm kind of sad. It's AWFUL! The script is not too bad. I kind of like it actually. The set looks great too, and you won't hear me complain about the lights. I didn't leave that place until I had what I wanted... but the material is gravely under-rehearsed... and I think the Director might be... well... bad at directing. I won't claim to be able to do any better, but she's playing a role as well, and I suspect if she could see how she is overplaying the character... you know... form an objective point of view... she'd be really saddened by her own performance. She also has NO CLUE how to block the show. She established where the entrance and exit points would be with the set designer... a true professional mind you... and then completely violated them when she got her actors on the set. I'm done with it though, and with any luck, the reviews will indicate that desp

The Road I Have Traveled
The road I have Traveled. Bridges I have crossed. I've gone the extra mile, I've come to many stops. I had a few road blocks, toward what I thought, could be the end. But had to be brought back a mile or two again. So when closure comes, I do know what it will mean. I'll finally have peace of mind, I'll be able to feel,think, and breathe I probably won't believe it. I'll think it is all a dream. And although the journey will have ended. I'll never forget What I've learned along the way, or how I learned to take it day by day

2 Weeks In Cherry Tap World. (geustbooks)
Today marks week number 2 in Cherry Tap World. It has been a fun week in most ways. I have made a few friends. Friends are important in this world, The Real and the virtual. CT is interesting in the fact that there is more interactivity and so there are more chance to make friends, then to simply go vist other friends pages as at other simular sites. I have noticed this week that "Guestbooks" have become very popular. You know guest books are where you can Sign In and include a picture of yourself. Most commonly there is a map that records where your from and so you also get to identify your State, Region, or Country. I like guestbooks, I even have one on my page. The only thing I noticed negative about guestbooks, is that it is an add on to your page and so no "Cherry Points," are given out for taking the effort of filling one out. This maybe why I have noticed everyone putting "SIGN MY GUESTBOOK..." after there name. I also noticed that women seem to get a lo

The Penis Request
I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following Reasons: 1. I do physical labor. 2. I work at great depths. 3. I plunge head first into everything I do. 4. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. 5. I work in a damp environment. 6. I work in a dark area that has poor ventilation. 7. I work in high temperatures. 8. My work exposes me to diseases. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Dear Penis, After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you Have raised, the management denies YOUR request for the following reasons: 1. You do not work 8 hours straight. 2. You WORK IN SHORT SPURTS & fall asleep after EACH brief work period. 3. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. 4. You do not stay in your designated area, and are often seen visiting other Locations. 5. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and Stimulated in order to start working.

My Endless Envy
Today, while playing with my daughter at a playground, I looked around and the people there... and felt an incredible rush of grief. So many happy families and happy couples... children with both parents around... functioning family units. I wonder how they do it in this day and age... how do they overcome obstacle after obstacle to keep things going to blissfully? Are they always this happy and unified? What is it that prevents me from attaining such as that? I know one thing would probably be my choice in partners over the past.... 5 years. I've been chasing people who make me feel young. I've been so afraid of growing up and growing old until recently. Now... I feel the need to settle down and become stable. After all, that's what's behind my whole move back in with my parents... the attempt to become stable. (in this case, it's saving money for a house) Also, my going back to college is a major attempt to get my life into a fixed situation where it'd be feasable to start and

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I wake up in the morning my fiance still asleep. I go in to the living room and turn on the T.V. They say its suppose to be sunny out today but i don't know how thats going to happen when it's cloudy and looks like it is going to rain for the third time this week. So i change the channel to cartoons. The Flintstones are on. You know the one were Dino locks him out of the house at night and he tries to open the door, when he could just go threw the window since they haven't invented glass yet. I go into the kitchen and make some coffee and start my usual Saturday morning breakfast. Pancakes, sausage, toast, and eggs. He usually doesn't get up till about 30 minuets after I do. I'm in the living eating. His food getting cold his coffee still hot he comes in and joins me. We start to talk about what we are going to do today. Giving each other suggestions. I finally go back into the bedroom and start getting dressed. I put on my socks,my pink thong, my tight jeans that show my ass, and my

Po-po
Well shit...i got pulled over the other day and was speeding. 83 in a 70 haha. ok not so funny anymore. My ticket, I just found out, is $196.50. I'm so pissed. OMG. Stupid ass police people in Delta...Middle of nowhere!!!!

On Fidelity And Love
Here I was sitting with a couple of friends chatting aimlessly. It was one of those days where we were tired of doing so much work that we needed to talk about NOTHING. lol Then comes a miss X (a friend), she sits herself down..pauses n then screams "I hate men! They suck!" Since there was no such thing as a non co-ed gathering my guy friend said "What happened now?" I could see his nostrils flaring and his skin changing to a deep set red, the speed in which could put a chameleon to shame. "You know what makes men suck? It's you girls being over demanding wanting us to continuously be there at your beck and call while we are here looking for money to give to you what you want!" The rest of us were muted by the tension that raised between them. As he walked away miss X walks towards him and they began. Another friend whispered to me "Shit..another 300." Referring to the masacre between the Spartans and the Persians and the speculated killing that was to come. Th

Friends....
""""Friendship . . . . . . is you. . . . is love. . . . is shared. . . . is forgiving. . . . is understanding. . . . is shared secrets. . . . heals many hurts. . . . is not judgmental. . . . is shared laughter. . . . is slow and steady. . . . can be angry at times. . . . is dependable and true. . . . is more precious than silver or gold. . . . is meant to be savored like fine wine. . . . is not perfect, much like we are not perfect. . . . does not hold grudges or demand perfection. . . . makes all the wrong things in life, right somehow. . . . is meant to be gulped like lemonade on a hot summer day. . . . is always there, through times of trial, happy times and hard times. . . . just happens, but once discovered, needs to be tended like a beautiful garden. . . . is a road to be traveled slowly, remembering the sights and sounds. . . . is strength when you are too weak to notice its there. . . . is a cherished moment of mutual understanding. . . . reaches into

Anna Nicole And John Smithson
So Anna Nicole Smith had fake boobs and were removed from her body. Now the question is, what happened to them? Were they put on Ebay for sale to help the homeless? Were they recycled, and put into another? No my friends, none of the above. What I think they should do with them, is donate them to the Smithsonian Institute. That's right! The museum of pure Americana nirvana! Because America didn't love Anna Nicole, no siree. It LUSTED her! So I think her fake boobies should be on display, for all to see. Right next to the Playboy section in the Institute. Truth is, we don't kow what happened to them, and probably never will. But that's ok. Because it doesn't matter one bit, as its not important now that we know who the daddy of her baby is.

A Broken Heart
A broken heart is hard to mend It's full of pain and strife Until it heals it's very hard To get on with your life You lose sleep and spend a lot of time crying It's hard to get out of bed when all you do is feel like dying It's hard to concentrate on normal everyday things and even your job You want to close yourself off from everyone, do nothing but sob But broken hearts do mend It just takes time To heal inside and out You body, soul and mind

Day Off
had a great day off again today got my haircut this morning then i popped over to newquay to see Simon , Dudley and Grace the guys down at DNA tattoo,shop was buzzing as usual Si had a customer under the needle so just a quick hello to him Dudley was just finishing so I had a long chat with him and the guy he had just worked on. cant believe it was back in Oct when I was last in. Grace was busy on the desk and in between enquiries we caught up and Booked my self in for another session on my upper thigh. will talk to si about the other designs I have in mind when I'm next in .

Why Does It Always Happen To Me?
24 years of age going on 25 and still havent a clue about the opposite sex...probably never will! Met this guy last yr whilst temping at some company! was minding my own business (as i always do), this guy starts saying hello to me everyday...me being polite i say hello back. Time went and of course hellos turned into conversation, then lunches, then a few beers after work and finally to seeing him after working hours maybe once/twice a week. Being honest i will say as time went on i started to like him coz we always got on and felt comfortable around each other from day one! there's a catch...he had a fiancee of 5 yrs!! i found this out on one of our lunches but it wasnt from his mouth, it was somebody elses who was on lunch with us. Maybe a couple of weeks or so he tells me he likes me, even thou i liked him back there was no way anything was gonna happen between us coz of the fiancee. Gave him the speech bout nothing happening until he was a free agent! The reason behind hi

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Sex Weed
Sex Weed I wanna be your sex weed baby I want you to come take some puffs of me I promise it will put you on clouds You'll feel like you're floating I wanna take you to another level As I suck below your belly button While your eyes go to back of your head as you exhale I'm that good s*** Yes I'm a dime piece Just come and have a taste of me I'll have you feeling like you took exstacy I want every inch of your body Lick your inner thighs, while you grip my breast Yes I'm real naughty So naughty that I need you to smack my ass I wanna get on top of you And kiss all over your chest I promise taking some puffs of me Will be a memory you'll never forget I wanna place you inside me So I can let my love flow on you All over you till your really wet This will be a time you'll never forget I'll have you hooked on my sex weed You'll be begging for more And that's when I let you take another puff and let you explore I want you to crave my

Whats Your Talent?
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth.